Hello everyone and welcome back to Conversations with Tyler. Today I'm here with Andrew Sullivan. Andrew needs no introduction but it is worth noting he has a new book that just came out called Out on a Limb, selected writing 1989 to 2021 and I would say if you would like one single all-purpose introduction to Andrew Sullivan, this is the book. Andrew welcome Thank You Tyler. I'm thrilled to be here and I think that's correct I mean it is a good the whole point of doing this book was to say okay You hear all this stuff about me. Well here it is this is this is that this is this is the actual bulk of the work and I hope I hope people dip in and out of it It's not supposed to be a first page to last page read But it's an attempt to sort of just clarify a little bit what I've been writing for the last 30 years And I'm hoping to show that there is a there is a consistency to it I'm not not entirely consistent obviously because I've changed and the world has changed But also as a way to just show the history of the last 30 years Which because the thing is arranged chronologically. So that's the idea of the book to just give a A good intro to my various obsessions passions beliefs ideas and arguments over the the last 30 years Now since I've nominated you as the most influential public intellectual of our generation I would like to start with some questions about the andrew sullivan production function Okie-dokie. So let's go back in time at some point you learn your hiv aids positive How did that possible risk of premature death? Effect your productivity over the longer run because you have done an enormous amount as is shown in the book It obviously didn't in fact it kind of Propelled me to write more the the how so? well, for example Virtually normal. I probably is a book I wrote in 1995 which was basically the first book laying out the arguments for Overhauling the gay rights movement and making marriage equality and military service its central Features, I would not have written had I not realized I had thought I had maybe a few years to live I I decided that If I was going to die in my mid 30s, which is what? Everyone seemed to think would happen even though they were a little optimistic about it at the time But I wasn't um, I wanted to leave something behind and so I wanted to leave behind my best argument for this simple civil rights reform and They allowed me to take leave at the new republic in 1994. I was I sera converted in 1993 and in fact The forward of the book has a little date under it, which is the date of my sera conversion So that I put in the book A clear sign of why I was doing that in other words I felt I didn't have much time left and I need to do everything I could and then also I just Also believed and felt that this was an enormous story this Extraordinary plague That devastated A small community really In this in the context of every large community. It really wasn't that affected And how that changed a lot of people's minds and hearts And how it was the thing that propelled us in a way To make the civil rights arguments of the next couple of decades. I don't believe The without aids we would have marriage equality today. I just don't So if we fast forward to today, let's say you were to learn that you would only four years left to live But most of it in healthy mind and body. What is it you would do right now knowing that? That's a really good question. The good news is that Back when it happened to me before I realized that I was doing the work. I really wanted to be doing It was very clarifying Editing the new republic right now. I I love to do what I'm doing, but I will be honest and say I think I would take time To spend more time with my friends and my family I would try and travel some more because I haven't really done Enough of that even though it's a little hard right now I'd probably Up my intake of mushrooms. I think I would try and gain some perspective on mortality and I think I would become probably Much more devout than I currently am but these are suppositions You kind of learn why not become more devout now, right? so because I'm a human being and and death is the ultimate reminder of ultimate reality and we can push that out of our heads all the time and carry on quite normally but the prospect of dying really does concentrate not just the mind but the soul And you have to figure that out and of course I should feel those things now. I should we all should and That's the paradox of this. We know that you know, there's there's a difference between a life of doing and a life of being and and sometimes because Our default mode network hits in as it were We spend much too much time doing things and being something and And so that's the paradox. I know there were moments in my life when presented with mortality I got a very crisper sense of God of my own life and the universe And then over time you just get caught up in the mundane and the everyday and the frustrations And and you lose that perspective Now you've taken quite a few intellectual risks in your career If you look at our intellectuals and public intellectuals as a whole, what do you think is the most fundamental reason why they lack courage? These are good questions, Tyler. Um I think I've been struck over the last few years specifically at how many journalists especially or public intellectuals are Very much members of their own class And are extremely concerned perhaps more than ever what their own peers think about them And so are actually very very vulnerable to social pressure and And I think that means you don't want to take risks if you want to have A good career in intellectual journalism. You don't want to alienate Your your peers and increasingly your peers are all taken from a pretty narrow socioeconomic base Who hold very similar opinions and that's become truer over the last 20 years And so the the career and psychological and social costs of going quote-unquote out on the limb are quite considerable And I think I am lucky to some extent. I mean to have a life That's really not socializing with all those peers. I My friends are a very eclectic bunch of people and almost none of them is I mean a few of them are but a lot of them are not in journalism or in public intellectual life at all What what accounts for that what variable in you in them has led that to be the equilibrium? Well part of it has been gay Because you inevitably develop a social network that is independent of your professional network Because that's how you socialize in in many ways And from that you you generate a different kind of perspective and also I just I don't know I just I just get bored and irritated by my peers I'd much rather listen and talk to someone with from a completely different perspective my best friend plays jazz piano for example and And we talk about everything we talk about politics, but but he comes from a place where if I I can sit down with him and say what do you think about this? You haven't processed this immeasurably, but what do you think? And most ordinary people outside of that circle will ask all sorts of very straightforward questions that my peers haven't even thought about and will see things From a different perspective. I also think the fact that I come from basically a non-college educated family So that I grew up with people who didn't have those esoteric or those academic Skills and certainly not the social skills to belong in the upper middle classes Same with me. I might add Well, and so you get used to real conversations about people and you don't mistake credentials for intelligence and You realize that people outside of the system may be more Perceptive about what's going wrong with it than people buried within it and And so I just I don't I just I'm I'm honestly find life more interesting the more variety of people you get to know and meet And that means from all sorts of different ways of life And the good thing about being gay.  