Log in  22 February 2014 @ 09:08 pm I can't decide if I'm
handling all the stress lately really well (all things
considered), or if I'm not handling it at all and just haven't
noticed that yet. I mean, I know I am stressed. The physical
symptoms give that one away: more migraines, more headaches,
extra periods, lack of sleep, etc. My body is fairly reliable
when it comes to letting me know we're under pressure.  But I'm
not panicking. Visibly, I mean. I'm not panicking the way
everyone else is panicking, I'm not dwelling on what could go
wrong or who we might lose. I'm waiting for the other shoe to
drop, yes, but more in the sense of 'we can't do anything about
it, so lets not worry until it happens'.  I think, anyway. Could
be I'm just not letting myself think too much consciously about
it.  Sometimes I just wonder, you know? If this is where I'm
supposed to be in terms of handling stress, instead of curled in
a ball and semi-catatonic like I would have been three/four
years ago, or if I've gone too far in t