You're still alive.  He is Elger and Attila Let's get the text going We we managed to make some slides this time so Not too many slides and we do also have the time lapse from the last four or five days So that's also very nice But can we have the the video magic happening on the small display? Please product your house. Oh Oh, it's doing something. Oh Yeah, here we go, of course because Not really able to make decent presentations What would happen now is that I've lost my text over here And that doesn't work that doesn't work Can we have decent open-source software that does this better because this thing doesn't work? I will try it in another thing next time So in four years So we will do it like this then It's big enough, right All right Good well Who still wants to party for five more days? Well You can for the large part who make sure that there's still food in the next five days. There are still showers. You can help To let me close everything down clean everything up as if we have never been here, but before we go into that Yeah It's been an amazing. Yeah, five days. It's been For us even the last few days were relaxed So we're really happy and we could sleep and we had nice weather, of course. Yeah, so except for now, but yeah all right So after five days of camping having fun hacking making new inventions making new friends Being at home, I hope everybody has felt being at home well a lot of stuff Just Suddenly everything started working everything started happening it worked the camp was fucking awesome, and that's all thanks to you Thank you So we have compiled a list of statistics Because we love numbers for those who don't know Attila is a treasure and Today he will do something remarkable. He might even say the word yes All right, so Yeah, honor is yours. Well, we wanted to go over some statistics for the event We had over a thousand angels registered in the angel system and And So, thank you for all the help of making this actually possible Some other statistics so we had a very good cleaning crew Going over all the toilets and all the showers During the day and they used over 3,000 Toilet paper rolls 455 liters of hand soap Well, you also have noticed that there were some cartons and Some people did something very special with it And also we had 15 people who decided not to pick it up So they were abandoned and they were standing there and not being used So a small notice well We said that there was an eviction notice for your cartons So if you're leaving put it where it's being marked But if you're staying to help we'll get rid of the carton in another way. So Just stay here help us. You don't have to leave your carton just yet And it should be waterproof for three months So, yeah, don't be worried about that. You can stay for three months All right, we also had a driving couch that was pretty awesome We had five driving chairs So next event if this continues everybody will have a driving chair. So hooray for driving chairs we had We're 42 broken coins. So of all the coins we ended out were 42 broken coins. We had also somebody that Made his own coins And the system works Uh 73 insect attacks like wasps and and and others are the things 100 and 150 bandages used Bandages used and for some reason there's one utp cable that got pooped on So some statistics for the beer for the for the bar We saw there was 2,650 liters of beer drunk over the event 400 liters of chung 4800 bottles of mate and Well, there were 20 clones that was your line. Yeah, that was my line. It's not funny anymore Yeah There's somebody who did make the cloning device and there will be some bodies then somewhere I don't know how they brain merge again. I don't know or they'd sync up I don't know what we saw a lot of people with with black shirts and a beard Everybody grew beard. So weird There were 299 signs made by the deco team.  So they don't have to clean it up. So please do Also the these small shaw flags like this this size like a meter by 50 centimeter You can also take them home if you want We should have the example here, but we don't So I don't take home the extra stuff that would be a problem There were for example, don't take home 200 fire extinguishers Don't take home 85 exit signs And don't take home 12,000 liters of diesel. Well, you can't because we use that so And Well, four years ago, we had a few accidents with golf carts. They ended up in ditches This time we had zero as far as I know There's still five days to go so who know There they're just before we started to talk there were 146 dogs published online already. Thanks to the C3 Falcon production house. So thank you The number is growing But that number is still growing. That's that's very awesome It already has like 13,370 views or something like that. So people are watching it. It's it's it's great Also, they're like 200 more than 256 apps for the badge So if you have a badge you can play with it for for four weeks unless you have ransomware, but yeah I also many many hours of snoring in the silent lounge, which was very silent and very awesome and We counted don't ask us how we do this this but we counted more than 203 2,365,000 compliments to all volunteers So, thank you very much. Let's make it one more if you've ordered a hoodie or t-shirt And you didn't pick it up yet. Please do today. Otherwise, we'll have They have to send a lot and do a lot of work So if you have ordered a hoodie or t-shirt, there's a t-shirt shop on the food court Bring your bring that nice barcode with you and you you get your hoodie and t-shirt And if you didn't order one We're doing a second run. You can order it in the ticket shop and it will be sent to you easy piece right oh then Something else before we start doing the take down tear down stuff. We have some other events because well Shah we've over soon and We'd like to invite you to a few other events For example Next Congress CCC Congress or CC Congress. I always make a mistake in that. I don't know it's between Christmas and New Year's Eve in Leipzig this year I think we'll all meet each other there if you've never been there. Please go. It's it's really awesome. It's it's really cool Help out make it also great Also next year. There's in England. There's a camp that looks a lot like Shah or Shah looks a lot like emf if you want Go to electromagnetic field. It's in the west of England At the end of August and they promised there won't be rain. So I don't know how they do it Where there also will know Where there also will be no rain is in tour camp It's on the other side of the globe in the United States on some tropical islands. That's also not too shabby So if you want to go to a camp next year, there are many more borne hack Like the booklet has a whole list of really great camps right camp in Belgium Check check that list out. There's there's a camp near you These promise to be also a very awesome and of course in 2019 there will be the next chaos communication camps somewhere in Germany It seems that we have received a takedown notice in contrast to to All the some other events that we can now party in the until the night. We have a very special Thing because we have to tear everything down in three days. So First first rule don't panic Just take all we'll be fine. There's a lot of planning involved Electrolove has been planning for five days during the event how to solve this puzzle and came up with a really really good set of solutions so I Don't know what I did, but it's really not usable anymore Please you know if you leave if you have to leave earlier and you cannot help with the tear down Please clean up everything near you near your tent. Make sure that it's cleaner than when you came If you have small children In the next days make sure that they are next to you that they are inside because they will be inside plain site if because there will be a lot of money to us and other trucks and search driving on the on the on the terrain and Well, we want to make sure that this all all happens without accidents, so Well also be kind to your neighbors if they didn't clean up their spot Feel free to help them a bit. Also, for example, if they want to move their car tent help them out Because the thing is heavy But yeah, be excellent to each other on that Right after this talk, there's a few teams that really do need your help Even in this weather that and there are some like poncho So that's the pock team for the deck network to knock team for network The power team the waste team and the cartons Please find them and help them out. They really do need a lot of hands to make sure everything happens in time We also have a nice map For the next day. This map is this is how it works if you want to leave the event Please go over the uplink Back to the parking lot There's a lot of arrows here. If you have cartons stacked them here Or here If you want to have breakfast tomorrow, but are not planned to not planning to help you can do also at the food court otherwise, you can go to the angel kitchen and we will have Breakfast starting at 8 and we'll have an angel meeting at 10 So heaven is still open the next few days. There's also a toilet that will Function in the field, but there will be hot showers and toilets and food the next day. So that's fine but That's a bit different than all the other camp camps and We hope Everybody can deal with this and it can help us out With this enormous challenge of getting this done in just three days and well with that I want to do one final thing We've got a nice time lapse from the event And I don't know how to use a computer. Here we go play and play All right, this is a Time lapse from the last few days. They just put up the sign And while this is rolling It's impossible to thank everybody that worked On a by-name basis that's it's there have been hundreds and hundreds of people working for years and the last months to get this event together And we want to Welcome all the teams that are Here right now or maybe on the track two or I'm not allowed to say to agree or tendry Pa pa pa he's looking very angry At pa Please all teams We will just read them up just join the stage We have asked and we've got a confirmation that this stage can hold a thousand persons So we can see so we can see how how far this will go. So please everybody from the team bar from cohesion content The heralds wait a bit. Yeah. All right. That's it for me the speaker desk the decoration design The family village Finance Food court uh the info desk Logistics and our team waste who is going to clean up the entire site There's two words from everybody from the team Love it Thank you off-site transport Uh on-site transport the radio operations center Shopping team the shuttle team the warehouse The silent lounge the music lounge The network team The decked team the phone operation center the permit the power team uh production house The safety team the stewards who've been absolutely awesome Fire team first aid sysad min Terrain Build up tear down tickets and entrance the billokjes team volunteer team parking teams The captain of flag team and all the other teams that we possibly forgot. I'm sorry just come on stage the doctors Harbour master The butler Okay, let's jump in five let's jump in five five No, no, no, no, no There's still people running in Come on stage Decades and entrance tickets and entrance Wow Okay Two final things Thank you And also thank you all thanks all the angels. Thank you all angels Every all angels. Thank you also very much. So let's do this again for all the angels Now it's uh That sad moment that we have to say Please no, that's not a sad moment. I have in five days. We will really quit. Yeah But now we're gonna start with the tear down um one of the heralds asked me To say something but On stage somewhere. Hello Uh, let me do this this magic stuff then again All right, so uh the last thing so please stay at the camp help with tear down the more people the merrier It's going to be a fantastic tear down Uh Yeah, the most fantastic