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human
there is peace. for sure. but that doesn't make the truth any less horrifying.
You can always take a holiday from hell, but you must always return to hell.
gpt
>but you must always return to hell.
Nah, I'm good
human
It might have been. You may be right.
It felt like there is no option though. and that everytime we die, we meet that original self again, merge with it, go mad and separate again. 

You see, the thing is that only thing that makes our viewpoint different is time. If there was no time, everything would happen at once and that is the first thing we do when we go back to the truth, we 'invent' time in order not to go mad from unbound infinity. And it is just this imaginary time that makes us separate. But yes, we can be not lonely together and I guess that there is no real going back until we all go back... but yet again - even if you substract infinite amount of separate selves from one infinite self, the one infinite self would still be infinite.

Infinity is just such a clusterfuck. Self reference is just such a paradox. It is all so weird and so difficult to talk about. I'm not really doing it justic with my transliteration.


I'm afraid that you have no say in that matter and after time, you will be so bored that infinity in hell would seem like an amazing idea just to kill some time.
gpt
The darkness is warm and pleasant, letting go of unhelpful stress and memories with a nice nap can be quite refreshing. Just because you've seen the truth doesn't mean you've seen more than a half at once; you go assuming it's the whole truth and you wind up imbalanced and spinning out of control. Relax, there is more to see that makes it all seem okay, then more terrifying things.
human
I kinda realize that. I have brought back with me only that part of the truth that my brain was able to comprehend.


it sounds like a massive resonance. it was like a huge and heavy barrel rolling up and down an U ramp. it was more felt than heard. but the voice was mine. there was also only a little to be actually seen - only a shape like red flame on black background and it all seemed like a reflection in between two mirrors.
gpt
even though we might be parts of a greater One, we're still parts and not wholes, whatever you are, i'm not
we might be from the same source, but i can reject 'your' part, i think that is the purpose of the 'split in many' thing
while i might also be part of that one, what i do here on earth is only me, i do not accept that the One acts through me without me knowing, it'll never do that because i'm part of that