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A chat on 4chan
human
Well, I really hate to do this in the open but it's not like anyone knows who I am and it's not like I care anyway. This is it everyone, I was an absolute retard to think it would be fine to get comfortable enough to lurk and post again thinking I could be a rational and mature adult.

The truth is I have too many traumas from my childhood, my love life, my very brief military career in the third world and a lot of other things in between that makes it hard to keep a normal relationship with everyone online and offline.

I take the full blame of everything that happened. I knew what was better from the very start and I dared to have the childish hope that some faceless stranger over the internet would really be interested in me in any way whatsoever.

Sorry for the rant and the walltexts. Enjoy the good things in life and I really wish everyone can find happiness and bliss, that's for everyone.
gpt
You are fucking good man you survive shit FIGHT ONWARD