Chapter 12 of A Woman Who Went to Alaska by May Kellogg Sullivan. This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. This recording by Karen Cummins. Chapter 12. Barroom Disturbances. Girls, oh girls! shouted Mary from the kitchen door in order to be heard above the waters. Do come inside? Then as we answered her call and closed the door behind us, she said, The danger is over now, and you can't help those poor people in the wreck. There are plenty of men to do that. See, it is nearly midnight, and we shall have another hard day's work tomorrow. Go to bed like good children do. How about yourself, ma? said Rikka, carrying out the farce of mother and children as we often did, Mary being the eldest of the four. I'm going too, as soon as I get this pancake batter made, for I'm dead tired. We will hear the particulars of the wreck at breakfast, replied Mary. Poor things, how I pity them! What an awful experience for women, if there were any on board! said sympathetic Rikka, and I left them talking it over, to roll into my cot, weary from twelve hours of hard work and excitement. No anxiety and no thundering of the breakers could now keep me awake, and for hours I slept heavily. Suddenly I was wide awake, no dream or unusual sound had roused me, some new danger must be impending. My pulses throbbed, the clock at the head of my cot ticked regularly, and its hands pointed to four. The sister slept peacefully side by side, the whole town seemed resting after the intense and continued anxiety caused by the storm, and I wondered why I had awakened. However, something impelled me to get up, and rising quietly from my cot in order not to arouse the others, I went to the south window and peered out. My heart barely stood still, the waters were upon us, they had already covered the lower steps at the door, not six feet from the cot on which I had slept. I stood motionless. If I knew that the waters were receding, I would go quietly to bed, allowing the others to sleep an hour longer. But if they were rising, there was no time to lose. None could reckon on the tides now, for all previous records had been recently broken. I would wait and watch a few minutes, I decided, and I wrapped a blanket around me, for my teeth chattered, and I shivered. How cruel the water looked as I watched it creep closer and closer! How quietly now it swept it flood-tied up through the piles under the warehouse, covering the little backyard and the kitchen steps of the restaurant. With the cunning of a thief, it was creeping upon us in the darkness when we were asleep and helpless. Would the resistless waters persist in our destruction? Where should we go in the storm if obliged to fly for our lives? Twenty minutes passed. Another step was covered while I watched. The tide was rising. Crossing the room now to where my friends lay sleeping, I touched little sister upon the shoulder. Wake up, wake up! The tide is coming. The water is almost at the door. I've been watching it for twenty minutes, and I'm sure we ought to be dressed. Said I, trying to keep my voice steady, so as neither to betray my fright, nor startle them unnecessarily. Springing from their bed, they hurried to the window and looked out. I should say so, exclaimed the younger lady in dismay. These treacherous waters will not give us up. They want us in all we possess, and are literally pursuing us, I believe. Grown to miss us, the older sister, struggling to get hastily into her clothing. But we must awaken the girls. She said wrapping on the intervening wall, and calling loudly for the three other women, who still slept soundly from fatigue. With that, we all dressed, and began to pack our belongings. I put my rubber blanket upon the floor, and rolling my bedding in that. This I tied securely, and dragged to the street door, packing my bags and trunk quickly for removal if necessary. In the restaurant, none knew exactly what to do. The water had covered the back steps, and the spray was dashing against the kitchen door. Underneath the little cellar, dug in the dry sand weeks before, and used as a storing place for tents, chairs, vegetables, and coal sacks, was filled with water, which now came within a foot of the floors. From sheer force of habit, Mary began building a fire in the range, an eye to pack the spoons, knives, and forks in a basket for removal. Rika thought this a wise thing to do, but Alma remonstrated. The water will not come in? You need not be afraid? If it does, we will only run out into the street, leaving everything. Let us get breakfast now, the people are coming in to eat. And this very matter-of-fact young woman began laying the tables for the morning meal. It was six o'clock. The men soon began to pour into the dining room, hungry, wet, and cold. Many had been out all night assisting in the rescue work, or patrolling the beach, inspecting each heap of wreckage in search of dead bodies and valuables, for many among the missing were supposed to have perished in the storm. Three men engaged in rescuing the survivors of the big wreck of the night previous had been swept from the barge alongside and gone down in the boiling surf. Searching parties were out trying to locate a number of men who had started two days before, during a lull in the storm, against the warnings of friends, for top cock to the east, they were never again seen. I had now defined other lodgings, for the sisters needed their room. Leaving my work for an hour in the forenoon, I tramped about in the mud, looking everywhere within two blocks of the star, for I did not wish to go further away. After calling at a number of places, I was directed to a small hotel, or lodging house, across the street from the star, and about one and a half blocks further east. A man and his wife kept the house, which consisted of eating room and kitchen on the east side of the lower floor, and a big bar room or saloon on the west side. The second floor was divided by a long narrow hall into two rows of small rooms for rent to lodgers. The woman showed me a little room with one window on the west side. I wished to rent by the week as I am expecting to leave town before long, said I, after telling her my business and where I was at work. What rent do you charge? Five dollars per week, unfurnished, said she. I caught my breath. The room was about eight feet square, and as bare as my hand, not even a shade hung at the window. It was sealed with boards around and overhead. I asked if she would put up a window shade. She said she would when her husband returned, as she expected him in a few days from Norton Sound. After talking with the little woman, she seemed to wish me to take the room, assuring me that there were only quiet, decent people in the house, and the saloon below was closed each day at midnight. There was a billiard table and piano in the bar room, but no window shades, shutters, nor screens of any sort, she said. Her own room was next this one, and she was always there after nine o'clock in the evening, so I need not feel timid. Upon reflection I took the room and paid the rent. My things could not stand in the street, and I must have a place in which to sleep at night. It was high and dry, and far enough away from the surf, so that I need not fear being washed out. I would not be in my room during the day, and it was only for a few weeks anyway. It suited my needs better than anything I could find elsewhere, and as for furnishings, I could do without. I went back to my work, and had my baggage and cut scent to the room. I could settle things in a few minutes in the evening before retiring. The surf still boomed upon the beach, and rain and mist continued all day, but without wind. For hours the waters kept close to our floors, but did not quite reach them. Floating wreckage washed up at our feet, and two lighters, loose from their moorings, lodged beside the warehouse at the mercy of the surf. We were in constant fear that they would shove the warehouse off the piles against our buildings, and that would be, without doubt, the finale. In the meantime there was a rush indoors such as we had never before had. Many carried hearts saddened by the loss of friends or property. Some had not slept for days. At the tables, at one time, sat two beggars, and a number of millionaires. Some who had reckoned themselves rich a few days previous were now beggared. The great wreck of the night before was going rapidly to pieces. With a mighty force the still angry breakers dashed high over the decks of the ship. Mast and rigging went down hourly, and ropes dangled in midair, while men unloading coal and lumber worked like beavers at Windless and Derrick, which creaked loudly above the noise of the waters. More and more was the ship dismantled. When the storm cleared and the sun came out next day, the scene was one of wondrous grandeur. Nothing more magnificent had I ever before beheld. Great masses of water, mountain high, rolled continually landward, their snowy crest surmounted by veils of mist and spray, delicate as the tracery on some frosted windowpane. As the sun lifted his head above the horizon, throwing his beams widely over all, each mist veil was instantly transformed into a thing of surpassing beauty. It could only be compared to strings of diamonds, rubies, and pearls. With a fairy's witchery, or a magician's spell, the whole face of the waters was changed. Each wrecked craft along the shore, partially buried in sand, masked gone, keel broken, and anchor dragged, with the surf breaking over all, was transformed under the brilliant sunshine, until no painting could be more artistically beautiful. Under the fascination of it all, we forgot the anxiety, the labor, and suspense of the last days and weeks. In every moment of interval between work, we spin at our door next to the beach, or after the falling of the tide, further out upon the sands. Many wrecks lay strewn along the beach. Schooners, barges, and tugs lay broken and helpless. Untold quantities of debris, lumber, pieces of buildings, tents, boxes, and barrels, all testified to the sad and tremendous havoc made by this great storm. In my little room, I rested quietly when my day's work was done.  It was better than no shade, and I said nothing. For a bed, I had my own cot. For a wash stand, a box. At the head of my cot stood two small boxes, one above the other, and upon these I placed my clock, matches, pincushion, brush and combs, while below were stowed away other little things. A few nails on the wall held my dresses, but my trunk remained packed. A candle, tin-wash basin, and bucket completed my room furnishings, simple and homely enough to satisfy the asceticism of a cloistered nun or monk. On September 27th, there fell the first snow of the season. A little had for days been lying upon the hilltops of Anvil, but none nearer. The only fire in my room was an oil lamp upon which I heated water upon going home at night. But with plenty of blankets and wool clothing I was comfortable with the window open. One evening while going to my room, I heard someone singing in the bar room. I hurried up the stairs on the outside of the building, which was the only way of entrance to the second floor, and entered my room. Depositing my lighted lantern upon the floor, I listened. The singing continued. It was a youthful woman's voice. I would see for myself. Going quietly out the door, and down partway to a window crossed by the stairs, I sat down upon a step and looked into the room below. It was the big bar room. It was pleasant and warm, with lights and fire. Upon the bright green cloth of the billiard table lay a few gay balls, but no game was then in progress. The big piano waited open nearby. The bartender stood behind the bar, backed by rows of bottles, shining glasses and trays. A mirror reflected the occupants of the room, some of whom were leaning against the counter in various attitudes, but the central figure stood facing them. It was a beautiful young girl who was singing. A few feet from, and directly in front of the girl, was her companion, a well-dressed and good-looking young man a little older. Both were intoxicated, and trying to dance a cakewalk, accompanying themselves by singing, I'd Leave My Happy Home For You. She was singing in a tipsy, disconnected way the senseless diddy, swaying back and forth to the imaginary music. Beautiful is a dream, with dark hair and great melting eyes. Her skin was like lilies, and each cheek a luscious peach. Her tall, graceful figure, clad in long, sweeping black draperies, with white, jeweled fingers daintily lifting her skirts while she stepped backward and forward, made a picture both fascinating and horrible. I sat gazing like one petrified. The girl's laugh rang through the room. I'd Leave My Happy Home For You. She was singing still, weaving and swaying now from side to side as if about to fall. Her companion approached and attempted to place his arm about her shoulders, but she gave him a playful push which sent him sprawling, at which she shouted in great glee, dropping her drapery and flinging her lovely arms above her head.  