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am here reading. I've been too sad to be contributing. But then
I feel it's better to say a little something than nothing.   I
saw the RE and regular endocrinologist in the past week and they
both really feel I need to go on hormone replacement therapy.
The menopause is real. The RE said actually most of her POI
(premature ovarian insufficiency) patients who have gotten
pregnant were on HRT ironically. I am afraid to go on HRT. I am
also afraid to keep dreaming that I will beat these odds. I feel
as if I am in very deep denial about being in menopause. I am
trying to tell a couple of people in my life to make it more
real to my brain I guess. The early bone loss and less than five
periods in five years, how can I ignore this?   I cling to the
happiness and cry over the