This story was inspired by the fine graphic artistry of Jenny North . Her grasp of the conflicts and impossible situations we sometimes find ourselves in , are without a doubt some of the best I have seen , as she brings a refreshing and sometimes funny peek into our secret lives . Jenny North 's site is worth a serious look . Laugh , cry , or snicker all you want , but please , hope you don 't end up on one of her magazine covers . This story was inspired by her cover entitled " Boys Will Be Girls . " I was ready , nobody was at home . I had spent the better part of two hours getting ready , and I took one last look in the mirror . The blue and white sweater hugged my body , accenting the perky boobs I had created with birdseed , the short royal blue skirt barely hiding the white Lycra panties . The pantyhose had turned my legs a tan color , then white gym shoes sparkled . My hair was pulled back with a headband , the blue and white earrings dangled from my earlobes while the bright red lipstick outlined my smile . I grabbed the black purse , made sure I had everything , then walked out of the house and straight to my car . It wasn 't a very long drive , and I was soon at the school . I was dressed exactly like a cheerleader for a reason . There were tryouts today , and I trying out for the squad to be close to my girlfriend Valerie . I didn 't plan on being accepted , I just wanted to try out to impress Valerie , which is why I am dressed this way . I parked the car and made my way to the gym , then stood in line to add my name to the list . Almost every girl was dressed like I was , meaning a short skirt and sweater . I wore my sister 's old outfit . When it was my turn , I gave my name as Rachel and was assigned a number . Since I 'm only 5 ' 6 " tall and not that husky , I fit into my sisters outfit pretty good , and my long hair fell into a flip without a lot of struggle . I heard my name called along with several others , and went through a series of moves that I thought were quite easy , including doing a cartwheel . Smile a lot and do what they wanted , that was my motto , then , when it was over , I sat in the stands with the girls to hear the names of those chosen . There would be 12 in all . Since I did not want to be picked , I really didn 't care about that , all I wanted to do was impress my girlfriend Valerie with my devotion to her . This was all a charade for me . Then I heard my name being called ! The girls on each side of me hugged me , and I had to walk down the aisle and stand there with the other girls that had been picked . I was now a cheerleader , and unless I did something , I would be committed ! I didn 't know what to do , because I had no plan for this happening , so I stood there as a pin was attached to my sweater by the coach . I did see her wink at me . When all of the others had left , the twelve of us sat on the lowest bench while the coach handed out papers that detailed our schedule for the next year . It included all games for Basketball and Football , then , as I read through it , I saw that I would be required to attend three Balls , with escort , hosted by the school just for the cheerleaders ! This was going from bad to worse , and I was desperate to get out of it . I almost jumped up and quit right on the spot , then the coach dismissed everyone except me ! " But Ma ' am ! How can I attend school and be a cheerleader ? There won 't be enough time for me to change , and then you have those Balls scheduled , and they require an escort ! I can 't do that ! " " Oh , yes . I 'll make the arrangements with the office . The cheerleading camp , which starts a month before school starts , is two weeks away , so you have that long to tell your parents , make whatever other arrangements you need , then report to the office for enrollment as Rachel . " " I 'll be calling your mother tomorrow . I 'm going to tell her that this stunt of yours has deprived a girl of a chance to become a cheerleader , and it 's only fair that since you won the spot , that you fulfill your obligation . I 'm sure she 'll understand , don 't you ? " By the time I left the gym I wanted to cry . 16 years old and dumber than a post . The guys will not understand this at all , and I 'll be lucky if I don 't get my butt pounded into the sidewalk a few times . About the only thing I have going for me is that I don 't look very much like a boy right now , and it 's the middle of the summer . Maybe , everyone will forget about me if I simply appeared as Rachel . If I 'm real lucky , I might be able to make it for a few days before everyone figures out that I 'm not a girl . I can hardly wait to see what my parents will do . Mom will agree with the coach , while Dad will tell me that I 'm the one that stuck my neck out and I have to live with the consequences . Dad 's real big on right and wrong , honoring your word and commitments . Since this took longer than I planned , I did not make it home before my folks , which means that they 'll see me this way . Damn ! All I wanted to do was be with Valerie ! I opened the back door and walked in , but there was no way past the family room . All I could do was face them , and with the threat from the coach , I might as well tell them myself . I drew myself up straight , and walked right in on them , only to see our neighbors sitting there with them ! We traded stares for what seemed like an eternity , then � " You don 't understand ! I did it so that I could be with Valerie while she