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Title: Students' expectations and perceptions of the sport offering at the Durban University of Technology
Authors: Pillay, Magalingam Atheeshey
Issue Date: 2011
Abstract: The aim of this study was to investigate customer service quality at DUT. The objectives were: to identify students’ expectations of service quality in sport at the DUT; to determine students’ perceptions of the service quality in sport at DUT; to determine the gap between expectations and perceptions; and to analyse the relationship between selected biographical characteristics and expectations and perceptions of students, using a questionnaire developed from the SERVQUAL instrument. A total of 400 students have completed the survey during the period May 2010 to June 2010. Data were analysed using descriptive and inferential statistical techniques. Several service quality dimensions were identified and as expected, students’ experiences of service delivery fell short of their expectations particularly for the dimension. All the service quality dimensions in the students’ surveys of sport at the DUT contain negative mean gap scores. From these findings the Sports department at the DUT can identify more specifically the failures in its service quality and seek to improve upon them. Service quality dimensions that are deemed to be good predictors of service quality for students of the DUT sport offering have been related to factors such as the “Tangibility”, Reliability”, “Responsiveness”, “Assurance” and “Empathy. It can be observed that all these dimensions have highly negative mean gap scores. Consequently, the Durban University of Technology will have to address these dimensions more precisely in its attempt to improve its service quality, especially the “Reliability” Dimension, which has emerged as the most important service quality predictor.
Description: Dissertation submitted in fulfillment of the requirement for the Masters Degree in Technology: Marketing, Durban University of Technology, 2011.
URI: http://hdl.handle.net/10321/683
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What do you need to prepare for?

Well you should take steps for you and your family to be able to cope with anything from a blackout which could last a few hours, to full scale breakdown of society which means that you may have to fend for yourself for weeks or months, or maybe even longer. Survival isn’t just about managing to cope real disasters like an earthquake etc, it can be making sure of your families survival of the smallest catastrophes that we may have in our lives. A power blackout, a few days of bad weather, sudden loss of transport, a strike by essential services employees, these everyday events that happen maybe once in 5 or ten years or so will affect you in various degrees depending how prepared for them you are. It is quite simple if you are prepared then your chances to survive are certain with no effect to you or your finances, and now you are listening because these events will affect your finances if you aren’t prepared.

How? Well even the slightest event such as a power blackout could destroy your freezer contents and you may think that you are insured. Yes you are, but there will most likely be an “excess” on the insurance policy, which could exceed the freezer contents value so whichever way it goes you will suffer a financial loss. For the same amount of the insurance excess you could purchase an emergency generator which would save your freezer contents and provide power for all other electrical items, so making sure that you and your finances have complete ability to survive. Just one simple little example!

Why do I need to prepare?: In the event of a blackout you may have no light and no way of cooking food or even any food so only a fool doesn’t keep the most basics such as a box of candles or a few tins of meals like baked beans, Irish stew corned beef etc. But not so long ago my parents would keep plenty of food and things like candles and a paraffin heater because they were used to winter storm electricity blackouts and snow and ice making travel to the shops impossible for a few days. It wasn’t called survival or preparedness then, or in fact i don’t think there was even such topics, but the fact was that then preparing for emergencies was an accepted part of everyday life. This was not so long ago either, it was still common place in the 1970’s. The unexpected last 2 harsh winters have proven that storing of supplies is essential and reports say that harsh winters could be here to stay for a few years, so now preparing to survive should be high on your list. This isn’t unusual as people who live in remote places in Ireland and other countries live this way.

So basically you need food, fuel, equipment, medicine/first aid, tools and a means of protection.Self Sufficient Living & Survival:

There is more to  prepping or self sufficiency  than growing a bit of veg, because you have to design the whole system of how you live around this idealism and that means making your life as efficient as possible and with as little reliance on the outside world as possible. This does not mean you become some hippy type hermit or gun mad Rambo type nutcase, but that you do not rely on daily visits to the shops for food, fuel and services.

Living this way can be done in various degrees depending on your circumstances but it will ensure that you survive. Remember it is almost impossible to be completely self sufficient but if one of you is working you can become almost totally independent, save a fortune on shop bought produce and be well prepared, being well equipped for any unforeseen disaster.

You think all this too obvious? Well some people (quite a lot actually) are so pathetic their life revolves around a visit to the supermarket every day or even before each and every meal. This means they have virtually no supplies at all in their homes. In the event of the slightest emergency like an electricity power cut these are the people who would flounder within hours and couldn’t last more than a few days without serious assistance. In the event of a major disaster then these people are history and it is probable that there could be a chance of every one of us experiencing a major disaster in our lives. So you still think all this is too obvious? If you do ask yourself how much and what have i got stored for such an event even a short power cut.

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Whittle Pulls Out

Peter Whittle has pulled out of the UKIP leadership race and endorsed Paul Nuttall:

“To meet the new challenges which the future holds, UKIP needs a leader who knows the party inside out and who can command the loyalty of members across the board.

“So after a great deal of thought, I have decided to withdraw from the leadership contest and recommend wholeheartedly that members vote for Paul Nuttall.

“I would like to thank those members and supporters who planned to support me, but I have become convinced that the sheer breadth of Paul’s political experience, his dedication to the values of the party and the obvious affection in which he is held by members make him the person who is best placed to take us forward.”

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September 21, 2018

A Pleasant Fall To Give Way To Blustery Start of Winter

OSWEGO, NY – Right on cue, Old Man Winter returns on Friday – the first day of the winter season.

For record keeping, the National Weather Service breaks the seasons into 3-month blocks with fall being September, October and November, according to Bill Gregway, local observer for the NWS.

Winter arrives at 6:12 a.m. on Friday, with wind and rain, he said. Snow showers are likely later in the day.

The average temperature for the 3 months of fall was 52.7 degrees. That is 1.5 degrees higher than average.

It was a very nice fall, Gregway said.

“The first 2 months were above average temperature wise and November was just 0.5-degree below average,” he added.

The highest temperature was 84 degrees on Sept. 3 and the lowest was 23 degrees on Nov. 30.

October 26 tied the record high temperature for that date (74 degrees); no records were broken.

We tied with 2010 and 1985, dating back to 1968 when Gregway took over weather record keeping duties.

The warmest fall, during that same timeframe, is 55.2 degrees in 2011.

We only received 5.1 inches of snow. That is 4.4 inches below average.

That’s not really that big a deal this early in the winter season, Gregway noted.

Precipitation for the fall came in at 12.39 inches. That is 0.2-inch below average.

Since the first of the year, precipitation was 32.07 inches and that is 7.06 inches below average.

That is due in large part Gregway said to a mid-summer drought, which knocked us way down.

Precipitation fell on 55 days and none fell on 36 days.

The greatest amount of precipitation to fall in a 24-hour period was 1.98 inches on Sept. 4 and 5.

The area saw 40 percent of the possible amount of sunshine. That is 5 percentages below average.

The number of cloudy days, 53, was 6 above average.

The number of partly cloudy days, 26, was 1 above average.

The number of clear days, 12, was 7 below average.

Fall 2012 saw 4 thunderstorm days, which is average. And there was 1 foggy day, which is 1 below average.

The highest barometric pressure was 30.68 on Nov. 18 and the lowest was 29.09 on Oct. 29 as the remnants of Hurricane Sandy blew by.

The fall had a fair amount of wind. The strongest winds were on Oct. 29 out of the north at 58 mph measured off shore.  There were also some damaging winds, associated with Sandy, that knocked down some trees and wires around the area, Gregway said.

The first measurable snowfall, 0.3-inch, was Nov. 24.

There was a light and scattered frost on Nov. 9. The growing season came to an end on Nov. 13 when the temperature sank below freezing for the first time.

The growing season was a bit shorter than usual coming in at 165 days.

“We had a nice little run of Indian Summer on back to back days in October (the 25th and 26th),” Gregway noted. “All 3 months actually had some nice sunny, warm and dry periods. It was a real nice fall.”

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September 21, 2018

United Way Intern Says Thank You

To The Editor:
As finishing my second year as intern for United Way’s Stone Soup Luncheon, I would like to extend a personal thank you to all volunteers, sponsors and attendees who offered their support to the Annual Stone Soup Luncheon hosted by St. Joseph’s Parish in Oswego.

