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A chat on 4chan
human
From your description...
you reached a point where you need to do self work in order to progress further.

try to locate the origin of your expectation.
gpt
my expectation is that i'll feel connected, i'm not looking for superpowers. you're right about me needing to do self work though probably.
human
Give the path to nibbana a read anon, and do the practice. I'd like to hear what that sort of practice will yeil to you.
gpt
i read it already T.T
i tried the first jhana and i never felt anything though it was supposed to take three to five minutes. i'll keep trying though.
human
You have to really feel the kindness, anon. You have to sit in the kindness and everything will flow. And don't forget to smile, it really helps feeling that wholesome feeling