I don 't know where I should start . There are several places where I could begin . The place where things started to go bad would be one , the place where the whole story started would be another and there were several places in between the two that could be a jumping off point . The day we met , the day I proposed , the day I deployed to Afghanistan or the day I returned are but a few . Then there would be the day we were married or the day she went to work at Cutter and Sons . Maybe even the day I went to work for XYZ and my subsequent promotions . But the more I think on it I guess that in order to grasp the full picture I need to start at the beginning . I was six years old at the time . A new family had moved in next door to us during the summer vacation and my parents went over the day they moved in and introduced themselves . They invited the newcomers to dinner since they probably had not unpacked their pots and pans yet . We never did play together that summer although we did get thrown together several times . Our parents became the best of friends and one Saturday at a cookout Allison 's parents asked if my parents knew a good babysitter . It seemed that they had something to go to the next evening and my mom said : Allison and I were at odds from the start . She played with dolls and I played with toy cars and trucks . She wanted to move furniture around in her dollhouse and I wanted to build things with my erector set . She couldn 't understand why I wouldn 't help her dress her dolls or play " Mommy and Daddy " and move things around in her dumb old doll house . Like I said earlier , " she was girl . " Girls didn 't know nothing about trucks , cars and plastic soldiers . She wouldn 't play " Cops and Robbers " or " Cowboys and Indians " with me . She was just a dumb old girl . Summer ended and school started and I was told that I had to walk Allison to school . She was starting kindergarten and hadn 't been to any kind of pre - school so she was scared and the closer we got to the school the more scared she got and somewhere along the way she grabbed my hand for comfort . I tried to shake it loose , but she held on for dear life . As a result we arrived at school holding hands and all the guys saw it . After school I had to wait for her so she could walk home with me and again it started . " Frankie 's gonna get cooties " and the dreaded " Frankie 's got a girlfriend , Frankie 's got a girlfriend . " I was red with shame as we walked home . The next day Allison wasn 't scared so she didn 't try to hold my hand , but our parents were firm in their insistence that we should walk to school together and walk home together so I was stuck with it . Stuck with it maybe , but I didn 't have to arrive with her next to me . As soon as school was in sight I picked up the pace and was a good ten feet in front of her when I went up the school steps . After school I waited for her and when she came out the door I started walking and I didn 't slow down and let her catch up until we were out of sight of the school . As we got older I was relieved of the duty of being Allison 's escort to school and by the time she was seven she was walking alone or with some girlfriends . Since we left our houses about the same time each morning I sometimes walked with her and her girlfriends . Our arriving at school that first day was in the past and forgotten by the kids who had tormented me over it . Things were normal until one day she wore her hair in pigtails to school . As I remember it she was ten at the time and I was eleven , almost twelve . School let out for the day and as I came down the front steps I saw Allison and two of her friends surrounded by four or five guys . At first I thought nothing of it , but then I heard Allison yelp and it sounded like she was in pain . I headed over and I saw that Bert Ellsworth had his hands on Allison 's pigtails and he was jerking her head back and forth . He was laughing and saying " Gee " and Haw " as he pulled her head this way and that . " Good little horsey " he said as he jerked her head to the right and Allison yelped again . I walked up to Bert and told him to leave Allison alone and he sneered at me and said : I hit him and he dropped Allison 's pigtails , took a step back and I stepped forward , put both hands against his chest and pushed . He staggered backwards and fell on his ass . He started crying , got up and ran off . While that was going on Allison and her two friends hurried off toward home . " I just had a phone call from Sally Ellsworth and she told me that you had beaten up her son and she wanted to know what I was going to do about it . Did you ? Did you get in a fight with him ? " I started to tell her what had happened , but she cut me off and said , " I won 't have it Franklin ! I just will not tolerate it . No child of mine is going to be a bully . You hear me ? I won 't have it ! Get up to your room and stay there until your father