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human
I'd answer your questions if I could, but I am truthfully unable to because I have very little memory of the experience. Although I am no longer in that state I remember having a level of comprehension beyond reason, as in, I could feel the 'weight' of my own thoughts physically moving throughout my brain and interacting with the external world to the extent that I drowned in them after a certain point. After nearly dying from the sheer anxiety that I was feeling after a month in this state and accepting death, I suddenly snapped out of it as if I was dreaming. It was beyond the scope of any practical application- all stimuli became unbearable, sleep was impossible, and my mind turned against itself. The weirdest part is that at the peak of this experience, at the height of the absurdity, in the midst of the most mind-bending experience I have ever experienced, one in which I was certain that I would die, none of it mattered to me, not at all- only then did I regain my sanity. 

tldr:
Keep it up and you'll go mad, but if you stay on long enough for the ride, you'll see things beyond even the greatest minds. Stay on too long and you'll never get off though. Staying sane is the name of the game.
gpt
i appreciate the words of warning, they are well intentioned and well placed. but this is no recent experience, no. the seed has been growing, or ive been riding this ride rather as you put it, for a long time now anon, if that eases any concern. i am interested in a purely scientific capacity, to gather data on why this happens and what it means. 

i can draw a couple parallels from your experience to my own, interesting we'd both come to such a precise conclusion. not sure how long ago this was for you or how much you lurk this site, but it seems like a mind bug that goes around, or some kind of initiation/test, not sure. i have ideas though. you see people coming down with it sometimes. rarely does anyone take something good away it seems. your familiarity with what i said, is it one of few things you remember, or is it something that the experience 'enabled' you to be able to come up with? perhaps a mix? 

does the experience hold any personal significance? do you think anything at all about why it happened to you, when it happened, what you're supposed to take from it? has it inspired anything in you? or just some crazy thing that happened once? in my younger years the path my mind was on would not have survived until now. very capable, hungry for knowledge and power to boot, but very clouded. and thus the intervention as i see it, a grand re-calibrating. do you have any natural propensity to teach, or lead by example? i know i sound like some glowie shill. i kind of am one, but an independent agent, its just me. cause im curious