Okay so hello everyone, just getting a bit organised with everything, let's get things organised. Okay put that over there. I've now got a clean table so that I can now do some readings for people. So if there's anybody who would like a reading just follow the link and come on in. It's £10 which works out around... I kept putting 14 and it's not it's gone down so it's 12.50 really dollars and but I just put 12. So what's 50? What's 50 cents? We don't care about that. So hi Brandy, hello hello. So how is everybody today? How has your Sunday been? What have you been doing? I'd like to know. Have you been Brandy? Have you been doing okay?  I just thought I'd open it out there as a spontaneous thing. See if that's something that anybody wants. Hello Linda Turner and here's lovely Vera. Hey Vera. Hi. Hello love. You're so used to the Zoom. I know I am. I thought Zoom that'd be it. I have to go back and change everything because StreamYard obviously you know you can go on to multi-platforms can't you? So it's a no-brainer to go into StreamYard really. It can be a little bit too but then you'll have to pay a little more. Yeah yeah I mean I'm using Greg's Blessing. He always allows me on a Sunday to do my thing here so I love that man. I didn't know if anybody knew that. I didn't know. You didn't know? Up no? Well I do. I do very much. He's worth loving. So are you into hangout or are you into have a reading? What are you fancy? I'm good for hangout depends on how many readings you have. All right. Because I jumped in. Well it's nice to hang out with you either way. You're lovely company Vera. Thank you. My friend aren't you? You're my friend. I see you as my friend too. Good. Good yeah. Well family even you know. Is family better than friend? Friend family? Either way. It depends. I think if you have a good family. Your spiritual family I think is family that you choose. Family that are your... The chosen family is sometimes better than the one you. Although I'm lucky to have both. I am lucky. And I know how rare it is. But I've got you know I'm blessed to have my mom, my brother or my brothers. So yeah I'm pretty lucky. I don't have contact with my just well three nieces slash nephew total total three that I have on in my friend's list on Facebook. Right. And that's it. Well unfortunately we have to say are these people worthy of our time. And I know that sounds a bit harsh but sometimes you need to hang out with people that that enhance you and make you feel happy. Make you feel invigorated. And that's important. Absolutely. And you have those that... Well I feel when people just tell you everything you're doing wrong don't support you when you say well this is what I want to do. Yeah. They don't deserve your energy. No. No. That's right. I'm going to...  I'm just trying to find my live feed. Oh there's a... I've just seen a profile picture of my my lovely area. Have you found it? Pepper Pig Wells. She is at the moment. Now I'm still scrolling down. Okay hold on. Hold on. Well I need to read comments is what I need to read. Yes I know. I just tagged you. Maybe the tag shows up. Oh oh I got it. I got it. I got it. Yeah. She's just now. She's Vera. That Vera. Not that Vera. It sometimes help if I tag you. All of a sudden it shows up. I know. I know. So Dawn Brooke. Hello. Hello. Hello Dawn Brooke. I'm new here she says. Well welcome. Welcome. Welcome. Yeah. So let's start off. They don't Vera. So I think that was an answer to what you were saying earlier. So I've got my lovely grandson staying with me. He's 14 and he's chatting to his girlfriend in the bedroom blessing. So he's really happy. That's good. With his girlfriend he's good. But I think he just likes to spend time outside of home. I mean there's so much going on isn't there in a busy household. Sometimes it's nice just to chill. Hello Norma Coons. Hello. Welcome. Hello. Hello. And Mississippi hippie fishies. Hi y'all. Hey y'all. I like that. Hey y'all. I wonder if I started saying that in around the UK. People would look at me very strangely. But it would be worth it because I think that'd be quite fun. So I want to say an amazing well done to everybody who came to level three tarot. I am not just saying this but I was gobsmacked at how fluent everybody was with the reading of three cards. Not just one card. Everybody read three cards together. The scenarios that were coming out were perfect. Vera was one of them. They were proper. Didn't count to the end. No because you were extremely tired but you were one hour ahead of us so no wonder you were tired. And all of a sudden hit me. Yeah. Like look. And then you hear everything but it doesn't process and then it's time to take a little. That's what happened to me during a reading. I mean I'd gone an hour over the reading that I was actually doing. Mississippi says do I pay first or go to three stream yard first. You can come to stream yard and then pay after. That's no problem. Yeah because if you cannot connect. Yeah. You don't have to go through all the payback. Of course. Yeah. So just jump in there. Yeah. I didn't see the stream yard link on Facebook by the way. You didn't. I haven't been able to do that because I can't copy and paste. Oh I will get on it. I will get on it. Thank you. I mean I put it on every advert that's on there but not on the actual live. Yeah. I've had a pretty lazy day today. I've kind of just you know chilled out. It was really good yesterday. I think I pushed these guys probably more than they've been pushed before you know during the readings but they flying come was there. So if these people that came you know to the level they are definitely professional you know with what they are saying with how they're putting things across the predictions you know they're following that line you know there's nothing wishy washy about anything that they were picking up they were solid predictions was being and you know we're not always going to get you know things that aren't you know you know sometimes we get kind of like something that's a bit more general but then you get another layer and it gets deeper and another layer that gets deeper and and that's how you get the the the readings so um yeah I thought it was amazing absolutely amazing so yeah wow wow just wow really yeah um hi Gracie hi Kev how are you guys how's your day been Vera what have you been doing today lazy yeah me too I just fancied being lazy today but enjoying my but you know I have an air fryer yeah I have now a air fryer slash oven oh I can put yes but it tumbles say you have a drum that you can put in the potatoes or the french fries yeah and then it starts pinning and it tastes a lot better than their fryer oh and I also can do the meat spinning so it's about this high inside it's about this but it's more me how I spelt that have I done a typo on this guiding angels at BT inter internet instead of internet yeah I did didn't I internet you're getting quite technically and then save and then there is that that's done it okay so let's do a little video for you Vera Vera yeah and let's see if others when you get some used stream yard for the first time when you click on the link you get asked to allow access to phone and mic and you can fill in and then just continue and it will you will be able to come in there I have to say some browsers it doesn't support I didn't know that and I yeah for those things I cannot do it oh mom oh I most browsers just work with stream out and they're getting better always upgrading stream yard so yeah in a in a way it's it's it's like soon hello Linda lovely Linda winger fancy a reading with ellie just clink on the clink clink on the stream yard link yeah I can understand that it puts people off it's live I do get it so you know yeah but if you totally don't want to be on screen you can follow in because you come in first in really as backstage and then ellie has to click to go to put your arm yeah you can definitely have your camera off if you want yeah you can that's no problem like I said um I do want to while everybody's waiting actually can I just show the raffle um I don't know if you can but well I'm gonna okay gonna okay here is it okay so we've got a new raffle going at the moment let me go and get all the stuff you didn't think of it otherwise you would have had a closer well I've got it here but yeah okay G here of course uh you can have one just click on the link on stream out and you'll be getting it one on one on here on live on the live so if that's okay with you okay okay it should be above in the in the description the link what love and in in the comments oh can I have so who've we got here sherry sherry sherry hello sherry hello hello I'm just gonna quickly show the raffle and then I will do the reading so I'll just take you off screen a minute and then um I'll take everybody off screen and then I'll do the raffle and then we'll that can be continuing while we're in the reading can you hear me okay I mean it's very faint very light can't figure out how to fix it I'll be your sound is a little bit or low can you go to settings yeah well when you go to the settings you can see if you're how you met the volume of your mic is and adjust it all right I'm gonna put you in the um side bit okay so um we're gonna do start a raffle we've already started it but this is kind of the first time it's been live I did it in um the um development group okay so what is being raffled is um so there will be two main prizes and two mini prizes okay so two main prizes and two like mystery prizes so you won't know what they are so um it is a pound a go if you're in the UK or two pounds if you are outside of the UK it just helps with um post and packaging okay so a pound if you're in the UK two pounds if you're outside of the UK okay now within this raffle these are your choices you have um a dreamcatcher not just any dreamcatcher this is um a 3D dreamcatcher okay this dreamcatcher is worth 15 pounds okay so it's um beautiful okay so yeah 3D dreamcatcher okay that's one of the choices you have um this candle holder okay so this is a lotus flower candle holder okay he also had a choice of this lovely crystal ball with an angel in it if you can see that it's an angel like a laser angel in there you see that he's trying to try to do it so you can see it okay so there's that one with the stand there is a set of runes okay um and these runes are these these color so they're kind of silvery but there is a black and gold set as well if you prefer um so runes um or you have a choice of all druid craft tarot cards okay druid craft tarot cards okay i'll show you the cards they are lovely so if you're into kind of um rustic and kilticky um then they are for you okay so so eight of cups that one so there's just a few of them these are the druid craft okay so the raffle is a pound ago or two pounds if you're outside of the uk which works out around two two dollars two dollars fifty cents okay that's kind of ish when it works out although i haven't checked it recently okay so there are the druid crafts so as you can see they're lovely cards and i do recommend them for you know first deck they would be good they'd equally be good as a second deck like an extra deck okay so they're the druid craft tarot cards and you've also got the last choice is the light seers oh there's my love thank you darling um the light seers tarot okay the light seers so this is the ones that i use a lot and a lot of the other readers did in fact during the um level three um yeah during the workshop yesterday um most of them were used in light seers tarot okay so that's how good they are so and everybody did did really well so these are um that's the justice card see instead of swords they're ravens okay infusion choices emotionally sending out your affirmations there that can be um literally moving sending your wishes out that can be something to do with defensive so yeah they're very pretty cards very pretty cards so that is the light seers deck okay and that one i use is my secondary deck okay so if anybody would like um a go on the raffle all you need to do is um you can pay the money by PayPal into guidingangels at btinternet.com paypal or you can go to the website psychicalli.net and there is a make a payment button on there okay so it's pretty simple make a payment button the website is american dollars but if you just put two dollars no um so if it's a pound in the uk um let me let me do a conversion thing quickly for you guys because it does change it up the currency so one pounds okay one twenty four one one dollar twenty four so if you put one dollar twenty four in there um that will be that will work out a pound if you're in the uk i'm gonna write a note of that yeah so you can do that or you can go to like a said PayPal all right um and that's that's that so um let me just catch up i'm crazy about you too love i am i am i am okay sarah what do the ravens represent in general um well um in the tarot cards they represent the swords which is thoughts ravens are carriers of messages i believe that's how i feel they are sigh killer luminati info wars hello and can i have one you can have what are you after a reading or are you after um a go on the raffle either way it's absolutely fine Cheryl um says lovely cards so i've called up with messages okay so if you do want a raffle these are the these are the numbers okay these are the numbers left so you literally choose the number that you want and when i have this filled up i then go live i cut them all up into individual strips and then i pick them out basically i'll pick out four winners two main prizes first person gets first choice of of those prizes second person gets um obviously the second choice and then you get two mystery prizes as well okay so there you go so i'm going to bring in the first person to have the reading um so veera are you okay going after this lady or let me bring you all in yeah it's all right it's perfectly fine you know me i do know you i do know you i'll feel thank you very much for that thank you so much 17 question everything yeah we should i think definitely we should okay all right so um i'll put you um yeah i'll put you down into the um bit down there and then we'll read for this lovely lady now would you prefer yourself on the big screen like that okay yeah no you can put us together or the little one you prefer the little one i don't have to be big yeah just thought i'd ask you know i'm gonna be used to it i'm a fish youtuber and then and i integrate mental health and addiction like recovery into uh this called aquariums as therapy oh my goodness tell me more or perhaps i should ask afterwards maybe get the reading then ask okay that's interesting yeah how much are the readings readings are 10 pounds um which works that around 12 dollars 50 something like that okay so what i like to do first of all what's your first name sharing sharing okay so what i like to do first of all is to do a little kind of overview of your life now and then you can either ask questions or you can i can just do the future part of the readings maybe you prefer i've been single for somewhere near 10 years i've lost count of hello nine about giving up uh but started doing the streaming thing and i ended up meeting someone that i've been talking to is uh at the top of the united states and i'm at the bottom but i don't know how it's going to turn out and there's a little bit of drama between the fish tubers going on but um that's about it so i don't i don't know which what to do with what i'm doing and how to proceed i keep going or or not okay i'm going to start seeing and um empathic and you know into rikey and all that stuff and i'm very southern i have a thick accent no i like it i love the american accent i love it i love it all right so i'm just gonna tune in to you then now okay and um let's have a little look and see make sure that they're on