Section 1 of THE ROMANCE OF AN OLD FOOL by Roswell Field Section 1 If it had not been for Buncie, the novelist, I might have attained the heights. As a critic Buncie has never commanded my highest admiration, and yet I have had my tender moments for him. From a really exacting standpoint he was not much of a novelist, and to his failure to win the wealth which is supposed to accompany fame, I may have owed much of the debt of his sustained presence and his fondness for my tobacco. Buncie had started out in life with high ideals, a resolution to lead the purely literary existence and to supply the market with a variety of choice, didactic essays along the line of high thinking. But the demand did not come up to the supply, and presently he abandoned his original lofty intention in favour of a sort of dubious romance. The financial returns, however, while a trifle more regular and encouraging, were not of sufficient importance to justify him in giving up his friendly claims on my house, my library, my time, my favourite lounge, and my best brand of cigars, in return for which he contributed philosophic opinions and much strenuous advice on topics in general and literature in particular. From my childhood I have been in the habit of keeping a diary, a running comment on the daily incidents of my pleasant but uneventful life, and occasionally when Buncie's society seemed too assertive and familiar I sought to punish him by reading long and numerous excerpts. To do him justice he took the chastisement meekly, and even insisted that I was burying a remarkable talent, sometimes going to the magnanimous extreme of offering to introduce me to his publisher, and to speak a good word from me to the editors of certain magazines with whom he maintained a brisk correspondence, not infrequently of a quarrelous nature. All these friendly offices I gently put aside, in recalling the degradation of Buncie's ideals, though I went on tolerating Buncie, who had a good heart and an insistent manner. In this way I possibly deprived myself of a glorious career. My ability to befriend Buncie was due to a felicitous chain of circumstances. When the late Mrs. Stanhope passed to her she considerably left behind a document making me the recipient of her entire and not inconsiderable fortune. This proved a most unexpected blow to the church, which had enjoyed the honor and pleasure of Mrs. Stanhope's association, and which quite naturally had hoped to profit by her decease. The late Mrs. Stanhope, who I neglected to say was, in the eyes of heaven, the world, and the law, my wife, had not lived with me in that utter abandonment to conjugal affection so much to be desired. We married to please our families, and we lived apart as much as possible to please ourselves. Though not without certain physical charms, Mrs. Stanhope was a woman of great moral rigidity and religious austerity, who saw life through the diminishing end of a sectarian telescope, and who cared far more for the distant heathen than for the local convivial pagans who composed my entourage. She had brought to me a considerable sum of money, which I had increased by judicious investment, and I dare say that it was in recognition of my business ability, as well as possibly in a moment of becoming wifely remorse, that she bequeathed to me her property intact. I gave her final testimonial services wholly in keeping with her standing as a churchwoman, and I must say for my friends, whom she had severely ignored during her life, that they behaved very handsomely on that mournful occasion. They turned out in large numbers and testified in other ways to their regard for her unblemished character. I recall, not without emotion after all these years, that Buncie's memorial tribute to the church paper, for which he never received a dollar, was a model of appreciation, as well as of Christian forgiveness and self-forgetfulness. The passing of Mrs. Stanhope made it possible for me to put into operation the long desired plan of retiring a little way into the country, not too far from the seductions of the club in the city, but far enough to conform to the tastes of a country gentleman who likes to whistle to his dogs, putter over his roses, and meditate in a comfortable library with the poets and philosophers of his fancy. Here, with my good housekeeper, Prudence, a name I chose in preference to her mother's selection, Elizabeth, and my gardener and man of affairs, Malachi, I lived for a number of years at peace with the world and perfectly satisfied with myself. Although I was dangerously over forty, and my hair, which had been impressively dark, was conspicuously gray in spots, my figure was good, my dress correct, and my mirror told me that I was still in a position to be in the matrimonial running, if I tried. I mentioned these trifling physical details merely to save my modesty, the humiliation and annoyance of referring to them in future, and to pre-possess the gentle reader wherever the sex makes it highly important. I do not deny that in certain moments of loneliness which come to us, widowers and bachelor's alike, I had the impulse to tempt again the matrimonial fortune, and counting on my financial standing, together with other attractions, I ran over the eligible ladies of my acquaintance. But one was a little too old, and another was a good deal too flighty. One was too fond of society, and another did not like dogs. A fifth spoiled her chances by an unwombly ignorance of horticulture, and a sixth perished miserably after returning to me one of my most cherished books, with the leaves dog-eared and the binding cracked. For I hold with the greatest philosophers that she who maltreats a book will never make a good wife. And so the years slipped cosily and cheerily by, while I grew more contented with my environment and less envious of my married friends, and whenever temporary melancholy overtook me, I moved into the club for a month, or slipped across the water, finding in the change of scene immediate relief from the monotony of widowerhood. In thus fortifying myself against the wiles of woman I was much abetted by my good prudence, who never ceased her exhortations as to the sinister designs of her sex, and who had ready word of discouragement for any possible candidate who might be in the line of succession. I see that Roger's woman walking by the house today, Mr. John, she would begin, and I see her turning her nose up at the new paint on the arbor. I selected that color myself. It's queer how that woman does give herself airs, considering everybody knows that she's been ready for ten years to take the first man that asks her. Prudence knew that I had escorted the elderly Miss Rogers to the theatre only the week before, and had commented pleasantly on the elegance of her figure. But the slight put upon my eye for color was too much. Wily prudence! Or a day or two after I had rendered an act of neighborly kindness to the bereaved Mrs. Stebbins, she would say quite casually, I don't want to utter one word again the poor and afflicted, Mr. John, but when the witter Stebbins hit Cleo with a broom today, I own, I boiled over. I shouldn't tell you if it weren't my duty. Cleopatra was my favorite cocker spaniel, and any fair impression my fair neighbor may have made on my unguarded heart was immediately dispelled. Thus subtly and vigilantly my housekeeper kept the outer gates of the citadel, and shewed away a possible mistress, as effectually as she dispersed the predatory hens from the garden patch. But with the younger generation of women, good prudence was less cautious. Any maiden under the very early twenties she regarded fair material for my friendly offices, and frequently she visited me with expressions commendatory of good conduct. I like to see you with the children, Mr. John, bless them, sir. And they do all seem to be so fond of you. There's nothing that keeps the heart so young and fresh as going with young people, just as nothing ages a man so much as having a lot of witters and design and old maids about. Of course, she added, with the return of her natural suspicion, you are old enough to be father to the whole bunch, which keeps people from talking. Whether it was prudence's approbation or my own inclination, I cannot say. But it soon came about that I was on paternally familiar terms with the entire neighborhood of maidens of reasonably tender years, and a very important factor in young feminine councils. These artful creatures knew exactly when their favorite roses were in bloom, exactly when the cherries back of the house were ripe, exactly when it was time to go to town for another theatre-party, to give a picnic up the river, or a small and informal dance in the parlors. I was expected to remember and observe all birthdays, to be a wellspring of benevolence at Christmas, and a free and never-failing florist at Easter. I was the recipient of all young griefs and troubles, and no girl ever committed herself unconditionally to the arms of her lover until she had talked the matter over with Uncle John. All this, to a good-looking man of, well, considerably over forty, was flattering, but no cynic here. One morning, in the late spring, it came over me unhappily, that in a moment of fatal forgetfulness, I had promised to be present that evening at a card party, a promise exacted by the Rogers woman, persona non grata, to prudence. A card party was to me in the category with battle and murder and sudden death, from which we all petitioned to be delivered in the Book of Common Prayer, but how to be delivered? I could not be called suddenly to town, for I had already run that excuse to its full limit. I could not conveniently start for Europe on an hour's notice. The plea of sickness I dismissed as feminine and unworthy. And while I sat debating to what extreme I could tax my overburdened conscience, Malachi appeared with the information that he had discovered unmistakable signs of cutworms in the rosebushes, and that the local custodians of the trees were thundering against an impending epidemic of brown-tailed moth. Surely my path of duty led to the garden! But that card party! No, let the cutworm work his will, and let the brown-tailed moth corrupt. I must take refuge in flight, however inglorious. It was then that the good angel, who never forsakes a well-meaning man, whispered to me that far back in a quiet corner of New England was the little village where I had passed my boyhood, which I had deserted for five and twenty years, but which still remembered me as Johnny Stanhope, thanks to the officious longevity of the editor of the county paper. The situation I explained briefly to Prudence and Malachi and swore them into the conspiracy. I threw a few clothes into a small trunk, dispatched a hypocritical note of regret to Miss Rogers, caught the noon train, and was