The EVPF program is loaded into the kernel. I'm sorry, I'm not sure what happens. Sorry about it. It's OK. OK. Yeah, so the EVPF program are loaded into the kernel, but you are not the one sees what's happening, right? As a user, you typically would run a user space program that tells you what's going on with your EVPF program in terms of maybe you pass some parameters to your user space program. Then the user space program kind of displays some data for you. For example, based on maybe TCP dumpers example, or maybe based on a TCP connector, or maybe based on out-of-memory events. So the user space program essentially tells the Linux kernel, hey, go ahead, load my other EVPF program or somebody else's EVPF program. If I can trust and load it and attach it to the right event. So essentially, you can write the EVPF user space program in any languages that have libraries to allow you to easily load the EVPF programs. These days, most common way is load through the EVPF. The caveat, though, is not all the programming language that you have API to or libraries to allow you to invoke the EVPF. So most common are using C or Rust or using Python. Actually, most common are using C and Rust. Now, let's talk about BCC. It's actually overwhelming when I first started any EVPF programs using BCC. BCC is a popular toolkit to get started with the EVPF for learning purposes. It's a really provide many, many samples. And it has all these examples, a compiler collection for you to use. But one thing I find issues with BCC as part of my learning is the user space program is written in Python. And as part of the user space program, you would have the kernel program written in C. So which means it's really odd if you look at this line here at the end, right? So that, if I believe, is your EVPF program. And then on top of that, you also have your user space program also in this here, like print out something, display all that, passing some parameters all in Python. So it's an interesting environment to operate. And everything is actually compiled at runtime. So even though you saw this Python program, you know you have Python compiler on your machine, it's actually most likely it's not going to work. It needs to require the system to run EVPF program, must have the kernel header installed. It needs a particular version or above of Linux kernel. And they use a lot of the significant resources during starting because it needs to compile and then run. So one thing I find out, I'm a Mac user. And I had to actually find out what is the right way to run my first Hollywood DCC sample. It actually took me quite a while to find out. So this is back to my point about the runtime environment. The headers, the right kernel version, it all needs to be in place before you can actually execute your simple EVPF program. So with that, the industry innovated on LibBPF and the query, which is compile once and run everywhere. How many of you are using Java or Goland today? I'm sure you appreciate the fact that somebody else compelled it for you. You could just grab and run it, right? So that's this LibBPF and the BPF code run. It's really essentially for you for EVPF programs. So with LibBPF, you can write both the kernel and the user space program in C, and then you can compile them in advance. Then you can execute them on any of the system as long as it has the recent kernel version, because it needs to have the right kernel version. I believe it's 5.4, 5.5 that has BPF enabled so that you can run your EVPF program that's loaded through LibBPF. So let's go through how it works rating a simple EVPF program. So as you can see, we have an EVPF program that's written in C. That's a simple source code. We essentially said if it's the enter into the TCP connector events, we're going to execute this method. And if it's the exit into the TCP connector events, we're going to execute this method. And then you can use your compiler, which in this case is Clon, to compile your EVPF code, which is generate the byte code we mentioned earlier, that is the BPF.O, which is the executable linkable format alpha file with EVPF byte code. Now when you run the EVPF program, that's when you need the user space as a user to interact with it. So you typically have a loader that's part of your user space that loads the byte code. We talked about earlier from the compiler. And then you create the map from the user space. And then your kernel program typically also interacts with the map. And the user space loads the BPF program and then attach it to the right hook point. In our example is TCP V4 Connect. And as the events of TCP V4 Connect happens on your Linux system, it triggers the events where your EVPF program would act on the event at the entry or exit. And then the EVPF program can update the map accordingly to whichever data that's interest to you. And then finally, your user space program can read the map and then display whatever is important to your user. So now this triggers a question. This user space, kernel space, what if we could only write the kernel programs? We don't have to worry about the user space. This is exactly what Bumblebee is. Bumblebee is an open source project. In fact, we are taking the Bumblebee to CNCF as a sandbox project. It's pending approval. So Bumblebee is designed to help you easily build your EVPF program, to publish your EVPF program to OCR registry, to actually run your EVPF program or somebody else's EVPF program just by using or what wronger. So if you scan that QR code, that would take you to bumblebee.io. So with Bumblebee, you can focus on writing your EVPF code. And then Bumblebee take care of the user space program for you automatically. And on top of that, Bumblebee also exposes your data as metrics and logs so you can plug into your premises, for example. Bumblebee also provide the live BPF compatible BPF code. So we only support the newer Linux kernel. That's based on the BPF 5455. Then you can use the push, build, run, the whole lifecycle with OCI compliance registry, like Google registry, GitHub registry. So let's talk about how Bumblebee works. So first, we provide a pre-build, containerized build environment, which is this builder. For example, this builder images in the GitHub registry, container registry. Well, in this image, we would have the LLVM client compiler. We also have the common BPF headers for you. When you need to build your EVPF program, you can leverage our builder using build command. And it would build your EVPF program into an EVPF image so that you can take that images, plug into your common GitHub pipeline to interact with image registry. So we would build the EVPF.C into the L file, the bytecode file we talked about early, and then package it into a image which you can push to whichever registry that supports OCI images. When you distribute your images with Bumblebee, by the way, Bumblebee recently support CoSign now. So you can push your images to OCI registry using B push command. And then you can also pull somebody out. You can run using Brunler. So that could be the image locally on your machine, or it could be images from a public image from a GitHub registry, or Google registry, or any other OCI registry that are out there from somebody else that you trust. And then you can run it on your machine. So essentially, how does the running with Bumblebee works? So when you specify B wrong command with the image, we're going to read the BPF program from the image. That's the bytecode we talked about. So we're going to load that. We're going to create a map. And we're going to attach it to the right hook point so that your program will be loaded into the kernel. And you also have the map in there. And the user space program would display the data from the map for you. So when you run with the Bumblebee, we on top of all that, we also output the data and emit the metrics for you so you can well up with your popular metrics program like premises. So with that, we talk about five minutes. So we're going to do a demo. Hopefully that's the most interesting part of the talk. Can you guys see my screen? Good. OK, let me maximize it. So yeah, so I basically developed this demo for the conference. We're using a platform called Instruct, which it's a really nice platform. I really like it. So actually, sorry, this is not the right program. I'm sorry. I actually have another talk tomorrow. So this is the program for the other talk. So let me find out the right program first. It needs to say five minutes in there, which that one didn't. OK, this is the right one. Sorry about that. All right, so let me go ahead and restart this. So what this is going to do, right? So I'm running this in my cloud. I could run it in my VM, but my VM could have some issue. It's just so much easy. If I'm presenting from somebody else's machine, it can run in the cloud. So what this does is it's provisioning a virtual machine in the cloud. That's close to me, and it's trying to set up the environment for the demo for me. With that, we're going to try to develop a really hallowed, very simple, EVPF programs in five minutes, hopefully. And then we'll also pull down somebody else's program and then try to run it. So let's see how the environment stood up. But typically, the environment does take a minute. So I should pre-start everything. But I want to take a part, see if anyone have any questions, where we stand up the environment. All right, we have a question in the room, I guess for the online people. Yeah, if you speak on the microphone, they can hear too. That's a great question. EVPF and WebAssembly, I know WebAssembly supports C as a language, right? It supports lots of languages, yes. Yes, I'm curious. I don't think that's something we looked at at the moment. But as a company, we're very interested in WebAssembly also. What's your specific user case as far as WebAssembly and EVPF? Maybe we should connect offline. I don't know, I'll tell you later. Yeah, because that's a really interesting thought. All right, my environment is up, I guess, one minute is right. So on the right side, I do have a 15 minutes timer. So can you guys see it? Is it too small? OK, I'm getting a little bit of error. I'm not sure what that is, but I'll continue. So the first thing we're going to do is the font size, OK? All right, the first thing we're going to do is download Bumblebee. I did target 15, just in case I go over five. But I'll try. Oh, right, I guess it's not a great environment today. Let's see. Let's see what's going on. Doesn't look too good. Let's see again. I'm not sure what's going on. Let me actually kill this rib spin. It doesn't look a good environment to me. I did retry it. Let me actually stop this and restart. Sorry about that. It might be a bad environment that was connected to my other thing, because it was showing a program that was from my other track. Hopefully it would come up live. So just really quickly, what we are going to show is, if your search gets started with ABTF and Bumblebee, I actually wrote a blog about this on what I'm going to show you, that simple program. So the steps are all here. What I did differently is actually trying to show you in a live demo environment. In the meanwhile, I'm actually going to start my VM. So I'm sorry about that. Do a vagran VM. We'll do that. So it starts. Hopefully this time it didn't give me an arrow. All right. It looks better. Finger crossed. In the meanwhile, let me check if my, OK. I think it looks better. So the first thing we're going to do, what is that? OK. Yeah. So the first thing we are going to do, it's the same arrow. So unfortunate. With that, I'm going to count them on my VM. Flash. Yeah. So should I just type bash? As such? No, no, no. It's probably your graduation. Oh, thank you. Wow. You guys are awesome. Wee! Oh, who was that? Maybe I should have met you for at least something. All right. Thank you so much. I was just going to stand up my VM. All right. It looks like it's downloading. Let me check on my Wi-Fi. Should I use hotspot? Do you guys have Wi-Fi issues on function? They couldn't provide me a network cable