Welcome to Dear to Dream. This is Debbie Dashinger going live. This is a beautiful show that I've been honored to do for almost 16 years. And there's a reason why I love to show up.  So thank you for being on this journey and also the conversations I get to have masterclass, right? So this week is no difference because today's show is going to feature a new guest to the program and that is Tarek BB. He's a conscious rap artist, infusing healing frequencies in his music and shows how to manifest money miracles. If we're lucky, he might rap for us later. And if we're lucky, he might do some infinite healings which I'm really looking forward to. Dear to Dream has been listed in Welp Magazine as one of the top 20 best podcasts to listen to. Currently voted as COVR award for best radio and podcast show listed as a top show in self-improvement and Apple podcasts also has been nominated for two People's Choice podcast awards and for a Webby Award. The show is sponsored by Dr. Dane Here and Access Consciousness. They do energy work out into the world. And if you wanna become a facilitator or take a class, go to drdanehere.com and accessconsciousness.com. I'm Debbie Dashinger. I am a media visibility expert and I work specifically with spiritual messengers and that would be you. I'm a book writing coach. So I help you get that book out from A to Z, self-publishing and complete something highly engaging. I've got a company that takes your book to a guaranteed international bestseller and I do all the heavy lifting for the author. I also show spiritual entrepreneurs how to be interviewed on radio and podcasts and get massive results.  I've got some free videos and how-to's and templates for you to fill in so you can start doing this work today. It's D-E-B-B-I-D-A-C-H-I-N-G-E-R.com slash gift. My guest is Tarek Beebe, who is a rising star with a massive following who's already changed the lives of over one million people worldwide. He's been labeled an empath, indigo, star seed, earth angel and light worker. Tarek works with business women and men on the spiritual path to help them thrive doing what they love. Through his revolutionary infinity, healing modality, he's able to help his clients achieve and manifest their heart's desires with infinite ease and grace even if they've struggled to achieve results before. Tarek is a facilitator of inner transformation, helping people to transcend their emotional and psychological blocks at the core level. And in an instant, Tarek is able to help people release years of pain and problems to live life miraculously. He's a popular speaker on tele-summits and the media and festivals, and Tarek is a warm, sincere and heart-centered presence. And he'll all who are inspired by his own journey from abuse to living an inspired life. If you'd like to learn more about him, go to his website, it is T-A-R-E-K-B-I-B-I-dot-com. And with that, I welcome the amazing Tarek to Deer to Dream, it's so great to hang out with you. Thank you, Debbie, I appreciate it. And I love your voice. I love listening to your voice. You're awesome. And I can't wait to play with you here and inspire and touch the lives of our listeners. Yeah, I reached out to you months ago because I heard you do more than you did. Because I heard you doing everything I just described in the bio. And it was interesting because it was a summit and it felt like hundreds of people on the summit, but you were a standout for me. And I think the two standouts for me were, A, you were doing real-time healings, checking in with people, feeling energy, and you were able to bring something palpable I could feel. And the other thing of course was your vulnerability and sharing your story. And I was like, wow, this man is walk the walk, right? So that affected me deeply. And I thought, we don't really know each other, but let's change that. Let's make that a thing of the past. So I just want to start with the healing aspect. Yes. And ask you, would it be accurate to say that in the work you do that you help us to be in the healing vortex to raise our vibrations? What happens there for you when you work with us? Yeah, it's a great question, Debbie. Thanks for asking that. When I first got into healing, it was hypnosis. So it was very left brain masculine. It was even very old school for me as an integral child here to birth, something new, it felt a little, you know, a respect to it. They're probably doing it in ancient Egypt and before, but it's like, what is the new thing that's faster and for us for now? And even what I created then needs to be updated every year, but what I learned is the more I was getting myself involved in the process, the less impactful it was, the more I got out of the way, let go, let God, as they say, the more impactful the section was and the more energy I had and the less I was taking on for my clients. So I first started off with the mindset that from school, the more you learn, the smarter you are. And for me, the more I learned the less I realized I knew. So I realized one day, instead of trying to learn everything that infinite intelligence knows in order to be the best facilitator of healing, why not work side by side with infinite intelligence and allow it to do everything it knows to do for the client? So whether you use the word God, source, universe, creator, great spirit, great mystery, all of that.  So finally I discovered hypnosis and healing and I was like, I'm good at something. And so my ego got really boosted and very rapidly it went back into this humility because it was a moment of look, I'm good at something. I'm doing healing. Clients are getting great results with me. And then it went back to the humility of, I'm really good at holding space for my clients and Source God universe to do infinite things for them so they get the results. So even to this day when they say, Tarek, you help, you healed. It's like, no, I helped space for you to heal yourself. You know what I mean? So there's like six things that made infinity healing different and they were given to me as I was going out there trying to find the best healers to get results in my own life. And out of that frustration, I got the nudge from my guidance to birth something that was fast, effective, efficient that anyone can do. We have an eight year old in India who's helping people clear your symptoms of COVID just using the script. So, yeah, I hope that kind of answers it. So, wow, okay, several things there. So are you saying at the end, when you say there's an eight year old in India using this so that you also train people to do this modality that means? Every year we do one live training. There's a level one and there's a level two that goes deeper into like entity clearings and light body activations and trauma healing and deeper stuff that I'd love to give it all to folks right off the bat but something told me to separate the two cause I'm an overgiver. And to me, like if I had to choose like I asked you earlier, super power, mine would be words and out of words comes poetry, rap music, even the healing it's all word based. It's how to use words very strategically to create the biggest impact. And so, yeah, I do train infinity healers. It's been translated to in the Urdu, Arabic, French, Portuguese.  I was 25 at the time going into these summits where it's all these big names and authors and speakers and then there's like me. And thanks to that persistence from my guidance and birthing something that I really birthed from a place of what do I have that's different and having women, like a lot of the clients that resonate with this are women and I can explain why growing up I saw women go through a lot of bad stuff and I couldn't do anything as a kid, so now I can and I think that's part of it. But hearing women say they've tried all these different modalities and these are women who are veterans in the healing world. It's not their first rodeo, old souls and when they get a taste of the infinity healing and get the results really fast and share with me that that worked for them when other things didn't. It's really a humbly, I'm reminded of... You don't have to be better. You don't have to be that much different. Every, you know, the unique snowflake thing it's like anything we birth on this call there could be a thousand different healers and every single one of us, if we were to birth a book like you're talking about or a modality it will attract certain people and there'll be a special sauce to it that would resonate with a certain amount of people and from setting the ego aside it doesn't have to be better it doesn't have to be that much different because it's all coming from source but for some reason we keep hearing we've tried everything we found our way to your process and it worked and I kind of know why and it's not about the healing modalities there's these other things that we do to make sure that they're receiving the 100% that's available. Yeah and I have to concur with what you said about breaking up your program. I learned very early on in my coaching career it is a kindness to the people attending and I got that information by virtue of in a real time experience so I was rolling out one of my first iterations this must be 13 years ago of how to become a bestselling author literally how you can take your book to international bestseller and I have tons of people sign up and because I love giving I do and I really wanted people to get results man did I have a jam packed agenda and literally after the first class about 10 people dropped out and they kept claiming they were overwhelmed and I thought oh my God I have to go back to square one and realize I'm trying to jam so much in here rather than like create architecture and build a foundation and slowly bring and guide people up at a rate they can digest and absorb I completely changed that course I was like mea culpa, mea culpa I'm so sorry and it was a success in the end anyway but I learned right away please don't do that Debbie because if you wanna gift and give then you have to also want people to receive so it has to be disseminated in a way that they can eat it in bites that makes sense not the whole buffet hole at once Biggest challenge Debbie for anyone who's got like Leo or Aries or maybe even Satch we think if we were to give less that we're cheating them we're not giving our we believe we have to give our all in order to feel authentic to our audience and same with me and it's like less is more was it's so hard I feel like I'm ripping them off