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human
OK 1 possibility is you have opened up and attracted an entity who wants to take you over. I severely doubt it.
Try something with your nervous system to regain control, like temperature training especially with the WHM or Wim Hof Method. Basically breathwork. Cold showers give similar feelings to weed and opioids, but they're just waves to ride on. Endorphins don't cause crashing. You could also stick with hot showers, but with breathwork it gets even better.
gpt
op here

i took adderall for the first time about a week ago and most of the whole day i was awake was fine but that sex drive thing it causes made me feel like i was possessed and in a trance for like 6 hours straight
human
substance abuse eh, then maybe its something else...
gpt
i took it because i was depressed and heard its good for getting you active, after i broke the trance it had been around like 20 hours being awake(for the past year i have been alseep for like 10 hours a day so big change). i felt a lot of big changes in me at that point towards the 24 hr mark. like ive kept my door shut and locked at all times in my room but i opened it for some reason and couldnt keep my attention from it.
human
by trance i mean the whack off one i mentioned earlier