Chapter 1 of The Harbour of Doubt by Frank Williams. Chapter 1. Maliciously Accused. Let them think what they like. If I had died I would have been a hero. Because I lived, I suppose there is nothing in the history of crime that I have not committed. Young Captain Code Schofield sprang out of the deep, luxurious chair and began to pace up and down before the fire. He did not cast as much as a glance at the woman near him. His mind was elsewhere. He had heard strange things in this talk with her. Well, Captain, you know how it is on an island like this. The tiny thing of everyday life becomes a subject for a day's discussion. That affair of six months ago was like dropping a tombstone in a mud puddle. Everything is profoundly stirred, but no one gets spattered except the one who dropped it. In this case, yourself. Schofield stopped in his tracks and regarded his hostess with a look that was mingled surprise and uneasiness. She lay back in a shezz lounge, her hands clasped behind her head, smiling up at the young man. The great square room was dark except for the fire-light, and her yellow dress, gleaming fitfully in it, showed the curving lissomeness of her young body. Mrs. Malaby, he said, when you say clever things like that, I don't know what to do. I'm not used to it. He laughed as though half-ashamed of the confession. Appreciate them, she directed shortly, with a fleeting glance from her great dark eyes. Do you demand all my time? he asked, and flushed. The well-turned compliment caught her unawares, and she admitted to herself that perhaps she had underrated this briny youth who was again beginning to interest her extremely. But with the sally he seemed to have forgotten it and recommended pacing the floor, his hands in his pockets and his brows knit.  She noticed it with a twinge of vexation. She vastly preferred the personal. What was it, old Jed Martin said to you this afternoon? he asked. That if the opinions of old sailors were of any account, Nat Burns could get up a pretty good case against you for the loss of the May Schofield. I suppose he meant his own opinion. He's an old sailor now, but if he lives to be a hundred and fifty he'll never be a good one. I could beat his vessel if I was on a two-by-four with a pillow case for a mainsail. I can't understand why he has turned against me. It isn't only he, it's—I know it, he burst out passionately. It's the whole island of Grand Mignon from Freekirk Head to Southern Cross. Not a man nor woman but has turned against me since that awful day. Great God, what do they think? That I wrecked the poor old May for the fun of the thing? That I enjoyed fighting for my life in that sea and seeing the others drown with my very eyes? Don't they suppose I will carry the remembrance of that all my life? My heaven, Elsa, that was six months ago, and I have just begun to sleep nights without the nightmare of it riding me. Poor boy! Her voice calmed him like a touch on a restive horse, and yet he unconsciously resented the fact that it did. I haven't been blind, Code, and I have heard and seen this thing growing. It is hard for a fisherman to lose his ship and not suffer for it afterward at the hands of inferior sailors. I have known you all my life, Code, and I believe in you now, just as I did that day in school you took the whipping I should have got for passing you a note. You haven't heard the last of the May scofield, and you won't until you lay the ghost that has come out of its grave. But whatever you do or wherever you are, I want you to remember that I stand ready to help you in every way I can. All this, she swept her arm about the richly furnished room, is worthless to me now that Jim is gone, unless I can do some good for those I like. Please, Code, will you feel free to call on me if you need help? The flush that had receded returned with a flood of color that made his face beneath its fair hair appear very dark. Really, Elsa, he stammered. That's awfully handsome of you, but I hope things won't go so far as that. I can never forget what you have said. Elsa Malaby had always been like that to him. Even when she married hard luck Jim Malaby, she had always seemed to regard Code scofield as the one man in Freekirk Head. But Jim, being too busy with his strange affairs, had not noticed. Jim it was who, after twenty years of horrible poverty and ill luck, had caught the largest halibut ever taken off the banks, and made thousands of dollars exhibiting it alive.  Malaby House was his real monument, for here, on the great green hill that overlooked the harbor, he had erected a mansion that made his name famous up and down the Bay of Fundy. And here, seven years ago, he had brought Elsa Fuller as his bride, Elsa Fuller who was the bell of Freekirk Head, and had been to Boston to boarding school. It was to Malaby House that Code scofield had come to dinner this night. He had not wanted to come and had only agreed when she bribed him with the promise of something very important she might reveal. The revelation was hardly a pleasure. Nothing had been a pleasure to him since that day six months ago when his old schooner, dismasted and leaking in a gale, had foundered near the wolves, two sharp-toothed islands near Grand Mignon. Four islanders had been lost that day, and he alone had lived through the surf. What else did old Jed Martin say, Elsa, he asked suddenly? She knitted her brows and stared into the fire. Why would he always go back to that? He said that the mace scofield should have been able to live out that gale easily if she had been handled right, old as she was. She was pretty old, wasn't she? Fifty years. She was twenty when Dad got her. He sailed her twenty-eight, and I had her for two. You got a good deal of insurance out of her, didn't you, Code? Ten thousand dollars, her full value. And you bought the charming lass with that, didn't you? Yes, that, and two thousand the Dad had saved. Why? Old Jed Martin said something about that, too.  So that's it, huh? Thinks I ran her under for the insurance, the old barnacle. Is that around the island, too? I guess it must be, or I shouldn't have heard about it.  I hardly expected you would ask that, Elsa. Why, I loved that old schooner like I love—well, my mother! I believe you, Code. You don't need to ask that. I just wanted to hear you deny it. But you know there were some queer things about her sinking just then, when she was supposed to be in good condition. That burns. Ah! So he's in it, too. What does he say? He says that her insurance policy was just about to run out. Is that so? Yes. There was a tone of defiance in his answer that caused her to look up at him quickly. His blue eyes were narrowed and his face hard. And it wasn't such a hard gale, was it? No. I've weathered lots worse with the May. I can't explain why she sank. And Michael Burns, who was aboard of her, was the insurance inspector, wasn't he? Yes. The reply was more a groan than a spoken word. He laughed harshly. I can see Nat Burns's hand in all this, he cried. Why didn't I think of it before?  Oh, I had no idea I was as bad as this. He sank down into the chair again and stared gloomily into the fire. I'm glad I came to-night, he said at last. I didn't know all these things. How long has this talk been going round? Not long, Code. Her voice was all sympathy. It is simply the result of brooding among our people who have had so little in their lives. I'm sorry. What will you do? Go away somewhere else? He looked at her quickly, scorn written upon his face.  Well, hardly. I'll stay here and see this thing through if I have to do it in the face of all of them. Splendid, Code! she cried, clapping her hands. Just what I knew you would say. And remember, I will help you all I can, and whenever you need me. He looked at her gratefully, and she thrilled with triumph. At last there was something more in his glance than the purely impersonal. He had awakened at last, she thought, to what she might mean to him. There followed one of those pauses that often occur when two people are thinking intensely on different subjects. For perhaps five minutes the cheerful fire crackled on, uninterrupted. Then suddenly recollecting himself, Code sprang to his feet and held out his hand. Half past ten, he said, glancing at the mahogany chime-clock on the mantelpiece. I must really go. It has been kind of you to have me up to-night and tell me all the inner secrets of your own life that you never suspected before, she laughed. Exactly! You have done me a service like the good friend you always were. She took his hand and he noticed that hers was a trifle cold. They started toward the hallway. From the broad veranda of Malaby House the view extended a dozen miles to sea. Beneath the hill on which the mansion stood the village of Free Kirkhead nestled against the green. Now the dim yellow lights of its many lamps glowed in the darkness and edged the crescent of Stony Beach where washed the cold waters of flags cove. To the left at one tip of the crescent the flash of swallowtail light glowed and died like the fire in a gigantic cigarette. To the right, at the other, could be seen the faint lamps of Castalia three miles away. For a minute they stood drinking in the superb beauty of it all. Then Elsa left him with the conventional word and Schofield heard the great front door close softly behind her. Silently he descended the steps when suddenly from the town below came the hideous, raucous shriek of a steam whistle. He stood for a minute, astonished, for the whistle was that of the steamer Grand Mignon that daily plied between the island and the mainland. Now the vessel lay at her dock and code as well as all the island knew that her wild signalling at such an hour foreboded some dire calamity. Swiftly buttoning his coat he started on a run down the winding, rocky path that led from Malaby House. He cast one more glance toward the roofs of the village before he plunged among the pine and tamarack and in that instant caught a red glow from the general direction of the fishwarfs. 2 The Red Peril. Five minutes of plunging and slipping brought him down to the main road that gleamed a dim gray in the blackness. A quarter of a mile east lay the wharfs, the general store, and some of the best dwellings in Freekirk Head. Ahead of him in the road he could see lanterns bobbing and the illuminated legs of the men who carried them running. Behind he heard the muffled pound of boots in thick dust and the horse panting of others racing toward the scene of the trouble. The frantic screeching of the steamer's whistle that was not yet silent had done its work well. Freekirk Head was up in arms.  