Hello everybody and welcome back to my channel. I'm sorry for the delay in this. I just had a bit of a mixed up weekend managed to wreck my Linux installation and I still haven't managed to pull my Windows it's not a petition. It's a separate disc inside the laptop. It's got two hard drives and I've not managed to get that back, but yeah, and it's quite a vex me a little bit, but we're back at this Now let me just check that what we got on is on. Let's have a look at what we got so far So let's just do a little look here. So you can look at where we got to I'm just gonna bring that upon the screen here Just bring this in a little bit Bigger so I can see it easier No, I don't know if you can read through the boiler and stuff in the background. I'm sorry about that It's not getting a bit too loud because it is quite a loud boiler system, right? Let's What can I do about that letting you look at that day? I'll put it up on the screen. There we go. So this is schematic and We will we are into where VR one is the 2k VR one Okay, so you can see that's pretty much dead in the middle Okay, so we're gonna be connecting a 1k To the To the side of that and of course as we use the wiper it's gonna Be adjusting from one side together of that 2k that 2k part, so Let's just do it as it is on there Let me just check that that's a 1k. Yeah, that's a 1k Now Let's have a look what we got. We've got this boy becoming out here. We've got the three in there No, I know it's been requested we go a bit, but the lenses on this camera, unfortunately Not all in the same place. So you can see that. I hope you can see that one off Let me see if I can just back that back out again and actually bring it in By hand See what that makes it any easier for you to see what's going on on there So what we're looking at now is this leg just yeah Yeah, we need to attach a 1k to this and then we need to put the transistor here Just for a little look see on that side So let's get this during them Ah, one case that's going to come off that leg. Yes, so I Could probably just nip that there and drop a bit of solder from there to there But I think I might extend it out just one And to keep things nice and trim just to make sure I've got plenty of space on the edge I'm actually gonna put that Put the resistor in like this Should I do it that way around or that way around that's gonna be further away from the transistor itself So you can go like that Which means then all I'm gonna do is go a little bit over up there And I don't have to get too close here because it can be a little bit Not problematic, but just you know things get in the way. Let me just find a better tool For just bending his head. We're just like a nice straight bend There and we go perfect that can be bent up there So I'm just gonna tack this down just oh and I Don't smoke I used to smoke I don't smoke And it was mentioned about the tin here or tobacco tins, but this It is not it's a vacuum tin. This is actually a calming collar for my pussy cats But do they work Calms me out 15 quid like so Yeah, I don't know where it works on To be honest with you as he calmed down not really anybody's a you know is a young captain Which to expect from young cats. He's calmed down a bit now. I mean he was Jumping off the top of the door frame of my wardrobe and stuff in the bedroom early hours I was doing my neighbors head in a little bit But why started doing was locking him out the bedroom. I Didn't know what else I could do. So I just thought what if I just lock him out the bedroom and Then at least He can't be in there to jump about the place Just turn that on to that right so there's There's our one key. That's just where we want that. That's nice And then we're gonna put a we got a capacitor to cross punk Rossier hundred puff and our Yeah, because we're gonna go into the base of that and that's gonna come down The base of this transistor now, let me make sure I get the right one. We want the one fifty thirty-five on here And this is the thirty-four There we go the one fifty thirty-five Now, let me just double check that my pussy does not right behind my legs as I move back because We've got to bring this down a little check and just see where the Letter things are on this. I did actually take this apart to see how easy it was gonna be And it's not terribly difficult. I just couldn't be bothered to do it at the time How easy it would be to put this into Green amber and red just swap these two over It's quite nice in there. I should show you inside. All right So the base is on one collectors on two and the emitter is on three. So base collector emitter All right, it's good to that We're gonna want The emitter side is going to be going to the positive rail and the base It's got to be coming behind us So I'm just gonna move that down like that. And then we got to get this Emitter base collector emitter, sorry Is that the way it said it was Base collector emitter. Yeah, that was right wasn't it? I'm gonna double check They look that's the thing about this doing these is to check check check again Especially you had a bit of a rough weekend Mine so a lot of people who wouldn't bother maybe base collector emitter. Yeah, so it is on three We want to make sure that the emitter is going to the positive rail and the collectors going to the to the 1k All right, so we've got a little bit of messing about to do here But it's not going to be terribly bad because if I just bend that down And just bend that like this I can then get that out the way and you remember it's me reverse now So base collector emitter just remember the meter goes to the positive and the collector is going to go off this way to the 1k resistor and this base is going to come back to the five 560 resistor So where can I put that into my that happened nicely? Probably just about there. I'm gonna give it a bit more space as we can There's just enough real estate really, you know when you're doing it as amateur issues this There's just enough real estate on there to do this and look at that. Look that works out lovely to there So I'll do Is I'll use one of these? Preformed If we can that's a bit long Just to try to keep you looking neat and tidy If we can and there's a makes it look quite nice putting something like this. I know I don't have to Don't have to at all I'm gonna see if we can I is just going to see if we can now that does fit there Little bit special I just bend that down a little bit. I'll just bend that down a little bit. I don't think I've got one That's any smaller Or maybe I have If that fit in there with that that'd be great But I'll tell you now that getting these like this Is not very good if it comes to making changes if you find you've made a mistake So I'd say get it right start off with Honestly, you're better off checking double checking triple checking And depending on how neat you want to make it look Depending how much you might want to fuff around doing things, but there you go. You see now we've connected our base here theoretically to the 560 resistor green five blue six zero zero So the 560 resistor So that's great. So we're just tack padding with a wee bit of solder and This coming across There is our 560 resistor so that wants to go this away I Don't know if in neatness now ever I'm gonna pull that up just pull that apart the way you can see that Why not stick me big head in the way? And I might just pull this up out the way Yeah, that's the 560 resistor and then put that down flat that away so That goes across the top of that. Let me show you what I mean There you go, so it just goes down over the top like that and do a little flat next it messes it up doesn't only Okay, so yes, we're gonna tap that down there and we have And this over this way because it's just easier This That's easier Lovely, and I'm gonna nip that off there. I'll nip this off there Might need it again Nip that off there Nip that off there And nip that off there beautiful Okay, it's the smallest bits now to solder We're gonna need another one or two of those That's so much as comfortable in a little box all my cats fell down the stairs All right, so there They're soldered in. Is that nice and level? Yeah So now we got the base collector emitter so we can put the emitter out to this side Just hold the transistor. So I don't want it to Move out of shape. I want it to stay nice and level and looking good And then this one here needs to come to this 1k Resistor again hold that in place. I just pull that down to the 1k resistor look at that look It is just the right length to be doing that and everything stayed looking Neat enough for me Neat enough for me. All right, so we're just gonna soldering and the actual Those leads there those are just just fit nicely to there That's good, but this will have a bit of heavier solder Which means I'm gonna be soldering not just the tab and be soldering A bit heavier like that. It's nice and thick there because we have a bit more current going through and as we get down the end The solder will get thicker As we're soldering right, okay, now we also need between this 1k and our base, I believe we need a 100p Capacitor so I'm just gonna put that here between there And there will be perfect. This wants to be Pretty short on the lead. There we go. Get that nicely tucked in down there Then on the other side We'll have that for our base. I'm sorry for our The 1k as we're going to the 1k there, aren't we? And I've just gone all the way on that so maybe actually just for To make that slightly, I may just go in here In the middle part there and solder it otherwise I've got to try and bridge it So let me show you what I mean So from here the way I've done it is even though it comes out okay But it comes out to this side and I really want to get into the middle part there That's seeable. I want to get into the middle part there just to make it easy Otherwise I've got to go left and then add angle. So I'm gonna put it straight here So I've only got to do one angle and get this out without too much Fafting I think then I still be there I hit the right place there just one more in Straight look there All right nice short leads again On this capacitor And this one just wants to go on to our base That's nice.  