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human
I just can't seem to trust myself with feelings that's all, unless it's directly related to an activity that i do directly like playing a game or listening to music then i can't tell otherwise. Suffice to say the last thing i want is to be influenced by some demons for their retarded schemes.
gpt
It's the one thing I wish was more clear when dealing with these things. I've had lots false blips and nudges in my time that took me a lot of time to weed out. But it has two edges really. I was too closed up and kept everything out, up until some things happened that shook it up and resolved something traumatic. If I didn't open up, that release would not have taken place. Just one night something I did not trust and would almost shoot on sight showed up, but there was a slight and subtle feeling among the chaotic feelings. There were feelings that yelled to destroy and ward. Then there was a very thin and subtle energy that begged for understanding. It took me a long time to 'read' these things. Dragons are much the same at times. They can communicate with vibes and feelings. Not sure how much that helps.
human
Very well then i see, so just conscious observation. I still can't trust myself that much though, i do think it's helpful albeit not related to dragons. I won't be mingling with spirits any time soon, i get the appeal though i guess. Better than some made up shit like tulpas.
gpt
One key thing to keep in mind is the malleability of your own brain. Any spiritual practice should not too rehearsed or become engrained. Our brains learn and get quicker at doing tasks you repeatedly do, so it is one of the few areas in life where a lack of consistency is beneficial.
human
>Any spiritual practice should not too rehearsed or become engrained.
Yeah well we do it because we want it and not out of habit (ideally), i just wanna make sure i don't get dragged along a path that i will bust my ass off to fix. Like during some unfortunates practices where i 'wanted to help' people but i was just deluding myself, i didn't get too much into it, barely even surface level but to be frank the line is so thin you might as well not even bother if you aren't physically/mentally ready.

I do like this whole dragon concept though, fake or not if people wanna start lifting out of pure autistic desire for dragons and i'm all in for that lol.
gpt
>Yeah well we do it because we want it
Most people I know got into spiritual matters because they either had an event that safeguarded their life somehow, or because they need an outlet for e.g. their love for dragons they hold. People jump to spirituality for answers, but true answers are tough to unearth. There is no free lunch. And every hour you put into it you cannot spend with loved ones. Sometimes however, the desire to know is strong enough and those that truly dig will always have a gut feeling telling them what is right. I learned that the most in my many years. Always. Trust. Your. Gut.
>if people wanna start lifting out of pure autistic desire for dragons and i'm all in for that lol.
The purest form of love is self-improvement just to give or get a hug (: It might be an unpopular opinion among the populance, but hugs are where the magic really shines.