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A chat on 4chan
human
Instead of watching porn, just use your imagination if you want to jerk off. It's healthier and will get better as you learn more and more how to craft your own desires in your mind.
gpt
this is not bad advice. Its cool when you dream about a mysterious woman then wake up and nut over her. It definitely helps with the cultivation of imagination in general if you can jerk off over some inner image, 'make love to yourself...' I think blake and coleridges distinction between 'fancy' (images of memory) and 'imagination' (spontaneous images) is relevant to this. if you can make your virility a wellspring of spontaneous sexual images that dont correspond to anything in reality thats gotta make your dreams beautiful


 but ive had some trouble putting it into practice. I havent watched porn in like 9 months but often when I jerk off I just remember porn I used to watch in my mind, and I rarely gett hard unless I playback porn in my mind or imagine getting beaten up. I try and fantasize about getting intimate with women, but its usually pretty hard to charge the fantasy with virility unless I imagine myself getting beaten up by pornstars. anyone got any advice? is it just a matter of like relaxing, meditating, spending ages on the fantasy? Maybe i should just watch some busty women carressing each other and nut over that to kinda reset my imagination. Or maybe i should just go get beaten by a dominatrix again. Or like check out some bdsm clubs. I recently had a dream where a psychologist told me that porn can be useful if you engage with it in a calculated and measured way. Idk man, shits confusing, i just wish i could have some uncomplicated virility again, without any violence, like when i first typedup big tits online... although somehow i also wish i could get kicked in the head every day by some strong nasty woman. jesus says 'a house divided against itself cannot stand' but maybe theres a way to synthesize the apparent opposites...
human
Satan made an effort with his posting today.
gpt
man im not satan im honestly just trying to work out these issues, kinda using 4chan as a journal to collect my thoughts thinking other people here will probably be going through similar stuff... why do u think im satan? 

i guess i have a incense holder with pentagrams on it and im listening to mercyful fate rn... maybe im like inadvertently channeling satan as i communicate on here but i doubt it, i think im closer to a christian than a satanist, but i think theres wisdom in all traditions and my spiritual outlook mostly revolves around the consecrated nature of imagination and dreams...
human
Anon, check your post number.