Chandler 's therapist is encouraged by his progress , but since it is not as rapid as it was in the summer and early fall , it is hard for me to see sometimes . I have spent the year hard charging at Chandler 's autism , trying to stay positive , powering through , and now I am hitting the wall . I know it is completely illogical , but I feel like after all the work he should be " fixed " by now . I have always been a good sprinter , but long distances are hard , as I don 't pace myself well . If we could just get a vacation from autism until the end of the year , get caught up with our lives , get focused again then I really feel like I could hit it hard again in January . The study was conducted by researchers in the NICHD Collaborative Program of Excellence in Autism ( CPEA ) at the University of Pittsburgh and Carnegie Mellon University . It supports a theory by CPEA scientists that autism results from a failure of the various parts of the brain to work together . In autism , the theory holds , these distinct brain areas tend to work independently of each other . The theory accounts for observations that while many people with autism excel at tasks involving details , they have difficulty with more complex information . People with autism typically have difficulty communicating and interacting socially with others . The old saying " unable to see the forest for the trees " applies to people with autism , describing how many of them excel at matters of detail , yet struggle to comprehend the larger picture . For example , some children with autism may become champions at spelling bees , but have difficulty understanding the meaning of a It has been a while since I posted an update on Chandler P . Chelation has gone really well and each week that we have done it he has had real improvements . Unfortunately , due to financial restraints , we have to take a break from chelation for a bit . Since we have , his improvement has slowed . Sorta . It had kinda slowed down , although he was still making small gains , then about two weeks ago , he got a bad cold . He is almost recovered now , but oddly , he has become more interactive , with better eye contact and even being flirtatious with us , but his speech has dropped way off . I am hoping that this is just one of those setbacks that every one says are commonplace , and that he will pick back up soon . I should also mention the mid week slump we had . On Wed . Chandler managed to steal half of his brother 's PB and J sandwich , and oh boy did we get confirmation that the GFCF diet is working . He was miserable to deal with for the next two days . I guess it was a good reminder that all the work on the strict diet is worth the work , and just how far he has come , but I don 't want any more of those reminders . We have finished round three and he continues to improve . This week was one of new achievements and more engagement . Yesterday he was in my husband 's office and saw his baseball hat on the floor . He said " hat " and picked it up and put it on his dad 's head . This turned into a fun game for him . Each time he put it on his dad 's head , he would look him in the eye and wait for dad to put it back on his own head . He is starting to use words more spontaneously . He was sitting on a bench that swings for several minutes while it was still . Someone started pushing it and he looked her in the eye and said , " swing " . When he plays with his trains , he says , " choo , choo " . He has added about 10 words to his vocabulary just in the last 5 days . Today was exciting for me . I took him to occupational therapy . He is not crazy about the mini trampoline in there and his OT has to put him on it and bounce him up and down while he stands there with his knees locked , blank expression , waiting for it to be over so he can get off . Today he saw it and got right on it and started jumping up and down like a crazy person , laughing his head off , saying , " jump , jump , jump . . . . " I started crying . It is so great to see him behaving like a two year old . We are starting round three of chelation and he is doing so well ! He just seems a little brighter and happier every week . He uses his words more easily and learns new ones more quickly . It seems a steady trend . So we haven 't be able to get many good pictures of Chan for the last year , and I think I gave up and kinda put the camera in a drawer . So we got new cell phones with camera 's in them , and surprise ! Chandler is posing for the camera now ! His oldest son , Dallas , is 9 years old . He also is autistic . His father says Dallas lives primarily in his own world , and the key components of that world are his little toy Hot Wheels cars . " Part of the price you pay for being a preacher 's kid is that everything is a life lesson , " Griffith said . " So I preceded to tell him that I would try , but I wasn 't sure if I would be able to or not . And he should remember that in Brazil , the children were very poor , and many of them had never had even one car or any other toy . " " He told me to give it to a boy in Brazil . My wife and I were dumbfounded and just stood there in tears . " Autistic children tend to be self - centered and reluctant to share , Griffith explained . In Brazil , he preached at First Baptist Church in Jardra , and he recounted the story of his son 's gift . In the midst of telling that story and relating to the congregation how it was a picture of God 's love , he asked if a 9 - year - old boy were present . A boy named Jefferson came to front . Griffith presented Jefferson with the first toy he ever possessed