it's not just like fasting don't eat or don't drink it's like really fasting from all the bad things it's a holy month yeah hello guys hi nice to meet you here is eddie and here is hen wow nice to meet you you guys too me too yeah so where you're from i'm from tunisia and morocco nice to meet you we are talking about lamata that's another level okay so maybe the lamadan in morocco and tunisia and you have it in germany germany so maybe it's all different and in korean lamadan is totally different too i'm gonna talk about that can you talk about your country's lamadan how is lamadan how is our atmosphere and what do you do in lamadan how is the food we're fasting can we talk about the food now yeah yeah it's gonna be so true i think like the most important thing in ramadan is with your family so family is the corp thing in ramadan so we always like have dinner together go out together in the night go shopping together shopping even yeah because in ramadan they have like these special marks you know like it's similar to christmas marks in europe so like these trees will be filled with those like food stands and small shops they also discount give you a discount yeah because after ramadan we celebrate in that celebration you have like to buy new clothes and buy like dolls for the kids and everything so you can get a lot of discounts but even with discounts we love to bargain yeah bargain sale yeah we love to bargain you can like one thousand one but we still bargain for that oh in morocco too oh they're so professional professional show for us we're so professional in the bargain especially the parents like yeah the mothers yeah wow i mean they get what they want they get with the price they want so they are waiting for ramadan i mean in morocco before they start all the mothers and the women go to the market and shop for the preparing the food of tour so they try the best to keep the budget in the log wow so the bargain is really important professional there's like techniques for that i got it oh it's interesting so it's the family it's really important yeah in ramadan the table should be full nobody missing everybody the table eating together and yeah enjoying together and the table should be full also yeah i'm really one of us the atmosphere the ramadan atmosphere it's really curious come to tunisia okay where do i have to go there's like a journey between us but you can go my mother knows you already so you can come to tunisia hello eddie is mom hi mom i love you she's fine then do you think there is a difference in tunisia and morocco ramadan i think the food is different yeah definitely definitely but the vibes how we get in ramadan is the similar do you have special like tv shows in ramadan of course tv shows there's like tv shows only for ramadan oh really we have tv shows only in ramadan is it similar yeah i think similar it's like our national tv and their national tv yeah it's like they produce a lot of shawarma so they're because they're hungry and nothing to do so they're just watching tv watch tv because like the thing is we have dinner we're watching tv together so it'll be food together and tv and then desert watch tv perfect yeah yeah i'm making that announcement can you like make it less commercials less commercials please please and only movies in drama and the drama yeah a lot of drama ramadan drama only in ramadan yeah yeah drama only in ramadan yeah yeah and then the keeper playing at the whole year the whole year you can watch it the whole year it's very interesting yeah i'd have like probably 20 dramas a ring in ramadan we have only new shows in ramadan only new shows in ramadan for ramadan wow very special you're really special and yeah and it's like the pranks pranks shows chinesian pranks shows are the best oh really it's like yeah and then they always like make those hidden camera shows where they invite politicians or celebrities yeah yeah and try like to prank them chinesian one is the best yeah how i want to welcome tv shows why why are you ashamed no be proud of yourself i have to go back to muraco so can you cut this now morocco need to know about her truth yeah i love muraco i want to talk about the korean ramadan because almost korean are not muslim and they don't know about the muslim culture and the fasting even they don't know about the fasting so i'm so curious about that how to handle your fasting in korea it's so curious i seriously like avoid explaining to people that i'm actually fasting really when someone asks let's grab a coffee i said okay let's grab a coffee after eight p.m. like it's really a hassle to explain like i live in germany but if i tell someone i'm fasting they completely understand what does that mean but in korea no it's like you don't drink you don't eat yeah why i mean if it was like to explain what fasting means it wouldn't be a problem but they don't understand like the reason behind it so they think like our religious like torture us was like a punishment but actually it's not just like fasting don't eat or don't drink it's like really fasting from all the bad things it's a holy month yeah it's like to focus more on your spiritual side rather than your desires yeah spiritual training yeah like you mentioned in the previous video you explained why you're fasting it's more about to understand first like how poor people the hunger and also to clear your mind and to learn to be patient yeah oh so many things yeah there are so many things in lamadan but usually korean people don't know about that well it's like really hard explain this so we really like we don't eat we don't drink it's really just a thing yeah the problem is they don't know about their religion that's why they wouldn't understand i think they should learn about their culture i think i think what make us like like patient about it because we meet and have it together because like i mentioned it's actually around people together yeah together it's really sad to each other yeah all right i want to do that too because for me i just do fasting alone and i do it alone so i want to do that together yeah i have to join us kevin carvin kevin you're saying publicity it's a publicity okay let's go let's go how about food how to handle the food because in korea there are so many delicious food and they are eating in front of you if they don't understand you so no it's okay okay i mean to it yeah because you know my brain knows i'm not going to eat so if not then i'm going to feel hungry or say oh my god i want to drink or i want to eat can you teach me how to do that mentor training yeah we've been doing this all my life you know it's just like to train yourself so for before you it's okay too yeah it's fine last time i've been with my friend in han river and everybody's eating and we're just like waiting for the sunset wow i mean i'd rather people eat besides me then say oh my god no we're not going to eat in front of you and i would feel really bad so it's better for me if they eat you know don't consider me because for me i went by subway i went subway and i saw a child drink water and i saw that and i was oh my god oh i don't know i feel like almost dead i mean water have never been this delicious yeah exactly i mean like sometimes like now water really like cold and present of god yeah that's that's why i learned to appreciate yeah i think everything yeah i mean it meant just like a drop of water is really really important right now i think it's really helpful to grow up your patient it's really it was really good to talk about the lamadan your countries and in korea it's so different and yeah you can learn many things through lamadan and i'm still learning too so it was really good good job like yeah fighting yeah keep going like keep going 30 days like you can do this 30 days nothing you know it's fine 30 days 30 days wow how about you do it all year round i'm out okay so thank you for watching my video take care and happy lamadan and happy enjoy your time with your family and friends okay so bye bye he called you eerie it's not eerie it's eerie it's in germany i'll be called eerie hello sorry how are you you don't have to touch the hand it's just ruin your fast yeah i'm not fancy this week too fast she's not fancy yeah i'm not fancy that's why like i shake your hand he is reported so both of them but they will kill you this is her name hi from morocco


If you use Ecamm live and don't know absolutely all of the preferences then this video is for you Hello, and welcome to take one tech. My name is Alec and in this video We're just going to be running through all of the different preferences that you have in Ecamm live And the reason being is that often the questions come up in the group And by the group by the way, I mean the Ecamm live Facebook group So just let me hold on a minute and back up If you are using Ecamm live, and you are not in the Ecamm live Facebook group, then what are you playing at? it is such an amazing place full of thousands of people all using Ecamm live to do awesome things and Everybody's willing to share all of their little tips secrets all the ways that they get things done and it's it's just a great place to be really full of Lovely supportive wonderful people all there to help So definitely if you're not already a member of that community then head on over there and just go to facebook.com groups slash ecamm live and We end straight away and join the fun So with that said, yeah, let's get back to the preferences and first of all, I should probably tell you how to find the preferences So I'll just come into my demo mode So here's my ecamm live from my scenes and if you come up to ecamm live There's a quick way in this but I'll just show you the menu way first You can come down to the ecamm live in the menu and then come down to preferences and Click there and you can also see the hotkey for that is command comma, but it is also on the window itself So just down at the bottom right here of all this sort of stack of little menus or windows that you can open You can show and hide the system preferences from there as well So once you've got that open I've actually created another scene, but I've made a proper border for it yet So I hope you'll forgive me. There you go What do you think about that? It's My face and the system preferences. I don't know whether you'd prefer it without me actually on it But there you go. You're stuck with it now because I've done it So here is the ecamm live at preferences window So let's just run through these different sections that we've got all along the top and let's talk through what they all do So the first one we're in the general tab is play app sounds It does actually tell you what these do but sometimes it might not be entirely clear Although they are pretty pretty straightforward. So play app sounds. So do you want sounds from different apps and things like that to come through? Right on cue my iPhone just a bling then so unfortunately this cannot stop sounds coming through from external devices I honestly didn't plan that but there you go. So play app sounds. So that will allow sounds to come through from From the app itself So like if you've got comments and things like that coming up on lives live streams You can deactivate that if you don't want them to be heard. So I have that deactivated Show animated reactions.  