Have you ever wondered what Christmas is like for a drug addict and alcoholic? Well stay tuned because I'm about to share my story about what Christmas is like for a drug addict. What's up everybody this is Chris from the Rewired Soul where we talk about the problem but focus on the solution and this is kind of a story time video sharing about my struggles with addiction during Christmas time but I also want to share my story for any addicts or alcoholics out there who are still struggling in an act of addiction. I want to explain how much better it gets too so make sure you stay tuned until the end of this video because this isn't just a bunch of oh poor me or horror stories things do get better. Christmas went from one of my least favorite holidays to one of my favorite. All right so anyways I was the child of an alcoholic mom. I grew up hating Christmases. I hated them. I hated all the holidays to be honest. My parents got divorced when I was about four years old. I lived with my dad. He raised me and I started visiting my mom on the holidays so Thanksgiving Christmas Easter summer vacations all that but you know while most kids had very normal Christmases my Christmases were an absolute nightmare. It was always worrying about what my mom was going to do on Christmas Eve or Christmas day. We're talking like when most families are having this nice Christmas Eve dinner everybody comes into town and it's all fun and yay. My mom would have a couple drinks and she's trying to stab or kill one of her brothers or sisters and it would be a hot mess. You know I remember my my stepdad having to carry her to the car passed out you know and me just sitting in the backseat on the drive home just like is this what Christmas is. But also growing up too I didn't like Christmas that much. I always felt like an outsider in my in my own family because my sister was raised in Fresno California where I'm from but I was living in Southern California or later I moved to Las Vegas where I currently live and whenever I visited for Christmas and like I know share it like when I go back and share about this it seems like oh what was me but some of you can relate to this and I do want to share about you know how my addiction kind of came to fruition because a lot of it was based on my childhood but anyways whenever I would come and visit like my aunts my uncles my grandparents and things like that they would get my sister these very thoughtful gifts and for any of you parents out there or uncles or aunts or grandparents like kids notice stuff like I'm living proof of that. My sister was getting very thoughtful gifts like they knew my sister they knew what her likes were her dislikes and she'd open presents and they were catered to her and me it was like it was almost like my presence were like this second afterthought you know like oh wait that kid Chris is coming you know like throw a gift card at him or just some random toy I don't even know if he's into this thing you know and I was looking at that as a child like I'm like these people just don't even know me or care about me so you know you pile on the fact that my mom was getting completely wasted every single Christmas with the fact that I just felt you know alone in my own family like I just couldn't wait to go back home where my dad showed me the attention that I wanted and I could be around my friends and stuff like that I just hated Christmas so you know fast forward years and years later when I finally started drinking and using drugs and stuff and Christmas for a drug addict man it is the the best day and the worst day it is depressing I look back and like when you're a drug addict or alcoholic like me like I was excited for days like Christmas just because it meant a day off of work where I could literally go in and out of blackouts all day long all day long just from the time I woke up you know and just chug some you know Bacardi and pass back out or I'd wake up crush some pills snored them fall asleep maybe just watch some Christmas movies all messed up like I wasn't visiting family I wasn't hanging out with friends sometimes I would hang out with friends if they were the type that were partying on Christmas Eve but other than that it was very lonely and isolating but like to me like that was that was a perfect scenario you know nobody bothering me all my roommates would be out with their families and stuff and I just made sure I stocked up now when you combine like being a drug addict on Christmas like man we are a hot mess because like if you're drug addict or you're a recovering drug addict you know exactly what I mean like first off vacations or nightmares because you've got to load up you got to get as much as you can before you go and you try to like ration it and you're like oh well I use