Date: Sun, 11 Mar 2012 10:00:55 -0400 (EDT) From: Subject:
Utopia Some guys my age will know what I am saying when I
mention about loneliness and what it can do to a guy. In my case
losing my wife after 30 years of marriage was a real shock and I
felt then I could never find another like her. And anyway I did
not want the commitment of another deep relationship. But to be
frank the sexual urge was still there and I had to live with it
for nigh on seven years because during that time my wife had
developed cancer which meant that her sex drive was virtually
gone, it had never ever occurred to me about linking up with
another guy but then I had never had reason to explore my sexual
leanings; having been quite happy with my wife until the illness
set in. But since I was being both logical and practical in
coming to the conclusion that a male sexual relationship would
not incur too much commitment if it was arranged on a strictly
casual and mutual basis, perhaps someone of my own disposition,
who like me missed th