like feedback transmitting noisily and with raging hostility from a microphone in the face of a loud speaker , the trance was awakening the bloodlust in him ; simmering , sizzling , boiling , risinghotter , faster spencer saw white as he swung his right arm for underneath his pillow to grab his blade then the sight of something mind-bending and explosive and terrifying and so many other things gargantuan to him had punched through the field of blindness and caught his attention in full force .