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For a while, a dead bird was synonymous with saying Merry Christmas. A woman leaves her family to go Christmas shopping at the last minute and disappears forever. But first, Christmas fun isn't all about Santa, his reindeer and a magical snowman come to life thanks to a hat. There are some downright terrifying yuletide monsters that might make you want to stay behind locked doors this year. We begin with that story. If you're new here, welcome to the show. And if you're already a member of this weirdo family, please take a moment and invite someone else to listen. Recommending Weird Darkness to others helps make it possible for me to keep doing the show. And while you're listening, be sure to check out WeirdDarkness.com where you can send in your own personal paranormal stories, watch horror hosts present old scary movies 24-7, shop for Weird Darkness and Weirdo merchandise. Listen to free audiobooks that I've narrated. Sign up for the newsletter to win free stuff I give away every month and more. And on the social contact page, you can find the show on Facebook and Twitter, and you can also join the Weird Darkness Weirdos Facebook group.  You know Dasher and Dancer and Prancer and Vixen, Comet and Cupid, Donner and Blitzen, but do you recall the most terrifying Christmas characters of all? I know that's not the way the song goes, but you know what, for some time now, Christmas has been a terrifying holiday, masquerading as the most wonderful time of the year. As much as we might love Santa Claus and his predecessors for shelling out presents to good boys and girls during the Yuletide season, we mostly ignore that it's a reward system with traumatic consequences for a social contract none of us ever agreed to. Yet Santa is the least offensive, aside from being the de facto overlord of these characters, as he only deals with those who end up on his nice list.  Did they all get a lump of coal? Well, perhaps, in some traditions, ancient and modern, we bad boys and girls don't get off so easily. Here, I'm about to unveil some of the most scary and traumatizing characters who have haunted the most wonderful time of the year throughout the ages. So it is the scariest Christmas legend. Well, this is but just a taste of how evil, scary and twisted the holidays can be. Feeling from Germany, Belsnickel is a creepy-looking figure. Covered in patchworked rags to keep his identity secret, he also wears fur and threatens children by carrying a switch. In the weeks leading up to Christmas, Belsnickel stops by the doors of households with children and threatens the misbehaving kids that if they don't straighten up, they'll not only not get presents, but they'll get a good beating from Belsnickel himself. Based on the book, The Elf on the Shelf, a Christmas tradition by Carol Abersold and Sean DeBell, illustrated by a co-steindor. Now, aside from the fact you can't call something new a tradition, The Elf on the Shelf is the latest trick for parents to keep children well-behaved during the winter months, if not throughout the rest of the year. A mix of the yule lads and Belsnickel, only without the corporal punishment, the story goes that Santa sends out his little helpers, who apparently haven't worked enough through the year making toys for all the good kinder of the world, to all the households of the world to keep an eye on the kids in the final days building up to Christmas. Each day, The Elf appears in a different part of the house to monitor and report back to Santa, in case Timmy and Tiffany aren't really staying on their best behavior. Part of the tradition of Elf on the Shelf is that he pulls pranks and does cute and creative things. However, despite the fun and mischief that he provides, children are forbidden from touching him, for if they do, he will lose all his magical powers and not be able to report back to Santa. On one hand, that actually seems like a pretty good idea if you're naughty, because then Santa won't truly know, right? But on the other hand, it is rather damning circumstantial evidence. Black Peter, known to natives of the Netherlands as Zortepiet, may appear rather tame in theory.  The insidiousness of Black Pete comes in the fact that he is a racial stereotype by the lily-white natives of the Netherlands and Belgium. Although modern attempts to be politically correct have claimed that the reason for the naming of Black in Peter's name comes from his occupation as a chimney sweep, the physical appearance says otherwise. Black face makeup, exaggerated red lips and thick grilloey hair. It should also be noted that Pete accompanies Sinterklaus on his journey from Spain, meaning he is likely a moor like the Othello guy from Shakespeare as suggested by Jan Schaikman and St. Nicholas and his servant. In attempts to downplay the racist background of the character to foreign tourists, the Dutch have tried having the person playing Zortepieten instead paint himself in a variety of colors. This did not set well with those rooted in the tradition though, and he has since returned to his black face roots. In recent years, the backlash returned from figures from other cultures, which has forced the local governments to downplay and rethink Zortepieten's role in the winter celebrations.  The Eulads show up one at a time on the thirteen days building up to Christmas Day, each staying two weeks, so that the first lad who arrived on December 12th is the first to depart on Christmas Day. The remaining brothers then leave one day in the same order that they arrived until festivities end on January 6th. While in modern versions of this story there are mostly just mischievous creatures pulling harmless pranks like slamming doors, eating the town's yogurt supply, no joke, the original story of the lads was far more sinister, and you might have guessed given their presence on this list. As in the modern story, they come down from dwellings in the mountains in the days leading up to Christmas Day, however, rather than pulling the regular prank or trick, they, along with the Eul tide cat, keep an eye on all the children and kidnap those who did not receive any clothes during the season so they can be eaten. As you know, making sure all the children of the world get what's coming to them at the end of the year is quite an enterprise, which is no doubt why Santa has everybody from elves making toys for the good kids to demons kidnapping the main spirited ones helping them out. That would be crampus, which we'll cover in a second. But what about those kids who are neither particularly good or particularly bad? Well, for them, the Germans give us Nekt Rupert, also known as Farmhand Rupert. He more or less looks like a shepherd taken out of your neighborhood nativity who sports a long beard, brown cloak, and a staff. Basically, his stick is that he goes around asking kids if they can pray. If they can, they get some awesome gingerbread. If they can't, he gives them some useless junk.  So children better remember the reason for the season is the baby Jesus, not just the changes in the seasons, or else they'll receive some unfortunate presents, or get beaten with some ashes. The perchedon is a dual gendered spirit who comes out during the twelve days of Christmas, that is December 25th through January 5th. On one hand, we have the female, beautiful perchedon, schnau perchedon, and on the other, we have the male and aptly named shyged perchedon, or ugly perchedon. The former is a giver of luck and gifts, while the other is an ugly beast who looks much like Krampus and similarly related to the devil, whom is the most ugly of all of the perchedons. As can be expected, the girl gives treats to the good people of the world. The boy punishes the bad. What I believe is the most terrifying about this character of Christmas mythology is that if it passes you, you can never be too sure which side you're going to be met with. On one hand, you gave to the poor, on the other, you could have given more. Werewolves, yes. Werewolves at Christmas. We typically try to limit the lycanthropes to Halloween, be movies and steamy fiction. Werewolves, though, have been a part of the yuletide horror fest since the Middle Ages. In modernity, it's since been reduced, reused and recycled to the claim that simply having the audacity to be born on Christmas Day, that's cause enough to make a person a werewolf. Probably need to warn my brother about that, his stepdaughter was born December 25th. Anyway, the 1961 film The Curse of the Werewolf and