comes home ! " I ran to my room crying and whining that it wasn 't fair ; that all I did was what they told me to do which was watch out for Allison . I went to my room , slammed the door behind me and threw myself don 't on the bed . " It isn 't fair , it isn 't fair " I kept saying over and over to myself . " Where is he ? Where is that young man ? " and I thought " Now what did I do ? " I 'd only ever heard " young man " when I was in trouble for something like the time I tripped and stumbled and tried to catch myself by grabbing the table . The lamp fell off the table and broke on the floor and my mother came into the room , saw the broken lamp and said : Apparently mom told Mrs . Ames I was in my room because I heard feet running up the steps . My door flew open and Mrs . Ames said , " There you are " and she walked over to me and hugged me . Then she kissed me on the cheek and said : My mom was standing in the door watching and I was thinking , " What the fuck ? " ( Yes - I knew the word - I was eleven you know ) . I have one adult hugging me and kissing me and one yelling at me and sending me to my room and for doing the same thing . Grown ups didn 't make sense . There was another outcome , but it didn 't surface for another five years and when it did it was coupled with something else from the past . Once ( and I was told this years later ) when my mom and Mrs . Ames were in the kitchen making salads for a backyard cook out they were jokingly making plans for Allison and I to be married when we grew up . Allison was in the kitchen and she heard them , but she was only six or seven at the time and while she heard it she didn 't really know what it meant - then ! The next five years went by and because of all the time the two families spent together Allison and I grew closer to each other in a brother / sister sort of way . I was long past where I thought that girls gave you cooties and I was starting to pay closer attention to them . The truth of the matter is that I ' was sweet ' on a couple of them . I couldn 't seem to keep my eyes off of Nancy Wilde or Beverly Abbeg . One day as we were leaving school Nancy dropped one of her books and I picked it up and ended up carrying her books and walking her home . That started me walking her home every day after school and one day I asked her to go to the movies with me and she said yes . It was just after my third date with Nancy and the day after my sixteenth birthday when Allison asked me what I was doing dating Nancy . " She 's a beautiful girl Frankie and she 's obviously stuck on you . Give her a chance Frankie . It wouldn 't hurt you to take her out on a date . " I looked from one to the other and it hit me . " It 's true . You are trying to hook us up . She wasn 't kidding when she said that you guys are already planning the wedding . " The truth was that I did . I HAD stopped looking at her like a sister and saw that indeed she was a damned good looking girl . We went to the movies Saturday and after the movie we went over on Elk Street and played miniature golf . We ended the day at Harry 's Malt Shop and we were holding hands when we walked home . We kissed on the third and fourth dates and on Sunday after that fourth date our parents went somewhere together and Allie came over to my house and we made out on the living room couch . From then on we were a couple . By the time I was seventeen our mothers were jokingly asking if they could start planning the wedding and I was saying " not quite yet " and Allie was saying " Spoil sport ! Let them get an early start on it . " I was a good student in that I had good attendance and got good - but not great - grades , but I hated school so I knew that college was not in my future . I did know that I was going to need a trade so I looked around and tried to guess what would be a good thing for me to try . I decided that computers were here to stay and a little checking showed that the best training in computers and other electronics could be gotten by joining the service . The only problem there was that I wasn 't interested in giving up three years of my life just to learn a trade . Then a friend told me about the National Guard . After basic training and schooling I only had to give them one weekend a month and two weeks every summer . There were no wars going on and there didn 't look to be any on the horizon so I signed on the dotted line and as soon as I graduated from high school and turned eighteen I would be off to Camp Bonner for training . I told Allie that I would be back in time for her prom and by the time she graduated high school we could see where we were . " What do you mean by that ? I 'm yours and you are mine and that isn 't going to change just because you are going to be gone for a while . But I 'm holding you to your telling me that you will be back in time to take me to my prom . " I wasn 't happy with it and I was even less happy when I found out that for the entire