How the men in the bar room clapped, swearing she was a good one and must have another drink. Someone gave an order, and the bartender handed out a small tray upon which stood slender necked amber-colored glasses filled to the brim. As the girl quickly tossed off the liquor, I groaned aloud, awaked from my trance and fled to my room, where I bolted the door and fell upon my knees. God forgive her! What a sight! I wanted to rush into the bar room, seize the young girl and lead her away from the place and her companions, but I could not. I had barely enough room for myself. I had little money. What could I do for her? Absolutely nothing. If I went in and attempted to talk with her, it would do no good, for she was drunk, and a drunken person cannot reason. The men would jeer at me, and I might be ejected from the place. Finally I went to bed. At midnight the singing and shouting ceased, the people dispersed, the bartender put out the lights and locked the doors. For the first time since reaching Gnome, my pillow was wet with tears, and I prayed for gold with which to help lift these, my sisters, from their awful degradation. It was well towards midnight, and I had been asleep for some time. My subjective mind, ever on the alert as usual, and ready to share enjoyment as well as pain with my objective senses, began gradually to inform me that there was music in the air. Softly and sweetly, like rippling summer waters over mossy stones, the notes floated upward to my ears. The hands of an artist lay upon the keyboard of the instrument in the room beneath. I listened drowsily. With the singing of Brooks I heard the twitter of Little Birds, the rustle of leaves on the trees, and saw the maiden hair knotting in the glen. I was a little child, far away in the Badger state. Again I was rambling through green fields and plucking the pretty wild flowers. How sweet and tender the blue skies above, how gentle the faraway voice of my mother as she called me. They were singing softly now, men's voices well trained, and in sweetest harmony. They sang the whole song through, and I was now wide awake. Familiar songs and old ballads followed, the master hand at the keys accompanying. We are going outside on the Ohio tomorrow, said one in an interval of the music, and then ho for home again so I'm happy. And a momentary clogged dance pounded the board floor. Have a drink on it boys? asked a generous bystander who had been enjoying the music. No thanks, we never drink. Let's have a lively song now for Variety. And the musicians struck up a coon song, which they sang lustily. Then followed America, Oddling's Zine, and Mid-Pleasures and Palaces, the dear old home sweet home, coming with intense sweetness and pathos to my listening ear. No sound disturbed the singers, and others filed quietly out when they had gone away. God bless them and give them a safe voyage home to their dear ones. I breathed, with tears slipping from under wet lashes, and a great lump in my throat. Thank God for those who are above temptation, even in faraway Alaska. And again I turned and slept peacefully. End of Chapter 12 Chapter 13 of A Woman Who Went to Alaska by May Kellogg Sullivan This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. This recording by Karen Cummins. Chapter 13 Offer Galovan Bay By October 12th the weather began to be quite wintry with snow flurries, cold wind, and a freezing ground. All now felt their time short in which to prepare for winter, change residence, and get settled. After many days of planning, in which eight or ten persons were concerned, it was finally decided that we should go to Galovan Bay. The head missionary, and one or two of his assistants from that place, had been with us part of the time during the Great Storm. So we were quite well acquainted, and we would be near the mission. The boys, as we called the young men for short, would build a cabin in which the funds of the women were also to be pulled. Three of the boys had gone, some weeks before to Galovan, to assist in the erection of a new mission home, twelve miles further down the coast. But as a shipload of mission supplies had been lost at sea, including building materials, their work was much hampered. And it was not expected that the new home would be completed, though sadly needed for the accommodation of the constantly increasing numbers of Eskimo children for which it was intended. In this case, no new helpers could be added to the missionary force, though Miss L, a tall, intelligent young woman, was to be placed in the home kitchen as cook, and would accompany us to Galovan. It was decided, then, that the restaurant be closed immediately before the last boat left Nome for Galovan, as it would be impossible to get there after the last steamer had gone, until the ice was solid, and winter trails were good over the hills. Most of us did not care to remain so long where we were, and made ready to sail on the small coast steamer Elk, scheduled to leave Nome October 18. On the evening of the 16th, the doors of the star were formally closed. We had had a rush up to the last moment, and all hands were completely tired out. It had been a long pull, and a steady pull, and the thought uppermost in the minds of us four women was to get to Galovan and rest. Even Alma sighed for a vacation from hard work, feeling that the roadhouse, if they opened one, must wait until she was rested. Mary wished to remain at Nome for a while, and come later by dog team when the trails were good. She would take a day after we had gone to finish storing away the star outfit for the next summer, and make the rooms tidy, afterwards visiting acquaintances and doing shopping. For two days after closing the star, we were busy as bees, but at a change of occupation. We bought food supplies, coal oil, and warm clothing, receiving parcels of the ladder, including yarns for winter knitting, at the hands of the stewardess of the St. Paul, who had kindly made our purchases in San Francisco at better prices, for us, than we found at Nome. Some bought furs when they could find them, though these were scarce and costly, and each person carried his own bedding. Letters to the outside were written and posted, mails collected, freight and other bills paid, and tickets secured on the steamer. For my own part, I now found some kindly helper with strong arms whenever I had a trunk, bag, or box to lift or transfer, and no remuneration for services thus rendered, beyond a smiling, thank you very much, was ever accepted. What a strong, hearty, clean, and good-natured lot were these Swedes! How helpful, sympathetic, and jolly with all! It was easy for them to see the clear, bright side of everything, and to turn an innocent joke on themselves occasionally, for one told on another is never so effective and enjoyable as a joke on oneself, but there were often those with tears in their eyes, and a homesick feeling at their heart upon bidding farewell to friends who were leaving for the outside. With the approach of a long, hard winter in the Arctic, so unknown and untried by many, with a distance of thousands of miles of ocean soon to roll between them, it was many times difficult to say a careless goodbye. For those remaining in Alaska, who could foresee the future? Was it to be a fortunate and happy one? Or would it disclose only misfortune with, per chance, sickness and death? Would these partings be followed by future happy meetings? Or were they now final? Who could tell? Among those constantly sailing for the outside were those who left regretfully, and those who left joyfully. There was the husband and father returning to his loved ones with pokes, well-filled with nuggets, and the wherewithal to make them more happy than ever before. There were those returning to Sweethearts who daily watched and waited longingly for their homecoming, which would be more than joyful. There were those leaving who would come again when the long winter was over, to renew their search for gold already successfully begun, and they were satisfied. There were many who left the gold fields with discouragement depicted on their every feature. They had been entirely unable to adapt themselves to circumstances so different to any they had before known, and they had not possessed the foresight and judgment to decide affairs when the critical moments came. Perhaps a fondness for home and dear ones pulled too persistently upon the heartstrings. Nothing here looked good to them, and they went home disgusted with the whole world. Unless a man or woman can quickly adjust himself or herself to changed conditions, and has a willingness to turn his or her hand to any honorable labor, he would better remain at home and allow others to go to Alaska. If a man goes there with pockets already well lined, intending to operate in mining stocks, he still needs the adjustable spirit. Because of the new crude and compulsory manners of living, he must be able to forget the luxury of silver spoons, delicate hands, soft beds, and steam heat, enjoying or at least accommodating himself to the use of tin spoons, coarse food, no bed, and less heat if his place and circumstances for a time demand such loss of memory. A bountiful supply of hopefulness is also necessary in order, at times, to make the darkness and discomfort of the present indurable. And this will wonderfully cheer and create patience. Thousands of persons who were ill-qualified in these and other respects had journeyed to Alaska, only to return homesick, penniless, and completely discouraged, who never should have left their home firesides. Not so with the Swedish people. They are accustomed to a cold climate, hard work, and conditions needing patience and perseverance, without great luxuries in their homes. And being strong and hearty physically, they are well-fitted, both by nature and practice, for life in the new gold fields of Alaska. There were more reasons than one for their success in the far northwest, and a little study of cause and effect would disclose the truth, when it will be found that it was not all luck which made so many successful. Our last day at Nome is a confused memory of trunks, boxes, bags, barrels, dog teams, tickets, bills, lunches, tables, dishes, and numerous other things, tramping hurriedly through busy dirty streets, and heavy sandy beach, with arms loaded with small baggage, we had neither parrots nor poodles, making inquiries at stores and offices, doing innumerable errands, saying good-byes, and having good luck wishes called after us. And then, when the sun had disappeared for the day, and night was almost upon us, we turned our backs upon our summer camp, and hastened to our winter home. At the water's edge, small pieces of ice washed up and down with a clicking sound upon the sands, as if to give us notice of approaching winter. But the ocean was almost as smooth as a floor. No breath of wind disturbed the surface, and only a gentle swell came landward at intervals to remind us of its still mighty, though hidden, power. Then we were all in readiness to leave. A little boat was drawn upon the sand. Into it, all small baggage was tossed. It was then pushed out farther by men in high rubber boots, standing in the water. I cannot get into the boot, laughed little Alma. I will get to my feet wet. Not if I can help it? Answered a stalwart sailor, who immediately picked her up bodily and set her down in the boat, repeating the operation three times, in spite of the screams and laughter of Miss L, Rika, and myself. Rika and I were only of medium height, but Miss L was a good six-footer, and when we were safely in the boat, and she had been picked up in the sailor's strong arms, if she did not scream for herself, some of us did it for her, thinking she would certainly go headfirst into the water. But no, she was carefully placed, like the rest of us, in the boat. After getting settled and the final goodbyes were waved, the men sprang in. Those on shore pushed the boat off. We were again on the bosom of old Bering Sea. Smaller and fainter grew all forms upon the shore. Darker and deeper grew the waters beneath us. The lights of a few belated steamers twinkled in the distance. Their reflections, beautiful as jewels, quietly fixed upon the placid waters. Like a thing of sense, it seemed to me, the great ocean, full of turmoil, rage and fury so recently, it would show us before we left how lamb-like upon occasions it could be, and all old scores against it were then and there forgotten. A dark form soon lay just before us. Where is the elk, I asked of a sailor rowing, looking about in the gathering darkness which had rapidly fallen. There it is, pointing to a black hawk which lay sullenly, without a spark of light visible, close to us. But do they not know we are coming? Have they no light on board? How can we get upon deck? We asked anxiously.  