two o'clock
I suppose a cry does us all good at times -- clears the air as other rain does . Perhaps it was reading the journal yesterday that upset me , and then Jonathan went away this morning to stay away from me a whole day and night , the first time we have been parted since our marriage . I do hope the dear fellow will take care of himself , and that nothing will occur to upset him . It is two o'clock , and the doctor will be here soon now . I shall say nothing of Jonathan 's journal unless he asks me . I am so glad I have type-written out my own journal , so that , in case he asks about Lucy , I can hand it to him ; it will save much questioning . * * * * * _ Later .