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Her divine human upgrade program guides clients to expand to higher levels of consciousness and her clients report dramatic shifts in their quality of life within days of beginning their divine human upgrades. If you would like more, go to her website, SusannaKennedy.com and remember it's S-U-Z-A-N-N-A Kennedy.com and I welcome Susanna to Dare to Dream. Great to have you. Aloha Debbie, thank you for inviting me. Aloha because you are in Hawaii, yes? I am in Hawaii, my personal paradise here. Which island are you in so I can come visit? Yeah, please, Kauai. Oh, wow, very green, I understand. Very green, very lush, very beautiful, very feminine. How did you land there, where were you before? Well, I grew up in a suburb of Detroit and after I had my awakening in 97, I moved for two years to Sedona, Arizona and then got the guidance to move here. So I've been here 22 years now. Amazing and cool that you actually listened to your guidance. Not everybody does. So let me ask you this, you offer this, I like this, it's not just solution, but soul, ocean, so soul, right? So the solution to why so many successful people are stressed out, feeling empty and failing to fulfill their soul purpose. That's a tall order. So talk about that, talk about that offer and how would it, like who comes to you and how is it that you facilitate them? Yeah, well, I find a lot of women that come to me have had a similar path that I had, which was I was in the corporate world, I was doing- The auto industry, right? The auto industry, yeah, as a consultant, I designed training programs and performance solutions. So I was doing very well, but I was feeling like, is this really what God put me on earth for, is to teach guys how to run their car dealership? So I just didn't feel like that was it. And I kept asking, what is my purpose? And the answer came to me in the form of this spontaneous awakening. Hindus call it the Kundalini awakening, it was spontaneous. And when that happened, all these other abilities came online and I could see that I was not who I thought I was, that I could see, and because I had done a lot of computer training, I was seeing this computer program and my DNA, that was my sense of self, my ego, and that that wasn't who I really was, and I could feel the vastness of love and light that I am and that everybody is. I mean, we are all that, so that, but even so, I knew that if I didn't get that programming out of myself, I wasn't gonna be able to do what I came here to do. And I became very mission oriented. And then it turned out that my mission was to help other people go through this transformation process from only human to divine human. And since I had that experience in the corporate world of designing training and performance solutions, it was always about changing the performance, changing the behavior. I could take what I had mastered in that world and applied it to the information that was coming down from my higher self that I had actually integrated, and then applying those skills to create a transformational process. Interesting. So you have this spontaneous quantum consciousness or Kundalini awakening in 1997, and then you birth this reality crafting incorporated. So what is the technology that came through you to impart to other people and share? Yeah, well, it starts with really embodying your I am presence, which is you as you first emerged from source. And so that is the most loving, the highest frequency and the most creatively powerful part of yourself. When you embody that and bring that in, then anything that you command from that point has to be obeyed because that is the creation authority in your life. So then from that point, then I went to, okay, if that's a computer program, my ego is a computer program, then how do I upgrade that computer program? How do I? So I just, then it becomes understanding frequencies that everything is frequency, everything is energy and everything, every thought, every emotion, anything that's in physical form, even any organization has a form, all very unique frequencies that you can call forward and what I do, I don't, I'm very careful not to scare the ego. Oh, what do you mean by that? That's interesting. Don't scare the ego. Well, because yeah, the ego is programmed to resist change. It believes its job is to keep you the same. So when big change, big transformation is offered, the ego puts up a self-defense and that could be talking you out of it. It could be creating something in your life that distracts you, all these different ways to distract you from making that big change. So to the ego, we're saying, we appreciate everything that you've done and you deserve an upgrade. We're gonna give you a promotion. I love that.  It's like how we should speak to one another anyway, right? And thank you for creating all you've created or protecting me against all you've protected me and guess what? You've done such a good job.  Right, exactly. So yeah, so then I created the Emotional Mental Detox Program. So that's the first step. Well, actually the first step is the triple flame but I'll talk about that too. It goes in layers of frequency. So we're clearing out, we're calling up frequencies like the first one is around male issues.  So it's contained because you're calling it up from deep, deep memory from past lives, from everywhere. It's very integrated. I make sure that I get all the dimensions because we're not just this body, we're so much more. So yeah, bringing it all together into a container and then transforming that with infinite love which is, it takes it to zero point. So it takes it to no form. So it doesn't exist as that anymore. And then you have a container full of infinite love which is at zero point, it's also creative energy waiting to be told how to take form. So it's your creational energy as well.  And so I refined it over the years and now it's a digital program that you can do on your own or do with me in coaching but it goes step by step. One week we're working on the male issues, then the female issues, then fear and anxiety and panic and worry and terror and all of that. And then pain, sorrow, grief, sadness, those frequencies because those are all in a frequency bandwidth. And so you can work with them all at once. And then judgment, guilt, shame and blame and then lack, limitation and separation. So at the core of our, the core issue, the core misinformation, the core false program is that we're separate from source, from each other. Our mind is separate from our body. Our emotions are separate from our mental. Everything is, we've taken on this belief about separation and that's at the core of it. So in going through it layer by layer like layers of an onion, it makes the whole process much more graceful so that you don't have big, oh, like with some things you have like a healing crisis. So that takes it away, it makes it more graceful, step by step. You feel like you're in control and you're guided and supported as well. Yeah, that's beautiful. I was just thinking as you were saying that, Susanna, it's really interesting paradox. You know, I don't know what the age group is exactly but definitely 20 and 30-somethings for sure have a very different experience because I know a lot of younger people. So they have a really different experience with time than I think folks who are 40s, 50s and above. I noticed people who are 40s and above have a lot of time management issues and mostly younger people have this different relationship. A lot of them live remotely, they travel the world, they're not making a lot of the mistakes older people did, meaning older people would say, oh, I have to work till the end and get retirement and then I'll go do something fun and all those paradigms are broken anyway. They don't even exist and these kids came in, I mean, I really love them. Honestly, I think they're beautiful the way they navigate life. And so folks who are still living in that paradigm, which is a difficult one, oh, I can't, I'm busy, oh, I have so many conflicts, right? And they're juggling time, job, family, self-improvement, personal development, spiritual growth and everything, you know, exercise, everything in between, how can they learn to manage this? And in fact, because you talked about zero point, the no thing, how can they take it back to that space of that there is no existence of that and create instead what they prefer? Right, well, clearing the subconscious programming helps with that and clearing the emotional attachment to the memories in the past. So it's like you get that clear and what you find is that a lot of the busyness is unnecessary and you have a lot more time and your mind is clear, so you're more productive, okay? And then, you know, looking at these younger people, they had parents that were busy, busy, busy, they didn't, they don't like that. So when they raised their children, they raised them differently. So they don't- It'll be so interesting to see how their children react. Right. What new choices they will make based on what they experience. Right, but I think, you know, as these generations are born, they come in with, I would say they're coming in with more of a resistance to program. Cool. Yeah, so they're not taking it in as much. And I think these really young ones that are being born, they're like, no way, you're gonna program them. Yeah, which I think we really need, I really do. Yeah, I feel really, I've been noticing some changes in myself around this subject and it's just been organic, but I'm doing a lot of work anyway. I'm in Shaman school and every time I give somebody a session or exchange sessions, I can see things are changing in me rapidly. And I got a call today, it was actually a really important call, but it was an unplanned call from an institution, wanting to answer some questions, like really important questions that I had about a big shift coming up. And I literally in real time just said, and I wouldn't have done this before, I would have fully taken the call and put everything aside, but I can feel, I have a lot of constraints right now. I've got a parent in a hospital and there's stuff, right? And just beautiful life stuff. And in the moment I was able to say, you know, I can't do that right now, but I'd be really happy to set this up at a convenient time for both of us next week. And I loved that feeling in that moment, there was a part of me going, yay, you know, yay, thank you for taking care of us. Thank you for taking a breath and checking inside and knowing this actually wasn't optimal. And I probably couldn't have heard him, you know, in anything he shared. So I felt really so positive about that. And it reminds me, Susanna, when somebody once said this, and I always thought, oh, that's so cool.  Let me sleep on that. I'll get back to you, but thanks for asking. You know, it's like, take all the space you want. Yeah. Well, it sounds like you have successfully cleared the fear of abandonment that we all come in with. Cause that is usually underneath why we say yes to things that we really don't wanna say yes to. That's so interesting you say that because that was my core wound. Yeah. So the fact that you, thank you for, thank you because that's huge. And I am, definitely there's been a lot of repairing happening and not even consciously on that subject but on so much that is energetic, that the layers, you know, are shifting. Right. Yeah. When you don't fear abandonment anymore, it's a lot easier to start creating healthy boundaries for yourself. Hear that, everybody? That's so neat. Yeah. Well, I wanna talk to you also about the divine feminine. I feel like the divine feminine is such a core subject right now. It is delicious. And I would love to find out what kind of wisdom can you share about the divine feminine?  