and i see , i think i see , that elena pulls me back onto the sofa so we are behind , watching , as ruth steps back , as ruth raises a weapon , a handgun , i cant tell which one , and aims it at beryls head , at the same time she lets out a harsh whisper , hes mine ! , and i cant believe that these two women are fighting over me , its so romantic , and i think its just at that moment that elena whispers in my ear oh , violence makes me so aroused and i feel her reaching down and unbuttoning my trousers , shes wandering down there , im not even sure what shes doing but oh god it feels good , so good as ruth takes her first shot , and i can see this all in slow motion as the blade whips up and strikes the bullet , cuts it in half in fact and i think i really want that bullet but i cant move whilst elenas at work and i watch , fascinated as its beryls turn , i cant believe the skill that she shows as she moves with that sword , the footwork is breathtaking , but then so is ruths movement as she twists to avoid the strike , the sword flying through thin air and embedding itself in the floor .