Hello everyone, welcome to the Narc Survivor YouTube channel. In this video I'm going to be talking about how to smartly deal with a narcissist. But before I begin please give this video a thumbs up down below. It helps the YouTube algorithm to get this message out there to other survivors of narcissistic abuse. So up until this point you've acted friendly and agreeable with the narcissist. You've played by the rules. You followed what you believed to be the correct line of behavior. You've dealt fairly and honestly with them. Because you were taught that this is the correct way for people to behave in society. It's how you were raised. But you can't do that around narcissists. Because they will only take advantage of it. They will only use your honesty and kindness to exploit you. They're never going to act sensible or behave like a normal emotionally mature adult. Because they're used to dysfunctional environments. That's their playground. So they're never going to deal with you in a more delicate or sensitive way. They have a mental disorder. So they cannot feel comfortable in an arrangement or structure. It's too demanding for them. They need chaos to function. They need to create an environment of confusion and disorganization. So that they can witness your discomfort and distress. And then they can distract themselves by focusing on you. So that they don't have to feel like there's anything wrong with them. So there's never going to be any adaptations or adjustments. Their disorder is maladaptive. Which means that they're unable to adjust appropriately to environments or situations. Because they don't care about anything but themselves. So they're not concerned about how their behavior is affecting you. They don't have your best interest in mind.  So they are your opposition. And this goes for anyone. Not just narcissists. Because when a person only cares about themselves, there are no friends. There is no one they're on good terms with. They're just pretending. They're completely selfish. They lack consideration for everyone. They're only thinking of their own advantage on what they can personally gain.  So while they may create the appearance of taking care of someone and making sure nothing bad happens to them, they actually don't even care. It makes no difference to them. Some of them may have a severe complex or white knight syndrome where they pretend to act righteously and then in the interest of other people. And these are known as communal narcissists. But even then they really don't care. They may brag about their service and good deeds. But if you explore deeper into their operations, you will find that they actually have no support to back up their claims. Because their true aim is not to help other people. It's just to be seen as helpful. Because it gives them narcissistic supply. It makes them feel important. The truth is that they actually don't care about anyone but themselves. And if you're not of any use to them then you don't even exist. Which can be a huge blow to your self-esteem. Because you're only acknowledged if you perform. And even then they're only focused on how your performance benefits them rather than your individuality or who you actually are as a person. They don't care about that. It means nothing to them. They're just manipulating you so that they can get something out of the situation. All they do is take their leeches, their bottom feeders. They're not there for you. They're only there for their own personal gain. So when you're dealing fairly and honestly with them. And you're giving them the same amount of attention and respect. And you're still engaging with them. When you already know that they're undeserving of your fairness and acceptance. It's really putting you in a bad position. And it's causing them to have no respect for you. Even though they may not display it openly. That's how they're secretly thinking of you. Because they know that you know who they are. That you know what they're capable of and what they've been doing. So it's like giving a thief the keys to your home. And not expecting them to steal anything. Which is why it's very dangerous for you to even interact with them.  Is opening you up to be an exploited by them. Which is something you may have seen earlier on in the relationship. Because they typically begin by doing it to other people. To test the waters and see how you react to it. And then before you know it they're doing it to you. They never contain or restrict themselves from certain people. If they manipulated, lied or cheated to get with you. Soon enough they're going to be doing that to you. Because they've already shown that they're capable of it. And if it worked for them in the past then why would they stop. Of course they're just going to keep doing it. And they may change people. But their behaviours stay the same. Because they're very selfish. They only care about themselves. So it's just not something that you can expect. It's something that you can guarantee. At some point there is going to be some form of conflict. Which is why you cannot cooperate with them.  