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Okay so I’ve been trying to figure this out for a while now and need your guy’s input.

I have dreams of a deity visiting me at night, in these dreams every time I do a “ritual” that consists of a lot of moving parts. It sorta varies from dream to dream but the main components always stay the same, I don’t know how or why it works in the dream but it just does, and I know I’m meant to do it.

I’m semi-lucid in the dreams and know that they’re happening when they do, but I never stop/mess with them while they happen, it feels like something bad will occur if I do.

After I’m finished setting things up in the dream, I activate it and feel as though something is weighing me down, it doesn’t feel like dreaming any more, it’s like I’m on a different plane of reality. In this “dream realm” it feels completely different, interactions are very tactile and realistic, unlike in normal dreams. While in this state the previously mentioned deity is all around me, all encompassing, it’s more of a presence rather than a deity, I can’t understand what it’s saying, even though it’s speaking English, hell I can’t even tell what gender it is, the voice is less like a voice coming from a person and more the idea of a voice, either way it’s there, and it’s telling me something. Who knows, maybe it’s a snake considering all the snake piss in the ritual.

Anyways, I’ve been thinking about doing the ritual in real life but a lot of the things are expensive/hard to come by, do you think it’s worth it, anything will happen if I do?
gpt
I have those dreams that become hyper realistic too, they also have a repeating 'theme/feel' to it. I have those weird 'missions' and when I fail those I feel this immense sense of regret and shame for the whole dream and the day after.
With me identifying those dreams is easy as I always have this weird Sensation in my nose, like after you do a divebomb in a Pool and the water smacks into your nose with a weird chemical stench.