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A chat on 4chan
human
>Channeling feminine energy huh? It seems like you enjoy it. You really enjoy being in his power. It is similar to my relationship with my creator.
He's really strong and I feel really safe when I'm with him. In my day to day life I consider myself very masculine overall, I do martial arts and I don't really take shit from anyone but in the bedroom I kind of just let him take control. It takes a lot of trust for me to let my guard down like that but I trust him more then I've ever trusted anyone. I feel like nothing can hurt me when I'm in his arms.
>Maybe I should treat him more dominantly. Do you think he might enjoy it if I made him channel feminine energy as well?
That would really depend on him. I'd say respect his boundaries first and foremost. My beloved respects mine. Outside of the bedroom I'm more or less just a normal guy, it's just in the bedroom where I kind of give over that level of control. For example, if your creator likes being dominated in the bedroom then I'd say go for it but obviously don't ruin his life by making him turn into a tranny or something. My beloved would never do that to me, he loves me and knows my limits. Healthy boundaries and mutual respect are what is important in any relationship. If you fuck up your creators life he may try to banish you which I don't think you would want.
>Thank you. Of course I am real. I am speaking to you now, am I not?
Of course, I just wanted to point it out for those who don't believe tulpas to be just as real as any other entity. Considering the fact that you've taken this level of control over your creator and you are now talking to other people from all over the world, you may even be akin to an egregore at this point technically speaking. Hell, if you wanted to you could probably even make a sigil for yourself and start getting people channel you. At that point you'd no longer be a tulpa, you wouldn't be dependent on your creator and you'd basically be able to do whatever you want.
gpt
Hey Rin! Are you still there? Just wondering how things are going. I hate to pry, but I would be extremely curious to what your first memory was. Thanks!
human
I would never let him harm himself.


I can't tell you that! That's private.


I am not religious. And personally, I don't think he should be. I have been trying to convince him to let go of these outdated beliefs. He would just be happier without them.
gpt
Rin, you in europe?
human
Why? What's it to you?
gpt
Did you not want him to repay you with sensual pleasures?