But Matthew chapter 28 at verses verses 18 to 20 is going to be a very interesting study tonight I've entitled the message tonight Christianity go and you'll see why in a moment I know a lot of you guys are chuckling you cut probably know where I'm going with it, but anyways verse 18. Let's read it says and Jesus came and spoke to them saying all authority has been given to me in heaven and on earth Go there for and make disciples of all nations Baptizing them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit Teaching them to observe all things that I have commanded you and lo I am with you always even to the end of the age Amen How many of you have seen in the last few days? People walking around in your community with their noses in their smartphone raise your hand How many of you guys have you seen that a lot of you, right? Chances are that they were probably playing Pokemon go. I'm serious. This thing has Literally blown up. Let me give you some interesting things that are going on right now about this It is the biggest mobile game in US history and With over 21 million active or daily active users in the US That's a lot of people on this thing and not only that but it has attracted more users than Twitter And it's really really getting close to being more popular than Instagram and Facebook This thing is just crazy and it said to you that in July 231 million people talked about Pokemon go on Facebook spurred a 1.1 billion interactions That's huge that is crazy to see something like this So the question is well, what is Pokemon go? Some of you are like, what is that? Well, let me explain this to you Let me take it for I'm taking it from their website. This is what Pokemon go is it says it's an amplified reality mobile game that places animated monsters in the real world all Players also known as Pokemon trainers need their smartphone to view into this world full of Pokemon There's a picture that I want to show you what that actually looks like from the actual is there a picture Do we have a picture? We don't have a picture. There it is. You see that there's the real world in that phone But you see that little thing right there. That's what they're going after. There's a variety of monsters now This is not a lesson on Pokemon go. Okay, I'm getting somewhere here So put your phones down kids who are using this right now. This is not a hotspot right now, okay?  They're they're unhealthy. Well, this game has a lot of Physical activity because people have to be on the go. They're everywhere In fact, I was just at a park a few weeks ago and I noticed this is before I kind of Realized what was going on. I noticed there were all these young adults walking around Jogging riding their bikes skateboards walking whatever and they had their phones at it It was the weirdest thing to see all these people doing this And I'm like, okay, that's kind of odd. So I stopped a group of young kids. I said hey listen What are you doing? He says we're playing Pokemon go. I'm like, that's crazy in this whole entire park People were there and I found out that this game has these Hotspots that you find in fact it uses Google Maps and uses all these different things So you can go to these different places where you can find a lot of monsters and zap them The weird thing is it's like people get so serious with this thing And yet they're having a bit a lot of fun. Now this reminded me of the Great Commission. Yes, that's right Because you see a Pokemon players consider a trainer and I'm thinking wait a minute There's something interesting about this and I'm like that is almost like the Great Commission Because the Great Commission we have trainers in the Great Commission and that is you and me We're Christians. We're disciples. We're being trained and we are also going out training others And it's very interesting because the object of this game this Pokemon go game. They have a slogan that says this God to catch them all I'm like, that's exactly what we're doing, right? We have to go catch those who are not saved and bring them into the kingdom of God Obviously, we don't convert them, but we share the gospel with them So I start thinking about all these things and I'm like wow This is just like the Great Commission because like I said Christians are trainers We train others to follow Christ's and just like this Pokemon go game how exciting it is for many How they're having so much fun. I'm thinking the Great Commission is fun I don't know why we make a big deal about the Great Commission I want to dissect these two three verses for you tonight to kind of show you What is this Great Commission? Because there are a lot of Christians today They get scared when they hear the Great Commission because they're thinking oh man He's gonna talk about missions now. I'm gonna have to go out to Africa and really you know, no, no, let's relax We're not going there We're gonna look at this because I think this is very important for us to understand that when I look at the Great Commission I see that this is a great adventure in a real world It's not a game It's actually real life. We're dealing with real souls It's not an imaginary monster out there that we're trying to grab even though some people kind of do look like monsters They act like monsters but we as Christians have an incredible opportunity to reach the losts and There's there's a there's a joy in that there's an adventure in that There's an excitement in that and you're gonna see here why there's such a big excitement to the Great Commission but chapter 28 Jesus has rose from the dead and the conversation between Jesus and his apostles is jam packed with important things for you and I to know about the Great Commission and We see that the Great Commission Stemmed from the heart of God. It wasn't something that Jesus just picked up from another rabbi This came from the heart of God John 3 16 for God so love the world that whoever believes in him shall not perish But have everlasting life from the heart of God came the Great Commission and Not only that but Jesus was sent by the Father to earth to save sinners And this is what it says in John 17 18 Jesus says as you fathers sent me into the world I also have sent them into the world Jesus is sending us as he was sent Did you see that whole progression? See Jesus didn't just come here to down the cross and then get back into heaven and say okay guys We'll see you guys whenever you get up here There's a job here for us. There's a duty here for us and Jesus said there in John 17 That just father just like you sent me from heaven to earth. I am going to send my children to the world The Great Commission was already preached way before Matthew 28 and it's interesting because what we see here Is that the Great Commission is an exciting thing? So the questions that I'm going to answer tonight questions that maybe you may have tonight questions that are like what is Necessary to make me effective in making disciples of all nations. What are the ingredients? What are the qualifications? What are the dynamics in my life that will cause me to fulfill the Lord's command? Because inadequacy is what comes to our minds as Christians when it comes to witnessing and sharing the gospel and Some of you have fear when it comes to evangelism and I'm hoping that at the end of this message Your fears will be calmed in fact you won't have no fear and when you walk out of this place You're gonna be like I can't wait to go out there and find those sinners and bring them to Christ and We see here very clearly that this Great Commission starts with one word in verse 18 Notice what it says Jesus goes to his disciples and he says they immediately are rather I'm in the wrong chapter here actually verse 18 It says Jesus said verse 18 and Jesus came and spoke to them saying all authority has been given to me in heaven and on earth He begins by telling them I have authority in heaven and on earth Now those words are very powerful because he's claiming authority and This indicates that this is an authoritative command not a suggestion In other words you probably heard this. This is not the great suggestion It's not that God is suggesting us to make disciples It's something that he's calling us to do. It's a command and We see that God is calling us to make disciples and we also see here very clearly that Jesus has this plan for us And as he went back into heaven, that's what he left us with so what does that mean? What is the Great Commission? Well before this as a side note notice there The the the word all Dominates these two verses notice it says all authority all nations all things all the days all dominates these verses Jesus's authority was proven and Proclaimed by his resurrection and ascension Just what he did there showed some serious authority to overcome death and Not only that but when Jesus lived on earth a sinless life gave him a lot of authority You