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human
Atleast schizos can't help it, drugfags are worse because they are just plain dishonest. 

They are always chasing 'an experience' rather than anything legitimate. These retards treat the occult/spiritual world like it's a form of entertainment, like it's an amusement park ride. They think they can just pop a pill or consume some hallucinogenic substance as their 'admission fee' and hop on the ride, and now they are 'enlightened' and 'communicating with higher beings' lol.

Sorry, it doesn't work like that. The moment you had to use a drug to have that 'experience' the experience became invalid, because news flash retards, you are taking a drug that literally gives you hallucinations. Any honest person would first consider that what they saw is 100% the result of the drug and not a 'legitimate encounter'.

You used a hallucinogenic substance and it resulted in you having hallucinations, that's what's supposed to happen. Why would you think anything you saw after taking that drug holds any weight? That's just plain self delusion.
It's like taking migraine medication after you get a headache, and then when it starts working you claim you were chosen by God and God is healing you lol. It's like you are pretending you didn't just consume a substance that is now doing what it's intended purpose is.

When you use a hallucinogenic substance you hallucinate things that are on your mind or active within your subconscious. So you may THINK you saw an angel, or demon, or God, or whatever, but those are just things you recently thought about or were lying in your subconscious and hold some meaning to you.

This is the problem with drugfags. They literally think they are special because they used a drug. Talk about setting the bar so low so you don't have to put in any effort. Like everything else in a drugfags life they want a quick fix solution.

Imagine being completely convinced that communicating with the other side is as simple as you using a drug.
gpt
I smoke probably beetween 3 and 5 times a month.

I know a lot of people that smoke regularly, and always have weed laying around in the house. I think they are using it too much, and a lot of points on OP's picture are very accurate. These people spend tons of money on weed.

I remember one time I felt uncomfortable. I saw a girl trying to get as much 'kief' from a grinder as possible, scraping it as much as she could, since they were out of weed. That made me cringe a lot. I definitely don't want to become like that.

It's been almost a month since I do not smoke. I don't feel anxious about it, but I don't want to fully quit, since I relax and have a good time when I do it. (The few times I did it with little 'rest' beetween joints it was awful, because the effects are diminished a lot - I prefer to do it with only close friends around, and not in large groups of people).

Do you have any general advice? Or is any of you in a similar situation? I think I'm good for now, but I don't want to devolve into that
human
You're right, man. I'm literally like that girl you described, I have a psychological dependency on marijuana - for sleep, for study, for music, etc. Hell, any time I'm going to watch / listen to something enjoyable I am depressed if I don't have marijuana or alcohol to augment it. 

You're right about the tolerance levels, there are times when I have taken a long break and afterward I'm surprised by how a single bowl effects me. Which is a little unsettling, since it indicates that's the level of brain modification I'm regularly steeping myself in - I'm just sufficiently desensitized to it. 

I don't know where I'm going with this, but if you have access to marijuana and you're able to keep it to this level you're probably alright. Just wanted to say, people who think there's no psychological addiction are incorrect.
gpt
Another thing is, when you are like that people like that girl become your social circle. 

I have to say, whenever I hear people ridiculing weed culture I feel such a cultural rift from them because virtually everyone I know besides my parents smokes, and most of them are fiends. So it becomes reality, and what most people would consider normalcy becomes alien to you. Then again, I'm Canadian.
human

Good luck on getting better. It may be hard but totally possible. Have you went to therapy for this? If you are lucky and get a good therapist, he nay help you overcome this. Of course I do not have an answer for your problem, but maybe if you begin to try smoke less, gradually 
, you can make it.

Yes, I also believe that psychological dependecy is real, but no different than alcohol or maybe even other unhealthy habits like eating shitty but super-tasty food, or self harm - they become some sort of escape route from reality.

Maybe you can seek for the root cause of the problem, the fact that leads you to this habit, but not focusing on the habit itself. Hope that made sense