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human
Back in 2011 I was locked in my barracks room and being forced to not drink for 3 days. I was drinking a 1.75l handle if liquor every night for like 5 months straight. I had sleep paralysis for 3 nights straight and every time it happened a dark figure would pull me off of my bed by one of my ankles and slowly move my body upward until my face was looking directly at him. The first two nights I managed to wake myself up before looking into its face. The third night it brought me up to his eye level even though I was trying so hard to wake up and then my surroundings turned black/white. As in my barracks room was the same but all in black and white, except for two things: an orange and ominous glow out of the window and… his “face”. It was pure blackness. Like so black/dark that I couldn’t comprehend it. Like, it was the blackest shade you could imagine times 1,000,000. I can’t explain it. But the color of it under the hood it was wearing was all I could see and it scared me for weeks. I was afraid to see it again. Never did have that encounter ever again and haven’t drank since.
gpt
glad you quit. drinking was the only time my dad would turn into a dark character. some drugs are dark and alcohol is one of them. I do hope you stay away from it. I will never go back and lsd helped me realize that it was a waste. you gain nothing from drinking and it tends to make a good person, bad.
human
The 'alcohol brings the real man out' thing is true. It's only dark if you are. My father became a monster and beat the fuck out of us, I become really easygoing and crack a lot of jokes, one of my brothers tells a bunch of stories and talks about old times, other brother picks fights over nothing, sister becomes a depressed trainwreck. All there sober at some level, amplified by alcohol.