Before we get into the video today, I just want to give a quick shout out to one of our sponsors, Gnostic TV. Gnostic TV is ancient wisdom reimagined. This is a Netflix for those who are spiritually curious and want a place to go where there is no censorship. I personally am doing a whole series on Gnostic TV called The Esoteric Explorer where I am providing exclusive content to Gnostic. Gnostic TV is a host to all sorts of different content creators, many of whom are your old favorites. If you would like to check out Gnostic TV, there is a link down in the description box below. Hello everybody and welcome back to Esoteric Atlanta to our weekly coffee chat. Of course again it's bi-weekly for my channel and bi-weekly for Catherine's meaning we switch off, we alternate every other week. How are you doing today Catherine? I'm doing really good and I keep looking to one side because my naughty little cat is just about to knock a thing off the shelf unit. But hey though, balancing on everything so she's just about to launch herself on me. I'm doing really good. It's been an interesting 24 hours. Let's put it that way. I'm not one of these people that's into Mercury Retrograde but I might have to concede this time. Mercury Retrograde, I've had some Mercury Retrogrades that have been horrific emotionally. Knock on wood, thank God this Mercury Retrograde, the only thing that's been going on has been technical issues. Which is typically because Mercury is communication so your computer might have an issue, your car might have an issue, cell phones, you're not supposed to sign new contracts during Mercury Retrograde, that kind of stuff. So knock on wood, we're almost out of the woods. It has literally just been like technical issues which is totally fine. That's just kind of something you can laugh about.  It's probably not you so just take a deep breath. That's what I'm blaming it and I'm sticking to it, yeah. I saw this great meme once where someone was like, I need a white girl with a nose ring who has crystals to tell me which planets in retrograde right now to make my life miserable and someone responded Earth. Yeah, that's what I normally don't because I'm like, you know, I'm not going to fall into the fact of like inviting it in. But then sometimes you have to sort of say, yeah, this time that's true. So for me, it's definitely not that I'm imagining things because I very much don't put that out there. But then I do have to admit this time I think there's a few things.  So now everything actually is your fault. Yes, exactly. I love that one. I love that. I really love that. So well, I thought that we would have a fun, a fun coffee chat today, you guys, because you know, one of my favorite topics in the world is paranormal phenomenon. I love ghost stories. I love the weird and the wacky. And I think that for a lot of us watching, I was telling you off Catherine off camera Catherine that I think that we're at this beautiful time. I think maybe because of the Internet where people are feeling a little bit more confident sharing their stories because so many people don't like to share their stories in the past, because maybe they feel like they're crazy or they're going to get called names or something. And now we're getting a little bit more confidence up about sharing our experiences. I know I've had a ton of paranormal experiences that have really changed me. And part of the reason why I think I quote unquote woke up because I already knew something wasn't as they told, you know, told us it was because of weird experiences. So I thought today I'd message you earlier, Catherine. I want you to tell our audience storytime with Catherine of a paranormal experience that you had in your life that changed you. Well, there's been a few and I'm going to change a few names for confidentiality reasons because they're all quite personal really. But one of my earliest memories, I must have been about seven or eight years old and a relative, a very close relative who had children as well. They were very close relatives, but we didn't see each other. The two families didn't see each other a lot, even though we lived very close together, but the children were similar age. But they had a baby and when the baby was under a year old, I think they were, you know, between six months and a year. I woke up one morning with a really and I was only about seven or eight at the time. And I woke up one morning with a really strong. I can remember going in for breakfast and I can remember saying to my big sister, I had a dream about baby. I'm not going to say his name last night and I said it was a really weird dream and I couldn't get back to sleep.  And it wasn't that I knew what had happened in the dream, but it was like this baby was talking to me. And I literally, it was so unusual because I hadn't seen that. I'd only seen the baby once since he was born and we weren't close. There was no, there was no trigger why I should be thinking about that. And my elder sister said, that's really weird. I had a dream about him too. And it was on my, it was on my birthday. That's right. That's why we were my big sister was actually being nice to me for once. And anyway, it was really spooky. And then that was first thing in the morning. So it would have been about seven o'clock in the morning. That afternoon, we get a phone call from the distraught parents saying that he died of a cop death. And I knew before the phone rang, I knew I still get goose bumps now. I knew what happened. But obviously at that age, I'd never heard of cop death. I mean, I had no idea what it was as a young child. Is that like, without like these SIDS? Yeah, it's SIDS. Yeah, it's SIDS. And of course, now we know a lot more about what might have caused that and everything. But it was just the most bizarre experience because before he died, he was talking to me in my dream. Like a little adult, actually. And there wasn't fear and there wasn't distress from him or anything, but there was a knowing. And from how it changed me is at that time, there was so much distress. Obviously, everyone was so upset. The parents never got over it. And it wasn't something we could talk about. But my sister and I used to look at each other with that knowing. And but we couldn't say anything to the adults because the adults will also sort of trauma.  