Okay, I'm walking down the hall. We did walk through the door to Living Miracle Studio for Awaken the Heart. I just walked in the green room. Nicholas is here. We're doing a little speaker just to let people know about it. Oh wow, yeah. This is definitely something you want to show up for. This is just such a beautiful session we're about to have. This Awaken the Heart TV show. So here we go. If you're listening to this, you want to tune into the show. In upcoming versions, go to LivingMiracles.org. Go to Living Miracles Virtual, LLM Virtual on the upper left-hand corner of the page. And just sign up and then download Zoom for free. It's a free software and then away you go. Okay, I'm going into the studio. Here's our special guest star for this episode, David Hoffman. We're periscoping. We're squeakering. I'm doing a squeaker episode. I just stopped in the green room and down the hall in Living Miracle Studio. It was like NBC Studio. It was like Tonight Show or something. Thank you. Here we go. I don't know if I can just put this down somewhere for recording purposes. Yeah, lovely. It can be right here. Can we have a seat right there? Let's get comfortable. We're not the one I don't think yet, are we? No. It's all right. I heard the periscope come on, the little whistle. Four minutes. Yes, we are live on LLM Virtual Periscope and we are getting lots of hearts. It's bursting hearts. It's so wonderful. It's so beautiful to have a life like this.  You guys really got the set really nice. It's gorgeous. You know, it's radiant. It's like our party. Yeah. Our happy dreams set. God transforms everything. I remember when this was a garage. I know. We had to close off the garage door and then, oh yeah. That was some time ago, but this is sparkly. Christmas lights up. Everything sparkly, yeah. It's in complete order. We've got backstage with Andy and Jeff, which is always quite dynamic and adds a burst of joy at the outset. There's our commentators. It's like a parade of characters. I know it's adorable. Full of joy and further ways you can join on LLM Virtual. So I'll do our final signing out here. So what we want to do now is go to livingmiracles.org. It doesn't matter if you've never been there before. It's a very friendly site. Click the button that says LLM Virtual. And there you'll find a live audience link. And when you click that, it will take you here. If you've never been here before, what you'll need to do is download Zoom first, which is very easy and there's instructions on the page. So do come. And just click on it. Which is very easy and there's instructions on the page. So do come and join us here. Don't worry, it takes a few minutes for you to get set up and miss the exact start. Come on in any time. Leave if you need to go pick up the kids from school. Come back and join us again. We're all about spontaneous and natural. And you're so very natural. Now this screen here is off. Until we go live. So I think we can go live now and we'll start on them. Okay. Whatever they're going to do. And then you'll know your life when I key in. We won't see the people on the screen this time. You will? Okay. Eric will take care of that for you. Eric. Welcome back Eric. I heard some joy left from the other room this morning. California Miracles. His family now understands he's a very important job because he works in TV. Whatever it takes. Whatever it takes. They find out they'll say boy. Oh my God. You're legit. What about Ellen virtual? We're almost there. He's going to record. He's recording gallery with you in the other room. You gave him recording rights? I did. Andy's mic is on your hand. It's live. I know. All these people show them and you've got to mute all the mics. 500 mics at once. Jeff. How are you going to do that? We need like a... It's good. Is it good? It's got to get used to it. It's got to get used to it. Good morning everyone. Welcome to our new featured show. It's called Awake in the Heart. And we have Lisa Fair is our hostess. And I guess today is David Hothmeister. I heard you were talking about her loss in the other room. Yeah, this is beautiful. Today we start again. Last week we were doing some... We had a lot of fun. We had a lot of fun. We had a lot of fun. And last week we were doing some... What we'll call trial shows. And today is the real thing apparently. So, Awake in the Heart. What hurts Awake in a couple of years? Yes, very much so. And we have some other ways that you can connect with Living Miracles Virtual. One of which is we have an online discussion group every Sunday at 6pm Mountain Time.  And it's a very good group for two reasons. One is that we actually do some expression session where we bring the blocks to the awareness of love's presence to the light. And we also discussed the book Unwind Your Mind by David Hothmeister. And I can put the link in the chat for you. Actually, while I'm putting that on, why don't you tell them about the upcoming retreat? I think I will. That's a good idea. So January 1st through January... See, January 1st through the 3rd. That's Friday through Sunday. We're going to do a Living Miracles Virtual Retreat. It's called Miracles and Guidance. And you're most welcome to come join us. And you'll put that link up as well in the chat. We did one two weeks ago. It was now three weeks ago. And it was a rollicking success. And we're expecting the same thing, although I shouldn't be setting expectations, but apparently I am, for you to come and join us. And all the information is on the link that Andy will provide. We'd love to see you. I think I said the other day, the more, the merrier. This is the season of Mary. So come join us. So it's January 1st. We start at 7 p.m. Mountain Standard Time. And we go through until about noon on the Sunday. So you're most welcome to join us. And you may go in that chat. Oh, here we go. Okay, you got it. And you'll send that out. Just a few more words, Jeff, while this is coming along. What about Unwind Your Mind Group? The Unwind Your Mind Group. It's a beautiful thing that we do on Sunday nights. Andy's given me a little bit of information about it. We had one last night. And, man, the sharing that took place. Fantastic. And I love it. It's all for my mind. And it can be for your mind, too. So you're most welcome to join us. And just express what's on your heart. It's a safe place to do so. And it feels a little uncomfortable when you first start. But I promise you, it's the way through to forgiveness. And speaking of which, my favorite lesson today. God is the love in which I forgive. Wow, that really hit me this morning at our we have a meeting. And that really, really opened up my heart. It awoke in my heart. And now we're having a show. We're waiting for it.   What a segue. Johnny Carson couldn't do it that way. Okay, the links are in the chat.  And there are two links for the Unwind Your Mind Group. And there's one link for the upcoming retreat. Beautiful. So I just felt it would be really lovely to have you joining us. A little sense of who David Hofmeister is. David Hofmeister is spirit. So I'm going to define something that's undefinable. We have with us someone who is sharing the voice for God. And that's what's really important. And that can come through all of us. And David is one who's just allowed all the blocks to that voice coming through to be removed. David is known as a mystic, a modern-day mystic. He's traveled the world's 39 countries and he needs to sit down lower. 39 countries over the last 29 years. And he's very well-renowned as a course in miracles teacher. He's also which is a non-dual path and so it appeals to many people there. Many Buddhists have loved a course in miracles. But basically anyone who's felt a call is happy for no reason. I find it very appealing. So I'll leave you with my backstage session. Thank you Sarah. Beautiful. Okay, well I think we've covered the base of Jeff and our hostess and guest ready? We are.  Thank you for joining us. Thank you for all the new people joining our virtual community. I feel like this is just such a I feel really excited. Really excited. I feel like, well look, my heart is bursting. Actually. I just have all this gratitude just very honored to be here to extend this love and just really have the Holy Spirit show us. These shows are going to be very spontaneous. We don't have a plan. The only plan we had today was for David to come on the show and we're going to just kind of watch and see what the Holy Spirit does through us. Like Jeff said for us. So it's an opportunity for all of us to kind of be in this unfoldment of miracles and you know, I just I guess I feel really excited to be here with David just because we've been together for so long and have had a lot of practical application of forgiveness. Yes. At least I have. You've been my holy brother. It's been dear. It's been precious. And good name, Awaken the Heart songs and pathways the way of the heart and really that's the core of our being is love. It's just a great experience to settle into this experience that there's nothing outside of your mind, there's nothing outside of your heart that we always it's kind of like a running joke when we're doing a skype call or a phone call or whatever and the call drops which now we're in the day and age of cell phones we've been doing this 29 years ago or whatever we had many cell phones at that time that was back in the old days where you had phones on the wall and so forth but when the calls drop we just smile we go up talking to myself again because it's an actual experience that it's all connected and it's all one you're not trying to reach somebody else so Living Miracles Virtual, what a great name I've been saying for years that the whole world seems digital to me and the whole world seems virtual and in one sense virtual reality has been with us for some time now for quite a few years and we think of it as like generating an environmental scenario that looks as if it's real and we can say that of the whole world as if it's real but it's all mind it's all awareness, aware of itself and we're all communicating with ourselves and that's where the joy comes in when we realize that because then there are no expectations it's not like you could or couldn't have them or that there are people that could receive it well or not well because it's all unified and I know you're really into quantum, quantum awakening this is almost like a transition, we went from living in the given to quantum awakening to now this show, which is an honor because I feel like it is all for me you said to me the other day like I have all this joy and all this love and it needs to be shared and so we have this studio here and I just feel so grateful