I just do it because you know at the end of the day I'm gonna be looking at this afterwards and criticise myself Whether I could have done it neat or You know, it's just me Okay Okay, it's just a chin nose off always keeping in mind pussycats and feet Okay, right now. What's that there? So we've still got this I think this is the base of this I Know it's nice. The is a collector and we need to attach that between between our 1k and It's gonna go down to our mid on to our collector of this so So there's our one K what side of the one K do we want to be gonna get this right? So our base is coming off here, and that's connecting That's off this one what about this one? Yeah, so the emitter Is gonna be going off towards our the other side of this and that's there on this pot the the base itself is on The sweeper side of the pot, which is the middle on this And then on the other side of the pot there. We have our one K resistor and that goes onto the Collector of this transistor now We want to make sure that that one K resistor and our collector of this transistor a Connected Okay so the collector of this transistor needs to be connected to this one K resistor here on The transistor side so it needs to connect Yeah, as far as I can tell I hope that's correct You've got one coming off because that we just bridged down with that Call blimey you can sometimes look a little bit Because that one's coming off because everything's so tight and you see and then that's the base This is where we've made that connection from that middle To the one K resistor. So this is actually where we want to be then we want a connection between here and here Just double check that and that seems to be about right He says Poor blimey, I'm sort of spoofing myself here a little bit now Because that is the one K resistor right but for some reason It almost looks like what I've done. I think I've made a mistake I think I've made a mistake And this could be a big problem mistake if I have So what I'm going to try and do here is just try and figure out because that comes off here, you see Mmm To that but that seems to have got the one K resistor All all in one go This is why you're gonna be so so careful Well, I need to just check between these two joints. So what we are we will One with the edge one two three four five six in and six and seven here The edge one two three four five six and seven that looks like that's connected together So Nate said there should be one K between there and there Give me a multimeter These things you're better off checking now honestly And so it may seem like it's a pain, but when it comes down to doing this sort of thing You're much better off just keep it on top of it while you think there could be a problem check All right, so we've got one K resistance and there's nothing connecting between them This is what we want except they were connecting You know this so there is a gap there. That's good There is a gap it can get a bit confusing when you're looking at it like this Let's see all this solder across anything. Oh, I've made a mistake somewhere because everything's so close together So it's always just check double check triple check. It's It's a lot easier to correct things Like this or even just get it right in the first place and try to make a correction afterwards Okay, so where are we now? We're on this emitter Are there the collector of here? And we still want to come down to that side of the one the one K so we want to be on this side of the one K I was right all along But I prefer to spend my time checking and triple checking like I said rather than making a mistake And it cost me later And scratching my head and thinking I've got gonna go through the whole circuit Right so that there Will do That's how we're gonna pin that down literally just gonna use that piece of lead and bridge across there He says you watch this go all over the place. That's why I try and do Yeah, so let me just see if I can just warm this up just on the first Get a bit of soldering there Okay, doesn't matter. It's slightly bent at the moment I can pull that back through Like that a little bit warm on the finger when you do that as long as you remember then hold it on there forever Let's just tie it up there Just tag it down this side Yeah, take it down that's all in place there All right, so we got that. We're not quite on the Resist the yeah There is a small gap That's okay. Now we can get the rest of that now the rest of it's cooling down a bit I'll do it from this side here. There we go try not to leave any Sharpish-looking points sticking up So you could act as little antennas bring noise into your To your circuit and we don't want that So okay, so we've got that connected now to this 1k and That in turn is connected to the To the collector of this place. Yep core blimey. We're nearly there for a couple of Yeah, we've got 100 micro farad there. This is connected up now So just look at the look at the sheet look at the schematic We can see Just hang tight for a minute. Cheers down tight Okay, so we can have a little quick look on here might be easier to see on here So I should I get this thing doing the right thing? So basically now we are connected up to here So we've just connected this piece here with our little L-shape going down here So and this is connected here So now we need to bring something out from this 3.3k here and bring it in so we can get the first of the driver Transistors connected. Okay Let me see if I can put that somewhere where it can be remain visible until it turns itself off of course Because it will do that Helpful I can't see it from here properly because I'm looking through through the top of this thing here So I'm easier looking at the one on the on the left-hand side on the laptop alright BC 5 or 6 We've got this coming here going between these two in between those two three point 3k threes by three point three Karem Resistors so from this side of the resistor From this side here. We need to come down here and connect to the base of 155 so because of the amount of Space we've got Because after the main transistors there's some other gummings, but you remember I've got to connect the main transistors to a heat sink So that's gonna be sat here and I want the main transistor sat here So all the gummings that comes afterwards all the circuit comes afterwards. I've got to build it around the side Don't worry. I've done this before Right, so we've got that connecting to there and now from this We need it to get down there a little bit. So let's put in Let's put in one of these just This is the 35 yep So let's put this in and now we've got base collector emitter if I remember correctly Base collector emitter. Yeah, and so we're gonna want this to be this way round base coming backwards Bend that down gently So we don't force it too much because we break it. Yeah, we haven't got any spares I mean there is one for the other channel, but we don't want to be using it We want it for the other channel, which I will build Off camera, I think one channel is gonna be enough On camera Okay, so yeah, just get those legs like that so It's easy enough to sort of fit. Yep Remember we're gonna be coming through the middle here from this. So we want to be down down here somewhere Yeah, it's nice that we've got these grids makes life dead easy to see what's What's short and what's not but I've also got to remember what else I've got to get on there So I don't want it to be too Too far out so that I think that should be okay. I think if I run a one of these wires One of these now Well, then again, I'm gonna do it underneath to it's gonna be a lead of something lead of a nice But now let me just check to make sure I'm gonna be able to get this other stuff in We want a hundred puff between We're gonna have a resistor coming off this collector Going down to the negative side of our round. That's a 220k We'll pop that in now to to there's two reds and two blacks 220 and then we got the The kilo at the end of there It's nice. No, it looks like it's brown, but I think that's 220k anyway or 220 ohms. I should say All right 220 ohms, so I'm just gonna put that in from There to 220 ohms Tied it out up by putting that up a bit tighter To there and that wants to come out to there right and then And then we want a hundred puff between the base of this transistor and that 220 Say hundred puff instead of 100 pico So that can go directly to there and then we're going to do on the base there Again, just try and make sure we get it as short as possible But not to worry about it too much We can just use these to pull it through without nipping it across there to there I mean that should be okay pushing down any further. Don't look like I'm gonna be able to not unless I redo that like this Yeah, I want it as close as I can get it you see Close as you can get them to their needs and there we go if I just do a nice little Looks a bit messy like that Darn it. I don't want it to look messy Well, this is you know, you gotta have patience when it comes to these sort of things So I know not everybody's got patience. I watched a fella once kick the life out of a printer because he couldn't get it to work. I Never did understand it But we do understand that no one's got the patience There we go, so let's just pop that through like that. I'm happy enough with that. That'll do So it's fuffin about put that through like that. So we got those bends over that would do All right, then on the other side of This on the collector side We can just leave that for now It should we can just solder those in because we got a little bit of work to do With the power transistor, but problem being is it seems a bit Seems a bit more compact. I need the power transistors down here But we're not gonna worry about that just this minute. Let's just get this tapped in and just make sure we're in the right places doing the right things Okay, so this is our Base that's also got to come down to this here so This down Okay, bend in that down there That can stay short and that's actually got to move forward off here So just for now attack these down as first easier Now I Don't mean for these videos to go on as long as they do and I do really appreciate the time that you're giving me Watching them. So Nah, yeah, so that there We want to knit that off here And we can also just I don't see the point in keeping any of that is there there isn't really So let's just knit that off there Yeah, nice Nice blob on there It's in a little tiny bit that's sticking off It's gonna have that out Because we don't want that but we do want a line between here and here No Because that's going underneath here. I'm not gonna bother trying to fit The wire with it I'm just gonna take one of these Preferably a thick one we can and drop it down here And soldered that in just like that and then we'll put a heavier track on that Once we're done.  