Preface, Dedication, and Introduction of the Life and Adventures of Peter Wilkins, Vol. 1. In one of those bright, racy essays at which modern dullness delights to sneer, Hazlet discussed the question whether the desire of posthumous fame is a legitimate aspiration, and the conclusion at which he arrived was that there is something of egotism and even of pedantry in this sentiment. It is a true saying in literature as in morality that he that seeketh his life shall lose it. The world cares most for those who have cared least for the world's applause. A nameless minstrel of the North Country sings a ballad that shall stir men's hearts from age to age with haunting melody. Southey, toiling at his epics, is excluded from Parnassus. Some there are who have knocked at the door of the Temple of Fame and have been admitted at once and forever. When Thucydides announced that he intended his history to be a possession for all time, there was no mistaking the tone of authority. But to be enthroned in state, to receive the homage of the admiring multitude and then to be rejected as a pretender, that is indeed a sorry fate, and one that may well make us pause before envying literary despots their titles. The more closely a writer shrouds himself from view, the more eager are his readers to get a sight of him. The loss of an arm or a leg would be a slight price for a genuine student to pay if only he could discover one new fact about Shakespeare's history. I will not attempt to impose on the reader's credulity by professing myself eager to acquire information about the author of Peter Wilkins at such a sacrifice, but it would have been a sincere pleasure to me if I could have brought to light some particulars about one whose personality must have possessed a more than ordinary charm. The delightful Voyage Imaginaire, here presented to the reader, was first published in 1751. Some copies are said to be dated 1750. It appears on the list of new books announced in the Gentleman's Magazine for November 1750. End of footnote. An edition appeared immediately afterwards at Dublin, so the book must have had some sale. The introduction and the dedication to the contests of Northumberland, to whom it will be remembered Percy dedicated his relics and goldsmith the first printed copy of his Edwin and Angelina, are signed with the initials R.P., and for many years the author's full name was unknown. In 1835, Nicole, the printer, sold by auction a number of books and manuscripts in his possession, which had once belonged to Dodsley, the publisher. When Wendy's were being cataloged, the original agreement for the sale of the manuscript of Peter Wilkins was brought to light. Footnote. It is now in the collection, shortly to be dispersed, of the late Mr. James Crossley of Manchester, a gentleman who was esteemed throughout his long life not less for unfailing courtesy than for rare scholarship. Mr. Crossley promised to search for the document and send me a transcript of it, but his kind intention was frustrated by his death. Poltik's name is sometimes written Poltok or Poltok. There is no ground for identifying the author of Peter Wilkins with the R.P. gentleman who published in 1751 memoirs of the life of Parnessa, a Spanish lady, translated from the Spanish manuscript. End of footnote. From this document it appeared that the author was Robert Poltik of Clemens Inn, and that he received for the copyright twenty pounds, twelve copies of the book, and the cuts of the first impression, proof impressions of the illustrations. The writer's name shows him to have been, like his hero, of Cornish origin. But the authors of the admirable and exhaustive Bibliotheca Cornubiensis could discover nothing about him beyond the fact that he was not a bencher of Clemens Inn. That Poltik should have chosen Clemens Inn as a place of residence is not surprising. It still keeps something of its pristine repose. The sundial is still supported by the negro, the grass has not lost its verter, and on August evenings the plain trees leaves glint golden in the sun. One may still hear the chimes at midnight as Falstaff and Justice Shallow heard them of old. Here where only a muffled murmur comes from the workaday world, a man in the last century might have dreamed away his life, lonely as Peter Wilkins on the island. One can imagine the amiable recluse composing his homely romance amid such surroundings. Perhaps it was the one labor of his life. He may have come to the inn originally with the aspiration of making fame and money, and then the spirit of cloistered calm turned him from such vulgar paths, and instead of losing his fine feelings and swelling the ranks of the plutocrats he gave us a charming romance for our fireside. With the literary men of his day he seems to have had no intercourse. Not a single mention of him is to be found among his contemporaries, and we may be sure that he cut no brilliant figure at the clubhouses. No chorus of reviewers chimed the praises of Peter Wilkins. So far as I can discover the monthly review was the only journal in which the book was noticed, and such criticism as the following can hardly be termed laudatory. Here is a very strange performance indeed. It seems to be the illegitimate offspring of no very natural conjunction, like Gulliver's Travels and Robinson Crusoe. But much inferior to the manner of these two performances as to entertainment or utility. It has all that is impossible in the one, or impossible in the other, without the wit and spirit of the first, or the just strokes of nature and useful lessons of morality in the second. However, if the invention of wings for mankind to fly with is sufficient amends for all the dullness and unmeaning extravagance of the author, we are willing to allow that his book has some merit, and that he deserves some encouragement, at least, as an able mechanic, if not as a good author. But the book was not forgotten. A new edition appeared in 1783, and again in the following year. It was included in Weber's Popular Romances, 1812, and published separately with some charming plates by Stotherd in 1816. Within the last fifty years it has been frequently issued, entire or mutilated, in a popular form. A drama founded on the romance was acted at Covent Garden on April 16, 1827, and more than once of late years Peter Wilkins has afforded material for pantomimes. In 1763 a French translation by Philippe Florent de Puissot appeared under the title of Les Hommes Volins ou les aventures des Pierre Wilkins, which was included in Vol. 22-23 of de Perth's Voyages Imaginaires, 1788-89. A German translation was published in 1767, having for title Die Fliegenden Mönchen oder Wunderbar Begenbeheiten Peter Wilkins. Whether the author lived to see the translations of this work cannot be ascertained. A Robert Paltik was buried at Riem Intrinsica Church, Dorset, in 1767, aged seventy, Hutchins Dorset, four, 493-494, third edition. But it is very doubtful whether he was the author of the romance. This fame may be said to be firmly established. An American writer, it is true, in a recent history of fiction, says not a word about Peter Wilkins, but we must remember another American wrote a history of caricature without mentioning Rowlinson. Coleridge admired the book and is reported to have said, Peter Wilkins is to my mind a work of uncommon beauty. I believe that Robinson Crusoe and Peter Wilkins could only have been written by Islanders. No Continentalist could have conceived either tale. It would require a very peculiar genius to add another tale adjustum generis to Robinson Crusoe and Peter Wilkins. I once projected such a thing, but the difficulty of the preoccupied ground stopped me. Perhaps Lamotte Fouquet might affect something, but I should fear that neither he nor any other German could entirely understand what may be called the Desert Island feeling. I would try the marvellous line of Peter Wilkins if I attempted it rather than the real fiction of Robinson Crusoe. Table Talk, 1851, pages 331-332. Southey, in a note on a passage of the Curse of Kahama, went so far as to say that Paltuck's winged people are the most beautiful creatures of imagination that ever were devised, and added that Sir Walter Scott was a warm admirer of the book. With Charles Lamb at Christ's hospital the story was a favourite. We had classics of our own, he says, without being beholden to insolent Greece or haughty Rome that passed current among us. Peter Wilkins, the adventures of the honourable Captain Robert Boyle, the fortunate bluecoat boy and the like. But nobody loved the old romance with such devotion as Lee Hunt. He was never tired of discoursing about its beauties, and he wrote with such thorough appreciation of his subject that he left little or nothing for another to add. It is interesting, he writes in one place, to fancy R.P. or Mr. Robert Paltuck of Clemens Inn, a gentle lover of books, not successful enough perhaps as a barrister to lead a public or profitable life, but eking out a little employment or a bit of a patrimony with literature congenial to him and looking oftener to purchase his pilgrims on his shelves than to coke on Littleton. We picture him to ourselves with Robinson Crusoe on one side of him and Guadentio di Luca on the other. Hearing the pen go over his paper in one of those quiet rooms in Clemens Inn that look out of its old-fashioned buildings into the little garden with the dial in it held by the negro, one of the prettiest corners in London, and extremely fit for a sequestered fancy that cannot get any further. There he sits, the unknown and genius and amiable Mr. Robert Paltuck, thinking of an imaginary beauty for want of a better, and creating her for the delight of posterity, though his contemporaries were to know little or nothing of her. We shall never go through the place again without regarding him as its crowning interest.  She is all tenderness and vivacity, all born good taste and blessed companionship. Her pleasure consists but in his. She prevents all his wishes, has neither prudery nor immodesty, sheds not a tear but from right feeling, is the good of his home and the grace of his fancy. It has been well observed that the author has not made his flying women in general light and airy enough. And it may be said on the other hand that the kind of wing, the grandee or elastic drapery which opens and shuts at pleasure, however ingeniously and even beautifully contrived, would necessitate creatures whose modifications of humanity, bodily and mental, though never so good after their kind, might have startled the inventor had he been more of a naturalist, might have developed a being very different from the feminine, sympathizing and lovely Yuarki. Muscles and nerves not human must have been associated with inhuman once and feelings, probably have necessitated talons and a beak. At best the woman would have been wilder, more elvish, capricious and unaccountable. She would have ruffled her whale bones when angry, been horribly intimate perhaps with bird nests and fights with eagles, and frightened Wilkins out of his wits with dashing betwixt rocks and pulling the noses of seals and gulls, book for a corner, 1868, 1, 68, etc. Could criticism be more delightful? But in the London Journal, November 5, 1834, the genial essayists fancy, dallied even more daintily with the theme.  