here. Do you guys have Wi-Fi issues? Yeah, I did connect that. Maybe I'll try hotspot if the Wi-Fi is too slow. Let me open my hotspot. Sorry, this is the second challenge today. Personal hotspot. Sorry, five minutes is turned out to be a lot longer. Sorry about that, as everything is. OK, it's running. Oh, right. So I'll try my hotspot, see if it's better. Who knows? All right. So we have this now. And we can use be init to create what? I think it's the network now. Yeah, I'm pretty sure. So let me refresh it, see if it actually get back to it. Yeah, hopefully my hotspot is actually have better than the Wi-Fi here. Yeah, it looks like my VM is up too. All right. I have a backup environment. All right, so let's see if B is working here now. Let's type the B command. Yeah, it looks like I have to load it again. To do bash. Sorry, my hotspot is also very slow. All right, we're downloading here again. And now we're doing be init command. It's going to ask you, what languages do you want to use for your EBPF program? Currently, we only support C, but we are planning to add Rust into it. For simplicity, we're going to take the defaults. And we're going to initialize with our network program with type of map is ring buffer. As you can see, we also support hash map. And what type of output we would like, we would just want to print something like hollow word. And with that, we will go ahead and put our file locations. So that saves our skeleton BPF program hollow word. With that, I'm going to open up the program. Sorry, it's just very slow, the Wi-Fi. Sorry, as you can see, it's typed multiple things. So what we're going to do is open up this program. As you can see, the skeleton program is very simple. It has the VM Linux. These are the headers provided by B. It also have a license, which you can change it, if necessary. And the first thing we want to do is add the ring buffer struct data in the event. In this event struct. So what we want to is add some messages. Sorry, you can see I'm moving very slow. It's not because I am very slow. It's just the network is very slow. So what we want to do is we want to add, let me see, copy paste this faster than me typing. Yeah, so let me format it a little bit. So what we want to do is add a PID, which is the process ID. Whenever the process related to any of the events we are hooking to, and we want to add a message. So we said we're going to do a network events. And we want to add a message. I put 30 as the character length, because I'm thinking about hello world open source summit, which is about 25 characters. So that's the first thing we're doing. The second thing we are going to do is we're going to scroll down to the TCP we for connected. That's the network event we are targeting here. So what we are going to do is we are going to on comment. I'm going to try. I think it's back. What we're going to do is on right. I only have a few minutes. Let's see if I can pull this together. So the second thing we are going to do is on comment this line. And then the third thing we are going to do is write this hello messages into this program. So we added, sorry, just a little bit slow. Try not type. So the third thing we're going to do is we add a simple thing called a hello open source summit. And I wanted to add it right before we submit to the event. So I'm just trying to move my cursor right to here. All right. Yes, see if we can add it. And then let's format it slightly. Then we should be good to go to save it. So let's go ahead, save it. Thank you so much for bail with me. Live demo is hard. That's one thing I learned for sure. OK, so now what we are doing is we're using the build program. We talk about we can build the EBPF program. And we can compile it to the bytecode. And we can actually generate OCI images. So in this case, we'll name the images simply as hello v1. So the images is there on my local environment. So I can list the images. As you can see, you can also see my Linux version 5.11. And to run bee, we're going to give a little bit of privilege to the bee program. Because a lot of Linux EBPF program does require some special privilege. In our case, we need to give, because it's a networking event, so we need to give a little bit of privilege just related to networking events. And look, that's my hello messages. And I'm already have TCP connect because this is a VM in the cloud. Thank you. I know I did more than five. But on the ideal network scenario, I might be able to do five. In fact, that's all five in my practice runs. All right, so if you to curl, you can see more. I guess it's closed, so I'm not going to try that. So let me get out of here. One other thing I want to show quickly with the next few minutes is you can also, oh, I already have my Docker registry. So you can push the image to a local registry. So I already have a local registry because when I try to run my registry, it failed because it's already running. And you can also use somebody else's image. So I'm pulling out this images on GitHub. So look, it's actually giving me more data. I believe it's also TCP connect, but this one has a counter. It counts source and destination address. So if you have somebody you can trust, then you can run them program easily. I guess I'm pretty much out of time. So I want you, if you guys are interested in this demo, follow my blog. We're also showing a workshop, I believe on Thursday about EBPF. So feel free to sign up for our other sessions from solo. Questions from the audience. Wow, thank you. Well, thank you everyone for bail with me. I apologize for all the technical difficulties. It never happened when I rehearsal all these. When you did that set cap command, reverse security consequences to letting anyone on the system use the B binary then, should that be like locked down to only let a certain group run? Yeah, that's a good question I think it should because especially it requires certain privileges, right? Cause you have to give, like I think I gave a couple of special high privileges to whoever runs the be wrong command. So you would require that, yeah. So typically you could, I think a common way to use this is you run be runner and then you image metrics, which I didn't get to show by the way, and then you can have your user maybe view the data on the dashboard. I think that would be a very interesting way to leverage this. Yeah, good question. You have another question? So I think B makes it very convenient clearly too. It's like running Docker and equivalent here. But does it support like some advanced features like tail call or chaining that might be there? Do you have that in there? Did you ask a day call or chaining? Tail calls, tail calls or chaining of EVP, like if you wanna run multiple EVPF programs. Oh, I see, yeah, yeah, yeah, that's a great question. Yeah, I think currently not we could look into that add into the roadmap. So far it's more focusing on enable users to run EVPF programs with easy to display power, you know, save them right in their own user space code. But chaining is actually a little bit more complicated, yeah. Yeah, I think it's on the roadmap, that would be great. Yeah, we can look into that if that's something super interesting. In fact, we are relying on the community to help us shape the roadmap of Bumblebee. Hey, I understand how packet filter is kind of in the name, but I was curious if you know of any clever novel usages of the technology for non-network domains, if it helps on coming from Intel here. So I'm more focused on hardware in general. Yeah, so one of the company we looked recently is Pixie. They provide really interesting observabilities leveraging EVPF. So the industry is going to the thoughts of, okay, you can run microservices, you can run on-way proxy, you know, in a Istio or service machine environment to collect your telemetry data. What if I don't want to run the proxy, right? What if I want to just use the EVPF to collect telemetry data?


Some of the support that's the first thing I'm gonna say right now But if you guys are new to the channel be sure to hit that subscribe button hit the notification bell right next to that Hit the like button and comment below if you have been enjoying the content So today's video is a little bit different actually meeting up with lojo and norm again We're gonna be trying to do these at least once a week to put out a bunch of fresh Solid content from the crew to you guys so leave your comments suggestions below on the videos But I'm on the road right now get about 15 minutes left before I'm there and then we'll catch up with the boys So guess what guys guess what I got some boys with me today. I'm gonna hop in the frame You guys love the collab videos with these two so we are going to be doing more baby But listen you guys need to be subscribed to not only myself But these two gentlemen as well because guess what we're gonna be linking we're trying once a week You know we've been trying to really push it hard, you know We're wanting to get a lot of collabs out you guys enjoy them, so I want to give you that to you So what are we doing today boys? Excuse me. We are we're gonna do one of these He broke off he broke off but anyways, that's what we're doing today guys We're gonna be doing some bass fishing obviously, you know kicking the bass TV baby right here number one fishing channel on YouTube Sorry boys, but anyway We are gonna be doing some bass fishing hoping to get these boys on a toad today I feel like every time we get together. I end up hooking it somehow Yeah, so you'll catch the towed and me a normal fighter over the scrubs We need we need these boys to hook we need them to double up on 210 pounders That is what would be phenomenal, but let's go ahead and get this video started Thank you guys so much for the support hit the like button, baby Let's get actually just tied on this beautiful chatter bait You guys know I just love chatter baits because they catch a big bass and you know usually a majority of the Time smaller fish avoid a chatter bait a majority of the time unless they're just Interextic and they're hungry as all could be but big fish love a chatter bait and that's what I'm going with today Literally bringing this one rod down to the pond. They're gonna bring this and this and that whatever norm's got a fluke on That's always killer.  I don't know. That's a little darker But what are you throwing lojo? Just in case a little weightless Texas rig just in case I have to like follow up on a miss or for like some Really grassy type stuff and I can't throw a chatter bait in there. That's fair I really like what you're going dude. You got a purple reel a purple rod in a purple chatter You can do it on purpose, but how how sexy let me see that honestly, dude. That's that's pretty sweet Didn't even do it on purpose until you just said that I was like, oh, it's all purple. That's sweet, bro All right, let's get it. All right boys starting off at the black and blue chatter bait today. We are gonna see What's rocking and rolling Huge top water slam. Hey, I got one. That's a good one. He's big big, but He's not big, but he's quality man. Look at it. It's healthy sexy Lojo just got slammed look at this so first fish on the black and blue chatter bait He's not a toad man. I thought he's a lot bigger when I first hooked him. He started pulling. He's a solid pounder You know pushing that high pounder. I'm okay with that. That's okay to start the day. You know, that's perfect You got a good one on the buzz rate. Oh Yeah Certainly healthy. That's okay for your first one. We're looking for me. He's been caught a couple times I don't think that's all for me showing what you're throwing over there. This is this is a little shark truce Buzz bait no trailer because I don't like the action that it has with the trailer So I'd rock it with no trailer just a skirt I've had some hits man. I've missed a couple good ones. Good job, man. That's good Yeah, I got you. Is it just a regular? Oh, no hold up. Hold up. All right. No, I just got one I gotta put this one back. Hold up. Hold on. Wait a minute He he risked the pitcher lojo. He interrupted my picture. He interrupted his picture for a stick pounder, dude. That's so hard. You lucky Noah got one Okay, Norm give me some on that. We all on the board now.  