i want to stretch out , i want to feel freedom , feel warmth around my arms , clean my face , i want to get up and get away from this darkness but i cant , i cant move , its as if im still tied down , my arms and legs are so tired , they feel like ice , they feel like ice , they feel like they will snap if i do anything except just continue to lie here , but i know that i have to get up , i know that i have to move and move quickly , before they get back and so i look round , trying to find something to focus on , something to concentrate on , in the dull , bleary hut that i occupy the computer !