Part 2 Chapter 18 of the Daisy Chain. Margaret had borne the meeting much too well for her own good, and a wakeful night of palpitation was the consequence. But she would not allow anyone to take it to heart, and declared that she should be ready to enjoy Harry by the time he should return, and, meantime, she should dwell on the delight of his meeting Flora. No one had rested too soundly that night, and Dr. May had not been able to help looking in at his sleeping-boy at five in the morning, to certify himself that he had not only figured his present bliss to himself in his ten-minute stream, and looking in again at half-past seven, he found Harry half-dressed, with his arm round Mary, laughing, almost sobbing, over the treasures in his cupboard which he had newly discovered in their fresh order. Dr. May looked like a new man that morning, with his brightened eye and bearing, as if there were a wellspring of joy within him, ready to brim over at once in tear and in smile, and finding an outlet in the praise and thanksgiving that his spirit chanted, and his face expressed, and in that sunny, genial benevolence that must make all share his joy. He was going to run over half the town. Everyone would like to hear it from him. Ethel and Mary must go to the rest. The old women in the almshouses, where lived an old cook who used to be fond of Harry, they should have a feast. All who were well enough in the hospital should have a tea-drinking. Dr. Hoxton had already granted a holiday to the school, every boy with whom they had any connection should come to dinner, and Edward Anderson should be asked to meet Harry on his return, because, poor fellow, he was so improved. Dr. May was in such a transport of kind-hearted schemes that he was not easily made to hear that Harry had not a sixpence wherewith to reach London. Ethel, meanwhile, was standing beside her brother, tending to him some gold, as his last quarter. How did you get it, Ethel? Do you keep the purse? No, but Papa took coxmore in your stead, when? Nonsense, Ethel, said Harry. I don't want it. Have I not all my pay and allowance for the whole time I was dead, and asked to rob in coxmore? Yes, keep it, Ethel, said her father. Do you think I would take it now, when if there were thank offering in the world? And, by the by, your coxmore children must have something to remember this by. Everyone could have envied Norman for traveling to London with Harry, but that he must proceed to Oxford in two days, when Harry would return to them. The station master, thinking he could not do enough for the returned mariner, put the two brothers into the coop, as if they had been a bridal couple, and they were very glad of the privacy, having, as yet, hardly spoken to each other, when Harry's attention was dispersed among so many. Norman asked many questions about the mission work in the southern hemisphere, and ended by telling his brother of his design, which met with Harry's hearty approbation. That's right, old June. There's nothing they want so much, as such as you.  Perhaps you will see David. Oh, if you were to go out to the loyalty group. Very possibly I might, said Norman. Tell them you are my brother, and how they will receive you. I can see the mopeds, they will dress in honour of you, and what a feast of pork and yams you will have to eat, but there is plenty of work among the Maori's for you. They want a clergyman terribly at the next village to my uncle's place. I say, Norman, it will go hard if I don't get a ship bound for the Pacific and come and see you. I shall reckon on you. That is, if I have not to stay to help my father. To be sure, exclaimed Harry, I thought you would have stayed at home, and married little Miss Rivers. Thus broadly and boyishly did he plunge into that most tender subject, making his brother stard and wins as if he attached a wound. Nonsense, he cried, almost angrily. Well, you used to seem very much spitten, but so, to be sure, were some of the Alcestes with the young ladies at Valparaiso. How we used to roast Owen about that Spanish dona, and he was as bad at Sydney about the young lady whose father, we told him, was a convict, though he kept such a swell carriage. He had no peace about his father-in-law, the housebreaker.  You know nothing about it, said Norman shortly. She is far beyond my reach. A fine lady? Ha! Well, I should have thought you as good as Flora any day, said Harry, indignantly. She is what she always was, said Norman, anxious to silence him, but it is unreasonable to think of it. She is all but engaged to Sir Henry Walkingham. Walkingham cried the volatile sailor. I have half a mind to send in my name to Flora as Miss Walkingham, and he laughed heartily over that adventure, ending, however, with a sigh. As he said, it had nearly cost me a great deal, but tell me, Norman, how has that made her, as they called her, turned out? I never saw anything prettier or nicer than she was that day of the Roman encampment, and I should be very sorry if that fine fashionable aunt of hers had made her stuck up and disdainful. No such thing, said Norman. Ha! said Harry to himself. I see how it is. She has gone in May, April, June unhappy, with her scornful heirs, a little impertinent puss. I wonder Flora does not teach her better manners. Norman, meanwhile, as the train sped over roofs and among chimneys, was reproaching himself for running into the fascination of her presence, and then recollecting that her situation, as well as his destiny, both guaranteed that they could meet only as friendly connections. No carriage awaited them at this station, which surprised Norman, till he recollected that the horses had probably been out all day, and it was eight o'clock. Going to Park Lane in a cab, the brothers were further surprised to find themselves evidently not expected. The butler came to speak to them, saying that Mr. and Mrs. Rivers were gone out to dinner, but will return, probably, at about eleven o'clock. He conducted them upstairs, Harry following his brother, in towering vexation and disappointment, trying to make him turn to hear that they would go directly home, to Eden, anywhere. Why would he go in at all? The door was open, Mr. May was announced, and they were in a silk-lined boudoir where a little slender figure in black started up and came forward with outstretched hand. Norman, she cried, how are you?  Has not Flora had Mary's letter? Yes, she said she had one. She was keeping it till she had time to read it. As she spoke, Mada had given her hand to Harry, as it was evidently expected. She raised her eyes to his face and said, spining and blushing, I am sure I ought to know you, but I am afraid I don't. Look again, said Norman, see if you have ever seen him before. Laughing, glancing, and casting down her eyes, she raised them with a sudden start of joy, but coloring more deeply said, Indeed I cannot remember, I dare say I ought. I think you see a likeness, said Norman. Oh, yes, I see, she answered, faltering, but perceiving how bright were the looks of both. No, impossible. Yes, it is. Yes, it is, said both brothers with one voice. She clasped her hands absolutely bounded with transport, then grasped both Harry's hands, and then Norman's, her whole countenance radiant with joy and sympathy beyond expression. Dear, dear, Dr. May was her first exclamation. Oh, how happy you must all be! And Margaret, she looked up at Norman and came nearer. Is not Mr. Ernstler calm? She asked softly and trembling. No, was the low answer, which Harry could not bear here, and therefore walked to the window. No made up, but Margaret is much comforted about him. He died in great peace in his arms, as he signed towards his brother. And as Harry continued to gaze out on the stars of gas on the opposite side of the park, he was able to add a few of the particulars. Made his eyes glisten with tears, as she said. Perhaps it would have been too perfect if he had come. But oh, Norman, how good she is to bear it so patiently, and how gloriously he behaved! How can we make enough of him? And Flora out? How sorry she will be! And she never opened Mary's letters, said Harry, coming back to them. She little thought what it contained, said Mata. Mary's letters are apt to bear keeping, you know, and she was so busy that she laid it aside for a treat after the day's work. But there, inhospitable wretch that I am, you have had no dinner. A refection of tea and cold meat was preferred, and in her own pretty manner made a lavish to her welcomes, trying to cover any pain given by Flora's neglect. What makes her so busy, asked Harry, looking round on the beautifully furnished apartment, which, to many eyes besides those fresh from a Milanese hut, might have seemed a paradise of luxurious ease. You don't know what an important lady you have for a sister, said Mata merrily. But tell me, what can she have to do? I thought you London ladies had nothing to do, but to sit with your hands before you, entertaining company. Mata laughed heartily. Shall I begin at the beginning? I'll describe today then, and you must understand that this is what Tom would call a mild specimen. Only one evening engagement. Though, perhaps, I ought to start from last night at 12 o'clock, when she was at the Austrian ambassador's ball, and came home at two. But she was up by eight. She always manages to get through her housekeeping matters before breakfast. At nine, breakfast, and baby, by the by, you have never inquired for our niece. I have not come to believe in her yet, said Harry. Seeing is believing, said Mata. But no, I won't take an unfair advantage over her mama, and she will be fast asleep. I never knew a child's sleep as she does. So to go on with our day. The papers come, and Miss Leonora is given over to me. For you must know we are wonderful politicians. Laura studies all the debates till George finds out what he has heard in the house, and baby and I profit. Baby goes out walking, and the post comes. Laura always goes to the study with George, and writes, and does all sorts of things for him.  At twelve, we had our singing lesson. Singing lesson, exclaimed Harry. Yes, you know she has a pretty voice, and she is glad to cultivate it. It is very useful at parties, but it takes up a great deal of time, and with all I can do to save her in note writing, the morning is gone directly. After luncheon, she had to ride with George, and came back in a hurry to make some canvassing calls about the orphan asylum, and Miss Bracey's sister. If we get her in at all, it will be Flora's diplomacy. And there was shopping to do, and when we came in hoping for time for our letters, there were the walking hams, who stayed a long time, so that Flora could only dispatch the most important notes before George came in and wanted her. She was reading something for him all the time she was dressing, but, as I say, this is quite a quiet day. Stop, cried Harry, with a jester of oppression. It sounds harder than cleaning knives, like Aunt Flora, and what is an unquiet day like? You will see, for we have a great evening party tomorrow. Do you always stay at home, asked Harry? Not always, but I do not go to large parties or balls this year, said Meida, glancing at her deep morning. I am very glad of the little time at home. So you don't like it? Oh yes, it is very pleasant, said Meida. It is so entertaining when we talk it over afterwards, and I like to hear how Flora is admired and called the beauty of the season. I tell George, and we do so gloat over it together. There was an old French marquis the other night, a dear old man, quite of the ancien régime, who said she was exactly like the portraits of Madame de Montenot, and produced a beautiful miniature on a stuffed box, positively like that very pretty form, a face of hers.  