I feel like I'm being stingy but it's more like I don't want them to stuff themselves in this buffet I want them to have like a wholesome meal even when we eat food apparently was you know the less you know they say like two fists or whatever is like more than enough so like keep you don't want them to be stuffed but we want them to be nourished and then able to come back for dinner and breakfast tomorrow and lunch tomorrow I love that nourished yeah I agree 100% and so I have a personal question to ask you and it's just my curiosity because I know you've been doing an event you've been doing a summit that you put on the Equinox event and I've been following Yes Equinox that would be Thank you it's what a time this is it's amazing and what a beautiful time for you to deliver that and you mentioned something quickly but you know if you're in my life I'm gonna follow up with that you happen to say that you yourself aren't we all working with healers you were working with a healer on a very personal issue for you so reveal as much as you're comfortable I'm very transparent whether you could just say whatever you're no problems Beautiful thank you So yeah you were looking at something that you considered to be a sacred relationship which by the way I am all about it like I get the potency of the Yeshua Magdalene kind of yeah I long for that too and so you were saying that you had something that you felt had the qualities of a sacred relationship and you were working with a healer and you found that you were having some commitment issues that things were popping for you while you were taking a look at this do you mind if I ask you so what came of that what did you decide or what did you learn what did you heal what did you let go of what did you move into Yeah I'll answer in my question and what I've heard in the collective so for me it was really simple I met this beautiful Leo goddess and there was a strong soulmate connection I've really started before that the last three years before that just saying no to anything that didn't feel like a fuck yes on all levels and then I met her and she's been calling in her life partner king if there is such a thing as a calling in a perfect life partner and I was calling in my long term queen life partner relationship for years and what that entailed everyone likes the part where they come together but no one really wants to know what we have to do to get there so to get there was a sink a lot of no's to anything that didn't feel fully in alignment what got there is learning to love myself and creating a life where I'm nurtured by my soul tribe and my friends and activities and taking care of my health and making my life so juicy and yummy that anyone who comes my way would want to be a part of it so that's the part not a lot of people talk about because then your life is so great that if someone decides to join you on that journey it's the icing on the cake it's an addition to a full whole complete reality as opposed to my old way of thinking where I was like there's this hole in my soul and I need someone to love me because I sometimes don't know how to do that and that codependency thing doesn't work or the whole narcissist and empath thing we need to break out of those cycles but it was really simple she was traveling to visit her ex at the time and I had just gotten to know her and I think there was a strong connection and my Venus is in Aquarius which means let's be friends first let's not rush into it and it's like let's be best friends first and then from that place let's explore the next things to go deeper and yeah it was really simple I was working with my coach and she said hey if you're it sounds like you don't want to have these you don't want to be openly relating and just my trauma was having relationships where we can experience intimacy and they don't have to be sexual related but just lightness fun intimacy hugs cuddles and other things but not sex and she was like why it's like almost like a settling and it's almost like it's safe and it's also very aquarium it's safe to have the friends but it's not safe to go into another one of those deep deep soul relationship connections because of how they've ended in the past of how my heart has been broken many times this year I had this lifetime and two of the biggest ones were four-year relationships so as much as I'd like to think that I moved on and it was fine and everything happens for a reason like my delicate Piscian moon side like gets really you know the highs were high and then there's this huge depression that happened after both of those so I think a part of me gave up like started playing it safe for 10 years after that and then all it was was my coach saying it sounds like you don't want to play it safe with these like easy relationships where you don't go deep and it sounds like what you're wanting is this goddess and it was just the clarity that I got from that and then I literally messaged her you know right after the call and she could just feel the power of the divine masculine in all of us it was so direct, so clear, so penetrating she even told me that while she was trying to connect with her ex there was this energy that was like I'm claiming you like you know where I'm saying yes to you not from like an unhealthy place just from a yes I'm choosing you that's yummy it doesn't sound dominating at all it sounds like something a woman loves to hear that's what they say women want to be claimed and want to be chosen want to be number one they don't they don't want these flaky guys who are like maybe maybe yes maybe no and that's all it was it was my coach saying maybe from her own frustrations of guys just being flaky and not taking a step and it's like no it's like men too afraid to go after what they want or take everything involves a risk so maybe there's a risk in saying let's do it let's give it a chance but let's go all out let's not have one foot in one foot out so that's all I did that's powerful thank you for sharing it you know my experience it's very interesting being alive right now and everything I've seen since I've been alive but now is a fascinating time because I'm very much in the spiritual community and you know I go to festivals and I go to the conferences and I go to the concerts and I go to the ceremonies and there are very beautiful people right they're all beautiful you know wearing whatever clothes we all wear and sometimes it's not too much clothes and I think it's really easy especially I live in California you know all that glitters is gold and to be exactly what you're talking about to go oh that person's attractive oh that person's attractive I mean it's really just an outside it's not a real knowing or an intimacy with somebody and I think the ability to claim for men and women no this is what I'm about this is my stake in the ground for who I am I deserve this level of love I desire this level of love I desire this experience unlike anything I grew up with and unlike anything I have thus far experienced you know and and let that person come forward from the universe who can meet that energy because it is so powerful and magical to to go there with somebody yeah want to do a prayer about it yes please okay let's do it because I feel it's so universal in our in our community not aligning with you know it's like yeah we're doing all this work and it's like can we also have a relationship that nurtures and nourishes us while we're doing all this spiritual work so we ask Source God universe to clear anything in the way of us being able to receive the maximum and let go of what no longer serves us by alchemizing it into what is best and we pray and and set the intention and in vocation that if there's anything in the way of us being able to receive all that we're desiring in our ultimate relationship starting with self followed by our ultimate life partner if there's such a thing followed by our ultimate soul family soul tribe followed by our actual physical family if that's best to connect with them and how best with our guides and angels with mother earth with the divine with our inner children inner teenagers all aspects of selves if there's a belief system if there's an emotion if there's a past trauma we're still holding on to if we have unhealthy walls or boundaries in our hearts that are blocking that from flowing in if they're if the ego and the inner child are afraid of abandonment and rejection and hurt and trauma would you like an infinity healing to clear that reassure all parts of ourselves that it's safe show all parts of ourselves that we can have our to call in our queen our king our soul family soul tribe all the things that our heart is desiring on a deep deep level showing all parts of us that it's safe and all the great things that will happen when we do that yes yes and showing us that we can have healthy boundaries in that relationship we can say yes to things we can say no to things we can stay in our high frequency this can be something that adds value to our lives supports us more to drop into the feminine if needed drop into the masculine depending on your inner dynamics to allow for wholeness to allow for balance and to allow for everyone to play their divine role in however it's best and and please add more that what we know to ask for thank you thank you thank you amen and so it is oh it is thank you that's beautiful oh my gosh we are talking about abundance and manifesting and part of manifesting and we will get to money is of course relationship with self and others and I would like to follow up in that beautiful healing prayer you just gave us and ask you so as a man and I understand you're newly stepping into this in a way how are you a king to your queen what does that look like what kind of behavior what kind of qualities you embody to be a person that me I've started men circles I've joined men circles I've listened to the literature and the things that we committed in the men's circle that I started was anytime we are in fault that we never make an excuse for it so in a relationship if we messed up we messed up I'm sorry that happened I take full responsibility for that happening never saying because of something outside of ourselves to allow for the trust to happen like it's not that your partner is not going to mess up we're all going to fall short at times we're going to the disappointment will come up hurt will come up expectations won't be met right but it's when those things happen the king energy is able to say I