Check. Welcome back up to break. So before the break, we were looking at how to recognize God's leading even as the Holy Spirit, you know, teaches us or guides us in the plan of God. So we're basically looking at the fifth one, the fifth guide post recognize the leading of God's spirit and the Holy Spirit, you know, bears witness in our spirit. That's what we looked at in Romans chapter six was 16. The Holy Spirit bears witness in our spirit man, which means the Holy Spirit teaches us guides us speaks to us. He testifies what the truth is. He leads us or guides us in the plan and purposes of God. And where does he do all this in our spirit? Okay. John chapter 16 versus 13 to 15. You know, can somebody read that. Thank you. So here Jesus is revealing what the Holy Spirit is going to do when the Holy Spirit comes in John chapter 16 was 13 to 15.  Where is that? Yeah, whatever he hears. Okay, the latter half of verse 13 says whatever he hears, he will speak. So who is the referring to as a he here, whatever he speaks. Okay, whatever he hears, he will speak. So whatever he hears, he will speak is whatever the Holy Spirit hears, he will speak. So who is the Holy Spirit going to hear from? Okay, from God. Okay, or Jesus. Okay, whatever he hears from Jesus, he's going to speak to whom? He's going to speak to us. He's going to reveal it to us. He's going to reveal it to you and me. So even as God speaks his plans and purposes for your life for the next season of your life. Okay, the Holy Spirit will reveal it to each one of us. Okay. And it also says here that he will tell you things to come. That means the Holy Spirit reveals not only what God's plan and purpose is for your life, what he wants you to do through that plan and purpose for a specific season, but he will also reveal it. What is going to happen in the next season? Now, why is the Holy Spirit revealed to us? What is going to happen in the next season? Why? To enable us to prepare. Thank you, Nina. So to enable us to prepare. Yes, sir. Karen. Okay, so Karen has a good question. It says, why does God reveal it through the Holy Spirit? Now, we understand God, the Father, God, the Son, God, the Holy Spirit, Trinity. Okay, three in one, which means all have the same essence, the same character, the same attributes that make God God, each one of them are God, but they have different roles. Okay, but all of them are one. So it's the Holy Spirit's role to minister to each one of us. Okay, God the Father, sovereign authority, plans, executes, God the Son, the one who came down, brought salvation, made God manifest each one of us, initiated, revealed the kingdom of God, the kingdom of heaven. He brought it here on earth. He was the perfect atonement sacrifice. He redeemed us from sin.  He took back the keys, the authority from the devil. He's given it back to man. So now we have the dominion, the church has the authority, the keys of the kingdom of God here. Now he's gone back and he is doing the role of a, he's a great high priest in the seeding on behalf of us. So we can't, for our human minds, we think, okay, Holy Spirit is going to reveal it to us. Okay. When we want something, Jesus, okay, for sin salvation, want to know something about God's plan. Okay. You know, we think of God the Father, but God does not operate. He does not operate. Okay. Okay. Where is God the Son? Okay. You have to go do this. Okay. Where is the Holy Spirit? You know, they don't do that. Perfect unity and in oneness. So when there's a Holy Spirit revealing it to us, it's actually God the, what it's in the heart and mind of God, the Father, God the Son is with all three are one. Okay. Good question. Okay. We have a question. Okay. So the Holy Spirit will tell us things to come. He will show us ahead of things that are going to happen and he bears witness in our spirit. Okay. So I'll give you an example. So the Holy Spirit is bearing witness means what does it mean when it bears witnesses?  You're just sensing it's an inner witness of the Holy Spirit. And then, you know, maybe you share it with your spouse or you share it with your family or you share it with your good friend. And you say, you know, when am I, and I have this strange feeling and inner witness of the Holy Spirit that in 2023, I'm just giving you an example. You know, there is going to some, some change that is going to happen in your, in my life. Okay.  What is going to happen?  Okay. What is this change that you're talking about? And the Holy Spirit can clarify, maybe you're getting a new job and in your new job, you know, it entitles you to travel more. Okay. So you're going to leave this job. You're going to get a new job and a new job entitles you to travel more. So when you're, when you're thinking, when the Holy Spirit reveals this to you, what are you going to do? You're beginning to think on those terms. You're beginning to plan.  So maybe I need a travel bag. I need more clothes or I need to, you know, who'll take care of my pet when I'm not there or who'll take care of my family or, you know, you think you're already trying to make arrangements.  You need to go to this place. You're traveling. You know, you have to start off the project there. And then you say, oh God, thank you. The Holy Spirit, thank you for revealing this to me ahead of time that I'm going to get a new job and I'm going to travel and I'm going to, you know, and I have already made arrangements. I'm not caught unaware. So when you have the inner witness of the Holy Spirit and the Holy Spirit is telling you something. Now, don't just keep it to yourself. Don't shelf it. Okay. When it comes, let me see why does the Holy Spirit reveal it to us so that we can ask the Holy Spirit for more clarification. So ask God, what are you telling me? What are you revealing to me? What's going to happen? What do you want me to do? And then you make the necessary plans and the necessary arrangements. And that also the Holy Spirit will help you to emotionally and to mentally to prepare your and physically to prepare yourself. Okay. And when it happens, you are ready. You thank God and say, wow, God, you know, you're so great. You revealed it to me and you're preparing it, preparing me for that. Okay. So you have to be listening to the Holy Spirit. So if you want to know God's plan and purpose for your life, it's important for you to listen to the Holy Spirit. Right. How do you know the Holy Spirit is talking to you? It's through practice.  But when you hear him speak, you can say that's Pastor Ashish because you've heard him speak a couple of times.   You don't even have to see. Okay. Why? Because you're so tuned to listening to their voices. Okay. So also you need to bear witness with the, you know, to bear witness the Holy Spirit to understand what the Holy Spirit is telling you. You need to tune in and you need to listen to what the Holy Spirit is telling you. Okay.  Okay. Now I'm in Bible college. Is everything okay in my life? Is there something you want me to change? Am I doing what you want me to do? Am I in the right place where you want me to be? Even as I'm in the Bible college, am I doing the right things? Is there some things in my life you want to reveal to show you want me to change in my life? And if the Holy Spirit is telling you, obey.  Or I'm praying for this person. Show me what you want me to say to that person. Or I'm praying for this person. This person has come for a word of wisdom or knowledge. They're depending on me. Show me how do we, it doesn't just happen all of a sudden. It comes through practice. Just like, you know, through practice, you can say, okay, this is, this is the teacher who is teaching us, even though you're blindfolded because you have had the practice of listening to them. You need to listen to the voice of the Holy Spirit.  Okay. First quarantine, Chapter 2, verses 9 and 10. We've already read this verse before, I think in the first class. No, I have seen, no, hear, has heard, you know, now enter in the heart of man. The things God has prepared for those who love and God has prepared amazing things for us. Amazing plans, but who reveals it to us? It's the Holy Spirit who reveals it to us. So for us to know, hear it from the Holy Spirit, we have to tune into the Holy Spirit. We need to listen to him. And, you know, sometimes the leading of the Holy Spirit, we cannot understand. Right. It's not understandable. Like for example, John, Chapter 3, verse 8, when Jesus was talking to Nicodemus. He says, the wind blows where it wishes. You hear it sound, but you cannot tell where it's coming from and where it is going. So is everyone who is born of the Spirit. Okay. We can't explain the dynamics of the wind. The same way, also with the Holy Spirit. You know, you know the Holy Spirit is there, but you can't explain everything. You can't understand everything. Okay. You can't explain everything about him. What you need to do is you just need to, you know, believe and bear even as he bears witness in your inner spirit, you know, you just follow his theory. So for example, when I was in the 12th standard, you know, I was praying what God wanted me to do next and God called me to full-time ministry. So the Holy Spirit just leading me and telling me, come into full-time ministry. And, you know, I didn't want to go into full-time ministry. That was not what was my plan. I wanted to do. I want to become a cardiologist.  And for one week, I was going back and forth with God. God was saying Bible college. I was saying, I want to do this. I will also minister doing all of these things, but not Bible college. The end of one week, I said, okay, God, you know, I, but I didn't make that was not commitment that I will go to Bible college. Okay. Then, you know, I applied after I got my 12 results. I applied to me in one college. I got admission. It was quite shocking. My sister who was studying the same college, she's a topper in that college and she knows the principle very well. When then spoke, he said, no, my father tried all his, you know, high profile, you know, connects, nothing happened. And everybody is wondering why nothing is happening for this, you know, for her. And I was quite taken aback because I had to waste one year. I had to stay back at home. Just imagine staying back at home for one year is, you know, and everybody asking what you're doing, you're saying you're staying at home is quite shameful. And then I remember going to the restroom and crying and saying, God, you know, why did you do this to me?  It's like, oh my gosh, no way. I've already forgotten about it. So then I realized it's better to do what God wants me to do.  And once I did that, you know, the grace of God followed me, got provided for everything that I needed. Even to the extent of finances, you know, my father was rather upset that I was going to Bible college because the whole notion in my days in the 1990s when I went to Bible college was, you know, only those who are dropouts in school, they can't study, they'll go to Bible college. Life is easy out there. You don't have to do anything in Bible college. It's this whole, you know, roller coaster ride, very easy. And my father was thinking that I'm taking an easy route in life. I was taking an easy day in life. And that was not what I had planned. He didn't know that. I didn't want to argue with my parents, my father. So, you know, I said, OK, God, if you want me to go to Bible college, you take care.  