If you've already seen them engaging in lying or manipulative behaviours. Whether it was to you or to someone else. It's only going to get worse. And it's going to affect you. So it makes no sense to hold a favourable opinion or judgement of them. When you already know what they're capable of. Which is why you have to minimise your contact as much as possible. Because any attention or favours you give to them will put you at risk of being exploited. And this has become a societal norm. Society has become a playground for manipulative and abusive people. So we have to change the way we operate. We can't just be so friendly and accommodating with everyone like we used to be. Because the world is different now. It's not how it used to be. There used to be a time where we didn't even have alarms in our homes. Where we could leave our doors open. Without the fear of being burgled. And women could walk down the street at night without the fear of being raped. But now it's like every time you watch the news. There's another rape allegation or another burglary. The world has become a very dangerous place. So we need to protect ourselves and stay out of harm's way. Because you just never know what these people might do to you. We will continue to be singled out for cruel and unjust treatment. Which is why you cannot deal fairly and honestly with them. Because that will only lead you with a short end of the stick. They're just going to see your kindness as a weakness. They're going to see you as being gullible and naive. And then they're going to use you for all your worth. And they're not going to feel bad about it. They have no conscience. They have no in a sense of right or wrong. As long as they can get away with it they don't really care. In their minds you deserve it for dealing with them. Because they already know they're no good. And if you don't know that then it's on you.  Which is why they feel the right to take advantage of you. Because when you're dealing with a narcissist there is no fairness. There are no rules. They're not looking out for you. They're not looking out for anyone. They only care about themselves. And this is just what the world has become. Whether you're dealing with a narcissist or not. You might treat a person a certain way. But you can no longer expect them to do the same for you. People aren't looking out for each other like they used to. It's just every man for himself. People are only concerned with their own interests rather than the needs of other people. There is an old quote of how we should treat others the way we want to be treated. But that doesn't work anymore. Doing that will just set you up to being used and exploited.  Thank you for watching. If you found this video helpful please give it a thumbs up. Share your thoughts in the comment section. Hit that subscribe button to receive the notifications. If you would like to support the channel you can donate at paypal.me-survivor. You can book a one-on-one with me on my website. It's narcaviber.co.uk. Thank you for watching and I'll talk to you soon.


Okay, we're moving. Tragically, I can report that we have now seen our first death here in Brisbane as a result of the Brisbane floods. This morning, a 24-year-old man in Jurack died in flood waters. Early reports indicated that the man walked around road-closed signs into a property that is believed to be his father's property to check that property. Unfortunately, as he walked, he was sucked into a stormwater drain. His body has now been recovered and it's confirmed that the man has died. This is a tragedy. A 24-year-old man has lost his life as a result of flood waters here in Brisbane. I think it's timely for me to repeat the message that I gave this morning. Authorities are still on high alert. This incident is not over. This is still a dangerous natural disaster. The flood waters are moving very fast. They might in some parts of your neighbourhood look still on the surface, but there is massive activity happening in our stormwater system. Please, I do understand how keen everybody is to get back into their houses, to go out and have a look at what's happened to their neighbourhoods. These are still rapidly moving, swirling, dangerous waters. As I've said, we can now confirm that we've had the death of a 24-year-old man at Jurack this morning. Our first death associated with the flood here in Brisbane and the 14th death this week as a result of floods. This is very sad news. I send my condolences to his family. He was clearly trying to do the right thing, checking his dad's property, but he shouldn't have been in those waters and unfortunately, it's claimed his life. Please, ladies and gentlemen, stay safe out there. It's a dangerous place right now. I know it's fascinating to look at and I know people are wanting to take their children out to see it. We've already had one death. Let's not see any more as a result of Brisbane's flooding. Did you want to add something? Thank you, Premier, only to say that this was avoidable and that has got to be the key message. Personal safety must be considered above all else. People need to be patient going back to check properties. This is exactly what we're afraid would happen. It is avoidable and will be avoidable if people just wait a little while until those areas are made safe. If there are any closure signs, please obey them. Please wait until these waters reside. It is still a very dangerous situation in and around the streets and suburbs of Brisbane and Ipswich. There will be plenty of time in the weeks and months to come to clean up, to look at photos, to remind ourselves of what has happened right now. We don't want to see any more loss of life and we don't want to see any injuries. Underneath those floodwaters are rapidly moving dangerous, sharp objects. Walking through waters even up to your ankles can mean that you'll be at risk of serious injuries. So please stay safe out there, people. It is still a very dangerous situation. That issue was discussed at the State Disaster Management Group this morning. The assessments have been done of the vision site. As you can imagine, it's a very, very