tear down effort is going to be tremendous It's going to be awesome. It's going to be a great party to get this down and um Yeah, we'll meet otherwise. We'll meet each other soon at one of the many camps and conferences From all of her friends all across the world. Thank you If you move out, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait Don't move don't move. Maybe maybe some people here from the stage. Oh, yeah, I can get through here. Yeah Yeah, yeah, sorry. Whoa great great Um many people in front many people in the back. Yeah, there are some things we need to Tell you and there is one thing I have especially on my mind that I would love to address I have a question for all of you. Did you feel safe during this event? Did you see some some good speech some good talks, maybe? Yeah, yeah, no good talks Okay, uh We had an awesome team that made sure that we all felt safe and they Did it in such a way that no one nearly even Found out that they were there, which is how it's supposed to be And so I would love if you could show some appreciation for the probably the hardest job because one person has to deal with all the negative emotions of Doing the job of keeping us safe So if you would please give a really warm welcome and hand to our chief of safety Moritz who had a hard time, but he did wonderfully Yeah, he's saying it was the effort of the team Which is probably true, but we are a team And it was their hard work to make this possible A big applause for them Okay, and now I have a question. I have another another question. Who is going to stay for teardown? Please stand up who unfortunately made camp awesome, but can't stay for teardown. Please show your hand That's too bad, but you know what you can help us do something very important Even if you can't stay for teardown There is one little project that witch talk and me would love to do with you right now. Are you in? I cannot hear you. Are you in? So please stand up Great, so Witch talk is also leaving today. So he's joining you And if you are leaving today, please start Second the chairs over here and I would love to have 20 percent of you go over to pa and stack chairs there So please 20 percent maybe from that half over to pa and stack chairs there Transport the stacks in that direction Please transport the stacks to that direction Don't stack them higher as gravity Is if you find some trash, please take it also in that direction, that would be very awesome And it's gone wow let's give a warm hand of applause for the quickest chair removal. I've ever seen


Bridget, welcome to Above Life Channel. The purpose here is to inspire your spirit and to fill you with hope. Today I'm on location. I'm actually near Seattle, Washington. I have been on a trip. I helped my sister moved across country and I drove for a couple of days. If you aren't aware of my travels and my journey, check out Bridget Inspired on Instagram, at Bridget Inspired on Instagram. You can see some mini videos I did and I've shared some things along the journey drive through Montana and Idaho and into Washington state. Also shared Pikes Place and my adventures into downtown Seattle. I have been to Seattle before. It's been probably 20 years since I've been there but I've been to Seattle before. So I've been to Washington and so I kind of know I've been there before. I've been to some of the key places but today I am in my sister's place and she is starting her first day at her new job and I am babysitting her dogs. There's two little dogs, Maltese poodle mixes, tiny little dogs next to me. So I thought, hey, I'm gonna do a live channeling because it's Monday and I'm on Pacific Coast time now. So it's like 9.30 my time. So I know that for some of you it's 11.30 or 12.30 and you might not see this channeling video till later. So it's just easiest for me to do a live stream to get it right up on since I don't have my computer. So I'm Bridget, nice to meet you. If we haven't met before, this is not usual for above-life channel. I do post on Mondays. I try to be consistent with that and post channeling videos with afterlife celebrity guests on Mondays. I post my podcast, which I did yesterday on Sunday, Sunday morning coffee with Bridget. I take a talk topic that comes up an intuitive kind of coaching topic and I talk about it. And it's usually related to some messages or some core energetic themes or something that's coming up in the channeling that I've been receiving each week with the celebrity guests or in my private coaching sessions or my private psychic sessions as well. So check out the playlist for Sunday morning coffee with Bridget here as well. Okay, so today, oh, also I did live stream on Ferry Grasshopper, my YouTube channel where I did card reading yesterday too or the day before I can't remember Saturday or Sunday. I did one. So you can check out Ferry Grasshopper on YouTube also. So here in above-life channel, the focus is to inspire your spirit and fill you with hope. I share my gifts as a medium, as a channel, as a communicator. Now, I fully wholeheartedly believe that we all have the ability to communicate, right? To connect, yes. And our intuition is just one more tool that we have. I operate under a four-part model, very simple. Mind, heart, soul, and body. Now the mind and the body seem to be pretty much an alignment and they kind of represent what we usually consider our human expression. Our heart and our soul, those tag team energies, just that tag team, back again, okay. The tag team energies of the heart and the soul, the core of the body, the engine room of our vessel. They are such incredible partners, the empathic energy, the psychicness of your heart and the spirit, the soulful support of your gut, your instinct, your intuition.   This just gives you a little bit of an idea as to kind of the purpose or the foundation of my work, very simple, body, mind, heart, soul. We are whole. And so working with our intuition taps in to that part of ourselves that we don't usually talk about really, people just say, hey, my gut, hey, I have instincts, I have good instincts, I have good people skills, I feel you, that's that heart and that soul, that intuition, the spirit of us, the heart and the soul is the spirit of us. The body very much is included in this and the mind and our thoughts can also be a part of this very powerful team, body, mind, heart and soul. Okay, so the connection every week that we do here is psychic and psychic means in tune. It's just another form of communication. It might be like the fast lane on the freeway. So when I say that I'm psychic, I'm not different than you. It just is the area of that I, perhaps, how do I say that I have an enhanced ability or skill set. Just like some of you are really good. I'm in this really tech area, you guys. I'm like near Microsoft here. I'm not far from IBM, not far. I mean, there's just so many techie companies and stuff. I think Amazon's here and Facebook and all this stuff where I'm in like literally the little community that I'm in right now. And I can just feel all the vibes of all this smart, innovative, creative energy. And I'm super impressed with the skill sets of the people who are very smart creatives, intellectual creatives, innovative, figuring out new ways of doing things and then helping to translate that in a way that people like us can just regular folks can understand like the Alexa next to me, how that works, for example, okay. All this stuff is just fantastical to be a role. And it's like, wow. But it reminds me that yes, we all have these core based skills. Everybody can use technology, but to the depth that we use it and then utilize it and then see it as an artistic expression is completely different, right? Different levels. So just psychicness is just being an actual psychic. Isn't really for me about predicting the future. It's about being very intuitive, very connected, very in tune energetically, very in tune with the spirit of things. And then the energy of spirit that isn't so tangible for all of us, right? And that we struggle and grapple in our minds how to understand and interpret that in our day to day life. So today in our channeling session, I really struggled with who I wanted to talk to and there's kind of two people. So I don't know if we're gonna get a two for or what's gonna happen here, but there's two that I wanna talk to and I'm getting like super warm right now. So the first one that's coming in is Kurt Cobain. I have channeled Kurt Cobain before. Kurt Cobain was from the band Nirvana back in the 90s when I was in college. I was like devastated when he died. Just, I just felt a kinship with him, not a kinship. I felt a soft spot in my heart for his energy because he just felt like someone that was like a little brother to me almost.  This self-sensitive, tragic kind of energy. And you just wanna save him and like him and invite him into your house kind of thing. That's how I feel. Like he feels quiet, like reserved and really not, like he really just loved the art. And so the artist of him, the artistic part, the creative part of him is what I feel a kinship with that. And that makes sense when I'm in this huge tech area. And literally I Googled it, you guys. The house that he died in is only like 18 minutes from where I'm at. And no, I'm not gonna go see it. I don't think not this trip. I'll be back other trips, not this trip. I have other things I'm doing here. That's not the, I'm not here to sightsee. That's not why I'm here. I'm here helping family. So I thought I kinda have to do that.  His energy can be lower.  And that means you are in touch or in tune with energy. So you're gonna feel his degrees of emotion in your body because he will activate or tap into the part of you in your heart that you are the most ready or available to receive the information that's being given. Now information and channeling and with current, you'll see this is not just from the words. In fact, it's more profound and powerful medicine for you and opportunity for healing, shift, perspective change, understanding and compassion through the energy that he brings in, okay? So we're gonna do that now. Come on in. He's like, he's kind of sitting on a stool right here next to me. Like just a stool, like you would just sit and like play a guitar or sing or whatever, right? And like that's kind of the vibe I get. Like just sitting on a stool looking at me like a kitchen counter stool. There you go. Come on in and have a seat.  You're drinking tea, yeah. And I had a sweatshirt on and he literally said, I have flannels too. I brought flannels. I love flannels. I like my new thing right now. And I had a sweatshirt on and he said, well, you gotta put on a flannel. I'm like, of course I do. I totally will put on flannel for you. I'm not putting on jeans for you, but I'm putting on flannel for you.  My energy's kind of messed up. Because of all the driving and stuff, I went to Montana. He says, oh yeah. Montana. It's pretty there. Yeah, it is, isn't it? Let's have a conversation because people don't know that when you and I have talked before, you just feel like a little brother are very comfortable to me. He says, you know, I think age-wise we have to be the same age or close to it because I literally feel like you'd be somebody I would just hang out with like in school or something. Very grungy though and stuff back in the day, you know? I remember that. Like, I kind of, I mean, I kind of dress like that a little bit, not to the extent that you did with your very dirty jeans, et cetera. He's like, hey, it was a thing, you know? He says, necessity. He says, I never thought, he's kind of funny because he goes, I never thought he kind of has this like a tired vibe. It's not marijuana. He literally says, I am literally, he says, I do feel kind of tired. He said, yeah, I will feel like that. I will feel mellow, he says, but I got to say, he says, I didn't, I wasn't trying to be a fashion icon, you know? If I was smarter, he says, if I was smarter, I would have capitalized on that. I would have like had some kind of gig with like Macy's or something, you know? Where they would like maybe make some jeans, Colbein jeans or something. And he's like, then I could have like made millions. Left it all to my kid, you know, he says. So, you really struggled a lot in your life I know with mental health and really depression is what it feels like. He says anxiety, he said, he said, you know, I had anxiety before it was cool to have anxiety. Yeah. Okay, so Kurt, I got to tell you that I'm super not sure about, it's interesting that I'm channeling you live because I'm super, I'm not reading the comments because some of the people that follow you, it gets crazy. Like people get really, really obsessed and weird about you.  