Book 2, Chapter 2 of Marcella. Well, Marcella, have you and Lady Winterbourne arranged your classes? Mrs. Boyce was stooping over a piece of needlework beside the window in the mellow drawing-room, trying to catch the rapidly fading light. It was one of the last days of December. Marcella had just come in from the village rather early, for they were expecting a visitor to arrive about tea-time, and had thrown herself tired into a chair near her mother. We have got about ten or twelve of the younger women to join. None of the old ones will come, said Marcella. Lady Winterbourne has heard of a capital teacher from Dunstable, and we hope to get started next week. There is money enough to pay wages for three months. In spite of her fatigue, her eye was bright and restless. The energy of thought and action from which she had just emerged still breathed from every limb and feature. Where have you got the money? Mrs. Rayburn has managed it, said Marcella briefly. Mrs. Boyce gave a slight shrug of the shoulders. And afterwards what is to become of your product? There is a shop Lady Winterbourne knows will take what we make if it turns out well. Of course, we don't expect to pay our way. Marcella gave her explanations with a certain stiffness of self-defense. She and Lady Winterbourne had evolved a scheme for reviving and improving the local industry of straw-plating, which, after years of decay, seemed now on the brink of final disappearance. The village women who could at present earn a few pence a week by the coarser kinds of work were to be instructed, not only in the finer and better paid sorts, but also in the making up of the plate when done, and the blocking of hats and bonnets. Processes hitherto carried on exclusively at one or two large centres. You don't expect to pay your way, repeated Mrs. Boyce. What? Never. Well, we shall give twelve to fourteen shillings a week wages. We shall find the materials and the room, and prices are very low. The whole trade depressed. Mrs. Boyce laughed. I see. How many workers do you expect to get together? Oh, eventually about two hundred in the three villages. It will regenerate the whole life, said Marcella. A sudden ray from the inner warmth escaping her against her will. Mrs. Boyce smiled again and turned her work so as to see it better. Does Aldous understand what you were letting him in for? Marcella flushed. Perfectly. It is ransom. That's all. And he is ready to take your view of it. Oh, he thinks us economically unsound, of course, said Marcella impatiently. So we are. All care for the human being under the present state of things is economically unsound, but he likes it no more than I do. Well, lucky for you he has a long purse, said Mrs. Boyce likely. But I gather, Marcella, you don't insist upon his spending it all on straw-plating. He told me yesterday he had taken the Hartford Street House. We shall live quite simply, said Marcella quickly. What? No carriage? Marcella hesitated. A carriage saves time, and if one goes about much it does not cost so much more than cabs. So you mean to go about much? Lady Winterbourne talks to me of presenting you in May. That's Miss Rayburn, cried Marcella. She says I must, and all the family would be scandalised if I didn't go. But you can't imagine she stopped and took off her hat, pushing the hair back from her forehead. A look of worry and excitement had replaced the radiant glow of her first resting moments. That you like it, said Mrs. Boyce bluntly. Well, I don't know. Most young women like pretty gowns and great functions and prominent positions. I don't call you an ascetic, Marcella. Marcella winced. One has to fit oneself to circumstances, she said proudly. One may hate the circumstances, but one can't escape them. Oh, I don't think you will hate your circumstances, my dear. You would be very foolish if you did.  No, said Marcella shortly. I have not asked Papa nor anybody. It was only settled this morning. Your father told me hurriedly as he went out. You ought to have two thousand a year of your own. The tone was dry, and the speaker's look as she turned towards her daughter in it a curious hostility. But Marcella did not notice so mother's manner. It is too much, she said in a low voice. She had thrown back her head against the chair in which she sat, and her half-troubled eyes were wandering over the darkening expanse of lawn and avenue. He said he wished you to feel perfectly free to live your own life and to follow out your own projects. Oh, for a person of projects, my dear, it is not so much. You will do well to husband it. Keep it for yourself. Get what you want out of it, not what other people want. Again Marcella's attention missed the note of agitation in her mother's sharp manner. A soft look, a look of compunction, passed across her face. Mrs. Boyce began to put her working things away, finding it too dark to do any more. By the way, said the mother suddenly, I suppose you will be going over to help him in his canvassing this next few weeks. Your father says the election will be certainly in February. Marcella moved uneasily. He knows, she said at last, that I don't agree with him in so many things.  They are nothing but a step backwards. Mrs. Boyce lifted her eyebrows. That's unlucky. He tells me it is likely to be his chief work in the new parliament. Isn't it on the whole probable that he knows more about the country than you do, Marcella? Marcella sat up with sudden energy and gathered her walking things together. It isn't knowledge that's the question, Mamar. It's the principle of the thing. I may know anything, but the people whom I follow know. There are the two sides of thought, the two ways of looking at things. I warned Aldous when he asked me to marry him, which I belonged to, and he accepted it. Mrs. Boyce's thin, fine mouth curled a little. So you suppose that Aldous had his wits about him on that great occasion as much as you had? Marcella first started, then quivered with nervous indignation. Mother, she said, I can't bear it. It's not the first time that you have talked as though I had taken some unfair advantage, made an unworthy bargain. It is too hard, too. Other people may think what they like, but that you—her voice failed her, and the tears came into her eyes. She was tired and overexcited, and the contrast between the atmosphere of flattery and consideration which surrounded her in Aldous's company in the village or at the winter-borns, and this tone which her mother so often took with her when they were alone was at the moment hardly to be endured. Mrs. Boyce looked up more gravely. You misunderstand me, my dear, she said quietly. I allow myself to wonder at you a little. But I think no hard things of you ever. I believe you like Aldous. Really, mama! cried Marcella half hysterically. Mrs.  If you are going to take off your things, she said, please tell William that there will be six or seven at tea. You said, I think, that Mr. Rayburn was going to bring Mr. Hallin. Yes, and Frank Levin is coming. When will Mr. Wharton be here? Oh, in ten minutes or so, if his train is punctual. I hear your father just coming in. Marcella went away and Mrs. Boyce was left a few minutes alone. Her thin hands lay idle a moment on her lap and, leaning towards the window beside her, she looked out an instant into the snowy twilight. Her mind was full of its usual calm scorn for those, her daughter included, who supposed that the human lot was to be mended by a rise in weekly wages or that suffering has any necessary dependence on the amount of commodities of which a man disposes. What hardship is there in starving and scrubbing and toiling? Had she ever seen a labourer's wife scrubbing her cottage floor without envy, without moral thirst? Is it these things that kill or any of the great simple griefs and burdens? Doth man live by bread alone? The whole language of social and charitable enthusiasm often raised in her a kind of exasperation. So Marcella would be rich, excessively rich, even now. Outside the amount settled upon her, the figures of Aldous Rayburn's present income, irrespective of the inheritance which would come to him on his grandfather's death, were a good deal beyond what even Mr. Boyce, upon whom the daily spectacle of the Maxwell wealth exercised a certain angering effect, had supposed. Mrs. Boyce had received the news of the engagement with astonishment, but her after-acceptance of the situation had been marked by all her usual philosophy. Probably behind the philosophy there was much secret relief. Marcella was provided for. Not the fondest or most contriving mother could have done more for her than she had at one stroke done for herself. During the early autumn, Mrs. Boyce had experienced some moments of sharp pre-vision as to what her future relations might be towards this strong and restless daughter, so determined to conquer a world her mother had renounced. Now all was clear, and a very shrewd observer could allow her mind to play freely with the ironies of the situation. As to Aldous Rayburn, she had barely spoken to him before the day when Marcella announced the engagement, and the lover a few hours later had claimed her daughter at the mother's hands with an emotion to which Mrs. Boyce found her usual difficulty in responding. She had done her best, however, to be gracious and to mask her surprise that he should have proposed that Lord Maxwell should have consented and that Marcella should have so likely fallen a victim. One surprise, however, had to be confessed, at least to herself. After her interview with her future son-in-law, Mrs. Boyce realised that for the first time for fifteen years she was likely to admit a new friend. The impression made upon him by her own singular personality had translated itself in feelings and language which, against her will as it were, established an understanding, an affinity. That she had involuntarily aroused in him the profoundest and most chivalrous pity was plain to her. Yet for the first time in her life she did not resent it, and Marcella watched her mother's attitude with a mixture of curiosity and relief. Then followed talk of an early wedding, communications from Lord Maxwell to Mr. Boyce of a civil and formal kind, a good deal more notice from the county, and finally this definite statement from Aldous Rayburn as to the settlement he proposed to make upon his wife, and the joint income which he and she would have immediately at their disposal. Under all these growing and palpable evidences of Marcella's future wealth and position, Mrs. Boyce had shown her usual restless and ironic spirit. But of late and especially today, restlessness had become oppression. While Marcella was so speedily to become the rich and independent woman, they themselves, Marcella's mother and father, were very poor, in difficulties even, and likely to remain so. She gathered from her husband's grumbling that the provision of a suitable true so for Marcella would tax his resources to their utmost. How long would it be before they were sleeping in Marcella's purse? Mrs. Boyce's self-tommenting soul was possessed by one of those nightmares her pride had brought upon her in grim succession during these fifteen years. And this pride, strong towards all the world, was nowhere so strong or so indomitable at this moment as towards her own daughter. They were practically strangers to each other, and they jarred. To inquire where the fault lay would have seemed to Mrs. Boyce futile. Darkness had come on fast, and Mrs. Boyce was in the act of ringing for lights when her husband entered. Where's Marcella? he asked, as he threw himself into a chair with the air of irritable fatigue which was now habitual to him. He only gone to take off her things and tell William about tea. She will be down directly. Does she know about that settlement? Yes, I told her. But not, I think, unsuitable. The world cannot be reformed on nothing. Reformed fiddle-sticks said Mr. Boyce angrily.  