midnight
I do n't know what I 've done to deserve all this love . I have had a great deal of love in my life now that I come to think of it . We worked hard over the last of the proofs , and I suppose I was tired at the end of them , for when Martin carried me upstairs to-night there was less laughter than usual , and I thought he looked serious as he set me down by the bed . I bantered him about that -LRB- `` A penny for your thoughts , mister '' -RRB- , but towards midnight the truth flashed upon me -- I am becoming thinner and therefore lighter every day , and he is beginning to notice it . Moral -- I must try to walk upstairs in future . * * * * * JULY 30 . Ah , me !