the voice is no more than a whisper , john , open your eyes , here and then , drink a little of this , it will really help and the liquid that touches my lips really does help , it clears a small cloud in my brain , a tiny pool that i can see , and outside i can feel , though of course i cant see , my cracked lips break into a smile for even though i know i am so far from it i do understand that it is possible , that you can actually feel blissful , blissfully happy , and what is that ?