this much per day so if I get this many pills for this many days you know then I'll be fine right and since we're drug addicts we always use way more so like I would have to stock up the days before Christmas because to be honest like a lot of my drug dealers were old women and and a lot of them were like hanging out with their families that day so it was a very bad situation for me to run out of drugs on Christmas day and then like begging my old lady drug dealer to meet up with me on Christmas to give me more drugs right and you know living in Las Vegas I didn't really have to worry about the alcohol issue too much bars are open all the bars are open grocery stores some of them might close early but like that's what's messed up about addiction too is like every move you make is about getting drunk or high I had to plan ahead I had to be very like very structured with my thinking and what I was doing how am I going to make sure I have enough before the holiday because I don't know if I'll be able to get some like this thing is a full-time job and if any of you addicts are out there who are in recovery like I always challenge my clients to remember how much effort actually went to our addiction like how much we were actually doing this was a 24-7 job right and I challenge my clients to remember that or anybody early in recovery because all of a sudden we get sober and we just think it's going to happen we just think we're going to stay clean like we just have to put a little bit of effort they used to tell me if you put any even half of the effort into staying clean that you did your active addiction you'll be just fine right and when I kind of quantified that and I was like okay so my addiction was 24-7 so if I even put half of that which would be you know 12 hours a day and three and a half days a week I'll be fine and the reality is is once you actually start doing recovery stuff it's a lot less than that they're asking for like maybe an hour a day you know what I mean the suggestion is 90 meetings in 90 days and then like after that you know you keep going that meant that much or you kind of taper off but really recovery is a lot less effort than it is to be an active addiction so so yeah for years I was just doing that and um you know as a parent who is an active addiction like you know that's one of the worst things and I'm gonna I'm gonna do a video about work-life balance and here's the thing when my son was born and I was still in my active addiction because I didn't get clean until he was three I was always physically there I was physically there with him on the holidays on Christmas um you know Christmas Eve I got presents and I you know I had to strategize how much money I was spending on presents because I could buy him a lot of stuff for Christmas but I also had to make sure I had enough money for drugs and for booze and like that's a terrible thing to do as a parent you know what I mean like I had to figure out how much how many presents I'm gonna get this kid or is it gonna cut into my my drug fund and his birthday is on New Year's Eve so I really had to be strategic about this but even though I was physically there with him on the holidays like I wasn't there like um I look back at some of the old Christmas photos like Facebook does like on this day and I look back you know I'm five and a half years clean now and I look back six seven years ago um when I was with my son and I don't even remember those pictures like I wasn't there I wasn't mentally there um I was hiding alcohol around the house I was sneaking off to the bathroom to go snore pills you know things like that and uh eventually you know I just wasn't really even seeing him that much on the holidays towards my last year of active addiction but anyways that's that's how terrible it is to be a drug addict and like I said I hope I hope you all realize how depressing it is for the most exciting day of the year just to be you have a day off because of a holiday where you can isolate and get messed up but anyways now let's talk about recovery let's talk about an addict in recovery celebrating Christmas so one thing that I do today I'm recording this on Christmas Eve tomorrow morning um I'm not seeing my son and I I choose not to see my son um Christmas morning so I can go work I work at a drug and alcohol rehab center I work at a rehab center in Las Vegas 90 percent of our clients are from out of state and I purposely go in there and I share my story or I do something with them um because that is the most important thing I could do because my first year sober I missed all of the holidays with my son I missed every single one Halloween Thanksgiving Christmas his birthday Father's Day Easter every single holiday because I was in California getting clean so I know