take full responsibility for my part the king energy will not have you know like if if you're preach if you're dumping something on me but it's really yours to claim I've got that scorpion Jupiter too we have strong BS detectors we know when something's not true better known as gas lighting yes the king energy within men and women can go actually no that doesn't resonate with me maybe tune into that look into that the king energy will not is not stuck in boyhood in Peter Pan world shout you know bless all the fairy energies that were connected to but they're able to give up short term it's almost like short term play energy which is fine but the king energy is able to go I want something deeper more meaningful I know what I want and I'm going after it and I won't settle so no settling and no like saving you know a lot of empaths in our community are like let me find someone who you know it's like we're attracted to the people who are broken and let's fix them and heal them and but why my friend told me this term one of my mentors says with batteries included so they're either where we're at or they're even higher in some realms in some areas so that we're not like bringing them up to where we're at so those are some of the examples I feel wow gorgeous so I'm going to integrity with yourself too Debbie so even forgetting the outside world in your day to day where are we settling and not being our full king right so my full king can instead of you know going for fast food my my king energy is going to make sure I eat something nourishing and you know eat it in a in a just eat it with some nature in some time and like loving myself enough when my body needs time out to go to nature to go to Mother Earth to go to the ocean yeah wanting the best from myself and and from life as well that's beautiful I I think I'm going to come to your group I'm going to stalk your group because if they're churning out men like that I can tell you there's probably a lot of us who'd be very interested in getting to know a king like that yeah it's a great responsibility the ability to respond is everything for both sides I'm sorry I did that and here's how I rectify it in the future that's how built is trust and that is how you create true intimacy you'll have a million great times but when the shit hits the fan it's amazing to know your partner doesn't run and your partner doesn't throw blame back on you but can really stand up and you know be human about it's foibles and it reminds me sorry that'd be one thing I learned from my last relationship is the fixer in us drives women crazy sometimes oh yes it does fixer yeah so getting really good at going Debbie are you sharing that because you just want to be heard or are you sharing that because you would like my support in it just getting into the habit of asking that because if you tell me no I don't need you to fix it I'm a powerful goddess like I'm just sharing vulnerability doesn't mean you need to save me then I can go okay thanks she just wants me to hear so that's another hack and then knowing sometimes so when I checked in with a women's circle when I was living in this community she was saying the women were not feeling supported and when I when I was facilitating with the men a lot of their partners were in the women's circle and all I can hear from the men is we'll do anything for our queens so then I was like wait a minute that doesn't add up so what I gathered from that is there's a unsafety for women in knowing what they're wanting and an unsafety in asking for what they want right so part of if we can bring the men and women together and do we'll be doing a Tantra retreat here in in the Playa del Carmen or Tulum in Mexico and part of the exercises would be getting comfortable asking for what I want so the exercise I would facilitate that be if we were in a workshop right now let's say we were partnered up I would ask you to tell me where do you want me to massage you and it's called stepping into your diva because a lot of women are like hey I'm getting a massage I'm not going to be a bitch about it so but it's like no get comfortable being like I want it tighter here more to the left deeper here so it's getting comfortable stepping into that diva that queen that can go more like you know a lot of times it's like I'm getting a massage why should I ask for more but ask for more keep giving us specifics don't stop till it's exactly what you're wanting and it gets us comfortable going wow I can ask for what I want and if I don't know what I want by experiencing it I can get more clarity and I can ask for it and it's safe and the response always has to be from the king thank you so much for asking for that right so we're reaffirming it's safe to ask and we're thanking them because the worst thing for a man is to not know you know it's so exhausting for a man to try to guess what it is and do a hundred thousand things and get depleted and still feel that they're not good enough because it's not being asked directly so let's do an infinity healing to clear what's stopping us from knowing what we want and would you like an infinity healing to ask for what you want with ease and with grace feeling safe to do so and receive it fully would you like that 100% yes yes done that's it so just a heads up for those of you that don't know that with infinity healing as you say yes you're allowing Source God Universe to do infinite things for you so it works on the beliefs the fears, emotions, root traumas etc and all you need to do is say yes for giving your consent your thumbs up to allow it to clear what's in the way so I'm not doing it you're not doing it you're allowing it to happen and I can feel that and what's coming through for me is you know so I'm actually really good at that you know I would have no problem telling somebody where he or hard or softer whatever so for me the healing would be more like having said being very clear about my needs but not having them met or heard or cared about an example oh boy yeah so telling somebody you know I really wish like my love languages are affirmation and physical touch I think I have all of them pretty strong but those are super dominant so when I get a lot of verbal feedback when I get a lot of physical you know what I'm really seeing yeah that matters to me or communicate I love communication and all of that and so if I'm telling somebody you know I know that maybe service is your modality but you would meet my needs tremendously if you can even come halfway and give me some of that but I'm told well that's just not my way of being or you know I'm doing the best I can kind of thing those kind of things are really a turn off so I love that you're bringing this up that'd be ultimate hack for relationships I mean like kindergarten class number one would be love languages find out yours so if yours is words of affirmation I mean a Leo's love language is is praised right oh 100% that makes sense right yeah so and then they want to be seen not in an egotistical way because the more Leo's seen the more they fill their energy the more they can give back it's actually it serves the whole because the sun feeds the whole planet right so he has a rule by the sun so it's not a selfish thing because when a Leo's filled their mission is to give their energy look you're exactly I got it so I mean like I said the masculine's response has I feel a healthy masculine need the response would be thank you for sharing and and let me know you know so is that person open to hearing it was it delivered in the best way are they a fit but that it's so good that you know that because you're giving them the hack on how to for you to feel loved so I remember one of my Leo mentors being like she texted her partner and she was like I need you to tell me something sweet about me right like when I see you in a few minutes so it's like you're teaching them how you want to be loved I want you to give me a massage for the next half an hour I want you to eye gaze with me for the next half an hour I want you to tell me five really nice things about me like my delicate inner child I see inside if I feel I did some something wrong to someone and they're really mad at me like I can't just pretend I can't just move on like I'm in I'm in it and sometimes I'll ask for can you remind me of some something good about me because right now I just feel like really low so we can ask for it and and and for you to receive that when they're doing the acts of service like for me that's my dad's love language so before I'm like dad doesn't love me and then I'm like oh every time dad was doing things that was I'm saying I love you son and so also appreciating them for how they're giving love and also asking for like some people it's some people just can't yeah or it's not that they can't it's it's not going to come second nature everyone can't so technically any relationship you're in even if it's not their the even if it's their worst hardest one let's say still is capable of saying Debbie you have beautiful eyes I love your hair love your outfit whatever right and you you you're asking for it which is amazing and now we yeah we need to educate our partners on how we want to be loved and we want to know how they feel love and reciprocate that I don't like gifts that much but that's my parents love language so every opportunity I get I can I like try to send them gifts and stuff oh that's beautiful you know hearing you say that and your sweet Piscian moon energy yeah so I have a hack about that I learned this moons ago when I was taking a like a karate it was a karate based warrior class but it it brought up a lot for people in the class and I strangely was so good at it the whole falling into and one of the things they taught us that I've held on to ever since because it was a lot of communication going on and people would often look to me like well how do you feel about me how do you see me and they taught us that the first thing you say is everything good and then you follow up what what could be corrected or what may trigger etc and I found it to be I've used it to this day and I think it's the most loving way so I might say to you Tariq you are magnificent you're not only just so brilliant in what you do out in the world but you have such a beautiful heart like hanging out with you is like a festival just you know the two of us and I enjoy you so much and I'm so glad you were born I really am and I want you to know that occasionally this thing happens between us and you say