اسم الله احضر احما نطحي الحمد لله و الصلاة و السلاة شرف الانبياء والمرسلي المستفى صلطا صل الله عليك و عقب يا رحمة الله الواسعى بنجات العمال و النهوز فوز عظي قال الله تعالى في كتابه الكريم اسم الله الرحمن الرحيف النهوز كما نمثل الغلومات ليس بخارج منها كذا رحمة والمودي احنا بيت حبيه والسلام الله مسلم عليك الله مسلم عليك one of the greatest blessings of Allah سبحانه وتعالى upon the human being while Allah gave the human being to make the human surpass all other creation and be above all other creation is the power of the intellect that Allah gave gifted this human the power of reason the power to critically analyze and think and ponder and with that الله سبحانه وتعالى further blessed و لقد كرونة بني آدم الله honored the human being by giving him the power to choose the power to choose right from wrong one of the blessings of Allah سبحانه وتعالى upon us إنه هديناه السبيل اما شاكرا و اما كفورا الله says we have given you we have shown you the way either you want to live a life of Imam al-Hussain a life like Imam al-Hussain or you can choose to live a life like the life of Yazid there's no force it makes iman very important this is what gives value to faith otherwise if I'm forced in believing if I'm forced to pray if I'm forced to do whatever I have to do then what's the value of that faith what's the value of that worship if I'm forced to pray then what's the value of that prayer Allah if he forced me to pray if he forced me to become a Muslim if he forced me to do everything that I'm supposed to do then that means that faith has no value here during the days of Imam al-Hussain we learn about choice and how we have the choice and we have decisions to make and it's the decisions that we make that either raise us or make us fall Imam al-Hussain on the day of Ashura it was an issue of choice there was a group of people 73 men that chose to stand with the oppressed Imam of their time and on the other side there were 30,000 that stood to kill the Imam of their time and watch the Imam be butchered it's all an issue of choice sometimes it's difficult to make a choice in life sometimes making a decision regarding some issues it's very difficult but ultimately we all have to make a decision and ultimately we are all headed to Allah SWT and how I meet Allah what will happen to me after I meet Allah my reward or my punishment will be determined based on the choices that I made in life our goal is Allah SWT يا أيها الإنسان إنك كادحا إلى ربك كدحا فملاقيه you are striving towards your lord and ultimately you will meet your lord يزيد مهز lord Imam al-Hussain but how did they meet all striving to Allah SWT but how are we going to make that choice how are we going to make those difficult decisions in life الله سبحانه وتعالى فردر بلس the human being الله did not just give us the intellect and give us the power of choice الله سبحانه وتعالى sent signs الله sent signs to show us the way just like when you are driving you need the signs to follow the way or else you will get lost there are signs that show us the way and the greatest of the signs that show us the way الله سبحانه وتعالى is the messenger of Allah and the Imam of our time and every time there is an Imam there is a leader that connects us to الله سبحانه وتعالى that shows us and takes us to the path of Tauheed and without that Imam even the simplest of issues even the concept of Tauheed it will be shaky because the Imam there is a direct correlation between Imam and Tauheed there is a direct correlation between believing in الله سبحانه وتعالى and following the Imam of our time and following the Imam of any time following the Imam that الله سبحانه وتعالى has appointed for us this is why it is very necessary in order for me to be on the right track in order for me to reach الله سبحانه وتعالى on the right path know the Imam of my time I have to know the Imam that الله سبحانه وتعالى has sent for me because if I do not know the Imam then my faith will be shaky الله says وَأُنِ الْأَمْرِ مِنْكُمْ the same order that tells me to obey Allah it tells me to obey the prophet and the same order that tells me to obey the prophet tells me to appoint the أُنِ الْأَمْرِ the leader that الله سبحانه وتعالى has appointed for me therefore the Imam is connected with الله سبحانه وتعالى the Imam is connected with Tauheed and if I do not follow the Imam that الله appointed for me there is going to be a problem with my Tauheed and this is why we see numerous traditions we see numerous narrations of أهل البيت عليهم السلام عن إمام الباقر عليهم السلام this is a hadith narrated by جابر بن عبد الله الأنصاري the Sahabi of رسول الله صلى الله عليه و آله he says إنما يعرف الله عز و جل the only one that knows Allah ويعبده the one who knows Allah the one who has reached the level of معرف أه and the one who worships Allah the way Allah orders him to worship him is the one من عرف الله وعرف إمامه من أهل البيت the one who knows Allah and knows the Imam from the أهل البيت عليهم السلام he says ومن لا يعرف الله عز و جل ولا يعرف الإمام من أهل البيت فإنما يعرف ويعبد غير الله and then he says and the one who does not know Allah and does not follow the rightful إمام that Allah صبحانه و تعالى has appointed for him this person is worshipping other than Allah صبحانه و تعالى إمام he says يقول الله تبارك و تعالى أو من كان ميتا فأحييناه وجعلنا له نورا يمشي به في الناس someone is dead الله gives him life and Allah gives him a light so that he can see clearly and then الله says there's another person كمن مثله ليس بخارج منها and then there's another person who's living in darkness he cannot see his way imagine walking without light imagine trying to find directions imagine trying to navigate without seeing how difficult will that be you will be walking walking in the darknesses ليس بخارج منها and never will he leave from that darkness the imam says أو من كان ميتا فأحييناه the one who is dead is the one who is ignorant the one who does not know the leader that brings him to Allah صبحانه و تعالى وجعلنا له نورا يمشي به في الناس we gave him a light so that he can walk so that he can see clearly he says this is the imam of the Ahlul Bayt عليه السلام this is the prophets that Allah sent this is the imam that Allah appointed he is the one who shows us the path he is the one who shows us the way and of course this is not something very strange we see narrations that all Muslims accept رسول الله صلى الله عليه و آله he says he says in a hadith من ما تولم يحرف إمام زمانه ما تميتة جاهلية he who dies without knowing the imam of his time dies the death of the pagans meaning that every time there is an imam and everyone has to know the imam of their time or else their faith there is going to be a problem of their faith now my dear brothers and sisters do we know the imams of our time in order to reach Allah we are supposed to know the imams do I know the imams do I know the life of the imam do I have معرفة of رسول الله do I have true معرفة of أمير المؤمنين do I know imam of Hussein عليه السلام many of us we only know imam of Hussein the last few days of his life the last day of his life that's all we know about imam of Hussein we don't know anything else about the imam and we know a few stories when he was a child with رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم imam of Hussein's imam it lasted for 10 years what do we know what roles did the imam have and this is a very important issue because if I do not know the imam then it will be very difficult for me to reach الله سبحانه وتعالى we have to strengthen our معرفة know the imams know our