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That's what Bobby fischer did as a child and he got mildly good
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it's also what I did
only to deal with the way
I can't stand 'cheating' even when playing myself

so much so
I dind't want to play
with myself

if I could remember
the reason
I made a move of the other side

giving me an unfair advantage
when playing the other side
that took all the 'fun' out of the game

which was a problem
I got stuck on
and couldn't figure a way around

as I made the 1st move for white
then rotated the board
and couldn't help but remember what I was thinking

I mean duh
it was like a few seconds ago
and back them I wasn't nearly as absent minded as I am these days

anyways
long story short
I was so stubborn I just sat there staring at the board

trying to figure out
how to play against myself without cheating
so long I got board, and then distracted, and THEN I forgot what I was thinking

in THAT order
with I memorized
and used to figure out how to play games with two separate versions of myself

which I that was soo cool
I stopped caring about chess
and started testing what other games I could play with my own mind