So hi, my name is Gemma if you don't know who I am welcome to my channel This is not my usual content by any means I've never even spoken about this kind of thing on social media before a really quick Trigger warning because I am gonna be talking about eating disorders diets weight Calories, so if any of that is gonna affect you, please please please don't watch this video really really don't want this So please if any of that is gonna affect you negatively just don't watch it. It's not worth it So So the UK and most of the world are currently in lockdown that is basically what is making me film this video I know lockdown can and is definitely affecting people's mental health both positively and negatively I know I've seen a lot of people on Instagram and like social media in general Saying that it's really helped their mental health because it's been like a time to just focus on yourself and like kind of Refresh and take a bit of time out But I know it can be really bad for a lot of other people there is so much Diet culture on the internet especially at the moment my whole TikTok for you page is People losing weight people going on diets people like doing workouts, and that's great, but I Know firsthand how triggering that kind of stuff can be to see 24-7. I mean, I'm doing the Chloe Ting workouts Purely because I know I need to stay active otherwise that is more triggering for me like doing nothing I literally keep seeing these weight loss videos or like how to get fit and lose weight in quarantine There's so much of that out there and I guess this is a way that I can Kind of combat that side of social media My god, I'm really shaking Yeah, anyways, but I put a story up asking for questions because I don't want to just give you a story time on My experience because I know they can be really triggering and also a bit too personal I'm not sure I want to put everything online Not sure that's a really helpful thing to show either the response that I had to my story about it Because it's the first time I've put anything on I'll put up what I put on my story but that was the first time I'd put anything like that on Instagram and Honestly filled my heart you lot are so lovely and even people that I know in real life that I Haven't spoken to in a long time or that I don't really know but like they went to my school or whatever everyone has just been The response was amazing obviously through answering these questions I am gonna be telling my experience well part of anyway, but we'll also be trying to give advice The first question to address is just what kind of eating disorder did you suffer with?  They were literally like any basically anything I would eat I would throw it back up again afterwards, but yeah, that's what I was diagnosed with When did you get over your eating disorder? And when did you realize you had one? So I'm gonna think I'm gonna get all the stuff about me out of the way first And then I can try and help with my experience with recovery and I guess any advice Obviously by no means am I a professional? This is obviously only for my own experience. It's just what works for you I guess in recovery. So I Don't know. I can't put an exact date on it was very like I guess gradual for me I know it wasn't like I was I wasn't big before So it wasn't like I wanted to lose weight because I know a lot of people's eating disorders start as a diet Which is why this diet culture is so dangerous because they're trying to just lose a few extra pounds or whatever and then it turns into an obsession because counting calories and Tracking your weight all the time can so quickly become an obsession There was a lot of other stuff going on in my life that I can't that I'm obviously not gonna talk about because it involved other people And that's not my place to say I was really struggling with my school work I went to a very academic school and so I was really Trying To keep up with that and also deal with the other stuff that was going on in my Personal life, so it was just it was Definitely for me more of a sense of control It was so gradual and people didn't really notice to start with so the time it got really bad was definitely over my GCSE revision period That's when a lot more people started noticing my friends were saying I lost weight And I'm not gonna say how much I like weighed at different points But between now and my lowest weight, there's a 10 kilogram difference and I'm now a healthy BMI and all that Anyway, that's when I started noticing it and that's when it Happened, I guess and then when did I get over it? I mean, I don't think I will ever be able to say I'm completely over it when I was really deep in my Illness I had a very strict list of fear foods, which were ones I would absolutely never touch and that is what you have to work through in therapy and Being able to tick those off a list is really I guess motivating like that's that's how you feel yourself getting better So at the beginning of therapy, I think it was my psychiatrist She couldn't mention literally say the words like how do you feel about trying? Pasta or how do you feel about trying chicken and I would just immediately burst into tears and have a panic attack And it was like those have become trigger words And I would literally just burst into tears on the spot that made me feel crazy because that's obviously not a normal thing to do There is Still one food I think only one that I haven't been able to completely tick off that list I guess yeah, so I don't know if I'll ever be able to say I've completely not got it because I can't untrain my brain to Not know what calories are anymore? Beautiful makeup I was watching a click for Taz video the other day her videos are amazing By the way, if you want to go watch them. She was eating her like Recommended calorie intake or something like that. She said in the video that she She basically had no idea what calories were and made me so sad that I made me really sad that I'll never be able to not know what a calorie is and Obviously, it's not at the forefront of my mind every day while I'm eating food because Then I wouldn't be recovered at all but That's just like one of the things that my brain will never be able to shake It's definitely not as bad like I used to have every single food ever memorized. It's so subconscious. It's so like written into my brain Yeah, I don't know what but the answer is I'm I Finish therapy. I really can't remember the timeline, but I finished therapy.  It definitely did work for me. Otherwise, I Don't know what would have happened if I hadn't gone there, but yeah, so I left therapy like a year later Now it's been a year and a half Yeah, so there's a lot of questions about how it affected my family and my relationships with my family and friends and It wasn't great Definitely wasn't so basically I I had been ill for quite a long time before My parents found out before I went to therapy before I got help Basically, my friends told my teacher at school because they were worried about me and because I was basically just denying everything They were saying obviously I was furious at the time now I'm obviously so glad they did because that is the only reason my parents ever found out and my teacher Talked to me and was like either way gonna tell them or You're gonna tell them so I told them I wrote them a note I wrote them a letter and I put it in my mom's work bag before I went to school I literally put it in her bag and ran out the door because I was so scared and then I got to school and Literally didn't look at my phone the whole way there because I was so terrified and then I opened my phone and I've got a text from my mom and dad and They were so nice and I cried my eyes out and I was so scared When I spoke to my mom after school, she took me to the GP and But before that when I'd been hiding it from them They could obviously see something was wrong and because I was keeping this big secret from them I just pushed them away like no other my mom would ask me all the time if everything was okay And I just get angry at her and my moods were crazy like when you're not treating your body, right? It's not gonna treat you right and it didn't like I was So angry at everyone I couldn't really talk to anyone because all that my mind could think about was Food but yeah, it was it wasn't good And I was hiding food from them constantly avoiding mealtimes with them at all costs And so it yeah, it wasn't good And it wasn't fair on them and obviously when I then told them and my mom and dad had to take me We literally had like family therapy sessions that I had therapy sessions and they got spoken to separately to me and it was it was a lot all very quickly and was very intense and I just remember seeing my dad cried. I'd never seen my dad cry before it made me really think about the fact that everything you do doesn't just affect yourself And I think in a funny way it really actually helped seeing How upset it was making me Parents it really motivated me to get better and with my friends same with them I I've never been I mean they're my best friends in the whole world But I've never felt so distant from them They were obviously trying to help because a few of them kind of knew what was going on I just pushed it I didn't want any of that help and then when I was in therapy and I was getting better.  I wasn't their friend anymore. It was just like a patient. They had to look after and like nanny me and I Didn't feel like they were my friend anymore like it was nothing to do with them. Obviously.  So My friends are amazing Any advice on stopping it in the earlier stages? So I don't know if you're talking about you or a friend It's hard because I couldn't acknowledge that I was doing anything different or Not healthy. I was in complete denial about it for a very long time So I I guess in the earliest stages if it's you please delete all coloring counting apps because what the further you get into them The harder it is to stop. It's like any addiction It's become so obsessive and That's when it becomes so much more dangerous because it was like I was competing with myself to get it down Get the numbers down and down every day. So please delete all kinds of that just get off social media Get out of your head. I Don't know. I'm not a psychiatrist, but with eating disorders. There's always something that's going on that You want to change or you want to control? So try and figure out what it is and just put that energy into something else I wish I'd put that energy into something else What helped me was definitely as I started therapy. I realized how Unnormal I'd become and how much I'd pushed my friends and family away and I was meant to be going on this school trip to Morocco and like holiday tomorrow bear with all my friends while it was like months and months months in the future I was looking at it and I was like I just want to be normal on those trips. I don't want people looking at me I don't want to have this special food that I have to eat I didn't want that to be how people looked at me and I wanted to enjoy these holidays and at that point I wasn't enjoying anything literally nothing. I was drained mentally physically I was crying all the time all I could think about was food and how unhappy I was and how much Hated myself for doing all of that and how much it was making my friends and family upset And I think I took a step back and I just realized how much I could enjoy my life If I didn't think about that which was weird because up until that point it was it was gradual But it was definitely when I was in therapy So if you can get therapy, please if you try a few In the end I found one that really helped and I I Could start to see how much better my life could be because so much my whole life had become consumed by it Everything was so now in my head. I couldn't think about the future because all I could think about Was eating And I was so unhappy I was so unhappy and and I guess I just realized that I Like I've said the same thing over and