you're going to follow through and you fall short for some reason and I don't know what's going on in your space but because I care so much about you I just want you to know it's impacting me in a really poor way and is there anything you could do to alleviate that so there's no impact between us right I love that yeah thank you for sharing thank you for starting it that way like how can someone react negatively to that and I love that you did that nonviolent communication is a real thing and if you go the worst thing you can do is say you made me feel this way because technically that's now you're in victim consciousness because you're blaming and no one can technically make you feel anything you can choose to feel you can say the worst things to me I remember one lady for five minutes all her stuff was coming at me like all her childhood wounds daddy daddy wounds and I was just like imagining a mirror in front of me and I was imagining she was just like saying it all to herself and I felt great so we it was the worst things I've ever heard in my life and it just kept on going and and then her life changed after that and she has kids now and and the home and family and husband it just had to come up and yeah so I love that that's 100% how to do it and the worst thing you can do is attack the person blame the person but if you go hey Debbie when you shared that I felt hurt so the biggest thing I'm noticing in my communications because I do my I think Aries are very blunt you know and we're not sugar coating it and we could use more of that Leo sandwiching that you just did beautifully you know starting with the positive adding some constructive concluding with the with the positive is what I learned in one of my youth workshops but if you just share like how can someone attack you for saying I felt hurt you could have said the nicest things to me and I could still say hurt came up for me so we really need to get better at not taking on someone else's stuff not feeling bad for when stuff comes up and remember the art of open communication like we don't want to hold it in and let it faster we want to share it openly and my my hack is Debbie are you in a place where I can share openly and vulnerability about something that came up and if you give me the okay then I'll just say when you said this I felt this so it's not about you making you wrong or blaming you there's underneath the blame if you dig in a little deeper there's an emotion a hurt a sadness some emotion that came up for you and if you can be vulnerable enough to share what that emotion is really that emotion just wants to be hurt and if Debbie just goes I hear that sadness came up for you when you when that happened thanks for sharing is there any way I could support you you know maybe just hearing it is enough or maybe hug who knows but that's another that's huge that's huge because what you just gave us an example of is it's truly being heard is holding space for somebody and getting out of the way you know just detaching so you can hear someone else's experience and it's a beautiful opportunity I mean sometimes there's just a wild misalignment in a moment and somebody truly didn't intend but oftentimes there is something going on and then it's a great time to own our shit and say you know it's true like I really had this going on and and I just wasn't speaking about it and instead it came out you know snarky and I'm sorry and and you know what I won't do that again I'll be responsible for my stuff in the future and it's when that happens that is you know I really think the angels trumpets go off because they're like whoa the humans have gotten it this time and it's you know they celebrate us that we can actually create peace like that at such a beautiful level I love that so before we shift into mula-bula which means money and prosperity okay and what in what language mula like Italian language mula I think I don't know what that is it's just slang really that's slang as far as I know is it with a b? m-u-l-a oh mula yeah yeah mula I think it's Italian or Spanish yeah yeah mula mula it's a beautiful way to say money thank you so I would love if you are willing as a conscious rap artist hip-hop artist if you will like whatever moves you I trust that will flow out of you to us would you gift us with something right now a little bit of wisdom or fun yeah so because you led with mula I'm gonna do a one minute rap so you guys get a feel for the rap and hopefully inspires you to check out some of my five albums that are online and then I would love to share maybe a two minute after that that's more of the Piscian bra emotional side we're down we are so with you thank you so feel free you're welcome feel free to receive this like a transmission so and feel free to imagine it as we're saying because I believe in just one thing infinite abundance for all beings so we can live like kings and queens doing what makes our hearts sing I believe in the new currency of trust and of equality from my brothers and sisters because we all came here to be we all came from the source we've come a long way from home we've got a long way to go share with everyone that you know everything they told us is wrong ever since the time we were born we got a break free from this prison planet we're on so don't hate on us when we're sharing our love we just want to liberate you so you can rise up above we're made of the same stuff we're made of the same dust if we can regain trust then we will remain tough separations a lie evolutions a lie don't believe in everything that you can see with your eyes and we're banging our drums because the time has now come let's take a stand for what is right until we have one let's take a stand for what is right until we have one let's take a stand for what is right until we have one let's take a stand for what is right until we have one yes I hope and then the Piscian poem that I I've been hiding my piecy inside and now I'm leading with it and it's been amazing with had people tell us like they were thinking of suicide and my music kept them going and all sorts of beautiful stuff so this one's for anyone out there who can is always there for others but has a hard time asking for support a lot of leos have that aries have that cap coins scorpios you know just yeah here we go how are you people ask my response is i'm great but am i maybe what i'm really saying is i desperately need some support i don't know what i'm doing with my life i'm falling apart i've put together my broken self with tiny pieces of tape and it's all coming undone maybe what i'm saying is back off because you don't want to know maybe what i'm saying is i'm scared to have you care about me to help me to be there for me i'm a lone wolf that's how i've gotten here this far and now you want me to let go of the very thing that has gotten me here this far to surrender control to trust again the very thing that leaves me open and vulnerable easily wounded so i trust i take the risk i take the leap i get betrayed again my mind thinks up of all the possibilities of getting hurt i almost want it to be true i expect it to be true i can't believe you would truly love me it has to be a conspiracy i play hide and seek with those around me please be there when i need you i reach out and then i hide again no peekaboo more like it's been nice to know you i'm fine but what i'm really meaning to say is i have found many ways to cope i used to use food and drugs and alcohol to hide what's underneath to numb me sex and have you love me overachieving but it's never enough wow look how much money i made but no one gives a fuck i need help if you reach out i may find the strength a month from now what troubles me now are my own fears my own power what if every ambition was driven by the need to feel significant what if everything i'm doing is not coming from the right place there was a time i would drink myself to bed i would cry i'd loan some tears smoke to punish my heart for being so dumb doing anything to help me feel numb i used to make love i used to be love i used to see the world like a child but now the clouds dark and gloomy the vibe keeps getting spooky changing the channel won't stop the fact that there's a horror scene happening somewhere in the world every second and what is my aim to be a millionaire do i really care in many parts of the world to aim a survival in this part of the world we're miserable and in denial we take for granted all the freedoms we enjoy we're living like kings and queens while we destroy it but we are slaves we're we like to think we're sovereign but we obey and we pray to those who pray on us every day we choose fear or love we all have that divine spark we all have a dark embellishment the dark ones want us to believe that that is all that we are the light ones want to think that we're all light i feel so irrelevant i can't change the world i could barely change myself what is the long-term plan here to find someone to love me to care for me that's the role that i play it makes it easier for me to keep numbing myself till it's done feeling high when i'm number one and feeling like a loser when i succumb i have layers upon layers of being made fun of of being put down of feeling lesser than feeling worthless feeling not deserving so confused and uncertain god is there anybody out there or have i been praying have i been praying to the clouds i'm sitting back with little faith watching the devil play a checkmate we're all pawns in this global chess game part of being human is fighting demons and that's our self hate i know it seems dark and like the sun you keep shining from above i'm slipping i'm sinking i'm giving in to temptations distractions empty ambitions it's all an illusion i'm taking a time out forgot it was a game started to believe the screams and shouts you want us to believe in it it's so bad so we feed you with our emotions what if we all started hoping and dropped a million love explosions what if we all drank of the divine's potion what if we all spread our wings and started soaring what if every moment was exhilarating and not boring what if we stood up to the plate bake and eat the cake shake and learn uh share and learn from mistakes ending hate ending procrastinate ending being slaves ending the old ways ending being fake ushering in the new way being brave being bold all you ever need to know has already been imprinted inside of your soul now go deserves a pause to digest thank you that's so powerful that's your life i mean i