So it was one of those things where it really changed me because this is why with this sort of great awakening, nothing to me has been a surprise because there's so many incidents like this that have happened throughout my childhood. Come on to another one in a minute. Well, I just knew the realm wasn't as we were told it was. I just knew it wasn't. So it really had a big impact on me because it made me realise that we're all connected in ways that we don't know about how we're connected. And I've spoken quite a few times about animal communication. And I've always known I could communicate with animals as can everyone. Nothing special about me at all. But as an adult, I went through quite intensive training just to make sure that I wasn't making it up. Because when you're channeling or communicating with a different species or with the dead, you know, there's got to be some verification that it's not all in your mind. So again, this this experience with this young relative, this baby, it really changed my whole interaction because it really made me realise that I was aware of things that I assumed everyone else was aware of, but they weren't. So then you're in that awkward situation where if you bring it up, you're very quickly shut down because of the adults are in trauma about it. And it's not seen as appropriate. So then you can't explore it more. So that was a really big impact. And it's always left me and fun enough, I've never really, I'm not even sure how much my sister remembers about it, but I will ask her one day. So that was one one example, another example, I can remember going out with my two sisters on a bike as a child. And I literally when I went out on the bike, we were going down this little country lane and I had this flashback into another life. And I knew it was another life because what I was wearing, the bike was completely different. It was all very old fashioned, you know, I was wearing very old fashioned sort of, you know, jacket and long skirt and lace up boots and everything. And I had a little basket on my bike. And but it can't have been that long ago in history because it was a car, but it was a very old fashioned motor vehicle. Early in the century. Yeah. Yeah. So it would have been that time scale because it wasn't a horse and cart. It was a car, but a very, very first model car came around the corner and knocked us both off our bikes and killed us, me and my elder sister. And it was really weird because when we used to go out and it was so vivid. I was on this bike and it was like, you know, in the movies how when you sort of almost like go into a parallel universe as I was cycling with my sisters down this country lane and we went round a corner, it was like I almost went through a wormhole into the net into the past life. And it was so clear and so vivid, but it really explains why I've always been nervous about myself and my children cycling down country lanes. How old were you? How old were you? It would have been very similar age. It would have been actually probably a bit younger, probably about six because we were still in our old house. So it was a bit younger. It had been about five or six. Wow. And it was really bizarre because it was like again, this realization as a child, it didn't seem weird. It was just something that happened, but I couldn't understand when my sisters hadn't seen it. Yeah. You know what's crazy? You're saying that I when I when we lived in Athens, Georgia, I was telling off camera. We moved out of Athens, Georgia when I was four. My father went to the university. So I have all I used to love when I was a little kid. There was two movies that I would watch over and over and over again. The Sound of Music and the 1968 Oliver, the Oliver Toy Story of, you know, I love Nancy and the anyway. And I had this little Fisher Price yellow table. I remember a plastic picnic table. I would sit on to watch, you know, play and watch these movies over and over and over again. And I used to tell my mom when I would watch the Sound of Music. You guys, I was probably three, maybe four because we moved when I was four. I would tell my mom while the Sound of Music was on, don't worry, mom, we're blond hair, blue eye, blue eye this this time, we're going to be OK. I was referring to the Holocaust is what I was referring to. And my mother used to laugh about it. And then I went back and I watched the movie again. The Sound of Music when I was in India, my first trip when I was in my early 30s. And I got, I felt like all the color like left my body because I realized throughout the whole movie, even though the person watching the movie an adult would know the backdrop is World War II. Yeah. Besides the one scene with the Nazi flag, they don't mention anything about World War II. And they're running from the Nazis at the end. They don't mention the Holocaust. They don't mention anything about the Jewish people. Nothing. So I get that. I like, how did I, what was I referencing? And what did that movie? So I totally get what you're saying where it's so like, and at six years old, you wouldn't have really known much about the early 20th century or? Absolutely nothing. Because we didn't watch much telly as children, but we've watched much on. And secondly, so we've watched things like, like Oliver at Christmas time.  