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A chat on 4chan
human
Sorry for my retardness, I know how you know it's in the 1st house, it's obvious
gpt
Yeah, I can see that you have a good ability to convince people. Jupiter in 1st gives you luck by being yourself. 
I think you might of been born on a partial solar eclipse. And, interestingly enough, there's a solar eclipse happening Nov 8 that is in the same set of signs but reversed. That might be that spiritual death you were talking about.

You have a pretty good chart anon, honestly. I really like that Mars in Aries. It's your ascendant ruler since your a Scorpio rising. It's in its own domicile. It's in its own Face (mars rules first 10 degrees of Aries). In whole sign houses it'd be in the 6th house which is said to be where Mars finds its joy. It's of-sect since you have a night chart so its more constructive than malefic. And it's not receiving any aspects so its left to its own strength. This Mars is ruling your entire 1st house as well, where Jupiter and the Moon are. Very very strong.

Some of the biggest transits of the year are going to be happening in Aries and Pisces.
human
Interestingly the huge spiritual 180 degrees turn I did this year was right on around november's eclipse in taurus.
And I know I should expect more, 4 months ago I would never even dream of being here, I literally had the guts to make an appointment for a personal session with an astrologer (yeah, I've done my homework on that) to happen quite soon.

Thanks for your analysis anon, that Mars might explain my intuitive militant lonely nature, it is extremely strong. Why is it more constructive than malefic? 
I feel like I was meant to be a 'librarian' to provide people with anything that may help themselves grow, it's like my vocation. 
About my potential love life, am I doomed to find a fire woman like Aries right? Would it even work long term? Why are they so attractive to me...
gpt
>am I doomed to find a fire woman like Aries
Ignore sun sign astrology. An Aries woman with Taurus moon and Capricorn Mars will be completely different from one with a Pisces Moon and Scorpio Mars.
human
In my case the one I'm interested has Capricorn Moon and also Aries Mars. What could you say about our combo?
gpt
Well Mars in women's charts is what they find most physically attractive in a Man. You have your ascendant as Scorpio thus your Mars in Aries would be most representative of your physical features, as well as other planets in the 1st house but they're all ruled by Mars in Aries anyway.
So good chance she finds you physically attractive.