you now all right so um we've got the card that says um looking for adventure basically got my ace of uh wands which is um sometimes being a bit bored and restless so it's more to do with the fact that you know that there's something inside you that you're supposed to do and you're trying to get it all out you're trying to make it happen because that makes sense focus and and make it happen and um and what's going on at the moment is there is um like like you've said there's the crossroad is there um and sometimes it's like i don't know quite whether to take this pathway or this pathway because i feel that there are many different facets to what you can do okay so it's not just in one area um and and therefore how do you continue with that how does that how does that go forward now it is indicating that you do have security around you so that could be you know the fact that you've got home security that you know what you're good does that make sense yes it's okay so we don't have the stress does that make sense of um feeling as if you're not going to be able to pay your bills that makes sense right um which gives you that um a little bit more of of that freedom of mind yeah peace of mind it's an older trailer but it's paid for and it's not going good yeah so that that peace of mind is worth a lot you know okay but it's it doesn't stop you wanting to launch off does that make sense and do something else but it also leaves you free to be open okay to what's going on okay so there has been a lot of spend out recently um so that could be a personal choice or that could be oh oops i don't know whether wherever it's an oops one combination i wrecked my truck and then i bought a different vehicle and now it's in the shop and stuff like that but um yeah i do tend to overspend often i'm a limited income ssi yeah we all do that don't win okay so um there is the ace of pentecosts which does mean there's new money coming your way or an opportunity to earn money okay and that is it's going to be um so anything that you're spending out visualize it coming back to you threefold okay so not just coming back to you coming back to you threefold um and what that does is it just keeps going does that make sense it just keeps um renewing does that make sense that energy okay so um and it's like we've got to get rid of the deal every time we spend money just i mean i'm worst as well she don't mean we do don't we we kind of go you know oh i should have done that i should sorry i had to spray my dog with the water bottle to make her stop making noise put it she's bad i just want to join in don't they let me get under you and play while you're in the middle of something exactly exactly what sort of doggy is it uh pit master connects she's about a hundred pounds wow yeah oh lovely okay so this they're showing me that there has been some sort of rejection recently um so that rejection could be not anybody you know it could be um you know that you were trying to um to get something but you said no does that make sense or you know you applied for something and and it didn't happen or something along those lines so it doesn't have to be personal but would you understand what they mean i think so uh i planned for a credit card today was turned down i knew that it would go that way but i don't the benefit of applying was a free hat and the entry to win a new truck and stuff like that so i said oh yeah it's not that way so um so yeah they're just indicating that so um also that there is a situation that has brewed around you've been brewing around you and they're talking about it being um uh something that you don't want it's like a personal situation going on with the family or friends you don't really want to get too involved you're just seeing how it goes um and you're just kind of being careful does that make sense you're just being careful yeah that's about my understanding it's like you don't want to tell you about completely but you just want to be you know um but you don't even want the people knowing that you're keeping an eye either right so it's it's like um a bit secretly watching what's happening there okay but not in a creepy way yeah i've been just kind of watching going i don't know what i should do or say anything about this uh uh somebody that's more successful than me copycat than me and i'm like why i don't get it i mean what i'm doing is is original but it was just unique but um it was my idea treat it treat it maybe as a compliment and just just keep shining your light brightly and just you know be yourself people will follow a personality they'll follow that they'll follow you know if your light's shining they're going to say do you know what yeah the ones that see it all join in and the ones that don't want your soul tribe your soul tribe will will stay with you no matter what let them do them and you do you so they say right yeah that's what i had pretty much decided was i'm just gonna keep doing my thing my way and don't worry about it yeah i mean at the end of day it is a compliment yeah i think that you've got a good idea there it's just annoying it is frustrating yeah okay um so you had to go within yourself recently with my five of cups you've had to go deep within yourself and it's kind of like analyzing what um what you want from life okay and i know that you've been talking about kind of your life path and everything but i think this is on on quite a lot of accounts does that make sense in your life quite a lot so it's like am i happy here am i happy here am i happy here if i'm not hacking in at any of these then how do i change it what can i do yeah and i'm going to be saying this to a lot of people during reading um and in the astrology because i feel that's going to be one of the topics this week um it is about you know making sure that in every every area you are happy yeah i can see my love in this in the chat until we learn i'll um so um so we've got the taking control okay um and that's basically your feisty side is going to be coming out and taking full advantage of the fact that you're going to be fired up um so there's no wishy washy stuff going on in the very near future in your reading it is that you're fired up you've got lots of plans um they're showing me that you're writing down information and ideas and um you're just really focused ready to go so i feel like it's i'm at the beginning of a path but i don't know where it's gonna leave yeah well i'm excited for you so i want to see what's gonna happen now um but is there anything particularly want me to answer answer um directly about the man that i've been talking to okay so let me look into that okay his name is john if that helps okay so does he live abroad or overseas uh wisconsin and that's directly way north of me and um south way south mississippi is one of the places really sunny and one isn't um yeah it's hotter here it's hotter and more humid and stuff yeah um they're giving me the travel card okay so the travel card can mean that there's an issue regarding travel or that you know you may have to travel because that makes it there may have to be a um a situation where you have to travel or you have to make decisions about travel okay right we've talked about doing some traveling uh and he's talked about traveling here in the city and also to a fish expo thing in concession yeah yeah we've got that you don't want to come across as being needy does that make sense you're quite um a proud lady and you know so you don't want to act as if you are too i'm independent and i've gotten used to it being that way yeah so it's like you don't want to say oh i need to have a man in my life and i need to have this and does that make sense i've learned that i don't yes and but sometimes that can act as a barrier and i know that sounds bloody crazy but everybody needs to know so where would i fit in in your life so sometimes we have to act a little bit um soft in certain areas does that make sense yeah just kind of say i do need i i do but i i don't it's like no i do want but i don't need exactly i do want but i don't need that's a big big difference that very big and you don't want it to ever become a um a competition so would you understand that he does something similar to you yes he does um he's more of a late night streamer hang out chat and chill type kind of stuff but we're all in what they call the fish fam uh which is just all the fish youtubers about aquariums and fish and stuff okay i thought there was a familiar noise in the background there um water running yeah it's like the aquarium thing it's very easy it is okay so let's have a look and see what else is going on there okay okay so it's indicating that either he's lost somebody or you have i mean not just in split would either one of you have lost a partner in a spirit with to the spirit world i don't know uh so maybe it's about somebody that they because it's like what i've got is i've had losses of significant others that felt like a death but it wasn't um and as far as i know his exes are living i think he lost a child that might be it because i feel that there's a heaviness because that really says and it felt to me like grief or deep loss um and perhaps i just assumed it was a partner um but there is this lovely feeling here of the fact that you can bring each other a lot of happiness and could lift each other up which is sort of meaning it seems that way and it's like you know coming home does that make sense have you actually it does here no we've not visited in person yet um we do a lot of video chatting and we both get the feeling that we've known each other before but i mean we know that wasn't in this life so maybe a soul contract well i'm not seeing any blocks um no so it might happen yeah it it looks it looks as if it's it there's no blocks there's no reason why this wouldn't just happen you know um that's kind of how they're making me feel about that performance is going to work for it i know there's that there's that isn't there yeah a gas costs an awful lot to be traveling nowadays well um my feeling is that you can take what you're doing further i've actually got about interviewing uh somebody who speaks better than me about healing modalities yeah that's what i'm seeing it's like growing what you have is going to get you the income and then spread everything so it's like you're following your life path you're also getting yourself some income in so that you can start to live your life so i think it's a everything connects well that sounds good is that okay for you it's okay good good so um so is there any final thing that you want me to look into before we finish how's the money for traveling gonna come to me what do i need to do for that keep doing what i've been doing i believe so just gonna put a few more cards here i'm not monetized i get i get a few little tips but that's it doesn't really amount to much um i feel that what what you yeah it's the tip jar does that make sense so yes like um putting putting that out there a little bit more um and without any guilt because you're you're doing a service for others and so when we're doing that we have to um we have to live don't we um unfortunately um but there is two different pathways for money that i'm seeing two ways of earning money they're showing me for you and i feel that one is definitely international does that make sense so that will be um you know overseas it will be it will be everything and it's like you know you've got the healing card so you are looking after yourself and looking after others sorry if you want to just say what you're what you do um just in case there's anybody watching you might need that um well it's mostly uh it's like fish keeper's group therapy and i'll have a guest on most weeks and i basically ask them to tell um what they're comfortable with about their or their battle with battles with addiction and you know overcoming that and how their aquariums have helped them with those things you know and most people like it's a good distraction gets me out of my own head you know and if it can i think it can induce kind of a meditative state to get lost stare it into the fish tank and and also give you something else to focus on um you could do um like a questions and answers thing you know yeah i don't know what questions i would ask because i don't want to ask them to tell or talk about anything that they're not comfortable with now what i mean is on the fish tanks just i mean it's like if anyone's got any questions on their on their tanks you know yeah and that at the end for a space filler yeah because sometimes we run out of something stuff to talk about yeah but uh yeah that's how most of the fish streams go with you know question and answer or either they just sit there and talk the whole time um what is your um what is your website or is it how do they get in touch with you um Mississippi hippie fishies or newtube all right let me just write it in there Mississippi Mississippi M-I-S-S-I Mississippi I still haven't got it M-I-W-I can't see what i'm writing actually M-M-I-S-S-S-R-S-S-R-P-P-R Mississippi it's still coming up not knowing hippie fishies on youtube yeah okay all right i'll put it out there for anybody so if anybody wants any help or advice on aquariums and things like that then please um obviously lovely sherry well it helps the the audience it's kind of inspiring to hear to hear these people tell the bad things they've been through and you know how well they're doing now and how they attribute you know some of that credit to their aquariums yeah and their their pets to to help them through I had a fish tank in my shop and I loved it absolutely loved it but then I got quite a few in my my health I couldn't keep clearing it out myself yeah I think it's that way sometimes I didn't want to though right we might want to think about a beta a beta yes ma'am what's that it's a fish oh it cleans the tank no but they they are they can go in smaller tanks and it doesn't take as much to take care of them oh I see and they're pretty and they can be very pretty yeah if you were in the US I could mail you one oh thank you anyway lovely to meet you and thank you thank you very much thank you okay all right bye for now bye oh what a lovely lady okay so I'm gonna add in so my love mustard just popped in and popped out again bless him I could see that he changed he changed the banner oh I love him and I sent you the link for her channel or for her channel did you yeah oh lovely where did you send it messenger messenger okay all right let me pop in I do like to network with people I subscribed did you are lovely there you go there you go everyone thank you Vera for that that's lovely so Phil's not there he's um oh he looks like he's in the kitchen I can see him in the kitchen yep yep I feel oh oh oh oh oh oh I'll I'll take his reading We hear an echo someone has done. We hear an echo someone has done. We hear an echo, echo somewhere. Oh, where you going? Don't go. He's playing, you Ellie.   