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At WeirdDarkness.com you can find paranormal and horror audiobooks I've narrated, 24-7 streaming video of horror hosts and classic horror movies, you can find my other podcast, Church of the Undead, plus you can visit the Hope in the Darkness page if you're struggling with depression, anxiety or thoughts of suicide, and you can also shop the Weird Darkness store where all profits go to support depression awareness and relief. You can find all of that and more at WeirdDarkness.com.  The Haunter in the Dark came about in a strange way in that it is actually a sequel to the story of a different writer's story. Author author Robert Block wrote a story called The Shambler from the Stars, which was published in the September 1935 issue of Weird Tales. Block was obviously a fan of HP Lovecraft because he set the story within Lovecraft's Cthulhu mythos, or the Lovecraft universe as some prefer to call it. As a horror writer and lover of all that is creepy, Lovecraft read that issue of Weird Tales and must have appreciated the fan fiction Robert Block created of his work because Lovecraft sat down not two months later in early November and scratched out the story you're about to hear in this episode, The Haunter in the Dark. The story was later published in that same magazine, Weird Tales, in the December 1936 edition, volume 28, number 5 if you're a collector. The Haunter in the Dark is, in fact, the last story ever written by HP Lovecraft, or at least the last that we know of, but that doesn't mean it's the end of the story. While HP Lovecraft died the next year, on March 15, 1937, Robert Block returned and composed a third and final entry in the trilogy, and The Shadow of the Steeple was published in 1950. So Robert Block wrote part one, placing the story in Lovecraft's universe, Lovecraft wrote part two, then Robert Block returned to write part three. I can only assume they were, or at least became, very good friends. The beginning of the story is even dedicated to Block. The epigraph, that is the first few lines of the story after the dedication, is, though it may seem strange, the second stanza of Lovecraft's 1917 poem, Nemesis. When Weird Darkness returns, it's The Haunter in the Dark by HP Lovecraft. Are you a member of the Darkness Syndicate? The Darkness Syndicate is a private membership where you receive commercial-free episodes of the Weird Darkness podcast and radio show. Behind the scenes, video updates about future projects and events I'm working on. You can share your own opinions on ideas to help me decide upon Weird Darkness contests and events. You can hear audiobooks I'm narrating before even the publishers or authors get to hear them. You also receive bonus audio of other projects I'm working on outside of Weird Darkness. You get all these benefits and more, starting at only $5 per month. Join the Weird Darkness Syndicate at WeirdDarkness.com slash syndicate. That's WeirdDarkness.com slash syndicate. Dedicated to Robert Block, I have seen the dark universe yawning, where the black planets roll without aim, where they roll in their horror unheeded, without knowledge or luster or name. Nemesis. Cautious investigators will hesitate to challenge the common belief that Robert Blake was killed by lightning, or by some profound nervous shock derived from an electrical discharge. It is true that the window he faced was unbroken, but nature has shown herself capable of many freakish performances. The expression on his face may easily have arisen from some obscure muscular source unrelated to anything he saw. While the entries in his diary are clearly the result of a fantastic imagination aroused by certain local superstitions and by certain old matters he had uncovered. As for the anomalous conditions at the deserted church on Federal Hill, the shrewd analyst is not slow in attributing them to some charlatanry conscious or unconscious, with at least some of which Blake was secretly connected. For after all, the victim was a writer and painter wholly devoted to the field of myth, dream, terror and superstition, and avid in his quest for scenes and effects of a bizarre spectral sort. His earlier stay in the city, a visit to a strange old man as deeply given to a cult and forbidden lore as he, had ended amidst death and flame, must have been some morbid instinct which drew him back from his home in Milwaukee. He may have known of the old stories despite his statements to the contrary in the diary, and his death may have nipped in the bud some stupendous hoax destined to have a literary reflection. Among those however who have examined and correlated all this evidence, there remain several who cling to less rational and commonplace theories. They are inclined to take much of Blake's diary at its face value, and point significantly to certain facts such as the undoubted genuineness of the old church record, the verified existence of the disliked and unorthodox starry wisdom sect prior to 1877, the recorded disappearance of an inquisitive reporter named Edwin M. Lillibridge in 1893, and above all the look of monstrous transfiguring fear on the face of the young writer when he died. It was one of these believers, who moved to fanatical extremes, threw into the bay the curiously angled stone and its strangely adorned metal box found in the old church steeple. The black, windowless steeple and not the tower where Blake's diary said those things originally were. Though widely censured, both officially and unofficially, this man, a reputable physician with a taste for odd folklore, averred that he had rid the earth of something too dangerous to rest upon it. Between these two schools of opinion, the reader must judge for himself. The papers have given the tangible details from a skeptical angle, leaving for others the drawing of the picture as Robert Blake saw it, or thought he saw it, or pretended to see it. Now, studying the diary closely, dispassionately and at leisure, let us summarize the dark chain of events from the expressed point of view of their chief actor. Blake returned to Providence in the winter of 1934-5, taking the upper floor of a venerable dwelling in a grassy court off College Street, on the crest of the great Eastward Hill near the Brown University campus and behind the Marble John Hay Library. It was a cozy and fascinating place in a little garden oasis of village-like antiquity where huge, friendly cats sunned themselves atop a convenient shed. The square Georgian house had a monitor roof, classic doorway with fan carving, small, paint windows, and all the other earmarks of early 19th-century workmanship. Inside were six paneled doors, wide floorboards, a curving colonial staircase, white Adam period mantles, and a rear set of rooms three steps below the general level. Blake's study, a large southwest chamber, overlooked the front garden on one side while its west windows, before one of which he had his desk, faced off from the brow of the hill and commanded a splendid view of the lower town's outspread roofs and of the mystical sunsets that flamed behind them. On the far horizon were the open countryside's purple slopes. Against these, some two miles away, rose the spectral hump of Federal Hill, bristling with huddled roofs and steeples whose remote outlines wavered mysteriously, taking fantastic forms as the smoke of the city swirled and meshed them. Blake had a curious sense that he was looking upon some unknown, ethereal world which might or might not vanish in dream if ever he tried to seek it out and enter it in person. Having sent home