I think I saw the letters arrive," said Mrs. Boyce to her daughter, and Donna Margarita seems to be signalling to us. Let me go for the mamma. No, thank you, I must go in. And Mrs. Boyce rose from her seat, and went slowly towards the hotel. Marcella watched her widow's cap and black dress as they passed along the pergola of the hotel garden, between bright masses of geraniums and roses on either side. They had been sitting in the famous garden of the Cappuccini Hotel at Amalfi. To Marcella's left, far below the high terrace of the hotel, the green and azure of the Salernian gulf shone and danced in the sun. To her right, a wood of oak and arbuta stretched up into a purple cliff, a wood starred above with gold and scarlet berries, and below with cyclamen and narcissus. From the earth under the leafy oaks, for the oaks at Amalfi lose and regain their foliage in winter and spring by imperceptible gradations, came a moist English smell. The air was damp and warm, a convent bell told from invisible heights above the garden, while the olives and vines close at hand were full of the chattering voices of gardeners and children, and broken here and there by clouds of pink almond blossom. Marcella had just begun, and the afternoons were fast lengthening. It was little more than a fortnight since Mr. Boyce's death. In the November of the preceding year, Mrs. Boyce and Marcella had brought him to Naples by sea, and there at a little villa on Porcilepo, he had drawn sadly to his end. It had been a dreary time, from which Marcella could hardly hope that her mother would ever fully recover. She herself had found in the long months of nursing, nursing of which with quiet tenacity, she had gradually claimed and obtained her full share, a deep moral consolation. They had paid certain debts to conscience, and they had forever enshrined her father's memory in the silence of an unmeasured and loving pity. But the wife, Marcella, sorely recognised that to her mother these last days had brought none of the soothing reconciling influences they had involved for herself.  The invalids' dependence on her had been abject, her devotion wonderful, yet in her close contact with them the daughter had never been able to ignore the existence between them of a wretched, though tacit debate, reproach on his side self-defense or spasmodic effort on hers, which seemed to have its origin deep in the past, yet to be stimulated afresh by a hundred passing incidents of the present. Under the blight of it, as under the physical strain of nursing, Mrs. Boyce had worn and dwindled to a white-haired shadow, while he had both clung to life and feared death more than would normally have been the case.  She had closed his eyes and performed every last office without a tear, nor had Marcella ever seen her weep from then till now. The letters she had received mostly Marcella believed from her own family remained unopened in her travelling-bag. She spoke very little and was constantly restless, nor could Marcella as yet form any idea of the future. After the funeral at Naples, Mrs. Boyce had written immediately to her husband's solicitor for a copy of his will and a statement of affairs. She had then allowed herself to be carried off to a malphy, and had there, while entirely declining to admit that she was ill, been clearly doing her best to recover health and nerve sufficient to come to some decision, to grapple with some crisis which Marcella also felt to be impending, though as to why it should be impending, or what the nature of it might be, she could only dread and guess. There was much bitter yearning in the girl's heart, as she sat, breathed on by the soft Italian wind blowing from this enchanted sea. The inner cry was that her mother did not love her, had never loved her, and might even now, weird incredible thought, be planning to desert her. Helen was dead, who else was there that cared for her or thought of her? Betty MacDonald wrote often wild, swammerish letters. Marcella looked for them with eagerness, and answered them affectionately. But Betty must soon marry, and then all that would be at an end. Meanwhile, Marcella knew well it was Betty's news that made Betty's adoration doubly welcome. Oldess Rayburn, she never did or could think of him under his new name, was apparently in London, much occupied in politics, and constantly, as it seemed, in Betty's society. What likelihood was there that her life and his would ever touch again? She thought often of her confession to Helen, but in great perplexity of feeling. She had, of course, said no word of secrecy to him at the time.  She had simply followed a certain mystical love and obedience in telling him what he asked to know, and in the strong, spontaneous impulse had thought of nothing beyond. Afterwards her pride had suffered fresh martyrdom. Could he, with his loving instinct, have failed to give his friend some sign? If so, it had been unwelcome, for since the day of Helen's funeral, she and Oldess had been more complete strangers than before. Lady Winterbourne, Betty, Frank Levin, had written since her father's death, but from him nothing. By the way, Frank Levin had succeeded at Christmas, by Old Sir Charles Levin's unexpected death, to the baronetcy and estates. How would that affect his chances with Betty, if indeed there were any such chances left? As to her own immediate future, Marcella knew from many indications that Mella would be hers at once. But in her general tiredness of mind and body, she was far more conscious of the burden of her inheritance than of its opportunities. All that vivid castle-building gift which was specially hers, and would revive, was at presence in abeyance. She had pined once for power and freedom, that she might make a kingdom of heaven of her own quickly. Now power and freedom, up to a certain point, were about to be put into her hands, and instead of plans for acting largely and bountifully on a plastic outer world, she was saying to herself, hungrily, that unless she had something close to her to love and live for, she could do nothing. If her mother would end these unnatural doubts, if she would begin to make friends with her own daughter, and only yield herself to be loved and comforted, why then it might be possible to think of the village and the straw-plating. Otherwise, the girl's attitude as she sat dreaming in the sun, showed her despondency. She was roused by her mother's voice, calling her from the other end of the pergola. Yes, mama, will you come in? There are some letters. It is the will, thought Marcella, as Mrs. Boyce turned back to the hotel, and she followed. Mrs. Boyce shut the door of their sitting-room, and then went up to her daughter with a manner which suddenly struck and startled Marcella. There was natural agitation and trouble in it. There is something in the will, Marcella, which will, I fear, annoy and distress you. Your father inserted it without consulting me. I want to know what you think ought to be done. You will find that Lord Maxwell and I have been appointed joint-executors. Marcella turned pale. Lord Maxwell, she said, bewildered, Lord Maxwell, Aldous! What do you mean, mama? Mrs. Boyce put the will into her hands, and, pointing the way among the technicalities she had been perusing while Marcella was still lingering in the garden, showed her the paragraph in question. The words of the will were merely formal, I hereby appoint, etc., and no more. But in a communication from the family solicitor, Mr. French, which Mrs. Boyce silently handed to her daughter after she had read the legal disposition, the ladies were informed that Mr. Boyce had, before quitting England, written a letter to Lord Maxwell, duly sealed and addressed, with instructions that it should be forwarded to its destination immediately after the writer's burial. Those instructions, said Mr. French, I have carried out. I understand that Lord Maxwell was not consulted as to his appointment as executive prior to the drawing up of the will. But you will no doubt hear from him at once, and as soon as we know that he consents to act, we can proceed immediately to probate. Mama, how could he, said Marcella, in a low, suffocated voice, letting will and letter fall upon her knee? Did he give you no warning in that talk you had with him at Mella, said Mrs. Boyce, after a minute's silence? Not the least, said Marcella, rising restlessly and beginning to walk up and down. He spoke to me about wishing to bring it on again, asked me to let him write. I told him it was all done with, for ever. As to my own feelings, I felt it was no use to speak of them. But I thought, I believed, I had proved to him that Lord Maxwell had absolutely given up all idea of such a thing, and that it was already probable that he would marry someone else. I told him I would rather disappear from every one I knew than consent to it. He could only humiliate us all by saying a word. And now, after that, she stopped in her restless walk, pressing her hands miserably together. What does he want with us and our affairs? she broke out. He wishes, of course, to have no more to do with me. And now we force him, force him into these intimate relations. What can Papa have said in that letter to him? What can he have said? Oh, it is unbearable! Can't we write at once? She pressed her hands over her eyes in a passion of humiliation and disgust. Mrs. Boyce watched her closely. We must wait any way for his letter, she said. It ought to be here by tomorrow morning. Marcella sank on a chair by an open glass door, her eyes wandering through the straggling roses growing against the wall of the stone balcony outside to the laughing purples and greens of the sea. Of course, she said unhappily, it is most probable he will consent. It would not be like him to refuse. But, Mama, you must write. I must write and beg him not to do it. It is quite simple. We can manage everything for ourselves. Oh, how could Papa? She broke out again in a low wail. How could he? Mrs. Boyce's lips tightened sharply. It seemed to her a foolish question. She, at least, had had the experience of twenty years out of which to answer it. Death had made no difference. She saw her husband's character and her own seared and broken life with the same tragical clearness. She felt the same gnawing of an affection not to be plucked out while the heart still beat. This act of indelicacy and injustice was like many that had gone before it, and there was in it the same evasion and concealment towards herself. No matter. She had made her account with it all twenty years before. What astonished her was that the force of her strong coercing will had been able to keep him for so long within the limits of the smaller and meaner immoralities of this world. Have you read the rest of the will, she asked, after a long pause? Marcella lifted it again and began listlessly to go through it. Mama, she said presently, looking up, the colour flushing back into her face, I find no mention of you in it throughout. There seems to be no provision for you. There is none, said Mrs. Boyce quietly. There was no need. I have my own income. We lived upon it for years before your father succeeded to Mella. It is therefore amply sufficient for me now. You cannot imagine, cried Marcella, trembling in every limb, that I am going to take the whole of my father's estate and leave nothing, nothing for his wife. It would be impossible, unseemly. It would be to do me an injustice, Mama, as well as yourself, she added proudly. No, I think not, said Mrs. Boyce, with her usual cold absence of emotion. You do not yet understand the situation. Your father's misfortunes nearly ruined his state for a time. Your grandfather went through great trouble and raised large sums to, she paused for the right phrase, to free us from the consequences of your father's actions. I benefited, of course, as much as he did. Those sums crippled all your grandfather's old age. He was a man to whom I was attached, whom I respected. Mella, I believe, had never been embarrassed before.   