I'm a bugger. Yeah, I just wanted to say, hey, you know, Allie is giving these readings for like nothing. And look how long they last and, you know, you want to, if you want a great reading, get one right now from my love. I do. Thank you, darling. I do do them cheaper, like now, so that I can, so that people who can't afford a bigger one can have one. So yeah, please like, share, hit the bell notification, share this link on social media. Thanks, lovely. Hi. Hi. Oh, come on, hold on a minute, Greg. Just say hello to Logan. Oh, OK. Hey. Hey, Logan. How are you? How's it going? Any hints? Any hints, so. He's too tall for this. Were you able to spend the day with your girlfriend? Yeah. Awesome. Good for you. Yeah. Yeah. He's having a break from home, aren't you? Yep. I totally get it. And that's cool. Yeah, too bad I wasn't there. I hang out with you. He still wants to play football with you. Yeah. He said you won't score. I bet I will. I'll put money on it. Oh, that's a challenge. I will, too. 10 shots. Oh, wait, you didn't say how many shots. Eventually I will. Anyway, also, Phil, thank you for putting that video out. The recommendation video out. Thank you, Phil, for the feedback. I love you so much. Any lovely. So he's hanging out in my bedroom because I don't use it. Yeah. Yeah. Why not? The problem. Phil, are you out to hang out or are you here to have a reading? I don't think Phil can hear us. Oh. I think he's broken up. Oh. I did. Cal McCross. I can hear you. I just had my phone muted. Okay, I'm going to cut out. Enjoy your reading, Phil. And I love you guys. Take care. Logan says fine. I thought Vera was next. I know Vera. Just because you know her doesn't mean she doesn't want our reading. Vera, do you want your reading next? Take Phil. Oh. Come on. Phil. See. All right, Phil. Have you got a question you want to ask? Let's do that because I don't like leaving everybody down there. Okay. Well, I guess it's in my proverbial question. What's going on with my life? Okay. All right. I have a little stuff. Something to come up. Okay. I will have a look. I'll have a look. Let's have a look then. Okay. So let me make sure I've got the link with you first. And then we'll go from there. Already. You're seeing all my mess. Do you want to hide it? I piled everything over there. Straight. The first card out, Phil. What's the three of cups? That's pretty good. So the three of cups alongside the tower. Hello. So there is obviously something that's come to the surface that needs to be resolved or sorted. Okay. So that could be some deep set anxieties, panic. I'm feeling a little bit panicky. I'm feeling a little bit kind of, you know, how do I deal with this or what's really going on? You know, what is the root of this? So do you understand what that feels like? Oh yeah. Big tone. Okay. Hello. Okay. So there is somebody around who has got, or there's bluntness. Okay. But I feel that this is linked with a third party. Somebody who's being blunt or speaking out of turn may not be around you, but it could be around the situation. Now, if you don't know about that, you might find out about that. Does that make sense? That might be something that comes up later. Okay. So we've got the card that says, I want to take leadership or I want to take charge or I want to look after Okay. I want to help. Okay. Is the feeling here that there is a strong feeling of, but I want to be independent and I want to do it myself.  Does that make sense with, you know, wanting to take care and yet feeling, you know, I want to be able to see your face. So I'm going to be, I'm just going to put you just down there for a minute. That's okay. Lovely. I know. I just want to see. Feel. Make sure he knows what's happening here. So, so we, yeah. So it feels as if it's like somebody wanting to take charge or wanting to help. We've got another person who's maybe being a little bit independent and stubborn. Does that make sense and saying I, I want to do this myself. You know, I'm independent. Okay. So there's a feeling of, I'm definitely going with a panic. Okay. There's a panic feeling inside. And this panic is, is to do with insecurity. It's to do with feeling out of key or out of balance with things and a need to, to see really how things are going to go or how things could be made better. Okay. So there's a realisation that it's going to take time. Does that make sense to, you know, go forward? But what your feeling is, I want to deal with this now. I don't, I don't want to leave this. I don't want to leave this and have to be paid for. And have to be patient and wait for things to change or get sorted out. Just sort of, it's like, I need to get to the bottom of what's happening. Okay. So, so there's a reluctance.  Does that make sense at the moment or need space? Yeah, I could see that. Yeah. Now you're trying to see. They're not planning. They don't build planning. I'm feeling as if it's her. Okay. Okay. And it's, and it's, it's more to, it's more to do with the, that feeling of, you know, not wanting to hurt anybody and not herself as well. Just so it's like trying to get that balance right inside. What I'm sensing is there's a lot going on with everybody. It's like a lot going on in her life. Not just what's going on with you, but she's got so much other stuff. Does that make sense to deal with as well? And it's like, it's an overload. Like an overload of it all. And it's like, there's a needing of a timeout, timeout, timeout, timeout, please. Give me some timeout. Because I can't handle. I don't feel as if you, you would be, you wouldn't, you wouldn't have good results if you pushed it at the moment is what I'm sensing with these cards. Right. But I will say, you know, we've got some good, good cards for the future. You know what I mean? So this is just now. This is only at this moment in time. There is just a little bit of a, of a, um, a pause. Okay. Something just hit the pause button. And, you know, there may be interference from, you know, what sides as well. So make sure put her higher self and everything in a bubble. Okay. Um, to make sure that there is no interference. They'll do what I can. Yeah. The darker side are wanting to, you know, extinguish as much love as possible out there.  Um, has she got children? No. I do, but she doesn't. Okay. Because there's something to do with living, um, where you're living. I'm picking up on children and home base situation. Does that mean anything to you? And it doesn't. It's not around yet. It's coming. So is there children in her life? Um, not necessarily her own. Um, I know of other than one of the people that she hires, uh, has children. And, uh, I think she's, uh, pregnant about ready to have a baby actually. There we are then. There we go. We have the impressed card. Yeah. Okay. Okay. Would that mean extra responsibility for, for her as well? Right. Yeah. Cause that, that's one of the people she relies on. And see that then again is more of that pressure that I'm picking up. So, um, and, and it's something to do with disruption in the home. Cause we have the three of pentacles. So, you know, I know that you know that there's disruption for her. So I'm just basically pointing that out this in the card there. So did that kind of make sense that first part? Yeah.  I don't think it's your panic. I think it's her panic. And it's not just panic for you. The more panic with everything that she's got on her shoulders. Right. Yeah. She tends to take on more than she probably should. Yeah.  She's also very motherly. She's very kind and caring. And so, you know, all of that, the emotions are just mixed up at the moment. And, um, you know, that can just be, this is how it is for now. And it's like, if you could ride the storm, it might be better soon. Do you want me to ask any other questions? Or just see how it's going to go in the future? Yeah, just, what the next couple of days are going to, or the week you're going to play out and be fine. Okay. We would be resolved by then. Okay. So I do see kind of tears and upset, but that's kind of more like now, really, and how it is feeling. So you may not actually have tears, by the way, it's just that emotional state there. We do have a feeling of personal, personally, I've done it or, you know, achievement in some way. So, I feel that she, once she gets past, there's something going on, this weekend, that is so stressful, that all she needs is quiet support. Does that make sense there? So to dissect whatever's happened, would not be beneficial, if you know what I mean. Okay. So, to quietly be there for somebody and say, I know that you've got a lot on your plate at the moment. I don't want to be any part of being any more, pressure on your shoulders. I'm gently coming to you with love vibration, and that is all. And when you feel that you want to talk, we can then resolve this situation, then you know exactly where I am, and I'll be there for you. Yeah. So it's kind of like a gentle opening of the door, but without any pressure. Well, it's sort of what I've been trying to do, so I guess I'll just continue. Yeah. There is a, I feel, you know when it's like the straw that broke the camel's back, I hate that term, but you know what I'm saying. Oh, I know that feeling. I haven't heard that one. Yeah. So it's something very small, but it's become something that is become too much. Does that make sense? It's like that, that one thing that can't be handled. Okay. So it's like that. Okay. But I do feel there is, you know, a bit of kind of worry and depression kind of there. Okay. So, you know, she's aware. She's aware that, that, you know, it's like the bubbly her. Does that make sense? Has been squashed down a bit and the bubbly her can't come out at the moment. Oh, yeah. She's even written about that. Okay. So, so yeah, I feel that there is, you know, we know that she's got some disruption in the home. Okay. So I feel that that is something that is pressuring her a lot. Okay. At this moment. And that is what's coming up. Does that make sense? It's that disruption feeling. And there's going to be a sudden turnaround and a sudden change over the next couple of days in a good positive way, because we have the 10, the 10 of cups, we have the sudden change. And we have this feeling of that's going to release this block or obstacle that you, that you guys have been going through. Okay. Okay. It's just something that is for now. Yeah. And it must feel awful because all you want to do is be there. The supportive. Those people are pretty choppy. I'm just going to say, call it what it is. Yeah. I already will. Yeah. Thank you for. That's okay. I'm just clarifying that. Appreciate it. Greg's put in the chat. We're all pulling for you. Phil Christopher's. The straw that broke the camel's back was made when someone killed two birds with one stone.  They are awful. They're awful. Yeah. Well, you know, financially for you, I just want to give this out there. Nothing to do with the love life stuff, but for you, there's going to be a sudden change to do with your job work or what you're going to be doing on your life path. It feels as if there's going to be an opportunity that you're going to be heading up and saying, okay, I'll do it. Or that's it. So it's like the doors open to this new, this pathway that you are destined to be on. And it's to do with balancing out the energies in the earth. Okay. And doing something massive. So whether you're doing that publicly or you're doing that alone, I don't know. I just know that there's something massive that is going to be noticed by the spirit world as a massive breakthrough. Okay. And that is going to be coming very soon. Okay. Within within the week there and the sunshine card is there. You don't get the sunshine unless there's good stuff happening. And it's like that will bring about more opportunities with the seven of them ones. It's like, oh, and then bring it. Bring it. Okay. Now what do you want me to do? So I feel that you're going to be driven by your urge to, it's like follow your path, follow your light path. It's kind of hard to decide because I can see the direction that it might be going and it's kind of light and dark. It's a dark subject that needs a lot of light on it. Yeah. Well, you know, you can, you can do it. You've got the strength to do it. Oh, yeah.  I'll pick you a card anytime you want. Oh, thank you. Thank you. Thank you very much. By the way, you've all put some money into the super chat. So please don't put any more money in. Because I don't want to do whatever I damn well, please. I love you, Phil. You know, you should know me by now. You can't tell me. I do. I do with my money as I please. Make me cry. No, don't cry about it. I mean, everybody happy as I can be. I know. The happiness in the world. Yep. I really will. Thank you very much. All right, my pleasure. I'll bow out now. You take care. You have a blessed day. And thank you very much for the work that you do. It's all right. I love doing what I do. Bye, Phil. Bye. I think it's your turn, Vera. Yeah. It's your turn, Phil. He made me cry. That's funny. Yeah. No, I'm not the one ruining you. I know. He's just a great guy. He's lovely. We love our Phil. We do. Let's say hello to some people. Hi, Desiree. Diamond Desiree. Hi. Brandy there. There's my love. Hey, Greg. Patricia. Hello, Patricia. Julie Book. Hello. How are you? And there's a few people in here. Doreen. Hello, Doreen. Frances. Peverett. Oh my goodness. She was an amazing medium. She is an amazing medium. And we used to work together doing the pubs. You know, go on the pub circuits. Oh my goodness. She was so funny. No, thank you, baby. Yeah. That'd be great. Thanks, darling. I got Logan using the air fryer. I said it's so easy, even I do it. I don't burn anything because it's just turning a dial and it turns itself off. I absolutely love that. Well, it could, but then you have the stories in it. Yeah, exactly. Hello, Kelly. Hello, Kelly. Hello, Sarah Randall. Hello, Lisa. Hello, Drita and Cheryl. Oh, I said no. I think I've said hello to everybody else. If I have missed anybody, I am really sorry. It is not deliberate. Hi, Sue. I've just boxed up your pyramid. It's all ready to go. How exciting. I've got the purple and turquoise one. So I've only got two left now. Two left. This is one. This one. And I've got then a... What's that? I've got an orange one as well. Oh, thanks, Sue. Thanks, Sue. It's all ready. I'll send the rest to it. And I'll send it off with all the others. So, yeah. Okay. So, Vera, do you want me to look at anything in particular? Well, let's say I feel like I'm in a rollercoaster energy-wise. Okay. I'm getting fed up with it. Is that... You're feeling tired. Yeah. And it's more like a special when I want to do things. All of a sudden, like... Something's telling me that you may need to up that protection energy because something's zapping you. I'm seeing kind of like a cord that's zapping you. Hmm. Yeah. Maybe. But you see, the thing is what we do is we open that channel up, don't we? Because we get annoyed with these people. And once we get annoyed with these people, it opens up this channel. Sure. It was bad today. Clink, clink, clonk, clink. Yeah. So, I would definitely put her in a bubble as well. I'd put her in a bubble and just shine so much love towards her that she just can't... She just can't bear it. Yeah.  And then it looks like you're extremely tired. I know. Yeah. Or like getting a huge headache. Oops. Sorted. Well, I've had once when I was driving a... at work, I got back and they didn't believe me. Black bags till here. Oh, wow. So bad. Yeah. It's feeling very bad. Hi, Bo McBeth and hello, Corinne and Sue. Yeah, you can come on in for a reading, Sue. Follow the link. The link is there. The link is underneath all the adverts on the page. And I think Vera put it in the messages on Facebook as well. Yes, I put it in one of the comments, but I can repost it if that's easier. Right, so let's have a look and see what's going on with you then. Yeah. Okay. Hello. Hi, Julie. Okay, so to deal with your home situation, I feel that it's like you need to put a dome over your home, okay? And that dome is going to be mirrors all the way around your home. Okay? Just fill it with love.  