His long, easy stride carried him quickly over the ground, and he passed two or three of those ahead with lanterns. They shouted at him, Hey, what's the trouble? Panted one. Know anything about it? No, but it might be the wharfs, he replied, without stopping. He veered out to the edge of the road so as to avoid any more quarries. He looked with suspicion now on all these men. Who of them, he wondered, was not in his heart convicting him of those things Elsa Mellaby had mentioned. His straightforward nature revolted against the hypocrisy in men that bade them treat him as they had done all his life, and yet think of him only as a criminal. Suddenly the dull red that had glowed dimly against the sky burst into rosy bloom. A great tongue of fire leaped up and licked the heavens, while floating down the brisk breeze came the distant mingling of men's shouts. As he passed a white wooden gate, he heard a woman on the porch crying and a child's voice in an impatient question. Then for the first time he lost sight of his own distress and thought of the misery of his whole people. It was August and the Indians should soon be coming from the mainland to spear-purposes. The dulls-pickers in the back of the island reported a good yield from the rocks at low tide, but outside of these few there was wretchedness from Anthony's nose to Southern Cross. The fish had failed. A hundred years and more had the grand mignot fisherman gone out with net and hand-line and trawl, and for that length of time the millions in the sea had fed, clothed, and housed the thousand on the island. When prices had been good there were even luxuries, and history tells of men who, in one haul from a weir, have made their twenty-five thousand dollars in an hour. This was all gone now. The fish had failed. Day after day, since early spring, the men had put to sea in their sloops and motor dories, trawling and hand-lining from twenty miles out in the Atlantic to four-and-a-half fathoms off Dutch edge. The result was the same. The fish were poor and few. Even at bulkhead rip, where the sixty-pounders played among the racing tides, there was scarcely a bite. A fisherman lives on luck, so for a month there was no remark upon the suddenly changed condition. But after that, as the days passed and not a full dory raced up to Bill Bowton's fish stand, muttered whispers and old tales went up and down the island. It was recalled that the fish left a certain Norwegian coast once for a period of fifty years, and that the whole occupation of the people of that coast was changed. Was that to be the fate of Grand Mignon? If so, what could they do? Extensive farming on the rocky island was impossible, and not one ship had ever been built there for the trade. Where would things end? So it had gone until now, in the middle of August, the people of Freekirk Head, Seal Cove, and Great Harbour, the main villages along the front or Atlantic side of the island, were face to face with the question of actual life or death. So far the season's catch was barely up to that of a good month in normal times. Credit was low, and salting and drying were almost useless, for the people ate most of their own catch. Things were at a standstill. And now the fire on top of it all! Captain Code Schofield thought of all these things as he ran along the King's Road toward the fire. Now he was almost upon it, and could see that the fish stand and wharf of the two wealthiest men in the village were burning furiously. The roar of the flames came to him. A hundred yards back from the water stood Bill Bouton's general store, and next it, in a row, dwellings.  The King's Road divided at Bill Bouton's store, the branch leading down to the wharfs, while the main road went on to Swallowtail Light. Schofield plunged down the branch into the full glare of the fire, where a crowd of men had already gathered. As good luck would have it, there was not a vessel tied up to the stand, the whole fleet being made fast to its moorings in the bay. Code's first duty, when he started running, had been to make sure that his laughing lass was riding safely at her anchorage. The burning wharfs faced south. The brisk breeze was southeast and bore a promise of possible rain. The steamer, Grand Mignot, after giving the first warning, had steamed away from her perilous dockage to a point half a mile nearer the entrance to the bay, and now lay there shrieking until the frowning cliffs and abrupt hills echoed with the hideous noise. How did it happen? asked Schofield of the first man he met. Don't know exactly. Calculate some tanks in the oil room caught first. Can't do much with them wharfs, I guess. Who's in charge of things here? The Squire. Schofield hurried away in search of Squire Hardy, headman of the village, and local justice of the peace. He found him working like a Trojan, his white whiskers ruffled into a circle about his face. Lend us a hand here, Code, yelled the Squire, who, with three other men, was attempting to get a great circular horse trough under a huge pump, with a handle long enough for three men to lay hold of. Schofield fell too with a will and helped move the trough into place. The Squire set the three men to the task of filling it and then went to code. Any chance to save those wharfs, do you think? No, Squire. Better leave them in the fish houses and work on Bouton's store and the cottages. They're right in path of the wind. It'll be tough on Naylor and Thomas to lose their stand in houses, but you know what'll happen if the fire gets into the dwellings. I thought so all along. Curse me if I didn't, yelled the Judge, and then, turning toward a crowd of men who were looking apprehensively here and there, he shouted, All hands with the buckets now, lively! Suddenly the basement doors of Bouton's store were thrown open, and a huge black bearded man with a great voice appeared there. Buckets this way, he bellowed, in a tone that rose clearly above the roar and crackle of the fire. As the men reached him, he handed out the implements from great stacks at his feet. Rubber buckets, wooden buckets, tin and iron buckets, new, old, rusty, and galvanized. It was Pete Ellenwood, the fire-martial of the village and custodian of the apparatus. Because in the hundred or more years of its existence there has never been water pressure in Grand Mignon, the fighting of a fire there with primitive means has become an exact and beautiful science. A few bold spirits had disputed the wisdom of Squire Hardy's orders to let the wharf and fish-house burn, and had attempted to give them a dousing. In less than five minutes they had retreated, singed, and hairless, due to a sudden explosion of a drum of oil. Play on Bill Bouton's store, came the order. Already an iron ladder reached to the eaves of the building. Two men galloped up its length, dragging behind them another ladder with a pair of huge horks at the end. Clinging like monkeys, they worked this up over their heads and up the shingles until the hooks caught squarely across the ridge pole of the house. Then, on hands and feet, they trotted up this and satisfied the ridge pole. One of these was Code Scofield. Other men now swarmed up the ladders until there was one on every rung from the ground to the top of the house. Below, a line of men extended from the foot of the ladder to the great circular horse trough. Another line extended from the opposite side of the store also to the horse trough, where three men worked the great pump. Back twenty yards along the king's road, a white-faced row of women and children stood, ready to rush home and move their furniture into the field. Code, looking down, made out his mother and returned her friendly wave. Their house was across the road not a hundred feet away. With a muffled roar another drum on the pier exploded. A great wave of molten fire shot out in the breeze and the shingles on Bill Bouton's store, parched with the drought of a month, burst into quick flame. The squire ran back to the water trough. "'Dip!' he yelled. Big peed Ellyn Wood, with the piles of buckets beside him, seized one and twitched it full. "'Pass!' screamed the squire as it came up dripping. Ellyn Wood's great arms swung forward to meet the arm of the man a yard away. The bucket changed hands and went forward without losing a drop. Up it went, swiftly, from one to another, to the eaves, to the two men at the top. Now the fire sent branches out from the burning wharf along the low frames where some of the season's miserable catch was drying in the open air after salting. The fish curled and blackened in the fierce heat. Only two men were not in the bucket brigade. They were Naylor and Thomas, who stood watching the destruction of their whole property. They knew the squire had done well in saving the village rather than their own buildings. It was the tacit understanding in Freekirk Head that a few should lose rather than the many. Code Schofield, from his perch on the Bouton roof-tree, looked down again to where he had last seen his mother. Once more he distinguished the tall figure with its white face looking anxiously up at him and he waved his hand reassuringly. Then his eye was caught by two other figures that lurked in the first shadows farther up the King's Road. A moment later he made sure of their identity. They were Nelly Tanner and Nat Burns. For years there had been a dislike between the Burns's and the Schofield's. Old Jasper Schofield, Code's father, and Michael Burns had become enemies over the same girl a quarter of a century before and the breach had never been healed. Old Captain Jasper had won, but he had never forgotten and Michael had never forgiven. Quite unconsciously the feud had been passed on to the children of both, for Michael had married within a few years, and from school days Code and Nat had been the leaders of rival gangs. When they became young men they matched their seasons' catches and raced their father's schooners. They were the two natural leaders of the Freekirk Head Youngbloods, but they were never on the same side of an argument. Schofield wondered why Nat Burns was not at the fire, as usual attempting to make himself leader of the battle without doing much of the work, and now the reason was apparent. He preferred to pursue his courting under the eyes of the village rather than to obey the unwritten law of service, and he was with Nelly Tanner. Unlike most youths there had never been a time in Code's life when he had passed the favour of his affections around. Since the time they were both five Nelly Tanner had supplied in full all the feminine requirements he had ever desired, and she did at this moment. But Nat Burns had seen a great deal of her in the last three months, he remembered, taking advantage of Code's desperate search for fish. Once in this train his thoughts bore him on and on. Memories, speculations, and desires crowded his mind, and he forgot that beneath him the roof of Bouton's store was burning more and more briskly. Suddenly the man beside him on the ridgepole shook his arm. Say, Code! he cried. What's that burning over there? I didn't know the fire had gone across the street. Schofield looked up quickly and followed the direction of the other's arm that pointed through the trees to the opposite side of King's Road and a little to westward. Good Lord! he cried excitedly. It's my own place, and my mother is all alone down there. Quick! send somebody up here. I'm going! End of Chapter 2. Recording by Roger Moline Chapter 3 of The Harbour of Doubt This LeBrivox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Roger Moline The Harbour of Doubt by Frank Williams Chapter 3 The Test The man behind him climbed to the ridgepole and Code began the descent, necessarily slow and careful, because the ladders were loaded with men passing buckets. When he reached the ground he started for home on the run. Opposite Bouton's general store was another shop that made a specialty of fishermen's oilers, boots, and overalls. Two houses to the westward of that was the old Schofield place, a low, white house, surrounded by a rickety fence and covered with ivy. Once he reached the middle of the road Code saw that he had been mistaken in the location of the fire, for his mother's place was intact. The flame was coming, however, from the next house, but one, by Jonah Tanner's place. A crowd was gathering in the yard that was overgrown with dusty wire grass, and the squire was pushing his way through to take charge. Code knew that only two days before, Captain By Jonah and his wife had sailed on the Roseanne to St. John's for lumber, leaving Nelly alone in charge of the three small tanners. He wondered where they all were now. He found his mother on the edge of the crowd that was helping to save the furniture, and learned that Nelly and young Burns had already arrived and were doing what they could. From the first it was apparent that the place was doomed, for although there were plenty of men eager to form a bucket brigade, the supply of water was limited, and most of the buckets were at the larger fire. But the squire was working wonders and enlisted Code to help him. In fifteen minutes the whole roof and attic were ablaze, and the men turned their attention to wetting down the near walls of the houses on each side. All the valuables and most of the simple furniture had been saved. At the earliest moment Scofield escaped from the squire and sought out Nelly. He found her hysterical, surrounded by a group of women, and hovered over by Nat Burns. With each hand she held a child close to her. Byge, where is little Byge?  