Wednesday, May 16, 2012  War Within  I gave you the best of me.
You continued to test this of me. The promise you made to me.
The image it saved me. I continued to strive. I continued to
defeat. My love for you blossomed like roses in concrete. And
like ashes scattered, I am now ocean deep. I know what it feels
like, to be burned at my peak. When all that I wanted, was all
that I deserved. I put down my gauntlet, retired and preserved.
Let there be lessons of a battle that was fought. Lessons of
battles within me. The war that was bought. I loved you with all
my heart. Do know this. I never turned my back once, until you
did. In many ways, fate tells me to go. Countless nights I
screamed while my heart turned cold. Why did you not fight for
me? Why did you let go? I was treated like a mercenary with no
specific role. But, to assassinate and kill, this was my goal.
And so I put down my armor and give you my shield. The blood on
my sword, from battles of deals. My love goes out to some, but
never to many. This