That was like a five pounder Dude, you understood when I hooked that and how the way how he hit it that was first cast Son Norm, I just missed a five bro straight retrieved it chatter bait. Yeah straight rich. He stopped it cold Dude, dude bigger. Oh my gosh. Oh my gosh Dude next cast dude next cast. I've need to reset the gopro. Yo, I'm gonna need the scale for this one.  That was just a four There's a six right there. Look at this guys That's a beautiful bass right there. It's so pretty and healthy. I love catching these fish and that's what we came here for Right there the cast before you can ask lojo is at least four or five pounds It came off crazy and then I was like, yeah, he hit me. He was asking how he hit me and I threw out there and Oh my god next cast next cast boys. Jeez beautiful bass Right there pretty colors living in this grass. True. Let's get him back in the wall You did not get him back in the water Man, I thought you loved bass fishing lojo. Oh faux show. I am gonna have to toss them. Yeah, you gotta clear that grass Yeah Perfect right in the hole. Look at him. Look at him go Oh, yeah, there he goes chilling. All right, brother. Give me some of that. That was sweet. I'm liking the way that panned out Yeah, that was nasty. That's a full water bass right there. Look at that right the top of the mouth Dude, it's like the do you just hear that?  You know what I mean? These aren't this isn't a huge fish like yours was but Frickin aggressive, man. Yeah, just the colors are just awesome on this Florida fish See if we can get something out in the middle you guys are wondering how I'm working this thing I'm I've a majority of my bites today have just came on simply reeling this sucker, you know, nothing Nothing fancy Just a basic straight reel retrieve every once in a while, you know, I'm popping my rod He slams you Uh-oh norms get more bites, but just a state steady steady, uh retrieve right here has what's been working for me So maybe we can put something else together give them a little pop every once in a while Because there might be a fish behind it when you give it that pop they might you know commit and engulf the bait So Because you you'd be surprised how many times there's a fish, you know behind your bait and you just don't know That's why you always kind of give it a little bit of sporadic movement. Let's catch another one All right, I'm just patiently waiting for that bite now Yep, dude my my rod got stuck on my gopro It's so weird Norm's got one Yo, the double up boys. Let's see who's is bigger. Oh norms is bigger No, hey, there we go though. They're sure that's a pretty fish.  What's going on? That's happened to me so many times like an instagram picture Yeah, I was just videoing it first. All right boys. Let's see a release here All right, we got a little jimmy and then jim bob. I almost just fell in the water with Noah's camera Oh, I've got line wrapped around my leg. Okay. We're good. We're good Get norms dinosaur over here Let's go guys. Oh, yeah See you buddy We good job boys so fishy today. I came and get my hands in the water.  That's right two for 11 Oh, no way. Yep. Oh, that's a good one. Uh, he's running at me. Let's get him in You know, we got a little bit of rain. We got some water to cover boys He's a little twinkie But he's not look see what I'm saying even Dude, my finger just went right through the lip. That was the awkwardest thing Someone's caught him. We got to get him back in the water Yeah, you better be after seeing you get hooked. I need to be careful with norm little guy right there. I don't mind See buddy. How you doing, man? Noah. Nice to meet you. How you doing, buddy? Do you guys catch any big ones? Yeah, they hook loja. Listen, I broke off my buzzbait These guys are some supporters of the channel. What's your instagram, man? Parker 383. All right. What's yours? Go give them a follow guys. Hey, I appreciate you guys hooking up my boy. That's awesome And I also appreciate the support and go follow lojo dot fishing as well. Let's see what he tries to do there While you're following Whatever man. Listen, man, I'm a good catch of 10 pounder. I'll catch you later. Lojo Hey, look at that right there. You see that Listen, I'm watching out for you. You got hooked the other day You need any help with it? Um, what's it doing? Well, my problem is I keep getting bird's nest Here let me you want to come here go back over by lojo by this tree Gosh just coming down. It's all on the on the inside on the very bottom of all the wine It's all knotted and I can't get it out. Yeah, it's just so won't cast too much further Thank you. I appreciate it. Thank you.  Um, it's not gonna get you better, man This tree ain't doing it. Son of a god. Let me go My pole is off the ground I really don't care two hours later Or what's my points balance? Make reservation. Did you know the fastest way to book a reservation is online? 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That's perfect, but yeah Okay, if we only have one room left so I can get you guys in The room for only 258 per night with breakfast included or without breakfast only 243 per night Um, let me give you a call right back 14 today. Would you get it booked with me? Um, I should be able hey somebody's calling me real quick.  Definitely not calling that guy back. All right. Can you call that other guy, dude? I'm tired. Just give me a hotel Dude hampton hampton in and suites. So guys what I was trying to say we've been trying to book a hotel for quite a minute We drove to like two or three spots that were actually on a pond It was decently priced and we're like yo, if we could fish from our hotel that'd be just amazing Um, lojo supposedly found something good. We called like three different places and I don't know what was wrong You should have saw where we were going through a minute dollars Hey, is this arbor Hey, this is uh, lauren johnson and um room 406 We just checked in um, so we are all soaking wet And we see that you guys have the dryer downstairs But we don't have any quarters. So what I might have a feed to hot Okay, we have made it back to the hotel soaking freaking wet I haven't put my hat back on because I already know what's gonna happen from there. Lojo in the back right here Just finally got a hotel. We're looking for quite some time I mean How many places we went to probably like three places and then called multiple It just was not going on but finally back at the hotel your hair good. Everything good. Everything's good All right, so what do you think about the fishing today norm? You didn't think I was gonna put that one on you. Oh it dumped on us, man I mean it just started raining out of nowhere I know why when I say this lojo thought I was lying when I said I had bites because I missed so many I never said you were lying. I had I was asked if you were sure I had 15 bites and I caught three fish Out of the 15 bites I had I caught three but couldn't some of them have been like no a rock No, well one was I believe you man It's a good one. It's a tree. So that's why I say well, are you sure that's all Dude, my hair is ridiculous man. What is this going on? Why don't you guys tell me about this man? If you guys enjoyed this video be sure to hit the like button Subscribe if you guys haven't already and I'll catch you guys in the next video We're gonna have a lot of content coming soon. Um, I actually did post this before the part two of the other series I apologize for that. It's kind of wanted to switch it up And um add a little mix to the twist. Does that make any sense? Mix of the twist. 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Good morning, everyone. Thank you for your time at relatively short notice. Again, let me please acknowledge Deputy Commissioner Ross Barnett, just by way of background, as you'll recall, just over two weeks ago on Saturday the 13th of August, Ross and I announced the arrest of a male person for the murder of Daniel Morkham and that that person had been charged with four other related charges. Subsequently, that person has been able to be identified as a result of an order made by the state coroner and has been identified as Brett Peter Cowan. And as you're aware, a search area was established at Biowa. Gained by way of background on Wednesday the 17th of August, a shoe was found at the search scene. On Saturday the 20th of August, a second shoe was found. And Deputy Commissioner Barnett subsequently advised that those shoes are a matching pair and are consistent with the ones that Daniel was wearing when he went missing. Last Sunday, the 21st of August, we advised that human remains in the form of three bones had been located at the search scene. The DNA analysis of those human remains has been conducted and has identified them to be Daniel Morkham. Denise and Bruce have been advised. Bruce, on behalf of the family, has prepared a statement which he's asked me to read out and I'll do that shortly. In a few moments, Mr Barnett will make some comments and then I'll read Bruce's statement and then we'll take whatever questions we can answer from you. There has always been two concurrent aspects to this investigation. And they have been these. Firstly, to determine if there was sufficient evidence to sport charges against any person. That has occurred, of course, and Mr Cowan has been charged. I think it's important at this time to restate the words of the coroner when he made the order identifying Mr Cowan. And the coroner said this, a word of caution. The accused is entitled to a presumption of innocence and every right that would be available to any other citizen charged with a criminal offense. In the Queensland Police Service, we fully recognize that. The matter is now within the criminal justice system and before the courts, as far as Mr Cowan is concerned. And today or for that matter at any other time until this matter has been concluded by the courts, it would not be appropriate for Mr Barnett or I to comment on the case in relation to Mr Cowan. The other concurrent aspect of this, though, has always been defined annual and that has now occurred. Obviously, Bruce and Denise have been advised and our thoughts and condolences are with them at this time. And again, I want to thank and acknowledge Bruce and Denise and the Morgan family, the people involved in the Daniel Morgan Foundation, the community, the media, entities such as crime stoppers and of course, all of our own people in the Queensland Police Service whose combined efforts have brought us to the point where we are today. I'll now hand over to Ross and then I'll read Bruce's statement to you. Thank you, Commissioner. The State Coroner and the Director of Public Prosecutions have both been advised this morning of this development. The search will resume as soon as possible and will continue in an effort to locate further remains and any other item of forensic value to the investigation. We still anticipate that this is going to take a number of weeks at the very least. Forensic testing of the shoes is ongoing and at this time we are unable to provide you with a definitive timeframe of when the results of that testing will be known. Could I just reaffirm that this investigation is ongoing and we again seek any assistance from any member of the public? Any member of the public who has any information that they consider might be relevant to the investigation in any aspect, no matter how small. We would encourage them to contact crime stoppers on 1-800-333-000. Thank you, Commissioner. Yeah, thanks, Ross. And now I'd like to read to you the statement that Bruce has prepared on behalf of the family and it is as follows. Denise, Bruce, Dean and Bradley would like to thank the Queensland Police Service and the State Emergency Service volunteers for their ongoing commitment to maintain the search for Daniel's remains. Today's news is extremely sad for us all and although we knew in our heart