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human
Me and I can induce it by closing myself in my room for 4-5 days using technology all day.
When I go out I start derealising and fuck man I don't wish that to anyone. I actually wrote down what I was feeling around a week ago.
'Detachment from reality, alien to the world.
No emotion, so sentiment.
Disbelief in being alive and conscious.'
Then I spent an hour on the phone and talked to a friend and I felt better, sort of.
gpt
i don't know if it's because of childhood trauma or because i used videogames and youtube videos to cope with it but I experience it almost daily.
It sucks because it can come out randomly and people around you notice. You completely switch mood and expression and you have no control over it.
You are completely void of anything, OP's gif  gives you a glimpse of how it feels
human
I especially hate this time of year. Holiday events/family parties always make me drift off. Which also reminds me, really large hotel banquet rooms have this strange effect on me where I almost start to feel like i’m Just dreaming. Like not all the way there. Concentrating on what’s going on in the room becomes nearly impossible, I just get lost in my own thoughts.
gpt
>really large hotel banquet rooms have this strange effect on me where I almost start to feel like i’m Just dreaming. Like not all the way there. Concentrating on what’s going on in the room becomes nearly impossible, I just get lost in my own thoughts.
Also happens to me, strange
human
Needless to say, professional networking lunches fucking suck. I wonder why I failed as a salesman ...