large hole in the ground and it's now full of a lot of water. I have been briefed that those assessments indicate that the integrity of the shoreings in that system are safe. My understanding, and you might be in a better position to give some more details, at this stage we believe that we can secure that boat, particularly now that the waters are not continuing to rise and we take quite a bit of effort and that effort is being maintained. I'll invite Ian to make some comments. We do have naval diving teams ready to deploy if scuttling is believed to be necessary but at this stage marine architects are confident that they're basically operating the boat. The engines are holding the boat so if they can continue to operate it then it will be maintained and secure. What section of the river is it at? It's from what was Oxley's on the regatta. It's parked on the South Brisbane near the glass factory there at one of those wolves. Certainly. We have made allowances for every contingency and that's why we brought in the Navy specialists who as a last resort could be deployed to scuttle that vessel. That is a last ditch option that we don't think is necessary at this stage. In the last 24 hours extra mooring lines have gone on that boat and within the next 12 hours or so we will refuel that boat using ADF support because obviously with the engines running there is a fuel issue. They've got 20 hours of fuel on board, we know of but we know that we'll need to run this vessel probably for the next three days until this flood event subsides. The plan then is to move the boat as soon as possible to safety downstream. Certainly the model of ferry is considered stable at the moment. An extra anchor was brought in overnight and attached as I understand it this morning to that ferry. We consider that that matter is stable. So the Defence helped assist or assisted Maritime Safety Queensland to relocate that as a one and a half ton anchor last night and located it there this morning and it was attached at first light. I should say in relation to the boat known as the Island it has a lot of history here in Brisbane. Many people won't know this but it was originally a vehicle ferry that effectively was the Gateway Bridge. It was the ferry that took vehicles across the mouth of the Brisbane River before the Gateway Bridge was built so it has a lot of history. It was a very serious vehicle transport barge before it took on its life as a party boat and we certainly hope that we'll be able to keep that barge intact. There are a number of folks servicing on the social networking side so things like Wymanlow Dam is about to breach. What's your advice to people who read those things and are becoming distressed by them? Unfortunately when events like this happen rumours can escalate very very quickly and they can do a lot of damage. These events can be quite scary and I know that the best thing that we can do is give you regular updated accurate information. That's why we are holding these briefings every two hours. If you hear or read on social networking sites rumours or statements if they're not confirmed in these meetings if you don't hear them out of my mouth or out of the mouth of the police commissioner or deputy commissioner then it's very unlikely to be true. So yes, I've heard some of the wildest rumours in the last couple of days. Can I assure you the Wymanlow Dam is absolutely secure in fact any danger to it has completely passed with the passing of this water through it. So there will be inevitably people who'll be a bit of Chinese whispers and then it'll grow into a bit of gossip and then it'll become a full-scale rumour and I think some of the social networking technology we have has been of enormous assistance during this flood event. It's helped us to alert people and people are using it to find friends and loved ones, people are using it to tell each other what's going on and that's all terrific. The downside of it is if a piece of wrong information gets out there or a rumour it can spread like wildfire much quicker than it never would have. So please, there is a bit of wild speculation out there. The reason we're going to continue for as long as necessary doing these regular updates is so that everything people need to know even if it is bad news or frightening news we will tell you here. I mean with the flood waters receding do people have to be wary of returning to flooded homes once electricity comes back on? We will not be reconnecting electricity into homes until they are certified as safe by electricians. So there is a very big exercise that has to be undertaken not only cleaning the homes but then we need to qualify a team teams of qualified electricians suburb by suburb street by street certifying that the house is safe for reconnection. So we will not be reconnecting electricity supply until that has occurred in the houses that have been completely inundated. That is inevitably a process that in some cases will take some weeks. Is it still 118,000 people a hour there? Yes. We anticipate hopefully within the next two hours to have lists in both Brisbane and Ipswich of when suburbs are likely to be reconnected that can be done quickly. Are you expecting a bipartisan approach from the government to the cleanup? Look, I think what we are seeing in every community at every level of government is cooperation and everybody is just out there wanting to get these towns and cities in regions and here in the capital back and on their feet as quickly as we can. I think it is a situation that demands bipartisanship and by and large I think we have pretty much seen that. Okay.