As for me, I have no claim to anything more from Mella. The place itself is—again, she stopped for a word of which the energy when it came seemed to escape her—hateful to me. I shall feel freer if I have no tie to it. And at last I persuaded your father to let me have my way. Marcella rose from her seat impetuously, walked quickly across the room, and threw herself on her knees beside her mother. Mama, are you still determined, now that we two are alone in the world, to act towards me, to treat me as though I were not your daughter, not your child at all, but a stranger? It was a cry of anguish. A sudden slight tremor swept over Mrs. Boyce's thin and withered face. She brazed herself to the inevitable. Don't let us make a tragedy of it, my dear, she said, with a light touch on Marcella's hands. Let us discuss it reasonably. Won't you sit down? I am not proposing anything very dreadful, but like you I have some interest of my own, and I should be glad to follow them, now, a little. I wish to spend some of the year in London, to make that perhaps my headquarters, so as to see something of some old friends whom I have had no intercourse with for years, perhaps also of my relations. She spoke of them with a particular dryness. And I should be glad, after this long time, to be somewhat taken out of oneself, to read, to hear what is going on, to feed one's mind a little. Marcella, looking at her, saw a kind of feverish light, a sparkling intensity in the pale blue eyes, that filled her with amazement. What, after all, did she know of this strange individuality from which her own being had taken its rise? The same flesh and blood, what an irony of nature! Of course, continued Mrs. Boyce, I should go to you, and you would come to me. It would only be for part of the year. Probably we should get more from each other's lives, so. As you know, I long to see things as they are, not conventionally. Anyway, whether I were there or no, you would probably want some companion to help you in your work and plans. I am not fit for them. And it would be easy to find someone who could act a chaperon in my absence. The hot tears sprang to Marcella's eyes.  She cried. It was wrong, cruel. I have no brother or sister. And you put me out of your life when I had no choice, when I was too young to understand. Mrs. Boyce winced, but made no reply. She sat with her delicate hand across her brow. She was the white shadow of her former self, but her fragility had always seemed to Marcella more indomitable than anybody else's strength. Sobs began to rise in Marcella's throat. And now, she said, in half coherent despair, do you know what you are doing? You are cutting yourself off from me, refusing to have any real bond to me, just when I want it most. I suppose you think that I shall be satisfied with the property and the power and the chance of doing what I like, but, she tried her best to gulp back her pain, her outraged feeling, to speak quietly, I am not like that, really, any more. I can take it all up, with courage and heart, if you will stay with me, and let me, let me love you and care for you. But by myself, I feel as if I could not face it. I am not likely to be happy for a long time, except in doing what work I can. It is very improbable that I shall marry. I dare say you don't believe me, but it is true. We are both sad and lonely. We have no one but each other. And then you talking this ghastly way of separating from me, casting me off. Her voice trembled and broke. She looked at her mother with a frowning passion. Mrs. Boyce still sat silent, studying her daughter with a strange brooding eye. Under her unnatural composure, there was in reality a half-mad impatience, the result of physical and moral reaction. This beauty, this youth, talk of sadness of finality, what folly! Still she was stirred, undermined in spite of herself. There, she said, with a restless gesture, let us please talk a bit no more. I will come back with you. I will do my best. We will let the matter of my future settlement alone for some months at any rate, if that will satisfy you, or be any help to you. She made a movement as though to rise from her low chair. But the great water swelled in Marcella, swelled and broke. She fell on her knees again by her mother, and before Mrs. Boyce could stop her, she had thrown her young arms around the thin shrunken form. Mother! she said! Mother, be good to me! Love me!  And she kissed the pale, brown cheek with a hungry, almost a violent tenderness that would not be gainsaid, murmuring wild incoherent things. Mrs. Boyce first tried to put her away, then submitted, being physically unable to resist, and at last escaped from her with a sudden sob that went to the girl's heart. She rose, went to the window, struggled hard for composure, and finally left the room. But that evening, for the first time, she let Marcella put her on the sofa, tend her, and read to her. More wonderful still, she went to sleep while Marcella was reading. In the lamp-light, her face looked piteously old and worn. The girl sat for long with her hands clasped around her knees, gazing down upon it in a trance of pain and longing. Marcella was awake early next morning, listening to the full voice of the sea as it broke three hundred feet below, against the beach and rocky walls of the little town. She was lying in a tiny white room, one of the cells of the old monastery, and the sun, as it rose above the Salernian mountains, the mountains that hold pice-dom in their blue and purple shadows, danced in gold on the white wall. The bell of the cathedral far below told the hour. She supposed it must be six o'clock, two hours more or so, and Lord Maxwell's letter might be looked for. She lay and thought of it, longed for it, and for the time of answering it, with the same soreness that had marked all the dreams of a restless night. If she could only see her father's letter, it was inconceivable that he should have mentioned her name in his plea. He might have appealed to the old friendship between the families. That was possible and would have, at any rate, an appearance of decency. But who could answer for it, or for him? She clasped her hands rigidly behind her head, her brows frowning, bending her mind with an intensity of will to the best means of assuring oldest Rayburn that she and her mother would not encroach upon him. She had a perpetual morbid vision of herself as the pursuer, attacking him now through his friend, now through her father. Oh, when would that letter come, and let her write her own? She tried to read, but in reality listened for every sound of awakening life in the hotel. When at last her mother's maid came in to call her, she sprang up with a start. Deacon, other letters come. There are two for your mother, Miss, none for you. Marcella threw on her dressing-gown, watched her opportunity, and slipped into her mother, who occupied a similar cell next door. Mrs. Boyce was sitting up in bed with a letter before her, her pale blue eyes fixed absently on the far stretch of sea. She looked round with a start as Marcella entered. The letter is to me, of course, she said. Marcella read it breathlessly. Dear Mrs. Boyce, I have this morning received from your solicitor, Mr. French, a letter written by Mr. Boyce to myself in November of last year. In it he asks me to undertake the office of executor, to which I hear from Mr. French he has named me in his will. Mr. French also inquires whether I shall be willing to act, and asks me to communicate with you. May I then venture to intrude upon you with these few words? Mr. Boyce refers in his touching letter to the old friendship between our families, and to the fact that similar offices have often been performed by his relations for mine or vice versa. But no reminder of the kind was in the least needed.  I feel naturally some diffidence in the matter. I gather from Mr. French that Miss Boyce is her father's heiress, and comes at once into the possession of Mellor. She may not, of course, wish me to act, in which case I should withdraw immediately. But I sincerely trust that she will not forbid me the very small service I could so easily and gladly render. I cannot close my letter without venturing to express the deep sympathy I have felt for you and yours during the past six months. I have been far from forgetful of all that you have been going through, though I may have seemed so. I trust that you and your daughter will not hurry home for any business cause if it is still best for your health to stay in Italy. With your instructions, Mr. French and I could arrange everything. Believe me, yours most sincerely, Maxwell. You will find it difficult, my dear, to write a snub in answer to that letter, said Mrs. Boyce dryly, as Marcella laid it down. Marcella's face was indeed crimson with perplexity and feeling. Well, we can think it over, she said, as she went away. Mrs. Boyce pondered the matter a good deal when she was left alone. The signs of reaction and change in Marcella were plain enough. What they precisely meant, and how much, was another matter. As to him, Marcella's idea of another attachment might be true, or might be merely the creation of her own irritable pride. Anyway, he was in the mood to write a charming letter. Mrs. Boyce's blanched lip had all its natural irony as she thought it over. To her mind, oldest Rayburn's manners had always been a trifle too good, whether for his own interests or for this wicked world. And if he had any idea now of trying again, let him for heaven's sake not be too yielding or too eager. It was always the way, thought Mrs. Boyce, remembering a child in white frock and baby shoes. If you wished to make her want anything, you had to take it away from her.  She had spent an all but sleepless night tormented by Marcella's claim upon her. After twenty years of self-suppression, this woman of forty-five, naturally able, original and independent, had seen a glimpse of liberty. In her first youth, she had been betrayed as a wife, degraded as a member of society.  