we're live and we're on boom we're on hey hey so good to get together with you all yeah feels so good I just feel vibrationally like high right now this is fantastic likewise the little clicking came back but we'll see if that persists in the audio yeah I don't know it's pretty yeah it's not too we'll see if it persists we'll see we we we did a episode with also Gina and Hillary at the shift into permanent alignment retreat as well and so we just did a little episode of Gila at a moment ago and so now we're all having a four legs to the chair conversation right now so boom we're on we were we were talking about Hillary's quote on the previous episode around how people feel on our nervous system and like people with much more egoic separation based finite based time based matrix based set trying to extract happiness from experiences and from other people and relationships and substances versus people that basically live in such an Ananda existence consciousness bliss that are of a higher vibration consciousness wise because they know their true nature and how those two feel completely differently on the nervous system yeah that's totally true yeah I definitely resonate and do you all think it's like a personal thing or do you think it's more of like just a resonance of your vibration being able to tell like because some people even the people that I feel are still in the matrix right can feel okay on my nervous system but I at the same time I just think it's a totally different feeling when you can just resonate on another vibrational level but I don't know if you think it's like personal or if you think it's really the density thing that's the curiosity for me I think you can see people's bubbles of limiting beliefs etc that can feel but I wanted to bring this up with you all because it's been something that's been reflected to me is the tension that you feel can feel when you interact with people that are more in in the matrix or like have have these bubbles that are we all have something but what's the nature of the tension that arises when you interact with these people and I was thinking about it and it kind of felt like a frustration of like oh you're not there yeah you know you're not you're not as you know you're in you're in 3d and it kind of felt like a subtle victimization state of feeling like their bubble was somehow influencing me in a way that felt like maybe I couldn't do anything about it or does that make sense like I was just thinking about it earlier but I'd love to hear thoughts I love that it's really it's really solid way to put it yeah curious curious if other people have a thought first in some way in a dialogue before like this contest this contest can be experienced between states of mind or densities of consciousness or in your analogy like being in the matrix and going back and forth you know between this free states which is like in charge so to speak again versus like the bound by conditions and get away state of mind so that what came up is like the question me can you fall out of this love you know so then like it's a way for me to see it even though I was am I'm not am in this entanglement I am like a weird state thoughts still like I can quantum leap into non-judgment like absolute non-judgment and absolute openness and absolute understanding and absolute forgiveness you know of the all of that and and for me this is one that one aspect of the the heart of the understanding also that's a loyal to yourself and not to appeal as I see it yeah I wish that your connection was better but yes I think I got the essence of that let's say like you're amused me I know he's the greatest I love that he's just always like I can't I'm looking at like yeah I just laugh and happiness this is what we're talking about this is exactly what we're talking about in its most pure nature we're just talking about this feeling of peace and joy that's it the nature is peace and joy that's the undercurrent as intelligent infinity yet it remains for you to recognize that that is your natural undercurrent because your mind is toiling you around non-stop non-stop and so it took me you know five plus years of persistently trying to recognize this pure joy and peace that is the undercurrent such it on on the existence consciousness bliss truth consciousness bliss and that this is all that we're talking about regarding feeling on the nervous system is that when people are radiating peace and joy like the Sun that the vibe is like warm warm warm and then when you have a when you have a very like matrixy egoic separation vibe it it's like it's like when it contrasts that warm warm it goes yeah the sound effects are more than on point it's quite amazing actually the sound effects really add to the clarity of that yeah absolutely and it it feels like it's just much easier to rest in the natural state with you all versus going out and yeah interacting with others that may be more yeah have more of those bubbles and yeah there's a effortlessness about it effortless ease yeah I think it's that recognition as well yeah like a soul yeah it feels good to be around clearer mirrors and you see more of your natural self or your true self and there's that recognition and it feels good to see that I think that is one of the greatest challenges that I've faced since returning back to home is just recognizing that I am surrounded by maybe unclear mirrors and also not judging myself not judging them knowing honoring their journey honoring exactly I know that they are where they are meant to be just as I am as well and I resonate and understand what you're saying with feeling somewhat kind of pulled energetically when you're in those energies and I have to like imagine like just a white protective way like around me a lot of the time and just kind of put that into creation because I don't want to negatively affect them or vice versa be you know I want to be that light be that energy let that energy speak for itself but then when you get out of your own element in that way where I feel like that's what you were saying is you're being pulled energetically both ways it doesn't serve you and it definitely doesn't serve the other energies