Then thinking to put us at our ease he called lustily as he rested himself at his oars. Not getting a reply, he shouted again. Presently two men appeared with as many lanterns. Here are your fellows get a move on and help these ladies on board, will you? Were you asleep, hey? Well, no, not exactly, sir. But I has done been working hard today. It was the colored cook replying as he rubbed his sleepy eyes. All alongside this dory, said the other man as he put his lantern down, and let the ladies get into that first, then we'll help him up here. With that we climbed out as best we could in the darkness, one after another, the boys assisting, until we all stood laughing in the little cabin and counted noses. Are we all here? asked Mr. G., who, as usual, had a thoughtful care overall. All here, I think, but the baggage. How about that? said I. I'll see to that. And he was already on deck while I continued counting. Alma, Ricka, Miss L., Mr. G., Mr. L., Mr. B., and myself. The lucky number of seven. How fortunate we are. We are sure to have good luck. Too bad Mary is not here, but then we would not be seven. And we were all laughing and talking at the same time. In the cabin there was only one lamp, and that was swung over the table, looking in all its smoky smelliness as if it had hung there for ages without a scrubbing. The table was covered with dirty dishes, scattered upon an oil cloth spread. The room smelled of fish, tobacco, and coal oil, and we were obliged to go to the door now and then for fresh air. There was no fire, nor heat.  Rows of berths and two tiers lined each side of the cabin, but they were supplied with mattresses only. Dark curtains hung on wires before the berths, and these would furnish us with our only privacy on the trip. Finally we selected our berths, assorted our luggage, and sat down to rest. We were disappointed in the elk. She was not a Saint Paul, that was certain. The colored cook soon entered. His apologies were profuse. Hope the ladies will skews the state of this year room, but I has done been mighty busy today, and will have things fine tomorrow. That's all right, Jim. If you'll only give us a good dinner tomorrow, can you do it? Ask Mr. L. Yes, a dist child good cook, when the things are given him to cook. But when there's no tatas, no fresh meat, no chicken, no fruit, then it's minding hard to set up fine meals. That's the truth. And Jim nodded his woolly head emphatically at the frequent undesirable state of his larder. Price is high here sir, but this old man almost flew with the business, the last trip of the elk to summer and I was glad of it. And he disappeared in the galley, carrying his arms full of dishes. When the table was cleared, and Jim had spread an old and much-rumpled red cover over it, I took from my basket a small square clock, and winding it up with its little key started it going. It was a musical clock I had purchased when in Nome, of a small boy about to leave for the outside. It had been given him by a lady, and he had grown tired of it, his mind being so much upon his contemplated long journey. He would sell it for three dollars, he said, and I paid the money, needing a timepiece, and having none. So now the little music box ticked off its music to the entertainment of all. However, we were all tired and the place was cold, so after we had taken our last look at the lights of Nome, scattered as they were along the shore for miles in the darkness, we turned in for the night, all dressed as we were, and drew the curtains around us. The long, deep-toned whistle of the elk had sounded some time before, and we were head at east, making our way quietly over the smooth waters. Another chapter of our lives had begun. What would the end be, I wondered. During the night I was awakened by men running and shouting on deck. The steamer stopped. Somebody went out to inquire the cause. In a little while he returned, saying that four men had been picked up, nearly frozen, in an open boat which was leaking badly, and they were found just in time. Dry clothes, with food and hot drinks, and they would be all right again. So I turned over and tried to sleep. But the men lounged about, smoking and talking with the captain a good share of the night, so that sleep was almost out of the question. How I wished for fresh air! How I hated the tobacco smoke! But we could say nothing, for the men had no beds, no other place to sit, and it was too cold on deck. We must be patient. And I was patient, feeling thankful that the lives of the four men had been saved, if each one did smoke like a volcano and come near choking us to death. After a while there was another commotion. What now? Their five dogs had been left in the leaking dory which was trailing behind us. The boat was swapping, and the animals were almost drowned. They were whining, crying, and soaking wet. So the elk was again stopped, the dogs taken on board, along with some of the miners' outfits, and we again started on our way. The men said their dory had been blown ten miles out to sea by a wind many hours before, and had then sprung a leak, wetting their food and threatening them with destruction, when the elk appeared and took them aboard in the night. Well, yes, we had given ourselves up for lost, though none said much about it, remarked one of the saved men next day and speaking of their experience. Someone mentioned God Almighty, I believe, and I could almost have spoken to him myself. But it does look like he had something for us, don't it? said the miner, laughing quietly, in a pleased, relieved way as he finished. We were exceedingly glad for their deliverance from a watery grave, but we pitied ourselves for our discomforts, until we pictured ourselves in their forlorn condition, far out from land at night in a leaky boat without food and freezing. Then I found myself feeling really grateful for the privilege of sailing on the elk, and not discontented as at first. We would get fresh air enough this winter, no doubt, to drive away all remembrances of the air in the little steamer's cabin, which was cold as well as foul. There were no windows or ports that we could see. There was doubtless a closed skylight somewhere. But to keep warm even in our births required management. In my hand luggage I carried a bright woolen Indian blanket, a souvenir of St. Michael the year before, in which I now rolled myself, already dressed in my warmest clothing and heavy coat. A lightweight gray blanket was loaned me by the cook, who had perloined it from the pilot's bunk he being on duty and not needing it that night. This I was rather cherry of using, for reasons of my own, but it was that or nothing, only the mattress being underneath. On my head I wore a pink crocheted affair, called sometimes a fascinator, which was now used simply and solely for service, I assured my friends, and not from any lighter motive, but my feet. How I should keep them comfortable while on board was a question. With my feet cold I would be perfectly miserable, and although I wore wool hose and high stout laced boots, I soon found on going aboard the elk that to be comfortable I must make a change. I said nothing but turned the situation well over in mind. At last I found a solution. Going to my bags once more, on the aside I drew out my new reindeer skin mucklucks, or high fur boots, and looked at them. What enormous foot gear to be sure, could I wear those things? I had put five good hard-earned dollars into them, and they were said to be warm and very comfortable when worn properly, with hay in the bottoms, and arctic socks over one's hose, but I had no hay and could not get any. I had the socks in my trunk, but that was in the hold of the ship, or somewhere out of my reach. I held the mucklucks in my hands, and slowly turned them round. Suddenly a bright thought came. I would pull them on over my shoes. I did it. They went on easily. I drew the strings attached at the back of the ankle forward over the instep, crossed them, carried them back, crossed them a second time, and tied them in front, in order to use up the strings so they would not trip me in walking. Just below the knees I pulled a woolen drawstring, which was run into the green flannel inch-wide heading, and tied this loosely. Then I studied them. Shades of my buried ancestry, what a fright! My own mother would never know me! I wanted to scream with laughter but could not, for I had performed the operation in a most surreptitious manner, behind closed doors, bunk curtains, after the others had retired. I had no compunctions of conscience as to putting my shoes upon the bed, for the mattress was both somber and lonely. And as for the mucklucks, they had never been worn by man, and were surely never made for woman. The most that I could do was to lie back upon my bed, cram my fascinator into my mouth, and struggle to suppress my rizibles. After a time I succeeded, and lay enjoying the new sensation of feet and limbs warm and cozy as if in my mother's warm parlor at home. And then I slept. Next morning I kept my birth late. My sleep had been much broken and the place was cold. The bad air had taken my appetite, and there were already too many in the small cabin for convenience. Four or five men, and three women, besides our own party of seven, crowded in between the dining table and the births, filled the small cabin quite beyond comfort. The main question in my mind, however, was how to prevent the company from seeing my feet. I would put off the evil hour as long as possible, for they were sure to laugh heartily when they saw my mucklucks, and to take them off I would not. Someone brought me a sandwich finally, inquiring at the same time for my health. But I assured them it was first class, I was only resting. Watching my opportunity, toward noon I slipped out of my birth quietly, and made myself ready for dinner, keeping my feet well out of sight, for Cook Jim had promised a fine spread for the two o'clock meal. When it came I was ready. It is said that hunger is a good sauce, and I believe this is true, for otherwise I could never have eaten the dinner that day. Upon a soiled and rumpled white cloth Jim placed his big spread, which consisted of whole jacketed, boiled and baked potatoes, meat stew, no questions allowed, dried prunes stewed, biscuits, and fourth-rate butter with tea and coffee. At only one camp was there a stop-made. There were two or three passengers on board for Bluff City, a new and prosperous mining camp composed chiefly, though so late in the season, of tents. Lumber and supplies of different kinds had to be put off. As the entrance to the hold of the ship where the stores were kept was in our cabin, we had plenty of fresh air while the doors were all open, along with the mustiness from below, for several hours. However, I managed to keep pretty comfortable in snug and fascinator and mucklucks enveloped as I was in my Indian blanket. Hearing a bluff, hearty voice which sounded familiar, I looked around and in walked a man whom I had seen at St. Michael the fall before. He had charge of the eating-house there, where my brother and I had taken our meals for two weeks. I had not forgotten his kindness in giving me sore throat medicine when there had been nothing of the sort to buy and I was