was at the camp this summer . I thought that she would be happy that I would go so far to be with her ! I never planned on being accepted , but I was . The coach told me she knew I wasn 't a girl , but she insisted that I won the spot fairly , and I now have to be there for the camp , then , when school starts , all the games and so on . " " I was a cheerleader at your school , and if they still do the same thing , there are a couple of huge dances for the cheerleaders . Ball gowns and so on . Do they still do that ? " " No . You agreed to try out , even though it was some kind of infatuation for Valerie , without one thought that some girl might not make it because of you . Myself , I don 't particularly like the thought of my son dressing as a girl , but I like it less that you would do something like this without the slightest thought of the impact it might have on someone else . No � you tried out for the spot and won it , and as much as I might not like it , I 'm going to insist that you do your best as a cheerleader , and if you have to attend school as a girl , then you will just have to do your best . By the time this is over you will have learned a valuable lesson . By the way , did Valerie make it ? " " This means that you did this for nothing , and now you 're stuck with it . If we let you duck out on this , what else would you try and duck out on ? How many times have I told you to keep your word ? And how many times have I told you that we always have to face the result of our actions ? " I shut the door after the neighbors had left , then once again pleaded my case , and once again lost . My Father was adamant about this , again telling me what I had done was wrong , and almost quoted the coach when he told me I would learn a valuable lesson from this . I 'm a Junior this year , which means that if I do become a girl this year , what about the next ? How could I just drop out of sight now , then reappear as a girl , and reverse it next year ? I went up to my room to change , but when I was down to the bra and panties Mom came in and shut the door . She didn 't say much , but she told me that in the morning she and I would have an intensive talk , then she would turn me into a girl . She also mentioned that we still have all of Carol 's clothes , which I could use if they fit me . Carol ran off right after she graduated , and we have not heard from her in almost two years . Using her clothes might be different if she had died , but since she didn 't , Mom thought it would be okay . She left the nightgown on the bed when she left , and I just knew that I had screwed up big time . " You can make this easy on yourself , or you can make your own life miserable . If you act like a boy in a dress , everyone will know the truth , then what ? You might be beaten up , or worse . But if you put everything into becoming a girl , acting like one , talking and walking like one , then nobody will know , and you 'll just be another girl . It 's up to you . I 'll show you how to dress , teach you how to do makeup and hair , but the rest is up to you . Where is this camp by the way ? " " I know that you think this is stupid , and maybe it is , but you heard your father , and I can 't find a reason to disagree with him . He and I talked last night , and we want you to understand that this is not a punishment . This is a way for you to learn what the term commitment means . You committed yourself when you won the spot on the squad , and all we are doing is helping you honor that commitment . If you decide to be just a boy in a dress , well , that 's your decision . If you decide to make the best of it and act like the girl you are supposed to be , we are certain you will learn a lot from the experience , but you have a bigger problem , don 't you ? " " Think about it a moment . You 'll be staying in a dorm with what ? 200 hundred girls ? Sharing a room ? Showers , changing clothes and so on all require nudity , and I 'm sure that boys will not be allowed , and when you were found out , then what ? Would you be arrested ? Tossed out of school or worse , prosecuted for peeping or something like that ? Then there is all that bouncing , jumping , and cartwheels you 'll be doing , I don 't think it 'll go over real well if one of those birdseed specials you have in your bra falls out , do you ? " I had not thought of any of that ! Maybe I could get out of it now ! I mean , how do you hide maleness ? As small as I am , I still have the ultimate symbol of a male between my legs ! " You heard what your father said , and you know how he feels about it , so the answer is yes . " I knew that I didn 't have a choice . Dad removed that option last night , just as the coach had . With a sigh , I pulled the nightgown off and stood there , waiting . Mom did not hesitate , and I was soon covered in a hair cream that removed hair . After a bubble bath and a short shower , I stepped out of the bath , my now silky smooth skin chilly in the air . With no body hair to keep me warm , and without the thin layer of fat women have under their skin , I was cold enough to raise goose bumps . The shivering was from the thought that when I emerged from this room , I would look like I was going to look , for whole year . Mom handed me the panties , then something new Mom called a waist nipper and a bra which I filled with the birdseed - filled nylons . Then she sat me at the vanity and I got my first lesson on makeup application . It took me three tries before