nobody understands how hard it is  but add like, 245964820848
more on dislike  Depression effects every part of your life, and
you don’t even realize it.  Low self esteem:  Why doesn’t he
like me? because you’re fat and ugly  Why would he ever like
you? He won’t. No one wants a suicidal cutter for a girlfriend.
Will anyone truly love you? No because you’re not worth anyone’s
time.    Maybe I should play this game? No. You have no interest
in that anymore.  I should probably do my homework now..You
can’t. There’s no way you’re going to be able to focus.  I guess
I could go work out today. Nope. No energy, you can hardly get
out of bed.   Self Harm:  Trigger? Cut.  Why did you just cut?
Because you’re stupid and fat and you deserve it.   What’s the
matter? You’re feeling guilty for cutting.   How do I let it
out? Get the blade.  It’s this never ending cycle, that makes
you want to die. And the moments of sanity are so little, it’s
difficult to realize.