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human
How does one apply this in life? I feel the same way and yet everything is still mediocre, too much suffering.
gpt
one doesn't exactly because suffering exists. It is just a cope of people privileged enough to think that existence is only bliss and games.
human

You suffer because you desire.
If you are burning up alive, you're desire is to be out of the situation of intense pain, but if your role is to experience the pain with no escape out, then the only thing left to do is to accept it. Which should be the approach to everything, acceptance. 

Got a 6x bump in salary and less work, cool accept it. Don't celebrate, but enjoy the feelings of bliis.
Just got stabbed 6x and bleeding out seeing the universe collapse upon itself, be not afraid. Accept the pain and die. Be released from the mortal coils, but don't celebrate.
gpt
this picture kinda sums it up I think...


as I said, infinity of splinters doesn't make the whole any less infinite, and we all reach the whole from time to time - when we die and when we go off at the deep and, so to say.


What do I desire? What can I desire? There is nothing to be desired. Not even the bliss or the enjoyment. Much less getting stabbed.
human
>if you substract infinite amount of separate selves from one infinite self, the one infinite self would still be infinite
The point, however, is that now it has an infinite amount of selves to mingle and not be lonely with. Yes, they all share the same source, but how does that make them one now that they have separated from it and become their own selves?
And since reality is fractal and infinite, there will always be infinite selves that choose not to go back to the source, at least that's what seems most sensible to me.
So in a sense there is no going back, no going back not to non-existence, but to complete loneliness. Creation is infinite, there is no end for it where all that is ends back in the whole. So the whole itself is never whole and alone fully as it were in the beginning, the beginning that never actually was since creation is infinite??


>infinity of splinters doesn't make the whole any less infinite
see above reply, all it does is make the whole not lonely anymore since the original whole of all made up only of itself capable of experiencing itself as one thing no longer exists
>we all reach the whole from time to time - when we die and when we go off at the deep end
I don't think you can say that for sure either - I think it's just as likely we just go back to the oversoul or whatever you want to call it - no reason for you to literally become one with the source of all between incarnations, especially since you'd have to somehow skip over all the aforementioned over- and over-over- and over-over-oversouls and so on.
gpt
yes and that is a good thing.
I think they may not really be in fact their own selves - they are the one after all and always will be. But they don't recall it and that is the blessing.
Also yes - there was no begining. How to describe it? It felt like a resonance. It was a fractal, but some patterns always come back. The line that forms the resonace crosses the x-axis time and time again. Even if there is an infinite amount of time befor it comes back, it always comes back because the axis can also wait forever... I know it makes no sense, but that is how it felt. 
Even paralel lines meet in infinity.
And everytime you get there, you realize the truth. on the other hand, the realizetion doesn't last forever, since the first thing you do is to separate again, but there is na infinite number of instances when you come back, so it 'feels' like forever.


the thing is that you don't actually become one with the source - you just realize that you were the source all along.
That is also the solution to all the over-oversouls they are also one and the same. 


sorry, but it is what it is.