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human
There's not a book that mught have that effect. Maybe The Magus of Java would because there's videos of the person but even then chance is low.


That's probably your subconsciousness.

Mediation. Especially the ones which you collect energy. Like Chi cultivation. 

I don't know. I know the stock market is fucked because there's a lot of AIs automatically buying and selling stuff for profit but i don't know anything about 10.5 etc.


Meditate, do some light exercise, drink lots of water and sleep. Honestly these things carried me throughout all mild viruses
gpt
>last bit for you
hink about everything not just people animals metals everything. The envbioronment. I have said environmental issues for many many months and a while now. things happening that are out of mans 
control per say because a collective force is behind it per say using the us collectively etc.....

both u can use a wormhole to go down or up it is like a elevator to a certain pt to relay updated information that u have been collecting on your journey example sint 1.3-2 movement back to 1.75 then 
2.09 then down 1.8 etc.... all of that lets say over 1 month example can then be sent to 1.75 which is operating as a wormhole to upper pt range and relay all of our spacing and movement every bit of it 
then that takes it in starts reaction up top and makes shifts at our channel and lower etc... then we are reactive but unreality we are not

I have said ma y times the market is not a status quo platform but one for communication to keep order

perception is reality however dies perception itself require a directional visual and what is the definition of invisioning or viewing something in order for it to b perceived and hence exist as reality 
which was constructed on the notion of those 2 particular dynamics meaning started with nothing here never existed hence never moved always still
human
Interesting. There looks like some leaps of logic but will look in more into it.




Sometimes drive is hardest to attain. Firstly, i know this might sound counterintuitive for your path especially if you studied baghavad, have some 'sins'(lust, gluttony, pride etc.) and be proud of it. This isn't to make you an animal but return to some earthly desires. Complete detachment from earthly subjects isn't healthy imo. We are beings born from it. You can't leave yourself behind.

Then after gaining back your earthly desires. Ask yourself, what is the one thing you want to do even if you lose your life for it? Even the idea itself should be alluring if not irresistible. Every person has this with no expectations. Sometimes it's simple like 'Have a good family' sometimes it's not understandable like 'nuclear holocaust worldwide'. This is two extremes but you get the point. More alluring than life itself, a goal you could die for but ironically must live fully to achive it. Nietzsche's Will to Power is a good summary of it. Live as a human, your 'will' will find you without asking.

Lack of drive can also come from trauma and other psychological problems. See an expert if you feel like it. Solving these issues and finding a goal is all a person needs to have drive. Most of the time person has an issue they aren't aware of. They don't solve it and think they are sloth or something. Trying to find a way out, shows that you aren't. Just, there's a shackle you can't see.


Depends on the defect, but possible. 


I find it useless. There's other ways to get more energetic.


Desires aren't dark or bad. As long as you don't go all out maniac, it's more than okay. Usually people like you thrive in anything they do if they let themselves express their thirst. Don't think stupid stuff like 'muh dark side'. Everyone has a bad side they don't want to show, you are just more self conscious about it.
gpt
Okedoke dude thanks for the advice,I think ill stay clear for now of all the occult spookiness.
Because you were right I do thrive in most things I do, but my thurst is deep.
Like oden I would take a sip of that pool of knowledge but unlike him I dont think i would stop at just one sip for my eye. I would give much more. 
And that my friend is a slippery slope I know id get into.
human
They think magic will be a miracle like salvation to their miserable lifes. At one point, they find others like them and gain a sense of community. After that they just larp mostly to feel a sense of belonging. 


I heard about it. Well it looks like we are in Kali Yuga. But does it really matter? If we want to survive in any time period we should do our best both personally and collectively. 'Oh we just live in Kali Yuga bro. Suffering will only end in year x bro.' is an approach i would never take. Not saying you do, just don't really like people fetishizing over Kali Yuga. Also doesn't it end in 2025?

Looks like trade routes didn't only trade spices or similar products. Magic grimoires was a hot product. Because of their location, Ottoman bought every book they can and they are stored in sultan's personally library.

That's probably either porn or your mind getting fucked.

Practice occult and you will probably find your drive in the way. Maybe you will learn that money can't buy everything too. 'I could attain any goal i desire' isn't really possible. You might have money, but do you have the mind of geniuses of history? or knowledge of the universe which only a few can attain? or artistic abilities of great composers? Not to make money look bad, it's a necessity but that's about it. Anything of real value, can't be bought or attained through material wealth.


Exercise. Greatest and most beneficial drug known to man.


I understand where you are coming from. Thing is, you can't be master of the sword while refusing to grab it. This does spare you the potential cuts sword could do to you but you also lose it's protection and power. 


Well have fun dude. Everyone like you eventually comes back. Once take a glimpse at the abyss, there's no turning back.
gpt
>Also doesn't it end in 2025?
according to Aryabhata, astrologer and mathmetician who calculated time of a planetary alignment mentioned around Krishna's death, kali yuga started around 3102BC

Kali Yuga lasts 6480 years according to metaphysical treatment of the symbolic date given in Vedas by Guenon. That means it will end in 3378. The 2500 was an absolute lower bound I calculated by Guenon writings alone since I didn't check Aryabhata calculations personally.

Anyway of course it doesn't affect me, I just like to know if the end of times is coming soon, if it really was 2025 I would prepare for that, but thanks to some inspection of the subject I know that really can't be the case. We have not degenerated nearly far enough as a society yet.