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Interesting questioning on the theory of evolution, definitely makes sense.
 
I have some questions. 

What is the alternative to the theory evolution? Is you idea that God just created some 'templates' for creatures, like a video game creator would? 

You say the earth is the center of the universe, what implications does this have and how could one prove it?

Besides that, you reflect all of what I have learned in recent years, most often by randomly stumbling upon topics and connecting the dots.

But still I wonder, I personally see God more like an unimpersonated but not unpersonal, infinitely intelligent energy field or something, something that transcends space and time and even that which contains space and time and the spaceless and timeless. Beyond the beyond. 
Half moronic question, why would he need a break or rest? Doesn't make sense to me, as he is not bound by biological limitations. 

Also, I feel genuinely sorry for what you lived through and guess my imagination can't even grasp the scope of horror you went through. I love you and from bottom of my heart I wish you find healing and peace one day.
gpt
> God is a complex being that is beyond our comprehension
> God created man in his image and likeness yet God doesn't want his creations to figure out what he is, so he tells scientists to go makeup stories of how he is inconceivable, and how he is beyond of time and space, quantum quantum stuff
> meanwhile, famous scientists, celebrities, and pedophiles band together to further enhance the world of illusion, discrediting further the bible and waging a war against God, defiling God and doing anything that God hates.
Not OP but I've reached that same conclusion not long ago, are you by any chance influenced by some voices in your head?