And I didn't know where the other rest of the half was coming. So it was almost about 80,000 way in the 90s, just quite a bit. And I went to Bible college first time I traveled in the train all by myself. Of course, another student from my church who came along with his father. I didn't have anybody along with him, your parents first time out of home, first time, you know, washing clothes has stacked everything and, you know, you know, washed everything. I couldn't move my hand there after washing my clothes because I've never had the practice. But all of this training, you know, you have the grace of God, but you have the calling, but it's all hard work, you know. And I didn't know where I'm going to get money for my toiletries to buy all my stuff. So I was working, studying and working in the Bible college. So working in the library or working in the store. We had a store in our Bible college doing something just to get some money to buy my toiletries, you know. And when I went in the first week, you know, in the Bible college, I got a letter from this organization. They said they'll pay me half the money, but I'll have to serve them for seven, six years. Because I studied in Bible college for six years. I have to serve them for six years. And I felt that they were cheating me because initially when I went to Bible college, they did not tell me this clause. And then when I just said, you know, God, what do I do? You know, what do I do now? I don't know what to do. First of all, they are not paying me full. Then I have to, you know, give them seven years and I don't want to work there because I don't know what my calling is. And the Holy Spirit was saying, I will take care. See, so I just wrote and told them I'm not interested in the money. I didn't know where I'm going to get my fees from every, you know, you know, period of time to the first year.  Finally, it is to come to March.  And I said, God, hands up. I don't know where I'm going to get the money from. I can't ask that. I can't go back home because I made this choice. You have to come here. You have to take care.  I just depend on that. And then those reminders stopped. I know that my fees was paid and, you know, God just amazingly took care of that. I don't know who paid it. I just know God took care of it. And I'm 100% sure it was not my dad who was secretly paying because the end of it, he asked me, how did you manage him? He came for my graduation. He realized the whole thing that is not an easy right. You have to manage everything. And then I said it was God. And that's when he realized that it was truly God who called me. And now he's the one who supports me more than anyone else. Of course, I learned my faith and my spiritual work for my dad. And he supports me now in ministry. But it was not the inner witness of the Holy Spirit. I wouldn't have survived in Bible college. I wouldn't have survived in life. I wouldn't have because I was not here. I was not there. You know, so it's important for us to spend time listening to the Holy Spirit. How does the Holy Spirit speaks to us? The Holy Spirit speaks to us through our inner witness in our spirit man. He tells us what is right and wrong in our spirit man. Okay. Sometimes we don't get a witness when we ask God, God, what do I do now? Okay. I'm this stage of my life. What do I do now?  Be faithful, hard, you know, work hard, be committed. When it's the next season to move, I will tell you. So when you don't hear anything from the Holy Spirit, don't think that God is not answering you. It's just God wanting you to be there. Continue what he has for you to do. Now, sometimes, you know, when you find an uneasiness, when you're praying about something, there's an uneasiness. That means the Holy Spirit is saying, stop, don't step in, don't venture, don't do it. Okay. The Holy Spirit also speaks to us through the written word of God. Okay.  It was God's voice. I didn't understand. I said, God, I'm going to church today. You have to speak to the man of God.  You can't serve God and money. You have to make a choice. And you know, that came like a Ramah word hit me and God said, you can't choose secular job and serve me. You have to choose one secular job or serve me. And he says, and that man of God says, choose God.  Okay. But also you need to be very careful that you don't, you're not very emotional when you're going to read God's word. You're very emotional. You will look at everything in God's word thinking that this is God speaking to me about this specific thing. So for example, you're in love with, you know, all young people here in our online class, I mean, sorry, in our in-person class.   So pastor saying, okay, tell me one verse and you tell one verse and says, I can't see that person's name. What's that person's name? You tell the person's name, but I can't see that person's name in the Bible.  No, it's not Jerusalem. But, you know, I can see the Holy Spirit is showing me pastor. So, you know, we can't get too emotionally carried away. You know, when you read God's word to misinterpret God's word, okay, we need to be very careful. Okay. Every scripture you read that will, you know, when you're very emotionally carried away, will kind of somehow imply to the situation that you are in, that you need to be very, very careful.  You don't see anything. I receive impressions. I don't see anything. I don't hear anything, but it's an impression. I just feel that inner impression. When I start praying the words what the Holy Spirit wants me to communicate comes, but it's just an impression. Sometimes he reveals to dreams and visions, okay, Joseph's story, okay, to dreams and visions. Sometimes to prophetic words, but we need to be very careful about prophetic word, you know, who we are listening to. Now, how do we know is the Holy Spirit speaking? One way God's word tells us is the Holy Spirit speaking to us is the Holy Spirit will always glorify Jesus. So a good test for us to know whether it's from the Holy Spirit or it's your emotions, your mind speaking, or it's even the devil speaking, is that, you know, does this glorify Jesus, okay? So that is about how to recognize the leading of the Spirit of God. Any questions about the fifth guidepost recognize the leading of God's Spirit? Any questions? Any questions from our online students? Okay, if there's no questions, we'll move on to the sixth guidepost, recognize the circumstances, okay? Now God leads us and guides us into things that he has planned by orchestrating circumstances. He arranges the circumstances. He arranges the situations. He arranges the events, the setting, setting so well that we can just step into, walk into God's plan and purpose for our lives, okay? Now, sometimes when God closes one door in our life, it means he's opening another door, which is the right door for us. So for example, you wanted to go and study, do biotechnology, okay? But God closed that door and he's opened the door for Bible college. That means he's orchestrating circumstances in your life, leading you to serve him or to be into full-time ministry, okay? Are you able to understand? Yes, all of you with me, okay? Sometimes he sends people in our life who would create opportunities for us, people who will push us, who will tell us, who will speak into our lives, speak prophetic words in our lives. And all of this is how God orchestrates situations to guide us into what he has planned for our lives, okay? Now, we need to be aware that some circumstances that comes in our life can be caused by the devil and some can also be because of our own choices. So we need to be very careful. Of course, some situations God orchestrates, some situations is by our own choices and we think it's God doing everything. And some can also be because of the devil, okay? But God's hand is at work in the circumstances and the situations in our life. Let's look at, I think it's 2 Chronicles 16, 9. I hope that is right. 2 Chronicles 16, 9. Yes? Yeah, 2 Chronicles 16, 9. Can somebody read that please? 2 Chronicles 16, 9. Okay, so God's eye is scanning or is looking out of the whole world and he's looking for whom? Who is he looking for?  My strength is going to be manifest in your weakness. So one of the areas God exerts his strength or empowers us with his strength on your behalf is in the circumstances and in the situations of your life, okay? So God's hand is at work in the situations and the circumstances of your life. Psalm 37 verse 23 and 24 says, the steps of a good man or the steps of a righteous man are ordered by the Lord, okay? And he delights in his way, though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down for the Lord upholds him with his righteous right hand. So the steps of a good man are ordered by the Lord. So we can't explain this. How does God order my steps? You know, how does he tell me, okay, this is the way to go? We can't explain it, but all we know from God's word is God is ordering the steps of a righteous man or a good man.  He's imputed his righteousness on you. So you know, you have this assurance that your steps are ordered by the Lord, okay? So why don't you turn to your neighbor and say your steps are ordered by the Lord. Be excited. Don't be sleepy. Don't be sleepy. Don't sleep. Be excited that the steps, your steps are ordered by the Lord. Why don't you tell your neighbor that's your steps are ordered by the Lord? So wake up. Your steps are ordered by the Lord, okay? Now how does he, how does God order our steps? I don't know, okay? But all the Bible says is that God orders my step. He will just lead me and show me. All I need to do is just trust in him and all I need to do is believe in him. So somehow through some situations, through some circumstances, God will make sure that you are putting your steps in the right place, okay? Where he wants you to put your steps, you're putting your steps in that place. He guides you and leads you through the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit will guide you and lead you in the way you need to go, the choices you need to make, which door you have to enter, which door you shouldn't be, entry. So we can make mistakes like it says here in this verse, though he fall, he shall not be utterly cast down for the Lord opposing with his righteous right hand, which means sometimes we can fall, we can make a mistake, we can cause an error, we can fail. But it says though we fall, we will not be utterly cast down. Yes, we make mistakes, but even though we utterly fall down, it's not the end of everything, okay? God's hand is still at work in us, okay? So there are some points here which on page number 23, you can look at it.  You must respond, okay? How do you respond? Fearfully, anxiously? What happens when you're afraid about what God is leading you into? You're very anxious. What happens? You will hold yourself back. You will not step into it because you have so many doubts. You're very anxious. When you're very anxious, you cannot hear the Holy Spirit speaking very clearly to you. Fear is a hindrance that stops you from pursuing God's plan. Fear is something that stops you from listening to the Holy Spirit, okay? So when you're fearful, you will not be able to step into the plan God is orchestrating for your other situations. He's orchestrating in your life, okay?  He will do everything. He will orchestrate situations, but what do you need to do? You need to step out in. Take the first step. He will show you the second step.  Why aren't you showing me something?   