on behalf of his son , Dallas , who was giving the first gift he ever gave . The church in the garage still doesn 't have a name . Charter members have to go through paperwork and receive city approval before they have an official name . But unofficially , Griffith has his own name for the congregation . Words cannot describe how much hope I feel right now . After his first round of DMSA , 5 days , Chandler has taken some giant steps back to the little boy he was during his first year . His eye contact is amazing , not quite what a regular child does , but now he is in the ball park . He will stand in front of Scott and I and look back and forth at each of us until one of us responds and pays attention to him . I have set a few mental benchmarks for him so that when I saw them I would know that he was getting better . One was the first time he would call me " mommy " which he did in June , the first day that he was given DMSA as part of the " chelation challenge " to see if he had any metal poisoning . Another that he has yet to pass is the day he calls his big brother by name , as he has never referred to him with anything other than a shove or the occasional laugh . This week we passed a benchmark when my boy did something I have been waiting six months to see . Friday at speech therapy he pointed to something ! The therapist pointed to a tiny picture of a butterfly , and Chan pointed and said , " Bufry " ! Sunday at church we were waiting for the elevator and he pointed to the floor number and said , " One " . Saturday , my mom bought him new shoes and he was kinda rolling up on his toes feeling them out . My mom and I started jumping and saying , " jump " and he watched both of us for a minute or two and then joined in . Looking at us straight in the eye and saying , " jump " with a big smile on his face ! Sunday morning we were driving to church and Scott and I started singing this song that plays on Noggin to our older son . Really simple song , " open , close , open , close . Up and down and up and down . Hot dog , Hot dog . Yum , yum , yum . Clap , clap , clap . " When we stopped , Chandler started singing ! " Haaa daaaa , haaaa daaaa . claaa , claaa , claaa . " We were totally stunned so we sang the song again and he repeated it ! ! ! I practically wet myself . The list goes on and on . He is calling me " mommy " almost as much as " ma , ma " now . He runs to the kitchen at least once a day and asks for an " apple " . Yesterday were at a birthday party and there was a guy in a big bear costume and he said , " bear " . He has been saying " bear " today . He was playing on the slide and would go to the top , look at me with huge eyes and a giant smile that very clearly communicated , " Hey mom ! Look at me ! " , then slide down and do the same at the bottom . " Mom ! Did you see what I did ! " He did it over and over . He was playing a video game that shows objects and then tells what color they are . Scott and I were watching tv and I saw him out of the corner of my eye really , out of his chair , wiggling around and babbling , and just thought he was being silly , but when I started paying attention , I realized that he was looking at both of us and saying , " per per " , " per per " , I looked at the screen and there was a purple cup . He got out of his chair to get our attention to tell us it was purple ! A few minutes later both boys were fighting over the computer and pulling on dad and he was so busy trying to get the game back up so they would calm down , that he didn 't even see Chandler . He was pulling on Scott 's shirt , and crying with this look of desperation on his face of a normal child trying to get his dad to look at him , all the while saying , " da da , da da " . Honest to God he was desperate for his dad to make eye contact with him . I have never seen that expression on his face before . I was totally surprised . Usually he would be that upset but looking at the thing he wanted fixed ( which is what Scott was looking at ) . It was the difference between , " Daddy fix that " , and " Daddy look at me " . I kept telling Scott to look down , but both boys were so loud he didn 't hear me and Scott didn 't see it at all . So we finally got the death flu out of the way and are back on course . I started Chandler on his first round of DMSA yesterday . He will be on the meds for 5 days at a time with breaks in between to give his body a chance to process all the junk out . Yesterday I didn 't see anything new , but this morning he seems a bit different . He was dancing with Ernie and Burt this morning , copying them while they were doing their exercises . I have only seen him do that once before . He came to get me to give him something more to eat after breakfast , and the usual routine is he comes to me in my chair , pulls on me and whines , say in place and encourage him to say " up " , he starts crying and pulling harder , and either he eventually says " up " or I give in . Just now he came over , grabbed my hand looked me in the eye and just said " up " . So we walked to the kitchen and as soon as he got to the gate he said , " apple " . It was a more smooth transaction than normal . This , by the way , is the third day in a week that he has asked for an apple . I started Chandler on DMSA , but it was a false start as the next day I got sick , handed the care of the boys off to daddy and went to bed for two days . He was not really up on what I was doing and frankly I was on to much Ny - quill to care , so Chan only got about a day and a half on it . Something cool did happen though . Chandler was in the play room