leaders know that our leaders that Allah سبحانه وتعالى appointed for us because they are the path that bring us to Allah سبحانه وتعالى there are some people they don't know they are very confused about the imams of their time about the imams because Allah سبحانه وتعالى has appointed for them or we only know a few stories and we confine the imam to those few stories there are some people you ask them tell me about Ali ibn Abi Talib the only thing they know is that he was a brave man is this all amirul mu'mineen was are we just going to confine him to a soldier this man who was مدينة علم he was the door of the city of knowledge of رسول الله صلى الله عليه وسلم are we just going to confine him to one or two stories that we know about the imam or for example you see some people they say امام الحسن he was a peaceful imam he was an imam that did not want to cause bloodshed but Imam Al-Fasayn on the other hand he was a revolutionary imam is this a true معرفة of the imam no the imams we believe that they all were sent by الله سبحانه وتعالى and they had a mission that Allah سبحانه وتعالى gave them and Allah says in the Qur'an وجعلناهم أئمة يهدون بأمرنا وأوحينا إليهم فعل الخيرات وإيطان الصلاة وإيطاء الزكات وكانوا لنا عابدين الله gave them a role لكي يجب أن يجدون أقوى المعرفة إمام الحسين عليه السلام يهدون بشكل مهم حيث يهدون إمامه during those 10 سنوات اليوم أريد أن أتكلم بشكل مهم أول مهم that the imam had and of course all of the imams had is that they were the exemplary monotheistic figures they were they were the proponents they were advocating توحيد and this was the mission of رسول الله and this was the mission of all of the prophets that Allah sent and this was also the mission of the imams they called for توحيد at times where people were confused about الله سبحانه وتعالى you see that it was the imam who stood forth to clear up the confusion that there was in the people's minds you see in دعاء عرفة one of the most beautiful دعاء of the Ahl al Bayt عليه السلام one of the most beautiful دعاء and it is a دعاء إمام الحسين عليه السلام in that beautiful دعاء إمام الحسين he answers some of the great conceptions that many people have regarding Allah سبحانه وتعالى there are many Muslims that don't even know Allah there are many Muslims that worship a God that they have created in their own minds and we will come to it later on إمام الحسين عليه السلام he answers this you look at the imams of the Ahl al Bayt look at دعاء كومين you won't find توحيد like the توحيد of أمير المؤمنين in دعاء كومين you won't find devotion and worship today some people they go to Sufis and they go to others to try to find some type of spirituality you don't need to go far go and open the book of دعاء مفاتح الجنان go and recite دعاء كومين recite دعاء عرفها إمام الحسين عليه السلام where he starts off speaking to Allah سبحانه وتعالى acknowledging who his Lord is acknowledging who he is worshiping الحمد لله الذي ليس لغضائه دافح ولا لعضائه مانح ولا كصنعه صنع صانح وهو الجواد الواسح فطرأج ناس البداع beautiful words the imam describes Allah سبحانه وتعالى and the blessings of Allah and then the imam he goes and speaks about the physical body of the human being he says oh Allah you created me you created me I had bones these delicate bones you were the ones who created and then you placed flesh on those bones and then you put skin on that to protect me from the heat and the cold weather the imam goes very deep describing the creation of Allah سبحانه وتعالى and then the imam he answers one of the most important questions that anyone can have in this life and this is a question that many people have proof to me that Allah exists where is the proof for Allah سبحانه وتعالى this is a question that many people ask I need to see proof I need to see a sign that Allah سبحانه وتعالى exists the imam he answers this in a very beautiful way he says كيف يستدل عليك بما هو في وجوده مفتقر عليك how can you bring someone something that take proof to prove the existence of Allah when that thing in its essence is question everything that we see has a beginning and it has an end and when something has a beginning and it has an end that means it is contingent and Allah سبحانه وتعالى is the absolute Allah is وجب الوجود Allah was there when nothing else was there so how can I use something to prove Allah سبحانه وتعالى Allah he is the proof he is the absolute ها يكون لغيرك من الغهور ما ليس لك is there something else that is more visible than you of Allah سبحانه وتعالى is there something that stands on its own where I need to use it to prove the existence of Allah سبحانه وتعالى if I want to say the sun proves Allah's existence the sun there was a time that it was not there and there's a time that it's not going to be there if I want to say that human being is a proof of Allah the human being there was a time that the human was not there and there's a time that the human will not be there so how can I prove Allah when everything is contingent upon Allah سبحانه وتعالى and then he says oh Allah this is a silly question for someone to say let me see Allah because when did you disappear when were you away that you need someone to navigate us towards you and then he says when did you go for that we have to look for traces to bring us towards you only the blind cannot see Allah سبحانه وتعالى because Allah although he is not seen through the senses the heart sees Allah سبحانه وتعالى it is the heart that sees Allah and this is what the imams of the Ahl al-Baik taught us we study the lives of the imams we see that they invited people towards Do'heed they called people to worship Allah سبحانه وتعالى in another event the Hadith says خرج الحسين بن علي على أصحابه فقال أيها الناس إن الله جل بكره ما خلق العباد إلا ليعرفوه Allah سبحانه وتعالى created the human being for what so that they know Allah سبحانه وتعالى so that they can reach the معرفة of Allah because when they know Allah فإذا عرفوه عبدوه if they know who their Lord is then they will worship Allah سبحانه وتعالى just like أمير المؤمنين علي ابنى البطالب he says there's three types of worshippers there is one who is the worship of the slave this person is afraid of Allah so he worships Allah and then there's another person who is like the worship of the merchant this person he hears about heaven he hears about the paradise he worships Allah so Allah gives him paradise and then he says and there's a group of people who have reached the معرفة of Allah they know Allah and when they know Allah they know Allah is deserving to be worshiped because he is my creator he is my provider to him I will return therefore there's nothing wrong with humiliating ourselves and humbling ourselves to Allah سبحانه وتعالى but yes there is something wrong when I humiliate myself and humble myself to others but not to Allah سبحانه وتعالى and then he says فإذا عبدوه once people begin to worship Allah استغنوا بعبادة عن عبادة ما سواء once they worship Allah then they will become liberated then they will become free because if I'm not worshipping Allah then I'm going to be worshipping shaitan and there's no other answer if we are not worshipping Allah then we are on the way if we are not worshipping Allah then we are on the path of shaitan because there's only one path there's only one حق and everything else is battle some people say no I don't worship anything I don't worship a religion yes you might not worship a religion but in fact you are worshipping yourself you are worshipping your desires and Allah says when I worship shaitan when I begin to worship my desires when I want to go out