There is no way to simplify love . For some , it 's merely the enjoyment of being with someone for every moment possible . For others , it 's having the special someone who can be there for you whenever you need them most . For me , the simplification of love is holding Cameron in my arms , watching him breathe deeply as he sleeps . I woke up with a big smile on my face that morning . I felt refreshed as I found this beautiful guy in my arms , sleeping soundly . I was on my back and Cameron was lying with his head on my chest . A part of me wanted to sneak out of bed and make him his favorite breakfast ; a stack of pancakes with bacon and scrambled eggs on the side . The other part of me that just wanted to lay there and watch him sleep had more control over me . His face was so beautiful and comforted ; I couldn 't bear to risk waking him . I lifted up away from him and slipped my hands under his waistband . My heart was pounding at the thoughts of what I was about to do . I pulled off his boxers and slid mine off right after . I looked at his face for approval and he nodded at me . I lifted his legs up a little to expose his asshole . I couldn 't believe what I was about to do . I moved my hand up and down the back of his left leg , with each stroke , getting closer to his ass . I finally moved my hand to his hole and slid my thumb inside a little . He clenched a little and moaned at the feeling of my thumb in his ass . I pulled it out and stuck my index finger in , slowly pushing further and further in . I looked at him again and he nodded , so I slid another finger in with it . His face was turning red so I pulled out a little . " No , " he grunted , " Keep going . " I pushed it back in and slowly moved them in and out . He was moaning pretty loudly already . I felt a little selfless at this point and moved my right hand up to his cock and started stroking him gently . He quivered at my touch and gave me a tortured look , so I grabbed it and started jacking him off . He was going wild at this sensation . It didn 't take very long to get him to cum . When he did he let out this long , drawn out sigh . I slid the condom on and grabbed the bottle of lube that I had in the drawer next to it . I squirted some on my fingers and slid them back inside his asshole . He groaned at this but was pretty used to it already . I put more on my cock and poked the head at his hole . I entered him slowly and steadily pushed in . His face looked a bit strained so I tried to take it slow . He started to ease up a bit so I started to push in harder . Soon , I was all the way in with nothing left to do but fuck . I had his legs on my shoulders as I pulled out slightly and pushed back in . He moaned . I thrust again , and he moaned louder . Soon we had created a good motion together at a comfortable speed . He moved his legs off my shoulders and wrapped them around my waist , almost as if to pull me in harder . He grabbed my neck and pulled me into a deep kiss as I made my final thrusts . I did as I was told and he sat up , pulled off my condom and motioned me to cum . I splattered all over his body . His chest was covered with my cum . Some even got on his face and in his hair . After my last spurt , he returned the favor and came all over my chest . He and I collapsed on the bed lying next to each other , panting . Our breathing eventually slowed down and we couldn 't take our eyes off each other . He eventually started laughing . I led him into the bathroom and started to run the water in the tub . When it filled up I got in and he got in and cuddled into me . With a cloth that was laying on the side of the tub , I washed him off and gently scrubbed him , all the while kissing his neck and rubbing my cock into his ass under the water . When we were both cleaned off we just sat there for a while . I held him in the warm water and kissed his neck gently . I never wanted to be apart from this guy ever again , but I knew that when school rolled around again , I would have to leave him behind . I made a silent oath to myself to spend as much time as I possibly could with him until then . We got out of the tub and put some clothes on . Granted it was just our underwear and a couple clean t - shirts , but clothes nonetheless . I made the spaghetti and meatballs for dinner , with many obscene gestures and comments about my meatballs . We watched a movie and by the end of it , Cameron was falling asleep in my arms . I guided him into my bedroom and set him in my bed , and went out to make sure my parents wouldn 't walk in on us when they got home , or in the morning . I left a note saying that Cameron was staying the night and we were both really exhausted from finals , and not to wake us in the morning . Cameron and I spent almost every night together . We couldn 't keep our hands off of each other . He was a little slut , and I challenge anyone to say " No " to his beautiful eyes . Every day was so exciting . But one day , about a week after Christmas , everything changed . Ok guys . The next chapter is broken into three parts . I will post part one tomorrow as a Halloween present to you boys . Parts 2 and 3 will come soon . Part 1 is short but " fun " to read Give me one firm place to stand , and I shall move the Earth . . . more than the 383 miles it would move anyway . About a week before Christmas , Cameron and I made plans to spend a whole day together . We decided to make it the day after Christmas , since we both had obligations to spend Christmas day with out families . Cameron also came up with the idea , that it would be even better if we didn 't see each other until that day . Christmas