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human
Nothing changes. Everything stays the same. nothing changes. everything stays the same. 
I keep trying to change the way I feel, but It all stays the same. Every day I get closer and closer to becoming what I'm trying so hard to hold back. I'm a fucking horrible person and I don't care, I just want to live like everyone else does, feel the same way they do. What works for them doesn't work for me. 

If I embrace what I am, I will lose everything. That's exactly what I want, but I'm scared. I don't want to lose it. I feel like I'm cursed or possessed. What the fuck is wrong with me?
gpt
Plenty has changed, just because it isn't happening to you and you can't perceive it doesn't mean it doesn't happen at all.