three o'clock in the morning
I am simply dazed . I had an experience to-day -- the most hideous thing that I think ever happened to me in my life . Oh , I have been like a madman ever since -- I lost my head -- I did not know what I was doing . I was really crazy -- it is three o'clock in the morning , now , but I shall write it down -- I can not sleep . * * * * * To-day I went up to see that man as he told me to . I went trembling with suspense -- just think , it has been eleven weeks since this agony began . And I went into his office -- he was alone ; and when he saw me he sprang to his feet -- my soul , he looked like a tiger .