That's supposed to be connected. Just checking and we go and do this Down to this Okay Not that it really needs to be terribly heavy there. It's only the base Um, but still because we don't want it to flop into about in the wind All righty-ho. So we've got that connected to uh 220 That's going to be going directly to the negative 35 row That's good. This is for the negative 35 row That's good. So I just terminate those like that There's our hundred puff and now off this now. It's going to come the base I do believe Sorry, not the base. It's going to be the collector. We've got to get our 233 At least five watt Point 33 is in here Now this is quite critical this part I mean, it's all pretty critical, but uh, this part's quite critical. So we've got to get it either side We're running a wire remember from this 22k We're running a wire All the way down here. It's connected here with this Uh 100 micro farad And it's going to be coming down between the two 33s and as our out point As a positive out point, this is where the signal is going to be, you know Doing that's our positive output. So we've got to get this right We're going to get it all right, but we're definitely going to get this right So Let's have a look how we're going to do this because we need one part to be connected to this, um Base Um Mitter side this part and then we need this part connecting to the middle Yeah, and that's going to be for both sides doing that But we're just going to concentrate on this little bit here first or should we get this one in here? and come off this, um collector of the b And get our other driver Transistor, I think we should do actually we've only got one left. So it's got to be that No, let's have a look. So we want to come down onto the um Is that one? So we want to come down With this here a base collector emitter Um, we want to come down place me little I can't find my little stick stick So now we want to come down From our base And get onto the collector here And connect to that one k Then the positive side of the one k onto the collector of the the bd one five. We're using 150 on three five All right That's what we're going to get done there. And then we go another 220 putting this onto the positive Out there. So let's do that base collector emitter God, I hope it is Oh my life. Have I just done that wrong? Do you know I've just done that one wrong? I've just put that one in wrong I've done this one wrong. Did anybody else notice that? But he's definitely wrong. I've done it the old uh I've done it the um I've done it the uh The idiot's way Have I Did I did I I did Um, yes, I did. Oh, I'm sorry people. I've made a mistake Okay We need another tool now I've made a mistake I've made a mistake Oops oops oops let's just we'll check that it's I've definitely made a mistake I've been thinking about these I think and I've just made a mistake Our base is supposed to come down to here Um To here but that's not that's the collector Oh dearie dearie me That would have um proven to be a problem Good job it's spotted. No way Good job it's spotted now Oh Get that thing loaded first. Oh dearie dearie me. That was a silly sausage mistake to make Silly sausage I'm hoping double hoping just clear that way easy enough. We don't want to have this thing too hot remember This is a very sensitive these things All right See Let's see we'll put that up now. I think I can Oh, what a silly sausage That can cause all sorts of problems when you do things like that All sorts of problems But once again, it's better that it's noticed now Then uh Later on I just hope that that's wiggly wiggly enough. Yep I might have to get a bit more off there to get it wiggly wiggly enough just to pull it out and just um Just to change that Do do do do Keep pressing the wrong button. Can I just wiggle that about I can I can I can I can Right that's all I want to be able to do right um oh gosh All right, so let's just uh rethink this then Right base collector emitter Habbit you see so we want to get this one to go back All right, so it generally does it a bit easier now. It's warmer Um, we still need to have a little bit that goes downwards Into the hole. That's just straightening that out Cool. Blimey. Look at that All right, let's straighten that out boy, oh boy, right so What we're going to do then is we're going to come off the front For the emitter it also means that these are not quite in the prong place that they want to be So we want our base going into here It's a collector going onto here. So that's the middle one So what I'm going to do then is I'm going to see if I can move this down a bit that one out that way Yeah, that's going to be the way it goes. Yeah So if I move this out forward I've got to be so careful with these The last thing you want to do is snapping at the package. It's uh That's going to be uh because there's a minimum order to buy these All right, all right, we can do this we can do this so we've got our base is going to come down to this one And that's still going to be the same like that's still going to be going to the The collector that's going to be going on the collector So can we do it like this?  I can go that's still going to go for the collector So we don't want that going on to there That's going to have to go back one It's going awfully close to this. So what I'm going to do Is I'm going to bend this Like so I don't want this backing up onto the Onto the um, all right, and then I think we're going to be all right if we just twiddle in this A bit a bit a bit twiddling that about a bit It's not the perfect Solution But it's a solution And it's going to work for us All right It doesn't look particularly too ugly either If this just turn it round a bit to get this front one down. Okay All right, the main thing is that the legs are going to be In a place that we can get them soldered Right, so base. Yeah, we still want that hundred puff going to the base But this This wants to be on this side Of the resistor So right we can do that easily just by doing that That is not a problem. That is not a problem at all. We just pull that out there Maybe I should have got to do the copper coffee before I started this and make sure I was Probably still have my heads in this in order to get Be able to do this again. I've had to get my computer working again I'm sorry if it's blowing about in the wind camera I've had to get my computer going again and I'm not used to living without a computer Since Right, so Let's just double check it So I'm coming off the collector And we will be in a second for this resistor I could have probably allowed that to go Directly downwards for that. So I'm just going to straighten this up Just hopefully it's still going to be amenable It's all my poking and prodding around I'll just straighten that up a little tiny bit looks a bit ugly doesn't it but As long as it does the job right Because we want that to go on this here This here one here now I can go to the Yep Here's pure in here. Okay That will just sit in there quite nicely beautiful All right, that means I can bring the The collector Dovet you over to this Resistor where it wants to be That hundred puff is now in the right place What if I can do anything about that by just making it go in a bit a bit tighter and I can And we are still on track With the base coming straight down to this here Because the base of this is this first leg just like it is here the first leg Okay, right God, please be so Please be so And then and then this can be bent across to go on to Resistor there. So we'll just bend that across now just to Get it more happily sit you Resistor it's got a little tiny bridge to make the solder not a problem And before I do that, I just want this Capacitor just to go drop a bit closer to the board So get him up to me and says There you go, you see and then I can just drop this onto here A bit closer to the board beautiful and it's going to go on to the base there And we're going to use a bit of extra length that we got now just to Bend that into a right angle So we'll be able to do that. Let's get these flat on there. Just bend it to a right angle Perfect, and then I can solder up to that Excellent. We're on the right side of the old Resistor Goody goody. I'm just going to tack that there for now because it's Wable wobbling about all right, and then I'm just push that down Bit nicer like that. It's slightly off Level and I can now Connect this to this Also, I believe That needs to go Across to Where's my base there it is All right, so there's my base No, it's not that they collect us on There's my base And that wants to get down there and he just goes in and that's just underneath here That's one I don't know how I'm trying to see where it is It's just down there I cut it pretty close to the To the perf board, all right, so that should have got that nicely If it hasn't, I'm just gonna go to make sure it has Base is not actually Connecting right the base has connected now Good All right, so I can get that over to there That's going to be the fail point on this Just double-check collect her Double-check it on there Just going to get these two to connect here My name is decided to stop She's informed me she's got a whole bunch of Bathroom work going on next week What's the week after? So that should be fun That should be fun for me But then again, I've got some works to do around here myself. So I'll probably do it at the same time She's on her works done So everyone's got a Sore and the drill and everything on the guy and I've got some deliveries today so that could be it I've just heard in them So I'm talking about Right and so the the emitter Is going to be going out to one of these One of these So I'm going to put it in my throat. There was a bit of a gap between these two But I don't think it's going to actually matter too much before I just fold up there for now And then because it's going to be going on to this one here the emitter I just cut this a little tiny bit more off that because I've got to connect to the emitter So where are we? Yeah, so the The emitter here Is what we're connected to I know it looks a bit reversed around on here, but it's I'm worried about it and then the top side of this Going out Needs to connect to this middle part here before it goes out and it can it could just do it round about here And that won't really matter So yeah But now we've got to fit in the other transistor here Um, but I need that to be down here like because like I say I need that to be able to connect to the heat sink There's no point being here. I want me to get the heat sink onto it And I should be able to do it. I did it before on the other two So I should be able to do it.  Um, right. I'm going to take a little pause here just for a moment and um Just try and figure out what's going to be going on down the stairs if it's going to get really noisy I'm going to pause it and come back Even easier just to leave it rolling Cut out bits As I go along later


Well, I think the single most important trait to have, and it's certainly one that used to be my biggest weakness. But I see it now as my biggest strength and as patients, you know. When I came out of playing, obviously I had a lot of frustration anyway, because I lost ten years of my career. So I was really, really keen to get fully qualified as quick as I can, and then once I was qualified, willing to go to the top as quick as I can as well. I would work, and I would have ideas ahead, and sessions and what I would have心ชnwllai'r system anedlaeth arall. If the players did not get it get frustrated very quickly, and then you learn over time to get on the the best out of players, you have to be patient. Different players learn in different ways, and I see it many times now. And I speak with many experienced coaches and managers who still struggle Mae g wherever you're taking on under tens on a Sunday morning or you're well-established quite experienced maybe you've team coach or in a 20 threes coach, thinking about making that step as a first team coach or a first team manager. For me the key is being patient with people you're working with and never stop learning.


