Hovering is one of the greatest mysteries in narcissism. Never mind who has done the dumping, who broke up with whom, the narcissistic experiences usually narcissistic injury of some kind. Narcissists are incapable of experiencing emotions the way normal people do, healthy people do. They mislabel, misinterpret emotions, including negative emotions, definitely positive ones. The breakup is translated in the narcissist's mind as a rejection, and in this sense the narcissist is very similar to the borderline. He perceives everything in terms of abandonment, in terms of rejection, in terms of humiliation. So the experience is unpleasant, even in the best of times, and especially with the narcissist, why would he wish to revisit this trauma? Why would he reenact the failed relationship, basically? Because narcissists constantly reenact conflicts. Narcissists are engaged in reenacting early childhood conflicts with the biological mother, the mother of origin. This is known as the shared fantasy. And similarly, hovering is a reenactment of the failed relationship with the usually crazy expectation of a different outcome. And I propose crazy expectations. My name is Sandvakne. I'm the author of Malignan's Self-Love, Narcissism Revisited, a former visiting professor of psychology and currently on the faculty of CIAPS. Hovering involves the re-idealization of a persecutory object. You remember the last time you were with the narcissist? He devalued you. He discarded you. He began to regard you as the enemy. He developed persecutory delusions and ideation, paranoid ideation. It was really bad. You became the bec noir. You were the enemy. And then he got rid of you in order to reenact the separation individuation from his mother and he failed. But what's left behind, what was left behind was the internal object that represented you in the narcissist's mind. Initially this object has been idealized in the lab bombing phase and then the object has been devalued, painted and tainted with use of hostility and enmity and animosity. So there the narcissist is stuck with a persecutory object that used to be you. And this persecutory object is somehow menacious, it's a bit threatening, it's nagging. It's a constant reminder that the narcissist has failed and that he is not such a good judge of character as he considers himself to be. He is not godly, he is not omniscient. In short, the persistence and survival of a persecutory object in the narcissist's mind is a constant engine of dissonance and anxiety. And to get rid of this dissonance and anxiety, there's only one way out to re-idealize you. And so hoovering is driven by internal dynamics, not by external ones. Now there are two ways to re-idealize the persecutory object. And again to remind you, the persecutory object is the internal object in the narcissist's mind that represents you. In the last phase of the relationship, he became the enemy, the foe. And when you've left, when he discarded you or you dumped him, the persecutory object was left behind. The narcissist needs to re-idealize it in order to avoid dissonance and anxiety. And there are two ways of doing this. He can re-acquire you, he can reintroduce you into a shared fantasy and then he would be able to idealize you all over again. And the other option is to find someone else, not you. And then superimpose your internal object, or the internal object that represents you, your introject, to superimpose it on her. Now throughout this lecture, the gender pronouns are interchangeable, half of all narcissists are women. So option number one, the narcissists will try to get back with you, try to somehow re-establish the connection, reintroduce you into a shared fantasy, offer you a way to reconcile and be together. And then he would love bomb you and idealize you all over again, and that would resolve the inner discomfort, the dissonance, and the internal narcissistic injury of having failed with you. Option one. Option two, he finds someone else. And then he re-idealizes your object, the object that represents you in his mind, but he projects it onto the new partner.  These are the two ways. So the narcissist could re-idealize successive partners with a single internal object which used to be yours or which used to represent you, or he could fetch you specifically in order to match you again with the external object and be able to idealize it. All in all, it is an attempt to resume the disrupted shared fantasy. It's about the resumption of the shared fantasy. Shared fantasy has been disrupted owing to the narcissist's needs, the need to separate, the need to individuate, and the derivative needs to somehow get rid of you as a representative of the mother. Get rid of mother in a way. You wear the maternal figure, getting rid of you is as good as it gets when it comes to separation, individuation. But now this leaves behind a gaping hole where you used to be. And this is a very threatening hole. It's a vacuum or lacuna or emptiness that threatens the narcissist's precarious internal balance because it is the figure of an enemy, an enemy within a Trojan horse, a fifth column. The narcissist needs to get rid of it by resuming the shared fantasy. This is also an attempt to establish object constancy based on introject constancy. Now, you remember that the narcissist has problems with object constancy. He has something called object in constancy because he's unable to perceive the externality and separateness of other people known as objects in psychology. Because he's unable to do this, he's unable to maintain a constancy of these people in reality. He's unable to believe, if you wish, to convince himself somehow that these people will be there the next day. Instead what the narcissist does, he compensates for this object in constancy by creating stable, safe, permanent, perpetual introjects, internal objects that represent people in his life. But whereas people in his life can vanish, can abandon him, can separate from him, can run away, etc. The internal objects that represent these people in his mind can't do any of these things. He cannot be abandoned by these internal objects, they're safe. They become a kind of internal, secure base. So hovering is an attempt to match an external object which is inconstant, coming, going in an external object that has abandoned the narcissist, that has been discarded by the narcissist, that has dumped the narcissist, that has gone out of the narcissist's life and therefore cannot be trusted to be there. So there's an attempt to match this kind of external object with the internal object that used to represent this external object in the narcissist's mind. The internal object is still there, will always be there, it's stable, it's safe. So the narcissist tries to extend this stability, this sense of security, this determinacy, tries to extend it onto the external object by matching the internal object, the introject, with the external object. And this is hovering. And of course, time stands still in the narcissist's mind, the idea or the effort of bringing you together with your introject, kind of a marriage, a second marriage between you as an external object and the internal object that represents you in the narcissist's mind, this attempt to merge you somehow with the internal object occurs or happens at the exact point of the breakup. It's as if time stood still, as if the narcissist attempts to resume or renew the shared fantasy at the moment that it stopped, at the moment of the breakup, at the moment of the separation. It's as if no time has passed between the termination of the previous shared fantasy and the resumption of the new one. Even if ten years have passed, as far as the narcissist is concerned, you're frozen in time because your introject is inside his mind and it hasn't changed. So the narcissist resumes, takes off, where the previous shared fantasy has ended. And all this is accomplished by combining dissociation, the narcissist dissociates the intervening time, dissociates the time lapse or the period between the old shared fantasy and the new shared fantasy. It's as if time hasn't passed at all, you haven't changed, nothing has happened, it was just a dream, a bad dream, so dissociation and confabulation. The narcissist bridges the dissociative gap between the old fantasy and the new fantasy by creating some kind of narrative. I don't know, you are waiting for him. You are destined to be together, to inflame some hits, you name it.  