Saturday, October 31, 2009  Why am I awake?  So I have to start
work at 6:30 am, but why did my body decides to wake up at 1:15
am? I hate the fact that I am awake right now at 3:53 am... so I
decided to complain about it on the Inter-web. I think part of
the reason I am awake is because I had a dream about layoffs. My
job lost 50 guys yesterday and I wasn't among the lucky few, or
unlucky depending on how you view waking up at the crack of
dawn. So now I must wave goodbye to any chance of weekends off
for the next little while, but at least they pay me overtime for
it.  I still feel bad for the guys who were let go. I overheard
management say it was trimming the fat, but it seems needlessly
cruel to refer to somebody as unwanted weight (man... I'm
hungry). Me and my partner at work are on loan to another
company to help out with their equipment testing so that makes
us immune to the layoff axe, but sooner or later some company
suck up is gonna take my place. It might be survivors guilt that
keeps me up at ni