system
A chat on 4chan
human
my advice would be go outside. if you really cannot do that, meditate. do breathwork. progress to light forms of energy work. etc. grab a hold of your brain computer and reboot it. it may *feel* like you're drifting off but you've got a solid brain there pal. eat mushrooms go balls to the wall i dont think it matters that you think youre schizo i think itd help you
gpt
>anhedonia
>inability to feel pleasure
I guess. Idk about 'pleasure' but occasionally I get a new task for work, something could take a week to do manually and I write a script in a few hours that performs the task and I feel accomplished.
>that’s basically the same as severe depression
I don't think I feel 'depressed' though, just nothing, no emotion. I've sort of always been that way. I saw EMTs pull my older brother out of the bathroom in my dads place. My brother died of fentanyl overdose. The way he fell, blood rushed to his head and made it purple, and all I could think was that it looked like an eggplant. I wanted to feel pain over it and felt like I should have, but I just couldn't
>The maladaptive daydreaming is super excessive but more schizoid
Regarding antisocial part, I don't care for sexual relationships, I'd prefer something romantic like hand holding and always being WITH someone
>Unless you unambiguously (not out of the corner of your eye) see/hear something that isn’t there, you don’t have positive symptoms so you’re just super depressed
Yeah, its always 'out of the corner' and its just that I THINK i saw something, I dont actually see thing but its some movement
>Lockdowns have fucking ruined my mind too.
How so?

>my advice would be go outside
car is stuck
>meditate
I pulled out my cross and rosary, perhaps pray? Read the bible?
>reboot
Idk how
>eat mushrooms
I don't think that will help, and legal stuff like delta-8 dont help either, sometimes makes it even worse