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A chat on 4chan
human
we are about to enter dark times, i do hope that despite all this i will still be able to regain my autonomy.
gpt
It's been a while since we have met each other. How are things going mother anon?
human
despite from getting put into conservatorship my bags are still there, they don't seem to be aware of my coinbase account so the funds are safe. my mother has also been appearing to me more often, kissing me many times, looking me in the eyes and talking to me. she promised me that even if i have to spend my birthday in the group home we will still get many cool gifts like this wallet for example, i do have to still order it from the internet though (i could perhaps get one of my relatives to buy it?). other than that i haven't been sleeping well, the conservatorship is bringing me a lot of stress and the sword of damocles continues to hang over my head. perhaps some day i will be able to detach myself from all of that and live truly safe with my mother, i don't care if i have to live on a damn lean-to in order to do that.
gpt
What exactly is keeping you there? you mentioned that you can leave at any moment because the door isn't locked. I assume that the conservatorship is what is preventing you from sleeping. Because not having access to your own money is awful.

I am not a legal expert so I don't know if that shit is even removable. Can't you just ask your conservator to buy stuff for you?
human
the physical location is what is keeping me here, i will need my own car in order to be able leave the place properly. i also don't have any other place to go but it seems like many smaller municipalities would be willing to let me live on my own. reading up on the conservatorship is that it can easily be removed either by completing the primary objective (which is to pay off a 10k$ debt, my future crypto gains should be able to help me with that), either that or one or the other has to die. since duels aren't really a thing in western culture i'm gonna rely on the cyrpto gains. i'm also not sure what the conservatorship will entail in practice since the conservator is very slow to communicate with me.

what is keeping me from sleeping is fear and wrath, when i was admitted to the psych ward i was traumatized since they barged in with the police. i felt humiliated as they detained me and i still have lots of violent towards these police and anyone else that i see as an accomplice. my mother considers these thoughts problematic although none of them are directed at her, i do understand her point but i just can't help myself now. my CNS simply wants to protect itself from the enemies.