Tom and Mary are here, but I've lost Byge. Oh, Nat, where is Byge? Bless me if I know, stammered Burns, weakly. Last I saw of him he was under that cherry-tree where you told him to stay until you got the others. It went more than five minutes ago I seen him there. He must be around somewheres. I'll look. Without another word he hurried off in a frantic search, looking to left and right, behind every bush, and among the crowd, bellowing the boy's name at the top of his voice. Code walked up to the frantic girl and went straight to the point. Hello, Nelly, he said. Where do you calculate little Byge might be? I hear you've lost him. Yes, I have, Code. I stood him under that cherry-tree and told him not to move. When I got back he was gone. He was seven and just old enough to run around by himself and investigate things. Oh, I'm so afraid he's gone. Listen, Code's sharp, masterful tone put a sudden end to her sobbing. Was there anything in the house he valued much? Suddenly she drew in her breath sharply. Yes, yes, she cried. His mechanical train. He asked me if I had got it and I said I had. He must have gone over to the furniture and found it hadn't been brought down. Oh, Code, Code! What's the matter, Nelly? It was Nat Burns' hard voice as he elbowed roughly past Code and bent solicitously over the girl. He had heard her last words and the pleading in them, and his brow was dark with question and anger. Did you find him, Nat? queried Nelly in an agony of suspense. No, I don't know where the little beggar can be, he replied. I've—the girl screamed and fainted. What's the matter here? shouted Burns. What's the matter with her? The boy went back into the house for his toy engine and hasn't come out again, said Code, facing the other and regarding him with a level eye. There was a dramatic pause. After Nat's proprietary interest in Nelly and her affairs, it was distinctly his place to make the next move. Everybody felt it, and Code, subconsciously realizing this, said nothing. It required another moment for the situation to become clear to Burns. Then, when he realized what alternatives he faced, he gradually grew pale beneath his deep tan and looked to find and look defiantly from one to another of the group about him. Rot! he cried suddenly.  It wasn't five minutes ago I saw him under the cherry tree. I haven't looked in this direction. Wait, I'll be back in a minute. And again he was off in his frantic search, his voice rising above the roar of the fire. Code waited no longer. Snatching up a blanket from the ground, he raced toward the burning house. The lower floor was still almost intact, but the upper floor and the roof were practically consumed. The danger lay not in entering the house, but in remaining in it, for although the roof had fallen in, yet the second floor had not burned through and was in momentary danger of collapse. The spectators did not know what was in Code Schofield's mind until he had burst into the danger zone. Then, with the blanket wound about his arm and shielding his face, he plunged toward the open doorway. It was as though he stood suddenly before the open door of a vast furnace. The blast of heat seemed an impenetrable force, and he struggled against it with all his strength. One more look, a mighty effort, and he was in the temporary shelter of the doorway. He drew a long breath and plunged forward. He knew the plan of the Tanner House as he knew his own, and he remembered that in the rear was a room where the children played. The hall ran straight back to the door of this room, but there was no egress from the rear except through the kitchen which adjoined the playroom. The heat that beat down upon his head made him dizzy, and he could not see for the smoke that filled the hall. Instinctively he went down on his hands and knees, discarding the blanket and crawled toward the rear. He had scarcely reached the closed door of the playroom when, with a thunderous roar, the ceilings at the front of the house fell in, cutting off any escape in that quarter. He knew that at any moment the rest of the ceilings would collapse. Half strangled with the increasing smoke, he staggered to his feet and lunged against the door, forcing it open. The dim light from the one square-pane window showed a small form huddled on the floor, the mouth open, and a tiny locomotive gripped in one hand. A rush of smoke and flame followed the violent opening of the door, and code felt himself growing giddy. A swift glance behind showed a wall of fire where the wall had once been, and for the first time he realized the seriousness of the task he had taken upon himself. But there was no fear, rather there came a sense of gladness that a fighter feels when the battle has at least come to close grips. He swept the small form of byge up into his arms, and leaped to the window that was built low in the wall and without weight. To raise it and manipulate the catch was out of the question. With all his strength he swung his foot against the pane, squarely in the middle. Panes and frames splintered outward, leaving the casement intact, except for a few jagged edges of glass. Then suddenly as he dropped the boy to the ground outside there came a blast of fire on the back draft created by the opening.  Men who had heard the crash of glass when the window went out rushed forward and dragged man and boy to safety. A quarter of an hour later his head and neck bandaged with sweet oil. Code made his way weakly to where Nelly sat among her belongings, cradling in her arms the boy whom the doctor had just brought back to consciousness. He's all right, is he? asked Schofield. She smiled up at him through her tears. Yes, the doctor says it was just too much smoke. Oh, Code, how can I thank you for this? And you are hurt. Is it bad? Can't I do anything?  No, said Schofield. You can't do anything. It isn't much. I'm only glad I succeeded. Don't think anything about it. Father and mother will never forget this, and I'm sure will do what they can to make it right with you. He looked at her as though she had struck him. Never in his life had she used that tone.  What do you mean by that? he faltered, hardly knowing what he said. Nothing, Code, only, only. She could not finish. What has happened, Nellie? He began, and then halted. His gaze riveted upon her hand. A single diamond glittered from the dirt and grime that soiled her finger. That, he gasped, stunned by a feeling of misery and helplessness. Nat and I are engaged, she said in a low voice, without answering his question, just since last night. There was nothing more to be said. The banal wishes for happiness would not rise to his lips. He looked at her intently for a moment, saw her eyes again drop and walk away. He was suddenly tired and wanted to go home and rest. The reaction of his nervous and physical strain had set in. The hundred yards to his own gateway was a triumphal procession, but he scarcely realized it. Somehow he answered the acclamations that were heaped upon him. He smiled, but he did not know how. At the gate, someone was waiting for him. At first he thought it was his mother, but he suddenly saw that it was Elsa Malaby. He told himself that she must have come down to the village to watch the fire and wondered why she was in that particular place. Code! she cried. Her face flushed with glad pride. You were splendid! That was the bravest thing I ever heard of in my life. I knew you would do it. He smiled mechanically, thanked her, and passed on while she gazed after him, hurt and struck silent by the cold misery in his face. I wonder, she said to herself slowly, whether something besides what I told him has happened to him tonight. End of Chapter 3 Recording by Roger Maline Chapter 4 of The Harbour of Doubt This lip of ox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Roger Maline The Harbour of Doubt by Frank Williams Chapter 4 Refugees It was almost one o'clock in the morning when Code went into the parlor of his mother's cottage and sank down upon the ancient plush sofa.  There was apparently no one at home. Even little Josie, the orphan that helped his mother, seemed to have been drawn out into the road by the excitement of the night, and the house, except for a single lamp burning on the table, was in darkness. He thought of going upstairs to bed, but remembered that his mother was not in, and decided he would rest a little while and then go out and find her. Suddenly it seemed very luxurious and grateful to be able to stretch at full length after so much labour, and within a few minutes this sense of luxury had become a pleasant oblivion.   Lay down again, Code, she said.  We've just got some friends for the night. Poor boy, let me see your burns! Schofield, who had guided schooners for years through the gales and shoals of the Bay of Fundy without a qualm, became red and ashamed at his mother's babying. Rubbing his sleepy eyes, he sat up again determinately, and made an effort to greet the company who, he knew, had come into the room with his mother. Across the room, near the old melodian, sat Nellie Tanner, holding little beige and smiling wanly at him. The other two children leaned against her, asleep on either side. Don't get up, Code, she said. You've earned your rest more than any man in Freekirk Head tonight. I'm afraid, though, we're going to make more trouble for you. Moscow Field wouldn't let me go anywhere else but here till the Roseanne gets back from St. John's.  They'll sail around Flag Point and look for the kitties waving in front of the house.  He knew by the tense, strained tone of her voice that she was very near the breaking point, and his whole being yearned to comfort her and try to make her happy.  Now you just let me handle this, Nellie, he said. And we'll soon have Tommy and Mary and Vige all curled up on that sofa like three kittens. With a sigh of ineffable relief she resigned the dead weight in her weary arms to him, and he, stepping softly and holding him gently as a woman, soon had the boy more comfortable than he had been for hours. Mary and Tommy followed, and then Nellie, free of her responsibility at last, bent forward, put her elbows on her knees, and wept. Code, wracked and embarrassed, looked around for his mother, but that mainstay was nowhere in sight. He thought of whistling, so as to appear unconscious of her tears, but concluded that would be merely rude. To take up a paper or a book and read it in the face of a woman's weeping appeared hideous, although for the first time in many months he felt irresistibly drawn to the ancient and dusty volumes in the glass-doored bookcase. He compromised by turning his back on the affecting site, thrusting his hands in his pockets, and studying the remarkably straight line formed by the abrupt junction of the wall and the ceiling. Do you mind if I cry? Code, sobbed the girl, apparently realizing their position for the first time. No, go right ahead! He cried as heartily as though someone had asked for a match. He was intensely happy that the matter was settled between them. Now the harder she cried the more he liked it, for they understood one another. So she cried, and he walked softly about, his hands in his pockets, and his lips puckered for the whistle that he did not dare permit himself. Moscofield interrupted this near-domestic scene by her arrival, carrying a tray on which were several glasses covered with a film of frost and out of which appeared little green forests. Code ceased to think about whistling. Oh, Moscofield, what have you done? cried Nelly, her tears for the moment forgetting to flow as her widening eyes took in the delights of the frosted glasses and piles of cake behind them. Done! queried Ma. I haven't done anything but what my conscience tells me ought be done.  