that you're around either but I as well struggle with that because I felt that the last few days you all like whoa by the way isn't that contrast exactly what makes our realization our shift into permanent alignment all that more clear yeah absolutely and I love it all it's just like I want to kiss their faces I'm so grateful for the contrast you know I was telling you loud that I I reneged on all of my 2021 commitments I turned in equity on projects I wisely distance myself from people who I thought were already quite you know fairly had some fairly decent for density vibes but that we're still nowhere near the level of mastery that we experienced together three weeks ago and because of that that shift into permanent alignment meant I will no longer architect I will no longer design I will no longer build companies I will no longer work with people that are not at a level of recognizing themselves as the creator as recognizing what the true nature of intelligent infinity endlessly expressing itself as these creations is and if they haven't firmly grounded themselves in such an ananda in the impersonal awareness consciousness bliss that fat fundamental truth then I can't architect with them I can serve them but I will not architect with them so we're focusing on like the third density to fourth density jump right to trampoline people up into love consciousness into unity consciousness into God consciousness into recognizing more of their true nature but cosmic consciousness but in order to efficiently make the protocols that trampoline people up we can't build with people that are not Gnostic beings that don't know their true nature so that's how I felt and what I was talking to you lot about in the last conversation and it was in it's a lot of a big sort of stuff can be a little bit tough to for people to do to you know renege on their on their commitments because it's no longer their highest excitement yeah but do it if you have to renege to you know to take yourself up from the breadcrumb trail and to look up and to be like where's the the proper next you know bro yeah on the trail and because you to you know to really work on that on that highest excitement perpetually without just saying oh I already made commitments even though I've already shifted into a different conscious level of consciousness but I need to hold my commitment it's like no you don't use your will aligned with God love light highest wisely gracefully renege and then move forward architecting only with those that you feel at the absolute highest vibration lined with on your nervous system love that yeah yeah a lot of the time we start things and we have an expectation that they're gonna go on for years or like certain projects or relationships even friendships whatever and yeah then you quantum leap and then you realize they're no longer resonating with you and they're not of your highest excitement and then you're faced a lot of time with those lack beliefs of oh can I let this go what's gonna fill its place or you know the reflections that come up with that so yeah cool cool for you to just be able to release that very usefully but that shit shit was it shit was not usefully but yeah there was a lot of you know right now like there's almost a in you guys know this because we spent a lot of time in this state which we can say is that just peace and joy just that we spent a lot of time together in just that state and so when you in a sense know this state you can't you can't vibe on an architecting level now in a one-on-one conversation with somebody on helping them recognize their true nature it's totally fair to be able to do that with them but on a full-time dedicated daily business operations you know global enlightenment style project it won't it won't work in the long term because like Gina was also pointing to is that you you need more than anything to have your energy aligned around you on a daily basis in order for you to be able to abide in order for you to be able to recognize your true nature repeatedly versus get drawn out into the stickiness that's not your true nature I once is one of those things that is very underappreciated in the common matrix world and I get it because it can be uncomfortable when you're not abiding in that state where it's just we're feeling the silences bliss but I've had yeah I remember states like silence was silence was just so stimulating like because your mind is just going crazy with all kinds of thoughts and feelings yeah silence I agree I feel like it used to this be like deafening in a way and then I realize why do I feel the need to fill that space and then I like jumped out of that aware or that like the forest I was in and like was overseeing it and I was like no you don't have to fill that space actually your energy is just present along and just like synergizing with each other and it's shit something came up that can you hear me can you hear me well yeah yeah so something before again about the position of the wise or the wise one which is which is you and it's separable from also alignment and harmonization and evolution of the mind so it's a it's a saying by ra whoever maybe not familiar from the raw material the love one channel material and so I says whatever assaults your senses is catalyst whatever sorts your senses whatever assaults assaults oh assaults your senses is a catalyst is catalyst yeah love it and this five words so profound because yes in sense all the way both into realization of independence assess efficiency and to a harmonization of yourself of your beliefs of your and so forth so so also in regards when like seeing people you know from the matrix and or like lower vibration so that if it bothers me if I feel just saying and I'm not sensing okay to this hyper awareness but if it bothers me if it assaults my senses somehow my emotional body my some some sense of like not not not comfortable or painful no something like this so it's catalyst which means it's a generated experience for the sake of learning for the same for the sake of balancing for the sake of seeing something which hasn't been seen fully before and to be more responsible being more the master of vibration