everybody and welcome back to esoteric Atlanta. Of course my name is Bryce and we are going to be returning back to the Emerald Tablets today. We are on the Emerald Tablet 11 the key to above and below and I believe we only have about 15 tablets so we are getting towards the end of this subject matter. Of course I have thoroughly enjoyed the Emerald Tablets. They I you know as most of you guys know I read this for you guys for the first time here on on this show and so I'm kind of learning this with you guys and as many of you do know I'm a huge student of the law one and a lot of what the Emerald Tablets have said make perfect sense to me and are definitely mirrored in the teachings of the law one of course thought has done an amazing job of writing about the macro and the micro and of course everything always really whittles down to the micro to our own work to our own understanding as I've said so many times before nobody nobody can ascend for you you have to do that yourself and that is definitely what thought has been teaching here in these Emerald Tablets and so before we get into this reading I just want to ask you guys that are watching that have been falling along since the very beginning what your favorite lesson has been in this in this study of the Emerald Tablets let me know down in the comment section below of course I always drop my Emerald Tablet readings a couple of hours early I usually drop my I usually drop my morning videos at 10 o'clock Eastern Time but I always drop these videos around 8 o'clock in the morning Eastern Time on Mondays because as most of you know on Mondays at 10 a.m. Eastern Time I go on with Shanti and Mornay over on Aquarius Rising Africa where we read through this again and we have a live discussion about the material it's one of my favorite things to do because obviously more heads multiple heads are better than one and so many different people are able to give you ethically you the group you you watching me a different perspective on same material and that's always really important to be able to see these different perspectives on the same material to enhance and deepen our own understanding of the complexity of truth and so if you are watching this 8 o'clock in the morning and you want to join us for the live show at 10 a.m. over on Aquarius Rising Africa I will place a link to their channel down in the description box below I would love for you guys to join in live because you will be able to interact in the comments section again that is 10 a.m. Eastern Time so if you're looking at your iPhone that's New York City time Eastern Time I believe that's like 6 o'clock in the evening or maybe a little bit earlier in South Africa I'm not 100% sure but please just check your world clocks on your phones to figure out what time that is for you if this is also your first time joining us I'm really happy that you're here I will put down in the description box below all of our past readings and past deep dives into the emerald tablets and Atlantis and Thoth and all that stuff so that after you're done listening to this reading you can go and listen to past readings to hear the different tablets I as always I suggest that you get your own copy of the emerald tablets I am using Dorielle's translation and the reason why I picked Dorielle's translation well first of all it came recommended to me by my friend Cindy here in Atlanta who's on the channel from time to time and it also seems to be the most commonly used translation and commentary by a lot of scholars so in order to kind of keep with the keep with the with the with the normality of going through the emerald tablets I decided to stick with Dorielle's translation with that being said though there are a lot of commentaries and translations out there and for your own personal library if you're someone like me I would I would suggest getting multiple translations I just feel like you know again the more perspectives the better we just can't we still have time to go through everybody's translations on a show so that's why I picked Dorielle but please don't sense through yourself from other people's works as well because other people's works are just as important as well as your own perspective now if money is tight for you you can't find free PDFs of the emerald tablets online you might not be able to get the commentaries for free but you can get the just the basic tablets totally free online okay so there's PDFs you can just Google just put in your Google bar emerald tablet 11 the key to above and below and you should get a PDF popping up that you can just read straight from the computer printed off totally for free and I you know your own opinion over the material is what's the most important anyway so so yeah I absolutely 100% recommend everybody having it in all things having their own resources and own access to information I as I say all the time please do your own research please come up with your own conclusions I'm just here to discuss things with you I'm not here to tell you what to think or what to believe alright so so absolutely get your own your own resources alright let's get started with the emerald tablet 11 the key to above and below so we're gonna start we're gonna read through what Fox says and we're gonna go back and look at Doriel's commentary and translation Harky and Listy O children of chem to the words that I give that shall bring you to light you know oh men that I knew your fathers I your fathers in a long time ago death list have I been through all the ages live among me since your knowledge began leading upwards the light of the great soul ever have I striven drawing out from the darkness of night and so this first verse is kind of reflecting back to the very first verse of the very first tablet and I'll just go ahead and read that for you guys just to remind you guys what the very first verse says he says I thought so again this is the first verse from emerald tablet one the history of thought the Atlantean I thought the Atlantean master of mysteries keeper of records mighty king magician living from generation to generation being about to pass into the halls of a mentee set down for the guidance for those who are to come after these records of the mighty wisdom of Atlantis and so he's telling you that that that's very much mirroring the first verse of this tablet 11 so again when he says those are who are to come after he's talking about us in 2023 and so let's reread that verse again where he says Harkian listen oh children of chem and so chem what is chem we learned in the beginning if you're new we learned in the beginning that chem the land of chem is Egypt so chem is where we get the word chemistry today and so this is referring to the land of chem land of Egypt the land of alchemical alchemy the magic of being human so really this I'm not we're not talking about some sorcery where you're literally turning led to gold all of this is a micro look in the inner workings of man you are the alchemy you are the per the alchemist you are the person that can transmute your own energy from led to gold all right figuratively speaking right you are the person that has to do that you are the person that has to free your own self from your own bondage the bondage of thoughts the bondage that keeps you stuck in a rut right this is very much things that we are in in this generation we're very familiar with how our thoughts affect us right so when he says in the first tablet that he's writing this for us the people to come after he's absolutely talking about us right now in 2023 he's not talking about our ancestors in the 1800s or 70s hundreds he's talking about us because we already have this baseline understanding that that we are we are the alchemist we are responsible for our own happiness we are responsible for fixing ourselves for ascending ourselves nobody's gonna come do it for you no one can do it for you no one can do it for you because nobody else can be within your own body within your own mind and within your own consciousness only you are in that that consciousness so therefore you have to be the one to do it yourself right people can come in and be your teacher I teach I'm a teacher I can give you the information I can give you show you the tools but I can't do it for you right you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink and so he's saying like these you are the children of camp we are all descendants of Egypt all of us and so if you are you are new to this you might think that's strange for me as a very white person to say that I am in a descendant of Egypt but this also goes back to the theory of Atlantis and so in order to really appreciate what he's saying here you have to get rid of all the bullshit you are taught in school basically you have to unlearn your own history Egypt land of chem this was the descendants the ones left after the fall of Atlantis everybody on this earth right now is a descendant of the people that were left after the fall of Atlantis all of our races so white people black people Asian people Latin people all of our races come from Atlantis because the Atlanteans knew that the color of somebody's skin had nothing to do with where they were from geographically on the planet okay so this theory states that I am not white because my ancestors were from northern Europe if you are black and watching this this theory states that you are not black because your ancestors are from Africa your race comes from the genetic dominance of your cosmology your galactic inheritance alright and that is what makes earth so powerful as I spoke about with Eric and Angie and I've spoken about multiple times this channel but we talked about this yesterday on our video that the 10 missing tribes of Israel are not literal tribes it's your 10 strands of DNA that are dormant we have 12 strands of DNA hello that's the 12 tribes of Israel y'all the two DNA strands that are active are there and active but you have 10 that are dormant now science modern-day science will call that junk DNA