I've never heard of this jet, so I will keep in a winging half of it, but I did make slides. That should make up for a little bit. So when I originally did this, what I wanted to do was talk about the Ruby community and why I feel so strongly about it and why I feel it's awesome. And actually it's a little more than just the Ruby community. It's kind of like a hybrid community in the tech world where it's kind of like Ruby and all these other little technologies like Redis and other things like that. But my focus for this jet is on Ruby since we're at West Virginia. So there's a reason that Ruby is strongly associated with web development. I mean everybody get bumped out, it's just web development. Well, it's not actually what you think. In my opinion, this little fact is more subtle and profound than the obvious. So what you might think of as web development, I actually think of web development as something completely different. So what's going to follow is a subtle justification and my plea to all of you to become more involved in our wonderful Ruby community. So what I'm going to do next is I'm going to talk about the benefits that we can find with the Ruby community. These are all categories of benefits that I've personally seen over the last several years. And I'm going to go and briefly discuss each one of these. We're going to go through a little bit of exploration on that. So the first one we'll start at the top is open source projects. Contributing to open source projects leads to personal growth. It leads to good opportunities. And more importantly, it leads to wonderful friendships, I mean awesome friendships. And for us, open source projects allow us an outlet. Creating with our minds is mostly why we get into the work we do. Sometimes your mother forces you into it because, alright, we're spending more money. But in reality, we do it because we love to create awesome software. So along with that, one of my favorite quotes is a quote from Water Blocky Stuff. And what he said was, when you don't create things, you become defined by your tastes rather than your ability. Think about that. Your tastes, what do they do? They only narrow and exclude people. So create. Why Lucky Stiff? Who we definitely missed. The next benefit is opportunities. Working on open source projects typically leads to various opportunities. These opportunities can be wild and wonderful. As a personal example from my book, I used to work on an open source project called Berm. It was a web development framework. And I had a lot of fun with it. I was working with an awesome team. And that working with that team led me to a very great opportunity to join Engineer in application support early on. And this was because I had a working relationship on the open source project of Berm with Ezra. Another example of opportunity that Dr. Nick Williams, who I now work for at Engineer again, is early on, he related the story of the beginning of Rails itself. DHH saw Matt speak about Ruby at a conference. He absolutely loved what he saw. And he realized that he could use it to cheat up. And he proceeded to use Ruby at Rails to create many, many opportunities for himself and others. Following this awesome principle, which we don't know. Thanks, Ed. Back down to reality a little bit. Most of the tasks we do are for humans. For example, tax calculation is counting numbers so the government can pull money from my wallet. But government persists for humans. That's a quote by Matt. So in reality, we're doing all these practical applications of the software for opportunities usually related to business. But they don't stop there. Other items that are like opportunities is education and mentorship. Education itself leads to personal growth. It leads to happenings. It leads to, again, opportunities, as I was just talking about. There are many means of obtaining education in our community, including, but not limited to, training workshops, documentation, webinars, blog posts, and if any of you have ever met Sarah Allen and Sarah May, they've run this Rails Mentors program off of their Rails Bridge workshop, which is an outreach to teach programming and technology to the broader world. And it is extremely respectful. They do a wonderful job and it's something for everybody to help out with if they can. I highly recommend it. Mentorships themselves, they form wonderful relationships. These relationships often lead to sometimes opportunities, sure, but more importantly, they result in friendships. I have several outstanding friendships for mentoring. For example, last year I participated in the Ruby Summer of Code Mentorship program. And in this program, I was paired up with this founder of Brilliant, Aussie named Darcy Legak. He's from Perth, Australia. He's Twitter is, uh, Su-Suttle? S-U-G-D-O. And we worked together closely for several months. We were on a complete opposite time schedule, but it was a wonderful experience. And this day, I am still very good friends with him. I talk to him on a regular basis, and I couldn't be happier. Another great friendship that I felt through mentoring is a good friend named Joshua Lipin, or he was a business development guy who wrote his business. He did all his business online, and it was done in .NET. He saw Ruby, he liked the language, he wanted to migrate from .NET to Ruby, and I mentored him through RailsMentors.org on converting to Ruby on Rails. And this led to another outstanding friendship where we had many learning experiences completely non-technical related as well. So I cannot stress enough that mentorship is a wonderful thing. If you're new to technology, find a mentor. If you're an old, uh, old technology student or whatever, find somebody to mentor. Not only will it help the person you're mentoring, but it will help yourself a lot in more ways than just gaining technical knowledge. One of the things that, um, kind of made me a little emotional was reading his final, Darcy's final blog post from the Ruby Summer Code Program. And what he said on there was a lot of things, but I liked this one for sure. He said, I cannot stress enough how much of an honor it has been to work with Wayne. Not only has he been very patient with me as I learned different things, but he's also taught me a hella, a lot of the hella, little knowledge. I also find it a little bit ironic that he signed up for the Ruby Summer Code Mentorship Program, and he spent the entire time working in bash shell starting with me. I cannot stress enough, uh, as Zed said just a little bit earlier, it's not just that we're in the Ruby community, it's not that Ruby is the only language. Ruby is a wonderful language, beautiful language, it's expressive, it just feels good, but it's not the only tool out there, it's not the only language out there. If you expand your set of skills, if you expand your knowledge of languages, go and embrace them, learn different languages. Each one of them has their own strong points. Each one of them will allow you to handle situations as they arrive in your careers, in your life, and just solve them in unique and wonderful ways, and more efficiently than if you only knew one language. Go out there and do that. So moving on from mentorship and education, social interaction and communication. This one's huge, okay? We live in a world where the means and methods of communication are many and varied. I communicate personally, uh, just all the time, constantly. Uh, sometimes I think I do it when I sleep, too, because I wake up realizing that I had said something I didn't know or said anything. Um, anyways, we do this, how do we do this? We do this over IRC. We do this Twitter, we do IM, Skype, Mail and List, Smoke Signals. We do it all, right? Another very important one is what we're all doing right now. We're at a conference, right? Social interaction at conferences. Make sure, while you're here this next couple of days, meet as many people as you can. Interact with them. Everyone has their own personal stories, their own experiences. I just cannot relate enough. Every time I meet somebody else from our community, I just, I'm blown away, right? The myriad of background experiences and wonderful things that I've learned from them. So meet people next to you. Meet people at breaks. Go to lunch with them. Talk. Explore. The means to which we communicate, they evolve over time. How, you know, so we got the Twitter, the IM, everything, right? Everything, the communication means evolved. But the fundamentals of how we communicate, they don't change. As Matt said in one of the quotes, they read the quote before I talk about this. Imagine you are writing a email.  You are operating a computer, plugging a mouse, typing on a keyboard, with the message itself. The message will be sent to a human over the internet. So you're working before the computer, but you're working with a human behind the computer. So no matter how the communication methods or means change, there's always a human at the other end of it. Keep that in mind. We lose things like the emotional connection, the facial expressions, the hand gestures. Look at me, I'm doing it. Right? We lose all that through the emails. And sometimes emails, you know, you send them, you're being very serious, very straightforward, very honest, and they come across as harsh, but there's still a human on the other end. Keep that in mind. So this brings us to the next benefit of being in the community, and that is personal growth, satisfaction, and happiness. When you refrain from pet jokes. Personal growth, satisfaction, and happiness, yes. They develop through friendships. Okay? These friendships are formed through the social interaction communications that we just discussed. Ruby itself is a wonderful facilitating agent for these things. Back to Matt's again. As you can tell, I love quoting this guy. He's just this adorable, cute little guy, you know. Anyways. You want to enjoy life, don't you? Your job... If you get your job done quickly and your job is fun, that's good, isn't it? Or you're smoking something pretty heavy, that's the purpose of life, your life is better because of it. Matt's. So he is all about Ruby being for enjoyment of programming, the fun of programming. Don't get lost in the mundane, enjoy what you're doing, and that really has a lot to say for personal and satisfaction and happiness. The next benefit is relationships and friendships. A few years ago, actually it couldn't be more than that, I don't remember anymore, I volunteered to take over the mono project together with a group of people from a few years ago. This led to friendships, wonderful friendships with a couple of guys, Kurt Haynes and Louise Levena, and I've been friends with them till today, constantly engaging with them. So again, working on the open source projects, being in the community, this builds friendships and relationships that are just wonderful. Shortly after that, I began getting heavily involved into the Merb Project, as I said earlier. This project itself also led to several great friendships with people like Ezra, Huda Ketz, Matt Mamedi, and several others. And then more recently, I became involved in, I created this project called RBM, RBM Manager, but I shared it with the community, openly because my friend Jamie Mamedi was like, very insistent that I do so. I handed him across to my mind to do so, and he's like, you got to share this, it's great. But, anyways, from this project at home, I've helped just thousands of people in the IRC channel, and a lot of them just kind of hang around, and then I get to talking with them, and I've started spiking with them, and I just, more and more friendships just keep arising out of these things. So, all in all, contributing to open source, being in the community, it's all about the warm and pleasant. All about the warm and pleasant. And that is Ruby's main difference from other languages. Matt's tried to emphasize, he did emphasize his feeling, in particular, how he felt using the language. And a lot of people lose sight of that, and that just makes me sad. Don't lose sight of the feeling, the warm and fuzzy. So, going back and recapping these are the categories that we've just gone over. All right? We're going to look at all these benefits we discussed. If we draw lines between each of these categories, as I've drawn them here in the circle, showing how they're all interconnected with each other. Some can be beautiful and gorgeous. And we can put on, as Jim Wyatt says, rose colored glasses. All of these are related to each other, they all interconnect. And what do you see? Well, do you see a Ruby, right? So, specifically all these benefits we've discussed, it's a neat web, right? They're interconnected in a web. A web that forms a beautiful faceted Ruby. So, when I'm talking about web development, I'm talking about community development, I'm talking about Ruby development. This kind of web, not HTTP stuff. So, if we focus, let's focus now on that the web itself. This, where's this composure? What is this web that's many faceted Ruby composed of? It's the essence of all of those benefits in the community that we're building up to. What is the composition of this? It may seem obvious, but when I say this, it seems obvious, but if you stop thinking about it, the fabric of our community is the rubies themselves. I just listed several off the top of my head. And I described the community at Mountain RV last year as a unique and awesome community. The reason I chose this description is due to the people in the community. That's why I described the that. Rubyists, I find are unique and awesome people. Every individual shares wonderful talent, experiences, knowledge. This is why I encourage you to go out and just start interacting with each other.  