Hi, I'm Mo Duffy and I'm a senior principal UX designer with Red Hat and I'm going to talk to you today about UX and free software and how they depend on each other. And I'm going to use the Chris project as an example. So you may not be familiar with the Chris project. So just as a quick run through, it's an open source project and it's developed at Boston Children's Hospital in partnership with other organizations. Red Hat, my employer, Boston University, the Massachusetts Open Cloud and other universities and organizations. The goal of the Chris project is to make all of the amazing free software in the medical space more accessible and usable to practice practitioners in the medical field. And let me just give you a quick peek under the hood because a lot of times people will say platform and it's a bit of a nebulous term so I just want you to know exactly what I'm talking about. When I say Chris is a platform. So Chris has a back end. Okay. And it's attached to the back end. We have different UIs and we'll talk about them in a bit, but the back end connects and I know it's hard to read in the diagram, but this is open stack. And this is open shift here. Okay. And this is a container based system. So the back end pulls data from medical institution. And showing there, right, pushes the data into a series of containers that are chained together. So this one is sort of the in it container and then each can each of the containers in the chain here might have a different piece of free software in it. And what Chris does is it manages taking that medical data and pushing it in between the containers taking the output of one pushing it to the next. We'll talk about this in detail, but each container the important part is a free software medical tool and it performs some kind of analysis uses that input output model. So you push data in and the container runs through the data provides output you take that output and you provide it to the next container, which is probably another free software plugin or it could just be out to the end user and your process is complete. Anyway, there's just a quick overview of what we'll be using as a case study this Chris project and what exactly I mean when I say it is a platform. Okay, so now that you've gotten a quick overview of what Chris is, who am I and what do I know anyway, I'm a UX practitioner and I've been working at Red Hat for over 15 years now. I specialize working with upstream free software communities, typically embedded in those communities. And I'm also a long term free software user myself. I've been using free software since I discovered Linux as a high school student. I fell in love with it. I loved how customizable it was and how it really provides an opportunity just the whole free software model of letting you co create your own computing environment. So from that experience, I've come up with two basic principles of UX and software freedom. The first one is that software freedom is critical to a good UX. And the second one is that good UX is critical to software freedom. So today we're going to be focusing on the second one. But if you're interested in the first one and want to dive a little bit more into it, I have another talk that I do on it. And this is just a quick overview. The main idea is that the principles inherent to free software give free software a much better potential to have a fantastic UX than proprietary software could ever have. For example, if you're using proprietary software and it uses a proprietary format, your data is more susceptible to bit rot that reduces the longevity of your data and your ability to access it over time. I actually, in college, when I was a freshman, I used a tool called Macromedia Director, if you've ever heard of it. By the time I was a senior in college, like less than four years later, I could not open the files I made as a freshman because that file format had completely bit rotted and you could not access the software to open it anymore. So that's a bad user experience, right? This is not something that generally happens with free software because it adheres to open standards and you don't have to reverse engineer formats to access data. It's open source. Anyway, you can watch that talk where I give this and many other examples of, you know, why this principle is, and I actually gave it at a previous DevConf in Boston. So the link is there on the slide. The slides will be available after the talk. Okay, so our focus is today, today is that good UX is critical to software freedom. So I have three questions for us to kind of start off to kind of get you in the thinking space here, all right. So you've probably heard this one before. If a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound? Okay. So if your software has features and nobody can use those features, does it really have those features? And the third question here, if your software is free software, but only a few people can use it, are you really providing software freedom? So, you know, these are just some opening questions, just this is where I'm coming from with this principle. Here 2021 we have a wealth of free and open source technology. In seconds, you can get a containerized app running on any system. In a few minutes, you can deploy a Kubernetes cluster on your laptop. And then in a few more minutes, you can deploy a deep learning model on Kubernetes on that cluster. This is amazing. In free software in the past 10 years, maybe even longer, I mean, we've made so much progress. You can work in almost any domain and start up a new software project and all of the underlining infrastructure and plumbing that you need is already available off the shelf free software licensed for you to use. You can focus mostly, most of the time on the actual bits that you really care about on that innovation piece, making something new because you don't have to reinvent the wheel for all the foundational stuff. So, there's a problem. This is the cloud native landscape and this is put out by the cloud native computing foundation. Now I don't want to pick on cloud at all, but this is just a fantastic example that shows it's all a little complicated. There are so many tools. And technologists themselves have a hard time keeping up with all of this. So when we're talking about free software aimed at the medical domain like the free software tools that we deploy on the Chris platform. How do we expect medical experts and clinicians to be able to keep up with an eye chart like that. They're not software developers and even software developers have a difficult time keeping up. But the thing is, is there's so much potential here. There really are so many free software tools in this medical space. Some of them have been around for years. By default, they tend to be developed and released as free software tools because they're created by researchers or academic labs organizations that really want to collaborate and share the same way that they do with any research where it's the academic model you come out with a finding. You share it you invite others to reproduce it. And, you know, you try to come to an understanding you build on each other's work. So they would like to use that same model with software, which is the free software model. But, you know, as a medical practitioner, there's all these tools. How do you actually use them? They're often built by researchers who don't have a software development background. They're usually built for use in a very specific study or under a specific lab environment and they don't have wider deployment in mind. There tends to be a lack of standardization in these tools and a lack of integration between them because the researchers developing them are very focused on one thing. They're not thinking more broadly about integrating things and making for generic usage. And depending on the computation involved, they may require a more sophisticated operating environment than most clinical practitioners have access to. And just overall, there's a high barrier to entry. Even though these tools are free software and they're publicly available, these aren't tools that your typical medical practitioner could just pick up and start using in their practice. We have to remember those. These are very smart people in the medical field. They're neuroscientists and brain surgeons, for example, but they can't hack the Gibson. Good UX does not require your users to be hackers. Unfortunately, traditionally and historically, free software has kind of required users to be hackers in order to make the best possible use of it. So how do we bridge that gap between all of this amazing free software and clinical practice so that the free software can make a positive difference in the world so it can feasibly impact medical outcomes in a positive way? It is good UX that is what will bridge that gap. And that is why good UX is so critical to software freedom. So again, if your software is free software, but only a few people can use it, are you really providing software freedom? I'm telling you, no, not really. You need a good UX to be able to do that, to be able to allow more than a few people to be able to use it and to be able to provide that software freedom to them. So what are all of these amazing free software tools in the medical space? This is a very quick map that I made. It was honestly based on a 5 to 10 minute survey I did of research papers and conference proceedings in various technology related medical groups. These are all free software tools, and it barely scratches the surface of what's available. I want to talk about two of these in particular. COVID net and free surfer. These are both tools that are now available for use on the Chris platform. Free surfer is an open source suite of tools and it focuses on processing brain MRI images. It's been around for a long time, but it's not really in clinical use right now. This is a 3D animation that was created in free surfer and it was running on top of the Chris platform. The workflow here involved taking 2D images from an MRI and MRI basically takes images in slices across the brain. And they're 2D so free surfer constructed a 3D volume out of those flat 2D images, and then it segmented the brain into all of its different structures so you can see all the different colors there. Free surfer color coded them so out of glance you can see the different structures of the brain right on this 3D model. So, you know, how is this useful in medical practice, you might have a clinician who's not really sure what's wrong with a patient. So instead of reviewing the 2D slices from the MRI, they'll be able to pan around this color coded 3D structure and they might notice for example, one of the structures, let's say it's larger than is typical. That might give them a clue as to what the diagnosis is and then once they have a diagnosis, it'll get the patient to a quicker treatment. So just being able to do this, it could make a practitioner. Much more able to diagnose a condition and so you can see the potential here right with tool like free surfer. Okay, so here's another project COVID net. This is a free software project and it's developed by a company called Darwin AI in partnership with the University of Waterloo. It