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human
>I think one of the main struggles in my life rn is lack of discipline. Will I overcome that by age?

That's not something that's really overcome at a particular time, that's more something that happens super subtly over the course of the entire life. However I would say that broadly if you work towards it and put your mind and will into making yourself a more disciplined individual, that could pay dividends for you around the time of your Saturn return in about five years. In fact I would actively recommend you to do this since if you don't this Saturn return could represent a time in which the consequences of lacking self-discipline may manifest with disastrous consequences.

>Also do you think my path is more towards material successes or making peace through the spiritual?

I am not in the business of telling people what to do in life. I am in the business of telling people what will happen to them based on what they're doing in life.

Now if I was to take off the astrologer's cap for a moment and advise you as one man to another, I would say a man like you has much to gain from contemplation and the spiritual side of life. Taking the time, effort, and resources to sit right within your soul and bury past grievances could spare you decades of resentment and heartbreak. Decades which a man like you could put to good use in what time remains.

>Can I find someone (lover or friends) who understands me?

Certainly. It's just that as a difficult person, you're always going to have problems getting along,even with those who understand you. That doesn't mean you have to be alone, it just means you need to moderate yourself to make sure you're not the one pushing people away. Even then, it will not always be in your control whether people drift toward you or away from you. When the later, you will have to take the initiative. For you, maintaining neutral in relationships will always take more effort than for others.
gpt
Thank you very much. Can I ask what will be the next few years for me like, broadly?
And for control, what was this current year for me like?
human
Looks like the current year is a 12th house profection year, thus activating Mercury as timelord. Now the natal Mercury is in a difficult spot, so I reckon the past year has been on the low side as far as years go. Still, there hasn't been anything particularly disastrous happening withe the outer planets, so I reckon it was fairly average.

As for the coming years, there will be some difficulty early next year, however there may be something good coming during your Jupiter return, since transiting Jupiter will go over your natal Jupiter placement in the sign of Pisces. Would keep an eye out for that one.

Now that I'm looking at it, Jupiter will be transiting over all your personal planets in the next few years, as well as your natal Saturn placement. Looks like the coming times will be pretty eventful. In fact now that I'm looking even closer, I see that the tail-end of this series of transits will coincide with your Saturn return. Auspicious? Ominous? the coming years will be punctuated by some of the most important events of the life. Looks like a period of idleness is coming to an end.
gpt
Well thank you, I feel like what you're saying definitely could be true but we'll see. And it is true that this year was difficult with a lot of changes, nontheless survivable. Lot of ties had been cut to 'cleanse' myself and start fresh, it's difficult but needed to improve. Anything else more particular?
human
Well I did just realize that you have ruler of the ascendant in the seventh house, so you're probably going to end up with someone much like yourself.

Something often seen with these placements is a desire to belong and a certain itching feeling to be in relationships with others, regardless of whether they be friends or lovers. Since the condition of this house is as I described in previous posts, and hosts a heavily aggravated Saturn, it's no surprise you feel the way you do about people. 

What I would say is that this is by no means the worst seventh house I've ever seen, and in fact it has a lot to be hopeful for, since Jupiter is giving a supportive trine to the ruler of this house and it also has a sign exchange with Venus, who is ruler of the ascendant.

I said before that the life partner would be a difficult woman, and I still think the same, but I feel you will be uniquely qualified to deal with her, and in fact your particular experience with the opposite sex makes the relationship described a much more bearable and sweet experience for the two of you. As someone whose seen the far ends of the spectrum of love in stars and in flesh, I'd say this is pretty well on the good side of things. Just remember to be careful not to burn yourself, because she will be hot to the touch like a good ares should be. A real maneater that one.
gpt
Thank you astrology anon.