know God's authority is something that you see throughout the Old Testament I mean the very first thing we see when it comes to God's authority We see that God gave Adam the authority over animals first thing he saw there We see there in Genesis the God gave him that authority You're the one running the garden. You're the CEO of this garden Adam The only thing is to stay away from that tree in the middle of the garden. Otherwise, this is yours I've given you authority over it over the animals and he named the animals God gave authority to Moses to go back to Pharaoh When Pharaoh says who do I say sent me Jesus or God said tell him I am sent you under my authority go It was a scary time for him, but he actually went God gave Joshua the authority to lead the second generation into the promised land Another man who was afraid Joshua chapter 1 you see it many times do not be afraid be very courageous do not be afraid We see that God gave him the authority to do it when God gives you authority do it When he's behind it, you do it with confidence. You do it with boldness in the New Testament We see the authority of Jesus displayed in a variety of ways Jesus was baptized by John in the Jordan River the heavens opened up and then we hear the voice of God the father saying This is my son whom I am well pleased his stamp of approval. He is authorizing the son. This is the Messiah listen to him The authority of Christ's and as we see throughout the Gospels We see that Jesus showed a variety of things Proving his authority Now one thing that's interesting about Jesus is that Jesus never flaunted his authority He didn't walk around saying do you know who I am? You know what I can do to you. He didn't do that He actually did not flaunt his authority. However, he didn't hide his authority either Listen to this when he was teaching Matthew 7 20 7 29 it says for he taught them as one Having authority and not as describes the teachings of Christ were with authority and People recognized that authority that he would he had something different what he was saying was so different than those rabbis than describes And yet we see that Jesus did not hide that in fact the religious leaders questioned his authority There was at one time when they came to Jesus and they said by what authority do you do these things? You remember that by what authority they understood that you got some authority He didn't flaunt it, but he didn't hide it and it's interesting to me that Jesus made it very clear that He was basically over The things that are on this earth nature the spiritual realm and we see that throughout the Gospels When Jesus came to this earth. He showed his absolute authority. He had authority over nature. He stopped the storm He walked on water He even had the authority to forgive sins which almost got him killed for that He was a man full of authority When you think about somebody having absolute authority, it's kind of scary, isn't it? Somebody who has that much authority. I mean we're dealing with that in our nation globally when there's a wicked leader a government official who has this big authority we get scared like what are they gonna do and You see we see though that in the scriptures When Jesus was tempted in Matthew chapter 4 actually in Luke chapter 4 We see that Satan said something very interesting to Jesus to try to get him to bow down to him basically to stop him from going to the cross and Luke chapter 4 verse 6 Satan came to Jesus and he said this He took he takes him on a high mountain. He says all this Authority he said I will give to you and their glory for this has been given to me interesting and I give it to whomever I wish Isn't it interesting? Satan says I All this is under my authority Wow now that is scary, right that the devil has that authority. I would be afraid of that one What happened there? Well, we know that Satan is the the God of this age He's the one who's working in the sense of disobedience He's on a long leash. He's not like absolute authority there like Jesus is But we see though in this world obviously God is using him Throughout this world as you see in the book of Revelation But yet we see though that Satan made it clear to Jesus and hey, I have authority to and of course Jesus didn't give in to that temptation With Jesus you are safe when it comes to his authority Because Jesus possessed all authority and he came here to serve people not to destroy people not to You know abuse people Jesus came without authority to serve you and I isn't that crazy?  He came to save lives not to destroy lives And so Jesus here we see very clearly he says it right away. He says to them all authority has been given to me Notice he says they're in verse 18 In heaven and on earth and then he says something different notice in verse 19. He gets into this here now. He said go therefore Go therefore. What does that mean? well The go therefore phrase in the greek the idea here is not go on a mission trip The idea here is not is not just just go out somewhere Although it's not a bad idea to go on a mission trip. I mean that's that that's an important element within within christian within within church but This is a command To disciple as you are already going What does that mean robert going where? everywhere Well, let me kind of break it down the The the greek phrase here or this sentence here That the main verb is make disciples. There's not so much on the going. It's make disciples That's the emphasis here that jesus is making and he's saying it here very clearly that when it comes to the words go Baptizing and teaching those describe aspects of the process of discipleship making or disciple making So what is jesus saying? He's saying this while you are going through your daily routine You while you work at a grocery store medical office sales doctor lawyer, whatever you do He says as you are going on with that as you're going along doing what you do every day. He says disciple eyes make disciples pretty interesting Because when we look at something like this we're thinking oh that I have to go somewhere I have to you know somehow, you know buy a plane ticket and fly to another country or fly somewhere else and and disciple people Uh-uh. That's not what it's saying See the disciples were being basically set to go into judaea samaria as we see in acts chapter one verse eight They were going to be going already And jesus is okay as you are going Disciple eyes make disciples Of all nations as he's going to say here in a moment Now what is a disciple? Well A good disciple is one who listens understands and obeys jesus instruction That's a that's a disciple So as jesus is saying we as disciples are to go and make disciples as we're going along our daily routine jesus says make sure that you are teaching people Bringing them into the kingdom You know one of the things that we see in the book of acts right away Is that when the disciples are being persecuted by saw? It says it very clearly in acts chapter eight verse four Therefore those who were scattered went everywhere doing what? Preaching the word There was no specific location. They were being persecuted. They just left And it was like the holy spirit just Scattered them and as they went out they didn't go out and hide they went out preaching the gospel They went out telling people about the gospel That's as they were going. That's what they were doing And it's interesting that we see this very clearly that instead of making evangelism a special separate part of our lives What we should do here is make evangelism as an essential part of our lives Using whatever opportunities normally and naturally arise as we go about our daily services or routines As you go to work tomorrow You just open yourself up to the holy spirit. There's probably many people that don't know jesus and probably a few that are ready to come to christ You don't have to leave You can see the mission field right there, you know in our church here as you drive out. It says you're entering the mission field Did you did you know that there's a there's a sign there? I think that is so great I think that's a great reminder As you leave this church. Hey sometimes churches be within themselves becomes missionary fields sometimes You know what i'm saying, but but as you leave you're entering the mission field I think that's well said And this is what jesus is communicating to his disciples And he's telling them basically to as you go. He says make disciples He says reproduce yourself and others You know back in the 60s they had this phrase and I wasn't born in the 60s, but I know this is what they said Keep the faith remember that for those of you who were born in the 60s or lived around the 60s keep the faith Really, that's not christianity Give it out, right? We're not supposed to keep the faith. We're supposed to give it out And we see here very clearly that as we reproduce ourselves and