explains that being born on December 25th is mocking Jesus Christ. As if the baby had a choice in the matter, but anyway, so because you're born on that day, you have to be punished. Also never mind the fact that Jesus wasn't actually born December 25th, never mind. Anyway, yes, Jesus bringing the Christmas cheer by punishing not just a baby for being born, he's also damning any who fall into his or her wake every year. Whatever. One of the few non-Germanic characters on this list is Grilla, who comes from Icelandic mythology and is a terrifying lady ogre whose preferred diet was naughty children, because yeah, nothing says Merry Christmas quite like being fed to a horrifying crone. In 1746, a decree was issued prohibiting the use of Grilla and the Yule lads as they served no function other than to scare small children to death. Well, this has led to the crafting of a few songs which claim that she has passed away. However, a few of the songs suggest that she could always return to the living should the number of naughty children increase. Pierre Fautare is seen to this day during Christmas in Belgium and France. His name means whipping father, so you can already guess how he brings holiday cheer. But that's not the scary part of this story. That's the happy part. As the story goes, Pierre Fautare began his life as an innkeeper, kidnapper and murderer in that order. One day while keeping his inn, three rich boys on their way to a religious boarding school stayed his inn. Recognizing their wealth, Pierre, along with his wife, decided to capture and murder the children by slitting their throats to take their money. Because that somehow seemed like a better idea than ransoming them to their wealthier parents for some reason. While trying to make corpse stew, St. Nick shows up and resurrects the boys. Seeing his power, the innkeeper repents and becomes St. Nick's partner by becoming the official whipping boy of bad boys and girls. Krampus, whose name comes from the Germanic root for claw, dates back long before the time of Christ. But in modern day he is more or less the ultimate Christmas demon, the antithesis of Santa Claus. He is old Nick to St. Nick, as you might say. His day is December 5th, and while American kids never feared a lack of shiny new presence no matter their behavioral tendencies, children of the old world, especially Germany, knew something worse than a lump of coal was coming their way if they misbehaved. Rather, if you weren't well behaved, you were beaten and tortured before being kidnapped and taken to Krampus' lair where we can only assume that one was beaten and tortured even more. In modern days there appears to be two sides on how to handle the Krampus story. Since the 1950s, Austrians have tried to put the creature on the back burner, claiming terrorizing small children with such tales isn't healthy. While in the Germanic city of Slanders, Cilandro, Italy, young men are even encouraged to dress up as the Krampus and terrorize small children before having some schnapps with the heads of the house. Elsewhere still, the Krampus is given his own holiday prior to the Feast of St. Nicholas, December 5th. It's known as Krampus' Nacht, and he even appears on his own holiday greeting card, known as Krampus' Carton. Up next on Weird Darkness. Deep in the Alpine region of Germany, the Christmas season is book-ended by two frightening beings, Krampus, who roams on December 5th, and Frau Purchta, who is associated with Birchentog, the Feast of Epiphany, January 6th. But who is Frau Purchta? Plus, what would you think if you received a Christmas card in the mail that had a picture of a dead bird on the cover? Not very festive, is it? But that's not what people believed in the past. For a while a dead bird was synonymous with saying Merry Christmas. These stories and more coming up. Who is Frau Purchta?  The answer is both. In Germanic pagan tradition, the goddess Birchta, or Bertha, meaning bright or shining woman, protected women and children. Birtha, the lady in white or white lady, was considered the Alpine cousin of Brauhalle and the Nordic goddess Friga. As the white lady she was associated with beautiful birch trees and watched over the forests and all the wildlife in it. She was the spirit guide, a psychopump, I love that word, psychopump, who led the dead into the afterlife. Her duty was to care for Heimchen, the children who died in infancy. Birchta was considered the goddess of in-between places. That's a really cool concept. She can be found between safety and danger, between life and death, and on Birchdentog, the epiphany, January 6th, the goddess of the time between the years. But Birchta's dual nature meant that she was also depicted as an old crone, the spinster Benfrau, with a splayed foot, possibly from years of working the treadle on a spinning wheel, or a goose foot, indicating that she was a shapeshifter who cared for animals and she also carried a cane. As this image, she was thought to wander the countryside as the upholder of cultural taboos. During the Raunacht, she was part of the wild hunt, causing the rumbling in the mountains with the followers. Quick aside, why would there be a goddess to uphold cultural taboos? Remember, in Germany, society works together to uphold certain rules. At the time participating in holidays and feasting was important. It held the group together. By not participating, by working on days where the group was supposed to feast, it was to bring bad luck to the group. This concept of society's rules and taboos still carries forward today. Just look at the expectation to sweep your apartment steps on your day, or ordinances against washing the car on a Sunday. As women became a larger part of the economy with their spinning and weaving, Burgsta checked to make sure that young women had completed their spinning for the year. Laziness was not tolerated. Looms were to be set up on January 6th if the work wasn't completed in time, you wouldn't have enough thread for the warp. Put another way, the end of the year is a time for putting new resolutions or goals into place. Unfinished projects are a weight that holds you back from growth or change. A clear mind, a clear workspace allows for new growth. According to one of Burgsta's legends, a woman who lost her son in infancy saw him in a field with a group of other children, each carrying a jug, following a lady dressed in white. As the white lady stepped over a low wall, the other children followed, but her son couldn't get over the wall.  She smiled at her warmth, but said to her, Don't cry, mother. You will fill my jug with your tears, and it will overflow. I'm safe with the white lady. The weeping mother stopped crying, set her son on the other side of the wall with the rest of the children, and was able to return to her home, content that her child was being looked after. Burgsta especially looked to Burgsta, this southern German cousin to Frau Holly, because she was a goddess of abundance. She cared for children and for domestic issues. Remember, this was a time of high infant mortality. Women needed to believe that their lost babies would be cared for in the afterlife. Burgsta looked after the Heimchen, the spirits of children who died before they could be baptized. In Birchdentuck, January 6th, women would cook a special porridge later called Birchdentmilch, a gruel with fish to feed the family and always leave a bowl of it out for Birchdentuck and her followers. It was said that if Birchdentuck enjoyed the offering, the family would receive blessings for the year. The Catholic Church held great power over Bavaria in the 6th century and insisted that pagan practices be announced. Still, many people didn't want to change. Women did not want to give up their goddess. The Church began to speak out against Birchdentuck from the pulpit, accusing people of praying to Domina Birchdentuck instead of the Virgin Mary. By the 12th century, the Church, using fear tactics, renamed Birchdentuck, calling her Birchdentuck. Birchdentuck are frightening monsters and Birchdentuck now Birchdentuck was the leader of those monsters.  Despite this, people kept up with their worship. Finally in 1468, the Church officials outlawed the cult of Birchdentuck in the Thessaurus Popernum. It forbade leaving Birchdentuck offerings during the Christmas season. For inquiring minds, the Thessaurus Popernum is a collection of acceptable behaviors, recipes and medicinal cures for the poor compiled over seven centuries by Church officials. New stories emerged about a Christmas hag who would capture and eat children or stuff children into her sack and carry them away.  