when I dress the way I want to dress when I speak to people the way I want to speak to people when I legalize killing and oppressing other people that means I'm worshipping my desires and that means I'm worshipping shaitan so there's only one path to be saved and that is worshipping Allah سبحانه وتعالى so this is the first role that the imam had the second role that the imam had was that he guided people towards the willaya of Amir al-Mu'mineen his father Ali ibn al-Pitan صلى الله عليه وسلم صلى الله عليه وسلم صلى الله عليه وسلم and when someone is guided towards the leadership and the willaya of Amir al-Mu'mineen in essence this person is guided towards Allah سبحانه وتعالى because Amir al-Mu'mineen leads to Rasul Allah and Rasul Allah brings us to Allah سبحانه وتعالى and this is why in the verse in Surah Al-Fatiha we say guide us to the straight path so when the imam guides people to the path of Amir al-Mu'mineen he is in fact guiding them towards the سرات المستقيم why? because we say اهدن الصراط المستقيم صراط الذين انعمت عليهم guide us to the path of the ones whom you have blessed with your نعمة who did Allah bless with His نعمة Allah blessed with His نعمة اشملت لكم دينكم و اتمنت عليكم نعمة و رضيت لكم الإسلام دينا the day the نعمة was complete upon the Muslims and the day the religion of Islam was complete was when the day of Qadir the day Rasul Allah stood and he took the hand of Ali Ibn Abi Talib and he said من كنت مولاه فهذا علي مولاه اللهم مولاه و عاد من عاداه و انصر من نصرة و خضل من خذلات اللهم صلي على محمد و علي so in essence the path of Ali Ibn Abi Talib is the path of Allah towards Allah and he is the سراط المستقيم و ان هذا سراط مستقيم فا اتبعوه لا تتبعو السبون الله says there is one سراط المستقيم there is one straight path follow that straight path and do not follow the other roads و لا تتبعو السبون فتفرق بكم the other roads they will mislead you that brings you towards الله سبحانه وتعالى so when we follow the true Imam الله سبحانه وتعالى now someone might come and say no you Shi'a's are very extreme you say you only follow Ali Ibn Abi Talib or else you won't have true Tauhid this is extremism however we see today the ones who do not follow Ali Ibn Abi Talib go and ask them to describe the Lord that they worship go and ask them الله سبحانه وتعالى they will tell you Allah has a body they will tell you using verses of the Quran وجوه يوم إذن ناظرة إلى ربها ناظرة today there is a big group of Muslims that say on the day of judgment there is going to be a group of people the people of paradise they will be able to see the face of Allah سبحانه وتعالى because Allah says وجوه يوم إذن ناظرة إلى ربها ناظرة taking the literal meaning of the Quran and there is a hadith I was reading it today it said that a fabricated hadith of course we do not accept that one day there was a full moon رسول الله was looking at the moon and then he told the Muslims you will look at the face of Allah in paradise on the day of judgment Imam صادق عليه السلام he was asked about this he was asked will people truly see Allah on the day of judgment in paradise will the mu'mineen see the face of Allah the Imam he said it is very sad that someone lives on the land of Allah and he eats from the food that Allah has given him and he drinks from the water that Allah has given him and everything that he has is from Allah yet he does not know the Lord that he worships Allah says in another verse there is nothing that resembles Allah Allah does not have a physical body but you see the ones who do not follow who do not take their tawheed from the Ahl al-Bait a group of them not all of them but Allah has a body so here you see there is a problem with the tawheed and ironically who are the ones who are accusing the Shi'as of being مشرك who are the ones that are accusing us of being مشرك why? because we go and stand in front of the grave of Rasul Allah and we say السلام عليك يا رسول الله and this means that we are worshiping رسول الله and the Ahl al-Bait we worship Allah it is Rasool Allah and the Ahl al-Bait that direct us and guide us towards Allah سبحانه و تعالى you see that it is those groups that accuse the Shi'a of being مشرك they are the ones who in essence they are God that they are worshipping is like a Greek method like a Greek God you know the Gods that in Greek methodology they talk about and this one does this and that so we see that it is necessary to it is necessary to know the Imam of our time because the Imam connect us with الله سبحانه و تعالى and because of that he would guide people towards the path of Amir al-Mu'mineen he would tell people to follow Amir al-Mu'mineen there were many time where Ali ibn Abi Talib was cursed on the member you see this member there were scholars there were people that used to stand for the Jum'a prayer and this was legislated by Mu'awiya until the time of Omar ibn Abdulaziz so it took on for many years 80 years the khateeb he would stand on the member in order for his Salat al-Jum'a to be complete he would curse Ali ibn Abi Talib what does Imam al-Hussain do during that time he stands and he praises Ali ibn Abi Talib because this is what رسول الله سبحانه و تعالى واله did and he said mentioning the merits of Ali ibn Abi Talib is a form of worship why because when you mention the merits of Ali ibn Abi Talib you're not going to follow the enemies of Ali ibn Abi Talib and you're not going to follow the group of people that killed the Ahl al-Bait and today they're causing bloodshed those are the enemies of Ali ibn Abi Talib go and read go and do as much research as you want you won't find someone who loves Ali ibn Abi Talib who considers himself a follower of Ali ibn Abi Talib that goes and kills innocent people that goes and shoots innocent people who are in a mosque in a Hussainiyah people that are worshiping people that have not done anything wrong he goes and he kills them where do you find these people where do you find these people like Daesh, like Alqaeda, like Taliban where do these people come from are these the followers of Ali ibn Abi Talib are these the ones that cry for Imam Hussain Ali ibn Abi Talib no these are the enemies of the Ahl al-Bait so this is why when you mention the merits of Ali ibn Abi Talib you're not going to become a terrorist and of course I'm not saying all of the people who do not mention Ali ibn Abi Talib go and become terrorists please do not misunderstand me but the group of people that have hatred towards Ali ibn Abi Talib yes they do become terrorists the Nawasib the ones that hate and have hatred towards the Ahl al-Bait so this is why Imam Hussain Ali ibn Abi Talib so this is why Imam Hussain Ali ibn Abi Talib he mentioned the merits of Amir al-Mu'mineen and one thing that he did was that he named all of his sons Ali and all of his daughters he named them Fatima and there is a saying that Ali ibn Abi Talib said if I had a thousand sons I would have named them Ali and you know why Imam Hussain was killed it was because he was the son of Ali on the day of Ashura Imam Hussain he told them have I oppressed you have I done anything to hurt you have I stolen from you what have I done to you why are you all fighting me why do you all want to kill me they told him they told him نقتلوك بغضا لأبي we kill you because of our hatred towards your father Ali ibn Abi Talib and until today you see their sons and their lineage where they have hatred towards Amir al-Mu'mineen and the followers of Amir al-Mu'mineen another role that Imam Hussain had was that he exposed Mu'awiya he exposed Mu'awiya