And I was looking for, I could tell within myself, I had this programming that was really strong in what is beautiful and what is ugly. And I went, I asked to see what is the source of this? What is the first seed of this? And I went all the way back to the creation story and Lilith and how she felt rejected by God and yet she was still a goddess, a creator, a creatress. And so she created all these children that had unique expressions of ugly. And so we loved them all up and brought a healing to that. But I think that healing that wound for women is really, really important to help us to accept, you know, and unconditionally love ourselves because that is where our power comes from. And we've lived in this reality that was male dominant and it was a woman, it was a woman.  I was a lot of women and corporate are and yet that doesn't feel good to us or something off. So being able to bring that into balance within ourselves is so powerful. And then you've got your inner male and your inner female in the divine human upgrades bringing the divine feminine and the divine masculine and bringing them together in sacred union. And then you're very, very powerful because it's all within you. And yeah, I just love that we're coming into balance with that and even for those in male bodies, you know, balancing that within themselves so that they have access to intuition and creativity and their emotions. And yet the masculine part is much more focused and orderly and you know, the two together it's just so beautiful and the balance has to come back and that is what women are feeling what they're striving for and the energies that are coming in now are so supportive of that. So it's exciting.  And I would imagine healing the ugly in the divine feminine takes, you know there's many ways of feeling ugly.  You can feel emotionally ugly, right?  How did you heal it and what was it like if you don't mind sharing to start with?  And then I saw Eve and Lilith integrating and, you know, coming into integration and wholeness. There by giving yourself compassion and seeing yourself come into wholeness, correct? Right, right, right. Beautiful. For right now, we're in this amazing time of ascension. I know I feel it. So can you talk about the physical or the emotional experiences that people are having regarding ascension, if there's light body symptoms, anything they're in? Yeah, I think that what people are experiencing now is definitely the physical symptoms because we have really high frequencies coming in and we have the unity frequency coming in. So anything that isn't unity is gonna come up for release. And I think that's what we're seeing, you know, when we see so much duality and polarization and separation being played out, it's coming to the surface to be healed and integrated. So it is coming out in physical ways because if you've got beliefs or patterns or programs or emotional energy in your field that hasn't been transmuted into love, when these higher frequencies come, they're going to be activated. And so some of it is something that's coming up, maybe your worst fear is being played out in a dramatization for you so that you can address it. So, but you can preempt that by going into it ahead of time and very consciously following a process to clear that before it comes up. So there's the physical things, I think on a planetary level, what people are fearing is they know everything's changing. They don't know what it's changing into. And we've been programmed to fear the unknown. So it's just activating people's fears and they're acting that out in all kinds of different ways. So helping people to get rid of the fear and release the fear of the unknown. And you do that first and then you bring in the frequencies of peace and then you can get to that place because it'll automatically raise your vibration and expand your consciousness. And then you can start to connect with memories that you have as a being who's already lived in a fifth dimensional reality because our minds can't imagine what that is like but we have memories of that, that we can pull in then if we have made the room for them and start to feel what it feels like to be in that kind of a reality. And so for creation, for reality crafting, feel it even if you don't know what it looks like or how if you can feel it, then the universe will draw to you, bring that into form. Can you talk about that a little bit more? If you can feel it, it will assist you for the reality crafting. Can you talk us through, like give us an example maybe of one of your clients and how you use this? Okay, so, okay, let's say somebody wants to have a better relationship with their husband and they already recognize that they have patterns, relationship patterns that aren't really healthy and now it's playing out with this husband. Okay, so I would bring them into their I am presence. We would create a sphere that's gonna be the hologram for the new reality and then describe what it feels like to be in that relationship in the best possible way. Okay, and then we kind of put that aside for a moment, create another sphere, and I'm giving away my secrets here. And into that sphere, all the resistance. So, and you can just, because it's frequencies, you call it up, anything that's in resistance to this creation is gonna, you're gonna breathe it into this sphere and then you send it infinite love and it transmutes it into zero point and now it's creation energy. So you put that with the reality you created, put them together. Oh, wait, wait, can you back up one second? I was with you, but I just got lost that last part. So I totally understand you create a second sphere, all your resistances, whatever the issues are, you blow it in. And then just talk me through the transmutation piece and then how does that connect with the first bubble? Okay, so the transmutation is sending in infinite love. It's a very specific frequency. The resistance that you've breathed into the sphere is vibrating at a lower frequency. So that's your patterns, your past hurts and pains and your beliefs and all of that vibrates slower. Send in infinite love and you just focus it, hold it and everything else has to speed up until it matches it. And then it's all infinite love, zero point, no form. And now it's creative energy.  That ideal feeling of being with the husband and having that beautiful sacred union relationship. So you've already created that and now you put them together and the infinite love is the fuel for the intention. So on one hand you have, you've set the intention and that could be seen as the divine masculine part of it. And then the divine feminine is the infinite love. That's the creative energy, that's the fuel. You put them together and it fuels the creation. Then you anchor it into the physical world so that it will manifest. And it does, we've done this with a lot of women in my sessions and the husband will suddenly listen better maybe or maybe there's a lot of stuff that she's doing where he's triggering something from her past. Now her triggers are gone and she listens to him. And when you're in relationship with people and you make this change they're gonna have to adjust to you. Okay, so if it's possible if they're in that same frequency bandwidth then they're going to adjust to you. So it's good if you're doing this work to let your partner know that you're doing this and your intention is to improve your relationship improve myself in relationship. And so I might change and, cause you'll break the programs every relationship is a program. So it's a, you clear the program and now you have a new creative space where you can consciously create the relationship without the old stuff, without the triggering. Thank you. I have a question about that and it's like beautiful value right there. I have a practice I've just done. You know, I got so fascinated with the idea of zero point in quantum and all of that. So when I go to sleep at night, Susanna literally right after I close my eyes I picture black, nothing. And I'm my being my energy is in that black and I start in that no thing to imagine. And I'm not a big visualizer by the way. So it's more, it's like feelings or desires more than anything, but I will put them out there and various different things in my life that of creation. And at some point I actually fall asleep. So I don't know where I'm at that evening and whatever I was putting in there.   And I totally understand now what you're saying about when you imbue it with love you completely change the vibration like I could feel it as you were saying it. Now I understand why if you have something like that you can merge it. And even the sense you were saying this is the intention, the masculine, this is, you know, the holding, the feminine, the soft and you can put them together. And when you say to anchor it, anchor it in your reality what does that mean literally? Like after they merge, where do they go? What do you see or how do you guide your clients through that piece? I actually have an anchoring command. So it's anchor, lock and seal, recalibrate, align, balance and harmonize for graceful integration and full expression in the physical reality and all relevant dimensions. So be it. And so it is, thank you, thank you, thank you. And that anchors it in. And so then what you have is, you know you have the reality. And I see, I love working with spheres, you know because we're, it's holographic and you can take, you know, your reality is a sphere and it's got all these smaller spheres in it and all these memory bubbles in it, you know and you can just take one and work with it and then put it back.  And since I give the command graceful integration it will gracefully change.   And you want that to be a graceful change. So graceful integration. So that is throughout everything I do because I feel like I came here. The mission is to lead people through this transformation in the most quickest, easiest, graceful way possible. What are the typical, besides the relationship what are other typical things or patterns that people come to you to work on? Well, a lot of it has to do with they've already recognized that, you know like in their words, I'm my own worst enemy. So they're wanting to get a better relationship with their self or they're wanting to, you know connect with the higher aspects of themself. A lot about wanting to do their sole purpose, a lot of that. And besides relationships, well, we've done things like created new job opportunities, created new homes to live in, you know health issues, things with their kids, you know, a lot of women are worried about somewhere else in their life, you know, someone else in their life and they're wanting to change that other person. You can't necessarily change them but you can change your relationship and how you feel about it. And when you create a reality where that other person is, you know, healthy and free and happy, you know, that gives the energy to that person in that way or that you're excited, what I like to do is celebrate that my, you know nephew is happy and healthy and, you know, doing what he loves to do and that will manifest over time. And it's a gift but you can't really change them. You're changing your reality, you're changing how your perception of them is and it's all holographic, it's all energy. So, you know, then that person can show up for you differently. When you were talking about how you love spheres and how you would take a particular sphere or guide your clients to take a particular sphere, I was thinking about how much these spheres if you will show up for people today in photos or, you know, all these little beautiful bubbles that definitely some people say they're angels, some people say they're from other planets, they're benevolent beings, I definitely believe that. And just the kind of constitution they have and how interesting that would be to be able to pick a bubble and, you know, and to work on with you. And then I'm thinking about Reverend Dr. Michael Bernard Beckwith, I've interviewed him many times and once I was on the red carpet with him and I'm crazy about him, right? He steps into my sphere, my energetic sphere and it's palpable who this man is. And I remember once asking him because I used to go to Agape and watch him on stage and go, how do you do that?  