you 're going to be a very successful lawyer-or-something and get married and have babies and live your whole little life , and then you 're going to die , and in your last moments , when you 're choking on your own bile in the nursing home , you 'll say to yourself : 'well , i wasted my whole goddamned life , but at least i broke into seaworld with margo roth spiegelman my senior year of high school .