WBBM FM Chicago the refreshing delicious treat that gives you chewing enjoyment presents for your listening enjoyment Edmond O'Brien as Johnny dollar This is Hamill. Did you call me if you're guy Hamill the local corner? I did that's who I am What do you want? I wonder when I could get together with you and talk over the breeder Yeah, which one was that Neil Brea? He died last week I'm an investigator from his insurance company. They aren't convinced that he died a natural death They received a letter from someone here in town who said they weren't quite sure I'm sorry. I can't tell you that right now, but I'd like to go over the case with you I'm busy with other work. All right, Mr. Howell. I'll have to start from someplace else The makers of Brigley spearman chewing gum bring you Edmond O'Brien in a transcribed adventure of the man with the action Pact expense account America's fabulous freelance insurance investigator yours truly Johnny dollar Refreshment while you work for enjoyment anytime Chew a stick of Wrigley spearman gum the delicious long-lasting real mint flavor of Wrigley spearman cools your mouth and freshens your taste The good smooth chewing helps keep you feeling fresh and alert adds enjoyment to whatever you're doing So indoors outdoors at work or at play enjoy chewing Wrigley spearman gum Wrigley spearman refreshing delicious Expense account submitted by special investigator Johnny dollar to home office great eastern insurance company Hartford, Connecticut The following is an accounting of expenditure is during my investigation of the Neil Brea matter Expense account item one two hundred and thirty five dollars air fan incidentals between Hartford and my destination in Compliance with the company's request. I will not make that city in its state a matter of this record And I will leave it up to the company to strike the true names of the people involved My first personal contact was the man whose letter had set off the investigation. Dr. Henry Richards We met in his office secretly that evening after his nurse had gone home I'm sorry to admit mr. Dollar that there have been moments when I regretted writing that letter I have a wife and a son and a practice to think about this is a small town And I could be banished for stirring up a lot of unnecessary trouble both the company and I understand Dr. Richards And we want you to know that your letter and everything you tell me will be kept in strict confidence if Neil Brea's death was due to natural causes if it wasn't of course the letter and my report will do you no harm Yes, I see you've nothing to worry about. I'll be the villain As a matter of fact, I think I am one already. I talked to your car. Oh, you told him why you were here Yes, the only way for me to handle this is to stay out in the open with him and everyone else I make a fool of myself. I'll take a late train out of town. You told him you received a letter Yes, but not from whom you're sure he doesn't suspect me He didn't sound like he did there's no reason for him to is there you issued the death certificate didn't you yes Yes, I did tell me about Brea. How old was he? He was 26. He was taken seriously ill at work. Why didn't he work? He was part owner of a service station. I was called there that morning He was in a coma when I arrived, but Berger described his convulsions to me but it was his business partner Yes, Wesley Berger. He described the convulsions quite clearly It sounded as though they were the result of a violent heart attack I want you to understand Mr. Dollar a heart condition could have caused the symptoms he described and his condition when I got there I called for an ambulance, but he was dead before it arrived. Do you know his medical history, Dr. Richards? Yes. Yes, I do. He's been coming to me for a number of years I was the attendant physician at the high school during his junior and senior years He was a classmate of my son Alan and he and a number of the others continued to come to me Berger for one. Did Brea have trouble with his heart? Yes, there had been a condition, but it wasn't serious at his age I told him that he'd have to be careful when he reached a certain age, but I was stunned at his death I hesitated as long as I could before I signed the death certificate But as I told you if I'd refused to sign it I don't think it's fair to ask a private physician to take that responsibility I don't either, but it seems to me the way we run things What else might have caused his death doctor? Obviously a poison. Yes, his mean. Yeah, it's a metallic poison, isn't it? Yes, how fast does it work? 20 to 40 grains would be a fatal dose in from 10 to 30 minutes and the symptoms could have been those described by this Virtua. Yes convulsion, coma and death. Brea is buried here in town. Yes, what are you going to do? You want to arrange for an autopsy? I don't know how you'll do that I'm gonna ask you to play one more part in this and then I won't involve you anymore You haven't told anyone about the letter you wrote us. No, no, not even my family. All right I'll come tomorrow morning when your nurse will be a witness I'll demand that you show me Brea's medical history and I'll go to the coroner and ask for an autopsy I know I started it, but I don't like it now. Believe me doctor You have nothing to worry about and you wouldn't have started it if you didn't want to see the right thing done, true? Yes, yes, I'll see you in the morning. I made my appearance at the doctor's office the next morning was Unpleasantly efficient with his nurse went through Brea's medical history and proceeded to the coroner's office The fact that he held that public office had nothing to do with mr. Guy Hamill's personality He was close to 50 and it had taken years to develop it if he'd been a banker or anything else I'm sure he would have been the same. I Caught him as he came out of his office. I told you yesterday. I was busy with other business I know but I hoped you might spare just a minute or two. Why didn't you call for an appointment?  Well, I am Why don't you come back tomorrow sometime? It would be faster to go to the state police mr. Hamill Well, why don't you do that then I want to play fair with you I don't want to go over your head unless I have to I'll keep you from your lunch only a minute or two Well, all right, come on You've got a lot of nerve, you know saying these things to me Maybe you're right, but I'm being paid to say Dan and a lot more right now I'm gonna ask you to have Brea's body exhumed have an autopsy performed So you're an investigator from an insurance company in Hartford. Well, I think it's time you brushed up on municipal law As a coroner, I'm required by law to hold an inquest and order autopsies when there is reasonable grounds to suspect that the disease Suffered a violent or unnatural death or died suddenly from some unknown cause Yeah, it's a perfect quote Neil Brear died as a result of a heart attack and a competent doctor issued a signed death certificate to that effect Do you have reasonable grounds? Yes, the letter I told her about reasonable in effect It said that Brea was young and healthy and that there was a reasonable question about his dying of heart attack Did this person presume to know as much about Brear as his doctor as much maybe How familiar are you with poisons? Have you been trained to diagnose their symptoms and so on? No, I haven't I rely on the attendant doctors to inform me I'm not blaming it for that But has it ever occurred to you that every practicing physician is not an expert toxicologist The study of poisons is almost a science in itself It's not my job to check up on the doctors that signed death certificates and What's this about poison? There is a poison that while it's killing gives the same symptoms as a heart attack I'm adding that to the letter the insurance company received to me that adds up to reasonable grounds for suspicion You know, I think your heart is in the right place I don't go for this poppycock, but I can see how you'd get upset It's not me It's the insurance company that doesn't like even the possibility that murder or suicide Can be committed and charged off to death by natural causes simply because a doctor signs a death certificate Now do I get my autopsy cases closed no matter what you say? I think the law do you think Brea survivors will feel the same way as father and widow? I don't know you can go ahead if his survivors demand an autopsy and I don't think they're fools enough to Then I'll accept that as reasonable suspicion and I'll order an autopsy.  You don't mind I Spent the rest of the day in the Hall of Records and pouring over old newspapers and the high school yearbook of Neil Brea's graduation By that evening I had a fair picture of the boys background He'd been a hard-working student a good athlete He'd eloped with a classmate Paula Wilson less than a month after they left school and since then he had lived a completely average small-town life There would be no reason for suspicion except for the doctor's letter and his statement to me So I kept that foremost in my mind and after a 630 dinner went to pay a call on Brea's widow An attractive girl who turned a nation gray when I told her why I'd come Why Why would anyone say such a thing? I don't know Mrs. Brea unless they had reason to believe it believe what I don't understand Why should anyone think Neil died from poison? I want to see dr. Richards this morning. I demanded that he show me your husband's medical record There was a heart condition, but it shouldn't have been fatal not at his age Nobody told me Please leave me alone. I can't miss a beer. I'll have to coming this far and learning what I've learned I can't stop until I know tops is performed and learn the truth whichever way it goes No, it would be much easier for all of us. I think if you'd help me, I won't I can't stand it You can't ask me to go through it all again. I'd hope you'd want to know the truth yourself I know the truth Neil is dead and there's nothing I can do about it. Nothing They'll leave me alone Please go away leave me alone Neil Greer's father ran a small grocery store with living quarters above at first meeting I hope for more cooperation from him. He evidently had a calmer acceptance of that You should have come to me first. I could have told you about Paula Grief ain't honest after a person's dead The person's alive and suffering then it's honest After a person's dead You ain't really feeling grief for them. You're feeling it for yourself I suppose you've got a point mr. Brea.  It's living on mr. Brea After what I've told you will you request an autopsy? No, no, I won't don't you want to be sure why your son died? I am satisfied yet. Heart trouble. We all knew it. I described a possible poison to you There'd be no way for Neil to get it I know about insurance too Don't like what's behind what you're saying and I'm not going to take no part in bringing up things that are finished What do you think is behind what I'm saying?   