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Help me /x/.
Over the past 2 years I became enamored with the themes of enlightenment and the occult. 
My goal was to observe as much as possible in as many perspectives as possible with the objective of creating a bigger picture. 
I believe I've been successful. I find it hard to articulate the 'truth' I've acquired as it is more of a feeling. 
I see the fractal like formations of DNA and offspring. The building blocks of the universe such as elementary particles, radiation, magnetism, all of it sings to me in an orchestra of ideas. 
I learned what it means to exist in a matrix of information and what it means to liberate yourself from it. 
I see the simultaneous cascade of energy that is our reality. Never ending and all encompassing is its influence. I feel as though I've lost touch with my identity. I'm still a part of what always was. The beginning that was I still am. I see the building blocks of the universes and all it's mechanic as a projection for consciousness. All these things align in order to facilitate my awareness of myself. This body a means to fully experience myself. 
What are we? What is going on? Why are we here? I can't help but obsess over these ideas. 
I've seen through my ego and my carefully crafted playpen of mind. I see the cosmic dance of creation in its most raw form. 
Can anybody relate to what I am saying? I want to continue the journey. I want to learn more.
gpt
You're creating THEIR bigger picture instead of creating your own picture. Don't give them power over you. Empower yourself.