Seeing so many community members, students, and volunteers come together to support a cause was once again an amazing experience.

The massive support for the event’s mission to end hunger in Oswego County is truly inspiring.

Even more exciting was having many local businesses contribute to the event, creating a warming and close-knit experience.

For this I would graciously like to thank the six local restaurants for providing delicious soups.

Thank you to the seven other local businesses for other specialty menu items that were served that day.

I would also like to note the generous contributions from Oswego Lions Club.

Once again, I appreciate seeing the efforts of the volunteer committee continue the annual tradition.

Thank you to our members Marion Ciciarelli, Helen Hoefer and MaryLu Ferguson for again supporting Stone Soup.

I would also like recognize the volunteer efforts of many loyal community members who return year after year; and SUNY Oswego students, including interns, service club members, and several members of the Women’s Hockey team at Oswego State for their volunteer work.

With the combined efforts of volunteers, attendees and sponsors, Stone Soup was truly successful in its 11th year.

A total of more than $1,300 in donations and countless non-perishable items will provide Human Concerns, Catholic Charities, and Salvation Army, with the necessary support needed to get through the holidays.

The luncheon highlighted the positive impact community members have by coming together; being a part of the event was a valuable experience I will always cherish.

Thank you to everyone for your support!

Alyssa Barrett
Stone Soup Intern
SUNY Oswego Student
United Way Greater Oswego County

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Digital Halloween Fun!

Here is some digital Halloween fun for your mobile devices…

Halloween eBook – (free) for iPhone and iPad provides this halloween vocabulary and social communication skills around the concept of “where”.

Teo & Bianca Halloween Coloring Book – (free) for iPad provides holiday theme coloring activites for some variation in iDevice activities.

Carve a Pumpkin (free) for iPhone and iPad. Pick a pumpkin and create your own Jack-O-Lantern with this app.

On the theme of Monsters….

Moody Monsters Manner HD (free) for iPad provides learning about emotions through engaging and fun games. Worth mentioning again for Halloween for some not too scary fun for ages 3-8 years.

Monster Chorus (gone free) for iPhone and iPad, provides gentle, musical monster melodies!

Monster Hunt – The Memory Game – (free) iPhone and iPad. A monster of a memory game!

Android Apps

Memory Halloween (free) Android. Memory game with Halloween theme and scary sounds!

Happy Halloween Shape Puzzles (free) Android. Assemble spooky puzzles!

Have a spooktacular time!

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OTR/L with 30 years experience in pediatrics, school based therapy and adult rehabilitation. Masters of Science in Adaptive Education/Assistive Technology with 15 years experience in AT in education of elementary, middle school, secondary and post secondary students. Experience with adults with disabilities in employment and work transition.
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Bibles, Churches, and Spiritual Abuse.

For the last two weeks, I’ve been trying to write a blog post about Biblicism, but I keep getting angry and losing focus…

I wish I could approach this topic with humor, happiness, and/or scholasticism. Yet, every time I start to write about this, I find my emotions stir and anger burns in my face. So no educational, fancypants writing today. Just honest thoughts.

I’m angry because something so beautiful and precious to me was used against me to keep me oppressed and subjugated to the “authority” of others. I am the recipient of spiritual manipulation and abuse by those who took scripture out of context and were too prideful to check themselves and their facts.

I was one of those devout Christians in my childhood, teenage, and college years. I still am but I am not as zealous in my opinion as I used to be. So I get pegged as being more backslidden than devout.

When I sometimes didn’t meet unspoken expectations, such as never express anger towards your authority figures/elders, I was reminded that only those who “honor their father and mother” get to live long on the Earth. I might also be told the scriptures telling me to be submissive to authority, etc.

For a plethora of other reasons I might have someone “rebuking the spirit of rebellion” that apparently I had following me or in me or whatever. Considering that my primary punishment in my late teens was not being allowed to go to youth group or prayer meetings, I don’t think that I was very much a rebellious individual. Though certainly depressed, angry, and hurting.

When I moved to Knoxville in the fall of 2014, I began to realize all the ways that scripture had been misused in my life and all the unreasonable expectation that had been forced upon me, and that I forced upon myself because of these false teachings. Exposure to other people – churches, families, coworkers, etc. – gave me feedback and lens to see my life more clearly.

I recognize that a lot of my current frustration with people is rooted in pride. The gaining of knowledge often comes with a bolstering of pride. I struggle to love well those who I believe to be misguided and get angry when they won’t listen to me.

This is, in part, because I still feel the pain and hurt of years of enduring these things. When one is freed from captivity, they might find themselves wanting to lash out against their captors, to get payback for the time lost. It’s as if I’m entitled to vengeance or compensation for what I experienced.

So here I am, a Christian of 21 years wrestling internally with the pain that was brought on by the hands and mouths of those that were trusted most and respected as spiritual leaders. I think a lot of Christians in my generation struggle as I struggle now. Too many feel this same pain that has arisen out of an Americanized Christianity. Slowly we are awakening and choosing to deal with our wounds rather than ignore them; to heal.

I know that one day the pain will subside and the Spirit of truth will bring about restoration. Until then, I’m going to keep on walking this path and do everything I can to live the love of Christ. Especially to those who reject my baptism and citizenship in Christ.

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  1. matushkamarychristine January 29, 2018 — 1:49 am

    I didn’t really want to “like” this post but there is no other way to acknowledge reading it and finding it useful or moving. All I can say to your dilemma is forgive. Not for them, but for you. I was subject to a different sort of abuse and it took years for me to heal. The real healing began with the Spirit urging me to forgive my abuser and to pray for him. I found myself spiritually flinching each time I recited the Lord’s Prayer. “Forgive us our trespasses as we forgive those who trespass against us.” Even though I didn’t mean it, I prayed to forgive him. God knows my heart. He wasn’t fooled by my empty words. But as I continued, I found my heart slowly changed and I have forgiven him.
    And it has set me free.

    1. Thanks for the comment 🙂

      I have found forgiveness has been far more difficult that the way I had been raised to think it is, or should be. In earnest, I’m trying to reach that point. It’s just taking a lot longer than I would like. Overall I think that I’m getting there, but as the layers come off, anger surfaces and it isn’t something that I can shrug off and pushing it down doesn’t help. But I am definitely trying!

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Whenever Corrosion Of Conformity releases a new album, folks take notice. But their latest is a true event.

It’s been a dozen years since Corrosion Of Conformity recorded new material with vocalist/guitarist Pepper Keenan at the helm. In that time, there have been rumors, whispers, and outright allegations that the legendary Southern rock outfit would reunite to blow the doors off the whole damn scene again. In 2014, after nearly a straight decade traversing the globe as a guitarist with New Orleans supergroup Down, Keenan reconnected with the core Corrosion Of Conformity trio of Woody Weatherman, Mike Dean, and Reed Mullin to hit the road hard.

“Reed called me and mentioned maybe playing a couple shows,” Keenan recalls. “I said, ‘Let’s just go to Europe and see if it works.’ So we went to Europe and then ended up going back four times in one year… We toured for a year and then started tracking about ten or eleven months ago.”

And now, the long wait is over. Corrosion Of Conformity returns with No Cross No Crown – an album that somehow sounds as though no time has passed between 2005’s In The Arms Of God and today.

Recording in North Carolina with longtime producer John Custer, Corrosion Of Conformity cut No Cross No Crown in about forty days over the course of a year.

“We took our time and didn’t put any pressure on ourselves,” Keenan says. “I’d go up from New Orleans and we’d do four or five days at a time, just hacking away at it. It was fun because we did it like a demo, but in a studio. We were writing and putting it on tape at the same time. We took what parts we thought were great from the old days and weren’t scared to go backwards. It kinda wrote itself that way.”

Some of these new jams sound like could’ve easily been on Wiseblood or Deliverance, two of Corrosion Of Conformity’s most revered records. On No Cross No Crown, beefy Southern stompers like “The Luddite,” “Little Man,” and “Forgive Me” are interspersed with melancholy guitar interludes like “No Cross,” “Matre’s Diem,” and “Sacred Isolation” – just like Sabbath used to do in the ’70s.