it's not junk God don't make junk so all of us collectively on this planet all of us who are descendants of Egypt aka the land of Kim aka Atlantis are all carrying genetic a genetic hodgepodge of all these galactic beings that is why the people the the humanoids the earthlings us earthlings are literally the most powerful in the galaxy we just don't know we're the most powerful because we possess everything that they all possess separately we possess in the whole and so like someone like me who's white you could say that I my genetic dominance is like Lyran or Palladian or octurion where somebody who was from Africa might also have Lyran Palladian and octurion in them but more dominantly has Sirius right the galaxy of Sirius they're more dominant in that and so the people of Atlantis knew this they very much knew this and so there was no such things like racism because they knew that you're whatever you appeared to be genetically was where you were dominant doesn't mean that I don't have Sirius DNA in me as well it just means is not as as active or as dominant as other DNA strands and so all these different galactic places of galactic heritage have different strengths right let's look at it like let's take eye color for example so I have blue eyes if you are watching right now and you have brown eyes here's something that's interesting because I have blue eyes I can see better and snow now I don't live in a place where it snows but I technically can see better in the snow than someone who has dark eyes right so if you have a group of people the people who are blue-eyed are not going to be as susceptible to snow blindness as people with brown eyes and sometimes it's just as simple as that if you work together but the person with the brown eye dominance will have other abilities and talents that I won't have this is just a minor minor example like a very minor example when we look at the greater examples we're looking at more of a galactic or a more of a mystical heritage right so so that's just a basic example so the Atlanteans knew this and they knew how to work together and if you go back to the beginning of the Emerald Tablets he talks about how all these different tribes meaning these different galactics did separate themselves for a while so that the people that carry that heritage could really work on it together so that when they came together as the big group the big whole they would have they would be a very strong force of a planet right everybody knew what they could do they could work together they could really be strong together as a team it's like it's like in a sporting event right people if you're you know if you're I'm not really big into sports but let's say you're a soccer player if you're the person who's the goalie you're gonna train differently than somebody who's like running up and down the field kicking the ball there's gonna be different trainings involved yeah but they're both part of the same team and so that's kind of what they did with Atlantis and then when Atlantis fell it all got screwed up and we forgot this heritage and we forgot that we that we are really brothers and sisters of this planet and how special and powerful each of us are and so the bad guys the negative forces came in and got to kind of mess with their minds and caused a vision among us who are different versus unity and so he's saying that you reading your ear so that's what he's saying you watching right now or reading right now you are the person who is supposed to re-remember to re-remember wake up to the truth of who you are you are a child of Egypt and if you go back and look at Egyptian hyla-gryphics you see people of all races in the hyla-gryphics it's not just black people it's people with red hair it's people with blonde hair all within these hyla-gryphics because they were all Egyptian you've been on this channel long enough you know I always say where are the blue people there were blue people in the hyla-gryphics and my friend Angie found some blue people I will put that video down in the description box below as well but he's saying that it's like it's like a calling together of all the people around the planet to say wake up come on you guys are all you're all descendants of Atlantis you're all descendants therefore of Egypt and again Atlantis was the whole globe there wasn't just one area of the globe that it was Atlantis it was the whole globe and then after Atlantis fell the remaining people got left in Egypt which is debatable whether that is actually in Africa there's a lot of evidence to prove the real age Egypt was here in the United States that's a that's a topic for a different day but you are all you are that is your inheritance every single person on this planet whether you're white black Asian blue whatever you're all your inheritance is Egypt because you are Egyptian all right so and he's saying I knew your father so I knew he's that that can be taken in in two ways right so he goes here you enlistee oh children of chem to the words that I give that shall bring you to light you know oh men that I knew your fathers I your fathers a long time ago so this can be taken in two ways he's been around he's saying you are a descendant of again reiterating this point that you are a descendant of Egypt yes you if you are a white person watching us you are a descendant of Egypt as well we all are Egypt is the motherland for all of us okay but this can also be taken as he's watched you reincarnate over and over and over again to the many lives that you have lived up into this point in this chain of reawakening to what was lost in your memory in that flood so let's read that first first again list here he enlistee oh children of chem to the words that I give that shall bring you to light no ye oh men that I knew your fathers I your fathers in a long time ago deathless have I been through all the ages living among ye since your knowledge began leading you upwards the light of the great soul have I ever striven drawing ye out from the darkness of night no ye oh people amongst to my walk that I thought have all have all of the knowledge and all of the wisdom known to man since the ancient days keeper have I been of the secrets of the great race holder of the key that leads into light bring her up have I been to ye oh my children even from the darkness of the ancient of days listing now to the words of my wisdom listing now to the message I bring here ye now the words I give thee and ye shall be risen from the darkness to light and I want to remind you guys if you've been here since the beginning you might remember this but if you are new in the first and second tablets he speaks about the fall of Atlantis and he himself with a couple other people were spared the memory loss that everybody else that survived the fall of Atlantis had right so he talks about that in the beginning that they were hidden away when the flooding happened and when they came out the people that were left that were not killed were barbaric they were like go go went back to cave mandates because they had forgotten everything and that fell swoop of that flood all right so he's saying like I've been trying to wake you up for all these years to remind you that you are this powerful powerful being and I just feel like I need to say this in case there's somebody new watching here we've talked about this before thought himself has said in these tablets that he is not a god he doesn't want to be praised as a god he doesn't want to be treated as a god he is just a teacher so if there's anybody watching right now that's thinking all of this is satanic because somebody said thought was a god that's not what thought said about himself all right and so if you're believing hearsay I don't know what to tell you right a lot of religions love love to use hearsay as fact and propaganda which propaganda ain't nothing but faggots okay so I would again highly suggest instead of taking what somebody told you as truth do the research yourself if somebody is telling you thought is demonic ask them to show you the proof where is the proof ask them to show you in the emerald tablets where it says he's demonic all right we need we gotta stop we gotta stop this whole you know propaganda hearsay bullshit that humans tend to love we need to have hardcore facts before we start to make judgments okay because you're missing out when you make those hardcore judgments without research researching for yourself you're closing your mind and when you close your mind you stop growing and if you stop evolving and growing you die right it's it's there's a this is dead end okay so all right let's keep going far in the past when I came to be I found the in the caves of rocks you just said that that the after atlandes fell all the people who were left ran and hid and started acting very barbaric again because they forgotten everything that they had learned over the course of history in atlantis lifted I'd be by my power and wisdom until thou best shine as men among men I found thee without any knowing only little were ye raised beyond beast we were like cavemen again and I ever the spark of my consciousness until at last he flamed as men and again as he's saying this guys he's not saying that he just blew like magic fairy dust into your psyche and you all the sudden woke up no if you go back and read all the other tablets what he did was he taught you he over and over and over again it's like when you have your kid at home and you're going through the flash cards over and over and over again so that they can do well on their test it's basically kind of like how I see thought over and over and over again teaching you so that you you figured it out you had that prativa moment that flash of illumination prativa is a sanskrit word that means flash of illumination you had that wake up like oh okay so when he says that he's not saying that he like Bippity Boppity boo boom you you remember no he worked with you as a teacher so that you would be flamed as men you would have that power within