uses a neural network to analyze CT and X-ray chest scans and it provides a probability where it will tell you if the patient is more likely to have healthy lungs. This is an open source tool. It's available to the general public and the potential here is to provide an alternative way to triage patients when let's say there's a COVID surge in cases. You have a lot of people coming into the hospital, you're running out of beds and maybe your test results are backed up. If you can get the patient to a CT scanner or an X-ray, then you could use this as an alternative way to triage the patient, diagnose what kind of ailment that they have. So these are just examples of two projects that we've worked with in the CRISP project. Okay, so how do we get amazing tools like these? They're free software. They have a lot of potential. How do we get them in the front lines in medical institutions? Dr. Ellen Grant, who is the director of the Fetal Neonatal Neural Imaging and Developmental Science Center at Boston Children's Hospital, who is one of the founders of the CRISP project, she came up with a list of three basic requirements for these tools to have in their user experience so that clinicians can actually use them. So the first is that these tools have to be reproducible. The second is that they have to be rapid, and the third is that they just have to be easy. So let's first talk about reproducibility. In the medical space, you're interacting with scientists and medical researchers, and they're trying to find evidence to support new technology or techniques or methods of analyzing data to come up with an idea. So if a new method comes out, and let's say it's a new machine learning model, let's say it's the COVID net model, okay, and you're reading a study that supports the technique and it shows evidence for its effectiveness. If you want the best possible shot of reproducing those results, you want to put your data into that system and you want the system to be as close as possible as to the actual system that was studied. So you want to eliminate any variables like the operating environment, the type of container, the OS, the configuration that might skew the output. To be able to reproduce exactly what somebody had done with one of these tools previously, you would have to take it and install it in exactly the same way, the same configuration, rebuild it with the same flags, exactly the way it was built in as close an environment as possible. This is what that would look like, for example, if you're installing free surfer as a screenshot of that process. This is not something that we can expect medical practitioners to go through. So how do we make tools like these more reproducible for clinicians? I'll use COVID net as an example. We took it and we packaged it in what we call a Chris plug-in container. The Chris plug-in container is just, it basically means it's containerized, and we put like a small wrapper on top that has some metadata and miscellaneous tools that allow it to work on the Chris platform. Once a plug-in has been containerized as a Chris plug-in, it can run on Chris, which gives you a number of UX benefits, including reproducibility. A clinician can just pick the tool from a list of tools from within the Chris UI, push their data to it, and get the results, and Chris manages all of the rest. We have a broader vision for reproducibility via Chris here. This is a screenshot of a Chris plug-in store prototype. We envision making all of these amazing free software medical tools as easy to install and run on top of Chris as it is to install and run apps on a phone from an app store. So this is an example of a tool containerized for Chris. It's called PLSivot. You could take a look at the tool, deploy it to your Chris server, and use it in your analysis, and it's pretty much like shopping in an app store. All of these amazing tools, they're hard to install, they're hard to run, and they're hard to reproduce in the same exact way that was in the same way that a study was done that showed some effectiveness. So instead of requiring medical researchers and practitioners to use the Linux terminal to compile code and to set up environments with exact specifications, we envision them being able to browse through these tools, like in an app store, and to be able to easily run them on their own Chris server. That would mean they would get much more reproducibility out of the tools, and they can know exactly what, they can know that they are running the exact same version in their container. Okay, so the second requirement from Dr. Grant is rapidness. These tools need to be quick. For example, we're still in a pandemic right now. As COVID cases surge, hospitals run out of capacity and they need to turn over beds quickly. Computations that take hours or days to run will just not be used by clinicians. They don't have time. So the tools have to be fast. Or let's take a non-pandemic case, you know, take a little break from that for once. You might have a patient who needs to travel far for specialized care. Maybe they have a rare condition and the closest, you know, medical center that can help them is far away from home. If results could come back in minutes, it could save that sick patient from having to stay in a hotel away from home waiting for results in the next steps. So some of these computations take a long time. So let's throw more computing power at them and get results back quicker that way. Chris lays the foundation that will enable you to do that. Chris can run or orchestrate workloads on a single system, HBC or cloud, or cross those combined in different deployments. You can get really rapid results and Chris gives you all of the basic infrastructure to do it. So individual organizations don't have to figure out how to set this up on their own from scratch. For example, this is a screenshot of the Chris UI and it shows how you build these pipelines or analyses in Chris. If you see here, each one of these little nodes on the graph is a container and each one of these containers is running a free software tool and that tool was containerized for Chris. So you can see here, this is the free surfer container running right there. And this one up here is it's input container. So that takes the data that is going to be pushed through the analysis and loads it into the next container. You could see free surfer splitting out here. So basically what's happening here is it's taking the same containers like the same software and containers and making copies of them and splitting up the data so that they can run in parallel. So you could get all of this kind of orchestration and computing power just based on the infrastructure that you get from Chris out of the box. Where did my mouse go. So this is just another diagram to show a different view of this. So you have the Chris store here. And like this PA thing. This is the plug in. So the plug in gets loaded to the Chris back ends. And then Chris also organizes how to get to the hospital data store which is typically what you call a packs server. It'll get the data from that store, pull it in and then it'll push that data into a container that it sets up in one of several computing environments like you could see this one is an open shift open stack computing environment. And cloud computing environment, but there's other computing. I'm sorry for interrupting you, but sure it's left. Oh my really. Okay. All right. I'm going to move quickly then. So anyway, yes. So you could see Chris can orchestrate workloads and push them out to different work or computing environments and then pull back the data. All right. And then one of those compute environments that Chris uses is the Massachusetts open cloud and this is Dr. Orrin Krieger. He's the principal investigator for the MOC at Boston University. This is a publicly owned non commercial cloud that collaborate with the Chris project. And actually we have a test deployment with COVID net right now running on the MOC. And this is just another way that we're looking to make massive power that's in cloud computing environments, accessible to medical institutions using a public cloud rather than a proprietary one that might, you know, have weird data sharing agreements. Okay, so the final requirement here from Dr. Grant is easy. Okay, so we've kind of assembled all the infrastructure and plumbing to provide a rapid compute and we've made a kind of a structure that is reproducible. So what we really need is the tools then to be easily deployable are easily used by medical practitioners. And then I'm just going to move a little quickly here since I'm running out of time. This is an example of the core Chris UI. This is the feed list, and this is aimed not at clinicians, but medical researchers who are building pipelines so they have some knowledge of what these analysis tools can do and how you could potentially chain them together to get an output. So they're using this interface to sort of develop and refine these pipelines of containers running together without having to know how to run containers or compile code or anything. And this is just an example of how they, they add nodes to the pipeline, and this shows sort of the output, right? So this is an example of a UI that is more focused towards a clinician. This is the COVID net UI, and it's a very single purpose UI. Rather than having the clinician have to pick out a pipeline like this, this UI is keyed exactly one to one with one of those analysis and this one is the COVID net analysis pipeline. And it just allows them to pick the patient images, push it through that pipeline, get the results back. So all of that complicated pipeline building stuff is working under the covers for the clinician. They don't even have to know or worry about it. And here you can see you just type in the patient MRN. Oh, that didn't work. That's all right. You type in the patient MRN. It gives you the images. You pick the images you want to analyze. And then in a couple minutes you get results just like this. So here you can see it's like a 75% or so rate of prediction that is normal lungs. And there's a 25% probability that the patient has COVID. If the clinician wants to kind of open up the image and look with their own eyes to kind of double check what the model found, then we've built in a radiology viewer into the tool as well. So you can see with this model where we're, we're for clinicians, we've provided all of the plumbing and everything you need to build a very custom streamlined UI for a very specific purpose aligned to a very specific pipeline. That is to make it easier for them to access all of the amazing technology underneath. So you can see how we have tried to meet all of these three requirements reproducible rapid and easy to make this free software accessible on the medical front lines. And honestly, in other words, you know, to get that in the front lines, we have to provide a great user experience. And for free software to matter, generally, we have to provide a great user experience. So just a quick review of my two principles here, software freedom is critical to good UX and good UX is critical to software freedom. Thank you. Maybe there's a minute or two for questions, maybe not.