that the search area was Daniel's final resting place, the scientific confirmation is still enormously difficult to comprehend. For seven years and nine months, it is that expected shock we have all been waiting for. Bruce and Denise will not be making any media statements today, but plan to do so at 1 p.m. tomorrow at the location of 12 Amarillo Street in Mauritida. That's the conclusion of Bruce's statement. We will endeavour to take questions, but I'm sure that you'll understand that it may not be possible to answer some of the questions you're quite are likely to ask us perhaps. The speculation that the bones have been sent overseas, obviously that didn't happen, in regards to the DNA testing, will you tell us where the bones were tested at John Tong? I'll hand over to Ross to do, he has that specific detail. Yeah, look, the bones were tested at two facilities, both at John Tong and at a laboratory in Adelaide, and the result that we got came from the laboratory in Adelaide. When did the results actually come in? Big pardon. When did you get the results in? Very late last night. On that point, we're very grateful to the forensic scientists who were prepared to put in the very long hours and work over the weekend and late into last night to deliver these results. It was our view that it was inappropriate to make this announcement to anyone very late last night, and it was far better, particularly for the family, to do so this morning. Do you know whether they took DNA from the family's battle and wanted to test it in detail? Look, we do have that information, but I'm not sure, just with indifference to the family, whether we would like to go into that level of detail. Or is it compared against the animal's DNA? Or is it compared against the animal's DNA? Look, the DNA testing and identification process is part of the prosecution process, so we're very limited in what we are able to say at this time, and I'm sure you appreciate why. What can you tell us about the ban that's been impounded by the Lisbon Russell Island? We can confirm that a vehicle has been seized, and it is being considered as part of the investigation process. Beyond that, I'm not able to make any further comment. Can you share how big this is for any question? It's, I think, for all of us in the police department, it's enormously significant. As I said, there are two concurrent aspects to this investigation right from the start. And finding Daniel was one of those two concurrent aspects, and this is an enormously significant result. It's the answer. It's a very sad answer, but it's the answer. Have you spoken to Bruce and... I have, to both today on a number of occasions, and there's a consequence of that, Bruce also prepared the statement that I've just read out to you. Talk about the search. Has it actually resumed today? Would it take some possible, or is it going to be tomorrow? The search of the primary search site won't resume until conditions improve. We hope that'll be within the next couple of days. We are doing a very limited search of some buildings that are on harder ground in the area today, but the actual primary search site, unfortunately, because of the weather, is off limits for another 24, 48 hours. But obviously, we're keen to resume the search as soon as possible. How long will the search go for? Any confident more remains will be found? Well, we're hopeful that more remains and other forensic evidence will be found. We can't be sure, of course, but we are hopeful that it will. As I've indicated, it will be at least several weeks. And look, as long as it takes, we're not going to walk away from that search until we have exhausted absolutely every area of search that we can do. On Tuesday, was Bruce and Denise and the kids when, back out, all of the kids that siblings were taken out to a site for the first time? Was that important for the family? That was Bruce's request, the family's request. They had been in Victoria. Denise's parents were celebrating virtually their combined joint 80th birthday. And of course, we broke the news to them about the finding of the human remains on the Sunday. Bruce came back on Monday and the other family members, Denise and Bradley and Dean, came back on Tuesday. And on Tuesday, indeed, all of Bruce and Denise and Bradley and Dean, accompanied by one of our senior officers, went to the search area. Not to the precise location where things have been found, but a point on a ridge close by where it was possible for them to see the search area. And did they spend 20 months there? I'm not sure of the precise time, but certainly they stayed there for some time. And we think that was important for them. And we were, I guess, pleased to be able to facilitate that visit for them. Have police ever said what bones were found, whether it was like a big bone or an arm bone, something like that? Or was it... We don't feel as though it's appropriate for us to do that at this point in time, out of respect for the family. The bones were examined on last Sunday and identified as human remains. And, of course, as we mentioned, the DNA testing has confirmed that those human remains are those of Daniel Malcolm. How would you describe Bruce and Denise's reaction to hearing the news today? I think their own words would sum that up absolutely accurately. Can I just perhaps restate them? Although we knew in our heart that the search area was Daniel's final resting place, the scientific confirmation is still enormously difficult to comprehend. For seven years and nine months, it is that expected shock we have all been waiting for. So I think there was a certain harshness to this news today for them and it's a very sad day for them. But at least it's the answer. Are you expecting the tests to come back on the shoes to be positive for Daniels? I'd ask Mr. Badnick to comment, but I don't think we sort of want to hypothetically debate what might or might not happen there. Yeah, obviously the ability to get DNA, in particular, out of those shoes is dependent on a whole range of factors, including, obviously, the location, the weather, the passage of time. So all of those things will be influential and we're always hopeful, but you can never be confident. Do you think you're currently searching for buildings? Could you be more specific about that? There are just a couple of outbuildings on a ridge, not far from the primary site, so we're, whilst we can't get down onto the primary site, we're searching some other places of interest to us. Do you feel that there may be remains in those buildings or are those the remains of the buildings? No, I hope I'm not able to comment on that. Mr. Badnick, are you going to the funeral or anything? No, no, we're at the funeral and any, perhaps, possible memorial service, obviously, as a matter for Bruce and Denise, and we will be as supportive of them as we are possibly able to be in terms of anything they wish to do in that area. Obviously, anything in relation to the forensic evidence would have to be something that's done in conjunction with the Director of Public Prosecutions and the State Coroner together with the family. So those things are into the future, of course. Mr. Rissby, perhaps the report of this case was certainly the one case that you wanted to solve before requiring, is this... How would you describe this day for you? I think that for all of us who've been involved in this investigation, and for that matter, the broader police community of all felt quite strongly about this particular investigation. Fortunately, here in Queensland, I think we have a very good and safe quality of life. And when these...when things like this happen, obviously, I think it brings the community together to find answers and find a solution. And I think there's been a marvellous example of community support for the Morecom family that we've seen since this occurred back in December 2003. The desire to resolve this matter was certainly not mine alone. It was something that was shared, I can assure you, within everyone who was involved in the investigation. If there's nothing else then thank you again for your time at Short Notice. And I do appreciate it. If there were any other matters, if you would see Simon, Kelly, and we'll resume in 15 minutes, but we wanted to conclude this aspect now. Thank you.


From Hollywood, the Hollywood Radio Theater. In Breaking the Sound Barrier, ladies and gentlemen, your producer, Mr. Irving Cumming. Greetings from Hollywood, ladies and gentlemen. Last year at the Academy Awards, it came as a surprise to know one that the Oscar for Best Achievement in Sound went to London Films for their magnificent picture, Breaking the Sound Barrier. There is also a love story in this excellent United Artists release. So we have lovely Dorothy Maguire as the young wife who is unsympathetic towards her husband's overpowering obsession to fly faster than sound, and starring as her brilliant but domineering father, that fine actor, Robert Newton. Now, Breaking the Sound Barrier, starring Robert Newton as John Richfield, and Dorothy Maguire as Susan. In England, 1944, the years of conflict have given rise to a tremendous airplane industry in which no name is more distinguished than Richfield Aircraft. It's early evening. Two callers have just arrived at the Richfield mansion. John Richfield's daughter and her new husband. Well, darling, still frightened? Petrified. Hmm, fix a drink for yourself. Father may be a while yet. Riley said he's in the study, meeting with some engineers. Yeah, sure, that's all right. Oh, but of course. Imagine running into Phil Peel. Why didn't you tell me Phil was working for your father? Darling, I didn't even know you knew him. Oh, wait until you meet his wife. Nice, right? Hmm, they don't come any better than Jeff. Tell me again, who was the old boy who showed us around the works the one I thought was your father? Will Sparks, his father's chief designer, sweetest man in the world. Tony, what are you looking at? That photograph on the table. Your brother? Yes. I'm so hard to believe. Chris dead almost a year. It was so unnecessary, Tony. So terribly unnecessary. Darling, please, those accidents happen all the time. You still don't understand, do you? Chris wasn't meant to fly. He knew he wasn't. But surely your father would have understood. Would he? Or would he have called Chris a coward? Sue. Chris was determined to fly for father's sake. He crashed the first tiny solos. I left this house the day after the funeral. You never told me that. Oh, I've seen father in London half a dozen times. But this is the first time I've been home since Chris was... Susan! We're in here, father. Father, this is Tony. Thank you for coming there. Thank you both for coming. Are you here? Yes, sir. You will spend your leave here, of course. It's a very short leave, sir, just a couple of days. Oh, I'm sorry. But I'm very glad to meet you at last, Tony. I must say I'm surprised that Susan's falling for a flyer. Well, time for dinner. Let's go in. You, uh, you like this house, Tony? Yes, sir. It's quite a place. I hope the painting's interest you. There's some of them quite well known. Of course, Susan hates them all. Too old-fashioned.  