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A chat on 4chan
human
idk what just happened but this seems like an adequate spot to leave my schizo ramblings
I feel as though I narrowly avoided the gaze of some terrifying, metaphysical evil. Like a freight train just whizzed past my head so hard I couldn't tell if it hit me or not. For reasons difficult to explain my head has been in the sand and my focus was on myself as this event was happening around me, I simply stayed true to myself and I hope to all that is holy that I have done the right thing.
I haven't dropped in on this board in years and have mostly stayed out of occult circles and this shook me so hard I prayed for the first time in as long as I remember, was shaking for what felt like an hour. I was raised christian but am agnostic in practice, shit reverted me hard for a second. Did I cause something terrible or did I thwart something terrible? Should I continue to interfere or did I already play my role and it is out of my hands? It's so hard to tell...
Anyway that's my TED talk, this bizarre part of my life is getting to my head I guess. All I can really do is observe.
gpt
take a nice poop and mull things over in the shower you'll feel better
human
I spent the better part of the day mulling it over and remembered how much I hate this slippery, wishy-washy spiritual bullshit to be completely honest with you, idk why I'm even here in a thread as schizo as this one. But either way it feels like I brushed right up against a terrible fate and didn't even see it coming, I hope I never feel anything like that ever again. It should stay gone whatever it was.