time I was gone she had been dating the guy she was going to the prom with . I found that out when I stopped in at Harry 's Malt Shop the second night I was back and ran into some guys that I had gone to school with . I also heard that the guy she was dating was bragging about popping her cherry and telling everyone how good she was at giving blow jobs . He asked me to have a seat in his outer office and twenty minutes later he called me back into his office and told me I was hired and could start work the next day . I found out later that Ackers was Sgt . Worthman 's cousin and that Acker 's had called him and asked about me . I 'd been back a week when my mom asked me why I wasn 't going out with Allison and I told her that Allison had a boyfriend and that it wasn 't me . She told me that I was being silly and that Allison wouldn 't do that to me . I told her what Allison told me about her prom and I told her about what I had found out from my friends ( I held back the ' cherry popping and blow jobs ) and pointed out the fact that Allison lived right next door and had made no attempt to see me or call me . " Oh come on Frankie ; you know better than that . She isn 't supposed to have to come after you . You 're the guy Frankie ; you do the calling and visiting . " " I did that mom . That 's how I found out that I wasn 't going to be taking her to the prom . She made me promise that I would be back in time to take her and she told me she was going to hold me to that promise . I kept the promise mom . Here I am and she told me that she had a date for the prom and couldn 't break it . As far as I 'm concerned Allison is history . " Thursday evening I got a call from Marv Pallister asking me if I wanted to go to a party on Friday and I told him I 'd love to go . Marv had gone from high school to college and had joined a fraternity . It was my first time at a frat party and I was surprised . Most of the people there were in their late teens , but beer and stronger alcohol were readily available . They had a keg of Miller and both alcoholic and non - alcoholic punches . I was no stranger to beer since I was able to get it at the Enlisted Man 's Club while I was in training . I knew several people there so I got a cup , hit the keg and then walked around and socialized . After I 'd been there about an hour I noticed a girl with several guys around her . I didn 't recognize her and I mentioned to Marv that she seemed to be pretty popular . I kept my eye on the girl and it wasn 't hard to do . Five five and a hundred and ten with long brown hair and a very sexy body topped by a beautiful face . Once when a guy brought her a drink I thought I saw him drop something in it , About ten minutes later the guys with her left her alone while they went to get more drinks or to find an empty room , but for just a bit she was all alone . I walked over to her , took her by the elbow and walked her unresistingly out of the house . She squinted at me and in a slurred voice she asked me who I was . I told her that I was a friend and that seemed to satisfy her . I got her in my truck and drove away from the house . It wasn 't until I was two blocks away that I thought to ask myself , " Okay Frank ; now what ? " I couldn 't take her home with me and I didn 't know who she was or where she lived and even if she was coherent enough to tell me did I want to be the one to take her home in the condition she was in ? I would get the blame and I had no doubt about that . I finally decided to check in to a motel . By the time I got the key and got back to the truck she was passed out and I had to carry her into the room . I pulled the covers down on one bed and put her on it and pulled her shoes off of her . I arranged her on the bed and pulled the covers over her and then sat down on the other bed and asked myself why in the hell I hadn 't just minded my own business . I sat there looking at the passed out girl for a bit and then I fell back on the bed and tried to get some sleep . Slamming car doors woke me in the morning as people loaded up their cars to leave . I looked over at the girl and saw that she was still out . I got up , walked to the windows and moved the drapes aside and looked out and in the daylight I saw a McDonalds across the street . I looked over at the girl and saw that she still hadn 't moved so I thought it would be okay to leave her alone for a few minutes . I walked over to McD 's and got two Egg McMuffins and two coffees and went back to the room . She was awake when I got back and when I walked into the room and she saw me she jumped off the bed , ran into the bathroom and I heard the lock click . I walked over to the door and said in a voice loud enough for her to hear : " You 'll notice that you are fully dressed and if you check yourself out you 'll see that nothing happened to you . There 's a coffee and an Egg McMuffin on the vanity counter for you . You need to do whatever it is that you are