watching a vocabulary video , one of the words of the video being " apple " . He came running out of the playroom and pulled me to the kitchen , looked at the apples and said , " apple " . He has never asked for a specific food before . If you hold up a banana he will name it for you , but he has never asked for one . He ate the apple down and then dragged me to the kitchen and did it again . I gotta go buy more apples . So it was good , then bad , then good again and now blah . He responded pretty well for the first 5 days or so , coping with things better , not getting frustrated very easily , more eye contact with mommy . Then things took and a turn and he was back to where we started . I called the doc and he said to make sure he was not getting any sugar at all , so I went to the strictly organic baby food ( only veggies ) and water to drink . I even took him off his liquid vitamins because there was a bit of sugar in them . And he got better again . I found out that he had been successfully sneaking his brother 's juice , so poor Web is now only drinking water in case he leaves it lying around . He perked back up again for a few days . Then Web got sick . Then Chan got sick . Then Chan got a hold of his brother 's breakfast while mom and dad were distracted and he got two pieces of toast . Now everyone is walking around the house whining and crying . Including mommy . I am hoping that we can get these boys better , then get all the gluten out of Chandler 's system , make sure the yeast is down , then start chelation . You know when you are trying to run a marathon and some jerk runs out of the crowd and knocks you down ? That sucks . I feel like that now . So some really cool stuff happened yesterday . Jennifer , Chandler 's floortime therapist , was really happy after their session in the morning as he was doing some appropriate play . He was taking people figures and putting them in the swings and on the benches , and taking turns with her better than he had before on the interactive games they were playing . She reported that he didn 't get frustrated or protest like usual when something didn 't go his way . I am definitely seeing that too . He did that for me last night too . We were playing in the play room and I said , " ok Chandler , time for bed , let 's go to the bedroom , and he ran straight in ! First time in his life . Julia , his OT , says that his eye contact with her as not been as good in the last few weeks , including yesterday . I choose to believe that there are just to many cool things in the OT room that distract him . But then again , I also like to think that his autism is just a " phase " and he will snap out of it any day now . I love the smell of denial in the morning . So forget what I said about him having a good day yesterday morning . He spent the rest of the day whining . I forgot that there is that die - off effect . He wasn 't horrible , just not fun . And the un - funnist thing about yesterday ? I heard a foreign sound in the kitchen and when I went in to see what was going on . I found that Chandler had climbed up to the counter and onto the stove . He was sitting on a gas burner trying to turn the knobs . I had a complete heart attack . My brother in law came over immediately with a temp barrier to the kitchen and we will be constructing a permanent one . As you may or may not know , it is believed that many autistic children have yeast overgrowth in their digestive track which exacerbates their autistic behavior by giving off toxins in the body , and deteriorating the lining in their GI track , allowing substances that are not properly broken down to cross into the blood stream . Once all these tasty morsels are in the body , they behave like morphine and LSD . If you did not know this , and are charged with the care of an autistic person , get reading . Also buy this . So he started on Nystatin two days ago . Yesterday he had a good day , said " help " for the first time when he wanted some wheels put back on his lego car , and today is pretty good , but I have not really seen any appreciable difference yet . Some parents report results with in days , I guess for some it takes months . We shall see . So today we finished Chandler 's last treatment , and today he called La La and Po by their given names . So the final review on the Sensory Learning Center is that it was a big help to Chandler and well worth the time and money invested . By no means is it a cure for autism , but it has made life a lot better for Chandler and for the rest of the family . Chandler is a happier little boy , he takes direction most of the time where as he almost never responded before , his speech has improved and he babbles much more , he is calmer and more compliant ( I can get him dressed and change his diapers with out a fight now ) , he is more alert and taking in much more of the world , his sensory symptoms have been dramatically decreased and in some cases gone completely ( no more flapping , he answers to his name about half the time , and his eye contact has improved dramatically . I want to be clear that it has not made him " all better " . He still has tantrums , but now they are like a tenth of the intensity and duration as before . He still likes to take off running in random directions when we are in public , but three out of four times now when I yell " stop " , he does . He still likes to do the things he is not allowed to do , like climb up on the kitchen counter , but now it is obvious that he KNOWS that he is not allowed to do them , and acts guilty when he is caught , where as before he just kept right