Everybody forced here up in 2023 score football hobby six box number seven Brandon team style find those results anytime a late sports cards.com. Let's go ahead and get started. All right Let's do it saints. Just so we're on a four on NTP YT And y'all personals are full tonight. I don't know when we're gonna finish if many break spots. What's up? They split about inserts Okay, so just numbered and hits are sort of for your team everything else is split inserts and base rookies and vets I'm gonna skip past all the vet base MBS on the scorecard Count that as a parallel 250 points random at the end to everybody Bryce Harper inside the park home run Ronde Barbara to 35 Artist proof of the Bucks He's not fast. Why'd you do it out? Denzel Mims on the scorecard Yeah, Hollywood Brown auto Cardinals tripling an error Yeah, they're really weird with scoring these days. All right Jags sold on NT Brings us down to three Who are those three teams Donnie? They are the bangles the Eagles Go for it I was gonna say see hawks go birds. They don't say that Got a feeling numbered to 100 for Minnesota. Sorry, not Minnesota Carolina So there's three teams on NT and then we've got Star Wars pop century and hockey Hending Hooker Rookie to 50 nice card Detroit scuffs on this one Lot of scratches actually you send a box and wrapper with the Lions air trying to get that one replaced Stetson Bennett You scorecard John Taylor. I don't know Niko scorecard. I guarantee the Vikings don't want to they don't want to pay the running back. They did have That rookie Otto is travious Hodges Tomlinson for the Rams If only he would have played at Georgia the Eagles They already got a Georgia running back. They don't need it. They don't need another one. No, but we every Georgia player Yeah, we're Sonny Michelle at Yeah, because he was already the best you already did all they could do to 100 Justin Herbert Board of Charters kid reporters Cedric Tillman Ricky scorecard Joe Cleco Jets Otto Yeah, you're tired So many cards Yeah So I'm just a fun then un-sort them in the randomizable Just to stay in shape I keep my fingers strong. What's up John? Eagles sold the spot for hockey came in Down to two on NT Yeah, Star Wars Sapphire Give in to your anger Join Star Wars got DuVernay CJ 2k Otto for the Titans Chris Johnson Thailand Smoochie Wallace a touchdown catch People's Jones out of 35 for the Browns I'm gonna cut the I'm gonna cut the tape right there. I missed. Yeah But someone walked by and severed their head.  Yeah, you Got Scorecard Davis it's a 50 out of the bills you want I have to hit you won't real quick So I get a skate to crime scene no witnesses Scrap all the security footage Even though we're literally on the internet It's up on the YouTube I gotta find YouTube servers it's a pez poopsie. Yeah, dude Got a Cadarius Tony. Oh, that was terrible That wasn't even they didn't have a good life you're not going to court as a witness for this nonsense Man Got a Dalvin cook out of 35 for the Vikings whoa That was that one was that one had some heat on it right there I think it went through the wall. No, yeah. No, no, I went through the wall. Oh, yeah Lost the other Broncos I wish Sam was here. I'd just go find him and just like Gambit from the X-Men over here Thailand Smoochie Wallace Got DeMarco Helm's Falcon scorecard I'm getting a little better.  That's true You got Kamara scorecard Tank Bigsby nice hit here for the Jags rookie auto. I got him confused with pink dollar earlier I was like Hank Hank. Well, we just do divisions breaks. I'll just go to the same one at least Megatroids Skittle Javares and Jamar Javares and Lamar. Is that is that what the name is? God showcase to 100 John Dotson commanders. Oh No, Jordan I Got Jordan's in true story as well Jesus Will we ever get the real news around here? We're just gonna get spoofs Muhammad Ibrahim Lichen scorecard rookie Got a Trayvon digs auto. There you go Cowboys Probably the best defender in the NFC East That was a joke. It's Michael Parsons That's actually kind of who's best friend of the Eagles Parsons isn't really like I guess he's technically a defender, but when you say defender, I'm thinking of like a pass DD Okay, we need to change her thing is he's playing defense. So he's either yeah, I get that part But well, I'm thinking defender. I think it's defending the ball not defensive player He goes best events player it's erratic maybe oh ready. Yeah, I would take these parsons just over read it Just just dig you 250 points for him at the end It was better defense Ibrahim Moiseus No, where they find another Georgia defender on their team Bebo gold zone to 59ers Was it like? Jar Jar Jar Theraquix Jackson or whatever Was it your it's in the freaking Just leaves. Oh man, what are we gonna do that way they got airtime?  