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A chat on 4chan
human
>have been talking a lot about broder concept among people in my life
>one i like to think is true and have nearly schizod myself into completely and fully believing is that if you think something with intent, or enough curiosity, something will make it happen
>most of these fall in line with people i havent seen or heard from in a while
>have recently really opened myself up to an extremely open form of love and wanting to better the lives of myself and the people that i care about around me instead of being extremely unaccessible and unreliable 
>off handedly think about a guy i interacted with once nearly a decade a go
>ran into him at a concert a week later and it turns out he does security there despite going there all the time and never seeing him before
>thought about a friend i had a couple of hours away and meant to text him but never did
>see a flier for a show and his band is playing 
>go to it and now we are jamming together again
>thought about a girl i havent seen in a long time
>she texted me not a day later despite no contact for almost 3 years
>became extremely invested into a friends company, part of it is filming concerts
>i wish for it to succeed and do what i can to help, putting my actual job on the sideline sometimes
>everyone we record for is extremely grateful and extremely helpful
>my camerawork is very good despite never operating a camera in any real way before this
>a few more incidents like this happen as well within the last year or so but ive forgotten them
>not just with people but animals seem to act different
>started to see 23 fairly often but i dont really pay attention to numerology stuff in the first place. just thought it was interesting seeing 23 on two signs both in a very distinct, bright yellow
i apologize if this isnt what everyone is talking about but this is the first time ive really let it out anywhere. wht ive come to learn is that love really is the way.
gpt
i didnt really want to take up a second post but im sorta just talking into the ether/myself in this one. halfway hoping someone will offer some insight or just respond back.

Ever since opening myself up ive noticed that things just generally seem brighter and the world isnt nearly as dark as i felt it was a few years ago. i mean, shits fucked and im very blackpilled about the future. BUT, it seems like it doesnt work with selfish intent or if theres perverse thoughts tagged along with it. Ive been 
>tfw no gf
for a while and often times i think about the warmth that you really only can get from a woman when she actually cares about you but i think i ruin the streamline of consciousness when i break my no masturbation streaks by adding perverted thoughts and feelings attached to the feeling of having someone else with me so i dont have to just masturbate. 

the same with money, it seems to flow very easily when im actively not pursuing high financial gains but the second i start getting aggressive with it, sudden expensive bills come up, if i need something, only the expensive version of it is available, or through misfortune ill lose money by dropping it or misplacing it.
human
talk more if you still have the thread open
gpt
yeah, just got home from work and wound down a bit
i dont really have a whole lot to expand on myself other than these are just things ive been noticing over the last few years bu it really started to bring an uptick this year specifically. As far as animals go, ive hit 2 or 3 deer over the last few years and nearly killed a dog that ran out in front of me. it hasnt totaled my car but it was during times when i was very negative to the outside world and after i ruined a relationship through being just a step under full alchy. 
Recently, ~1 year, a move, and a new job later ive ran into MANY more deer but they arent as retarded it seems. It seems like they actively look out for me as to not fuck up my car. My cat also seems much closer to me. she sleeps with me a lot now, before then, she would but not nearly as often. now its every night. 

Everything also just seems to line up in a good way. the job i have now i love, with great coworkers only because my last job, we got fucked over on a big contract and had to let some people go, me being the newest, i obviously got the axe. 
idk, i actively look for these kinds of things now so maybe im just noticing shit that i never did before. 

Ive just come to love feeling and giving love man. i offer myself to pretty much anyone whos willing to take it although i am aware that its fairly dangerous to act that way, with more evil people who just want to take advantage of me somehow but thats something ive come to have a pretty spot on detector for from growing up and finding 'my' friend group and cutting out people who would only damage me and my future with any kind of serious relationship. which i do consider myself to be very lucky i found. I do hate as well but only people that i feel are evil.