how difficult it is for people to be away from their families so my first year clean it was very depressing it was very difficult to be away from my son but I knew I knew that I was doing this for the bigger picture here I am five and a half years later I have not missed a Christmas with my son um and what I mean by that is after I do what I do um at my drug and alcohol rehab center in the morning I go spend the rest of the day with my son and he knows this he's okay with this his mom's okay with this like she knows how big of a deal it is for me to go and share it by drug and alcohol rehab center so that first Christmas was very difficult and depressing just being away from my son the second Christmas right when I so I came back to Las Vegas in the summer um of my second year sober and it took me a few months to get a job I finally got a job I had warrants out for my arrest here in Las Vegas so that first Christmas back in Las Vegas with my son I I had to pay off these warrants for my arrest and I couldn't buy him a single present and like that is some demoralizing degrading embarrassing stuff but again like you know I had to look at the bigger picture I had to look at like okay um what's what what's more valuable me buying my son some things he's four years old at this time buy him some things that he's probably not going to play with me not remember or his dad going to jail in two months because he has warrants out for his arrest right like I had to really like think about that now the second part that I need to share because a lot of addicts struggle with rebuilding relationships with their families in early recovery so that first Christmas back in Las Vegas when I couldn't buy my son anything my son's mom actually took extra presents that she had bought and she put my name on him and the reason why that's so important was because at this time she was still pretty upset with me she still didn't trust me fully she still didn't even think I was going to say sober even though I was a year and a half clean but I had to really um consciously notice that she was putting in effort and she did want me to be there for my son she wanted my son to see me as a good father so it was really a big grand gesture that she actually put my name on some of the presents that she bought for him since I couldn't now let's get into my third Christmas sober this is where I think a lot of parents in recovery screw up because I definitely did now I had a job now I had money saved up now I was making money my son's five six years old at this time and now it's time for me to overcompensate right I felt so guilty about his first three Christmases of me being a drug addict I felt guilty about the first two Christmases of my sobriety when I couldn't really get him anything or I wasn't with him so I spent way too much money on him I bought him so much stuff I man I I think I got him a Wii U and a ton of games and Legos and toys and just all these things and it was you know this is what we do in early recovery we try to overcompensate because we feel so guilty and we get these things we get these things right like don't get it twisted my son loves presents he loves presents but you know what he loves more than presents he loves having a sober dad with him on Christmas you know but I was trying to make myself feel better and I was trying to maybe even outwardly look like I was doing better to everybody like look at all these toys I bought my son I bought my son like you know taking pictures of all of it posting on social media his smiles and stuff like that like my motives for buying them all those things were not correct I was doing it to compensate for the guilt I felt and trying to prove to other people that look how amazing I'm doing now that I'm sober you know and then you know it put me in debt I was broke for the next few months you know what I mean and that's like I was putting myself in a bad situation you know now when it comes to Christmas with my son like I don't overextend um he's in the other room so I'll be quiet but uh you know I got him a decent amount of stuff I got him like what a normal parent should get their kid and like the best gift I can give to this kid is just being there for him being there with him you know he doesn't have a drug addict alcoholic father anymore you know he has a father who's in recovery and he just wants to spend time with me I got presents that you know like uh legos and video games that we can play together and spend quality time with so it's not just that initial like oh I opened a present it's like these are giving us long-term value because um you know that's the best part about being sober too when the kid is you know uh having similar interest now he's about to turn nine in about uh a week uh on New Year's Eve and