UM I THOUGHT I WAS I I THOUGHT I WAS DOING WHAT I WAS SUPPOSED TO BE DOING YOU KNOW LIVING ON MY OWN PAYING MY BILLS AND THATS IT LIVING LIFE LIKE PAYCHECK TO PAYCHECK WHATEVER IT WAS WHATEVER WAS LEFTOVER THATS HOW MUCH I COULD SPEND AND IF THERE WASNT ANYTHING LEFT OVER THEN YOU KNOW WELL I HAVE A CREDIT CARD THAT I CAN USE FOR NOW UMM AND THATS THATS YOU KNOW PRETTY MUCH WHAT I WAS DOING AND I WAS SPENDING ROUGHLY SEVEN HUNDRED DOLLARS A MONTH ON DINING OUT AND MINDLESS SWIPING ON SHOPPING ON AMAZON AND JUST THOSE LET ME TREAT MYSELF GIFTS