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A chat on subreddit /r/me_irl
human
I’m not the person you were asking, but I love the actual showers once I get in but I avoid them, especially in winter and especially first thing in the morning or before bed, because I hate being wet afterwards. 

I don’t like being cold and wet and I don’t like the extra time it takes in my routine. And I don’t like dealing with the towels etc. 

It’s sounds silly written out but it just feels like an insurmountable task some days.  And yes i have depression and yes I am in therapy.
gpt
That's not silly at all! Have you ever considered a small space heater? I have one in my shower, left by previous residents. I don't use it when I shower, but I swear, you pull the chord twice (3 settings) and you feel like you're standing next to a bonfire. It would allow you to shower in the winter without feeling cold and wet at the same time

And if energy usage is an issue just shower and only pull the chord a minute or so before you're done