um he has all the same interests that I do so I can do things where um I get to spend time with him because he has you know he loves Star Wars he loves Marvel he loves you know music he loves all these things that I love and it's it's amazing but you know the other things too is like in my recovery like my family is in California and um you know now like another thing that my son's mom like I'm gonna I'm gonna do an interview with her soon for my channel because I know a lot of people struggle with rebuilding relationships especially with their their kids parents and me and her has such a beautiful relationship now and you know on these holidays like Christmas she knows I'm away from my family like they invite me over they invite me over to spend um you know have a Christmas dinner with them or Christmas Eve dinner with them her family welcomes me with open arms I have an amazing relationship with her family I have an amazing relationship with um her new husband they have a son you know what I mean and I can go over there and it's not awkward it's not weird and they invite me into their home because they know my family is back in California but you know other than that I have I have my friends I have my beautiful girlfriend I'm actually going over there tonight for Christmas Eve dinner um I have other people actually inviting me to stuff like it's crazy how much different my Christmases are now like like I like I like have to buy people presents now because people actually want to buy me gifts like I'm not this like loser like drug addicts who just isolates and destroys relationships with people like I have people sending me presents I have clients at my rehab giving me presents and stuff like you know the holidays for me now are just absolutely you know beautiful and you know I get to wish people a merry Christmas and call my parents just to say merry Christmas you know my mom's in recovery now too and you know I miss my family back there but I know they're doing well and you know we talk on the phone and and things like that so you know if nothing else like I really hope that some of you out there who are either in your active addiction or in early recovery or if you know somebody out there who is in active addiction or in early recovery like I hope what you got from this video is that things do get better things get better it takes work though it takes effort like I said in the beginning of this video we have to put effort into our recovery we have to put effort into our mental health that's why I have this channel so make sure that you you're watching these other videos on my channel like we have to work on our mental health in order to have these beautiful holidays and just be you know um as normal as possible like this is a beautiful time of year it's no longer depressing for me you know because I have people in my life who love me and I love them you know but it takes time it takes time I hope what the other thing you got from this video is my first two sober Christmases sucked they sucked but now they're so much better and it didn't take five years for them to get better took a couple years but they're much better now so if nothing else the goal of this video is to get give some of you hope hopefully you stayed around to the end of this video and like I said like what I've been telling all of you lately like if you ever need to get a hold of me feel free to reach out either in the youtube comments you can email me at the rewiredsoul.com I'll put up my instagram again right here a lot of people DM me who are struggling from all over the world and just you know I'm always around to talk you know I might not reply immediately but I'm always down to have a conversation even if you're not an addict or a recovering addict if you have a loved one I'm more than happy to talk to you too but anyways y'all I really really really hope that you have a merry Christmas and and just remember try to try to realize that big picture and what we're working towards I highly suggest you check out my other video I'll put in the info card the real gratitude challenge like we need to quit just only being happy and nice to each other on Christmas and around the holidays we need to start doing that 365 days a year that's that's when your mental health really improves and you start enjoying life a lot better but anyways y'all if you like this video please give it a thumbs up and if you're new here again hit the little round subscribe button I'm always making videos to help you out with your mental health I make videos about addiction recovery as well click or tap to the left of me right over here check out one of those thumbnails because it's another video that'll help you out thanks for watching merry Christmas I'll see you next time