And her family and personal pride, so strong in her as a girl, had found its only outlet in this singular estrangement she had achieved between herself and every other living being, including her own daughter. Now her husband was dead, and all sorts of crushed powers and desires, mostly of the intellectual sort, had been strangely reviving within her. Just emerged as she was from the long gloom of nursing, she already wished to throw it all behind her, to travel, to read, to make acquaintances, she who had lived as a recluse for twenty years. There was in it a last clutch at youth at life, and she had no desire to enter upon this new existence in comradeship with Marcella. They were independent and very different human beings, that they were mother and daughter was a mere physical accident. Moreover, though she was amply conscious of the fine development in Marcella during the past two years, it is probable that she felt her daughter even less congenial to her now than of old. For the rich emotional nature had, as we have seen, suffered conviction, had turned in the broad sense to religion, was more and more sensitive, especially since Helen's death, to the spiritual things and symbols in the world. At Naples she had haunted churches, had read, as her mother knew, many religious books. Now Mrs. Boyce in these matters had a curious history. She had begun life as an ardent Christian under evangelical influences. Her husband, on the other hand, at the time she married him, was a man of purely skeptical opinions, a superficial disciple of Mill and Comte, and fond of an easy profanity which seemed to place him indisputably with the superior persons of this world. To the amazement and scandal of her friends, Evelyn Merritt had not been three months his wife before she had adopted his opinions on block, and was carrying them out to their logical ends with a sincerity and devotion quite unknown to her teacher. Thenceforward her conception of things, of which, however, she seldom spoke, had been actively and even vehemently rationalist. And it had been one of the chief sorenesses and shames of her life at Mella that, in order to suit his position as country squire, Richard Boyce had sunk to what, in her eyes, were a hundred mean compliances with things orthodox and established.  Evelyn, I should like to see a clergyman, he had said to her in his piteous voice, and I shall ask him to give me the sacrament. She had made every arrangement accordingly, but her bitter soul could see nothing in the step but fear and hypocrisy, and he knew it. And as he lay talking alone with the man whom they had summoned, two or three nights before the end, she, sitting in the next room, had been conscious of a deep and smarting jealousy. Had not the hard devotion of twenty years made him at least her own, and here was this black-coated reciter of incredible things stepping into her place, only in death she recovered him wholly, no priest interfered while he drew his last breath upon her bosom. And now, Marcella, yet the girl's voice and plea tugged at her withered heart. She felt a dread of unknown softness, of being invaded and weakened by things in her akin to her daughter, and so captured afresh. Her mind fell upon the bare idea of a revival of the Maxwell engagement, and caressed it. Meanwhile, Marcella stood dressing by the open window in the sunlight, which filled the room with wavy reflections caught from the sea. Fishing boats were putting off from the beach three hundred feet below her. She could hear the grating of the keels, the songs of the boatman. On the little breakwater to the right, an artist's white umbrella shone in the sun, and a half-naked boy, poised on the boughs of a boat moored beside the painter, stood bent in the eager attitude of one about to drop the bait into the blue wave below. His brown back burnt against the water. Cliff houses sea glowed in warmth and light. The air was full of roses and orange blossom, and to an English sense had already the magic of summer. And Marcella's hands, as she coiled and plated her black hair, moved with the new lightness. For the first time since her father's death, her look had its normal fire, crossed every now and then by something that made her all softness and all woman. No, as her mother said, one could not snub that letter or its writer. But how to answer it? In imagination, she had already penned twenty different replies. How not to be grasping or effusive, and yet to show that you could feel and repay kindness. There was the problem. Meanwhile, from that letter, or rather in subtle connection with it, her thoughts at last went wandering off with a natural zest to her new realm of Mella, and to all that she would and could do for the dwellers therein. Please visit LibriVox.org Recording by Paul Stevens Marcella by Mrs Humphrey Ward Book 4, Chapter 4 It was a bleak east wind day towards the end of March. Older was at work in the library at the court, writing at his grandfather's table, where in general he got through his estate and county affairs, keeping his old sitting-room upstairs for the pursuits that were more particularly his own. All the morning he had been occupied with a tedious piece of local business, wading through endless documents concerning a dispute between the headmaster of a neighbouring grammar school and his governing body, of which Aldous was one. The affair was difficult, personal, odious. To have wasted nearly three hours upon it was to a man of Aldous's type to have lost a day. Besides, he had not his grandfather's knack in such things, and was abundantly conscious of it. However there it was, a duty which none but he apparently could or would do, and he had been wrestling with it. With more philosophy than usual, too, since every tick of the clock behind him bore him nearer to an appointment which, whatever it might be, would not be tedious. At last he got up and went to the window to look at the weather, a cutting wind clearly but no rain. Then he walked into the drawing-room calling for his aunt. No one was to be seen either there or in the conservatory, and he came back to the library and rang. Roberts, has Miss Rayburn gone out? Yes, my lord, said the old butler-addressed.  Is Sir Frank anywhere about? He was in the smoking-room a little while ago, my lord. Will you please try and find him? Yes, my lord.  How many times did Roberts manage to be lord me in a minute, he asked himself, yet if I were to remonstrate I suppose I should only make him unhappy. And walking again to the window he thrust his hands into his pockets and stood looking out with a far from cheerful countenance. One of the things that most tormented him indeed in this recent existence was a perpetual pricking sense of the contrast between this small world of his ancestral possessions and traditions, with all its ceremonial and feudal usage, and of the great rushing world outside it of action and of thought. Do what he would, he could not unking himself within the limits of the Maxwell estate. To the people living upon it he was the man of most importance within their ken, was inevitably their potentate and earthly providence. He confessed that there was a real need of him if he did his duty. But on this need the class practice of generations had built up a deference, a sharpness of class distinction, which any modern must find more and more irksome in proportion to his modernness. What was in Oldus' mind as he stood with drawn brows looking out over the view which showed him most of his domain was a sort of hot impatience of being made day by day in a hundred foolish ways to play at greatness. Yet, as we know, he was no Democrat by conviction, had no comforting faith in what seemed to him the rule of a multitudinous ignorance. Still every sane man of today knows at any rate that the world has taken the road of democracy and that the key to the future for good or ill lies not in the revolts and speculations of the cultivated few, but in the men and movements that can seize the many. Oldus' temper was despondently critical towards the majority of these, perhaps. He had, constitutionally, little of that poet's sympathy with the crowd as such, which had given Hallin his power. But at any rate they filled the human stage, these men and movements, and his mind as a beholder. Beside the great world's spectacle perpetually in his eye and thought, the small old-world pumps and feudalisms of his own existence had a way of looking ridiculous to him. He constantly felt himself absurd. It was ludicrously clear to him, for instance, that in this kingdom he had inherited it would be thought a huge condescension on his part if he were to ask the secretary of a trades union to dine with him at the court. Whereas in his own honest opinion the secretary had a far more important and interesting post in the universe than he. So that in spite of a strong love of family rigidly kept to himself he had very few of the illusions which make rank and wealth delightful. On the other hand he had a tyrannous sense of obligation which kept him tied to his place and his work to such work as he had been spending the morning on. This sense of obligation had for the present withdrawn him from any very active share in politics. He had come to the conclusion early in the year just about the time when, owing to some rearrangements in the personnel of the government, the Premier had made him some extremely flattering overtures that he must for the present devote himself to the court. There were extensive changes and reforms going on in different parts of the estate. Some of the schools which he owned and mainly supported were being rebuilt and enlarged. And he had a somewhat original scheme for the extension of adult education throughout the property very much on his mind. A scheme which must be organised and carried through by himself apparently if it was to thrive at all. Much of this business was very dreary to him. Some of it altogether distasteful. Since the day of his parting with Marcella Boyce his only real pleasures had lain in politics or books. Politics, just as they were growing absorbing to him, must, for a while at any rate, be put aside. And even books had not fared as well as they might have been expected to do in the country quiet. Day after day he walked all road about the muddy lanes of the estate, doing the work that seemed to him to be his, as best he could, yet never very certain of its value, rather spending his thoughts more and more with regard to his own place and function in the world, on a sort of mental apologetic which was far from stimulating, sorely conscious the while of the unmatched charm and effectiveness with which his grandfather had gone about the same business, and as lonely at heart as a man can well be, the wound of love unhealed, the wound of friendship still deep and unconsoled. To bring social peace and progress as he understood them to this bit of Midland England, a man of first-rate capacities was perhaps sacrificing what ambition would have called his opportunities. Yet neither was he a hero to himself, nor to the Buckinghamshire farmers and yokels who depended on him. They had liked the grandfather better, and had become