going to do so that I can run you home or to wherever you left your car . " I turned on the TV and was watching the news and weather and working on my coffee when the bathroom door opened and she cautiously came out . She looked at me and then the food on the counter and she picked it up and sat down on the edge of her bed . She took a bite of the McMuffin and asked : " Oh no . I 'd be the guy closest to hand and I 'd be the one to get all the blame . No thanks . Good luck . " I put the truck in gear and pulled away . As I drove off it occurred to me that I didn 't know her name . No matter ; she didn 't know mine either and that is what counted . No way for her parents to get to me . Or so I thought . Saturday afternoon I got a call from Gloria Buggins telling me that a bunch of kids I 'd graduated with were having a skating party at Skate City and she asked me if I wanted to come . There were maybe eighteen kids from my class there and Gloria attached herself to me and stayed my skating partner pretty much the entire evening . I did skate with Harlina Collins and Nancy Neubert a couple of times each , but Gloria took up the majority of my time . When things broke up we all headed for the Sonic Drive In . Gloria had ridden to the rink with Pauline French , but Pauline had left the party early and Gloria asked me if I would give her a ride . There was a full moon out that night and when we got ready to leave the Sonic Gloria asked me how long it had been since I had been out to Steven 's Point to see the full moon reflected off the lake . Steven 's Point was the local ' make out ' spot so I had a pretty good idea of what Gloria was interested in and I also had a pretty good idea of the reason why . Something had happened between Allison and Gloria several years back and the two of them despised each other . I would have bet a month 's pay that a trip to The Point with Gloria would reach Allison 's ears by noon the next day . It didn 't take any thought on my part at all . After all , I didn 't owe Allison a thing . Gloria laughed and said , " I never thought it would be this easy . Pull your zipper back up . My folks are gone for the weekend and I would much rather use a bed than the seat of a truck . " " There were several girls besides me that were interested in you , but Allison stuck to you like glue and we couldn 't get to you . I was surprised when you came back that the two of you didn 't get back together . I decided to make my move before Allison got her head out of her ass . " Yes indeed I did and I spent the next four hours showing her just how much . Gloria had no limits and didn 't hesitate in asking for what she wanted . She sucked my cock and then asked me to eat her pussy . I 'd only done it once and I told her I might not be very good at it and all she said was : " My parents will be home sometime today so we won 't be able to do it here tonight so why don 't you get an air mattress for the back of your truck and pick me up somewhere around four . I 'll let you take me to a movie and by then it should be dark and we can go out to the Point . Sound okay ? " I picked Gloria up at four and we caught the six - twenty showing at the Rialto . When the movie was over I took her to Harry 's for burgers and fries . As we sat there eating and talking I saw some of Allison 's friends eyeing us and I wondered how long it would take for Allison to hear about it not that I cared . Mom and Mrs . Ames got up and headed for the kitchen . I looked at my watch and saw that I 'd have to hurry to be at Gloria 's on time . I nodded at Allison and headed off to get ready for my date . Five minutes later my mom came into the bathroom where I was shaving and said : " If I wanted to talk to Allison I would have called her . You and Mrs . Ames need to stop trying to push us together . I have a date tonight and I need to be there by six . I 'm tight for time and I don 't have any to waste on Allison . " " Nothing happened to me . Allison chose to get another boyfriend while I was gone and she chose to stay with him when I got back . That was her choice . I had nothing to do with it . Now if you don 't mind , I 'm running late and I walked out of the bathroom , went to my room and finished dressing . When I went to leave Allison and Mrs . Ames were gone . " What happened to us Allison was that you took up with Tony Spears before the tail lights of my bus were out of sight . Then when I get home in time to take you to your prom like I promised - and remember you told me you were going to hold me to that promise - you tell me that you already have a date for the prom and it is too late for you to break it . All choices that you made Allison . " " But Tony means nothing to me . I needed dates for a lot of school events and you weren 't here . I picked Tony because he was harmless . " " Horse crap Allison . In the first place you did break a date to go to the prom . You had a date with me and I came home in