understand what you just wrote that from and so just to let people know because you've alluded a little bit in the beginning Tarek how you grew up feeling less than and stupid but can you give us a bit of the hero's journey if you don't mind but a quick version of who you were and what you went through i mean i i've even heard you speak where you said like you had nothing you were paying your rent with a credit card and then who you've become what happened in between to allow you to be who you are thank you for asking um yeah just having a father who is i mean i love my father we're so close right now but growing up i thought he hated me um i felt put down i never remember feeling praise getting a hug getting a how do you feel how are you feeling need someone to talk to basically i was like okay um you know uh my dad would come back home frustrated from work and i think i was an easy target because i'm like a really clear mirror so it's like you and um yeah i just i feel he was trying to say Tarek i want to toughen you up you seem really sensitive and the world's a tough place and i want you to succeed and i don't want you to fail because i failed a lot i feel that's what he was trying to say but it came across in like you're you failed in this you know you're not measuring up here you're not good enough here you got to do better you know you don't you don't want to be a failure you don't want to grow up to be a garbage man like just all these things and i think his scorpionic way was like sometimes i watch when i used to watch uh chef ramsey stuff it's like very harsh because his scorpion too and it's like it's like put down but he's trying to say get up he's trying it just doesn't come out right um and so i just internalize that personalize that almost every day i felt i was pushed to a breaking point so when people say something about like the depth of my heart i feel like well you don't want to know what caused it because it was like daily pushing to a breaking point where i just like crushed like just felt crushed and um the second i would go to my room and just you know i'd be crying and the second i had stillness i would just feel the presence of the divine there and there was in that moment no need to cry anymore but it just continued and then uh eighth grade shaved my head got into like rap music and heavy metal and it just became external instead of imploding it was like exploding so getting into a lot of fights but it was like robin hood style like pick on the police it was like bullying the police um and just being a class clown and and then fast track when we immigrated to Canada and i was in Toronto i was overdoing everything alcohol drugs and yeah one night my heart felt like it was going to stop all my friends were passed out the sun was starting to rise it's the next day i'm still drinking and smoking feeling miserable and i thought my heart was going to stop it felt like it did and i wasn't afraid of dying i was afraid of wasting my life so i prayed to god source universe to give me a second chance my heart started beating and then that was like my rebirth in that moment and i prayed for a purposeful career and i discovered healing and i started doing it through hypnosis and people were blown away my teacher had like a hundred certifications in her room she was featured in the opera magazine she had celebrities wanting to fly her out and part of our uh course was to practice with people and she brought in one of her clients and i literally spent like 20 minutes with her client and her client was like wow i've been working with your teacher for years and what you just did in like 15 half an hour i can't remember the time let's say it was half an hour she said was superior to all the sessions um and now you know like yeah that gave me the confidence you know from not getting a lot of praise to hearing you're really good at this was um great ego boost and um and then yeah just terrible relationship with money it's in my chiron for those of you who get astrology chiron and torus so i'm destined to experience hardships with money growing up in dubious saw super wealthy people and super poor people and i always sided with the poor and the underdogs but i had to heal my judgments towards wealthy people and towards money so i had to forgive myself for the judgments towards money i had to forgive my my uh my whole journey started when i forgave my father and i emailed him he was in dubious in toronto so step one is to forgive and ever since i've done that i've been blessing it forward in every session in the last 13 years um and then i had to forgive my judgments towards money i imagined money as a persona like a celebrity you know that was really good hearted but i thought it thought it was too cool for me so i was like it doesn't think it's too cool for me it's actually really generous and it's a fun energy and it's playful and it's you know abundant and generous so i was like sorry for the forgive sorry for the judgment um and then i went from being broke and on welfare i had to really trust i prayed for help it came my way and normally i'd get afraid and run away but this time i broke the cycle i prayed for help it came my way i felt the fear and i still said yes so that was that one's shift of oh my god what i asked for has come through in the form of a person a teacher a book a course something it's not going to come in your comfort zone when you're cuddled in bed and like feeling safe it's going to come from oh my god i'm going to take a risk and put something on my credit card or you know and i love this story because the my first mentor was in chicago and i like barely had money i literally went in full faith to this workshop that i felt was speaking directly to my my challenges as a healer wanting to make more money and i again that welfare like government assistance and i find someone i reach out to the organizer he says there's someone from toronto driving to chicago so i get a ride with her and then when i get to the hotel i'm like listen guys you're not responsible for me but i just wanted to like share this i'm not keeping it to myself like i have no money for a hotel room and but i still have the guts to like ask i don't like asking for help but i still have the guts to say uh if it's possible like literally right before you guys go to bed they had like a four bedroom three bedroom with a couch somewhere and i was like i could just like go to sleep as soon as you guys are ready to go to bed i'll just pop in sleep and i'll be out before you guys even wake up i was like 25 at the time or no 27 maybe and they they said no first and then they're like you know what you can do it and then same thing with my mentor has like listen there was like 100 healers in this room and and uh i think five of us signed up to work with him and he was like well if you want my work it's five it's 500 a month for starters and then it moved to a thousand a month and in my mind i was like it's it's easy i'm just going to settle for this workshop i'll implement what i learned in these three days but i knew in my heart that it was it was to sign up to work with him and that simple exercise i've been busting it forward ever since is what are five to ten ways you can make an extra 500 bucks and then just circle the one that feels the juiciest so the excuse of i don't have the money to invest in mentorship or courses or whatever is i've experienced it as an excuse because i used it i was like i actually really don't have the money and i was like you know what if you really want it my my mentor's like if you want it and he just threw the pen like if you don't want it leave and he's a leo uh he's got he was a leo as well and and that reverse psychology actually worked on me i was like i actually do want to sign to work with him and then i knew i was just going to do one of those five things that i circle to make that extra 500 and that's it i made the extra 500 paid him went from being broken on welfare clearing thirty thousand dollars at that um figuring out the business side of things and with my infinity healing i was able to heal my traumas and manifest more fun um heal my inner child wounds and forgive and and all of that so between those two things that's what i've been doing to for other healers is showing them the blueprint to hit so i went from broke to ten thousand and ten months and most of my clients hit ten thousand within um through the three month mark so we're able to do it a lot faster wow you said yes that was the secret and i love what you shared i learned that years ago um when i first started going to workshops and and this particular trajectory like the final workshop it had a huge price tag to it it was like an oh my god kind of price tag and i you know that that weight that feeling like i want this but i can't have this and i remember the gentleman who was teaching this said i want you to write a list of everything you could possibly do to create the money or sell and suddenly my mind was i went to my garage at the time i went oh my god i have that artwork and i have this and there were things i wasn't using and i mean it was the crazy thing like lottery ticket you know do that but don't bother but i mean it's really more realistic stuff and you know i created the money it happened i created the freaking cash to do it and so yes this is very very very powerful if you're a yes you have to know the universe is going to meet you it's a 401k plan you invest they invest yes so when you say this tarik so there's something you talk about in your work which is and this is that i like want to push let's push a little and create some pressure yes we can double our income working half the time in i'm in can you offer some specifics about that yes thank you i love that question and and that comes literally from some clients telling us they've achieved that so um so uh working smart versus working hard so really getting clear on what is it that you love doing what is your greatest soul offering sometimes we're doing a hundred things you know fire signs or old souls who've learned so many things over all these lifetimes you know sometimes like we were talking about music earlier debbie sometimes creativity yes you can generate like i i did a crowd funding and generated 10 000 for two albums so you can find you know you can generate income from your creative passions you can have your whole all your money come from that but the first step i would say is is feng shui your services like what what needs