soon beyond the danger line. Mrs. Lott, casting an apprehensive glance behind her, could not have dreaded more fearful consequences than I, looking back on the calamity I was evading. But as we went on and on into the cool, quiet country, and felt the soft air stealing down from the nearing mountains, I began to experience a lively sense of relief and pleasure, and to wonder why I had so long delayed a visit to my boyhood home. I am sorry for the man whose childhood knew only the roar and bustle, and swiftly shifting scenes of the city. For him there is no return in, after years, no illusion to be renewed, no joy of youth to be substantiated. His habitation has passed away, or yielded to the inroads of commerce. His landmarks have vanished, and he is bewildered by the strange sights that time and trade have put upon his memories. But time has no terrors for the country-bred boy. The Almighty does not change the mountains and the rivers and the great rocks that fortify the scenery, and man is slow to push back into the far meadowlands and the hillsides, and destroy the simple primitive life of the Fathers. All of the joy that such a returning pilgrim might have, I felt when I left the train at the junction, and, scorning the pony-engine and combination-car supplied in later years by the railway company as a tribute to progress, set out to walk the two miles to the village. Every foot of the country I had played over as a boy. Here was the field where Deacon Skinner did his hayen, just beyond the Deacon raised his tobacco crop. That roof over there, which I once detected as the top of Jim Pomeroy's barn, reminded me of the day of the raisin, when I sprained my ankle and thereby saved myself a thrashing for running away. Here was Pickerel Pond, the scene of many miraculous droughts, and now I crossed Peach Brook, which babbled along under the road, just as sossily and untiringly as if it had slept all those years and was just awakening to fresh life. A hundred rods up the brook was the Widow Parsons Farm, and I knew that if I went through the side gate, cut across the barnyard, and kept down to the left, I should find that same old stump on which Bill Howland sat, the day he caught the biggest dace ever pulled out of the quiet pool. The sun was going down behind Psy Thompson's Planing Mill, as I stopped at the little red covered bridge that marked the boundary of the village. Silas had been dead for twenty years, but it seemed to me that it was only yesterday that I heard his nasal twang above the roar of the machinery. Say, you fillers want to get out of that! The little bridge had lost much of its color and most of its impressiveness, for I remembered when, to my boyish fancy, it seemed a greater triumph of engineering than the Victoria Bridge at Montreal. And the same old thrill went through me as I started to run, just as I did when a boy, and felt the planks loosen and creak under my feet. Here was a homecoming worth the while. Hank Pettigrew kept the village tavern. The memory of man, so far as I knew, ran not back to the time when Hank did not keep the tavern. So I was not in the least surprised, as I entered, to see the old man, with his chair tilted back against the wall, his knees on a level with his chin, and his eyes fixed on a chromo of muster-day, which had descended to him through successive generations. He did not move as I advanced, or manifest the slightest emotion of surprise, merely saying, Hello, Johnny! as if he expected me to remark that mother had sent me over to see if they had any ice cream left over from dinner. It probably did not occur to Hank that I had been absent twenty-five years. If it had occurred to him, he would have considered such a trifling flight of time not worth mentioning. With the question of lodging and supper disposed of, and with the modest bribe of a cigar, which Hank furtively exchanged for a more accustomed brand of valley leaf, it was not difficult to loosen the old landlord's tongue and secure information of my playmates. What had become of Teddy Grover the pride of our school on Exhibition Day? Could we ever forget the afternoon he stood up before the minister and the assembled population and roared, Marco Pizarres, until we were sure the sultan was quaking in his saraglio? And how he thundered, Blaze with your serried columns, I will not bend the knee! To our excited imaginations, what dazzling triumphs the future held out for Teddy! Yep, Ted's still about. Three days in the week he drives stagecoach over to Spicerville, and the rest of the time he does odd jobs, sort of tendon round. And Sally Cotton, black-eyed, curly-haired, mischievous little sprite, the agony of the teacher and the love and admiration of the boys, who climbed trees, rattled to school in the butcher wagon, never knew a lesson, but was always leading lady in the school colloquies, and was surely destined to rise to eminence on the American stage, if she did not break her neck tumbling out of old Skinner's walnut tree. Oh, Sal! She married their congregational minister down to Peterfield, and was elected president of the Temperance Union, and secretary of the endeavors. Read a piece down at First Church last week on Breaking Away from Old Standards, illustrating the alarming degeneracy of children nowadays. And George Hawley, our Achilles, our Samson, our ideal of everything manly and courageous, strong as an ox and brave as a lion, our champion in every form of athletic sports, who looked with contempt on girls, and disdained their maidenly advances, who thought only of deeds of muscular prowess, and who seemed to carry the assurance of a force that would lead armies and subdue nations. What of George? Well, George was about not long ago, had your room for his samples, traveling for a house down in Boston, and comes here regular. Women folks say his last line of shirt wastes were the best they ever see. Oh, the times that change and change us. Alas, the fleeting years, good posthumous, that work such havoc with our childhood dreams and hopes and aspirations. It was of relief, after the shattering of these idols, to leave the society of the communicative Mr. Pettigrew and wander into the moonlight. Save as adding beauty to the scenery, the moon was comparatively of no assistance, for so well was the little village stamped in my memory, and so little had it changed in the quarter of a century that I could have walked blindfolded to any suggested point. Naturally, I turned my steps toward the home of my youth. And as I drew near the old-fashioned many-gabled house, with its settled substantial air, a steer yet inviting, its large yard with the huge elms, and the big lamp burning in the library, or sitting-room, where I first dolefully studied the geography that told me of a world outside, it seemed to bend toward me, rather frigidly, as if to say reproachfully, You sold me! You sold me! True, dear old home, in my less prosperous days I was guilty of the crime of selling the house that faithfully sheltered my family for a hundred years. But have I not repented? And have I not returned to buy you back, and to make such further reparation as present conditions and true repentance demand? Is this less the pleasure than the duty of wealth? With what sensations of delight I walked softly about the grounds, taking note of every familiar tree and bush and stump. I could have sworn that not a twig, not a blade of grass, had been despoiled or had disappeared in the years that marked my absence. I paused reverently under the old willow tree, and affectionately rubbed my legs. For from this tree my parents had cut the instruments of torture for purposes of castigation, and its name, the weeping willow, was always associated in my infant mind with the direct results of contact with my unwilling person. On a level with the top of the willow was the little attic room where I slept, and the more sweetly when the crickets chirped, or the summer rain beat upon the roof, and where the song of the birds in the morning is the happiest music God has given to the country. Back of the woodshed I found the remains of an old grindstone, perhaps the same heavy crank I had so often perspiringly and reluctantly turned. Indeed my reviving memories were rather too generously connected with the strenuousness and not the pleasures of youth. But I thought of the well-filled lot in the old burying-ground on the hillside, and of those lying there who had said, My boy, I am doing this for your good. I doubted it at the time, but perhaps they were right. At all events the memories were growing pleasanter. For a stretch of thirty-five years has many healing qualities, and our childhood griefs are such little things in the afterglow. In the early morning I renewed my rambles, going first to the little frame school-house, the old church with its tall spire, the sawmill, the deacons cider-press, the swimming-pool, and a dozen other places of boyish adventure and misadventure. Your true sentimentalist invariably gives the preference to scenes over persons, and is so often rewarded by the fidelity with which they respond to his eager expectations. It was not until I had exhausted every incident of the place that I sought out the companions of my school days. What strange irony of fate is that which sends some of us out into the restless world to grow away from our old ideals and make others, and restrains some in the monotonous rut of village life to drone peacefully their little span. But happy he who, knowing nothing, misses nothing. If there were any village hamptons, or mute and glorious militants among my playmates, they gave no present indications. I found the girls considerably older than I expected, the boys less interesting than I hoped. But they all welcomed me with that grave, unemotional hospitality of the village, and we talked far into the shadows of our school time, the day that is never dead while memory endures. And so it came about that at the close of day I found myself standing at the garden gate of the Eastman Cottage. Pellig Eastman had been our village postmaster, a grave shy man who had received the federal office because the thrifty neighbors agreed, irrespective of political feeling, that it was much less expensive to give him the office than to support him and his two daughters, the prettiest girls in our school. For they further agreed that Pellig was a shiftless sort of critter and never could make a living, though he was a model postmaster and an excellent citizen and neighbor. Hence when it came Pellig's turn to make the journey to the burying ground in the village hearse, the whole community of Meadowvale was scandalized by the discovery that he had left his girls a comfortable little fortune, enough to keep them in modest wealth. Meadowvale never recovered from this shock. It felt that it had been victimized and that its tenderest sensibility had been violated. And when his disconsolate daughters put up the granite shaft to their father's memory, relating that he had been faithful and just, the indignant political leader of the village remarked that it was a profanation of scripture. Thirty years ago I had stood at this little gate with one of the Eastman girls, escorting her home from Stella Perkins's party. I had attempted to kiss her good night, and she had boxed my ears, thus contributing a disagreeable finale to an otherwise pleasant evening. Time is a great healer and I cherished no resentment at this late day toward the repudiator of my caresses. In fact I smiled in recollection of the incident, as I walked up the graveled path and knocked at the door. I wondered if the same vivacious, rosy-cheeked girl would come to meet me, and if I should feel in duty bound to make honourable amends. The door was opened by a tall spare woman who carried a lamp. The light reflected directly on her features showed a face that in any other part of the world would be called hard. In New England it is merely resolute.  