And I asked him and he said, and you might love this. He said it's as though there's bubbles all around him and he would literally pick a sphere, pop and that's what he would speak to. Like that is so incredibly unique and I've never forgotten that genius, that brilliance to even let go enough, allow the spheres to be there and present themselves and trust whatever's gonna come up and say, today is me, talk about me. This is what these people need to hear. And so with the work with you, it feels like, you know, people work with you could pick a sphere and say, what do I need to work on today? What is really germane to my life right now? And then off you go, guiding them. Yeah, well, I'll usually ask them, you know, what, you know, pick one aspect of your life that you would like to upgrade, you know and that's the sphere that we work with. So, and then you put it back into the bigger reality and there's that ripple. So everything else that needs to adjust to that new reality will adjust gracefully. Yeah. Yeah, this is a show about dreams. So for people who are watching or listening and they're saying, oh, I would like, I'd like to up my divine potential. I'd like to manifest this dream or that dream into reality. Here we are in this year in this very interesting ascension current time. What are some like beyond tips that you can convey to folks that they can start to use? Yeah, well, you know, recognizing that if your programming is still 3D, the best that you're gonna be able to do is manifest the best 3D. So if you wanna go beyond that, you're gonna want to clear that out and make space for those memories of, you know, new paradise earth or whatever. So I would say that's important. And yeah, to connect, because there are memories, everything is, I mean, there's now moments, there's now, and everything else is a memory, future memories, past memories, other alternative universe memories. So you can pull them out because everyone is gonna have a very specific frequency. So, and it's easier for us to feel and do emotional to what do you want it to feel like? And so that's what I would say is, what do you want it to feel like? Ground that in, feel it, and then allow the universe to bring it to you and you can watch it unfold. It's usually pretty exciting. I got this huge ah-ha while you were saying that when you, and I've never heard that before, Suzanna, when you said, you have past memories, okay, that makes sense, but future memories, I was like, ooh, that's very interesting concept. And I was thinking about everything else you were guiding us through earlier and thinking, imagine and viewing that process at some point when you've conjoined the two spheres and you've anchored it in your life and et cetera, if you actually consider the future you, who has already successfully created that. Right. And if you use those memories to bring back with you into this, as you said, whatever elusive now and create, because of course your destiny is sure, your path is clear. You are gonna end up there, it's already created. Yeah, yeah, and I'll bring that to my client's attention. So it's, we've created it, and so this already exists, this you already exists, you can bring her in to your heart space and she can be your guide. And so when you have decisions to make, you can ask her, is this aligned with our creation? Yes or no? And so you can get that immediate feedback and then I like to do it with the spheres. So say, I've created the reality, it's unfolding in our perception of linear time, although it's already created, but I'm walking through the timeline of it. And I have a choice, maybe an opportunity comes up or I have a choice to make. So I'll take each choice and put it in a bubble and bring one at a time and feel, is this aligned with my creation? Is this aligned, you know? And then it's easy to make decisions because you can feel if it resonates or not. And earlier we talked about that there are many people who have issues with increasing their productivity. Are there new ways that you know of for having more, doing less, working less? How can we have that? Like it's so funny, I wanna say, how can we accomplish that? Or okay, that's not good. How can we achieve that? Ooh, that's not good. That's all that doing energy, right? So they're poor words, but how can we actually still not actually supersede our productivity and yet be chill, like work a lot less. Yeah, effort a lot less. Right, so part of it is clearing that fear of abandonment. Okay, and then you're more conscious about your boundaries. So you're gonna create, you're gonna, you're gonna, that's just gonna give you more time because you become aware of all the stuff you're doing that isn't yours to do. So that'll give you time and you'll have clear boundaries. So then you'll be able to feel, but when you create an intention and you anchor in that reality and you have that future you as a guide that you can ask and you can ask that future you, you give her permission to not only answer questions that you ask, but to tell you, pipe up and tell you what to do and or guide you, okay? So what I find is that, and also through this process, you're gonna have a balanced inner male and inner female. So the male part is the doer. The female is the receiving the energy. So when they're in sacred union, the inner male respects the feminine and she's gonna know the right timing for things. So when we, we're taught to settle goal and figure out what the steps are and go step by step and put it on a schedule, but that's not necessarily how the energy in the universe is flowing. So with something like that, especially like say work or getting things done at home, trying to balance work home stuff, is ask, what is aligned for me to do today? What is the task? So when I had my, this Kundalini awakening and I had a sense of who I was becoming, but it was so different from who I was now, it was overwhelming. And at first I just got paralyzed at, how am I gonna get from here to there? So I asked, just give me enough guidance and enough energy to do what I need to do today to keep on that timeline. And magically the guidance that you get tells you what to do in the right time so that when you do it, it works, it anchors. You're not spinning your reels, trying to push against the river. What faith that is, that's awesome. And what about anger? I think anger is a very passionate emotion. Is there a way for folks who are experiencing maybe a lot of anger to transform that anger into passion? If you could explain that and give some real world or real life examples of that. Yeah, well, I just actually did a world service on that. And yeah, so anger and passion, they're both frequencies, energies that are very active. The difference is when you're in anger, you don't have access to the rational mind, the logical mind. And usually you're being triggered and the seed of that trigger happened in the past. So as soon as you're triggered, you're not here in the present anymore, you're in the past and you're reacting as you had then. So transmuting the anger, we also transmute the boundaries because anger is triggered when you perceive your boundaries have been violated. And that's another reason why so many people are angry right now. They're becoming aware of all the ways that our boundaries have been violated. And also the energy is pushing up the past boundary violations. So we clear the boundary violations, we clear the anger and then you're clear and you're in the present. And then you can determine if whatever you're angry about is something you need to do something about. Is it yours to do? So are you saying, let me see, get some clarity. So I do understand the part 100% about the trigger and something from our past and we're trying to protect ourselves so it doesn't happen again. And that's usually what a trigger is. And so we get a little lost in that real time because it's dragging this past wound up. So you're suggesting that we go back and clear the original wound, is that correct? So that in order we can be present. And then are you saying that in the present that's where we take a new look at the anger we've been feeling? Well, we take a look at the boundary issue that was violated, that triggered us originally in this moment or we look at the pattern of boundary violations, what has been triggering us? Is it something for me to change? Is it personal that I need to maybe hold somebody accountable or I need to change something in my life or is it one of these bigger universal things that's happening? Is it my sole purpose to try to design a new way that is unity based and love based? Am I part of this universal solution or is this my personal thing? So you get clarity.  But if it's, if you're wanting to use that energy to act, to change things, then it's been transformed into passion. And so then you have more clarity about what is here for me to contribute to the new way and that passion energy is motivating and action oriented. So you bring that passion into that guidance and then you can go forward. I used to do an exercise where I went inside and I would define, well, there would be an original creation I didn't prefer and I would do this whole exercise. I didn't create it. A man by the name of Harry Palmer did. It was so powerful and I was able to, and the more I used it, the more powerful it became, I was able to go to the complete core of what had created this situation or belief and really take a look at it remorsefully so because of what it had created in my life and I'm sure other people's lives and then discreet it. And of course, then you're in the no thing. And then into that space, I was able to put what I preferred and come back up. And of course your life is completely different because what you're talking about when you're saying, go back, find the inception of the wound that created this anger trigger, that's exactly what you're doing. You're going back to this thing. I mean, this is something we do in shamanism, a soul retrieval because in that moment, everything gets splintered, few things feel very real from there on. And they're actually not, they're actually not, they're just a creation, a response and a creation. They're memories, they're memories. So yeah, and you don't even have to know, say like you're trying to heal from a trauma that you sense that you have, but you don't know what caused it. A lot of people have repressed trauma because when we have a trauma, when that thing happens, part of us is separated out into the fourth dimension and that, you know, part of us holds that memory and holds that pain so that we can still function. So you can call that fourth and you don't necessarily have to go through the pain and the memory. Just by intention, you call forward, what is the seed of this trauma? You know, let it come forward as a memory bubble and send in infinite love. And, you know, then it goes to zero point so that the memory, you don't have to have the memory and you don't have to feel it. And I know a lot of people, you know, teach it a different way, but I've found that it's not necessary. I had a, once during an ayahuasca journey, gosh, it's so many years ago, but it's, I don't know, yeah, four years ago, I had a memory come up while I was on ayahuasca and I, it was so, I dissociated from it because I was like, what? And later on, it's so interesting being on ayahuasca. I'm not suggesting it for everybody or anybody. It's just, it's been my path. And while I was on it, I just mindfully redirected to that memory. And I thought, I think I need to explore this. And I had no idea it was so overwhelming. I had no idea what to do with it. And I brought it to the shaman. There was many in this situation, these people were exquisite, really angels. And, you know, I knew it, now I know in hindsight, I literally don't know if this was a past life memory, trauma, because I still don't know that it's connected to this life, but I was anyway able to present it. And in real time, literally express all of it. This person just held the most phenomenal space for me to release all of it. And it was a very, it was a really strong emotional release around it. And what was so beautiful about being so raw in the moment and having somebody so amazing hold space for my being and that memory is that when I was fully cried out and expressed out, I just started laughing. I had so much joy. And then he was laughing and we were sitting there and I kept saying things that I found absurd and funny.  