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My own father died in my arms. Nothing really phases you after experiencing what you most dread.
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Watched my ex-father-in-law slowly die of congestive heart failure. That shit was brutal. Not scary per se, just very draining and disheartening. Church people were all like, 'this is a holy time of transition blah blah blah' but I never felt so far away from God as I did in that moment. It wasn't holy. It was empty. 
My own father died a few years later and I was on my way to the hospital to visit him when I got the news. :-/ 
I guess what I'm trying to say is that I feel your pain and with time it'll become easier to bear. 
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