Now, dearly father. Where she gets her taste from, I don't know. Certainly not from me or her mother. Mother like modern painting very much. Eat your soup, Tony. It's getting cold. Oh, yes, sir. Ah, that is Susan that same sound. What? For years? Same sound? This afternoon, sir, it works. I assumed they were testing something. Oh, we're testing something, all right. You're a member of the family now. I don't suppose it'll do any harm for you to have a look at our little secret. After dinner, we'll drive out to the test bed. Listen. I think that's the most exciting sound they've ever heard. It isn't only the sound that's exciting, Tony Boy. Wait till you see it. Wait till you see it. Now, then, Tony, this is a sort of control room here. Dials and gadgets and whatnot. But what we've been testing, well, that's on the other side of the glass panel. We stand here and we watch. Watch what? I can't see a thing. Turn on the lights, Will. Yes, sir. Well, now you see it. But, but what is it? It's the aircraft engine of the future. Without a propeller? No propeller. Then how does it keep the aircraft in the air? By propulsion. Jet propulsion. Extraordinary. Yes. But like all great inventions, from the wheel to radar, quite simple. Did you say simple? It looks complicated, yes. But the beauty is how little there is orbit and how much power comes out of it. I'll stand back and I'll signal them to turn it off. Oh, here, we'd better wear these. Here? Guards, you'll be grateful for them. This is what you heard at dinner miles away. Ready? Ready? Watch. You wanted to see me, Dad. Sit down. Have some breakfast. Thanks, but I told you I'd wait for her. You're leaving very early, aren't you? I've got to get down to the plow. We'll both be gone before I get back. I wanted to say goodbye. Thank you.  This box. Go on, open it up. Just a model of an aircraft. What about it, Tony? Model 901. It'll be in the air in another six months. Well, prepare us. Speed. The sort of speed we've dreamed about. What's our landing speed? Too high, but we're working on that. Well, goodbye, Tony. It's nice to have you in the family. Thanks. The war's going to be over someday, Tony. You have any plans? A few. A lot will depend on how few feels about them. I want you to know that there's always a job at the ridge for you. Huh? What sort of job? 901, perhaps, and the others to come. You mean test pilot? Something like that. You write to me and let me know. Good luck. Something I can do for you, Mr. Ridgefield. Yes. You can talk to me, Will. Your last orders were to talk to no one and finish my work. Your work is finished. 901's ready for test. Ancient history. I've started on 902, remember? All we need for 901 is the right pilot. And I've got him. Your new son-in-law. Not so new any more. It's been almost a year. But how did you know? Susan and I correspond. We have for years. Then you know that they're coming home. That they're going to live with me. Yes. You'll prove, I guess. I understand he's a fine pilot. No other comments? No other comments, Mr. Ridgefield. I know one will be in very good hands. Thank you, Will. Mr. Ridgefield's waiting for you in his office, and Mr. Sparks wants to see you, too. Now, how was it? She's a beauty, this 901. You take her flat out? No, nothing like it. Oh, pity. I thought perhaps you'd be the first man to get through the sound barrier. Just between us, Will, there ain't no such thing. You ought to check up on your supersonics. Not to mention the comic books. What's so ruddy peculiar about the speed of sound? We all know exactly what it is, don't we? 750 miles broad ground level. Exactly. If we go any slower than that, we can hear ourselves going. If we go faster, we can hear ourselves coming. It's a mere matter of acoustics. See you later, Phil. It's always a piece of cake, isn't it? I think your father was rather pleased. Now, what was your day like? As a matter of fact, pretty good. Tony, I've got the most wonderful news. Not just one good of news, but two diss of news. Well, one's not really quite so wonderful as the other, I'll start with the less wonderful, shall I? Well...  Sir? I think we can have it. It belongs to that fellow Franklin, doesn't it? Yes, but he's leaving. But this place isn't so bad, is it? It's a bit large, of course. But don't you see, darling, if we had a place that really belonged to us... But what about your father?   He'll hate his daughter leaving him, too. Darling, don't you know by now how father and I really feel about each other? I know you don't always see eye to eye. Oh, eye to eye. He's always despised me for not being born a son. Darling. It's true! Just as later on, he despised Chris for not turning out to be the son he wanted. Oh, I can't despise him in return, Tony. You see, I admire him tremendously for what he's done. As for what he is... Well, all I can say is it's best that I should live outside his house. What was the other wonderful piece of news? Oh, that. It'll keep. Later, dear. I'll tell you later. You know what's excellent, Susan. Thank you. Well, I'll tell Charlotte, father. After all, she's the cook. Now then, Tony, where were we? We were talking about... Bappeting, Dad. Were there any other symptoms besides this Bappeting? And I noticed that the controls got hard at Mach 0.85. Not the funny way. What altitude? 18,000, I believe. We are just on the fringe of the problem. What problem, father? Supersonics. The sound barrier? Ah, that's a newspaper phrase. Oh, you mean there isn't a sound barrier? No, no, there's a barrier, all right. It's spread out on either side of the speed of sound, roughly between Mach 0.85 and... Mach? What Mach? Mach was an Austrian scientist. He gave his name to a method of measuring speed. You see, darling, we no longer fly at miles per hour. We fly at Mach numbers. For example, for subsonic speeds, the number is less than one. It's like 0.80. Get it? No, not at all. And for supersonic speeds, we could say that the Mach reading is, well, 1.33. But what makes a barrier? Is it sound? Well, it's a sort of combination. It's air. There is a limit to the speed at which air itself can move out of the way of the projector. Limit? What limit? Speed of sound. 750 miles an hour. Or what we call Mach 1. At Mach 1, the air no longer can move out of the way. But why not? Because air just cannot move that fast. We believe that it piles up, that it forms a sort of barrier. Now, we don't exactly know what would happen to an aircraft in these conditions. No one in the world really knows. This morning, Tony flew close to the speed of sound. He approached that barrier. And that buffeting you were talking about, you mean the plane actually was being tossed around? Looks so grim, darling, just a bounce or two. But if you were happy at the speed of sound... Ah, yes. But some say that at the speed of sound, a plane would go out of control. Others say that it may break up altogether. But I don't believe it. I believe that with the right aircraft and the right man, we can force our way through this barrier and once through there is a world, a whole new world with speeds of 1,500 to 2,000 miles an hour within the grasp of man. And Tony here may be the first to see that new world. Why, Tony? Because he's the best pilot I know for the job. Hmm, meanwhile the Americans may beat us to it. Yes, they may. But we are two years ahead in jet engine development. I think it's between ourselves and Vickers and the Havel. I was talking to Will Sparks, Dad. He wants a name for 902. Any ideas? Yes. Flometheus. Flometheus? Who was he? He was a Greek god. He stole fire from Heaven. Oh, yes. He came to a sticky end, didn't he? He did. But the world got fire. How long before I can have a crack at this thing, Dad? Not long. But you've got a bit of homework to do first. You'll find some books upstairs in the observatory. Go out if you like. Thanks. I will. I'll be with you in a minute. How's the new telescope working, Father? Oh, it's good, but it might be better. Father, answer me a question, will you? Well? Is the ability to travel at 2,000 miles an hour going to be a blessing to the human race? Well, I should say that's up to the human race. As a number of it, I can't feel unduly optimistic. In fact, if that's all that lies beyond this barrier, what purpose is there in risking lives to pierce it? Well, I could talk about national security beating the potential enemy bomber, or flying to New York in two hours. But that's not the real point. The real point is that it's just got to be done. What purpose did Scott have in going to the South Pole? I wish I knew. By the way, Susan, Franklin tells me that you've been looking at his house. Yes. I've made him an offer on it. That house isn't suitable either for my daughter or my chief tester. Franklin won't accept your offer. How do you know? Well, my dear Susan, Mr. Franklin likes his present job very much, and I've no doubt at all he's quite anxious to keep it. Thank you, Father. Make a friend and you make an ally. There's a thought for you to keep in mind as many another American has. G.J. Watermull, a naturalized United States citizen, has done much to bring the fruits of democracy to his native country, India. As one of Hawaii's most successful merchants, Watermull, with his American wife, established the Watermull Foundation over 15 years ago to bring Indian students to America. The first year, they offered 14 fellowships paid for the student's passage to the United States and their tuition at the University of the Candidate's Choice and gave them $150 a month for two years' living expenses. Since the foundation was begun, industries all over America have offered their services to the Watermulls and helping Indians learn modern techniques in pediatrics, the control of epidemics, food canning, and the building of machinery. Through the years, the Watermulls have expanded their program to sponsor and exchange goodwill ambassadors between the United States and India. We should be especially proud of G.J. Watermull, who, as an American citizen, has proven to peoples of two nations that by helping others, you help your country. Now our producer, Mr. Cummings. Act two of Breaking the Sound Barrier starring Dorothy McGuire as Susan and Robert Newton as John Richfield with Lamont Johnson as Tony. It's the same night, hours later, but only now has Tony put aside the books on supersonic and turned out the light. Tony? It's you. I thought you were asleep long ago. Oh, I've just been thinking a little. For one thing, darling, about Mr. Franklin's house, I bet the field would just love that house, Tony, Justin Thiel. You change your mind about it? In a way. They're such nice people. Do you think Thiel could afford it? I think so. He's a good pilot, Thiel. I'll be due for a reason. Good. I'll tell Jess about it in the morning. Tony, if I should ask you something, will you try not to use PCK talk for a moment? I'll try not to. Well, I did go see the doctor this morning. You? When? End of December. Oh, darling. Oh, darling. Oh, how very clever of you. You'll save money on a little birthday present. Certainly not. Even if you arrive on Christmas Day, you'll still get too lost. That's right, darling. Say he. A psychologist, Jeff, I know. Is there something in there, Thiel? Tony, it must be you. Is there? The new plane, the sound barrier. Must it be you? Yes, darling. And please, must. Couldn't someone else? No. It's all mine now. Oh, I promised myself when you took this job. I'd never nag you about it. And really, I wouldn't mind if you'd just gone on testing planes. But I find now I'm married not only to a test pilot, but an explorer as well. A bit unfair, Tony. Really, it is. Darling, I hate it. You owe it to him now, too. I know I do. I gotta sleep. You two need your rest.  