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A chat on 4chan
human
This is a distraction too. But if it helps to write one more, then okay; then you get back to reading your book; and not to save the wedding, but to save yourself. You will become better, more secure, with or without her. If she loves you as she claims, she will too, but you have to be honest, as she has on occasion been honest, that the both of you may have been drawn together by wounds. We want to lick hers, and wish no one else to lick ours. She is who we choose to love, everyday, but you are part of the union yourself. Remember, that's how you got her back. She recalls it differently, but it seemed undeniably definitive to you. You let her go, you put her first, you accepted drowning, because you wanted to be strong in that moment and were filled with love for her, only her, and not for yourself. But just like someone pulled you out, I pulled you out, I told you what you want matters too, because you are part of Us. Letting her go was failing her if she was to be part of us, because that's bigger than individuals. You love her, enough to love yourself. Love yourself and it'll help you love her, regardless of what becomes. You need to become secure; not like her. Do not be fooled into that, she is the other way and must too be saved. She has convinced herself she is all she needs, that she has it already, but the cracks do show. It is both. We need ourselves, and we need each other. Whether that each other is the two of you, Time will tell. You have considered him an enemy. Time is not your enemy. Time is your teacher. You tried to tell her that tonight. You are learning. The past does not make the present unworthy. This year was not a waste. You moved away from yourself in pursuit of yourself, and you came closer than ever as result. Both are true. She is true when she dangles that magic over your head that sometimes makes you shake yours even tho it's something you love about her. There is more. But you want more, and deserve more. You deserve her as you are
gpt
thank you