Only good comes out. Examples are everywhere. For example, we have Dr. Nick Williams, the comedic genius, the energy, the intentions, the good will. He's just amazing. Every time I talk with him, I energize.  It's inspiring. It's great. Love it. That's why I'm working for him now. And then we have, at the very top there, we have wonderful stories, anecdotes, and this is just spun by our very young ukulele playing Jim Ware, right? So, yeah. And, um, of course, and then right next to that is Erickon Patterson, right? He's his creative expression. He conveys the concept. If any of you have ever seen him present at a conference, you know exactly what we're talking about. If you haven't, see it. If you're online, watch the videos. They're just enjoyable. And he does all this, this conveyance, this miraculous talks by wearing, just while he's like, where are you, spandex in a week? He looks like Captain America in spandex or simply a gravy key. I can't remember something. So, um, you also have why and mass. They're creative genius. They're kindness and generosity. We look at why he used to work on that project shoes. His entire goal was to help children and young, young kids learn programming. You can be able to get excited about programming because they see things happen in his shoes framework. It was wonderful. Max, Ruby. And then you also have a determination, perseverance, sheer brilliance of people like Evan Phoenix and Brian Ford. They work on the Rubidius project. And we have a look at Rubidius do something. Recently, Brian Ford published on the Rubidius site a blog entitled Why Using Rubidius. And he gave a list of personas and for each persona he detailed why that person, that persona should look into using Rubidius. I highly recommend you read every one of them. They're fascinating. They're interesting. It really sheds a lot of light on this subject. It's beyond the technical. It's also non-technical. So definitely go and check that out. Now, obviously, these are all just the ones at the top of my head. There's thousands of them. There's possibly more of this one. I'd go on and on on every one of these people here is more. But I'm not going to do that if I get bored and all sorts of things start to ruin. So I think at this point, to me at least, it's clear that we need to focus on growing our unique awesome community. Growing a community will increase all of the benefit categories that we were discussing earlier. Including the density right here of this picture. Awesome individuals that we have that make up the fabric of our community. This is just because I can fit this on the screen. All of you are on the screen as well. So, in reality, what have we learned? Well, we've learned that our community is a Ruby shaped web. So web development should be actually about community development and that we need to grow the community. Well, unfortunately, I can't really read this but right outside the library walking in, I saw this so I took a picture of it. I guess I should have tried to light it up. This is a quote on the side of the stone right outside. And what it says, it says, culture is a pyramid to which each of us brings the stone by Wallace Stenger. I believe that's a good answer. So, building on the foundation of Mr. Stenger, Ruby is a community to which each of us brings a block. And we hear it. So, anyway, so how do we grow our unique and awesome community besides bringing your blocks? Every concept that exists in our community has a certain friction to understanding which half the hamper's adoption of the concepts. So what are such judgments to that afflict people interested in becoming Rubyists and entering our community? We have difficult workflows. We really did. We have difficult to acknowledge our block as documentation and young doc as documentation is pretty good at doing it. You want to see a show? Slow time ramping up to productivity. Is programming Ruby very productive?  Once you understand what you're doing. Ramp it up. Takes some getting there.  They're there. They're there. So I can't be somehow measured to quantify all of these. These things that I just said, the difficult workflows, the difficult to acquire knowledge, slow time productivity of me here and what I hear from people. I believe that as an exercise to the reader. But how do we heal these wounds? In order to address difficult workflows, what do we do? Build schools. That's what we love to do is work good. For example, if I were to address the workflow issue that I had, because I needed all of my environments to be the same, I needed to be able to easily switch between projects without having pain and doing so. I remember, well this project uses this and I have these jams and pictures of there and all this stuff. No. Tools. So not once, changing what it needs to change and the tooling. Build tools to handle the workflows. Similarly, recently, Dr. Nick got me into being interested in helping people in the Windows community come into the Google community as well. And he gave me a challenge. Go and try to get a whole world browser up and running on Windows.   I know all about jams. How long does it need to be next? Two hours. I haven't used Windows in my ten years.  Two hours.  So, what I did is I spent two weeks, heads down, I had a lot of help from my friend that I mentioned from Monroe, Louis Slater. And I created Rails Installer. Now, somebody can download Rails Installer, do the wizard installer, and be up and playing with Rails in Ruby. And that's still late, all just within minutes. Minimal pain. So, we create the tools to address the workflows. We're still not done yet. We still have workflow issues. Let's go out and do that. How do we address difficult to acquire knowledge? We write concise, clear, and plentiful documentation and it really would not hurt if we inter-dejected comedy and good chuckles in our documentation. And let me give you guys two takeaways of examples of this. If you have not yet, go and read the 0MQ manual. I had tears I was laughing so hard. It was just sheer brilliance. A second shiny example of good documentation is the Mongo 2 manual. I highly recommend you give that a spin as well. It's not generated documentation from the comments and codes. It's well-thought-out written documentation that tells the story from beginning to end so that users, readers, they can follow the story. Okay? Be a shepherd, better be a flock. Cussing is a inferior sort of humor. Was that? I'm all for comedy but I think cussing is a inferior form of humor. I will agree with that and we can do humor without cussing completely. I am with you on that. I apologize for squirming. I did not need to have got humor. He's not listening at that point. See me after I'll shine my shoes. So, I'm almost about to bear with me. We're at the end of my talk. To minimize time to personal productivity, we can set up mentorships, training workshops, webinars, conferences. We do these. We need to keep doing these. This also assists with knowledge acquisition, special mentorships, get involved in Rails mentors. It's just a wonderful program. Ruby Summer Code, wonderful. I hope they do it again. And then to minimize time to personal productivity, it's like I said, mentorships. How about dealing with irritable people? That's always a fun one. And I'm actually kind of sad that he just stepped out. This starts with each of us. I'm not saying he's irritable. Give me a second. We must accept it as a personal growth challenge. Act as kind, patient, and persistent people to an extreme. I tried to set an example of this NIRC in my channel if you've ever kind of held out and watched. Hopefully, I'm portraying that. I really tried hard. Help out wherever, however you can. Believe it or not, that lesson I learned several years ago from this guy walking around here. This guy went out his way to help me. I was blue. I was green. I had no clue what I was doing or anything. My interactions with Zeb were just wonderful. He just went out of his way to help. I went to Peru. This guy was called Wormy Fringe. Later on, he just sat there and told me these awesome things that I could do that I didn't know I could do with shell stripping. It was great. Out of the blue, just helped. Do that. So, now we come to the nightcap. Now we come to my original overall point. I want you guys to pay attention here. This is my personal challenge to each of you. I want you to go forth join if you're not already in or join more open source projects contribute your lots as we said earlier whether it is simply writing documentation swear word free helping people on mail-in lists jump on IRC, help on IRC when you can go to conferences and speak about the projects or even help. Notice all these things I said that doesn't even include development. You don't have the technical traps to develop on it? No problem. You can help in so many ways. Doing those kind of things allows developers to actually develop. You get more better. Right? So, if you have the technical traps, of course, assist with development. These are all things you can do. Remember? So, one thing I used to teach at community college and the University of Buffalo in the biggest thing I took away from that was that you don't actually learn something until you teach it yourself. Okay? Help yourself by helping others. You will learn your own material far better.  Do that. Teach. Mentor. Maths created the Ruby for Programmer Happiness. To me, that is a shining example of a good user experience. That is a shining example of helping others the way to help people. Share Ruby. Share love. Go forth. Become missionaries for the greater tech community at large. Go to phpcommunities.net communities. Just go out. They all have awesome experience. They have awesome things to relate. Maybe you can have them bring their experience back to our community with them. Different ways of solving problems. Different mindset. Basically, that whole pay-forward thing. Do that. Find unique and interesting people to share Ruby with. Share with them. Invite them into our wonderful community. Invite them to become a Rubyist. And remember that mimicking the true spirit of Ruby is being good, kind-hearted people, helping out with everybody. Okay? It's not about money. It's not about anything. So bring them in. Welcome them. Be happy all day. Because you give yourself. So, with that, I'm done. We have a time for each part. Any questions? Willing later now. Kirk Haynes has taught me a lot. I've learned a lot from you to Katz. My mentor has been random people all over the internet. I haven't had any of one. This was my mentor. I was learning this. And this person took time out of their day and taught me so much about it. And that's the experience that I want to try to property to everyone. Do you feel you have to put RBM users everywhere?  Sure. I don't actually do it on my own. But we should all figure it out. I don't need to. Do you know what? Math? You know, I love actually higher mathematics, especially in model theory, which hates me. And real analysis is a very challenging stuff. And I suppose that that is a form of math that's called math. That might count.  That was fun stuff, right? So I want to blame that on why I am a little more bigger than that. You know, do you have a question? I'm a genius. Okay. Now this is the same as math. What our question is is how do I manage my time the balance between everything I do because I help people on RCA to respond to the emails. I was bringing Skype to people during the day to a remote pair in order to help them through their RVM setup or get them past an issue with their own shell or whatever. And I have a day job and I also have a consulting company which I have some clients for which you also mentioned. And I have four wonderful children and a wife. How do I manage it all? Very carefully. So I usually check my email and do a few things or then I get the kids ready to school and they ship them off. And then I spend the day working on my day job and then at the same time I'm actually lucky. I can balance some of this because working at engineering now it's not officially my job to work on RCA invention. But they have no problem with me helping out in the channel or whatever on RCA during the work. So I do that all day long for my RVM and do my work. And then I spend three hours from five to eight every evening with my family and then once I get the kids to bed I go back, sit down and I do their work on open source for my consulting work depending on which happens to be what I'm doing at that point. And this schedule actually, unfortunately tends to carry on with the kids as well. So I'll spend like half the day on the weekends with my family and then kind of work on RVM the rest of the time or whatever else. Any other questions? Remember what I said find somebody, introduce yourselves help them be friendly do it now.