for most of his books, Blake brought some antique furniture suitable to his quarters and settled down to write and paint, living alone and attending to the simple housework himself. His studio was in a North Attic room where the panes of the monitor roof furnished admirable lighting. During that first winter he produced five of his best known short stories, the burrow underneath, the stairs in the crypt, Shagai in the veil of Panath and The Feaster from the Stars and painted seven canvases, studies of nameless unhuman monsters and profoundly alien non-terrestrial landscapes. At sunset he would often sit at his desk and gaze dreamily off at the outspread west, the dark towers of Memorial Hall just below, the Georgian Courthouse Belfry, the lofty pinnacles of the downtown section and that shimmering, spire-crowned mound in the distance whose unknown streets and labyrinthine gables so potently provoked his fancy. From his few local acquaintances he learned that the far off slope was a vast Italian quarter, though most of the houses were remnants of older Yankee and Irish days. Now and then he would train his field glasses on that spectral unreachable world beyond the curling smoke, picking out individual roofs and chimneys and steeples and speculating upon the bizarre and curious mysteries they might house. And with optical aid Federal Hill seemed somehow alien, half-fabulous and linked to the unreal intangible marvels of Blake's own tales and pictures. The feeling would persist long after the hill had faded into the violet lamp-starred twilight and the Courthouse floodlights and the Red Industrial Trust beacon had blazed up to make the night grotesque. Of all the distant objects on Federal Hill, a certain huge dark church most fascinated Blake. It stood out with a special distinctness at certain hours of the day and at sunset the great tower and tapering steeple loomed blackly against the flaming sky. It seemed to rest on a specially high ground, but the grimy facade and the obliquely seen north side was sloping a roof and the tops of great pointed windows rose boldly above the tangle of surrounding ridgepokes and chimney pots. Peculiarly grim and austere, it appeared to be built of stone, stained and weathered with the smoke and storms of a century and more. The style, so far as the glass could show, was that earliest experimental form of Gothic revival which preceded the stately up-John period and held over some of the outlines and proportions of the Georgian Age. Perhaps it was reared around 1810 or 1815. As months passed, Blake watched the far-off forbidding structure with an oddly mounting interest. Since the vast windows were never lighted, he knew that it must be vacant. The longer he watched, the more his imagination worked, till at length he began to fancy curious things. He believed that a vague singular aura of desolation hovered over the place, so that even the pigeons and swallows shunned its smoky eaves. Around other towers and belfries, his glass would reveal great flocks of birds, but here they never rested. At least that's what he thought and sat down in his diary. He pointed the place out to several friends but none of them had ever been on Federal Hill or possessed the faintest notion of what the church was or had been. In the spring, a deep restlessness gripped Blake. He'd begun his long-planned novel based on a supposed survival of the witch cult in Maine but was strangely unable to make progress with it. More and more he would sit at his westward window and gaze at the distant hill and the black frowning steeple shunned by the birds. When the delicate leaves came out on the garden boughs, the world was filled with a new beauty, but Blake's restlessness was merely increased. It was then that he first thought of crossing the city and climbing bodily up that fabulous slope into the smoke-wreathed world of dream. Late in April, just before the A.N. Shadowed Wall Purchase time, Blake made his first trip into the unknown. Plotting through the endless downtown streets and the bleak, decayed squares beyond, he came finally upon the ascending avenue of century-worn steps, sagging Doric porches and blear-pained cupolas which he felt must lead up the long-known, unreachable world beyond the mists. There were dingy, blue and white street signs which meant nothing to him, and presently he noted the strange dark faces of the drifting crowds and the foreign signs over curious shops in brown, decayed weathered buildings. Nowhere could he find any of the objects he had seen from afar, so that once more he half-fancy that the federal hill of that distant view was a dream world never to be trod by living human feet. Now and then a battered church facade or crumbling spire came in sight, but never the blackened pile that he sought. When he asked a shopkeeper about a great stone church, the man smiled and shook his head, though he spoke English freely. As Blake climbed higher, the region seemed stranger and stranger, with bewildering mazes of brooding brown alleys leading eternally off to the south. He crossed two or three broad avenues and once thought he glimpsed a familiar tower. Again he asked a merchant about the massive church of stone, and this time he could have sworn that the plea of ignorance was feigned. The dark man's face had a look of fear which he tried to hide, and Blake saw him make a curious sign with his right hand. Then suddenly a black spire stood out against the cloudy sky on his left, above the tears of brown roofs lining the tangled, southerly alleys. Blake knew at once what it was and plunged toward it through the squalid, unpaved lanes that climbed from the avenue. Twice he lost his way, but he somehow dared not ask any of the patriarchs or housewives who sat on their doorsteps or any of the children who shouted and played in the mud of the shadowy lanes. At last he saw the tower plain against the southwest, and a huge stone bulk rose darkly at the end of an alley. Presently he stood in a windswept open square, quaintly cobblestoneed with a high bank wall on the farther side. This was the end of his quest, for upon the wide, iron-railed, weed-grown plateau which the wall supported, a separate, lesser world raised fully six feet above the surrounding streets. There stood a grim, tightened bulk whose identity, despite Blake's new perspective, was beyond dispute. The vacant church was in a state of great decrepitude. Some of the high stone buttresses had fallen, and several delicate finials lay half lost among the brown neglected weeds and grasses. The sooty, gothic windows were largely unbroken, though many of the stone mullions were missing. Blake wondered how the obscurely painted panes could have survived so well, in view of the known habits of small boys the world over. The massive doors were intact and tightly closed. Around the top of the bank wall fully enclosing the grounds was a rusty iron fence whose gate, at the head of a flight of steps from the square, was visibly padlocked. The path from the gate to the building was completely overgrown. Desolation and decay hung like a pall over the place, and in the birdless eaves and black, ivy-less walls, Blake felt a touch of the dimly sinister beyond his power to define. There were very few people in the square, but Blake saw a policeman at the northern end and approached him with questions about the church. He was a great wholesome Irishman, and it seemed odd that he would do little more than make the sign of the cross and mutter that people never spoke of that building. When Blake pressed him he said very hurriedly that the Italian