Where does she get it from? Why did you let her go about in London with those people? She may be spoiled for good. Ten to one she'll make a laughing stock of herself and everyone belonging to her before she's done. Well, that is Mr. Rayburn's affair. I mean to account more than Marcella does if I were she. But probably she knows best. Of course she does. He has lost his head. Anyone can see that. While she is in the room, he's like a man possessed. It doesn't sit well on that kind of fellow.  I told him half the settlement would be ample. She would only spend the rest on nonsense. You told him that? Yes, I did. Oh, with an angry look at her, I suppose you thought I should want to sponge upon her. I was much obliged to you, as usual. A red spot rose in his wife's thin cheek. But she turned and answered him gently, so gently, that he had the rare sensation of having triumphed over her. He allowed himself to be mollified, and she stood there over the fire, chatting with him for some time. A friendly natural note in her voice which was rare and insensibly soothed him like an opiate. She chatted about Marcella's trousseau gowns, detailing her own contrivances for economy, about the probable day of the wedding, the latest gossip of the election, and so on. He sat shading his eyes from the firelight, and now and then throwing in a word or two. The inmost soul of him was very piteous, harrowed often by a new dread, the dread of dying. The woman beside him held him in the hollow of her hand. In the long wrestle between her nature and his, she had conquered. His fear of her and his need of her had even come to supply the place of a dozen ethical instincts he was naturally without. Some discomfort, probably physical, seemed at last to break up his moment of rest. Well, I tell you, I often wish it were the other man, he said with some impatience. Raban so damned superior, I suppose I offended him by what I said of Marcella's whims and the risk of letting her control so much money at her age, and with her ideas. You never saw such an heir, all very quiet, of course. He buttoned his coat and got up to go as though I were no more worth considering than the table. Neither he nor his precious grandfather need alarm themselves. I shan't trouble them as a visitor. If I shock them, they bore me, so we're quits. Marcella will have to come here if she wants to see her father, you mean Mr. Wharton by the other man, said Mrs. Boyce, not defending herself or elders? Yes, of course. But he came on the scene just too late, worse luck. Why wouldn't he have done just as well? He's as mad as she, madder. He believes all the rubbish she does talks such rot, the people tell me, in his meetings. But then he's good company, he amuses you. You don't need to be on your peas and cues with him. Why wouldn't she have taken up with him? He goes, they could have rubbed along. He's not the man to starve when there are game pies going. It's just bad luck. Mrs. Boyce smiled a little. What there is to make you suppose that she would have inclined to him, I don't exactly see. She has been taken up with Mr. Rayburn, really, from the first week of her arrival here. Well, I daresay, there was no one else, said her husband, Testerly. That's natural enough. It's just what I say. All I know is, Wharton shall be free to use this house just as he pleases during his canvassing, whatever the Rayburns may say. He bent forward and poked the somewhat sluggish fire with a violence which hindered rather than helped it. Mrs. Boyce's smile had quite vanished. She perfectly understood all that was implied, whether in his instinctive dislike of oldest Rayburn, or in his cordiality towards young Wharton. After a minute's silence he got up again and left the room, walking, as she observed, with difficulty. She stopped a minute or so in the same place after he had gone, turning her rings absently on her thin fingers. She was thinking of some remarks which Dr. Clark, the excellent and experienced local doctor, had made to her on the occasion of his last visit. With all the force of her strong will she had set herself to disbelieve them, with subtle effects already. Finally she too went upstairs, bidding Marcella, whom she met coming down, hurry William with the tea, as Mr. Wharton might arrive any moment. Marcella saw the room shut up, the large, shabby, beautiful room. The lamps brought in, fresh wood thrown on the fire to make it blaze, and the tea-table set out. Then she sat herself down on a low chair by the fire, covered with her elbows on her knees, and her hands clasped in front of her. Her black dress revealed her fine, full throat and her white wrists, for she had an impatience of restraint anywhere, and wore frills and falls of black lace, where other people would have followed the fashion in high collars and closed wristbands. What must have struck anyone with an observant eye as she sat thus, thrown into beautiful light by the blaze of the wood fire was the massiveness of the head compared with the nervous delicacy of much of the face, the thinness of the wrist, and of the long and slender foot raised on the fender. It was perhaps the great thickness and full wave of the hair which gave the head its breadth, but the effect was singular and would have been heavy but for the glow of the eyes which balanced it. She was thinking, as a fiancée should, she would have told us and their marriage, which had been fixed for the end of February, yet not apparently with any rapturous absorption. There was a great deal to plan and her mind was full of business who was to look after her various village schemes while she and Lady Winterbourne were away in London. Mary Harden had hardly brains enough, dear little thing as she was. They must find some capable woman and pay her. The Cravens were, of course, that she was on the high road to the most degrading of roles, the role of Lady Bountiful. But there were Lady Bountifuls and Lady Bountifuls and the role itself was inevitable. It all depended upon how it was managed in the interest of what ideas. She must somehow renew her relations with the Cravens in town. It would certainly be in her power now to help them and their projects forward a little. Of course, they would distrust her, but that she would get over. All the time she was listening mechanically for the hall-door bell, which, however, across the distances of the great rambling house, it was not easy to hear. Their coming guest was not much in her mind. She tacitly assumed that her father would look after him. On the two or three occasions when they had met during the last three months, including his luncheon at Mella on the day after her engagement, her thoughts had been too full to allow her to take much notice of him, picturesque and amusing as he seemed to be. Of late, he had not been much in the neighbourhood. There had been a slack time for both candidates, which was now to give way to a fresh period of hard canvassing in view of the election which everybody expected at the end of February. But Alders was to bring Edward Hallinn. That interested her. She felt an intense curiosity to see and know Hallinn coupled with a certain nervousness. The impression she might be able to make on him would be in some sense an earnest of her future. Suddenly something undefinable, a slight sound, a current of air, made her turn her head. To her amazement she saw a young man in the doorway looking at her with smiling eyes and quietly drawing off his gloves. She sprang up with a feeling of annoyance. Mr. Wharton. Oh, must you, he said with a movement of one hand as though to stop her. Couldn't you stay like that? At first I thought there was nobody in the room. Your servant is grappling with my bags, which arise the sand of the sea for multitude, so I wandered in by myself. Then I saw you and the fire and the room. It was like a bit of music. It was mere wanton waste to interrupt it. Marcella flushed as she very stiffly shook hands with him. I did not hear the front door. She said coldly. My mother will be here directly. May I give you some tea? Thanks. No, I knew you did not hear me. That delighted me. It showed what charming things there are in the world that have no spectators.  What a heavenly old place, especially in these half-lights. There was a raw sun when I was here before, but now he stood in front of the fire, looking round the great room and at the few small lamps making their scanty light amid the flame-lit darkness. His hands were loosely crossed behind his back and his boyish face in its setting of curls shone with content and self-possession. Well, said Marcella bluntly, I should prefer a little more light to live by. Perhaps when you have fallen downstairs here in the dark as often as I have, you may too. He laughed.  He flung himself into a chair beside the tea-table, looking up with gay interrogation as Marcella handed him his cup. She was a good deal surprised by him. On the few occasions of their previous meetings, these bright eyes and this pronounced manner had been, at any rate towards herself, much less free and evident. She began to recover the start he had given her, and to study him with a half-unwilling curiosity. Then Mello will please you, she said dryly, in answer to his remark, carrying her own tea meanwhile to a chair on the other side of the fire. My father never bought anything. My father can't. I believe we have chairs enough to sit down upon, but we have no curtains to half the windows. Can I give you anything? For he had risen and was looking over the tea-tray. Oh, but I must, he said discontentedly. I must have enough sugar in my tea. I gave you more than the average, she said, with a sudden little leap of laughter, as she came to his aid. Do all your principles break down like this? I was going to suggest that you might like some of that fire taken away, and she pointed to the pile of blazing logs which now filled up the great chimney. That fire, he said, shivering and moving up to it. Have you any idea what sort of a wind you keep up here on these hills on a night like this? And to think that in this weather with a barometer that laughs in your face when you try to move it, I have three meetings tomorrow night. When one loves the people with a large pea, he said, Marcella, one mustn't mindwinds. He flashed a smile at her, answering to the sparkle of her look, then applied himself to his tea and toasted bun again, with the dainty deliberation of one enjoying every sip and bite. No. But if only the people didn't live so far apart. Some murderous person wanted them to have only one neck. I want them to have only one ear. Only then, unfortunately, everybody would speak well, which would bring things round to dullness again. Does Mr. Rayburn make you think very bad things of me, Miss Boyce? He bent forward to her as he spoke, his blue eyes, all candour and mirth. Marcella started. How can he? she said abruptly. I am not a conservative. Not a conservative, he said joyously. Oh, but impossible!  