I know you're busy. Come in, Tony boy. Come in. Problem? I don't know, Wayne. I, uh... I just heard about Jeffery de Havilland. Yes, pity. Great pity. Just what did you hear, Tony? Not very much. He was killed when his jet plane exploded. They know what happened? No, they'll never know. What speed was he making? The faster she had achieved anywhere on Earth. The plane disintegrated. There's nothing left to tell. He must've had something. He hit the speed of sound. Well, Tony, it looks as if I might've been wrong that you can't get through this sound barrier. That was a great aircraft flown by a great pilot. Yes, I know. Well, do we go on or do we stop? That's... For you to decide, isn't it? Yes, I suppose it is. I wanted to know how you feel about it. Could we get the full report on de Havilland's accident? I've already requested it. If I could look at that, it might help us. Well, see you at home, Dad. You? Ready, darling? Jenna's waiting, so is your father. That's enormous, Tony. I've been waiting for you to mention it first. Mention? Okay. Jeffery de Havilland's been killed. Yes. He was killed doing exactly the sort of thing you're going to do. Well, no, not exactly de Havilland. It's quite possible you know that we've got a better aircraft. You really believe that? You. I had better say it at once. I am going on with this. Why, Tony? I just feel it's got to be done, that's all. By you? Yes, by me. Was he married? I believe he was. Is there anything I can say that will stop you, Tony? No, Sue, nothing. Don't you see, I can't let them down now. Let them down? Is there any thought in your mind of letting me down? For the baby? Sue. If only I could understand, Tony. But I can't, you see. I can only see a great wall in the sky, strong enough to smash an aircraft to pieces. And beyond it, nothing. Nothing at all. Sue, I have meant to speak to Dad and ask him whether I might give up the job, but don't you see what he has felt about me if I had? I've heard those words before, Tony. My brother said them to me the night before he was killed. He was also afraid that father might think he was a coward. It's not that. I simply don't want him to think I'm racking on a job because someone else got killed doing it. Why don't we go downstairs? I can't face him tonight. I can't. Darling. Oh, no, just leave me alone, Tony. Please. Leave me alone. Well, where's Susan? She's not feeling very well. Lieing down, I believe. You know, when I first started flying, some people, religious people, thought what we were doing was wrong. They thought we were breaking the law of nature. Sounds ridiculous, of course, but they used to say that if God had meant us to fly, he'd have given us wings. Well, this sound barrier, people might feel again that God put it there for his own good purposes. But it cannot be broken. And it would be wrong to try. Now, I wouldn't blame anyone who believed that. I wouldn't blame them at all. Do you believe that, Tony? No. No, I don't. Well, we may as well have dinner. I'll have Riley bring a tray to soothe. Thank you. Come on in. Hello, Jess. I hope I'm not disturbing you. I've been shopping and just thought I'd stop by. Jess, I wanted to speak to Philip rather urgently. Is he home? No, but he'll be back quite soon, I expect. Was this Tony just now flying over our head? Yes, I imagine it was. That's the new one, Jess. 902 for me, she makes enough noise, doesn't it? Well, we finally got our furniture arranged. How do you like it? Oh, Jess, it's lovely. You know this is the house I set my heart on, don't you?  I just did. Oh, here's Phil now. Oh, dear, I haven't even got the chops in the oven yet. Excuse me. Hello, darling. What's your rush? Kitchen. Hello, Phil. I was passing by and I thought perhaps... Well, it was a fine thought. Now, come on, come and sit down. Tony said you took the Prometheus up yesterday. How was it? Wonderful. Oh, why does everyone I'm fond of have to be a test pilot? Why can't they sit in offices like the rest of humanity? The rest of humanity doesn't know what it's missing. When Tony's lying these days, I try to go to the cinema. You can't hear the sound of the plane so clearly in there. Phil, how does Jess feel about all this? Well, I think she accepts it just as a job like any other. I wish I were like Jess. I'm not that brave, I'm afraid. Wait a minute. You have the baby. You'll forget all about it. That's what Tony says. When is he testing the Prometheus at full speed? I don't know. I think you do. But perhaps it's best you shouldn't tell me. What is he doing with it now? You're just a routine flight. Same for lunch, aren't you? You have me. I'd like to very much. She's saying for lunch, Jess. Well, of course. I mustn't worry, you know. There's no better pilot in the country than Tony. Phil, I believe that to have courage, one that's also have understanding, is only I could understand the purpose of it. You know, I don't think that sort of understanding comes from up here at all. Now come on, cheer up, Mr. Phil. What sort of night tan is an astronomer's dream about? Clear and sharp and a million stars. Is that a scope in focus? Yes. Take a look up there. What would I see? A galaxy of Andromeda. How far away is it? Oh, about 700,000 light-years. You mean what I'm seeing now is the way this galaxy looks 700,000 years ago? That's right. But then I'm looking into the past, aren't I? In a manner of speaking. Is there a way of looking into the future? Yes. How? Through the telescope. What you see there is past, present and future, all in one. The process of continuous creation.  No beginning and no end. Yes. You can see into the future out there, all right. This observatory. It's a wonderful hobby, isn't it? Mm, far as the time. You never knew Christopher, did you? Yes, sir. Susan blames me for his death. I just wondered if you blame me, too. You can tell me the truth. Do you blame me, Tony? No. Well, good night, Tony boy. And about tomorrow, a full test? Yes. I was speaking with Will Sparks. He opposed the full test. Well, what is too much, don't you think? He said something about the plane still being nose-heavy. Oh, little, I suppose. It's about much, I know. But I told well I can correct that. Good. Happy landings, Tony.  Tony? Oh, sorry, darling. Later, now. I've been up gassing with the old man. Now you're flying tomorrow, again? It just seems we'll bumble around. At what time? At eight o'clock. I'll see that film at the palace. Looks like it'd go with you. It's quite good, I hear. Darling. Yes? About the baby. Do you mind if we call him John? I think I do. Good night. My love. What? Well, I didn't meet you ten years ago. Why? I've had ten years longer of being married to you. Oh, Tony. Ridgefield Tower. This is Glass Jar 1-0. Ridgefield Tower from Glass Jar 1-0. Come in, please. This is Ridgefield Tower. Go ahead. Tell Mrs. Ridgefield that I'm going up to 40,000. Tell old Will to... Roger, 1-0. They're both here in the tower. I might have known it. But I'd try our first at a marked number of about 0.9596. Roger. Coming in over the field now. At a certain level, 30,000 feet, conditions pretty near perfect. I've got another 10 to climb. Out. Straighten level. Outside air temperature, 50 below zero. Rebs, 12.5. ASI, 380 knots. There we go. Okay, we're out of it. At that speed, nothing serious. Everything normal apart from nosing down. I tried again. I hit 40,000 again for full go. 1-0 over. Tony. Something did happen all in order. But of course I corrected. I told you I was timing game in time. Okay, 40,000 straighten level. Hang on a minute now. There we go. In to dive. Very badly now. The control depth is fine. I can't... Hold up. Your father, he told you? No, Phil told me. He came after me. I was at the cinema. I could hear the plane when he took off. What are they doing over there? The wreckage. It's got to be cleared. I want to see. No, there's nothing to see. Just a great hall in here. My father. Is he here now? No, he was here. Well, now the boy's gone now. Oh, well. Well, well. I don't know what to say to you, Susie. I don't know what to say. I don't know where this went wrong. I can't further miss. Because I've got too old to be designing aircraft. What are you going to do? I don't know. I hadn't thought. I must go somewhere. No, Susie. Please don't. I'm thinking of your father. I know how things are between you, but don't leave him alone now. Not for a bit, do you think? I'm going now, Will. Don't blame yourself. Tony knew he was up against something he couldn't beat. Did he take you home? No. Not home. We'll see. No. No, I never want to see him again. Here's a story that has sort of a special tug at the heart when you hear it. An American soldier with a camera spotted a cute little Japanese boy playing outside the family home in northern Japan. He asked him to pose, and the boy did. The soldier went his way. One month later, tragedy struck at the household.  His father realizing that there was not even a recent snapshot to remember his son by, remembered the passing serviceman, and he asked the United States Army for a copy of the picture. Ordinarily, that would seem like a pretty hopeless task to find among all the Army's picture-taking soldiers the one guy who'd taken that picture, but one man set out to do just that, VFC Stephen Tool of the 19th Infantry Public Information Office. He wrote letters. He broadcast over the radio searched Army records. Eventually, halfway around the world, he traced Sergeant Leroy McElvane in a little Kansas town. Yes, the sergeant had been in Japan during that time. Yes, his hobby was photography. Yes, he had pictures of little Japanese boys, some 4,500 of them. Pains-takingly, he searched through them, and he found the right one, the one that could make a grieving family just a little bit happier. This is a story that that community in northern Japan will not soon forget. Such acts by you and your friends today are shaping our world of tomorrow. Identification. The curtain rises on Act 3 of Breaking the Sound Barrier, starring Robert Newton as John Ridgefield and Dorothy McGuire as Susan, with Michael Pate as Philip. Three months have gone by, but Susan has not returned to our father's house, not even after the birth of a child. She's been living with her friends, Phil and Jaspeel, and now on a Sunday afternoon, she has a visitor. Thank you for letting me see him, Sue. He's a fine baby. You named him Tony? No, John. It's what Tony wanted, Father. Isn't he beautiful, Sir John?  It is Sir John now, isn't it? Congratulations. It's quite a surprise. I hear the new airline is a great success. Well, we hope so. You've been telling me that you've built a new Prometheus, too. Yes, yes, we have. It's too good an aircraft to lose. But it failed. Will Fox told me himself. It failed. It wasn't the aircraft that failed. We failed. Will and I, Tony, all of us. The only difference being that Tony is dead. Goodbye, Sue. Goodbye, Father. If you'll walk out of the car with me, Phillip. Do you mind? Not at all, sir. Thank you. Phillip, I've decided to promote you. Chief, yes, Father. Thank you, sir. I'm very grateful. I want you to take out the new Prometheus every day for the next few weeks. Get used to her. Right. Well, goodbye, and thank you for allowing me to call. Oh, and Phillip? Sir? Not above match 9-0 until further orders. Your father's visit. But then I knew you would. I'm going to leave, Jeff. I think I've got that flat in London. Oh, now why this all of a sudden? I don't want my son to go up at Bridgefield in the shadow of his grandfather. Sue. Well, it'll be a while yet. Two or three weeks, I suppose. We'll miss you terribly. But surely you could find something a little nearer here. No. I don't want to be near him. You've been very good to me, Jeff. You and Theo. Thank you for everything. Well, just sit and stare. I'm thinking. Thinking of the new ship and what's to prevent it from crashing into the earth. Oh, cheerful old toad, aren't you? Well, seriously. Is it possible that at the speed of sound the controls are reversed? The speed of sound, I suppose, anything's possible. Why? Well, once during the war I put a spitfire under a flat-out dive. For no particular reason, just useful high spirits. I think now that I hit the sound barrier I remember that the more I pulled on the stick the harder the nose went down. Well, the same thing happened to me this morning. You're not supposed to do a high mock number. I know, I know, but I did. Both times I had the feeling that if I'd had the guts to push the stick forward instead of pulling back I could have come out without having to lose speed. Now what do you think? There's nothing in the books to suggest for one second anything. Once there were books that said the earth was flat. Yes. Yes, he's here. I'll tell him. For you, Bridgefield. I wanted in his office right away. I wonder what I've done this time. You used to steal your hours late for lunch. I had to see the old man. Oh, Phil, then you got it. Got what? For the raise, of course. Oh, you lasted. I forgot to ask him. I'm still beside her. Oh, really? What a husband. Now get out of my kitchen. I'll have your lunch in five minutes, Phil. Hello, Sue. How is the baby? This, uh, here you tell Jess you saw my father. Uh, yes. But did he want? You won't tell Jess, will you? No. He asked me to take the Prometheus out and reproduce