Hey there friends, how's it going? Please answer, for once just please answer. My name is Kevin and today we're playing Among Us. Ignore the ominous red glow. There's nothing behind there. Ah, I told him there's nothing there, now please leave me alone. Alright, let's get started. First name of the game, the mind was Mafia. I don't know why, but that's all we're going with it. I kind of want to play on the Skeld, because the last episode, I didn't make a big deal about it, but I played the whole game on Polis. And I really didn't want to make a big deal about it, because I'm not addicted to Among Us, I'm addicted to the Skeld. Is that a problem? Yeah, sure. Well, I didn't have to talk about it, I just joined. I was banned. Alright, I guess I just better not have a problem next time. They're asking to speed up, please, and then stand. I'm like, slow down and then stand. They left. I like that they won't turn up the speed. They're like, okay, bye. Oh, and that reminds me of the customers that go, 10 quid, I could get that for five in the other store. And I'm like, okay, get it in the other store then. And they're just like, yeah, you won't go any cheaper. And I'm like, no, I'm actively telling you. Look, I'm going into retail stories now. I shouldn't be doing that. Look, I'm dead. Just even thinking about retail gets me killed. We're doing a massive chain here.  What about me? Black protects me. No, what do you mean? No, what's wrong with me? The mafia is all about family. Oh. Oh, I tried to make friends with them, but they weren't having, they've kind of messed this up now because like they locked the door and they were both in there with me and they killed me. And then everyone else came in and it's like, well, it's only you two in here. And there's the dead body of the poor mafia, man. Oh, he's panicking now. I was impostor in previous game. How can again I can be? I'd get rid of him just for body language alone at this point. Oh my God, this got rid of pink. Oh my God, they're going to be so upset. Oh, no, why would they do that? Wait, it wasn't even lime. Oh, okay. So lime and black must be playing together. This is so confusing. All right. Okay. I see what's happening here. I've been on the other side of this before. I just said lime. I want to join your gang. I was going to say I want to join your mafia though, but I didn't want to make it about me. They think I want to become the leader of the gang and like I do, but I don't want them to know that. Aha, I knew it. Okay. It's, it's yellow. They killed in Alec and vented to Medbay. I saw them on the security board. I'm using big brain. He's just not very convincing even though I don't think it's that solid of an argument, but he said I was in security and I'm going to cafeteria. I said, I saw you come from Medbay. He's like, I went in there later. Okay. Well, I convinced them anyway. I got five out of the six votes for yellow. Please be them. Yes. Yay. I'm right for once big brain kev. It happens, but once a year it's beautiful really and tragic at the same time.  Aren't I orange just stared at me emergency meeting. Oh dear. Oh no. Oh, yellow is they got voted out said pink imp and then left the game. Let's just check. No, I'm skipping even if they're telling the truth. I don't want to catch them like that. I skip. Okay. Yes. My skip got a draw even if they went, you know, I'd rather they went overcome adversity and all that and the expense of me and my pride. There's hardly any of that left anyway. It doesn't matter. Where the hell did they go? Oh, okay. So it turns out it was pink. Okay. So it turns out it was pink after all. Don't we all feel better winning fair and square? Oh, you see, look at this. This is nice. They're like, yes, me. I saw them killed by security envelope, but you did well white and I said, good try pink. Sorry, your teammate ratted you out. Yellow was a day. See, this is all nice. They even voted themselves. You see, that is a happy ending. Humanity is so awesome and epic poggers. You were disconnected from the server. Well, you know what? That's fine. It had a happy ending. I'm renaming myself the Karen now. Oh my God. I thought that was another Karen. That might be a Russian Karen. She's Russian. All right. She's rushing off to do her tasks. I God bless. Why did blue running after me and then just come back out again trying to have a conversation with Linda over here? Hello, Linda. How are the kids? Linda's not responding very good. And a pity that Trump lost. Where did that come from? Thanks, Linda. God bless.  I got two votes for some reason. I'm just talking about the kids. Won't somebody please think of the children? All right, Linda, we're going together. Girl, stay out. Oh, Jesus. Oh, no. We found a body. I think I have some essential oils that will clear that right up thing. I voted out and immediately left. Let's see if it was actually them. They were an imposter. There you go. Zero imposters remain. Well, that's lovely. That means me and Linda can just go around the ship having a lovely day. Jeez, Linda. The reactor is going off, but sure. Do we care? Hey guys, I don't know what's going on here. Me and Linda will just pass right on by if you don't mind. We have to go to navigation. I'm in control of this ship. There we go. I've plotted a course. We have to go to them all. Yes, Linda, I plotted a course through them all. You're not funny, guys. That's it. I want to speak to your manager or a silent hilarious. Thanks, PJ. You are banned. I asked to speak to his manager. He's like, no, you know what? You're banned. New lobby. Who is the manager here? I am man. Well, then I'd like to congratulate you on a lovely lobby. I don't know if it saw that coming. Want to join my MLM? Just sneak that in there. All right, who will I follow? Code Amy. I'm going to follow you because I don't understand your name. Well, now I'm dead. That was a risky kill. They got pretty lucky though. Wait, wait, where's my, what? Where's my body? Wait, how are there three of us dead? I just realized they have the same names. I shouldn't have gone with them. Wait, why did they vote out Christmas? This Karen is outraged. The Christmas is canceled. I thought it was brown and pink, but obviously they're playing together. So one of them killed me and the other didn't do anything about it. But then orange said brown killed and vented. I saw it and then he said it's me and brown. Okay. I understand. Why are they ruining the game like that?  You know what? No, I don't want to hate Christmas. I want to rekindle my love for Christmas. So I'm going to go to Paulus and enjoy the snow. Oh my God. Why are we so slow? Oh dear. We are so, so slow. Come on egg.  I'm complaining with the bathrooms being filtered saying who is the manager and she told me to STF you. I said, that's it. You need some essential oils. Young lady. And now cactus Jack is getting upset with me. Oh my God. Why are you so angry? Stop it.  Oh my God. What is this? Someone killed brown hoping they all burn alive. Oh my God. I jokingly said I want to speak to the manager in a video game and then he's like, yeah, I hope your whole family burns to death seems reasonable. I'm going to call an emergency meeting. Oh my God. They're so upset. Jesus. You are kicked. Oh my God. I don't understand how I got under the skin that much. You think it's the name? Is it just immediately pissed people off to the point that they want your whole family to burn? Hmm. No, I think for once this wasn't my fault. Kill 2020. There we go everyone. I did it. You're welcome. Someone had to do it. I'm just locking all the doors. Oh, there we go. They found it. Wait. No, they didn't even find 2020. Yes. 2020 is gone. Oh, that's so sad. Their last words were frowny face, but without the eyes, they've their eyes closed and they're just frowning physical. I don't need a physical Karen. Yes, honey. We got a victory. Okay. That was probably the easiest when I've ever gotten at least I killed 2020. That's the highlight here. Take that January 1st. I did it for you. You were kicked. Jesus. Everyone's so upset. All right. Just out of a test, let's just change my name. Like when I was mafia, everyone was nice. And then I changed my name to Karen and immediately I'm just getting slaughtered in every lobby. Yeah. Look at this. They're immediately nice to me. I'm going to smiley face and say, shall we start? That is only three of us. Who wants to body with me? Me. Me. I feel like we're getting like a scientific discovery here. The name Karen just invokes hostility. I predicted orange God job to host. You heard a guardian angel. Well, welcome to guardian God. His name is toast. He plays among us. Oh, we're getting an emergency meeting. What did he see on those cameras? Huh? One kill. We lost. Okay. Let's vote for brown. Okay. It's either brown or red. May as well take a shot in the dark. Oh my God. He's getting upset. No swearing please, Brown. My kids are watching.  No, it's not a swear. So thanks, Brown. My kids say you are silly.  Well, it must have been him because we're still alive. Oh, they just left it. Wait, was it pink? It was pink. Why did they leave? They had it in the bag. Silly Brown. Die. My kids are not.  All right. Quick experiment. Change back to Karen. Rejoin. There we go. I'm back. Lol red said I'm out of here when he saw Karen. Why is everyone annoyed with the name Karen? I could be a lovely Karen. I'm the manager. You are doing a great job. Oh my God. I finally get to play with Jack Spideyce. My dream come true. Jack, I'm a huge fan. Thanks for subscribe. Jack is such a way with words. I love the video you do with call me Kevin. How could friends you with Kevin? Great. I bet he's awesome to hang out with, right? Yes.  And maybe later we could play with Kevin. Meanwhile, everyone else is like, please, can you just vote? Okay. Sorry. Star struck. I'm just following them everywhere now. You want to impersonate someone? You got to deal with the consequences. Me. Oh my God, Jack. That was so fun. Can you invite call me Kevin next game? If he wants. Thanks so much. The only person in history to try and use Jacksepticeye to get to me. And it's me. It all can add up. It's the only way it could happen. Red sauce. If Jack says it's red, I vote red. He's like, I not vote yet, dude. Can't wait to be called me Kevin next round. Victory. We did it. Invite Kevin Jack. It was so fun. I'm calling him. Thanks.  He's like, I'm green. What was that? No, just like Jack is innocent. Where is Kevin Jack? He don't want to. Kevin, what the hell, dude? I'm your biggest fan.  They're, they're pretty set on killing me anyway. They don't really like me. Why did you deny green? Did it? We legit saw it. It's Jacksepticeye. We shouldn't vote him. Vote me anyway so I can talk to Jack. Everyone including myself voted for me. It's like I can't stop laughing. Can you get Kevin in here next game? He asked Corpse to be him. What does that mean? He asked Corpse to be your friend. Oh my God. I'm the imposter this time. Let me vent on front of Jack. Let's see if he's as nice as he really pretends to be. No, don't kill him.   