he stops , and stares at me , youre right man , youre dead right , i do whats necessary , thats all i do man , i mean , you and hes looks at the cuts on my face and hands , the blackness of my eyes and he says uh but we need to carry on , so i do , dat 's right , yuz hav to make the difficut dezdidons , i mean , yor an miz , weez ok rigt yeah man he gets up and starts pacing around , you and me were ok , you know its nothing personal , you know i just have to torture you to get paid , to do my job , i mean and he stretches out towards me , you know , were just having fun right , were all in this together arent we and i nod , painful , as enthusiastically as i can manage .