take the headphones off. Let's make sure we're live and we are live. Hi everyone, this is Chichou. Welcome to another live stream. Today is November 13th, Wednesday, 6.30 pm PST, a specific place close to my time. And what we're doing today is an open discussion on relationships, the do's and don'ts of human interaction. We've done a few of these in the past and we got a request to do one again. I think it's been a while since we did one, so it was about time we did another one. We will try to do these on a regular basis, because they are important. Okay, just to give you guys an update while we wait for people to come into the stream. I've changed our sound system for the live streams. We're not using the big Yeti mic right now. We're using the lapel mic and I'm going through the computer. Okay, hopefully the sound quality is okay. This is the first time we're doing this live. I've been trying it out today and this basically came about because someone posted a comment mentioning that it could help me out to try to figure this thing out and recommend it and I just do go through the lapel mic for the live stream. So thank you to the person I printed off their instructions of what to do. So right now we're just running. I kicked up the gain on the lapel mic and I'm running some kind of something available through simple OBS. But he did give me instructions or settings that I should set through another filter that's an app that I have to load on and I loaded it on, but it looks like adding it to this is going to be a little bit take a little bit of work. So I'll take my own sweet time in doing that. Okay, when I when I get the time available, I'll play around with it. Just the intro videos to set things up for like half an hour. They're not like a two minute. Oh, this is the way you do it. Click, click, done, done. Right. So I looked at a couple articles and stuff and got to add on more things and stuff like this. So we'll play around with the sound a little bit. Hopefully the sound is okay. I can also take this video into an editor and run a filter through it, but I rather not. It takes a lot of time. Sometimes it doesn't work. Sometimes there's lag and stuff. Lord zombie fart. How are you doing that? I'm baking an egg for dinner today. Nice. Yummy. Yummy. I had cuckoo. Cuckoo fry potatoes. It was very good. Anna, how are you doing cyanide? Welcome. Welcome. W WG1 WGA W WG1 WGA W WG1 WGA. I like saying your name. I'm not what I can say. I don't have to pronounce it. I didn't read it. That's large though. How are you doing today? I got radishes, went to the farmers market. No, I read my name. How do you pronounce it? WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1 WG1. I'm baking stuff. I'm baking stuff. Pepper's nice stuff. Pepper's are fantastic. we got two types of radishes these are red there's their little spicy and these are the white ones they're nice and sweet i've been munching on these zahra how's it going brother damn wow this is a nice surprise evening brother i just started to watch the new mandorian show as soon as i got your notification nice nice where we go where we go one we go all is that what it is where we go one we go all i like your views and they even more now man that's very good i i didn't i'd forgotten that the the new mandorian or the mandorian was coming out is it called a new mandorian or the mandorian uh jose three ways is it good have you watched any of it i've heard it's supposed to be good i watched uh rick and morty episode that was fantastic man season started i wish that we just dropped the whole thing in one shot just binge it in one night and get a dose of rick and morty and be satisfied how is the sound gang we're using a new system it's outstanding nice it's not like like the star wars movies like there's some of the worst movies i've seen the dolphin h you chose how are you doing doing good brother or sister of course doing very good i just want to start watching green arrow and that's like this amazing cyanide the first two seasons one or two seasons not bad enjoy it enjoy enjoy it as long as you can is it buffering are we buffering let's check it out for me it seems to be okay on this side what does one do if their partner wants to always have sex but the other person doesn't it's uh if your libido is a bad connection is it bad connection let's see hold on watching new jeff goomburg series on Disney plus i still need to watch watch one of rick and morty watch one is amazing so hannah are we do we have a bad connection is it buffering let's see i'm connected through hard wire so let me know how libido is that libido is not a good word to you i don't know this sounds just like it goes in and out for me does it okay hold on a second let me do this let me do this i'm gonna take out me too sound goes in and out for me as well okay let me take out the compressor remove i don't know how it's gonna be cool so it was recommended that i use a compressor so i put the compressor on there green tech how are you doing hello friend hope you're good let me do it let me know how the sound is i can hear you okay so far okay how was the sound hannah that sleepy wave is it uh is it okay i see the sound going on on my uh did you take out take it out i took out a compressor that i was running based on the specs that the person sent me sound is okay for me okay sound hasn't gone out at all for me okay sleepy waves are you hearing us okay i think it helped did okay so we're not going to run the compressor thanks for catching the technical issues that we might be having and we will be having because you know there's a lot to learn it's okay it just sounds a little off from how you usually sound compressor threshold might be off kill the compressor i like the normal volume okay i've had to kick out the gain on this on the lapel mic because it's a low end lapel mic so at some point i'm gonna get a high end lapel mic we're gonna stick with the lapel mic i think try it out for a while when it comes to just me sitting or in one position maybe for the mathematics for the cooking live streams it's going to be unless i get a wireless lapel mic and stuff like this we're gonna go have to go through the stand-up mic the yeti right because i need to be be able to move around in the kitchen to do our stuff right so we'll play around we'll play around we can we can always adjust and whenever we get an upgrade hopefully we'll be able to do some serious playing around ask for the question it was Hannah i think that i asked it let me hook this on here when it comes to what you snacking on tonight ah sleepy waves let me show you this hold on come on get in there there go it doesn't want to go in there i'm snacking on radishes we picked these up at a farmer's market they're big right this is a quarter right so it's really big sweet radishes and we cut the greens off of these and i made mixed animal chopped up lettuce and i made cuckoo so the the greens the ends of these i turn it to cuckoo and we're munching on those and i'm munching on these and these are red red radishes and they're a little bit more spicy right and this is one six so these were really big right like you can tell they're the white one it's really good really good i love uh fall fruit is fantastic um yeah fall or not fruit fall veggies are amazing i like i like the root vegetables right and beets and potatoes and yams and radishes and turnips and stuff so healthy for you so healthy for you right in terms of uh if your partner's libido is more or less than your libido one thing you could do is um play around with intimacy right if one partner likes in a lot of intimacy in in a certain way and the other partner doesn't want as as frequent as intimacy as they do maybe the partner will be into a different type of intimacy right so you can play around with a little a little bit right but what you ask hannah is is is a huge issue with many people when it comes to relationship if you're lucky you match your you match with your partner on your desire if you're lucky so that's one version if you're lucky your partner has certain experiences you have certain experiences you come together and your world expands right so there's two lucky right there's one unlucky not unlucky but it takes more work is if the libidos if you guys don't mesh on the intimacy level on that front very heavy right then you have to experiment and keep in mind everything goes in cycle so one person's libido might be a lot higher than the other person for a while and then the libido sometimes comes down sometimes goes up higher so there's a frequency to this if you can't match up you might have to look into alternate ways of being if you want to stay with your partner right maybe open relationships is one way to go got to be comfortable with opening up a bit about it and experimenting yeah experimenting is huge experimenting is huge i would highly recommend being open-minded in regards to sexuality really it's it's extremely important and this is something that you learn as you grow when you're younger most people me most everyone i know they weren't as open about their sexuality or understood their sexuality as well as they do as they get older right as you get older you realize you know you might have experimented certain things you realize what you really don't want to do and then you can explore or be open to new things which might be what it is that you want to do right so sexuality is a huge issue there's a huge issue right it's personal it's intimate some people take sexuality as intimacy as being the bond that seals the deal some people take intimacy as being very casual right saying hey i want to be intimate with this person and you can be intimate on just a physical level on a spiritual level on a mental level what do you call it intellectual level right in terms of your kinks your fetishes in terms of whatever right chichon found getting over being infatuated with someone i slept with months ago i'm surprised how long it took me to get over them yeah sleepy waves welcome welcome to welcome to humanity right welcome to humanity we have uh there there are things that suck us in right not sucker us in but drag us in right black chichon thank you for the follow why are you talking like that i'm just keeping a chill man i'm keeping we're keeping a very relaxed stream what are your thoughts on swinging yeah i know people and i have known people for i don't think swinging was a big thing when i was in i don't remember well i knew people that were sleeping around when i was younger right but they weren't really aware of the swinging culture swinging culture sort of entered my life not personally but my surrounding in early 20s mid 20s i started meeting more people that were into swinging and what not is it stressing is it stressing you know black chichon what type of what type of stuff do you like do you like that in your face do you like that lots of noises if you like that maybe come to the cooking stream i do a lots of pots and pans and cooking noises sleepways i understand that i've been hospitalized for mental issues when i lost a girl who was heavy involved with for two years yeah it can be it can be insane you can't sleep you can't eat every now and then you get cold sweats you can't really you compare every everybody else to them when you're not with them you're thinking about what they're doing it's it's hard i'm the kind of guy that puts mail on my hot dogs i think it's surprising though because this person expresses their boundaries from the start what they have no interest in anything but being casual i feel like i just projected this to much on them felt like i lost myself which i find wild i never experienced something so intense cool congratulations by the way sleepywave really people look for that there are many people who never