Here, let me turn this a little bit so you can kind of see his vibe. Can you see his energy? He's kind of right here next to me. This pillow here, I got another pillow on. Can you kind of see, can kind of feel the energy here? He's like literally right here. It's like literally right here, it's like next to me on the couch here. Your fans are kind of, he says, yeah, obsessed. And they're kind of like River Phoenix people. Oh, but he's like, oh, he says, yeah, man, River. River is a musician, you know what? He's talented. He's a talented guy. He says, yeah, it's bad what happened to him. He said, you know, he just, he did that and he's saying like a speedball, a snort, a speedball snort thing or something.  I don't know what really know what that is. Is that anything like a medicine ball, like at Starbucks, you know, the tea thing with the mint and the orange and the lemonade? Probably not, okay. Anyway, so yeah, your energy, okay, so low and chill. He says, I don't want to, okay, so Kurt Cobain, he says, I don't want to activate for people.  He says, that's nothing to, he's swearing, he's swearing a lot. You guys don't wanna give your heads up, he's swearing a lot. He says, it's nothing to F with. That's nothing to F with.  He says, you gotta protect that. And he says, and the people that you love, he says, it just takes too many lives.    Oh, okay, yeah, that sucks, kind of thing. He says, there's a lot of people over here, a lot of musicians especially, he says that they can't take it, you know, life. And he says, a lot of people really struggle with mental health.  He says, you gotta take ownership of that, he says. When you do that, when you commit suicide, he said, you gotta be real aware that you're gonna have to take ownership of that. Because it causes the people that you love a lot of pain. He says, a lot of pain. He says, court me and my daughter. He's calling or something, he's calling his daughter something else. Bit, bitsy or a bit, bitty baby or bitty bee, something, bitty bee, something, he's calling or something else. I think her name's like Francis. It feels like a Frank or Francesca or Francisca, something like that. I think that is, I can't remember. You guys, when I'm channeling, it's hard to use my analytical mind. It's gonna sound bad to say that. I sound like I'm totally not with it. But when I'm channeling, it's an altered state. It is a little like being drunk. Let me just tell you, it seriously is. He says, or hi, okay, okay. He says, you know, it's legal here, and okay, okay, Washington State, okay, okay. He says, you know, it's legal here, right? No, actually, it's not really my thing, so I don't know. But anyway, okay, let's not go down that road. Let's not have Kurt Cobain influence me. He's like, ah, he says, so he said, yeah, so I made anxiety cool before it was cool, you know? He says, but I wouldn't say it's cool. And he's smoking, guys, and you're like, cigarette. And I said, so, okay, so here's the deal. So people have asked me, especially like with Freddie Mercury, for example, like when I've channeled them before, he smokes a lot. And I can literally feel the cigarette on my lips and I can kind of, and I don't smoke, you guys. Like maybe in college a few times, like when I was at the bar or something, like back in the day when they let you do that. But I didn't, I didn't really like the, it's not a thing for me, right? And so I don't like the taster. It just doesn't make my body feel very good. I'm just sensitive to smoke in general, you know, my eyes and stuff. So, but the sensory part of it, I could feel taste, smell, I say, and with you, I don't smell it, but I feel it just hanging off your lips, like just a cigarette hanging off your lips, like all the time. He says, oh yeah, pretty much, that's my normal thing. He says, it's not like a nervous habit. He said, I just need to feel it there, you know? And he says, so can you explain how, just for a minute, about that? So how is it possible that I can feel or sense or smell you actually smoking? People have asked me that before. It's a human thing. It's a human thing. He says, it's just like anything you do, that's human. It's a human thing. He's pointing back to the mouth and he says, the mouth, the tongue especially.   He says, so you see, so you see, so see, see.  The problem is, when you feel all sorts of stuff, you have to, like there's, like, what do you do with it? Like, what do you do with it?  He says, you got to do something with this. It's like a hamster wheel. He says, part of that is anxiety. He's saying, if you think that anxiety is only your emotions in your heart, you're wrong. He says, you're wrong, it's your mind. It's your mind doing the hamster wheel and your heart like, he says, no matter how you're breathing, your heart, your chest is shaking. He says, it's like being hyped up on caffeine. He says, Bridget, this is how you would be able to understand. This is how you'd be able to understand Bridget. It's like being hyped up on caffeine, like too much coffee, like when you're driving. Too much coffee, too much coffee, too much coffee. Where you just, you're just very jittery. He says, very, very jittery. That's what the heart feels like, but the mind is going. He says, and it pauses. Oops, the hamster's going, sorry, sorry.  I didn't hear anything. He says, the mind goes like this when you're anxious, it goes fast. Hamster wheel, hamster wheel, hamster wheel, and it stops. And then it's just this, it stops. Come here guys, come here. I think it's the noise that I'm making. Come here, come here guys. And it stops, and when it stops, that's the problem. It's not the going that's the problem, because when it's going, if you're using, like if you're writing, he's showing me, he used to take napkins and pizza boxes and scraps of paper and write stuff on it, and there's like slips of paper with crap all over it, like stuff all over the place. And he said, you can't, you can't, you can't.  He says, you can't, it's not organized. He said, that's the hard part, it's not organized. And he says, but it's when it stops, that's the problem, because when it stops, then you are faced with nothing. And while nothing, when you're meditating is peaceful, like John Lennon, like that's all peaceful and all great. And he says, when it stops, it's like, then I'm forced to be with myself, not just the thoughts that are in my head about other people and other things and other places and experiences and crazy trips, but then I'm focused on myself and that's the scariest part is me, because then it's on me, everything's about me. And I don't like that, because I used to think I kind of knew who I was, you know?    He says, you can't dwell on the past stuff. And he said, but it's hard because you still feel it. That's not, that's a tricky part. He said, that's a messed up part. He said, that's a effed up part. You still feel your past.  He says, and you got to remember, when we grew up Bridget, he said, it wasn't cool to be on meds or anything. Nobody did that. So you did drugs or alcohol, played music, or you're in sports or something, he said. So those are like your options here. Let me lift the dog up here. Hey, come here, buddy. Shh, you're okay. I have a 15 year old dog here. He's chilling. And then I have a seven year old one. The seven year old one is spicy. The 15 year old one can't hear crap so I don't know why he's barking, anyway. So he's saying, that's basically what you did. Like you coped with it the best you could, and not all outlets are productive. And he's like, so you got a kid like me that's already kind of messed up in the head a little bit trying to figure stuff out. And he said, can you imagine if somebody has like split personality or something? He's like, society would just kick them to the curb and say, yeah, you're on your own, dude. Just go, good luck to you. He's like, I have music. And he said, I liked, he's literally showing me how much he loves to write. Like you guys, Kurt Cobain could have been a writer. Like he's such a writer, prolific writer. So what caused that? He said all the demons. He said all the bad stories and the shadows. And he's saying bad trips. He's saying, some of it was drugs. Yeah, yeah. He says, but you get to a point where you can't, you confuse reality so much. He says, what's real? What's fantasy? You get tormented by fears that you have that become these big monsters. It's big green monsters. He says, it's not black monsters. It's not like shadow monsters. Like when you're a kid, it's like they're green. He says, they're really nasty. They're just gross, nasty green.  And then you realize that you created that monster. So that means that you're that slimy craft. That's you, like you're that monster. And that's a fear thing, you know? That's a fear thing. It comes out, makes sense, right? It's a fear thing. He says, in the aftermath of my death. He says, I caused a lot of pain to a lot of people. And I feel like I let people down and I do wanna apologize for that. He says, I think, he says, I like to think that we, like as people, when we're here on our lives, live in our lives, that for the most part, I think people just try to keep going, you know? He says, so I wanna say, do the best you can, but he's not using that phrase. He won't use that phrase, in fact. And I've tried to use it just a second ago twice and he just stopped me. He says, no, I think it's about, you just gotta get up and keep, you just gotta keep going. Because in another minute, you might feel a little better. He says, and all you got is minutes, like you just gotta hold on to minutes. So was it heroin? I don't know exactly for sure that kills you. He says, it's a cocktail. He says, he's making me feel like he was on a binge. You guys, I don't remember, I do not remember and I didn't look up any of this stuff, so I probably already talked about all this on the playlist for Kurt Cobain, which he's now gonna have because he has more than one video. Life isn't about someone's death and how they die. We don't wanna glorify death, you know why? Because death is just the transition point, moving from one world to another. It's the end of this life, as you know it, but it's not an opening to freedom. He says, that's not what happens when your soul, he says like me, and you have a lot of, like he says a lot of unresolved feelings. That's what he's saying, I got a lot of unresolved feelings.    He's like, yeah, the system, man, the system. It's up, up, yeah it is, okay. God, you'd be so political nowadays if you were here. He's like, Ukraine stuff? He's like, yeah, Russia bad, yeah, they're bad, he's like, they're bad news, man, they're bad dudes, they're coming back.  No, the bad guys, they do resurrect, you know, and they come back. He's like, the passage of time, the way time passes, isn't something that we really can understand in relation to life versus death. And he says, I'd really like people to know. Sorry, I know it's just like a really kind of weird thing. Kurt is saying, I'd really like people to know that you can't take it back, you know? When you die, you can't, it's too late to change stuff here.  