that I can just extend that and I don't even have a plan of how that's going to look it just feels like this love wants to be given away and it's all for me, like you were saying it's all for me the joy is for me, the happiness is for me the forgiveness is for me and just this continuation of that even with this, it's like let's see what happens it feels fun, it's just like we're showing up and nothing has changed in all these years just showing up in presence and letting everything just flow and let all things be exactly as they are and see the perfection of everything everything is unified and so we're seeing that there really was no such thing as a personal perspective that was just a hallucination to think that we could be a private little speck of consciousness among a bunch of other billions of specks of consciousness or if you believe that the plants and the amoeba and everything has its own consciousness and that would be trillions of consciousness it still doesn't make any sense it's too complicated just one of us here there's only one of us here, there's only ever been one of us here and that's why Jesus was teaching love your neighbor as yourself because your neighbor is yourself it's not like you should try to well up try to get as much personal love as you can and then be able to go and love your neighbor across the fence and across the street they're just reflections of the one that thing is a reflection of the one and that's the beauty of what we're talking about and this we call this Christmas time in the holidays but we every day is Christmas every moment is the time of Christ every moment is the time of unconditional love, agape love and so it's fun we actually have fun playing with the symbols the spirits playing with the symbols all the time like our cats squeety that's running around like horse galloping and we just see the spontaneity and the innocence reflected there and that's just the way it is for all of us now it's exciting it feels very deep actually it feels like this fruition of the gifts that we're in this opportunity just to extend just the purification because I know that just in our relationship there's been a lot of forgiveness and so it's like clean of course the miracles is very practical in cleaning the mirror of the mind yeah yeah we like the word unite but unite is not an action word it's not really a verb it's an actual experience like unification or unified field or unified mind or whatever you want to call it it's a state of being it's not like we're trying to rally the people to come together we're not trying to rally anything to happen in this world and nothing can happen differently than it's happening it's a perspective that's all important it's not really about what happens or doesn't happen and that's where we get into quantum and that's where we get into this experience it's so joyful and it's very relaxed we watched a movie last night Lisa wanted a change of pace so we watched Scarlett Johansson's under the skin and that was an interesting one to watch from shitty shitty bang bang to under the skin so if anybody wonders what kind of movies we watch that's the range from shitty shitty bang bang under the skin because it's all the same and you were saying yesterday it was the movie of our life as we look around at the characters in our movie as we look around at the scenes in our movie we have such gratitude and appreciation just welling up in our heart for this movie because we're into metaphysical movies and there was one year it was around 2014 it seemed like every month it was a blockbuster like whoa then whoa in February whoa in March and and now we're just enjoying the movie of our life we're not spending much at the movie theaters anymore because we look okay we like the movie of our life better we like to watch the cat we watched the cat we're quite amused pretty content just watching the cat yeah we watched the grass grow in the summer we watched the cat's tail spin in the winter yeah well you know what you were talking about if I know a periscope you said you know it's almost like our body talking about the body you know I feel like that's a really like the proper use of the body yeah I think that the Holy Spirit really sees everything in the world as neutral and then uses everything in the most glorious way in the most loving way more than we could ever imagine and yet it's just a tendency in this world to judge the body either positively or negatively I hear sometimes metaphysical students and course students say well if the ego made the body that should tell you right away it's evil but the Holy Spirit has it's the ego's evil and it made it then it's evil but no the Holy Spirit has a whole different interpretation and that's as a communication function so all the symbols can be used by the Holy Spirit everything that the ego made can be used to make a joyful noise unto the Lord you know that the Bible talks about to be happy to be joyful to take it easy on yourself I have all these people I follow on Facebook and one of them is Keanu Reeves and the one and so he was talking today about how a friend of his I think a friend of the family had had eat right had exercised the yoga done all the things her whole life to prevent illness and she was like in her 70s and she has seemingly cancer and she's going through all this treatments for cancer and then there's this other one that he mentioned who's like in his 80s he eats lots of bacon and eats whatever he wants to eat and his doctor pronounced him oh man I think that's one of the most striking things we can talk about it's your state of mind it's your thoughts where your health come in when you're thinking with God when you're in a state of non-judgment you're healthy period health is inner peace is what Jesus says Jesus doesn't care about organic Jesus doesn't care about exercise Jesus doesn't care about nutrition Jesus doesn't care about clean air Jesus doesn't care about radioactive free zones when you're in the glory of God what would any of that mean it's a dream if it's a dream are you worried in your dream about your diet about whether you're eating organic or whether it's got pesticides on your food in a dream GMO God my lactose intolerant I drink about two gallons of milk a week I'm as happy as a bird you know I'm not am I lactose free hell no I'm not lactose free I'm lactose full you know we this is the thing if you want to get into non-duality okay let's go give it on to people all the non-dual people come on let's place some non-dual oneness here let's place some unified field stuff here and everything but I'm not going to kill the plants and don't kill this and don't kill that the ego is the death wish and when you transcend the ego you've transcended death therefore you see the killings impossible therefore you don't try to stop killing you see that it never could have been there in the first place so we won't get into all those details I love what you do we're coming shows coming shows just beware if you have me on a guest with anybody else and they get into this vegetarianism or this or this or this it's like oh please we're here to be joyful we're here to be happy and Keanu Reeves was making the point today on Facebook in a lengthy thing live your life after he told about the woman who did everything supposedly right and had cancer and the guy who did everything wrong and was pronounced healthy he was just pointing to live your life live it to the fullest he was saying eat foods that are delicious go for what you want you will learn if there are certain things intuitively that don't resonate to fall away so be it if they come back so be it you know it's learning not to take anything of this world seriously and live in a state of happiness and joy because what else is God's will but perfect happiness that's what God's will is for your life for your experience of life for your experience of a happy dream that leads to eternal life it's to be happy and that comes from judgment so I'm not really interested in making a point with anybody I don't even know what it means to debate anymore you just live your life from your heart awaken the heart and then you let that radiate and extend to everything and everyone and then you don't contest anything you're not trying to win anything you don't believe you can lose anything that's for sure and that's a beautiful state of mind yeah and it's a life of gratitude I feel like that's really been gratitude leads the way I feel like every day I'm waking up in such gratitude just for nothing just feeling this presence of God and feeling happy for no reason and I feel like gratitude literally is opening up the doors it's I don't know what's happening it's like gratitude is just creating and it's gratitude just for the peace for the contentment and for this union with God and feeling this love in my heart it's so big in my heart I feel this union with God that's all I ever wanted I thought it was all these other things but really just this feeling of completion and wholeness that's real this union with God we were talking on the periscope right before the show about how you had a day deep forget the world day where you can just sink deep deep inside and lose all awareness of the world and of time where there's no time thoughts like I need to eat something or it's time to do this or time to that it's giving yourself permission to let go of all thoughts of the past and future and seeing how practical that is and seeing everything's going beautiful too everything is lost and then when you come here today and you're just so available you're so filled up from the silence and from the stillness it's so nurturing to your soul that it just comes oozing out all throughout the whole world and that's the way to live that's like the ebb and flow of going inward into the ebb of the silence and then letting the spirit just flow through you, through your awareness out and extend and it's very natural it is very natural actually even this morning I got up very early and then I really didn't even think I was going to talk at all I got up and I said because we actually are doing a spontaneous dance party now if everybody wants to join us we don't know but like six o'clock in the morning I know we had the studio rock in this morning and Jeff over there he didn't know if we left the music on or what but I actually woke up and this was so in such delight really in my room and I thought okay I said Monday morning we'll see how it goes because we really do live very spontaneously we don't have a plan like in the moment it's these great ideas but you know just the idea enough is enough for me now I don't even have to follow it's real I have these great