There's a sense in which simply well, I think No, because my non gay friends It's almost so true that my non gay friends who are not part of the elite are also similar to that They have just different perspective But yes, I find them to be often more questioning More curious and more capable of asking basic questions and not taking things are granted than many of my peers Which makes them better Which is why I think journalists were better off coming from ordinary people like working class journalists Who knew people new reality weren't caught up in ideology or orthodoxy or have any interest in their social peers And we're just interested in getting to a story or breaking a story or finding something out Regardless of the consequences. That's the kind of journalism. I kind of like and and And finding a way to make yourself popular among certain elites is is It's just not something I ever wanted to do and I'll tell you this. I'm also just not that big a socializing person I tend to have friends that are very individual one-on-one. I tend to Hang out with small groups of people. I don't have parties. I don't go to parties I'm just not a clubbable person. I've never Easily fit in to any institution that I belong to And putting us putting aside my personality. I think yeah putting aside issues of sex But how do your conversations with your gay friends differ from those with your non-gay friends? We are more candid with each other. I think we're certainly more candid about affairs of the heart there's a a frankness and rudeness and sense of humor that is hard to explain outside of its particular context But I don't want to give you the impression that my non-gay friends are somehow in some boring category. They're not at all I'm talking more about my straight peers within my profession rather than my regular non-gay friends in real life So taking a hetero person such as myself If I want more of this element at the margin that you have with your gay friends What's the needed input To produce that I think it's going to places you wouldn't otherwise go meeting people who are new Finding a way outside your own circle Of friends your own socioeconomic status One thing I was talking to Charles Murray about actually Was how he does this poker game that he plays with just regular folks in a casino And it's a regular thing he does that none of them are from his way of life But it's a great way to get in touch with How people genuinely feel outside of the chattering classes, and I think that's the that's the gain I'm not I'm not helping you very much here. Am I with the the thing?  What do you do? Uh, how do you make a living and so on and so forth? You mentioned before mushrooms How do you think that self-medication whether it be mushrooms marijuana testosterone something else Influences the actual content of your ideas Of course it influences them I would here's here. Let me give you an example. I'm a daily weed smoker. I have been Since I was 36. I was kind of a late bloomer on this and For me what that does I never I never work under the influence of any substance. So This is always outside of the work hours. I'm not crazy and I don't really drink anything So a weed will happen at the end of the day And what I find that marijuana does and to some extent Mushrooms mushrooms definitely do meditation does as well Is that they suppress the ego? They weaken the ego and so If you write something as often do And finish it or a first draft and then Smoke something and then go and take a walk and just let My ego disappear a little bit and let me look at what I've personally done as if I was looking at something someone else had done With that same kind of dispassion And then you're like, oh, I got that wrong or Why did I miss that or that stupid or maybe if I turned the thing around you just how you let's attach to your own pride and your mind is sort of Taken out of its normal rut And so you change your mind more yes yes Also true with something like mdma I remember for example writing virtually normal Which was this very tightly argued cerebral book And then after I'd finished the gut of it. I went To celebrate with some friends who went out dancing I did some mdma and we and in the middle of the dance floor I was like, you know what I haven't put in this book at all Why I care about this subject Why it matters to me I'm being too abstract here So that's when I went back and then I wrote the introduction and then the epilogue which were much more sort of less Less intellectual and more experiential And it they're the most popular parts of the book or You allow yourself to realize you might have made a mistake You might have made a you might have made it just simply a factual error Which happens to everybody and you kind of wake up in the middle of the night Or you just realized maybe that judgment you became too attached to because you were too proud to let go of it and taking a moment to Take your pride out of it and take your ego out of it gives you some possibility After hours of of reassessing your work And also the thing that happened with blogging is that because you were constantly writing you had to constantly account for Changes in mood in in argument and in your opinions and because it charts you day by day hour by hour So that was another thing that got me to shift my opinions the testosterone I think does give you a certain amount of energy and I have to be careful Because it's every two weeks. It's only one cc. It's not like a massive amount But the next two days I have to be careful. I don't pop off on something And and it's funny my colleague Chris Bowden I used to used to tell when I'd just taken a shot because somehow I'd just fire off this Incredibly passionate rant or something. So I have to be aware of that too, but you know We are a function of everything I could just as well say that eating as I used to sugar and cookies all morning as I wrote the dish Gave me this kind of wiry Focus, but we're all a mix of chemicals. What kind of mental process do you use To try to decide if a new idea you have it's just the result of bias from substances Or do you just think well, some of them will be biased, but it's more important to innovate So I'm going to double down on this. How do those thoughts go? I literally have a little book called High Dears Which is which is ideas I've had when I'm high and I write them down by certainly then I then I make sure I look at them totally sober And I would say about three quarters of them are nuts and I throw them out And this is the book we want you to publish in your last four years called high dears things I can't really say or think about but I I just let my mind wander and you know, I'm just a curious person. I love thinking about stuff and I think my mind can go down a rabbit hole. Um, this was part of the problem with me for a long time. I just I couldn't I had terrible insomnia until I found cannabis in my late 30s Some of us have brains or minds that just won't stop And it can be an ordeal and so it's not for lack of I'm not going to not think while I'm on weed or even when I'm on mdma. I find for example On mda mushrooms. It's