And he came to me the next day, you know, when I was quite sober, we were both sober and said, I've never had an experience with somebody in a ceremony like that before. And that was amazing, you know, to take the entire almost heroine journey arc of that situation and, you know, thank you. And I was like, oh, please thank you too, because it was done in that moment. It was complete. I can talk about it with you, but it was, I have nothing. There's zero attachment, zero energy on it, gone, complete.  But it's complete. And I just really honored the fact that it presented to say, I need to be healed. I'm coming up because I need you to heal me. Yeah, beautiful, beautiful. And I love that it ended up in laughter, that's great. Yeah, one of the, in the Divine Human Upgrades series, there's one of the sessions that's called Integrate Polarity. And in there, it's like a massive soul retrieval because we call in all aspects of ourself like into this room and you see that you've been exploring all these different topics and you explore it from one way and another way in a third way. And in this guided journey, the ones that are exploring the same topic from different angles get together and they start talking to each other. And then the whole thing is that they integrate, they all share their wisdom and their knowledge and integrate into wholeness. And then you bring that back. And that's what people have said, it's like a mass soul retrieval. You also get that what we've been told, you've done everything, you've been the hero and the enemy, you've been the victim and the victimizer, you've done it all and integrating those, the wisdom, you can extract the wisdom from it and clear the trauma of it. And then it's just wisdom. Then it's just wisdom. Where can folks work with you? How can they find you? What can they find, Susanna? Okay, well, I have my website is susanacanady.com. And the first thing I would like everybody to do is to get the free meditation, which is the triple flame activation. So that's divine light, divine love, divine wisdom, those three frequencies. And I have you bring them through your meridian pathways and your spinal column. So it's clearing, it's neutralizing, it's loving up all the stuff. And it's good to do anytime you're starting to feel like you're starting to get a cold or something, anytime you're starting to feel it just clears it and you get to more clarity and more peace. But it's the first step in all of my programs because it clears the meridian pathways so that when we go to do the inner work, the deep hidden stuff, that stuff is gonna move through the meridian pathways on the way to your consciousness. So if you clear it first, it's not gonna trigger that trauma. It's just gonna, all the stuff, all the energy is gonna move through really quickly, really easily so you don't have to experience what put that there in the first place. So it's a real productive way to, before you do anything is to do that and it's got so many benefits. So I would encourage people to get that, it's a free gift on my website. And then what I offer is the emotional mental detox program followed by the divine human upgrade program and then my reality crafting sessions, which is the one-on-one laser focused to what aspect of your life would you like to upgrade? And that's at susannakennedy.com, S-U-Z-A-N-N-A Kennedy.com. And Susanna, this is Dear to Dream. What are you next, Dear to Dream? Future goals and dreams. Well, I'm dreaming about playing with more people. So just, I'm here to serve, I'm on this mission and I just wanna bring this grace and graceful transformation to individuals and to the world. So, and I love doing world service where people that have cleared themselves and now we get together and we do things for the world. So I love doing that. I love reality crafting, it's my favorite thing to do. Thank you so much for coming on the show today. Thanks for your wisdom. Yeah, thank you for having me, I really enjoyed it. Thank you, Debbie. I end today's show with this quote from Christian D. Larson. Believe in yourself and all that you are. Know that there is something inside you that is greater than any obstacle. Subscribe to this number one transformation conversation the weekly, Dear to Dream with Debbie Dashinger. Leave a comment and share. If you're listening to us on podcasts and you wanna watch us, go to youtube.com slash Debbie Dashinger. And also remember, if you'd like to attend how to be your own publicist, it's so powerful. It's not just about getting booked on radio and podcasts. It is absolutely about what do you do with that opportunity? Are you so wonderful you create results? Do you even know how? So this is the entire system. Go to Debbie Dashinger.com slash gift. Next week on the show, Neil Young's older brother, Bob Young will be here. The amazing Bob Young's new book is out, Mind Golf, which is all about life and golf and the metaphysical connection between them. 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Hi, this is Ebony and in this tutorial we will explore the features on the people page in Google Classroom and how to use them to manage and communicate with co-teachers, students and parents. Let's start by clicking on the people page. You can see that the people page is organized into two sections, teachers and students. In the teacher section you're going to see the primary teacher and any co-teachers for the class listed. Adding co-teachers allows for teacher collaboration and differentiation of assignments by teachers that share students. It also streamlines assignments for students and parents and they will not have to maneuver between several classes to access work, so adding a co-teacher is a great option. To do that you tap on the people icon in the top right of the page and invite the teacher by adding their school Gmail account, not their outlook, so make sure you do not forget to add that G dot. Co-teachers have the same permissions as the teacher, as the primary teacher, but they cannot delete the class. They can't remove or mute any other of the co-teachers. The primary teacher can also tap on these three dots by any of the co-teachers to email them, remove them, or change ownership if needed. As a teacher or a co-teacher in Google Classroom, any time there's going to be an assignment, a post-it or an announcement or a comment, you will get notified. You're going to have email notifications. A quick tip to manage that and the amount of notifications you'll receive in emails is to go into your Google Classroom settings and you can toggle on or off receiving email notifications. If you do want to receive them, you can also go in and customize the ones you want so that you don't receive such a huge amount of emails at any time. One thing you do have to remember, though, is if you do turn that off, do not forget to schedule time for checking emails and comments in Google Classroom within your schedule. If we go back, only check on the student, let's look at the student section. Here, this is where we manage student actions and the communication with parents. This is super important with distance learning or any time for students. The more communication, the better. When you highlight students, you will see that you have several actions you can take for each student. You can email them, remove them or mute them. During distance learning, communication is key and Google Classroom has lots of features that allow for the students to communicate with one another with you and sometimes you may have to mute a student within and limit the access of their communication. When you do mute a student, they can still submit work, they can reply to questions and classwork, but the option for them to reply, post or comment is going to be removed from the stream. This is going to help you when needed for management of student responses and also it will be a learning opportunity for online etiquette. You can also inform the parents of student progress by inviting them to receive email summaries. So besides each name in your student, you're going to get an invite guardian. You can tap on invite guardians and put in the email address of the parent or the guardian. That can be any email that does not have to be a Gmail account, it can be any. Once they receive the invitation and accept it, they will not have access to your Google Classroom, but what they will get is a daily or a weekly summary depending on which one they choose for any Google Classroom that the student is enrolled in. So to give you an idea of what that looks like, here's a sample weekly summary of a student. So when they receive this, it will be an email again, the parent chooses how frequent they receive this daily or weekly. It's going to give them any missing work the student has, any upcoming work and any of the class activities like the announcement of assignments, any questions that you post, and only the things that are posted by the teacher and not other students. It does not include grades on a summary email either. Now once the parents are signed up for email summaries to receive them, you're going to see their email address listed beside the student. The students in the classroom cannot see this, it's only visible to the teacher. To give you an idea of what that looks like for the student, on the student people page is just going to be the teacher and their classmates. They will not see that same list as you as the parent, as the teacher. From this page, you can also email all the guardians or any specific guardians and if you tap on the three dots, you can see the other actions you can take with each of the guardian accounts and student accounts. You can also click on a student name. If you want to see a quick progress report of the student work. So once you pull up that progress report, this is also a good time to determine whether or not you need to communicate with a parent about the progress of the student. If you do, you can easily email them this report. This is different from what they receive in a summary email. So to do this, you would tap on that envelope icon. You can choose who you want to send the report to, student, the guardian, or both. You type in your message, hit include work summary and it's going to send a copy of this page to the recipients. Thanks for watching this tutorial. Be sure to subscribe to our channel and enable notifications so that you don't miss out on the next episode.


