Site Meter  Sunday, June 13, 2010   You'll have to excuse me...
I'm having a bit of a moment right now.  As in, I'm freaking
out. With a capital FREAKING and a capital OUT.  It dawned on me
today that my due date is in exactly 3 months, although the
actual day will be a lot sooner because of the fact I have to
have a scheduled c-section.  And were are so not ready.  We are
not ready in the usual ways; we still need a tonne of various
baby accoutrements, there are rooms to rearrange, logistics to
figure out... a name for the baby. But that's not what has me in
the midst of a panic attack.  What really is scaring me is that
we have no plan dealing with what to do with Elise when it's
time for this little guys arrival.  The original plan was for my
Mom to come and help out. That looks like it might not happen,
and unfortunately there is no plan B.  Fred's Mom has offered,
and I love her to death, but she has never stayed with us for
more than a few days. She has never tested a BG, counted a carb,
checked for ket