Hi everyone, Shawn with jaspyscasebreaks.com here doing 2021 Panini Elite Football 6 box half case break pick your team number two which sold out before pick your team number one pick your team two and one are both the same case so we will be doing pick your team two before the second half of this case will be for pick your team one which is coming up next all card ship looking for this stuff here any case hits at least some stars tomorrow first rookie cards updated NFL marks photography hobby exclusive inserts rookie elitist elite deck that's always one of my favorite looking ones it's like the looks like a card from Vegas case hit playmakers insert exclusively found in hobby so we're looking for the playmakers insert for the case hits okay cool so here is our list of customers and their respective teams from Andrea Smith and the Cardinals down to Patrick Davis and the Washington football team you'll see Andrea Smith there with last spot mojo on the Seahawks Raiders Packers and the Cardinals and here's that list in person this is the case that we're going to do for pick your team one and two we got to figure out which six boxes we're doing for pick your team two right now and which six we're saving for pick your team one coming up next so here are the 12 boxes from the case we're just gonna go left side right side just put them right down the middle so one two three for the left boxes on left four five six of the boxes on the right whichever side we don't do right now is obviously going to be decided to do for team number one coming up next that's a four so looks like we're going to be the boxes on the right these boxes here which I'll set behind me will be for pick a team number one coming up next so playmakers insert is the case hit this time around so two autographs and one memorabilia card per box so in a six box break we're looking at 12 autos six men cards elite packs are kind of like very thin compared to a lot of other packs a bit easier I remember elite typically has quite a few numbered cards in it and obviously this is the first pro jersey autographs of all the rookies so your Trevor Lawrence's Tray Lance Zach Wilson Mack Jones Justin Fields all those quarterbacks that we're looking for in here so this should be our first look at uh Trevor Lawrence and the Jaguars I don't remember if it's all the cards or just the autographs are updated with the pro jerseys I'm sure we'll find out very quickly all card ship we have plenty more we can do tonight I know pick your teams three and four two is already sold or one is already sold out which is the second half of this case three and four I think are both in single digits that's from a fresh case and we got plenty more we can load into the store tonight as needed it did two sold out before one there was a last spot mojo with the Packers and pick your team one that uh wasn't picked up and then Andrea picked up the last four teams for pick your team two and then probably about half an hour later somebody bought the Packers and pick your team one so yes two before one both from the same case so pick your team one will actually be right after this and how are you sir happy friday hey jackie yeah are you next door yeah you're all caught up I haven't gone through in a package she did me a favor yes if you know look up how many people ordered into like certain breaks and stuff right yeah can you check I text nick but you haven't responded yet um this break right here it says sold out was it 2021 yeah gypsy queen um it says sold out I went to the spot list and all the emails and whatever I only show five people bought into it there's supposed to be 15 spots total so I'm guessing we just loaded it with five spots instead of yeah two random teams each so 15 spots total I only have five logs um so I think we just loaded it with five teams instead of 15 I just need to verify somebody else to verify that what's the number of them breaking number one yeah it's just number one I just need somebody else to verify before I add in 10 more spots and oversell a bit yeah thank you famously wife Kathy Lee Gitter Frank Gitter you only show five right all right can you load that 10 more thank you um so somebody was asking about gypsy queen baseball um first break that's in there that didn't say sold out is 10 spots left so instead of me loading a new break go with those last 10 spots thank you and cite those show those 10 spots okay one box left yeah what do you say do you want to catch up I was like I shouldn't have really too much to catch up on we only did the one uh archive signature series break which you weren't in on is this the first product with kid reporter in it kid reporters how are you buddy happy Friday happy release day happy weekend for a lot of you right you know it's funny Porter that's not even a kill them