one o'clock
`` I do n't know . After all , _ why _ did you leave that café ? Why did _ I _ ? Why are we together , now -- here in your studio , and utterly miserable at one o'clock of the New Year 's morning ? For you and I are unhappy and ill at ease ; and you and I are talking at cross purposes , groping , evading , fencing with words . If there is nothing significant in the friendship we gave each other from the hour we met -- it is not worth the self-deception you are content with . '' `` Self-deception ! ''