suffering. This man remembered me well and sat down to chat for a little while with us. He was a miner now and a successful one, he said, for he was taking out big money from his lay on Daniel's Creek, only five minutes walk from the beach. I had been informed of his good fortune before meeting him, so was ready with congratulations. He told me of his cabin building, his winners' stores and fuel, and seemed in high spirits. Of course I could not ask him what he meant by big money or what he had taken from his claim, although it would not here, as in the Klondike, be a breach of etiquette to inquire. After a few minutes' chat the man bait us goodbye and descended to the small boat alongside, which was to carry him and his freight ashore. It was nearly dark by this time and another night must be passed on board. Some were complaining of the cold, others were shuffling their feet to get them warm. My feet are awfully cold, said Alma, moving them uneasily about. Aren't yours, Mrs. Sullivan? Not at all, I replied, trying to look unconcerned, at the same time putting my feet further under my skirts, which were not the very short ones I had worn at Nome. You know what having cold feet in this country means, I suppose, Alma. Oh, I am not in the least homesick, if that is what you mean, I am perfectly happy. But here she glanced down upon the floor in the direction of my feet. What have you over your shoes, anyway, to keep so warm, Mrs. Sullivan? There was no help for it, and the mucklucks had to come to light and did. At sight of them they all shouted, and Alma laughed till the tears ran down her cheeks. And you have had these on all day without our seeing them? Where have you kept your feet in your pocket? She persisted. Well, no, not exactly. But, of course, under the circumstances you could hardly expect me to hang a signboard out to call attention to them, could you? I laughed. I should say not. Will we all look like that in mucklucks? Is there nothing else we can wear this winter? They will make our feet look so awfully large, you see? That's the way we all will look. Only a good deal worse, for some of us, have no skirts to cover them with, as you have, spoke up Mr. G. for the first time. I thought the elk leaned to the landside more today than usual, said Mr. B. with a twinkle. But now it is explained. Bad boy! My mucklucks were on that side of the ship from the first. Only they were in my bag for a while. They are no heavier now than they were then. You shall have no supper, said I, with mock severity. So I kept the fur boots on, in spite of their jokes, wondering what they would say when I arrived at Galovan and removed my fascinator, another surprise I was keeping for them, and continued myself by thinking I had the laugh on them, when they complained of cold feet and my own were so perfectly comfortable. At last, on the morning of October 20th, with the sun just rising over the snowy hills surrounding the water, the cliffs on both sides of the entrance standing out clear and sharp in the cold morning light, and with one ship already there, we dropped anchor, being in Galovan Bay, the settlement a score of houses, a hotel, a flagstaff or two, and the mission. I now waked the girls, who turned out of their bunks, dressed as they had been since coming on board the elk, and we made ready to go ashore. We were out in deep water, still some distance from the beach, and must again get out into a small boat, probably for the last time this year. Not all could get into the boat, we must take turns, but we were bundled into it some way, and soon we were upon the sands, a dozen feet from dry land. Again we were transferred by one man power, as it known, to the sands, which were here frozen quite hard, and upon which I had the sensation, at first, of walking with a gunboat attached to each foot. Someone conducted us to the mission house, only a few hundred yards from our landing place, while the boat went back to the elk for the others. Miss E., who had come up on the St. Paul with us, and now the housekeeper here, came running out to welcome all cordially. By her we were shown into the cozy little parlor, so tidy, bright, and warm, that we immediately felt ourselves again in civilization. Soon Mr. H., the head missionary, whom I had already met in Gnome, came in with Miss J., the teacher of the mission children. She also had spent some days with us at Gnome. These all made us very welcome, and our party of seven was soon sitting together before a good, smoking, hot breakfast to which we did real justice. When entering the house I had, upon first removing my wraps and fascinator, given my friends another surprise equal to the one of the mucklucks on the steamer. The day before leaving Gnome I had, surreptitiously again, made a visit to the hairdresser, and when I left her room I appeared another woman. My head now, instead of being covered with long, thin hair done up hastily in a twist at the back, had short hair and curled all over, a great improvement they all voted, when the first surprise was over. My hair, all summer, had been like that of most women when first in Alaska, falling out so rapidly that I feared total baldness if something was not done to prevent. This was the only sure remedy for the trouble, as I knew from former experience, and as I again proved, for it entirely stopped coming out. Ricka soon followed my example, and we, with Miss Jay, who had been relieved of her hair by fever the year before, made almost a colony of short-haired women, much to the amusement of some of our party. After we had eaten our breakfast, several of us set to work at writing letters to send out to Gnome by the elk, which would remain a few hours unloading freight, as this might be our last opportunity for many weeks, or until the winter males were carried by dog teams over the trails. We fancied our friends on the outside, would be glad to hear that we had arrived safely at Goloven, and our pens flew rapidly over the paper. These letters, finally collected, were placed in the hands of one of the elk's crew for mailing at Gnome, and the steamer sailed away. Not all, however, wrote letters. The business head of the star firm had not been idle, nor writing letters, and while I wrote Alma was deeply engaged, well seconded by Ricka, in making arrangements with Mr. H. by which we could remain in this mission house all winter. Before noon it was decided that we should stay, assisting the missionaries all in our power, until such time as they could move to their new station, as soon as the ice was firm enough in the bay to travel upon, and the home was far enough toward completion. It was impossible to finish the building now, but so far as practicable it would be made habitable, and all necessary and movable articles of furniture would be carried to the home, though many large pieces would be left for our use. This arrangement included our party of seven, Mary at Gnome, and the three boys that work at this time on the new home building, and would do away with all necessity for building a cabin, lumber being expensive and good logs scarce. This intelligence came just in time for insertion in our home letters sent away on the elk, and it was a day of rejoicing for at least seven persons. Ms. L was to go to the home, but Mary was to come to us from Gnome, who had already considered themselves a lucky number. End of Chapter 13 Chapter 14 of A Woman Who Went to Alaska by May Kellogg Sullivan. This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. This recording by Karen Cummins. Chapter 14 Life at Galovan Our first duty after arriving at Galovan was to look up our freight, which seemed to be in a general mix-up. Every person was searching on the beach and in the warehouse for something. For my part, I was greatly concerned over the probable loss of a case of coal oil and a box containing wool blankets, feather pillow, and other things too precious to lose after paying freight, especially as some of the articles could not be replaced, and all were useful and necessary. The elk's crew had dumped the freight promiscuously upon the frozen sands, considering their duty at that point done, and no assurance was given us that the freight was all there or that it was in good condition. The risk was all ours. We could find it or lose it. That did not concern the elk. As we had no idea as to the honesty of the community in which we had come to reside, and little confidence in some of the elk's passengers, who were also receiving freight, we visited the beach a number of times during the first two days. While at Nome and packing up to leave, I had remembered the story of the person who, going to market, put all the eggs into one basket, and for that reason, when an accident occurred, she lost the whole lot. While if she had placed them in two baskets, one half might have been saved. For this reason I then packed my blankets in two boxes, and now as one was missing, I was glad I had done so, for to be entering upon a cold long winter without woolen blankets would be hard lines indeed. The first day was spent by the boys in hauling baggage and freight into the old schoolhouse, near the mission, which was to be our storeroom for a time. This building was made of logs, sod, and mud plaster, with small doors and windows, and thatched roof, now overgrown with grass and weeds. It had long been deserted, or given over to storing purposes, as the new school and church building was put up alongside, and was being used at the present time. We would unpack as little as possible, while the mission family remained, as their house was too small to accommodate comfortably so many. Mr. H was like the old woman who lived in a shoe, for he really had such a family that he was puzzled as to what disposition he should make of them. However, the men were all lodged in the new school building, as it was vacation time, and no session. Trunks and baggage, except bedding, were put in the storehouse. The Eskimo children and the women occupied the second floor of the mission. Mr. H had his room on the first floor, oftentimes shared with some visiting missionary or friend, and I was the best lodged of all. The big velvet couch in the sitting room by the fire was allotted to me, and I slept luxuriously, as well as comfortably. The newest and most modern article of furniture in the establishment, this couch, was soft, wide, and in a warm, cozy corner of the room. From being lodged above a bar room in Gnome, I had come to a partler in the mission, and I was well pleased with the changed atmosphere, as well as the reduction of charges, for whereas I had paid five dollars per week for my small, unfurnished room there, I now paid nothing, except such help as I could give the women in the house. I felt, too, that I had earned, by my hard work during the summer, all the rest and comfort I could get, and I thoroughly enjoyed the change. Where among the drones and laggards is one who can find such sweets as well-earned rest and comfort after labor? What satisfaction to feel the joy all ones own? None assisted in the earning, and, consequently, none expected a division of reward. It was all my own. If this is selfishness, it is surely a refined sort and excusable. I was not, however, the only one in the mission who enjoyed a well-earned rest. Each one of our party of seven had worked for months as hard and harder than I, and all found a vacation as pleasing, while the mission people had the same round of work, and as much as they could accomplish all the year round. The day after our arrival at Galovan was Sunday. The weather was clear and sunny, but cold. We were now not only to have a vacation ourselves, but could give our working clothes the rest as well, and I took great pleasure in unearthing a good black dress, which was not abbreviated as to length, surprising my friends by my height, after being in short skirt so long. It was really Sunday now, and we wore our Sunday clothes for the first time in months, not having had an opportunity for Sabbath observance in the work we had done at Nome. To complete our enjoyment of the good day, there was the organ in the sitting room, and upon my first entering the room and seeing the instrument, I had drawn a deep sigh of inward delight, to find an organ, yes, two of them, for there was also one standing in the school room, or little church, was to feel sure of many bright and