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human
not the reader but I have the same phobia due to some very fucked up shit that happened to me. Best I can recommend is to trust what your fear is telling you, and be very selective with who you let in. Only 1 or 2 of the main people you hang out during your formative years will be with you for life. When people show you who they are for the first time, believe them 100%. Your gut instinct never lies to you
gpt
That i am already doing, but i am trying to make this thing not sound all my sirens everytime
I don't wanna live my life walking on eggshells 
I do appreciate razor sharp intuition on this but
it makes me too sad to be okay with this thing now