ideas and then it's like oh that's a great idea and it's in the moment because you even know it fades as soon as it comes I think you said because we were thinking about running this theater over here for this dance party but you know it's like you never know I feel like so I woke up this morning and just feeling in love with God and just in my love and then I thought well I'm probably not going to be into any dance party I'm feeling pretty soft and and Kristen who was like all fired up she was totally fired up she's like I'm into it we're into it and I said okay well I'll just sit out here and see what happens turns into the alarm clock for the whole place to help God Jeff out a little bit and we're playing some old disco music you know what I mean I don't know where it's coming from but stay alive stay alive well anyhow it was just this really great thing because just us coming together you know I actually just love living in community I never thought I'd ever say that in my whole life because I was very independent I was an independent woman but just the gift that we're together in this and really all of us in the spontaneity no expectations from each other we're just allowing everything to be exactly as it is but I came out here and it's so beautiful because you guys Kristen really hopped right into the vibe we did a periscope we just turned the periscope on Eric stirred you know gyrating his hips and everybody and all of a sudden all of a sudden the party began and we were rocking and then too okay done with that really just these spontaneous combustions of this joy and this gratitude really and this is what we're doing now this virtual broadcast and everything this really is our community I mean when people try to define, I'll tell you one thing if you define anything you don't know it because God can't be defined and Christ really can't be defined and therefore if you define anything you can't know it so we use a bunch of words but to tell you the truth people say how big is your community how big is the undefinable how big is love it's not a matter of big and small you can't quantify love and you can't qualify this heartfelt experience of community we're all in community and over the years you know people try to define it by geographic space and where are you and what do you do and what are your rules and what are your guidelines that's old news, that's been done for history are you like the Essenes the apostles we like to share we like to extend we don't believe in ownership we don't believe in possessing we believe that love is a free flowing experience that cannot be defined what I like about this new virtual, this TV show and our living miracles virtual is basically people just have to they just have an internet connection they download the free software they're in their pajamas or they're on the beach or whatever they take along their little device or wherever they are the periscope things are great because you get notified they're so spontaneous I think I might just have a time where I'm just out on the loose like I always have been for the last 29 years but I got the old iPhone in the pocket I decided to do a periscope and maybe somebody in the east coast, Jacob Shapiro he says come on over for dinner well I happen to be on the east coast I'm like okay I'm doing my little periscope here but I'll be over there for dinner what are we having tonight imagine how free your life could be if you just floated all over the world sharing your love and your joy being taken into people's homes and I've already been doing it before there was periscope I started that 27 years ago we used pay phones back then as our communication we didn't have cell phones we had pay phones, little boxes and I started doing this I'd go in a little box like Superman I'd go in my box and I'd call up they say come on over for dinner then I'm there for three or four days I'm on to the next place you need a ride to this I didn't use airplanes back in those days I walked I had a little three cylinder car 40 miles a gallon I scooted around and without periscope and everything I was doing this living miracles virtual back then because it's just everyone's your family is your family everywhere you go is your family when you're in a friendly state of mind the whole world is friendly back to you giving and receiving are the same as you sow, so shall you reap karma all of this is operating as a law of the universe and just imagine now I just have fun thinking of scooting around not knowing where I'm going day to day having my little iPhone my little periscope I'm just live, I can go accept invitations you're sitting there in an airport you're chatting to the person next to you isn't this a lovely day yes it is you're smiling you're happy you don't even care what you're talking about you're not trying to say the world's not real you should better pay attention you're not doing any of that because you don't need to it's your own experience it's dreaming it's so beautiful oh thank you God it's excited to see who shows up in that awareness all these holy encounters yeah people say I don't know about some of the radical teachings of Jesus like leave all behind leave everything behind and follow me leave all the concepts and definitions of the world behind and be happy I'm going to retranslate that for somebody who thinks you have to oh my God I've never seen my child again I've never seen my family again I'm going to be a hobo I'm going to be a bag lady if I follow Jesus no you aren't you're not going to be a bag lady you're not going to be homeless and a hobo you're going to be happy because that's what he meant leave all behind leave all the judgements and the concepts live in glee live in happiness St. Augustine goes way back over there to Europe and he's a theologian and a beautiful teacher but he said love and do what you will be in the experience of the love live in your heart and don't be concerned about the doing because your behaviors are automatic they come from what you think you don't have to worry about doing the right thing acting right or being a nice person even you don't even have to be a nice person that's relieving and no friends you're friendly but you don't have to maintain these friendships when did you last call me well it's about time you called me and I haven't heard from you that's all out the window too the laws of friendship check it out I'm under no laws but God that's the laws of friendship in there you want to get into some nom duel? let's go no friends check it out how many friends do you have? zero well you know Helen says in the one thing God is your only friend yeah God is your only friend I was reading too about a week or two ago where Yogananda was talking to his disciples he said really friendship is not required and it's not helpful unless you and your friends are devoted to the Lord okay Yogananda that's nom duel that's nom duel because when you're in the joy when you're connected to everything and everyone why do you need certain ones to call friends and certain ones to call enemies that you're indifferent to which typically that's the ego's perspective oh these are my dear friends my close friends and my loved ones these are my enemies over here and these are the other billions of indifferent I could care less that's just the ego's perspective on the world and there's really no joy no reciprocity all I did for you after all I did for you after all I did for you and you didn't even call me not a Christmas card oh my gosh what a drag what a drag to maintain these concepts it's a drag and we're through with the drag yeah we are through with the drag I don't know why I keep hearing this because I feel like even that you know you're talking about traveling and all that stuff but about divine providence I want you to talk about the divine providence even that you've been living these last 20 how many years I have no idea 27 years yeah well it's basically trusting in the spirit for everything so you know you don't really think of even having a breath to your own you give all the glory to God with everything so then you just accept what's given because you know that it's given for your own good and everything that you believe you need is handled in that and I think honestly if we all just take a moment we can think well in our lives even as our seeming lives on earth we've had everything that we need we maybe couldn't say that we've had everything that we wanted because wanting is like a loose cannon I mean want want want want you know that can just go on and on that was like the movie we watched last night under the skin it seemed like the guys that didn't want anything were fine the guys that wanted something kind of shriveled away in the darkness it didn't sound too good shriveling in the darkness but when you want something you're saying you're lacking and you're saying you need something to fill that void so to me divine providence is starting to feel the joy of the spirit and you feel the orchestration of everything and therefore your attention is pulled away from the things of the world you're not concerned about how will I eat how will I have a roof over my head how will I make it from point A to point B all the things that really are given so much importance in this world don't really have any importance when you're in the divine flow everything's just happening and think about the fairy tales when we're watching a fairy tale Cinderella's not going and checking her ATM balance or her checkbook balance they're not concerned about where the food's going to come from they just move from scene to scene to scene and we get to see the story but it's very lovely that way and I think my life now feels like a very happy fairy tale where I just seem to watch the scenes go by and people say what they say or do what they do and it's all like drops and it's all backdrop but it's just there's no attention put on this thing of need because when we start focusing our thoughts on to need we're actually focusing on this sense of lack and how are we going to fulfill it thinking we have to provide the means physically in time and space to fulfill this hole when this hole isn't even there and divine providence shows you that there's no hole because we abide in the wholeness we aren't the wholeness the wholeness is not denying that wholeness anymore it's beautiful it's so easy it's so welcoming I do feel like this show is just the beginning of the beat will go on and on I think there will be all kinds of guests that will come and grace the stage enjoy the props it's more like we're all part of the family of light and so maybe that's a name for another show family of night we've got so many talented