Satsang about Self-realization October 17. 2006 [revised April
22. 2007]  With Jan Esmann   Question: On your posting at
www.dadashri.org/experiences4.html [you can also see it here]
you write how you initially experienced emptiness in everything.
Do you still experience this and could you elaborate a bit on
that experience?   Jan: Initially i saw Self as a so called no-
thing-ness, as emptiness. Today I regret using that expression,
because it is total fullness. Shortly after I got it, I sat
there at an informal meeting and looked at all these people
talking and interacting, and I saw absolute nothingness. I was
amazed. I kept wondering how pure nothing could talk, act,
think, and so forth. Or you could say I saw people acting and
was amazed how they could do so when in reality they were pure
nothing. How does nothing become something? I have no idea! It
amazed me and I wondered about it every day. Today i see it as
the throb of Shakti.   Q: So you still see this nothingness in
everything?   J: Yes. All the t