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A chat on subreddit /r/me_irl
human
I've thought about it. I got quite lucky when they were handing out penises. I've got a girlfriend though, and I wouldn't go behind her back. 

We've spoke about making porn for a while though, so perhaps it's just a matter of time. 

Think we're still holding onto the fact that we worked hard to get where we were, and it'd make us feel stupid if it turned out we'd wasted so much time. 

Sort of hoping it doesn't work out for that reason. 

Good on you though, dude, how is it if you don't mind me asking?
gpt
If anything, you can always do it for funsies and leave it at that, yknow? I started in 2011 and that’s what it was: college and experimenting and getting my (ours, a lot of my partners dug it too) kicks that way. I stopped in like 2018 when my cooking/bartending moments of my life were really taking off and I didn’t need to do it anymore for extra skrill/was single and not looking (tbh and tmi, kind of when I accepted a lot about my sexuality or lack there of and realized I never really dug it, just companionship). 

Then, COVID. It was the easiest thing to jump back into and was also very lucky enough to have a part time gig in a new convenience store that I was helping start build up their craft beer profile (another popular member of early quarantine days). Those two years were actually really, really kind to me, albeit the world was very very unkind to humanity. 

I’m gonna be 31 in a couple weeks and while I still do things here and there, I feel like I’m just some random power ranger or horror heroine that’s clearly past their prime that attends cons every year to make a little extra. I definitely don’t make as much as I used to, still have old regulars show up tho…

Okay, to make it weird, I almost wish I could’ve utilized showing my face/identity more often, because if you look at Adriana Chechik, she’s made an entire career off of being someone a lot of people know but doing things that aren’t necessarily THAT line of work. Who we kiddin, she obvi still did her hot tub streams for a reason, however, she already had a following. When I was initially starting all of this I was in college and my intended profession wouldn’t really lend itself well for my having explicit videos existing. In retrospect, I probably would’ve been a bit more forward, seeing how Twitch/YT/any kind of Internet personality is really viable if you already have that squad. 


So that’s how it’s going. I’m back to cooking and doing other jobs full time, still run an only fans and cam every meow and again. Probably gonna stop soon, as my interesting isn’t really piqued by it atm, but then again the only reason I started again was due to necessity.