Hi, my name is Peter Phillips and I'm an alumni of the University of Newcastle. I graduated in 2012 and I spent my four and a half years at the university campus at Irimba and I had to do a half-year bridging course as I was a late-entrant into university and then I went on to do the Bachelor of Arts and Bachelor of Primary Education. In that time I was fortunate enough to go to the local Steiner Waldorf School and that was my first insight into the gift of what independent forms of education can bring. Moving on from that time I moved over here to where we are right now in Bali, Indonesia. This is a small place called Luk Luk Mungwe but you can see it's also a very, very big place and it's a very, very beautiful place too. And over the last 12 months I have been co-responsible for building, forming, founding our own international learning centre here named Focumflow Learning Centre in Indonesia. What I'm hoping and very confident it will be one of many more to come. Now if we look at making essentially what is a business here because in order to structure yourself and to be responsible in terms of business and an organisation then you must have the appropriate legal and business side of things covered and that has been an ongoing process over the last 12 months to make sure that the 35 children that have come along with us with 14 different nationalities to them and also the 11 local Indonesian educators to make sure that everyone very safe, secure, taken care of in terms of the financial space in terms of personal, professional and organisational development and making sure that we're really leading the way in what is a new form of education a place based international with local culture, local wisdom from here in the Balinese traditions on the land in which we are sitting right now. To give you an example in the last 12 months we all know how the situation has been and very much you there in Newcastle alumni from around the world also in all of your respective fields would have had some sort of significant impact in either someone close to you or networks around you and we know that the one important thing is human connection but that also comes with responsibilities. So how is it that we've been able to continue doing what we've been doing throughout the pandemic responsibly and that is by developing local connections we've made sure that they understand the vision and the mission of what is OpenFlow Learning Center and what it is we stand for and that is authentic relationships that is getting to know one another and getting to actually sit on the land out in times like this where the herons fly over as they track the fields here on generationally instilled wisdom of farming practices so we're really looking to bridge the international community here that are based here these are not families which are coming for a holiday these are families which have rooted here in Southeast Asia here in Indonesia, here in Bali and they truly want to make a difference and they truly want that human connection for their children We've come here to the New academic year and we've just implemented a seven cycle six week calendar so every six weeks we do a rapid sprint and then we have a week break in which we trial other programs such as outdoor leadership such as bringing local community into cleaning the rivers such as building sustainable structures with local workers and upskilling people so we're looking to create place based situations in which people can really come to know themselves to develop their capacities and then share their capabilities with people around them and that's very much what we're doing here in OpenFlow Learning Centre and it all stems from my initial days with the University of Newcastle and I pledge my contribution to the University of Newcastle and the alumni which now spread out across the world and I challenge every single one of you what are you doing in your organisations what are you doing in your professional fields to give back to others


CHAPTER 30 At midnight, Howard Cardew reached home again, a tired and broken man. Grace had been lying awake in her bedroom, puzzled by his unexplained absence and brooding as she now did continually over Lily's absence.  Sometimes Grace felt sorry for Anthony. He had made himself at such cost, and now when he was old he had everything and yet nothing. They had never understood women these Cardews. Howard was gentle with them where Anthony was hard, but he did not understand either. She herself of other blood got along by making few demands, but the Cardew women were as insistent in their demands as the men. Eleanor, Lily, she formed a sudden resolution and getting up dressed feverishly. She had no plan in her mind, nothing but a desperate resolution to put Lily's case before her grandfather and to beg that she be brought home without conditions. She was frightened as she went up the stairs. Never before had she permitted things to come to an issue between herself and Anthony. But now it must be done. She knocked at the door. Anthony Cardew opened it. The room was dark, safe for one lamp, burning dimly on a great mahogany table, and Anthony's erect figure was little more than a blur of black and white. I heard you walking about, she said breathlessly. May I come in and talk to you? Come in, he said with a sort of grave heaviness. Shall I light the other lamps? Please don't. Will you sit down? No? Do you mind if I do? I am very tired. I suppose it is about Lily. Yes, I can't stand it any longer, I can't. Sitting under the lamp, she saw that he looked very old and very weary. A tired little old man, almost a broken one. She won't come back. Not under the conditions, but she must come back, father. To let her stay on there in that house after last night. She had never called him father before. It seemed to touch him.  We Cardews all marry good women, but we don't know how to treat them. Even Howard. His voice trailed off. No, she can't stay there, he said after a pause. But I must tell you, she refuses to give up that man.  You ought to know something about girls. Does she actually care for him, or is it because he offers the liberty she thinks we fail to give her? Or, he smiled faintly. Is it Cardew big-headedness? Grace made a little gesture of despair. I don't know. She wanted to come home. She begged. It was dreadful. Grace hesitated. Even that couldn't be as bad as this father, she said. We have lived all our own lives, you and Howard and myself, and now we won't let her do it. And a pretty mess we have made of them. His tone was grim. No, I can't say that we offer her any felicitous examples. But the fellow's plan is transparent enough. He is ambitious. He sees himself installed here, one of us. Like my words, Grace, he may love the child, but his real actuating motive is that. He's a radical, because since he can't climb up he'll pull down. But once let him get his foot on the Cardew ladder and he'll climb over her, over all of us. He sat after that, his head dropped on his chest, his hands resting on the arms of his chair, in a brooding reverie. Grace waited. Better bring her home, he said finally. Tell her I surrender. I want her here. Let her bring that fellow here too if she has to see him. But for God's sake, Grace, he added with a flash of his old fire. Show her some real men, too. Suddenly Grace bent over and kissed him. He put up his hand and patted her on the shoulder. A good woman, Grace, he said, and a good daughter to me. I'm sorry. I'll try to do better. As Grace straightened she heard the door close below and Howard's voice. Almost immediately she heard him coming up the staircase and going out into the hall she called softly to him. Where are you? he asked, looking up. His father there. Yes. I want you both to come down to the library, Grace.  His voice had been strained and unnatural. As she turned she found Anthony behind her. Something has happened. I'd rather think so, said old Anthony slowly. They went together down the stairs. In the library Lily was standing, facing the door, a quiet figure, listening and waiting. Howard had dropped into a chair and was staring ahead. And beyond the circle of lights was a shadowy figure, vaguely familiar, tall, thin, and watchful. Willie Cameron. CHAPTER 31 The discovery that Lily had left his house threw Jim Doyle into a frenzy. The very manner of her going filled him with dark suspicion. Either she had heard more that morning than he had thought, or, in his cunning mind for weeks there had been growing a smoldering suspicion of his wife. She was too quiet, too acquiescent. In the beginning when Waslowski had brought the scheme to him and had promised financial support from Europe, he had taken a cruel and savage delight in outlining it to her in seeing her cringe and go pale. He had not feared her then. She had borne with so much, endured, tolerated, accepted that he had not realized that she might have a breaking point. The plan had appealed to his cynical soul from the first. It was the apotheosis of cynicism, this reducing of a world to its lowest level, and it had amused him to see his wife, a gentle woman born, bewildered before the chaos he depicted. But it is German, she had said. I bow before intelligence, it is German. Also it is Russian. Also it is of all nations. All this talk now of a league of nations, a few dull diplomats acting as God over the peoples of the earth. His eyes blazed, while the true league of the workers of the world is already in effect. But he watched her after that, not that he was afraid of her, but because her reaction as a woman was important. He feared women in the movement. It had its disciples, fervent and eloquent, paid and unpaid women agitators, but he did not trust them. They were invariably women without home ties, women with nothing to protect, women with everything to gain and nothing to lose. The woman in the home was a natural anti-radical. Not the police, not even the army, but the woman in the home was the deadly enemy of the Great Plan. He began to hate Eleanor, not so much for herself as for the woman she represented. She became the embodiment of possible failure. She stood in his path, passively resistant, stubbornly brave. She was not a clever woman, and she was slow in gathering the full significance of a nationwide general strike, that with an end of all production the non-producing world would be beaten to its knees. And then she waited for a world movement, forgetting that a flame must start somewhere and then spread. But she listened and learned. There was a great deal of talk about class and mass. She learned that the mass, for instance, was hungry for a change. It would welcome any change. Woslowski had been in Russia when the Kerensky regime was overthrown and had seen that strange three days when the submerged part of the city filled the streets singing, smiling, endlessly walking, exalted and without guile. No problems troubled them. They had ceased to labor and that was enough. Had it not been for its leaders, the mass would have risen like a tide and ebbed again. Eleanor had struggled to understand. This was not socialism. Jim had been a socialist for years. He had believed that the gradual elevation of the few, the gradual subjection of the many would go on until the majority would drag the few down to their own level. But this new dream was something immediate. At her table she began to hear talk of substituting for that slow process a militant minority. She was a long time, months in discovering that Jim Doyle was one of the leaders of that militant minority and that the methods of it were unspeakably criminal. Then had begun Eleanor Doyle's long battle, at first to hold him back and that feeling, the fight between her duty to her husband and that to her country. He had been her one occupation and obsession too long to be easily abandoned but she was totally national too. In the end she made her decision. She lived in his house, mended his clothing, served his food, met his accomplices and watched. She