plenty of time to do it , but you broke that date with me and if you could break a date with me you could have broken a date with Tony . Secondly , you say he means nothing to you ? He meant enough to you that you gave him your virginity . The most you ever let me do was play with your tits through your top . I never even got a hand inside your bra " " You are wrong Frankie . I did not stick with Tony after you got home . I told him I would go with him because it didn 't look like you were going to be home in time , but I haven 't gone out with him since the prom . " " Makes no difference Allison . You made your choice when I got home and you told me that you had a date for the prom and that you wouldn 't break it . After I found out that you started dating Tony as soon as I was gone we were done . Anything else ? " It wasn 't what I expected . I thought I 'd be sleeping in a pup tent , crawling around in mud and going through field exercises , but what I ended up doing was taking refresher courses in my specialty . The two weeks went by quickly and then I went home . As soon as I unpacked I called Gloria , but her mother said she wasn 't home so I decided to run down to Harry 's and see if there was anyone around that I knew . There was . Through the window I saw Allison and two of her friends sitting at a table so I got back in my truck . I decided to try the penny arcade next to the theatre and just as I was pulling into the parking lot I saw Gloria come out of the theatre with Ronny Belson . He had his arm around her and she was smiling up at him . Just then Gloria saw my truck , recognized it and shoved Ronny 's arm away from her . I continued through the lot and drove on home . I was not thinking good thoughts about girls . First Allison and now Gloria . I was just pulling into my driveway when my cell phone chirped . It was Gloria . " Must have been one of those ' feel good ' movies . You sure seemed to be feeling good when you came out . All smiling at Ronny with his arm around you . " " If it was nothing why the quick pushing of his arm away from you ? Figure that it wouldn 't pass the boyfriend test ? Well I 've had a long day and I 'm tired . I 'm going to bed " and I disconnected . I didn 't call Gloria the next day and she didn 't call me . I headed for Harry 's and on the way I stopped at a newsstand and got a copy of Apartment Finders Magazine and over a cheeseburger and fries I looked for a place that I could afford . Gary Kinson came in and saw me sitting there and he came over to join me . We talked for a bit and I saw him as he kept glancing over at a table in the corner . I looked over and saw Tony Spears and a couple of other guys and looked back at Gary . He had noticed me checking and said : It turned out that there was indeed trouble for Tony , but not from me . I was looking past Gary and saw Allison come walking in the door . She walked straight back to the table where Tony was sitting , picked up the milkshake that was sitting in front of him and poured it on top of his head as she called him a lying mother - fucker . Then she looked around the room and said loud enough for every one to hear : By then Tony had worked his way out of the booth and had stood up which turned out to be a bad move on his part since it gave Allison a clear shot at his crotch and she rammed her knee into it . He fell to the floor and she proceeded to kick him until Harry pulled her off . She looked my way and gave me a look that clear as day said " Fuck you ! " and she walked out of the place . Gary looked at me and said : I just shrugged . Gary got up and left and I went back to the apartment guide . I found half a dozen and I made a list of places that I could check out after work the next day . " Well Ronny was one of the first ten and we have remained friends and that 's all , just friends . If you also remember I told you that if things worked out right you would be the last and you have been . I have a lot of friends Frankie , both female and male and if you are going to get bent out of shape every time I see old friends and enjoy myself around them I guess you are right in ending it between us . " She got up to leave and I said , " Stay Gloria . You are right . I 'm sorry . My only excuse is that Allison stepped out on me when I was gone and when I got back and saw you with Ronny I said " Shit ! Not again ! I jumped to conclusions and I 'm sorry . " I went home and started to pack . My mom wouldn 't talk to me and my dad asked me what was wrong . I told him that I was tired of being ambushed by mom , Mrs . Ames and Allison whenever I came home . I hit Goodwill for some furniture and moved into my new digs . It was a Friday night and Gloria 's parents had gone somewhere for the weekend so Gloria spent her first night there to christen the bedroom . Saturday we christened the living room . And the dining room table . And the kitchen counter . I dropped the subject . Both mom and dad knew