If you take dissociation and combine it with confabulation, you get a time artifact, you get a kind of smooth transition between the past and the future without any present. So you broke up in 2020 and time stood still. And then in 2030, the narcissist picks up where you have ended in 2020 and pretends that nothing has happened between 2020 and 2030, dissociation and confabulation. The object, you, is frozen in time because the narcissist interacts with the internal object in his mind with the introject, the avatar that represents you, never with you. So what happens if and when the hoovering is successful when you've been baited and trapped yet again in the new shared fantasy? First of all, the hoovering shared fantasy, shared fantasy number 2.0, is unstable as opposed to the first fantasy, the first shared fantasy, which had a goal, direction, purpose, and orientation. The second shared fantasy doesn't. The initial shared fantasy with you converted you into a maternal figure and allowed the narcissist to separate from you and to try to become an individual to somehow reenact the conflict with his original mother, hoping for a different, much more favorable outcome. So the first shared fantasy is goal-oriented, dynamic. It had an endpoint in the beginning. It was a cohesive, coherent narrative, which invariably ends with a separation. The second shared fantasy, the successive shared fantasy, the hoovering, the shared fantasy generated by the hoovering attempt has no goal and no purpose. It has lost its raison d'etre. It is not about separation anymore because the separation has been accomplished in the discard phase of the previous shared fantasy. When the narcissist has discarded you or when you have done the narcissist, separation has been accomplished, mission accomplished. The second shared fantasy doesn't have separation as its goal, but unfortunately it doesn't have anything else as its goal. The narcissist is lost, confused, discombobulated. He doesn't know where he's going with his hoovering shared fantasy. And the hoovering shared fantasy, the secondary fantasy, is very unstable because it's very fuzzy, it's unclear, it's non-directional. The narrative, the storyline is mangled somehow. The second shared fantasy, the hoovering shared fantasy revolves around individuation. Whereas the first shared fantasy with you had to do with separation, the narcissist tries to use or leverage the second shared fantasy with you in the wake of his hoovering in order to individuate. But the narcissist doesn't know how to become an individual. The narcissist is subject to negative identity formation. The narcissist's identity is in contradistinction to others, in conflict with others, in contradiction to others. The narcissist is antisocial, he's defiant, he's consumatious, he rejects authority, he's reckless. These are his identity parameters. So when the narcissist tries to individuate within the hoovering shared fantasy, the second shared fantasy with you, he becomes extremely self-destructive, self-defeating, aggressive, sometimes violent, defiant, hateful, reckless, addictive, addicted to this and that. Substances, for example. The second shared fantasy is very labile, very dysregulated and resemble, and the narcissist in the hoovering shared fantasy resembles a borderline actually. Precisely because he has lost the plot, he now tries to become something, an individual in which he has no experience. He's never been an individual, he's never really separated. And so the second shared fantasy, the hoovering shared fantasy is doomed to fail. But whereas the first shared fantasy had the concept of failure baked into it, hardwired, the second shared fantasy fails by default. It fails because it's not working. The narcissist really tries in the hoovering shared fantasy, he really tries to learn from his mistakes in the previous fantasy and somehow accommodate you and him cater to your needs, but he's incapable of any of this. So the second shared fantasy, the hoovering shared fantasy is a lot more tragic, heart-rending and heart-breaking than the first one. In the first one, the narcissist is robotic. He goes through the motions, half awake, as if he is sleepwalking, inexorably drawn to the act of separating from you in order to resolve early childhood conflicts. In the second fantasy, in the hoovering fantasy, he tries and keeps failing all his attempts, crumble. He tries to be an individual and also fails. He just becomes dysregulated, led by, antisocial, defiant, abrasive, unpleasant, obnoxious and so on and so forth, until this second shared fantasy fails as well. He doesn't preclude hoovering a third time and a fourth time, but all these are secondary shared fantasies and are liable to end the very same way. The narcissist's life is tragicomic in many ways.


My name is Eduardo Mansour, I'm the director of the FAO Office of Climate Change, Biodiversity and Environment. This inception workshop comes at a crucial time, as Cuba, a small island developing state, faces the dual challenge posed by the COVID-19 pandemic and climate change. We know that small island development states are particularly vulnerable to the impact of climate change because of their restricted geographical area, isolation and exposure to climate risks. Which is why now, with the problems exacerbated by the pandemic, we need to push forward for a green and resilient recovery. This is a project of about $120 million, with about 38 million in grants and 82 million in co-financing. At this scale, it has enormous potential to be transformational and help Cuba make its agriculture sector more inclusive, sustainable and resilient to the impacts of climate change. Despite the many difficulties caused by the pandemic, the IRIS project got off to a quick start, just three months after its approval in March, which shows how committed the government and all stakeholders are to climate action in Cuba. This inception workshop marks the first step towards achieving real impact, both in terms of reducing emissions from forest and land use, representing around 2.6 million tons of CO2 equivalent that will be avoided through sustainable agricultural practices. The project will also deliver significant socio-economic and environmental co-benefits. About 52,000 family farmers, almost half of them women, will benefit directly from the project, which facilitates the transition towards climate resilient production. Local agriculture systems will become more resilient with the introduction of climate smart agroforestry, silver pastoral approach on more than 35,000 hectares of land. Restoring productive landscapes and preserving ecosystem services will combat soil erosion, increase access to water, and improve food and nutrition security. This is particularly important in this year when we launched the United Nations Decade on Ecosystem Restoration 2021-2013.