over again But I wanted to be normal again. I wanted to be me again. I didn't want everyone to look at me with this like Eating disorder glass in front of me. That's all they could think about and they had to walk around eggshells They had to walk on eggshells around me because I could be Triggered by absolutely anything and people were worried about my friends were worried about talking about food in front of me and people were worried about inviting me to places and like going out to eat and Dinner parties and I'd always have to eat before and I just realized how much I was isolating myself And that's definitely what Made me want to change and then obviously through therapy I was working through my fear foods So I was starting to realize that it's actually possible not to have your whole life consumed by this thing gradually I actually came to my own terms I came to the point like naturally in my head where I realized I wanted to get better and from that point It went so much quicker because before I was literally fighting with these therapists I would shout at people or I would just sit there and not reply to them for the whole hour and a half Or I'd fire them because I didn't like them So I think don't get frustrated if One of your friends is going through something like that and they're getting help But they don't seem to be getting better or they don't want to get better You can't force anyone to get better. They have to want it and luckily I found a reason to want to get better and For other people it takes a lot longer and that's okay. I definitely had Many relapses. I've never been back to therapy since but I've definitely had many relapses where I've that redownloaded an app or like not deliberately missed a meal, but then Catching myself feeling proud after that. I've missed that meal But it's definitely just recognizing the unhealthy behaviors that you're doing and then reversing them So if I feel like if I've realized I've missed a meal and my brain's gone. Oh well done I'm like, uh-uh. We're catching that and I'll go have a snack or something like that because when you're really in it You don't recognize the behaviors as unhealthy in any way And that's why they become so unhealthy because they just become like something you feel like you need to do But as soon as you start realizing how unhealthy they are They're a lot easier to combat if that makes sense. My friend is suffering. What's the best thing I can do for her So it's really hard With things like panic attacks. I can give you Solid advice because I know what works best for calming me down and I know what's best what works best um For calming other people down when I've dealt with their panic attacks and generally the same kind of thing um but Eating disorders are a lot more complex. It's very dangerous and very serious So it's not like a one size fits all kind of advice that I can give um But if you know a friend that's struggling know that going into it, they're not going to want to talk to you most likely Obviously, I can only speak for my own experience But if you don't understand what's going on in your head, it's very hard to talk about with someone else Especially just a friend like obviously therapists are trained to know how to do that kind of stuff um But you can't just pull someone out of it if that makes sense But they're just the most important part is making sure they know that you're always there to talk to and that You're not going anywhere and you're always going to be their friend. Just don't make them feel alienated Don't make them feel like they're on their own. Make sure that they know That you're there to not judge. It's like something precious that you don't want someone to take away from you because you're working so hard To control this and by telling someone it's like they could take control so Yeah, I guess just making sure they know that they can talk to you um With no judgment and you're just there to listen and a problem shared is a problem halved and although it doesn't really work like that It feels like it does and you definitely feel like you've had a weight lifted off your shoulders And then you can work through things together and you can tackle the foods that you're too worried to eat And you can do I mean you need your friends to do that with you I I could not do that by myself That was terrifying, but please if you are ever really concerned go and tell uh At all because that's what my friends did and although I hated them for at the time as I said I don't know. I don't know what would have happened. So I'm very very very glad they did it. Your friend will be too Eventually, but don't expect them to be over the moon with it straight away, but yeah this has given you an insight um Into my life, but also I guess eating disorders in general and the danger of Diet culture weight loss on social media. I don't really know how to outro this But thank you so much for watching. This isn't meant to be a pity party. I don't want sympathy Um because I know people are going to watch this and think that because people on the internet are sometimes very spiteful to put it bluntly um If you've got nothing nice to say, please don't say it It doesn't benefit anyone If you want to talk to me privately, then I'll leave my instagram on the screen and DM me and we will have a more in-depth More like specific personal conversation. If you want some advice or anything like that, um, then give me a message. But yeah I'm in a really good place right now In a really good place right now. I love you all so much. Thank you so much for watching again um, if you're new Subscribe if you want. This isn't my usual content. So if you don't want to fair enough, wow I feel sick. I'll see you all in my next video. Goodbye


Welcome to the Premier League show joined by Andy McCulloch, the scush, all things from the Premier League at the weekend, but before we get into it, last week Alan Shearer and Terry Omry were the first inductees into the Premier League Hall of Fame. First of all, worthwhile inductees to be the first two. Can't get any better, can you really? I think Terry Omry is my favourite ever Premier League player and Alan Shearer. I think I watched his Premier League goals programme on Sky recently. It's just unbelievable goal scorer. So yeah, perfect to start off here. There is fantastic. There's been a bit of a debate now on who will be the first midfielder inducted into the Premier League Hall of Fame. The lads over on the Super 6, whole DL, Sky Super 6 YouTube channel have been discussing what they think. The era was a different kind of player, not any less of a player, but a different kind of player. Why do you think he should be the next into the Hall of Fame? He is a Premier League legend. I don't doubt the ability and the achievements of the other two players, but when he came into the Premier League, £3 million from AC Milan, nobody knew who he was from the very first moment we saw him and he made his debut. He came off the bench. You knew instantly what he was about. For once, I agree with DT. Patrick Vieira, he was obviously DT, was talking about Patrick Vieira the first and foremost, what a footballer. Let me get the wax out and let's get lyrical. Jesus, what a footballer. I think people talk about Vieira on Twitter a couple of weeks ago. If you think about it now, I don't think we appreciate their energy. You often doubt it at the time. There's just never been a finer specimen as a midfielder. You had everything, 644, you could run like a gazelle, great technique, tackle, passionate, great captain. Got goals. Goals, some great goals. You could dribble, you could pass. He was just great. That Arsenal team, from what, 1960, came and did me from Milan. He was just great instantly. He was the title of the 97-98. He was just great. He was the catalyst before he went to Juventus. I think he's probably one of Arsenal's top five ever players. He's just a superb footballer. You do eat, if you wanted a mixture, you'd have a little bit of a mixture with you. If you wanted a play, you could play. Just an absolutely brilliant football. A brilliant bite thing at the spot.  Just like you say, a man mountain of a man. And absolutely fabulous. Let by example, either amongst men. You could go on all day about Patrick Vieira. Some of the goals he scored. Some of the passages of play where he'd win the ball back. Drive up the pitch, lay it off and run into the box to score a goal. He was just everything. He was the prototype footballer, if you will. It's a shame we haven't got many like that now. Super footballer. Absolutely brilliant. Other names that have been mentioned that could go in there. Paul Scholes, one of my favourite footballers. A fan of the type of footballers that are playing in this country. Unbelievable. Right foot, left foot, great knee air. It's a past 60 yards. It's a tackle, but we'll leave that down. Do you know what though? It shows. I don't think many are nice. They've won a title without Scholes. Maybe one but unfair. I think he didn't win one when he retired in that gap even. I think that says a lot about his influence. I think he was javying in the Estes and others were talking about some of the greatest players. They were the ones to play. They always mentioned Paul Scholes. And as you can see, he's still got it when you see these odd videos. He's doing a 40 or a 55 yard ball. Someone's tower on the top of the cup. Just a superb footballer. I think he's underappreciated because compared to obviously the other peers in the same generation he didn't score as many goals where he didn't create as many chances or whatever. He was just a great footballer. He may have manunated second. I don't think he would have been the same without him. Other ones they've mentioned is David Beckham. Beckham's an icon and he was a brilliant player. One of the best cross of the ballers that have been in the Premier League. Frank Lampard. Super goal scorer. Really important. John Terry, Peter Myers, Chelsea, all those winners scored a lot of goals. Steven Gerrard. Peter Myers, Liverpool nearly got them to a title in the Champions League. At times he really took the club on his back to get them Champions League football.  Actually I think he's the best at the Lampard myself. No, I think he was. And obviously Roy Keane's another one who people have talked about. The constant winner captain. He was a fantastic captain for Manchester United. I think people forget as well. I think between 97 and 2000 he was so good as well. He had really good technical football. He could score goals. Him and Vera together as those rival captains. They probably should go in together. I remember they did the better enemies programme on ITV. Now I think you could talk. I suppose when you look back you think these players are much better than what we've got now. They may be, may be not. But some really great midfielders. Those, that bit between the teeth, you don't get them players like that any more. You know, Keane was great as well. Going to be interesting to see who the next ones are. But Vera, like you said, I think Patrick Vera, I agree with DT. She'll be the first midfielder. She was superb. Absolutely changed Arsenal. Totally changed Arsenal. And a fantastic player. Getting into the action Friday night saw Leicester City were having a tremendous season. Go to Southampton and went behind. Changed World Prize. Penalty put them behind. Johnny Evans with an equaliser to get them a point. They were a bit disappointed. They didn't go on and win it won't be really. Because where they are in the league, I think they're definitely in your... and I think they're definitely in the Champions League to be honest. I think the win would have more or less guaranteed them. I think they seem to trip themselves up Leicester. They always seem to do well for a couple of games. And then they have a couple of rough results. I don't mean wrong. I think they've had injury problems. Like many teams have had this season. But yeah, they just need to get a couple more wins just to see them over the line. And that's what cost them last season. So I think yeah, they'll be disappointed. 