CHAPTER XVII RETALIATION Early the next morning the doctor climbed up the mountain in company with Peter and his goats. The friendly gentleman made several attempts to start a conversation with the boy, but as answered to his questions he got nothing more than monosyllables. When they arrived on top they found Heidi already waiting fresh and rosy as the early dawn. Are you coming? asked Peter as usual. Of course I shall, if the doctor comes with us replied the child. The grandfather coming out of the hut greeted the newcomer with great respect. Then he went up to Peter and hung on his shoulder the sack, which seemed to contain more than usual that day. When they started on their way Heidi kept urging forward the goats which were crowding about her. When at last she was walking peacefully by the doctor's side she began to relate to him many things about the goats and all their strange pranks and about the flowers, rocks and birds they saw. When they were arrived at their destination time seemed to have flown. Peter all the time was sending many an angry glance at the unconscious doctor who never even noticed it. Heidi now took the doctor to her favorite spot from where they could hear the peaceful sounding bells of the grazing cattle below. The sky was deep blue and above their head the eagle was circling with outstretched wings. Everything was luminous and bright about them, but the doctor had been silent. Suddenly looking up he beheld Heidi's radiant eyes. Heidi, it is beautiful up here, he said. But how can anybody with a heavy heart enjoy the beauty? Tell me. Oh! exclaimed Heidi. One never has a sad heart here. One only gets unhappy in Frankfurt. A faint smile passed over the doctor's face. Then he began. But if somebody has brought his sorrow away with him how would you comfort him? God in heaven alone can help him. That is true, Charles remarked the doctor. But what can we do when God himself has sent us the affliction? After meditating a moment Heidi replied, One must wait patiently, for God knows how to turn the saddest things to something happy in the end. God will show us what he has meant to do for us, but he will only do so if we pray to him patiently. I hope you will always keep this beautiful belief, Heidi, said the doctor. Then, looking up at the mighty cliffs above, he continued, Think how sad it would make us not to be able to see all these beautiful things. Wouldn't that make us doubly sad? Can you understand me, child? A great pain shot through Heidi's breast. She had to think of the poor grandmother. Her blindness was always a great sorrow to the child, and she had been struck with it anew. Seriously, she replied, Oh yes, I can understand it. But then we can read grandmother's songs. They make us happy and bright again. Which songs, Heidi? Oh, those of the sun and of the beautiful garden, and then the last verses of the long one. Grandmother loves them so that I always have to read them over three times, said Heidi. I wish you would say them to me, child, for I should like to hear them, said the doctor. Heidi, folding her hands, began the consoling verses. She stopped suddenly, however, for the doctor did not seem to listen. He was sitting motionless, holding his hand before his eyes. Thinking that he had fallen asleep, she remained silent, but the verses had recalled his childhood days. He seemed to hear his mother and see her loving eyes, for when he was a little boy, she had sung this song to him. A long time he sat there, till he discovered that Heidi was watching him. Heidi, your song was lovely. He said with a more joyful voice. We must come here another day, and then you can recite it to me again. During all this time, Peter had been boiling with anger. Now that Heidi had come again to the pasture with him, she did nothing but talk to the old gentleman. It made him very cross that he was not able even to get near her. Standing a little distance behind Heidi's friend, he shook his fist at him, and soon afterwards both fists, finally raising them to the sky, as Heidi and the doctor remained together. When the sun stood in its zenith, and Peter knew that it was noon, he called over to them with all his might. Time to eat. When Heidi was getting up to fetch their dinner, the doctor just asked for a glass of milk, which was all he wanted. The child also decided to make the milk her soul repast, running over to Peter and informing him of their resolution. When the boy found that the whole contents of the bag was his, he hurried with his task as never in his life before, but he felt guilty on account of his former anger at the kind gentleman. To show his repentance, he held his hands up flat to the sky, indicating by his action that his fists did not mean anything anymore. Only after that did he start with his feast. Heidi and the doctor had wondered about the pasture till the gentleman had found the time to go. He wanted Heidi to remain where she was, but she insisted on accompanying him. All the way down, she showed him many places where the pretty mountain flowers grew, all of whose names she could tell him. When they parted at last, Heidi waved to him.  The weather was warm and sunny that month. Every morning the doctor came up to the Alps, spending his day very often with the old man. Many a climb they had together that took him far up to the bare cliffs near the eagle's haunt. The uncle would show his guests all the herbs that grew on hidden places and were strengthening and healing. He could tell many strange things of the beasts that lived in holes and rock or earth or in the high tops of trees. In the evening they would part, and the doctor would exclaim, My dear friend, I never leave you without having learned something. But most of his days he spent with Heidi. Then the two would sit together on the child's favorite spot, and Peter, quite subdued, behind them. Heidi had to recite the verses as she had done the first day and entertain him with all the things she knew. At last the beautiful month of September was over.  The time had come for him to go back to Frankfurt, and great was the uncle's sadness at that news. Heidi herself could hardly realize that her loving friend, whom she had been seeing every day, was really leaving. The doctor himself was loath to go, for the Alps had become as a home to him. But it was necessary for him to go and shaking hands with the grandfather. He said good-bye, Heidi going along with him a little way. Hand in hand they wandered down, till the doctor stood still. Then caressing Heidi's curly hair he said, Now I must go, Heidi. I wish I could take you along with me to Frankfurt. Then I could keep you. At these words all the rows and rows of houses and streets, Miss Rottenmeier and Tannette rose before Heidi's eyes. Tessitating a little she said, I should like it better if you could come to see us again. I believe that will be better. Now, farewell, said the friendly gentleman. When they shook hands his eyes filled with tears. Turning quickly he hurried off. Heidi, standing on the same spot, looked after him. What kind eyes he had! But they had been full of tears. All of a sudden she began to cry bitterly, and ran after her friend calling with all her might, but interrupted by her sobs. Oh, doctor, doctor! Looking round he stood still and waited till the child had reached him. Her tears came rolling down her cheeks while she sobbed. I'll come with you to Frankfurt, and I'll stay as long as ever you want me to, but first I must see grandfather. No, no, dear child, he said affectionately. Not at once. You must remain here. I don't want you to get ill again.  Can I go away and think that somebody in the world still cares for me and loves me? Yes, I shall come to you the same day, for I really love you as much as grandfather. Heidi assured him crying all the time. Shaking hands again, they parted. Heidi stayed on the same spot waving her hand and looking after her departing friend till he seemed no bigger than a little dot. Then he looked back a last time at Heidi and the sunny alp muttering to himself. It is beautiful up there. Body and soul get strengthened in that place, and life seems worth living again. End of Chapter 17 Chapter 18 of Heidi by Yo-Mala Speedy Translated by Elizabeth P. Stork This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 18 Winter in the Village The snow lays so deep around the arm hut that the window seemed to stand level with the ground, and the house door had entirely disappeared. Round Peter's hut it was the same. When the boy went out to shovel the snow, he had to creep through the window. Then he was sink deep into the soft snow and kick his arms and legs to get free. Taking a broom the boy would have to clear away the snow from the door to prevent its falling into the hut. The uncle had kept his word. When the first snow had fallen he had moved down to the village with Heidi and his goats. Near the church and the parish house lay an old ruin that once had been a spacious building. A brave soldier had lived there and days gone by. He had fought in the Spanish war and, coming back with many riches, had built himself a splendid house. But having lived too long in the noisy world to be able to stand the monotonous life in the little town, he soon went away and never came back. After his death many years later, though the house was already beginning to decay, a distant relation of his took possession of it. The new proprietor did not want to build it up again, so poor people moved in. They had to pay little rent for the house which was gradually crumbling and falling to pieces. Years ago when the uncle had come to the village with Tobias he had lived there. Most of the time it had been empty, for the winter lasted long and cold winds would blow through the chinks in the walls. When poor people lived there, their candles would be blown out and they would shiver with cold in the dark. But the uncle had known how to help himself. In the fall, as soon as he had resolved to live in the village, he came down frequently, fitting up the place as best he could. On approaching the house from the back, one entered an open room where nearly all the walls lay in ruins. On one side the remains of a chapel could be seen, now covered with the thickest ivy. A large hall came next with a beautiful stone floor and grass growing in the crevices. Most of the walls were gone and part of the ceiling also. If a few thick pillars had not been left supporting the rest it would undoubtedly have tumbled down. The uncle had made a wooden partition here for the goats and covered the floor with straw. Several corridors, most of them half decayed, led finally to a chamber with a heavy iron door. This room was still in good condition and had dark wood paneling on the four firm walls. In one corner was an enormous stove which nearly reached up to the ceiling. On the white tiles