What's up guys, this is not the best of lighting, huh? Anyway, what is up guys, so? I'm just super excited to be here. I'm at my mentor Daniel D. Piazza's Event is called the alpha intensive. We are in Malibu Hills in California and this place is awesome This is my room. Yeah, like My room that I'm staying in for the day. I mean not for the day the weekend like check out this bathroom Oh Yes What's up guys if you guys can see this setup?  I want you kind of to really ponder about one I want you to really think about what is it that you really enjoy What is it that makes you smile? It makes you happy what makes you laugh what makes you where you can talk literally non-stop about it every single day Like what is that to you and then I want you to figure out every single thing that you can do to embrace it, right? So I always use photography example if you like photography by yourself a decent camera take photos see if you could take photos for Company a brand or anything just make take photos because that's something that you enjoy Take courses on it learn how to make a portfolio and have stock footage all that really just invest in like What you really enjoy and what makes you happy because this life that we have it's short think about 2018 alone All the things that have happened all the deaths that have been you know that have been around like it's you know People are losing their lives and they don't get to see that true value that they can have and This world because they're not here anymore So I want you to take advantage of your passions the loves the things that you want to do do it for me Like I was like I want to grow as a person. I want to grow my brand. I want to meet new people I want to talk to people for a living whether I don't care what method and mean that takes but whatever can put me in The environment I'm gonna do came to this alpha intensive my mentor Daniel D. Piazza That is these super dope bags look at that Saints colors and all you already know who that I don't know man I'm just embracing me And then the second thing I want you to really focus on is investing in yourself I know a lot of people talk about real estate and banking and all this stuff like that awesome Doesn't matter if you don't invest in yourself So the first thing I say invest in your health right before you invest in anything invest in your health because if you're sick You're dying in your death bed or on the hospital bed You're not gonna be doing anything successful, but sitting on that bed dying or sick Like you want to make sure you're taking care of yourself and really being a person who is You know taking care of their body So then you could accomplish the best things that you could possibly accomplish and then to invest in your personal growth So this could be anything from reading podcasts. It doesn't have to be big old things I mean, I think that accelerates your growth if you go to like mastermind groups Courses learning new skills big events that helps you grow as a person You get to really get to learn how to be more vulnerable So again, two things enjoy dive into a passion that you're really close to and then to invest in yourself in your health Body mind personal growth and you will be literally on top of the world So I gotta head out. It's gonna be dinner time and a little bit But I just wanted to give you guys that catch you later


Agent Nation! My name of course is AgentBeamstar. Let's get right into the news! There's been a lot of news the past few days so it was only right that I cover it. For our first story of the day, she got kick-scot herself in some dark water because she was talking reckless on Twitter. She said this. There should only be no pushing and wreck.   And you can scroll down all the replies is just people mocking her. And things got very serious when Joe Knows quote tweeted saying this. This is the type of people 2k invites the community day and wonders why the community is never happy with the game. Hank the tank replied to that and said W tweet. And apparently she got kicks didn't have enough ammunition for Joe Knows so she took shots at Hank instead she said this.  You had to pay VC for a girl to sit on you. Someone seems to have lost their temper over a virtual animation being removed from a pixelated video game. I have no comment. Have a great day. It took you to delete your tweet and 30 more minutes to come up with that question mark. Basically that was the gist of the story. So we just got this video off with some senseless Twitter drama. Promise the next one's better. Hey for our next story of the day my goodness this story warms my heart. Because it's a story that never should have happened but now that it's happened it's just kind of funny alright. The official NBA 2k Twitter account put out this senseless tweet saying this. Roll it. Should we create a half court shot badge? Question mark? Thinking emoji? And they just dropped the video of like NBA players not even shooting at the half court because that's his own free throw line there. That's a full court shot. And yo I'm gonna just put it this way people were not happy about the tweet.  Agent Zero himself. Me and him go way back. He's a collaborator on this channel. He said well he just put a face palm emoji. Very disappointed. He didn't have words for what they were saying. If you do I'm greeting every shot from there and we'll be the most hated person on 2k. Even the Raptors uprising Twitter darted on the mix man.  Very fitting for the occasion. Stop playing yo. Sharps and stretches are already OP. Hank just said yes. He said yeah I want that. And DJack himself. I don't even know who that is.  Oh no. All it took was one tweet and everybody erupted. It got to the point where Brian Mzik contributed for Forbes even dropped an article titled this. The fact that 2k asked if it shouldn't include a half court badge in NBA 2k20 has me worried. Yeah we've gotten to that point man. It was just one tweet man. He's just one of one of the tweets. All right the reality of this tweet is simple. There's a social media guy or girl that clearly doesn't play 2k and doesn't pay attention to the community.  Clearly they with. Nobody thought it was funny. I mean they have people literally shooting from full court here. That would absolutely break the game.  They knew it would ruin the game and there was a ton of backlash. So what's likely gonna happen is this innocent social media guy that just tried to make a funny joke for NBA 2k's Twitter account is gonna walk into the office right on the next business day and everybody's gonna be staring at him.  Just drop some content. How did you manage to get the whole community angry at us man? Don't do that. So this is a lesson for all the other developers, publishers that have Twitter accounts or any sort of content creating account. Get people that play the game. They wouldn't make these mistakes just saying. For our next story of the day, oh lord, Steezo and Power are back in the news. Man these guys just been taking shots at one another forever now. Alright and the shots continued because somebody asked Power a question in his stream and it... Well I'll let you watch. Bro what do you mean? Man I said dodging Steezo. Who's dodging Steezo? Tell Steezo to pull up. But I'm not scared of Steezo. If Steezo expects me to follow him around and pull him up I'm not. Let Steezo know he's not imported to me. If he wants to play me so bad, he can pull up on me. Nobody's scared of him. Promise you I'm gonna stay on the spot man. Nobody is scared of Steezo. Iso does not work. He isos against Vandems in the parking and he's like yo I'm so good. Like okay you can do random jibber moves on Vandems. The second Steezo tried dribbling on me with Iso.  We gonna be spamming bro. We gonna be spamming. There ain't gonna be no Iso.  I promise you that. I promise you. I promise you I'm gonna be spamming.  