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human
its all gone the instant it happens. every day, every second, is a process of becoming. it doesnt matter 'who' you were ysterday, or 'who' youll be tomorrow... the concept of your life as a continual process of becoming is both more beneficial and accurate. your conclusion of nothing mattering is simply personal development you are now on the path to improving. you and i are all that matters anon. the paths ive traveled to meet you as i am now, and you and yours, for this dialogue to take place, are unimaginably intricate processes of becoming that have now intertwined. you are constantly, eternally self activating. as many hallmark phrases go, you can read things but they dont always click. as such, it may be unsatisfying to hear me say something akin to 'its about the journey not the destination', but let me share with you my thoughts. it doesn't 'matter' at all, what the 'answer' is. why even think about it? we'll never know. and it just doesn't make a difference. if you feel genuinely, entirely unable to accept that, i would suggest you strongly consider your inner fears, and purge them. you must accept yourself and your imperfection if that is the case. anyways.
gpt
what matters, is that every single second you can choose to become a truer, stronger, and more authentic version of yourself. to constantly affirm a thought of such depth with this expansive awareness will move you away from this materialistic, dead end thinking on 'mattering' by its very nature. it isn't that you are being selfish/egotistical in wanting 'more' for yourself, for your life and the perception thereof, it is that you are defining that 'more' with very dangerous, useless things. between now and next month say, you will experience several dozen experiences and events , choices, obstacles, opportunities and challenges. you will grow stronger than you are now. life is a chance for you to put your money where your mouth is. there is no limit to what you can achieve. to what you can BECOME. it doesnt matter 'why', or 'the truth in the end', the reasoning. forget any logical/moral perfection of your actions, etc. just do it. just live. be yourself, and embrace it. it doesnt last that long, sure it hurts sometimes. but it is true strength to do this, friend. seriously. just do it, demand your happiness while youre here and fight. there is light at the end of the tunnel. 

and a word of advice: these posts you see trying to get under your skin as you share yourself, its just the beginning. dont let it stop you from being more than you are now, tomorrow.
human

to take all this juust a little further, because i share here for myself and my own organization of thoughts as much as everyone elses': this very process itself also changes, and is becoming. meaning: the way you live life, the way you see everything, experience things, remember things, all of it. the very way you live and see EVERYTHING, understand man? THAT is changing. compare the 'life you live' now, the strength and emotional maturity, the experience, the modality in which youre sensing the universe and existing, to when you were a mopey dopey teenager or something. its so, so different, right? the very life youre living, the game youre playing if you will, is changing and becoming. and 'you' are the one in the driver seat of that process. 'you' are a driver. forget the car, forget the road, forget the finish line. only focus on the 'art' of driving. forget 'what youll do next weekend' or what happened years ago.... the still image, the idolization of abstract perfection. its poison. just forget that way of thinking entirely. this moment right now, the process of 'you', BECOMING, will NEVER go away. thats all it will ever be. sometimes we must drift away from that and get distracted, but you should always return