Two P.M.
Further down the page , in another ink , evidently written later , was a single note : `` I 've left a message with the wireless operator , a sort of desperate hope that it may be of some use -- to Dorothy , telling her to consult you on all matters of importance . I 've written one to you , telling you to find her . The man says he 'll send them out as soon as he gets into touch with anyone . '' A still later entry : `` Two P.M. -- I 'm in my cabin all the time . I think that I shall go mad . That sounds conventional , does n't it -- reminiscent of melodrama ! I assure you it 's worse than real .