and he let the world know who Mu'awiya was he says he sent a letter to Mu'awiya he tells him I don't know any conspiracy any disaster that has fallen upon the Ummah like that where a man like Mu'awiya takes power and he leads the Ummah Mu'awiya he killed tens of the Sahaba hundreds of the Sahaba and the battle of Safeen thousands of Muslims were killed many of them were Sahaba it was a battle that was waged by Mu'awiya he killed some of the noblest companions of Rasulullah and then today we the Shias are accused of attacking the Sahaba go and look at what Mu'awiya did he killed some of the most important Sahaba this was one of the roles of Imam al-Hussain and another role and finally Imam al-Hussain علayه السلام أخبرت الناس أخبرت الناس و this was of course Allah but you see the beautiful the beautiful the beautiful they say that on the day of Imam al-Hussain علayه السلام as the wound were getting thicker and thicker on his body it did not make him away it did not distract him from remembering Allah his face was glowing they say if you men they came to kill Imam al-Hussain after he had fallen they came to kill him they saw that his tongue was moving his body cannot move his body is broken his body is filled with wounds they say that there was a thousand wounds on his body they asked Imam al-Hussain علayه السلام how can it be for someone to have a thousand wounds on his body he replied he said it was the same spot that was struck more than once but despite all of the pain despite all of the agony that he was going through Imam al-Hussain during those last moments they say his face was glowing and his tongue was moving remembering Allah after he fell from his horse the narrators they said we heard him reciting Imam al-Hussain علayه السلام he shows love during those final moments he teaches people how to connect to Allah and have spirituality he teaches people how to connect to Allah and have spirituality he teaches people how to connect to Allah and have spirituality he teaches people how to connect to Allah and have spirituality even in the most difficult moments and in one other دعاظ Imam al-Hussain دعاظ عرفه he says a very beautiful statement he says he says there are many distractions that bring us away from you when I start to think about something to prove your existence this is in fact a distraction let me do something فجمعني عليك بخدمة انتو صلوني عليك let me do something so that I can serve you in the best way possible let me do something so that I can reach you in the best form possible الله سبحانه وتعالى امسرد دعاظ امام al-Hussain by granting him the Shahada on the Day of Ashura and this was the ultimate sacrifice this was the best form of worship the best form of عبادة and the best way to reach الله سبحانه وتعالى on a night like this we remember how Imam al-Hussain departed from Medina the city of Rasool Allah صلى الله عليه وآله صلى الله عليه وآله after news came that Imam al-Hussain after news came that Yazid had took power he ordered for the governor in Medina to take bay'ah from Imam al-Hussain عليه السلام and Imam al-Hussain he cannot give bay'ah to a man like Yazid so he tells him I cannot give bay'ah and I refuse to give bay'ah to a man like Yazid but he realized that his days in Medina were over he goes to the grave of Rasool Allah صلى الله عليه وآله he begins crying this is the final time that he visits his grandfather Rasool Allah he begins crying he says يا جد يا رسول الله you know what has happened to me they want me to give bay'ah to a man like Yazid I cannot do that رسول الله he tells him Imam al-Hussain he sleeps for a moment over the grave of his grandfather Imam al-Hussain رسول الله رسول الله رسول الله ينقفاك وانت مع ذلك عقشان ولا تروع يبوتشرد in the land of Karbala نلك عند الله I reached that position except through martyrdom Imam al-Hussain he said his farewell to his grandfather Rasool Allah then he went to the grave of his mother فاق يقول you used to always in times of difficulty go to his mother's grave who he lost to now he has to say his farewell as he is leaving مدينة Imam al-Hussain he takes the caravan with him this was one day when Imam al-Hussain left مدينة all of the men, the women they were all together however in Islam ويد بشود نحض لم he enters مدينة and he begins morning وطلا بالله وإنا إليك راجع


Very much so Beyonce Yo, what's poppin welcome back to another video blog I'm blogging off my new camera. It is the Sony ZV-1. I believe it is. I don't know I had ordered it because I Leah says she likes it So I had got it in the mail a couple weeks ago and yeah So you I've been loving the quality on this so we're gonna just roll with it Okay, and I like the quality as well. It's a very very hsd 4k or that so yes, so if you're new here. Hey girl, my name is Kyra and don't forget to like comment subscribe So before we even get into any of the activities in today's vlog, of course We have a hair sponsor shout out to Julia hair company for sponsoring this video. So this is the wig I'm about to put on it's so cute. Y'all. This is my first time ever putting a color Wagon so I'm pretty excited So this is the wig. I the only thing that I did so far So it was bleached and asked but it was already bleached But I bleached them again because it came pre bleached and also it's pre plucked so yeah, so I hope this looks good because I Had I had actually looked up the best settings for this camera. So It's cute. This is the way it's very much Beyonce by But yeah, it's so beautiful I've been trying to actually dye hair like this But this is how it comes it comes died just like this, but I did Dye the roots dark just because light hair on me. I don't know. I just like a dark red So that's what I did, but I didn't do anything else. It's so beautiful. I just washed it So this is what I'm gonna put on right now. So let's get into it. I'm about to set y'all up real quick so I can put this on and In the niggas again I can't spend on that bad if I leave my dog in my tree How about the frog and leave? I put numbers in the fandom.  I think I'm running like the game of temple It's simple. I'm black with a mental mama say she saw me on Jimmy Kimmel Canada cuz I'm a money sample walking with the rest.  I get it back on the regular base. I got a back of my city Cookies is medical.  I do what I want cuz I'm sorry I get that I get that I get the back. They get the back of the good of the head Talk to comparing y'all making me laugh. Either we have them Straight to the top take it easy Knees and please me baby She's so good that I graduated On my mouse, baby, I'm killing it. It's close. Can't you baby? You get the back of family.  I'm killing it. It's close. Can't you baby?  