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I ascended a consciousness spiral that culminated in a button being pressed that sent off a light that penetrated through all space-time, which acted as a beacon to essentially alert all to earth's presence, or at least my own.

This was in 2014.

The spiral represented a series of incarnations and I fast-tracked through them all to a Nirvana.

This was triggered by an extraterrestrial encounter in which I was brave enough to face and embrace, thus leading me along the spiral.

I had the opportunity before but was afraid and vowed if it ever happened again, I would face it 100%.

A signal went off and permeated through the entire universe. I ended up seeing visions of futures that ended up happening, including the Hawaii Missile false launch, my own romantic future and a preview of a location I had never been to but would end up living in for a very long time.

I also envisioned 'the final choice' / 'the room of the world' and it somehow involved a single martyr who had to perpetually suffer in order for all life to sustain itself. Actions this martyr underwent in their own life rushed the entire omniverse to oblivion and only through paralysis was perpetual existence possible.

Additionally, the existential argument also became that all life was essentially fake and that ending everything was 'the truth.' So was it better to live an illusion or to cease all existence but finally be in truth?

The martyr desired the latter but was held back by all of society to the former.
gpt
>including the Hawaii Missile false launch
Interesting. I was astral projecting, and drawing upon blue ray electrical energy from Michael and Ariel, and in the sky I was flying while speaking with the social memory complex of RA. As I wished to awaken and ascend, I was trying to discuss with Ra how to accomplish such a task, but instead managed to manifest a nuclear missile launch, and as I feared the end of the world and the culmination of the timeline of my awakening ending in nuclear apocalypse, I forced myself back to my physical embodiment so that the launch wouldn't come to pass.
Not long after that, I was dreaming with an Arcturian, who told me that if I ever had such trouble again, I should call upon them as 'uncle', and they would help me diffuse nuclear weaponry.