nearly midnight
God saw your whole heart ; He knows you would never harm a living thing . He watches over His children , and will not let them do things they would pray with their whole hearts not to do . It was the angry thought of a moment , and He forgives you . ' She sank into silence again till it was nearly midnight . The weary enfeebled spirit seemed to be making its slow way with difficulty through the windings of thought ; and when she began to whisper again , it was in reply to Maynard 's words . ` But I had had such wicked feelings for a long while . I was so angry , and I hated Miss Assher so , and I did n't care what came to anybody , because I was so miserable myself .