as michael describes his circumstances at this time , his home had been foreclosed and he had a notice to get out , the month before he had lost his health maintenance organization job and had no money , he had given up a job in chino , was working only occasionally doing workmanscomp evaluations , had not seen dr. smith for sometime and had run out of his medication two months before it was in these circumstances , as he was becoming increasingly depressed and isolated , with his perception that lisas attorneys were implying in their contacts with him that they had me just where theywanted me , that he agreed to meet with howard in chula vista when howard called and told him that he had set up someone to take care of lisa .