stolidly accustomed to the grandson's virtues. The only gleam in the grey of his life since he had determined about Christmastime to settle down at the court had come from Mr. French's letter. That letter, together with Mr. Boyce's posthumous note, which contained nothing indeed, but a skillful appeal to neighbourliness and old family friendship written in the best style of the ex-Bulcan commissioner, had naturally astonished him greatly. He saw at once what she would perceive in it, and turned impatiently from speculation as to what Mr. Boyce might actually have meant to the infinitely more important matter how she would take her father's act. Never had he written anything with greater anxiety than he devoted to his letter to Mrs. Boyce. There was in him now a craving he could not stay, to be brought near to her again, to know how her life was going. It had first raised its head in him since he knew that her existence and wardens were finally parted, and had but gathered strength from the self-critical loneliness and tedium of these later months. Mrs. Boyce's reply couched in terms at once stately and grateful, which accepted his offer of service on her own and her daughter's behalf, had given him extraordinary pleasure. He turned it over again and again, wondering what part or lot Marcella might have had in it, attributing to her this cordiality or that reticence, picturing the two women together in their black dresses, the hotel, the pergola, the cliff, all of which he himself knew well. Finally he went up to town, saw Mr. French, and acquainted himself with the position and prospects of the Mellor estate, feeling himself a sort of intruder, yet curiously happy in the business. It was wonderful what that poor sickly fellow had been able to do in the last two years. Yet his thoughts fell rather into amused surmise as to what she would find it in her restless mind to do in the next two years. Nevertheless, all the time, the resolution of which he had spoken to Helen seemed to himself unshaken. He recognized and adored the womanly growth and deepening which had taken place in her. He saw that she wished to show him kindness, but he thought he could trust himself now and henceforward not to force upon her a renewed suit for which there was in his eyes no real or abiding promise of happiness. Marcella and her mother had now been at home some three or four days, and he was just about to walk over to Mellor for his first interview with them. A great deal of the merely formal business consequent on Mr. Boyce's death had been already arranged by himself and Mr. French. Yet he had to consult Marcella as to certain investments, and in a pleasant, though quite formal, little note he had that morning received from her, she had spoken of asking his advice as to some new plans for the estate. It was the first letter she herself had as yet written to him. Hitherto all his correspondence had been carried on with Mrs. Boyce. It had struck him, by the way, as remarkable that there was no mention of the wife in the will. He could only suppose that she was otherwise provided for, but there had been some curious expressions in her letters. Where was Frank? Oldus looked impatiently at the clock, as Roberts did not reappear. He had invited Leaven to walk with him to Mellor, and the tiresome boy was apparently not to be found. Oldus vowed he would not wait a minute, and, going into the hall, put on a coat and hat with most business-like rapidity. He was just equipped when Roberts, somewhat breathless with long searching, arrived in time to say that Sir Frank was on the front terrace. And there Oldus caught sight of the straight, though somewhat heavily built figure, in its grey suit with the broad band of black across the arm. Hello, Frank. I thought you were to look me up in the library. Roberts has been searching the house for you. You said nothing about the library, said the boy rather sulkly, and Roberts hadn't far to search. I have been in the smoking-room till this minute. Oldus did not argue the point, and they set out. It was presently clear to the elder man that his companion was not in the best of tempers. The widowed Lady Leaven had sent her first-born over to the court for a few days, that Oldus might have some discussion as to his immediate future with the young man. She was a silly, frivolous woman, but it was clear, even to her, that Frank was not doing very well for himself in the world, and advice she would not have taken from her son's Oxford tutor seemed cogent to her when it came from a ray-bone. Do at least, for goodness sake, get him to give up his absurd plan of going to America, she wrote to Oldus. If he can't take his degree at Oxford, I suppose he must get on without it, and certainly his dons seem very unpleasant. But at least he might stay at home and do his duty to me and his sisters till he marries, instead of going off to the Rockies or some other ridiculous place. He really never seems to think of Fanny and Rachel, or what he might do to help me to get them settled now that his poor father is gone. No, certainly the young man was not much occupied with Fanny and Rachel. He spoke with ill-concealed impatience, indeed, of both his sisters and his mother. If his people would get in the way of everything he wanted to do, they needn't wonder if he cut up rough at home. For the present it was settled that he should, at any rate, go back to Oxford till the end of the summer term. Oldus heartily pitying the unfortunate dons who might have to do with him. But after that he entirely declined to be bound. He swore he would not be tied at home like a girl. He must and would see the world. This in itself, from a lad who had been accustomed to regard his home as the centre of all delights, and had, on two occasions, stoutly refused to go with his family to Rome, lest he should miss the best month for his father's trout stream, was sufficiently surprising. However, of late some tardy light had been dawning upon Oldus. The night after Frank's arrival at the court, Betty MacDonald came down to spend a few weeks with Miss Rayburn, being for the moment that lady's particular pet and protégé. Frank, whose sulkiness during the twenty-four hours before she appeared had been the despair of both his host and hostess, brightened up spasmodically when he heard she was expected, and went fishing with one of the keepers on the morning before her arrival with a fair imitation of his usual spirits. But somehow, since that first evening, though Betty had chattered and danced and froliced her best, though her little figure running up and down the big house gave a new zest to life in it, Frank's manners had gone from bad to worse. And at last Oldus, who had not as yet seen the two much together, and was never an observant man in such matters, had begun to have an inkling. Was it possible that the boy was in love and with Betty? He sounded Miss Rayburn, found that she did not rise to his suggestion at all, was in fact annoyed by it, and with the usual stupidity of the clever man, failed to draw any reasonable inference from the queerness of his aunt's looks and size. As to the little minx herself, she was inscrutable. She teased them all in turns, Frank perhaps less than the others. Oldus, as usual, found her a delightful companion. She would walk all over the estate with him in the most mannish garments and boots conceivable, which only made her childish grace more feminine and more provocative than ever. She took an interest in all his tenants. She dived into all his affairs. She insisted on copying his letters. And meanwhile on either side were Miss Rayburn, visibly recovering day by day her old cheeriness and bustle, and Frank, Frank, who ate nothing or nothing commensurate to his bulk, and if possible said less. Oldus had begun to feel that the situation must be probed somehow, and had devised this walk, indeed, with some vague intention of plying remonstrances and inquiries. He had an old affection for the boy which Lady Levin had reckoned upon. The first difficulty, of course, was to make him talk at all. Oldus tried various sporting gambits with very small success. At last, by good luck, the boy rose to something like animation, in describing an encounter he had had the week before with a piebald weasel in the course of a morning's ferreting. All at once we saw the creature's head poke out of the hole, pure white, with a brown patch on it, when it saw us back it scoted, and we sent in another ferret after the one that was there already. My goodness, there was a shindy down in the earth. You could hear them rolling and kicking like anything. We had our guns ready, but all of a sudden everything stopped, not a sound or a sign of anything.   That accounted for them, but where on earth was the weasel?  I shot at it, but it was no go.  The boy swung along, busily ruminating for a minute or two, and forgetting his trouble. I've seen one something like it before. He went on ages ago, when I was a little chap, and Harry Wharton and I were out rabbiting. By the way, he stopped short. Do you see that that fellow's come back? I saw the paragraph in The Times this morning, said Aldous, dryly. And I've got a letter from Fanny this morning, to say that he and Lady Selina are to be married in July, and that she's going about making a martyr and a saint of him, talking of the persecution he's had to put up with, and the vulgar fellows who couldn't appreciate him, and generally making an arse of herself. Oh, he won't ask any of us to his wedding. Trust him. It is a rum business. You know Willie Folio, that queer, dark fellow that used to be in the Tenth Hussars? Did all those wild things in the sedan? Yes, likely. I heard all about it from him. He was one of that gambling set at Harry's Club. There's been all that talk about, you know, since Harry came to grief. Well, he was going along Piccadilly one night last summer, quite late between eleven and twelve, when Harry caught hold of him from behind. Willie thought he was out of his mind, or drunk.  You come along with me, said Harry. Come and talk to me, or I shall shoot myself. So Willie asked him what was up. I'm engaged to be married, said Harry, whereupon Willie remarked that, considering his manner and his appearance, he was sorry for the young lady. Young, said Harry, as though he would have knocked him down, and then it came out that he had just, that moment, engaged himself to Lady Selena. And it was the very same day that he got into that precious mess in the house, the very same night. I suppose he went to her to be comforted, and thought he'd pulled something off, anyway. Why, she took him.  