Wednesday, June 11, 2008  Where am I headed in life?  I've been
thinking a lot lately about who I am and where I am today.  I'm
my own worst critic as I'm sure many of us are. I can honestly
say that I'm rarely happy with myself. Yes...I know that sounds
sad and slightly pathetic. But I am being brutally honest. I
always feel like I can be this much better at one thing or
another. Not even competing with people, but with myself.  I'm
not sure where this overly-critcal side of me comes from or why
it won't just subside. There is nothing more I would like than
to be happy with who I am. It just doesn't happen that often. I
always see room for improvement and that bugs me.  Take for
instance, my weight. I am what would consider by the BMI to be
slightly overweight. I'm about 7-10 lbs over what I should be.
I'm one the shorter side so I'm not supposed to weigh very much.
I've lost about 12 lbs in the last couple of months and although
I'm very proud of that fact and also because I'm much healthier
I just keep pus