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A chat on 4chan
human
Your concept of self and the world was nicely boxed in, now the box broke and you feel lost. To grow you must break things to build something better, it's a natural process that all who dare to grow go through. Think of the gurus and monks who shine with bliss, all of them have gone through the path. Want it or not normality will find you again but this time it will be better.
gpt
Yes, i feel a bit lost. I know that the timeless essence of consciousness is the maker of everything, we are really just it experiencing reality and time. So i don't know, it just seems pointless because it's just a repetition of the same cycle. I feel like I'm just waiting for time to catch up to my body that way I can return to this timeless absolute, the sea of souls or whatever. I logically think that if i killed the ego in this sense then what else is there to do?
human
I had a day free of ego and it was the best day ever by far.
>repetition of the same cycle
Nothing repeats, no one has lived your life before. Cycles = timelines and you don't need to worry about other timelines.
Trying to think this over doesn't help you. Go back to study the inner realities with meditation or take a break and find artificial satisfaction with weed, this gray period will pass.
gpt
Thanks brother. Meditation it is.
human
Wild assumptions coming from the ego. This work isn't done with the mind or knowledge. I understand the need to attach concepts when feeling lost.


Thank you for listening. Have you done grounding exercises? Google some and try, learning hardly counts before you integrate it in a balanced manner.
gpt
It was something other than mind, I can't really explain in in short words but it was pretty deep. 

I have in a sense. I can't break down completely because i don't want to worry my family, but I'm getting back that peace slowly but surely. Thanks a lot for worrying and trying to help, it means a lot really.