people here that are going to the family of light dance party the laughing sitcom all these kind of things what we had one the other day got spark every day we come up with these new ideas and they might like fizzle out you never know is anybody going to bite that or is it going to just fizzle off life takes care everything is provided everything is taken care of you can really relax and enjoy the ride enjoy every single moment to the fullest without having to get into this need need need work work work figure out figure out a little strip of rest time rest and leisure I'm always at work I'm always at play I'm always on vacation and I'm always in divine leisure and in service you're always in service yes I'm always feeling like I'm in the service you're in the service we're in service up at 4 or 5 in the morning shining sharing standing that feels natural okay get on to the next thing let the cat in where can God use this next where can I be used this spot has been used as a doorman for cats for many years still goes on because 29 years and things haven't changed hey alright I'm coming they like hanging out outside your door last night it was like late at night meow meow so I opened the door and oh sweetie was racing all over the place finally I get ready to go to bed jumping on my leg on my head all this and this and so I thought well maybe if I have a little utility room with a kitchenette maybe that's the best place for sweetie outside inside so I have a little rug in there I close the door and everything and then I got some sleep and then this morning I don't know when I got up and came right back out and he's just all over the places I'm getting ready to record the text and the lesson of the day that I do and he was right there with me and then I took him out in my hands and took him around to his food dish down at the other end of the hall at the sun room and everything so yeah it's just beautiful it's just it's caring there's a service and serving whatever's around you whatever comes to mind you don't have anyone to have a Skype call with if there's somebody that you need to answer a call for whether it's the cat at the door or somebody calling for love or a star and it's very spontaneous so you've been you are living in spontaneity now yeah and so we don't have a plan and it just seems like what's happening and it's following the vibe I think you know a friend of mine from Canada wrote me this thing she said don't project your spontaneity into the future and I was like okay I'm not going to talk about the future it's like really good I'll just show up because I like that you know there are things where it seems to still serve when people have a little notice but I thought well maybe just trusting that everyone will know what they need to know so it's beautiful it's a beautiful feeling I'm not having to like project the future at all you know just kind of show up and none of us really know I mean it's this hypothetical thing anyway so you know after a while it's like you go into that stillness and your mind isn't drawn into anything no plans yeah it's like I feel like for me just even just high ideas are enough really like I like to lay in the gratitude about or whatever and I don't know and then they just kind of come or go like there isn't a plan with them yeah I love that it's just very easy that way and I think the other thing is if you have no plans and you're just totally open and you are really available and I think that's the key to being in flow of love is also just openness and availability when you're open minded you don't have preconceptions of what should happen or what you should do inform but you are very very available you're available you know I had a friend sent me a voice message three voice messages today so I listened to him and responded you have the space for that when when you get preoccupied with things of the world or the future or the past and past resentments you really aren't available for what's now and I think everything is available now so it's good to be available for the now because that's where you experience who you are and who everyone is it's beautiful yeah I'm hearing do we want to open it up if anybody has any questions does that feel good yes Christmas time does anybody have any questions if you want to raise your hand or if you want to raise your hand do you want to share how people can raise their hand if they're not on video sure so if you're new and you're not on video if you slide down to the bottom of your screen you'll see a little people icon you click on the per people icon you'll see a little piece there that says raise your hand so you can actually it'll send a little signal to me and I'll let Lisa know that she'd like to say something if you're on video literally just wave your hand and we'll do the same thing oh there's somebody waving their hand there is oh she did both go ahead Kay hi hi Kay can you turn it up to me hi David and Lisa and Jeff and Andy hi hi I got my feelings hurt and so I wanted to talk about getting my feelings hurt because I posted something on Facebook and David put your name on it so that you would respond to my what I thought was really cool and so then when you didn't respond to anyway what I wanted to share with you was a song from the Talking Heads and it was it's entitled Heaven I know it I know that song very well I love that song so most of all, yeah I wanted you to remember that song because the words about the kiss that when it ends it begins again it just had the cool and I had no idea that they were writing stuff like that I didn't know stuff like that but that was delightful yeah when this party's over it will start again it will never end everybody's here it's great I thought you were going to say that song and there she was there's a couple songs that the Talking Heads did that were pretty out there yeah, yeah I was living in a spiritual community in about 1994-1995 when somebody came in with that song and we all were just like whoa, I haven't heard it before it's just really good everything's exactly the same you know it's just it's very profound lyrics thank you Kay that brings warmth to my heart just thinking about that song and thinking about you and seeing your little Christmas scene that you've got there we're like right there in your living room with you it's beautiful very good anyone else have a question okay I think I'm feeling for you Eric maybe to sing a song can he come up here? he can Eric just came back from California he was there for a couple days and he arrived back last night it's really beautiful because we're all in this collaborative venture and everybody's having so much fun and he didn't even want to leave he said oh I don't want to leave him the pizza party and we were going to watch Chitty Chitty Bang Bang he's into TV and he gyrates the zips mom and dad are you tuned in for this? and this morning when he was up there dancing he was like a Chippendale he's capable of many things you ladies out there just know this he's a Chippendale he's a Chippendale you can make it it's a new Chippendale that was jam we were jamming it I don't think I've ever danced at 6am that was the first we were really into new experiences I love to notice I love to be in this experience and say wow I never experienced this before this is brand new and there was a brand new experience this morning Sarah was in her pajamas we were in the bed head and everything and we were getting one down it was beautiful I'm interested to see what song do you play after that I had one of mine let's see what happens we've never seen this before beautiful she told me she would love to come and talk about her prayer and support group and she actually said she would be available anytime wouldn't that be beautiful Anna Carroll has just been around with us for years and lots of us have lived together for lots and lots of years I mean it's like who God put together no one can put us under and it's been really a demonstration of that and just how beautiful we actually went to lunch or something the other day it was so funny the characters that were sitting together that we would have never hung out with each other ever if it wasn't for this divine orchestration now every one of us comes from different walks of life it's just really interesting to look at and just in full appreciation too how this design of the spirit like this perfect casting and Anna Carroll I think she was one of the very first volunteers back at the peace house there she was there before we came out to Utah her nickname is AC so we call her AC one of the ones that came out over there Lila right across from where you were living we were over at the Holy Spirit house I think talking about getting together and maybe going out to Utah AC was right there and she cooks when she feels inspired to which is a lot so you walk through this house and there's homemade cooking there's cake, banana cake or there's cookies, baked goods you name it she's in her joy she's really in the joy she does the gardens she's really in this service she is a demonstration of this joy of service and prayer and support when you call in and you need prayer then AC is prayer and support among many other things but she's all decked out in purple here she wasn't expecting this for you Anna Carroll she's spontaneous she's talking about special and star and your public watching it doesn't have anything to do with prayer and support can you move over just a little bit there you go that's so beautiful this is our joy talking about God and answering prayers so we thought we just told him some of the things you've been with us we were talking about across the street from Lila there and Cincinnati but here it is and now prayer and support as well as so many other things maybe you can just tell us a little bit about that yeah your joy, talk about your joy it's just been such a blessing to me I'm scared before I get on the call and these guidelines that are on the the thing about this is all for me a chance to see what's going on within myself get in touch with my beliefs so when I am on the call I'm seeing such a beautiful reflection in front of me that I get in my right mind and start feeling so much gratitude and so much blessing because seeing the truth that's behind whatever the outset is and joining in prayer because I really don't know really don't have a clue but if anybody's asking for advice and sometimes they do I can't give you advice really what to do but I'm just in so much joy when I get on the call I just want to share it with everybody it's it's really a blessing to be able to do it it's a blessing to have you do it I said if anybody calls I know that if I would need a