I had a dream that I was staying at my mom 's house and it was a trailer . There was a walk way that was rickety filled with laundry room and too much laundry to do . The doors barely locked . My mom was taking care of a newborn baby who was clean and an overgrown toddler who was dirty . My kids spilt soup in the carpet . We found a golden retriever who loved the kids . Turns out we were being watched by some rebel group from the future . Their world was blowing up and the explosion was traveling backwards in time . They were trying to get messages through to us from the dog to the baby . The dog was a future person in disguise and was being loaded with good feelings to pass to me and the baby . When things reached dire straits , they traveled back in time themselves and got us to jump in their car . It was super crowded so we had to double up . I ended up sitting in front of a guy who was sitting cross legged in the seat , and I soon realized he was blind . He was actually a deer who was constantly seeing the future and listening for the Oracle . He laid his handz on the side of my face in a way that felt sensual , but he was getting my personality . He filled me with a sense of love , warmth , and light , and I was put in charge of the baby . I knew we were going to fight this chaos together . We came up on a billboard , actors ' names scrawled across . Two together made me see a different name that wasnt there . My faith in humanity wavered just a moment . The deer said , " you 've been fooled before , haven 't you ? " I said yes , and he nodded . No more words were needed . I knew the seer wasn 't fooling me but still he understood my pain . I felt the unspoken message - just because I was fooled before doesn 't mean I should give up on trust . Also , I had a dream that could have been a scene from a Final Fantasy game … and AGAIN with the frogs ? ? ? Anyway , I was working at the only desk in the large lobby of a large building . I 'm not sure what kind of business it was . We were close to the water . There was a barricade at the end of a bridge across from the entrance with a bunch of people behind it . No one in or out . I was watching the news - Japan had just bombed Hawaii again . About half the people behind the barricade looked Japanese , probably seeking refuge . Was I working at a hotel ? I don 't know . Then a little girl slips in the lobby door , and her dad is not far behind , trying to catch up . Then she slips out the side door before he can even get through the first door . I ran out to help him . He kept blindly following her path , so I tried to cut around to get in front of her . Finally we caught her . He was Japanese , and scared to death . He was worried that they would put him outside the barrier if he was caught . I decided to take him to my apartment to hide , because I was worried that they would end up in an internment camp , and I trusted him . On the way , he explained that he was actually running from the Japanese , because they thought his daughter was a magical assassin . We reached the other bridge which led to the floating dome city thing which was actually where my apartment was . It looked like the dome at Disney , but much larger . This bridge was wider , but empty because everyone was at work . We started to cross , but then 5 giant green frogs landed on the bridge in front of us . They told us to hand over the assassin girl . We would not , but we also had no idea how to fight them . They produced some sort of missiles from pores on their back , and shot them at us . The little girl deflected them with a force field and blew up the frogs and half the bridge instead . Yeah this is really starting to sound like the opening scene from FFX … Well , the other half of the bridge looked shaky , and I was afraid to cross . The little girl used her force field to reiRate this : January 22 , 2014 He gave me a young birch tree , about 8 feet tall . We planted it in the ground next to the house . That was some time ago . I thought maybe it was time to check on it . I saw that it had grown taller than the 2 - story house which it was planted beside . I 'd been given some bees and thought the birch would make a good home for them . I climbed a little more than half way up and settled them into the tree . They flourished and began busily building their honeycomb . I could see them in their flurry and the honey began to flow . I climbed higher so I could watch them from a safe distance . All the way to the top I climbed , and I felt some wet spots under my hands as I did . Green spots budding from branches which had been cut once . Fresh , green , and wet , a bit sticky with sap . At the top , there were a few of the branches which had been cut when it was a small thing that had grown wider but not budded and still had flat spots from the cut . I sat down to look around . I could see the top of the black roof on the white house , a peaceful place . I could see the leaves on the trees , and now that I 'd climbed to the top , the bees were really flourishing . I had climbed all the way up , and at the top I found peace . My labors were coming to fruition with ease . When I woke up , I thought about this dream , looked up its symbolism . The tree with its connections to growth , love , home , protection . The honeycomb with all the same . Honey - self explanatory . I even thought to myself how wonderful it was for the bees to be doing so well at creating their home so fast . I wanted none of the honey for myself . And then the connections of the birch to various love goddesses , Venus of course , but also Freya and Brighid , who are goddesses not just of love but of hearth and home . I checked my card of the day on the tarot app for my phone - it was the High Priestess . Yes ma ' am , I 'm listening . On Friday and Sunday it pulled the Ace of Pentacles , these three cards being the only deviations from pulling cups cards for the past two weeks . And for