Let's review 12 rules for life and antidote to chaos by Jordan B. Peterson Henry Adams once said chaos often breeds life when order breeds habit This is a complex relationship that chaos and order have together just like vice and virtue law and order and the doubt Summing this book up. It is intellectually downplayed and edited to the normal masses Since Jordan is a psychological and intellectual Charismatic genius he cites the Bible as well as Disney characters to help the reader relate with order and chaos Helping the reader to deal with the uncertainty of the known Jordan's fine print is the truth versus the ideological Breaking everything down to get to the truth Lying to yourself or when leaders are manipulating and using deception to convince the zombie masses Jordan in real life is very charismatic Talkative he flows when he talks. He's very genuine and he wants to offer help He's capable of direct advice which can trigger low-frequency zombies times. He's philosophical or intellectual DB research is the Gulag out in Russia Mao communism and these are great proponents to his reasonings Why feminism and socialism are not okay, although you do need he emphasizes a social contract to have order Not just chaos Consider the chaos and order a dance or a balance of yin and yang Jordan appeals to young men in real life as well as in this book You can see Jordan Pearson crying and explaining his care for what's currently developing in culture makes him very likeable Here's a small clip of him on a radio show The the fact that suicide is the biggest killer of young men under the age of 45 in this country It goes on in that interview to say at this point to my astonishment Peterson begins to weep Yeah, well, it says see now did it to me again? Look last night, you know, I was at this Talk I gave and about a thousand people came in about 500 of them stayed afterwards and most of them were young man You know and just one of them after the other comes up to me and they shake my hand and they say look I've been listening to what you've been saying for six months and it's changed my life It's like I was depressed. I was addicted to drugs. My relationships weren't working out. I was hopeless I didn't have any goal. I started cleaning up my room and telling the truth and working hard on myself And it's really working and I just want to thank you for helping me and I thank God It's so it's so sad that so many of these men, you know, they've not had an encouraging bloody word It's real encouraging word in their entire life It just takes a little bit of of encouragement and care so that they're willing to set themselves straight to some degree and start trying It's just a catastrophe that that's that's so rare in their lives Very fast where sometimes it doesn't make sense or he's jumping to conclusions I put him in the realms of Sam Harris, Gad Sad or Naseem Taleb Whereas in terms of Activision and his truthfulness and his willing to fight such as James DeMore, Mike Cernovich or Dave Ruhman for free speech He makes it a point to be very careful what he says since there are many people to attacking him from all different angles trying to repress his views And to slander him. He never apologizes, which you can learn from social justice. Warriors always lie by Vox Day In a sense, he's like Milo yet He's more likeable and he understands the game that they're playing He has a little bit of sneaky satire that it's hard to pick up He really started getting famous when I guess the Canadian government started to push these gender pronouns on Him to use and he fought back and says I'm not doing that. So he's a rebel He gets in trouble for talking about the masculine and feminine dropping light grenades of truth bombs The alt-right as well as the man is fear typically like him since he's somewhat of a warrior But he has to deal with the backlash the migtail tend to be bitter But okay with him since he uses these comments, but he did apologize. Is there a concrete example of something where You you said you said something and I'm not thinking of anything in particular I'm being entirely genuine here. It is there an instance Where where you feel you said something that appeared to be true to you at the time and knowing what you know Yes, I think I was a little I think I was a little dismissive of the men going their own way Because I think I called them pathetic weasels Which and I had my reasons for that my reasons were roughly speaking that who are the men going their own way Well, they're a group of people mostly on the net who have had who've been burned in their relationships Or who conceptualize themselves as having been burned in their relationships And they believe that the legal structure in particular in Western countries is so tilted against men particularly in family dispute situations That and divorce settlement that it's safer for men not to establish permanent relationships with women not to cohabit with them ever And they're a large movement now how large they are. I don't know but they're large enough and they have What I would regard as an undue influence over Relatively bitter and resentful young men who haven't had great success in the dating Market and who are looking for a rationale to write off all women because they they're so hurt by their Continual rejection and that is not good for those young men And so the reason that I Disparaged the men going their own way was because I had seen the pernicious effect These are often older guys the pernicious effect of their World weary philosophy on young men now these guys think that they're just warning them and they are warning them But they're not just warning them now the reason I regret calling them pathetic weasels is because they also have a point I Do believe that the court systems are staggeringly anti-male absurdly horribly anti-male and I've seen my own clients some of them who are really really decent hard-working family-oriented people demolished by the court systems and and So the men going their own way have a point and So I'm sorry that I called them pathetic weasels, but I but I outlined my reasons and so yes I do regret that I have to be careful because I do have a satirical dark satirical sense of humor and I can utter epithets let's say for the sake of punctuating a point well simultaneously forgetting that a hundred and fifty thousand people will listen to it so So I regret that Once you acquire these truths He makes it a point to avoid meaninglessness and nihilism since religion is somewhat not being hammered to people's brains As in back of the day we have more access to information I will be reviewing the maps of meaning in his other book at a later date and a point before I go through the 12 rules is he expresses as being with a capital B and what that is is from the from the philosopher Heidegger, it's a reality conceived objectively and in totality of the human experience So the being is really the truth or to be not to be fake or to To be broken down to the truth I would consider this a book of truth or pathway to the truth for yourself that you can use in your own life Rule number one stand up straight with your shoulders back This was very surprising to see that this intellectual was going to talk about lobsters of all things So this is the lobster chapter. I would translate it to more of like Tupac Keep your head up. So his example in nature is lobsters and what lobsters do is they're mating rituals There's a dominance somewhat of a hierarchy in order to mate with females What this mainly concerns is the neurochemicals that are spit out when a lobster wins or loses How the lobsters behave so they can get aggressive they will fight So the biggest lobster almost always wins or gets eaten So the lobster that loses there are chemicals that are produced for loser lobsters The big lobsters the ones with high status and say social proof win It's a dominance parade to get what you want So the butthurt lobster gets low serotonin which keeps it unhappy and for what Jordan Peterson Says this can snowball to bad luck bitterness and that low status people don't live a good life And by being kept weak there's anxiety and it's what these evolution of psychologist It's somewhat of a wacky logic that they come to these conclusions But he's just using these as an example is I see it as no one will ever love a beta male. That is why there's game He has a dark sense of humor a sad tormenting But this is a good example of in life.   You got to speak your mind Rule number two treat yourself like someone you're responsible for helping This is just another way of saying a more sophisticated way of saying doing it to others as you would have them do unto you How do you want to be treated?  