Two o’clock
Ah , dear sister , loved and worshiped at least as much for your severity at the last as for your tenderness at the first -- if we have paid so dear for my joy at seeing you all once more , you and David may perhaps some day think that you could grudge no price however high for a little last happiness for an unhappy creature who loved you . Do not try to find me , Eve ; do not seek to know what becomes of me . My intellect for once shall be backed by my will . Renunciation , my angel , is daily death of self ; my renunciation will only last for one day ; I will take advantage now of that day ... `` _ Two o'clock _ . `` Yes , I have quite made up my mind . Farewell for ever , dear Eve . There is something sweet in the thought that I shall live only in your hearts henceforth , and I wish no other burying place .