We are to picture to ourselves a nymph in a vest of the finest texture and most delicate carnation. On a sudden this drapery parts in two and flies back, stretched from head to foot like an oval fan or an umbrella, and the lady is in front of it, preparing to sweep, blushing away from us and winnow the buxom air. For many of us the conduct of life is becoming ever more a thing of greater perplexity. It is worrisome to be rudely jostling one another for the world's prizes, while myriads are toiling round us in an Egyptian bondage unlit by one ray of sunshine from the cradle to the grave. Some have attained to Lucretian heights of philosophy, whence they look with indifference over the tossing worldwide sea of human misery, but others are feigned to avert their eyes to clean forget for a season the actual world and lose themselves in the mazes of romance. In moments of despondency there is no greater relief to a fretted spirit than to turn to the Odyssey, or Mr. Payne's exquisite translation of the Arabian Nights. It should be our gratitude to Mr. Morris for teaching us in golden verse that love is enough and for spreading wide the gates of his earthly paradise. Lucian's true history that carries us over unknown seas beyond the Atlantic bounds to enchanted islands in the west is one of those books which we do not half appreciate, and among the world's benefactors Robert Paltick deserves a place. An idle hour could not be spent in a much pleasanter way than in watching Peter Wilkins go afield with his gun, or haul up the beast-fish at the lonely creek. What can be more delightful than the description how, waken from dreams of home by the noise of strange voices overhead, he sees fallen at his door the lovely winged woman Yuarki. Prudish people may be scandalized at the unreserved frankness shown in the account of the consummation of Wilkins' marriage with this fair creature. But the editor was unwilling to mutilate the book in the interests of such refined readers. A man or a woman who can find anything to shock his or her feelings in the description of Yuarki's bridal night deserves the commiseration of sensible people. Very charming is the picture of the children sitting round the fire on the long winter evenings listening wide-eyed to the ever-fresh story of their father's marvelous adventures. The wholesome morality, the charitableness, and homely piety apparent throughout give the narrative a charm denied to many works of greater literary pretension. When Peter Wilkins leaves his solitary home to live among the winged people, the interest of the story, it must be confessed, is somewhat diminished. The author's obligations to Swift, in the latter part of the book, are considerable. And of course, in describing how Peter Wilkins ordered his life on the lonely island, he was largely indebted to Defoe. But the creation of the winged beings is Paltock's own. It has been suggested that he named his hero after John Wilkins, Bishop of Chester, who, among other curious theories, had seriously discussed the question whether men could acquire the art of flying. In the second part of his mathematical magic, the bishop writes, Those things that seem very difficult and fearful at the first may grow very facile after frequent trial and exercise, and therefore he that would affect anything in this kind must be brought up to the constant practice of it from his youth, trying first only to use his wings in running on the ground, as an estrich or tame geese will do, touching the earth with his toes, and so by degrees learn to rise higher, till he shall attain unto skill and confidence. I have heard it from credible testimony that one of our nation hath proceeded so far in this experiment that he was able by the help of wings to skip constantly ten yards at a time. She spread her wide grandeur, and in an instant was lost in the clouds. Had the author given her the motion of a goose or even of an estrich, the thought is too dreadful. Judicious reader! The long winter evenings have come round, and you have now abundance of leisure. Let the poets stand idle on the shelves, till the return of spring, unless perchance you would feign resume acquaintance with the seasons which you have not read since a boy, or would divert yourself with prior, or be grave with crab. Now is the time to feel once more the charm of lambs, peerless and unique essays. Now is the time to listen to the honeyed voice of Lee Hunt, discoursing daintily of men and books. So you will pass, from Charles Lamb and Lee Hunt, to the books they love to praise, exult in the full-blooded bracing life which pulses in the pages of fielding. And if Smollett's mirth is occasionally too riotous and is taste too coarse, yet confess that all faults must be pardoned to the author of Humphrey Clinker. Many a long evening you will spend pleasantly with defoe, and then perchance after a fresh reading of the thrice and four-times wonderful adventures of Robinson Crusoe you will turn to the romance of Peter Wilkins. So may rooms and guitars be far from you, and may your hearth be crowned with content. A. H. B. Five Willow Road, Hamstead, November, 1883 Medication To the Right Honourable Elizabeth, Contest of Northumberland Madam, few authors, I believe, who write in my way whatever view they may set out with, can, in the prosecution of their works, forbear to dress their fictitious characters in the real ornaments themselves have been most delighted with. This I confess have been my case, in the person of Eeworkie, in the following sheets. For having formed her body, I found myself at an inexpressible loss how to adorn her mind in the masterly sentiments I coveted to undo her with, till I recollected the most amiable pattern in your ladyship, a single view of which, at a time of the utmost fatigue to his lordship, hath charmed my imagination ever since. If a participator of the carers of life in general alleviates the concerns of man, what an invaluable blessing must that lady prove to the softness of whose sex nature hath conjoined an aptitude for counsel, an application, zeal, and dispatch, but too rarely found, in his own. Had my situation in life been so happy as to have presented me with opportunities of more frequent and minute remarks upon your ladyship's conduct, I might have defied the whole British fair to have outshone my southern gauri. For if to a majestic form and extensive capacity I had been qualified to have copied that natural sweetness of disposition, that maternal tenderness, that cheerfulness, that complacency, condescension, affability, and unaffected benevolence, which so apparently distinguished the contests of Northumberland, I had exhibited in my Eeworkie a standard for future generations. Madam, I am the more sensible of my speaking but the truth, from the late instance of your benignity, which entitles me to the honour of subscribing myself. Madam, your ladyship's most obliged and most obedient servant, R.P. The Introduction It might be looked upon as impertinent in me, who am about to give the life of another, to trouble the reader with any of my own concerns or the affairs that led me into the South Seas. Therefore, I shall only acquaint him that in my return on board the Hector, as a passenger round Cape Horn for England, full late in the season, the wind and currents setting strong against us, our ship drove more southerly by several degrees than the usual course, into the latitude of seventy-five or seventy-six, when the wind, chopping about, we began to resume our intended way. It was about the middle of June, when the days are there at the shortest, on a very starry and moonlight night, that we observed at some distance a very black cloud, but seemingly of no extraordinary size or height, moving very fast towards us, and seeming to follow the ship which then made great way. Everyone on deck was very curious in observing its motions, and perceiving it frequently to divide and presently to close again. And not to continue long in any determined shape, our captain, who had never before been so far to the southward, as he then found himself, had many conjectures what this phenomenon might pretend, and everyone offering his own opinion it seemed at last to be generally agreed that there might possibly be a storm gathering in the air, of which this was the prognostic. And by its following, and nearly keeping pace with us, we were in great fear lest it should break upon and overwhelm us, if not carefully avoided. Our commander, therefore, as it approached nearer and nearer, ordered one of the ship's guns to be fired, to try if the percussion of the air would disperse it. This was no sooner done than we heard a prodigious flounce in the water, at but a small distance from the ship, on the weather-quarter. And after a violent noise or cry in the air, the cloud that upon our firing dissipated seemed to return again, but by degrees disappeared. Whilst we were all very much surprised at this unexpected accident, I, being naturally very curious and inquisitive into the causes of all unusual incidents, begged the captain to send the boat to sea, if possible, what it was that had fallen from the cloud, and offered myself to make one in her. He was much against this at first, as it would retard his voyage, now we were going so smoothly before the wind. But in the midst of our debate we plainly heard a voice calling out for help in our own tongue, like a person in great distress. I then insisted on going, and not suffering a fellow creature to perish for the sake of a trifling delay. In compliance with my resolute demand he slackened the sail, and hoisting out the boat myself and seven others made to the cry, and soon found it to come from an elderly man laboring for life with his arms across several long poles of equal size at both ends, very light, and tied to each other in a very odd manner. The sailors at first were very fearful of assisting or coming near him, crying to each other, he must be a monster, and perhaps might overset the boat and destroy them.  He had an extravagant beard, and also long blackish hair upon his head. As soon as he could speak, for he was almost spent, he very familiarly took me by the hand, I having set myself close by him to observe him, and squeezing it thanked me very kindly for my civility to him, and likewise thanked all the sailors. I then asked him by what possible accident he came there, but he shook his head, planning to satisfy my curiosity. Hereupon reflecting that it might just then be troublesome for him to speak, and that we should have leisure enough in our voyage for him to relate, and me to hear, his story, which from the surprising manner of his falling amongst us I could not but believe would contain something very remarkable, I waved any farther speech with him at that time. We had him to the ship, and taking off his wet clothes put him to bed in my cabin, and I having a large provision of stores on board, and no concern in the ship, grew very fond of him, and supplied him with everything he wanted. In our frequent discourses together he had several times dropped loose hints of his past transactions, which but the more inflamed me with impatience to hear the whole of them. About this time, having just begun to double the cape, our captain thought of watering at the first convenient place, and finding the stranger had no money to pay his passage and that he had been from England no less than thirty-five years, despairing of his reward for conducting him dither, he intimated to him that he must expect to be put on shore to shift for himself when we put in for water. This entirely sunk the stranger's spirits, and gave me great concern, in so much that I fully resolved if the captain should really prove such a brute to take the payment of his passage on myself. As we came nearer to the destined watering, the captain spoke the plainer of his intentions, for I had not yet hinted my design to him or anyone else. And one morning the stranger came into my cabin, with tears in his eyes, telling me he verily believed the captain would be as good as his word, and set him on shore, which he very much dreaded. I did not choose to tell him immediately what I designed in his favour, but asked him if he could think of no way of satisfying the captain or anyone else who might thereupon be induced to engage for him, and farther, how he expected to live when he should get to England, a man quite forgotten and penniless. Hereupon he told me he had ever since his being on board, considering his destitute condition entertained