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human
Made it to thirty days today. Have only ever made it a couple weeks before this. It gets easier. After while I'd start seeing cranking it as an inevitability and i think that's why i always caved or had a cream dream. 
When i get an urge, which is getting rare, i just breathe really deep and try to bring the energy up to my head. Seems to work. 
I don't do this for the meme reasons, and besides slightly more confidence i don't notice any benefit, I'm actually a little more irritable if anything. 
I'm just trying to become closer to God. I really don't want to come back here again.
gpt
We're in a world of fractals, and the base that everything fractalizes off of is god. That is god. The simplest fractal that we probably will never have the instruments to measure