she was satisfied , but while I had been trying to do my makeup , she had been busy putting my hair into rollers . By the time I was done , she had also finished . With a head full of rollers , my makeup on , and my small breasts poking out , I was almost afraid to see what the results would be . Last night not one girl looked at me strangely , so I had managed to be good enough then , but today , it would be better , and I knew it . Mom handed me a padded pantybrief that Carol had used before she filled out , then I sat on the bed and pulled the pantyhose on . A short white slip was handed to me , and I stepped into it , followed by a short , pink and white skirt followed by a white blouse . Mom pointed at the white high - heeled shoes , and after I stepped into them she moved me to the mirror . I had the right curves in the right proportions - - the hem of the skirt exposed a lot of leg , while the round neckline of the blouse while not showing anything , still hugged me pretty tightly , and left no doubt about my shape . Pink and white earrings , a gold strap watch , a pair of rings , some perfume , then Mom took out the rollers and brushed out my hair . As I watched , she created a very feminine style that left me wondering how she did it . A reddish - pink lipstick , and Mom said she was done . I looked in the mirror again and almost choked . The girl that she had turned me into was more than cute , and I had a knockout figure ! I knew that I looked pretty good last night , but this girl would have made me seem like a boy in a dress last night , and it had taken less than two hours . If that amount of time held true , I would be getting up at four just to be on time at school ! The doorbell rang , and Mom told me I could not stay in my room all day , and took my hand as she walked into the foyer . There stood Valerie and two of her friends ! They looked at me , not with eyes wide in disbelief , but wide , as in " Who is this hot chick " ? My father walked out just then , and invited them to join us in the family room . Once everyone was seated , I was afraid he was going to tell them who I really was . " I 'm sorry , Valerie , but Adam made a serious mistake last night , and as a result of that mistake , and his punishment , he will be gone for quite a while . By the way , this is Rachel . She 'll be staying here with us for a while . " I felt three pair of eyes on me . All I could do was smile and act demure , then hope they did not see through this charade , but how stupid could they be ? As a boy , I disappear , then a new girl named Rachel shows up ? In the same house ? Even I could figure it out . But then , I 'm the one in the dress . " No , I fell twice and washed out . But I saw Rachel last night , and she 's really good . " " I 'm sorry Adam isn 't here to see you , but he might not be back for quite a while . " Valerie and her friends gave me one last look , then left . I walked them to the door , then shut it before I heaved a heavy sigh of relief . I was pretty sure none of them saw through the make up and found a boy , but that was a guess . They would not have said anything with my parents sitting there anyway , so all I could do was hope for the best . As soon as they left , Mom told me to sit , then they faced me , a grim look on their faces . " Your mother told you about the clinic Grandma went to , so you know what they do there . In case you forgot , they do breast implants on women and girls that need them , for whatever reason . Now , we are not going to make you do anything . If you decide to attend this camp , just as you are , we 're going to let you do just that . But , when , not if , you get caught , as a boy in a dorm full of girls , you 'll just have to take their punishment . You will attend this camp , and be a cheerleader , that much I can decide , the rest is up to you . " We were at a standoff . I didn 't want boobs , and they weren 't telling me I had to have them . All they told me was I would be attending both the camp , and the school as a girl . Then they left it up to me ! This was terrible ! If I said yes , then they could always say it was my decision , and if I said no , I would have to face the music when I got caught . I had read in the paper and seen on television where they had thrown a few guys in prison for peeping , and I didn 't want to go there , that was for sure ! I had a suspicion about what she meant when she said the doctor could help me in other ways , but all I could do was ride along as she took us across town , then parked in front of a small building . As we walked in I could smell the distinctive aroma of a doctors office , and began to worry , but Mom merely patted my leg and told me not relax . About twenty minutes later a woman in a white coat walked out , greeted us by name , and took us into a small examining room . I was told to undress . I did not take as long to get out of everything , and I was handed one of those thin gowns doctors use . The woman examined my chest and genitals carefully , then she stuck me with a needle . She used a caliper of sorts on my male boobs , then I saw the scalpel in her hand ! I tried to move , but couldn 't , and she made a very small slit on the right nipple , then used a tool to stretch my skin a bit . I watched her as she opened a package , took out a clear blob , and I knew that I was getting breast implants ! She did one side , then the other , stitched the wound closed , then moved to my groin . Having seen the