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I remember when I was about 12 years old, I read a quote by John Lennon, and this quote changed my life.
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Let me share the quote with you.
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John Lennon said, when I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up.
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I wrote down happy.
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They told me I didn t understand the assignment.
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And I told them they didn t understand life.
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Whoa, that s deep.
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12-year-old me was like, oh shit, oh shit, that s deep.
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Now that, that s good.
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That s true.
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Wow, John Lennon, that s true.
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Wow.
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No one s ever said it so clearly like you just did.
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Wow.
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That s life.
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Life, the pursuit of happiness.
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Wow, wow, wow, wow.
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Wow, that s deep.
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And you want to know what I did?
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I stole that quote and started to use it as though it was my own.
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From that point forward, anytime anyone would ask me, Emma, what do you want to be when you grow up?
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I would answer happy.
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For the last 10 years, I have answered that question
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the same without fail.
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I ve just been happy.
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I think part of me stole the quote because I was like, wow, this sounds profound.
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Wow.
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This makes me sound like a genius who has life all figured out.
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But I also think I stole the quote because it was true to me.
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I don t really care, and I never really have, about what my life looks like in the future.
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And that might sound dark and depressing, but it s not.
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I m not too particular about what my life looks like 10 years from now.
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I mean, I vaguely know what I want.
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I want to be successful in my career.
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I want to hopefully start a family one day, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
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But I m flexible and I ve sort of always been that way.
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I m just flexible about what the future looks like.
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And I ve always been sort of stumped when people ask me that question because I ve always just taken things day by day.
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To this day, I m like that.
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I don t know what the hell my life is going to look like in five years.
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I have no idea what I m going to be doing, career-wise and otherwise.
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And that s okay with me.
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take it day by day and I see what life throws at me.
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I m like that now.
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I ve been like that for a long time.
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And I think this quote from John Lennon really resonated with me because it gave me an answer to a question that I ve always struggled to answer.
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I just want to be happy.
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And to be honest, that s true.
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That s actually true.
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I don t really care what my future looks like.
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I just want to be happy.
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But recently someone asked me what I wanted my life to look like in 10 years.
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I actually get asked that question a lot for some reason.
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And I wanted to say my usual answer.
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I just want to be happy.
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But before I said it, I had this epiphany.
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I was like, hold on a minute.
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I ve never taken a step back and been like, why the hell am I saying that?
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And do I even mean that?
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Like, what does that even mean?
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On paper, yeah, it totally makes sense.
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Everybody wants to be happy, but is that empty?
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Do you see what I m saying?
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Is that simplifying life in a way?
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What is a happy life?
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What even is that?
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I think a lot of us would assume a happy life is being happy almost all the time.
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But is that a good life?
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Is that a life well lived?
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Or is that a life where you re sheltered?
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Because we have to experience negative emotions.
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I started to have an existential crisis a little bit about striving for a happy life.
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I started to realize I might have it all wrong, or maybe I just don t know what a happy life is and I need to investigate that.
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And so today I thought we would investigate happiness because it s a word that we use so often that we feel like we know what it means and we feel like we know how to get it, but we rarely take a minute to step back and be like, what actually is this?
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How do we actually acquire this feeling?
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How often are we supposed to feel this feeling?
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Is there such a thing as too much of this feeling?
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Let s investigate it together today.
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Let s start out with what happiness is.
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Researchers have failed to pin down an exact definition.
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So that is clue number one to how complicated happiness is.
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Oxford English Dictionary s definition of happiness is so disappointing.
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The state of being happy.
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That is so offensive.
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Like that s, it s an offensively bad definition, but I did look up the definition of happy, which is feeling or showing a deep sense of pleasure or contentment arising from satisfaction with one s circumstances or condition.
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When I think of happiness in my own life, I think of the times when I m relaxed, I m comfortable, I m safe.
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My anxiety is to a minimum.
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I don t feel like there s anything going on in the peripheral that s unattended to.
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I feel in control of everything.
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I feel like everything s going all right.
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Challenges may come up, but they re
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Satisfying to solve.
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I m taking care of myself.
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Everyone around me is healthy.
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I m healthy.
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Basically, when I think of happiness in my own life, I think of no stress, comfort.
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Yeah.
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I think of low stress and comfort, to be honest.
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To dig a little deeper into what happiness is, let s look at the recipe.
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What s the recipe?
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According to Dr. Rankin Chatterjee, you can picture core happiness as a three-legged stool.