But we didn't watch television regularly. So I just wouldn't have seen it. It was really odd. But so these experiences as a very young child, I always 100%, it wasn't that I believed in reincarnation. I actually knew reincarnation was real. So it was that that's always been inherent. And I didn't grow up in a religious family at all. You know, we might have gone to church at Christmas and weddings and funerals. And that was it. We got dragged along at school quite at times. But, you know, I didn't pay any attention. And so I just had an absolute knowing about reincarnation I absolutely knew that we can all talk telepathically with anything and everyone. And I absolutely knew that included dead people as well. And funny enough, my father, who's obviously no longer with us anymore, he always wanted to go and watch mediums in halls and things. And I would always go. He'd always asked me as an adult. This wasn't as a child to come with him. And, you know, most of the other family members poo pooed it, but I could never persuade him to go on one on one. But after my grandma died, my mum's mum, who I was very close to, we were all very close to her. After she'd done side, I decided to go and see a medium. And it was a really weird experience because they said some things that I just couldn't verify one way or the other about other family members. And I just didn't know. My mum was very skeptical. So I didn't really feel I could ask her too many questions about it. I asked her a few in a roundabout way. But I didn't really go full in because I didn't want to. And also she would have been quite upset about me connecting in with her mum, I think. But this medium says something really bizarre. And he said, be careful about the Egyptian. This isn't racist, guys. So this was my grandma who died about six months earlier talking through a medium to me. And she said, be careful about the Egyptian man. He's going to seem really lovely, but he's not to be trusted. Be really careful about the Egyptian man. And at the time, that was probably one of the bits of the communication I paid the least attention to because I didn't know any Egyptian men at all. So I mentioned it to my sisters. And my sister said, well, my husband's working with an Egyptian man on a business deal. I wonder if it's that. But he's really nice. They've known each other for years. I'm sure he's not dodgy at all. So anywhere I said to him, well, just warn your husband to be careful because I assumed it was that because I didn't know any Egyptian men at that stage. Anyway, roll forward the cock. 15 years later, I was doing a business deal with someone and they were an Egyptian man. And it was to do a long story. I got introduced, seemed like this guy was doing amazing charity work, amazing nature work, got involved in some of the staff, as did some colleagues and things. And then it started to go tits up and I started to see a very different side of it and it started to go very wrong. And I didn't put two and two together at all because at the time when I'd spoken to the medium, because I didn't know any Egyptian man, I immediately thought they were referring to my sister's husband's business partner. I just assumed because that was the only connection we had at the time. And so I didn't think about it. Anyway, this started getting more and more nasty and I was talking to my elder sister again. It's always my elder sister, not my twin sister. And she said to me, she went literally white as a she and she said, oh my God, do you remember that reading? Because they'd all poo pooed me for having the reading. But it was tapes. It was so long ago, you got a cassette tape of it of a recording you got given afterwards. There was no Zoom video or photo or anything. And she went really white. And she said, my God, do you remember what was on your tape about the Egyptian man?  I got goose bumps right now. Frantically went searching for this little old cassette tape because I mean, we'd moved house twice by then. I didn't know where it was. Managed to find it and I played it and I kid you not. Unbelievable.  But again, it's this collapsing of timelines that there is no past, present, future. So when we're having these conversations everything to me hasn't been a surprise because there's been so many incidents like this in my life which have shown that time's not real that it's definitely shown that reincarnation is real that definitely shown that we can all communicate telepathically to different realms, to different species. But the frustration has always been it's had a huge impact on me on my inner knowing which is why most of this stuff as it's coming out hasn't surprised me at all. But it's still frustrating because we live in such a society you know I was a scientist a lot of my friends are scientists and very much in that academic circle where if you can't prove it it didn't exist. So that frustration that even though you know something's really true a lot of people don't believe you. Because you can't explain it otherwise it's like on a space level it's like so many people especially before we had cell phones so if you remember back when we only had landlines and there was no caller ID so many times you would know someone was going to call you right before they called you. Psychic awareness of each other and your energetic field because your energetic field goes beyond your body and yeah it's and it changes you because there is yeah there is no