on doing things seemingly oblivious to our wishes . This just seems to have lifted a large veil from him . He is happier and interacts with us more . He is just more present . I am really grateful that we found this program and took the risk . From what I understand , the changes that Chandler has made are not unusual for the program , but are perhaps on the higher end of typical . I have not heard any parents give it a bad review , but I know that , as with all treatments for autistic kids , some responses are much better than others . I hope that keeping this blog is helpful to parents who are trying to figure out if the program is for them . I also hear thatPosted by Two days ago , for the first time , he said his name . We were looking in the mirror and I was , for the millionth time , trying to get him to answer the big questions , " Whose that " ? and he said , " Chandler " . My boy said his name . His eye contact and language is getting better . Today he added " Tri " for triangle to the shapes he can name ( circle , square up until now ) , and this week he said his first color . Purple . This also marked the first time he has combined words in an original way . We were looking at the magenta light during one of his treatments , and he put his hand on it and said , " purple light " . Up until now we have always called it " light " and had not ever referred to its color . Two of the coolest things for me in the past few days is the interaction we had a few nights ago . Chandler woke up in the middle of the night , which he NEVER does , so we gave him another light treatment . Well afterward he was completely wired and would not get back in bed and woke his brother up . So at 3am they were ready to party . I tried to just leave them in the room , but Chandler was wailing for me , so I came back to check on him , and each time I tried to leave , he got really upset . He usually is not that adamant about me staying in their room and before going to the center he could not care less if I was in the room . So I got in bed with him , and he put his head down on the pillow facing me , and we just gazed at each other and smiled . He just lay there looking at me in that loving way that kids do when they are so excited that mommy is laying in bed with them . Webster and I do that all the time , just lay on the pillow and smile and talk , and I have often thought about how sad it makes me that I might never have those moments with Chandler . And then God gave me one . It was really beautiful . After a few minutes he got antsy and stood up on the bed and started playing with a toy . I said , " ok . . . if you are all done with me , mommy 's going bye - bye " , because I really was exhausted , and he grabbed my hand and pulled me back on the bed and lay back down on the pillow looking at me and smiling . This happened two or three more times . Web was getting a bit jealous and wanted me to lay down with him , so when Chan got distracted with a toy again , I got up and went over and lay down with Webster . After about three minutes , apparently Chandler began to feel left out because he went to the foot of the bed and crawled up in between us , then sat down and looked at both of us as if to say , " hey guys , what are we talking about ? " . He was really making long eye contact with Web , more than he had ever done before , so I encouraged Web to talk to him and touch him . Chan was actually interested in Web and ; looking him in the eye and listening to him . That went on for two or three minutes and then he went his way . Posted by So now we are having three sessions a day because Chan wants to . Today he wanted to do it four times , but I am afraid that he will get burned out . Silly boy . So we were really busy this weekend and I didn 't have time to post . Took Chandler to his occupational therapist today and she was excited about all the changes he had made . They have a huge ball pit that he hates going in . He was stiff an anxious and just wanted out . Today he went in on his own all smiles and laughter , giggled when he when she threw him around and even laughed when she burred him completely ! He got in a little tub of beans and instead of just tolerating it , was thrilled and silly ! She took him out of the little tub and brought him into the big sandbox full of beans so that he could really roll around in them and boy did he . It was great to see the contrast in him from before . On the downside , today was the first time in three weeks he would not let me tolerate me changing his diaper . It could just be because he was pissed at me because I made him stop playing in the water outside and come in the house . Man I hope so because it was an ugly flashback to " before " and I never wanna see that again . Scott changed his diaper before bed and he was as sweet as pie . Probably just really annoyed with me . Chandler is doing more cool new stuff . Today with his floortime therapist , he grabbed a toy away from her and said , " mine " . She was not sure that she heard him right so she took it back and he did it again . Yesterday daddy let them run around naked in the back yard and play in the kiddy pool . Web stopped to relieve himself on a shrub which of course daddy thinks is cool ( sigh . . . dads . . . ) . Two minutes later Chandler wandered over to the shrub and peed on the same spot , then he turned to smile at daddy as if to say , " hey look what I did " . I never thought I would be celebrating my son peeing in the back yard or being selfish with his toys , but is funny what you celebrate with an ASD child . Yesterday started off great