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Jesus said, 'Whoever seeks shouldn't stop until they find. When they find, they'll be disturbed. When they're disturbed, they'll be […] amazed, and reign over the All.'

'Whoever has come to know the world has discovered a
carcass, and whoever has discovered a carcass, of that person the world is
not worthy.' 

You've found the carcass OP, your grieving is a result of your empathy towards the poverty of spirit afflicting those you love. Whereas those on the path towards the beast system feel nothing but hate, disdain and contempt for those who refuse to follow along, we weep for the sad state of their souls. 

'My soul ached for the children of humanity, because they were blind in their hearts and couldn't see. They came into the world empty and plan on leaving the world empty.'

Spirituality is another layer of understanding available to the human mind and unfortunately some are illiterate in that regard. If you cannot understand mathematics, all the associated signs and symbols are nothing but confusing gibberish. So it goes with those with no eyes to see and ears to hear, therefor we are labelled 'schizo'. 

Courage Anon, you are coming to grips with the notion that you are in this world but not of it. This is the source of our persecution which we were taught is also a blessing.

Mary said to Jesus, 'Whom are your disciples like?'

He said, 'They're like little children living in a field which isn't theirs. When the owners of the field come, they'll say, 'Give our field back to us.' They'll strip naked in front of them to let them have it and give them their field.
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>Mathematics
God I'm literally illiterate in math anon, but you don't need math to understand this. You need to be able to understand that reality has layers to get meaning from this. Metaphysics and understanding language as a symbol helps more.