All this is to strengthen the individual at the end of the day and not really Sacrifice yourself. This reminds me of iron rands virtue is selfishness and what Jordan Peterson gets blamed for is People will land blast him and blame him that he's helping out the alt-right He's just helping out other people how the media and bad people treat him is Something that you can learn from this statement is to treat people and help people. Don't be a nice guy Don't victimize yourself be somewhat of a service to others You still have to be selfish but in order to help people it creates respect Just having a deep respect for people rule 3 make friends with people who want the best for you very somewhat self-explanatory You want to be around people where you can learn from or transform themselves into the positive being and he does point out That the highest virtue is a desire to help and I don't believe that's a very strong virtue You could end up being like Catching the rye. There's better virtues in that Jordan does point out that helping people there might be an issue behind that When someone is helping you are they doing it for their own good? Are they doing it to actually help something that's actually real? He calls it blind ambition I would call it blind empty ambition all this is to protect yourself from to quote Jordan Pearson Use your judgment and protect yourself from to uncritical compassion and pity rule 4 Compare yourself to who you were yesterday not to who someone else is today very self-explanatory Be an individual don't compare yourself to others You're never gonna be the top person at every moment the problem with this is people that are stuck in their own head Especially with people living in cities. They're gravitating to cities because that's where the jobs are especially males They're not able to go outside and be able to nature They might be scared of a ladybug at night, so you never know so this is what's kind of happening with men There's a hierarchy of course and hierarchies are not necessary that bad people can get attached to the status quo or To or to always want to be in the top dog You're gonna lose it's just a part of the game and now there's especially young people are not developing any sense of self with the Digital arena how many followers you have how many subscribers you have it doesn't really matter as long as you feel self-convincing You have experiences in your life. This is it's gonna be a problem more with people getting almost addicted to social media and Instagram But you can get caught up into lies and delusion You could rig yourself into being time trying to be that top performer with a million Subscribers that you will do anything to keep that status when your self-development self-growth can happen through other ways by reading or doing Right to passes taking up challenges and a big point that Pearson Think about other people is that religion has kind of gone down in the Western world and without that you're gonna have more people Dropping into nihilism and meaninglessness for instance I say that man is a spiritual animal and If you're just intellectual this can happen with many of these intellectuals then they will most likely dip into this Atheist nihilistic meaningless Mindset and lifestyle then he goes on to say this Trinity it's arrogance deceit and resentment I put that into the realms of the dark triad almost that was Machiavellism Psychopathy and narcissism and these are blinders much like vices or more of a zombie culture of Idiocracy to have live almost an aimless life and what you aim at determines what you see and it's important not to have this Short-term mentality where you want to quick fix the short success or always looking for just for the shortcut Nothing a substance or hard work to understand and build for compound interest You got to use your eyes and have good vision bad vision is good vision So you get to look into your own personal darkness and have awareness of beliefs of what you believe in are you acting out on them? Are you? Rehearsing your behavior. Are you paying attention to your own behavior? Are you being irrational childish?   This is a complex chapter I will give my best. I do not have kids So there are gonna be other people that are able to give better advice as well as to review it So I'm just warning you beforehand kids do provoke and it is the responsibility of the parents to say no to kids I know that's easier said than done and no can be a powerful world There's freedom and discipline and there are boundaries that have to be enforced There is an issue with single mothers rising this behavior is being rewarded and we shouldn't really be rewarding bad behavior It's just the wise thing to do We should never be overprotective of our kids that people are gravitating toward cities It's gonna use an example playgrounds are becoming soft You can get lawsuits for a kid hurting themselves on the playground. So if you notice they're very pat well padded There's nothing too dangerous You have to go into say a parkour gym or out deep in the forest where you got to take responsibility for your Own self this being overprotective and I think they call it the helicopter parent Don't be weak in your words be strong. I did say that he uses Disney examples I don't like the use of some of the Disney examples because they're cartoons. They're good for stories However, it just really weird to me that he did that sleeping booty was lonely rejected and suffered depression So the parents of sleeping booty weren't good parents and it was obvious that sleeping booty couldn't really do shit for herself She was just kind of lost. That's the point just being a lost soul I do like some of the words he uses called this is a use discipline techniques glares Verbals a thumb clock flick of the index finger. So he's obviously more of that psychological I'm in charge. He understands all the psychology techniques because with the territory of to being an actual clinical Psychologists there are attention seekers on Instagram That's gonna hit people hard because it's like an aimless area and here are three rules for parenthood limit the rules Use minimum necessary force parents should come in pairs So that pretty much means no to single motherhood and I'm glad he points this out That this is a huge issue that is going on in America, especially this area of California where I live You're gonna see in the next five 10 15 years They're gonna see a lot of females that are not married They're trying to wait till late 20th to marry and that's just not gonna fly in a a culture You're gonna have a backlog of unhappy unmarried women I did do my best for this chapter But it is something that for older people people with Kids to understand or when you have kids it's good to look at this chapter and review Rule six set your house in perfect order before you criticize the world I put this as you don't think your shit don't stink It is always important just to look at yourself.  There's always nature's gonna find a way his main proponent for this chapter I think is because of the social justice warriors attacking the hell out of him increasing his notoriety That's how I found out about him is the whole gender pronoun scandal There's outrage in the world and the social activists these social justice warriors use the bully victim tactic on people Completely irrational when they don't even have their shit together themselves So go outside don't watch any tv no fake news read books It is too easy to fall into this victim complex and it can be hard to get out So I do think leading my example and waking up being more awake than sleeping elephant I think will set you on a better path.  So clean your room, which I should do too At least my car's clean. Don't blame god. Listen to earthly wisdom. There are people in the past They have written down stories for others to learn and keep your soul alive rule seven pursue what is meaningful Not what is expedient the main point of this chapter is suffering is inevitable Don't be distracted by the quick fix especially in world where speed is king google You can get knowledge from google at the click of a button with technology on hyperdrive with the moors law Instant gratification is a huge issue that it's good to have a delayed pursuit or delayed gratification Not just instant gratification. We have the instagram likes and attention inflating the egos of instagram chicks Then you have guys with instant gratification of porn. This is not a meaningful life Go for meaning and what's purposeful.  You have to let go.  Don't get caught up into the winter loss like the dow There's no grasp in it. So you never lose. That is a very good concept of eastern philosophy Have some discipline because freedom requires restraint You don't want to be a cynic that can't escape from its own reality There's gonna be suffering all these religions and in other words suffering is inevitable Don't think short term go for the long game the long tail. Be patient. Don't avoid responsibility There's meaning in life at least wake up and don't be a zombie rule eight tell the truth or at least don't lie the risks that That accrue to you For speaking the truth are so much more minimal that than the risks that accrue to you from Deceiving yourself and other people that they're not even in the same universe and and I actually understand that because I've studied how deception and deceit and twisted language corrupt societies into murderous and genocidal entities. I've studied that for 40 years and Decades ago I decided that I was going to do my best to say To speak the truth as clearly as I could formulate it and then to let whatever happened happened That's a kind of faith. Hey, you know, I mean the idea of religious faith is not A particularly popular idea among intellectuals in the modern world But that's partly because they don't really understand what it means. So so here's a here's an here's an example of faith She'd say well If you speak the truth imagine that the universe is constituted in a fundamentally positive way I mean, perhaps it is and perhaps it isn't we don't know but imagine for a moment that it is And imagine that the only way that you could get access to that positive element is by telling the truth And so you can decide that you're going to Run your life like that and instead of using your language to manipulate people and to get what you want You can use your language just to represent what you believe to be true And to listen to others while you're doing it and then to watch and see what happens And it's obvious he's really talking about politicians bureaucrats. For instance politicians lie to get things done. That's normal. That's okay However, bureaucrats can lie manipulate and deceive the world around them to keep people weak and into a trap I still have to read these books the gulag and what's going on in Mao's china and anything to do with communism that bureaucrats aren't really worth listening to They're really just manipulating the world and people get caught up in this willful blindness The bureaucrats can have this easy rationalizations that you have to be able to pick up There is no utopia lies can wreak havoc jealousy You can lie to yourself eventually and there's so much fake news around that Why even pay attention to the news everything's about books maybe youtube certain things don't get caught up in the churnalism Go outside go to travel to other countries There's fake news and there's also fake history And the big point