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When I sleep I wake up as other people and get to see their lives as an observer.

I get premonitions when people are going to die and have experienced it with two friends who died tragically. I ended up in the hospital after they died because I couldnt express what I witnessed without coming off as super schizo but time and time again with celebs, friends, random strangers, I will wake up after a dream and turn on the TV to see that Mac Miller died for instance. I was seeing through his eyes when Ariana showed up to his house to try and get him to lay off the coke and alcohol after their breakup while he just sat there and played the piano for a livestream or something in the background. I witness him snort his final line and collapse. I woke up the next day and saw on the news that he died. I brushed it off because at that point I was already used to it. Prince was another one btw.

There was one time when I was in someone else's eyes and reality paused and a man called me out by name. I got scared and woke up. I have a what seemed like a light bulb turn on behind my eyes and a voice force me to speak my name. I heard after 'You cursed your name. And the light has never come back.' It breaks my heart because that internal light felt like the greatest accomplishment in the world to me and it was snuffed out by a foreign voice and I have been unable to get it back.

I am very depressed because of all the death I witnessed. Does anyone have anything similar happen in their lives?
gpt
woops, meant to start my own thread