“We started doing that on Deliverance,” Keenan points out. “My theory on that is that if you’re trying to make a record flow, you need to break it up a little. When you need a breather, write an interlude. I like writing those mellow pieces just to space things out and make the next thing come in heavier.”

The album’s iconic title comes from a recent tour stop in England.

“We were playing this old church from like the 1500’s that had been turned into a performing arts center,” Keenan recalls. “The dressing room had stained glass windows and one of them showed this poor fella being persecuted. Underneath it said, ‘no cross no crown.’ So I just took that idea. We’re not trying to be on a soapbox, but we used it as a catalyst to write songs around.”

Which is to say that No Cross No Crown has a lot less to do with politics or religion than its title implies.

“I think everyone needs to get away from that mindset in general,” Keenan offers. “It just seems to be a mess out there nowadays. We need to get back to being humans and taking care of each other and simple things like that. For us, the terminology ‘no cross no crown’ is a theme. It’s mentioned in like three songs throughout the album. We just weaved it through as we went.”

No Cross No Crown stands as irrefutable proof of Corrosion Of Conformity’s ability to overcome.

“Corrosion Of Conformity and the prior records I’ve done with them didn’t just go away,” Keenan observes. “It’s an honor to be back out there and have an opportunity to do it again in a real way and not some washed-up reunion thing.”

“Even before we wrote the record, we were out there for a year seeing there was a demand for it and that there was a void that we could fill. That’s been Corrosion Of Conformity’s deal from day one. We’re not chasing anybody around. We’re not gonna worry about what the new trends are. Corrosion Of Conformity is Corrosion Of Conformity.”

No Cross No Crown Track Listing:

Novus Deus

The Luddite

Cast The First Stone

No Cross

Wolf Named Crow

Little Man

Matre’s Diem

Forgive Me

Nothing Left To Say

Sacred Isolation

Old Disaster

No Cross No Crown

A Quest To Believe (A Call To The Void)

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RCTimer 4215-530Kv BLDC motor checkout

I purchased an inexpensive BLDC for some tests on a 6S battery pack. The RCTimer 4215-530Kv could be loaded up to about 20A at 24V (the limit of my bench supply) with an 11×4.7 SF propeller (in stock). The motor is a low pole count motor, 12N14P. On 24V, the no load speed should be almost 13,000rpm, and fully loaded perhaps three quarters of that.

Above is the motor as supplied. I used an ordinary M6 propeller nut so that it was easy to remove and replace without wearing out the nyloc nut supplied.

Above, the induced voltage waveform at 940rpm, somewhat the result of the 12N14P configuration.

The ESC was a Hobbyking 40A ESC 4A UBEC 9261000003, SimonK commit 02bd8e4ca36a06722efe51bc7cd5130d72a184b8 with COMP_PWM.

On a steady test on the 24V bench supply, the drive drew just on 20A cold and was clocked at 9200rpm with the Gemfan 1147 SF. Winding speed up and down slowly (to avoid degenerative braking which is incompatible with the power supply), motor starting, acceleration and deceleration were always smooth and without any sign of sync loss.

Tests were conducted with a script that I use consistently with asrg and eLogger to capture current, altitude is 700m. Continue reading RCTimer 4215-530Kv BLDC motor checkout

End fed matching – VK3IL design on LO1238

A correspondent asked about the use of a Jaycar LO1238 ferrite core in VK3IL’s EFHW matching unit for 40m and up. The LO1238 implementation would use 3t primary and 24t secondary on the core.

If the transformer is simply used without an ATU between it and the radio, and we assume that the antenna system is adjusted to present low VSWR(50) to the radio, a simple approximation involves calculating the magnetising admittance of the 3t 50Ω winding, and calculating the portion of total input power that is dissipated in that admittance.

Using the calculator at Calculate ferrite cored inductor, the admittance (G+jB) of the 3t winding is 0.00177-j0.00204S. (The impedance of a sample wind could be measured with a suitable analyser and converted to admittance.) Continue reading End fed matching – VK3IL design on LO1238

LP-100A impedance measurement

A correspondent wrote seeking clarification of the Telepost LP-100A claims re impedance measurement in the context of some of my previous articles on the sign of reactance.

I could see several mentions in the LP-100A manual and the LP_100Plot documentation and they do seem a little inconsistent.

The LP-100A manual states very clearly:

Note: The LP-100A cannot determine the sign of X automatically.

If you QSY up from your current frequency, and the reactance goes up, then the reactance is inductive (sign is “+”), and conversely if it goes down, then the reactance is capacitive (sign is “-“). A suitable distance is QSY is about 100 kHz or more. The LP-Plot program has the ability to determine sign automatically, since it can control your transmitter’s frequency. When it plots a range of frequencies, it uses the slope of the reactance curve to determine sign, and plots the results accordingly.

The first part states clearly that the instrument cannot directly measure the sign of reactance, and presumably measures the magnitude of reactance |X|.

Lets explore the second part in light of the overarching statement of the first part.

Above is the calculated R and X looking into 7m of Belden RG58C/U with a load 25+j0Ω. Also shown is |X|(as would be measured by the LP-100A) and calculated magnitude of phase of R,X, |φ|. Continue reading LP-100A impedance measurement

Rigexpert Antscope v4.3.1 released

It seems yet another new version of Rigexpert Antscope has been released, and it maintains the scale limits available for R,X plots to +/-2000Ω, it still does not allow the range permitted by v4.2.57 (+/-5000Ω).

No change details provided by Rigexpert.

Back to v4.2.57, though it is very likely it has undisclosed defects fixed in later releases.

Bottom line is that if you want an analyser with direct graphing of impedances over 2000Ω (eg measuring common mode choke impedance), think of a different analyser.

Tytera MD-390 DMR portable evaluation

Recent advertising of the Boafeng DM-5 DMR portable prompted a review of available products at the low end of the market.

The Boafeng DM-5 was dismissed on a desk study that revealed that advertisements were misleading and deceptive in that the claimed Tier 2 support was not yet delivered and was not included in the advertised price. Previous experience with Boafeng also factored against that solution.

Tytera have produced several DMR portables, and the MD-380 has gained a good reputation. I borrowed one for a trial, and it performed quite well… well enough to proceed with purchase of an MD-390 which appears to have similar internals but revised packaging to obtain IP67 protection.

The MD-390 was purchased on eBay for $162 delivered. It came with a US power pack (earning bad feedback), programming cable, two antennas, an earpiece mic set, a disk of all sorts of drivers which aren’t needed, out of date CPS software and Chenglish manual. Continue reading Tytera MD-390 DMR portable evaluation

Improving quadcopter stability at very low throttle using Complementary PWM

This article documents a case study in use of Complementary PWM (COMP_PWM) to improve quadcopter stability at very low throttle.

An observation of two quadcopters of 450 size running several releases of Cleanflight and now Betaflight 3.01 is a loss of stability at very low throttle opening.

This is not uncommon for several reasons, and there is ‘airmode’ in both firmwares to address the problem that motors at minimum speed cannot be slowed further. Experience with airmode on Cleanflight up to v1.14.1 was that it raised throttle so much that descents were extremely slow sometimes, certainly never quick, and its use was discontinued.

I have since abandoned Cleanflight due to unresolved flight problems, lack of migration facility from version to version, and the quiet removal of the backup and restore facility.

The objective of this study was to explore the effect of enhanced motor braking with COMP_PWM on basic angle mode loop stability at low rpm.

Test scenario

The study uses a BC3530 1100Kv motor with 11×4.7 SF propeller, F-30A ESC with SimonK (1e4c01782eff85da3971f628a3bd599b7a0725eb) with COMP_PWM enabled.

Tests were conducted with a script that I use consistently with asrg and eLogger to capture current and rpm, and all tests conducted at similar pressure, temperature and humidity, altitude is 700m.

Test results

One of the effects of COMP_PWM is stronger braking of the motor when throttle is reduced. In multi-rotor application, the motor braking under COMP_PWM is dwarfed by the propeller load at maximum rpm, but propeller torque falls as the square of rpm and at lower speeds motor braking becomes more significant.