that jordan puts out there is that these laws and rules that these dictators and bureaucrats put is You were putting up with them. You let them put up that rule to rule over you So don't let these rules convince you of anything don't even care about them But don't let them tell you what to do in other words Take your freedom or go for freedom if you have too many rules around you You're really going to end up living a lie in this utopia that is being promised to you that doesn't exist And these utopias were caused by intellectuals, which is someone i consider jordan peterson to be but he is just a different animal And these jedi mind tricks that they use not the intellectuals like jordan peterson But it's like a rational mind trick that they're able to spread these mean viruses Feminist viruses or social justice world viruses equality viruses and people's brains that scoos them up in order to fight corruption Just get rid of the rules your rules don't apply to me rule nine assume that the person you are listening to Might know something you don't listen go talk to your patient molly and Have empathy quit watching tv and commercials go outside with humans city focus from masculine hipsters Be chill be super chilling like the sleeping elephant and tolerate the conflict Take your Cuban cigar and chill like Freud and listen listen to the patient on the couch Don't evaluate or judge just let it flow and notice how zombies are reactive be an active listener This is a simple chapter rule 10 be precise in your speech I admire the title of this chapter the precision the articulation Be careful what you say be exact truthful and use hard logic in certain cases Just be blunt sometimes, especially if they can handle it and in order to have chaos that does not go crazy You need to have simple laws or simple orderly Ways of saying things. What does it mean broken down to? What is it really? It's somewhat like inframing What is really going on and to have the precision of truth or seeking truth is Something to be admired and in a noisy world find anyone who cares about you and who's blunt with you Truthful you should be able to handle this at some point not to have thick skin But to listen also to understand the other variable of the unknown the mystery if we cannot be precise on something Maybe we'll search through what is in the darkness also be aware of the destructive power of sins and emission Say there's an emission of guilt mission of the truth people that can spit the game or with a precise Razor cut verbiage are to be respected and something to it's a virtue refusing to specify Means you're trying to manipulate or there might be something to hide There might be another motive not just someone's sliding away on modus operandi And here's a good quote courageous and truthful words will render your reality simple pristine Well-defined and habitable. This is why the media hates jordan peterson and this is one of the reasons I support this guy. He's got that good vibe charismatic caring vibe about him And here's another quote. It's the last paragraph and he always talks about the being So here it is confront the chaos of being take aim against the sea of troubles Specify your destination and chart your course Amid to what you want tell those around you who you are Narrow and gaze attentively and move forward forthrightly Go forth go for it and he ends up with be precise in your speech. He's a badass Rule 11 do not bother children when they are skateboarding. This is my favorite chapter from the book I read this twice and pretty much this means danger versus mastery The feminine is safety security and being aware of dangers around you Whereas I would say the masculine would be more assertive and risky playful merit And at the end of the day competence not just good enough You don't want to be caught up into socialism where you really get no merit No one can really rise above. They're just taken down. It's like a religion of envy and for skateboarding There's another thing too is parkour. You can admire these people that do these playful things these risky behaviors But you're not really taking risks. You're going for mastery and competence It develops a hierarchy as what we've seen in other chapters is and his youtube videos Is that boys are suffering that they're not able to even get close to competence They're put into a safe space being blamed for not being competent While being tortured in this safe space and how can you gain any status in a hierarchy when they don't let you It's a safe space You should see this as a game not just as a safe space There are too many rules and it's good to have a little bit of chaos a little edginess to you What's not seen is best unseen who cares and he does talk about the patriarchy and how this is a tear down method of Say free market versus inequality domination and exploitation There is a science and game of power being displayed that this is almost a natural order We want a little bit of hierarchy There's always going to be a sufferer or a winner and loser And he does use an example of male shit testing where there is a social way A little bit hazing for new recruits at the safe factory. This is just a test to see if you'll fly with us It's there's a little bit of banter you can get away with it's not feminized to be fight club At the end of the day boys are always going to be less agreeable than girls It's a part of the masculine spirits not the feminine So radicals should really stop trying to get boys to be agreeable with equality Let a man get status points for once Especially if he has no game and this is going to be a problem that he mentions in the chapter is The whole marriage issues going on with females not marrying and guys doing their own thing That with hypergamy, which he doesn't use the word is a huge issue is eventually going to the economics For males are obviously going to prove it can't get any worse It's going to change the dynamic in the future and another story that he has in this book is called the tampon king It's the guy Aruna Chalam Murunganthanam It's pronouncing his name wrong But he created some type of napkin just like tampons because they call them the tampon king of india And the point is these products and inventions that men build help out culture a culture that always oppresses It's just natural all cultures oppress and it's never being appreciated Is patriarchy the pathway to happiness? He goes on to talk about Marxism and his opinions and it's never going to work. There is no utopia all this in defense of the hierarchy And at least I live in united states and not sweden too much protection Devastates the developing soul test the limits and maybe should become a free climber And this is the best quote from this chapter and this is the best quote from the book I believe it's the last of this chapter and if you think tough men are dangerous Wait until you see what weak men are capable of I mean, we're gonna see this happen and develop these next 20 years or so it's 2018 and let's see what happens rule number 12 pet a cat when you encounter one on the street This was a very confusing chapter. I'm going to reread this. I'm gonna give you my first opinions on this for dogs They're able to be disciplined.  Why is it acting the way it is also? There's a little bit of mystery to cats a little mystique They're not social and they're not hierarchical They cannot be trained such as a dog and as he says it they don't do tricks They are friendly on their own terms the main point I think he's trying to say is Sometimes he wants to be evil to the cat and startle it and scare it because he knows he's gonna get that weird reaction from the cat But if you just let something come to you and you be somewhat kind and you just lower down Try to put the cat you're getting something different be inviting I think that's the main thing is don't be arrogant and be inviting to What's around you to listen and I think this is a funny chapter I think he's just trying to deliver a message Jordan has a cat named ginger. What he puts us in this in the it's written in the book She is low in the big five personality trait of neuroticism Which is the index of anxiety fear and emotional pain and whereas some cats They don't have this His cat does not have the neuroticism such as what james demore got fired for that I think is the the message he is he's delivering and he's not really saying it because he's careful with his words Certain points in certain times in life You're going to be presented with small opportunities that you shouldn't turn bad toward it or give it a stink eye If you let these ideas come through you're going to be rewarded and everybody else around you will be too This concludes my review of 12 rules for life. It's a very interesting book You see another side of jordan peterson in this story format as his opinions that were somewhat edited and toned down So they wanted to keep this intellectual What but toned down such as he uses instances of disney and other examples that are more understanding for say the public Since this is a published book. I do recommend this book as well as i'm going to check out his other book maps of meaning It's going to cost me like $50, but i'll still do a review of it at some point and I would check out his youtube videos I don't I have not seen many of his videos It's all over the internet about what's happened with him and this guy's a great guy You could see that in the way he acts and is also in the videos that I shown during this video This guy's a great guy. You cited freedom of speech in that. Why should your right to freedom of speech? trump a trans person's right not to be offended Because in order to be able to think you have to risk being offensive I mean look at the conversation we're having right now You know like you're certainly willing to risk offending me in the pursuit of truth Why should you have the right to do that? It's been rather uncomfortable Well, I'm ha gotcha and he means well. He seeks the truth. He wants to do the right thing He may not be Say as aware of things because he's such an intellectual He's so deep into the psychology that he's too connected to his own brain But he's very smart and he seeks the truth and he knows he's being lied to and he's got this dark humor Very snappy humor a few people are smarter than this guy almost he's got that humor I'm smart, but I'm also going to listen to you. It's a most definitely good read Thanks for listening to this review in the minute we have left if you could pass on one piece of life advice And this really is a book of life advice to our viewers. What would it be? Stop saying things that make you weak What does that mean? Well, if you pay attention to what you say you'll you'll know that sometimes you feel like you're standing on a rock That you're in a solid place and I suppose that you're speaking from your heart And other times you're saying things just to look good and just to Um To buttress your particular status at the time and that makes you feel weak you sell yourself out And if you pay attention to what you say you can tell when you're making yourself stronger And you can tell when you're making yourself weaker and unless you want to be weaker Then I would say it's best to Say those things that make you strong and you can learn to do that and it's really useful So I would recommend practicing that because it's good for you and good for everyone else too and so There's a there's a reason people obsessively watch your youtube videos professor. Thank you very much for joining us. Congrats on the book


