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I had a dream a few months ago where I was in this room with 40 meter high walls and shelves all up and down it. On every shelf and all over the floor are objects the represent a specific memory from my past, when touched it lets me relive that memory. I'm going through stuff, reliving childhood memories and generally enjoying myself when I find this iron chest wrapped in chains and with a heavy padlock on it. Something tells me I don't want to see what's inside, but I open it anyways. I'm instantly transported to a memory of me being brutally raped as a child, and I feel everything, the emotional and physical pain.
I wake up in a shivering panic, never had a dream like that before.
AFAIK what I experienced in the dream isn't a real memory as I have no recollection of being sexually abused as a kid, I know repressed memories are a thing but I don't know if that applies here.
Felt very real and shook me up for days.
gpt
mk ultra is a far, far far more common and regular secret taboo practice, that is done in all reaches of society, than people realize.
there are lots and lots of people with fractured psyches and broken self identities in society, and that's why they act broken.