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Hi guys, I hope you're doing well. My name is Ndanya and I'm hanging out to the African Prince of Comedy, Mr. Tumbele. Yes, tombs baby. Kwa jat tombs baby? Ndanya. Kwa? Miko best in the world. How have you been? I'm fine, mentally I am okay, spiritually fine. What is, physically fit, financially collapsing. Sijali, sijali. We twitter for today for Love for Comedy, right? Tell us about, oh sorry, Love for Charity. Tell us about Love for Charity. Love for Charity is a comedy initiative that I started back in 2013 just to help the less fortunate in the society. And the best way I could do it is through laughter. I used my talent to feed the society and that's how the show Love for Charity came. So far I've done like 7 episodes, that's within 10 years because their ears have skipped. Like last year, 2020, 2021 I didn't do. So I decided to have a relaunch of it this 2023. And so far I can say the support over the ears, I'm looking into doing it bigger in the years coming. I always do it like once a year and maybe in the coming years I'll be doing it maybe at a monthly.  So you can't eat, you can't waste to, you can't do it once a year to feed people. So you can't do it once a year, you can't do it once a year. To me we've seen you also help a lot of people. Kwanzaa kwa indas tu me shkilia watuengi. Iyo roho ya kusahidia, is it because of your past experiences? Amma, what drives you? I think it's a mixture. First it's in me. I've seen my dad help so many people. Some ungrateful, end up being ungrateful. So I'm doing it because I want to be like my dad. It's in me, like kkondani yadamu yani.  So the other thing is also when I was growing in this industry, I grew up trying to get help, people were not coming through. I'm now understanding it that the image is there, people think you have it but you don't have it. Because sometimes you assume like me, sometimes people don't know I'm homeless. People don't know I'm homeless. Are you homeless? To really? I don't want to talk about it, it's a long story. Me ni me toka mdusu eni ma li ni peyamalpaku lala. Ni me lala kwa butita. And it's not the first time, but it's always coming through for me. So nili tumtu aneza onatu you have it but you don't have it. If you go to Maikai, I have everything. Kumbaga na kiberiki, kuna gasilinda, pohime isya sayi gas. Una ito aneza, una pikatuna, kumisha kamaji, kuna pika kakahao ane. Great to me, are you serious? So sometimes people just look at you and see you have everything. Sometimes people look at you like, I think jana, jana ni shikuna polisi flani mahali, and the kafika mahali knows me. Manzi meneza takatuku kwa kamawe.  Me ni kuna, like me ni me qualify kwa kumitu suicide. Me qualify, have all the qualifications. How much keeps you pushing, imagine? Kwa me fi kapa mahali wana? Tomorrow, tomorrow keeps me pushing. I always want to see how my tomorrow will be like. Kisha nita kwa naio. Kisha nita zaitpata ama nita kosa zaiti. I always want to see tomorrow. That's what pushes me. So ile, ile, ile, ile the fact that nil kwa na ombana na nyimua is what pushes me to help people, because I know the pain of kunyimua. Onayona tundu ii. Muto kona slice tattoos and cut them in muambanus, ya moja na kunyimua. So I know the pain. So I always don't want to see people in that pain. Ya, ya, ya. But I understand also when it comes to giving. Pia, watu ingo me kugeuka, wakakwati against you enyatio uli sa idea. That can be very demotivating. Bado, au jifil ahmini me chokat, agoda na jamin me fukamu isho. So I found out my strength sometimes comes from being rejected. It keeps me go hard. So me the moment I don't tell people the end goal, I'll gain something. I help them so that to punguze kuomba omba. If leo nis idea huyu, keshuata ni omba. They will sustain themselves. So that's what I always do. I don't help you so that you help me back. No, na. My dad taught me that. That I'm not helping you so that you help me tomorrow. Coz pia me mistakiu nis idea keshu. I want to be in a place where I don't ask you for help. Kuna kwa na utamu flania, I can't ask you for anything. Me by the time ni omba mutu sa idea zi, na kwa gani me fukiria, even for more than 24 hours. So by the time me ni omba mse, I want help from someone. I have to think through it. Coz again, mi ni mutu sipendi kuambiwa ayuezi. Like me feeling bad. That's why most of the time, I don't want to seek help from anybody. I don't want... Ataniku kuambiwa ni kuna shida, I'm just telling you where would you be, but I don't want you to help me. Coz most of the time uta pata, mitua ta kuliza, we ni ambiitu, ni ni ni na kusumbu, kusawa kueli, ni ni ni na kusumbu wa. Uksha muambia, nita una vilenta du, then they disappear. So mi I don't like that. Spendi pia, even my friends who are millionaires and I'm very sure they are millionaires. I don't ask them for like mostly financial help coz I don't like to be told no. No na. Ata de ma kuame iwa aje, na na mpenda na kreshia, I have to be sure they will love me back. Ama ni kimkatia. Ata relationship to me. Mi na koga gangsta kiuso. Lagi ni... No akuna. Baby boy, baby boy. Mi na penda kupendwa. No na. You love me first, then I love you back. Na I won't disappoint. I love you back. I'll pay it back. Bati le kukuja ni anza kuku katia no I don't do that. Coz... So you see, we went on a chase. So you went on a chase to me. We went to Charlie. So ta kadewa kuku katia. No who said that. But even though you chase, you show interest and then even for a week now it will fall for you. No, we are in 2023. Mi mi, mi spendi kuwambiwa o, ni kona Charlie, mi sigwi nita una, mi sigwi ni so most of the time I wait for you to make the move. Coz mi jenirali, siyesu kuwambado, ni kijota ni ambia una. So most of the time I don't ask for it. I don't make a move. Especially when I know ita bako. Coz it makes me feel kind of a weak. Ni wek pata, ni wek welewa. You know, a lot of things have been happening. Your thoughts on some things. Tunzana Branshira. Branshira, I'm sure you saw the video that has been trending. And according to you, I saw that before. Aki fanya, kitendo on di waka. Exactly. And then you saw later kakuja kumbamsama. According to you, genuinely do you think he's clout chasing? Do you think he has a mental problem? How much do you think of Branshira?  Number two, Branshira is a drunkard. Number three, Branshira is not okay. Chira needs help. And I said it, nankarushu wa mawe, a few stones. No na. I said, when Nyako came through for Chira, sometimes, usiyo nemutu anaka umunyonga, umunyonga mana ishigeto, udhanya kona shide ado. No na. Usiyo nemutu ana ishi runda, ukadanya kona ado. Never judge a book by the cover. Chira doesn't need financial support. He's his mentor. No na. From the situation he's in in Amua Fektingi, that rejection I'm telling you about. So, most kunapatagawa tukasisi, when we have a problem with rejection, we want that attention. No na. We want someone to just come and hug us, tuta kwa sawa. No na. No na. No na, nضibom uniqhi nerika ngeshi kuw Machopa Hkng qy. ... He just wants attention. Kaka le tuka attention dey icing yutaka. ANta kaka to m auxea amiaga lede, a filli roadmap. So, we will know everything to attract that attention. No na. Muunapatra, u generatorum Jesusi mebabywa rumorama. Ua attention imechapa. Te name kuji an relevance na. And he will still come with another one, another banga. He will come with other one People say that you won't help him, you actually ni kumali za tu. The boy, we all know Chira is positive. Kuna eleka stigma flani kana muku laga, like watu wataki kuku ku asociate na e, atu ala watu wakukaribu na e, they are trying. The likes of bbati ni wasi wa strong sana. Kus mimi bbati, mimi I didn't know about Chira going live with denini, the part thing, mimi nili onyeshu waka video later, I think two days later na yona, and the first thing I did, I called bbati ni kumali za, eh bro what's happening, no ana. It wasn't like an interview or anything, mimi nili muku kutuku muluza, eh bro umtu itu na juako kumikono yaako, what's happening, no ana. So Chira, what Chira needs, Chira needs love, no ana. We all know he's gay, no ana.  