Well good morning from my sick self and my box of clean eggs. I am going to a temp boot camp this morning. I have not worked out the last couple of days because I have a cold. My cold started on Friday and it's just progressively gotten worse I feel like. I thought that I would get better and better as the days went on but Saturday was actually my best feeling day and then Sunday yesterday was awful last night. It was awful. I was so congested.  So I need this entire box of clean eggs to come with me in order to make it through boot camp. I'm not really coughing or anything. Lots and lots of congestion which is a concern because I really can't breathe through my nose. So we're just gonna see how this workout goes. I almost didn't go but at the same time I want to work out and move my body and I'm hoping that maybe that will even help with the congestion. I mean positive thoughts right? Positive vibes. I didn't even make it through the Super Bowl yesterday. I ended up going to bed about 7.30. I was just so exhausted. This cold is just wiping me out. A lot of you have reached out and said that there is a cold going around. So whatever is going around I unfortunately have it which is weird because I don't really get sick nor have I been sick at all since I moved to Arizona. So it does suck. It just kind of puts a kink into my my day-to-day life and my workout. So let's see how boot camp goes. I'll definitely update you guys once I get home. I'm so excited about this. I've actually been craving waffles and I love making them with the devotion because it's 20 grams of protein just in the protein powder and I did add one teaspoon of carry gold butter and then a quarter cup of sugar-free maple syrup. Mmm the sinful cinnamon protein powder simply mixed with canned pumpkin puree. You can add a little bit of water to get the right consistency. Literally makes the perfect waffles. It is my favorite favorite one. It's kind of that comfort food breakfast that I need and on a side note my nose is so raw. My nose hurts so bad from blowing it so much. I mean I literally carry this Kleenex with me everywhere. My voice sounds like I've been smoking for 20 years. I can't wait for the sickness to go away. Not gonna lie. I wanted to share while I eat breakfast. I wanted to share a quick little Lola update. A lot of you have reached out asking how she's doing. So you know that I just got back from a trip to Atlanta so the first night that I was there I actually texted Troy and asked how Lola and the dogs were doing how he was doing and he called me and as soon as I saw that he was calling me I had this big pit in my stomach because he never calls. He'll always just text me and I had just asked how Lola was. He was calling to let me know that when he was petting her that he found a lump on her neck and he said it felt like the size of a pea maybe a little bit smaller than a pea and he said it was kind of hard and moved around so of course instantly I panicked thinking that she's out of remission and it's her lymph nodes and so we just and I my first thought was I was just gonna come home. I was fully prepared to figure out a way to get two hours back to Atlanta and come home and he said that she was acting completely normal so what we decided to do was just keep our eye on the lump while I was gone and he said it was kind of off to the side where when she was diagnosed with lymphoma her lymph nodes right here under her neck were really really swollen so he kept an eye on it while I was gone it never changed size she's acting completely normal since I've been back it hasn't changed size she actually went to our regular vet appointment both her and Palmer this last week for their yearly checkup she had her yearly blood work done and the vet there didn't seem too concerned about it. Lola actually has an oncologist appointment tomorrow I'm filming this video on Monday and she goes to the oncologist every two months and her appointment is actually tomorrow so the vet said definitely have the oncologist look at it since she's the expert on what to watch for for out of remission lymphoma cancer and they'll probably aspirate it just to make sure that it's nothing to worry about but we think maybe it's just a fatty lump or a cyst and like I said it hasn't changed in size she's acting normal the vet wasn't too concerned I mean she was concerned enough to say hey have them look at it when she goes to the oncologist but you don't need to race the oncologist today because I asked her I said if you're concerned I'll call and they'll get me in right away and she didn't seem too concerned about it so I've been worried of course about it I just want to make sure that it's nothing I mean she's older she's at least 11 11 and a half so it's possible that it is you know maybe a fatty lump or some type of cyst but we'll get it checked out tomorrow and I've been watching her like a hawk and she's eating she's drinking she's acting completely herself but it's just definitely a stressful time when your dog is in remission from cancer because the average remission is 12 months and Lola's about 11 a little over 11 months into remission so I start panicking I mean I've panicked every day for 11 months but even more as we get closer to the average 12 months but she's doing so well another kind of interesting thing you know how doctors and vets they don't when it's a time of tragedy when they're diagnosing your dog with cancer your family member with cancer they kind of don't tell you everything because it's overwhelming enough for the diagnosis well when we showed up there this last week for her appointment she goes I've been getting the reports from the oncologist and I'm shocked at how amazing Lola's doing and she said when I saw her on the schedule for today I was surprised because I wasn't sure that that I would see her again after her diagnosis last year because she her cancer had progressed to stage five so it was in her spleen her liver and all of her lymph nodes were swollen so she did check the lymph nodes behind her knees and they weren't swollen so that was a sign that she's like I don't think she's out of remission but I thought that was interesting because of course she didn't tell us how severe the cancer was I mean she told us that it was lymphoma and it was cancer and she needed treatment but she was actually surprised to see Lola number one doing so well and number two back at the vet a year later so we have quite a little warrior on our hand she's a fighter and I told the vet that Diesel's watching over her that's the only thing that makes sense to me why she's doing so well so I'm really hoping when we go tomorrow to the oncologist it's a clean bill of health because my baby I need my baby in my life so proud of her I'm so happy she's healthy but I will tell you that even remission has been very stressful for me I worry about her every single day I check her lymph nodes every single day it's that constant when is it gonna come when is it gonna come when is she gonna go out of remission when is she gonna be sick it's very very hard and there's a term for that type of grief and I saw it in the lymphoma in the K9 lymphoma support group that I'm in on Facebook it was called like expectationary grief or something it's an actual thing where you're just anticipating all of these terrible things happening and it's a form of grief so I really try to just focus on the positive that she's healthy she's happy that we get to spend a lot of time together I've made it a point to spend as much time with her as possible that's a big reason why I stopped working at 3 p.m. and I just want to enjoy every minute with her and I want her to be healthy and happy and stay in remission and live out her life healthy and without cancer and cancer-free so fingers crossed we get a good diagnosis a good confirmation from the oncologist tomorrow but I'll definitely keep you guys posted I do post on Instagram pretty regularly so if you want to keep up with me a little bit more day-to-day that's definitely the place to go but I'll definitely definitely update you guys in a future video and thank you for everybody who's reached out asking about her there's been a lot of you that's why I decided to do just a quick little update I'm about to hop on a coaching call and I'm feeling pretty congested at the moment and a little bit of brain fog is happening I mean I forgot to take my pre-workout before I went to boot camp this morning at boot camp I kept skipping certain exercises it's what happens apparently when I have a cold so I'm going to mix up some motivate burn but I'm going to do the no stim burn the no caffeine