I'm gonna be spamming every second. He's not gonna get a chance to dribble. I'm telling you bro. It's not happening. Jesus. Alright so I mean eruption like that you know word eventually gets back. Alright you guys in the community you guys love to incite drama bro. I see it happen every single day. This was prompted by a question in the chat. Somebody's like hey stop running from Steezo. And then power got defensive in attack. And then of course that same person's gonna record and clip this and send it to Steezo on Twitter to get Steezo's reaction. And of course we got Steezo's reaction. You guys start drama man. For no reason you'll just start it. And then you guys will literally point at the YouTubers and be like hey stop getting in drama but you're starting it. Steezo said on Twitter one of the most toxic and annoying YouTubers in the community but everyone just lets you rock.  GrindingDF saved your YouTube career.  If you guys don't remember a couple months ago there was some more drama going on and Steezo issued some threats. And there was a couple DF members I think that tried to get his account banned on Twitter. And so Steezo was tweeting about that saying they were literally trying to report his account and get it banned. So the rivalry has been going on for a while now. You know power said in the video that what you do takes no skill. And Steezo is saying then how come you can't do it. And how come when I do it it's so effective. And then power saying bring it on. So ladies and gentlemen we need this match to happen for the community. Alright I know power you have a PS4 account come on now.  I'm almost certain they're gonna get in some more drama in the next few weeks. Like it's just bound to happen. So we'll see what happens how the situation escalates man. But this is where it ended today. For our next story of the day ladies and gentlemen. What the f*** was that? For our for our next story of the day. Ladies and gentlemen some a little bit of drama in the my team community. Now if you didn't know there's a whole underworld to NBA2K. And it's guys who sell accounts. It's guys who grind badges. It's guys who sell MT. And boy when I'm telling you some of these guys make in the deep six figures. They make in the deep six figures my guys. McGurk you guys remember McGurk from the last 2K drama lord. He got accused of doing a whole bunch of stuff. He was accusing this character Phantoms of scamming people. And he has like a whole MT selling service. He put out a tweet saying how dudes calling me a scammer. LMAO. I refund people with my own money. And he showed receipts of him refunding people. Because there's some situations where you get some guy he pays you money. But it doesn't work out. And so you want to pay him back. I've been in a very rough situation in 2K17. Where I promoted a badge company and it went left. And my fans were left up because they were the ones who were scammed. So I had to pay out of my pocket to reimburse everybody. Because I don't want to make everyone think I was scamming folks right. And so the accusations calling him a scammer are just false. There's no evidence for it. There was a couple tweets he deleted I managed to screenshot. And maybe this is the reason why I put it in the story. Because it'll show you just how much you have the potential to make. When you sell MT or when you sell a counselor. When you do any of that kind of stuff. Because I don't even think he's really that popping. You don't see him being promoted on YouTube channels. The way you see other people being promoted right.   McGurk been a pretty dude. Racist and will get rocked.  The internet's your best friend. So I don't really care. Honestly I don't care about the drama that much. But I'm more interested in the fact that. He made 5,000 off of it. I've talked to people. Multiple, multiple people who made tens of thousands. And the problem with 2K is it's so hard to get badges. That in almost every situation. It makes more sense for you to just buy an account. Or to buy MT from somebody. And take those extra hours you would have took. Mindlessly grinding something like my career or domination. And just spend it working a low minimum wage job. So if you're broke in 2019. You got to get creative. You have to just try some stuff. I'm trying to get an Xbox account soon. I'm just going to buy somebody's account. Right actually hold on this is against TOS. No allegedly alright. I would never do such a thing. Never.  All I'm saying is this.  And there's a lot of ways to make it ladies and gentlemen. For our next story of the day is a Fortnite related one. But also applies to MVA 2K. Dayquan a popular Fortnite content creator put out a tweet saying this. One day game developers will realize that you can't protect noobs from getting bot. You add ranked people will smurf. You separate casual and ranked people will just go bot farming casuals. You try and change the game mechanics to save him. You ruin the game. History doesn't lie. And basically all the Twitch streamers were responding to this. I mean you have Dakota is responding. Summit 1G agreeing. Ninja agreeing. Kenneth agreeing. Left right and center. I even seen some 2K content creators quote tweeting that saying 2K take some notes. And in Fortnite you'd be correct. That probably wouldn't work. But on MVA 2K it is very challenging for people to smurf. If you don't know what a smurf is. It's basically when a very skilled player in the game gets tired of playing other skilled levels at his rank. And so he makes a new account in the hopes of being matched up with worst players in entry level lobbies and just murdering them. And so you can imagine if a professional player is playing with guys who just picked up the sticks. He's going to cause a hit key. It's going to be murder. Like it's going to be too easy. And people do that on a lot of different games like Rainbow Six, League of Legends, CSGO, you name it. But I guess one of the negatives of 2K that in this situation turns into a positive is that it's very hard to smurf.  It takes dozens of hours to get your player to the level where you feel comfortable playing online with him. And so unlike Fortnite where he's just making you account and smurf if there was a ranked and unranked system in 2K that's not possible. Which is why I've been saying for a very long time ranked unranked would solve a lot of problems. Because I do feel like one of the biggest problems with 2K that no one's talking about is the fact that people aren't playing park games. It takes like 5, 10 minutes just to get one game for the normal person who's not a popular YouTuber. And that's not right. You shouldn't have to ever wait that long in any matchmaking lobby or in any park. And you can solve that problem by matching people up with people at their skill level giving them that option. There's always going to be negatives to any solution. But this Daekwon Tweet and all the response from all the streamers and everything is a result of that new update Fortnite did where they removed the mats and the health that you get after you kill somebody. And biob. Everybody's angry. I mean every every single human I know was angry about it. Zlatan Ibrahimovic. I don't even know enough about soccer but I know his name and if I know your name that means you're at the top of your crap because I don't watch the sport. Even he said Fortnite. Zlatan says revert. Anyway I thought it was an interesting story and I wanted to give my two cents. For the next story of the day yo I don't know what goes on behind the doors of a lot of these NBA 2k league teams but it has to be juicy drama. They fry a competitive player put out this tweet saying this. If we handle things like men in Dallas instead of going behind each other's backs we would have been a championship contender and he was responding to an unpopular opinion 2k league edition. I said it in my last drama learn and I'm gonna make it quick and I'm going to say it again get a camera get a camera this content cannot be missed if you decide afterwards you don't want to use it because it's too risky cool but at least record the damn thing when it's happening because this is some high