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Dreaming of things that could go wrong, and them going so obviously wrong are a sign of low self esteem (no offense, this can be a very specific low self esteem for a single activity).

You saving yourself probably means you KNOW or have an idea of what you should to to help others or to overcome a situation.

Do you happen to be worried about something to do with your parents and not being able to help them?
gpt
Failed university for third time due to being lazy and unmotivated. Parents have gotten used to me failing most things and giving up easily. Achievements never seem enough and I start celebrating too early so they don't stick.
Biggest letdown for my parents is my drug use and occasional alcoholism. They tried to get me out of that environment and get me to do something useful. Lost most of friends because I only associate them with getting fucked up. Most of them are quite successful and smart and I'm just the damn druggie.
It feels like stopping the drug use might help, but when I stop I have zero motivation to even get out of bed.

Dunno, my parents are financially stable, both enjoy their jobs, have good health and live happily. Kind of dissociated myself from them, because my friends parents are 'free thinkers' and whatnot, while my parents are very logical thinking creatures. I've let them down countless times and don't know how to connect with them. The mum is really friendly and overly caring while the stepdad is mostly disappointed