And about the bribery business, I suppose he made her think him an injured innocent. Anyway, he talked to Willie when they got to his rooms, like a raving lunatic, and you know he was always such a cool hand. Folio, he said, can you come with me to Siam next week? How much, said Will? I thought you were engaged to Lady Selena. Then he swore little Ols, and vowed he had told her he must have a year. Will go and explore those temples in Siam, he said, and then he muttered something about, why should I ever come back? Presently he began to talk of the strike, and the paper, and the bribe, and all the rest of it, making out a long rigmarole story. Oh, of course he'd done everything for the best, trust him, and everybody else was a cur and a slanderer. And Folio declared he felt quite pulpy, the man was such a wreck, and he said he'd go with him to Siam, or anywhere else, if he'd only cheer up. And they got out the maps, and Harry began to quiet down, and at last Will got him to bed. Fanny says Folio reports he had great difficulty in dragging him home. However, Lady Selena has no luck. There he is. Oh, he would be one of the shining lights of our side before long, said Oldus, with resignation. Since he gave up his seat here, there has been some talk of finding him one in the Olsford's neighbourhood, I believe. But I don't suppose anybody's very anxious for him. He is to address a meeting I see on the Tory Labour programme next week. The clarion, I suppose, will go round with him. Beastly rag, said Frank fervently. It's rather a queer thing, isn't it, that such a clever chap as that should have made such a mess of his chances.  He laughed, but bitterly, and at the same moment the cloud that for some twenty minutes or so seemed to have completely rolled away descended again on eye and expression. Well, there are worse things than being a fool, said Oldus, with insidious emphasis, sulking and shutting up with your best friends, for instance.  I don't know what you mean! Whereupon Oldus slipped his arm inside the boys, and prepared himself with resignation for the scene that had to be got through somehow, when Frank suddenly exclaimed, I say, there's Miss Boyce! Never was a man more quickly and completely recalled from altruism to his own affairs. Oldus dropped his companion's arm, straightened himself with a thrill of the whole being, and saw Marcella some distance ahead of them in the mellow drive which they had just entered. She was stooping over something on the ground, and was not apparently aware of their approach. A ray of cold sun came out at the moment, touched the bending figure and the grass at her feet. Grass starred with primroses, which she was gathering. I didn't know you were going to call, said Frank bewildered. Isn't it too soon? And he looked at his companion in astonishment. I came to speak to Miss Boyce and her mother on business, said Oldus, with all his habitual reserve. I thought you wouldn't mind the walk back by yourself. Business! the boy echoed involuntarily. Oldus hesitated, then sank quietly. Mr. Boyce appointed me executor under his will. Frank lifted his eyebrows and allowed himself at least an inward by Jove. By this time Marcella had caught sight of them, and was advancing.  They had not met since they stood together beside Helen's grave. This fact was in both their minds. Oldus felt it, as it were, in the touch of her hand. What he could not know was that she was thinking quite as much of his letter to her mother and its phrases. They stood talking a little in the sunshine. Then, as Frank was taking his leave, Marcella said, Whence you wait for Lord Maxwell in the old library? We can get at it from the garden, and I have made it quite habitable. My mother, of course, does not wish to see anybody. Frank hesitated, then, pushed by a certain boyish curiosity, and by the angry belief that Betty had been carried off by Miss Rayburn, and was out of his reach till luncheon time, said he would wait. Marcella led the way, opened the garden door of the lower corridor, close to the spot where she had seen water standing in the moonlight on a never-to-be-forgotten night, and then ushered them into the library. The beautiful old place had been decently repaired, though in no sense modernised. The roof had no holes, and its delicate stucco work, formerly stained and defaced by damp, had been whitened, so that the brown and golden tones of the books in the lattice cases told against it with delightful effect. The floor was covered with a cheap matting, and there were a few simple chairs and tables. A wood-fire burnt on the old hearth. Marcella's books and work lay about, and some shallow earthenware pans filled with homegrown hyacinths scented the air. What with the lovely architecture of the room itself, its size, its books and old portraits, and the signs it bore of simple yet refined use, it would have been difficult to find a gentler, mellower place. Oldest looked round him with delight. I hoped to make a village drawing-room of it in time, she said casually to Frank, as she stooped to put a log on the fire. I think we shall get them to come, as it has a separate door and scraper and mat all to itself. Goodness, said Frank, they won't come! It's too far from the village. Don't you be so sure, said Marcella, laughing. Mr Craven has all sorts of ideas. Who's Mr Craven? Didn't you meet him at my rooms? Oh, I remember, ejaculated the boy, a frightful socialist. And his wife's worse, said Marcella merrily. They've come down to settle here. They're going to help me. Then for mercy's sake keep them to yourself, cried Frank, and don't let them go loose over the county. We don't want them at our place. Oh, your turn will come. Lord Maxwell, her tone changed, became shy and a little grave. Shall we go into the stone parlour? My mother will come down if you wish to see her, but she thought that perhaps we could settle things. Olders had been standing by, hat in hand, watching her as she chatted to Frank. As she addressed him, he gave a little start. Oh, I think we can settle everything, he said. Well, this is Rum, said Frank to himself, as the door closed behind them, and instead of betaking himself to the chair and the newspaper with which Marcella had provided him, he began to walk excitedly up and down. Her father makes him executor. He manages her property for her, and they behave nicely to each other, as though nothing had ever happened at all. What the juice does it mean? And all the time, betty? Why, betty's devoted to him, and it's as plain as a pike-staff what that old cat, Miss Rayburn, is thinking of from morning till night. Well, I'm beat. And throwing himself down on a stool by the fire, his chin between his hands, he stared dejectedly at the burning logs. End of Book Four, Chapter Four Book Four, Chapter Five of Marcella This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Recording by Paul Stevens Marcella by Mrs. Humphrey Ward Book Four, Chapter Five Meanwhile, Marcella and her companion were sitting in the stone parlour side by side, save for a small table between them, which held the various papers Olders had brought with him. At first there had been on her side, as soon as they were alone, a feeling of stifling embarrassment. All the painful, proud sensations with which she had received the news of her father's action returned upon her. She would have liked to escape. She shrank from what once more seemed an encroachment, a situation as strange as it was embarrassing. But his manner very soon made it impossible, indeed ridiculous, to maintain such an attitude of mind. He ran through his business with his usual clearness and rapidity. It was not complicated. Her views proved to be the same as his, and she was empowered to decide for her mother. Olders took notes of one or two of her wishes, left some papers with her for her mother's signature, and then his work was practically done. Nothing throughout could have been more reassuring or more every day than his demeanour. Then indeed when the end of their business interview approached, and with it the opportunity for conversation of a different kind, both were conscious of a certain tremor. To him this old parlour was torturingly full of memories. In this very place where they sat, he had given her his mother's pearls, and taken a kiss in return from the cheek that was once more so near to him. With what free and exquisite curves the hair set about the white brow. How beautiful was the neck, the hand. What ripened, softened charm in every movement. The touching and rebuking thought rose in his mind that from her nursing experience and its frank contact with the ugliest realities of the physical life, a contact he had often shrunk from realising, there had come to her not so much added strength as a new subtlety and sweetness, some delicate, vibrating quality that had been entirely lacking to her first splendid youth. Suddenly she said to him, with a certain hesitation, there was one more point I wanted to speak to you about. Can you advise me about selling some of those railway shares? She pointed to an item in a short list of investments that lay beside them. But why, said Aldous, surprised? They are excellent property already and are going up in value. Yes, I know, but I want some ready money immediately, more than we have, to spend on cottage building in the village. I saw a builder yesterday and came to a first understanding with him. We are altering the water supply too. They have begun upon it already, and it will cost a good deal. Aldous was still puzzled. I see, he said, but don't you suppose that the income of the estate, now that your father has done so much to free it, will be enough to meet expenses of that kind without trenching on investments? A certain amount, of course, should be systematically laid aside every year for rebuilding, and estate improvements generally. Yes, but you see, I only regard half of the income as mine. She looked up with a little smile. He was now standing in front of her against the fire. His grey eyes, which could be, as she knew well, so cold and inexpressive, bent upon her with eager interest. Only half the income, he repeated. Ah, he smiled kindly. Is that an arrangement between you and your mother? Marcella let her hand fall with a little despairing gesture. Oh, no, she said. Oh, no, Ma Ma, Ma Ma will take nothing from me or from the estate. She has her own money, and she will live with me part of the year. The intonation in the words touched Aldous profoundly. Part of the year, he said, astonished, yet not knowing how to question her. Mrs. Boyce will not make Mella her home. She would be thankful if she had never seen it, said Marcella quickly, and she would never see it again if it weren't for me. It's dreadful what she went through last year, when I was in London. Her voice fell. Glancing up at him involuntarily, her eye looked with dread for some chill, some stiffening in him. Probably he condemned her, had always condemned her, for deserting her home and her parents. But instead she saw nothing but sympathy. Mrs. Boyce has had a hard life, he said, with grave feeling. Marcella felt a tear leap, and furtively raised her handkerchief to brush it away. Then, with a natural selfishness, her quick thought took another turn. A wild yearning rose in her mind to tell him much more than she had ever done in old days of the miserable home circumstances of her early youth, to lay stress on the mean unhappiness which had depressed her own child-nature whenever she was with her