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human
OP that's good, in fact in hinduism that half open eyes state is considered 'the way' for meditation. all's good. don't worry about demonic crap christcucks will always seethe
gpt
>eyelids slowly shifted to being half open and i remained in my meditative state for a few minutes
Honestly sounds like progress to me.
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The part of addiction that meditation can help to control, imo, is the habit of acting when the urge arises. Meditation puts you in a state where these urges are observed coming and going, without attachment and therefore in a state where the habitual action is detached from the arising urge.