Mark Munoz, here at the C3, here at Calvary Chapel. Mark, where do you live from here, man? I live about 15 to 20 miles south of here in Mission Viejo. Okay, so Mission Viejo, and your son is here and he's gonna be a junior, right?  He started on and off when he was 10 years old but was probably wrestling one day a week because he was playing soccer and baseball. So he just decided to concentrate on wrestling in the eighth grade, and he's here now. And he's wrestled quite a bit since then. He's wrestled in the Freak Show, in that world team trials. In Akron, he's going to Akron and Russell's there? So you got him traveling? Yeah, I got him traveling. He's, you know, I told him I said in order to wrestle, in order to wrestle on the lead level, you got to wrestle the best guys. You can see where you're at and measure yourself. And if you want to be the best guy, then you got to wrestle the best guys. So we travel. We even travel around here. I mean, we travel to seek out who the best guys are and we travel and we wrestle, you know? And so we drive out sometimes two and a half, three hours away to get a good workout in, you know? So that's what we're doing. You know, you're NCA champ for Oklahoma State. Yeah. You fought in multiple leagues, right? No, I just, It was all UFC? It was all UFC, but So you never had to go and play the contract game? No, I never. That's nice, right? Yeah, it's nice. So when you're able to stick with one organization, but basically you're a professional athlete from 1996. You know, when you go to Oklahoma State and you're on scholarship to a couple years ago, right?  Yeah. How does your body feel, you know? And as a dad, now the most important thing that there is for guys like us, what's it like to not push your son to maybe you have to make some pains now? Yeah. But what's that like and how do you guide your son from your personal experience? Yeah. So being involved in wrestling since I was 13 years old and getting into the UFC and, you know, you know, being done with the sport for about a year and a half, two years, my body is, I put a lot of miles on it, you know? And having that experience, I actually coach my son in that being able to listen to your body and not just push through all your pains and aches because that's what I did when I was younger. You know, I was like, it just hurts a little bit, but I'm okay, I'm gonna push through it. But now that I'm almost 40 and I'm feeling a lot of aches and pains, you know? So for me, that's, you know, I'm taking the wisdom that I've attained through the years and I'm applying it to my son. Now I never pushed him to wrestling ever. I invited him out to some practices every now and then and he wrestled probably one day a week since he was 10 years old and he was really good in soccer and baseball. And so he got drafted to a national baseball team. I believe he batted like, he batted nine for 12 and I don't think he made a single error on third base and I believe he had like 10 RBIs or something like that. And he comes back and wrestles the freak show and goes 0-2, you know? So you go from being an elite level baseball player to an average wrestler? Yeah, he's an average wrestler, not even average. I mean, he goes to the freak show and wrestles varsity and goes 0-2. I don't believe he scored a single point. Then he went from there to the national cup and his soccer team and their team took fourth place. You know, it's like, it's amazing.  I go, why in the world do you want to wrestle? You're so good at the other sports. You don't have to pick now. And he goes, well, I love wrestling and I want to wrestle. I go, okay, if you want to wrestle then we got to train with the best guys. We got to wrestle four or five days a week. He committed to that, went back to the freak show. He had over 100 kids in his bracket. He ended up winning it. Really? Yeah, he wins the freak show the very day. Where he was 0-2? Where he was 0-2. That's incredible. So just that experience alone, I told him, I said, but you don't deserve anything on this earth. You know, if you have a sense of entitlement, you're not going to go anywhere. You got to earn everything. Just because you come from a great background with your dad being good at wrestling. That's not going to give you anything. You got to earn it. You got to make your own name. You got to go out there and do it. And so that's what he did. He committed to that. He wrestled. The best guys was practicing four or five days a week and he's making some big gains. So this year being a junior, I think he's going to, you know, we'll see what happens.  I love you. Regardless of whether you win the state or not, I'm going to love you the same.  So yeah, I love being his dad. Sometimes I don't like being his coach, you know? But, you know, I got to let him know. I got to let him know how, you know, how champions are built, how you need to get to that elite level because I do have that wisdom. But I have to separate him. I can't be dad and coach at the same time. It's impossible.  How do you do it? It's tough, you know, because, you know, I got to love on him. Just like a coach would coach his wrestlers, he's got to love on him. But at the same time, he's got to have some tough love, you know? He can't bail him out of things. He can't say, oh, it's okay. You didn't run today, but, you know, you need to get in shape. No, you don't do that. You know, you do separate it. You, for me, like, I'm a dad and I tell him what he needs to do.  Spend some time. You know, and we don't talk about wrestling. You know, we talk about other things.  He loves food. So just like me, he couldn't wait all my life. But yeah, I mean, he's, you know, we talk about other things, you know? And to be able to separate those two things are very hard. They're very hard. But at the same time, it's needed. You know, you got to be intentional with how you do that. Because if you're not intentional, then you might be, your conversation might drift back to wrestling, you know?  Like, what are we gonna talk about? How am I gonna address, you know, things? You know, how am I gonna talk to him about his relationships? How am I gonna talk about school or, you know, other things that are not wrestling? You know, so that's kind of, what I've learned through the years, you know? Like, I'm not gonna force him to wrestle. I'm not gonna force him to be this champion, you know? He's gonna want it for himself. If he wants it for himself, then I'm gonna back him up 100%, you know? But if he doesn't want it, then I can't force him to like it. I can't force him to love it. You know, he's gotta do it on his own.  And I'm on Oklahoma State Overload, by the way. Listen, here's who I've filmed lately. Coleman, Scott's Technique. I've had Daringer. I've had J.O., Jordan Oliver. And then I had John like two and a half weeks ago in Indiana. I'm on Overload, two mil yesterday, right? And I got you in front of me now. So here's, I guess, here's the question. Why are they such amazing technicians? Would be my first question for you. I'm guessing you are too, in looking at it. Why are Oklahoma State guys such amazing technicians? And what have you taken from John Smith, value-wise and applied to fatherhood and life now? So why are you guys amazing technicians first off?  You have Jamil, coaching over at Stanford.  Who is an All-American his fifth year. He's coaching at the Citadel. You have Kevin Ward, who's over at Army. You have, you know, I'm missing others, but there's countless others that are great coaches. Now, John, Coach John Smith, he looks for technical kids because he's technical himself. When I was coming out of high school, I was a big guy, 189 pounder, shooting low single-legs, high crotches and single-legs, pass-by, snap-downs. You know, I was throwing insides and inside trips all in high school already. So I think he liked that. He even commented on that. You know, how is the technician on the map. And so I believe that's who he recruits. Now, having said that, we can't be awesome technicians and teach the technique just coming out of high school. We gotta be able to be mentor. And that's what he does. He mentors us in the way of wrestling camps. When wrestling camps come, he forces us to teach and break down technique so that kids can understand. And that's what we were around the whole time. You know, when we were, I remember sitting when I was a freshman coming in, we had to come in earlier so we can learn the Oklahoma State way, the Cowboy way, you know? And that's how we were going to be developed was Cowboy wrestling style, you know? To be Cowboy tough, the mentality, the perspective, the technique, that's all the stuff we needed to learn. And he was gonna string us along that way. And I learned a tremendous amount from him. You know, how to be tough, you know, how to train hard to be able to get what you want from the sport, how to be able to push yourself technically so that you could actually hit the technique that you learned on the map. Cause a lot of kids or a lot of wrestlers learn something but they never apply it to their stop and never apply it to what they do on the map. So I developed a lot in college over John, over Coach John. He's an unbelievable technician. He's developed tremendously as a coach when I got there and now I mean, his success as a coach speaks for itself. You know, Oklahoma State's a dynasty and it'll continue to be a dynasty when he, you know, if he's the coach. I don't know how much longer he has but I love him as like, he's family.  You know, he's really family oriented and you know, it's, I couldn't have asked for a better place to go out of high school. It was tough my first years there but you know, everything's tough in the beginning.  You know, and so for me it was definitely worthwhile. I had a lot of life lessons there. I met my wife there, raised my family there and moved here to California. So yeah, I love my time there. Looking at like what he is, you know, you were there when Joe was born.  No. But he was born when you were there on the team. Yes.  He's got five kids. He's got three boys. How have you taken some of those principles and applied it to your family life? Yeah, so I remember when Jojo was coming in the room. Big, blue-eyed, white-haired.  It wasn't blonde, it was just white. And he had the rice bowl haircut just running around the wrestling room. And from there I was thinking, okay, you know, he's doing that.  You know, wrestling with him. I saw him wrestling with Jojo and you know, and Isabel was in there too.  You know, and so, and that's how I applied that. You know, I made sure I brought Trey to the room, but I never, never forced them to get on the mat. You know, all of a sudden he's like, Dad, can I get some wrestling shoes? I'm like, yeah, for sure. Let's get some wrestling shoes.  More likely they'll wanna do it. Well, you gotta have all positive experiences. So every time I came home I wrestled with them. You know, I rolled around with them. And then when Nancy two ways were on, I put it on, I'm like, hey bud, look, he shot a double leg. You could shoot a double leg. I mean, this is when they're young. You know, this is when they're six or seven or eight years old, you know, and you know, I would always have positive experiences with wrestling with him. And you know, all of a sudden he's like, Dad, can I go to practice? I'm like, for sure. I had my club then, I'm like, come on out. And he'd wrestle one day a week and then go to baseball and then go to soccer. And probably if that. I mean, he probably never, I mean, there's some weeks at a span where there was two or three weeks that he didn't come to practice, but he still had all positive experiences with wrestling and I believe that's why he wanted to wrestle.


Hello friends, welcome to the session I am Malka. I am going to help you find dy by dx in the following that is 2x plus 3y equal to sinx. Now let's begin with the solution. Our given equation is 2x plus 3y equal to sinx. Now we will differentiate both sides with respect to x. We will get 2 into dy dx of x plus 3 into dy dx of y equal to dy dx of sinx. This implies 2 into and we know that dy dx of x is 1 plus 3 into dy dx of y is dy by dx equal to dy dx of sinx is cosx. This implies 3 into dy by dx equal to cosx minus 2. This implies dy by dx equal to cosx minus 2 upon 3. Therefore dy by dx equal to cosx minus 2 upon 3 which is a required answer. So hope you understood the solution and enjoyed the session. Goodbye and take care.


