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human
had this 2 nights ago
>had just 'woke up' from previous dream (no memory of that dream)
>laying in bed that isn't mine
>in a room i do not recognize
>directly in front of me is a large flat screen television sitting on top of a drawer
>to the right of the TV is a door that exits the room
>to the left, coming from the top left corner of the room is a CRT monitor
>the monitor is attached to the ceiling by a mechanical arm
>the left wall has two large windows
>the mechanical arm began swaying the CRT up and down
>very organic movement, like a person nodding their head
>believe that there is someone else in the building controlling it remotely
>yell out 'Can you cut that shit out?'
>CRT stops moving, screen turns on. it's bright red
>white text appears on the screen
I'm sorry to say I don't remember at all what the text said at this time. I can't remember specifically. it was either flashing between messages too fast or was unreadable text
>CRT shuts off abruptly
>room is dead silent for about five seconds
>larger TV turns on. same red screen, white text is readable
>don't remember most of what it said
>do remember it saying something along the lines of 'Hell is real and you are going there'
>'You are powerless against this'
There were other lines of text that I wish i remembered.
>CRT turns back on. red screen, no text. It's facing directly at me
>think 'fuck this' and get out of bed, leave the room.
>open door, hallway stretches to another door
>run down the hall
>feels like something is wrapping itself around me
>getting harder and harder to move forward
>make it to door, open it, step inside, fall to knees and then to floor
>room is identical to the one i started in but flipped
>facing windows
>no TV or CRT
>thing gripping me feels warm, almost like a hug
>find strength to reach the window
>look out onto the street, feel light, cool breeze
>woke up for real this time halfway falling out of my bed
>legs feel like they're made of jelly. Trembling.
gpt
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I'm in my early 20's, live in southern USA. On autism spectrum.

I'm most happy that my hobbies are really starting to feel fun.
Not sure about what I'm least happy about. Probably the fact that I'm circumcised. Pisses me off every time I think of it.
human

In my view, this your subconscious telling you that something or someone is trying to control you through a combination of intimidation and shame. You've tried to resist but still feel trapped by it.