whispering fiercely , and then we hear sounds , sounds of people , shouting , and his eyes open wide with fright , and i clamp my blistered , bloody hand over his mouth as he starts to scream and im holding him down as hes fighting with me , pushing me , biting my hand and trying to force himself out , force himself upwards , urgently , his eyes pleading , his face hysterical , and i let go , just for the tiniest time , the shortest amount , but its enough and hes up , jumping up with renewed strength , trying to get away , i have my hand just on his leg now , my grips slipping as hes trying to get away , with my other hand i reach out and find something hard , i pick it up , ignoring the pain searing through me , and throw it , blind , but it works , as the force dies and i roll out the way quickly to avoid his heavy body landing on me .