have that in their lives you should you should cherish it right um and all anyone that you know people are their own boss right they we have to assume people know what it is that they're doing and why it is that they're doing and what their likes are what their dislikes are we have to give respect to people to assume that they know however if someone has never experienced something or never thought about something or never been exposed to a certain thought pattern how do they know they'll never want to try it when people say no this is the only stuff i want to try so it's always room to maneuver and say hey maybe we've been monogamous maybe we should experiment maybe we should take some time apart right i think humans are just social by nature and there's so many ways we develop attachments to people we haven't even known long yeah for sure especially during periods of transition when we're transitioning because we go through cycles right through waves where all the sun you find that you really can't stand being around half the people you've been around for five years right and during those times when we're doing transitions where we're cleaning house right and you have to clean house every now and then to make room for new ideas new people right during those periods we tag on attach on to people that might be very different from us it's a shock to lose someone you were so close to it is for sure that can do it i know someone who started off soft swinging but it has escalated to the couple sleeping with other people when the husband goes out of town super steamy but i don't understand why they're still married but the question is wetter wetter far 69 the the question is when the husband goes out of town has the husband does the husband know what's going on and is he okay with it right if the husband has given the approval for this to happen i don't see any problems with that if they're doing it behind the husband's back then the poop's going to hit the fat at some point for sure right but if they given if the husband's okay with it maybe the partner will be doing higher than the husband so the husband says get your satisfaction when i'm out of town or the husband says oh you you enjoy yourself and i'm going to go enjoy myself and then we'll hook up right i can sympathize with that sleepy way so sign i can sympathize with that i felt like the person i was i was was gone and i was just a cold shell now but i can tell you it gets better 100 and you can find yourself again it's different for everyone how they find it but you will yeah i was sign i sleepy waves you're not alone the reason i'm being so light-hearted or light light about what you what you said and i'm not really treating it lightly is because i've been through it not once but multiple times right feels like the world and with a certain degree but then you got to find yourself and get up and breathe and once you breathe you find release oh my god oh what an amazing feeling and anger how are you doing thank you for the surprise son brother uh i've been comparing everyone i meet to a girl that i never got past i was flirting with things were just perfect and maybe that's just a projection but it definitely feels like i've been chasing a high and constantly disappointed with doctors yeah you got to get out of that you got to get out of that there's a there's a movie i'll show you a movie story it's called what was it called oh i forget what it's called it's a bunch of it's a couple of or a couple that two couples that go into the they go on a cattle ranching thing and one of the and one of the cattle people the main guy the old guy with the old cowboy he's telling the story of his of his ultimate love right and they're sitting around the bonfire in the desert or something and he tells them you know this woman he had he fell in love with and it's the only woman he's fallen in love with and never again right he goes oh yeah i was riding in the desert and i came on to a well and the sun was setting and this this this woman walked to the well with a with a with a with a bucket and because the sun was setting they were wearing a white dress and you could see the silhouette of the woman and she was beautiful and she took her water she threw the bucket down the well brought the water up and went back inside the house and you know the two city people asked this cowboy oh what did you do what did you do did she become your wife goes no i realized then that it would never be as good as that so i rode off to the sunset and i never saw her again and i never got into another relationship again other than one night stands right i don't know if that relates anything but that story of stuck that stuck in my head a long time high school was a mess for me i thought nearly everyone was against me uh clicks formed and i hated that that aspect it's a miracle i made it through school without going insane hannah you're not alone there are a lot of people like that and it's gotten worse over the year and when i was two for me it wasn't that bad it was very it was a very social creature i i can drift between things but i changed high school and i went to high school where everybody was in clicks there were groups and i would have friends from all of them but man i couldn't stand it it was pathetic green type i generally think when it comes to heartbreak and being hurt the best thing is to focus on yourself get into daily workouts and hobbies and study focus and bettering yourself and you will find you feel so confident after a good few months and a better person all around not bad advice tech i would also say enjoy your misery seriously you're feeling an emotion that many people don't feel right or haven't felt even though a majority of humanity does right at that moment everybody's not feeling that they seek that it means you've loved so much that you got hurt right savor that it's an emotion that's very powerful and as green tech says start looking inwards and analyzing things and expose yourself to different places and different types of people you might you might appreciate it you might acquire tools and friends and that'll that'll be with you for the rest of your life have you have you read the chichu have you read the young mind young magine magine magine have you read the conject conject conjectural histories of human nature i don't think so i'm curious because you talk of humans as though they are innately social from without environmental factors which contribute to psychosocial development of the essence of a particular individual's psychological mechanism including but not limited to linguistic cultural non-behavioral formality etc uh young magine are you a man of science or fictitious literature uh both i like my background is geophysics and mathematics and i love science fiction and i love fantasy and uh i love i collect comic books i read they yeah i love i love both both of them i i don't even call them both under the spectrum there's this genre right as for what you're saying yeah culture decides a lot of our beliefs right a lot of our beliefs terrace macchina which is one of the you could consider it to be one of the greatest one top few dozen philosophers of our of our time for the last 50 years or so he's he stated and many people have stated that culture is the enemy culture is the programming so if you find yourself miserable in your culture then start questioning some of the beliefs of your culture right and start listening to some of the criticism brought about from people outside of your culture right and see if they have merit your misery might be related to your programming and it is related to your programming really in large part right so you have to look into your programming and try to decide for yourself is this program that you want the code to still be there or are you ready to purge it right i felt this sense of my person with my ex like we were just a team without any question but my breakup taught me taught me you can never have an absolute connection to another person i'm grateful she had the courage to end things to wait wait me out of that delusion and back to reality cool yeah and if if someone wants to break up and the other person's trying to convince them not to break up you have to ask yourself why does that person want to break up are they not truth themselves are they closing off too much of who they are because they have to be in this relationship even the bad times of life will be valuable to us in terms of growth and experience and how we adopt because because of them and i'll expand on green text statement here jacobi how are you doing as you get older you're going to experience things that are going to shatter you break you right you have to put yourself back together heal grow right and the pain that you felt at those those moments is going to feel distant right distant if you're lucky you will have moments when you feel that pain in this full force cherish those feelings those are emotions that a human being will need right there can be used as motivation they could be used as healing you find yourself crying sometimes because of something that happened in the distant past fantastic congratulations you still have a connection to the thing that shattered you right don't lose that try to hold on to that right not 24 hours a day but understand what it is and try to go back there every now and then and get that surge of whatever it is right those chemicals those tears crying amazing man i only ask because i'm skeptical skeptical uh i'm the self-proclaimed wise man i don't i don't i don't i don't pretend to be a wise man have you seen the videos i put on youtube i eat pomegranates out of a out of a bowl with a spoon right i read comic books which are i highly recommend by the way i'm not trashing comic books some of the greatest literature in human history you will find in comic books right some of the greatest thoughts some of the greatest um theses right some of the greatest ideas that humanity has ever had come through comic books come through science fiction right so i'm going to read your comment just because wise man made me laugh uh it's the goatee it makes people think i'm wise i only ask because i'm skeptical of self-proclaimed quote uh wise man encode who sprout words of wisdom from vulnerable uh general generalities of people general what i can't open else that there tend to be misleading or misguiding prophets of ontological belief system most especially are you oh my god i i do not believe we are just this matter being animated right but i am definitely not into centralized religions right it's crazy how we wrap ourselves so much in others that we build our identities around each other and therefore feel lost in situations like breakups yeah and sleepy ways by the way one recommendation i would have to anyone when you've become active when you're seeking intimacy relationship do not jump from one relationship to another relationship to another relationship have a break between relationship may they be short at least the i hope it's at least a few months if they were intense related if they're short relationships a few weeks sure whatever right a few days like whatever right but if you're in an intimate serious relationship don't jump from one relationship into another into another i know i've known people that do that right they forget who they are right that was laughing you are bacon slain yeah i understand that i was raised and nurtured by my grandfather and when i when he passed i was inconsolable so lost whenever i am demotivated to work or need to push myself i think of him on how much he wanted me to do well and it gets me through yeah jacobi you're not alone okay i put out videos regarding this just do chicho advice for those who have lost loved ones right i shared a lot in that video