Why narcissists move on so quickly after discard it doesn't take long Until the narcissist has found someone else and Then they act like they're so much happier without you They move on very fast after they discard you and Even after you discard them They do this because they want to hurt you Which is why they will often be very open about their new relationship because they want to punish you They want you to think that they never cared about you and the truth is They never did care about you You were nothing more than a convenience to the narcissist But you may have cared about them You may have had their best interest in mind Which is why you feel so down when they leave you or when you leave them You were trauma bonded with the narcissist You developed an attachment to them But the narcissist never attached to you They only wanted you around because of what you could do for them Or how you could make them feel Rather than the person you are Which is why they move on so quickly after the discard After a while they get bored of you They want attention from someone else They want someone who will believe their lies and Validate their false image, but once you've been with them long enough You know they're full of it. So they're looking for someone else Who will be more susceptible to them in ablation Narcissists move on very quickly after the discard Because they don't self-reflect They think everything was your fault And that is why they're leaving That is why they need to find someone to replace you because you're a bad person And you could never do anything right Which is probably a very similar story to what they told you about the last person that they were with But even when they find someone else It never lasts long and that is when they may come back to you But even if they don't That doesn't mean you have to search for them Many victims end up seeking validation from the narcissist after the discard Or they always want to know what the narcissist is doing So they go on their social media But this is really not healthy for you and it will only prolong the healing process It is better to put the focus back on yourself Rather than giving your attention to someone Who is never going to give you the closure you need Because when you do that You're giving them the ability to control you And they enjoy it They get off in it because they like to see you experiencing the emotions That they refuse to accept in themselves It's like they're regulating their emotions through you The narcissist may move on with someone else and you may already know what is about to happen to them But there's really no point in reaching out to them There's no point in trying to help them Because they're never going to believe you the narcissist has told them the same type of story They used when they met you About how their ex is crazy So it's not going to go well for you If you try to warn them They have to figure it out on their own, but this is why narcissists move on so quickly Because once you've seen through the illusion They don't gain much by staying They could gain a lot more by being with someone They're able to fool Just as when they fooled you That's when they extracted the most out of you The narcissist is essentially a corn artist and they're always on the run Looking for another unsuspecting victim You just have to be thankful That they have moved on at least they're not bothering you anymore So enjoy your freedom Do the things that you love and live your best life Thank you for watching. I hope this video resonates with you Please like comment Share and subscribe if you would like to donate My PayPal link is in the video description Coaching inquiries You can email me at Coaching at Nark Survivor the CoDUK Thank you for watching and I'll talk to you soon


All right. We have Maddie. Maddie Leger is here and you're going to show us Xamarin, so productivity in Xamarin. I am, yes. Awesome. So whenever you are ready. Great. Yeah, so I'm Maddie Leger. I am a program manager on Xamarin. I work on tooling and most specifically Xamarin forms tooling.  So I'm going to share my screen. We're going to do some slides real quick. I only have a few, I only have what 30 minutes. So have a bunch of things to get through. And then we'll do a demo of some stuff towards the end, give you some links, close out my face on top. Oh, minimize that. Bye. Okay. And then hit present. Okay. Is this good? Channel 9? All good? Yeah. I want to take that as a yes. I haven't heard of anything otherwise. So great. So well, boosting your Xamarin development productivity. Like I said, I'm Maddie. We're going to jump right into it. If you have not heard of Xamarin before, Xamarin is Microsoft's open source app platform for building apps for any kind of mobile or watch or TV that you can imagine using .NET. So you use C-Sharp. You use all the familiar tools and things that you are used to, but you also get 100% native access, native API access to those platforms. So if you're building an iOS app using Xamarin iOS and you want to use the latest and greatest features like dark mode and all that, you have all the ability and capabilities to do that using C-Sharp. So you don't have to go into Swift or Objective-C ever. So the architecture of a Xamarin app, if you haven't seen this slide before, is basically you have all the projects for your .NET project where you can share your C-Sharp code, your Android and your iOS and your watch and whatever projects. And then you have a whole bunch of shared C-Sharp, your shared business logic, your shared APIs using Xamarin Essentials to do things like turn on your flashlight and turn on or use the accelerometer. And then if you're using Xamarin Forms, you can share all your XAMLA UI. And then you still have these three iOS, Android and your UWP or watch or whatever other projects you have in there to drill down into that native code. So they're super high performance. Like I said, you get all the native API access that you need so you never have to go into a different language if you don't want to. You can do everything that you could do with native mobile using C-Sharp. So let's jump into what we're going to talk about today. Which is ways to boost your productivity when you're using Xamarin or Xamarin Forms. So, you know, Visual Studio for Mac, Visual Studio for Windows, that was the big splash early this week is we shipped 16.3 on Windows and 8.3 on Mac, which both include some great updates for Xamarin developers and your productivities, as well as like the whole 16.0 and 8.0. So the 2019 series has been super, super focused from the tooling teams in Xamarin on making these four steps of your life easier. So when you're coding, when you're building your app and then deploying that app onto your simulator or your emulator or your device, and then, you know, increasing the speed with which you iterate. So whether that's your UI or your actual code or your business logic, we want to make all of these steps faster. So first and foremost, the thing that you do every day as a developer is you're going to be writing code and things that we wanted to do on both Windows and Mac were increase the speed with which you could write code and the accuracy and the confidence and get rid of as many typos as possible. So one of the things that we brought over was IntelliCode support from the IntelliCode team in Visual Studio for Windows. They were able to make IntelliCode work with Xamarin Forms XAML, which was fantastic. So if you aren't familiar with IntelliCode, it basically, you can see these little stars here. It predicts what you're going to type using a huge data set of similar projects. So if you're doing UWP or WPF in your C sharp or in your XAML, it's going to tell you what it thinks you should type next. It'll tell you the properties that most people type when they open a button tag and likewise with new tags or new layouts. So it works out of the box with Xamarin Forms XAML and we're also working on bringing it over for Android XML for Xamarin Android projects, which will hopefully really increase your UI coding speed and it does already work with C sharp for all your different projects, which is fantastic. On the Mac side, we've done a bunch of different pieces of work to bring together the experience between Visual Studio for Windows. So what you expect from your IntelliSense there and your refactorings and your quick actions and bring those over to Mac. And the first thing we did came out in, I believe, 8.1 and it was a brand new optimized code editor. So the brains of it are shared with Windows. So what that means is these things like multi-carat editing and your quick actions and being able to do things with right-click for each to link, all of that. Great stuff that the Visual Studio for Windows team editor team did. Those all came over using the same brains and logic. But we also rebuilt the editor surface itself so that it's super fast, super native, very fluid. You get right-to-left tech support. You get different language support and you get emoji support, all important things. And so once we brought over the code and the C sharp editor, we then set our sites on the XAML editor. And using the same method, so sharing the brains but having this native super fast editor, we were able to bring over the XAML IntelliSense engine from Windows. So now right out of the box with Visual Studio for Mac, you're going to get really, really rich IntelliSense with your XAML. So auto-completion and things like fuzzy matching and substring matching and