five o'clock
It is aching now , dear Dairy . However , I had begun my task and must go through with it . Abandoning Jane at a corner , in spite of her calling me cruel and even sneaking , I went to Adrian 's hotel , which I had learned of during my seance in his room while he was changing his garments behind a screen , as it was marked on a dressing case . It was then five o'clock . How nervous I felt as I sent up my name to his chamber . Oh , Dear Diary , to think that it was but five hours ago that I sat and waited , while people who guessed not the inner trepidation of my heart past and repast , and glanced at me and at Leila 's pink hat above . At last he came .