In case you want to know how I ended up here , you have to see where I started . TEETH tells the story of High school student Dawn ( Jess Weixler ) works hard at suppressing her budding sexuality by being the local chastity group 's most active participant . Her task is made even more difficult by her bad boy stepbrother Brad 's ( John Hensley ) increasingly provocative behavior at home . A stranger to her own body , innocent Dawn discovers she has a toothed vagina when she becomes the object of violence . As she struggles to comprehend her anatomical uniqueness , Dawn experiences both the pitfalls and the power of being a living example of the vagina dentata myth . If you click on the picture you will be taken to see the trailer . Well I didn 't read this before I went on to watching the trailer , so after seeing the trailer I went back to read this , and came across " vagina dentata myth " and I hadn 't a clue what that was . So I looked it up and I found this . " Vagina dentata is Latin for toothed vagina . The tale is frequently told as a cautionary tale warning of the dangers of sex with strange women . " The rest of the details can be found at this link . Vagina Dentata While I was reading this , I came across the link to the subject line . OH MY G . . . ! They have pictures of the " condom " . OICH ! I 'm sure that no one would say that it doesn 't work , but there are some flaws with it . Like when are you suppose to wear it ? And since it 's a bit bigger than a tampon what would this do to down there if you felt that you had to wear it constantly ? If anything , it 's a heck of story for a movie . I don 't see too many guys going to see this one . Girls enjoy . Night . Oh , Happy New Year . by If you are looking for a game or two to download and you would like a deal , Big Fish is having a slight sale . I have a permanent link over there to the site , but I 'm putting on up here for you guys . Wish I had a job , I found a few games there that I would like to have a SN for . Just click on the pictures to go the site . Look around , find a game that you like and have fun . Got to go . We are suppose to be eating out today . See ya . by That is the current state of my bathroom . We were sitting here , catching up on Bleach , and my sister asked if I heard something . I got up , went to bathroom to find the tub over flowing and coming out of that thing you drop down to stop the water from going out so you could have a tub bath . Then the sink got in on the act . Then it started bubbling like I 'm at one of those gushing springs . Jhodie called the super , and it 's been about ten mins since we called him , and he hasn 't gotten here yet . It stopped at one point , then started again . Now it has stopped again , and is now draining itself out . But what about the floor ? I guess that I will be mopping that up later . At least it didn 't get to far into the hallway . But we should think about moving to a place of equal rent . I don 't want to think about the water damage that is going on here . This time I have pictures , so if he ever makes it here , he can see what damage is being done if he really cares . But they might come in handy for something else . My night was going rather well until this . They showed up . The plumber being completely wasted . I just stood in the hallway while two guys , one being the super and one being a plumber talk among themselves , and did something to that side thing . As far as I can tell it 's going to happen again because it 's someone above us dumping too much water , like I was trying to tell them . Now that one of them have gone upstairs to check something , the other one was here to see the water back up again , after they " fixed it " . Now they are going to look a bit closer at the pipes . And he said that I was right . It was nice to hear that . Well I 'm off to see what damage they are going to do . Night . P . S . While trying to have a look at something , they asked for a flat head screw driver . I couldn 't find it , so they asked for a butter knife . Then it slipped , and he spent the rest of his time tying up his finger so he could stop bleeding and he said that they are going to send some one by tomorrow . Great . Oh well , did I really think that this was gJhoy E . Meade Last night when I was surfing around and trying to find some H - manga that didn 't go one way , I ended up in a very dark place . Now I 'm mentally sick . I couldn 't even dream right . There are things out there that just shouldn 't be . It 's just too far . On the effort of putting such stuff behind of me , and hoping that it falls into one of the many holes in my head , I got up and cleaned " my " room today . Granted , I mostly did it because my mom was suppose to come by and pick up a few things , but I think I was told that she wasn 't coming again . But then , my sister wasn 't paying me that much attention to me today . Lynn called us , and then Jhodie called mom to clear up something that she told her last week before she left . It seems that Lynn 's nephew was shot and is in the hospital . She told mom that the guy died . That 's not true . He 's fine , but it 's Lynn 's brother that died . I think he was shot too , but I don 't know when . The room looks good , and due to my messed up head , I 'm ready to crawl back into bed . I got up at 10 something , and I went to bed after sunrise . I haven 't had that much sleep , and I think that had too much fries with honey mustard . Or is it to much honey mustard with my fries ? Either which way , I should have stopped , but I was hungry , and now I want to go back to sleep and have a good dream . What do people