So, that's just going to fill it out, isn't it? With love. I'm down to two names, Mystique or Miracle. Oh, yeah. I love Mystique. And I'm here to ask but it's darn close to my mother's birthday. So, I'm going to have to ask what day she was born. All right. Yeah. Because that would be great if that would be on March 6th. That's a... Then it is total miracle. Yeah. Well, it's... Kitty's come to you or coming to you at exactly the right time in your life, isn't it? She? She? It's a she, isn't it? Definitely, sure. But she has the head of a female. If she shows me a picture of her... I can tell you if it's a girl or boy. I used to breed them. Well... Yeah. So... Okay, so to do with your home situation, it's like you want to be private, okay? You want to bump into this lady. You don't want to have anything to do with this lady that's next door. So, I feel that it's like there needs to be an invisible wall put up so that it's like your pathways never collide at all. So, that is a... You just went up... It just went up. When you said that there need to be an invisible wall, I felt like... It was there. Yeah. It is. Okay, so at the moment, yes, they are using your energies for other reasons as well. And this is because there is a real need for kind of super soldiers. There's a real need for light workers to be fighting at the moment. There's something massive going on galactically. And so, if anybody else out there has been feeling overly tired or there's something going on with your energy levels, then please understand that your spirit guides and loved ones and helpers out there are saying thank you, thank you and thank you again. And if you need or can sleep during the day, then please do that. Okay? Because they are helping... You are helping for a bigger cause. There's something definitely happening and it is real. Okay? So everyone thinks it's my imagination that this is going on. There is a fight going on between the light and the dark. And it's reaching the crucial points at the moment. So they are using as many light workers as possible at this time. So, that's the message from them directly. So, you're also getting ready for this new job basically. There's going to be a new situation. Okay, that's fun. So, they're showing me don't be surprised if your little kitty doesn't have a video on them a lot. I'm seeing that you're going to be videoing and it's kind of like when the kitten has an adventure and that kitten is the kitten when they first come to you and here's what the kitten got up to today and here's what's going on here. So, there's going to be a video diary of that kitten I'm seeing this and it will go out or maybe your channel, Animal Communication Channel or something like that and I'm just seeing all of that happen. So, yeah there's also I had an image of it that I was going to probably videotaping a lot. Yeah, but there's also some horses near you. Would you understand going to video horses near you or going to video other animals out and about? Could be, there are horses and other animals in this area. So, I feel that you're going to be it's like a commentary about what is going on with these animals what they're feeling, what they're thinking maybe, what's going so there's going to be a little bit of that I'm seeing that's going to be part of your your future is doing an analysis and that's going to get you more information out there. So, yeah, they're showing me that. There is, I'm seeing you maybe even travelling a little bit further afield. So, I think that kitten needs to get used to being in a car so I'm seeing this. So, it's pretty gulf-smacking but it could be that you're just going to be travelling about a bit and getting out and about already had a harness on my mind. Yeah, it's like a pop-up tent even and adventures there's stuff happening. So, yeah that's unique a kitten is going to be in a travelling situation but, yeah there are more there are even kittens on a motorbike travelling on a motorbike and someone was walking just a vocation walked from country to country and picked up a kitten that followed him. Yeah so let me copy the link because Julie's asking for the link I will I have already have that one maybe just pop it in the back because they're asking for it thanks Vera you're welcome okay so what else am I getting? Okay so that is going to be all part and parcel of a job that you're going to be doing so it will become monetised it may be that you are buyers of coffee that sort of thing so yeah people wanting to animals are what people are watching a lot these days these farms these homesteading farm I'm addicted to I'm a survivor animal sanctuary I absolutely love it and longhorn lesters and all the spin-offs from there I absolutely love it it really relaxes me big time so yeah there seems to be a plan for new money so I feel as if there's going to be money coming in from lots of different areas and it might be a little bit here and a little bit there and a little bit there but together it makes money so yeah I'm used to that it's on its way you are born to teach so don't be surprised if you're not going to be doing any one-to-one teaching maybe getting somebody to basically getting somebody who needs a bit of tuition and you doing an exchange okay it's a bit flat yeah if you could do an exchange or something you know, for them but I've definitely seen something like that and it will start off with kind of like a barter but that is going to get you your foot in the door to get you used to teaching and then get you used to confident to accept payment for then teaching but it's all the stepping stones does that make sense as you go forward they're showing me training you're still going to be training and learning new skills okay so you know you're very confident in teaching card readings angel card readings so please don't underestimate it if you feel as though you are ready now then say yeah I'm going to do a session today or tomorrow next week at 5pm and it's £5 if anybody wants to join in or something along those lines I'm just doing it as a for instance there will be people who want to practice readings they want to practice their craft and they want someone to give them a little bit of coaching you know you can read anything anything anything so you know this so you know use those skills so I feel that your readings just all in one really I'm just can't stop talking to you about what you're going to be doing I feel as well you're just kind of putting a hard shell around yourself you know you've got a lot of emotions going on a lot of fears but they're saying contain those fears and start coming into that warrior woman and that person I need to earn a living I deserve this I've done a lot of training I've done a lot of I know things and I can help people and it's okay to accept an exchange of money when you're ready I mean you're ready now as far as I'm concerned I'll give you the endorsement I'll give everybody the endorsement if anybody feels as if they want to enhance their Oracle card skills and their you know clairvoyance skills using the cards then Vera is your lady she really is so yeah please put your details in the chatty thing but yeah I feel the time is now for you to fly and I think I've shoved you enough I think you're just going to do it yourself now but also you answered why probably because hates me doing video call and no she cannot hear it but yeah around those times I get most tired so the screen up does that make sense the screen and I'm going to get myself a little device so I can send a lot of meditation towards her they're telling me she's moving she's getting moved or she's moving so she doesn't fit in she started this all wrong yeah it's not the first time she's done this though I think that they know that she's a bit of a trouble maker there I got a feeling she has borderline yeah which isn't then her fault but then why should you suffer in your home which is your sanctuary why should you suffer it's not fair because when I do some work during the day she starts banging and climbing yeah just put your music up if she does just got to separate it that's all you can do is just separate her energy from yours anytime you're feeling her energy coming at you do something to distract that energy because it's not yours it's hers, it's her energy not yours and I didn't expect how big it has been now I know now I can do something a little device with little speakers hidden against her bedroom just to block it out a little bit oh and I know all about her when she said rose quartz crystal to the speaker as well rose quartz crystal they just told me so at that is that okay for you perfect Julie still can't find the link I'm so sorry the ones she used she couldn't get it working are you on your phone Julie I think she's got it before yeah let me try putting it in it's underneath every advert on my Facebook page there's a link there on all of those um know what my Facebook has missed about with me it really does it doesn't show up on my actual she's on her Mac can you do what you did before so it comes up on my live stream I just put it in again but then under her yeah oh that's the wrong one yeah that's Vera's so if anybody does want to connect with Vera um and have training or anything with Vera then you can use that I will put it a little different because now I have put it under Julie faced pump uh so um yeah if you just go to my Facebook there is Facebook the links all underneath all the Facebook links there's about three different links there it's under there okay so I've got a couple of people waiting so I'm gonna have to get get moving forward um so I'll get on it to help her there we go so we've got Linda hello Linda hello hey how are you I'm good lovely so have you been to a rally today it was it yesterday yesterday it was the spelling one but it's always good when we gather it's yeah so you're in Calgary aren't you yeah and what was this rally for what was the rally for it's our freedom rally to stop the mandates for the jobs and lockdowns and yeah yeah is it still going on there and I still kind of yes we've kind of like we've had rallies where there's 10,000 people but there's been division between people and groups and egos going on and it's crazy and some of the organizers have kind of stepped back from rallies of 10,000 we probably had a hundred yesterday see this is not what we all need for everybody to connect together yeah and it's to not divide that's what they want they want that to divide so yeah the division and stuff within the groups it's worn me down over the last two years yeah that's not good not good lots happening though things are moving on is it moving on good well all over the world things are happening where people say and I don't see it it is I believe lots happening well there's a little bit of like it's like a little bit of disclosure here and there because I I'm deliberately leaving it like this but whenever I pull a new tab it comes up about the news what's happening so there are so many people passing away at some true celebrities yeah okay and you know some of sudden people mysterious mysteriously so we're not going to put any verbally out there but we kind of know there's nothing good about that but I'm hoping that people who are thinking of getting any more of these might actually think twice does that make sense I think hold on a minute it was warned that this was what's going to happen and I'm seeing it happening okay now well there's a lot of people having remorse over it I don't know any personally but yeah and so that's happening there's also lots they were talking about the factual that aliens have been seen and aliens there's a lot of disclosure happening in England and there was also something about a virtual reality jubilee thing going on with the Queen yeah I just posted a post about yeah the Queen I'm an alien yeah and top 10 conspiracy theories about the Queen it's like what it is is it's drip feeding this information it's drip feeding it drip feeding it drip feeding it that's what's going on I think so yeah I'm loving that hi Deborah Bell hello so my love what would you like would you like me to read a certain thing certain area or would you like what would you like yes this providing a service providing my own income and I still don't know what direction I'm going there I just want to find back all the world that's old to me yeah yes so sure excuse me okay alright so I'm going to tune in and see what they've got to say to you okay did somebody who has passed away in the spirit world die from a stroke I'm not too sure you know my mum could have I still don't know the whole story there of it only because it was like as I was coming up there never predict these things so we need to make sure that is completely separate so but it's like half of my face did something and that to me says spirit someone spirit world so that is basically saying that you've got it's like you've got some powerful spirit guides there you've got some powerful helpers there on the other side okay and they are working their magic with you they're working their magic okay so straight away the cards you've got the sun so the sun means that everything bright everything wonderful everything's happening for the right reasons everything's going in the right direction and it's all smooth going it is happening okay and we also have the snarky words okay so somebody who's got two sides to them bitch bitching and things like that so yeah they're just reiterating what you've just said there okay so bring it on okay so you're ready for this going forward okay something that you're going to have a big part in yeah this feels as if you're going to have a big part in organization of these rallies something like you're organizing something or there is a need within these rallies to have this certain thing that you can provide would you understand this is something really ridiculous but would you understand refreshments this is going to sound crazy I agree I've been making suggestions of you know 10,000 all together at city hall we could gather 20 of us in parks and just have conversations with people and not being trying to be down people's throats so I don't know so you know in these big rallies would you understand this is going to sound crazy but you're going to be providing a service so as well as chatting to people you know selling bottles of water or doing something there's something going on where you're going to be in the hub of what's do it so you may be asked to do that it's going to be right in the middle of it all that's good I've been there but not I'm getting up speaking or organizing yeah you've got two cards that are just we're off and running basically the storm has passed and you've now got a clear run of it I am running in the right direction I feel and this is saying I'm ready to fight you know bring it on seven of ones bring it on you know there's no slowing down there's no slowing down it is all happening okay so I just need to say something in the chat so if anybody has paid for a reading please make sure that you put your name does that make sense there so I can add it to the list here only because I don't want you to pay and then me think everybody's had their reading and then I go and close off does that make sense okay for one so please let me know the name connected to it otherwise I'm not going to know so because a YouTube name is very different to getting to know me isn't it so so is it sharing so we'll just listen from YouTube okay so that's Julie Barbateau brilliant okay even if it's just a first name you don't have to give a second name but yeah that's brilliant thank you for that so I've got that on the list there alright yeah so two cards that say it's going you're going somewhere you know it's all happening okay alright so we've also got this card the torian energy which means it's been slow okay because if it's a steady plodding does that make sense so it's not like it's a leap forward quickly but it is does that make sense it is going forward and then there'll be a leap okay then it will just happen okay because that's more than now and that has been how it's been the past so watch out for it's like the marathon is being won okay and it is happening but this is it's like the human race is on a marathon and it's the steady jog they're showing me everybody and a steady jog but there's going to have to be speeding up soon ready to get past