what caused me to leave and going back to it would serve no useful purpose . Dad and I talked jobs and sports as he dried the dishes that I washed and then he said goodnight and went on home . It was the first weekend in October and I was just back from my weekend with the Guard . I was in the shop testing a unit that had just come out of assembly when I was paged to report to Mr . Backman 's office . I walked into the outer office and his secretary told me to go right on in . The first thing I saw when I walked in was a tall stunningly beautiful woman . When I opened the door it blocked what was to my left and when the door closed I saw a girl sitting on a chair against the wall . She looked vaguely familiar and when she lifted her head and looked at me I saw that it was the girl from the frat party . " She says otherwise . Some time back she came home one morning with a highly improbable story about where she had been . A week ago she came in to see me , saw you out in the shop and told me that you were the man she woke up with in a motel room . And you say you don 't know her ? " " Like what ? I saw a situation that I didn 't like , stuck my nose in it and got her out of it . I actually felt pretty good about what I did and under the same set of circumstances I would do it again . " " Sarah was out of it due to whatever it was that they slipped into her drink and she was still out of it when I put her to bed . I couldn 't bring her home because I had no idea where she lived , she couldn 't tell me and her purse was somewhere back at the frat house . When she woke up in the morning she was terrified so we never got around to introductions . She was still leery of me when I dropped her off in front of your house . I didn 't stick around because I knew I was going to be the one dumped on because I would be the only one handy . " She took a piece of paper out of her purse and waved it at me . " I got accepted at Baylor . I start fall classes in two weeks . " She stopped and said , " You don 't seem to be too happy for me . " " No it won 't . You can come down on weekends and I 'll be home on holiday breaks and stuff . Plus my dad works for an airline and I can get passes and fly home on some weekends . " " Be serious Gloria . I 'm going to drive like hell to get there so I can spend half an hour with you and then drive like hell to get back home in time to go to work ? I don 't think so . " " I didn 't want to do this in a letter Frank , but I 've hooked up with a guy here . Sorry baby ; don 't think bad of me . Bye baby . " The job was going good , but I was concerned over what might be going on in the bosses head . It always seemed that whenever I looked his way Russ was watching me . Did he not believe what I 'd told him about what happened with his daughter ? I felt that his wife did , but I also remembered what he 'd said in his office when I finished the explanation and asked if that was it . His " For now " was said in a tone that suggested that he wasn 't satisfied . I wondered if my playing the Knight in Shining Armor was going to cost me my job . Thanksgiving was fast approaching and things had mellowed out a touch between mom and me . I was invited to Thanksgiving dinner with the aside that " Allison and her parents will be here . " This wasn 't big news because for years Mr . and Mrs . Ames and Allison had been sort of an extended family and had celebrated the holidays with us . On Thanksgiving I showed up at my folk 's house with pies that I had picked up at the Village Inn the day before . Allison and her parents were already there . I hadn 't seen Allison for a while . She was going to college and usually only came home every other weekend or so and when home she didn 't seem to frequent any of the places I did . I was surprised when I saw her . Her hair was shorter and she was wearing none of the makeup that usually caked her face and she looked damned good . The conversation around the table was fairly general . Mr . Ames wanted to know about my job and I told him . Mom asked Allison how her studies were coming along . Dad and Mr . Ames started talking sports and mom and Mrs . Ames talked about curtains , drapes and things like that . When dinner was over the men - folk did the clean up . It was a tradition from way back . The women prepared the meal and the men did the dishes while the women retired to the living room and socialized . Dad , Mr . Ames and I talked sports until we were done and then dad and Mr . Ames went out onto the patio to smoke . I didn 't smoke so I went out to the living room , but the women were talking fashion and recipes and I had no interest in that so I headed for the family room and turned on the TV . There wasn 't anything interesting on worth watching except football and I had zero interest in the two teams playing and I got up to go shut off the TV . Just as I stood up Allison walked into the room . " I 'm sorry Frank ; I was wrong . You were