priests warned everybody against it, vowing that a monstrous evil had once dwelt there and left its mark. He himself had heard dark whispers of it from his father, who recalled certain sounds and rumors from his boyhood. There had been a bad sect there in the old days, an outlaw sect that called up awful things from some unknown gulf of night. It had taken a good priest to exercise what had come, though there did be those who said that merely the light could do it. If Father O'Malley were alive, there would be many the thing he could tell. But now there was nothing to do but let it alone. It hurt nobody now, and those that owned it were dead or far away. They had run away like rats after the threatening talk in 77 when people began to mind the way folks vanished now and then in the neighborhood. Someday the city would step in and take the property for lack of heirs, but little good would come of anybody's touching it. Better it be left alone for the years to topple, lest things be stirred that ought to rest forever in their black abyss. After the policeman had gone, Blake stood, staring at the sullen, steepled pile. It excited him to find that the structure seemed as sinister to others as to him, and he wondered what grain of truth might lie behind the old tales the Blue Coat had repeated. Probably they were mere legends evoked by the evil look of the place, but even so they were like a strange coming to life of one of his own stories. The afternoon sun came out from behind dispersing clouds but seemed unable to light up the stained, sooty walls of the old temple that towered on its high plateau. It was odd that the green of spring had not touched the brown, withering growths in the raised iron fence yard. Blake found himself edging nearer the raised area and examining the bank wall and rusted fence for possible avenues of ingress. There was a terrible lure about the blackened feign which was not to be resisted. The fence had no opening near the steps, but around on the north side were some missing bars. He could go up the steps and walk around on the narrow coping outside the fence till he came to the gap. If the people feared the place so wildly, he would encounter no interference. He was on the embankment and almost inside the fence before anyone noticed him. Then looking down, he saw the few people in the square edging away and making the same sign with their right hands that the shopkeeper in the avenue had made.  The gap in the fence was very easy to pass through and before long Blake found himself wading amidst the rotting, tangled growths of the deserted yard. Here and there, the worn stomp of a headstone told him that there had once been burials in this field, but that he saw must have been very long ago. The sheer bulk of the church was depressive now that he was close to it, but he conquered his mood and approached to try the three great doors in the facade. All were securely locked, so he began a circuit of the Cyclopean building in quest of some minor and more penetrable opening. Even then, he could not be sure that he wished to enter that haunt of desertion and shadow, yet the pull of its strangeness dragged him on automatically. A yawning and unprotected cellar window in the rear furnished the needed aperture. Peering in, Blake saw a subterranean gulf of cobwebs and dust faintly lit by the western sun's filtered rays. Debris, old barrels and ruined boxes and furniture of numerous sorts met his eye, though over everything lay a shroud of dust which softened all sharp outlines. The rusted remains of a hot air furnace showed that the building had been used and kept in shape as late as mid-Victorian times. Acting almost without conscious initiative, Blake crawled through the window and let himself down to the dust-carpeted and debris-strone concrete floor. The vaulted cellar was a vast one. Without partitions and in a corner far to the right, amid dense shadows, he saw a black archway evidently leading upstairs. He felt a peculiar sense of oppression at being actually within the great spectral building but kept it in check as he cautiously scouted about, finding a still intact barrel amid the dust and rolling it over to the open window to provide for his exit. Then, bracing himself, he crossed the wide cobweb festooned space toward the arch. Half choked with the omnipresent dust and covered with ghostly gossiper fibers, he reached and began to climb the worn stone steps which rose into the darkness. He had no light but groped carefully with his hands. After a sharp turn, he felt a closed door ahead and a little fumbling revealed its ancient latch. It opened inward and beyond it, he saw a dimly illuminated corridor lined with warm, eaten paneling. Once on the ground floor, Blake began exploring in a rapid fashion. All the inner doors were unlocked so that he freely passed from room to room. The colossal nave was an almost eldritch place with its drifts and mountains of dust over boxed pews, altar, hourglass, pulpit and sounding board, and its titanic ropes of cobweb stretching among the pointed arches of the gallery and entwining the clustered gothic columns. Over all of this hushed desolation played a hideous lead in light as the declining afternoon sun sent its rays through the strange, half blackened panes of the great, absidal windows. The paintings on those windows were so obscured by soot that Blake could scarcely decipher what they had represented, but from the little he could make out, he did not like them. The designs were largely conventional and his knowledge of obscure symbolism told him much concerning some of the ancient patterns. The few saints depicted bore expressions distinctly open to criticism, while one of the windows seemed to show merely a dark space with spirals of curious luminosity scattered about in it. Turning away from the windows, Blake noticed that the cobweb cross above the altar was not of the ordinary kind, but resembled the primordial ock or crux ansada of shadowy Egypt. In a rear vestry room beside the apps, Blake found a rotting desk and ceiling high shelves of mildewed, disintegrating books. Here, for the first time, he received a positive shock of objective horror, for the titles of those books told him much. They were the black, forbidden things which most sane people have never even heard of, or have heard of only in furtive, timorous whispers, the banned and dreaded repositories of equivocal secrets, and immemorial formulae which have trickled down the stream of time from the days of man's youth and the dim, fabulous days before man was. He had himself read many of them. A Latin version of the Abhorred Necronomicon, the sinister Library of Onus, the infamous Coltes Desgulis of Conte de Airelet, the Anas Broklician Colten of Von Junst, and old Ludwig Prinz Hellisch Devermus Mysterius. But there were others he had known merely by reputation or not at all, the Pentechotic Manuscripts, the Book of Dysanne, and a crumbling volume in wholly identifiable characters, yet with certain symbols and diagrams shudderingly recognizable to the occult student. Clearly, the lingering local rumors had not lied. This place had once been the seat of an evil older than mankind and wider than the universe. In the ruined desk was a small leather-bound record book filled with entries in some odd cryptographic medium. The manuscript writing consisted of the common traditional symbols used today in astronomy and anciently in alchemy, astrology, and other dubious arts. The devices of the sun, moon, planets, aspects, and zodiacal signs here masked in solid pages of text with divisions and