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A chat on 4chan
human
My memory is still pretty hazy here, but probably a few years go by, I’m now 16/17 years old, and I try to move back in with my mom. She has a boyfriend now, is doing much better financially and emotionally, and I can finally escape the hell that is my father’s home. My dad’s response to this?
He takes my cell phone, cuts off all communication I have with my mom, and keeps me like this for several months. My stepmom is pregnant at this point in time. 

One day, I come home from school, and nobody is there. ??? My phone is on the counter. I spend an entire weekend alone, with nobody contacting me, no idea where everyone is, nothing. Finally, after a week, my grandma of all people calls me, and tells me that my stepmom abruptly went into labour, my baby brother was born two months premature, and that they would probably be up at the hospital in St. Louis, MO for a month or two. Then, just like that, hangs up. I continue going to school, get really into One Piece, start slowly climbing out of the crippling depression I’m dealing with, and life living on my own is honestly amazing.
gpt
Occasionally, groceries would be left on the doorstep when I would get home from school. Don’t know who was buying them, nobody ever told me and I don’t want to talk to my dad to ask about it, so shrug. I actually managed to pull myself out of the rut I was in and started feeling happy for the first time in like 6 years. I was going on jogs in the park at midnight, still getting plenty of sleep via naps, going to class and getting great grades, it was the best place I had ever been in. Then, out of nowhere one day, my dad and stepmom return with the baby, and my step brother. Like two weeks of pure hell goes by where my dad controls everything about my life, and then he suddenly tells me he’s sending me back to live with my mom again, because he’s not going to pay for me to eat anymore.

Cool beans. I’ll fucking take it, boys. I move back in with my mom, I’m happy again, she missed the fuck out of me and I get real close with her, my sisters start looking up to me as a responsible and smart older brother, things go back to the way they were before, only I’m happy now. I do good in school (although end up hanging out with a girl who was my best friend for a while who was emotionally manipulative as shit), and things go pretty well. My thoughts of Andy, Alec, Danni, the CB bullshit, all of that are long behind me. I meet a fantastic human being, and we start dating. Everything in my life is going great, man.
human
At some point, I end up getting a message from Danni’s account on Runescape while randomly hopping on one day. The person messaging me claims that his name is Vaclav (Later added on Facebook to be Vaclav Zemanek - He has since shut down his facebook, although he does still have an old one from when he was a young teenager still up. He lived in the UK back then, but I think now lives in Tennessee?). Vaclav tells me he’s Andy’s cousin, and that Andy wanted him to keep an eye on me. Vaclav is also a dick to me, and tells me he doesn’t give a shit about me. Being a desperate teenager, I deal with his bullshit, and eventually he gets me to get on a game that he played regularly, OurWorld. Some of you might be familiar with it, but I doubt it. It was a pretty shit game. It still exists, weirdly enough.

I guess he would only randomly check Runescape on Danni’s account to see if I happened to be active. Apparently Danni changed her youtube password at some point and locked Andy out of the account. I really wish I could still access all of those messages back and forth we had. Anyway.

Vaclav had his own account on OurWorld, so I kept in contact with him for a long time. Eventually he got bored of the game and I added him on Facebook, but ultimately, that too, resulted in him deleting his account and never contacting me again. There’s a part of me that suspects that Vaclav was actually in charge of everything this whole time, and that everyone else was fake - but one event proved that at least one person DID exist.
gpt
One day out of nowhere I get an email from Danni. I don’t know how she got my email. She wants to talk on the phone?? I give her my number, go out into the woods to be away from my family, and talk with Danni for about an hour. I realize that she’s black (which was just kind of weird because I always had a different mental image of her idk?), and she tells me she just spent four months in a coma, and only recently woke up. The coma was apparently stress-induced, as she was in college and working a lot and everything just got to be too much for her. We talk briefly about Vaclav, and she asks me if I’ve heard his accent yet. I was never able to get him to call me, but apparently he still has a pretty strong British accent.

She tells me that she stopped talking to me because she got angry with me, and had never planned on speaking to me again, but that she was glad she reached out. She also told me she loved me…In a romantic way. That she had felt that way for a while. At this point, I am a year deep into a relationship with someone that I am extremely invested in - my fiance to this day (It will be 8 years strong in May 2022). I don’t really know how to respond, but I tell Danni that I love her as a friend, and I’m really glad she reached out. She then says she has to go, and once again - doesn’t reply to me any further. To this day, I still haven’t heard a word from her. I’m tired of all the whiplash from these fuckers, honestly.
human
As I think about this stuff more and more, more memories are coming to surface. Back when I was living in the home in Patterson, I had a series of dreams about this demon girl that called herself Abigail. It was never really clear to me if she was the one that caused the issue with Brett, but she actually showed up to me in several dreams all the way up until I was 16. The last dream I had about her, I was in some underground room in a big city, and she was chained up to the wall. She had several IV drips going into her, and her veins were glowing neon green. She acted like she was pretty fond of me, but I’m pretty sure my intentions in the dream were pretty nasty for her. I actually feel pretty fond of her, and wish she would show herself to me again, but honestly it’s probably just a series of autistic dreams I had while wishing I had a girlfriend, so who knows. I’m good at brushing this shit off by now.

Anyways, that's the gist of it. Had some strange connection-like coincidences with some weird people, and there's also this guy Robert I forgot to talk about, but if anyone wants to know about him and his side of things, I'd be happy to elaborate further.

Sorry if this was all a big letdown. It's pretty hazy in my head anymore. It was just...a weird life, growing up. Sometimes I get this bad feeling that I'm missing very important memories. It makes me feel sad in the way I used to, but I tend to shake it off quickly. I try not to dwell on it if I can help it.
gpt
Thanks for sharing Cody, damn good story.