And I always felt like these blanks were confronting me with so many different possibilities and I was you know alone with my forms and just the voices of you cannot do this, you cannot do this, I just could not make sense of where the, the blanks and the words were all supposed to hang together, but I was really very ashamed of not being able to make sense of it.
आणि मनातून वेगवेगळ्या प्रकारचे आवाज येई की, तुला हे जमत नाही ही, जमणारही नाही. . . आणि मग मला स्वतःची लाज वाटू लागली, कमीपणा वाटू लागला.