You're not Jacksepticeye. Why do you think it's me?  Even Progles, like, do you really think they would have killed Jack? Yes, victory. Fantastic. All right. You know what? I think I've been enough of a nuisance. I think I've scientifically proven that just having the name Karen is it's dangerous out there. Maybe we should just give Karen's a break. I hope you enjoyed this collab with me and Jacksepticeye. I think it was quite fun. I appreciate you watching. If you like my stuff, subscribe. 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Okay. Hello everybody. Welcome. Welcome to our old-day movie workshop. I'm Peter. I'm going to be the host today. And yes, I'm looking forward to this movie, another one I haven't seen. So I'll just give you a little bit of a introduction of how the day is going to flow for those who are new. So we'll start with the movie with David. And then afterwards we're going to have a 10-minute break. Then we will have breakout rooms where you can share any emotions or anything that came up during the movie. And then we'll have a 45-minute break. And then we're going to have questions and answers session with me. So I'll pass it over to you now, David. Thank you, Pete. Thank you. Welcome, everyone. Glad you can join me today. We're going to take another deep dive into the mind and into the spiritual awakening of through forgiveness that Jesus is taking us on this journey. He's showing us the way. Everyone says on the surface they want to be free of pain. They want to be free of guilt. They want to be free of sadness and hurt.  Well, then we just have to follow Jesus, the master who has transcended all of these emotions because they were all generated by the ego.  So now we have his beautiful course and miracles to lead us. And today we're going to look at some things in the course. And we're going to look at some very deep teachings today. Today I have to say, well, you know, today is a root canal day. I hope you guys are ready for root canal.  But then eventually you get called in for the root canal. And usually you say, knock me out. I don't even want to know about this. This is way too much for me to handle. I don't live for root canals. Jesus, he likes to have worked with us and do the root canals in our mind because what's underneath the surface of the teeth and gums is the roots and the roots is the subconscious mind. So everything you perceive in this world is a projection of the unconscious mind. That's why on the surface of things, a person can say, why do bad things happen to me? I'm a kind generally. I'm kind and sweet and loving. And then why do I have to have a disaster? It's ruining my day. It's ruining my life, these disasters. If I could just eliminate the disasters and Jesus says, well, we have to raise up the unconscious mind and see the impossibility of the ego, the impossibility of evil, the impossibility of error. And once we can see the impossibility of error, then we're home free because we're the Christ. We've always been the Christ and we just need to wake up and remember ourselves as the living Christ like Jesus did. He's a great way show or a great example. Now, to put this into context a little bit, the past few weeks, I've been talking about my friend Dorothy. I even had a friend write to me from Colorado and it was going through intense anxiety and she listened to one of the recent movie commentaries and she said, oh my gosh, that popped me completely out of my anxiety. I was from intense anxiety to laughter. And she said, I learned to channel my inner Dorothy. She said, and that's a pretty good compliment to Dorothy. Actually, after going from anxiety to peace, then you can say, oh, I'm channeling my inner Dorothy, my inner Christ, my inner Jesus, my inner Buddha. Now, some of you who work with the Course of Miracles know that, you know, there's 31 chapters in the text. There's a workbook, and then there's a manual for teachers, including a clarification of terms. But some of you have heard me refer to the text in the middle of Jesus's text kind of more towards just past the middle. Jesus basically spends nine chapters talking about the biggest block to the awareness of God. In other words, Jesus basically says you're home free, except for one thing. And if you can get this one thing, then you're home free. So it must be pretty important. And what he's going to do is he's going to expose the ego's deepest tricks, the ego's deepest defense against God, and the ego's greatest gift, its biggest weapon. He's, he's going to go down to the ego's atomic bomb, and he's going to dismantle the bomb and say, you don't have to be afraid of this bomb, because I've already dismantled it. You're just afraid of something that the ego is trying to scare you with. But, but actually I've already dismantled it. It's, it's, it's diffused. The bomb is diffused. So relax, I got you. There's not going to be a bomb. It's already diffused. And it's so important that Jesus spends not one or two chapters on it, not four or five chapters on it. He actually spends nine chapters in his texts, out of 31 talking about this boasted weapon of the ego, this, its greatest defense. In fact, at one point, Jesus says, you're almost home to heaven. You just have one thing blocking you from heaven. And that is the special love relationship. See the ego had to come up with something in this world that would be attractive, that will get your mind's attention, that will help you in its purposes to stay identified with the body and not remember that your spirit. You see, it's very important to the ego that you buy the substitute for love. The body was made as a substitute for love. If you don't believe me, check out Madonna's Ray of Light album. She's got a song on their substitute for love. And it's a sad song. And I would have to say that the ego substitute for love is extremely attractive. It sparkles like diamonds and rubies. It is so attractive that it's one of the biggest things that this world seems to offer to keep you from going inside and recognizing yourself as the Christ. To keep you from the kingdom of heaven within is the great grand distraction of the special relationship that's projected from the ego onto the surface of consciousness to catch your eye, to lure you away from the kingdom of heaven, to keep you asleep for centuries and maybe even millennium. Some of you don't like reincarnation, but this is what the ego does to keep you asleep for millennium. It's not talking about one lifetime. It will pursue you beyond this lifetime. Just when you think you've succeeded, it says sleep. Back to sleep, you go one more lifetime. You aren't even close to escaping. I've got you. Like the Wizard of Oz, the wicked witch of the West. My pretty, I've got you. The ego, it's so sneaky and tricky and ingenious. In fact, there's a couple of teachers of the course, Ken Wapnick and Gary Renard who I've heard them both say in terms of the ego making time and space, making this entire cosmos, both Ken and Gary have said the word impressive. I don't actually believe that because I don't think illusions are ever impressive. I think God is impressive and Christ is impressive and the Holy Spirit is impressive, but I'm not really impressed by how ingenious the ego is to project such a complicated world of time and space, such a vast dream of so many intricacies that you get completely fooled about your true identity and completely caught up in the quick sand, totally enamored and enured with illusions. I don't think that's impressive. I think that's foolish actually. That's my word for the ego and its projections. The ego is the fool because it's a death wish and God is eternal life and Christ is eternal and there is no love but God's love. There aren't different kinds of love. Jesus tells us in the workbook, there's only one love and that's the love of God. And when you're in that experience, you are intoxicated in love. You are drunk on love. You are awake in love. You are joyful in love. You are gleeful in love. Love is everything and there is nothing but that love. So that's the point of, of course, the miracles is to teach you that love is all there is. Anything else that you're perceiving is, is a distraction away from God's love. Jesus does say at one point he says, you never have really considered removing every scrap of fear that you still hold on to in your mind. You never have really honestly considered to remove every scrap of fear. Who's in it with me? Who's in it with me for removing every scrap of fear and knowing the love of God? That's all we're here for. We're not here for any other reason. Nothing else is going to get our attention now, except knowing who we are is the Christ. So a while back, I think probably maybe two or three years ago, or a while back in Mexico, I, I showed a movie that was called Whitney. Has anybody ever heard of Whitney Houston? Well, what, what a movie. I've actually had people tell me that they had trouble watching that movie with my commentary because they, they were so heartbroken. They couldn't stand to see this beautiful, vibrate, vivacious, joyful, gleeful Christian, young Christian woman who was all swept up in the love of Jesus. And then as her voice was angelic, her voice was like we could say not of this world. The ego jumped on that voice and then through a series of things that it does fame, fortune. And then of course it waits till the end. The, the fame really didn't, didn't crash Whitney. And the fortune didn't really crash. Those were annoying things for her. But the special love relationship. Jesus always says you have to be careful of this special love relationship because even if you're a wrestler like Andre, the giant, the ego will take you down. I mean, the ego will take you down to the mat with this special love relationship. It knows that that's his most boasted gift. Just when you think you're going to escape fame, just when you think you're going to escape fortune and all the tricky, greedy things that the ego throws at you, it's going to try to kick you behind the legs and take you down to the mat with the special love relationship. Why would Jesus spend nine chapters on one thing unless it was important? He would not have spent nine chapters in the middle of his text telling us. Now with my friend Dorothy, she, she worked up in the Catskill Mountains. When I first met her, she was at the foundation for A Course in Miracles and she, she worked in the garden and she worked the dishwasher and, and she also was the chef. She was like a chef in the kitchen. And when I was there, she told me one time that she said, whenever Ken Wapnick does those chapters I'm talking about 15 to 24, whenever he does those chapters in a workshop, she has to order seven times as much food to feed the participants. Why did it, why did they need seven times the amount of food for those chapters is because the resistance to these ideas is absolutely enormous.  