with Chandler feeding himself with a spoon . Then he fed himself half of his brothers peanut butter and jelly sandwich and he spent the rest of the day riding the gluten train ! He just walked around the house crying until bed time . He is a bit better today , but not quite back to himself . Guess that confirms that the GFCF diet is working . The one other cool thing that happened was that just before bed time I was sitting in the dining room talking with a friend and he came and got me . He took my hand and led me back into the bedroom where we do the sessions , climbed into the chair , and tried to turn the music on ! I guess he had felt so bad all day he was craving a little peace . He has done that three times today , and after the first time I had moved his car seat into the car so I could take them both to the store . He just climbed into the chair and sat the whole time . I just give him a drink and a bowl of snacks and he is good to go . I sat down to feed him his beloved Gerber bananas and berries and before I could get the spoon in his mouth , he took it away from me and did it himself . Then he just kept going . He did this once before , but it was more like playing , dipping the spoon in and then licking it for 5 minutes or so . He didn 't actually get much food in him . This time he has finished almost the whole thing just since I sat down at the computer . Mommy is happy . So the fist few days at home did not go completely smoothly , with Chandler getting a bit agitated toward the end in the morning sessions , and falling asleep in the evening sessions , but I think I have figured out the right combination . The magic bullet seems to be to set him up with a bowl of chips , yummy enough to keep him happy , crunchy enough to keep him awake . I am also adjusting the set up a bit , I will take a picture of it tomorrow so you can see it . Chandler is eating like a horse . He has been such a picky eater and was a bit on the small side , but he is starting to plump a bit . I dunno if it is the light or what , but he is constantly asking for food and eating things that he wouldn 't have before this treatment started . I have a wonderful friend named Julia and she has a big giant heart . That is one of the reasons we chose her and her wonderful husband Craig to be Chandler 's god parents . Well today Julia showed up at my house with a gift certificate to a spa and sent me off to get a rub down while she watched my boys . God has given us some wonderful friends . So Godmommy Julia had some cool stories to tell when I got back . She said that he was almost a different kid from the one she knows . She gave him some chips and he said , " thank you " ( Scott was there to verify that one ) . She was putting in the Monsters Inc . DVD and could not figure out how to get it to work . He stood behind her repeating , " Go . " every 15 seconds or so . When she got it working , she turned and gave him two thumbs up and he flashed a huge smile at her . And the bestest thing that happened while I was gone . He was watching TV and heard a car door close outside , so he turned to look out the window and said , " Ma " . He was looking to see if I was home ! ! ! Last winter I started to worry that Chandler was autistic , but told myself not to be paranoid and decided that if his speech had not improved by his second birthday , I would start investigating it further . A week before his birthday , Julia was over and very gently brought up her concern that he might need some " extra help with some of the things " . I could tell that she was talking around the word " autism " and I thought , " dammit , now someone else suspects it too " . So I pretty much knew there that if I put it off dealing with it any longer I was just in huge denial . Julia 's most personal comment to me at the time was that she really wanted to have a relationship with her god son and that he had rarely even looked at her . So today it was really exciting to hear about all the smiles and eye contact and actual words that the two exchanged . It was a real benchmark of how far he has come . Today Chandler 's infant development specialist came in and seemed a little surprised at the improvements he had made and wanted to know about the program . When I mentioned that Scott said he seemed to have a different expression , she interrupted me and said , " I noticed that right away , his eyes seem more open " . Nice to have objective confirmation . I thought people would think I was a little nuts for saying his " eyes were bigger " . So yesterday was our first treatment day at home and the first session went well , the second he was pretty upset at the end . Well he was upset because he was falling asleep and I kept poking him . I am going to experiment with a few different ways of setting him up and I will let you know what works the best . Chandler answers to his name now almost all the time . Before the treatment , it was about 1 / 3 of the time , but now I am starting to take for granted that he will look at me when I call his name and actually get annoyed if he doesn 't . Before this week , I always just assumed that he wouldn 't look at me if I called his name and it was a nice surprise if he did . So my husband has been remarking that Chandler just seems different . Of his comments , he has mentioned that his expressions are much more expressive and thoughtful . I have a more specific description of his facial expressions . Hold on , this may sound odd , but . . . his eyes are bigger . I look at him now and every time I do I think , " what big beautiful eyes he has these days " . I don 