yourself so do not twist his words there for all these fun fundamentalists who are watching this right now don't twist his words go back and read the other tablets so you know what he's saying here what he's actually saying here now shall I speak to the knowledge ancient beyond the thought of thy race know ye that we of the great race had and have knowledge that is more than man's wisdom we gained from the star born races your star born races wisdom and knowledge far beyond man down to us has descended master of wisdom right so he's still saying that those of us who still remember there's even more knowledge that we are working towards which that's what the Cassiopeans say to knowledge is infinite knowledge never ends you've never done learning if you ever think you're done learning then you're done living you're that's certain death right knowledge protects knowledge is power and knowledge is infinite all right as far beyond us I am from thee list ye now while I give ye wisdom use it and free thy thou shalt be key word there use it and free thou shalt be so he's going to tell us his wisdom but in him telling us doesn't mean anything unless we actually apply it and integrate it into our own view know ye that in the pyramid I built are the keys that shall show ye the way into life I draw ye along from the great image I build to the apex of the pyramid built as a gateway draw ye another opposite in the same angle and direction dig ye and find that which I have hidden there shall ye find the underground entrance the secrets hidden before ye were men I was listening to I think it was Graham Hancock like an old like from the 90s an old interview with Graham Hancock who of course a lot of mainstream scientists have basically like Poo Poo as a conspiracy theorist but even I think I think he's gotten gained a lot of popularity now because more people know that we've been lied to so much that people are more willing to listen to people like Graham Hancock and Graham Hancock can back his research he can absolutely back his research a lot of Egyptologists now cannot back their research they it's just speculation and in this conversation he spoke about the pyramids and how nobody takes Egyptologists seriously like even in the 90s people would roll their eyes whenever an Egyptologist would come to speak because they're kind of a joke like everything they tell you is a lie you know it's kind of like one of my professors in college used to say that uh you know uh you know a used car used car salesmen are not good actors like people say oh used car salesmen salesmen are just actors they're not good actors they're not good actors because you know they're lying and that's the same with Egyptologists like you you know they're lying it's it's like a little kid you know like when your child does something bad and tries to make up a story as to why they didn't do the bad thing it's you know they're lying and so same with mainstream media right you go and watch Fox or CNN and everybody nowadays knows that it's a joke because they're you know they're lying and so Graham Hancock was saying that like people aren't stupid the pyramids were not burial chambers people aren't stupid they know there's something else about these pyramids that were very very magical the law one gets into the building of the pyramids and i just want to say to people watching right now too who again might be fundamentalist um darkness cannot create anything let me say that again darkness cannot cannot create anything darkness cannot create anything that's science look at the practice of photosynthesis pulling in of the light into the plants so the plants can create light is the only thing that can create so if you're somebody who's on this vigilante terror violent phase where you just want to destroy like your blood thirsty to destroy anything that you believe has been used by the darkness if you do that if you go on that blood thirsty vigilante witch hunt there's going to be nothing left because the the light created everything and the darkness can only mimic try to mimic the light or steal from the light and invert it so even pyramids even people who believe pyramids are bad honey you're just falling for some Nazi propaganda god created the pyramids if you think that lucifer can create that darkness can create then you are giving way too much credit to the bad guys and that's scary that you're giving the bad guys that much credit and makes me wonder who who your real god actually is if you're giving the bad guys that much credit lucifer can't create anything that's why in satanism and luciferianism they rely on the the worship of Yahweh Yahweh is Molok that's in the missing books of the bible so Yahweh is not the creator god Yahweh is another name from Molok so back in the day there were priests of Yahweh so these were the priests that would run the sacrifices and the rituals to Molok Molok requires burnt virginal offerings this is in the bible burnt virginal offerings a virgin as a child burning is burning so Molok would require basically child sacrifices why because lucifer can't create anything and so these satanic luciferian rituals involve the taking of innocent life because they want to give that purity of life back to the darkness to lucifer because lucifer can't create it for himself so the darkness whatever you want to call that darkness lucifer satan darkness whatever it can't create it can't create itself and so it has to steal and take from that which is pure and good same thing with the pyramids the pyramids were created for good for good okay if they've been used for bad it's not the fault of the pyramids that they were used for bad literally everything in our world has been stolen and used for bad and i don't know about you guys but um my god the god that i worship is a god of healing and mercy and grace lucifer however the god of darkness is the god of witch hunts and violence and his blood thirsty the god that i believe in would never want anything destroyed instead we heal it same with ourselves it's that again that alchemist energy cannot be created or destroyed it can only be transmuted and changed you can't destroy it anyway you might think you're destroying it in your self-righteous narcissistic vigilante blood thirsty witch hunts but you're not destroying it because you're not god you're not the creator energy can only be transmuted so if you're somebody that thinks that we need to be going on vigilante witch hunts you're on the wrong fucking channel and i hear that the church of satan is looking for new members so you might want to check them out because that's actually very satanic okay so again the pyramids were not created for evil we need to return them back to their original templates the way god intended them to do tell ye i now the mysteries of cycles that move in movements that are strange to the finite for infinite they are beyond the knowledge of man no ye that there are nine of the cycles i nine above and 14 below moving in harmony to the place of joining that shall exist in the future of time no ye that the lords of cycles are units of consciousness sent from the others to unify this with the all who are the lords of cycles the chakras we go through this in the tablets the prior tablets the seven lords are the seven chakras that flow through all of us that have information for us places to dig within ourselves to create wisdom all right highest are they of the consciousness of all the cycles working in harmony with the law no ye that in time all will be perfected having none above and none below but all one in the perfected infany a harmony of all and the oneness of all deep beneath the earth's surface in the halls of a mentee sit the seven the lords of the cycles i and another the lord from below yet know that yet be that in infinity there is neither above nor below right because without death there is no life so once you get into that that area of evolution where you're out of this look some samskark cycle of reincarnation and birth and rebirth you go into a different consciousness altogether where there's nothing of existence because nothing is of of more of more mortality it's all just immortality and so because there's immortality there is no time there is no death in life and when he talks here again i want to bring up the seven lords of cycles in the halls of a mentee deep meet the earth's surface well again as i said earlier thought has this great way of doing the macro and the micro the macro is the mirror of the micro and so the seven lords of cycles what is your earth's surface your earth's surface is your body that's your nature the body and the earth both are property they're both nature they're both they're both forms of shakti shakti is the expression the natural expression of the soul so the body the soul will then shot will shakti will create the body for the experience so anything in nature be that your body be it the planet be it the trees is an expression is a is a temporary expression of the more the immortal soul so again when he's talking about going meet the earth's surface the halls of a mentee could very well be a place on the earth but more importantly it's going within you so he's talking about going within himself seeing his chakra system asking his chakra system what there is to teach him the three lower chakras going into the hell the pit of the body to go through those really dark shadow sides of ourselves to heal those shadow sides what you resist will always persist so if you struggle with anger if you struggle with jealousy if you struggle with betrayal unless you actually pull that up and look at it and sit in it and be there and work through it it's always going to be there it's going to get heavier and heavier and heavier if you resist working on that side of yourself that's not so pretty it's just going to persist and get heavier and so pulling that up and working on it and figuring out why you have these sensations of thoughts and healing that thought is what then turns that light to gold it's what