of mind of this complex and always well you know it's like oh nice I'm assaulted by this these beings or very vulgar and lack awareness and was my vibration and I believe it's to be the case that I my vibration is now lowered and all of that oh beautiful I can forgive all of that and see like what is the what is the catalyst what is the expensive expensive position that I can turn now apparent contraction and with this process also like for what I have seen and less and less even if it's in this contest it less and less it bothers you it's like it's it's appearing but it's not it's not sticking it's not sticking to the state of being it's like passing through and not like staying and sticking and defining things to be something yeah so that was the input of that the cloud arises and passes more smoothly and doesn't stick yeah yeah most in sometimes the cloud will arise for those that are less trained adept and it will create a five-hour long thunderstorm yeah thank you for sharing that go on and also you notice when the clouds come you're saying oh I'm choosing this I'm creating this and that is a very empowering stance to take on it versus why is this cloud here getting very wrapped up in the creator of the experiences versus I'm the slave victim what is this cloud trying to teach me versus why is this cloud happening yes seeing everything as the catalyst so sometimes it's not just what's assaulting our senses but it's also just what is appearing itself so just appearances themselves are wait for us to remember our true nature repeatedly I can simply even go as far as to say that this sip of water right now it can be done without any conscious love or it can be done with unbelievable waterfalls oceans of love for gratitude for the hydrological cycle on the planet that sustains this vehicle as it's here as an apparatus of intelligent infinity so they're this is like okay yeah cheers to Agua yeah Gilad where's your water there we go let's die oh I really love that everything as a catalyst mostly assaults are gonna be the largest like is quoted from the law of one but yet even something that is not as an assault can also be a catalyst for a deeper love of oneself as the creator for a deeper love of oneself as intelligent infinity there's something to learn from every experience or movie frame everything that comes up in our reality was brought for a reason and like we attracted that into our reality to learn from it and the contrast it really does serve it all serves I mean how boring would it be if you just like knew all these things yet to learn them through contrast and constantly forgetting and remembering and it just becomes more clear every time right like the clarity the questions create the clarity you need those questions that contrast those constant reminders have you all experienced any sorry go for it how I was just saying in your reality is it's just a direct representation of the things that are coming up for a reason that you have to learn from and work through and then it's a beautiful mirror reflection of your internal world and that's always a challenge for me too I'm like but how did I create this and then I'm like oh okay that's why it was the little distortion go ahead Gina what were you saying I was asking if you all have any catalysts that you've experienced recently that you'd want to share about the one that we spent the first part of the conval on was fucking insane like just going back into away from the container of like people that recognize themselves as the creator and people that are just bathing in the subtlety of peace and joy versus those that are in thunderstorms nonstop thunderstorms and like seeing that contrast really it almost felt like it was the first time in my life I had seen the difference between home versus and like that's what it felt like it was that intense and so it was it was it was a remember the stickiness of that matrixy environment and remember to abide and remember to renege on the things that no longer feel like they're the shift into the highest alignment and like so that was a huge yeah huge huge catalyst that's a good question what about you guys so what came up before and say it also now you seem like okay it's out there the stickiness and but then again it's out there it's here it's here it's here it's here it's here it's within myself so see like still kind and that's the sick that seeks you like you're cutting out a little bit repeat that sentence yeah so can you hear me now yeah repeat that sentence yeah I think if you repeat your sentence we can hear you let's try again yeah let's try so I've been what I think is the six was I manifest and they're acceptable for me so I see I still have this sense which appears like okay they are maybe like cause I'm affected by the field making some extent still showing something to me some some imbalances whatever and from the lower chakras things you know the first second third chakras teams which come up and yeah they're very present in the collective actually that's most of the most of the things that the collective most people like for like all day long for many days in a row this three first chakra stuff so for me it can't play properly this table of chakras came so strongly and sort of immediately after this this time and I said oh cool hello hello hello old friend you know and and here I have this like stay like some potions of that to clear to dance music it's a good point it's a really good point yeah side the friction being projected yeah see if comes back that's it's a good point drop the mic leave back okay it's pretty interesting about friction being projected as though it both feels that way on the nervous system but even that is still a slide a frame on the movie that we then add meaning and symbolization to saying that that it feels that way that it feels the stickiness it feels that way that that's energetically how it feels we're describing we're adding descriptors versus it being completely absence of symbolization and absence of descriptors like it literally just is he came in on their device the whole the whole idea of this being the absolute is mind-blowing that in itself is enough to just get