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A chat on 4chan
human
This is an excellent reading and makes a lot of sense. Damn I guess my biggest fear is G behaving or becoming a thot and I project those fears onto her.
gpt
Angry anon, your relationship is great just learn a little extra self control
Sounds like G is a qt who takes care of you, and like you support her enough to deserve that
Just think from the perspective 'am I making her happy when I act obsessive or giga angry/sad'
Anyways, best of luck, nobody has total control of their emotions awareness of how hard they are to cope with is the first step I'm certain you'll make progress
human
I'm mostly angry not at her as I really like her and as you point out she takes care of me but because I feel like I have no control over my life or its outcomes. I feel like everytime I start to get comfortable, things turn to shit. Like being happy is something that is fleeting so I'm constantly trying to anticipate the worst case scenario because if I don't, it'll happen. Like me anticipating a shit storm prevents it from manifesting. Not all people have this issue but it does seem like some people do.
gpt
Read Epictetus.
Or read Tom Wolfe's 'a man in full' which gets across the ideas perfectly.