the finish line yeah as though that may become uncomfortable to push through that's what's coming okay so there's definitely something going to be happening that's going to make things uncomfortable and at that point that's not the time to give up that's the time to keep going okay so there is a strong connection overseas with you and this is linked with your life path so that could be a person it could be a situation but there's something to do with overseas connection so if you don't know about that yet you will okay so this to me this person they are okay so they're talking to me about you organizing or help organize and coordinate with rallies that are going on where you are rally's going on elsewhere it's like coordinating all these rallies you know so yeah they're showing me that this is going to be one of your pathways wow yeah it's like people will be connecting with you and it's like I'm ready to organize my end what date is the next one what's going on you know what speakers do you have what speakers should we get you're going to be the coordinator of these okay that's what I'm seeing you're not going to be alone there's somebody who's like a business person who is running things as well but you are helping out you're doing a lot of the admin and the heavy lifting if you like so to speak it is in your life path to to stand stubbornly against other people and tyrants it's like I am not going to be manipulated by tyrants you've done it in every lifetime you've ever been down here do you know what they're showing me the film Spartans I don't know if you've ever had a link to that I don't know it's the one with what's his name Gerald Butler I think his name Gerald Butler I can't remember his name I can't remember but we are Spartans and it's like you have stood with the warriors you have stood and you have blocked enemies and you've done that in every lifetime in this lifetime they go thank you Gerald Butler yes they're all so it's like we are Spartans they're just showing me this so obviously you have had a link with that okay so so you will be meeting interesting people and those people will be connecting with you it's like that challenge that you've been wanting is going to be right in front of you and it is something that you want to do and the strength card is there so you're willing to have the courage to stand up and be counted the empress the empress energy is that you are a nurturer and that you want everybody to be okay think about the human race and think about them being raped and pillaged basically does that make sense it's that type of nurturing it's like I want you to stop being treated this way I want you to become your sovereign person I want you to stand up let's all stand together is that type of nurturing okay so that is what they want to say to you right now but is there anything else would you like me to just see how things are going to go in your life or do you want to ask any other question sure whatever you've got I thank you so much I'm just blown away I'm lucky enough for them in a lot of the readers they show me someone's life path which is wonderful obviously you can have more than one life path but they're usually connected though okay so you're meant to be self employed you're not meant to be an employee okay you would probably clash a lot with people employers because it's like you want to be treated fairly and a lot of the employers now just want to squeeze as much of this you know and treat their the people that work for them very badly and so that doesn't sit well with you so you're better off the other end of it does that make sense in doing something yourself in a one year banking career and I haven't worked since 2016 no no you are a leader now you're definitely a leader so emotionally I feel that you have had to let go of a lot you know in your life recently and this to me it's like people in your personal life I can no longer be treated this way I can no longer be around fake people people that don't get it it's like your patients levels have just diminished now to a point of if you're not seeing it now what the hell you know how can you not see what it is now how are you missing this okay I'm seeing you having a bit of a spend up so it seems to be some money that you're going to be spending out this money is going to be linked with your spiritual side okay so and it's about getting rid of barriers or blocks in your spiritual side so that could just be you going into psychic development it could be you maybe doing an online course so it just feels as if there's something that you're breaking down those barriers that have been there with your psychic abilities and I've got to say I don't know about you but I've seen a huge change in your psychic ability in the time that you've been coming to classes so I've definitely seen it see it's very strange that I've said it before like I've been very intuitive but yet not being very intuitive about that like I I think you're hard on yourself psychic abilities I think you're hard on yourself because it just is there I can I can clearly see it since the beginning of the time that you've been there to me it feels as if it's like it's not something that's going to be given up anytime soon because you know it doesn't have to be coming to my classes does that make sense that could be doing something online it could be anything but there is definitely going to be a push for it you've got the moon card you've got the spending of money and that's to break down the barriers that you have there okay all that you've had so new doors new doors will be opening to you regarding your spiritual path they're talking about standing up for yourself so there's someone around you who doesn't like you doing the spiritual things is there somebody who is very religious or that sort of thing would you understand yes I've got yes in the family you know I've mentioned Saint Germain to my cousin or my nephew that I haven't really talked to for a long time he's oh I don't know about that and my sister thinks that Tara was demonic she's awake to what's going on in the world yeah you see the thing with religion is you've got to be in this box and if you're outside of that box it's bad but if you're inside of it then that's good that's bad but that's good and there's no in between there's no in between and that's hard it's hard to it's tough to be pressurised like that to keep in that box your natural state of being is to be psychic is to be aware that's your natural state of vibration you know when you drive a car you're using that sixth sense you don't know if your car you don't get out and measure between two parking spaces to see if you're going to fit in there or not there's something I have a hilarious story about that it's your story so but there's also it's like you walk in a room and you're feeling the energy in the room it's like that's natural if somebody if a friend comes up to you and says you know and you say how are you and they say I'm fine I'm fine no you're not I know you're not I feel it you know that's how are you supposed to stop that I assure natural and everybody's natural do you know what I mean so I feel that it's difficult to be so black and white about it but I feel that you're going to be a little bit kind of pressurised a little bit with that your psychic side or you're particularly going to be around that person it feels like I do feel that you tend to laugh it off though and be a bit sarcastic a bit does that make sense with it all it's kind of like you don't really take much crap with all of that does that make sense yes it comes out your mouth you're like ooh dear the caretaker downstairs she's the dear but she's just busted a lie show to people and judge she's always bitching and complaining about something but she's falling down she falls down like every month or a couple weeks it's a shame okay so to do with love life love life is on its way definitely on its way I've got three cards that put him boy in that okay there is a part of you that gets frightened of being rejected or frightened of allowing your heart open because what if what if and what if does that make sense so that's a natural thing I think we've all been there haven't we okay but you do have a love life card and you have the naughty card you're ready ready ready me um yeah so I can only see you going onwards and upwards and you're a warrior but you're going to have a lot more energy linked with these rallies wow having an organization of them yeah yeah I felt we needed some added feminine energy and the things yes and you know the people that go to these rallies and I know I keep going on about this and this seems as if I'm talking crazy these people they often go to rallies and they're not organized so they don't come they're there for hours but they don't come prepared with water or food or anything they don't come prepared darling in the bathroom could you grab me some earthquake wipes there just down by the sink in the little drawers sorry I have to grab him while he's come out of the bedroom no that's fine so yeah you know yeah yeah so you're not you're not going to be it's like earning a bit of extra money by mothering these people does that make sense so you will actually become a little shop now this is going to sound crazy and I know it sounds crazy but they've given this to me thank you three times what Chinese food after the freezer look just help yourself whatever you like he's like a walking stomach my grandson he's he's always always hungry blessing and I don't I'm not one to keep lots of food in I wasn't prepared for him to come otherwise I would have got loads of yams so so yeah how does that sit with you do you understand kind of there's people gathering all over Alberta they're having campouts and they've got singers and speakers and I'm not making it to those you know and I'm at home and I go oh I wish I could be there but you see is part of why you want to be there is it money that's maybe stopping you yeah my car and their camp you know I don't have gear for any of that yeah and my car it's you know I don't even have a driver's license right now I let it it ran out you rebel so for my because I had reading glasses five years ago I don't want to go to a doctor and get a physical by our medical system and I don't know where my driving glasses are I haven't seen in years so something's telling me that you're going to be travelling around with these rallies and you're going to be offering a service fantastic and it's going to give you some money yep so that's what I got for you wonderful but there's a definite link with overseas and combining overseas with rallies definitely see that wow I don't believe it you will that's alright my lovely it's alright love and gratitude lots of love take care bye for now bye no yeah so um so we've got Vera, Vera's on the big screen we can't hear you there we are what are you I've been playing with my with a new deck Ali nah just in the background and three times this one popped out so I think I know I think that this is completely all over a cash it record clearing old stories releasing past life and freedom so we'll take that she says yep cash it records yep I need to do a cash it records guided meditation I think I need to do these things gateway of light activation oracle yeah do you want to join in and pick some cards as well I haven't been including you but um I'm I was good with it that's okay alright I was just playing and then yeah one did when the card shows up three times with just a random poll and the last poll I did was like holding the deck like this and then it gets stuck yeah and then this one Lemurian seed coats they're beautiful cards embracing sensitivity uniqueness living with grace hmm and I hear the word that's coming up hmm so um just a message here just quickly hi Sue hello how are you guys doing good good all the things a man made to keep humans from knowing their true selves we are magical beings with all kinds of energetic gifts the dark ones do not want us to connect to source I'm afraid that that is the truth of it um there's hi mo head butted me she noticed you mo don't you worry she noticed you he's the boy he's my darling you've got a lovely yeah I got to I got to I've seen cats with you before you were wondering if he would need a mate I just heard the word I'm good to be on my own I want mo yeah you see because we're going to be traveling to shove in another cat to my neighbor because my neighbors taking him on board himself so mo actually has two owners all the neighbors love him so that's that I'm not going to complain anymore people to love him you can't own a cat cat decides that's that yeah mine came in a dream yeah I must be doing some major spiritual work because whenever cats come I do a lot more increasing of studying which I have been yeah definitely now have I got everybody written down who has paid for a reading today okay so I there was a comment on facebook one was going to pay for a reading for the next one in oh Deborah yes Deborah that's lovely I like a reading Deborah has paid forward so if there's somebody who would like a reading but maybe can't afford a reading or you know whatever reason Deborah bell thank Deborah bell because she's just she's just done that for you thank you Deborah that's very nice I love that I think she's the girl I think she's the girl yeah I'm going to get my money for that I sent the pyramid money I think I should pop up okay cool oh my god I've just seen you know when you're still part of a dating site but you're not active on there but you haven't because I've just had a profile someone's looking at you on the do oh no you're a Mrs now they can look all day I'm very happy I can't even remember my password to actually cancel myself off there anyway so you know on the last lady you had somebody you had come up with somebody with a stroke I did lose a cousin this week and I do think it was with the stroke so I didn't know if that was for her for me yes yes yes yeah that was one of my part of my question was it a stroke I think it was I know she's she's been very ill and I was just hoping she got all her legal stuff done for this happened yeah it was a stroke yeah she's over there she's fine never heard I know she's got the I thought she was talking to her sorry no I thought oh is she talking to you no she's having a little chat I love him no I just figured she's going to be so busy right now trying to heal from the life she's been in so I didn't think I'd hear anything about her I beg to differ she's here she's here so if you do want to ask anything you ask away remember some are so ready to go even if it can be out of the blue then they start talking right after and some need more time yeah but most I'd hear the words most who pass away start talking okay so if you have a side as well what way to pick I'm just hoping she's taking care of her sister before she left financially helping her okay what's your first question soon um I'm including Vera with these because I think Vera said she'll do some pulling of cards didn't you Vera well I've been doing some really intense dreaming I'm working on dreams and stuff has been coming through but some of the stuff just like I'm living in another world or working in another world for sure kind of like tell us your dreams I love dreams um this last one was really interesting it was I was in a gas station I was filling up or not filling up I could only get $3 worth of gas and then I went in to pay it and I was paying with these fuzzy wormy looking things that I went to pay it and he kept saying it's only $2 and I kept saying no I pumped $3 and at the time in my mind I'm thinking to accept the gift you know that's part of the issue I have accept the gift so I finally after unpeeling these fuzzy little things and gave it to them I kind of got really nervous I felt like was