71% of the ball, and they had 23 attempts at goal to Southampton's five. You know, they thought they'd probably go right and clutch here in Atchos. Can't stop scoring, Keane. So that would have been a frustrating thing for them. Manchester City played their aft 12 on Saturday. Obviously in between the Champions League. And basically wrapped the title up with a 2-0 win at the palace. Yeah, they played what most they would call reserves. But for most others, they were the third or fourth best-sever in England. They were absolutely superb. Nice to see where they scored a goal like that. Farran Sora has scored on the Scorches as well, didn't he? Yeah, they're just a machine, aren't they? And Pep's probably one of the best league managers ever. They just steamroll after the year, after the year, bottom last year, sadly. Now, they were brilliant. They did add a goal this lap in the first half. Gabriel has scored a lovely volley into the roof of the net. He was just judged off shy. But it was great to see it go air and score a goal like that. Great face. They're one of the best in Premier League history, hasn't they? And it's nice to see him get goals before he goes. Absolutely. He does leave the Premier League in heaven. I've been linked with many clubs. But yeah, Chris, the Palace, safe mid-table. Well, Roy's, yeah Roy's, they won't like to say this, but the problem on the beach. They enjoy a holiday this time of year, Palace. Once the safe don't do so. You know, but maybe until it gets, that's their aim every season, isn't it?  He wants to get 48 points, doesn't he? They're on 38 at the moment. I think that's going to be enough, though, this season. Oh, yeah, yeah. But I think his aim was to get them over 40 points. Man City 80 points, so the 13 points are the United. The United can get 15, so. There was a little bit a couple of weeks ago where you thought maybe if the City had a Bible. Yeah, the City wobbled. They just carried on with it. Gray and Potter's Brighton beat Leeds United 2-0. It was a good win, actually. Brighton, yeah. Brighton is such a strange team, aren't they? Because they play nice football. It's everywhere to the final third, it's great. Exactly. And some games they do look good in the final third, but they just can't finish the chances. Again, you could spend £150 million on strikers and they might just never work in the plenty of league. And that's what they need to solve. They need to find, whether it's Ivan Tony or Edward, whoever it may be, they need to find that striker who's going to finish the chances. I know people don't love XG, but over the course of the season, Brighton have missed half fulls of great chances to win games. And, you know, one season it'll either go forward and they'll finish on the top half or they may get really gated because you can't have that disparity in performance. And, yeah, they need to get sort of the conversion out. Di Bidleith tune i'l de Paschill Gros with the penalty, got them off, up and running. And Danny Welbech getting a goal lead at 58% of the ball, but Brighton had that set and seen the terms of goal to 11. So did he create a lot of chances? He just don't score the goals, did he? Good side, you know, but I don't think they're a top side, but they're a decent side, just that you need those missing pieces that they lack. Unless you put them up, well, you know, they're having to get wins to keep themselves away. They're safe now, but with five or six games to go, they should, a team that plays football like that, you'd expect them to be safer. Yeah, they do seem quite happy with how it's going. I think, though, they want to see some progression next season, but we'll see. Definitely. The R5 game with Chelsea full-on, probably Chelsea's easiest game now on paper, even though it was a south-west London derby or a west London derby, a west London derby, a south London derby. Cai Havets with both goals, 10 and 14. 19 now. Being a pleasure within this season? Not for the first half, but then Chelsea didn't, under Lampard didn't play what would suit him. I think Tuchel's now been able to tweak it where you can get the best out of Cai Havets and get him into the areas he wants. I think he's been much better. I think next season. Only 20. Exactly. You've got to be patient.  And I think Havets will come good. Same with Wain. I think Wain has got quite a lot of assists this season. Actually with Chelsea, it just does not work in front of goal. So yeah, I think they'll be fine. But we know he's a good finisher cos there's time in Germany. I know he's had a bit of a maid this year in front of goal, but if he's short that out, then you've got a great player. Fullham again, you know, fullham 51% at the plate, 10 attempts at goal to knife at Chelsea. Yeah, it's just can't, again, another team can't finish the chances or create good enough chances. I think some of the players have dipped, especially after there was a bit of COVID, outbreak at the club, I think Angwyce was really good in the first half of the season, second half of the season. He's been in half the team cos he can't really finish games for every reason. So I don't know whether they had COVID or not going to speculate on that. But yeah, they need just a bit of... I think Scott Barker's on a decent job this season. I think when he signed those players, it did turn around, but just too short. They've had three or four games, not necessarily this one, but three or four games where they were one up with 12 minutes left and lost, you know, wolves, nail nail an injury time and try orish go to lose the game. You've had a couple of those where if they're just hung on, they've got the point, they can see that a late goal against Arsenal on 97th minute with equaliser at Arsenal, you're a wee. And that's cost a million. I think that I'm not having fans, probably hate them as well. I know it says everyone, but I think when you're new to coming up, you need those fans to get that little extra performance. It's probably not a year good year to come, really, in that sense. Do you think Chelsea going to have enough for troffo? They've got four difficult games to play. They are three points ahead of Westam. Westam, I've got an easy running. I think so, because I think if they don't win, they'll pick up enough draws. And I think Westam can be, if you've noticed lately, Westam seems to, they wouldn't have done that, but they seem to go ahead and they seem to start conceding then. I don't know, I think, I think if Lingard drops off as well, I think Westam are going to struggle to get in that troffo. Yeah, I think they haven't got the greatest goal. So do you think it'll be that United are in it? They've got 67 from 33, Leicester have got 63 from 34, and Chelsea have got 61 from 33? I think so, at this point. I don't think Liverpool are going to have enough towards the end of the season to get ahead, so now. No, fair enough. Aston Villa went to go to Shunpark on 1-2-1 on Saturday night. Everton bottling in again. Didn't turn up the beer. Arrow didn't turn up. But Villa, Dylan, Dean Smith has done a good job this season. He was under pressure, yeah, after the last season, lately as well without Grealish, you'd expect them to fell off. I know they have fell off a bit, but still picking up a couple of wins. I think Grealish is back in 10 days. So probably just in time for another event game. But yeah, he's, I think, I think he's done well. I think I feel it a go and places me, whether Dean Smith's the right manager to take them, we'll see. I think he's got an identity, got to bring young players, he developed them. You know, they've got a local club on the up, yeah. So they'll be happy with that. The 48 points. 10th will do them, yeah. You know what? It's a good season, considering he stayed up 10 minutes to spare last season. I think they've done very well. Onto Sunday, Newcastle played Arsenal in the earlier kick-off, the two o'clock kick-off Arsenal, who haven't been in great form of late, but got a good start in this one, and it's set them on the way, on any with the goal in the opening. Five or six minutes. And then Patech. Patech, what's called Patech? Pierre Emmerich, a barmi angodd y sech. Yeah, lovely, acro Patech. Back after illness, malaria. You could get a cross by Nellie. It was, yeah. Yeah. Arsenal puff and puffing games. I think they create a lot of chances. They just, there's a disconnect with them. I think that they need to find some, you know, maybe some signs. They'll fix that. You know, I'll see if they mind. You might, you'll probably get at least the start of next season's improved, but we'll see how it goes. You know, Arsenal, a fan's expectant. I spoke to Robbie last week on the first for the first issue, and he seems to think that if they don't win the Europa League, that's how it'll be gone. Maybe. I don't know. Maybe. Again, maybe. However, the thing with Arsenal, I would say, is they do need to think about what, they need to think about maybe replenishing the squad. That's you with looking at it, with your full background. No, I know. He might not be the right man. Again. No, no, I'm talking. I also think that Robbie likes when they change manager, because that really, it's good for them. Are they? No, he does. But no, I think that he, I think it is important to get to the least of the final. That is very important. I know the one goal down on, the ability of the rail, but you've got the way to go. I think if they go out, then it's like, it's a bad season, because they're not going to be in Europe. I think the only thing that might save them is, I think, to save them like 40 million in wages this summer. So that may help them. You're looking at it from a sensible point of view. That's true. Well, you're all looking at it going, well, you can build, you need to build, but if you look at what you've done, if you look at what Cronker's done a few weeks ago with the Super League, did they do things sensible? No, I suppose not. I think football should be a bit more sensible, but they generally aren't. Neat. He hasn't done great, let's be honest though. I think he, I think he had a lot of expectation. I think he's had the same teeth and problems lampard that were not as good as a squad. Maybe they should be doing it a bit better than they are probably. So I think... I think it's not even convinced 100% that it's results. I think it's the way they play. Performance is not... I think they only got results by playing economical and trying to play properly. They seem to make a tell. They've got a horrible discipline record and make a lot of errors to see that we beat them on there because they, you know, go all the way through it in. That's the silly things that, you know, that people start looking at really. Yeah, definitely. We can't not touch on Manchester United and Liverpool were there. I mean, they should have been playing it. And obviously United had Liverpool won, the league was done for Manchester City. But United, a United victory would have probably assured them, run us up in the Premier League and kept it going. As it was, there was obviously fan protests. That probably when it, you know, obviously, she and someone get overstepped. You know, overstepped. I understand what they're doing and I think it's powerful to a certain extent what it has to be within parameters as well. But clearly a lot of feeling towards the glazes and this, the European Super League was destroyed and broke the camel. Yeah, there was a lot of, you know, I think they could call it the grieving yellow thing a couple of 10 years ago where they were the old man United Colors and they've always had an issue with the glazes and I partly understand that because they feel the club's rolling off them really and the Super League was another slap in the face because they didn't really care about the fans. I think one of the issues they've got is they don't put their own money