i suddenly saw red , something that has never happened to me in my entire life.i was literally so pissed off that my vision blurred together in a swirl of inky red shades and i could n't think straight.in my mind , all i could see were his lips ; the luscious , soft lips that had kissed me so many times , kissing a trail down tara wilson 's neck- right after whispering obscene dirty-talk into her ear.and i was seeing red again .