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Christian 's thoughts of his native country CHR . Yes , but with much shame and detestation : `` Truly , if I had been mindful of that country from whence I came out , I might have had opportunity to have returned ; but now I desire a better country , that is , an heavenly . '' -LSB- Heb . 11:15,16 -RSB- PRUD . Do you not yet bear away with you some of the things that then you were conversant withal ? CHR . Yes , but greatly against my will ; especially my inward and carnal cogitations , with which all my countrymen , as well as myself , were delighted ; but now all those things are my grief ; and might I but choose mine own things , Christian 's choice I would choose never to think of those things more ; but when I would be doing of that which is best , that which is worst is with me .