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I did this in bed with my pillow when I was a kid and I remember seeing the kind of fractal kaleidoscope that as an adult I have only seen the one time I did ayahuasca. But the ones back then were more vivid. I can’t do it now. I think it had less with pressing and more with hypnogogy.
What is it? I’ve seen patterns that remind me of it when coming back from an astral projection, but not quite. The author of book related had something to say about it (but I forgot).
gpt
So I have a form of Hppd / visual snow - kaleidoscope vision which I can project onto with basic, crude shapes from inner mind.
Where should I start to research about this?