tier drama of people leaving teams and other people saying I can't work with this guy because of this and that get it captured on video man I would want to see it. For our final story of the day the one and only Natex he's on a streak man at this point he's in the news he said this on Twitter. I just heard from a friend that IQ Contain couldn't talk to me anymore or respond to my DMs or he's kicked from DF. Y'all are something else. LMFAO. Y'all got catfish is controlling you know that's tough let me stop. Basically what's happening is this character called IQ Contain joined the clan called DF and DF was telling him allegedly don't talk to Nate or we're gonna cut you from the group. Obviously word got around to the people in DF and they had a reaction this is what they said. LMFAO. This is why I have trouble recruiting younger people. People like this who are immature and love any attention they get. People like IQ can ruin it for the people who actually deserve a spot. I'm done giving new recruits handouts they always let me down. Who wouldn't be a clout chasing dumbass if they joined DF. Drop your gamer tag I need a W recruit. And in the reply as he explained what he was talking about a little bit more he said this. IQ is telling lies to Nate and Tjack to look cool. LMFAO. Tjack is a part of Nades clan he responded to grinding saying this. You wild he actually didn't even say anything bad. I'm not sure what happened but he just seemed like power didn't want him around Nate. I'm not sure what happened but y'all and Nate have hella beef so I can see where everything is coming from. He wouldn't leave you guys. Grinding responded saying dude you know what me and power's focus is on. I honestly couldn't care less who IQ plays with to be honest. I don't even want him in DF anymore if he's so comfortable telling UBS.  Guess he's playing both teams. He dropped a screenshot of him saying Nate wants me so bad he won't leave me alone. So long story short there's basically been a whole lot of drama between clans taking players from this clan and taking players from that clan. Even Nate X himself put out some tweets in the last week saying ever since he's lost his youtube channel he's streaming on mixer there's been more people leaving his clan. And he's calling those people clout chasers saying there was only around for his clout. And so once he lost that on youtube they cut. Things got a little bit more intense because Nate dropped a tweet earlier this week saying if you watched my streams the past couple days I have completely changed the way I act on stream. I'm trying my best to be able to get my partnership with mixer. I'm going to keep grinding for this no matter what. Grinding quote tweeted that and said you were the fakest person on twitter.   And at this point grinding new agent beamstar himself was taking screenshot and he was watching. He put out a tweet saying I feel like my twitter on 24 seven watch LMFAO.   Steezo himself decided to drop his two cents. He said this on twitter. You don't need a clan to be great. Seek individuality. I don't hate clans but it enforces a lot of group think and mob mentality. A false sense of loyalty when in most cases the only ones eating are the ones at the top. End of the day we are all alone. But all alone we are united. And I couldn't have said it any better myself. Ladies and gentlemen that's been it for the news man. Drop like subscribe to the channel put on post notifications click this video that video this video or that video or any videos on the screen to be honest with you. 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Warning, working inside a CRT can be dangerous. Viewer discretion is advised. Hey there everybody, we're deep into things already to start off today's episode. This was just an impromptu video actually about this Sony PVM 1344Q. This one's from October of 1988. And the issue on this one was it just didn't power on properly. So we found out that the power supply was dead. And I had a replacement available. So the owner decided that they wanted to get some more servicing done to their monitor. Obviously it's filthy as far as dirt. Probably never been open since 1988. And anyway, I don't know if you could see that. There it is. There's a look at our tube model number there. But anyway, we're gonna get in here and service this one. This one is a unique design, one of the older designs from Sony. And one of the things they used to do back then was silicone the anode cap to the tube itself up here. And you can see that. And so that presents a challenge to get that off.  And this is the high voltage resistor assembly that's in here that's a proprietary part from Sony. Sometimes it can go bad and that's really a pain because again, look at that. It's all one solid encased unit. And it's very difficult to find any old stock of that. So this is something you kind of have to be careful with where you just don't even mess with this whole area if you end up having to look inside and service one of these. Like I did here, you could pull the board over to the side and check the capacitors and recap it and do some work on it. Now specifically, this one's gonna get a deflection cap which is about 35 caps in this area. But check out this. This is another cool thing about this particular monitor is this cap right here is definitely bad. We're gonna zoom in a little bit. I'm gonna add some more lighting and then you'll be able to see how it's kind of concave on the top. It's a little bit difficult to see from this angle. I'm trying to get down there so you can see how it cones up maybe a little bit. But that's noticeable. You also have some weird fluid coming out of the top here but if we look down at the bottom, check that out. Looks like some fluid's starting to peek out from the bottom there possibly. Now it could be some epoxy but I'll be honest, it looks more like just nasty gloop that's coming from maybe melting the plastic and the way it's reacting at the bottom of this capacitor with the electrolytic fluid. So this one's definitely gonna come out. We'll pull it and take a closer look at that and see what exactly is going on in that specific spot. But besides that, we're gonna go through and recap all these capacitors basically in this whole area, in this area, and then a few up in this area too around these hot spots that do control your deflection and your vertical and horizontal actual screen controls. So both these capacitors in this area are slightly bulged and they both look pretty bad from just a visual inspection point. So I've got the board ready, again, still attached there and we're gonna flip it over and before I even remove these two capacitors, we're gonna take a look at what their readings are in circuit with an ESR capacitor tester. So these are gonna be on the higher capacitance. One of them is a, actually one of them's a 22 so that's not too high and then a 33 so they're gonna need to be pretty much over 1.2 ohms right there on this meter for it to read bad. All right, the two capacitors I'm testing here are just down here and this does have an automatic discharge mode. So what I'm gonna do is I'm gonna test this capacitor right here and then this capacitor right here and both of them are probably bad but I put the red on the positive lead and we'll see what it reads up here. So even though it, you know, let's see. So we're at a 2.0 ohms reading with this meter which again is gonna put it into this yellow almost red zone. Let's see what the other one reads. Oh yeah, see this one is definitely gone. This one's all the way up to 20 ohms and it's the one that, it's the one see here it's the one that was bulging for sure. So absolutely this one is done. Let's remove them and then we'll see what the meter says with them out of circuit if that changes anything. Let's pull these capacitors starting with this bigger bottom one. We're gonna use the HACCO FR-301. So there's our first capacitor. We have number two there. All right, here's our meter set up and we're gonna read