all one somebody uh a local baseball company here in Southern California took that shirt and uh customized it it's called classic grit I think I'll have to look it up but I get I've gotten a ton of compliments on it already it's pretty cool I love it okay good luck everybody here's our first look you got Travis Etienne rookie on deck that's for the Jaguars so these do not have the team on them this one but like the regular cards should so Jaguars and Robert Flores it's for the Bengals Chris Evans to 399 Cincinnati Bengals Darren Porter kid reporters and there you go Travis Etienne Jaguars running back is our first auto Jacksonville Jaguars Robert Flores you got Rashad Bateman for the Ravens to 999 Aaron Billingsley Felipe Rios out of 99 Craftsman for the Colts two color patch Cody Davidson Devonta Smith that is Eagles Melvin Rosa and you got a Justin Fields die cut 14 out of 24 nice one there for the Bears and Jason Wainer Michael Carter to 999 for the Jets and Michael Picora it's Jared Goff Rams edition 10 out of sorry Lions edition 10 out of 16 Detroit Lions Patrick Davis Spellbound Dan Marino to 99 for the Dolphins Robert Flores and Drew Brees out of 49 for the Saints Ryan Divin Julian Edelman to 399 for the Patriots and Karen Steele and LaVar Arrington that's out of 75 13 out of 75 autograph for Washington and Patrick Davis so this is a randomizer elite company so it's all Alabama quarterbacks Joe Montaner sorry Joe Namath Jalen Hertz to a talk of I lo and Mack Jones so that I'll have to randomize obviously between the Patriots Dolphins Eagles and the Jets if we get any of those that are numbered we'll randomize them separately but if we get any more of these in this break which I have a feeling we probably will um we'll do like one two three four pretty much to assign who's going to get those ones and we'll just randomize them all together Kylan Hill to 999 for the Packers and Andrea Smith Trey Lance to 399 nice one there for the 49ers Josh X line Justin Fields again for the 49ers and Josh X line there you go that's our first box nice first look JJ Watt to 99 for the Cardinals and Andrea Smith Chubba Hubbard to 399 for the Carolina Panthers and Brian Watford and turn of the century autograph numbered out of 99 Tylan Wallace which is Baltimore Ravens and Aaron Billingsley I won't be there but I've been personally before so I will not be at this one and Dak Prescott Moxie Relic to 49 the Dallas Cowboys Arthur Peru Jalen Waddle for your Dolphins Robert Flores Odafe away to 72 for the Ravens and Aaron Billingsley another Jalen Waddle that one's to 98 for the Dolphins and Robert Flores Etienne to 599 for the Jaguars Robert Flores Mack Jones for your Patriots Karen Steele and full throttle to 75 Chris Godwin for the Buccaneers Diego Bloomberg Marquez Stevenson to 999 for the Buffalo Bills Jairfree Punt and Tyler Henneke to 99 Washington Patrick Davis all those field level can be field vision can be numbered I guess that is Aaron Rodgers that's to 349 Green Bay Andrea Smith Seyquan Barclay to 399 for the Giants and Daniel Hayes and Ian Book rookie quarterback Otto for the Saints and Ryan Diven so here's another elite company all hell is you wide receivers it looks like that'll be another team randomizer there so we'll do that the same as the Mack Jones one we'll just assign a spot on the card and to 999 Dwayne Eskridge for the Seahawks and Andrea Smith Ryan's happened about the Ian Book autograph I think a lot of people actually like him for the future of the Saints right especially with the Breeze gone James Winston and what's his name Taysom Hill battling for time or for starting position there's enough questions in that backfield the quarterback to kind of give him some reasonable consideration right just double check this field vision the other one was numbered since most of the cards are on the front some can be I guess numbered on the back to 349 for the Cowboys all cards do ship so if for some reason I didn't miss a card like that obviously it's still getting shipped to you anyways Dallas Cowboys Arthur Peru on the field vision Troy Aikman there Mack Jones elite company again so that'll be randomized with the other ones Terrace Marshall to 999 for the Panthers Brian Watford and Craftsman Josh Jacobs Relic for the Raiders Andrea Smith Devonta Smith for the Eagles Melvin Rosa and Brian Arlocker to 25 for the Bears Jason Wainer TJ Watt to 99 for the Steelers Michael Gallucci Ian Book to 999 for the Saints again and Ryan Diven Nico Collins to 399 for the Texans Brandon Morocco and Justin Fields 49ers Josh X-Line to 349 Miquel Hardman for the Chiefs Josh X-Line and Joe Montana to 99 for the 49ers Josh X-Line Tua to 399 for the Dolphins Robert Flores Nick Bolton to 68 for the Chiefs Josh X-Line Dylan Moses to 399 for the Jaguars Robert