Monday Morning, eleven o'clock
Can you believe it ? I felt something so strange and my heart was so heavy . _ IV . -- Virtue Triumphant -- Pamela 's Journal _ _ Monday Morning , eleven o'clock . _ We are just come in here , to the inn kept by Mr. Jewkes 's relations . Just as I sat down , before setting out to pursue my journey , comes my master 's groom , all in a foam , man and horse , with a letter for me , as follows : `` I find it in vain , my Pamela , to struggle against my affection for you , and as I flatter myself you may be brought to _ love _ me , I begin to regret parting with you ; but , God is my witness , from no dishonourable motives , but the very contrary . `` You can not imagine the obligation your return will lay me under to your goodness , and if you are the generous Pamela I imagine you to be let me see by your compliance the further excellency of your disposition .