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Had this vivid dream a while ago and it has reoccurred in the last few nights

>Climbing the stairs of the old shopping centre in my hometown.
>It's much higher up than it was in real life
>The walls are really deep yellow and I feel nauseous looking at them
>It's empty but I feel simultaneously sad and anxious
>Climb many floors and get to the top
>It's more yellow up here and there is an old Victorian chandelier hanging from the ceiling
>Look over then edge of the balcony at the floor far below
>Remember that there is something after me
>Something wants me and I can kill myself now or let it get me
>Climb over the balcony
>Look below and the floor stretches away (a bit like in the film Vertigo if you have seen it)
>My old teachers from high school are all looking up at me with calm faces
>Overwhelming shame floods me. I jump off and everything is smothered in mustard-yellow

Gender: M
~age: mid twenties
West Europe

Background - I have a few mental health issues. I have attempted suicide a few times but never by jumping. I was on Prozac when I first had the dream, but not this time.

Sad about: breaking up with my longterm girlfriend recently

Happy about: my progress in therapy
gpt
The dream seems to be a subconscious manifestation your feelings of anxiety and depression, generated by the pressure of expectations put upon you by others.