hated herself for it. Every fine fiber of her revolted. But as time went on and she learned the full wickedness of the thing, her days became one long waiting. She saw one move after another succeed, strike after strike slowing production and thus increasing the cost of living. She saw the growing discontent and muttering, the vicious circle of labors striking for more money and by its own ceasing of activity making the very increases they asked inadequate. And behind it all she saw the ceaseless working, the endless sewing of a grim faced band of conspirators. She was obliged to wait. A few men talking in secret meetings, a hidden propaganda of crime and disorder, there was nothing to strike at. And Eleanor, while not clever, had the cardio-shouldness. She saw that, like the crisis in a fever, the thing would have to come, be met and defeated. She had no hope that the government would take hold. It was aloof, haughty and secure in its own strength. Just now too it was objective, not subjective. It was like a horse set to win a race and unconscious of the fly on its withers. But the fly was a gadfly. Eleanor knew Doyle was beginning to suspect her. Sometimes she thought he would kill her if he discovered what she meant to do. She did not greatly care. She waited for some inkling of the day set for the uprising in the city and saved out of her small house allowance by innumerable economies and subterfuges. When she found out the time, she would go to the governor of the state. He seemed to be a strong man and she would present him facts. Facts and names. Then he must act and quickly. Cut off from her own world and with no roots thrown out in the new she had no friends, no one to confide in or of whom to ask assistance. And she was afraid to go to Howard. He would precipitate things. The leaders would escape and a new group would take their places. Such a group she knew stood ready for that very emergency. On the afternoon of Lily's departure she heard Doyle come in. He had not recovered from his morning's anger and she heard his voice raised in some violent reproof to Jenny.  He had an evening paper in his hand and he gave it to her with his finger pointing to a paragraph. You might show that to the last of the cardoos, he sneered. It was the paragraph about Louis Aker's. Eleanor read it. Who were the masked men? She asked. Do you know? I wished a God I did. I'd—makes him a laughing stock, of course. And just now, when—where is Lily? Eleanor put down the paper. She is not here. She went home this afternoon. He stared at her, angrily incredulous. Home? This afternoon. She passed him and went out into the hall. But he followed her and caught her by the arm as she reached the top of the staircase. What made her go home? I don't know, Jim. She didn't say. Don't hold me like that. No. She tried to free her arm, but he held her, his face angry and suspicious.  She gave you a reason. What was it? Eleanor was frightened, but she had not lost her head. She was thinking rapidly. She had a visitor this afternoon, a young man. He must have told her something about last night. She came up and told me she was going. You know he told her something, don't you? Yes. Eleanor had cowered against the wall. Jim, don't look like that. You frighten me. I couldn't keep her here. I— What did he tell her? He accused you. He was eyeing her coldly, calculatingly. All his suspicions of the past weeks suddenly crystallized. And you let her go after that, he said slowly. You were glad to have her go. You didn't deny what she said.  You— He struck her then. The blow was as remorseless as his voice, as deliberate. She fell down the staircase headlong and lay there, not moving. The elderly maid came running from the kitchen and found him halfway down the stairs, his eyes still calculating but his body shaking. She fell, he said, staring down.  You, devil, she said, if she's dead I'll see you hang for it. But Eleanor was not dead. Dr. Smalley, making rounds in a nearby hospital and answering the emergency call, found her lying on her bed, fully conscious and in great pain while her husband bent over her in seeming agony of mind. She had broken her leg. He sent Doyle out during the setting. It was a principle of his to keep agonized husbands out of the room. CHAPTER 32 Life had beaten Lily Cardew. She went about the house, pathetically reminiscent of Eleanor Doyle in those days when she had sought sanctuary there. But where Eleanor had seen those days only as interludes in her stormy life, Lily was finding a strange new peace. She was very tender, very thoughtful, insistently cheerful, as though determined that her own ill fortune should not affect the rest of the household. But to Lily this peace was not an interlude but an end. Life for her was over. Her bright dreams were gone, her future settled. Without so putting it even to herself, she dedicated herself to service, to small kindnesses and little thoughtful acts. She was, daily and hourly, making reparation to them all for what she had caused them, in hope. That was the thing that had gone out of life. HOPE! Her loathing of Louis Acres was gone. She did not hate him. Rather, she felt toward him a sort of numbed indifference. She wished never to see him again, but the revolt that had followed her knowledge of the conditions under which he had married her was gone. She tried to understand his viewpoint to make allowances for his lack of some fundamental creed to live by. But as the days went on, with that healthy tendency of the mind to bury pain, she found him from a figure that bulked so large as to shut out all the horizon of her life, receding more and more.  Love and marriage and of course the hope of happiness. Happiness was a thing one earned, and she had not earned it. After the scene at the St. Elmo when he had refused to let her go, and when William Cameron had at last locked him in the bedroom of the suite and had taken her away, there had followed a complete silence. She had waited for some move on his part, perhaps an announcement of the marriage in the newspapers, but nothing had appeared. He had commenced a whirlwind campaign for the mayoralty and was receiving a substantial support from Labour. The months of the house on Car-du-Way seemed more and more dreamlike, and that quality of remoteness was accentuated by the fact that she had not been able to talk to Eleanor. She had telephoned more than once during the week, but a new maid had answered. Mrs. Doyle was out. Mrs. Doyle was unable to come to the telephone. The girl was a foreigner with something of Waslowski's burr in her voice. Lily had not left the house since her return. During that family conclave which had followed her arrival, a stricken thing of few words and long anxious pauses her grandfather had suggested that. He had been curiously mild with her, her grandfather. He had made no friendly overtures, but he had neither jibed nor sneered. That's done, he had said briefly. The thing now is to keep her out of his clutches. He had turned to her. I wouldn't leave the house for a few days, Lily. It was then that Willie Cameron had gone. Afterwards she thought that he must have been waiting patiently protective to see how the old man received her. Her inability to reach Eleanor began to dismay her at last. There was something sinister about it, and finally Howard himself went to the Doyle house. Lily had come back on Thursday and on the following Tuesday he made his call, timing it so that Doyle would probably be away from home. But he came back, baffled. She was not at home, he said. I had to take the servant's word for it, but I think the girl was lying. She may be ill, she almost never goes out. What possible object could they have in concealing her illness? Howard said impatiently. But he was very uneasy, and what Lily had told him since her return only increased his anxiety. The house was a hotbed of conspiracy, and for her own reasons Eleanor was remaining there. It was no place for a sister of his. But Eleanor for years had only touched the outer fringes of his life and his days were crowded with other things. The increasing arrogance of the strikers, the utter uselessness of trying to make terms with them, his own determination to continue to fight his futile political campaign, he put her out of his mind. Then at the end of another week a curious thing happened. Anthony and Lily were in the library. Old Anthony, without a club, was old Anthony lost, and he had developed a habit at first embarrassing to the others of spending much of his time downstairs. Anthony was no sinner turned saint. He still let the lash of his tongue play over the household, but his old zest in it seemed gone. He made two small tentative obituaries to Lily, intended to be friendly, but actually absurdly self-conscious. Grace watching him often felt him rather touching. It was obvious to her that he blamed himself rather than Lily for what had happened. On this occasion he had asked Lily to read to him, and leave out the politics, he had said. I get enough of that wherever I go. As she read she felt him watching her, and in the middle of a paragraph he suddenly said, What's become of Cameron? He must be very busy. He is supporting Mr. Hendricks, you know. Supporting him? He's carrying him on his back, grunted Anthony. What is it, Grayson? A lady, a woman, calling on Miss Cardew. Lily rose, but Anthony motioned her back. Did she give any name? She said it was Jenny, sir. Jenny, it must be Aunt Alenor's Jenny. Send her in, said Anthony, and stood waiting. Lily noticed his face twitching. It occurred to her then that this strange old man might still love his daughter after all the years and all his cruelty. It was the elderly servant from the Doyle House who came in, a tall gaunt woman looking oddly unfamiliar to Lily in a hat. Why, Jenny, she said, and then, is anything wrong? There is and there isn't, Jenny said somberly. I just wanted to tell you and I don't care if he kills me for it. It was him that threw her downstairs. I heard him hit her. Old Anthony stiffened. He threw Aunt Alenor downstairs. That's how she broke her leg. Sheer amazement made Lily an articulate. But they said, we didn't know. Do you mean that she has been there all this time? Hurt. I mean just that, said Jenny stolidly. I helped set it with him pretending to be all worked up for the doctor to see. He got rid of me all right. He's got one of his spies there now, a Bolshevik like himself. You can ask the neighbors. Howard was out and when the woman had gone, Anthony ordered his car. Lily, frightened by the look on his face, made only one protest. You mustn't go alone, she said. Let me go to—or take Grayson, anybody. But he went alone. In the hall he picked up his hat and stick and drew on his gloves. What is the house number? Lily told him and he went out moving deliberately, like a man who has made up his mind to follow a certain course, but to keep himself well in hand. Chapter 33. Acting on Willie Cameron's suggestion, Dan Boyd retained his membership in the union and frequented the meetings. He learned various things, that the strike vote had been padded, for instance, in that the radicals had taken advantage of the absence of some of the conservative leaders to secure such support as they had received. He found the better class of workmen dissatisfied and unhappy. Some of them, men who loved their tools, had resented the order to put them down where they were and walk out, and this resentment, childish as it seemed, was an expression of their general dissatisfaction with the autocracy they had themselves built up. Finally, Dan's persistent attendance and meek acquiescence added to his war record brought him reward. He was elected member of a conference to take to the Central Labour Council the suggestion for a general strike. It was arranged that the delegates take the floor one after the other and hold it for as long as possible. Then they were to ask the president of the council to put the question. The arguments were carefully prepared. The general strike was to be urged at the one salvation of the labour movement. It would prove the solidarity of labour. At the council meeting a few days later the rank and file were impressed by the arguments. Dan, gnawing his nails and listening, watched anxiously. The idea was favourably received and the delegates went back to their local unions to urge, coerce, and threaten. Not once during the meeting had there been any suggestion of violence, but violence was in the air nevertheless. The quantity of revolutionary literature increased greatly during the following ten days and now it was no longer furtively distributed. It was sold or given away at all meetings. It flooded the various headquarters with its skilful compound of lies and truth. The leaders notified of the situation pretended that it was harmless raving, a natural and safe outlet for suppressed discontents. Dan gathered up an armful of it and took it home. On a Sunday following there was a mass meeting at the Coliseum and a business agent of one of the unions made an impassioned speech. He recited old and new grievances, said that the government had failed to live up to its promises, that the government boards were always unjust to the workers, and ended with a statement of the steel-makers' profits. Dan turned impatiently to a man beside him. Why doesn't he say how much of that profit the government gets? He demanded. But the man only eyed him suspiciously. Dan fell silent. He knew it was wrong, but he had no gift of tongue. It was at that meeting that for the first time he heard used the word revolution. CHAPTER 34 Old Anthony's excursion to his daughter's house had not prospered.  