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I experienced clinical death last year, and went to da'at for the time I wasn't alive on earth

>Its virtually impossible to 
describe sephirot and their aesthetics as they are conceptual spaces, 
much like dream spaces

although I can give vague descriptions, keep in mind I was also, not alive at the time, so my mind wasn't bound to human concepts

>1’st layer is the easiest to breach
and can be done with meditation 
and substances 

I have done it multiple times now, without, well, dying

>2’nd layer is hard to breach and 
thats the last point at which human ego(or at least mine)can exist without melting away

haven't done yet again, but going there eventually

>3’rd layer presents itself as a wall of 
light, (again, it’s conceptual)
you can’t pass through it without giving yourself away, nor will you want to
your own mind, or light itself
will not want you to pass through it

that's how I remember it, you just start to experience horror(like looking at a huge animal or magnificent building) at your own non existence when you get close to it

>so the effectively last place you can reach is
da’at, which is also where,i have also seen worship
from indeterminate beings, which i believe to be
other people. its important to understand that
qliphoth isn’t malicious, it’s ultimately protective, it’s warm, wet and comfortable.like a uterus, 
keeping you away from the dangers, or divinity

Sometimes I want to sink in it, let myself melt away, in this river of warmth
gpt
i like how you break it down and the graphic design but i don't know much about kabbalah