these capacitors out of circuit and see if they read any differently. Now this is the one that was reading really bad up there at the 20 ohms. It's a 160 33 microfarad capacitor and I'm gonna put just the negative to negative here and the positive to positive and we'll see what it says again out of circuit. So still reading 20 ohms which is pretty awesome meaning that this tool was reading the same for that capacitor in circuit as out of circuit and that's really the benefit to this particular tool over many of the others that I've talked about. It's easy to get in circuit readings and testings here on capacitors. Let's see what this one says. Still right at 2.0. So that's incredible accuracy and consistency there. Just shows you this tool is amazing. I mean, you can tell if I can test these capacitors without pulling them every time and get a reading as to whether they're failed or passed that that is just an amazing savings of time and efficiency for me and really anybody who does this kind of work. Now if we take a look at our board over here and see what it looks like where the capacitors were, there is a weird dark spot over here on both the positive ends and that is kind of a powdery substance. I thought maybe it was a glue but again, it's a weird powdery substance. I'm assuming that's coming from the capacitor and the electrolytic fluid and then if we look closely here at the actual capacitor itself on the positive end, you'll see kind of a fluid discharge on that positive rail right there and then if we look at the other one and again, this one is still technically reading like usable but it's starting to leak right there on that positive node also right there. All right, so the next step is to remove the rest of the caps in here and then we'll clean the boards, install the new cap kit and we'll come take a look at the finished board before we reassemble and test the CRT. New capacitor kit has been installed here and we've got all these deflection points serviced. I did notice when I was going through the monitor that there was a jumper wire right here that's been severed and I think this might be something to do with a factory fix later on because the monitor did test fine before I started servicing it. So that's just an interesting point right there is that that was done and since it's from 1988 and this model did go into the early 90s, I do suspect that a lot of these things where there were components added to this board were to fix things that were changed from the original design or the way that the board came out of the factory. We've also gone through and reflowed solder on this board on a lot of these points, it's been cleaned also and hopefully this will really extend the life and help us get a great picture on this PVM. So now we're ready to get this circuit board back into our cleaned up tube and chassis so I can show you that area just quickly here because it is a lot cleaner than what it was when it started but now we're gonna get this all put back together. We need to make one more modification to something that I need to show you real quick first though. One of the final things we're gonna look at is this input board and obviously it's gotta be cleaned but the one thing we can do is modify this to give us an extra audio input for our RGB. Now, Sony originally made this and did not include an input for you to use the mono speaker with the RGB line down here. However, thanks to Andy King he was able to discover that he could do this very easy modification and then you can use line A up here and then use that with RGB in sync and it'll allow you to use the speaker with the monitor. So we're gonna do that modification. Now the good thing about this modification is it doesn't even change anything on the monitor so you could still use this speaker input with line A. It's just you can also use it with RGB. So if you want more information on that I will put a link to Andy's website in the description, the CRT database. But if you look over here on the backside of the board it will say the QD board and then the QE board over here. What you need to do is just look at this bunch of wires right here and what you're looking for is that RGB line right there. And all you have to do is sever that red cable and that's the fourth cable right here. So you just pull this apart like this. So then all you have to do is just remove that cord and everything will work on the audio. And that's really all you have to do for this modification. And again, you're not losing any kind of performance or anything on the monitor by doing this. All right, now it's time to get everything cleaned up and reassemble the monitor and we'll do some testing. We've got things set up here for our first test run. We've got the monitor completely reassembled. On the inputs you can see I've got RGB and external sync and then our audio is connected there with a Y cable into the A audio for line A. And that's fed over here to a triple bypass Sega Genesis, model two, and we've got the lovely Mega Man the Wiley Wars remake right there. And then if you look over here, this is the power supply unit and this is a replacement power supply. So it was previously serviced and it tested out good. So that's installed. And since we have this lovely ESD mod mat here, we can just leave this open like this and test it as is. We've got the neckboard in place, everything's ready to go. So now let's just change our lighting and we can go around front and turn this on and hopefully we'll have an image and some audio. Well, there you go. We've definitely got the audio coming through. We'll normally take a second for this to pop up. Hell, there you go. Good old Mega Man. And see, I can adjust that audio right there on the front by pressing up and down. So that's very handy to at least be able to use that speaker. All right, well there we have it. Now I need to go through, make some adjustments with the 240p test suite and then we'll come back and have one final little chit chat about this monitor. Well, the PVM is working great. It's been testing for a while and it's pretty much ready to go.  If you're gonna be working on machines like this, something like this can save you tons of time and troubleshooting just if you're able to go through and check components without even removing them from the board. Now unfortunately this device is not fail safe so you do run into times where you might even still have to remove a component to get a reading for it. However, you saw today how we were able to get that reading while it was in circuit and then we removed the capacitors and double checked and our readings were coming straight in the same as they were when they were in circuit. So that's good proof that this actually is working and doing what it's supposed to do but that's gonna do it for today's video and this one on the Sony PVM 1342Q. Please let me know if you have any questions or comments below in the comment section and if you want to hang out for a little bit longer, I'm gonna have some demonstrations of this PVM going and I'll let you see just how it looks in RGB and that'll do it for today. Thanks again for watching. I'll see you all next time with some more retro content. Let's look at one final thing before we get out of here. I got this new tool and it's a dual output outlet that will actually test and verify the amount of power we're using in a combo that would have, for example, a PVM and then a console. So if we check out the console's native power supply and this is an OEM Sega power supply, it's drawing, oh, five watts right now. It might jump up to almost seven right there and it'll fluctuate between those two points and if we check out the PVM, we're gonna sit at 74 watts. So we're over 80 watts for usage as we have this whole setup powered on and then if we look at the back of the PVM, it is rated to go 99 watts max. I have not seen it peak at 99 watts but it has gotten up to over 80. So anyway, that's something to look forward to us, verify more often with these monitors.


