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A chat on 4chan
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How?
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I'm not sure, maybe the onset of mental illness or something. I spent a lot of time researching into the meaning of life, esoteric wonders. I would be visited by an entity, reoccurring dream character, my imagination went wild from there. Yearning for the perfection in life, wanting the desires to come true - and then wishing them away were partly to do with it.

in general though, somehow I unlocked part of my unconscious which chatters away in the background - i've had strange auditory conversations with people I know in bed at times. knowing they are reflections of the self. quite Jungian, in a way, as it doesn't affect my life, at least not these days.

through meditation, self-hypnosis on a day by day basis, it seems to help me cope with.. well everything. and through that, the dreams seem to unlock themselves. the more you flow, or harness the energy that lies within, the easier it becomes.

i naturally wake up each night at around 3-4am, and i return to sleep - most of the time to the lucid/astral projection state.