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human
>can ap easily but is scared to
>has a succubus but is scared
If you want change you have to bring it about yourself. You have a fantastic opportunity to learn about the cosmos directly. I hope some day you'll take advantage of that because hiding from the supernatural clearly isn't working


Unless you're being recruited that's not normal. Don't blame your crossdressing on succubi


>Daughter/son of one of the queens or just a god/goddess of similar, not a succubus.
That's extremely vague. Succubi could interpret that as anything. Did you explicitly specify not being a succubus? Did you explicitly specify in a future incarnation AND NOT this one? How did you say one of the queens or similar deity? Did you say literal child? Succubi can be very slippery about stuff like that and you may well have gotten yourself into a lot of trouble


Humans are vile


Why do humans look like succubi with fewer features? I'm sure there's a good reason that nonsuccubi aren't told about
gpt
>Succubi can be very slippery about stuff like that and you may well have gotten yourself into a lot of trouble
I started the ritual by telling whoever was listening to me, that I'm not willing to accept anything unless I can clearly understand what's being said -due to language barriers ofc-. I specifically requested someone or several ones who could help me teach about not more than 12 deities. I specifically requested that-knowing that our languages function differently- I would only see whether becoming their child is possible or not, if not, nothing happens. If yes, they tell me more about that and we'll see. I also told them that I would like to do that in another life or in this one -again, I started the ritual with the intention of getting to know more, then if possible, accepting what I got told-. 
I know I should be clear when talking about such topics, that's why I always tell them upfront that if the meaning goes through a 100% -given it's beneficial for both individuals-, I'm willing to start going in such a direction, if the meaning doesn't fully come through, I'm not willing to do such. The only problem is that I don't remember anyone visting me, but I still feel as if someone/something was present.
human
What did you offer on your very particular, very strict contract to pay for your demands of knowledge?
gpt
Nothing because they've already given me the green light earlier to do that (see:
). I've made some smaller offerings over the span of half a year though.
human
Hey anon, if what you say is true, and you really are on good enough terms to be allowed to join them, can you help me contact one? Anyone is fine, I just want to know if they really exist or not? Since I tried several times to contact them, but without success (I think).
gpt
>Since I tried several times to contact them, but without success (I think).
>I THINK

You possibly already did contact them depsite thinking otherwise. You just need to 'learn' how to feel their presence. Meditation can help a lot. For example try looking for 'signs' on your own body. Once in a calm state, try to check whether you can feel as if someone touched you, as if you heared someone laugh, as if your body got hotter, as if your saliva tasted sweet, as if you felt anything pleasant around your genitals... etc. It took me a bit more than two months of effort just to clearly feel their presence. Even if it doesn't work out, you'll get to know yourself better via meditation.