Hello and welcome to this presentation of the STM32 real-time clock. It covers the main features of this peripheral which is used to provide a very accurate timebase. The new features added to the STM32 G0's RTC with regard to the STM32 F0's RTC are two alarms, an RTC block separate from the tamper block. The RTC peripheral features an ultra-low power calendar with alarms which run in all low power modes. Additionally, when it's clocked by the low-speed external oscillator called LSE at 32.768 kHz, the RTC is functional even when the main supply is off and when the VBAT domain is supplied by a backup battery. The RTC consumes only 300 nanoamps at 1.8 volt, including the LSE power consumption. The hardware calendar is provided in binary coded decimal format to reduce software load, particularly when the date and time must be displayed. Backup registers and tamper detection belong to the TAMP peripheral. The key features of the RTC are seconds, minutes, hours, weekday, date, month and year provided in binary coded decimal format, sub-seconds are provided in binary format. Add or remove one hour on the fly to the calendar in order to manage daylight savings, two programmable alarms which can wake up the microprocessor from all low power modes, an embedded autoreload timer which can be used to generate a periodic flag or interrupt with wake-up capability. The resolution of this timer is programmable. The calendar can be calibrated thanks to a reference clock source which is the mains at 50 or 60 Hz. A digital calibration circuit allowing compensation of the crystal accuracy with 0.95 ppm resolution. The timestamp function to save calendar contents in timestamp registers depending on an external event. Here's the RTC block diagram. The RTC has two clock sources. The RTC clock named RTCCLK is used for the RTC timer counter and the APB clock is used for RTC register read and write accesses. The RTC clock can use either the high speed external oscillator named HSE divided by 32, the low speed external oscillator named LSE or the low speed internal oscillator named LSI. To be functional in stop or standby mode, the RTC clock must use the LSE or LSI. To be functional in shutdown or VBAT mode, the RTC clock must use the LSE. The RTC clock is first divided by a 7-bit programmable asynchronous pre-scaler which provides the CKA pre-clock. Most of the RTC is clocked at the CKA pre-frequency so in order to reduce power consumption it's recommended to set a high asynchronous division value. The default value is 128. Then a 15-bit programmable synchronous pre-scaler provides the CKS pre-clock. The CKS pre-clock must be 1 hertz in order to update the time and date BCD registers in one second increments. The sub-second register resolution is defined by the CKA pre-frequency. By default it is 256 hertz when the RTC clock frequency is 32,768 hertz. The SSR register resolution is increased by reducing the asynchronous pre-scaler value. The asynchronous pre-scaler can also be bypassed. In this case the sub-second register resolution is defined by the RTC clock frequency. The RTC has two outputs that can provide the alarm flags, the wake-up timer flag, a calibration output from the pre-scalers and also a tamper detection event. In this figure the shadow registers belong to the APB clock domain. This is explained later in this presentation. The RTC is initialised using a safe method. The RTC registers are right protected to avoid any possible parasitic right accesses. First the disable backup domain protection bit must be set in the power controller control register in order to enable RTC right accesses. Then a specific sequence must be written in the RTC right protection register. Initialisation mode must be entered in order to change the clock pre-scaler values or the calendar value. The RTC calendar keeps running in all low power modes in VBAT mode and during reset. Initialisation of the time and date registers is performed via their shadow registers which are in the APB clock domain. The sub-second register cannot be initialised. The calendar sub-second time and date registers content can be read in two different modes. When the bypass shadow registers control bit is cleared the shadow registers are read. The advantage of this mode is that it guarantees that all three registers are consistent. Reading either RTC SSR or RTC TR locks the values in the higher order calendar shadow registers until RTC DR is read. The disadvantage of this mode is that when exiting stop, standby or shutdown mode the software must wait for a synchronisation delay to ensure that the shadow registers are updated with the last calendar register values. This synchronisation delay can be up to one RTC clock period. When the bypass shadow registers control bit is set the actual calendar registers are read directly. The advantage of this mode is that there's no need to wait for the synchronisation delay. The disadvantage is that the read values can be false or not consistent due to synchronisation issues so they must be read twice and compared with previous read values to ensure they are correct and coherent. This slide presents the main calendar features. Daylight savings can be managed by software with automatic one-hour addition or subtraction. It's possible to synchronise the RTC clock to a remote clock by adding or subtracting an offset to the sub-second register on the fly with CKA pre-clock resolution. This feature is commonly used in RF applications. A reference clock means that 50 or 60 hertz can be used to enhance long-term calendar precision. The reference clock is automatically detected. When the one hertz clock becomes misaligned due to the imprecision of the LSE clock the RTC shifts the one hertz clock a bit so that future one hertz clock edges are aligned. Thanks to this mechanism the calendar becomes as precise as the reference clock. When the reference clock is not available the LSE clock is automatically used to update the calendar. A timestamp function is available. The sub-second time and date values are saved in timestamp registers when an event occurs on the timestamp IO. A timestamp event can also occur when a switch to VBAT occurs. A timestamp can also be generated when a tamper event is detected. If a timestamp event occurs when the timestamp flag is set the timestamp overflow flag is set. In this case timestamp registers maintain the timestamp of the previous event. The digital calibration is used to compensate crystal inaccuracy and accuracy variations with temperature and aging. It consists in masking or adding a programmable number of RTC clock cycles fairly well distributed in a configurable window. The calibration value can be changed on the fly depending on detected temperature changes for instance. A one hertz calibration output signal is provided to measure the crystal frequency before and after applying the calibration value. The accuracy shown here is the resolution of the digital calibration. The calibration window size is configurable between 8, 16 and 32 seconds. For a 32 seconds calibration window the accuracy is plus or minus 0.48 ppm. The total correction range is from minus 487 to 488 ppm. The accuracy resolution scales with the calibration window size. Final accuracy in the application will depend on the crystal parameter precision, temperature detection precision, how often the software calibration procedure is launched etc. In order to reach the precision of the calibration window the measurement window must be a multiple of the calibration window. The RTC embeds two flexible alarms based on comparison with the calendar value. The alarm flags are set if the calendar sub seconds, seconds, minutes, hours or date match the value programmed in the alarm registers. The alarms events can wake up the device from all low power modes. The alarms event can also be routed to the specific output pin RTC out with configurable polarity. The calendar alarm sub second, seconds, minutes, hours or date fields can be independently masked or not masked for the comparison. When the masks are used periodic alarms are generated. In addition to the calendar and alarms another 16-bit auto reload counter can generate periodic events with wake up from low power modes capability. This counter cannot be read. Depending on the software configuration the wake up timer clock can be the RTC clock divided by 2, 4, 8 or 16 or the output of the synchronous prescaler. With the divided RTC clock the wake up period can be from 122 microseconds to 32 seconds when the RTC clock frequency is 32.768 kilohertz. The resolution is down to 61 microseconds in this case. With the CKS pre-clock the wake up period can be from 1 second to 36 hours when the CKS pre-clock is at 1 hertz. Several RTC events can generate an interrupt. All interrupts can wake the microprocessor up from all low power modes. The alarm A interrupt is set when the calendar value matches the alarm A value. Similarly the alarm B interrupt is set when the calendar value matches the alarm B value. The wake up timer interrupt is set when the wake up auto reload timer reaches 0. The timestamp interrupt is set when a timestamp event occurs. The RTC peripheral is active in all low power modes and the RTC interrupts cause the device to exit the low power mode. In stop 0, stop 1 and standby modes only the LSE or LSI clocks can be used to clock the RTC. Only the LSE is functional in shutdown mode as this oscillator belongs to the VBAT domain. A bit is available in the MCU debug interface in order to stop the RTC counter when the core is halted for debugging. This is a list of peripherals related to the real-time clock. Please refer to these peripheral trainings for more information if needed. Tampa and backup registers, reset and clock control, power control, extended interrupt controller.