logical explanation but it happened. And what I love about it is it sounds right but I don't know what happened there. Was that a ghost coming through? Hi man. If you have got something to say honestly please feel free enjoy. You found the right channel. You found the right people. Say it. Exactly. Everyone's welcome here. I can't remember what I was going to say there but it's this lovely it's a lovely knowing. I've reached a stage now and I can remember it was a guy that I used to do a lot of work with and still good friends with on the health side called Troy Casey the certified health nut. He's absolutely amazing at all things mental health nutrition etc. And we were doing a talk together once and I can remember he said this again probably about 10 years ago and there were a lot of sciency people there and poo pooing show me the double blind placebo trial whatever and I can remember him standing there saying look I know I don't need to dig out the research to show you because if you've got that sort of attitude you're not whatever I give you you're going to poo poo or look for fault. It's like you know as we always say we change the way you look at things the things you look at change so are you listening to find fault and criticism or are you listening to learn and it's not that we should all believe everything that everyone says no no no not that at all but when you're seeing someone who's standing in front of you that is the absolutely epitome of physical health I personally would listen to their advice on health and nutrition a lot more than our health secretary who's a beastly overweight really unhealthy looks 20 years old and then they are same America and it's not a criticism of the person we're all on different journeys but it's like you and I have talked so much about who do you take your advice from well are they walking the talk are they living in congruence with what they're talking about we can all talk about spiritual things as much as we like but are we living it are we embodying it are we working on ourselves are we doing this I don't know well I've 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much for me got bolted off with everywhere deposited in all sorts of places over the country side but I still loved her to bits when I went out I met a friend riding and we live over beautiful heathland you can ride for miles through the woods and the heath and everything and not see a soul and of course in those days there was no mobile phones or anything like that so your parents had no idea so we'd go out on our ponies all day and no one would know where you are anyway she took me to a new area that I hadn't been on and when we started going up this path my horse completely refused to move not only did she refuse to move she started doing many rears which was unusual for her she'd bark but she never rear spun round and was off with me in the other direction and for love or money I could not get her to go up this path and my friend turned around she'd lived near this path lived in that area she turned around and she said you know this is hangman's alley this is where they used to hang the highway robbers exactly where my horse refused to go past they read energy listen horses and dogs those two animals man don't there are a lot of true humans I don't trust but I trust a horse and I trust a dog completely and so of course I then didn't make her because oh thank you so much for telling me and I was like well I don't want to go up there because I couldn't feel it myself but she absolutely could there was no way she was going past this place and it was exactly where she wouldn't go past was the tree where they used to hang them from reminds me of a story I shared at the beginning of my journey on YouTube I'll tag it down below guys you can watch it the Lavenia Fisher story the first woman to be executed in America in Charleston, South Carolina there's a whole story around it it was a huge anyway just what happened in modern times with these big construction workers trying to rebuild the courthouse in Charleston I'll put it down guys because it's the same thing like where there were heavy executions and you know of course in those days I probably could make an educated guess that maybe 70% of the people that were executed probably were innocent they were easy scapegoats and so that terror that anger that fear that gets stuck in that area you know of what's about to happen to them I'll tell one story to you again a lot of these paranormal experiences that we have are really for us it's for our own notions you know it's for our own understanding we live in this very matrix scene when I say the matrix in this way the matrix isn't always bad you look at the Saturnalian energy of course they've manipulated Saturn but it's literally father time something Saturnalian our matrix we gotta pay bills we gotta go to work it's just part of the template of being human so we live in this very matrix world where we get up every day we eat breakfast we do our stuff we go to work we come home we go on vacations and then you know you end up passing away and it's just kind of this timelines that are given to you at birth and then you have something happen to you or multiple things happen to you where you realize that this body you're in this life that you're inhabiting right now is not it's just a blip and I remember I was probably I was 8 I was probably either 8 or just her 9 because my grandmother Maxine my mom's mom really I spent a lot of time with her as a kid because my mother had some miscarriages between me and my sister so I would go spend a lot of time with my grandmother very close to my grandmother I was her first grandbaby and she