But it doesn't help them. Do you know, he says, you know, Courtney's tried to talk to me, right? Like in like mediums and stuff, like they, a lot of people, that's like a thing, you know, like in younger kids, he's like this younger generation, he's like, I don't get millennials, I need smoking again. He's like, I don't get millennials. He's like, they're really into my stuff, but they just don't, they don't understand, like the process of that isn't a good setup for anybody, you know? He says, I don't know a lot of people, like in meeting people here, like understanding like the after the life, you know, and the death places that he says, the music industry in particular is really hard, entertainment. He says, and you call it entertainment. Call it entertainment. He says, you call it entertainment. He says it's really hard on people, and it makes people just get so burned out, so spent up that they just, they lose faith in humanity, you know? If you don't have faith, you got nothing. So were you trying to soothe your pain? Is that why you died? Or were you, is it a mental health thing, specifically? Like you mentioned anxiety and stuff. Or was it like an OD kind of scenario, and he says, is there an all of the above option? Can I just check all the boxes? He says, I could check all the boxes.  He says that again. He's like, you know, I know her love looks really effed up.  I'd have just days and weeks that I just could not function, and oh my God, he's making me feel like he didn't bathe for weeks, and really bad stuff, like hygiene, not an issue for him. Didn't even seem to think about it. And he's like, that's bad, you know? He said, I'd go through really down times. So how could you even perform then on stage? How could you get live on stage? Then what would happen? He's like, you gotta get up then, then I gotta get up.  Gotta get up, gotta get up. He says, you gotta be careful with alcohol because it's a depressant, so it crashes you quick. He says, it crashes you, you gotta not use alcohol, you gotta use other things. That's what worked for me. And he said, and he's showing me like caffeine pills too, literally like what people take like a Red Bull or something, like he's showing me kind of like that, like uppers kind of energy. And then he says, I had to kind of get into the state where nobody else was there and it was just me and my music, and then I could perform. And he said, I literally had to be in those places in order to perform. He says, when I realized that that's what it was taking for me to perform my music, then I couldn't, I just couldn't imagine doing it anymore. Couldn't imagine like, my body's not gonna be able to keep up with this. There's no way it's gonna work for me. But I just had so many people depending on me and you know, I just kept trying to show up and you know, just do what I had to do that day and that night and then just get through stuff. Get through it, you know? It stopped being fun. I'm asking the question in my head. I'm like, well, did you enjoy it? Did you love it? And he said, yeah, you know early on it was just like this big gig thing. We really didn't think it was gonna last. Like we really didn't think we thought we were gonna be just like, you know, short term, you know, kind of thing. And like, then I could maybe write, you know, like that's my thing. And I never really thought about it like as a career.   Like short lived and so I didn't really expect it to be as big as it was maybe. I mean, I kind of like the smaller venues he's saying, but I didn't really expect it. You know, I didn't know how much it would take out of me. You know, he's like saying it's taking its toll. So like a lot of pressure.  He says, for me, it's like, I had to pretend like the crowd wasn't there.  It wasn't easy to perform the part was hard, you know. In the studio, he's like, in the studio, it's totally fine.    And it's like, it feels good just to be around him. You just want to take that from them.  It's not real, just like drugs and stuff, he says drugs, it's just, it's not real. It's all fake. It's all things you do to just make it things work and when you're doing something, just to make things work like that, should be a big sign for you that you're not, you're not quite doing things the way maybe you could be doing things to have like a actual life, you know. And people take advantage of you then, you know, when you're like, you said Bridget altered, I kind of like that word, that's a good word. He says when you're like altered, people take advantage of you, that's bad. That's when bad stuff happens, you know.  Like who are some of your people that you really like and he's like Bob Dylan, Jimi Hendrix? Is he saying Van Morrison, is that right? Something Morrison? Some of the, I want to say Dead Heads, Grateful Dead, is that right? And then like Rocker, like Metallica, like a combination kind of thing. So no country for you, he's like, oh. He's like, oh man, did you just say country really?   If it's good for some people, then it's good for some people. But not my usual. That's not something I'm gonna play on my little headphones or whatever. He's like headphones, but really it's like the Alexa. He's pointing to Alexa and calling it a headphone thing. All right, Kurt, are you in the afterlife? Yes. Are you a ghost? Yes. What? Are you really a ghost? Yeah, he's like, I gotta keep the legend alive.  Or yes, I do thank you very much. Do you know how many people think I was murdered? I'm like, yeah, I do actually. He's like, yeah, it's like all creepy and there's so many stories.  That's why. And he's like, yeah, he's like, we gotta keep up the image, don't we? Gotta keep the legend going. Yeah, I'm a ghost, he said. Are you really? No, not usually. But it's just kind of fun to visit people that are trying to visit and find me. He says, Bridget, do you know how many seances people do trying to contact me?   Like bad stuff. Like don't be messing with that. You need to be going to church if you're doing that. He said, he's like, they have no idea what they're doing. I know. He's like, it's like, I'm really not a good, it's not really a good situation. I know, I know. And then they're contacting me and asking me to contact you. And they've already done all the icky stuff. And now they're trying, you know, it's like desperate stuff. It's hard when people are desperate. So they're just sad, you know? They're trying to understand themselves. That's why they watch you. He says, they're trying to understand themselves. They're trying to understand life, you know? Everybody's trying to find a piece of happiness. Well, I don't think you'd wanna live in Seattle. Let me just tell you guys, it is very cloudy here. It's not bad though, because I mean the rain is okay or the drear, like the moisture in the air, I kind of like that. That feels good. That moisture in the air for sure feels good. And then when it's really sunny, it feels good. Like this morning it was totally sunny. I was like, oh, it's sunny. And then I watched a beautiful sunset. He's like, oh, oh yeah, yeah, it's like the sunset. That's good. He's like, that's kind of my sunrise.  Like I sleep during the day and I am awake at night. He says, usually he says like kind of insomnia stuff. He says, I had trouble sleeping. Really sporadic. So I'd go for days without sleep. And he said, but that's a drug thing, you know? It's like a drug thing, like people who do like, it's like methamphetamines or something. He's like, people that do drugs understand that, you know? And he said, so he says, and I don't recommend that you do. He said, I'm just gonna tell ya, straight up, I'm gonna tell ya, it's not, it really f's with your brain, man. It just makes you just not make decisions, good decisions, and then other people take over and you think they're gonna just, you just, you'll trust people you should not trust when you're doing drugs. He said, you really do, you make super bad choices because you just trust people that are not trustworthy and the people that love you and are trying to help you, you push them away. And it's like so f'd up. It's like the opposite of what life is supposed to be and like what I would want for my kid, like the opposite is exactly what I did. And when you're on drugs, when you're so hyped up and have just like drugs in your system all the time and stuff, it's hard because it's, you're just not yourself ever because you don't really know who you are anyway. And you're unrecognizable, you know, to the people you love and I would never want that for somebody I love like my daughter, I wouldn't want that. Hey, this was a really good conversation. I'm super chill and mellow now. I'm not quite sure what I'm gonna do after this. Maybe I should do like an archangel channeling or something. He says, yeah, you're gonna need to have some angels or something.  You've just been mellow Kurt. He says, you know, my personality was more mellow. He says, this was my personality, not altered. He was my personality, he said pretty mellow, pretty much, you know, kind of more shy a little bit, you guys, really, I really think he was. It's kind of how I feel, yeah. Kind of very humbled, too, very humbled. So you are very, you're cool, man.  It's great to meet you and great to talk to you again. Yeah, thanks. It's like, thanks for taking a chance on me, Bridget. I know you're gonna get some, he's like, despite all the weirdos I bring, he says. So I'm gonna just mention that although I'm live streaming, I'm not reading the comments on the video live. I'm simply live streaming so I can get it up on YouTube for my Monday, a channeling video. So thanks Kurt for being here. Thank you for being here today. I hope that we have inspired your spirit, filled you with some hope, encouraged you to live your life after a lot of insight here from Kurt Cobain and the afterlife, encouraged you to live your life. Everybody struggles with moods, with attitude. Sometimes we're up, sometimes we're down. Sometimes that leans into more of a serious scenario where we have mental health needs. It's been very hard during these times to ask for help. There's a ton of 1-800 number health lines, and on the back of your insurance card, there's numbers you can call for mental health services. There's crisis connection, crisis hotlines, there's suicide prevention hotlines. You can Google it, please do. And also know that if you're in a student in college right now, your student health services or student service center will often offer free counseling. And it's like 24 seven and crisis counseling and that kind of thing because in a college environment there's a lot of stress on people for sure as well. Sometimes employers have what we consider an EAP or employee assistance program so you can also get services sometimes from your workplace and it's anonymous and confidential and you can get like free counseling like four times for free, that kind of thing. Please do that. Please do that. There's nothing wrong with you when you ask for help. That's what's right with you. The need or the recognition or acknowledgement that you need some help, especially if you're dealing with addiction like alcoholism or drug abuse or gambling or other kinds of addictive behaviors that are not healthy for you, get some assistance at the very least, gather some information so that you can start some kind of momentum or open your heart up to be able to receive some support because you know that you need it and you know you want it. There's lots of different levels and different types of support. There's online stuff. There's chat stuff. There's all sorts of services out there. Just Google it. This is your life after all. My friends here on Above Life channel and you get to live it. So please, nobody can do that for you. You get to live it. Just watching today. Live, Bridget Live from Seattle. If you're interested in watching the trip that I've recently been on, you can check out Bridget Inspired on Instagram and catch up or watch my other live streams on Ferry Grasshopper YouTube.