So you may want those to always be at the front I don't actually have that checked never found it a particular problem But then I've probably just got enough space that everything is is never really covered up anyway So I deal with that in other ways But if you are using a smaller monitor you may want to have that so that you know your scenes tab for example or scenes panel Was always that was always on the top When returning to live mode with unpublished changes, so this is related to I don't know if you even know about this It was added in one of the more recent releases where you can actually go into preview mode Which I should probably make a video about that separately but that is where when you're actually streaming you can do some edits to the scene and Go into preview mode so that it's it's not actually going out to the other stream But you can sort of edit the scene on the fly and then you can publish that and then that will make that live So it's if you want to adjust your scenes while you are actually streaming So when returning to live mode with unpublished changes Ask so that's basically if I had sort of gone into preview mode made some changes and then wanted to return to the scene would it ask me first to just double-check that do I really want to do that so I have that on because Yeah, knowing me. I would probably be halfway through something accidentally press it and then have something published I didn't want to be going live yet. So I do have that to say ask But you can also say publish or reverse changes Next is automatically hide comment overlays after and then there's a period of number of seconds And you can enter whatever you want in there And that is when you're doing a live stream and you've got comments coming in and you can click on them in the comments Panel and they will appear in the stream on the on the screen rather and so you can have them also hide after a certain period of time No, I actually don't have this on because Sometimes if this question is coming up, you might want to leave them on for longer So I just have that off But you might want to set that to you know, 10 seconds something like that if you've got lots of comments coming through And you want to be able to put them up and then just disappear automatically you can do that I also have a button programmed in my stream deck to take the comment off the screen So that's how I deal with that. I can just do it manually and I don't really get that many Comments at the moment. Maybe a little bit later. I might need to worry about this But certainly at the moment not not a big issue for me Show Skype's active speaker camera. So I have never used e-cam live with Skype I've used it a lot with zoom but never with e-cam with with Skype I've barely used Skype for years actually, but there you go. But this is basically so If that's toggled on then if you're on a got a Skype call coming into e-cam live Then just it would bring the active speakers window to the front As opposed to you just sort of selecting who is the which which window is being displayed So that's what that is But I don't know how many people actually use Skype hands up or comment down below if you still use Skype It's not many people. I know nobody has ever asked me for a Skype call for In fact, no one's asked me for a Skype call for three years. So there we go It's all at zoom and FaceTime these days. But anyway, so the next one is now you may not actually have this because I had a Friend that I was talking about a e-cam live with and I recommended that they have this toggled on and they said they didn't even have that option And I think it depends on the version of or the the model of Mac you have So this is a used discrete graphics card for main screen So, um, yeah, that's just boost performance by driving the main screen with this extra discrete graphics card So I think later max, you don't necessarily have this. It just depends on how old your machine is Check for updates. Obviously do that frequently. Although usually when you open e-cam live It will tell you if there's an update available and then also you can choose the recordings folder So that is the folder that it just defaults to By the way, it is always quicker to store to a You know a local hard drive, but if you are short of space Then you could still have it Storing to a local hard drive, but there's a little application called hazel that you can use I'm going to do a video all about this and when I do I'll Remember to come back and link it here because you can have it perform actions. So Any files that are saved to a location You could have hazel sort of clear them up after a day or two and move them somewhere else So if you want to have a really fast Speed then you can have it saving to your local drive But then you could just have something like hazel that clears up all those files and archives them automatically A little bit later. So i'm going to be upgrading to a mac mini. I've decided to take the plunge Rather than holding out for the 16 inch macbook pro m series whenever they decide to release that And that's what i'm going to do I'm basically going to have all the stuff going to the hard drive But then we're going to have a larger external drive and have hazel just shift everything over to there The day after I've recorded it basically. So that's what i'm going to do with that But this is where you would change the recording folder Now the next section is the account section, but i'm not going to go into that one because that's got my personal email address in So i'll give that one a miss But all it's got in there is basically just for you to be able to update your details So you can go and have a look at that yourself. It's pretty self-explanatory There's not much to cover in there in any case The next one along is the stream now because i'm recording some of these will be grayed out But you can change these stream size from either low res sort of 720 1080p or you can go to 2k 4k So that is where you would change that then you've got the stream shape So you can either have the widescreen which is what we've got here You could have it square if you want to make videos for other platforms Maybe instagram or something like that Then you can also change it to the ultra wide so more like the sort of letterbox style with the black and white Tops and bottoms or sort of more standard old school not standard old school sort of four by three ratio as well So you can change that ratio in there the frame rate. You can change that as well So i've got 30 frames per second, but you can change the frame rate So i've got that matching what i've got coming out of my camera But it does go to 60 frames frames per second Just make sure if you're streaming you've got the bandwidth to cope with that Then high quality video mode. So this one Broadcasts in the higher bit rates, but as it says this setting may be automatically deactivated If ecam live can't stream fast enough. So i've never had any problem with that as such But yeah, I always just have that selected and same with high quality audio I think that that is just automatically on if that one's toggled on to be honest with you But yeah, I just have those both on so why wouldn't you want higher quality video and audio? Next is the recording format. So I just have that as mp4 And then we come into the video section. So the default source I have camera some people prefer to have blank so that this is basically When you are starting a new scene or creating a new scene Do you want it to start with a completely blank canvas and build something up or start with the camera? I don't know take your pick on that one personal preference I suppose thinking about it blank might even be a bit better. In fact, why don't we do that? There we go I've changed my approach live Live on this recording. Let's put that as as blank because thinking about it I suppose I do do more of my things Where I'm starting and building something out and rarely have it as just starting with the full on camera. Don't I so I'm teaching myself something here. Yeah, you probably already know this. So there we go. The default transition I've just always left that as the default because to be honest with you. I'm not really interested in any of these like anything More sort of flashy I tend to just yeah just fade from one scene to another you can actually have it so there's absolutely nothing on So no transition. So if I was to go back to the scene it just literally flicks back to it Or let's have a little look at some of these other ones white flash So that would go to that and you see there is a white flash on the screen The most ridiculous one which I hope nobody uses is the copier So that is just a little bit ridiculous. I'm sure that's just put in there as a joke Ripple There we go. So yeah, I'm not really a big transition fan myself If I am I would do them in sort of animated overlays, I guess so that's that Fade out when finished so fade to black when The stream or the broadcast ends or the recording ends Autoplay video files. I have that on because where I've got videos embedded in the scenes I usually the way that I do things. I actually want the video to trigger as soon as it goes into the scene But if you were doing something for example, I don't know talking over sporting events Or something like that Or whatever it may be you may want to have that switched off so that when you load a scene Maybe you've got some Footage queued up. You don't just want it to autoplay when you load up that particular scene. So that's what that is Show picture in picture above overlays. Well, I definitely don't want to do that because I mean this not this scene But this scene here, for example, if I come to this one This is a picture in picture And I don't want it to be above the overlay I want the overlay to be over the the top of it. So, um, yeah, definitely. I don't want that one to be on Show picture in picture in new video file and screen sharing scenes That is like if when you have a new screen sharing scene Or when you have a new video Scene so this is coming back to this this source Do you want to have a picture in picture as a default? And so I just have that one switched off because I don't necessarily want it like that Now this one, uh, I've got it toggled off But I'll have to say that originally I wasn't quite sure exactly what this was for or rather and I didn't have a use for it So show ndi and siphon titles full screen. So, uh, the ndi and siphon title sources Will fill the whole window instead of being Behind a picture in picture. Now. I'd got that one. Just the default setting is on But it was rich graham who was doing a little test of a now I forget the original originator of this idea where you can basically do have a four camera angle Video where you have a 4k set the size to 4k and then basically you have four hd Video sources coming in and you record your whole Production like that and then afterwards