somebody to just melt and that and that's when you can't describe that whole phenomena that gilad mentioned then there's no description because it just is it's just perfect and that then there's all of the descriptions all my nervous system feels more sticky when it's around the matrix versus my nervous system feels a lot more harmonic and warm warm warm when I'm around sixth density and like yeah then there's all the descriptors that's what's called Saguna Brahman versus near Guna Brahman near Guna is when you don't have any descriptors around the absolute and Saguna is when you begin describing it and you begin saying well actually the absolute is structured this way and like it appears this way and blah blah blah yeah yeah it's a classic debate that's been had in which it's both it's always simultaneous but it's been had for yeah a thousand years more it's a good point gilad I like that one the stickiness is inside you so meaning that if you feel stickiness then check your work yourself check your consciousness it's all it's all just here yeah yeah the stickiness can be but to who to who that's that's it that's it as within soul without it's such a good one I love that one yep so yeah so as soon as you feel something like that and you begin describing or symbolizing the stickiness then recognize that that's a mirror of what's happening internally yeah it's great it's really instantly bringing the unconscious to conscious like like thank you thank you for that it's almost like why are you not okay accepting what's happening right now it's almost like what it's saying but at the same time there's like you can be okay with accepting the cloud but then you also are wise in the sense of seeing the possibility trajectory and saying that I don't actually I'm not I'm not I'm using will and choice to not pursue this this fourth one and I'm only gonna leave this highest one available that's the one that I'm shifted into permanent alignment with love you this new energy baseline I've been it really has been like a permanent shift and I was telling I think Gina earlier like now that I know when I'm not feeling that vibrational alignment within it's a choice to not feel that and there's something in my been sticking is of not feeling that that I have to just become aware of to shift instantly and I'll never forget when we were sitting there and you were like that's your natural state I was like why do we complicate it so much like natural yep that's why Rumi said that between all of the words we say so much love is lost yeah love is awareness love is being fundamentally pure raw uncolored unsymbolized undescribed just the very fact that there is an observer in the reality itself is enough for you to recognize that that's your true nature the endless witnessing the eternal observation eternal intelligent infinity immersing itself as an impersonal awareness into creations endlessly coloring itself with form look at all these cool little cute costumes here these four cute costume these four cute costumes and they have all this little cute identity in form but what's underneath of all of that what is the same and immovable underneath of all of it the very fact that we are aware underneath of the costumes that is your nature that is your nature that awareness that is endlessly gonna be wearing costumes forever forever forever ever ever ever ever wearing costumes that which makes endless costumes that which is beyond all costumes costumes are fun so fun play we get to dress up and play in remember to focus on the eternal stage rather than the play in the costumes and you can and that's the simultaneity is you can do both but most people don't know there's an eternal stage most people only know the costumes in the play and they don't even know it's a play they just see costumes they don't even know it's costumes they think this is it then they figure out there's costumes then they figure out that it's lila the divine play and then they figure out that there's actually an eternal stage which is endless having endless plays and endless costumes it just takes so much of the pressure just off like it just feels freeing like liberating when you like say then put it like that you know that's so good we should we should even recap it's so good you think we start by thinking that we're a person that's finite and separate we think start there not always if you're born in the indigenous tradition you might grow up knowing your infinity in some of those traditions but you move in a sense from that egoic separate personhood to recognizing that you're wearing a costume and then you go from knowing that okay I'm just wearing a costume I'm awareness wearing a costume and then you go to holy shit this is all a divine play called lila this is all that a divine play and then you realize that I am the eternal stage I am that which makes the eternal stage and endless plays and I'm wearing this costume all at the same time so good it's like the video game analogy it's very similar to the video game analogy you think you're a separate person in a game and then you realize that you are actually in a video game you realize you're in a video game and then you realize that the video game is is having the same awareness that is impersonal that is being played in the Gina in the Gilaad and the Hilary characters and then you realize that you are that you are that awareness that's impersonal and shared in the video game and then you realize that you're the fucking creator of the game that makes endless games that then immerses itself as these characters in the video games that then around and plays all the different stuff in the game and that gains that unique experience and that then turns that in at the seventh density going into the eighth into the next creation endlessly so yeah it's just the same analogies of the eternal stage versus the eternal video game yeah video game dream I love to dream you want to yeah you literally can't have a dream without an observer I don't I don't get it I don't get how people don't get the salience of the observer if somebody told me the six years ago I probably would have gotten it but nobody quite said it this way but like