midnight
It is because I believe in nothing that I am so clouded now . Oh , it is such a dark , dark , lonely way ! If I had a friend to go with me I should not shrink back ; but oh , Beulah , I am so solitary ! It seems to me I am going out into a great starless midnight . '' She shivered , and her cold fingers clutched Beulah 's convulsively . `` Calm yourself , Cornelia . If Christianity is true , God will see that you were honest in your skepticism , and judge you leniently .