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the Ground  Then I can forget logic, language. Then I can talk
directly about the essential experience - whether it is
grammatical or not, who cares? One thing is certain, it is
existential.  So from now onwards remember, stop bringing light
into the unconscious - please! From now onwards wait for the
light to come. Wait with a throbbing heart, with a welcome,
doors open - because who knows when the light comes; there is no
pre-information. It comes so suddenly, you have to be awake all
the time, waiting by the side of the gate, keeping it open -
because the host can come any moment.  It is really the
relationship between the guest and the host. You have to
disappear and just become a waiting, utterly pure and silent,
not waiting for something, simply waiting. The moment you can
simply wait without demanding anything from existence and
without desiring.Because behind every desire and behind every
expectation and demand there is a complaint, “Why am