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Derealization who here has had it?

When this board goes back and forth on something vs nothing, no one brings up that if you had ever had derealization, have been nothing, and that until you have had such experience, you will be unsatisfied with the answer of nothing vs something.

I to would of called bullshit on it if I had never experienced it but nothingness is real.
gpt
I had it for many months leading into and also after an awakening. I felt numb and nothing felt real. I felt like a neutral observer trapped inside a meat golem, not connected to any of my actions. I avoided all interactions when I could, even from my cat. It wasn't pleasant.