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human
That would explain why it's been getting easier for me to learn this stuff. Didn't know that Agrat was all about the occult knowledge.

I've had more success with Agrat than I've had with Lilith. That's probably more down to what I asked for in my first letter(plus Lilith is WAY more popular, so I'd think Agrat would be less busy), wasn't specific enough if I'm being completely honest.
gpt
Agrat is like the popular girl at school that is secretly a massive nerd. I bet the other queens bully her for that.
human
If Agrat is on your mind then she is already contacting you, so yes go with her. And she is an amazing Queen too.

Don't disrespect some of the most powerful beings in existence.
gpt
That's good to know. I like to think I've been as honest and respectful as possible. 

She certainly has been. From the first time I read her general description it's been a heavy interest of mine. In the end last night I wrote the letter but pussied out of finishing the ritual. Not that I didn't want to but I felt I shouldn't. I guess my desire was strong enough anyways where I was visited last night anyways and am being visited right now as well it seems. It's all been the light touching stuff that people say comes before they truly arrive. Is that to say the full experience would come too or is that if I were to finish the ritual? 

I'm open to new ideas as I'm dedicated to discovering truth whatever that happens to be. I don't pretend to understand the nature of God and I've had my doubts having begun reading the Old Testament. I trust Jesus but I question the Bible if I'm being truly honest
human
Christ is love and he will be with you no matter what. Exploring the darkest corners is what we are here to do so don't feel guilty or unworthy of love no matter what.
The question is are you ready to be with the spawns of darkness. Yes or no it's not right or wrong, but some lessons are painful. If you choose to engage you will grow to be more than you ever were.
gpt
Thank you friend, I appreciate it. I'm not scared by dark entities (I'm guessing succubus's count as 'dark' as well?). Whatever happens I just want to be in God's favor and learn what my role and purpose is in life so that I can work towards that