Questions Tagged With drugs tagged <span
class="tag">drugs</span>enTue, 21 Jan 2014 23:27:47 -0500DRUGS &
ISLAM AND FORGIVENESS/CORRECTION?<p>I have never been a
practicing Muslim, although I was born one. I am 30 now, but
when I was 26 I witnessed my father die in front of me from a
heart attack...I hated god for subjecting me to that, witnessing
my father’s death haunted me for years..I still have nightmares.
I was introduced to cocaine shortly after, it worked at first
and took away the pain and I have not stopped, it’s ruining me
and I’m drifting darker and darker, but I feel a light in the
distance a faint light or presence that tells me I’m loved and
makes me want to change. lately I’ve realized I can’t live like
this, I feel drawn now to Islam more than ever, I never cared
about prayers, but now even though I don’t speak Arabic the
prayers intrigue me, I feel like god feels my pain, and even
though turned my back, he hasn’t. Islamic prayers move me
emotionally I feel a stronger connection to it...I fee