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human
>recurring dream of familiar place
>feels like living another life
Something is stagnating in your life, just due to the themes and frequency in which you have them. Those dreams are like a report card/progress report.
gpt
damn thats fucked up? are you scared when you wake up? I ask because i used to have nightmares a lot and got perscribed prazosin and now i never have them. something to think about maybe.

thats actually very accurate actually i went through a bad bout of depression and stayed inside or years on end with only leaving to see my doctor. i do the same thing day in and out. Im getting better at it recently though.
human
>Id like ti have that one day if its not happening right now that is.
Eh, depends on what kind of dream that is. The lifelong dreams for me were nothing but trials of survival. If I die in that dream it starts over. Having a counter increment to 432 or even well past 6000 is mentally exhausting and not for people who are easily distressed. Those dreams have significantly improved proprioceptive and unconventional senses though; see without sight, hear without hearing, touch without touching, that sort of stuff.


>i do the same thing day in and out.
At this point you need to find something you enjoy and use that to open yourself up to the outside world, you're uncertain and wary of this outcome though. It will be formative for you in a better way so long as it isn't a degenerate or rejectable behavior. 4chan may be neet but it's not an easy set of behaviors to channel in a healthy way.

I also recommend exercise. Even if you're not so favorable to it, the human body responds extremely well to positive behaviors like that and it will help your mood. Keep a smile even if it does not make you happy, especially if you're tired.

With those themes of towns, your town will probably turn more vibrant and you'll find more things to do as you explore more of it, just as you explore more of the life within and outside of you. A common good end is that your town becomes happy (you have found comfort within the confines of your life) or you leave that town forever towards the open world (you have created a completely new life for yourself). Hell if I know which one is most probable for you.
gpt
Thanks for the advice anon Ill be sure to try them out. Ive been getting better about getting out of the house. My therapist has been a big help its nice to have someone to talk too.
human
Cool deal. Do well for yourself. It's the only thing you owe yourself.