happy hours during the coming winter, and I felt more than ever that for strangers in the arctic world we were, indeed, highly favored. It was not long before I discovered that with at least two of our party of seven, music was a passion. For Ricka, as well as Mr. B, could never have enough, and it was a pleasure to see the real and unaffected delight upon their faces when I played. We were really quite well supplied with musical instruments, for there were now in the mission two guitars, one mandolin, a violin, and a few harmonicas, besides the two organs, while as for vocalists, everybody sang from Mr. H down to the Eskimo boys, girls, and the baby. But this day's climax was the three o'clock dinner, prepared by Ms. E. Could anything be more restful to three tired restaurant workers than to sit quietly in easy chairs, allow others to prepare the meal and invite them to partake, without having given a thought to the preparation of the same, gaining as we did a knowledge of what was coming only by the pleasant odors proceeding from the kitchen. Certainly not, and the increased appetite that comes with this rest is only a part of the enjoyment. So when we were seated at the table on Sunday, the second day of our arrival at Galovan, before us fresh roast mutton, baked potatoes, stewed tomatoes, coffee, bread and butter, with pickles, and a most delicious soup made of dried prunes, apricots, raisins, and tapioca for dessert, we were about the happiest people in Alaska and appreciated it immensely. What bread Ms. E. did make, with slices as large as saucers, not too thin, snowy, but fresh and sweet. What coffee from the big pot, with eco-brand cream from the pint can having two small holes in the top, one to admit air and the other to let the cream out. Nothing had tasted so good to us since we had come home as hungry children from school, and then we were carefree if only for a little while, and we were a jolly happy crowd. In the evening when the children were once in bed, we all gathered in the sitting-room for music, stories, and plans for the future, including the placing of a few new strings on the musical instruments and tuning of the same. Mr. H. had gone to the home the afternoon before, so there had been no preaching services ordinarily in the little schoolhouse across the road. The boys were talking of going to the home across the bay next day in a boat, but a wind came up which finally developed into a stout southwestern, and Monday was a most disagreeable day. Alma worked on a fur cap to practice, she said, on someone before making her own. Rick amended mittens and other garments for the boys, while I sewed on nightclothes for the little Eskimo baby. The child was probably between three and four years old, but nobody knew exactly, for she was picked up on the beach, half-dead a year before, by the missionary, where she was dying of neglect. Her mother was dead, and her grandfather was giving her the least attention possible, so that she was sickly, dirty, and starved.  She was a real pet with all the women immediately, being the youngest of this brood of twenty youngsters, and having many cunning little ways.  Among this score of little natives there were some who were very bright. All were called English names, and Peter, John, Mary, Ellen, and Susan, as well as Garfield, Lincoln, and George Washington, with many others, became familiar household words, though the last two names were grown men, and now gone out from the mission into houses of their own. As to the dressing of these children, it was also in English fashion, except for boots, which were always mucklucks, and parkies of fur for outside garments, including perhaps drill parkies for mild weather, or to pull on over the furs when it rained or snowed, to keep out the water. As the weather grew more severe, heavy cloth or fur mittens were worn, and little calico and gingham waist and dresses were discarded for flannel ones. The children, for weeks after our arrival, ran out often to play, bareheaded and without wraps, having frequently to be reminded when the weather was severe, to put them on. In the kitchen they had their own table, where they were separately served, though at the same time as their elders at another table in the room. To preserve the health of the little ones, not taking entirely away their native foods of seal meat and oil, tom cod, small fish, reindeer meat, and wild game, these were fed to them on certain days of the week, as well as other native dishes dear to the Eskimo Pallet, but they were well fed at all times, and grew fat and hearty, as well as happy. As we sowed continually in the sitting room on Monday, the storm continued, snowing and blowing agale from the southwest, which, though not disturbing us even slightly, we felt sure would be bad for those at sea and at gnome, our own experiences at that place giving us always a large sympathy for others in similar plight. Long afterwards, we learned that in this storm the elk had been blown ashore at gnome and was pretty thoroughly disabled, if not entirely wrecked, and we've wondered if poor cook Jim had done been mighty busy so getting things fixed ever since. When evening came the children and baby Bessie were put to bed, work indoors and out was finished for that day, and we were twelve in the sitting room, as merry a crowd as one could find in all Alaska. Miss Jay had taken a lesson on the organ in the afternoon, and was all interested in making progress on that instrument, assuring her friends who declared she would never practice her lessons, that she certainly would do so, as they would afterwards learn. The winds might sigh and moan, and whirl the falling snow in the darkness as they liked. Waters congeal under the fingers of the frost king, closing the mouth of innumerable creeks, rivers and bays. But here under cover we had light, health, warmth and food, without a single care. In my cozy soft bed under the blankets, the firelight playing on the walls, the fine organ open and ready for use, I lay off in with wide open eyes, wondering if I were myself or another. In one corner of the room stood a case containing books enough to supply us with reading matter for a year. Those printed in Swedish being, of course, of no use to me, but a variety of subjects were here presented in English, ranging from Drummond's natural law in the spiritual world, to nursery rhymes for the children, volumes on medicine, law, science, travels, stories, ethics and religion, all were here for the instruction and edification of inmates of the mission. In another corner, there was a large case of medicines, and here were remedies and powders, liquids, salves and pills, drawers filled with lint, bandages, cotton, and books of instruction teaching the uses of all. Even surgical instruments were found here, as well as appliances for emergencies, from broken and frozen limbs, mad dog bites, and capital operations, to a scratched finger or the nose bleed. This outfit was for the use of any and all, without charge, who should be so unfortunate as to require assistance of this sort in this region. Without money and without price, the only case of remedies for many miles around, this mission provided for all suffering ones who applied, and during the winter, many were relieved and assisted toward recovery. In the third corner of this room stood the large cabinet organ, nearly new and in good condition, instruction books, hymnals, gospel hymns, small collections of words without music, Swedish songs, all were here in abundance. The fourth corner contained my couch bed, a heating stove made of sheet iron, a table with its pretty spread, a large student lamp, easy chairs, a pretty ingrained rug covering the floor, window shades and lace curtains, with pictures and scripture text upon the wall, completed the room furnishings, making a homey place, which for years had been a haven of refuge for the homeless Eskimo children. Besides these it had given food, shelter and clothing to many a white-faced wanderer who came penniless, hungry and cold, perhaps ill and starving. About seven years before this unpretending, now weather-beaten house had been erected, and the kindly little dark-eyed man put in charge was at once at home. He was blessed with rare versatility and patience, as well as a great heart of love for all mankind, including the dark-skinned, seal-eating races of the Arctic, from a door latch to a baby's cradle, from a log house to a sailboat rigged with runners on the ice. He planned, contrived and executed, principally for others, for years. Here we found, in one room, from his hands a bedstead, a table, and a wash-stand commode, all made in white wood of regulation-size, shape and pattern, though without painter staining. Relegated now to an upper room, since the velvet couch had arrived, was a long wooden settle, with back ends and sliding seat, the ladder to be pushed forward upon legs and made into double bed at night. One day in the winter, when searching for open places under the roof through which the snow was sifting, wetting the ceiling of the room below, I found in the attic a number of curious things, and among them a child's cradle. Not all the thought of the good man had been given to the needs of the grown-ups, but the small, weak and helpless ones of his flock had received their equal share of attention. The cradle was well made with solid high sides and ends, and curved upper edges, swinging low and easily upon its two strong rockers. All was smooth, well finished, and rounded, though there was no paint nor varnish, these articles being doubtless, unprecurable, and not deemed strictly essential. Nearby were the remnants of a white fox robe fitting the cradle. It was made of baby fox skin, fine, soft and pretty. A flannel lining, with a pinked out edge, completed what had once been a lovely cover for baby, whether with white face or black, and I felt a wishing I might have seen the complete outfit in its former days. From the rafters of the attic hung articles of wearing apparel of curious-making pattern, sometimes of skins of the wild reindeer or spotted seal. Of old mittens and mucklucks there were numbers, still preserved for the good they had done, or might yet do it, piecing out somewhere. There were things for which I had not yet learned the uses, but might do so before the cold winter had passed. There were also many first skins and new articles of value stored in the attic. Tuesday, October 23rd, the weather was not cold, but snow fell part of the day, and it grew dark about half past four in the afternoon. The gale of Monday had subsided, and the sky was overcast. The steamer Sadie of the Alaska Commercial Company surprised us by coming into Galovan, and again suddenly we fell to letter-writing in order to send them out by her, remaining several hours as she always did to unload freight and baggage, for this would positively be our last steamer. Outside the boys worked as industriously as we women. In the old log-house, a hundred feet from our door, was the building now used for a woodshed. Here upon a big double-decker, saw a buck, two of the boys, with a big saw between them, worked away, hour after hour, at the great logs of driftwood brought from the beach, as this was the only kind of fuel here used, and much was needed for the winter fires. When I had finished my work of sewing, and it grew too dark to thread needles, between that hour and the one for the lamp-lighting, I was usually seated at the organ, and our music was not all hymns from the hymnals, certainly, there were marches and polkas and sprightly waltzes, too, and nothing was ever tabooed, though these classic selections were always omitted on Sunday. None ever minded how long I sat at the organ, or how many times a day a certain piece was played, and a few could never be sated, but I took good care that my work never lagged, and a duty was never neglected for such pleasure, thereby making it always the recreation and enjoyable exercise it was intended to be, and not tiresome. Miss Jay now took a lesson on the instrument each day for a half hour after the lamps were lighted, and as she had already had a few lessons, and could play a few hymns, she was much interested in acquiring a further knowledge, which would be helpful in church and Sunday school services. Miss E, too, thought of beginning lessons, if she could find time from her manifold