were painted blue pictures of old towers surrounded by high trees and of hunters with their hounds. There also was a scene with a quiet lake where under shady oak trees a fisherman was sitting. Around the stove a bench was placed. Heidi loved to sit there and as soon as she had entered their new abode she began to examine the pictures. Arriving at the end of the bench she discovered a bed which was placed between the wall and the stove. Oh, grandfather! I have found my bedroom! exclaimed the little girl. Oh, how fine it is! Where are you going to sleep? Your bed must be near the stove to keep you warm, said the old man. Now come and look at mine. With that the grandfather led her into his bedroom. From there a door led into the hugest kitchen Heidi had ever seen. With a great deal of trouble the grandfather had fitted up this place. Many boards were nailed across the walls and the door had been fastened with heavy wires for beyond the building lay in ruins. Thick underbrush was growing there sheltering thousands of insects and lizards. Heidi was delighted with her new house and when Peter arrived next day she did not rest till he had seen every nook and corner of the curious dwelling place. Heidi slept very well in her chimney corner but it took her many days to get accustomed to it. When she woke up in the morning and could not hear the fir trees roar she would wonder where she was. Was the snow too heavy on the branches? Was she away from home? But as soon as she heard her grandfather's voice outside she remembered everything and would jump merrily out of the bed. After four days had gone by, Heidi said to her grandfather, I must go to the grandmother now. She has been alone so many days. But the grandfather shook his head and said, You can't go yet, child. The snow is feathers deep up there and is still falling. Peter can hardly get through. A little girl like you would be snowed up and lost in no time. Wait a while till it freezes and then you can walk on top of the crust. Heidi was very sorry but she was so busy now that the days flew by. Every morning and afternoon she went to school eagerly learning whatever was taught her. She hardly ever saw Peter there for he did not come very often. The mild teacher would only say from time to time, It seems to me Peter is not here again. School would do him good but I guess there is too much snow for him to get through. But when Heidi came home towards evening Peter generally paid her a visit. After a few days the sun came out for a short time at noon and the next morning the whole elp glistened and shone like crystal. When Peter was jumping as usual into the snow that morning he fell against something hard and before he could stop himself he flew a little way down the mountain. When he had gained his feet at last he stamped upon the ground with all his might. It really was frozen as hard a stone. Peter could hardly believe it and quickly running up and swallowing his milk and putting his bread in his pocket he announced, I must go to school today. Yes go and learn nicely, answered his mother. Then sitting down on his sled the boy coasted down the mountain like a shot. Not being able to stop his course when he reached the village he coasted down further and further till he arrived in the plane where the sled stopped itself. It was already late for school so the boy took his time and only arrived in the village when Heidi came home for dinner. We've got it, announced the boy on entering. What general? asked the uncle. The snow, Peter replied. Oh now I can go up to grandmother, Heidi rejoiced. But Peter, why didn't you come to school? You could coast down today. She continued reproachfully. I went too far on my sled and then it was too late, Peter replied.  People who do that must have their ears pulled. Do you hear? The boy was frightened for there was no one in the world whom he respected more than the uncle.  What would you do with the goats if they did not obey you any more? Beat them, was the reply. If you knew of a boy that was behaving like a disobedient goat and had to be spanked, what would you say? Serves him right. So now you know it, goat general, if you miss school again when you ought to be there you can come to me and get your due. Now at last Peter understood what the uncle had meant.  This unexpected change delighted Peter. Not losing any time he soon disposed of his full plate. Heidi, who had given the boy most of her dinner, was already putting on Clara's new coat. Then together they climbed up, Heidi chatting all the time. But Peter did not say a single word. He was preoccupied and had not even listened to Heidi's tales. Before they entered the hut the boy said stubbornly, I think I had rather go to school than get a beating from the uncle. Heidi promptly confirmed him in his resolution. When they went into the room Peter's mother was alone at the table mending. The grandmother was nowhere to be seen. Brigida now told Heidi that the grandmother was obliged to stay in bed on those cold days as she did not feel very strong. That was something new for Heidi. Quickly running to the old woman's chamber she found her lying in a narrow bed wrapped up in her gray shawl and thin blanket. Thank heaven! the grandmother exclaimed when she heard her darling's step. All autumn and winter long a secret fear had been gnawing at her heart that Heidi would be sent for by the strange gentleman of whom Peter had told her so much. Heidi had approached the bed asking anxiously, are you very sick, grandmother? No, no, child, the old woman reassured her. The frost has just gone into my limbs a little. Are you going to be well again as soon as the warm weather comes, inquired Heidi? Yes, yes, and if God wills even sooner I want to go back to my spinning wheel than I nearly tried it to-day. I'll get up to-morrow, though, the grandmother said confidently, for she had noticed how frightened Heidi was. The last speech made the child feel more happy. Then, looking wonderingly at the grandmother, she said, in Frankfurt people put on a shawl when they go out. Why are you putting it on in bed, grandmother? I put it on to keep me warm, Heidi. I am glad to have it, for my blanket is very thin. But, grandmother, your bed is slanting down at the head where it ought to be high. No bed ought to be like that. I know, child, I can feel it well. So, saying the old woman tried to change your position on the pillow that lay under her like a thin board, my pillow never was very thick and sleeping on it all these years has made it flat. Oh, dear, if I'd only asked Claire to give me the bed I had in Frankfurt, Heidi limited. It had three big pillows on it. I could hardly sleep because I kept sliding down from them all the time. Could you sleep with them, grandmother? Of course, because that would keep me warm. I could breathe so much easier too, said the grandmother, trying to find a higher place to lie on. But I must not talk about it anymore, for I have to be thankful for many things. I get a lovely roll every day and have this beautiful warm shawl. I also have you, my child. Heidi, wouldn't you like to read me something today? Heidi immediately fetched the book and read one song after another. The grandmother, in the meantime, was lying with folded hands. Her face, which had been so sad a short time ago, was lit up with a happy smile. Suddenly Heidi stopped. Are you well again, grandmother? She asked. I feel very much better, Heidi. Please finish the song, will you? The child obeyed in which he came to the last words. When my eyes grow dim and sad, let thy love more brightly burn, that my soul, a wonderer glad, safely homeward may return. Safely homeward may return, she exclaimed.  After a while she said, It is getting dark, grandmother. I must go home now. I am glad that you feel better again. The grandmother, holding the child's hands in hers, said, Yes, I am happy again, though I have to stay in bed. Nobody knows how hard it is to lie here alone, day after day. I do not hear a word from anybody and cannot see a ray of sunlight. I have very sad thoughts sometimes, and often I feel as if I could not bear it any longer. But then I hear those blessed songs you have read to me, and it makes me feel as if a light was shining into my heart, giving me the purest joy. Shaking hands, the child now said good night, and pulling Peter with her ran outside. The brilliant moon was shining down on the white snow, light as day. The two children were already flying down the Alps like birds, soaring through the air. After Heidi had gone to bed that night, she lay awake a little while, thinking over everything the grandmother had said, especially about the joy the songs had given her. If only the poor grandmother could hear those comforting words every day. Heidi knew that it might be a week or two again before she could repeat her visit. The child became very sad when she thought how uncomfortable and lonely the old woman would be. Was there no way for help? Suddenly Heidi had an idea, and it thrilled her so that she felt as if she could not wait till morning come to put her plan in execution. But in her excitement she had forgotten her evening prayer, so sitting up in bed she prayed fervently to God. Then falling back into the fragrant hay, she soon slept peacefully and soundly till the bright morning came. CHAPTER XIX WINTER STILL CONTINUES Peter arrived punctually at school next day. He had brought his lunch with him in a bag for all the children that came from far away aid in school while the others went home. In the evening Peter as usual paid his visit to Heidi. The minute he opened the door she ran up to him saying, Peter, I have to tell you something. Say it, he replied. You must learn to read now, said the child. I have done it already. Yes, yes, Peter, but I don't mean it that way. Heidi eagerly proceeded.  I can't, Peter remarked. Nobody believes you about that anymore, and I won't either. Heidi said resolutely. When I was in Frankfurt, Grandma Ma told me it wasn't true and that I shouldn't believe you. Peter's astonishment was great. I'll teach you for I know how. When you have learned it you must read one or two songs to grandmother every day. I shan't, grumbled the boy. This obstinate refusal made Heidi very angry. With flaming eyes she planted herself before the boy and said, I'll tell you what will happen if you don't want to learn.  Clara showed me the terrible large boy's school there and you will have to go.  