Nelly's tears disappeared not to return. She shook her head. No, Ma, she said. My conscience is just like them children. Sleeping so hard it would take Gabriel's trumpet to wake him up. It's more tired than I am. All right! said Ma with finality. We will now proceed to refresh ourselves. It was two o'clock before they separated for the remainder of the night. Code's room, with its big mahogany double bed, was given over to Nelly and the children while he gladly resigned himself to the humpy plush sofa. By this time they had received news from half a dozen neighbors that Bill Bouton's general store had been only half destroyed and that the contents had all been saved. The wharfs and fish houses were at last burning and property on the leeward side of the flames was declared to be safe. A general exodus began along the King's Road. Men who had galloped up from Great Harbour, with an ax in one hand and a bucket in the other, mounted their horses and rode away. Others from Hayward's Cove and Castalia, who had driven in buggies and bookboards, collected their families and departed. The King's Road was the scene of a long procession as though the people of Freekirk Head were evacuating the town. A detachment of men under Squire Hardy's orders remained about the danger zone, ready to check any further advance of the flames or to rouse the town to further the resistance should this become necessary. But for the most part the people of the village returned to their homes. Wide awake and nervous, Scofield lay open-eyed upon the couch while unbidden thoughts raced through his brain. The very fact of his sleeping on the plush couch was enough to bring to his mind the memory of one whom he had irretrievably lost on this memorable night. Was she not, at this moment, under his own roof, miserable and nearly destitute? He knew that, as long as he might live, his humble room upstairs would never be the same again.  Never again he knew could he enter it without its being fairly fragrant of her who, all his life, he had considered the divinest created thing on earth. By her presence she had sanctified it and made of it a shrine for his meditative and wakeful hours. Ever since they had gone to school together, hand in hand, the names of Nellie Tanner and Code Scofield had been linked in the mouths of grandmagnon busybodies. Living all their lives two doors away, they had grown up in that careless intimacy of constant association that is unconscious of its own power until such intimacy is removed. Tonight the shock had come. It was not that Code had taken for granted that Nellie would marry him. Never in his life had he told her that he loved her. It is not the habit of men who rove the seas to keep those they love constantly supplied with literature or confectionery or to waste too many words in the language of devotion. He admitted frankly to himself that he had always hoped to marry her when he had acquired the quarter interest in Bill Bouton's fish-stand that had been promised him. But he had not told her so, nor did he know that she would accept him. The idea had been one to be thought of only at times of quietness and confidence in his future such as come to every man. But he had not reckoned on Nat Burns. He had not realized quite to what an extent Burns had made progress. He recalled, now that it was brought forcibly home to him, that Nat had been constantly at the Tanners for the last four or five months. But Code had thought nothing of this, for Nat had paid similar court at times to others of the girls of Freekirk Head. He was, in fact, considered the village beau. And Nellie herself had told him nothing. There had been a modest shyness about her in their relations that had kept him at an exasperating and picket distance. Well, everything was over now, he told himself. He could take his defeat since Nellie did not care for him. Then he suddenly recalled Burns's actions and manner of speaking during the harrowing moments of the fire. I wonder if Nat really loves her, he asked himself. And if not, why did he become engaged? End of Chapter 4 Recording by Roger Milleen Chapter 5 OF THE HARBER OF DOUBT This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Roger Milleen THE HARBER OF DOUBT by Frank Williams Chapter 5 Startling News The homecoming of Captain by Jonah Tanner and his wife did not provide the thrill looked for by the more morbid inhabitants of Freekirk Head. In the excitement of the fire, all hands had forgotten that cable communication between Mignon and the mainland was unbroken. The operator, in the pursuance of his duty, had sent word of the fire to Eastport and then concocted some cable dispatches for Boston and Portland papers that left nothing to be desired from the viewpoint of sensationalism. In his zeal for filling space and eking out his slender income, the operator left nothing standing on Grand Mignon except the eternal rocks and the lighthouse. It was such an account that by Jonah Tanner fed upon, that morning in the tiny cabin of the Roseanne, and half an hour after he had read it he was under way. Special mention had been made of Code Schofield's rescue of Little Byge, with a sentence added that the Tanner place had been wiped out. With their minds filled with the desperate scenes of cataclysm and ruin, the Tanners raced the complaining Roseanne around Flagpoint six hours later, only to fall upon one another and dance for joy at the sight of the village, nestling as of yore against the green mountains and gleaming white in the descending sun.  But to see the village content and smiling, except for a poor building or two, was joy enough to overbalance the personal loss. So those who expected a tearful and emotional homecoming were disappointed. Code met the Dory that rode ashore after Byjona had made fast to his mooring in the little cove that was the road stead for the fishing fleet. He had half expected to share the duty with Nat Burns, since the recent change in his relations to the Tanners. But Burns did not put in an appearance, although it was three o'clock in the afternoon. Byjona shook hands with him, and Matanar kissed him, the latter ceremony being a baptism of happy tears that all were safe and alive. Byjona cleared his voice and pulled hard at his beard. Understand you're quite a hero, Code! he ventured bluffly, careful to conceal any emotion, but resolved to give the occasion its due.  But not so with Matanar. She wept and laughed over the preserver of her offspring, and called him so many exulting names that he was glad to turn her over to Nelly and his mother at the Schofield Gate. Hutt and flushed with the notoriety she had given him along the main road, he retired to the corner shop and drank wonderful cold ginger-beer out of a white stone jug until his temperature had returned to normal. But later he returned to the house and found the Tanners about to depart. The widow Sprague, near the Oddfellows Hall, who lived, as she expressed it, all deserted and alone, had agreed to take the family into her rambling cottage. Luke Fraser had brought his truck-card up alongside the rescue Tanner belongings, and they were already half loaded. Can you come down to the witty-tonight, Code? asked Bijona. I've got something to tell you that ought to interest you considerable. Yes, I'll be there about eight, was the reply as Schofield joined in loading the truck. He found the captain that night smoking a pipe on the low front porch of the widow Sprague's cottage, evidently very much at home. Bijona motioned him to a chair and profited a cigar with a slightly self-conscious air. Inside the house Code could hear the sound of people moving about and the voice of a woman singing low as though to a child. He told himself, without question, that this was nilly getting the kitties to sleep. A fellow hears queer things over in St. John sometimes, announced by Bijona suddenly, sucking at his pipe. Yes. And this time I heard something about you. Me? I don't know. Three people in St. John's. Yes, I met one of the three, then. Where? How? Who was it? Bijona Tanner coughed and shifted uneasily in his chair. Well, he said, I was taking a little turn along the water front, just a little turn, as the wife will tell you. When I dropped into a, or that is, a rum shop, and heard three men at the table next to mine talking about you. Schofield smiled broadly in the darkness. Bijona's little turns along the water front of St. John's, or any other port, had been the subject for much prayer and supplication in the hearts of many devout persons thoroughly interested in their neighbor's welfare. And of late years, my Tanner had been making trips with him to supply stimulus to his conscience. What were they talking about? So far from being suspicious, Code was merely idly curious of the gossip about him. My boy, said Tanner, suddenly grave, I was the best friend your father had for forty years, and I'm going to try and be as good a friend to his son.  I won't, Captain, go ahead, said Code, his interest awakening. Well, them men was talking about the loss of the old May Schofield, and one of them in particular allowed as how he didn't think it should have foundered when it did. What do you think of that? Schofield had stiffened in his chair as though undergoing a spasm of pain. The sentences smote him between the eyes of his sensibilities. Had it come to this that his name was being bandied dishonorably about the bar rooms of St. John's? If so, how, and why? Then I suppose you've heard the talk in Grand Mignon before this? Yes, Code, I have.  