I told you I'm satisfied how he died He's beyond this world now, and I won't have him brought back Good evening, sir. Hello kid room 312, please. Yes Oh, uh, mr. Dollar, you've had a couple of calls the last one just a minute ago. Oh, thanks No name left and no sir Who took the cause please I did we don't have a regular phone operator. Oh, this Gentleman, what did he say why he asked for you? No, the first time he asked if you were registered here and had me ring your room Then he called back a minute ago. He seemed awfully upset. Did you ask his name? Yes, but he said never mind I'll call back. Could you tell anything about the boys like whether it was an old man or a young man? Well, I say it was young Yes young and almost hysterical Yeah, here's my card and ID When this man calls again, I want you to listen to the conversation No, you won't maybe over a legal matter. I'd like to have a witness I can't pay for your health because paid witnesses is no good with a healthy sure. It's all right. It is. That's a promise Thanks. I'll go right up to my room But now I'd like to say this for the young women between the ages 18 to 34 If you've been wondering how you can help out an America's fight for freedom and liberty Investigate the many important jobs now open in the women's Army Corps It is again an important part of our team for the fence get complete information at your local army recruiting station And now back to the music is a request from a certain party over on Oak Street who signed our note He wants to dedicate this You don't know who this is but you've got to listen to me You've got to stop what you're doing and leave town Why because there's no reason for you to be trying to cause a lot of trouble that there's no reason for you've got to stop For you it doesn't make any difference. You've got to stop That's all there's no reason for you to be here The fact that you call like this and won't give me a name makes me wonder if there isn't more reason than I thought You've got to stop Warning me. Yes, I'm warning you. Oh, that was the same man. Yes, it was and you heard him warn me I heard him. All right. Good. Now.  I Hope you understand that I couldn't do anything with what I did sure I did all I have to go by is the death certificate But something like that phone call to you comes up and then I can move I suppose you never thought of it But your position and that of a big share of the coroners in the country is pretty much the same as the position of the insurance companies Hmm and all they've got to go on is the certificate to dr. Sine's one the company meets the claim Nobody will ever know how many poisonings have been chalked off to natural causes Not because the doctor isn't sincere as a rule But because he has had the training to rate the responsibility of making the decision Well, it's 930 those men from the capital should be here in an hour or less I guess I'd better see you the things are ready for them. You want to be on hand? Thanks, Karna. I'll leave my name number with a clerk if you'll haven't phoned me when they're through, huh? I Boned up on it enough to know that a metallic poison such as bismine would leave traces in spite of embalming where other types would be Impossible to detect. I also knew approximately the tests and analyses They would have to make and I didn't think it would take experts very long It didn't at 2 o'clock that afternoon the results were phoned me. This is Johnny dollar doctor Yes, what is it? Well, you should feel proud of yourself, sir. Neil Brier's death was caused by bismine Was kept undercover a man from the state capital came over they just finished Certainly was and I hope you get the credit you deserve I'd like to but I can't promise actually this case has just started for me And I am right back to you for help again About the availability of bismine, where could Bri have gotten a hold of some? Very small amounts of it are used in the treatment of certain blood disorders. It's not a common drug by any means I really don't know where a layman would get it. Okay Well, all right. Thanks doctor. Of course. Good luck. Call me if there's anything I can do The inquest was not to be held until the following morning But I asked for and got permission to start my investigation before the formal pronouncement of the jury We all knew what it would be death self-inflicted over the hand of person or persons unknown Yes, thank you Mr. Dollar you did it, didn't you I'm sorry, but at this point I'm hardly the one to blame am I blame you for tearing up our lives again Who's better before no matter what? Sometimes ignorance is more merciful than knowing things. I'm afraid I can't agree with that Don't make no difference We know and we'll have to take the things that come with it you mentioned suicide yesterday, mr. Brea did you have any reason other than being angry with insurance companies and me not no definite one Nothing he told me what reason then Neil and me weren't very close hadn't been for quite a time. I Didn't like his marryin that girl the way he did me knew it What do you mean the way he did Running off her barely the age of consent and him not much older I told him they was ashamed to tell their parents because they knew it wasn't decent haven't they been happy I'm not sure either way Neil didn't come home much and he wouldn't tell me anyhow But his business partner young west bircher come to talk to me Asked me what was a land meal said something was he was down in the mouth all the time and on the strength of that You mentioned suicide to me. You know when I learned you was an insurance man after something and then you talked about poison That's when I figured you thought it was suicide on account of that new policy. He took out There's very much as it. All right, mr. Brea. I'll go down and talk to us bircher There's talking about sure I won't have to see him I dropped by the store and buy a pack of cigarettes once in a while What did this happen about Neil anyway this thing about poison just today they exhumed his body and made some tests I Just can't believe it and his dad talking about suicide I think seems to make sense to me and you don't think he was depressed about his marriage. Well, not depressed exactly what then What I said to his dad was that Neil didn't seem to be interested in anything anymore We used to go hunting and fishing he loved it, but pass you maybe less Well, he just lost interest, but I never said had anything to do with his marriage to Paula That's what mr. Brea told me what he's wrong. I never talked to him about her about their marriage because I know that he was just Against it. What do you think was wrong with me? Oh, I don't know now After he died, I figured was because he'd been sick I felt terrible about how hard he worked around here and except that he never said anything about it I was half blaming myself But now with this stuff about poison. I just don't know what to say. Well, you realize how serious this is now If it wasn't suicide was it was murdered? Yeah, that's right, isn't it? Everything you told me I just never thought about that was there something wrong with Neil's marriage Well, I know it's tough because to tell me you have to talk about friends that you've known for a long time But the truth has to come out. I'm not the only one that'll question your words Well, I don't mind talking. I don't think anything I say will mean anything Everybody will tell you the same thing. There wasn't one person in our graduating class that thought Paula Neil should have gotten married Why? Because it was also one-sided Neil had chased her all through school and Paula just sort of laughed at him After they were married they used to come over and spend the evening with my wife and me and Well, even then you got the idea that it wasn't quite right The only time Paula ever got interested was when we got talking about We were in school Why did they get married less? Paula and everybody knows this Paula's strong will and the guy that you really like in school had to go to medical college She didn't want him to go away and When he told her he had to go she just got sore She threw herself at Neil and they ran away and got married and you think he knew that Maybe not when he should have but he must have found out. He never said anything Like I said, he didn't seem depressed more like he was always trying to You know get her to love Gosh, I don't know. Maybe he did do something Maybe finally gave up and who is this other guy? Is he still here in town? Yeah. Yeah, he's here for the summer He's our riches Alan Richard. Yeah, Doc Richard's son They went together also a school, but she just told him that she wouldn't wait for him if he had to go away She sounds spoiled. Suppose you tell me what happened here the day Neil died According to virtue nothing unusual that happened that day they'd opened their place at 730 They hadn't worked unusually hard. They'd taken a break at about nine and Neil Brea had been taken ill about 25 minutes later And as I've heard he was dead not long after that These people didn't fit into a picture of murder none of the innocent ones had suspected it for a minute But it was murder. I didn't have any proof of it when I had up the service station But I thought I had answers to a lot of questions The solution was pathetically simple Hello, miss Brea friend, I'll have to bother you again. What do you want? Haven't you caused enough trouble the trouble started before I came here I come in All right They called me about the inquest. I told you yesterday that it would be easier if you'd helped me get one You didn't so it had to be done without you now that I've learned your husband was murdered there girl wasn't murdered How do you know that? I didn't I know that no one would murder him There'd be no reason to how do you think he died? I don't know This story about poison is true. He must have taken it himself. Why do you think he would have done that? I don't know. I've talked to people. I know more about you and Neil than you think I do All right, I didn't love him. He knew it. I could never love him. That's why he committed suicide. I don't know You asked me why he would We weren't happy. Why didn't you get a divorce? I want it. I don't know We didn't want to there only certain grounds in this state. You aren't cut out for this part, Mrs. Brea what part quick answers you're scared stiff I am not why should I be didn't you start to say that you wanted a divorce and then you thought better than no I didn't what you meant is that he wouldn't give you a divorce no matter what you did Oh, no, that isn't what I meant what then what I said about Alan Richards What about him Neil wouldn't divorce you and you just had to get away from him. Isn't that right? I don't know what you're saying Neil's heart.   Yes, I had What did he say he called me last night to warn me to leave town? No, no, you talked to him today. He told you you tell me you're part of it Lost isn't it You know, don't you yeah, I think I do we couldn't help it. I'll came home for Christmas vacation and it started all over again. I Love him. I love him so sit down, Mrs. Brea We couldn't help it. I wanted to get a divorce Neil wouldn't it was his fault, too This was near Christmas. He told me in you. I married him and he'd never let me go He told me I deserved it for doing what I did to him. I Baked him. Did he know why you wanted to leave him? No, nobody knew Everybody forgot about Alan and me We were careful But we knew we had to do something Alan was studying to be a doctor like his father, wasn't he? Yes It was my fault. I should have waited for him. He decided on the poison Yes, it was all kind of work Neil's heart. No one would ever ask a question But it was my fault It's with the police the fact that the uncommon poison was available to a medical student It was administered by way of a vacuum bottle of coffee after that I left town Expense account item two miscellaneous eighty six dollars and seventy cents item three same as item one Transportation back to Hartford expense account total of five hundred and fifty six dollars and seventy cents remarks I hope the company will understand my not going back to dr. Richards a doctor and doubt about a death certificate Calling on the interest of insurance company for confidential help is a splendid idea But in this case the doctor's son was an accomplice to murder yours truly Johnny dollar Remember friends for refreshment while you work for enjoyment any time chew a stick of wriggly spearmint gum There's lots of lively real mint flavor in it to cool your mouth freshen your taste and sweeten your breath and Chewing wriggly spearmint helps keep you fresh and alert you feel better work better get more fun out of doing things So indoors outdoors at work or at play always keep delicious wriggly spearmint chewing gum handy for Refreshment while you work for enjoyment any time chew a stick of wriggly spearmint gum Yours truly Johnny dollar brought to you by wriggly spearmint gum stars Edmond O'Brien in the title role and is written by Gildow with music by Eddie Dunsteader Edmond O'Brien can soon be seen starring in the Paramount Pictures production Warpath featured in tonight's cast were Ralph Moody Edgar Barrier Joe Deval Jean Bates Mary ship Tony Barrett and Peter Leeds Yours truly Johnny dollar is transcribed in Hollywood by Jaime Del Bacchus of wriggly spearmint chewing gum Hope you've enjoyed tonight's story of Johnny dollar and that you're enjoying delicious wriggly spearmint gum every day We invite you to join us next week at the same time when from Hollywood Edmond O'Brien returns in another adventure of yours truly Johnny dollar This is CBS the Columbia broadcasting system