Ladies and gentlemen Tony gaskins here. Sorry about being a few seconds late. I was Finishing up a little something on the computer there Make sure I got everything going now listen to me Whoo, all right I'm in the south and I having some published chicken tonight and I got these icy hot patches on my back and And I don't know if it's the chicken or if it's the icy hot packages on my back but my stomach Feel like the Lord called me to a one hour tonight. I know I know I'm gonna do an hour and a half But I'm gonna see how I'm feeling at 59 minutes 59 seconds tonight cuz My stomach feeling a little Under the weather Alright now remember Put hashtag queue in front of your question put hashtag queue let me make sure I got my system set up over here In front of your question and in in the beginning of the session once y'all get in here try to keep The chat just for questions so I can see them y'all know I try to get to them as soon as possible and I'm wondering how do you feel about adjusting to change? If you can't adjust to change then Your life never changes for the better So you're gonna have to embrace the change because that's what's gonna make you How can I finally move on from a guy that I keep going back to and every time I go back I literally feel depressed. I've been in bed all day Now when it comes to depression, that's when you really gonna have to tap into counseling and therapy as well as coaching in addition to coaching But the issue is you got to get to the place where you ask yourself What do you want? Why do you want it so then you can understand? Why you keep going back because you can't complain about the situation if you keep choosing the situation So ain't nobody putting the gun to your head anybody forcing you to go back. So you choosing the pain and That's something that only you can change. Nobody can't help you with that You know that that's something you got to help yourself when we get the queen again. You know, I thought about that today having her come on here But typically when I go on here my sons they still up doing a thing So she still be you know with them, but to be honest with you. I'm not sure when she'll make it back I really got to kind of lean on her and I'm not sure if that's something she'll ever say Hey, I want to go back on live because again, you know, I try to tell y'all This ain't her calling. It's not she don't want to do this. This is what I'm called to So when she come to do Q&A a lot of times I have that I had to drag her What does playing hard to get look like to a man? Um When he could tell that you like them, but you faking like he called you on Monday You don't answer the phone.  Everybody loses So never play hard to get if you feeling the guy now when I say don't play hard to get I don't mean Get on your back. I don't mean get on your back.  He texted you holding your phone text them back So a lot of a lot of time we try to play games like oh, they text me. I'm making wait for hour That's how you end up playing yourself New day to see God bless you. It's nine months too early to get engaged ah Not really you you in the last quarter At the nine-month mark 12 months is ideal So when it comes to nine months, you got to look at it like this Do you need him for anything other than love and does he need you for anything other than love? If he needs you for citizenship if he needs you for a place to stay if he needs you for a ride to work If he needs you for a rebound to make his ex mad Then nine months is too early to get engaged if y'all don't need each other for nothing but love then y'all could be meant to be Tiffany Lane God bless you now. Mr. Gaston is about to end relationship boyfriend Potential husband who may have to roommate with male friend and Plus a female for finances good man boundaries being crossed in my opinion. I'm not comfortable thoughts Potential husband, I'll tell you this now I don't agree with that either a man should be able to live on his own before he looking for a girlfriend He shouldn't have to Live with a with a man and a woman. It's like where y'all live at Where do y'all live, California? You know, where do they work in and out burger?  Do you live in New York now? If y'all in New York or California, okay. All right, but He at least need to be trying to work to just him and the guy You know, but him a guy and a woman in there. Yeah, I feel your boundaries being crossed He need to be working on his money instead of working on, you know dating TT God bless you. It would be great to hear a parenting video from you and your wife. Hey, I Talked to about that now. I'll talk on up y'all ready for that now. Could we be doing some parenting? You hear me? Lot of y'all today didn't let y'all kid be yelling at y'all y'all kid be by cussing at y'all under they braille Hey, we be over here parenting. You hear me? He says he's a Christian we've been talking for a week and he hasn't talked much about God. Is that a red flag? No, not really, you know You can't be so heavenly minded that you know earthly good and I think sometimes with women y'all Very spiritual and your spiritual maturity may be higher than the man And so a lot of women y'all get with a guy and you want him to you know, walk up and hey How you doing?  You said I mean and he just coming to have a normal conversation But y'all be wanting to see the man speak in tongues and you know Pray extra long before the meal and he just want to be with you You know, so I talk about God, you know, I'm a Christian.  That's where the red flag is If his lifestyle represent the word then that's fine Do men like to be chased at any point in time grown boys grown boys Grown men don't like to be chased a grown man want to do Decorating he wants to pursue and he just wants that woman to reciprocate with respect like a grown man Don't want to be chased. I see women shoot they shot and Chase a man and it's kind of like It's kind of like, you know, can you can you let the man come to you because The man is the one who has to get on one knee and say will you marry me?  He is at the end of a divorce. We've seen one another three times He is a preacher but at the moment not preaching we ended up in bed and now I just feel awful He won't talk to me.    No, listen girl.   All right. All right now Thoughts on child's father Miss. Angel bless you now thoughts on child's father texting kids Rarely FaceTime them or call them all text isn't that odd hiding his life, huh? Thanks for your input It ain't that he's hiding his life. It's more so he just kind of detached some men were raised so cold They don't know how to be warm. So when he talked to his kids if he FaceTime his kids He have to confront his failure.  I wasn't man enough to make that relationship work I laid down with your mama but I couldn't be mad enough to make that relationship work and and he got a Face that and them looking at them like man, why are you a weekend daddy? So that could be bothering him and some men can't face that so they'll rather just text and so But it ain't necessarily hiding his life unicorn car bless you now, Tony I feel like this is a silly question, but I'm going on a first date with a guy I really like Should I go with the flow and follow his lead or give myself a time frame? Thanks It's not a silly question. You should give yourself a time frame, but don't let him know the time frame So in your mind you go on a date and then you say look, I'm gonna get this guy 30 days to see and I'm evaluated at 30 days. You do the same at 60. You do the same at 90 at a 90 day It's time to let go if he have not said hey, I really like you I want us to be exclusive and I would would you be my girlfriend if you talking to a man every day now if y'all talking once a week Okay, it's gonna take you forever And that's a waste of time anyway because the man who wants you he trying to reach you with it But he trying to reach you every day if he really want you and by that 90-day mark He know at least if he want to be your boyfriend, so understand that right there now and So give yourself a timeline always give yourself a timeline don't go with no flow because you go with the flow You'll be in a rip current Like this you'll be in a rip current So don't go with no flow you you have to have a timeline and you got to know where you're going Hold on now. I missed somebody question up here now. Hold on. Hold on. Let me see. Okay, Tuki. All right, Tuki I'm trying online dating. He wants to meet up when we've only been talking for a day I'm not ready yet. Am I wrong? No, no, you're not wrong, Tuki You ain't wrong y'all been talking today You ain't wrong you need to talk at least 10 hours But I mean by that that's 10 one-hour conversations Or if it's two hours three hours, you need to get at least 10 hours Where you really could feel this man's spirit because he right now a man who've been talking to you one day He want to meet up with you That's Ted Bundy nephew That on that right now. That's Ted Bundy nephew brother ain't got ain't got time brother. Ain't gonna do it Ain't gonna be to do it brother a man. I've been seeing two years now is Talking to someone else when I confronted him.   There's two years that you will never get back. Okay? That's two years You could have been white water rafting. You could have been skydiving. You could have been an outfly You could have been that top golf that's two years You didn't gave him of your life that you will never get back. Listen.  So Have a nice life Hang up and then pick the phone back up and block his number block in them and go on by to like I see a man like that What do you want to do is keep you as friend with benefits? He'll be flipping and tossing you give me he'll be flipping and tossing in the thing about it.  Then you'll end up blaming yourself Miss William God bless you not a question I'm just about finished reading make it work and have learned so much about myself and what to look forward to in my next Relationship. Thank you, Tony. Hey, God bless you. No God bless you kitty. I want to break up now. Bless you.  What can I do to help me heal my heart? It's Alright, it's alright to sound like his infidelity is affecting you He need to know his infidelity is affecting you he need to come to terms with the damage that he's done in your life So it's okay to tell him it's okay to let him know that you hurt It's okay to feel because in order to heal you got a feel so What you're trying to do is counterintuitive because you're saying how can I heal my heart? But at the same time you say how can I do this without showing feelings? So in order to heal you have to admit that you feel so if you are afraid to cry if you're afraid to express that hurt Then you won't be able to heal so you got to do that now gather yourself You don't necessarily need to be enough, you know snot not the nose and you Know You know you want to be able to go in there and you may have a tear streaming to where he could see a tear and You say, you know, this really hurts me. It really hurts me and I just I've never saw this coming But I'm gonna have to let you go You know, you could do it like that and you may have a cup of tear streaming But you want to gather yourself so that you not you know snot not the nose and things of that nature And you also could write a letter you also could send a long text message You also could do a voice memo something that he get to see over and over and over and really get that and understand that But and then after you do that, it just come down to one foot in front of the other one foot in front of the other Go to Tony gasses Academy comm. I got a course on when to let go I got a course on breaking soul ties got a course on healing your heart So we got hold all the courses you need that you self-directed go with your own pace Tony gasses Academy comm and just do the work Tashi God bless you. Can you break a soul tie while being committed to someone else? First you got to understand soul ties not really broken.  