passed away at 62 I believe of breast cancer so when she passed away I was distraught because she was like my best friend I felt safe with her and loved with her but in my mind she was also I was young but now I'm looking 62 freaking young like that's super young you know and when my grandmother passed away my grandfather had previously passed away 4 years earlier so my mother at that time in her like early 30s didn't have either one of her parents so now at 41 I look I can understand the stress my mother was under like the sorrow of losing her parents now not having any parents just having her sisters there was a lot of emotion I was distraught because my grandmother it's the first death I had experienced where I really understood what was happening you know before that as a child you don't really understand it now remember now first of all I lived in an extremely haunted house most houses down here are haunted so I was not a stranger to weird ghost in our house and sometimes there was one ghost in our house that wasn't that nice and so I would always sometimes often sneak in my sister's room and get in the bed with my sister that happened a lot when I was here my sister's room was here and this one night I was laying in my bed in my room and our doors were open I was upset because we wanted our parents to leave the hallway light on and for some reason the hallway light was turned off and I was feeling kind of scared and I was upset but I didn't want to go turn the hallway light on because I didn't want to get in trouble so I was like I'm just going to go get my sister's bed so I got in my bed and it was a very trendy thing to do especially in the United States maybe in the UK too called sponge painting do you guys remember sponge painting where you paint the walls with a sponge well my sister's room had sponge painting so you take a sponge it was turquoise it looked like splattered paint on the wall a little bit more it didn't look like graffiti it was a style of how you did the walls so I got my sister's bed with her back to the door and my sister was sleeping right here and so I was watching the wall where all these little sponge paintings these little designs with the sponge painting and then all of a sudden this light comes down the hall and as the light's coming down the hall my first reaction is somebody turned the hall light on and then the light got so bright my back was to it but I was watching the wall because the door was open so bright on the wall that I had to close my eyes because it was so bright but I felt peaceful and then it went away and then like 2 seconds later I hear my dad running down the hall like high tailing it running down the hall and I didn't know what had happened I was just laying there in the bed I ended up falling asleep peacefully didn't say anything to my parents didn't know what had gone on well the very next day we had in that same hallway we had a phone this is again the landline so you had a phone and there was a seat by the table with the phone that's where my mother would sit on the phone and talk to her friends this was before even cordless phones were big I was in my room playing I think I was playing with my Barbies or something I was young and I remember hearing my mom because the door again was open was on the phone and she was telling whoever she was talking to that she had been distraught the night before was just in their bed crying she had passed away just so distraught I mean while I was in my room upset and scared too and she said all of a sudden this light just appeared this bright light just appeared in their doorway and just she said her and my dad were just before my parents were divorced were just like stunned and shocked and then the light turned away round and went down the hall and my dad actually apparently grabbed his this thing because he didn't know what it was grabbed it but by the time he got to the end of the hall it was gone and my mother was saying on the phone that she thought it was her mom she thought even though my dad I think my dad thinking well if this is an intruder I've got to protect my family but my mother was like I felt so much peace because I felt like it was my mom coming back to tell me it was okay and I stood at the door and I looked at my mom I said mom I saw it too and my mom like said I got to call you back you see I said I I saw that light too I was like I snuck into Mary Becka's room my sister's room and I saw it and I heard it was so bright even against the wall it like I had to close my eyes it was so bright and I heard dad run down the hall and my mom just goes well maybe that was grandma maybe that and I think she kind of panicked a little bit because she didn't know how to explain it to her eight nine year old daughter you know but I felt peace too and to this day I do believe that was either my grandmother or some spirit from you know it was it didn't the light didn't scare me it felt very in that moment before it happened I was feeling sad and fear and sadness at the same time and once that light came down the hall I fell asleep very easily it felt very peaceful and you know and hearing my mother the next day retell that story exactly as I had experienced it as well for me at eight or nine years old was very validating and the light was so incredibly bright you guys like it was just it was bright light and so yeah and so at that young of an age even though our house was haunted a lot of places you already know there's ghost my mom had told me my first ghost story when I was like four years old you know like you know these things but having that experience was something that's not necessarily a ghost but something much more powerful really does