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human
When I meditate, it's normal for the following to happen
>getting spammed with lights
>extreme vibrations
>the fire/vibration in my spine being intensified
>seeing random things, or the things I'm visualizing bloom into full color for a minute
>feeling of my body moving when it's not, while visualizing moving around my room or something
>electric sensations, enough that almost hurt and make me jolt, in my spine and back just zapping me
>blankets move on their own
>I can direct energy anywhere in my body, and feel the areas above my crown chakra and below my root chakra
>When I bother to go deep enough, the vibrations get so intense and switch to a sensation of white hot flame, I've been worried I was going to dematerialize, or be sucked up into a portal
>Forebead between eyebrows vibrates and burns, feels like something is growing out of it sometimes, crown area has similar sensations, base of spine feels supercharged like I've got a dildo attached to an electric chair up my ass
gpt
That's a lot to deal with anon. It must make it quite difficult to maintain focus on the object of meditation?
human
Kind of yes, it gets so jolting sometimes I lose focus and snap out of the extreme bodylessness state. I know that's kind of contradictory sounding too

My meditation techniques were mostly just visualizing symbols like the squared circle, or locations and people, and mindfulness as well as visualizing energy in my body and the kundalini flames. The more immersed in visualizing I am the more the vibrations and other happenings like random visions seem to escalate. 

I'm energy sensitive enough now to get into a 'deep' state quickly, within moments, even though I'm lazy and not the most disciplined. It's just easy to get into a deeply vibrating state. 
Lately I try to do mindfulness and focus on being completely still.

Oh and for some reason weed or being really tired helps.
gpt
Do you think something might be out of wack from meditating on 'Kundalini flames?
human
No, I've tapped into something it seems, it all started when I got shaktipat'd 
The vibrations seem to be normal for me but I admit sometimes they almost hurt and it breaks my focus
gpt
It's not really my place to say however maybe you should look into reversing the shaktipat somehow. What you've got doesn't seem very beneficial to the path