yo you can't have a dream unless you immerse yourself into the dream as an observer of the dream and I would have been like oh you know I would have gotten it a little bit more that consciousness or awareness is so fucking fundamental there would be nobody here to experience the reality if there was no observer or witness of the reality yeah and let me go direct and more experiential on that so you know beyond all this all these concepts there is this for me what power it fits very well here in what we call myself or you ever watch as it can't be and all of its existences powers so to speak that appears program to be seen separate and different once I start to convict myself that there is only one power there's only one existence and feel it now now actually feel how the existence here is the existence everywhere there may be different view or attention but there is one fundamental source and that's beyond the mind that's beyond the concept it's all one it's only one it's only one it's only one you know these distinctions are good but I'd like to take it to the end I left now we can't forget now just plastered across the bottom in a banner for the rest of the episode that direct experience is so good with that yeah that really starts to relax any of the tension that you feel from when you're saying a stickiness or any which are good on a relative level to to feel and use as catalyst and everything but yeah absolutely just going back again and again that recognition that there's just one it's just you steering wheel lock articulate beyond that realization the one the one we're all one and then it just drops all borders it drops all resistance all limitation it's all perception I think we visualize it we do directly experience it and then catalyze other people directly experiencing it and then that leap frogs people up from a third to fourth density and we visualize it by visualizing our true infinite fractaling and finding nature just like a heartbeat it's just like a you go out you have a lub and a dub like a like a lub and a dub lub dub systolic diastolic 120 over 80 120 over 80 right and that's like the fractaling and finding you know you go fractal outward to like the parable of the prodigal sun where you have this like separation and ego and affinity and all these things and then you turn inward you stop trying to find happiness and Maya and you turn inward and that's the dub that's when you go inward to your source and then you become source full and then you can fire work outward with love and service to other and wisdom and unity and not trying to extract from experiences and people and substances peace and happiness which is your true nature yeah that's just that that seems to be something really important is the visualization of the true nature because it helps with it helps with the direct experience because people get it like when you when you look at a hummingbird and the way that the hummingbird like goes to the like here's the hummingbird and it goes to the flower and it comes to the flower and it sucks out the nectar of the flower right like that's the same thing with the big bang like there's a big bang and then like there's humans that like suck out the nectar of the big bang of the creation and so visualizing it's important because it gives people a macro level understanding of their true nature that they can start with intellectualizing and then work their way to direct experience of themselves as infinity endlessly expressing itself yeah that's actually that's actually a very high and advanced form of meditation would be in some in some way of it visualization and the antique method the data is the the science of basically the origination or one of the fundamental sciences of non-duality or of the nature of the self the nature of reality the ancient indian also known as the known as panishads so in Vedanta a method called midi dhyasana midi dhyasana which is actually contemplating a upon a subtle object or feeling for example the sense or the idea of infinity or space or something like that and then through this contemplation through this visualization if you will or of meditation you go beyond the concept the concept is there for the subtle concept of infinity or like oneness or like whatever is good for you because it's a similar vibration to the essence so the visualization concentration contemplation upon the subtle concepts or images can take you beyond the intensity with the portion it can take you beyond the concept or the feeling or the image into realization or direct so that's beautiful yeah that's a very good point it's a great from highly recommended and can be applied every moment of the day you don't have to see you don't have to do anything for that can you just like contemplate on on infinity or on space or on vastness or whatever you know for a few seconds for 30 seconds every week lunch you know whenever any moment anyone you can use this you can use this technique this tool and and soak yourself in this expansion expensive vibrations remembrance yeah different topic but something that came up was our callings and i don't think i've heard yours go on but we maybe we could share i think the calling work is extremely powerful to get really connected with your unique essence of what you're or you came here to radiate and i'm curious yeah what is your calling calling is and maybe we'll give it a context about this calling work and a few yeah like one sentence so the calling is like this the signature vibration of a being which represents like the sort of the highest or like the two essence of of oneself this is the higher self this reach to this to this higher connection to to intelligence to infinity so as as like a sentence which is others do it service to others with part of this vibration or this calling in that in that way on others on other people means and then and then it stands like the calling stands like a ground or like a compass for for being to to a life according to this understanding of vibration or sentence my my calling is people knowing they are they are the source of love people knowing they are the source of love even knowing that they are the source of love