paragraphings suggesting that each symbol answered to some alphabetical letter. In the hope of later solving the cryptogram, Blake bore off this volume in his coat pocket. Many of the great tomes on the shelves fascinated him unutterably, and he felt tempted to borrow them at some later time. He wondered how they could have remained undisturbed so long. Was he the first to conquer the clutching, pervasive fear, which had for nearly sixty years protected this deserted place from visitors? Having now thoroughly explored the ground floor, Blake plowed again through the dust of the spectral nave to the front vestibule, where he had seen a door and staircase, presumably leading up to the blackened tower and steeple, objects so long familiar to him at a distance. The ascent was a choking experience. For dust to lay thick while the spiders had done their worst in this constricted place. The staircase was a spiral with high, narrow wooden treads, and now and then Blake passed a clouded window looking dizzily out of the city. Though he had seen no ropes below, he expected to find a bell or a peel of bells in the tower whose narrow, louver bordered lancet windows as field glass had studied so often. Here he was doomed to disappointment, for when he attained the top of the stairs, he found the tower chamber vacant of chimes and clearly devoted to vastly different purposes. The room, about fifteen feet square, was faintly lighted by four lancet windows, one on each side, which were glazed within their screening of decayed louver boards. These had been further fitted with tight, opaque screens, but the ladder were now largely rotted away. In the center of the dust-laden floor rose a curiously angled stone pillar, some four feet in height and two in average diameter, covered on each side with bizarre, crudely incised and wholly unrecognizable hieroglyphs. On this pillar, rested a metal box of peculiarly asymmetrical form, its hinged lid thrown back and its interior holding what looked beneath the decayed deep dust to be an egg-shaped or irregularly spherical object some four inches through. Around the pillar in a rough circle were seven high-backed gothic chairs, still largely intact, while behind them, ranging along the dark-paneled walls, were seven colossal images of crumbling, black-painted plaster resembling more than anything else the cryptic carven megaliths of mysterious Easter Island. In one corner of the cobwebbed chamber, a ladder was built into the wall, leading up to the closed trapdoor of the windowless steeple above. As Blake grew accustomed to the feeble light, he noticed odd bass reliefs on the strange open box of yellowish metal. Approaching, he tried to clear the dust away with his hands and handkerchief and saw that the figurings were of a monstrous and utterly alien kind, depicting entities which though seemingly alive resembled no known life form ever evolved on this planet. The four-inch seeming sphere turned out to be a nearly black, red-striated polyhedron with many irregular flat surfaces, either a very remarkable crystal of some sort or an artificial object of carved and highly polished mineral matter. It did not touch the bottom of the box but was held suspended by means of a metal band around its center, with seven clearly designed supports extending horizontally to angles of the box's inner wall near the top. This stone, once exposed, exerted upon Blake an almost alarming fascination. He could scarcely tear his eyes from it, and as he looked at its glistening surfaces he almost fancied it was transparent, with half-formed worlds of wonder within. Into his mind floated pictures of alien orbs with great stone towers and other orbs with Titan mountains and no mark of life, and still, remote spaces where only a stirring and vague blackness told of the presence of consciousness and will. When he did look away, it was to notice a somewhat singular mound of dust in the far corner near the ladder to the steeple. Just why it took his attention he could not tell but something in its contours carried a message to his unconscious mind. Plowing toward it and brushing aside the hanging cobwebs as he went, he began to discern something grim about it. Hand and handkerchief soon revealed the truth, and Blake gasped with a baffling mixture of emotions. It was a human skeleton, and it must have been there for a very long time. The clothing was in shreds but some buttons and fragments of cloth bespoke a man's gray suit. There were other bits of evidence, shoes, metal clasps, huge buttons for round cuffs, a stick pin of bygone pattern, a reporter's badge with the name of the old Providence Telegram, and a crumbling leather pocketbook. Blake examined the latter with care, finding within it several bills of antiquated issue, a celluloid advertising calendar for 1893, some cards with the name Edwin M. Lilibridge, and a paper covered with penciled memoranda. This paper held much of a puzzling nature, and Blake read it carefully at the dim westward window. Its disjointed text included such phrases as the following. Professor Enoch Bowen, home from Egypt, May 1844, buys old Free Will Church in July, his archaeological work and studies in a cult well known. Dr. Drone, a Fourth Baptist, warns against starry wisdom and sermon December 29, 1844. Congregation 97 by end of 45. 1846, three disappearances, first mention of shining trepizohedron. Seven disappearances, 1848, stories of blood sacrifice begin. Investigation, 1853, comes to nothing, stories of sounds. Father O'Malley tells of devil worship with box found in great Egyptian ruins, says they call up something that can't exist in light, flees a little light and banished by strong light, then has to be summoned again. Probably got this from Death Bad Confession of Francis Axfini, who had joined Starry Wisdom in 49. These people say the shining trepizohedron shows them heaven and other worlds, and that the Haunter of the Dark tells them secrets in some way. Story of Oran B. Eddy, 1857, they call it up by gazing at the crystal and have a secret language of their own. 200 or more in Congregation, 1863, exclusive of man at front. Irish Boys Mob Church in 1869 after Patrick Reagan's disappearance. Veiled article in J, March 14, 72, but people don't talk about it. Six Disappearances, 1876, secret committee calls on Major Doyle. Action promised, February 18, 77, church closes in April. Federal Hillboys threaten doctor and vestry men in May. 181 persons leave city before end of 1777. Mention no names. Ghost stories began around 1880. Try to ascertain truth of report that no human being has entered church since 1877. Ask Lannigan for photograph of place taken, 1851. Restoring the paper to the pocketbook and placing the latter in his coat, Blake turned to look down at the skeleton in the dust. The implications of the note were clear, and there could be no doubt, but that this man had come to the deserted edifice 42 years before in quest of a newspaper sensation which no one else had been bold enough to attempt. Perhaps no one else had known of his plan, who could tell, but he had never returned to his paper. Had some bravely suppressed fear risen to overcome him and bring on sudden heart failure? Blake stooped over the gleaming bones and noted their peculiar state. Some of them were badly scattered and a few seemed oddly dissolved at the ends. Others were strangely yellowed with vague suggestions of charring. This charring extended to some of the fragments of clothing. The skull was in a very peculiar state, stained yellow and with a charred aperture in the top as if some powerful acid had eaten through the solid bone. What had happened to the skeleton during its four decades of silent entombment here, Blake could not imagine. Before he realized it, he was looking at the stone again and letting its curious influence call up a nebulous pageantry in his mind. He saw processions of robed, hooded figures whose outlines were not human and looked on endless leagues of desert lined with carved sky-reaching monoliths. He saw towers and walls in knighted depths under the sea and vortices of space where wisps of black mist floated before thin shimmerings of cold purple haze. And beyond all else, he glimpsed an infinite gulf of darkness where solid and semi-solid forms were known only by their windy stirrings. And cloudy patterns of force seemed to superimpose order on chaos and hold forth a key to all the paradoxes and arcana of the worlds we know. Then all at once, the spell was broken by an excess of gnawing indeterminate panic fear.  