 In her detailing of the pain of her childhood and longing for protection she shows her vulnerabilities and how her love for Heidegger had released her and once again filled her world with color and mystery.Her relationship with Heidegger, she refers to as "Eine starre Hingegebenheit an ein Einziges" (An unbending devotion to a unique man).This period of intense introspection was also one of the most productive of her poetic output, such as "In sich versunken" (Lost in Self-Contemplation).