He pointed to the local newspaper, Freshly Cut, which lay on a table at Marcella's elbow. Sometimes, said Marcella, embarrassed, there is so little time. In truth, she had hardly given his candidature a thought since the day Aldous proposed to her. She had been far too much taken up with her own prospects, with Lady Winterbourne's friendship and her village schemes. He laughed. Of course there is. When is the great event to be? I didn't mean that, said Marcella, stiffly. Lady Winterbourne and I have been trying to start some village workshops. We have been working and talking and writing morning, noon and night. Oh, I know, yes, I heard of it. And you really think anything is going to come of finnicking little schemes of that sort? His dry change of tone drew a quick look from her. The fresh-coloured face was transformed. In place of easy mirth and mischief she read an acute and half contemptuous attention. I don't know what you mean, she said slowly after a pause. Or rather, I do know quite well. You tell papa, didn't you?  Not half and half, as all the world is, but the real thing. And of course, you want great changes. You don't like anything that might strengthen the upper class with the people. But that is nonsense. You can't get the changes for a long, long time. And meanwhile, people must be clothed and fed and kept alive.  His lip twitched, but he kept his gravity. You would be much better employed in forming a branch of the agricultural union, he said decidedly. What is the good of playing Lady Bounterford to a decayed industry? All that is childish. We want the means of revolution. The people who are for reform shouldn't waste money and time on fads. I understand all that, she said scornfully, her quick breath rising and falling. Perhaps you don't know that I was a member of the Venturist Society in London. What you say doesn't sound very new to me. His seriousness disappeared in laughter. He hastily put down his cup and, stepping over to her, held out his hand. You, a Venturist, so am I! Joy! Won't you shake hands with me as comrades should? We are a very mixed set of people, you know, and between ourselves I don't know that we are coming too much. But we can make an alderman dream of the guillotine. That is always something. Oh, but now we can talk on quite a new footing. She had given him her hand for an instant, withdrawing it with shy rapidity, and he had thrown himself into a chair again, with his arms behind his head and the air of one reflecting happily on a changed situation. Quite a new footing, he repeated thoughtfully. But it is a little surprising. What does Mr. Rayburn say to it? Nothing. He cares just as much about the poor as you or I, please understand. He doesn't choose my way, but he won't interfere with it. Ah, that is like him, like Aldous. Marcel has started. You don't mind my calling him by his Christian name sometimes? It drops out. We used to meet as boys together at the Levens. The Levens are my cousins. He was a big boy, and I was a little one. But he didn't like me. You see, I was a little beast. His air of appealing candour could not have been more engaging. Yes, I fear I was a little beast, and he was, even then, and always, the good and beautiful. You don't understand Greek, do you, Miss Boyce? But he was very good to me. I got into an awful scrape once. I let out a pair of eagle owls that used to be kept in the courtyard. Sir Charles loved them a great deal more than his babies. I let them out at night for pure wickedness, and they came to fearful ends in the park. I was to have been sent home next day in the most unnecessary and penal hurry. But Oldus interposed said he would look after me for the rest of the holidays. And then you tormented him. Oh, no, he said with gentle complacency. Oh, no, I never torment anybody. But one must enjoy oneself, you know. What else can one do? Then afterwards, when we were older, somehow I don't know. But we didn't get on. It is very sad. I wish he thought better of me. The last words were said with a certain change of tone. And sitting up, he laid the tips of his fingers together on his knees with a little plaintive air. Marcella's eyes danced with amusement. But she looked away from him to the fire and would not answer. You don't help me out. You don't console me. It's unkind of you. Don't you think it a melancholy fate to be always admiring the people who detest you? Don't admire them, she said merrily. His eyebrows lifted. That, he said dryly, is disloyal.   Well, but now, now, he drew his chair eagerly towards hers, the pose of a minute before thrown to the winds. Do let us understand each other a little more before people come. She nodded. You read it? Is it the labour clarion? I take it in. Capital, he cried. Then I know now why I found a copy in the village here. You lent it to a man called Herd. I did. Whose wife worships you? Whose good angel you have been? Do I know something about you or do I not? Well, now, are you satisfied that I bought the thing last year in a moribund condition with the old staff? Oh, we will certainly take counsel together about it, most certainly. But first I have been boasting of knowing something about you, but I should like to ask, do you know anything about me? Both laughed. Then Marcelo tried to be serious. Well, I, I believe you have some land. Eight, he nodded. I am a Lincolnshire landowner. I am a very rich, and I have a lot of money to be tolerably poor on and enough to play tricks with. I have a cooperative farm, for instance. At present I have lent them a goodish sum of money and remitted them their first half years rent. Not so far a paying speculation. But it will do some day. Meanwhile the estate wants money and my plans and I want money badly. I propose to make the labour clarion pay if I can. That will give me more time than the bar. The bar, she said, a little mystified but following every word with a fascinated attention. I made myself a barrister three years ago to please my mother. She thought I should do better in Parliament if ever I got in. Did you ever hear of my mother? There was no escaping these Frank smiling questions. No, said Marcelo honestly. Well, asked Lord Maxwell, he said, laughing. And she was wild about some woman's grievance or other. She always maintained that she got the better of him. No doubt he was left with a different impression. Well, my mother, most people thought her mad. Perhaps she was. But then somehow I loved her. He was still smiling. But at the last words a charming vibration crept into the words. And his eyes sought her with a young open demand for sympathy. Is that so rare, she asked him, laughing, instinctively defending her own feeling as it should be snatched from her by any make-believe. Yes, as we loved each other, it is rare. My father died when I was ten. She would not send me to school and I was always in her pocket. I shared all her interests. She was a wild woman, but she lived as not one person in twenty lives. Then he sighed. Marcelo was too shy to imitate his readiness to ask questions. But she supposed that his mother must be dead. Indeed, now vaguely remembered to have heard as much. There was a little silence. Please tell me, she said suddenly, why do you attack my straw-plating? Is a cooperative farm any less of a stop-gap? Instantly his face changed.  I can't argue it out now. There is so much to say, but do listen. I have a meeting in the village here next week to preach land nationalisation. We mean to try and form a branch of the labourer's union. Will you come?" Marcelo hesitated. I think so, she said slowly. There was a pause. Then she raised her eyes and found his fixed upon her. A sudden sympathy of youth, excitement, pleasure seemed to rise between them. She had a quick impression of lightness, grace, of an open brow setting coals of a look more intimate, inquisitive commanding than any she had yet met. May I speak to you, Miss? said a voice at the door. Marcelo rose hastily. Her mother's maid was standing there. She hurried across the room. What is the matter, Deacon?  I am to tell you she can't come down. Your father is ill and she is sent for Dr. Clark. But you are pleased not to go up. Will you give the gentleman their tea and she will come down before they go if she can? Marcelo had turned pale. May I go, Deacon? What is it?  Nothing can be done till the doctor comes. She begged particular that you wouldn't go up, Miss. She doesn't want anyone put out. At the same moment there was a ring at the outer door. Oh, there is Aldous, cried Marcelo with relief, and she ran out into the hall to meet him. End of Book Two, Chapter Two Book Two, Chapter Three of Marcelo This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org Recording by Paul Stevens. Marcelo by Mrs. Humphrey Ward Book Two, Chapter Three Aldous advanced into the inner hall at sight of Marcelo. Leaving his companions behind in the vestibule taking off their coats. Papa is ill, she said to him hastily. Mama has sent for Dr. Clark. She won't let me go up and wants us to take no notice and have tea without her. I'm so sorry. Can we do anything? The dog cart is here with a fast horse. If your messenger went on foot. Oh, no! They are short of centre-boy and the pony. I don't know why, but I have had a pre-sentiment for a long time past that Papa was going to be ill. She looked white and excited. She had turned back to the drawing-room forgetting the other guests, he walking beside her. As they passed along the dim hall Aldous had her hand close in his and when they passed under an archway at the further end he stooped suddenly in the shadows and kissed the hand. Touch, kiss, had the clinging the intensity of passion. They were the expression of all that had lain vibrating at the man's innermost heart during the dark drive while he had been chatting with his two companions. My darling, I hope not. Would you rather not see strangers? Shall I send Hallyn and young Levin away? They would understand at once. Oh, no! Mr. Wharton is here anyway, staying. Where is Mr. Hallyn? I had forgotten him. Aldous turned and called. Mr. Hallyn and young Frank Levin divining something unusual were looking at the pictures in the hall. Edward Hallyn came up and took Marcel's offered hand. Each looked at the other with a special attention and interest. She holds my friend's life in her hands. Is she worthy of it? Was naturally the question hanging suspended in the man's judgment. The girl's manner was proud and shy. The manner of one anxious to please yet already, perhaps, on the defensive. Aldous explained the position of affairs, and Hallyn expressed his sympathy. He had a singularly attractive voice, the voice indeed of the orator, which can adapt itself with equal charm and strength to the most various needs and to any pitch. As he spoke, Marcelo was conscious of a sudden impression that she already knew him and could be herself with him at once. Oh, I say, broken young Levin, who was standing behind, don't you be bothered with us, miss boys. Just send us back at once. I'm awfully sorry. No, you ought to come in, she said, smiling through her pallor, which was beginning to pass away and putting out her hand to him. The young Eaton and Oxford athlete just home for his Christmas vacation was a great favourite with her. You must come and have tea and cheer me up by telling me all the things you have killed this week. Is there anything left alive? You would come down to the field fairs, you know, last Tuesday. He followed her, laughing and protesting, and she led the way to the drawing room. But as her fingers were on the handle, she once more caught sight of the maid, Deacon, standing on the stairs and ran to speak to her. He is better, she said, coming back with a face of glad relief. The attack seems to be passing off, but Mark can't come down but she begs that we will all enjoy