I love it so much I'm really shook at myself for even putting this hair in because like I said, this is my first time Putting in color here. So shout out to Julia here for sponsoring this video And like I said this hair comes exactly like this died to the tea The only thing I did was the root cuz I do like a dark root, but yeah, y'all this is so I'm loving this. So yeah, y'all make sure you check the description box below So you are able to get this wig and shout out to them for sponsoring this video. So yeah, let's just hop right into the vlog Hey, y'all let's pop in welcome back to another video skin is on the leak Period so today. I'm just getting ready. It's about three o'clock. I have been having a busy morning and trying to get its stuff done So right now I'm going to just do my hair. I'm trying to lighten this scar with But I mean I mean it's getting lighter But it's it's going to look too slow for me, baby Like if this needs to go every time I put my arm up. I just get so mad So if y'all have any scar recommendations, let me know because girl. I need it like a step I'm waiting on my new camera to come because I just ordered The Sony be something. I don't know, but I have a whole bunch of stuff that I need to show y'all This I have a whole bunch of stuff that I need to show y'all that I got in the mail And then also I went to Sephora that I want to show y'all So and then also I have some p.o. Boxes that my show y'all, but yeah So I'm gonna show y'all this two things that I got and then the stuff from Sephora And then I'll probably save the p.o. Box unboxing until I get I know I have some more stuff So I'm just wait so because I think most of this stuff in here is lashes because I was feeling around before even you know so before I Transfer y'all over to the new camera I'm gonna show you this is the camera that I got cuz Aliyah got this and I was like girl How is it like oh my god? Cuz the only thing I didn't like about it is that this flips out to the side and girl I like to look at myself and just focus in you know what I'm saying so and this camera does it the G7X but this one doesn't and then the only thing I don't like about this is that it don't Like so far is that this battery has to Do something this battery Okay Anyway This battery this battery you need to keep it in the camera to charge and it's annoying Because I would rather have two batteries and you know Witching it out and then I don't know maybe there's a battery Charger for Sony cuz I don't know if y'all know that the G7X This was the G7X with the battery charge This what I mean so you could just put it in there and then just keep swapping out the battery But that's the only complaint that I have about this so far But she loves it and y'all been complaining about my quality. So I was like, okay, let me Put y'all in the new camera that her video quality is bomb like so she got it for her blog So I'm excited. So yeah, so I'm gonna transfer y'all to the new one Yeah, oh my people are good periods We in a new camera Sony all Sony products softened in your face, but you're in a new camera. Hey girl, and But I gotta figure out how to get all this stuff off the camera, maybe it's cuz of this mic Is that too much wait, let me take some of the skin tight skin Because it's a little high. Oh That's way better because it was making me love oh and if y'all like Fruit pops everybody likes fruit pops, you know, these are from Whole Foods. It's called good pop 100% fruit juice These are bomb. I can't stop. I need to look right here and it's just so hard. Oh, I gotta get used to this But yes, so I'm about to leave I'm a I'm a Okay, anyway, so I'm about to leave and I'm gonna go to Hunguts and Somewhere to buy in a row, but and then give me something of some food and then come back home And then y'all know beyond the coming out with her film tonight black is king I can't wait to watch it. Y'all know I love movies and y'all know I love Beyonce. She's She's a she's that girl. Okay period. There's Beyonce is just that girl So I'm gonna watch that tonight and yeah, we could just spend a vibe out tonight So yeah, comment down below if you've seen the movie because obviously my time this goes up. Y'all seen it I'll play too much But y'all this popsicle is a bit of a spectacle Oh my god, this camera is literally something to get used to but I've just been working all morning. It's about 325 I'm about to go take my Instagram picture right now. I just did a good ready with me Get rather woman get ready with me on this look So yeah, so make sure you go check that video out. So After that, I think I'm gonna stop at TJ Maxx to see if I can get a white row And then I think I'm gonna go pick me up a salad starving I'm gonna show you everything that I was supposed to show y'all yesterday with the unboxing get into it.  It's at the art museum I've been wanting to go here and take my picture Aesthetics, I hope I get the shot. I hope this is a quick and but it's so Textual if that's a word like really So this is one of the locations I wanted to take my pic and I have this sleek Outfit on so I wanted it to be like sleek background So yeah, so I'm gonna start recording once we get down to show y'all everything It's gonna be so cute. Okay, so this how it looks in here. Ain't it so cute So I might go inside.  Yeah, this is what I love to do like I love Why would I park all the way down here? They don't think I'm psycho. Hold on. Oh What's that little hallway?   I think I'm feeling the flash off because it's already some good-ass lighting here And it's more whites. So yeah So, oh, let me show y'all my feet the full so So this is what I got on Why this man right here, right I was literally just pumping gas Yeah, I was literally just pumping gas, right and he was like Krista, I was like, huh? And he was like, oh, I thought you were my friend Krista from Milwaukee.  And I don't know, you know, he probably he looked like he'd be getting catfished don't need my Shit, but um, okay, so the where we left off. I don't have no shirt on right now. So Um Yeah, so where we left where we left off. I was at the gas station, right? Pump the gas Then this man comes up to me. He's like He's like Christine Christine. I was like, what? And he was like, oh, I thought you were my friend from Milwaukee Christine.  That has to be a fake page There's no way I had never met a black girl named Christine ever in my life So I think somebody is catfish in this man. It has to be Her name got to be Christine on the internet Y'all know how many fake pages there is and he looked like somebody that would fall for a catfish, honestly But yeah, now I'm at home. I was just doing content all day y'all. I'm sleepy It's about 12 a.m. It's supposed to be 12 o'clock.  He they're known for their broccoli and cheddar, but I can't have that right now So I just got chicken noodle soup was so good But now I'm watching double shot above I don't know if y'all know what I just started watching this I didn't watch it from the beginning though I just randomly clicked it because I was watching one of my shows on MTV because I was bored And I didn't have anything to watch and I was like fucking I'm gonna just watch this it's with that show It's the show with Vinnie and um DJ Pauly B from Jersey Shore I guess they on the show on here with their exes or something.  I I guess But yeah, anyway, so Yeah, so tomorrow's the new day. I don't know what's gonna be planned tomorrow saturday But yeah, I'm about to get in the shower wash my makeup off take my wig off and I'm tired. Okay. Let me go. I gotta go. I gotta go. Bye This quality is crazy Go see my eyebrows. I'm gonna sleep. Um I just want to say aliyah if you're watching this. I'm so happy for you.   Um Queen consistency is like unmatched. Okay period so hard working Um And I'm definitely always inspired by her. That's my friend. She's always so supported and Yeah, she's like the best. Okay um Yeah, y'all know that's my home girl and Yeah, if you're watching this, I'm so happy for you.  Keep doing big things boom.    I got pimples Oh my god I can't believe this Like me Good morning y'all. It is the next day. I still got my quorum. I'm still rocking my phone So, um, what was I gonna say? Oh, it's about eight in the morning. I'm on my way to go get Well run the track Y'all I'm so annoyed. I don't know what's going on with my instagram because the last two days I posted on I post three posts and average on average on my instagram. I get like 20 000 likes Which is good for my following and um Post before these two last posts. They're really good.   