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A chat on 4chan
human
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Everything at home is getting fucked up. I had to find out a lot of really dark shit about my parents the hard way and now that I know these things and I’m old enough to really see them for what they are I can’t change my mind. Everything is so fucked up. 

I just feel stressed. Fortunately I have good friends. All of this is making me wish I had a partner. While I know that I can, I don’t want to walk this world alone anymore 

Is there a possibility of me forming a relationship sometime soon?
gpt
>Is there a possibility of me forming a relationship sometime soon?
What does this has to do with your parents?

I don't know all your circunstances but for me it looks a lot like you're avoiding your own blame. Sometimes this is good for the self, but it's very needed to put the ego in it's place.
human
No, because I feel like I can’t trust them anymore and it’s like I’ve lost part of my family. I’d rather not go into very specific details but I’m pretty hurt about the shit they were doing because they basically put me right in the middle of it 

It just sucks. I am hurt. I wish I had someone there. I felt love once and having that kind of support or even company in situations like this is so awesome. 

But I should also probably just not be a little bitch and cope lmao