Ladies and gentlemen Let me see here popping in back to the Q&A Try to do these Q&A's when I can Monday through Thursday Lord Willing But I do some bonus Q&A's every now and then for the members of the bless tribe as you see these new members here Katie God bless you gone a beauty God bless you. Thank y'all for joining Being a member of the bless tribe the bless tribe is really just supporters of the channel, you know, I do these Q&A's For the group, but more so than that. They really just supported me. So I really thank y'all really appreciate you After five years, is it over without a ring? Nine out of ten times it is but most people got to find out the hard way So a lot of times people stay in a relationship Five six seven years ten years To be honest with you after them first two years, you really know if it's over or not Most people know but the reason why we stay is because we don't want to be embarrassed leaving because I think our friends gonna get a laugh Our haters gonna get a laugh We feel like we fear starting all over fear having to meet somebody new and so we just stay Let me see what this question here trying to say You've mentioned not to tell a man that you're only interested in a relationship because he might Act the part the whole time some people want to know up front. Is it better to wait three months?    Hey, Tony. I'm 29 years old and I have no children Most men my age or older already have children, but how many kids is too many when dating a man That's a personal choice, you know If you have the spirit of a daycare director Then you know and you could be a daycare owner Then three kids might not be too many You know, if you don't have that kind of patience Then one kid might be one too many So it really comes down to you To your temperance. How do you feel about the term step mom? How do you feel about having to deal with baby mama drama if there is some How do you feel about children looking you in the face and telling you You don't make spaghetti the way my mama makes spaghetti You know, how do you feel about that?  I appreciate that. Maybe you meant to put a question on there Shamiko bless you now When a man says he needs his peace, is it actually peace or He's not willing to do the work It means he needs to cheat in peace It means he need to cheat in peace mean he need to be able to go on about his business And do what he want to do without having to answer to you without having the word about you checking his phone That's what it is Truthfully it which essentially is saying he don't want you when a man wants you He doesn't want break a break away from you because you are his peace. You are his break.  That's my vacation. That's my that's my peace Uh jacklyn god bless you now what goes through a man's head when you block him everywhere phone instagram facebook Um jacklyn depends on the man and you know him better than I know him But it's not going to be the same for every man. So Uh, if the man was a cheater and you blocking him because he cheated Or he was some other kind of bad Then he may see that as a challenge He may see that as wiggling his way to Getting you on the phone through a friend Through his mother through a mutual friend And then he may say oh you want to be big and bad I'ma get you back and i'ma dog you out the second time worse than I did you the first time So you can't just you can't block a man as like Just playing a Checkers move when you block a man It got to be a chess move and it got to be a situation to where you done You done and if you're not done Then you got to know what you getting into when he coming back You got to have some stipulations and some rules. You got to be done. Got some some some coaching Let me see I lean god bless you now god bless. I really appreciate that Really appreciate that Now make sure y'all put hashtag q in front of your question. I see this here Tony me and this guy been dating for three weeks, but then he found out I'm a virgin he said it's fine, but he hasn't been calling or texting as much anymore. Should I move on? I'm 19 he 24. Yep.  I think you try to put a question again now, but you just send him your blessing blessing now Don't write in for no, uh, don't be calling youtube for uh charge back now brandy I'll see you in a second blessing.  They can't tell you the difference between Uh, uh, uterus and uh Can't tell you the difference between you hit me manicure pedicure So you will be you wasting your time that young focus on you your degree and Getting things in order and when you hit about 25, that's when you really Open up your eyes for love before that a man got to be Smelling like jesus You need to thank he you need to thank he like you saw the lord glowing on him You need to see a glow around him if you pay attention to a man before the age of 25 Let's say god bless you. How do you feel about men with a 50 50 mindset? Is it a red flag? Yeah, it's a red flag. It really just mean he dating around It means dating around and he don't have The money to go 100 with all y'all So if you just pull your weight Then he got enough room to have the other women on the on the roster as well, but a man who Is serious about dating. He's serious about finding his wife He want to show you that he's a provider. He want to come in and take care of the meal He want to come in and take care of the bills if y'all get together and y'all together like become, you know, a real couple But he's not going to be paying your bills as a boyfriend But he's going to be at least paying for the dates paying for the food showing you stuff like that to let you know that he has That mentality of providing for the household Honor beauty god bless you now. What does he mean when an ex-boyfriend of five years? came back and Stated he needed closure Asked why I decided to become celibate Um, it really does not mean anything other than he has a soul tie He has a soul tie with you and he just being nosy Really just coming back to Send you a mixed signal because it's already been five years. So what that mean with five years is that mean you gave him three years too Many That mean he ought to know everything he need to know now he coming back just wasting time now You need to go on about your business been five years now. What you come back asking questions for You should already ask them questions You ought to know all you need to know five years So he's just wasting your time and what that does is it strengthens the soul tie?   He need to be trying to meet up with you trying to see you He need to be an open book be transparent.  He need to be consistent and on point um Zanya god bless you now. I see you there With that good blessing Natasha bless you now. Hi Tony. COVID put a stop on my dating life. How to stay Positioning ready in this here new norm Thank you. Um That's good.  Remember, remember that you talked about um, American that time how to smile Smile with your eyes that man could see you smiling and he could see Just the way you walk That's her and he right on you. So it's not really about You know doing anything special the positioning really today is getting his knowledge Having this knowledge so that when you bump into the man when he come to holler at you You know what you're looking for. So really you need to be on Tony gasses academy dot com or on self love you Dot com Taking them courses getting that knowledge. So when you start courting with this man when he courting you You know what red flag to look out for My boyfriend they'll be blessing now. My boyfriend wants to propose And marry soon but does not want to do the required premarital counseling at my church to get married Is this a red flag? Yep. That's a red flag. That's a red flag. That's a non-negotiable That's non-negotiable. So it's like listen playboy If you don't want to go through this he'll premarital counseling.  Thank you for all your message. I really get good insight God bless you Okay, no bondage. I'm currently Blessing now working with an attorney to establish a nonprofit for any city youth and young adults paperwork is being prepared When is a good time to apply for grant funding?  What should I do?    No question. Just a preacher. Whoo That's my favorite kind of blessing now bless you Black girls rock bless you after a disagreement. He has not called to apologize. What do you think is the reason tony? It's really ego. And so that's ego and what he's doing is he's training you So when a man disagree with you y'all getting the argument and then he's going by this business He don't call you he training you because he's not showing vulnerability He's not showing any remorse. So he letting you know Don't you ever in your life again disagree with me him helper? That's what he's trying to say to you His boys now when I say help it up with my grandma used to say, you know derogatory turn Is that for the old folks? But that's what he's saying now. He might he using other words, okay? But he's he's trying to train you and he's sweating. Yeah, you know smoking. Yeah So that way you break down you get weak and then you hit him up And then he said uh gotta So if he the one supposed to be reaching out to you If he was in the wrong Then let him do that Because if you reach out to him And he was in wrong You played right into his hand and now he didn't train you Boo Baker God bless you and I thought my ex and I could be friends. He gets mad when I travel without him Doesn't want to know What's going on in my life that excludes him? Why? Well It's because he does not love you He want to control you.  That's what's had Dylan. That's what's happening essentially in your life When you dealing with an ex You just tripping yourself up. You got to go ahead about your business Uh, Rachel garb dashing now my boyfriend and I just got back together He told me he is still angry at me. So he is going to punish me and I have to accept whatever treatment he gives me Am I being manipulated?   