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Yeah, get me this is Who is Malishie Malishie m-a-l-a-c-h-i from south the most awkward interview ever off the record from Central I Got to that so many people tagged me in this sent me this interview Like it's rare that I get a bunch of people sending me the same interview so I guess From the name from from the looks of this name Malishie Malishie Sound like it's about to get real ignorant copyright disclaimer under section 107 of the copyright act 1976 Allowance is made for fair use for purposes such as criticism comment news reporting teaching scholarship and research Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing Non-profit educational or personal use tips the balance in favor of fair use No copyright infringement intended. All rights belong to their respective owners Transcendent subscribe true. Oh, oh, okay. It's on mute hold on Malachi from South London, I did not cheat you you just name my body and with him Don't try to tell your guys. I cheated you.   Who ain't her body? Who somebody did what to her who?   I made you name my body and go home You didn't even get to name the couch.   That's why what kind of hold on now, ma'am. What kind of mouth did he have? that speaks a lot on your Your ingenuity down there. Yo, yo creativity your summers Eve. You know what I'm saying what you got going on down there Cleanliness is next to godliness Welcome to off the record a platform where individuals come to speak their truth discuss their thoughts and own their stories We're going to be having candid conversations Dissecting various events asking the questions. We're all eager to know and hopefully come into graceful conclusions I am your host. Who is she talking about though? I'm still only the one and only Into it today. We are joined by Tomello a young lady who went viral online for causing quite a stir By exposing a young man who performed anilingus on her. It has been excuse me What is that I haven't hit that level of maturity where I call it that It's called anilingus. That's what it's called. I just call it eating it. You know Been quite the story Tomello, would you like to join us? Thank you. Hello. Hello. Hello. What do I call you miss trouble maker? Thanos Thanos of the UK. Thanos of the UK She looked like him Okay, is that what you dubbed yourself? That is my official. That's your official The public have decided you said I don't I want problems always. Yeah, you know what? Let me stop. No, you don't look like Thanos. I'm sorry You stepped through with the power of Thanos though. So I'm curious what's going on. Why would you who did you expose? Yeah, well, thank you for joining us. I mean, how was your journey in it was a bit long, but I'm here Where are you coming from Bristol Bristol? Wow? Well, tell us a bit more about yourself apart from being you know Thanos of the UK Tell us a little bit more about you. Well, I'm 18.  Yeah Wow, you're okay. I see what's going on here Baby compared to me anyway, but yeah, tell us more. Tell us more. I'm 18. I'm from Bristol What do you do for a living? Oh my god, we're down. We start we're starting off on the wrong foot here. Yeah, okay Do I even have I don't know you don't know. Are you working at the moment? Are you in? College or uni or anything like that So she really ain't got nothing going for herself And got it. All right. You don't know. No, you don't know if what you do for a living I'm gonna give you a minute to think about it. What I do for a living well, I Maybe we'll get into that. Maybe we'll get into that. Okay. I feel like it's a straightforward question Like what are you there's something about you? You don't know What you got going on? So who do you live with at the moment? Are you do you live alone alone you live alone? Oh, okay, cool. That's when you're recording all of your videos There's nobody with you.   Let me fix my attitude because she's 18. We got to keep that in my eye on from that So you're here because you exposed a young man called Malachi online. Can you it was Malachi telling us who Malachi is? Like who exactly he is like who is he to you? No, I wouldn't say he was my boyfriend. Okay. That's a lie. He's an arrangement Elaborate what does arrangement mean a Situation ship and so how did you and Malachi meet? He is sneaky link He he wanna he's on your roster. We actually met on a street corner like ma'am You were very vague about what you do for a living and now you're telling us he's an Arrangement and now you're telling us you met him on a street corner Like we just bumped into each other Okay, Lewisham and Lewisham. So do you come to the down to London quite often? No, like no So how why were you in Lewisham? I was having an AP. What's an AP an apartment? Oh, okay Why were you having an apartment? I just have them sometimes Okay, so you were just happened to be in in in Lewisham. Yes happened to meet this guy called Malachi Yes, and because you were in an AP. Yes, so what was the interaction? Okay, and then what happened? So it's like yo Tell me a bit more like go a bit more into the store. That's all she got man She got cat called by the mandem and she was like, yes That's all she got worry. It was like yo. Yeah. I was like hi, and then I was like, you're letting you know I was like, what's your snap? And that's how you guys met. Okay, cool What was the progression from you guys meeting on that street in Lewisham? So you then him performing these acts on you. How did you get from A to B? One day we came on the phone and he was like Like I just have weird fetishes that I can't tell anyone about And I was like tell me As well as like belly button stuff belly button stuff, what do you mean like sometimes he likes licking belly buttons Okay, apart from that enemies are always eating us Okay, cool.  He only Performed and a lingus on you. Can you please explain why you came online? The timeline that happened for you to expose him. I wanted his friend. You wanted his friends, right? So I wanted his friend. So Obviously, his friends decided to do a CRB on me. Mm-hmm This was this started back in January the saga started in January first He tried to say we dated that got shut down. Then he said he was joking.  You bogus You bogus do you knew what you got you knew what you got yourself into you knew where you should have kept that If he was out here getting kinky, you should have just did what you did and just left it at that If she wanted your boy, you should have let it go with open arms You should have just let that go man That is not yours Come on now In February, that was his second strike.  I Don't actually know what you mean Please explain what that is to have said, okay, so he lied and said that you had Sex, yeah, but you didn't have sex with him. There was no sex. Okay, and then after that. He's he said it twice Yes So he said it that time in February and then this time when I heard it like his friend came on the phone And he was like I'm bothered like my guy keeps saying he cheated you so I don't know if I can take you serious And that really provoked me and that's why you came online. Yeah What what is going on in the UK?  That's being abruptly not followed right here the guy code is Being crazily disregarded right now your man's had her in any type of way. It's dead anyway So why are you on the phone? Why does it even matter? I can't take you serious like what are you talking about? No, you can't no matter what? It don't matter. Hey, I didn't expect it to go so far. I expected him and his friends to see it Ah Fair enough.  How did how did that come about? We were in a hotel room and then he was like, oh, can I try something on you and I was like What he told me? I was like, how much do you have? God, what are we doing? Sorry pause. Yeah pause man He told you what he wanted to do and you asked how much does he have correct? Okay, I'm gonna put a pin in that and come back to that later No, why would you do that because now we really found out that she really out here to listen in okay? So you said you have and then what happened next? He was like, oh right now. I only go up for bills I was like, we can make that work.  No, did he that's tough Okay, I Okay, I'm catching up on UK lingo right now giving you the money or you guys have done. Whatever Did he pay before or after he had to pay before? Oh No, that's not an option. He has to pay rule number one for them She that was going for the service See you using too many professional terms you really do this. Okay He paid in cash you paid in cash what was part of this transaction? What does he get for 400 pounds?  Yeah, and one himself off That's it.  I had a bit of like a bay at the time.  What does that mean? Like I was speaking to someone else.   What is what's your profession? Because to me it's giving prostitution Yeah, and that's what I'm getting to that is definitely what it's given and it gotta be that That's squirt she gonna say something professional we gotta call a spade a spade because Transactions of monetary gain for sexual acts by definition is prostitution and that's what you're doing here I don't think I do it on a wide scale So you do prostitution on a selective scale That is insane are we are we all listening to the same interview But I can't even lock I can't even cap man. I feel like most young girls nowadays do that if they if they run across a coofy who thirsty They're gonna hit them with a price that I can see and just shoot they shot at seeing if it if it go in You know Especially, you know, I'm saying that that's that's like I don't I ain't know that was worldwide. That's a Chicago thing for sure I didn't see that I didn't see that happen To a lot of my own these and I just be like you did what that's tough Yes, yes Just to clarify So just to clarify you're a part-time prostitute Yes, that's not crazy. Okay. How did we get there? What what has led an 18 year old woman to be a part-time prostitute? I don't know. I don't really see it as prostitution I see it as if you want something for me and just that you should pay what hey Siri What is prostitution? Siri don't even got the answer. It's saying I don't have the answer for that It's Easter, man. This is crazy. Is that your first time?   Why has this good question good question? Ain't that what I just said Younger females they cock a goofy and see what they can get up out of them It's nothing new You know I'm saying but here's my thing man. I'm telling you females like this They reach an expiration date and once they get to that expiration date with no Nobody really rocking with them no more Like I sound bogus. I sound crazy like I'm I sound wild right now But females like this reach an expiration date and once they hit that expiration date They looking around like oh my god. I ain't got no more motion. I'm cute no more. I'm too old to be in the club Oh my god. What do I do? And that's what I mean when you ain't when you would you still probably do But you're too old to be in the club. You don't got no more motion. Nobody checking for you no more You too tired. You getting tired to be out at 4 a.m. and Anybody out here apparently looking for the youngings When I say young and I mean in Chicago, I mean 21 and up between 21 and 25 It gets spooky Everybody every every female in the club industry that that regularly clubs hits that wall I'll call it an expiration date. You can call it something else But they all hit that wall and they be like dang I'm no girl in the club, huh? Yeah, that's why you ain't seen me. I like I could go to the club till I'm 50 It don't matter You know motion is motion and It hit different like now. I'm trying to word this correctly.  