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I tried to kill myself once when I was a teenager. It was partial suspension until I eventually lost consciousness, the writhing of my body caused the knot to slip (poorly tied I know). While I was losing focus my vision faded to a dark fuzz before returning very vividly, I was now in a field of flowers with a gentle breeze blowing through their stalks and I must say it was the most serene I’ve ever felt outside of psychedelics. Later on I realized this was most likely an OBE/AP/near death experience type state and I got very close but it was interesting to say the least
gpt
Yea I OD'd on spice and had a similar experience. I felt like I was falling down a dark tunnelled water slide while trying to crawl up it as if that was me trying to fight back to life but I eventually gave up and felt I awoke in this place that was so light and beuitful as OP said it was just serene it was just so nice and peaceful. What snapped me out of it was this massive bright blob cloud thing that wore what looked like a golden crown that was the most beuitful and unreal thing I ever seen in my life that it blew me away how amazing that crown thing was my self couldn't handle or accept it that I woke up uncontrollably screaming about what I just witnessed. I'm guessing the spice gave me a seizure and I lost oxygen or my heart gave up and woke up having a mini stroke? Some say I was just tripping but this was a experience not even close to any trip I had so I like to think of it as a near death experience and possibly meeting what some people claim as meeting 'god'. I don't think much of it or take it to seriously since it's hard to say what actually happened but it was nice knowing that's what might be something I will experience again when the time comes instead of just nothingness.