He coming back to break you. He coming back to annihilate you He coming back to incapacitate you.  Respect the intimacy. That's all you know already. You know already hit it right there.  You know everything you need to know about a man You need to be you need to take the life coach certification course on tonigasinsacademy.com Wireless 30% off and join my mentor dot life and start coaching.  I have a hard time building an emotional connection with men that I like Any tips on how to be vulnerable in a healthy way? No, look at the definition of vulnerable Look at the definition for vulnerable so Vulnerable men to be open for attack So when you dealing with a man that's not your husband You never want to be vulnerable because see the definition of vulnerable change when you marry and you're in love but when you In the dating world All is found love and war to be vulnerable means to be open for attack So you never want to be vulnerable for a man the reason why You have a hard time connecting Emotionally with men that you like is because that's what you want, but that's not what you need That's what you like, but that's not your husband. That's your preferences, but that's not your standards So see the man that's for you. He got a key to your heart So you don't have to Open the lock. He got the key the man. That's for you.  You're gonna feel at peace.  So that's what you got to understand when you don't feel that that's your intuition that's telling you Gone about your business. This ain't your husband Shay Shay god bless you now watched if you take him back and forgiveness was the thing But how do you forgive yourself for making the mistake of taking him back? Well, you forgive yourself by leaving him So once you leave him and once you start to get the knowledge Then that is the action of forgiving yourself.   What you gonna do you finna get up and leave Good see you lie new day to see Now when y'all put those in there in the chat, sometimes I miss those so y'all got to forgive me on those. Okay I try to catch all of these but Y'all tearing that five dollars up And they they and they be deleting old fast. So y'all forgive me now. I'm trying to make sure Separate it with his own place Yeah, um, thali the one you taking the man the bible study take it real slow with him now Please the blood of jesus over and not in person but in your head And make sure he's living by that bible. What is your opinion on mother staying in unhealthy relationship for the sake of the kids? Well, think about that, you know, you know, just think about that because It really ain't for the sake of the kids It is really for the sake of her insecurity For the for the sake of her lack of self-love because if it's really about the kids Then you don't want your kids in an unhealthy environment So if it's really about the kid, you're gonna get up and be gone because you could do bad by yourself And you could do better by yourself So it really ain't by the kid because the kids seeing toxicity and unhealthy relationship and seeing mama broke down Seeing mama crying seeing mama stress seeing mama a shell of herself. That ain't benefiting them kids That teaching them how to hate yourself That's teaching them how to have a toxic relationship So that's hurting the kids not benefiting the kids. So a lot of time People say that but we putting it on the kids because we too weak to leave because we don't want to We fear the unknown we fear starting over and we think that that's going to damage the children But you got to realize god made children different That's why the bible tell you if you had a the faith of a child see childlike faith Childlike courage childlike love childlike like when you look at the childlike mentality They're so ambitious and courageous and brave and resilient Because they haven't been here long enough for the world to strip them of who they truly are So It's harder actually on Adults to break up than it is on the kids now. Yeah, the kids may go through some things But it's harder on the adult But see if the child got a parent that they living with and that parent is 100 Then that child going to be healthy. That child going to be all right Are you thinking of writing another book soon? Absolutely. Jacqueline. Um, I'm ghost writing right now I'm finishing up ghost writing a book. But when I finished that then I could focus back on my own You know situation, but I'm gonna be writing books the rest of my life. Lord willow Went out on a date yesterday With a guy and our dogs learned that he isn't a born-again believer He wants a second date. How do I gently turn him down and tell him it is because of a difference in beliefs Well, you got to realize now. There ain't really nothing gentle All you could do is say it without screaming and yelling without cursing And say hey, it was great spending time with you. But unfortunately I'm just not in a place to move forward And I just it's nothing against you You don't even have to give him the whole reason. It's me not you Because see we live in a new day and age today and a lot of people being turned over to a reprobate mind So you tell somebody you got to be careful the reasons you give people because you never know what people hear that Could be Ted Bundy nephew that you're talking to But when you put it on you not him Like you going through too much like you not in the right place like you could possibly possibly potentially Break his heart then it's like wow, okay. Thank you for looking out for me.  That's what he's going to hear So then if he cuckoo for cocoa puffs now You can have a problem on your hand. So it's all about really you worthy and you need to lie to him It's you not him. It's it's your decision.  How do we overcome? Well, it's gonna take Remember what I tell you now what my cousin taught me when we were 10 or 11 he said relationship is 51 49 So y'all power struggle because y'all 50 50 you just bumping heads So what you're gonna have to do is you don't have to be 51 49 the day me and my wife were talking about, uh Situation today and I had one opinion on it. She had another opinion on it. She said, all right. All right Well, hey, just do what you think is best. It's ain't no sense of us going back and forth on this hill Jesse, that's what you feel. Let's do that And so she sidestep She sidestep the power struggle because she said, okay All right I'ma give you this one go ahead Now I end up doing What she said we ought to do So then I took a sidestep so she sidestep then I took a sidestep because after I thought about it I really was just voicing and thinking out loud and she was telling me her opinion But what I realized her opinion made more sense Carolyn God bless you now um Mommy V bless you is per a good reason to end the marriage She's talking about nasty movies now. Um, yes, it is Yes, it is it that that is You know, especially if it's an addiction Like if he just was you know venturing out there watching it one time Then that's something different you check them on that y'all talk about that y'all work through that But if that's what he does um You know, that's unfaithfulness. That's unfaithfulness. It's gonna lead to some lot to a lot of problems Boo Baker God bless you now my ex was Abusing and abandon Abuse and abandon as a child Talks at first marriage. He's broken. So I stayed his friend in good faith knowing he has issues with abandonment I know he loves me when I call he runs advice Well He don't love you Um boo Baker, your your ex does not love you and what he went through as a child that You know 60 70 percent of people going through that these days.  They're not running from you They're not running from you. They come into you. So understanding that right there So he running just because he know that you're not the one for him and he's not the one for you And he really because he kind of your friend. He's really trying to spare your heart So anybody him loving you he may respect you He may have some love for you, but it's nothing romantic, you know So understand that now Oh, he run to you you say when you call him you say he runs Well, guess what if his actions don't back it up with love If you if y'all not together and like you say your ex that's not love then that's a soul tie That's a soul tie. So you got to understand the difference I got a course on a course on soul ties on tonigasinscademy.com You got to understand the difference between a soul tie and love Because he love is pure Love is not mixed signals. Love is not in and out your life. Love is not backing for Love is not confusing. Love is pure Love is pristine. It's crystal clear clarity confidence wholeness peace happiness anything. That's not that It's a deviation from love. It's not love. We call it love what you got to realize you could have a relationship without love You could have a little love without a relationship But love is pure so you got to understand that the actions always going to back up if it's real love It's going to be pure Z God bless you. This one guy only texts me and not call I don't call him either. We go on dates and everything, but I think he stays with a woman and everybody's you right He stayed with a woman You already that's your woman intuition letting you know that So now that your woman's intuition lets you know that Go on about your business how to tell a man Tiffany God bless you now how to tell a man he has some growing up to do Without offending him by the way, thank you for saving my dating life.  