So you don't want to take care of him. Taking care of him doesn't fulfill you, make you happy. But not taking care of him would make you miserable.
I can't abandon him.
You enjoy this?
You enjoy this? [SEP] I can't abandon him. [SEP] So you don't want to take care of him. Taking care of him doesn't fulfill you, make you happy. But not taking care of him would make you miserable.