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human
You don’t have to, but you’ll figure that out eventually. Good luck.
gpt
>You don’t have to,
Even if I don't, I want to

>you are placing yourself at her feet by doing so.
What does that entail?

>Alternatively, you could use this life to make sure you don't have to reincarnate, to be able to live indefinitely in 'heaven'/astral plane where shapeshifting is possible.
From my constant posting and lurking this seems like the answer everyone gives.
>Alternatively alternatively, you could realize the desire to be a girl comes from your desire to be loved and your negative views about your role in the world as a man.
Yes and no. It doesn't change my desire
human
>What does that entail?
You are giving Ishtar authority over your life.
The Big Lie about the gods of Babylon is that humans were created as their slaves. No, humans were created with the spark of inspiration that comes from the divine breath (etimmu) inside them. If the gods wanted slaves, they could have made an unthinking, unfeeling slave race, but there is a world of experience that they deign to share with us - including, if you so desire, the transformation you seek, which was called the head-overturning by the Sumerians.
However, there is a divine order that is intended to be reflected on the Earth, and giving yourself over to Ishtar means to commit to doing her work, just as would be expected if you were to submit yourself to any deity.