system
A chat on 4chan
human
Where is a good place to go homeless? The schizophrenic lords have deemed me irresponsible to the extent that they will not permit myself or the business I own to flourish. They want me to participate in a reality management program. I am dealing with some seriously dishonest schizo lords that are a threat to my life and I do not know how to handle this situation. I have prayed to God in earnest and sincerity but he really does not care, or at least he has not heard me or granted me what I know in my heart to be the solution for my problem.


The way I seek to go, and the career I have chosen to build a life around is continuously being denied, while serving as a source to implement complete destruction in multiple areas of my life.

I am on the east coast and being homeless may be a bit too much for me this winter, can anyone help me come up with a strategy to travel to a more tolerable environment so I can exist in this life despite the nefarious actions of the schizophrenia lords that apparently have control over my reality?

I am thinking somewhere out west, is there some hitchhiking resource I could use? What is a good area of the country to be homeless in? Really pretty lost here, and these schizo lords have not relented yet, and there “help” has served to consistently cause agitation, debilitation, and excessively unsafe conditions.
gpt
If you are Catholic or friendly with converting, go be a monk. Start with the Cistercians, be respectful and see if you can get involved in a retreat. You can call or email most monasteries. If you are a Theravada Buddhist or friendly to converting, you can go to a Theravada country and ordain immediately and some places you can stay a monk for as long or as short as you wish, temporary ordination. Becoming a monk isn't for everyone, but it is a real option, if you can shake the modern world and keep focus.
human
I mean I don’t think that’s exactly my style. I pursue those things in my free time and have frequently brought myself to meditate on the mountains alone during all of this turmoil. I seek to apply my intelligence and overall ability to succeed as a means to take care of myself and interact with the world from a position of high value and demanding responsibility.

The problem is, the schizo lords are legitimately not permitting me to flourish or succeed in the business I own, despite starting it after my old life was taken from me. They are providing alternatives and strong arming their way into my reality trying to drag me into their way, but my heart literally cannot do comply in that way. My heart has always been yielding and willing to listen, it is my natural inclination to seek learning and have an attentive ear. But because these schizo lords are destroying my life by disallowing me to succeed in my business, while trying to get me to succeed elsewhere, I perceive and experience it as being completely attack and am constantly living in a state of complete pain and debilitation as a result.

I have made errors, but with good effort I always received compliment for hard and good work. I have frequently been a cheerful giver and gave to many who arrived mysteriously, because that was my pleasure.

The only answer that will work in the long term is that I am able to succeed in the business I own, and then that I VOLUNTEER to participate, LISTEN, and give my heart to people, WHICH IS MY NATURAL STATE. But the schizophrenic lords are not permitting me to succeed and are trying to manage and control me, which has been extremely stressful because they interact way too much trying to beat me into compliance.

I’m not a danger to myself or anyone, but these entities are causing so much fucking harm and are consistently damaging me while portraying themselves as my help that it’s rendering me further and further useless.