Thread: Self Harm View Single Post (#18 (permalink)) noirmali's
Avatar noirmali (Offline) Senior Member Hand Drawn Posts: 1,948
Join Date: Jul 2006 Zodiac Sign: Leo Rating: 3 Votes / 5.00
Average Default 10-26-2009, 06:01 PM  Hmm. I'm tan, or at least
we can say that against most people. ^^ And it's really
noticeable if I start waving my arms around, but most of the
time I'm not comfortable wearing T-shirts anyway, seeing as I'm
so fat, although lately since it's been...two years? they're
starting to fade quite a bit, so it's easier to wear them,
although it's cold so there's no reason to wear anything short
anyway.  ....I'm not sure whether I'm comfortable admitting
this, but I might as well tell someone <.<' I admit that I don't
like...hurt myself to the extent of drawing blood anymore, but
when I get frustrated with myself I rake my nails across my
skin, just to feel the pain x.x' It paralyzes me for a few
moments, and that's all I need to feel better; after that I just
savour it, and I don't do it twice i