you can import this into final cut or something like that and then you can crop in to each of those four sort of quadrants and Basically, then you've got four different camera sources all recorded in ecam live And you could sort of switch between them and do your your sort of final camera switch in a production In an external editor, which was a great idea but one of the sources that rich was using was ndi and There was an issue where it was just filling the whole screen and couldn't get it to just fit into One of the quadrants and I believe that the solution to that was to toggle this one off So I've toggled it off just in case in the future I ever come to try that myself although being so averse to editing as I am I'm not sure I will but anyway, that's what that's for It's related to ndi titles and them being full screen, but You may not have encountered any issues with this Disabled built-in camera. Yes, obviously I've got a rather old macbook pro and macbooks cameras are Ridiculous I don't know what they were doing They've certainly let themselves down and not been on the ball considering What an amazing job they do with the iPhone cameras How they could have sort of let the the macbook cameras languish for so long being so terrible I don't know and also I would never want it coming on because it's coming on at the wrong angle really So with my little green screen behind Yeah, there's no no particular circumstances where I would ever want to use the built-in eyesight camera on my mac So that's why I've just disabled it The next section is the audio and the speakers so you can select the default speakers I have it going through my short mv7 monitor. So the the headphone output from my microphone Use echo cancellation. Well, if you're using Monitors in ear monitors, which really you should be Then you don't really need to worry about this It's only if you're using your your max speakers or some sort of external loud speakers And in the room that you would want to use echo cancellation Uh broadcast system audio when uh, she Shall start that again Broadcast system audio When in screen sharing mode Well, it makes sense to want to share the system audio in there because you might be demoing a piece of software or something like that Um, but you could also have it all the time I don't see why you would want to do that because then any sort of Pings and pongs and things like that might come through onto your production when you're not really sharing anything So it'll be totally out of context Or you can share it never So it never picks up any sound Next one is automatically mute microphone and guest audio during video playback So that's if you've got a guest if you are on the pro plan and you have an interviewee come on Then it would mute the microphone and their audio when you're playing a video Well, I don't necessarily do that because or I don't do that obviously because it's not toggled I don't do that because I don't really play videos and things like that as such The only video that I do have playing are on a sort of scene by scene basis And in there I've set the mute automatically because it's sort of muted within the scene if you see what I mean So, uh, but that is what that is anyway Mic delay, I don't have any mic delay on here because um, I've never really found the need to With my camera, but I understand that if you're using other ways of getting the the audio in in fact You tell me if I need to be doing this If anybody can if anyone can tell me that there should be a bit of a delay and then perhaps there should but I'm using my Canon eos 60d 10 year old camera over usb into my mac and Yeah, I don't think I need to add any particular delay But I believe with the Elgato capture cards then some people add a couple of frames To it so to sort of keep everything all in in sync So that's what that is anyway Next next is map or input channels one and two to left and right So this is if you do have actually left and right channels that need to be mapped to the sort of stereo I've just got my short mv7 and I don't need to worry about that But if you're using I guess some other external device then you might have distinct channels that you do need to map Otherwise it says all audio input channels will be combined So basically just go into the both sides both the left and the right and stereo will not be enabled When the echo cancellation feature is turned on so if you do have this one turned on then you won't be able to do that in any case Next is a mute movie sound on speakers So again, this is if you are playing a movie and you've got speakers then it will mute it on there But again, I don't have that so you don't need to worry about that if you are using in ear monitors And record isolated audio tracks I don't know if you knew this Some people don't but you can actually have when instead of just getting a video output This isn't on as a default instead of just getting a file output when you do recording on ecumlive You can actually have it export the audio tracks as well and that will be the microphone track as one track Any sound Movie sound track and things like that. Those will all be individual tracks So if you just want to take out the the audio from your mic, for example And don't want any of the background sound effects or things like that Then that is the way to do it Um, that's a great. I'd need to make a video about that I think because it is a great little feature And it's uh, hopefully gonna help me to get back on with my podcast But you have left languishing for myself for a little while So, um, yeah, I'll need to get back onto that. Next is interview mode So play ring chime when somebody tries to join your your Interview your live stream. So when you give them give out your link, it will play a little sound Automatically answer guest calls where you don't necessarily want to do that You don't like to get the notification and then answer yourself Just to stop anybody coming in gate crashing Send guests to green room So that puts them in a little waiting area before they actually come into the stream So in case, you know, you can answer the call and let them in But not actually bring them online onto the stream until you are absolutely ready Turn off audio processing for guests and this is called musician mode So this what came up in the in the group recently about musician mode So this is where it is. It's turn off audio processing for guests Now this basically will give a better quality of if you turn it off It will give a better quality of sound technically But you do need to make sure that they are Wearing headphones because it will turn off any noise cancellation that e-cam lives trying to do as well And it will use a higher higher bit rate as well And yeah, as I say, it can be can cause issues if they're not wearing a headset But and it also incidentally says chrome browser and a desktop computer is required I'm not sure why the desktop computer is required, but there you go. That's what it says I've never noticed that before, but yeah, it only works in the chrome browser. Anyway Next one web interface defaults to dark mode Now I had that switched on for ages because uh, well dark mode is the only way to go really isn't it? So I thought I'd just force that upon anyone who wants to come onto my stream There is another reason which I heard from dark rock, which was If you have it on normal mode, then the browser is going to be a more light or white window And so that can you know be quite bright in people's faces and can Sort of illuminate them more than perhaps they should be So turning it into dark mode will stop there being this sort of bright lights also in front of them So, uh, it wasn't just because you want to force your opinions on others this toggle here It was actually for a real reason. So Now I feel justified in and actually forcing everyone into using dark mode So that is what that is uh guest web interface displays comments for viewer and Sorry, sorry for your guest and the view account. So, um, yeah If you don't want them to see what everyone's saying on the stream seems a bit cruel really But you could toggle that off Or if you don't want them to know how many people are on the stream you could turn that one off But obviously I just leave it on and they can see the millions that are tuning to my live streams Next one is uh lower music and movie sound for guests when in off air mode and this basically means When you are muted and your guest is muted But there's still stuff going on like for example in the sort of intro countdown maybe for a live stream something like that Where you've got background music coming What this will do is it will lower the music when you speak so that they can hear you It's called ducking where one sound level goes down to allow them to hear the other one What it doesn't do at the moment though is it doesn't work the other way So it doesn't actually lower the the sound of the the volume in your ears so that you can hear the guest So hopefully that might come out as an extra feature at some point in the future Uh, the next section here is the uh guest view. So what do they see? Do they either see the broadcast or do they just see your face? Uh, like speaking back to them Uh, I think you're probably depending on what you're doing probably want them to see the broadcast So they can see what's going on and if you're doing any demos or something like that They can see what's up on the screen. They can see what everyone else is seeing. So That's what I have left that as as that Next one is a screen sharing. So include desktop icons. So if you've got stuff on your desk On your desktop can't show you your desk unless you've got a top-down camera But on your desktop then you can hide those Uh, then the next one is uh, show the desktop picture. Well, I don't actually have a desktop picture I have my desktop picture is a gray background. But if I just toggle that off Then in fact, I need to toggle this one off as well. There you go. It hides Well, now I've just hidden the interface as well. I don't know but it hides the the desktop picture So if you've got a desktop picture that you don't want to see you can toggle that one off Next one is uh, this ad margin when zooming to an app or window So in the screen sharing mode, you can either share a whole screen or you can share a particular window The active window if you have this one selected add margin when zooming an entire window Which is the default by the way, it leaves like a little border around it And uh, that kind of look quite nice depending on how you're sharing the screen But because I tend to like to have my screen sharing although I'm not doing here Have them all sort of fitting into a precise window then I actually turn that one off Um, but yeah, that's uh, that's personal preference if you want the nice little border around it So you see the little sort of drop shadow and things like that around the edge Then you can leave that one on Next is optimized for better quality or higher bit rate. So Oh, sorry higher frame rate I always go for better quality because I just want the image to look better So this is