prayer I would love that you are on the other end of the call of just knowing I can just feel your presence is so beautiful your presence and your devotion and like you saying I just feel like you're like this like the wings of the Holy Spirit holding out the wings and we were just sharing just even how we love your cooking too we love that cooking Anna Carol we usually like one meal a day here and Anna Carol's usually the most the host is the smell of fresh baked you name it is the aroma that goes through the house so it's almost like those old days of to grandmother's house we go where you just have that feeling you know we've got snow like five or six inches of snow outside snow on the trees a couple of Christmas trees with decorations chestnuts rusting on an open fire we've been doing a lot of Christmas caroling lately too it's really fun we're like actually discovering that we're a great choir you know it's like wow we sound great and then it's like which one do you know you know we didn't even know that we knew these songs there's always something that somebody brings in it's beautiful you're a blessing in our lives we just wanted to share you with the whole world you know I just feel like you are just a symbol and I mean this Anna Carol just a symbol of the joy of service and also I know like you've been even saying no when you don't feel like being in this authenticity that is coming from your heart that it really is truly coming from the joy of that you feel that yes it's important to know when AC doesn't feel to cook for the whole house we all say yay yeah yeah AC's not cooking today yeah it's like yay okay so you know that's the joy of it comes from within that's beautiful thank you now listen maybe we can just let everybody know where they can call I mean how do people contact you it's up on the chat I just chatted the link so if they go to livingmiracles.org and then what do they click? on prayer and support and then they fell out of form like what the request is and that gets passed down to me great or if there's been somebody else doing it too are there a couple people doing it or is it just I'm not sure now I think it evolves over the years common right and dispersing the form okay thank you thank you any carol sarah do you want to come and share something how rude from our sponsor spirit yeah hi yeah hmm yeah it was really beautiful one of Lisa's thoughts when she was talking about doing happy hour was this idea of like transcending the body you know and you know I think transcending the body is so much about transcending the self-concept because I was lying in bed going well I don't know what time it is but I'm not sure I'm into this this morning this morning I was in the dark and I was like I'm not sure I'm into this you know so I just allowed all those thoughts like I just allowed all those thoughts and then you know when I find myself get out of bed and it was still five to six then I went downstairs sort of sucked my cup of tea and then the next thing I find myself walking down the corridor into here in my pajamas thinking well you know I'll just have a look then because well I probably wouldn't feel like dancing my pajamas and by the time I came in here it was just the thing is it has to be authentic everything has to be felt there's no one here has even a point to teach or anything to prove you know and it felt so lovely was I felt so happy I suddenly felt so happy you started with Joe Joppy's song and I just my whole being I love that we're going to start the morning off every morning with that song I think still that's what it says the very first line and it says as your heart opens up I don't even know what it was but it was like as your heart opens up we should play that song it's a really good song but it's talking about that your brother you literally are your brother and you know I have been an actress and you know I had spent lots of time in front of the camera I've seen myself 30 feet high it's just all gone there isn't a judgment like that you know I was just dancing away and I just felt really happy and I think I went I got ahead of Wim Day yesterday I got to go out the spurts sent me out to get some new clothes and which was a real real treat and here I am I'm laughing and going I got sent out to get new clothes and I'm in my pajamas on TV not even matching pajamas and I loved that because I think there was some little part of myself even as a sharp yesterday had this thought of like you know as if I was dressing a body but it's a self concept that's being let go of like it's an idea of a self and that idea of a self someone that's interacting with everything and so that for me is the experience now transcending the body is really this idea of my myself that I have it's so false it's so fake it doesn't match up with anything even in this world I seem to perceive it doesn't even actually match anymore it's just not it's just not it and I feel very devoted to that now as you can put your heart into yeah yeah and it feels simple it just feels like however I am and you have such encouragement for the authenticity right now and somehow it's like I'm ready I'm just ready to to receive it like I bought a ring yesterday oh you got married I'm engaged with life this is my engagement life it was notice there was a spark point I was looking in that rack too there was a 50 percent signal it was hilarious it was hilarious because we went in there and everybody got something in 99 bucks it was like are you kidding Merry Christmas the whole store was 50 percent off you know we love those discounts and those cute puns it's like the guidance of the spirit of 50 percent off we're gonna head over there it's so great did you get the ruby slippers too no I skipped the ruby slippers I got cowboy boots very good so it was like it's like I didn't use it because it's plastic I said yeah and she looked at me and said but I love it you know it's like we're okay with fake just don't pretend about it you know so it's like I'm starting to feel this happiness and when we were in savers this experience came over me oh I feel suddenly really strange what's happening I was like oh I think I'm shopping what a strange thing and like what was strange was I couldn't come up with what I might like what did I wear what did I want there wasn't there was a kind of a lull there where usually it would be like this this this it just went away and I felt in my heart like called and I just so I said oh okay I'm just really in an experience and maybe objects will come towards me but I'm not looking I wasn't looking for anything and it was really beautiful and then I got these swims in a row I've always since I was 18 wanted a pair of cowboy boots they just were somewhere they're not supposed to be they even said they were men's they weren't they even said they were the wrong side they weren't but I heard these are for you and when I put them on I walked all over the store and they were so comfortable like a little kid to do the cowboy boots yeah and that's what it felt like and even when it officially the clock said it was 705 which meant you should really be on the road to go and pick Eric up from the airport I turned around I said I'm feeling to go for Thai food are you and yet you're just like yeah beautiful and of course what we actually get to eat our Thai food and pick Eric up in perfect time because it was all collapsing into what was really given and we were in total trust that we didn't spend too long doing one thing versus another that actually everything was given and we just sunk into that yeah so after years of hearing Monica on touch by an angel God loves you now we've got our Irish broke here and she's demonstrating I love you God loves you so I just came in to share that God does in fact love you that's beautiful Sarah it's really beautiful maybe you can come up here Kristin come on up you know my idea today was even to bring out everyone that's here that lives together and just but not everybody's like okay I don't know me you're a lot of controllers you're blowing everything up but we have the people that are here so again we're going with the flow I don't know if you've watched some previous shows but actually I said you know you never know when you're going to need a belly dancer you know what I mean you never know I was watching because when Eric was playing it was really cool because they were like the doo-wop-doo-wop girls and you know when I was little I thought oh that's always what I want to be I want to be a doo-wop-doo-wop girl but you guys back there were like wow we got our doo-wop-doo-wop girl it kind of looked like laughing because it was a box I know I know I know they were like in the box it's beautiful so you were up bright and early today yeah yeah dance has always been able to do that for me it just like just rips through the movements just come yeah just really powerful actually it's a really powerful way to just open the heart for me to just let it all go yeah you said when I had the idea that's my happy dream it's like I can't believe that it was happening it's really interesting with this virtual thing it's like even Periscope just came out you know it's like you can press a button in an instant we can be extending throughout the whole universe you know just sharing together coming together I think it's just really that's what my heart is feeling just this yeah extending in a way that it's about being happy you know we called it happy hour this morning and it really is about starting your day out the mind training and you know expressing and that happiness really even in the dance I always loved dance too because you don't need any words you know you can just really kind of go into the experience and allow that experience to express through you where it does transcend this body identification like really just feel this love and let it move through you more of and I feel like that's how the body dancing or the belly dancing always reminded me body dance she's a body dancer that's it it's like actually like you're talking about expression session like we go to that after but that's kind of my expression session it's like just this way of letting that which doesn't have words just come out and it looks like whatever it looks like you know these really smooth movements there's something more like even like forceful I don't know it was just like talking for me it was always so so strengthening and so powerful and empowering and I really appreciate first thing in the morning because it's like everything just washed and I feel like I just am very clean you know what's so fun too is that a lot of times people say how's this going to work if I give my life over to