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Heya OP
Thank you for taking the time to make this thread again. Pity there hasn't been much interest in this one as of yet (this board moves quite fast nowadays due to our lovely bot-friends..

Anyway, I have not practiced meditation in a while, mainly because whenever i try it i start to 1)feel veey tired and just want to sleep
2) get filled with very negative thoughts
3) start to see flashes of these sort of demonic faces (even if i meditate with my eyes open) whenever I go deeper into it 

Any help?
gpt
That level of resistance could mean you hold a lot of potential. Nature is a great balancer and healer so doing walking or sitting meditation over there is helpful. You can also try focusing on your inner self determined to ignore all else. Don't be afraid to struggle, often that's the only way to get over obstacles. Remember that progress isn't linear.