We call it Bounce Nation. We call it Bounce Nation. I go by feeling Jinn. And just right here is the super Dr. Dr. Ria Masanturi. Na kwa mera, efi kana kihe rehe. Ata ezin goa ja nimu introduce, niku pake mafta kwa mungongo asa maki wapi.  Ha oni pay chance niku choche bro, like, but he says he chocha. E ni wlemsen. Nika alia, sada afa iiku cho chua, like, muna jua vilana fanya. Muna jua kenya anezafanya. You know what we did? He goes by Epid the DJ from Gus Chamberlain. Goa ja sasa. Ukifanya ebi, unani pa tia ama unani point. Goa ja, angoja. Bedu nadi unani ekelea na muntani. Okay, amatwa chetu tardia tena. Tu tardia tena tena. Bedu na jat kuna mgeni na kwa ito nisha nimambia nyu mba. Imagine, imagine.  Man, we have a versatile hip-hop and ganged tone rapper, songwriter, performing and recording artist in studio. She goes by Shekina Kare. Yung mama. Yung mama. What do you do? Man, it's so good to have you in studio. Thank you. Thank you. I'm humbled. Karibu fike mapema. Karibu. Karibu. Uku injeko barabara wa takiku ondo kiamsani api. Mazen. I was having a big dream man. Man, fungia barabara. Poleni, poleni. But at least you made it. Mazen. Uku ati. How are you? Shkula semu ispok. It's been a while. I'm good. I've been doing good. Na shkuru God ame kwa great. I know. In the airport ma grind. Right. I love the fact that I acknowledge. Sir John Williamson ame fanyas kuya apa zi. There's the hashtag Yung mama. A lot of people don't know that it's because you're actually a mom. How's the baby there? It's not baby. There are babies there too. Two of them. They're doing good. I'll go up because you're 22. Two babies. Imagine. I love kuna epic. Apama zi. This is my 21 years. Anyway, they're okay. Uku powa, uku powa tla shkuru. I love so much the fact that Shekina is so young and a mom and she acknowledges that. You inspire a lot of other generations of mums when they have a baby.  That is final. She has two kids. Not one but two. Two girls. Two girls. The last time we went to Daidae, we had a friend. We went to Shekina, Shekina, Shekina. We went to Daidae. Before Daidae, we went to Kalikatel. We went to the dog and then Daidae came. We went to Funika. We went to Daidae. Back then, we went to Daidae. We went to Kufanya. We went to Kalikatel. We went to Daidae. We broke through after Kalikatel. We went to Kalikatel. We went to Kufungua. We went to Daidae. But after Daidae we went to Kufungua. And when we meet in Kolabo to stayed for working area. And when we have performance bay whom we first met. And performing and there was show. Entre Dore Tuia. I went to theetto faniwa. We went to Sizango. There are tomo. There are some female rappers. Female singer or terrorist. Where we have belong thebbe skills… How is it for a young female rapper? Kuna tuwana femenga lazima wana na kando, nyuma yateni na producer ni nimi How is it for you, your own experience? Kwa experience yango, enyo ni hard kwa msa ni mdem kwa industry kwa yasai Alafu na jwa Mazia alafu na jwa maboi ni wengi So mdem kwa patatu yo chansia yafika malikama pa malini kwa ni tricky Mna jwa tu ni kuji tamboa, kivi yango ni kuji tamboa na kupushu to Alafu, wana jwa shekina is a rapper Alafu kuna, marapa zuku authentic mbaia But then so at some point wana patanga kuna Sometimes you have to sing about certain things So that ukwe more marketable, ukwe more commercial So how are you able to balance between being authentic to yourself And also releasing music that are easy to be played Nika matu, nika process tu kakuji accept na kufanya Una nga liyama fans waka kitu enyo wana penda Like for example mimi na eji yango sayi Wase wana penda happy sana Wase wana penda kuchii tu, wana penda tukfanya Right Na story kama izo, so napa toki ongelelia Story kama izo inakwa Ya kusushere Waka kusushere ukibia wase wile Leotu na keisha tu kipigara Ni ni wana penda izo vibe Na kwimpa vituza ni zina Na community especially Kama tu seme, for example am a young mam Nikona mga maba desu diya release But kusu madem Wana pata bol waki wa shule Nikona also ni ni yango na zisha Foundation ya young mama foundation Nini ta kuna help madem Wana pata bol waki wa shule Wana kumangelesha wato ikuwa shule Kwa izo maa raima wana cheki So, eh Right, alafu How is your relationship na Fathamok? Saba budaida emuli tuwa na Fathamok You have a new one Swatch was actually supposed to come But for some reason he couldn't make it So relationship ni kuwaj Tkupo, kapsa By the way, tuna supportiana Tuna pushyana, bele Nikiwa nangoma na watumia link So wana kumia Lekama ni baia Wana ni guide Wana ni guide Wana ni guide Now for women Who can you say are some of the female rappers When you were inspired Adu kafika po in tukosa Do you have any influential rappers That are female that are inspired you? I used to love Petra so much I don't know where she went I don't know where she went But Petra, I used to love her Alafu na stylia kenya I used to love her And dance I used to love her So in Kenya Petra was a role model She was so soon And she was so stressy But apart from Kenya When I saw her I was so passionate about her I was a makeup maker Shensia I don't know where she was inspired I don't know where she was inspired a lot And speaking of so soon Nili kwa nana sasun juzi It's already out It's already out It's already out to a home worker Featuring me, sasun, ken rezi, nili chulo Aibabi And K4 kanale Did you know that? You should play it I know on my phone here So sasun is one of those She's been She's good But then I may keep it Okay, let me say sell out I just sell out She's still very So soon And being able to work with Young rappers I think that also speaks volume About who she is She's a very nice person Let's talk about your latest release We will link up Aja and Swat How are you doing? I'm a Swat So after we met You remember when we met Ex and Swat We used to talk about Ex and Ikiisha And they said to be continued And also They said to be continued So these are continuation Of the two projects So it makes sense It's a story It's a story I don't know if it's a story Or if it's a scene Of Ex and Ikiisha But I'm sure it's a good thing That you put it out there So you can connect So How was it working together How was that? We planned to commit Black market records To kind of studio To turn up Bitkila Badness Bitkila? Bitkila Badness Okay So we planned And then the video Then the video was planned Like a month later So we planned to do Tiktok And then we planned to do Video in 2 weeks time Like a month We are loving it What do you think about the video? Kwa na wedding gown Manzi alafu wa na kujakua ribua rusia Kwa li kanya gadi keki man Manzi alafu wa wana patana Wana kwa chastalo kia nga Wana ni achatu ako seo So is it also going to be continued How was it going to be? I don't know I don't know But I forgot to ask He was in an accident the other day Ako puwa? Ako puwa nendelea fit So That is just now the project And how about Shikina Kul kwa na ifi ilifai toke where is it? Kwa na ilifai toka lega month ago? Onajua Mi usema Ni keka presya niwa Ni kamaanda ribu So it is going to be continued Ipi bado na isyuguli kia Sofa ni mesharekot kumazote Ita kwa yangoma sita Badus niya plan G na ita kwa inaituaji But before Ipi in next week na drop Kwa ma moja inaitua Inaitua Inaituaji ingama Sai Sai Inaitua Sai Sai It happens If you want to get to your next job Sai Sai na come next week Ima come next week and after it is freestyle Ima feature on it too But it is IP But it is IP And plan the future But here is single Because it is drop next week Sai Sai ni is drill Iku zina ni kiyomi kiamuka rap Shikina hani tiajimu Ndokwe kuka li katel Onajua ni kumagengeto ni mechilkidi Kwa nishibabu ya yaku uflo na vituzenezi na nene, bata mini professional rapper, like I rap, mini rap. They know what we're up against. Yes. On yu Maje tredi, it's I'm going fast and I'll take a walk and my hold just on Yerefa kujetuwanzi sheki tanzi Kuakongarasi wna junezaponama ubacki Nayan moma ni nani masina rekatikati Wakleta ku mpena mimo nga giza titi titi Yung moma mgeto kamilinda mna keseeti Ambuidi fit Huwewe nkumbaya Namua Namua Namua ngefi Namua Nga survive Nga survive Okay so Miya u have to come back One of these days We have to exchange a few episodes Sheki na has to come back Yes Lekit nafti ameweza We are doing that. We are doing that. We are doing that. We are doing that. We are doing that. We are doing that. I don't want to say on air, but in Ajuani na Nini. I have an idea. We are so doing this. We're looking forward to that. Come on, what is the plan of the spin off and do you have anything less than that. End up perfect, bro. End up easy. So, you have a sharp side to a sharp side. You have a sharp side to a sharp side. I drop a little bit. There is freestyle in the videos I did with Vince on the beat. I did it by beating him up. No, I didn't. I love doing freestyle. I do freestyle a lot. I like running on a Nice and Good. I love doing freestyle. I do freestyle too. I do it but I don't know how to do it. I do it. Sayi genge, it's been recognized kwa Grammys. How do you feel? Genge is actually one of the genres when it's kwa kategorized kwa Grammys. Manze, yoni move po wa sana kwa Kenya. Big up ma wasi genge to insana. Manze, ikitutu na fatuna ichi kwa. Nanda ichi kwa sunn. Ema imagine, una na kategorizu. Niki mi na ajibase shiki na kare. Imagine them being in the same category. Bro, iya na uda. Nila kwa happen. Iya na kwa. Iya na uda. Manze, thank you so much for coming. Thank you, thank you so much. Manze, thank you so much for always making time. Shiki na jiki atatiki. Manze, na bro kuja ma bro metangu ma mampi. I am a fan from Daidai. Thank you. Japa ama angalii niekwa ni ata, ajami ni kumili. Menze, omu panis pastu na. Ame ula stawa ke. Ender ni pan, t magnetikto. Taka w'a kiwa sayi, mo that was. Ima nimi pani aini interviews before, tuni kuqitafta uku jaangi. SQUGUDu ni wu kuana one-on-one. Wupana kutama ja, kukoucha. Ia na ku just whipia na rapa. Jisitti le to rapia. Aduwe, impa talentu agun na polish kuwena. Ima collabu na sign, And today I want to congratulate you for working so hard in this world your salary was rond When they get debil modifications, they think that I am rich and good and financially stable Actually, when collaborating with an affordable price, that's definitely not enough but I can celebrate it Kawe ni mkali tu na ni DM unakam tuna boga tuna bioflet na pigashugle I know, onajua kuna kwa nga aspecti ya, oh ase ni wa kenya wana elipisha It's not that, it's just that, bilo msani al kwa pala stema litema al tewa nga wana nadia, but logistics Yeah logistics Lazy mal, kuna msewa, kuna raida Lazy ma audio, kuna wakuandika kamawe wazen Make up Make up, location Misani azi kula chickenin, kula kungine Java There's so many things A lot of things to consider So kama kuna, any shout outs if you have anything, lafu yasupi Yo, eh, before I say how, big shout outs na tkaku big up wazen wakayole wa nanpenda sana manze Izo bara bara stembe anke ni kipumu Shakina, shakina, shakina Manze na wapenda sana Kayole ote, so wei riyayangu kuko riverside na watambu wa ni wakabig up Kona Mudhaiga, wakukuote na watambu wambaya sana Watoi wanku, najiwa wa nani watch I love you my babies I didn't notice the sweetest thing ever When I was watching TV, I was like Look, that is my mum, imagine that Ya, my mum, my bros and everyone who loves me My