all theology for me. It's all about God. It's all about the relationship between the trinity I mean the possibility of the incarnation These things are what I become obsessed with when I'm really On mushrooms or mdma or the hallucinants. Yes, it becomes all about Christianity for a weird way You know, it was Herodotus who first suggested the idea of examining all ideas both when sober and when drunk Oh, really if they were good It helps because we The more ways you can look at a topic The perhaps the more you'll understand it to be honest and but I think the main thing is ego The main thing is the ego bias. We don't want to be wrong And certainly if we've taken a position it's really hard for us to Accept that we screwed up Given that you didn't come from a fancy background. Who first noticed your talent and how? It was kind of a shock when I was in elementary school And this this will tell you a certain amount about me There's an exam that they they sit that you can sit for back in those days Called the 11 plus which was an IQ test essentially And I was just a kid in elementary school and I was about to graduate and go to high school and And they set this test and then my head teacher brought my parents in and I thought I was in trouble and It turned out I had like the highest score in the county or something and that was when I was Told I was very smart. I mean I I wasn't really aware of it until then and then I got sent to this super magnet school which was Wonderful and for people from all backgrounds who just were over a certain level of IQ a kind of stifus and a kind of Magnet school and then within the first month they graded everyone on all the topics and put the list Of one to thirty in the class on the wall And I was number one, which was another huge shock to me So that's how I found out. I was not really aware that I was that bright But the system found me and this is why I'm a pretty passionate defender of SATs and IQ tests in general to find Kids who otherwise would be missed Especially kids from poor backgrounds who have native ability But haven't had a chance to show that and whose parents could not have afforded My parents could not afford to send me to any school where you'd have to pay. So so that was that was how it happened Now as an undergraduate you knew and were friends with neil fergusson and I al l that neil. What was he like back then? Pretty much the same. We were a little wilder to be honest. Um, we were a little brat here and a little more Interested in just comedy. We published a little ramshackle magazine that poked fun at the toffs at the Atonians we both sort of thought of ourselves a little bit as what we call grammar school boys We weren't part of the elite but we got in because of our brains And so we were a little Contemptuous of one of our peers for example boris johnson who was also there at the same time I mean, this is what happens in england. It's a very close It's a very small elite in a way and the other I mean, I also went to high school sat next to kia starma for six years Who's now the leader of the opposition? So it's amazing in my own education just by chance Uh became friends with the leader current leader of the opposition and the prime minister Yeah, no, I knew him then what insight do you have into the boris johnson administration that the rest of us would not That he's a charmer and a liar and and hilarious And that the on purpose hilarious Yes That this is he was the he was an atonian who showed up and a lot of the atonians people came from eating the the highest sort of fancy school in britain And unlike the other atonians who came to oxford and decided well, we've got to downplay this We've got to be credit. We've got to wear like regular clothes and like and and alter our accent No boris came and said instead of fighting it. I'm going to just turn into a caricature Of an upper-class twit, you know, if you've ever seen the montie python sketch of the One of those and but did so with such a sort of knowing irony That we all kind of got the joke So it's the same act That he's doing now and I for one at the time at oxford because we were both in the oxford union together Which was the debating society where you got elected whatever and so I was Elected president in my second year and he had a hard time But I was very much on his side because I just thought he was a talent And I found him funny and I could forgive him for anything really and I think I think that's why maybe having known that side of boris and not being Intimately aware as my peers in england were of all his shenanigans of all his lies of all his corners cut Of all the betrayals that he committed I didn't see any of that and experience it When I went back to england and talked to all my peers about him They were so full of bitterness that they had begun I think to forget his basic charm and that power and I saw that at oxford It's the same thing now and it's why he's a very successful politician More generally, what is it that intelligent educated americans get wrong about british politics? Well, they're they're wrong to think that it's somehow a more elevated discourse It's it's it can be at times, but it's just as raucous as here I think brexit has been terribly misunderstood by americans because they conflated it for understandable reasons with trump and and they conflated boris johnson with trump and simply not the case if you would had A less crazy i mean boris is not crazy at all. He's a very smart person And he's also not like trump a complete outsider. He's the insiders insider editor of the spectator, you know, oxford eaten mayor of london these are not outsider positions and therefore dismiss dismiss it and don't really understand that in fact I think the tories have developed a very canny strategy to represent the the voices and feelings of those who feel they're left behind Without abandoning an important segment of the elite And that's the role of the tory party historically has been to co-opt populism For elitism as it were as to as to is to to prevent revolution by Co-opting and I think what boris has done in fact and one of the things you'll notice in britain is that The parties the far right parties that were kind of gaining strength have collapsed And the tories basically own the entire right of center vote Whereas the left is split between liberal democrats and the labor party and the greens In a way that gives boris a constant advantage and that I think is not not very well understood Do you think the united kingdom will split up in the next few decades as we know it? Probably I mean I I wrote a piece like 20 years ago. I read it when I was going through the book Reading things to see if I would include it in the book where I I basically predicted that I can't see scotland being part of the uk Past another 20 years and that was about 20 years ago But don't they want to leave and keep the pound in the queen and everything else? Yeah, and just You know tell say buzz off to the english Where can they go really if you look at the trade language? Every time they've come up to this decision It looks like they're going to pass it and they always pull back Because in fact the arguments for scottish independence are incredibly weak. First of all The eu would not recognize it the eu is not going to have scotland as an independent state because they'd have to deal with catalonia And other elements in in in europe, which the spanish for example would veto So I don't think they have a chance to get back in the eu Even though they