to be eliminated what like i love cooking and that's my dad's love language you to always make us these yummy meals and that's his way of saying i love you or i'm sorry so i learned that from my father and it's still my way of loving my inner child or loving others um and libanese food is so delicious um side note and i have the best lebanese restaurant here by the way it's a mile from my house and it is a constant go-to home cooking the best yes awesome so you know you know what i'm talking about and um and uh or is that going with this yes so get yeah so how to double your income working half the time is figuring out what are the things that are taking up all your energy so nowadays you can literally hire someone for like eight bucks an hour 10 bucks an hour you can barter with someone make sure you're not doing the things that drop your energy there's certain activities we do that just deplete us right so if one it's not your brilliance to you hate doing it that's a good sign to start there and find a way to either barter it barter for it offer some healings in exchange for some tech work or social media work or whatever website web designing um and then yeah just it's uh the visual of roulette so in roulette the safe the mind wants to play it's safe and it wants to spread it's um the chips on different all over the table right because then it increases the chances of winning for those of you know how roulette works um but the soul wants you to place all your bets on your greatest soul offering so imagine taking all your invest like all your risk and placing it on one number and that one number is basically your greatest soul offering so you're going all out on the thing that brings you most joy most fulfillment is your greatest soul offering and can lead to the most amount of profits and by doing that you're telling the universe i'm not afraid i'm clear it's a clear transmission clear communication and you're stepping out you know we we need to fade like part of your medicine debbie is getting people to be bolder and getting themselves out there in the right way not being afraid not holding back and by telling the universe this is who i'm here to be and claim it not like hiding it you're claiming it like what today i led with some poetry i led with some rap i didn't like keep that to myself we led with some healing i didn't hide that from you guys i shared the vulnerability in rana so what if i was to hide all of those things but they're the greatest part that my soul can offer so by leading with them claiming them valuing them and and also just letting everyone know like there's this rule that i have that says everyone assume that everyone that's attracted to you and you're attracted to them that you have gifts for them and they have gifts for you so not from a place of hey i need to tell you what my business is because i need more clients but from a place of if i if debbie doesn't tell me what her superpowers are and i don't share what my superpowers are with debbie we're going to miss this opportunity to bless each other because the universe brought us together to share energy sometimes it just happens through the higher self sometimes it happens through collaboration like podcast exchanges and sometimes it could happen through sharing a conversation or healing or whatever but assume that everyone around you even in the most random places you're at a cafe literally sometimes all it takes is just starting someone overhears you having a conversation or you initiate a conversation you know one of my clients yesterday was saying how when i was doing a healing session with her literally she got off the call and the person sitting next to her was overhearing her whole conversation and that person ends up working with her paying her a thousand every single month for her work so the miracles are all around us and you know less is more there's the 80 20 principle that we dive deeper into there's 20 things of what you're doing that's leading to 80 percent of profit and fulfillment so focusing on those and i've never before heard those words feng shui your business oh my god that's so powerful yeah i love that so get rid of the clutter and where there's spaces that are not actually assisting you because of course feng shui is very personal to the person and their space so there's all sorts of ways to design things so they operate for you the person to bring in the abundance in every area of your life or if there's an area that's not working to offset that so it does work for you 100% and you've got cancer and leo so leo's love expansive spaces um and i stopped using the word expensive i started using the word expensive when people say wow that's so expensive i go no it's expansive it's going to stretch you out of your comfort zone it's going to make you become more of who you are so you want to do something that's expensive and then you all i always say whenever i invest in something i go universe whatever i invest may this money come back to me times two times three times four times ten right away in infinite ways that way every time i'm making an investment it actually is an investment it's not a cost and it's not a price i always say it's an investment because it's going to come back and not only will it will we get it back when we set that intention financially but we're going to get it back spiritually i always say may it all come back to me a hundred uh like double true i go through all the numbers i go like i get my money back right away in record time times it by two times it by five and then that i get it back i get the investment back on all levels right and you know so there's like different ways of investing and like even the food the foods that we eat sometimes will eat something from a stress place and then it just sucks out all our life force but then when we're eating a meal that we took the time to nourish ourselves and put a lot of love into it or go to a restaurant and it's like a high frequency meal try to look at your food's investments like is this going to give me more energy or is it going to take away more energy because then everything your friendships your your things you do and your downtime that the content we're absorbing like this is a great investment of your time right now listening to this because it's going to give you so much you know i can't stand waste like i literally will not go to a restaurant unless the food is amazing it's not not about price point yeah but i will not even bother but if something is just a beautiful sumptuous experience i love food and i love wine i'm a certified wine specialist all of that luxury for me it's just ah it's so divine and so yes i will say for you cancer is very important home for a canceran is so important so it needs to be nurturing nourishing it needs to be your sanctuary and then for a leo if you're in a like small space with not a lot of sun that's like miserable for you but if you're in an expansive space with lots of sun and vibrancy and trees you're going to feel expansive and then you'll show up in a bigger way as well 100 true and by the way i hope everybody's resonating i have a pen out because i was literally getting downloads when you were talking i'm like oh my god all these ideas so thank you for that you're welcome and they say debbie for manifestation last thing is you want to follow the one like this is they don't talk about it in the law of attraction but um so when we ask ourselves what is it that we want to do that will lead to the maximum fulfillment and abundance and prosperity and alignment is the thing that you're a 10 out of 10 in terms of uh excitement and you're a 10 out of 10 in terms of believability so sometimes in a moment you're like i believe i can write a book right now and i'm 100% excited about doing it then you're in the sweet spot and if you're if you really want to do it but then you start doing it and it's causing a lot of stress and anxiety and it's like not in the flow and it's like maybe the universe saying well first get your energy higher you know take a break you know it really there's the key to success is really mastering the art and this comes from the canceran uh aspect of ourselves is what am i what is my being needing in this moment and if we can kind of continuously come back to that as an anchoring question what is my being needing in this moment might just be to like move my body a little bit stretch a little bit hydrate eat less eat more rest more work more play more you know be are we and especially for for women um women and yeah just women in general right now it's a huge challenge all over the world where women are more in their masculine so it's fine to be in your masculine because that's how we get stuff done but then if we're too much in our masculine if women are too much in their masculine and they're wanting to call in a king who's very masculine well with the polarities it's not going to work so how what practices can you do on a day to day that get you out of your masculine so let's say you worked all day so you know leo's are have that problem because it's very action oriented um but but the cancer is great at like nurturing self and like want yeah feminine stuff so how can you receive you know receiving a massage brings you into your feminine i love lying down in the ocean and just letting it hold me so i'm like fully in a receptive state lying down on the on the earth meditating on the retreat like singing dancing um you know what yoga sometimes can be very in um breath work so what you know creativity journaling um writing songs drawing coloring even making food gets you out of your head so we really need to find those activities that bring balance because if you're too in your masculine if you're imbalancing you're too much in your masculine then it might block you from because what's magnetic to the to a man is a woman in her feminine so the worst thing is when yeah it's just a few things that can shift in those moments that allow for the man to play their role it doesn't mean that a woman needs the man because there's like i don't need a man i could do it all myself yes you can but the feminine in you wants to be taken out wants to be provided for when someone to open the door for you she loves it when she can just like not have to think of the hundreds of things and just be like debbie saturday we're going on an adventure you don't you don't even need to know what it is you know just you know what i mean like yes you drop in into the feminine and just be