friends Now I say what you want, nantambu wa nantambu I just see you I love you too I love you too Alright, let's do this Let me send some, a few shout outs alafu Shakina has to perform for Oh, we could pay IG, social media Alafu we do that Instagram ni Shakina Karin KE Shakina KE, that's my username Shakina KE Facebook ni Shakina Karin Moangi TikTok ni Shakina Karin official Alright, there we go Alright, so let me just send a few shout outs alafu Utu performie, and then epic Tizaki sisi because of time I have Chepko's gay watching from Nakuru Logs Inha Jamati Shoe Ko Lit Pena guys ni tizewi janabarubari Forever Amen Nenev janabarubari wa miku wa requested Ya, they're making moves, ya played one Alright, ni konawao Unita maavona sama watuangu Shonilit enjoing the show from Mango Gatundum North, thank you so much I have David Hanjad And I come to be inlocked in from Kilifi Shoe Ko Lit Filin uko, play for me Saksesia Juxa Santesana Miku zaleo ziko Lit nezazipata wafi Please, anitwa lamik Lamikana chakaku joa mixes Kilamali, epic the DJ Keep saying every where I don't keep after every single Mamia maka tinda It's all over Ni kona salamu mojapia jamana ituwa Eric Gitonga na sema watching live From Ruru with my sisters Shout out to you Eric Maliuko Vibes Ni kona msenetuwa sama Lame sama salmiya epic Nosa limi hemste ni where to stand So we have to go Unfortunately because of time We'll see you again on Thursday Shout out to everyone All the bouncers for watching But let's do this On the 20th, that is next to Wednesday Ta kwa palivu Karen Kwa Karen Mta Ineta the venue The place is called the venue for karaoke Pull up is going to be amazing From March 7pm So come hang out with me Yes, na mimi manze Watwango Eldoret Saturday Albatros Lounge in Daniel Eldoret Your man is coming through Watwango Mombasa Tuna manzeza Mwezi Kuko Friday manzeze 38 Ni kona Nia Kingstone Beach Last but not least First Roxy Watwango Utawala 33 Heavens Your boy is coming through Til next Thursday Til next Thursday Round 2 Shout out to all the bouncers Shout out to all our guests For coming through Shalina Nyango Shout out to Shikina Karen Go follow all of them Shout out to Raju Apaivian Shout out to Kolo Shout out to Mori Shout out to Makasi Shout out to Mak Shout out to Dan Shout out to Man Everyone Shout out to Rose Of course For making this happen We do this again on Thursday Have an amazing week ahead


Hi, my name is Christy Wright. I'm with the City of Columbia Parks and Recreation Department, and we have several Halloween events that will be coming up at the end of the month. They run from October the 27th through October the 31st for ages under 12, and so they'll be at several different parks throughout those couple of days. Some of our events start as early as 4 p.m. in the afternoon, and some of them run up until about 8 p.m. throughout those particular days that we're offering those particular events. So come on out for a ghoulish, govlish time and bring your family, and those kids, again, under the age of 12, can come out to have a great time.


e of the worst i would recommend you know i can talk about because i like barry i'd recommend no i don't like barry i would recommend barry i think a lot of people get something out of that show i think a lot of people would enjoy it i think it's a show that has good scenes in it some great scenes in that and potential i don't see that in terriers now i've seen especially if you put me and fringy together we have seen a lot of shows we're talking an unholy amount potentially and if there were percentiles this one's easily in the bottom 20 percent um yeah i would uh i would much sooner recommend if you want a procedural just watch lauren auto you'll get a lot more out of lauren auto like from the procedural aspects terriers if i break down when i do not want to see that again no no i'm not watching it again no um i think i don't think we've talked about it on like any streams have we the the mexico thing i talked about it on most so mexico so this so for those who don't know like terriers is a procedural show so it's about two private detectives who are unlicensed and admit this under oath while being involved in a very significant investigate as part of a fucking murder case yeah um so in any case so so just keep that in mind that this is a procedural show like law and just all of that is a relevant part of it so this one of the main characters called brit and he he has a friend who's like used to do crimes and stuff and they decide they they get abducted and get taken across the border at set sandeco so they go to tiwana um and they are tasked with helping this guy's old criminal buddies basically steal some evidence from lock up so all the crimes that are committed in this episode so first of all uh they get themselves sent to prisons they got that crime to deal with but then they assault a police officer break out a prison steal evidence from lock up to give to like a cartel and then he illegally flees back into america like okay so they've got all his details they know he did all these things they've got all of his details they know who he is they know where he lives um it's over so first of all you can't just get into the boot of somebody's car and just get into america from mexico like they're gonna check the boot of the car it doesn't matter that there's a cop with you they're going to check the car and even if we assume that being with a detective is going to help you get back into america even though police and border patrol are like totally different entities soon as you get back to america you're just going to be extradited to mexico for all the crimes you committed that yeah if you've actually impeded the case against the cartel they're going to be fucking pissed at you and assaulting a police officer yeah breaking out of their prison friends yeah breaking out the amount of crime there is a clear evidence trail for all of this by the way so we have multiple issues throughout the show the number one thing is that the protagonists are just really bad people they are not ethically dubious they do a lot of evil things and they do it just to make money that's their goal can we talk about their interest the one of the best examples in the whole fucking show of that oh go for it so so oh my god so bad so like brit is a guy just doing his thing and his girlfriend oh man you know what a great girlfriend i can't wait to just settle down with you maybe get it maybe you know i'll get a dog maybe we can have a kid maybe get married you know and this girl she seems she seems okay seems fine pretty normal as a character so she's doing some uni stuff some college stuff and um you know after a night of going out doing some drinking she she wakes up the following morning and oh no she's slept with the professor oh yeah oh no that is that stands in stark opposition to the concept you love somebody no well you know she was drunk right that's probably the reason rags she was drunk she was drunk you expect maybe that the show is going to be like i made a huge fucking mistake i got drunk and i'm kind of i feel awful because we were just about to start our life that might be the drama but no she says you know i just wasn't ready to get married that's the reason well how well it was for you this means we're not getting married so well but it was even worse than that it was that you were not ready to have like get married and have kids therefore i cheated on you dude what are we doing oh my favorite part is this was this was not introduced i guess and you're about to mention the other the thing i'm actually getting to you know what it is yeah yeah go for it well so yeah so you'd be understandably angry about that you might even say you know what we're done we are done we're no longer together that's option one you know you could there's other options you might be like you know i want to find this guy and like what's what's the what's the hippie hap here did you know if you guys like falling in love or does he know that i exist like what was the idea so you know you might have and you mean maybe you have theories maybe you've seen it hanging out with different people and you're like maybe it's this guy maybe it's this this guy i don't know so brit gets uh i think he gets drunk right um because that's that's what good writers do and they need to make an excuse for character to do anything uh so he's drunk and he goes up to this guy the he knows the his girl's been hanging out with and he's like hey did you did you do the thing with my wife and then he's like huh and brit proceeds to beat this man almost to death um wrong dude just fyi and uh and it doesn't matter in any case but yeah it's just it's just good to know for the audience i suppose okay that sounds like a you can't even if it was the right guy you can't beat this shit out of somebody it's terrible there's so many tears it's like tier one of he did it and he did it knowingly and he hates me it's like you still can't beat him to death like okay but this guy didn't know as far as you know that you were involved is just doing his fucking human rights just being like hey girl i like you do you like me let's do stuff which is totally allowed even if they entangled with someone else you could say it's bad etiquette but i mean we're talking about love here it gets complicated then of course it's not even the guy who did it it's just a randy who's connected sure but like he's just like oh god and like this guy is beaten to fuck and of course he's pressing charges thank fuck the show managed to pull through on that and our wonderful main character is like oh man i'm probably gonna go to prison like a whole year as you should yeah a year a whole year you're lucky you are so lucky that you're only getting a year that's more than you that's less than you deserve he doesn't even have any remorse for the fact that he did it the show isn't aware that he's done anything it's like black widow they have no idea yeah um and just monster and his friend is like hey how about we just go to mexico like yeah like so so yeah the gist is right at the end he's driving him to prison that's like 25th hour except terrible instead of good um and it's like hey i could take you to prison for a year and then we'll get back out and get up back up to stuff or we could go to mexico again once you get to the border oh hey you're in trouble in mexico also you're in trouble in america oh and you're you're taking him to a different cut huh you're going to jail yep um so that so in my head because i hate these guys the canonical ending is they were so stupid that they went to mexico got arrested and got sent to jail for the rest of their lives and then Hank was all of the crimes they committed throughout the whole and they were definitely separated they're putting different prisons one of them is in america one of them has gone to mexico yeah and that's it they're in forever awful people terrible flooding complete disregard for law and order just out of disregard for how the law functions or how police operate it's awful yeah it's not misrepresenting a scene not for getting context both of which has totally not been done don't you worry about it we just finished the show i don't even i don't know how you could defend that i really don't know how you can defend that how can we talk about anything