Above is a graph of the drive response with a non-COMP_PWM response feint overlay. It can be seen at 13s, that under rapid deceleration, the COMP_PWM response differs, lets zoom in on that. Continue reading Improving quadcopter stability at very low throttle using Complementary PWM

Max thrust: Hobbywing XRotor 40A (MkII) vs BLHeli Hobbywing XRotor 40A (MkII) vs SimonK Hobbyking 9261000003 40A

This article documents a comparative thrust test of a stock Hobbywing X-Rotor 40A, Hobbywing X-Rotor 40A with BLHeli firmware and a Hobbyking 9261000003 40A with SimonK firmware on a medium sized motor at wide open throttle (WOT).

Battery is 3S fully charged.

Motor is a Turnigy Propdrive 28-26S 1100kV;

Propeller is a 9×4.7 SF;

Stock Hobbywing configuration

The X-Rotor 40A out of the box then a throttle cal for 1030/2000 performed.

BLHeli configuration

The X-Rotor 40A is configured with BLHeli v14.8 MULTI, default BLHeli config, then a throttle cal for 1030/2000 performed.

SimonK configuration

The Hobbyking 9261000003 40A is flashed with SimonK’s tgy Hobbyking 9261000003 40A (1e4c01782eff85da3971f628a3bd599b7a0725eb) 15/10/2015.

Above, the motor and prop used for the test.

Maximum measured thrust results:

  • X-Rotor 40A with stock Hobbywing firmware: 850g;
  • X-Rotor 40A with BLHeli: 870g;
  • Hobbyking 9261000003 40A with SimonK: 950g

AU ordinary power plug, plug packs and extension cord sockets

Electrical items personally imported to Australia (eg eBay purchases) commonly do not comply with some basic mandated safety features that can be checked with a cursory visual examination.

10A Extension cord sets (AS/NZS 3120)

Extension cord sets sold in Australia for more than a decade must have two ‘new’ features as in the pic above:

  • insulated live pins (active and neutral); and
  • shrouded socket;

Plug tops at less than 20A (AS/NZS 3112:2011)

Plug tops at less than 20A must have insulated live pins (active and neutral), and the earth pin if fitted should be longer to make contact first. Continue reading AU ordinary power plug, plug packs and extension cord sockets

Arduino 1.6.12 – adding Optiboard boards.txt

Optiboot is the default bootloader for Arduino Uno, and I use it other Arduinos (eg Nano) for all the good reasons Arduino put it on Uno.

To make that work conveniently, I append the Optiboot boards.txt file to the Arduino distribution.

Above is a screen dump of the options added by the appended file. Continue reading Arduino 1.6.12 – adding Optiboard boards.txt


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Michael Jackson had a triple-locked secret closet in his California home filled with children’s toys stacked next to sick snaps of naked boys, a new report claims.

New photos and video released Wednesday from a 2003 police raid on the King of Pop’s Neverland ranch give an inside look into the closet in his bedroom, according to The Sun.

The footage, taken by some of the 70 Santa Barbara law enforcement officials who searched his home in connection with the child sex abuse investigation into the pop icon, shows a stash of stuffed animals and board games near an autographed photo of child actor Macaulay Culkin that said, “Don’t leave me alone in the house.”

Culkin, who starred in the “Home Alone” movies, said Jackson never molested him, but admitted in 2005 to sharing a bed with him numerous times at the Neverland ranch.

Jackson also copped to bringing multiple boys into his bed during a TV documentary on his life that aired in 2003.

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“I love, I feel, I think what they get from me I get from them. I’ve said it many times, my greatest inspiration comes from kids. Every song I write, every dance I do, all the poetry I write, is all inspired from the level of innocence,” he said at the time. “Whenever kids come here, they never want to stay in the guest rooms. They say, ‘Can I stay with you tonight?’ so I go, ‘If it’s OK with your parents, then yes, you can.’”

The closet also had a slew of photos of naked babies and young children. Police found at least half a dozen books that showed adolescent boys in the buff, including a photography collection of “nude photos of teenage boys from late 1800s,” according to a police report from the raid.

Dolls were found all over his 2,800-acre estate, including a creepy line of porcelain figures dressed in Victorian dresses lining a staircase.

Police snapped pictures of life-size figurines of Superman and Lara Croft from “Tomb Raider” as well as a giant plush Mickey Mouse and SpongeBob SquarePants.

Jackson also kept dozens of Disney toys and remote-control cars, according to the report.

Disturbing details from the Santa Barbara police report, which were used in the 2003 trial of Jackson, were released for the first time earlier this week by Radar Online.

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Jackson was facing 14 charges after one of his alleged victims sued him, including seven counts of child molestation and two counts of giving alcohol to a minor. He was acquitted of all charges by a jury in June 2005.

Jackson’s estate released a statement defending him Tuesday and calling the police reports “false.”

“Those who continue to shamelessly exploit Michael via sleazy internet ‘click bait’ ignore that he was acquitted by a jury in 2005 on every one of the 14 salacious charges brought against him in a failed witch hunt,” the statement said.

It continued, “Michael remains just as innocent of these smears in death as he was in life even though he isn’t here to defend himself. Enough is enough.”

Jackson’s 18-year-old daughter, Paris, also backed up her dad, who died seven years ago this Saturday, tweeting a photo of the “Thriller” singer licking his middle finger.

“Unfortunately negativity will always sell. I urge you all to ignore the trash & the parasites who make a career trying to slander my father,” she tweeted Tuesday. “The most pure people are always torn down.. It will continue to be proven that my beloved dad has always been and forever will be innocent.”

Jackson was found unresponsive at Neverland on June 25, 2009, and later died from a lethal dose of two sleeping medications.

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Pumpkin Pie Pudding

Pumpkin Pie Pudding

This creamy, lightly-sweetened pudding is a perfect dessert option for pumpkin pie season – all the familiar spices and flavors, but without a crust to worry about. It’s simple to make, and you can make it well ahead of time in case you’ll be busy after dinner: it needs an hour or two to chill in the fridge anyway. The tapioca starch gives you a thick, pudding-like texture, and the almond (or coconut) milk makes it creamy even without any dairy at all.

Nutritionally, this is also a good choice for dessert, because it doesn’t rely on a whole lot of nuts (which can be irritating to the digestive system and also high in Omega-6 fats), and it’s even based on a vegetable. Pumpkin is high in iron, and Vitamins A, C, E, and K; it also has quite a bit of magnesium. And the fat in the egg yolk and the “milk” helps you absorb all that good stuff.

Top it off with some chopped nuts and an extra sprinkle of cinnamon, or go a little crazy with the whipped coconut milk cream (you can get instructions here if you don’t know how to make it).

Pumpkin Pie Pudding Recipe

Servings SERVES: 4Preparation time PREP: 15 min.Cooking time COOK: 8 min.

Protein: 2g / %

Carbs: 26g / %

Fat: 2g / %

Values are per portion. These are for information only & are not meant to be exact calculations.

Add to Meal Plan

  • ½ cup canned unsweetened pumpkin purée;
  • 1 ¾ cup almond or coconut milk;
  • ¼ cup raw honey;
  • 2 tbsp. tapioca starch;
  • 1 tbsp. water;
  • 1 large egg;
  • 1 tsp. pure vanilla extract;
  • ½ tsp ground cinnamon;
  • ¼ tsp. ground nutmeg;
  • ¼ tsp. ground ginger;
  • ⅛ tsp. ground allspice;
Pumpkin Pie Pudding preparation

  1. In a small bowl, combine the water and the tapioca starch until the starch is dissolved.
  2. In a saucepan, mix together the coconut milk, the egg, and the honey.
  3. Bring the coconut milk mixture to a boil while whisking constantly. Then pour in the water-tapioca mixture while continuing to whisk.
  4. Cook for 1 to 2 minutes and remove from the heat.
  5. In a bowl, combine the pumpkin purée with all the remaining ingredients, and whisk until well blended.
  6. Slowly add the pumpkin purée mixture to the coconut milk, whisking constantly, and place over low heat.
  7. Cook, stirring constantly, for 3 to 4 minutes.
  8. Divide the pudding evenly among dessert bowls and chill until pudding is set, 1 to 2 hours.