specifically on screen sharing as well If you're sharing things that are you know, quite small text or things like that then I'd rather it have the better quality rather than the frame rate So you can actually see the the picture better Uh, next is in include the mouse cursor So you do you want to be able to see that on the screen And then also you can change the mouse cursor size and then also show mouse clicks now I've got those on but actually, uh, I if this one down here is toggled on then I tend to use my pro mouse anyway And so this last one show everything when sharing the entire screen Uh, so this shares the screen contents with no changes This mode will include ecam live in the broadcast So I do do that because most of the time when I'm sharing my screen Uh, I'm either sharing my secondary screen that doesn't have any ecam live stuff on it Or I'm sharing my main screen that does Have the ecam live stuff on it and the reason is I want to show ecam live So that is why I have that one, uh, toggled on So that is that and then we're nearly finished now because the next few are just some little facebook, uh, linked in and youtube Settings and the first one is show the title field So if you're going to go live on facebook from within ecam live Then there'll be a little button to go live And then there will be also a little thing down at the bottom corner probably down this corner That will have a title and a description. So this basically just toggles on and off that that title field So then uh next is disallow embedding so it prevents facebook broadcast from being embedded in other sites So I don't actually do much streaming to facebook to be honest with you But I don't think I would mind people embedding it in their site. It's all just is extra exposure at the end of the day The the business page that it is assigned to is take one tech But here you could just click there and it would show all of your other pages And I've got quite a few so I'm not going to click on that one at the moment Pages that I manage and then uh, if depending on which page you're streaming to It can automatically cross post to other pages as well. So that's all set up on facebook site The next one is to do with um sponsor IDs and Sponsor ID for branded content posts. It's not something I'm familiar with, and I think if you need to use that It's something you would probably know what your sponsor ID is, but it's not something that I do personally Next with linkedin is just basically the nearest location. Well in case you weren't aware I'm in Thailand. So I have this to southeast asia This is the nearest uh location for your streaming server So you can just click here and change the the region that you're in and finally is youtube By the way youtube categories, which one do we do? I'm not sure how to and style Well, I do kind of like how to guide don't I but then it is tech. So is it science and technology? I'm not sure Some people do entertainment. I don't know that I'm particularly entertaining I'm not really sure which of these to go to so I go into how to and style. I'm certainly not stylish But the bit about how to about these videos, isn't there? 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Hello everybody, welcome to part two in our new series, Uncovering the Magdalene. As most of you probably know, my opinion is that through this great awakening, one of the things that is being restored is the Divine Feminine, the true Divine Feminine. Not the Baphomet, not the inversion of the Feminine, but the Divine Feminine. No one in our history embodies that energy quite like Mary Magdalene. It is my personal belief that Mary Magdalene was the twin flame of Yahshua, Jesus, the Christ. And in fact, both of them together created the Christ consciousness. We know that Mary Magdalene was not a sex worker, and we're learning that she most likely was not from Magdala, as we have been told. We were taught that her name Magdalene was from her hometown, but again, it appears that Mary was probably of Greek descent, at least through her father, and most likely grew up in Egypt. So if that's the case, what does the Magdalene actually mean? I asked this question on my community board last week, and I truly loved all the responses. Multiple heads are better than one, and together we will figure out the truth behind this mystical and magical woman. It is our understanding that Yahshua himself carried the bloodline of A.B. Negative. But the Magdalene, she carried, allegedly, the bloodline of Atlantis. Because you see, we know that our timeline is off. We know that the fall of Atlantis wasn't as long ago as we've been taught it was. And through the union of the Divine Feminine and the Divine Masculine, both spiritually and physically, a new timeline was born. And it is my opinion that where we're sitting right now in our current time mirrors that time.  Last week in part one, I just read the introduction. And this week we're going to go a little bit further into this book. Now I'm reading along with you guys, and I saw that a lot of you guys went and got this book. So I'm super, super excited to hear your opinions as well. But all in all, I'm hoping what this series will do will ignite a conversation.  And the truth about our own divinity and our own connection to source. As many of you know, the Gospel of Mary teaches a very different theology than the one that is taught at the churches today. On my opinion, the missing books of the Bible, especially the Gnostic books as the Gospel of Mary is considered to be a Gnostic book, tell more of the true story of the teachings of the Christ. For those who have been on this channel for a long time, you know that part of my research is uncovering the matrix of the church. We know that the church is part of the dark cult. We know it's controlled by the same people who control our media and everything else in our matrix system. We also know that the canonized Bible has been heavily edited and heavily manipulated. And as most of you know, I did a deep dive on King James I from the King James Bible a few weeks ago for David Zublik. And yes, the King James Bible is definitely not a Bible to be trusted. I will put a link to that episode down in the description box below. Again, as I've said many times, this unveiling, this unmasking of the church matrix has not robbed me of my faith. In fact, the opposite, it strengthened my faith because it's shown me that the God, our Creator, our Source, is far more loving than anything that was ever taught to us. And through the Gospel of Mary, along with the other Gnostic Gospels, we see how it is us in ourselves that connect solely to Source. So with that being said, let's go ahead and start with the first section of the book, Mary Magdalene Revealed. If you have the same copy as me, it's page one right after the introduction, and it's entitled Why I Could Kiss a Copped, C-O-P-T Copped. Now normally when I do readings, I do it in podcast form because I felt like it would be a little bit boring just to see me read. But you guys said you would prefer it if I read on camera, and this will give me a chance to engage in more discussion, even though you're not currently right here while I'm filming. I'm hoping that any questions I propose in this video, or topics that are brought up, or themes that are brought up in this book, you will be able to then interact down in the comment section below. So this section starts off with a quote from The Thunder, The Perfect Mine, one five through 10, I am the first and the last, I am she who was honored and she who was scorned, I am the whore and the holy woman, I am the wife and the virgin, I am the bride and the bridegroom, I am she, the Lord.  You guys know that song I'm talking about. That's kind of what that, if you look up the lyrics to that song, that's kind of what that reminds me of. So anyway, it just gives you the complexity of being a woman, right? So it goes on to say the earliest evidence of the lost gospel of Mary Magdalene was discovered in January of 1896 at an antiquities market in Cairo by a German scholar named Carl Reinhardt. It was written in Coptic on ancient papyruses. Coptic is an Egyptian language that is still used today by Egyptian Christians called cops, again, C-O-P-T-S. It was placed in the Egyptian museum in Berlin with the official title and catalog number of the Codex Barolinesis 8502. I probably didn't say that right, which is a mouthful. So scholars refer to it as the Berlin Codex. Now, interestingly enough, I have Coptic Egyptian in my lineage. That's super interesting to me. I found out so much about my own heritage. I actually do have a lot of Greek as well. So I have a lot of Coptic Egyptian and a lot of Greek in me. And then some of the Levant, some Lebanese, a lot of Romanian. And then the rest is just Northern European, obviously. Egyptian tologists Carl Schmidt set about creating a German translation of the gospel, except for the missing pages. So again, if you were here last week, remember in the introduction, she spoke about how all the copies found of Mary were missing pages one through six, meaning that those pages were probably ripped out of the gospel deliberately and not through time. So there must have been something very, very potent on those pages. So except for the missing pages, the text was in good condition. And since Coptic script was used almost exclusively by cops, Schmidt concluded that their communities in Egypt were the ones to translate, preserve and perhaps even save the gospel of Mary from complete erosure. So again, the gospel of Mary was found in Egypt because it was buried in Egypt with a lot of the other gospels when an edict was put out after the Council of Nicaea, which I have spoken about a lot with Constantine, basically it was put out telling everybody if they had these books, then it was bad news for them, you know, like execution style, bad news. And so a lot of these gospels were buried in hopes that people would find them years later. The publication of Schmidt's translation of the gospel of Mary was ready to go to the printing press in 1912. But just as the printer was nearing completion, a water pipe burst and destroyed the entire first edition. Schmidt tried to salvage the mess, but was interrupted by World War One. And then before he could return to resurrect the project, he died in 1938. He bequeathed the project to another scholar by the name of Walter Till. In the meantime, in 1917, a small third century Greek fragment of the gospel Mary was found. It was known as Papyrus Rylans 463 and was also discovered in Egypt. This version added clear confirmation to passages of the Berlin Codex and also additional evidence about the gospel's early date. Walter Till incorporated the new information into his translation of the gospel of Mary. It was ready to go to print in 1943. But by this time, World War Two made the publication of Mary's gospel again impossible. And then Till gave up his attempts altogether. It's so interesting to me, especially if you guys have been on this journey for a really long time with the Great Awakening, not just with the missing bucks of