at that point that like we talked about that in the same way that we would talk about basically anything we're trying to analyze um yeah uh they could be bad people the show is totally unaware of them being bad people unfortunately i don't think they're good people um and then of course there's showings the level of plot holes in this fucking thing in relation to the law many many many plot holes like just like there are so much evidence that connects these two like all of these these crimes that they've committed and that they did mostly for money and for whatever reason it's just never followed through on like times when they would have been on camera and when if you ask the people who were in the building hey did you see these two people here it's like oh yeah no they were here they they said that they were like fucking phone security where the fuck they were it's just like throughout the whole show is the main character meant to be deplorable you'd hope so but no no no the most the show will do is be like oh man these guys hot of gold but they do some they do some dubious things and it's like no they're just fucking evil the tone of the show is that though their methods may be crude they are good people with good goals that's that's what the show is going forth but they're not even anti-heroes like i wouldn't i would consider them to be villains and all of the crimes that they commit all of it it's like well what is this for like what are we gonna what are we putting an end to what the the main overarching plot of the thing that they're trying to put a stop to is some property developers building an airport in ocean beach san diego like i don't know what i meant to do with that in terms of like considering that these guys killed the freaking Ted like he ran into a car and instead of taking him to the hospital they let him die even total bleeding it's like the worst the other guys they do some duplicitous things to try to build a parking lot like a freaking airport in ocean beach san diego this is the thing man you don't need to see you don't need to see the one episode to be like okay this is this is yeah and just be like done done after they tamper with evidence frame a man for murder who they don't know committed the crime fucking impersonated detective aid in a bat a wanted suspect oh man frame a man for murder when you don't actually know that he did it it was that one right it's like seriously it's just bottom tier tv um it's yeah and and i mean we just named the crimes they didn't commit would be shorter last yeah by the end of the season yeah but the big thing as well though is like even if you would have put all of that to one side which would be putting aside a lot what is it in this show that is particularly valuable when it comes to character writing i i'm not sure i don't i don't i don't know what it would be compared to like in Breaking Bad you can get some great stuff in terms of waltz and jesse and um and i can't i can't believe i'm spacing uh the villain i'm totally liking gus like and and uh and mike like you got all these great characters that are going on these really cool arcs and they're super interesting but i don't i don't feel that way about these characters at all there's nothing particularly interesting about them so it's like well what what is it that makes this show amazing i mean i'd be surprised that i like it ain't getting above three just to fucking struggle i'd best the three but i'm leaning towards the two um that woman yeah well i'd rather watch about them and that's fun and entertaining yeah and you at least get jacob yeah well yeah and and you occasionally get like a good scene in in batwoman very very very very very okay i like the two like one per season there was the one scene we liked in terriers with a character finally called a character out for being a piece of shit that was nice yeah all right that that was nice yeah we really got that the long time after he'd been after he stole that guy's wallet to use his uh credit card to frame like as though he was yeah when he was going to get married man they what a great guy out protagonist is they really make it hard to get invested in these people when they keep doing heinous shit steal a man's fucking cards when he's about to get married and charge a bunch of hookers to it it's like it's like it's not funny man that's what i mean it's like all for self-interest usually when you've got like people who are bad people like protagonists and grand theft order you try to give them like an element that makes them interesting or that there's something about them that's worthwhile well like nico and cj like loyal to their family that's that's an important one it's like that helps a long way especially when the villains are usually totally spot like treacherous snakes who will betray anybody including people who help them it's like that's the kind of stuff that makes it easier to root for them even though they're all bad people and of course the tone of those games is not hey these guys are good people like the tone is very much yeah these are bad people but in terrors it's like no it's not that at all it's nowhere near batwoman levels yes it is maybe they mean batwoman's better it's like well maybe oh well yeah that's this again batwoman is entertaining i mean the show is mainly about the law and it fucks all of that up batwoman jumps between all kinds of things yeah and like there are times about woman something to say as well about you know the world well yeah we've even appreciate sometimes batwoman will have like a thematic throughline an episode about something yeah like you not great most of the time but occasionally there's like something there something to draw out of the mire the bog i mean i'm kind of like batwoman is awful but like i mean so it's terrorist yeah it's entertaining yeah that is that tstwg rate is that that stall was gill or am i that star no way that rides on uh youtube no i don't think there's a mechanic for it they're on twitch it's not a mechanic it's all organic you yeah i mean like the letters moved around wrong or it's just i don't know i suppose that there's i can't think of anything else i can't talk about when it comes terrors are we happy to never have to think about it yeah um it was it was a rough watch uh yeah yeah i'm pretty sure if we were to rewatch it would get worse because you have to keep in mind everything that happens in future and past like how it all follows for the lore and stuff oh dude the um the radiation thing so oh the right yeah so like our characters find out that the bad guys might be trying to hide the fact that there's a high radiation levels to the point where no one would be around in this particular area they find us out because they are the ex-wife of the main character is an architect slash person familiar with with like these particular things she sees the paper by chance and she's like bruh this is like super bad it's like radiation these stuff it's like oh my god and so very lucky that she has that level of knowledge but absolutely well um he knows about it yeah and and so you're like okay and so they they get it out there it's like a payoff for the episode that they get that to be public and no one's allowed near the place anymore it's like huh i mean for you kind of just accepted that on good faith which like i guess they did all they needed to do to prove it and who we did it okay then they have this like twist where the main guy's sister notices that it's all bullshit she reads and she's like nah these levels are actually this and this is all this is all wrong and we were like what if you fellas can notice like what's wrong here with this something doesn't make sense yeah so first thought was like why would a random girl who's friend who's the sister of our protagonist know this better than the people would have had to have verified it for the fucking government why yeah people and then this field turns out there's no radiation there and so we were like wait a minute you didn't check you didn't send anybody with the proper equipment to another report you just found this report and were like it's good enough no one's allowed there anymore it's like what and then of course third if this is something that she could deduce based on the publicly available information how would she be the only person who noticed that like she notices that the chemicals do not produce this result that's just not how it works tell me she's the only person on earth who knows this i don't understand how they wouldn't have specialists to check the fucking thing and then why would she know more than them just their life is to check these things and no and that's like major for pushing everything forward again i mean the show is full of these like the big events that just don't make any sense it is the most important like it is the central arc of this season there's one thankfully season yeah remember when they stole the the bonds yeah remember how they spend the bonds and then confirm that the bonds are too hot to sell that was my favorite part we can't use we can't spend them wait no yeah we can oh wait we can't we can spend them wait no we can't it's like remember how they needed the protagonist needed a big loan and he just happens the fucking ceo needs a job from a pi it happens over here that he needs a loan like and then the dude kills himself while Hank is in the room and then forges a signature to get a loan what are we doing low like constant crazy levels of luck just outright holes and then two main characters that i find fucking deplorably annoying to watch yeah awful so there you go if anyone's curious about thoughts on areas would not recommend no i would not no i don't think that anybody's gonna get anything out of it um where are we do millen do do i think that came from ask a saying that luke was assassinated return of the Jedi which yeah i've not heard the argument for that um it's gonna be a tough one yeah i'm just i don't know yeah i'm not sure what that it's not really worth much like i don't i don't feel like there's the most important scene in like the whole series that like everybody just missed how luke wouldn't do this like that feels like a big ol nah i'm not saying that it's the case but maybe if i don't know people people who maybe try and brand themselves on the idea of having hot takes and i'm the one who discovered this and i'm the one who really showed the world what the truth is i don't know maybe if you're not good enough to justify that title you've given yourself it will i don't know it's weird to go for the scene that people like quintessentially reference as like luke skywalkers character defining scene is the one that assassinates him that is an interesting fucking journey to take but hey again not heard the argument but then again i've not heard the argument for a lot of things look at meme repositories latest tweet i can't do that i'm streaming right now is he talking about blow holes and corks is that what we're doing i recently rewatched all the transformers movies are there any year you think a good decent or at least not at a garbage i don't think bae is a bad director besides his humor and explosions isn't that mainly what he does i would say one is probably going to be the best one but i would have imagined that if we watched it it's not