I'm not saying no lies.  You're very interested young woman. That's for sure So you put on your story your priceless different Girl you put your priceless of different I don't even know what to say different I did I told you I watched all your things You told your story different things of what people can do to you So 500 pounds will eat in your bum 400 pound for eating your front vagina Like is that your standard going right?  So do you have a booking system for this now? I was actually looking for a manager to help me manage my bookings at the moment. He was looking for a pill Let's be real. He's looking for a pill. Don't don't you would look for a manager. He's looking for Bishop Magic Don Juan out here. That's tough to manage your part-time prostitution. I might make it full-time You might make it full-time. Is it lucrative? Is it paying well? I think it's paying well. Well, okay So what's your clientele? My clientele aside from Malachi This is what's really weird. Most people would think like the young successful men Wouldn't pay for this like because they can get women easily. Mm-hmm. That's my main clientele. Really when you say young I believe it Even with any men with money period though Now I will say like people people play for discreteness They used to have this conversation with people like people who pay for being discreet when they got an X amount of dollars in the bank And they got a lot of motion and they don't want nothing. You know what I'm saying? I don't want to go on no date I don't want to whine and dying Paint be discreet and that's tough man. I would not say be doing that because that's illegal You're going to jail Successful what demographic are we talking rappers?  I just want to make sure we're clear on that. Yes. Yes But they also hit me with NDA's Yeah, yeah, see and that's a that's a big thing here in America.  Okay, cool.  Only three only only Only three name. Yes one two three Yes, did you Charge these rappers or did they get a premium service or like cause they get charged if anything they get charged more So what's the criteria? What's the not criteria? What's the bracket that they get in charge? Maybe Because they can afford it. Okay, so when you're charging them up to two thousand pounds Do they get the full ride?  They don't get to enjoy me sexually.  It's just us eating Yes. Yeah. Yes. Okay. So is this like a only fans type thing? I was thinking of starting that Okay, but I just don't have the heart. You don't have the heart to start it But you have the heart to tell everyone your heart side prostitutes sis We're gonna need to make it make sense.  Yes So you might as well start the only fans if that's the case. Do you know what I mean? Yeah, yeah in the UK 300,000 oh my days My y'all just got her popping. Oh my god. I know she lit now She gonna be lit for the next Two months until she do something else crazy or do another interview if she do this, right? She'd be lit for the whole year at this Quite prudish this type of information isn't things that people Tend to actually speak about people keep their sexual lives quite private. Why did you? Kyve invited her on the stream. Oh my god. She's lit for the next six months for sure If God puts her on a string.   Mm-hmm. It doesn't go viral. Okay stays within My tiktok, but as you can imagine, this is very controversial. This is like something that is I think Anilingus is negative and it's messy. This is 2024 Pay the bills now Think that is quite new in the UK people might have been doing it for years But people speaking about it openly is quite new So obviously you come in online and speaking about that is gonna grab people's attention Especially on tiktok where it's like things go viral like that. Do you know what I mean? Yeah, you didn't think about that that never came into play. She don't care She says she don't care. Let me just be petty like let me just Get him. Mm-hmm. Are you? At all concerned about how you're being portrayed online. No, no, why are you not concerned? because The Internet is just a facade like people come on the Internet to escape the reality about themselves Like a lot of people who are so what is the reality about yourself that you're escaping? Where is your dad? I'm curious Behind the screens Laughing. Oh, look at her. She's a prostitute. They're prostitutes themselves. They just don't accept the title. Okay, so You you are basically saying And I'm gonna make a living off of this Essentially is what you're saying. Yeah, well, what have your friends said about this? I know a lot of females watching this like I know that's right They know you're mad so have they advised you to be like girl maybe chill out or they just How how is that conversation going with your friends and your family? My my friends there are main advices this type of attention you've got Make something of it. Don't try and Make something of it 100% I'm talking crazy But at the same time you got to make something out of it You got to every everybody who wants to interview take it charge them whatever you I know you're gonna charge So charge them whatever you feel is appropriate do it Whether it's a career or Something what type of career can you do out of this? I could be a rapper. You could be a rapper. Yes, okay? You can't be a rapper No, it's a no Do something else you could do something else though You could be like a TV personality for sure you could do something you could do so many why was rapper the first thing?  I've heard of calling this but anilingus is wild. That's professional Things like that. I think so. Yeah. Yeah, so you have a plan essentially Yeah, so obviously you said that you don't really care about how people perceive you the internet as a facade XYZ what about in the future because I was just about to say that the internet is a facade until you have kids and they look up your Interview like mom you was charging people for anilingus. Oh my days when you put things on the internet there is a digital footprint and What about your children in the future your potential husband talk to my clients? Let's say for example, you do become a successful rapper Maybe brands might not want to particularly work with you because that's cap. Let's stop there brands will want to work. They don't care And things that you say does that bother you at all do you think about that? No, look at Cardi B How did she start that started by talking shit?  I love Cardi B I Like I totally agree with you But do you think that a good place can be cultivated in the UK? Because remember Cardi B's in America their morals everything that they stand for even their culture is very different to The you yeah, you're not in it. You're not not some one thing I know it's about UK women. They more reserved a little bit. You know what I'm saying, but like South London women is this wow Just like the third fourth thing got a batter's plus this like Okay in the UK, like I said, we're but we're a lot more they're gonna make that space Although everybody is doing these sexual acts not everybody talks about it and everyone has a lot more to say So do you and that's why batters that feel like if they would have left batters and got the right editors and the right and left it on YouTube We could have took off somebody else gonna do it or batter season two Gonna do it right and leave it on YouTube. I get it you want the patreon money, but the YouTube money is better than the patreon money If you got if you would have left that there and edited it correctly and did what you had to do to get it green Shorty would have been crazy up right now and then all type of brand deals all type of stuff I don't know what she got going on right now But she could have went about it better.  That's not a space that's being exposed That's not a that's not a lane in the UK. That's being occupied So once it's occupied whoever does it it's gonna be lit You just got to stay on YouTube get the right editors edit it Until it's you tube a bowl Think that that even though that that kind of timeline that you said with Cardi B is true Do you think that it can be reflected in the UK? Definitely, I believe it can too people are quite shocked by me I believe because as you said the UK is very the shock factor. Yeah, it's like it makes people look at me it makes owners of shows and People who have platforms want to speak to me want me on their shows Eventually a workout. Okay. It should be already. I love that. You're positive about it. That being said she can't understand I think she understands it. Well for the sake of the interview. She's gonna do what she needs to do So is this maybe an introduction to you a persona that you're putting out as an introductory and then Are you planning to keep this throughout your career or? I wouldn't say it's a persona. I'll say this like I'm exactly how I am on TikTok Hmm, I've only calmed myself down because I can't come here screaming at you answering the question Mm-hmm. It's just not Yeah, but this is just who you are This is who I am like I I'm never gonna change and I'm never gonna get tired because it's just my personality Obviously when people were online kind of getting at you you were talking about the fact that your your dad didn't do a good job raising you Do you want to elaborate on that? You know what? I'm beginning to like this girl because she's self-aware. She's not self. She's not self-sabotaging She's self-aware and she's making the best out of what has transpired in her life But she just said my dad didn't raise me right so this is how I am she's not she's self-aware There's a difference when you're not aware of who you are and you're self-sabotaging as a result but as a result she is Taking advantage of it. She's not what's going on. She's self-aware My dad was like in and out of my life So there was never really that male proper figure that may have contributed to how I am now But either way, I don't know. There's whores with dads That's tough There is but that is true So you feel like your dad not being a part of your life is what's led you to be in a part-time prostitute No, I feel like even if I had a dad if I choose to be a whore, that's nothing to do with him People have two parents in their house and become serial killers.  Yeah, that's the fact Do you not feel any shame when you're talking?  She needs to I ain't listen I want to get on her but she's so self-aware like it's it's like what can I really say? She is aware of what has happened and transpired in her life, and this is what it is right now for her About these things online like how do you not feel any shame? What would I feel shame about? It's like everyone sins in the darkness. Mm-hmm I sin in daylight, but my sin is in the darkness. So I wouldn't have the shame But you know that yeah, that's cap you would you didn't you wouldn't feel shame with it Within yourself and God knows that yeah, not for anything. I do but it's not online. What have you done in your life? I wouldn't say that online. That's the whole point. My point is with you You're coming online and speaking about what do guys know about you What do you mean like men you may have been within the past? Mm-hmm. What do they know about you? Whatever they know is between me and them. Well, is it because they go and tell their friends Which is exactly why I went out at Malachi. Yeah, but what oh my gosh You might be eating right now ever I've discussed with whoever I've been with and they've told their friends It's not being discussed by over 10 million people online Yeah, but that could easily happen say Say that person went and told one of their friends and their friends did a story time on tiktok And it's about you that could easily blow up. But it's a hypothetical, but she now wrong They wouldn't know it's about me. Well, they could if they said your name basically to answer this question You have no shame. Why do you keep saying that? I'm asking you a question. It's like you're trying to get a rise out of me What do you mean? It's like you're trying to prove it EPL stretch, please. Yeah, that's it. Okay. I'm just trying to arcs and articulate the fact that you ain't got change Because you're old. Oh Like your generation wouldn't really understand my generation. We're very far apart Oh Wait a minute now. How old is she? Okay, I read somewhere. You're like 48. Oh She got her neck at a bit. Oh my god But she's so calm about it. She's so calm like the girl was her name.  