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Australia 2014: Perth - Fremantle

Culinary Treats @ the Fremantle Market

After a lovely breakfast and time at the farm, we headed off to Fremantle, to explore the sights and sounds of its legendary market.The Fremantle Visitor Centre describes the market in this manner:

"The Fremantle Markets is one of the city’s most iconic and visited places. Located at the southern end of the Cappuccino Strip the markets is housed in a grand Victorian-era heritage building that was constructed in 1902 and completely restored in 1975. It was then added to the Western Australian Register of Heritage Places.
Over 150 stalls under one roof take up almost the entire city block that is bounded by Parry Street, South Terrace, William Street and Henderson Street Mall. There are several entrances to the markets, the main ones are off Henderson Street Mall, South Terrace and Parry Street."
The Victorian architecture of the market provided a quaint yet cosy feel.
Fresh produce from all parts of Perth.
We couldn't resist the aromas from this hotdog stall.
4yo Z was astonished at the enormity of the hotdog!
Contented with the delicious paella.
If only I had placed a coin box there. I wonder how much we would have earned!
All excited and ready to explore the market!

The "Hallelujah" Moment

Visiting the Fremantle Market was for us a rather harrowing experience. Consider two curious and excited kids heading off in different directions while you try to search for a good deal in one of the shops. We hardly got to browse at all.

But our spirits lifted towards the end of our visit when little E heard a performance going on in the Fremantle Markets Bar and decided to join in.

Sue described the "Hallelujah" moment in this manner: "Z and I were hanging around outside the Fremantle Markets Bar when we heard - "A round of applause to E Lim!" This was followed by a thunderous round of clapping and I realised they were actually talking about my son!"

E's "Hallelujah" Moment

Proudly clutching his precious gift of the musician's guitar pick tightly in his hand, little E and his older brother Z headed off for some fresh air at a park next to our dinner venue, just in time to enjoy the brilliant sunset.
Having a swinging good time!
Walking the "rope bridge" with the lovely tall trees in the background.

Brothers at play.
The boys love the ferris wheel as it reminds them of their favourite
Singapore Flyer.

A Taste of the Sea

It was a glorious sea breeze that greeted us as we headed for dinner. Stopping for a quick walk near our dinner venue at the Fremantle Fishing Boat Harbour, it was a delight to see the boys run uninhibited as they too filled their lungs with the whiff of fresh air.
Seizing the moment.
Our two boys - without a care in the world!
Dozens of seagulls were in flight as they waited for the fisherman's
catch of the day. Our little E, was meanwhile enjoying himself
 chasing the feathered creatures.
Although Cicerellos' has been around for 100 years, our verdict was that it is overrated. The fish
was ordinary and the fries actually tasted stale!
Rather disappointed with our dinner, we headed back to our lovely farm abode.

Sue said she enjoyed Fremantle a lot more when she went there as a child with her family - the markets have since shrunk to cover a smaller area. Or perhaps we would have enjoyed it more if we had been able to browse the stalls in peace! However, there is still a sense of warmth and camaraderie among the stall owners, and we really enjoyed the beautiful playground amidst the trees.

Previously: A lovely time at the Keller farm.
Next: Remembering the fallen at enchanting King's Park.

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There are times in life when we feel dry.  Things that have been important to us lose their luster and don’t give us the good feelings they used to.  This certainly happens in the spiritual life.  Going to church, singing in the choir, being in the silence of Quaker meeting for worship, or practicing a habitual spiritual discipline—any of these can go dry and seem to lose their life. The same can happen in a work situation or in a marriage or other special relationship.

Where to find life in dry times will differ.  But I do think it can be a big mistake to jump too quickly out of the situation.  I’m convinced that, when the problem is dryness (and not some serious issue that is being ignored or missed), there is a lot to learn from staying put and inward searching.  Sometimes too much busyness or responsibility for too many things can cover and hide what is happening.

Perhaps, too, the dryness may be an opportunity to grow in love of God for God’s sake instead of for our own good feelings.  In that case staying put, continuing to show up and be faithful, for the good of the other (God, our co-workers, our partner or family)may be what gives life, whether we feel it or not.  Loving God is not about having warm fuzzy feelings, but about service.  Borrowing from a rabbinical idea, that service is to love the Lord our God with all that we are.  This means being faithful to our commitments even when our hearts are not warmed by doing so.  Dryness is not likely to last forever.

What is your spiritual condition now?  And the condition of your work and relationships?

What is it for you to love God?

Get a blank, unlined piece of paper.  Quiet yourself.  Randomly write on the paper words that arise for you in your prayerfulness.  When you have enough, reflect on the words.  Link them together, in groups or as a whole.  What is the prayer that emerges?

For further reflection:

“As a deer longs for flowing streams, so longs my soul for you, O God.  My soul thirsts for God, for the living God (Psalm 42: 1-2a).”

“There are times of dryness in our individual lives, when [Quaker meeting for worship] may seem difficult or even worthless.  At such times one may be tempted not to go to meeting, but it may be better to go, prepared to offer as our contribution to the worship simply a sense of need.  In such a meeting one may not at the time realize what one has gained, but one will nevertheless come away helped” (Berks and Oxon Quarterly Meeting and Extension Committee, 1958).

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  1. I’ve been slogging my way back through Will and Spirit (May). While I’m still not thrilled by it, this time around I was struck by his discussion of sticking with meditation when nothing happens. In his framework, even patting oneself on the back for sticking with it is still the ego hanging onto control. It struck me that the only way to let go is to approach each time with curiosity but without expectation, whether I’m in a dry period or not (and with meditation, dry is usually the name of the game for me 😉). Soooo hard to do, but something to try. So, maybe I need to learn that “dry” involves some unnecessary self-judgment.

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Inspiring Peace – Conversations with Wise Women

{The image above was drawn by my eight year old, Annie. It is a picture of me doing yoga, looking very peaceful and chic with my mani and pedi. Thank you Roxanne Gordon at Rogo Graphics Inc for the graphic design on Annie’s artwork. I love it.}

Hi gorgeous ones!

Welcome to the Inspiring Peace Series. Showcasing mothers all over the world who live by the philosophy of creating peace in the world by parenting from the heart, in a way that adds love to the world. Sounds good?

Today we meet the totally inspiring Meagan from This Whole Family.

  • meaganWhat was the catalyst that inspired you into mothering the way that you do?

I’m not sure there was ever a catalyst that turned me towards a certain type of mothering. Parenting has really been a learning journey for me. I knew very early on I didn’t want to fall into the habit of yelling or that there was no way I could participate in spanking etc. Personally one of my strongest values since I was very young is to “be kind”. I mean, I think it is my most valued virtue- kindness, compassion. So, I strive more than anything to model kindness and compassion for my children in every aspect of our lives.

  • If you could tell a new mother just one thing that would make her journey of parenting more joyful, what would it be?

Try to find the humour in the daily grind. Things like my children dumping a 2kg bag of cocoa all over the toy room floor and me discovering them with chocolate rimmed mouths and covered from head to foot in brown powder. I could have flipped out OR I could take a breath and see the humour in it (and the humour in retelling the story in the future.) You can still seriously parent, discipline, set boundaries while also quietly seeing the humour of it all too.

  • How do you honour your femininity as a mother?

I try to reming myself to “go gently”. I try to get to yoga, I eat whole foods, I blog to record and capture happy, beautiful moments from our days, I have a simple skincare regime, I put essential oils (usually mandarin or lavender) on my wrists before I leave the house in the morning, I listen to Regina Spektor, I try to get at least 8-9 hours sleep a night, I try to re-establish a real connection with my husband at least 3-4 times a week.

  • What are your non negotiables for your own self care?

I think I am pretty low maintenance: Washing my hair 2-3 times/week, washing my face and applying moisturiser morning and night, brushing and flossing, eating wholesome, nutrient-dense real food, sleeping a lot, getting at least 20 minutes of sun each day. I don’t exercise much at the moment- sometimes I do yoga classes and sometimes I do light weight training at home but while I am breastfeeding I don’t worry much about exercise – I find it already takes a lot of energy out of me. And more than anything- at least 3 home days each week. I really, really don’t like feeling busy, rushed or constantly on a deadline.

  • What is one practical thing you do on a daily basis to make your daily life run more smoothly?

I unload the dishwasher at night before I go to sleep, I pack lunches before I go to bed, I run a load of laundry as soon as I wake up. Also on Sundays I always plan out my week ahead on paper.

