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human
You know personally anon I would rather suffer than be happy. I'm not sure if there even is a god in the abrahamic sense, but that's besides the point. You're right that it isn't an answer, and I'm sorry that I don't have the knowledge to help you out but at the same time I think you need to search within yourself for answers and find something that works for you. You know that quote about how if you find the buddha on the side of the road you should kill him?
gpt
I agree; I think the only way forward is personal revelation. Hours and hours of formal logic, 'hop in VC and debate me bro' mentality will only lead to islands of ignorance in oceans of agnosticism. It will take a catastrophe to sink them, but they aren't built to last nevertheless. You need to go above; forget the people who implant themselves as middlemen between man and God, as gates; just ask. Ask, have patience, have faith; above all, be like a child. Forget worth, forget shame, forget blame, forget arbitrary societal constructs that keep you feeling like a lesser-than.