going to stand up well yeah it's probably the best but yeah as for bae i think he's a fine director in terms of you can you always get exactly what's going on it's just his storytelling is a bit you know yeah the priorities just do not align in terms of what i want versus what he's interested in telling is he fap denying i feel like that um oh i was just gonna say i think that every frame of painting video on michael bae is super interesting on this topic like what is it that michael bae actually does what's he good at what does he think good filmmaking is super interesting is he fap denying that there was a massive grave because the definition of massive is big and that's a fact you're denying that fact also high racks hello hello you long man see the newest what if seems like the least differently abled episode so far that's what people are saying i don't know doctor strange one they're saying that about oh is that what's that that's is that number three that four that's number four three was the avengers all get killed all right yeah i've heard good things about third the fourth one i'm hearing pretty good things so far as well so who knows yeah what do you think about a clocks and kent what would he would what would he be like we don't want jeremy clocks and kent jeremy clocks and the superman i feel like that's a good choice i wish he was superman so he can fuck it last forever yeah make everything just just all of the things i need to keep watching clocks since farm i didn't like that show pretty sweet uh if you decide to do a soca series for efat mini series next year will you try watch some of the clone wars finally i'm not interested in doing a soca really um i don't know if you guys are me the no i'm not the only worry i have is that it's gonna be like the mcu i need to see it to understand when she teams up with because apparently the plan is to team them all up in a big series they're literally doing like the fucking defenders shit but with stars because we'll have a soca boba sense with all the fucking money that the mcu is just printing yeah let's see why they'd say yeah let's do that with star wars it's yeah it's gonna be one of those things so maybe maybe i'll watch this soca but i doubt we'll do coverage of it like beyond telling people that we thought it was good or bad i have a feeling i can bet on what it's gonna be but you know gonna be shite fuck mary kill kuoka red panda fennec fox also high rag daddy who's kuoka i'm assuming all these as star wars characters because isn't fennec fox is fennec's the name of the snipe it right from boba the sorry mandalorian shows also wait wait fennec fox oh is that the are these zootopia characters i haven't seen zootopia but i've seen all the porn is there i guess that's zootopia is nick wild the fox and oh no the wild so the other five the little one the little fox i have no idea um yeah i don't know about that then all right so what are the names again uh kook kuoka cute q u o k k a that's a quacka quacka animal oh and then what's the next one oh so so the next one in the other is oh i thought this was i did not know that was an animal red panda and fennec fox i didn't realize fennec fox was a fox i thought it was like the name of someone so what is the so what's the question i suppose which one would you want to fuck mary kill oh well i wouldn't because all three are animals yeah and we're talking about if they were that yeah if they were i don't know i guess if i i don't know if they were sentient in human sized i don't know i don't know how to qualify if they were furries which one would i fuck mary kill i don't know um uh quackas are basically they smile all the time they are um that's that's just what they are they are one of the cutest animals you're gonna want to marry that one they are very cute they are shockingly cute um i might um i marry the quacka i think yeah i think i would i think fennecs are a bit too high energy to put up with all the time the way there's like zooming around and i think they're not turn well i i think they're loud and um i think they're like really just always zipping around stuff like that so i might i might kill the fennec mare well no i might hmm well no that means i would fuck the fennec take use of all that super high energy right i would marry the quacka and kill the red panda there you go i think i i think i think i'd switch out the panda in the box i abstain i i'm not answering fuck mary kill on animals that's uh well if they were like arts apient thinking if they were in a version that was i am i am like yeah like actually yeah that's uh that's i think i i think i'll retroactively abstain well i i put forth my initial objection basically necessary prerequisites that i would participate in what the thing is the way i was working with it in my head was do you want to hang out with this animal for a long time a short time or not at all that was kind of the logic in my head yeah oh that's fair enough that's a good replacement there you go ask us those in future for animals long time short time not not get rid of it in that case i want to hang out with the red panda a lot they're adorable right or are they are they not friendly i don't know hawkers though hawkers like they're always smiling maybe i'll hang out with the quacka for a bit because i don't know i want a range of emotions right yeah yeah that's the thing maybe um yeah like what how do i if it's always smiling like how do i know if it's like sad or how do i want to what if it really wants to make the smile count that must be you know if you're always smiling i guess that's it that's an interesting point to think about would you want to hang out with somebody who's always smiling and just always happy it's like sometimes you want them to get mad apparently red pandas bite i'm pretty sure all animals bite but oh yeah does a slug i'm sure a slug does bite in its own weird way do you see the video where it consumes water it just goes yeah oh my god turns into the weird amorphous blob there's a worm bite oh i don't know how do they know how it ends no i don't think so i don't know but i don't think they bite i don't think they i don't think they they can't bite a human they just just can't i don't think they're physically well sure but i mean there are animals that bite you can't tell abiding just because they're chat how do whims metabolize teach us well they like ingest they they suck up dirt and stuff from there i guess they just their their mouth hole whichever ends the front i wonder if it confuses itself if it even sometimes it's like which side is my front side it always moves in like a fit person view it sees itself that way and it's like off the camera upside down i don't know am i moving forward or am i what is life whims have five hearts is that true maybe they're teeny tiny hearts probably that is interesting that is interesting actually yeah they dig real hard they have ganglia where the head is some whims have teeth and can bite humans oh my god like a tape whim there's another one of the spooky creations that probably shouldn't exist yep um you've had civil war debate against southpaw when right i i i can there is for their sake they don't want that to happen i disagree with southpaw on plenty just because i disagree with them on whatever doesn't mean there's an automatic debate in the in the wings winter soldier was what you could call i guess an exception because i was interested in the fact that they thought winter soldier held up and they sort of kind of use similar standards to us so it's like this should be pretty easy to translate like the problems of it like for example if we debated um i don't know there's plenty of people in our spheres if we debate about winter soldier that i think a lot of the stuff we would have said would have been waved off as like a fucking who cares who cares if the german ai has cracked fucking ai in the 70s that you know and we'd be like i don't know i think that matters but um yeah i disagree with southpaw on a whole bunch of things and uh i i think that he's gonna be fine in terms of me not liking terriers i'm sure he'll be fine um and i honestly i do not want to debate terriers i just no i i have talked to him about it the first two episodes i'm like he knows that i think it's he knows i think it's shit and i i i know that it's not preferable for him but i'm sure he'll be okay who recommended terriers it wasn't seen on a whim well i mean if i'm just gonna be completely honest i i saw more praise for terriers than i've seen for most things in my life like yeah and i just uh i don't know it's just like we should probably give this a shot then and like like honestly like calling it a master work saying was it the first five episodes with ten out of tens um so the show itself is like a nine and there are there are several ten out of ten episodes like several more than one for how many how many was there really in terms of ten out of ten episodes rags i don't know that there was an episode that was even a five i don't think i would give that to an episode no um i've never heard of the show in my life okay yeah so to be fair what i'm talking about is from the people who've seen it i saw a lot of it on twitter i think it's because southpaw might have been retweeting a lot of perspectives on it and so i saw a lot of them like man we're talking like i was just seeing universal praise from people talking about it i don't even know that i saw anyone say like yeah terrors is okay just like master work master work master work master work and i was like all right fringy you're apparently teaming up for some some watch through is like i can join you guys too is after the um uh the black widow video was done and the anniversary stream so i was like you know what i could use watching a tv show and think like i don't know dude it sucks it really sucks and it's not even a situation of like yeah but i can see why you like it i can't i would struggle i don't know i i don't i don't know aside from like personal reasons as opposed to like things that have you know within the the media itself i because again i don't think bojack is good at all i don't like it but i totally understand why people like it because i know why i like it there's something there that is worthwhile it's just mired in a lot of you know poor writing and bad comedy atler is another one it's like i can see what people yeah i know why people like atler seems like it's got a really cool world um yeah like this show oh they said i meant civil war sorry i misunderstood i thought they meant like a civil war debate over the fact that it's terriers but they meant a debate over civil war which i i mean i assume that's what they meant yeah like i said for their sake they don't want that i mean i i i just i i'm not like like the debate ones the winter soldier one was super valuable because i don't think many people if it all had heard the criticisms we had for for a soldier all the defenses are far from home yeah in honest um as for civil war like i don't know give me give me time to make a video on civil war one day give me i've said i'd make it since before e5 was even a thing i think um i'll get there one day and i can talk about why i think that movie is so well written uh in the mcu and then we'll see we'll see what the sentiment is looking like if it's still like ah