like yes this is what i've been craving all week you know oh that's so lovely those were such good examples and i'm glad that you shared all of those that's exactly what came up when you said oh when you've been working hard and you're in your masculine and you know you're you're producing what can you do to shift and the first thing i thought of was receive receive and then as you went down the list i'm like yeah of course creativity too and nature and so all those elements were so right on and yeah just to take the time to allow the kitchen i'm big in that as well and now that i'm in i'm in shaman school for six months boy you know we have all these processes we're doing and gifting people with so eventually we get certified and additionally they give us a big ass amount of practices in the morning and i'm not used to that i walk my dog i do this i do that but i mean now it's like 20 minutes of breath of fire and it's it's not just breath of fire like you do in yoga it's like the shamanic version the peruvian version the inka method and then it's got you know bands of power and then like there are rights after rights after rights and and the part of me that just loves to produce says how do you stop this long and do it but i also know that the investment i'm making in this stillness this beingness is it's already reaping rewards at centering and calming me and inviting in energies that i actually love to play with so receive receive creativity nature beautiful and salute salute to you debbie because the shamanic path is probably the hardest path on our planet so you've chosen the hardest path the hardest initiations but then you're right the rewards are amazing thank you thank you i'm just following energy and it's been calling me for four years and i did everything else around it and i finally surrendered and said it's not going away and i know this is mine to do and so i showed up i created the money just like you said and the time because there's a lot of homework but it's like if it's a yes everything will fall into place you don't go here right the universe already has it handled yeah um you wrote something beautiful tark recently on facebook which was do one thing every day that scares you and watch your world change and you learn this from one of your mentors manual dagger who by the way just a month ago was on this show i've known a manual for at least 12 years love this gentle genius yes he is a soul bro on so many levels like similar upbringing some like culture-wise like so many things music and healing yeah shout outs to yeah i i learned that from him and it really stuck for me when someone teaches me something from that deep heart full place that he's very you know very connected to it registers if a teacher teaches me things and it's all heady it might go one the ear and out but if someone shares it from their heart it pretty sticks with me and i was like years ago and it just popped into my head that day as i was doing something new that i was afraid of i was reminded of that and um and when my Virgo rising mind dissected it it's like the matrix we're in now is like beings that are reclaiming their power because they're choosing love um it's almost like you're calling the bluff of fear it's like the fear matrix wants you to believe it's real like the wizard of Oz right they open the curtain they saw it was a scared little man it wasn't a big monster big scary wizard and that's the matrix we're in right now it's like it's it's a game of what have we given our power away to because we were afraid so i was afraid to challenge mom and dad i was afraid to challenge my culture my religion i'm afraid to challenge authority figures i'm a i'm afraid you know i'm afraid of getting out of my comfort zone i'm afraid of being seen i'm afraid of all these things that we're afraid of every time we choose one of those fears and face it we reclaim our divinity our power sovereignty freedom all of that and i feel like it turns into this game of we were 100% like the sun right we were 100% infinite freedom love sovereignty and throughout lifetimes with all the witch hunts and tortures and all the bad things that we've experienced and have done to others all of it right we've been everything and everyone we've given away a little bit of that power and now every time we face a fear it's like an initiation to take your power back and it's like a game of now it's like a pie so let's say we're at let's say we're at 50% of our powers back and there's 50% of things that we're not getting our power back from because we're afraid of but every time we do them the pie increases so that by the time we're done this lifetime you know we're back to 100% power and that's how we win the game so true i recently received an invitation to speak at a huge event conference taking place in another country and you know first i had to check them out make sure they're legit and then i looked at the past speakers and i'm like oh my god these are huge names in the transformational world and then i had to write and say how did you find me and so because i do visibility i'm telling you it works because i didn't go seek them out they found me by virtue of my visibility and invited me and i was like man the first feeling was like i'm so honored the next feeling was like what am i going to talk about because i haven't spoken for years because of coven and i'm constantly changing so much what i would speak about would be so completely different and so there's a part of me that wants to hide run heck no um what do i have to share all of this stuff and then the part of me that teaches what i do from a soul level said of course you're a yes sweetie of course you are and of course everything will fall into place and how beautiful because this yes will be get more yeses more opportunities i know how energy works and i know that you know this is a time for me i feel it in the midst of all the fear you're talking about in the midst of all the banana rama chaos this is also a time of recreation and rebirth reemergence like who am i we're coming out of this wild dark cave of coven and it's like time to claim who i am and what my piece of the puzzle is here and so i was a i got into this hell yes and and excitement about doing this and thank you universe for showing me just a glimpse of what's possible and and thanks for sharing that debbie i feel like just showing up is more than enough like your presence is then deep up deep out joker said your your presence speaks louder than your words can ever you know just like you being there is more than enough i love that thank you yeah that's a gift so my dear this is dear to dream what are you next dear to dream what are your future dreams and goals and visions hmm thanks for asking i'm going to say it in the i am as if it's happening right now i'm so happy and grateful for feeling so fulfilled in being all that i'm here to be and sharing my full rawness and authenticity in every moment i'm so happy and grateful for this beautiful plot of land that i um take care of and it takes care of me and all the great food and fruits and veggies that we grow here and medicinal herbs and beautiful soul tribe and community and my beautiful um partner and my beautiful children and um being able to be such a grounded anchor of divinity during these times and i'm so grateful that i've inspired millions of people to also anchor in um and have uh more sovereignty freedom and empowerment in their lives as we transition through this uh tunnel to get to the other side where there's something that that's better than we've ever experienced on planet earth some day we will uh maybe have to do a rendition of rising appalachia's medicine woman together yes i saw you love their music i sing that song and i love that stuff too yeah okay so if um if i listen to it and come up with like a poetic rap part and then you can do your part and we can put it together 100 okay this is done in the eyes of god goddess yes yes are you still doing manifest a miracle monday and super healing sundays yeah so it's on facebook um so everything on my social media is there too like a lot of people are like oh social media is ruled by this and governed by this and it's like the intentions are bad but like i go it's like go where people are gathered 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Hello and welcome once again to the Rugged Rockhound. Today, once again, I'm joined by Eric and his family. They're out here helping me explore the San Rafael Swell again, just like last time. We're going to explore the kind of the main area that people know about. That's just this area right back here. So as always, here's the GPS coordinates to the parking area. And we're just going to search the hills, see what we can find this time, see if we can find some better jasper nodules. Maybe large ones, maybe some crystals in the middle. I don't know. We're still trying to find that area. Let's get at it. Oh, I made it up to the foot of the hills and there you go.  