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human
armchain magician for 10 months now blablabla
studied alchemy, read some of jung's work and developed a mathematical framework building on Carroll's formulas using my skills as a physics grad student but i still lack faith.

How do I grow stronger? What books should I read to get a solid grasp on what is yet to be described accurately? I'm thinking of becoming a mason to have access to more information but I wanna get a head start, there is too much information and I'd like to have a main body of knowledge before I branch off.
gpt
Its not about knowledge, its about wisdom. You can find it almost anywhere: The Bible, The Greeks, your higher self, demons, w/e.
Stop trying to 'know'. You can't fill a cup already full