he flirting with me was I going to get in trouble for only paying for two and I know I pumped three you know I just paid him the $2 went to get something to drink and then when I opened the door to get something to drink he's on the other side grinning and winking at me and I'm like what is this so I get really uncomfortable and decide I'm leaving and so I'm walking out and they're calling names two names in particular a Susan Constantinople and a Susan I can't say that it's like we present to him or something like that old ancient names and the girl on the second one stood up you know acknowledging who she was and she had this light blue sky blue gown on that looked like it came from Roman days it was really kind of strange and it was just like I was thinking isn't that interesting there's two Susan's because that's my real name is Susan in this gas station at the same time and so it's kind of like okay what's going on here and why these two and you know I looked up the names and it's like well there's something to do with Greece and you know the Middle East and it's like ah is there a connection going on there okay so what I got with that was that you know that there's something fishy going on to do with the gas situation oh yeah it's like it's like it's like it's like and the person behind it's like it's smoke and mirrors isn't it yeah it will be nice to you it will flirt to you but inside you're thinking I know something different's happening I'm not going to take that okay I'm going to get a drink they're still doing it and they're roping other people in as well yeah I can see that I think so then what would be having two Susan's with these ancient names, cities that to me is your past lives that is representing the fact that you have had this happen in many different lifetimes and you've finally seen through the truth perhaps you didn't see through the truth back then but you have now any vibes about these dreams please Adam please jot them down it'd be nice to have some other no I've got so many of them I write them down and just kind of I have to sit and look at them I have taken and I'm still taking some courses that are working on dreams and trying to re-enter and in case there's blocks there and try to clear those I'm curious to dream differently to come out with a different outcome so a little bit of lucid dreaming so that's kind of where I'm at right now I'm jealous I don't do dreaming I don't remember my dreams which I did weekends are the only time I get my dreams because I'm waking up with an alarm clock on the other five days so I don't get dreams in so anyway so basically going forward where am I you know in releasing and life changing situation and look I'm the one that wants to retire I mean I've got I'm homing in on I don't think it's this year but I'm pretty sure it's going to be next year and then just the changes that are coming in my life okay let me have a little look okay so keeping your mind the question right so it feels as though there's somebody around you who has either already retired or their life is a lot easier their job is a lot easier it's more flexible and there's part of you that's thinking or it could be the other way around they say your job's more flexible and easier and their job's hard work it's like harder than your job I know exactly what that is you understand what I'm saying yep and there's a bit of sarcasm in the background it's like if we moved we wouldn't have to worry but you're playing it your way I'm playing it my way there's a bit of mind games going on and strategies going on in the background do you think that's me or do you think that's the other person both I think it's both I think you're retaliating because you know that the games are being played in the other way around so yeah the reason why he's doing that Logan is because he wants the laser pen the cat he's following Logan and trying to clip his heels because he wants the laser pen he wants to play sorry bloody kale could you just blind as well for me love yeah so sorry no problem so I think there's a little bit of that going on it's like your life could be so much easier if you made some decisions you're prepared to make the decisions but someone else isn't no that's true one person is complaining about it and the other person is saying I've got the solution but the other person complaining about it is being stubborn and it's like a vicious circle it is round and round and round it's like it can't change unless somebody gives yeah so yeah they're showing me keys to a new property the whole the new properties waiting for you the property has already been mapped out okay so where do you see this property where can you pick up on that's harder for me to do but I can I can sometimes because I've done it with another person before and I can visualise the area so I'll do that for you but as to giving you a state does that make sense or where it is I am not so good at that okay I'll ask them okay so they're showing me a wide motorway I don't know what you call them motorway what do you call them in America freeway oh okay freeway yeah interstate yeah wide and then the intersection then wide another one okay I can see in that and I'm seeing a town half of it there and half of it the other side it's and it goes right down the middle okay and they're showing me palm trees I know that's probably everywhere but they're showing me palm trees no I know exactly where you're at and they're also showing me that the sea is the land is the other side of it and I feel that you know you're near not near the sea but you're near the other bit but not that far away from the sea right but there is this the yeah and there's lots and lots of shops as well just to mean so there's lots and lots of shops there and I'm seeing a particular diner that is quite unique to this particular state so it's not a chain of them okay no you got me the freeway down the middle yeah I know exactly where it's at we've got two three places and that that's the number one right now and now it's ready now okay so if you guys decide not yeah if you guys don't go it means that this property will remain on the market or someone will buy it and then when you're then you know then they will only have it for a short period of time before you then you know it will still be ready for you is what I'm trying to say okay yeah yeah I understand so yeah and I know there as well there is a pool I think it's a communal one but it is a pool yeah yeah we both like that property it's just you know from last year to this year it was $50,000 more for the same house it's that craziness in Florida and it's stripes I don't know what that means but have to look at that stripes okay now I think I know what that one is too that's in the community center they have stripe wallpaper okay yeah everything seems to be upside down just to mean in the waiting side of things I feel you know regarding you I feel that you know what you want to do yeah that's the problem I know what I want to do I just got to bring him along yeah you're not backing down though can't see you backing down definitely not backing down did you want to ask any more questions no just go ahead and see what you pick up from alright that's always my main question am I going am I not I'm still on limbo Vera can I ask a big favor for you because I need to go tinkle would you pick a card for Sue just while I go tinkle I wanted to tell Vera about the Akashic reading thing I see she's okay I will be back in a minute alright sounds good yeah I know that Akashic record that you picked up picked up I had an interesting visit the last time I was there and I got interesting information about channeling and automatic writing that's probably why I picked and I'm still learning them because this is a new deck I have not actually used them yet so the first card that won it out for you was this a Turian light coats evolutionary downloads recalling power and future thinking oh that's interesting and I'm mesmerized by the all that power all that light is there and I hear the words you're surrounded I believe that and that comes in with the second card it's also so beautiful and it's a serfim's gateway voice activation angelic attunement and divine support awesome so that means they got your back mm-hmm and I hear them say trust we got your back you don't have to go back and forth shall we do it will present you mm-hmm and the last one that came out order of Melchizedek Melchizedek and it says trust the light mission uncovered don't give up mm-hmm so your mission is clear and the timing is near that rhymes also but so they say advise you don't give up usually when you have a clear mission get some obstacles and I immediately hear the words that's only to find out how big you want it I can say that so when you think about it throw out should I not should I should I not you have a clear vision of it you have a clear vision so keep that light light embrace it embrace it embrace it it will only grow and grow and grow and grow and grow and if there should be a change they will let you know yeah yeah this last meditation I was focusing on something where I wanted to move and it was one spot and then it came in as why not everywhere they started showing me different places like Spain and Portugal and I'm like I'm open for that basically moving and spending time I wanted you to open up not because that's like don't put in too much perimeters lower them because they will provide with that what you need yeah it's not always about what you want but what you need yeah and that's where I'm thinking maybe that's why I had that dream where the names were the old cities tuning in to these areas you're muted you're being pulled back there I got yeah angelic attunement getting into with all that's needed power thank you Vera thank you Vera you're amazing Vera do you know that and you know that I have not used them yet I love those cards she can just pick up a deck and just use it it's all there and the more I use it the more comes through what is the card deck that you have okay cool oracle in a fun part a few days prior another one that's in the Alice class had both the same deck we didn't know yeah that's called serendipity it is so I'm going to see what's going on in your future give you some predictions also okay okay so you're going through a bit of a transformation time at the moment that's where all the dreams are really getting stronger and stronger okay because they're all trying to tell you something right there's something to do with an ambition like something that you are really yeah so something about this kind of I'm bored and I'm restless and I need something energy is building up bigger than you've done you know you've had for a long long time a lot of people who are listening to this will also be feeling the same way it's like my life path if I'm not on it right now I need to bloody get on it now I need to do it it's like it's time and that is because we're being ramped up you know it's building up and building up our life and there's also this feeling of meeting people or getting together with people who are there's a reason for it you know these connections are supposed to be happening so that doesn't mean meeting somebody else it's in a romantic way it's people who are supposed to be in your life at this time on their path and yours your pathways to meet and connect it's like it's all part and parcel of it so look out for new people around you who you feel very very drawn to look out for that it's happening now I'm doing a group meet here at my house once every other week and more and more people are coming in some are going it's just making those connections it's a strong strong vibe you know there is there are going to be some strong talks about the move situation quite blunt remarks and things and there's going to be a bit of nagging going on and the nagging is all linked to the fact that they're not listening but if you're not listening I'm going to remind you aren't I so you know it's not nagging it's reminding you didn't get it the first time I'll have to keep saying it won't I I do feel that it's getting to that point where you can't hold your tongue anymore does that make sense because part of you is saying I need to get moving here and that's literally and emotionally physically in all areas you know it is and you're ready to re-root as well so this place is not near you is it this place is not near where you are now no no I'm in the middle of the country that's on the south east there that to me feels as if it's very strong does that make sense it's going to be a big move when it happens it will be a big move re-rooting but you will win in the end you know this you will have your way it will happen so your personality is really starting to come out more and more this kind of fun does that make sense sarcastic energy is going to be back and forth and that's not just with one person that's with lots of people it's like that banter energy and you standing up for yourself as well standing up for yourself and saying no I'm not having that you know or no that's not what I meant I meant this you know so you're definitely kind of being very firm about it I do feel that there is going to be this is going to be tricky because your job job at the moment there's going to be a change within your job at this time and that's coming up I would say within June that job is going to give you more money and it could be that it actually changes the decision about retiring early because it means that when you then do retire you're going to have a lot more money to play with if you've changed this job at this time and accept this offer this is going to be a real turnaround for you but it is in a good way but it does mean that you've got to kind of get on with it and not moan about it does that make sense it's like to put myself in this situation but I will be comfortable later I'm seeing a party or celebration coming up June, July they're telling me so is there someone's birthday I got a couple of people in June it'll be your 96th birthday I'm not sure what we're all doing yet for it so there is a celebration coming up on this back to this job and this change do you see me having to physically go back to the institution rather than remote work I still say it being remote work okay it's been a lot of calling back I think you would turn it down if you had to do that I definitely would I can do the same thing here I'm giving them more hours than having to get ready park and play with all the political crap and then come back okay June and July do you have a celebration it's definitely not the 4th of July it's just like it's definitely personal to you they'll show me personal to you okay so emotionally I'm seeing a family get together as well this is around the celebration family get together and it feels as if there is people from lots of different areas all coming together so it's like you know you'll know about it June and July so it could be it might not happen June and July but you'll know about it June and July and it's one of those I'll get to see everybody like a wedding or some sort of big event I'm hoping it's not this funeral that's coming up this week for my cousin I'm hoping it's more of a celebration like a wedding I'm sorry I don't know to be fair I don't know if it is or it isn't okay yeah all I'm seeing is there may be some areas of the family where there's a bit of rejection no no that would be this funeral the whole family rejects their estranged husband and it's like you know when you feel as if you've got to make some choices and decisions about this but you don't have to and you shouldn't have to yeah that was where I was a couple days ago you know it's like I don't want to be put in this position this is not fair yeah yep but you've got some fun coming up in your life where you're going to be able