ascends you vibrationally up the chakra system up sheshumna into the ethereal all right so again macro micro let me start that first over again deep in the earth's surface in the halls of the mentesit the seven lords the lords of the cycles i and another the lord from below yet now the yet no v that in infinity there is neither above nor below so once you are out of your body aka your body dies you don't have the constraints of a of any type of of of property of of any nature right it's it's it's no more because the body the nature is mortal where the soul is immortal yet no v that infinity there is neither above nor below but ever there is an ever shall be openness of all when all is complete oft have i journeyed to the halls of the mentes oft have i stood there before the lords of all oft at at the fount of their wisdom have drunk in and filled both my body and soul with their light so he's done his own work many times he sat with himself he sat with his own shit he's looked at himself he's tried to figure out where his own bondage is in his thought many times he's gone in there and explored which it does take many listen listen linda listen if you're still alive which if you're watching this you're still alive you still got work to do the work the shadow work never stops if somebody tells you they've done their shadow work and they're done they're lying and they don't know what they're talking about as long as you are in a human body you are bound by that human body as long as you are in a human body you are bound by the nervous system of that body as long as you are in a human body you are bound by the laws of karma reaction action and reaction right friction opposing forces main opposing force again is that you are in a mortal body with an immortal soul that's a huge opposing force one And part of you is going to die. The other part of you is going to live forever. That's going to cause some friction with those opposing forces. So if you are still alive, you still have work to do. I've been working on myself for 17 years. I'm not near done. I won't be done until I'm done, until I'm on my deathbed, okay?  It's not true. It's not true. We're all here to human. They say on this channel all the time, let's turn the noun human into a verb. If we take the noun human and turn it into a verb, in my opinion, it starts to make more sense. You came here to human. Just like a runner goes to a road race to run, you came here to human. You came to this earth to human. You're not going to show up at that road race unless you're planning on running that road race. You're not going to show up on planet earth unless you're planning on humane.  He says it here, off at the front of their wisdom have drunken and filled both my body and soul with their light. When you work on the limitations of the body, the friction of the body, the friction, the nervous system is providing you, you are then refining the soul. Things that you struggle with emotionally in this life are things that you agree to in your soul contract. Your soul contract is not about some whimsical role you're supposed to play for the greater good of humanity. We got to get out of our, because the ego is the false sense of self anyway. That's narcissism. That's the false sense of self. Look how great I am. Look how much better I am than no honey. Listen Linda, no. Listen, death be not proud. That's one of my favorite poems by John Dunn, a very old poem, death be not proud, though some have called thee, thou art not so. Why? Because kings and paupers, as it says in that poem, kings and paupers are both slaves to death.  It doesn't matter. Yes. We all have certain jobs we're going to do in this world, but that is nothing compared to the work we do on ourselves. Your main points of your soul contract, are you refining your soul through going within yourself and working on yourself? Working on that jealousy, let's say in this life, like, okay, I'll use myself for an example. I've done this before. I struggle. You've been on this channel for a while. You know, I struggle with anxiety. Major anxiety. I have major anxiety disorders. I've been diagnosed with CPTSD, which is complex post-traumatic stress disorder. Yes, I could sit here and say I'm a victim because I have been abused. I've been through incredible abuse, I had a very abuse of childhood. So I now have CPTSD because of that. However, I could be the victim of that, and I could sit here and pout and say it's not fair. It's not fair that I have all this trauma, or I can sit here and say, oh, okay, yeah, I wasn't right what they did to me. It wasn't right what my school did to me. It wasn't right what my school did to other people. And I can see the karma of that because now the school I went to is facing a lot of lawsuits. And some of the teachers I had are now in federal prison because there was karma. There wasn't action and a reaction taken. But for me, I can't be the victim of that because I need to take that CPTSD, that anxiety, and now I need to work through it because that's going to help me refine my soul. That's not giving the abusers, that's not letting them off the hook, but it's me taking my power back by saying, okay, my soul asked to work through anxiety in a human body so that I could refine something about myself. And so that's what I'm going to do.  This shitty anxiety, I'm going to work through it.  It's like resistant training, yeah? You know, it's like when you go, remember, I'm assuming spin classes are still big. I did spinning for a while right out of high school when I was going into college, and I was still doing a lot of running. I did a lot of spin classes. And I remember taking these spin classes and you would have to stop the resistance on the bike, right, to make it harder. And you could lower it and up it, lower it and up it, depending on what kind of resistance you need. Same thing with our emotional life. That resistance so that ugliness, the anxiety, the jealousy, the betrayal trauma, the fear of the future, the scarce mentality, all of that is resistance for you to have something to work with. If you didn't have resistance, you would have nothing to work with, nothing to actually strike the match, right? The friction that is needed, the heat that is needed. I've used this example before. I'll use it again. It's like a match. When you look at one singular match, it has everything on that match to create a fire. But that fire cannot be created unless that match is struck up against the match book. That striking of the match on the match book creates friction. And that friction, I bet you anything, that match is not comfortable when it's being rubbed up against that match book. But that friction is what allows that match to give light, to have light, to take everything within that match and use it to create that light. But that, again, that light cannot be created unless that friction is there. So everything you've been through in this life, I'm not saying it was right. I'm not saying your abuser should get off the hook. They shouldn't. And their karma will come. But your karma, your action and reaction, remember, there's no such thing as good or bad karma. That's something that Westerners get real long. Karma is just karma. It's just everything has an, it's the law. Like right, like every action has an equal and opposite reaction. That's karma. That's karma. It's just cause and effect. And karma itself is neither good nor bad. It's your perception. It's your attachment. Your nervous system attachment to the cause and effect that in your mind creates it as good or bad. So therefore, if your mind is creating it as such, you then have the power to transmute that and use it as your resistance. Okay?  And the abuser is gonna have to face their own justice. However, you have the power. You can either be a victim and sulk and let that lead, that heaviness get heavier and heavier and heavier and persist, persist, persist because you've resisted or you could take your power back and you can complete your sole contract. By saying, ah, okay, that really sucked what happened to me and now I have all this anxiety because of it and I'm probably gonna struggle with this anxiety for the good part of my life. But I can still, because of this, I have this way of like creating that light, striking that match, I can take this anxiety and I can actually use it as resistance and use it as something to work with. I can take this and work with it because without it, I wouldn't have that friction. Without it, I wouldn't have that match book to strike my match. So I can see this as an opportunity to refine myself, to refine my soul. You know, there's that great saying that hurt people hurt other people. That's totally true.  But I just shared this on Instagram the other day. Somebody posted, hurt people hurt people, but healed people, heal people. It's your choice, the choice is yours. No one gets out of this world alive. Every single person has their own crosses to bear.  We're gonna go through some dark nights of the soul. It's what we do with it that matters. That's your soul contract. Not being the queen of this or the ruler of that or not this or that or being in the history books.  