You're not able to step into what I am showing you or what is good for you. So when you're fearful, you will miss out on what God's good plan, a good, pleasing and perfect will for your life is. So what do you need to do? You need to bind the spirit of fear. You can say, God, yeah, I'm fearful. Remove this fear. Remove my unbelief. Help me in my unbelief. Remove it. Help me to step out in faith. Okay. So everything will not be easy when you step out. Don't think, you know, I take in the first step, everything will be easy. It's not going to be easy. You have to work hard. Okay. The next thing here we see is God orders, circumstances and events in our life that are in line with his plan and purpose. God also positions people, places and things to help you walk in his plan and his purpose. It's not going to be easy. But some of the circumstances that God is orchestrating in your life can be very, very challenging, can be very, very difficult. Okay. You know, only when you crush the grapes, do you get the juice. Okay.  It's because he wants to bring out the best in view. And what do we need to do? We need to discern the circumstance. We understand what God is telling us and showing us and we need to respond. Okay. And we need to get over this thought that everything in our life is going to be easy. You know, sometimes God is going to stretch you.  You know, what happens to the womb? Is it the same size? No, it stretches. Right. What are the mother says? Oh, I got it. I don't want my womb to stretch, but I want the baby. Is it possible? No, it's not possible. Okay. Your womb basically expands. It stretches. So you're saying, God, I want to do great things for you, for your kingdom. I want to be greatly God in a powerful way, in a great way.  And then when God is stretching you saying, God, this is not what I asked.  So only when the mother's womb is stretched, only then the baby can grow and she can give birth to a healthy baby. Okay. The last point here, there's not every circumstance that God orders in your life is going to be easy, pleasant, but it always has lasting values. Okay. When I went to Bible college, it was not easy. I had to wash clothes. I had to work. I had to study. I had to pray for my finances. I had to get money to travel back home for my train fare. So it was not easy, but through all of this, why did God do this in my life? Not because he hated me, nor he wanted to teach me a lesson. Man, you wanted to go and do secular. You come here. I'll teach you a lesson.  It's because he wants to teach me that, you know, ministry is not easy. The ministry is not easy. You know, from day one in ministry and ever dependent on people. And that is why I'm able to last in ministry for 22 years because ministry is not easy. You know, why? Because I didn't depend on man or woman. I depended on God. Anything I would run to God. So God was teaching me to depend on me because ministry is that dependence on him. And that is why I was able to last. So all of these circumstances that God brought in my life was difficult, but he taught me this is how ministry is. It's going to be challenging. It's going to be difficult. You have to labor. You have to work hard. Okay. And in Hebrews chapter 12 was 5 to 11. Okay. If you look at Hebrews chapter 12 was 6. It says, the Lord chases those he loves. The Lord chases those he thinks as his son. So God chases us means he lovingly corrects us. Okay. Like a father corrects a child. Okay. Now how does God correct us? He uses his word. He corrects us to the Holy Spirit. He uses Godly people in our lives to tell us what is right and what is wrong. Okay. So one way God chases us or corrects us is also by ordering circumstances in our life to bring us into line with what he wants for our life. So that is one way that he chases us or corrects us. Okay. Now sometimes, you know, we get into some circumstances in our lives because of our wrong choices, not because of God. For example, Moses. Moses, he realized when he was in the palace that he's actually not an Egyptian. He's a Hebrew. And he was all zealous to set his people free from slavery. What did he do in his zealousness? He killed an Egyptian. He thought nobody would know. And the next day he saw two Israelites fighting and he went to stop them. And what do they say?  He realized that his sin was exposed. It was not covered up. So he runs away. And how many years? Forty years. And it took 40 more years for God to bring about the deliverance of his people from Egypt because of one man's wrong choice. Over zeal, over passionate. Forty more years. Okay. And we saw the poor people of Israel had to suffer in Egypt for 40 more long years. There's another example given here in Deuteronomy chapter 8, verses 9 to 10, a very interesting story, you know, about how, you know, when the Israelites, you know, another example, not from Deuteronomy chapter 8, I don't think this is the right reference, but you know, when the Israelites, you know, God told them, told Moses 10, the 12 spies to Israel, you know, tell them to spy the land of Canaan and they spy the land of Canaan for how many days? Forty days they come back, they bring back fruits. And 12 of them go, what do the 10 of them say? 10 of them say, hey, no way, man. We can't go and take that place. Those people are like giants. We are like grasshoppers. We can never fight them. We can never win. But Joshua and Cable and say, if God told us, we can go and occupy that land. He will give it to us. And these 10 people spread a bad report and everybody, this is in, it's in numbers. Okay. I think numbers chapter 20. And everybody's, the people start grumbling.  And then what do they say? Let's find a leader. We don't want Moses as a leader. We'll go back to Egypt.   So God said, the very words that you've spoken is the very words that will happen. All of you will fall dead here in this desert. So he said, you know, 40 years, for 40 days they spy the land of Canaan one day equal to one year. Okay. So 40 years they had to keep on journey in the desert. And after everyone died, God took Joshua and Caleb and those who were the generation 20 years and below they took them into the promised land. So was a delay of 40 years God's intent, God's situation and circumstances that he ordered? No. Okay.  But even though they wandered in the wilderness, you know, God took care of them. He led them. He fed them. He did wonderful things for them. Okay. So sometimes we can make wrong choices and we can go through difficult situations in our life. But if we keep our heart open to God, even in those situations, God can take us to the land of promise. He can still provide for us because we are keeping our heart open to God and we are, you know, willing to change and agree that what we have done, the choice that we made is a big mistake. Okay. Sometimes the devil can oppose us. Okay. So you can send the wrong people to hinder us to stop us. Okay.  So we need to discern God's working in our lives, whether it is God doing, bringing about the situation. It's my own choices, my own actions, or it is the enemy. So if it's God orchestrating the situation, what do you do? You just step into it. You go with God.  And if it is the enemy, that is opposing you. What do you do? You bind the enemy and you press in with what God's plan for your life is and you fulfill and continue with God's plan for your life. Okay. Proverbs, chapter four, verse 26 says, ponder the path of your feet and let your ways be established. So ponder means think, you know, whether it's God, whether it's your choice, or whether it's the enemy. Okay. So that is about, you know, recognizing the circumstances which God orders in your life to help you to discern and know what God's plan and purpose for your life is. Any questions? Any questions? No questions. Any questions from our online students, all of you with me, all of you in the online students with me, following with me. Yes. Is it clear? Any question? You have a question? No. Okay. Okay. So we'll move on to the next guide post. Okay. Recognize Godly Council and wisdom. Okay. So how do we know God's plan for our life? It can also be through Godly Council women and men of God who gives you Godly Council. So Council basically means advice, instruction or sharing of knowledge. Okay. So Council just basically means somebody's giving you an advice, somebody who is sharing their knowledge with you or giving you an instruction. Now Council is not a command. You have to do this. Okay. They're just sharing their information.  So you ask Council from you ask Council from Godly men and women. Okay. Who have a deep, strong, firm, tested relationship with God. Now, you know, if you have a problem with your parents and you go and talk to people in your same peer group, what will they say? Yeah, you know, our parents are like this. You know, or even my parents always telling don't do this. Don't go here. Don't watch this. They don't want us to have freedom.  Now, if you go to your peers who are in the same, you know, same thinking mindset and the age group has used, you know, they're going to say an yes to what you're saying.  Why don't you pursue? Why don't you do this? Why don't you do that?  You want to basically go to somebody who say yes to your what you are thinking, right? But it's important here to seek counsel, godly counsel from people who are mature men and women of God who have a deep strong tested relationship with with God. Okay, I'll give an example from King Rehoboam, you know, King Rehoboam son of King Solomon, so we had the first king of Israel, second king was David, then his son Solomon and after Solomon was his son Rehoboam.  We know Solomon built a temple built so many palaces, you know, you please relax things for us don't make us work and labor so hard. So Rehoboam very smartly says, give me three days I will consult and I will give you an answer, which is a good thing that he did. Now he first goes and consults the wise men of his father's time, you know, elderly people, you know, with much knowledge, with much experience and what do they tell Rehoboam?  