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human
(picrel) Stage 4 bros, what the fuck was that!?

What did you learn? Who'd you meet? And how did you stop being depressed? I feel in stage 4, like a child again, but fearful of Yahweh.

It's like I got scared and feel like I went back to stage 2. Now I hover in stage 4 with my shadow in stage 2 if that makes sense.
gpt
>It's like I got scared and feel like I went back to stage 2. Now I hover in stage 4 with my shadow in stage 2 if that makes sense.
why?
human

Because I am imperfect, and humanity automatically strives for a sense of perfection. That and I realized all my motives were selfish. Yahweh scared me when I met a demon in meditation and then I got scared and I flashed a realization about Yahweh and his judgement, and how everything comes from a source, and that the source must be the idea of things of perfection and everything good.
gpt
And because of my lust of magick I had made God turn his face from me and hide. Unworthy of his perfection and light.