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It’s obvious from talking to a few people that hardly anyone understands what having chronic Lyme disease means.  This is not surprising as I barely knew myself until a few months ago — but I have educated myself through a lot of research and speaking to my specialist doctor.

I’m going to try to attempt to describe what this is all about and what I am going through, in the hope of spreading understanding.  Make no mistake, I am not looking for sympathy, just for people to understand.

What it is

Lyme is an evil and clever bacteria called Borrelia.  It uses resist and evasion tactics that any SWAT team would be proud of by hiding in muscles, bone, cartilage and crosses the blood-brain-barrier to hide deep in brain tissue.  It also changes form when under attack and builds itself a wall to resist antibiotics.

This is NOT a 30 day antibiotic course disease, it takes months and often years to eradicate.

What it does

Lyme is often called The Great Imitator.  It has so many symptoms that unless they are taken as a whole it’s incredibly easy to misdiagnose.  And sadly that is what is happening across the world.  I recently heard that 80% of patients diagnosed with M.E. who had a test for Lyme were positive for it.

Here’s a selection of my particular symptoms, but this is by no means exhaustive:

  • Extreme fatigue, with aching muscles and no energy
  • Bone and joint pain with stiffness, often misdiagnosed as arthritis
  • Many, many neurological symptoms: forgetfulness (I sometimes fail to recall the name of someone I’ve known most of my life), poor concentration levels, massive headaches, nausea, faintness, anxiety, depression, impulsiveness, mood swings
  • Insomnia
  • Tinnitus
  • Muscle twitching
  • Blurry vision and “floaters”
  • Pink eye

What is a co-infection

Almost everyone who has Lyme also has a co-infection. This is additional bacteria that are contracted in the same tick bite that delivers the Lyme.  I have something called Bartonella which is responsible for some very nasty symptoms, one of which is life-threatening:

  • Burning in feet and foot pain (often misdiagnosed as plantar fasciitis)
  • Swollen, painful lymph nodes
  • Skin rashes
  • Heart problems, pericarditis

The last of these is one of my biggest problems and the reason I am not travelling for work right now.  Pericarditis is a swelling of the pericardium, the sac around the heart. It also traps fluid which is known as a pericardial effusion.  This is a serious issue – if the fluid becomes too much it prevents the heart from beating efficiently and eventually makes it stop.

This condition is responsible for missed beats, palpitations and extreme pain.  When I say extreme, I’m talking nothing like I have experienced before.  The pain and palpitations will come and go at random and when it kicks off I feel the blood draining from my head and I have to lie still for anything from 15 minutes to 4 hours or more, before it goes away.

What is the treatment

There are many strains of the bacteria and treatment is somewhat of an art as much as it is a science.  As I previously mentioned, the Borellia will shift form.  Its main form is a spirochete but it also takes a non-cell wall form (cell walls are what antibiotics work on) and a dormant cyst form.  All of these forms have to be taken care of to ensure it doesn’t come back.

The treatment I am on is a variety of anti-malarial, antibiotic and herbal supplements.

The treatment is worse than the disease

That’s right – the treatment makes everything worse.  Much worse.  As the bacteria die off, they dump endotoxins into your blood stream which triggers many things:

  • Exacerbation of existing symptoms
  • Flu-like symptoms with huge headaches
  • Pain, pain and more pain

This is called a herxheimer reaction, or herx for short.

I have to cope with this by constant detoxing.  I take a few different detoxing supplements and have to drink in the region of 4 litres of water a day to flush my system out.  I have learned that when I am experiencing a herx, I become a zombie and cannot function at all.

In addition, I am completely intolerant to alcohol, I will get an awful headache within 5 minutes of a drink.  Life and soul of the party, me!


I am hopeful that I will resolve everything eventually but I know it will take me personally another year or two before I am better.  In the meantime, I feel like something is stealing my life away from me, but I have to remain strong.  I have a family to take care of.

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Herx Force One

ImageI appear to be having a major “herx” reaction to my meds. This is apparently “good” because it means the drugs are working.

Basically, it’s a result of the bacteria dying and spilling their guts into my blood stream – their guts are basically endotoxins to which my immune system suddenly goes “WOOOOAAA!” and kicks off a massive street fight in my body. The symptoms of that are basically huge headaches, mental confusion, fatigue and insomnia. I can say without reservation, yes, they are the fucking symptoms.

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