You mustn't think that there is only one teacher there and such a kind one as we have here. No indeed. There are whole rows of them, and when they are out walking they have high black hats on their heads. I saw them myself when I was out driving. Cold shivers ran down Peter's back. Yes, you'll have to go there, and when they find out that you can't read or even spell they'll laugh at you. I'll do it, said Peter, half angry and half frightened. Oh, I am glad. Let us start right away, said Heidi joyfully, pulling Peter over to the table. Among the things that Clara had sent, Heidi had found a little book with the ABC and some rhymes. She had chosen this for the lessons. Peter, having to spell the first rhyme, found great difficulty, so Heidi said, I'll read it to you, and then you'll be able to do it better. Listen. If ABC you do not know before the school board you must go. I won't go, said Peter stubbornly. Where? Before the court. Hurry up and learn the three letters, then you won't have to. Peter, beginning again, repeated the three letters till Heidi said, Now you know them. Having observed the good result of the first rhyme, she began to read again. D-E-F-U then must read or of misfortune take good heed. If H-I-J-K are forgot, adversity is on the spot. Who over L and M doth stumble must pay a penance and feel humble. There's trouble coming if you knew you'd quickly learn in OPQ. If you shall halt on R-S-T, you'll suffer for it speedily. Heidi, stopping, looked at Peter, who was so frightened by all these threats and mysterious horrors that he saddest still is the mouse. Heidi's tender heart was touched, and she said comfortingly, Don't be afraid, Peter. If you come to me every day, you'll soon learn all the letters, and then those things won't happen. But come every day, even when it snows, promise. Peter did so and departed. Obeying Heidi's instructions, he came daily to her for his lesson. Sometimes the grandfather would sit in the room, smoking his pipe. Often the corners of his mouth would twitch as if he could hardly keep from laughing. He generally invited Peter to stay to supper afterwards, which liberally rewarded the boy for all his great exertions. Thus the days passed by, and all this time Peter had really made some progress, though the rhyme still gave him difficulty.  And further, if W you still ignore, look at the rod beside the door. Often Peter would growl and object to these measures, but nevertheless he kept on learning and soon had but three letters left. The next few days the following rhymes with their threats made Peter more eager than ever. If you the letter X forget, for you no supper will be set. If you still hesitate with Y, for shame you'll run away and cry. When Heidi read the last, and he who makes his Z with blots must journey to the hoten totts. Peter sneered. Nobody even knows where they are. I am sure grandfather does. Heidi retorted, jumping up. Just wait one minute and I shall ask him. He is over with the parson. And with that she had opened the door. Wait! shrieked Peter in great alarm. For he saw himself already transported to those dreadful people.  Nothing but stay here. I'll learn. He blubbered. But Heidi, wanting to know something about the hoten totts herself, could only be kept back by piteous screams from Peter. So at last they settled down again, and before it was time to go, Peter knew the last letter, and had even begun to read syllables. From this day on he progressed more quickly. It was three weeks since Heidi had paid her last visit to the grandmother, for much snow had fallen since. One evening Peter, coming home, said triumphantly, I can do it. What is it you can do, Peter? asked his mother eagerly. Read. What? Is it possible? Did you hear it, grandmother? exclaimed Brigida. The grandmother also was curious to learn how this had happened. I must read a song now. Heidi told me to. Peter continued. To the women's amazement Peter began, and after every verse his mother would exclaim, Who would have ever thought it while the grandmother remained silent? One day later, when it happened that it was Peter's turn to read in school, the teacher said, Peter, must I pass you by again as usual, or do you want to try? I shall not say to read, but to stammer through a line. Peter began and read three lines without stopping.  What miracle has happened to you? he exclaimed. For a long time I tried to teach you with all my patience, and you were not even able to grasp the letters. But now that I had given you up as hopeless, you have not only learned how to spell, but even to read. How did this happen, Peter? It was Heidi, the boy replied. In great amazement the teacher looked at the little girl. Then the kind man continued. I have noticed a great change in you, Peter. You used to stay away from school, sometimes more than a week, and lately you have not even missed a day. Who has brought about this change? The uncle. Every evening now Peter, on his return home, read one song to his grandmother, but never more. To the frequent praises of Brigida, the old woman, once replied, I am glad he has learned something, but nevertheless I am longing for the spring to come. Then Heidi can visit me, for when she reads the verses sound so different. I cannot always follow Peter, and the songs don't thrill me the way they do when Heidi says them. And no wonder, for Peter would often leave out long and difficult words. What did three or four words matter? So it happened sometimes that there were hardly any nouns left in the hymns that Peter read. End of Chapter 19 Chapter 20 of Heidi by Joanna Speedy Translated by Elizabeth P. Stark This leery-box recording is in the public domain. Chapter 20 News from Distant Friends May had come. Warm sunshine was bathing the whole alp in glorious light, and having melted the last snow, had brought the first spring flowers to the surface.  High above, in the azure heaven, the eagle floated peacefully. Heidi and her grandfather were back on the alp. The child was so happy to be home again that she jumped about among the beloved objects. Here she discovered a new spring bud, and there she watched the gay little gnats and beetles that were swarming in the sun. The grandfather was busy in his little shop, and a sound of hammering and sawing could be heard. Heidi had to go and see what the grandfather was making. There, before the door, stood a neat new chair, while the old man was busy making a second. Oh, I know what they are for, said Heidi Gailey. You are making them for Clara and Grandma Mom. Oh, but we need a third. Or do you think that Ms. Rottenmayer won't come, perhaps? I really don't know, said grandfather, but it is safer to have a chair for her if she should come. Heidi, thoughtfully looking at the backless chairs, remarked, Grandfather, I don't think she would sit down on those. Then we must invite her to sit down on the beautiful green lounge of grass, quietly answered the old man. While Heidi was still wondering what the grandfather had meant, Peter arrived, whistling and calling. As usual, Heidi was soon surrounded by the goats, who also seemed happy to be back on the alp. Peter, angrily pushing the goats aside, marched up to Heidi, thrusting a letter into her hand. Did you get a letter from me on the pasture? Heidi said astonished. No. Where did it come from? From my bag. The letter had been given to Peter the previous evening, putting it in his lunch bag. The boy had forgotten it there till he opened the bag for his dinner. Heidi immediately recognized Clara's handwriting and, bounding over to her grandfather, exclaimed, a letter has come from Clara. Wouldn't you like me to read it to you, grandfather? Heidi immediately read to her two listeners as follows. Dear Heidi, we are all packed up and shall travel in two or three days. Papa is leaving, too, but not with us, for he has to go to Paris first. The dear doctor visits us now every day, and as soon as he opens the door he calls, away to the alp, for he can hardly wait for us to go. If you only knew how he enjoyed being with you last fall, he came nearly every day this winter to tell us all about you and the grandfather and the mountains and the flowers he saw. He said that it was so quiet in the pure, delicious air, away from towns and streets, that everybody has to get well there. He is much better himself since his visit, and seems younger and happier. Oh, how I look forward to it all! The doctor's advice is that I shall go to Raghat's first for about six weeks. Then I can go to live in the village, and from there I shall come to see you every fine day. Grandmama, who is coming with me, is looking forward to the trip, too, and just think Miss Rottenmeyer does not want to go. When Grandmama urges her, she always declines politely. I think Sebastian must have given her such a terrible description of the high rocks and fearful abysses that she is afraid. I think he told her that it was not safe for anybody, and that only goats could climb such dreadful heights. She used to be so eager to go to Switzerland, but now neither Tannet nor she wants to take the risk. I can hardly wait to see you again. Goodbye, dear Heidi, with much love from Grandmama. I am your true friend Clara. When Peter heard this, he swung his rod to right and left, furiously driving the goats before him he bounded down the hill. Heidi visited the grandmother next day, for she had to tell her the good news. Sitting up in her corner the old woman was spinning as usual. Her face looked sad, for Peter had already announced the near visit of Heidi's friends, and she dreaded the result. After having poured out her full heart, Heidi looked at the old woman. What is it, Grandmother? said the child. Are you not glad? Oh, yes, Heidi. I am glad because you are happy. But, Grandmother, you seem so anxious. Do you still think Miss Rottenmeyer is coming? Oh, no, it is nothing. Give me your hand. I want to be sure that you are still here. I suppose it will be for the best, even if I shall not live to see the day. Oh, but then I would not care about this coming, said the child. The grandmother had hardly slept all night for thinking of Clara's coming. Would they take Heidi away from her now that she was well and strong? But for the sake of the child she resolved to be brave. Heidi, she said, please read me the song that begins with, God will see to it. Heidi immediately did as she was told. She knew nearly all the grandmother's favorite hymns by now, and always found them quickly. That does me good, child, the old woman said. Already the expression of her face seemed happier and less troubled. Please read it a few times over, child, she entreated. Thus evening came, and when Heidi wondered homewards, one twinkling star after another appeared in the sky. Heidi stood still every few minutes, looking up to the firmament in wonder. When she arrived home, her grandfather also was looking up to the stars, muttering to himself. What a wonderful month. One day clearer than the other. The herbs will be fine and strong this year. The blossom month had passed, and June, with the long, long days, had come. Quantities of flowers were blooming everywhere, filling the air with perfume. The month was nearing its end, when one morning Heidi came running out of the hut, where she had already completed her duties. Suddenly she screamed so loud that the grandfather hurriedly came out to see what had happened. Grandfather, come here, look, look! A strange procession was winding up the home. First marched two men, carrying an open sedan chair with a young girl in it, wrapped up in many shells. Then came a stately lady on horseback, who, talking with a young guide beside her, looked eagerly right and left. Then an empty rolling chair, carried by a young fellow, was followed by a porter, who had so many covers, shells and furs piled up on his basket, that they towered high above his head. They are coming, they are coming, cried Heidi in her joy, and soon the party had arrived at the top. Great was the happiness of the children of seeing each other again. When Grandmama had descended from her horse, she tenderly greeted Heidi first, and then turned to the uncle, who had approached the group. The two met like two old friends they had heard so much about each other. After the first words were exchanged, the grandmother exclaimed, My dear uncle, what a wonderful residence you have. Who would have ever thought it? Kings could envy you here. Oh, how well my Heidi is looking, just like a little rose.  