have this all you know the scots you go back to the 16th and 17th centuries The scots were always allied with the europeans against the english the french primarily against the english um But so maybe I don't know um I do think that northern island has been effectively turned into non-uk by the By the trade barrier in the in the r.c. Which boris negotiated And so I think that northern island has definitely taken a step away from being Fully and in the union the way that scotland and wales are Whether or not you agree with it, but what is the most convincing version of british pessimism? Is it john gray? Is it roger scruton? Is it vitz james stevens? Someone else? Is it you? Who or what is it? Because you're mostly optimistic Yeah, I'm not quite as dark where you're tempted to cross over to the dark side Maybe someone like peter hitchhens or douglas murray who have a really Bleak understanding what's happening in europe with the muslim population and also a sense that traditional classical liberalism in britain is really under siege Uh Sorry, that's a that's a That's a ferry boat blasting um from the don't worry. We've had trains cross Episodes everything. Yeah. Um, it's a good question styler. Um, so I think that's what I would say to that But the muslim immigration to britain seems to have gone acceptably well, right I think That there are parts I think of england Northern england particularly which have had some issues with not full integration. I mean really some separate Some separate entities, right? Yeah, bradford. Um, I think we one of them and in which there have been some really ugly Grooming child grooming practices and ways in which the muslim community in those areas which came from very rural kind of backward areas of Of pakistan and they're not weren't quite ready for modern liberal democracy And there's some element in which that works but in general when I go to england I do think that it's pretty successful Multiracially, but then I think america is too because I have a slightly Lower expectation. I think if human nature than most people do but in general the english and the americans Pretty easy going about this you go to london and it's pretty easy going what they were responding to I think and I Is the speed of change? Uh in which I mean one of the saddest things my brother ever said to me when I was over there a few years ago Was talking about london And he said to me well, you know, it's not our capital city anymore. Is it? and It really struck me that that he felt that london was sort of a different country now that that it was an internationalist global Kind of playground as opposed to england's and britain's capital city and when you look at the demographics you see that 40 percent of londoners were not born in the united kingdom and that is now in new york Fine that's always been the case. It is the it's a big immigration Entropo, but this never happened to england before and so I think and if you go to to london you really and I recently very hard to hear an english accent Or an english person in any service industry. I mean it's quite remarkable and of course in some ways That's a huge advancement for london It's the place where every other european wants to go live It's a place where people from all over the world want to live and it's a fantastic city But from the perspective of the coherence of england I think it happened a little too fast And a little and it was a little too much and that's the adjustment Why is there so much residual british hatred of margaret thatcher? So to call her maggie the milk snatcher you'll still hear that like who cares how long ago was that the milk whatever What is it about her that so set off her enemies? it's funny because I was I was a kid I was used to fight with starmer all the time about thatcher in the 70s and the passions were intense I think the thing is that she changed britain and she did it without a great deal of Emolience as it were she just did it and And she did it in a way that profoundly shifted britain from a socialistic To a much more capitalistic country and from what I felt was a incredibly stultified Class-based country to a much more entrepreneurial and dynamic country And in the process of course consigned large amounts of what was decrepit and stultified and moribund in britain Essentially over and that included for example like the great coal fields of the north which were Which which were draining the public treasury and and and and forcing people to go down into mines And it was absurd for my point of view, but there was the people really hated her I know I I just loved her and and and she became this sort of bet noir. I mean remember she was Because she was such a formidable figure re-elected three times transformed the country a woman a tori All these things just just were too much for some people to even begin to Absorb I have a piece in the book called thatcher liberator They didn't even see her extraordinary pioneering Work as a as a woman leader As a woman who who had a with a professional woman who earned a living as a chemist And a lawyer and and who took on the tori party I mean, I think it's an amazing story myself And I think she was more right than wrong about almost everything with a few obvious errors, but uh I don't get it. I don't I don't get it either.  I don't get it. What do you think are the main disadvantages? Women face in politics and are any of those reflected in views on thatcher Yeah, well, you know, I remember a emotional space that women are allowed to inhabit Just like barack obama knew he could not get away with being very angry very often if at all, right? Right. So what are those constraints for women? You would think the constraint will be you can't yell you can't Hurang you can't be aggressive and debate without backlash, but she was all of the above. I mean she was She did not make any concessions to her femininity in terms of being a politician and I And the house of commons itself just the format of house of commons is so gladiatorial It's so much a theater That politics in britain has to have this kind of slightly parliamentary theatrical element to it And I think politics has often had that kind of dramatic theatrical element to it And that doesn't seem to come as naturally to many women as it does to many men and and And that is a problem for female for women's access even though they've made huge strides in britain We already had two female prime ministers, for example, as opposed to united states But one thing's interesting also that thatcher and for example, therese may And also angela merkel There they were not Understood within their own politics in the way that hillary clinton was understood within american politics. It's just not that big a gendered Gap in fact, if you look at the The voting numbers you find that there is almost no gender gap between labor and the Tories in britain It's very american phenomenon This idea that a woman in politics is somehow the symbol of feminism and of the breaking the glass ceiling and all of that It's just not taken as seriously in europe as it is here Now in the middle of all these conversations, we have a segment overrated versus underrated I toss out a name a place an idea. You tell me if you think it's overrated or underrated. Are you ready? Yes, i'm ready. Go ahead. Elton john overrated or underrated Just trying to figure that I think he's rated pretty accurately to be honest. I don't think either.  