Vladimir doesn't even stand, he's not even in the conversation with what we're going to do today. We're going, we're going deep dive. We're going to drop so deep today. We're going down the rabbit hole. We're just going to drop all the way through the rabbit hole. And of course, when we get down there, you may feel like you want to grab the chips and dip and put your camera on like Dorothy. You may, you may rush for the ice cream, the chocolate, the ego might not be able to handle the truth. That's the famous line from Jack Nicholson.  I have fun watching your faces. That inspires me to do what I'm doing now when I see all your faces. And that's part of the joy of this dive. We're diving in this together. We're doing this together. So I showed the movie Whitney, where she went from a happy, joyful, inspired young woman angelic voice to drug addictions, crazy, wild, special love relationship. And then she committed suicide. And people have trouble watching that. But I don't think you have to really have trouble with it once you understand what the ego is doing to make you so sad that you would kill yourself.  It tries to trick you with idols and images in the world so that you can be placated, so that you can be distracted from the truth, so that you can seek false idols and then think that you're succeeding when in fact you're slip sliding away as the Paul Simon song and Simon and Garfunkel song. Now, I don't do this very often because it's not popular. People like comedies. This is not a comedy today. This is not a comedy. Whitney, the movie Whitney was not a comedy. People had trouble. Turn it off. Stop it. Stop it. Don't show me that. Don't show me that. Well, let Jesus show it to us. We can handle this. We're not shy when it comes to spiritual awakening. So today, I'm going to show you the newly released movie, the mystery of Marilyn Monroe, the unheard tapes, because most people know that Whitney Houston was kind of like an iconic singer who sang the song, The Greatest Love of All, but there are people that say Whitney Houston was the greatest singer of all time. Her voice was way, way, way beyond this world, obviously. And yet she committed suicide. Well, Marilyn Monroe, some of us don't know too much about Marilyn's childhood. We're going to find out in the movie today that she moved around from foster home to foster home. We're going to see that she had a very difficult childhood and adolescence. Being a foster child, she was just pushed and moved around from foster home to foster home, so she didn't ever have a sense of family or a sense of love and connection when she was growing up. And we're also going to see that as she rose to great fame, as she became perhaps one of the most well-known sex symbols of all time, as she became known as a motion picture actress. She would sing in her motion pictures. She had charm. And some of you have heard me on my other talks over the many, the last 30 years, how I said that Marilyn Monroe seemed to have everything that this world would say is necessary for success. She had fame. She had money. She had famous husbands, famous successful husbands, two of them. She lived in a big, beautiful house in Riverside, California. She could travel around and move around because she was a movie star and the studios kind of took care of their movie stars. So basically she had everything that the world could offer, but remember who made this world. It was the ego who made this world. God didn't create this world. God creates in spirit. And so all those things that Maryland seemed to have that people sometimes will even tell me that they're jealous of Marilyn Monroe. Like, whoa, you know, like, wow, that girl, she had it all. The only thing is that the all that she had was a projection of the ego. The mind is so powerful that it makes up concepts like it makes up a body. It makes up a sexy body. It makes up a successful body. It gives the body skills and abilities. And it literally projects them out. So fame is not a concept in heaven. There is no such thing in the kingdom of heaven as something of fame. The ego made up fame. And you have to have an image to have fame. You see how the ego made the body. And then it magnified that body and called it fame. So the ego projected fame onto Marilyn Monroe. And, and of course, in other characters in the dream, the ego projected popularity onto Marilyn Monroe, the ego projected wealth onto Marilyn Monroe. And the ego projected motion picture success, many amazing films. All of that was a projection because the world, as I've told you, is a projection of the ego. God didn't create this world. I seem to have to repeat that a few thousand times. And people always, ooh, that's not what it says in the Bible. Who cares what it says in the Bible? I'm not interested in the opinion. God did not create the world. If I have to rewrite the Bible in Genesis, I'll do it. If I have to rewrite the whole Bible, I already did. It's called Unwind Your Mind Back to God. But it may take a couple centuries before it catches on. But I'm not interested in how many centuries it takes before it catches on. The Bible's already here and the presence of God is in us. And God did not create the world. God did not create fame, money, popularity, success. But God did not create the body. And God did not create sexy bodies.  God knows nothing of a body, not a single thing of a body. God is pure love and pure love cannot even look upon this dense, vibrating matter that the ego made up that's called the body. God's not interested in bodies. So we have today the movie on Netflix, The Mystery of Marilyn Monroe, The Unheard Tastes. Now, we didn't really know the whole story. Everybody's always said, oh, that was tragedy. You know, Marilyn Monroe committing suicide and taking multiple things. But I think the only time anyone would even contemplate suicide sincerely or seriously is if they were very sad or they were very hurt or they were extremely offended in some extreme way. Or maybe they were just sick and tired of this world. They were like, stop. Let's stop this. I don't even know what's next. But the pain of what I'm experiencing now is so intense that that's where the ego comes in with its voice saying, yeah, just kill yourself. That's the ticket. That will help you. And we all know intuitively suicide is death. And Jesus tells us heaven is not reached through death.  And forgiveness is our version of life in this world. Forgiveness of illusions is actually the most happy, vital experience we could have. We call it the atonement. The atonement is the Holy Spirit's gift to us to help us escape from time and space and wake up to eternal life.  It would be so nice, you know.  And they said, David, if it's true that I just have to die physically to be in heaven, then wouldn't everybody do mass suicide? You know, like, let's get this over with as fast as possible. No, that's not it. Suicide is not the answer. And suicide is almost like taking a remote control and deciding to change the channel. You've been focused on one channel of delusion. You want to change the channel to another channel, then that's, you know, suicide or getting hit by a bus or the same. It's just the versions of changing the channel, you know. But suicide is not the answer. So it must be that if Marilyn Monroe had everything that the ego could offer and she still committed suicide, that it must be that maybe the Holy Spirit can use this story of Marilyn Monroe as a teaching device that will help us all. Because most of us haven't seemed to achieve the extremes of Marilyn Monroe. It's not like we have our personality character being voted the sexiest woman alive. It's not like our personality characters appeared in movies with all these actors and actresses. It's not like our personality character was married to Joe DiMaggio as a Yankee clipper. The famous Joe DiMaggio, yes, she was married to Joe. He was a nice guy, great baseball player too. And she was married to Arthur Miller, who was a playwright, very good playwright. Death of a Salesman, you know. There's all kinds of famous plays that he wrote. But basically what we're learning is that an attractive, successful, wonderful in the world's terms partner is not going to get you back to the Kingdom of Heaven. You've got to do the mind training. You've got to do the praying, the meditating, the listening to the guidance. You have to do all the things that all the mystics and saints have had to do to reach higher states. Look at Mary Magdala, for example. Mary Magdala lived at the time of Jesus and she was from the town of Magdala. And her father and her brother wanted her to get married like that was the thing for women back in the day. You know, you do what you do. You're helpful. You wash laundry. You do the food stuff and da, da, da. And then eventually you get a husband and you bear children and you keep the family lineage going. You keep the Jewish nation going.  You know, keep the Jewish nation going. That doesn't get you to the Kingdom of Heaven. That's part of the distraction from the Kingdom of Heaven. Time, everything of time is keeping you from the Holy Instant, from waking up now to the Kingdom of Heaven. So everything the ego made is just for one reason, to keep you blind from knowing who you are, to keep you blinded in the darkness from the light. Because if you knew that light, you would rush to God in gratitude and thankfulness for that divine light. So, as usual, you know, you gave me some themes to work with. The first theme that you have, you voted this number one with 60 votes, it was falling into dependency traps versus rising up my self as spirit. Falling into dependency traps versus rising up my capital self, my Christ self as spirit, as one with God. Wow, that's it. Wouldn't it be wonderful to be free of all false dependencies? You know, everybody's like, well, I would like to do this, but I don't want to upset my mom or I don't want to upset my dad. My family would be very upset if I go for spirituality. What are you going to do for a job? What are you going to do for a career? Oh, divine providence. I'm channeling Jesus and the Holy Spirit. And that's when the parents get really worried, like, oh my God, we have failed. I was supposed to raise a good, upstanding citizen, tax-paying, contributing to society. And now they got their hands like this and they're like channeling Jesus and writing things down from Jesus and following their inner guidance and following their intuition. That's a nightmare for most mothers and fathers. Absolute nightmare. They feel like their whole life is wasted. Because their offspring is now turned all nirvana. It's like, come on. They probably were listening to the band nirvana. Now they're in nirvana and they're going toward nirvana and the parents are pulling their hair out going, oh my God, I blew it. I totally blew it. So just for a little help, I wanted to talk a little bit about this dependency word. Let's talk about dependency. Dependency doesn't have a good connotation in this world. If somebody asks you on a job interview, what are your strengths? And you say, dependency. Out the door. You lose the job. And then so nobody likes the word dependency. And then let's use codependency. That is a word that's used to describe relationships, codependency. That's not a good word either.  