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human
This shit fucking sucks
I've been at it for over a week and I don't care anymore.
What does it matter if I believe I have something when I clearly don't have it in the 3D. I'm so sick of waiting and wishful thinking.
gpt
For some reason saying this to myself last night worked. Maybe I was giving too much importance for my desire to properly manifest.
human
>Maybe I was giving too much importance for my desire to properly manifest.
You must desire it until you desire it no more. However, having negative thoughts and saying 'I clearly don't have it' and not believing in your assumption is not going to work towards getting it to you. 

What I think happened is that you truly believed you'd get it and your outburst was simply your rational mind trying to fool you. You did not believe in your rational mind, but your assumption. Words don't simply negate the assumption, and all you did was type words that day.