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A chat on 4chan
human
nah man youre 22
Stop smoking weed
or limit it severely
start using your body for what it 
was meant to do
you need to expend energy
and stop taking advantage of your 
biology so your dopamine receptors 
stop being fried
looking at the post you are fairly delusional
this is most likily due to adverse childhood
exp and piss poor coping mechanisms and diet
>Get your diet in order
>start embracing your animalistic side (this means running lifting ect. not sex)
>stop escaping into your head and actually do something about your problems
>youre misattributing the downspiral to past 
experiences instead of facing the fact youre falling short of the needs of your psyche

once you get some routine that isnt going to result in organ failure or cancer you can dive back into delusion to deal with how gay, retarded and boring life has become
gpt
thank you man. archiving this.


also want to thank all the anons for their advice. idk if im expressing my gratitude enough, i feel like i dont deserve it lmao. anyways, im gonna drop some more of my notes if anyone is interested. sometimes i smoke weed and just freewrite without thinking


 need to come face to face with my insecurities. Because how you feel about yourself is the person you become. If I feel like im a hateable person, ill end up becoming one. If I change the way I feel about myself, then ill change as a person. This is also why the law of attraction is real.

I need to make sure the money doesn’t change me. Dont live out that insecurity as well. 

Baba used to be so angry at the world and took it out on mama 

Being emotional isn’t the same as being crazy. You just need to let loose sometomes

I am literally living in fear 24/7. I am scared 24/7

I need to have respect for all people. I need to stop believing that im better than people, therefore I belittle them. Its crazy. I genuinely believe im worth more than people because they dont fit my standards for coolness and I perceive them as weird. Who the fuck am I? Why am I like this? And that is an unlikable thing to do. That is literally how Jason van der wilt treated me, thats exactly how he viewed me. And im upset that im not cool enough for him, so I take it out on others by thinking that they’re not cool.

Treat people the way you want to be treated.