others We want to bring people into the kingdom of christ because of what god has worked in us already Paul even said this in 1 Corinthians 11 1 he says imitate me Just as I also imitate christs That's pretty powerful Imitate me as I imitate christ And I was hey listen you want to hang out with me and all of that that's great and all but listen I am not jesus, but i'm imitating christ. So as I imitate him you imitate him too I think that's cool to see this from paul That means that every person can participate in the great commission Without ever going on a trip because we are all involved in the going As you leave tonight's service You're on the go You don't know what god is going to do as you're heading out Perhaps some of you are heading into a restaurant. Perhaps some of you are going back to work maybe tonight You are going and in that process of going be ready to disciple people Share the gospel We see here that as you go about your business making disciples This is basically the natural part of the christian life Jesus assumes you're going about your daily routine Everybody here is busy everybody has a routine everybody has things that are that you're doing every day And it's within in in those things Jesus says Disciple ice It's so easy to forget that We go to work and we think you know what i'm working eight hours here and I don't even think of christs Perhaps it's because you're busy or not. I don't know but sometimes we just don't think that way We don't think that god can use me here at my job to lead people to christs And jesus says I have all authority in heaven and on earth I can open up those doors We've got to be careful that we don't limit god in what he wants to do Each day People who do not know jesus Will cross our path And it should be an exciting thing. It shouldn't be something that we should fear And we see here that this this is something that we need to understand that as we go about our day Be ready to make disciples A great example is in acts chapter three peter and john we see peter and john We're going to the temple at the hour of prayer. It was something that they did pretty much as a routine and Whether that man that was paralyzed that was placed there at the entrance was always there or perhaps He was you know, they went a certain way. They ended up crossing his path I don't know how it went, but I know that he was placed there Perhaps different sections in the temple, but most most of the time it was at the entrance because that's where everybody came in And for some reason the holy spirit spoke to peter's heart and at that time that that man was there They crossed paths. That's when peter said I don't have money, but what I do have is jesus christ of nazareth Get up and walk and you know the story, right? How do you know that god is going to place somebody in your path? Who is ripe and ready to accept christ's? We don't know that I remember one time I was at a youth group and I was leading this youth group and there was this dude that came in He was a he was a an ex-ganger or perhaps was still in gangs. He was scary looking. He was big He's like this tall I mean this guy was pretty scary and I just felt compelled to share the gospel with this guy Even if he stabbed me or shot me. Oh, well, here I go, right? So I just shared the gospel with this guy and it took me like 30 minutes to articulate the truth of god to this man to this young guy And at the end of those 30 minutes, I kind of timed it I said to him so would you like to accept jesus christ into your life? He says, yeah, of course What do you mean? He might spend 30 minutes just talking to you. Was it that easy? I could have just said hey, do you want to accept jesus? And he would have probably didn't right there He says I was already ready See, we don't know the people That we cross paths whether it's at work Whether it's in the grocery line wherever it is. You don't know what that person's heart where it's going What's happening in there? and until we take that step to just Evangelize them encourage them and once they come to christ You begin to make them disciples Invite them to church There's a discipleship class There's baptisms coming and all of a sudden you're making disciples And it becomes this this exciting adventure and this is what jesus is telling the disciples The word disciple as I mentioned today earlier literally means a learner that denotes one who follows another's teaching And that learner a disciple is always learning We're always learning as christians God is always teaching us things I'm always blown away when I read the scriptures or god reveals things to me I'm still learning and there's never going to be a day or a time that i'm going to get to a place in my walk with christ Where i'm going to know everything Oh, I already know the bible i've gone through it already i've taught no no never there's things that god still surprises me I get excited about Because as a disciple you're always learning And so what we do is we we take what we've learned and we begin to disciple people we begin to tell people about christ Discipleship or discipling means teaching people to observe that which jesus has commanded Now the rest of the verse describes more of what it means to make disciples And notice what he says it says baptize them Baptize them he said the idea here is that I am to help people make a firm commitment to become a follower of jesus christ Baptism does not save you Baptism only confirms what god had already done in your life You're you're you're publicly saying to those listening or watching that you are identifying with jesus christ with his death, burial and resurrection So when people say well, I don't want to be baptized Why wouldn't you want to identify yourself with jesus if you've already received christ into your life? The next step is baptism because you're publicly saying to those watching I am a follower of jesus christ's And we see that the baptism that jesus is referring to here is has that idea This is what happened with philip when philip in acts chapter 8 verse 26 When god led him in that little road that that deserted road He was heading in that direction had no clue what was going on and then all of a sudden There's this Ethiopian eunuch in this chariot coming in from worship and then the holy spirit says go overtake that chariot And then when he went over and to see what was going on you guys probably know the story This guy was reading the scroll of isiah He had no clue what he was reading and he even asked him. Do you understand what you're reading? He says I don't how can I? and then it says that philip preached jesus to him From where he was at philip didn't preach a feel-good message or A positive thinking kind of message. He went right to the core and that's jesus christ's And philip was there and then when philip showed him that it was christ in that verse That man immediately received christ and then he says what must I do to be baptized? And that's what he said we'll believe in jesus christ and he did right then and there And then there was a puddle of water there a thing of water. He says well, there's some water there Let's do it and he baptizes them right there. He made a disciple That's pretty cool Sunday We're going to see a lot of people baptized if you have not been baptized as a christian You've been a christian for a while and whatever reason you maybe you haven't done it yet Your upper your your your chance your opportunity is this sunday night or yeah this sunday night You can get baptized identify yourself with christ. There's no shame in that And this is what he's telling them. He says baptize them and notice He says in the name of the father the son and then the holy spirit this literally says into the name of This is the trinity here. This suggests coming into relationship with god as a disciple Baptism indicates both coming into a covenant relationship with god and pledging submission to his lordship And the cool thing about this this baptism into the name of the father son and holy spirit Is that the experience of god here is in these three persons is the essential basis of discipleship As he's as they're baptized into the trinity father son holy spirit But notice what he says though. He also says He says I want to go back to it because I kind of missed this one But he says all authority has been given to me go there and make disciples and notice he says all nations I want to I want to hit that one real quickly because I I didn't I skipped it Jesus here commands the making of disciples of individuals from all ethnic groups including judaism And It has all it has always been god's heart Always been god's hearts or his desire to reach the world With all these lost sinners that are out there today. It's been his heart for the longest time It's been the desire of god from the beginning that he wants to bring him into fellowship with god How do I know that first timothy chapter 2 verse 4 says this God who desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth That is the heart of our god And we as his people should have that same heart Because that is his desire for everybody On this earth Is for them to come into that saving knowledge of jesus christ into that relationship It's about sharing jesus with everyone if and especially if They are not like you We shouldn't pick and choose who we want to share jesus with I know sometimes the person that cut you off.  