That's just the experience. That's just the ride. Who cares? Your soul contract is you being the alchemist. You taking this lead and learning how to transmit it to gold within yourself. All right, let's get back to the reading. I'm gonna read that verse again. Deep neath earth's surface in the halls of a mente sit the seven lords, the lords of the cycles, I and other, the Lord from below. No, yet know thee that in infamy there is neither above nor below. Yet ever there is and ever shall be oneness of all when all is complete. Oft have I journey to the halls of a mentee. Oft have I stood before the lords of the all. Oft at the fount of their wisdom have drunken and filled both my body and soul with their light. Spake thee to me and hold me of cycles and the law that gives them the means to exist. I spake to me the lords of the nine saying, O thought, great are ye among earth's children. But mysteries exist of which ye know not. Ye know that you come from the space time below this and know ye shall travel to the space time beyond. But little ye know of the mysteries within them. Little ye know of the wisdom beyond. Know ye that ye as a whole of this consciousness are only a cell and the process of growth, growth, evolution, you don't evolve, you die. The consciousness below thee is ever expanding in different ways from those known to thee. I, it though in space time below thee is ever growing in ways that are different from those that were part of the ways of thine own. For know that it is grown as a result of thy growth. For know that it is grown as a result of thy growth. But not in the same way that thou dist grow. The growth that thou had have in the present have brought into being a cause and effect, karma. Right, and when he's saying that you're not aware of some of the growth, that's totally true. A lot of the lessons we're learning, we're not even totally aware we're learning them. My teacher in India says that you practice yoga every seven lifetimes. That says to me that the one lifetime you are so devoted to your practice of self understanding and self awareness, not yoga practice, it takes seven lifetimes after that for all those lessons to fully integrate into your consciousness. Right, and so he's saying the growth is not, you're not aware of everything you're doing. So every time for those of you who are doing your shadow work and you feel like you're not getting anywhere, you're just not aware of the subtle changes that are happening within you over time and the way that it changes your DNA, the way that it changes your perspective on everything, the way that it changed the vibratory results of even your own family. These are so subtle, but you're not aware of them half the time, right? And your growth in this world, in this life is what's spawned by cause and effect, which is karma, what we were just talking about. No consciousness follows the path of those before it, else all would be repetition in vain, right? So we have to grow, we can't just stand still because it would be in repetition, we have to move forward. Earth's consciousness and the cycle, it exists and follows its own path to the ultimate goal. Each plays its part in the plan of the cosmos, each plays its part in the ultimate end. The farther the cycle, the greater its knowledge, the ability to blend the law of the whole. So collectively we're all a part of this, this definitely mirrors the law of one, the earth itself is its own consciousness and us being earthlings are part of that consciousness of mother earth. No ye that year in the cycle below us are working the minored parts of the law. While we have the cycle that extends to infinity, take the striving and build greater law. So yeah, that again is the law of one, there's different densities, we're in third density, next step is fourth density, next step is fifth density, every density you rise up, your consciousness is gonna understand even more, a deeper capacity, third density is not the density of knowing, it's not the density of knowing. So if somebody is acting like a know-it-all and third density, ooh, they are dead wrong because third density is not the density of knowing, it's the density of making choices. Each has its own part to play in the cycles, each has his work to complete in his way. Let me read that again. Each has his work to complete in his way, that calls and effect, that friction, that karma. The cycle below thee is yet not known below thee but only formed for a need that exists. For no ye that the fountain of wisdom sends forth the cycles is internally seeking new powers to gain. You know that knowledge is gained only by practice and wisdom comes forth only from knowledge and thus are the cycles created by law, means are they for gaining of knowledge, for the plane of law that is the source of all. The cycle below is not truly below but only different in space and time. The consciousness there is working and testing lesser things than those ye are. And no, just as ye are working on greater, as above ye are those are also working as ye are not yet other laws. The difference that exists between the cycles is only the ability to work with the law. Different densities, different awarenesses of consciousness, again as they were just saying as we've said in that whole thing, knowledge is infinite, there's no into learning. So don't even freak out about trying to learn everything in this life, again, you're not even in the density of knowing. So that's a fool's errand, right? This is the density of making choices. Going back to what are these choices? Well, law of one says service to others, service to self, how do you service others you heal yourself and then you share those teachings with other people to help them heal themselves, right?  Or you can take everything you've experienced in this timeline, everything you've experienced in your own personal life and use it to better yourself, to make yourself a better human being, to work on your own reactions, to work on your own perception of life.  You can do that, but if you do that, you're going negative, that's selfish. Or you can sit here and say, you know what? I picked a really interesting time to come to earth and I know that every soul on planet earth right now is a high priority soul because new souls couldn't handle this, we know that. So every human here is here on purpose, we're here to human. And so I can take this opportunity of living on earth at this very interesting time where there's so many triggers and there's so many crazy things going on. I can use this as the resistance that I need to grow as a person, to become more compassionate, to become more empathetic. It's like what Mr. Fox says, when the bad guys, the controllers, the brothers of darkness get crazier and do crazier things instead of pouting and crying about it, we can say, okay, well, I'm gonna counter that with being kinder, with being kinder to my neighbors, with making sure my family and friends are okay. You know, I know like we talked about that with Shanti in Mornay in South Africa, they're having load shedding and it's very cold right now in South Africa. And so they're shutting their power off for like eight hours a day in the cold.  It's absolutely fucked up and people should petition that, but in the meantime, while you're petitioning that, while you're protesting and rebelling against that, you can also take that opportunity to become an even better human by going to your neighbor's house. Are they okay? Do they have enough blankets? Do they have enough food? Do you, if you have an elderly neighbor that doesn't know how to start a fire, can you go in there and start that fire for her or him? Do you see what I'm saying? The choice is yours. There's so much within our world that we can't control. Me as a singular person, I cannot control what goes on in the greater whole. All I can control is me. I can control how I react to that and by controlling how I react to bad things happening in the world means that I'm not gonna react in vigilante violence but I'm gonna react by law and order. I'm gonna protest, I'm gonna do everything I can to resist the evil in the world but in the meantime, I'm gonna use that uncomfortableness to also make myself a better human being. It's your choice. That's third density. You get to choose and your choices, there's gonna be a karmic effect on those choices because once we get to fourth density, we split. Third density is the last stop in polarity. Third density is the last stop where there's a good and a bad on the same planet. So once fourth density comes, it splits. It goes fourth density negative or fourth density positive.  These people expect Trump to come in and save them. Trump has his own family to save. You're not his responsibility.  You need to say, is Trump is saving himself right now? Honey, listen, he's got enough on his plate. He can't worry about you. He's gotta take care of himself and his own family, his own children, his own grandchildren. Your responsibility is to take care of your family, yourself, your children, your grandchildren. And if you're sitting at home having a pity party because somebody didn't sacrifice or martyr themselves for you, and that's the choices that you're going with to be in that energy field, you're going fourth density negative. The choice is yours. Or you can take this opportunity to refine yourself, to be the hero that you're waiting for. All right, let's get back to it. So let me, let's see. Let's start this again. We who have been in cycles beyond the are those who first came forth from the source and have in the passage through time and space, being the ability to use the law of the greater that are far beyond the conceptions of man. Nothing there is that is really below the but only a different operation of law. Look the above and look the below, the same shall ye find for all is but part of the oneness that is the source of law. The consciousness below the is part of thine own as we are a part of thine. Ye as a child have not the knowledge that came to ye when ye became a man. Compare ye the cycles to man in his journey from birth and to death and see in the cycles below thee the child with the knowledge he has and see yourself as a child grown older, advancing in knowledge as time passes on. See ye we also the child grown to manhood with the knowledge and wisdom that comes from the use. So also of thought are the cycles of consciousness, children in different stages of growth, yet all from the source the wisdom that all the wisdom returns again the law of one. So second density is animal life. Third density is human life. Just because second density is not in the density of third density does not mean that second density is less important. To eat animals is a fourth density negative choice. To make a second density animal suffer for your own nourishment is a negative choice you're making, right? Because it's suffering, this is putting suffering on another living being and they're not any less valuable than you are. Is your second grader any less valuable than your fourth grader? Of course not, they're just in second grade in your fourth graders of fourth grade. They're equally valuable. So see those animals as equally valuable to you just because they're second density need nothing. Again, is your second grader less important than your fourth grader? All right, cease the heat from speaking and sat in silence that comes to the Lord's. Then again, he spake unto me saying, Othoth long we have sat in the mentee guarding the flame of life in the halls. The flame of life is your soul. Yet no, we are still part of our cycles with our vision reaching into them and beyond. I know that of all, nothing else matters except the growth we can gain with our soul. Boom, I know that we of all nothing else matters except the growth we can gain with our soul. Your story doesn't matter. It doesn't matter who your parents were.  