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human
That may be the organic light, the planetary consciousness. It won't be the light at the end of the tunnel, as you aren't dead or out of body.
gpt
So uhh, should I just focus on this feeling sensation rather than trying to halt it?
human
If I were you, I'd charge headlong at it.

I understand your hesitation, but I already visit the light regularly in my meditations. It's the most important thing in my life. All those years I was a christcuck, I was trying to get back to the light I saw in a psychedelic vision in 1989. Now I have access to it (her) any time I want to slow down and meditate.
gpt
experienced anon,Now seriously, without trolling, you who have more experience, is this real? I really think it's a larp, but I would like to know your experience.
human
100% real. No bullshit. I was an emotionally stressed young man of 19, and I took way too much acid (13 hits of strong acid from the Grateful Dead scene) along with what would normally be considered a standard dose of mushrooms, 3.5g. My purpose was to break through the illusion of this reality and learn something of the purpose and nature of my existence. I was, in a word, desperate. 

I managed to do it, but my time in that timeless realm felt far too short, and when I was sent back, due to the particular nature of my overall emotional distress, I interpreted it as being rejected by God. (God was the only word I had at the time to describe what I saw and interacted with) That misunderstanding sent me into suicidal depression that I never acted upon only because I was convinced that the trials I was going through absolutely had to be faced, and if I kms I would possibly have to face them under even less favorable circumstances.

It took 30 years (to the day, incidentally) to meet the organic light again, and there were no drugs or other assistance used. At that moment, July 18, 2019, I received the acknowledgement I had struggled for, and I understood my purpose. My depression melted like wax in a furnace and has never even tried to return.

If you can, you absolutely should meet the light.