parents, and had withered her mother's character. Secretly, passionately, she often made the past an excuse. Excuse for what? For the lack of delicacy and loyalty of the best sort of breeding, which had marked the days of her engagement? Never, never to speak of it with him, to pour out everything, to ask him to judge, to understand, to forgive. She pulled herself together by a strong effort, reminding herself in a flash of all that divided them, of womanly pride, of Betty MacDonald's presence at the court, of that vain confidence to Hallyn, of which her inmost being must have been ashamed, but that something calming and sacred stole upon her whenever she thought of Hallyn, lifting everything concerned with him into a category of its own. No, let her selfish weakness make no fettering claim upon the man before her. Let her be content with the friendship she had after all achieved, that was now doing its kindly best for her. All these images, like a tumultuous procession, ran through the mind in a moment. He thought, as she sat there with her bent head, the hands clasped round the knee in the way he knew so well, that she was full of her mother, and found it difficult to put what she felt into words. But tell me about your plan, he said gently, if you will. Oh, it is nothing, she said hurriedly. I am afraid you will think it impracticable, perhaps wrong. It is only this, you see, as there is no one depending on me, as I am practically alone, it seemed to me I might make an experiment. Four thousand a year is a great deal more than I need ever spend, than I ought, of course, to spend on myself. I don't think altogether what I used to think. I mean to keep up this house, to make it beautiful, to hand it on, perhaps more beautiful than I found it, to those that come after. And I mean to maintain enough service in it, both to keep it in order, and to make it a social centre for all the people about. For everybody of all classes, so far as I can.  After all, her cheek flushed under the quickening of her thought. Everybody on the estate, in their different degree, has contributed to this house, in some sense, for generations. I want it to come into their lives, to make it their possession, their pride, as well as mine. But then that isn't all. The people here can enjoy nothing, use nothing, till they have a worthier life of their own. Wages here, you know, are terribly low, much lower, she added timidly, than with you. They are, as a rule, eleven or twelve shillings a week. Now there seem to be about one hundred and sixty labourers on the estate altogether, in the farmers' employment and in our own. Some, of course, are boys, and some old men earning a half-wage. Mr Craven and I have worked it out, and we find that an average weekly increase of five shillings per head, which would give the men a full age and in full work about a pound a week, would work out at about two thousand a year. She paused a moment, trying to put her further statement into its best order.  Of course! But I thought of calling a meeting of them. I have discussed it with Mr French. Of course, he thinks me mad, but he gave me some advice. I should propose to them all fresh leases, with certain small advantages that Louis Craven thinks would tempt them, at reduced rental, exactly answering to the rising wages. Then, in return, they must accept a sort of fair wage clause, binding them to pay hence forward the standard wage of the estate. She looked up, her face expressing urgent though silent interrogation. You must remember, he said quickly, that though the estate is recovering and rents have been fairly paid about here during the last eighteen months, you may be called upon at any moment to make the reductions which hampered your uncle. These reductions will, of course, fall upon you as before, seeing that the farmers, in a different way, will be paying as much as before. Have you left margin enough? I think so, she said eagerly. I shall live here very simply, and accumulate all the reserve fund I can. I have set all my heart upon it. I know there are not many people could do such a thing. Other obligations would must come first. And it may turn out a mistake. But whatever happens, whatever any of us, socialists or not, may hope for in the future, here one is with one's conscience, and one's money, and these people, who like one's self, have but the one life. In all labour it is the modern question, isn't it, how much of the product of labour the workmen can extract from the employer? About here there is no union to act for the labourers. They have practically no power. But in the future we must surely hope they will combine, that they will be stronger, strong enough to force a decent wage. What ought to prevent my free will anticipating a moment, since I can do it, that we all want to see? She spoke with a strong feeling, but his ear detected a new note, something deeper and wistfuler than of old. Well, as you say, you are for experiments, he replied, not finding it easy to produce his own judgment quickly. Then, in another tone, it was always Hallinn's cry. She glanced up at him, her lips trembling. I know. Do you remember how he used to say, the big changes may come, the big collectivist changes, but neither you nor I will see them. I pray not to see them. Meanwhile, all still hangs upon comes back to the individual. Here are you with your money and power. There are those men and women whom you can share with, in new and honourable ways, today. Then she checked herself suddenly. But now I want you to tell me, will you tell me, all the objections you see. You must often have thought such things over. She was looking nervously straight before her. She did not see the flash of half-bitter, half-tender irony that crossed his face. Her tone of humility, of appeal, was so strange to him, remembering the past. Yes, very often, he answered. Well, I think these are the kind of arguments you will have to meet. He went through the objections that any economist would be short away against a proposal of the kind, as clearly as he could, and at some length, but without zest. What affected Marcella all through was not so much the matter of what he said, as the manner of it. It was so characteristic of the two voices in him, the voice of the idealist, checked and mocked always by the voice of the observer and the student. A year before, the little harangue would have set her aflame with impatience and wrath. Now, beneath the speaker, she felt and yearned towards the man. Yet, as to the scheme, when all demures were made, she was of the same opinion still. His arguments were not new to her. The inward eagerness overrode them. In my own case, he said, at last, the tone passing instantly into reserve and shyness, as always happened when he spoke of himself. My own wages are two or three shillings higher than those paid generally by the farmers on the estate, and we have a pension fund. But so far I have felt the risks of any wholesale disturbance of labour on the estate, depending, as it must entirely in my case, on the individual life and will, to be too great to let me go further. I sometimes believe that it is the farmers who would really benefit most by experiments of the kind. She protested vehemently, being at the moment, of course, not at all in love with mankind in general, but only with those members of mankind who came within the eye of imagination. He was enchanted to see the old self come out again, positive, obstinate, generous, to see the old confident pose of the head, the dramatic ease of gesture. Meanwhile, something that had to be said, that must indeed be said, if he were to give her serious and official advice, pressed uncomfortably on his tongue. You know, he said, not looking at her, when at last she had for the moment exhausted argument and prophecy.  Now he must needs look at her intently, out of sheer nervousness. The difficulty he had had in compelling himself to make the speech at all had given a certain hardness and stiffness to his voice. She felt a sudden shock and chill, resented what he had dismally felt to be an imperative duty. I do not think I have any need to think of it, in this connection, she said proudly, and getting up she began to gather her papers together. The spell was broken, the charm gone. He felt that he was dismissed. With a new formality and silence she led the way into the hall, he following. As they neared the library there was a sound of voices. Marcella opened the door in surprise, and there, on either side of the fire, sat Betty MacDonald and Frank Levin. That's a mercy, cried Betty, running forward to Marcella and kissing her. I really don't know what would have happened if Mr Levin and I had been left alone any longer. As for the Kilkenny cats, my dear, don't mention them.  Frank looked simply lumpish and miserable. Yes, here I am, said Betty, holding Marcella, and chattering as fast as possible. I made Miss Rayburn bring me over that I might just catch a sight of you. She would walk home and leave the carriage for me. Isn't it like all the topsy-turvy things nowadays, when I'm her age, I suppose I shall have gone back to dolls. Pleased to look at those ponies, they're pouring your gravel to bits. And as my watch, just inspect it. She thrust it reproachfully under Marcella's eyes. You've been such a time in there talking that Sir Frank and I have had time to quarrel for life, and there isn't a minute there for anything rational. Oh, goodbye, my dear, goodbye. I never kept Miss Rayburn waiting for lunch yet, did I, Mr. Aldous? And I mustn't begin now. Come along, Mr. Aldous. You'll have to come home with me. I'm frightened to death of those ponies. You shan't drive, but if they bolt, I'll give them to you to pull in. Dear, dear Marcella, let me come again soon, directly. A few more sallies and kisses. A few more angry looks at Frank and appeals to Aldous, who was much less responsive than usual. And the child was seated, very erect and rosy, on the driving-seat of the little pony carriage, with Aldous beside her. Are you coming, Frank? said Aldous. There's plenty of room. His strong brow had a pucker of annoyance. As he spoke, he looked, not at Frank, but at Marcella. She was standing a trifle back, among the shadows of the doorway, and her attitude conveyed to him an impression of proud aloofness. A sigh that was half pain, half resignation, passed his lips unconsciously. Thank you, I'll walk, said Frank fiercely. Now, will you please explain to me why you look like that and talk like that? said Marcella, with cutting composure, when she was once more in the library, and Frank, crimson to the roots of his hair, and saying incoherent things, had followed her there. I should think you might guess, said Frank, in reproachful misery, as he hung over the fire. Not at all, said Marcella. You are rude to Betty and disagreeable to me, by which I suppose that you are unhappy. But why should you be allowed to show your feelings when other people don't? Frank fairly groaned. Well, he said, making efforts at a tragic calm and looking for his hat, you will, none of you, be troubled with me long. I shall go home to-morrow and take my ticket for California the day after. You, said Marcella, go to California. What right have you to go to California? What right? Frank stared. Then he went on impetuously. If a girl torments a man, as Betty has been tormenting me, there is nothing for it, I should think, but to clear out of the way. I am going to clear out of the way, whatever anybody says.  