Thursday, 30 December 2010  Fighting Autogynephila  A younger me
﻿In 1995 I discovered the internet and created one of the first
transgendered web sites. It was called the Sussex Transgender
Page. My main reason for creating the site was to find someone
like me, or identified in the same way as I did with the
transgendered scene. I got lots and lots of emails and made some
good friends. It was very flattering to be out at a TG event and
have someone asking if I was Cheryl from the Internet. In all of
the years the page was running I did not meet anyone who was
like me. Was I that unique with my outlook, I'm not sure?
During these early years I also so wanted a girlfriend who would
accept me, yet I had this burning desire to feminise myself. So
many inner conflicts which I thought I would be able to untangle
to clear my head.  Many years ago I visited a well established
transsexual support group. It was made very clear that this
group meeting was for true transsexuals only and not
transvestites. This is back