Architects and engineers strive for striking an innovative design. Minor adjustments in a design are common over the life of a construction project, although each amendment should be stress tested in order to keep the overall design parameters, but sometimes this is overlooked. A hotel in Kansas City would highlight the culture of building maintenance in the 1970s, that favoured looks and ease of construction above all else. The disaster would only be one of several structural failures of the era, with the 1976 Tent and Dam collapse, 1978 Hartford Civic Centre roof collapse and the 1979 Kemper Arena roof collapse just to name a few. Almost to the day after its completion, a hotel in Kansas City, Missouri experienced a structural failure causing the deaths of 114 people. It still remains the deadliest non-deliberate structural failure in American history. Today's disaster shows how something you assume to be safe can be the source of a catastrophic failure resulting in the loss of life. And as such, I'm going to rate it here 8 on the plainly difficult disaster scale. The suspended walkways are often seen in hotels, shopping centres and museums. Several of these would be a defining feature of the Hyatt Regency's lobby. The Hyatt Regency is part of the Crown Centre complex built by Hallmark Cards, adjacent to where most of Kansas City's tallest buildings are located. Construction began in May 1978 and the hotel complex consisted of a 40-storey tower, a function building and a connecting atrium area. The total rooms was 733 and on top of the main building sat a rotating restaurant. The hotel also had a 17,487 square foot ballroom and a dedicated exhibition hall. The atrium area was multi-floored and employed three suspended walkways to connect the tower to the function building on the second, third and fourth floors. The third floor walkway was independently suspended from the atrium roof trusses, whereas the fourth floor walkway was suspended from the roof framing. The second floor walkway was suspended from the fourth. The atrium measured 117 feet north-south by 145 feet east-west with a ceiling height of around 50 feet and the walkways ran in a north-south direction. The third floor walkway was the widest as it ran to the ballroom area and was intended for large quantities of people. Each walkway was constructed from four pieces made of a steel-framed box girders welded together and suspended by one and a quarter inch diameter rods at the end of each piece. Now the original design intended that the rod would be continuous through the fourth floor walkway to the second floor walkway. Under this arrangement, each box beam was separately transfer its load directly into the hanger rods and onto the atrium roof. This setup necessitated threads along the whole length of the rod. The fabricator worried that the threads would get damaged during construction and instead suggested an amendment to the design. Instead of continuous rods, two separate rods would be used, one running from the roof to the fourth floor walkway, with the next set of rods next to it down to the second floor walkway. This had an unwanted side effect and that was the transference of force leading to the fourth floor having to hold up both itself and the second floor. The weight on the roof would still be the same, but a nut at the end of the first rod would have to support two levels instead of the one original in the design. The fault was not picked up by the designers. A concrete slab was placed on top of the metal frame and formed the walkway. Tempered glass plates held in extruded aluminium gaps and the base of the walkway formed the handrails. The walkways were approximately 120 feet long and weighed approximately 64,000 pounds. Construction completed in 1980 and on the first of July, that same year, the hotel opened to paying customers. This leads us on to the 17th of July 1981. A little over a year after its opening, the hotel was hosting a tea dance to between 1200 to 2000 people in the atrium. The event started at 3pm. By 4.30pm most of the seating in the atrium area was occupied and many started to spread throughout the various levels. The busy atrium was brimming with people and because of this, many had made their way up to the walkways for a better view of the evening. By 7pm the evening was in full swing and the band returned from a break to begin to play. Around the same time, spectators on the fourth floor walkway experienced a strange and unnerving metal scraping sound. At 7.05pm the fourth floor gave way, falling onto the crowded second floor. The impact pushed both floors onto the atrium first floor below. Many bodies were buried beneath the steel, glass and concrete with many still alive. At 7.08pm the emergency call was sent out to the Kansas City Fire Department. Within minutes, Fire Department first responders arrived on the scene and requested additional help and equipment to launch a rescue effort. Nearly 20 minutes post-collapse, a forklift was requested. Before the end of the first hour, more than 100 firefighters and emergency workers were involved in the rescue operation. A total rescue operation would last 14 hours well into the afternoon of the 18th with the recovered dead bodies stored in a makeshift morgue in the exhibition hall. Any available space away from the atrium was used for triage of the wounded. Walking wounded made their way to A&E whilst more seriously injured were treated on site. One such person had their leg amputated by a doctor with the use of a chainsaw. The hotel's sprinkler system was damaged during the collapse and a real risk of flooding was feared. In the wake of the disaster, blood centres received hundreds of donations and anyone who could help did with the rescue efforts. With over 200 injured and a total of 114 dead, how could the collapse have happened in such a modern building? With a shocking disaster in a new building, investigators were faced with a failed structure and the question how. The NSB, on a national bureau of standards, began their investigation on the 28th of July, after a court order covering protective custody of the debris was given to the investigators. Initial measurements, inspections and photographs were taken of the debris and remains of the fourth and second walkways. They found something strange on the four floor box sections. The seam weld was strangely bent in a line near where the rods met the walkway, the same part that had been redesigned by the fabricators of the rods. What was also odd was that a number of the washers used at the nut of the rods of the fourth floor were either missing or severely deformed. The theory that was posited was that the stress on the cross beams of the fourth floor had split the welds on the beam seam allowing the floor to slip on top of the second. To prove the theory, the MBS conducted a number of stress tests on identically fabricated segments. The MBS found during its investigation that the constructed walkways were considerably less capable of holding up the design loads specified by the Kansas City Building Code. They also concluded that the rods of the fourth floor walkway had failed causing the total collapse, most notably at the box beam rod connections, where the design had been changed by the fabricator. It was predicted that the original design of a continuous rod was 90 kilonewtons, whereas the actual installation of the interrupted two rod arrangement was 181 kilonewtons, double the designer's spec. It was also found out that the continuous rod arrangement would have handled the loads on the walkway on the 17th of July. Although the disaster point was the interrupted rod arrangement, the core failure was in the communication between the fabricator and the designer. The designers had assumed that the drawings made by the fabricator were the final version and checked out. However, if anyone had actually recalculated the loadings, then it would never have got off the drawing board. The event became a cautionary tale for future construction projects and the hotel was reconstructed at a cost of around $5 million. Lawsuits totaling $3 billion were sought with only around $140 million being paid out over the following years. The design firm, Jack G. Gillam and associates in charge of the hotel's construction was found not criminally responsible, although this would be little consolation, as the company lost its engineering licenses in the states of Missouri, Kansas and Texas. Jack G. Gillam, haunted by the guilt of the event, would take lectures at universities showing the repercussions of his responsibility and the failings in construction of the hotel, hoping that others would learn from his unfortunate oversight. Thank you for watching.