Frank hesitated. Well, a fellow can't do nothing, he said helplessly. I suppose I shall shoot. And what right have you to do it? Have you any more right than a public official would have to spend public money in neglecting his duties? Frank stared at her. Well, I don't know what you mean, he said at last angrily. Give it up. It's quite simple what I mean.  Are you going to make no return for your income, and your house, and your leisure? Ah, that's your socialism, cried the young fellow, roused by her tone. No return? Why, they have the land.   But unfortunately I am not such a good socialist as that. I waver. I am not sure of what I wish. But one thing I am sure of, that unless people like you are going to treat their lives as a profession, to take their calling seriously, there are no more superfluous drones, no more idle plunderers than you, in all civilized society. Was she pelting him in this way that she might so get rid of some of her own inner smart and restlessness? If so, the unlucky Frank could not guess it. He could only feel himself intolerably ill-used. He had meant to pour himself out to her on the subject of Betty and his woes, and here she was rating him as to his duties, of which he had hardly as yet troubled himself to think, being entirely taken up either with his grievances or his enjoyments. I am sure you know your talking nonsense, he said sulkily, though he shrank from meeting her fiery look, and if I am idle, there are plenty of people idler than me.  On the contrary, it is they who have an excuse. They have no natural opening, perhaps, no plain call. You have both, and as I said before, you have no right to take holidays before you have earned them. You have got to learn your business first and then do it. Give your eight hours day like other people. Who are you that you should have all the cake of the world and other people the crusts? Frank walked to the window and stood staring out, with his back turned to her. Her words stung and tingled, and he was too miserable to fight. I shouldn't care whether it were cake or crust, he said at last, in a low voice, turning round to her. If only Betty would have me. Do you think she is any the more likely to have you, said Marcella, unrelenting, if you behave as a loafer and a runaway? Don't you suppose that Betty has good reasons for hesitating when she sees the difference between you and other people? Frank looked at her somberly, a queer mixture of expressions on the face, in which the mature a man was all ready to be discerned at war with the powerful young animal. I suppose you mean Lord Maxwell. There was a pause. You may take what I said, she said at last, looking into the fire, as meaning anybody who pays honestly with work and brains for what society has given him, as far as he can pay at any rate. Now look here, said Frank, coming dolefully to sit down beside her. Don't slate me any more. I'm a bad lot, I know. Well, an idle lot. I don't think I'm a bad lot. But it's no good you're preaching to me while Betty's sticking pins into me like this. Now just let me tell you how she's been behaving. Marcella succumbed and heard him. He glanced at her surreptitiously from time to time, but he could make nothing of her. She sat very quiet while he described the constant companionship between Oldus and Betty, and the evident designs of Miss Rayburn. Just as when he made his first confidences to her in London, he was vaguely conscious that he was doing a not very gentlemanly thing. But again he was too unhappy to restrain himself, and he longed somehow to make an ally of her. Well, I have only one thing to say, she said at last, with an odd nervous impatience. Go and ask her, and have done with it. She might have some respect for you, then.  I promise you that. And now you must go away. He went, feeling himself hardly treated, yet conscious, nevertheless, of a certain stirring of the moral waters, which had both stimulus and balm in it. She, left behind, sat quiet in the old library for a few lonely minutes. The boy's plight made her alternately scornful and repentant of her sharpness to him. As to his report, one moment it plunged her in an anguish she dared not fathom, the next she was incredulous, could not simply make herself take the thing as real. But one thing had been real, that word from oldest to her of marriage. The nostril dilated, the breast heaved, as she lost all thought of Frank in a resentful passion that could neither justify nor calm itself. It seemed still as though he had struck her, yet she knew well that she had nothing to forgive. Next morning she went down to the village, meaning to satisfy herself on two or three points connected with the new cottages. On the way she knocked at the rectory garden door, in the hope of finding Mary Harden and persuading her to come with her. She had not seen much of Mary since their return. Still she had had time to be painfully struck once or twice with the white and bloodless look of the rector's sister, and with a certain patient silence about her which seemed to Marcella new. Was it the monotony of the life, or had both of them been overworking and underfeeding as usual? The rector had received Marcella with his old gentle but rather distant kindness. Two years before he had felt strongly about many of her proceedings, and had expressed himself frankly enough, at least to Mary. Now he had put his former disapprovals out of his mind, and was only anxious to work smoothly with the owner of Mella. He had a great respect for dignities, and she, as far as the village was concerned, was to be his dignity hence forward. Moreover he humbly and truly hoped that she might be able to enlighten him as to a good many modern conceptions and ideas about the poor, for which absorbed as he was either in arms giving of the traditional type, or spiritual ministration, or sacramental theory, he had little time and, if the truth were known, little affinity. In answer to her knock, Marcella heard a faint come in from the interior of the house. She walked into the dining-room, and found Mary sitting by the little table in tears. There were some letters before her which she pushed away as Marcella entered, but she did not attempt to disguise her agitation. What is it, dear? Tell me," said Marcella, sitting down beside her, and kissing one of the hands she held. And Mary told her. It was the story of her life, a simple tale of ordinary things, such as ring the quiet hearts and train the unnoticed saints of this world.  Their Sunday teas and other small festivities were frequented by her brother's friends, men of like type with himself, and most of them either clergymen or about to be ordained. Between one of them a young fellow looking out for his first curacy, and Mary, an attachment had sprung up, which Mary could not even now speak of. She hurried over it with a trembling voice to the tragedy beyond. Mr. Shelton got his curacy, went off to a parish in the Lincolnshire Fens, and there was talk of their being married in a year or so. But the exposure of a bitter winter's night, risked in the struggle across one of the bleakest flats of the district to carry the sacrament to a dying parishioner, had brought on a peculiar and agonising form of neuralgia. And from this pain so nobly earned had sprung, oh mystery of human fate, a morphia habit, with all that such a habit means for mind and body. It was discovered by the poor fellow's brother, who brought him up to London and tried to cure him. Meanwhile he himself had written to Mary to give her up. I have no will left and am no longer a man, he wrote to her. It would be an outrage on my part, and a sin on yours, if we did not cancel our promise. Charles, who took a hard, ascetic view, held much the same language, and Mary submitted, heartbroken. Then came a gleam of hope. The brother's care and affection prevailed. There were rumours of great improvement of resumption of work. Just two years ago, when you first came here, I was beginning to believe. She turned away her head to hide the rise of tears, that it might still come right. But after some six or eight months of clerical work in London, fresh trouble developed, lung mischief chowed itself, and the system, undermined by long and deep depression, seemed to capitulate at once. He died last December at Madeira, said Mary quietly. I saw him before he left England. We wrote to each other almost to the end. He was quite at peace. This letter here was from the chaplain at Madeira, who was kind to him, to tell me about his grave. That was all. It was the sort of story that somehow might have been expected to belong to Mary Harden, to her round, plaintive face, to her narrow, refined experience, and she told it in a way eminently characteristic of her modes of thinking, religious or social, with old-fashioned or conventional phrases which, whatever might be the case with other people, had lost none of their blue-more meaning for her. Marcella's face showed her sympathy. They talked for half an hour, and at the end of it Mary flung her arms round her companion's neck. There, she said, now we must not talk any more about it. I am glad I told you. It was a comfort. And somehow I don't mean to be unkind, but I couldn't have told you in the old days. It's wonderful how much better I like you now than I used to do, though perhaps we don't agree much better.  