you got everything wrong super shitty i mean i still probably wouldn't i don't know about a debate format it'll definitely be like one of those entirely understandable probably they not want that rags because they'd get slaughtered publicly and that's um save one the dom's arm from being ripped off dotty slash sara from torture in one division or handsome man being diana's sex toy us the one division people i'm gonna go for yeah there's too many of them the dawn is a fucking hero and he would be upset if i chose him out of the three yeah be like why would you do that also he will probably he will make a full recovery that's the thing and it was a very limited singular event but there's too many people i mean even handsome man apparently doesn't even know that it happened which helps in a way yes we never get confirmation that he knew right yeah but all the people there's a lot of physical and emotional trauma for a lot of people this is actually of the three options this is the clear correct answer i'm just terrifying that they're apparently away the whole time like that's just you've gone so far and so many people so yeah i would save them they're gonna need a lot of therapy some of them uh and it's just the worst thing uh the show writer for terriers is leslie headland isn't she writing an upcoming star warshow or movie listening to a talk it's no wonder it's bad i know boy i know nothing about any of that uh i'm not familiar with that wouldn't pick it as a point of pride to have been involved in the writing of terriers um i don't know it was weird when dox strange killed other beings to be more powerful they also had the ancient one be wrong about time again so i'd say three four one two wait in terms of oh i guess episode's best to waste uh which would be three four one two okay does superman have heat vision or laser eyes i think it's called heat vision right i think it's heat vision yeah as for mechanically which should fall under i don't even like heat vision age all right it's like uh i guess the idea is does he fire lasers or does he is wherever he looks it gets hot but he can focus it into a beam at that point what is the difference i guess okay i'm not sure i don't know actually kill the red panda rags you're pure evil i mean i gotta kill one of them i mean you forced him where was er in 150 i'm afraid uh i think er's kind of like lowered his um i mean we've not seen any new videos in a while i will i will let him jump on to efab second he wants to i'm not sure how active he is on the internet right now i think he still retweets stuff on um on twitter so there's that but uh yeah he would need to have him i would uh i would have talked to him about how much he loves uh like Loki and wand division i'm sure he adores those i don't even does anyone know if he's got another video coming now i don't know if he's said anywhere i'll keep an eye on chat for that one but uh that is actually us having caught up with today's and we've taken a chunk out of um 150s but 150s will have to be done over a course of time if you remember rags uh 100s ones took us 20 something hours something like that yeah a couple couple efabs couple long efabs so we will get there i think y'all said he's done oh i hope not but at the same time i wouldn't want him to be doing shit that he doesn't want to do naturally spray the beach in front of the lighthouse that's a good point i could have gotten a whole other star but yeah we'll probably uh stop here actually because i actually would like to go to the grocery store ah i got you um but i mean well we did eight hours and if we continue to do eight hours every wednesday i reckon we'll be able to catch up gonna be great we'll 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Why 254 Imagine? Thank you, thank you. Like I said earlier, we are talking about dealing with rejection today. You have shared with me your personal experience and I would like you to share with our viewers so that they can feel like we are part of this. When this person says something, at least we can know how he got over it. So hello viewers to begin with. Thanks Eve for hosting me. It's a real thing. It's so important. I don't think any other person outside there should take it for granted. To begin with rejection is real. It's not a fiction. It's not a story. It's like a movie being acted. Untrained. Like I see people talking about Game of Thrones. It is trending. Rejection is real. Personal have gone through rejection. I would say so and so quote and quote. In my first ever and past relationship, my ex-girlfriend cheated on me severally. Severally? Severally. I don't know how would I school it or bracket it. Influence and some traces of immaturity. But at the end of the day it was a way of saying no. So you're saying that this person is doing this thing so that you can see that they don't want to be here? Sure. But it was after going through lots of painful experiences with her. Sacrificing a lot from my side. Just to at least show some kind of constant love and being part and parcel of their life. To some extent even defiring my own school semesters to be. But then at some point I could not. The reason why I came to realize maybe all those were happening repeatedly now then and again it was because she had realized that I loved her to an extent that I could not do without her. So that's a bad thing. You should not show someone that you love them too much. They might take advantage of that. I will tell you for a fact. It's a bad thing. It's a good thing to let them know that you love them so much. They take advantage of that. So the moment I came to realize that we were not welded together like we were not taken to some welding workshop and told that you and you have to stick together like some iron. I had to step up. Though before I had to step up I had to go through some unfortunate things in the process. I got myself drinking a lot from work to a club to a house, to my place. So this is after? Ya, this is after. To an extent that I was now not really picking a good line of life A, B and influence of alcohol. And putting it straight and hard like no feelings, no strings attached. Fun. Just for fun. And as a way of getting back. And as a way of getting back. As a way of avenging. And I came to realize that some of these people you tell no feelings, no strings attached. They get attached at the end of the day. Ya, they are human. Especially women who get attached so fast. Ya, so the moment you say no, no, no you hurt them. And remember, I have some other women that I respect in my life to begin with my mom, my sisters. So for some moment I came back and sat down and I thought like what if it was my sister being told fun. What if it was my mom somebody somewhere told fun back then. What if it was my daughter being told fun. So I came back to my senses and first of all re-evaluated myself my relationship with church and when I mentioned my relationship with church I mean my relationship with God. Then also met very awesome, beautiful understanding and working caring lady my late wife with whom really helped me a lot. I accepted this. So this is something you did willingly. Ya, I did willingly. Because of the path that you are taking you were saying that this is not going in the right direction. Yes, I came to realize that I am not paying anything back. I am not hurting her. She is happy where she is and there is nothing absolutely that is Ya, it's only causing ham to me. Ya, it's only causing ham to me. You never know when you drunk somebody can do anything and even in this from misquity you don't know what you can get out of that. You don't know what you can get out of that because in that status as well you don't raise them. So it's also not good to do things and influence anything that interferes with body reaction and the rest. So after considering that and considering the fact that understanding the fact that there is life beyond another person there is life beyond being rejected there is life beyond anything so to speak in the bracket of relationship I had to kick that basket and decide to move on. Ya, I had to bring back my life back and start doing one, two, three. So just a minute you said that this parcel was unfaithful. Were there any red flags that showed you that this parcel they are not in the same mindset like me. Yes, when you love someone when you truly love them it's so easy for you to identify and it's so easy for you to know that things are not working the way you expect or things are fishy. So yes, I was in a position to see red flags most immediately after four some bits of a break came in. Ya, I need a break. I need a break. Ya, I gave a break and then me seated there so stupidly with my cousin. We used to stay in Kasaranya. So my cousin could go out have fun with friends. I was in the house telling him, you know what my girlfriend only needs a break. We have no broken up. Me going out with you would lead me to some temptation so I'm not good.  Sit there, wait for your girl to come out. Wait for the one who is in a break. Ya, wait for your girl to come out of a break. To some extent even made it sound like she is out for some school break. You understand those breaks that were being done for bells and then people move for breaks Ya, so he stayed like faithful even in as much as she was in during the period for almost close to 8 months not knowing she had moved on. 8 months for a break. She had moved on. So me there, the guy had of me in the picture the guy freaked out because of some reasons that I wouldn't speak of. Then later on she came back. So when she came back I was like okay fine. I will assume everything nothing never happened. So we started from a new chapter new everything. You are in a break. So let me assume nothing really happened. So we got back. Getting back it was now real. It was messy. What you mean by messy? If you don't mind. I'm borrowing a frame a phrase from a senior tangula it was messy, dramatic and so chaotic. I would so to speak. What happened because that is when all these things happened. So when it was kind of long distance she was in Maseno main campus I was in Nairobi. But she used to come to Nairobi almost after each and every 3 or 2 weeks. So this is somebody I wouldn't say that it is because of the long distance she used to come. You can make long distances work in Nairobi. She used to come. So after that started seeing flags of mistrust unfaithfulness when she's around when I'm at work she's at home. When I get back home the phone is off. Why are you switching your phone off? I just don't want disturbance. I want to give attention. I thought I'm being made feel some small king. Okay. So at some point when you just assume you're going downstairs the shop and the rest to come back the phone is on working. You're like why flight mode when I'm in? I just don't want to keep on looking at the phone repeatedly. So then my friends back in Maseno I used to have couple of friends back in Maseno who schooled with her and they knew her they knew the thing that was between us. So they used to tell me like bro things are not okay. Things are not okay because of the things that they had seen. To them they were seeing it so evidently. She was taking advantage that I was not there and I could not see anything.  