I'm getting old, but there ain't very many men here able enough to shove that name back down my throat, and I've noticed none of them tried. It's all idle talk, that's all, and there ain't a soul that can prove a single thing against you, even cowardice, and that's more than can be said of some men in this village. Code was grateful, and he said so. It was something to find a friend so staunch and loyal that suspicion had never even found soil in his mind where it might take root. Two such he had now, Elsa Malaby and by Jonah Tanner. What else did those men say, he asked in conclusion? If I remember right, and I was perfectly clear at the time, this is what one said. Fellers, says he to the other two. He says, Fellers, that young captain Schofield and Freekirk Head is going on the rocks, or I don't hear what's going on in my office. Then they're going to sue him to recover part of his insurance on the old schooner, May Schofield, asks a second If I didn't hear the chief say that this morning, you can shoot me on sight, the first answers. And then for a while I couldn't hear any more. And you can bet I was watching the door something awful for fear Ma would come in and spoil it all by dragging me off. But who were these men? asked Code. Whom did they mean by the chief? I was just getting to that. After a while, from a little bit here and a little there, I made out that the first young feller was Private Secretary to the President of the Marine Insurance Company. That's the firm that carried the old May, isn't it? Yes. I thought so. They've got my Roseanne too, though I wish mightily now that they hadn't. This feller is the Private Secretary to the President, and the other two are clerks or something in the office. They may have been up to something crooked, and then again they may have just been talking things over, as young fellers often do when they're interested in their work. Anyway, there's enough in what they said to set you thinking, I calculate. Yes, said Code, slowly and grimly. It is. I've only known that the island was talking since last night, and now I find St. John's is too. It's spreading pretty fast, it seems, and I wonder where it'll end. He pondered silently for a while. If they sue to recover, what'll you do? ventured Tanner, hesitatingly. God knows, answered Schofield, and laughed bitterly. I haven't got a thing on earth but the charming lass, and this year I haven't caught enough fish to pay for my new mainsail. My credit is still good at Bill Boutons, but that's all. But the cottage? That is my mother's, and they could never get that. If they sue and I lose, they must take the lass, and after they've subtracted the judgment from the sale price, I suppose I'll get the rest, maybe enough to buy a second-hand sloop. Yes, but that isn't the worst part of it, Code.  I know. He had seen hard winters that had tried the resources of the village to the utmost, but he had never faced one that promised to be like the next. Well, what would you advise me to do, Captain? Get out, snapped Tanner. Get a crew and take the lass to sea. There's one thing sure. A lawyer can't serve you with the summons or anything else, if he has to look for you on the Atlantic Ocean. Schofield smiled. The remedy called for was heroic, truly, but was it honorable? I wonder if they can do that anyway, he asked. After the May was lost, the insurance people settled without a complaint. Can they rake up that matter again now? By Jove, that reminds me. Them fellows discussed that very thing, and the Secretary said that if the law had been broke at the time of the sinking, I mean, if the schooner wasn't fit or had been tampered with, that it was within the law. But, of course, somebody's got to make the complaint. That's just it, cried Code, springing up and throwing away the stump of his cigar. Somebody has got to make the complaint. Well, now, from what I can see, somebody's made it. All this talk could not have gone on in the island unless it started from somewhere. And the question is, where? They were interrupted by the sound of footsteps. In the darkness, the figure of a man appeared approaching the house. A moment later, the newcomer stepped on the loa veranda, and both men recognized him. It was Nat Burns. Is Nelly here? He asked, without the formality of the usual greetings. I calculate she is, Nat, replied Tanner, rising to the feet. Wait a minute, and I'll call her. But he had not reached the door before the girl herself stepped out on the porch. She ran out eagerly, but stopped short when she saw Code in the darkness. Their meeting was obviously reserved. In the interim, Tanner walked to where Schofield stood, silent. I calculate I can give you a pretty good idea where all this trouble started from, he growled in a low tone. But before he could go on, Nelly interrupted him. Father, she said, coming forward with Nat, I want to tell you something that we've all been too busy to discuss before this. Nat and I are engaged. He gave me the ring night before last when you were in St. John's. I hope you are pleased, Father. By Jonah Tanner remained silent for a moment, plainly embarrassed by the duty before him. Between most men who follow the sea and their daughters, there is much less intimacy than with those who are in other walks of life, long absences and the feeling that a mother is responsible for her girls are reasons for this, while in the case of boys who begin to putter around the paternal schooner from their earliest youth, a much closer feeling exists. Tanner could not bridge the chasm between himself and his daughter. Did you tell your mother? he asked finally. Yes. And was she satisfied? Yes, indeed. She was very happy about it, and told me to come right down and tell you. Well, if it suits her, it suits me, was the dry conclusion. I hope you'll be happy. You've got a fine gal there, Nat. I know I have, Captain, said Burns warmly, and I'll try to make her happy. All right, grunted by Jonah, and sank back into his chair. Between praising one man who saved his youngest boy, and congratulating another who was to marry his eldest girl, Captain Tanner's day had been over-full of ceremonial, face-to-face with the inevitable, Code Schofield offered sincere but embarrassed congratulations. And he was secretly glad that when opportunity offered for him to shake Nat Burns's hand, that young gentleman was busy lighting a cigarette. The lovers went inside, and Code stood dejectedly, leaning against the railing. Tanner removed his pipe and spat over the railing. It's too blamed bad, he muttered. What? asked Code, almost unconsciously. It's too bad! It's too bad, I say. I used to think that maybe Nelly would like you, Code. I've counted on it considerable all my life. But it's too late now. Young Burns'll have to be one of the family from now on. Thanks, Captain, said Schofield with forced cheerfulness. I had hoped so, too. But that's all past now. By the way, who wasn't you thought started all this trouble? I'd like to know that. One of the family, muttered Tanner, his thought still busy. Then, recollecting Schofield's question, he appeared about to speak, hesitated, and at last said, Bless my soul and body, if I know. No, I wouldn't want to say what I thought, Code. I never was one to run down any man behind his back. Code looked in amazement at the old man, but not for long. A moment's thought concerning Tanner's recently acquired relation made his suspicion doubly sure that Nat Burns's name had been on by Jonah's tongue. He immediately dropped the subject and, after a little while, took his departure. End of Chapter 5 Recording by Roger Maline Chapter 6 Of The Harbor of Doubt This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Recording by Roger Maline The Harbor of Doubt by Frank Williams Chapter 6 The Island Decides In Freekirk Head, next morning, painted signs nailed to telegraph poles at intervals along the King's Road, as far as Castalia read, Mass Meeting Tonight, Odd Fellows Hall, 8 o'clock, all come. Who had issued this pronunciamento, what it signified, and what was the reason for a town meeting nobody knew? And as the men trudged down to their dories, drawn up on the stony beach near the burned wharfs, discussion was intense. Finally, the fact became known that a half-dozen of the wealthiest and best educated men in the village, including Squire Hardy and the Reverend Adelbert Bish, rector of the Church of England Chapel, had held a secret conclave the night before at the Squire's house. It was believed that the signs were the result, and intimated in certain obscure quarters that Pete Ellenwood, who had always claimed literary aspirations, had printed them. Odd Fellows Hall was the biggest and most pretentious building in Freekirk Head. It was of two stories height, and on its gray-painted front bore the three great guilt links of the society. To one side of it stood a wreck of a former factory, and behind it was the tiny village lock-up. It marked the spot where the highway turned south at right angles on its wild journey south-west, a journey that ended in a leap into space from the three hundred-foot cliffs of gull-haunted, perpendicular southern head. The interior of the hall was in its gala attire. Two rows of huge oil lamps extended down the middle from back to front. Others were in brackets down the side walls, and three more above the low rostrum at the far end. The chairs were in place, the windows open, and the two young fishermen who acted as janitors of the hall stood at the rear, greeting those that arrived with familiar jugularity. Into the hall meant to accommodate two hundred, three hundred people were packed. The men in their rusty black, the women in their simple white or flowered dresses, the children brushed and pig-tailed, had all brought their Sunday manners and serious attentive faces. On the low platform presently appeared the Reverend Adelbert Bish and Squire Hardy. The rector was a young man with a thin, ascetic face. His mouth was pursed into a small line, and he wore large, round spectacles to aid his faded blue eyes. His clerical garb could not conceal the hesitating awkwardness of his manner, and the embarrassment his hands and feet caused him seemed to be his special cross in life.  Looking over his glasses. Friends, he said, we have gathered here tonight to discuss the welfare of Grand Mignon Island and the village of Free Kirk Head.  You know that I am not exaggerating, he continued, when I say that we are face to face with the gravest problem that has ever confronted us. It has pleased God and His infinite providence so to direct the Finney tribes that the denizens of the deep have altered the location of their usual fishing grounds. Day after day you men have gone forth with nets and lines like the fishers of old. Day after day, also like some of the fishers of old, you have returned empty-handed. The salting bins are not filled, the drying frames are bare, the shipments to St. John's have practically ceased. I do not need to tell you that this spells destitution. This island depends on its fish, and since cod and hake and Pollock have left us, we must cast about for other means of support. This meeting, then, after due deliberation last night, and earnest supplication of the Almighty for guidance, has been called to determine what course we shall pursue. Mr. Bish, warm now and perspiring freely, retired to his seat and mopped his face. Across the audience, which had listened intently, there swept a murmur of low speech. It is not given to most fisherfolk to know any more than the bare comforts of life. There's is an existence of ceaseless toiling, ceaseless danger, and very poor reward. Hardship is their daily lot, and it requires a great incentive to bring them to a full stop in consideration of their future. Here, then, in free time, they will be able to go to the Here, then, in free Kirk Head were three hundred fishermen with their backs against the wall. Mutely brave, because it is bred in the bone, quietly preparing for a final stand against their hereditary enemies, hunger and poverty. The low murmur of awestruck conversation suddenly stopped, for Squire Hardy, with his fringe of white whiskers violently must, had risen to speak. Mr. Bish has just about got the lobster in the pot, he declared. But I want to say one thing more. Things were bad enough up to a week ago, but since the fire they have been a great deal worse. Mr. Naylor and Mr. Thomas, who owned the fish stand that burned, have been cleaned out. They gave employment to about twenty of you men. Those men are now without any work at all, because the owners of the other fish stands have all the trawlers and dorymen they need. Even if they didn't have, there are hardly enough fish to feed all hands on the island. More than that, and now I hope you won't mind what I am going to say, for we've all been in the same boat one time or another, Mr. Bouton can't be our last hope much longer. You and I and all of us have got long-standing credit at his store for supplies we've paid for later from our fishing. The fire of the other night cost