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I'm sorry that happened to you anon. I knew a girl a couple years ago who told me she was experiencing dissociation and I didn't really appreciate how serious it was at the time. People don't understand trauma until it happens to them. I recommend looking into MDMA, I tried it for the first time a couple weeks ago after reading about MDMA-assisted psychotherapy and it really helps with processing trauma
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thanks. But I don't have access to any drugs other than nicotine supplements, which I take very little of but it has helped as a mood stabiliser with my slight bipolar tendencies, not diagnosed or anything. 
I did weed once and it totally fixed my minor alcohol addiction somehow? (got wicked drunk like once every week which people think is normal but for me it was to escape trauma) Totally lost interest in alcohol after trying weed but I had such a bad trip on it so I did not take it again. 

Well those words came to me many years before learning about tre. But yes it's amazing and cleansing. 

Not really, you get into a specific position and place total trust in your body and it begins to shake where it stores trauma. I thought it was some pseudo-science but if you look it up animals do this in the wild.