Thursday, August 13, 2009  fuck this blog  screw this. Here I am
baring my soul to myself. i looked at the stats and i am the
only one reading this crap. this is supposed top be therapy, but
why bother if it only makes me mad?  Wednesday, August 12, 2009
pondering a future heartbreaker  I'm been sipping on a bottle of
Firestone Riesling and it has apparently loosened my tongue or
thoughts or fingers... let's see...  I watched a group of kids
playing soccer on the beach today. They looked to be around 10
to 12 years old. A weird age. As summer winds down those kids
are heading into some of the biggest changes of their lives. The
loss of innocence and all that bullshit. But it's true.  This is
the age when friendships die. This is the era when "cool" kids
evolve and they leave the losers behind.  There was one girl in
particular who I found striking. Now-- I'm not a pedophile or
some fucked up shit like that... but you could look and just
tell that she is going to be a knock out. She had a natural
beauty. Real