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Okay, look, I'm really into SCP and analog horror stuff. I started out watching this kind of stuff a few years ago. I also don't know where I can feel safe putting the following thread on. The reason I say safety is on my mind is that I also watch a lot of CIA conspiracy video shit. You'll probably file this under a schitzo/shit tier horror thread, but I swear that the following, absolutely everything I say, will be the truth to how I experienced it. I have gone to therapy to overcome and essentially bury the events in my mind. If someone can help or is willing to listen to me, I would very much appreciate it.

Through some mental gymnastics of my own, and extreme paranoia (probably) I convinced myself that the radio was speaking to my thoughts, my co-workers were CIA, that I was being hazed by the CIA for possible recruitment, and that I was the center of a gigantic operation to take down a drug lord in my area.

Like I said, possible szhitzo incoming, but this is going to be how it went down. For good. I've been haunted by this since it happened and I cant go on without getting it out of my fucking head. It's a residue of a time when I wasnt healthy, and regardless of whether it did or did not happen, I think this needs to be out there.

More coming while I figure out where to start. Questions will help me sort my thoughts. 

This goes back to my kindergarden years. I dont know the exact time, but it was during or after 9/11. There was a rumor that one of my peers fathers was a 'Secret Agent' and was 'called to washington' directly after or on 9/11, I truly cant remember which. 

More to come, like I said, questions will help me sort my thoughts.
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