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A chat on 4chan
human
If you don’t mind me asking, what intent did you have doing your rituals and what were their specific purposes?
gpt
I wanted to be a better boyfriend, lover, and make my relationship stronger; also to explore the darker side of my sexuality. I had to do some weird stuff that I was compelled to do. I also wanted to be closer with the entity I was working with, I also had visions and dreams about them in various situations. I knew it was them because they had similar features in both major dreams. The rituals themselves would mostly involve me meditating everyday, fasting , and I would stay up late on the last day and listen to the enn and void meditate looking at a candle while picturing their sigil.
human
We’re you successful in this? Weird stuff as in? I’m fascinated in the idea of being a better husband. I’ve been with my lady for 9 years, married for 4 and part of me feels like i’m dying in this relationship. I do love her a lot but sometimes I feel i’m lacking her attention and she’s lacking mine. We have had a really strong connection but Id love to introduce a new idea before calling it quits. I’d love to experience a new sexual relationship with her. Would you recommend this? I’m new to all of this so any information would be helpful. Xx
gpt
There is more stuff about my relationship with the entity I summoned and receiving visions and communicating with divination but I feel like this is turning into a blog post. I can go on and answer other stuff you want to know but I don’t want to hijack and turn this thread into a blog post.
human
Thanks for all of that. I do have a few questions to ask. This will be my last response. Don’t mean to hijack but you’ve peaked my curiosity 
>Is this something I should tell my wife i’m wanting to do? Did you tell your gf and was she accepting of it? Or should I keep this discreet?
>If I don’t tell her, is this something she could find out by the suc? Would she give her a sign? Could the suc possibly tell my wife i’m cumming for her (suc) when we have sex and not my wife? 
>When I meditate, what exactly should I be thinking about and focusing all of my energy on? The deity? My wife? Both? 
>Did you get horny from mediating or what happened while mediating? Did you use outside sources to help like porn? Is there any specific types of porn I should watch that she would like? It’s hard for me to get in the mood and even want to jerk off because of how difficult things are in my relationship. I want to be a better husband and overall person but I feel as though it’s very difficult and i’m sure our situations aren’t exactly the same but I want to try and make this work before giving it all up. I just want to make sure this is the right decision and wont cause more trust issues in the relationship. 
>Do you not feel bad because of the outcome of cheating on her? Or do you not feel bad because you felt what you did was necessary? Do you actually love her or lust her? How did you guys manage to overcome this and she be accepting of it and actually want to have more sex with you? Does she still seem to trust you? 
Thanks for all the information and I will of course do my own research but nice to here from someone with genuine experience Xx
gpt
I truly believe Naamah did something to my girls mind to make her more accepting of this. Though all this happened recently like a month ago.