Mr. Bouton a lot, and as most of his money is represented in outstanding credit he cannot advance any more goods. Mr. Bouton is not here himself, for he told me he would never say that word to people that he has always trusted and lived with all his life. But I am saying it for him, because I think I ought to, and you can see for yourselves how fair it is. Now that's about all I've got to add to what Mr. Bish has said to you. Yes, there's one thing more. Great harbour and seal-cove below us here are as bad as if not worse off than we are. We cannot look for help in that direction, and I will be a lot thinner man than I am now before I ever appeal to the government. We're not paupers, and we don't want city newspapers starting subscription lists for us. So, as Mr. Bish has said, the only thing for us to do is to get our eyes out of the heavens and see what we can do to ourselves. The squire sat down, pulling at his whiskers and looking apprehensively at the rector of whose polished periods he stood in some awe. The audience was silent now. The squire had brought home to these men and women some bald, hard facts that they had scarcely as yet admitted even to themselves. There was scarcely enough to see what we could do for ourselves. The squire sat down, pulling at his whiskers, and looking apprehensively at the rector of whose polished periods he stood in some awe. There was scarcely one among them whose account with Bill Bouton was fully satisfied, and now that this mainstay was gone the situation took on an entirely different aspect. For some minutes no one spoke. Then an old man, bearded to the waist, got upon his feet. I've seen some pretty hard times on this island, he said, but none like this here. I've thought it over some, and I'd like to make a suggestion. My son Will is over on the back of the island, Pick and Dulse. The market for that is good. He's even got ten cents a pound this summer. This is the month of August, and winter is considerable ways off. How about all hands turning to and Pick and Dulse? This idea was received in courteous silence. There were men there who had spent their summers reaping the harvest of salty brown kelp from the rocks at low tide, and they knew how impractical the scheme was. Although the island exported yearly fifteen thousand dollars worth of the strange stuff, it was plain that should all the men devote themselves to it, the return would by no means measure up to the labor. One after another, then, the fishermen got to their feet and discussed this project. In this cause of common existence embarrassment was forgotten, and tongues were loosed that had never before addressed a public gathering. A proposition was put forward that the islander should dispute the porpoise-spearing monopoly of the Quadi Indians that were already sailing across the channel for their annual summer sport, but this likewise met with defeat. A general exodus of men to the Sardine canning factories in Lubeck and Eastport was suggested, and met with some favor until it was pointed out that the small Sardine herring had fallen off vastly in numbers, and that the factories were hard put to it to find enough work for their regular employees. Self-consciousness and restraint were forgotten in this struggle for the common preservation, and above the buzz of general intense discussion there rose always the voice of some speaker with an idea or suggestion. Code Schofield had come to the meeting with Pete Ellenwood and Jimmy Thomas, both Dory-mates at different times. They sat fairly well forward, and Code, glancing around during the proceedings, had caught a friendly greeting from Elsa Malaby, who, with some of her old girlhood friends, sat farther back. The solemn occasion for and spirit of the meeting had made a deep impression on him, but as the time passed and those supposedly older and wiser delivered themselves merely of useless schemes, a plan that had come into his mind early in the evening began to take definite shape. As he sat there, he pondered the matter over until it seemed to him the only really feasible idea. Finally, after almost two hours of discussion with no conclusion reached, a pause occurred, and Code, to the amazement of his companions, got upon his feet. As he did so, he flushed, for he wondered how many of those eyes suddenly fixed upon him were eyes of hostility or doubt. The thought stung him to a greater determination. I don't want to be considered bold after so many older men have spoken, he said, looking at the squire, but I have a suggestion to make. Go ahead, make it, bellow the squire, cordially. I wish more young men would give us their ideas. Thinking it over, I have come to this conclusion, proceeded Schofield. There is only one thing the men in this island do perfectly, and that is fish. Therefore, it seems only common sense to me that they ought to go on fishing. A ripple of laughter ran around the room that was now hot and stuffy from the glare and smell of the great oil lamps. Code heard the laugh, and his brows drew down into a scowl. Of course, they cannot go on fishing here. But there are any number of places north and east of us where they can go on. I mean the Grand Banks and the Cape Shore and the Gulf of St. Lawrence. We have schooners and sloops, we have dories and men, and can get provisions on credit, I should think, for such a cruise. That, then, is my idea, that the captains of Grand Mignon fit out their vessels, hire their crews on shares, and go out on the banks for fish, like the Gloucester men and Frenchmen. If we do it, we're going against the best in the world, but I don't believe there is a fisherman here who doesn't believe we can hold our own. Suddenly, far back in the room, a woman arose. She was young, and her face showed that once it might have been beautiful. Her frame was large and angular, and her rusty black clothes sat awkwardly upon it. But youth and beauty and girlish charm had gone from her long sense, as it does with those whose men battle with the sea. She was a widow, and a little girl clung sleepily to her dress. "'Codesco failed,' she cried. "'What about the women?  You ain't going to sail them wintergales on the shoals, are you? How many of you do you suppose will come back?' She shook off those near her who tried to pull her down into her seat. Last year they lost a hundred and five out of Gloucester, and every year they make widders by the dozen. If it was set in India's coral strand, you'd know it was a fishing-town by its widders, and Freekirk Headle'd be just like it. "'I lost my man in a gale,' her voice broke, and she paused. "'Do you want us all to be widders? How can you go and leave us? It's the women the sea kills with misery, not the men. What can we do when you're gone? There ain't any money nor much food. If there comes a fire, we'd all be cleaned out, for what could we do? If you'll only think of us a little, us women, maybe you won't go!' She sank down amid a profound silence. "'Poor thing!' rumbled Pete Ellenwood. "'She shouldn't have come. Al Green was her man.' Saabing sounded in another quarter of the hall, and the men looked at one another, disconcerted. Still no one spoke. The matter hung in the balance, for all saw instantly that could the women be provided for this was the solution of the problem. Though taken aback, Code stood to his guns and remained on his feet. Suddenly, in the middle of the hall, another woman rose. Her motion was accompanied by the rustle of silk, and instantly there was silence, for Elsa Malaby commanded considerable respect. Code saw her with surprise as he turned. She noted his puzzled expression and flashed him a dazzling smile that was not lost, even in that thrilled and excited crowd. He answered it. "'I consider that Captain Schofield has solved the problem,' she said in a clear, level tone. "'There is no question but that the men of Grande-Mignol should fit out their ships and fish on the banks. There is also no question but that the objection Mrs. Green raised makes such a thing impossible. Now I want to tell you something. I belong in Freekirk Head, and you have all known me since I was little. Hard luck Jim Malaby belonged in Freekirk Head and made his money out of the island. Jim's money is mine now, and you can rest assured that while the men are away fishing, no woman or child on Grande-Mignol shall go hungry while I am alive to hear of it.  It is only natural and I expect it, but ever since Jim left me I have wondered how I could do the most good with his money here. I would like to give it, but if you won't have that you can borrow it on a long-time loan without interest or security. Now I will go out and you can talk it over freely.  Three cheers for Mrs. Malaby, he yelled, and the very building shook with the tumultuous response. It was five minutes before the squire, purple with shouting for order, could be heard above the noise. Then with hand upraised he shouted, All in favour of Schofield's plan, say aye! And the aye was the greatest vocal demonstration ever given in Free Kirkhead. End of chapter 6 CHAPTER VII A stranger. The ensuing week was one such as the village had never beheld. A visitor to the island might have thought that war had been declared and that a privateering expedition was being fitted out. On the railroad near Flag Point there was always some vessel being scraped or painted. Supplies brought over from St. John's by the steamer Grand Mignon were stowed in lazorates and below. Rigging was overhauled, canvas patched or renewed, and bright tawny rope substituted for the old ones in sheet and tackle. Every low tide was a signal for great activity among the vessels made fast alongside the wharfs, for the rise of the water was nearly twenty feet, and when it receded the ships stood upright on their keels and exposed their bottoms to scraper, cocking mallet, and paintbrush. In every house where father or son was expecting soon to sail the women were busy with clothing and general outfit. There was a run on the store carrying oil skins, sea boots, oil lamps, stoves, and general paraphernalia. All these things were gotten on credit, for there is no such thing as a vessel returning empty-handed from the banks, and Bill Bouton stood sponsor for most of them. The owners of vessels divided their time between provisioning and overhauling their ships and the securing of crews. One rainy afternoon, when work had been generally suspended, a number of the men gathered inside Bill Bouton's store to wait for a let-up in the downpour, and the subject of crews was broached. How are you coming with your crew, Bige? asked a tall, lanky man of Captain Tanner. First rate! Got a dozen men now, and that's about all the Roseanne can take care of. At that somebody will have to sleep in a locker, I calculate. You're doing well, Bige. I hear Jed Martin can't round up more than eight, and he'd been as far south as Great Harbour. Do you wonder, put in a third, Jed ain't never set up grub that a shark would eat. I sailed with him once five years ago, and that was enough for me. Twelve men ain't much, put in Tanner. Them Gloucester men sail with sixteen or eighteen right along, and I've heard a one-feller put out of T-warf Boston carrying twenty-eight dories. Of course, them fellers lays to fill up quick and make short trips for the fresh market. Ain't many of them briners. Don't believe there's anybody who'll carry sixteen men out of here, is they? came a voice from over in the corner. Sure! The rumble and bellow of the reply denoted Pete Ellenwood, where he sat on a cracker-box. His six-and-a-half feet of length sprawled half-way from one counter to the other. There's Nat Burns as Heddy B. She'll carry sixteen, and so will Code Schofield's laughing lass. Maybe more. Ha! Yes, if he can get them, sneered a voice.  