scalpel , I was very worried , but she used a bag of ice and her hands instead of a knife , then a packet of some sort of glue . She was done with the whole thing in two hours , then , when I was able to sit up , the first thing I did was feel my groin . As I expected , I did not feel the familiar lump , but a thin slit . A thin slit like a girl has . I was tender and sore as Mom helped me get dressed again , then we went home where I lay on my bed just resting , tears in my eyes as I saw the twin mounds that now defined the new me . Wearing a dress , as hard as it might have been , might have been possible - - and I did have a small chance of pulling it off - - but Mom did have a point about living in a dorm full of girls . As I lay there , I wondered if my parents had some ulterior motive to do this to me , then I realized that they were simply trying to make it easier for me to pretend to be a girl . I could now shower with the girls , undress with them and so on , all without being discovered . The big question was what would happen when they took the implants out ? Mom came in and helped me take the bra off , then she cleaned and changed the bandages . " I know that you think badly of me , but it 's the only way to protect you , Rachel . With your own breasts and no male equipment , how could anyone consider that you are a male ? This is the only way . Later , after this is all over , if you want , we can have them taken out . " " It is now , Rachel . You just don 't remember it because you fell asleep , but the doctor took a little fat from your waist and added it to your hips so that you don 't have to wear a padded girdle all the time . She didn 't do much , just enough . Now go to sleep . I 'll check on you later . " Hips , boobs , and a vagina ! Other than having to shave , my parents had turned me into a girl in one day , told me it 's for my own protection , then reminded me it was my decision ! What a deal that was ! Now where would I run ? Anywhere I went I would still have the boobs and so on ! I must have fallen asleep , because it was dark when Mom helped me get to the bathroom , and I discovered how girls do it . Then , after that embarrassment , she wrapped a robe around me and walked me to the kitchen and I had a light dinner . Dad was there , but he didn 't say a word about my new chest or anything . He just asked me how I felt , and that 's when I unloaded on them . " Dammit , it was just a way for me to stay with Valerie ! I don 't want to be a girl and don 't know a damn thing about being one , yet you pay big bucks to have breast implants put in , my hips made bigger and I no longer have any male equipment ! Other than a beard , I look like a girl ! This is so unfair that I can 't believe you did this to me ! " " We know that � s how you think that right now , but later , after you have gotten used to it , having breasts will become normal and you 'll forget all about them . Everything we did was to make it easier for you to fit in as a cheerleader , and make no mistake about it , Rachel , you were going to fill that slot for the entire year whether you liked it or not . You were the one that came home and dressed up , then tried out for the squad . Nobody made you do it . When we saw you that night we both knew that you were pretty enough , and could do this if you felt safe enough , so we arranged for you to feel safe . Like I said before , if you want to give it up later , you can , that 's up to you . Enforcing our morals is our job , and we are simply making you honor your word . Now quit crying , and sit up straight . " I did what Mom told me , ate a bit , then went back to bed . I let my hand find the slit , then I rubbed it a bit . Nothing . I fell asleep , but didn 't toss and turn because my boobs hurt . In the morning Mom once again changed the bandages , then helped me put on a special bra and watched as I pulled on clean panties ( that now fit me perfectly ) , a pair of lemon yellow shorts , and a white pullover top . I slipped my feet into my gym shoes , brushed out my messed up hair , then went to get a bite to eat . But she was right . I did my makeup , just foundation , powder , and lipstick , then she braided my hair into a single tail that had a yellow ribbon woven in . I looked better , and did feel better . That bra took the weight on my breasts , but was also soft on the few stitches . Mom and I went grocery shopping , then , at the drugstore , she bought me a regular girls � wallet and some makeup of my own . I knew that the shorts I had on fit me tightly , and of course , no trace of a boy was evident . The gentle tapering from my waist and thighs defined a girl as well as any I had ever seen , and the white shell I had on did nothing to hide the way my breasts bounced or moved as the material hugged me closely , like many girls I had seen on television . Even my navel was showing . It was just my luck to meet the women 's coach , the woman that had started all this , in the aisle where feminine products were shelved . " Good ! I 'm looking forward to getting the squad in shape . I think we have a good shot at making the regional finals this year , which will give you girls a lot of exposure ! " Right then Mom walked up , and told me not to forget the sanitary pads . She had told me I would have to wear one every day for a week , once a month . For the life of me I could not figure out why . Both the coach and Mom watched as I grabbed the package and tossed it into the basket . " Didn 