four o'clock in the morning
She had no schedule , no routine , no rules either for herself or others . She had been denied the chance of developing and discovering her own limitations and abilities . She expected her maids and her friends to be at her beck and call twenty-four hours out of the twenty-four , she would not accept an excuse of being unfitted by illness for some task or of not knowing how to do any intricate , unheard-of thing which suddenly it occurred to her must be done . When a servant would plead her case Beatrice always told her that for days at a time she left her alone in her beautiful home with nothing to do but keep it clean and eat up all her food and very likely give parties and use her talking machine and piano -- which was quite true -- and that she must consider this when she was asked to stay on duty until three or four o'clock in the morning or be up at five o'clock with an elaborate breakfast for Beatrice and her friends just returning from a fancy-dress ball . On a sunny day she often sent the maids driving in her car , and if a blizzard came up she was certain to ask them to walk downtown to match yarn for her , not even offering car fare . She would borrow small sums and stamps from them and deliberately forget to pay them back , at the same time giving her cook a forty-dollar hat because it made her own self look too old . She had never had any one but herself to rely upon for discipline , and whenever she wanted anything she had merely to ask for it .