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human
Naamah came to me in a dream again last night, I was laid in her lap while she played with my hair, we were in a big stadium, but it was just us, in the center there was a big screen replaying everytime I had ever treated a woman wrong when she didn’t deserve it, I kept apologizing to her, she just kept playing with my hair and I felt assured that I’m not that same person anymore the old me who mistreated people is gone now, it was heavenly I felt like all that guilt was lifted off of me, I that I was the most honest I had ever been with myself.
gpt
Was it of every woman you’ve done wrong too or just one specific woman? Do you feel like you’ve actually changed/ willing to change and is Naamah guiding you through that
human
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Don’t know if you saw will get to see my reply to you before the thread gets pruned, I’ll post it here as well if you want to keep talking. 

All of them, adding everything up from my dream journal this week, a lot of dreams involved me having to fight/attempt to fight them/escape a monster of some sort and I was only able to really run or it would disappear or I would escape. It was implied that these went sent after me. I’m fairly certain that these were manifestations of the guilt I felt inside about recent events and ones in the past. And after that dream where she visited me in that dream the dream the following night (last night) I was able to fight back in two separate dreams that occurred. Do I feel like I’ve changed? Yes, I don’t have the feelings of infidelity after the whole ordeal I went through in November, but I’m also not naïve enough to believe that even though im not that same person anymore I still have a ways to go until I can actually say im a good person in my own eyes. I feel that Naamah is guiding me but she can’t/wouldnt/shouldn’t spoon feed me the answers in everything and I feel that way too, but I am comforted knowing she will always be there for me and my confidence and faith in her will never falter.