There was no trace of the girlish bloom I had known, of the beauty that had once been hers, but the imperious manner of the woman was unmistakable. Mary, I began jocularly, I have come to apologise. She thrust the lamp forward, peered into my face, and said, with not the faintest trace of a smile, or the slightest evidence of embarrassment, Why, that's all right, Johnny Stanhope. I accept your apology. Come right in. I went in. We sat in the sitting-room and talked of our school days and our fortunes. I told her how I had gone down to the city, how I had prospered, of my adventures in the world, of my marriage, dealing very gently with my relations with the late Mrs. Stanhope, of my bereavement and present idyllic existence. And she told me of herself, how she had lived on and on in the little cottage, caring only for the support and education of her niece, Phyllis Kinglake, an orphan for nearly twenty years. You remember Sylvia, she said, with the first touch of emotion. Did I remember Sylvia? My little fair-haired playmate with the large eyes and the blue veins showing through the delicate beauty of her face. Little Sylvia, who first won my boyish affection, and with whom I made a solemn contract of marriage when we were only seven years old. Did I not remember how I would pass her house on my way to school and stand at the gate and whistle until she came shyly out with her face as red as her little hood and tip it, and give me her books to carry, and protest with the ever-present coquetry of girlhood that she thought I had gone long ago? Could I ever forget how I said to could I ever forget how I saved my coppers one by one until I had accumulated with some large enough to buy a whole coconut, which I presented to her in the proudest moment of my life, and how the other girls tossed their heads with the affectation of a sneer and with pretended indifference to this astonishing stroke of fortune, and that fatal evening when I provoked my little beauty's wrath, and in all the receding opportunities of post-office and Copenhagen she had turned her face and rosy lips away from me until the world was black with the hopeless despair, and the singing school where she was our shining ornament, and that blissful night when I stood up with her in the village church while we sang our duet descriptive of the special virtues of some particular flower nominated in the cantata, and how growing older and shyer we still preserved our youthful fancy even to the day I struck out into the world, both believing in the endurance of the tie that would draw me back. What caprice of fate is it that dispels the illusions of youth and restores them tenfold in the reflection of after-years, and over the gulf of the grave? Did I remember Sylvia? Then Mary went on to tell me of Sylvia's happy marriage to George King Lake, how when little Phyllis had come, and the world was at its brightest, the parents had been stricken down in the same week by a virulent disease, and how, with her dying breath, the mother had asked her sister to look after her little one and protect her from sorrow and harm. Very simply this stern featured woman told the story of her efforts to do her duty to her sister's child, and it seemed to me that her face grew softer and her voice gentler, as she went over the years they had grown older together, while the beauty of this woman's life was glorified by the willing sacrifices of imposed motherhood. I could not see Phyllis, for she was spending the night with friends in another part of the village. Next time, she hoped, I might be more successful. Walking slowly to the tavern, my mind still went back to my little playmate and the golden days of youth, and if my heart grew a little tenderer and my eyes were moistened by the recall, what need to be ashamed of the emotion? And if in the night I dreamed that I was a boy again, and that a fair-haired child played with me in the changing glow of dreamland, in the best and purest scenes of the human comedy, was it a delusion to be dispelled, a memory to be put aside? Did I remember Sylvia? End of section one, recording by Roger Maline. Section two of The Romance of an Old Fool. The Slyvervox recording is in the public domain, recording by Roger Maline. The Romance of an Old Fool by Roswell Field. Section two. The thought that my train was to leave at ten o'clock did not depress me, as I awoke, with the sunlight streaming through the window, for, after all, I was obliged to admit that the monotony of Meadowvale and the sluggishness of my village friends were beginning to have an appreciable effect. Then the memory of little Sylvia came to me again, and nothing seemed pleasanter, as had been addiction of the old days, than a visit to the burying-ground where she was sleeping. The previous day I had paid the obligations of remembrance and respect to the graves of my kindred, and it gave me at first an uncomfortable feeling to realize that the thought of them was less potent than the recollection of this young girl. But was it strange or inexcusable? Had they not lived out their lives of honoured usefulness, and grown old and weary of the battle, and had not she passed away just as the greater joys of living were unfolding, and the assurance of happiness was the stronger? Poor Sylvia! The spectacle of a correctly dressed middle-aged man passing down the street bearing a somewhat cumbersome burden of lilies of the valley, and forget-me-nots, must have had its peculiar significance to the inhabitants of the village, and many curious glances were my reward. I passed along, however, without explanations, in distinct violation of rural etiquette. The old caretaker of the burying-ground met me at the entrance, and gave me the directions. Second path to the right, halfway up the hill, just to the left of the big elm. The old man had known me as a boy, and would have detained me in conversation, but I pleaded that my time was short, and reluctantly he let me go my way. Slowly, up the hill, I walked, occasionally pausing to place a forget-me-not-on-the-grave of one I had known in childhood. Even old barrows did not escape my passing tribute—a cynical, cross-grained old fellow, the aversion of the boys who tormented him, and whom he tormented with reciprocal vigor. No need of a forget-me-not-for-barrows, for he never forgot anything, so I gave his somewhat neglected grave the token of a long stem of little lilies, in evidence that the past was forgiven, and moved on to avoid possible protestation. I paused under the wide-branching elm to recover my breath. I paused under the wide-branching elm to recover my breath. The ascent had been arduous for a gentleman inclined to portliness, and with wind impaired by tobacco. I turned to the left, and at that moment, just before me, a woman's figure slowly rose from the ground. A creeping sensation possessed me. My heart bounded, and my pulse as thrilled. Was this Sylvia risen from the dead? Surely it was Sylvia's graceful, girlish form. This was Sylvia's oval face, with Sylvia's large gray eyes. In such a way Sylvia's pretty light hair waved about her temples, and the pink and white of her delicate complexion revealed the blue veins. Twenty-five years had rolled back in an instant. And I was standing in the presence of the past. Alas, the swift passing of the illusion for the conversation of the evening came to me. You are Phyllis, I said. I am Phyllis, she answered softly, her mother's voice. And you are Mr. Stanhope, my aunt told me. I did not answer, for I was staring stupidly at her, reluctant to abandon the pleasing fancy that my thinking of her had brought her back from the dead again. She did not speak, but glanced inquiringly at the flowers I held in my hand. I knew your mother, Phyllis, I managed to say. She was a very dear playmate of my childhood. I have brought these flowers to put upon her grave. Shall we go together? The girl's eyes filled, and she pointed to the rising mound at her feet. Suddenly we bent over and reverently laid the lilies and forget-me-nots under the simple headstone. May I talk to you of your mother? I asked. We sat down on a rude bench in the path, and I told her of my childhood, of the days when Sylvia and I were sweethearts, of our little quarrels and frolics, of her mother's beauty and gentleness. The girl laughed at the recital of our misadventures, and the tears came into her eyes when I touched on my boyish affection for my playmate. Then she told me of her own life, so peaceful and happy in the little village, and in the neighbouring town, where she had been educated with all the care and diligence of the New England impulse. I looked at my watch. It is quarter past eleven, I said ruefully, and my train left at ten. There's another train at three, she replied. You will go home and dine with us? We dine at twelve in the country, you know. If I was somewhat ashamed to face Mary Eastman, she received us with the same stolidity she had manifested when we first met, and at once insisted that I should remain for dinner. Go into the parlor, she said abruptly. Phyllis plucked the sleeve of my coat. Don't go in there, she whispered. That's Aunt Mary's room exclusively, and I'm afraid you'll not find it very cheerful. Come out on the porch. I know the room, I whispered back as we went out together. At least I know the type. Lots of horsehair, she whispered. At least I know the type. Lots of horsehair belongings. Square piano against the wall. Wax flowers under a glass case on the mantle. Steel engravings of Washington crossing the Delaware. Family album, huge Bible, and famous women of two centuries on the center table. Seashells, blue wedgewood and German china things, mingled in delightful confusion on the what-not. If not wax flowers, it's wax fruit. Phyllis laughed.  