Tony sighed, it had been months since she had died upon that
roof top and now...well now didn't matter. His hands moved over
the lettering of her tombstone, he had always known she was out
of his league but he never expected to lose her so soon. He
sighed, his hands smoothing over his face before he collapsed to
his knees. He remembered it like yesterday, the day that she
left the world his world for the last time.  'We were laughing,
McGee was in trouble but we were laughing. And then...all I
remember is having my face smacked with warm liquid. It never
registered what had happened until Gibbs shot blindly. That's
when the reality of you being gone hit me, and I collapsed like
I just did. Though it was to hold you one last time, the first
real time I guess you could say. You were gone, but your
eyes...they were open and glazed. It was almost like there was
someplace you needed to be but you couldn't get there, I guess
that place was the end of your life. Not the one Ari made, but
the one that you were to mak