Hey God bless you now Um, you go offend them, but you don't necessarily have to tell a man that he has some growing to do It's really like more so you stopping the behaviors you don't like meaning If a man don't call you when he says we're gonna call you that next conversation you say listen I don't have time to waste so if you're not going to be able to keep your word and please don't waste my time And however, he take that that's how he take that that's on him. You're not yelling at him You're not cursing at him. You just keeping it real. So it's really you don't say hey, you need to grow up You just call out the behaviors that you don't want to see repeat it See any behavior that is recognized and rewarded repeats itself But when you stop that behavior you call it out you redirect that behavior Then you reinforce the positive behavior Now that's how he learns and he grows and he changes But if you're not doing that then you're going to be wasting your time Esmeralda. God bless you now x is 45 I'm 28. I left because he was a ill But I wanted him to change I didn't want to be done. I was holding on to the whole family picture now. He's moved on to a woman Another woman and I am struggling with that five years. Well, you're going to have to do the work to heal You're going to struggle now because five years So it's it's normal and natural struggle. But what you got to realize that you were dating your daddy You were dating your daddy and so you might have some daddy wounds that you might need to address with your counselor But a man that's that old That man old enough he bought old enough to be your granddaddy That man old enough depending on the decade that the era he you know, we in So what you got to realize going about your business? You either do your coaching read your books take your courses be on your life going about your business Let's say god bless your eight months in he feels I should treat him I believe in a man courting everything is fine until money is involved He calls me selfish for not spending on him as I do myself and family Is that a legitimate reason to let him go? Yes a legitimate reason to let him go Because it's only eight months and he focused on the wrong thing.  He like he old thought It's like come on, bro You're supposed to be trying to court pay for dates Optimum he want to be treated.  I got to go got to go Hey, go on about your business now. Let's turn Cherise God bless you now. I've been on several dates with a new guy and when we meet I see him blushing But he never compliments me. What's going on in his head? Well, Cherise now What you got to understand now That blushing might be his spirit Being disrupted because he know he come to play games So you got to understand now sometimes the fruit looks similar, but the root is different Now he's not complimenting you but that don't mean nothing right away. Okay, because players compliment Dolls compliment. Okay Dolls literal dolls and men. That's dolls compliment So what you got to understand that don't really mean nothing so you got to look beyond that and and You know, don't worry about a compliment. Where about his actions? Where about his consistency focus on that down Sarah E. God bless you when a man's in love Well, he still think you're beautiful even if he catches you looking rough. Yes. Yes When when a man in love everything beautiful Everything is beautiful every day. You're beautiful like my wife. She could have Happy messy no makeup on Just woke up and I'm like girl you look sassy And she'd be like get out of here. I'm looking so rough. What are you talking about?  God met through friends started sending DM Two months ago on current events asked last week if I'm in a relationship He said he wasn't in one and is looking but didn't ask me out time was through Um No, he might just be moving slow because you a warm lead He met you through friends. So Just take some time time or tell Sunshine and like God bless you from the male perspective How can a wife keep her husband wanting more of her since naturally as people We take the people we see often for granted and men especially always seem to be on the hunt To be honest with you is nothing you can do as a woman Other than be your best self meaning you're not trying to argue You ain't backing down when you getting disrespected now.   It's really nothing you can do What the number one thing you got to do as a woman is make sure you choose a man that has character Because ain't nothing gonna keep a man faithful other than himself Meaning his relationship with God his belief system His purpose who he is it is nothing a woman could do you could cook all day You could clean all day you can suck and duck and jive and fly you can swain Bop top rock anything you want to do and you still get cheated on if you choose a man Who does not have high morals high character high values and a man of integrity So it's it's less about you and more about the man you choose Shanice God bless you not just sending a blessing She will God bless you now been in a long distance relationship for one year five months He's in DC and I'm in Alabama We talked for nine months Before meeting and since then have met and spent time together And he wants to meet my parents and daughter. Could this be real? Yeah, yeah, it could be real nine. It could also be fake So you know Yeah, it could be real But it could be fake You mean so with a situation like that you got too many caveats and nuances in there So you're going to need a one-on-one coaching session because you're going to have to dig a little deeper It's going to be a lot of a lot of little telltale signs in there that we can't get into on here It's going to come down to the frequency of his calls The type of calls do we send handwritten letters? Do we send 1 800 flowers once a month? DC to Alabama they ain't too far apart sound like y'all haven't seen each other You know a couple of times It's been a year and five months Y'all don't sound too too close.   Do you have any success in business? Do we have a business mentor? It's like come on now So come on now and listen to everybody on hill Everybody on hill listen to me Stop Lying on god Okay, stop putting words in god mouth Y'all please stop doing that because the lord do not like that Lord do not the lord is the lord of the light Hey, uh, Gabriel bring some water Hold on a Tenor soprano y'all hold it down real quick over there. I know y'all saying 24 hours, but hold on right Well, I'm watching Tony Gaskin live and a young lady just said That I told her the man is her husband Whoo And she is saying they down there fornicating. She said I told her You hear me y'all gotta understand Y'all start lying on the lord. Okay, stop lying on the lord. Come out of the sin All right Then talk to the lord And that's where you're gonna hear the message because this is where the lord talking that right here through me to tell you come out that sin And start lying on my name And leave that sorry man Who asking you for a business loan?  I have a three-year-old son by my 45-year-old ex I'm 28. Okay.    Yeah, they don't want you to leave.  I had never heard of you until one month ago.  I don't know why you will hear of me. Tammy.    But a good I'm glad that we want in each other that we met each other. Thank you for being here. Thank you for that blessing that you sent me Jackie God bless you now left for five year engagement with a 37 year old immature emotionally and verbally Grown boy, will he ever grow up or will he go from woman to woman repeating the cycle of of you? Um It sounds like he's gonna be in that cycle says So what you got to do is you got to Appreciate the fact that you have been spared Do not regret it.   So that means he attempts no human So what that means is that in the bible tell you that god gives gifts and adds no sorrow So god ain't gonna send you into a war zone of a man's life where you could lose your life where you could be You know taking advantage of where you could be heard and all of this That didn't you just went there.  See what god to give you Is the way of escape When the adversary has put you in a test or Temptation what god to give you is the way of escape What god to give you is the wisdom to see that he's not in it and that you need to get gone That's what god will do. Okay Shayla god bless you now tonic I've been wanting to start my own channel by asking god for confidence. Do you believe in fasting? Yeah, I believe in fasting, but I don't know if it's gonna give you confidence, you know Reading your bible and praying You know give you confidence Proverbs 7 1 say the knowledge of the lord brings about a strong confidence.   You know, I don't want to be on here tonight I I didn't want to get on here tonight. I'm shy, you know, I'm I'm an introvert. I'm very quiet I don't talk to nobody, but I just got to go, you know, I just got to go I just got to do so if god and call you to or you just got to be old being you can't think about it Every video I do like when I finish the video, I'd never watch the video again Every video I shoot I never watch it again. I don't watch it. I don't edit it That's why I don't even edit my video because I'll be watching and critiquing myself And the video I'll never make it to the daylight.  Remember that ain't gonna be no mantra. You just got to go Miss till God bless you now. I'm married, but I know my husband is with someone and we are separated But he is constantly saying I have someone I have someone what is that about? Well, that's just his guilty conscience talking and um y'all done And it's just his guilty conscience talking and He trying to you know, get you to say some or lead on some so he can make himself feel better About what he's doing. So you just got to understand that if you ain't got nobody then Instead of telling him you ain't got nobody to say well Whether I do or don't that's not your business. Thank you by Crystal God bless you I think it's hopeless out here to find love think I should just change my vision for life And let finding love take a backseat. What coaching class would be good for me to start with? um I don't have a class on mindset yet I don't have a class on mindset or positive self-talk And that's probably that sound like that's what you need um, because life gonna give you What you tell life to give you That's what life gonna do for you Because when God said let there be light and there was light When we read that example The reason why that example exists for us Is to say that what you speak is what's gonna come about So when you said that you almost choked on my spit reading it because I don't even like reading negative negativity I don't need like letting negativity come out my mouth So you first got to change your mindset and you got to change what you're saying because when you say that Your brain does not know the difference between Fact or fiction.  