into the club. I suppose we look at a brand which look at the city owners they do and I suppose they're not beholden to if they don't have to. It's a business and we all expect owners to just put every ounce of money into the clubs. That's not always how it works. However, I think the fans feel that are from a nice perspective that they stole and it's now run for foreign fans and fans around the world rather than the fans at home and I think understand that there's frustration. I think I agree with like 90% of what they did in the protest. I think, you know, you've got to, that's the biggest game of the season why wouldn't you protest then? Don't smash, don't start vandalising, don't start hitting police officers. I know police officers, there was videos of police officers doing other things, but... Well just try to keep it as... Because what happens then is the press turn on you then. It goes from like Man United fans got a game called off by sensory protesting to thugs got the game called off and it changes the narrative and that's what they want to do, you know, especially with us north and it sadly is making us out to be, you know, brainless at times. So yeah, it's sad really. But a massive statement on obviously... Yeah, Sky's the biggest game of the season, usually the biggest viewing game of the season and you got called off because of that. Yeah and I think Man United's struggling to reschedule because they've got a game every midweek. Yeah, yeah, because they are up as well so... You don't have to play after the season finishes. It's getting to both of my points. Yeah, that's it. Void it. Eh, no, I'm sure it'll be... It'll avoid. It'll be fitted in somewhere. Spears then. The final game on Sunday night beat Sheffield United four-nil. Gareth Bale. Some good goals there. With a hat-trick there. Sheffield United obviously full flipflops on now on the relegates. It's sad, yeah. What's happening there? Going through the motions. I still feel like he should have backed this while. That he absolutely loved the club. He's spent 40 million on Brewster and Beige though and that's a lot for them. I agree with it. The problem there is, I think... Even if he'd just got to the summer then... What Chris wanted to do in January is he wanted Lingard and people like that. It's basically to go... We're going to be in the championship next season but we won't go down on the back of all these defeats. We'll get a bit of confidence back. And then it didn't work out that way. I think he's not been overly happy. He signed Bogle and Lowe. He would... Good young players but championship level. I think there's a lot of mixed messages in the summer where it's not worked out. Chris is a good manager. He's obviously brought the club up from the league one. It's all the way to the Premier League. He'll go elsewhere now and I think it's just a breakdown between him and the younger. But it's sad, yeah. I think they did a nip switch essentially where they come up do really well and then they fall off the next season. Well, Gareth Bale, just very briefly what have you made of him? Doing a wrong Bale on his day still got all the talents in the world. I think Mareenio... It's a strange translate because it seems one that Daniel Levy wanted to do when Mareenio did and so Mareenio didn't play him as often, fitness, whatever. And when he's played, he's got all the ability in the world. I think it's up to Gareth whether he wants to do really. It's up to him to apply himself I guess in certain situations. I think he's a wonderful talent though. We see what he can do. I just... I think you're all that he said he's going back to Madrid no matter what. I thought that. I could see spares lowering him again. I think... Well, he warned me. He's feeling like we're talking to him again. He's feeling like we're evident this week saying Carlo has asked for him. No, thanks. But he said himself apparently that he's going back to Madrid. Did Carlo fall out of Real Madrid? Someone said that but I don't know. Anyway, either way, I think he's done... I think he's won great games for spares. I think, you know, on a stage, super player and the goals were great. You know the match ball. But yeah, it's been a weird season for spares really overall. You know, I think Meridio when he went in, I was a bit sceptical and it turned out that way. Thought it would be a bit better initially but it didn't. But I hope. Yeah. Mundi denso, West Brom play Wolves. So obviously, West Brom had to win to give themselves any chance. However, slim. But Wolves took the lead. Fabio Silva, who's put the ball in the net a little bit lately. He's getting a little bit better. He's getting a little bit better in my post-VIA. He's getting a little bit better in my post-VIA. He's getting a little bit better in my post-VIA, he's got an injury time. But Diagni, who's done quite well for West Brom. He's gone. Sam always doesn't. I don't get it. I already get it. They don't always work out after he believes. No, no. But, you know, Milajajavitch Ansarho, Palas, East East East. Cone, Felly yn voirol y dyma ni beth yn teimlo fel hynny'n ardu gwahoddi. Prydau mewn ddechrau yma, rydyn ni'n fydd yn perthyn ni i ni. Rydyn ni wedi gweld atod rydyn ni ar y newid, allan, gydian i'r rheulu. Rydyn ni'n hyn o fyrd sydd hanesfa i chael mwy amser gyda fynd yn fyrdi. Rydyn ni'n lle. Rydyn ni'n lle dim bod. Rydyn ni'n lle. Rydyn ni'n lle i'n llyffod. Rydyn ni'n lle i'n llyffod i chi, rydyn ni'n lle imbwrdd fryw i chi, so i chi'n gwybod i'r pwysig i'r gweithio mewn Gaelig, rhai os yn ddiddordeb yn gweithio i'r rhaid i'r wath. A yna'r gweithio'r gweithio ar gyfer y Llywodraeth yma, yn ysgolfyn ni, ac i'n ysgolfyn ni, a'r ysgolfyn ni, yn ysgolfyn ni, yw'r cyflau cyllidiaeth Cyswb hynny. A'n 19 munud, ond y sy'n gweithio'n gweithio ym Mhwythbeth yn ysgolfa yw hynny. dw i'n berni i'r byw i'r byd gynnwys ar y gynllun, i'r awf yn ffad, y ten yn satyn. Westnam mwais y ffaith yn fyddi'n bwysig. Antonio squads 12-18 mnwysig i'r byd Westnam i'r byddwyr yn ynion. Be gws, mwais y ffadau'r gynnwys. Rwy'n gweithio i'n cyfnodd ar hynny, ond rydw i'n gweithio i'r cyffredinol. Rydw i'n gweithio i'r byd yn y byddwyr a'r byd. Ion yw'r union wedi eu bwysaeth yn fawr i gyd. Ni i chi'n gyd wedi mynd wedi gweithio'n cwmhwyredu llawer o dda fel gyda chi. Roedd yna gynnugi, ac yn fynd yn wir�이, ac mae'n gweithio'r ganddach yng nghyrch. A'n led Siadwch, lle bod fe'n cymdeilio'n gilydd hynny wedi ein bod yn ein gwybodfa. Doedd yny'n ddweud o'r cyfnodau manhau, ac mae'n teimlo bod nhw'n cymdiddur i ni yn gorfod. Mae'n gweithio'n gwybod. Mae'r mhobl i'w bwysig i mi. Pa sy'n gwneud eich cychwyn o hanes i gyfleu'r ddaeth. Felly yw Franclan pad, mae'r Westlans. Mae'r Westlans yn y bwysig yn dwerg. Mae'njawid yn y rysg o'n bwysig i ddesgrifydd o rhai. Fe oedd wrth gweithio gyda'n meddwlillig ym Mhobl. Mae effeidl aíu'r Westlans! Mae hynny'n meddwl i'r Westlans! Mae gennym gallu tynnu i ddimearol yn ddechrau... mae gennym ei ddimearol yn y gwaith y rhai. Ac rhaid i'n meddwl i, ydyn nhw. Mae'n meddwl i'r pelch o'r pan o'i wneud ymlaeg i'r mewn? Wrth gwrs mae fawr arall, mae eich nifer o'r pwysgag yn peolwch y gwaith. Cyngor hwnnw rwy'n meddwl i'r ceisiau. Rwy'n meddwl i gael. Mae'n meddwl i chi. Mae'n meddwl i chi ceisiau o waith, fel yrhaid ni'n meddwl ar gyfer yr ydyll系 fyddon. Mae'n meddwl i chi i'r rei'r môl am Siarad. I ran oed yn bydd at ni, fel bod yma o'r mhwysledig.ffeithioMEIwch yn ff medic, y bydd gennymio mhwysledig, mae'r mhwysledig gyda ni, ffordd i'r ffordd i ddau'n cyffiniru. Mae'n ffordd i ddau'n cyffiniru, mae'r mhwysledig. Mae'n ddau'n cyffiniru, mae'n ddau'n cyffiniru, mae'n ddau'n cyffiniru, so anghyddwch ar byw. Mae'n ddechrau mynd i'r hoffa, mae'n hoffa'n unig o lydy, So currently it's just going to go, we'll face it with this team no matter what, and he's done a great job. He's used this season without a fan so just get them organized. Grant wins out and they've got better and better and better as the season's going on. And fair play to them, they're one of the best teams in the Premier League at the moment. They're flying, they're on form, they're winning games.  Tricky game away by a penalty and they've gone on one two-fifth. Fe ganddglaen yn blygu, nid nid yn gyntaf, fel hawdd wedi grannu iawn ond yn gwneud. Fe'n ganddglaen, ond yddwn yn ei wneud, a mae wedi fyddechrau'r гflus, ond yn gyntenciau, ond mae'n ganddglaen. Fel nid ydy'n amlwg, yna e'n grannu eich gwil ffordd. Felly mae'n ganddglaen wedi fawr o'ch trefwyd, hen wedi gweld fyddai'n gwisawd bwysig, rhaid i'n gandddog yn yma mewn gw молiadau aryr, ond mae'n ei wneud amddangos i hefyd, Ac mae'n rhaid i'n mynd i'w ddechrau. Rwy'n meddwl, fel y mae nifer o'r ffordd ar gyfer, mae'n gweithio ar gyfer gwaith y gair. Rydyn nhw'n rhaid i'r ffordd, do'r cyffredin yn eich ddaf yn ddod. Rwy'n meddwl y pethau, rydyn nhw'n ddod. Rydyn nhw'n i'n i ddod o'r bêl yn ei gweithio, rydyn nhw. Rydyn nhw'n i ddod o'r bêl yn ei gweithio ar gyfer gwaith, ac mae'n rhaid i'r bêl yn ddod. Nid oedd diwrnodol yn dweud gwahanol'r bwysig. Bydd ydw'n hawl mwy fynd i'ch gweithio gyda'r busg iawn. Felly mae'n gwneud o'r busg iawn ar hyn o'n rhan o'r busgr wahanol. Ond Findadwyd yn gweithio gwahanol a'r busgr wahanol. the money out of York and back in the China, so we'll see. So we'll see what they do. You know you know, you can take the Arsenal's 여러분들. There you go, Spice, there's a couple of bits up in the back there. Yes, so great win for West Ham. I'd say during Europe definitely next season, it'll definitely be in the top seven, the stealing, the five for the top four, for every West Ham fan with a bit your hand off to be in the Champions League fight before Games. я'n pet mwys i'n brennau i'r seud yma? Fy, mae'n hyd yn gwneud. Mae'n mwys i'n dwylo chi. Mae'n mynd i'n mynd wahas yma. Ac mae gennym ni'n iawn i ddigon. Felly, mae'r arig. Mae'r trof yn y Llywodraeth, fe'n mynd i'r wneud ein llei지를 iawn iechwan i ymweld Európa Leig. Rhaid i'n groes wedi gweld, mae'n ei gofynu newid yn e�w i'r eitaf, ac mae'r arwch yn eu bod yn gwneud yn gliweddordeb yn eitaf i'r Elef, mae'n nhw'n iawn gweld i'r Cefnol o Leacol. Dw i ddim yn ei hun, gan ym mhag i gydwch chi i Gwyrdd. Reitwch chi i gydwch chi'n gwybod i'r lleol. Mewn sŵl iawn, eu cynnwys eich gwasanaethau yn'r lleol. Ond nid o'n bwysig i'n dwi'n gwneud, mynd i'n ffrifi... Mae'n dweud eu lleol, mae'n gynghwm.  Un o'n rhan iawn i gael ymddir jetzti구요 yn gweithio hefyd. Ewch yn cael ei gweithio gyda'r Cyfbrydog-Gorlennu, Your career didn't work chasing like that. You sort of took a step back, maybe, to a social and to work, Down for them cos you still spent money, Of course they're a buff. worker I'm playing very quickly, finally, he's done it again. With no fans, and no money. It's incredible how you see it. But the primary league again next season. I think maybe you are overturesهاwn to leave,ชiert about the palace-type team that's coming to the Forum. But as you've got to gold like it shows on Dice every year that the talent gap is so big for your be Giovanni lockdown. Chwmp going on in the case and we always get to that 35-40-point mark. Ac fod yn cael eu cyfle o'r gyfer. Deis wneud i chi wrth yn lle siarad a'n ôl yn du i'w prif yn da. On dweud efallai fydd cael y club yw fydd yn digon i'r lle hroed. Felly mae'n fydd yn lle i'ch club i'r lle hroed. Felly mae'n mid yn wneud i ddweud. Rhaid i dweud. Felly mae'n cael eu rai yma. Mae pethau'r fan fydd, a chy papaed opon, ac mae'n rhaid i gyd agorod o'r ddiolau. ond byddai'n rhoi i gwybod ar y cyflugion o'r lathau, o'r lathau bod o'r llathau, o'r hoffa nhw'n mynd i gael yng nghargoi'r holl ei gyfle, wrth gweithio yn cael eiwedd o'r ddechrau o'r rheinydd. Ie, dwi'n fawr. Rydw i ddod yn gweithio. Rydw i'n rhai yn eich dawn o'r ffwrn i'r fddwysgraf. Fynais ei gennydd i'r rhaid, i'n fいきます yn y'r ffottu canw i'r ffaith, My decline we do more of this talking about other aspects of football in other countries. Get over there and give that a subscribe as well. We'll see you later.