so you're not alone a lot of people ask me where i get my motivation i get my motivation from pain right from loss from knowing that i'm i'm very privileged i'm in a place uh physically that is safe that i have built i've i've made it to where i am right now and mentally i've dealt with certain things that have destroyed me that i have to come back up again right that motivates right you're the most interesting in bacon slain your name is awesome robert the poop how are you doing hey chicho are you using a different microphone the bit rate sound lower than you is it lower is it is it better sound or less sound i am using a different mic the yeti mic i'm not using for this one i'm going through a lapel mic i've kicked up the gain on it right but it's a low-end lapel mic it's the lapel mic i've used for all of my videos the asmr videos the video shoots that i'm doing and then i take it into my editor just run a couple filters on it i'm just kicking up the game i'm not running any filters on this right now just because i just decided to do this today because someone recommended it uh we're going to try to improve as time goes by i hope the sound is okay though the break is is uh your learning period the break is your learning period and growing period and deciding of what you want to include into your life for an extended period of time i want you to let go right it's that fire and drive that his memory has instilled in me that has driven me to do uh to to this path i'm on and i'm on track hopefully uh to getting into a very good university in a subject that deeply interests me in a country i've wanted to live in since i was in grade 10 oh or so i'll love i'll love him always awesome jacoby awesome and by doing that you you give honor to his memory right he lives within you right his drive has you you've taken his drive and made it a part of you he is part of you right that's fucking powerful hey it takes a wise man to eat a pop out of a bowl only a fool misses the opportunity to indulge themselves in that stuff awesome great thing yeah sometimes people are so hurt and lonely i just want intimacy and distract from their last breakup and so they go too serious too fast with someone new which is not fair uh not fair to themselves or the other person in that new relationship 100 percent agree with your impact it does sound sort of muffled does it sound muffled pooper scooper i think it's because of the game so let me move this up maybe i'll bring it closer to me it lacks ecu that's the kicker right the person that told me to do this they told me to download reaper and i've downloaded it and i thought i could just bring the ecu filter into all bs and just run it but man i looked at the instructions and the layout for it and it looks like it takes a lot more work than that so i have to look into it sound quality is not as good as normal really i know okay okay so until i get the ecu filter going on this maybe we won't do it through the lapel mic we'll stay with the uh with the stand-up mic until i can do this maybe i'll go buy a high-end lapel mic and see what how that that's working out right it's listenable but yeah the quality is not as high as the yeti okay i wonder if we can do can we do a switch in the middle of the stream possibly or i could just kill the stream and start a new one we've been an hour at that let's stick with this because i do want to try this out and i want to see if i can bring it into my processor and run a filter through it so when it comes to your understanding about this intimate universe which appears to have appeared spontaneously from the perspective of the individual's particular moment solar system in its hardest sense do you recognize that those objects which appear in semblance to the individuality of mind if you grant me this conception of perceptibility or of a created kind or type or is it all merely a what to you or is it all merely a what what to you or what to you so young mejan i'm getting i'm getting at this is it of a created sort or is it a what should the motive making determinate determinations about existence be sought after or discovered but you're using what you're asking you're putting a lot of big words and sentences and bringing the theories and stuff what's your straight up question no pussyfitting around right what do you want to know young mejan do you want to know if god is the creator or is this universe came to be were we made in an image of somebody or do we create our own reality is that what you want to say in those big words that you use just asking right because i lost you i i get the gist of it but i want to make sure we're clear on this switch middle i have found that medicinal herbs enhance intimacy and close enough indeed should we switch let's check it out let me see if i can grab it from here let's see let's see i can put this here is this fitting in there oh it doesn't fit in there so let's see what it's like let's put this guy here bring the yeti cord let's bring the yeti cord oh oh hold on i got this guy here okay this is gonna take me a second and i gotta bring this guy out attach this because i only have two usb ports you should just let out a giant awesome you're about to hear another one so before i disconnect this uh young mejan what are you asking what's created and or what like i don't understand what created is what do you want to know who created what what what is your perspective on existence oh you know what dude okay you're gonna hear a booboo maybe i think that guy kicked in so i'm gonna turn on the mic let's see you guys gotta let me know before i kill this mic let me turn it on do can you hear yeah can you guys hear i hope so nice okay so i'm gonna do it you chose yes nice okay so i'm gonna end this guy okay this guy's gonna go lapel mic's done nice okay so double mic from two mics running at once okay i killed the lapel mic so this should be okay right and i have the mic right in front of me so it should be it should be fairly loud so i'll try to keep it fairly quiet that sound answer all my existential yeah back to normal okay we'll stick with this until i great audio okay we'll stick with this system until i can figure things out okay i'll make it straight don't get a new mic this is perfect don't waste your money okay hana we'll stick with this for now i do in the next system upgrade i'll i'll try to do okay in the next system upgrade i'll try to do it's it is what it is right there's only so much learning i can do in one shot right and if we get enough funds together i'll have friends that do this but i don't want them to to do this pro bono right i want to pay people for their for their work right so when we start getting enough funds together enough revenue stream coming in hopefully we don't get kicked off youtube when they're rolling in all these new rules and regulations that they're in introducing created implies a maker or a source to which we can apply the definition that is a godhead god omnipotent essence etc do we have any adequate modes of reasoning by which we may make determinations about this existential question concerning the peoples um people's ultimate belief in system god uh young majand uh i come from the realm of mathematics right there's a mathematical code behind behind this reality okay however i do not it's not even believe i i don't want to say no i guess because um no but i do know right because through my experiences we are not just this matter being animated we're not a body with a soul we are a soul that is occupying a body and i'm not the first person to say this i'm paraphrasing or quoting someone else okay so if you want to know if i believe that we are here we are done it's over we come from nothing and we're done it's over i don't believe that is the case if you if you if you're asking me if there is one single entity that i believe is that created me uh i disagree right this single entity that said let's make a chicho chicho came to be no i think possibly i decided to say hey i want to be a chicho so i occupied and i'm being a chicho chicho given the amount of news date you consume on our current world what are ways you heal keep your mental emotions health on check sleepy waves great question and the way i do it is i share as much as i can the reason i got into blogging is because i saw the world going down a very very dark path and that was in the beginning of 2000s right beginning of 2000 actually end of the 1990s to a certain degree but that song and that mindset party like it's 1999 for those of you who didn't live through that period i can honestly tell you the 1990s if you were in the western world not in the eastern world where i am in canada united it was unbelievable carefree uh very very carefree there are different words you could use for it right however when the 2000s kicked in things changed up reality hit in right so for me my motivation my juice the thing that keeps me sane physically mental mentally emotionally is first of all i eat well i try to eat healthy it is extremely important for you to eat healthy right extremely important if you're going to start anywhere start here okay the next thing you do is you clean out your house get rid of the garbage may it be material may it be friends and make sure you know if you're going to burn a bridge make sure it is a bridge that you really want to burn right if your certain energies are keeping you down you may not want to totally cut your connection with them you may just want to distance yourself from them and find people in situations that motivate you realize that we we that are me live streaming this you watching this we are privileged we we have a responsibility right when we do right that is that is the whole concept of privilege and it's not about your color or your money or whatever it is it's about your state of being if you're happy if you're achieving what you want to do if people aren't bombing you shooting you if there isn't coups happening if the police aren't knocking down your door and all that jazz right i'm assuming most of us are in that situation appreciate what you have appreciate the tools at your disposal main one being the internet make sure you fight to protect it because there are powers that are trying to take that away from you right pick battles that have a deep meaning to you don't jump around from one two second event to another two second event based on what corporate propagandas are spewing right because that means you're being controlled okay so look at the world analyze the world try to figure out what in this world is really important to you learn your mathematics learn your natural language learn both those well because what that's going to do is going to allow you to be able to consume information at a good rate right and be able to process that information so you can incorporate it into your life and to be able to process that that information you have to have a good handle on language and understand mathematics okay i'm sorry if it's a long window sort of sideways answer but to me what motivates me is what i have at my disposal and the pain that i've gone through in the past and what it took for me to come up to where i am now and that's made me stronger and i appreciate everything that i have my safety net that i have both emotionally through friends through family through my tools that i've acquired in my life right because right now i could just ditch everything go somewhere and get a job doing pizza delivery if i have to right because i have enough stuff that i can consume there have enough books that i can read i have enough knowledge to dig myself out of a hole you have to get yourself to that state it's a brutal world okay you have to have a thick skin chicho makes my evening so cozy nice yes there are more things in heaven on earth or ratio than are dreamt