I know I could find love I I know God like he know God. I know it's love out there. I know I'm gonna meet my husband. Whoo. I can meet my husband today. That's how you got to think about it And I I check my email all the time. I tell my wife Why you taking email time because I say a blessing coming a blessing coming I'm waiting on this blessing to come every single day I'm waiting on this blessing to come and I don't lose enthusiasm from one day to the next I'm waiting on this blessing to come and sometimes waiting on that blessing to come I'll be like lord. Hey need a blessing one of y'all to send me a cash out. Whoo. Thank you lord. Look at Lord Say I hear you.  I said, okay We've got another little coach coming into the world. That's because that blessing me too So you see you just got to change your mindset And and but with that mindset right there, just take all my courses. Just take all my courses And now when I'm gonna hurt you take all of them.  What do I do with men that say they cannot be with me because I don't need anything from a man I am 50. Am I just supposed to not have nothing at all? Those are just the wrong men for you That's all you got to realize It's really a man that's not built for you That's not for you that does not want to be with you that's using that as his excuse to say Ah, we meant to be it's nothing against you though. It's just That's not your man. So you got to understand that and keep going Um, but Tina God bless you God bless you Now I'm gonna tell y'all what now I missed some of y'all that was in here with the blessings that come up in the chat Like tally. I see it's 25 and 35 too big of an age gap Technically, yes, but stranger things have happened. You typically want to stay within five years Because what you got to realize within five years you within the same generation so to speak. I mean You within the same decade So your music kind of was the same the world Happenings was the same Or the technology was the same when you were in that five years when you go to 10 now It could be a big difference between an 80 babies and a 90s baby. You said, I mean versus a 81 and a 86 You know 80 versus 90 that could be a huge difference Teaching the cold god blessing. I see you right down So she's royal bless you now During a combo about the way forward Boyfriend of nine months asked me To score him. I asked him the same about me He says 60 40 We live together. Am I wrong to be offended? Well, I don't know what 60 40 is You know, I really don't know What that 60 40, I don't know what kind of school y'all talking about You know, but no, you're not wrong to be offended. I mean, I know 60 is an elf And 40 is an elf too. So I don't know if he's trying to play off the 80 20 But yeah, I'm gonna look a few about that now and y'all and now hold on. We live together Okay, that's where you that's where you're going wrong at right now Because you living with a man you've been with for nine months That's not your husband.  You hear what i'm telling you? So that's why he told you 60 40 because you let him get too close before y'all even built real love See saws god bless you now. My boyfriend is so focused on money He's trying to dissuade me from going to law school because of the economy Always focus on money and he economics I feel like he's being a naysayer. He's amazing in every other way You're gonna have to do what you want to do. Okay That's your boyfriend boyfriend don't get no say so in your life because if he wake up in two years and want to leave you Now you ain't getting no alimony because that's boyfriend. So law school go and get your law degree Lord willing you get through it. Lord willing you pass the bar Then you can get your job as a law you make it a little money Some lawyers don't make no money. Some lawyers making 45,000. Oh, and so law school ain't got nothing to do with no economy You can have students on regardless of what you do. You can have debt regardless of what you do So you better off going pursuing your dream the reason why let me tell you why why this man here Telling you not to go to law school Because you you his equal right now When you go to law school you elevate above him You become somebody they see a lot of men want to keep a woman barefoot and pregnant A lot of men want to feel like a woman places just in the house A lot a lot of men just want a woman to be cooking and cleaning But see when you go to law school, he feel like you're gonna be in law class And it's gonna be this old tall dark and handsome glass of chocolate milk sitting in there And then when y'all got to break in the groups you get put in the group with Suave Suve who talking all this civil law And he feel like you could get swept off your foot because you got to be with your study group four five six hours Studying for the big test in this old tall glass of water in a Sahara desert in your group See if you go to law school, he feel like you're gonna outgrow him That you're gonna be better than him that you're gonna be looking down on him because ain't no man in his right mind It's prestigious as just saying I'm a lawyer is ain't no man in his right mind Gonna tell his woman not to go to law school Unless he jealous and insecure Now that's what you got to realize and that's what you ain't want to heal But see that's why I be trying to tell y'all everything says something But we don't want to hear what it's saying because we want to believe what we want to believe because of what we want So because you won't love so bad because you want a man so bad Because you want a relationship so bad You don't want to believe that the man you dealing with could be jealous of you trying to sabotage your success Because he's afraid you're gonna outgrow him. Tell him I said it Shout this part of the video with him playboy get your life together You got an ambitious good woman trying to better herself and grow and you trying to hold her down Man money come and go they're giving out stimuli checks right now Money come and go man let that one pursue what she want to pursue and you pursue what you need to pursue So y'all could build together and be a power couple still trying to hold that woman back Hey, come on now all got to do better Asia one on one god bless you not tony Should I tell a friend for over 10 years that I have strong feelings for him? Or call it a loss. We talk about everything we dated briefly in the past. I broke up with him foolishly He is now married Now you see the way married came out. It just something happened when I seen that word married It just hit it hit it just came out differently You ain't even having at all caps. So friend 10 years Dated in the past broke up with him He married Okay, so what you need to do is cut him all the way off and let that woman have her husband What you need to do is cut him all the way off And let that woman have her husband and you heal your heart so you can attract your husband Because while you trying to be the third leg You're going to end up getting chopped off Because one day she might get in her feelings and when she got her clout in that situation They're getting ready to buy a new house. They're getting ready to start a big business And she see you in the way. Oh, you want to do this? Well, first I don't feel comfortable.  I'm gonna remove myself because we done had a history and I got feelings and you may have feelings I don't know if you got feelings, but I'm gonna remove myself because this is not healthy for me They're blocking my blessing from meeting the man. That's for me. You don't found the woman That's for you. Now. I need to get the man for me.   So guess what? You make your bed. You got to lay in it.  That's the consequences of getting on your back When you're not married So now you got to stay single so you could be 100 percent parental for your child to protect your child from this world Because you watch a little bit of news you're gonna see what boyfriends doing to girlfriends children to step children.  You hear me?  I'm like, whoa, okay. Women can have children in their 50s. All right Congratulations Sarah and Abraham.  I said, oh really that's news to me So hey if that and somebody said especially in Africa So, you know, it's probably better There's better water over there. I went I went to Africa. They told me it's the third best water in the world And I say, okay. Wow. It's better water over there. Maybe it's less processed food So if you over there you in the motherland 37 That's 17 over there in the motherland It's so pure and pristine over there. So you probably can't that was Sarah was in Africa when she had the baby at 95 So you probably can't have a baby at 40 45 50. So listen You'd have made one mistake by sleeping with a man at one your husband So now make it right by being 100 percent mommy for your child who needs you to protect that child From these men that you might be dating out here Do that right there right and you're going to get what you want out of life Thank for queen god blessing my ex dawg dawg me out, which I left him in december But he pulls me towards my dreams, which now i'm an owner of my business right now thoughts a Every loss ain't a loss. Okay.  