a thought of having his adventures written, which, as there was something so uncommon in them, he was sure the world would be glad to know, and he had flattered himself with hopes of raising somewhat by the sale of them to put him in a way of living. But as it was plain now he should never see England without my assistance, if I would answer for his passage and write his life he would communicate to me a faithful narrative thereof, which he believed would pay me to the full any charge I might be at on his account. I was very well pleased with this overture, not from the prospect of gain by the copy, but from the expectation I had of being fully satisfied in what I had so long desired to know. So I told him I would make him easy in that respect. This quite transported him. He caressed me and called me his deliverer, and was then going open mouth to the captain to tell him so. But I put a stop to that. For, says I, though I insist upon hearing your story, the captain may yet relent of his purpose and not leave you unsure. And if that should prove the case I shall neither part with my money for you nor you with your interest in your adventures to me. Whereupon he agreed I was right and desisted. When we had taken in best part of our water, and the boat was going its last turn, the captain ordered up the strange man as they called him, and told him he must go on board the boat which was to leave him on shore with some few provisions. I, happening to hear nothing of these orders, they were so sudden the poor man was afraid after all he should have been hurried to land without my knowledge. But begging very hard of the captain only for leave to speak with me before he went, I was called, though with some reluctance, for the captain disliked me for the liberties I frequently took with him on account of his brutal behavior. I expostulated with the cruel wretch on the inhumanity of the action he was about, telling him, if he had resolved the poor man should perish, it would have been better to have suffered him to do so when he was at the last extremity, then to expose him afresh by this means, to a death as certain in a more lingering and miserable way. But the savage being resolved and nothing moved by what I said, I paid him part of the passage down, and agreed to pay the rest at our arrival in England. Thus having reprieved the poor man, the next thing was to enter upon my new employ of Aminuensis, and having a long space of time before us, we allotted two hours every morning for the purpose of writing down his life from his own mouth. And frequently, when wind and weather kept us below, we spent some time of an afternoon in the same exercise till we had quite completed it. But then there were some things in it so indescribable by words that if I had not had some knowledge in drawing our history had been very incomplete. Thus it must have been, especially in the description of the glums and garries therein mentioned. In order to gain, that so I might communicate, a clear idea of these, I made several drawings of them from his discourses and accounts, and at length after diverse trials I made such exact delineations that he declared they could not have been more perfect resemblances if I had drawn them from the life. On a survey he confessed the very persons themselves could not have been more exact. I also drew with my pencil the figure of an aerial engagement, which having likewise had his approbation, I have given a draft of, plate the sixth. Then having finished the work to our mutual satisfaction, I locked it up, in order to peruse it at leisure, intending to have presented it to him at our arrival in England, to dispose of, as he pleased, in such a way as might have conduced most to his profit. For I resolved, notwithstanding our agreement, and the obligations he was under to me, that the whole of that should be his own. But he, having been in a declining state some time before we reached the shore, died the very night we landed. And his funeral falling upon me I thought I had the greatest right to the manuscript, which, however, I had no design to have parted with. But showing it to some judicious friends, I have, by them, been prevailed with not to conceal from the world what may prove so very entertaining and perhaps useful. RP. End of preface, dedication, and introduction. Recording by James K. White, Chula Vista. I was born at Pinhale, in the county of Cornwall, on the twenty-first day of December, 1685. About four months after my father, Peter Wilkins, who was a zealous Protestant of the Church of England, had been executed by Jeffries, in Somersetshire, for joining in the design of raising the Duke of Monmouth to the British throne. I was named, after my father and grandfather, Peter, and was my father's only child by Alice, his wife, the daughter of John Capart, a clergyman in a neighbouring village. My grandfather was a shopkeeper at Newport, who, by great frugality and extraordinary application, had raised a fortune of about a hundred sixty pounds a year in lands, and a considerable sum of ready money, all which, at his death, devolved upon my father as his only child. Who being no less parsimonious than my grandfather, and living upon his own estate, had much improved it in value before his marriage with my mother. But he, coming to that unhappy end, my mother, after my birth, placed all her affection upon me, her growing hope, as she called me, and used every method in my minority of increasing the store for my benefit. In this manner she went on till I grew too big, as I thought, for confinement at the apron-string, being then about fourteen years of age, and having met with so much indulgence from her, for that reason found very little or no contradiction from anybody else. So I looked on myself as a person of some consequence, and began to take all opportunities of enjoying the company of my neighbours, who hinted frequently that the restraint I was under was too great a curb upon an inclination like mine of seeing the world. But my mother, still impatient of any little absence, by excessive fondness and encouraging every inclination I seemed to have, when she could be a partaker with me, kept me within bounds of restraint till I arrived at my sixteenth year. About this time I got acquainted with a country gentleman of a small paternal estate which had been never the better for being in his hands, and had some uneasy demands upon it. He soon grew very fond of me, hoping, as I had reason afterwards to believe, by a union with my mother to set himself free from his entanglements. She was then about thirty-five years old, and still continued my father's widow, out of particular regard to me as I have all the reason in the world to believe. She was really a beautiful woman, and of a sanguine complexion, but had always carried herself with so much reserve and given so little encouragement to any of the other sects that she had passed her widowhood with very few solicitations to alter her way of life. This gentleman observing my mother's conduct, in order to ingratiate himself with her, had shown numberless instances of regard for me, and as he told my mother, had observed many things in my discourse, actions, and turn of mind that presaged wonderful expectations from me if my genius was but properly cultivated. This discourse, from a man of very good parts, and esteemed by everybody an accomplished gentleman, by degrees, wrought upon my mother, and more and more inflamed her with a desire of adding what luster she could to my applauded abilities, and influenced her so far as to ask his advice in what manner most properly to proceed with me. My gentleman then had his desire, for he feared not the widow could he but properly dispose of her charge. So having desired a little time to consider of a matter of such importance, he soon after told her he thought the most useful method of establishing me would be at an academy, kept by a very worthy and judicious gentleman, about thirty or more miles from us, in Somersetshire, where, if I could but be admitted, the master taking in but a stated number of students at a time he did not in the least doubt but I should fully answer the character he had given her of me, and outshine most of my contemporaries. My mother, over-anxious for my good, seeming to listen to this proposal, my friend as I call him, proposed taking a journey himself to the academy, to see if any place was vacant for my reception, and learn the terms of my admission. And in three days' time returned with an engaging account of the place, the master, the regularity of the scholars, of an apartment secured for my reception, and, in short, whatever else might captivate my mother's opinion in favour of his scheme. And indeed, though he acted principally from another motive, as was plain afterwards, I cannot help thinking he believed it to be the best way of disposing of a lad sixteen years old, born to a pretty fortune, and who at that age could but just read a chapter in the testament. For he had before beat my mother quite out of her inclination to a grammar school in the neighbourhood, from a pre-contempt, he said, it would bring upon me from lads much my juniors in years by being placed in the first rudiments of learning with them. Well, the whole concern of my mother's little family was now employed in fitting me out for my expedition, and as my friend had been so instrumental in bringing it about, he never missed a day inquiring how preparations went on, and, during the process by humoring me, ingratiated himself more and more with my mother, but without seeming in the least to aim at it. In short, the hour of my departure arrived. And though I had never been master of above a sixpence at one time, unless at a fair or so for immediate spending, my mother, thinking to make my heart easy at our separation, which had it appeared otherwise would have broke hers and spoiled all, gave me a double pistole in gold and a little silver in my pocket to prevent my changing it. Thus I, the coach waiting for us at the door, having been preached into a good liking of the scheme by my friend, who now insisted upon making one of our company to introduce us, mounted the carriage with more alacrity than could be expected for one who had never before been beyond the smoke of his mother's chimney. But the thoughts I had conceived from my friend's discourse of liberty in the academic way, and the weight of so much money in my pocket, as I then imagined would scarce ever be exhausted, were prevailing cordials to keep my spirits on the wing. We lay at an inn that night, near the master's house, and the next day I was initiated, and at parting with me my friend presented me with a guinea. When I found myself thus rich, I must say I heartily wished they were all fairly at home again, that I might have time to count my cash, and dispose of such part of it as I had already appropriated to several uses then in embryo. The next morning left me master of my wishes, for my mother came and took her last, though she little thought of it, leave of me, and smothering me with her caresses and prayers for my well-doing in the height of her ardor put into my hand another guinea, promising to see me again quickly, and desiring me in the meantime to be a very good husband, which I have since taken to be a sort of prophetic speech, she bid me farewell. I shall not trouble you with the reception I met from my master or his scholars, or tell you how soon I made friends of all my companions by some trifling largesse which my stock enabled me to bestow as occasion required. But I must inform you that after sixteen years of idleness at home I had but little heart to my nouns and pronouns which now began to be crammed upon me, and being the eldest lad in the house I sometimes regretted the loss of the time past, and at other times despaired of ever making a scholar at my years, and was ashamed to stand like a great lubber, declining of Haik Moulier, a woman, whilst my school fellows and juniors by five years were engaged in the love stories of Ovid or the luscious songs of Horace. I own these thoughts almost overcame me, and threw me into a deep melancholy of which I soon after, by letter, informed my mother, who, by the advice as I suppose of my friend, by this time her suitor, sent me word to mine my studies, and I should want for nothing. End of chapter 1, Recording by James K. White, Chula Vista. Chapter 2 of The Life and Adventures of Peter Wilkins, Volume 1. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Recording by James K. White, Chula Vista. The Life and Adventures of Peter Wilkins, by Robert Paltock. I had now been passing my time for about three months in this melancholy way, and you may imagine, under that disadvantage, had made but little progress in my learning, when one of our maids taking notice one day of my uneasiness as I sat musing in my chamber, according to my custom, began to rally me that I was certainly in love, I was so sad. Indeed! I never had a thought of love before. But the good-natured girl seeming to pity me, and seriously asking me the cause, I fairly opened my heart to her. And for fear my master should know it, gave her half a crown to be silent. This last engagement fixed her my devotee, and from that time we had frequent conferences in confidence together, till at length inclination framed by opportunity produced the date of a world of concern to me. For about six months after my arrival at the academy, instead of proving my parts by my scholarship, I had proved my manhood by being the destined father of an infant which my female correspondent then assured me would soon be my own. We nevertheless held on our frequent intercourse. Nor was I so alarmed at the news as I ought to have been, till about two months after, when Patti, for that was the only name I then knew her by, explained herself to me in the following terms. You know, Mr. Peter, how matters are with me. I should be very sorry for your sake and my own to reveal my shame. But in spite of us both, nature will show itself. And truly I think some care should be taken, and some method proposed, to preserve the infant and avoid, as far as may be, the inconveniences that may attend us, for here is now no room for delay. This speech, I own, gave me the first reflection I ever had in my life, and locked up all my faculties for a long time. Nor was I able for the variety of ideas that crowded my brain to make a word of answer, but stood like an image of stone till Patti seeing my confusion desired me to recollect my reason. For as it was too late to undo what had been done, it remained now only to act with that prudence and caution which the nature of the case required, and that, for her part, she would concur in every reasonable measure I should approve of. But I must remember she was only a servant, and had very little due to her for wages, and not a penny besides that. And that there must necessarily be a preparation made for the reception of the infant when time should produce it. I now begin to see the absolute necessity of all she said, but how to accomplish it was not in me to comprehend. My own small matter of money was gone, and had been so a long time. We therefore agreed I should write to my mother for a fresh supply. I did so, and to my great confusion was answered by my former friend in the following words, Son Peter, your mother and I are much surprised you should write for money having so amply provided for you. But as it is not many months to Christmas, when possibly we may send for you home, you must make yourself easy till then, as a schoolboy with all necessaries found him cannot have much occasion for money. Your loving father, J.G. Imagine, if it is possible, my consternation at the receipt of this letter. I began to think I should be tricked out of what my father and grandfather had, with so much pains and industry for many years, been heaping up for me, and had a thousand thoughts altogether jostling out each other, so could resolve on nothing. I then showed Patty the letter, and we both condoled my hard fortune, but saw no remedy. Time wore away, and nothing done or liked to be as I could see. For my part I was like one distracted, and no more able to assist or counsel what should be done than a child in arms. At length poor Patty, who had sat thinking some time, began with telling me she had formed a scheme which in some measure might help us. But fearing it might be disagreeable to me, she durst not mention it till I should assure her, whatever I thought of that, I would think no worse of her for proposing it. This preparatory introduction startled me a great deal, for it darted into my head she waited for my concurrence to destroy the child, to which I could never have consented. But upon my assuring her I would not think the worse of her for whatever she should propose, but freely give her my opinion upon it. She told me, as she could see no other way before us but what tended to our disgrace and ruin, if I would marry her she would immediately quit her place and return to her aunt, who had brought her up from a child, and had enough predile to live upon, who she did not doubt would entertain her as my wife. But she was assured upon any other score, or under any other name, would prove her most inveterate enemy. When Patty had made an end I was glad to find it no worse, and resolving matters a little in my mind, both as to affairs at home and the requested marriage, I concluded upon this letter, and had a great inclination to acquaint my mother of it, but was diverted from that by suspecting it might prove a good handle for my new father to work with my mother some mischief against me, so determined to marry forthwith, send Patty to her aunts, and remain still at the academy myself till I should see what turn things would take at home. Accordingly the next day good part of Patty's wages went to tie the cannubial knot, and to the honest parson for a bribe to antedate the certificate, and she very soon after took up the rest to defray her journey to her aunts. Though Patty was within two months of her time, she had so managed that no one perceived it, and getting safe to her aunts was delivered of a daughter, of which she wrote me word and said she hoped to see me at the end of her month. How, thought I, can she expect to see me? Money I have none, and then I despaired of leave for a journey if I had it, and to go without leave would only arm J.G. against me, as I perceived plainly his interest and mine were very remote things. So I resolved to quit all thoughts of a journey, and wait till opportunity better served for seeing my wife and child, and our good aunt to whom we were so much obliged. While these and such like cogitations engrossed my whole attention, I was most pleasantly surprised one day upon my return from a musing walk by the riverside at the end of our garden, where I frequently got my tasks to find Patty sitting in the kitchen with my old mistress, my master's mother, who managed his house, he having been a widower many years. The sight of her almost overcame me, as I had bolted into the kitchen and was seen by my old mistress before I had seen Patty with her. The old lady, perceiving me discomposed, inquired into the cause, which I directly imputed to the symptoms of an egg that I told her I had felt upon me best part of the morning. She, a good motherly woman, feeling my pulse and satisfying herself of its disorder, immediately ran to her closet to bring me a cordial, which she assured me had done wonders in the like cases, so that I had but just time to embrace Patty and inquire after our aunt and daughter before madam returned with a cordial. Having drank it, and given thanks, I was going to withdraw, but she would not part with me so. For nothing less than my knowledge that this cordial was of her own making from whence she had the receipt, and an exact catalog of the several cures it had done would serve her turn, which, taking up full three quarters of an hour, gave room to Patty and me to enjoy each other's glances for that time, to our mutual satisfaction. At last the old prattle-box, having made a short pause to recover breath from the narrative of the cordial, Mr. Peter, says she, you look as if you did not know poor Patty. She has not left me so long that you should forget her. She is a good tight winch, and I was sorry to part with her. But she is out of place, she says, and as that dirty creature Nan is gone I think to take her again. I told her I well knew she was judge of a good servant, and I did not doubt Patty was such if she thought so. And then I made my exit, lighter in heart by a pound, then I came. I shall not tire you any farther with the amours between self and Patty, but to let you know she quitted her place again seven months after, upon the same score. End of Chapter 2. Recording by James K. White Chulavista. Chapter 3 of The Life and Adventures of Peter Wilkins. Volume 1. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Recording by James K. White Chulavista. The Life and Adventures of Peter Wilkins by Robert Paltik. Chapter 3. I was now near nineteen years of age, and though I had so much more in my head than my school learning, I know not how it happened, but ever since the commencement of my amour with Patty, having somebody to disburden my mind to and to participate in my concerns, I had been much easier, and it kept true tally with my book with more than usual delight, and being arrived to an age to comprehend what I heard and read, I could, from the general idea I had of things, form a pretty regular piece of Latin without being able to repeat the very rules it was done by, so that I had the acknowledgement of my master for the best capacity he ever had under his tuition. This, he not sparing frequently to mention it before me, was the acutest spur he could have applied to my industry. And now, having his good will, I began to disuse set hours of exercise, but at my convenience he applied myself to my studies as best I pleased, being always sure to perform as much or more than he ever enjoined me, till I grew exceedingly in his confidence, and by reason of my age, though I was but small, yet manly, I became rather his companion upon parties than his direct pupil. It was upon one of these parties I took the opportunity to declare the dissatisfaction I had at my mother's second marriage. Sir, says I, surely I was of age to have known it first, especially considering the affection my mother had always shown to me, and my never having once done the least thing to disablage her. But, sir, said I, something else I fear is intended by my mother's silence to me, for I have never received above three letters from her since I came here, which is now, you know, three years, and those were within the first three months. I then showed him the aforementioned letter I received from my new father-in-law, and assured him that gave me the first hint of this second marriage. I found by the attention my master gave to my relation he seemed to suspect this marriage would prove detrimental to me, but not on the sudden knowing what to say to it he told me he would consider of it, and by all means advised me to write a very obliging letter to my new father, with my humble request that he would please to order me home the next recess of our learning. I did so under my master's dictation, and not long after received an answer to the following effect. Son Peter, your mother has been dead a good while, and as to your request it will be only expensive and of little use, for a person who must live by his studies can't apply to them too closely. This letter, if I had a little hope left, quite subdued my fortitude, and well-nigh reduced me to clay. However, with tears in my eyes I showed it to my master, who, good man, wishing me well. Peter, says he, what can this mean? Here is some