Flores and Walter Jones big old offense alignment that is to 99 Hall of Fame 14 inscription on there Seahawks Andrea Smith Trey Lance for your 49ers Josh X-Line another Trey Lance this one is an autograph nice one for the 49ers Josh X-Line Kaderius Tony for the Giants Daniel Hayes Najee Harris to 599 for the Steelers Michael Gallucci thanks dude all right I was gonna say I was like I was like perfect timing especially now you get that Trey Lance on it too still haven't seen any uh any Trevor Lawrence seen a little bit of Fields see a little bit of Mack Jones haven't seen any Zach Wilson or Trevor Lawrence yet so we have another three boxes in this half case hopefully we can pull some more Rhonda Elmore to 999 Cardinals Andrea Smith Devonta Smith for the Eagles and Melbourne Rosa and Kenneth Gainwell to 399 for the Eagles Melbourne Rosa Ramondra Stevenson autograph for the Patriots to 199 Karen Steele and Michael Parson the elite company that's another randomizer at the end of the break Quiddipay to 999 for the Colts this is number two yeah this is break number two Josh number one is coming up afterwards for the Colts and Quiddipay is Cody Davidson and Mark Brinnell to 99 for the Jaguars Robert Flores Mack Jones Patriots Karen Steele and Spellbound Patrick Mahomes to 349 for the Chiefs Josh X-Line Keenan Allen Moxie Relic for the Chargers and Damian Cortez Brian Erlocker to 54 for the Bears Jason Wainer Amin Ross St. Brown to 399 for the Lions and Patrick Davis Jamar Chase to 599 for the Bengals Darren Porter and there's our first Trevor Lawrence rookie elitist that is a non-numbered insert Jacksonville Jaguars Robert Flores and there's a Zach Wilson non-numbered but I think this is a short print for the Jets it's a pretty cool looking insert there or parallel New York Jets Michael Piquara and another Zach Wilson for the Jets Michael Piquara so like I said we hadn't seen any Lawrence or Wilson now we see both of them to 399 Derek Henry for the Titans and Ethan Cook and ooh this is not going to be a fun randomizer Trey Lance Justin Fields 49ers Bears only thing is obviously this is going to be randomized to one person you can see that it got caught in the top of the crimper when they packaged it so whoever the gets this may want to contact Panini in regards to you can see the top of it it looks like it's supposed to be a die cut like a rookie ticket die cut ticket stub but it got caught in the crimper on the very top you can see a really nice card but one happy person one sad person so Bears is Jason Wainer 49ers is Josh X one yeah right it's a it's a die cut one-of-one no no no it just makes it he's saying because it's the defect it's not actually a one-of-one it's just it's it's a you can see it's a defect on there when they were packaging it they put it it got caught in the top of the crimper supporters trying to say it's a one-of-one it'd be cooler if it was a one-of-one yeah defect one-of-one and Jermar Jefferson to 92 Jermar Jefferson is with who I have to look that one up uh Rashad Weaver to 399 for the Titans and Ethan Cook and Pat Freyermove autograph for the Steelers that's to 199 Pittsburgh Steelers Michael Gallucci another one of those Mac Jones elite company relative or randomizers at the end Justin Fields again for the Bears and Jason Wainer Tyson Campbell to 999 for the Jaguars Robert Flores Lamar Jackson to 99 for the Ravens Aaron Billingsley Devonta Smith again for the Eagles Melvin Rosa and Marino to 349 Spellbound Dolphin Robert Flores and Troy Polomolo throwback relative to 299 for the Steelers Michael Gallucci Aaron Rodgers to 49 for the Packers Andrea Smith Atu Adatsukonbo Kunbo Ojundeji Ojundeji to 399 for the Falcons and Eric Ainge JC Horne to 399 for the Panthers Brian Watford and Travis Etienne for the Jags Robert Flores Peyton Manning Spellbound to 99 for the Colts Cody Davidson Joe Burrow to 399 for the Bengals Darren Porter and CD Lam covers up the second auto of this box Chava Hubbard for the Panthers Brian Watford Justin Fields to 599 for the Bears Jason Wainer Freyermove I can see him as a D N as well it's a good strong D N name but he's a very big man okay we got one box left guys tons of numbered cards in these boxes Kenneth Gainwell to 24 for the Eagles Melvin Rosa Jalen Phillips to 399 for the Dolphins Robert Flores and Larry Roundtree running back out of Missouri for the Chargers to 149 Damian Cortez Najee Harris Elite Company that'll be one of the randomizers at the end Kellan Mon to 999 for the Vikings and Darren Porter Derek Carr to 399 for the Raiders Andrea Smith and Jalen Hertz to 349 dual threats two-sided no just dual threats Eagles Melvin Rosa and Derek Carr Relic for the Raiders Andrea Smith Elijah Moore to 399 for the Jets Michael PCora Baker Mayfield to 94 for the Bear sorry for the Browns