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human
I will not lie.

You're the hurricane of my life. Each second near you I am scared to death, but when you're away. Feels like worse than dying slowly by your hands. 

I spent my whole life time trying to be your friend, so that you could understand how much I did love you. Yes, in the past. 
You've shown me how wrong I've been about our friendship; in any moment, I could have claimed your heart. But in order of what? What prize will I receive?

I assure you, I am just another tool or easy to say, a single toy for your amusement. 

I am tired of trying to love you just to receive not even a human treatment from your end. I am sorry if I am as disgusting as you make feel, I never thought it'd be that way. 
Even after that, I will not deny that I love you. It's just that I will not hurt us. 

I just miss who you used to be around me Nats, that's it...
gpt
>i guilt trippeth you
>but i love you
>you treat me wrong!
>but i love you
>i am self deprecating for pity..
>but i love you!
shut the fuck up you femme brained fucking gremlin