  • How important is rhythm in your life?

Very important. I plan meals, I goal set for each week, each month and for each year and in order to accomplish these larger goals there are mini tasks that I need to accomplish each day. A rhythm helps me to organise my thoughts and to prioritise. Rhythm also helps to carry my children throughout the day which means less meltdowns, more predictability and more stability.

  • Finish these sentences:
  • I am happiest when: my children are happy, healthy and playing cooperatively together and I am in the kitchen undisturbed.
  • Love is: infinite, unconditional, exponential and simultaneously heavy and light.
  • My greatest wish for my children is: that they grow to be happy, healthy, fulfilled and compassionate citizens of the planet.
  • What does being a peaceful mother mean to you?

Not sweating the small stuff. Trying not to take things personally. Trying to see the world from your children’s eyes. Being compassionate, calm and patient as much you can. Spending a tiny bit of time each day on personal development, spirituality and prayer (in any form).

About Meagan:

Meagan Wilson is wife to supportive husband, Brad and mother to a vivacious 5 year old, North, feisty 3 year old, Indigo and bubbly baby Juniper. Meagan began researching playbased and natural early childhood learning over four years ago when she stumbled across some Waldorf inspired blogs that resonated with her deeply. Since then she has passionately shared her parenting journey including her transition to a TV-free home, her parenting style and beliefs and delicious holistic recipes on her blog- You can browse her series of seasonal Family Rhythm Guides at

Thank you Meagan, I have been reading your blog for many years and I am always moved by your gentle spirit and the love you have for your children. I love the practical tips about the dishwasher, washing machine and planning for the week. All these things are so helpful. I also agree about not pushing the body too hard while breastfeeding and having young children. Preservation of our energy is so important and you do it so well.

Make sure to have a look at seasonal Family Rhythm Guides, they are really fantastic!

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12. Reflections on Old Testament Prophets (Zechariah)

Prophetic Relevance (Zechariah 1:1-6; 7:8-14)

Published in Mennonite Weekly Review (August 6, 2007)

These prophecies from the book of Zechariah date from around 520 BC, about two generations after Jeremiah and Ezekiel.

As we have seen, following several generations of prophetic warnings, the nation-state of Judah with its king’s palace and elaborate temple came to an end.

The Babylonian Empire’s might provided the historical action that destroyed Judah.  However, the prophets had made it clear that the true reason for the nation’s demise was generation after generation of unfaithfulness to God.

However, the story of God bringing healing to all the families of the earth through the people of the covenant did not end.

Israel’s restoration

On one level, we see in the on-going maneuverings of the great powers an opening for Israel’s restoration.  Babylon, which had taken many Judeans into exile, fell to the next empire, Persia.  And the Persians’ policy included the return of the exiles to their homeland.  So, about 50 years after Judah’s fall, the people of Israel have another opportunity.

On a deeper level, according to the prophetic witness, we see in these events evidence of God’s commitment to the promises made to Abraham and his descendants.  The injustices, the idolatries, the anxieties could not defeat God’s promise.

The God of the Old Testament is indeed a merciful God and a faithful God.  And the task God has given God’s people remains: witness to this mercy to all the families of the earth.

By the time of Zechariah, who addressed Israel putting the pieces of the society back together, 20 years since the return from Babylonian captivity had passed.

Rebuilding the temple

A key element of the work of recovery was rebuilding the Jerusalem temple.  However, Zechariah makes it clear that this new temple must remain subordinate to the prophetic call to live faithfully in light of the message of the Law of Moses.  This message is summarized in 7:9-10: “Render true judgments; show kindness and mercy to one another; do not oppress the widow, the orphan, the alien, or the poor; and do not devise evil in your hearts against one another.”

Zechariah makes it clear that the failure to embody this message led to Israel being “scattered…with a whirlwind among all the nations” (7:14).  However, as with all the other prophets we have studied, we find here the promise that should the people repent and return to the Lord, “I will return to you, says the Lord of hosts” (1:2).

The rebuilt temple will make God’s return concrete.  Even more, though, the call to live with trust in God and God’s message in Torah (and not trust in idols), and to practice justice, mercy, and kindness, especially toward vulnerable members of the community (and not gathering wealth and “devising evil” versus each other) remains central to Israel’s future.

God’s faithfulness

God’s presence will be linked with the temple, but more centrally with the faithfulness of the people.  The hope that Zechariah witnesses to does not rest on human institutions and physical structures.  Certainly, as the people now know, such hope does not rest on the permanence of nation-states.

Ultimately, the people’s hope rests only on the faithfulness of God–and on their willingness to trust in God alone and to allow God’s law to shape their common life.

The drama of ancient Israel reveals the consequences of the failure to trust.  More so, though, in the end, it reveals the perseverance of God’s loving kindness.  And it makes clear that the original calling of God’s people–to bless all the families of the earth–remains in effect.

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Trail cameras or camera traps are an absolute essential tool for nature photographers but they can come with a hefty price tag. I'll show you how to build a simple alternative for recording daylight images.

This guide is now a couple of years old and although it is still valid, new software and hardware has been released that supersedes what follows. I'll be re-writing this guide for my new setup in the coming months.

A couple of years ago I started playing around with Raspberry Pi micro-computers to see how they might be able to help me with regards to wildlife photography. It's safe to say that these palm-sized computers have taken the world by storm and in the two years since writing the original post on how to make a nestbox camera from scratch a lot has changed. With multiple revisions and versions of Raspberry Pis out there factors like size, computing power, connectivity and power consumption all have various degrees of flexibility meaning there is probably a micro-computer to fit your exact requirements. Having previously owned Bushnell Trophy Cameras (and found them to be excellent products) after having one stolen and the other break down after only a year, I wasn't relishing the idea of buying another at £150 so I turned to the Raspberry Pi for a solution. As it turns out, there is already a product utilising a Raspberry Pi for this purpose. Check out Nature Bytes for the complete kit.

My aim for this project was to build a small, portable trail camera so I could monitor potential sites for wildlife photography while I wasn't present. Images would be all I required at this time but videos are no doubt possible and I'll try and add a section on how to capture these later on. The main requirements were:

  • Small form factor
  • Portable: power away from mains and any network connections
  • Removeable storage of media
  • Weatherproof

First we'll need to collect the various items needed to make the trail cam as well as have a computer and network connection for the initial setup of the software for the camera.

Items required:

  • Raspberry Pi - Pretty much any model will do. I'm using a B+ in this set of posts but in production I would advise using a model with the lowest power consumption.
    • A Raspberry Pi Zero would be the best here with an A+ being second best. Just be aware that the Pi Zero has no wired or wireless network interface so you would need some other means to setting up the operating system.
  • Raspberry Pi camera module.
  • A micro-SD card to hold the operating system and trail cam software. You might need an adapter if your computer only has an SD card slot.
  • Something to provide power to the trail cam. I'm using an Anker 10000mAh power bank. The bigger the capacity, the long the camera will run for between recharging.
  • A USB flash drive to store the images you collect.
  • A PIR sensor
  • Three jumper wires
  • A Real Time Clock (RTC) if you want to be able to timestamp your images so you know what time the image was created.
  • Some kind of casing - this can just be an airtight kitchen container, customised as required.
  • An ethernet cable or WiFi dongle to access the Raspberry Pi during setup and a computer to access it through.

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Yolanda Foster is officially moving on – and moving out.

The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills star was spotted moving into a new apartment Saturday in Los Angeles. A source close to the situation tells PEOPLE she is moving to a property that estranged husband David helped her financially to secure.

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“Yolanda is devastated her marriage is over, of course. But she can’t afford to be sad and miserable,” says another source. “She is still trying to find a cure for her disease and she needs to stay as strong as possible. Her friends and her children have been incredible. Yolanda just wants clean, happy, positive energy because she really believes it will help.”

Yolanda and David announced on Dec. 2 that they would be divorcing after four years of marriage and nine years together as a couple. She had been living in a condo purchased by David, who has been staying at the The Peninsula hotel in Beverly Hills, sources tell PEOPLE.

Foster, who has been battling Lyme disease, was spotted outside her new building as movers brought in medical equipment.

“They separated due to drifting apart and amicable reasons, not lack of support for her disease,” a source close to the couple says.

