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A chat on subreddit /r/me_irl
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Everyone at work thinks I'm this hilariously, witty, outgoing guy. When I'm just a lonely recluse with only his thoughts to keep him company. Hoping his brain is kind to him, so he can make it to the end of the day and close his eyes.




Tldr; I am alone a lot.
gpt
I also have my own thoughts alot of times when I am alone and I hate them I will put a more detailed post but I think you will get me when I say the thoughts don't stop even if you want it to when you want a clear and silent head. And if I'm not talking or listening to music I am in my room crying about it. 

And also I get it you act different so that no one will think that you need help or that you need to have something besides work. You're strong but tell friends or family about it, it might help