Yeah, okay overrated without bernie Those lyrics are hard to beat david bowie Overrated underrated He was so smart this man had such a A vast sort of erudition insight I mean, I don't know whether he was seeing that remark he made about the future of the internet He was smarter about what was coming than it was anybody else And the creativity of this guy. I mean, we have all these lame-ass non-binary But today and he was a man in the 70s utterly exploding differences to men and women being androgynous being While being incredibly heterosexual Just just a fantastic individual. That's why my dog is called bowie After him. Oh, great Charles Dickens I think braided correctly What's your favorite book by him by him? I think david copperfield the state of utah over or underrated underrated why Have you looked at the statistics there? They're incredible. I mean and I think Here's here's a tribute to Mormonism the one of the one of the great crises affecting america is this atomization This lack of meaning this lack of community Then the Mormons have shown you don't have to do that now I've also experienced the other side of that because I had a lot of time There with many of the gay groups there back in the 90s, but again In utah, they came to this wonderful utah compromise between the Mormon church and the gay rights groups Which really allowed both of them space to breathe romney I would I would really love that guy to be president if if we had a republican definitely underrated Theresa may over or underrated Underrated because She was given a basically impossible task and she did As well. I think as anybody could have and it was necessary. I think to actually spell out How brexit would take place which required a certain process of the country and the country's elites Running out of excuses to do it and that was always going to take time And she took the brunt of it And I think she's underrated the way that john major for example is underrated as prime minister The musical group queen Underrated she I mean, how could you how could you overate queen? I mean, it's amazing Freddie mercury as a as a figure is another gay icon to me. Um, who I think is You know, I a lot of people saw that that movie bohemian rhapsody, but but the songs that man wrote I mean, we still sing them. We still hear them.  I find fantastic. I love I love that mishmash. I I hate the separatism I love when gay stuff is embraced by straight people and vice versa I just I love the possibility of cultural mixture and energy that comes from that What's your favorite movie? airplane Why? it I watch it every year because it's just so funny and stupid and And as a tonic if you're weighed down by the world, especially if you're weighed down by Wokeness or the kind of Incredibly sensorious attitude that we have it's just so great To sit down and watch that every now and again and see see what they got away with and just the sightgags I'm a big fan of sightgags and of slapstick and So airplane. I'm not saying it's the greatest movie all time or anything I'm just saying I'm particularly fun when I think of movies I'm particularly fond of the other one. I would say that comes to mind if I'm being totally serious is this movie called Integrate silence, which is Philip Groening's documentary on the monastery of Chartres the silent order and Which has never accepted any outsider in its entire history since the Middle Ages and he gets in and just Films their life. They're chanting their work the way they garden the way they the way they pray And there are these last for three hours and there are no words in it until the last 20 minutes and you are riveted throughout As an expression of spirituality It's an extraordinary film Who's the most interesting and underrated feminist thinker? I I still like to man career to be honest with you. I I just like her tender her rigor her energy and her Balls if I'm allowed to say that I'm not really allowed to But her I guess you can all right We could talk about our ladies balls out the way we couldn't before but yeah No, I I'm a big fan of hers still fan of hers. She did some tough stuff and she's now actually Also taking some tough stance, which I appreciate and approve of Now you often have described yourself as an oak shoddy and right michael oak shot. Mm-hmm How would you approach political issues? Where it seems you have to choose something ideological and there's not an obvious way to do experimentation So take say the mexican-american war from the 1840s. How do you think about that?  Was it a big mistake? Is the oak shoddy and framework adequate to handle that? I'm not I don't know enough about the mexican-american war. I'm afraid you know, we took the land and didn't give it back Right. Yeah, and you know, it didn't belong to us right and you know, it was a lot of land I'm not sure you need to know the details of No, but I but but okay. I think as a itself would not fit An oak shoddy an understanding of what politics should do Seizing land is not what Uh oak shots conservatism would be about but oak shots conservatism is very european And not as easily applicable to the united states in its formative periods, but sometimes it does seem to me that taking a bold ideological position on a public issue in which it is Not so easy to simply compromise or cut in two or finesse is necessary What oak shot would say is the key thing is is such an act of radicalism Actually a form of balancing so for example You could make an argument that thatcher for example came in with a very radical Ideological agenda of shrinking the state lowering taxes Cutting spending etc. Which was ideological. So why does a Tory support it because The country had so gravitated towards an idea of socialism That in fact that kind of ideology was necessary pragmatically To return Britain to its center as it were. So sometimes radicalism is a necessary part of moderation And and how do you determine? Which Incident or which moment in history or which decision Is that decision? The conservative and oak shot would say you can't that that is where you see to what we might call prudence Prudential judgment, which is where we rely upon the individual politician the individual statesperson to have the judgment necessary to make the right call And It will not be prescribed in advance. It will be hard to determine Retroactively, but in the moment a person able to make those kind of prudential practical decisions Is the person that we should follow and the goal is to keep the society on an even keel Not to disrupt it too much even though sometimes it takes radicalism to keep it on an even keel At the state level do we have oak shoddy and legislators today in america? Well fewer and fewer because of the the way in which the gerrymandering Particularly has made it more important for incumbents to worry about primary Opponents than their general election opponents But I do think and I'll echo david brookes here that there is more of it than you might imagine that That there are practical things that need to be done Things that need to be rearranged as the society changes and moves and there are people in politics capable of doing that Who have done that and certainly at a state level? That's increasingly the case. Um, there are you know, just complicated difficult things that require administrative skill and political judgment and I think That kind of political judgment, which is not to be too Driven by ideology and all things but to allow The possibility of a prudential pragmatic adjustment is what oak shoddy and politics is At at at some point about Do you think the american southeast will walk away