Beginning to finally be comfortable with who I am  Hi people of
Giantbomb. My name is Brian and I'am currently a college student
residing in Colorado springs, Colorado. For the longest time I
have struggle with the whole concept of self worth. Many days I
have questioned why I get out of bed in the morning. Why do I
even exist and whats the point of it? Other times i'll feel
fine. Things aren't going terribly for me and really haven't
been other than Lyme disease, but I still struggle at times with
the concept of success. At times its been hard to see even where
I'm going in my life.  I think as college rolls on i'am just now
getting used to myself again. Some days really feel like nothing
more than dreams. It can get depressing after a while, but I'm
getting back to being on the positive side and in doing so
things are going better. I'm socializing more slowly, but
surely.  I'm helping friends with their problems whether simple
classwork or personal and thats fulfilling. Thing is I felt
gloomy this weekend a