was a little depressing for me . Not only because I couldn 't spend it with Cameron , but also because it was the first Christmas without Alexis A few people were still being sympathetic , but most just acted like nothing had changed . It made me sad to think that I wouldn 't have another normal Christmas again , but also made me wonder if having Cam made that such a bad thing . It was difficult for me to get to sleep that night . I stared at my ceiling all night thinking about Cameron , and wishing I was with him . I don 't remember when I eventually went to sleep , but I was woken up by a kiss on my forehead . I looked up and saw Cam smiling at me . We slowly undressed ourselves and stepped into the shower . I felt my way around his body with a bar of soap in my hand , and he did the same with me . I felt his right hand go down my chest , to my waist , and between my legs . He fondled my balls while his left hand made its way down my back . He slipped his fingers into my ass and started rubbing at my hole . I moaned a little and looked into his eyes . I nodded and kissed him . He proceeded to rub my hole , but refused to do more . He wanted me to beg for it , but I wouldn 't give him the satisfaction . I pretended that it wasn 't driving me crazy , and attempted to throw him over the edge . I got down on my knees and brought my mouth close to his cock . I took it in my left hand and started to stroke it lightly . I lifted my right hand between his legs up to his hole and started rubbing it the way he rubbed mine . I felt him begin to shiver , so I started to lightly blow on his cock . It wasn 't long till he broke . When we were both dressed , we walked out to Cameron 's car . We drove into town get some breakfast at the Ihop . I never let go of his hand through the entire drive . I felt warm whenever his hand touched mine . I felt safe whenever I was with him , and I never expected him to say what he said next . Great to have the new chapter . You make it as enticing as always . However , coming out may be scary . . . Necessary , probably , but scary . Craiger I couldn 't say anything more . My heart sunk down into my stomach . He grabbed me and hugged me . I wanted to cry in his arms , but a part of me just needed to be home . He drove me to my house and walked me into my room where we sat on my bed . He held me and let me cry on his shoulder . I lay down onto my pillows and just stared at the wall , trying my hardest not to cry until Cameron came back . It felt like forever before he walked back through my door . He had something in his hand when he walked in . He came over and sat on the bed as I sat up . He dropped a flat rock that was shaped like a heart into my hand . I clutched it and dove back into his chest to cry some more . It wasn 't long before I had fallen asleep . I woke up alone in my room with the rock sitting on my nightstand . Underneath it was a piece of paper . I 'm sorry I had to leave while you were sleeping . My mom called and told me to come home . My heart is yours as long as you have this . I will always love you . If you need ANYTHING , please call me . He pulled the rock out of the box . I had put a string through it to make it a necklace . He put it around his neck and kissed me . He kissed me again as we got in the car . The rest of the day was the most fun I 'd had in a while . We shared a plate of pancakes and sausage , went to see a movie , played at the arcade , and had lunch at my favorite restaurant . The hours flew by fast . It wasn 't long until we were at the hotel room I had reserved for us . Cameron had gone into the bathroom and I was laying on one of the beds , watching T . V . When he came out he was wearing nothing but silk boxers . He had wet a washcloth and rubbed his torso with it to make his chest and abs glisten in the light . I just looked at him with sad puppy eyes . He smiled at me and put my hands behind my back . He pushed me onto my back on the bed and pulled up my shirt . I felt his tongue glide up my stomach from my waistband to my chest . As he did this , there was only one thing on my mind , and I still kick myself for breaking this moment . " I just don 't think I can tell anyone yet . It has nothing to do with you , or us , or what I want us to be . I love you and nothing will change that , " I said . " She was quiet for a while . Mostly in shock . She wouldn 't talk to me all night . She hardly even looked at me all day . I think she was ashamed of who I turned out to be , " I said as I broke out into tears . " I just … don 't know what to think . The only thing I can think of is that I never got a chance to know if she was ok with it . And I don 't want to risk that with my parents , " I said . This is getting intense , INC . I know down deep that Alexis would have approved but was unable to express it before her death . Tell me that 's true . . . I 'm such a softy . . . lol Craiger I 'm still with you as you weave from past to present . But I do hope you don 't interrupt the boys ' night of pleasure too much more . I think they 're both probably horned up and ready to go by now . " Josh , I love you . I love you more than words can describe . The only way I can truly show how much I love you , is to tell everyone else , " He said . I couldn 't believe what he was asking of me . I was terrified about the ramifications that telling his family would bring . I couldn 't begin to understand why he wanted it so much . The only thing I could understand , was that he did want it . Doing this would make him happy , and ever since I fell for him , all I have wanted was to make him happy . I didn 't care what happened . . . We drove into his driveway and lingered there for a moment . My hands , though I had held them against the heater , were ice cold . I felt like someone had chopped my hands off , stuck them in a freezer for a month , and then sewed them back onto my wrists . I looked up from my hands and realized Cameron was staring at me . " Well . . . you 're going to leave me soon . Sooner than I would like . I won 't see you for months , " he grabbed my hands and gasped , " Josh . . . your hands . They 're so cold . . . " he mumbled . He smiled at me and pulled my left hand up and kissed the back of it . This sent my heart into overdrive and is tried to leap out of my chest . He obviously felt the change in my pulse since he did the same with the other hand , letting his lips stay a little bit longer this time . Cameron did nothing more . He opened the door and hopped out of the car . I saw him gracefully stroll around the front of the car to open my door and hold his hand out to me . I took his hand and stepped out of the car into his arms . I inhaled his scent as he embraced me tightly . He released me and led the way to his front door . We walked in to meet his parents sitting on the couch in the living room watching a rerun of Law and Order . I stared blankly into their faces when they looked up and noticed that Cameron was hanging onto my hand for dear life . He beamed at their acceptance as they returned to their show . He started leading me towards the hallway to his bedroom when Victor cleared his throat and said , " Although , we would like a quick word with Josh . If you don 't mind that is , " he said , looking at Cameron . Great chapter ! Now , INC , stop reading about vampires and get on with this enjoyable romance . . . . lol Strange how parents know before they are told , but then again , if they weren 't aware of their children they wouldn 't be very good parents . I like how you described the coldness of Josh 's hands . . . I have felt that way , but never been able to describe it . Nerves can do odd things to a person . Great chapter ! Now , INC , stop reading about vampires and get on with this enjoyable romance . . . . lol Strange how parents know before they are told , but then again , if they weren 't aware of their children they wouldn 't be very good parents . I like how you described the coldness of Josh 's hands . . . I have felt that way , but never been able to describe it . Nerves can do odd things to a person . I walked down the hallway to Cameron 's bedroom . Though I had been there before , it felt as though I were walking in there for the first time . The aroma of the room smelt amazing as I stepped through the doorway . It smelled like chocolate and roses with a little of Cameron 's natural scent mixed in - pure bliss . I turned the lock on the doorknob after I had shut it and walked anxiously towards the bed - and my love . I pulled my shirt over my head and unbuckled my pants , letting them drop to the floor as I kicked off my shoes . I slid gracefully onto the bed and pressed myself into him , putting my right arm around his body and my left in his hair as I kissed the back of his neck . His pulse began to race as his breathing sped up in response to the touching . I licked his ear lightly and he moaned silently . He moved up , still facing away from me . I pushed him over to the edge of the bed and stood up on my knees . I glanced around and saw a bottle of lotion on his nightstand . He felt me move slightly to reach for it and snatched it up to hand to me . I lightly rubbed a small drop into my hands and began massaging his shoulders . He seemed to like it - though he could have been responding to the feeling of my cock grinding into his back - because he let out an even more passionate moan . Joshua ? That was a first . Even when we were just best friends he never used my full first name on me , not even jokingly . I liked it . I felt more dignified . " Damn , you caught me . But I mean it . No matter what happens , no matter where I go , I will only live for you , with you , and through you . When you die , I die . I could not live in a world where you don 't exist . I love you more than my own life , " He said . Tears were welling up in my eyes . I would like to say the same for Cameron but my vision was too blurred . I pulled his face back into mine and kissed him with all my strength , not wanting to let go . He was mine now . No one could tear us apart , not even the possibility that my parents would not accept us . I lowered my hands to his back . He shuddered , but not because of pleasure . He looked at me in horror when I did it , and I realized that my hands were inexplicably cold again . Cameron leaned off of me and I sat up , bringing my hands up towards my face . I stared at them with a hint of fear in my eyes . What is going on ? I thought . As if to attempt in answering my question , Cameron felt my wrists . There was a huge lump in each of my wrists that seared with pain , bringing a burn into my hands . He looked concerned at me . Without even exchanging a word with each other , we put our clothes back on and went out to show Victor and Carol . ITC , This is really quite a twist . I am not sure where it is going , but I love it . I 'm glad you derived some inspiration from the Twilight stories . Hopefully you won 't keep us in the dark too long . Craiger I don 't remember much of what happened after Cameron and I left his bedroom . The hallway started spinning and my head felt like it was on fire . I couldn 't breathe and everything went dark . The one thing I do remember is hearing Cameron 's voice constantly calling out to me from