Why does, why do they give him this advice? Because, you know, to their wise counsel and knowledge and years of experience they know that if we, if Rehoboam agrees with the people, he's a new king then the people will have allegiance to him as king, they will accept him as king, they will walk along with him as king, okay. Then Rehoboam goes to his own peers, you know, people his own age and what do they say? Man, don't do that, you know, don't relax things for them, exert your authority, show that you are king, you know, make the labor hard for them and who does Rehoboam listen to? His peers, you know, people of the same age. So when the people come back after three days, he says, I am not going to relax anything, I am going to make, my father made you work this, I am going to make you work harder and what happened? It resulted in the division of the kingdom. Some people, you know, most of the tribes followed Rehoboam, only two tribes followed Rehoboam, okay. So it's important for us to listen to godly people who have you know, experience and who can counsel us. One example we look at here is 1 Corinthians chapter 7 verses 10 to 14, Paul is talking about marriage and he says, not I but the Lord says, I am not telling to do this but God is telling you to do this and then in verse 12 he says it's I who is telling you but not the Lord. So first he's giving them counsel about something and he says, okay, this is not my counsel but this is the Lord's counsel and then he goes on in verse 12 and he says, if any brother has a wife who does not believe and she's willing to live with him, let him not divorce her. So he says, this is not what God is telling you but this is my own counsel to you. Then verse 25 he says he's talking about virgins and he says, I have no commandment from the Lord yet I give you the judgment. So again here he is giving his judgment because he is not received any command from the Lord. So why is he saying here in two places it's not the Lord but it's my own counsel. I have not heard any commandment from God but this is my judgment Paul is saying this because he says he knows that God has counted him trustworthy. So when times he can give his own counsel and judgment because he knows God has counted him trustworthy. So he says, I am giving you this counsel. This Godly counsel is from me because I can give it to you and I can surely write and tell you to do this because God trusts me to give you this advice. And why does God trust Paul because you know Paul is somebody who is walking with God he has a deep knowledge about God, deep revelations that God has revealed to him and based on all of these things he is saying I am giving you this counsel, I am giving you this judgment and I can give it to you even though I have not heard from God why because God trusts me because I am basing all of my counsels and judgments and I walk with God, my knowledge with him, my understanding of the ways of God. So it's important for us to receive counsel from men and women who are you know experienced in their walk with God. Now there are couple of passages here from Proverbs 5 23, Proverbs 10 17, 11, 14, 15, 22 20, 20, 18 and Proverbs 24 which I want you to read as a small homework and read it. You know it just tells us what happens if we don't listen to Godly counsel we will go astray, we lack instruction we will not be in safety things will go out of place. So God uses Godly women to guide us and lead us we will stop here if we look at the examples, some biblical examples I have already given you one example but we will look at Moses's example and his father in law, Jethro's example when we resume class next week. So any questions from these three guideposts that we looked at recognizing the grace of God recognizing the leading of the Holy Spirit, recognizing the circumstances and recognizing Godly counsel. Any questions okay anyone from our online students or in-person students anyone has any questions no okay if there is no questions then thank you everyone for joining class okay I'll see you next week. Thank you everyone


What's up guys? We're going to be looking today at the reality check bracelet from Jusalbi. I think it's pronounced Jusalbi, Jusobi So the box is this very simple small little box and these guys sent me these Reality check bracelets about a month ago. I was supposed to make a video before But really they're quite interesting and they work a lot better than I would have expected Considering they're a very simple idea. Alright, so firstly, this is what you get. This is the bracelet, right? I'm just going to bring this in closer. You can get a real good look at the detail here. These are sort of ceramic beads mixed with the sort of metal design here of the of their logo You can see here and then that there's on the longer sort of metal metallic section It says are you am I dreaming are you dreaming? So really the idea with this is obviously that you wear it as a bracelet With either the metal section that says am I dreaming? You know facing up so you can read it or the small symbol with the little Arrows and the idea is that the arrows you can sort of if you're like me and you sort of like to fiddle with things like a coin or You know your phone or whatever when you're talking you can feel the symbol and you can feel the arrow and the idea Is that that haptic feedback will let you? Remember to reality check right? It's almost a reality check in itself And if you've watched that video, which I'll give you the link for a minute The idea is that you attach a belief to this bracelet So the idea is that this arrow on the symbol here the metal arrow If you gently rub that from left to right it will start glowing in a dream and they illustrate this beautifully in their video They show you how it's supposed to work and The idea is that you what so when you do that when you gently Stroke the bracelet here you expect it to glow right?  You know, it's quite comfortable to wear. It's very Good-looking, you know But really it's a very simple idea and it's just to get you to remember to do reality checks the only downside I found to this is That sometimes you'll forget that you're wearing it especially if you wear it every day Like for example, I always wear a ring, but after a while, you know I don't even realize I'm wearing it because it's just sort of part of me I'd never take it off hardly even in the shower So it can become a bit like that if you forget that you're wearing it You'll forget to use it as a reality check tool, but that being said it's all it's quite comfortable and it's sort of Because of the way it's designed with these ceramic beads if you move it around, you know with normal Movements every day The ceramic beads sort of massage your wrist and you are reminded that you're wearing it just by that So that's it of reality checking itself So if you would like to get one of these, I'll leave the link in the description And that's it for now. I'll see you next time


Well hello and welcome to vlog October day 14. I am currently at the tire place. Well it's tires plus but I need to get my oil changed and I'm also going to talk to them about tires because I need new tires for my vehicle. I may or may not get tires today just kind of depending. They may not have what the ones that would like be appropriate for my vehicle in stock but I can always come back. It's no big deal but I just saw in my email today that Kayla, my good pal that works at Sephora, I just got the email for the 20% off like private event thing so I think I might go down there but I'm going to check like our email correspondence because I know she said she was working today but I'm not sure how late and it's 11 o'clock or just about 11 o'clock right now. My appointment said 11 to get my oil changed and I just don't know how late she's working. I want to say she said she was working until like two or three but I could be mistaken. So I might go down to the Rosedale Mall and go and see her but if she's leaving at like one or something I'm probably not going to go. I will take you guys along on my little journey. Wish me luck with the tires you guys. All right so that was a very successful trip to Sephora. I'm in the car now and I got all the things that Kayla recommended so I will do a little car haul here. I'll show you what I got. I got a couple samples. Pull this stuff away. She gave me the Nars Soft Matte Concealer in Vanilla and then also the Ole Henriksen Shear Transformation. I believe this is a mask. No it's not a mask. It's a like a moisturizer like an evening moisturizer. I got this I think it's Perez is how you say it. The Wild Rose Advanced Brightening Sleeping Facial which I've had before and I love it. It's so good and then oh I don't know what this is. Oh this is my free free gift since I had like 900 something points. They were points from like a long time ago. I just don't really use the points that much but this is the Zibosha Basha. It's like sample set thingamajig. I don't know what's all in here. Let me open it and see if it's like presented all pretty. There we go. So it's like their kind of black line with all of their black masks and moisturizers and cleansers and a lot of different things but I really like this line so I figured why not. And then let's see here. Kayla recommended this. This was a $30 value or sorry this was a $30 value but it was cheaper than that and this is a bunch of the like sheet masks and stuff from Sephora so I figured that would be good. I was kind of focusing on like I wanted to get a bunch of skincare stuff because I just need to focus back on my skincare. Also that these these are the Laura Mercier Holiday Caviar Stick Eye Color Collection. I actually have one of these already but I love them and they work really slick because they're just like easy and they're quick. I think this is what I used maybe. No. I don't know what I used in that like I'm not a beauty guru video but it's kind of the same thing. It's like a cream eye shadow thing and then you just kind of buff it out with a brush and it like looks really nice so it's easy and you don't have to worry about fallout and like all that stuff when you're dealing with like a powder product. Oh speaking of powders I got this. This is the Sephora number 93 brush for my highlighter because I didn't have a highlight brush or anything that was like good enough. Okay I'm losing spots here. All right I also got this. Kayla's recommendation was the fresh black tea firming overnight mask and it's like a moisturizer kind of a thing and you wear it just overnight and I love the way black tea smells. It doesn't really have like a big pungent smell to it but I really liked it and she said she really enjoys it so I had to get it. This is a staple of mine, the Makeup Forever Matte Velvet Plus. I am in the shade 25. I'm actually wearing that today as well but figured I'd stock up. Also another stock up is the Nars Pro Prime smudge proof eyeshadow base. Love this stuff. Been using it for years. Ah this was another Kayla recommendation. The Purity Philosophy Purity One Step Facial Cleanser. She said this works really really well with the Clarisonic which I need to get back into using but I have one. I just haven't been using it. And is this the last thing? Okay so this is the last thing. This was a recommendation from one of the other gals there that has oily skin as a good mask. This is the Sunday Riley Saturn Sulfur Acne Treatment Mask and it does have a little bit of a tea tree scent to it but I don't mind tea tree because I used that already so I'm kind of pumped to use this to be honest so I'm excited. So after all of those shenanigans apparently I am now a Vib so I got all of these like coupons to use which to be honest I probably won't use them but I will probably send my mama message and see if she wants to use any of them for anything so yeah. So now that it is after 2 p.m. and I like literally haven't eaten anything all day. I like seriously haven't eaten anything all day.  