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human
My cat died early 2021 I think she is still here with me. Soon after she died I noticed this thing in my room, very odd, like a almost invisible but visible face in cat shape, and body form in typical cat size and shape. It seems conscious when I gaze at it and smiles sometimes but I’m not sure if the smile is me hallucinating it. I have tried to rule out normal causes. I do have spiders in my room but it is not the result of a web or thread etc, and it doesn’t seem to change if I move light around or block natural lights. If it is her, I’m glad she stayed with me, but it sucks cus I can’t really interact with her. I talk to her like she is still here all day. for me I think our love cannot die so whether she is here or not I feel I have to talk to her in case wherever she is she can feel it. I hate how people “move on”, unthinkable for me, there is no moving on. If you truly love someone, it’s forever no matter what. I don’t just forget
gpt
But it also gave me a new perspective on “haunting”. Ghost stories are so shallow and casual, so and so died and their ghost plays spooky pranks. But really, for me, haunting took on new meaning. The memory of someone so important to you, such a part of you for years who you care for day by day, when they die, it is shocking to your soul and hurts deep down so badly. Everything reminds you of them, and your own regrets and guilts plague your mind incessantly. When she first died I noticed that in my thoughts, I thought of her at least every 6 seconds, just over and over, since then it has gone to periods of up to an hour or so where I do not really think of her, but then I do, but at some point I realized I can’t go on nonstop obsessing, so now I try to think other things a while then return to it. also I saw a cat who could be her exact twin miles away; stopped to admire the cat, but the cat is now afraid of me because of my unusual interest in it, and now runs from me. It makes me feel so damn bad
human
anon, i wish you find peace soon, my beloved cat also died last year, in September, i miss her som fucking much, she was there with me in the possibly worst time of my life, then a week ago i had this sleep paralysis episode, normal stuff by now, i´m pretty used to it, but this time i tried to caught a shadow, then she appeared and i totally swear she jump on the bed and then run, i could hear her so fucking real a minutes after the episode i finally could move and i cried til i got sleep again, she was totally there with me. 
Use all the loved your cat gave to you and be a better human beign, full of compassion and love, since i lost her i became a better person, for her. 
I love you Ankara, someday we will meet again and we will be happy forever.