the darkness . I woke up after what felt like minutes and opened my eyes to a very bright hospital room . There were tubes around my face feeding me oxygen and an IV drip in my right hand . My head felt like a giant elephant was standing on it . I looked around the room without lifting my head up and didn 't see anything . But I felt something on my chest . I looked down and saw Cameron sitting in a chair next to my bed sleeping and using my chest as a pillow . I lifted my left hand and rested it on his head . He smiled even wider and hit my arm with his free hand . In a matter of seconds his smile disappeared . The hand he hit me with stayed on my arm . I had never seen someone go from looking so tired , to so happy , to so sad in such a short amount of time . I could tell he had probably stayed awake as long as his body would allow him to . " About 35 hours , " he said . " When you passed out in the hallway my dad helped me take you to the hospital while my mom called your parents . When we got here the doctor inspected you for like two minutes until he made us leave the room . " " It 's ok . I 'm ok buddy , " I said . I pulled him up into my arms . " I told you , I 'm never leaving you . " * * * * * * * * * * * * The last week I was in town was amazing . I stayed with Cameron all week and let him take care of me . I wasn 't supposed to do any strenuous activity for a while , so Cameron did everything for me . He cooked for me , helped me shower ( I especially liked that part ) , and gave me several massages . For everything he did for me , I loved him more and more . But we both knew that once this week was over , so were we . I would have to fly back to school and be away from him for 5 more months . Neither of us wanted to admit it , though I was sure we were both feeling it , but we were afraid . Not of being apart , but of the other finding someone else to be with . I suspected Cameron thought this because of how tightly he held on to me , how loving he was to me , and how much he was willing to do for me . But this was my last night in town . We had amazing plans for this night . We went to have dinner at the fanciest restaurant in town , dessert in the town village , and we were on our way back to his house for more dessert . I was so nervous all night . This was the moment we had been attempting to have for so long , and it was almost here . My heart was struggling to jump out of my chest when we pulled into his garage . The moment we were in the door I felt his arms around my waist . I didn 't want him to let go of me but I wanted what was coming next even more . I turned around and met his gaze . There were all sorts of questions in his eyes , but I reassured him with a kiss on the forehead and a brush of my hand on his cheek . We walked down the hallway , Cameron locked in my arms . When we went into his bedroom , we both lay down on the bed and just sat there for a little while . I turned to my side and took my right hand and began running my fingers along his torso . I brought my fingers down to the hemline of his shirt and moved in to kiss him . Our lips locked in our most passionate kiss yet . I pulled his shirt up a little and moved down to kiss his stomach . The light brown hairs around his belly button grazed my lips . I was about to go further but he sat up . " Well … I know you 're leaving tomorrow . I 've been dreading this day for the past 4 weeks . Ever since you walked back into my life I 've been dreading the day that I have to watch you walk out again . And … I can 't be with you if I have to keep doing that , " he said . I couldn 't believe what I was hearing . He was breaking up with me ? Right before we were about to have the night we had been trying so hard to have for so long ? I couldn 't believe this . He didn 't seem to have any emotion in his voice . He wasn 't sad , angry , or even happy . He was just talking as if it was about anything mundane . I couldn 't look at his face . I didn 't want him to see the tears welling up in my eyes . I looked down at my hands and waited for him to finish so I could leave . This confused me . He sounded hopeful . Almost as if he had asked my permission for something . I looked up at him with a clear look of confusion covering my face . I sniffled a little from crying and tried to make sense of this . I was bewildered . I didn 't know what to say . He wanted to follow me ? My tears instantly disappeared and a smile stretched across my face . My heart swelled up inside my chest and almost jumped out of my mouth . " Yeah ! I don 't want to be apart from you - . " I cut him off midsentence with a kiss twice as intense as the one before . I realized that he wanted to make this night even more special . He had made me so happy in just a short amount of time that I lost complete control of myself . My hands went around his waist and pulled his shirt up and off of him . He did the same to me and pushed me onto my back . He slowly moved down my torso kissing every inch of my chest . He just smiled an evil little grin and moved his hands to my belt . He unhooked the belt and unbuttoned my jeans . He teased me a little with his tongue and licked the skin just above the waistband of my boxers . That 's when I got annoyed . I sat up and threw him onto his back and pinned him down . I leaned in and started kissing his neck while I held his hands at the sides of his head . I moved down to his chest and started nibbling on his left nipple , then the right , and kissed my way down to his waist . He wasn 't wearing a belt so this made my objective much easier . I pulled the button apart and pulled the zipper down with my