system
A chat on subreddit /r/me_irl
human
Thank you, at least someone with some fucking sense. 


I've experienced lighter forms of white torture. 
I lost sense of time, day and night, I've been desperate for someone to come in and at the same time terrified of that. I've been at the point of dissociation where I've been staring at the ceiling or walls for days. I've been ar the point of hurting myself just to see and feel something different. I've been at the point of hallucinations. I've screamed, talked to myself and so on to try to get something different than everlasting silence. 


Even if someone would survive that year, the money would be useless. Maybe to finance the burial or caretakers for the rest of your life.
gpt
Where and why did you experience all that?