two weeks before , I pulled cups alternately with wands , mainly the Page of Wands , but I know who he is . I know to whom the wands referred . I guess I know where the cards are leading me , but not really to whom . That is always hidden from me in the readings and the dreams . But what is love if not a journey to which we know not the end ? Last night I had a painful dream . Literally . It was one of those that was so vivid that you 're nearly living it , but it was not quite real enough for me to not know subconsciously that it was a dream … which is a good thing , because that 's how I was able to come out of it later . It started with me and Carla working on the roof of my house . ( I don 't know what was wrong with it , I think we were just putting new shingles on . ) At one point , I climbed down carefully , got something , then went back up . Then I had to go back down again . I was being careful , and could nearly reach the first step of the ladder . ( The ladder didn 't reach all the way up - yeah , we were breaking safety rules … ) Then she opened the roof . It was on a hinge , not sure why … but the hinge was on the ledge , where I was . She thought I was already off the roof , but I wasn 't , and by the time I yelled it was too late , and I fell on my back . I could feel a strong pain in the back of my head . My back hurt too , but not quite as much . I was able to stand up , walk around , and move everything . But my head was hurting pretty bad . I decided that I needed to go to the doctor for an x - ray on my head and back to make sure everything was alright . I sat at my house waiting for someone to be able to take me to the hospital . I was sitting on the couch trying to pay attention to my body , so that I would know if things were getting worse . My ex - boyfriend walked in and looked at me , then sat down near me on the couch . ( Not next to me , there was space for about 1 1 / 2 people to sit between us . ) I started feeling sleepy , and I realized that I had been dozing in and out for a little while . I asked him not to let me fall asleep . He didn 't say anything . Then he left . A short time after that , I started to feel a bit better , so I drove myself to the hospital . When I got there , they decided x - rays weren 't necessary , because they saw something off in my eyes , so they moved on to the next step . ( I 'm pretty sure that if that had happened in real life , they would have done the x - rays regardless … and I have no idea what other tests they might have done . So , the sequence I 'm about to describe pertains only to this dream . You probably realized that already , but I wanted to tell you , just in case . ) They shaved some spots on my head , then attached some of those round sensor thingies to monitor my brain activity . I had to sit in a chair while the things were attached . At one point , they needed someone to do something ( not sure what … sit with me ? Something else ? I don 't know . ) I called my friend Becca , and she drove up from Florida to sit with me for about 30 minutes . Her trip was surprisingly short , as she was at the hospital within minutes of the phone call . But she couldn 't stay long , so she left and I was alone again . When the test was over , a nurse came to take me to the woman who could read the results , and take me through the next step if they found anything abnormal . [ Throughout the dream , I had seen signs that the hospital was under renovation . When I first walked in , they had two front desks . The one on the left was for people who needed treatment , and the one on the right was for people who needed to be checked out to see if treatment was needed . I remember I didn 't know which way to go , and the desk on the left was directly in front of the entry doors . When I asked , they told me I needed to go to the other desk , but I had noticed that the treatment side was really busy and a little chaotic . ] The woman 's office had been recently renovated , and she wasn 't finished with it yet . There was drywall dust over everything , except for the mirrors on a large wall . Several more mirrors were on the floor , waiting to have the drywall dust cleaned off and to be hung . She was cleaning one when we walked in . The nurse told her that she needed to look over my chart and decide if I needed treatment . She gave me a scornful look , then said she couldn 't / wouldn 't , because she was still cleaning her office . She had nowhere to put me . The nurse reminded her of the old office , which had been kept clean so that she could still see patients . The look on her face turned extra sour , and she said she 'd think about it . At this point , my head didn 't hurt as badly , but it was still pretty bad , and my back had become more sore , so that I was having trouble walking . When she refused to look at me , I got so upset that I burst into tears . That seemed to annoy her more , so she decided to help me . She still refused to look at the readings from the sensor , so she looked at my head instead . She put her hands on it , and asked where it hurt the worst . I told her it was the spot at the middle / top / back of my head . ( I 'm not sure how else to describe it . I 'll have to review my anatomy . ) She started prodding around that area and it hurt . She said shThe strangest part of it all , is that when I woke up , I was crying . It took a minute for me to calm down enough to stop . And my back still hurt … but my head was fine . Even after I stopped crying , and the pain in my back went away , I was still shaking a little bit , sort of restless and jittery . I woke up around 5 : 30 , but waited didn 't get up until 6 : 30 . And I didn 't sleep well , I guess , because I 'm still tired . Last night , I met Death . The details of the dream before I met Death are a bit hazy , but I remember it started out almost sexual . I would be changing clothes or something , and I 'd catch a glimpse of the