When I mean shame eat I mean like fast food like gross stuff I don't know because I have about an hour drive home so I'll just probably eat something in the car I think and then I'm gonna get home I'm gonna edit and I'm going to upload and I'm also gonna take that little poopy puppy on a walk so that's the plan for the day and I think I'm just gonna like chill out because I've got nothing else going on so that's it for me in the Rosedale parking lot after I splurged at Sephora but um yeah time to drive I'll see you guys in a minute well hello it looks like I'm in a dark dungeon which I kind of am it's a 644 on Saturday it's been a little while since I checked in PS I don't think I ever said on the vlog but I did get new tires so those are on my vehicle which is awesome and went to Sephora you guys saw my little haul and Kayla really helped me out with some of the things that I am going to shellack on my face tonight but I have for the last about two hours been editing footage I'm gonna have a new vlog up tonight and it's gonna be vlogtober day nine through 12 so it's gonna be uh this past monday through thursday and um I have two hours and 44 minutes left of the upload so proof it's happening so that's what's going on here so I think what I'm gonna do for the rest of the night is edit I have to edit my q and a and then I'd like to get this video edited as well so um if I can I'd like to get the q and a up tonight if I can um if not I'll just put it up tomorrow but um I asked in the description of this video that's going up the vlogtober day nine through 12 if you guys liked kind of a condensed version of you know a whole bunch of days in one video or if you'd rather watch like each individual video like you know five to ten minutes of a day so um in this video if you guys are interested like let me know in the comments like what kind of format you'd prefer um you know I'm just testing out some new things with the channel and seeing kind of what you guys like um this video let's see vlogtober nine through 12 I don't even know how long it is it's fairly long let's see here 36 minutes so typically that would be you know like on average like eight to nine minute video somewhere in there um obviously some days are longer than others advice versus so just give me your feedback that's all I'm asking for but um did we see Doyle yet today I don't know I just edited a whole bunch of footage of Doyle so I feel like we've seen him but I don't think we have um nope not on the sofa by the way brought my uh Aaron Condren Sherpa throw downstairs so he's been kind of loving that but let's go find the doodle dog in my dark house because I never have lights on or I put very minimal lights on let's go find this tinker man let's see where he is let's see is he in here nope not in the guest room all right we'll find him we're gonna find him oh so dark in here turn the sound machine off oh let's bug the dog what's up Doyle Doyle your friends wanted to see you what are you doing you see Ben you see been like a little baby dog oh no such a little baby Doyle huh so this is what Doyle's been doing up here just sleeping I actually got home just right in time because it was nice for about an hour after I got home so I was able to walk stinky man over here and uh then it started raining so and it's still raining it's been raining for a couple of hours now so such is Minnesota fall weather but I'm gonna close out the vlog here like I said I'm gonna try to get a bunch of more editing done today I need to refill my water bottle because I am like parched on the inside of my mouth I need some more hydration in my life I still haven't had dinner yet so I think I might do something quick for dinner and um that's it that's that's all I got for the vlog today so hope you guys enjoyed it if you did feel free to thumbs up and subscribe and like do all those things those youtubers tell you to do but um I will be back later with more fun vlogs for you guys so I hope you guys are having a wonderful day and I'll talk to you later bye guys well hello and welcome to vlogtober day 15 um yeah it's sunday I've had kind of a lazy day just kind of threw my hair up and been wearing comfy clothes all day and been doing stuff I've been doing a lot of like work on the computer today and wrapping a ton of washi tape I am making dinner now it's pretty late it's like 6 20 and I am making this like this and I'm probably gonna eat this for dinner for like a few nights in a row because I'm single and yeah so I'm just kind of like throwing everything together in the pan and I'm like maybe I should like vlog this because I haven't vlogged all day so just got done with the milk we'll pull that back and then how many cans of tuna fish two cans of tuna fish okay all right I've got my two cans of tuna fish so I'm ready to go when that's ready to go oh I need butter too well I don't use butter typically use margarine which is like this stuff all right and I always do like way less butter than they tell me to so that's not that much but for what they're calling for all right so I think I'm also supposed to put in all right so I've got my water milk butter all right so basically just throw everything in there is what they're telling me to do I'm gonna do that it's been a long time since I've made one of these okay we're on sale at the grocery store and I was like that looks like a good idea I'm gonna do that I'm like I've got cans of tuna fish at home I might as well make some of these things so the nudes that are in there nudes are in and then like the little package stir it all up before I put the tuna fish in there and my battery is about to die so let's change the battery out I'll be right back all right while I'm over here I might as well show you guys um all the washii wrap today this is all the holiday stuff that doesn't go into here I probably wrapped you know five or six that actually went into there as well so there's a bunch of seasonal stuff I think this is like one of my new favorites for the holidays like I think that's really really cute and I'm sure I'll be using this one really really soon it's just these really cute little pumpkins um so yeah and I think I got all of this washi I can't I'm pretty sure I got it all at Hobby Lobby and then this is all my extras but I have to um still wrap these two so this one is like fireworks with a little bit of gold foil and then I've got some like jack-o-lantern faces too but yeah that's kind of what I did for the day I mean I did some uh work on the interwebs tools um okay so that's going let me make my little tuna thing fun fact I actually really like tuna fish which is weird because I know a lot of people really don't like it but I really like it but it has to be like cold tuna fish I'm not a fan of warm tuna fish don't know why Emily's oddities kind of surprised the dog isn't down here yet because normally when I'm making any kind of food he comes running down those stairs and I swear he can smell like meat or seafood or anything like right away like I don't know what it is but he's currently upstairs sleeping right now all right so I've drained my tuna fish cans so I'm just gonna throw it in uh oh I hear a dog there he comes without fail there he comes yep he likes that little um rug I put at the very bottom of the stairs because he would come running down the stairs and just like start sliding as soon as he got down to the bottom it's kind of funny so I had to get him a little rug because you know him in his little clicky paws all right so now I just let this stuff simmer for a while and um yeah that's that's all that happened um yeah that's kind of what's going on I haven't really done much today besides like I said I did a bunch of housework and uh hung out and did all that wrappy wrappy of the washy situation because I wanted to get those kind of out of the way and let me let me take you guys with me um so yeah so I did wrap some of the washy and others I don't wrap I'm kind of deciding which patterns I want to wrap I know you guys have asked before like this is the little plastic bobbins that I use I got these at Joann's but you can get them on Amazon um but yeah some of these I just decided not to wrap all of them because I'm gonna be giving these away to like my local planner peeps um but some of them like the ones I knew that people would really like I uh wrapped a bunch of them because then people wouldn't feel so bad that they were taking like a whole roll of whatever it is and it's like there's quite a bit left still so yeah but I've got a few more to do which I will be doing this evening I think and um yeah Doyle what are you doing what are you doing bud what are you doing bud he was upstairs sleeping so that's what he was doing I swear every time there's tuna fish around it's just there's a dog there's just a dog waiting waiting for numbs dude I don't have anything for you buddy I got nothing for you man it's not good enough for him you know it's just it's not good enough for him um let's see here I'll need a bowl at some point so yeah I think let's do this I have a uh whoa a tea kettle I need to fill up with water for tomorrow morning just bruise me some hot water and then this is my bevy it's called it's actually called my bevy I got it at Target and it's got like a little lid and whatnot and I use that with is my favorite tea which is the I don't know if you call it twinnings or twinnings I don't know how to say it but it's the hundred percent pure black tea English breakfast so yeah and I don't use any sugar or any honey or anything like that I just drink it plain I always feel like when I make these it's like so soupy all right I've got some more of these like egg noodles which is in there so I think I'm gonna just put some more noodles in there because it's so soupy looking and these noodles take like four minutes to get soft you know so that's fine by me I'm liking the consistency of this better now that I put in a few more noodles all right well that'll cook that'll cook down a little bit then there's just more stuff for me to eat later on in the week so yeah single lady hack all right let's be honest that wasn't a single lady hack but that was just Emily being frugal hack you know so I think I'm gonna make or at least portion this out for dinners maybe lunches maybe just dinners because people get weird about tuna fish some people like really don't like the smell but I don't mind it I feel like tuna fish and broccoli is like certain people don't like it but I don't mind it I actually prefer it which is funny I mean I don't I agree like I'm not down with the smell but I like the taste so I don't know like if I have to pick a vegetable I will I will pick broccoli every single time now to fill up the water bottle I'm doing like all these water things today guys this is how I drink all the water here I typically will drink like on a weekend six or seven of these like all the way full I don't know how many ounces 750 milliliters and usually when I'm at work I have like a water bottle there that I'll do the same thing with but um yeah I'm always I'm always thirsty and the timer's up timer done all right so let's stop the timer see how these nudes are doing oh yeah the noodles are totally soft now so we're good to go this is it this is what I'm having for dinner tonight noodles and the sauce packet and tuna fish and it's like steaming hot right now so I think I'm gonna eat this and then I am going to portion out the rest of it because there's a lot still plus I put like a ton more noodles in there but um I think you guys can see yeah there you go so yeah that's what's going on here I'm gonna I removed it from the heat so it's not gonna like cook down anymore I think that's gonna be it for the vlog it's kind of just like a one take kind of a thing because uh like I said I just really haven't been doing anything noteworthy today so um just living my life Sunday super hard here at the FDE headquarters but um there's Doyle again he's diligently waiting for something to drop wish it won't but he's got enough food so he can just calm down but anyway um I am gonna sign off for today I hope you guys are having a wonderful day and I will talk to you all in the next vlog bye guys hello and welcome to vlog tober day 16 um I want to show you guys the lovely gift that my new co-worker gave me it's a chump PS I'm like freaking jazzed up about this we had a long conversation about how dill pickles are the best pickles and um she does canning and pickling so she had this on my desk this morning I'm like are these for me she's like absolutely anyway I'm pumped I'm gonna put them in my fridge because cold pickles are also the best pickles I don't like room temperature pickles but you know they gotta be dill and they