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human
You're under his influence, that's for sure. Even satan isn't capable of true possoesion in the traditional sense though.

Dealing with the pain of life is a lot easier when you can prescribe personal responsiblity to a 3rd party as a way of having to be responsible for the state of your life yourself, but it's a short term solution that doesn't actually deal with any of the underlying issues.

You and Satan are in a mutualy beneficial relationship right now. You benefit him with obediance and he benefits you by enabling you to not feel responsible for your actions.

You have the power to walk away from this at any point you want, Satan isn't nearly as malicious as he's made out to be and is only acting this way becuase you want him to. If you ask him to stop, he'll stop.

This does mean you'll have to hold yourself responsbile for your life, though.
gpt
Satan is real and magicians are sent to the lake of fire for the second death. I was a bit jealous at first but yeah I'm not touching this stuff.
human
If you've talked to god about it and he's told you he doesn't want you touching it, then you most definitely should not, I have nothing but respect for you and your convictions.