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Mobile Device   Why? (Cutting)  I have been cutting since I was
the beginning I was just curious to see if the pain was all that
bad, and if my hemophobia would be triggered by my own blood.I
found that watching the solidly crimson blood flow,I was
entranced. fascinated. After a while it wasn't watching the
blood that got me going, it was the my eighth and ninth grade
years I was profoundly addicted to my own pain.I lost friends
over this, and eventually the scars overlapped causing the skin
to numb.after the searing burning pain had subsided and only
then did I realize I was An adrenaline junkie.I began to fight
and smoke pot to get my fix.the light airy feeling I got from
pot was almost as satisfying as the adrenaline fix I got with
the razor blade, the danger and pain of every fight was
exhilarating Recently, the availability of marijuana has been
eliminated so I have been cutting again, but I try not to, for
him. TheFoxHime TheFoxHime 13-15, F Feb