He admits that this had a negative effect on his spirituality I tend to be rather hotheaded, so scenes of violence made it difficult for me to exercise self  control
शिवाय, उत्तान दृश्‍ये पाहिल्यामुळे माझ्या पत्नीमध्ये व माझ्यामध्ये तणाव वाढू लागला.