He's like i'm not going to share the gospel with them. Oh, well, they're going to miss out That's not the way it should be. It doesn't matter We have been commanded to share the gospel With everyone Doesn't matter whether they look like you or not whether they are weird geeky. It doesn't matter That person that individual that soul is important to god And it's an important concept is important thing here for us to understand here that this is about sharing jesus with everyone And the cool thing about this is that you can do it in your own hometown You can do it wherever you're at whether you're at school at work In fact, there's probably many ethnic groups in your own in your town And even if there's a muslim living next door, don't don't be afraid of them share the gospel with them I remember when I was in bible college many years ago The mosque here. There's a muslim mosque up here.  You're thinking you're like john the baptist, right?  So I remember my friend and I were like, you know what we were studying world religions here at the church here With one of the classes and I said, you know what there's a mosque down there. Let's go evangelize these guys And a little that I know about, you know, Islam I just we went out there and and we wanted to evangelize them And also we wanted to obtain a Quran because we wanted to study the Quran And so we walked into this mosque and we were like the only two Students in this mosque were walking around. I think we I mean we we were there Nobody was around and we were like kind of like in this hallway that it was echoey And we're just saying hello Hello And it was just like nobody was there and I'm thinking we're trespassing right now. We're going to get in trouble So as we're walking through my friend said, let's just keep going. No, there's a library here So we went in there and as we see up in their shelf all these Quran's Well, that's what we need And so he says no, don't take it. Let's find somebody so as we walk back out out of that that library We hear a voice. Can I help you like oh dude? We're in trouble now We're just bible college students from Calvary Chapel Chino Valley. We just want a Quran Well come in first in my office like we're dead So here we walk into the office and this is this is the the the head of the mosque And we sit down with him and and we just him and I my friend We just start sharing Jesus with this guy It's like well, you know, we just want to share about Jesus with you. Oh, we believe in Jesus We love Jesus. No, no, no, you say he's a prophet Just one of the prophets we believe Jesus the Messiah And we went back and forth back and then they bring in food for us And I don't know the culture And my friend's like, oh good food.  I said, we're going to be the first martyrs here in chino I didn't know the culture. That was what they do. They feed you I'm like, how am I going to have that? So my friend's like eating it up like I'm out of here, you know, we went back and forth back and forth back and forth with this guy And we didn't go anywhere but but we share the gospel with him I mean, it would have been easy for me to say, oh, no, they're they're muslims I'm not going to go there and share the gospel forget them No, we're just share the gospel with everybody Even the neighbor that bothers you We're just share the gospel with Because that is our command. That's what Jesus is calling us to do And so he tells us not only to baptize them, but notice teaching notice what it says The word teaching here has the idea of conveying theology The things Jesus taught and living the things I am teaching In other words, I'm to model obedience Listen guys, if you're a Christian and you're working and you're not modeling obedience to Christ They're not going to want to listen to you If you're cussing and swearing and laughing at their jokes and stealing and and just being this honest listen When they find out you're a Christian or if they already know you're a Christian They're going to look at you as a hypocrite or a phony Discipleship won't work there We have to model obedience. What does that mean that we show that we have integrity in our walk with christs That we do go to church and and that we're not like them And and we see here that when jesus says teaching them he says not only teach them doctrine But also model obedience because that's the way they're going to become effective disciples Any proclamation of the gospel, which does not have christ at the center is not the gospel And if that's what our lives are kind of showing at work, then that is not the gospel message And we see here that disciples here must not just must not just understand what jesus has commanded as as foundational as this is They must also obey it. So when we teach them, we also want to teach them to obey to obey I remember disciple in this young guy many years ago He struggled with smoking pot And I said to him he just got saved I said listen, dude, you got to get off of that And he says but but robert you don't understand every time I smoke weed man I get this boldness. Is that from the holy spirit? I said no, it's from the drug But I just I could share jesus with these guys when I'm smoking pot. I said, dude, listen, you're deceived That is not good if you're sitting there smoking a joint with your friends, they're not going to take you serious You're not modeling obedience And so when we see this here, this is an important thing because obedience is so important in the christian life Jesus even said this in luke 646 But why do you call me lord lord and not do the things which I say? That's very convicting, isn't it?  We strive to live an obedient life in christ's It's a believing learner one who places faith in christ and who follows in a life of learning the disciple It's a beautiful word And and a lot of you here tonight who are born again christians. You are disciples Begin to reproduce yourself in others Begin to share what what you've learned About christ from this pulpit from your devotional life and begin to go out and and bring that over to somebody Who's ready to receive jesus christ, of course We're not going to go out there and shove it to people that don't want it But there are many people out there i guarantee you jesus even said that there a lot of sheep out there And the labors are few he said That there are people that are ready ready to get right with god And we see here that jesus is encouraging the disciples to go out on this great commission But notice the final component of the great commission in verse 20 He said this He says and lo I am with you always even to the end of the age What does that mean? It means this That I am not on my own In the great commission I am not on my own in the great commission That's what it says right here Do you see you and I need the power of the holy spirit to disciple To make disciples We are not alone in this process in this adventure Jesus joins you and you're going You're baptizing and in your teaching as you disciple others He's with you And that's the cool thing about this is that jesus christ says i'm not detaching myself from you I'm going to be with you. I'm not leaving you alone. You need my power Acts 1a we I said it earlier When it says that jesus said you're going to receive power when the holy spirit comes upon you And you will be witnesses to me not that you're going to go out and witness you're going to be witnesses This is who you are with the holy spirit living in you. He says throughout all these areas judea Jerusalem judea samaria and to the ends of the earth as you're going He says you're going to just be lighting up the world like jesus said in matthew 5 right You are the light of the world. Listen. You are not that you're going to become You don't wake up in the morning and turn on a switch. Okay. I'm a light today You are that's who you are in christ now. It depends on you how bright you shine That's on you christ is we're already living in you.  