teeth . He was wearing those blue boxer - briefs I loved . Suddenly , I became very aware of how hard my cock was . Maybe it was seeing those boxers , or maybe it was noticing his cock , but it was raging inside my jeans . I released his hands and pushed his jeans off so that he was left in just his socks , the boxer - briefs and the necklace I bought for him for taking such good care of me . I leaned down and put my lips beside his ear to whisper " I hope your ass is ready Superman , cause I 'm about to mark what 's mine . " I pulled off my jeans and boxers and let my cock free . I then grabbed him by the waist and pulled him up and gently moved him and let him down so his head was on the pillows . Then I pushed his underwear off with my right hand and rubbed his left thigh with my left hand . I sat up and pushed his legs apart and around my hips . I leaned in to kiss him again . From that kiss , I could tell that he was ready , that he wanted this as much as I did , and that he was forever mine , and I was forever his . I pushed my cock into his hole slowly . It felt so good to finally do it . I had wanted him for so long and this moment had been put off for even longer . It felt right and he squeezed his ass around my cock to assure me that it did for him as well . Slowly , I fucked his perfect ass , never breaking our amazing kiss . Neither me nor Cameron ever touched his dick and in ten minutes he had cum twice all over both of us . I was nearing my orgasm and sped up my thrusts when he came again . I pressed our bodies together and pushed myself as far as I could inside of him . We walked down the hallway to the bathroom . I started the bathwater as he grabbed a couple towels . I filled the water with the bubbles I found under the sink and lit one of the candles on the counter . I flicked off the lights and got into the water . When he came inside I could see him smiling at me . He walked slowly over to the bath with such grace I could have sworn he was floating . He got into the water and cuddled up against me . I grabbed one of the washcloths off the side of the tub and began to clean him off . " After … my injuries … I knew that my dreams were over , done with . I 've made peace with that now . But you … you still have your dreams . You could be one of the most famous writers in history . I will not let you abandon that dream . You need to follow it . And I 'll follow you wherever your dream takes you , " he said . " No , you don 't . With everything you do for me , I love you even more . I can never find the right way to show you exactly how much I need you , " I said . I knew you wouldn 't leave us hanging ! What a warm and wonderful chapter . There are so many ways it could have gone , but this was another sweet twist . Thank you . I hope it isn 't over . Maybe a little update every - so - oftern . . . . please . . . Unfortunately , Cameron was not able to get on the plane with me . My flight was sold out and the next flight out was in two days . He decided to pack all his stuff into his car and drive there . This way , he would be there in less than one day . It was short enough so that we weren 't apart for more than 24 hours , and long enough for me to rent out one of the many available apartments near campus for us . I had a job in the campus bookstore so I had plenty of money to spare , and Cameron had enough money from working at the video store in his savings account for us to survive . The flight felt so long without Cameron with me . I let my thoughts drift off to the night before and remembered the feeling of his ass around my cock . I couldn 't wait to have him all to myself again . No parents , no interruptions , just us . " Ha , very funny asshole . Listen I just finished packing up the car . I 'll be leaving in twenty minutes . See you in the morning ! " he said . And with that , I was off . My friend from my Bio class last semester picked me up from the airport . Her name was Brooke Jensen , and she was my best friend at school . We made sure that we shared a class together this semester when we were signing up and we decided on Creative Writing . She was also the only person , besides Cameron and his parents , who knew I was gay . When I got into her car I was surprised to see two people in the back seat . One was a redheaded girl with a very perfect body , almost like it was sculpted from stone . The other was a very attractive blonde guy who had very short , but messy hair . " Hey Josh ! This is Rachel and her brother Mark . Their flight came in about an hour before yours so I promised I 'd pick them up too , " Brooke said . I couldn 't believe that in just a matter of seconds , I came out to two complete strangers without even saying a word to them . I was silent for the rest of the ride back to town . I could feel Mark 's eyes piercing me through the seat , and it made me feel very uncomfortable . " Yeah actually , my boyfriend is coming down tomorrow and we 're going to live here together , " I said . As I said these words I got a knot in my stomach . I had never said the word " boyfriend " to anyone but Cameron . He walked me upstairs and to the door of my new apartment . It was pre - furnished but it didn 't look very nice . Just a three seated couch that looked like ass , a pitiful little TV , a tiny kitchen table with a snot colored fridge , and a couple of counters and a sink . Mark left shortly after he helped me unpack my bags . It would be nice to have another gay guy around besides Cameron , for both of us . It wasn 't long until there was a knock on my door . It was around 6 the last time I looked at the clock . I opened the door and Rachel was standing on the other side . We walked down to the local bars . Rachel had taken the liberty of making us a couple fake ID cards so we got a few drinks . A few drinks turned into 10 . 