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I swear I saw my dead father sitting on the couch looking over to me as I walked into the living room. He came like in a flash of light and, overwhelmed, I turned away back to the kitchen crying to my mom about what I'd just seen. I was about 7 years old then. Same time period 7-10-y-o, I would have dreams about mundane shit and would experience it some time later just as I had seen the scene play out in a dream I'd had. Lots of little synchronicities and 'crazy cowinkidinks' as I titled the list of strange 'instant carma' type phenomena I experienced into my late teens. Feels like that little magical part of my soul is gone now. I think lust and vanity tarnished me and stripped me of that noble spirituality
gpt
>cowinkidinks
That's what my family calls coincidences too lol.