I wish I could say love was the only drug in my past
relationships.  Over the last six years, I have intentionally
slapped myself in the face to say the least with a relationship
that was doomed for failure from the very beginning. It all
started when I was entering high school. I met individuals who
completely changed my life for the better and individuals who
completely destroyed it. One specific person put a burden on me,
and to be perfectly honest I don’t know how to get rid of his
presence in my life. I feel nothing because of him; I’m so empty
on the inside and I constantly crave danger or dangerous
situations. To tell you all the truth, he really did ruin a good
portion of my life.  I went from being a scholar student to
snorting lines of cocaine off bathroom sinks in bars and then
illegally driving down the 401. If I have to tell the truth it
was fun for a very short amount of time. Thankfully, I do not
have an addictive personality and the few times hard drugs were
in my system I never craved them ag