't she tell you ? I made all of the arrangements . All she has to do is sign in at the office and she will be given her class schedule . " All day long I kept bumping my boobs , and twice more I used the bathroom . I was beginning to hate being a girl already . Every time I went to use the toilet I almost had to undress ! The next day I had the stitches taken out and was able to wear a normal bra . I wore a size 36 A . Over the next few days Mom and I eased into a sort of compromise . I quit complaining about dressing this way , having boobs and so on , and she quit nagging me about being a lady . She did tell me that the way I sat down was like watching a sack of wet cement hit the chair , and I had to endure an hour of rising , then sitting , until she said I had it right . I got used to the heft of my breasts and the way they pulled at my skin when I walked , and I understood why girls need to wear a bra . I started to be able to do my own makeup without help , and I hate to say this , but I got used to sitting down to use the bathroom . Then , on Thursday morning , Mom and I went shopping and she told me to pick out a swimsuit I liked . I had to try on several before she agreed on one . She and I also bought several new bras and packages of panties . Then she took me to her salon and my hair was styled , set on a soft perm and I had my nails done . As I watched the woman work on my hair I realized that I did look good . Better in fact than some of the girls I knew at school . I think that 's when I simply accepted the way things are . My hair was dyed blonde , and a soft curl was set into it so it would almost always fall into place , yet I could brush it out in any of several different styles . My eyebrows were plucked just a bit to thin them out , and at my request , I had my ears pierced . I was still in the chair when I saw Valerie and her mother walk in . Of course , she saw me and immediately walked over and asked me if she could come over to my house later . I said yes . I had nothing to lose now , I was Rachel , and could prove it . Mom and I left the salon , and as we walked along and I saw my reflection in the various windows and mirrors , I was constantly amazed at the way I looked . Not bad at all ! My back went straight , my boobs stuck out , and I was smiling for the first time in a long time . I saw some boys from school watching me , and to tease them , began to sway my backside a bit more , just to see what would happen . Of course , what happened is that Mom asked me if I was a tramp . When I sheepishly said no , she told me to quit walking like one . But for that brief moment I had tasted the thrill of having someone look at me with lust rather than distaste . It was an entirely new experience , and I loved it . The minute we got home I went to my room and changed into the new suit . The dark green bikini bottoms fit perfectly , and the top , while covering me completely , left no doubt that I was a girl from head to toe . That 's when I began to wonder about my thin beard . I still shaved , but only twice a week , which was still more than any girl I knew . But I didn 't know how to get rid of a beard . " Coach called me and told me that Heather fell and broke her arm in three places , and asked me to take her place ! Isn 't that great ? We 'll be going to camp together ! " Just then Dad walked out on the patio , and saw me in the bikini for the first time . Up to now , he had never seen my breasts or any sign of my new groin , and I heard him suck in his breath , but he recovered quickly , and told me to change , we were going out for dinner . I let Valerie out , then went to my room to change . Hanging on the door was a brand new dress and a pair of shoes on the floor . I took them all into my room , opened the bag , and saw the dress . It took me an hour to get ready , what with the shower , the close shave , then makeup , and then getting dressed . When I was done , I looked in the mirror and while one part of me wanted to cry , the rest was smiling . The light purple dress was what I now know as an Empire style , meaning that it had a round neck , a fitted bodice to just under my boobs , and hung straight down to my knees . The shoes were dyed to match , and the outfit also included earrings and a necklace of small pearls . Because of the perm , my hair popped right into place . I did my lips in a plum color , then used the new perfume on my dresser . So there I was , all dressed up , and the girl I did this for was sitting right there , smiling at me . She didn 't seem to have a clue , but I could tell she was excited to make a new friend , me . I did my very best to smile , then got in the car next to Valerie . Dad drove with Mom beside him and our neighbors following along . Valerie was fairly quiet on the way over to the country club . Then , as we walked in , she became excited and pointed at a table . " See those guys over there ? I think the one with the blond hair is so cute ! I 've been trying to get his attention for a long time ! Maybe he 'll notice me tonight ! " She smiled at me , then pointed out that there was a boy there for me as well . This was just swell . Now my girlfriend was trying to set me up with a guy I 've known all my life ! My second thought was less friendly . If she had been trying to get Ben to take her out , where did that leave me ? And why did I ever try out for the cheerleaders if she was going to dump me for him ? I was dumber than I thought , but what could