May 22 2012        Apr 17 2010  Hoping for a life changing
moment, reflecting on past memories = self indulged confusion?
I have to admit something is going on.  I am unsure of what it
is but I can feel something deep inside that I can’t
explain.  Over the past few years I have studied metaphysics a
little and read numerous self-help books.  I have been on a
spiritual search and feel I have come to an awakening of sorts
but I still feel there is some little something still missing, I
can’t put my finger on it and I have no idea what it is but I
feel it is there.  Does any of that make sense to any one
else?  I have been in Nashville now for almost 9 years and have
hoped that in that amount of time I would burry my past, re-
invent who I am and become an amazing new persona that could
change the world.  Perhaps a little corny to the masses but I
have always been a dreamer.  I think I have always hoped that I
could be one of those people who had that instant life changing
moment that would remold me into someon