to let your hair down it feels as if it's after that event you're going to be able to let your hair down you're going to be able to be yourself and to let go of all of that stress that you have been under not just for the funeral but in general terms yeah I feel that it's like you know when you fall back in love with your partner it's going to be a little bit of that going on there as well going back in love with your partner and being able to really talk that makes sense you know when it's like it's like a skimmed talk does that make sense you're skimming through things rather than actually getting down deep and actually talking deep this is going to be more of that no he's had some major injuries and surgeries and that's just us been trying to get through and I'm hoping we're now at the end of that vote then going somewhere else with it there you go yep that's fine for me you're reinforcing a lot of things there for me when I start getting in doubt and I won't anymore Vera because I know I might I got all that work in mind the cart showed you yep so I appreciate it thank you so much it's good to connect again it's been over I don't think over a month since I connected with you guys we do wonder where you are what's going on it's just been crazy with work trying to get that done and nursing him from surgeries so it's been bad you guys take care thank you very much you too take care take care love to see you next time me too okay we make a good team Vera hi bye so I did see hello Amanda Price hello she says I can see water and November is very significant I think that was for you Sue as well so I don't know if she can still hear me but that was for you Sue okay I think from Amanda I can see water and November is very significant okay so Jill McDaniels and I would love to accept the offer of the lovely Deborah Bell for a reading my financial situation not so good bless you come on in Jill unless you want to stay there and I'll do the reading from there turn it up to you I'll put you down here so thank you for that Amanda but for now I think we're going to be read for JB 2020 we're going to read so there's been lovely chats going on here I saw images of people like that in my dreams okay so that is dreams there so Sarah's been adding some dream energy there Fiona as we move forward human beings will have to learn to let go of unlearn all of the lies we've were spoon fed for centuries and relearn our true history we are strong keep faith in yourself very true Contra very true hi Julie McCloy hello Leona Kay hello absolutely I've always had a deep faith within myself and business even more so I am amazed that I am still here given the matrix we are emerging from so many lies absolutely so many lies okay so so getting a regular income is my main concern from JB 2020 did you want to pick a card first or do you how do you are you feeling it me did you want to pick any cards or are you alright oh um um someone wants to come in and she doesn't see the pin but yeah facebook live doesn't show it so I'll re-share it there's one I don't wonder who would love to come in is that Julie McDaniels is that Julie McDaniels you're talking about yeah yeah okay so after Julie McDaniels because my throat is going that'll be it for the readings I'm afraid because then I'm going to have a little break and then I'll come back on and do the astrology readings I don't know why but my doesn't allow to can I really do it because why is it not letting us ah sometimes it's just there you go but it's in there yeah I see it I see it I see it so we're going to be doing JB 2020 okay so this is um what was the name sorry I don't want to keep calling that Julie okay so this is Julie I'm just going to make myself a drink because hot drinks help my throat and I hope she sees now that the link for stream yard is there thank you for that Vera so I'm loving this Julie Earhart treated me to this Vera it basically is a heat pad for your cup your mug I love it so it keeps my drink warm no more wasting drinks until you leave it on all night then it's dry no it um switches itself off so yeah we're all right okay so uh Jill's going to do it remotely okay so uh Julie's there so yeah thank you for that Julie um I do appreciate it immensely yeah I popped in the YouTube link first and then the other one you have uh because now she's on uh on uh YouTube yes there's the link for stream yard if you want to come in um so Judy or Julie just going back I can't I can't go back I can read it all um is it Julie is it Julie or Judy sorry I don't want to get your name wrong so I'm gonna on on on on uh YouTube Jill no that's a different lady I'm reading for 20 um 2020 that one so okay let's have a look it's a Julie Julie okay so um so yeah so Julie what I'm seeing for you the first card out is okay so the first card out I've got for you is the okay so the empress can mean fertility it can mean things coming to fruition it can mean um you know things working out in a good way okay um it can mean um it's like harvest time okay that's what it can mean so there's something that is happening that is building up okay um um good energy around you okay that's what I'm feeling okay so bring it in okay so this to me is saying um I'm ready for a challenge universe so bring it to me okay so this is fired up feeling that you're ready for more okay you um and you're feeling this energy building does that make sense with this empress you're feeling that energy building and so it will soon be um you know you know it's happening you're just waiting for the signs to say it's happening okay so this is deal with it go to the heart of the matter and deal with what needs to be dealt with okay try not to look at what isn't happening you know what you don't want it's like look at what you do want and deal with anything that is stopping you or blocking you okay so it's like well I want to go in that direction um so what's stopping me going in that direction okay so what do I need to do to um to open up the doorways to that area to where I need to go okay that's what it feels like um so it's like your higher self is already showing you the way okay you just need to keep following it so in your subconscious mind you feel as if you have been blocked you feel that there has been things that have been shutting you out or you know not happening in some way okay it's like you know there's been a problem here and a problem there or the timings not been right or you know I haven't got the money to do it if I wanted to do it okay so lots of different kind of areas there for you to work through okay so I've got a character um person well a personality that I'm picking up on and this person is somebody who very much they um they're a big big larger than life character they know what they're going to do with their life they know how sure they are about certain subjects or certain things so they're not going to be manipulated or they're not going to be um have the wall pulled over their eyes they are um they've they can literally talk their way out of situations that they know are fake or no good for them okay so there's that's the strong energy that I'm seeing um you know coming up okay around um yeah I think this is you this feels as if it's you that you are very strong very opinionated and very tough um to go forward it's like um you know blinked vision sometimes about you know this is this is my direction um if you don't want to come then that's fine that this is my direction okay so you've got strong psychic ability as well strong intuition knowing things and you don't know how you know them um having that instant like or dislike to certain people um as well it's like that feeling I just doesn't that that person doesn't sit right with me not feeling their their energy their positivity I don't want to be around them for some reason okay and you're usually right um and it's not because you can be judgmental this comes from an intuition inside you okay they're showing me that you're not talking to somebody at the moment who you would normally talk to so it's like you there's a feeling of I can't talk to them not necessarily I won't it's like I can't okay I can't bring myself to talk to them or I can't talk to them okay and this is actually what has been stopping you um from going in a certain direction because you're not able to talk to that person or get any good vibes about that person it's like and this is this has been affecting you more than you realize okay so it's all to do with you know confidence levels and you know um so not to say that you're not a confident person because you are you really are but it's all to do with what you're needing okay um and how you know it's like certain keys opening certain doors okay um they're showing me that you're doing a lot of dissecting okay in the mind um dissecting um about what it what that you need to do does that make sense um so I feel that you know even though you know that there are blockages there you are working on them you're not just saying oh I can't do it that's that you are working on them um and you know that it's got to have a plan um right so stage one I've got to do this um and then I've got to do this and then I've got to do that so it's like boom boom boom okay so it is a set thing that you're doing this psychic ability of yours is something that you could develop in a big way okay so I don't know what you're doing or whether you're actually doing it but I can see that it's good okay it feels very very good and they're showing me that this may be the key that opens up this uh direction that you need to go in so this key is going to open up new doors linking with your psychic ability so you know just watch out does that make sense for um signs ask them to show it to you three times the sign so that you can then know in a confident way that you know that that's what needs to happen okay so you know they've given the spirit world are giving you thumbs up or someone in the spirit world are giving you thumbs up I don't usually do this my dad used to do this all right cool he used to say all right cool um everyone was quarry everyone was that I don't know if it means the same thing in the in America as it does in England but it means Willie um all right so um so anyway they're just saying for some reason I'm giving you the thumbs up but they're just saying is it's coming to you it's coming to you it's all happening keys out in new doors so I know that you've been writing stuff but my eyesight I've had me glasses on so I couldn't read it so I lean forward and read some okay so okay so thank you for it does help when you're doing a reading and someone's not in the room for you know to you to give some feedback so this is very helpful I've been trying everything nothing's working okay um so true um that sounds a lot like me uh yes um from New Jersey originally um Scorpio rising okay um sussing people out is my only talent it's not your only talent I totally disagree there holy cow cousins okay so you understand someone are not not talking maybe someone in publishing who's icing me out for my my views um yes Libra with Gemini cusp okay not lazy at all ask for signs that's it um do you see me working with a new small publisher started by conservative women from my industry I'll look into that I know that Vera's got a card for you so um I'll let Vera look into give you the card and then I'll come back to your question well this popped out during the reading and I think this is a really important time for you and it says seraphim's gateway voice activation angelic attunement and divine support so maybe some things you have not been able to voice correctly and you have to support so they're activating so that you can express yourself the way you want to be express to get past any type of situation where you now walk into angelic attunement so they're all welling letting you know that when things don't work right and I hear the words just ask when you go to bed that they attune you while you're sleeping because then you're most open to it so angelic attunement will help your process because and they want you to absolutely be certain that you know that you have the divine support that you need so trust that when you have a little bit of doubt trust just trust the seraphim's gateway yeah that's a hard thing but I kind of feeling something is going to change and that's what I got thank you Vera you're welcome okay so I pulled some cards for you so you do you see me working with a new small publisher started by conservative women from my industry okay so what I got from that is the fact that somebody has to walk away first so there is somebody who is working at this particular industry and that person will be going okay I don't I'm not seeing it being necessarily a bad thing it could just be that they're just you know finding their own way and they're leaving their own accord okay there will be a feeling of thank goodness actually because I didn't particularly want to work with that particular person so that will actually be a good thing then I'm seeing you moving forward okay into this new position okay linking with this small publisher you will be settled and very happy there okay and that will feel very very good okay but it's like there's somebody close to that that needs to not be close to that anymore okay so it's like and then that that is being able to move forward you've got to protect yourself and perhaps I feel that you're an empath so you end up feeling other people's upsets pain, anger, frustration okay so try and visualise yourself in the middle of a crystal ball just visualise yourself in the middle like this angel that's there just visualise that and then if you really have to then put mirrors facing outwards all the way around it and if anybody sends anything crap at you it goes back at them okay only if it's it's only sent back at them if they're deliberately sending stuff to you does that make sense if they're just having feelings then obviously as an empath you can give out love and affection to help that person but if they're deliberately chucking stuff at you the mirror will ward it back to them but then I'm seeing some new money coming in after that planning ahead and plans linked with this new publisher I then see a new job I then see training learning and development okay with that and then I see that you may end up having to start something yourself okay this may be you branching out on your own and being your own boss so to speak there you go that's what they said so I hope that helped you Julie so thanks Vera for that as well you're welcome okay so okay so I'm just checking messages there sorry I know you don't have to say sorry sending healing to Ali I can see you're in pain yeah it's building up a bit I am I am a freelance thank you big hugs to both it's big things happening but there's certain stages that you need to go through first before it really starts to leap that's what I see for you Julie yeah and when you feel your trap because oh my god what's gonna happen with the money you have that moment somehow you got a trust big plan just to say I I have a small budget I'm staying as much as I can within budget but I'm trying to live as if I have more than enough and anything that you spend money out on visualise it coming back three fold making life easier okay so I'm just going to take the banner off because that will be Julie Ehrha I can do you a reading if you can't get into the studio here I can do your reading from there if you want and you can just do what the others did try it on phone try it on phone and MacBook both in work phone and MacBook why is that not working why is that not working it's straight from here it's invite it's copy paste bizarre as you wrote StreamYard says it's not compatible with this computer okay perhaps they've got to download it first StreamYard no I have never downloaded it having