gotta be cold that's my requirements in life so we're gonna put them in and um yeah that's what's going on right now just talk to my mom about retirement because you know I'm like super nerd alert so yeah um just ate some things ate that it was good Doyle is wanting to eat whatever is left over and I'm not going to let him because you know I don't want to and I just got an order from a sticker shop that I've never tried before but it is called plan it pretty on Etsy and I got these like desk things so let me show you what I got these are the desks that I got let me get a little closer here so you can see it um so yeah these are like the holiday desks for like Christmas-y time and I believe these are the small version and then these are the fall desks let me get a little closer so you can see it a little bit better but yeah I just thought these were super cute and the reason I got them is let me show you about plan now my camera's kind of freaking out okay let's let's do this all right because I have been like obsessed with these desks but unfortunately this planner business on Etsy is I think going out of business or something but they don't have these desks anymore so I went on the interwebs and looked at more Etsy shops and I found these and I thought this would be really cool um and then I've been really loving like hold on hold on I can't even talk today this is my like this week and um I don't know I've just been like really really liking like the little desk with the work and all of that if you guys are interested in the work or the little potted plant those are both from Coffee Break Planner I'll leave a little um coupon code below for you guys if you're interested but um the desks unfortunately aren't from that uh I think it's a plan about it if I remember right um but if you just search like Etsy Desk you can find it it's just like a clip art so I don't know I just think they're so freaking cute but I want to get some alternates and I thought this would be really cute in like October November to put on my spread and then these would be really nice in like the Christmasy months you know like December-ish and stuff so a little bit more festive and um I was kind of wondering I kind of wanted to email this gal and see if she had like other seasonal ones like you know for different seasons but that's all that she had in her shop was this one and this one that were seasonal and um I'm kind of looking forward to maybe she has like you know new years or like valentines or something like that would be really cool but I don't know so I need to uh maybe contact this person over at Planet Pretty on Etsy so I'm kind of pumped hey so I think I'm gonna jam on my planner for a little while and um watch a little Netflix because that is my life now I just had my dinner so that's good I had a little bit of those leftovers from yesterday and um yeah that's kind of what's going on here I don't really have much else happening today but you know I always tend to have about 10 or 15 minutes worth of me just chatting with a black box to edit so anyways um but yeah I will uh do my thing here and I will check in with you guys in a little while and uh I'll end up closing out the vlog then and I'll do a Doyle challenge for you guys because I know how you guys love the Doyle dog hi I am back it has been several hours and I thought I would end the vlog on a kind of more serious note because I don't really like tend to get too serious here but um I've been seeing this thing kind of go through like the facebook cycle um it's about me too and I figured I would just read what I wrote on my personal facebook page as well as my public facebook page so by the time you guys see this it will already like be out in the inner webs but um if you don't know me too is about women and men that have been sexually harassed or sexually assaulted in their life and just they can either say me too or you can share your story I figured I'd share a little story without getting into like lots of details because that doesn't matter this is just like a part of my thread I guess so anyways here is what I write I say me too I am saddened by all of the women and men that have been sexually harassed or assaulted here is my story in my 20s most weekends you could find me in a bar slash club having a seemingly good time with my friends I have always chosen to remember the fun times but what I never talked about on the way home with my friends was all the groping grabbing and downright atrocious advances towards me and I know that they had a similar experience in my mind I always thought it was my fault maybe my jeans were too tight maybe my top was to revealing maybe it was all my fault my worst experience was when a friend of a friend joined our group for the evening a few hours later and a few cocktails later he ended up sexually assaulting me in public I didn't want to make a scene and be that girl I couldn't move after trying to play it off and batting his disgusting grubby hands away from me he called me a slut and a whore when he didn't get what he wanted after he left the bar my friends asked me where he went I said I didn't know I never told anyone because I didn't want to spoil the mood everyone else was having such a great time the more I think about this moment the more I think that many other people have had a similar experience I wish I would have stood up for myself I wish I would have said something I wish I would have stopped the cycle with him that night I wish he would have never treated another woman like that ever again however I doubt that I was his last to his other victims I'm sorry I didn't speak up for us I hope that everyone who's been sexually harassed or sexually assaulted has the support to step up and say me too that's my little story and the commonality of this whole thing is that I feel like more often than not like on my personal page people have been commenting about what I wrote and the sad state of affairs is that I feel like more women and men unfortunately more of us have this in common than don't have this in common which is really really upsetting you know when these things happen to you you think especially me as a woman what I always thought was be nice be polite don't say anything and don't be that girl you know like don't be dramatic don't be a drama queen don't be a princess like those just the things going on in my brain not that that is a good or a bad thing it was just you know what was going on in my brain at the time and now I have obviously learned that that is not okay and I would stand up for myself now but I think that's taken a lot of life experience for me to be like that I wouldn't take harassment for a second nowadays I've been reading through other people's stories and my you know personal life people that I know on Facebook and I mean there's like genuine like rape stories and stuff which is just heartbreaking that these people have gone through this stuff and I can't imagine the internal dialogue that's been going on in that person's brain after they had that experience because I know how my internal dialogue was and it never even got close to what he really wanted to do that night in closing I think we can all do better we can all stand up for ourselves we can stand up for people around us when we see something we can say something we can teach our children what's appropriate and what's not appropriate and to stand up for themselves too and I don't know how to fix it I really don't know how to fix it but I felt like just sharing this like little part of my personal story might be helpful to somebody out there I don't know and like I said that common thread is that this is not a unique story this isn't it's not unique it's not different it's common and that's the problem it's very very common and I hope that someday it's not common and it's odd and people won't stand up for it all right well I am gonna stop talking about this now because it's like making me angry to talk about it but I wanted to share that you guys would have seen it on my um public facebook page and then if you guys are like friends with me in like real life you would have seen on my regular facebook page too which I don't post anything on my regular facebook anyways so yeah that is uh what is happening and um let's do the Doyle dog challenge before we go for the evening he's on the sofa guys are you liking your new sofa sir look he likes to hide his snout like where's your snout bud oh there it is there it is there's this note there's this note and I put an erin kondren sherpa throw on the um sofa so he's been loving that but um I think Doyle and I oh I'm sorry I think Doyle and I are gonna say goodbye for the evening um I hope you guys are having a great day and um I will see you guys in the next vlog bye guys you want to say goodbye to your friends no no I'm gonna have to say goodbye good friends we'll see you later all right bye guys hello hello my friends today is another day of vlog tober and I just got home I am currently microwaving the dinner because I have all of those leftovers from that like tuna casserole thing but fun news I actually just got an erin kondren package in the mail and this stuff is new stuff y'all so I will be leaving shameless plug and erin kondren link below I'm gonna leave two links if you've never purchased anything from erin kondren before there is a special link for you if you want to get ten dollars off of your first order erin kondren will actually email you a unique coupon code they're gonna send you a couple different emails but there's gonna be one email that'll be your ten dollar off coupon code so if you decide to make a purchase you get ten dollars off which is kind of awesome and um there's also another link which is also an affiliate link if you purchase using that link then apparently I get like a little kickback which is actually kind of cool so um thank you to everybody that's used that link and um supporting me because that's what it does so anyways I wanted to show you the fun thing so let me turn you guys around by the way packing slip is back which is weird because I haven't seen a packing slip in like a long time so comes with this purple paper and I got a ton of stuff oh god the lighting's horrible sorry it's super like dark already it's like only 630 but I got some of these these are the oh geez I'm sorry the lighting's so bad petite planner baby tracker obviously I'm not oh sorry my dinner's ready um obviously I'm not like gonna have a baby but I thought this would be cute for like if I have like a baby shower or like little first birthday parties or I don't know I just thought this would be really cute so I got a couple of these because you know like I can't help myself and I'm gonna give away some of these and then I got the petite planner pregnancy journal again I'm not having a baby don't you worry but I thought some of these were really cute and they could be used for anything besides the pregnancy journal thing you know like obviously like third trimester okay like I'm probably not going to use that let's be honest but all the rest of these it's really cute like if you go to like a gender reveal party like it's a boy or someone has a boy or a girl like you can put like it's a boy I don't know so again got a bunch of those because I've got problems I also got one of these this is the petite planner baby tracker but this oh shush yeah my um these are just kind of like the more functional stickers which I thought were really really cute um and it has silver foil too which I'm pumped up about I