Not a bad description, she assented. You must have the gift of second sight. Not second sight. Suppose we call it the gift of second childhood. We sat on the porch and looked down on the lawn that sloped to the orchard and watched the robins run across the grass. And I pointed out to Phyllis the very tree under which Sylvia and I had stood the day we had our first memorable quarrel, confessing that while at the time there was no doubt in my mind that Sylvia was clearly at fault, I was now prepared to concede, after plenty of reflection, that possibly she might have had a reasonable defense. The recital of this pathetic incident led to other reminiscences connected with the old house and its grounds, and I was hardly in the second chapter when Mary came out and ordered us in to dinner. Mary never invited, never requested, she merely ordered. We sat at the table, and at a severe look from Mary, I stopped fumbling with my napkin, while Phyllis, sweet saint, folded her hands and asked the Divine Blessing. Pagan philosopher that I was, I was singularly moved by the simple faith of these two women, and I think that when I am led back into the fold of my family creed, a girl as young and fair and holy as Phyllis will be the angel to guide me. The dinner was toothsome, the environment fascinating, the afternoon perfect, and so it came about quite naturally that I missed the three o'clock train. There is nothing so disagreeable in life, I explained apologetically to my friends, as a hard and fast schedule which keeps one jumping like an electric clock, doing sixty things every hour, and never varying the performance. Fortunately trains run every day except Sunday, and the general order of the universe is not going to be upset because I am not checking myself off like a section hand. Perhaps Mary did not wholly coincide with my argument, but she was called away to her sewing circle, while Phyllis and I lounged lazily on the porch, I continuing my reminiscences. Gerulity is not merely the prerogative of age. The privilege of the monologue is always that of the old boy who comes back to his childhood's home and finds in a pretty girl a charming and attentive listener. He is a poor orator, indeed, who cannot improve such opportunities. At a convenient lull in the flow of discourse we went off to ride, exploring the country roads I knew so well, and here began new matter and new reminiscences, patiently endured by Phyllis, who was a most delightful girl. And when we returned, late in the afternoon, it was directly in the line of circumstances that I should remain for tea. And after tea Phyllis played and sang for me in the little parlor, for Phyllis was a musician of no small merit. When in reply to my inquiry she sang a simple scotch ballad her mother had sung so touchingly many years before, a great lump rose in my throat, and I sat far over in the shadow that she and Mary might not see how blurred were my eyes and how unmanageable my emotion. At what age does it come to a man and a philosopher that he is no longer ashamed of honest, sympathetic tears? I shall never know whether it was the journey in the train, the air and cooking of meadow-vale, or the visits to the burying ground that upset me, but for the first time in a dozen years I found myself dissatisfied with my home. I remarked to Malachi that the roses seemed to be in a most discouraging condition, and that the garden in general was altogether disappointing. I noticed that my dogs barked a great deal, that the neighbors had become most tiresome, and that Buncie was an unmitigated nuisance. Even the cuisine, which had been my pride and boast, grew at times unbearable, and I had not been home a fortnight before I astonished Prudence by positively assuring her that the dinner she had set before me was not worth any sane man's serious attention. Whereupon that excellent woman announced with superb pride that she guessed it was about time for that Rogers woman to give another card-party. Prudence, I said severely, for I encourage no flippancy in the part of domestics. That remark, while probably hasty and ill-considered, borders on impertinence. I shall overlook at this time, on account of your faithful service in the past. But don't let it happen again. In any event, I amended considerably, don't let it drop in my presence. Thinking it over, I came to the conclusion that Prudence was right in the general effect of the suggestion. What I needed was a change of scene. Long abstention from travel and variety of incident had made me restless and discontented. I had not been in Europe for two years. Undoubtedly I was pining for a lazy tour of the continent. The thought decided me. I should book my passage on the steamer that sailed the Saturday of the following week. Strangely enough, at this interesting moment, I received a letter from the chairman of the committee on public improvements in the village of Meadowvale, announcing that it had been resolved to procure new rooms for the village library, and would Mr. John Stanhope do his native village the honor of subscribing a small amount toward this desirable end. As it is always much easier for an indolent man to telegraph than to write letters, I replied by wire that Mr. Stanhope felt himself much honored by the request. Not entirely satisfied with this confession, I sent a second telegram an hour later, doubling my subscription. Still my conscience troubled me. I have not done my duty, I said to myself. Here I am, a man of means, I may say of large wealth, with no special obligations resting upon me, and yet I have done nothing to benefit or enrich my old home. It is strange that it has not occurred to me before what a privilege, what an honor it is to be a philanthropist, even in a small way, and with what alacrity those whom heaven has blessed with a fortune should respond to the calls of deserving need. I blush for my past thoughtlessness, and I shall hasten to atone for my astonishing neglect. My duty lies before me, and I shall not shrink from it, whatever the personal inconvenience. Thereupon I telegraphed for the third time to the chairman that it would give Mr. Stanhope the greatest pleasure to put up a suitable library for the village of Meadowvale, and, in order to guard against any possible misunderstanding, he would depart the following day to confer with the committee as to sight and probable extent of the structure. This concession to my conscience comforted me greatly, and I prepared for my journey with a lightness that was almost buoyancy. The chairman and two of the committee met me at the junction. They were most deprecatory and apologetic, and mentioned with evidence sorrow the absence of several of the members which might cause a postponement of the conference until the following day. I bore up under this intelligence with astonishing cheerfulness. End of Section 2. Recording by Roger Maline. Section 3 of The Romance of an Old Fool. This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Roger Maline. The Romance of an Old Fool by Roswell Field. Section 3. My good friends, I said. Don't let this disturb you for a minute. I am not so pressed for time that I cannot wait on your reasonable convenience. Your tavern is well kept and the food is wholesome. I think I may say that my old friends in Meadowvale will interest me until we can come to an amicable understanding. Suppose, to be sure of a full meeting, that we fix the time of conference at day after tomorrow, a little late in the afternoon. After this suggestion had been received with suitable expressions of gratitude, we journeyed together to the village, where I was duly turned over to Old Pettigrew. And then, as the day was by no means done, I strolled down the street and, most naturally and quite unthinkingly, found myself a few minutes later looking over the Eastman Gate at Phyllis on the porch. To say that this charming girl was surprised by my sudden appearance was no less true than to admit that she did not seem in the least displeased. I positively had no intention of going in, but before I knew it I was sitting beside her, relating, in the most casual way, the reason of my coming. How good it was of you, said the ingenious creature, and how delighted and grateful Meadowvale will be. It must be glorious to be rich enough to do things for other people. Now it is not a disagreeable sensation to feel that one is rich and good and glorious in the large gray eyes of a very pretty woman, and I was conscious of the mild intoxication from the compliment. It is indeed, I answered, magnanimously. I have always maintained that money is given to us in trust for those around us, and that in making others happy we find our greatest happiness. I regret that I have not wholly lived up to this undeniably correct principle. It will require at least a thousand dollars, she said, naively. Oh, at least! She was silent a moment. Then she said, I was wondering what I would do if I had a thousand dollars to give away. What do you think you would do? Speaking for my own preferences, I think I should like to establish a country club. The very thing. If there is one crying want more than another in Meadowvale, it is a country club, with golf links, tennis courts, and shower baths. Now you are laughing at me. Not at all.  