she is very beautiful and young , and i imagine slipping her uniform off and making love to her gently in the adjacent room , on the hospital bed , watched by all the patients who are too ill to move , too ill to even turn or react , too immobile to do anything , just able to watch and cry in agony as their hormones rush through them and tell them to do things that they cant , they cant while i can and do , god i love hospitals and theres an empty room just there , a bed just there , with its crisp white sheets and perfect cleanliness .