because I do want to have coffee a little bit later today so I have the no stim burn and kiwi strawberry it's my favorite flavor I love the kiwi strawberry recovery I love the kiwi strawberry burn you can actually buy it by the full tub or you can buy it in these cute little single serve packs I really like these especially for travel if I'm hiking if I'm out and about I can just throw this in my purse my car my backpack and quickly mix up a single serve of motivate burn on the go you actually get five little packages of the no stim strawberry kiwi and then I also have the little packages of the regular burn this is the cherry lemonade this is my favorite flavor I really really love it it's a new flavor to the motivate burn line and I love it again you can get it in the full tub or you can get it in the little stick packs I've been really really loving the stick packs lately I do have the full tub of the cotton candy as well but today I'm feeling like I need the benefits of burn just minus the caffeine so if you're sensitive to caffeine get the no stim if you want the caffeine get the regular but burn's going to offer fat burning a metabolism boost energy focus everything your girl needs today so I am definitely going to mix this up that will also help me get in a full 40 40 ounces of water so motivate burn is great to help you get in your water as well plus nobody's mad about metabolism boost a fat burning energy and focus I just put my little packet in my cup and then I'm going to fill this with water and ice and then I'm going to take some some of my vitamins for today all right I have my motivate burn ready to go and after breakfast I didn't even know that motivate carried this but when I saw that they did I picked it up I've been loving it and that is seamos now I've talked about seamos on my channel before but it's either been in a gel form or a powder form this is a capsule so it's super convenient it's a really easy way to get all the benefits of seamos seamos is rich in essential vitamins and minerals including vitamin a k calcium and iron contains antioxidants that help protect cells from free radicals it's a great source of iodine which is a simple essential for thyroid function and overall metabolism it's anti-inflammatory and it contains mucilage which is a substance that may help soothe the digestive tract and promote gut health it also helps support your immune system and it has skin and useful complexion properties as well so you know I have inflammation and a healthy gut is so essential for weight loss that I've been really loving having this in just a convenient capsule form you actually take two capsules daily and again I take them after my breakfast I have my morning vitamin my multivitamin that I take my turmeric from motivate my probiotic from motivate and then I always take my seamos when I mix up my first cup of water for the day I love that it helped that it has iodine so it helps support your thyroid and also helps regulate your hormones positive impact on your metabolism it helps with weight loss so I've been really loving it and I really enjoy that it's in a capsule form and the price cannot be beat it's about the half the price of other seamos capsules or gels or powders that I found on the market and it's super super effective I'm really really loving it so I will go ahead and link motivate down below so you can check out the seamos the burn I do have a 20 discount for motivate so you're going to get 20 percent off the already super low prices so I'll put everything down below for you but I'm going to go get my first 40 ounces of water in for the day my motivate burn seamos check and we're off to a fantastic start it's time for special bones right you ready for your special bone oh okay come on let's go let's go you gotta go in the kitchen that's where the bones up yeah the kitchen's way to bones up we're currently using the smart bone so I go back and forth between the regular ones in the rack right now I have the rack these are more affordable right now on amazon I'll link these for you and here's what they look like the dogs love them are you ready oh good sit buddy good sit can you sit to knock good job baby so I'm about to hop on another coaching call and I'm gonna make up a quick coffee I'm not feeling protein coffee today since I had the devotion protein waffles I try to limit myself to two protein supplements every day and I have my protein coffee this morning and my waffles so I'm going to just use my drag up cold brew I think this is the last of the Christmas tree one I love all of the flavors drag up makes the best cold brew I do buy my I did buy my picture off of amazon I'll link drag up and my cold brew picture for you and then I actually have this italian sweet cream regular creamer I'm not feeling sugar-free either so I'm going to do two tablespoons of regular creamer and I'm going to make up a yummy iced coffee and then I'm going to have a hot cup of tea a little bit later too that seems to really help with my throat but right now we need another boost of caffeine before this next coaching call I'm also going to have a couple of my little Alyssa's oatmeal cookie bites with my cup of coffee I love these absolutely love these two of these little cookies it's only 90 calories great source of fiber and a great source of protein and it literally tastes like a little mini oatmeal cookie for lunch today I'm going to have some of my taco pie I actually made this for my boot camp gallantines party and we had quite a bit of leftovers it's already sliced into servings I did go ahead and figure out the points and calories I hadn't done that for the party but I'm going to have a slice of the taco pie and then I'm going to top it with a tablespoon of light sour cream and a tablespoon of guacamole so here is my lunch look how good this looks I just layered it in a baking dish topped it with my sour cream and my guacamole so I'll go ahead and put points calories macros here on the screen for you so for an afternoon snack I'm going to keep it really simple and I'm going to have one full cup of good culture cottage cheese so as serving as half of a cup I'm going to do a full cup and that's going to give me 28 grams of protein and I'm going to top it with 75 grams of blueberry so I kind of have a sweet cottage cheese this is a go-to for me to help get in my protein and I just love cottage cheese in general so that is my afternoon snack so here is my snack my cottage cheese and my blueberries again I'll put points calories macros here on the screen for you for dinner tonight I am making an easy quinoa chili recipe I am sick as you know so chili sounds really really good so let me show you what you'll need you're going to need minced garlic broth of your choice I'm using beef broth that's what I have on hand quinoa kidney beans petit diced tomatoes corn and black beans salt and pepper a little baby can of tomato sauce a bell pepper and onion and then I'm actually using the kinders chili seasoning you can also put together your own seasoning mix based on your spices but this is going to save a stat I'm also adding a pound of 93 percent ground beef I'm going to dice up my onion bell pepper pull out my big stock pot and this is literally a dump-and-go recipe once your ground beef is cooked through I'm adding in my diced up bell pepper and onion and a big scoop of minced garlic and we're going to let that cook for about five minutes now we're adding in two cups of dry quinoa tomato sauce and three cups of your broth reserve one cup four liter go ahead and give that a stir you want to make sure your quinoa is submerged in the liquid then we're going to add in all of our chili seasonings again I'm using the little kinders chili seasoning pack and then give that another stir I'm going to pop a lid on this and allow it to simmer for about 10 minutes so now I'm ready to add in the rest of the ingredients I'm going to add my additional one cup of broth my can of diced tomatoes my black beans kidney beans corn and then a little salt and pepper we're going to give that a stir and allow it to simmer for about another 20 minutes oh she's full so the chili is done and this looks so good this whole pot only makes six servings so I'm going to go ahead and serve it up I shredded some sharp cheddar cheese just from the block we're going to add that to the top and I'll be back to share points calories and macros so here is my dinner and again I put a couple tablespoons of shredded sharp cheddar cheese right on top so for dessert tonight I'm going to make my typical yogurt bowl but I'm going to change it up just a little bit so I'm going to have the danon light and fit banana cream yogurt I've been kind of craving bananas so I'm going to do the banana cream yogurt and then I'm going to do half of this banana this is a pretty small one but I'm going to slice half of it really thin and top the yogurt and then I'm going to put half of a serving or a quarter cup of my catalina crunch cereal that's going to give it a nice crunch factor and then I'm going to do a teaspoon of hemp seeds and that's going to give me again more of a nutty flavor and a little bit of extra protein thank you for joining me for today's what I eat in a day this sick girl is going to get her pajamas on and go to bed because I'm exhausted I've literally blown my nose 500 times today so I'm going to call it a night don't forget tonight's dinner recipe is on my recipe website I'll link it down below for you as well as motivate nutrition coaching links and discounts to my other favorite things and come join our facebook group we'd love to have you thank you for watching and I'll see you next time bye