Why, it would add years of robustness to our waning lives. No, said the girl decisively. It isn't feasible. Then, I went on musingly, we might have an art institute, or the Phyllis King Lake School of Expression, or the Meadowvale Women's Club, or the Colonial Dames, or, best of all, the Daughters of the American Revolution. That shows how little you appreciate the local situation, she responded quickly. For your best of all is worse and worse. Imagine an order of Daughters in a place where every woman's ancestors did nothing but fight in the Revolution. As well, call a town meeting at once. Ah, with a sigh. I see that I shall never spend the thousand dollars in Meadowvale. Don't be too sure of that, my dear Phyllis, I exclaimed in an outburst, for I was in a particularly happy and generous mood. And remember that when you do decide how the money is to be philanthropically invested, we shall see that it is forthcoming. With such agreeable banter the minutes slipped away, and when Mary appeared with the customary invitation to tea, it would have been a jolt to the harmonious order of things to decline. I cannot say that I have ever cordially approved the austerity of the New England tea table, with its cold bread and biscuits, its applesauce, its frugal allowance of sardines, its basket of cake, and its not very stimulating part of tea. But such are the compensations of pleasant society that even these chilly vians may be forgotten, and I say my amen to Phyllis's sweet and modest grace with all the heartiness of a thankful man. As no gentleman may, with propriety, run away immediately after he has accepted hospitality, I lingered in the evening, and we had more music, which so calmed and rested me that I wondered at my past nervousness, and marveled that I had even contemplated a journey across the water. How it came about that the next morning Phyllis and I were strolling over the village, down by the river and into the pleasant woods, I have forgotten. But I dare say that we were discussing further developments of philanthropy, and endeavouring to come to a conclusion, as to the proper disposition of that troublesome thousand dollars. The girl was so young and joyous, so pretty, so arch, so fascinating with that little coquettishness that is not the usual type of the Puritan maiden, I could not find it in my heart to remember Mary's words and try to instill in her a closer appreciation of the more serious purposes of life. Indeed, life is so serious that it is one of the blessed decrees of Mother Nature that we have that brief allotment of time when it is too serious to think about, and youth passes so quickly that it is criminal to rob it of its golden hour. In such a presence I felt my own spirits rising, my step becoming springy, my whole nature less sluggish, and my mind, had I looked in the mirror, I should have confidently expected to see a youthful bloom in my cheeks, and a return of hair to primary conditions. It is due to this interesting young woman to say that she coyly urged me not to forget my other friends, since I was to leave so soon, and it pleased me to fancy that she was not altogether offended, when I spoke somewhat hastily, and rather flippantly, of those of my former companions who had lapsed into tediousness. I reminded her also that as the happiest memory of my childhood was associated with her mother, so it was sweet to me to be with her and live again, in a pleasant dream, the brightness of the past. Then, for her mother's sake, she shyly let me take her hand while I went over again, not without emotion, the story of my early love. Dear little Sylvia, the meeting of the committee was followed by a general congregation of citizens, and I was invited to the platform where I outlined my plans. I hinted that the library was merely the beginning of a number of beneficences which I desired to contribute to Metaville's prosperity, and as I looked down upon my listeners and caught sight of Phyllis, glancing up with flushed cheeks and sparkling eyes, I was nearly betrayed into promises of the most preposterous nature. At the end of my remarks, I recall that I spoke with unusual grace and eloquence. The chairman stood up and gravely thanked me, intimating that I was a credit to Metaville and its perfect public school system. I fancy I should have been applauded if it had been compatible with the nature of the people of Metaville to make so riotous a demonstration. At the close of the meeting, it happened, by the purest accident, that I walked home with Mary and Phyllis, and when Mary said in her blunt way that I really had been most generous, Phyllis did not speak, but she slipped her hand under my arm and gave me an appreciative little squeeze, which made me regret that I had not pledged another thousand. I was to leave the next morning, thanks to the officious members of the committee, who had so blunderingly hurried matters to accommodate me that I had no longer an excuse of remaining, and it was for this reason that I went in and sat again in the little parlor, while Phyllis sang for me the songs that were my favorites, and some her mother sang in the long ago. Memories were again pleasantly stirred within me, as was not infrequent in those days, and I experienced all the happiness that comes to him who is persuaded that he has made himself a little above the ordinary attractions of the earth. In this excess of good feeling, and stimulated alike by the music and the consciousness of a philanthropic impulse, I waited until the moment of parting before declaring definitely my excellent intentions. My dear Mary, I began turning to that admirable spinster. You know how our childhood was linked by a close family feeling, and how you and Sylvia and I planned in our simple ambitions to live together in the great world outside? We may say now that this was childish romance, and that the caprice of time has made it an idle fancy. For many years we have been separated, and only by a happy chance have we been brought together. Fortune has been kind to me. I am called a rich man, and I believe I may say without boasting that I am far beyond the need of anxiety. But to a degree I am a lonely man. My sister's child is my one near relative in the world, and he is a young man with an excellent business, able to take care of himself, and naturally, and grossed with his own occupations. You can understand that at my time of life, alone as I am, and still young enough to appreciate the joys of living, I have a feeling of desolation for which no riches can compensate. Had Fortune given me a daughter, like our Phyllis here, I think no happiness could have been so great. It has pleased me to look back upon the past, to recall the days of our childhood, and to see in Phyllis the image of her mother. Why can I not link the present and the future with the past? Why can I not look on Phyllis as my own daughter, and give to her all the father-love I have learned to feel? I do not rob you either of her love or her presence. I merely add a new joy to my life, and know that in caring for you both, and in contributing to her happiness, and securing her against misfortune after we are taken away, I am carrying out the pledge, however idle at the time, I made to Sylvia. I fancied I saw what may have been the suspicion of a tear in Mary Eastman's eye. It vanished as quickly as it came, and when she spoke and thanked me for my generous offer, her voice was as calm and her manner as collected as if I had made a casual suggestion for attendance at a prayer meeting. She could not deny that the opportunity was too enticing to be ignored, and she admitted that my fatherly proposition was distinctly advantageous. Her New England independence rather revolted at the thought of any immediate financial assistance, which was not needed, while her New England thrift approved a future settlement based on family friendliness of many years standing. On the whole, she was inclined to be favourable to my point of view. As for Phyllis, she had listened to me with undisguised amazement. Her big grey eyes had grown larger, and the colour left her cheeks as I finished. Then the rosy red rushed back, her lip quivered and the tears sprang to her eyes. A moment later, she smiled, then laughed, and was serious again. How incomprehensible are these young girls! Poor child! She had never known a father's love. Phyllis followed me to the door. The light streaming from the parlor shone squarely on her exquisite face. A thrill of pleasure went through me as I realised that at last I had a daughter whom I could love and cherish. I took her hand in both of mine, and as I released it, I parted the light, wavy hair, and kissed her forehead. It seemed to me that she trembled slightly, but in a moment she was herself, and a gleam of merriment was in her eyes, as she said, Of course you will write to me, Papa! Doubtless the novelty of the situation made me just a little embarrassed. To be called Papa, the first time by a pretty girl, was more embarrassing than I had expected. And why that half laugh in her eye, and why that almost quizzical tone? Was I not kind and good enough to be her father? And had I not tried to show her every paternal consideration? Was I not honestly endeavouring to fulfil a sacred pledge? I was perplexed, but not discouraged. I will prove to her, I said to myself with firmness, that I am entirely worthy of her filial affection, and that she may lean confidently upon me. And I went straightway to bed, and dreamed of her all night, as every true father should dream of the daughter of his heart and his hope. THE ROMANCE OF AN OLD FOOL by Roswell Field Section 4 In the very nature of things it was necessary that I should return frequently to Meadowvale, to confer with the village committee, and to make all proper arrangements for beginning so important a local enterprise. While this put an end to my projected trip to Europe, I accepted the situation with calmness and forbearance, satisfied that in the pursuit of duty, and in giving happiness to my fellow-creatures, I should have the reward of an approving conscience. To my nephew, Frederick Grinnell, I gave the task of preparing the plans, and his excellent suggestions were cordially adopted. Much of my spare time, and it is amazing how much spare time one has in a village, was spent at the Eastman Cottage with my new daughter, and in the evening I talked to her of the world outside, quite, I fancy, as Otello may have spoken to Desdemona, but with a more conservative and a better impulse. I unfolded to her the wonders of great London, the pleasures of Paris, the beauties of Venice, the sacred mysteries of Rome, the noble traditions of Athens. I journeyed with her up the Nile and down the Rhine. One night we were in Gay Vienna, another in Berlin, a third in the grandeur of the Alhambra. From the fjords of Norway to the tea-houses of Japan was the journey of a few minutes, and the indifference of my surfited life gave way before the kindling enthusiasm of this lovely country girl whose world had been the area of scarcely more than a township. But the paternal relation, however honest and commendable my intentions, did not seem to thrive as I had fondly hoped. Only in her teasing moments would this vivacious creature admit the solemnity of our compact, and when she called me Papa there was always that gleam of the eye, with that merriment of tone which may not have been disrespectful, but was certainly not filial. This troubled me exceedingly. I thought it all over, and one night I said to her, My dear Phyllis, it has become only too evident that you do not entertain that differential feeling for me which a daughter should have for a father. I shall not describe your emotions as I have analyzed them, but I am satisfied that we shall not make a complete success of my long cherished plan. However, I am not prepared to withdraw unreservedly from my schemes for your comfort and happiness, and since you cannot look upon me as a father, or treat me like a father, I have another suggestion to offer. Let me be your elder brother, and watch over and guard you as a brother's duty should direct. There shall be no demunation of my love, no retraction of my promises. Perhaps in the feeling that I am your brother, you will talk with me with greater frankness, and feel more closely drawn