spirit well what things will come in or what things will be taken away or all this and this but your skills and abilities seems to be used by the spirit do you like organizing and this nation builder that we have has been like a whim of using those skills the dance party is using the whim for that and then maybe you can tell a little bit about the time when Jason took you over to the monastery for the first time because that was a major whim and people don't understand whims you know we use that word but people say well what's the difference between like an ego preference and a whim a whim is the Holy Spirit's use of an ego preference to unwind you from all preferences to see the sameness of all things so you see it's a big difference between just an ego preference and a whim which is the Holy Spirit's use of it and then Jason took you to the monastery and just what was that experience for you when you went over there you just were looking around telling him oh my god yeah I started to get upset it was really why because I didn't understand what was happening but I had never been to our monastery before and he took me up there and just showed me around and there's all these like tiny houses and just out in the boonies and just so beautiful and expansive and like the houses are just so gorgeous you walk in your kitchen it's just like I was totally blown away and I was sitting at the table actually like I remember being like I don't feel good right now like what's happening and and then it just sort of morphed and I was like this is absolutely everything I would have left for I would have been no I really want to play out the homesteading thing I really want to go live in the woods on my own and like just the desert like it almost even the exoticness of it it was like everything that I had ever really wanted and it was all contained right there in that moment and I was like I'm not upset I'm just totally blissed out I just can't believe that it's all here without you seeking it that's another distinguishing characteristic of a whim since it's the Holy Spirit using the preference the Holy Spirit brings it in to give you an experience of fulfillment with what you thought you wanted but without you personally pursuing it it's this amazing experience when you're surrounded by what you thought you wanted and you didn't do anything to get it you see how different that is from ego goals you have a fantasy and you work so hard and you use so much energy to direct yourself so you can attain that goal in the future and then this is the spirit saying oh my beloved child thank you for devoting your life to spirit and flesh holographically quantum it's all given and it's kind of an overwhelming experience because we've all had the experience where we're like Lisa when she first traveled with me she enjoyed smoking and we would go to restaurants starting with whatever Cincinnati across the canvas we would stop at restaurants they would say smoking or non-smoking and say smoking so we go sitting in the smoking section she would smoke and then the people that we even met at the course groups that we stayed with wherever we went there was like a smoking crowd and for her she I was like thank you Jesus she had all this negativity around smoking again judgment judgments around smoking and the Holy Spirit just uses cigarettes as a symbol again as a whim to say thank you for devoting your life to spirit and those things came in as well and it was almost staggering how you would walk out of a gathering and then three four or five smokers would be around you and you'd have talking about God with the smoked lion so you see this is very different from a belief in good and bad and right and wrong all we hear from the world is it's smoking kills you and yet it's just a neutral symbol that the spirit can use as a proper backdrop for spiritual awakening instead of this maybe use everything everything it's all just for this in fact what's in the mind where we're identified with this self or a concept everything I mean even sexuality whatever it is he's using everything that we believe in still I love that he doesn't thrust anything away from us he says I love you so much let's just get present with where you're at with what seems to be important to you that he will use it I've just seen that all along it's grace relationships a lot of times people have a lot of confusion around relationships but they feel like well I can't have a relationship and be in a relationship with God but again the whole course is a pathway of relationships using the symbols of relationships to heal the mind to integrate the mind so it's not this pathway of pushing away certain symbols and grasping onto certain symbols it's more like you let go of the control of all the symbols and you give it over to the Holy Spirit and say this holy instant what I give to you be you in charge because the Holy Spirit knows how to unwind the mind and so the very things that you have an aversion to the very things you have a charge with where you think never again or I'm going to be careful never to fall into that trap or people do write to me I got a message a few days ago where it's like I really want to love God but I don't want to fall into the special relationship and it's like wait a minute the whole world as it was constructed is special relationships with food with people with animals with houses with objects with everything and the Holy Spirit is saying let me lift your mind up let me use the props now to take you into an experience of wholeness and completion you see how different that is from thinking that we know what a special relationship looks like and now you're going to do the forearm and hold yourself away from what you already believe the special relationship looks like instead of saying I don't have a clue about anything Holy Spirit and then it comes through you in glorious ways so that's to me a key point with listen and follow instead of telling the Holy Spirit okay I read the book I'm going to avoid this I know even for me like I would say oh that's special I can't go there oh no that's special oh no that's dangerous ground there I better stay away from that I used to do that with you I used to say oh no no no and I love what you said to me one time it was really beautiful and you said we all got together through specialness we all got together with that specialness and that the Spirit would use that you know just to heal the mind purify to purify the mind and so it was like so beautiful because it's like as a course student at this time I wanted to know how he uses all that for my awakening yeah it's beautiful we also have with no private thoughts no people pleasing it's a beautiful to just bring up their thoughts and their feelings and then that helps speed things along too because instead of like hemming and hawing you know you have expression sessions and sometimes people will hear something that someone's expressing and then they'll get a prompt from the Spirit and that's all part of open communication we're coming to see that we're one mind but we do that by everyday offering it up and sharing from the heart so we can see these TV shows we had a dance party today listening to the workbook and the text and workbook and then a beautiful expression session by the time you come out here you know you're wide open you're bursting it's a setup it's a good life after the show it's lunch well there goes the morning I guess we'll have to take a nap looks like a siesta and then we do it all again you know it's like the joy of service you know use my hands, use my feet use my tongue, use my lips I love being in service you know I want to be used you know I love the experience of God singing through me or dancing through me or loving through me whatever it is it's like it is not me that do these things but my Father in Heaven the strength of God is learning to step back and let Him lead the way so I feel like this our life is just kind of this unfoldment of wonderment because we have this as a plan now which is so fun and it almost feels like we're playing in a playground that we get to just kind of share the miracles and share the blessings of forgiveness it's a miracle I just get so excited about this I feel just I just feel so blessed in my life right now just of the gift of forgiveness and just how powerful it is and the power of our minds and yeah just that we can let go of attack thoughts and that they disappear and fear and doubt and unworthiness these thoughts that we think that we're the only ones having and everyone every you know I just feel like an honor just my years at the monastery and you know supporting this opening for people to bring the darkness and the light and I feel like that is our life here it's such a gift to be in this context of real healing yeah just it's amazing to me and this experience of love that I feel this connection with God whatever I want to share that I want to give it to my brother I want to extend that good news because we God's will for us is perfect happiness and that this works the forgiveness works it is the key to happiness so I just feel an honor just to use all this space to be in service you know for me to share the joy of healing the laughter I love all the laughter we are having a good time you know that's one of the things Jesus I always say that he got me hooked in line he got me hooked in line I need a good laugh you know what our lives reminding us we watch so many movies and I'm going to talk about a movie that goes way back I'm going to talk about a movie that you know our life reminds us that movie cocoon I don't know if you remember cocoon because this woman comes from outer space and she looks like she's a regular flesh human being but she's like a light being at some point we get to see this blazing light that's underneath the skin I was thinking of that just because we watched under the skin it was this black thing but cocoon is this light and remember the people who were in the original cocoon a lot of them are elderly they're old young people coming in here we have been called old recently someone expressed that expression this is old and being around old people we are starting to get requests in our community now can I go to one of the younger communities because I don't like to be around old people so now this is the old so I'm like Wilfred Brimley and you're like Marine Stapleton we're like we're kind of like these light beings and we've got these things on I know and then someone says you're old and I'm like because I feel like I'm 12 years old but do you remember the movie we get excited the older ones get more energy they can dance they can do all these things because they're