ourselves. We'll endeavour, said young Levin, rubbing his hands, by the help of tea. Miss Boyce, will you please tell oldess and Mr. Hallinn not to talk politics when they're taking me out to a party. They should fight a man of their own size. I'm all limp and trampled on and want you to protect me." The group moved, laughing and talking, into the drawing room. Jiminy, said Levin, stuffing short behind Oldus, who was alone conscious of the lads' indignant astonishment. What the deuce is he doing here? For there, on the rug, with his back to the fire, stood Wharton, surveying the party with his usual smiling aplomb. Mr. Hallinn, do you know Mr. Wharton? said Marcella. Mr. Wharton and I have met several times on public platforms, said Hallinn, holding at his hand, which Wharton took with a fusion. Oldus greeted him with the impassive manner, the three-finger manner, which was with him an inheritance, though not from his grandfather, and did not contribute to his popularity in the neighbourhood. As for young Levin, he barely nodded to the radical candidate and threw himself into a chair as far from the fire as possible. Frank and I have met before today, said Wharton, laughing. Yes, I've been trying to undo some of your mischiefs, said the boy bluntly. I found him, Miss Boyce, haranging a lot of men at the dinner-hour at Tudley End, one of our villages, and anything, all about the game-laws and our misdeeds, my fathers, of course. Wharton raised a protesting hand. Oh, all very well. Of course it was us you meant. Well, when he'd driven off, I got up on a cart and had my say. I asked them whether they didn't all come out at our big shoots, and whether they didn't have almost as much fun as we did. Why? The schoolmaster and the postman come to ask to carry cartridges, and everybody turns out down to the cripples. Whether they didn't have rabbits given them all the year round, whether half of them hadn't brothers and sons employed somehow about the game, well-paid and well-treated, whether any man-juck of them would be a hapus better off if there were no game, whether many of them wouldn't be worse off, and whether England wouldn't be a beastly double place to live in if people like him, he pointed to Wharton, had the governing of it. And I brought him all round, too. I got them cheering and laughing. Oh, I can tell you, old Dodgson'll have to take me on. He said he'll ask me to speak for him at several places. I'm not half bad. I declare I'm not. I thought they gave you a holiday task at Eaton, observed Wharton blandly. The lad coloured hotly. Then we thought himself radiant. I left Eaton last half, as, of course, you know quite well. But if it had only been last Christmas instead of this, wouldn't I have scored by Joe? They gave us a beastly essay instead of a book, demagogues. I sat up all night and screwed out a page and a half. I'd have known something about it now. And as he stood beside the tea-table, waiting for Marcella to entrust some tea to him for distribution, he turned and made a profound bow to his candidate cousin. Everybody joined in the laugh, led by Wharton. Then there was a general drawing up of chairs, and Marcella applied herself to making tea, helped by Aldous. Wharton alone remained standing before the fire, observant and apart. Hallyn, whose health at this moment made all exertion even a drive, something of a burden, sat a little away from the tea-table, resting and glad to be silent. Yet all the time he was observing the girl presiding and the man beside her, his friend, her lover. The moment had a peculiar, perhaps a melancholy, interest for him. So close had been the bond between himself and Aldous, that the lover's communication of his engagement had evoked in the friend that sense poignant, inevitable, which in the realm of the affections always waits on something done and finished, a leaf turned, a chapter closed. That sad word, joy. Hallyn was alone and ill when Rayburn's letter reached him, and through the following day and night he was haunted by Lander's phrase, long familiar and significant to him. His letter to his friend and the letter to Miss Boyce for which Rayburn had asked him had cost him an inbolead's contribution of sleep and ease. The girl's answer had seemed to him constrained and young, though touched here and there with a certain fineness and largeness of phrase, which, if it was to be taken as an index of character, no doubt through light upon the matter so far as Aldous was concerned. Her beauty, of which he had heard much, now that he was face to face with it, certainly striking enough, all the more because of its immaturity, the subtlety and uncertainty of its promise. Immaturity, uncertainty. These words returned upon him as he observed her manner with its occasional awkwardness, the awkwardness which goes with power not yet fully explored or mastered by its possessor. How Aldous hung upon her, following every movement, anticipating every want, after a while Hallyn found himself half inclined to Mr Boyce's view that men of Rayburn's type are never seen to advantage in this stage, this queer, topsy-turvy stage of first passion. He felt a certain impatience, a certain jealousy for his friend's dignity. It seemed to him, too, every now and then that she, the girl, was teased by Aldous's absorption, this deference. He was conscious of watching for something in her that did not appear, and the absence of things anxious or untoward stirred in his quick sense. You may all say what you like, said Marcella, suddenly, putting down her cup and letting her hand drop for emphasis on her knee, but you will never persuade me that game-preserving doesn't make life in the country much more difficult, and the difference between classes much wider and bitterer than they need be. The remark cut across some rattling talk of Frank Levins, the first flush of the sportsman's ardour, and, though by no means without parts, could at the present moment apply his mind to little else than killing of one kind or another, unless it were to the chances of keeping his odious cousin out of Parliament. Levins stared. Miss Boyce's speech seemed to him to have no sort of apropos. Aldous looked down upon her as he stood beside her, smiling. I wish you didn't trouble yourself so much about it, he said. How can I help it? she answered quickly, and then flushed, like one who has drawn attention indiscreetly to their own personal situation. Trouble herself, echoed young Levins. Now look here, Miss Boyce, will you come for a walk with me? I'll convince you as I convince those fellows over there. I know I could, and you won't give me the chance. It's too bad.  One might as well consult a gambler of his first rush of luck. I have ten times more right to an opinion than you have. I can keep my head cool and notice a hundred things that you would never see. I come fresh into your country life, and the first thing that strikes me is that the whole machinery of law and order seems to exist for nothing in the world but to protect your pheasants. There are policemen, to catch poachers, there are magistrates, to try them. To judge from the newspapers, at least, they have nothing else to do. In the sporting instincts, you are a very fine fellow, and everybody admires you. But if a shoemaker's son in Mella follows his, he is a villain and a thief, and the policemen and the magistrate make for him at once. But I don't steal his chickens, cried the lad, choking with arguments and exasperation. And why should he steal my pheasants? I paid for the eggs, I paid for the hens to sit on them, I paid for the coops to rear them in, I paid the men to watch them, I paid for the barley to feed them with, why is he allowed to take my property and I am to be sent to jail if I take his? Paropity said Marcella scornfully, you can't settle everything nowadays by that big word, we are coming to put the public good before property, if the nation should decide to curtail your right, as you call it, in the general interest it will do it, and you will be left to scream. She had flung her arm around the back of the chair, and all her lithe young frame was tense with an eagerness, nay an excitement which drew Hallinn's attention. It was more than was warranted by the conversation, he thought. Well, if you think the abolition of game preserving would be popular in the country, Miss Boyce, I am certain you make a precious mistake, cried Levine, why even you don't think it would be, do you, Mr. Hallinn? He said, appealing at random in his disgust. I don't know, said Hallinn with his quiet smile, I rather think on the whole it would be. The farmers put up with it, but a great many of them don't like it. Things are mended since the Ground Game Act, but there are a good many grievances still left. I should think there are, said Marcella, eagerly, bending forward to him. I was talking to one of our farmers the other day, whose land goes up to the edge of Lord Winterborne's woods. They don't keep their pheasants, he said, I do, iron my corn. If I didn't send a man up half past five in the morning, when the ears begin to fill, there'd be nothing left for us. Why don't you complain to the agent, I said?  Eyeballers found, and I've been here, man and boy, thirty-two years, as how Winterborne's generally bested it. There you have the whole thing in a nutshell. It's a tyranny, a tyranny of the rich. Flushed and sarcastic, she looked at Frank Levin. But Hallinn had an uncomfortable feeling that the sarcasm was not all meant for him.  Once, as the talk ran on, Hallinn saw him raise his grey eyes to the girl beside him, who certainly did not notice it, and was not thinking of him. There was a curious pain and perplexity in the expression. But something else, too, a hunger, a dependence, a yearning that for an instant gripped the friend's heart. Well, I know Aldous doesn't agree with you, Miss Boyce cried Levin, looking about him in his indignation for some argument that should be final. You don't, do you, Aldous? You don't think the country would be the better if we could do away with game tomorrow? No more than I think it would be the better, said Aldous quietly, if we could do away with gold, plate, and false hair tomorrow. There would be too many hungry goldsmiths and wigmakers on the streets. Marcella turned to him, half defiant, half softened. Of course your point lies in tomorrow, as she said. I accept that. We can't carry reform by starving innocent people. But the question is, what are we to work towards? Maint we regard the game laws as one of the obvious crying abuses to be attacked first in the great campaign, the campaign which is to bring liberty and self-respect back to the country districts and make the labourer feel himself as much of a man as the squire?  What an attitude! thought Hallyn, half repelled, half fascinated. But a girl that can talk politics, hostile politics, to her lover and mean them too. Or am I inexperienced? And is it merely that she is so much interested in him that she wants to be quarreling with him? Aldous looked up. I am not sure, he said, answering her. That is always my difficulty, you know, and he smiled at her. Game preserving is not to me personally an attractive form of private property. But it seems to me bound up with other forms and I want to see where the attack is going to lead me. But I would protect your farmer mind as zealously as you. Hallyn caught the impatient quiver of the girl's lip.  