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human
You keep thinking I'm male so....
gpt
oof
human
My bad I'm supposed to keep track of the multiple anonymous people (or you samefagging as all of them?) that didn't even read my actual posts.
So what's your point? She is happy with me, I have a question that you didn't even touch on, so all you're doing is coming up with some random shit you try to project on me because?? Because you feel insulted as a woman or what?

Are you mentally handicapped or what? I literally asked a pretty specific question because I'd like not to have my progress hampered by not being able to meditate as much as I'd like to while we're together, specifying what I do and what I don't.

Absolute kek there's no way you're not all the same person lmao. Another post from '''different person''' written in the same style in what, 3-4 minutes?
gpt
Nothing more cringe than when women (or men) immediately take the woman's side in a situation they know nothing about. Why is humanity like this?

That said, OP does sound like a fag.
human
To elaborate, maybe it's because I've been blessed with relative insulation from the world's suffering but I've never understood the idea that spiritual power comes from rejecting all connections to this realm. I've always felt like there's a strong interface between the two, and that it's the experiences you have here that count. 

That said, in your case I can relate to spending time with people for their sake more than my own.
gpt
fair enough glad you're enjoying it
whoever keeps coming here completely going over my actual points/questions and making up random assumptions about me and her is way more cringe though.

Kek another one. I'm doing uni work, checking this thread in the meantime. Also before you faggots came in this was a normal thread where I was talking to another anon regarding our similar experience plus being given advice by other well-meaning people. Or am I not allowed to discuss my relationship and esoteric solutions to its problems in a constructive manner on an anonymous basket-weaving forum?
>if you spend any time on leisure then you have no right to say you'd want more time/spend other time in a different way than you're spending it now
retard

yeah what the fuck 

I'm giga gay yeah.

Glad you understand my point of view, anon. My problem is simply that the dynamic we have between ourselves and the way we spend time together doesn't lend very well to me abiding by my usual schedule of multiple meditations a day, also she sometimes gets sad when I meditate instead of spending time with her and has explicitly expressed her fear of me meditating so as not to have to be with her. It's also not just meditation, I have wayy less time for everything because of the relationship so when it comes to it everything gets cramped together and I can't get in enough of any activity, it seems to me (which compounds as this realization always leaves me feeling powerless and sad, further setting me back). That's why I'm asking if there's something I can do to mitigate this, like the open-eye meditation and all-day mindfulness, which I've been trying my best to maintain as often as possible.