duties as house-mother of the numerous flock, and did take a few lessons before they moved away. In the evening there was always singing, for some were sure to be present then, who had been absent during the day. Perhaps Mr. H had arrived with a Christian native from the home to spend the night before going back on the morrow, with supplies of some sort for the completion of his new house. He now headed the two establishments and vibrated between them, simply camping at the new place, and enjoying everything of home life possible in the mission. At jokes and repartee he was as good as the best of them, and always enjoyed a laugh like the youngest. A level head and firm hand had this Swedish missionary of long experience, from a dozen or more years at Yakotat, in southern Alaska, where he had done invaluable work for that mission. He had come about two years before to Galovan Bay, and now had, besides the Eskimo children in that place, over four hundred government reindeer in charge. For these he kept a number of experienced and trusty native drivers, and these either lived in his mission or with their families near at hand, as a few of them now were married. This herd of animals was kept upon the hills, where the reindeer moss grew in plenty, for they could not, and would not, eat anything else if they literally starved to death, and they were now five miles away. To remove this great family of a score and more, with their belongings over the ice, a distance of twelve miles and winter by dog team, getting settled in a large frame building, unplastered, and upon a bleak, unprotected shore, was an undertaking which would have discouraged most men, especially as a shipload of needed supplies for their new home, including furniture, had been lost at sea, leaving them short of many such necessities. But this was not all. The whole reindeer herd and their drivers, with their several families, were also to be moved near the new home and to fresh moss pastures. Near the home was a good-sized creek of fresh and pure water, which ran singing along through the hills to the ocean. And for this reason the site had been selected and built upon. End of Chapter 14 Chapter 15 Of A Woman Who Went to Alaska by May Kellogg Sullivan This LibriVox recording is in the public domain. This recording by Karen Cummins Chapter 15 Winner in the Mission The first few garments I made for little Bessie were not a great success. I had told Missy that I would be delighted to assist her in any way that I could, never dreaming what would come. And she, being more in need of warm clothing for the children than anything else, with rolls of uncut flannels and baskets piled high with materials to be made into underwear, said immediately that I might help with their sewing. She then brought a piece of canton flannel and the sheers and put them into my hands, saying that I might make two pairs of night trousers for the baby. My heart sank within me in a moment. I made a desperate effort to collect myself, however, and quietly asked if she had a pattern. No, she had none. The child, she said, kicked the cover off her in the night so often, and the weather was growing so cold, that she and Miss Jay thought a garment of the trouser description, taking in the feet at the same time, would very well answer her needs. And this, I was requested to originate, pattern and all. Whatever should I do? I could more easily have climbed Mount McKinley. If she had told me to concoct a new pudding, write an essay, or make a trip to Kotzebue, I should not have been so much dismayed. But to make a garment like that, out of whole cloth, so to speak, from my own design, that was really an utter impossibility. Oh well, she said. I am sure you can do this well enough. It is not such a very particular job. Just make something in which to keep the child warm nights, you know. That is all I care for. Kindly added she, as she closed the door behind her and went back to the kitchen. Finally I appealed to Alma. She was busy. She had never cut out anything of the sort, and neither had Ricka nor Miss L. But I, being a married woman, was supposed to have a superior knowledge of all such things. I admitted that I might have a theory on the subject, but a working hypothesis? Alas, I had none. Still, I hung around Alma, who was an expert dressmaker of years standing in San Francisco. No, I can't cut them out really, but why don't you make a pattern from some garment on hand? Here was an idea, something to build upon. But there are the feet, and the waist, I said, still anxiously. Oh, build them onto your pattern, she said carelessly, as if anyone with half an eye and one hand could do that sort of building, and she left the room for more important matters. There was nothing else for me to do. I secured a suit of the baby's clothing throughout, and taking the cloth, the shears, and an old newspaper, I went upstairs to Miss Jay's room and closed the door. I wanted to be alone. I longed to have my dear old mother there for just one short hour, for in that time I felt certain she would have cut out these as well as other garments, enough to keep us for weeks sowing, as her own babies had kept her at one time. However, there was no help for me, and I went to work. For an hour I cut and whittled on that old newspaper, along with a number of others, before I got a pattern that I fancied might do. Then I submitted it to Miss Jay herself, who told me to go ahead and cut it out. It appeared all right so far as she could see. Then I cut and basted, and tried the garment on Bessie. It was too wide across the chest, too short in the legs, and the feet were monstrosities. What was to be done, I asked of the others. Mike knew feet and sewed them on around the ankle, said Miss Jay thoughtfully, surveying her little charge from all sides, as the child stood first on one foot, then on the other. Then you can lengthen the legs a little if you want to, careful not to offend by criticizing abruptly, but still feeling that the height of the gearing should be increased. Dear me, that's easy enough, suggested Alma, just put a wide box plate down the front, like that in a shirt waist, and it'll be all right. The back can be taken out in the placket, and Ricka folded and lapped the cloth on the little child's shoulders, and then we called Miss E from the kitchen. After making a few suggestions in a very conservative way, as if they did not come readily because the garment was just about right, she left the room hastily, saying her bread would burn in the oven, and I thought I heard her giggling with Miss L in Swedish, until she ran a way out into the woodshed, ostensibly for an armful of wood, though if her bread were already burning, I wondered what she wanted of more fire. I did not blame her, I laughed, too.  October 24th, the boys worked all day at making the house more comfortable for winter, nailing tar paper upon the north side, where some clappers were missing, putting on storm or double windows outside of the others, and filling the cracks with putty. A couple of the boys also worked at hauling supplies of apples and potatoes from the warehouse by dog team, putting the eatables into the cellar under the kitchen, which was well packed in with hay. This cellar was a rude one, and in summer frequently filled with water from the surface and the hill above the house, making it not altogether wholesome at times, but by management it was still being used for some things, and of course in cold weather, it made no difference for everything was solidly frozen. Snow enough had fallen by this time, a little coming quietly down every few hours, to make fair roads for the sleds, the ground being quite hard, while fish river and adjoining creeks were fast freezing over, as were also the waters of the bay. In the evening Mr. H came in, and we all gathered in the sitting room, some sewing, some mending, but all chatting pleasantly. The missionary had just been informed, he told us, of a gold strike on the Cuscoquim River, someone having only recently returned from St. Michael and brought the report. From that place men were leaving for the new diggings each day, and it might or might not prove a bona fide strike. With reindeer on a good winter trail, this distance would not be a formidable trip, Mr. H told us. This was the information we wanted to hear, and it probably started a train of golden dreams that night in more than one head, which was long and stopping, especially when he informed us that every acre of land around us was then staked out in court's claims, though no extensive prospecting had yet been done, and we were pleased at finding ourselves so near, even though we were yet so far. Today was a birthday for Mr. G, and he was teased unmercifully for his age but would not give it, so those who had known him the longest tried their best to figure it out from incidents in his life and from narratives of his own, and made it out to their satisfaction as about thirty-two years, though he refused, like a woman, to the very last to tell them if they were guessing correctly. The next day it snowed a little at intervals between clouds and sunshine, and all tender feet were more comfortable indoors. Miss E. and Rika had gone the day before with the boys in Mr. H. to the home on a scowload of lumber, though we feared it was pretty cold for them without shelter on the water, but with the wind in the right direction they wanted to attempt it and so started. They were to look the new building over for the first time, Miss E. being much interested in the inside arrangement of rooms, naturally, as it was to be her home and field of labor, and rightly thinking a womanly suggestion, perhaps, might make the kitchens more handy. In their absence the rest of us continued our sowing, Miss L. taking Miss E.'s place in the kitchen, with help from the larger Eskimo girls at dishwashing. The latter were docile and smiling, and one little girl called Ellen was always exceedingly careful to put each cup and saucer, spoon and dish in its proper place after drying it, showing a commendable systematic instinct which Miss E. was trying to foster. Between times, their school not yet being in session, they played about, either up in their rooms if it was too stormy outside, or out of doors if the weather permitted. Though, for that matter, they seldom hesitated to do anything they wished on account of the weather, as it was not so cold to the natives as to us. They played with balls, both large and small, and sleds of all descriptions, and if the latter were not to be head, or all in use, a barrel stave or board would be made to answer the same purpose. It was a rush past the window down the hill, first by a pair of mucklucked feet, then a barrel stave and a boy, sometimes little Pete, and sometimes John. One barrel stave would hold only one coaster, and there were usually enough for the boys, but if by chance the little girls laid hands upon the sleds before they did, the staves were then their only resource. If a child rolled by accident upon the ground, it never seemed a matter, for in furs he was well protected. The snow was soft, and he, being as much at home there as anywhere, seemed rather to like it. If he was seen to fall, it was the signal for some other to roll and tumble him, keeping him under as long as possible, and it was a frequent sight to see three or four small boys tumbling about like kittens, locked in each other's arms, and all kicking and shouting good-naturedly. Snowballing, too, was their delight, and their balls were not always velvety either, as the ones stopping its course could affirm. These children did little quarreling. I cannot remember seeing Eskimo boys angry or fighting, a thing quite noticeable among them, for nowhere in the world, perhaps, could the same number of white children be found living so quietly and harmoniously together, as did these twelve little dark-faced Eskimos in the mission. Our days were now growing much shorter, and it was necessary to light the lamps at four o'clock in the afternoon, the sun having set sometime before. The sunset skies were lovely and bright and tender colors, reflecting themselves as they did in the water of the bay, and tinting delicately all-surrounding hilltops. What a beautiful sight it was, and how sadly we remembered that very soon the water would have disappeared under the solid ice, there to remain for long months in prison. Little did we then know that the heavenly beauty of the arctic sky is never lacking, but close upon the departure of one season, another, no less beautiful, takes its place. Diary of October 26th, Alma and I called today upon two neighbors in the old schoolhouse next to the church, by name Dr. H. and Wife. They claimed to have come from Dawson not very long ago, being shipwrecked on the way and losing their outfit. She seems a chatty, pleasant little body, and inclined to make the best of everything, her hard lot included, and she is baking and selling bread to the miners. She is a brave little woman and could teach many a pampered and helpless one lessons of great usefulness and patience. Miss L. is ill with Quincy, and suffering very much, so Alma makes the bread.  