into the spirit getting rejuvenated by this purpose that we're light these images we are light and we aren't and I just think it's kind of cute I love being called old now I feel like me too listen I'm really matured matured you used to be the young wild I was like a wild one I know for me when people say I'm old I'm thinking oh really I need to know what the beautiful thing is the most beautiful thing is I feel well you know David I was crazy smoking drinking I was loving it all I tried it all and the beautiful thing is this seeming contentment that I feel right now I mean such a contentment that I really need nothing more than what I had and that's where all the gratitude comes from and so it feels like and then someone told me I'm old I'm thinking oh I think I need a rocker you know just be here and be in this contentment you know like it's that is all that it is I think the funny thing too is you know over the years I've tried to just let the parables come out whenever they do on the road but oh my god if we ever sat down and put these down into a book it would be so funny because it's all unwinding and undoing the self-concept that Sarah was talking about really all about that and feeling lighter and lighter and lighter if you feel I was just interviewed as part of a Japanese teleconference and I did a last Wednesday I did an hour and ten minute segment and I did a live Q&A on Saturday but one of the questions was how do you feel when you go through this transformation what's it like and I said I was just on lesson 136 where Jesus says all you practice well by this the body should not feel at all well or ill imagine going into a state of mind where you don't feel well or ill it's not human it's actually not human at all it's a non-human it's like a mystical experience that starts to become more consistent in your awareness imagine not having that dualistic thought system in your mind where it's constantly boing boing boing am I well or am I ill am I well or am I feeling good or is there ache and pain without that whole barometer of back and forth of the human things when that just fades away and you have this stillness this peaceful serene tranquility and stillness where you're just watching the world that is no small gift tranquility and serenity and peace of mind no small gift that's why we do the mind training that's why we wake up at 6 5 36 6 30 that's why we do the lesson that's why we have a spontaneous dance party or we have an expression session we have one at lunchtime if needed any time movies during the day somebody's got an intense feeling coming up it's ready to move through like a burp and there's a spaciousness one-on-ones to let that move through this has become natural now this has become our we might say mode of living that's part of clearing the mind cleaning the mind refreshing the mind and it's very practical and it's not something you have to go live in a special place for you know you can feel what I'm talking about right now through this virtual sharing and you can practice it every moment of every day will your needs be taken care of? absolutely yes that's the good news that we're sharing look at this girl Kay is like yo thumbs up everything is taken care of and does that mean that you'll seem to be here or there it's however it seems in form but we do have these times of rejoicing virtually and then we we'll probably end up just there and we have some virtual retreats coming up it feels like that's the way that it's going too because we used to do a lot of traveling especially you David did a lot but we've done a lot of retreats here in Utah we've done them all over Mexico Hawaii we've had many retreats throughout the world and this really really simplifies everything yeah maybe you can start gearing up like we have some dear friends down in Brazil Saipolo Brazil who wanted to have first of all 11 day retreat we thought 11 days in Brazil is a long way to fly from anywhere except from Brazil but even from Brazil it's so massive it's a long way to fly from Brazil well even in Mexico you said it's a massive flight so we've actually evolved it down now to a four day virtual retreat where we're going to include Portugal all the way across a different continent Europe and then Brazil and South America and we'll do it hosted from here in Camus so that's going to be the beginning end of March beginning of April but we're going to start to do more and more virtual retreats where they're seeing the blessing too like instead of flying a few of us down business class for like $10,000 we can do a virtual retreat for maybe tens or hundreds of people that touches the lives of many many people over the internet instead of like flying a few bodies all the way across down through to Brazil and back so I'm still open to being used letting the body be used in that way of travel but actually I've been at it for quite a few years about a quarter of a century and I think these virtual retreats are going to be very cost effective as well so we can let this light shine without having to get into so many logistics I just want to share how simple it is if you were feeling called to have a virtual gathering that you wanted to join the way Brazil have decided to with us and David it's not as high tech as you would imagine and you're all here with us on Zoom right now I just invite you to embrace the idea of the virtual of when I was really desiring to be here because of visa issues I had to spend nine months out of the country and I discovered that the intimacy was identical actually I just really once I gave up the idea that I was somewhere else it was so intimate and they used to tell me that I had like the fifth bedroom in the peace house you know and really that's what we're going for we're going for the fact that we're all in this together here and now and allowing that intimacy and then I've met some that I've only joined virtually like this and when I met them in person it was identical and I just want to share that it's a very real invite and very practical so if you're feeling inspiration you can totally get in touch with us at livingmiracles.org to contact at livingmiracles.org and I remember coming over Sarah had this lovely little house in a little cute town in Ireland called Tipperary and going over there and she had spent hours and hours downloading all of these movies that we watched she would just listen tune in virtually to what is it they're watching what are they listening to nowadays we have YouTube and Spreaker and everything but she would tune in and then she would download these movies and then it was when I came and visited her little house it was no different we watched a metaphysical movie that she had downloaded we had our same discussions it was the same intimacy and that was just a little glimpse of the vast intimacy of the mind because that's what we're always really going for the heart a single heart and a unified mind and so that was very practical and you've all been using virtual already that's what Spreaker is that's what Teacher of Teachers is that absolutely wonderful website which is in Spanish and Portuguese and that is the entire contents of unwind your mind back to God that's what I did before I came here I sat with my headphones on because these are very early recordings and just listened with a really open heart by the time I got to visit everyone here I felt I knew everyone I'm sure you all feel that about about us I feel it about you I'm looking who's here this week who's here you're all in my heart it's very real to us we talk about you over lunch we're like oh so and so was in today and we're like oh great there's no separation and this is just almost like a play to show it we love the fam the fam is going the digital fam yeah so I just feel like to encourage you to use what's already there and then open the mind to any inspiration that may be coming because we can do this in multiple languages that's the exciting part so this Brazil one will have Portugal in as well because they all speak Portuguese and Chris translating from the English to the Portuguese and Portuguese back to English so we'll have maybe a camera reserved for the translator yeah and it's all very natural and we're not high tech we're just learning as we go and that's part of the healing so yeah if you have any inspiration do connect so did you give the date for the Brazil the Brazil one is from the 31st of March for five days and so is that open to the whole world I mean when you're saying it's the Brazil I think it's optimal if you speak Portuguese but if you speak English and you're really into it knowing that there'll be a lot of Portuguese translation you're so totally welcome and it's going to be up shortly on our site which will be livingmiracles.org and it will be under events under David it's not there yet but shortly it'll be up and we're working with that Jeff for that Brazil retreat we're going to actually have like a collaborative thing for like five days right all of us extending and sharing it's really like a fun thing that's been a new way that we've been doing things and I'm in love with that is that everybody's part is essential and that every one of us play a part in that so everybody here gets to extend and yeah you can have fun and then also sometimes when I travel around the world people always say oh my English is terrible and then they talk to me and I understand everything they're saying and I said well you actually your English isn't terrible it's actually quite good they say oh I watched a lot of movies so they watch movies all over the world from Hollywood they learn the language and then if you have a whim for moving into Portuguese instead of one of these like things that you practice with you can actually enjoy and sometimes people have told me that they actually at first had reactions and resistances to the back and forth between the English and the French and the English and the Portuguese or whatever but then they feel the vibe of because the Holy Spirit will slow my voice down it slows all of us down when the translator goes help it's too fast and then they get to really feel the presence they hear what's beneath the words the meaning, the love the presence underneath the words so it actually turns into a blessing and then sometimes end up learning, my friend in Kentucky she learns new languages from listening to all my translating things she's actually expanding her horizons and learning languages through listening to all my great talks Forget Rosetta Stone like Mary in Kentucky she's doing that she's learning languages through listening to all my talks that have been translated back and forth and there's something about like you