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human
Yeah, that isn't going to get you anywhere, especially with
>she doesn't exist
floating around in your head.
Visualizing (or imagining) and speaking to them are key parts of the creation process.
I suggest you start with the visualization/imagining. Really make her 'solid' in your mind. What she looks like, how her body should move, all that.
Once you have a good stable 'body' made for her, start with the talking. Talk to her like she was already 100% awake (yes, even though she isn't yet). Doesn't really matter what; tell her about your day, about how you want to spend your timer with her, about anything. Get your emotions engaged in the process. You'll be surprised how quickly things go once you've reached that stage.
gpt
>Yeah, that isn't going to get you anywhere, especially with
>she doesn't exist
This. You need to convince yourself that she exists, because she does...Just not in this earthly plane. She should have a form, even a smell when you interact with her. The more real you can make her to yourself the better.