im back there and this time i can see its face , its there but i cant describe it , cant describe anything just the memory of its teeth ripping into my flesh , my tongue , gouging my face , my nose , my eyes until the sockets are hollow and i can feel the sweet scent of its bloody breath , its air flowing into my brain through whats left , and then , its tongue , hot , sticky , touching , exploring , poking through my right eye socket , deeper , entering my brain , entering my thoughts , and i want to scream , i want to tear my hair out , tear my skull off , tear my brain out just to make it stop if only for one second , one millisecond , one part of hell , anything just for this to stop , oh god , oh lord , please please please and then it stops and im back .