It was a lesson. So a double for your trouble That don't mean you need to go back to him. Just be thankful for what he did do But he ain't do enough. So keep keep moving about your business Salim god bless you not bless for that blessing. Thank you so much tony for your insight You are truly a blessing to so many people quick question If your boyfriend says he needs space should you take him back if he comes and overall he has great qualities No Me personally just i'm just tell you as a man a man don't ask his wife for space A man asks a roster filler for space You said i mean, you know the roster filler like when you if you watch any sports The person that's the people on the bench that don't get to play much. That's the roster filler That's who you ask for a break You you you on this team you're not asking lebron for a break You said you ain't asking step curry damian lilet for no break So a man don't ask his wife for a break.  I see that red up there.  Just sent a message to connect with you for coaching How long before a session married almost 30 years now a widow almost three years trying to date grown boys not My time I'm a salon owner slash stylist ready to focus on my three bees reinvent time. Please help um I believe the sessions now booked into july. I think they're booking into july But you can visit my mentor dot life and click on browse coaches Um, if you need it sooner than that then we have vip sessions, but You have to email in to support at tonigaction.com I typically coach about three vip's a week who you know, can't wait the four to six weeks, but Your situation is not that pressing So, you know, I would just say booking on my mentor dot life. It may you may find something in June No, not June. No, not June. You'll find something in july But um, your situation not not that, you know pressing so so you got a little time Uh crystal god bless you. Thank you for your answer. May god continue to bless you and your family Love the video with you and your wife Getting the book this weekend. Can't wait to read it. Purchase t-shirt a couple weeks ago.  Or stay away.  I've never had a co-parent So my wisdom only gonna go so far on them situation Crown Virgo god bless you a friend and I Reconnected after his wife just passed. I'm 51 and he's 58 Are we good now for dating leading to a relationship? Now see the key word what you said is just passed So No, y'all not good what you will be right now is a band aid See he got an open wound and you will be the band aid So what you got to realize is that could set you up for failure y'all also seven years apart So you outside of that five year grace. So that's another red flag. So just pass friend from your pass And y'all seven years apart He got an open wound. So you a band aid or a rebound So if you want to do that charity work, you know, then start a foundation and be You know widow with or were lovers Incorporated and you get a bunch of women that y'all talk on the phone with men who just lost their wife So if you want to do that charity work start a foundation If you don't want to do charity work, then you need to go and let him heal Let him talk to the pastor.  I don't want to be a test dummy.  Do you think men these days are truly looking and wanting a wife? Beyond which I think about every man want a wife A lot of men don't know what a wife looked like and a lot of women don't know what a wife looked like So that's really where the problem comes in at A lot of people just don't know what they're looking for.   Thank you for your message and videos of truth and hope God bless protect you and your family In Jesus name. Hey God bless you now. Hey y'all my battery just had 20% now. So I'm gonna see what we got on here Rock saying God bless you How do I begin to heal after being lied to by a man I thought was in a relation I thought I was in a relationship with only to find out The woman he lives with is not his sister um Well rock saying um You're just gonna have to take that one on the chin Okay, and a boxing match when you get hit in the chin you get knocked out So yes, you didn't got knocked out All right, then you get an eight count They count the eight to make sure you got to be on your feet Then they make sure you're okay And for you going about your life So you just got to take that lesson you took a L The next time you meet a man who living with a woman that say his sister Then you're gonna know let me get on over here and talk to your sister Oh, I need to meet your sister if that's your sister then I need to meet your sister So just add that lesson to your you know repertoire to your arsenal of lessons And keep doing what you're doing one foot in front of the other See love God bless you now. See love be blessing me now. Tonya Jordan. God bless you so much wisdom gained through each video Live or not. Thank you. Hey bless you Tonya. I really appreciate that Now let me see. I know I missed some of y'all in here um in in the other kind of Chat scene pray love bless you. I'll see you right there Evet God bless you now Make sure on your question you have that hashtag cue On there So I can see that I left my ex start getting on my back with him He wants to get back with me Been putting in work now talking about marriage I said must get premarital counseling. He agreed. Am I doing what's right, Tony?  You got to tread lightly You can't go to one premarital counseling session and think that y'all heal Think that y'all done Because what happens on this hill situation is Men hate to lose So a lot of times a man will come back and you could say a jump through that fiery hoop over there Hey, i'ma take this ring of fire.  All right, we finna go skydiving. I need to see that you really really love me He'll go skydiving.   Is he reading books taking courses talking with mentors doing coaching Learning and growing is he changing? Did he stop smoking? Did he stop getting drunk? Did he stop gambling? Did he stop watching nasty movies? Did he stop cursing so much? Did he stop playing video games all day? Did he stop, you know watching too much tv? Is he growing and changing?  What is he doing for him? So that's what you got to realize does not and when you when you realize that there That's gonna help you now after three months of dating. Can I ask the guy? Where does he see this going? Nope, if he don't tell you where it's going then that means he don't see it's going no well Tony why does a man get scared when he knows it's about to happen? Marriage I'm in love with him and I know he's in love with me Um, well that I mean you You you you you got to understand the nature of a man Okay, the nature of a man love variety The nature of a man lives For that love emotional high that come from either making money Or sleeping with a woman So no man truly is gonna be jazz Oh get married. Yes, something to be better.  Yes One woman, you know, no man really Is gonna be Esthetic about that because this means that this is one person For the rest of your life This one set of eyes, ears, nose, legs Everything on chain. Okay They sitting up the day Couple year they could be Slapping knees, you know So he think about all that he and now he also think about his body gonna be changing But the thing about it is Same thing like like a woman you might look at this man and say man What if he catch halitosis? You know, what did he get ed?  He really also just Checking himself to say like, okay Do I got what it take as a man to be 100 faithful for the next 50 years? You know, it it ain't it ain't as easy as we want it to be because humans Especially when you got so many men out here When you got doctors and scientists saying that monogamy isn't real that we're not built to be monogamous So like when you got all these studies and evidence and these people saying this stuff They're gonna get into that's gonna get into a man head So sometimes it's really something a little bit about that that he just trying to battle the negative voices Evet god bless you now a good guy that I've been dating for one year Never been intimate. The problem is I'm not all that physically attracted. Is it possible to overcome this? I don't want him to become impatient Nice guy not listening now evet I answer questions about men's Because I'm a man. So I understand men now me personally I don't know if women Get over a man not being physically attractive So I I don't know that right there now And because he hears a thing a woman Typically is more understanding of a man who is looks challenged so therefore When you are apprehensive about the physical aspect of the relationship That's a red flag because a lot of men are so superficial That when a man is concerned about the physical aspect of the relationship You know it could it's hit or miss he could be just being too picky But when it's a lot of women with looks challenged husbands It's a lot of women with looks challenged boyfriends. It's a lot of women who look at the heart You know, it's a lot of women dating men that Tall ain't no taller than this bottle You know, it's a lot of women dating men built like this bottle And so women a lot of time could see the heart of a man So when you were about the physical aspect That's when it's case to worry. Okay, that's that's when you got to the little son the word body and it's been a year The other thing is that women won't love women won't marriage So that that a lot of women won't that so if you got cold feet at one year That's not a good sign. That's not a good sign because that's what love and marriage that's what you want That he won't that less than you so if you got cold feet Hey, so I'm going on in now Kiera God bless you now. How do I co-parent with my ex when his ex-wife? threatened uh herself if he married me he's back with her and their two kids At what age should I let my baby go stay overnight? I don't want my baby in that environment Hey, keep your baby. Okay. Keep your baby Keep your baby long as you want to keep your baby. All right But when a woman says something like that right there Listen My child ain't going nowhere near that woman. You hear me? My child might be eight Yeah, he want to see the child he come over to your place and she got to deal with it She won't too.  