I looked up some um What might be happening.  Um, yeah yesterday was just not going the way I wanted to I wanted to edit my video posted post a look And I'm just like ew like nothing is going right like nothing is going right. So And the video didn't even get approved till 3 a.m So I'm like whatever. It's a new day. Yesterday was ugly and gloomy today. It's all bright and beautiful. So Yeah, so I'm blessed. I woke up today. That's all that matters to have a new day. So Yeah, I'm on my way to the track and We're about to get it in. I actually like doing this But it's so far Whatever And I need to start um I have like all everything that I need for my surgery, but I need to get um, I think I want to have gauze um and like emergency stuff And then um already have like arm care and stuff like that Pineapple juice. I just got that and then I need to get um some gowns and some sports bras compression socks Oh, and I need to get a new luggage. That's what I need to know. So Yeah, I'll probably stop Somewhere But yeah, I'll probably talk to y'all I'll probably check in with y'all later once I start getting that stuff together. So I was actually plenty people here Oh I was gonna show y'all how to get free Starbucks, but the line is it's too long for me, sweetie Mm-hmm Because I'm like dead thirsty right now and Starbucks is right here and I was That is gonna go there and get some free Starbucks, but I'm also stop at um, okay y'all I didn't even tell y'all yesterday. So Yesterday I had went to Target and Target by closer to my house. They're a little racist. So Mind y'all I already damn They damn near just hit me, but um No, so my job we been shopping for I mean like wet ones inside bacteria stuff whatever cleaning stuff So mind y'all I've been shopping for it. So I know the protocol like so I'm getting the wet wipes out the aisle because I need some more and I was looking for the to go like saw things and the girl that was stocking She was like, um, you know, it's only one for her customer because I was grabbing like three and I was like Oh, like I'm not finna argue with you like And I was like, okay. Well, where's the And there was two brands of wet wipes. It's the pearl one and then this one And then she was I was like, well, can I get one from each brand? And she was like, no You can only get one. I was just like No, there's no way because them I saw things at a different target. I bought three at a time And the wet one. So you're lying I wasn't not finna argue with her. I was not finna make a scene Because girl, it's not the time for that. I'm trying to say six feet apart away from people anyway So I wasn't finna have no the manager all type of people come around me. No, no, thank you. So, um Yeah, I'm about to go to the one over here in Milwaukee because Obviously it's more black so Yeah, so Hopefully today is a productive day and y'all while I was um walking in running the track Um, I was speaking about like, you know, how I was just came up on here and was like, oh my god, instagram likes Oh my god, like I was dwelling on it a little bit but you know I'm growing because I started my platform two years ago. So I don't know I be I feel like I'm expected to do more I don't know like it's just I feel like it's an expectation to beat my numbers every time I post something but on youtube I do good But instagram is just a whole different story in a whole different algorithm. So I'm just like, you know what? It's just like any other job. It's like any job.  It's like any other thing in life any it's like any other thing in life You got to just take it how it is and keep pushing moving forward and just keep Keep you know working So that's what I was about. I was like, girl, don't trip Just keep working So But Yeah, I'm about to go So thirsty Um, it's hard looking at this vlog camera because I don't it's I don't know I'm not I'm used to like my g7x screen being right there And is now this is like on the side. So I'm like looking on the side I don't know but yeah, so But hopefully today is productive we get stuff done. I got to start packing my bags It's very hard. It's like I'm trying to get content done For um, like next week So I have stuff to upload um And have those already uploaded before I take off And then because I'm gonna I don't want to worry about any editing any other content. I want all my Sponsorship done.   I might damn near start my whole instagram over but I I don't know. We'll see That reminds me I need to take that hourglass Um, because I just got some hourglass and I need to take that back But anyway, so obviously I told y'all I was getting the vanilla woods y'all need to get this perfume like let me open it And see because I have the roller because they don't sell the um The full size in the store. They only have the rollers only inside the store. They have it But when I tell you this perfume is like the best perfume ever. I'm telling you It's so good So this is how it looks. It's so cute Super cute the wood cap is super cute and then the black This is best for stress calming soothing the soothing the overworked And I wonder I like this because girl I be feeling overworked.  This is the time for you like this is the perfect vanilla scent. I swear to you It's not that over girly extra like fruity vanilla like they sell a bathroom body works. No, this is that rich Bitch vanilla scent. Okay. I'm telling you go Check this out because right now it's my faith And then the other thing that I got my skin has been really reacting bad to Any body wash that I use so I really heard good things about the nesare um Body care products and y'all know I love taking care of my skin my face I need to start taking care of my body as I do my face So I wanted to try these products out So I'll be using the Body wash by them and this is the fragrance free one And then this these they have different scents But I want the fragrance free just because I have sensitive skin and I I know it's like you want to smell good while showering But honestly, that's what perfume is for and also I have sensitive skin I can't be putting all these chemicals and stuff on in perfumes in these body washes. No So I wanted to try this out and this how it looks so cute very minimal This steak vibes. I love it. I also got the um Body exfoliator and the one thing that I like about this is that it has the abh um Acids in it just like those peel pads that I love from dr. Dennis gross they have So basically is this is just like a vitamin for your Your body basically this one the body wash has a whole bunch of vitamins That you need for your body. I mean that you need for your skin. So basically this is a body wash This is a vitamin vitamin body wash. So that's why I wanted to try it and Also, um, and then I got the exfoliator the body exfoliator And then the one thing that I like the body as I've just said The peels are abh with acids and then these have the um Acids in it as well. It has salicylic acid glycolic acid Elastic acid So and also I be getting breakouts like on the top of my shoulders right here And on my chest a little bit not really but I'll get like one when I'm about to start my period, but I wanted to try this out and this is also fragrance free But yeah, this is how this looks and I'm gonna try this out right now because I'm about to in the shower obviously And then also I got this Killian perfume Um, obviously they don't have this one in the store So Brie put me on this because I guess rihanna put rihanna. Where's this perfume? But I didn't want to buy the full version yet because I didn't want to buy an expensive perfume in Haiti like uh And then I would have to drive all the way to Chicago and return it. So yeah, so I was just like let me just order the little sample So let's smell it right now. And this is the the perfume rihanna. Where's y'all?   