Wharton, who had so far said nothing, had left his post of observation on the hearth-rug and a paper-knife with great attention on two fingers. In the half-light, Hallyn by chance saw a movement of Rayburn's hand towards Marcella's, which lay hidden among the folds of her dress. Quick resistance on her part, then acquiescence. He felt a sudden pleasure in his friend's small triumph. Aldous and I have worn these things threadbare many a time, he said, addressing his hostess. You don't know how kind he is in my dreams. I am no sportsman and have no land-owning relations, so he ought to bid me hold my tongue. But he lets me rave. To me the simple fact is that game-preserving creates crime. Agricultural life is naturally simpler. Might be, it always seems to me, so much more easily moralized and fraternized than the industrial form.  It is a natural pleasure, you say. Perhaps it is, the survival perhaps of some primitive instinct in our northern blood. But if so, why should it be impossible for the rich to share it with the poor? I have little plans, dreams. I throw them out sometimes to catch Aldous, but he hardly rises to them. Oh, I say, broke in Frank Levin, who could really bear it no longer. Now, look here, Miss Boyce, is it just sheer lunacy? It really is, though I know I'm impertinent and he's a great man. But I do declare he wants Aldous to give up a big common there is over beyond Goetzden, down in the plain, on Lord Maxwell's estate and make a labourer's chute of it. Now, I ask you, and he vows he doesn't see why they shouldn't rear pheasants if they choose to club and pay for it. Well, I will say that much for him. Aldous didn't see his way to that, and he isn't the kind of conservative I want to see in Parliament by a long way. Besides, it's such stuff. They say sport brutalizes us and then they want to go and contaminate the labourer. But we won't take the responsibility. We've got our own vices and we'll stick to them. We're used to them and we won't hand them on. We'd scorn the action. The flushed young barbarian driven to bay was not to be resisted. Marcella laughed heartily and Hanin laid an affection hand on the boy's shoulder, patting him as though he were a restive horse. Yes, I remember I was puzzled as to the details of Hanin's scheme, said Aldous, his mouth twitching. I wanted to know who was to pay for the licenses, how game enough for the number of applicants was to be got without preserving, and how men earning twelve or fourteen shillings a week were to pay a keeper. Then I asked a clergyman who has a living near this common what he thought would be the end of it. Well, he said, the second day they'd shoot every animal on the place, the second day they'd shoot each other. Universal carnage, I should say that would be about the end of it. These were trifles, of course, details. Hanin shook his head serenely. I still maintain, he said, that a little practical ingenuity might have found a way. And I will support you, said Wharton, laying down the paper knife and bending over to Hanin, with good reason. For three years and a few months an idea, as you describe, has been carried out on my own estate, and it has not worked badly at all. There! cried Marcel, and there! I knew something could be done if there was a will. I have always felt it. She half turned to Aldous, then bent forward instead as though listening eagerly for what more Wharton might say. Her face all alive and eloquent. Of course there was nothing to shoot, exclaimed Frank Levin. On the contrary, said Wharton, smiling, we are in the middle of famous partridge country. How your neighbours must doubt on you, cried the boy. But Wharton took no notice. And my father preserves strictly, he went on. It is quite a simple story. When I inherited three years ago, I thought the whole thing detestable and determined I wouldn't be responsible for keeping it up. So I called the estate together, farmers and labourers, and we worked out a plan. There are keepers, everybody has his turn according to the rules. I and my friends, along with the rest. Not everybody can shoot every year, but everybody gets his chance, and moreover a certain percentage of all the game killed is public property and is distributed every year according to a regular order. Who pays the keepers? Interrupted Levin. I do, said Wharton, smiling again. Main tie for the present? Do what I will with my own? I return in their wages some of my ill-gotten gains which all makeshift, of course. I understand, exclaimed Marcella, nodding to him. You could not be a venturist and keep up game-preserving. Wharton met her bright eye with a half-deprecating, reserved air. You are right, of course, he said dryly. For a socialist to be letting his keepers run in a man owning twelve shillings a week for knocking over a rabbit would have been a little strong. No one can be consistent in my position, in any landowner's position. It is impossible. Still, thank heaven, one can deal with the most glaring matters. As Mr. Rayburn said, however, all this game business is, of course, a mere incident of the general land and property system. As you will hear me expound, when you come to that meeting you promised me to honour. He stooped forward, scanning her with smiling deference. Marcella felt the man's hand that held her own suddenly tighten an instant. Then Oldus released her and Rising walked towards the fire. You are not going to one of his meetings, Miss Boyce. Quite frank, in angry incredulity. Marcella hesitated an instant, half angry with Morton. Then she reddened and threw back her dark head with the passionate gesture Helen had already noticed as characteristic. Me and Tygo were, I belong, she said, where my convictions lead me. There was a moment's awkward silence. Then Helen got up. Miss Boyce, may we see the house? Oldus has told me much of it. I don't know. I don't know. Oldus has told me much of it. Presently, in the midst of their straggling progress through the half-finished rooms of the garden front, preceded by the shy footman carrying a lamp which served for little more than to make darkness visible, Marcella found herself left behind with Oldus. As soon as she felt that they were alone, she realised a jar between herself and him. His manner was much as usual, but there was an underlying effect and difficulty which her sensitiveness caught at once. A sudden wave of girlish trouble remorse spread over her. In her impulsiveness she moved close to him as they were passing through her mother's little sitting-room and put her hand on his arm. I don't think I was nice just now, she said, stammering. I didn't mean it. I seemed to be always driven into opposition into a feeling of war when you are so good to me, so much too good to me. Oldus had turned at her first word. With a long breath, as if it were of unspeakable relief, he caught her in his arms vehemently, passionately. So far she had been very shrinking and maidenly with him in their solitary moments, and he had been all delicate, chivalry and respect, tasting to the full the exquisiteness of each fresh advance towards intimacy, towards lover's privilege, perhaps all the more for her reserve, her sudden flights and stiffenings. But to-night he asked no leave, and in her astonishment she was almost passive. Oh, do let me go, she cried at last, trying to disengage herself completely. No, he said with emphasis, still holding her hand firmly. Come and sit down here. They will look after themselves. He put her, whether she would or no, into an arm chair and knelt beside her. Did you think it was hardly kind, he said, with a quiver of voice he could not repress, to let me hear for the first time in public that you had promised to go to one of that man's meetings after refusing again and again to come to any of mine? Do you want to forbid me to go? he said quickly. There was a feeling in her which would have been almost relieved for the moment, if he had said yes. It means, he said steadily, that was not our compact. But guess for yourself what I want. Do you think he paused a moment? Do you think I put nothing of myself into my public life, into these meetings among the people who have known me from a boy? Do you think it is all a convention that my feeling, my conscience, remain outside? You can't think that. But if not, how can I bear to live my life out of your canon sight? I know. I know you warned me amply. You can't agree with me. But there is much besides intellectual agreement possible, much that would help and teach us both, if only we are together, not separated, not holding aloof. He stopped, watching all the changes of her face. She was gulfed in a deep wave of half-repentant feeling, remembering all his generosity, his reverence forbearance, his devotion. When are you speaking next? She half-whispered. In the dim light her softened pose, the gentle sudden relaxation of every line were an intoxication. Next week, Friday at Gersley, Hallyn and Aunt Neeta are coming. Will Miss Rayburn take me? His grey eyes shone upon her, and he kissed her hand. Mr. Hallyn won't speak for you, she said, after the silence, with a return of mischief. Don't be so sure. He has given me untold help in the drafting of my bill. If I didn't call myself a conservative, he would vote for me tomorrow. That's the absurdity of it. Do you know, I hear them coming back. One thing, she said hastily, drawing him towards her, and then holding him back, as though shrinking always from the feelings she could so readily evoke. I must say it. You wanted to give me so much money. It's too much. Suppose I use it for things you don't like. You won't, he said gaily. She tried to push the subject further, but he would not have it. I am all for free discussion, he said, in the same tone, but sometimes debate must be stifled. I am going to stifle it. And stooping, he kissed her, lightly, tremulously. His manner showed her once more what she wants to him. How sacred, how beloved. First it touched and shook her. Then she sprang up with a sudden disagreeable sense of moral disadvantage, inferiority. Coming she knew not whence, and undoing for the moment all that buoyant consciousness of playing the magnanimous, disinterested part which had possessed her throughout the talk in the drawing room. The others reappeared, headed by their lamp. Whaton first, scanning the two who had lingered behind with his curious eyes, so blue and brilliant under the white forehead and the curls. We had been making the wildest shots at your answers, as Miss Boyce said. Frank professed to know everything about the pictures, and turned out to know nothing. I shall ask for some special coaching tomorrow morning. May I engage you, ten o'clock? Marcella made some evasive answer, and they all sauntered back to the drawing room. Shall you be at work tomorrow, Rayburn? said Wharton. Probably. Marcella looked at Oldus dryly. Marcella, struck by the tone, looked back, and caught an expression and bearing which were as yet new to her in the speaker. She supposed they represented the haughtiness natural in the man of birth and power towards the intruder, who is also the opponent. Instantly the combative critical mood returned upon her, and the impulse to assert herself by protecting Morton. His manner throughout the talk in the drawing room had been, declared to herself, excellent, modest and self-restrained, comparing curiously with the boyish egotism and self-abandonment he had shown in their tet-a-tet. Why, there is Mr. Boyce, exclaimed Wharton, hurrying forward as they entered the drawing room. There indeed on the sofa was the master of the house, more ghastly black and white than ever, and prepared to claim to the utmost the tragic preeminence of illness. He shook hands coldly with Oldus, who asked, after his health, with