She okay? All right, it just hit me 20 minutes in Malachi is what they say. All right 48 You do I'll give you that you do.  Oh My god What's your response before I you don't know me? So I'm gonna excuse myself. I'm gonna excuse myself. Okay.   She need a talk show. She needs one. She needed she needed an interview play She needs a place a podcast or something. No, we're not gonna do a podcast Podcast is not it Not for this situation. She needs this kind of platform Somebody please but let her speak freely on what she's speaking about With her friends from south london This is great I love your dress I love it and your hair's nice. Thank you so much. It's probably for the older generation. Definitely Okay I don't want to come out of character. I'm being professional. I don't want to get ignorant. I don't want to come to your level.  She's too comfortable. She does this She does this on the daily basis that she is this good I am impressed I I'm impressed, but I don't as you just said that's what I said. Let's act. I don't act We'll try but I will actually because it's your show. Okay, darling Kai Senat, let's talk about it. Let's talk about how did you feel when he reached out to you? He didn't What do you mean? He didn't there's a clip online of you shouting Like in many of your videos and you're saying that Kai Senat reached out your view made it your you've gone clear Okay, did you see the response from Kai Senat? Yeah, okay So I just want to take this moment to truly thank all the pawns in my game that being the uk public All the pawns in my game who believed me so so freely Believe me. I sat there and I thought how can I take this so different level because eventually the uk public is going to be sick of me Oh my god, she played y'all This girl is eons above us. She is eons above what everybody else is thinking I know she ain't just do that like that a chess move when we all thought she was out here playing checkers Kai Senat biggest streamer in the world these fools Actually managed to get Kai Senat to address me publicly whether it's negatively or not Whether you're saying I don't know her or not now people from his stream There was probably 10 million people on that stream now people from his Stream have came to find me and find me they did because my views On my account my profile views went from four million to eight So it boosted four million in 12 hours It was all a game and they fell This girl is really she's actually smart. Where'd she go? Cambridge University? Look for it. So I just want to thank all the pawns in this game.  So then is it fair to say that this whole story is fake No, this was just a way to boost my platform even further.   Okay Well at the moment you are because to you no, but it's not popularity. It's more Interest I wouldn't say I'm popular because popular is a word to be liked. I'm not liked So I don't make stuff up just to be hated on everyone. Everyone does not like me and that's fine. I've accepted that. Yeah, but you know So then if you're coming up with more stories and things like that Would it be fair for us to say that all of the things that you're saying aren't Factual if you passed all other exams but fell one.  Oh my god Yeah, talk to her It's good. I know it's good. It's so shocking The way she just painted that picture for you. It's undeniable what you have to say I don't know how to answer that question.  Are you now dumb?  So the rest of your stories are in fact true. Yes. I don't even think there's stories like I don't think I've done like story times. I think it's more me calling people out.  No, um, the kai said that one that one is not true The in that video is more quote in the public like I was quoting what's going out on tiktok about me Oh, okay. So it wasn't you saying that? No, I wasn't saying that about myself. Okay I was quoting the public. There have been a few malachized that have come out claiming to be The guys that performed anilingus on you. Have you got anything to say about that? I find it funny how people call me. Oh my god. I need to that's gonna be the thumbnail I'm gonna find something on here where I was laughing or something and I'm gonna put angling Angling is at the top. This is peak your clout chaser. Mm. Would we not say it again? Say it again come back. I find it funny how people call me a clout chaser Would we not consider them a clout chaser 100% It's just that the word clout has negative implications Would we not consider anyone who posts on tiktok a clout chaser because they are posting hoping to get likes views comments I think the public is just angry that I got the clout because there's a difference between chasing clout and having clout. I don't think I'm chasing clout anymore I think the clout has been caught. Mm-hmm. So what do you have to say in regards to these malachized that are coming? Listen she's single-handedly Maneuvered my mindset about her that is tough That is tough and I salute this girl Now she's making some crazy life decisions But she's in control of it though She's in control of it. She's aware Like a lot of people make decisions and don't even be aware what they're doing like well, she's fully aware Coming forward claiming that that it's them I would say I'm not going to hate on your grind do what you got to do But it just goes to show people can call me shameless But people will happily come out and be known as a guy who ate ass for 400 pounds got sent home Just for a few likes and just to confirm none of them are the royal malachi So has the royal malachi reached out to you? Has he said anything? What was that conversation like? He was like, I beg you please Don't do this In a real malachi don't want to be out here like this Is so that's why you haven't revealed who he actually is Yes, even if he didn't say that as soon as I it hit a certain amount of views You now know that this is now public information Me revealing who malachi is is me essentially ruining his life. The british public are literally just waiting Everyone who's saying oh, she's not saying who malachi is like they just want to know who malachi is exactly so they can harass it I may have tusk Hey, if I was malachi if I would have told her listen if the right bag come around for you to reveal it Just clue me in and give me a cut Because at the end of the day malachi must be young too he don't know that that First and foremost he can it'll boost him somewhat too And when I say boost him I mean social media presence And I also mean it'll boost him with the females at the end of the day This is how the world works the females will be in his inbox like hey, you could do do do you know what I'm saying You got to keep it pee If somebody offers you $30,000 to reveal it give me 10 If somebody offer you a million if something whatever amount give me a good amount give me a good cut I'm down That's tough man. Can he may not There's a clip online of a young lazy Graphically having analingas performed on her is this person you No, no, okay fair enough. You've been posting a lot of content. I think that you were posting every five seconds at one point What do you plan on doing with this content? Like how do you how do you want to use this to benefit yourself? I think I'm just seeing where it goes at the moment.  She's been the block like that. Oh, man. She's doubled back and stepped on something twice That's tough.  My gosh, she did quote her She quoted Plan on doing with this new fact as an interviewer though She's doing a really good job at staying professional the only thing that That I wouldn't indeed was walk off But she came back she came back poised She ain't doing it twice And and what leads me she walked off because she was going to snatch her wig off her head. I know it It's all right Sounds fame that you've discovered that you've gained TikTok fame is one thing. Mm-hmm. TikTok fame It's not real fame. Mm-hmm plan to turn it into real fame And what would that fame look? Yeah, I always say that man. TikTok is TikTok is not TikTok is not longevity It's cool, but it ain't longevity if you you too got some longevity to it TikTok is momentarily you could be lit and then it'd be gone Look like tea notoriety there's a difference between like having a bit of clout And having actual notoriety like actually being I don't know if I'll ever be a respected member of society But I want to be known when I walk into rooms. I want to be known as what That's a really good question. I wasn't even prepared for that as what She prepared for this interview and I like like don't let this go between the line She said I wouldn't even prepare for that but she was she prepared for this interview You gotta let her that lets you know where her frame of mind is to prepare for this. She's not planned She's really out like this is wild It's wild and so many it's the the face value of the interview is wild But if you read what's going on and actually seeing what the girl got going on And her plan like that. She really planned chest out here. It's crazy Ow I know to be disrespect. She might be the goat of this look like she she she could be goaded She this is goat. This is goat talk But a lot of people would notice you as a part-time prostitute Is that a narrative that you want to change or are you happy for that to continuously be your story? Even if I wanted to change it If the public decides that you are a part-time prostitute, even if I didn't come on here and say this myself That's what they think. They're not going to change their mind. So Whether they choose to see me as that or not I just want to be known. Whatever they choose to know me as as long as they know me, it's fine So are you going to continuously keep telling us about your sexual escapades or Is this going to be the last time or we she don't even got to do that no more. She got so much There's so much else going on But like that's a part of it She could ride that motion for a little bit, but like she can branch off from it. It wouldn't ever she feel like it I'm going to hear more from you about your bedroom antics Just depends who decides to Be cheeky. You said you're a rapper Tell us more about your rap career What is that looking like? Are you in the studio? Are you creating music? Last year is when I was really doing rap like seriously I kind of lost the passion for it. Like a lot of people managed to take that away from me Take the passion of music away from me So I feel like now that I have this platform it'll be kind of stupid not to at least try and pursue that again. No, no No It was staying from you for a reason and you opened another door and other door opened Even though it was a crazy door to open Just do that Do the other door do the other door and then put out some rap occasionally So I think that's what that's all I have to say about that at the moment because there's not much to say I haven't done much. I haven't released anything fair enough.  