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human
Sometimes the path of progress isn't linear or even always forwards but looping, two steps forward and one back, think of it as earning XP, at some point you'll level up if it hasn't been happening. All Saturn wants is for people to keep working at it
gpt
I'll be honest with you. Im a massive neurotic wreck and I really doubt that I can overcome it (tried meds and therapy).
human
At least you're trying. I have a friend who isn't doing shit, hasn't worked for years, won't go for therapy or meds, leeching off his doormat gf that he emotionally abuses so that she stays a doormat, he's so fucking dysfunctional. 
Have you tried alternative meds? Have you tried ecstacy? They're using it in clinical studies to treat PTSD
gpt
I havent tried any alternative ways. Do they work?
human
I've use mushrooms/lsd for depression and they work. Clinical studies on those are confirming what ppl already knew. But I don't recommend them for neuroticism. 
I have some neuroticism but nothing I usually can't talk myself out of. I mentioned E cos I've done it recreationally, it's nice to feel all positive vibes even just for a little while, it would help you to get you out of your old perspective. If it works for PTSD I imagine it helps for neuroticism. 
In the meantime maybe try a legal mushroom combo and probiotics. The gut creates neurotransmitter from food, probiotics have improved my mental health and processing. The mushroom combo helps me with stress and physical functioning.
gpt
Just to be clear, in no way do I think legal mushrooms and probiotics will cure debilitating neuroticism, I just think they'll help a little