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A chat on 4chan
human
>if there are other entities at work, should I read more about them and conspiracy theories concerning them? Should I learn how to protect myself?
First get your stuff straight mentally, take care of yourself. Then ask yourself if you should. Reading too much feeling vulnerable can increase your paranoia which wouldn’t result in anything good.
>inb4 why are you blogposting all of this?
I wanted to get this off my shoulders and I lost a dear friend of mine I would otherwise share these thoughts with. And I don’t think it’s like some totally random thoughts that wouldn’t deserve a thread of their own.

tl;dr consciousness and subconsciousness stuff is fun but don’t go fucking schizo by letting yourself be disconnected from reality, value your clarity of mind, also magic works but for people who actually work physically.

>what are your sources on magic even working?
I was quite literally at the point where I saw stuff materialize from thin air or breaking laws of physics. As I didn’t have full control of myself, I didn’t have full control on it materializing.

Part 3
gpt
As I am more of a know-how than actually doing stuff kind of guy, could you tell me what kind of path did you follow/resources you've been using? Or some other form of directing to the outcome of the worldbending effects of yours?
human

Although the first time I actually got something really practical(?) in a way was when I was reading Zeland