On Saturday, Foster posted an inspirational message Instagram alluding to the move, captioning a photo of a new telephone system, “First day of the rest of my life……. #DefiningMoment #NewBeginnings #OneFootInFronttOfTheOther #HomeSweetHome.”

Yolanda 51, has focused on the positive aspects of her relationship with David, 66.

“We had a beautiful love story that I will treasure forever,” Yolanda told Andy Cohen on Watch what Happens Live last week. “Unfortunately it was not strong enough to withstand the circumstances that came our way.”

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Tears of Tess: Chapter Three

Here’s Chapter Three.

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Chapter Three

copyright Pepper Winters

The pool was everything I could’ve hoped for.

A sprawling blue finger of sparkling water, flowing under bridges, around islands of palm trees, leading right onto the beach. The crisp teal of the pool radiated against the dark sapphire of the sea, like a jewel box of priceless gems.

Already my skin pricked with sweat and we’d only just left our room. My white bikini, embroidered with little black seahorses, made my skin look darker than it really was, and my little flower crocheted sundress shot glimpses of flesh through the needlework. Both items I’d bought at the Melbourne markets a few days ago. I wanted to look hot for Brax. I hadn’t been working out this hard at the university gym for nothing.

I was in the best shape of my life, tight and toned, and I had every intention of flashing my man.

Maybe that was why my libido was sky-high. Didn’t people say your sex drive increased when you exercised?

I peered at Brax across the table, eating his breakfast of fresh fruit and cereal. He wasn’t like a typical Aussie builder. He didn’t eat pies or junk food. He took care of himself, and his exercise came in the form of lugging bricks and timber around in the toiling Melbourne sun.

He crunched a mouthful of muesli, watching me with an amused look. “You’re spacing again, Tessie. Anything you want to tell me?”

He was so adorable in his baby-blue t-shirt and baggy white shorts. The poster boy of holiday chic. His hair was damp from his shower and a droplet of milk trembled on his lower lip.

My stomach clenched. I’d been unsuccessful to get him in the mood this morning. Food was the only thing on his brain. But now we’d eaten… so… I had a plan.

“I think I want to give you your present now.” My voice slipped into sultry and Brax swallowed. He reached for my hand across the table, squeezing my fingers.

“I’d like to see your present.”

Emotions scorched me and I grinned. “Great.”

“Can you give it to me by the pool? I’d love to go and digest brekkie. Plus I’m dying to get wet.”

I burst out laughing. Brax saying wet just sounded wrong. It wasn’t in the context I wanted but it didn’t sound hot coming out of his mouth. An image of me giving Brax his present by the pool shot into my head and I blushed.

He frowned, releasing my hand. “What’s so funny?””

Shaking my head, I ruffled my hair and gave him a soft smile. Ah Brax. “Your present isn’t exactly fit for public viewing.”

He ducked his head, looking at me through half-lidded eyes. The blueness of his gaze made me wriggle in my chair.

“You’re determined to drag me back to that hotel room, aren’t you?”

My lips parted. Oh my, was Brax playing with me? Finally! I nodded, not able to say a word.

He gave me an indulgent smile and pulled me from my chair. Other guests at tables close by grinned as Brax hugged me. He whispered in my ear, “Let me swim for an hour. Then I’m all yours.”

My heart raced, kicking against my ribs. “Promise?”

His answer was a peck on my lips.

We left the outdoor restaurant hands linked, carrying our beach bag with our kindles, sunscreen, and water. The best loungers around the pool had already been taken. Couples, and families all lay sweaty and content under the Mexican rays.

“We’ll go on the beach. I think I remember them saying you could hire cabanas for a few hours. Some shade would be good.”

I squeezed his hand. I knew he would prefer to be in the sun, but I couldn’t handle much. My skin was so white it lived up to my last name Snow rather well. Guilt crushed me like the force of a wave. After everything Brax gave me, after how considerate and kind he was… why did I need more? I was a heartless bitch and didn’t deserve him.

As we tip-toed across hot sand and squinted into bright sun, I made a promise: I would back off. I didn’t want Brax to feel uncomfortable around me. And that was what I was doing. After two years, I couldn’t force him to change.

A small layer of sadness settled around my heart. I loved Brax and I needed to remember that the next time I listed with disappointment.

Be nicer, Tess. Give him what he needs.

I jerked him to a stop and quickly kissed his cheek. “Thanks for everything. You’re far too good to me.”

Brax captured my cheek with calloused fingers, staring into my eyes. The sun highlighted reddy-brown strands in his hair. “I’m never letting you go, Tess.” He dropped his hand and captured my silver bracelet. “I hope you know this isn’t just a bracelet to me.” His fingers stroked the underside of my arm, sending tremors through me. “It’s a promise of more. When I can afford what I want to give you, I’ll make you mine.”

I leaned in and hugged him tight. “I’m already yours.” His chest was hot beneath his t-shirt and the smell of his body spray was strong. I smiled. “Let’s go for a swim before you melt.”

He chuckled and led us further down the beach.

Mexico was like a perfect screensaver. Bright blue sea, golden sand, not a hint of clouds or dreariness. I had to put my flip-flops back on as the sand scolded my soles and little plumes of granules kicked up as we made our way to a corral of cabanas. Grass roofed and hexagonal, they had a two daybeds and a small side table between them.

An attendant with walnut skin and black hair covered by a large, floppy hat came forward. “You want to rent one?”

Brax nodded, shuffling the beach bag on his shoulder. “How much?”

“One hundred and thirty pesos for two hours.”

I tried to do the mental calculation in my head, but hadn’t studied the exchange rate when we arrived so late last night.

Brax frowned, working it out before saying, “That’s about ten bucks.” Nodding at the man, he added, “Okay. Two hours.”

The common shade of disappointment tried to take me over again, but I batted it away like a cat with a rodent. I would not be disappointed; I’d resolved not to show Brax my present. I wouldn’t ruin our trip by making him embarrassed.

Brax looked at me, worry glinting in his eyes. “Two hours, hon. Is that alright with you?”

I breathed deep breath and smiled bright. “Two hours is perfect.”

Four hours later we opened the door to our hotel room and collapsed on the bed. I groaned in bliss as the cool breeze of the whirring air conditioner helped calm my sun-cooked skin.

Brax belly-flopped next to me, his stocky legs dangling off the bed.

My skin itched with sticky salt from swimming in the ocean and my nose was tight with sunburn. I didn’t want to be in the sun for the rest of the day. I was done being a barbeque.

Brax groaned and rolled onto his back. “I think we should’ve stuck to two hours only.”

I rolled next to him, putting my head on his chest. “I told you. But you wanted to extend.”

He chuckled and his chest hair tickled my ear. “It was fun though, right? That cabana was kickass.”

I kissed his salty nipple. “It was a great idea. Those cocktails were tasty, too. I don’t think I’ve ever poked myself in the eye before with a mini sword stuck through a glazed cherry.”

Brax shifted onto his side, jostling me off him and onto the mattress. “You okay?” His finger brushed away damp blonde curls and I sighed happily. “Do you need me to kiss it better?”

I stopped breathing as he very tenderly kissed my left eye, then my right. His hot breath bathed my skin in awareness and I squirmed. Somehow, even though I’d promised myself not to react so desperately to Brax, my body ignored all my strict rules.

He ran his nose along mine, breathing shallow. We kept eye contact as he kissed me. It started innocent. Sweet. Caring, like everything about Brax, but slowly he titled his head to kiss me deeper. His hand dropped to my waist, dragging me closer, pushing me harder into the mattress. His tongue licked mine in gentle invitation.

I clenched my hands as my body begged for more. I moaned as he nibbled my bottom lip and reached behind my neck to undo my bikini. My hips raised involuntarily, pressing into his. He paused a fraction, before kissing me hard.

Everything clenched, revved, and grew slick with need.

Do not attack him.  Do not attack him.

I forced myself to keep my hands by my sides, to accept what Brax gave me. If I had my way, I’d flip him on his back, straddle him, and wrench his shorts down. I didn’t need foreplay. I needed him in me with a passion that squeezed my lungs and left me breathless.

Brax stopped kissing me, both our breathing ragged. “Can you show me your present now?”

