in my dreams awake i see you at night i watch insects crawl up the walls of my heart they spread their poison in my mind i touch you but poison seeps from my dreamlike fingers it kills everything i dont have the right to destroy you for my empty heart to live on feeding on the innocent he crushes the paper in his fist , and throws it into the crowd , then unsteadily walks off the stage , into the crowd looking for another poor fucked up soul to mope over .