of in your philosophy hamlet awesome edwardo hi chicho hello edwardo how are you doing who are your top two favorite philosophers my two top robert anton wilson okay that's got to be one of them i can't say two i'll give you five that i'll i'll put in any two if i have two there's five right robert anton wilson um grant morrison okay william rike bill hicks tarris mckinney we could go on bill hicks for sure bill hicks is one of my greatest teachers right right bill hicks was a prophet watch everything that he put out think about things that he put out right i feel like how you maintain your environment reflects the state of your mind if your room's messy your mind is probably messy to a certain degree dolphin i agree by the way here's uh oh i'm going to allow that there's a fine line between south inquiry and mental yeah uh here's by the way i forgot who asked that sleepy waves here's one thing i did that really improved my state of my mental and emotional state okay here's one thing i did let me show you the book that i recommended this do i have it here is it here is it here oh it's not this okay it's not here it's do another shelf but i'll tell you the name of the book now i don't i don't agree with everything in this book because i'm a geophysicist they said some stuff about the earth that i disagree with however it's a book on the Mayans it was written by jose arguelles okay and it's called time and the techno sphere right it was worth reading i highlighted a fair bit of stuff there's a couple chapters there i totally disagree with right but you could disagree with something or someone's mindset and still still take useful information because they may know things you don't know here's one exercise this person had in this book jose arguelles time in the techno sphere and he's talking about the mayans and different time factors that were in a 12 months cycle 12 months in a year but it should really be 13 months in a year because it follows the lunar calendar same as a female menstrual cycle like it's huge it's connected up to biology right so once you dig into this anxiety comes to a lot of people because of time induced anxiety right so in this book the guy recommended this he said try this as an experiment remove all clocks that are visible to you without you seeking to find out what time it is right so if you have a clock on your wall that at a glance periphery it's always telling you what time it is remove those the only way you should you should know what time it is is if you're actively seeking to find out what time it is right so if you have clocks on the table that are constantly you can see them remove them okay really i tried that out that's what he said do this experiment do it for two weeks see how you feel i did it for two weeks i never went back i don't put up clocks in my wall i have no clocks on my beside my bed in any room right the only clock that i have that's visible is the clock in the kitchen on the stove right and that's pretty important when you're doing cooking or baking right you need the clock you need the timer so i use it a lot the only other place that i look at the clock is on my computer if i scroll down and i see the clock if i if i'm doing a live stream or whatever i need to know if i don't need if i don't if i don't have any appointments during a day certain days that i don't i barely look at the time okay there might be a live stream coming on that i want to watch or someone notification that comes right remove the clocks from your visible line of sight try it out for a month forget two weeks try it out for a month see how you feel or i feel like how you maintain your yeah to clarify you insist upon no to the question of a god what is a god god is an english word what is that okay or as pertaining to the existence of a mental soul which is to say a part of the brain there's a bodily entities which makes up this essence of mind how do you arrive and making essence of one which is constituted here i'll give you an example right here check this out you need to learn sorry if you're listening uh listening mathematics is key 100% mathematics here's i'm paraphrasing now right i'm telling a story from grand morrison right so grand morrison comes up to a stage it's on a disinformation conference that they have he's pretty hammered right he gets on there he yells on the mic yeah and he goes off on his rant right he says we as human beings are one okay and he gives an analogy as to what that one is and it's related to the difference between two-dimensional world and a three-dimensional world if you live in a two-dimensional world you're flat earth you're flat right you don't see up and down you just see left right forward backward right you're in a two-dimensional world right and we exist in this two-dimensional world right now so we're this dot here this dot here this dot here this dot here right but that's not really who we are because we live in a three-dimensional world and those dots that you see us as being individual being separate from everybody else is not the complete picture because if we live in a three-dimensional world each dot is really just imagine a finger from a hand coming through the two-dimensional world where you see a dot as an individual being if you extend that to a higher dimension we are all connected right is that what you mean by god do you ever talk about religion yeah it comes up a legendary rob boss seriously there are people who actually believe in centralized institution religion i don't know what religion means does religion mean we are spiritual beings not matter well we occupy matters we are also matter right we are also spiritual do i believe organized religions such as this faction this sect this cult that thing oh man human mind cannot understand god where you can it or maybe we are god maybe we are just this finger of god connected to the whole god right is that god is that what we call god i don't know is that what's the definition of god what is that it's like saying life right consciousness but god is more abstract than that a little off topic would you have any beard growing tips oh robert do chicho beard for sure i got a beard playlist let me find it for you let me find our beard playlist it's some of the first videos i ever put out well one of them and we've built on that right let me find you beard for sure let me get you my beard playlist for you brother let me find it come on playlist let's go to the playlist playlist you want beards beards don't let me do a search beards beards we got 14 beard videos there's some grooming tips there and other things well i'm missing some chat mix silva how are you doing let me see where we are here's a fine line between self inquiry and mental masturbation yeah i'd like to believe that no matter what happens you can make anything of yourself if you apply yourself we are all human and have the same potential if we try maybe that's wishful thinking green techno i agree with you i think within boundaries of our social setting and chance because luck has a lot to do with life as well you can make the most out of your life right that's libertarian so says you and you have the right to believe that young majan you have the right to believe that's libertarian free will nonsense really i don't know i'm not really trash talking your beliefs right you have the right well maybe i am i think you're out of your mind if you think there's there's uh there's this your interpretation of this entity sitting there that has created you that wants you to worship him for you to ascend or descend right or you must abide by these laws to get virgins or you must do these things to be reincarnated as a higher being or you must do this to cycle through the different really i don't know everybody's got their own beliefs time is the what can you write it out time and the what time and the techno sphere let me find the link that's the that's the best i got and you know what there was some amazing stuff sleepy waves uh regarding the mayans that i found interesting time and the techno sphere time and techno sphere now keep in mind i do not agree with everything this person said there was a couple of places in that thing that i thought were um yeah and this is this is actually my copy that i had so i'm just sending sending a link to good reads for you okay so here's a link to the good reads hopefully that came through oh i'm gonna daisy da da da da da da da da da da da daisy i'm gonna time you out time out time if you're not nice it's an auto ban auto mod is happening here let's check this out i'll have two number nines and number nine large and number six with extra dip and number seven to number 45 one with cheese and a large soda well i would have to assume you understand what the term god makes reverence to i cannot possibly be expected to uh yes you can of course you can you're using a generic word saying you're you're expecting me to know your definition of god what there's seven billion plus people on this planet thousands of religious beliefs and mindsets and then there's a whole bunch of spiritual states of being and majority of those have a word god that means something else why am i why are you putting the burden on me to know what your definition of god is what are you talking about evening jeju evening i just got finished eating a garlic salt and pepper dress steak wrapped in bacon with a slice of cheese sandwich and speaking of god was i was eating that i meant to him so awesome yeah to some that is a definitely god that would be amazing and if you had a little bit of liqueur on the side oh my god like literally we demand the beard liqueur video at some point when i grow a beard i will definitely continue to be making beard videos or liqueur videos and we'll have liqueur videos with beards you will rely on claims that are substantial substantiated by evidence or do you find meaning and truth and claims which are priori and all that but brother you're using you're using very large words that really aren't really saying anything i feel like i'm actually talking to obama a lot of pretty words and big words that don't mean anything right okay i would define god as a i would i would define oh you're going to define awesome awesome let's define this i would define god as an omni sentient being or entity with the self-interest of intervening in sentient activity in and about the in about the world proper to do just last uh yeah i don't believe in your god i'm gonna need to turn up or ready sorry i was about to sleep and the youtube recommended videos caught me in a trap watching multiple steak videos and decided hmm it's 3 a.m and i'm making this right now your name is this okay yeah i don't believe in omni omniscient being or entity with the self-interest of intervening in sentient activity it's about the world if i wasn't god i'd leave you guys alone have you read all of those books have i read the graphic novels yeah no there's something i haven't read all of this one or all of this one but i've read probably in the singles because these are the collections i've probably read like as far as cone angles like this much cone out but in singles a savage sort of cone out uh no not all of these books the graphic novels the comic books yeah i skim through a lot of these books uh i've read some of these books no at some point maybe i will right i bought them because i was interested in them right and sometimes i pick up the books and i read them like this is a great book the Tao of the yiqing right fantastic book very good book okay i read this one is very good very interesting did i read all of it i might have not read all of it because the first part of it to check this out yin yang like i highlight stuff right so i highlighted stuff and whatnot um so i read the first half of this because the first