My spiritual growth in and outside of Kabbalah  Thwarted
Intention  First of what is this old word you can’t even
pronounce?  Well, it is an old word, and there is no new word to
replace it, so I have decided to use it.  It means that a force
was disrupted or opposed to the degree that it was turned back.
In our meaning: you intended something and your intention was
not able to get realized because of opposition.  The intention
is mostly hidden, and less than savory.  For example, you
married someone so that they die fast and leave you with their
money so that you can marry the one you really love. The person
refused to die. You are left with a thwarted intention. Can you
see how pissed you would be?  Or you help someone with the
hidden agenda that when you need them they will help you back.
They don’t. You are pissed. Thwarted intention.  What is there
to do? First off tell yourself the whole truth, the hidden nasty
truth about you and your intention. The self serving, self
centered, harmful ways you can be