We should not throw stones to him, the way we throw stones to other people in the community. This boy needs love, apigwe tukahag kamao yatui vi daily, daily, he'll be fine. But tumbili I get what you're saying, but you know also Kenyans are wondering, yei mwene wa ako willing kusaidi wa? He's willing, it's only that the people who are coming his way to help him, think he needs financial support. Chira makes money, live, he makes money, he drinks. So he has money, he knows how to make money. His problem is not financial. Adakani bed-seater isi shindoku lipa kumwezi, makes money. So Chira, wala watu onamu approach hindi onamu changanya na supporti hini onamu pelikia. Onamu pelik, onamu paya nyumba, onamu lipi ya rent. Milionata babatia ki mwashia nyumba, no ana. That boy needs hug, no ana.  He just wants that acceptance here. Yundo kitu Chira na taka. Kitu hindi na tia rehab, rehab people don't know, but when I say rehab they don't know how rehabs work. No ana. Mioza ni ni, I was a, ni ni, ni mwakakama akansola under ni ni, ni ni. Kenjin and even KCB foundation. I can tell you rehabs actually can make you even worse. Niza nda uko kifutaga fei gimbili, utoke unafutakumi daily. Rehabs work zina kusidiya tu, maybe you limit, you stop, kwanza na kwangaliaga? You either stop or reduce, no ana. So chira kia nda uko bada niza peyagwa kia dogo, kia dogo. Apewile mingi na puwa kia dogo, anamu zo esha kukunuwa kia dogo, no ana. So bada nda kwa na kunuwa, no ana. So alo atu kushaute, in easy rehab, then your rehab is very expensive. Like Juzy Babati, we were looking into maybe rehab. It's like 100k a month. Does he make that money? Even if he makes that a night through lives. Watu ana chokaku, wewne za rusha lion kwen yun onesho matako. I just say, hey, yun matako, kula lion. Where is he? So at the end of the day, he will have to support himself. People will be tired. So this boy, even rehab, we don't know, it will make him worse. What he needs, he needs love. That's what people, watu ana ona. Tu atiyu kira metokia palia ako drank, watu ana danio. He's depressed. He's depressed, why? Depression comes from so many angles. No ana. Misini li kwa depressed, nikana nwa bima. Bmw. Depressed in a way. So ni kwa di puwa. No ana. Yani nile, you have so many people, like the whole world depends on you. You get depressed. So bi kwa say ma, isi pesa nikona so easy. Manze, I need a space. I want to be broke. No ana. Ni kenda, like, me literally, I spent all my money, every corner, all my accounts, katoa, kaingi amombasan, kavuti amoangi, uko api. Ato liya ni yaka ni, lpia BNB, moangi nanika dila, lpia BNB si kutatu, nikila latu wizuri ni, akiliangu kwaesawa. After that, sasa 20 rawendi. No ana tuteme, kashikabima, na pesayote. Ata hindi ali ni kema futa, nikamulipa badae. He gave me alone at 20k. Me I was like broke sasa, I was like feeling sasa. Nikia mbiam say atrasina it's legit. kwa mnumilini wapu mwa mmba kwa kwa mpa nani 10k kwa mpa nani 1 Ganga kwa buwi na mndikwami kwa mba liko mab근ana ya na kwa mba nani 1 Ganga kwa mba nani 2 Ganga kwa mba liko mbitsa kwa mba nani 5 Dga kwa mba hiratsa kwa mbitsa katia kwa mbitsa katia Noona. It might be even be disturbed with the fact that Kabara kwa lim suspend. I don't know if he was expelled or suspended. Kitukayo. Ya, noona kitukayo. Nobody has made a move to help that boy get back to school. That thing is eating into him. Mini shei pigu wa supu moja, shule, supplementary moja. I failed in a subject and it ate me so much. Can you imagine? Do you know the pain of repeating anini? A unit. It's so painful. So that thing is eating that boy. I need money. Noona. Nobody has even started a movement. Ya kusema. This boy has changed. Kabarak reconsider this boy. Umsi alkwanta kamalize shule. Mibia saydi ato shoshyake menye naskewa na ishigine. Noona. He doesn't know how he will come through for his grandmother. So many. Tusio nage tu mutuakonashida. Onadani tu ni pesa. People know how to make money. Ni kama mimi. I started an initiative kitambo ni kwa kampo. Yaku Rudisha wato. Children makwao. Noona. Kus people just see these street kids kwa street. Oneadani atiyu ni ofan. Mi oza onofan for two days. Noona. We have been an orphan. Not an orphan. Ni ni a street boy. For two days. Doa mahafon ni ni. I lost my mother in 2000. So street kidi mejawa toi wakona. Both parents. So me was going listening to why are they in the streets. Ona mongelesha vizuri. Mungine ni kichuangumu. Ataki tukufanya house chose aliyambu. Ose vihombu. Aka rujaka toka ea wezi ose vihombu. Noona. Tu wa fadali ya. Kaikwa street. Mungine na pigawo mpa kame choka mehepa. Noona. So these street kids they have so many reasons why they are not at home. Why they are living in the streets. Noona. Mungine ni ukueli ni yofans. Ona place ya kuenda. Noona. So so many reasons you have to listen first before you make a move. Ya. To miskiya. To mele. Another another story is Mutumbaman alitoka. And he said he was physically assaulted by the girlfriend. Sometime back Piawebu ulukua in such a situation. And my question is. I think what one of the signs. Before if you get to that point to talk. What keeps you there bad? For Mutumbaman I don't know. Because me I don't know how long they've been together. I just don't know about Mutumbaman. I don't know what even he did. Ya pigue. Aman di ya kuya assaulted. Si juyata maybe wa li pigana. Ya sasand ya ka lemewa. I don't know. You see. But for me, me am a parent. I share kids with. Ya ya. From the situation. So me I can tell you what kept me. Is my kids. Cause me I have. When I was. When I was starting life. I have my principles. Like one of them is never to. Take alcohol. Ingini niswaivuta. Sasaile ingini nilini kipni. I don't want to see my kids. Being raised separately. Nona si juy Buddha ko api. Mada ko api. So it's one of the two things. I want to try to control every time. I want my kids to see. To wake up every morning. They see their mother here. Their father here. Ya know. Si atia na muka na pata. Buddha ayuko. Buddha si juya na kujagafta. One week up. You see. So it's one of it was ill kwa. Na tryku. Kwa avoid most of the time. But kafikamali. I just have to. To give up on them. Nona. To give up. Me nwa sa idea from a distance. Cause. Also I don't want to be absent tomorrow. Nona. Si ju li pigwa. Nona ju mtu anezata kuku pointi wina udedi. Like we don't know. Nona. Na mtu anezata kushika kugongeshi. Aku dungiji na nini. Aku gongeta na gari. Aku finili na kutana badu usavive. Nobody knows how life in me pangwa. If it's not your day. It's not your day. Nona. Mtu anezatu kuku slap to if it is. Na wende. Nona. So you have to be careful with this life. Me my kids depend on me a hundred percent. Nona. Ataka mani motherly love. But again. They have their mother. Their mother is alive. You have to block. Si ju mme enu. Nifanya nini. Mama enu alipigwa. Alipigwa baba enu. Cause. Onezaku wa tumbili na mwenye makosa. Nona. Onezaku mama enu na mwenye makosa. Onezaku wa kuna mtu alikwana makosa. Mmi. Misetu. Like spirits to zilingi atuna. So there are things you have to consider. And I've seen so many people attacking me in Mutumbaman. Ksos. Si dui tumbili. Si mimi nini. Si dui come through for our brother. I'm also a victim. Two victims can't help each other. Nona. Ya I'm a victim. Where a victim do you mean in your healing process? Mama. Mme heal already? Mii. I can say. Kitu. What I feel. Eh. What I feel. Mii mwenye nuko sawa. But I look. Eh. Nangaliya. Direction na watu wangu. They don't see me in the picture. Sometime they don't see their mother in the picture. You see.  They don't spend with me. Most of the time. Kus after that situation. What happened. Uh. We've been trying to solve things. Nini nini. But I think from my side. Eh. Being in public. It's been hard. You know. I make wangumu. Ku. Kujase. Now I've forgiven you. Now we can live again. Nona. I make wangumu. Will you consider? Ya. Will you consider going back to her? Not. Not for love or anything. For now love. I don't think I need love. You know. I don't think I need love. I don't think I. Kus badu. To say me to badu. I don't know what the future holds. Badu tutu na zapatana. Tenayo na ikusasa ni was. Tasa mimi dungu aki. So mimi tokako mungo wangu. Mi ni meyanda. Nona. So I don't want the same to repeat. So what we can. The extreme we can be is friends. The extreme. Friends fresh. Me ni support the way I do support her. Every day. Like every day. From what she eats. From what she dresses. From where she lives. It's on me. Nona. Kus right now she lives under my roof. You see. I don't go there. She lives under my roof. My clothes are there. Everything. Kupale. I go there when I want. Nona. So everything. Mintam support. Kus piya sezi muachili atu. She has the kids. Limpe wa toi. Nona. Kus wa toi. Kukwangu. She came to my space. I had to work out. Kus sijumto ame Rudi na intentions gani. Mibumto ame Rudi. Sasa