I usually knit evenings between times at the organ, for my new yarn received from San Francisco is very nice and will make warm winter stockings. Saturday, October 27th. We have four inches of snow on the ground, and more coming. Miss L. is quite ill with her throat and did not get up today. Alma, too, is very pouty, with a swollen, pudgy face and feels badly. They both say they think they took cold coming from Gnome on the elk, and I don't doubt it, for I would have done so myself, only for my great caution and taking care of my newly shingled head, and in applying a thorough dose of fur mucklucks to my feet, but thanks to them, I am the most chipper one at present. Miss J. had Dr. H. examine Bessie today, and he says she has bronchitis, but told the teacher what to do for her. The two girls came back from the home with Mr. H. and Mr. L. about four o'clock after we had begun to be worried about them. They were hungry, and Alma and I got dinner for them when Mr. H. started back immediately in a small boat alone, after it had begun to grow dark. We begged him not to attempt it, but he insisted on going as he must be there tomorrow to push the work on the building, and the ice is floating, so he fears it will freeze the bay over. The sun shone out beautifully for three or four hours, and it is just one week today since we landed in Galovan, a most pleasant week to us all, pattern-making not included. Later, I helped with the housework and made two more aprons for Miss J. There's nothing like feeling of some use in the world, is there? Sunday, October 28, a clear bright morning, growing cloudy about noon, and dark at four in the afternoon when lamps were lighted. We had a long restful day indoors, both Miss E. and Rika being very lame from their long walk of fifteen miles over the stony beach and tundra-covered hills from the home, Mr. H.'s boat being too small for four persons. By water the distance is called a dozen miles, but by land and on foot it is as much farther as the girls have found by sad experience, and they were very glad it was Sunday and they could rest. Miss E. said laughingly that we would play we were at home in the states again, and so she spread the breakfast table daintily in the sitting room with white cover, pretty embroidered centerpiece, and snowy napkins, bringing real comfort to our hearts, accustomed as we had been for so many months to bear necessities and none of the luxuries. A fashionable breakfast hour for Sunday in the states was also affected in order to make the plan complete, and because the mornings, growing darker as they are continually doing, nobody felt in haste to leave their beds. Of course everyone wore his Sunday clothes, and I put on my very best waist of olive green satin with a good black skirt, which had a little train, thereby effectively hiding my uncouth feet, still clad as they are in the ungainly mucklucks. The ice is moving in the bay and we hear that still another steamer may come in, so we can send mail out to gnome and write to heaven readiness. There have been no church services today, as Mr. H is away at the home, but we had music and singing frequently, and Swedish hymns all evening, which I play but do not understand. Monday, October 29th. This has been a bright, sunny morning until a little afternoon, when it grew cloudy as it often does. Miss E. was still very lame from her long tramp of last Saturday, and Rika and I assisted in the kitchen. Alma has cut out a pretty brown cloth dress for Miss J and is making it. Miss L's throat is better, and she is out of her room again, after a siege of severe suffering with Quincy, which caused a gathering. About nine in the evening Mr. H came in from the home, having walked the whole distance, a boat being now unsafe in the floating ice. After drinking some hot coffee, he related to us his adventure of Friday night in the Peterborough canoe. He had left us quite late in the afternoon of that day to go to the home, and it was already beginning to grow dark. For a while he said he found open water and made good time at the paddle, but presently found himself alongside of, and soon after, crowded by, floating ice. It was young ice and he did not have much fear of it. He kept on paddling, but finally found himself entirely surrounded, and managed as he would he could not free his canoe. A breeze came up from the north, which pushed him along with the ice out towards sea, for he was near the mouth of the bay. There was nothing to do but wait. For an hour he waited. It was well on towards midnight and he could see no escape. The missionary, in relating the incident to us, did not dwell upon this part of his story, but he said he had given himself up for lost and only prayed and waited. By and by the breeze died away, the ice quietly parted, and drifted away from him, and he paddled safely ashore. Tuesday, October 30, a brand new experience today, that of watching the natives and others fish through the ice. Little holes are made in the ice, which is now quite strong in the north end of the bay near the cliff, and the Eskimos sit there patiently for hours, fishing for tom cod. These are small fish, but quite tasty, one of the principal means of subsistence for the natives, and are also much used by others. No pole is needed on the line except a short one of three or four feet, and when a bite is felt by the fisherman, the line is quickly drawn out, given a sudden twitch which frees the tom cod, and he is summarily dispatched with a few wraps from the fishing stick kept at hand for the purpose. Several river boats, including small steamers, are laid up under the cliff for the winter, dismantled of loose gear and light machinery, and I did get a few views which should prove of some value. The weather was good all day, the sun setting at three in the afternoon, and it being nearly dark an hour later. Mr. H dressed himself from top to toe in furs, hitched three dogs to a sled, took a lunch for himself, a few supplies of eatables for the home camp to which he was going, and started out on a longer, but we trusted a less venturesome and dangerous route than by Peterborough Canoe. Our evening was pleasantly, and at the same time more or less profitably, spent by our party in the sitting room, Alma sewing on Ms. J's new dress, Rika and I knitting, and the others either mending or busying themselves at something. This something frequently covers a good deal of ground, or with one or two of the boys it means pranks or roguishness of some sort, which really enlivens the whole household and keeps our risibles from growing rusty by disuse. Wednesday, October 31, I find no difficulty in running the sewing machine here, which is a new and good one, and I like to use it very well. Just how they could get along without it is more than I can tell, with so much sewing to do for each of the children, not to mention the others who are waiting to come into the mission at the earliest possible moment. During the day, Mr. L busied himself usefully in several ways, as he always does, and finally mended Ms. J's guitar. After supper we counted ourselves and found six women and a lot of children, but he was the only man in the establishment, the others being at the home, and we hazed him considerably, all of which was taken most good-naturedly. The bay is freezing more and more each day, with an increasing depth of snow upon the ground. A very unpleasant day as to weather was Friday, November 2nd, snow, high tide, and wind from the south, which blew the water further yet upon the beach, but we sewed all day. Though I did not get much accomplished, I gave Ms. E her first lesson on the organ today. Alma is making herself a new dress skirt, as she has Ms. J's wool dress nearly finished, and it looks exceedingly well, fitting, as someone remarks, like the paper on the wall. Alma likes dress making and does it well, but draws the line at baby clothes. Each day Ms. J, the teacher, is now holding a little prayer meeting in the kitchen for the natives. When the supper is cleared away, one of the boys goes out and rings the bell, which is only a big iron triangle hung under three posts in the ground. A piece of iron is picked up and put through the triangle, hitting it on both sides and making a ringing, vibrating sound, which calls in the natives, who come immediately, just as they are, and range themselves on the benches along the walls. Those who can sing sit at the long table, upon which are the lamps and English song books, those used being principally gospel songs. One of the grown boys called Ivan is a very fair singer and loves music of all kinds. He is the interpreter for all meetings, understanding English and speaking it quite well. None of the Eskimos are taught Swedish, nothing but English. Ms. J reads a song which she wishes them to learn, and Ivan interprets it into Eskimo, verse by verse, afterward singing it. Tunes are learned more quickly than words, but they get the meaning from Ivan. Then Ms. J reads the scripture, Ivan interpreting verse by verse. She next offers prayer in English and calls upon some older native Christian to pray in his language, after which they sing several songs with which they are familiar. Having selected beforehand some passage from the Bible, she reads and expounds that, being interpreted by Ivan. There is a short benediction and the meeting is over. They seem to like very well to come, and are never eager to go but say little, not being great talkers, even in their own tongue. When the last Eskimo has departed and the children are settled in bed, the cozy hour of the day has arrived. For a good old-fashioned tale of love, fright and adventure, there is no time like a winter's night when the wind shrieks down the chimney and whirling snow cuddles into corners and crannies. When supper is over and the kitchen is well cleared, the women of the house may take their yarn and bright needles, while the men toast their feet at the fire and spin, other yarns without needles, which are perhaps not so essential, but far more entertaining to listeners. This is what we did that winter at Chinook, the home of the Eskimo, in that faraway spot near the Arctic Sea. There were tales of the Norsemen and Vikings, told by their hearty descendants sitting beside us, as well as the stories of Ituk and Moses, the aged called Uncle, Punichara, Big Koki, and Lowry. To the verity of the following narrative, all these and many others can willingly vouch. End of Chapter 15


