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My will was made when in Dublin , and is in the charge of Mr Cophagus . '' `` Japhet , I hope you will allow me one favour , which is , to go to the ground with you . I had rather be there than remain here in suspense . '' `` Of course , my dear fellow , if you wish it , '' replied I ; `` but I must go to bed , as I am to be called at four o'clock -- so let 's have no sentimentalising or sermonising . Good-night , God bless you . '' I was , at that time , in a state of mind which made me reckless of life or of consequences ; stung by the treatment which I received , mad with the world 's contumely , I was desperate . True it was , as Mr Masterton said , I had not courage to buffet against an adverse gale .