Just before the machine stopped he was out on the pavement scanning the house with hostile eyes. The building was dark. Paul, the chauffeur, watching curiously, for the household knew that Anthony Cardew had sworn never to darken his daughter's door, saw his erect, militant figure enter the gate and lose itself in the shadow of the house. There followed a short interval of nothing in particular, and then a tall man appeared in the rectangle of light which was the open door. Tim Doyle was astounded when he saw his visitor, astounded and alarmed. But he recovered himself quickly and smiled. This is something I never expected to see, he said, Mr. Anthony Cardew on my doorstep.  I want to see my daughter. Your daughter? You have said for a good many years that you have no daughter. And aside, sir, I didn't come here to quibble. But I love to quibble, sneered Doyle. However, if you insist, I might as well tell you I haven't the remotest intention of letting you in. I'll ask you a question, said old Anthony. Is it true that my daughter has been hurt? My wife isn't disposed. I presume we are speaking of the same person.  The chauffeur was halfway up the walk by that time and broke into a run. He saw Doyle, against the light, reel, recover and raise his fist, but he did not bring it down. Stop that! yelled the chauffeur and came on like a charging steer. When he reached the steps, old Anthony was hanging his stick over his left forearm and Doyle was inside the door trying to close it. This was difficult, however, because Anthony had quietly put his foot over the sill. I am going to see my daughter, Paul, said Anthony Cardew. Can you open the door? Open it! Paul observed, treculently. Watch me! He threw himself against the door, but it gave suddenly and sent him sprawling inside at Doyle's feet. He was up in an instant, squared to fight, but he only met Jim Doyle's mocking smile. Doyle stood, arms folded and watched Anthony Cardew enter his house. Whatever he feared he covered with a cynical mask that was his face. He made no move, offered no speech. Is she upstairs? She is asleep. Do you intend to disturb her? I do, said old Anthony grimly. I'll go first, Paul. You follow me, but I'd advise you to come up backwards. Suddenly Doyle laughed. What? He said, Mr. Anthony Cardew paying his first visit to my humble home and anticipating violence. You underestimate the honour you are doing me. He stood like a mocking devil at the foot of the staircase until the two men had reached the top. Then he followed them. The mask had dropped from his face and anger and watchfulness showed in it. If she talked he would kill her, but she knew that.  Eleanor lay in the bed, listening. She had recognised her father's voice and her first impulse was one of almost unbearable relief. They had found her. They had come to take her away. For she knew now that she was a prisoner, even without the broken leg she would have been a prisoner. The girl downstairs was one of them and her jailer. A jailer who fed her and gave her grudgingly the attention she required, but that was all. Just when Doyle had begun to suspect her she did not know, but on the night after her injury he had taken pains to verify his suspicions. He had found first her little store of money and that had angered him. In the end he had broken open a locked trinket box and found a notebook in which for months she had kept careful records. Here and there, scattered among house accounts, were the names of the radical members of the Central Labour Council and other names spoken before her and carefully remembered. He had read them out to her as he came to them, suffering as she was and she had expected death then. But he had not killed her. He had sent Jenny away and brought in this Russian girl, a mad-eyed fanatic named Olga, and from that time on he visited her once daily. In his anger and triumph over her he devised the most cunning of all punishments. He told her of the movement's progress, of its ingeniously contrived devilments in store, of its inevitable success. What buildings and homes were to be bombed, the Cardoo house first among them, what leading citizens were to be held as hostages with all that implied, and again the Cardoos headed the list. When Dr. Smalley came he or the Russian were always present, solicitous and attentive. She got out of her bed one day and dragging her splinted leg got to her desk in the hope of writing a note and finding some opportunity of giving it to the doctor, only to discover that they had taken away her pen, pencils and paper. She had been found there by Olga, but the girl had made no comment. Olga had helped her back into bed without a word, but from that time on had spent most of her day on the upper floor. Not until Doyle came in would she go downstairs to prepare his food. Eleanor lay in her bed and listened to her father coming up the stairs. She knew, before he reached the top, that Doyle would never let her be taken away.   She had a sickening sense of tragedy coming up the staircase, tragedy which took the form of her father's familiar deliberate step. Perhaps had she known of the chauffeur's presence she might have chanced it for every fiber of her tired body was crying for release. But she saw only her father alone in that house with Doyle and the smoldering Russian. The key turned in the lock. Anthony Cardoo stood in the doorway, looking at her. With her long hair and braids she seemed young, almost girlish.  I've just learned about it, Eleanor, he said. He moved to the bed and stood beside it, looking down, but he did not touch her. Are you able to be taken away from here? She knew that Doyle was outside, listening, and she hardened her heart for the part she had to play. It was difficult. She was so infinitely moved by her father's coming, and in the dim light he too looked like himself of years ago. Taken away? Where? She asked. He don't want to stay here, do you? He demanded bluntly. This is my home, father. Good God, home.  I have no other home. I am offering you one. Old Anthony was bewildered and angry.  After he has thrown you downstairs and injured you, how did you hear that? The servant you had here came to see me tonight, Eleanor.  If you tell me that's the truth, I'll break every bone in his body. Sheer terror for Anthony made her breathless. But it isn't true. She said wildly. You mustn't think that. I fell. I stepped and fell. Then, said Anthony, speaking slowly, you are not a prisoner here? A prisoner? I'd be a prisoner anywhere, father. I can't walk. That door was locked. She was fighting valiantly for him. I can't walk, father. I don't require a locked door to keep me in. He was too confused and puzzled to notice the evasion. You mean to say that you won't let me have you taken home? You are still going to stay with this man. You know what he is, don't you? I know what you think he is. She tried to smile, and he looked away from her quickly and stared around the room, seeing nothing, however. Suddenly he turned and walked to the door, but he stopped there, his hand on the knob, and his face twitching. And smore, Eleanor, he said. I ask you if you will let me take you back with me. This is the last time. I have come after a good many years of bad feeling to make my peace with you and to offer you a home. Will you come? No." Her courage almost failed her.  The word itself was little more than a whisper. Her father opened the door and went out. She heard him going down the stairs, heard other footsteps that followed him, and listened in an agony of fear that Doyle would drop him in the hall below. But nothing happened. The outside door closed and after a moment she opened her eyes. Doyle was standing by the bed. So, he said, you intend to give me the pleasure of your society for some time, do you? She said nothing. He was fast and he physical fear for herself. You liar, he said softly. Do you think I don't understand why you want to remain here?  You'd have done better to have let him take you away. You would have killed him first. Perhaps I would. He lighted a cigarette. But it is a pleasant thought to play with, and I shall miss it when the thing is feta compli. I see Olga has left you without ice water.  He was still smiling faintly when he brought up the picture some time later and placed it on the stand beside the bed. End of CHAPTERS 30 THROUGH 34 CHAPTERS 35, 36, and 37 OF A POUR WISEMAN by Mary Robbers Reinhart. This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. CHAPTER 35 In the Boyd House things went on much as before but with a new heaviness. Ellen, watching keenly, knew why the little house was so cheerless and somber. It had been Willie Cameron who had brought to it its gayer moments. Willie determinately cheerful, slamming doors and whistling. Willie racing up the stairs was something hot for Mrs. Boyd's way. Willie at the table, making them forget the frugality of the meals with campaign anecdotes. Willie, lamenting the lack of a chance to fish and subsequently eliciting a rare smile from Edith by being discovered angling in the kitchen sink with a piece of twine on the end of his umbrella. Rather forced some of it but eminently good for all of them. And then suddenly it ceased. He made an effort but there was no spontaneity in him. He came in quietly, never whistled, and ate very little.  I wish you'd go away, she said, and let us fight this thing out ourselves. Dan would have to get something to do then, for one thing. But I don't want to go away, Edith.   She won't be around anyone's neck very long, Edith, dear. After that will you go away? Not if you still want me. Want you? Dan was out and Ellen had gone up for the invalid's tray. They were alone together, standing in the kitchen doorway. Suddenly Edith, beside him, ran her hand through his arm.  I never thought about you that way, he said simply. I do care for you, you know that. She dropped her hand. You are in love with Lily Cardew, that's why you don't. I have known it all along, Willie. I used to think you'd get over it, never seeing her and all that. But you don't, do you? She looked up at him. The real thing lasts, I suppose. It will with me. I wish to heaven it wouldn't. He was most uncomfortable, but he drew her hand within his arm again and held it there. Don't get to thinking that you care anything about me, he said. There's not as much love in the world as there ought to be, and we all need to hold hands, but don't fancy anything like that. I wanted to tell you, if I hadn't known about her I wouldn't have told you. But you said it when you said there's not as much love as there ought to be. I'm gone, but I guess my caring for you hasn't hurt me any. It's the only reason I'm alive today." She freed her hand and stood staring out over the little autumn garden.  