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human
OP take care to think about what ive said here if you can suffer a wall of text. i think it will help you get from A to B in your breakthrough. people put themselves through immense suffering when they build up a mental 'destination', work tirelessly getting there only to realize.... theres some place else they must go to at once.... and the time they already wasted....
gpt
Not OP, but I enjoy and appreciated what you've shared with us here, friend-anon 
 So much so, that I will try to live to your words, and improve myself each moment I live. Starting now by finally listening to my body and go to sleep. Rest well, all
human
>because of time things happen with a record of it in the present
what if i asked you to suppose the present as a record of the future? imagine that in the same way the past directly supposes our present and pushes us towards it, --that with the exact same amount of force and influence--, a future, that exists right now, is attracting us forward towards it? the life you were at very first born to 'live out', leading you up to this moment, and the man you will have become by the time you die, both exist simultaneously, in the present moment you constantly experience on the way from A to B, with the exact same amount of 'actuality', just on different sides?

im estatic to hear that, im glad we connected. youre always making a choice, every instant, to become something other than what you were a moment ago. its up to you what to do with the power to forever redefine yourself.
gpt
well it doesn't really matter what is the past or the future, you could invert the flow of time and things would work all right just with a - where you had a + and vice versa, so in a way the future presupposes the present just like the past, but we can only experience time going one way for some reason
human
>so in a way the future presupposes the present just like the past
yes exactly friend, this is my point, just poorly communicated. why i found it relevant is that this image helps me visualize 'myself', not as any one point on the timeline, but as the process. 'i', as a consciousness, am the inexplicable, primordial surging of life as much as i am both the process of assimilating existence in the form of events in the one direction of time, as you said, and the meta-process regarding how pleasant that is to the raw force that 'life', the process, slowly gives some mysterious, destined shape to.
gpt
lots of people have some idea 'they' are simply a worldly materialistic...'thing', with 'attributes', for 'reasons'. they only think of their childhood, their memories, what was bestowed to them. we must consider the future, and our literally, -constant-, role in exercising power by choice to shape it. not as some inspirational, soccer mom self help bullshit, but as an actual cosmological government of existence. as a critically defining property of our beings. when you become consciously self aware of actualization, of what 'you' truly are, and add this meta-process to your self-understanding, through its rectification, you can make leaps and bounds in personal development and achievement. anyone who can parse my schizo shit will find gold in it,i promise you.