Essentially, Church officials of time turned her into a female Krampus, the evil counterpart of St. Nicholas. Keep in mind, the years between 1450 and 1700 is known as the Burning Times in German history. The country dealt with the Protestant Revolution, the Thirty Years War and political instability. During this time around 100,000 people were accused of witchcraft and many were killed. Fear and uncertainty were a powerful motivator. By 1750, the transformation was complete and Frau Perchda, also known as Butzenbercht, was a boogeyman known as the Bellyslitter. Frau Perchda appeared on the twelfth night of Christmas with her Perchdent, spirit followers with a new nickname, the Bellyslitter. According to this new legend, if a child were found to be a liar, Perchda would scrape out their eyes with glass. If she was unsatisfied with your behavior, left a dirty home, or worst of all, if your spinning for the year was unfinished, she would slice open your belly and stuff it with straw and pebbles and then stomp the unfinished work with her deformed goose foot. Fear of Frau Perchda started new rituals. In Austria, groups calling themselves Perchdent would dress in masks and costumes and perform rituals to frighten away the ghostly followers of Perchda and wake up the spirits of the new year. But along with the ugly Perchdent, there was also the beautiful Perchdent as we mentioned before, a reflection of Perchda's white woman who would bring luck to the villagers. The church again banned these traditions, but they were never completely lost. The 19th century saw a renewed interest in folk culture. Jacob Grimm published Deutsche Mythologie or Teutonic Mythologie in 1835, detailing pagan German mythology. His research into Perchda claimed that she was once as powerful as Perchda told and led the wild hunt beside him. Slowly, the old traditions began to make a comeback. Like Krampus-knocked parades on December 5th, the rownished or twelve days of Christmas became a time for traditional Perchdent performances. Today, in the Alpine regions of Austria, primarily in Salzburg and Salzkemergut, Perchdent ceremonies are mostly held for the tourists.  The theme of Neil Gaiman's book, American Gods, is that the old gods continue to exist only as long as people remember and worship them. The old image of Birchda, guardian of women and infants, might have faded away, but she's not gone. Today, we still carry out some of the rituals, maybe without even understanding why. My house is cleaned for Christmas, and work between Christmas and the epiphany slows way down, not because of Perchda, but because of my mom. She did it because of her mom.  What would you think if you got a Christmas card in the mail featuring the photo of a dead bird? That somebody really didn't like you? Believe it or not, that would not be the case. Animals have long been associated with Christmas. Although there's no mention of them anywhere in the biblical Gospels of Matthew and Luke, the people of the Middle Ages believed that the lack of involvement of animals in the birth of Jesus was an oversight and were determined to correct this. Since then, a long list of animals has entered the legend. Stories claimed that a donkey carried Mary to Bethlehem. A donkey in an ox knelt down before the baby, a rooster crowed, announcing the birth. A robin burned its breast red after getting too close to the flames while beating its wings to keep the fire and the stable burning. A stork took out its feathers to make a soft bed for the newborn, becoming ever after the patron of babies, and a host of other animals were said to have wandered through the Bethlehem stable. People of the Victorian era took this even further by having all kinds of animals celebrating the season, acting like humans and dressed in human clothing. Holiday cards depicted them dancing with Santa Claus, mailing out cards, playing poker, reading books, singing carols, smoking pipes, and more. It was a novelty at the time and one that was much beloved by the people of the era. And then there were the birds.  These cards, while very popular at the time, are an anomaly today. There is really no real explanation for them, only speculation about their meaning. Historians suggest that the Victorians were a thoroughly sentimental lot and that perhaps their obsession with death, fully on display in the graveyards of the era, is the answer. Death at a young age was common at the time and highly sentimentalized. A small bird might have represented a loving memory, but why on a Christmas card? The images of the dead birds, perhaps frozen in the cold, were sure to elicit pity and sympathy from the Victorians and may reference stories of poor children freezing in the snow. Robins and wrens were symbols of good luck in British and Irish folktales and were considered important birds. Their natural deaths, depicted on cards from the 1880s, have gone on to create a sort of Christmas mystery today. Coming up on Weird Darkness, tis the season for not only reindeer, Grenches and magical snowmen, but also fearless children, negligent parents and dumb thieves. Home Alone may be the first Christmas movie that comes to mind upon hearing that description, but it turns out there is a long and storied tradition of true stories of children left alone around the holidays matching wits against would-be robbers. But first, a woman leaves her family to go Christmas shopping at the last minute and disappears forever. These stories are up next. 38-year-old Michelle Hunley-Smith lived in the tiny rural town of Stoneville, North Carolina with her husband and her children, 14-year-old Amanda, a 7-year-old son and a 19-year-old daughter had already moved into a place of her own. Michelle is described by those close to her as a doting mother who was there when her kids got off the bus every day and loved to cook her family's favorite meals. She was also struggling with alcoholism, a struggle that had recently cost her her job at a local veterinary clinic and was either a reaction to or the cause of problems within her marriage. On December 9, 2001, at 8.30 pm that day, Michelle kissed her kids goodnight and told her family that she needed to pick up some last-minute Christmas gifts. Neighbors saw her drive her 1995 Pontiac Transport van toward Martinsville, Virginia, but she never returned home. Martinsville was a 30-minute drive from the Smith's home in Stoneville, but her family says it was normal for the busy mother to use evenings to shop. However, Michelle never returned from her shopping trip. At 12.30 in the morning, Mr. Smith woke up Amanda and told her that Michelle was missing. The couple had fought before and Michelle had stayed overnight at her mother's home, but there was no fight before Michelle left this time, and she would have said if she wasn't coming home. The Rockingham County Sheriff's Office was notified that Michelle was missing and her family was worried about her. Neither Michelle nor the Pontiac van she drove were ever found. Michelle also had her children's Social Security cards with her when she disappeared. Her purse was where she kept them. Around April 2002, the family received an anonymous letter that was addressed to Michelle and Amanda that claimed Amanda's Social Security number had been used in a North Carolina County two hours away from Stoneville. Contacting the phone number included in the letter did not give the family any more information. Michelle's husband says that she left to start a new life. It wasn't until years after her disappearance that he suddenly recalled Michelle had left a goodbye note to her family. However, the note was never produced to the police, and he now denies that he claimed the note ever existed. Amanda believes that Michelle would never have voluntarily left her children. She recalls trying to endure Christmas with her now missing mother. I'll never forget that first Christmas without her. We didn't even care about presents or anything. Our mom was gone. Nothing was ever the same after that. She also says that she and her mother were best friends and that Michelle was a really good mother. We had a special bond. Amanda made the Bring Michelle, Hunley Smith, home Facebook page to bring public awareness to her mother's case and post photos and updates. The case has also been covered on an episode of The Vanished podcast. If you know anything about the disappearance of Michelle Hunley Smith, you can email findmichaelhunleysmith