Sunday, September 12, 2010  Look Familiar?  When thinking
suicidal thoughts, it's important to remember your close friends
and family and how many more great memories you will have with
them. Unless you're laying on your death bed (and if you are, we
are proud that you had "Read TechSuperfans' blog" on your bucket
list), you've got a large balance of happy times ahead to help
offset the horrible sadness and sickness you feel. A hug from my
oldest daughter and a kiss from my wife certainly helped me gain
some perspective on an otherwise nightmare day of college
football yesterday.  But before closing the door on the pain, I
decided to take one more quick look around, and I noticed there
was a certainly familiarity with the surroundings. I started
trying to place where I'd seen this pain before. Boston College
in 2007? No, that was gut-wrenching, but it was more hazy, less-
focused. There was still a pale light in the room. Miami in
2005? Close, but the smell of optimism still lingered after that
one. And then i