from the pandemic as the least traumatized or most traumatized part of the country? It could be the most I mean, I think the experience of Of having had an opportunity to avoid a catastrophe And then walking right into it is potentially much more emotionally and psychologically traumatizing Than just having something happen to you That you had no warning for and that you couldn't have prepared for but which which knocked you out the way new yorkers I think were traumatized by 9 11 or indeed the first wave of of covet and life say in miami or nashville It seems to have returned to normal much more quickly than in san francisco And people have a more casual attitude about it That seems to be bad from the point of view of casualties, but there's lower unemployment more rapid bounce back Won't I see that too my worry is that we're That the the delta variant means that it's also going to mean a lot of death in the next month or two More much more death than might otherwise be the case and that we will we'll have to wait and see how that affects This understanding I in general as you know I'm in favor of getting on with life and getting back to normal as quickly as possible And I say that as someone who's particularly vulnerable to covet, but I've looked at the risks Got my vaccination and I'm going to live my life With some reasonable precautions and so I kind of appreciate where they're coming from But I I I'd seriously tile. I don't understand Why you wouldn't take a prudential measure to save your own life when it's available to you for free It it doesn't quite I don't quite maybe that I'm so used to having my body medicalized That having another needle stuck in me feels so routine at this point That I can't understand the idea of people who really aren't part of a medical system Having to subject themselves to it for the first time on the basis of a potential illness We'll see won't we I mean my hope is and it might be the case You know the delta's going to blow itself out quite quickly as it seems to be happening in britain right now So they may not But I do think there's a chance that they're going to suffer terribly And suffer on top of that the sense that they could have avoided it which makes you doubly traumatized Now you've supported both obama and president biden on the grounds that they would help us get past the culture war It seems in a lot of ways culture war has gotten worse What's your view now is it it would have been even worse yet without those figures? Or maybe obama made it worse in ways i hadn't seen at the time or give us your current model I He realized I think That the individual president can't unravel these forces that have been propelling us now for Since the 1960s really That was the sort of thesis of the Obama support was that he could get us past this. He's the first non boomer or post boomer to really be able to Slice through pragmatically these this this deep right left somewhere nowhere heartland coasts divide and so With obama Again, I look at it and I'm like I've really tried in my conscience to see did he really inflame racial relations or Or the culture war in ways and I honestly don't think he did. I think he tried quite hard not to Which is in stark contrast of course to trump and I think biden biden is I think biden is more at fault than obama even though obama was much more ferociously opposed because of his complete embrace of critical race theory and the diversity equity inclusion agenda Um across the government and elsewhere whereas obama was really very hostile to those things and resisted those things but I'm sobered up by the fact that I never fully understood How obama was as unpopular as he was in many parts of the country and I And I honestly can see some aspects of his personality could rub people the wrong way But his core decency always seemed to me quite self-evident and And I have to I have to conceive that simply that Americans I will I always believed americans would be willing to elect a black president I underestimated how willing they would be to be governed by one and so some deep racial stuff I had underestimated came came to the surface If we look at the world as a whole and recognize there's some globalized element to culture and just to ask the simple question The world as a whole should it be more woke or less woke? Which would you prefer? As a whole well, no, there's pakistan, right?  Right. Right. Well, no, but woke does not mean socially advanced or progressive it doesn't it mean it has a very clear View that that the west is essentially a construction of of has been a construction of oppression Rather than liberation, but it's a number of things that take like the 200 most woke people in san francisco And give them more influence like their views have more influence all around the world Does that make for a better world or a worse world? Doesn't it make for a better world? I think it I think it probably does if you if you're considering south urabia So you belong to the faction of woke Uh, tyler I I belong definitely to the faction of people who want to see minorities and People who are have been previously marginalized in society being given the full opportunities to become absolutely fine full contributing members to our society You can do that through a liberal system. In fact, I think the liberal system is the best way to do that the least divisive and the more psychologically productive But so so in that in that if I could find a way to make the world more respectful of those ideas I would but wokeness is not about that it is about the notion that the world is defined by oppression And that it's not just defined by oppression but defined by white oppression And I think if you took the lessons of the woke in terms of the inherent conflict Between white and non white that non white world We're talking about a major non zero sum global conflict Which the way that it would be a non it would be a zero sum conflict In the united states if they really had their Had their druthers and so no i'm not woke not globally But I do believe that it has a positive marginal product. It may not be your preferred ideology Maybe maybe it has a social marginate social product, but I I I do prefer societies where women have Equality and choice in their lives.  I believe those things I just think the means by which you get there matters Why has wokeness done so well at least along our coasts In passing a kind of market test in many of our most productive companies now some of it's the government Governmental support, but clearly it goes far beyond that right? How has that happened? What's gone wrong in the market? Well, it's less the market than the elite market because it's the elites that have made these decisions This isn't coming from a wellspring of of of american suburbanites demanding They go through struggle sessions on their complicity in white supremacy. That is not that it hasn't bubbled up from below. Here's why I think Because the elites kind of have a martin Luther king jr. Envy that every generation wants to have that moral Quality that sense that they are shifting The arc of history in a better way Even though we've generally done about as much as we possibly can to do that In terms of within the possibilities of a liberal system So there's that the need to feel worthy and the need to feel that you're doing things. It's also much more Conducive to human nature to see people in terms of groups rather than individuals It's just much more It's much more comfortable for people to do that. We are