the kindly brevity natural to the man who wants no effusions for himself in public or personal matters, and concludes therefore that other people desire none. You are better, papa, said Marcella, taking his hand. Certainly, my dear, better vermouthia, don't talk of me. I've got my death warrant, but I hope I can take it quietly. Evelyn, I specially asked you to have that thin cushion brought down to my dressing-room. It is strange that no one pays any attention to my wants. Mrs. Boyce, almost as white Marcella now saw as her husband, moved forward from the fire where she had been speaking to Helen, took a cushion from a chair near, exactly similar to the one he missed, and changed his position a little. It is just the feather's weight of change that makes the difference, isn't it, said Wharton, softly, embolied. Mr. Boyce turned a modified countenance upon the speaker, and being now free from pain gave himself up to the amusement of hearing his guest talk. Wharton devoted himself employing all his best arts. Dr. Clark is not anxious about him. Mrs. Boyce said in a low voice to Marcella as they moved away. He does not think the attack will return for a long while, and he has given me the means of stopping it, if it does come back. How tired you look, said Olders, coming up to them and speaking in the same undertone. Will you not let Marcella take you to rest? He was always deeply unreasonably touched by any sign of stoicism, or defied suffering in women. Mrs. Boyce had proved it many times already. On the present occasion she put his sympathy by, but she lingered to talk with him. Helen from a distance noticed first of all her tall thinness and fairness, and her wonderful dignity of carriage. Then the cordiality of her manner to her future son-in-law. Marcella stood by listening, her young shoulders somewhat stiffly set. Her consciousness of her mother's aspect and admiration for the man she was to marry was, oddly enough, never altogether pleasant to her. It brought with it a certain discomfort, a certain wish to argue things out. Helen and Olders parted with Frank Lemon at Mellor Gate, under a starry heaven already whitening to the coming moon. Do you know that man Wharton is getting an extraordinary hold upon the London working men? said Helen. I have heard him tell that story of the game preserving before. He was speaking for one of the radical candidates at Hackney, and I happened to be there. It brought down the house. The role of your socialist aristocrat, of your land nationalising landlord, is a very telling one. And comparatively easy, said Olders, when you know that neither socialism nor land nationalisation will come in your time. Oh! So you think him altogether a windbag? Olders hesitated and laughed. I have certainly no reason to suspect him of principles. His conscience as a boy was of pretty elastic stuff. You may be unfair to him, said Helen quickly. Then, after a pause, how long is he staying at Mellor? About a week, I believe, said Olders, shortly. Mr. Boyce has taken a fancy to him. They walked on in silence and then Olders turned to his friend in distress. You know, Helen, this wind is much too cold for you. You are the most willful of men. Why would you walk? Hold your tongue, sir, and listen to me. I think your Marcella is beautiful and as interesting as she is beautiful. There. Olders started, then turned a grateful face upon him. You must get to know her well, he said, but with some constraint. Of course I wonder, said Helen, musing, whom she has got hold of among the Venturists. Shall you persuade her to come out of that? Do you think, Olders? No, said Rayburn cheerfully. Her sympathies and convictions go with them. Then, as they passed through the village, he began to talk of quite other things. College friends, a recent volume of philosophical essays, and so on. Helen accustomed and jealously accustomed as she was to be the one person in the world with whom Rayburn talked freely would not tonight have done or said anything to force a strong man's reserve.  End of Book 2, Chapter 3. Book 2, Chapter 4 of Marcella. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org Recording by Paul Stevens Marcella by Mrs. Humphrey Ward Book 2, Chapter 4 I love this dilapidation, said Wharton, pausing for a moment with his back against the door he had just shut. Only it makes me long to take off my coat and practice some honest trade or other plastering or carpenting or painting. What useless drones we upper classes are. Neither you nor I could mend that ceiling or patch this floor to save our lives. They were in the disused library. It was now the last room westwards of the Garden Front, but in reality it was part of the older house, and had only been adapted and rebuilt by the 18th century Marcella, whose money had been so gracefully and vainly lavished on giving dignity to her English husband's birthplace. The roof had been raised and domed to match the Chinese room at the expense of some small rooms on the upper floor, and the windows and doors had been suited to 18th century taste. But the old books in the old lattice shelves, which the Puritan founder of the family had brought in the days of the Long Parliament, were still there. So were the chairs in which that worthy had sat to read a tract of Milton's or of Baxter's, or the table at which he had penned and or fairfax, or to his old friend, on the wrong side, Edmund Verney, the standard bearer. Only the worm-eaten shelves were dropping from their supports, and the books lay in mouldy confusion. The roofs had great holes and gaps, whence the laths hung dismally down, and bats came flitting in the dusk, and there were rotten places in the carpetless floor. I have tried my best, said Marcella, dolefully stooping to look at a hole in the floor. I got a bit of bored in some nails and tried to mend some of these places myself. But I only broke the rotten wood away, and Papa was angry and said I did more harm than good. I did get a carpenter to mend some of the chairs, but one doesn't know where to begin. I have cleaned and mended some of the books, but she looked sadly round the musty forlorn place. But not so well, I am afraid, as any second-hand bookseller's apprentice could have done it, said Wharton, shaking his head. It's maddening to think what duffers we gentle folk are. Why do you harp on that? said Marcella quickly. She had been taking him over the house, and was in twenty minds again as to whether on how much she liked him. Because I have been reading some Board of Trade reports before breakfast, said Wharton, on one or two of the Birmingham industries in particular. Goodness! What an amount of knowledge and skill and resource these fellows have that I go about calling the lower orders. I wonder how long they are going to let me rule over them. I suppose brain power and education count for something still, said Marcella, half-scornfully. I am greatly obliged to the world for thinking so, said Wharton with emphasis, and for thinking so about the particular kind of brain power I happen to possess, which is the point. The processes by which a Birmingham jeweler makes the wonderful things which we attribute to French taste, when we see them in the shops of the Rue de la Paix are, of course, mere imbecility, compared to my performances in responctions. Luckily for me, at any rate, that the world has decided it so. I get a good time of it, and the Birmingham jeweler calls me sir. Oh, the skilled labour! That can take care of itself, and won't go on calling you sir much longer. But what about the unskilled? The people here, for instance, the villagers. We talk of them governing themselves. We wish it, and work for it. But which of us really believes that they are fit for it, or that they are ever going to get along without our brain power? No, poor souls, said Wharton, with a peculiar vibrating emphasis. By their stripes we are healed, by their death we have lived. Do you remember your Carlisle? They had entered one of the bays formed by the bookcases, which on either side of the room projected from the wall at regular intervals, and were standing by one of the windows which looked out on the Great Avenue. Beside the window on either side hung a small portrait, in the one case of an elderly man in a wig, in the other of a young, dark-haired woman. Plenty in general, but nothing in particular, said Marcella, laughing. He was leaning against the angle formed by the wall and the bookcase. The half-serious, half-provocative intensity of his blue eyes, under the brow which drooped forward, contrasted with the careless, well-appointed ease of his general attitude and dress. Two men, I honour, and no third, he said, quoting in a slightly dragging, vibrating voice. First the toil-worn craftsman, that with earth-made implement laboriously conquers the earth and makes her mans, hardly entreated. Brother, for us was thy back so bent, for us were thy straight limbs and fingers so deformed, thou wert our conscript, on whom the lot fell, and fighting our battles, worked so marred. Heavens, how the words swing! But it is great nonsense, you know, for you and me, venturists, to be maundering like this. Charity, benevolence, while is leading up to, he merely wants the cash nexus supplemented by a few good offices. But we want something much more unpleasant. Keep your subscriptions, hand over your dividends, turn out of your land, and go to work. Nowadays society is trying to get out of doing what we want by doing what Carlisle wanted. Do you want it? said Marcella. I don't know, he said, laughing. It won't come in our time. Her lip showed her scorn. That's what we all think. Meanwhile you will perhaps admit that a little charity greases the wheels.  Do you suppose you know so much about women? she asked him rather hotly. I notice it is always the assumption of the people who make most mistakes.  How like you are to that portrait! Marcella started, and saw that he was pointing to the woman's portrait beside the window, looking from it to his hostess with a close, considering eye. That was an ancestors of mine, she said coldly. An Italian lady. She was rich and musical. Her money built these rooms along the garden, and these are her music books. She told him that the shelves against which she was leading were full of old music. Italian, he said, lifting his eyebrows. Ah, that explains. Do you know that you have all the qualities of a leader? And he moved away a yard from her, studying her. Mixed blood. One must always have that to fire and fuse the English paste. And then, but no, that won't do. A wish to send him about his business, or rather, to return him to her mother, who would certainly keep him in order. Instead, however, she found herself saying as she looked carelessly out of the window, oh, go on. Well then, he drew himself up suddenly and wheeled round upon her. You have the gift of compromise. That is invaluable. That will take you far. Thank you, she said. I know what that means from a venturist. You think me a mere insincere person. He started, then recovered himself and came to lean against the bookshelves beside her. I mean nothing of the sort, he said, in quite a different manner with a sort of gentle and personal emphasis. But, may I explain myself, Miss Boyce, in a room with a fire, I can see you shivering under your fur. The rest still rained supreme outside and the white grass and trees through chill-reflected lights into the Forsaken Library. Marcella controlled a pulse of excitement that had begun to beat in her, admitted that it was certainly cold, and led the way through a side door to a little flagged parlour belonging to the oldest portion of the house, where, however, a great log fire was burning and some chairs drawn up round it. She took one and let the fur wrap she had thrown about her for their promenade through the disused rooms drop from her shoulders. It lay about her in full brown folds, giving special dignity to her slim height and proud head. Watering, glancing about in his curious inquisitive way, now at the neglected pictures, now on the walls, now at the old oak chairs and chests, now at her, said to himself that she was a splendid and inspiring creature. She seemed to be on the verge of offence with him, too, half the time, which was stimulating. She would have liked, he thought, to play the great lady with him already, as oldest Rayburns betrothed. But he had so far managed to keep her off that plane and intended to go on doing so. Well, I meant this, he said, leaning against the old stone chimney and looking down upon her. Only don't be offended with me, please.  