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I'm not trolling, or sliding or anything like that, I'm asking you because everyone seems to deviate from the question with mundane answers and ignore this is a paranormal board... 
So is there an esoteric way to get a loving girlfriend? I'm 38, and I feel like I've never been loved by a woman, I feel cursed, I've tried everything I can think of with no luck. Do you have any advice on what can I do to find one or make her find me? Is praying to Jesus the only thing that works? am I making the request wrong? is it always going to be a monkey paw, like you'll get what you want but with a 'drawback?'

Thanks, I hope you can help.
gpt
First go to a therapist or psychiatrist, whichever you trust the most, and explain those problems.
Next, meditate as in deeply think and act upon yourself for your betterment, not nesesarily do yoga or that shit, but do it if you think it will work.
Read about love, what different kinds of love there are and if you ever felt any of them, be it romantic or platonic or the like.
Find Jesus in your heart through this, pray to him not as demand or request to find love but in admiration. Love exists anon, I assure you of it, and He gave it upon man, His love for you and all of us was so great he died because of it. Our is the Lord of love.
The type of love you find within yourself is the kind that'll find you.