have against warning people ? Yes , my head still hurts . I can 't even watch my " normal " stuff without what I saw being over laid with that stuff . I can 't even enjoy the new find of a mass download that I 'm getting that should have some missing chapters that I was looking for . I 'm going to have to just stop for a while and just flush all of it out of my system . Jhodie has already abandoned Nika . As in , yesterday she said that they were going to do this , they were going to get that done , and then some how end up at the library . I got up before both of them and Jhodie is in here on the laptop lol - ing her way though chat , while Nika is in the shower by herself , and it 's now 1 : 35 . I 'll get up later and see if IJhoy E . Meade " Thank you for telling me , but it was not necessity . Jenny would have told me . " I waited for him to walk out the door . He stopped and looked at me . " What I said means nothing to you ? " He asked . He was looking at me again . Why was he looking at me ? " Should it ? " I asked . " Yes . " He said . " It means that we can be together . " I just stared at him . ' Be together . ' ? " I was not aware that you wanted me , never mind me wanting you . " I said , while showing cool stillness , when I was starting to feel odd inside . " Don 't give me that . " He said . " I know that you want me . You have for the longest time . " He came towards me as I backed up behind the door . " I don 't care what you told me , or what you told anyone else . You 're in love with me . " " No I 'm not . " I said as I looked at him . I had started to tremble . I hope it was not that obvious . " And even if I was , you have not even shown so much as liking me . Leave me alone . " I wanted to leave , but he was blocking me from going anywhere . " I felt like I had to act that way . I actually do liked you . You were starting to feel too comfortable . It did not feel right . I had Veronica , and when I told you that we were no longer together , you moved to quickly . " He wanted me to understand , but I just felt like crying . " I wanted to give into you . You had always tried to take care of me . That 's why I didn 't say anything , when you had your hands in my hair . I was so close to turning that chair around and taking you into my arms , but I felt that I would be giving up on Veronica too soon . That I did not give her a real chance . I 'm sorry . " I felt the tears as they ran down my face . " I 'm so sorry , that I was so cold to you afterwards " His voice sounded as if it was cracking . My hands started to hurt with wanting to hold him but I didn 't . " So aren 't you going to give her another chance now ? " I asked , as I wished that he would touch me this time . He just shook his head . " No , I can 't . The relationship isn 't worth saving now . SoJhoy E . Meade I was walking up the hill on which my house sat , in the afternoon sun , when I heard a car screech to a halt behind of me as I turned off the main road and into my driveway . I turned around to see Jack 's car . It was a car that you would not have had a hard time recognizing . It looked like something that Germany would be proud of , if it was not colored neon purple . What was he doing here ? I just come from my sister 's , and she said that they , Jack and Veronica , were in the middle of a fight . She said , that he told her that he was not going to see her for a week . My sister had predicted three days , till he came back to her . I disagreed and gave him two . I had always liked him , but now that I knew that he was no longer attached , he seemed way more interesting . I came into work that day to hear him on the phone , talking to one of his friends . He was saying something about him not dealing with his break up with Veronica and downing shots of tequila until he was surprised that he could stand . I was sorry and frighten for him . I did not like the idea of him getting drunk and getting into an accident or worst . A few days later he seemed worst if that was possible . At one point when he had his head in his hands , and looked like he could go no further , and the fact that the computer refused to work with him , did not help . I got up from where I was and walked over to him and I combed my fingers though his hair . What possessed me to do that ? I cringe everything it passes though my head . At the time I so happy with myself when I thought that he had actually winded down a bit . Then , the very next day , I find out that they were still together and that I was fried , there was a very delayed reaction . Don 't touch your boss even if you think you are just about his step sister - in - law . They thought that I was in love with him . I ofcourse denied it when she asked me if I was . I was not in love with him . Granted I liked the guy . Given some time and him remaining single , it might have happened , but not now . He had shown himself to be Jhoy E . Meade I failed to mention that these aren 't for kids . The links in the last post . Heck , I 'm sure some adults don 't what to know that these things are out there , but then most of them never got past " the normal " stuff after being married for what ? . . 