Glenn Campbell Jamie Newman to 999 for the Eagles Melvin Rosa TJ Watt to 999 for the Steelers Michael Galucci and another Chava Hubbard auto for the Panthers that is Brian Watford Najee Harris for the Steelers Michael Galucci Larry Roundtree to 999 for the Chargers Damian Cortez Kaderius Tony for your Giants and Daniel Hayes and Randy Moss to 99 for the Vikings Darren Porter and Justin Fields nice one to finish it off Bears Jason Wainer so it does not look like we hit the case hit in this half so that should be waiting for us and pick your team number one coming up next it was what was that called playmakers I've got a little bit of a recap for you guys and a couple randomizers to do this is number two number one is coming up next so were you in pick your team one or pick your team two so randomizers these we're going to do so we sort based on the back so we're going to do it like this the player that's on here so in this case we'll use this card to show the example Najee Harris will be number one uh Derek Henry's two Josh Jacobs three and Mark Ingram will be four so we're going to randomize these based on one two three four so one two three four um to figure out who gets those cards so whatever team is in that spot we'll be getting those cards guys none of these are numbered so we're going to randomize them all off as a lot and then the other randomizer is 49ers Bears Tray Lance Justin Fields dual auto with the unfortunate crimping on the top as it got stuck into a pack I guess but still a very nice card to have so let's give those to figure out who's getting those so same dice roll for both randomizers three and a one four times good luck fourth and final time it's going to go to spot three on the multi card or multiplayer cards and four times on this fourth and final time that'll go to the 49ers that sticks with X line Josh and the 49ers so Josh congrats you just got yourself this dual auto Tray Lance Justin Fields to go with the Tray Lance auto you got earlier in this break exactly crimp card one of one um you still might want to contact Panini in regards to that one and then for spot three which is going to be like I said one is the big one two three and four that's going to go to the Josh Jacobs and the Raiders uh these Mack Jones ones there was three of them that'll actually all be going to the Jalen Hertz and the Philadelphia Eagles spot there did you call me uh Jamar Che or so this is going to go to the Odell Beckham Browns and Chomney and the Cowboys uh I did not I don't think are you talking about like phone call of you or like call your name you just call my name no I definitely did not do that uh so here are some of the highlights this is uh Justin Fields the 24 Tray Lance to 399 uh Mack Jones Justin Fields Tray Lance Mack Jones Trevor Lawrence Zach Wilson um this is a non numbered parallel no clue what it is but pretty nice looking I'm guessing it's a very short printed Zach Wilson Justin Fields to 599 Justin Fields and Justin Fields obviously that dual auto that's going to the 49ers congrats again Josh Tray Lance Justin Fields Chubba Hubbard Larry Roundtree to 149 Pat Freyermouth because those are upside down Travis Etienne uh Lavar Earrington to 75 Tylen Wallace to 99 Ian Book Tray Lance Walter Jones to 99 Ramon Dray Stevenson to 199 Chubba Hubbard and Pat Freyermouth to 199 and there you go guys that is the break that was this Kenini Elite football six box half case break pick your team number two from 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The second postulate is a bit strange. It says that the speed of light is the same in all inertial reference frames. What's so strange about this? Well, let's suppose there's a ball moving forwards at 30 meters per second and Bob is chasing after it at 10 meters per second. How fast will Bob see the ball moving away from him? Well, the difference in their speeds is 30 minus 10 equals 20 meters per second. Or equivalently, in Bob's reference frame, where Bob is stationary at the origin, the ball will be moving forwards away from Bob at 20 meters per second. This is what we expect from Newtonian mechanics. However, let's see what the second postulate says. Suppose there's a photon, a particle of light, and it's moving forwards at a speed c. c just means the speed of light. Now Bob is chasing after this photon at 0.25c, a quarter the speed of light. Now, I measure the difference between their velocities to be c minus 0.25c is 0.75c, three quarters the speed of light. However, the second postulate says that in Bob's reference frame, the photon will still be moving away from him at the speed of light. Despite the fact that I see Bob running towards it at a quarter the speed of light, he will still measure that photon as moving away from him at c, the full speed of light.