What glory everywhere! Clara, what do you say to it all? Clara, looking about her, rapturously cried, Oh, how wonderful, how glorious! I have never dreamt it could be as beautiful as that. Oh, Grandmama, I wish I could stay here. The uncle had busied himself in the meantime with getting Clara's rolling chair for her. Then, going up to the girl, he gently lifted her into her seat. Putting some covers over her knees, he talked her feet in warmly. It seemed as if the grandfather had done nothing else all his life than nurse lame people. My dear uncle, said the Grandmama, surprised. Please tell me where you learned that, for I shall send all the nurses I know here immediately. The uncle smiled faintly when he replied, It comes more from care than study.  He alone had been allowed to nurse him till his death, and now he would take just as good care of poor lame Clara. When Clara had looked at long time at the cloudless sky above, at all the rocky crags, she said longingly, I wish I could walk round the hut to the fir trees, if I could only see all the things you told me so much about. Heidi pushed with all her might, and behold, the chair rolled easily over the dry grass. When they had come into the little grove, Clara could not see her fill of those splendid trees that must have stood there so many, many years. Although the people had changed and vanished, they had remained the same ever looking down into the valley. When they passed the empty goat shed, Clara said pitifully, Oh, Grandmama, if I could only wait up here for Swanley and Barley, I'm afraid I shan't see Peter and his goats if we have to go away so soon again. Dear child, enjoy now what you can, said the Grandmama who had followed. Oh, what wonderful flowers exclaimed Clara again. Whole bushes of exquisite red blossoms. Oh, if I could only pick some of those bluebells, Heidi immediately gathering a large bunch put them in Clara's lap. Clara, this is really nothing in comparison with the many flowers in the pasture. You must come up once and see them. There are so many that the ground seems golden with them. If you ever sit down among them, you will feel as if you could never get up anymore. It is so beautiful. Oh, Grandmama, do you think I can ever go up there? Clara asked with a wild longing in her eyes. If I could only walk with you, Heidi, and climb round everywhere. I'll push you, Heidi said for comfort. To show how easy it was, she pushed the chair at such a rate that it would have tumbled down the mountain if the grandfather had not stopped it at the last moment. It was time for dinner now. The table was spread near the bench and soon everybody sat down. The grandmother was so overcome by the view and the delicious wind that fanned her cheek that she remarked, What a wondrous place this is. I've never seen it's like. But what do I see? she continued. I think you are actually eating your second piece of cheese, Clara. Oh, Grandmama, it tastes better than all the things we get in. Rugots! replied the child, eagerly eating the savory dish. Don't stop. Our mountain wind helps along where the cooking is faulty, contentedly said the old man. During the meal the uncle and the grandmama had soon got into a lively conversation. They seemed to agree on many things and understood each other like old friends. A little later the grandmama looked over to the west. We must soon start, Clara, for the sun is already low. Our guides will be here shortly. Clara's face had become sad and she entreated.  We haven't even seen the hut yet. I wish the day were twice as long. The grandmama assented to Clara's wish to go inside. When the rolling chair was found too broad for the door, the uncle quietly lifted Clara in his strong arms and carried her in. Grandmama was eagerly looking about her, glad to see everything so neat. Then, going up the little ladder to the hayloft, she discovered Heidi's bed. Is that your bed, Heidi? What a delicious perfume. It must be a healthy place to sleep, she said, looking out through the window. The grandfather with Clara was coming up too with Heidi following. Clara was perfectly entranced. What a lovely place to sleep. Oh, Heidi, you can look right up to the sky from your bed. What a good smell. You can hear the fir trees roar here, can't you? Oh, I never saw a more delightful bedroom. The uncle looking at the old lady said now, I have an idea that it would give Clara new strength to stay up here with us a little while. Of course, I only mean if you did not object. You have brought so many wraps that we can easily make a soft bed for Clara here. My dear lady, you can easily leave the care to me. I'll undertake it gladly. The children screamed for joy, and grandma's face was beaming. What a fine man you are, she burst out. I was just thinking myself that a stay here would strengthen the child, but then I thought of the care and trouble for you. And now you have offered to do it as if it was nothing at all. How can I thank you enough, uncle? After shaking hands many times the two prepared Clara's bed, which, thanks to the old lady's precautions, was soon so soft that the hay could not be felled through at all. The uncle had carried his new patient back to her rolling chair, and there they found her sitting with Heidi beside her. They were eagerly talking of their plans for the coming weeks. When they were told that Clara might stay for a month or so, their faces beamed more than ever. The guide, with the horse and the carriers of the chair, now appeared, but the last two were not needed any more and could be sent away. When the grandmother got ready to leave, Clara called gaily to her. Oh, grandmama, it won't be long, for you must often come and see us. While the uncle was leading the horse down the steep incline, the grandmama told him that she would go back to Ruggott, for the Dorfleet was too lonely for her. She also promised to come back from time to time. Before the grandfather had returned, Peter came racing down to the hut with all his goats. Seeing Heidi they ran up to her in haste, and so Clara made the acquaintance of Schwanli and Barli and all the others. Peter however kept away, only sending furious looks at the two girls. When they bade him good night, he only ran away, beating the air with his stick. The end of the joyous day had come. The two children were both lying in their beds. Oh, Heidi, Clara exclaimed, I can see so many glittering stars, and I feel as if we were driving in a high carriage straight into the sky. Yes, and do you know why the stars twinkle so merrily, inquired Heidi? No, but tell me. Because they know that God in heaven looks after us mortals and we never need to fear. See, they twinkle and show us how to be married too. But Clara, we must not forget to pray to God and ask him to think of us and keep us safe. Sitting up in bed, they then said their evening prayer. As soon as Heidi lay down, she fell asleep. But Clara could not sleep quite yet. It was too wonderful to see the stars from her bed. In truth, she had never seen them before, because in Frankfurt all the blinds were always down long before the stars came out, and at night she had never been outside the house. She could hardly keep her eyes shut, and had to open them again and again to watch the twinkling, glistening stars till her eyes closed at last, and she saw two big, glittering stars in her dream. The sun was just rising, and the old uncle was watching how mountain and dale awoke to the new day, and the clouds above grew brighter. Next the old man turned to go back into the hut and softly climbed the ladder. Clara, having just a moment ago opened her eyes, looked about her in amazement. Bright sunbeams danced on her bed. Where was she? But soon she discovered her sleeping friend and heard the grandfather's cheery voice. How did you sleep? Not tired? Clara, feeling fresh and rested, said that she had never slept better in all her life. Heidi was soon awake too and lost no time in coming down to join Clara, who was already sitting in the sun. A cool morning breeze fanned their cheeks, and the spicy fragrance from the fir trees filled their lungs with every breath. Clara had never experienced such well-being in all her life. She had never breathed such pure, cool morning air, and never felt such warm, delicious sunshine on her feet and hands. It surpassed all her expectations. Oh, Heidi, I wish I could always stay up here with you, she said. Now you can see that everything is as beautiful as I told you, Heidi replied triumphantly, up on the Elp with grandfather is the loveliest spot in all the world. The grandfather was just coming out of the shed with two full bowls of steaming snow-white milk. Handing one to each of the children, he said to Clara, This will do you good, little girl. It comes from Swanly and will give you strength. To your health, just drink it, he said encouragingly, for Clara had hesitated a little. But when she saw that Heidi's bowl was nearly empty already, she also drank without even stopping. Oh, how good it was! It tasted like cinnamon and sugar. We'll take two tomorrow, said the grandfather. After their breakfast, Peter arrived. While the goats were rushing up to Heidi, bleeding loudly, the grandfather took the boy aside. Just listen and do what I tell you, he said. From now on you must let Swanly go wherever she likes. She knows where to get the richest herbs, and you must follow her even if she should go higher up than usual. It won't do you any harm to climb a little more, and will do all the others good. I want the goats to give me splendid milk, remember. What are you looking at so furiously? Peter was silent, and