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How many of you have had a near death experience?
How many of you were pronounced dead upon birth or had complications during birth (issues with breathing)

I had both, and I can say that dissasociation with this world has been hitting me hard for last 10 years or so. 
Cold and hot weather never bothered me psychologically even though my body reacts to it. Pain too. Physiological things like hunger, sleepiness, tiredness also has no effect on me. I feel this human husk of body but it's almost as if it's not 'me'.
I know God exists and Jesus Christ died for us on the cross. And I want to follow his path, give my body and soul for him. I want people to be happy.
gpt
>age 5
>decided to be a big boy and go to the deep end of the pool
>water is reaching to my neck
>moon jumps like a single foot
>fuck im submerged
>start panicking
>Its been about 15 seconds and im starting to come to terms with that I might die
>My cousin jumps in and gets me out
>I start coughing, totally not dead
>I win