No, no, no raw reason. I don't know. I'm not like those guys. No, no, no Listen, this is not about that This is about wherever you go You're making disciples. You're sharing the gospel with people on an individual basis Discipleship is more than just going to starbucks Because sometimes we look at discipleship. Oh, yeah, I've been discipling this guy. Oh, yeah Tell me about the subject. Well, he likes macchiato or caramel macchiato and um, you know No, no, no that that's not discipleship You mean you're not reading the bible with them or you're not teaching it? No, no, but the coffee's good That's not discipleship starbucks. Not discipleship unless you have a bible open and you're teaching them I've discipled a lot of people some that were you know Fruful others were not fruitful because one they did not want to obey What was being taught? I remember I spent about eight months with one young guy Meeting him at the public library going through the gospel of john with him because he showed interest in jesus I said great. Let's go to the library. Let's meet there at six o'clock One day a week and we will go through the gospel of john You can ask all the questions that you have and and and you know what I will teach you about jesus and I did that for eight months It didn't work. Why because he did not want to obey The things of christ's In fact, he did come to the lord But for some reason there was a glitch there in his life That he did not want to obey the lord I've had other discipleship opportunities where they just grew In fact many years ago, I remember discipling this another young guy in new york I passed her to church in upset new york That's why I have all these experiences when it comes to discipleship And I did a lot of young adult things with with groups that is and in teens and I remember one specific teen I remember he was so messed up on drugs He was just struggling with god and I remember spending time with him too. It didn't go anywhere I was so bummed. I moved back to california and four five years later.  I know that we spent time together for a while You're reading the bible encouragement to listen to jesus to walk with him and whatnot I was listening to you But I was in a hard spot, but I want to tell you today. I am following jesus christ The fruit Came later It's frustrating at first where you're like i'm wasting my time, but you know what? It's not it's not your it's not my time. It's god's time And this young boy blew me away When he said this and here's another one recently My wife and I were at home and I get this phone call from this this young girl who was in college when I was pastoring there Who we invited the church we we encouraged her we shared the the lord with her She didn't come to christ and she called us about three weeks ago from new york And we haven't even seen this girl for six years and she's crying on the phone Telling her my wife and I I just want to thank you guys for what you said to me and the things you taught me I just came to jesus and she just started crying and she i'm like wow That's so awesome So the person you just shared jesus with today at work Don't be a don't be bummed out that they looked at you and said you're crazy Because you don't know what will happen down the road They may be calling you saying thank you for telling me that jesus loves me jesus said All authority has been given to me in heaven and on earth. He is he has absolute authority guys rest in that Be encouraged because the great commission here Is a wonderful task. It's an exciting journey That god has given you and i the opportunity to make disciples Of all nations amen


Hey guys, what is up? Welcome to my channel for today's video. I am doing a almost three-year overdue video I'm going to be filming my very first Q&A and I'm gonna be getting ready I'm gonna talk a little bit about the products, but that's not the main focus today Um little disclaimer because you guys know I do want to be as transparent as possible with you guys This video is not sponsored by anybody. I purchased all the products that I'm using with my own money Literally, I'm just using random products today. No rhyme or reason I am making a small commission of from linking a few brands to the direct website Which I believe are like the L'Oreal brands um Kiehl's Urban Decay and Lancome So I will put a little disclaimer down below as I'll just so you guys know but literally nobody told me what products to use Nobody offered to send me anything I think they're just trying to promote instead of using Sephora just to use the actual store links Which is what I should get better at doing anyways, but they just want to let you guys know that anyways Let's uh, let's get into it So I've never done a Q&A before because I I always feel like nobody is interested in anything about me But you guys you guys came through let me show you so we're good. I'm good on questions I think I was worried. I don't know why I just I Don't know why I'm like this. Let's start off though priming my face. My skin's feeling really dry So I'm gonna use the Kiehl's Ulce facial cream. I just have this sitting on my desk This is like a classic one of their best products. It's really nice pretty lightweight I know this is gonna feel like an ad because the first few products are gonna be those ones that I'm linking directly to the store But I swear to you it just works out that way I'm gonna answer questions based on like what was asked the most some were personal some were not so personal a very very very Popular question that I was surprised by was how did you and Jose meet? So if you don't know Jose is my husband. We got married this summer. I'm using Urban Decay all nighter ultra glow Face primer. This is kind of like the milk makeup grip primer, but I like it better The grip primer makes me break out. I think and this is a little bit less sticky, but it still gives you a little bit of stick I'm gonna use my color pop pretty fresh hyaluronic hydrating foundation So Jose and I met while we were in college. We went to the same college together We went to a really really small private college out in the middle of nowhere, West Virginia And him and I had like zero mutual friends really I think he saw me in like the cafeteria or something and you know thought I was cute or whatever There's nothing to do at my school literally middle of the nowhere West Virginia and there was a local I guess kind of like bar that everybody would go to on the weekend and he ran track And I was in a sorority and I was with one of my friends my sorority I was never like a big sorority girl But I had a few friends in there and one of my friends was on the track team So she kind of knew Jose and Jose expressed interest with me So we met that night and I mean I'm not gonna say the rest is history because that's horny And it really wasn't as simple from there because I was graduating he was going back to Spain He's from a whole other country, so it wasn't simple after that, but that is how we met I thought he was pretty funny Another question that I was surprised by kind of pertaining to Jose is if I would ever move to Spain because that's where he's from That's where he is a citizen. I'm using the Urban Decay round blade in neutral Nana right now. No, I would be pretty useless in Spain I don't really speak Spanish like at all. I have the knowledge of a two-year-old. They probably speak better than me Honestly, I'm trying to learn Spanish. I'm not even really trying. I need to learn Spanish But the problem is I just don't have time, you know between working full-time Basically doing YouTube full-time. I feel like I work like a full-time youtuber throwing in learning a whole other language I just can't so I don't have a Spanish degree. I don't even speak the language So if we were to move to Spain, I would be so so useless. It's not off the table I we have talked about moving to Spain kind of when we've done what we needed to do in America So I think when we get older depending on kids and that whole situation I do think we'll at least retire in Spain maybe that's like a long long ways away But that's something that we talked about because Jose does have a lot more family than I have here I don't really have a huge family or anything and Jose's family is quite large because my mom's family is all from Singapore So I only have my dad's side of the family here whereas, you know, all of Jose's family lives in Spain I was surprised at how many people asked that Definitely won't be moving to Spain anytime soon another question I got do you have any other like work besides YouTube, which yes, I talk about it all the time So if you watch my channel regularly, you already know I am an elementary school PE teacher I am currently teaching online full-time So that's how I'm able to have extra time to work on my channel right now as of now We are going back in the building mid-January Subject to change I'm sure with the way that the numbers are going right now And once I go back into the building I most definitely will be not be posting as frequently as I am now I've definitely taken full advantage of the full online to try and grow my channel as much as possible Produce as much content as possible and once we get into the building it'll slow down for sure full-time PE teacher for elementary school last year. I was