And you go, oh please don't use that word. I know I was raised in a dysfunctional family, but please don't call me codependent. So nobody wants to be dependent and nobody wants to be codependent.  Oh, now that one feels better. You see people like that, like the declaration of independence. I am woman hear me roar into numbers too big to ignore or I'm an independent male. I am the divine masculine. I am independent. Listen, independent and codependent and dependence are all invented by guess who the ego. That's right. There's no independence in heaven except creation. Jesus says God created you perfect. And you have an independence in creation in spirit. You're independent. That's the good version. All on earth. Independence is autonomy. It's just as difficult. It's just as much of a defense against love as codependence and dependence. So the ego doesn't care which of its three tricks you will fall for. It doesn't care if you call yourself codependent or dependent or independent. The ego is laughing if you identify with any of these characteristics because why? They're all time characteristics. They have nothing to do with eternal spirit. So even if you say, oh, on the enneagram, I'm this number and I'm very independent. Listen, you don't want to be on that enneagram. I actually had an enneagram expert one time. I was invited to speak at an enneagram conference one time and I was in Columbia and I spoke about awakening from the dream. They all loved it too.  I was quite aware that I was none of the numbers. So I told the enneagram expert I'm none of them. And he said, no, all human beings are one of the numbers. And I said, okay, you don't like my answer. I'm none of them. I'm all of them. None of them, all of them, you know, there's no middle ground. This course will be believed entirely or not at all.  Unless you want to consider yourself one with God, that's not bad. But I don't think that's a number. I think that's a reality. That's not a number. That's a reality. So first thing is, let's take a look at this whole thing about dependency, because our number one theme is falling into dependency traps versus rising up myself as spirit. Here's what Jesus has to say.  So Jesus is flipping the ego's word dependency. And now he's flipping it back to God. And he's saying, be totally dependent on God, like all the mystics and saints, just listen to one voice the Holy Spirit, be dependent on the Holy Spirit for all your needs. For everything that you believe you need in this world, be dependent on the Holy Spirit. I see Micah, Amanda on over there. Jesus has given them a house. He's given them a whole house overlooking the water. And all they had to do was leave behind everything else in the world.  And it was owned by the Catholic Church. And the Catholic Church is giving it over to three people that are into a course of miracles. You see how Jesus is having fun with the Catholic Church. Now he's got, they're going to be in a beautiful church owned property because they're dependent on God. You see the difference? Not dependent on jobs, not dependent on careers, not dependent on countries, not dependent on theologies and ideologies, but just really simply dependent on God. You follow the Holy Spirit. Everything you need is provided. Carol's there. Carol's working on a movie with Jesus. And all he's asking you to do is let Jesus and say, let me make the movie and you'll have some fun. But if you think you're Carol and you're going to use your past learning on this movie, it's going to be a riding a wild Bronco. But you see, that's because God dependence is what it's all about. It's all about listening and following the Holy Spirit. Nothing has any meaning except listening and following the Holy Spirit. The world has no meaning except listening and following the Holy Spirit. Jesus says most of the loftier concepts of which you are capable now are time dependent. So maybe you have certain things that you are aspiring to. Maybe you want to be a spiritual success story and you have some image of what that would look like a guru or something. Or maybe you want to be altruistic and you want to make a lot of money so you can be a philanthropist and give a lot of money away. Or maybe you want to be a healer. You want to have bodies come to you and walk away out the door. I'm healed as they run down the hill.  I'm a good healer. These are, again, most of the loftier concepts of which you are capable now are time dependent. So that's why the Holy Spirit has to work with the concepts in the mind to help loosen the mind from all of them.  Maybe to be a healer. Maybe to be a speaker. Maybe to be even a miracle worker is a human concept. But the more you go into what it actually is, the human part disappears and you find that you are a miracle of God. Your identity is a miracle. I'm not talking about the body either or the personality. You start to go, oh my God, what if I'm a miracle of God? You see how it has to go through the rinsing away of the concepts. But most of the loftier concepts of which you believe you are capable now are time dependent.  Light worker is still a human concept because in the end, the light, it just is, it doesn't work. The light doesn't work. It just is.  I am the light of the world. Then you bring that light with you. Okay.  That's from chapter 11. The belief in ego autonomy is costing you the knowledge of your dependence on God in which your freedom lies. So much for autonomy. I see people that really practice spirituality so deeply and they free themselves up from being codependent. And they free themselves up from being dependent on people and places and things and the government for handouts. They free themselves up. They free themselves up, but then the ego snaps and hooks them with the autonomy idea because they think I am an autonomous, powerful person. I am an individual, unique expression of the love of God. I am a powerful person. I'm a power man, a power woman and the ego is laughing, going, got you with the autonomy. You gave up the codependence and the dependence, but wow, I got you easy, pride, vanity, hooks them every time. So that's right. You have to be humble. You have to lay aside all self-concepts, including the autonomy one, because the ego knows that it invented the body and it knows that the mind will be tricked with one concept called freedom of the body. You see how sneaky that is? And then Jesus comes in and says, what do you want? Freedom of the body or freedom of the mind for both you cannot have. Oh, Jesus is going to try to pull ropes out on one of the ego's biggest traps. It's going to try to read. Jesus will just pull that right now from under you. And everybody knows that the saints all went for the stillness. Actually, like Paramahansa Yogananda, he could not, he could care less of being famous because his real draw was into Samadhi. You see, a famous guru is nothing compared to Samadhi, the state of mind. So Paramahansa Yogananda is a symbol of he just let himself just ease into the stillness and toward the end of his life, he would go into such deep Samadhi states that his disciples, his monks, his followers would get scared because he was still breathing, but he didn't move for a long time. That's because he was going into Samadhi. The body was not necessary to be moving, but they started to freak. And then he would just say kind of just whisper this word into my ear or blow on me. If you get too scared, blow on me.  The world that I see holds nothing that I want. So you see that's a big difference between trying to be a famous guru. The real essence of divinity is just to be one with God.  You don't care about anything of the world because they're all time concepts and you're not interested in time. Okay. Now, here's your second theme. It's taken me a while. Usually I rattle right through the five themes, but this is your second theme. I'm trying to give you a good setup because I know that if we're doing a root canal, you need this setup. This is the preparation for the root canal. I'm doing this as a preparation for where we're going today because without this, it's going to be uncomfortable. You need to have some truth ideas in your mind swirling around for today's journey. Okay. Second one. This is the second theme. Seeking love outside my capital self versus knowing that I am enough. You might just say, I am. Seeking love outside myself versus knowing that I am enough. Here's what Jesus has to say in the Course. Seek not outside yourself for it will fail and you will weep each time an idol falls. Heaven cannot be found where it is not. And there can be no peace accepting there. Each idol that you worship when God calls will never answer in his place. There is no other answer you can substitute. And find the happiness his answer brings. Seek not outside yourself for all your pain comes simply from a futile search of what you want, insisting where it must be found. So when we seek for happiness in the world, it always falls apart. The wheels fall off at some point. Be you glad that you are told where happiness abides and seek no longer elsewhere. You will fail, but it is given you to know the truth and not to seek for it outside yourself. And then one more time, he really likes this this theme. Seek not outside yourself. The search implies that you are not whole within and fear to look upon your devastation, but prefer to seek outside yourself for what you are. Whenever we look for worthiness in terms of the body, in terms of the skills of the body, in terms of the accomplishments in the world of the body, whatever your resume says, if whenever you try to look at history in the past and somebody puts you down and you say, hey, you know who you're talking to? Do you see my resume? Do you know who you're talking to? You know, Jesus is like, I'm not interested in the resume. That was the first thing that Jesus had me delete after 10 years of university. I thought he was going to take me into the magical world of manifesting or something, learn how to be a manifestor. Jesus is like, no, actually not. Delete your resume. Do you know how hard I would delete it right now? I'm going to lead you now. You don't need the resume. Your resume is of no use to me now, because I will guide you step by step. And that was a big turning point for me. I just deleted it. Of course, I deleted it from my word processor. Back then, we didn't have computers. We had word processors. And first, I threw all my resumes in the trash can and I put them out in the garbage. And then Jesus said, no, I meant deleted from your word processor. You get rid of the image of the thing. I don't even want to see that image around. You can just print more. You keep that hidden in your word processor. Get it out of there. It's off of your word processor.   