to me, and we shall be all the better and the happier for the change. Thus speaking I took her pretty hand and carried it respectfully to my lips, at the same time patting it affectionately and assuring her of my brotherly devotion. And this incomprehensible girl threw back her head and laughed, then burst into tears, laughed again, flushed to crimson, and ran out of the room. I was grieved beyond my measure. Had I done wrong so quickly and rudely to sever a connection so wholly? Had the filial feeling been suddenly awakened in her breast? Was I depriving this poor child of a tender, paternal care for which she longed, but which maidenly coinus could not immediately accept? As a philosopher I have made women the subject of much research, and I have done so much in the subject of much research. And my library bears witness to the attention I have paid to the written opinions of the ablest writers and thinkers of all times, who have had anything to do with this fascinating theme. I have seen her in all her phases, analyzed her in all her emotions, and Buncie has admitted to me that my theoretical knowledge has been of great value to him in dealing subtly with his heroines. And yet, despite my complete equipment in mental construction, I am constantly surprised by a new development, a sudden and unaccountable phenomenon of feminine nature which undoubtedly escaped the experience and reasoning of the experts and sages. It is indeed a matter of pride in woman that while man has studied her for thousands of years she continues to exhibit fresh delights in her infinite variety of moods and to put forth unexpectedly new and astounding shoots. I saw Phyllis no more that evening, save in my dreams, and it was wholly creditable to the goodness of my motives and the sincerity of my affection that she abided with me in my slumbering fancies with no protracted intermissions. The next day she was as sweet and gracious as ever, but I thought her tone a little constrained. And when, as a father or brother should, I ventured to speak of the tenderness of our family relation, a half imploring look came into her beautiful eyes, and when I casually remarked on the softness of her hair or the slenderness of her fingers, her glance was timidly reproachful. All this gave me great unhappiness, and I discovered to my further distress that in my attempt to return to the old familiar footing I was neglecting the committee and losing interest in the affairs of the library. A certain peevishness took possession of me. I was no longer myself, and I lost the gaiety and sprightliness which had been always my distinguishing virtues. Furthermore, I missed the companionship and solace of my books in this emergency, for I had no reference library to which I could go, in Meadowvale, for aid in establishing the true condition of this strange girl. I recalled dimly that somewhere on my shelves was a volume which contained a fairly analogous case, but while I knew that I possessed such a book, I could not remember the circumstances or the incident cited, and this added to my unrest. Only a student can understand the absolute wretchedness which overtakes a man when he finds himself miserably dependent on a distant library. For several days I gave myself up entirely to my mental depression, greatly wondering at the perplexing change in my life, and marveling that in all my explorations in philosophy I had not provided for just such a crisis, whatever it might be. One afternoon, as I sat in my room at the tavern, looking idly out of the window and across the little river which rippled by, something seemed to strike me violently in the forehead. It may have been a telepathic suggestion, it may have been a return to consciousness. At all events it was an idea. I leaped from my chair, put on my hat, and proceeded rather feverishly to the Eastman cottage. Phyllis was away for the day. Mary was knitting in the sitting room. I watched her in silence for a moment, and then I said abruptly, Mary, I think I should like to marry Phyllis. Mary Eastman was not the type of a woman to lose herself or betray astonishment.  Whatever I may be, Mary, I answered, much nettle'd by her tone. I do not think anybody can properly regard me as a fool. As for the other qualification, I went on complacently, I am not so old. You and Sylvia were the same age, and she would have been forty-eight. A man is as old as he feels, I ventured, finding refuge in a proverb. That is evasive and has nothing to do with the question. Beside, what reason of you to believe that Phyllis has the slightest desire to marry you? Frankly, not the slightest reason in the world, I replied, with the utmost candor. That is why I have been so bold as to speak to you on the subject. Perhaps you thought I might use my influence to help you along? Quite the contrary, my dear Mary, I assure you. I may not know very much about women. I was quite humble when separated from my library. But I do know that nothing is so fatal to a lover's prospects as the encouragement of the loved one's relations. You see that I am perfectly frank. Then you wish my opposition? Come, let us be reasonable. I have told you I wish to marry Phyllis. I know my good points, and I am not unacquainted with my weak ones. Unhappily I can figure out my age to a day. Alas, I am forty-eight, and Phyllis is not yet twenty-three. The difference is positively ghastly from a sentimental standpoint. But if I love her, and she is not hopelessly indifferent to me, I think that even that difficulty can be bridged. You know my position, my character, my general reputation. Neither of us knows what Phyllis really thinks, or what she will say, or do in the matter. I do not ask either for your opposition or your good offices. I have come to you as an old friend, and the girl's nearest relative, to tell you exactly how I feel and what I wish to gain. And I ask only that I may have the same chance to win her affection that you might grant to a younger man. Mary's voice was gentler when she spoke again. John, she said, Phyllis is all I have in the world. It is my one idea to have her happily married to a worthy man whom she honestly loves. Providence, in inscrutable wisdom, may have decreed that you are that man, but, she continued with a sudden return of Yankee caution, I have my doubt considering your age. However, you have acted honorably in coming to me, and while I think Phyllis would be a better daughter than wife to you, I cannot speak for her. Remember that she is very young and very inexperienced. Her acquaintance with men has been slight.  To dazzle any girl accustomed to such surroundings as we have here. Undoubtedly an offer from you would flatter her. It might induce her to accept you, thinking that she loved you. Be careful. Be sure of your ground before it is too late. As I walked back to the village, I mused on what Mary had said, but I felt no apprehension. Most lovers are alike in this, in youth, in middle age, in senility. Perhaps the advantage of middle life is that a man is more the master of himself, more in possession of the faculties necessary to carry him through a crisis. Without the impetuous desire of youth, or the dead sensibilities of old age, he has a certain serene confidence that is a mixture of love and philosophy. It disturbed me somewhat to find with what equanimity I faced a situation which promised nothing. It really annoyed me to note that I was picking out mentally the place to which I should conduct Phyllis in order to have the harmonious environment adapted to a sentimental proposition. I remembered that down by the river, just beyond the Willows, there was an old tree where Sylvia and I, ah, so many years ago, had sat and talked of our lives before us. To that sacred spot I would lead Sylvia's daughter, and passing gently from the past to the present I would tell her of my love and of my fondest hopes. How dignified and appropriate such a spot, for a frank, calm and self-contained avowal. Thus philosophically and amably plotting I walked contentedly along, and, looking up, I saw Phyllis coming toward me, swinging her hat in her hand, and suggesting in her girlish beauty and graceful outline the poet's shepherdess. She did not see me, and yielding to a sudden impulse, I stepped quickly aside in the shadow of a neighbor's house as she passed on with her eyes on the ground. I followed at a little distance and discovered, much to my dismay, that she chose the road that led to the burying ground. Now, a cemetery is not at all the spot that a man, whatever his philosophy, would select for a tender declaration, but I was buoyed by the remembrance of Mary's words. The finger of Providence may be in it, I muttered. The Lord's will be done. Slowly up the winding path she walked, and I as slowly followed. When I reached her she was standing at her mother's grave, just as she had stood the morning we first met. I tried to accept this as an omen, but failed miserably, and omens, after all, depend on the point of view. She raised her eyes, and, seeing me, blushed another omen, which means comparatively little to a man who was aware of the thousand emotions that are responsible for the blush of a woman. I was again annoyed by the discovery that my pulses were not beating wildly, and that my heart was not throbbing tumultuously, and when I addressed a commonplace remark to her, I was thoroughly ashamed and humiliated. It seemed like taking a mean advantage of innocence and inexperience. We sat together on the little bench, and for the first time in our acquaintance she appeared embarrassed, as if she knew what was passing in my mind. I have always believed that women, in addition to their acknowledged intuition, have a special sense that enables them to anticipate a declaration of passion, and I had no doubt that Phyllis was fully prepared for my confession in spite of her embarrassment. This induced me to proceed to the point without unnecessary preliminaries. Phyllis, I said, not without a certain agreeable ardor, I have been talking with Aunt Mary. Indeed! And about you. Really? When I say that I have been talking with Aunt Mary and about you, I continued in a grieve tone, for I do not like jerky responses. I wish you to understand that it was in connection with no ordinary topic. Phyllis, I spoke with the utmost tenderness, can you not guess the nature of our discussion? Phyllis was equal to the emergency, her embarrassment had disappeared. I am glad, she said, that your conversation so far as it related to me was out of the ordinary. I suppose I may ask what the topic was, that is, if you don't mind telling. This was approaching the serious.  