without more ado, started off, still angrily looking back now and then. As Heidi had followed a little way, Peter called to her, You must come along, Heidi. Swanly has to be followed everywhere. No, but I can't, Heidi called back. I won't be able to come as long as Clary is with me. Grandfather has promised, though, to let us come up with you once. With those words, Heidi returned to Clara while the goat herd was hurrying onward, angrily shaking his fists. The children had promised to write a letter to Grand Maman every day, so they immediately started on their task. Heidi brought out her own little three-legged stool, her school books and her papers, and with these on Clara's lap they began to write. Clara stopped after nearly every sentence, for she had to look around. Oh, how peaceful it was with the little gnats dancing in the sun and the rustling of the trees. From time to time they could hear the shouting of a shepherd re-echoed from many rocks. The morning had passed, they knew not how, and dinner was ready. They again ate outside, for Clara had to be in the open air all day if possible. The afternoon was spent in the cool shadow of the fir trees. Clara had many things to relate of Frankfurt and all the people that Heidi knew. It was not long before Peter arrived with his luck, but without even answering the girl's friendly greeting he disappeared with a grim scowl. While Schwannli was being milked in the shed, Clara said, Oh, Heidi, I feel as if I could not wait for my milk. Isn't it funny? All my life I have only eaten because I had to. Everything always tasted to me like cod liver oil, and I have often wished that I should never have to eat, but now I am so hungry. Oh, yes I know, Heidi replied. She had to think of the days in Frankfurt when her food seemed to stick in her throat. When at last the full bowls were brought by the old man, Clara, seizing hers, eagerly drank the contents in one draught, and even finished before Heidi. Please, may I have a little more? She asked, holding out the bowl. Notting, much pleased, the grandfather soon refilled it. This time he also brought with him a slice of bread and butter for the children. He had gone to Mayanssauce that afternoon to get the butter, and his trouble was well rewarded. They enjoyed it as if it had been the rarest dish. This evening Clara fell asleep the moment she lay down. Two or three days passed in this pleasant way. The next brought a surprise. Two strong porters came up the alp, each carrying on his back a fresh white bed. They also brought a letter from Grandma Mom in which she thanked the children for their faithful writing and told them that the beds were meant for them. When they went to sleep that night, they found their new beds in exactly the same position as their former ones had been. Clara's rapture in her new life grew greater every day, and she could not write enough of the grandfather's kindly care and of Heidi's entertaining stories. She told her Grandma Mom that her first thought in the morning always was, thank God I am still in the alme hut. Grandma Mom was highly pleased at those reports, and put her projected visit off a little while for she had found the ride pretty tiring. The grandfather took excellent care of his little patient and no day passed on which he did not climb around to find the most savory herbs for swanley. The little goat thrived so that everybody could see it in the way her eyes were flashing. It was the third week of Clara's stay. Every morning, after the grandfather had carried her down, he said to her, Would my Clara try to stand a little? Clara always sighed, Oh, it hurts me so. But though she would cling to him, he made her stand a little longer every day. This summer was the finest that had been for years. Day after day the sun shone on a cloudless sky, and at night it would pour its purple rosy light down on the rocks and snow fields till everything seemed to glow like fire. Heidi had told Clara over and over again of all the flowers on the pasture, of the masses of golden roses and the blue flowers that covered the ground. She had just been telling it again, when a longing seized her, and, jumping up, she ran over to her grandfather, who was busy carving in the shop. Oh, grandfather! she cried from afar. Won't you come with us to the pasture tomorrow? Oh, it's so beautiful up there now. All right, I will, he replied. But tell Clara that she must do something to please me. She must try to stand longer this evening for me. Heidi merrily came running with her message. Of course Clara promised, for was it not her greatest wish to go up with Heidi to the pasture? When Peter returned this evening he heard of the plan for the morrow. But for answer Peter only growled nearly hitting poor Thistlefinch in his anger. The children had just resolved to stay awake all night to talk about the coming day, when their conversations suddenly ceased, and they were both peacefully slumbering. In her dreams Clara saw before her a field that was thickly strung with light blue flowers, while Heidi heard the eagle scream to her from above. Come, come, come! End of Chapter 21 Chapter 22 of Heidi by Yomana Spiti Translated by Elizabeth P. Stark This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 22 Something unexpected happens The next day dawned cloudless and fair The grandfather was still with the children when Peter came climbing up. His goats kept at a good distance from him to evade the rod, which was striking right and left. The truth was that the boy was terribly embittered and angry by the changes that had come. When he passed the hut in the morning, Heidi was always busy with a strange child, and in the evening it was the same. All summer long Heidi had not been up with him a single time. It was too much, and today she was coming at last but again in company with this hateful stranger. It was then that Peter noticed the rolling chair standing near the hut. After carefully glancing about him, he rushed at the hated object and pushed it down the incline. The chair fairly flew away and had soon disappeared. Peter's conscience smote him now and he raced up the elp, not daring to pause till he had reached a blackberry bush. There he could hide when the ogle might appear. Looking back, he watched his fallen enemy tumbling downwards, downwards. Sometimes it was thrown high up in the air to crash down again the next moment harder than ever. Pieces were falling from it right and left and were blown about. Now the stranger would have to travel home and Heidi would be his again. But Peter had forgotten that a bad deed always brings a punishment. Heidi just now came out of the hut. The grandfather with Clara followed. Heidi at first stood still and then running right and left she returned to the old man. What does this mean? Have you rolled the chair away, Heidi? He asked. I am just looking for it everywhere, grandfather. You said it was beside the shop door, said the child, still hunting for the missing object. A strong wind was blowing which at this moment violently closed the shop door. Grandfather, the wind has done it, exclaimed Heidi equally. Oh, dear, if it has rolled all the way down to the village you will be too late to go today. It will take us a long time to fetch it. If it has rolled down there we shall never get it any more for it will be smashed to pieces, said the old man, looking down and measuring the distance from the corner of the hut. I don't see how it happened, he remarked. What a shame! Now I'll never be able to go up to the pasture, lamented Clara. I'm afraid I'll have to go home now.  You can find a way for her to stay, grandfather, can't you? We'll go up to the pasture today as we planned, then we shall see what further happens. The children were delighted and the grandfather lost no time in getting ready. First he fetched a pile of covers and, seating Clara on a sunny spot on the dry ground, he got their breakfast. I wonder why Peter was so late today, he said, leading his goats out of the shed. Then, lifting Clara up on one strong arm, he carried the covers on the other. Now march, he cried, the goats come with us. That suited Heidi, and with one arm round Schwanley and the other round Barley, she wandered up. Her little companions were so pleased at having her with them again, that they nearly crushed her with affection. What was their astonishment when, arriving on top, they saw Peter already lying on the ground with his peaceful flock about him. What did you mean by going by us like that? I'll teach you, call the uncle to him. Peter was frightened, for he knew the voice. Nobody was up yet, the boy retorted. Have you seen the chair, asked the uncle again? Which, Peter growled, the uncle said no more. Unfolding the covers, he put Clara down on the dry grass. Then, when he had been assured of Clara's comfort, he got ready to go home. The three were to stay there till his return in the evening. When dinner time had come, Heidi was to prepare the meal and see that Clara got Schwanley's milk. The sky was a deep blue, and the snow on the peaks was glistening. The eagle was floating above the rocky crags. The children felt wonderfully happy. Now and then one of the goats would come and lie down near them.  They had been sitting quietly for a few hours, drinking in the beauty about them, when Heidi suddenly began to long for the spot where so many flowers grew. In the evening it would be too late to see them, for they always shut their little eyes by then. Oh, Clara! she said, hesitatingly. Would you be angry if I went away from you a minute and left you alone? I want to see the flowers. But wait. Jumping up, she brought Clara some bunches of fragrant herbs and put them in her lap. Soon after she returned with little snowhopper. So now you don't need to be alone, said Heidi. When Clara had assured her that it would give her pleasure to be left alone with the goats, Heidi started on her walk. Clara slowly handed one leaf after another to the little creature. It became more and more confiding and cuddling close to the child, ate the herbs out of her hand. It was easy to see how happy it was to be away from the boisterous big goats, which often annoyed it. Clara felt a sensation of contentment such as she had never before experienced. She loved to sit there on the mountainside with the confiding little goat by her. A great desire rose in her heart that hour. She longed to be her own master and be able to help others instead of being helped by them. Many other thoughts and ideas rushed through her mind. How would it be to live up here in continual sunshine? The world seemed so joyous and wonderful all of a sudden. Premonitions of future undrimped of happiness made her heart beat. Suddenly she threw both arms around the little goat and said, Oh little snowhopper, how beautiful it is up here, if I could always stay with