That's the ego. What matters is the growth of your soul. No ye the flesh is fleeting. Death be not proud, the flesh is fleeting. The things men count great are nothing to us. The things we seek are not of the body but are only the perfect state of the soul. When ye as men can learn that nothing but progress of the soul can count in the end, then truly you're free of all bondage, free to work in the harmony of law. That's what the yoga sutras say too.   That's the law of nature. The soul doesn't care that the body's good.  I'm sad, it's over.  Nope, you don't even think about it. So that's how your soul is. It's your mind. It's the fault sense of self. It's the ego that is attached to the mortality of the body. The body is not the soul. There are a lot of people I've noticed that don't understand this. Your body, Bryce, my identity in this life is not my soul. It's just the expression of my soul in this life. Once it's over, once the ride is over, my soul will get off and we'll get on the next ride.  You're not, you wore something yesterday and you're wearing something else today.  Were you in mourning when you put those clothes in the dirty clothes hamper? No, you just did it. That's how your soul sees your life. So don't get confused. Cause being confused, thinking that your body is your eternity is what creates your suffering according to the August sutra. So, all right. No ye, oh man, you should aim at perfection for only thus can we attain the goal. Though you should know that nothing is perfect, yet it should be thy aim and thy goal. Seize again the voice of the nine and into my consciousness, the words have sunk. Now seek I ever more wisdom that I may be perfect in law with all. Soon go I down to the halls of the mentee to live beneath the cold flower of life. Flower of life is also the solar plexus. That's why I'm pointing to the solar plexus. Yet whom have I taught shall never more see me. Yet live I forever in the wisdom I taught. All that man is is because of his wisdom. All that he shall be is the result of his cause. Listing out to my voice and become greater than common man, live thine eyes upward. Let light fill thy being, be thou ever children of light. Only by effort shall ye go grow upward to the plane where light is the all of all. But ye the masters of all that surrounds these, never be mastered by the effects of thy life. Create then ever more perfect cause and in time shall thou be the sun of the light. Free let thine soul soar ever upward, free from the bondage and fetters of night. Lift thine eyes to the sun and the sky space for thee, let it be the symbol of life. Know that thou art the great life, perfect in thine own sphere. When thou art free, look not ever into the blackness. Lift up thine eyes to the space above. Free let thine light flame upward and now shall be a children of the light. It's only through the effort you put forth into healing yourself that allows you to ascend. It's not somebody else doing it for you. All right, you guys, we are gonna now look at a quick, Doreal doesn't have a very long commentary on this work, so it's gonna be very quick. But before we get into Doreal's commentary, I do wanna take a moment to give a special shout out to our sponsors of this channel, Asiya. I do hope you guys understand speaking of selfishness. 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He reminds them that he has been the keeper of the mysteries the past ages and has brought them from the savagery to light. He tells them that he is now going to reveal some of the elder mysteries revealed to him and his ancestors by the children of light and the lords of the cycles. Thoth tells them how a way may be formed to open the gateway to the halls of a mentee drawing a line in a geometrical angle from the sphinx to keep the opening the secret chamber beneath the pyramid may be found. And again, I see this as being more internal than external. The cycles thought speaks of are the cosmic cycles on the positive side of this arc and the negative side of the other arc towards which we are moving. So we're moving in a negative direction and it's us, it's up to us to course correct, bring the consciousness of earth back to the positive side because we are moving in a negative direction. The negative side of this and the positive side of the other each have 14 cosmic cycles. The lords of the cycles are of the center of all of each cosmic consciousness. They know the eventual perfection of all. So that again connects to the seven chakras within the human being. For the first time, Thoth mentions the lords from below the lower cosmic cycles. Each cosmic consciousness thus has its representative in all cosmic cycles. Thoth is told by the Lord of nine that though he is great and on with the cosmic consciousness there are mysteries of which he has yet does not know. Thoth is told that though he knows much yet hidden within each cosmic consciousness are things he will not fully know until all become one because we're not in the density of knowing. The expansion of each consciousness is different for each is performing a different part of the infinite plan. Each supplements the other so that the growth of each one reacts upon the other. One is just as necessary as the other though some can perform greater tasks. There is no real above or below for there are comparative terms. Yeah, it's different densities, right? We see it in linear like that goes back to the last tablet the tablet of time where we see things in linear and so that's how they're described to us in linear but it's all different kind of dimensions of density if that makes sense. This is, there's no real above or below for these are comparative terms. The cosmic consciousness are the means through which the torch bearer changes disorder and chaos to order in law. You're the torch bearer my friend. You're the one that can change disorder and chaos to order in law. You're the alchemist. You're it. Each works in its own space of filling necessary functions and the lower cosmic cycles is just as important in the great plan as the highest. The higher cosmic cycles are merely of greater ability. All cosmic consciousness are one in the final analysis just as all units of souls are one with the cosmic consciousness which is the law of one. We're all part of the one. The difference in ability of the higher and lower cosmic consciousness is compared to the boy and the man. Thought is truly giving an example of the microcosm and the macrocosm as above so below the macro and the micro which we've seen throughout this whole reading again. The lords through manifestation in a mentee are yet connected and part of their own cosmic cycle. Their purpose in manifesting in cosmic cycles other than their own is for the purpose of aiding certain growths in the soul of man and transmuting the results of their own cosmic consciousness thus laying the foundation for the quality of the disorder allowed to flow to each cosmic cycle. Perfection would be the goal that we should always realize that perfection is receding in direct proportion to our own growth. What today seems perfection tomorrow will be imperfection for we know that perfection is not yet realized even in the torch bearer. Thought says that even now as he goes to a mentee yet will live he with them and the truth he has taught almost the same as the sayings of Jesus. Well, we know from studies that thought most likely was a teacher of Yeshua not Jesus was in his real name, Yeshua. He gives the injunctions from them to turn all effort towards becoming one with a light. Thought concludes the tablet with the command to lift their eyes to the sun and break free of darkness. All right, you guys, that was a powerful tablet. Let me know your thoughts and your opinions down in the comment section below and please do not forget to join us at 10 o'clock this morning, Eastern time on Aquarius Rising Africa for a live show where we're gonna go through that all again live and have a group conversation about the material. All right, you guys, I'll see you soon. Have a great day.