This is really good So Yeah, if you want to try this out, make sure you try it's a look don't be shy love by Killian So yeah, I haven't tried the Killian perfumes before so I'm excited So this was a good pickup So yeah, that's all that I got from the flora Oh, I'm just so happy. I got this I'm happy If I could show y'all what I got at Target So like I said like I can show y'all Homegirls say it homegirls said I can't get I can only get one But I literally went to another one and they let me get three Like stop playing like I'm never going to that one ever again But anyway, so I just got those chlorx wipes just so I can wipe down the plane because you know, I gotta stay clean and then um Wipe down anything And then also I got a new planner because my other one I just be plotting jotting stuff down and I just got this cute one It's black and gold. I love black and gold kindra And then I also got This little envelope thing just because when I get sponsorships and stuff, um I print out what they want me to say and all other stuff because I don't feel like coming back to my phone So I would rather just keep it in this and like receipts and stuff because I gotta say mom receipts And then I'll just keep it in here. Like I'll just put this in here for right now Just support receipt Cute gotta stay organized. I'm y'all know I'm trying to stay organized And then I got some more masks because uh, this one is navy That's ugly But yeah, I got some more masks because I'll be losing mine. So I got black and navy I want to show you all the new shoes that I got They so cute. I know some people probably won't like these but I'm a crock girl So I got the yeezy foam crocs. They so cute and this shoe is so comfortable y'all I'm telling you It is so cute stylish and at the same time comfortable. Like I just couldn't pass these up so I got them my plug hit me up. I mean I hit my plug up and I was like I need them And he got them for me asap Then I also got some new Alexander McQueen's because I love Alexander McQueen's shoes So I needed some I don't have a white all white shoe This is like a classy girl's shoe Casual shoe, you know what I'm saying? So I like Alexander McQueen for that reason and they're also leather. So but yeah These are the shoes. I just got them in all white and I wear a size 39 0.9 I wear size 10 my feet are wide So if you are struggling on the sizing of these, these are this that's the size that I get So I actually ordered these from the actual Alexander McQueen website So and these came super fast So yeah, that's all I got. So now I'm just about to get the shower and get to work because I got stuff to do So A work week, honestly, there's not much going on but me trying to get this work done Me trying to get this work done before I go so So I'll probably check them with y'all later I'm really bald I really look like a boy, but yeah, I'll check them with y'all later. Okay y'all so it's been a couple days And today is well, it's going into Friday and I'm I'm leaving for my surgery on Sunday And today I had to get another COVID test because they wanted it before I left. I wanted to make sure I was good before I left before I got there because I'm not gonna get there And I all of a sudden, you know Test positive So I just got my results back to show you all my results And here we go drum roll What does that say?    No Mm-hmm, where your mouth with a mess six feet. I'm negative. No, but yeah, I'm so happy and Yeah, so I'm gonna go to sleep It's about Two o'clock in the morning I gotta get up early because I gotta go to my primary care doctor In the morning because she's checking me out because I already did my blood work But I'm going in tomorrow just so she can make sure everything is like go with me and stuff So, yeah, I'm excited.  I'm tired. I'm gonna sleep. I'm just so happy and just so excited Hey, y'all. So it is the next day And um, yes girl, I woke up today feeling so blessed today was a really a busy day It's gonna be busy for the next couple of days for me until Um, I leave but I just woke up Feeling so blessed and I'm just so happy because God really works in a serious way. I'm telling you So I'm I really want to like Okay, I feel like everything happens for a reason, right? So, y'all know, I had test positive for um, COVID and y'all know, I was really uncomfortable actually going to work um while um during this time because at the end of the day I had to test negative for The virus regardless to get surgery. So it's just like I'm still going to the hospital Risking it and even like, you know a month before So I feel like he gave me I know as crazy as it sounds He gave me the virus so I could sit at home and recover And be like and don't catch the virus like at work while working And just for me to stay at home and you know, I'm sorry Just for me to um stay at home and Be able to find a primary care physician Because I had to find a primary care doctor because if y'all are going to 305 plastic surgery Obviously and y'all know that I still go to my job for the insurance and um That's all right But my hair and y'all know that I go to my job for the insurance.  All they give you is a sheet Saying like the girl the receptionist girl probably signs it. That's what it looked like a high school wrote it Like a high school erode or something. You know, I'm big that bubble letters the girls used to write so The they filled that out and sent it to me But you need to fill out paperwork for my job to mean to have insurance and still be on leave So He wasn't feeling that out. So then I went to my primary care this morning This is my first time I met her. I did a fertile call with her before But this is my first time meeting her and if she wasn't finna sign those papers Then it was just like I'm not going back to work then because I'm getting my surgery and I don't have I know I don't have enough pto That's accumulated to have though like a month off of work just from pto So I know this is long But she was able to sign them and I was able to find a primary care, which is her she's so Nice y'all like everything just went so smooth with her And but now it's crunch time because now Like girl Girl is crunch time.  So yeah Um, but yeah, I leave on Sunday today. It's Friday.  We okay. She needs to be bald because Homegirl is finna be It's finna be something new attached to her. Okay. So she got to make a A good impression No, I'm just kidding.  