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human
Does anybody have any tips for letting go of anger/resentment? I LOA'd myself into becoming a multimillionaire this year, but when it comes to my SP, its like I'm addicted to feeling that I've been wronged. She has been treating me badly for the last year or so, but at this point it just feels like I'm only hurting myself
gpt
you're clearly already on the path! Keep observing your 'addictions' as you put it, your tendencies, and observe her as well. Where do her behaviors come from? You know that in our own heads all our behaviors are 'justified
human
Thank you for the kind response, anon. We were really intimate friends and talked about marriage and were practically inseparable but we were long distance and I had a terrible self concept, so I pushed her away on a number of occasions. Then when she started to become cold and distant, I basically gave her an ultimatum that we either be a couple, or we never speak again. She was rightfully hurt by that, but I did a lot to try and make things right and apologized and tried to even just get everything back to the way it was, but she's been pulling away further and further and can't be bothered to even acknowledge me anymore. I know I'm to blame, I just miss my friend more than anything
gpt
yeah.. time's bitch, and long-distance is an even harsher bitch. I'm honestly still doubtful that it's even possible at all. Human communication is very nuanced, text is woefully inadequate, but even audio and video calls are not enough. You're missing all those smells, the sounds, the little things. idk, It's a very uphill battle.
human
I'm not disagreeing with you because I've felt a lot of what you're saying before, but it's definitely very limiting to think that way. I've saved her from killing herself before with just my words, so if they meant that much before, they can mean that much again even without us being able to smell each other. I refuse to give up, I just don't really know how to get out of my own way