Thursday, February 16, 2012  One Step Forward... Two Steps
Back..  "One step forward... two steps back"; is the perfect way
to describe my life at this point.. I'd do well in class, I'd
help out my grandmother by getting her groceries and stuff for
her at the pharmacy.. I'd help out my parents, I'd learn a new
song on the guitar, I'd almost start dating another girl...
Then I would use drugs, and mess everything up, and be further
behind than when I started..  That is addiction... that's all it
is.. You can't move forward with anything.. you might feel like
you're doing well, because you have a job, you're paying your
bills, you have a girlfriend or a wife, a house, a car... but
you're still using.. You might think you have it all under
control... but sooner or later, you'll lose your grip.. And
that's when everything comes crashing down...  I was using drugs
at school almost everyday... I would skip  every third or fourth
day "so I wouldn't become addicted" I thought... but on the
fourth day, I started usin