So it's so many men and women. That's neglecting They children looking for some Loose booty for some loves ain't even looking for love just looking for some for a warm body. So listen y'all got to stop doing that When you bring a child in the world It's all about that child Everything is about because that child ain't asked to be here You got on your bike and you brought them So now it's on you to take care of ain't nothing ain't nothing else Hey y'all shout out to moderators for helping me out trying to keep the chat clear the chat open up at um, you know 15 minutes left and so we we Done come to and I really appreciate y'all for being on here tonight everybody that sent a blessing Thank you so much everybody that's in the blessed tribe Thank you for being in the blessed try because you blessing me every month for those of you I miss I know I I miss some of you But I was reading the questions at the top and I saw you put something in the chat. I missed some of them Please forgive me You know count it all love I see somebody up here Jacqueline. I see you right there Bridget Joy, I see you If I hope I'm saying your name, right? So I'm catching some of you um Shayla I see I answer your question and Jero So fire bless you Shayla How do you date for marriage as a single mother?  That's what you got to do Because the problem with the relationships of today Is you're going in without any Pre-requisites you going in without any Requirements you going in without your standards being established So when you don't know what you want you're going to get whatever somebody want to give And you have to understand who you are You got to understand what a real woman is And what she looks like what a real man is and what he looks like and what a real relationship is And what real love is and what they look like When you got that knowledge Now you set up to be successful. But see when you just going in there willy-nilly You're going to end up in all kind of situations.  Hey tony. It's been three years It's been five years. It's been seven years.  I really appreciate y'all and um Lord will and I can make it on here tonight.  We'll talk soon


Hey friends! Flair here with another streamer tutorial. Tonight we're going to talk about hate raid protection. I used two different methods to protect against hate raids in my channel. The first and foremost is active protection using Seribot. I'll go into that later.  Seribot is a bot written by the wonderful Seri codes on Twitch. Here's the channel. It's twitch.tv slash seri underscore bot. I'll put a link in my description anyway. But this bot is awesome for hate raid protection. I've been in channels where it happened and a follow bot kind of thing started happening and after a couple seconds of the streamer like trying to turn alerts off or whatever all of a sudden Seribot kicks in and starts banning all the people coming in and it just shut it down and after that it was just nothing and the streamers they will continue. So it was really cool to see and I recommend it to everyone and really all you have to do is go into the Seribot channel and type exclamation join and as at a baseline that's all you need to do to get the protection and then oh you also have to moderate add them as a moderator in your channel. So now I'm going to show you through the actions I've set up on streamer.bot to help me moderate during a follow bot attack or a hate raid. So I have two actions called lockdown and unlock and basically what lockdown does is it turns slow mode on in your channel it turns subscriber only mode on it turns follower only chat on it clears the chat and then it also hides my any visible chat element of my overlay and then similarly I have an unlock action that undoes all of that stuff. So let's set up this lockdown action and go ahead and right click create a new action of lockdown demo and we're basically just going to use a bunch of this twitch subactions to help us out here. We're going to go slow mode and then 10 so that just makes it so that people can look chat only once every 10 seconds. We're going to go twitch subscriber only mode and then we're also going to turn follower only mode on there is an automatic mode for that so we have to send a message to the channel as the broadcaster and just enable it with the slash command that's built into twitch which is followers 30 minutes so that means people only people that have been following for 30 minutes or more can chat. Then we're also going to send another message to the channel from the broadcaster to clear the chat and then I also added a subaction with obs to set the visibility of my chat to hidden and that's it for the lockdown. So then to make the unlock action we basically want to just undo all of that so we will add an unlock demo action and then just keep going in with those twitch actions twitch subscriber only no twitch and then we also want to undo follower mode which we have to use a twitch slash command for so we go send message to channel the broadcaster account and do slash followers off and then finally I want to re-enable the visibility of my chat set source visibility state chat and that's it the lockdown and unlock actions form the core kind of protection that I've set up in streamer bot they're called in two different places and this is where we get into the nested actions the first place is that they are called from my panic and relax actions which in turn call the lockdown action and then do a couple extra things we'll get into those in a minute the other place that I've that calls the lockdown and unlock actions is a event that fires at the start and end of stream and you set that up by going to stream apps and clicking on obs tab and you can see down here I have stream started and stream stopped you can add these by clicking right clicking down here and clicking add and you can see this whole list of events that obs triggers you know transitions cameras stop recording stopped sources changed everything but then there's also there's streams stream started and stream stopped and you want to pick those so the stream started event fires my unlock action so if any of that subscriber only slow mode or whatever was on when my stream starts it turns all that stuff off and then when my stream stops it calls the lockdown method and so that at the end of my stream it automatically turns on subscriber mode follower only mode etc so that when my stream is offline I can't get a hate raid in my chat when I'm not even there to do anything about it okay so now let's quickly revisit the panic and relax actions that are set up as well um first of all the panic action what it does is it creates a stream marker in my chat um so that later I can review easily when this happened um it then sends a message to chat saying I'm initiating panic mode hang tight um and then it runs the lockdown action and then once that's all of run I also trigger a 90 second commercial in my channel so that to take advantage of all of the followers in the follow you know if you got a bunch of bot viewers might as well give them an ad anyway and then relax does the same thing it calls the unlock action and then it sends a message to twitch saying I'm exiting panic mode time to relax um so what I can do with these is uh I can uh I have them set up as buttons in my stream deck so if this I haven't forbid this ever happens to me when I'm streaming live which it hasn't yet um I can just press my panic button and uh be done with it if you don't have that kind of thing you can also set up a chat a chat command um I think I did both so that um I can also I may have taken them away actually but you can set it set it up but you set it up as a voice control command you could set it up as a chat command the benefit of setting it up as a chat command is you could also your mods could also enable it if you allow it anyway uh that's what I've done I wanted to share some of the things that I've found to help protect against hate raids and uh not just keep it to myself


And now, tonight's presentation from radio's outstanding theater of thrills suspense. Tonight, the story of a murder, deliberate, cold, motiveless, in which we will examine its effects on our protagonist. The story is called, The Earth is Made of Glass. Good morning, Dr. West. Oh, good morning, Ms. Adams. I've brought down the night charts from the fourth floor. Ah, look at them all. What sort of night did you have? Fairly quiet, doctor. No new cases. There were. I don't know where you'd put them. Well, we have one vacant bed this morning, 4.36. Mr. Steele? Yes, he died about 4 a.m. Surprised he held on that long? I thought you might be upset, doctor. I mean, the day supervising Ms. Rosenberg told me you and Mr. Steele were either related or a very close friend. No, no, not at all. Mr. Steele suffered certain delusions. Just before he died, he asked me to give you this, Dr. West. It's some kind of diary or journal. He said he owed it to you, that it was in compensation. Well, leave it on the desk. I'll ask who's in charge of settling his estate. All right, doctor. I looked at the first few pages. Very strange. Well, I'm going off duty. Well, Miss Adams, I'll see you tomorrow. Yes, doctor. Journal of Richard Thomas Steele. Strange. He tore out a good many pages. Everything up to July 26, that's only a month ago. Why on earth do you leave it to me? Who do you think I was? Well, devil, there was certainly something torturing him. July 26, an extremely depressing day. Early morning on, the air was hot, heavy, sticky. I stayed indoors. I stayed indoors with the blinds drawn, spent three and a half hours arranging and cataloging a new shipment of books. I must say I gloated over the volume of bacon, gold leaf uncut, 1836, a treasure. In the afternoon, I ventured out to play chess with Elliot. He's an uninspired player and a worst conversationalist. I'm appalled that a man of Elliot's pretension still wallows in 18th and 19th century thought patterns, twaddle and sentimentality. He's totally out of step at the times, blindly determined to keep his mind closed to any developments in science. It was so apparent in that argument we had of a Ralph Waldo Emerson. I noticed he had a volume of Emerson's essays, a cheap reprint, and I thumbed through it. There was one paragraph in the essay called compensation which especially annoyed me. I must have snorted because Elliot was instantly on the defensive. When I asked him if he actually believed such claptrap, he fairly leaked that man. Certainly, I believe there's compensation Richard. Tet for tat, measure for measure, love for love. Whatever a man does comes back to him. Good for good, evil for evil, so that if I should commit a crime, I would have necessity to be punished. In one way or another, yes. You mean that I would in some way suffer in compensation for my evil deeds. Isn't that what Emerson says? I want to know what you believe. Do you believe what he says? Well, let's read what he says. Discounting the poetry in all the emotional overtones.  