half is about the theory and the second part it goes into uh doing divination using the yiqing right so i've highlighted some stuff on it and whatnot so this was a very good book great great book if you want to know understand what the yiqing is about okay you know i flipped through some of this wolf ram alpha uh these ones know this one this one yes that one yes yeah yeah it's fun having books is fantastic yeah it's way too late and i'm way too full even read and i'm trying to understand that comment right now what's it about how do you use yiqing uh it's the yiqing it's the it's the way of divination uh from uh china where it's the 64 characters with the this you have to look into it i read this a while ago like i read this 18 years ago 15 years ago 20 years ago 20 or 18 years ago or something 15 years ago so what do you say about the causes of nature but is it natural for me to do as i please sure just don't take other people's lives away right what universal object should i relate to when making decisions judgments about my conduct uh your conscience right i mean you're assuming so you you're assuming just the matter-based universe this what you see and hear that's it is that your only natural law you're going to follow 95 percent of the mass of the universe is not accounted for what is that other 95 percent i'm dabbled in these questions but my intuition leads me to have found no objections sound reasoning is this part of relationships i don't know it reminds me to never ever trip you uh trip with you and i'm launching myself out of window just to escape dark matter that's what it is and dark energy right dark matter is actually less than dark energy i believe dark energy is more than dark matter i think dark energy is supposed to be like 30 percent of it and dark matter is supposed to the dark matter supposed to be like 30 and dark energy supposed to be like 60 65 got to go we'll enjoy the rest of the stream tomorrow morning good night and thanks for the beer playlist my pleasure robert hope you enjoy it thanks for popping in curious debon how are you doing it's been a while catch you later robert yeah it's been a while curious debon for sure how's it going man hope you're doing well hope you're enjoying yourself how are we doing what time is it oh no that was only half an hour we've been streaming when i changed the mic so we're about an hour now good good good that's good i was like oh no we're running out so relationships gang what should we talk about what do you guys want to talk about and by the way what um what's his name young majang is talking about that's also a relationship related question right your relationship with a higher being if you want to think about it that way right but there are amazing other types of relationships to be had right poly walnut when will you have a sports discussion oh poly so i used to follow sports especially soccer there are other sports i used to follow as well i even went to the world cup in 1994 i spent a month in california going to the world cup games i want to start a final with brazil and italy and stuff like that i used to be into sports i used to play a lot of sports but as soon as i found out what the economics of professional sports is about and how it's so detrimental to our society and it's so detrimental to the education of the youth uh i stop following sports i can't stand it professional sports okay except every now and then i watch the ultimate fighting stuff right because i enjoy that i think that's a lot of power a lot of energy has gone into that all right and the reason i stopped following sports was because of because of this about 15 years ago or so 20 or 15 years ago or so in canada the nhl had a they went on strike for one year right and at that time i was i've been tutoring for a long time right i had a fair bit of students and it was at that time luck be having i had a lot of students for about three or four years that were following a lot of hockey right they were spent watching hockey every night and nhl most sports franchises they want to keep your eyes on the tube right because they make money off that right so everybody went on hockey uh the nhl went on strikes so the kids didn't know what to do with themselves one of the students that i had that had learning disabilities um learning differences if you want to call them right learning differences is a really good word actually i'm glad that kicked into gear so learning differences where they weren't doing well in school right so and he was really into hockey because that was his connection with everybody else and when there was no hockey he was getting a little antsy because he wasn't getting his fix it's like an addict watching sports right you got it and you need that fix you need that fix you need that fix so i had to sit down talk with him i said hey listen why don't you take this year instead of the energy put into the hockey put it into the mathematics it's gonna improve your life beyond bounds right you will be a happier human being and this person i started working with them they were barely passing grade eight math and grade nine math and the hockey strike happened in grade 10 right when he was in grade 10 that year i worked with him a fair bit got him out of that addiction and i worked with him all the way to grade 12 right this is a person with major learning differences barely passing grade eight math grade nine math in grade 12 he ended up taking math 12 physics 12 chemistry 12 and did well in all three of them and went to university i saw him in his third year of university i ran into him and he was one of my favorite students ever he worked his ass off like people when they complain about oh i gotta do homework i just think about that kid i go get get out of there like really you're whining about doing a page of homework where people really struggle that need to find themselves in this world and be able to get themselves to a level where they can maintain their lives this person i saw him three years after university and he was in ubc in engineering right and we had a chat and he thanked me and stuff like this right like fantastic so after that year i dropped following professional sports i think it's very detrimental to our societies oh god i just googled the effect of eating during the middle of the night and the first thing was increased risk of heart attack right well i think if you're young you should be okay i hope i have a baby now my first oh snap curious damn it boy or girl boy or girl how old must be just a few months you're assuming that animals are designed for relationships or moral behavior how can you make that judgment about this life it appears you have formed a preconceived opinion well if you want to think about science dolphins have a bigger brain than we do so you know if we go with size dolphins should be smarter just because we don't understand them does it mean they're we're smarter you're very interrelated interest of our cultural viewpoints something we alluded to earlier about define those cultural concerns do you believe in evolution oh my god where is this information how is it so detrimental to education i just gave you an example and look into david zern and look into this guy's writing and here let me give you a link david zern or david zern zern beyond thunderedome beyond oops beyond thunderedome is detrimental to our society yeah just yeah this guy beyond thunderedome i think it's called beyond thunderedome okay i'm gonna give you his name um here let me just find david zern i'll give you his does he have a david zern here i'll give you his twitter feed here's his twitter feed and he's into sports like he follows sports but he's written books about how detrimental professional sports are to our societies oh my goodness i've just woken up to a chicho stream odd man how are you doing greetings from 4 30 am then mark greetings odd man greetings hey you chicho bear records bear records hey bear records bear records are you the same bear records that recommended the lapel mic that sent me all the info i think so uh we had it set up chat didn't like it uh the sound they said it was a little muffled because i didn't get into uh loading on i downloaded reaper but i wasn't able to incorporate it with um obs if the instructions seem complicated so we're back into the yeti mic okay thanks for popping in by the way and thank you for the write up and the help i think i'm going to need to do an upgrade get a better lapel mic and uh do some put some time and just to see how this how it's going to sound 1995 world cup the iconic all or orian goal versus belgium this guy ran past five players from his own half and buried it in the top corner amazing the 94 world cup was amazing was amazing girl two weeks old two weeks old oh my god so tiny so tiny congratulations korea stevan congrats man yeah seriously awesome are you search tecno's brother um maybe maybe maybe distant relation who knows and by the way here chicho here's an article i wrote chicho here's my review of system of downs music if you like system of down you would like this review okay really you will enjoy this review you will enjoy this review goodness that's a lot to blame sports on sounds like his parents should have considered his intake of hockey sports is a major money maker of course but it's a very beautiful time brother i don't disagree with you like i love sports you know how much i love sports in the late 1980s i started recording every world cup game i still have vhs records of the world cup games right and i did it for 12 years or so but it's is it is it right to blame it on it it's it's a right to put the blame on the corporatization on the commodification of the sports itself is right to put the blame on the education system because in the education system because professional athletics generates so much money for schools schools have walked away from academia and taken a lot of money and put it into sports and they're doing a short term and kids don't know right so kids are spending a lot of time on sports in school that they weren't spending that much time in the past just because sports has been commodified so agreed it's not the actual sport that is the blame but this the commodification the economics of the sports around it i've seen a lot of kids lives be destroyed because they were being pushed in school to participate in athletics and you know if they're playing hockey rugby football whatever it was they're playing they would have practices every day or three or four days a week and then a game on the weekends that's too much for a high school kid to be participating in they also have to think about their future the schools are corrupt i was going to drop math in my senior high school year but i took it but i took it anyway learned calculus one and two nice went on to study engineering at university wouldn't have guessed it always felt like math was so out of reach for me follow what intimidates you i guess yeah yeah do things that scare you yes it's me oh no was it a little buzzy or weak sounding i think it sounded muffled and just to let you know these lapel mics that i've been using for all the ismr videos i've been creating and all the videos i've been creating when we're doing it with the hd camera and the mic i bought these lapel mics off ebay for 15 dollars like it came out to 18 including shipping right i didn't like i try to make the most with what i have right because i'm not sitting on a lot of money i i manage and i like it right so when i when i get some more funds together and stuff like this i just have to take care of some business and then i'm going to build up my upgrade fund and then i'm going to buy the stuff yeah by the way again thank you and just so you know check this out i don't think you'll be able to read this here