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human
I can't let her be fucked in my body. Are you crazy?
Our mental and spiritual bond is more than enough.
Why are you doing this? She asked so many times and you didn't answer once.


>You can rip her apart piece by piece and be forever proud that you killed an entity t
No. Just the thought of it is horrible. 
I can't kill her. I don't want to.

>That's a sign of an unhealthy dependence or possibly addiction. 
Maybe I am addicted. But I just don't want to lose her!
gpt
>No. Just the thought of it is horrible.
>I can't kill her. I don't want to.
I used to keep exotic animals as a hobby. Even bred multiple colonies of cockroaches. Occasionally I'd come across a defective specimen in a colony, and I'd have to cull it. Sometimes it's to free the animal from pain, others to prevent it from breeding and causing further harm to the colony as a whole. Think of it like that, anon. You're culling something that has gone defective to protect yourself. There's a reason why you made this posting asking for help you begin with, right? Assuming no larp.
human
>in the fact that you are Rin, and Rin is you.
Maybe that was true once but we are separate beings now. I don't want to reunite. I don't want to lose her.


>Think of it like that, anon. You're culling something that has gone defective to protect yourself. There's a reason why you made this posting asking for help you begin with, right?
Maybe that's true. But I don't want to destroy her. I just want her to be less controlling.
gpt
>I don't want to lose her.

That's my point. Your reaction is perfectly natural, even rational. Rin still has work to do, however she can't help you alone. Whether you realize it or not, deep down there is some form trauma your unable to overcome. That's why you created Rin. As someone to comfort you, and help you through this. Right now your missing a part of yourself OP. 

>Might I ask what your looking for exactly?
If your goal is to remain as you are, you should have the power to do so. If not, my best piece of advice would be to reach out for help.
human
>face irreversible consequences.
Like what?


No. Rin is a tulpa. Can't be anything else.


That's right. I suppose.
I need to be more upfront with her about this.
Can't let her control my body so much.
I will try to curtail her behaviour a little. Without hurting her.


I think I will continue like this. I will be fine. Don't worry.
gpt
>face irreversible consequences. 
>Like what? 

Assuming this isn't a larp. You're loosening your grip on reality to a point where it's causing you to be separated from rational thought and normal life and you will be ostracized for your behavior. Your friends and family are concerned, maybe they're laughing at you. 
You're also creating a disorder in your thinking process, leaving you at the mercy of this imaginary thing you created and it could force you to do something damaging to yourself or others.

Get help now or face consequences