things that you'd expect from your IntelliSense on Windows. All the auto-complete, light bulbs, refactorings, resource completion, namespace completion, the list goes on and on. So as always, you can check the Xamarin blogs for details on all of these things. These are all in Visual Studio for Mac, the code and XAML editors in the stable today. It's been there since 8.2. So hopefully you've been using them for a while. So another thing that we've been working on separate from the XAML and C sharp side is the Android XML experience. So there's a lot of stuff going on in this world. I highly recommend you go and watch John Douglas' talk from last night. He went into depth on a bunch of the improvements that are going on from the Android SDK and tooling worlds. So go back and watch that. I'm not going to get too much into it today because he did a really good job covering it last night. But this is just a sneak peek of some of the great things going on, like layout linting and new IntelliSense and light bulbs and great stuff with the XML world. Great. So you're coding faster than ever. You're super accurate. Your IntelliCode is writing all your code for you. You don't even have to think anymore. It makes it super easy. The next thing you have to do is build your app. And we always, always, always are looking at ways to make building faster because it is something you have to do every time you want to validate a change you make. So if we can save you a couple seconds every day, you might be making less cups of coffee while you're waiting for your builds to finish. But we're going to make you a much more productive developer. So using one of our reference apps that you can grab on GitHub, it's called Smart Hotel 360. It's a huge app.  It uses custom controls. It's got a really intense UI and lots of pages. We use this as a benchmark to test a whole bunch of different improvements we did to our build system, specifically for Android because we wanted to target that first. And we are excited to share these results from Visual Studio 2019. And these are a couple months back, the 16.0 figures, but it's continued to get better and better since we shipped Visual Studio 2019 16.0 and 8.0 in April, April. So you can see here like the times for first builds, incremental builds and deploys have gone way down. And that hopefully saves you a lot of time every single day. So we did a performance challenge with all the different improvements you can make to your Android app and make your builds faster and your deployments faster and all that great stuff. So definitely check that out. That is also on our blog. It's also on the GitHub. I think it's on John Douglas' GitHub. And I'm sure he's also talked about it in his talk last night. So check that back out. So that's building faster, which is a huge part of what you do every day. And then you build it.  So deploy is actually kind of a two-fold problem because A, you want to deploy things faster and you want to make sure that you can debug as quickly as possible.  So it's a tricky problem we've been working on solving in a couple different ways. One of the first things that we did was called startup tracing. And the idea with this is that there are some things we don't need to redo every single time you deploy. And we can actually ahead of time compile some of the code in your app. Not all of it because that makes your app size huge, but some of it to give you a much faster startup time. So you can see what these stats here. When you do regular AOT, so you compile everything ahead of time, you save over a second in your startup speed, but you also double your app size, which is really bad. With Profiled AOT, which we call startup tracing, so we looked at the things that we can AOT for you that aren't going to make your app huge. It's only a four megabyte increase in the sample app, but you still save over a second there with your startup speed. So it's much faster. And the best part about startup tracing, all you have to do is tick a checkbox to turn it on. So go into your Android build settings, enable startup tracing, boom, done. Faster and not that much of an increase in your APK. So another thing we're doing with deployments, and this is more on that size side of things, is something called Android app bundles. And Android built this functionality in recently, it came out a couple of months ago, but a bunch of talk about it. But basically, the way Android traditionally worked is they downloaded everything you could ever need when it came to languages and screen sizes and all of that, and that's why your Android apps were huge. But what you can do now is very easily use something called an Android app bundle, which will download only what your device needs. So if I have specific languages that I use and I have one resolution on my device and one type of processor, that is the APK that my phone will download for me. And we have support for this now in Visual Studio 16.3 and 8.3. So go ahead and try it out, and this is also part of that Android size and performance challenge. So you can see people's results with that right away as well. On the Xamarin blog. All right, so let's see how we're doing on time. Oh, plenty of time, good. So now you are coding faster than ever, you're building faster than ever, you're deploying faster, and you have smaller apps, which is great. Then you want to iterate on things. And something that we know folks tweak the most is UIs. So you're pushing pixels, you want to make sure that button is just a little bit bigger, something's off-center and you have to fix it. But waiting for those builds and deploys for just a small, like one line XAML change can be really painful. And that is where XAML Hot Reload for Xamarin Forms came from. And so we announced this back in July as a private preview at Xamarin Developer Summit. You can watch that whole announcement on the Xamarin Developers YouTube. But we are excited that in Visual Studio 16.3, this is built right in.  You can go in and I'll show you how to do it and take a checkbox and you can start using XAML Hot Reload for Xamarin Forms. So the feature itself is still in preview, which means that there are still things that are going to change and there are still things we know we need to work on, but we wanted to build it into Visual Studio so you can start using it right away and not have to do anything weird and give us your feedback so we can make it better and push it to be a stable feature as soon as possible. So like I said, you can get it with 16.3 or 8.3 today. I'll show you how to turn it on in just a minute. But some of the key points for XAML Hot Reload for Xamarin Forms are that it's just running your app.  And it saves your navigation, it saves your view model, and you can just see what that change is going to look like, super quick feedback. And what we did with our hot reload is we made sure it was really smart, it was really resilient, it leveraged the amazing tools you have inside of Visual Studio like your IntelliSense. It works with your custom controls and your third-party libraries and frameworks. It works with all the great new Xamarin Forms features. And it works on your Android or iOS emulators, simulators, and devices.  You can be using Xamarin Hot Reload. So let's take a look at how it works. So, I'm going to close out of my PowerPoint. Hopefully this is working fine. No Skype notifications, which means I hope everyone heard me okay. I'm going to open my Visual Studio and here I am. I am in James Montemagno's Monkeys app. So there's a couple reasons I like using this app as a demo. One is it has a custom controls and a lot of other things, but I haven't changed anything except for I updated Xamarin Forms. So Xamarin, Xamarin Hot Reload does require Xamarin Forms 4.1. If you want to learn more about why we have a good blog post about like the somewhat of the architecture of it, you can go see that on the Xamarin blog. But if you're not on Xamarin Forms 4.1 yet, it's 4.2 is the stable now. You have no excuses. Go upgrade. It's great. Lots of new features in Xamarin Forms. So I upgraded that. So what I want you to start using Xamarin Hot Reload is go to Visual Studio Preferences and if you are on Windows, I know I'm on Mac, you can go to Tools, Options, and then Xamarin Hot Reload. And Mac, it is Visual Studio Preferences, Projects, Xamarin Hot Reload. And then click this checkbox, Enable Xamarin Hot Reload. So then I'm going to hit play, start debugging. I already have my emulator up. You can see I'm on iOS 13. So fingers crossed because I'll know the update craziness. You never know what breaks. But it was working earlier. So it's going to build my project. It's going to start spinning up all my Hot Reload assemblies. And boop, boop, boop. Take its time. Nothing in the output. Okay, it's thinking. That's successful. Okay. So Hot Reload is nice enough to tell me that James had his linker on. So I can go ahead and it's still going to launch my app. It's not going to throw up everywhere, but it's not going to work yet. So let's close out of this. Stop debugging. And then I'm going to open my build settings with this little button. And James has it on link frameworks SDKs only. So you're going to set it to don't link. Right there. So definitely I've had some questions about this from the private preview. Why do I have to try out my linker?  