Reaper in the background , watching me . As soon as he was noticed , he 'd disappear . Then , one time , I saw him and he did not go away , he just continued to stare at me , into my eyes . I asked him to leave , and he said no . I told him it was not my time yet , I was too young . He said I had made a mistake , and I had failed . I had nothing left to accomplish , my mistake had ruined it all . As he spoke , he had moved closer to me , and was now standing a few feet away . I could see his face . His skeleton face was actually just a mask , floating in front of his real face . Now the mask disappeared , and behind it was the face of a friend . I tried to think what mistake I had made , how I could have altered things in my life so drastically as to completely ruin the course of my destiny . Then I looked her in the face and told her that I did not believe that anyone was capable of making a mistake that could not be fixed . She explained that the mistake was not the problem , but my attitude . I would continue to make this mistake , and so it could not be fixed . I told her that I could try . She smiled , and decided to give me another chance . Then I was standing in front of a sort of wall . I could see fields and meadows , but it was like in a video game , where it 's just an illusion , and you can 't really walk past the wall . I could see words at the bottom , and I tried to make sense of it . I can 't remember all of it , but one of them started with a " Pa " or " Po " ( not pandora ) and another said Summerland . She told me it was not a sentence , but the names of different places I could visit . I chose Summerland . We flew through the wall , and then we were flying over meadows and a stream . I could see music and clusters of diminutive fairies , and in the river was an island with a makeshift hut . The hut seemed to be made of two halves of a thatched roof placed side by side , just a covering as there were no walls . A small fire burned near it , and there was a hook for holding a pot / cauldron , and the cauldron was on the ground next to it . Flowers grew in random patches throughout the meadow . There was a mountain to the left ; we were in the valley . And to the right , over a small hill , was a plain . Everywhere green grasses grew , the sky was blue with just a few well - placed clouds set into it . In front of us , but still far away , was a forest . We hovered briefly to the right of the river , across from the hut . That 's all I remember of Summerland . While I was there , I only had the sense of sight - all other senses were absent . ( Perhaps that 's why I could see , but not hear , the music ? ) Next , I was going down through a tunnel , and ended up in a house . I was myself , but I was in another girl 's body , and I had to play her role . I didn 't really have a choice in her actions , I was simply playing the storyline . In fact , all the people and scenery in this place really resembled a video game , an older game when graphics were just starting to get good , but still weren 't very realistic . She had blonde hair , and wore a blue tank top . ( I 'm not sure if that 's significant or not , but I 'm trying to record all the details I can remember . ) She went to see the boy she liked at his house , but he wasn 't home . She went to find him , and another girl tried to get in the way , but she didn 't let her get in the way . When she found him , he was upset about something . She helped to comfort him , but she still didn 't tell him that she liked him . He seemed to be bound , something was in his way , and at times , he literally could not move his arms or legs , but was bound and being pushed along . ( I know it sounds strange . These were actually different scenes , but I 'm not sure of the order they came in , or how we got from one to another . ) She freed him from the binds , and it was obvious that they both liked each other , but still , neither spoke of it . They had a closer friendship , but there was still a distance between them , and the distance was uncomfortable . Then the girl was bound , and being pushed along , and I was her , and we were in the tunnel . We finished up back in the house I had started out in , playing the story again . But this time I had more freedom . This time , I tried to change things , because I saw how sad they were , but I still couldn 't seem to get things quite right . 1 / 17 / 2011 - Edit : I 've been thinking more about this dream lately , and I tried to find some paintings of " Summerland " . Instead , I found some photos , and the ones that most resembled my dream were from a trail at Mt . Rainier , in an area that they call Summerland . I have never been to Washington , and had not heard of the mountain or its Summerland before seeing these pictures . While they aren 't identical to my dream , they are pretty close . There was this guy , I don 't remember his name . It was kinda like a tv show , and he was the good guy . The bad guys were always trying to kidnap him , take his stuff , that sort of thing . I don 't remember what was so important about him . I remember some sort of tube , like a tube of chapstick but it wasn 't chapstick , that I hid in my back pocket at one point . The bad guys were always doing something stupid to try to take the stuff , but they 'd been getting progressively smarter . When I hid the tube of stuff they were looking for , they kidnapped the hero and gave him some sort of virus . We had to make an anti - virus . I should also mention that the virus and anti - virus were both sentient , black blobs like on Spiderman . Unlike Spiderman , the virus could not detach itself , it just moved like a blob until it entered the target 's system . Same with the anti - virus , but it would not enter the first person it saw , it knew its target . The virus had been dumped from a tube straight onto the hero so I don 't know if it had the same capabilities . Anyway … . So , did I