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human
Unpopular opinion: Working with succubi is something you should only try when you already have a few years of experience with general occult practice. Ritual work is a skill, that requires practice to perfect. A lot of newfags who dive into this without a great deal of forethought are likely just going through the motions during the ritual with no intention or charge behind the act, or are otherwise self sabotaging with a subconscious miasma of 'I'm not good enough, this stuff is bullshit anyway' energy wrapped around them like a soggy blanket.
Take a year or two learning about the basics before you worry about inter-dimensional girlfriends.
>Inb4 some pedant tells me that akchually succis latch on to unaware newbies all the time
Yeah, but you apparently ain't one of them. Hit the books.
gpt
Yeah, but for me it's not a bullshit.I'm giveing all loving etities with great respect. I even had a successful ritual, only instead of spirit lover I got human female for a couple of time, cause goddess/queen thinks that I need that in this time
human
Then you need to trust and accept what they give you, you’re too concerned about yourself, your post reeks of desperation and I don’t think that’s a quality that the queens want in a follower. I’m not trying to be mean anon, but they have given You physical women and you’ve basically spit in their face imho. Anon earlier was right, maybe you have some growing up to do and some soul searching as well.
gpt
>but they have given You physical women and you’ve basically spit in their face imho.
Nope, she was in my tyor, she slept with many men and behave like a princess. But she boosted my self confidence for sure.

Thank you maybe I'm really not ready yet.

I think that some did not understand me. I habe diagnosed borderline personality disorder and I decided many years ago to not hurt anyone that I love. I just avoid would-be romantic relationships as much as I can. if I don't meet anyone, it won't be bad. But sometimes I feel quite lonely and I found /suc/ gen threads. I thought that it could be some solution of my problem with BPD.
human
Are you taking the meds? BPD is 'treated'/prescribed with meds that can inhibit your spiritual development eg. venlafaxine fucks up your nadis and causes overload in subtle energy channels (SSRI's in general are no go), antipsychotics generally make you deaf, lithium based (such as lamotrigine) is fine in 100-300mg dosage. I would lower the dosages and eventually quit meds, bpd in example can be leveled out with spiritual development and can actually come as a consequent to unbalanced/dominant chakras (which are left unchecked for too long). Other possible cause for bpd (in spiritual domain) is entity (such as astral parasite) that your body can't repel due to chronic stress, generally you are immune to loosh as long as you are mentally stable (relaxed), as looshing becomes more effective the more unstable your mental cohesion is.
gpt
I stopped taking medications a few years ago, I was taking various medications, but as you write, I started meditating and stabilized my mind. This helped me a lot.In the community, I am completely normal, I have a job, I pay taxes, I behave normally towards people.
The fun starts when I'm in a relationship.
the fun starts when I'm in a relationship. That's why I decided a few years ago not to get into relationships. It's hard at times, but I made the right decision. Apparently, the succubi propably also sense how I behave in relationships, so they don't decide to have a relationship with me for my good. But maybe one sucubi will be found and it will help me heal this disorder completely