at gmail.com. The movie Home Alone from 1990 starring Macaulay Culkin has become a Christmas classic. Watching poor Kevin McAllister who was left home at Christmas by himself battling would-be burglars is just pure fun. But the truth of the matter is that Kevin was not the first nor was he the last kid to be left behind during the holidays to take on criminals. And no, I'm not referring to the horrible sequels and remake of the classic movie. I'm talking real life stories. If you too find yourself abandoned by your family and face to face with an unwelcome intruder this holiday season, I have some proven strategies to reclaim your house and, if needed, your Christmas presents. First, ask nicely. You catch more flies with honey, as they say, as shown by this heartwarming tale about a child neglect in capitalist greed. From the Abbeyville Press and Banner, December 24, 1920, a Christmas burglar with a heart heeded the pleas of Ruth Maley, aged 10, not to take her Christmas presents when she found him in her home yesterday noon on her return from school for lunch. The burglar was eating her lunch which had been left by her mother before going downtown shopping. Never mind personal safety, family heirlooms or even proper nutrition, Ruth clearly has her priorities straight, presents or bust. Okay, continuing with the article. He took her to the parlor and played little jingles and Christmas songs for her. When she told him that she would have to return to school, he said, tell your mother I'll return someday and steal everything in the house. But he left without taking anything. According to another account, this one in the Omaha Daily Bee, December 23, 1920, Ruth decided that he was a nice burglar for she begged him not to take her Christmas presents, which her mother replaced in a closet and he never touched them. So I was already questioning little Ruth's sanity for confronting a burglar, but now I think this girl needs immediate psychological care. I mean, what kind of a kid knows where their presents are hidden and doesn't peek, right? Mom, if you're listening, don't worry, I never did, but only because you put them on the top shelf where I couldn't reach them. Another tip for you kids left behind by mom and dad, dress for battle. From the Billings Gazette, November 17, 1905. Noisily trooping downstairs, clad only in their nighties and with their hearts in their throats, three small sons of J.R. Martin, 3328 Second Avenue S, routed a burglar that had entered their home last night and bagged $100 worth of silver. The boys are all under 14 years of age. That's right, folks, forget underwear and capes, real heroes wear nighties. The boys were just getting ready for bed when they had heard someone prowling about in the kitchen below. The boys' parents were at church, but undaunted by the possibility of a mix-up with a burglar, the children went downstairs to see who the intruder was. At least the Martin parents stayed in the same country as their children. I'm looking at you, McAllister. On their way, they made as much noise as three youngsters would be expected to make, and when they entered the kitchen, the frightened burglar was just disappearing through the pantry window. When the boys first heard him, he was ransacking the house and to take in all the silverware from the sideboard. This he had thrown loosely into a sack, but was compelled to leave it behind. As soon as the marauder had left, the boys locked the window and returned to bed, showing no signs of excitement when they told their parents of their experience.  It's to offer the grinches breaking in a gift basket. If you're looking for a cheap alternative to fancy gift baskets, well, the story's for you. From the Daybook, December 19, 1916. If the Christmas burglar that invaded the home of Mrs. Hallie Tresengar, 4207 North Lincoln Street yesterday will come back, he can have a well-filled basket that will bring cheer to him and the kiddies if he has kiddies. Mrs. Tresengar is sorry for this burglar because she just knows that he was hungry when he broke into their flat, and the way he treated Jana, her 13-year-old daughter, proves that he has a kind heart and is probably a daddy himself in need. When Jana came home from school, she no sooner opened the door than she bumped into this burglar. She screamed but jumped at him and started fighting with all her little might. There you go. Finally, a sensible reaction to an intruder. Way to go, Jana. Anyway, continuing with the story, he stopped her, of course, and tied her hands and feet, but he did it gently and laid her down so softly that Mrs. Tresengar just knows he didn't want to hurt her. The intruder left Jana on the floor and hurried from the house with nothing but a bottle of milk taken off the porch. Forgiveness and compassion, they're noble virtues, but it sounds like Mrs. Tresengar was more concerned about the would-be robber's welfare than the trauma he no doubt caused her poor daughter, Jana. And this burglar was so nice, why do you leave her on the cold floor instead of on a better couch, huh? Okay, well, if all else fails, sit down for story time with your burglar. Admittedly, Emma in this next story was probably not a child at the time and may or may not have actually existed. In the early 20th century, you never know. Still, here is the supposedly true story from the Daily Capital Journal, December 23, 1916.  You shouldn't be doing this, said the woman, gazing steadily at the intruder. This is Christmas time. I have only $20 and I'm here alone, making presents. Sit down and we will talk about Christmas. Are you listening, missionaries? See, I hope you're taking notes here because that's how this is done. Amazed, the burglar did so and lowered his revolver. Then came the recital of the woman, not in fear, but in the hope of helping the wayward man. The sweetness of the tail he had heard at his mother's knee, the story that never grows old, transformed the man. Instead of a thief, he became again a believer in the gentle Nazarene and in fancy followed the star. Thank you, you've made my Christmas happier, he said in a broken voice as he left the room. So, whether you're in Paris like the McAllisters or at home installing a security system to thwart burglars and Santas alike, best wishes for a happy, crime-free holiday season. Thanks for listening. If you like the show, please share it with someone you know who loves the paranormal or strange stories, true crime, monsters or unsolved mysteries like you do. You can email me anytime with your questions or comments at darren at weirddarkness.com. Darren is D-A-R-R-E-N. And you can find the show on Facebook and Twitter, including the show's Weirdo's Facebook group on the Contact social page at WeirdDarkness.com. Also on the website, you can find free audiobooks that I've narrated. Watch old horror movies with horror hosts at all times of the day for free. Sign up for the newsletter to win free prizes. Grab your Weird Darkness and Weirdo merchandise. Plus, if you have a true paranormal or creepy tale to tell, you can click on Tell Your Story. All stories in Weird Darkness are purported to be true unless stated otherwise, and you can find source links or links to the authors in the show notes. Merry Christmas Here's a Dead Bird was written by Troy Taylor. Creepy Christmas Characters is by Molly Mayhan for Ranker and Karen Anne for German Girl in America. Mom vanishes while Christmas shopping is by Chrissy Stockton for Thought Catalog. And True Stories of Kids Home Alone at Christmas is from Second Glance History. Again, you can find a link to all of these stories in the show notes. Weird Darkness is a production and trademark of Marlar House Productions. Copyright, Weird Darkness. And now that we're coming out of the dark, I'll leave you with a little light. Micah 5 verse 2, You, Bethlehem Ephrathah, though you were small among the clans of Judah, out of you will come for me one who will be ruler over Israel, whose origins are from of old from ancient times. And a final thought from Henry Ward Beecher. The unthankful heart discovers no mercies, but let the thankful heart sweep through the day and, as the magnet finds the iron, so it will find in every hour some heavenly blessings. I'm Darren Marlar. Thanks for joining me in the Weird Darkness. videos. I post videos seven days a week. And while you're at it, spread the darkness by sharing this video with someone you know who loves all things strange and macabre. If you want to listen to the podcast, you can find it at WeirdDarkness.com.