mention that Hillary Duff was one of the people in this group ? She was the hero 's girlfriend . Now , when he was first infected , we didn 't know . We tried to rescue him , but he was under the influence of the virus and attacked us . Then I saw things from his point of view , and saw that , to him , everyone 's faces were distorted , like " trollface " . ( Actually , I think the whole scene reminds me more of the video for " Black River Killer " or possibly the gas from Batman Begins but the last time I saw it was a few years ago so I 'm not sure . ) Also , whenever anyone spoke to him , it sounded like medieval English . But , since people were speaking modern English , it did not translate directly to him , and was distorted , which is why he was unable to understand what his teammates were saying to him . It had sounded like something bad which is why he attacked him . The scientist announced that he 'd finished the anti - virus , and decided that Hillary should be the one to administer it to him . ( At this point , I was no longer seeing things from the hero 's view , but I was not in a body . ) Hillary puts on her sexiest dress and they put the blob anti - virus on her back ( so he won 't see it … ) and she runs off to find him . When she 's about half way there , I tell her what I know about the middle English . She panics and runs to find a book to teach her middle English so she can talk to him . ( I think I told her without having a body , yet she looked at me as if I was in a body … ? ? ? Was I a ghost ? A god ? ? I don 't know . ) She thumbs through the book to get a quick idea of what she needs to say , but doesn 't have time to perfect it . When she sees the guy , she tries to talk to him . She fumbles some words , so he doesn 't completely trust her , but he doesn 't attack her either . She tries to tell him that she loves him , which was apparently performed perfectly , because he let her kiss him . She figures she 'd best run with this as long as possible so she won 't mess up the talking , so she 's making out wiRate this : December 20 , 2010 Last night I dreamed that a train wrecked downtown , when I was on my way down there . I don 't remember the exact numbers , but it was either on 11th or 13th street , and either 6th or 8th avenue . I remember I was driving when I heard the sirens , but I couldn 't see where they were coming from , so I pulled into a gas station . Turns out the Fire Department was right next the to gas station , both on the right side of the road , with the FD being first . So I just pulled in really quick and waited for them to leave . Then we all stood outside , talking and wondering what had happened , before someone finally heard that there was some sort of accident involving a train , and the location . I remember asking if that was north or south , but no one knew . Some people were worried because they had friends or relatives in the area so we started walking . I was thinking about the people I was with . I don 't remember how / when , but I had been watching them before , and judging them by how they dressed or acted . One girl I thought was probably a snob because she dressed kind of high maintenance and was constantly texting . She 's the one who stood out in my mind , but there were others I had considered to be more cold . But as we were walking , and people were talking or otherwise revealing themselves , I noticed the softer side of these people , something I would not have noticed otherwise . And still , it was inconsequential . After the accident , we would all go our separate ways , and whether I knew them or not would not matter . We finally saw a piece of the train wreck , but it was the main part of the accident . Apparently , there had been some sort of explosion or malfunction either with the train or near the train . The part we saw was after the fact . Either the explosion had reverbed up to that part , or a car had hit it . That 's when I woke up . I had a dream earlier last night , and I 'm not sure if it was part of the same dream , or a different one . I was in my grandmother 's house , learning some sort of class . The teacher was standing beside the glass door talking to us . The door was completely clear , like it used to be . Then she said something about maybe one of her old students was upset with her , because she had noticed someone lurking in the shadows outside the door . I remember staring at the door until I made out the figure of a person who appeared to be squatting , and he had mohawk . I thought it was my ex - husband , and maybe he had been spying on me , which was soon confirmed . I wouldn 't let him in the house , and he got angry , but didn 't do anything . Another of my ex 's , one who I am friends with , was also outside . He acted nice and asked for something ( I don 't remember what ) so I let him in . This made my ex - husband mad , but I still didn 't let him in . He stayed outside , in the dark , plotting . At some other point , either in this same dream or maybe another , I was walking to what was supposed to be my house , but it was in the country , way out in a field . And before I got to the house , I heard people talking about fire . The FD was already there , and trying to put it out , but some people were suggesting shovels to put dirt on the fire , so me and another person both grabbed shovels and headed that way . The fire was in a little piece of the field behind and to the left of my house . I had been coming to my house from the left of it , and when I saw it , I was a bit in front of it , and I only had to turn left to go to the fire . My house was on top of a hill , and though I could see it , I was probably still about 5 minutes walking distance away from it . I walked to the left , and as I started to go down hill , I could begin to see where the fire had been . They had already dug some dirt to throw on it , in addition to spraying it , and the fire was already out .