right when you said that I should have broken my prom date with Tony when you got home . The only reason I didn 't was because I didn 't think that it would be fair to Tony . It was his prom too and I would have left him without a date one week from the prom . There was no way he could have come up with a date that late . It wasn 't fair to you , but it wouldn 't have been fair to him either I know you promised to be there , but three weeks before prom and you weren 't home and I hadn 't heard from you so I said yes when Tony asked me . I 'm sorry Frank ; I never meant to hurt you . " I just looked at her for a couple of seconds as I thought about what she had said . I remembered how much going to my prom had meant to me and I knew that Allie 's would have meant as much to her . And she was right . The prom was Tony 's also and finding a date a week from the prom would have been damned hard if not impossible . Plus , I 'd had some time to get past the whole mess . Somewhere around the middle of the movie I noticed that Allison was holding my hand and I 've no idea how it happened . I started to move my arm , but her hand tightened so I let it go . By the end of the movie her head was resting on my shoulder . I knew where Allison wanted to take things , but did I really want to go there ? Allison and I did have something good once , but could we get back to it ? Should we ? I decided just to let things flow . Allie would be going back to school on Sunday so there was no time to get anything going anyway . Why not I thought , what could it hurt ? She checked the place out and mentioned how cozy it looked . She excused herself to use the bathroom and I sat down on the couch and turned on the TV . I jumped channels for a while and then started wondering where Allison was . I got up and went to the bathroom and knocked on the door as I asked : The door swung open to show that the bathroom was empty . Allison hadn 't come back to the living room so there was only one place she could be . I walked over and looked in the bedroom and what I saw took my breath away . Allison was naked and lying in the middle of the bed . She didn 't say anything , just looked up at me and waited . " I read your face when I told you that Tony was lying when he said he took my virginity . You thought I was lying . I figured that the only way I could prove it was to give it to you . " " Shut up Frank ! I always planned on giving it to you , but I always thought it would be on the night we married . That doesn 't seem likely now , but I 'm still going to give it to you . " I stood there staring at her and she got an exasperated look on her face and got off the bed . She came over to me and her hands went to my belt . I didn 't fight it as she worked my jeans and briefs down and my hard cock leaped up as it was freed . Allison looked up at me and said : I had an unkind thought maybe , but I had to believe that she was telling the truth about never having had a cock in her mouth . She was terrible at it . I 'd see to it that she got better at it , but that would be later . Right then I needed to get my cock out of her mouth before her teeth did some serious damage . I went back to what I was doing and heard no more protests , but after a couple of minutes I got a low moan and ten seconds later her fingers were in my hair and holding my head in place . After a few more minutes I moved up on Allison and did the deed . Not being very wise in the way of women and having no experience with virgins I still had to believe that Allison hadn 't lied when she denied giving up her cherry to Tony . She was extremely tight and I met resistance a couple of inches in . I stopped and Allison cried out : I didn 't want to go faster because it would make me cum sooner and I was afraid that I would leave Allison unsatisfied and that wouldn 't be good for her first time . At least that was my thinking . Allison 's hands clutched my ass cheeks and she pulled me to her as she cried : " How long Frankie ? The girls told me I should make sure to do it several times the first time . If I suck it will that make it quicker ? " Allison looked down and said , " Oh yuck , me too " and we got up and went into the bathroom together . We showered together and then went back to the bed . Her second blow job was much better as was her third . The third was monumental in that it was totally unexpected . We had just finished making love for the second time and she wanted to go again . I decided that I would eat her pussy while I waited for ' Frankie junior ' to recover . I 'd only been working on her for about a minute when she twisted around and went for my cock and we ended up in our very first sixty - nine . We spent Saturday and Sunday at my apartment and I was actually glad to see her go back to school . One more night with her and I might not have been able to get out of bed and go to work on Monday morning . As I dropped her at the house on Sunday she said :