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> a wound to chew on to throw you off the tracks
sounds very accurate.
guess i should try to trace my steps back and see what i was doing before she started texting me. i remember i was on a very extended period of nofap but im vague on the state of mind i had. all seems foggy now.

also, i am a supporter of individualized Christianity (anything non organized, catholic etc) but the KJV seems like it was heavily influenced by outside sources as well. also with my modern english i wont have a decent grasp on the massive amounts of allusion/metaphors that will all be lost on me. 

maybe im just making excuses because im lazy.
gpt
apologies. I got dostracted in my own thoughts. When you read the Kjv should you desore blessing and trurh then all you need to do is read as much as you are comfortable with. Read and just translate the words you dont know the meaning of alongside from an online dictionary. Thats what i did and it improved my english vocabulary. Anyways attacks by the devils are not uncommon and very frequent. You as well as everybody else will be attacked woth illness and other nastyness anyway. Might as well make it your other part of life to help your fellow man i to the light and break their darkness and their evil deeds