the Bible, but with everything we know about the world and what we've been living through, especially these last like 100 years. And we know that both the World Wars were not just started haphazardly, that there was a plan put in place there. And it's interesting how we've kind of taken this leap to the end of this timeline. And we know that time and spirit world is different than our humanly time, but that all these things started to happen, not just for the nefarious purposes of them happening globally, but they also stopped the information in this gospel coming out to the people. Again, you guys know that a lot of these gospels that are missing, they are in their full context under the Vatican in the Vatican Library. We know that biblically there should be 777 books in the Bible, and we only got about 66. And we only have about 45 of the missing books, because again, they were found in excavations and digs. And Gospel of Mary was one of them. So it's interesting that when they started to kind of be rediscovered, all these world events started happening that, yes, has pushed us to where we are now with this battle between good and evil, but was also stopping this publication for being released. All right, they go on to say, when the war was over, there had been a discovery in a village called Nakhamadi in Egypt of a large amount of early Christian scripts. The Nakhamadi Library, I've spoken about that a lot. For example, the Gospel of Thomas, the Gospel of Philip, and this powerful and poetic piece of scripture called the Thunder Perfect Mind among many others. No copies of the Gospel of Mary were found among the preserved texts at Nakhamadi. However, the two texts that were found within the Berlin Codex rolled up with the Gospel of Mary appeared among the mass findings of manuscripts, the Apocryphon of John and the Sophia of Jesus Christ. We've read the Apocryphon of John, and I'm so glad she's bringing this up because where I'm planning to go with this series on the Magdalen is actually into the Sophia, which brings us into the priesthood of Isis. And as I said in the last video, I know a lot of fundamentalist people who have been heavily brainwashed and mind controlled by the church are going to have huge issues with this because Isis has also been inverted.  They were all very, very magical, very, very powerful women who worked for the light. All right, these texts discovered at Nakhamadi were collectively referred to as the Gnostic Gospels because they focus on gnosis, which is a Greek term meaning self-knowledge or more specifically the knowledge that comes from direct experience. We've talked about this so much. Gnosis is the heart of the true Christian faith. It's at the heart of any spiritual study or faith is the idea of inner knowing. And the opposite of gnosis, again, is Edeo or outer knowing. So your universities, your studies, the book studies, that's all Edeo. Even reading this book and talking about it is a form of Edeo. But gnosis is inner knowing. No one can teach you gnosis. Gnosis is just as the yoga sutras say it comes at Prativa, comes at a flash of illumination. All right, the label Gnostic, though, created a misperception around these early Christian texts and Mary's Gospel got thrown into the confusion. So let's be clear. There is no such thing as Gnosticism. There wasn't a cult of organized Gnostics, these ancient texts to find. And we've talked about that again. It's just a philosophy of study. These texts, including the Gospel of Mary, are evidence of the various forms of Christianity that existed before the fifth century. When the current form of the Bible was created, basically, which we know Constantine totally like did that on purpose and changed things and threw things out. I've done a whole, whole, whole deep dive into Constantine. So please check that video out if you haven't already. I know I just made Christianity plural there. But this is what these ancient texts prove. There were many threads of Christianity in the wake of Christ. And one of those threads, let's call it a red one, believed women were as worthy as men to teach and lead the church. But this obvious, but this, but this wasn't obviously the thread that went out, basically, yes. And we know that because we know in some of the other missing Gospels, like the Gospel of the Holy 12, Jesus anointed women to teach as well. He was very revolutionary when it came to understanding that women were just as important as men. And we see a lot in the fundamentalist sex, especially in here where I live in the Southeast, these huge, like fundamentalist Baptist sex that really degrade women, basically teach women that they are not human beings, that they are basically just a walking meat suit that should be subservient to their husband, that everything they have comes through their husband, including their relationship with God. Again, I'm referring to organizations like the IBLP, which most famously was part where the Duggers from 19 Kids and Counting with Josh Duggar were part of the IBLP. We're reading Michael and Debbie Pearl's book on the Dark Outpost. They're very much a part of that fundamentalist idea where women are not important, basically. So that's what she's saying here. And I think that's what's so enlightening about the missing books of the Bible, especially the Gospel of Mary, is that everything we've been taught about women from the church was not what Yahshua taught. And that Mary herself was a part of this Christ consciousness. Again, this is the rise of the divine feminine. The divine feminine should have an equal place with the divine masculine. It shouldn't be that women are better than men or men are better than women. It's just this energy needs to be equal. Here is a curious sympathy or secrecy. Supposedly, these texts found at Nakamadi were smuggled from out of Egypt and sequestered for a while in the manuscript collection of the Swiss psychiatrist Carl Jung. This is fascinating to me at least because young believe that the church would die without the mother and that the feminine had been submerged into our collective unconscious. He also wrote the Red Book, which is essentially his efforts to connect directly to his soul. We do know that the divine feminine correlates to the intuitive arts as well. And even though the divine feminine in the way I'm speaking about it is the role of women, we know that both women and men carry both the divine feminine and the divine masculine in them. So a man who gets in touch with his intuition, his intuitive arts is in touch with his own divine feminine. The commonality between all these early Christian sacred texts found buried in Egypt is that they spoke of this hidden, more human and feminine side of Christ of Mary Magdalene's importance and of salvation as an inward act of personal transformation. The Nag Kamadi findings were at least released to a panel of international scholars to begin to assess their import and contribution to understanding the beliefs of some of the earliest Christians. So although Mary's Gospel was found in 1896, the first print edition of her gospel wasn't published until 1955. Mary's Gospel is the only gospel written in the name of a woman that we know of. OK, I'm going to I'm going to add that in there because there are more Gospels under the Vatican that we haven't seen. So there might be more written in the name of women, but this is the only one that we know of now. A third and potentially final version of the Gospel of Mary has been found also in Greek. This is a very significant discovery as author, scholar and Harvard Divinity professor Dr. Karen King explains in her translation of Mary's Gospel because it is unusual for several coffees from such early dates to have survived. The attestation of the Gospel of Mary as an early Christian work is unusually strong. Episcopal priest and author Cynthia Wargelt claims that if Dr. King Karen is correct, that would place the Gospel of Mary Magdalene written with the earliest strata of Christian writings, roughly contemporary with the Gospel of John. This arduous and somewhat calamitous process of Mary's Gospel finally making its way into print feels significant to me. It reflects the almost magnetic reluctance of shifting our perspective about her, like the effort of what it would take for a river to change directions. And for me, it reflects the process of what it has taken me personally to share my truth about who she is and the truth about how her Gospel has impacted my life. As we make our way through each passage, Mary's Gospel contains I also include passages at the start of certain chapters from these texts, the Gospel of Thomas, the Gospel of Philip, and the Thunder Perfect Mind because they help to contextualize Mary's Gospel. Her Gospel wasn't the one off unicorn among horses type of scripture. Reading it alongside these other Gospels and early Christian scripture allows us to see that it was a part of a community of belief. And I have read through the Gospel of Thomas and the Gospel of Philip on this channel. Again, those were some of the original Gospels we read through. So I will place those links again down in the description box below. However, I take that back. I think I'm actually just going to put the dark outpost playlist below because that is where all the missing books, the Bible that we have personally read through, including the Apocryphon of John are in that playlist. And so you can go through at your leisure and read or listen to or read along with whichever one you want to dig into as well. I have been trained as a theologian, which just means a person who engages in the study of God. Or in my case, a person who engages in the study of all that has been left out of our ideas of God. I will draw from my direct experience and illuminate each passage as far as I'm able to and also move us through the legend of Mary Magdalene herself and her misunderstood status as the pentatent prostitute to reveal a much more historically and theologically accurate version of who she was and remains. The seven powers mentioned in Mary's Gospel, darkness, craving, ignorance, craving for death, enslavement to the physical body, the false peace of the flesh, and the compulsion of rage are the precursors to Christianity's seven deadly sins, which are pride, greed, envy, gluttony, lust, sloth, and anger. And I believe they are the seven demons that Luke ate two claims were expelled from Mary, with him with the twelve as well as some woman who had been healed of wicked spirits and of infirmities. They were Mary known as Mary of Magdala from whom seven demons have been expelled. Now again, I disagree with this. We know that the book of Luke was changed by Constantine and we know that Mary was not from Magdala and we also know that she probably did not receive an exorcism from Jesus. What we now know from historical research as well as missing texts is that what was about to happen to Mary was R-A-P-E, from physical men as well as demonic attacks. And I think a lot of us who have been on the receiving end of Black Magic and of spiritual attacks understand this a lot better than what was taught