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I want my civil rights back from the mindraping cult that targeted me for 'lying' about sex! I wasn't lying, assholes! I was telling the truth as a child who learned early that complaining about sex was forbidden!

I had a cybersexual threesome with a married couple that I met in the Vanilla Club on FurryMUCK when I was using a fake ID to access that server. I was using a female otter avatar and they were using canine ones. I complained that imagining oral from a canine seemed slobbery, and they HATED me for that.

It was one of my early encounters when the fake-ID account was new. I wasn't supposed to complain, so in that and other encounters, I was trained to 'love' what I went through. I was always supposed to be grateful. I did my best, but it was awful! I never got over being stressed to hell and feeling like I was mired down by constant panic attacks. It was normal for me to freeze up for minutes at a time just staring at the screen feeling like trash. I felt slow and inadequate and stuck doing stuff I didn't want to do.

I call that freezing behavior 'possuming out', because I was reacted to stress by getting totally stuck and unable to do stuff for minutes at a go. That was part of my 'obsessive' 'love' of sex. I couldn't handle it! I hated it and nobody could talk to me about how I felt about it! The slightest touch of my feelings was treated as HATRED and yet somehow NOBODY fathomed that my feelings about the sexual encounters might actually be negative.

Pretty much nobody is a spiritually dead NPC.  Maybe a few of the psychopaths?  But f'real.  Everyone you ever hurt and everyone who ever hurt you?  I'm five nines they're real people.