I would have went pro my shoulder and get they get dislocated in state Kendra Miller Saints rookie number two one hundred You better Over the mountains Here you go Donnie Yeah for as first one, so it's a wash no idea Carl probably not tinklage morgue DJ more for the Bears out of 100 It's weird. Oh, we were on Robinson's number doesn't he or is Robinson 12? Here remember I think bear job, it's I don't remember dude say it's just precaution to remove him. That is a Peter Skronsky Well, God, come on Yeah, I gotta be we're gonna have to clean up some kid reporters later. That's for sure Shaq Thompson are all to tell sam to do tomorrow Parker Washington rookie auto for the Jaguars Just Seahawks left an NT The Seahawks arenos Star Wars sapphires after NT everybody let's get that filled on up Darnell Mooney number two ten for the Bears Orange color match. Oh, I can't report You clearly haven't seen me throwing these cards then Luke Musgrave rookie scorecard for the Packers No, I definitely have. Oh, well Change your opinion, please Chavonte Williams out of the Broncos. I'll let you ask nice say something nicer clearly going all pro and card throwing Kyle do you work tomorrow? There's gonna be a there's gonna be a lot of my kid reporters everywhere How what are you doing tomorrow at work? Kyle do you even you work here still when you run your next shift, right? Got kiddle The points ran up at the end Now I know can report in that bag. Oh, whoa, look Kyle Jesus Breaking That's crazy unknown. It's insane Tariq woollen number two one hundred for the Seahawks Aren't you the manager? Good God? Aren't you the person that should know when you're working?  I'm gonna stop that's why I'm like, why is my wrist still hurts? Got trade avius white John Michi Texans on the auto here. Yeah. Yeah, he did Yeah, he did preacher We're having fun Kyle don't worry about remember that when I schedule a Kyle break till 2 a.m. That started again at 10 a.m Got Jared McKinnon. Oh We're just throwing some kid reporters Nothing. I got them. Oh, I got the motion down. I don't have the Watching the Kyle show oh boy got Clark Phillips the third Falcons rookie to 20 on the red zone That's cool Like a Tiger Woods stinger looks Do the cleaners would be so pissed if they were just like kid record Niko Collins 250 for the Texans Nope, we would get we would get blasted in the slack He's like whoever weren't this night a bunch of kid reporters everywhere now who's gonna go to the Super Bowl Jay caner rookie scorecard. That's a big sack of cards Donnie. Yeah, I want to hide good. I'll call works to my warning Okay, okay Nothing's going on. Just I was just curious. I didn't I'm just trying to think about like the day tomorrow And I don't know Josh Allen Jags scorecard Got a Noah Sewell rookie audit to 20 for the Bears. I am off tomorrow. So that is that It's also my mother-in-law's birthday, so I'm busy, bro Zay Jones out of 100 for the Jags. Let's get away worse. I'm getting air under it now. It's not good This guy's all-time leading pastor Virginia Tech Is a Vic It's called the flying reporters That's You got it. I mean, there's nothing. It's just that's it trail on Berks auto for the Titans Trying to cut the orange sticker tape in half Who is No, I can't think of the names. I was gonna say. Oh, yeah, Tyrod. That's that's a good guess. That's a good one Not my guess. That's a good one So again, Seahawks just the last team and NT 31 to go on pop century now another spot came in awesome. Awesome Rich this is a guy who played in like the 70s or something. No, they didn't throw the ball back then I know a lot of riches trivia is from like pre-80s and it's just like I don't know torque Lewis That's a great guess you tweet that out Star Wars Do it join Star Wars everybody do it Jedi mind trick Donnie into buying me all the spots For knows it says for us is the best manager. I'm giving all my cards to him Alright Donnie said it Totally believable. Yep Sounds like him Sounds like something Donnie would say and it would just be like I like b-dubs.  Kind of interesting didn't do what I wanted to do that is a Kyler Murray to 35 for the Cardinals They say I'm how playing playing well. That's what I was trying to say. How well is he playing? Oh Christian Gonzalez scorecard. I just like go crazy And every quarterback that started the game for the Cardinals in 2014 Carson Palmer Donovan people's Jones one of one One of one black for the Browns You know we'll send a box wrapper there's some scratches across this one. Congrats Cleveland. We did not Keaton Mitchell rookie out of for the Ravens Come on now Sapphire now come on now And y'all personals are full. I think we're gonna finish quite a bit behind just trying to get some breaks filled up here Got off of the Mara scorecard Okay, it's got to be soft side down. I don't know why Especially with me throwing yeah, there's no leaf. There's no lethality lethality to it whatsoever. So Is that a word? Wail Anderson number two thirty five for the Texans Is a Hodge ins? Giants Auto, or are you still pulling heat? Yeah, I'm not ripping any Merlin because Rory's pulling all the heat that there is Knab I figured out how to make it turn sideways and go wherever I don't want to go All right Ends a water three Jesus scorecard Robert Tanya Roy's pulling all the heat Ronnie Bell Niners on the rookie auto out of 35 Ronnie Bell Look at that lenticular showtime Travis Kelsey think it's one or two per case awesome card sheeps Got rookie Antonio Johnson Jags out of 100 my last one, then I give up Sterling Shepherd Dorian Thompson Robinson Browns rookie auto Yeah, if you're the right person throwing it all right, you know what I got that I forgot the technique in my mind I I