to us through the manipulated and edited book of Luke. The emphasis of that passage is traditionally on the fact that Mary had been healed of those seven demons, but I like to focus on the fact that Mary was first to be listed among the women who had been healed and that walked with Christ. These are the same seven powers or demons that Pope Gregory in the sixth century proclaimed, dearest homily, 33, proved her sinfulness. For me, rather than proving how far she fell, I see the seven demons as proof of how much she overcame. And again, as I just said, I have a completely different opinion on this because I am coming from a different awakening than when this book was written. And we again, we understand that the canonized book of Bible itself cannot be trusted as far as what the information is given because of people like Constantine the Great and King James the First amongst other people. And we talk about healing. It's interesting now, and I think of like total healing. I also think of the quantum healing too that's coming with a physical body, not with the soul, but with the physical body. So when she talks about healing here, my mind kind of also goes to a different place now. It feels important, potent maybe, to make a small yet conscious effort toward reparation, to repair our idea of Mary Magdalene. I'm going to move through the seven powers she teaches about in her gospel and give my version of an homily or a sermon. And by sermon, I don't mean a formal or official one. They're more like love letters. And even though these seven powers will progress from the first to the seventh in a linear way in this book, they are meant to be understood as powers that circle back into our lives again and again for some of us several times a day. And each sermon like love letter in a way will be a chance for me to practice a Christianity that never excluded Mary's gospel, and that understood these seven powers not as demonic or sinful, but simply as human. So again, we call that these, these clashes, as we call them in yoga, they're clashes, they're obstacles. They loop back around again. We call that a samskara in yoga. It's like, if you remember the old records and you put the needle on to play the records and it would skip, or if you had a CD player back in the day, it would skip. That's like a samskara and it needs to be cleaned or healed. And so that's what Mary is pointing out. But again, as it's taught in yoga, these clashes, these are part of being human. These obstacles are not necessarily again demons, as she's saying. They're more like demonstrators. There are ways for you to find out who you truly are, if you choose to actually do the work to go through them. For the passages of Mary's gospel, I have referred to Dr. Karen King's translation from her seminal book, The Gospel of Mary Magdala, Jesus and the First Woman Apostle. For the list of the seven powers translated from Greek and Mary's gospel, I've preferred the translation of the book, The Meaning of Mary Magdalene. The Gospel of Thomas, I have used Elaine Pagel's translation from Beyond Belief, The Secret of the Gospel of Thomas. I have used a lot of Elaine Pagel's work myself in my own research. Some of you might remember, I've spoken about her a lot. I really like Elaine Pagel's lectures and her research as someone who's like in the matrix as far as the university system. Elaine Pagel has a really, really good head on her shoulders and she's very, very grounded from what I see of her work into the reality versus what's just taught in the narrative. And I have used Orthodox Theologian John Eves Lepu translation of the Gospel of Philip from his book, Jesus Mary Magdalene and the Gnosis of the Sacred Union. Any passages from the New Testament that I quote or refer to are from Dr. Howell's A New New Testament, a Bible for the 21st century combining traditional and newly discovered text. I came across the quote that opens this chapter from the thunder perfect mind in my early 20s before I found Mary's gospel, but in many ways it led me to it.  I have to brace myself against the bookshelf from the shock and extreme relief I felt in the corner of the bookstore where I couldn't stop inhaling it. I had no idea what God was or what. I had no clue that I would soon be devoting my life to a feminist theology, but everything in me knew this is what I had been missing. I laugh at that because I have read a lot and I grew up a lot in what they call purity culture, especially in the evangelical churches and this is what they teach a lot in fundamentalist churches where women are basically defined by their sexuality and you are taught to fear sex until you are married.  This voice was raw and contradictory and powerful and paradoxal. It made so much sense to me I wanted to scream sincerely for the first time in my life hallelujah. I didn't understand why but finding this voice made these crazy rivulets of joy, these electric currents of energy raced through me. My eyes read and reread I am she the Lord. And now we're going into we can't half-ass death so again that I am she I am the Lord that goes back to my theory that Mary Vandalin was the second half of the Christ consciousness. And I'll go on to say my friend Stephanie from spiritual perspectives of our great awakening has brought up in the book of Revelation it talks about I am the alpha and the omega. There are multiple places even in the canonized bible where it's referring to two halves of the Christ consciousness not just one the masculine and the feminine I'm the alpha and the omega. So this brings us to the next section we can't half-ass death every nature every moduled form every creature exists and with each other and that is actually from the book of Mary 2-2. I set up in the middle of the night several years ago scrolling through the internet like it had secrets to reveal to me. I clicked through an article about a seed bank that's very deep in the mountains in Norway. Supposedly there are over 800 thousand varieties of seed from plants to trees to fruits and vegetables. It is the world's reserve in case of mass destruction. Almost every country in the world has made a deposit but only one has made a withdrawal and that only recently, Syria. The war has so devastated the land that they needed to ask the world's reserve for some seeds to start again. It fascinated and horrified me at the same time that a seed bank in case of world destruction would be needed. That we need to have a backup plan to safeguard ourselves against what we've forgotten how dependent we are on each other and the planet. But I also imagine walking through row after row of all those seeds the magnitude of all that potential. The mountain vault might as well be holding bars of gold. Seeds are the precursor to currency. They are the original coin and it felt inescapably hopeful that I stumbled upon this scary and interesting fact. I resonated with needing to start over or wanting to begin again. Actually, I didn't want to start over who does. I just knew I was at an end. I mean how poignant is that for us now? We have to start over. We're at the end. We're at the end of the old timeline and we're coming into the new timeline. This is why I don't actually now believe that the Magdalene and the Christ or Joshua, the two Christ, are here right now in human form. Because I don't believe we're entering into the apocalypse. I believe we're actually in a post-apocalyptic world right now and I think that the Yeshua and the Magdalene, the incarnates of that energy will take human form again after the ascension. And actually if I'm getting a little bit more graphic and I know some people are going to not want to hear this, I actually now believe that their conception will be what kicks off the true ascension for humanity, that vibration that happens. If you know what I mean is what's that conception is what's going to actually push us into starting the new timeline and ascending for humanity and then their birth will come obviously nine months later. So I know that might sound crazy for a few people but and I might change my mind on that I don't know but that's just kind of what I'm getting right now from my research and it's an interesting point of discussion. So again my mind might change later on but for now that's kind of where I'm that's what I'm kind of thinking right now. So every nature, every modeled form, every creature exist and with each other. This is how the Gospel of Mary opens after the initial missing pages and I am not sure if there was ever a more eloquent way to describe love. It is not a love we've seen in practice very often, sometimes in moments of crisis but it's a love that renders us all equal. It's a love that says I am not separate from you. We exist in and with each other. It's a love that reaches everything and everyone. If we all exist in and with each other then we are all connected. Now this again goes back to the whole twin flame thing that we've been speaking about a lot especially with Taylor and Stephanie. Now on Twitter a while ago I posted that there is a theory that the 144,000 spoken about in the book of Revelation are twin flames and so 72 are women, 72 are men, are embodied women and men and they've been around since the beginning and I believe that the conception of Mary and Joshua in the beginning also ignited that that connection of twin flame. I also believe that Mary and Joseph were twin flames as well as Mary Magdalene's parents. I think I know who Mary Magdalene's father was. He is a character in the Bible. I'm not ready to come forward with that yet because I still need to verify some things and I'm pretty sure I know who her mother was even though her mother was also not mentioned in the Bible as well. Her mother was through the priestesshood of ISIS too and her father was a very powerful leader in Egypt in that time. So there's all this idea of twin flame and twin flames are also coming back now. Now a lot of times twin flames do engage in a romantic relationship but sometimes they don't and we've said that before sometimes twin flames don't involve a sexual relationship. That's rare though usually they do and it is my understanding that twin flames are the same soul just living in two different bodies one of the divine feminine and one of the divine masculine. Now with that being said Taylor has said this very eloquently just because you have a twin flame does not mean that you are not complete without your twin flame. You are complete, you are absolutely complete but the passion and the love that you have for your twin flame when you find that person will be like none other. It's extremely intense and a lot of times twin flames will not find each other until later in life because they have made that agreement to go on separate journeys to really work on themselves as individuals so when they come together magically whatever work that is whether that's romantically or not it will be even more powerful because the two are in their own autonomy in their own sovereignty as individuals understanding who they are to each other as well. It's all freaking wild but it's all just so magical and so fantastic