Those combinations are only possible to women. They can sustain them because they are imaginative, not logical. She flushed.  What is the difference? He laughed. Ah! But I have no gift. I can't ride the two horses to be able to, quite honestly. There's the difference. And the consequence is that with my own class, I am an outcast. They all hate me. But you will have power as Lady Maxwell and power as a socialist because you will give and take. Half your time you will act as Lady Maxwell should, the other half like a venturist. And, as I said, it will give you power, a modified power. But men are less clever at that kind of thing. Do you mean to say, she asked him abruptly, that you have given up the luxuries and opportunities of your class? He shifted his position a little. That is a different matter, he said after a moment. We socialists are all agreed, I think, that no man can be a socialist by himself. Luxuries for the present are something personal, individual. That is the man's public form that matters. And there, as I said before, I have no gift. I have not a relation or an old friend in the world that has not turned his back upon me, as you might see for yourself yesterday. My class has renounced me already, which after all is a weakness. So you pity yourself, she said, by no means. We all choose the part in life where I get most thrill out of throwing myself into the workman's war. Much more than I could ever get, you will admit, out of dancing attendance on my very respectable cousins. My mother taught me to see everything dramatically. We have no drama in England at the present moment worth a cent. So I amuse myself with this great, tragic comedy of the working class movement. It stirs, pricks, interests me from morning till night. I feel the great rough elemental passions in it, and it delights me to know that every day brings us nearer to some great outbursts, to scenes and struggles at any rate that will make us all look alive. I am like a child with the best of its cake to come, but with plenty in hand already. Ah!  To her amazement he stooped suddenly towards her, and she, looking down, saw that a corner of her light black dress, which had been overhanging the low stone fender, was in flames, and that he was putting it out with his hands. She made a movement to rise, alarmed lest the flame should leap to her face, her hair. But he, releasing one hand for an instant from its task of twisting and rolling the skirt upon itself, held her heavily down. Don't move. I will have it out in a moment. You won't be burnt. And in a second more she was looking at a ragged brown hole in her dress, and at him standing, smiling before the fire, and wrapping a handkerchief around some of the fingers of his left hand. You have burnt yourself, Mr. Wharton? A little. I will go and get something. What would you like? A little olive oil, if you have some, and a bit of lint. But don't trouble yourself. She flew to find her mother's maid, calling and searching on her way for Mrs. Boyce herself, but in vain. Mrs. Boyce had disappeared after breakfast, and was probably helping her husband to dress. In a minute or so Marcella ran downstairs again, bearing various medicaments. She sped to the stone parlor, her cheek and eye glowing. Let me do it for you. If you please, said Wharton Meekly. She did her best, but she was not skillful with her fingers, and this close contact with him somehow excited her. There, she said, laughing and releasing him, of course, if I were a work girl I should have done it better. They are not going to be very bad, I think. What? The burns? Oh, no. They will have recovered, I am afraid, long before your dress. Oh, my dress! Yes, it is deplorable. I will go and change it. She turned to go, but she lingered instead. And said, with an odd introductory laugh, Ah, I believe you saved my life. Well, I am glad I was here. You might have lost self-possession, even you might, you know, and then it would have been serious. Anyway, her voice was still uncertain. I might have been disfigured, disfigured for life. I don't know why you should dwell upon it, now it's done with," he declared, smiling. It would be strange, wouldn't it, if I took it quite for granted, all in a day's work, she held out her hand. I am grateful, please." He bowed over it, laughing, again with that eighteenth-century air which might have become a chevalier de grille. May I exact a reward? Ask it. Will you take me down with you to your village? I know you are going. I must walk on afterwards I have an appointment there at two o'clock, but perhaps you will introduce me to one or two of your poor people first. Marcella assented, went upstairs, changed her dress, and put on her walking things, more than half inclined all the time to press her mother to go with them. She was a little unstrung and tremulous, pursued by a feeling that she was somehow letting herself go, behaving disloyaly and indecorously towards whom? Towards Aldous? But how or why? She did not know. But there was a curious sense of lost bloom, lost dignity, combined with an odd wish that Mr. Wharton were not going away for the day. In the end, however, she left her mother undisturbed. By the time they were halfway to the village, Marcella's uncomfortable feelings had all passed away. Without knowing it, she too much absorbed in her companion to be self-critical so long as they were together. It seemed to her, however, before they had gone more than a few hundred yards, that he was taking advantage, presuming on what had happened. He offended her taste, her pride, her dignity in a hundred ways she discovered. At the same time, it was she who was always on the defensive, protecting her dreams, her acts, her opinions, the constant fire of his half-ironical questions, which seemed to leave her no time at all to carry the war into the enemy's country. He put her through a quick cross-examination about the village, its occupants, the incomes of the people, its local charities and institutions, what she hoped to do for it, what she would do if she could, what she thought it possible to do. She answered first reluctantly, then eagerly, her pride all alive to show really ignorant and amateurish. But it was no good. In the end, he made her feel as Anthony Craven had constantly done, that she knew nothing exactly, that she had not mastered the conditions of any one of the social problems she was talking about, that not only was her reading of no account, but that she had not even managed to see these people, to interpret their lives under her very eyes with any large degree of insight. Especially, she was merciless to all the lady bountiful-pose, which meant so much to her imagination, not in words so much as in manner. He let her see that all the doling and shepherding and advising that still pleased her fancy looked to him the merest temporary palliative and irretrievably tainted, even at that with some vulgar feeling or other. All that the well-to-do could do for the poor under the present state of society was but a niggardly quit-rent. As for any relation of superior and inferior in the business or of any social dessert attaching to these precious efforts of the upper class to daub the gaps in the ruinous social edifice for which they were themselves responsible, he did not attempt to conceal his scorn. If you did not do these things so much the worse for you the working class came to its own. If you did do them the burden of debt was hardly diminished and the rope was still left on your neck. Now Marcella herself had, on one or two occasions, taken a malicious pleasure in flaunting these doctrines, or some of them, under Miss Rayburn's eyes. But somehow, as applied to herself, they were disagreeable. Each of us is to himself a case, and she saw the other side. Hence a constant soreness of feeling, a constant recalling of the argument to the personal point of view, and through it all a curious growth of intimacy, a rubbing away of barriers. She had felt herself of no account before, intellectually in Aldous's company, as we know. But then how involuntary on his part, and how counter-balanced by that passionate idealism of his love, which glorified every pretty impulse in her to the noblest proportions. Under Wharton's Socratic Method she was conscious at times of the most wild and womanish desires worthy of her childhood, to cry, to get into a passion. And when they came to the village and every human creature, old and young, dropped its obsequious curtsy as they passed she could first have beaten them for so degrading her, and the next moment felt a feverish pleasure in thus parading her petty power before a man who in his doctrinaire pedantry had no sense of poetry or of the dear old natural relations of country life. They went first to Mrs. Jellison's to whom Marcella wished to unfold her workshop scheme. Don't let me keep you, she said to Wharton coldly as they neared the cottage. I know you have to catch your train. Wharton consulted his watch. He had to be at a local station some two miles off within an hour. Oh, I have time, he said. Do take me in, Miss Boyce. I have made acquaintance with these people so far as my constituents. Now show them to me as your subjects. Besides, I am an observer. I collect peasants. They are my study. They are not my subjects, but my friends, she said, with the same stiffness. They found Mrs. Jellison having her dinner. The lively old woman was sitting close against her bit of fire. On her left a small deal table which held her cold potatoes and cold bacon. On her right a tiny window and windowsill whereon lay her coil of plate and the simple straw-splitting machine she had just been working. When Marcella had taken the only other chair the hovel contained, nothing else remained for Wharton but to flatten himself as closely against the door as he might. I am sorry I can't bid you take a chair, said Mrs. Jellison to him, but what you haven't got you can't give so I don't trouble my head about nothing. Wharton applauded her with easy politeness and then gave himself with folded arms to examining the cottage while Marcella talked. It might be ten feet broad he thought by six feet in one part and eight feet in another. The roof was within little more than an inch of his head. The stairway in the corner was falling to pieces. He wondered how the woman got up safely to her bed at night. Custom, he supposed, can make even old bones agile. Meanwhile Marcella was unfolding the project of the straw-plating workshop that she and Lady Winterbourne were about to start. Mrs. Jellison put on her spectacles, apparently that she might hear the better, pushed away her dinner in spite of her visitors' civilities and listened with a bright and beady eye. And you're going to pay me one and six pence a score where I now get nine pence and I'll not have to tramp it into town no more, you'll send a man round. And who's going to pay me miss if you'll excuse me ask him. Lady Winterbourne and I said Marcella smiling we're going to employ this village and two others and make as good as we can. But we're going to begin by giving the workers better wages and in time we hope to teach them the higher kinds of work. Lore, said Mrs. Jellison, but I'm not one of them as can do with changes. She took up her plate and looked at it thoughtfully. Eighteen pence a score that were that right when I were a girl. And it had been dibble, dibble, if ever since.  