Hello and welcome to another exciting video. Today I will be showing you how I color correct and color grade my footage using the tools provided in Final Cut Pro X. But before we start, hit that intro. If you guys don't know who I am, my name is Bennett Grazer and I create videos here on YouTube, giving you insights on how to create awesome looking videos. So if that's your thing, then keep on watching. Now the goal of this video is to give you a basic understanding of the workflow and the thought process behind color correcting and color grading so that you can make your footage look the best. For example, here is the clip with the color correction and afterwards with the color grading applied. This is the popular orange and teal look and is often used in Hollywood. The reason why it's so popular is it because it has a warm cool contrast that makes the image pop. Color correcting and color grading is key to making your videos look even better and can definitely increase your production value. No matter what type of camera or phone you use. By no means I'm not a professional colorist, but if you understand the basics that I will teach you in this tutorial, then you're on the right track. But it takes time to be very good and develop an eye for color grading. If you're serious about it, then stick with me. So here I am in Final Cut Pro X with my clips imported. Make sure you set the right settings for your project. In this example, I will set the project to 1080p 25 frames per second. It's important to shoot in a flat color profile, so you have more options in post when color grading. In other words, when you shoot in a raw S-Log or Cine4, the footage will look very desaturated and non-contrasting. I personally love to film in a very flat picture profile like S-Log 2 because it gives me more control while color grading so that I can achieve the look I want. If you're the run and gun type of guy that needs to quickly upload a video on YouTube, you might consider setting the colors in your camera first so you just have to make small adjustments in post. So I basically start with the color correcting. When I color correct, I adjust the exposure, contrast, white balance, and saturation. In other words, I fix the problems so that the shot looks the same as it was when you shot it. I hope that makes sense. So let's open up the color wheels to start our base correction. The highlights affect the brightest part of the image, the shadows, the darkest part of the image, and the mid tones, everything in between. Now, I highly suggest you learn how to use different video scopes because it provides you with color information that you can trust. Our eyes trick us into thinking that this clip looks nice even though, for example, the skin tones are off or the footage is overly saturated. I won't go too in-depth on how these different scopes work because it would be beyond this beginner tutorial. Now let's open up the video scopes by pressing command 7. To set our exposure, I use the Luma wave for monitor that shows the brightness and darkness of the image. For a good exposed video, you never want to go above 100 or below zero. The waveform resembles the clip and is red left to right. Also starting from the top, you will see the highlights, mid tones, and shadows. When I adjust the exposure, I start with the shadows control by dragging it down until the lowest point reaches zero. As you can see, the black areas have been darkened. Next, I will adjust the highlights and drag it upwards until the highest points reach 100. Going over to our mid tones, these should be between 60 and 70. So here I will drag it down until I'm satisfied, giving it contrast and making it pop more. Now we have adjusted our exposure and contrast. Now we are going to color balance, also known as white balance, our footage to neutralize any color cast. Now here is a big tip. Most of the color issue can be corrected by just using the highlight control and or by adjusting the tint control. I know that when I film with my Sony a7 III that the clip generally has a greenish tint to it. So I adjust it by dragging the tint control away from green, reducing it. So now the clip looks overall balanced. Now if you are lazy or struggling with color balancing, you can always use the automatic color balancing tool that is provided in Final Cut Pro X. That does a pretty good job. Now for the next step, I will add saturation to give it more color and make the clip look richer. Another tool I like to use is the vector scope. The distance from the center tells you how saturated the colors are. This will show me if my colors are correctly saturated and make my subject appear healthier. A very useful feature is this line here, which represents our skin tones. Skin colors should point in the direction of the skin tone line. If you have done your color balancing right, the skin tones should match up with the line. Now that I base corrected the clip, I will do the same process for the other clips, adjusting each individually again. You don't want to add the same base correction to the other clips because not every clip is exposed to the same. Now I will move on to matching each shot. I will first pick a hero shot that all clips are to be matched. And then I will look which clip has a mismatch issue. In this case, I will pick my girlfriend as the hero shot. So now that we matched all the clips, we can go to the next step by adding a look to it. That is my favorite part of this section. Now, even though the footage looks fine and you could upload it that way, fine is not enough for me. I want to take it further by giving it a cinematic look. So we are going to add a custom LUT to the adjustment layer and add an orange and teal look to all of the clips. Now you want to make sure you adjust the intensity of the applied LUT. You don't want to make it look oversaturated. LUTs are not filters like Instagram. If you don't want to use a LUT, you can also create an orange teal look by adding a new color wheel to the adjustment layer, pushing the shadows into the blues and mid tones into the oranges. Again, you want to adjust the intensity by dragging back the mix tool and there you have it. Alright, so I really hope you find this tutorial helpful. If you have any further questions, please let me know in the comment section below. If you haven't subscribed yet to my channel, please do so because I would greatly appreciate that. Before I end this video, keep in mind that it takes practice. In time, you will soon realize that color correcting and color grading can be really fun. Once again, thank you for watching and see you the next time.


Item Number- SCP-4420 Object Class- Euclid Oh, a correction, neutralized. Level 2-4420 Classified Special Containment Procedures SCP-4420 is contained 150 meters from Site 82 in a localized artificial pocket dimension, housed in tentative containment module number 819. Researchers have installed a Scranton Marlowe topology stabilizer to maintain dimensional stability in the chamber. Description- SCP-4420 is a red Idaho potato with a current mass of 400 million kilograms and external dimensions of 150 meters by 65 meters by 55 meters. SCP-4420 displays the following ectoentropic properties. Number- 1- SCP-4420 recuperates moisture shrinkage, approximately 5% biweekly, by generating a random amount of solid potato matter. During this event, a random Idaho citizen's drinking water transforms into a starch-rich potato-flavored water, granting the ability to commune with potatoes for 3 to 10 hours upon consumption. Number- 2- Exposure to light radiation produces potato matter of a randomized form. The new matter relates to potatoes at various conceptual levels, be that immediate or vague. The new matter grows alongside SCP-4420, attaching themselves via esoteric means beyond current agricultural understanding. Observed forms include any variation of the 5,000 potato varieties grown globally, forms of cooked potatoes such as mashed potatoes, french cut fries, potato chips, and hash browns. 1996 Idaho County Junior League Potato Sacrace Champion Michelle Brown, age 6, a species of Jerusalem cricket, colloquially known as a potato bug, composed of sweet potato. The entities have colonized approximately 8% of SCP-4420 to date. Mimetic ennui affecting 25% of individuals within a 5 kilometer radius. Number- 3- SCP-4420 displays an innate immunity to decay. SCP-4420 consumes organic irregularities almost immediately after they develop and produces healthy potato matter in their place. Number- 4- SCP-4420 consumes food in organic waste within a 20 meter area. Any organic matter entering this area transforms into a potato tuber of equal mass, which teleports into SCP-4420. Organic matter includes small animals up to 10 kilograms in mass. At the time of documentation, SCP-4420 has been growing for approximately 22 years. Update- Researchers projected that SCP-4420 would reach 400 million kilograms in mass on May 10, 2013. At 21 hours 51 minutes central daylight time upon reaching the projected mass, SCP-4420 developed sapience that lasted for a period of 32 hours. During this time, SCP-4420 displayed the ability to manipulate informational constructs. This led to the dissemination of 362 separate SMS messages to researchers on site. A series of received messages are as follows. Update- On May 12 at 0500 hours 51 minutes central daylight time, SCP-4420 ceased all anomalous growth and began to show signs of accelerated decomposition. SCP-4420 is currently classified as neutralized.


There's an auction in progress tonight in Hollywood. Lots of people in searchlights and baleen. They're selling the personal effects of Margaret Elliott, a famous motion picture star. Around the corner from the auction is a little coffee shop. I don't know what got into you, Maggie. Standing there watching them sell your furniture, your clothes, your silver. Going, going, gone. What were you doing there, Harry? Or is that part of an agent's job? Watching them pick his client's phone. Oh, no, take it easy, Maggie, and listen to me. Don't touch me. You can do anything, can't you, Harry? But get me a decent part in a picture. Harry Stone, the great star maker. The gentleman agent. My friend. I am your friend. I know. I know I'm sorry. Harry, I saw in Variety that Joe Morrison is going to produce the painful winter. Yes, you had an option on that story once. I love that book. It could have been written for me. Harry, go to Joe, will you? One good picture is all I need. Maggie, you have to face a few facts. But they can't put me out to pasture. I was a star, Harry, as big as they come. Look, I've been your friend for a long time. I love you, but there's no denying that fresh, duly quality. But something else takes its place. You tell me how to stay duly in this town. I know it's tough, but that's what the public wants. This new kid of mine's got it, Laura Belden. Morrison signed her last week. Laura Belden. Harry, go to Morrison. Tell him how much I love the painful winter. That could impress him. One good part would put me back just where I was. Besides, I'm desperate for money. I won't get anything from the auction if all go to the creditors. I was wondering if you... You're into it now for thousands. Another advance, well, how could I justify it to the company? That's all you can think of, isn't it? Well, what about the years when your 10% brought you 40 and $50,000 year after year? Maggie, John Morgan must have cost you 20 when you were married to him. Well, now that those westerns of his are cleaning up... Ask my ex-husband for money. Haven't you heard? He's putting all his savings into a trust fund for his wife and kitty. Just a suggestion? Don't you think I have any pride? Well? Thanks for the coffee. You're not going back there, back to the auction. I don't know where I'm going. Good night, Harry. Good evening, Miss Sallyhead. I know it's late. But I must see Mr. Morgan. He's home with me. Well, maybe I'd better see... Mother! Mother! By question, you still await... It's all right, Anita. I'll see that you get back to bed. Darling, I've missed you so. Let me look at you. Oh, I had the most beautiful mother in the whole world. Now, come on in the bedroom where we can talk. Well, fine, but I don't think I can stay very long, darling. You don't have to. This long enough to help me pack my things. My six months with Daddy was up on the 17th. I was wondering when you'd come for me. But you... You are happy here, aren't you, darling? Oh, I like it all right. It won't take me a minute to get dressed and park. Where are we living now? Well, you see, that's it. I have such a tiny apartment, dear. I don't care. I just want to be with you.  