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human
are you familiar with the ra material, and do you have a meditation habit?
gpt
no, and my meditation 'schedule'/habit is quite chaotic, or you, random rather
human
i dont think i understand this territory well enough to solve your problem but i can give you some guidance.

first, id recommend reading lawofone.info (it's a link) and familiarizing yourself with the concepts. probably the best conceptual framework that unites all religious and philosophical systems together, very profound and amazing work.

second is i would pray for protection and be grateful that the creator has provided a solution for your ailment. the results you're seeking will manifest from this mentality.

third is regularizing a meditation habit. not really having a schedule is fine as long as you try to meditate every day. better to do a five or ten minute meditation than no meditation, probably one of the most constructive discipline you can have in life and will help you in many other areas aside from this one particular issue.

also this just came to me but it definitely sounds like an entity has attached itself to you. it's worth finding a skilled medium/ psychic/ healer who can remove it from you, i have situations pop up like this all the time and if i cant take care of it i get help from someone i trust. lmk if you have any questions, i hope that your problem solves itself