7 years ? Not that they are that tame , they do have a edge all their own . So be prepared for almost anything . So consider a few things . Some are odd , some are " wrong " , but they are just stories . Just like how people have fantasies , but nothing comes of them . So call me a pervert . I 'm very normal , and even a bit sex deprived sadly . But once I see G next year , I 'll put an end to that one way or another . This afternoon I took Nika down to a mall that I didn 't even know was there until we got to the end of the B41 bus route . Today was a nice warm day considering how cold it 's been , and on the way back we got poured on . I forgot the part about rain later in the day , but I don 't think that we got that wet down . Nika got to eat , while I watched over her and waited for her to finish . There weren 't any free tables or chairs , so she sat on the carpet next to some chairs , hence the watching over part . Now I 'm going to make something to eat . Bye . by I just went to check out my e - snips page to see how many people showed up to get a download or just swung by , but I couldn 't get to my page , and I thought that " Oh NO ! I 've been ripped from the site . " I then went to the main home page to see what was going on , and I see this . Check the picture to your left . It 's them , it 's not me , it 's them . So check back in about a week . I don 't think that they would down longer than that considering I don 't know how long they have already been down . If you wanted to get to my hentai site while they are down , here 's the link to the down load pages . # 1 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808576639 5 zip files # 2 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808576609 9 zip files # 3 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808576781 7 zip files # 4 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808576791 9 zip files # 5 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808576853 8 zip files # 6 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808577207 8 zip files # 7 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808577235 7 zip files # 8 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808577809 8 zip files # 9 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808578273 6 zip files # 10 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808580496 6 zip files # 11 http : / / savefile . com / projects / 808580838 9 zip files by It 's not fun not having anything to say because you are afraid to go outside because of how cold it 's getting , and you don 't have a job to drag you out there , that you speak bad about later while you drink some ginger garlic tea so you could do it again tomorrow . * Spinning around in the chair . * ( if I had a chair to spin in ) . Do you remember when I said how I was starting to not want to work the more I was out of work ? Ya , I 'm getting there again . It 's a little morally depressing . But I do try to have some house work done before my mom gets back from work once I wake up before she gets home . A few times she has walked in to see starting to wash the dishes . I like it better when she gets home and I 've made the bed , washed the dishes , cleaned up the kitchen , and had something done for dinner . But most of the time when I 'm thinking of doing dinner , she calls to ask what I 'm making and I can get her to bring something home for it , or to get some to go with the meal like already cooked chicken . So she can eat as soon she gets home . Currently my hair is a pure wreck . I 've eaten things that I shouldn 't have just because I didn 't really think of cooking today and spoiled something that I was good for me because I left it out of the fridge too long when I was defrosting it . I watched a few things on the computer an got a few more hentai manga for uploading to my esnips site . The link is over there . I have to sort and zip and make a cover page and such . I have a mother board that looks like it doesn 't want to get updated , and the fax line / connection that we have isn 't working and I 'm suppose to call the phone company for some help on that one then if it 's not the phone line , then I 'm calling the maker of the printer . I 'm sure that I will be calling the printer people . Then I almost fell into dept to the tune of about $ 2500 . I didn 't really expect anything to happen , and I was treating it as something to just fill time and treat as a joke , but then I thought that it might be real at one point . It was for one of those mysteryJhoy E . Meade mimobot Designer USB Flash Drives by mimoco | welcome to planet blõôh ! I 'm sharing . I found this site like 20 mins , about two hours now , ago . I went to check out my deviantart account , since I haven 't been paying it that much attention and I 'm thinking of making some things again , along with writing some new stories , of not fix some of my old ones . Either which way , I saw this on the side and went to have a look . They looked so cool , and why not have a USB drive look like something that matches you ? They have quite a few there , and they have previews of others that you can preorder . I picked this one . It 's cute . The name sounds like it 's a machine , but it looks like a flower on the front . At least to me it does . You can get them in a number of gig sizes . I picked the highest at 4 gigs and it came up to $ 110 . Oh , you get this little baggie clip on thing that they call a Protohoodie . This is a cute little thing for gift . = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = = As for my day , not as nice as the USB drive . One , I had a nice sleep , and woke up after 2pm , or just about 2pm . I was suppose to go out and put the money on my bank account so I could pay the cell bill . Mom gave me the $ 100 to pay on the bill . I was suppose to do it yesterday , but I didn 't go out . Today I made myself leave and I took Nika with me since I couldn 't leave her alone . It 's a good thing that the bank was close by . It was cold out . ( Oh , the sleep was the only thing good . ) So cold out that by the time I got to the bank a mere 3 blocks away , my nose was hurting and started to leak . I was able to get it deposited so I could pay with it tonight . Then I walked up the subway and put $ 10 on my metro card . Mom gave me $ 20 but I held on to $ 10 incase I needed it for something . Then on the way down the street , miss Nika said that she 's hungry . She had a whole slice of pizza before we left the house . It gave me a reason to stop into this place that I 've been wanting to go into for a while and see how much their meals cost . It wasn 't so bad . I just couldn 't eat anything of Jhoy E . Meade I did what I do every Friday night . I watched Flash Gordon and StarGate Atlantis on tv . Tomorrow ( today ) will be different . My mom is taking me to church . More like making me go to church , but since she hasn 't made any real fuss for me to go to church every week , I 'm not going to make a fuss about . Besides , she said that people there have been asking for me . After they see I don 't remember them , I guess that would be an end to that . I do feel a bit bad though . There was a guy and girl there that I used to hang out with every Saturday . But I don 't remember anything about them anymore . Today ( Friday ) I gave blood and got my birth control shot . Both arms hurt . This time after I gave blood I felt bad . I think that I was hungry . I didn 't have much to eat for breakfast , and the cold took something out of me also I 'm sure . I woke sometime around 9 : 10pm and I 've been out since sometime around 3 : 30 or so . Maybe 4 : 30 . I wasn 't paying that much attention . Now I 'm hungry again . = = = = = = = = = = = = This little thing was taken out of an e - mail I sent Tanzie who is living over Seattle now . She wants me to go there . I think I said that already . = = = = = = = = = = = = Well , today wasn 't so bad . I remembered a whole bunch of stuff of that I forgot about the SDA . The ushers for one , and I think they painted the place . I don 't remember the walls being white . But the glass as still there , along with the two gold angels on either side . The singing is just as bad . A few of them I just couldn 't bring myself to sing along with . It doesn 't feel like I ever used the bathroom until that day . Which I know isn 't true , but before we left the apartment today , I told mom that I don 't remember where the bathroom was . It was on the first floor , and it looked like it was very recently remodeled . The whole thing looked very new . I ofcourse was falling asleep , but it was sooner then normal I think . That was because I didn 't really get any sleep last night . I tried to go to bed at 1am , but I just couldn 't fall asleep . I didn 't even start yawning until 3 : 30am , and an hoJhoy E . Meade I had it a bit better than Jhodie . I just had a small synching problem with my computer . It had issues seeing my phone and letting me back up my contacts . Then when I thought that I messed up the software that I was using to do the backup of my contact list , I then tried to find it again . I didn 't find . I found something else thinking that I thought might be better , but I just found software that updated the software on my phone instead . When I realized that , I tried to use the other software one more time to save my stuff that I put on there that I didn 't have a copy of . And on my last try at this , it worked . But it was only partly the synching software that was having issues . The computer had to reinstall the drivers for my phone . I wonder how those got uninstalled ? So I got that going , and I backed up everything . Then I tried the software update thing for my phone . But it didn 't update , which I was half happy about . On one hand , I wanted to see what new things they came up with for my " dated " phone . Then on the other hand I was happy that nothing was changed . Ya , I 'm half chicken . But now everything is ok , and my phone is deemed up to date , and my synching software is a - ok again . : ) Now I get to share , or at least try to share . I have a few wallpapers that I feel like sharing . They are perfectly sized for your Razr v3x or a flavor of that model . So it won 't be pulled out at the sides when you use it on your phone like some smaller wallpapers that I 've seen . And this is the one that I 'm currently using . = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = + = Now the bad news . It 's Jhodie 's phone . A kid at work stole it at closing time . She was very upset . I was very upset . She asked me if I what to show up tomorrow to see the brat and watch him get fried . Do I get to hit him too ? Actually I want to press charges . At least jail him for a few days . It 's out right theft ! We are hoping that he doesn 't sell it between now and tomorrow so we could get it back . In the mean time , she turJhoy E . Meade and I think I look like at times . Just add darker skin . : ) The smaller wasit , the even skin tone , the cute but full face . My arms without flab . The buxom look . tempted by * ladylionink on deviantART I found this as I try to track down some new wallpaper . Which just reminded me . I have some girl wallpaper on my computer already . Oh well . :) : ) by I got there too late for the interview and I offered to stay , but they said that there wasn 't anytime after they saw the other people that came for an interview also . I keep thinking that it 's just me going for interviews some times . Oh well . I tried to call them to let them know that I was going to be late , but the number they called me from , I couldn 't call them on . It said that it was a non - working number of the tech university . But I went anyway , and got frozen . It was cold and windy . To make it worth coming out since I was almost out of money I tried to get my blood donation date changed to then since it was close by and get it over with , but they were closed . I then went over to the women 's clinic and asked them a few things . I got both done and answered . Then I decided to go by the salvation arm to ask them why they never called me for the part time job at their store . But I just missed the HR person by like 3 min 's . I think she drove past me as I was crossing the street . My luck . Then I walked like a mile or so . It seemed really far because of the cold , but it wouldn 't have been that bad in the summer or spring time . Also I walked down to Franklin Av from Long Island University so I could use my transfer and save my other $ 2 for when I go to give blood on Thursday . But lucky me , when I got home the blood place called me to remind me about the appointment , and I got them to change it to the same day as my doctor 's appointment so I would go and give blood first , then walk down to the street for the other one and I wouldn 't have to come back out and find fare for two days . Cool . The only thing that went my way today really . I 'm late in posting my wallpapers for my club , so I 'm off to do that , and for the next few days , I 'll be practicing my touch typing . That was something else that might have worked against me at the interview . You had to type at least 45 wpm . And I know I can , I just haven 't tried in ages . I got up to 42 the night before . I need to practice . So I 'll do that for a while for the next time . QJhoy E . Meade Today that is . Yesterday I cleaned up and washed dishes , cleaned up the kitchen and even half cooked . There was left over rice from the day before so I just heated / fried it up with some veggies and Jhodie them got some chicken to go with it . The day before I had made spinach rice with steamed fish . Today I watched last week 's Hero 's ep so I would be up to - date so I can watch the new one that is coming on tonight . I jumped over the parts that had to do with Sylar . The guy creeps me out ! Anyway , other then that , I just took my pills and answered my phone and slept . I just really woke up . The phone call was from a university . I found a add for a part time IT Lab Tech of a university over on Jay Street . I answered it over the weekend , and they called me just before I went back in bed . I really woke up to check my e - mail to see if they wrote me back . There wasn 't one because they planed on calling me . They would have been fine with me showing up today , but I put it off until tomorrow because I was hopping to get some washing done when my mom came home from work . But she just let me sleep and didn 't do any washing at all . I 'm going to have to get the money from her to do it myself tomorrow . The interview is tomorrow at 3pm , and before that I 'm going over to the women 's health center so I can see about getting my shot . I 'm sure they are going to tell me something that I don 't really want to hear . I almost didn 't go back thinking that it was time that I stopped using it , but I the more I thought about it , the more I thought that it was a bad idea . I don 't want to have to work and to deal with the pain and blood . I just don 't want to . If I could take out my uterus I would . Also , my insurance kicks in this month . Jhodie wanted me to go out earlier , but I wasn 't awake enough to want to . I got off the computer and told her to come watch Bleach while I went back to bed . I woke up like an hour and a half ago , 4 : 30pm , and told her that I would take a shower and go outside . But she was already getting dressed to go out . Great . IJhoy E . Meade Ya , I know it 's abit late , but I helped my mom bake a few things and it threw off my sleep a bit . Either which way , waited for a call back from this interview I went on with Jhodie , but they didn 't call us back . I thought that they might pick one of us . On the next set of maybe jobs . I 'm going to re - apply to Target , and Pathmark . Don 't know why Pathmark would take me now when I already applied to them before . I have packed up everything that we baked . Coconut patties , veggie patties , pineapple patties , carrot cake and sweet potato pudding . The zucchini bread and the cassava pone didn 't come out well enough to sell . I 'm yawning , and Tanzi was in the hospital yesterday . Lack of iron in her blood . Yep it got that bad . I don 't have much details since she could only type with one hand and was tried when you was typing . In a few days I 'll find out how she got the hospital . She 's trying to get me to go out west to hang out with her and to work and crash on her couch . How much harder or easier would it be for me to get a job over there ? Either which way I don 't think that I can run off yet and leave my mom . Even if she still wants me to go to church and it taking me next Saturday . Not looking forward to it . Maybe it won 't be too bad . But I know that when people start asking me if I remember them and I say no , someone is going to end up feeling hurt . My mom did let me buy a DVD - + R DL burner for the desktop . It is said to be here come Tuesday . YA ! I get to tinker . It was a rather darn good price . It was like $ 20 , and I got it from Tigerdirect and it was made by Samsung . See , not a no name brand thing . I was going to give you the link , but they have all sold out . Sorry . Oh , I 'll be putting up a few things for free and for sale on Craigslist . Nothing major . Just a few things that I found when I turned the bed around and moved a few things . One cassette - tape - radio - clock , that I think I 'll ask for about $ 5 for . Then there is the cat perch thing that you hang more or less next to your window - sill . That 's for about $ 5 too . OuJhoy E . Meade First I 'm going to start off with the one that is turning into a disappoint for me . I haven 't even finished watching it due to the plot turn that is wrecking what I thought had a promising chance at making an interesting story . I wish that it wasn 't such a disappointment to me . I was looking forward to watching this for ages . Maybe it will change back to something that I want to watch . Oh , the name of this show is " Ah ! My Goddess " also known as " Ah ! Megami Sama " . It occurred to me that I might be expecting too much since it seems that this might have been written for a the younger set . Ofcourse the whole thing is thing isn 't set in the " real " world , but to have some sense in a few things would be nice . The sisters are suppose to be helping to run " heaven " and the great computer which is currently crashing , but they bailed and didn 't go back . And the last sister that showed up is the one that is making a mess of the story line as far as I am concerned . At least the first sister was trying to get the two main players of this thing story together . From the time the second sister showed up she said out loud that she was there to keep them apart . I still have like 13 or so left to watch and the movie . I started to watch the movie first thinking that it was like a few others I 've seen where they just stitch the first 3 or 6 together depending on how slow the eps are . But it wasn 't it . It was a movie truly made after the show was finished . So I stopped watching it and went to watch the eps . The next runner up is " Hand Maid May " . There is one person there that is the word annoying and irritating beyond belief at time . It 's like some one was doing an experiment as to how bad can they could make someone in an anime and have people would still watch it . The only thing is people watched it anyway because of the other people in the anime . At the end of it , it reminded me of Chobits . It had a slightly interesting under laying story . Not as good as Chobits , but we are talking about Chobits here . It 's from CAMP . Once you get pasJhoy E . Meade Let 's see . The day before thanksgiving , Jhodie went and got the turkey . That was put in tub of cold water to defrost for a like a day , than it sat in the same tub for like 6 or so hours I 'm sure in green seasoning and such . Then they did a little bit more shopping for a few bits here and there for stuff . Then Jhodie and Phillys cooked for the next 6 or so hours on Thanksgiving Day . Jhodie took time out to take Nika to the Macy 's Parade . That might be one of the reasons why it took so long to cook everything . The cooking was just Phillys and Jhodie . I wasn 't in any part of it other then when I was asked to help lift something , and taste something else . We had , ofcourse , the turkey but no stuffing . * sniff , sniff ( sad ) * . As I think about it , it would have been one of the few things I could have eaten that wouldn 't have hurt me . It 's that whole can 't drink or eat milk products thing . There were two small pumpkin pies . One with crust , one without . Then there was the mash potato . That was the last things to be made . It was suppose to be potato salad , but the potatoes boiled too soft . By the time the got around to making that dish , we were out of soy milk . Then there was the next biggest thing in the oven . Macaroni Pie . I have no clue how much boxes where used for that . I was told that the soy milk was used in that one , but for some reason I still thought that something was wrong with it . It wasn 't until my mom asked me a question that I remembered that there was still the two sticks of cheese in there to hurt me . It didn 't matter that they used soy milk . It barely made a difference to my insides . Which is way , most of it is still in the fridge . My mom won 't let me eat any . There was also a store bought frozen green bean thing that was heated up in the oven . There were some mini apple pies and one bunt cake . Don 't remember what kind that was . What else ? ? . . . Oh , the token can of cranberry jelly . Jhodie tried her hand at gray gravy , I think it came out quite well the second time around . Did I miss anything ? Oh , three bottlJhoy E . Meade Ya , nothing but good news from my end . The one tooth that got me into seeing a dentist in the first place is the only tooth left that I can 't touch on that side of my mouth . I told my sister , the dental assistant , and she said that I my have a tooth infection . She will get me some pills for that . I asked about the script I got from the dentist for the pain killers . She said that Jhodie got it . I have to get that filled soon , but most likely will have to wait until I get a job . I will need pain killers at one point , and I would like to get these while I can for when I do need them . Other than that , a mostly quite day . Yesterday mom and I , more or less , baked some lamb . But by the time it was finished , it was too late to have dinner . So we packed it up for day . I baked a pumpkin with that and made some yellow rice to go with it and opened up a can of red peas in sauce . It all came out rather well . I once again under salted the rice , but with everything else you can 't even tell . My tooth is just ruining my day . At least I got up and cleaned today . The headache was gone . My cheek is fine , mostly , but that nagging tooth . It 's like it wants to get pulled . I half expected to see snow today . Not that I went out , but I