So that's why I'm going to call it SDK smaller or your app. If you're using the iPhone itself, like a physical iPhone, you want to put in the additional mTouch arguments dash dash interpreter. And that tells your iPhone, your physical device, it's okay for Visual Studio to spit code back at your device and make it refresh it. Otherwise, Apple doesn't like when you do that. But that's how Hot Reload works. It just sends more code to your device. So you don't need that for the simulator, it just sends more code to your device. Okay, let's try this again. Hit play. Boop, boop, boop. Build successful. Great. So it spins right up and... Oh, encountered a problem. What did it do? Okay, let's try this. Quit that. Quit that. And we'll restart Visual Studio. Classic. It's a preview feature, but it has been tested with all of the latest bits that we shipped out. So your iOS 13 and Xcode 11 and your Catalina, it does work with, which is awesome. And then we'll just go back into Visual Studio. Sometimes you need to do like a good old bin-obj delete, but this should spin right up for us. And I'll double check that my linker settings, I set those right. And I deleted interpreter. Yep. Got my supported architectures. Boop, boop, boop. Let's take it at the time. I'll minimize that. Make sure my Xamarin.Forms version is good. Yep. Let's do its full build all over again. Alright, there we go. Connecting. Launching. Oh no, what's going on? Uh-oh. Alright, let's try updating my Xamarin.Forms one more time. If you haven't seen the new solution level Mac NuGet Package Manager, it's fantastic by the way. So I can go to Manage NuGet Packages. For my whole solution now, check my Xamarin.Forms. Latest stable, good. Add package. Select all my packages. Make sure we're doing good on time. Close that out. And we'll do a full rebuild and hope that works. If not, we'll switch to another project and see if that one's working. Okay, rebuild all. Let it clean. Let it build. Do-do-do. Double check my build settings one last time while we wait this, let this happen. Yep. Yep, yep, yep. This is when I would go make a cup of coffee if I was a Xamarin developer.  So let me check that too while we're here. Reveal and finder. Oh, we'll let that build and see. Play. Connect. Let's go. And... Yay! Okay, great. A classic rebuild does the trick every time and hopefully I don't run too short on time but we still have a few minutes, which is good. So, we are in, like I said, James's Monkeys app, which is awesome. You can do a list of monkeys. This, like I said, was Xamarin Reloaded. It's just running your app. So, literally, I can click in and go to my different pages. I can pull it down and scroll around just like I would. If I was on device, I could be using my device and screen mirroring it or not, and it would work great. So, the first thing I can do is I can go ahead and start switching up my bindings. So, change location and change name. So now this should say Africa and Asia up top on the bottom, which is great, exactly what I wanted. And you can see how instantly that refreshes. So, I can switch it back, hit save, good to go. James has this amazing Circle Image Custom Control and it's pulled in through Nougat. It's right here. Oh, didn't mean to double click that. What? You don't have focus? Is something blurry? Okay, I don't know, I just heard something. But I can change the color of this to blue. Hit save. Channel 9. Hi, Jamie. So, okay, yeah. So, I'm going out, I'm changing the border color. I'm changing the border thickness. My custom controls update right away. I can go into like this page. So, I'll, I can click on, let's go to this golden lion. And like I said, it does hold your navigation and your view model. So, what James did here was he found his view model in the code behind. So, I'm going to hit save here, which means that when I hit save and it refreshes my XAML page, it's not going to try and reload my view model every time. So, if I go into the details page here, which is this page I'm on right now, I can do things like change the location and the name and change my border color, change my border thickness to 23 and hit save and all of those things are going to get updated right away So, that's kind of the basics. Let's go into a shell app as well. So, I'm going to stop debugging that, open another Visual Studio, and hopefully this one's in a good mood too. Doot, doot, doot. Might have to binob this one as well, but we'll see. Hit play. And so, if you didn't see David Ortina's talk on Monday, afternoon or morning, Pacific time maybe, that is all on demand right now. You can go see it on the YouTube and the Twitch, but he went into depth about all the great things you can do with shell. So, if you haven't heard of shell before, it's basically a way to describe the visual hierarchy of your app in one file. So, you'll see the exact same app we were just looking at, sort of, with a browse and a list view. But this one also has the about page, they're all described as these tabs right here. And I want to show in this app some of the other great features you can do with hot reload. So, one of them is being able to change all your resources. So, I wanted to change the color on this about page of this button. I'll hit save. It's immediately going to refresh and change that static resource up here, which is down all the bottom of the page in this button. Now, if I wanted to move these resources while I'm running my app to my app.xaml resource dictionary or merge resource dictionary somewhere, I can cut it and hit save. Now, hot reload doesn't know where those resources are anymore. It doesn't crash the app. Instead, it just uses IntelliSense and that great new XAML editor on Mac to tell me that it doesn't know where that static resource is anymore. And then it just takes out the things it doesn't know what to do with. So, the SAC layout is still there. It just took out the background color because it doesn't know where to find it. So, I will go drop these in my app resources, hit save. Because I just edited an app level file, it's going to take me back but if I go back into my about page, all my resources are back there. And I can go ahead and change this to something like Fuchsia, which I can never spell right. And hit save. It's going to bounce me back to the top, navigate right back, right there. And then I can go ahead and change where this is referencing it from. So, if I wanted to change my background color to primary two and hit save, well, there we go. Perfect. You can see the IntelliSense pops away when it realizes that resource is gone. Additionally, I can go into my shell and start editing things there as well. So, if I wanted to change the actual primary navigation color of my app, so let's make this lime.  It pops back to the top because it's an app level file, app shell. But it's going to change my color right there. So, let's change it to black so you can see those tabs a little bit better. And then I can go ahead and do something like paste this tab a couple times, hit save, and see them immediately pop up. And because shell is handling my navigation for me and because this is using content templates and the data template for AboutPage, the navigation already works and this is all just editing my XAML. So, super easy. Again, it's resilient. So, let's say that I misspelled the color black because I'm really tired. It's just going to get rid of that color for me. It's going to highlight it and it's going to tell me it doesn't know what that color is. So, that's kind of the nitty gritty of getting up and running with hot reload and seeing all the different features it has. Like I said, it's a preview feature. So, definitely report problems on help report a problem right here or help send feedback or report a problem on Windows. Let us know what other features you want. For sure. So, let's pop back into the sides real quick. I only have two more slides.  So, I should have linked to all of the amazing already existing Xamarin talks, but you can find them all from the page that you're on to watch this right now. So, do that. Additionally, you can learn more about hot reload in the public preview at aka.ms slash XAML hot reload. You can learn about the docs at XAML hot reload docs and that's where you will find all the things I showed you about how to set it up and some of the features you can do with it. And then if you want to go check out James's app, there's the GitHub right here as well. There's one more session on Xamarin.net Conf. It's tonight. It's Mixed Reality with Xamarin Azure Spatial Anchors, which is an amazing talk. It's by Swicky, so definitely go watch it if you are around at that time. And that's it. So, hopefully we have time for a question or two. I know there was some demo issues, but I'd love to get your questions and as always, feel free to tweet me or email me at MattyLizzer1 and I can get back to you. So, let me stop sharing my screen and then we can do some questions hopefully. There were a bunch of questions, but James answered them all. Oh, wow. We're in there just hashing away at them, so feel free to shoot any questions to us now if you have any directly from Matty. James and Pierce are in the channel answering them as well. Hi. Fantastic presentation. Hi. Yeah, sorry for the interruption there. Do you mind closing your screen so we stop getting the screen section? Oh, is that what's going on? Yes. I stopped sharing it, but it's still showing my face. It's all there. Weird. All right. Well, cool. Thank you, everyone. Well, thank you so much. All right. You can watch Swicky's channel later at FourEastern, right? Yes. All right. So we're going to switch over to Elton and thanks, Matty. Bye. Thanks, bye.