I think, mother suspects, she said at last. I hope not, Edith. I think she does. She watches me all the time and she asked to see Dan tonight. Only he didn't come home. You must deny it, Edith. He said almost fiercely. She must not know ever. That is one thing we can save her and must save her. But going upstairs as usual before he went out he realized that Edith was right and that matters had reached a crisis.  There was an unspoken question in them too as she turned them on him. Unsignificant of all, the little album was not beside her, nor the usual litter of newspapers on the bed. I wish she weren't going out, Willie," she said quarrelously. I want to talk to you about something. Can't we discuss it in the morning? I won't sleep till I get it off my mind, Willie." But he could not face that situation then. He needed time for one thing.  Life could not be so cruel that death would seem kind. He spoke at three different meetings that night where the election was close at hand. Pink Denslow took him about in his car and stood waiting for him at the back of the crowd. In the intervals between Hall and Hall Pink found Willie Cameron very silent and very grave, but he could not know that the young man beside him was trying to solve a difficult question. Which was... Did two wrongs ever make a right? At the end of the last meeting Willie Cameron decided to walk home. I have some things to think over, Pink," he said. Thanks for the car. It saves a lot of time. Pink sat at the wheel carefully scrutinizing Willie. It struck him then that Cameron looked fagged and unhappy. Nothing I can do, I suppose. Thanks, no. Pink knew nothing of Lily's marriage nor of the events that had followed it. To his unenquiring mind all was as it should be with her. She was at home again, although strangely quiet and very sweet, and her small world was at peace with her. It was all right with her, he considered, although all wrong with him. Except that she was strangely subdued which rather worried him. It was not possible, for instance, to rouse her to one of their old red hot discussions on religion or marriage or love. I saw Lily Cardew this afternoon, Cameron. Is she all right? asked Willie Cameron in a carefully casual tone. I don't know. Pink's honest voice showed perplexity. She looks all right and the family's eating out of her hand. But she's changed somehow. She asked for you. Thanks. Well, good night, old man. Willie Cameron was facing the decision of his life that night as he walked home.  But then she had never been within, either. She was only something wonderful and far away, like a star to which men looked and sometimes prayed. Some day she would be free again and then in time she would marry. Someone like Pink, her own sort, and find happiness. But he knew that he would always love her to the end of his days and even beyond in that heaven in which he so simply believed. All the things that puzzled him would be straightened out there and perhaps a man who had loved a woman and lost her here would find her there and walk hand in hand with her through the bright days of paradise. Not that that satisfied him. He was a very earthly lover with the hungry arms of youth. He yearned unspeakably for her. She would have died for her as easily as he would have lived for her, but he could do neither. That was one side of him. The other, having put her away in that warm corner of his heart, which was hers always, was busy with the practical problem of the Boyds. He saw only one way out and that way he had been seeing with increasing clearness for several days. Edith scander that night and Mrs. Boyd's suspicions clearly pointed to it. There was one way by which to save Edith and her child and to save the dying woman the agony of full knowledge. Edith was sitting on the doorstep alone. He sat down on the step below her, rather silent, still busy with his problem. Although the night was warm, the girl shivered. She's not asleep. She's waiting for me to go up, Willie. She means to call me in and ask me. Then I'd better say what I have to say quickly. Edith, will you marry me? She drew off and looked at him. I'd better explain what I mean, he said, speaking with some difficulty. I mean, go through the ceremony with me. I don't mean actual marriage. That wouldn't be fair to either of us because you know that I care for someone else. But you mean a real marriage. Of course. Your child has the right to a name, dear. And if you don't mind telling a lie to save our souls and for her peace of mind, we can say that it took place some time ago. She gazed at him day-sadly. Then something like suspicion came into her face. Is it because of what I told you tonight? I had thought of it before. That helped, of course. It seemed so surprisingly simple put into words and the light on the girl's face was his answer. A few words so easily spoken and two lives were saved. No, three, for Edith's child must be considered. You are like God, said Edith in a low voice, like God. And fell to soft weeping. She was unutterably happy and relieved. She sat there, not daring to touch him, and looked out into the quiet street. Before her she saw all the things that she had thought were gone, honour, a place in the world again, the right to look into her mother's eyes. She saw marriage and happy golden days. He did not love her, but he would be hers, and, perhaps, in his own good time the manager of all destinies would make him love her. She would try so hard to deserve that. Mrs. Boyd was asleep when at last Edith went up to the staircase, and Ellen, lying sleepless on her cot in the hot attic room, heard the girl softly humming to herself as she undressed, and marveled. CHAPTER 36 When Lily had been home for some time and Louis Acres had made no attempt to see her or to announce the marriage, the vigilance of the household began to relax. Howard Cardew had already consulted the family lawyer about an annulment and that gentleman had sent a letter to Mr. Acres which had received no reply. Then one afternoon, Grayson, whose instructions had been absolute as to admitting Acres to the house, opened the door to Mrs. Denslow who was calling, and found behind that lady Louis Acres himself. He made an effort to close the door behind the lady, but Acres was too quick for him, and a scene at the moment was impossible. He ushered Mrs. Denslow into the drying room and coming out closed the doors. My instructions, sir, are to say to you that the ladies are not at home. But Acres held out his hat and gloves with so ugly a look that Grayson took them. I have come to see my wife, he said. Tell her that and that if she doesn't see me here I'll go upstairs and find her. When Grayson still hesitated he made a move toward the staircase and the elderly servant astounded at the speech and the movement put down the hat and faced him. I do not recognize anyone in the household by that name, sir. You don't, don't you? Very well. Well, Miss Cardew, I am here and that either she will come down or I'll go up. I'll wait in the library. He watched Grayson start up the stairs and then went into the library. He was very carefully dressed and momentarily exultant over the success of his ruse, but he was uneasy too and wary and inclined to regard the house as a possible trap. He had made a gambler's venture risking everything on the cards he held and without much confidence in them. His vanity declined to believe that his old power over Lily was gone, but he had held a purely physical dominance over so many women that he knew both his strength and his limitations. What he could not understand, what had kept him awake so many nights since he had seen her, was her recoil from him on Willie Cameron's announcement. She had known he had led the life of his sort, he had never played the plaster saint to her, and she had accepted her knowledge of his connection with the red movement on his mere promise to reform. But this other, this accident, and she had turned from him with a horror that made him furious to remember.  Mademoiselle was with Lily in her Boudoir when Grayson came up, a thin, tired-faced, suddenly old Mademoiselle, much given those days to early masses during which she prayed for eternal life for the man who had ruined Lily's life and that soon. To Mademoiselle marriage was a final thing and divorce a wickedness against God and his establishment on earth. Lily, rather like Willie Cameron, was finding on her spirit at that time a burden similar to his, of keeping up the morale of a household. Grayson came in and closed the door behind him. Anger and anxiety were in his worn old face and Lily got up quickly. What is it, Grayson? I'm sorry, Miss Lily. He was in the vestibule behind Mrs. Denslow and I couldn't keep him out. I think he had waited for someone to call, knowing I couldn't make a scene. Mademoiselle turned to Lily. You must not see him, she said in a rapid French. Remain here, and I shall telephone for your father. Lock your door. He may come up. He will do anything that man. I am going down. You said quietly, I owe him that. You need not be frightened, and don't tell mother it will only worry her and do no good. Her heart was beating fast as she went down the stairs. From the drawing room came the voices of Grace and Mrs. Denslow chatting amiably. The second man was carrying in tea the old silver service gleaming. Overall the lower floor was an air of peace and comfort, the passionless atmosphere of daily life running in old and easy grooves. When Lily entered the library she closed the door behind her. She had on turning a swift picture of Grayson taking up his stand in the hall and it gave her a sense of comfort. She knew he would remain there impassively waiting so long as Acres was in the house. Then she faced the man standing by the center table. He made no move toward her, did not even speak at once. It left on her the burden of the opening of setting the key of what was to come. She was steady enough now. "'Perhaps it is as well that you came, Louie,' she said. "'I suppose we must talk it over some time.' "'Yes,' he agreed, his eyes on her, "'we must. I have married a wife and I want her, Lily. You know that is impossible. Because of something that happened before I knew you. I never made any pretensions about my life before we met. But I did promise to go straight if you'd have me and I have. I've lived up to my bargain. What about you?' It was not a part of my bargain to marry you while you—' "'I have thought and thought, Louie. There is only one thing to be done. You will have to divorce me and marry her.' "'Marry her? A girl of the streets who chooses to say that I am the father of her child? It's the oldest trick in the world, besides.' He played his best card. She won't marry me. Ask Cameron. He chose to make himself so damned busy about my affairs. He's in love with her. Ask him.' In spite of herself, Lily winced. Out of the wreckage of the past few weeks one thing had seemed to remain, something to hold to, solid and dependable and fine, and that had been Willie Cameron. She had found in these last days something infinitely comforting in the thought that he cared for her. It was because he had cared that he had saved her from herself. But if this were true, I am not going back to you, Louie. I think you know that. No amount of talking about things can change that.  "'Men are like that. Women are like that, sometimes. You can't measure human passions with a tape line. That's what you good women try to do when you make life a merry little hell.' He made an effort and softened his voice. "'I'll be true to you, Lily, if you'll come back.' "'No,' she said. "'You would mean to be, but you would not. You have no foundation to build on.' "'Meaning that I am not a gentleman.' "'Not that. I know you, that's all. I understand so much that I didn't before. But you call love is only something different. When that was gone there would be the same thing again. You would be sorry, but I would be lost.' Her coolness disconcerted him. Two small, triangular bits of cutter showed in his face. He had been prepared for tears, even for a refusal to return, but this clear-eyed appraisal of himself and the accuracy of it confused him. He took refuge in the only method he knew. He threw himself on her pity. He made violent, passionate love to her, but her only expression was one of distaste. When at last he caught her to him, she perforce submitted, a frozen thing that told him more than any words how completely he had lost her. He threw her away from him, then baffled and angry. "'You little devil,' he said, "'you cold little devil.' "'I don't love you, that's all. I think now that I never did. You pretend to damn well.' "'Don't you think that you'd better go?' Lily said wearily. "'I don't like to hurt you. I am to blame for a great deal. But there is no use going on, is there? I'll give you your freedom as soon as I can. You will want that, of course.' "'My freedom?  I'll fight you and your family in every court in the country before I give you up. You can't bring Edith Boyd up against me, either. If she does that I'll bring up other witnesses, other men, and she knows it.' Lily was very pale, but still calm. She made a movement toward the bell, but he caught her hand before she could ring it.  "'I'll get him good. You've done a bad thing for your friends and your family today, Lily. I'll go to the limit on getting back at them. I've got the power and by God I'll use it.' He flung out into the hall and toward the door. There he encountered Grayson who reminded him of his hat and gloves, or he would have gone without them. Grayson going into the library a moment later found Lily standing there staring ahead and trembling violently. He brought her a cup of tea and stood by, his old face working, while she drank it. Chapter 37 The strike had apparently settled down to the ordinary run of strikes. The newspaper men from New York were gradually recalled as the mill towns became orderly and no further acts of violence took place. Here and there mills that had gone down fired their furnaces again and went back to work, many with depleted shifts, however. But the strikers had lost and knew it. Howard Cardew, facing the situation with his customary honesty, saw in the gradual return of the men to work only the urgency of providing for their families and realized that it was not peace that was coming but an arm to neutrality. The Cardew mills were still down, but by winter he was confident they would be open again. To what purpose? To more wrangling and bickering more strikes? Where was the middle ground? He was willing to give the men a percentage of the profits they made. He did not want great wealth, only an honest return for his invested capital. But he wanted to manage his own business. It was his risk. The coal miners were going out. The Cardews owned coal mines. The miners wanted to work a minimum day for a maximum wage, but the country must have coal. Shorter hours meant more men for the mines and they would have to be imported. But labor resented the importation of foreign workers. Again, what was the answer? Still he was grateful for peace. The strike dragged on with only occasional acts of violence. From the hill above Baxter a sniper daily fired with a long range rifle at the tolual tank in the center of one of the mills and had so far escaped capture as the tank had escaped damage. But he knew well enough a long strike was playing into the hands of the Reds. It was impossible to sow the seeds of revolution so long as a man's dinner pail was full his rent paid and his family could tent it. But a long strike with bank accounts becoming exhausted and credit curtailed would pave the way for revolution. Old Anthony had had a drastic remedy for strikes. Let all the storekeepers, the country over, refuse credit to the strikers and we'd have an end to this mess, he said. We'd have an end to the storekeepers too, Howard had replied grimly. One good thing had come out of the bomb outrages. It had had a salutary effect on the honest labor element. These had no sympathy with such methods and said so. But a certain element both native and foreign born secretly gloated and waited. One thing surprised and irritated Howard. Public sentiment was not so much with the strikers as against the mill owners. The strike worked a hardship to the stores and small businesses dependent on the great mills. They forgot the years when the Cardoos had brought them prosperity, had indeed made them possible, and they felt now only bitter resentment at the loss of trade. In his anger Howard saw them as parasites, fattening on the conceptions and strength of those who had made the city. They were men who built nothing, originated nothing. Men who hated the latter by which they had climbed, who cared little how shaky its foundation so long as it stood. In September, lured by a false security, the governor ordered the demobilization of the state troops saved for two companies. The men at the Baxter and Friendship Plants, owned by the Cardoos had voted to remain out, but their leaders appeared to have them well in hand and no trouble was anticipated. The agents of the Department of Justice, however, were still suspicious. The foreigners had plenty of money. Even as they were to hoarding their savings in their homes, the local banks were unable to save they were drawing on their reserves or were being financed from the outside. Shortly before, the mayoralty election trouble broke out in the western end of the state and in the north in the steel towns. There were ugly riotings, bombs were sent through the mails, the old tactics of night shootings and destruction of property began. In the threatening chaos, Baxter and Friendship, and the city nearby, stood out by contrast for their very orderliness. The state constabulary remained in diminished numbers, a still magnificent body of men, but far too few for any real emergency, and the federal agents suspicious but puzzled were removed to more turbulent fields. The men constituting the vigilance committee began to feel a sense of utility, almost of absurdity. They had armed and enrolled themselves, against what? The growth of the organization slowed down, but it already numbered thousands of members. Only its leaders retained their faith in its ultimate necessity, and they owed perhaps more than they realized to Willie Cameron's own conviction. It was owing to him that the city was divided into a series of zones, so that notification of an emergency could be made rapidly by telephone and messenger. Owing to him, too, was a new central office with someone on duty day and night. Rather ironically, the new quarters were the dismantled rooms of the Myers House Cleaning Company. On the day after his proposal to Edith, Willie Cameron received an unexpected holiday. Mrs. Davis, the invalid wife of the owner of the Eagle Pharmacy, died, and the store was closed. He had seen Edith for only a few moments that morning, but it was understood then that the marriage would take place either that day or the next. He had been physically so weary the night before that he had slept, but the morning found him with a heaviness of spirit that he could not throw off. The exaltation of the night before was gone, and all that remained was a dogged sense of a duty to be done. Although he smiled at Edith, his face remained with her all through the morning. I'll make it up to him, she thought humbly. I'll make it up to him somehow. Then, with Ellen out doing her morning marketing, she heard the feeble thump of a cane overhead, which was her mother's signal. She was determined not to see her mother again until she could say that she was married, but the thumping continued and was followed by a crash of a broken glass. She's trying to get up, Edith thought, panicky.  She stood at the foot of the stairs, scarcely breathing, and listened. There was a dreadful silence above. She stole up, finally, to where she could see her mother. Mrs. Boyd was still in her bed but lying with open eyes, unmoving. Mother, she called and ran in. Mother! Mrs. Boyd glanced at her. I thought that glass would bring you, she said sharply but with difficulty. I want you to stand over there and let me look at you. Edith dropped on her knees beside the bed and caught her mother's hand. Don't, don't talk like that, mother, she begged. I know what you mean. It's all right, mother, honest it is. I, I'm married, mother. You wouldn't lie to me, Edith. No, I'm telling you, I've been married a long time. You don't worry, mother.  It's all right. There was a sudden light in the sick woman's eyes, an eager light that flared up and died away again. Who, too? She asked. If it's some corner loafer, Edith. Edith had gained new courage and new facility. Anything was right that drove the tortured look from her mother's eyes. You can ask him when he comes home this evening. Edie, not Willie. You've guessed it, said Edith and burying her face in the bed-clothing said a little prayer to be forgiven for the lie and for all that she had done to be more worthy thereafter and in the end to earn the love of the man who was like God to her.  Now and then the great recorder must put one on the credit side of the balance, one that has saved intolerable suffering or has made well and happy a sick soul. Mrs. Boyd lay back and closed her eyes. I haven't been so tickled since the day you were born, she said. She put out a thin hand and laid it on the girl's bowed head. When Edith moved a little later, her mother was asleep with a new look of peace on her face. It was necessary before Ellen saw her mother to tell her what she had done. She shrank from doing it. It was one thing for Willie to have done it to have told her the plan, but Edith was secretly afraid of Ellen. And Ellen's reception of the news justified her fears. And you'd take him that way, she said scornfully. You'd hide behind him besides spoiling his life for him. It sounds like him to offer, and it's like you to accept. It's to save mother, said Edith meekly. It's to save yourself, you can't fool me. And if you think I'm going to sit by and let him do it, you can think again. It's as good as done, Edith flashed.  