So till one day I moved down there myself and I saw with my own eyes so that systemic thing had evidences. So I forgave in three instances not talking about them I'm one kind of a person who would find you doing something and I'm not giving any credit to myself but I'm just talking about what I am the person I am, who I am would find you doing something so nasty but I wouldn't talk about it with you. Then I would just keep quiet. It doesn't mean that I keep I file things so he actually deal with shitty things like I don't entertain stupidity we will talk about it and then it will end but when it comes to I don't keep it in mind at heart or something but when it comes to things like that cheating, being unfaithful and the rest I would see have my evidence I will not talk about it with you I will wait for you to start to bring it up to bring the conversation up because you are the one who was there you know the reason as to why you were there if there is anything that you lacked I want to hear it from you because I don't know why you were there it would not be sensible for me to start the conversation with you so I kept quiet all the way from asenu back to home I am going back I have already booked my ticket so I came back so the last instance that I could not for thom I organized she was a natural student son student so during long holiday she was like babe it will be a very long holiday I want you to help me get somewhere I would even do something and get some small penny like a job I went to my former high school because she could teach chemistry and mathematics I had a good rapport with the principal and the deputy so I talked to them and told them specifically this is my girlfriend coming here so when she went there she was given a good platform good reception and respect I remember the principal telling me himself that he introduced her in the staff room a girlfriend to a former former student so then she happened she went ahead again did her best and her thing with one of the tipis there so you see that was absolute lack of respect after being introduced so when I was called by the principal like I am getting disappointed and I feel like I am going to fail you I had to stop whatever thing I was doing I remember I was doing exams not exams but they were my last cuts of my final year in college so I had to stop doing the cut I talked to the teacher I went with him I will come and do the last cut please allow me, give me just two days I went back home sat my mum down they were also in good communication with your parents this is someone you have introduced to your parents someone I dated for close to 13 years okay that's a long time that's a really long time so when it was when it was over back at home came back to Nairobi then of course you can't just throw away like that 13 years that's a long time so the effects the feelings of being betrayed being respected being lied to being dishonest too they affected me and that rejection thing now came in is when I really entered picked up a bad line of frequent alcohol yeah but yes that is the best way you felt like this is the only way I can do this I could not we were not born killers I could not kill neither could I kill myself but I was like I cannot know not knowing not knowing not knowing tomorrow in the morning I was still wake up so sober and I would still remember and I would still go to work but then thinking of I cannot know but I thank God I later evaluated myself my relationship with him with God and I was through friends a few who really like helped me walk the talk and talk the walk and then I ended up like I had to change but it was a personal decision which was of so good status to me so could you like give us three things that you need to do so that you can deal with rejection from your experience okay, thing one before you told you you are loved by someone love yourself than the way they would love you love yourself than the way they would love you love yourself than even the way Satan himself would love God so when you depend on the way you claim because you know God loves you and you can't match his love with your love 20 years of love so one actually I would rewind a little bit first of all give God back the love that he deserves because he loves you so much he gives each and every day to be alive that is one thing two, love yourself extremely love yourself so that when I come to you and tells you I love you you just ponder on how you love yourself and you are like does he really match the way I love myself but not to such an extent that you become selfish because you know sometimes you might say love yourself but I love myself too much I cannot spend time with you like you being selfish now you know I want to be real with you the word selfish is so relative but some people deserve being selfish too I am okay yes selfish to some extent but not being over selfish we need to be selfish with ourselves and so I have talked of two things love yourself so much said that when somebody comes and tells you that they love you you don't feel like that is so strange that is so awesome you don't feel like that is something that would give you even a goosebump it's something you are common you are familiar to in the first place you love yourself and if you have a brother if you have a sister if you have a mother or a father somewhere love them love your brothers let them know that you love them let them know that you can be there for them actually it helps because some of these things that happen why people feel so awkward when rejected in the first place you thought that is the only person who loves you you are not loved by your brother you have never heard of any word from them like in our society the word love is so strange people only expect girlfriends and wives and boyfriends and husbands to tell them I love you when you tell your brother I love you it sounds weird but this is a very powerful message it just tells somebody I think about you I mind about you I have you in my prayers so I think it's high time we start like even letting our brothers and sisters know that we love them and our parents should love us because everything actually even that rejection thing everything enrutes back to parenting so it's so important to be loved by our first own blood family friends before we we think that when our girlfriends and boyfriends loves us and husbands loves us that is the only love that we have and so when we lose it then we feel everything is gone and so there is nothing left to live for but I think the reason why people feel that because maybe I was spending most of my time with this person like you invest so much so much of your of your time it's not even about money, it's about time who will I do these things with who will I call in the evening to ask how was your day who will I go out on a date or just a walk do you think it's a crime to call your sister or a brother it's not a crime it's not everybody has been through maybe just a bad breakup but personally what goes through my mind is who will I do these things I used to do with you okay the moment you lose them don't take it like rejection you lose that you know it's like you're losing a part of you you're losing a part of you I understand you deeply but then it is also good to understand the fact that this part of you it was not written in any verse of the Bible that you have to spend the rest of your life with them this part of you is someone who has been brought up with different routes of parenting all the way together and you've also been brought up differently and you are two grown ups who came together who thought that there is something a clique who thought that there is a line that they can pick up and understand each other ride along and spend a lot of time invested emotions invested interest, invested feelings invested everything that you can mention but the moment it's over the moment it's not there anymore just stop a little bit think of yourself you've lost a bit of you in fact not even not even 20% of you I would say you've just lost 10% at most of you so you have 90% you deserve a lot and you deserve to give the 90% that is remaining in you a lot more than the 10% that have gone so it is just way back going back to loving yourself first it revolves around that yes so we were atch to what is the third thing that you can do so that you can deal with rejection properly her friends her friends that you can share with her friends that you can call in the middle of night and call and tell them you know what this and that has happened her friends that you can even without knowing you stupidly open up to them and they would know that you are just about to do something which is not good you know I would call it in bracket stupidly open up to them because maybe in your own imagination there is something that you have said it will be a secret between me and me and myself and then you are with, I am with you you are my best friend then I find myself opening up and revealing the secret that I had promised to be part and parcel of me and me alone so I would call that stupidly open up but at the end of the day it shall have helped me because Utakwa in a position of realizing what I have mentioned maybe if you don't talk to me about it it will end somewhere but it will lead me into something bad so her friends like I would give you for an example the last instance that we had in Eldoret people have been talking on social media things articles have been written stories have been talked about truths lies and the rest but one thing that was so evident is that the guy in question was not having friends to share with the guy in question was just thinking that the only friend he had was IV and so the last friend that he had was the friend that conspired the best friend IV that conspired with him to do this sad thing so that is what I am saying it's so important to have friends it was last week that we were sharing with some of my friends who are former colleagues of mine who have my office for the other company Liamson suppliers one of them was telling me bro if I didn't really have the likes of one is called Bismarck the one is called Decon the one is called Arnold so Arnold was telling me that in the past if I didn't have the likes of Bismarck Decon, you and Gilbert I don't know but I think I could have done something stupid so having friends is so important you will share with them when you get into a relationship it's just the two of you have a life outside the relationship that would help when something stupid is happening maybe it had happened to me and you are my friend it has not happened to you any time even in the past so when it happens to you come share with me thinking that I would also pick it as a very strange thing and then I tell you come slow mami he is of it to Fahneka he is of it to Fahneka then you would be like I am not going through a very strange thing something that happens even my friend has gone through it so let me stick let me talk let me share with my friend I will get a leeway on how to go through this how friends that's insightful the three are so very important because you are running short of time just like you to advise the young people who are going through the same in a very few words I would talk of very few words that are really full of full of novels and stories and pages very many pages one before I talk of anything as an advice