10 drinks turned into a blur . The only thing I remember is Rachel walking me to the apartment door hugging me goodnight . I stumbled into the back to the bedroom and fell onto the bed . I let out a very loud sigh and was about to fall asleep until the light came on . I turned over and saw Mark sit up and glare at me . " Uhm , Rachel let me in ? " I said drunkenly . " I 'm so sorry I thought this was my apartment . Rachel walked me to the door and I didn 't even think to check . I 'm so sorry . " He helped me up , down the hallway , into my apartment , and back to the bedroom . I remember watching him leave , and then just in case , I jumped up and locked the door . Then went to the crappy bed and passed out . I woke to my phone buzzing in my jeans . I guess I never changed before I passed out . My head felt horrible . I was hoping that my phone was going off because Cameron was calling me , but it was just my alarm . I got up , got dressed , and went out to get some coffee . I ran into Rachel in the hallway . " We 're not bears , ok ? You can 't just put us together and expect us to fuck , " I said . " And please , do me a favor … talk soft , your voice is terrible . " " Well , you can 't see it under my sunglasses , but I 'm rolling my eyes at you , " I said . I began to walk away , but turned around to say , " Just so you know , I do have a boyfriend who should be here in a few hours . Your brother knew that and was kind enough to lead me to my own bed without trying to take advantage of me . Guess I know which person to trust in a fire . " My phone started buzzing in my pocket again . I took it out and looked at it to see it was Cameron calling . Man that boy has great timing . " Don 't worry . Not everyone here is misinformed . He knew about you and kindly walked me back to our apartment , " I said . I emphasized the " our " to reassure him . " No way ! You got one already ! You rock boy scout , " he said . I loved it when he sounded excited . " I 'll be there in a couple hours , I just stopped to get some breakfast . I woke up at like 5 this morning to keep driving so I could get there sooner . Love you babe , " he said . She didn 't look apologetic or even upset at all . She just looked defeated . But I didn 't care . I turned back towards the cafe and walked away thinking about Cameron . There always seems to be someone trying to match others . By the sound of Rachel , I doubt if this will be the last time she causes problems . Good to see more of these two and look forward to future chapters . I walked into the café of the apartment complex to see Brooke sitting at one of the little tables reading a book and sipping on her coffee . I went up and ordered a vanilla cappuccino with extra foam , Cameron 's favorite , and sat down next to her . Apparently she hadn 't seen me come in because she was surprised to see me sit next to her . " Oh , it 's just a silly little romance novel . What 's up Josh ? You look like you got your ass kicked by a keg , " she said . " Yeah something like that . More that I would have liked her to know though , " I said . I had to give her SOME guilt for what she did yesterday . I scoffed at her and went to grab my drink . I couldn 't help noticing that the cashier was staring at me when I went up to the counter . What was every guy checking me out now ? I went back to the table next to Brooke and motioned for her to continue . " Look I just know how Rachel is . Once she sees what she wants , she goes after it . She 'd do anything to get her slutty little claws into you unless you made it very clear to her that you weren 't interested . And I knew that you didn 't know that so I thought I 'd save you the trouble , " she said . " Cameron 's coming here … " I said . She looked at me puzzled . " To live … " She jumped out of her seat and started bursting with what I suppose was a gossipy girl 's dream come true . " Oh my God are you serious ? ! He 's coming here ! You two are gonna live together ! " she seemed more excited about it than I did . The manager came to the front to ask us to leave because of the disturbance we were creating in the café . Brooke and I embarrassingly walked out and she started clawing her way into my personal life . We were walking down the street towards the campus . The sun was shining brightly enough on us to warm us from the wind blowing against us . " About his decision to come here stupid . I wanna know how it happened , how he said it , or if you asked him to come , how you asked him , what his reaction was when you asked him , and every little detail . I mean this must be comparable to a marriage proposal for you right ? " she started rambling on and on and eventually I just had to stop her . " Whoa , Brooke calm down . It 's not a huge deal . And no it 's not like a marriage proposal . We haven 't even thought about anything like that yet , " I said . " I don 't know , " I said . " I love him , and he loves me . I would like to think of us spending our lives together forever whether that involves wedding bells or not . " " Ok look , there 's nothing wrong with Rachel . She 's not a bad person , or at least she isn 't intentionally . I 'm sure she didn 't know that you had a boyfriend , I mean I didn 't tell her and I 'm sure you didn 't . Just give her the benefit of the doubt and try to be nice to her please , " She said . I felt pretty guilty because I was sure that Rachel didn 't know about Cameron at all . " Yeah , you 're right . Hey why don 't the five of us go out to dinner tonight ? We can go to that new Italian place down on Chestnut Street . That way Cameron at least feels comfortable around you guys , and it 'll give me a chance to apologize to Rachel , " I said . " Ha - ha , I was about to give you the directions to the apartment complex . Just turn left on Glendale , go down to Cedar and take a right , and go all the way down to Barton and turn left . It will be on the right side of the road , you can 't miss it , " I said . " Turn around , " he said . I turned to see Cameron climbing out of the car . He looked so beautiful ; my mind couldn 't even do a justice . I couldn 't contain myself . I sprinted over to him and leapt into his arms and kissed him fiercely . We kissed for what seemed like hours . He wrapped his arms around my back and I wrapped my around his neck and pulled him into another deep kiss . His left hand moved up to the back of my head and he ran his fingers through my dark brown hair . My hand went straight for his ass , hoping to catch him by surprise . But he got my ass first . His right hand extended and slammed into my ass , grabbing a handful and making me grind into his body . My heart raced as we continued kissing . " Oh shit I forgot to tell you . Brooke convinced me to give Rachel another chance so the 5 of us are going out to this new Italian place . That is , if you want to , " I said . We got into the car and drove over to the nearby Quizno 's . We both ordered a large Oven - Roasted Turkey with Cheddar . His on wheat , mine on white . I finished mine and a third of his that he couldn 't finish . " Oh , is that so ? " I said . I put my hand on his leg under the table . He was sitting to my left as opposed to across from me . He seemed to be hesitant to public displays of affection . " Hey Cam , we don 't need to worry about eyes here . No one here knows the versions of us that we left behind . It 's not like they 're going to come all the way to our houses and show pictures of us fucking or anything , " I said . " You 're right , " he said . He sighed and put his hands on my hand . He leaned in and kissed me on the cheek . " Forgive me ? " After lunch we went back to the apartment . I helped him get all the boxes and bags out of the car . I just realized I never really described Cameron 's car . It was a big type . Almost like an SUV only not obviously for lugging kids from one place to another . It was roomy enough for all our stuff to fit in comfortably though . We set everything down on the door and I unlocked the door to our dumpy apartment . The look on his face wasn 't excited , or even disappointed . I couldn 't really tell how he felt from his face . All I knew was that this place was ours , and that no matter what , we would be together no matter who opposed it . " Always , " he whispered in my ear . He took off his jacket and turned to bring all the boxes from the doorstep inside . I crossed my arms , watching him bend over each time he grabbed a box . I had been so overwhelmed by being with him that I hadn 't noticed that he was wearing an incredibly tight white t - shirt and a somewhat saggy pair of cargo pants . I saw that he was once again wearing my blue boxer briefs and almost ran and mounted him right then and there . But I was enjoying the view too much . Before I knew it , I was whispering to myself , " and forever … " Cameron lugged the last box inside and turned to look at me . There were a lot of boxes so he was getting pretty sweaty from moving around so much . His tight white t - shirt stuck to his body in all the right places , showing off his beautiful chest . He saw me standing there watching him with my arms crossed over my chest . I was standing there in just my boxers , watching him bend over countless times . He lifted off his shirt and wiped the sweat off of his forehead with it . He walked gracefully over to me and put his hands on my waist and took me into a deep kiss . Every time he kissed me I felt light headed . It was like standing on the top of a 50 story building with the wind blowing around me , enveloping me in serenity and peace when he kissed me . He pressed his wet chest into mine and grabbed my ass , pulling me even closer to him , as if that were possible . He unbuttoned his pants and let them slide to the floor . I lifted my right hand up to the back of his head and grabbed a handful of his soft light brown hair . He lifted me up and carried to the bedroom , lever letting go of my lips . He gently lay me down onto the mattress and hovered over me . His heart - rock necklace dangled down and touched my chest as he kissed my neck . He took his fingers and grazed the skin around my nipple with them . I had to giggle and he looked up and smiled an evil grin at me . I pulled him up and kissed him again . Our kisses weren 't sloppy tongue kisses , but deep , passionate , loving kisses . I couldn 't believe I had everything I ever wanted . I released his lips so he could kiss down my chest . He moved down and slowly pulled down my boxers . My cock was rock hard by now . He took a moment to caress my balls with his left hand while he held my boxers with his right . He tossed them onto the floor and moved in towards my cock . He tickled my head with his tongue as he rubbed my balls with his left hand and groped my stomach with his right . Then he took me by surprise and took my whole cock in his mouth with one swift movement . I just about came right then and there . He proceeded to suck my cock and within minutes he had me close to the edge . I grabbed his hair and thrust my cock into his throat and exploded