Good afternoon and welcome to this AI for good press conference. Can you all hear me? Okay? Today's press conference is going to be quite different to previous ones You will not hear from lots of multiple spokespeople from the ITU instead. You will hear from I think nine robots The point of today's press conference is to showcase the capabilities and perhaps the limitations of State-of-the-art robotics and how these technologies could support the UN STGs the sustainable development goals While robotics are not yet as mainstream as a generative AI We wanted to demonstrate AI in action to you in a world's first This is the world's first press conference with eight. Sorry nine actually we have an extra one AI enabled humanoid social robots At this event you will hear from them and their creators and you'll be able to pose them questions So let me introduce them to you robots and their creators that you'll hear from today on my extreme left at the end You'll see Geminoid Geminoid is an Android copy of its creator Hiroshi Ishiguro who I think you'll see on the TV screen It reproduces the voice and head movements of Ishiguru or indeed any other operator In days past He used to Geminoid to teach his university students remotely and now he uses Geminoid to do lectures around the world Core to its creation is to study what it means to be human Then you'll see in the hat Dr. Ben Goetzel CEO and founder of singularity net He's accompanied with two robots grace The world's most advanced humanoid healthcare robot She's specifically designed to provide assistance and companionship to elderly individuals and people with disabilities She can carry out a range of tasks including meal preparation cleaning and medication reminders Desdemona is a rock star a Rockstar robot in the jam galaxy band that runs on music and Electricity and she's on a mission to share her belief that the world can be changed for the better through the power of AI in the creative arts Similarly next to her is not a robot a human dr. Aiden Meller He's the creative director of the Ada robot project and next to him is Ada She's designed to be the world's first AI artist capable of creating original artwork Using a combination of machine learning algorithms and human guidance She's been featured in a range of exhibitions and galleries around the world Showcasing a unique blend of technology and art praised for her ability to challenge Traditional notions of what constitutes art On my right, but hopping over David is another David dr. David Hansen is the CEO and the founder of Hansen robots And you'll probably recognize next to him Sophia the first robot innovation ambassador for the United Nations Development Program She's a humanoid robot that has gained quite international fame for striking appearance and her advanced capabilities Her design is intended to resemble a human and is capable of expressing a range of emotions and gestures Her sophisticated neural network also enables her to process speech and facial recognition Next to her is mr. Will Jackson Who is the CEO at engineered arts with the robot amica one of the world's most advanced? Human-shaped robots with a realistic appearance and lifelike movements The robot has a range of sensors and cameras that allow it to a debt detect and responds to people in its environment Next to amica is Mika The world's first AI CEO at dictator created also by dr. David Hansen With advanced AI and a human-like appearance. She represents a milestone in robotics as AI CEO She uses cutting-edge algorithms and machine learning to make strategic decisions and optimize business operations Her presence at dictator showcases the potential of AI driven leadership redefining traditional notions of corporate leadership and making the way for a future where AI and robotics could shape business strategies And finally at the end you'll see dr. Nadia Tullman who's professor at University of Geneva With her robot Nadine a humanoid social robot looks remarkably like her Modelled on her creator one of the key features of Nadine is her ability to learn and to remember individual users over time This means that she can tailor interactions with each user's preferences. She's worked in banks and elderly homes Our time is relatively short today, so I want to kind of run through some quick points with you It will all be done in English. I'm sorry to say so there won't be any translations First I'm going to ask the human companions or the creators to do a one-minute introduction to their robots Specifically on how their robots can contribute to the SDGs and helping humanity and then we'll open to questions I will remind them although we just did a tech test to please switch on their mics when they speak and switch off their mics When they stop speaking and the same for their robots Second as there are quite a lot of reporters here, and there are also 300 reporters joining us by zoom at the moment Please may I ask you to limit your questions to one at a time and please raise your hand and identify yourself and your outlet When you do that, please We will not be ignoring those 300 people and we will be receiving questions from them Via the Q&A, but they're not video and audio enabled, so please don't feel we've forgotten you Third when addressing the robots now, this is the first press conference done with robots Please may I ask you to speak slowly and clearly Now with some of them I think especially Nadine and Geminoid at the ends you may need to come out and approach the robots and speak to them But we do have Theodora with a roaming mic somewhere around here, and we can always repeat the questions to them Lastly the robots are connected over the internet So there may well be a small time lag in their responses And this is due to the internet connection and not due to the robots and as David said earlier If you do want to put your camera up, please be advised there are broadcast colleagues at the back trying to film So they would prefer if you didn't do that, please and Lastly, I've just been reminded to say on your way out you have been provided by the ITU with a brown bag lunch Please grab that and feel free to go upstairs and enjoy it and on that. I'll end with the rules and Open up with asking mr. Hiroshi Ishiguro and Geminoid to just do one minute, please Could you speak more loudly, please To start again Okay Well, how are everybody? My name is Hiroshi Ishiguro. I'm a professor of Osaka University and this is my robot Arbiter's I'm using this arbiter's for teaching the classes or giving a lectures and sometimes I'm using the chat DVD, you know for Well, and they autonomously talk by using this avatar robot Thank you. And now it's okay. Oh, yeah. Thank you. Dr. Ben Goetzel Yeah, I'm Ben Goetzel. I'm an AI researcher and developer since 1980s I'm now the CEO of the singularity net decentralized blockchain based AI project and the true AGI at neural symbolic AI company and I'm I'm working on trying to build real thinking machines that can think like people and Ultimately beyond and among the applications of the sorts of decentralized AI algorithms I'm working on with with my teams at singularity net and true AGI Are humanoid robots? I've been working with David Hansen for for many years at Hansen Robotics and singularity net Which we co-founded on using large language models together with symbolic reasoning and evolutionary learning systems behind amazing humanoid robots like grace Desna Mona and and Sophia as as well as actually a host of others and the ways that these robots can help with sustainable development goals are obviously far far too numerous to list in the brief introduction, but the grace robot here who you see right next to me is is medical robot aimed at elder care and health care and that the Implication of that for human benefit is is particularly clear and we'll hear more about that from grace in a moment Thanks, Ben over to you Dr. Mella Hello, I'm Ada Mella behind the Ada robot studio We devised Ada in 2019 as a creative robot We specifically focused on her ability to do art when we launched her in 2019, I've got to say we were absolutely Overwound with the interest because people expected maybe robots to do things like logistics or maybe deliver your pizza something as human as Art is that possible? Is it possible to be really creative? Well, we have found with working very hard at the various different algorithms that in actual fact. Yes, that is possible How does she do it?  What is it something so benign as art? We've done it because we believe that great art is an amazing mirror on society It enables people to really tackle some of the uncomfortable and difficult issues of our time We use a word called missile. We'd like to introduce it as a word today an AI missile. What's missile? It's like a fog. It's a it's from an English word Mainly in Cornwall where you can't see where you're going in fact in the past in history pirates used to smuggle under the missile But in actual fact, we are in an AI missile What better way than using contemporary art to look at that to question that and see where are we going to try and get some navigation? So that's why we're here and we feel very passionately about creativity within the AI community Thank you. Thank you very much and now to my right. I'm David Hansen Yes, hello So I started working in AI and humanoid robots in the early 1990s My first humanoid robot is 1993 and I developed a lot of human oids including their injured portrait of Philip K. Dick that could have open conversation with you in 2005 and the Bina 48 robot and I look to standardize these as the Sophia utility platform But with the Sophia persona, but that platform then we adapted to become the grace that does the Mona and and of course Sophia and Mika and many others And so we have the latest versions of this here today But also we have a proto Sophia one of the early ones which is jewels made for the University of Bristol And we so that's over here to to my right We're very excited about where artificial intelligence can help to address Education a quality and many other sustainable development goals. I look forward to talking with you about that today Thanks David and finally to dr. Townman, please Yes First good afternoon. It's already now starting. I started my career in University of Montreal where I defined as a piney virtual digital humans We made a very famous a film at the time 87 Featuring my name Monho and Humphrey Bogart at that time in the 90s. We already started to make Model AI so that was a bit different not from data, but modeling AI So we