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human
As opposed to anything that's better than wagecucking really, 20+ years is enough to be one of the best in any kind of field, that's why it's genuinely concerning. I get that you dont care about being rich but even when it comes to spiritual gains, like do you have siddhis? Can you astral project? Even when it comes to enlightenment, some people just go to goenka's retreats a couple of times and achieve a permanent state of samadhi like frank yang (or something that they claim is higher but I dont get what exactly they're talking about conceptually) which makes me think that either some people are just born for this and some aren't, or that it's all just larp.
gpt
Oh yeah!

Ape, did you ever even have K&C with your HGA?
human
Homie, I had my first AP when I was like 14. I'm significantly passed that stage of practice.

>some people just go to goenka's retreats a couple of times and achieve a permanent state of samadhi
Based, good for them, unironically. They have my sincere accolades. Same for the folks who Attain watching a leaf fall or whatever. Spontaneous attainment is a thing. Usually takes innumerable lifetimes of incarnation inside the sangha tho.


Anon, do you have a timetable or something that substantiates I'm somehow 'late' to a waypoint?
gpt
I had spontaneous APs too when I was young but can you actually do it on command? 
>I'm significantly passed that stage of practice
I find that hard to believe, but why do you think you've extracted all the useful stuff from it already? 
Also, don't you think you're limiting yourself by believing that you haven't had enough lifetimes to spontaneously attain? I can't remember right now exactly which one, but an indian mystic taught his students to believe that enlightenment can happen to them spontaneously the very next second, so that they'd be open to receiving it.