All right, Ellen said triumphantly. She's quiet and peaceful now, isn't she? You don't have to get married now, do you? You take my advice and let it go at that. It was then that Edith realized what she had done. He would still marry her, of course, but behind all his anxiety to save her had been the real actuating motive of his desire to leave her mother's mind. That was done now. Then could she let him sacrifice himself for her? She could, she could and she would. She set her small mouth firmly and confronted the future. She saw herself without his strength to support her going down and down. She remembered those drabs of the street on whom she had turned such cynical eyes in her virtuous youth, and she saw herself one of that lost sisterhood, sodden, hectic, hopeless. When Willie Cameron left the pharmacy that day, it was almost noon. He went to the house of mourning first and found Mr. Davis in a chair in a closed room, a tired little man in a new black necktie around a not-over-clean collar, his occupation of years gone, confronting a new and terrible leisure that he did not know how to use. You know how it is, Willie, he said, blinking his redened eyelids. You kind of wish sometimes that you had somebody to help you bear your burden and then it's taken away, but you're kind of bent over and used to it, and you'd give your neck and all to have it back. Willie Cameron pondered that on his way up the street. There was one great longing in him to see Lily again. In a few hours now he would have taken a wife and whatever travesty of marriage resulted, he would have to keep away from Lily. He meant to play square with Edith. He wondered if it would hurt Lily to see him, remind her of things she must be trying to forget. He decided in the end that it would hurt her, so he did not go, but he walked on his way to see Pink Denslow at the temporary bank through a corner of the park near the house and took a sort of formal and heartbreaking farewell of her. Time had been when life had seemed only a long, long trail with Lily at the end of it somewhere, like water to the thirsty traveler or home to the wanderer, like a campfire at night. But now life seemed to him a broad highway, infinitely crowded, down which he must move, surrounded yet alone. But at least he could walk in the middle of the road in the sunlight. It was the weaklings who were crowded to the side. He threw up his head. It had never occurred to him that he wasn't any danger, either from Louis Aker's or from the unseen enemy he was fighting. He had a curious lack of physical fear, but once or twice that day as he went about, he happened to notice a small man, foreign in appearance and shabbily dressed. He saw him first when he came out of the marriage license office and again when he entered the bank. He had decided to tell Pink of his approaching marriage and to ask him to be present. He meant to tell him the facts. The intimacy between them was now very close and he felt that Pink would understand. He neither wanted nor expected approval, but he did want honesty between them. He had based his life on honesty. Yet the thing was curiously hard to lead up to. It would be hard to set before any outsider the conditions at the Boyd House or his own sense of obligation to help. Put into everyday English, the whole scheme sounded visionary and mock heroic. In the end he did not tell Pink at all, for Pink came in with excitement which enlarged all over him. I sent for you, he said, because I think we've got something at last. One of our fellows has just been in, that storekeeper I told you about from friendship, Cusick. He says he has found out where they're meeting back in the hills. He's made a map of it. Look, here's the town and here's the big hill. Well, behind it, about a mile and a half, there's a German outfit, a family with a farm. They're using the barn according to this chap. The barn wouldn't hold very many of them. That's the point, it's the leaders. The family has an alibi. It goes into the movies in the town on meeting nights. The place has been searched twice, but he says they have a system of patrols that gives them morning. The hills are heavily wooded there and he thinks they have rigged up telephones in the trees. There was a short silence. Willie Cameron studied the rug. I had to swear to keep it to ourselves, Pink said at last. Cusick won't let the federal agents in on it. They've rated him for liquor twice and he's sick as a poisoned pup. How about the county detectives? You know them. They'll go in and fight like hell when the time comes but they're likely to gum the game when there's any finesse required. We'd better find out for ourselves first. Willie Cameron smiled. What you mean is that it's too good a thing to throw to the other fellow. Well, I'm on if you want me, but I'm no detective. Pink had come armed for such surrender. He produced a road map of the county and spread it on the desk. Here's the main road to friendship, he said and here's the road they use. But there's another way back of the hills. Cusick said it was a dirt lane but dry. It's about 40 miles by it to a point a mile or so behind the farm. He says he doesn't think they use that road. It's too far around. All right, said Willie Cameron. We use that road and get to the farm and what then? Surrender? Not on your life. We hide in the barn, that's all. That's enough. They'll search the place automatically. You're talking suicide, you know. But his mind was working rapidly. He was a country boy and he knew barns. There would be other outbuildings too, probably a number of them. The Germans always had plenty of them and the information was too detailed to put aside lightly. When does he think they will meet again? That's the point, Pink said eagerly. The family has been all over the town this morning. It is going on a picnic when he says those picnics of theirs last half the night. What he got from the noise they were making was that they were raising dust again and something's on for tonight. They'll leave somebody there, their stock has to be looked after. This fellow says they drop everything and go. The whole outfit. They're as busy raising an alibi as the other lot is raising the devil. But Willie Cameron was a Scot and hardheaded. It looks too simple, Pink, he said reflectively. He sat for some time, filling and lighting his pipe and considering as he did so. He was older than Pink, not much, but he felt extremely mature and very responsible. What do we know about Cusick? He asked finally. One of the best men we've got. They've fired his place once and he's keen to get them. You're anxious to go. I'm going, said Pink cheerfully. Then I'd better go along and look after you. But I tell you how I see it. After I've done that I'll go as far as you like. Either there is nothing to it and we're fools for our pains or there's a lot to it and in that case we are a pair of double distilled lunatics to go there alone. Pink laughed joyously. Life had been very dull for him since his return from France. He had done considerable suffering and more thinking than was usual with him but he had had no action. But behind his boyish zest there was something more, something he hid as he did the fact that he sometimes said his prayers. A deep and holy thing that always gave him a lump in his throat at retreat when the flag came slowly down and the long lines of men stood at attention. Something he was half ashamed and half proud of, love of his country. At the same time another conversation was going on in the rear room of a small printing shop in the heart of the city. It went on to the accompaniment of the rhythmic throb of the presses and while two printers in their shirt sleeves kept guard both at the front and rear entrances. Doyle sat with his back to the light and seated across from him smoking a cheap cigar was the storekeeper from friendship, Cusick. In a corner on the table scowling sat Louis Aker's. I don't know why you're so damn suspicious Jim, he was saying. Cusick says a stall about the federal agents went all right. Like a house of fire, said Cusick complacently. I think, Aker's, Darl observed eyeing his subordinate, that you are letting your desire to get this Cameron Fowler run away with your judgment. If we get him and Denzlo, there are a hundred ready to take their places. Cameron is the brains of the outfit, Aker said, sulkily. How do you know Cameron will go? Aker's rose lazily and stretched himself. I've got a hunch, that's all. The girl came in from the composing room, a bundle of proofs in her hand. With one hand Aker's took the sheets from her, with the other he settled his tie. He smiled down at her. End of chapters 35, 36 and 37.


Nobody is starting a company in manufacturing. Manufacturing in that time was totally unsexy. And so when I declared I was going to start a business, that writing software for manufacturing, and everybody go like, why? You're in the center of internet technology. Why would you start a business in manufacturing? It was just totally not something that venture capital would be interested in investing in or anything. So I thought about why. And I thought about that I wanted to bring something of value. And what if we can combine the craftsmanship that we human has been able to do for thousands of years with the internet technology? If we could combine those, what happens? And at that time I called it personal factory. And I was thinking about how if we can make manufacturing as customizable and as easy as desktop publishing. And so I got some PhD student together. I said, I'm going to start this company and I'm going to do software for personal factory. And they go like, why? I said, well, it's more intuitive for people to want a personal factory at home than a personal computer. When PC came out, everybody thought nobody would want that. And one of the PhD students said, yeah, cute. You just made it after your own name. So my name is Pink Foods P.F., right? Personal Factory versus PC and P.F. That was a coincidence. So I had many people told me that was a bad idea. But every entrepreneur knows when you start a business, when you're very passionate about something that no one can tell you no. Because my mind worked like southern crane. Southern crane is a symbolic good fortune in China. People talk about longevity, good fortune, prosperity, whatever. But there is not a bad news in that southern crane. That's how my mind was working. Like everything I was thinking about personal factory or customization or customized manufacturing, I could only think about good news. So I went to raise money. I said, imagine walking into orthodontics office, watching the animation of your daughter's tees for the next two years and watching the beautiful smile. Imagine walking into Nike town, get your foot measured, and the next day come back to pick up a customized hiking boots. And I said, imagine, imagine, imagine. Then I said, those are ideas and geomagic, which is the company that I give the name to, to turn those dreams into reality. And that was 1997. I give a presentation and I immediately raised that money. And it's almost like I hit a nerve. Many people come in to tell me how they hate it, to go to dentist and how their shoes never fit their foot or their left and right foot are not the same. I saw the great. If you have a technology that could really solve people's problem, that's got to be a good business. And so that's how I started Geomagic. And this is one of the applications really touched me. In the early days of Geomagic, I got a call from NASA and said, would you help us to detect and repair the damaged tile for the space shuttle? Because we create the software which can image the world and then we create a digital model and not get sent to the manufacturing machines. So in this case, because Columbia crashed when we entered the earth, and they didn't detect the underwing tile damage and there was hole on it, and then the heat went in and space shuttle blew up. So when Arlene Collins, the first female commander was commanding Discovery, he put one of the payload on the NASA space shuttle for the guarantee of safety return of astronauts. So the company that I started participated in that payload. We would put 3D scanner on the space shuttle. It will scan the entire surface of the shuttle and detect the damage. And when the damage was captured, the data gets sent down from the satellite into the ground station. We will compute the repair of that damage and that data gets sent up to the space shuttle or space station and then they will cut out the insulation tile exactly in the shape of the damage and the space worker can go out there, put it in, seal it and down. You all do dental care. It's kind of like a dental cavity and dental filling, just bigger. And so we did that. And when this payload was in the space, when this technology was demonstrated, the CNN, CNBC, many of the big news media came to interview us, this was a big deal. Right around that time, my father was dying and he was in China. He was watching CNN and he was watching it when I was watching it in the United States. And he called me and said, Ping, I am so proud of you. And that was the last word I heard from my father. That little girl who was told she was nobody. That little girl who wanted to be astronaut could never be. Never saw that she could actually start a business and contribute to technology to guarantee the safety return of astronauts. The life will come back in full circle.