give you that peace knowing that this is just a blip this life is just an experience for now and there's more to our souls than what we're told by the matrix what we're told by society so yeah it gives you that and in times when I feel myself stressed out I just remember back to that like this is not the end all be all this is just a completely and I think that's one of the really important things to remember it's like when you know you know much in this this truth of where we sort of say well we know this should be true not be true but when you really know there's no there's seriously no doubt it's not from an intellectual place at all it's from a much deeper internal place that you can't even well for me can't even pinpoint where my body is just an absolute hundred percent knowing and I use that a lot now that feeling to sort of say when I'm thinking do I believe this do I not believe this that's where I go to is does it give me that same sort of feeling yeah that noses that just inner knowing once you see it you can't unsee it there's no way to explain this and so it's it's for those little little times in your life where the the other side beyond the veil has allowed itself to be shown to you I think I think those are so special we the law of one actually does talk about this I think like what Cassiopeans that for entities that are in a different density so after they've left this this existence for them to come back to their density from wherever they are it takes a lot of energy for them to do that that's like who's guess what you only see ghosts like every now and again you know and so if one of your loved ones from the other side has taken the time to either manifest as a light or come through a medium as much energy as they could to speak to you how special is that that's how loved you are you know and and there's so many examples of people where you you couldn't you just literally couldn't make the things up you know there's some like anything there's always scammers and there's always really talented people like any walk of life but you know again when you hear something you literally couldn't make up if you tried and you know I was watching something on telly I've walked out and refused to watch it when I was talking back in the middle ages it wasn't even the middle ages it was after that where they used to hung draw and quarter them you know living in the most difficult times ever try speaking up try censorship back in those times because that's what it was anyone who went against their religion and refused to denounce it was hung drawn and quartered and if you don't know what he was brutal all censorship of YouTube and everywhere else is nothing compared to that I've watched I love history I've watched the Tudor series that was done in the early 2000s I went back so my boyfriend has just found out through his genealogy that he's a descendant of Sir Thomas Moore you guys don't know who he was he's kind of a big deal back in the court of Henry the 8th and Henry the 7th his father he wrote utopia and he was brutally executed for not taking for basically not agreeing to bow down to Anne Boiland as he was a staunch Catholic and so I had my boyfriend we sat down because he's not really into history but he thought it was kind of cool that he has these like famous people and his lineage and so I was like well let's watch the Tudor series I've watched it before because you know if HBO or Showtime are going to make a series about your family you come from a pretty fucked up family and those networks can make a whole series and so you know and I forgot every time I've watched that series there's so many people being I have a hard time I get so emotional brutally for stupid stuff and and yeah I'll give a little guys if you're on Gnostic TV for next week I'm just editing it up now I did a deep dive because we're studying on my series on Gnostic we're doing a lot of Appalachian stories and I did a deep dive into the truth you guys do you remember the Blair Witch project yeah so I was I was like wait a minute wait a minute you guys there has to be more to the story because we're told it's all fake we know it was actors we know that now spoiler alert it was not what happened it wasn't real footage found but I did a deep dive into where the Blair Witch project where that inspiration came from and it does come from an actual story that revolves around the witch trials and they had witch trials in the UK they had them here in America they had been saved but it was brutal it was brutal for people who just were a little bit weird I mean we probably were oh definitely I mean you know I know you could you can when you know your mind will put play tricks do so this is a knowing like the other things I've heard but I've always hated my head going under water and I can again pretty vivid memories of being dunked with them in the witch trials but that could be my imagination it's not the same level of knowing of the others so I like to laugh about yeah I know I cannot stand having anything too tight on my neck like a turtle or a choker necklace or even when I get my hair cut I'm constantly like pulling it really bothers me I start to have a panic attack and I was telling somebody was like I don't know why probably because you were hanged in past life like you probably had you probably experienced that and that's what that yeah and then my sister's made it worse because they'd always dunk me and hold me under the water so yeah my sister's bullied me a lot that would be a fun poll to take how much trauma do you have from a past life versus how much trauma do you have from your siblings exactly but no so there's all these things and I think it's really