I should like to kick him, Amy Blair responded, Harry. I hope you won't tomorrow, but don't let us waste our time over this. I want so much to hear about New Zealand. Meida was well read in Australasian literature, and drew out a great deal more information from Harry than Norman had yet heard. She made him talk about the Māori Pa near Izonco's Farm, where the Sunday services were conducted by an old gentleman, tattooed elegantly in the face, but dressed like an English clergyman, and televisions troubles about the younger generation, whom their elders, though Christians themselves, could not educate, and who she feared would relapse into heathenism, or want of instruction, though with excellent dispositions. How clutched must be the charge likely to go, exclaimed Meida to Norman, who had sat silently listening. The sound of the doorbell was the first intimation that Harry's histories had occupied them until long past twelve o'clock. Now then cried Meida, springing forward, as if intending to meet Flora with the tidings, but checking herself, as if she ought not to be the first. There was a pause. Flora was hearing downstairs that Mr. Norman May and another gentleman had arrived, and, while vexed at her own omission, and annoyed at Norman's bringing friends without waiting for permission, she was yet prepared to be courteous and amiable. She entered in her rich, black, watered silk, deeply trimmed with lace, and with silver ornaments in her dark hair, so graceful and distinguished looking, that Harry stood suspended, hesitating for an instant, whether he beheld his own sister, especially as she made a dignified inclination towards him, offering her hand to Norman, as she said.  No, surely it cannot be. Miss Walking Inn, said the sailor, who had felt at home with her at the first word, and she flew into his great-brother's arms. Harry, this is dear Harry. Our own dear sailor come back, cried she, as her husband stood astonished, and, springing towards him, she put Harry's hands into his. My brother Harry, our dear lost one, your brother Harry, slowly pronounced George, as he instinctively gave the grasp of greeting, your brother that was lost upon my word, as the matter dawned fully on him, and he became eager. I am very glad to see you. I never was more rejoiced in my life. When did you come? Have you been at home, asked Flora? I came home yesterday, Mary wrote to tell you. Poor dear old Mary, there's a lesson against taking a letter on trust. I thought it would be all cocks more, and would wait for a quiet moment.  I was forced to come to report myself, said Harry, or I could not have come away from my father so soon. The usual questions and their sad answers ensued, and while Flora talked to Harry, fondly holding his hand, Norman and Metta explained the history to George, who no sooner comprehended it, that he opined it must have been a horrid nuisance, and that Harry was a gallant fellow. Then, striking him over the shoulder, welcomed him home with all his kind heart, told him he was proud to receive him, and falling into a state of rapturous hospitality, rang the bell, and wanted to order all sorts of eatables and drinkables, but was sadly baffled to find him already satisfied. There was more open joy than even at home, and Flora was supremely happy as she sat between him brothers, listening and inquiring till far past one o'clock, when she perceived poor George dosing off, awakened every now and then by a great nod, and casting a wishful glance of resigned remonstrance as if to appeal against sitting up all night. The meeting at breakfast was a renewal of pleasure. Flora was proud and happy in showing off her little girl, a model baby, as she called her, a perfect doll for quietness, so that she could be brought in at family prayers. And, said Flora, I am the more glad that she keeps no one away, because we can only have evening prayers on Sunday. It is a serious thing to arrange for such a household. She is equal to anything, said George. The long file of servants marched in, George read sonorously, and Flora rose from her knees, highly satisfied at the impression produced upon her brothers. I like to have the baby with us at breakfast, she said. It is the only time of day when we can be sure of seeing anything of her, and I like her nurse to have some respite. Do you think her grown Norman? Not very much, said Norman, who thought her more inanimate and like a pretty little waxin' toy than when he had last seen her. Is she not rather pale? London makes children pale. I shall soon take her home to acquire a little color. You must know Sir Henry has bitten us with his yawning taste, and as soon as we can leave London, we are going to spend six weeks with the walking hams at ride, and rival you, Harry. I think Miss Leonora will be better at home, so we must leave her there. Lodgings and irregularities don't suit people of her age. Does home mean Stoneborough? Asked Norman. No, old nurse has one of her deadly prejudices against Preston, and I would not be responsible for the consequences of shutting them up in the same nursery. Margaret would be distracted between them.  George began a conversation with Harry on nautical matters, and Norman tried to discover how may to like the yachting project, and found her prepared to think it charming. Hope's were expressed that Harry might be at Portsmouth, and a quantity of gay scheming ensued, with reiterations of the name walking him. While Norman had a sense of being wrapped in some gray mist, excluding him from participation in their enjoyments, and condemned his own temper as frivolous for being thus excited to discontent. Presently he heard George insisting that he and Harry should return in time for the evening party, and on beginning to refuse, was amazed to find Harry's only objection with on the score of lack of uniform. I don't want you in one, sir, said Flora. I have only one code in the world besides this, continued Harry, and that is all over tar. George will see to that, said Flora. Don't you think you would be welcome in madding, with an orange cowry round your neck? Norman, however, took a private opportunity of asking Harry if he was aware of what he was undertaking and what kind of people they should meet. All English people behaved much the same in a room, said Harry, as if all society provided it was not cannibal or a light to him. I should have thought you would prefer finding our ford here in his chambers or going to one of the theatres. As you please, said Harry, but Flora seems to want us, and I should rather like to see what sort of company she keeps. Since Harry was impervious to shyness, Norman submitted, and George took them to a wonder worker in Claude who undertook that full equipments should await the young gentleman. Harry next dispatched his business at the Admiralty, and was made very happy by tidings of his friend Owen's safe arrival at America. Thence the brothers went to Eaton, where home letters had been more regarded, and Dr. May, having written to secure a holiday for the objects of their visit, they were met at the station by the two boys. Hector's red face and prominent light eyebrows were instantly recognized, but, as to Tom, Harry could hardly believe that the little, dusty, round-back grub he had left had been transformed into the well-made gentleman-like lad before him, particularly trim and accurate in dress, even to the extent of as much faupery as the Eaton taste permitted. Ten minutes had not passed before Tom, taking a survey of the newcomer, began to exclaim at Norman for letting him go about such a figure, and before they knew what was doing, they had all been conducted into the shop of the only living men who knew how to cut hair. Laughing in good nature, Harry believed his hair was, rather long, allot himself to be seated, and to be divested of a huge superfluous mass of sun-dried curls, which Tom, particularly resenting that, rather long, kept on taking up and unrolling from their tight rings to measure the number of inches. That is better, said he, as they issued from the shop, but, as to that coat of yours, the rogue who made it should never make another. Where could you have picked it up? At a shop at Auckland, said Harry, much amused. Kept by a savage, said Tom, to whom it was no laughing matter. See that scene! Have done, may, exclaimed Hector. He will thank you at Taylor's apprentice. Or worse, said Norman, rivers as Taylor kept all strictures to himself. Tom muttered that he only wanted Harry to be fit to be seen by the fellows. The fellows are not such asses as you, cried Hector. You don't deserve that he should come to see you. If my… There poor Hector broke off. If his own only brother had been walking beside him, how would he not have felt? They had reached their tutor's house, and, opening his own door, he made an imploring sign to Harry to enter with him. On the table lay a letter from Margaret, and another which Harry had written to him from Auckland. Oh, Harry, you were with him, he said. Tell me all about him. And he established himself, with his face hidden on the table, uttering nothing except, go on, whenever Harry's voice failed in the narration. When something was said of, all for the best, he burst out. He might say so. I suppose one ought to think so. But it is not it hard, when I had nobody but him, and there was Maplewood, and I might have been so happy there with him and Margaret. They say nothing could have made Margaret well, said Harry. I don't care. He would have married her all the same, and we should have made her so happy at Maplewood.  I wish it were at Jericho. You are captain of the ship now, said Harry, and you must make the best of it. I can't. It will never be home. Home is with Margaret and the rest of them. So Alan said he hoped you would make it, and you are just like one of us, you know. What's the use of that, when Captain Gordon will not let me go near you? Taking me to that abominable Maplewood last Easter, with half the house shut up, and all for it, and he is as dry as a stick. The captain, cried Harry angrily. There's not a better captain to sail with than the whole navy, and your brother would be the first to tell you so. I'm not discharged yet. Hector, you'd better look out what you say. Maybe he is the best to sail with, but that is not being the best to live with, said the Arab Maplewood Disconsololi. Alan himself always said he never knew what home was till he got to your father and Margaret. So will you, said Harry. Why, my father is your master, or whatever you may call it. No, Captain Gordon is my guardian. A, what's become of the will then? What will, cried Hector. Did Alan make one after all? I, at Valparaiso, he had a touch of fever. I went ashore to nurse him to a merchants who took us in for love of our Scottish blood. Mr. Ernstcliff made a will there and left it in his charge. Do you think he made Dr. May my guardian? He asked me whether I thought he would dislike it, and I told him no. That's right, cried Hector. That's like dear old Alan. I shall give back to the doctor, Margaret, after all. Mind you right to the captain, Harry. Hector was quite inspired and ready to return to the others, but Harry paused to express a hope that he did not let Tom make such a fool of himself as he had done today. Not he, said Hector. He is liked as much as anyone in the house. He has been five times sent up for good. See there in the eaten list. He is a real clever fellow. I, but what's the good of all that, if you let him be a puppy? Oh, he'll be cured. A fellow that has been a Slavin always is a puppy for a bit, said Hector philosophically. Norman was meantime taking Tom to task for these same heirs, and hearing it was from the desire to see his brother respectable, Stoneboro men never cared for what they looked like, and he must have Harry do himself credit. You need not fear, said Norman. He did not require Eden to make him a gentleman. How now? Why, Tom, old man, you are not taking that to heart. That's all over long ago. For that black spot in his life had never passed out of the lad's memory, and it might be from the lurking want of self-respect that there was about him so much of self-assertion in attention to trifles. He was very reserved, and no one except Norman had ever found the way to anything like confidence, and Norman had vexed him by the proposal he had made in the holidays. He made no answer, but stood looking at Norman with an odd undecided gaze. Well, what now, old fellow, said Norman, half-fearing that might not be absolutely over. One would think you were not glad to see Harry. I suppose he has made you all the more set upon that mad notion of yours, said Tom. So far it's making me feel that that part of the world has a strong claim on us, replied Norman. I'm sure you don't look as if you found your pleasure in it, cried Tom. Pleasure is not what I seek, said Norman.  You said I did not seem rejoiced. You look worse, I am sure. Tom put his arm around Norman's shoulder and looked solicitously at him. Demonstrations of affection very rare with him. I wonder which would really make you happiest to have your own way and go to these black villains. Remember that but for others who have done so, Harry. Pasha, said Tom, rubbing some invisible dust from his coat sleeve. If it would keep you at home, I would say I never would hear of doctoring. I thought you had said so. What's the use of my coming here if I'm to be a country doctor? I have told you I do not mean to victimize you. If you have a distaste to it, there's an end of it. I am quite ready. Tom gave a great sigh. No, he said. If I must, I must. I don't mind the part of it that you do.  