ten o'clock
I wanted to ask him to forgive me -- to comfort him for his loss ; but pride kept me from it . I could n't speak -- I could n't ! After dinner he said he had a lot of work to do , and came into this room . At ten o'clock I sent him coffee . I wished to take it myself -- O God ! if only I had done so ! I _ wished _ to take it , and speak to him , but still I could n't .