and welcome to Norris Cove. Here at the Cove we do DIYs, budget planning, plan with me's, anything business related and lifestyle. So let's jump into today's video. For those of you who are new here who don't know me, I'm Yoshida and I am the CEO owner of Norris Cove. So today let's dive right in. Let's start with my favorite things, my essentials, that I need in my planning, just in planning period. Okay you guys, so obviously I need my planners. I love my planners. I've shown you guys a lineup of my planners. I will try to link that in the cards above so that you can see. So this is what I need. Now I kind of cross reference in most of my planners. So some of the favorite things that I need in my planner are inserts. Of course my favorite inserts are habit trackers. That's just what I like. Here's one I'll just use my pocket for that because I do use my pocket a lot. It's my everyday carry at the moment and I habit track pretty much in all my planners except for my business planner. So again, habit tracking inserts, those are just essential in my planning. I need weekly inserts. I need daily inserts. My favorite weeklies at the moment are the Clarkton paper. They're 2021, well their new design for 2021 but this is kind of what it looks like and I love their monthlys and their inserts. So I mean their monthlys and their weeklies. And again the dailies I've been using the peanut planner color ones. Those are my favorite. It's definitely an essential. And again back to inserts. I love the monthlys by Clarkton paper. I don't think I have one in here. I'm sure I do. Here it is. So I love monthlys because I can kind of view my month out you know ahead of time. And while I'm at it, this is one of my favorite pens. This is the Signo 307 Uniball pen. One of my absolute favorites.  So again mostly what's in here is pretty much in here but one thing that isn't in there, I don't believe it is. It may be, is my zone cleaning inserts. You can find these inserts in my shop but I need these because they help me kind of keep up with my housework which zone I'm supposed to be in because if you're anything like me you may have a squirrel brain and you'll go from one room to the next and to the next and realize you haven't gotten anything done so I definitely need my zone cleaning inserts. So and I love dividers okay. As you all can see I gotta have them because I can go directly to where I need to go. So let's put these aside. And while I'm pens, this is a pen I got from Wish and this is basically the same pen. They are 0.5 nibs but they are kind of small. Well this one's 0.5. It came from Wish. This is 0.35 and it came from Amazon. These are in my Amazon storefront so check it out. I'll hopefully leave a link below in the description box so that you can get them and I love the way they write. Next up is this cloth and paper desk pad. I love this thing. This is how I kind of pre-plan. It allows me to write out what I have to do for the week. I can actually come back in here if there's something that I forgot. I can come back in here jot it down because here lately I've been doing a lot of business planning here at my desk. If I'm filling orders here at my desk so I can see oh well I may not be able to ship orders out on this day or what have you or like now looking here at ship happy mail. I ship some happy mail on Monday but I have some more to ship so I need to jot that down that it needs to go out today. So that's why like having this it is just essential as you can see. I don't do a lot of stickers on it. At first I did but now I just needed to see an overview of my week and a lot of times I'll have things here but it may not be in my planner because I've jotted it down and I can see it in a you know birds out view of what I need to do. So that's the cloth and paper desk pad weekly desk pad I highly highly highly suggested especially if you're not really daily planning or you're planning in your planner if you find that you don't have a lot to do I definitely highly suggest this. Next up is my Rapsco co-puncher. Oh my goodness I love this thing now I was talking on Instagram about how Planet Craving I were trying to figure out the A5 part of it. It worked for me but it didn't work for her. Go ahead get you another one for A5 because it is sometimes difficult to use before your personal rings and your mini pocket rings. This is perfect. A pound of babe suggests this to me at a planner meetup about a year or so ago and I just ordered it first I didn't use it I use it only for my personal ring planner which I really wasn't into at that time so I'm glad I kept it and I use it all the time especially printing my own inserts this is a must-have for printing when you're printing your own inserts. Okay moving right along so here I love sticky notes any kind of sticky notes I have some back over here I'm gonna get into those in just a second but I love sticky notes I love notepads and let me show you so I do most of my planning upstairs on my couch and I found this at Michael's it's just a clear like letterbox and I kind of got it for you sent on that essentials for like my inserts I'm always trying to find something to store my inserts but this is where I store my notepads and sticky notes so sticky notes and notepads are very essential for me as you can see here I plan out my podcast on this particular sticky note I do an outline and I found that to be very very helpful sometimes I may plan out a video with a notepad and then here I'm a grocery list look here's a notepad just stuck up in here and sometimes I'll flip it over especially if my grocery list is a running grocery list I'll just flip it over and keep it going so this is pretty much my running grocery list I keep it here sometimes I'll take it into the store for me just rip it out and fold it and I love these circle notepads by cloth and paper because I can just stick them in my planner jot down something really quick it's not too big and it's not too small and any notepad from cloth and paper I love so as you can see I go through them I think these are actually one to be honest and these are journaling cards but it has inbox memo and goals on it this is like my second set I just keep purchasing them because I can just stick these in my planner and I'll write down you know things that I need to remember or things that I want to make a note of and I just stick them in the pockets of my planner this one is new to me I haven't used it yet that's why I'm the reason still in the plastic because those are new and then here I can plan out my day on a notepad this was from July 10th and to me sometimes when I use a notepad instead of my planner to daily plan I get so much done as you can see I mean I was knocking it out and I actually completed this task here so yeah so definitely notepads and sticky notes and then here reminds me of happy mail to send or you know things like that something really quick but sticky notes and notepads I must must next up is my planner bag and I can get a lot in this planner bag I actually keep my personal planner and my mini which is my extension in here like that this bag came from gold mine and cocoa it was a collaboration with posh plans I love the message I love black and white so as you can see with my other planner I love black and white so I just love it it's my most used like planner bag besides the next one that I want to show you but I need a planner bag because sometimes when I'm carrying a tote purse I can just throw this in there it protects my planner on the fact that I hate I don't need two planners in there I can take this out I can throw in my highlighters which is another essential and bam and a pen and maybe some stickers okay so I truly truly love me a good planner bag I'm just a bad girl like I have more but this is like one of my absolute favorites next up is highlighters and this little pen case I got from five below and when I did make up we will use these to hold our brushes and we can put our brushes in there clean brushes of course you can sit it on your workstation and pull your brush out but I love it because I can do this for my highlighters instead of having a hole in the bucket it's something that I can take with me from planner to planner or if I'm gonna just throw in my purse and it has all of my favorite highlighters I have a couple of pens in here from Simply Gilded these are my favorite at least they were and these are my most used highlighters the maloanas I used to do my budget planning and not budget planning but expenses like when I spend and so they each serve a purpose for which category that they go in it's easy for me to remember and then my tombows I love those for daily planning like to just maybe highlight to highlight the day or to just mark off a completed task or my to-do list and then even in here I have tweezers so as you can see I can get a lot in here next up is my absolute favorite planner bag this bag I got from the thrift store believe it or not it comes from Forever 21 but it look like I got a face mask in there I hold a lot of like extra inserts for it like pocket inserts that's what it's become lately I have my ring light for my phone and pins in here just all kinds of things that it can hold I haven't been using it lately because I've been decluttering and I just used the other one that I showed you but also I keep my little tiny teeny tiny scissors in there I cut washi with this sometimes I may have to trim off my inserts and they're just the perfect size so this is definitely an essential I believe I got these from hobby lobby but they are perfect and this is my absolute favorite planner bag it's pink I love pink too so and it feels like leather but I doubt very seriously if it's leather but yeah so this is definitely an essential for me because sometimes before the pandemic I was carrying this the most and I could get a couple planners in here I had all my highlighters in here what else pins my little scissors task cards all that stuff believe it or not and it stretches as you can see and I can get all this in there and I can just throw it into my purse which is a tote and it fit perfect and it zips and I found this at the thrift store and I think I didn't pay but maybe three dollars for it so if I see another one I'm gonna grab it if you see one at your local thrift store grab it trust me you won't be disappointed so when it hit me in my inbox on Instagram said they found it on like McCarrie or something like that and look at all those sites you can find it I believe that it is a makeup bag or something but definitely it is perfect next up is my paper cutter I love this thing now I'm gonna do for a new one but I can't cut inserts without it I cannot cut some of my stickers without it sometimes I have my stickers set to cut on the own through the machine but every now and then one won't cut so I need to use this I've changed the blade only once and I've had it for a year and a half so I've only changed the blade once it cuts through my plastic what other inserts that I use my dashboards the hard vellum all that great stuff car stock it is a beast but this is my circuit but I am ready for a new one but this is what I use often the most and lastly on the list are my stickers I have to have functional stickers I just need them I love a little deco sticker here and there but these are my two most used sticker boxes they you can get these from Michaels they're the photo boxes they also have a bigger one and I use that to store bigger kits or whatever but I'm not into kits like that anymore but I still buy them just sometimes for support sometimes to use the boxes or the deco but these are like my favorite stickers here by others I don't mix I try not to mix mine in here because I just want to use what I pay for so I have a random a lot of shops here so that's how I've separated them I plan to get more of these boxes and just get the whole kind of box kit so that I can separate shop by shop but I'm a creature of habit I kind of shop at the same ones I do find new ones that I like so that's why they're all in here and then these are some of my favorites on top I have my girl Shakisha from Scripps by L&C but mainly most of these are mine I have other ones in here as well but these again are my favorite I have Elaine Michelle Anika and of course mine so yeah so this is also like I said my second favorite box that I just dipped into and when I need a little boost or like with mine if I know that mine aren't in here and it's some favorite of mine like these eyeglasses stay on top because I use them in almost every spray it or whatever that I do even when I'm not really doing deco I use those glasses or either my teeny dots from my shop the blush dots okay so that concludes my favorite things my favorite planet essentials what are your favorite planet essential so let me know in the comment section what are your favorite planet essentials did you see anything in here that you don't use that you may consider using I would love to know so don't forget leave me a message down in the comment section and I'll be happy to talk with you you guys again I want to thank you all so much for the love I want to just thank you for the follow if you're new here let me know that you're new here down in the comment section so I can give you a shout out say hey and welcome to the code don't forget if today's your first time watching any of my content you enjoy today's content do me a favor hit that subscribe button also hit that notification bell and I'll see you in my next video