Of course he'll get them. Why not? demanded Ellenwood, turning upon the other belligerently. Well! replied the other. They do say there's men in this village, and farther south, too, that wouldn't sail with Code, not for a thousand dollars and all fund. Them that says it are fools! declared Ellenwood. And liars! cut in by Jonah Tanner hotly. Why won't they sail with a lad? He can handle a schooner as well as you, Bert, and better. Yes, said the other contemptuously. Nobody's ever forgot the way he handled the old May Schofield. Better not play with fire, Bides, or you'll get your hands burned. Pete Ellenwood got upon his feet deliberately. He was the biggest and most powerful man in the village, despite his forty-five years, and his ableness in a discussion, physical or otherwise, was universally respected.  I've got something to say. For considerable time now, I've heard dirty talk about Code and the May Schofield, dirty talk, and nothing more. Now, if any of you can prove that Code did anything but try and save the old schooner, let's hear you do it.  I don't want to hear no more of that talk. There was silence for a while, as all hands sought to escape the gray, accusing eye that wandered slowly around the circle. Then from back in the shadows somewhere, a voice said sneeringly, What axe you got to grind, Pete? A laugh went around, for it was common talk that, since the death of Jasper Schofield, Pete had expressed his admiration for Moscow Field in more than one way. I got this axe to grind, Andrew, replied Ellenwood calmly, that I'm signed on as mate in the charming lass, and I believe the boy is as straight and as good a sailor as anybody on the island. This was news to the crowd, and the men digested it a minute in silence. How many men ye got sailing with ye, asked one who had not spoken before? Five outside the skipper and me, was the reply, and I calculate we'll fill her up in a day or so. Seven men can sail her like a witch, but they won't fill her hold very quick. She'll take fifteen hundred crinnell easy, or I judge her wrong. A prolonged whistle from outside interrupted the discussion, and one man going to the door announced that it had stopped raining. All hands got up and prepared to go back to work. Only by Jonah Tanner remained to buy some groceries from Bouton. Steamer's early today, said the storekeeper, glancing at his watch. She's bringing me a lot of salt from St. John's, and I guess I can get it into the shed tonight. Having satisfied Tanner, he went out of the store the back way and left the captain alone filling his pipe. A short blast of the whistle told him that the steamer was tied up, and idly he lingered to see who had come to the island. The passengers, to reach the king's road, were obliged to go past the corner of the general store, and by Jonah stood on the low wooden veranda, watching them. Some two dozen had gone when his eye was attracted by a pale, thin youth in a light gray suit and Panama hat. He thought nothing of him at first except to remark his clothes, but as he came within short vision Tanner gave a grunt of punishment and bit through the reed-stem of his corn cob pipe. He recognized the youth as the one he had seen in St. John's, and had referred to as the Secretary to the President of the Marine Insurance Company. Instantly the old man's mind flashed back to what he had heard only a week before, which he had told code. He stood looking after the stranger as though spellbound, his slow mind groping vainly for some explanation of his presence in Freekirk Head. He felt instinctively that it must be in connection with the case of Code Scofield and the May, and his feeling was corroborated a moment later when, from behind the trunk of a big pine tree, Nat Byrne stepped forward and greeted the other. They had apparently met before, for they shook hands cordially and continued westward along the King's Road. A few steps brought them opposite the gate to the Scofield Cottage, and by Jonah, following their motions like a hawk, saw Nat jerk his thumb in the direction of the house as they walked past. That was enough for Tanner. He was convinced now that the Insurance Man had come to carry out the threat made in St. John's, and that Nat Byrne's was more intimately connected with the scheme than he had at first supposed. By Jonah set down his package of groceries on the counter inside, and turned away toward the wharf, where the charming lass was tied up for a final trimming. She already had her salt aboard, and most of her provisions, and was being given her final touches by Pete Ellenwood, Jimmy Thomas, and the other members of the crew that had signed on to sail in her. Tanner hailed Ellenwood from the wharf, and beckoned so frantically that the big man swarmed up the rigging to the dock as though he were going aloft to reef a topsel in a half a gale. "'Codes in a pile of trouble,' said the old man, and went on briefly to narrate the whole circumstance of the Insurance Company's possible move. That feller came on the steamer this afternoon, and if he serves code with the summons, or attachment, or whatever it is, it's my idea that the lass will never round the swallow-tail for the banks. Where is the boy?' Went up to Castelia to see a couple of men who he thought he might get for the crew. But I don't think Burns or anyone else knows it. He wanted to make the trip on the quiet, and get them without anybody's knowing it if he could. But what do you calculate to do, Byge?' "'By the great snood, I don't know,' declared Tanner helplessly.' "'Well,' said Pete reassuringly, "'you just let me handle this little trouble myself. We'll have the skipper safe and clear if we have to commit murder to do it.  I'll do the rest.'" Feeling the responsibility to be in capable hands, and secretly glad to escape events that might be too much for his years, Captain Tanner walked back to the road, secured his package of groceries at the store, and made his way home to the Widow Spraig's house. For five minutes Pete Ellenwood lounged indolently against a spile, and grossed in thought. Then he put on his coat and crossed the King's Road to the Schofield Cottage. He had hardly opened the gate when a strange youth in a gray suit and Panama hat came out of the front door and down the path. Pete recognized the newcomer from St. John's, and the newcomer evidently recognized him. "'Ha! Captain Code Schofield, I presume,' he announced, thrusting his hands nervously into his pocket and bringing out a fistful of papers. So eager and excited was he that unnoticed he dropped one flimsy sheet many times folded into the grass. "'No, I'm not Schofield,' rumbled Ellenwood from the depths of his mighty chest. "'Get along with you now!' "'Please accept service of this paper, Captain Schofield,' said the other, extending a legal-looking document, and shrugging his shoulders as though to say the Pete's denial of identity was, of course, only natural, but could hardly be indulged. "'I'm not Schofield,' bellowed Pete, outraged. "'My name's Ellenwood, and anybody'll tell you so. I won't take your dirt paper. If you want Schofield, find him.' The young man drew back, nonplussed, but might have continued his attentions, had not a passerby come to Pete's rescue and sworn to his identity. Only then did the young lawyer, for he was that, as well as private secretary, withdraw with short and grudged apologies. Pete, growling to himself like a great bear, was starting forward to the house when his eye was caught by the folded paper that had dropped from the packet in the lawyer's hand. He stooped, picked it up, and, with a glance about, to prove that the other was out of sight, opened it. As he read, his eyes widened and his jaw dropped with astonishment. Twice he slowly spelled out the words before him, and then, with a low whistle and a gigantic wink, thrust the paper carefully into his pocket and pinned at the pocket. "'That will be news to the lad, sure enough,' he said, continuing on his way toward the house. The little orphan girl Josie admitted him. He found Mrs. Schofield on the verge of tears. She had just been through a long and painful interview with the newcomer, and had barely recovered from the shock of what he had to tell. Code, since learning of what was in the air, had not told his mother, for he did not wish to alarm her unnecessarily, and was confident he would get away to the banks before the slow-moving St. John firm took action. Pete, smitten mightily by the distress of the calmly middle-aged widow, melted to a misery of unexpressible tenderness and solicitude. In his words and actions of comfort he resembled a great, loving St. Bernard dog who had accidentally knocked down a toddling child and his desirous of making amends. Moscofield took note of his desire to lighten her burden and presently permitted it to be lightened. Then they talked over the situation, and Pete finally said, "'I'm sending Jimmy Thomas down to Castalia in his mortar-dory to find code.' Of course the skipper took his own dory, and we may meet him coming back. What we want to do is hit him off and keep him away from here. Now there's no telling how long he might have to stay away, and I've been figuring that perhaps if you was to take him a bundle of clothes it wouldn't go amiss.' "'I'll do it,' announced Ma, sturdily. "'Just you tell Jimmy to wait a quarter of an hour and I'll be along. Now, Pete Ellenwood, listen here. What scheme have you got in your mind? I can see by your eyes that there is one.' "'May!' cried Pete reproachfully. "'How could I have anything in my mind without telling you?'  He called Jimmy Thomas up from the duties of the paint pot and brush and gave him instructions as to what to do. They talked rapidly in low tones until Mrs. Schofield appeared. Then Jimmy helped her into the mortar-dory and both men pushed off. "'I calculate I'll have it all worked out when you come back,,' said Pete, as the engine caught the spark and the door moved away. Mrs. Schofield turned around and fixed her sharp blue eyes upon the giant ashore. "'Peter!' she cried. "'I knew there was some scheme. When I get back!' But the rest was lost, for distance had overcome her voice. Ellenwood stood and grinned benignly at his goddess.  "'Sprightly as a gal, she is!' he allowed. "'Dumbed if she ain't!' End of Chapter 7 Recording by Roger Maline


The New York Jets are poised for improvement this year, maybe not a full on breakout because the division is tough and the overall schedule is very very difficult. We start the season off with four AFC North games which is insane and also always dog fights. I think the team would be happy to come away with two wins there and I think we get those on the road in Cleveland and in Pittsburgh on week two and four. I think we split with Miami on this season so we'll take the one week five and then we have four really tough games before the bye week in week ten where I think the only one we're gonna get is with the Patriots. We get the Patriots again after the bye week for week eleven where I will say we split with them on the season as well and they can take the home one. And then the Jets have the easier part of their schedule to end the season where I think they're gonna pick up wins against Chicago at home, against Detroit and Jacksonville at home and on the road at Seattle. That puts the season vinyl record at eight and nine and they would just miss the playoffs maybe by a game or two depending on how the rest of the day of C plays out. But I do think the Jets overall take a big step up as a young core together and I think they just missed the playoffs in one of the best and toughest divisions in the league.