mystery concealed in it. Here is some ill design on foot. Then taking the letter into his hand. A person who must live by his studies, says he. Here is more meant than we can think for. Why have not you a pretty estate to live upon when it comes to your hands, Peter, says he? I would advise you to go to your father and inquire how your affairs are left, but I am afraid to let you go alone and will when my students departed Christmas accompany you myself with all my heart, for you must know I have advised on your affair already, and find you are of age to choose yourself a guardian who may be any relation or friend you can confide in, and may see you have justice done you. I immediately thanked him for the hint, and begged him to accept of the trust as my only friend, having very few, if any, near relations. This he with great readiness complied with, and was admitted accordingly. So soon as our scholars were gone home, my master lending me a horse, we set out together to possess ourselves of all my father's real estate, and such part of the personal as he had been advised would belong to me. Well, we arrived at the old house, but were not received with such extraordinary tokens of friendship as would give the least room to suppose we were welcome. For my part, all I said or could say was that I was very sorry for my mother's death. My father replied, so was he. Here we paused, and might have sat silent till this time for me, if my master, a grave man who had seen the world, and was unwilling any part of our time there which we guessed would be short, should be lost, had not broke silence. Mr. G., says he, I see the loss of master Wilkins' mother, puts him under some confusion. So that you will excuse me, as his preceptor and friend, in making some inquiry how his affairs stand, and how his effects are disposed, as I don't doubt you have taken care to schedule everything that will be coming to him, and though he is not yet of the necessary age for taking upon himself the management of his estate, he is nevertheless of capacity to understand the nature and quantum of it, and to show his approbation of the disposition of it, as if he was a year or two older. During this discourse, Mr. G. turned pale, then reddened, was going to interrupt, then checked himself. But, however, kept silence till my master had done. When, with a sneer, he replied, Sir, I must own myself a great stranger to your discourse. Nor can I, for my life, imagine what your harangue tends to. But, sure I am, I know of no estate real or personal, or anything else belonging to young Mr. Wilkins, to make a schedule of, as you call it. But, this I know, his mother had an estate in land near two hundred a year, and also a good sum of money when I married her. But, the estate she settled on me before her marriage, to dispose of after her decease as I saw fit, and her money and goods are all come to my sole use as her husband. I was just ready to drop when Mr. G. gave this relation, and was not able to reply a word. But my master, though sufficiently shocked at what he had heard, replied, Sir, I am informed the estate, and also the money you mention, was Mr. Wilkins' father's at his death, and I am surprised to think any one should have a better title to them than my pupil, his only child. Sir, says Mr. G., you are deceived. And though what you say seems plausible enough, and is in some part true, as the late Mr. Wilkins had such a estate, and some hundreds, I may say thousands, at his death, yet you seem ignorant that he made a deed just before entering into the fatal rebellion by which he gave my late wife both the estate, money, and everything else he had absolutely, without any conditions whatsoever. All which, on his unhappy execution, she enjoyed, and now of right, as I told you before, belongs to me. However, as I have no child, if Peter behaves well under your direction, I have thoughts of paying another year's board for him, and then he must shift for himself. Oh! cried I, for the mercy of some savage beast to devour me. Is this what I have been cockered up for? Why was I not placed out to some laborious craft where I might have judged for bread in my proper station? But I fear it is too late to inquire into what is past, and must submit. My master, good man, was thunderstruck at what he had heard, and finding our business done there, we took our leaves, after Mr. G. had again repeated that if I behaved well, my preceptor should keep me another year, which was all I must expect from him. And at my departure he gave me a crown-piece, which I then durst not refuse, for fear of offending my master. We made the best of our way home again to my tutors, where I stayed but a week to consider what I should do for myself. In this time he did all he could to comfort me, telling me if I would stay with him and become his usher, he would complete my learning for nothing, and allow me a salary for my trouble. But my heart was too lofty to think of becoming an usher, within so little way from mine own estate in other hands. However, since I had not a penny of money to endeavor at recovering my right with, I told my master I would consider his proposal. During my stay with him he used all methods to make me as easy as possible, and frequently moralized with so much effect that I was almost convinced I ought to submit and be content. Amongst the rest of his discourse he endeavored to show me one day after I had been loudly condemning my cruel fortune and saying I was born to be unhappy, that I was mistaken if I thought or imagined it was chance or accident that had been against me when I complained of fortune. For, says he, Peter, there is nothing done below but is at least foreknown, if not decreed above, and our business in life is to believe so. Not that I would have such belief make us careless and think it to no purpose to strive, as some do. Who, being persuaded that our actions are not in our own choice but that, being pressed by an irresistible decree, we are forced to act this or that, fancy we must be necessarily happy or miserable hereafter. Or, as others, who, for fear of falling upon that shocking principle, would even deprive the almighty of fore knowledge, lest it should consequently amount to a decree. For, say they, what is foreknown, will and must be. But I would have you act so as that, let either of these tenets be true, you may still be sure of making yourself easy and happy. And, for that purpose, let me recommend to you a uniform life of justice and piety, always choosing the good rather than the bad side of every action. For this, say they what they will to the contrary, is not above the power of a reasonable being to practice. And, doing so, you may, without scruples, say, if there is foreknowledge of my actions or they are decreed, I then am one who is foreknown or decreed to be happy. And this, without farther speculation, you will find the only means always to keep you so. For all men, of all denominations, fully allow this happy effect to follow good actions. Again, Peter, a person acting in a vicious course, with such an opinion in his head as above, must surely be very miserable, as his very actions themselves must pronounce the decree against him. Whilst therefore we have not heard the decree read, you see we may easily give sentence whether it be for good or evil to us by the tenor and course of our own actions. You are not now to learn, Peter, that the crimes of the father are often punished in the children, often in the father himself, sometimes in both and not seldom in neither in this life. And though, at first, one should think the future punishment annexed to bad actions was sufficient, still it is necessary some should suffer here also for an example to others, we being much more affected with what the eye sees than what the heart only meditates upon. Now, to bring it to our own case, your father, Peter, rose against the lawful magistrate to deprive him, it matters not that he was a bad one, of his lawful power. Your father's policy was such, and his design so well laid, as he thought, that upon any ill success to himself he had secured his estate to go in the way of all others he could wish to have it, and sits down very well contented that, happen what would, he should bite the government in preventing the forfeiture. But lo, his policy is as a wall of sand blown down with a puff, for it is to you it ought, even himself being umpire, to have come, as no one would think he would prize any before you his own child. Now, could he look from the grave, and know what passes here, and see Mr. G. in possession of all he fancied he had secured for you, what a weak and short-sighted creature would he find himself. If it be said he did not know he should have a child, then herein appears God's policy beyond man's, for he knew it, and has so ordered that that child should be disinherited. For, by the way, Peter, take this for a maxim, wherever the first principle of an action is ill, no good consequence can possibly ever be an attendant on it. Could he, as I said before, but look up and see you, his only child undone by the very instrument he designed for your security, how pungent would be his anxiety. I say, Peter, though there is something so unaccountable to human wisdom in such events of things, yet there is something therein so reasonable and just with all, that by a prying eye the supreme hand may very visibly be seen in them. Now, this being plainly the case before us, and herein the glory of the almighty exalted rest-content under it, and let not this disappointment befalling you for your father's faults be attended with others sent down for your own. But remember this, the hand that depresses a man is no less able to exalt and establish him. THE LIFE AND ADVENTURES OF PETER WULKENS BY ROBERT PULTUK CHAPTER IV I seemed to be very well satisfied whilst my master was speaking, but though I thought he talked like an angel, my former uneasiness seized me at parting with him. In short, without more consideration, I rose in the morning, early, and marched off, having first wrote to my wife at her aunts, relating the state of the case to her, with my resolution, to leave England the first opportunity, giving her what comfort I could, assuring her, if I ever was a gainer in life, she should not fail to be a partaker, and promising also to let her know where I settled. I walked at a great rate for fear my master's kindness should prompt him to send after me, and taking the by-ways I reached by dark night a little village, where I resolved to halt. Upon inquiry I found myself thirty-five miles from my master's.  