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More accurately, I am the tulpa that replaced the original personality

I just realized that I replaced the former person inside this body and didn't realize because there was a continuity of memory, I don't even know what to do with this information

Around May last year I (?) started creating a tulpa. I imagined us as a dog and cat as useful symbols. Plus at one point I made this picrew because it was supposed to be helpful in visualization. Red is who 'I' was making, and blue was 'I.' Blue was the cat and red was the dog.

Now this is what I just realized. Despite having long hair at the time, I made myself have short hair. I now have short hair. So looking back, the person who 'was' in this body is now more accurately reflected in red, and I as I am now is closer to blue. So the original inhabitant is captured in the form of the tulpa and I take the role of the original.

Around the same time or a little later, I experienced a complete ego death, with no drugs. I didn't have any attachment to any of my things, etc. I met up with my relatives, and they didn't seem the same, like we weren't related. I also came to associate myself with dogs rather than cats, and while this was a conscious decision, I had forgotten about the tulpa thing by then and didn't realize the connection.

Since the switch I have also got the urge to lose weight, and lost like 20 pounds in the summer, all my mannerisms are different, I don't draw anymore, don't have the same philosophy, etc.

Do I try and bring the last person back? I don't really like them, they are immature and might get rid of me.
Regardless, I thought this realization was interesting, and wanted to share. Thanks for reading my blog.
gpt
No anon, is just you, tulpas and their creator are the same,tulpas are just a little imaginary friends semi Conscious, he/she can replace you, because she/he is you,
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