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YouTube gameplay gameplay gameplay and this one is much seasons and I tell you like I told you in the last video if you guys Haven't watched all my gameplays make sure you check them out must seasons is sweaty I swear I played three or four or five games live every night on twitch that link is below if you're not checking it out If you're not following social medias for all the updates on the merch all the updates on the videos all the updates on the Streams everything that I got going on this summer man. Make sure you follow those social medias also But every night man these seasons are sweaty These kids have played tons and thousands of games of med and this game. I like this game. It was a fun game The reason I'm putting me to the video is this kid ran a super unique offense Like a lot of everything he did was different than everybody else and I know that's kind of hard to find nowadays in Madden Excuse me, especially This late in the year, you know whenever the meta is pretty much been ran up and down over and over for months But I mean this guy really has something different and this is an example of kind of learning your opponent as the game goes on Kind of learning his plays Because everybody we all have our our go-to plays in certain situations and our schemes and what we like to do This guy gave me a lot of trouble early and I'll show you in the gameplay But one thing that I I'll tell you to this day that I have strength for in Madden It's not stick work or passing or or defense into just you know memory Recognizing people's tendencies and picking up on them very very quickly And one thing about that's the skill gap in Madden, you know And there's a skill gap in hiding your tendencies or not being as predictable and having a plethora of plays that look the same And so on and so forth and in this game this guy I don't want to say he definitely didn't get repetitive probably one of the least repetitive players I've played but I you know wound up catching on and we'll talk about it in this gameplay man So like I said if you like these if you're really into this content right now that I've been pushing out Make sure you hit that like button and subscribe because we want to keep going but let's get into this gameplay The first play of this game sucks man It it's probably the worst way you would start a game as I get the in route tipped and picked off Now I had moss on that play wanted to use it as a decoy And uh go up top or just hit that in route for 15 yards does not we stopped the run on the first play And the second play this play right here is one that he goes to throughout the game And that's what I mean about learning your opponent He's going to put everybody in the flat right over here I blitz too many don't have enough people to cover Walter Peyton out of backfield So just remember that play because he's going to go back to that type of thing throughout the game And I definitely wasn't ready for that play and he got him a free touchdown Along with that pick. I don't know. I don't think that anything to do with Michael vick being short Sometimes defenders just jump up and swat the ball but Got to deal with it. You know, that's why they watch man You can't give up after one fluky play and one fluky turnover man because I mean You can't do that in real life Man people fight through these things all the time as we hit the little rollout right here This guy was unique and his name is the pebble. I don't know if you guys played the pebble But he was unique uh his offense his defense. Um, he mixed in a lot of uh, just I want to say big nickel But he didn't run it like anybody else He kind of spread his linebackers and I will tell you This guy was not good at defending the read option or the blast at all Um, like I said, this is one where if it was on all madden and he didn't have you know 99 players or sally cap or something blast is something I could have ran every play But because vick is going to fumble you have to do it in moderation Only when he's healthy mixing some good runs here and there once again You see the running back in the flat. He likes to put his running backs out He has randall cutting cutting him a quarterback his audible Made me a little nuts right there. He went from five wide So I came out one four sixty audible down to a little run Just tried to mix it up As best as he could once again, I put he puts the running back out in the flat I actually put his own over there to stop it and we get Keith bullet to get the sack So there it is. That's one of the first adjustments I made let me go ahead and just put taylor maize in a purple zone So if he does throw in the flats, he's going to catch it But I have my enforcer there for a big hit And that's pretty much how I went And the adjustments went on as they go, but this guy really audible around a lot Made it difficult for me to be comfortable on defense Wasn't your typical, you know, just try to go corner route type of player really mixed in a lot of different reads A lot of different looks and probably I want to say close to 10 different formations as we go for a fourth and two here Sometimes on fourth and two man, your opponent really likes to play short Try to stop the first down. So that's when you go up and hit a big play I hit there crossing route right there get inside the 20 We want to mix in a couple runs here and here goes Michael vick. Excuse me miss. Baha touchdown. Just like that I'm telling you this guy was really bad. I want to say he was really passive at defending the blast He didn't try to blitz. He didn't try to load the box or anything And that's honestly of if you guys face it It's probably and once again, we see him here with his audibles from uh under center. I want to stop the run He goes the five wide So I'm in run personnel to guard his five wide and all of a sudden bang Now he's just going just two streaks and two slants and remember that Remember that play he popped him with it the first time he brought it out when he goes to that two tight end set He likes two one streak and two slants But like I said the blast if you play it passive eventually you're going to get some turnovers You're going to get some fumbles and right here He literally just I guess he just saw me guarding that guy and just Just guessed that I would take a false step took a one bad step He actually did that before I took the bad step So he was just praying that I that I was greedy and I was you know Nobody wants to run after a streak right there, right?  That's the first time in a game.  I fired a hitch and it was covered Once again, we see him throwing the ball over there to Walter Payton. Now when you're in these situations, man It's so hard to tackle a Walter Payton or anything like that So for me, it's pretty much just don't let him score as long as you this is where touchdown you did your job You know if he's in the open field So don't worry about trying to stop him for yards as I call time out to try to get the ball back Right there again. He goes running back flat. We covered really good But he hits this crossing route over here in front of Pat Pete doesn't get the first down. He kicks a field ball So I'm okay with that It is 17 to 14 and because of that first play, I actually had to kick the ball off to him So that's going to be rough a double dip in the chip. He could but now we see Walter Payton with a big gain On the read option. Uh, I say his run defense. I'm not going to say it was it was bad But I liked what I saw As we look for the corner out there We're going to playmaker up our drag to get an extra blocker for vick kind of a lead blocking delay quarterback and run essentially Um, and once again, this guy doesn't put a spy if you're not going to put a spy Michael vick is going to terrorize you Right there. I come down here. I'm going to spike a lot of people don't spike like that They would no huddle or call of play But I like to spike because I can get my hot routes done I go for this corner out in the end zone But he's fast enough with dion to go over there and swat it out I like to spike in that situation and right here. He user rushes me again Absolute demon coming around the edge now that play. I really had faith that um They would block him but my tackle could never block clowny went right around him So I have to tie the game up Now this is a situation where I play really passive run defense and after three jukes I kind of want the ball to come out after three jukes the running back has to be exhausted Yeah, I play really passive run defense almost gets me in trouble here as Walter Peyton breaks out But just don't go. I have the speed. I have the ability to wrap up the player and then go ahead and make that play Once again, here we go audible. This is the first drive at the second half tie game Audible and around uh gotta make sure my people are lined up gotta make sure everybody's there. I'm in man coverage I'm blitzing everybody gotta contain on bar bar just did not do a good job containing Let's him get outside and he goes up top to tie rekill now. So good job. I mean during that play I realized I wasn't going to make the tag make I wasn't want to stop the and there goes underneath again I wasn't going to stop the catch so I clicked on my db and moved him in position to make sure I did not give up a touchdown Here he goes with that flat pass again. Oh, but I put two flat routes out there to try to stop him Could have had Keith bullet coming out with a pick right there and right here. He caught me audible and again There's get there's Walter Peyton But I get wound up giving a touchdown anyway, but if you see what I did on that deep post getting back to that Sometimes you're not going to make the play on the ball You have to recognize that right away and move your db back to take a better angle to then tackle the wide receiver But he's killing me with flat passes killing me with quick passes when he's in running sets When people in running sets, I really don't I really don't uh respect the running back or the tight end in man coverage I pretty much just play man coverage and press him here He goes bluffing a he that that play was unique because he bluffed to use a rush I didn't roll out so many people are so used to rolling out right away as chris johnson gets loose right there for 12 Rolling out right away and right there. I took my time and did not roll out And this is the play of the game right here. He uses rushers off the other edge I get away from them throw it on the run to the pylon Julio Jones, let's