also got these these are the ones that go along with the pregnancy journal but um yeah again silver foil so I had to get it these I'm so excited about these are the um meal planner ones and I just thought these were all so cute and I love the gold foil because you know how I feel about rose gold y'all so again got a bunch of those because I've like oh my god did it holy shi-nikes y'all I got a lot of these okay and then these were new on the site and I think yeah this has a whole bunch of different foils so it's like the gold rose gold and silver foil but this says motivation and celebrations sticker pack and I believe that there are a couple there's three sticker sheets in there shush up microwave all right but I just thought these were really cute and really fun so of course I wanted to get a couple of those and I decided to get the meal planner let me open this up and I'll show it to you and I'm actually going to nuke my noodles like one more time so yeah so this is going to be a little bit hard to share like one-handed but I'm just going to go with it so anyway it's this feels like those kind of like jot your thought journals they're like bendy which I think is really nice and um anyway I has in the foil uh Aaron Conrad meal planner which is really cute and then you open it up and then it just says petit planner meal planner and then obviously like this book belongs to just like normal and then um you've got your days and then you've got like breakfast lunch dinner you could also put like on the bottom like snacks or anything like that and then you've got all of your days of the week which is nice and then you can type or not type in right in like a shopping list and then it says meal prep strategy so like you know if you're making say like a crock pot dish or something you can like prep out your stuff of like what's going to happen and then yeah so it does it all over again I don't think the entire book is this way okay so there's quite a few pages of just that so let's get into the back so like there's like this many pages of just that which is nice for like a weekly planner person or the weeks that you do have to plan out the meals say like you know all of that good stuff and then um in towards the back it has a dinner party meal plan and then also shopping list and then a cooking schedule whoa there it goes a cooking schedule which is really really nice also it has like a guest name requests allergies and then maybe what item that they're bringing so that's kind of nice as well and I think there's quite a few of these yeah there's a couple of these I'm not going to be hosting anytime soon but you know what that's okay all right so and then again new sheet this is a price tracker which is great for all my budget people out there so like the date the item the store the size price and then unit price so like if you're you know looking for like meat at a really good deal or you know some of those like more expensive items like seafood and um I don't know some of those things can get like really expensive that's always a great thing to have in the back of this and let's see if there's anything else oh yeah and then also um whoa my camera is like not wanting to focus today there it goes all right so and then also in the back is a little recipe log which is great so if you've got some like good recipes that you like maybe found off of Pinterest or something that you want to you know keep on hand for the family or you know whoever you cook for because I cook them for myself so whatever and then that is it and then you get your own sheet of what I just bought a ton of but these are so freaking cute and I just can't handle it it's so cute is it weird that I like love this avocado yet I actually like hate avocados and I hate guacamole weird right but they're so cute and that cute little carrot I actually really like carrots and I really like apples too so that works out really slick oh this is so cute I'm really excited so I'm going to start my dinner again because it's been a little while but um but yeah I'm so excited about this stuff and again I'm giving a give some of this stuff away unfortunately not to you guys I am giving in some of that stuff away to some of my local peeps and people that I see on a regular basis so I like to kind of spoil them with Aaron Condon goodies when I can so but yeah I'm very very impressed with the quality and I'm sure you guys will be seeing this in my upcoming planner spreads very very soon and also if you guys are interested in seeing my planner I've been posting a lot more on Instagram like this week I've kind of been slacking a little bit but um yeah follow me on Instagram if you guys are interested also I try to post my Instagram post to Facebook as well in case you don't have Instagram but all my links are always below so if you guys are interested in like seeing what I'm up to because I know these vlogs are kind of just going up when they're going up so I'm just kind of condensing a few days in a row and the microwave is going off again okay so um what was I saying yeah so follow me on Facebook or Instagram and you will hopefully see some posts from me so anyway I am going to eat my dinner and then I will check in with you guys in a little while once some time is passed but no time will pass for you so I'll see you in one second well hello and welcome to the darkness that is my home it is after 7 p.m. and I just got home and by the way sorry I didn't say goodbye yesterday totally forgot about that I was thinking about that when I was getting ready this morning I'm like I'm pretty sure that I didn't say goodbye yesterday so sorry but these vlogs are kind of just all jumbled together anyway so I don't think anybody missed it um today is Wednesday happy hump day so yeah I just got back home from Target which is why I'm home a little bit later than normal but um just got some groceries and stuff like super boring but I did find these which so cute these are the dove chocolates these are just the regular milk chocolates but do you guys see oops do you guys see they're like little ghosts isn't that cute I figured I would buy a couple bags of these and bring them to work for you know Halloween-ish time I don't know oh and of course my battery is like gonna die now but um that's kind of what's going on I really don't have much happening I'm so boring you guys now that I'm like not doing like videos I don't really have much to report but I've really been enjoying the time off let me tell you but um I'm getting some dinner started here I don't know what I'm going to make but I'm going to make something that includes boiling water so I don't know um but yeah so I think I'm just gonna hang out and chill for a little while and um then I will check in with you guys in just a little bit hello hello it is many hours later and it's after 10 o'clock I'm really tired I kind of fell asleep on the couch just a little bit like for like a couple minutes and I was like I gotta go to bed anyway I'm just kind of prepping it for the morning and uh I need to get my tea situated I just fill that thing up with water and then you take out the trash and then walk the doodle man which I will show you him because he's right here there he is he's sitting on the sofa enjoying his little life but anyway Doyle and I are gonna go aren't we bud but this will wrap it up for Wednesday and we'll see you tomorrow guys you wanna see about your friends yeah Doyle doesn't know how to talk all right I'll see you later guys bye somebody just got back from a walk and my nose is running basically because it's kind of like warm but it's also kind of like cold outside um so yeah but today is actually like 70 degrees outside so happy Thursday y'all I'm already in my comfort clothes because I actually just got some like logo wear from work so I don't really want to wear that on the vlog okay I'm crying I hope you guys understand but yeah so just kind of been hanging out and uh just got back from the walk with the pooper and he's judging of course yeah we well not we Doyle and I I guess is a we uh live in kind of like it's pretty much all developed like the land is pretty much all developed in the area but there's like a couple like little walking paths that don't have the land developed so he gets like little stickers in his paws and then he like can't walk because he's like help me help me but then I try to help him and he tries to bite me so yeah he does the like Doyle bite which is like I'm gonna grab on but I'm not gonna bite down like I'm just gonna grab I'm like ow that hurts even more because it's like you're not doing anything like he's just grabbing and it's like smacking into like the bone on my hands really irritating but yeah so I had to peel a sticker away from his little paw pad today so oh well but yeah I think I'm going to make some dinner as per usual it's 6 25 in the the evening I can't talk today and I think what I'm going to do tonight after I film like you know a little bit more is um finally put all the footage that's on this camera because the footage on this camera has been since Saturday and tomorrow is my laundry day Q&A so I want that to be like its own dedicated video so I'm probably not going to edit tonight but I am going to at least get in like get all of the video files on my computer so that'll be good because y'all have been asking a lot of questions on my little like Q&A thing I did I have a post on Instagram and a post on Facebook so if you guys have questions you can always find them there but by the time this video goes up the Q&A will be over but you can always ask questions okay you can always ask questions but yeah so I am gonna get some dinner started need to unload the dishwasher because I did dishes this morning which is weird because I normally do them in the evening but I ran the dishwasher this morning so I'm gonna unload this have some dinner and I'll check in with you guys in a little bit so it is several hours later and nothing much has changed however do you guys see the like Jesus light thing happening I think there's people over at my neighbor's house because there's a lot of banging on the side of the wall this evening so I don't know what's going on over there it's very strange but it's like a semi-retired couple like they're not retired yet but they're like less than five years away from retirement and they don't have any grown adults or like under 18ers live in there it's very strange so I don't know what's going on over there we have to do the Doyle challenge because it's all about Doyle hi buddy hellos hellos oh my goodness my goodness yeah hello dog yeah hello but yeah sorry it's like today's like really boring I don't have anything interesting to talk about I don't have anything interesting to say I don't know I'm gonna go look through this probably this weekend this is the coburns penny pincher because I like to pinch my pennies but I have so much crap that I need to put away like yeah I just need to pee away a bunch of junk I mean I guess technically it's not junk but I feel like it's like a lot of stuff so I'm gonna say goodbye for right now it is 9 15 and I think I'm just gonna go to bed like I always want to go to bed early like now and then I never get to because I just tell myself like one more thing one more thing and then like one more thing turns into like an hour and a half or two hours so whatever we're on but tomorrow's Friday which is great however I'm working on Saturday so oh well oh well and I am actually going to look Jesus like oh I'm actually gonna fill up my tea kettle because guess what I forgot to last night fill up the damn tea kettle so this morning I'm like wow that tea kettle went off like really fast because there was like just a teeny bit of water in there so I'm gonna do that and I'm gonna say goodbye so I hope you guys have a great day and I will see you guys very very soon bye