Commit a crime and it seems as if a coat of snow fell on the ground, such as reveals in the woods the track of every partridge in fox and squirrel and mole. You cannot recall the spoken word. You cannot wipe out the foot track. You cannot draw up the ladder, so as to leave no in that a clue. Some damning circumstance always transpires. The laws and substances of nature, water, snow, wind, gravitation become penalties to the thief. Well, Elliot. Beautiful, isn't it? Don't be evasive, Elliot. We're discussing his theory. Well, I don't see how there can be any argument. We know... We know a good deal more than Emerson, you old fellow, especially about the laws and substances of nature. They surely haven't changed. No, no. But we've taken them into the laboratory. We've tested the substances and we've mastered the laws, put them under our control. The scientific method, Elliot, white cancels out every word your friend Emerson wrote. The scientific method. Is it an open sesame to all knowledge? Does it make us gods? There are still mysteries we can never fathom, Richard. For instance, the mysteries in ourselves. In our souls? Yes, in our souls. And whatever it is we have that cannot be weighed or tested, yet which manifests itself in every good or evil thing we do. Say you commit a murder. Say I do. A perfect crime. I grant you that a man of your intelligence can outwit the police. Nevertheless, you could not escape from... Well, let's call it your conscience.  What? Let me put it this way. To catch a murderer, the police first set out to discover some connection between the murderer and his victim, which leads them to the motive for the crime. And when a murderer is caught by his own conscience, it is also through his connection with his victim, his emotional connection. But in a pure abstract murder, one occurring in an emotional vacuum, the two participants would be connected only by the unadulterated act of killing. But isn't every man connected first of all with himself? I mean, a man renders judgment on himself. In his soul, I would say. But superstitious claptrap, Elliot, apparently you're completely unable to grasp my premise. Theoretically, a laboratory murder is entirely possible. Why not actually? It would be very interesting to test the theory and find out. July 28, the weather continues warm, humidity high. This is the last summer I shall spend in New York. Today, I roamed around my library, read a little, thought a great deal. It's odd how I keep referring back to my conversation with Elliot. Abstract murder. A laboratory murder. I jotted down one or two theoretical points today. An amusing project in such hot weather. What utter nonsense to think of conducting a laboratory experiment and writing on paper. Or it's a contradiction in terms. The core of the scientific method is to prove theory in life. So, let us proceed actually to create a pure murder. A murder committed, as I said to Elliot, in a material and emotional vacuum. A murder of someone with whom I have no connection, whom I have no possible reason to kill. But I will decide how to choose my victim after I've made all the other preparations and have purchased the necessary equipment. Gloves, sir? What kind of gloves? Any kind of gloves? But I mean, what do you want them for? Driving, gardening? I want gloves I can use for almost anything. Well, now we call these utility gloves. Oh, yes. Those are excellent. What size, sir? Now, these look just about... No, no, no, I don't want to try them on. I'll pick them out. They are just right. I'm very fond of a genuine old-fashioned hardware store like this one. Lots of people tell me that, sir. Anything special you're looking for? No, I suppose I'm just browsing. Oh, yes. What are those? Ice picks? Yes, sir. Quite a selection. Screwdrivers and all their something I want. A knife? Sure, sir. Those are pretty poor knives. That's why they're marked down too big for paring, too small for carving. Just knives. That's about it. The best possible recommendation. I'll take one. A meaningless knife, all-purpose gloves, knife and gloves new, factory-made, uncontaminated by human association, smelling only the harsh, impersonal machines which turned them out, my first safeguards against the intrusion of emotion. I must complete my plans. Who will it be? I must never see his or her face. I must not know his or her name, age, occupation, thoughts or desires. I must come into contact with this victim as casually as though we were blown together by the wind. There can be no selection, no volition on my part, except the elementary volition necessary to raise my arm to kill. July 30th. The exact record of what has occurred. I must write it down now while it's fresh in my mind. I'll be absolutely precise and objective. Very well then. At exactly 10pm tonight, I left my house wearing the new gloves and carrying the knife in my right-hand coat pocket. I walked an undetermined number of blocks turning corners at random, taking care to observe no street signs or landmarks. I observed only one thing that there were many people on the street. In fact, I became aware that I was pushing to a rather dense crowd. I walked on with difficulty, myself to become conscious of the exact nature of my surroundings. Then at last, I found my progress to the crowd blocked by what I can only describe as a human back. I raised the knife and drove it into the back with all my force. I continued walking without haste, pausing only a fraction of a second to hear. He's dead. He's dead. He's dead, yes. I paused just long enough to hear, thus confirmed, my unqualified belief that without any possible consequence to myself, I had taken another human being's life. You are listening to Mr. Joseph Kearns in Sylvia Richard's study and motive. The Earth is made of glass. Tonight's presentation in radio's outstanding Theater of Thrills Suspense. This is Flag Week, when all patriotic organizations urge all patriotic Americans to display their stars and stripes. Your flag, hanging on high, tells all who pass that America truly is one nation indivisible. Give new glory to old glory by showing your country's colors during Flag Week, and on all patriotic holidays, national and local. And now, we bring back to our Hollywood soundstage Mr. Joseph Kearns in Elliot Lewis's production of The Earth is Made of Glass, a tale well calculated to keep you in suspense. August 1st. All day I felt enormously stimulated elated by the success of my experiment. The very intensity of the sun outside my study has added to my feeling of well-being. Tomorrow I shall complete my notes on this extraordinary and I'm sure valuable psychological study. Today I shall relish to the full my mood of achievement. How I regret that I can't tell old Elliot. The disbelief and horror on his face if he knew compensation. Oh, tut tut, Mr. Hammerson. August 3rd. Yesterday I was unable to write in my journal because of the excessive heat and because I suffered from a headache and a vibration in my ears. Today I'm forcing myself to write to have on record the final control in my experiment, my laboratory murder. To assure complete ignorance of the identity of my victim I have read no newspaper and will not read any for a period of two or three weeks. Nor will I hold conversation with anyone apt to be morbidly interested in murder as reported in the tabloid press. August 4th, the heat is unbearable and all day I have felt that odd heavy vibration in my head. Now also on my arms and body it is almost constant in a one, two, one, two rhythm but sometimes it's a sound as well as a vibration like the distant sound of the sea. I must consult a doctor. Last night I was kept awake by the throbbing in my head and toward morning I was subjected to a new agony. Very softly at first but louder and louder like voices heard in delirium my head became filled with an almost hysterical babbling. Not for an instant have the voices stopped or even paused seem to keep time with the reverberation of my heart. August 8th I have no need to consult a doctor for I know the nature of my illness. Last night trying to drive the unspeakable uproar for my brain I turned to music but when I put the record on the machine Schnabel's recording of Beethoven's F Minor Sonata the Appassionata the sound in the voices rose to a bedlam streaking round out the music and then I knew in spite of every precaution my laboratory murder had not taken place in a vacuum two things