what those lightening impressions are daughters of a genuine suggestion or of a strong veggenza , both caused by the atmosphere of the place in which you/he/she has been conceived , are a doubt that the author can never eradicate from the conscience of the reader , but you/he/she is also true that he very probably you/he/she has never spent about ten times a day , for almost one decade , in a mysterious and fascinating cemetery in milan , in which the author has seen hundreds of thousand of souls cross the threshold of the eternity .