tossing the box onto my bed , i dropped next to it like a sack of bricks , my breath whooshing out of me.regardless of the fact that it was only 6:00 , i was bone-weary.i did n't even take the time to take my clothes off or stop to pee.i knew that if i thought about this mess for one more second , i might start screaming.ramming a pillow over my head to block out the dying sunlight , i closed my eyes and slipped mercifully into the silent oblivion of sleep .