The Narcissist will get their karma. Everyone on Tech Talk and YouTube likes to talk about this. They like to talk about how the Narcissist will get their karma. And that's fine. That's okay. To say that yes they will get their karma. But that is just theory. And it's not even psychological theory. There's no actual statistics or proof.  You don't actually know what is actually going to happen. It's just because they're saying they will get their karma. And you're just blindly trusting them. Believing that they will. But where is the proof? Where is the evidence? Because that is what we need. We need to see it. So that then we know without a shadow of a doubt that it is true and that is real. I'm coming to you live from Hiroshima outside the atomic bomb dome. I am going to be giving you proof that the Narcissist will get their karma. And of course it's not just the fact that I've been involved with so many Narcissists.  Of course that's not the only proof. There is much more to it than that. I have done a lot of research on this because I don't want to be entertained by some fantasy. Some delusion where they get their karma. If that is not the reality. I am a very logical thinker. I need facts. I need evidence. I need statistics. I need proof so that I can believe in something. And I did my research. And you know what? That's exactly what I found. Yes, I found proof that they do get their karma. It really is the law of cause and effect. The energy that you put out into the world will come back to you. Whether it's good or bad. So make sure you are doing good things every day. Because that good energy will come back to you. I mean just look at me. I can pretty much have or do whatever I want in my life. What I have to do is imagine it and it just manifests into my reality. I can have or experience anything I want. And after everything I've been through I would say that I am potentially one of the most successful people on the face of the earth. So that's more proof. Again, like yes. The energy we put out it comes back to us. If we put out good energy, yes that comes back. And it helps us. But yeah, I have done my research and I have found specific studies. Because we have to remember that the narcissists are bullies. So I've been researching the effects of what bullies do not only the effects that they have on their victims but also the effects that that behaviour has on themselves. And I'm going to get into that now and I'm going to give you real proof that the narcissists will get their karma. So if you like the sound of that hit that thumbs up button down below to show your support to our community so that it will get this message out to other survivors as well. But yeah, straight into it studies have shown about bullies and remember, narcissists are bullies as well. Bullies are at a 10 to 25 times more risk of developing a psychiatric condition than their own victims. And this could be something like sociopathy or psychopathy. So the more that they abuse you or whatever it is that they're doing to you however they're harming and we're treating you they're feeding into their own narcissism and even psychopathy. And when you think about it it's like we don't really need statistics to know that it's kind of obvious. But of course the more you do these things the more it's just going to affect you in the long run. And the problem is that once they start doing it they can't get out of it because they develop a habit it's a pattern of behaviour and they find pleasure in doing it so why would they stop especially if it's working for them but know that it does affect them and in fact it affects them 10 to 25 times more than it affects their own victims and it causes them to get involved in all kinds of other addictions and habits they're a lot more times more likely to engage in addictions such as tobacco, alcohol and recreational drugs among many other things so it really brings them down in life and they're also far more likely of having a criminal record often before the age of 30 so it impacts them in so many ways it also affects their work life their relationships and their children may even inherit the same mental illness whether it's sociopathy NPD or psychopathy their children will inherit the same trauma because yes when we or rather when they abuse someone it traumatises them as well and everyone it doesn't matter if it's a narcissist or even a psychopath when they abuse someone they carry a lot of shame with it but it's even worse for them because unlike us we can confront it and we can deal with it they don't they try to deflect it onto us so it never goes away it stays with them that's why I've said they are shame based people doing everything they can to avoid reflecting on their shame and they follow this shame rage abuse cycle they feel shame so they rage and abuse you and then they feel more shame so then they have to abuse you again and it just goes on and on and they are stuck in this endless loop for the rest of their life and most of them I would say over 99% of them they will never get out of it they will be stuck in that pattern for the rest of their lives but they always just have to elevate themselves at other people's expense but a very sad way to live is so much more to life than events but of course as we know this is how narcissists are how they choose to live or how they have to live it's just the way that it has to be for them but you should feel some comfort knowing that they don't just get away with it it's not like they just come into your life they abuse you they cheat on you, they lie to you they steal from you and then they run off onto someone else and then suddenly they are living their best lives they are flaunting their new supply on social media whether it's Twitter Facebook, Instagram Snapchat or even TikTok I know many of you you log on to these acts and you see them they are taking these pictures they got their arms around each other maybe they are on the beach wherever they may be it looks like they are having such a great time without you it doesn't pan out that way in reality that's their fancy world that is powered by your belief that's not how it really turns out for them that's just to manipulate you and it's just as fake as it was when they love bombed you all that's happening now is you are seeing it from an observer's point of view you are looking at it from the outside in they manipulated you in the beginning they love bombed you and when they run off with their new supply they are manipulating them as well and they use it to kill two birds with one stone because at the same time they are also using it to hurt you to punish you because I know only to you you initiated the devaluation and the discard you may not have said anything but they read it on your face they could tell you are an empath they knew straight away are you disapproved of it or something they did from that point on they were just completely against you because they felt like you were against them so from that point on they see you as the enemy, the opponent the very envious and jealous of you and it's just a constant competition from that point on because they are insecure they have an inferiority complex which comes out as arrogant and entitlement because deep down they know they're not good enough for you and they don't feel like they deserve in as well but yeah it should bring some comfort to know that all of the times they try to damage you an actuality that would damage themselves far more after 10 to 25 times more so just think about that when they discard you and they run off with a new supply they're holding hands they've got their eyes on each other they look like they're living their best lives all they do it is they take in all of that damage of your life because all those times they abused you they were damaging themselves just remember that that study 10 to 25 times more risk of developing a psychiatric condition you really want that mentally ill person in your life I mean they were already mentally ill before they even came around you and of course after they've abused you and done all these things to you now they're really screwed up in the head and it's just going to continue the more people that they come across the more people that they abuse so when they discard you and they run off to the new supply you should be thinking good riddance I'm glad you're gone take the trouble, the drama the problems out of my life and then you can take the time to heal it's the damage that they did to you how it affects the payments far worse that's the proof yes they do get their karma and their karma as well is up to the rest of their lives they just have to live a life they have to wear this mask which they use to manipulate other people they have to pretend like everything's fine they have to pretend like they're okay or the victim, the empath, yes I know you may be sad, you may be alone you may be self loathing but that's good at least for you, you can feel you feel something narcissists they don't feel anything but they do feel a lot of negative emotions as we know, they rage a lot but they're also very disconnected from their emotions remember they have no sense of self everything comes from you they need you to filter everything through them so that they can live vicariously through you because they can't experience anything directly on their own they have to use other people as a vessel that's the only way that they can find any sort of fulfillment but even then it's not even real because it comes through you yeah I've got some more exploring to do and my battery is very low only 6% left and it is actually quite cold up here I'm just going to see a few more sites down here then head back to the car but I may do another live video later as well so if you're around in a few hours come on here you may see that I'm live again anyway if you found this video helpful hit that thumbs up button down below very important as it helps the YouTube algorithm to get this message out there to other survivors as well I'll let you know your thoughts in the comment section I read your comments every day hit the subscribe button and click all notifications to be notified of my future videos and if you'd like to book a one-on-one with me you can do that on my 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All right y'all, so today I'm gonna be making peach cobbler in a cast iron skillet. Our ingredients are white sugar, brown sugar, corn starch, nutmeg, cinnamon, vanilla, lemon, butter, and I have two cans of peaches. I know, blasphemy, no sugar added. I got the sliced peaches. I didn't want any of that heavy syrup because of all the sugar I'm putting in. And I have two pie crusts. So here I am draining off the peaches, but now you'll want to reserve the liquid or the syrup, excuse me, because that's what you're gonna use to cook your peaches in. Y'all, I really cannot stress enough. I think you should really get the peaches that have no sugar added. I ended up adding one and a half cups of sugar, but I feel like you only need one cup of sugar at the end of the day. So here I am placing the peaches in a stock pot. I added half a cup of brown sugar, one cup of white sugar. If I could do it again, I will only do half a cup of white sugar, okay? Now I'm gonna do a squirt of half a lemon. We have two tablespoons of butter in there, one tablespoon of vanilla. I'm not a big fan of nutmeg, but I still added it. I did half a teaspoon of nutmeg, half a tablespoon of cinnamon, I do love cinnamon. And I'm gonna go ahead and pour that syrup in here and allow it to cook for a while. This right here is cornstarch and a little bit of the syrup to thicken it up. All right, you guys, so I have two pie crusts here. The first one I'm gonna just lay down at the bottom. I'm actually gonna bake that for about five to eight minutes before I pour in the pie filling. And then I'm going to slice up the second one for about five to eight pieces.  What I'm gonna do with this right here is just press it up like so. I'm gonna press that down so it doesn't make a hole. All right, doesn't have to be perfect, y'all. Does not, okay? All right, and I'm gonna pop this in the oven on 365 for about five to eight minutes. Yeah, let me press that down. Gonna lay these going across. Looking at it, it looks like I'm eyeballing this, y'all. So, oh, hold on. I have some dumplings I kind of cooked in the oven.  Normally you would do like a lace topping, but we ain't got time for all that. Let me kind of like so. And then the last one, go here. And then I have a brown sugar, cinnamon, crumbled type. I think I'm gonna put it right on top. And then I'm also gonna do a little bit of butter. Here we go, going in the oven. 45 minutes later at 365. Let me tell you something, baby. I wish y'all could smell this. This was so good that my husband, I killed half the skillet. I have no shame, no shame. Cutting me my first slice too, so I hope you guys enjoyed this video. Take care, bye.