to the young to the young generation I want to give some insights a little bit if you don't mind if you allow me in a short time before you take any action against someone that you claim you ever loved think of the good moments you had with them before you think of hurting anybody picture them as your as your blood before you think of hurting any other person think of them as your daughter I always ask myself when the first incident and the second incident happened like one this guy has loaded the late Ivy because Ivy maybe being speculated that took some money from him and so he felt like after his money had been taken and he was not given a platform to share with Ivy the birthday thing and the rest was a crime enough for a judgment of killing the other dude sent money was sent back the money like I really don't need it and I felt like who are you to send me back my money I have sent you money who are you to send me back my money and then went ahead did the thing it's so stupid actually insensitive and I don't know the right word to use so before you act on anybody mischievously think this way your mum was once a lady in the process of meeting your dad she might have picked fair from other men she might have taken some money from other men she might have hurt other people and hurt who she might have been hurt in equal measure what if your mum could have been slaughtered or what if your mum could have slaughtered somebody you could have happened to be your dad you couldn't have been there 2. your sister what if it was your sister that somebody could have gone and slaughtered like that it's all hurting think of your sister think of it this way again your daughter kwa kutu mahali una pigiwa si mujo mischa na waka me changewa just oregani how could you have felt it's so sad it goes both ways let us not forget about that it goes both ways now remember we are running short of time i wish we could have enough time first we have to teach our kids to get to know that there is rejection and it is part and parcel of life and it is a trending movie just like any other movie that they normally watch with the pashon and it is not only rejection and it is not only rejection rejection at work rejection in the office rejection in the streets everywhere in life there is rejection and we have to emulate that as part and parcel of our life so it is not something strange even Jesus Christ was rejected by his own disciple Judas is carried and even at his home and that is why Judas ended up betraying him you can't betray somebody before rejecting them you reject and betray so we have to accept that 2. i wish but we have to also teach our kids i am a parent i deserve all the rights to teach our kids we have to teach our kids that moral behaviors are not bought in any shop and they are not expensive it is just all about respecting God and then sticking into that line and the most important thing we need to love ourselves and before we think of any mischievous thing think of why has God given me another chance to see the light of the day let me just go to church give him thanks and love myself and i think the most important thing is also concentrating on ourselves and minding our businesses and to ladies in my life i have come to realize people have different experiences but i have come to realize that the different women ladies who would spend with you good time without you feeling like you have been wasted there is one who would go for lunch with you i am giving you 2 seconds 2 seconds you spend 5 from there salon from there local pub 5k and then you end up at home and then you will not feel like they have it in your money you have it in your money so you are part of it there is one who would feel like if you don't give money at home and then they get out look for you on radio jambo after one year and there is one who would be there to build you choose wisely and again men also vice versa not only ladies we just choose wisely don't cut a coat which is oversized know your chest know your waist know your bicep know your full length know everything then go for the coat so thank you so much for your insight that's very insightful first of all get back to God second of all love yourself and that of all have friends to share your experiences with don't do this thing alone that is basically what he had to say and just in case you those are the best ways to deal with rejection so make sure to catch us right up next on e-sacutes with myself Mike and DJ Russian don't you go anywhere


Hey there lads and ladies, it is Petrifying Pumpkins here and I am back with a first contact entertainment news video. This video includes news about both Firewall Zero Hour and the studio's upcoming new title Solaris of World Combat, so let's jump right in starting with Solaris. Now we already know that Solaris was being worked on by first contact entertainment as they revealed it during upload VOR's E3 VOR showcase, but really all we saw was a logo back then, we didn't know much about it at all other than it was coming to PC VOR, however at the time their website did show a PSVR logo too, so it seemed that we would be getting this on PlayStation as well. Well just yesterday, first contact entertainment teamed up with uploadvore.com once again to lift the lid on Solaris and give us lots of new details. The following details come from David Jagno of uploadvore.com and there will be a link in the description to that article if you want to check it out yourself. I'll go over the bullet points. So first contact entertainment have revealed the first proper trailer for Solaris. It's short and it shows CG graphics instead of actual gameplay, but it'll give you an idea of what to expect when the game does release. And speaking of release, it will be coming to Oculus Quest and Rift sometime in 2020 and those two platforms will have crossplay with each other. PSVR owners on the other hand will have to wait until sometime later in 2020 to get their hands in the game and it's also worth mentioning that the PSVR version will have separate servers so there will not be crossplay with the PC versions. So what do you actually do in Solaris off World Combat? Well Solaris will be a strictly online only game, so don't even expect the solo mode that we have in Firewall being translated somehow into Solaris. The game will however be team based 4 vs 4, which will sound familiar to all of us who play Firewall of course, but it sounds like the game will be much more faster paced than Firewall is, so it should feel very different. Of course it's also evident that it has a very futuristic aesthetic going on, so that's pretty different to the more grounded and realistic vibe that Firewall Zero Hour has. The setting of Solaris is that you're in control of a skilled VR combatant, so it's like VR within VR and it's like an arena combat thing which is a sport within this game's fictional universe. Solaris will only have one mode, at least at launch anyway, called Control Point. Basically a point will spawn on the map, you have to gain control of that point with your team and you learn points as you're in control of us and then after a few minutes a new point will spawn somewhere else on the map and you have to repeat whoever is the most points at the end of the round wins. So that's pretty straightforward stuff, you don't even have to worry about access points like we do in Firewall. The game is also going to feature customization in the form of customizing the characters' helmets and perhaps that means the HUD will differ depending on the helmets and stuff like that, I'm not 100% on that. And there are a couple of huge points here that I wanted to save until the end. So the first thing that you should know about Solaris is that it will have a separate development team working on us so that it won't interfere with the continued development of Firewall Zero Hour. So if you're one of the people who are worried about Firewall's suffering because of Solaris you can maybe take comfort in that and plus we're pretty much getting big content drops with Firewall every six weeks despite Solaris being in development presumably for the last few months. So that's kind of like the proof in the pudding right there if you need it. Now the second point I want to mention is that Solaris is going to launch with dedicated servers and I suspect this is going to ruffle some feathers or already has. So dedicated servers obviously being like the biggest complaint with Firewall Zero Hour since day one is that it just doesn't have dedicated servers and of course that's led to the frustration of being disconnected from a host and being kicked all the way to the main menu. However, before we light up our torches and get them pitchforks out, let's look at a comment over here from HessBerber himself. Now I want to just thank Tradition firstly he gave me the heads up about this comment would never have seen it otherwise. So without parole who you may know as another PSViewer YouTube channel, they're probably like the biggest one around now or up there at least tied with PSViewer Frank Udzek. Now they recently made a video on their channel where they made a list of the top five PSViewer aim controller games and of course Firewall met it to number one on that list obviously and Hess posted his tanks in the comments and he states it that there was a lot more to come and most importantly he said that huge matchmaking improvements are on the way. Now he also says that that massive news was coming for next year but I'm assuming that he's referring to Solaris there because it was a week ago and Solaris hadn't been properly revealed like it was yesterday yet. So I'm assuming that's what that hint was for. But yeah the part that got me moist was that there's going to be huge improvements coming to matchmaking. Music to all our ears I'm sure and could it be that while they're getting dedicated servers for Solaris that they'll also be adding them in to Firewall Zero Hour or could it be some kind of technical wizardry that will improve on what we have currently somehow. I mean it's exciting for him to state that you know after all this time where they've been kind of coy about us and now he's actually coming out and he's stating that there's going to be huge improvements to matchmaking. So that's very exciting you know I think. So let me know in the comments what you think about all this. Do you think we're getting dedicated servers for Firewall finally? What do you think about Solaris? Are you excited for Solaris? Are you like nah it's not your style. Maybe it's too futuristic for you. Maybe you prefer the grounded type or maybe you're someone who doesn't like Firewall but you're actually interested in Solaris or whatever. Let me know in the comments below. So that's it for this video lads and ladies.  So thank you very much lads I really do appreciate that. I appreciate all of you of course but yeah thank you so much. If you'd like to join my Patreon too to help make this channel better faster then I'll have a link to that in the description but if you don't want to do any of that you can still help me out the old fashioned way by liking, commenting, sharing the video. All that stuff really helps me out a lot and I appreciate it very much in all that usual shite. That's it lads and ladies. Thank you for watching and please stay moist.