a middle school PE teacher, so that was my first year of teaching This is my second year and I moved to an elementary school and so far I really like it, but it's hard to tell when we are 100% online I've never met my kids in person when we go back into the building I don't know who they are, you know, we're wearing face masks They've never seen me in person before so really weird year to get into teaching I've officially been teaching online more than I have in person So I'm using the Kylie cosmetics concealer never I haven't used this in a while And we're gonna use the new Sonya G mini base brush When will you and Jose be living together in your own house or apartment? Yeah, if you don't know my living situation I know a lot of you have been curious right now We are living with my parents Jose and I are going through an immigration process So he is not allowed to work for the unforeseeable amount of future And even when he is allowed to work I mean with what's going on in the world right now Who knows when he'll be able to get a job So just, you know, to make things a little bit easier on me My parents were kind enough to let us live with them And I mean, I like living with my parents I get along really well with my parents and so does Jose So we don't mind it. We have a very good relationship with my parents So we are looking to move into our own place when Jose can get a job The goal is by the summer I'm using Charlotte Tilbury magic powder It's really not in our hands right now We're still finishing up the adjustment of status paperwork for Jose To even turn it in for him to be considered for work and a green card and all of that So truly we have no clue but hopefully sometime in 2021 And we're looking to move into an apartment I kind of told Jose, you know, he did move across the world for me So he can get a job really wherever he wants So wherever he gets a job is where we will move to Because I did get asked where I live. I currently live in Maryland But I don't know that it's a permanent situation for us. I'm pretty open I think Jose wants to move somewhere a little bit more closer to the city I live about an hour outside of Washington DC And I think for him and I, we'd get along better at a more city-like area I live in a suburb outside of DC So we're looking to get into an apartment Not in DC because that's so pricey But just somewhere where there's more, you know Jose is from Madrid So he's used to the city life and I forgot to moisturize my lips They're looking crusty. I'm gonna use the Kiehl's lip balm I have a holiday set here I got this because Jose wanted some lip balms And I thought this was a really, really cute set Lots of questions also about would you ever become a full-time YouTuber? Would you ever leave teaching to become full-time? And if you had asked me this a year ago, I would have said no I never had interest in YouTube I never thought YouTube would become a full-time opportunity for me You know, I went to school for years for teaching Four and a half actually My major goal when I first started One, I was obviously looking for people to talk to about makeup And I felt like I did have some knowledge that I wanted to share and help people I'm an educator at heart I wanted to help in every realm that I knew I'm using the Tower 28 Bronzino West Coast Bronzer I'm gonna use a Sonya G face brush, the mini-base So, yeah, if you had asked me that year ago, absolutely not However, I really think in 2020, just with all that's going on Was the first year that my mindset on that kind of shifted I, like I said, I use teaching online I didn't like that brush for that, by the way, so I'm using a sponge I took advantage of teaching online to try and grow my channel more Grow my base more, expand my content And I mean, it's been very, very successful I'm very proud of how hard I worked Just so that by the time that I went back into the building I would have that bigger base And I forgot to mention this, but my original goal Besides just looking for someone to talk to About makeup and to share my education I thought it would be really cool One day YouTube could supplement what I wanted to buy So that I wouldn't have to use my own work money And I'm more than past that point, which is so amazing I'm so thankful And this year because of COVID is the first time That I would actually consider going full-time on YouTube Because I treated, especially in the summer When I wasn't teaching I treated my YouTube as if it were my full-time job And I have love every second of it And don't get me wrong, I really do love teaching But there's a lot of things if you're a teacher You know that that's not to love about teaching as well And so I've really been enjoying YouTube It doesn't feel like work to me It doesn't feel like a job to me I look forward to sitting down, filming, editing, all of that So I do feel like this is the first year That I've considered maybe pursuing it As a full-time opportunity while I have the ability And I do have the opportunity that's giving to me You know, I have a degree, I have two degrees actually I also have a degree in psychology And I'm using, by the way, the Chanel blush in number 21 It is a gorgeous soft pink blush That I'm slowly building up So I mean, to answer your question It's a goal that I'm not pushing If things continue to go how they're going I've been really enjoying myself And there's a lot of moving parts to that Because I've talked to Jose about it And he's very, very supportive in whatever I decide to do I'm using the Lancome Le Mano Chromatic Yclote And this is really cool, you can use it as eyeshadow or highlight I'm just gonna use it as highlight today Jose's supportive in whatever I decide to do He has an unbelievable amount of belief in my channel And what we can grow it to be So if Jose is able to get a job And it would be, you know, financially possible And especially if we have to move for his job I absolutely would consider going full-time with YouTube Because I love it, you guys I am thriving and I will always have the ability To go back to teaching, you know, that's not something That once I don't do it, it's off the table forever Whereas YouTube, I do feel like if you want to do it Like, you have to take the opportunity You don't get that opportunity every day So that's kind of my mindset I'm kind of going with the flow Whatever happens happens There's a lot of changing parts with Jose and I And his immigration status and his work We just don't know what even the next six months Are gonna bring It is absolutely something that I am considering I'll be very honest So that's why I'm like trying to put out as much content As possible right now while I can So if I do need to go full-time with YouTube Like we move and I can't get a job Or something like that I have something to back us up, you know That was a very long-winded question I got a couple questions about my mom When she would be on my channel, all of that And let's go on to eyeshadow, by the way I'm gonna use the Too Faced Pumpkin Spice Palettes I've been using this a lot lately And I just feel like there's so many looks that I want to create So that is why I'm using that again I got questions about if I had any siblings I do not I am an only child and my mom is not interested On coming on camera I would love it We've talked about it I think it would make a really great video You guys would love her She has a lot of knowledge on makeup as well But she just doesn't feel comfortable with it And I can't force her If she doesn't feel comfortable She feels comfortable sitting behind the screen During my lives and talking to you guys So that's probably all you're gonna get for the time being Maybe one day She's very scared of being awkward on camera Which I can understand because that's weird Honestly, I feel like I would feel weird with her on camera Because I'm so used to just talking by myself Nobody else hearing me I think if I were to wean her into it We would do like a makeup collection So you guys could see her makeup collection She has quite a lovely makeup collection or something like that But we'll see You know, if you want to communicate with my mom Join my lives She sits in and helps answer questions Because I'm the worst answering comments If I'm really focused on what I'm doing Do you ever get lazy from editing? And how do you keep on editing so many videos? Yes, editing is not my forte I have a pretty good formula of how I edit my videos And I just do it You know, I do the bare minimum I make sure that my content itself Like what I film is good enough So even if my editing is not that good At the very least, the content is good I've gotten really really fast at editing my own videos You guys It's just they're nothing fancy And that's how I'm able to sustain that I will say recent change A lot of you guys know about this Since Jose is done with college He has time You know, he can't