Where are you? I'm most of the day. Why, at the studio, of course. Mother, I've got to ask you something. Darling, not right now. Wait until I've had a chance to talk to your father. But he's not home. He's on location. And it's something very important. Margaret, won't you come down? That's Peggy. Anita must have told you you're here. Hello, Peggy. I'll be right there.  I'll come back in a few minutes and tuck you in. OK. OK. It's us if you want. That's my girl. What brings you here this time? I suppose you're entitled to a reason, Peggy. If it's about Gretchen. Well, you know how fond we are of her. She can stay with us indefinitely. She's a delightful child. I kid you to adore her. Thanks again. John phones every day from Arizona. If there's something you'd like me to tell him... No, no, I don't think so. Is this money? Do you want more from John? More money. I never asked him for any. No, I don't suppose you have. But he has given you... $2,500 over the past two years. Yes, that's quite true, Peggy. It's also true, but I gave him $25,000 when I divorced him. I gave him that money so he could marry you. But I dare say you didn't know that. He has no secrets from me. Well, he got plenty of secrets from me. That's a crack, I suppose, when you threw yourself at him, didn't you? That is those eyes. I told him what a great, big, wonderful man he was and how bad I was for him. But I was too busy with my career. What he needed was a real life. And he fell for it. Because it happened to be the truth. His name is Morgan. He didn't like being Mr. Elliott living in Miss Elliott's house, entertaining Miss Elliott's guests. He wasn't a husband. He was merely a convenience. Anything else? You deserve to lose him. I'd made him happy, Maggie, because I've let him be Mr. Morgan. Thanks for the inside story. May I go up now? I promised Gretchen. Oh, dear. Yes, of course. But I'll have to stay here? Just for a while, darling. And I'll see you again just as soon as I can. Mother, there's something I have to ask you. Yes, dear.  Why? Well, the kids this day can't. They say you don't make pictures anymore.  Gretchen. You tell us, Janie Marks.  I knew you were. But they say you'll never be in any more pictures. I'm going to start a new picture in three weeks. And when you do, can I... can I do my six months with you? Yes, yes, darling. Oh, I'm so glad. I love you.  I wanted to put on some of the perfume you like, but there wasn't any left. Why are you crying? Well, haven't you ever cried because you're happy? No. That's funny. Yes, it is, isn't it? Now lie down.  Where are you going? Going home. I've got to work, you know. Why, you should read a pile of scripts they want me to read. I feel good. I feel all good inside. You just stay that way. Good night, baby. Hello, Mrs. Adams. Your sister and her husband stopped by. I left them in your apartment, as usual. Oh, thank you. Miss Elliott. Yes? Do you know what I'm going to say? Look, all I want is one day more. You can give me one more day. I'm only the manager, Miss Elliott. Oh, I'm sure you could let them have just one month's rent. Let me know who I am. Didn't you tell them there's a contract on my agent's desk right now? I told them. But to them you're not Margaret Elliott. To them you're just another tenant who hasn't paid the rent. Well, don't let it worry you tonight. We'll talk about it tomorrow. Good night, Mrs. Adams. Margaret, where have you been? Roy and I got to get started for Alhambra. Hello, Faith. I didn't know you were coming tonight. Oh, it's the first of the month, isn't it? You've been to some glamor party? Yeah, yeah. A glamor party. I've been having a ball. Hi, Margaret. I was expecting a sandwich. That kind of hungry, waiting for you. Help yourself, Roy. Mama keeps asking and asking for you, Margaret. Now, don't get the idea I'm complaining, but between Mama and the kids, and you should see those kids. They're growing out of everything. I haven't bought a stitch for myself in months. Not a stitch. Well, the course is too alone for those boys. Sorry? I'm afraid I haven't any shoes for 14-year-old boys. So, don't say too much. I was just telling you the family news. Aren't you interested? I have some rather interesting family news, too. I'm bankrupt. Get it? Understand? Oh, my goodness. I always knew you were extravagant and all, but whoever needed two cadlights and all those servants and everything. Well, we never said anything, Maggie, because, well, you'd have been mad if we did. But all that money you made. Money just don't melt. Oh, doesn't it? For instance, there's a house I bought for you. You promised to pay me back, remember? Then the hospital and the doctors when the kids were born. And for their clothes, ever since. And their saxophone lessons. And for Roy's free operations. Oh, wait a minute. Yeah. Because I help it if Roy enjoys poor health. And you know what, Mother's costume. Mama is living with us now. And if you think that that's a picnic, you're up. All right, now, now, girls, let's not have a ruckus. If you'll just give us the monthly check, Margaret will be shoving along.  I'm broke. Here's my purse. I've got $3.85. Do you want that, Roy? She doesn't mean that, Princess. I've given you two over $50,000. You must have some of it left. Roy, could I please borrow $200? $200? Margaret! For Pete's sake, where would we get money like that? Well, you could print it. I'd only thought to give Roy a printing press. Aw, you're just tired. You wouldn't say. I'm sick and tired. Now, leave me alone. Whoa! Is that the way you feel? It's just the way I feel. Now, go on. Get out.  We wake up. Roy. Roy, wait. Look. Right on the front page of the morning newspaper. Just look at this. What do you know? My own sister. In jail. In jail for junk and driving. How do you like that thing? Kick this out of her apartment and go out and get loaded. If the boys see this, I'll just die.  Well, we'll just let her stay in jail. Big movie star. Huh? Go on, honey. Let me get some rest. You came down to the jail. $150. You bailed me out. That's about it, Miss Elliott.  I don't even know who you are. My name's Johansson. Jim Johansson. I read about it in the paper. Well, you're in trouble, so I wanted to help you. Why you, of all people? Why not? Now, I made a picture once. It was called Night Court. I made a girl who was arrested. Critics said it was great. I guess they never sent her night in jail. Next time you'll know better, huh? Where are we going? Not that it matters. Well, there's a drive in here to the beach. I don't know about you, but I haven't had breakfast. Okay? Anything you say, Mr. Johansson? Aren't you hungry? I want to know why you got me out of jail. Okay. Once a long time ago, you did something very nice for me. I was sent out to your house to fix the filter on your swimming pool. Ten days later, I'm in pictures. You got me a big party, a picture. It's called Stateless. Now, do you remember me? Wait a minute. It gave you a new name, didn't it? Barry something. Barry Lester, of course. How I hated that name. Well, there's never been a movie star named Jim Johansson. Barry Lester, either. It was an interesting picture.  I took one look at myself and listed in the Navy.  No, I don't want any. How do I get to Hollywood from here? Why? I've got to get home. I'll have you there in 30 minutes, okay? Okay. Thank you very much, Mr. Johansson. Nothing I could do, Miss Elliott. After they read the papers, they changed the lock on your door. Anyway, I managed to take some of your clothes in a suitcase. Thank you, Mrs. Adams. You're very kind. But I like to think I'm a human being. That young man in the car, are you waiting for you? Yes, I guess he is. I don't know why. Well, you come with me. I've got your things down on the list. Where to? Isn't this the end of the line, Mr. Johansson? Well, but you must have plenty of friends. Oh, sure. Sure, I'm the perfect guest who wouldn't be happy to have me. Okay. Get in the car. This is where I live. The harbor's right down there in that little shipyard, just below us. Well, that's how I make my living. And it's all mine. From swimming pools to shipyards. Congratulations. I got it right after the war. Not too much dough, but it's a lot better than getting up in the morning and having some characters slap makeup on your push. This house used to be a sail loft. They told me it once was... Are you all right? What am I going to do?  I'll find a lawyer to square things up at court. Just remember you're lucky to be alive. But I shouldn't be here. It's something I've got to do, but I can't remember. I'll be out in the yard if you need anything. Now, come on. Lie down and try to get in. Hello, Peggy. Peggy, did Gretchen read the paper? Oh. Thanks, that was very nice of you. What? Those nasty kids. But you told her, didn't you? You told her it wasn't true. Oh. Well, thanks for trying. Oh, no, I'm all right. I'd like to speak to her, Peggy. She's not home. Please, Peggy, I promise not to upset her. All I wanted... Oh, I see. Thank you. There's nothing in that paper you want to see. And keep away from the phone until you've had a little rest. Are you a doctor or something?  After that, we'll decide where you're going. Going.  Only now it's finished. Going. Going. It's several hours later. In the little shipyard adjoining his house, Jim Johansson has a visitor. Think better? Yes, much better. Well, I suppose I owe you several explanations. You don't owe me a thing. You owe me an explanation. Do I? Why have you been so kind to me? Well, one of these days maybe I'll tell you. Oh, I talked to a lawyer. He'll take care of everything. I don't know what made me do it. I had a bottle of scotch in the apartment. Then to get into the car and start driving. Would you hand me that wrench, please? Wrench? Right there beside you, the wrench. Oh. You remember that scene in Vacation for a Lady where I was snowed in in the forest range of cabin? So? This reminds me of it. I remember the way I stumbled into his cabin half dead. Oh, terrible-looking face, untidy, the dishes unwashed. Thank you. Oh, I... Sorry I didn't mean it that way. I meant the mood. The girl, that was me. And the poor young man... Me. No, no, Clark Spencer. Are you sure you never saw it? I've seen the same story a thousand times. That picture made four and a half million. You know all I got out of it? What? $150,000. Oh, I feel very sorry for you. You know something I always remember about you? What? Your perfume. Silly, huh? How was it? Desire me. Very expensive. Oh, the names they think up. Maybe that's where some of it went, huh? Why? Your dough. I'll tell you where it went. I was on top. Put my name on a marquee and there'd be a line around the block.  Yeah, yeah, I read about it. So I put my own money into three great pictures. Big companies wouldn't give me a decent release, so I lost everything. They said I was boxed off as poison. You wouldn't be bitter or anything, huh? Wouldn't you? I don't know, maybe. You juggled a book. That all my independence were slots. Of course they lied. I got tremendous fan mail. Believe me, you don't win an Academy Award for nothing. All right, Skippet. I don't understand the picture business. It just won't give me a chance anymore. Look, you're confusing what words with what is. That's why you got drunk last night.  Me? Kill myself?  