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Each of the legs is separate but essential.
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If one of them is knocked away, your feelings of happiness will probably collapse.
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Number one, contentment.
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Feeling content means being at peace with your life and your decisions.
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Two, control.
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Being in control means feeling that nothing within reason has the power to overwhelm you.
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Number three, alignment.
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Feeling aligned means that the person that you want to be and the person that you are actually being out there in the world are one in the same.
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We often misunderstand what happiness truly is.
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It s a state of mind.
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It s not a trait that somebody consistently has.
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It s not like a consistent personality trait.
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A lot of times we look at our friends or our family that seem happier than us and we say, they re just happy.
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They re just a happy person.
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That doesn t really exist because happiness is not a trait.
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It s an emotion.
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It s a feeling.
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It s always fleeting.
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Emotions are always fleeting because there s always a new emotion coming in to replace it.
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Some people experience happiness more than others, but ultimately we re all blank slates and we can t be characterized by an emotion.
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which is sort of promising because I ve gone through phases in my life where I ve been very negative and I started to believe like, Oh, I m a negative person.
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I m a sad person, but nobody s a negative person.
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Nobody s a sad person because those feelings are not permanent.
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They re not ingrained in who you are.
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There are emotions that come and go.
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Again, there are people who have more negative emotions, more sad emotions than others, but ultimately we re all blank canvases.
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And we re so dynamic.
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We feel so many different emotions on a daily basis.
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And we have the power to change the way that we see the world so that we feel more of one emotion, if that s what we want, you know?
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Another misconception about happiness
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is that it s joy, it s ecstasy, it s bliss, it s intense, it s a high.
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That is not happiness.
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Happiness is pleasure and contentment.
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It s much more stable of an emotion.
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Joy is much more extreme, much more vivid.
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Happiness is much more calm.
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And I think it s important to know that there s a difference between happiness and joy because if we mistake the two and we think that happiness is joy, then we re going to feel like we re not very happy people because joy and bliss and ecstasy,
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is far more rare and far less long lasting than happiness.
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Happiness is much more subtle, but it s almost more desirable because it can be longer lasting.
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It s very rare to feel joy or ecstasy or bliss for more than, I don t know, a few hours.
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You could feel happy for two months, just calm, content, relaxed, pleased.
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I don t know.
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It s important to know that there s a difference because if you re pursuing happiness in your life, you got to know what it feels like.
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We can still pursue joy, ecstasy, bliss, but it s best to do so knowing that it s not going to last as long.
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The more extreme something is, the shorter its lifespan is, I ve noticed.
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Like an extreme emotion will last a quarter of the time that a more stable, balanced emotion will last.
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For example, during a breakup, the first 48 hours are extreme.
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They re brutal.
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You re feeling extreme pain.
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And then for the next six months, you just feel kind of sad, kind of sad, but also kind of like, eh, it s okay.
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And that, eh, it s okay, lasts for much longer because it s not extreme, you know?
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Happiness is not extreme.
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Happiness is, to me, more like waking up in the morning, maybe you live alone, waking up in the morning to a quiet house.
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putting on music, making your coffee, taking a slow shower, getting your work done.
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Work s done.
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It s Friday.
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We re going out for dinner tonight with the friends.
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You know, maybe we head to a bar after and we have small talk with people.
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I think because most people have a fuzzy understanding of happiness,
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they end up searching for it in all the wrong places.
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And it s easy to do so without even realizing you re doing it.
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When someone says money doesn t buy happiness, when someone says being hot doesn t make you happy, when people say winning that award won t make you happy, when someone says dating that person won t make you happy, when someone says being friends with those people won t make you happy,
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It s easy to just agree and be like, yeah, obviously like happiness comes from within.
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We say a whole lot while living a hypocritical life.
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We don t even realize we re doing it half the time, but a lot of us are consciously or subconsciously looking for happiness in all the wrong places.
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So let s dig into that a little bit.
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I think the biggest mistake that we make is trying to find happiness outside of ourselves.
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Like we try to find happiness in other people.
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We think that if we date that person or become a part of that friend group, we ll be happy.
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I ve done this throughout my life without even realizing that I ve been doing it, especially with dating.
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I have a really, really bad habit of trying to find happiness in my romantic relationships.
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And I don t even realize that I m doing it because I ll spew the advice all day.
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You can t find happiness in a relationship.
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You have to find happiness from within, but it s so much easier said than done.