But if it is the only thing to content you, I won't stand in your way. I can't bear you looking disconsolate. Don't think yourself bound if you really dislike the profession. I don't, said Tom. It is my free choice. If it were not for the horrid sick people, I should like it. Promising. It must be confessed. Perhaps Tom had expected Norman to brighten it once, but it was a fallacious hope. The gaining his point involved no pleasant prospect and his young brother's moody devotion to him suggested scruples whether he ought to exact the sacrifice, though, in his own line, convinced that it was Tom's vocation and knowing that would give him many of the advantages of an eldest son. Eaton fully justified Hector's declaration that it would not regard the cut of Harry's coat. The hero of a lost ship and savage isle was the object of universal admiration and curiosity and inestimable were the favors conferred by Hector and Tom in giving introductions to him till he had shaken hands with half the school and departed amid deafening cheers. In spite of Harry, the day had been long and heavy to Norman, and though he tried himself for his depression, he shrank from the side of Metta and Sir Henry walking him together and was ready to plead an aching head as an excuse for not appearing at the evening party, but, besides that despite a track notice, he thought himself bound to take care of Harry in so new a world where the boy must be at a great loss. I say, old June, cried a voice at his door. Are you ready? I have not begun dressing yet. Will you wait? Not I. The fun is beginning. Norman heard the light foot scampering downstairs and prepared to follow to assume the protection of him. Music sounded as Norman left his room, and he turned aside to avoid the stream of company flowing up the flower deck stairs and made his way into the rooms through Floor's Boudoir.  He could see Floor as graceful head bending as she received guest after guest, and the smile with which she answered congratulations on a brother's return, but Harry he did not so quickly proceed, and he was trying to discover in what corner he might have hidden himself when Meta stood beside him, asking whether their eaten journey had prospered and how poor Hector was feeling at Harry's return. Where is Harry? asked Norman. Is he not rather out of his element? No one needs, said Meta, smiling, why he is the lion of the night. Poor fellow, how he must hate it. Come this way into the front room. There, look at him. Is it not nice to see him so perfectly simple and at his ease, either shy nor elated? And what a fine-looking fellow he is. Meta might well say so. The trim, well-knit, frog-chested form, the rosy and browned honest face, the shining light brown curly locks, the dancing well-opened blue eyes, and merry hearty smile showed to the best advantage in a way that even Tom would not have spurned, put on with naval neatness, and his attitude and manner were so full of manly ease that it was no wonder that every eye rested on him with pleasure. Norman smiled at his own mistake and asked who were the lady and gentleman conversing with him. Meta mentioned one of the most distinguished of English names and shared his amusement in seeing Harry talking to them with the same frank unabarrassed ease as when he had that morning shaking hands with their son in the capacity of Hector Ernst Cliff's fag. No one present inspired him with a tithe of the awe he felt for a post-captain. It was simply a pleasant assembly of good-natured folks, glad to welcome home a battered sailor and of pretty girls for whom he had a sailor's admiration but without forwardness or presumption, all in happy, grateful simplicity. I suppose you cannot dance, said Flora to him. I was Harry's interjection, and while she was looking round for a partner to whom to present him he had turned to the young daughter of his new acquaintance and had her on his arm unconscious that George had been making his way to her. Flora was somewhat uneasy, but the mother was looking on smiling and expressed her delight in the young men's shipment and Mrs. Rivers, while listening gladly to his praises, watched heedfully and was reassured to see that dancing was as natural to him as everything else. His steps were light as a feather, his movement all freedom and joy, without being boisterous, and his boy's chivalry as pretty as sight as anyone could wish to see. If the rest of the world enjoyed their dances a quarter as much as did Mr. May, they were enviable people, and he contributed not a little to their pleasure, if merely by the sight of his blithe freshness and spirited simplicity, as well as a general sympathy with his sister's joy and the interest in his adventures. He would have been a general favorite if he had been far less personally engaging, as it was, every young lady was in raptures at dancing with him, and he did his best to dance with them all, and to try to stir up Norman, who, after May had been obliged to leave him, and go to act her share of the part of hostess, had disposed of himself against a wall where he might live out the night. Ha! June! What makes you stand sentry there? Come and dance and have some of the fun. Some of these girls are the nicest partners in the world. There's that lady Alice, something with the dangling things in her hair, sitting down now, famous at a polka. Come along, I'll introduce you. It will do you good. I know nothing of dancing, said Norman, beginning to apprehend that he might be dragged off, as often he had been to cricket or football, and by much the same means. Comes by nature when you hear the music. Ha! What a delicious polka! Come along, or I must be off. She will be waiting for me, and she is the second prettiest girl here. Come! I have been trying to make something of him, Harry, said the ubiquitous Flora, but I don't know whether it is Beauvais' aunt or headache. I see. Or old June, cried Harry. I'll get you an ice at once, old fellow. Nothing like one for setting a man going. Before Norman could protest, Harry had flown off. Flora asked Norman, is... are the walking hams here? Yes. Don't you see, Sir Henry, that fine-looking man with a black mustache? I want you to know him. He is a great admirer of your prized poem and of Dr. Spencer. Harry, returning, administered his ice, and then darted off to excuse himself to his partner, by explanations about his brother, whom everybody must have heard of, as he was the cleverest fellow living, and had written the best prized poem ever heard at Oxford. He firmly believed Norman a much greater lion than himself. Norman was forced to leave his friendly corner to dispose of the glass of his ice, and thus encountered Miss Rivers, of whom Sir Henry was asking questions about a beautiful collection of cameos, which Flora had laid out as a company trap. Here is Norman May, said Maida. He knows them better than I do. Do you remember which of these is the head of Diana, Norman? Having set the two gentlemen to discuss them, she glided away on fresh hospitable duties, while Norman repeated the comments that he had so enjoyed hearing from poor Mr. Rivers, hoping he was, at least, bearing Maida some pain, and wondering that Flora should have risked hurting her feelings by exposing these treasures to the general gaze. If Norman were re-read by Sir Henry, it was his own fault, for the baronet was a very agreeable person, who thought a first-class man worth cultivation, so that the last half-hour might have compensated for all the rest, if conversation were always the test. Why, Maida, cried Harry, coming up to her. You have not once danced. We are a sort of brother and sister, to be sure, but that is no hindrance, is it? No, said Maida, smiling. Thank you, Harry, but you must find someone more worthy. I do not dance this season, at least not in public. When we get home, who knows what we may do? You don't dance?  What a pity! I had rather not worked quite so hard, said Maida. Think what good fortune I had by staying at home last night. I declare, exclaimed Harry, bewitched by the beaming congratulation of her look. I can't imagine why Norman had said you had turned into a fine lady. I can't see a bit of it. Norman said I turned into a fine lady, repeated Maida. Why? Never mind. I don't think so. You are just like Papa's hummingbird, as you always were, not a bit more of a fine lady than any girl here, and I am sure Papa would say so. Only old June had got a bad headache, and is in one of his old dumps, such as I hoped he had left off. But he can't help it, poor fellow, and he will come out of it by and by. So never mind. Hello! Why, people are going away already. There's that girl without anyone to hand her downstairs. Away we're in Harry, and presently the brothers and sisters gathered round the fire. George declaring that he was glad that nuisance was so well over, and Harry exclaiming, Well done, Flora. It was capital fun. I never saw a lot of prettier or more good-natured people in my life. If I am at home for the stone-borrowed ball, I wonder whether my father will let me go to it. This result of Harry's successful debut and high life struck his sister in Norman as so absurd that both laughed. What's the matter now? Asked Harry. You're comparing Flora's party to a stone-borrowed ball, said Norman. It is all the same, isn't it? Said Harry. I'm sure you are equally disgusted at both. Much you know about it, said Flora, padding and gaily. I'm not going to put concede in that lionhead of yours, but you are as good as an Indian prince to my party. Do you know to whom you have been talking so coolly? Of course. You see, Norman, it is just as I told you. All civilized people are just alike when they get into a drying room. Harry takes large views of the genus Homo, Norman exerted himself to say. Being used to the black and brown species, he takes little heed of the lesser varieties. It is enough for him that he does not furnish the entertainment in another way, said Flora. But good night. Mida, you look tired. End of Part 2, Chapter 18, recording by Nancy Cochran-Gergen, Gilbert, Arizona Part 2, Chapter 19, of The Daisy Chain This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Recording by Nancy Cochran-Gergen, Gilbert, Arizona The Daisy Chain by Charlotte Mary Yellen Let none, henceforth, shrink from daring dreams for earnest hearts shall find their dreams fulfilled. Book I haven't began, Harry, as he came down to breakfast. I don't know how I came to forget it. The will was to be sent home to Mr. Macintosh's English partner. I'll go and overhaul him this very morning. They won't mind my coming by later train when there is such a reason. What is his name? Where shall you find him? asked Flora. I can't be sure, but you've a naivety list of that sort of cattle have not you, Flora? I'll hunt him up. Flora supposed he meant a directory and all possible South American merchants having been overlooked and the Macintosh had selected. He next required a chart of London and wanted to attempt self-navigation but was forced to accept of George's brom and escort. Flora would not trust him otherwise and Norma was obliged to go to Oxford at once, hurrying off to his train before breakfast was over. Flora might have trusted Harry alone. George contributed no more than the dignity of his presence and, indeed, would have resigned the pursuit at the first blunder about the firm and still more when the right one had been found but the partner proved crusty and would not believe that any such document was in his hands. George was consenting to let it rest till Mr. Macintosh could be written to but Harry, outrunning his management and, regardless of rebuffs, fairly teased the old gentleman into a search as the only means of getting rid of the troublesome sailor. In the midst of George's civil regrets at the fruitless trouble they were causing forth came a bundle of papers and forth from the bundle fell a packet on which Harry pounced as he read. Will of Alan Halliday-Earnskliff, Esquire of Maplewood, Yorkshire, Lieutenant in HMS Alcestus and, in the corner, the executor's name Captain John Gordon of HMS Alcestus and Richard May Esquire M.D. Market Stoneborough as if in revenge the prudent merchant would not be induced to entrust him with the document saying he could not give it up till he had heard from the executors and had been certified of the death of the testitor. He was stood both the angry gentleman who finally departed in a state of great resentment. Harry declaring that the old landlubber would not believe that he was his own father's son and Mr. Rivers no less incensed that the House of Commons had been insulted in his person because he did not carry all before him. Flora laughed at their story and told them that she suspected that the old gentleman was in the right and she laid plans for having Harry to teach them yachting at ride while Harry declared he would have nothing to do with such trumpery. Harry found his home in a sort of agony of expectation for his non-arrival at the time expected had made his first appearance seem like an insubstantial illusion though Dr. May or Mary and Aubrey had been at the station at the coming in of each train. Margaret had recovered the effects of the first shock and the welcome was far more joyous than the first had been with the mixed sensations that were now composed and showed little outwardly but gladness. Dr. May took Flora's view of the case and declared that if Harry had brought home the will he should not have opened it without his co-executor. So he wrote to the captain while Harry made the most of his time in learning his sisters over again. He spent a short time along with Margaret every morning patiently and gently allowing himself to be recalled to the sad recollections that were all the world to her. He kept Ethel and Mary, Mary with his droll, disultery comments.  