Hello everybody, HCC here, and I want to get right to the point and then I would like to try to answer any questions That you might have the point is I am retiring this YouTube channel I'm not deleting the channel, and I'm not removing any content, but I will no longer be producing content for this channel I am wrapping up this project this 10 year long project. In fact, this video should post Almost exactly at the 10th anniversary 10 years is enough. I feel like 10 years is enough And I don't feel like it's something that I can move forward with This is not a hiatus. This is not something that I am going to pick up again at some point in the future This is something that I am Permanently wrapping up because I feel that this is the time to do that There are obviously some questions that you might have, the first of which would be why There are a lot of reasons why, but it really comes down to the fact that I don't have the passion for GI Joe that I once did This is something that I have sat on for long enough to Be sure that this is not just a passing phase. It's not something that I will just get over I have tried, you know Some of the things that I always used to do to kind of re-spark that passion and it is definitely not done so I have waited long enough to Be sure that that's how I really feel about it That I it's not something that I'm going to change my mind about and here we are I'm quite confident that this is the time to move on. Obviously I could keep making videos Some youtubers have done that in areas where they no longer have the passion that they once had but they can still Pump out content and of course, there's something to be said for that if that's something that They can do at least they can still you know Have a project and entertain people, but that's not something that I can do. I I would feel like I was being dishonest if I were to Make content that I didn't really believe in and that's something that I've never done before That's not something that I ever wanted to do. I've always tried to be upfront and honest and I've never phoned With you and that would I think just be too phony and I can't do that I'm not gonna lie to you. I'm not gonna pretend with you and So just keep pumping out videos that you know, I don't believe in Would be doing that so all of the other reasons They really come down to the one that one reason if that were not the case then the other reasons would be you know Endurable but But that's what it really is. I just I just can't do this anymore. It's something that I've Put ten years of my life in and I've enjoyed it. It's not something I regret I Have Enjoyed making the content. I've enjoyed working with people. I enjoyed collecting This channel has opened a lot of opportunities to me for travel for meeting people Going to conventions and learning things. I mean most of all like I've got friends who I hope will Still be my friends forever. I mean I've made some lifelong friends here that I wouldn't sacrifice for anything That's ultimately more important to me than you know plastic It's a more more important to me than then then videos as well And I want to try to keep those connections with those people but I can't keep The the channel going I can't keep Creating something that my heart is isn't in and that's where I just kind of have to Draw the line I have to be I have to be honest with myself I have to be truthful with myself and that's not always easy, especially when the truth is something that you don't necessarily want to accept but If I'm Frank and honest and truthful with myself. I know that It's time to stop. In fact, it's really past time to stop It's a it is time to move on some other questions You might want to ask would be like what about the collection? Well, I've got a fairly sizable collection here. I Will be keeping things that have any sentimental value to me things that were gifts I will keep All the things that people have sent to me things that people have given to me in person these are mementos of a Special time in my life the other stuff the the stuff that is in the collection and doesn't really have any other Personal value which is most of it. I will sell I'm I'm in the process in fact of trying to move some of that The collection takes up a lot of space. I have I have no closet space Half of my living space is taken up with storage bins full of Toys a lot of that just has to go it just has to it's gonna take a long time to Sort through all that to sell all of that I mean it took ten years to get it so I'm hoping it won't take that long to to move it on But for anyone wondering if you know if I will keep anything I absolutely will especially things that were gifts Because those things those have personal meaning Those weren't things that it were just acquired to fill a gap in the collection But a lot of this stuff was acquired to fill gaps in the collection So that stuff over time needs to go I I'll resort to eBay, which I don't really like I've sold on eBay before but there always it seems to be somebody on eBay trying to Run a scam or get something for free But I will brave eBay at least for the time being to try to move some of this stuff And then we'll look at other ways to see if I can like unload some of it more wholesale But even keeping the things that really have value to me and only getting rid of Everything else. That's that frees up a lot of space in this this tiny place that I'm living That would be a lot of freedom for me freedom You know to do some things with my home that I can't right now because a lot of the space is totally taken up with Toys and you know the storage bins for them another question that might be on your mind And it's certainly heavily on my mind and that is we're supposed to have Cobra convergence eight coming up And I'm supposed to have an appearance at Joe Fest And I haven't completely figured out what to do about those things yet. I Will not be making content for my channel. So it doesn't make sense for me to make Cobra convergence content But I did you know Put together some of the planning for that already We're at a point in the year where it has to be past the planning and you know actually Putting some things together and that is not something that I've really started on So I don't know exactly how Cobra convergence eight is going to come about I'm not interested in making my own content, but I do believe in the people that we've assembled for this Event because they are doing good things and they are still passionate about what they're doing and I do care about them So somehow I feel that I need to Make sure that they They they get the attention they deserve Without compromising my own principles About what what I think I should do so I don't know exactly what the answer for that is In regards to Joe Fest in in June in Augusta I Have already got the room. I had Reserved a table space. I had asked for a panel, but at this point like I Want to go but I would like to go Just in the capacity of You know a regular attendee. I don't want to go for the purpose of promoting something I want to go and see people and Devote all my time to seeing people because That'll be my last chance. That will be my last chance to see a lot of These people that I care about because moving on for me. You means moving on it would that means Not you know attending these conventions as I have been So it's kind of a last hurrah a last chance to really see people in person Of course, I'll see some folks in The future, you know, I do sometimes Meet and hang out with friends individually but in the In the context of a GI Joe centered convention This will be the last opportunity and I'd really much rather focus on that than doing any kind of promotion or panel or You know booth or table So I'm not I'm really not sure what I'm going to do about that either I don't know if The other participants would want to Take that over and run with it They would like to do something with it. I'm really not sure so I don't have Specific answers for that and it's something that's really weighing on my mind because these are things that I had planned to do and I don't like backing out of things that I planned to do especially when they involved other people so I don't know what the answer to that is But I've got a little bit of time to figure it out But I've got to figure something out pretty soon the patreon. I will eventually take down I'm going to leave it up for a little while I did incur some some debt in the collecting in the production of some of the videos and the The patreon helps, you know pay off some of that debt I don't want to anyone who's on the patreon to Continue to support the patreon if they're not comfortable supporting it under those terms So I'm letting everybody know now if you're on patreon But you don't want to continue to be on patreon if you're not getting new content. This is the time to To delete that or to cancel your subscription to that I completely understand I don't want to take anything from anyone that they are not willing to give so I'm letting you know now Once the the that debt is paid off then I'll shut down the patreon as well But at least for a few months. I need to keep that going so that I can so I can pay some of that down So it's for those of you who do stick around. Thank you. It really helps. It helps a lot It's greatly appreciated But please do not make Make it any kind of financial hardship on yourself if there's even the slightest doubt about whether you would want to continue To be on the patreon. I'd rather you not be I'd rather you you cancel Then to do something that you would regret down the line. So please consider that and update your Patreon subscriptions accordingly But regardless of whether you stay or you go Your support has meant a lot to me. It really kept me going during some very difficult times It kept me afloat when I didn't have much else to keep me afloat It it saved me on more than one occasion. So thank you for that. I'll never forget that You've done You've done everything that that you need to do you you don't need to do any more I appreciate you for everything that you've already done. So thank you From from the bottom of my heart. Thank you, and I'll never forget your support I've been asked by a couple people if I will ever do anything on YouTube again and My answer is well, maybe I feel like I've spent half of my adult life on YouTube in some capacity or another So, I mean I may someday do something But but it won't be this it won't be this channel and it won't be this content If something inspires me and I feel like you know, I want to run with it and do something with it Then then I will but I don't I don't have anything like that in mind right now I just won't I won't discount it for the future, but it won't be this this project This project is wrapping up in regards to the production of content on this channel and in regards to My participation in the GI Joe fan community all I