ALMIGHTY GOD  AND I KNOW THAT WITH HIM BY MY SIDE I CAN OVERCOME ANYTHING AND SO AS I BEGAN TO REALLY DEAL WITH MYSELF AS I REALLY BEGAN TO DEAL WITH THE MAN IN THE MIRROR AS THEY OFTEN AS THE KINDA CLICHE PHRASE GOES I BEGAN TO REALLY REALLY BREAKDOWN AND WHAT I MEAN BY THAT IS I BEGAN TO FEEL THE EMOTIONS THAT I HAD BEEN SUPPRESSING NEARLY MY ENTIRE LIFE I BEGAN TO DEAL WITH 