He felt entangled with something, something which was not in the stone but which had looked through it at him, something which would ceaselessly follow him with a cognition that was not physical sight. Plainly, the place was getting on his nerves as well it might in view of his gruesome find. The light was waning too, and since he had no illuminant with him, he knew he would have to be leaving soon. It was then, in the gathering twilight, that he thought he saw a faint trace of luminosity in the crazily angled stone. He had tried to look away from it, but some obscure compulsion drew his eyes back. Was there a subtle phosphorescence of radioactivity about the thing? What was it that the dead man's notes had said concerning a shining trapezohedron? What anyway was this abandoned layer of cosmic evil? What had been done here and what might still be lurking in the bird-shunned shadows? It seemed now as if an elusive touch of feeder had arisen somewhere close by, though its source was not apparent. Blake seized the cover of the long open box and snapped it down. It moved easily on its alien hinges and closed completely over the unmistakably glowing stone. At the sharp click of that closing, a soft stirring sound seemed to come from the steeple's eternal blackness overhead beyond the trap door. Rats without question the only living things to reveal their presence in this accursed pile since he'd entered it, and yet that stirring in the steeple frightened him horribly so that he plunged almost wildly down the spiral stairs across the ghoulish nave into the vaulted basement out amidst the gathering dusk of the deserted square and down through the teeming, fear-haunted alleys and avenues of Federal Hill toward the sane central streets and the home-like brick sidewalks of the college district. During the days which followed, Blake told no one of his expedition. Instead, he read much in certain books, examined long years of newspaper files downtown, and worked feverishly at the cryptogram in that leather volume from the cobweb divestory room. The cipher he soon saw was no simple one, and after a long period of endeavor, he felt sure that its language could not be English, Latin, Greek, French, Spanish, Italian, or German. Evidently, he would have to draw upon the deepest wells of his strange erudition. Every evening, the old impulse to gaze westward returned, and he saw the black steeple as of yore amongst the bristling roofs of a distant and half-fabulous world. But now, it held a fresh note of terror for him. He knew the heritage of evil lore it masked, and with the knowledge his vision ran riot in queer new ways. The birds of spring were returning, and as he watched their sunset flights, he fancied they avoided the gaunt lone spire as never before. When a flock of them approached it, he thought, they would wheel and scatter in panic confusion, and he could guess at the wild twitterings which failed to reach him across the intervening miles. He was in June that Blake's diary told of his victory over the cryptogram. The text was, he found, in the dark Acklo language, used by certain cults of evil antiquity, and known to him in a halting way through previous researches. The diary is strangely reticent about what Blake deciphered, but he was patently awed and disconcerted by his results. There are references to a haunter of the dark awakened by gazing into the shining trapezohedron, and insane conjectures about the black gulfs of chaos from which it was called. The being is spoken of as holding all knowledge and demanding monstrous sacrifices. Some of Blake's entries show fear lest the thing which he seemed to regard as summoned stalk abroad, though he adds that the streetlights form a bulwark which cannot be crossed. Of the shining trapezohedron he speaks often, calling it a window on all time and space, and tracing its history from the days it was fashioned on dark Yuggath, before even the old ones brought it to earth. It was treasured and placed in its curious box by the cranoid things of Antarctica, salvaged from their ruins by the serpent men of Veluzia, and peered at Aeons later in Lemuria by the first human beings. It crossed strange lands and stranger seas, and sank with Atlantis before a Minoan fisher meshed it in his net and sold it to swore the merchants from knighted Kim. The Tharo, Nefren Ka, built around at a temple with a windowless crypt, and did that which caused his name to be stricken from all monuments and records. Then it slept in the ruins of that evil feign which the priests and the new pharaoh destroyed till the Delvers spade once more brought it forth to curse mankind. Early in July, the newspapers oddly supplement Blake's entries, though in so brief and casual a way that only the diary is called general attention to their contribution. It appears that a new fear had been growing on Federal Hill since a stranger had entered the Dreaded Church. The Italians whispered of unaccustomed stirrings and bumpings and scrapings in the dark windowless steeple, and called on their priests to banish an entity which haunted their dreams. Something, they said, was constantly watching at a door to see if it were dark enough to venture forth. Press items mentioned the long-standing local superstitions but failed to shed much light on the earlier background of the horror. It was obvious that the young reporters of today are no antiquarians. In writing of these things in his diary, Blake expressed a curious kind of remorse in talks of the duty of burying the shining trapezohedron and of banishing what he had evoked by letting daylight into the hideous jutting spire. At the same time, however, he displays the dangerous extent of his fascination and admits a morbid longing, pervading even his dreams to visit the accursed tower and gaze again into the cosmic secrets of the glowing stone. Then something in the journal on the morning of July 17 threw the diarist into a veritable fever of horror. It was only a variant of the other half-humorous items about the Federal Hill restlessness, but to Blake it was somehow very terrible indeed. In the night, a thunderstorm had put the city's lighting system out of commission for a full hour, and in that black interval, the Italians had nearly gone mad with fright. Those living near the dreaded church had sworn that the thing in the steeple had taken advantage of the street lamp's absence and gone down into the body of the church, flopping and bumping around in a viscous altogether dreadful way. Toward the last, it had bumped up to the tower where there were sounds of the shattering of glass. It could go wherever the darkness reached, but