What is up beautiful? Oh, ah, we got wigs in front of me and Wigs are my favorite thing in the world. They make me just so happy. They bring so much joy to my life without wigs I don't know if I'd be living today. Honestly, they're just a great time If you've never put on a wig before in your life I highly recommend to just try it out because it will change your life. You can just change your look so fast So today we're playing with wigs and I'm so excited. I couldn't wait to film this video today I am way too excited for this We're gonna make a drag wig my first drag wig.  Okay, because we're not going for just a regular drag wig No, we're gonna make it as extra as possible. Think Trixie Mattel sort of moment the bigger the better I mean, I want like full wave full glam like massive massive wig and so for that I needed three wigs Okay, one of these isn't gonna be showing but oh my god. Do you know who this is a little celebrity over here? This week is actually from my Amazon. I mean an Amazon wig look better video Whatever it was called and she's still thriving.  Anyways, I just found love with this one. I mean this peach to pink moment. I Looked at these and I was like, that's kind of mean like are you trying to make me feel some type of way because I feel like I need to buy These so I bought them. So these are my babes today They're gonna be stacked. Okay, and if you don't know what stacking wigs means then get ready because it's the most satisfying thing to watch And this wig is gonna be so large and in charge that I don't even know if I can like pull it off I'm just playing with you. Obviously I can pull it off. Did you really believe that?  This is not real hair This is synthetic So it is Styletable with heat because plastic can be Morphed into different styles, but you cannot put high high heat on it You can use a curling iron doesn't work with that So we're gonna heat style it but with a steamer. Let's start off by just brushing this out really quickly Gorge I'm just gonna stick a couple of hairpins in to her head This is gonna really anchor this down and if you don't want to ruin your lace then don't do this I really don't care about this lace. I'm just gonna cut it off after anyways Boom now. She is secure. She's on there and she's ready to go and so am I so our first section is gonna be right up here It's gonna be a very small section. It's just gonna kind of get rid of this part up here by Pulling it all straight up from the part on both sides so that this curl will kind of break up that it's gonna pull it very taut and Just put this color in Beautiful, it's gonna put these clips in the side and no and that will be that it's super easy Honestly on wigs because it just is but we're gonna put two more on each side going around the face and always Direct the curl forward. You'll see why after when you start styling it why that's very important And over direct towards the face make sure you're getting all those ends in or else you're gonna get hooks on the ends That's one side complete. Let's do the other one. All right, so that is the front all complete Not super difficult.  All right, so let's work on the top of the head now We're gonna do another section right behind this first one And we're gonna use our bigger rollers for this section and instead of going forward this time when we curl the hair We're gonna go backwards away from the face that way.  We are done with the Mohawk section. Is it perfect? Is it flawless? No doesn't need to be because this is just gonna be quick styling It's really not that serious considering her hair is already curly front is the most serious part But this stuff it's gonna look good no matter what like even if it's a little sloppy But yeah, she's got a lot of hair and I have to do two of these So we're just trying to get through this right now. I'm trying to get through a lot of things in my life My two kids my husband, they're all running around. I have to go ten to them and I can't spend all day doing the wig So anyway, so we're gonna do now the purple all going back on the side You'll see how I do that. We'll divide this into three and let's have these going back again Make sure you wrap those ends in man because that is so important Like if you don't wrap those ends in there, like it's just gonna be really ugly and like very amateur Second one over here Okay, so we got those three now on that side and now we're gonna drop down this bunch of stuff over here The first one is gonna go This way going away from the face and then that one going downwards that way You're getting that volume up here, and you're getting this nice curl down here All right, those two are in there and now we're gonna put this last one on this side This is gonna be a big roller So it is so slippery it is very hard to control So that is half the head done one more than half and then we're gonna do this exact same thing on the other side You guessed it. Let's do it. So I'm just gonna be putting, you know one big one right here and one small one going back most of the Look of the curls and the volume of it is gonna be really be important when you start to tease it and morph the Curls into place that's when you have the most control on a wig once I start back combing all the hair and Morphing into place with my hands and really creating a sculpture with it That's when the real detail comes in and that's when you can really change the wig We're gonna do that look at this last curler in and then we'll go on to the next step Another good pointer.  That's the difference. Okay, great My little sloppy set is ready to go So the next step is gonna be to steam the hair. This is so fun I love this step. We're gonna put a bag over this entire head and then we're put the steam under it You'll see in a second. You can grab this on Amazon. It's super duper cheap And it's almost the best thing even for like clothes like you can definitely use this for clothes and it rocks That's literally what it's made for not for mannequin heads, Brad. I'm sorry I have my lovely bed bath and Bihang bag over here because I have been doing a lot of shopping for my house because I moved. Oh If you guys want a house tour, let me know sis. I will do it again though I do live in New York City this looks concerning, but I do live in New York City And so things are not as big as LA here, okay? We live in little shoebox apartments, but I do love my apartment if you want to see it Let me know make out. Oh my god.  So I'm just gonna Leave this in here. Oh The other side make sure you get the front real good real poppin Okay, so Pretty hot in there.   It's gonna go really voluminous up there So we're gonna over direct everything backwards. We're not gonna do anything for it this time Everything's gonna be super duper voluminous and extra Cool, let's do it. Bam all going back. Okay Yes, I love my job. I love you and I'm so thankful. I guess I do this for a living. Thank you for real I mean, I did it too. Listen, I'm not giving you all the credit here but thank you for watching and Continue to watch you you rock bam one down 12,000 more to go second one going in we're again We're just going back you guys nothing perfect.  It's not gonna make any difference And boom, that's a mohawk now onto the sides again everything back simple You guys by the way, I never mentioned like the price of these. These are both $50 wigs So they're really not like crazy expensive You can definitely get these anywhere like I just pick these up at a local big store with beauty supplies But I mean not super super cheap, but it's definitely more affordable than like some other wigs I've used for sure So I just finished this set I'm just gonna put a little hairspray in because I forgot you that before on the other one definitely should have done that a little bit All right hairspray that not too too much and then we're gonna continue to steam it like we did last time I'm steaming away Steaming away. All right, again, we're gonna close the bag up We're gonna pop this off So this aside to sit and cool down after like 15 minutes I'm gonna take the bag off of the wig and just let it cool down in the room temperature air for about 15 more minutes All right, so I went ahead and started taking out some curls just to make sure it was set properly This is exactly what we want these really bouncy curls. Oh, sorry you guys This is this is the way we started with so we're just gonna continue to take out all these rulers and then we can get The fun part this is the part I'm waiting for is styling this hair. It's gonna be great. It's gonna be really fun Okay, let's do it. This is like the most satisfying part of all is like getting to see your work come together like that's a bouncy curl. Hi Okay, now that those are all out We're gonna start teasing or back combing whatever you want to call it and we're gonna start from the back And this is still looking super sloppy. I know but it'll come together. All right We're gonna start back combing from the bottom and work our way up. We're gonna really back home this It's gonna be extremely messy and back combing is better if you start from like the ends and really push up If you want a lot of teasing start really down low You're not really gonna get much if you're just doing a route like that It'll work on the way of after but we just want to get this volume in there first This week is pretty sparse in the back I'm not gonna lie like these tracks are really showing me You're basically gonna make a huge mess and then fix that huge mess. So basically My life we're getting good projection back here. That's what we definitely want And you can kind of start to shape it how you want it as you go up We're just kind of like getting all this teasing in there and do a little hairspray So make sure you keep those ends teasing free because we're gonna really shape those up after but this looks great Like I am really happy with the way this is shaping And when we get to the front, we are leaving all of these forward-facing curls We're leaving them out.  See this This is what we want this beautiful projection back here. Oh Why does this make me so happy just that big shape in the back? Okay, so that is one side of this wing finished in the back.  This is only one of the wigs We're gonna be using two and then one inside the other one You'll see so I'm gonna finish this other side of this wig teasing it and everything doing the boring stuff And then we're gonna add the second wig on top of this to make it just epic and insane and extra as hell Let's go on. All right. Great. So we have that done as you can see She has major major volume and she's gonna get twice as much. So This is that and now it's gonna become a whole different thing. Okay. Let's grab my other wigs All right, so I'm gonna gently brush all of this out And we're gonna start teasing again from the bottom up and everything is gonna go back Including these front pieces. Let's go. I'm just gonna keep this very very little bit of hair in the front out I know I said before I wasn't gonna do that But I actually am because this is gonna be like the nice hair that lays on top. All right So we're gonna leave a very thin section like a centimeter wide in the front of the hairline. Oh My god, I've never teased so much in my life and still feel like I've gotten nowhere This one's almost done. We're gonna get back to the other one and then put this one on top I can do this man. I can do it All right, here's our Babe back and we're just going ahead and shaping all these waves back in the hair. This is where the art comes in This is the part that I like. You know, we have that little wave over here. Nice projection in the front All right, let's get our other babe back on here our main bay. This is our secondary bay All right now it comes in our purple wig.  Okay, because you can never have enough volume Okay, and now we're just gonna secure this with a billion pins I'm gonna actually flip it upside down and start pinning this side things if you're gonna like actually where that's at As a drag queen, I would definitely recommend something way more sturdy than just regular hair pins My god, this wig is as big as my body Okay, so that is one side pretty much all done. I'm gonna go ahead Finish the other side and this is all just about like I'm making a mess and I get so quiet when I'm focused That's why I'm not talking at all. It really is a sculpture You're just working with the texture that you have and just forming some waves and volume and very tedious process I just have to commend everybody that does this for a living like wow, it's definitely a job.  I think five hours now. I keep going forever.  The second wing is still here I ended up attaching it right there behind the first wig and then laying this hair from the second week Over and creating this wave formation and then this same thing on the other side It's actually pretty simple and then I added a lot more wave over here It just formed it with my hands, but now she has more of like a part I wasn't really feeling like the all-back thing. It just wasn't my vibe And I just kind of brought the hair forward instead of it all going back like it was before anyways That's what happened. I'm so sorry. I didn't film it I honestly was having a breakdown because I didn't like it at all and like I was like I'm gonna make it work somehow And I did I'm very happy with it now I'm gonna go put it on my head finally and show you guys what it looks like on a real person. Okay, let's do it Like hello. Oh, did anybody order a tall glass of sexy cuz I'm here Here she is What's my drag name because I don't have one. Let me know if you come up with one. This is quite a wig I Think that I love it like okay. It's definitely not perfect like it's definitely my first drag wig But I feel a fabulous and beautiful and isn't that what drag's all about am I living my extra life? Yeah, yeah I am that's for sure, but whoo that was quite a challenge for me It's definitely extra and it's definitely what I envisioned just not as perfect as what I envisioned It wasn't the best tutorial. It wasn't the worst, but that's what you get today. Okay? Everything was pretty easy up until I started stacking the wigs because that's something I've never done before and believe me you guys this thing is so heavy my head is gonna fall over At least I got them attached and like I can move my head and they don't fall off like before It was like almost gonna fall off and I really have to do some major surgery on it to make it all stay together, but I Finally did it. I conquered this drag wig challenge of mine I hope you guys liked it. There's only five more days into the launch of X Mondo my hair care brand my very own baby that I've been working on forever, and I'm so excited for you guys to see it I've been working my butt off and it's sickening Everything has is sickening. Okay, and if you guys would like to get your hands on one of the first X Modo products being released There is only limited quantity being released for the first launch So sign up at X mono hair dot com for the newsletters So, you know exactly when X mono drops, which is March 15th and also check out my YouTube channel on March 15th at 12 p.m. Eastern Standard Time because there will be a launch video showing you exactly what the park is and how to use it and a Little story about my life and how all this came to be and today's Twitter Shout-out goes to Jade my wig almost fell off Jade Thank you for always retweeting my video links and if you guys would like me the next Twitter shout-out Please have your notifications on and retweet my video links on Twitter. Thank you guys so much for watching today Don't forget And I will see you Next


in terms of fixing problems, you know, in my perception, the main problem right now is the European folks who are trying to prevent authors from publishing in our journal unless it's, you know, completely a utopian fantasy of, you know, how to operate a business enterprise. You know, so that to me is the big problem is this plan S proposal from Europe where they're trying to force every journal to conform to their standards or otherwise, you know, authors won't be able to publish in them. So it's not just, you know, a standard for that article. It's a standard for the entire journal that they're imposing externally. And I mean, and they've been very transparent about this. They want to essentially change the entire business model of scholarly publishing.