I am a night. I actually am a nice person I'm just I mean this conversation would beg to differ But it's because you're not a nice person. I'm an amazing person. Not to me What did I say to you? That wasn't nice.  I didn't say anything judgmental I have underlying hatred I did kind of feel it like I felt it but at the same time I didn't expect her to pull a card like that Like that. What am I hating on?  You're wearing clerks Tamela, jeez Tamela is wild and go back down because I gotta see it from the top hold on What did I say to you? That wasn't nice.  I didn't say anything judgmental I asked you look how calm she is and poised This is crazy to me if you getting If you getting ate up by somebody this calm and poised is crazy because you what can you do at this point?   That is just that is insane And she said it was so much calm and she's 18.  Check your back. What are they? What are they? What are you wearing? Can we go through let's do a fit check with you? Okay pretty little thing. Mm-hmm pretty little thing I think it's a sheen That says it all That says it all what do you want to buy me a new outfit? No, I don't darling What are 18 year olds supposed to wear you don't know about sheen?  You know why her buckle was undone and she was going to take them heels off and get busy Well, it was interesting having you here on off the record. I wish you all the best in your career Hopefully it works out the same way it did for Cardi B. If not Take care guys I feel like it has been me midday Oni the one and only midday Oni I appreciate you for giving us this this is golden Way to keep your composure way to stay remain ladylike You really handle that as well as you possibly could because no matter who was up here interviewing her If it would have went the exact same way Frustration would have been had because like I feel it like she's too calm and she's eating.  No, she's eating And she's calm about it And I keep repeating she's calm about it because it's the calmness of it that would really bother me Like if you get into a one-on-one fight and somebody is like getting the best out of you But they're not even really aggressive about it.  Don't sign off as if it's your show because you needed me here. It's been Tamelo from bristol Thank you You can cut by the way, she has nothing further to say. Oh my god. Thank you for joining us today on You're not about to edit this out. It's been the Tamelo show Had I not been here, you would have had far cool to speak about so Thank you. You can cut here because I'm just gonna keep interrupting you. You might as well do this for me at any time Oh Jesus is good Good for growth Stay here because do I give it back? I don't know what's going on here guys You can't Yeah, at least you have one. Yeah. Oh wait stop. What happened?  I don't know what's going on here guys keep your career sis. You at least you have one. Yeah At least I have one. Thank you. That is very at 31. I'd expect that yeah Hopefully and by the time you're 31 you would have grown out of part-time prostitution as well No, your mom's the one she's definitely not She's definitely not let's not do that darling. Okay. Um guys Now that your mom joke that was the corniest thing she said She could have let that one go but that before that. Oh, man It was ruthless. Did she interrupt her one more time? 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persistence, timing, timing, persistence, maybe both. You need, you need both. You have to be relentless in your pursuit of what you want. You also have to be, you know, like be self-aware too. Like, hey, am I being a nag or, you know, am I being persistent? Because those are two different things. You're reaching out to someone via email or you're calling like, you know, maybe it's once a week. Just again, go with your gut, go with your instinct, but definitely pay attention because nobody wants to deal with someone that's a nag. There's a store group, a store chain, about 25 doors that I've been trying to get into. And I've been trying to get in there for, I just reached out to them maybe a couple weeks ago and they got back to me. I'm like, hey, hopefully you guys remember me. We really want to partner with you guys. We think our product belongs on your shelves. And she responded. She always responds and she responded. She's like, actually, we're not taking on any new products this time. We don't have very much space. However, there's a, we do have a store that has some extra space. Do you want it?  I want that. I want the store. And you know, parts of me is like, I looked at the email chain and I'm like, I've been trying to get into this store for five years. And then, you know, like, it's like, dang, one store, but I kind of laughed about it. But I'm like, listen, don't despite fall, small beginnings, right? Because it always starts with, and for me, it was like, it was humbling, but I'm like, yes, like this, but that's the power of persistence. Like if I never reached out, she didn't come to me and say, hey, in the home, we have one store. I know you've been reaching out over the past five years. Do you want this product? Like, no, like, no, she, I reached out and she's like, all right, I respect that these guys that can't gonna stop. And so I got the story and listen, guess what? I'm gonna work the heck out of that store to the point where, you know, they're gonna want to put us in all the other stores. And I believe they're gonna come to us and say, Hey, we're just going to expand you into the other, the other 20 stores or whatever I'm out of this. But the other thing is timing, right? Sometimes things don't happen because it's not the right time. And you have to learn to respect that and understand that. One of the things for me is when I start to, and I, you kind of feel it like sometimes you just get too pushy.  And so it's kind of the same thing here.  But at the same time, like, you know, respect, respect the timing. And sometimes when something is the wrong time, it just won't happen regardless how smooth you are, regardless of what you do. And really quick, I remember there was a store that I went into Whole Foods in Chevy Chase. And that's another store that I was trying to get into for a while. We were in a bunch of the other stores in the area. And they, they just kept saying no for, I don't know why they were saying no. And then the one day I go in there and like two years later, and it's a different bar that I'm talking about. I'm like, yeah, man, like, I'm glad you placed the order. I didn't even pitch it to them at this point. They just sent an order randomly. And I get, I get in there and I'm like, yeah, I've been trying to get in here for a while. And, and he just looked at me and he said, it wasn't the right time. And that's like a drop the mic. So I'm gonna drop the mic as well on that note. Listen, timing, persistence, and go hand in hand, try to cultivate them both.


Hey, hey, thank you so much for joining me on another episode of talks with Tony got an email here today From a young lady and it says hello, Tony I'm nervous about what to do about my husband's habit of chasing a non-existent Get rich quick opportunity He quit his job to be a part of a new venture that sent us in a financial crisis He talks to me like I can't make sense of what he's doing He didn't consult me before he made his move and I know why He didn't want to hear me say I don't think it's a good idea to go full-time in a project I knew that this project had the potential to allow him to make money, but it would take time I love him dearly and I feel he thinks I don't support him when really I'm a realist I managed to raise children that have graduated from college. So I know how to make short money stretch He drinks and smokes daily Multiple times a day and he knows how I feel about it because it changes him drinks and smokes daily multiple times a day now He's hiding his drinking as if I can't tell I'm reading books to be a better wife and following you to find the help We need I'm exhausted and I love who he is Within but the external influences are hurting me and growing weary He keeps saying he's going to be better, but doesn't claim he has a drinking problem Overall our marriage has had so many ups and downs Horrible things have happened lies. He lies when he doesn't have to Help I want to be a good wife, but it's hard to submit to the dysfunction By the way, I struggle with depression and anxiety and I'm continuing to work on my mental health I've made some amazing progress and I am gainfully employed and in school I'm sorry. I'm all over the place because I want to help my husband overcome challenges that he places on himself help well, hey, thank you so much for Trusting me for for writing me. I can't say to the depression and anxiety That's something that I can't really speak to, you know, I really recommend Because you're gainfully employed to see if when you get insurance if you can go get therapy You definitely have to do that Another big issue in here is it sounds like he may have some sort of addiction or Maybe he doesn't see it that way to be honest with you I know some functioning alcoholics, you know, men who don't go to Alcoholics anonymous but drink what entirely too much in my opinion and So a lot of men just feel like they can do it. I always tell Women and people in general men too that when you look at your Partner you have to evaluate their morals and their values You have to evaluate those things because Love is a moral act So in order to truly love The right way you have to have strong morals and values And if you don't have them if you're lacking too many of them, your love will be out of whack If your morals are out of whack, your love will be out of whack. So a man who drinks and smokes daily Is an unstable man He's hurting He's lost.  It just doesn't work.  What this means. I don't see it here where you mentioned How long Y'all have been married. I Do see you say y'all have had many ups and downs Unfortunately what this could mean is that you could be getting ready to Come to the end of your marriage if y'all can't get some things change really quickly So what you have to do is you're gonna have to put your foot down You're gonna have to get on Google and you're gonna have to search Alcoholics anonymous near me You're gonna have to find the website the address and you have to tell him look I found this you have to sign up You got to go. I'm gonna support you. I'm gonna be your accountability partner They're probably gonna put you with one there But if you want to be married if you want us to stay together, this is a non-negotiable. You have to do this This is not, you know Negotiable you have to do this and so and you be the driver you drive him to the meeting you watch him walk in I used to work with you know clients, you know adult men who were Developmentally disabled they seem high function seemed normal, but just had something, you know going on And some of them were in alcoholics anonymous and they didn't drive anyways, but I would drive them there You know drive them off sit in the van see them walk in see them come out and That's what you're gonna have to do.  I I mean there's so many times I'm like baby.  She said hey, that's cool right over here in the corner is My golf my set of golf clubs that she bought me, you know for My birthday or our anniversary. She bought me a brand new set of golf clubs And so she supports that but then I may throw out an idea like hey, baby.  She's like no, it's not the time It's not the time that office base gonna cost $5,000 a month. It's not the time because it sounds like it's a good idea. It's not and So many ideas maybe I want to start a food truck baby Look at that Piccadilly's that restaurant that shut down.  She want to be able to be a stay-home stay-at-home mom She want to be able to drive her dream car living her dream house. She wants money.  