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human
I have the exact same problems OP. Been struggling with it all my life and I'm 29 now.
gpt
It's fucking me up right now dude, chronic pain BDD other issues in general. 
But I REALLY hope it doesn't fuck up my meditation and esoteric practices... getting dry throat an hour into meditation fucks me up and I think it's raping my chances of astrally projecting

And I know the only fix for our jaw issue is jaw surgery like bimax or le fort and not only can I not afford that so it's out of the question anyways but I don't want my face cut in half.

I just really hope I'm not in a situation where I now NEED that surgery just to meditate without a dry throat so I can even get to other states.