you want to say your calling jenna thanks for sharing yeah my calling is people are inspired i ask i can i ask a quick question before hillary and whatnot jenna for me and i'm just curious this is a reflection it'll be interesting to see how you feel about this the way that you know in a sense gilad's there was a big level of contrast energetically for me between what was said between gilad and you and i am curious how you feel about this there's almost this uh you know people knowing they are the source of love and then there was sort of a like a there's some sort of a vibratory-esque like source of love and then i don't know what it was maybe it was just the way that you you spoke it maybe it was i don't how aligned are you energetically to people are inspired i feel very aligned with it okay maybe in that moment i wasn't super aligned with it maybe that's what you heard or to tell me more about something from what does that look like people are inspired how how would that look like pattern wise behavior wise unleashed unleashed yeah i would say it looked like an excitement a sort of like awakening where i think i see visually people going from a state of complacency or more egoic or yeah sort of that like unpolarized just like you're not service to solve you're not service to others like you're just very in the middle you're hanging out there and then it feels like something lights up in you or awakens and there's an excitement to realize yourself or to serve others it could look like that yeah cool yeah that helps a lot that helps a lot yeah yeah for me that helped a lot yeah i i felt like you sharing the extra couple sentences about it at least for for me energetically in that moment in this specific exchange it basically took me to a place of like okay holy crap there's so much more behind this that you've really thought about and that really helped yeah yeah i love that great yeah like a thing that richard said the guy that we did the calling work with that the the word and the world are totally different and so yeah i think the words don't always convey that yeah and and maybe it's not just the words but it's also the the energetic expression behind the word because just play play for a second my calling is people are inspired my calling is people are inspired you just want me to say it with more it's it's up to you you know you get but it's just there's a there's an interesting juxtaposition in terms of that's another good point just to cross people's callings in general is that there's just the energy level behind it like today on the actually i can't say this but in the no limit society group there was a specific instance of somebody sharing their calling from a place that was energetically like you could tell that that wasn't necessarily that final expression of it and the person very clearly was like yeah yeah it's not the final expression of the blah blah blah type thing and so that's also interesting that we can sort of help we're helping each other with that process which is cool yeah yeah but that you unpacked that really well that was helpful Hilary what's yours again yeah well Gina actually helped me as well because mine was very wordy at first so i like i kind of broke it down a little my first calling that i like came up with was people remembering their divine infinity through unconditional love and it felt like the simpler the better like that was a lot to unpack so now i changed it to people experiencing divine love and it's all inclusive right it's literally all the remembrance like when you feel that divine unconditional no limitation feeling of just like love that we all are at our core it can't help but remind you of the divine infinity that we are as well so i think the simpler the better so people experiencing divine love some of that it's a lot of beautiful similarity with people knowing they are the source of love also cool yeah very very aligned and sink i'm gonna do a little episode on this with our audience and just people playing with their callings and i'll mention mine on that episode but briefly my calling is people experiencing truth and i would even for those that are watching right now i would say that one of the most profound activities which gina mentioned is that this idea of calling is to recognize what is your north star what is your transcendent noble aim what is the reason why you took physical focus in this incarnation why what are you here to bring as a gift as a firework into the collective and that might be just anything from like being a good parent all the way up to it might be providing a billion people with clean water that don't have access to it so it can be anything and so that's a practice that's also been proved by the psychological literature as well where if you have some sort of a a noble aim you can find any how as a said so with a large enough will you can find any how you'll actualize that so it's a really important activity and we'll do a little video about it soon on the on the channel so yeah i love it because it's really it feels like an aim in a way it also just feels it is just what you are it is just your essence that you are radiating it's just war it's your being in a more in a more true sense beyond your personality beyond all these layers and so it feels like a it has been feeling to me like a re-centering it's like re-centering in my own natural essence your calling is what you are it's just obscured was another quote from the Richard and Bantino session yeah yeah that's what you are and so the physical manifestation of that could be so many things but it's just what you are and so you can bring it to every single interaction every single thing that you do every yeah anything yeah it's beautiful yeah it's the blue in the blue the blue in the blueprint yeah like the blue of the blueprint or like you can see also the the paper that the blueprint is the the most fundamental substance of the the mind the mind phenomena and yeah the the individuated expression calling is the fingerprint the calling is the fingerprint the calling is the the iris your unique around your pupil the pupils that shared impersonal observer and the iris is the unique