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human
Almost every time I lie back at night trying to fall asleep on my back I get a weird case of feeling it happens in other sleeping positions occasionally as well but nowhere as often as when trying to sleep on my back when it happens 90% of the time.
It's like sleep paralysis where I can't move but also it gives me a really weird almost indescribable feeling. It's like something is pushing against me internally and something from inside me is pushing back it's really scary. I also get this sound in my ears that you can get when for a second when you try to tense up your ears really hard but it's really loud and gets louder and louder every second I also feel more and more scared the longer this goes on. I can break that shit happening if I really tens up every muscle in my body and fight to get up despite being paralyzed and it feels like I'm fighting against something holding me down. If I let this go on for long enough I start feeling like I'm being pulled and floating my vision starts going black and I start feeling that primal fear like I'm about to really die.
gpt
Another weird thing is over the years I've tried experimenting with this shit letting it go on for longer and longer periods of time and usually it would stop after reaching a certain point of intensity but recently it went beyond that when I was testing it and I really felt like I'm about to die. The longer I let this go on the harder it becomes to make myself get up to stop it.
While experimenting with this I've considered that this might be supernatural and tried to speak to the sensation as crazy as that sounds I know. It really seems to respond in a way. For example, if I call out in my head something like 'come out' or 'are you hear' I'm hit with that sensation immediately like it's letting me know it's listening to me. I'm not schizophrenic I swear I know how insane I sound that's why I never mentioned this shit to anyone. I've also tried looking around my room centimeter by centimeter after I broke myself free from the sensation to see if I could find anything and every time I'm able to find one specific spot in my room (it's not always the same) where when I look there I get hit with the sensation despite not even laying down. As soon as I look away it stops, if I point my finger there or wave or call out it gets more intense. I tried to explain this shit to myself as some medical condition or something but nothing matches. Has anyone maybe had similar experiences or knows wtf I'm experiencing? I'm really curious about what this could be
human
yes this is happening to many people and that feeling you get in the zone of awareness is you simply coming to terms with what you really are outside of the simulation. You are not alone
gpt
Anons you can't just throw me shit like that and not elaborate further, please. At least tell me if I should fight back or just let it do it's thing