Asked to Dr. May, his patients never were so well or so cheerful till Dr. Spencer and Ethel suspected that the very sight of his looks brightened them. How could they help it? Dr. Spencer was as happy as King in seeing his friend freed from the heavy weight of his spirits and, truly, it was goodly to watch his perfect look of content as he leaned on his lion-faced boy's arm and walked down to the minster, whether it seemed to have become possible to go on most evenings. Good Dr. May was no musician, but Mr. Wilmock could not regret certain tones that now and then burst out in the chanting from the very bottom of a heart that assuredly sang with a full melody of thankfulness whatever the voice might do. Captain Gordon not only rode but came to Stoneborough once Harry was to go with him to the court-martial at Portsmouth. The girls wondered that after riding with so much warmth and affection, both of and to Harry, he met him without any demonstration of feeling and his short peremperatory manner removed all surprise that poor Hector had been so forlorn with him at Maplewood and turn with all his heart to Dr. May. They were especially impressed at the immediate subsidence of all Harry's noise and nonsense as if the drawing-room had been the quarter-deck of the Alcestus. And yet, said Margaret, Harry will not hear a single word in the sprays of him. I do believe he loves him with all his heart. I think, said Ethel, that in a strong character there is an exalting fear in looking up to a superior in whose justice there is perfect reliance. It is a germ of the higher feeling. I believe you are right, said Margaret, but it is a serious thing for men to have so little sympathy with those below him. You see how Hector feels it, and I now understand how it told upon Allen and how Papa's warmth was like a surprise to him. Because Captain Gordon had to be a father to them, and that is more than a captain. I should not wonder if there were more similarity and fellow feeling between him and Harry than there could be with either of them. Harry, though he has all Papa's tenderness, is of a rougher sort that likes to feel itself mastered. Poor Hector. I wonder if he is to be given back to us. Do you know when, whether they will find out this morning, said Margaret, catching her dress nervously as she was moving away? Yes, I believe so. I was not to have told you, but there is no reason that it should do me any harm, said Margaret, almost smiling, and looking as if she was putting restraint on something she wished to say.  Aubrey will be waiting for you. Ethel went down to the difficult task of hearing Aubrey's lessons while Harry was pretending to write to Mrs. Arnott. But in reality, teaching Gertrude the parts of a ship, occasionally acting massed for her to climb. By and by, Dr. McCabe in. Margaret not downstairs shat, he said. She is dressed, but will not come down to the evening, said Ethel. I'll go to her. She will be pleased. Come up presently, Ethel. Or where is Richard? Gone out, said Harry. What? Is it anything left to her? The best, the best, said Dr. May. Ethel, listen. Twenty thousand to build an endow a church for Coxmore. No need to bid Ethel, listen. She gave a sort of leap in her chair, then looked almost ready to faint. My dear child, said her father. This is your wish. I give you joy. Indeed I do. Ethel drew his arm around her and leaned against him. My wish, my wish, she repeated, as if questioning the drift of the words. I'm glad it is found, cried Harry. Now I know why he talked of Coxmore and seemed to rest in planning for it. You'll mind the roof, as he said. You must talk to Dr. Spencer about that, said Dr. May. The captain needs to leave it entirely in our hands. Dear Allen, exclaimed Ethel, my wish. Oh yes, but how gained. Yet Coxmore with the church. I don't know how to be glad enough, and yet you shall read this sentence, said Dr. May. In testimony of thankfulness for mercy, vouchsafed to him here. Poor dear boy. What does the captain say? asked Harry. He is rather astounded, but he owns at the estate in Barrett, for all holiday had saved a great deal, and there will be more before Hector comes of age. And Hector? Yes, we get him back. I am fellow trustee with Captain Gordon, and as a personal guardianship, I fancy the captain found he could not make the boy happy, and thinks you know bad specimen of our training. Famous, cried Harry. Hector will hurrah now. Is that all? Except legacies to Captain Gordon, and some Scottish relations. But poor Margaret ought to hear it. Ethel, don't belong in coming. With all Ethel's reputation for bluntness, it was remarkable how her force of character made her always call for, whenever there was the least dread of a scene. She turned abruptly from Harry, and, going outside the window, tried to realize and comprehend the tidings, but all she could have time to discover was that Alan's memory was dearer to her than ever, and she was obliged to hasten upstairs. Her father quitted the room by one door, as she entered by the other. She believed that it was to hide his emotion, but Margaret's fair-wine face was beaming with the sweetest of congratulating smiles. I thought so, she said, as Ethel came in. Dear Ethel, are you not glad? I think I am, said Ethel, putting her hands to her brow. You think, exclaimed Margaret, as if disappointed. I beg your pardon, said Ethel, with quivering lip. Dear Margaret, I am glad. Don't you believe I am, but somehow it is harder to deal with joy than grief. It confuses one, dear Alan, and then to have been set on it so long, to have prayed so for it, and to have it come in this way by your nay Ethel. Had he come home, it was his great wish to have done it. He used to make projects when he was here, but he would not let me tell you, lest he should find duties at Maplewood, whereas this would have been his pleasure. Dear Alan, repeated Ethel, if you are so kind, so dear as to be glad, Margaret, I think I shall be so presently. Margaret almost grudged the lack of the girlish outbreak of rejoicing, which would once have forgotten everything in the ecstasy of the fulfilled vision. It did not seem to be what Alan had intended. He had figured to himself, unmixed joy, and she wanted to see it, and something of the wayward impatience of weakness throbbed at her heart, as Ethel paced the room and disappeared in her own curtain recess.  It would be strange if I were not, said Margaret. See, Ethel, here are blessings springing up from what I used to think had served for nothing but to bring him pain and grief. I am so thankful that he could express his desire, and so grateful to dear Harry for bringing it to light. How much better it is than I ever thought it could be! He has been spared disappointment, and surely the good that he will have done will follow him. And you, said Ethel sadly, I shall lie here and wait, said Margaret.  Perhaps some day I may hear the bell. Richard's tap interrupted them. Had he heard? I have the deep in color in his cheek betrayed how much he felt, as he cast an anxious glance towards Margaret, and inquiring one on Ethel. She is so pleased, was all Ethel could say. I thought she would be, said Richard, approaching. Captain Gordon seemed quite vexed that no special token of remembrance was left to her. Margaret smiled in a peculiar way. If he only knew how glad I am there was not, and Ethel knew that the church was his token to Margaret, and that any fading frail memorial would have lessened the force of the signification. Ethel could speak better to her brother than to her sister. Oh, Richard, Richard, Richard, she cried, and the most unusual thing with both. She flung her arms round his neck. It is come at last, if it had not been for you, this would never have been.  You had faith and perseverance, said Richard, or you are right, said Margaret, as Ethel was about to disclaim. It was Ethel's steadiness that brought it before Allen's mind. If she had yielded, when we almost wished it, in the time of the distress about Mrs. Green, I do believe that all would have died away. I didn't keep steady. I was only crazy. You and Richie and Mr. Wellmont, said Ethel, half crying. Then, as if unable to stay, she exclaimed with a sort of petulance. And there's Harry playing all sorts of rigs with Aubrey. I shan't get any more sense out of him today. And the way she rushed to the wayfaring dust of her life of labor, defined Aubrey and Daisy halfway up the tulip tree, and Harry most previously unwilling to help them down again, assuring her that such news deserved a holiday, and that she was growing a worse tartar than Ms. Winter. She had better let the poor children alone, put on her bonnet, and come with him to tell Mr. Wellmont. Where at Ethel was demuring when Dr. May came forth, and declared he should take her himself. Poor Mr. Wellmont labored under a great burden of gratitude, which no one would receive from him. Dr. May and Ethel repudiated thanks almost with terror. And, when he tried them with the captain, he found very doubtful approval of the whole measure, so that Harry alone was already acceptant of a full meat of acknowledgments for his gallant extraction of the will. No one was more obliged to him than Hector Ernst Clay, who wrote to Margaret that it would be very jolly to come home again, and that he was delighted that the captain could not hinder either that or Copsmore Church. And, as to Maplewood, I shall not hate it so much, if that happens which I hope will happen, of which a regular sentence, Margaret, could make nothing. The House of May felt more at their ease when the uncongenial captain had departed, although he carried off Harry with him. There was the better opportunity for a tea-drinking consultation with Dr. Spencer and Mr. Wellmont, when Margaret lay on her sofa, looking better than four months past, and taking the keenest interest in every arrangement. Dr. Spencer, whose bright eyes glittered at every mention of the subject, assumed that he was to be the architect, while Dr. May was assuring him that it was a maxim that no one unpaid could be trusted, and when he talked of beautiful German churches with pure spires, declared that the building must not make too large a hole in the twenty thousand, at the expense of future curates, because Richard was the first. I'll be prudent, Dick, said Dr. Spencer. Trust me not to rival the Minster. We shall find work next for you there, said Mr. Wellmont. I, we shall have made out of his family packing box before many years are over his head. Don't mention it, said Dr. May. I know what I expose myself to in bringing Wellmont here. Yes, said Dr. Spencer. We shall put you in the van when we attack the corporation pen. I shall hold by the good old cause, as if the galleries had not been there before you were born. As if poor people had a right to sit in their own church, said Ethel. Sit, you may well say, said Mr. Wellmont, as if anyone could do otherwise with those ingenious traps for hindering kneeling. Well, well, I know the people must have room, said Dr. May, cutting short several further attacks which he saw impending. Yes, you would like to build another blue