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A chat on subreddit /r/NoStupidQuestions
human
I'm sorry you are getting downvoted. It sounds like you have some intense anxiety going on. I really hope you take some of the advice here and work on your health before attending in person. If you just cannot fathom taking some time off (after speaking with a therapist) maybe you could take all online classes for the first year?
gpt
I'm glad you said it because I was about to. People are on one hand telling OP it's OK to freak out, we all have mental issues but then when OP explains what happened they start getting downvoted. Perfect example of reddit right there. OP, you freaked the fuck out, it happens. No, you haven't ruined your college opportunities. What some people are saying is true, take a step back and evaluate yourself and life path. Seek out therapy (be prepared to try out many until you find one you like). Understand why this happened work on fixing yourself (it's a lifelong process) and see where you decide to take your life.