about midnight
He complained that he was n't well , and went to bed . But when he laid his head on the pillow that voice kept whispering , `` Why do n't you love Jesus ? '' He could n't sleep . By and by , about midnight , he got up and said , `` I will get a Bible and find where Christ contradicts himself , and then I 'll have a reason , '' and he turned to the book of John . My friends , if you want a reason for not loving Christ , do n't turn to John . He knew Him too long . I do n't believe a man can read the gospel of John without being turned to Christ .