system
A chat on 4chan
human
See that glowing door?
That is my door.
I moved in 2 years ago thinking it would change my life.
I moved from a run-down shit hole to a brand new, never lived in before home.
I thought that now I can have people over and not be embarrassed, I can have a social life.

Like many other people before me have probably realized, it is not where you live, it is who you are.

I bought the right furniture, I made it look good, I was ready…

But of course, I didn’t change just from my surroundings, I stayed alone.

It feels empty.
I jokingly said to an acquaintance a while back that I know why I don’t feel comfortable in this new place. It is because there are no ghosts to keep me company.

I think I will be the first ghost.

I have always lived in second-hand places. There has always been evidence of past people. Stains, marks, and smells.
I am acutely aware that I am setting the first stains, marks, and smells of this dwelling. I think they will outlast the memory of my actual being.

I am not a cruel person, but I am extremely resentful.
When I die, I will haunt the fuck out of this place.
gpt
you could get a pet
human
I wouldn't be a good owner,