and he and shala , theyre there , theyre kissing and then theyre actually screwing , right in front of me , he hasnt even bothered taking his clothes off , just there like that , and im yelling in pain , and i grab my shirt and wrap it round my hand , and simon pauses for a second , i dont know how he has the control and he looks at me and he says get out of here shaun , and dont screw up again , and i tell you man , im gone .