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>friend ODs on fent before it was cool
>at his funeral druggie degenerate friends say dumb stories about him
>feel irritated as fuck
>the kid was actually brilliant and loved chemistry
>feel urge to go talk about a time we stayed up all night in a La Quinta in talking about science and physics and Terrence McKenna type shit
>dont stand up to speak
>feel regret
>the lights in the funeral parlor start to flicker
>get a feeling my dead friend would be pissed if he saw these retards speaking this way at his funeral knowing the circumstances of his death at 17 
>naturally we plan to throw a celebration of life type party afterwards where everyone will get drunk and do drugs
>before the party while im sitting alone in my car
>notice a place where the friend who died accidentally burned a hole with a cigarette in the roof lining
>start hysterically laughing for a good 2 minutes 
>“This is literally the mark he left on the world” I think to myself
>get this weird feeling like if he saw me, hed agree with me how bad he fucked up
>go to party
>despite being a total introvert who has been to one party in his life im having a lot of fun
>get too drunk
>throw up and feel very bad about dead friend
>cry while thinking about him as I vomit
>good bro soothes me
>party goes to other persons house
>my parents pick me up from there totally shitfaced and with vomit all over my shirt
>they lay me down in bed
>they are understanding given the circunstsances and dont harass me
>they close the door
>its around 3 AM
>so exhausted I am falling asleep almost immediately
>just feel grateful to be in my own bed
>suddenly I distinctly feel the sensation of a pat me on the back 3 times
>almost like a “its okay bro, youre good”
>look around
>no one in the room, door is closed
>feel a sense of peace, comfort and happiness
>drift off to sleep thinking “thank you and goodbye”

Couldve just been a drunken hallucination, but it felt very real and was an emotional experience
gpt
that's beautiful anon. you're a good friend