in his mouth . He swallowed every bit of my cum and licked my cock clean . He pulled off the blue boxer briefs I gave him and threw them onto my chest . He lifted my legs up and started licking at my hole . He did this for a couple minutes and I was rock hard again in no time . He got up and told me to hold my position for a couple seconds . He left the room and came back just a few seconds later with a small bottle of lube in his hand . He got back onto the mattress and lubed up his cock . He climbed over me and kissed me while positioning my legs around his waist . Slowly , he pushed his head into my ass and never broke the kiss . For our entire relationship , I had been the top . This was the first time I had his cock in my ass , and I was amazed at how good it felt . All the pain was taken away by his soft , loving kiss and his tender touch . It only took about a minute for him to get all the way in . I could tell he was being especially gentle because of when I did it to him the first time . I pulled his mouth off of mine and moved to his ear and whispered , " Go baby . " He started slowly moving in and out of me , each thrust only painful for a second until it went away . He was my ultimate painkiller . The room was filled with our moans as he fucked my ass faster and faster with each thrust . We were like that for what felt like hours . He fucked me so amazingly , while maintaining a level of passion and tenderness that made me come all over myself . When Cameron saw me cum , he couldn 't contain himself . He exploded into my ass . He collapsed on top of me and continued to kiss me . His cock never got soft as long as it was in my ass . After a few minutes of sweaty kissing he shifted off of me and to my side . For a while we just lay there naked with each other . " Yeah , " I said as I sat up . " You can go start the shower and I 'll call Brooke and make dinner plans . " He had this look on his face that told me he didn 't want to go . " Oh , yeah . Well Mark seems like a nice guy . Besides I think it would be good for both of us to have another gay guy around , " I said . You certainly came through with those two segments . I got all tingly and excited while reading it . This is an amazing story and as the others have said , we can wait for more . Marriage . . . . I love that idea . Cameron just stared at me with a blank look on his face . I had never seen him so shocked before . His stare scared me . I figured he would have some emotion to what I had just told him , but to have none at all made me think he didn 't mean anything he had said to me . I couldn 't look at his face . I sat at the edge of the bed and stared at the floor with my back turned to him . I could still feel his eyes burning the back of my head . " No ! " I yelled . I turned to stare back into his eyes . " At least … I 'm not asking you yet . I didn 't mean it like that Cameron . I just meant that I had questions and I didn 't know who to turn to for answers . I know you don 't know any more about it than I do and I figured maybe Mark did . I 'm so sorry Cam . " " It would mean coming out to the WORLD Josh . Not just your family , not just to our town , but to EVERYONE . It would mean that we would be bound to each other forever . There would be no turning back , " he said . " So then that part about you loving me forever was just bullshit ? " I said . As soon as I said it I regretted it . It stung my mouth with anger . " I meant … that if we got married , then you wouldn 't be able to follow your dreams . I would hold you back from everything you wanted if I married you . I would rather wait until at least ten years before even discussing marriage . For God 's sake we 're only 18 , " he said . " Cameron , " I began , " None of that matters . I love you . You are everything that I want now . I would give up my entire life for you . God knows you 've given up more for me . " He didn 't say anything else . He got up and left the room , kissing me lightly on the cheek on his way out . I heard the shower turn on so I figured he was getting ready for dinner . I went to the phone and dialed Brooke 's number . I told her we would be ready by 6 : 30 and that we would take her car . I walked in and saw him sitting on the edge of the bathtub . He looked up at me and his eyes were red . It hurt me to see him like this . I went and sat down next to him and took him in my arms . " Josh , I was serious . If we get married anytime within the next ten years , I would feel like I 'm holding you back . You have so much to look forward to in your life and I would never want to feel like I 'm the reason you 're not going after your dreams , " he said . We got in the shower and washed each other off . Our mouths were locked to each other the whole time . When we got out and dried off , I went to our bags and boxes and picked out my favorite of his clothes for him to wear . We sat on the ugly little couch in the living room together as we waited for Brooke . He leaned into me and pulled my arm around his shoulders . He put his head on my chest and I rested my face in his golden brown hair . This moment was almost like being in Heaven . There was a knock on the door . Cameron got up to answer it and I followed close behind him . He opened the door and there was a man wearing a black sweatshirt with the hood up outside . In his right hand was a gun . Everything seemed to happen in slow motion . He lifted the gun and pointed it right at Cameron 's chest . His finger pulled on the trigger and I knocked Cameron out of the way and turned my back to the man at the door . I felt a sharp pain in my back and everything went dark .