O My Father,  I am incomplete.  My days without You turn dreary
and desolate.  I have not been taking my daily bread.  And the
bread I do break turns to crumbs.  I am weak of heart and mind
without You.  Your constant guidance leads me down  The narrow
path of Light.  Yet I fight for control of my life.  The need to
be normal in this world delves too deep.  Why can I not stop
thinking of that one enigmatic man?  Continually I tell You to
take this burden.  Continually I fail to let it go.  Please stop
me Lord from this path of self-destruction.  You are the
treasure chest at the end of the rainbow.  Yet You are the
rainbow itself.  Lead me to that treasure within Your Ghost.
Lord, help me.  I an nothing without You,  Only a mere speck in
this world.  You are great, my Lord, my King.  I need to drink
deeply from Your Wellspring.  I need revival.  Sincerely
confused as ever,  Your daughter