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A chat on 4chan
human
Living life as a placeholder for the environment/world around me. Drilled into my head that I have to be 'realistic' about what I expect, wish and hope for. Being told since early on that 'you can't just do that' and 'it's not that simple'. 'Atleast we can be thankful for all the things we have, let's put things into perspective' they said. Again and again I used to hit the same wall, still do many times. Is any of this stuff true though? Are we really these powerless little nobodies. 'Just a human being'? 
I don't really think so anymore. In fact I have come to realise that what was fed to me as reality and appropiate is nothing more than a sick joke people convice themselves to be true. Every thought which doesn't fit into that box gets instantly rejected. Human being constantly operating like they follow some script and shouldn't deviate too much from it. 'It's the New World Order taking it's form' 'Brainwashing, it's too effective' 'They're NPC/Automaton beings'. All a bunch of scripted rationalizations meant as a boogieman to ignore the gaps of reality itself. No I won't sleep anymore. Fuck you, you're not gonna pull me back.
gpt
I congratulate you OP and I wish you the best of luck in your endeavors 
know what you are seeking is possible for I have done it although it is not easy to do it is achievable if you deep dive and keep digging
human
Thanks a lot anon. Yes I indeed seek something much more than simple 'achievements'. I seek life itself. I reject living in the box prescribed reality, I reject complacency. There's no reason for a human being to exist without breaking through the gaps, the opposite is rejecting your own very being. Human beings are and will always be free. Even when our bodies are enslaved and degraded we still can keep our mind intact and clear as a beautiful morning sky. Being an 'extermist' in that regard is simply a sign of not lacking love. A person who doesn't lack love will never become a coward, will never run away or hide in a box. Because we love, we can truly exist and I obviously don't mean love in the religion or new age sense. Passion is good and it's a part of love, we hate sometimes because we can love. We don't have to remain chained to this binary prison, we have imagination and it's a powerful tool.
gpt
Anything is possible from your wildest dreams to your worst nightmares, the in-betweens and everything outside of your perspective

Roll dices with fate anon and see what comes
human
Great quote here. We have to take risks but even the risk itself is a reward.