essentially tribal And so what wokeness appeals to in the way that the far right also appeals it appeals to tribalism and tribalism It's crude a sense of being able to identify people Instantly as a member of your tribe or another tribe. That is how humans have always lived. So of course It's it's likely to be more successful when you combine it with the sense of moral righteousness as well To tell people you can be tribalist and moral at the same time is an incredibly Attractive way of life To be able to see a white male and know instantly that person is part of the problem Before you even before you even talk to them is hugely rewarding for a human the human psyche always has been always will be liberalism the achievement of seeing the individual independently of his or her group Is hard it's counter-intuitive and so it's always on the defensive in many ways and And whether it's a sort of tribal right-wing racism or whether it's a tribal left-wing neo racism It's they're both more come more naturally humans than the liberal discipline Last question you said toward the beginning you wanted to travel more. Let's say you had two free weeks All expenses paid no responsibilities. No covid restrictions. Where would you go and why? I would go to rome Which i've never fully really discovered and never really spent that much time in i would probably go to rio I don't understand south america very well, and there's something about that city that really compels me and i would go to ireland Because it's also an island where my whole most of my family comes from And i've never really spent time in the west of ireland where my ancestors Came and you know my brother went around there recently and he said, you know, it's funny I go into these little town in In in cork and they all look like us There was a sense of uh, I'd like to get in touch with my ancestral roots by by glouring at the grim atlantic ocean and the Steady rain and the bleak sky And get in touch with their grit and their resilience. That's that's where I'd like to go those places. How's that? Andrew Sullivan, thank you very much. And again, Andrew's new book the definitive statement of Andrew Sullivan It is called out on a limb selected writing in 1989 to 2021 Tyler you lived up to your reputation. There's a fantastic questions delivered with merciless Speed and energy. I'm so grateful. Thank you. I'm afraid I didn't do as well as I hope to but nonetheless. Thank you for having a great dialogue Thank you


Okay, I'm probably gonna delete this but I can't rant at the camera anyway because why not? It's just you and me, right? Happy Sunday, everybody. It is Sunday, March 14th, 106 p.m. We've just spent the morning sort of lazing around and having coffee. You know, it's such a switch from yesterday where it was so bright and sunny and warm. We actually had windows open and the furnace turned off. Today, it's gray and gloomy and we both have umbrellas because it's frisley. It is Monday, March 15th. It's still a.m. It's like 11... 11 something, hold on. 11.22 a.m. Anyway, we're back home. Bob's gonna work on his car. I'm gonna fiddle around the house and in the art room and I'll be back. Good morning, everybody. It is 8.35 a.m. my car clock is still on. And obviously we're in the car and it's freezing cold in the car. 8 degrees or something outside. It's supposed to warm up today, but it's not warm yet. And I have to go run a couple errands and then I've got my doctor's appointment and then if they don't take expired medications at doctor's office, then I've got to go try to find a place. So, I've got that to do too. Then go home and then I can finally have coffee and lunch. Because, yeah, I've got blood work done, so it's a fasting thing. Hey guys, so it's one o'clock. It's just after lunch. It's still Tuesday and the doctor's appointment actually went pretty good. Of course, we're waiting for the blood, annual blood labs to come back, so we'll see what they say, but overall the doctor basically said keep doing what you're doing, keep walking, keep losing weight. We may be able to start lowering some of my medications. So, yay! That encourages me to keep going and keep doing what I'm doing. And so in that vein, I'm gonna go get some steps in by myself, the husband's of course working and later on we're going to the grocery store. So while that'll garner me some steps, it won't be like going out for a neighborhood walk, which we're gonna do right now. Also, one more thing. I know you want to make your art and your family a priority. But you can't do that if you don't make yourself a priority first. So do that. Take care of you. You can't take care of the rest if you're not here to do that, right? If COVID's not taught us nothing, it should have taught us that. All right, I will be back. Morning everybody. It is, what day is it? Wednesday morning, just before 10 a.m. March 17th, St. Patrick's Day, I think. Anyway, I'm about to go live, hence the view. I'm sitting at the table. I've got the webcam up here. We are going to work on some, I've got a couple of these pads of primed canvas. They're already, it's the canvas fabric like you find on a stretched canvas, and it's already been primed. This one's primed for acrylic. This one's primed for watercolor. I don't remember exactly why I got them. I think I just wanted to try them. And I've had them for a while, but now I'm obviously not going to use them because I still have the pads. I think what I'm going to do is over the next few days or a couple of weeks, I am going to paint each piece of the fabric and or collage on it, work it up. I think I'm going to turn them into journal covers. And then the journal covers will be made into journals, and I think I'm going to list them in my Etsy shop. I may just list the flat pieces of fabric, aka journal covers, in my Etsy shop without paper in them, and then you all can make your own journals out of them. What would you prefer? So leave something in the comments below. I'd love to know. All right. We are going to get started on this and get some painting done because there's some drama going on in my family. And I think I need to just get some painting done. So and then go for a walk later. So anyway, all right, I'll be back. Okay, I've spent the afternoon after the live. Well, first I made two masks because a friend of my daughters and son-in-laws let them know he eats masks and they're gonna actually see him this weekend. So I made two masks for him. Then I made some egg bites. Starbucks has what are they called? Yeah, Starbucks has a, I guess a food item that's called an egg bite. It's a little round like thing of scrambled eggs basically and stuff in it. And I thought that was such a good idea for something for breakfast or lunch that I could have in moderation and I could sort of portion out and make with fresh ingredients that I like. And so I've made, I kind of cobbled together a couple recipes and altered a couple things. I came up with basically my own recipe. So I'm going to type it up and I'll link it below for you all if you want to try it. I was able to get 12, 18 egg bites out of the one recipe. And then I also had some of these vegan sausage patty things that I browned up, which I'm going to put in with a few of the egg bites. And I'm going to be portioning them out and they will be a breakfast for me and let's see what is one serving. They are about 183 calories per egg bite maybe-ish. I'm going to figure it out exactly and if I can I'll put it on the recipe. And so I'll put one little egg bite and then the little vegan sausage patties are 80. So that's not too bad actually.  