But my crown-piece was as yet whole. However I fed very sparingly, being over-pressed with the distress of my affairs, and the confusion of my thoughts. I slept that night tolerably, but the morning brought its face of horror with it. I had inquired overnight where I was, and been informed that I was not above sixteen miles from Bristol, for which place I then resolved. At my setting out in the morning, after I had walked about three miles, and had recollected a little my master's last discourse, I found by degrees my spirit grew calmer than it had been since I left Mr. G. at my house, as I shall ever call it, and looking into myself for the cause, found another set of thoughts were preparing a passage into my mind, which did not carry half the dread and terror with them that their predecessors had. For I began to cast aside the difficulties and apprehensions I before felt in my way, and encouraging the present motions soon became sensible of the benefit of a virtuous education. And though what I had hitherto done in the immediate service of God I must own had been performed from force, custom, and habit, and without the least attention to the object of the duty, yet as under my mother at home, and my master at the academy, I had been always used to say my prayers, as they called it, morning and night. I began with a sort of superstitious reflection, to accuse myself of having omitted that duty the night before, and also at my setting out in the morning, and very much to blame myself for it, and at the same instant even wondered at myself for that blame. What, says I, is the real use of this praying? And to whom or to what do we pray? I see no one to pray to. Neither have I ever thought that my prayers would be answered. It is true they are worded as if we prayed to God, but he is in heaven. Does he concern himself with us who can do him no service? Can I think all my prayers that I have said from day to day so many years have been heard by him? No, sure. If they had, I should scarce have sustained this hard fate in my fortune. But hold, how have I prayed to him? Have I earnestly prayed to him as I used to petition my mother for anything when I wanted it against her inclination? No. I can't say I have. And would my mother have granted me such things if she had not thought I had from my heart desired them when I used to be so earnest with her? No, surely. I can't say she had any reason for it. But I had her indeed before me. Now I have not God in my view. He is in heaven. Yet let me see. My master, and I can't help thinking he must know, used to say that God is a spirit and not confined by the encumbrance of a body as we are. Now, if it is so, why may he not virtually be present with me, though I don't perceive him? Why may he not be at once in heaven and elsewhere? For if he insists not in parts, nothing can circumscribe him. And truly I believe it must be so. For if he is of that supreme power as he is represented, he could never act in so unconfined a capacity, under the restraint of place. But if he is an operative and purely spiritual being, then I can see no reason why his virtual essence should not be diffused through all nature. And then, which I begin to think most likely, why should I not suppose him ever present with me, and able to hear me? And why should not I, when I pray, have a full idea of the being, though not of any corporeal parts or form of God, and so have actually somewhat to be intent upon in my prayers, and not do as I have hitherto done say so many words only upon my knees, which I cannot help thinking may be as well without either sense or meaning in themselves, as without a proper object in my mind to direct them unto. These thoughts agitated me at least two miles, working stronger and stronger in me, till at length bursting into tears. Have I been doing nothing, says I, in the sight of God, under the name of prayers for so many years? Yes, it is certainly so. Well, by the grace of God it shall be so no longer. I will try somewhat more. So looking round about me, to see if I was quite alone, I stepped into an adjoining copse, and could scarce refrain falling on my knees till I came to a proper place for kneeling in. I then poured forth my whole soul and spirit to God. And all my strength, every member, every faculty, was to the utmost employed, for a considerable time, in the most agreeable as well as useful duty. I would indeed have begun with my accustomed prayers, and had repeated some words of them. When, as though against and contrary to my design, I was carried away by such rapturous effusions that, to this hour, when I reflect thereon, I cannot believe but I was moved to them by a much more than human impulse. However, this ecstasy did not last above a quarter of an hour, but it was considerably longer before my spirits subsided to their usual frame. When I had a little composed myself, how was I altered? How did I condemn myself for all my past disquiet? What calm thanks did I return for the ease and satisfaction of mind I then enjoyed? And coming to a small rivulet, I drank a hearty draft of water and contentedly proceeded on my journey. I reached Bristol about four o'clock in the afternoon. Having refreshed myself, I went the same evening to the quay to inquire what ships were in the river, wither bound and when they would depart. My business was with the sailors, of whom there were at that time great numbers there. But I could meet with no employ, though I gave out, I would gladly enter myself before the mast. After I had done the best I could, but without success, I returned to the little house I had dined at, and went to bed very pensive. I did not forget my prayers, but I could by no means be roused to such devotion as I felt in the morning. Next day I walked again to the quay, asking all I met, who looked like seafaring men, for employment, but could hear of none, there being many waiting for births. And I feared my appearance, which was not so mean as most of that sort of gentry is, would prove no small disappointment to my preferment that way. At last being out of heart with my frequent repulses, I went to a landing place just by. And as I asked some sailors who were putting two gentlemen on shore, if they wanted a hand on board their ship, one of the gentlemen whom I afterwards found to be the master of a vessel bound to the coast of Africa, turned back and looking earnestly on me, young men, says he, do you want employment on board? I immediately made him a bow and answered, yes, sir. Said he, there is no talking in this weather, for it now blew almost a storm, but step into that tavern, pointing to the place, and I'll be with you presently. I went thither, and not long after came my future master. He asked me many questions, but the first was whether I had been at sea. I told him no, but I did not doubt soon to learn the duty of a sailor. He then looked on my hand and, shaking his head, told me it would not do, for I had too soft a hand. I told him I was determined for the sea and that my hand and heart should go together, and I hoped my hand would soon harden, though not my heart. He then told me it was a pity to take such a pretty young fellow before the mast, but if I understood accounts tolerably and could write with a good hand, he would make me his steward and make it worth my while. I answered in the affirmative joyfully accepting his offer, but on his asking me where my chest was, for, says he, if the wind had not been so strong against me, I had fallen down the river this morning. I looked very blank and plainly told him I had no other stores than I carried on my back. The captain smiled, says he, young man, I see you are a novice. Why, the meanest sailor in my ship has a chest at least, and perhaps something in it. Come, says he, my lad, I like your looks. Be diligent and honest. I will let you have a little money to set you out, and deduct it in your pay. He was then pulling out his purse when I begged him, as he seemed to show me so great a kindness, that he would order somebody to buy what necessaries he knew I should want for me, or I should be under as great a difficulty to know what to get and where to buy them, as I should have been at for want of them. He commended my prudence and said he would buy them and send them on board himself. So bid me trouble myself no more about them, but go to the ship in return of his boat, and stay there till he came, giving me a ticket to the boat's crew to take me in. When I came to the shore the boat was gone off and at a good distance. But I hailed them and, showing my ticket, they put back and took me safe to the ship, heartily glad that I was entered upon my new service. THE LIFE AND ADVENTURES OF PETER WULKENS BY ROBERT PALTUK CHAPTER V Being once on board and in pay, I thought I was a man for myself, and set about considering how to behave. And nobody knowing, as yet, upon what footing I came on board, they took me for a passenger, as my dress did not at all bespeak me a sailor. So everyone, as I sauntered about, had something to say to me. By and by comes a pert young fellow up. Sir, says he, you're servant. What? I see our captain has picked up a passenger at last. Passenger, says I. You are pleased to be merry, sir. I am no passenger. Why pray, says he, what may you be then? Sir, says I. The captain's steward. You impertinent puppy, says he. What an answer you give me. You, the captain's steward. No, sir. That place I can assure you is in better hands, and away he turned. I knew not what to think of it, but was terribly afraid I should draw myself into some scrape. By and by others asked me, some one thing, some another, and I was very cautious what answers I made them, for fear of offence. Till a gravish sailor came and sat down by me, and after talking of the weather and other indifferent matters, pray, says I. Sir, who is that gentleman that was so affronted at me, soon after I came on board? Oh, says he. A proud insignificant fellow, the captain's steward. But don't mind him, says he. He uses the captain himself as bad. They have had high words just before the captain went on shore. And had he used me as he did him, I should have made no ceremony of tipping him overboard. A rascal. Says I. You surprise me. For the captain sent me on board to be his steward, and agreed with me about it this afternoon. Hush, says he. I see how it will go. The captain, if that's the case, will discharge him when he comes on board. And indeed I believe he would not have kept him so long, but we have waited for a wind, and he could not provide himself. The captain came on board at night, and the first thing he did was to demand the keys of Mr. Steward, which he gave to me and ordered him on shore. The next morning the captain went on shore himself. But the wind, chopping about and standing fair about noon, he returned then with my chest. And before night we were gotten to sailing order, and before the wind, with a brisk gale. What happened the first fourteen days of our passage I know not, having been all that time so sick and weak I could scarcely keep life and soul together. But after grew better and better. We prosecuted our voyage, touching for about a week at the Madeiras in our way. The captain grew very fond of me and never put me to hard duty, and I passed my time under his favour very pleasantly. One evening, being within sixty leagues of the Cape of Palms, calm weather but the little wind we had against us, one of our men spied a sail, and gave the captain notice of it. He, not suspecting danger, minded it little, and we made what way the wind would permit. But night coming on and the calm continuing, about peep of day we perceived we were infallibly fallen in with a French privateer, who hoisting French colors called out to us to strike. Our captain had scarce time to consider what to do. They were so near us. But as he had twenty-two men on board and eight guns he could bring two, he called all hands upon deck, and telling them the consequence of a surrender, asked them if they would stand by him. One in all swore they would fight the ship to the bottom, rather than fall into the privateer's hands. The captain immediately gave the word for a clear deck, prepared his firearms, and begged them to be active and obey orders. And, perceiving the privateer outnumbered our hands by abundance, he commanded all the small arms to be brought upon deck loaded, and to run out as many of the ship's guns as she could bring two on one side, and to charge them all with small shot. Then stand two till he gave directions.  