From the SiliconANGLE Media Office in Boston, Massachusetts, it's theCUBE. Now, here's your host, Dave Vellante. Hi, everybody, welcome to the special edition of CUBE Insights. This is theCUBE's 10th year at VMworld. And leading up to VMworld, we wanted to provide some data and some analysis to you all. And we're working with our partners at ETR, Enterprise Technology Research. We first introduced you to them when IBM consummated the Red Hat acquisition, and they provided some data. ETR is a firm that does really detailed and fast ongoing data. They have a large panel of end customers that they talk to about spending intentions, covering virtually every company in the enterprise. It's great stuff. We reached out to them and came up with a number of questions that we wanted to address around VMworld and VMware. So let me just start by showing you the questions that we asked them to help us with.  So we took their existing data sets. They just did a survey. They completed one in July on spending intentions for the second half of the year, combined that with all the time series data that they had. So these are the questions that really are top of mind for IT decision makers and our community. First of all, what's the appetite for VMware spend in the second half of 2019? We'll share some data on that.  Well, is that true? What does the data say? How about multicloud? It's the hot topic. Who was best positioned in multicloud? Not only within the VMware ecosystem, but overall. Obviously VMware has designs on multicloud and is considered an early potential leader. How about NSX? When VMware bought NYSERA, it changed the game on networking, changed their relationship with Cisco. How is NSX impacting spending on Cisco? Particularly obviously in networking. The fifth question that we wanted to address is how is public cloud affecting VMware spend? We know public cloud is growing faster than on-prem. What's the impact on VMware? And then finally, it was announced in the press that VMware was going to acquire Pivotal. Why would that be? All right, so let's get into it. The first thing that I wanna address is the first question on spending intentions. So this slide really shows the results of the second half survey. It's 693 respondents representing almost $300 billion in spending power. And so essentially they were asked what your spending intentions for the second half of 2019. You can see 41% of the respondents said they're going to spend more and only 7% said they're gonna spend less. About 45% said they're gonna hold firm. Small number of 5% said they were gonna add new and only tiny, infinitesimal 2% said they were gonna replace VMware. So that's pretty good for an incumbent. And essentially it's holding serve and maybe doing a little bit even better than holding serve. And so we saw that as very positive. The next question that we wanted to address is the narrative of containers will kill VMware. We asked Pat Gelsinger about that on theCUBE. Years ago he said, hey, we're gonna use this as a tailwind, we're gonna embrace containers. So the bottom line is there's very little evidence that containers are hurting VMware, let alone killing VMware. This is a portion of the survey about 461 respondents. And you can see that the big blip early on back in July of 2017, big uptick in spending. And since then it's been relatively stable. But the important point here is the number of shared accounts. So we went to essentially container customers and asked them about their VMware spend. I say we, ETR did, this is what they do on an ongoing basis. And you can see the number of shared accounts back in 17 was only eight. But as you go to the right hand side, the more recent surveys are talking about 361 shared accounts. So the data sample got much bigger. No evidence that VMware is being negatively impacted by containers, affirming the assertion of Pat Gelsinger. Let's talk about multi-cloud. I have said that multi-cloud to date has largely been a symptom of multi-vendor. It's companies acquiring cloud technologies for specific workloads. It's shadow IT, it's pockets of cloud activity versus a coherent strategy to manage across multiple clouds. You know, true hybrid cloud, we're in the early stages. So the data here in our view shows that multi-cloud really is jump ball. Interestingly, however, Microsoft and Google is showing momentum. So what this slide shows is the cloud spending intentions and we picked the top five players that are sort of angling around multi-cloud. Google with Anthos, clearly Microsoft coming from its large software estate, VMware, of course, which many believe are an early favorite, Red Hat with the IBM acquisition and Cisco. So what's interesting here is Google and Microsoft clearly have a lot of momentum, kind of mind-sharing the marketplace, and not a lot of hardcore spending going on in multi-cloud, everybody has multi-clouds, but in terms of spending on specific products, like Anthos, for instance, from Google, designed to support multi-cloud, it's we're in the early stages there. But you can see the sentiment that buyers have around multi-cloud, Google and Microsoft showing momentum. Interestingly, VMware, Red Hat and Cisco kind of bunched up as the big enterprise players. So that's why we call it jump ball. We see it as wide open. You know, Cisco might surprise some people, but it really doesn't surprise us. Cisco's coming at multi-cloud from a position of networking strength. So each of these players has their strength. Google with Anthos, Microsoft from its software estate, VMware clearly as the data center operating system, Red Hat with OpenShift now with IBM services capability, and of course Cisco coming at it from networking and security. So hard to conclude who wins out of this data, but wanted to share that with you just in terms of what customers are thinking around multi-cloud. Okay, big conversation in the community around networking generally specifically NSX. When VMware beat Cisco to the punch and acquired NYSERA, it stated that we want to do to networking and storage what we did for servers. Well, what did VMware do to servers? They really co-opted the marketplace, changed the game, and really became the central point of server management. And that's what they want to do with networking. VMware is trying to deposition Cisco as a hardware vendor. Cisco is responding with its own software defined capabilities and there's an interesting battle going on. What is the data show? This shows that networking spend intentions for Cisco, the red line, and VMware, the blue line. You can see VMware NSX is kind of bouncing around, but has very high mind share. Whereas Cisco, it's showing a holding firm, but a very gradual decline. I've said many times Cisco, very impressive company, 60 plus percent market share, they've held that for a long, long time. Despite some of the successes that you've seen, by the likes of Arista and Juniper and F5, et cetera, Cisco has held its dominant share, but nonetheless, it's clear that NSX is impacting Cisco's dominance, certainly from a marketing standpoint, and you're seeing also from a spending standpoint that NSX is really challenging Cisco. It's going to be very interesting to see how that plays out over time. Okay, next question was, okay, what about cloud? How is that affecting VMware? We see the cloud numbers, we see the growth. What does that mean for VMware? And you can see here that this is cloud customers VMware spend, about 718 respondents. And you can see the number of shared accounts in the sample is substantial, 394, 379, 469. It obviously changes by the frequency that ETR does these surveys and they do them several times a year, as you can see. But large sample of shared accounts, and there's no question that cloud customers continue to shift more their spending to the public cloud and potentially at the expense of VMware. You can see the gradual decline here and somewhat precipitous decline. VMware's still very strong, stock price is doing great, but there's a little question in our mind that long-term, VMware, despite cleaning up its cloud strategy with first the AWS partnership and also now partnerships with Google and Microsoft and of course IBM as well, they were first, but having public cloud partners, nonetheless we see that over time there's a real tension there, that on-prem is not going to grab the market share that growth that the cloud has and that is a challenge for VMware that we continue to watch. Finally, Pivotal, why would VMware acquire Pivotal? Well, first of all, this is why. Pivotal is not working. It doesn't have the momentum that it wants in the marketplace. You can see it's pretty steep decline over the last couple of years and it's precipitous drop in stock price. And essentially Dell and the governance structure of Dell Technologies, which of course owns VMware, it owns a large portion of Pivotal, saying, look, let's roll this back in. Let's give the stock price a boost. Stock went up 70 plus percent of the day that Dell went down 800 points and so this is why VMware would buy Pivotal. It's a forcing function we believe from Dell. It also makes sense. Dell in its family, Dell Technologies, it has these software assets. VMware is the mother ship of the Dell software operation, so why not fold it in? Personally, I think they should do it with some other software assets as well. Secureworks, Dell Boomi, RSA, all candidates to roll in potentially over time to VMware, at least portions of it anyway. Okay, so let's summarize. What are the key takeaways? What's the appetite for VMware in the second half of 2019? Pretty solid, we'd say.  There's no evidence, certainly in the near term. But there are threats. Think about SaaS. How many SaaS providers are actually running VMware? So as SaaS continues to grow in prominence, that is a potential blind spot for VMware that we're watching. Whose best position in multi-cloud? It's wide open. Microsoft looks strong, Google clearly has some momentum. Cisco maybe surprises many, but I think it's not gonna be a winner take all. We feel as though there's a lot of opportunities, but number one is gonna make the most money and so it's a very important space that we're watching. How's NSX impacting Cisco spend? It's a battle, but NSX is clearly negatively pressuring or pressuring Cisco. How about public cloud? How is that affecting VMware spend? We think it's slowly eating away at on-prem, including VMware. I want to share with you a quote from one of the customers that ETR talked to. It's a head of a retail consumer organization in North America, long-time IT practitioner, says VMware is everywhere that I've ever been. He's been a long-time VMware customer, he or she means. It's the standard, but it's an interesting situation to see what's their next step. How do they keep themselves relevant? I think they're always going to be a need for VMware, especially because the ability to have the privacy of an extended network is key. However, with the cloud-based environment and encrypted data, it's going to be interesting to see how that all plays out. How VMware deals with that approach, I think their next strategic steps are going to be crucial, and I think that VMware has to be thinking long-term. Okay, what do we do about cloud? Remember, VMware early on tried to get into cloud and with its own public cloud option became VCloud Air. It failed, they got rid of it, cleaned up their cloud strategy, but why did VMware originally want to get into that business? Because they know that's where all the growth is. So yes, hybrid and multi-cloud gives VMware a lot of runway. The partnership with Amazon has a lot of momentum. I didn't share that data, but it's very clear that AWS, VMware on AWS has strong momentum. And so that's certainly what the ETR data shows. Nonetheless, long-term, you got to ask, what strategic moves will Michael Dell make to secure their position in the public cloud? Okay, lastly, why would VMware acquire Pivotal? That's a duh, okay, we kind of stated why. So that's the deal. Thanks to our friends at ETR, I really appreciate them sharing the data, enterprise technology research. If you wanted, there's so many cuts on the data, it's unbelievable. You can cut it by large companies, small companies, industry applications, and in every company on the planet, you can compare companies together. It's really a powerful set of data, but also access tools that they've developed. Very, very nice, really modern version of survey panels. And so follow up with us, follow up with them if you want more information. And watch us at VMworld. We'll be covering these and many other issues at our 10th year at VMworld. All the key execs are going to be on, practitioners, customers, partners, and of course, analysts and the broader ecosystem. Technologists and John Furrier, Stu Miniman, myself and the entire CUBE team will be there to celebrate. So check it out, cube.net, and we'll see you next week. Thanks for watching.