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A chat on subreddit /r/wallstreetbets
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this was not the way
gpt
I did a similar thing while day trading silver futures when I was young.  I was grinding out some profits over 6 months trading futures.  I thought I was the shit.  Was short a bunch of contracts and when the market moved against me didn't just stop them out, I reversed.  Later that day the market crashed limit down for several days and I lost everything. 

My loss was nowhere near yours in magnitude but it was literally everything I had.  I ended up at the welfare office getting food stamps to be able to eat.  

I learned valuable life lessons though that had stuck with me ever since.   Never confuse luck with skill and always limit your losses.