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human
All humans are born with inherited energy which changes and takes shape as they grow. The ability for your emotional state to start power not normally accessable is an evolutionary trait gained, it's commonly seen by mothers who need to protect their children from danger.
To use that energy without due cause, to subvert your subconcious which handles it for you, is a school known as 'internal magic' which has been long dead for recent centuries and turned to fantasy.
If you're interested in growing this power I'm sorry to say but you were born either too early or too late, humanity is at the lowest point is saturated energy content around the globe, children are born with less of it and what you have now can never grow into something greater than 'average' reality altering effects.
As more and more people come to realize this internal power the energy around the globe will become saturated, causing the next generations to acquire more and more upon birth until magic so potent that altering reality is a rite of passage for small children, and once that happend they will be once again purged.
Bear no mind to your internal energy, when you need it your mind will handle that for you, that is the only healthy way to continue this topic.
gpt
I'll be quite honest this reply initially struck me as a rather shallow understanding, but perhaps I'm not understanding you correctly. If I'm reading you right, you're saying:
1. To consciously use reality-defining power, you must subvert your subconscious. You refer to this as 'Internal Magic.'
2. The capacity for Internal Magic is a genetic/inherited trait, meaning no one is able to develop it to a level of extreme significance.
3. Although you cannot develop this skill, somehow awareness of the skill will translate to potential in your children and future generations.
4. The above things considered, the healthiest way to approach the topic is to pay no mind to it.

Hmm. I think you lost me on point 3, and your use of the word 'saturation.' I personally don't see how information that is useless to an individual could turn into potential in offspring. If that were the case, why can't babies fly? Surely their parents are aware of flight, even though they cannot do it.

Either way, thank you for your contribution, and I would love to hear back from you.
human
The saturation anon described is the collective faith of humans in magic and the reality-altering effects it can have. OP experienced great saturation of faith on an individual level and the reason we don't see miracles anymore is because most people simply don't believe in it anymore and by not believing, they decide that miracles don't happen and therefore they don't happen.