light would always send it fleeing. When the current blazed on again, there had been a shocking commotion in the tower for even the feeble light trickling through the grime blackened louver-boarded windows was too much for the thing. It had bumped and slithered up into its tenebrous steeple just in time where a long dose of light would have sent it back into the abyss whence the crazy stranger had called it. During the dark hour, praying crowds had clustered around the church in the rain with lighted candles and lamps somehow shielded with folded paper and umbrellas, a guard of light to save the city from the nightmare that stalks in darkness. Once, those nearest the church declared that outer door had rattled hideously. But even this was not the worst. That evening in the bulletin, Blake read of what the reporters had found. Aroused at last to the whimsical news value of the scare, a pair of them had defied the frantic crowds of Italians and crawled into the church through the cellar window after trying the doors in vain. They found the dust of the vestibule and of the spectral nave plowed up in a singular way with bits of rotted cushions and satin pew lining scattered curiously around. There was a bad odor everywhere, and here and there were bits of yellow stain and patches of what looked like charring. Opening the door to the tower and pausing a moment at the suspicion of a scraping sound above, they found the narrow spiral stairs wiped roughly clean. In the tower itself, a similarly half-swept condition existed. They spoke of the heptagonal stone pillar, the overturned gothic chairs, and the bizarre plaster images, though strangely enough the metal box and the old mutilated skeleton were not mentioned. What disturbed Blake the most, except for the hints of stains and charring and bad odors, was the final detail that explained the crashing glass. Every one of the tower's lancet windows was broken, and two of them had been darkened in a crude and hurried way by the stuffing of satin pew linings and cushioned horse hair into the spaces between the slanting exterior louverboards. More satin fragments and bunches of horse hair lay scattered around the newly-swept floor, as if someone had been interrupted in the act of restoring the tower to the absolute blackness of its tightly-cretained days. Yellowish stains and charred patches were found on the ladder to the windowless spire, but when a reporter climbed up, opened the horizontally sliding trapdoor, and shot a feeble flashlight beam into the black and strangely-fetted space, he saw nothing but darkness, and a heterogeneous litter of shapeless fragments near the aperture. The verdict, of course, was charlatanry. Somebody had played a joke on the superstitious hill-dwellers, or else some fanatic had striven to bolster up their fears for their own supposed good, or perhaps some of the younger and more sophisticated dwellers had staged an elaborate hoax on the outside world. There was an amusing aftermath when the police sent an officer to verify the reports. Three men in succession found ways of evading the assignment, and the fourth went very reluctantly and returned very soon without adding to the account given by the reporters. From this point onward, Blake's diary shows a mounting tide of insidious horror and nervous apprehension. He upgrades himself for not doing something and speculates wildly on the consequences of another electrical breakdown. It's been verified that on three occasions, during thunderstorms, he telephoned the electric light company in a frantic vein and asked that desperate precautions against a lapse of power be taken. Now and then his entries show concern over the failure of the reporters to find the metal box and stone and the strangely marred old skeleton when they explored the shadowy tower room. He assumed that these things had been removed, wither and by whom or what he could only guess. But his worst fears concerned himself and the kind of unholy rapport he felt to exist between his mind and that lurking horror in the distant steeple, that monstrous thing of night which his rashness had called out of the ultimate black spaces. He seemed to feel a constant tugging at his will, and callers of that period remember how he would sit abstractly at his desk and stare out the west window at that far-off spire, bristling mound beyond the swirling smoke of a city. His entries dwell monotonously on certain terrible dreams and of a strengthening of the unholy rapport in his sleep. There's mention of a night when he awakened to find himself fully dressed, outdoors, and headed automatically down College Hill toward the west. Again and again he dwells on the fact that the thing in the steeple knows where to find him. The week following July 30th is recalled as the time of Blake's partial breakdown. He did not dress and ordered all his food by telephone. Visitors remarked the cords he kept near his bed, and he said that sleepwalking had forced him to bind his ankles every night with knots, which would probably hold or else waken him with the labor of untying. In his diary, he told of the hideous experience which had brought the collapse. After retiring on the night of the 30th, he'd suddenly found himself groping about in an almost black space. All he could see were short, faint, horizontal streaks of bluish light, but he could smell an overpowering fetter and hear a curious jumble of soft, furtive sounds above him. Whenever he moved, he stumbled over something and at each noise there would come a sort of answering sound from above, a vague stirring mixed with the cautious sliding of wood on wood. Once, his groping hands encountered a pillar of stone with a vacant top. Whilst later, he found himself clutching the rungs of a ladder built into the wall and fumbling his uncertain way upward toward some region of intenser stench or a hot, searing blast beat down against him. Before his eyes, a kaleidoscope range of phantasmal images played, all of them dissolving at intervals into the picture of a vast, unplumbed abyss of night wherein world suns and worlds of an even profounder blackness.  That a sharp report from the outer world broke through his stupor and roused him to the unutterable horror of his position. What it was he never knew. Perhaps it was some belated peel from the fireworks heard all summer on Federal Hill as the dwellers hail their various patron saints, or the saints of their native villages in Italy. In any event, he shrieked aloud, dropped frantically from the ladder, and stumbled blindly across the obstructed floor of the almost lightless chamber that encompassed him. He knew instantly where he was and plunged recklessly down the narrow spiral staircase, tripping and bruising himself at every turn. There was a nightmare flight through a vast cobwebbed nave whose ghostly arches reached up to realms of leering shadow, a sightless scramble through a littered basement, a climb to regions of air and street lights outside, and a mad race down a spectral hill of gibbering gables across a grim, silent city of tall black towers, and up the steep eastward precipice to his own ancient door. On regaining consciousness in the morning, he found himself lying on his study floor, fully dressed. Dirt and cobwebs covered him, and every inch of his body seemed sore and bruised. When he faced the mirror, he saw that his hair was badly scorched, while a trace of strange, evil odor seemed to cling to his upper outer clothing. It was then that his nerves broke down. Thereafter, lounging exhaustedly about in a dressing gown, he did little but stare