Welcome to another episode of Frightfully Forgotten's Trash or Treasure. But before we get started, what are we drinking? Today we are drinking Mad Man Mars in Octoberfest beer. Alright, so as you can see I'm the trash and I'm the treasure today. And today we're going to bring to you 2006's See No Evil. This one was requested by John Edano, directed by Gregory Dark. He's done quite a bit, but mainly what we really want to bring up is Between the Cheeks 1-3, New Wave Hookers 1-4, various music videos and such. In the 90's a lot of music videos. Glenn Jacobs is in this and he's currently the mayor of Knox County, Tennessee. He's most famously known as being a wrestler though. The Unabomber. Isaac Yankham DDS and Fake Diesel. What else? Did he do anything else? We might be missing one, but I'm not sure what it would be. That's gotta be Kane! See No Evil starts off with two police officers responding to some disturbance. They see this woman laying there with no eyes. Her eyes have been ripped out.  The one police officer is able to kind of just blindly shoot, got the guy in the head. Yeah, presumably killed him too. The whole police force shows up, killers not to be found, and they take the one police officer away on the gurney, with his arm just kind of sitting on the gurney. Four years later, and this police officer has done such a good job, you know, rewarded for having to lose an arm and duty, so they promote him to a prison guard. He's put in charge of taking a bunch of prisoners out of prison to go clean up this old abandoned hotel called the Blackwell Hotel. This Blackwell Hotel has a very storied history, all this money stored away in some secret vault. There's all these passageways too that have been built into the hotel. This group is supposed to clean up the entire hotel over the course of like a weekend, and this place is just a shithole. Like, yeah, there's nothing you can do, like even a high-pressure hose wouldn't do anything. Graveyard shift or something, that guy, and as each group kind of goes off to sort of clean, one guy's just destroying things with that pipe. Washing the paintbrush, because you're supposed to be doing some painting? Yeah. Like, what did you paint?  Somehow I feel their heart is not in their work.  They come across this bum. They kind of turn him over and he's got no eyes. Then all of a sudden the door opens up and this hook comes out, goes and hooks one of the kids and starts dragging him towards the elevator. And when he picks him up, his back all slams against the wall there. Yeah, from there on in, all these inmates keep getting picked off one by one by this monstrous man in the hotel. So this brings us to the trash of the movie. My biggest problem with this movie is the entire premise, letting these inmates out with supervision of one security guard and one woman. One woman, there's like eight of them to one guard. They're not even in like prison uniforms, like even someone doing community service or on those orange jumpsuits. They're all in designer clothes and everything. They're not shackled. They're not shackled and just go let them out. Just let them out.  Let them out. The inmates are like upstairs, like partying, and like the one woman almost gets raped and everything. When in real life would this happen? And also the fact that they're supposed to clean up this hotel, like nothing can clean up this hotel.  Like look at it.  Like there's that one woman like with the broom on the walls. Like yeah, that's gonna do a lot.  Yeah, exactly. Cain and his mom, there's no like backstory to this, to them like owning or living in this hotel or anything. How did they get to be in this hotel? And find all the passages and... Yeah, I mean intricate engineering that's been done with like those bells and pulley systems. Polly systems, yeah.  They could have done a much better job of actually making him intimidating. He's just a bald dude in a t-shirt. They could have like put like a cool costume on him or make him a bit more disfigured or something. To make him scarier, but he's just the bald guy wandering around in the corridors. Yeah.  Those silly teams, yeah. Like even if they used his wrestling persona, he would have been scarier. Yeah, I think so, like even with the mask and all that, right? Exactly. Oh, I don't even want to get into the unmasking of Cain when that happened. That was garbage. Is it even human? Well, yes, it's human.   It's really bad. The acting is also bad, but oh, is it? Maybe not because the dialogue they had to work with was so poor. Yeah. How can you judge the acting on such shitty dialogue? He kept her alive because she had tattoos. This day, Andrew doesn't have tattoos. The editing in this movie is of the day.   It's the worst. CGI goes into their body. Yeah, piercing the heart.  Yeah, you don't need that. Yeah. What if you show the person? Acting properly. Dying, then that is scary. Exactly. The reason for Cain being the way he is is too little, too late in this movie as well. To the point where I would have preferred that he didn't even have anything. Yeah, so it leaves it open. Why didn't they just keep him an enigma and just kill? CGI version of Cain falling from that window and there's no CGI really for the rest of the movie. But you wrote down, oh, no CGI. That is good. And it quickly got crossed out. So this is CGI Cain falling from the building. The background and everything. Like, aw, man. It's like, takes you out of the whole thing. Then he hits the ground and that hole into your gut. There's the pipe through his eye and everything. Aaaaaaah! Which brings us to the treasure of this movie. That's right. And one of them is, well, before that scene, the effects. The kills themselves kind of make up for a lot of the bad stuff. It does, yeah. And that's a hallmark of this movie is the kills. In that hallway, when the elevator door is open and it's a little bit like Texas Chainsaw Massacre, right? Yeah, very much so, yeah. Cain with the hook, right? And he gets that kid and he drags him in. Another great kill is the cell phone kill. Because it does have a little bit of social commentary to it because she's always on her cell phone all the time. Cain takes the cell phone, shoves it down her throat, and you can see, ah!  Like to make sure it's down there and kills her by shoving the cell phone down her throat. It's like, yeah. You want your cell phone? You got your cell phone. Yeah, exactly. The guy's letting her down. The window on the fire hose. He's slowly letting her go.  I love that scene because it's pretty tense.  Yeah, and then she's trying to get out, too, right of that thing, that harness and all that. But where do you go if you get out? Just down. Down.  So it's a pretty tense scene. Exactly.  It tightens and it snaps and it gets her at the ankles. So she knows she's hanging upside down. And then her arm.  Stray dogs come and eat her alive. It's a great, great kill. It's quite well thought out, I think. The whole thing is great. Between the lowering and then getting high and then falling and not dying and then the dogs at the end, just this icing on the cake. It's really good, yeah. It's probably the best kill of the whole movie. It is. It is, yeah. The mom getting killed, too, at the end, like after the big reveal, stuff like that, right? And then Cain starts to kind of come to his senses a little bit. He just picks her up and just throws her right into the wall and there's all these spikes. On the wall for some reason. But it's really good, like, whoa. All said and done, are we gonna rate this movie trash or treasure? Well, let's find out. What do you say, Justin? It's gotta be trash. I'm sorry, John. I know you recommended this movie to us and all, but I'm gonna have to say trash, too. Yeah. It was enjoyable in some ways, like the kills are great. And I was laughing, having a good time watching it, but would I watch it again? No. It's kind of the question. I don't think I would watch it again, so I'd have to say it's trash, too. Yeah, it's a good one off and it's a decent movie like to put in if you've got a party going on or whatever. You put it in and then you can kind of laugh at the kills. Not pay attention. Exactly. Now, it did spawn a sequel, which apparently I've heard is better. Danielle Harris is in it from Halloween fame, which has me intrigued. So I think I might want to check out the sequel at some time. We may just do a number two. And until next time, keep drinking.


Assalamualaikum, I am Sharmin Khatun and I am from Khulnath, Bangladesh I have a terminal stroke before 4 years and I have a lot of problems in my body So, I have seen many doctors in Bangladesh I have seen a lot of pain in my body I have a lot of pain and I am a orthopedic doctor in Bangladesh So, I will suggest three of them After MRI, my femoral head, hip joint I have seen a lot of problems So, I will suggest that if you are in a hospital in Bangladesh You can do an appointment here After that, I went to the hospital online After that, I went to the hospital I first saw Mrs. Sharmin Khatun, a 34-year-old lady who hails from Bangladesh She had come to me 1.5 years back with increasing complaints of both hip pain Which was troubling her from the past 5 years The pain gradually increased to such an extent that she could not walk without pain She had done all the investigations and examination back in Bangladesh Which included next phase and MRI And she was told that she has got a condition called as Irvascular necrosis of both the hips Which means that the blood supply to both the hips was cut off over a period of time When I saw her, the condition was in advanced stage And the only possible solution which would give her good results Was a totally replacement of both the sides We did the relevant investigations The patient decided to do one hip at a time And so I did the left hip replacement about 1-3 months back The patient did extremely well after the surgery Then came to me for her right totally replacement The surgery went well We did the uncemented hip replacement Which we do for all young patients wherever possible She is doing well about one month post surgery And she is able to walk a few steps even without the walker Then the doctor told me to do the hip replacement And he told me to do the same Then the doctor told me to do the hip replacement And I will be able to walk well And I will be able to do everything Then we went to the hospital On 1st January 2001 My surgery was done Then after 6 days I was released from the hospital The doctors, nurses and management were doing very well And I was able to walk well for 15 days So the management was good I was able to walk well And I feel that I will be able to walk well And I will be able to walk well And I will be able to walk well And the doctors and the doctors who are there On 1st January 2002 Where the head shape is maintained We can actually save the head by various procedures Like decompression With the without cell culture Or bone marrow aspiration cytology But in advanced cases like hers Stage 3 and 4 The only treatment which gives excellent outcome Is a total hip replacement So we at Manipal Hospital Offer a comprehensive solution To hip joint issues As in this case, thank you