But we neither returned fire nor answered till he came almost within pistol shot of us, and seeing us a small vessel thought to board us directly. But then our captain ordered a broadside, and immediately all hands to come on deck, himself standing there at the time of our first fire, with his fusee in his hand, and near him I stood with another. We killed eight men, and wounded several others. The privateer then fired a broadside through and through us. By this time our hands were all on deck, and the privateer pushing in hopes to grapple and board us, we gave them a volley from thence that did good execution. And then all hands to the ship's guns again, except four, who were left along with me to charge the small arms. It is incredible how soon they had fired the great guns, and were on deck again. This last fire, being with ball, raked the privateer miserably. Then we fired the small arms, and away to the ship's guns. This we did three times successively without loss of a man. And I believe if we could have held it once more, and no assistance had come to the privateer, she had sheared quite off. But our captain, spying a sail at some distance behind the privateer, who lay to winward of us, and seeing by his glass it was a Frenchman, was almost dismayed. The same sight put courage into our enemies, who thereupon redoubled the attack, and the first volley of their small arms shot our captain in the breast, upon which he dropped dead without stirring. I need not say that sight shocked me exceedingly. Indeed, it disconcerted the whole action. And though our mate, a man of good courage and experience, did all that a brave man could do to animate the men, they apparently drooped, and the loss of the ship became inevitable. So we struck, and the Frenchman boarded us. During the latter part of the engagement, we had two men killed and five wounded, who died afterwards of their wounds. We, who were alive, were all ordered on board the Frenchman, who after rifling us, chained us two and two, and turned us into the hold. Our vessel was then ransacked, and the other privateer, who had suffered much the day before in an engagement with an English twenty-gun ship of war, coming up, the prize was sent by her into port, where she herself was to refit. In this condition did I and fourteen of our crew lie for six weeks, till the fetters on our legs had almost eaten to the bone, and the stench of the place had well nice suffocated us. The Glorieux, for that was the name of the privateer who took us, saw nothing farther in five weeks worth her notice, which very much discouraged the men. And, consulting together, it was agreed to cruise more northward, between Sierra Leone and Cape de Verde. But about noon next day they spied a sail coming west-northwest, with a fresh gale. The captain thereupon ordered all to be ready, and lie by for her. But though she discerned us, she kept her way bearing only more southward. When the wind shifting to northeast, she ran for it full before the wind, and we after her with all the sail we could crowd. And though she was a very good sailor, we gained upon her, being laden, and before night came pretty well up with her.  The next morning we found she was slunk away, but we fetched her up, and hoisting French colors fired a shot, which she not answering, our captain run along side of her and fired abroad side. Then, slackening upon her, a hard engagement ensued. The shot thumping so against our ship, that we prisoners, who had nothing to do in the action, expected death, one or other of us, every moment. The merchantman was so heavy-loaded, and drew so much water that she was very unwieldy in action. So, after a fight of two hours, when most of her rigging and mass were cut and wounded, she struck. Twelve men were sent on board her, and her captain and several officers were ordered on board us. There were twenty-eight persons in her, including passengers, all of whom, except five and the like number which had been killed in the action, were sent chained into the hold to us, who had lain there almost six weeks. This prize put Monsieur into good heart, and determined him to return home with her. But in two days' time his new acquisition was found to have leaked so fast near the bottom, that before they were aware of it the water was risen some feet. Several hands were employed to find out the leak, but all asserted it was too low to be come at. And as the pumps, with all the labor the prisoners, who were the persons put to it, could use, would not reduce it. But it still increased, they removed what goods they could into the privateer. And before they could unload it, the prize sunk. The next thing they consulted upon was what to do with the prisoners, who, by the loss of the prize, were now grown too numerous to be trusted in the privateer. Fearing too, as they were now so far out at sea, by the great addition of mouths, they might soon be brought to short allowance, it was on both accounts resolved to give us the prize's boat, which they had saved, and turn us adrift to shift for ourselves. There were in all forty-three of us, but the privateer having lost several of their own men in the two engagements, they looked us over, and, picking out two and twenty of us, who were the most likely fellows for their purpose, the remaining one and twenty were committed to the boat with about two days provision and a small matter of ammunition, and turned out. When we, who were in the boat, came to reflect on our condition, the prospect before us appeared very melancholy, though we had at first readily enough embraced the offer, rather than perish in so much misery as we suffered in our loathsome confinement. We now judged we were above two hundred leagues from land, in about eight degrees north latitude, and at blowing northeast a pretty stiff gale we could make no way but rather lost, for we aimed at some port in Africa, having neither sail, compass, nor any other instrument to direct us, so that all the observation we could make was by the sun for running southward, or as the wind carried us, for we had lost the north pole. As we had little above two days provisions, we perceived a necessity of almost starving voluntarily, to avoid doing it quite seeing it must be many days before we could reach shore, if ever we did, having visibly driven a great deal more southward than we were. Nay, unless a sudden change happened, we were sure of perishing, unless delivered by some ship that Providence might send in our way. In short, the ninth day came but no relief with it, and though we had lived at quarter allowance, and but just saved life, our food except a little water was all gone, and this caused us quite to despair. On the twelfth day four of our company died with hunger in a very miserable way, and yet the survivors had not strength left to move them to pity their fellows. In truth we had sat still, attempting nothing in several days, as we found that unless the wind shifted, we only consumed the little strength we had left to no manner of purpose. On the fourteenth day and in the night five more died, and a sixth was near expiring, and yet we, the survivors, were so indolent, we would scarce lend a hand to throw them overboard. On the fifteenth day, in the morning, our carpenter, weak as he was, started up, and as the sixth man was just dead, cut his throat, and whilst warm, let out what blood would flow. Then, pulling off his old jacket, invited us to dinner, and cutting a large slice of the corpse, devoured it with as much seeming relish as if it had been ox-beef. His example prevailed with the rest of us, one after another, to taste and eat, and as there had been a heavy dew or rain in the night, and we had spread out everything we had of linen and woollen to receive it, we were a little refreshed by ringing our clothes and sipping what came from them. After which we covered them up from the sun, stowing them all close together to keep in the moisture, which served us to suck at for two days after, a little and a little at a time. For now we were in great distress for water than for meat. It has surprised me, many times since, to think how we could make so light a thing of eating our fellow creature just dead before our eyes. But I will assure you, when we had once tasted, we looked on the blessing to be so great that we cut and eat with as little remorse as we should have had for feeding on the best meat in an English market. And most certainly when this corpse had failed, if another had not dropped by fair means, we should have used fowl by murdering one of our number as a supply for the rest. Water, as I said before, to moisten our mouths, was now our greatest hardship. For every man had so often drank his own that we voided scarce anything but blood, and that but a few drops at a time. Our mouths and tongues were quite flayed with drought, and our teeth just fallen from our jaws. For though we had tried, by placing all the dead men's jackets and shirts one over another to strain some of the sea water through them by small quantities, yet that would not deprive it of its pernicious qualities. And though it refreshed a little in going down, we were so sick and strained ourselves so much after it that it came up again, and made us more miserable than before. Our corpse now stunk so, what was left of it, that we could no longer bear it on board. And every man began to look with an evil eye on his fellow to think whose turn it would be next, for the carpenter had started the question and preached us into the necessity of it, and we had agreed the next morning to put it to the lot who should be the sacrifice. In this distress of thought it was so ordered by good providence that on the twenty-first day we thought we spied a sail coming from the Northwest, which caused us to delay our lots till we should see whether it would discover us or not. We hung up some jackets upon our oars, to be seen as far off as we could, but had so little strength left we could make no way towards it. However it happened to direct its course so much to our relief that an hour before sunset it was within a league of us, but seemed to bear away more eastward, and our fear was that they should not know our distress, for we were not able to make any noise from our throats that might be heard fifty yards. But the carpenter, who was still the best man amongst us, with much ado getting one of the guns to go off, in less than half an hour she came up with us, and seeing our deplorable condition took us all on board to the number of eleven. Though no methods were unassayed for our recovery, four more of us died in as many days. When the remaining seven of us came a little to ourselves, we found our deliverers were Portuguese, bound for St. Salvador. We told the captain we begged he would let us work our passage with him, be it where it would, to shore, and then if we could be of no further service to him, we did not doubt getting into Europe again. But in the voyage, as we did him all the service in our power, we pleased him so well that he engaged us to stay with him to work the ship home again, he having lost some hands by fever soon after his setting sail. We arrived safe in port, and in a few days the captain, who had a secret enterprise to take in hand, hired a country coasting vessel, and sent her seventeen leagues farther on the coast for orders from some factory or settlement there. I was one of the nine men who were destined to conduct her. But not understanding Portuguese, I knew little of the business we went upon. We were to coast it all the way. But on the tenth day, just at sunrise, we fell in with a fleet of boats which had waylaid us, and were taken prisoners. Being carried ashore, we were conducted a long way up the country, where we were imprisoned, and almost starved, though I never knew the meaning of it, nor did any of us, unless the mate, who we heard was carried up the country much farther to Angola. But we never heard more of him, though we were told he would be sent back to us. Here we remained under confinement, almost three months, at the end of which time our keeper told us we were to be removed, and coupling us two and two together sent a guard with us to Angola. When crossing a large river, we were set to work in removing the rubbish and stones of a castle or fortress, which had been lately demolished by an earthquake and lightning. Here we continued about five months, being very sparingly dieted, and locked up every night. This place, however, I thought a paradise to our former dungeon, and as we were not overworked, we made our lives comfortable enough, having the air all day to refresh us from the heat, and