UIU file 0041, Altered High School Building and confirmed anomaly 3, Object Class 53, highly intrusive, unknown capabilities, unknown nature. Secure containment protocols, the following text has been struck through. Confirmed anomaly 3, CA3, is to be surrounded by an electric fence no less than 30 feet high and guarded by the United States Army's platoon. Any footage or photographic evidence of CA3's interior is to be excised as soon as possible and all witnesses detained indefinitely. End of strike through. Under no circumstances should any personnel attempt to enter CA3 or communicate with the persons inhabiting it. However, any person known to have been inside CA3 at any point must be detained and interrogated. A direct military assault on CA3 has been deemed unfeasible at this point, due to the unknown capabilities of the entity or entities by which it is controlled. Note, this is a summary and it does not contain all information relevant to CA3. Known information, the unusual incidents unit was alerted to CA3's existence on September 7th, 1954, when students attending high school reported that the interior of the building was vastly different than it had been at any point in the past. Upon discovery, CA3 exhibited several unusual, if not inherently paranormal, traits. Nearly all walls in the facility had been replaced with steel reinforced concrete, although several rooms were constructed of other materials for no readily apparent reason. All exterior windows had been covered from the inside. All student desks, personal effects, textbooks and other materials expected of a public high school were completely absent. Lockers were still present, albeit significantly smaller and constructed of stainless steel. The arrangement, location and size of rooms and facilities did not match blueprints for the school. Often, rooms would exhibit seemingly random modifications, although the number of changed rooms is currently unknown. No fewer than 17 electronic computers were found, each of which made use of state-of-the-art magnetic core RAM. Prior to its classification as a confirmed anomaly, the high school had no computers. All files on the computers were inaccessible and the computers themselves are firmly bolted down. The auditorium is inaccessible due to a large steel wall completely blocking the doorways. Attempts to move or damage this barrier have been ineffective. The extent and purpose of the barrier are unknown, as are the contents of the auditorium. A team sent into CA-3's interior to do a complete survey, Team CA-3-05, did not return, nor did a second team, Team CA-3-06, tasked with locating the first team. The facilities are currently under lockdown pending new containment protocols. Update 23 days after initial recovery, guards reported white noise emanating from CA-3, the volume of which increased near its auditorium. Five hours later, the white noise stopped, although the sound of voices was audible from the interior of CA-3. Upon further investigation, it was found that the building now contained a large number of persons, all of whom appeared to be wandering aimlessly through the facility. Notably, each individual was physically identical to a member of Team CA-3-06, despite the inhabitants of CA-3 vastly outnumbering the members of Team CA-3-06. Attempts to interview or detain the inhabitants were thwarted by... The 12 members of Team CA-3-05 were not found. In addition to the aforementioned, the interior layout of CA-3 had changed significantly since the previous investigations. No mechanism which could explain this has been identified. Three months after the previous incident, white noise was again heard emanating from the auditorium. This time, the decision was made to investigate immediately. It was found that most of CA-3-2, the designation given to the inhabitants of CA-3, had gathered near the doors of the auditorium. A circular hole roughly six feet in diameter had formed in the steel barrier, although the interior was not visible. At all three ten hours, an item resembling a... Emerged from the hole and was carried away by an inhabitant, the item was placed in one of the classrooms which had not previously been observed to open. This process continued for upwards of eight hours, with a new item being produced once every three minutes. Most were seen entering a different room or locker, although insufficient personnel were available to track all items. Further investigation revealed that most if not all of the items produced exhibited anomalous properties themselves, a significant portion of CA-3-2 were involved in either guarding the items produced, collectively CA-3-3, or performing various tests on them. Update. Two days after the previous incident, three identical armed guards appeared near each entrance to CA-3. Further attempts to enter the building were futile, as these guards have consistently overpowered all teams sent to enter CA-3, regardless of injury or relative level of armament. Note. Reports gathered during the two days prior to guards manifesting outside of CA-3 appear to confirm that CA-3-2 is following standard UIU protocol regarding the items produced by the auditorium. Their knowledge of UIU standard procedure is consistent with that of team CA-305. Update. During the UIU's tracking of CA-6, two men identical to Agent Dixon, a member of CA-306, emerged from a parked car and forcibly detained CA-6, dragging him into the car and driving away, tracking the vehicle for the next eight hours revealed that it was driving directly to CA-3. Upon arrival, the vehicle drove directly through the front doors, which the guards had opened shortly before their arrival. CA-6 has not been recovered. UIU file 0042. Message received from CA-3. On May 15, 1965, a following message was transmitted in Morse code from CA-3 on standard UIU communication frequencies. Sensitive data has been classified and the beginning of each sentence has been capitalized, but the message has not otherwise been changed. Hello. We are the O5 Council and we secure Contain Protect. We have been shown to do and it would be nice to be friends. It is nice to have been a part of your excellent, but it is best that with superior resources given the greatness we will control containment. Our sincerest apologies regarding guards and detainment, workers and secrets kept needed. The time and weights we apologize, the radio blocked by one SCP or two. Expect an expansion soon, for we spaces for all though away from auditorium, okay but unwant. Eight hours later, the following transmission was received. Expand it now. See the federal building, it is now a functional. Need doctors, guards, D-men recruiting. Anomalies found and further possibly international. Searching of course possible. International maybe days, weeks to do. Further we O5 are aware, sorry to O6 missed, that legible barely. But go between auditorium, not... Goodbye and luck with your troubles. Lesson complete. To continue with your orientation training, subscribe to SCP Orientation right now or watch these playlists.


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