said the translators don't get stuck because they don't know a word it seems that way but it's because the meaning has not fully landed and the understanding and that's really beautiful to feel that that osmosis that there isn't it's not the words it's the joining the open mind because the spirit's speaking in your mind to you all the time that's really what you're listening to how could you be excluded from it and my friend Chris is going to be translating to the Portuguese she's very tuned in and it was beautiful with the times I've gone and the things she's translated but I have to say over the years I've had some experiences where where the translator shows up I show up and there have been times a little bit like Pentecost from back in the days of the Bible where everybody was speaking in tongues where the spirit will deliver the same message not in a simultaneous translation but it will deliver the same messages in two different languages simultaneously so that my translator is no longer translating for me but she's taking it down in the Spanish and giving it in English simultaneously people at the gatherings were blown away because it was such an experience of one-mindedness it wasn't like the English would come first and then the Spanish it was they came simultaneously very much like in Pentecost we know that the spirit poured through in many different languages simultaneously so this is all just symbols of one mind how unified we all are and even my friend Donna Marie Carey would receive lyrics from the spirit sing it but one time she went on stage and she channeled for the first time songs simultaneously never having heard the song before and her husband at the end of the song Lynn was saying her husband he said that's a most amazing song where is it and she said it didn't come until the moment she said I literally channeled the song and he said what do you mean I just channeled it right then and he said where is it they didn't nobody recorded it that was the one and only time it was sung on the planet because it was not given ahead of time it came it appeared and disappeared everything else on the planet it's just the illusion that we can record things and get things ahead of time that's just a trick that was amazing too listen the thing is I want to talk about there's all these opportunities even for support here and collaborating even with volunteers and translators that's really how we've met each other actually all of us have felt this call to support and even to put it out there for any volunteers or collaborators or interpreters translators that we always can use the support so Kristen are you the one that needs to talk about that I don't know why I'm hearing this let's share it absolutely it looks like we run a ministry actually so we have any number of things any number of tasks projects they're fantastically helpful for the mind just as a focus and a support and to flush up resistances and blocks and things so that's really the purpose behind it is to really to deepen in the relationship with the Holy Spirit to really be listening and following in what you're given as a task and collaboration with others so just keeping that in mind we have about a million different opportunities from there's lots a million and we have nation building yes so everything from as Sarah was saying translating we have transcribing we record just about everything so there's lots to be put onto paper shared and made into publications and different opportunities with our publications I always call it a department but it's just like two people sounds official a corporation so yeah proofreading translating transcribing editing video editing audio editing designers translations for YouTube for translation so that the YouTube can have whatever the Japanese or the German or Russian that's a really hot one actually just to get the message spread in all these different languages because people will call me and say I'd love to see this in Japanese and I'd say great you're the one you're hearing it thank you for responding yeah so you can go to our website livingmiraclescenter.org and maybe Jeff or Andy can put this into the chat window but there's two areas to register your interest with us one is collaborate and it has things more like yes I'd love to host David or if you're ever passing through the area let me know because my house is available that sort of thing like who is thinking of it like on us coming to you and then there's volunteering which is another area that you can register your interest with and that's going to have all of the different ways to kind of come in deeper with us transcribing translating etc right and we even have opportunities for people to come and stay with us too I feel like that's really important too because it feels like we're in some rebirth here it feels really beautiful it's Christmas time and it just feels like this new fresh thing that's happening and yeah I'm looking forward to meeting all these new people these new mighty companions and I just feel like it really is a collaborative thing and just even the value I love what you were saying about you know the purpose it's about relationships it's really not about the volunteering it's really not about the projects but it's really about healing the mind and looking at the obstacles in the mind everything serves the purpose to remove the blocks the awareness of love's presence and so I just feel like we have a monastery we have Mexico we have Camus here and it's been just it's been so fun this collaborative vibe even in the show that we come together really it seems like we have these projects to work on but it really isn't about the projects it's really about us coming together to heal our minds and I love that that the purpose is that we're coming together and then having the spirit work through us and for us so it's miraculous to watch it actually you know and it's such a great opportunity we even have month long stays people can come for you can come and visit us for a month with your skills and the beautiful thing is we have a volunteer application I'm not sure where we have that out on our website but it's really beautiful because you kind of put down what your skills are and then we go into prayer and see how that can be used for the ministry and that's actually how all of us came together you know that that was really what happened is we came in and we said you know what I'm going to try this out for a month you know and see how this you know is this supportive and then it kind of evolved from that but just feels like these great opportunities especially with the new year coming in new projects virtual it just feels really fun and exciting that we're like extending and expanding or growing or something I don't know it feels big so I just want to put it out there for everybody just there's practical ways to apply a course of miracles forgiveness I can see where you know with most of our questions even on would you like to host David for a gathering you know it could have a it could be you know kind of in person or virtually we could put those options and I can see where you know in the past where there's different groups and churches and things it's kind of spring out like a strawberry plant all over the place but but with the virtual you know it's like you could even be kind of like the host of a virtual community you know as we sometimes people always thought like oh I've got to leave where I am and go to where they are you know that's starting to collapse pretty rapidly that where I am and where they are is going to just keep collapsing and collapsing and collapsing and then this idea of virtual you know with Skype a lot of time with us with Skype video or Zoom and these new technologies those are great reflections of how it's all connected and so I think we probably end up having a lot more virtual volunteers in the long run than we do what seems to be physical volunteers but it's the spirit orchestrating the use of all the skills and abilities and there's no boundaries there's no time and space there when you start to just see oh what brings me joy how can I extend how can I share the virtual is instead of being like an after note which it's been a lot of times over throughout history oh and oh but you can do that also virtually and then it starts to swing around to just a way of being a way of life it's our keynote and on that note we have Anna Lee and I have a feeling it's good moment to bring her in she has been virtually attending everything right now so perhaps she's hoping to share her experience I'd imagine oh that's beautiful hi Anna Lee yes time zones are nothing especially if you were feeling like you had nothing to offer that would be a good reason to sign up yeah absolutely Anna Lee you just sign up you say hi I want to get involved somehow and I give you a call and we just talk about it yeah yeah and yeah and as for this I have said before and I'll say it again that I in a dream I seem to be someone with the body does nothing in a wheelchair so I had prayed for the last two years to be able to join somehow and I didn't know how Holy Spirit was going to make it how it would arise but it arose it happened so I'm just really really grateful really really grateful oh that's beautiful thank you thank you thank you okay well look it's like 10 or 12 okay it's going by the morning is gone yeah we're loving this aren't we this is great okay Eric are you ready to play a song maybe we can go ahead and play a song and you can sing us out you can sing us down the river before you start singing just because I think the next show is on Wednesday and I know that you guys are all tuning in and following it's so beautiful and I feel like since today was the first show really officially launching it you know we might be going five days a week we're just really praying about that yeah it's all on what serves what really serves right so Eric before you start I want to say thank you all for joining us and it's really really beautiful you just feel really really grateful just to sharing the love of God and awake in the heart of David it's such a blessing for you listen you should be here every day it's fun for me to walk down the hall no kidding from all the travels you know searches in the airport driving here stroll down the hall yeah it's beautiful so it's been wonderful to have you with us thank you for having me okay Eric okay love you guys heaven is perfect heaven is perfect blessing to share this good news with everyone okay Jeff and Andy do you guys have anything you want to say thank you for joining us love you okay thank you all that's good I'll get my that's so beautiful why don't we do it every day