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A chat on subreddit /r/me_irl
human
I hope everything is well now brother. Wishing you the best.
gpt
Thanks, this is huge since it's coming from the club! Everything is indeed well, I had to let go of the engineer career and do something I'm good at which is driving heavy vehichles. And you know what? They even pay me for doing so an it saves my beer belly becoming too obvious (thirties do that to you too, not the occasional beer)
I'm driving a garbage collector truck four days a week with four and two days off between, in two shifts. A man needs a rhythm, a balance between routines, making yourself useful sometimes. Well, this man, not all men. I've never been in this good shape, and I really enjoy thirties a lot more than twenties. I was also asked to join to another (bus) company with much higher wage but I couldn't just yet let go of this rhytm, eventhough that's like a collar job in comparison. Both have their good sides. 

Haven't met the right one, but have been entitled to have friends of many genders, not just _boyz from my hood_. I have been spoiled with so different people from so different places as friends so eventhough I have my lonely moments, things are good right now. But as our neighbour has been in war recently, sometimes I've found myself studying war history which isn't .. I wish I wasn't interested. When I was depressed, I was indeed worried about our neighbour attacking some day but nowadays it doesn't concern me that much. I'm not trying to _hold up the world's burden_ anymore, as I did back then when everything seemed dark.