gallery, locking up another window, and with Richard May and Christopher Tompkins, Church Wardens, on it, in orange-colored letters, the river is colors. No disrespect to your father, Miss May, but, as a general observation, it is a property of town councillors to be conservative only where they ought not. I brought you here to talk of building a church, not of pulling one to pieces. Poor Dr. May, he knew it was inevitable and quite right, but his affectionate heart and spirit of perpetuity, which had an association connected with every marble cloud, green bay's pew, and square-headed panel, anticipated tortures in the general sweep, for which his ecclesiastical taste and sense of propriety would not soon compensate. Margaret spared his feelings by bringing the Cosmore subject back again. Dr. Spencer seemed to comprehend the ardor with which she pressed it on, as if it were very near her heart that there should be no delay. He said he could almost promise her that the first stone should be laid before the end of the summer, and she thanked him in her own warm, sweet way, hoping that it would be while Hector and Harry were at home. Harry soon returned, having gone through the court-martial with the utmost credit, been patronized by Captain Gordon in an unheard of manner, asked to dine with the Admiral, and promised to be quickly afloat again. There many days had passed he was appointed to one of the finest vessels in the fleet, commanded by a captain to whom Captain Gordon had introduced him, and who seemed to have taken a fancy to him, as he said. The Busephalus, now the object of his pride, was refitting, and his sisters hoped to see a good deal of him before he should again sail. Besides, Flora would be at ride before the end of July. It was singular that Ethel's vision should have been fulfilled simultaneously, with Flora's having obtained a position so far beyond what could have been anticipated. She was evidently extremely happy and valuable, much admired and respected, and with full exercise for the energy and cleverness, which were never more gratified than by finding scope for action. Her husband was devotedly attached to her, and was entirely managed by her, and though her good judgment kept her from appearing visibly in matters not pertaining to her own sphere, she was, in fact, his understanding. She read, listened, and thought for him, imbued him with her own views, and composed his letters for him, ruling his affairs, both political and private, and undeniably making him fill a position which, without her, he would have left vacant, nor was there any doubt that he was far happier for finding himself of consequence, and being no longer left a charge upon his own hands. He seemed fully to suffice to her as a companion, although she was so far superior in power, for it was, perhaps, her nature to love best that which depended upon her, and gave her a sense of exercising protection, as she had always loved Margaret better than Ethel. Mrs. Rivers was an admirable woman. So everyone felt, and her youthful beauty and success in the fashionable world made her qualities, as a wife and mistress of a household, the more appreciated. She never set aside her religious habits or principles, was an active member of various charitable associations, and found her experience of the Stoneboro Ladies' Committee applicable among far greater names. Indeed Lady Leonora thought dear Flora Rivers his only fault, her over strictness, which encouraged Maida in the same, but there were points that Flora could not have yielded on any account, without failing in her own eyes. She made time for everything, and though, between business and fashion, she seemed to undertake more than mortal could accomplish, it was all affected, and excellently. She did indeed sigh over the briefness of the time that she could bestow on her child, or on home correspondence, and declared that she should rejoice in rest, but at the same time her achievements were a positive pleasure to her. Maida, in the meantime, had been living passively on the most affectionate terms with her brother and sister, and though often secretly yearning after the dear old father, whose darling she had been, and longing for power of usefulness, she took it on trust that her present lot had been ordered for her, and was thankful, like the bird of Dr. Maida's fable, for the pleasures in her path, culling sweet morals, and precious thoughts out of book, painting, or concert, occasions for Christian charities in each courtesy of society, and opportunities for cheerful self-denial and submission, whenever any little wish was sorted. So Norman said she had turned into a fine lady, it was a sudden and surprising intimation, and made a change in the usually bright and calm current of her thoughts. She was not aware that there had been any alteration in herself, and it was a revelation that set her to examine where she had changed. Poor little thing. She was not angry, she did not resent the charge. She took it for granted that, coming from such a source, it must be true and reasonable. And what did it mean? Did they think her too gay, or neglectful of old friends? What had they been saying to Harry about her? Ah, thought Maida, I understand it. I am living a life of ease and uselessness, and with his higher aims and noble purposes he shrinks from the fervolities among which I am cast. I saw his sad incontinence among our gayities, and I know that to deep minds there is heaviness in the midst of display. He withdraws from the follies that have no charms for him, and I ought I to be able to help being amused. I don't seek these things, but perhaps I ought to avoid them more than I do. If I could be quite clear what is right, I should not care what effort I made. But I was born to be one of those who have trial of riches, and such blessed tasks are not my portion. But if he sees the vanities creeping into my heart, I should be grateful for that warning. So meditated Maida, as she copied one of her own drawings of the Grange, for her dear old governess, Mrs. Larpent, while each line and tent recalled the commons of her fond amateur father, and the scenery carried her home, in spite of the street sounds and the scratching of Flora's pen, coursing over note paper. Presently Sir Henry walking in called, bringing a beautiful bouquet. Delicious, cried Maida. See, Flora, it is in good time, for those vases were sadly shabby. She began at once to arrange the flowers, a task that seemed what she was born for, and the choice roses and geraniums acquired fresh grace as she placed them in the slender glasses and classic vases. But Flora's discerning eyes perceived some mortification on the part of the gentleman, and, on his departure, playfully reproached Maida for ingratitude. Did we not thank him? I thought I did them all do honor, actually using the Dresden Bowl. You little wretch, quite insensible to the sentiment of the thing. Sentiment? One would think you had been reading about the language of flowers. Whatever there was, Corsair Henry did not mean it for the Dresden Bowl or Bohemian glass.   What does she mean? Is it play? Oh, no, a hint will be for more like her, but I hope it is nonsense. He is very kind and pleasant, and I should not know what to do. Instances of his complacence towards herself rose before her so as to excite some warmth and gratitude. Her lonely heart thrilled at the idea of being again the best beloved, and her energetic spirit bounded at the thought of being no longer condemned to a life of idle ease. Still it was too new a light to her to be readily accepted, after she had looked on him so long, merely as a familiar of the house, attentive to her, because she fell to his share when Flora was occupied. She liked him, decidedly. She could possibly do more, but she was far more inclined to dread than to desire any disturbance of their present terms of intercourse. However, thought she, I must see my way, if he should have any such thing in his head, to go on as we do now would be committing myself, and I will not do that unless I am sure it is right. Oh, Papa, you would acettle it for me, but I will have it out with Flora. She will find out what I cannot, how far he is a man for whom one ought to care. I do not think Norman liked him, but then Norman has so keen a sense of the world touched. I suppose I am that, if any other life did but seem appointed to me, but one cannot tell what is swording providential leading, and if this be as good a man as what would Ethel say? If I could but talk to Dr. May, but Flora I will catch, before I see him again, that I may know how to behave. Catching Flora was not the easiest thing in the world among her multifarious occupations, but Meadow was not the damsel to lose an opportunity for one of decision. Flora saw what was coming and was annoyed with herself for having given the alarm, but, after all, it must have come some time or other, though she had rather that Meadow had been more involved first. It should be premised that Mrs. Rivers had no notion of the degree of attachment felt by her brother from Meadow. She only knew that Lady Leonora had a general distrust for her family, and she felt it a point of honour to promote no dangerous meetings and to encourage Sir Henry, a connection who would be most valuable, both as conferring importance upon George in the county and as being himself related to persons of high influence whose interest might push on her brothers. Her firmament for Richard, promotion for Harry, nay diplomatic appointments for Tom, came floating before her imagination, even while she smiled at her alashar visions. But the tone of Meadow, as she drew her almost forcibly into a room, showed her that she had given a great shock to her basket. Flora, if you'd only give me a minute and would tell me what, asked Flora, not inclined to spare her blushes, whether you meant anything in earnest.  It was very silly of me, said Meadow, but you gave me a terrible fright.  Well then, you may safely think of him as a man tame about the house. It was much prettier of you not to appropriate the flowers, as any other damsel would have done.  But, from the color of her cheek and the timid resolution of her tone, Flora thought it safest not to hear the interrogation, and answered, I know what he comes here for. It is only as a refuge from his mother's friend, old lady Drummond, who would give the world to catch him for her daughters. That's all.  Flora had never gone so near and untruth, as when she led Meadow to believe this was the sole reason. But, after all, what did Flora herself know to the contrary? Meadow recovered her ease, and Flora marked, as weeks passed on, that she grew more accustomed to Sir Henry's attentions. A little while, and she would find herself so far bound by the encouragement she had given that she could not reject him. My dear, said George, when do you think of going down to take the baby to the Grange? She looks dull, I think. Really, I think it is hardly worthwhile to go down en masse, said Flora. These last debates may be important, and it is a bad time to quit one's post. Don't you think so? As you please. The train is a great bore. And we will send the baby down the last day before we go to ride, with Preston and Buds to take care of her.  