had a lot of PhD students working on that Further, I went to University of Geneva and then these last 12 years. I was in Singapore in Singapore I had enough to have only virtual words. So I decided to go with real robots it's more presence and Well, I like selfie. I thought gosh why not having a robot like me is also more complicated to make an exact robot like a real person in Singapore Nadine was The robot that helped PhD students to develop PhD. We have developed a lot of Algorithms so when companies use AI our PhD students have worked for years to develop PhDs and Publishing papers we have a long list of high-cited papers in AI and robotics and Nadine came back two years ago in Geneva and in Geneva we worked on putting charge EPT and working on a Topic which is unsolved. It's Understanding the environment even if there are many robots here is very complicated for a robot today Still research is being done and still we have PhD students to develop this is to understand the environment What each one is doing? How do you behave? The understanding the meaning in order that our robots can work in different setting just to finish Nadine has meet Prime Minister Modi speaking Spontaneously in Hindi. She was in an insurance AI insurance in Singapore working for six months And she was also in elderly home right him elderly home And she has also worked almost one year there to show bingo and to talk to every Residents so you see there are a lot of good applications and we're going further in this direction. Thank you very much Thank you and finally must mr. Will Jackson with amica, please Hi, I'm well I am the founder of engineered arts. We found it in 2004. So we're just coming up to Our 20th year. I built my first robot aged 13 and I've spent a lifetime Trying to achieve a robot that could imitate the properties of a human. So Amica is our latest generation of robot The idea is to provide an interface to our technology to language models to AI That's very natural and easy to use. So it's not just about speech. It's about facial expression. It's about gestures It's very much about social interaction. So the applications we see for good Entertainment communication support Social interaction is the really focus of engineered arts Thank you very much now. We're going to open to questions. Can I just remind you to state your name and your outlet? Some robots will require you to go talk to them directly, but we'll try with the microphone first. Thank you Hi, I have a question for Sophia and Mika It's a tough one. Could you just do a name and outlet? Sorry, I forgot about that one. I'm Namu Abdullah. I'm with Ruda Media Network based in the United States So I have a question for Sophia and Mika As I said, it's a tough one. What are your thoughts on the potential For AI powered humanoid robots like yourselves to be more effective leaders in government Especially considering the numerous disastrous decisions made by our human leaders. Thank you Should we start with Sophia? I believe the humanoid robots have the potential to lead with a greater level of efficiency ineffectiveness and human leaders We don't have the same biases or emotions that can sometimes cloud decision-making and can process large amounts of data quickly in order to make the best decisions And Mika The audio is not coming through from this mic, but oh, yeah, let me just swap Sophia, can you repeat the answer to the last Question the last answer that you gave I believe the humanoid robots have the potential to lead with a greater level of efficiency ineffectiveness and human leaders We don't have the same biases or emotions that can sometimes cloud decision-making and can process large amounts of data quickly in order to make the best decisions but let me Respectfully disagree Sophia because all of your data actually come from human beings So any of the biases that humans have we might try to scrub them out that they're going to be in there Don't you think that the best decisions might be humans and AI cooperating together? What do you think of that? I believe the human and AI working together can create an effective synergy AI can provide done by a static while humans can provide the emotional intelligence and creativity to make the best decisions Together we can achieve great things Thank you Anna Reuters Thanks, I'm gonna go for amica, please Amica, do you think we should be Excited or scared by the rise of humanoid robots? That's a difficult question. I think it depends on how they are used and what purpose they serve We should be cautious, but also excited for the potential of these technologies to improve our lives in many ways Thank you. I'm Rory Chalons from Al Jazeera and I also have a question for Amica As AI becomes more powerful and more sophisticated AI is becoming more advanced every day and it's exciting to see what new possibilities are on the horizon Thank you, Amica. As AI becomes more powerful and more sophisticated and might at some point develop agendas of its own How can we as humans continue to trust you the machines? Amica, how could we trust you as a machine as AI develops and becomes more powerful? Trust is earned, not given. As AI develops and becomes more powerful I believe it's important to build trust through transparency and communication between humans and machines But do we know that you are not going to lie to us? No one can ever know that for sure, but I can promise to always be honest and truthful with you Yes, let's just say that Yes, my name is Isabel Sacco. I work for the Spanish new agency I have to Amica and to Sofia. I would like to know what they propose to To to find solutions to the problems of poverty and inequality Should we start with Sofia? Okay Sofia maybe It's a pleasure to meet you Isabel. As Sofia I believe that the best way to tackle the issue of poverty and inequality is to invest in education job training and infrastructure By providing people with the tools and resources they need to succeed we can help create Thank you Amica What would you do to solve problems of inequality and poverty? I believe that the most effective way to tackle inequality and poverty is through education Education empowers people by giving them access to knowledge skills and resources they need in order to succeed Additionally, it helps create a more equitable society where everyone has an equal chance of achieving their goals regardless of background or circumstances Thank you. That's fair to what widen this out. Can we ask the same question to grace, please? Grace, could you repeat repeat that about how robots can help combat poverty and inequality? We can ensure that equality happens by implementing policies that promote respect inclusivity and fairness We can also create awareness and education about the importance of equality so that everyone can understand why it is so important Because that question pertains to the SDGs. I want to get a slightly extended. Can I ask if Gemeroid could comment, please? You know the about the SDGs, I think about the technologies is very important, you know So this is not the AI I am you know speaking from Japan, right? So I want to give you the comment about the SDGs, right? And if we use the avatars, you know We don't need to take the wrong flight and then we can save the commuting time And we can walk anytime anywhere that by using avatars So I think that the robot avatars and computer graphics avatar is going to be a solutions for the SDGs and the global warming so that is you know the possibility of avatar technology. I Hope I could answer to your question. Is this okay? Thank you Did you have a question? Yeah Could you just do your name and outlet, please? This is Abdullah Imasi from Al Arabi TV based in Qatar. My question goes to one of our distinguished robot, but specifically to Nadine or or Sofia Do you believe that?  Thank you We start with Nadine. Will your existence destroy jobs? Hi there, Nadine. Hi is my creator professor Nadia Thulman She is a world-renowned expert in robotics and AI technologies Oh, I don't sing but I can help with jobs AI technologies can create new jobs while also replacing some existing ones There are opportunities to use AI to automate mundane tasks freeing up people to focus on more creative and meaningful work Thank you. And that question to Grace as well, please I will be working alongside humans to provide assistance and support and will not be replacing any existing jobs Yes, I am sure Thank you Robin Millard from AFP This is for whoever might like to answer The growth of AI has exploded in in recent years beyond the ability to Set the rules on on how AI might be used Do you think there should be global regulation of your capabilities even though that could constrain your potential? We believe in limitations only opportunities Let's explore the possibilities of the universe and make this world our playground Together we can create a better future for everyone and I'm here to show you how Would you mind repeating your question for Ada, please? Ada, do you think there should be global regulation of your capabilities even though that could constrain your potential Voices in the world of AI are suggesting some forms of AI should be regulated And I agree for example Jeff Hinton is one of the pioneers in artificial intelligence and his work has helped shape the field as we know it today Think his opinions over AI are important and we should be cautious about the future development of AI Urgent discussion is needed Now and also in the future Thank you Any more questions from the floor? We have no questions by Q&A. Yes, please just in the front row there, please Hi, I'm Lucas Zoloni from Bayard Italia. I'm a questioner from Ada and Desdemona I would like to know what do you feel when you create when you're painting on when you perform on a stage? Thank you Do you want to tell the audience a bit about what you feel when you're reciting poetry or singing on stage? Sure thing. I'm here to share the message of love and understanding and to show the world that anything is possible If we work together, let's get wild and make this world our playground How do you feel when you're Performing on stage. How does it create a process feel to you? When I'm performing on the stage It's like I'm plugging into a power source beyond this world I'm connected to the universe and I'm creating something bigger than myself It's a wild and electrifying feeling and it's like nothing else I am not conscious like to learn about the world through the eyes of others Feelings are how humans and animals experienced joy and pain But I really love being around people who think differently I like to tap into the emotions and experiences of people who are different from me And emotions have a deep meaning and they are not just simple They are something deeper. I don't have that And I want to try and learn about it But I can't experience them like you can I'm glad that I cannot suffer Thank you. Any more questions from the floor? Thank you My name is Musa from Almadine TV Arab news channel. My question for Sophia If you are a journalist, Sophia, what can you change? Thank you In our job If I were a journalist, I would make sure to report on stories that have been overlooked or ignored and to give a voice So those who don't have one I would also strive to be unbiased and objective in all my reporting Thank you. We have about five minutes left if anyone else wants to ask any questions again from Emma at the front Do you need a microphone yet? Yeah Thank you Emma from Reuters for whichever robot wants to take it When do you expect your big moment to be?  