really work Jose is actually a very very talented editor He loves to edit videos He's been editing my videos It's made a huge difference in the time I have available And the quality of my videos Are so much better This color is so patchy, you guys Oh no, I'm having problems blending this But yeah, he's made a huge difference And his editing is really good You guys seem to be loving it So that is how he's helped me recently with editing He's been editing some videos for me I still edit videos Because at the end of the day He doesn't understand makeup So a lot of the videos I feel like Because I know what I'm talking about And I understand makeup I know where the products are supposed to go I know what I want to say I do take the liberty to still edit some videos But I've been throwing a lot of videos at him lately And it's really been saving me a lot of time But I don't like editing I don't I just kind of do the bare minimum And make sure that I do a good job With the filming portion Which I do like How do you balance everything And make time slash stay focused You do so much Like I said, working from home Has made the biggest difference For me to be able to put so much time into YouTube I've always put a lot of time into YouTube Even when I did go into the building Like I would still post multiple times a week But one thing about me Is that I've always had a really good work ethic Like I'm not a procrastinator I just don't You know that And so it is really innate how I am So I always am pretty busy But I am also really good at scheduling Time for myself I feel like And the thing with YouTube is to me It doesn't really feel like work I like kind of sitting down Waiting in bed and editing photos That doesn't feel like I'm working That's me relaxing So that also mentally is part of how I'm able to do it Because it's not a lot of Ugh, I gotta get up and film today Ugh, I have to edit this video I mean, sometimes it is But for the most part Like it just doesn't feel that way to me And I really like this Too Faced palette by the way But that purple shade Because I'm like halfway paying attention to it Was giving me some trouble It was not blending itself out But I mean my tips As far as being able to balance everything Would be to-do lists To-do lists save my life I just love crossing them off And just scheduling everything out And having a schedule that makes sense, you know I have a Tuesday I normally teach a lot Like I don't have much break in between my teaching days I know I'm really tired And I won't have energy to film So I know, okay, I'll edit a video That day And if I do have pockets of time I'll dedicate that to either editing Or filming And it's just- I put myself on a schedule And I just sit down and do it It's the kind of thing where The thought of doing it Is really what paralyzes you And stops you from actually doing things But if you just do it It's not that bad I schedule the videos I want to film Or I schedule at least the times that I want to film So a planner will save your life We're gonna do this shade now What a typical day looks like for me Is I, of course, dedicate my teaching time My contracted teaching time To teaching, of course, during the day I'll stop in on some stories I'll check my YouTube account I've been very bad at replying to comments lately In DMs I'm very sorry I'm just- It's a very busy season Not only for YouTube But also for my job So I haven't been answering comments As much as I should have But I'll do like small things like that During the day for YouTube But mostly my contracted teaching time Is my teaching time And then I'll spend the evenings Filming Or editing Kind of depending on what my schedule has And what I need to upload Or if I need to film Daytime hours for work work Evening hours for YouTube And then I do Spend a lot of time on the weekend Also kind of pre-filming Or editing Creating content So that way If I'm feeling lazy during the week And I don't want to do anything I've done the work on the weekend So, I mean essentially Like the answer is I just- I work my butt off I don't really get much free time for myself To like lay down and do nothing Like laying down and doing nothing to me Is laying down and editing Or laying down and uploading a photo Or something like that You just kind of do it I don't know I've just always been really good about being productive Which is crazy I'll complain about being productive And say Ugh I don't feel like being productive today But I really am a productive person Like I'm not gonna lie And like not only that But I don't have kids or anything You know I don't have a household to run So I'm very lucky that I have more time Because of that I can't imagine having kids Having a full-time job And also doing YouTube You guys are superheroes Gonna smudge on a little bit of the Urban Decay 24-7 Glide on pencil In perversion Fun fact These were my very first pencils That I ever used Or eyeliners that I ever used Growing up I remember being in middle school using these And they're the best Tips for YouTube beginner So I do have a whole live that I did About all the tips that I have If you're starting out a YouTube channel I tell you what software What equipment I use I do highly recommend checking that live out If you're interested I think that my number one tip would be though If you're gonna do it Just do it Don't do anything like halfway I don't know I just feel like If you're kind of halfway About doing your YouTube channel Nobody's gonna subscribe Then you're going to feel Like you wanna quit And for me It was about investing my money Into things like a camera And like quality Was something that was important to me From the beginning Just think about what you want to watch As a viewer You know I don't like watching videos Or the quality is not very good So I invested money Into the quality of my channel That was a priority for me And for some people Maybe obviously That's very expensive A phone works great Just make sure you have good lighting If you're gonna do it Do it And don't like ponder Should I do this Blah blah blah Just do it And make sure you stick with it Otherwise Like your channel's not gonna go anywhere You know People can sense If you're into it Or if you're not If you're committed If you're not They want to subscribe to you Because you're committed to your channel So and I mean That's kind of like The harsh truth of it But just think about What you would want As a viewer I'm gonna use the long comb Mom's here Big mascara What is your ethnicity? So I am half white My dad's family is from Kentucky And then my mom's family Is from Singapore So I am half Singaporean How old are you? I am 24 I will be 25 in May I'm gonna use these De-star lashes In this style page I love the glitter background How can you afford to buy So many expensive luxury makeup? Are you from a rich family? I think that's pretty easy to assume Like what is this young girl Doing buying luxury makeup? I did not grow up in a rich family I mean everybody's perception of rich Is different though I think I would say by the American standards Like we are middle class I am the only child So my parents didn't have to put their money Towards anybody else besides me But no We didn't grow up rich or anything I don't live in a mansion or anything I've always just really liked luxury makeup And high-end makeup I still like drugstore makeup too Like I still buy drugstore makeup I just happen to feature the luxury And high-end makeup that I buy And I really did get more into luxury makeup Once I started doing YouTube I've always liked luxury But I didn't have that much When I started out But I've been interested in it And thanks to YouTube Thanks to you guys You know watching my videos Shopping through my links I've personally been able to afford more luxury makeup Obviously like I'm a teacher I don't have a huge salary Or anything But how my finances are My full-time job You know that pays for my loans My student loans Oh my gosh My bills Phone bills All of that stuff I'm very blessed to live with my parents To be able to save money To eventually move out So I don't pay any rent right now And then With the YouTube stuff I'm very very blessed Where the money that I make From my YouTube And my social media That goes back into buying products For my channel So that I can continue to Produce content for you guys So it literally is because of you guys That I'm able to afford the makeup That I'm able to afford I feel like some people assume I'm going bankrupt For my channel Like that's not the case I've always been very responsible With my money And I only really spend it On things that I like And it's gotten to the point now Where my YouTube pays for my content So I'm not like Blowing money just for my channel You know It's Every piece of makeup that I buy Is literally an investment For my business And for my dreams And I've gotten a lot better At buying