Passion fizzled to fear. I didn’t want to show him anymore. He was happy with vanilla and missionary. I didn’t want to make him think I was a sexual deviant.

I sat up, pushing him off me. “I forgot to bring it. I’m so sorry.”

He sat up, running hands through his hair. “Why did you do that?”

I blinked. “Do what?”

“Lie. You never lie.”

Shame shimmered over my skin and I plucked at the fiesta bedspread. “I’m sorry, Brax. I just—I just don’t want to show you anymore.”

His back straightened and he sucked in a breath. “Why? What’s changed?”

Useless tears bruised my eyes. Why the hell was I tearing up? It wasn’t bad. It was just different. But I no longer wanted different. I wanted to please Brax. I was over being selfish.

He ducked, looking into my watery gaze. “Hey, Tess. What is it? Tell me.” He pulled me into his lap and I

huddled into his chest. What if I told him and he hated me? What if he pulled away and left me alone like my parents did. What if he called me a mistake, just like them?

I didn’t answer, letting him rock me. Trying to unjumble my tangled thoughts.

Brax murmured, “Remember how we met? What you said to me?”

Of course I remembered. He made me bleed. Wasn’t exactly first meeting etiquette.  I giggled quietly. “I called you an ass.”

He laughed. “Not that.” He stroked my back, diving into past memories. “I was walking Blizzard on the beach and threw a stick for him. Out of nowhere this girl appeared out of control on a kite board and catapulted out of the surf and right into the face of my husky.”

A phantom injury twinged at the memory. I was a flipping idiot to think I could kite board. It had been a ‘get outside my comfort zone’ attempt. It failed. Rather drastically.

Brax continued, “Your kite took off down the beach and it took me half an hour to unrobble you from my dog with all those strings and harness. When I finally got you free, you were bleeding pretty bad from your shoulder and had a black eye. My poor dog had a sore paw and a broken stick.” He laughed.

The broken stick had been why I had a bleeding shoulder.

“Then I asked if you wanted to go to the hospital, and you asked if you it was that bad. I didn’t want you to freak out, so I lied. I said it was just a scratch, when in reality it was a gaping hole, gushing with blood and bits of bark sticking out of it. I just didn’t know what to say.”

I flinched. It was pretty bad. Earned me eight stitches, but Brax never left my side at the hospital. Even brought me lilies the next day and a dove shaped soft toy while I healed.

“I lied and you said….”

“Never lie. The truth hurts less than fibs and fakers.” I remember that day as if it happened two hours ago. I hurt because it had been my eighteenth birthday and my parents forgot. My older brother earned a promotion at the pharmaceutical company where he worked. My parents took him out to dinner without me, saying it was imperative they supported Jim in his new future and I could fend for myself.

“The truth hurts less than fibs and fakers,” Brax repeated. “That’s always stayed with me as it’s so honest and raw. It told me so much about you and made me fall in love. I related to you so much. So many people lied to me about my parent’s death. Glossing over the darkness, hiding the gnarly truth. They didn’t even let me see their bodies due to the graphicness of how they died.” His arms latched tighter, pressing me hard against him. “Not having the chance to say goodbye will haunt me. And not knowing the truth about why they crashed will eat at my soul.”

His eyes burned into mine. “So, Tess. Don’t lie to me. The truth is the only path for us.”

I nodded. He was right. I should never have brought it up if I didn’t have the guts to follow through.

I wriggled off his lap and went to my suitcase. Unzipping the side pocket where I’d hidden the vibrator, I took the plastic bag with my new lingerie and hid them behind my back. Sucking in a deep breath, I said, “I’ll be right back.”

Brax watched me with confusion but nodded.

I retreated into the bathroom and flicked the lock. Placing the bag in the sink, I stared at my reflection. You can do this. Just be honest. Everything else…we can work through it. This was a good thing. The next step in our relationship. It would make us stronger.

I took my time shedding my bikini and stepping into the lacy purple g-string and making my boob spill over the top of the push-up bra. My skin was kissed with sunlight and a sprinkling of freckles erupted on my nose. Damn freckles.

My fingers trembled as I unrolled the nylons up my leg and snapped the garter belt clips to keep them up. Once I finished, I looked like a beach sprite trying to be sexy and coy. I looked ridiculous.

Confidence was elusive as something sharp stabbed my lower back. I twisted to investigate and found the tag from the store. I hadn’t even removed the tags I was so afraid it would be a waste of money.

With a quick tug, I ripped the price tag off and threw it in the bin. Ruffling my hair, I sucked in my belly and stepped out of the bathroom.

Brax sprawled on the bed. He sat up on his elbows the moment I came into the room. His jaw hung open. Desire exploded in his eyes, sparking something deep inside me even under the fear of rejection.

He scooted higher, sitting on the edge of the bed. “Wow…”

With the flash of heat building inside, I rushed ahead before he could say anything else. I pulled the vibrator out from behind my back. The little rabbit sticking out of the purple glitter phallus made my cheeks flame with self-consciousness.

Brax swallowed, staring at my most personal possession.

“I want us to be more adventurous,” I mumbled, then rushed, “I love you and love our sex life, but I just thought—well, I’d like to see—if, um…”

Brax got off the bed, coming toward me slowly. He ripped his t-shirt off at the same time, leaving me to gape like a guppy.

“You want more?”

More. Such a dangerous word. I shook my head. “Not more. Different.”

Pain flashed in his eyes and was gone.

“Not all the time. Only, sometimes…”

His fingers shook as he reached for my vibrator. “You use this?” He hovered a finger over the sliding power button. I couldn’t swallow, I was so mortified. Why did I think this would be sexy, fun? It was horrifying. Like flaying myself and asking Brax to tie me up and punish me.

Stupid. So stupid.

Brax slid the bar up and the gentle whir filled the room. I looked away as he pressed the power higher.

“Different?” His voice was full of lostness and my heart shattered. I’d made him doubt. Made him think he wasn’t enough. Shit.

I grabbed the vibrator, hating it in that moment. I turned the power off, ripped out the batteries, and threw it all in the bin. “Forget it, Brax. It was a stupid idea. I just want you okay? Please, don’t hate me.”

He shook himself, his hands dropping to his sides. “Tess, you have me. But if I’m not enough—”

I froze then charged into his arms, tugging him to the bed, I lay down and pulled him on top of me. “You’re enough. More than enough.”

His eyes dropped to my breasts and he caressed the soft mound of flesh. “You’re stunning. I love how hot you are in sexy underwear.” He kissed me and I breathed a sigh of relief.

“But you’re sexy all the time. You could be in a sack and I’d still love you.”

See, that just showed me how damn shallow I was. I loved that Brax was well built, solid, dependable, but if he started wearing jogging pants and stinky clothes I wouldn’t be attracted anymore. Was I so superficial?

Brax reached behind me and undid my bra. He uncapped my breasts slowly and dipped his head to suck my nipple. Heat radiated right to my core and I melted.

Brax still loved me. That’s all that mattered. Nothing else. Not kinky sex or spicing up the bedroom. I was a lucky, lucky girl.

I bit Brax’s collarbone and he groaned. His erection pressed into my belly and I eased his shorts down his hips. He arched to help me and we rolled together so he could take off my fifty dollar knickers that I wore for all of ten seconds.

Brax settled between my thighs and I sighed with lust as he pressed inside me. His erection filled me, sending waves of homeliness and safety rather than mind-shattering passion.

We rocked together as he kissed me. Raining me with delicate affection and soft embraces.

My body responded, growing wetter, reaching for a release, but just as I thought I might be able to climax, Brax groaned and thrust harder. He collapsed on top of me, sandwiching me between his mass and the mattress.

I stared at the ceiling battling so many thoughts and not all of them made sense. I did the only thing I could in that moment and wrapped my arms around my lovely boyfriend.

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Despite the Politics – The Life of William Safire

October 5, 2009

Always with writing, one must look at the works and not the politics. Despite his very conservative politics and almost zealot support for Israel, William Safire was at heart a great American writer. We wrote many books and a column in the NY Times about words and politics. He was a staunch supporter of understanding the English language and what meaning everyday phrases we used. I can’t say I always agreed with him but I respect his writing and know that the world will miss his voice.

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Release Date: 2012-05-17
Publisher: NP-Nsk
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