It is so much easier for us to go to Portsmouth from Hintz. The lurking conviction was that one confidential talk with Ethel would cause the hummingbird to break the toiles that were being wound invisibly round her. Ethel and her father knew nothing of the world, and were so unreasonable in their requirements. Mada would consult them all, and all her scruples would awaken. And perhaps Dr. Spencer might be interrogated on Sir Henry's life abroad, where Flora had a suspicion that gossip had best not be raked up. Not that she concealed anything positively known to her, or that she was not acting just as she would have done by her own child. She found herself happily married to one whom home notions would have rejected, and she believed Mada would be perfectly happy with a man of decided talent, honor, and unstained character, even though he should not come up to her father's or Ethel's standard. If Mada were to marry as they would approve, she would have far to seek among desirable connections. Meantime, was not Flora acting with exemplary judgment and self-denial? So she wrote that she could not come home. Margaret was much disappointed, and so was Mada, who had looked to Ethel to unravel the tangles of her life. No, no, little miss, said Flora to herself. You don't talk to Ethel till your fate is irrevocable. Why, if I had listened to her, I should be thankful to be singing at Mrs. Hoxton's parties at this minute. And, as for herself, look at Norman Ogilvy. No, no, after six weeks yachting, moonlight, sea, and sympathy, I defy her to rob Sir Henry of his prize. And, with Mada, Lady of Coxmore, even Ethel herself must be charmed. End of Part 2, Chapter 19, Recording by Nancy Cochran-Gergen Part 2, Chapter 20 of The Daisy Chain This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Recording by Nancy Cochran-Gergen, Gilbert, Arizona The Daisy Chain by Charlotte Mary Young We barter life for potage, sell true bliss for wealth or power, for pleasure or renown. Thus, Esau-like, our Father's blessing miss, then wash with fruitless tears our faded crown. Christian Year Papa, here's a message from Flora for you, said Margaret, holding up a letter. She wants to know whom to consult about the baby. Huh, what's the matter? Margaret read. Will you ask Papa whom I'd better call in to see the baby? There does not seem to be anything positively amiss, but I am not happy about her. There is a sleepiness about her which I do not understand, and, when roused, she is fretful and will not be amused. There is a look in her eyes which I do not like, and I should wish to have some advice for her. Lady Leonora recommends, Mr. But I always distrust people who are very much the rage, and I shall send for no one without Papa's advice. Let me see, said Dr. May, startled, and holding on his hand for the letter. A look about the eyes. I shall go up and see her myself. Why has she not brought her home? It would have been far better, said Margaret. Sleepy and dull. She was as lively a child when they took her away as I ever saw. What? Is there no more about her? The letter is crammed with somebody's fit. Vote of one of confidence. Debate last night. What is she about? She fancies she knows everything, and, the fact is, she knows no more about infants. I could see that when the poor little thing was a day old. Do you think there is a cause for fear? said Margaret anxiously. I can't tell. With a first child, one can't guess what may be mama's fancy, or what may be serious. But Flora is not too fanciful, and I must see her for my own satisfaction. Let someone write and say I will come up tomorrow by the twelve o'clock train, and mind she opens the letter. Dr. May kept his word, and the letter had evidently not been neglected, for George was watching for him at the station, and thanked him so eagerly for coming, that Dr. May feared that he was indeed needed, and inquired anxiously. Flora is uneasy about her. She seems heavy, and cries when she is disturbed, plight George. Flora has not left her today, and hardly yesterday. Have you had no advice for her? Flora preferred waiting till you should come. Dr. May made an impatient movement, and thought the way long till they were set down in Park Lane. Meta came to meet them on the stairs, and said that the baby was just the same, and Flora was in the nursery, and thither they hastily ascended. Oh, Papa, I am so glad you're come, said Flora, starting up from her low seat beside the cradle. Dr. May hardly paused to embrace his daughter, and she anxiously led him to the cradle, and tried to read his expression, as his eyes fell on the little face, somewhat puffed, but of a waxy whiteness, and the breathing seeming to come from the lips. How long has she been so, he asked, in a rapid, professional manner? For about two or three hours, she was very fretful before, but I did not like to call in anyone as she were coming. Is it from her tea, said Flora, more and more alarmed by his banner? Her complexion is always like that. She cannot bear to be disturbed, added she, as the child feebly moaned, on Dr. May beginning to take her from her cradle. But, without attending to the objection, he lifted her up, so that she lay as quietly as before on his arm. Flora had trusted that hope and confidence would come with him. But, on the contrary, every lurking misgiving began to rush wildly over her, as she watched his countenance while he carried his little granddaughter towards the light, studied her intently, raised her drooping eyelids, and looked into her eyes, scarcely eliciting another moan. Flora dared not ask a question, but looked on with eyes open as it were, stiffened. This is the effect of opium, were Dr. May's first words, breaking on all with startling suddenness. But, before anyone could speak, he added, we must try some stimulant directly, then looking round the room. What have you nearest? Godfrey's cordial, sir, quickly suggested the nurse. Ah, anything to save time. She is seeking for want of the drug that has. He broke off to apportion the dose, and to hold the child in a position to administer it. Flora tried to give it. The nurse tried. In vain. Do not torment her further, said the doctor, as Flora would have renewed the trial. It cannot be done. What have you all been doing? cried he, as, looking up, his face changed from the tender compassion with which he had been regarding his little patient into a look of strong indignation, and one of his sentences of hasty condemnation broke from him, as it would not have done, had Flora been less externally calm.  They all recoiled. The father turned fiercely round on the nurse, with a violent exclamation, but Dr. May checked him. Hush! This is no presence for the wrath of man. The solemn tone seemed to make George shrink into an awestruck quiescence. He stood motionless and transfixed, as if indeed conscious of some overwhelming presence. Flora had come near, with an imploring gesture, to take the child in her own arms. But Dr. May, by a look of authority, prevented it. For, indeed, it would have been harassing and distressing the poor little sufferer again, to move her, as she lay with feeble gasps on his arm. So they remained, for what space no one knew, not one word was uttered, not a limb moved, and the street noises sounded far off. Dr. May stooped his head closer to the babes' face, and seemed listening for a breath, as he once more touched the little wrist. He took away his finger. He ceased to listen. He looked up. Flora gave one cry, not loud, not sharp, but an exceeding bitter cry. She would have moved forward, but reeled, and her husband's arm supported her as she sank into a swamp. Carry her to her room, said Dr. May. I will come. And when George had borne her away, he kissed the lifeless cheek, and reverently placed the little corpse in the cradle. But, as he rose from doing so, the sobbing nurse exclaimed, Oh, sir, oh, sir! Indeed, I never did. Never did what, said Dr. May sternly. I never gave the dear baby anything to do her harm, cried Preston vehemently. You gave her this, said Dr. May, pointing to the bottle of Godfrey's cordial. He could say no more, for her master was hurrying back into the room. Anger was the first emotion that possessed him, and he hardly gave an answer to Dr. May's question about Flora. Meta is with her. Where is that woman? Have you given her up to the police? Preston shrieked and sobbed, made incoherent exclamations, and was much disposed to cling to the doctor. Sinus, said Dr. May, lifting his hand, and assuming a tone in manner that odd them both, by reminding them that death was present in the chamber, and taking his son-in-law out, and shutting the door, he said, in a low voice. I believe this is no case for the police. Have mercy on the poor woman. Mercy, I'll have no mercy on my child's murderer. You said she had destroyed my child. Ignorantly. I don't care for ignorance. She destroyed her. I'll have justice, said George doggedly. You shall, said Dr. May, laying his hand on his arm, but it must be investigated, and you are in no state to investigate. Go downstairs. Do not do anything till I come to you. His peremperatory manner imposed on George, who, nevertheless, turned round as he went, saying, with a fierce glare in his eyes, you will not let her escape. No. Go down. Be quiet. Dr. May returned to Preston, and had to assure her that Mr. Rivers was not gone to call the police, before he could bring her to any degree of coherence. She regarded him as her only friend, and soon undertook to tell the whole truth, and he perceived that it was, indeed, the truth. She had not known that the cordial was injurious, deemed yet a panacea against fretfulness, precious to nurses, but against which ladies always had a prejudice, and, therefore, to be kept secret. Poor little Leonora had been very fretful and uneasy when florist many avocations had first caused her to be set aside, and Preston had had recourse to the remedy which, lulling her successfully, was applied with less moderation and judgment than would have been shown by a more experienced person, till gradually the poor child became dependent on it for every hour of rest. When her mother, at last, became aware of her unsatisfactory condition, and had spent her time in watching her, the nurse being prevented from continuing her drug, she was, of course, so miserable without it, that Preston had ventured on proposing it, to which Mrs. Rivers had replied with displeasure sufficient to prevent her from declaring how much she had previously given. Preston was in an agony of distress for her little charge, as well as up here for herself, and could hardly understand what her error had been. Doctor May soon saw that, though not highly principal, her sorrow was sincere, and that she still wept bitterly over the consequences of her treatment, when he told her that she had nothing to fear from the law, and that he would protect her from Mr. Rivers. Her confession was hardly over when May had knocked at the door, pale and frightened. Oh, Doctor May, do come to poor Flora. I don't know what to do, and George is in such a state. Doctor May made a sound of sorrow and perplexity, and made a, as she went down before him, asked, in a low, horror-stricken whisper. Did Preston really? Not knowingly, said Doctor May. It is the way many children have gone, but I never thought. They had come to Flora's dressing-room. Her bedroom door was open, and George was pacing heavily up and down the length of both apartments, fiercely indignant. Well, said he, advancing eagerly on Doctor May. Has she confessed? But Flora, said Doctor May, instead of answering him.  Flora, my poor, poor child, said her father, bending down to raise her and taking her hand. She moved away, so as to bury her face more completely, but there was life in the movement, and he was sufficiently reassured on her situation to be able to attend to George, who was only impatient to rush off to take his revenge. He led him into the outer room, where Mater was waiting, and forced upon his unwilling conviction that it was no case for the law. The child had not been killed by any windows, but had rather sunk from the one of stimulus, to which she had been accustomed. As to any pity for the woman, George would not hear of it. She was still, in his eyes, the destroyer of his child, and, when he found the law would afford him no vengeance, he insisted that she should be turned out of his house at once. George, called a hollow voice from the next room, and, hurrying back, they saw Flora sitting up, and, as well as trembling limbs allowed, endeavoring to rise to her feet, while burning spots were in her cheeks. George turned me out of the house, too, if Preston killed her, I did, and she gave a ghastly laugh. George drew his arms round her, and laid her on her bed again, with many fond words, and strength which she had not power to withstand. Dr. May, in the meantime, spoke quickly to Mater in the doorway. She must go. They cannot see her again. But has she any friends in London? I think not. Find out. She must not be sent adrift. Send her to the Grange if nothing better offers. You must judge. He felt that he could confide in Mater's discretion and promptitude and return to the parents. Is she gone? said George in a whisper, which he meant should be unheard by his wife, who had sunk her face in her pillows again. Going, Mater is seeing to it. And that woman gets off free, cried George, while my poor little girl, and no longer occupied by the hope of retribution, he gave way to an overpowering burst of grief. His wife did not rouse herself to comfort him, but still lay motionless, accepting for a convulsive movement that passed over her frame at each sound from him, and her father felt her pulse bound at the same time with corresponding violence, as if each of his deep-drawn sobs were mortal thrust. Going to him, Dr. May endeavored to repress his agitation, and lead him from the room, but