Because Everything you said is true. I'm a mess. I married a Man I knew was dying. So God knows how screwed up I already was. Him dying messed me up Even more. I pushed you out of my life. And I-I'm unfixable.  Not you.
Why not?
I spent months wondering how I made it go bad. If you nEver loved me, then "ï¿½ then I didn't do anything wrong.  Hey. Allison, come on. It's all right. I still don't know why I said that. It's not Even true. I did love you. Just... not in a way that would have Ever worked.
I spent months wondering how I made it go bad. If you nEver loved me, then "ï¿½ then I didn't do anything wrong.  Hey. Allison, come on. It's all right. I still don't know why I said that. It's not Even true. I did love you. Just... not in a way that would have Ever worked. [SEP] Why not? [SEP] Because Everything you said is true. I'm a mess. I married a Man I knew was dying. So God knows how screwed up I already was. Him dying messed me up Even more. I pushed you out of my life. And I-I'm unfixable.  Not you.