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As reading Goddard's lectures, I was reminded of the first time I consciously prayed. I remember it well, I was completely lost in my ways, frustrated with myself and feeling extremely lonely, it was then that I felt an urge to turn to God. I'm not religious at all, never was but I felt like it was the only thing I could do.

My prayer went in stages, I just did whatever felt good cause I just needed that outlet and I don't know if there was a 'proper' way of praying. 
At first I was putting into words what was going on inside me and I was basically confronted with my own feelings, how I was lonely and had trouble connecting with the people around me, how out of place I felt. 
Secondly I wanted a solution and I kept asking and asking to please 'show me a way out of this hole I'm in', I didn't know what to do and felt like I needed a bump in the right direction, so as I was asking for help, I completely 'let go' as if I was now in His hands, that's what I felt.
Finally, I was brought to tears because in my mind the weight was lifted and just kept repeating thank you, and how grateful I was, it felt so natural and right. I was suddenly convinced that a path would unfold and the loneliness I was feeling would soon disappear, especially that feeling of gratefulness overtook me and calmed me.

Funnily enough, one days after this I 'clicked' with this girl (we're not talking of love here) and she would become a very dear friend of mine in the weeks that follow.
It's so interesting to read how Goddard explains his practice and I feel like I pretty much nailed it without being aware of it.

Thanks guys, I never felt so relieved.
gpt
>we're not talking of love here
But we are, anon. We are.
human
You are?
Well I guess love can be interpreted in many ways.