AND UH SO ME AND RICHIE STEPPED UP WE GOT THE MICS WE GOT THE WHOLE SETUP AND WE WENT TO THEIR THEIR WHOLE PROCESSION SO EVER SINCE THAT DAY THE BEST WAY I CAN DEAL WITH IT IS THROUGH SOME KIND OF CATHARSIS BECAUSE OTHERWISE IT ALL JUST EXISTS IN MY OWN HEAD AND YOU FEEL ALL THE YOU KNOW EVERYTHING EVERYTHING GOING ON 