you. Heidi, in the meantime, had reached the spot where, as she had expected, the whole ground was covered with yellow rock roses. Near together in patches the blue bells were nodding gently in the breeze. But all the perfume that filled the air came from the modest little brown flowers that hid their heads between the golden flower cups. Heidi stood enraptured, drawing in the perfumed air. Suddenly she turned and ran back to Clara, shouting to her from far. Oh, you must come, Clara. It is so lovely there. In the evening it won't be so fine any more. Don't you think I could carry you? But Heidi, Clara said, of course you can't. You are much smaller than I am. Oh, I wish I could walk. Heidi meditated a little. Peter was still lying on the ground. He had been staring down for hours, unable to believe what he saw before him. He had destroyed the chair to get rid of the stranger and there she was again, sitting right beside his playmate. Heidi now called to him to come down, but as a reply he only grumbled, shan't come. But you must come quickly, for I want you to help me. Quickly, urged the child. Don't want to, shouted the reply. Heidi hurried up the mountain now and shouted angrily to the boy. Peter, if you don't come this minute, I shall do something that you won't like. Those words scared Peter, for his conscience was not all clear. His deed had rejoiced him till this moment, when Heidi seemed to talk as if she knew it all. What if the grandfather should hear about it? Trumbling with fear, Peter obeyed. I shall only come if you promise not to do what you said, insisted the boy. No, no I won't, don't be afraid, said Heidi compassionately. Just come along, it isn't so hard. Peter, on approaching Clara, was told to help raise the lame child from the ground on one side, while Heidi helped on the other. This went easily enough, but difficulty soon followed. Clara was not able to stand alone, and how could they get any further? You must take me round the neck, said Heidi, who had seen what poor guides they made. The boy, who had never offered his arm to anybody in his life, had to be shown how, first, before further efforts could be made. But it was too hard. Clara tried to set her foot forward, but got discouraged. Press your feet on the ground more, and I am sure it will hurt you less, suggested Heidi. Do you think so? said Clara timidly.  Oh, it really has hurt me less, she said joyfully. Try it again, Heidi urged her. Clara did, and took another step, and then another, and another still. Suddenly she cried aloud. Oh, Heidi, I can do it. Oh, really, I can. Just look. I can take steps, one after another. Heidi rapturously exclaimed. Oh, Clara, can you really? Can you walk? Oh, can you take steps now? Oh, if only grandfather would come. Now you can walk, Clara. Now you can walk. She kept on saying joyfully. Clara held on tight to the children, but with every new step she became more firm. Now you can come up here every day, cried Heidi. Now we can walk wherever we want to, and you don't have to be pushed in a chair anymore.  Oh, what joy! Clara's greatest wish, to be able to be well like other people, had been fulfilled at last. It was not very far to the flowering field. Soon they reached it and sat down among the wealth of bloom. It was the first time that Clara had ever rested on the dry, warm earth. All about them the flowers knotted and exhaled their perfume. It was a scene of exquisite beauty. The two children could hardly grasp this happiness that had come to them. It filled their hearts brimming full and made them silent. Peter also lay motionless, for he had gone to sleep. Thus the hours flew when the day was long past noon. Suddenly all the goats arrived, for they had been seeking the children. They did not like to graze in the flowers and were glad when Peter awoke with their loud bleeding. The poor boy was mightily bewildered, for he had dreamt that the rolling chair with the red cushions stood again before his eyes. On awakening he had seen the golden nails, but soon he discovered that they were nothing but flowers. Remembering his deed he obeyed Heidi's instructions willingly. When they came back to their former place, Heidi lost no time in setting out the dinner. The bag was very full today and Heidi hurried to fulfill her promise to Peter, who with bad conscience had understood her threat differently. She made three heaps of good things, and when Clara and she were through, there was still a lot left for the boy. It was too bad that all this treat did not give him the usual satisfaction, for some things seemed to stick in his throat. Soon after their belated dinner the grandfather was seen climbing up the Alp. Heidi ran to meet him, confusedly telling him of the great event. The old man's face shone at the news. Going over to Clara he said, So you have risked it, now we have won. Then picking her up he put one arm around her waist and the other he stretched out of support, and with his help she marched more firmly than ever. Heidi jumped and bounded gaily by their side. In all this excitement the grandfather did not lose his judgment, and before long lifted Clara on his arm to carry her home. He knew that too much exertion would be dangerous, and rest was needed for the tired girl. Peter, arriving in the village late that day, saw a large, disputing crowd. They were all standing about an interesting object, and everybody pushed and fought for a chance to get nearer. It was no other than the chair. I saw it when they carried it up, Peter heard the baker say. I bet it was worth at least five hundred francs. I should just like to know how it has happened. The wind might have blown it down, remarked Barbara, who was staring open-mouthed at the beautiful velvet cushions. The uncle said so himself. It is a good thing if nobody else has done it, continued the baker. When the gentleman from Frankfurt hears what has happened, he'll surely find out all about it, and I should pity the culprit. I am glad I haven't been up on the Alpes so long, else they might suspect me as they would anybody who happened to be up there at the time. Many more opinions were uttered, but Peter had heard enough. He quietly slipped away and went home. What if they should find out he had done it? A policeman might arrive any time now, and they might take him away to prison. Peter's hair stood up on end at this alarming thought. He was so troubled when he came home, that he did not answer any questions, and even refused his dish of potatoes. Horridly creeping into bed, he groaned. I am sure Peter has been eating sorrel again, and that makes him groan so, said his mother. You must give him a little more bread in the morning, Bridgetta.  When Clara and Heidi were lying in their beds that night, glancing up at the shining stars, Heidi remarked, Didn't you think today that it is fortunate God does not always give us what we pray for fervently, because he knows of something better? What do you mean, Heidi? asked Clara. You see, when I was in Frankfurt, I prayed and prayed to come home again, and when I couldn't, I thought he had forgotten me. But if I had gone away so soon, you would never have come here, and would never have got well. Clara, becoming thoughtful, said, But, Heidi, then we could not pray for anything anymore, because we would feel that he always knows of something better. But, Clara, we must pray to God every day to show we don't forget that all gifts come from him. Grandma Ma has told me that God forgets us if we forget him, but if some wish remains unfulfilled, we must show our confidence in him for he knows best. How did you ever think of that? asked Clara. Grandma Ma told me, but I know that it is so. We must thank God today that he has made you able to walk, Clara. I am glad that you have reminded me, Heidi, for I have nearly forgotten it in my excitement. The children both prayed and sent their thanks up to heaven for the restoration of the invalid. Next morning, a letter was written to Grandma Ma, inviting her to come to the Alp within a week's time, for the children had planned to take her by surprise. Clara hoped then to be able to walk alone with Heidi for her guide. The following days were happier still for Clara. Every morning she awoke with her heart singing over and over again, now I am well, now I can walk like other people. She progressed and took longer walks every day. Her appetite grew amazingly, and the grandfather had to make larger slices of the bread and butter that, to his delight, disappeared so rapidly. He had to fill bowl after bowl of the foaming milk for the hungry children. In that way they reached the end of the week that was to bring the grandmom on. End of Chapter 22 Chapter 23 of Heidi by Joanna Speedy translated by Elizabeth P. Stark This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. Chapter 23 Porting to Meet Again A day before her visit the grandmom had sent a letter to announce her coming. Peter brought it up with him next morning. The grandfather was already before the hut with the children and his merry goats.  Peter, approaching, neared the uncle slowly. As soon as he had delivered the letter, he sprang back shyly looking about him as if he were afraid. Then with a leap he started off. I should like to know why Peter behaves like the big Turk when he is afraid of the rod, said Heidi, watching his strange behavior. Maybe Peter fears a rod that he deserves, said the old man. All the way Peter was tormented with fear. He could not help thinking of the policeman who was coming from Frankfurt to fetch him to prison. It was a busy morning for Heidi who put the hut in order for the expected visitor. The time went by quickly and soon everything was ready to welcome the good grandmama. The grandfather also returned from a walk on which he had gathered a glorious bunch of deep blue ginsians. The children who were sitting on the bench exclaimed for joy when they saw the glowing flowers. Heidi, getting up from time to time to spy down the path, suddenly discovered grandmama sitting on a white horse and accompanied by two men. One of them carried plenty of wraps for without those the lady did not dare to pay such a visit. The party came nearer and nearer and soon reached the top. What do I see? Clara, what is this? Why are you not sitting in your chair? How is this possible? cried the grandmama in alarm, dismounting hastily. Before she had quite reached the children she threw her arms up in great excitement. Clara, is that really you? You have red round cheeks, my child. I hardly know you anymore. Grandmama was going to rush at her grandchild when Heidi slipped from the bench and Clara, taking her arm, they quietly took a little walk. The grandmama was rooted to the spot from fear. What was this? Upright and firm, Clara walked beside her friend. When they came back their rosy faces beamed. Rushing toward the children