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human
The subtle human body can be played like an instrument given the right circumstances. You have a 'hole' in your inner self allowing this to happen (a bit like the way an open port in a network can allow for malicious code to be executed by a foreign entity), why that is however most likely has to do with your reach being beyond your grasp; fucking with rites you don't fully understand allowing for incompleteness and a malleable state. Some basic routine consecration of your working area might do the trick, pick the incense that resonates with you the most and light some every now and again. Oils and a diffuser do the same thing if you don't want to clean up ash all the time.
gpt
ok,.. again, I fight against my own perceptions of this event, but,...

at one point I wondered if I got some sort of clinger on the sacral chakra. like thats whats actually getting stimulated but its spreading out to my prostate maybe?
human
>I wondered if I got some sort of clinger on the sacral chakra.
The good news is your unconscious is strong enough to pass the message along through your psyche.
I'll let you figure out the bad news yourself, there's nothing I can say that will change it.