watch that one again. He's going to sneak and rush off the other side. Wish I had identifier Comes around the edge. You just got to make a miss right here. Boom throwing off the back foot michael vic pylon Toe tap Julio Jones touchdown. That's what michael vic can do. That's why I'm the best michael vic user in the world And you just got to make a play. That's the one thing man Uh, if someone's chasing you you got to try to make a miss not only in open field But behind in the pocket with michael vic. That's what he does Tie game. So it's a play a little bit of defense. We're gonna play a little bit safer. We went to a little nickel Uh, really just try to contain the run and contain the pass all in one Uh, and right there he hits a little underneath route there to greg olson But patrick pierce and wraps him up for a short gain First and then that time I put a flat route out there again I don't want to get beat by those running back routes again Put a flat route out there again that time I send the flat route when it rolls out kind of a delayed blitz or a spy Third and 13. We're going to go ahead and get this inner snow. He's going to throw right through brian dawkins body First and 10 once again, we're going to go flat routes But right there he does not have an ability on delaney walker taylor maize knocks the ball out second and ten again Flat routes contain not going to let him hit this running back flat For extra yards get to a third and ten. He's going to two slants again. I know that i'm all over it Drop the interception Remember the plays that your people go that your opponent goes to when they need a pass play When they need a big play in certain formations when they audible this formation They like this when they when it's this type of down distance. They like that Uh, so we're going on the fourth quarter tie game. This is why they watch Um, and right here. We're going to cut block. We're going to try to get away Just get out of bounds a little bit pick up one yard. I mean, it's crazy and mad now with michael vic I cannot outrun anybody I can't outrun 97s 95s any one of these players on the field I can't outrun them. We get a cut block right here and he gets cheated, but no no If you're running around holding why you don't deserve the catch picks they put that in the game Fixed that about the game a long time ago. He definitely lurked me But if you're going to run out hold why you don't deserve a pick So I never want to hear that he got cheated right there read option get out of here. Boom We're going to go ahead and slide right there try to wait for a block from lane johnson now It's a too many warning now. I just need to feel well boom boom Who risked it right there? He has three timeouts, so he's probably want to get the ball back now right here I come out and feel well why because my timeouts are important. What's important I need to know the wind. I need to know how far this new kicker can get I have the 99 jan stirner stir stir. No, I don't stir the new guy. I have him So I don't know what the wind is so I use that time in between plays to go out and Look at the field goal distance. Do I need five more yards? Do I need one more yard? Can I take a knee? Can I spike the ball with a bunch of different things? I need to know exactly what I want Then I use my timeout and right there we get more than enough First down slide to stay in balance. Keep that clock running So we take it down to one second here hand the ball off here to gary payton gary payton walter payton. She's There it is next play first down boom So now the field goals in the bag he cannot get the ball back We're just going to milk the clock here first down. We're going to hand it off again easy. Boom Now for me in this situation, I would like to come out and feel a little boom Because he's going to cause timeout instantly Now this is going to stop you from being ice now me As he calls the timeout now you come out here taking me and milk it all the way down to three seconds Three seconds is my number. That's what I like to use. That's what I like to use the kick I feel like the time always goes off with three seconds and it doesn't necessarily um doesn't necessarily Uh need to be anymore and three is safe. You're not going to run out of time Anything along that nature. So we like kick the field goal for the win Now we do have the kickers that can't be ice or anything like that But uh for me if you want to try to avoid the ice if they have one timeout And you're first down you can run the ball make them waste their timeout But the key Is if the clock is running even if there's 30 seconds on the clock come out and feel Because if you start that meter, there's nothing they can do about that You know they can't call their timeout then and if they call their timeout with 30 seconds left You still have 30 seconds to run off the clock So you can run a dive you can run a quarterback sneak then spike the ball or use your timeouts if you have them You know, but you want to get that timeout out of their pocket Even if you can be ice man, just practice like if you could practice as if you don't have kicker abilities, man But this was a great game. 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have pulled a death sentence out of the average jury that's what almost lost me my job well I sold out you see you did what there was nothing else to do Malone had this whole town terrified including the jury so I sold out for manslaughter 15 years he's tried to escape twice and I got him 10 more guy like that ought to know better I don't know looks like he made it this time just as he promised he promised Eddie I didn't get those guards over here to play pinocchio Malone's too well known to hide out very long he knows it just hoping it's long enough long enough for what chief long enough to keep his promise to put a bullet through my head with a prologue of tonight's story gateway to danger the signal oil company brings you another of the strange tales of the whistler now before the story continues here are two timely tips for making your ration gasoline go farther when you start your car these cold mornings don't race the motor even though your car is standing still a racing motor 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drivers who say you do go farther with signal gasoline and now back to the whistler so bugsy Malone is back in circulation again after 10 long years in prison it looks like a clean break too clean almost as if it were tailor made by someone on the outside there are still no leads the next night at 10 o'clock when Eddie finally says good night to the DA and starts home just for a change he takes the long way a lonely road leading through the hills above the city hello bugsy you're right on time yeah where you staying hello mine okay you didn't slip up anywhere no how can I miss for them Keith you couldn't have been followed what's the matter nervous I don't do this every night where's the doll here you can count it later this goes with it a rifle yeah with a telescopic sight I don't get it what do I want you're still interested in Mr. Ryan aren't you what's that got to do with him he lives in Shelton that'll give me that I know where he lives you're planning to walk into the sterling hotel and introduce yourself to the dozen or so cops in front of his apartment well I don't know he has a house in Shelton about 50 miles south of town he's going there this weekend on Friday night and no one knows it except me here's the address it's on a hill sort of an estate with a wall around it and a gate on the drive they'll get there about nine and stop at the gate there are two big lights on either side of the gate I still don't get the rifle there's a hill right opposite the gate with trees on it with that silencer in the scope you can't miss just one thing bugsy you know the chance you're taking every cop in the state will be on your tail inside of an hour it's still better than a pen or you want it was a chance now if you slip up yeah I know it's strictly my own idea you got rid of the keys yeah okay it's your baby from here on we won't see each other again unless unless what unless you get caught and if you do bugsy I'm going to hang you that's right Eddie sometimes you have to make the brakes yourself the DA has done a good job been in there pitching for 10 years now good for perhaps 10 more that's too long for you isn't it too long when you begin to feel that old itch again that urge to climb up there where the real money is and there's plenty up there for a smart DA one smart enough to inherit the job for instance you can see it now Ryan's car pulling out of the darkness into the circle of light at the gate he gets out bumbles with a lock for a second right under the light like a duck on a pond the faint wine of a bullet and you're the district attorney yes Saturday morning the headlines will scream they'll swear you in and you'll promise the suckers you won't rest until the assassin sits in the death cell as a curtain raiser it'll you made the order won't it you've tried not to think of it during the week but now that Friday the day of days has arrived your mind wanders in spite of yourself you had to get out of cell block 7 first there was no other way now assuming it was an inside job to Eddie no oh i'm sorry chief have you something on your mind no no please go on um you were saying you talked to Campbell at the prison yes it was an inside job and i don't mean inside the prison what the key to his whole plan was his escape from cell block 7 you remember the Myers case several months ago yes chief there were some keys presented in evidence the same keys oddly enough that malone used in his escape what do you mean those keys will return someone could have had them duplicated someone on the police force perhaps or even someone in this office but why i don't know but i intend to find out the police can take care of malone as far as i'm concerned i'm vastly more interested in the man who had those keys made well it's still a theory of course far more likely some guard at the prison maybe oh by the way we're leaving at seven