He wants to keep you know hanging out shooting the breeze watching TV and just smoking and drinking his Lifeaway you got to step in and you got to do an intervention and if he's unwilling to help himself You got to help yourself and you got to move on you got to let it go and ladies, I'm gonna tell y'all this stop Cradling and Coddling grown men We don't need it. We need See men will end up leaving a woman who is Babying him for a woman who holds him accountable. I'm with my wife because she's the first woman who had her stuff together and Made sure that I was gonna have my stuff together See, I had other women who want to hold me accountable I met other women who want to hold me accountable, but they didn't have their stuff together You know, they didn't take care of them their lives their body their image their hair You know, they didn't take care of their grind their business Or they focus on one thing, but not the whole picture when I met my wife. She was focused on the whole picture She was focused on the whole picture. She was working 40 hours a week.  You know got her nails done She bought new outfits when she got a check. She took care of herself inside and out.  You ain't getting in here the door lock.   The next morning Ain't picking up the phone.  So every little thing I tried to get away with she stopped it She shut it down so ladies stop Baby and men if it's something that a man is doing that you know is detrimental To his health or your health or the health of the relationship you have to put an immediate stop to it Stop telling yourself. I'm gonna let a man be a man. I'm gonna let a man be a man Oh, you got to let a man be a man the last episode I did the lady said her friends told her Oh, just deal with it. Let them do it. It could be worse. Guess what?  Let your husband listen to this at this point Normally, I tell you don't mention me you get the knowledge you enact it on your own and leave my name out of it Because men don't like to receive from other men, but in the state that your man in My brother, let me talk to you.  You can go on my Instagram my Facebook. You can Google my name You know, they try to they've got a net worth up there. They're wrong worth more than that But you can Google me listen It took me 12 years to get where I'm at nothing happens overnight I had to work a job 40 hours a week and I balanced the dream and the job I Balanced the dream and the job For five years Before I was able to leave that job and to go full time and I only was able to leave the job to go full time Because I had an investor who gave me what my job was paying me He gave me that so that I could leave the job. I would have had to stay on that job Longer if I had not met that investor But when I met that investor who happened to be a friend from high school and he saw what I was doing He saw that I had went on Oprah that I had went on Tyra Banks that I had written two or three books at that time He saw that I had over 25,000 People on Twitter Supporting me on Twitter. He saw that I had done so much work on my own.  Let me get down with you Let me be a part of this and so he threw some money in the pot and that helped me I blew through the money, but he came through boom. I got you. He'll go some more. He'll go some more if he would have said that first Pop that I gave you that first little bit I gave you when I blew through that if he would said you done I would have had to go back to work, but he kept supporting me and a lot of people don't understand that a lot of People just think you can just quit your job and get into this opportunity It's gonna take off. Nothing worked like that. Nothing worked like that. My brother a get back on the horse Get back on the horse get back in the race get your job back work.  You go out on Friday night with your wife. You can have a cup of drinks You could drink socially, but you should not be dependent on the drink I heard a saying and say first you take the drink Then the drink takes you First you think you taking the drink then the drink taking you ruining your life Smoking I'm not with it So drinking I have me some wine having a little cocktail with my wife. It's social Never getting drunk never getting drunk smoking killing yourself You're doing it to get a high to get a buzz whether it's a cigarette Electronic cigarette or weed. It's a crutch. It's a crutch and it's slowly killing you your lungs getting blacker And you becoming more dependent as a man you need to be independent of all substances of all mind altering and chemical body altering Substances if you got a stem in your own two feet and you can't stem in your own two feet You got to go get help until you can my brother Get back in the game. Love yourself work on yourself Do what you got to do to save your marriage and to save your life Get your character in order when I got my character in order. That's when my life changed That's when I was able to earn millions of dollars in my business when I got my life in order If your character is in order, you're gonna be able to make any amount of money you want to make If your character is out of order No amount of money will buy character and no amount of money will solve your problems if your character is out of order Hey, that's my message to you to all my brothers out there Stay in the game except for responsibility for your life Do what you got to do as a man to the ladies you got a man in your life And he needs to hear this was your brother or your son fast forward to this part sit with him. Let him hear Work on your character my brother work on your inside as a man Set responsibility for your life love your life and live the best life you can live and it has nothing to do With the club with drinking with smoking Thank you for submitting your question if you have a question for me make sure you send it to inbox at Tony Gaskins calm Thank you to all of my patrons who supported me on patreon a it means the world to have your support because of you I'm able to deliver this content Consistently so go on my youtube check the link in the description Patreon.com forward slash Tony Gaskins. I really appreciate your support. Thank you so much. We'll talk soon


Hey, Aljopa and welcome to my big Swedish adventure. I'm riding the length of Sweden from north to south. In the previous episode, I flew across the Atlantic, landed in Kiruna above the Arctic Circle, put together my bike and took off to connect with the European Divide Trail. I slept hard and I'm seeing that it's a little breezy outside and which is good for removing mosquitoes. It is time for a Swedish breakfast cookie. Just kidding, I made that up. I'm just getting you to cookie for breakfast. You know, sometimes when you sleep so hard, it takes you a while to orient yourself. Like, where am I? What's going on? Why is my face so puffy? Whoa, I did not think I was gonna be able to walk outside of this tent without getting demolished by migor mosquitoes. It's a little cooler, maybe that's helping and it's definitely breezy. Thank you, soft piece of flat land and thank you mosquitoes not really being here in the morning. Okay, all dressed up ready to go. Let's hit the road. Man, I sure am grateful that I was able to sleep last night. It took about an hour and a half to finally fall asleep, but I think I got, you know, six and a half hours. It's pretty solid. Way more than I've been getting the last few nights. Looks like it might rain today, which will bring its own set of challenges. But here we go. No crashes, no flaties, no whammies, and no mosquitoes. Although I don't think I'll ever have a day without mosquitoes. So today is Friday, Claude Midsommar to la Domina Svenska Compissar. Today is Midsommar's eve and it's the day when everybody goes outside and dances around the May Pole and sings the smogru du na smogru du na song and it's just their celebration of summertime, you know, Swedes, especially way up here in the north, deal with a lot of darkness throughout the year. So summertime is a big deal and they go out in full force. They eat and drink and stay up late and dance and it's a great holiday. It's one of my favorite over here in Sweden, although today's weather does not look great for hanging out outside. We will find out, but a swede would tell you that that's just typical Midsommar weather. They're so cool. Looks like this one is probably carrying a lot of that iron ore that gets mined from up here. All right, now I'm on some dirt. European divides should have quite a bit of dirt, right? I brought my mountain bike after all. Being in this type of weather really reminds me of my time as an exchange student. We don't get days like this very often, if ever in Colorado and so I remember when I was an exchange student thinking, wow, this is mystical, magical, gray, and drizzly. And I remember my summer. I was so looking forward to summer after a long winter here. Going to the beach, having fun, doing outside things, staying up all night, parties and it was like this almost every day. There weren't many beach days that summer of 1998. You know, I'm looking around at the woods here and I'm thinking to myself, this is what pretty much the entire ride is going to look like. Woods. I'm stuck deep in the woods, just me and the mosquitoes. I'm riding and chomping and I'm eating this apple that I got yesterday and the sticker on it said it was from South Africa. We don't get South African apples in Colorado, maybe not in all of the United States, but it's really good. And as I'm riding here, I'm having my deep thoughts thinking, wow, it's just crazy how the world works. That I can be eating a South African apple way up here in the northern parts of Sweden. It just, how'd this get here? You know, it's just amazing how we have all these transport systems and cargo ships and we can have all sorts of amazing food from around the world, pretty much in every corner of the world. And I'm very grateful for modern technology that has brought me this apple. Okay, I'm going to stop talking because the mosquitoes found me. There's something in the middle of the road up here. I don't think it's a moose. That would be bad. Oh, it looks like a reindeer right in the middle of the road. Oh, there he goes. Hey, buddy. It's really cool seeing reindeers.  I still do. I love Christmas a lot. I'm kind of like elf and anything about Christmas makes me happy. And when I think of reindeers, I think of that jolly time of year, you know, and I'm glad it wasn't a moose. Those guys can be dangerous. And there are bears up here, too. Hope I don't see one too close. I'd rather see one on my bike than at camp. So rainy days are hard for me. And I know that sounds funny, but growing up in Colorado, we have sun all the time. And I love sunny days. I just feel safer when it's sunny when I'm out on my own. I know that it's just going to be comfortable. I'm not going to get freezing cold and wet in a rainstorm. So days like this, they spook me a little bit because you don't really know what's going to happen out here. And I don't really want to get stuck in the middle of these woods, shivering and freezing cold. I have all the gear I need. I have a much heavier rain jacket than the one I'm wearing and warm clothes. But still, I like sunny days. Oh, I'm going over quite the bridge here. Whoa, look at that. Wow. Look at that down there. Whoo. I think we're at a power station, hydropower of some sort. And we're on some chunkier stuff. This feels good on my mountain bike. A little bumpy. Okay, this nice smooth road just got a little sloppy here. Oh boy. And the mosquitoes are already on my case. Slow going, I think. Holy moly. It's chunky. Here we go. Adventure time. Oh no, this is not looking good up here. Not only is it wet, and boggy, but this is mosquito heaven. Boy, I see a tire tracking here. Somebody else has pushed through this. Oh my God. Mosquitoes are all over me. Oh, can you see these mosquitoes? Oh my God. Oh boy, I'm going to put the camera away. Okay. I really hope this doesn't last too long.  