he could not, at first, prevail upon him to listen or understand, still less, to quit flora. The attempt to force on him the perception that his uncontrolled sorrow was entering her, and that he out to bear up for her sake, only did further harm. For, when he rose up and tried to caress her, there was the same torpid, passive resistance, the same burying her face from the light, and the only betrayal of consciousness in the agonized strawbs of her pulse. He became extensively distressed at being thus repelled, and, at last, yielded to the impatient signals of Dr. May, who drew him into the next room, and, with brief, strong, though most affectionate and pitting words, enforced on him that flora's brain, nay, her life, was wrist, and that he must leave her alone to his care for the present. Made of coming back at the same moment, Dr. May put him in her charge, with renewed orders to impress on him how much depended on tranquility. Dr. May went back, with this soft, undisturbing, physician's footfall, and stood at the side of the bed in such intense anxiety, as those only can endure who know how to pray, and to pray in resignation and fate. All was still in the darkening twilight, but the distant roar of the world surged without, and a gaslight shone flickering through the branches of the trees, and fell on the rich dress spread on the couch, and the ornaments on the toilet table. There was a sense of oppression, and of being pursued by the incongruous world, and Dr. May sighed to silence all around, and see his poor daughter in the calm of her own country air, but she had chosen for herself, and here she lay, stricken down in the midst of the prosperity she had sought. He could hear every respiration, tightened and almost sobbing, and he was hesitating whether to run the risk of addressing her, when, as if it had occurred to her suddenly that she was alone and deserted, she raised up her head with a startled movement. But, as she saw him, she again hid her face, as if his presence were still more intolerable than solitude. Flora, my own, my dearest, my poor child, you should not turn from me. Do I not carry with me the like self-approachful conviction?  It was burning, and he brought water and bathed it, now and then speaking a few fond, low, gentle words, which, though she did not respond, evidently had some soothing effect, for she admitted his services still, however, keeping her eyes closed, and her face turned towards the darkest side of the room. When he went towards the door, she murmured, Papa, as if to detain him. I am not going, darling. I only wanted to speak to George. Don't let him come, said Flora. Not till you wish it, my dear. George's step was heard, his hand was on the lock, and again Dr. May was conscious of the sudden rush of blood through all her veins. He quickly went forward, met him, and shut him out, persuading him with difficulty to remain outside and giving him the occupation of standing out for an anodyne, since the best hope, at present, lay in encouraging the torpor that had benumbed her crushed faculties. Her father would not even venture to rouse her to be undressed. He gave her the medicine, and let her lie still, with as little movement as possible, standing by till her regular breathing showed that she had sunk into asleep. When he went into the other room and found that George had also forgotten his sorrows in slumber on the sofa, Wilmaida sat sadly presiding over the tea and kibosh. She came up to meet him, her question expressed in her looks. Asleep, he said, I hope the pulses are quieter, all depends on her awakening. Poor poor Flora, said Maida, wiping away her tears. What have you done with the woman? I sent her to Mrs. Larpence. I knew she would receive her and keep her till she could write to her friends. Belairs took her, but I could hardly speak to her. She did it ignorantly, said Dr. May. I could never be so merciful and forbearing as you, said Maida. Ah, my dear, you will never have the same cause. They could say no more, for George awoke, and the argument of his exclusion had to be gone through again. He could not enter into it by any means, and when Dr. May would have made him understand that poor Flora could not acquit herself of an inflect, and that even his affection was too painful for her in the present state, he broke into a vehement angry defense of her devotion to her child, treating Dr. May as if the accusation came from him, and when the doctor in Maida had persuaded him out of this, he next imagined his father-in-law feared that he was going to reproach his wife, and there was no making him comprehend more than that. If she were not kept quiet, she might have a serious illness. Even then he insisted on going to look at her, and Dr. May could not prevent him from pressing his lips to her forehead. She half opened her eyes and murmured, Good night, and by this he was a little comforted, but he would hear of nothing but sitting up, and Maida would have done the same, but for an absolute decree of the doctor. It was a relief to Dr. May that George's vigil soon became a sound repose on the sofa in the dressing room, and he was left to read a muse uninterruptedly. It was far past two o'clock before there was any movement. Then Flora drew a long breath, stirred, and as her father came and drew her hand into his, before she was well awake, she gave a long, wandering whisper, Oh Papa, Papa, then sitting up and passing her hand over her eyes. Is it all true? It is true, my own poor dear, said Dr. May, supporting her as she rested against his arm and hid her face on her shoulder. While her breath came short and she shivered under the renewed perception, she is gone to wait for you. Hush, oh, don't, Papa, said Flora, her voice shortened by anguish. Oh, think why? Nay, Flora, do not, do not speak as if that should exclude peace or hope, said Dr. May intriguingly. Besides, it was no willful neglect. You had other duties. You don't know me, Papa, said Flora, drying her hands away from him, and tightly clenching them in one another, as thoughts far too terrible for words swept over her. If I do not, the most merciful father does, said Dr. May. Flora sat for a minute or two, her hands locked together round her knees. Her head bowed down, her lips compressed. Her father was so far satisfied that the bodily dangers he had dreaded were averted, but the agony of mine was far more terrible, especially in one who expressed so little, and in whom it seemed, as it were, pent up. Papa, said Flora presently, with a resolution of tone as if she would prevent resistance, I must see her. You shall, my dear, said the doctor once, and she seemed grateful not to be opposed, speaking more gently, as she said. May it be now, while there is no daylight? If you wish it, said Dr. May. The dawn and a yellow-wining moon gave sufficient light for moving about, and Flora gained her feet, that she was weak and trembling and needed the support of her father's arm, though hardly conscious of receiving it, as she mounted the same stairs, that she had so often lightly ascended in the light doubtful morning light, for never, after any party, had she omitted her visit to the nursery. The door was locked, and she looked piteously at her father, as her weak push met the resistance, and he was somewhat slow in turning the key with his left hand. The whitewashed, slightly furnished room, reflected the light, and the moonbeam showed the window frame and pale and dim shades on the blinds, the dewy air breathed and coolly from the park, and there was a calm solemnity in the atmosphere. No light, no watcher present to tend the babe. Little Leonora needed such no more. She was with the keeper, who shall neither slumber nor sleep. So it thrilled across her grandfather, as he saw the little cradle drawn into the middle of the room, and, on the coverlet, some pure white rose buds and lilies of the valley, gathered in the morning by Mary and Blanche, little guessing the use that made it would make of them air nightfall. The mother sank on her knees, her hands clasped over her breast, and rocking herself to and fro uneasily, with a low, irrepressible moaning. Will you not see her face, whispered Dr. May? I may not touch her, was the answer, in the hollow voice, and with a wild eye that had before alarmed him, but trusting to the soothing power of the mute face of the innocent, he drew back the covering. The sight was such as he anticipated, sadly lovely, smiling and tranquil, all oppression and suffering fled away forever. It stilled the sounds of pain and the restless motion, the compression of the hands became less tight, and he began to hope that the look was passing into her heart. He let her kneel on without interruption, only once he said, Of such is the kingdom of heaven. She made no immediate answer, and he had had time to doubt whether he ought to let her continue in that exhausting attitude any longer. When she looked up and said, You will all be with her there. She has flown on to point your aim more steadfastly, said Dr. May. Flora shuddered, but spoke calmly. No, I shall not meet her. My child, he exclaimed, Do you know what you are saying? I know, I am not in the way, said Flora, still in the same fearfully quiet, matter-of-fact tone. I never have been, and she been over her child, as if taking her leave for eternity.  He had no power to speak at first. When he recovered it, his reply was not what his heart had. At first, prompted. Flora, how has this dear child been saved? He said. What has released her from the guilt she inherited through you, through me, through all? Is not the fountain open? She never wasted grace, said Flora. My child, my Flora, he exclaimed, losing the calmness he had gained by such an effort. You must not talk this. It is wrong. Only your own morbid feeling can treat this as a charge against you. And if it were indeed, he sank his voice, that such consequences destroyed hope. Oh, Flora, where should I be? No, said Flora. This is not what I meant. It is that I have never set my heart right. I am not like you nor my sisters. I have seen to myself and to you to be trying to do right, but it was all hollow for the sake of praise and credit. I know it.  The most terrible part of his sentence was to Dr. Bay that Flora spoke as if she knew it all as a certainty and without apparent emotion, with all the calmness of despair. What she had never guessed before had come clearly and fully upon her now, and without apparent novelty, or, perhaps, there had been misgivings in the midst of her complacent self-satisfaction. She did not even seem to perceive how dreadfully she was shocking her father, whose sole comfort was in believing her language the effect of exaggerated self-approach. This profession had rendered him not new to the sight of despondency, and, dismayed as he was, he was able at once to speak to the point. If it were indeed so, her removal would be the greatest blessing. Yes, said her mother, and her assent was in the same tone of resigned despair, owning at best for her child to be spared a worldly education, and loving her truly enough to acquiesce. I meant the greatest blessing to you, continued Dr. May, if it be sent to open your eyes and raise your thoughts upwards. Oh, Flora, are not afflictions, tokens, of an imminent love? She could not accept the encouragement, and only formed, with her lips, the words, mercy to her, wrath to me. The simplicity and hardy piety which, with all Dr. May's faults, had always been part of his character, and had borne him, in faith and trust, through all his trials, had never belonged to her. Where he had been sincere, erring only from impulsiveness, she had been double-minded and calculating, and, now that a delusion had been broken down, she had nothing to rest upon. Her whole religious life had been mechanical, deceiving herself more than even others, and all seem now swept away, except the sense of hypocrisy, and of having cut herself off, or ever, from her innocent child. Her father saw that it was vain to argue with her, and only said, You will think otherwise by and by, my dear. Now shall I say a prayer before we go down? As she made no reply, he repeated the Lord's prayer, but she did not join, and then he added a broken, hesitating intercession for the mourners, which caused her to bury her face deeper in her hands, but her dull wretchedness altered not. Rising, he said authoritatively, Come, Flora, you must go to bed. See, it is morning. You have set up all night with me, said Flora, with somewhat of her anxious consider itself. So has George. He had just dropped sleep on the