fascinating but for me this is why I love you know investigating the Gnostic traditions and things like this and I wouldn't say I agree with all of it you know there's still some real things like we're told energy can't be created or controlled I don't think that's true I just created or destroyed I don't think that's true personally can't prove it to any of you so it's not that I believe everything's safe but I love it you know certainly on the time to decide of things that you know we're all somehow living in these parallel universes and you can affect the past you know everyone says you can't change your past well actually there's not you can change your past you can look at the Mandela effect for that and also literally about almost being like I don't know the only way I can describe it is a wormhole or a channel you know to sort of going in suddenly you'll transport it back into a different time and then the other thing why I really make the most of what's going on now because when you look into these other things that's gone on in different areas of history I always say you know as a mother of a young man you know the absolute terror of sending your son off to fight in the trenches it would just be horrendous and he'd have definitely been sent off because he's exactly the right age my husband had a really funny experience when we did our first shamanic journey now Ben my husband knew nothing about shamanic journeys I just dragged him along to one but because he's not got any preconceived ideas he's just completely open either way and he had this incredible shamanic journey about being in the trenches in World War One and there's another whole story that revolves around Petworth House that I'll tell you about another time that involves me and my husband in a past life so yeah there's loads of things that happen and to me it just makes you be much more open minded but equally I think it helps you call out the bullshit more yeah absolutely well that's it too I mean then you know I think a lot of people who have had significant paranormal experiences are the people that subconsciously maybe not even consciously you realize that there's more to this world telling you and so that then I think puts up a barrier of defense again probably mostly subconscious when it comes to the greater issues at hand because it's not you already know you already know for sure the experience that life isn't what they say it is you know it's we in the South we make a market off of our ghost for example I'll pin this down in the description box as well I covered Oakland Cemetery here in Atlanta and Oakland Cemetery is a huge tourist spot it's beautiful they have festivals there they have farmers markets on Saturdays it's huge out of all the cemeteries in the world Oakland to me is the only one that is actually legitimately haunted and that is because Oakland Cemetery when it was created it was a social place people did go and picnic there and the cities revamped it and so a lot of you know you go there and you feel it and you feel you see that there's still activity happening there that's not in physical body and you just kind of know and with that being so it's not life is black and white it's all shades of gray and talking about changing the past and the future there with reincarnation there is a series of books written by Dr. Brian Weiss who his first the first book I read of him was Many Minds Many Masters and he I read it in my early 20s and he's brilliant he did not mean to be a reincarnation therapist like he learned him to help people quit smoking like he didn't realize the can of worms that he was opening up but I can't remember which book it is where he talks about this that when he continued to work with clients he started to realize the more you heal yourself in this life the more you deal with your crap in this life it then changes the trajectory for your next life so if you don't heal yourself there's one client in particular where she did refuse to heal herself in this life her next life was going to be ten times harder because the universe was trying to get her to heal some things but if she did heal herself in this life the next life she was walking into was going to be very peaceful and I'll leave it at that and it was very impactful like his point in having people look at the past and look at the future was to get them to recognize the work they needed to do in the here and now and that's why we're here we're here to correct our karma and to refine our soul and if we just ignore it it's not going to go away it's just going to come back again in the next life it's our choice that we're the drivers in this we make that decision and so for this woman to be able to see the choices in front of her motivated her to really get down and dirty in this life and heal herself in this life so that she could go into a more harmonized existence in the next life and so that was really impactful reading that and again I think Dr. Brian Weiss blesses heart as we say down here in the south he literally was like a scientist he was going to do something to help people quit smoking and boom for next thing he knows people are having like regressions done exactly it's so fascinating it really is it's really fascinating and I love and also just open your mind that no one has the one answer you know there is no one absolute truth because there's so many different layers and layers upon layers and it's like when you're teaching 14 year old biology it's very different to what you do in your PhD because you're just the level of learning and the message so sometimes you know you're told something to make some basics understandable that then you realize it's not really