Sunday, July 1, 2012  Holding on to a thread  Hey everybody,
this past few weeks have been very stressful. I have exams and
projects due from left to right. Medical school and Business
school are totally killing me and sucking every energy out of my
little body. It was so bad to the point that I was able to
create weird ass scenarios about what would happen if I failed.
For example, during the week of our microbiology lab exam, me
and bunch of students were waiting for our turn to perform the
procedure in front of the professor. My friends and I got one
point taken away for asking the professor to clarify something
on the exam. One point may not seem like a big deal, but when
you are at the moment of the exam, it means the world to you.
Some weird sequential ideas started forming in my head: "oh
shiet, one point loss means more points loss, more points loss
means failing microbiology lab, which leads to failing
microbiology, and that means failing medical school. If I fail
medical school I will end up living