What do you want from me?
So you can only handle not self-destructing by being self-destructive?
Okay. So maybe I am trying to numb myself a little, because I'm trying to change, trying to stop being self-destructive.
Okay. So maybe I am trying to numb myself a little, because I'm trying to change, trying to stop being self-destructive. [SEP] So you can only handle not self-destructing by being self-destructive? [SEP] What do you want from me?