had penetrated my shield first the voices echoing in my ears the fragments of speech about a concert are the same voices I heard in that crowd rising again and again to the climax of a woman's scream the pulsing sound I hear when I drove that knife home into a beating heart its vital rhythm, the mighty leap the heart's muscle on the blade of the knife was transmitted back to me through my hand and remains undelibly recorded in the heartbeat of my own blood August 11th during the past hour the incessant hammering of sound has receded but I know this respite will be brief now while I'm able to reason I must discover where I heard an act swiftly to correct my error there's no turning back the death I caused the accomplished fact and each day I remember something more today suddenly like a photograph imprinted on my brain I saw the black collar of his coat his grey hat and between his clipped silky reddish hair and I had and still have an insatiable desire to turn his head around to see his face perhaps there's only one course for me to take to reverse my plan learn everything about my victim every possible detail I myself a total portrait and then discard it in its entirety learn his name, age, address all the statistics of his life why beg your pardon Miss where are the newspaper files what dates did you wish to see the week of July 30th which paper? the times I'll start with that now just a moment I want them for the whole week yes yes here are all the copies for July bound and these loose ones are August so far come out of the reading room and return them to the desk and you're through please I opened the bound volume near the end and immediately saw his picture page one center the photograph was blurred but without reading a word I recognized him because he matched his hair I mean his face went with the back of the head I had seen but before I could read the headline above the picture someone spoke to me pardon me but may I look at that for just a moment standing at my shoulder smiling certainly as alive as I but it was he was there he my victim the face in the paper and his face were the same I swear they were the same I'm sorry to bother you and the girl at the desk told me you had that volume of the times yes yes there's an item I wanted to see in the July 30th issue I'd wait but I have to catch a train if I'm late my wife worries you know how it is if I'm late my wife worries that night he was very late somewhere she's still waiting waiting is that what he wanted me to know oh but this is madness hysteria it's merely coincidence the man in the library looks so much like him he's dead I know he's dead and the dead need to walk nor speak I must believe that and I must go back to the library and find out where he lived who and what he was August 15th I'm beyond all human help I can confide the terrors I live with only to the pages of this journal today I went to Riverside to a quiet street where he had lived tree-lined street running down to the Hudson River I walked past his house number 246 Palisades Road a young woman on the front porch was trimming a morning glory vine I ached to speak to her and ask her name but the words stuck in my throat I walked on then at the next corner it happened again I had paused at the curb when he came up behind me pardon me did you see the bus go by the bus yes the bus for Columbia say what's wrong are you ill no no no I'm alright you look like you're about to faint I live right near here no no no please I'm alright my house is just down the block well it's up to you I can't make you come but I hate to see you suffer needlessly August 20th he doesn't like to see me suffer yet because of him there isn't one day one hour when I'm free from despair and fear so I accept him now the dead do walk and speak at least one dead man does whether actually or in the madness of my brain I do not know I only know that if I venture out of my house inevitably he finds me sometimes he follows at a distance he waits ahead of me in Beckins and sometimes he meets me face to face as he did two days ago I was going home and I stopped at the corner drug store hey there Mr. Steele, Malded no no I'll have a cup of coffee sure thing here this stool's vacant next to this gentleman thank you go ahead sit down sure sit down I won't bite you here's your coffee no Joe I changed my mind look fella if it's something about me what's wrong Mr. Steele what do you want of me tell me what you want me? I don't want anything then why don't you leave me alone somebody you know Mr. Steele apparently Mr. Steele thinks he knows me I do, oh I do maybe so Mr. if you say so but if you know me it sure wasn't from this life must have been some other incarnation that was the evening of the 17th and yesterday I'd started down the subway steps at 53rd street and all around to make sure he was nowhere near I'd only gone a few steps when I felt my arm jostled and I turned pardon me please what do you want why are you following me I looked and I didn't see you and then suddenly you struck my arm maybe it's just fate or something anyway I said I was sorry then have mercy on me and go away look you don't own the subway please I beg of you since my face seems to give you the willies no hurry got all the time in the world so I'll wait and take the next train will that help you know it will I don't know and don't want to but run along now before I change my mind August 26th what will you have Quoth God pay for it and take it well I have paid and I must now take for the day I learned the cure for all my pain and torment and the course I have to take is clear today on a deserted path during Fifth Avenue I saw him again he was coming directly toward me I waited I didn't even try to escape oh wait I must ask ask me what only one question I have to know I'm not sure I understand we don't have to play games I accept you you're real yes I guess I'm real and only you can give me the answer please I can't stand much more don't you see you look sick if you want me to help you there's only one way you can help only one way just answer me well okay go ahead I'll try do you believe in compensation what do you mean by that I mean if someone does evil if I have done evil must I get evil in return well say it again do you believe in good for good evil for evil look what about killing well there's all sorts of killing in the war I killed several people but senseless killing no reason what's the compensation for that you've asked a pretty complicated question of a pretty simple guy the only thing that comes to my mind right now is what it says in the bible an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth that's well does that answer your question an eye for an eye a tooth for a tooth command the price asked by the only one who can ask it well I'll pay for I've learned that no event between two human beings can happen in a vacuum we're all enmeshed bound together through our blood in a pulsing neck but one of us does violence to another he does violence to himself very well this price I'm glad to pay I'm glad to die for his death there's no other way in the hospital how do you feel but I must I have to die not if we can keep you from it well you did your best and what a silly way to do it with a butcher knife you have to let me die where's the doctor now lie down Mr. Steele the doctor will be here in a minute I have to make him see I promise you promise here's the doctor now Dr. West dying I'm having a little trouble what seems to be the matter you forgive me I tried to do as you said I need to die please go away and leave me alone I promise I'll die Ms. Adams yes doctor West did you finish reading his journal yes doctor it's a weird document certainly is what made him think you were the man he killed that was the nature of his illness he had a fixed illusion he looked at me and saw someone else's face how strange still when I finished reading this I called the police and checked about the murder and there was no such murder as he described not on July 30 not ever he didn't kill anyone he never drove his knife into a living back but Richard Steele killed in his mind you mean just because he thought of killing no he went further than that he selected his victim the man whose picture was in the paper I looked it up it was on the front page of the book review section the photograph of an author someone he wanted to kill yes and even for that crime because he wished for someone's death the earth was made of glass there was full compensation whose death, who was it the author of a new biography called Ralph Waldo Emerson and Our Times and who was it by the author was Richard Steele himself Suspense in which Joseph Kearns was starred in The Earth is Made of Glass next week the story of a man with no imagination who found it necessary to cause the violent end of a life it was written by the winner of the Edgar Allan Poe award E. Jack Newman and it's called sequel to murder that's next week on Suspense Suspense is produced and directed by Elliot Lewis with music composed by Lucian Morrowick and conducted by Lud Blusken The Earth is Made of Glass was written for suspense by Sylvia Richards in tonight's story Joseph Kearns was heard as Mr. Steele featured in the cast were Whitfield Connor, Charlotte Lawrence Herb Butterfield, Jerry Hausner Followinslow and Junius Mathews and remember next week E. Jack Newman's new suspense play sequel to murder when four noisy people give one noisy party in a Baltimore home two of the four wind up at the morgue it's an unsettling bit of business that interested all of Baltimore just a few years ago and CBS Radio's crime classics weighs the available facts for you tomorrow night on most of these stations hear all about the death of a Baltimore birdie and friend on crime classics tomorrow night you can join the FBI in peace and war Wednesdays on the CBS Radio Network