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And you have to be so mindful.
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to not do this.
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But what ends up happening is when we rely on others for happiness, we put too much pressure on those people to be more than they could ever possibly be leading to dissatisfaction in the relationship, which will then ruin the relationship, which will then lead to loneliness.
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But the irony is you end up more unhappy and more lonely.
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at the end of that journey.
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Because when you re trying to find happiness in other people, it impacts your behavior.
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You become more needy.
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You become more clingy.
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You become less emotionally stable because your emotions are reliant on other people and how they re treating you and what mood they re in.
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And people don t like being around a person like that.
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So you end up pushing people away.
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And so then you re lonely.
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And you have no source of happiness because your source of happiness is gone.
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I think it s confusing though, because having healthy relationships in life can make life more fulfilling and can lead to some really happy moments.
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I did a whole episode about the quote, happiness is only real when shared.
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We already went through and analyzed that whole thing.
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So we won t even go there, but,
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There s something to that.
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I don t think happiness is only real when shared, but I think life would be much less happy without other people.
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I do think other people enhance our lives in a lot of ways, but healthy relationships that enhance our lives can only exist when the happiness is ultimately coming from within and we re not expecting it from other people.
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It s also really toxic when we re trying to find happiness through others because we end up in anxious wreck about losing these people.
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We think we ll be destroyed without them because we ve put so much power into their hands.
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And we can t control what other people do.
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So when we put our happiness in other people s hands, our happiness is now out of our control.
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And we as humans don t like feeling out of control.
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When we hand over,
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that power to someone else, we re taking it out of our own hands and giving it to someone else.
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And that s not fair to them or us.
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And it makes us so unhappy.
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Some of us also try to find happiness in material things or money in general.
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And to an extent, this is actually true.
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Money and material items can buy happiness to a point.
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when money or material items allow us to live a more comfortable life.
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You know, we have a more comfortable living situation.
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Maybe we have better transportation.
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Maybe we have better food.
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Maybe we have the ability to pursue activities like traveling, hobbies, et cetera.
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When money or material items can allow us to live a more full life,
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Yes, money, material items can enhance our lives in a way that s undeniable.
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But according to all the research I did, there s a cutoff point where money and material items no longer contribute to happiness in a way that s staggering.
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For people who already have a comfortable life,
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It can be tempting still to believe, well, if I drive that car or if I buy that outfit, or if I have that piece of jewelry, then I ll be happy.
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But I think we all know deep down that material items don t make us happy.
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I mean, they can briefly bring us some joy.
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You know, I ve bought things
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in the past that have brought me joy, you know, even material items.
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For example, my favorite purse of all time, I wear it almost every day.
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My favorite purse was a little splurge.
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I bought this bag and
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I didn t expect it to bring me happiness, but every time I wear it, I m stoked.
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I love this bag.
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It s my favorite bag.
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And I love it.
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And it does make me smile when I wear it.
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It does kind of make me feel pleased in a way.
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I guess I could argue it makes me happy, but it s not enough.
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When I m in a bad mood or shit s awry,
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i can t just put on this bag and feel better you know it enhances
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my life when my life is good and it does absolutely nothing when my life is bad.
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So I don t want to completely discount material items altogether, but it s definitely never going to be the root source of happiness.
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I do think though that that little initial feeling of joy, feeling of bliss when you buy something new is addicting.
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When you buy something new and exciting,
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you get a little hit of joy, but it s fleeting fast.
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We also try to find happiness from within in the wrong way.
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For example, trying to find happiness from our appearance.
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We think that if we look a certain way, we ll be happy.
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We think,
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If we lose 10 pounds, we ll be happier.
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If we gain 10 pounds, we ll be happier.
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If we cure our acne, we ll be happier.
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If we get a nose job, we ll be happier.
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If we dye our hair, we ll be happier.
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If we get our eyebrows done, we ll be happier.
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If we get our toes elongated, we ll be happier.
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you know, like if we get our butt, nobody does the toe thing before you guys are all like, Oh, is that the new hot LA thing to do?
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Elongate your toes?
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No, not yet.
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That s coming 2024 for now.
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We re not there.
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We re doing buckle fat removal.
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We re doing the thread lift.
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We re doing various fat transfers to other areas of the body.
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We re doing that.
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We re doing Botox.
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We re doing filler.
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We re not doing the toes yet.
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So please,
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Let s not rush there.
