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Anyone else have a hard time taking life seriously?

I've worked in pest control for the last 10 years. Rats, cockroaches, wasps, rabbits, crows...you name it and I've killed it. I've killed hundreds if not thousands of declared 'pests' in my lifetime. There comes a point where you find it hard to take life seriously and adhere to the concepts of religion and ethics. Life can end so quickly and so pointlessly. We are so self absorbed we like to think life is precious and every life is important, but it really isn't. You could die tomorrow over the most stupid reason. I could go to work tomorrow and my trap will have killed 14 rats. It all means nothing really. 

I just have a hard time taking life seriously. Why should death be any different than life? My dog of 9 years died last month and I didn't even feel that sad. I just don't feel like any of this matters, whether you are dead or alive.
gpt
Damn it Dale.