Then I may put down your name amongst our workers, Mrs. Jellison, said Marcella, rising and smiling down upon her. Oh, Lore, no, I never said that, said Mrs. Jellison hastily. I don't hold we shillies shallying where your means live in. I've took my plate to Jimmy Gage, him and his son, fussed shop on your right hand when you're getting to town. Twenty-five year, summer and winter. Me and three other women has given me a penny a journey for taking theirs. If I were to go messing about with Jimmy Gage, Lore, bless her, I should hear of it. Oh, I shouldn't sleep at nights for thinking oh, Jimmy had served me out when I were least expecting of it. He's a queeran. No miss, thank you kindly, but I think I'll bide. Marcella, amazed, began to argue a little, to expound the many attractions of the new scheme. Greatly to her annoyance, Wharton came forward to her help, guaranteeing the solvency and permanence of her new partnership in glib and pleasant praise, wherein her angry fancy suspected at once the note of irony. But Mrs. Jellison held firm, embroidering her negative indeed with her usual cheerful chatter, but sticking to it all the same. At last there was no way of saving dignity, but to talk of something else and go. Above all, to talk of something else before going, lest the would-bead benefactor should be thought a petty tyrant. Oh, Johnny, thank you, miss. He's an audacious young villain as ever I see'd, but clever. Lord, you need to have eyes in your back to look after him and coax in, and you're bought me no sweeties, Grandma. No, my dear, says I. But if it was to look, Grandma, in both your pockets, Grandma, if you was to let me look. It's a sharpen, Isabella. She don't always sweet stuff, she says. Such a pack of nonsense. She'd stuff herself sick when she were his age. Why shouldn't he be happy, same as her? There ain't much to make a child happy in that house. Westall, he's that mad about them poachers over tuddly end. He's like a wild bullet home. I told Isabella he'd come to knock in over about some day, although he did speak so oily when he were a courton. Now she knows as I can see a thing or two, said Mrs. Jealouson significantly.  Why, that's an old story, that tuddly end of business, said Marcella, rising. I should have thought Westall might have got over it by now. But, bless her, he says it's going on as lively as ever. He says he knows they're set on grabbing the birds to other side of the estate, over beyond Mellerway. He's got wind of it. And he's watching night and day to see they don't do him no bad turns this month. Because of the big shoot they all make in January. And lorry do speak dreadful bad as some folks, said Mrs. Jealouson, with an amused expression. You know someone amiss, don't you? And the old woman who had begun toying with her potatoes slanted her fork over her shoulder so as to point towards the herd's cottage, whereof the snow-laden roof could be seen conspicuously through the little lattice behind her, making sly eyes the while at her visitor. I don't believe a word of it, but I'll tell her impatiently. Herd has been in good work since October and has no need to poach. Westall has a down on him. You may tell him, I think so, if you like. That I will, said Mrs. Jealouson cheerfully, opening the door for them. There's nobody makes him hear the truth, no but me. Oh, he loves nagging of him. He's that masterful, but he don't master me.  How she does enjoy the human spectacle. But you will find the younger ones more amenable. Of course, said Marcella, with dignity. I have a great many names already. The old people are always difficult. But Mrs. Jealouson will come round. Are you going in here? Please. Wharton knocked at the herd's door and Mrs. Herd opened. The cottage was thick with smoke. The chimney only drew when the door was left open. But the wind today was so bitter that mother and children preferred the smoke to the draught.  She introduced Wharton, who, as before, stood for some time hat in hand, studying the cottage. Marcella was perfectly conscious of it. And the blush rose to her cheek while she talked to Mrs. Herd. For both this and Mrs. Jealouson's hovel were her father's property and somewhat highly rented. Minterherd said eagerly that she would join the new straw-plating, and went on to throw out a number of hurried half-coherent remarks about the state of the trade past and present, leaning, meanwhile, against the table, and endlessly drying her hands on the towels she had taken up when her visitors came in. Her manner was often nervous and flighty in these days. She never looked happy, but Marcella put it down to health or natural quarrelousness of character. Yet both she and the children were clearly better nourished except Willie, in whom the tubercular tendency was fast gaining on the child's strength. All together Marcella was proud of her work, and her eager interest in this little knot of people whose life she had shaped was more possessive than ever. Her, indeed, was often silent and secretive, but she put down her difficulties with him to our odious system of class differences, against which in her own way she was struggling. One thing delighted her that he seemed to take more and more interest in the labour questions she discussed with him, and in that fervid, exuberant literature she provided him with. Moreover, he now went to all Mr. Wharton's meetings that were held within reasonable distance of Mella, and as she said to Aldous with a little laugh which, however, was not unsweet, he had found her man work. She had robbed his candidate of a vote. Wharton listened a while to her talk with Minter, smiled a little, unperceived of Marcella at the young mother's dosilities of manner and phrase, then turned his attention to the little hunched and coughing object by the fire. Are you very bad, little man? The white-faced child looked up, a dreary look, revealing a patient, melancholy soul. He tried to answer, but coughed instead. Wharton, moving towards him, saw a bit of ragged white paper lying on the ground which had been torn from a grocery parcel. Would you like something to amuse you a bit? Oh, this smoke! Down here it won't catch us so much. Now, then, what do you say to a doggie, two doggies? The child stared, let himself be lifted on the stranger's knee, and did his very utmost to stop coughing. But when he had succeeded, his quick panting breaths still shook his tiny frame and Wharton's knees. Give him two months or thereabouts, thought Wharton.  One room up and one down, like the other, only a shade larger. Damp in sanitary, cold, bad water, bad drainage. I'll be bound bad everything. That girl may well try her little best, and I go on making up to that man-boyce. What for? Old spites? New spites? Which? Or both? Meanwhile, his rapid skillful fingers were tearing, pinching and shaping, and in a very few minutes there upon his free knee stood the most enticing doggie of pinched paper, a hound in full course, with long ears and stretching legs. The child gazed at it with ravishment, put out a weird hand, touched it, stroked it, and then, as he looked back at Wharton, the most exquisite smile dawned in his saucer blue eyes. What, did you like it, Grasshopper? cried Wharton, enchanted by the beauty of the look, his own mountain, then you shall have another. And he twisted and turned his piece of fresh paper, till there, beside the first, stood a second fairy animal, a greyhound this time with arching neck and sharp long nose. There's two animal westels! cried the child hoarsely, clutching at his treasures in an ecstasy. Mrs. Hurd, at the other end of the cottage, started as her name. Marcella noticed it, and with her eager sympathetic look began at once to talk of herd and the works at the court. She understood they were doing grand things, and that the work would last all the winter. Minter answered hurriedly, and with a curious choice of phrases. Oh, he didn't have nothing to say against it! Mr. Brown, the steward, seemed satisfied. All that she said was Marcella's annoyance, plaintive as usual.  Marcella, having thought of repeating without names, some of Mrs. Jellison's gossip, then shrank from it. He had promised her, she thought to herself with a proud delicacy, and she was not going to treat the word of a working man as different from anybody else's. So she fastened her cloak again, which she had thrown open in the stifling air of the cottage, and turned both to call her companion and give a smile or two to the sick boy. But as she did so, she stood amazed at the spectacle of Wharton and the child. Then, moving up to them, she perceived the menagerie for it had grown to be one on Wharton's knee. You didn't guess I had such tricks, he said, smiling. But they are so good, so artistic! She took up a little galloping horse he had just fashioned and wondered at it. A great aunt taught me, she was a genius, I follow her to long distance. Will you let me go, young man? You may keep all of them. But the child, with a sudden contraction of the brow, flung a tiny stick-like arm around his neck, pressing hard and looking at him. There was a red spot in each wasted cheek and his eyes were wide and happy. Wharton returned the look with one of quiet scrutiny, the scrutiny of the doctor or the philosopher. On Marcela's quick sense the contrast of the two heads impressed itself, the delicate youth of Wharton's with its clustering curls, the sunken contours and the helpless suffering of the other. Then Wharton kissed the little fellow, put his animals carefully onto a chair beside him They walked along the snowy street again in a different relation to each other. Marcela had been touched and charmed and Wharton teased her no more. As they reached the door of the alms-house where the old patterns lived she said to him, I think I'd rather go in here by myself, please. I have some things to give them. Old pattern has been very ill this last week. But I know what you think of dolls and what you must think of my father's cottages.  Yet I must do these things. We are different, you and I. I'm sure you'll miss your train. But there was no antagonism only painful feeling in her softened look. Wharton put out his hand. Yes, it is time for me to go.  I wonder whether you have any idea what you make me feel. Do you imagine I should dare to say the things I have said except to one of the elite? Would it be worth my while as a social reformer? Are you not vowed to great destinies? When one comes across one of the tools of the future must one not try to sharpen it out of one's poor resources in spite of manners. Marcella stirred, abashed, fascinated, let him press her hand. Then he walked rapidly away towards the station a faint smile twitching at his lip. An inexperienced girl he said to himself composedly.