I do about it ? I had a whole year - - maybe more - - yet to go as a girl - - a cheerleader ! If I were a girl , and Valerie was a girl , what could we have except similar likes ? If I wasn 't around as Adam , there wasn 't any reason for her to stay true to me , and it didn 't sound like she had planned to be true anyway . I was angry at both myself and her , and there wasn 't a thing I could do about it , except � Dinner was a pleasant affair , and both the Benson 's and my parents always referred to me in a way that made it seem as if I had always been a girl , which Valerie seemed to accept . After dinner when the music started , Valerie excused herself to go to the restroom , but I noticed that she went via the table with the boys , and was swaying like an old car as she walked by them , obviously hoping to get their attention . I remained at the table , and while she was gone , Ben - - the guy she was after - - walked over and asked me to dance ! Not having ever danced with a boy , I was reluctant , but Mom told me to go ahead and go , so I let him take my hand and lead me to the dance floor . By the time Valerie returned , she had seen us dancing , and by the look on her face , she was furious . That 's when I knew how to get back at her for wanting to dump me . I waited until I was sure she was looking , and when Ben pulled me closer to him , I let it happen . I played it up for Valerie � s benefit , but as I danced more closely with Ben , I noticed that he actually smelled pretty good . Even in heels he was taller than I was , and from my new vantage point , I realized he was kind of cute . As I felt his hand on my back pulling me closer , it also made me realize how very vulnerable I felt . Well , I asked , and Ben got that look all boys get when they want to take a daughter away from her parents . However , Dad finally said yes , telling me to be home no later than midnight , giving us about an hour and a half . That 's a long time and everyone knew it . Ben and I danced a little bit more , then I grabbed my purse and we left . As expected , he stopped the car under a big tree by the fourth hole , and pulled me over and kissed me . When that happened I felt a shiver go down my back � was it fear or something else ? He kissed me again , then again and again . By then I had simply given up and had lain back in the seat . That 's when his hand found my breast . It never felt like that when I touched myself ! Suddenly , I quickly pushed him away and told him to take me home . He clearly wasn � t happy with the idea , but I managed to get home without incident . During that next week , Mom and I went shopping several times so that I had everything I would need at the cheerleading camp . Sweats , shorts , more panties and two more bras , three nice skirts and blouses to match , a dress for church , and shoes . I also packed the sanitary pads as she instructed . Mom and Dad both came along as I was assigned a room , and made sure I was settled in . It turned out that I was rooming with three other girls from our squad , although I didn � t know them very well before that day . We had our own bathroom , but there was a communal shower just down the hall . After we were all situated , we met in a large auditorium and learned the rules . First , there were absolutely NO boys allowed in the dorms at any time . The second was the same as the first . There were others , but they made sure to emphasize the " no boys " rule , which I could tell didn � t sit too well with some of my fellow cheerleaders . That night , two of my roommates stripped naked right in front of me , then grabbed a towel and sauntered over to the showers ! I had always dreamed of seeing a bunch of naked girls in one place , but now I found the reality to be somewhat less exciting than the dream itself . Joining my roommates , I also stripped and walked naked to the shower . My eyes took in the variety of girls there . Boobs big and small , butts big and small , some round and some flat , others had trimmed their groins into shapes , like hearts or triangles . Twenty - two of everything , not including my own . Not one girl gave me a second look , including Valerie . She had an okay body I guess , but was something of a dud compared to some of the others . I showered carefully , half expecting the glue the doctor used on me to break away , but nothing happened at all . We all wore shorts and tees the next day , as our training started . Our coach knew the truth about me , and also knew that I was stronger than most of the girls , so I was the one to flip the girls as they took a running jump . All day , every day , we practiced , and I began to see how snippy the girls really were . They talked about the other girls in ways I never imagined , and the four of us began to shower together , eat together , and - - once - - did even more . I was in my bed in the room I shared with Beth , when I felt her slip into my bed ! I lay there wondering what she was up to when her hand fell on my breast . I lay perfectly still as her lips fell upon my nipple , then her tongue began to caress it . I was going crazy with all of the new sensations , and reached out for her breast . With almost no effort she pushed me down , then lowered her head between my legs , and started to kiss me there . When I touched myself it was like nothing at all , but when Beth kissed me , I felt my back arching , hoping to make her continue . Then , when it was my turn , I returned the favor . I