It means that you didn't heal before you deal So it's gonna be a look the water gonna be a little muddy and you may struggle a little bit there So but yes, it is possible But you need to be doing the work reading the books taking the course is getting the coaching Let me raise my chair Raise my chair. I got my new chair now the chair look now I'll see the little chair got my new chair supposed to be good for your bike but uh So y'all can see what y'all need to go to get coaching Uh, jane and I'm up here I should kill on the other chair Uh, jane god bless you god bless you Tony the lord revealed to me today What you mean when you say to become love? I've been blessed through you I'm excited for what god has for you.   Hi Tony been in a relationship for over a year now We have both been married before have not talked about our past marriages need to discuss Is this a red flag? Thanks for your wisdom Yeah, that's sort of a red flag I mean because when when you get to know somebody you've been in relationship for over a year And y'all ain't talking about y'all ex That's that's a little bit of red flag now that's but The reason being is because that's your relationship resume now You ain't got to get deep down In the weeds of it, but you know just at least understanding like so What was the breakdown of the of your past relationship? You know, what have you learned from it? I'm over here in the 64 and Paula now y'all got to forgive me now All right. I'm in the 64. Hold on. I'm gonna get the chair right Okay So you got to be able to talk and really understand what did y'all learn from that, you know, what did And and you could hear if he lying. Oh, it was all her. She just would come home and You know, I would be sitting on the couch and she just blow boogers on me And it's like every single day and I just got fed up You'll be able to tell if he's lying on her if he just throwing everything on her or if he says I asked somebody the other day in a coaching session Well, why did he get a divorce and her answer that he gave her was very realistic You know that the gentleman admitted to his fault and the things he's done wrong And that's kind of what you want to be able to hear because it lets you know that he's honest and he's genuine So you kind of need that Breathe Phillips. God bless you my twin brother got angry Through his wedding ring and never replaced it. What do you think he's going through? A little bit of everything he going through a little bit of everything he he he needed life coach To be honest with you. So that's your twin brother If you can afford it, I would ask him say hey, you know, bro I want to help you out man. We all need somebody to talk to I got a life coach We all need somebody to talk to I'll sponsor your first session two sessions four sessions Whatever you can afford you go to my mentor dot life find a coach that's around 25 to 45 hours an hour And and bless him, you know sign him up put his email in there So the confirmation goes to his email and help him because he may not want to tell you everything he's going through Rob John. God bless you now. I just want to say keep Pursuing your vision and may your empire expand even more. God bless you. Tony Gaskins for president. Hey, God bless you Rob John music. Hey, I might have to run one day now I have to run If the president made it who in now all of us can make it Sarah God bless you my boyfriend 56 of eight months broke up with me 38 over argument his lady friend showing up unannounced I sent a long heartfelt email. I regret I regret sounding desperate No word from him in three weeks over What's he? That's the thing. That's a that's the answer. That's the question you got to answer Is it over? now I'm gonna tell you It need to be over Because for one like I'm told y'all before you gotta stop dating your daddy classmate That's your daddy classmate.  What's going on man? What you what you doing? My daughter you see what I'm saying So when a man that old and I'm gonna tell you like this right here when a man is that age You can't play no games. Like if he doing foolish stuff at 56, it's like You're not bro. You're not 26, bro. You're not 36 Where you is 56 that's supposed to be a smooth sell You mean that's supposed to be a nice cruise control relationship at 56 And so listen what you have to be appreciative of is that he then showed you true colors Within eight months anytime you could escape within a year. That's you're doing good. You got to take them. You got to go You got to take that and you got to go Hey, now the the moderators trying to keep only questions They trying to keep only questions in the chat. So when I get back to the chat, I could just see questions So when y'all see stuff get deleted okay Then you know, that's why they're just trying to keep it clear um Natural cj. God bless you. They ain't they ain't trying to be mean. They're just trying to keep it clear for me Natural cj. Hey, Tony. I'm in my early 20s. I just wanted to send a small blessing for putting some of us young women on gang early on I really appreciate the wisdom. Hey, God bless you. Not naturally cj. God Let Queen heart that's not it's caused from different numbers because he's blocked Always look for me and talk a good game, but don't go the extra mile as an emotionally Intelligent man with action. No real men in his life. How can I break the cycle? Well, the beyond switcher when it comes down to a situation like that you got to ask yourself Do you really want to break the cycle? Because it's a way that you could word it that He'll let you know It's a way you could word it That he'll I mean he'll let you go. It's a way you could word that he'll go on about his business Now the way you word it is a way that says I'm faking like I'm done with you But I really want you to keep calling me from these different numbers because it makes me feel special Make me feel like I'm The jump and you chasing me so it actually kind of feel a little good So that's what the signal you send on what you got to realize is men read The unsaid men hear what you're not saying So a man could feel your energy when you say it The way you know how to say it that let him know you're all the way done He's gonna leave you alone And if he won't leave you alone, then you got to call them boys in blue You got to call them boys in blue because with the world we living in Nobody won't deal with them boys in blue now because They ain't what you want because them guys are a lot of them. They ain't stable So when you let them know listen you keep calling me I'm gonna have restraining order on you Then he started to get the picture and because sometimes a man not gonna stop Until he knows it's real grade consequences What does a man mean when he says a woman is complicated and hard to please and he never spent any money on the woman It it depends up to the man, you know, it basically basically what it means in manglish is You ain't worth all you think you're worth So i'm about to let your butt go And you're gonna have to deal with it. So take what I give you get what you get don't picture fit You want more than what i'm giving you you ain't worth all that That's essentially what he telling you in manglish. So if a man say that go about your business. That's not your husband Miss angel god bless you now God bless i'm glad you got that one Marie Renee bless you now if a man is wrong and knows he's wrong but refuses to apologize Does he at least feel bad about what he did wrong? Uh, well, not really not really he don't feel bad enough He don't feel bad enough. So you got to understand that right there Um, I think I've got a video that called five signs He loves you a five signs that know a man is in love and I think one of them is he apologizes If a man can't apologize if he can't swallow his pride and come and apologize He's not in love He's not in love because but when a man falls in love, that's when he gets over his ego Wendy god bless you now. Tony. I started dating a childhood friend Known since kindergarten who recently lost his parents and siblings suddenly He's pulling away. Should I stay? Well, that's a tough one What I would say is, you know, you know him You know him, but you know, I don't know him. You know him So that's a lot. That's a whole lot to go through. He lost his parents and siblings. That's a whole lot You know and these real people these people you love these the closest people to you so In that I would give it a timeline Now here's the thing Don't get trashed out that don't mean be as punching bag verbally physically emotionally That don't mean be as punching bag Be there for him. Support him. Give him space if he asks for space.  Don't try to force yourself on him But don't allow that to be an excuse to drag you through the mud Because when a man is hurting He wants to actually draw closer He may take a little break But typically it won't be more than a week, you know week Two weeks max and that's just if he just a different type of dude Typically he just want to sit there and look sad and cry and you know go through the Things and but he won't that love he wants that sympathy. He wants to have his back rub, you know, he want to Get a little comfort food, you know He wants some attention Because nobody just want to sit in the corner and sulk and and be sorrowful by themselves So may want a little break, but understand don't allow A man will take a situation like that and if you let it he'll use it to his advantage and he'll milk it But because that's a very serious one You got to give him some time because he's gonna feel that he's gonna feel that but you'll you'll be able to tell If it cross over into okay Now he's trying to tell me something else Thank you for your knowledge and wisdom. Keep it coming. Oh, yeah. God bless you now Do I need to create a new social media page for my life coaching following or use my private page?  She doesn't have stipulations.  She she let the man use her. She he could live off her. He could use her car He could live with her not pay bills You know, he could use her credit. She invested in his little hair brain skin helping him build his studio in the closet You know, so he could work on his rap career at 49 and a half That's a do-girl. You know a woman who is not a do-girl. She's gonna have standards. She gonna have some Stipulations for this man.  Why didn't he leave sooner if that's what he wanted instead of leading me on Um together two plus. Well, it's not necessarily. That's what he wanted That could be what's comfortable And because he has a soul tie with her he has a child with her She could be his rebound.  