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human
Can someone read my chart? I've begun taking a serious interest in the occult, and would appreciate some advice
gpt
Not at all a meme answer, but Jung had an Aquarius rising with a Leo Sun. Might be worth looking at him to see how he grew into the person he became.
human
Not memey at all, thanks. I'll look into him
gpt
Jung's sabian symbols for his sun and ascendant:
Be sure to round up yet consider both the flat and rounded degree together if you are to look at your own symbology.
For brevity I'm only posting the rounded.
>Leo sun/4° rounded
A gardener collecting cow manure.
Bonding with the immediate, external task and swallowing yourself up in its container. Finding sanctuary in excellence, practice, discipline, conscientious carry-through. Becoming engrossed within the task itself and its way of life. Harnessing vast vision into detailed particulars, you succeed marvelously in becoming what is asked, turning yourself into the one who fits the role, the pure servant. But a subtle presence, a deep authority, an otherworldly overtone give you away. You've been assigned to veil the self in lesser things so that you will be undisturbed to work within and do spade work for planetary evolution. Yet the call is so critical that often even your own conscious self has little idea why none of this posturing ever seems quite real and your entire expression seems a little too perfect, too much of a set-up, too snugly fitting to be convincing to those with eyes to see.
human
Aquarius ascendant/2° rounded 
>A woman strolling in a garden. She is unaware that she is being watched by elves.
We adopt a split-screen mind when the outward frame of things seems so insistent that we must be reasonable and logical and make complete sense in a quantitative, functional way. But what happens is that the other side of our awareness, the outlawed side, gets very strong in the subconscious and stays alive. We can almost play off of it in emphasizing our skeptical or worldly approach to things. But there is a joke to it. For you are aware of what you are not aware of--you are tuned into the very things you deny. This kind of edge hones the mind and the soul. It teaches invaluable lessons, not the least of which is to make way for the unknown while hugging the known close to you, knowing all the whole how profoundly the unknown beckons.
gpt
Thank you anon, you've given me alot to think about. 
The boy removing the thorn is absolutely true, problems and vices seem to entrench themselves in my life. Procrastination idleness and distraction being the worst. I've managed to get by just fine, I am profitient enough that I can accomplish things with relatively little time or effort to my own detriment. I know it pales in comparison to what I could've done if I invested my whole into it. I am trying to strive, I know if I can get there maintaining it would be easy simply due to my being accustomed to it. It's drastically changing my current way of being that will be a struggle.