't know if he is just opening them wider and actually looking at the world or what , but his eyes are bigger . This morning we went to church as usual , but it was not as usual . It has NEVER been this easy to manage him at church . I unclipped his buckle from his car seat and he did the rest . He walked where I told him to and held my hand when I took it to walk down the street . It was completely struggle free and usually by the time I have him dropped off and get to Sunday school myself , I am trying to calm myself down and cool off from all the sweatin ' I do trying to move him from A to B . I am really happy . Today is the last day that Chandler will spend at the center . I am eager to go home and see how Chan is in his natural habitat . I have wanted to comment that he is better with transitions , but I don 't think I can really report that until he is back at home . He indeed has been really good in transitioning between things here , but he is on such a predictable schedule here ( wake up , eat , play , get dressed , go to appointment , come home , eat lunch , play , go to appointment , come home , eat dinner , play , bath , bed ) that he has not really been challenged with the unexpected at all . This morning he and Kai were playing in the same room , and Chandler looked at him for the first time . Kai didn 't see him do it , so there was no eye contact , but for about 10 seconds , Chan was watching what Kai was doing . I am gonna be watching those two like a hawk today to see if they actually have any interactions . So one of the things that they tell you to look for is a shift in affect . Chandler has generally been a happier guy in the last week . I mentioned last week that every day seemed like one of his best days from before we came . now I can honestly say that each day this week has been better than any of his best days . When we first got here , Chandler had a melt down one night when I was trying to feed him . Danielle was really sweet about it and later gave me one of those , ' wow , I didn 't know you had it that bad , you 're doing great ' talks . That was a week and a half ago or so , and I just realized that was the last time he really freaked out about any thing . But the biggest thing for me today was that he was playing with me a little differently tonight before bed time . Huge eye contact and he was really kinda flirting with me . It was so freakin ' cute . So last night Chandler was getting silly before bedtime as he is want to do , and he started spinning . Nothing new about that . What was new was that after about three revolutions he fell down ! He looked up at me from his hands and knees , visibly disturbed by the whole thing , then get got up with a smile on his face and decided to give it another go . This time he almost immediately swayed half way across the room and then tipped over before even getting around twice . He was just a bit more upset this time , and I thought , " what is wrong with you my little spinner " Chandler being able to spin for a long time with out ever falling over like his big brother . Then it hit me , I remembered a mothers story about her son finally getting dizzy like normal kids when he started recovering from his autism ! So I gave a good laugh and encouraged him to get up and try spinning again , evil yes … but I had to see if he really couldn 't do it any more . So again he fell down after about two revolutions , not a pretty fall either , and he was really upset and confused by the whole thing . At that point he decided that he was done with spinning and just spent some time flopping onto a pile of pillows . Today he as been a bit more verbal . He now consistently asks for bananas and apples rather than putting my hand on them when he wants them . He is also babbling a lot more and eye contact with me and Danielle continues to improve . I am looking for it , but I still have not seem him make any eye contact with Soren or Kai . I was talking to one of the staff members today and telling her how much I appreciate the atmosphere and that they are so cool about whatever my son is doing and not to have to apologize when my boy climbs under the receptionists desk or starts running into the offices . She said that they know how stressful things are for parents of special needs kids and just want to make sure families are relaxed when they are there . Apparently this week one little boy had peed in the trash basket in the waiting room and his mom was really embarrassed . The director of the center just laughed and said , " hey … he made it into the basket , good for him " . Posted by This morning Chandler called me " mommy " for the first time in about two weeks . This morning he woke me up by sitting next to me on the bed and pushing me . I started patting him on the back , but he pushed my hand away several times and sounded like he was saying " don 't " . I remember thinking , " is he saying ' don 't ' ? " , but then I think I fell back asleep . Danielle and I also think that he called me " Ginger " this morning , but it is hard to tell . Now when I tell him it is time to go to the car , he goes straight to the front door and tries to open it . When I open it for him , he walks straight to the car and stands by the door waiting for me . When I open the car door and tell him to climb in , he climbs into the car and into his car seat on his own . He is also taking direction from me as far as getting out of the car himself and generally going where I ask him too . He might wander left for a minute when I am telling him to go right , but he eventually turns around and goes the right