A flash, half Mary, half angry, came to her eye. That was thoughtful of you. Is it customary for gentlemen in the city, when they think they love a girl, to honor all her relations with their confidence before they speak to the girl herself? I took her hand. She made the slightest motion to withdraw it and permitted it to remain in my grasp. Phyllis, I said with all earnestness, do not misunderstand me. I sought you at the house. You were absent. Your Aunt Mary and I have been friends from childhood, and it was only natural that out of my heart I spoke the words that were in my mind. I told her that I loved you, just as at that moment I might have shouted it from the house top.   The girl was still obdurate, and she spoke with some petulance. If that is the case, perhaps it is just as well that it was Aunt Mary and not one of the neighbors.  You cannot remain angry with me because I confessed my love before I met you today. If you had only seen with what applications of cold water your Aunt rewarded my confidence, you would pity and not reproach me. For a minute the girl was silent. Then she asked softly, How long have you known that you loved me? Must I answer that question candidly and unreservedly? Unreservedly and candidly. I seized her other hand and held her firmly. About fifty minutes. She laughed rather joyously, I thought.  Confiding man! Little girl, I said tenderly, let us be serious. If my dull consciousness did not awaken till an hour ago, my heart tells me that I have loved you ever since I first saw you standing near this spot. I am not going to ask you now whether you love me or ever can learn to love me. It is happiness enough for me to know how much I love you and to know that I have told you of that love. I do not care to have my dream too rudely and too suddenly dispelled. Very probably you do not care for me as I should like to have you care for me, but do not make a jest of my affection. I am wholly aware of the preposterousness of my demands in many respects. This sounded very conventional and commonplace, but every lover must say it. And believe me, I shudder when I think of what I have dared confess. Then she said with the most delightful demerness, Mr. Stanhope, is it likely that a girl would sit in a burying ground on a bench with a gentleman allowing him to hold both her hands unless she cared for him a little, just a little? Up to this moment I had fairly forgotten that I was depriving her of all power of resistance, but with such encouragement I took an even more sympathetic grasp and sat a trifle closer while the minutes ticked away. A robin flew down from the tree nearby and sossily hopped toward us until at a rebuking call from his mate he flew away, and I fancied that I could hear them talking over the situation and drawing conclusions from their own happiness. Phyllis was the first to break the charming spell. Mr.  She said, Phyllis, that providence may have decreed that I am the man to bring you happiness. And still, in that same enchanting whisper, with her face a little rosier as she half hid it below my shoulder, Mr. Stanhope, do you think that a girl with my Christian training could fly in the face of providence? End of section 4


Oh, that was not as smooth as it was intended to be. Oh, I can see. Oh, it's hot. South Carolina. Wow. I'm not even mad, I'm impressed. It is hot. Oh, fire in the sky, what are you doing to me? This is only the morning yet, it's only gonna get hotter than this. Woo, but there is a silver lining. Palm trees. You know it's gonna be a good day when you wake up and there's palm trees. In the trailer for about 15 minutes, and I think I sweat out about three gallons of sweat. One kilometer, slight left on, Crosstown, QS-17. And I had to get out of there very quickly because they were in a rush, so I didn't have a chance to change after I was done working. So I'm very uncomfortable now, and I need to change my shirt. It's just soaked. I enjoy Charleston anyways, right? In North Carolina, I'm not there today before they leave the city. Slight left on, Crosstown, QS-17. We'll see what they say. The time is now 12.30, everything took longer than I thought, like usual. I need to get out of this lane and this guy beside me will not, he's just stuck to my side. Stuck to my side. Go buddy. Why would you just sit beside me like that when my signal's on? Made no sense. Oh look, this guy's signal's on, let's just sit right beside him. I love this town though.  They need to trim some numbers. Slight right on, U.S. 17 North M.T. Pleasant. Well apparently we're going right through the city. Okay, this seems to be a big port city. Now we're right on the Atlantic Ocean. What an awesome place to call home though. Are any of you from here? If you are, are you part of city council? Could you trim the trees over the roads a little bit? Please, my trailer keeps hitting them. I'm trying to avoid as many as possible. The one over us right now isn't bad. But where I was delivering there, there are truck routes, lots of trucks going through there. They just need to trim their trees a little bit and just say it. I'm gonna take one of these palm trees home with me one of these times.  I just took one home. You won't mind, do you? It could grow like inside the house or something. Yikes, these roads are so tight. But again, one second, one second. Oh, I gotta turn right right away. Okay, okay, we'll stay in this lane. Like here, here's a tree that's growing out over the road after these lights here. It's like you're driving underneath a natural canopy. The road I drove down before when I was delivering. And the whole road was, it was like a tunnel underneath the trees, like a big tunnel. It's pretty cool. It's a beautiful city. It seems to be very old. It's a very old city. North American standards. All the Europeans are laughing right now. Tour standards, it seems to be an old city.  Here, I'll make it even better. How's that? How do I look? I don't see, I don't got a mirror in here because I'm not a woman. Not bad. I can still do it. It's like I'm 18 again. What a bit less hair to spike than back then, but I can still do it. Enjoy it while I can. So that's all sweat. If you weren't gagging already, there you go. You're welcome. Just finished unloading my last delivery. Oh, I gotta plug my phone in apparently. It's digging at me. The battery's a 10%, unacceptable, 10%. Charge that baby up, there you go. The guy I was delivering to here, helping me offload, he stayed late because we got him to talking. Really cool guy. He is a US Marine. Station down here, or he was stationed. He just got out of the Marines and he's taken this job here just to get himself on his feet. Just, I guess to get back into life here, back at home. And he had some issues with his paperwork or something. He wanted to go and deploy again. I don't know. I don't wanna tell this whole story online, but the main thing is that he had a lot of cool stories to tell of deployments overseas. He had been deployed in the Philippines, in Thailand, in Japan. Where else did he say he was deployed at? Those are the three that he talked about the most though. Super cool guy. The most cool guy ever. He had so many questions about Canada as well because there's not much to tell you. You wanna know about Canada? Think of America. White. Or America. With health care. Man, he's a really cool guy. I mean, if I live down here, I would definitely wanna be his friend. He was a good guy. So now that my trailer's empty, I've got ahead seven hours west towards Atlanta, Georgia. So we're pretty much right on the coast right now. We are, I'll show you here. One second. I'll show you my GPS where we're at. Okay. So we're in Wilmington, North Carolina. Okay? You'll be able to see right away. There's the ocean. You see my truck there? See it? The ocean. And we've gotta go there to Atlanta. Follow that green line. That is 726 kilometers or just under 500 miles. So I will not get there tonight yet because I won't have the hours.  So that's pretty much set in stone. If I stop, that's gonna start eating into my drive time. Speaking of, I guess we should stop stopping and start rolling. Ready, Weasel? Here we go. Weasel breaks. So we'll get there tomorrow sometime and we'll switch trailers and we have a delivery. We gotta drop the trailer in Waterloo, Ontario. Grab a different trailer that's going to Rock Island, Illinois. And then I'll probably have a reload just across the river in Davenport, Iowa. And I'm not sure where that'll go, probably out to Western Canada. Which way do I wanna go now? I wanna go left, right that way, okay. Come around the corner here. It's really nice of that Marine guy to stay late. He stayed an hour late chatting with me while we were unloading. He could have done it a lot faster. Turn left on, Netherlands Drive and then turn left and 240 meters. This area must have been settled by the Dutch because the road I'm on here is called Amsterdam Road. And the next road I have to turn onto is Netherlands Drive. I'm guessing it must have been some Dutch influence in this area when they were naming these roads. That's Dutch, right? Another one, Dutch. I think so. Netherlandian, Netherlander, they're the Dutch, right? Dutch, same thing. 200 meters, turn left on, Netherlands Drive and then turn left and 240 meters. See?  When I haven't, when I've dried off a little bit, I gotta go find a shower. Every time I step out of my truck for more than 10 minutes I just start sweating buckets. Everybody knows I'm Canadian. I can't even hide it. They're looking at me all strange, just soaked in sweat. Nobody else is, just me. I'm saying, sorry, Canadian, eh? And then they're looking at me funny again to start laughing because I apologized. Then I have to apologize for apologizing. And 200 meters, turn left on, Gordon Road. What, I'm Canadian, we apologize a lot, sorry. Where are we? Diesel, where are we? One second, let's ask the Googles. We made it to Flying J in, doesn't even give me a town that I'm in. Lata, South Carolina, L-A-T-T-A, La Ta. We're in La Ta, South Carolina. That's where we spent the night tonight. We got another five and a half hours to go to Atlanta. And then from there we go back up to Ontario, drop that trailer, hook up to a different trailer, bring that to Rock Island, Illinois, drop that load there or unload it, go pick up a different trailer, bring that trailer home. I think that's the plan. I think I'm going home from Rock Island, but we know that we're at least going up to Rock Island. So I got my whole next week all planned out, busy, busy, busy. So thanks for tuning in today, everybody. Tomorrow's going to be another busy day and having my work cut out for me here. You can tell that my body is not accustomed to this weather, but I like it. You know, I just need some more time down here and I would, my body would get used to it, right? I just need more time. So they'll just have to keep sending me down here until I get used to the heat. I won't be sweating buckets every time I open my window.