and so one thing that we have noticed is one thing that the dark group the dirty bunch has tried to do is have tried to divide up twin flames tried to keep them separate from each other again most of the time they're not they don't come on to this earth knowing each other are are leading at a young age they they meet later in life normally and again that is done intentionally so that they can work on themselves as individuals but the devil does take advantage of that evil does take advantage of that and will try because of that reason to keep people apart and a lot of people are struggling this with this right now I've many people who have found their twin flames are being kept apart from that person for a particular reason but just know it's because that energy together is very powerful these are the energies that brought in the Mags on the Christ the first time so that goes back to my theory about this time as well if that makes sense again some people might think I'm crazy for saying that my opinion might change but that's just kind of where I am on my own research again this is more of research from books and also more psychedelic understanding of the spiritual realm there is no stranger no immigrant no alien no other I was realizing as I was wide awake yet again at 3 a.m that being fiercely independent only gets us so far and it's actually a good sign when an when in an old way we're operating in a world comes to an end but it doesn't feel good at all it feels like anxiety attacks or drinking too much or insomnia or watching tv like we'll get paid for it or a little bit of already above which is how I was handling it so yeah independence only gets you so far I consider myself to be extremely independent but I do also like having a partner I do also like sharing my life with someone even though as a woman I can take care of myself I do also like feeling the protection from a man sometimes it has to get worse before it gets better I felt like this is an adage I cling to it it's true to the same degree that you can't half ass death what we have to die all the way to be dead and this is what scares us about it it's finality but in life this is just the way it is you have to die all the way before you can resurrect as Cindy says you have to descend before you can ascend we know as I've talked about there's a lot of black magic going on right now apparently black magic is way more common than I have given it credit for in the past but sometimes people are having to be pulled into these this dark night of the soul in order to actually hit rock bottom and come back out of it again and that's what she's saying here that's what Cindy said you have to descend to ace it you have to hit rock bottom in order to understand who you truly are okay so for me when things got worse when I was moving every other year to afford rent until I found myself isolated out in the woods which felt like the wilderness after city living in a tiny in tiny apartments for most of my life the fourth move with my little man my seven-year-old son and I was awake night after night because being alone in the house unsettled old trauma from dormant to a palpable terror I dreaded going to sleep I understand that I've lived in a city most of my life and every time I'm in a small town I get really freaked out by the darkness by the sound because I always hear things there's always some light coming into my room here or noises always happening as much as I tried I couldn't reason with my nervous system I would hear noise while I was asleep and I'd shoot up in bed like a meerkat and able to relax for the rest of the night I was exhausted I was exhausted not just from lack of sleep it was from all the energy it took to remain blind to what I could almost see that night but not quite it was standing right behind me like Jason in his hockey mask from Friday the 13th I needed to go home to Cleveland and she writes Hugh horror music I could afford to stay till then and I would have my family to help me but then I would also have to come face to face with why I had left left home in the first place and so now I'll tell you what I heard later that night after reading about the world's seed bank just don't judge me or try not to actually I can't ask you that because I judged it when I heard it I felt one of those sinking sensations as if my whole body responded fuck in slow motion I was lying there in bed frozen again like a wide-eyed meerkat because I had just heard a loud very suspicious noise from the basement and maybe you've had a nice like that too or some version of it when seemingly beyond your control your mind starts making a moral inventory of all your shortcomings of all those times when you now realize you should have said yes but said no and the opposite all those knows as if there was a way to not end up here as if there could have been a choice that would have led you to the expectation you had for your life then for this quick but clear millisecond I realized that this was a state of mind that have become my default I realized I was in prison in prison again in this onslaught of judgment I wasn't actually there in my room but trapped inside my thoughts and in this millisecond I saw all the comments I've been making about myself about still being single and isolated and lonely and disconnected and anxious and literally in the dark and I realized it was like listening to the comments of a crazy online troll every night I was getting in bed with poop emojis slinging troll tearing apart where I am right now and why I'm not where I thought I would be and the troll was me I said a prayer and what I mean by prayer is I finally took a breath I realized how trapped I was and how I'd become bound and overrun by what a course in miracles refers to as the tiny mad ideas of the ego and I got that is exactly what a demon is I took the first breath and I let it just anchor me in my heart every nature every module form every creature exist and with each other I felt my love for my son and I let that love which contains unflattering forgiveness extend to me as I found so often my love for him teaches me how to love myself how to let the love reach me within me where it has never been before and then I took another breath and I imagined with that second breath that it lit this stubby little candle in my heart and then I asked with a minuscule almost impergulate amount of space and light carved out what the hell do I do now I've been there I've absolutely been there and everything again she's saying here is everything we talk about in the yoga sutras so again if you're not falling along with the yoga sutras that is also in the dark outpost playlist as well these hot heavy tears dropped from my eyes because being that close to what I was actually feeling hurt and it felt good too and the honesty in it then I heard the answer but again I don't want to freak you out when I say I heard the answer it's not a voice from the intercom at target or on an airplane there's no comparison actually it's a sound that never reaches the ears having it come from within them it's a voice that comes from silence and I know that seems contradictory but maybe because you're reading this you already know what I mean I think we all know what she means so the third breath I took I took with my whole body my lungs filled like gills billowed out beyond my rib cage and just shifted the weight of everything because I heard within me in that voice that's more of an experience than a sound the answer of what's next for me give to me what you cannot carry and maybe that seems really basic elemental but it's changed everything for me and the reason why the reason why it felt like my whole system was responding to that answer with a loud, bolding, f**king slow motion is because as simple as that line sounds I knew it meant starting over for me it's really powerful and I think we've all been there multiple times in our life and I know a lot of us are about to completely start over again I know that that's looming for a lot of us is that f**k that completely starting over again and so I think most of us can relate to what she's saying here and I love that give to me what you cannot carry a few months ago as most of you know I was going through a severe attack because of some black magic and that is kind of the message that I got when I made contact with like my off-worlder family my guides was that give to me what you cannot carry that help was extended and it's kind of like what Catherine Edwards and I talked about this whole idea I told you guys that my sister taught her son, my nephew when he was a toddler when he was learning how to talk and he would get frustrated because he couldn't quite explain things my sister taught Charlie to say help please just say help please and that calmed him down and he could give the toy or whatever it was was frustrating him to his mom or to me as Anne or his dad or grandma or whoever help please and just to give that help and that's something we can all reach out for because we all are connected help please give to me what you cannot carry starting over is very scary a lot of us are going to be starting over very soon but give to God to your guides to your source what you cannot carry starting over isn't it exactly it's more like becoming aware of what I've always known it's nearing a closer proximity of what's actually true for me I guess it's about integrity in that moment I understood I had the power to start all over which just means to recognize what has been true for me as long as I can remember give to me what you cannot carry what's asking me to start again now with what I had always known and sensed that there is so much more here unseen that I could be counting on leaning on trusting that I exist in and with a presence that is the silence this tiny space with this stubby little candle here in my heart what I mean is and I'm realizing I'm the only one who's freaked out to admit this give to me what you cannot carry came in the voice and the presence I recognize it's a love that's never left me a love that I could not seem to either reconcile or reject but now I knew I had to I knew I would have to tell this story the story of the Christ I've met with because of Mary's Gospel I knew that the only way forward and through would be to die to who I thought Christ was die to what I thought it meant to be a Christian and actually begin to figure it out what it means to me and it's interesting she talks about the heart here because we're talking a lot about now that the heart center opening as we go into fourth density positive planet fifth dimension consciously and I've said a lot of people who will have to leave are not ready for that they still want to be in third density and something that's fascinating too is that when people do like black magic for example a lot of times spell work works with the mind it confuses people and their thoughts but it can never penetrate the heart the heart always knows and so when you're dealing with things like love spells which are a form of black magic if you're trying to put a love spell on someone and change their free