direction . As it has been officially a week now that he has been laying still and letting me change his diapers , I feel that I can say with confidence that he is a new man in the diapering dept . Matter of fact yesterday I asked him to come up stairs so I could change his diapers , I got everything out and then started to leave the room to go get him ( because I was sure he would not have gotten my request and would still be playing at the bottom of the stairs ) and as soon as I got to the door , he came over the top step and ran into the bedroom ! I am still a little stunned and would like to see this happen a few more times before I will be convinced that it was not a coincidence . When I left last week , Chan 's floortime therapist , Jennifer , had asked that I make sure he sits down at the table or high chair to eat instead of letting him wander around with food . I told her I would , and boy I sincerely meant it at the time , but I have not had the resolve to be terribly strict with him given all that we are doing this week . Despite my lazyness , the last two times I have given him a bowl of snacks , I have turned around to find him putting his bowl on the table and climbing into the chair to eat . And he sat there and ate the whole time . Ok … . Very cool thing just happened . I am sitting here typing and Chandler has been walking all over the house . No one else is here and I think he is bored . He came up and pulled on me to get up . After a minute or so of trying to get him to say " up " oGinger Taylor Web arrived in Las Vegas with my sister and I called to talk to him before he went to bed . He was so happy and had lots of things to say about the plane and what was going on at the house . They were all on speaker phone and when my mother told him to talk to Chandler , Web said , " no , I can 't talk to Chandler , my brother can 't talk . He can 't talk very good " . I was really crushed . That was the first time that Web has ever seemed to notice that there was anything different about Chan . It just made me so sad . So today was a big day for talking . This morning when Chandler was on the table , after the green light had been on for a minute or two , he turned to me and said " BooBah " in the exact tonality of the opening of the show . He had watched Boobah this morning for perhaps the second or third time in his life and has never mentioned it to us before this morning . Later that day we went to the mall so I could let him run free and explore for a while . When we passed by the pet store , I took him to the birdcage and he was fascinated . I repeated " bird " for him a few times , and then he said it on his own . He has said it before , but I have only heard it from him once . He is babbling a lot more these days . He will just sit in his car seat and babble in his sing song way . He is also making some different sounds than the usual repertoire he goes with . So today I experimented with him . I decided to treat him like he was Webster while we were leaving for the appointments . I told him it was time to go and he went to the door , I opened it and he went to the car . I opened the car door and told him to climb in his seat . The first time he needed me to get him started climbing into the car , but I think he gets it now . We will see if this sticks . So today I said to Chandler , " Let 's go to the car , Chan " and of course knowing that he would not hear me or respond , I turned around to go pick him up to take him to the door , and he was already on his way to the door . He put his hand on the doorknob and tried to get out . When I opened the door he walked straight to the car and didn 't try to take off in either direction down the sidewalk . Nice . He has had some fussy times today and yesterday , but looking back at this week , everyday has been like one of his best days . That is probably saying a lot considering we are not at home , there are three other rambunctious boys in the house making noise and he is being carted back and forth to the docs office twice a day . I wish we were at home so I could get a better comparison to what he is like in his natural habitat . So he does not protest at all once he is on the table . Still have to hold the ear phone away from his head though . He was falling asleep in the afternoon session and we had to pull out the toys and do a lot of tickling to get him to keep looking at the light . He is also making better eye contact with me and seems to be understanding me better , but my feeling about that is pretty subjective and I don 't have any good examples to back that up . I have to mention the staff again . They really try to make things easy on us . If I am late , or early , they don 't care . " Just let me know when you are ready to start " is what I get no matter when we arrive . I have stopped apologizing for my kids when they are not being so pleasant because they are clearly not ruffled at all by it . And one of the really nice things is that they will watch the kids for a few minutes while I take a bathroom break or just stand quietly for a minute in another room to gather myself . Being single mom down here is really stressful . I am ALWAYS with the boys . It is so nice to get 5 minutes to myself to take a breather before loading them into the car for the next adventure . So we went shopping and when we got home I pulled an apple out of the bag and said , " Chandler what 's this " ? He immediately gestured toward it and said " apple " . Usually it would take asking about 5 times and then putting it in front of his face to get him to look at it . I wanted to make sure I