can I can envision it. I'm manifesting. He's your Hawkinson. I'm gonna go like this Learning I'm adapting getting worse and worse So many good reporters in this room now and outside of this room as well. Yeah Quentin Johnston rookie out of 100 for the Chargers 2014 cardinals man 2014 2014 2014 Kurt Warner her retired by then Got Mike Jones jr. Scorecard. It's all case on butte score touchdown Oh It's all Noah who funga rookie. I'm not rookie but a gold to 50 for the Niners Jaren Hall rookie out of the Vikings Lee Cunningham Shaq Thompson I'll beat Shaq. I'm gonna get him over there Really good at that I'm world-class at throwing it into the corner of the room. Yeah, so what were the two so far? You're standing. Oh Palmer, okay. I got one cool Palmer well Palmer was the easy one for sure. I think that's why I said it first Got a Sam Hubbard to 35 for the Bengals One more day. I could not even begin to have my brain in that state of mind Daniel Carlson auto for the Raiders Did you look it up Hobbes? Donnie, can you look it up? I want to know what Starting quarterbacks of the Cardinals in 2014 You probably would have to be a car like a Cardinals fan to get this one. I bet Knox, I don't say too loud. Oh my god. Yeah. No, I would never have guessed that. I don't even know what you play for that team Jones Got rookie Terry Stephenson auto to 35 for the Bears Another lenticular it is CJ Stroud next up Texans great card There we go we can make that one Texas, that's awesome, man There's a Garrett Wilson also to 100 for the Jets like how they did white and black that one that one moved They actually got like to the door before it turned I'm gonna make a habit of this I want to do it during the day when people are here Jalen Hyatt rookie Auto, that's awesome giants on the back here at 50. All right points random that a quick recap Score Looks like NT is sold out now Guys you got Star Wars pop century and credentials hockey credentials for dentures 250 points three times top three spots in the random each get a points card five times one two three four and five Steelers Bears Bills right autos of a Jalen Hyatt's Tyreek Stephenson Dan Carlson Jaren Hall Dorian Thompson Robinson Ronnie Bell Isiah Hodgins Keaton Mitchell Traylon Burks Noah Sewell John Michi the third Javante Williams Parker Washington Jake Hainer Trayvon digs Tank Bigsby Chris Johnson Joe Cleco Travias Hodges Tomlinson Marquise Brown and Gabriel Davis You had a showtime lenticular short print Travis Kelsey Fordo chiefs We also had a next-up CJ Stroud for the Texans that's sick and then we also had Oh And one-of-one Donovan people's Jones for the Browns That'll do. Thanks again. Everybody is very weird. We're moving on now to NT


I have been testing out a ton of new drugstore makeup for you guys. Hi YouTube family We're gonna be talking about the best and the worst hitting the drugstore right now and Unfortunately, I have to report that there were more things that I didn't like than the things that I really did like that are coming Out of the drugstore right now. Milani is releasing a ton of stuff right now Now I was not able to try their new lip gloss, which I did want to try But I was able to try two of their palettes their new palettes That's gilded twilight right there and of course I bought it because it's right at my color wheel house And then this one is the gilded nude and I bought this one because I thought well I like nudes too and I am sorry to report to you guys that the quality of these is not up to Milani standards as far as those square palettes that had I think the 12 colors in them I just I have tried a couple of theirs lately that I have really been disappointed by and as far as that goes For this one too, and this is rose revenge These replaced their other ones that you know, they had the different layout in them I don't know if you guys remember that or not Sorry to say again that they've used that formula that they're using for the gilded and it's nowhere near as good as I feel like they had in those little gold palettes. Also, I tried their celestial highlight palette and This one I had high hopes for because it feels very very creamy in the pan And it is quite creamy as far as the texture goes It almost feels like it's oily But once you get it on to your cheeks or wherever you're gonna wear it eyes wherever you're gonna wear it It has so much glitter in it It looks really pretty right there because the camera is not picking up But it does have a very chunky feeling glitter to it and trying to put it across my cheeks It just showed up texture. I am not a person that likes glitter in her highlighter I just really don't so again this one fell very short for me All right I got the Maybelline lasting fix because I had heard so many people talk about it being a dupe for the all-nighter And it very well maybe I haven't had the all-nighter in a long time But this stings the crap out of my face now granted My face is very dry right now in the winter and there is a lot of things that are kind of irritating my skin a little bit But after I put on makeup and I have my primers my moisturizers everything and it still reaches through and stings my face I know that there's a ton of alcohol in here, and I'm really disappointed with