Like I just don't understand But Yeah, and I have my seatbelt on y'all. I'm just I'm just so Like wow God really loves me Like he really loved y'all y'all have to man offense. Y'all have to pray y'all have to believe in god Y'all have to believe that god is on your side within anything but like anything is possible So and it's crazy because oh my god. This is so crazy y'all like So hopefully everything just goes smooth the smooth sailing from here I have to go. I still gotta go get some luggage y'all. I still gotta get stuff um like gauze and like um coban like the wrap and like Maybe I should get an ice pack I have that in my fridge, but um Yeah, I gotta get a big suitcase because I'm only bringing one suitcase with all my stuff in it I need to get like some dresses for me to like just wear um And I gotta see if I can find a rope but Yeah, so after my brazilian will go to the store stop at the store And see if I can pick up a couple things before I head back home because I still have to do some work tonight. Um Because I had to get two sponsorships done before I leave um editing I got to edit this vlog and I got to edit I'm trying to fill my shower routine tonight. So Because I had to sponsorship in it so I'm excited. Are y'all excited at least a real yet.  I kind of want to see what they got. I'm trying to get a white rope For this video that I'm filming. I need to I got a white rope, but I don't like it. It's a little um Worn out. So I really want to get a new one and I'm about to go in here and see if I can find one but Yeah, it's a Ross next door too. I'm gonna go to Ross too, but I gotta make it I don't want to be in here. I'm not trying to catch that You know, I'm trying to you know But yeah, let me um just put I know I said I wanted a white rope, but this is kind of cute. So let's see how Crack it the bike The bike so y'all update So, okay, so I literally scheduled my massages last minute And the girl lady that I wanted to go to she's booked So I cannot make this up So the lady said that she was making an exception for me like What's like god is really shining over me right now like he really is Like I really don't know what I did to deserve this Like I'm doing everything so last minute literally so last minute because You know, I wanted to be for sure. I had my doubts about a lot of things when it came to this, you know That is and I just cannot Believe god is really showing out and I just feel so blessed like I just feel so happy I just gotta you know Make sure my father god Knows how much I appreciate him always Okay So I ended up getting um the robe that y'all just seen in the previous clips and I also got the dress to match It's super cute So it's so weird just looking at the camera and not the viewfinder But I'm about to be on my way home. I'm about to eat and then um Get to work on my Charlotte team And then hopefully y'all enjoy that And then yeah, so I'm going to Check in with y'all once I get to like my charity and stuff like that Hey y'all, it's the next day in girl. It's about to be a busy day So I hope you're up for it because we've got a lot to do Because I leave tomorrow So y'all I'm really I really want to go to Walmart and get one of those seat cover things like a full blown whole body Um seat cover thing for the plane because florida is no joke right now, baby So this is what I'm talking about So I posted it on my story and y'all was like go to Dix or go to Walmart So I'm gonna see if they gotta add one more. But first, um, why do I look so short? But first I'm gonna go to um Um, where am I going?  Hold on. I'm on my way to go to the glasses place first I'm gonna try and get new lenses and um Um Yeah, so that's what we're so yeah, that's what we're gonna do right now And then I'm with my mom so we're gonna go to Then I'm with my mama so we finna go to the stores I gotta get a new luggage because the one that I had the last time I was in Atlanta the wheel popped off So I gotta do all that and then come back home and pack. I'm really like it's really nothing to pack Um, because I'm not going there to be cute. So Um And that's about it And then I'm probably gonna edit the rest of the night and wake up and my flight is in the morning Well, it's an afternoon, but I'm gonna get up early So, yeah So, um, so when I get to the eyeglasses place, we're gonna try on glasses And yeah, I hope I find a pair that I really like that really frames my face because I'm really picky when it comes to my glasses Okay, y'all. So it's about that time. I started packing all of my stuff and I got everything Um today at Walmart So I'm while I'm packing this suitcase for everything. I'm just going to show y'all what I got Um, so yeah, so first I have my lipo phones this back They my mom ordered all these. I don't know why she got all these of amazon Um, what is this? Oh, the trombone Um, what is this? Girl, she ordered stuff And she got a fa-ha, but this is a small. I'm no, I'm not gonna be able to fit that Companies sent me all the stuff like I don't know We don't need to read your phone I don't know what she's doing But actually, you know what? I'm gonna set that out because They also sent me this fa-ha But I know my Facility is gonna give me a fa-ha And I heard you can just bring it in Give me Um Yeah, this is from this is from cali curves color me So but they're gonna give me one and then also i'm just gonna say in that Um when I get back and then I'm gonna order a different one with no compression on my thighs and hips because girl I need my thighs and hips So that's the plan, but I'm gonna still bring this Just in case so anyway, let's get through this So the first thing that I got That I don't know if I might need it are these diaper panties Or whatever because girl, I'm not gonna be wearing underwear. Just my fa-ha I can't believe I'm doing it so then I also got the pet pee Pads for when I'm bleeding. Hopefully I don't bleed that much. Wow.  So Just take the tags off those oh and before I got this new suitcase and before we even I'm even putting anything in I disinfected it so And they also did it at the store I got some surgical some more surgical like Pads to put over the wounds Because I don't know how bad they're gonna be some um laxative This is kind of TMI but some laxative. Yes. So I can is this chocolate You'll see it. All right, look I never took a laxative before but I need to make sure I take up number two Because then I also got this like it's an antibacterial thing. I seen a lot of girls had it I just it's just an antiseptic skin cleaner. So I'm probably clean my body with this before surgery and also the dial. So My god, I can't believe I'm doing this. This is crazy Some Allegra Y'all we got all this stuff first because you know in Miami like covid is very high right now in florida So we don't want to be in the stores that long. We don't want to do all that And then I got one gown to wear The whole time because I'm obviously gonna be my father, but I just got this t-shirt dress thing That I'm gonna wear the whole time Probably Because I do not care That's everything So Yeah, I don't think I'm gonna need anything else. The only thing we got to get Still is um Well, I just got to pack my skincare and like body wash and stuff like that And I'm gonna just do it in the morning because we don't leave until 12 So out of chicago. So that gives us just plenty of time to wake up early and pack everything else that we need So yeah, but I can't believe I'm doing this y'all like Let me stand up for this. But yeah y'all I can even believe like I'm doing this right now. So say a prayer for me because I am a little nervous But I know god prepared me for this like I've been drinking my green juices taking my vitamins every single day I highly suggest that you do that go watch my video if you have Covid 19 whatever If you're you want to you know recover from it doing suggesting what to do.    I'm not doing that. I'm sorry. I can't but I am gonna be vlogging Everything everything I'm gonna vlog everything and I can't wait so Yeah, girl, so let me just end this video off and I'll see y'all in