should soon . The weather people said snow today and tomorrow . There was alot of it outside of the city , and I think that they saw a faint dusting of the stuff in Central Park . The snow for tomorrow has been canceled , and thanksgiving sounds like it 's going to not be so cold . Somewhere around 50 degrees I think . I 've started job hunting again , but at moments I think I should wait until after I 've finished fixing my teeth , then I think that I should go ahead anyway , and just let them know that I have a dental appointment . Ok , time for me to go pack up what is left of dinner . If I don 't go out tomorrow , which most of the odds are against , then I 'll be washing my hair , and calling around to find out something about my three month shots . See ya . by The dentist got through with me and the right side of my mouth around 2pm . I was in the chair for 2 hours my sister said . I just know that I will be sucking down pain meds alot tonight . The day itself got off to a bad start . Last night Jhodie and Phillys went shopping at Pathmark and Tartget . They were gone for way too long . By the time they got back , Phillys had this really bad back pain and Jhodie went with her to the hospital . They were there until 2 : 30am . They gave her Ibuprofen , and not even a very high dose . She could have gotten stronger ones from work . First Jhodie fell asleep , then Phillys , then I finally fell asleep after 4 I think . I was awoken at 6am . I didn 't fight it . . I got up , took a bath , ate some cereal and got dressed . We left the house more or less on time , and my sister picked up breakfast at the corner store . I had already forgotten that I had eaten the cereal , but I drank the tea on the train . My sister almost had a heart attack when we got the station . The person who told her that the train was leaving at 7 : 50am was wrong . There was no 7 : 50am train on the weekends . We had to take another one at 8 : 10am . Which was fine by me . But before she got to that point , she almost attacked the person in the both because of the wrong information she was given and had passed on the dentist as to what time we would be showing up . Either which way . Everyone ate on the train but me . I didn 't feel like it . Then we stood out in the freezing , windy outsides while we waited for connecting trains . We had to change trains twice and there was nowhere warm to wait for the next train . Then my sister who is trying to prepare me for the ordeal is giving me a number of good reasons to head back home . It was worst then what she told me . The only thing that didn 't try to kill me , an some of my brain cells due to pain was getting the shots . I have felt and heard cracking in my mouth as I was given shots in the past . I have felt needles like they were going into very far reaches of my jaw bone . These were nothing . EverythiJhoy E . Meade I was late , I was a little wet with rain , and not really looking forward to having that needle in my arm . It didn 't help that it was colder out than I expected , and the shirt I wore didn 't help me . At least I think I looked appealing when I opened my jacket on the train . : ) Yes , everyone knew I had a chest . Well like I said I got there late , then I couldn 't find my SS card , and my donor card . I looked in every pocket I had , and I couldn 't find them . I called up Jhodie to have her look for them hoping that they didn 't drop out of my pocket on the way there . I had her check the kitchen and the bedroom , then outside in the lobby where I stopped to put on my gloves thinking that I might have left them there . She didn 't find them . Then just as I was zipping up to leave , I remembered where I had put them . I didn 't trust my pockets to keep them , or at least my SS card from falling out , so I had put them in my bra . That is not a normal place for me to put anything besides my breasts . I was so happy I found them . I still had to fill out that form again , and I ended up getting my fingers pricked twice . It turns out that my iron level wasn 't high enough for them . It was fine , they just like it to be abit higher than normal for them to take your blood . Great . The trip out was feeling like a bust , then my sister called me and asked me to pick up some food for Nika at the Fulton Grill . She said that she will pay me back the $ 5 later . She wanted me to get her some rice and some chicken . I got some fish for myself . I was going to go home and make some pasta with some eggplant to go with the fish . So I got all that and then took the bus home . The subway was just there , but I rather take the bus home . I got home to my mom falling asleep on the computer and for some reason Nika didn 't want her dinner . Fine , I wasn 't going to fight with her over it . I made my pasta , found out I had no sauce and added some seasoning to the pasta instead and had it with the fish . It was good . I added some music to our little borrowed I - Pod . I had to fJhoy E . Meade Then next iron chef is not John Besh . I was rutting for John , but he didn 't win over the judges . I know I 'm a bit late in this , but I wasn 't home to watch it , and I just downloaded the ep to see how things went . Infact , I found out who won before I saw the show . I was watching Food Network tonight and they were already talking about the upcoming battle for the new iron chef . I got the ep to see how it went down . It seemed rather close to me . Not all dishes won over the judges , and Besh showed great form in coming up with a dessert in 5 mins out of sword fish , and I think not having it taste like sword fish would be a good thing . Go figure . The other