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A chat on 4chan
human
I never claimed all twenty of those years were solid correct practice. 13 year olds generally aren't nailing it, even if their instructor is teaching Enochian. I was cracking aethyrs at a very young age. I spent many years noodling with stuff until I hit a sustained stride in with discernible goals.

Also, attainment to what exactly? Like, attainment of khenpoship requires six years of devoted study and that's just to become like conversant in basic materials and concepts.

Oh and there are definitely some subconscious blocks. And I know around which sections of practice and elemental powers, too, because my recent track of praxis caused me to almost shatter a finger trying to straighten out an extremely basic requirement of most contemporary Western traditions. I'm working on remediating them, exoterically and esoterically. 

Anyhow, what's your practice look like these days, anon? What are your blocks? What are your attainments? What psychic pain is manifesting in the material world for you? What are you doing to resolve them? What are the timelines of your traditions? What work, for lack of a better term, 'counts' and what doesn't? How do these issues relate to your notions of self (so called) and reality (so called)?


Achieve what? I have never claimed K&C. Ever. I don't even sign my letters HF, or request the same from peers. It's other folks who claim that my lack of K&C indicates Failure, usually without any grounding in the extant materials. I'm happy to talk about my practices and hangups in a public forum for scrutiny by an anonymous collective without lashing out, which is more than I can say about certain folks 'round these parts.
gpt
Why do you continuously mention how impressive your feats were and how long you've been practicing and then get so defensive and evasive regarding basic inquiries about the specifics or your progress?
human
I haven't evaded anything:
>I have not attained K&C
>I have never claimed to have attained K&C
>I do not think my 'feats' are impressive, but are simply available to any sincere aspirant
>I am not special
>I am not different
>I don't claim anything ITT save having compiled a library of useful materials and perhaps the capacity to help guide the occasional seeker through it
gpt
>I have not attained K&C
And yet you talk about it.
human
1) K&C is not contact.
2) Usually in reference to the extant source materials and the descriptions thereof.
3) I wholeheartedly reject the idea that if you've not experienced spiritual state X, Y, or Z that you're barred from speaking about it entirely. Stinks like a mechanism of control. Especially if you're working towards it, close to it, or trying to integrate your understanding of it. Triply so from those who haven't had the orthodox Knowledge and Conversation route, are golems or homunculi, or who have not entered ZAX.


Yes just like any other practice. Maybe use simpler images? I dunno what you're using, and the tattva cards are both wrong and boring so that could be a component. That said the lower reaches of basic visualization training tend toward being boring anyhow so you may be SOL for injecting some pep in that particular training regimen.
gpt
>K&C is not contact.
And how would you know, exactly?