I think... I think when its all over it just comes back in flashes, you know? Its like a kaleidoscope of memories, it just all comes back. But he never does. I think part of me knew the second I saw him that this would happen. Its not really anything he said or anything he did, it was the feeling that came along with it. And the crazy thing is I dont know if Im ever gonna feel that way again, but I dont know if I should. I knew his world moved too fast and burned too bright, but I just thought, how can the devil be pulling you toward someone who looks so much like an angel when he smiles at you? Maybe he knew that when he saw me. I guess I just lost my balance. I think that the worst part of it all wasnt losing him, it was losing me.