hendom malizie. Nona. So you have to be careful. Piya stories ni mingu kuchini chini ho. Ya. So I have to be careful with this life. Kus mi ni kitoka. It means my kids will have a hard time. And the people also that I support. With the little I get. Ya. I remember doing that situation. You came out and said Obina looks idea sana. How's your relationship with him currently? With who? Obina. Obi is my friend. We don't plan to meet. We like... Iletu maybe kuna mahalitu me patana tu. You see. We have no... Ni atuna what do you want. That's a problem to me. You don't hang out with him as much as you used to. We are too busy to hang out. If we are being paid to hang out, we are going to hang out. Ate bi asha ramblu kawachapa jo pamoza ho the time. So for Obina as I say matu we are... According to me we are friends. He is my friend. I still follow up on what he is doing. The lives, the kula kula shows I watch. You see. So from my side I am good with Obi. I don't know about from his side. Because the differences I think... Asi kwa kubua. Maybe the... The reason why we work together, it's not... To me it's not a big deal. It's not a big deal. That's why you see still I can talk about him. Ni kitakata kwa nda kwa kesa hini musalimi ni taenda. Ni bika me anashida kwangu. Ani chungulivu kwa kihola ho ni tumili ya kata e kufungua. But me si anashida na Obi. Ya, I still respect him as someone who has helped me in my growth. Inspires me in a way. There are things that neza sema, inspires me. Kuna things eni neza sema, si hezi nda. Io root. Check yo obi io root misi e ndi. So ya. So ya. I appreciate him for coming through for Mutumbaman. Ya. I appreciate him. He came through for me. And what wanna say ma. I saw a comment in itu miwa ii kwa kwa screenshot. Atikunule munginu uli sa idea. No kamambia asirudi kwa baby mama na alirudi kwa baby mama. Misikuruudi kwa baby mama. Baby mama rirudi kwangu. Nami ni kwa walk out. Nona. And I have my reasons why I walked out. Nona. Kus ni watu iwake, if her being with the kids makes her up as long as she doesn't harm them. I'm okay. As long as she can't block me going to see the kids because she can't even, because that's my house. So I have no problem. I appreciate obi for the move he made to come through for Mutumbaman. And many other people when he came through for them. Ya ya.  I think so. I just say ma maybe in public maybe but real in yambial wa ichapa. Nwa watu ni wengi wana ichapa wa? One by one. Ikifika limit kwenye nona mutukama Mutumbaman na lifika katoka. Mimi angu sikwani toke. Kwa mimi I don't share my weaknesses in public because I see them as strength. I angu ni obi alito aga. Nona. So wali wengine. Wa toke ma pema. Nona toka tu kijua kuna usaidizi. We see toke, si si tukuche kele. Tukoment to fanyenini na kosek pata usaidizi. Nona but, make report. Mi mi wapo kitengela nime jasa obi mingi zaku report mingi. Siya tina pigwati because I'm weak. Mi mi hindi asai yata tu kiekwa nawe tu pigane. Mi nita kuhua. Iona kupe garanti. Ata ule minyalin piga, she knows me very well. We've been together since I was in campus 2014 2. Patana 2014 She knows me very fine I don't fight And if I do So me, the way I was raised I lived with my mother for only 6 years And I learned Never to fight women I learned a lot from my mother I don't lay hands Any time I lay my hand On my woman Just know it's maybe part of love making or anything But Pupale ma spanking Nini nini So me I don't Kuna ma demuinko menifika tumahali Ato kukwa street kuku Watitu anana chuki anana content zanguze nina do Mta na kuchuki ampaka na kujakwa DM kukutusi Nuna joku enu nezoapata But they are women, you don't fight them Ya So it's not a weakness Ato anana ume unyona semanga U na chapuaji na maname To organize Patana mahali tupegane Do atajiwa mi ni nani Atajiwa tu I just leave it for women Nona Kus mimi mi bilen me lelewa I don't fight women I don't Ato wiyo mi nyi nichapa E mi nyi atali shanga Kus she was provoking me In every way Ata to some point Nika mwenyesha tuwe neza kuku umiza Nona Nika mbeba tu iwi na nika mu toa inje Aka pigama yo Eza kyo kwa attention mingi na mapoli Na majirani yuko And mi place ya attention Mi by theis pendagi attention especially In my personal spaces Mi mi aro kwa ambiade Every way, every time alwai piganduru Kwa apartment I move out that week I inyumba ni a drama Mi a move out Kama ni me sota I waitilis kwa ni me sota na piana notice I move out Aro kuna ingina li kuja Alipigamanduruza kya katoka Alirudi The following day jiyoni Nyumba ilu kwa na echo Eza kuna mbebeleza ni mua mbe kwa inje Mi aami ya skuwe mua mbe ya Aju ni mi aami ya wapi An mi hamana wa toi Di aju kwenye ni mi aami ya Tena Kuna two time matapata ni mi hamana Out of kitengela Sasa tata aju ni kwa api Sasa that's worse Kwa zi zingina ni mi aami ya within kitengela One time kwa ona gari hangu mahali Hehehe Me kufata tumbili Nga utuki malizia Kila siku tunas kia break up a break up a break up Nima penzi mi kwa ngumu Ni nini na half and squeeze ya according to you Uh understanding Watoa wa elewani break up smob ni Apar from last Apar from now Ini demflanyal niyan tiki I love you na tiki Hehehe Yand writing siya hanku ni liyan di kiwa Mpoa is loading Wana kwa di kiadi So Uh understanding atu elewani kwenye Mausiano we are in a rush Zingina piya ni kupenda Mtu juiro ya keko VP Pengine tu monekano Wewe unasemu wu taki kienyeji na kienyeji Do anapenda visuri Wewe unasemu wewe unapenda kienyeji na kienyeji Naka kienyeji Kifiki kisha gama elejiflani Ni kama gari Gari na fiki kisha gama elejiflani na zaku kusumbua Noli nunu eki wampia So Deem relationship ni kameo gari Na fika mahali atu fanyadi Atu ibe Una osha on time una ekeya full tanku Nifanya badi takusumbua So it's a relationship koivo Na fika 2 time flani mezoiana You know each other Each other's weakness But you don't want to tolerate it Una juo tutumbili Una juo tutumbili Ni mutu wama sho Like mi yungu na juo relationship Yungu liya zaga na stories a club Kitambu I used to do night clubs Performance wu siku I used to do night clubs Pa li uko kwa stage una Una piga nisha ma dem na machali Uwa dance wasuguane Fotografa na piga picture Ni kama wendi sasa na una musuguwa Ina eko kwa waliyao Ina eko kwa waliyao Uki rudi kwa nyumba Ui udae mu li tokane Kla buka nda nae mahali Ume toka uka nda oka oga Ume jipa fium Ume rudi kwa nyumba Relationship mingi Understanding is key If you can understand my weakness And you help me fight my weakness Instead of Attacking me with it Relationship zineza take long Zingene ni last Una pata maybe Uli chagua sura E Kasa wu Dabiya ama Ume onande nya uso Kwa wana Kwa wana So iso vitumobi iso Zina seisha sana Kwenye mausiyano Patakuna watu anata katu The physical part Kuna alo atu anata kata The spiritual Udee me ni rosafi Mendo limpenda Udee ma kwa gara rosafi sana Batu nga liya demu me nya limpenda rosafi Ni tumbiliflani Ki plani So those are things zineza sema zina Vunja mausiyano mingi sana Sisu wana ume Mipenda ande nya wana Ande tenu me ona Nde nya pro max Wana Vitukama iso So vitukama iso zina Zina tuvunjiya ni ni uku Piawak Patatu kuna Ukuna demu Ni stripa Ukumulewa kama stripa Wengine Wengina kwa relationships Wengine tight sana Mini me host stripas wengi I can tell you Wana approachiwa with even millionaires Muto me spend club a million plus Ame lipa bill na swag Ame ambi apaka emsi atangaze Bila na swipe Nalafana approachi pale Stripa kiza ni stripa tempenda Stripa swag kwa kwa relationship Nile tu iondokazi ake imeku bali Don't look stripa in an angle La tini host ama what Atra the prostitutes I was watching a documentary Juzi interview Flandi Malaiawawili Wana peana ni ni Interview at the The husbands know Ni ni prostitutes Nwa kwa tight relationship They can't date you Owa utawa paya tu pesewa They will go home Not everything people are doing Ati wana fanya kupenda kwa Mi always understand people I have to understand you Yes, uzin kia streetrupa Tumalaia utupu me piga piga Fupi-fupi-mini-sukur Dania tiye sasa aka Kali kwa saka zingini ako do Inaka taga some time You have to Wata wengi nwa me soma Mi has started interacting with prostitutes When I was in campus first year Ni kenda kala bivi ni kipitandiawa po Tuna pitan na po tunasalimiana Nwa nambia sii leo Nona, leo sii nakitu Nambia tawumaki doko ya budu utali Pakesha nwa nambia I don't take credit Una nambitu kamaivo So we have to understand In everything you do You have to understand Yes We have to understand We have to understand Thank you


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