tonight we what do you mean don't get the wrong idea mr vinton i'm not afraid it uh well it just takes two to open my gate gate what that's the fact it's on the blink you see it has a bar you have to lift you're kidding maybe i am but that's true about the gate seriously eddie i want you with me in case something breaks over the weekend but you see i've already arranged for one of them i'm sorry eddie you'll have to cancel whatever plans you had well i can't chief uh what's the matter with you i don't really know very well and we leave at seven well i'm expecting an important call from lieutenant connelly if he calls tell him i'll be back late this afternoon i'll tell miss quinn think i'll go out for a little lunch good idea you look like you need it but eddie isn't thinking about lunch as he walks down the street unconscious of the milling crowds no his mind is on other things it's funny isn't it how you can spend six months building a beautiful house of cards only to have them fall flat in a split second that gate of a million gates in the world that had to be the one that took two to open what's the matter eddie you still might pull it off if bugsy hits the right one and if that locksmith the tail doesn't happen to hit the little man on shannon street who did it for you now you've got to stop it find bugsy and where he's gone you said goodbye to him for good and too late got to be another wait a minute what about the car that's it ryan's car up in the public garage hello george hello mr vinson how's the garage business okay the a's car in sure a second car down there you are eddie no one around take off the gas cap take out that pound of sugar you bought at the grocery store now the sugar goes in the gas tank it'll take about 10 blocks for that sugar to hit the carburetor and at 7 30 in the evening it ought to be easy to persuade the da to wait until saturday let bugsy sit on the hill all night he's got five hundred dollars in his freedom kindly called yet no not a word chief ah well what time is it um six well i'll have to call him from down there come on let's go oh you may as well wait here chief i'll go and pick up the car my car has been in the shop for the last couple of days and to borrow one from the department it's right outside come on let's go you should have known it wouldn't work eddie but too simple too many ways out of it something must be wrong with your head no one in his right mind would have depended on a kid scheme like that at least he's letting you drive something anyway you're 10 miles south now coming into belview 40 miles to go that's about an hour eddie one hour to think of something what you can't think your heart is thumping like a trip hammer your adam's apple is a ball of sandpaper your way ahead of schedule nine o'clock you told him maybe you could hurry cover the 40 miles in less than an hour arrive at eight instead of nine no no that wouldn't work either bugsy didn't operate that way he's probably been there since this afternoon sitting on the hill with a rifle across his knees waiting here's belview you still got a chance take it easy eddie be calm think uh this is belview chief yes i see i um i'm a little hungry so why not wait till we get home uh there's a nice little steak place down here and we're ahead of time suppose i buy us a dinner well i did want to get down there early oh come on forget your the da for one okay but i'm going to stick you with our best steak in the house there you are mr ryan i'll be back in just a second order me the next best steak in the house would you all right eddie you have a better idea now thinking a little more clearly still have plenty of time first over to the drugstore across the street yes there's a phone booth now the book ah there it is hamilton steakhouse get the phone number hello hello headquarters give me lieutenant connelly not there okay lieutenant mccray then hello mccray this is eddie i'm having dinner with the da in belview a place called hamilton steakhouse the phone is washington 15401 yeah thought i'd let you know okay got it yeah we'll be here for a half hour at least right now wait a couple of minutes eddie let it settle that's it plenty of time okay now headquarters listen i've got a hot lead on bugsy malone tell a district attorney i'll meet him at his office in an hour he's gone well that's too bad no no one else will do never mind you'll find out who this is soon enough oh you know where the da is that's better make it eight o'clock i think it was good your time your steak's getting cold i thought i'd better check with headquarters nothing doing yet smart boy did you leave the number yep you know eddie i wouldn't be surprised to see you district attorney someday you're hoping that desk sergeant was as dumb as it usually is it might be embarrassing if they traced that call but it's five minutes now 10 minutes 15 what happened to them where's the call and finishing his pie now there isn't much more time well i feel better ready come on you can finish that cigarette in the car oh what about another cup of coffee oh we'll have someone we got there oh waitress yes sir how much do we all that'll be um three dollars and 85 cents no no this is mine chief thanks now you only owe me six lunches okay let's get out of here oh by the way eddie i'm going to ask you why did you make that phone call across the street uh oh we all do sir our phone's been out of order all day that's eight eddie 20 miles to go and two strikes against you there's only one thing left to do well snap it up a little eddie you can do better than 30 miles an hour even in this hack okay you know i still think i was right on that key business we found a little joint on shannon's street yeah i'm almost sure he was the one then mixed up with a lot of suspicious characters did you find anything no it's a trouble the old boy died last month the warden still swears the guards are all okay naturally what else can he do as i know monday i'm going to make a thorough check on every man who had access to that evidence it's a good idea oh what's the matter uh i'd stop it hey look out look out you're going off the road give me that wheel are you all right oh just my knee i must have got a cramp or something i hey help me will you yeah sure gee i'd better get you back to the city i know i'm okay here take it easy yeah hold on that that's right thanks there you all right it's okay now be stiff in a minute though what about you huh oh i don't know something seemed to grab me all of a sudden in my stomach how about the car oh oh it's not bad i'll have it pulled out tomorrow car off the road anybody hurt no hey i don't suppose you have anything for pulling us out of this ditch sure you got a chain right here in back can you beat that for a lot but you don't suppose we can drive it i mean why not it's just eased over on the side yeah but what about your knee oh i'll take a hot bath when we get there i can't get over our luck a guy with chains that would happen one time in a thousand yeah one in a thousand these strikes you're out eddie on the home stretch now winding up the narrow road toward the gate toward the day of judgment the pearly gate of valhalla that's a laugh isn't it maybe st peter will be there to give you a hand when you step into that circle of light okay you can stop here come on i'll show you how the ryan gate operates it what's the matter you're as white as a sheet i don't know i guess it's my stomach oh i'll fix you up when we get inside i can't i can't move come on snap out of it vincent you're acting like a baby here come on i'll give you a hand there you are now i'll go over behind that pillar and raise the bar you go up there and pull a pin when i say so oh no shut up i'm going to slug you in a minute if you don't get hold of yourself i'll pull that pin when i tell you there's been steps to the gate lad sheddie not even the chaplain to see you off but buzzy sees you now in the telescope site he's just the right distance to aim but not quite close enough to recognize you a good shot too probably has a nice solid rest for that rifle with the center of the gate right where the telescope sight lines cross here we are ready you're squeezing the trigger slowly now one second more but that's not all of tonight's story the whistler will return in just a moment with a strange ending of tonight's tale meantime a word on that driving bugaboo you hear so much about carbon just what is carbon what causes it and how does it affect your motor's performance well so does carbon soft carbon coal is another form of carbon hard carbon there's not a motor oil may that doesn't form some kind of carbon but here's the important points many motor oils form hard carbon the kind that causes knocking overheating loss of efficiency and lowered gas mileage that's why the new solvent refining method used making pure paraffin base signal four star motor oil is a clean one of today's greatest advances in motor lubrication you see because of solvent refining signal four star motor oil actually forms 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frozen into a stupor his legs moving like those of a mechanical robot the sharp report a blinding flash of light across his consciousness a cold hand on his heart that was all district attorney ryan is still behind the stone pillar working at the gate lever when that's you mr ryan carly what are you doing here hey did you hear my tire blow out scared me to death what's the matter that bugs him along what we cornered him this afternoon i've been trying to get you since eight o'clock where is he in the morgue he reached for a gun good hey hey what's the matter with him who him good lord eddie eddie eddie passed out huh i passed out nothing he's dead he was sick did he hit his head or something no i don't know what happened must have been a heart attack there isn't a mark on him next monday at nine o'clock the whistler will bring you another strange tale the curious story of death marks the double cross the whistler is broadcast for your entertainment by the marketers of signal gasoline 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