from his west window, shiver at the threat of thunder and make wild entries in his diary. The great storm broke just before midnight on August 8th. Lightning struck repeatedly in all parts of the city, and two remarkable fireballs were reported. The rain was torrential, while a constant fuselage of thunder brought sleeplessness to thousands. Blake was utterly frantic in his fear for the lighting system and tried to telephone the company around 1 a.m., but by that time, service had been temporarily cut off in the interest of safety. He recorded everything in his diary, the large, nervous, and often undecipherable hieroglyphs telling their own story of growing frenzy and despair, and of entries scrawled blindly in the dark. He had to keep the house dark in order to see out the window, and it appears that most of his time was spent at his desk, peering anxiously through the rain across the glistening miles of downtown roofs at the constellation of distant lights marking Federal Hill. Now and then he would fumblingly make an entry in his diary, so that detached phrases such as the lights must not go, it knows where I am, I must destroy it, and it is calling to me, but perhaps it means no injury this time are found scattered down two of the pages. Then the lights went out all over the city. It happened at 2.12 a.m., according to Powerhouse Records, but Blake's diary gives no indication of the time. The entry is merely, lights out, God help me. On Federal Hill there were watchers as anxious as he, and rain-soaked knots of men paraded the square and alleys around the evil church with umbrella-shaded candles, electric flashlights, oil lanterns, crucifixes, and obscure charms of the many sorts common to southern Italy. They blessed each flash of lightning and made cryptical signs of fear with their right hands when a turn in the storm caused the flashes to lessen and finally to cease altogether. A rising wind blew out most of the candles so that the scene grew threateningly dark. Someone roused Father Merluzzo of Spirito Santo Church and he hastened to the dismal square to pronounce whatever helpful syllables he could. Of the restless and curious sounds in the blackened tower, there could be no doubt whatever. For what happened at 235, we have the testimony of the priest, a young, intelligent, and well-educated person, a patrolman William J. Monahan of the Central Station, an officer of the highest reliability who had paused at that part of his beat to inspect the crowd, and of most of the 78 men who had gathered around the church's high-bank wall, especially those in the square where the eastward façade was visible. Of course, there was nothing which can be proved as being outside the order of nature. The possible causes of such an event are many. No one can speak with certainty of the obscure chemical processes arising in a vast, ancient, ill-aird, and long-deserted building of heterogeneous contents. Methodic vapors, spontaneous combustion, pressure of gases born of long decay, any one of numberless phenomena might be responsible. And then, of course, the factor of conscious charlatanry can by no means be excluded. The thing was really quite simple in itself, and covered less than three minutes of actual time. Father Meluzzo, always a precise man, looked at his watch repeatedly. It started with a definite swelling of the dull, fumbling sounds inside the black tower. There had for some time been a vague exhalation of strange, evil odors from the Church, and this had now become emphatic and offensive. Then at last there was a sound of splintering wood, and a large, heavy object crashed down in the yard beneath the frowning, easterly façade. The tower was invisible now that the candles would not burn, but as the object neared the ground, the people knew that it was the smoke-grimed, louver boarding of that tower's east window. Immediately afterward, an utterly unbearable fetter welled forth from the unseen heights, choking and sickening the trembling watchers, and almost prostrating those in the square. At the same time, the air trembled with a vibration as of flapping wings, and a sudden east-blowing wind more violently than any previous blast snatched off the hats and wrenched the dripping umbrellas of the crowd. Nothing definite could be seen in the candleless night, though some upward-looking spectators thought they glimpsed a great spreading blur of denser blackness against the inky sky, something like a formless cloud of smoke that shot with meteor-like speed toward the east. That was all. The watchers were half-numbered with fright, awe, and discomfort, and scarcely knew what to do, or whether to do anything at all. Not knowing what had happened, they did not relax their vigil, and a moment later they sent up a prayer as a sharp flash of belated lightning, followed by an ear-splitting crash of sound, rent the flooded heavens. Half an hour later, the rain stopped, and in 15 minutes more, the streetlights sprang on again, sending the weary, bedraggled watchers relievedly back to their homes. The next day's papers gave these matters minor mention in connection with the general storm reports. It seems that the great lightning flash and deafening explosion which followed the Federal Hill occurrence were even more tremendous farther east, where a burst of the singular fetter was likewise noticed. The phenomenon was most marked over College Hill, where the crash awaked all the sleeping inhabitants and led to a bewildered round of speculations. Of those who were already awake, only a few saw the anomalous blaze of light near the top of the hill, or noticed the inexplicable upward rush of air which almost stripped the leaves from the trees and blasted the plants in the gardens. It was agreed that the lone, sudden lightning bolt must have struck somewhere in this neighborhood, though no trace of it striking could afterward be found. A youth in the Tau Omega Fraternity House thought he saw a grotesque and hideous mass of smoke in the air, just as the preliminary flash burst, but his observation has not been verified. All of the few observers, however, agree as to the violent gust from the west and the flood of intolerable stench which preceded the belated stroke, whilst evidence concerning the momentary burned odor after the stroke is equally general. These points were discussed very carefully because of their probable connection with the death of Robert Blake. Students in the Psi Delta House, whose upper rear windows looked into Blake's study, noticed the blurred white face at the westward window on the morning of the ninth and wondered what was wrong with the expression. When they saw the same face in the same position that evening, they felt worried and watched for the lights to come up in his apartment. Later, they rang the bell of the darkened flat and finally had a policeman force the door. The rigid body sat bolt upright at the desk by the window, and when the intruders saw the glassy bulging eyes and the marks of stark, convulsive fright on the twisted features, they turned away in sickened dismay. Shortly afterward, the coroner's physician made an examination and despite the unbroken window reported electrical shock or nervous tension induced by electrical discharge as the cause of death. The hideous expression he ignored altogether deemed it a not improbable result of the profound shock as experienced by a person of such abnormal imagination and unbalanced emotions. He deduced these latter qualities from the books, paintings and manuscripts found in the apartment and from the blindly scrolled entries in the diary