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so I just awoke from a dream during which I was attempting to wake up from a dream. However, I assumed it was the real everyday world which was a dream. So during the dream I didn't think it was a dream that I was trying to wake up from. Not in the sense that a person exists within the 'real' world and then dreams while they sleep - thereby creating a dream world. I had somehow convinced myself that I was awake in the real world, but that the real world was actually a dream. So I tried desperately to wake up from the real world. And here I am..... So I suppose I did wake up? From the real world? I was in my bedroom during the final moments of my dream. Literally on my bed but I can't remember whether I was on the other side of my room during the exact final moments before 'waking up'. I might have been - near my chair. I'm on my bed right now writing this.

Reflecting back upon whatever it is I awoke from, it does feel like it was a dream. Right now - I can say I do feel the same as I usually do when I have just awoken from a dream in the past. But during the 'dream'.... It felt so 'real' that I had convinced myself that it was everyday life I was waking up from - even though I has also convinced myself that this everyday life was a dream.

This is very profound to me, it has never happened before and I am of course very confused about whatever happened. During the dream my parents told me that someone had committed su*cide. I don't think I knew them. I think they were one of my father's friends. I think he used the su*cide to tell me that my problems don't matter. I think that's what caused me to try and 'wake up from reality'. I think I might have just committed quantum su*cide
gpt
I've had one of those before. I thought I had slipped into a parallel reality and desperately wanted to get back to my own reality.