 Paul Hobson   We All Feel Powerless in the Face of Gary Speed's
Suicide, but That Doesn't Mean There is Nothing We Can Do
Posted: 03/12/11 00:00  I wake up and think about Gary Speed. I
go to bed thinking about Gary Speed. My day is punctuated with
thoughts about Gary Speed, his life, but particularly his death.
It's now a week since news broke that the lifeless body of the
Wales manager had been found hanging in his garage, and I can't
stop thinking about Gary Speed. What's happened is bewildering,
mysterious, tragic and more.  I never met, let alone personally
knew Gary Speed, but he wove himself into my life for 20 years.
From being part of that glorious Leeds midfield in the early
1990s, to his spells at Everton, Newcastle and Bolton, he has
always been part of the Premier League landscape. It's a
landscape I've studied, increasingly and probably too often, all
these years. In newspapers, on television, in fantasy football
lists, for the best part of two decades it has always featured
Gary Speed. Playin