she remembered everything : the way she felt when she first discovered the pregnancy ; the way she hid it from her folks in fear that theyd disown her ; the look on justins face , one of pure joy , when she told him ; his proposal , dumb and nave in an adorable way , down on one knee in the middle of an intra-town softball game ; her wedding day , how handsome justin looked , the pride on her mothers face , the promise of happiness in her own soul .