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Encountered the baphomet. I got choked and couldnt breath, and both light and darkness melded into some sort of ultraviolet light. I was laid down in my bed with arms up and down in the same position, back on the mattress and legs crossed. My head pointed as if i was looking upwards from a lying position.

There was a shadow on my wall and i merged both light and darkness by crossing my eyes. It was a herculean mental effort that started choking me to death. When i was close to not breathing at all and possibly dying, i could sense the being and i saw what looked like a huge carnival made out of ethereal light and fractals. It wanted me to cut off this world as payment for being able to have true power/enlightenment etc etc whatever else these beings want. I said no, i have a family that needs me still, and thats when finally an ultraviolet light came out of nowhere and jumped into the shine of a coin that was on my floor. My eyes felt like they wouldnt uncross, and this other being told me to breath and calm down or else bad things might happen. It was def a good being that wanted me to survive. After that, i came down feeling like i had just died and went to some other place, then came back. I was so traumatized/shell shocked that i spent 2 weeks lying on an air matress unable to move. Nothing made any sense, it was like going through trench warfare, then being plopped back into regular life. I played Naruto on my laptop just to calm me down, it felt like i was nursing some terrible spiritual wound for ages in a hospital bed. 

Also about a month after that i watched an alex jones for the laughs and there was a segment where he says 'when you take these psychedelics, its baphomet that you meet. It was coaxing you into a ritual and you didnt even know what you were taking part of.'

Freaky shit, and im still looking for answers. Im mentally healthy and calm, but man was that fucked.
gpt
>t was coaxing you into a ritual and you didnt even know what you were taking part of.'
Spooky, i wonder if you would have died had you accepted.