And the first one was delete the resume. So here's the big one too. This is the third one that you have in here with 40 votes. It says, believing in loss, betrayal and rejection. In the end, this is important. We look at this because Marilyn Monroe is going to symbolize a deep unconscious belief in rejection. And she's going to seem to be betrayed and rejected in her childhood, in her teen years. And then when she gets married to Joe DiMaggio, she's just out having fun doing a movie. The wind blows up under her skirt.  It's gathered there in New York City. Well, that's the end of that marriage because of an expectation from a husband that, no, my wife is an exhibitionist. It's all right that she's the sex symbol of the whole world, but she shouldn't be on the streets of New York filming a film. And what could she help with the wind blew under her dress? That's the end of that marriage. And then she'll marry a famous playwright. But she's going to believe that she's rejected from her family, believes that she's rejected from foster homes. Then she's going to believe that she's rejected from the first husband. And then she's going to believe she's rejected from the second husband. And then before she kills herself, she's going to be believed she's rejected from two more men. And they seem to be pretty prominent men. John F. Kennedy, the president of the United States and his younger brother, Bobby. And that rejection is going to bring such heartbreak into her that she's going to kill herself. But that's not a tragedy unless you start to see that it's just a belief that set the whole thing up. It's just the belief that she was not the Christ. It's just a belief that there were these famous authority figures and famous characters, famous men that could reject her. And what Jesus is saying is the secret of salvation is but this, you are doing this to yourself. You are choosing to believe in the ego. And the ego is the belief in death. It is the belief in betrayal. It is the belief in rejection. It is the belief in abandonment. And people are doing it to you. That the movie is being acted out so you can see with the Holy Spirit that you're none of it. That you're the Christ. You're the I am presence. You aren't in this dream at all. You're just dreaming a dream of separation, of abandonment, betrayal, rejection. I know all of us have gone through those emotions. Those are the ones that hurt the most. Abandonment, betrayal, rejection. There's nothing that cuts like a knife in our heart. Like a twisting knife when you believe that you know somebody, you trust somebody, somebody's a dear friend, and then they seem to betray you. They're doing you a favor. They're just acting out the belief in betrayal so you can cast it out of your mind. When you have a grievance, Jesus says, pluck the offense from your mind. Let the Holy Spirit pluck it from your mind. Don't blame your brothers and sisters. They're not doing anything wrong. They're just helping you by acting it out. Like Shakespeare said, all the world's a stage and everyone must play their part. We should feel grateful for every part that's being played because it's helping us mirror to us what we still believe in our unconscious mind. We couldn't even see it unless they acted it out. We should stop and give them bravo, Oscar to you. That was the most vicious, wicked dream character I've ever seen. I made it up, but thank you for showing me that I made it up. I needed you to act it out so I could see that I believed in it first because we can't perceive it unless we believe it. You got to believe it first before you can perceive it. And if you believe in forgiveness, you'll see a happy dream. I guarantee you you'll see a happy dream if you believe it. But if you just say, maybe in 10 lifetimes, I know there's some teachers that even teach you cannot hear the Holy Spirit's voice. Don't believe it. If anybody tells you you can't hear the Holy Spirit's voice, don't believe it because if you believe it, then you'll seem to go, I can't hear. Why can't I hear? I say, well, look at the signs and symbols all around you, but I want to hear it. Well, if you want to hear it is, you'll receive it. Just if you really want to hear it, you will hear it. There's nothing that can stop you from hearing it because that's the only voice that makes sense. That's your voice of sanity, your voice of happiness. If a teacher tells you you will never hear the Holy Spirit's voice, don't you believe it for one second because that is the most natural voice there is. And even though it's rare, is rare going to stop you? If it's rare, that's not going to stop you. Okay, it's rare. I'm still going to hear it. I don't care if it's rare.  I'm still going to eat it. And I don't care if you tell me it's rare to hear the Holy Spirit. I'm still going to hear it because I want to and my mind is powerful. Okay, here's, here's, we're talking about belief in loss, betrayal, rejection. Here's what Jesus says, find hope and comfort rather than despair in this. You could not long find even the illusion of love in any special relationship here. For you are no longer wholly insane and you would soon recognize the guilt of self-betrayal for what it is. So every time you think you're in this perfect romantic relationship and you think there is a God, oh my God, Jesus gave me my soulmate, don't stop there because as long as it's personal or interpersonal, it's not the final goal. It's, it's like there's still self-betrayal.  Because that's the purpose of the soulmate is to once in a while act out the rage that's still buried down there so that you can release the rage. You see how that's an important function. Those people don't like that, that ruins the story they see.  Good, they need to be ruined. If you need to actually see that Cinderella and the Prince is just a good starting point, you know, it's better to be a prince than a frog. Maybe they're really in the real world, they're the same, but it's a step, you know, okay, you can be this prince, but then Jesus says, yeah, but that's still an opportunity to find your own self-betrayal, which is in your unconscious mind. You see? So don't get fooled by the form because it's just a step along the way. Jesus says this, the betrayal of the Son of God lies only in illusions. And all of his quote sins are about his own imagination. His reality is forever sinless. He need not be forgiven but awakened. In his dreams, he has betrayed himself, his brothers, and his God. Yet what dreams has not been really done? It is impossible to convince the dreamer that this is so, for dreams are what they are because of their illusion of reality.  That's what a nightmare is, a nightmare is a fantasy generated by the ego to scare you into believing in a body. You know, it's like, ooh, it's trying to scare you into staying asleep. And nightmares, we don't wake up with nightmares, we wake up with happy dreams, we wake up with forgiveness dreams, we wake up with dreams of non-judgment. Okay, the final, well, there's two more left, seeking approval from others versus knowing that I am complete already. The one emotion in which substitution is impossible is love. Fear involves substitution by definition for its, it is love's replacement. So in other words, there was just heaven and God. As soon as there was the belief in separation, then the Holy Spirit was created as an answer to the belief in separation. So the Holy Spirit only came into existence as a bridge when there seemed to be the belief in separation. Does that make sense? If there's, if there's no separation, why do you need a bridge? It's all is one, all is love. But as soon as there was a belief in separation, the Holy Spirit was created instantly as the answer to that belief. And it took the Holy Spirit one, less than one second to handle the cosmos. It was solved, the instant it was, it projected. So the Holy Spirit is pretty quick. Now, listening to the Holy Spirit when you believe in illusions can seem to take time because there's a lot of resistance to that voice, voice for love. Fear is both a fragmented and fragmenting emotion. Fear, it seems to take many forms and each one seems to require a different form of acting out for satisfaction. While this appears to introduce quite variable behavior, a far more serious effect lies in the fragmented perception from which the behavior stems.  It's your mind. And it's the distorted perception and distorted belief in your mind that's producing this distortion. Don't be concerned about what bodies are doing or not doing. Look at the motives and the meanings and the values that your mind is giving to the body. Remember recently I was saying the body is nothing more than a learning device. Using this thing is like, oh, yeah, learning device. Learning devices don't make mistakes. It's the mind that tells the learning device what to be. So let's imagine this is Marilyn Monroe. Now, I know you're going to say, David, that's a very poor representation. It's not quite as curvy as it could be, but I'm just using it. It's a learning device. That's what Marilyn's body was, was a learning device, right? It's the same as everybody. It's the same as his pen. So this is Marilyn. Now the ego is like, oh, fame.  Oh, popularity. Oh, money. Oh, wow, you've got it all. Are you happy? How about a famous husband? Are you happy now? No. Okay, let's get Arthur Miller in here. Oh, Arthur, it values you for your mind too, not just your body. No, she's not smart enough. Oh no, oh no. You see, these learning devices are not the problem. The problem isn't with the body. The problem isn't with the personality. It's the mind that is reading meaning into these characters. The mind is saying you're a body. The mind is saying you're a famous body.    You're the sexiest woman in the history of the world.  It's like, this would be like you doing this to your pen.  