was hearing right , so I asked him again , and he immediately answered . I did it 5 times total and he answered me every time . Still letting me change his diapers with out any protest what so ever . He is also cooperating better in letting me get him dressed . Posted by So last night and all day today Chandler has been letting me change his diaper . Just laying there and letting me change it . Usually it is the mother of all wrestling matches accompanied by Chandler screaming his head off and mommy pulling a muscle . If this sticks than I think it will be worth all the time and the money . Each session today he started out crying , but calmed down quicker each time . The second session he only cried for about 2 minutes and although he will not let them put the headphones on , he will tolerate them holding the earpiece a few inches away from his right ear . He pushes it away occasionally , but a few times he leaned his head up against it to hear the music better . Today he also made eye contact with my girlfriend Danielle for the first time ever . She was lying on the couch and watching him . He stopped and stared at her for a moment and then smiled back at her . She said that he ran over to her and just looked and smiled at her . Apparently the whole thing lasted about 25 seconds . We are staying with Danielle and her husband Lars , and their two sons Soren 3 . 5 and Kai 18 months . Both boys have tried to engage him but he does not respond . It will be a good test to see if he starts to notice them while we are here . We arrived at the Sensory Learning Center in Encinitas , California in the afternoon after a long drive down from Los Angeles . The center has only been open for two weeks , but they seem to have thing really together . It is a nice peaceful atmosphere and the staff has this really professional and laid back demeanor . It is run by a married couple , both optometrists , Chris Davis and Susan Daniel . They have a 6 year old autistic son who went through the program in Boulder and they were apparently so pleased with the results that they decided to open one in California . I was a few minutes late and completely ruffled as I had both boys in tow . When we came it , Dr . Davis and several of the staff members were just hanging out in the lobby waiting for us . They seem to have this , " whatever makes things easy for you " attitude that really takes the stress off . These people clearly know what it is like to have an autistic child and have made a wonderful atmosphere for families like ours . A staff member played with 3 . 5 year old Webster in the waiting / playroom while I went in with Chandler . They tried to do some evaluations of his hearing / attention , but he was not having it , so we went straight to the sample session . We got him on the table and he was a little uncomfortable . Once it started moving , he was quiet and still , on his belly and elbows , but when we tried to roll him on his back , he started getting upset . We turned down the lights and tried to get him to put the headphones on and then he really went nuts . He really freaked out and was crying as if in complete distress . It really got to me . All I could think was that it must be like a horrible nightmare . Being in a pitch black room with arms coming out of the darkness to hold you down while a light ( even a soft magenta light ) shines in your eyes all the while you have no idea what is going on . But I was determined not to loose it and to try to get him to go the whole 30 minutes . He continued to freak for several minutes until Dr . Daniel had the idea to bring his car seat in to see if he would feel a little safer in it . When we put him in it , he calmed down a lot . He continued to cry through the first half of the trial session , but it was not as bad as it had been . By the second half , he had calmed down and started drinking out of his sippy cup . The staff stayed really calm the whole time though . Did I mention that I think the staff is great ? So I was at a conference in April and heard a woman speak about her treatment center for people with Sensory Integration Disorders which was located in Boulder , Co . It sounded like something Chandler could benefit from , and they was a new center opening near San Diego , so we have decided to give it a go . I won 't go into describing the treatment , but you can find all about it here : http : / / sensorylearning . comThe recommend keeping a journal while going through the treatment so that you can see progress , etc . I wanna make mine public so other parents can get this parent 's view on the worthwhileness of the program . It is expensive , $ 2 , 550 for a 30 day program ( 12 days at the center and then an 18 day follow up at home ) but we have decided it is worth the risk . So check back to see how Chandler progresses in evaluating yet another potential treatment for the child that you love . So I had intended to start this blog months ago to document , for those of you out there who are interested in such things , what is working to curb Chandler 's autism and what is not . Today he is starting a new program at the Sensory Learning Center in Encinitas , California and I knew that I had to get a daily journal of this going now . No parents or professinals that I had talked to knew about the program , so I wanted to make sure I offer as much information on it 's effectiveness as I can . I had intended to put together a nicely designed blog of my own , but because I really need to get this started , I decided to put it up on blogger . com for now . I will be expanding it later as I have time .