Bemidji High School students heard firsthand from several top business CEOs and managers about how they can take their own career to the next level. This was a collaboration of the Bemidji Area Chamber of Commerce Local Businesses and Bemidji High School. Twenty-one leaders including those from Paul Bunyan Communications, North Central Door, and Cease Family Funeral Home visited seventeen freshman classes. The speakers discussed finances and educational opportunities after high school. They advised students on how social media can affect the higher process. Three juniors at high school here and I know we've had these conversations ourselves as far as kind of what the next step after high school is and I thought that maybe sharing my experiences from when I was in high school to where I got to now might be of some benefit to the kids. I think I'll work a little bit harder, understand that there's always going to be competition out there so I got to find something that helps me stand out, always look and job shadow and maybe internship with different companies, start thinking more about what I want to do. Students were also encouraged to take advantage of resources at school like business tours and work seminars. If you've enjoyed this segment of Lakeland News, please consider making a tax deductible contribution to Lakeland Public Television.


Avatar, Way of the Waters seems to be doing well at the box office. It's good for James Cameron. It's good for Disney. Well done. You know what's not doing well? Babylon. To say the movie is bombing would be an understatement. Let's quickly talk about it and break down why we think this is. Writer, director Damien Chazelle has done it again. He's made a movie do really badly at the box office and this is one of the greatest director slash writers working in the industry today. I think his last movie did pretty badly too, which was First Man, a beautiful, powerful film that I did see in theaters day one and absolutely loved it. The film before that, La La Land. Congratulations Damien. You got me to like a musical. I love a musical. A wonderful film with great performances. Before that, I'm just a little movie called Whiplash, which won several awards, much like La La Land, and it's critically acclaimed across the board. This guy has a stellar track record, much like James Cameron. Unlike James Cameron, he doesn't have that box office gold. His movies are more isolated. They're more abstract. They're not general public certified hits. These are movies that film students love and your grandma ignores at all costs. So when Babylon hit theaters only a few days ago and opened to incredibly underwhelming numbers, pulling in only about 5 million as of today worldwide, that's often $80 million budget. I wasn't surprised. In fact, I said to multiple people, this movie's going to tank and tank it has. And it's really sad, but also really expected. Now, keep in mind, $80 million is just the cost of the production and paying the actors and whatnot. That doesn't include marketing, which they say often balloons to like half the cost of the movie itself, sometimes even more. So the film costs around $120 million in all reality, possibly even higher than that. Five million's not going to make up the difference. And by the time this thing gets out of theaters, it'll be lucky if it even scrapes by 10 to 15. It seems almost unheard of that a film starring Brad Pitt and Margot Robbie would do so poorly, but let's remember just a few months ago Amsterdam came out and did even worse. With Christian Bale and again Margot Robbie and a handful of other big name celebrities, I didn't see either of them in theaters. And it's for basically one reason. Well, I guess two. In the case of Amsterdam, it just looked really bad. In the case of Babylon, I saw zero trailers on it, no marketing at all, and a three hour runtime. Three hours! This is from a director I love. His previous films have all hit me on an emotional, raw level. And I had no interest in going to see this because of that three hour runtime, which I've been bitching up a storm about for years now. Why do these movies think they need to be so long? Now people will say some of the greatest movies of all time are Three Hours or Longer, Lord of the Rings, for instance. Yeah, it's my favorite trilogy. It's based off of some incredibly deep books with complex characters, intriguing worlds that they live in that are larger than life. It earns its runtime. A movie like Babylon that's based on old timey Hollywood? No! What? No! In the case of Avatar and Avatar 2, those movies are set in different planets. They are huge blockbuster movies, yet there's so little depth to them, pun intended because of the water, that they should have been shorter.  Now the runtime steered me away for sure. I don't think that's the big factor for a lot of moviegoers.  It came out against a massive blockbuster film put out by James Cameron, who never misses when it comes to the box office, Disney, who typically puts a lot of money into marketing. In this case, it was no different. And people are going to less and less basic films at the theaters. It's all about the blockbuster or word of mouth. And if you have no one going to the film, there's not much mouth. There's not much word, is there? It's really weird. I saw a bunch of articles and tweets blaming Margot Robbie or saying she's not it. She's not bringing in the views. When did we turn on her? Why are people suddenly like anti-Margot Robbie? She's a national treasure. Also, I'm pretty sure Brad Pitt is like the top build on this thing, or at least equal build. And I heard nothing about him being the problem. Because neither of them are the problem. They're very lovable, likable people. As far as actors go. No, if we look back at the big winners, it's all tentpole, massive movies. Top Gun 2 Maverick, an established character, an established franchise based on nostalgia and the love of blockbuster Tom Cruise films. Avatar 2, a movie 12 to 13 years in the making that people have been very eager to get out and see. Especially in the foreign markets where that is the bread and butter for Avatar.  These are all huge, big budget movies. And movies that are doing great on the small scale are like Terrifier 2. Terrifier 2, for instance, made a ton of money because it costs like $50 to make and all the actors were paid via target gift cards. I'm joking, but honestly the films were made very cheap. And word of mouth took those things to the next level. Babylon is just in a bad state all around. It came out in an awful time. It cost too much money for the type of movie it is. And it was very exclusive to a small faction of people. And I'm part of that, and I still didn't see it. I am a little bummed that movies like Babylon aren't doing well, but also at the same time, this has to be some sort of a warning, right? Like, scale back on your films a bit. Don't make them three hours long. Don't blow out the budget when it doesn't need to be. And you know, really figure out your audience in the best time to release your film. I gave you my opinions, they're honest. As always, please think about subscribing to the channel if you haven't as I post tons of rants and movie reviews each and every week. I'd love to have you stick around and let me know in the comments what you think happened here. Why is this a trainwreck? Why did it bomb? Am I spot on? Or is there something else I'm not thinking about? Would love to hear from you. Please like the video if you had a good time, share it around on your socials or with your friends via word of mouth. I'd appreciate it, and hopefully, I see you soon. And seriously, if you haven't seen this director's other works, highly recommend all of them. Whiplash, La La Land, First Man, all fantastic, all different, all great. All the time. 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So on this last live show, there's a little bit of news that we didn't quite get to in the news segment, so we wanted to feature that now. Mike, you had some interesting information about the Lunar Cots program. What's going on over there? Yeah, Lunar Cots might actually be a real thing. So what this is, is that NASA has pretty much announced that they are preparing a solicitation to have another competition like the Cots program to deliver cargo to the International Space Station. And for this one, they're serious about sending cargo to the lunar surface. And with this, this is all based on a request for information that NASA put out back in May. And they've since evaluated the results of that, and there's several companies that they are expecting to bid on commercial cargo services to the lunar surface. So this is really exciting. There's just a couple of companies that are expected to bid on this, and this all comes from actually a testimony meeting before Congress, where representatives from NASA, as well as Moon Express, Astrobotic, and Blue Origin talked about the benefits of this type of plan. So first off, one of the companies, Moon Express, they're already participating in a lunar program that is called Lunar Catalyst. And with that, that has been developing, it's a really small program, but it's developing technologies to enable soft touchdown and landings on the surface of the moon. And with Moon Express, the vehicle that you see on the screen there is called Mx-1E. It's their new design for their lander. And they claim that they could start launching next year. I believe their launch provider is still going to be Rocket Lab from New Zealand. And they better start launching next year if they hope to win the Google Lunar XPrize by March of 2018. But this is just another program that's an example of life after the Google Lunar XProgram. And speaking of the GLXP, one of the other teams that dropped out of the GLXP race, Astrobotic, is also expected to bid. And with their program, they're looking at a lot of the results from this. And they're really interested in what they could do with their commercial services. They've already been reaching out to several companies who kind of at this point want to send some frivolous stuff to the moon. But there's also some experiments that they want to send as well. Now, the thing that I'm really excited about is Blue Origin, who also testified at this meeting on Thursday. And they have some bigger plans than Moon Express or Astrobotic, at least initially. Under their proposal, they're calling Blue Moon. They would have a system that would be capable of delivering several tons of cargo to the lunar surface. And that vehicle, they're hoping to launch that on NASA's space launch system, I'm sure, kind of as a political move to get support for this. Or even Blue Origin's own new Glenn rocket, once that monstrosity starts flying. So I'm unclear in this image whether or not that was the one that is their Blue Moon that would be able to deliver several tons. It looks more along the size of the smaller classes to have small instruments and payloads go to the surface of the moon. But I'm unsure about that, since there's few details about their exact architecture for their Blue Moon program at the moment. But in any case, this is looking more and more like a real thing. And it tells us a little bit more about the direction that NASA wants to go in for our human exploration plans. All right, Mike, appreciate that update. If you are interested in news like this or more, feel free to check out this last show, episode 10.33. We also were talking with Stuart Money about the history of SpaceX. And you can always join us live at 1,800 Coordinated Universal Time every Saturday.


