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human
I'm not going to accept it. I either get what I want or I just pass away. My problem is just that even if I can manifest it, the fact that I had to experience this whole process of bitterness (being born flawed vs the person just being born beautiful) is messing with me.
gpt
Just go back in time and relive your life as an attractive person then.
human
I don't believe that's possible unless you are extremely advanced. Essentially you have to completely forget 10-25 years of experience and change them. Has anyone here ever done that?
gpt
You don't have to change all of it, you can go back to a few key moments. If you have the bravery for it, just imagine a few points in your life where you needed to feel like you were beautiful. In your imagination, just live in that moment as if it were actually happening for you, and just enjoy it, be amazed by living in a reality you thought was impossible!

You aren't literally changing the past, but you are forgiving the past and showing your mind what is possible. If you were scorned at a high school dance, but now imagine that you danced with boys who flirted with you, you are healing a mental wound! You're giving yourself the grace to believe that you can be a confident, attractive person despite what happened in the past. The reassurance from that vision is what will shift you towards a future with that momentum. But it has to overcome the intertia of years of self loathing, but it is not too much! Take just one step forward and the Lord will take nine steps to you.

Just live in your wildest fantasies, live in that fantasy for a moment and just enjoy what you're experiencing as if you were actually there, and the emotions that stir up in you from an imaginative act will have the same vibratory power of something that happened in real life. Both are instrumental to your development, but you only have control over your imagination. You choose the impact that external factors, including beauty, have on your self image

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human
I suppose you understand too how difficult it is. What's interesting to me is when I thought about your examples I feel resistance in me. As much as it also causes my suffering, I also feel at home with my identity as an ugly person. It feels like all the pain was for nothing if I just pretend it never happened. I'll try though if I find the energy some day. Thank you for typing it all out.
gpt
Yes I know how difficult it is, I only feel like I can tell others because I know how strong that resistance is to change. I know you're fighting against everything you've been taught up to this point. But people's bodies change all throughout their lives, so give yourself some grace! I know how cruel the inner monologue can be, so be mindful to talk to yourself as if you were talking to your child-self, always building yourself up with loving sincerity and entertaining curiosity. Blessings will follow

I have fucked up many times in my life and I haven't revised those moments. There are times in my life that I need to remember as they happened so I never make those mistakes again. I go back and tell myself what I would have done, or go back to apologize, but I don't stay up at night worrying about the past or future. The past is not all bad, it's only the perception you choose to remember it through and whether or not you learn from what happened.


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