Monday, January 9, 2012  No *interesting* updates, but a lot of
updates.  Thank you all from the bottom of my heart for not
spitting on me. As many of you said, it's silly to feel so
dreadful about something so wonderful, but I think you also
understand that it's impossible not to. So many of the people
I've come to care about are going through particularly awful
things right now...I feel like I've been suddenly transformed
into your annoying fertile friend who's always popping out
babies while you suffer. I guess I'll just do my best to not be
an asshole (which I'm super good at, right?), but please, if you
can't bear to read this space anymore, don't feel one bit
conflicted about going away forever. Or at least until things
are better for you, which I dearly hope will be very, very soon.
And thank you also for offering reassurance. I have nothing new
to report on the uterine front. I've had a couple more spotting
episodes, and some stabbing back pain that made me certain I'd
wake up in a pool of blood, but