can say is I did the best I could Somebody smarter could have done better But I did the best I could this channel accomplished far more than I ever thought it would I thought the channel would Max out at 10,000 subscribers. That was my target. I thought that would be about the top end and As I'm recording this we're close to twice that that's Far exceeded my expectations. This channel has been successful beyond my wildest dreams So there's nothing more really to accomplish with this channel It's already done more than I ever thought it would do I don't have any subscriber goals. I don't have any Projects that That are undone that I really Passionately need to do I feel like I've done What I wanted to do and done far more than I wanted to do so as far as You know the success of the channel. It's been wildly successful. It's been one of the most successful things. I've ever done And I have you to thank for that. So thank you for being here. Thank you for sharing in the fun times and Thank you for helping, you know make this such a roaring success. I couldn't ask for any more You know, I really like I really there's nothing more To do. There's nothing more to accomplish. I'll say a few words in regards to community The GI Joe fan community has meant a lot to me You have meant a lot to me. It's not something that I will be A part of in the future, but I do still care I especially care about a lot of the individuals that I've gotten to know through that community. So It matters and it has mattered to me I Have tried to Build I've tried to build rather than tear down I've tried to Include rather than exclude I May not have I know that I haven't done everything Right, I know that I've made mistakes My mistakes were made with the intent of of doing good, but you know You know good intentions, you know Do not necessarily produce good results, but I tried I did the best I could For those of you who will carry on in this community and hopefully build rather than tear down Hopefully you will include rather than exclude. I Will offer a few Words that you can take or not, you know take them for what they're worth But whatever community you have will be the one that you build You will have the community that you create and you cultivate and if you If you Participate in that community with the values of inclusion and the values of caring and the values of Building and creating Then you'll have a healthy community and you will do well you will have You'll be able to support projects and conventions and Kickstarter's and YouTube channels and podcasts and you can have you can have all of those things And I hope that you do whatever you Support that's what you will have And I hope that you make wise choices. I did not always make wise choices In my In my effort to be inclusive I Would often give people the benefit of the doubt even sometimes when there wasn't really any doubt and That didn't always serve you very well for which I apologize like I said Somebody smarter could have done better, but I did the best I could And I hope That what I'm leaving is at least as good as What I found when I first arrived I At least hope I didn't do Any damage I Certainly tried not to Because this community Means something it means a lot it It's a community that that saved me more than once So what happens to it has always mattered to me When you start dividing a community this small those individual Divisions aren't necessarily enough to support the kind of projects that we've had over the last ten years if you're if you're a Star Wars community you can divide several times over and each of those divisions is still large enough to have movies and TV shows and Kick starters and and everything else conventions all of those things that you get When you have a good healthy thriving community The GI Joe fan community is not that big and When we start dividing up tribes each tribe Doesn't have Isn't big enough to to do those things the things that Really are are the benefits of having the community the the gatherings the the conventions the the things that we would do to Look at each other face-to-face and sit in the same room and talk to each other The the kick starters that gave us like these amazing books and Action figures the entire action figure lines that came from the efforts of this community You can't you can't have that in a community this small small if you start if you start dividing it up so Keep that in mind as you go forward with your community and deciding how you want to approach it That that's at least that's how I approached it And that it was even the source of some of the mistakes that I made Maybe you are smarter than me and maybe you can do a better job than me And I certainly hope that you try and I very much hope that you succeed I think that covers everything that I wanted to cover in this video This should be I believe the last video Uploaded to this channel. Thank you. Thank you for everything Thank you for ten years. Thank you for the kind of support that honestly I only dreamed of it's just It's almost surreal how Amazing the support has been over these ten years and how you know what we've built together Thank you for that and good luck Come to Joe Fest Augusta, Georgia June 2024 Come see me if you can Some of you I will see Because we have we'll have opportunities to get together Outside of conventions, but for those who you know are only able to make it at the conventions And that's the only place that we might see each other than this is this is This is my chance to To see you to talk to you to shake your hand and to thank you in person. So make it if you can and continue to Support your community and continue to build. Thank you and goodbye


Hello friends, I am Sanjay Gupta. In this video I am going to demonstrate you how you can print elements of array in reverse order in Java. If you won't follow me, you can subscribe my youtube channel. Now coming on to the code, first of all I am going to import util package and inside util package there is a class whose name is scanner. This scanner class is used to read values from user. Now I am going to define another class whose name is reverse. Inside this reverse class I am going to define main method. Inside this main method I am going to implement the code which will print the numbers which are available in array in reverse order. So first of all I am going to declare an array. Name of array is ARR. Variable n will be receiving size of array and then variable i for iteration of loops. Now I am creating instance of scanner class which will read values from user and here I am passing system.in as constructor value. It means all the input will be received from console. With the help of this statement the message enter size of array will be displayed on output screen. To receive input I am calling next id method which is available in scanner class. So the received input will be stored inside add variable. So n is denoting the size of array. Now I can create blocks for this array with the help of n. So now at line number 11 I have created memory blocks for the array. After creating memory blocks I can print the message enter elements on output screen to read values from user. I am writing this loop. This loop is starting from 0 it will repeat till this condition is true that is i doesn't ARR not length. So length of the attribute of array it provides size of the array automatically. Now inside this loop I am going to write the statement ARR of i equals to input dot next int. So next int method will be receiving values from user and those values will be stored inside the array at ith index. So this loop will repeat till ARR dot length times. After receiving all the successful inputs all the values will be stored at different indexes of this ARR array. Now I have to print the stored elements in reverse order. First this message will be displayed on output screen that is array in reverse order. Now again I have to implement the loop sorry to print array in reverse order I have to start loop with this condition sorry this initialization condition will be this and in place of increment I am using decrement. So let's understand this loop. I have initialized i with ARR dot length minus 1. So ARR dot length provides total size of array and indexes of array starts from 0. So last location will be length minus 1. So I will be containing last index. So for example length is 10. So this i will be containing 9 because 10th location index is 9. Now the condition is i greater than equals to 0. From 9 this loop will be decremented till 0. So that's why this condition and for decrement by 1 I have used i minus minus. Now to print values I am using system dot out dot print element then ARR i.  Here first loop is reading the values from user and second loop will be printing those entered values in reverse order. After implementation you can see I have saved this code in d drive and java folder with name array reverse. So after implementation you have to save this code. Now I am going to open command prompt. Here first you can see I am moving to d drive and java folder because code is available at this location. After printing to particular first you need to compile your code. So you can see I have written javasi command for compilation purpose. If your code is containing any kind of error those errors will be displayed otherwise successful compilation will be done and byte code will be generated. After compilation you can run your code with java command. So here you can see it is asking for the size. So I am entering 5. Now you can see it is asking for the elements. So I have entered 5 elements. After providing proper input it will show array in reverse order. As you can see here I have entered 1 2 3 4 5 and it is printing output in reverse order that is 5 4 3 2 1. So it is successfully printing array in reverse order. So I hope you have understood how we can print elements of array in reverse order in java. If you want to follow me you can subscribe my youtube channel. Thank you for watching this video.