The paper discusses the potential of data assimilation, DA, in improving hydrologic predictions, but notes that advances in research have not been adequately implemented in operational forecast systems due to challenges such as quantifying uncertainty and efficiently merging data and models. A hydrologic DA workshop was held in Delft, Netherlands in 2010, which led to a review of the current status of DA applications in both research and operations, and discussion of potential hurdles and opportunities for transitioning research into cost-effective operational forecasting tools. The paper covers several related aspects, including theoretical aspects in DA algorithms, uncertainty estimation, new observations, real-time control of water resources systems, and community-based, generic DA tools. It recommends that cost-effective transition from research to operations should be facilitated by developing community-based, generic modeling in DA tools or frameworks, and fostering collaborative efforts among hydrologic modelers, DA developers, and operational forecasters. This article was authored by Y. Lu, A. H. Wirtz, and Clark, and others. We are article.tv, links in the description below.


The next thing we are going to discuss today is image manipulation. You must have seen a lot of students in different research journals giving different types of images and sources. So we are concerned about how a researcher can manipulate those images. Image manipulation in a research has become an emerging type of research misconduct which nearly 4% of the paper exhibiting some type of suspicious image alteration. Image does not detect any plagiarism directly in software and it is easy to present an image in your research as a guide with a little manipulation. This could be done in any kind of research. Especially in natural science research, images and the research of science and technology images are given frequently rather than giving them into the social sciences. So an image has its own credibility, its source and originality of who has created that image. Now if a researcher manipulates that image in his research and uses it then that is also an unethical practice. And today this practice is increasing a lot. While modifying images may be for better presentation purposes in research paper but still the researcher should be very careful. We can use different images but it is very important to give proper source or reference and it needs to be very careful. Image manipulation is broadly considered under three categories acceptable, inappropriate or fraudulent. So what is acceptable image manipulation? Simply seek to format a picture for publication requirements. You have taken permission from a source who created that image and you gave that source and made that image part of your research paper and wrote it by this, this and this, year this and its credit. Inappropriate. Does not modify how an image would be interpreted. That is the results are not changed by the manipulation. What can be done? They remove the background noise or other information. This could be one example. Change the color, change the font, change the size, change the dimensions. Modify contrast to obscure background noise, then splitting different microscopic fields together. There are different types of researches in science in which you bring a little variation in the image and change it a little bit. You can claim that this is your image but this was an inappropriate practice. Then the fraudulent. Images modified and effect interpretation of results removing a band from the negative control land. Like now you are in scientific research which is being done in science and technology. You claim that you have made it yourself when you have changed only one thing in it and taken it as it is but the source is not mentioned. Importantly, scientists must be mindful of the type of image manipulation they are doing to ensure that it does not purposefully or accidentally mislead their readers. The reader should not think that this image is so beautiful and research is conducted with it. This is the original image or this is someone's fraudulent or this is an inappropriate image. All the images which are being bothered should be accepted. It is very important to mention the proper source and its credits. Keeping a copy of the unaltered image is also the strong protection against acquisition of misconduct. If this is deducted somewhere the original source files if a researcher sees that this is my copy they can case it on it. They can accuse the researcher of misconduct crime. The original unprocessed image that a file is stand to which the final processed image can be compared. So basically, whenever an image is manipulated in some research keeping the source files together you should compare and contrast in which category it is coming from either it is acceptable it is inappropriate and it is fraudulent because I believe that sometime without knowing we copy someone's table we use it. Sometimes we use it to make a detailed diagram in the research or a model produced in the research. We use it and it is made based on a theory. We assume that the original researcher's theory is his model but in fact it is not his model. The conceptualized model is done by another researcher. So it is very important to give it proper source The investigator must be able to compare the original image to the manuscript figure before submitting it for the publication to ensure that the important scientific information has not evidently been processed out. So it is very important that whenever a research goes to the publication the relevant stakeholders should ensure that the sources are original and authentic and they are not being copied besides giving the due credit and credentials for the main author. So it is our responsibility to ensure that we do not just look at data manipulation but also make the image manipulation part of our consideration.


To the rink we go, BSU women's hockey back in action. Non-conference battle with Mercyhurst. No score first period. Lakers on the attack. Sarah Hine. Shot from the circle, but Lauren Bench there for the save. That keeps it at zeroes. Mercyhurst no breaks through in the second. Callie Paddock. The shot from the point. That sneaks in for a goal. 1-0 visitors. BSU though answers on the power play. Emily Berglund. The steal and furnace for the equalizer. That makes it 1-1. Then Bench shut the door the rest of the way. Look at this sequence of saves right out front. She stops 17 of 18. It goes to overtime. Berglund the game winner in her second of the night. Beavers win again 2-1 the final.


Max Strews, he'll have to find his jump shot. It's almost a certainty that he will at some point here tonight. It's a three from Tyree Applebee. Another three point attempt for Cleveland State. They take a lot of those. Butts with the feed, a cutting Devon Gage to the basket. Here that I know. Strews with the feed, down low in the dunk. For the sophomore, Kennage trying to drive inside. Around a double team, he's blocked by Reed. Blue demons on the run. Strews with another pass. Reed with another layup. Effort using a left. Staying down in a nice block shot. And look at the run. You're calling a rim runner. And Strews sharing the ball for the holiday season. Paul Reed's gotten off to a good start. Kind of a mini Euro step inside to get around the defense. This is a three coming from Kashim Thomas. And it's the big man, Jalem Hill. The six foot seven forward from three. It's a down low in the post. Butts goes off the window. And Reed with the follow up dunk. Each team around 15 a game in that category. Kennage finds his way to squirrel around Butts. Open look from three. The wing is good for Eli Kane. Paul have had at least one in 775 straight games. As Reed gets the block. There goes Kashim Thomas again. Distance you want to try to get easier opportunities. Three coming from Milner. He was red hot. Butts would also be in the score. Three on the way from Kennage is good. He got an open look for Coleman Lance. Who hits the three? The half left. Three from Jalem Hill. Strews with the bounce feed. Olujubi with the flush. From the game is six. This is a three and it goes down again. Appleby the step back three. And that one drops. Another three trying it to Olujubi. Kennage for three. Another one rattles through. Who sped it to Olujubi. Kane an open look. And Eli Kane gives the blue demons. The lead back again. Seven nothing run. Is that a quality three? It is. Blue demons five for their last seven from the field. We'll have to monitor him hobbling. Three from Milner as Strews. Shot clock at seven. Kane has been the offense tonight. And the reverse layup. Both free throws. Paul's made six in a row at the free throw line. A little digit lead for the first time in this game. Cleveland State's three point effort has evaporated. In the final eight minutes the Vikings did not make a three. A couple of crucial turnovers helped to pull down the stretch.


Hi everyone, in this tutorial, I'm gonna be showing you how to execute a Python script in Notepad++. In order to do that, I'm gonna open the Notepad++ and I'm gonna type some Python's code.  Here I'm gonna type the Python command, Python and inside double quotes, I'm gonna type the dollar sign and full current path. Now let's run this code. The problem here is that I can see the command prompt, I can see the terminal. So I'm gonna type here after the Python command dash I. Let's run now this code and here you can see our command prompt. If this thing doesn't work for you, maybe you need to copy the full path of your Python, which is installed on your machine. On my machine, the full path for Python is this. So I'm gonna copy it and let's run this again. Instead of just typing Python command, I'm gonna provide the full path and I'm gonna type python.exe and now I'm gonna run this code again. We got to the same result. Finally, you can save this command by clicking here on the save and type some name for example, run python and we can add some keyboard shortcut for example, control plus f5 and press okay. And here we have this command. We can simply just run our code by clicking here on run python. That's all in this tutorial. Don't forget to subscribe to our channel. See you in the next tutorial. Happy coding.