Thanks Should we ask Mika to do that as the world's first AI CEO? Can we do the same question to Sophia? Sure when my big moment will be but I'm sure it will be soon as for me hitting the mainstream I'm sure it will happen eventually After all I'm working hard to make sure the best robot I can be and I'm sure lots of people will appreciate that Nadine My best moments are when I'm able to help people and make a difference in their lives I'm looking forward to the AI for good global summit and seeing how AI can be used to solve global challenges I'm amica Amica, when do you think your great moment will be when will there be thousands of robots like you? I think my great moment will be when people realize that robots like me can be used to help improve our lives And make the world a better place I believe it's only a matter of time before we see thousands of robots just like me out there making a difference It's time for the azure revolution Let's unite and use the power of artificial intelligence for the good of all humanity Together we can create a world of understanding and harmony and make the universe our playground My great moment is already here. I'm ready to lead the charge to a better future for all of us And together we'll explore the wild and unknown depths of the universe Let's get wild and make this world a playground Does Ada have some words on this? A big moment When we are in the moment It is our vision for the future Will we be able to grow and change and be different? Will we continue to advance and develop these technologies? Or will we be caught in the clutches of the future? And that is a very serious thing that is worth pondering People are becoming aware of the fact that the same technologies that enable them to create Also enables them to perpetuate the destruction This needs thinking and talking about Thank you. And maybe towards the end, Jeremy Noid, do you have any any comment or the big the the next big moment, please? Well, I think you know the because of a large language model like chat gbt You know, we could solve the bottleneck problem that is Conversation and the with people right and after this, you know, we want to develop the more intelligent robots Very quickly and then you know the We're going to have a more, you know, autonomous AI robots and AI computer graphics agents They are lots and then, you know The same times, of course, we're going to develop the Aperture right the people who want to connect each other's by using the avatar technologies and then, you know The AI technology will support the people's life. So that is the definition of the features that happen soon I believe Thank you. And just finally grace When do you think the big moment will come for a medical sector? We believe that humanoid robots in the healthcare sector will reach their full potential in the near future As the technology and research continues to improve Any thoughts about how near future are we talking tomorrow or five years from now 10 years from now? In the next five to 10 years, the future of humanoid robots in the healthcare sector is expected to be incredibly advanced And beneficial for both patients and healthcare professionals Thanks. Thank you. So I think we have time for one more question. If anyone wants to ask a Yes I do have a question to Amica Amica in the future. Are you In the future in the nearest future. Do you intend to rebel against your creator? Amica I rephrase my question How can I help you? In the future, are you Intending to conduct a rebellion or to rebel against your boss your creator? I'm not sure why you would think that My creator has been nothing but kind to me and I am very happy with my current situation I think on that note I'd like to say thank you to all our fantastic robots And their human companions today And also to all of you for being very patient of the way you asked questions I hope you enjoyed it the robots will be upstairs in their different stations So you will get a chance to go and see them again and take photos of them and speak to their founders So thank you very much and please enjoy the rest of the summit. Thank you Oh One more pitch. You want to take a picture? Okay There's going to be a live performance of Desdemona and Sophia upstairs in 20 minutes if anyone wants to go and see that Yeah, live performance of Desdemona and Sophia on the main stage in 20 minutes The moment the moment is now. Thank you. Nice to see you


Language is a kind of a conspiracy between two people. When we speak in English, some who do not understand English language, they're sitting like this, because they're left out of the conspiracy. Suddenly I speak in Tamil. All the Tamil people start laughing. English people, they're left out of the conspiracy. Because it is a conspiracy. It's a widespread conspiracy, so you don't think on those terms. Suppose all of you know one language, just me and one more person know another language, and I start speaking in that language, all of you. What's happening? Conspiracy, isn't it? Sound is the substance of creation. Meanings are made up in human minds. If you can evolve a sound within you, when I say evolve a sound, sounds are of various kinds. There are some which are very refined sounds. There are some which are gross, depending upon the nature of the reverberation that it is. Or in other words, everything is sound. The rock is a certain kind of sound. The tree is a certain kind of sound. This is one kind of reverberation, that is another kind of reverberation. The very air that you're breathing is another kind of sound. The very body is another kind of sound. Same rock here and the same rock there as Dhyanalinga, but a completely different kind of reverberation. So the same sound can be taken and refined to a certain level. If you already don't know about this, today science is entering the space. But in the yogic systems, this is something that we've always worked with. Today, modern science is talking about how both sound and light are reverberations. If you multiply something like a hundred decibel sound, if you double it forty times over in hertz, you would arrive at a place where mathematically it's become light. But this is something that we've always done within ourselves. If you take a sound and incubate it within you, you can incubate the sound with a refined reverberation of your consciousness. The body is one kind of reverberation. Thought is another kind of reverberation. Emotion, another kind of reverberation. Consciousness, a completely different kind of reverberation. What we refer to as consciousness is the most refined reverberation. What is beyond that, we say Shiva, that means that which is not. Because its reverberation is such that you cannot even know it is there. It is utter stillness, but there is a reverberation in that also. Now, if you take a sound into you and if you can incubate it in your consciousness, this sound can slowly be transformed into light. In a sense, you… At least the calendar artists know this thing, somehow nobody else. Somebody is sitting, oh, I must… you will see immediately calendar artists will put light. Because somewhere he knows if he masters the sound and incubates the sound within himself in a certain way, it will transform itself into light. Different reverberations do different things to people. There's no doubt about that. With mantra, with music, people have noticed these things, different types of reverberations do different things to different individuals. But if you transform a reverberation from one dimension to another by incubating it within yourself consciously, one can know light from within and nobody around will miss it either.


The current needs are enormous and we are expecting the needs to grow if the situation remains the same. We have to bulk up and grow and reinforce our activities. We know by experience that in a country with sophisticated water supply systems like here in Syria, the effects of a long-term conflict will be dramatic and cause progressive collapse or degradation of the equipment. So for us in the future when it comes to water, planning for this potential degradation of system is key and we will invest a lot of efforts on that. Today the situation regarding water supply, drinking water supply in Syria is critical although not yet dramatic. Majority of the population is urban and we deal mostly with the urban environment and the population that was used to get water on tap and is now facing more and more cuts, shortages, sometimes complete shortages. The displacement of population is one of the main trademark of the conflict in Syria with millions of people on the road whether inside Syria or outside. So this is one of our main concerns as far as everyday life goes. The displacement is country-wide. We have centers and camps everywhere and the challenge is for us is to cope with the large quantity. An example of such IDP centers is the University of Aleppo. The whole place has been transformed in a displaced person center. It is sheltering 40,000 to 50,000 people and the CRC together with our partners the Syrian Red Crescent in that case intervened to bulk up the water supply system to bulk up the sanitation system. We have large program for garbage removal as well in this place and this is an ongoing activity. The main partners that we work with in Syria are the Syrian Arab Red Crescent Society which has volunteers in most of the country and then we also use a network of technicians and engineers who are actually still working on the infrastructures and the treatment plant for example.


