midnight
Truth to tell I was loath to leave the Governor , for I knew even better than he how much of treachery there was in those about him . Besides that I had no confidence in my lieutenant , and yet hated to acquaint Bienville with the fact for fear he might mistrust my motives . I was heavy at heart and dreaded the future . When , somewhat after midnight , I arose to go , he came around the table and taking me by both shoulders gazed steadily into my face . I met his glance frankly and quailed not . `` Forgive me , Placide , these are such days of distrust I doubt every one about me . Forgive me , lad , but your old commander 's reputation , aye , his honor even , depends now so much upon your fidelity . ''