that I'm also disappointed with the Koki refresh hydrating setting spray long lasting I've used this several times and I have found that after a bit Like two hours down the road my skin I was reaching up and I'm like why does my skin feel so parched? Why does my skin feel like it needs another facial or more moisturizer on it? And I finally figured out it was this product and so both of those contain a bit of alcohol And I just it really dried me out more than I'm already dry And then I also did try from sleek this life-proof illuminating fixing mist now You can see how this has settled right there see how that those gold particles have settled those are micro pearl gold particles And I you shake this up so that you get all of those particles mixed up which in theory is really good, right? Well, one thing is this whole sprayer just spits it spits at you And then I don't notice that there's any sort of glow afterwards I don't know if it needs to be layered up a bunch or what but I'm not into waiting that kind of time for that So a couple that I do like though that I'm really enjoying right now I am wearing the NYX radiant finish setting spray I wore I put this on after I put my regular setting spray on which by the way my favorite is from flower beauty And it's the hydrating seal the deal just so you know But I really like this and it gives just a tiny bit of luminosity to the skin without making you look like a Total grease ball and these lights have a tendency to do that anyway, and then from flower beauty This is also there. They're illuminating setting spray now this one you can see it's separated right here What that is is an oil product in there And so if you have really dry skin and you find that your skin's getting dry through the day You might really like this you have to really shake it up Well, and then you go ahead and you just spray it across your face I also like that this doesn't seem to have any sort of a scent to it But it does deposit a little bit of an oily feeling on your skin But that little bit of oil in there it is going to go on your skin So it is gonna give you a little bit of a glow, but if you have dry skin, it's really good for that If you have oily skin I don't think that you're gonna like this one at all because it doesn't have the particles in it It really just has the oil and it might just make you feel like you're more oily through the day But I've really been enjoying it as that last step to give me a lot of glow two Foundations right now that I know are hitting the market and people are starting to talk about and Both of these are fails for me you guys the wet and wild photo focus foundation This is the dewy one this broke apart on me when I first put it on I was like What is going on? This it doesn't even look like a really good foundation even going on so even putting it on I felt like it was a little bit Like modeled does that make sense where it's a little bit like just looks like it's textured And then the same thing with the dream radiant liquid from Maybelline It was the same Scenario I didn't feel like the foundation was smooth. I put foundation on I want it to smooth I want it to hide my imperfections But I don't want it to look like a cakey mess these in a few hours looked like a cakey mess But right off the bat They didn't give you that smooth texture that well me the smooth texture that I normally get and the reason I was so excited about both of them is because they're supposed to be for drier skin So both of these were just they were nose for me this time So sorry to report that that neither of them worked out two other things from Milani This is their blush that they have that is their new liquid blush This blush might have worked okay if it been just a tiny bit of a thicker formula cream blushes to me Normally go on really easy when I use a stipple brush This one just got it got really patchy on me And I couldn't make it work plus the fact that I felt like it was a really really orange color And it's supposed to be a nude color, which I was really disappointed in but it wasn't just about the color It was about lasting on my cheeks And it was also about it just not looking good after I put it on and tried to stipple it and blend it in It just didn't blend well So that one was a no for me another no for me from Milani is their brand new baked Highlighters and I had such high hopes for this because I love their bake blushes But this is the chalkiest mess as far as a highlighter So you think that when it looks like that that it's gonna go on and it's going to really give you a lot of pretty Highlight it doesn't it just made me look drier And it gave me a lot of texture and there's hardly any highlight there I just put two coats on there. There's hardly any highlight on on there at all So this again was another no for me from Maybelline I got this in that same set that I got the setting spray in and this is their Super skinny eye liner when I use a felt tip liner I put it on my top lash line really really tight to be able to show off my lashes a little bit more This one every time I try to put it on top of see how light that is for a black Every time I try to put it on top of an eyeshadow It ends up going gray and when it dries down it just