the grandmother hugged them over and over again. Looking over the bench she beheld the uncle who sat there smiling. Taking Clara's arm in hers she walked over to him continually venting her delight. When she reached the old man she took both his hands in hers and said, My dear, dear uncle, what have we to thank you for? This is your work, your care and nursing, but our lord sunshine and mountain air interrupted the uncle smiling. Then Clara called, Yes, and also Schwanley's good delicious milk. Grandmama, you ought to see how much goat milk I can drink now. Oh, it is so good. Indeed, I can see that from your cheeks, said the grandmama smiling. No, I hardly recognize you any more. You have become broad and round. I never dreamt that you could get so stout and tall. Oh, Clara, is it really true? I cannot look at you enough. But now I must telegraph your father to come. I shan't tell him anything about you, for it will be the greatest joy of all his life. My dear uncle, how are we going to manage it? Have you sent them in a way? I have, but I can easily send the goat herd. So they decided that Peter should take the message. The uncle immediately whistled so loud that it resounded from all sides. Soon Peter arrived white with fear, for he thought his doom had come. But he only received a paper that was to be carried to the post office of the village. Relieved for the moment, Peter set out. Now all the happy friends sat down round the table, and grandmama was told how the miracle had happened. Often the talk was interrupted by exclamations of surprise from grandmama, who still believed it was all a dream. How could this be her pale, weak little Clara? The children were in a constant state of joy to see how their surprise had worked. Meanwhile, Mr. Seisman, having finished his business in Paris, was also preparing a surprise. Without writing his mother, he traveled to Ragaz on a sunny summer morning. He had arrived on this very day some hours after his mother's departure, and now, taking a carriage, he drove to Mayenfeld. The long ascent to the Alp from there seemed very weary and far to the traveler. When would he reach the goat herds hut? There were many little roads branching off in several directions, and sometimes Mr. Seisman doubted if he had taken the right path. But not a soul was near and no sound could be heard except the rustling of the wind and the hum of little insects.  Standing still and cooling his brow, he saw a boy running down the hill at topmost speed. Mr. Seisman called to him, but with no success, for the boy kept at a shy distance. Now, my boy, can't you tell me if I am on the right path to the hut where Heidi lives and the people from Frankfurt are staying? A dull sound of terror was the only reply. Peter shot off and rushed head over heels down the mountainside, turning wild somersaults on his perilous way. His course resembled the course his enemy had taken some days ago. What a funny bashful mountaineer! Mr. Seisman remarked to himself, thinking that the appearance of a stranger had upset this simple son of the Alps. After watching the downward course of the boy a little while, he soon proceeded on his way. In spite of the greatest effort, Peter could not stop himself and kept rolling on. But his fright and terror was still more terrible than his bumps and blows. This stranger was the policeman that was a certain fact. At last, being thrown against a bush, he clutched it wildly. Good, here's another one, a voice near Peter said. I wonder who was going to be pushed down tomorrow, looking like a half-open potato bag. The village baker was making fun of him. For a little rest after his weary work, he had quietly watched the boy. Peter regained his feet and slunk away. How did the baker know the chair had been pushed? He longed to go home to bed and hide, for there alone he felt safe. But he had to go up to the goats, and the uncle had clearly told him to come back as quickly as he could. Growning, he limped away up to the Alps. How could he run now with this fear in all his poor sore limbs? Mr. Seisman had reached the hut soon after meeting Peter and felt reassured. Climbing further with renewed courage, he at last saw his goal before him, but not without long and weary exertion. He saw the arm hut above him and the swaying fir trees. Mr. Seisman eagerly hurried to encounter his beloved child. They had seen him long ago from the hut, and a treat was prepared for him that he never suspected. As he made the last steps, he saw two forms coming towards him. A tall girl with light hair and rosy face was leaning on Heidi, whose dark eyes sparkled with keen delight. Mr. Seisman stopped short, staring at this vision. Suddenly big tears rushed from his eyes. For this shape before him recalls sweet memories. Plare's mother had looked exactly like this fair maiden. Mr. Seisman at this moment did not know if he was awake or dreaming. Papa, don't you know me anymore? Clara called with beaming eyes. Have I changed so much? Mr. Seisman rushed up to her, folding her in his arms. Yes, you have changed. How is it possible? Is it really true? Is it really you, Clara? Asked the overjoyed father, embracing her again and again, and then gazing at her as she stood tall and firm by his side. His mother joined them now, for she wanted to see the happiness of her son. What do you say to this, my son? Isn't our surprise finer than yours? She greeted him. But come over to our benefactor now. I mean the uncle. Yes, indeed. I also must greet our little Heidi, said the gentleman, shaking Heidi's hand. Well, always fresh and happy on the mountain. I guess I don't need to ask, for no alpine rose can look more blooming. Ah, child, what joy this is to me!  Her heart throbbed in sympathy with his joy. While the two men who had at last approached each other were conversing, Grand Maman walked over to the grove. There, under the fir trees, another surprise awaited her. A beautiful bunch of wondrously blue gensions stood as if they had grown there. How exquisite! How wonderful!  Heidi, come here. Have you brought me those? Oh, they are beautiful. The children had joined her, Heidi assuring her that it was another person's deed. Oh, Grand Mama, up on the pasture it looks just like that, Clara remarked. Just guess who brought you the flowers? At that moment a rustle was heard and they saw Peter, who was trying to sneak up behind the trees to avoid the hut. Immediately the old lady called to him, for she thought that Peter himself had picked the flowers for her. He must be creeping away out of sheer modesty, the kind lady thought. To give him his reward, she called. Come here, my boy, don't be afraid. Petrified with fear, Peter stood still. What had gone before had robbed him of his courage. He thought now that all was over with him.  Come straight to me, my boy, the old lady encouraged him. Now tell me, boy, if you have done that. In his anxiety Peter did not see the Grand Mama's finger that pointed to the flowers. He only saw the uncle standing near the hut, looking at him penetratingly, and beside him, the policeman, the greatest horror for him in the world. Trimbling in every limb, Peter answered, Yes. Well, but what are you so frightened about? Because, because it is broken and can never be meant again. Peter said, his knees tolering under him. The Grand Mama now walked over to the hut. My dear uncle, she asked kindly, is this poor lad out of his mind? Not at all, was the reply. Only the boy was the wind which blew away the wheelchair. He is expecting the punishment he well deserves. Grand Mama was very much surprised, for she vowed that Peter looked far from wicked. Why should he have destroyed the chair? The uncle told her that he had noticed many signs of anger in the boy since Clara's advent on the Alp. He reassured her that he had suspected the boy from the beginning. My dear uncle, the old lady said with animation, We must not punish him further, we must be just. It was very hard on him when Clara robbed him of Heidi, who is and was his greatest treasure. When he had to sit alone day after day, it roused him to a passion which drove him to this wicked deed. It was rather foolish, but we all get so when we get angry. The lady walked over to the boy again, who was still quivering with fear. Sitting down on the bench, she began. Come, Peter, I'll tell you something. Stop trembling and listen. You pushed the chair down to destroy it. You knew very well that it was wicked and deserved punishment. You tried very hard to conceal it, did you not? But if somebody thinks that nobody knows about a wicked deed, he is wrong. God always knows. As soon as he finds that a man is trying to conceal an evil he has done, he awakens a little watchman in his heart who keeps on pricking the person with a thorn till all his rest is gone. He keeps on calling to the evil door. Now you'll be found out, now your punishment is near. His joy has flown, for fear and terror take its place. Have you not just had such an experience, Peter? Peter nodded, all contrite. He certainly had his variance this. You have made a mistake, the grandma continued, by thinking that you could hurt Clara by destroying her chair. It so happened that what you have done has been the greatest good for her. She would probably never have tried to walk if her chair had been there. If she should stay here, she might even go up to the pasture every single day. Do you see, Peter, God can send a misty to the good of the injured person and bring trouble on the offender. Have you understood me, Peter? Remember the little watchman when you longed to do a wicked deed again. Will you do that? Yes, I shall, Peter replied, still fearing the policeman who had not left yet. So now that matter is all settled, said the old lady in conclusion. Now tell me if you have a wish, my boy, for I am going to give you something by which to remember your friends from Frankfurt. What is it? What would you like to have? Peter, lifting his head, stared at the grandmama with round astonished eyes. He was confused by this sudden change of prospect. Being again urged to utter a wish, he saw at last that he was saved from the power of the terrible man. He felt as if the most crushing load had fallen off him. He knew now that it was better to confess it once when something had gone wrong, so he said, I have also lost the paper. Reflecting a while, the grandmama understood and said, That is right. Always confess what is wrong, then it can be settled. And now what would you like to have? So Peter could choose everything in the world he wished. His brain got dizzy. He saw before him all the wonderful things in the fair in Mayenfeld. He had often stood there for hours looking at the pretty red whistles and the little knives. Unfortunately, Peter had never possessed more than half what those objects cost. He stood thinking, not able to