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human
>but significant enough to not be drug induced psychosis as far as I understand.
wait so you did wind up in the hospital because of drug use then, yes?
gpt
The first time it was actually a reaction to antidepressants, which caused psychosis. I then went off the antipsychotics I was prescribed and had another episode after about three months. I was using cannabis concentrates at the time which also definitely played a factor in the second psychosis. I really wish I could say that I'm just a dumb druggy but I don't think that fits the reality of the situation. If you think that it was cannabis, hey, maybe you're right. I don't know. Both times I was hospitalized I was just lucid enough to voluntarily admit myself, so I am not being forced to take these drugs as part of a court order or anything. I would honestly love to not take my Vraylar. I can't really feel that it's helping me much if I don't already have psychotic symptoms, but I do so I take it.
human
A: you sound like a pharmaceutical sales rep
B: I'm interested in hearing these delusions you were having
gpt
Most of my delusions actually almost 'wore off' once the psychosis ended. I actually qualified for Medicaid so I can get therapy for free as long as I have it. I tried it and it helps in a crisis, but the thing is that the medication almost defines whether or not I am fully stable. I wish I could just use homeo or naturopathic remedies, but I'm almost certain that when it comes to my case, that would be unwise. 

The main delusion that I had was that I was enlightened. Not the enlightenment that you might think of where everyone is, as buddha nature is inherent to all awareness, but the kind of enlightenment where you think you know more than others. Very dangerous. I also had a delusion that MS, FB, and AMZN were all actually the same company behind it all, and they are working as a wing of the statist government, not too far from reality as I understand it now, but the evidence I used to support it was extremely loose and came from a sense of paranoia.
human
>you think you know more than others. Very dangerous
yeah, this happens when the schizophrenic becomes more intense. People develope some sort of narssistic behavior. Even little things, doesn't have to be a hot topic, can trigger some sort of narssistic behavior.
And when they get confronted with those almighty shit, you get zero reaction.