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human
A few experiences. 
First one was on my 5th birthday. Woke up in the middle of the night and had to pee. Felt like I was being watched, looked out my bathroom window and saw what I thought was an alien sitting on the roof of our screened in porch. I looked away a pretended like I didn’t see it and hid in my bed. 
2nd. I swear I had the devil try to make me sell my soul. It was like this voice in my head one night literally offering me all these things I “want” or “desire” and telling me to just say “yes”. I felt in my soul and I heard another voice calling out to me saying “NO NO NO NO” “say no Matthew”. I just kept repeating “NO” and I felt this wave of relief come over me.
3rd and last paranormal thing I’ve experienced was hallucinating on a heinous amount of THC edibles I met either God, Jesus, or an Angel. I was laying in bed, eyes closed floating and seeing fractals - when it all stopped. I saw a silhouette of a man against a light grey background. I instantly knew it was a divine figure. First thing I thought/said was “Will your protect me?”. I know we talked for a while, I asked for them to prove I was not going crazy. Asked for them to make noises and they would countdown then make a noise in my empty house. Only question I remember asking was “why do children get cancer”. I don’t remember the response but it made sense. I asked for them to help me get back in shape. This happened on 8/18/18…. I’ll never forget that day. I lost over 100 lbs and literally compelled changed my entire life and worldview. 
One final thing that kind of happened to me. I was on top of a 13000 ft mountain in summit county CO, with my life long friend. We were enjoying the amazing view and my friend says “woah do you see that cross in the clouds?” I tried to look for it and even with him pointing out where it was I could not see anything that resembled a cross. It was a message meant just for him. 
God is 100% real.
gpt
Do you think god would tell someone to commit suicide? I see messages everywhere in the grass, trees, fences, smudges on mirrors, etc where logically I know my family couldn’t have done them, all saying to kill myself, do it just do it fo it now etc or images of me holding a gun to my head etc. at first I thought it was my family but I know they aren’t up in neighbors trees carving messages so how could this be? I started seeing them after my cat died so I thought maybe it is her and she wants me to join her because the afterlife is real so why stay in my horrible life which sucks? I don’t believe it is a malicious intent. Also the clouds form messages in the form of images for me. Not random imagery but specifics like the other week they wanted me to wear a coin skin hat with tail so they could hide interracial porn in my photos but now they want me to have a hit let mustache.
human
That thing is not from God, God wants you to live and have victory over your enemies. Jesus Christ is your captain that leads you to life eternal. Dont let the enemy fool you. 
I pray God that he may give you strenght to fight the battles He wants you to triumph over in Jesus name.