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Now, arguably, searching for our happiness in our appearance is looking for happiness outside ourselves because in a weird way, our physical appearance is outside of ourselves.
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But I would argue
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It s somewhere in the middle and it leans more towards trying to find happiness from within because a lot of us look at our whole physical body as being within.
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I look at within as being what s in the mind.
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Regardless, at times we can find ourselves believing that looking a certain way will make us happier.
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That could be a source of happiness for us.
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And I think that this one s a little bit complicated because I think to a point, indirectly, altering our appearance at times can make us happier.
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It s similar to how money can sometimes make us happier.
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It can make us happier to a point.
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Like changing our appearance can make us happier to a point.
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For example, changing up our style.
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Changing up our makeup can allow us to live a more fulfilling, exciting life, if those are things that we enjoy.
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Maybe eliminating acne can make life a bit easier.
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I mean, I had acne for a long time and I will say acne caused me a lot of stress, pain, like physical pain.
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I definitely didn t feel cute.
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I didn t feel my cutest.
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It was tough.
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It was a tough time.
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There s no way to sugarcoat it.
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And do I think that my life improved when I healed my acne?
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Yes.
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But did having good skin cause me happiness?
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Like, was that like a root source of happiness for me?
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No.
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Another example would be, let s say you want to get physically healthier.
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You want to,
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become stronger, you want to feel better.
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And so you start exercising and you start eating more nutritious foods, maybe eating more balanced foods.
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Maybe you re eating things that are good for your gut, you know, maybe you re doing all that, whatever.
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And maybe you re doing those things because you want to change how your body looks.
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Cultivating healthy habits like that, you can t argue that those are positive things to do in your life and you can t argue that those habits will probably improve your life, make your life better.
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inspire happy moments, but the way that your body changes as a result of those healthy habits will not bring you happiness.
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You might feel more confident in some ways.
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You know, you re definitely going to feel physically really good, but the way that you look as a result will not bring you happiness.
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Improving our appearance is often tied to general health and wellbeing.
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And I do think that life becomes happier when we prioritize our health and wellbeing.
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So it s complicated because a lot of the behaviors
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such as taking ourselves to the dermatologist for acne or getting a little more into exercise or eating more nutritious foods, like all of these things.
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lead to a happier life, but they also lead to changing our appearance a lot of times.
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And I think we can get confused about what s making us happier.
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It s not that we look better, but it s that we re taking care of ourselves.
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And so I think when our appearance changes as a result of us taking care of ourselves,
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That s one thing, but it s when we become obsessed with finding happiness in our appearance.
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We consider that our source of happiness.
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That s when it s a problem.
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I have absolutely, absolutely tried to find happiness in my appearance.
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And what s weird about it is no one would expect that from me, I don t think.
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I ve always been known on the internet as the girl who doesn t care.
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Like, oh, she just doesn t care.
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She like looks like shit sometimes.
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Like she just wears her messy bun and she wears her sweatpants and she s a stinky girl and she s just a mess.
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Yes, to the outside, that s what that looks like.
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But I have absolutely gone through phases of my life where I ve tried to find happiness
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through my appearance.
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And it s confusing because the outside people see me as being someone who doesn t care about their appearance, but I care about my appearance in a different way.
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I m not obsessed with wearing the perfect outfit.
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I m not obsessed with, well, I mean, I do love wearing the perfect outfit, but that s not the root of it for me.
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It s about feeling pretty to me.
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Like I want to be in really good shape or I want my body to look a certain way.
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It s honestly always been rooted in like what my body looks like, which is terrible.
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And I don t like talking about it because it s not fun.
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It s not fun and it s not healthy.
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It s terrible.
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Bad, bad, bad, bad vibes.
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But that s why to the outside world, it s like she doesn t care about what she looks like.
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She has a pimple.
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Her hair looks like shit.
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Her outfit looks like shit.
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She doesn t care.
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She ll show herself in any form.
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And it s because for me, it s always been rooted in my body, like my physical body.
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No clothes on.
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Like, what does that look like?
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Like that s always been sort of where it s rooted.
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And my God, is it so inconsistent?
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Like our appearance is ever changing.
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If your happiness relies on how you look, you ll have a very unstable source of happiness because you re going to wake up with a pimple one day, you re going to wake up bloated one day, you re going to wake up in your hair looks like shit one day, you re going to wake up and you don t like any of the clothes in your closet.
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Like,
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It s a very, very unstable source of happiness.