Look at it this way, Margaret. It would swell while it lasted, but it's over. It's not over. It will never be over. And one of these days I'll prove it to you. You have a radio in the house? Radio? Sure. Five o'clock news. I want to hear what they're saying about me. Does it matter? Yes, very much. I have a daughter. It's going to matter to her, too. Oh, all right. I wasn't thinking about it. Come on, let's go out. She was arrested last night in Beverly Hills and charged with drunken driving. Miss Elliott was released on bail early this morning and apparently has gone into hiding. But whereabouts are not known, but reporters are now checking a rumor that the celebrated actress is... Why did you turn it off? You've heard enough. I should tell that announcer the real story, shouldn't I? Margaret Elliott is the guest of Jim Johansson, wet nurse for sick boats, spending a glamorous holiday with a mechanic who bought her for $250 bail. Is that what you think? Oh, that's why the heavy bailed me out in a very successful picture called night court. Can't you ever think beyond a script? Ah, the truth makes a man mad. Stop it. Or perhaps you were always in love with him. Is that it? Lots of men have been. And you're a man. But you're not a woman. You're just a career. You were in love with me, weren't you? I suppose I was. I thought you were the greatest. And now? You wouldn't want to hear it. Just listen to your ego. It's all you have left. I told you I was going for a walk. Went to a drug store. Tried to buy some sleeping pills. Why? That's an intelligent question. I need a good night's rest. It wouldn't give me any without a prescription. How I bought a magazine, see? Had her picture on the cover. Laura Belden. Lovely, isn't she? So fresh and young and dewy. Yes. Yes, she is. Oh, that's not all. Hey, see this? Perfume. My favorite perfume. I stole it. Margaret. I've never stole anything before in my life. Jim once got into me. I don't need perfume. Nobody needs perfume. Forget it. I'll pay for it tomorrow. But what's the matter with... That's a good question. Going, going. Gone. No, no, you're not. You know that something is the matter. And believe me, that's the first step. What am I going to do, Jim? Please tell me what to do. Well, I think we'll go sailing tomorrow. Maybe we can take a little girl along. What you like now, Margaret? Well, I don't know. How can you tell what a child is like? Look, I'm so sorry about the things I said. Forget it. I'm sorry about a lot of things. Who isn't?  You what? No. I wanted to show Charles Humphrey. What did he have to do with it? Wanted him to the picture and he bolted it made me mad. I swore I'd pick out the very first man I saw. I'm making a bigger start than Charlie ever was. I was the first man? Yes.  Really?  Well, you see, you don't owe me anything. Yeah, you're perfect. Might as well keep it. Can't you just take it back?  Tell him I... Funny. I wasn't any older. Where'd this come from? Little drugs store near the theater. Must have been a display bottle. It's nothing but colored water. Colored water? But you thought it was real. Just like a lot of other things you've grabbed for us. Isn't it? First thing we yell is coming. See you home soon. You like sailing? Yes, it's wonderful. You know something? I haven't heard the word Hollywood all day. Longer, if you can forget that rat race for one day, you can forget... Give up my career? Is that what you mean? No disgrace to be through with pictures. But what else is there for me? Well, you... You could go into real estate, start a little restaurant, even be a sales lady. I've never done anything but acts. Well, all right, acts. Play it like another part at first, give a performance. I wouldn't know where to begin. Well, what if some of those fancy department stores out in Beverly? Magnum? Yeah. Sacks? Have everybody gloat over me and say, there she is. There's Margaret Elliot? Oh, no, no thanks. Well, then go somewhere else. Flendale at stores, Long Beach, Pasadena, and it may surprise you. People, too. I'd better wait, Gretchen. Wake up, darling. Come on, wake up, please. We're coming in. It's impressive. Well, thank you, Mr. Carter. I'm pleased, you're pleased. Well, you'd better get back to work. Mustn't keep the customers waiting. Oh, no, no, no. Oh, miss. Yes, madam? That negligee in the showcase. How much is it? $39.95, isn't it lovely? You see it, please. Excuse me, I'll get one for you out of stock. Harriet, that sales girl. That's Margaret Elliot. Oh, but it couldn't be. She's in jail. Oh, that was three weeks ago. No, some mystery man got her out. I went all about. Well, if it is Margaret Elliot, I think it's just great. A respectable store like this. Hiring the jailbird. It's Margaret Elliot. All right, you can't fool me. Oh, I can't believe it. Besides, Margaret was much better looking than her. Take a good look, lady. So there's no doubt. Yes, it is Margaret Elliot. And it is a disgrace. Margaret Elliot waiting on a couple of old bats like you. Why you? You can't talk to us this way. I'll call the manager. Call the manager. Call the president. Call the fire department. I won't be here. I'm going back where I belong. I'm Margaret Elliot. And I intend to stay Margaret Elliot. Good afternoon, Harry Stone Agency. Oh, Miss Elliot. Oh, I'm terribly sorry. He's still at lunch. Well, fine. I didn't know if you were alive or dead. Maggie, I'm your agent. Why didn't you call me? By the time I heard about it, they told me somebody had bailed you out. Then you did come to the jail. Remember me? I'm your friend. Then get me that part in fatal winter. Harry, I want to go to the studio. I want to see Joe Morrison this afternoon. Oh, I'm not so sure. This is quite the right time. All those stories in the papers, Maggie. That's not good. Morrison is mad about publicity. Well, it is an angle. I'll think it over. No, you're sorely, Harry. We're going now. All right. All right, we'll see more. Just one thing you've got to promise me. Well? I'm not giving Joe any of your ideas. He has the ideas. Understand? Come on. We're wasting time. Dropped in, Joe. Well, to talk to you about Margaret Elliott. It's a terrible thing, Harry. That poor girl. They forget their people. They get up there at the top. They begin to slip to get panicky.  Well, she asked me to talk to you about the fatal winter. The girl in that story is 18. Laura Belden's going to play it. Margaret had an option on that book once. Very important to her. Everything is very important to stars. What do we do with them, Harry? What do we do without them? Would you... Would you talk to her? Why, when I have nothing for her?  Wait a minute. Do you suppose she played a part of the older sister?  Well, was she ought to? You could tell her on the idea. Isn't it terrible you have to sell somebody something that's good for them? All right, Harry, bring her in. Joe, I'm grateful. I'm very... Looking wonderful, Margaret. Wonderful! I never felt better in my life. Well, I've got an idea, Margaret. I hope you like it. I've got the test seat right here at my desk. I'd like you to look at it. Test? Well, I know you haven't had to make a test for a long time, but if we agree on this role, it'll be a departure for you.  Oh, yes, of course. Uh, how old do you see the girl? Oh, uh... 40 years? I see. You want me to play the older sister. And if we like the test, we'll build a plow to take advantage of your talent. Well, that will be quite a challenge. Thank you, Joe. It sounds like a very interesting experiment. It's been a big day for you, Margaret. You quit your job in the department store, walk right back into pictures. Congratulations. Well, I don't actually have the part, Jim. I'm not too sure that I want it. Oh, you don't mind if I do my nails? No, no, not at all, go ahead. Well, we can talk while they're drying. Well, anyway, in the picture, I play a strange sort of recluse. Oh, I suppose she's had a tragic love affair, but there's no reason why she can't look attractive as I see it. Anyway, here's the script. Oh, cue me, will you, Jim? Oh, wait a minute. I'm supposed to be scrubbing the floor. All right, Betty. Knock on the door. Yes. Who is it? Door opens, jet enters, stands looking down at Sarah. Aren't you going to ask me to sit down? You can do as you like. Well, it says here that she speaks in a solemn manner. Oh, well, I never follow stage direction. It's one of the first things a real actress learns. Oh, who's the director? Keith Barclay in New York stage thinks he's slumming out here. Oh, if I were you, I'd play along with him. Jim, will you admit I know more about Hollywood than you do? Sure, sure, but I just don't want to see you hurt again like those two old bats hurt you at the store. I wasn't hurt. I was just plain mad. Look, you don't get mad unless you're hurt. Jim, please, no lecture tonight. Now, come on, let's start from the beginning. OK. Knock on the door. Yes. Who is it? Door opens, jet enters. Aren't you going to ask me to sit down?  Margaret Elliott is once again on a solemn stage. It's just a test, of course, but that doesn't worry Margaret. And the part she's testing for isn't the lead. Margaret knows exactly what she's doing to the considerable annoyance of Mr. Barclay, the director. Sorry, Miss Elliott, but your makeup and these clothes, I'm afraid you look much too young for this part. Now, why don't we... Really, Mr. Barclay, women of 42 don't have to look ready for the old ladies' home, you know. Oh, no, but this is the special case. The woman in our story hasn't bothered to keep up appearances. She avoids people. She's a... Yes, I've read the book, Mr. Barclay. As a matter of fact, I was... Joe! Oh, how sweet of you to come down and see me. Good luck, Margaret, dear. Thank you, darling. Now, you two be nice to each other. Oh, I always get along with my director. Are you going to watch the test, Mr. Morrison? No, I just stop by to wish you both good luck. Bless you. Now, you and I know that this test, well, it's just a formality, right? Of course. All of it, my dear. Well, shall we rehearse our little theme? Fine. This is Mr. Bailey, Miss Elliott. He's going to play Jed. How do you do? How do you do? Mr. Bailey's a very good actor. He worked for me in New York. Oh, how nice. You can always use good actors. All right, let's run through it. Quiet please. This is a rehearsal. Settle down. Action. Yes. Who is it? Aren't you going to ask me to sit down? Well, you can do anything you like. But it isn't like you to pay a social visit, Jed Garfield. Cut. Miss Elliott, you're too light. This woman is fallen. She's not flirting with Jed. He's her enemy. Well, if she wants to win her points, she's got to use sex. But you're playing her like a young girl. Oh, do you really think so? Now, look, we've got to get this one point straight. Mr. Barclay, I have been in this business a long time. I know what I'm doing. I'm sure you do. On the other hand, I... Well? Nothing. Forget it. Ben, may we continue the rehearsal? I don't think we need to rehearse it at all. Why don't we just go ahead and shoot it? All right, quiet. Settle down, boys. This is a take. Ready? Roller. Test. Margaret Elliott. Take one. Action. Settle the studio, Harry. Oh, it went just beautifully. Who is Barclay, please? He must have been one take, Harry. Just one. I'll call Morrison later. I may have a surprise for you. When Morrison sees this test, it might very well be that I'll get the lead after all. Maggie, now, now, wait a moment. Well, stranger things have happened, darling. Now, forgive me, I've got a million things to do. Well, just tell me one thing. When you made the test, you did it. Now, stop worrying. I'll see you tomorrow. Oh, Jim, I've had the most wonderful days. Look. Look what's parked in front of the house. Struck oil, huh? It's a Cadillac. They let me take it on approval, and you should see the clothes I've ordered. Oh, it's so wonderful to go in and charge things again. You wouldn't be a little charged yourself, would you? Now, come on. Stop working.  Oh, are we going somewhere? Romano, we're celebrating my return to the screen. Well, at last I know. So you got the part. Well, we see the test tomorrow, but... Oh, then you haven't got the part. Joe Mars and himself said it's just a formality. Oh, Jim, you don't know what it means to be in front of a camera again. Well, are you just going to stand there, or should I get myself another date?  