These are the smaller ones. And the hope is that up higher you get some of the larger pieces. But yeah, there's there's a couple different layers of this stuff. So here, close up, you look. So a lot of them are going to look more like this. And some of them have some of the nice much real shapes on them that might look good. I might take that one and cut it. So it seems like you get some that have a white core. And then the ones that are more solid are usually red and yellow. Here's this one cut open. Oh, didn't quite get that lined up right. There we go. Yeah, it fractured when I cut it. That's pretty cool though. I like that one. You got a little bit of purple going through there. And just how it has that table of yellow on the bottom of it. Here's this one cut open. Very red. At least it's not a lot of white like so many of them. Just a little white in the middle. Yeah, it's better than a lot. Still, there's not a lot of contrast. So I'm going to try and grab the ones that have kind of the most spherical shape to them and just cut a few of those. Just see if we can get any really good ones. Huh? A little bit. It's still very familiar. Very similar to the other stuff. But yeah, I would say a little better. Here's this one cut open. That's got a little pocket of calcite in it. Otherwise, not very pretty. Here's this one cut open. Huh. This one's a little different than the others. I wonder if this is a lot of calcite. Could be or it could be the celestite actually. That would make sense because the way it's just kind of breaking. It has a slight blue tint. That one has a little better color to it. Might take that one. Okay, that one's looking a little better. Getting some much better pieces right through here. So far it's color and they're bigger. That's what we want to see. Here's this one cut open. Interestingly, as I cut it, this section actually fractured out in a weird wedge. Huh. It almost has a pink hue to it. That's interesting. It looks pretty nice. Maybe. So the little stuff's on the bottom come up here on top. We're definitely getting the bigger stuff up here. Okay, that one looks more solid. Some better color in it. I think it might keep that one. This one looks really interesting. This one I probably want to get cut open. Take a look at it. Yeah, that looks cool. That might be really nice inside. Here's this one cut open. I like how it stayed together. Oh, it is fractured. Looks cool though. I don't like when it has a ton of white in the middle. It just has a little bit of color on the edge, but still nice. All right, there's a chunk that looks pretty nice. Maybe. Hold on to it for now. I think it's better than that one. Well, I don't know. That one could be really nice too. Now I have to decide what I'm actually going to keep, right? Hi. Yes, there you are. You're on it. This one might be good. I like how solid it looks. So yeah, that one might be good. I'll take that one back. It looks like it might be nice too. Maybe. Here's the swan cut open. Okay, be interesting. I like it. Sorry, there was a low flying jet over there. There's an air base over there, not too far. Every now and then they come flying around. Yeah, you probably couldn't even hear me there. Anyway, yeah, look at that one. That's really nice, isn't it? Pretty. What did you find? I found, I don't know. Yeah, it's one of the nodules, but it's kind of sparkly in the middle. Got some quartz crystals. Really cool. This one has a nice round shape. I'll take that one cut it. Here's this one cut open. Oh. All right, we got some defined red and yellow there. Not too bad. Still not the greatest. But at least it stayed together. This one here had some white in the middle of it. Broken one sitting right here. Stuff is all over the place. It's fun. What's this one you got here? Let's take a look. Look at that thing. Nice job, Bradley. That one's got the nice botched riddle shape on it and it looks like the inside might be really good too. Yeah, I think I'll keep that one. Here's this one cut open. Okay, we got some of the circles along the edge. Less circles than I'd hoped, but still it's very nice. Just too much white in the middle though. So up here further on top, we found a few pieces that had some crystals in it, calcite, and what looks like to me barite, but there might be some celestite. And found some pieces here that are kind of nice. And here's some more of those pieces like we were finding over there where the rind of it is kind of colorless. Kind of the inverse of some of these. Pretty cool. Here's this one cut open. The other side shattered and it used to be much bigger. Just tons of fractures in it. But I wanted to show you this piece because it looked pretty cool. It's like a vein of the stuff. Really cool. Here on the very top of the mound, I'm finding some purple. So a little bit of purple here. See that? Purple. Found some better looking chunks over here. Yeah, it's got some purple and pink in it. So yeah, that one might be nice. We'll take a belt. I didn't even try any yet. I'm finally finding some interesting ones up here on top. Now that sliver is really pretty. That swatch of red in there. That's cool. So I'd like to get some pieces where we can cut it and get faces like that on it. That'd be cool. That's a chunk. Oh, now that looks promising. Let me spray that off. Spray it off. That is very jasper. Very much a jasper. I don't know, but like a lot of things, it's so fractured. I'll think about it. This one's very interesting. It's some very bright red in the middle of it. Interesting. Very fractured. This one has some better color. I think going through it. Fractured, but better color. Might keep that. So this is pretty cool. I'll get some pieces here that I've weathered out with the original shape on the outside. Cool shape. Hmm, maybe I'll keep a couple pieces that have really good shape to them. Yeah, these ones that have these red, the red botryoidal formation right in the center of them are really cool. Very interesting. So yeah, down below is the place where you park down off of this.  This is definitely where you're going to find your better stuff. But like most places, you get away from where people are parked down below. You get up on top, and that's where you're going to find your better stuff. And I bet you if we can get out further away from here, stuff should keep getting better and better. So yeah, up here on top I found some pretty good stuff. The hope then is that as we get further away, find more stuff. Yay. On the way back to my bucket, I just picked that thing up. That looks interesting. That looks like something I'd like to take back and cut. I like the look of that one. Cool shape on the outside. Mostly intact. Yeah, we'll get that one. Yep, here up on top, it is literally everywhere. Which is so much, so much to choose from. The center of that one's nice. Some red there. Cool. Now if you could find a complete undamaged one that had a center like that with that red in there. Cool banding. Now that would be something. All right, this spot right here has got bigger pieces definitely. Look at that one. Definitely getting better. And that just looked cool. I might want to cut that one. Maybe this one would be nice. Maybe. I'll think about it. Yeah, just chunks here. See that? Of course that looks like it's mostly just going to be the white and the middle. But I don't know. There's so many options here. What about this? Looks like a little bit of calcite right in the middle. Maybe something other than calcite. Celestiter barite. Interesting. Anything else? Really cool. Yeah, see much bigger pieces. Much bigger. That looks like quartz, must say. Yeah, chunks though, huh? Look at that. That looks like it's got some crystals in it. Yeah, wash that out. That looks pretty good. Probably cut that one. Yeah. Here's this one cut open. That's a lot of white. Got a little bit on the bottom right here. Going across there. Too white for my taste. Made it back to my bucket where I could spray off a few of these things. All right. That probably has a little bit of celestite in there. And this one. Interesting. Cool. And this one. Still a little bit of dirt in there. But yeah. Fascinating things. Now that I'm pretty sure is some celestite. So I think we got a little bit in this one. Cool. Here's this one washed off. Really nice cluster here of celestite crystals. Really cool. I think this is the best looking pocket that I've seen of the celestite crystals. So far as the most intact ones, I bet if we could get just a fresh one, we get some outstanding crystals. But these unfortunately have been broken and weathered for due to time. All right. I found the really nice spot people have been coming up to. There's been places dug all through here. So the main parking area is just down there. So you just come up on top. Like I said, get up on top of the hill. And all through here, we're getting bigger pieces. But the big thing is I've got crystal pockets in them. Look at that. Beautiful. Those are calcites. And then I like this one. See how it's going every which way. It's really cool. And just, yeah, just a bunch of these all through here. And some of them are really big. So maybe we'll do some of our own digging. Maybe we'll just surface find whatever. Yeah, look, there. Another one just sitting there. A lot of calcites. Okay. I quickly washed this one out just to get a better look at the calcites in. Side of it. Look at all that. Of course, the calcites have been weathering, but still very nice. Really cool. I need to get it cleaned really well. Eventually, I get around to that. Eventually, I want a sonic bath. Here's this one cleaned off. Look at those calcites all through there. So this was exposed. So there's a little weathering going on. And it's still a bit dirty. I still need to like do a sonic bath on it. But look at those crystals. They're really nice. I bet we could find some really good ones out there. Here's this one cut open. Had some empty space in the middle of it. You have calcites and it looks like a little bit of the celestite growing in the middle right there. Here's this one washed off. You can see some celestite crystals on it. Cool. Lots of calcites also all through it. But yeah, we got some nice celestites right here in the middle. Got the rest of the family up here. And I just pulled that one out. Nice big round one that should be good cut into that. We'll see what it looks like. You don't know until you cut it. Here's this one cut open. This piece broke off. Oh, the top though is really nice. Look at the color and pattern there. Yeah, the very top of it is nice. The rest is whatever. But yeah, the top. Nice. Here's this one cut open. Very fractured. At least this one's all red inside. Well, I got some little circles in it too. Interesting. Here's this one cut open. There's almost nothing in this. Well, that's too bad. Here's this one cut open. Sorry about the bad lighting. That's just the winter weather. I'm feeling I'm going to have a lot like this. Okay. Well, very little jasper slash agate. Mostly just the main rock that it's in, which kind of is like a mud to sandstone. Here's this one cut open. This one's fracturing as I speak. Oh, but it's got a nice pocket in it. Look at that. Some nice calcite and those smaller ones could be gypsum. That is cool though. Those are better calcites than we're seeing in a lot of these. And here's this one cut open. So it already had a nice pocket here of calcite. Well, relatively nice. So let's see if it continues. Yeah, pretty much. There's this side. It's not terribly pretty though. It's really dirty. Let me take a bit to clean something like that off. And we're back in the vehicle.   So you're going to probably you probably will have seen those already cut. And I don't know. Some might be great. Some might be who knows. Hopefully they're amazing. So now you know where it is. You've got the GPS come out here, take a look around.  And you should be able to find some really good stuff. Until next time, remember there is treasure everywhere.