Presently they were in the village together, as they neared the herds' old cottage, which was now empty and to be pulled down, a sudden look of disgust crossed Marcella's face. Did I tell you my news of Minta Hurd, she said? No, Mary had heard nothing. So Marcella told the grotesque and ugly news, as it seemed to her, which had reached her at Amalfi. Jim Hurd's widow was to be married again to the queer, lanky Professor of Elocution with the Italian name and shifty eye, who lodged on the floor beneath her in Brown's buildings, and had been wont to come in of an evening and play comic songs to her and the children. Marcella was vehemently sure that he was a charlatan, that he got his living by a number of small dishonesties, that he had scented Minta's pension. But apart from the question whether he would make Minta a decent husband, or live upon her and beat her, was the fact itself of her remarriage in itself hideous to the girl. Marry him, she said. Marry anyone? Isn't it incredible? They were in front of the cottage. Marcella paused a moment and looked at it. She saw again in sharp vision the miserable woman fainting on the settle, the dwarf sitting handcuffed under the eye of his captors. She felt again the rush of that whirlwind of agony through which she had borne the wife's helpless soul in that awful dawn. And after that, exit with her Professor of Elocution. It made the girl sick to think of. And Mary, out of appusiate dislike of second marriage, felt and expressed much the same repulsion. Well, Minta heard was far away, and if she had been there to defend herself, her powers of expression would have been no match for theirs. Nor does youth understand such pleas as she might have urged. Will Lord Maxwell continue the pension? said Mary. Marcella stopped again involuntarily. So that was his doing, she said. I suppose as much. You did not know, cried Mary in distress. Oh! I believe I ought not to have said anything about it. I always guessed it, said Marcella shortly, and they walked on in silence. Presently they found themselves in front of Mrs. Jellison's very trim and pleasant cottage, which lay further along the common, to the left of the road to the court. There was an early pear tree in blossom over the porch, and a swelling greenery of buds in the little garden. Will you come in? said Mary. I should like to see Isabella Westall. Marcella started at the name. How is she? she asked. Just the same. She has never been in her right mind since, but she is quite harmless and quiet. They found Mrs. Jellison on one side of the fire, with her daughter on the other, and the little six-year-old Johnny playing between them. Mrs. Jellison was straw-plating, twisting the straws with amazing rapidity, her fingers stained with red from the dye of them. Isabella was, as usual, doing nothing. She stared when Marcella and Mary came in, but she took no other notice of them. Her powerful and tragic face had the look of something originally full of intention, from which spirit and meaning had long departed, leaving a fine but lifeless outline. Marcella had seen it last on the night of the execution, in ghastly apparition at Minterherd's window, when it might have been caught by some sculptor in quest of the secrets of violent expression, fixing clay or marble, and labelled revenge or passion. Its passionless emptiness now filled her with pity and horror. She sat down beside the widow and took her hand. Mrs. Westall allowed it for a moment, then drew her own away suddenly, and Marcella saw a curious and sinister contraction of the eyes. Ah, you'll never know how much Isabella understands and how much she don't, Mrs. Jellison was saying to Mary. I can't always make her out, but she don't give no trouble.  He gives them fine times at school you do. Miss Barton, she asked him in class Thursday about Ananias and Sapira. Johnny, says she, whatever made him do such a wicked thing. Well, I don't know, says he. It was just there nasty good for nothing, says he. But they was great sillies, says he. Oh, he don't mean no harm, Lord Blessure. The men is all born contrary, and they can't help themselves. Oh, thank you, Miss. My health is pretty tidy, though. I have been plagued this winter with something they call the flenzie. I were very bad. You go to bed, Mrs. Jellison, says Dr. Sharp, or you'll know of it. But I won't be going to be talked to by him, why I knowed him when he were no higher than old Johnny. And I kept puddling along, and one morning I were fairly choked. And I just crawled into that parlour and I took a supper brandy out at the bottle. She looked complacently at Mary, quite conscious that the rector's sister must be listening to her with disapproving ears. And, Lord Blessure, it cut the phlegm it did that very moment. My I did cough. I drawed it up by the yard I did, and I crept back along the wall, and you could have knocked me down with one of my own straws. But I've been better ever since, and beginning to eat my vitals too, though I'm never no great pecker. I ain't not at no time. Mary managed to smother her emotions on the subject of the brandy, and the old woman chattered on, throwing out the news of the village in a series of humorous fragments, tinged in general with the lowest opinion of human nature. When the girls took leave of her, she said slyly to Marcella, and how about your plate-in, miss, though I guess I am a bolden for us, din? Marcella coloured. Well, I've got it to think about, Mrs. Jellison. We must have a meeting in the village and talk it over one of these days. The old woman nodded in a shrewd silence, and watched them depart. Well, I reckon Jimmy Gage'll last my time, she said to herself, with a chuckle. If Mrs. Jellison had this small belief in the powers of the new mistress of Mella, over matters which, according to her, had been settled generations ago by the laurel and nature, Marcella certainly was in no mood to contradict her. She walked through the village on her return, scanning everything about her, the slattenly girls plating on the doorsteps, the children in the lane, the lounges round the various publics, the labourers, old and young, who touched their caps to her, with a moody and passionate eye. Mary, she broke out as they neared the rectory, I shall be twenty-four directly. How much harm do you think I shall have done here by the time I am sixty-four? Mary laughed at her and tried to cheer her, but Marcella was in the depths of self-discussed. What is wanted, really wanted, she said with intensity, is not my help, but their growth. How can I make them take for themselves, take roughly and selfishly even, if they will only take? As for my giving, what relation has it to anything real or lasting? Mary was scandalised. I declare you are as bad as Mr Craven, she said. He told Charles yesterday that the curtsies of the old women in the village to him and Charles, women old enough to be their grandmothers, sickened him of the whole place, and that he should regard it as the chief object of his work here to make such things impossible in the future. Or perhaps you're still of Mr Wharton's opinion. You'll be expecting Charles and me to give up charity. But it's no good, my dear. We're not advanced, and we never shall be. At the mention of Wharton, Marcella threw her proud head back, wave after wave of changing expression passed over the face. I often remember the things Mr Wharton said in this village, she said at last. There was life and salt and power in many of them. It's not what he said, but what he was that one wants to forget. They parted presently, and Marcella went heavily home. The rising of the spring, the breath of the April air, had never yet been sad and oppressive to her, as they were to-day.


This week on All Hands Magazine online, take a look at how Chief Petty Officer John Dietz, a scientist strategic communications wing one at Tinker Air Force Base in Oklahoma, was able to help out when an F-5 tornado hit that community in May. The first thing is to make sure that you're going to survive whatever's coming, which I did the best I could by going into my closet and then making sure that I was covered up well.  At first, there was no first responders because it took time to get here and the roads were all messed up and all these power lines were down. So basically you had to find a way over the power lines as I was getting shot. We used forum teams with the first responders and basically since I was the EMT they put me on a team with a one firefighter and four police officers and I probably helped with about eight people out of their homes and medically treated them to some degree. They sent us home early that day and basically me coming home put me right in the path. I was glad I was home because afterwards I could go out and do To watch the aftermath go to www.ah.mil and be sure to check back often as new magazine content is uploaded frequently. From the Defense Media Activity I'm petty officer Amara Timberlake.


A few videos ago, we already peaked at the Human Development Index data. So now, let's see if clustering the data presents any new, interesting findings. In this video, I will attempt to visualize these clusters on the GeoMap. Orange comes with a Geo add-on, which I will need to install first. Add-ons can be found in the menu under Options. Here, I select the checkbox for the Geo add-on. The add-on will install, and orange will have to restart. As you can see, I now have another group of Geo widgets. OK, back to my Human Development Index data. I can find it in the Datasets widget by typing HDI in the filter box. Double-click to load the data. Whenever I load a new dataset, before doing anything else, I like to examine it in the data table. This data includes 188 countries that are profiled by 52 socioeconomic features. To find interesting groups of countries, I first compute the distances between country pairs. I will use Euclidean Distance, and make sure that the features are normalized. As this dataset includes features with differing value domains, normalization is required to find a common ground. In hierarchical clustering, I use the word index and label the branches with the names of the countries. Word index joins the clusters so that the data variance in the resulting cluster is decreased, and often produces dendrograms with more exposed clusters. Our clustering looks quite interesting. We see some clusters of African countries like Swaziland, Lesotho, and Botswana, and we also find Iceland, Norway, and Sweden group together, and some countries of the ex-Soviet Union. By zooming out of the dendrogram, I can find such a cut that will group the countries into four different clusters. So let's take a look at them on the map. To do this, I first need to add the geocoding widget to the output of hierarchical clustering. The widget is already set correctly to use the country name as an identifier. By opening the data table, I can double-check the result and find that every row now includes extra information on the cluster. This comes from the hierarchical clustering widget and also information on the latitude and longitude of the country added by geocoding. I will now pass this data onto the choropleth map and just quickly change the attribute for visualization to cluster and the aggregation to mode. Well, here it is, the countries of our world clustered. Looks interesting. Well, we refer to as developed countries are in one cluster. Countries in South America are clustered with some countries in Asia and we also find a band of Sub-Saharan African countries. It's fascinating that although the data did not explicitly encode any geolocation information, the clusters we found were related to the country's geographical location. Our world really is split into regions and the differences between countries are substantial. Did I say differences? I really did an abysmal job of explaining what exactly these clusters are. That is, what are the socioeconomic indicators that are specific to a particular cluster? Are some indicators more characteristic of clusters than others? Which indicators characterize clusters the best? So many questions. It is time to reveal the trick of cluster explanation, but that I'll leave for our next video.


I drank a lot of coffee, but it was a problem. Are you excited? Yes, I'm very excited. Erromboni, it's just a few categories. Finally. Let's see how it goes.