What is this? The mosquitoes are biting my head. I just slathered on a lot of mosquito repellent. They don't seem to care. Okay, we are back onto smoother terrain. And it's not so much that that part was like technically hard. It was just that I had to get off my bike and push, and then get swarmed on by the mosquitoes. They're like, oh cool. Hey everybody, Ryan's here. It's amazing how quickly they find blood. So here's my dilemma. I ran out of water about 30 minutes ago, and there's plenty of creeks everywhere. I could filter water, but you know what that means. That means I have to stop and get off my bike. And then the mosquitoes come out. And I just don't want to deal with that right now. There's a town not too far ahead, yuck mook. And I'm hoping I can find a hose to fill up with water. You know, the mosquitoes kind of take the fun out of everything. All of the snacks I've eaten, I've eaten while I'm riding my bike because I don't want to stop and hang out. It's not fun. It's actually miserable. So I'm moving as fast as I can. Which is unfortunate because I like bike touring for the fact that I can stop and hang out and lay in the flowers and look at the sky. And I don't know if there's going to be a lot of that on this adventure. So I'm riding along here. I think I'm in the middle of nowhere, and I see these little beautiful red houses. And I walk in and I ask for some vatten. And they're like, yes, of course you can have some vatten.  They are so nice. Ni är så jättesnälla. Tack för all ting. All right. I'm the first American on a bike over here. And he's from Finland. Ah, okay. Ah, just there. That's cool. They're actually from Finland. Okay. I know three words. One, two, three. And now 16 miles to Jaktmukk. And it feels like it's starting to rain. That was so funny. I just knocked on the door and she said, come in. And I walked in. She probably did not expect me. Probably thought it was one of her neighbors or something. But I love how open and welcoming they were. It's nice to interact with some humans, you know? And even that little three minute moment just makes me happy. Makes me feel safer. Makes me feel connected. That lovely Swedish drizzle is coming back. You can see the water on my helmet. I just hope it doesn't get any stronger. Right now it's okay. The trees are blocking a bit of the rain, which is nice. I'm riding next to this beautiful summer house. And then I just saw this decoration on the other side of the road. I love this. This is pretty cool. Someday I'm going to have old bike art like this welcoming people into my house. And this is interesting. Pretty much every Swedish bike has one of these on the front. You know what that is? It engages with the tire. You can hit a little lever and it rubs on the tire and creates power for the light. And I had never seen one of these until I was an exchange student. But a lot of the bikes have them. I'm next to a big dam here. And this is the first I've seen of native art in the area. Really cool looking. There's the reindeer. This is a nice little town. I dig it. Very cool. There's the Systembolaget. Interesting fact about this. This is the liquor store here in Sweden. And they're all state run. There are no private liquor stores. And they're all called Systembolaget. There's your fun fact about Sweden for the day. I just got an amazing plate of vegetarian food and I have a whole new Swedish family. So I was sitting here and then we started speaking Swedish. We had a nice talk. She gave me her phone number so I can come by and stay with them. And obviously there's not many people here. Most people are with their families celebrating mid-summer. It was nice that I met these people over here. But they're gone now. They had just finished their meals. But I feel good. I feel good and loved the woman here who owns the restaurant is like your shirt is wet. You need to take that off. You're going to get a cold. Put on a warm shirt. You can't keep riding your bike tonight. It's going to be rainy. I love. I love everywhere I go. I immediately pick up a new mom taking care of me. She's so sweet. I love people like that. I walked right in and she just wanted to take care of me. I love these small town restaurants. You know I didn't go to many restaurants when I lived in Sweden because I lived with the host family. So these experiences are kind of new. Well it's not raining anymore. I'm going to go to the grocery store now. And on the European divide in the Swedish section specifically the towns are about 100 miles apart. So whenever you hit a town you have to take advantage of the opportunity and fill up on food. Uh oh. Now we're getting some real rain.  I thought I was home free. Had it stopped for a while. It's raining. It's pouring. The old man is snoring. Sometimes you just got to sing yourself out of an uncomfortable situation. And it works sometimes for at least a few seconds. I'm singing in the rain. Just riding my bike in the rain at the top of the world. What have I gotten myself into? I could have had a warm hotel. But no I chose to keep going. Sometimes I just listen to my inner voice and it's like hey man just keep going. So here I am whatever happens happens. I'm definitely getting wet. There's no doubt about that but it's all right. Just a little rain. I'm crawling up a steep hill and the mosquitoes are all over me. Man this is not fun. I don't even care about the rain anymore. It's the mosquitoes. I need to downhill soon. Damn. This is why I like bikepacking adventures in the desert. There's no mosquitoes. Oh my god. Well this is kind of cool. I've climbed so high now I'm pretty much inside a cloud. Look at that. Talk about mystical, magical. If it weren't for the mosquitoes this would be pretty epic. Oh boy it is sloppy around here. What am I doing? Where am I going? Why am I doing this? Oh man. Certainly is beautiful right now. No doubt about that. I don't know why but there's no mosquitoes here. Oh man. I should have gotten a hotel. Now I'm going to be setting up everything in some mud puddle. Everything's going to get wet but all part of the adventure I guess. I'm riding over here and I see this sign. It doesn't look good. Danger of death.  You are here. Tire test in progress. Road closed.  A tire test? This is definitely the root. Damn it. One more thing to worry about. All right we're making progress slowly. I've gone the wrong way a few times. My garment doesn't have the detail that my cell phone has and I always use my cell phone to double check the root because it's easier to see. But my fingers are too cold and wet to use my cell phone so I had to like hide under a tree and warm up my hands and then look at the cell phone and figure things out. Oh man. The things we do for fun and adventure right? I'll look back on this night and have fond memories for sure. But right now I'm like I don't know how this is going to end. I'm just going to keep moving because I'm warm moving.  So I'm just going to ride for a bit. I get questions a lot about how I deal with uncomfortable stressful adventure moments like right now and I just keep a cool calm demeanor. Just kidding I freak out sometimes but I really do try to keep it cool and you always just make the next right decision.  Just make the next right decision and I'll lead to the next decision and the next one after that. And I've been through enough of these moments where I know everything's going to be okay. I just have to keep my head straight and I'm thankful that I got sleep last night so that my head actually works. Thank you brain. Okay new obstacle. This mud is so wet. It feels like my tires are flat. I'm just sinking in. Man. Today's had a little bit of everything. Oh god. Look there goes a train. Civilization is near. Oh boy. I think it's almost time to call it quits and find a spot. I have pretty much had it. Okay I finally found a pull off. All the mosquitoes have found me. And I think I'm just going to throw my tent right here. Yeah it's good enough. It's good enough. I was hoping for something better but I'm ready to be done. I don't mind the rain. Mosquito. Okay tent. I'm so covered in mosquitoes. I'm scared to go out of the tent in the morning. They're going to be waiting for me.  Oh my god. Yep a little bit dirty.  Oh man. I don't even know what to do now. I'm so hungry. I'm tired. I'm just like. But I'm glad that I am dry. I am so glad that I am dry. I am going to treat myself to my favorite chocolate. I love this stuff. They're so good. If you ever come to Sweden get marabou. Madabou. It is so just smooth and tasty and yummy. But yeah here I am. Day two. I think I went like 87 miles and I was on my bike for 12 hours. I got on my bike at nine. I finished just before 9 p.m. and I don't stop much.  I hope it's not like this tomorrow morning. No this is not what I wanted to deal with today. The crazy thing is you'd think there wouldn't be mosquitoes. It's so rainy but they're all over me every time I slow down. Hey I just wanted to jump in and say hi. Hi. If you enjoy my videos and they bring value to your life please consider joining my Patreon. Your support will keep my channel alive so that I can continue making content for you to enjoy. And not only will you be supporting my channel but you will get early release videos and videos with zero ads. And from time to time I do these really fun live Zoom chats with my patrons where you can ask me all sorts of questions about anything you want. So consider supporting me. I will link it down below. Also I wrote a book about my very first adventure called The Long Way Home. And I think it's pretty good and my mom thinks it's pretty good so maybe you'll think it's good too. 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I'm here at the CHP Academy in West Sacramento, where a new class of cadets is on their way to becoming officers. But before they can accept their new roles, they must first endure intense coursework, rigorous physical training, and let's not forget driver's education. But this isn't your high school driver's ed course. This is the CHP's Emergency Vehicle Operations course. The importance of the training is simple. No matter how far you go up in rank, the first thing you do is drive. This high intensity maneuver teaches these cadets how to keep control of their vehicle on wet road conditions. Mastering this is a must to becoming a CHP officer. When we first get in there it's very stressful and you learn how to manage that stress through breathing, through just focusing, doing the techniques correctly. Not only do these cadets learn how to maintain command of their vehicle, they practice identifying the sounds of gunfire while driving, and other highly spill performance techniques. EVOC is certainly challenging. There's more to the training than just emergency vehicle operations. Cadets also must complete weapons and firearms training, arrest techniques, and undergo grueling physical fitness challenges. It's 28 weeks of very physical, mentally taxing, and demanding training. And so we look for people that have the ability to sort of move through that at all phases of training. We also have an air operations program, motorcycle enforcement, we have bicycle enforcement, equestrian enforcement. So canines, all these different things you have an opportunity to be able to go into. As you can see, becoming a CHP officer is not an easy task. Not only do these fine men and women keep our highways safe, but they are at times the first responders when disaster strikes. The California Highway Patrol has a very specific function, but at the same time we rely on the resources that are provided to us by our allied agency partners. The fire agencies that we work with and the Office of Emergency Services. All of those agencies play a part in our first responder role in providing this safety and security to the public. So as you can see, these cadets have some challenges ahead of them. And we want to wish these first responders all the best on their new endeavors as they serve and protect the citizens of California.