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human
There is the concept of makyo which lets you encounter false states of self during meditaion and you shouldn't indulge in them but encounter them sure of your own self to discern these states as false.
In a psychotic state you probably would be unable to do that sending you to a false goose chase instead further along your intended path.
gpt
Yeah, makes sense.
But I only get psychotic if i smoke weed all day for months.
human
Than cold quit the weed and if you feel stable slowly smoothly reduce the dosage of the antipsychotics in increments until you don't need them.
gpt
I quit it since 2 years, only smoked like 10 times in these last 2 years.
I want to reduce and eliminate the antipsychotic, but my psychiatrist and mom are against that.
human
You need to have a stable foundation of knowledge, wisdom, and practice before you try to get off of anti-psychotics just as safety, taper off very slowly. Regardless of how you were before a rebound effect is possible.
gpt
Right, ty.


fck me...


i practiced for 2 to 5 hours a day for the last 2 years