My pet owner is Looney Tunes. They're chasing all kinds of false values and they're projecting them onto the bodies, you know, and they're not going to be happy. So we need to have this context when you watch this movie today. Otherwise, you'll be sad. You'll be sad if you don't remember that the body of Marilyn Monroe is just a learning device and learning devices don't make mistakes. The mistakes are totally judgments and evaluations in the mind, the ego mind, the wrong mind, not your right mind. Your right mind is happy. The Holy Spirit lives in your right mind. So why not live there with the Holy Spirit? Why not take up residence in your right mind with the Holy Spirit and have a good laugh at the whole thing instead of going into the wrong mind? Oh, I'm sorry for what I said. I'm sorry for what I did. I think the body is more than a learning device. I think it's me. And I think this me made the terrible decisions, wrong behaviors. And Jesus is like, come on. You are not listening to me. The body is a learning device for the mind to wake up. It's your mind that wakes up. Everybody's arguing about which bodies woke up and who woke up first.  They don't have minds of their own. They don't have their own private thoughts either, and they don't even wake up or fall asleep. They act like they fall asleep at night, but that's an act. The ego is projecting even sleep. The ego projects sleep onto the body. Oh, look, it's a sleeping body. Oh, it's awake. It's lively. Oh, it's asleep. You see, that's all just false projections. The mind is making the whole thing up. This is lesson number two from the workbook. I have given everything I see all the meaning it has for me. I have given everybody I see all the meaning it has for me. I have given every cat and dog, every mountain, every tree, all the meaning that it has for me. Oh my God, that's profound. Well, maybe I should roll back to lesson number one. Nothing I see means anything. In other words, God is the only reality. So there's nothing in perception that has any meaning. That's what spiritual awakening is about. Okay, we made it down. The last one, believing that I am a victim versus seeing I am not the victim of the world I see. Oh, you only gave it 31 votes. Oh, you don't like this victim one. Ha, ha, ha. Coming in at number five is victim and abuse. Okay. And Jesus does tell us, he says, this is the ego's core teaching is that the ego is telling you that you are a victim of somebody else or something else. He says, this is what the ego's entire teaching is. So if you can hear the insanity of what I'm going to read to you, then you're becoming sane, but you have to be able to hear what I'm going to read to you. The Jesus is saying is the ego's core teaching. And if you can see that it's, it's not true, then you're, you're happy. You can't, you can't be stopped. Your happiness cannot be stopped. So here it is. This is from text chapter 31. He's, he's waited 31 chapters to tell you the ego's core teaching. And here it is. I am the thing you made of me.  On this conception of the self, the small self, the world smiles with approval, the ego smiles with approval for it guarantees the pathways of the world are safely kept. And those who walk on them will not escape. So I'll read it to you again. I am the thing you made of me.  That is so deep that some of you might be saying, can you just give me one example, David, of that, because it's I'm having trouble digesting that I am the thing you made of me.  I'll give you an example. There's a teenager, the teenager is so frustrated, so angry, so bored with school with everything of this world that the teenager says to his parents, I think I'm just going to kill myself. Are you happy with that? And that is an example of I am the thing you made of me.  You burst me into this world.  You brought me here and now look what the world did to me. So are you going to be happy if I take myself out of the world? That's kind of an extreme example of the ego's thinking. That's a suicidal example. You brought me here.   I'll get back at you. I'll just kill myself. You see, that's the crazy logic of the ego, but that's an extreme example of what this is teaching here.  You didn't give me enough love. You didn't give me enough care. You didn't buy me an iPhone. This is a modern version. How could you not buy me an iPhone? Every other student in the school has an iPhone and I have air, nothing to put in my hands. You see, this is part of the you were not a good enough parent scenario, but underneath you were not a good enough parent is here it is.  You see, it's a blame game. The ego, that's its game. Blame the parents. Blame the culture. Blame the politicians. Blame the neighbor. Blame your brother and sister. You see, this is a blame game. The ego is a blame game. And the only way you're going to be happy is to give up the blame game. You have to take 100% responsibility for your state of mind. And as soon as that little ego starts to come in there and starts to say, well, they didn't really treat you very well and, well, they could have done this better and they should have done this and could have would have should have blah, blah, blah, don't listen to it. That ego is trying to get you to blame the world. And then Jesus, he never leaves us there. He tells us the escape. Here's Jesus giving us the escape. You are the dreamer of the world of dreams. No other cause does it have. It has nor ever will. Nothing more than a fearful, idle dream has terrified God's son and made him think that he has lost his innocence, denied his father and made war upon himself. So fearful is the dream. So seeming real, he could not awaken to reality without the sweat of terror and a scream of mortal fear. Unless a gentler dream preceded his awakening and allowed his, his calmer mind to welcome not to fear the voice that calls with love to awaken him, a gentler dream in which his suffering was healed and where his brother was his friend. God willed, he wakened gently and with joy and gave him means to waken without fear. So he's saying, please accept this soft, gentle dream that the Holy Spirit is offering. Please just stay with me, Jesus is saying, just look at the world with me and see how soft it is, see how kind it is. In forgiving eyes, the world is so kind and you can look upon any sight through the kindness of your own mind, through forgiveness. And then here's a paragraph that will save you every time you think you've been wrong, every time you think you've been abused, mistreated, every time you feel nobody recognize your true worth or you've been not appreciated. Here is your paragraph that will save you. This is, it doesn't get any better than this. This is so soft.  Dream softly of your sinless brother who unites with you in holy innocence. And from this dream, the Lord of heaven will himself awaken his beloved son. Dream of your brother's kindnesses instead of dwelling in your dreams on his mistakes. Select his thoughtfulness to dream about instead of counting up the hurts he gave. Forgive him his illusions and give thanks to him for all the helpfulness he gave. And do not brush aside his many gifts because he is not perfect in your dreams. If your brother and your sister were perfect in your dreams, you don't have to dream anymore. There's, there's no, you don't even have to forgive because if your brothers and sisters become perfect in your dreams, you're home in heaven. You don't need bodies anymore. You don't need, you don't need to be dreaming once your brother and sister are perfect. In fact, all it takes is one brother or sister. You know, some of you I see you at La Casa de Milagros looking around at Living Miracles, Mama's Theory, Micah, Amanda, just turn around and look at each other and just realize all you have to do is see one person is perfect, which means see beyond their body.  You won't be here long because you'll be so happy.  Oh, you adorable one.   I can't, oh, I can't stand it. You're so beautiful. You know, that's, that's where this is going is because Jesus knows that, that who we are is spirit. We're not bodies. So he's like saying, just forgive one. That's all it takes. He's not even asking you to forgive 7.8 billion. He's just practice with one practice with one, but do it all the way, you know, go all the way with it. So, and finally, I came across this course. Some of you can probably, I'll show it to you, then I'll read it. This is what I came across in the course today. I don't know if you can see it there. I'll read it to you. It says, this course does not attempt to take from you the little that you have. It does not try to substitute utopian ideas for satisfactions which the world contains. There are no satisfactions in the world. There are no satisfactions in the world. Believe this one thought and you are indescribably happy because you see if you believe that one thought, then you can let the past and the future go, right? What else would you need time for if you believe that one thought? You see, that's Jesus is so good. He's so wise. He so is reaching us with all this freedom. Believe this one thought, but there are no satisfactions in the world.  I can't get no satisfaction. And I've tried and I've tried and I've tried and I've tried. I can't get no. He's actually answering the Rolling Stones. Jesus Christ is answering the Rolling Stones with there are no satisfactions in the world. That's why Mick could not get satisfactions. He had a lot of girlfriends. He had drugs. He had rock and roll. Could not satisfy Mick. Even with rock and roll, Mick was not satisfied. So now we're ready for Marilyn. Marilyn Monroe, if you can now go past Mick Jagger, Mick was kind of famous, but not Marilyn Monroe. She's going to pop the cap off of this lid today for us. So sit back and enjoy the ride because we're going to look at the lifetime of Marilyn Monroe and we're doing it for the purpose of freeing the whole universe because Jesus knows we need extreme teaching examples. That's why the crucifixion, the whole story of him going on the cross was an extreme teaching example in which he taught teach only love for that is what you are. That's an extreme teaching example that you can't kill the Christ. But now we're going to let Marilyn Monroe show us that the world we see holds nothing that we want.  He said, would you put lipstick on a skeleton and dress it up? That's in the Course. Jesus is poking fun at our learning devices. Why are you putting a lipstick on? Why are you, oh, that low, are you trying to attract another body's eyes with what you're doing with this learning device? Well, you're offering him a crown of thorns if you're doing that. Next time you think about dressing the body up to attract another body's eyes, Jesus says, yes, you're offering him a crown of thorns. You're actually offering guilt as an attraction. And I will talk about that. I will talk about the attraction of guilt as we get into this movie because for most people, they say, I'm not attracted to guilt. I don't want guilt. Guilt is not my goal. But unconsciously, we have to look at the attraction of guilt because that's what keeps the mind trapped into the body identification. So enjoy the movie. I'm glad I gave you a good setup here. So I think you will enjoy this movie now. I hope it'll be a nice, a nice joyful flight and you don't have to, there's Zach or there's Grace and Vanessa over there in Spain. You look pretty happy. There's Barrett. Okay. Enjoy the movie. See you soon.