firework of that form so what is the unique iris what is the unique fingerprint what is the unique blue in the blueprint what is the unique calling the more that your calling is aligned with global awakening or enlightenment the more that you will feel like you're perpetually working on becoming more purified around serviced other people whereas if you're calling if what you put in that north star location has something to do with maya with the illusion if you put a car or a house or a relationship into that position you will inevitably suffer because that's not really your calling you just have your attention on it but it's not it's never a car is never going to be your true essence as an individuated expression i came into physical focus so that i could own a Mustang you know or i could own a Ferrari or i could have a $400,000 house like that's why i came here so i could own this house i needed that as an experience yeah that's funny it's a good one let's wrap i'm feeling that yeah all right let's do it should we wrap with the meditation all right let's do it sink back into awareness into being into presence into the timeless perfection that we already are the very formless i am shared impersonal eternal the first attribute of the absolute awareness and what happens when you make even that attribute of awareness an object and transcend even that what ineffability remains realize you are that another way to say it you are not the lover awareness you are not the love being unified field energies and you are not the beloved which is the appearances the the mind the the light itself you are the heart you are the heart in the three of them abide as that abide abide by abide abide by abide by yeah thank you thank you it's exciting yeah i look forward to more of these Costa Rica 2021 sessions so we'll keep doing these as they blossom and thanks everyone for tuning in We love you very much. 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It's DDK and I'm back today with another spark video. Here's how to everybody tune in. If you want to subscribe, make sure you subscribe and give me a thumbs up and do not skip those ads. It is June 1st and it's time to get to this bag before we get to the video. Look, did you pay that rent today? Did you pay that mortgage today? Did you pay that credit card bill to keep it real? Let me know if you're true. Comment below and let me know. In this video we did the lunch shift for all the way sparked up 11 o'clock on. We got it in. We came to win, baby. I hope you guys enjoyed the video. Also, if you want to win some of the free merch, or you have news to email me at romantosavisagmail.com, send me a picture so you can subscribe to the channel and earn your chance to win. Let's go roll up these dividends. I'm delivering one order, 14 items, 3.2 miles for $23.50. When you give us that money, we want it crispy. Let's go. Order number of the food. All order six miles for $23.05. Just thank God you were live. Let's go. Here, this joint set is going to be closed, baby. Hopefully they come to this door. I know somebody. We got to talk to somebody. In this zone, they said it's going to be closed 31st and the 1st. They reopened it on 2 Thursday at 11am. Look at that. That cheddar cheese sauce, baby. Cheddar cheese sauce for a boss. Maybe I'm just going to try to call this number on here if they... I ain't never been in this. I don't know which way to go. Hey, how you doing, Ron? This is Jerome. I'm here with your Sam's Club owner. It's a few cars here. It's a car where the guy is sitting outside. I thought I saw someone in the inside. All righty. Get busy, baby. Talk to the guy right now. Actually, I'll just open up this door for you. All righty, thank you. The owner was just talking to him. I had to go to the side door. This cheese got a little weight to it. It ain't going to lie to y'all.  Jumping like it's hot. You know what I'm talking about? That dolly for the... Ah, it dropped like it's hot. Dolly for the wind. Time to get it in. Oh, man. Let me try to turn this on first. Hold on. Everyone's off, baby. I might bend this dolly. I don't know. This joint. These joints extra heavy. Would you mind pushing this up for me? I was rolling it all, man. It's kind of hard because I don't want to bend it because it's not that sturdy. Yeah. Thank you very much, sir. Yeah, the other brand we get, they do like a whole box. So it's way easier. Dude, as soon as you started bending it the wrong way, they don't stop. And they have a little weight to them, too. It ain't like it's sweet. How you doing, sir? I appreciate it. I'm in here slipping. You want to push that for me? Oh, you want to pull it up? Yeah. Thank you very much, sir. I appreciate it. Are we stuck in here now? Oh, you're stuck in this joint. Let me make sure. Oh, can you sign for me, sir? Thank you very much. You guys have a good one. Yes, sir. Let's go. Order number three. It's time to get back to this cheese. I'm number 22 out of six more more miles for 2450. It's time to get busy. Let's go. We are here. We're walking up to Walmart right now. Wow. It's time for us to get busy. So the first thing I like to do is once I get in there, right, I like to look at all items. So I start looking at the aisles. So like A5 section 11, I like to check out every aisle and I want to go in order. So one, two, three, four, five, six, seven. So I can know which items I need to go get first. So we're about to get this car and we're about to get busy. Y'all ready? Let's go. Right here, baby. We just got everything at the store. Now it's time for us to drop this off at the house, baby. But I want to tell you guys this. Usually when I do the shopping deliveries, I always try to let the associate know which is the person working at Walmart. This is the shopping delivery order for Spark. But there was no one around for me to do that to this time. So I just had to scan it. And sometimes it's going to ask you to, it's going to say wait for associate. And then you got to wait for the associate to come. And then you're going to scan like one or two items. And then once they scan the items, they might look at a few more and then you can go on your merry way. But it's time for us to go get this cake. Let's go. We are here to drop off the shopping delivery order. Get in order, baby. This is the easy part. Once you do the hard part of the shopping, it was the hard part for me. It may be easy, but it's some other people. They said they're going to have a day open for me. So I just need to slide. Slide. Or they're going to slide. Talk like it's out. Pop right there. Doorbell. Knock on the door. Just in case you want to come out and get busy. Got to move kind of shifty, baby. You got to know the rules. How you doing, sir? You doing. I'm doing great. I can't complain. I'm still living. All right, hey, that's all that counts, man. Yes, sir.  