let me block out the email here i printed it off so i was looking through this trying to do these settings and stuff right i put on the compressor settings but then the compressor i think was delaying it a little bit it was cutting out so we kill the compressor and then it was still muffled thank you for the recommendation brother seriously it sounded muffled like it lacked the cue which it did low and low meds highs with no highs and okay i had a similar experience calculus is pretty sexy sometimes indeed odd make it's my favorite math topics for sure nice how was the closeness feel of the sound um you know what i i listened to some of it i did today i played around with some of the settings and filters it did feel closer it didn't have that um stadium feel to it to a certain degree it sounded close just felt like there was a blanket covering the mic or something slightly not slightly not too bad plus when the physical uh physical peak is over sports careers are usually over and sports players need to find the new purpose and dolphin here's the other thing some of the sports that kids are being forced now they are being forced because they're kids they don't know right are being put into let's be used the word put they paid a price with major physical damage to their bodies look at uh gymnastics a lot of the gymnast that you see in the olympics doing these amazing things that you go oh wow wow when they're 30 20s they got severe joint pain muscle pain that's not explained to some of these kids i still love the world cup i remember waking up with my older sister to watch the japan korea cup in 2002 with my dad odmic me too i i'll share my world cup story with you guys someday okay my world cup stories with you someday but they're very dear to my heart the world cup and i still do watch but i do not participate other than watching okay cheap mice can still sound very good what kind of audio editing do you do for the edited video you post on youtube um bare records i take it into adobe premiere right and it's an older adobe premiere like 10 years old i don't know what it is uh yeah it's really old adobe premiere and in the video editing i for the sound not the earlier stuff but the last few years for the sound on the mic i run a i run a de hammer i run a de noiser and i run an eq filter and i do a mid-range eq and it's i don't change the settings it's a graph so i do the graph and collapse and i do the same thing for all of them basically here in texas we call you chichito you can pass for mexicano nice but when are you going to go over your mineral collection i believe you did your partners in a video but never yours unless i mean no you got it right i still haven't gone through mine i gotta go through it thank you for the reminder and we will at some point okay i i need to it's just i got into the politics stuff because and that's been consuming a lot of time because there's a lot of stuff happening that i have to be able to sleep soundly at night so i've had to incorporate that into my work right but i will go through it at some point i actually have three videos lined up to do for that three asmr videos one of them anyway we'll do them one of them is just showing you the the rocks another one is showing you the cards uh that i made up the names and i put them all in the bag so i forget which one's what and i have cars for the names and the formulas that i want to do that so i'll put a set together we'll do and by the way chichito if you're in texas do you listen to south park mexican spm one of the greatest hip-hop artists ever on the same level as tupac and biggie and big ale and big pun and dead press and wu tang and public enemy and whatnot sports are responsible for so many amazing memories of mine there's nothing wrong with them of course but the cultural adoration of them is problematic especially for ncaa athletes in the states when you're an athlete first and a student second yeah maybe we can jump on a call sometime and set up a nice live streaming set up for you i'm gonna lay same time zone as as you uh bear record that'd be fantastic but again my this i have this mic my computer is pretty limited um but i'd be i'd be into it uh if let me get caught you know what for sure thank you for the offer man thank you for the offer i don't want to put you out man i don't want to put you out what i would like to do is read go through the website go through the videos i've queued up to watch to incorporate the river and the river is not free it's just three months free and then after three months you gotta pay 60 bucks which is i'm okay with right um but i do need to go through that right but if you are it's cool very true ballet comes to mind how it looks so graceful but just forces feet out of their natural form so much chiquito i don't know about that amigo of course growing up spm was big here for us mexicans but here he's locked up for not not so good things yeah i heard that uh but yes grew up listening to him pretty uh unbelievable you know who that is would have never guessed it yeah man i've i've looped spm all of his stuff okay i looped spm as much as i loop biggie big pun two pack and spm's got a huge collection and one thing about spm i know he's locked up for uh for the reason he's locked up but i don't trust the policing or the judicial system in the united states especially not in texas when it comes to certain things right so i know what he's locked up for do i believe the charges i don't know man i don't know i don't trust the judicial system in the united states so i still remember watching your the language of mathematics series and hearing most devs mean uh mathematics while you were writing chalk on the wall i was like oh yeah nice awesome i was looping a lot of most dev man and talib koel right black on both sides is an amazing album and what's the other one now black on both sides and i forget the other how um the other album black something black on both sides and i forget the other one fantastic albums fantastic albums like so powerful so powerful and that song is amazing people if you haven't heard most devs mathematics listen to it okay love black on both sides yeah what a phenomenal album and what's the other album they put out they put out two albums together black on both sides and do you do country music i did for a while i did for a while poly black star no black star was a black star black star was the other hip-hop artist that got killed uh i did do for a while in in my youth in my teens and early 20s i did a little bit of country but i grew up with metal and i really liked country and we're uh kenny kenny kenny rogers and dolly parton were doing a tour here and i was trying to convince my friends at least one of them to come to a country music show with me i really regret not going solo man i i really wanted to go see that show but i couldn't get any of my banger headbanger friends to come with me i was like dude come on let's go let's somebody come with me no one took debates and i didn't go solo i wish i did and of course um willy nelson right and some of the other ones uh oh my god uh devil devil in blue suede shoes and uh devil fiddler the fiddler fiddler devil fiddler was his name johnny and johnny cash jeez johnny cash man kenny and dolly are great yeah willy nelson and george straighter god's here right yeah willy nelson for sure i listen to a lot george straight i don't know the reaper software isn't free but you can still use the included filters and obs or audition you just got to set up the files oh really charlie daniels the fiddler charlie daniels i think so yeah yeah yeah i listened to that so much no problem helping you i've been watching your content since 2012 wow i have a bunch of your videos burned to mp3's nice and remastered nice that i listened to to help me fall asleep i sent you a remastered version of your solo backgammon video a few years back on soundcloud oh you're the dude dude awesome that's great i must have downloaded that i remember uh did i download it i must have downloaded it but i don't know where it is now i've had hard drives crash on me right if you do have for sure sent to me again um yeah i think bear records is an audio engineer a brother for sure if uh maybe give me x how are you doing i've set up live streams for saturday and sunday today's wednesday let me know what your schedule is like brother i'll try to make the time to for us to do a live stream and we do uh or we do not a live stream uh what do you call it live chat and if you can walk me through setting this up stuff up let me know how much time i need to be able to do this and we do yes that's me i'm an auto engineer and do some video work too awesome awesome awesome for sure brother i'll take you up on your offer big time big time big time hi ax i hear you all the time and chichu's videos and it's always hi how are you doing fun i like these relationships these chill streams we got a couple politics streams set up for the weekend gang so and by the way twitch took out their events events pages so i can't do events anymore i'll just so there won't be any links to the actual events i'm just gonna state them uh yeah i do i have played chess i used to play a lot a lot of chess when i was younger but then i grew out of chess but chess is one of the first games i learned how to play next to backgammon and chess backgammon and chess i guess and gin rummy backgammon chess and gin rummy are the first three games really that i learned how to play as well as monopoly dolphin that's awesome man i've been trying to try and hard to practice mixing and mastering my own music so much to learn i admire profession yeah yeah dolphin i've looked at video editing is easy compared to sound editing i think video editing is easy because you can see it sound editing you have to visualize what's happening maybe if i don't know if that's what kept me from trying to mess around with the sound more but i picked up video editing way easier than sound editing i still don't really know what i'm doing with the sound editing the filters i'm running i just watched some videos and that's what they were using so i use those right no problem you've got my email and it's the same email i use for skype and now where is plenty of time to get things squared away i do most of my work from home so i'm around okay awesome record do i need to do anything um to be ready to so for us to do it got to go chichito hope to catch a future stream have a good night youtube brother youtube brother or pauli that's a female name isn't it pauli walnut walnut eight brother's sister i hope you have a fantastic evening thanks for popping by and thank you for the twitch prime sub fun we talked a little bit about relationships oh it's a character from sopranos i still haven't watched sopranos yet i will one day the choice for me was either the wire or sopranos and i watched the wire fantastic series what sort of music do you produce music is my passion but i make most of my income off podcasts and interviews oh wow that's cool you must listen to a lot of podcasts and interviews bear records that's good that's fantastic most likely i'm going to be loading up a couple uh or at least one video either tomorrow or next day the one we did for the mathematics where we talked about the world and whatnot relationships relationships can be chill what else is going on we can talk about other things there's no relationships fun the spicy one radish i'd like to stay open to creating different things but i tend to gravitate towards rock alternative musical i've had an idea for years to make a chicho podcast just a rip of his live streams people will eat it up to stream chicho why they work and commute nice people haven't asked me to do podcasts so and brother if you're up to the task i'll i'll follow what would be called