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human
I see a lot of people telling OP he wasn't 'ready'. How does one even get 'ready' for such things? In case you are wondering, I am not interested in fucking people up.
gpt
Doing a lot of penances, meditating, spiritually cleansing oneself. No matter how much you purify yourself, doing these black magic rituals will transfer the victim's bad karma to you in equal proportions to the ritual's severity and how much you suffer for it again depends on your penances. You can never walk off completely unscathed from this.
So OP, by doing this egoistic ritual, incurred an illness that was actually meant for her, and meant for her way into the future.