midnight
`` My ! but it would open their eyes if one of their dearest friends was in danger of getting himself hanged ! Something permanent in THAT ! `` LATER : This is midnight . I expect to leave as soon as I possibly can , but probably this letter will get away first , so here 's something new to put your mind on ; it 's rather dreadful , when you give it a calm thought . But my thoughts are not calm . Far from it .