chicho you should do a book club or something odd make um actually i have a book club playlist here i've been meaning to do more of it it's just a news cycle took over now we've done a couple of books so far it's a good idea odd make and i want to do more of it for sure here let me find a playlist i'll show you what we've done so far where's our playlist book club playlist oh we've got 25 videos in book club wow here's what we've done so far with the book club stuff odd make brother i'll work for free but you've got to pay the hosting fee oh how much you know what let me know how much it'll cost chicho you should do it yeah uh how much would it cost like right now i'm flying on fumes in terms of financing i'm taking care of some business i need to take care of once i get a little surplus uh i'd be willing to do it i can't we can't we do hosting like right now i'm on blog spot i guess that's free but are there no places to do hosting for free for podcasts i guess soundcloud you can load on the stuff on soundcloud i believe soundcloud you have to pay a monthly fee to have stuff on there right i forget how much that is so we could do that i don't know what about what about the other ones i don't know what's involved brother so if you want let me know what's involved and man if you're willing to do we do for sure i mean i personally want to pay people for their work if they put into put into what i do like to me this is my passion right so i'm willing to put all these ridiculous hours of putting content out right uh so uh but i don't expect anyone else to do that spotify would be good spotify okay ah neat i started reading uh society of the mind by marvin minzky big guy i got oh someone else uh who's the other person that someone just recommended a huge ai person let me find that the person's name for you it might be the same person i know i don't think so it's a different person it's interesting reminds me of gudl usherbach but just a bit lighter and more philosophical is it lighter more philosophical gudl usherbach i wasn't smart enough to read the whole thing i read 205 pages and then i had to go read elegant universe i went i read up to 100 page 105 of gudl usherbach i realized i wasn't smart enough to read it or wasn't able to loop the stuff so i read this elegant universe and god's equation um which is a book on how einstein came out to three a relativity i read those to improve kick up my intelligence here's the here's the comment hold on let me find the guy's name the guy just recently made the comment and he linked to a podcast here's the podcast ben here let me find this link do oh it make i don't know if you've heard about this guy so let me link this this is and he's linking to a joe rogan podcast and the guy's name is ben uh gortez gortez i don't i don't know this guy it's the first time i've ever heard of him uh so you know if you know him i'll definitely need to give that podcast a listen i've been meaning to listen to a sensor guy posted it dolphin rock punk metal is my favorite i injured here for six years before i started charging bands in 2011 by 2017 it was full-time gig it takes time cool it took six years eh wow metal would be hard to mix so many loud sounds need to sound balanced did you need to have a portfolio before you began charging definitely recommend soundcloud you recommend soundcloud is 12 per month for unlimited uploads most podcasts i mix for dude for sure i'll do it for 12 a month i thought it might have been like way more most podcasts i mix for upload once a month but you stream uh two plus times a week through soundcloud i can distribute you to iTunes spotify and lots of other platforms brother dan deal uh let me know what i need to do i do have a soundcloud account uh but it's not monetized of course right uh because i i just listen to music there and listen to podcasts there right so i could kick that up and and to join it for $12 and then go ballistic Google escher bath is really mathy in my opinion just with words uh society of minds is a composition of essays so it's a less of a narrative i think it makes it a little easier to read oh really yeah google escher bath was loopy i would have to i would read a paragraph like five times and then i would go oh wow that's what he means and then i would have to flip back like five pages and read those five pages again and i understood it differently than the first time i read it and then i would get to that paragraph read that i go oh that makes sense and then read a couple pages and hit another paragraph and read that a few times and i go oh and then have to go back again so i did iterations right it was beautiful it was beautiful what a mind uh it i loved it even though i never finished the book chicho did you by any chance cash to joe rogan and we're snoring interview i'd love to hear your take on i i listened to very short segments of it that interview came out at the same time when the assange stuff was breaking with him going to uh you know being in putting court and all the stuff was happening south america so i got caught up in that news cycle i haven't watched the whole thing yet it is in on my to watch list but it's on the back burner i guess i meant to say most podcast uploads once a week most podcast upload once a week okay uh grotesa is an interesting guy minzki is basically like the isaac newton of ai oh really uh he basically invented the field really hot mic can you please post his name in our discord page or something from him that i we could watch uh that i could have a have a watch and get a feel for it or post posted in the book section and the heavy topics the book you recommended which was society of the mind and uh at the the least i'll do i'll at least pick it up and have it and if i don't read it right away having a book club would be fantastic to read that man that would be amazing and even just do readings of it i wouldn't mind doing readings of it i did a reading of uh uh education the significance of life whoa just google spn the guy got sentenced for 45 years yeah right now check this out check this out since we're on the topic right 45 years for what he did right abstein who didn't kill himself right abstein in his first sentence got less than a year in minimum security with dav furloughs where he could go do continue doing his thing the us justice system is not just right after my freshman year in university i came to denmark to spend the summer with my grandparents google escher bach was the only book i brought it took me the entire summer so many days spent in my grandparents basement trying to grasp it okay awesome you're gonna post it on me thank you yeah i spent the summer reading good google escher bot that got to a page 105 i was reading other things at the same time too so it wasn't just that so i had a handful of books going and google escher bach was my in the summertime sitting under the light in the tree or something just reading we're on a couch or at night beautiful experience beautiful experience beautiful experience love google escher bach right love google escher bach and it's this book here the book i was reading it on was a different book this one is a newer book this book right here yeah right i have to read it again from page one yikes yikes hey chicho uh column right a bit off topic but has anyone asked you about your thoughts on the dawn cherry controversy yet uh you know what i heard in the background where he's he turned to i don't know exactly what he said so i'm gonna paraphrase i heard that he told people who are immigrants to wear poppies right something like that correct me if i'm wrong i i personally have never liked dawn cherry so but i haven't really been into hockey uh i was more i don't like the fighting in hockey right i don't i don't like the commodification of hockey but all sports are commodified i've never really liked dawn cherry and i i lived in ontario for like five years and it was a big you know big celebrity there and stuff like that sure all right i won't press you if you're not really all that aware of the situation he's he is who he is like i don't know what why people are so upset about it i mean i don't think dawn cherry has ever pretended to be anything else i don't think he's pretended to be an intellectual i don't think he's pretended to be politically correct not that you should be politically correct i don't i don't think anybody needs to be politically correct right uh they can be whoever they want to be and dawn cherry is dawn cherry right i i i don't i don't prescribe to this pc culture and demonizing people who misspeak or don't understand uh the language changes that are taking place in our societies and stuff i just not a fan of dawn cherry i don't he means nothing to me right metal is challenging but a very fun challenge i love being aggressive with the mixing i don't have any education just a high school diploma and years of experimentation i've got all my work through word of mouth and recommendations from current clients the deeper my portfolio got the higher i charged i've tripled my rate from eight years ago not a bad raise awesome bear records fantastic right and by the way what bear records saying is exactly what i what i've done through teaching mathematics i don't have my teaching certificate i just have bachelors in geophysics and minor mathematics and i and i can honestly tell you i didn't know mathematics when i started teaching mathematics because i didn't know the answers to the questions why why students were asking me these things right so it was just by working and doing that i learned how to teach and as bear records says just so you guys know when i started tutoring 18 years ago i was charging $15 an hour right and i would tell my students straight up look i'm just new to tutoring i'm here to be your learning partner i'll learn i'll find your answers for you and i learned i learned i learned now i charge a lot more right the snowden rogan was surreal to have someone confirm lots of conspiracy theories cell phone recordings us the patriot i got much more yeah bear bear records um bears records um just to let you know i followed snow snonesburg for a long time right i wrote articles here here's one that i wrote about snowden it's just a short one i wrote about him in the past as well and it's privacy so let me get this straight so okay here check this out and i'll read you this because this is also related to evo moralis what's going on in bolivia should i read you guys this anyway let me give you the link right let me give you the link so i called this article so let me get this straight we fast track renditions but hunt down whistleblowers on presidential planes right uh you guys can read through it if you want okay and it was about the snowden i hope it was about snow yeah it was about a snow gotta i hope was i linked you guys to the right article because one of the videos i think is that snow yeah edward snone okay so i follow i know about snones reveals uh yes please should i read it okay i'll read it to you guys uh did it did the post it nice thanks odd make political correctness is generally uh generally incorrect yeah yeah i'm i'm not much of a fan of the man either but the situation of one poorly phrased live broadcast being interpreted in the worst way leading to an immediate fire did he get fired after 38 years quite scary the pc police aren't uh a complete control colon i agree with you 100 percent i didn't realize it was fired that's ridiculous right this is that's by the way i'm going to use the f word that's fascism right you don't total party line this is what you can say now you don't say this if you don't say this stuff you're out right that's crazy that's centralization of control uh central control right that's crazy i think the track to reading the uh gul ashobat is that