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So guys, by all means, head down into the description box below, check out Headspace for free, join me and millions of other people around the world experiencing a greater sense of mental health and mental wellbeing through the use of Headspace.  Thanks for watching guys and enjoy the video. Sup guys, welcome back to another episode of Rugby Player React. I'm your host, Jake McDonald and it's my absolute pleasure to bring you a man by the name of David Buck Tiari, quite well known around the traps, isn't he? In fact, if nothing else, he's definitely known for chugging beer. But all of that and more will be revealed as we get into the video. This is a video series titled The NFL's Top 100 Players of 2021. I am giving you my reaction to it as a rugby player. I've played rugby for 20 years. I'm a New Zealander. We have the world's number one rugby team. In fact, we have the world's most successful international sporting franchise. And I'm going to leave that one with you. So without further ado, it's time we roll the intro and crack into it. So, really, there's nothing left to do but to press play and should be a bit of entertainment at the very least. Let's go. You got to lift up pressure on me the most, it's probably Buck Tiari. Use the best of my man. The best? Oh, lineman from a guy like Miles Garrett. Tell you what, that's some real praise. He's a guy great with communication. He'll be actually watching the Jumbotron just to see what the old line is doing on the op. Good looking cat, isn't he? He is. I must admit. Maybe it's the blue eyes. Maybe it's the beard. Maybe it's the ability to chug a pint of beer in a second. Whatever it is, he leaves a lasting impression. Team, man, just to help me. When I come back to the sideline, he'll be like, see, this is what you need to do. I've seen you get a hit. I've seen you get a sack. When am I going to see a sack fumble and when am I going to see a sack roll for a touchdown? Okay, that's what you want. Love Buck Tiari, man. Great guy. And I remember that play for Buck Tiari. Ran all the way down field, 70 yards. His speed is just tremendous, man. Go, boy. Get this, son. Oh, you're kidding me. He's actually used as a blocker. He came to the sideline. I had to boil the water ready. Way to stay alive, we'd say in rugby. Way to stay alive. For him. That boy is good. I just feel like, I just feel like he's good. His technique is really good. Well, I tell you what, I think is really good. A night out in the piss. Actually, a night out in the town with David Buck Tiari and Brandon Graham. Now that'll be entertaining. I love his stance. That's what kind of helps him because of how he can kick. He's probably the most funkier set out of all of us tackles, but somehow it works for him. Everyone has their funky little things that they do, but the way he kicks his leg out and gets all set and... It's not often that a left tackle has to do a diving block like that, is it? Also, he locks up some of the best passwrestlers in the league. You do what you gotta do, I guess. David Buck Tiari. David Buck Tiari. Buck Tiari. Buck Tiari. When it comes to pass protection and protecting the quarterback, he's one of the best there is. Tiari. And I just feel like you're tough. And probably the hair. He does have a nice set of locks, but then again, so do a lot of these guys. He usually don't give up sacks. Yeah, he's a top left tackle in the league. Does best and doesn't and never gets beat doing it to be a dominant tackle. You do the same thing over and over again and it works and then why change it? Exactly. And look, we've got 13 seconds to go on this video, but I do want to look up his stats just quickly, because he is a veteran. 29 years of age. You wouldn't know it, he looks about 21. Six foot four, 310 pounds, pick number 109 in the fourth round of the 2013 draft. He's been at the Packers ever since. They don't have any of his NFL stats here, which is interesting. Is that because he's a left tackle and they don't really record too many stats? I'm not sure. In his rookie year, he became the first rookie in Green Bay to start every single game at left tackle since the start of the 16 game schedule employed by the NFL since 1978. And the only NFL rookie to start every game that season at left tackle in 2013. And here we are eight years later, he's still at the Packers, but he is unfortunately placed on the reserve slash PUP list. But what he did do last year is not only make the Pro Bowl, but also make for the second time in his career, the first team all pro. In fact, to be honest from what I see here, as far as his career highlights and awards are concerned, since 2016, he's come into his own and he's been absolutely balling out. And before we conclude this video, I just want to read you a quote from Bakhtiari in high school. Coming out of high school, Bakhtiari was six feet four inches tall and weighed 266 pounds and was ranked only as a two star prospect by rivals.com. In a 2009 interview at the age of 18, Bakhtiari commented, people come up to me and go, Oh, you're only a two star. But I don't really care what my ranking is. All that matters is how you do when you put on the pads. He received interest from several schools receiving offers and visiting Colorado, Utah, UTP and Washington before signing his letter of intent with Colorado. He played for the Colorado Buffalo's football team from 2009 to 2012. And as we know, got picked up in the 2013 draft by the Packers. His name is David Bakhtiari. He's a bit of a cult hero around the league and let's finish this video off. It is an interesting looking kickback though. But I'll tell you what, the one moment from that video that springs to mind is the diving block that he performed on his opposite man. Can you imagine a guy that's six foot four, three hundred and something pounds diving for your legs? Not very nice is it? It would not be very nice at all. Anyways guys, that brings us to the end of another video. We are almost two thirds of the way through. Thank you for watching. Thank you for the support. If you have enjoyed it, hit the like button. If you want to head down into the description box below and check out our exclusive video sponsor, that would be amazing. But if nothing else, stay tuned and I'll see you back here shortly. Peace out guys.


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And so I want to introduce our conference by remembering our movement's foundations. Helen Keller once said, I can't see. No, Helen Keller, I'm sure she did. Helen Keller once said, the only thing worse than being blind is having sight, but no vision. So by remembering our foundations, we can have a clearer vision, I believe, for our future. And so I want to remind you of a few things by taking a trip down memory lane. In the late 60s and early 70s, people were amazed at a new phenomenon that was shaking youth. There were young people who were beginning to come to faith in Jesus Christ, and the press quickly labeled it the Jesus movement and began to speak of us as Jesus people. This was because everything we valued centered around Jesus Christ. We had Jesus music. We're a community of Jesus people. We're even called Jesus Freaks. And that was amazing because many thought that America had outgrown its need for God. On April 8, 1966, Time Magazine had run on its cover. The question is God dead. As far as anyone could see, the gospel message was no longer reaching people. Young people were abandoning the church, and there was a real crisis of faith in the United States. But then on June 21, 1971, Time ran a picture of Jesus on the cover and called it the Jesus Revolution. Now, how did this revolution begin? How did this youth revival happen? As we look at today with the violence, with the fear, the uncertainty, we can actually think that it is the worst time in our history, but that obviously is not true. Memory is selective, and some look back at the 60s and see it with rose-colored glasses. It's advertised and celebrated as a time of peace and love, the coming of age of America. But the fact is the 60s in America was nothing but turmoil. The decade was filled with turbulence, anger, revolution. Many of us grew up under the shadow of the bomb with the belief that we would be annihilated through a nuclear weapon. In the 60s, the US committed itself to policing a small Southeast Asian country named Vietnam. President John F. Kennedy was assassinated in Dallas. Jack Ruby killed Jay Harvey Oswald on TV. And the 60s became a time of chaos. The civil rights movement led by Martin Luther King Jr. began marching for racial justice. It was Dr. King who said, I have a dream that one day little black boys and black girls will be able to join hands with little white boys and white girls and walk together as sisters and brothers that one day every valley shall be exalted, every hill and mountain shall be made low, the rough places will be made plain, and the crooked places will be made straight, and the glory of the Lord shall be revealed and all flesh shall see it together. That was a Christian vision. It was preached by John the Baptist. It was fulfilled in Jesus Christ. But his reward for such a dream was his being gunned down in Memphis in 1968. And then later, John Kennedy's brother Bobby was assassinated. The 60s was a time when racial riots broke out in Watts, Boston, Washington DC and Newark and Detroit and the Democratic National Convention in Chicago. Raised fists and cries of burn, baby burn began to ring out in America. UC Berkeley, Harvard, San Francisco State and other universities were invaded by students occupied in protest against the war in Vietnam. In May of 1974, university students were shot and killed by National Guardsmen at Kent State and 11 days later two students were killed and 12 people were injured after National Guardsmen opened fire on them in Jackson State College in Mississippi.  