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And by the way, calling it a source of happiness is technically incorrect.
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It s not ever a source of happiness.
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It s like a source of delusional happiness, or you think it s going to be, and then it never really is.
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We re also our own worst critics.
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So if we re trying to find happiness in our appearance, we re never going to find that happiness because we re
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so much harsher on our appearance than other people are with us.
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Like we see every little flaw, every little flaw.
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And there s no such thing as perfection.
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We re never going to find that.
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We re never going to experience that with our appearance, especially if we re hyper focused on it because we re trying to find our happiness within it.
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We re never going to be satisfied.
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We also try to find happiness in fame, power, accolades, accomplishments.
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We think once we achieve that thing, we ll be happy.
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But the truth is the excitement that comes with fame, power, accolades is usually very short-lived.
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I can reflect on my own career in life here and confirm that nothing has ever made me feel an emotion that I haven t felt before.
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I expected to feel euphoria when experiencing
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certain career milestones.
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I expected to feel a level of happiness that I d never felt before.
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And I was deeply disappointed because that wasn t the case.
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And by the way, it s not the case for anyone.
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I ve talked to so many different people about this topic and it s mind boggling how
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No one, it s not like you unlock a new level of happiness when you accomplish certain things or you reach a certain level of notoriety.
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It just, it s shockingly numb.
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And on top of that, a lot of times fame and power and accolades can corrupt a person in a way that leads them to living actually a more miserable life.
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I ve been fortunate that I don t think my personal fame, I guess power that comes with that, accolades, I really stand firm in my belief that those things have not corrupted me.
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And if I m wrong, my God, let me know, because let me go to therapy and fix that.
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I, for whatever reason, have not let it corrupt me, but I ve seen how it can corrupt people.
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We ve all seen how it can corrupt people.
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You know, it can make people jaded.
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It can make people careless.
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It can make people power hungry.
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It can shift people s priorities to being lazy priorities.
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Like it takes discipline to prioritize the things in life that really matter.
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It s much easier to prioritize things like power, fame, money, because it scratches an itch that we have.
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It s instant gratification.
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And you have the ability to do that when you have fame and power.
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You have the ability to do whatever you want a lot of times.
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And I don t know.
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I think fame and power and accolades, I think it s a double-edged sword.
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I don t know.
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I mean, I think it s, it gets messy.
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And I think a lot of times it actually leads people to live more miserable lives where they re no longer rooted in reality because they don t have to be.
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When you don t have fame, when you don t have power, you have to be rooted in reality.
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You have to, you don t have a choice.
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And that s sort of a blessing in a way.
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When you have fame and power, you have to make the choice to be grounded.
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You have to make the choice to stay rooted in reality and have good priorities and have good values and treat people right and do the right thing.
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You have to choose to do those things because you have the power to where you don t have to do that anymore.
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You don t have to be a functioning member of society.
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You have the money, you have the,
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deity, you have the godlike effect on the world.
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So people just sort of bow down to you.
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Whatever you do, you say is right.
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And so you can do the wrong thing.
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You can fuck people over and you don t have the same type of consequences.
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So it takes a strong person to be in a place of fame and power.
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and to not abuse it.
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I think it s easier for some people than others, especially depending on how you grew up, et cetera, et cetera.
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But ultimately I think trying to find happiness and fame and power is
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a dead end because a lot of times it turns you into a bad person.
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And when it doesn t, it still leaves you feeling unfulfilled in a way.
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Like it s not, you can feel proud of yourself.
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You can feel excited, but it s not going to fix your life.
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It s not going to be a source of happiness.
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It can t ever be that.
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If anything, the journey to acquiring fame and power and accolades is happier than once you get it.
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And so I think striving for fame and power is not inherently wrong, depending on how you re going to use it.
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But I think striving for it as a source of happiness is wrong because that s just going to,
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and in disappointment.
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And it s also going to prevent you from enjoying the journey.
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And that s a period of time that can foster a lot of happy moments.
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A lot of us see happiness as a destination.
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When I look like that, when I accomplish that, when I get to travel there, when I make this much money, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
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When I reach this point, then I ll be happy.
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The truth is happiness will never be found in the destination because the destination is never as fulfilling as we expect it to be.
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The destination can be amazing.
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The destination can be exciting.
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The destination can be fulfilling in some ways, but it will never be a consistent source of happiness.
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And that s what we all really want, right?
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A consistent source of happiness that we can rely on.