uh the trick to reading gul ashobat is that when you in inevitably get a recursive passage you don't understand no matter how much time you spent simply nigh and move on i didn't move on i wish i had odd make i wish i had i got into the routine of reading reading reading reading reading and then going back and read reading and then oh yeah i got stuck in a root loop so i only read up to 100 page five but i probably read 300 pages should i read you this bears records let me read you this okay here's an article i wrote and this was in 2013 and if you know what's going on bolivia you're gonna get a feel for what's going on bolivia okay and i provided the link uh title of the article so let me get this straight we fast track renditions but hunt down whistleblowers on presidential planes and i have a lot of quotes here okay quote the cia was granted permission to use rendition to the us of in in indicted uh terrorists indicted terrorists in a presidential directive signed by us president bill bill clinton in 1995 following a procedure established by us president george h w bush in january 1993 end quote i'm not going to put the quotes in there anymore i'm just going to read the whole thing some of it is my words some of it is referencing articles to be fair not finishing google azure buff because you got caught in a loop is the most appropriate way to not finish a book about strange agreed agreed uh so continuing on with the article this program kicked into high gear under bush jr after nine lemon and continue to this day under the obama obama administration quote again according to us congress report 2008 up to 14 000 people may have been victims of rendition and secret detention since 2001 some some reports estimate there have been twice as many the us admits to have captured more than 80 000 prisoners in his war on terror end quote the map below shows the countries involved in fast-tracking rendition rendition flights helping to transport us captives to secret prisons but black sites across the globe uh condemning innocent men women and children to confinement torture and death to the best of my knowledge not a single rendition flight was ever grounded or searched and yet european countries european countries specifically france spain portugal and italy held the had the audacity to deny passage of evil morales's bolivian presidential plane over suspicion that whistleblower edward snone was potentially a board to put this into perspective this would be equivalent to denying passage to air force one while it was transporting obama because another country thought that one of their citizens might be on board absurd and yet western mainstream media is treating this as if it was just a simple mistake an embarrassment of sorts and then there's a video of evo moralis that i've linked up right all right and the video is um anyway you can watch that as malcolm x warned us in his otterburn ballroom speech in harlem in december 13th 1964 quoting malcolm x now the press is so powerful in his image making role it can make a criminal look like he's the victim and make the victim look like he's the criminal this is the press in an irresponsible press if you aren't careful the newspapers will have you hating the people who are being oppressed and loving the people who are doing the oppressing to help put the above events into the appropriate light specifically on how they relate to how wiki leaks and julien assange and whistleblowers like uh jesselyn raddock uh thomas and jude drake william beanie bradley manning and edward snone are being treated and portrayed by the u.s government and the majority of western mainstream media below you will find a special doc document documentary democracy now segment from a 2007 event on how the pentagon papers came to be published by the beacon press as told by daniel esberg mike gravel and robert west the panel highlights the depths to which criminals will go to to hide their crimes and stifle descent emphasis added and its emphasis added by me and the link goes to the democracy now segment and you know i'll read the democracy now i took out sections of this thing okay so the rest of this is quote from i forget who was speaking at this point i'm assuming was alisberg okay quote 41 years ago be compressed lost the supreme court case brought against it by the u.s government for publishing the first full edition of the pentagon papers it is now well known how the new york times first published excerpts of the top secret documents in june 1971 but less well known is how the beacon press a small nonprofit publisher affiliate affiliated with the unitarian universe cellist association came to publish the complete 7 000 pages that exposed the true history of u.s involvement in vietnam their publication led to the beacon press into led the beacon press into a spiral of two and a half years of harassment intimidation near bankruptcy and possibly of criminal prosecution this is a story that has rarely been told in its entirety the relevance of our experience those 35 years ago to secrecy and deception in government today is patently obvious for example three of the issues and the principles that were involved in our court actions were misuse of power of the justice system justice department invasion of privacy and misuse of conspiracy by the government all of those clearly apply to what is happening today in his 1972 dissenting opinion in the gravel case supreme court justice douglas said quote the story of the pentagon papers is a chronicle of the suppression of vital decisions to protect the reputation and political hides of men who work an amazingly successful scheme of deception on the american people and quote and he went on to say in that decision that he had no choice but to hold that hold hold that it was the government that is lawless not the press in 1971 senator gravel wrote quote the pentagon papers show that we have created a new culture protected from the influence of american life by the shield of secrecy okay so that's something i put out in 2013 very relevant today very relevant today especially if you consider what happened to evil moralists in the last couple of weeks in the last few days okay and what has happened with edward snone and what's going on with julie nissange and other whistleblowers okay i've had the suspicion that political correctness is a 24th century version of the sailing witch trials 100% agree with you 100% agree it's brutal it's brutal right like for example i've been told on twitch we can't use the r word so i'm changing my vocabulary in person no i'm still using the r word but during the live streams and videos now i'm going to start using the word simpleton and i hope that's allowed right youtube is kicking people off their platform right sheep language it's control it's it's centralization language right if there is centralization of power and a handful of institutions organizations or government control the the means of communication then it's not really sheep language it's language of the center of central power and if they can change the language of a society they control that society right if they can say what we can speak about and how we can use words they they control us that is the relationship and it is related to what we're talking about right now that is the relationship that is being built and has been being been built between citizens of a country and the centralized institutions we have to change that relationship it is an abusive relationship it is a destructive relationship and it only leads to more misery for all of us right hence my work here that is what that is the main reason i got into writing articles like this and articles like this that i started writing in 2005 that is the main reason that i got into doing videos teaching mathematics talking about the stuff that is the main reason that i got into live streaming and having these open discussions we need to have free flowing information communication okay it is essential that is the reason i'm putting in so much time and energy into this really okay aside from loving it and it lets me sleep at night soundly and when i wake up i excited to do to work to create to read what's happening and interpret what's happening and share that information to the best of my abilities it's so damning that the us students aren't taught about the pentagon papers and other whistleblowers the government perpetuates a nationalistic narrative so as to enforce a us versus them whistleblower the centers cultural war agreed on agreed i feel like the content or message isn't what's at stake whether some conform conforms or not the standard not to the standard in what's at stake is what's at stake do you want to be the sacrificial lamb the people want blood totally agree yeah i'm going to read that sentence again like because i mucked it up right so bears records i feel like the content or message isn't what's at stake whether some conforms or not to the standards is what's at stake do you want to be the sacrificial lamb the people want blood yeah and what we need to do is to calm people down and make them realize that we don't have to spill blood we just have to talk we need to proactively seek the truth not expected from other societies yeah that's really beautiful not we need to proactively seek the truth not expected from other societies 100% right crazy what's going on in the world is the relationship factor right what is the relationship between relationship that we have with each other between ourselves and people that are outside of the circle that we have right now relationship between us and corporations between us and central indoctrination education centers between us and the state right between us and centralized religious institutions we have to question it all we have to question it all and we will and we will all right and we are and we are through pomegranate videos and comic book videos and math videos live streams and whatnot right we will should we call the stream gang let's call the stream thanks for being here gang very much appreciate it pomegranate and archie eat the seeds eat the seeds you know how many people have had commenting saying they didn't know they they could eat the seeds right so if they never saw that video they wouldn't have known how to eat the seeds they were kept on spitting the seeds out until they saw that video now according to youtube with that with that how do you not eat the seeds people so many people they said they would spit out the seeds so glad to be here awesome awesome see you chichou wondering what to have for breakfast yogurt and pomegranate seeds fun anyway i'm going off on rents hope you guys have a fantastic fantastic next few days maybe pomegranates would if i had any yeah they're not actually they're making their way into the stores now in my part of the world they're still expensive i wait until the main rush comes in and just go ballistic for a few weeks what's been my most successful the mathematics the comic books and the food stuff and the beards the beers too there's like i gotta put more beer videos out there i just haven't but the asmr math the comic books and the food stuff those are the three that are the most successful the ones that people go to the most right my pleasure dolphin my pleasure x thanks for popping in thanks for popping in uh bears records uh we let me know what you want to deal with first messing around with the audio or me setting up soundcloud so we can load things on and we can load them on as if they're podcast if you let me know send me a message i'll get on it okay i'll get on it hope you guys have a fantastic fantastic evening i'll be around when you're ready okay let me know which one you want to start off with first i'll leave it up to you okay i'm ready to go whenever you are bye everyone