trouble they might have to I don't know so we're going to be doing Jill now Jill McDaniels and this is from Debra Bell so thank you for that Jill's having a reading because you were kind enough to gift it for her how lovely is that okay right so so Julie wants hers privately anyway so that's okay alright so Jill anything particular you want me to look at do you have a question just waiting Julie the trouble is when we use StreamYard if I go on Facebook alone I get 5 people maybe 6 people watching if I use YouTube same kind of thing we are so shadow that we don't get out to many people so with StreamYard I can go on 3 different devices and with the 3 different devices I get to many more people and that's the trouble but I'll always do your reading you just come straight straight to me no problem at all okay so who else is having trouble with StreamYard so is it just Jill and Julie so far is there anybody else who's tried to get in and couldn't okay so what's your question Jill love and help some health concerns but feeling like it's not a big deal but maybe it is I don't really cover health and Jill only because if I say don't worry about it's nothing wrong and then you don't go to the doctor when you should have gone to the doctor and then I am in big trouble so as a rule I can't do health sometimes things come up if it's in an existing situation something that's already there that you know about but other than that it's difficult to do health so single a long time when is love coming okay so let's see what they have to say okay the cards okay well my son ever talked to me again okay Jill okay let's have a little look so Jill okay so they're saying to me that you're already surpassing what you felt you could do now this to me it's as if that could be spiritually that could be mentally that could be I don't know it's just there's things that you think personally I've done well I can't believe it I've done better than I thought so spirit are already saying that just keep doing what you're doing just keep going forward okay so it's like you've conquered a lot of battles that you've gone through a hell of a lot and you've come out with that smiling face you've come out of it saying do you know what universe you're not going to knock me off my feet I am standing strong and so it's as though you know when you first came down here onto this earth plane there was something that we all kind of signed these contracts and said oh yeah I'll go through that yeah I'll go through that yeah I'll go through that and that oh yeah that as well in fact just land it all on me yeah that's fine it's a very easy thing to do when you're up there but when you're down here and you're having to experience all of these hurdles it's another thing so I feel that they're starting off with some compliments for you saying well done you've you've literally rose above a lot of things and you've shone your light and you're still there helping other people okay you're still doing it it's too loud you are so you're still shining your light you're still there for others it's an unconditional love energy okay so true my ex left me with nothing come a long way see there you go and so it's like keep that kind of feeling of I'm so proud of me well done me give yourself as many compliments as possible because other people can give you many many compliments but it's only when it comes from you and you giving your child a compliment that anything sinks in so it's like sometimes if you've done something well you just say we did it and you'll notice there's a fizzy feeling an excited fizzy feeling inside and that makes you feel so special that is going to build your confidence up quicker than anything else okay so look at what it is that you've done personal feeling of satisfaction feeling of I've done it here's the pathway open to me where am I going now what adventure can I get up to now universe show me show me show me so you've got loads of ideas okay so we've got the ace of swords lots and lots of ideas coming through we've also got a feeling here that you have decided to go with a gut feeling and doesn't make any sense to me but I'm going to do it anyway just watch me because that's what I'm doing okay so there's a money making scheme that is going to be happening okay this is going to be happening in your life you may know about it already but I'm definitely seeing this kind of like it's like it's this big money this big money and all you have to do is just to protect yourself and go for it this is about not making any huge leaps forward that could be risky but it's also not taking on a challenge I'm going to take on that challenge I'm not going to dismiss that challenge so it's like making sure that you're safe but doing it because we've got the 10 of pentacles alongside the wrapping up in cotton wool card so that can be health this can be health card and this is money so it could be that you might need something done and it's like it's going to cost a lot of money but that isn't reality this is sitting in your subconscious it's not the reality of the situation so it's not saying that there is something there it's saying that you worry about it being something that's going to cost a lot of money so they're saying unless you want to bring this out into reality you may need to change that thought pattern because we create we're manifesters, we're creating our truth we're creating our future so quickly visualise an eraser and erase that bit out and just say I am well I am abundant financially things are amazing write down these statements write a candle feel it give yourself compliments feel it every time be grateful for what it is that you have already and stay in that buzzy energy to make those wishes and affirmations for the future because if you do that that's what you get the four of wands is I've already done well that's the three of wands I'm just going to go further with it so there's obviously some sort of skills that you have done that you know that you're capable of but all you need to do is to step forward to take it on to the next level there is somebody around you who you would usually chuck about some ideas to but this person isn't available they're not on the same wavelength as you for some reason you know this has come up before so this is kind of my I'm not talking card and that is my ideas card so together that's where I see that there's something that isn't necessarily it's like you've got a big decision to make but this person isn't helping because they either can't or you don't talk to them and the other thing is that I'm seeing some training courses or learning going on for you Jill there seems to be something very big that you're going to be focusing on now this could be self teaching as in you might go on YouTube and you might decide to teach yourself something on YouTube it could be that you join a workshop or you do something that you know gives you that confidence to take that leap of faith to go in that direction that you wanted so I feel that regarding your son and not talking could it be this that I'm picking up on that you want to talk you've got lots of ideas about the future but you can't speak to him could that be what they were saying there so I'm going to ask that direct question now okay so has he moved there's something to do with moving because I'm seeing boxes I'm seeing changes in the home and moving so either that he has moved is going to move or that moving has been one of the problems in not living near you or something along those lines we've also got a feeling of self employment so I don't know whether you've decided that you want to be self employed or there's something happening to do with him and self employment is it him that has depression or has low energies just what I mean so every now and again having a dip does that make sense an emotional dip that is difficult to then rise above or has that happened in the past and has that caused any problems with you and your son whether it's his depression or your depression has there been something there has there been a feeling of a manic kind of high that has been difficult does that make sense to be connected with okay so there I'm not sure honestly I don't know anything about him I just moved so you just moved okay so that's where the movement comes in it's been five years so yeah so you may not know necessarily around him but in regard to to him I do see the stepping forward card okay so keep that visualization that he's going to walk back into your life but make sure when you do you visualize it being happy you visualize it being you know on a good vibrational energy and excitable and hugging and you know so keep that vibrational energy high and open to him coming back in and just give that universe the thumbs up to say yeah I'm ready for him to come back in so to Marcus said will my youngest find his way also depressed state your friend woke up with him he's been very evasive thanks very much if I get time I may be able to look at that but at the moment I'm doing these one to one readings sorry Tamara that's what I hear about him from my daughter okay so you do know we both suffer from it it felt as if it was highs and lows does that make sense that feeling our last years together was awful because my marriage was falling apart and that felt as if you know when you're going through your down times and he needed you and then when you were going through it's like you both was on different ends of the depression and it never linked up that you could be strong for each other does that make sense it wasn't but now things are so much easy and so much better okay in both of your lives in many ways and so this has got a good chance of you being able to build that up now and be part of each other's lives so yeah you just keep thinking thinking clearly ahead okay just keep keep visualising you know that it's coming back okay just and open the door in your mind I'm sorry I can't be more definite about whether he's coming or not but there you go Jill is that alright for you if there's anything you want to ask last thing oh Vera has got a card for you so I'll let Vera you're on mute I think I can you can hear me well this card I think will fit in and if you are able to just you're allowed to take a picture if you can but just look at that bright light and it says order of melky melky zeneck or something like that and it says embraced by light so don't forget no matter where you are what you do you are embraced by light mission is uncovered doesn't mean that it is in your head that you personally know but there is a mission for you on your path so don't give up no matter what don't give up because you are extremely strong and embraced by light which means you are also protected so that's and that's what I got thank you Vera thank you I just picked out three cards to finish off Jill for you okay so there's going to be some mischievousness coming up for you so it's a time for you to misbehave a time for you to have fun and it's like those belly laughs where you just can't control that laughter that is coming up in your life very soon I do feel that there is somebody linked with a father figure a fatherly character who is linked with rejection so I don't know if this is still talking about your son or this is talking about you could be father of your children but look what I've got there this is where one person is putting more effort in than the other in a relationship and obviously we've got the emperor which could be father fatherly character or father figure okay and and it's also I feel that he hasn't helped the situation I'm talking about his father your son's father he has been stirring things up okay and creating more problems than they needed to be either back then or now or both okay it could be back then and now but I feel that this will be something that maybe need to be addressed and a conversation may need to happen okay in order for him to understand your point of view and you to understand his point of view your son's I do feel that you've got two pathways opening up for you to do with money and finances and I feel that one of these will be opening up new doors to a lot more money than you've got right now so new opportunities coming up so that's kind of how they wanted to finish that off for you Jill so I hope that helped you so oh I need that and yes he sure has I think he's created a lot of problems okay deep set problems and I feel that that has been over time years so it's not an instant thing it's not a one-off thing it's been over years and that has crept in and caused some rejection energy linking to his father and I feel that you have copped a lot of the pain you know it's like somehow it's your doing as well when actually it's probably more the father energy I feel that you do need to get your point across somehow Jill maybe a letter, an email maybe taking responsibility for things that things could have been easier not necessarily that it was your fault if you were on a down spiral but you could still kind of say I was on a down spiral and I'm sorry for that I wish I could have been there for you so it's kind of like just being as open and honest but still kind of putting your point across there that's what I'm telling me about the situation what I feel about it also you're pretty connected on a different level so in your sleep or when you come connect silently with who is hard and show him your true love and it will take time and do it with yeah, but do diligence carefully, don't intrude just with the intention that it's done in a way that he can handle so you don't overdo it yeah I think we can't judge whether or not he will let you in it's not something that can be cyclically determined but definitely I agree with that work with his higher self yeah yeah okay so I think we're completely up to speed I'm hoping that anybody who's paid for their reading has had their reading and if not please let me know and what I'll do is I'll do a reading and then record it and send it to you I only know what I know on the chat here so it's difficult to match up with the names that get paid on PayPal could be for anything you see unless it's worded what it's for and who it's connected to on YouTube I don't know well don't be afraid of overdoing it when you set the attention just the intention that it's anything you send is leveled to the amount he can handle there's no way you can overdo it when he keeps accepting and that flow gets getting bigger it is because he's accepting it yeah lots of love to you Jill and fingers crossed everything works out perfectly the way it's supposed to and Vera thank you love for sharing this time now I know that you're getting tired so and I got a busy day tomorrow I promise to have a look at Tamara's question so I'll do that quickly yeah no problem so I think that you're going to bow out of the astrology I'm feeding because you've got busy day tomorrow is that right yeah that's no problem I have to really start to balance out the way I do think yeah well the other thing is you're giving giving giving out and the universe has to now provide you with something back now so yeah I agree but I really think you should do your astrology readings I think you should record them and I think you should put them out on your YouTube Vera you're so ready tomorrow oh good that makes me happy you're so ready oh you didn't see it I'll send your link yeah I want to see I want to see they're already something together yeah okay so Tamara what I'll do I'm just going to do a quick something tomorrow so it won't be you know long because my throat needs to heal before I do the astrology readings later so let me go back and see what your question was will my younger son 24 on the 10th find his way I feel he is in a depressed state his girlfriend broke up with him and he's very evasive June 10th 1998 is his birthday thank you s