decide, when a bright thought struck him. Ten pennies, said Peter with decision. That certainly is not too much, the old lady said with a smile, taking out of her pocket a big round thaler on top of which she laid twenty pennies. Now I'll explain this to you. Here you have as many times ten pennies as there are weeks in the year. You will be able to spend one every Sunday through the year. All my life, Peter asked quite innocently. The grandmama began to laugh so heartily at this that the two men came over to join her. Laughingly she said, You shall have it, my boy. I will put it in my will, and then you will do the same, my son. Listen. Peter the goat heard shall have a ten penny piece weekly as long as he lives. Mr. Seismann nodded. Peter, looking at his gift, said solemnly, God be thanked! Jumping and bounding he ran away, his heart was so light that he felt he could fly. A little later the whole party sat round the table holding a merry feast. After dinner Clara, who was lively as never before, said to her father, Oh, Papa, if you only knew all the things grandfather did for me, it would take many days to tell you I shall never forget them all my life. Oh, if we could please him only half as much as he did for me. It is my greatest wish too, dear child, said her father. I have been trying to think of something all the time. We have to show our gratitude in some way. Accordingly Mr. Seismann walked over to the old man and began, My dear friend, may I say one word to you? I am sure you believe me when I tell you that I have not known any real joy for years. What was my wealth to me when I could not cure my child and make her happy? With the help of the Lord you have made her well. You have given her a new life. Please tell me how to show my gratitude to you. I know I shall never be able to repay you, but what is in my power I shall do. Have you any request to make? Please let me know. The uncle had listened quietly and had looked at the happy father. Mr. Seismann, you can be sure that I also am repaid by the great joy I experience at the recovery of Clara, said the uncle Firmling. I thank you for your kind offer, Mr. Seismann. As long as I live, I have enough for me and the child. But I have one wish. If this could be fulfilled, my life would be free of care. Speak, my dear friend, urged Clara's father. I am old, continued the uncle, and shall not live many years. When I die I cannot leave Heidi anything. The child has no relations except one who even might try to take advantage of her if she could. If you would give me the assurance, Mr. Seismann, that Heidi will never be obliged to go into the world and earn her bread, you would amply repay me for what I was able to do for you and Clara. My dear friend, there is no question of that, began Mr. Seismann. The child belongs to us. I promise at once that we shall look after her so that there will not be any need of her ever earning her bread. We all know that she is not fashioned for a life among strangers. Nevertheless, she has made some true friends and one of them will be here very shortly. Dr. Klossin is just a friend of mine, and I am sure that she will be able to complete his last business in Frankfurt. He intends to take your advice and live here. He has never felt so happy as with you and Heidi. The child will have two protectors near her, and I hope, with God's will, that they will be spared a long, long time. And may it be God's will, added the grandma, who with Heidi had joined them, shaking the uncle tenderly by the hand, putting her arms around the child, she said, Heidi, I want to know if you also have a wish. Yes, indeed I have, said Heidi, pleased. Tell me what it is, child. I should like to have my bed from Frankfurt with the three high pillows and the thick, warm cover, then grandmother will be able to keep warm and won't have to wear her shawl in bed. Oh, I'll be so happy when she won't have to lie with her head lower than her heels, hardly able to breathe. Heidi had said all this in one breath, she was so eager. Oh, dear, I had nearly forgotten what I meant to do. I am so glad you have reminded me, Heidi. If God sends us happiness, we must think of those who have many privations. I shall telegraph immediately for the bed. And if Miss Rottenmeier sends it off at once, it can be here in two days. I hope the poor, blind grandmother will sleep better when he comes. Heidi, in her happiness, could hardly wait to bring the old woman the good news. Soon it was resolved that everybody should visit the grandmother, who had been left alone so long. Before starting, however, Mr. Seismann revealed his plans. He proposed to travel through Switzerland with his mother and Clara. He would spend the night in the village so as to fetch Clara from the Alm next morning for the journey. From there they would go first to Ragaz and then further. The telegram was to be mailed that night. Clara's feelings were divided for she was sorry to leave the Alps, but the prospect of the trip delighted her. When everything was settled they all went down the uncle carrying Clara, who could not have risked the lengthy walk. All the way down, Heidi told the old lady of her friends in the hut, the cold they had to bear in winter and the little food they had. Brigida was just hanging up Peter's shirt to dry when the whole company arrived. Rushing into the house, she called to her mother. Now they are all going away, uncle is going to, carrying the lame child. Oh, must it really be? sighed the grandmother. Have you seen whether they took Heidi away? Oh, if she only could give me your hand once more. Oh, how long to hear a voice once more! The same moment the door was flung open and Heidi held her tight. Grandmother just think, my bed with the three pillows and the thick cover was coming from Frankfurt. Grandmama has said that it will be here in two days. Heidi thought that grandmother would be beside herself with joy, but the old woman, smiling sadly, said, Oh, what a good lady she must be. I know I ought to be glad she is taking you with her, Heidi, but I don't think I shall survive it long. But nobody has said so, the grandmama, who had overheard these words, said kindly. Pressing the old woman's hand, she continued, It is out of the question.  To see Heidi again, we will come up every year to the Alm, for we have many reasons to thank the Lord there. Immediately the face of the grandmother lighted up as she cried tears of joy. Oh, what wonderful things God is doing for me, said the grandmother, deeply touched. How good people are to trouble themselves about such a poor old woman's eye. Nothing in this world strengthens the belief in a good father in heaven more than this mercy and kindness shown to a poor useless little woman like me.  Woe to us if he should forget us. But now we must say goodbye. Next year we shall come to see you, just as soon as we come up the Alm. We shall never forget you. With that, Mr. Seismann took her hand. It was some time before she was allowed to leave, however, because the grandmother thanked her over and over again, and invoked all heaven's blessings on her and her house. Mr.  Next morning Clara shed hot tears at partying from the beloved place where such gladness had been hers. Heidi consoled her with plans for the coming summer that was to be even more happy than this one had been. Mr. Seismann then arrived, and a few last parting words were exchanged. Clara, half crying, suddenly said, Please, give my love to Peter and the goats, Heidi. Please greet Schwanli especially for me, for she has helped a great deal in making me well. What could I give her? You can send her salt, Clara. You know how fond she is of that, advised little Heidi. Oh, I will surely do that, Clara, assented. I'll send her a hundred pounds of salt as a remembrance from me. It was time to go now, and Clara was able to ride proudly beside her father. Standing on the edge of the slope, Heidi waved her hand, her eyes following Clara till she had disappeared. The bed has arrived. Grandmother sleeps so well every night now that before long she will be stronger than ever. Grandmama has not forgotten the cold winter on the alp, and has sent a great many warm covers and shawls to the goat herds hut. Grandmother can wrap herself up now and will not have to sit shivery in a corner. In the village a large building is in progress. The doctor has arrived and is living at present in his old quarters. He has taken the uncle's advice and has bought the old ruins that sheltered Heidi and her grandfather the winter before. He is rebuilding for himself the portion with the fine apartment already mentioned. The other side is being prepared for Heidi and her grandfather. The doctor knows that his friend is an independent man and likes to have his own dwelling. Barley and Schwannle, of course, are not forgotten. They will spend the winter in a good solid stable that is being built for them. The doctor and the alp uncle become better friends every day. When they overlook the progress of the building they generally come to speak of Heidi. They both look forward to the time when they will be able to move into the house with their merry charge. They have agreed to share together the pleasure and responsibility that Heidi brings them. The uncle's heart is filled with gratitude too deep for any words when the doctor tells him that he will make ample provision for the child. Now her grandfather's heart is free of care, for if he is called away another father will care for Heidi and love her in his stead. At the moment when our story closes, Heidi and Peter are sitting in grandmother's hut. The little girl has so many interesting things to relate and Peter is trying so hard not to miss anything that in their eagerness they are not aware that they are near the happy grandmother's chair. All summer long they have hardly met and very many wonderful things have happened. They are all glad at being together again and it is hard to tell who is the happiest of the group. I think Brigid's face is more radiant than any, for Heidi has just told her the story of the perpetual tin penny piece. Finally the grandmother says, Heidi, please read me a song of thanksgiving and praise. I feel that I must praise and thank the Lord for the blessings he has brought to us all. End of Chapter 23. End of Heidi by Johanna Speedy. Translated by Elizabeth P. Stark. This recording by Phil Chenevere. Baton Rouge, Louisiana. August 2019.


The Holy Spirit shows up. There is confusion. People speak in other languages. There is fear. They fight. They love. They are the Church together. The Book of Acts reminds us of our call to bold witness and faithful love in every age. And the Holy Spirit, thanks be to God, she is always on time and we don't have to do it alone. So go, be the Church, witness boldly, love loudly. The world needs you. The Book of Acts taught us how.