We saw the rise of the Black Panthers and the Black Muslims and saw the Black Power Salute raised in protest in the 68 Olympics. We had the Cuban Missile Crisis, the Berlin Wall and in the midst of this turmoil hippies came into existence invading San Francisco's Haight-Ashbury district. Drugs, alcohol, love ends, free sex became the lifestyle of many of the younger generation. Timothy Leary encouraged youth everywhere to drop acid and our motto's became turn on, tune in, drop out and if it feels good, do it. Much of this way of thinking came through a revolution in music. The British invasion led by the Beatles, the Rolling Stones, the animals and the who invaded America sweeping the youth into counter-cultural lifestyles and anti-Christ philosophies. And at that time, musicians became more than entertainers. They became voices. They became even prophetic. Pete Seger wrote an anti-war anthem called Where Have All the Flowers Gone. Barry McGuire sang The Eve of Destruction and Bob Dylan came to be regarded as the prophetic voice of youth. Music was more than simply lyrics. It was the voice of millions of disenchanted youth. I remember when John Lennon said the Beatles are more popular than Jesus Christ. Though it caused outrage and album burnings at that time, I agreed with him. We had rock music, folk music, protest music, soul music, psychedelic music. We had rock musicals. Every kind of music you could imagine. It became a time when singer songwriters came to believe that they should openly espouse politics and many did. Sam Cook's A Change is Gonna Come, Donovan's Universal Soldier and Lennon's Give Peace a Chance were among the songs that challenged the youth of its day. And this message was broadcast every day through every part of the United States over the radio. Motown became a conduit for black music to enter into America's mainstream. The 50s had introduced various black artists to America, but Motown introduced more of the black experience through such groups as the Temptations and Four Tops, the Supremes, Smokey Robinson, Marvin Gaye, Marthen Van Della's TV Wonder. In 1967, All You Need Is Love became the anthem of youth because it spoke to our hearts. In 1969, thousands gathered at Yazger's Farm in Woodstock, New York, and became the Woodstock Nation. Joni Mitchell wrote a song that Crosby Stills National Young became famous for. It clearly presented the longing and the hearts of many of the youth of that day. She wrote, well, I came upon a child of God. He was walking along the road and I asked him, tell me, where are you going? As he told me. He said, I'm going down to Yazger's Farm, I'm going to join in a rock and roll band. Got to get back to the land, set my soul free. We are stardust, we are gold, and we are a billion year old carbon, and we've got to get ourselves back to the garden. On the heels of Woodstock came Altmont, a west coast knockoff. The Woodstock vibe didn't last. Four deaths occurred at Altmont, including the death of Meredith Hunter. Contrary to our selective and sentimental memory, the 60s were anything but happy. We were rightly described by singer Don McLean as a generation lost in space. The apostle Paul describes it better in Ephesians 4, 16 and 17. He writes, we were darkened in our understanding, separated from the life of God because of our ignorance in us due to the hardening of our hearts. We lost all sensitivity and we gave ourselves over to sensuality, indulging in every kind of impurity with a continual lust for more. Again, in the words of Crosby, Stills, Nash, and Young, we were helplessly hopeless. In the midst of those dark days, God began to move. Many hippies began to see in Jesus the ultimate hippie, the preeminent revolutionary. His message of love and forgiveness began to reach my generation. Multitudes of hippies had come to faith in Jesus and it began to amaze America.  The press quickly called us the Jesus people. In 1967, Ed Plowman, the assistant editor of Christianity Today, wrote a book called The Jesus Movement in America and in his book, Plowman attempted to describe what was sweeping through the United States. What he was describing was a youth movement built on faith in Christ and his love. And he followed Jesus' people from Haight-Ashbury to New York City chronically in the movement. In his introduction of the book, Plowman wrote, I just couldn't believe it was the real thing. Hippies reading the Bible and praying, yet there they were. In the storefront coffee house, some ministers had opened near the intersection of Haight and Ashbury in San Francisco. What I saw and heard dispelled my doubts about these wild-looking young people and the sincerity of their belief. Dogs didn't seem to matter anymore. They said Jesus Christ had given them a better high. They spoke freely of their new love for God. They loved the Bible. They loved each other. In the electric atmosphere of vibrant unselfishness, I had a strange feeling they loved me. And this was true then, and it's true today because God's love had broken through.  Looking past the hairs straight into the eyes, people finally coming around, and it's very plain to see. It's not the way it used to be. And out of this time in history, and out of this Jesus movement, in many ways leading it, came Calvary Chapel Ministries. And of course, there were other groups of believers that celebrated Jesus. But I got involved with Calvary Chapel as a 20-year-old young man. On December 27th, 1970, I was captured by the love of God and the way his love was shown in that chapel. And it was taught to me from then to this day now that what makes us what we are is the Word of God and the power of the Holy Spirit.


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I'm sore I'm not sure what we should work out today, but arm is here. Do you want to work out? Everything we don't get we can't we don't can we can't do that. We don't How about Everything thought about doing Angie, which is a hundred pull-ups a hundred push-ups a hundred sit-ups a hundred air squats But then I was like we just did that like a week ago and we filmed it too So it's kind of boring to do the same thing again. So how about we do a classic? Bodybuilding chest a it's Tuesday. I know we missed international chest a but you know just to an international chest Tuesday It's getting colder and colder in LA. I'm glad that I'm leaving for Miami soon because it's warm over there It's 75 over here. We have like 55 Look at our miss.  I thought it was a table. It's a table can you door whatever you want to use it for What's going on here and even use it as a cutting board in your kitchen if you want to cut some vegetables Yeah, I was thinking guys. Um, I mean right now I don't really know like my main audience is from the US. So thanks so much But here's my question if we can get the German audience up I might do a German on Deutsche Donnerstag, you know like a unschöne Deutsche Donnerstag and Kansas YouTube video I'm of no Douche, but let me know like I'm not gonna do that for five years. I'm sorry about that, but Maybe leave a comment below. Let me see how many German Austin over. Yeah, German speaking audience I have as you guys can see we're gonna do a chest a today the pre-workout is kicking in I'm feeling it with a little bit of up the roar over there the skier. Sorry To get warmed up and now we're gonna have Let's do. Oh, how about we do some volume training today? Yes. That's what it is a classic German volume training Let's do twiddle eight to twelve reps for Eight sets just flat bench press. That's my boy. Let's go Yeah, that feels good Try that wasn't recording. Well, of course you were recording my boy. Damn Do it as we are not from the schnimmittchen and then seem to earn This I'm not gonna record every single set, but this is set number three Three we are already at 175 eight to twelve reps.  What's your one rep max? Yeah, I don't know actually I don't think I ever I easy but as Nima to the seventh set. I like to drop the weights to 75 only Super lightweight in the end finish off with as many reps as possible. Arm is already has his massive pump again Reflex your reps as possible. Arm is will probably drop the camera on when he sees that I can't do no more because with that weight It's really good to work till exhaustion 75 no, I need your help. Oh my god as you guys were able to see the last ones My chest rested the chip of the bar on my chest Because it's super exhausted. I wasn't able to lift it anymore But then I got a couple more like three or four more with his help now I'm gonna do the same thing for him. I prefer presses over flies Unless it's a cable flies that feels fantastic Exercise on the other hand is one of my favorites because you have to squeeze Your chest the entire time. Thank you airplane And I also angle the dumbbells a little bit and I squeeze on top Last but not least we're gonna do a finisher over here. This beautiful thing is usually a pull-up bar by rep fitness If you want to swing by the link is in the description.  So maybe that's in there, too I'm not sure but I use this now because I changed it to that bar now use it for push-ups, which is Exactly what we're gonna do for our workout today. So we're gonna start five here Five here five here and we switch and then it's our mist or our mist turn and then it's my turn So we're gonna do as many as possible till one fails. So I'm gonna start right right and right after the work at the most important thing is Refuel so now Check what we have in here Hello, so I'm gonna pick one obviously that's high in protein. I want to make sure that I get at least 30 grams protein in my meal right now if you want to get some to link is in the description You're allergic to almost everything. Yes, I promise you will find you something nice and then you'll have some gains, too So I got two meals already here. So these are basically ready to go. I just put them in here and then I add some Beyond patties whoop So this is another 40 grams of protein in here I have 26 some at 66 grams of protein and I think a hundred and like close to a hundred cards But that is it that's gonna be my meal arm is has one right here Since he is allergic to soy you will have a protein shake right after to increase the protein because this household Doesn't have chicken or any animal products here All right guys, so thank you so much for watching I'm gonna devour this meal real quick if you want to try to affect out. 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