never knew girls could do that ! In the morning Beth got up and went to the shower as if nothing had happened at all ! I brushed my teeth really well that day , then dressed in a short skirt and a tee , ready to start the practice . I grew to believe that Valerie suspected something , but I was taking showers and so on with the other girls , which doubtless allayed her suspicions . Surely if I had been a male , they would have come and gotten me by now ! Every Saturday night they took us all out to eat at some fancy place , and let us loose for a few hours . I carefully watched and tried to mimic the other girls , so by the time camp was over , my mannerisms had developed to the point that there was no way anyone could ever say I was a boy . When camp was over , the coach said she was very pleased with our efforts , and would see us all in school . Ben was with my parents when they came to get me . I was delighted to see him , and kissed him in broad daylight , right there in front of my parents and everybody . That garnered a few catcalls from the other girls , but I held on to Ben 's hand to show everyone that he was mine . My first day at school was easier , since every girl on the squad now knew me well , and they all knew that I was had a boyfriend . I had thought about that after Ben had kissed me that first night at the club . I looked like a girl , felt like a girl , acted like a girl , and to my great surprise , found that I liked being a girl . After two weeks of seeing naked girls every day , it no longer bothered me , and I started to want to be able to be exactly like them . I wanted to have periods and be able to have sex if I wanted to , with a boy , not a girl . That thing with Beth was very nice , and I would do it again , but she 's a girl , and well , I wanted to be a real girl , with a real boy . As always in a high school , we started pairing off right away , and of course , it was Ben and me . Gary and Valerie were still going out , but he was second on her list , but of course he didn � t know that . Dad knew when I returned from camp that something had changed , and it had . I no longer felt awkward and unable to compete with the other girls . Initially he had thought of this as the honorable thing to do , but it had become far more than that � it was exactly the right thing for me . After seven weeks as a girl I liked it more than I ever imagined possible , and of course , having my own boobs , and what looked like a vagina , I was in effect a girl . Even the other girls had no clue to my real identity , and they could attest to the fact that I was as female as they were . The coach never said much about it , even when she saw me naked that one time , but I knew that what my parents had made me do was beyond what she thought would happen . She probably thought I might try and fake it and end up getting caught , but that never happened . I was just another cheerleader on the squad . Ben and I started going out after school , then he asked me out to a show . Dad almost swallowed his tongue when Ben showed up and took my hand as we left . Mom was grinning from ear to ear . We went out every weekend for about two months , then , once , when I was dressed for a game , we parked out by the lake . When his hand touched my breast I thought I would faint from the pleasure . His hand on my leg was moving north , and I let it . Then , he touched me and I exploded inside . I quickly moved away and he took me to the game . Afterwards , he and I went for a burger and a drink , then once again he took me to the lake . It was a passionate time as he managed to get his hand under my sweater , then under my bra , and cupped my right breast in his hand . I had never felt this way , and as he used his fingers on me , his other hand slipped between my legs . I knew he was excited , and moved his hand out of the forbidden zone , and touched him . My feelings had all come to a point , and I had touched another boy , in lust . Quicker than a wink , he had his tool out , and my hand was wrapped around it . As he lay back , I stroked him . Then , in a fit of need , I bent over and kissed it . My lips just caressed the tip when my tongue flicked out . Ben was moaning , and I knew what I was going to do . Velvet over hardness , so familiar , yet so different , I let my lips surround him . Now there was no going back . I wouldn 't even if I could anyway , and didn 't feel bad that I had done that for Ben . Besides , I know of three other girls on the squad that have done the same thing for their guys . By the time he took me home , I was on cloud nine , and didn 't care who knew it . I told Mom the next day that I was not returning to my manhood . All she did was smile and tell me she knew that already ! She also told me that Dad had finally figured it out when he saw Ben and I kissing on the front porch . And that was that . I stayed on the squad until the end of the year , and Ben and I attended all of the fancy dinners they held . Then , when the Prom came along , I got a new dress of my own . The coach invited me to stay on and I accepted . That was last year . Now , as a Senior , I have a lot more latitude , and I am now the squad Captain . Ben and I still see each other , but he is going into the service when we graduate , so I 'm sure that will fade away . All I know is that I love everything about being a girl , and cannot imagine my life any other way now . A prank ? Maybe , but I love the punch line . Don 't you ? � 2000