midnight
But the first joyful sensations were not unmingled with doubt and alarm . He found her lovely and attractive , as when he had last seen her ; but , since that time , what changes had taken place , and how might her heart have altered ! De Valette , young , handsome , and agreeable , confessed himself her lover ; he was the favorite of her guardians , and what influence had he , or might he not obtain , over her affections ! Such reflections of mingled pain and pleasure occupied the mind of Stanhope , and alternate hopes and fears beguiled the midnight hour , and banished every idea of repose . I pray you have the ditty o'er again ! Of all the strains that mewing minstrels sing , The lover 's one for me . I could expire To hear a man , with bristles on his chin , Sing soft , with upturn 'd eyes , and arched brows , Which talk of trickling tears that never fall .