Ahoy-hoy! Today we're going to do another reaction video to an infographic show video called This Is the Most Scary SCP. Of course that's a subjective term, whatever most scary means to you might mean something else completely different to someone else. But the video I'm reacting to is not unprompted this time around. The first time I did a reaction to infographics it was because the people in general were asking me to do so. This time around I've actually been in contact with the infographic show and they have actually sent me this video as a, what's the word I'm looking for here, an example of how they believe they've done it right and how they believe that they have fact-checked this to death and that there should be no mistakes in it. I doubt that's true just because it's never possible to create something perfect, even I make mistakes all the time, like I'm somehow, I say that somehow I'm incapable or even well known for not making mistakes, but I'm sure I'm wrong about stuff too sometimes. Regardless I'm going to go through this, anything that I can spot that's off I'll try to point out. It's a 13 minute and 40 second video so if it is as correct as they say there may be a bit of jumping around because otherwise I'll just be sitting there for 5, 10 minutes not saying anything, we'll give it a try and see though, so let's get started. The SCP Foundation is an organization dedicated to protecting humanity from the supernatural whether it's dark gods, cursed objects or killer creatures, but today there's been a containment breach and the fate of the entire world is at stake. To ensure you'll survive you'll have to arm yourselves with knowledge, thankfully we've got you covered with the lowdown on 10 of the scariest monsters that the Foundation has to offer. We'll start on what you might call the mild end of the spectrum. We'll say using the phrase 10 of the scariest monsters rather the title says this is the most scary SCP, but obviously that's subjective saying 10 of the most scary creatures that you can find or in the SCP Foundation indicates that of course it's a subjective list or that at the very least there could be 10 more, it's not really a top 10 so much as a listing of 10 scary SCPs which is fine. And end with pure unfiltered nightmare fuel, beware and be ready, it's time to face your darkness. But this is supposed to progress. Number 10 SCP-169, the Leviathan, the Lossophobia or fear of deep water is one of the most common fears out there, which is why we're starting our countdown with SCP-169. SCP-169 is described as a massive marine arthropod. Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, already, I'm sorry, hold on, that's an arthropod that is a reptile, looks like, from the head anyway, with 10 limbs, I mean this may be blamed on fan art more than anything else, and it's not that huge a mistake, like this is just, anyway, that's not an arthropod, that's a reptile. They show a picture of a, they're showing a picture of a reptile and saying that it's described as an arthropod, so that's a thing, okay, well we're 45, that's not a great sign, 45 seconds in, I hope I'm wrong, maybe this is, maybe it won't be as. SCP-169 is described as number nine, SCP-3663, the adventure of a cardboard box. SCP-3663 was once a boy between the ages of eight and twelve, who while playing in some disuse. This is not one I'm familiar with, I actually thought, when I saw a cardboard box that this was, maybe I had forgotten the number to one of my own SCPs, which is about a child in a cardboard box, but no, this is a completely different child in a cardboard box, so that's a thing.    The next SCP causes changes that are even deadlier and more unbelievable, and it might be in your house right now. Number 8. I am SCP-426, and I am an ordinary toaster. Confused about why I'm talking about this SCP in- Right there. This SCP. Okay. If you're gonna steer into the conceit that I am a toaster, then you have to continue- I'm not doing it right now by the way, I'm just talking about it in the abstract.  It would make it very difficult to talk about, which is why- what would that sentence be? In that sense, in that- I am a toaster, I am an ordinary toaster. Confused why I'm talking about myself in this manner would be the- yeah. Well, any humans attempting to describe this anomaly are unconsciously compelled to only refer to me in the first person. There seems to be no way to avoid doing this, and the more time humans spend around me, the compulsion to refer to me in the first person evolves into a genuine belief that they themselves are also toasters. Though this might sound ridiculous at first, the effect quickly takes a turn for the deadly. I was originally discovered by the Foundation when members of the family who first owned me were found dead in their home. Man, that's the only use of that word. Oh, the only mistake. God, he looks so happy. Past instances have included a giant bat, a bear-sized animal with spines, like an echidna, and a humanoid reptilian creature. And if that isn't bad enough, many people at the research site built can- I mean, it's hard for me to remember exactly what shows up in the article itself, but those are the three least-threatening things I can imagine coming in.  Ugh. I'm not the wrong with that. I'm just saying, like, those are the least scary things I can imagine coming out of there. Have you ever found yourself on the wrong bus? So the living bus is another one I'm not familiar with. But imagine if the bus are indistinguishable from an ordinary city bus. SCP-2086 nests in junkyards. Building nests from old scrap metal for their children who are much smaller- Wait, city bus? Because they're showing a school bus. I feel like maybe I have- this vaguely feels familiar. He's so happy! I never really thought of this as particularly scary. In the first half of the video, tests have concluded that the cloak, hat, and mask are all part of the creature's body. It can communicate in multiple languages, and has stated its main goal is to rid the world of pestilence. Nobody is clear on what that means, but the SCP will get extremely agitated and aggressive if it encounters anyone it deems as infected with pestilence.  If killing a person SCP-049 decides that the pestilence hasn't been cured, it will conduct a surgery using a variety of strange tools. Once this- It's not fully technically accurate? It doesn't do that, it doesn't think it hasn't been cured. It uses that ability on bodies regardless. Like in the current article, it even uses it on animal bodies. It's requesting higher level animals, such as apes more often. But it really wants humans, and it doesn't get an opportunity to. A lot of this- Then again, there may be some conflicts between the old version of it and the new version of it. I don't really think there's too much of a difference in this particular area though. I don't think it experiments- This is a thing. This is not a I think you're wrong thing necessarily, as much as I think you're wrong. But I vaguely recall, and since I voice one of the characters, I voice Dr. Raymond Hamm in the actual article itself. I got a little bit more than a passing familiarity with it. I re-read it a couple of times, because I enjoy my own work. But yeah, I recall very strongly he just experiments now. Like he doesn't care. And I don't think he did it that- I think that's pretty much how he did it before too. Anyway, we'll keep going. Yeah, this is still true though. I mean, hold on. The way that was phrased me, it's not like a Sony 5W bulb was particularly powerful. Which I found particularly funny. Not an error necessarily, but it's a weird way to phrase that. Even a 75W bulb! No end. Extending far below what both the layout of the building and the geography of the area around it should allow. When walking down the staircase, individuals will at some point begin hearing a child's voice, calling up to them from about 200 meters below. No matter how far they descend, however, the child's voice never gets any closer. Well, he's not happy this time? What has been seen, however, is a disembodied white face with no pupils, mouth, or nostrils that appears behind people who try to descend the staircase. Wait, hold on. What? No. It doesn't appear behind people. That's a fairly major error. I thought that would have gotten caught. There's nothing in the article that says that it appears behind people. It appears in front of people. That's literally how it works. Sort of important how it works. People descend downstairs and then they see the face coming out of the darkness. Now, it does sometimes chase people, so it can, of course, be behind you, but every appearance I recall out of the experiments and in the article itself, it appears at first in front of you. It even does that in the surveillance footage that they use for the image. We don't know exactly what happens when the face catches you, but we're pretty sure we don't want to know. Almost no one who runs into SCP-087-1 has returned back to the top of the staircase, and those that did were left in terrible states that might even be worse than death. Humans have a natural drive to care for their young, and that compassion is part of what has allowed us to thrive as a species. What makes SCP-1076 so scary is that it seems to be a creature specifically evolved to exploit that very instinct. SCP-1076 is a race of creatures that resemble disheveled, homeless human children. So this isn't a criticism of the video so much as a criticism of this SCP, but you know what always bothered me about this one? It's a compulsion effect. So they build up this thing as this outwardly very easy to care for creature. It's a little child that needs your help. Everything about it says that it's a little child that needs your help. But who cares? Because it just immediately puts off a compulsion effect that would if it was a six-foot-tall spider monster, maybe it is, it was a six-foot-tall spider monster it would still be cared for like it was a small child. So what does it matter what it looks like other than for thematic reasons, but at the same time that means that it feels very compulsion effects tend to not trust your audience properly. Like you could create this exact same SCP just out of the human nature to want to care for other people. You don't need to create a compulsion effect where you care for it until you die. Anyway, you can even create it as maybe like a replacement child sort of thing. I don't have to explain to you why SCP 096 isn't necessarily all that scary, right? Unless you don't look at this face, you're fine.  Even on a like civilization scale threat, it's not particularly scary or scary SCP. Well, it's an odd choice for number one. Let's just say that much. We'd love to show you a real picture of what SCP 096 looks like. It's still so happy. But if we did, we see we told you it was horrifying. If you're hungry for more creepy creatures, check- Okay, well, I'll say this. It's definitely a lot, a lot better than the original ones that I reacted to. I wouldn't say that it was necessarily perfect, but what is? Yeah, they've done a much better job with their fact checking. Just small little errors here and there that honestly got in the SCP community. You're probably going to distract people from the content. But what can you do about that? Anyway, that's my take on this one. Thank you very much for watching. If you enjoyed the video, please hit the subscribe button and then hit the notification bell next to that. So you're notified when I upload new videos. If you're not subscribed already and you like to watch my videos, please hit the subscribe button. It's not a joke. It's not a little perfunctory thing. 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