on the desk. Blake had prolonged his frenzied jottings to the last and the broken pointed pencil was found clutched in his spasmodically contracted right hand. The entries after the failure of the lights were highly disjointed and legible only in part. From them certain investigators have drawn conclusions differing greatly from the materialistic official verdict but such speculations have little chance for belief among the conservative. The case of these imaginative theories has not been helped by the action of superstitious Dr. Dexter who threw the curious box and angled stone, an object certainly self-luminous as seen in the black windowless steeple where it was found, into the deepest channel of Narragansett Bay. Excessive imagination and neurotic unbalance on Blake's part aggravated by knowledge of the evil bygone cult whose startling traces he'd uncovered form the dominant interpretation given those final frenzied jottings. These are the entries or all that can be made of them. Lights still out. Must be five minutes now. Everything depends on lighting. Yadda's grant it'll keep up. Some influence seems beating through it. Rain and thunder and wind deafen. The thing is taking hold of my mind. Trouble with memory. I see things I never knew before. Other worlds and other galaxies. Dark. The lighting seems dark and the darkness seems light. It cannot be the real hill and church that I see in the pitch darkness. Must be retinal impression left by the flashes. Having grant the Italians are out with their candles if the lightning stops. What am I afraid of? Is it not an avatar of Nyarlathotep? Who in antique and shadowy chem even took the form of man? I remember Yugov and more distant Shagai and the ultimate void of the Black Planets. The long-winging flight through the void. Cannot cross the universe of light. Recreate it by the thoughts caught in the shining trepizahedron. Send it through the horrible abysses of radiance. My name is Blake. Robert Harrison Blake of 620 East Nap Street, Milwaukee, Wisconsin. I am on this planet. As a thoeth, have mercy. The lightning no longer flashes. Horrible. I can see everything with a monstrous sense that is not sight. Light is dark and dark is light. Those people on the hill. Guard. Candles and charms. They're priests. Sense of distance. Gone. Far is near and near is far. No light. No glass. See that steeple. That tower. Window. Can hear. Roderick Usher. Am mad. Or going mad. The thing is stirring and fumbling in the tower. I am it and it is I. I want to get out. Must get out and unify the forces. It knows where I am. I am Robert Blake. But I see the tower in the dark. There was a monstrous odor. Senses transfigured. Boarding at that tower window. Cracking and giving way. Le. The guy. Yggg. I see it. Coming here. Hellwind. Titan. Blur. Black wings. Yggg. Sothoth. Save me. The three lobed burning eye. Is that available for those who suffer from depression? So please share the podcast with others. Do you have a dark tale to tell of your own? Backdoor fiction. Click on tell your story at WeirdDarkness.com and I might use it in a future episode. The Haunter of the Dark is a story of fiction written by H.P. Lovecraft. Weird Darkness theme by Alibi Music. And now that we're coming out of the dark I'll leave you with a little light. Psalm 34 verse 18. The Lord is close to the broken hearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.  I'm Darren Marlar. Thanks for joining me in the Weird Darkness.


Brought to you by Penguin Evicted poverty and profit in the American city by Matthew Desmond Read for you by Dion Graham for Michelle Who's been down the line? I wish the rent was heaven sent Langston Hughes little lyric of great importance Authors note This is a work of nonfiction Most of the events described in this book took place between May 2008 and December 2009 Except were indicated in the notes all the events that occurred within that time period were witnessed firsthand All quotations were captured by a digital recorder or copied from official documents The names of tenants their children and their relatives as well as landlords and their workers have been changed to protect their privacy prologue cold city Jury and his cousin were cutting up tossing snowballs at passing cars From Jury Street corner on Milwaukee's near South Side Cars driving on 6th Street passed squat duplexes with porch steps ending at a sidewalk edged in dandelions Those heading north approached the Basilica of St. Joseph at whose crowning dome looked a jury like a giant overturned plunger It was January of 2008 and the city was experiencing the snowiest winter on record Every so often a car turned off 6th Street to navigate Arthur Avenue hemmed in by the snow and that's when the boys would take aim Jury packed a tight one and let it fly The car jerked to a stop and a man jumped out The boys ran inside and locked the door to the apartment where Jury lived with his mother Arlene and younger brother Jafaris the lock was cheap and the man broke down the door with a few hard-heeled kicks He left before anything else happened When the landlord found out about the door she decided to evict Arlene and her boys They had been there eight months The day Arlene and her boys had to be out was cold But if she waited any longer the landlord would summon the sheriff who would arrive with a gun a team of bootfooted movers And a folded judge's order saying that her house was no longer hers She would be given two options truck or curb Truck would mean that her things would be loaded into an 18-footer and later checked into bonded storage She could get everything back after paying $350 Arlene didn't have $350 so she would have opted for curb which would mean watching the movers pile everything onto the sidewalk Her mattresses a floor model television her copy of don't be afraid to discipline Her nice glass dining table and the lace tablecloth that fit just so silk plants Bibles the meat cuts in the freezer the shower curtain Jafaris's asthma machine Arlene took her sons Jury was 13 Jafaris was five to a homeless shelter which everyone called the lodge so you could tell your kids Were staying at the lodge tonight Like it was a motel The two-story stucco building could have passed for one except for all the salvation army signs Arlene stayed in the 120 bed shelter until April when she found a house on 19th and Hampton in the predominantly black inner city On Milwaukee's north side not far from her childhood home It had thick trim around the windows and doors and was once Kendall Green But the paint had faded and chipped so much over the years that the bare wood siding was now exposed making the house look camouflaged at one point someone had started repainting the house plain white But had given up mid brushstroke leaving more than half unfinished There was often no water in the house and Jury had to bucket out what was in the toilet But Arlene loved that it was spacious and set apart from other houses It was quiet. She remembered and 525 for a whole house two bedrooms upstairs and two bedrooms downstairs It was my favorite place After a few weeks the city found Arlene's favorite place unfit for human habitation Removed her nailed green boards over the windows and doors and issued a fine to her landlord Arlene moved Jury and Jafaris into a drab apartment complex deeper in the inner city on Atkinson Avenue Which she soon learned was a haven for drug dealers She feared for her boys, especially Jury slack-shouldered with pecan brown skin and a beautiful smile Who would talk to anyone? Arlene Sample complete ready to continue