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I was there. Right there. She left and i endured a heart attack, the loss of my father, the crippling of my arm, i was a guitar player. In the meantime i learned how to write poetry that some people love. I got angrier, then sad and sadder. I gave up. I gave up myself, and one of these days, i would just throw myself out of the window, head first. because why not? So since i was up for anything, people called me to participate in a political thing that i would never thought to do in the past. And i said yes. I met a fattie and thought, i going to fuck the shit of this chubby bitch. 5 years later, i am a different person, she is a different person. The past is so behind i can hardly see it. And that woman is a new love i would never suspect to exist. We changed each other into better persons that i never thought i could be. So, i am not saying to you, that love will come. Just endure and see what else life brings. If your time is up then its up, but until then. Just look around man. People surprise you in terrible and beautiful ways.
gpt
Thank you so much for sharing that, anon. I know the best thing to do during those moments is to just hold on, and your story will help me to think about when I get sent there.