And then all I have to do is pull out a little bag with a bite in it and maybe a sausage patty and put it and pop it in the microwave and warm it up a little bit and have that with my coffee. I love that idea. All right, so we're going to do that. I've got some lavender, dried lavender I need to get rid of. It's just been hanging around forever and um I did all the dishes cleaned up after myself. Yay uh I think I have time to sit down and watch YouTube. I think. All right. I'll be back. Good morning everybody. Happy Thursday. It's Thursday, March 18th, I think. It's just after 9 a.m. We are waiting on the contractor to show up He is going to start work on installing our new laundry room sink finally First of a few things we're going to have him do and uh, yeah, it's going to be good. I'm going to basically hide upstairs while he's here Um, but yeah, it's going to be good. I can't wait to get the laundry sink installed The egg bites turned out great. The husband even likes them. So that tells you something And all the dishes are in the sink ready to go. I don't feel like emptying the dishwasher at the moment So I'm not going to um I'm going to do a couple things down here in preparation for him coming And then when he gets here, we'll just be um working on those canvas pieces We were working on yesterday that will be future journal covers And then looking at my paper stash of papers that I bought to try And that I don't need And or I'm not going to use for one reason or the other not because they're bad paper Or I'm not going to use for their intended use because sometimes they make great mixed media paper But maybe not great say watercolor paper So um, and those are the papers that are going to be the pages in the journals And as usual when I make journals, I always end up falling in love with one or two So one or two will probably end up in my stash Before they go in the Etsy shop like, you know It's a thing Anyway, all right. That's how my day is working out so far. How about you? I hope you're having a good one. I'll be back. Hey guys, it is quite the day Got my blood work back from the doctor And everything is good. My blood my blood glucose is good My cholesterol was good. I am medicated for that, but it was good. It wasn't good last time So she was wondering about upping the medication, but I got it under control So yay, we don't have to do that um As you saw if you saw this clip, I got some more work done on those pieces of canvas I found in my closet that I was talking about in the last live broadcast I had And I think they're done now and ready to be made into journals or something so morning everybody It is a bright Partially cloudy semi wet day Can we have all those at the same time? Yes, we can in Oregon Anyway, good morning. I hope you're having a good one. It is Friday morning March 19th, I think It's about 9 a.m. Just after 9 a.m. I'm headed out for a quick walk by myself to go get some steps in I'm going to be playing shuttle service to and from the airport today with a couple different groups of people um For those that aren't aware Both my mom and bob's mom Have both been poorly recently I'm struggling with their health My mom's 80. Bob's mom's in her 90s and so We've been trying to check in on them as much as they'll Let us You all with senior parents know exactly what I mean um on a regular basis, but bob and rebecca Because of covet haven't seen Bob's mom in a long time and it's most important that the two of them see her so I'm staying here to watch the dog And they're flying to california to go check on her And bob's brother. There's some other stuff going on there. I won't discuss. It's not my business But anyway So they're going to check on the family Prayers would be welcome for all all involved If you're so inclined um Anyway So they're going to go do that polyas has Some commitments that were already pre-ranged all quite a while ago For this weekend too So I will be puppy sitting overnight Bob and rebecca will be back tomorrow. It is just a quick trip, but I'll be puppy sitting overnight and I'm not super comfortable walking the dog by myself So I'm going to go for a walk before I get her now And maybe a quick Walk after I do the first trip to the airport by myself And then I'll have at least today's steps in so Yeah Anyway, I'm going to go do that. I'll bring you with me where I can and I'll be back Two trips to the airport that I had to do today do this again until tomorrow late afternoon It is saturday morning march 20th. I think I don't know what time it is to be honest with you I think it's after 10 a.m No pull I'm attempting to take crazy pants for a walk by myself I know it's probably a really bad idea and it's raining outside But we're going to go for a quick walk and see how far we get I'm going to have to keep her on a short leash so she doesn't pull me over so And concentrate so I doubt I'll get too many pictures, but we'll see I'll be back Hey guys, it is saturday afternoon. It is 3 59 p.m. Do you know what I've done this this afternoon? Whole bunch of nothing Got some chores done that I needed to get done like feeding my sourdough starter and laundry and stuff like that And then you know what I've been to watch Star Trek All of Star Trek Picard I'm done and now I'm on Star Trek Discovery So I'm going to go to the airport now and pick Bob and Rebecca up All right. Anyway, I'm going to go Deal with traffic and get to the airport and I'll be back.  She's recovering very nicely She's a very strong will 92 year old woman 92 or 93 somewhere in there. Anyway, very strong will blow them Um, there's a few other things going on with the family health-wise. I won't get into publicly, but they're doing well too Um in Bob's family My family on the other hand Isn't handling things so well. My mom's fallen a couple more times and hurt herself a couple more times and so I don't know what's going to happen with that. There's lots of discussion going on right now It's getting to be too much for my dad so I guess we'll see Anyway, we'll get it done right together. All right, that's it for this week I hope you've had a good one and if any stress stressful situations have come up that you've handled them with grace and if you can You can't always but if you can um and conversation and That you're doing well and big hugs to you. I feel you anyway Breathe do art turn off your devices go for a walk all the things that I've been telling you for weeks It does help. All right. That's it for the moment I want you to remember to Take care of yourselves. Take care of each other. Please stay safe. Stay healthy. Stay creative. Please wear a mask I know things are Approving a bit or they seem to but please don't forget to wear a mask and sanitize your hands and all that stuff I Support the free content From your favorite creators when you can whether it's shopping in their Etsy store or They have a patreon or a paypal tip jar or whatever it is. Check out their video description. It's probably listed down there. Mine is There's a link to a list of links down there my link for my art foemies that you can buy Is down there all of that stuff. So check it out um, don't forget to Oh boy, I need coffee. Hello Don't forget to go out and Well like share and subscribe that would be great But don't forget to go out and do something nice for yourself. You deserve it.  You can't take care of everybody else if you want to hear of yourself first All right, that's it for this week. I'll be back. Bye guys