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A chat on subreddit /r/me_irl
human
I tried to kill a man when I was 14. And I was very unhappy that I did not succeed. I resent the bastard for dying before I could try again.

Ps. It was my step-father who abused me in every way possible, including too many to count SAs and r*pes, for a 10 year period. Luckily, he died rather karmically so I feel a bit vindicated.
gpt
Shit.....i totally get how you feel. I hope you get some help to deal with the trauma all the abuse must have caused and that you're doing better now. Hugs to you