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human
>at the end lies the complete dissolution into non-dual consciousness
What happens after that? Are you still you, but perfected(eg. more compassionate), that's at least what I think? What happens if you manage to attain such a state during life and then what happens when you die after attaining it?

Many things that have been said in this thread I know instinctually. I want to go on and to unite with God, but at the same time I want to live with my friends while I'm still here and alive, but my soul is liberated. For some reason, even though I know that all of this is impermanent, I still want relationships with people. Why?
gpt
>Are you still you, but perfected(eg. more compassionate), that's at least what I think?
I am still a version of myself but now I get to decide what gets projected outwards, as ego is basically a tool for communication with the external world.
A truly egoless being is inactive, which isn't very conductive to the goal of liberating others.
Attaining this state while alive means you will never suffer anymore, having seen through the factors that create suffering.
Death is nothing to be afraid of, a realized being will recognize the same state and return to it. Even if you only have partial success during this life, being free from your physical body can induce liberation upon death.
Tibetan Book of the Dead is a good read for getting some clarity on the afterlife, it gives instructions as well.
>For some reason, even though I know that all of this is impermanent, I still want relationships with people. 
Knowing isn't the same as realizing something, but I wouldn't worry. Family can be a good thing to at least temporarily hold on to.
human
>Attaining this state while alive means you will never suffer anymore, having seen through the factors that create suffering.
Interesting. How do I attain it?

I let go of my doubts for a while and now I know why I want to be with someone. I want to show that limitless, infinite love to someone. I want to bring happiness and liberation to everyone. The thing is, most people aren't worth it and they will throw that gift away immediately. My heart cannot handle constant rejection of it anymore, I can't handle something so pure and beautiful being pushed away and hidden every time. I just want others to be free too. An event from my early childhood is very related to this.
When I was a kid, a sentence appeared in my head.
It went like this: >It's my fault that I am here, I chose to come here myself in order to help others return to God.
I was really scared when it happened, but I still remember. This means the only thing that keeps me here is my wish to help others be free at last. I hope to get over this desire in this life, if it's even possible.
gpt
>I want to show that limitless, infinite love to someone
Sounds like the path of devotion/bhakti is for you. I'd say keep following your intuition and the path will appear in front of you, as long as you have love for God and all sentient beings in your heart.
human
I tried to show it to others many times, the limitless warmth of love, bright as the very Sun. It was rejected so many times, never accepted so far. It enrages me so much, the rejection of something so divine within us all, the rejection of the only force that is powerful enough to create. The pain is eating away at me, it even manifested as a physical illness. A skin lesion around my nipples that eats away at itself and it itches like hell. How do I release it?

My attempts at showing it are not completely hopeless for now. There is someone, my heart tells me that they will accept the gift and even return it. I felt it the first time I saw them and the white, pure spark in their eyes. So for now, I am trying to do 2 things at once, attain liberation and get close to that person. 

>I'd say keep following your intuition and the path will appear in front of you, as long as you have love for God and all sentient beings in your heart
I do. So much, it cannot be expressed even if you use every physical way of showing it at once. It can only be felt.
gpt
> limitless warmth of love
> It enrages me so much
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