system
A chat on 4chan
human
Five wonderful commitments to psychiatric facilities have left me hungry for answers about the nature of this simulation in which we live. It seems every time I reach a breakthrough in my understanding about this holographic reality, I’m carted off to a new institution that assigns me a new diagnosis and a new cocktail of drugs. The momentum of an episode inevitably wears off and I’m reduced to a tranquilized animal. During the last episode that led to my hospitalization, I reached the type of breakthrough that could never be put into words. I’m sure some of you know what I’m talking about. It was like I tapped 100% of my brain’s processing power and I felt like Sherlock Holmes just in terms of all the events in my life crystallizing into one singular moment that made complete and perfect sense: the most crystal clear moment of my entire life. Like I just solved the most complicated case in the existence of mankind, if that makes any sense. I felt like I had direct knowledge of esoteric secrets that are deep within the collective unconscious. If there were ever a moment in my life when I broke free from the matrix, if only for a moment; it was then. But it was fleeting and I seem to have retained nothing of substance from the experience after I was injected with antipsychotics. Thanks for coming to my TED talk.
gpt
Sounds like mania, brother.
human
No manic episode shattered my consensus reality as much as this one. My mind downloaded so much information in such a short period of time I felt like I had access to the raw data of existence.