She could be his pit stop. She could be his convenience store She could be his halfway house. She could be his shelter. So it ain't necessarily that that's what he want But um, you know, you can't try to wrap your mind around grown boy moves You never understand the way a grown boy moved completely Hey, Tony just started chatting with a guy. He's consistent with his communication and initiates phone calls and texts But he's already calling me babe and baby should I address this to him? Well, you know You got to feel the room. You know what I mean? You got to take the temperature in the room and You got to know how you really feel about that. Now me that is a red flag. That's a red flag It's kind of it. Honestly. It's it's harmless I honestly is harmless It's really what a lame guy does when I say lame guy not no disrespect But what I say, that's kind of what guys who never really had women do Or or they got women for other reasons like they money or they funny or you know something like that, but A ladies man or man who Had could get the woman that he wants Don't go around throwing, you know, baby terms of endearment that early because He want to make you work for that term He don't want to put you on the pedestal so you could be looking down at him He want to kind of come in even playing field and build with you. So really it's kind of harmless it's more so kind of you know Certain kind of guy do that but So if you address it, it's kind of he's the type of guy that probably get offended and never talk to you again Because you really hurt his feelings. So you kind of got to look at it.   Hi tony How can women tell the difference between a man playing games and a man who is just inadequate? um That's that's one in the same You know, that's one in the same because a man who Well, it's not really one in the same but a man who is inadequate He already knows that he's inadequate So instead of playing games he more so is going to try to Introduce you to his representative He's going to try to be something that he's not he's going to try to live up to your standard So it's not one the same but a man playing games. You're going to recognize the game when you see it So you don't have to really think about that one.  You know, you you could really if it looked like a game sound like a game feel like a game. It's a game And then that also means he is inadequate, but it's caveats and nuances to inadequate So one type of inadequate is he's a dog. He's a player. He's a womanizer. The other type of inadequate is He don't have a job yet. He don't have his car yet.  So You got to decide which one it is is it A a y'all now I might only do an hour tonight now. Okay, so that's 25 minutes from now I got to check because I'm gonna have their public fried chicken tonight I don't know if it that chicken. I don't know Is it a good idea to let my best friend and her husband set me up with one of his friends? They've been married 15 years. We've all been friends since high school. He's in the military good friend of his well, um It's a warm leap So that means that he may try to treat you a little better because Of how he was connected to you But that is not a foolproof move So you got to realize that if it doesn't work out things could be very awkward when he gets out of the military And they want to have a house party get together with y'all mask and hand sanitizer And he's he over there, but y'all don't broke up. So now it's like do you not go? Does he not go? So it's it's really a type of thing and where you kind of want to vet him From a distance you want to try to see if you could pull his relationship resume check his relationship credit You know, see how many baby mamas he got how many relationships he done been in Look at his aesthetics high weight Completion all your little preferences that you have see how close he come to what you envision him looking like Kind of do some deductive reasoning, you know And and really see if this when you assess the risk Does it make sense to take that chance because if it don't work out Then that'll take in, you know Go crazy Tim can you watch Ralph? What do you think of his advice? No, I can't watch nobody. I ain't got time to be watching nobody else Give advice and then critiquing They advice they advice Tim. So Tim you might be Ralph And he'll try to get your name trying to get your name in On my channel, we won't promote Nobody that ain't met personally because there's so many wolves in sheep clothing That and I've been out here so long And and been around here you hit me I don't I don't promote people unless I don't sat with them. I don't talk to them I don't felt their spirit Because I'm a shepherd and I take what I do serious a lot of people they do Collaborations and they do all that they link up for money because they say hey, we link up We can make more money man. We could go on tours man We can make so much money But they don't know what the person sitting next to them do Behind closed doors.  Okay, you look left of the world out there And it went amazing He seemed very into me He texted me the day after and said I caught him off guard And didn't feel he was ready to date and felt confused. What should I think? Nail just believe him and just gone about your business. Okay, just believe him and gone about your business They say hey, okay. Thank you so much for being honest with me It was a great time and I wish you the best just gone by your business. Okay, because What that really means you really don't want to know and you really don't need to know and it really don't matter And it's not going to make your life any better Miss love god bless you left my child's father 36 Let my child far. Okay. Okay. My bad. I added an F in there on you I'm so used to y'all leaving y'all child father So I added an F on there Let my child father 36 stay with me in february due to him getting on dialysis And sleeping in his new car He has a job pays child support not romantic doesn't give anything For him staying when asked when he was leaving he got mad um Yeah, that's a tough one right there now What I would do on the good side of things is he paid child support Okay, he paid child support. He may think that's him paying his part paying his rent Now now also he on dialysis And he was sleeping in the car. So one thing you can ask yourself is how long Does he have to live? Now if you could live forever with dialysis then You need to sit down one day on a quiet cool calm day and remember the time of peace you prepare for war So you sit down and you talk to him and say hey, we're gonna have to do something with this living arrangement I don't want to upset you or anything like that because But you know, we're not together and this is just not a good look because I'm trying to live my life and move on with my life and I'm sure you want to do the same So have a conversation with him and give him a timeline if he get mad And grab his machine grab a dialysis machine and leave. All right. Okay. Bye And look, this is he's a grown man. You know, he's a grown man to take care of himself So if he could work a job and he made good money, like you say you work a good job Then he could go find somewhere to stay If he got to go to the motel six and just pay nightly 40 dollars a night He could do what he got to do he a grown man So unless he's completely like disabled can't do nothing, but you say you work a good job So and then he living in your house and then got the nerve to get an attitude when you when you ask him Hey, how long are you gonna be here? He got the nerve to get an attitude.   Well, hi Tony and family just another blessing. Thanks for all you do. Hey bless you Now bless. I miss somebody Unless it's Todd bless you. Can you expect a good man to fall in your lap? Um, if you lap ready if you you know if you sitting pretty Meaning you've been working on the three bees brain brain body You've been working on the three bees. You're doing what you need to do Because when you're doing what you need to do working on three bees, that means you're sitting pretty And when I mean sitting pretty, I don't talk about looks or aesthetics. I mean you ready Your wife ready and yeah, that's when you're gonna bump into a good man Miss china dog. God bless you new guy never talks about his job How do I ask him his job status? How important is it for him to be employed? It's very important for him to be employed And if he's not employed, he need to be doing 10 applications a day He need the Indeed.com need to be his middle name. What's your name? John indeed.com Johnson That need to be his middle name. He need to be on Every time you call him. Hold on. He take a I'm on zoom during the interview During the zoom interview. He need to have his mash ready So now if he don't talk about a job, it could be drug dealing or scamming So you want to look a little close and just see if he got money Because if he got any money, but he ain't talking about no job. All right All right, then you got a issue Got a issue Ava stone. God bless you doing no contact after breaking up with x He has been calling and randomly sending me money on cash out. He never did this before. Do I respond? Um, no, you're doing no contact So what you got to do is have a time period now the longest you should do no contact If you plan on getting back together is two weeks 14 days. That's the longest you should do no contact There are no breaks in relationships So 14 days, that's the longest you could have if you go more than 14 days, y'all broke up You see what I'm saying? Y'all broke up. So understand that right there Understand that right there Kiki god bless you now I saw a share Uh deleted Tim And if you got to get deleted twice, you're about to get blocked All right, y'all know play with that block button now Say and get the behind me Better go on somewhere All right block Chain money ain't got time I seen share had the block had the hot block got to go Chain mine ain't got time I'm gonna put you in time. I block Is it weird that my friend who I've been talking to for the last year will virtually meet my parents? 31 Divorced mom of two year old Long distance one year never met moving close to him for a job um No, that ain't weird if a man willing to your friend Willing to meet your parents virtually That mean he willing to take on some risk because Nobody really want to have a witness of breaking somebody's heart so it's kind of It's a good thing, but at the same time now You've been talking to him. So you know him do you if you sense any sabbage in him? Then you getting ready to get Dead nasty, but if he seemed like an overall good guy from everything, you know, then That could be a good thing because me and typically don't want to meet parents if they don't plan on at least trying to do the right thing Andrea god bless you. I just wanted to drop a small blessing. You're helping me through my singleness You're making it cool to be a good man. I hope guys are ghost watching.   Hey, um Moderators y'all could take a break y'all could take a break moderators y'all could rest the night Unless somebody coming here crazy now saying some crazy like how share had to get butt up out of here which probably Could have been buddy himself that he was asking about or it could have been a woman using a man name But um y'all could take a break moderate because i'm only gonna be on here 14 more minutes now I got to go out. I'm only on here an hour tonight now. All right Because hey, the chicken ain't sitting right on me. Let's learn.  