true as you go further up and I think that's for me the lesson of spirituality is you know sometimes a simplification can adjust the message a lot but there's a reason for why you go through these different stages of learning and spirituality guys in the day it's really just about your own spirit and your own essence and your own understanding of what's going on within the spirit, within the realm you can't see as far as your place in that because that is what my friend Cindy and I just did a video the other day about Moola Bandhan and Moola Dar and why exercise is important in spirituality and she said something so profound she was like you know you're already spirit that's what you are but right now you're in humanity and you got to drop into your humanity because we're talking about the lower chakras you have to drop into your humanity because you're already spirit you're already that you drop into your humanity now and so anyway well this was fun I want to do more of these I love talking about it it is really good fun because this is the audience we can actually talk it through and I can't wait to hear some of the stories that you've all got below and I just love I love this seeing behind the veil that animals have got it's absolutely amazing we've all had those experiences where your cat stands on end or your dog start barking at something you can't see and you know we're so limited in our perception of our smell of our sight of our hearing you know you've only got to be someone like me that's got very severe hearing loss at certain frequencies to understand well yeah even if I have a normal human hearing it's still completely different to what the other animals can hear in a long time absolutely with our dog our yoga shawl is haunted we have this ghost in our yoga shawl we think he's from the Civil War because it's right on top of an old battlefield and Ravi's fully aware that that ghost he's fully aware very responsive to that ghost so yeah absolutely well I'm going to ask the audience if you want to share any stories in the comment section I personally love these stories I love I could listen to ghost stories and paranormal experiences all day I think it's just fascinating if you feel comfortable sharing your stories in the comment section please do you never know who you're going to help or who's going to feel more confident in their own experiences hearing your experience and if you guys want us to do more of these let us know it's fun it's nice to do something fun and lighthearted I know some of the subject matters that messages come across a series but you know it just makes you realize that for me the biggest gift of getting older is just to release the pressure to know yeah so freeing sometimes not knowing is the best place to be because then there's many possibilities right when you know something there's no possibilities but when you don't know something oh there's many possibilities she's so beautiful she sees it don't tell anyone about the bunny you caught there they won't like you missy yeah but it's just oh she's so adorable but yeah it's great fun so let us know your stories below and then we can see how we get on calm yeah we can I'll tag some other of my recent pair guys I shared a time I experienced a skin walker in the Appalachians I'll share all that down below you guys and we can continue talking about this stuff and doing deep dives into these experiences if you want to just let us know and hopefully hopefully if you share your story or hearing one of our stories it's help people find peace with their own experiences you're not crazy I'll go I believe you I'm just telling you watching I believe you I believe you I believe you so alright you guys will also have all of Catherine's information down in the description box below make sure you are subscribed to Catherine because we do do these bi-weekly and again check your subscriptions too because we talked about this a couple weeks ago sometimes unsubscribes people from channels so just double check that as well you guys and yeah we'll talk to you soon bye everybody bye


So Alex it was a tough test today coming back from behind against Colchester, how did you find out there? Yeah obviously we've conceded a goal that's avoidable and we've just like playing around that the back took a little bit of a risk it hasn't paid off and then I think we just after that the heads didn't drop, we've got the ball in the cookie earlier, you played off him and yeah that's where our goals came from as well. And it was your first goal here at the University of Bradford stadium, how did you feel after scoring? Yeah I was over the moon here to obviously score in front of that many fans, first home game at the first goal and sort of my first goal, yeah it was a great feeling and won that in church. And that you've got two goals now for you this season, how important is it for the team, for you guys in the field to keep contributing and not just relying on to score all the goals? Yeah I think obviously it's getting the balance of where the goals are coming from, obviously cookies are striking as the goals will come, it's the best in the league but my game is to get goals from midfield as well so if I'm doing that as well cookies getting goals, Tyler, just Clark as well, just goals coming from everywhere as long as we're winning games it doesn't really matter. And then looking ahead to Tuesday, is it case of the same again going into the game? Yeah it'll be a tough test there, Stockport with great side and they've got a good fan base as well, it'll be a tough game but to get off the mark we've got to go there with no fear and bring our rear game and hopefully bring back the points as well.