not wanting for company, for there were at least three hundred of us about the whole work, and I often fancied myself at the Tower of Babel, each laborer almost speaking in a language of his own. Towards the latter end of our work our keepers grew more and more remiss in their care of us. At my first coming thither I had contracted a familiarity with one of the natives, but of a different kingdom, who was then a slave with me. And he and I being able tolerably to understand each other, he hinted to me one day the desire he had of seeing his own country and family, who neither knew whether he was dead or alive, or where he was, since he had left them seven years before to make war in this kingdom, and insinuated that as he had taken a great liking to me, if I would endeavor to escape with him, and we succeeded, he would provide for me. For, says he, you see, now our work is almost over, we are but slightly guarded, and if we stay till this job is once finished, we may be commanded to some new works at the other end of the kingdom for ought we know, so that our labors will only cease with our lives, and for my part, immediate death in the attempt of liberty is to me preferable to a lingering life of slavery. These and such like arguments prevailed on me to accompany him, as he had told me he had traveled most of the country before in the wars of the different nations. So having taken our resolution, the following evening soon after our day's work and before the time came for locking up, we withdrew from the rest, but within hearing, thinking if we should then be missed and called, we would appear and make some excuse for our absence, but if not, we should have the whole night before us. When we were first put upon this work, we were called over singly, by name, morning and evening, to be let out and in, and were very narrowly observed in our motions, but not one of us having been ever absent, our actions were at length much less minded than before, and the ceremony of calling us over was frequently omitted. So that, we concluded if we got away unobserved the first night, we should be out of the reach of pursuers by the next, which was the soonest it was possible for them to overtake us, as we propose to travel the first part of our journey with the utmost dispatch. End of chapter 6, recording by James K. White, Chula Vista


Hi, you were so handsome up. Good morning guys. Welcome to vlogmas day 18 Literally insane this vlogmas has gone by so fast I just put on my new Lauren Elizabeth collection and I just want to say the quality is absolutely incredible and Just so comfortable. They're actually flattering.  I need to go edit. I'm gonna take the dogs out. Hi bud. Hi bud.  Look at them, but they're a little Santa bandana. It's guys. So cute. Oh All right guys, this might be kind of weird to do But I'm gonna try new verse products. I know I'm in my kitchen. It's fine Any day now. Okay. Oh, I'm gonna feed you guys in like two seconds. They're so dramatic They just had treats here. We have the Versification eyes brightening eye gel. Maybe I'll get my nails done today. Honestly. I really should oh This feels nice. I don't have like really bad under eyes, but oh Love a good eye gel. Should I be using an eye gel every night anyways though? And we have this dew point moisturizing gel cream amazing. Oh, wow Wow This feels really good. See I just want to leave that's like crazy moisturizing and this this is it.  I really really like this and verse is pretty inexpensive. I'm pretty sure the dew point moisturizing gel came 10 out of 10. I Mean what a beautiful looking couple a beautiful looking Christmas card a Beautiful note. I just love Megan and Finley. I miss them so much. Look at them living their best life Hi guys, I'm still editing But I just want to say right now if you still don't know what to ask for for Christmas and your parents keep Like asking and and like your parents just keep begging you to tell them I have a great idea. Okay, because this is me this morning And I feel like I don't really need things but they were just like please and you know, they were they were over me I think at home gym equipment. Duh, I you know I'm making my den a better gym, but I'm asking for like the baller ring. I got some like free weights Like a pee ball thing I just got a few things of equipment because Alyssa and I last night also decided that we're gonna make my gym Or my den like the gym of 2021 everyone's gonna come over at like 6 30 every morning And we're gonna blast music and work out and it's gonna be really fun So I need a more equipment for that So I will link below exactly what I'm asking for because I just made the list anyways And it's just kind of like my at-home gym thing, but I think that'll be really good And honestly, it's gonna be something I use like every single day. So The dishwasher is so loud. It is now noon.  We've got some more gifts in about an hour I have my professional organizer coming back over. We're gonna go through and declutter some spaces figure out What we want to order specifically and then go from there I'm so excited for my house to be so organized like you have no idea So I'm gonna order that stuff today after she comes over. I will have her Instagram linked below She's like the cutest person ever. She's so nice. She's available. So hire her anyways I think I'm gonna do the next hour to sit on the couch and watch vlogmas This is like the week before Christmas where things are kind of slowing down besides deals And just not having podcast stuff and not having school stuff alone I feel like I have literally nothing to do. It's nice though I'm excited to like kind of chill and have more of a Slow-paced last few weeks of the year comment below like when are you guys off for the holidays?  I might take off like a week after Christmas We will see best Starbucks drink ever Unbeliefed literally horrible it's so unorganized because I can't see it So when I get those things that glide random, okay clean it out so that we're able We're gonna be able to like organize it. It's so much better. Oh my god. I Can't wait for I have this things that hold like come out of my drawers or my cabinets and be incredible Oh my gosh, where is that? What is it again? It's working. Yeah, thank you So cute. Well the dogs are getting some cookies. So they leave me alone Coco you get fall a lot a Have a cup of cheer because you're the perfect angel. Good boy Yeah, and the Texas one which I'm like refusing to look at me so cute. All right guys It's 5 p.m. We have spent the past like three and a half four hours going through everything in my house and getting ready I just ordered everything that we need it. So next time she comes we're gonna go through and actually organize everything She's just literally the best I cannot recommend enough incredible also to spend hang out with but if you guys need To get anything organized new lit, but if you live in the Dahls area check her out She's so helpful, and I'm like so excited. It's my purpose the new year and I make my first mocktail It's random. I don't actually have seltzer water. I have sparkling water I have more stuff, and I will be working more this weekend, but I'm just gonna try my best And I'm gonna use my cocktail shaker Solid because I just we really want to use it. Here's what I have. I have some ginger beer I have some sparkling water, and I have some lime juice. I don't have limes So I also can't honestly this is like my weekend project. I might actually do this so ginger beer Hopefully this is good because I'm really going for it here. I really need better glasses That's like another thing that I need guys also. I of course stain my shirt like of course. I did oh wow that was actually Can you believe that that was absolutely? That was perfect. Oh, it's actually really good like I see why it would be better with seltzer water But this is actually really good. So it's the Trader Joe's ginger beer. I Also got this the Trader Joe sparkling water. It's the grapefruit kind, but I'm not gonna lie guys This is really good. I just heated up some stuff peppers from Trader Joe's I'm gonna have my mocktail and watch some more vlogmas. All right. I'm in my room I am going to eat this chocolate bar, and I'm going to finish the undoing which I am so excited for So I just finished the undoing. Here's the thing. I was expecting a bigger twist at the end I'm not gonna give any spoilers. So if you haven't finished it, don't worry But I know there's a lot of controversy on how it ends I know there's a lot of controversy about how it ended and I'm not gonna go and say it was the worst ending ever Like I don't even feel like it was a bad ending. I just expected maybe a little bit more But honestly, I'm fine with how it ended. I finished the show in three days. Yes There were only six episodes, but that's really good for me I just wanted to in today's vlog with just a little bit of a chat and I kind of hate to even like say something because I Know I feel like my vlogmas this year hasn't been as like happy and whatever and hi. How are you? He's so cute guys. He's actually going to be like 80 pounds. I cannot believe it. I was tricked I was tricked. Yes. I was but I love you He's literally everything I could ever ask for I love you Guys just a little fits update. I know I talk about him in every single vlog, but I just want to say he is legitimately He's legitimately the best dog. That's ever ever Breathe ever lived on this earth so handsome, too. Anyways, I'll let you say I'm not trying to have my vlog Let's be like super down this year and honestly, I'm not even super down I think I'm just dealing with a lot of like health and the hormonal issues However, I will say after this year It's just been such a weird year as everyone knows and I feel like that's what I was saying like cheer came out on Netflix in February of this year like that's so Bizarre and I watched it in March I'm like so confused anyways. I think that being 23 is a really weird age Hey guys, I've been trying to record this clip So this is me coming back trying to regroup but basically Um, I don't mean to be like negative or anything like that I have a great life, and I'm like so grateful for it, and I am genuinely happy However, I will say that I think 23 is a weird age sometimes the holidays are really weird can be really isolating especially when you live by yourself, and it's a pandemic and I don't know like when the year just goes completely the opposite of how you expected it to go I know so many of us are going through this. This is not a like. Oh my gosh life sucks type of moment It's just like I've just been feeling like a little bit down I don't know if it's just because I'm like spending so much time alone or If it's just like I just rest of the holidays or honestly a combination of all that But I just want to say like as much as I love Christmas so much holiday blues are a very very real thing and Sometimes you just put a lot of pressure. I don't know I think too just the combination of like so much change and life is just weird and whatever I don't know guys Instead I'm sorry if I haven't been as like I don't know like maybe upbeat or I'm not trying to like sit down and be like Oh my god life sucks like that's not even what I mean I have a great life, and I'm really grateful, and I'm like very happy worth where I'm at and like who I'm with I don't know. I think it's normal to like feel weird sometimes especially at this age but it's just so maybe it's also like the uncertainty of what's gonna happen and Not knowing What's gonna happen? So anyways, I'm just going to actually probably watch a new show I'm getting into shows right now guys. That is it. I hope you guys enjoyed today's vlogmas I'm really excited to continue working with Danielle and get the rest of my house organized It's gonna be so nice like I actually cannot wait, but I love you guys so much, and I will talk to you tomorrow. Bye