he was right here , right inside spencers special rooma place his therapist recommended to him after witnessing the bike accident ; he told her that he had nightmares about the carnage that took up just about the entire intersection , when to him they were actually sweet dreams ; she made him think of a comfort zone , a place to re-energize confidence , a place where no one or nothing would be able to harm him with anything , a place where no bullshit could get to , no matter how much damage it normally dealtthat was where willy was right now .