Depression Poem  How I Feel  © Wendy Nikole Does anyone know How
I feel? Feeling so alone And so empty My eyes are blank and my
smile is fake You can't just read me You just have to know me
The tears that escape me As I remember all the things That went
wrong Or what it could of been like On the outside I smile On
the inside I feel so dead to the world Like I'm invisible Not
worth knowing Useless and pointless I lay awake for hours on end
Wishing everything away I ask god Why me? Why do I have to
suffer For someone else's stupidity What am I to you? Someone
you can toy around with Someone you can hurt? Well guess what
God I'm done! I just want to disappear And cry Like spurting
blood Why is it I can bleed to death But I can't cry to death?
I'm trying so hard To gain control Over what was once mine My
life I feel like I don't matter I feel like I'm better off dead
Better off not existing Better off without love...   Rate The
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Feb 2010 Share a Story