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human
Is it possible to be traumatized to the point where you just can't find inner piece? I've read up on psychoanalysis, stoicism, taoism and they all sound like they are way too out of reach for me.
gpt
It's a slow transformation, but it's innevitable. No matter how traumatized you are, if you, just for example, meditated 5 hours per day every single day, it's literally impossible to not surpass it, your very genes will start tranforming, changing the way both your body and brain operate.
human


Agreed. I'm on the same train, and it's a rough ride for sure, but every now and then I get a little of of peace and that gives me hope.

That said, I wish I'd started earlier in life. I was already broken in my youth, and I tried to shrug it off and hobble on on two broken feet so to say. Tried to participate in the world for 20 years with limited success before I finally gave up and focused on healing full time.

OP, if you're still young, don't make that mistake. Go to a monastery in India if necessary, anywhere where they won't add more pain to your trauma and give you the tools to heal yourself. Don't be too proud to be a NEET for a while if necessary. 

You weren't meant to live your entire life as a broken person, and you deserve to find healing and peace.