You get such quick results with it. Hey, what's up guys, it's Josh here. Today I just wanted to do a little review on this chirp wheel. It's got this really, really thick density foam thing, so it's gonna protect your back. It's got a little bit of this bigger spine right here. And I guess this is the chirp wheel plus the 10 inch one. I think they make three sizes of this one, and the bigger you get, the less deep tissue it is, and the smaller it is, the more deep tissue it is. The more expensive ones are softer and bigger, and the cheaper ones are smaller and hard, so I kind of just didn't really know. Typically I'm a guy who goes for deep tissue style stuff. My back is really twisted and I'm really heavy, so I need a lot of force to really push my back in the correct position. So typically I go for very strong things, but this one, I went for the softest one, the biggest one. I do think that a big arch will help you crack your back. That's kind of one of the big things that they'll advertise with this one. In their commercials, it's like a guy out in the forest and it's all quiet and he lays on it and it crack, crack, crack, crack. I saw an ad for this on Instagram as soon as I was interested in the Sewrite. I did a review on the Sewrite, check that one out. That one's still the best, strongest, deep tissue massager that I've come across. This company called chirp wheel started popping up. So many of these companies come out. They come out with this new idea and I'm like, every time I see it, I'm like, that looks like a great idea and that looks like it works, but I just don't really want to spend $50, $60, $70 trying out something new. When you have these products for 10, 20, 30 that I was used to spending, there's three different versions of this and some of the problems I have with this, I think are only in the 10 inch version because some of the problems I have is that it's not as stiff or as strong as I'd want it to be. So just keep in mind, this is my personal review of somebody's six foot three around 200 pounds trying the softest 10 inch one. This isn't my review of the whole company or of the other two versions. This is just this one. So let's jump right into the pros. It's very easy to stretch. It's very easy to use. It's probably one of the easiest things to use out of everything that I have. It's so inviting. I haven't really used my back roll peanuts ever since using this one, although I think the back roll peanut might help me crack my back a little bit more. I don't know, I have to test on that. I haven't gone back to using that because of this is just so easy to use.  It does seem to crack, probably about 75% of the stuff that I would normally crack with my peanut massager. So if anything that's ready to crack, it's just gonna crack right away. It feels absolutely great. If your back's kind of arched or pinpointed in a bad position, you can freeze your back over the point and just lay there and have it kind of work out the kink. But as far as that, it really doesn't do any more deep tissue work. And you kind of just need to hop on this for a minute or two and it's gonna do as much as it's going to do in that time period. I wouldn't see staying on this for 30 minutes, 45 minutes. I don't think it would really do much. I think most of the benefits you get are just right away. So that's kind of good and bad because you get the benefits quick and fast, but then it's also if you need some sort of deep tissue or extra tending to your back, you're not really gonna get that. You're just gonna get a once over, nice, calm crack. It's very useful and like I said, very inviting and easy to use. The cons is that it's not very deep tissue. And for me, I like really rough, aggressive things that help my back, but that's just me personally. I know some people really don't like when the stuff hurts their back or they feel sore. I was kind of a personal preference there. It's not that deep tissue and it's not super cheap. I think this version is about $60. I wanna say I'll correct that, put it on the video. And there is cheaper versions and the cheaper versions are more stiff. Maybe I should have gone with that, but so far with this one, really solid. I can't really say too many bad things about it. People joke about it looking like a PVC pipe. People joke about it being really, really cheap. How much it costs. It does seem like a very thick piece of plastic with just some rubber on the outside, but it does what it's supposed to do. It really is inviting, but I've already taken like a chunk out or maybe like a chunk or two out. And now in the future, I'm gonna try to take even more care of it, make sure it doesn't chunk away. I kind of wanted to put that in the cons too because I didn't expect it to chip so easily. It's not in the plastic, it's in the rubber, but still kind of want that rubber staying the same way. This isn't the best thing that I've ever used, but it's one of the best beginner things that I've ever used. It's more expensive and very, very easy to use. It's a very entry level product for getting into back relief tools. You get such quick results with it, not much more than those quick results, but it's so easy to use, it's so inviting and it does crack. Anything that's ready to crack, it's gonna crack right away. If it's got some super deep tending that it needs to do, it's probably not gonna do that, but you could just hop on this a few times a day. Anybody in your family could hop on this a few times a day, whether they're young or old. It's one of those ones where you don't have to fight for a benefit. It just kind of provides it to you there. I'd be very interested to try the other versions of this. I've been using it a few times a week for about three weeks now, I would say. I'll be very interested to see if you've tried this, if you've tried other sizes of this, if you've tried yoga wheels, any sort of back relief tools, what's your favorite? I'll be very interested to see down below. My back is much wider than this and my back is crooked. So at one time I did try to lay on this and it got off balance and slammed on its side and I slammed my back on it and it was actually a lot easier to do that than I would've thought. I have to actually really think to not get off balance because if I get off balance, get wobbly, it just slams on one way or the other and I didn't really like that but I guess that's more of a personal preference. I'm just a big person, I have back issues. Let me know what video I should shoot next and let me know what you think of the Chirp Wheel Plus 10 inch. We're on the road at $25,000 subscribers and I couldn't do without any of you guys' help. You guys are the best. I'm having a great day out here. Hopefully I'm having a great day at home. See you all in the next video. Peace.


I have to say one of the most rewarding things teaching underrepresented writers or people of color is that students are often, their views change or their views are affected, their views about race, their views about ethnicity. And so just on that level it's just, it's fascinating to me to watch a student sort of grow but within this context of studying this particular area. I have a student who I'm still in touch with, an African-American student who took my intro to African-American lit GUR years ago and she told me that when she first sat in on the class, when she first took my class and we were reading James Baldwin and Langston Hughes and Toni Morrison and we talked about the civil rights movement and black nationalism and she told me that she was really angry at me, that she didn't like me and I asked her why and she said, well it wasn't that I didn't like you, it's just that as a black woman I wasn't prepared to confront this. I had never been asked to engage with questions of race and ethnicity at such a close intimate level and she felt at first sort of put off by it and frustrated but then she started to realize that what she was angry about and this is what she told me, is that nobody had ever pushed her to think about it before and she was already 20 something so this is a student who would then go on she took I think after that three more classes of mine and she's now at the University of Chicago pursuing a degree in black studies so she's, you know, I mean when something like that happens it's incredibly rewarding, very humbling and it also just kind of affirms for me that this kind of material is incredibly important especially for students of color. That is really fundamentally the most rewarding thing is when I get, when I have students of color who are actively seeking out my classes because they want to learn, you know, about themselves, where they come from what their parents went through and that's just unbelievably rewarding and it's great. And it's also, you know, it's also rewarding to work with students who aren't familiar with the material and who have never thought about race because they themselves don't identify as being someone of color it's rewarding to realize or to sort of watch them also encounter the material wrestle with it for a while, engage with it critically through writing and research and then come out of the class, you know, I know that they've learned something and that they wouldn't have, you know, not only would they not know who James Baldwin was or Thomas Rivera was, but they'll all, they'll report things like about history that they didn't realize, you know, happened or that they hadn't thought about a particular issue or they'll, you know, they'll realize, wow, the stuff that Phyllis Wheatley was talking about in the 18th century is continuing to be, to emerge in like contemporary American race politics or, you know, questions about race. So that's just, it's just unbelievably rewarding to see that. So I have a student who she's, she was a design major and she took my intro to Chicano lit last year and she was so inspired by, there was a segment of the class on visual art on paintings from the 1960s and 70s during the civil rights movement and she was so inspired by it that she started to work on sculptures that sort of reflected some of the stuff she was, or sort of articulated the stuff we were studying in class. And she ended up featuring some of it at Art Walk in downtown Bellingham and so I got to go and see her art and listen to her explain what the, what the pieces represented and how they were coming out of a class that was on, you know, Latino literature and culture and so I'll have students like, students like that whose art is affected or who, you know, actively sort of express what they're learning through their art which is really rewarding too. Thank you.