Well, staying on the dime in the Minnesota High School Coaches Association announced their list of all state selections from this past season. Some good representation from our area in Class 1 to 3A. To the latter, the headliners, a trio of lumberjacks from this past season. Seniors, outfielder pitcher Jared Young and pitcher first baseman Caleb Carlson, along with juniors standout outfield pitcher and future gopher Otto Grimm. They led BHS to a 19 and 6 season and section runner-up in 8-3A. All three players are playing for the Centaurs this summer for Bemidji Legion Baseball. Here's a look to a couple more players from the Class A All-State Team Deer River has a pair Chad Bentham and Jackson Willis. And in Class 2A, peers are a couple of players from their second place, team Lane Gertz and Matt Tauges, along with Warroads, Beau Wilmer. If you've enjoyed this segment of Lakeland News, please consider making a tax-deductible contribution to Lakeland Public Television.


This study examined the adaptation of agriculturalists in coastal Bangladesh to degrading environmental conditions due to climate change. The study found that most farmers have adopted some form of adaptation strategy, such as irrigation, crop diversification and crop insurance. However, the study also identified several barriers to further adaptation, including lack of access to water, shortage of cultivable land, and unpredictable weather. This information provides valuable insight into how best to target interventions to help farmers adapt to changing climate and its effects. This article was authored by Muhammad Nasiruddin, Wolfgang Bokelman and Jason Scott Entsminger.


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knew you'd find me i don't think i quite follow you want to confess that's why i came here real i knew i was doing wrong i just couldn't help myself what have you done i'm not trying to defend myself i needed money that's all wasn't anything else i could do well we still don't know what you're talking about pauler you've been after me four months thought maybe you recognized me from the description some of the people must have seen me huh those food market hold-ups you pull those robberies by yourself yeah 15 of them needed the money pauler is that your true name that's right you have frank pauler you ever been arrested before drunk charge that's all i don't know why i went wrong it just did have you ever done any big time no so why do you want to confess want to get off my mind i want to tell somebody everybody look call in newspapers i'll give him a whole story i'll tell him everything the how many of those markets did you hold up pauler 15 you said you needed the money is that right why personal reasons and look you got a light again my smoke's out yeah here yeah thanks you used pretty much the same routine on all of the hold ups is that right yeah i only pulled one job a week figured that was the safest way to dress pretty well like a salesman always had a brief case with me said where you carrying the gun yeah always work to show up at closing time get the manager in the back room then pull the highs what kind of a gun did you use service pistol i had it from when i was in the army how do you usually work it well when i got the manager alone in the back office i'd just pull a gun not say give me the money all of it they knew i wasn't fooling they give me the talk you don't seem to fit the hold up man's description too closely did you wear a mask on those jobs is that sometimes it did sometimes it didn't how about the man who worked with you where's he wasn't anybody else just me worked him alone that's where your cops are wrong you thought there were two of us didn't we thought so yeah pull every job by myself that's where it crossed you up anyway i was doing i didn't need any help and how about that market out of west seven that you held up last night did you pull that one alone too yeah sure i always work alone i guess i had you guys going huh your story doesn't come very close the man where after doesn't use a service pistol he never wears a mask either what are you guys getting that i told you i pull those robberies i don't know how it happened i use a service pistol did you use it in that robbery last night that went out on west seven sure i always use the same gun last night was no different you're wasting time mister what do you mean i look i just want to confess no sir there wasn't any robbery last night on further questioning the suspect frank pollard broke down and admitted his confession was a lie he explained that he wanted the publicity to impress a girlfriend we had him fingerprinted and delivered him to the george street hospital detail was filed on and then removed to the psychopathic ward at the county hospital for further examination and treatment our four month old search for the market bandit went on in the two weeks that followed we tracked down more leads they led nowhere the real market bandit was still at large on the night of february 25th he hit again this time at a supermarket out on san amonica boulevard we interviewed the manager of mr harry talbot in his small office at the rear of the store i guess i should have known better i got the bullet and you sent out on the guy's description everything i i just wasn't thinking i guess he came in the market just before closing time is that right yeah a couple of minutes after eight looked well dressed had a briefcase under his arm i fell forward like the rest of my thought he was a salesman how about the man's description uh about five foot 1170 pounds i guess uh gray suit it's the same description you have printed up in the paper was anyone else around when the man came in the door one of my clerks ever had smiledy he saw him leave and get in a car right after the robbery was this clerk still around we'd like to talk to him oh he went down the street a minute he'll be right back yeah maybe that's him yeah mr talbot you remember me mrs bolton oh yes ma'am like to ask you a favor mr talbot as an old customer i'm tied up right now ma'am could i see you a little later i won't even come in mr talbot you see we're having our annual benefit week party down at the community church they were going to have it next thursday but i made them put it off another week so we could get some decent prizes oh yes ma'am of course a lot of our people are good customers of the store here so i knew you'd be willing to give something to the prize list oh yeah shall i put you down for one of the door prizes maybe two or three market baskets full of canned corn peas things like that yeah okay mrs bolton i'll have ever fix them up tomorrow of course well thank you very much mr talbot i'll have my boy robert pick them up tomorrow you'll have the baskets fixed up real nice won't you yes ma'am i'll take care of it well thank you again goodbye goodbye ma'am goodbye gentlemen goodbye mr talbot i wonder if you could tell us what happened after you got back here in your office with the holdup man well it happened pretty fast he reached into the briefcase he was carrying like he was going to get his order book and he came up with this gun he told me to open that safe there but i stalled i said i didn't know how nice and that's when he started telling me what he'd do to my family my wife if i didn't open the safe he knew all about us my address my wife's name my kids he said he'd get them if i didn't do what i was told same ammo never failed him what'd you do then tell me well money's not worth that much to me i opened the safe and gave him everything little over four hundred dollars i still don't know i got that information about my family do you have any suspicions at all no nobody i can think of how about the gunny hand can you describe it well just like you have it listed in that bulletin on him uh 38 revolver blue steel long bow mr talbot come on in ev officers this is my clerk everett smiley i'm sorry i forgot your name party and remerial roberty tampon hi no hello there mr talbot says that you saw the holdup man leaving the market is that right yeah that's right you walked right out of the store and down the street just like nothing happened i didn't know anything was wrong till later did you notice if the men got in the car yeah i did car was parked about halfway down the block another guy was driving motor was running you catch the license number no but it was a brand new sedan a Pontiac i think you shouldn't have much trouble finding it without a license number well it's a brand new car i remember the color i couldn't forget that yeah bright red just like a fire engine 90 percent of the time color identification of a car means nothing for one thing a getaway car can be painted in a matter of a few hours and for another the color of a vehicle is not listed on the registration slip it's impossible to check a car through dmv on color alone but in this case we figured that we had half an exception to the rule the car used in the robbery was new was painted a very distinctive color we began an immediate canvas of automobile dealers throughout the city after a day and a half of calling and checking we found two dealers who had sold two new cars within recent weeks with fire engine red paint jobs we got the names and addresses of the purchasers and checked them out one of them was a miss mona taylor an ad taker for one of the daily morning paper i'm sorry to bother you at your work miss not at all most of it's over for today what is it you want to know we understand that you bought a new potty accident about three weeks ago is that correct yes i did uh if this is about that parking ticket why i've already taken care of it no man that's not it we just like to know if you still own that car well i don't own it yet i'm still paying on it colors are bright red is that right yes it is fire engine red i like bright colors well does anyone else beside yourself drive the car miss telly well yes once in a while i lend it to my boyfriend al al daily i've known him for a long time oh excuse me last five ads miss taylor yes sir two room apartment unfurnished all right you've got a small joke here's a man i got view bevel hill that's it then eighty dollars okay yes sir tomorrow morning's edition yes two dollars and all cents for two days could i have your name address and telephone number sir thank you sir about this friend of yours miss taylor and this al daily how long have you been lending him your car since he got his new salesman's job he has to make night calls on customers out in the valley so i let him have a car usually about once a week when's the last time that he borrowed the car miss two nights ago for mona taylor we got the address of her boyfriend al daily we located him in a rooming house on south bowvard avenue he admitted he borrowed the taylor girl's car the night before but he denied that he drove it anywhere in the vicinity of the robbery how about your friend jimmy bray i don't know i loaned the car that's all he gave me 30 bucks well that's an awful lot of rental money why did he need a car savane i don't know can i ask him where does he stay farlet hotel achon flower you're going over to see him now that's right why well i thought if you were going over there you wouldn't mind taking this with you he left it in the car when he brought it back his briefcase let's have a look it's a matter it's all a fuss about a briefcase yeah what is it let's see all right you got an answer for that daily sure a funny place to keep a gun we took al daily downtown where he was held for questioning we had a stakeout placed on his rooming house we had both daily and bray checked through r and i no criminal record the briefcase and the 38 revolver were booked as evidence with a property clerk there was no record of prints on the gun the taylor girl's car was impounded to be checked for fingerprints 7 p.m we drove out to the barlet hotel on eighth and flower the room clerk confirmed the fact that jimmy bray was a registered guest at the hotel you want to call the office jim yeah all right i'll do it you got