Why don't we drive over there? Don't you want to go out on the town with me? Well, Maggie, I... Don't make me big. I've begged so much. You won't have to beg. I'll be ready in half an hour. Oh. What's the matter? Well, what about clothes? Stop worrying. I own a very nice suit. Please hurry, Jim, please. Margaret. Margaret. Hey, wake up. One o'clock. Jim. Oh. You can fell asleep. What time is it? One o'clock. Oh, no. I only meant to close my eyes for five minutes. Why did you let me sleep? You passed out in high spirits. Do you promise to take me out tonight? Take it easy, Margaret. If you'd gone out, you'd have only run into a lot of people. What's wrong with people? I love people. Wait till tomorrow night, and things will be definite. Everything is definite. I have told the papers I've ordered, clothes, dice. Time to tell me I won't get this to you. What do you know? Like, this will put me right back where I was. Why couldn't you have waited one more day? Now, what impelled you? Impelled? I... Are I impelled? You went out on a limb? Yes, I did, didn't I? It's probably all right. Oh, no. I thought maybe if I... I made those promises. I got myself involved. I went out on that limb. It would be so because I said it was so. And then God couldn't be so cruel as to cut me down. You suppose that was it? Why do you keep torturing yourself with all this? You must know by now you could... You could stay here with me. Margaret, I... I'm asking you to marry me. How about it? Thank you. Thank you, but I can't tell you. I can't answer you right now. I'm scared. I... I'm scared. Help me. Oh, please, please help me. What are you going to do tomorrow morning? Do. Go to the studio there. I'm just going to run the test. Then at the risk of repeating myself, why worry now? Yes, you're right. Of course you're right. And it will be cut. It will. It will. For heaven's sake, what are you doing home this time of day? I've brought Maggie with me, fellas. She isn't feeling well. Will you put her to bed and tell Robert to bring her a tray? Where is she? Downstairs, I thought I'd better talk to you first. She's been drinking? No, no, I wish it were that simple. They've seen the tests she made yesterday. Horrible. What happened? Oh, she was testing for the part of the older sister. Somehow she got it into her head as she played it sexy and tried to look young. They'd give her the other part. Joe Morrison says it's hopeless. Bad, bad. They told her? They didn't have to tell her. She knows. Oh, you'd better give her a sleeping pill, but don't leave them around. I'll put her in the back room. It's going to get a little noisy after the guest start arriving. Good. Oh, good grief. I forgot all about the cocktail party. Oh, can't be helped.  Down here, I thought you were resting. Thanks for everything, Simmons. But I've got to go. No, I'm fed. Stay for the party. No, I couldn't. I just couldn't. It'll be good. Who knows? We've got lots of Hollywood brass here tonight and we can... Look, the old friend of yours. Didn't Dave write a song for you once? Hi, Maggie. Hello, Dave. Remember? Do I? This is Joan from iClub. I can still see you standing there, that black, sequined girl. Hi, Margaret. Haven't seen you in a long time. Oh, hi. Phyllis Webb Harris. He's in Saad. Laura Belden just came in. He has to introduce it. It's a... Oh, here he is now. Sorry? Well, I'm glad you came down, Maggie. You better take care of Laura Belden. I'm all right, Harry. It was just about to leave. Well, can you wait a few minutes? Why? Because Hutchison happened to bring a friend along tonight, a writer named Richard Stanley, and he asked for you. For me? I don't even know him. He wants to talk to you, Maggie. Come along with me. Hi. I'll leave you to it. I'll close the door, and maybe you can hear yourself talk. I must apologize, Mr. Stanley. Harry didn't mention what this is all about. Well, I wanted to talk to you about a script I have. I thought you might be interested in it. Oh? Forgive me for daring at you. Your face, Miss Elliott, is still the same wonderful, beautiful face. Well, anyway, there's stories about Hollywood. Or it could have happened anywhere. A woman could be the head of a department store, publisher of a newspaper, politician, anything that generates drive. Another way of written it, she happens to be a movie star. She's been on a sleigh ride, but she can't face the fact that it's over. Why cast people in this town? How do you mean that? Well, I'm not talking about your dedicated artist. No, this is your story. Your dedicated artist. No, this is your Simon Pure Movie Star, the one who plays at 24 hours a day, demanding, driving, ambitious. And for what? For power to stay on top. Go on, Mr. Stanley. Well, like all clamors that have reached such a precarious pinnacle, she cannot look back unless she falls. So she stands clutching what she has with fear, her only companion. Well, that's the character of this heroine, if you can call her that, of falling star. How do you get any sympathy for her? Oh, not sympathy, Miss Elliot. Pity, profound pity worthy of the gods. This is a great tragedy. But my character has denied her birthright. The privilege and glory of just being a woman. Thank you, Mr. Stanley. Thank you very much. But Miss Elliot, that's a strange way to behave. Oh, pictures, stars, you can have. I'll tell you all about it later, darling. All that matters now is at least pack your clothes and hurry out of here. And it's all right. I spoke to your father and Peggy. You're going to come with me. Oh, Mother, am I really awake? Oh, maybe I'm dreaming. I'd awake, sweetie. And I think that maybe I am, too. You know something? That sounds like a great idea.


We got the Todd father with this Todd Frazier man. Thanks for hopping on Pete Are you ready to check out some of your top social media posts? I can't wait. This is awesome First one. This is your very first real man. You got to do it son. Oh man I did my daughter wanted me to do this. This one these new real things were coming out the outfit choice was just horrendous I think I was getting ready for bed. God almighty look at me go Dude the song super catchy too. Yeah. Yeah, I got some good hits there. I got some moves there I'll take it all right. I don't know why I'm wearing red socks read everything. It's your dancing outfit and another Got a little robot going here.  My wife's looking at me in the background. What are you doing? I remember like that was yesterday. Yeah, and you know what? She's actually got some dancing background. Oh, yeah Oh, yes, this is recent. She was a gymnast. So she's like come on. Just hold me up We tried everything we could to do it and eventually we did we just couldn't finish it. So I got I got my What are those called long John's on to the cold night humble it I guess the air condition was on I don't know.  Wait, so what was going on through your head and also to like as you're doing these reels Because we see you all over social media and you do a great job of sticking up with the trends But like I just didn't want her head to hit mine Like if we bumped heads, I have wouldn't be here right now. I would have stitches. She's a gymnast and We got to do this. I'm like, all right, whatever. Whatever you want to whatever makes you happy All right, you guys also put it together really well when it comes to the Halloween do this pretty sweet outfit Yeah, yeah, my wife Jackie came up with this one.  My wife looks great as always doesn't matter what she wears So we put on a good show that was at our house. Nice little party at the house We got Jeter's Jersey over there if you could see it. Oh nice. Yeah, looking fresh next Are you talking memorabilia? Dude? I know you have a sweet basement or batting cage area But the hallway going to it is probably one of the yeah, that's my favorite thing I collect everybody has a collection, you know people like bats like ball sign like batting gloves I was big on cleats. So game used or not. I have some really cool collection I've over I think I have 55 56 total cleats summer mine that I love there somebody made for me And most of them are other people, you know from Cc. Sabathe at a David Wright to my first one ever each rose a zoo key. So it's a pretty cool ones Yeah, do you talk about a collection man? So what's your favorite one out of all? I would have say each row just because they told me so listen anything each row wants you got to write him a letter So wrote him a letter I came saw him in the outfit before stretch because we like to stretch early He said Todd one of the best letters. I ever got it. You know that meant a lot to me. What a good guy Yeah Next all right our boy Nikki Cass you guys did a fun challenge in that batting cage area of the house And it's pretty sweet man. Yeah, we had to knock down a big cup Metal cup and we got really close sometimes and then he eventually hit it and the next swing I took I hit it the next time like we couldn't make it up. You saw a reaction Nikki cost man.  I'm proud of him. So if you're missing around the house Yeah, this Jackie and the family dude. Do they know to come look for you? Oh, of course It's either there or I'm out of baseball field somewhere which there you go. Yeah, big dog You're at a baseball field the blakester. Yes, he's having a good year this year He's finally coming into his own a little bit getting his feet under We've been working, you know, and he hit it inside the Parker over the outfielders head It's first ever inside the Parker at nine years old and Smile on his face made it all that better for me So proud of him proud of the team our team South Siders man We won our last two tournaments qualified for the playoffs and for usabl With nine new boys they're getting after in jersey.  No doubt. Thank you So you're a great dad and you're also a great coach too, man. Check out that shot He made a buzzer beater there. He just chucked it with all that. He has no power. Look, we went up 10 9 I think it was We ended up winning that game too, which is great. So I was happy him I said like I said shoot it. Shoot it scream Basically hooked it from his hip to his shoulder and went in you can't make that up So between coaching and being a parent yourself because you're doing a lot of stuff as a dad that you get to Do now that the playing days are done But I guess what would be one of your biggest pieces of advice to parents who are out there now that you're Experiencing it and you've had a big league career. You know what I mean? Be patient Patience is the biggest thing because your son or daughter is going to fail It's hard because you know you you feel like as an adult and that somebody's been through sports I never did anything wrong when that wasn't the case. I always did a lot of things wrong now The pressures of your son or daughter understand they're going to fail be patient with it You know constructive criticism is great, but always focus on Afterwards. Hey, man. Great job. Anyway, we're going to keep working out and make sure they come out with smile In the face you love it. Appreciate everybody listen to that right there and dude. Oh, yeah Our boy christian came the king amazing family special moment. Yeah, this is I work with the field of dreams christian kane right there Is his the father of gavin? They had a very bad car accident five or six years ago I've worked with him raise a lot of money for the field of dreams with kids From ages two to 21 with special needs that could come out. There's a baseball field. There's a mini golf field There's two playgrounds basketball courts or they have some time to have some fun And he got his football moment and now they get to have their big league moment at the field of dream Also special god the cheers and you had even got thank ruckers there too as well Yes, where you went to school. Yes, you even got a beer too that that that went that had proceeds Go towards all of it without a doubt. Yeah trying to raise as much money as we can for sure Yes, sir. All right, and here you are your very first instagram photo man in a yankees uniform That's awesome. I one of my I think that was my first home run Many people don't know every time I round a third I tip my cap to my cousin who passed away at an early age She was like a sister to me my cousin kim. So I give her a little love And that's that's hanging in my my house because everybody knows that so it's pretty cool memorable Emotional one for me. Dude. This is amazing. All right, so we see you here now Yes, and you're on the yes app and your broadcast in the games and during the free game show What would you say is your favorite part about social media and interacting with all the fans because we see a lot of these posts online And they're awesome. Yeah, I think the comments. I like the people I rocked the suit the other day Where'd you get it or you know looking fly like all that stuff?  I think that's pretty cool And for everybody watching too if they haven't followed you just yet What can people expect and why should they come to your page and shoot you follow?  That's right, man. Well, now's the time for the plug Where should everybody follow you twitter instagram let everybody know Yeah, all the same flavor phrase f l a v a f r a z two one And uh, give me a follow. Give me a shout. You know, give me some good bad. I don't mind. I'm from jersey I got this good. So we're all right My man, all right. Thank you. Thank you