 [A dark figure with arrows pierced through its body, standing in a field of wheat, looking up at the sky with a pleading expression, saying, "God, why do you not love me?"], [black and white pencil drawing, with a dark and moody atmosphere, in the style of Francisco Goya], [camera lens set to 50mm, with a shallow depth of field, lighting set to create a dark and moody atmosphere, colors set to be dark and muted, with a focus on the contrast between the light and dark areas, effects set to create a sense of depth and texture, background set to be a dark and stormy sky, rendering set to be realistic and detailed]