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A chat on 4chan
human
Yea. The thing is I'm not sure if I meet the criteria of incel or not. But I def struggle to get a gf that I would like to have. I've had lays before. Relationships and ons. A girl cheated on her bf with me before, etc I dont need to write more brag anecdotes. 

I've broken up with every woman I've been with even tho I dont really like being single. But in my mind I had legit reasons every time. 

This is currently the longest I've gone without sex (9 mos) since losing my virginity tho so I'm starting to wonder wtf. I guess there are ugly girls I could get with, or I could try apps, but I want a non slut gf again. 

Also unironically if you bench 225 that's a great accomplishment. I personally just dont like weights and like calisthenics but IRL I dont hate on weightlifters. Some of my friends are into it too. 

Anyway yea why can I not repeat past success lately? Have you ever gone through dry spells before?
gpt
I wouldn't say you meet incel requirements, definitely got the wrong read off of your OP. Honestly I'd consider the boat I'm in pretty similar in some ways. The amount of 'dateable' women out there is slim to none and I find myself just as apathetic to the problems of anyone I date as much as I am to my own. It seems like getting laid is so much easier than dating nowadays. And yeah I'm in a sort of dry spell rn but not really. I'm trying to quit pre marital sex (or at least sex outside of relationships) for religous reasons and am about 3 months in now. But considering I still get propositions and women coming on to me frequently im not sure if it really counts. It seems like everyone expects me to put out on the first date and then what am I gonna get from it ya know, the grand privelage of listening to their problems? I started browsing incel/looksmaxxing forums obsessively at like fifteen and it definitely did some damage. Plus all my niche esoteric interests are 'hoe scaring' so I'm not completely myself around girls, I know they'd listen to me on it since they find me attractive but I don't really want to when they won't truly understand/care. And yeah I'm a bit of a powershitter, s/b/d is at 415/295/520 rn. Sorry for being a dick, I sometimes have trouble actuslly connecting that some posters on 4chan are actually people and not some bot putting words on my screen. Plus this whole site has a tendency towards self loathing and it kills me to see.
human
It's ok bro I often act aggressively to randoms online as well. Ironically this is why I opened up to you more cuz I could read your true vibe behind the brag posting (after I also brag posted ofc). Takes one to know one I guess Lol.

Are you Christian by chance or are you a white Muslim like Bosnian or smth? 

And damn wtf first time I encounter someone on /x/ who also was deep into looksmaxxing and incel culture. I used to go on looksmax.org a lot because the slang and threads were just really based and funny to me but it might have rotted my brain. Also makes sense why you didnt question my use of 'NT' etc. 

>hoe scaring 
Lmfao yea they dont like any non-NPC topics. This is slightly related to my OP actually. Imagine if Isaac Newton tried to talk to a girl about his expirements with optics. Nigga was incel in 1700 cuz he didnt talk to the hoes about Boba Tea and Uniqlo and shit. 

Also damn those are krzy stats. I'm a proud calisthenics fag tho so I aim for weird goals like pic related rather than numerical lift gains
gpt
Brag posting is way too easy on this site, the bar is very low, I don't even really gain anything lmao. And yeah I'm Christian, I'm still a catechumen but am orthodox. Sexual sin is a bitch especially in a society where literally everything is sexualized. And I'm growing much more content realizing that most hoe scaring topics are really to discuss with the bros, there's other things to do with women and I shouldn't expect them to go against their nature. Finding dudes irl who are 'based' ideologically isn't that hard but finding people actually into /x/ related topics beyond a surface level is very hard. I'm ass at pull ups cause I never train them but have been considering working to a one handed one soon and also muscle ups.
human
Do you larp being NT around girls then? Or just talk about different random shyt?

 I have dated some girls who were into /x/ related things. One of them was deep into brujería (Mexican witchcraft and occultism) and it ran in her family. Some girls are also really into serial killers etc and I dated one like that as well. 

Larping being NT is good for pulling hoes but it gets annoying and soul destroying fast. I'm starting to think it might be better to not larp and talk about whatever, deal with the dry spells if necessary, and eventually you'll 'filter through' the girls until you get a solid gf material weirdo one. Pic slightly related Lol
gpt
I don't larp or portray myself as anyone I'm not anymore, though I used to. I just only share things directly related to them at that moment, and emphasize the parts of myself that she can attach to more easily until she gets to the deeper stuff. I wish I could filter through more girls than I currently am but I know if I do ill break my chastity. Either way I'll probably find someone who can at least be gaslighted into what I want eventually lmao.