sofa when you awoke. I thought he was in anger, said she. Not with you, dearest. No, I remember now. Not where it was justly due. Papa, she said, pausing, as to recall her recollection. What did I do? I must have done something very unkind to make him go away and leave me. I insisted on his leaving you, my dear. You seem depressed, and his affectionate ways were doing you harm, so I was hard-hearted and turned him out, sadly, against his will. Poor George, said Flora. Has he been left to bear it alone all this time? How much distressed he must have been! I must have vexed him grievously. You don't guess how fond he was of her. I must go to him at once. That is right, my dear. Don't praise me, said she, as if she could not bear it. All that is left for me is to do what I can for him. Dr. May felt cheered. He was sure that hope must again rise out of unselfish love and duty. There returned awoke George, who started, half sitting up, wondering why he was spending the night in so unusual a manner, and why Flora looked so pale, in the morning light, with her loosened, drooping hair. She went straight to him, and kneeling by his side, said, George, forgive! The same moment he had caught her to his bosom. But so impressed was his tardy mind with the peril of talking to her, that he held her in his arms without a single word, till Dr. May had unclosed his lips, a sign would not suffice. He must have a sentence to assure him, and then it was such joy to have her restored, and his fondness and solicitude were so tender and eager in their clumsiness that his father-law was touched to the heart. Flora was quite herself again, in presence of mind and power of dealing with him, and Dr. May left them to each other, and went to his own room, for such rest as sorrow, sympathy, and awakening city would permit him. When the house was a stir in the morning, and the doctor had met Mata in the breakfast room, and held with her a sad, affectionate conversation, George came down with a fair report of his wife, and took her father to see her. That night had been like an illness to her, and, though perfectly composed, she was feeble and crushed, keeping the room darkened and reluctant to move or speak. Indeed, she did not seem able to give attention to anyone's voice, except her husband's. When Dr. May or Mata spoke to her, she would miss what they said, beg their pardon, and ask them to repeat it, and sometimes, even then, become bewildered. They tried reading to her, but she did not seem to listen, and her half-closed eye had the expression of listless dejection that her father knew betoken that, even as last night, her heart refused to accept promises of comfort as meant for her. For George, however, her attention was always ready, and was perpetually claimed. He was forlorn and at a loss without her, every moment, and, in the sorrow which he too felt most acutely, could not have a minute's peace unless soothed by her presence. He was dependent on her to a degree which amazed and almost provoked the doctor, who could not bear to have her continually harassed and disturbed, and yet was much affected by witnessing so much tenderness, especially in Flora always the cold, utilitarian member of his family. In the middle of the day she rose in dress, because George was unhappy at having to sit without her, though only in the next room. She sat in the large armchair, turned away from the blinded windows, never speaking nor moving, save when he came to her to make her look at its letters and notes, when she would, with the greatest patience and sweetness, revise them, suggest word or sentence, rouse herself to consider each petty detail, and then sink back into her attitude of listless rejection. To all besides, she appeared totally indifferent, gently courteous to Meta and to her father when they addressed her, but otherwise showing little consciousness whether they were in the room, and yet, when something was passing about her father staying or returning, she rose from her seat, came up to him before he was aware, and said, Papa, Papa, you will not leave me in such an imploring tone that if he had ever thought of quitting her, he could not have done so. He longed to see her left a perfect tranquility, but such could not be in London, though theirs was called a quiet house, the rushing stream of traffic reared his country years, the doorbell seemed ceaselessly ringing, and though Meta bore the brunt of the notes and messages, great numbers necessarily came up to Mr. Rivers, and of these floor was not spared one. Dr. May had his share, too, of messages and business, and friends and relations, the rivers kindred, always ready to take offence with their rich connections, and who would not be satisfied with inquiries at the door, but must see Meta, and would have George fetched down to them, old aunts who wanted the whole story of the child's illness, and came imagining it was something to be hushed up, Lady Leonora extremely polite, but extremely disgusted at the encounter with them, George ready to be persuaded to take everyone up to see his wife, and the prohibition to be made by Dr. May over and over again. It was the most tedious wearing afternoon, and at last, when the visitors had gone, and George had hurried back to his wife, Dr. May threw himself into an armchair and said, Oh, Meta, sorrow weighs more heavily in town than in the country. Yes, said Meta, if one only could go out and look at the flowers and take poor Flora up a nose-gay, I don't think it would make much difference to her, sighed the doctor. Yes, I think it would, said Meta. He did to me. The sights there speak of the better sights. The power to look must come from within, said Dr. May, thinking of his poor daughter. I, said Meta, as Mr. Ernst Cliff said, heaven is as near, but the skirts of heaven are more easily traced in our mountain view than here, where, if I looked out of window, I should only see that giddy string of carriages and people pursuing each other. Well, we shall get her home as soon as she is able to move, and I hope it may soothe her.  There has not been one moment without noise in the twenty-two hours I have been here. What would you say if you were in the city? Ah, there's no talking of it, but if I had been a fashionable London physician, as my father-in-law wanted to make me, I should have been dead long ago. No, I think you would have liked it very much. Why? Loves the flower that will not die, repeated Meta, half-smiling. You would have found so much good to do, and so much misery to rend one's heart, said Dr. May. But, after all, I suppose there is only a certain capacity of feeling. It is within, not without. As you said, returned Meta. Ha, there's another, cried Dr. May, almost petulant at the sound of the bell again, breaking into the conversation that was a great refreshment. It was Sir Henry Walkingham's ring, said Meta. It is always his time of day. The doctor did not like it the better. Sir Henry sent up a message to ask whether he could see Mr. Ormiss Rivers. I suppose we must, said Meta, looking at the doctor. Lady Walkingham must be anxious about Flora. She blushed greatly, fancing that Dr. May was putting his own construction on the heightened color which she could not control. Sir Henry came in, just what he ought to be, kindly anxious, but not overwhelming, and with a ready, pleased recognition of the doctor, as an old acquaintance of his boyhood. He did not stay many minutes, but there was a perceptible difference between his real sympathy and friendly regard only afraid of obtruding, and the oppressive curiosity of their former visitors. Dr. May felt it due, both from kindness and candor, to say something in his praise when he was gone. That is a sensible superior man, he said. He will be an acquisition when he takes up his abode at Drydale. Yes, said Meta, a very simple yes, for which nothing could be gathered. The funeral was fixed for Monday, the next day but one, at the church where Mr. Rivers had been buried. No one was invited to be present. Ethel wrote that, much as she wished it, she could not leave Margaret, and, as the whole party were to return home on the fallen day, they should soon see Flora. Flora had laid aside all privileges of illness after the first day. She came downstairs to breakfast and dinner, and they're looking wretchedly ill, and speaking very low and feebly, she was as much as ever the mistress of her house. Her father could never draw her into conversation again on the subject nearest his heart, and could only draw the sad conclusion that her state of mind was unchanged, from the dreary indifference with which she allowed every word of cheer to pass by unheeded as if she could not bear to look beyond the grave. He had some hope in the funeral which she was bent on attending, and more in the influence of Margaret, and the counsel of Richard or Mr. Wilmot. The burial, however, failed to bring any peaceful comfort to the mourning mother. Meta's tears flowed freely, as much for her father as for her little niece, and Georgia's sobs were deep in choking, but Flora, externally, only seemed absorbed in helping him to go through with it. She herself never lost her fixed, composed, hopeless look. After her return she went up to the nursery, and deliberately set apart and locked up every possession of her child's.  Meta, dear, Preston is in the housekeeper's room. Will you go and speak to her for a moment, to reassure her before I come? Oh, Flora! I sinned for her, said Flora, in answer. I thought it would be a good opportunity while Georgia's out. Will you be kind enough to prepare her, my dear? Meta wondered how Flora had known with her to sin, but she could not but obey. Poor Preston was an ordinary sort of woman, kind-hearted, and not without a conscience, but her error had arisen from the want of any high religious principle to teach her obedience or sincerity. Her grief was extreme, and she had been so completely overcome by the forbearance and consideration shown to her that she was even more broken-hearted by the thought of them than by the terrible calamity she had occasioned. Kind-hearted Mrs. Larkin had tried to consult her, as well as to turn the misfortune to the best account, and Dr. May had once seen her and striven gently to point out the true evil of the course she had pursued. She was now going to her home, and they augured better of her that she had been a jet too utterly downcast to say one word of that first thought with a servant, her character. Meta found her sobbing uncontrollably at the associations of her master's house, and dreadfully frightened at hearing that she was to see Mrs. Rivers. She began to entreat to the contrary with the vehemence of a person unused to any self-government, but in the midst the low, calm tones were heard, and her master stood before her, her perfect stillness of demeanor far more effective in repressing agitation, than had been made as coaxing attempts to sue. You need not be afraid to see me, Preston, said Laura kindly. I am very sorry for you. You knew no better, and I should not have left so much to you. Oh, ma'am, so kind, the dear, dear little darling, I shall never forgive myself. I know you did love her, continued Laura. I am sure you intended no harm, and it was my leaving her that made her fretful. Preston tried to thank. Only remember henceforth, and the clear tone grew fainter than ever with internal anguish, though still steady. Remember strict obedience and truth henceforth. The want of them will have worse results by and by than even this. Now, Preston, I shall always wish you well. I ought not, I believe, to recommend you to the like place, without saying why you left me, but for any other I will give you a fair character. I will see what I can do for you, and if you are ever in any distress, I hope you will let me know. Have your wages been paid? There was a sound in the affirmative, but poor Preston could not speak. Goodbye then, and then Florida took her hand and shook it. Mind you, let me hear if you want help. Keep this. Meadow was a little disappointed to see sovereigns instead of a book. Flora turned to go and put her hand out to lean on her sister as for support. She stood still to gather strength before sending the stairs, and a groan of intense misery was run from her. Dear Flora, it has been too much. No, said Flora gently. Poor thing, I am glad for her sake. But might she not have a book, a Bible? You may give her one if you like. I could not. Flora reached her own room, went in, and bolted the door. End of part two, chapter 20, recording by Nancy Cochran-Gergen, Gilbert, Arizona.