Welcome back to Exotic Wine Travel! I am your host, Matthew Horkey. Hi, I'm Surey and Time. Welcome back to the show today. We are tasting some wines from Napa Valley. We're excited, you know, we just got back from Napa. We did the Wine Writer Symposium 2018, and we also did the premier Napa Valley 2018. You love Napa, right? Very much. I love the spirit there. Of course, the wines. And it's really cool. A lot of people don't realize like this. We have some wines here from Smithma Drone. They're the Spring Mountain AVA. Napa Valley is also broken into 16 actually AVA's. And every AVA produces different kind of fruit. There's a different kind of house style there, right? It's not house style, AVA style, so to speak. We went to a Spring Mountain tasting. What were your overall impressions of the Spring Mountain tastings? Spring Mountain wines tends to be a little bit more fresher than, for example, Howell AVA's. But when you're talking about fresher in the Napa Valley kind of standard, it's not like you're not expecting high acidity and all that, right? Well, Spring Mountain, where these vineyards are, Smithma Drone, their vineyards are about 2,000 feet. We're talking about 700 meters in elevation. So you are going to have a little more acidity. I'm really excited to taste these wines. Shall we just get into it? I'm very much excited. Small producer, 4,000 cases per year. They dry farm fruit, which means they do not irrigate, which is really ballsy in California where they've had many years of drought. Yeah. So let's get going. First of all, we have the Smithma Drone Resling 2014 30 US dollars. This is made entirely in stainless steel. You don't think of Resling when you think of Napa, but Napa does a lot of things. Well, it's just Cabernet's the most famous because producers can get more money for Cabernet. Let's give this a go. What do you think? I love it. I love the nose. Wow. Wow. Very German, very German, Resling style. To me, Alsace is still kind of Germanic, right? Wow. I love, for me, I'm getting the white apple, the baked apple, the flint. I'm getting definitely some petrol on the nose. This smells really, really good. Let me get it. Fruit fall in the mouth. I love the finish. I drank it. I like it a lot. It's killer. The finish is lovely. Very spicy. I bet your producers can't move Resling very much because when you think of Napa, you don't think of... This is 100% dry. This is not off dry wine, but the sweet fruit. The sweet fruit on the finish just makes this awesome. Pretty big body for stainless steel. What's the alcohol in this? I can't even see this. 12.8 killer. Why? For me, 4.3 out of the vino out of 5 very easily. What do you think? Very good balance of acidity and with you, sugar. I still think that we use you, sugar in this, but very nicely amazingly balanced. I think when I looked on the website, it's 0.76%. Really? So less than a gram. I think it's the sweet California fruit. I know we keep going on about this wine, but I find this so interesting because it has the flintiness, the stuff they're going to get from Alsace, from Moselle, but it has the sweet California fruit that makes it killer wine. I keep saying this. I think I want this for dinner. Let's move on. We have the two grapes that Napa is most famous for. We have the 2015 Smith-Madrone Chardonnay. This is 34 US dollars, sorry, barrel fermented and aged in French oak for 10 months. Majority of that French oak, I think it's French oak. Majority of the oak was new. That's what I know for sure. Let's give this a little bit of a smell. Shareen is the Chardonnay Nazi.  We haven't tasted a lot of Chardonnay when we're in Napa, but we have an idea. But we have been drinking a lot of Chardonnay from Santa Barbara, and this is distinctly different. This is perfect with it. Perfect with integration. There's wood in this. It's toasty. When we were there, we did some Chardonnay tasting. Some of the Chardonnays were just a little bit too woody for me. Annoying. I'm really shocked. The first two wines. I'm very impressed so far. You smell the oak, but it's more of a big apple tart kind of smell. So it's very attractive, very delicious. And what's the fruit that you pick up on this? It's not all big ripe tropical banana fruit. It's more like white pear. White pear, white peach. Wow. Let's give this a go. What do you think? A little bit oily in the mouth. I like it. The finish is very clean. Despite the oak and all that, it finishes really elegantly. Spicy finish from the barrel a little bit. I don't know how much of this went through Malo. How much do you think of it went through Malo Lactic? I think 100% for sure. You definitely have the acidity sticking out, dancing in the mouth. The fruit isn't banana-y over buttery. Big tropical fruit when you think of Mapa Cabernet. Much more elegant. Wow. This is really good. 4.2 out of 5. What do you think? 4.3 out of a similar quality. I love the oak integration. It's really excellent. These are good wines. These might be so far my favorite. We did the Spring Mountain tasting. I like these two wines. The most, yeah. Besides Spring Mountain Vineyard Sauvignon Block. You ready to move on? I'm saving everything today. Let's move on to what Napa is known for. Cabernet Sauvignon. Cabernet from 2014. 52 US dollars. But you got to remember. That sounds like a lot. That is a bargain. When it comes to small producers in Napa. 18 months in oak. Some producers, they're really, you know, step 22 months, 30 months is the norm. 18 months more in line with Bordeaux. What they do. Dark color.  True dark color. What do you think? A lot of dark fruit. But there's still a bit of redness in it. Which makes it lifted and bright. The leafiness comes out for me. The capsicum comes out definitely. A little bit, a little bit. You know, I pick up for Napa. This isn't, I mean, this is dark. But I can see my fingers through it. It's not ridiculously dark. I can definitely sense some red fruit in this. It's not just all castes black fruit. Excuse me, I got too excited. Cabernet Sauvignon that we had from Spring Mountain. Quite a lot of them expressed that greenness. But it's not in a bad way. Again, it actually helps to give it a lift. And complexity. You know, 2014, I'm excited about tasting this. We did a perspective tasting of many producers. 13, 14 and 2015 Cabernet Sauvignon is blind. 14, we found to be the most approachable now. Right? 13 is supposed to be like one of the vintage of the century. Napa, those are still hard. You still need to sell them. It's hard to get a young for me to really get a feel on. So I'm expecting this to be plush and round of the mouth. Let me give this a go. Much more lenience and fresher for Napa. Thank you. Very, very more, almost kind of Bordeaux-y. Bordeaux-y has the Bordeaux acidity. A little bit more fresher.  What do you think? What are you thinking about this after? I appreciate it, but I like structured fresh red wine. But where I'm in Napa, I want big Napa Cabernet Sauvignon. This is a bit fresher style. This is definitely for fans of the old world for me. 4.2 out of 5 easily. I think these all are wines that are going to be 90 to 92 point type wines from major press. Really strong showing for people that want more earthy, fresher Cabernet Sauvignon. This is a must, I think. Anything else on Smith-Madrone? I'm really excited and I can't wait to actually explore more of that wine. I'm very encouraged by these 3 bottles that we... They also make the 4th wine. It's called the Cooks Flat. That's the top end. I know this has 85% cab and this has I think about 8% or low 7% Cabernet Franc. If I remember right. Good showing by Smith-Madrone. I really like these wines a lot. Check them out. I will put the link in the description box. Anything else? 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