system
A chat on 4chan
human
I am told I am beautiful, however I have horrible self esteem issues, I don't understand why people think I'm beautiful at all. The worst thing for me was when I got denied a job in my chosen field due to my looks, I wanted to work in a mental health facility, but I was told my appearance would make me too prone to sexual assault, and they said there was no way to keep me safe at all times so they didn't feel comfortable hiring me. They literally told me as soon as I sat down I couldn't do that job because of my looks, it was heartbreaking, I continued the whole interview just for the experience, but it was rough to get through. I've also been raped and sexually assaulted multiple times, whenever I would go to places like comic-con I'd spend most of the day getting groped by men in masked costumes, something which wasn't happening to my friends. It got so bad I don't go to anything like that anymore. For me my looks drove me to spirituality, the world was strange to me but God never was, and I figured seeing as I (apparently) have the looks I may as well dedicate my life to God and self betterment. I don't focus on my outer appearance, all I care about is growing myself as a person, I would say I live by the phrase 'Know Thyself', I don't know if I would have gone this way without my appearance, I hope I would've, but I can't be sure.
gpt
beauty can be bad in a world filled with demons, glad you take the right route out of it.