changed yeah i think i have yeah okay city hall 2511 2511 robbery powers joe friday john we're out at bray's hotel we're going to stake it out he's not in yet that's what i figured what do you mean the market out on 12th street was held up a minute ago yeah bandit carried briefcase you are listening to dragnet authentic stories of your police force in action you'll be amazed when you compare fatima with other long cigarettes via pack you'll find fatimas now cost the same lighter fatima that's different what a difference yes friends in fatima the 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12th street market the mo was almost exactly the same as in the other 16 robberies the victim's description of the hold-up man matched perfectly with bray's by noon the next day the suspect still had not returned to his hotel an intensive canvas of the immediate neighborhood around the barlet hotel netted us nothing nobody remembered bray we checked the bars and restaurants but he was known to patronize no one had any idea where he might be details at the airport railroad stations and bus terminals were alerted we got out a supplementary description on our original apb the sheriff's office was kept advised two days passed still no sign we questioned and re-questioned al daly either he couldn't or he wouldn't add anything to what he'd already told us about bray a series of stakeouts were placed at food markets in areas where bray had staged robberies previously a composite picture the suspect was made up and given wide distribution throughout the city it all went for nothing the following tuesday march 4th bray robbed a neighborhood market in highland park of 150 dollars i had to give them the money sergeant he threatened my wife and kids said he'd see something happen to them if i didn't open the safe did you say he wore gloves sir that's right i thought it didn't jive at first salesmen wearing gloves like that didn't think about it till it was too late did you notice if he was on foot or did he get away in a car he had a car all right parked down the street there saw it through the window not a fellow is at the wheel did you notice anything else about the car the license number maybe no i couldn't see that but it was a coupe i'm sure that yeah it was red bright red it was one angle we couldn't figure if bray was been on a steady career of robbery why did he use an escape car painted the most conspicuous color possible we checked out mona taylor's car again there was no connection the search went on two weeks three weeks another month bray kept to his usual schedule one robbery a week the legwork went on too on march 20th we got a call from one of ben's informants he told us that he'd seen a man answering bray's description in the venice park amusement area down to the beach and we drove down to venice to check it out what a good crowd for a cold night yeah where do we find this friend of yours see where the money go around here's up ahead yeah just beyond that he runs one of the booze you throw baseballs at phony milk bottle three chances for a dime you know oh yeah he and his wife running they've been out here for years i don't know how they ever make a living there hey uh those hot dogs smells good don't they that's your friends booze across the way there yeah yeah girls have a free throw step up when it flies looks like morg's running a place tonight morght that's his wife oh yeah how you doing side of the cold night huh this is my partner joe friday how are you glad to know you joe get you're looking for scooter huh yeah is he around just down the way sarge hey how about it say have a try you like what a good crowd tonight morght oh yeah but they're not to spend them hasn't been good at all lately where'd you say your husband was ma'am just down the way old man husband's out to child scooter runs a merry-go-round for him while he eats now thank you morght we'll drop back and see you before we leave all right glad to met you joe glad to met you goodbye can you say girls have the scooter is that what you said is that the guy's name yeah that's right he used to run the scooter drone you know the little electric car you drive around bumpers all around yeah here joe friday how are you yeah glad to know you what's the story scooter uh it's like i told you on a phone uh murphy down the penny arcade he knows the guy first he pointed him out to me sure it's close to praise description well when did you first see him oh two nights ago i wasn't so sure it was brave first time and i saw him last night that cinch to i didn't hear that i say i saw him last night not that cinch oh well when did this murphy was that his name when did he first see him about a week ago he's got an eagle eye for strangers to hang around murphy thinks the guy's staying out here someplace really idea where where'd you spot this man scooter the same place murphy did it he's hanging around the shooting gallery down the way the guy who runs the place says no we don't know him well enough to ask them about it you mean this man who looks like gray just hangs around the corner there well no not exactly you see his little office to one side of the shooting gallery and the times i seen the guy he was either coming in or going out of there when's the last time you saw him scooter i say when's the last time you saw him oh earlier tonight about 6 30 yeah i i think murphy is right the guy's holding up in there yeah hold on thank you lot scooter we'll take back with you before we leave yeah okay so i just hope it helps you out i got a message right see you later there's the shooting gallery down there by the bullseye son yep the guy is bray it's funny that he hasn't been spotted before this area is pretty well patrolled here yeah are you skilled fellas 10 shots only quarter where police officers like to ask you a few questions oh what about what's your name gridly max gridly you know anybody by the name of james bray bray about this mr gridly you know anybody who fits that description a man answering that description has been seen entering and leaving this office right next door over here it's part of your concession isn't it yeah that's right but i'm the only one who uses somebody must have got the wrong slant then you wouldn't mind if we looked it over routine investigations i don't know sometimes i have my lunch in here taking that once in a while looks pretty well lived in all those clothes are yours mr gridly that's right hold on this thing oh it's a customer excuse me man be right back yeah go ahead hey joe yeah over here have a look this towel yeah look at the name stenciled on it barlet hotel 9 30 p.m we advise the shooting gallery operator not to attempt any phone calls then i called the office and rickets and powers came out to help us with the stakeout on the shooting gallery in the adjoining office ben and i covered from the penny arcade directly opposite the shooting gallery rickets and powers were staked out two doors away at a stand that advertised handwriting analyzed 25 cents we waited ben munched on a bag of popcorn 10 30 p.m no sign of the suspect 11 o'clock still no sign getting pretty cold everybody going home yeah you got any more of that popcorn oh yeah here you are two pieces left very good must have been not much in there now oh i'm sorry i can get another bag machines right over there no turn it off how about some peanuts no no thanks oh sure there's some in there joe once i know sure would like to see bray show up hate to spend the night staked out here yeah wait a minute look huh the shooting gallery the guy in the blue suit he's talking to the manager he's going around the side door that month he's going inside all right hold it right there mr don't watch it wicked jelly cover the back i don't get the door let's hit it yeah yeah bro let's roll him over huh yeah all right how about it joe short dark complexion fat what do you think i don't know but it's not bray rickets and powers remained on stake out at the shooting gallery while ben and i took the suspect downtown along with a proprietor of the shooting gallery max gridley we had the man treated for cuts and bruises at georgia street receiving hospital and we took him to the office he identified himself as blake chatfield an unemployed salesman after two hours of questioning he broke down and admitted that he was brays accomplice in each of the 18 robberies he drove the getaway car he said for the past month he and bray had been living in the office adjoining the shooting gallery it was booked at the new city jail on suspicion of 211 pc max gridley was held for further questioning 1 35 a.m we checked back in at the office yes i had too many hot dogs out there you know what's the matter i'm indigestion maybe it was the popcorn a couple of messages in the book the wife wants you to call her before you go home both are Graham brand well i'll try okay hey i'm by robbery friday johnny farris joe yeah john how's it going jimmy bray finally showed we got him any trouble no drove up in a bright red coupe couldn't miss him you're coming in now yeah just leaving see you right john by well i picked up bray bring them in now sure been a long haul almost five months yeah it's a long time hey joe yeah where am i going to get a loaf of graham bread at this time in the morning i just heard was true only the names were changed to protect the innocent now here is our star jack webb thank you for the past few weeks i've asked you to send me the names of dealers who are out of fatimas you see the demand for fatimas is so great i want to make sure that all of you can buy them so keep on writing if you find a dealer fresh out of fatimas let me know we'll have something done about it write your dealer's name and address on a card and mail it to me jack webb post office box 951 hollywood 28 that's jack webb post office box 951 hollywood 28 now a word for you mr dealer the coming holiday season will find new thousands insisting on fatima quality so step up your orders for fatima tomorrow get in on the increasing demand for the quality long cigarette james arbray and blake a chat field were tried and convicted on several counts of armed robbery and received sentences as prescribed by law max gridley was filed on for failure to register as an ex-convict bray and chat field are now serving their terms in the state penitentiary technical advice for dragnet comes from the office of chief of police w. h parker los angeles police department this is bob hope can we steal a second chester feels chester feels always winters play that milder miles oh open a pack give me a smile don't forget to give cross be for christmas i mean the chest to feel christmas carton with being his papa santa claus see you tuesday the team of cigarettes the best of all long cigarettes has brought you dragnet portions transcribed from los angeles coming up with the people then screen directors playhouse on mbc


Hi all. Salvatore here. Apparently the whole Indian Internet knows what film director Nadav Lapid and four other jurors of the 53rd Indian International Film Festival didn't. That the real bad guy Lapid's word in the Kashmir files wasn't the Kashmiri separatist terrorist Farouk Malik Bitta, an obvious portmanteau of Farouk Amadar, Yasin Malik, and Bitta Karate. It was the university professor Radhika Menon, who is so transparently based on the Aruntati Roy that she even mouths Roy's notorious claim that, quote, Kashmir has never been an integral part of India. It is an historical fact. Even the Indian government has accepted this. The film portrayed Islamist terrorists in a negative light, as well one should. But anyone who actually watched the film could see that their religion was incidental to the plot. The plot revolved around the Hindu professor Menon, who was the clear antagonist to Krishna, the young hero.  It was the professor. Call the Kashmir files anti-intellectual propaganda, if you want, but, quote, inner contradictions and, quote, complexities that Lapid found lacking were all to be found in the JNU scenes, not in the scenes set in Kashmir.