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-- can I say ` My heavens ' without getting my head cut off like a bad Turk or aberrant Afghan woman not wearing her burka ? '' She took a deep breath and tried to maintain a supercilious dignity . `` You certainly have been repressing your hatred of me , mister . I for one am certainly glad that you have had your little catharsis . '' She feigned a smile and spoke weakly . `` Please ! Leave me and my imagined sickness .