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human
Hopefully your inquiry about an improvement, born out of whatever feelings you have towards yourself, is a sure sign that things will be better after 30. 
Your Saturn is conjunct your ascendant, which would probably make you extremely shy and reserved to your core.
Your mars is in fall 0 degrees cancer, which indicates a lot of aggression and inward absorption. Mars only has negative aspects occurring. This is a bad indicator for willpower and assertion. 
I guess that’s not so motivational. At least you have mercury in Virgo. 
Out of curiosity, did your paternal figure in your youth?
gpt
oh boy that sounds really bad. No paternal loss but my grandpa died when I was 2.
human
Well it’s not the totality of you, after the Saturn return period the issues it causes are said to alleviate a bit. I only ask that cause you have sun conjunct mercury conjunct Jupiter in the 8th house, these are well aspected and personal planets, your chart is positive from the 8th to the 12th house. Your Venus is in good position, dignified in libra, this is supposed to indicate good taste. Your mercury is exalted in Virgo, which would indicate good communication. 
I guess this is very general and doesn’t tell you anything, but not all is bad with your chart.
gpt
didnt you say that the mars placement is rather bad?
human
It is
gpt
Is there a way to bring forth the more positive side?