exactly the conditions under which Tony crashed. Oh, could I have the bread, please? At the same speed. As fast as possible. Uh, the bread. Thanks. When? Tomorrow. Are you going to do it? It's not an order. I don't have to do it, Sue, but I must. Why must you? Well, I only know that if I don't, I never want to fly again. Well, I hope it isn't done to death, but we do have lunch around here at one. Well, it looks simply lovely. What is it? Fancy you're forgetting to ask for a raise. Oh, I shouldn't worry about it. Jess, it'll come through. Well, then it's safe to buy a new linoleum for the kitchen. Mm-hmm. Oh, thanks, darling. Really, you're quite bright, aren't you? Hello. Will, come in. Come in. What's this I hear about tomorrow? What tests for the Prometheus? All of them. Everything. Wasn't tourney enough for you? We learned a lot from Tony's craft. Just enough to know that to fly at the speed of sound is death. Haven't you ever heard of a pilotless aircraft? This problem can't be solved with pilotless aircraft. Not for years, anyway. What are a few years, one way or another? Important to me. I may not have so many of them. You've been knighted? What are you out to now? A peerage? You better get out, Will. I'm sorry for you, sir John. I don't know what evil it is for teaching you up, but it can't make life any too happy for you. We'll run the test tomorrow as scheduled. Good evening, Father. Good evening. You don't often give me the pleasure of seeing you these days. How's my grandson? He's very well. Good. You probably know why I've come to see you. Do I? Please, put off the test, Father. No. You're prepared to let still go the way of Tony. Well, we don't know the way of Tony. That's Philip's job tomorrow to find out how Tony was killed. And Tony was finding out how Jeffrey de Havilland was killed. And another pilot will be given the job of finding out how Phil was killed. And each time we'll learn a little bit more. So that one day in the distant future, Ridgefield will build an airliner that will go to New York in three hours. Two hours. And Ridgefield's shares will go up and up and up. My dear Sue, what kind of a man do you think I am? I don't know. I really don't know. What sort of a man with two deaths and his conscience could risk burdening it with a third? A man whose only human feeling is a passionate worship for a great pile of bricks and mortar called Ridgefield. If you were to tell me that only giving up Ridgefield and going back to where I started, I could find out what happens to an aircraft at the speed of sound. I'd say, all right, Sue, and my girl, it's a deal. I don't believe that. You make imaginary sacrifices for yourself. But it's other people's lives you really sacrifice. Do you think I felt nothing of Tony's death? What else can I think? Our ways are different in so many ways, Sue. I expect our ways of feeling grief are different, too. I don't suppose that you have anything more to say to me. Yes, I have. I'm taking John to live in London. Oh, indeed. You want me to think of you as a man with a vision. But that vision has killed both my husband and my brother.  There are evil visions as well as good ones, Father. Goodbye. You sound surprised, Father. I am. I rather thought you'd already left for London. If I'd been a train, I would have left. There's one this afternoon. I do thank you for coming here. After our little talk last night, I didn't think you would. I can't imagine why you sent for me. At first, I thought you'd call the test off after all. But that was very foolish of me, wasn't it? That's still up there now, isn't it? Yes. Usually I go to the tower. But I can listen to what he has to say here just as well.  And that's all you wanted to say? Good schools are not to a penny. You've got to think. Surely there's plenty of time. One for the tower, whether this is ideal. I'm going to make my first run level at full throttle. Still climbing. Susan, where are you going? Up to the window. I'm being silly again, aren't I? Thinking I could see enough. Leveling out now. Forty thousand. All right, all set. Sorry, Father. I can't take any more. No, no, don't go. Stay and talk. Don't leave me alone. One for the tower, still at Forty thousand. That speech is quite controllable. There was a slight thought, wing drop, nothing serious. Then have to use strimmer, J.P.T. now normal. What were we talking about? Oh yes, it was about schools, wasn't it? Yes. I'm starting my second run, 35 degrees.  Can it, can it? I shouldn't have said that. It's a terrible thing to make a man die of everything he's ever lived for. If I've killed them both to nothing, it can't be true. Can it, can it? I'm not sure that I know. Father, do you hear me? It's all right. You won't tell anyone what happened in this office this afternoon. Do you think I would? Tower, I'd better get over this. Come in. Just what in the world are you? Oh good, I finally found you. Darling, I've been all over searching for you. Now what are you doing? I'm looking for my person. Will you please shut that door? Fine, talk. Yes, I just landed. I think I may have done it just broken through the barrier. Oh, well that's nice. You see, I simply had to find you because, well look, cheers to the nollium sample. Nations are having a very big special on the pattern, but if I don't... Now look, darling, I just... Well the point is, Phil, if we don't make up our minds, by tomorrow we'll have to pay the regular price. Oh darling, you do like the color, don't you? Yes, it's lovely, dear. It's quite fine. I'm looking at it. Oh Phil, will you please pay attention? I'm sorry, yes, it's fine. I'm... Oh good, that's lovely. Sorry I have to rush, but they closed soon, you know. Bye, darling, see you at home. Come in, father. I thought I heard a car. Raleigh said we'd find you up here. At the telescope, he said as usual. Let me see the baby. Maybe now. He's practically... He has a look of Tony. All right. What's this, father? Just a photograph of the moon. Oh, I never knew it could look so unfriendly. It's an unfriendly universe. Do you believe that? Unfriendly only because it's unconscious of our existence. That's a depressing conception. It doesn't depress me. In our fights with the universe it gives us clear samples. Must it always be a fight? Yes, I think it must. It wasn't the nothing that we've been given so many weapons to fight with. Such as? Imagination for one thing. Some people call vision, don't they? I wish you'd told me. Tell you what? How alone you must have been. Even Will has more imagination than I. You may need to be. I'm going to put John to bed. He's no right to be about as late as this.  The car's gone, father. We'd come home. Excuse me. Yes. Now Mr. Cummings with our star. And here they offer a curtain call. Dorothy McGuire and Robert Newton. And now I think it's your play the next week. Stick to the American or does it have a U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. U.S. Good night, and thanks for a wonderful evening.


got something on kind of heavy on the heart right now. So some of you may know this, some of you may not, but I was, I've had multiple head injuries when I was a kid and when I was young, I was a very aggressive athlete and I did a lot of crazy things.  So if you know anybody that's had an injury to the head, can test or, and there's all different difficulties of this, but I share this with them because it was quite interesting. And I know that most people out there actually don't do, let's call it rehab or they don't do therapy for their brains, most people just don't do it. I'm less unfortunate that I was exposed to what to do, especially for my particular injury. And I do a lot of other things that support brain health, which is really important. I have protocols and systems in place, but about three weeks ago, we got my, or about a month and a half ago, we got COVID and then I come out of COVID, I actually felt like mentally felt great. I shaved, yes guys, hey, oh, I forgot to tell you all, I did shave. So if I look different and you're, if you're new to me, I look different. I shaved, I feel way better with shaved and I wasn't liking it. But what happened was we come out of COVID, I actually felt mentally really good during COVID. Physically, I felt sick, but I did a lot of stuff. I was able to be outside, I was just, it's like maybe I had permission to relax and be good and be kind of, what's up Barbara Hickson, how are you? And so it was really interesting, and I'll talk about brain, a little bit of brain injuries a little bit later, but what was really interesting is coming out of COVID, about four or five days later, I started feeling really anxious. I was having a hard time catching my breath and if you get to know my background, I know a lot about brain and a lot about neurotransmitters and emotions and anxiety and like I've studied this extensively and I have a lot of different, I mean, the assets that I use to kind of get my brain under control and under track and I follow very specific protocols. I drink certain products. I do all these things to help my brain out and I just felt more and more sideways and April, my wife knows this and so we were kind of investigating more. I also have an autoimmune condition, so like we didn't know if I was having a flare up. We just didn't know, but I was just like having this hard time. And of course, if you get to meet me and see me on live, I just go, go, go, go, go and nothing's gonna stop, right? But there's always this underlying thing.  I am very blessed to work with a doctor and he's probably one of the leading doctors in the world of brain and injuries. Also, he specializes in autoimmune stuff, so his name is Dr. Jitthi Drazian. And if you ever Google him, the guy's a stud and very fortunate and blessed that he gets to be my doctor and the resources to work with him. And we get through our session today and I don't see him very often, by the way. We're actually working on a whole other project of my health and I just go, you know, I've been really noticed that I've been really anxious and I've been really just not feeling like me. So keep in mind, this is three weeks later, right? This is three weeks after I started feeling the symptoms and it was, and I feel, I can just figure it out. I met y'all, I'm trying to meditate. People are like, doesn't need to relax more. You need to sleep more. And I'm doing all those things. We're trying to find quiet time. And what was really interesting three weeks later, he goes to me, he goes, how's your sensitivity to light then? And if you don't know this, I started working with him a couple of years ago and I ever since I've been working with him, I don't have to wear sunglasses anymore or rarely ever after wear them. And I used to wear them 24 seven. For 20 years I wore sunglasses even inside my eyes were really sensitive to light. Since I started working with him, I didn't have to. And he goes, how's your sensitivity to light? I go, well, you know, it's not that bad. I go, you know, and then I'm sitting there thinking I'm like, my sunglasses are in my car, right? They're actually in my car. My sunglasses, ever since I've been working with him, my sunglasses, they don't even go in my car. They stay in the house and I rarely ever use them but they're in my car. So that tells me that I started using them without actually being aware that I needed them again. And it was really, yes, Lindell's, I shaved her off. And so then he goes, well, have you had any sound sensitivities? And I'm like, oh yeah, I have. I go, I literally, when my son, he's six and a half, almost seven years old, recently it's like, I'm like, are you always screaming? Like, can you just be quiet? Like you're just talking and he's just, it's like piercing my ears and I'm about ready to, and April's like, Dustin has a headache, Papa has a headache, like, can you be quiet? That's what she's saying to me, but it's not a headache. It's like, I'm like, I wanna just scream. It like pierces my whole core when he gets loud. And I'm like, that's not me, right? Yes, beer is gone, Melanie, the beer is gone. I should have talked about my beard, not my head injury. So long story short, I have an exercise. It's primarily one, there's two main exercises but there's one that I do regularly. And what I realize is I stopped doing it. And so, and it's funny how we do things that we know that are good for us and then for whatever we stop. And most of the time we stop because we actually feel maybe better. And just like, it's like outside out of mind, we're not thinking about it. So this exercise that I have is a really, really simple exercise. It's basically colored dots on YouTube and it's colored dots. And all I have to do is stare at the dots and I focus on the dots for four or five seconds and then I shut my eyes and I try to keep seeing the dot. That's it. And it's about four and a half minutes long. So I started doing it this morning. I had my appointment, I've done it three times now. And it's absurd in only five hours how much different I feel. Like my stress on my neck is way less. I'm way less, I come home after working out and it's like, I'm just not, I'm not getting amped up. And it was really eye-opened to me. So what I'm saying in this is that I know what to do. I shouldn't ever stop doing them. I know that. Like I'm the coach, right? And the reality is, is I just got away from it. It just out of sight out of mind. It's like, I need to program myself.  