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I think we also have an unrealistic expectation for what a happy life
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is.
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In order to learn and grow in life, we must experience negative emotions.
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In order to even know what happiness feels like, we need to experience negative emotions.
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Though a lot of us feel like we re failing when we feel negative emotions,
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We feel like our lives aren t happy.
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We re not happy people.
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We should strive to be well-rounded people who experience all emotions in healthy ways.
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We shouldn t strive to be happy all the time because if we re happy all the time, then we re not learning and we re not evolving.
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And we re likely sheltering ourselves from reality, which is not good.
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That s not healthy.
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Feeling negative emotions,
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is inevitable and crucial.
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I think happiness comes as a result of resolved negative emotions.
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It s not the complete absence of negative emotions in life altogether.
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It s a break from negative emotions, you know?
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So how do we find happiness?
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I just went through all the ways not to find it, all the places not to look for it.
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Now let s discuss how to find it.
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Well, number one, stop looking for it.
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Stop striving for happiness.
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We should strive for a dynamic life well-lived.
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We should strive to feel an accurate emotion
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based on what we re experiencing in life.
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We should strive to live the best that we can.
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And along with that comes happiness and happy moments.
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We can t force ourselves to feel emotions.
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It s almost like there s something else going on in our brain.
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Like we don t have control over our emotions.
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We just don t.
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Like how often would we love to just be happy when we re really, really sad?
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If it was a deliberate choice we could make, we would all never be sad again.
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We can t control how our brain responds to things at times.
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I mean, we can train ourselves to have an overall more positive attitude.
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Yeah, but it s like when your cat gets hit by a car and you re sad,
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That s a healthy emotional response to that situation.
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We have to have those experiences.
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We have to feel sad.
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We have to be feel terrible sometimes.
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What we do have control over is what we do with our lives.
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And so if we strive to live the best life we possibly can, then we re inviting in a lot more happy moments because doing your best in life in all categories,
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leads to happy moments.
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Doing your best to be a good friend, doing your best at work, taking care of yourself the best that you can, learning and growing as best as you can, all those things will naturally just attract happy moments.
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We shouldn t strive for happiness as an emotion because we can t force that, but we should strive for the best life we can possibly live.
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that s dynamic and flawed at times and terrible at times, but it s also very fulfilling in a lot of ways.
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To kind of build on that a little bit, living a life that you re proud of breeds happy moments.
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Having a good work ethic, but also being fair with yourself.
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Overworking yourself is not working hard.
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It s overworking.
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Having goals.
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and enjoying the journey to accomplishing those goals, doing the right thing, treating people well, surrounding yourself with people who are loving and amazing and good.
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All of these things will lead to happiness in one way or another.
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Taking care of ourselves, again, already kind of briefly touched on this, really helps with living a happy life.
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Eating well, sleeping well, exercising, avoiding unhealthy temptations like scrolling on social media for hours and hours, watching the news too much to a point where you re an anxious wreck, not having discipline with yourself when you know you have things you got to do and you know you ll feel good if you do them.
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Forgiving yourself when you fuck up, that s totally self-care to me.
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Respecting yourself, appreciating your strengths, being gentle with your shortcomings, taking care of yourself, being gentle with yourself, all of this really breeds happiness as well.
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Also, we have to stop looking outside of ourselves for happiness.
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We have to look within.
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Within.
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I m talking about what is inside our brains.
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What s in there?
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When you re able to find happiness from within and you don t expect it to come from the things around you, you re able to appreciate more things because expectations cause disappointment.
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And when you re trying to find happiness in things outside of yourself, you end up disappointed with all these things outside of yourself.
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But if you take the pressure off the things around you and you try to find it from within, then you re able to enjoy more things in life, which
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also leads to more happiness.
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And last but not least, look for happiness in the moment.
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We re so obsessed with trying to set ourselves up for happiness down the line that we never get to appreciate the happy moments that are happening right now.
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And that s something I m really working on is trying to become more aware of the present moment and being grateful in the moment when things are good.
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And I m getting better at it, but it s not easy.
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So the moral of the story is stop looking for happiness outside of yourself and stop striving to be happy.
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Strive to have the best possible life you can.
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Happy moments will come with that, but it s much more realistic.
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It s much more doable.
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Striving to be happy all the time is not
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gonna be good for you.
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You re gonna be left disappointed when reality hits and you feel negative emotions all the time.
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That s all I got for today, okay?
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Love you.
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Talk to you later.