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I took a delight in feeling that I was unhappy , and in trying to feel more so . Consequently this egotistic consciousness completely annulled any element of sincerity in my woe . That night I slept calmly and soundly -LRB- as is usual after any great emotion -RRB- , and awoke with my tears dried and my nerves restored . At ten o'clock we were summoned to attend the pre-funeral requiem . The room was full of weeping servants and peasants who had come to bid farewell to their late mistress . During the service I myself wept a great deal , made frequent signs of the cross , and performed many genuflections , but I did not pray with , my soul , and felt , if anything , almost indifferent . My thoughts were chiefly centred upon the new coat which I was wearing -LRB- a garment which was tight and uncomfortable -RRB- and upon how to avoid soiling my trousers at the knees .