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A chat on 4chan
human
My time to shine!

Here are several things from my life...

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A dream I had recently: I dreamt that me and my partner were walking through the entrance (a slim walk way with a 6ft vertical slat fence either side) of the park near our house at night. This walkway was lit up suddenly and we both said “why is there a light? Is it in the park?” When we got to the gate, there was silver, very shiny, almost as reflective as a mirror, sort of colander shaped, craft sat on the grass. A big flash. Suddenly, I am pinned to a bed in a room I don’t recognise or really have a memory of after. Alien beings? Big eyes, look like the classic greys, but they’re brown and tall... with drier(?) looking skin, like a tortoises neck kind of texture, not very waxy. About five or six of them are shoving something in my mouth, like long gloved fingers, or pairs of socks? I shout “arghhhh” as they’re doing this. It feels like I’ve suddenly been thrown into my bed. It’s now morning. I wake up suddenly next to my partner and ask her if I just screamed. She said she didn’t hear me, but she was already awake.
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A couple of years ago: I was filming a flock of birds that kept flying in and out of some trees across the valley in slow-mo with my iPhone 7. I was with a friend at a place we used to go to all the time. We both, upon watching the video for the first time, saw an object (black ball) quickly fly from left to right behind the birds. It was very fast, even in slow-mo. (I have tens of thousands of photos and videos on my iCloud, so I will have to go back through to find and upload, but I will link this video here when I can.)
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From childhood: When I was a child I would have a nightmare about a barn owl being at my window. I would shout my mum, and tell her there was an owl that wasn't actually an owl at my window, but it would never be there when she opened the curtains. I also, for some reason at this time, had a crazy fear of seeing rats if I went out in the dark... even though I loved pet rats as a kid and knew a lot of people with them. It's worth noting, that when I was 15 or 16 I went to see the 4th kind in the cinema... there was a man recounting what he saw... 'an owl, but it's not an owl' I almost died with fright and I wasn't right for months after that.

I was always very scared to go upstairs as a child. It was always cold, even in the summer. I do not like the way the light shines from my mums window into the hall way. As an adult it makes me feel like time has stood still.
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When I was about 14/15, I was playing Halo 3 online with a friend on Xbox. Where the TV was at the time, the lounge window was behind it, which points out into the direction of the coast. On a clear day, you can see the sea from the upstairs window (my mums room) on the same side of the house. My mum is talking on the phone to someone, I am talking on the headset. A low, triangular craft with lights on the corners and one in the middle underneath slowly goes from over my house in the direction of the coast. The coast has a inactive army base 'nancecuke' I think it is spelled. This base used to manufacture nerve gas with salvaged Nazi equipment after ww2 and even has a secret submarine hole in the cliff. (There are YouTube vids of people exploring it.) The sun was setting and it was a brilliant orange sky. I told my friend to hang on a minute and shouted my mum who did not know what the craft is.

I have always been very cosmically aware, even when I was young. I once read in the paper (I think I was 7) about an asteroid that could hit earth, and just knowing there was nothing we could do. I remember my mum asking what was wrong.

I used to seek out info about aliens and UFOs etc, even from around that age again. I was obsessed, even though it made me too scared to go to sleep.

I have a lump in my neck. About the size of a pea that I can move around freely. Some days it is gone.