And he goes, if you get overstressed, maybe it was COVID sickness and just stressed my body out. Maybe it was just the time, maybe it was me stopping the exercise. But whatever happened, it triggered and that part of my brain gets overwhelmed. When it gets overwhelmed, it impacts my light sensitivity, it impacts my hearing. And then I start getting anxious and I wanna scream a lot, right? And I'm very aware of this, so I try to control it. But for three weeks, I'm trying to control it. April and I are trying to like keep me in good places. And I'm sitting there thinking like, I've worked on this for 20 years. I know nutrition and health really well. I'm doing everything I can to set my brain up to be in the best place possible. I even know the exercises to do.  And yet my left side of my body is not, I don't have the same awareness that I do the right. So for me, this is like, if somebody has a stroke, right? They are not as connected to their left side of their body. Well, my brain injury when I had, it disconnects my left side. So like, when I shut my eyes, I think my hand's here, but it's really here. And that leads, when I get older, that leads to a lot of future injuries. So I have to shut my eyes and constantly focus on these different areas of my body so that I can keep that proprioception up. So I keep, and by doing that, I'm triggering the part of my brain that was injured and I'm strengthening it. So it's constant practice, right? I know how to do all these things, but I'm sitting there thinking that they did a study with soccer players and out of 130 players, the 112 of them already had underlying CT, like low impact damage, let's call it, or issues in the brain. Out of 113, 112 had them. So you think about that. And that was just from heading a ball primarily, just heading the ball. Guess what, they're only 12 years old. That's all of these individuals were. So I know a lot of high level athletes. I know a lot of people that have been in car accidents. I know a lot of people that have been injuries or fall or whatever it is. And I'm sitting there thinking like, I know what to do. And I notice like to go through three weeks of this. And I'm still missing it. Cause when you're in it, I can't see on the outside and be objective. Like I'm in it, I'm trying to like, what's wrong? What's not right? Something's right. And I'm telling April this, I go, something's off. So I'm literally, I actually, we just today, we wrote down the, I have four main things in my life and my health that are really big factors. I was dealt with some really good genetics. Yeah. So I'm like, I'm genetically, I got some stuff, right? That's okay. It's just the way I am. But there's four main factors that I have going on that could be any one of the time could be a major trigger for me. And so I have, I'm literally have her write them down. So when she sees me kind of out of sorts a little bit, she can literally go, is it one of these four? Do the, do this, do this, do this, do this. Because when I got in it, I couldn't see out to the other side. I couldn't see, I couldn't see that exercise that I've been doing for two and a half years that's been helping me not have to wear sunglasses. That didn't even come to my mind to do. I had to have an appointment. I just happened to have an appointment with my doctor and it was today. I just happened to have that appointment and I just happened to bring up that question, which I didn't think he would, I didn't, I thought it was more of an emotional thing. I thought it was more of a Mitch thing. Like I got to sit down and meditate. I need to go to a counselor. I already see a counselor, right? I thought it was that. And he's like, just go do more of your exercises because he didn't even know I stopped doing them. And I'm like, oh my God, I stopped doing them. Like, what was I even thinking? So my whole point of saying and rambling about this is that number one, I'm like everybody else, I'm human and I make big mistakes. I know what to do and I don't always do it. So you right now maybe know what you need to do in your health journey. You're just not doing it. Give yourself a break, but then go do it when you've been woken to what you need to do. And don't stop because you feel good. Keep going because you feel good. Then that's actually a pretty good quote. Don't stop because you feel good. Keep going because you feel good. That makes sense. And then if you're working with somebody, you know somebody that has an injury to their skull or to their mullin, be really patient with them because what I can tell you is right now is that like I have a lot of control over what I think and do. I'm very aware of it. I'm very disciplined. I work on myself constantly. And I'm most of the people that I know that have challenged with a situation like me. I played a lot of football as a Marine and that's not where my worst head injury come from. My worst head injury came from sledding down a hill on a sled. That's where the worst one came. Now it was number like 12 or number 11 of my major injuries to my head, but that was the big one. That was the big one was sledding down a hill. I wasn't playing football.  And it could be you riding with your kids and tipping over on a bike and just getting hit the wrong way. But that was the big one. So if you know something that has that challenge, just be patient with them because what I can tell you when Dr. Ducrosian told me, he's like, listen to us and he goes, we rehab our whole body all the time when you get injured. Lynn's on here and she had to do rehab when she had her hips done. But we have a brain injury and there isn't a rehab. You go home. And but that area of the brain gets weakened. It gets atrophied. It lacks information. It's struggling. And if you overwhelm that area that's struggling, it causes a lot of emotional outbursts. When I was sitting in his office, he did a few things. I mean, and they were simple things, like blow air in this ear. And I'm literally like drooling on the seat. I couldn't even keep myself sitting upright. All I do is blew air into my ear and he's triggering certain parts of my brain. He took a red sheet, like a red and white wears wall-dose sheet kind of thing and he moved it across my eyes. And I fricking lost it. I wanted to smash him in the face. Like I literally got raging angry. And he calming me down. And what he was doing, he was triggering certain parts of my brain. He was testing, because I have a lot of sensory, emotional, like motion.  And these are the emotions I go through when this area gets overwhelmed and gets triggered. He goes, we want to do strength in the area so it can handle those things. But also know that 20 years without strength in it, it's going to take time or we may never get it fully back, but at least you have tools to help keep it from falling way back so they can get overwhelmed by these things.  And I mean, I was wrecked for the whole day. Like it literally just, it was, it whacked my brain out. And so then I had to go back and try to get everything calmed back down. So if you're ever working with somebody that's going through all those things, just know that it's more, I spent a lot of time, I'm just saying that again, I spent a lot of time in this meditating state and mindset and working on motions and all these things. And when there's an injury, there's an injury and not that you should stop working on those things but just keep in mind that sometimes it affects an area that you almost can't control. It's a primitive thing that goes on. And so just know that there are doctors out there that do work in that area, so find one. By one piece of tip though, there's a lot of brain doctors out there now and be careful with somebody that's had a brain injury is that more isn't better. The exercise he has me do are very basic. He goes, if you can't master this, all the other stuff will probably stress you out.  I wanted to go, I'm gonna do this, I'm gonna do this, what about this stuff? What about these scans? What about all this imaging to the brain and everything else? I'm like, I wanna go to the end. I wanna make it as strong as possible. He goes, you gotta get the foundation set. And he goes, he goes, you gotta a few years. You need to really master these. And once you do that, then those other things can be a positive. Otherwise, most likely you're gonna strengthen the strong purse, you're gonna keep the week part week.  So I thought it was really valuable advice because sometimes it's, we can get excited to go to the extremes. But with that said then, I just wanted to share that with you all because it was an emotional day because it's like, I know better, know better. And it was like I got slapped in the face by my doctor. And this is the second time he slapped me. He slapped me in June and he slapped me again today. And by just being wise, by being smart, by being in my medical school and researching brain and how the brain works. I understand the immune system, how the immune system works. And he just was able to share that light with me, that information with me so that I can make that decisions for me. Hopefully that maybe can impact somebody else and help somebody else, maybe if you're a care provider for somebody that's had an injury and you can't.  Well, you know what? Honestly, I've been asked a lot of times and I feel like I don't even feel like me. Like I didn't feel like, I'm like, I don't know why.  But the reality was is that things were just are squirrely sometimes. And fortunately my wife and I were open to talking about this so that she can see it and tries to catch it when I can't. And it's nice to have somebody that is doing that. And she has a lot to learn. I mean, cause she didn't know me from before I started fixing a lot of these things. She only knows me than now. She's kind of confused. She didn't see the transformations that I've had to make. And so she's trying to catch up on it. And I'm very fortunate that I can articulate that to her. Which unfortunately a lot of people that have had injuries don't think about it. Maybe they're a badge of honor. You know, I got 19 concussions when I play football like you're tough. Well, unfortunately that might not be a positive thing. And that might be why you're going through some stuff. And so anyway, I gotta go. Appreciate y'all for chiming in and listening in. Yes, just once again, I did shave my beard. And I probably won't grow another one. Maybe April said once a year, once a month. So maybe I'll do that. Probably should have did it for November but she's like, we take Christmas pictures around November. I don't want you with a beard. I'm like, I can't win. I just can't win here. So hopefully that was helpful and stay healthy y'all. Cheers.