That's the zekka. That's the zekka. That's the zekka I like to hear. I like to hear. I like to hear. Grab that back there. The bird feed is right there. You have a great day, sir. Start that, John. Are we gone? For 1964, you know we're going to go. Order number five. We're on a 1.8 miles. For 1759, we ought to go out to the end of time. But guess what? It does get the way we going bald. Let's put it all in this big bag right here. I see y'all got a lot of people waiting on. For real? I'm going to just put that right here on the side, too. Does this normally happen or is this every so often? Sometimes. COVID's rising. It is, again? Jeez. Yeah. Appreciate you, boss. You have a good one. Hopefully everything gets you better for you. Join off, baby. It's time for us to get busy. We're about to move kind of shifty. The dust can contain alcohol, so hopefully answer the door. I might have to call them. If not, if they don't answer the buzzer. We just need it. Let me in. Oh, these are some janky buzzers, too. I forgot all about that. Sheesh. How you doing? Walmart order? You got your ID? I got to get the ID. Here you go, boss. I'm glad you're down here, because that thing don't ever work right for me. Of course. I love to take this hit. You got a sign right here. I appreciate you, boss. You want me to help you or you good? I appreciate you. You want me to just sit everything right here or? Oh, yeah. All right. Yes, sir. Keep you happy and go to that stove, man, because there's so many people over there. Yo, our car broke down, so we're in. Aw. Yeah, but you be smooth. Stay up, man. Oh, man. My God, hook them up with the extra three ski, baby. Look, don't throw me with the goods. I don't ask me, do I want a ticket? Absolutely, definitely. Come on with it, baby. Let's go get this money. Order number six. Are y'all ready for the pitch? Order number 26 out of 4.8 miles for $29.50. When you give us our money, we want it crispy. I just want to tell you this, baby, today has been going very, very slow. As of right now, I would not recommend the afternoon shift, baby. I'm just telling you right now. The morning shift is way better, because we get way more tenor, and hopefully we can do better. Let's go. Baby, just like that, when I move, you move. Just like that. At least the door is closed, baby, so we can get busy real quick. Something like it's hot in Doreal. Just in case you want to come out here and get busy. I'm like trying to run it up real quickly. Let's go. Drop this right here. Then we got to get that bag, so we can get this bag. Just like that right there. I'm actually going to move this gatorade right here. Bam, so put the piece on top of there. You know what I'm saying? Like so. I'm going to head to the front. Let's go. Step back. Hit it with the full yard noodles. Matt, let's go. Order number seven. Thank God for his blessings. All right, then. One more shift to the limit. 4.5 miles for 24.50. We about to get this grip, G. Y'all see what's going on, baby. We went in there and got too busy. Well, my business party got busy while I dropped out the other order. And I think that's why we obviously started doing it, right? She going there to shop and I go drop out the orders. I don't know if we might start doing that. I don't know, baby. But come on below and let me know what you think you should do. But I know she'd be tired from going on that shopping, man. That shopping would be critical. I ain't going to lie. Like, I like to do shopping deliveries. The payout is better. But sometimes that's going to be critical, man. It'll make you get tired. It'll make you get exhausted more so than just picking up the order and dropping it off. Either way, go. Y'all know we about to go. Let's go. Order number eight. Don't be good. Be great. And don't hate. Oh, hold on. Want my water? Two miles for 20, 39. We ought to go out to the end of time. Let's go. And guess what? It's a permit. We have to go up the stairs. Of course we do. Why wouldn't we? Why wouldn't anything else happen? So I might can do this. Let me see. I'm going to carry this under this arm. These baby things right here. Bam. And I'm going to put this under this left arm, baby. And we're going to scram. We're going to get out this jam.    You don't know about that. Tell me below and let me know if you know about that. They're supposed to meet me at this back door up here. I'm barely pinned through these stairs because I'm wide right now. Walk sideways, baby. I'm sure she's going to move it right here. Oh. Let me see. I'm going to put this down. Bam. Bam. Bam. Bam. Bam. Bam. Oh. How did she get here, baby? I got up here fast, huh? You want me? Is it close by here or? Yeah, it is. OK. Yes, man. Thank you. OK. Is it right here? All right. You're welcome. No, not that much. You're welcome. And I need a signature. All right. Thank you. Have a good one. Just like that, it is the end of the video. I hope you guys enjoyed the content. We made 203. 22. Y'all saw what we came to do. Look at the power. What? It's 248. We came and got to that cake. So this is a lunch shift from 11 to 248. We ran it up, baby. But I hope you guys enjoyed the video. Again, if you want to chance to win something free merch, all you have to do is to email me at growingtimesviewsatgmail.com. Send me a picture so you subscribe to the channel and earn your chance to win. Lock in tomorrow because we're getting it back in again. I'll see you guys on the next one. We going, we going, we going. You already know this, did he, K? And I'm on my way.