four o'clock
I believe I know you even better than you know yourself . You must leave me now . You must promise that you will not try to see me again until tomorrow afternoon at this same hour . I will be in the garden with the others until four o'clock , when I will go to the house alone . If then you have decided that you can , with all truthfulness to yourself and me , give up your ministry , come to me and I will be your wife . But whether you come or not you must always believe that I love you , that I shall always love you , as my other self , and that I shall never , never doubt your love for me . '' So she sent him away to fight his battle alone , knowing it was the only way such a battle could be rightly fought , and because she wanted him , for his own sake , to have the certainty of a self-won victory , never doubting in her own heart what that victory would be or what it would mean to her .