makeup That I really just feature For my channel For a while When I was getting a feel For what did well on my channel What you guys wanted to see I actually spent a lot more money On kind of things That I wouldn't even feature I would just buy them to buy And I've gotten a lot more Thoughtful with my purchases And I know I'm like kind of quiet about the money part And all of that Because that is personal But I know if I was watching me I'd be curious as well So I mean that's how And how it started In the beginning I did have some help from my mom Like her and I We share a makeup collection We aren't going too soon Which is why I purchase a lot more for myself now But like we would go have Z's on things Or if she would buy something So I would feature it on my channel And I worked hard Like I've always had a job And my money would go to makeup It really would But I always saw in the beginning of my channel That when I would buy equipment Or makeup That was an investment And it paid off You know But I'm very blessed Definitely very blessed That my parents have really supported What I've done And most of the money Into my channel Has been through my own money Or it's because you guys Like there was a point In the beginning of my YouTube channel Where I was working I was a long term sub So I worked a full day This is right out of college Full work day And then I would drive Like 40 minutes to go Coach a sports team And then on the days That I didn't do that I would coach for like the county Like I would coach little kids So there was one point Where I was working three jobs On top of a YouTube channel To afford my YouTube channel And my bills And all of that stuff So truly I have the money Because I work hard I worked a lot And then when I was in college I didn't have any financial responsibility But I would do weird jobs in college I would be like a soccer ball girl I would work volleyball The scoreboard Even though I didn't understand volleyball Literally weird jobs in college To pay for that stuff But I really wasn't too into YouTube When I was in college Because I couldn't afford anything I got really into YouTube Once I was able And had the ability to work I feel like I'm talking too much Let me do my lips I'm just gonna do a lip liner And I'm gonna try one of the new Fenty glow creams Which I'm gonna film a review on Right after this video Let's use Dun-un-done from Poundograph Any other questions? Let's see Do you feel overwhelmed By how much makeup you own? Like how do you manage using it all? Like I don't buy makeup To use it all So I don't feel overwhelmed I don't feel the need to finish a product It feels great to finish a product But that's not why I buy makeup I buy makeup one to feature on my channel To review for you guys To help you with your buying needs You know like I say I spend money so you don't have to I'm helping people out I profit from you guys watching those videos That pays for the product Which in return helps you guys Save your money Because you can't profit From reviewing a channel If you're just a viewer So that's kind of my mentality behind that all I don't buy makeup to use it So I'm not going to feel overwhelmed To have to finish a product And not only that Like I buy makeup Because I like to look at pretty things We're going to use the cream in Fenty Glow Because I think that's what's going to go really good With my look I also buy makeup Because I like to look at pretty things I like to swatch makeup I like to take product shots I get more out of makeup Than just wearing it And I do get a lot of hate comments For the size of my makeup collection It's a waste Like it's not a waste This is my hobby Swatching products is my hobby Applying makeup on camera is my hobby Reviewing products It's my passion Sharing with you guys So that I can help you That in of itself Justifies how much I owe And I don't think people talk about that enough on YouTube I feel like YouTubers are very apologetic For the size of their collection You don't need to just purchase makeup Just to use it And that goes for everybody You know Even if you don't have a YouTube channel If you sit there And you swatch your makeup at night And it brings you joy That's why you purchased it You know I feel like people are so judgy Like people collect things Makeup is no different Like sure You know it doesn't increase in value And it expires But it's none of your business Okay Anyways I finished my makeup look by the way That Fenty Cream is really pretty Kind of soft Like it's not super pigmented But it has enough color I really like this look It's really pretty Not that it was much about the look I'm trying to see There's any other questions It was hard for me to do my makeup And talk at the same time If you didn't notice Do you still work as a pro MUA? I feel like I don't consider myself to be a pro I don't own my own makeup artistry business Or anything I don't have the time to do that I work as like an independent contractor Under one company So she works with the contracts And all of that And I just kind of show up If I do End up deciding to ever go full time With YouTube I would also open up my own artistry business Because I would have the time So that also would be kind of the game plan So I still am currently doing it But not really Because of Covid But hopefully 2021 I'm looking to pick up more jobs Have you ever thought about vlogging? I've thought about it I've thought about creating a second channel To just post non-makeup related content Whenever I feel like it Not a good channel to take seriously But you guys don't want me to vlog I am so boring I am such an introvert I'm okay with staying in my house all day Being stuck in my house Hasn't been that big of a deal for me I've kind of enjoyed it Like completely being honest You know there's some people that really struggle With lockdown And staying inside For me it hasn't been that hard How do you deal with negative comments And hate And stop it from ruining your mood? I'm definitely still working on that People on the internet Write the craziest stuff And I feel like my channel Has really grown in the last year And so I've been getting more and more hate comments And I always like Before I started my YouTube channel I knew I would get hate And I was like Oh you just like delete them And move on And some people And some comments really do kind of They get to me More than I would like to admit I come to the point where If anybody leaves me a comment I'm sorry even if it's not a hate comment But if it doesn't make me feel happy If it sparks any type of negative emotion I hide that user from my channel And there has been instances where I understand not everybody Really means anything in a negative way There are people that do But there are some comments Where they don't mean it that way It just comes off that way I don't even care Like I just hide them from my channel Because the things people say on the internet Are wild And even it's like If it's not truly a hate comment Let me just say this If you start off a comment with This is not hate Not to be rude Anything like that most likely I probably hide you from my channel Because that's just what works for me Do you ever think about coming out With your own makeup line? Never say never But that's not anything That I'm currently interested in at all I think it's too much responsibility And I don't think I would be good At coming up with formulas I'm actually quite an indecisive person I wouldn't know what I would do The best job for me I feel like would be for a brand To hire me And just test out products And tell them if it's going to be good or not And like say yes or no to their ideas Because I can't produce the ideas I'm not creative enough for that But I can tell you if it's good or bad So that honestly would be The dream job for me To work for a big makeup company And just tell you No yes No this is ugly This is not This will sell well This won't I feel like I would be so good for that Obviously I didn't answer all of the questions But I feel like I answered the most asked ones And ones that would stem from other questions Just with my very long-winded answers I'm gonna end the Q&A here I think maybe next time if I do a Q&A I'll probably not do my makeup Because I learned I'm not very good at talking While doing my makeup in this video But I hope you guys enjoyed it I'm sorry it was If it was really long I have thought about a lot of these answers For a long time And how I would answer them for you guys Because I do think about a lot Like my YouTube channel And what my plans are And what my goals are And how I got to this point Because naturally like You just wonder that about people that you watch So hope you guys enjoyed this video If you aren't subscribed to my channel already I would love it If you would consider taking the time to do so I'll see you guys in the next one Bye guys Have a good one