A man told me I was He said it's stronger than a soul mate Um, I've heard of it, but I've never looked it up to see what that is. Um I've never looked it up. I really ain't got I don't want to have to open my computer right now To look that up, but I I hear people keep asking me about that But I look it up. But like I tell y'all it's so many terms out there people making up Oh Tony have you um, you know what now they have a Sanitizer love And what this means is it's a love that purifies you from inside out and it protect you from COVID-19 and so it's just so many terms get made up and it's really just somebody who you know they were looking to Give a term to their situation ship So he's just throwing stuff out there. It's like, okay twin flame. All right. Let me show you.  Let me see some flaming Courting let me see some flaming chivalry twin flame. Let me see some flaming truth and honesty. You see what I mean That's that's all that that let me see that Versus this terminology that somebody's gonna put on google Candice god bless you. Why would a man who doesn't have any kids leave a woman with no kids? For a woman with two kids. He has his own house car and job um, well Because see them to the man it don't matter about the kids it matter about the woman So a woman could have a football team of kids. You see what I mean? A woman can have a football team of kids if that man want that woman You hit me if that man want that woman He's finna be uh, what's that man name that coach the Patriots? I don't forgot the man name Bill Pellecek. Bill Pellecek. You hit me She could have a football team. All right 42 on hut Everybody line up. Come on. Hey catch your chicken. Hey Catch your chicken. Hey get your biscuit.  You see what I'm saying? He finna Hey, baby, you know how I was thinking. I'm finna turn them off a Sadie Benz and get us a Mercedes Sprinter A 12 seater for you and the kids it really come down to the one He don't care how many kids she got if he won't hook because all he think about All right Then what do you think about? If she look good And she could do this That's exactly the way he wanted to be IRS es god bless you now. Thanks tone. Just trying to bless you in fan All right Y'all be giving me uh donations that I seen it's a irs I had her up and see that es on there. I'm like, I'm the YouTube I told irs on here. Somebody didn't give me donation So irs es iris. Hey god bless you now Coach broon bless you should a woman date a guy who uses derogatory language on social media um I wouldn't recommend it because A man social media show you who? Show you a lot about him. Makayla, right? God.  Is it possible to over compliment a man? Even though it's always genuine um If it's genuine Then it's not possible to over compliment him if it's genuine Because see words of affirmation is one of dr. Gary Chapman love languages And words of affirmation is a love language.   All right now. I got nine more minutes y'all got nine more minutes now nine more minutes I got to go cuz I feel like the chicken might have about digest, but i'm gonna keep my word now So i'm gonna be on here an hour.  Thank you For your obedience to your calling. I'm a life coach on my mentor and specifically dealing with herpes and Healing is taking place. You've also motivated me to start my youtube. God bless you now start your youtube Start your youtube now. Amber is is a herpes coach and she's helping people who have Who've contracted herpes? I have a lot of clients who have the virus or the std and it's It's very common, you know in our world today and People Get it and don't know what to do with it. So at we got all kind of coaches on my mentor dot life. Okay We've got divorcee coaches We've got coaches who help parents raising children with autism We've got coaches who help people who deal them with, you know STDs Got all kind of coaches on there. And so y'all y'all make sure That you work with Amber and she coached on a couple other categories too that are blessing the weaver god bless you but uh Alexa talk god bless i'm sitting pretty but i'm in my late 30s. I desire to be married but In a previous message you mentioned something to the effect of not dating if you have a child Less than five years old. Why son is two separated from x one year ago No, unless it's you not sitting pretty because you got a child on the fire And you just separated from your ex one year ago. They ain't sitting pretty. Okay so Because see what you got to realize when you're when when your child under five They can't fully articulate. So imagine.  None form shop better tell your mama and That's too young. You see what i'm saying and men You can't trust men.      You see what i'm saying?  I'll be coaching on this stuff Tony god bless you. Oh my home. Okay five minutes. I got five minutes now. I got to go y'all lord only call me to an hour tonight Tony thanks for guiding us Tony my early 20 still feel like a baby.   But listen to me. Don't bail no grown man. I Let him bail it self out with good behavior Serving the time go to go talk to the judge. Don't bail them out now. Do not bail them out Let me see what you said Or this your husband. Wow So you done married wrong Lord bless you Let them sit in there because see when he's sitting down in the walls In that cell behind them bar. That's where the lord could talk to a man That well possible was in jail So possible wrote 13 books of the bible in jail, so Let your husband sit in there.  I understand this right here It's not your job to hold on to a boyfriend If a boyfriend ain't ain't showing up and showing up he ain't doing what he's supposed to let him go That's what dating is about. That's what dating is about. That's a that's a quick turnaround when you date You you you need to death do us a part when you date Though sorry man. Don't want to put no time. All right Got to go got to go I'll see you later. You see what I'm saying.  It's awesome to hear all these different questions and better with answers. God bless you Now I'm glad you're on here listening All right. Let me see I'm gonna wrap on up now. Let me cut this here off Cut this here off Alexandria, thank you for that blessing now Now y'all listen now.  That's how we learn how you think babies learn how to talk learn how to walk That's how the brain is developed. That's how we learn how to use this here Phone to be on this here chat the type the spell That's the human brain learns And it grows and it adapts So when you're dealing with a human Who is not using their brain for you? To grow to learn and to adapt you got to let go You've got to let go do not hold on to somebody That's not trying to hold on to you and see what you got to do is you got to picture this Imagine somebody walking right and they going this way Okay, and you got a soul tie.  You just hanging on. So what's going to happen? You hanging on You just getting drug all across the microphone You getting drug all through the mud all through the dirt through the asphalt and they just gone by their business You said, I mean, that's what you got the picture when you hold it on to somebody giving them a chance But they're not trying to do better. They're not trying to grow. They're not trying to get better They just dragging you along through the mud if a person ain't holding on to you Let them go Let them go so you can grow. Let them go so they can grow And that's how your life changed for the better because it is not rocket science. It don't take A person years and years and years To figure you out to learn you and to learn how to love you and treat you with respect and honesty and loyalty and trust That don't take years One year two years max And they already know Hey, so get that lesson in your spirit and you know, stop playing booboo the fool and love yourself Love yourself on another level Hey God bless y'all. I really appreciate you shout out to my um Moderators to the moderators on here I see coach share and um Mama tish now some of the moderators. I think uh, maybe mama tish Um, some of the moderators are coaches on my mentor. That life. I don't know if share on there I think caramel kisses on there. I don't think I seen caramel kisses on here tonight yet I ain't really get the glen rocks. I don't know if glen rocks make up a coach on there But y'all find some of the coaches on my mentor. That life I mean some of the moderators in book a session with them now and um Now all the coach on my mentor. That life. I found at the site a lot of them took my coaching certification A lot of them did not take my certification. They took another certification. So I don't I'm not stamping any of the coaches Okay, they own them If they turn out to be crazy All right between you and them. All right, so But uh, come to me because they don't work for me All and when you book a coach the money go directly to them. It's just a facilitating site. It ain't it ain't a Agency it ain't the tony gas and agency is just Just like y'all be on match calm and booty calm and All the tender and all that My mentor is matchmaking for coaches to clients mentors to clients.  You'll need a coupon code. It's just set at that time uh All right, annie k done jumping in here. All right, annie. Yes. It's too late. We passed an hour Let me answer any question and we got to get going now, annie You need to be on your own time, annie Just got on hope it's not too late. How to get a man to forgive you after saying sorry Listen to me annie if he don't forgive you go about your business Because one thing you don't want to do Is be with a man that won't forgive you because that man that won't forgive you He's gonna make you pay the price over and over and over One of the boys made an album that say god forgives. I don't typically men don't forgive Typically men don't forgive in order for a man to forgive you. He got to have that bible He got to have that bible if he don't know nothing about that holy bible go on about your business Go on about your business because you finna be He finna be when you are just living and talking Yes, every week just dog. We got look just like uh the entanglements When the man told The entangle I'ma get your bike I'ma get your bike. That's how men are. They be serious. They're gonna get your bike now So be careful.  We'll talk soon Lord, wouldn't I get to do a video tomorrow? But hey the bar I'm going somewhere to bless myself tomorrow. I don't show y'all when I try to treat myself to a little something I don't show y'all because it's always spirits in them Oh So that's what you're doing with the blessed tribe donations That 499 I gave you was my last 499 And you went and treated yourself. So that's gonna be showing y'all I be wanting to do me a little vlog on my little old school calls And I'm like, man, nobody's gonna be happy for you. Hey god bless y'all. We'll talk soon


