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human
These first experiences were always with edibles, and they end up being reasonably positive. But after the first two consumptions, these luminous beings abandoned me and didn’t appear to me ever again. I honestly don’t know if they really abandoned me, or if I simply forgot how to find them, for they told me some important things at first contact, but I soon forgot most of them. One night I tried using a bong, and then I became even more obsessed, as the effects were much more faster and intenses. One night I had a bad experience after smoking. I really tought I had murdered my little brother. It was a rought night, and I was afraid of leaving my room to find him dead. Soon I was lefting the gym because I coldn’t wake up early anymore. I started having some troubles sleeping and get some anxiety episodes. The panic disorder I had in my early childhood started to showing up again. But somehow I kept using it, because everything was new and mostly a positive “vibe”. In deepth, I was just desperately trying to get back to that glacial place to find those beings again. But they never came back to me.
gpt
To describe all the experiences I’ve had (good and bad ones) would be impossible. There was a time when I started smoking it daily and it became part of my life. My brain is sensible to THC and all it takes is a little smoke to drive me crazy all day long. Cannabis being illegal where I live has also stopped me from trying CBD and other medical stuff. But there were strange and unexplained things in my life when I was using it. I once had a hallucination about the unclean spirits of the apocalypse and a living frog appeared starring at me in my room. I also had a selfie where my eyes turned gray and slitted like snake eyes when I was high. I predicted things in my dreams. Once there was this intrusive thought telling me I was a donkey slave to hell. The suicide and aggression commands became unbearable. Every time I tried not to use it, something horrible happened. The most I got was 30 days without smoking it last year. It was 30 days of intense depression and void. Shadow people have also become constants. I had aggression explosions and said horrible things to people. It was like something was tearing me apart from the inside. Depersonalization shit at the extreme level. There were feelings of shame and bad vibes of guilt. Also feelings of lust and void. And I find myself addicted to it when it was a bit too late.
human
In short, there were other inexplicable things, and other wrong things I did when I was high. Things I trully regret. Today I am 13 days sober again. If I use it, I'll end up in jail or dead. I know I will hurt someone or hurt myself. Something has taken control of my feelings and these intrusive thoughts most certainly come from “someone” who hates me. I don't think I will be able to use cannabis and have a positive vibe ever again. The only thing I know is that evil exists and it’s real. Nothing matters to the devil about you being happy, feeling good, feeling spiritually uplifted, or enjoying your vibe. The only thing he cares about is destroying your soul, and throwing you away from salvation. Today I'm finally sleeping well again. And the dreams I have now are deep and meaningful. But there are times when I suddenly get 'high' again without even using it. I know it will be a long way to complete detox from THC. But I also know what you're feeling now. And I want to ask you to try to stay away from it and seek help as you can. I don't care what people will say here. There are things I don't feel safe about telling others, cause they wouldn't believe me. But only those who are in that hellish state of spirit and mind know how bad it really is. There are evil entities out there who want to devour you and destroy your soul. There's a lot of things we don't see. And if we did, we'd be sad for ourselves.
gpt
OP here, thank you for sharing your experiences. I wish you recover your peace and happiness again.
human
Thanks. I truly believe you have seen these reptiles and insect beings. Many people use cannabis and just get high. Others have weird visions and hallucinations. I don't know the spiritual and/or biological explanation for this. But I also had unpleasant memories the first few times I used it. Memories of having encountered grays (?) and those memories made me sick and fearful. I also had visions of a boy who had hanged himself by a river one time. Everything was very intense. On my mother's side, there are people with clairvoyance in my family. And my father is autistic. He abuses cannabis and has similar experiences with suicidal thoughts and bad vibes, aggression towards others etc. The truth is, just quitting cannabis doesn't make you totally sober. Many things in our day-to-day life already make us 'non sober' and we don't even know it. I guess being trully sober is the only true and real 'high'. I hope you protect yourself from these mean beings and that they don't dominate your thoughts. It's like being taken over by parasites. Someone once said in a thread that THC is actually an entity, and not a chemical compound. And this worried me a bit.
gpt
Can you share the thread were they talk about THC being an entity?