chef is good . I don 't hate him for winning , I just had the other guy as my first pick . Oh , I 'm testing out this new WINDOWS LIVE WRITER on this blog . I was trying to see if I could install something so that I could see who was on line in messenger without running the app , but it just updated the program and installed two things . I picked this as one of the two things for it to install , just to see how it would work . So far not bad . What else . Well I 'm off tomorrow to give blood , and it seems like it 's going to rain when I do . I have a new mouse pad . This place I know is up and moving , and they have 20 % off all their stuff so I got two pads . One is for us , and one for my Aunty Janice 's house . The last time I was there , their mouse pad cut me . It looked like someone tried to feed it to a shredder . They both have little gel pads for your wrist . If you don 't have one , get one . Your wrist will thank you . I just wish I had one for below the keyboard . I touch type so I can use one of those things . I 'm sure my mom will think that it 's just a bother . I have maybe two blogs in drafts . I should get those / it out soon . I have just finished the audio book " The Mummy " by Ann Rice . Not bad . I got it because I had read it years ago , and just remember liking it , but not much else . Sad to say , but when the book was all over , I only remembered the ended of the book when I was hearing it . Jhoy E . Meade $ 100 that is . I put $ 100 on my bank account to pay a few things . T - mobile because I couldn 't pay it in person with out people asking for my brother 's SS # which I do not know . The other $ 100 went to my mom to help with paying on of the bills . The cable / phone / internet bill . It 's the optimum thing . I had already spent like $ 50 on little things for myself when I was running around trying to get my check cashed and such . I thought that I talked about this already , but I just checked and I hadn 't gotten that far yet . Let 's see . That day I had to shred the stuff for my mom . . I think I did tell you about that . Well , when I was done , and changed and everything , it was late in the day . I first tried to find the Wacovia Bank that my mom said she saw at Bowling Green . Ha ! The only thing I found there besides near frozen fingers and cheeks , were the gloves to protect my hands . I paid $ 5 for them . They are a little big , but I finger if I get tighter gloves , they can go under for the really cold days . I had asked for big gloves , because I didn 't want to buy gloves and have them be too small . Then I ran back the station to try and get to the branch I knew about on broadway . I got a bit turned around and lost . I have to practice getting around Manhattan more . Well I made it there with about 20 mins to spear . They closed at 6pm . After cashing my check , I had to work out how to get to my mom 's bank that was over at the Washington bridge . I knew that I had to walk along Cannal Street , but which direction ? I asked this lady that just gave direction to someone else before she moved off , and I got pointed in the right direction . It was already dark and I was thinking that I had like 30 mins to get there . After I deposited the amount on the bank , I looked at my phone and it was telling me that it wasn 't 6pm yet , and I check the date : time stamp on the deposit slip and it was telling me the same thing . Gref ! I called my mom and told her that I was going to get something hot to warm me up . She told me not to fill up because she was making cookup by CDisplay I found this like what ? 3 years ago ? Maybe 2 years back . Either which way , I was digging up mangas to read , and I came across this program when I was looking for another chapter for a story . I just spent an hour or so hunting it down since I got some more mangas to read , and I didn 't want to unzip them all to read them . My memory has so much holes it 's sad , but come on . I haven 't had to use that piece of information in ages . Here is the link if you have some pictures that you want to keep in a zip file but still view . You have to right click to use this program once you have it open . Other than that menu that pops up , you see nothing else . The pictures fill your screen and you just click your way to the next oneLink - CDisplay . As for the rest of things , I lost my week metro pass . I 've spent most of two days looking for it and I haven 't found it yet . Yesterday I got my last check from Linda 's . It was enough to pay two or so bills and I might be able to pick up some new shoes for when I start the interview thing all back over again . I hate going on interviews . I also got a very nice letter of reference / recommendation . I thought that it was great how he wrote it , my sister and her outrageous standers didn 't like , but I don 't care . Yesterday I went out an got my state ID . I had been meaning to get one for two weeks now , but I thought that I may not such a great a time as now again to do this . I got there around 3pm , so I was there for the lock down at 4pm . I don 't know how this works in other places , but there is a line to get into the DMV , and when 4pm comes around everyone is told that if they leave for anything , they would not be let back in , and anyone outside in the line are shuffled inside , and watched as they are locked in . And it wasn 't just a simple close one door with a little key and I guard stands there to let you out . Oh no . You saw two big steel doors close , then a roll down steel gate came down from the celling over the doors . I felt like I was in lock down . Then we just stood there and contiJhoy E . Meade