she had not liked kay , exactly , either ... except that kay gave you a funny feeling , the same feeling that nana cath had once given terri , before she had called her a whore and told her she never wanted to see her again ... you felt , with kay - even though she carried folders , like the rest of them , even though she had instituted the case review - you felt that she wanted things to go right for you , and not only for the forms .