he was looking forward to so many of the attributes that came with this practice : the feel of the rubber grip as it penetrated her ; the blooming processoh it was going to be breathtaking to see her bloom like a flower , her pedals turning inside out to reveal the gorgeous crimson sea within her that beckoned to be liberated , like a pearl in an oyster but if there would be only one element that he would ask for out of this ordeal , it would be the look .