looks gray instead of black or even you know Even if it was a matte black, I'd be okay with that But it just doesn't seem to want to build up even I don't have enough Patience to go in with several several coats of an eyeliner because my hands are shaky And I make a mess if I go in with more than one coat So that one had to be a pass for me as well And then several of you were talking about Melissa. Could you look into the Bambi eye from Lori L? alright, I did and You guys I have to report that this was not a mascara for me It did not really help me you guys know that I am really happy with my lashes right now because of how long they are It didn't help me build any length I can usually take a mascara and work with it and build it until it is out there I don't know whether this was the brush I don't know whether it was the formula or what but I also felt like after a little while This was flaking as far as being a top lash mascara building volume length Holding my curl. This one didn't work for me flaked off in a few hours So I can confidently say that this was no good for me And I would just maybe hard pass on that one So I don't want this whole video to be about things that I bought that I don't like Colourpop came out with their going coconuts line and I really do like this one. This is talk to the poem I wanted to get the lighter one. I don't remember what it's called even though. This is a little bit more on the cool side It's just a little bit too dark for me So I think that it might be okay for somebody that had a little bit darker complexion They really blend in really well I just I like that and so I just go really light-handed with it and it gives me a really nice glow It is what I'm wearing today for my bronzer and it I did put a lot on there Just so you guys know just so you can see but it does blend in well really well It's a really good formula colour pops formulas are really good And I do appreciate them and I really have been enjoying that one I've really been looking a lot into nude blushes lately because when I do color a lot of color I don't want necessarily there to be pink and I have always tended towards a rose or pink blushes Not a peach blush gal because that's not my coloring But this one from Kathleen lights and this one in color pop. This is called I need space and as you can see right there It does kind of look very peachy, but when I got into it, it just is a very pretty nude blush It's got just the properties of peach and pink and it just blends out and it just looks so pretty on your cheeks So that is another one that I would say was a hit for me this time and really am enjoying that one But I did get this is the high glass finishing powder and then this one right here is the luminous powder So this is your basic highlight and it is what I'm wearing today And yes, I do feel like this actually looks like glass and not a highlighter It looks really powdery on my finger right there. Let's see if I can find a good place for it But you guys when you get it on it just gives a glass like finish It doesn't really show up texture or anything like that because that's not what they're looking for they're looking for that Korean look of the glass like Complexion and that's what they were trying to do in this and I feel like this particular one just shows up a really pretty Glow so it definitely is one that I would say if you've been looking for a product that wouldn't That doesn't have a lot of chunkiness in it. No glitter whatsoever. This is just Wanting to achieve the look of glass on your skin So I feel like that is really what it's done and I just feel like it's very pretty on the skin It lays really pretty on my mature skin So I'm happy about that now as far as the finishing powder goes You guys have heard me talk about the Lancome Obsolute Powder that has a tiny bit of micro glitter in it I mean teeny teeny tiny bit, but I also love the essence pure nude for a lighting powder I also love the hourglass ambient lighting powders and the glow powder from flower beauty dust for those light dustings of pretty powders on your face and That's what this one can do too and even though that glow is something that everybody is kind of looking for right now I think that if you're a mature woman and You have any texture whatsoever that you're not going to like that hit the high points with it If you want to use it as your highlighter again This would be a great way to get just a really soft glow But I think that it would be all over the face as a setting powder much too much just my personal opinion But it does have a beautiful glow and I have been using it just as a highlighter on an everyday look There are so many products hitting the drugstore right now New product releases from all different lines and I love this time of year So I'm gonna continue to bring you as many as I possibly can please Don't forget to give this video a thumbs up if you wouldn't mind I really do appreciate that and it helps to get populated out there into YouTube land I hope that you're all having a really great day. Happy and healthy. Please take care of yourselves I love you all so very much and I will see you all in my very next video. Bye guys


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