will you are doubling in black magic because you are interfering with someone's own consent but a lot of times love spells will mess with this person's thoughts and that's why the person who has the spell put on them will still continue to have feelings for their true soulmate their true partner their true twin flame if you will if that's what it is but the head will be confusing them because of the spell the head will cause them to do things that aren't of nature of them to be abusive to that person or to choose to be with the person that's not their connection because of the head the thoughts in the head but yet the heart is still going towards the truth it's the same thing what she's saying here the heart always knows even when you're dealing with your own gnosis the heart always knows your gut always knows you always know all right so this is going to take us to the first power which on my book comes on page 11 which is darkness so again this is her sermon or her love letter what we have forgotten if i could start over from the beginning i would start with the most invisible the threads of the web of our ecosystem that are rarely named much less revered i would start by listening to the names of the trees the flowers the seeds that carry the light that gives us life because this is what we have forgotten this is where our reverence has not been reached so awesome because that's what we've been talking about on this channel is that light you know genesis one three god said let there be light he did not mean light for you to see outside of your body he meant the divine spark within you god said let there be a divine spark that is the one thing that the devil can't take away is that divine spark and she's seeing that that this is where we need to go back to is to that spark and everything has that spark the trees the grass your pets your animals all have that spark i would start with frankincense and mirth with the baswalia and the karmifora trees that made them i would start with the honeybee and the sweet essential neck dirt feeds on i would start first with what goes unnoticed with what we haven't realized is the most sacred among us i would start with the names of everyone we've excluded of the street children of the millions slowly starving to death in plain daylight i would start with the outsiders the outcast i would start with every one of us who thinks we aren't worthy of love just as we are i would say each of their names each of our names who have been made into objects who have been violated who have had to survive by leaving the body altogether i would list the names of all the mothers who have known the unspeakable joy of gradually needing life inside within her of bringing life from the dark into the light the mothers who have no idea where their heart is anymore now that it's also outside of them the mothers who remind us no matter who we are that our first country was a woman's body and our first element was water and our first reality was darkness because the woman's body is a portal and you think about the divine feminine of the mother of the mother that has to watch her children go through pain and to watch that happen and that that that life that comes out of them you know of Mary Magdalene's mother who saw her daughter become the second half of the Christ who saw her daughter give birth to the child of the Christ of the Virgin Mary the mother Mary who gave birth to Yahshua that's powerful that's where it all comes back through is through the uterus really the womb the mother's womb if i could write the beginning it would be the light it would be the womb as she's saying now in a dark in the dark in a cave in an egg it would be the name of all that have left out of what's holy the blood the body nothing real or imagined has ever happened without it if i could start again i would install an altar within me i would place the most sacred object inside of it my own heart if i could start again i would know that the only cathedral i've ever needed to find to enter a return to again and again is the humble red hermitage this mystical space that holds all the answers i would begin again inside my heart and i would live this way speaking from it if i could start over i would begin with her i would list all of their names first as an indoctrination i've forgotten lineage this is isis kuan yen niel shen mother mary sarila kali perpetua dona vark i would start with the other hidden half the story the voices that were burned in deserts and caves the ones that were burned at the stake the ones that were so threatening because hearing their voices would mean letting our love reach where it has never been before to all of us to our creation to the least among us to the trees and the flowers to the honeybee that feeds them to the frankincense and mirth to the bark and the dirt to the land itself where the world was first spoken if i could begin again it would be with her love because this is what has been forgotten this is what we need to remember most that she could hear him meet him from within her own heart that she had so much to teach us that her love for him taught her i would start with her love because this was the bridge this is the bridge this is how we move the story of what it means to be human ford we hear from her about what her love made possible if i could start again it would be in the darkness and in the darkness all we could see is the hands suddenly extending out towards us the invitation would be terrifying seeing this hand would compel our heart to start beating rapidly, audibly the fear comes from feeling out of control we want to leave and we want to stay in equal measure we want to know what might happen next and for everything to remain exactly the same taking this hand is the choice to surrender surrendering it all all the fear all the hurt the anger and the ego that created it if i could start again i would start with mary magdalene because she is the one who remembers him the christ i know my heart all right guys i did not expect to get that emotional but um what what a powerful love letter she wrote there and and for me personally that does um resonate with a lot of uh what we've been learning with this great awakening as i mentioned the whole twin flame thing the idea that we have that light side of us that we are all connected and we are all one and so that is so powerful and the fact that mary was the twin of yashua she was the one who loved him the most that twin flame power no one will ever love you like your twin flame will love you you know like like a mother with her child it's that deep deep passionate connection and through her love of yashua she taught us and i'm so happy she mentioned entities like isis because that was also part of mary magdalene's understanding as well as yasha was understanding because his own mother was a part of that priesthood as well and again that divine feminine that intuitive arts that also goes to that unconditional love that the mother has for her child that love that meets no bounds that love that we all need to feel again as we move into this new timeline the love that was taken from us polluted inverted through this dark bunch but mary is back again and she's here to teach us what we have forgotten and i'm so excited you guys are doing this journey with me please leave me your thoughts down in the comment section below regarding the sections that we cover today obviously next week we'll pick up with the next section i hope that you guys are all reading through this slowly with me if you're journaling about your feelings as you're reading this i would if you want to share some of those thoughts with us please leave them in the comment section below obviously this is all very personal for a lot of people so if you don't feel comfortable sharing that's totally fine too absolutely fine there's a lot that i keep personal myself so so that's totally fine but anyway thank you guys again for going on this journey with me as i said in part one in the beginning i do dedicate this series to my two nieces jacklyn and may their little girls jacklyn is seven may is still a baby i dedicate this series to them hopefully they will be growing up in a world where they will never be diminished for being a woman and to all the little girls out there carry that essence of the magdalene within them and to all the girls yet to be the daughters who have yet to come including any daughters that i may have in the future i hope that through this series and through rediscovering the magdalene that our world will come a far more loving and caring and compassionate place


Forward-deployed ships in the U.S. Pacific Fleet depend on receiving ammunition for various missions. The process of providing the munitions start here, with the Navy Munitions Command East Asia Division Detachment Yukosuka. This crew of Navy sailors and Japanese local hires load up the barge, cast off, and head out. It's really hard to get munitions out here using a barge. From what I understand, we're the only ones in the world that do it by barge. And that degree of difficulty only increases with the size of the crew. Yeah, well, we usually have eight guys. So in order to pull off every mission... We have to work as a team. ...through a symphony of forklifts, cranes, and chains, everyone knows their part. We pretty much can't function here without being a team, because once somebody doesn't work as a team, everything might go wrong. With all the moving parts, an injury can stop the process altogether. Sometimes if you get hurt, the barge is canceled, which is extra work the next day for the command. So we have to be safe all the time. Safety is paramount, and using all the personnel efficiently and together as a team, I think it follows through fleet-wide to do it the same way. This team is on the forefront of mission capability. Whenever the ships come out, we make sure that they're ready to go. Petty Officer Brian M. Brooks, Yukosuka Naval Base, Japan.


gonna be patient or young one that's when Asghar looks to the skies and smiles و for our fathers as a sacrifice oh young one we give our lives for our fathers as a sacrifice but how fortunate are thee أمي ممتاز ممتاز how fortunate are you he goes how fortunate are thee you felt the comfort of your father's arms for a while for six months you felt the comfort of your father's arms for a while I did not oh Asghar on our Shura in Infants' To An Anbun Chaa


Black-capped chickadees are year-round resident in Maine and probably one of the most common birds to visit your feeders. Cold winters can be tough on birds, but chickadees are well equipped for survival. By fluffing up their feathers, known as pylorection, they trap and warm air around themselves. This acts as insulation and helps keep them warm. Also, chickadees are able to enter a regulated hypothermia at night, dropping their body temperature by about 14%. This allows for a great reduction in the amount of energy they have to expend at night. The chickadee seen here is one of two that chose to roost under the shade of our building at Gilzland Farm, just as another winter storm was setting in.