If you go back over the 20th century and you look at all the authoritarian regimes in the 20th century They all failed they failed their own people and ultimately they failed themselves and You know there's so many myths about Authoritarians, you know that they're so charismatic, right? I don't know Hitler and Stalin who had this charisma people just flocked to them. Well if people just flocked to you Why do you have to use force against them? Why do you have to restrict what they say if people love you so much if people are so Enamored with you. Why do you have to limit their speech and limit their opposition? No, I mean you are the enemy of the people you are Supposedly inspired and to some extent they know it and your only way to control them is by silencing them and by using force against And that never works. It always fails


I am on the ferry my friend Peggy is right there and we are rocking and oh my god what's going on with my hair humid this is cool I've never done this before hey everybody this is where I woke up today I'm at a casino parking lot this is the Golden Nugget that's my friend Peggy right there and we're on our way to Lafayette Louisiana our first stop was called Vermillionville which is a historic village in Lafayette which has all of these beautifully restored Acadian and Creole structures from the 17th and 1800s we got to stay overnight in their parking lot through Harvest Host for free and then we paid our $10 to go in and check out the exhibits. Now I love history so I would have been happy just to walk around and see everything and look at the gardens but score turns out that we were there on the day of a celebration. We set off to see the really amazing reconstructions of these grounds and houses and interiors. It really gave us a feeling of how life was in Lafayette in the early 19th century and again just made me pinch myself realizing how lucky I am that because I live in an RV I can hit the road and see places like this anytime I want and I talked to this guy for a while too he was awesome and I have to tell you the school house was my favorite building and exhibit because for 50 years it was actually illegal here for students to speak French in class. Who knew? Gotta love history. Then I met this character literally standing on a porch. Do we remind you of anyone? So we're walking around one of these restored houses and it's very cool but everyone in here looks like they're gonna jump right out of these photos and like slash your throat all the kids all the adults and all the photos. It's kind of creepy. Just chilling huh? Got some friends? You're very pretty. Every bathroom that we saw had a sign saying that the toilets were non-functional which tells you they probably had a problem at some point. Look at these chairs. Short people lived here. Look we can take the little ferry across but we have to pull it ourselves. Let's do it. I'm kidding I'll help. I think we win. We just had lunch at the cage and buffet and chilled before heading back out to our rigs for the night thanks to Harvest House. My friend and I have had a great time passing through Lafayette Louisiana using Harvest House. If you guys are not familiar with Harvest House I've said it a million times I think it's the most screaming deal in RV life. I think it's 99 bucks now but I have a 15% off coupon that I'll link down below either in the description or at the top of comments that's for a year and then you get this giant map of a ton of different Harvest House that you can use all over the place. In fact you know the friend that I'm traveling with never got Harvest House until a couple of weeks ago because she thought that it was just breweries or wineries and she doesn't drink. That is not the case. Swamp tours, museums, laser tag, restaurants, alpaca farms, organic farms. There's a ton of stuff in fact there's more Harvest House than there are KOAs. When you see the list you'll be amazed. So if you don't have this in your arsenal of camping go-tos I recommend it and this is not the end for us. So until then I hope you're all doing well out there, have happy travels and be free.


Now let's, some of you live in the United States and there's all this stuff about Supreme Court and you know what I feel about, you know, Lesson 76 in the course, I am under no laws but God, has anybody ever read that lesson? Everybody's so concerned about who, whether this guy's going to get appointed to the Supreme Court and there'll be more conservatives than liberals and we might, women are all going, what if we lose abortion rights? We have a right to abortion, what if the law of the land changes and we can't have a legal abortion? Then there's minorities saying what if they change affirmative action and then there's people saying LGBT, we just got same-sex marriage, we just got rights for gays and this and this and this and now this judge, what if the Supreme Court of the United States rules and turns the clock back and takes away women's right, rights for blacks, rights for women to control their body, rights for affirmative action, all these things, you know, there's this big controversy, maybe you can play the clip, judges, judges, this is all about judges, external judges, external power, some of them, I mean people are getting so caught up in this but you know we're going to talk about I am under no laws but God's, that's what we're going to talk about on this show but let's play the clip here, it's a big controversy, ego controversy. Okay, that's great. So this is a good one to look at for the course of miracle students, you can hear the commentators say these Supreme Court decisions shape life and for many people on the planet they would say you're exactly right, whether a woman has a right to an abortion or not, whether people have right to same-sex marriages or not, whether people have civil rights, civil liberties, all of them are predicated on one belief that affects in the world, that things that happen in the world impact your experiences, impact your life and yet this is where a course of miracles, Jesus is doing one of these, like Byron Katie, let's turn it around, know your mind, your consciousness is making all the decisions, nothing affects you but your thoughts.  When you forgive, you experience love, light, joy, happiness as you would imagine you would because they're in a line with God, they're in line with spirit, they're in line with truth. So the key thing here is that these Supreme Court decisions and political decisions, whether it's who gets elected in Mexico or whether there's more conservatives and liberals and everything, all of those are predicated on the belief that there's causation in the world, not in your mind and that the effects can cause you harm, whether it's past memories or whether it's what seems to be happening to you now, it's all based on false cause and effect. So this is why I say that don't listen to a course of miracles teacher that says, well follow the course but when it comes down to political things, you got to take a side and you've got to be against certain things and for certain things, Jesus never ever says that. He always says, come back to the Holy Spirit and be right-minded and forgive and actually he wants you to see all the images as the same.  He's always bringing it back to the mind and saying you have a decision in your mind to link with the Holy Spirit and see this differently. Above all else I want to see this differently. I will step back and let him lead the way. You know, all the lessons are about tuning into the Holy Spirit and seeing the world differently before you wake up from the stream and they're never about taking a stance or a side. So you see, there is no politics involved in the Holy Spirit's perception. You may be guided. There's nothing wrong with voting and there's nothing wrong with doing anything in the world, going for surgery, taking an aspirin. There's nothing wrong with any of that but the Holy Spirit is saying, yeah I know you're afraid of the light but please learn to join with me and join in the miracle more habitually, more consistently so that you can perceive the world in a different way and that's where the healing occurs in that way. So this is good. This is just another issue, a very seemingly political issue that most people are really up in arms about now. They're like, now we've got to rally the army together and this must be stopped and it's hypocrisy and all this and this when actually the deception is not in the senators. It's not in the Supreme Court candidate and it's not even in the voters and the people. The deception is in seeing a world that's not even there and then fragmenting that world into pieces and then trying to attack and defend the pieces. That's where the problem is. That's the sickness. It might even be a stepping stone idea but I see that when the people are so afraid of these laws being overturned and that truly they are afraid they won't get what they need and that they rely on the government or the laws but Jesus, he bypasses all of those. If they really need something, even if it's a law or not a law, he finds a way to lay it. Within the world's ego's world, personalities do seem to be influenced by things that are external to them but see that's all part of false cause and effect. The Course teaches that the Holy Spirit looks not to affect, meaning he's not looking into any of the images of the world. He knows that they don't have a real cause, that the ego projected out all the images and the Holy Spirit knows that the ego isn't real. So of course the images aren't real. The Holy Spirit doesn't see the world the way humans do. The Holy Spirit is like leaves blowing in the wind. He's like whoo, like flash dance, happy happy happy.  Well to the ego everything's a big deal. Oh you could take away my rights. I said this years ago that I said there aren't no such things as human rights. Now this is getting really deep. I upset the Gandhi people and you know you get you get too deep and everyone gets upset but there are no human rights because why? There's no humans. You have a birthright. You are created by God. That's your birthright. You want to write? You were created by God as the Christ. That's your right. That's the only thing that you're entitled to is the remembrance of your natural birthright as the Christ. And do you have any human rights? No. Do you have political rights? No. Do you have any rights as a person? No. No you don't. Let's talk straight here. Come on. Let's get into the course. This course will be believed entirely or not at all. So come on. I want the entirely crowd with me because that's all there is. There isn't. It's not like hang grenades and horseshoes. Well it's close. Horseshoes. Well it's close. Holy Spirit doesn't play horseshoes. There is no close. You accept the atonement or you seem to not which is really no option in my mind. So this is where it gets very uncompromising but you have to start to realize whenever you get squabbling about personal rights and individual rights and that's what a lot of this stuff is. Liberal, conservative. All these are constructs. There's no reality to any of this. You have to go deep enough before you get really truly happy and unless you go deep enough you're just going to still feel all these political thoughts in your mind. You're going to notice judgments and opinions and you're going to be taking a stand for this and against that and that's just back to the world. That's just the ego.