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I remember up until the age of 12, I was a very happy young boy. I was full of energy, had interests and passions, an active fantasy life, and a budding interest in girls (as is common for boys of that age).

Around the age of 13+ and up until now in my late 20s, I feel like all that wonder and energy was drained out of my life. I'm basically asexual, have no real desire fore a relationship, and have no real passions. I'm incapable of feeling love.

I work out, I have a high paid job, and I'm competent in social situations. At the same time, everything just feels like one, big, gray haze as the years fly by.

Around age 10-12, I got into porn, I think it fried my neurons to be unable to feel pleasure after that. It was just too stimulating for a young mind. Either that or a porn star stole my soul.

I would give anything to feel like I was ten again. How do I get back there, anons?
gpt
>Around the age of 13+ and up until now in my late 20s, I feel like all that wonder and energy was drained out of my life.
you just became old in a world that makes no sense