Eight o'clock
I can not believe it possible : not that he has ever told her he loved her ; but a man of honor will not tell an untruth even with his eyes , and his have spoke a very unequivocal language . I never saw any thing like her confusion , when she was told he was gone to visit Madame Des Roches ; but , when it was hinted with what design , I was obliged to take her out of the room , or she would have discovered all the fondness of her soul . I really thought she would have fainted as I led her out . Eight o'clock . I have sent away all the men , and drank tea in Emily 's apartment ; she has scarce spoke to me ; I am miserable for her ; she has a paleness which alarms me , the tears steal every moment into her lovely eyes . Can Rivers act so unworthy a part ? her tenderness can not have been unobserved by him ; it was too visible to every body .