Well, hello. Welcome everybody. Welcome to Brain Club. I'm Mel Hauser. I use she they pronouns and I'm the executive director of all brains belong. Let's get oriented. Here we go. I'm going to share screen today we'll be revisiting a theme that we have discussed many times at brain club this year, which is interdependence and building a culture of interdependence and normalizing interdependence that is being connected to and relying on other people. And we'll talk about how often there's a lot of unlearning that has to be done to get us there. Brain Club, of course, especially for those who are new or who are watching after the fact on YouTube brain clubs are weekly community education program. We've been running brain club for almost two years or like a couple weeks shy of running brain club for two years. 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So I'll see it anybody's using it. All right, so we're continuing our conversation. This month our theme is brain club greatest hits, where we're revisiting some of the most salient themes of the year with the idea that late as as the year goes by we experienced these topics differently since you know we're like learning and growing every day and all that. So, um, before we get into to our topic I also just want to announce that we have a bonus brain club this month as part of our virtual New Year's Eve event which is Sunday the 31st from five to 730 Eastern. There's zoom breakouts with activities for all ages and a special New Year's brain club is is one of the zoom breakouts. We have a really cool performers our lineup is really cool so we have Rajni Eddins poppy's planet, Barry and me and Todd Gevry all performing at New Year's Eve. So, Sarah if you can throw a link to to New Year's in the chat that would be amazing. Because we'd love if you join us. Okay, now I'm done. So, David if you can check off our first video. We actually were fortunate enough to be able to hire Sandhya to present because of the time difference. She's in Australia. It's a pre recorded asynchronous presentation but I interviewed her a couple months ago, a couple months ago, a couple weeks ago, and it's amazing and anyway so she's reading her own book for us on the 29th so save guest author. Yes, so cool. So cool. So, anyway, here we go. I'm learning the myths of independence.  So I'm just bear with me we're having some technical glitchiness a little while ago so maybe they won't even work we'll see. The idea was to try to capture messages, these common messages. Steve Steve says how'd you know I need these particular topics right now it's because we all need this particular topics now it's like at all times I need these things so I'm so glad I'm so glad you're here. Yes, I'm independent. Yes, I can do it. I think you get the point right like. So I think, like, this is so rewarded. Work real hard, make a lot of friends. I, I can do the thing I'm responsible I can focus I can do it myself like this message is so out there. And you know when you really think about it, this starts really early. We'll see if this video works any better. Yeah, and it says pull yourself up by your bootstraps right exactly. That's how fast kids seem to grow up.  And what are some things you can do to help encourage your little ones to become more independent. We're going to dive into the topic of independence in this video. But before we do, do give this video a thumbs up and subscribe to our YouTube channel for more parenting videos like this. First of all, let's explore the benefits of introducing independence at an early age. One of the most important benefits is that it allows children to learn how to do things for themselves, which serves as a great foundation. It teaches them that they can accomplish tasks without help, and this builds their self confidence. Self independence also prepares children for the challenges of life they might face later on, such as moving away from home and living. All right, have we seen enough. So, yeah, right exactly. So, I'm yeah right still working on that because it's a myth that's exactly right Steve it's a myth. It's not a thing.  You can do things for ourselves we've learned to be resourceful and creative over the years and independence is one of those qualities that we that we treasure is perhaps even something that has been nurtured since we were young and we do we you know we tell children to be independent you know do things by yourself now go walk you know to take your bike and go around the block it's okay now. You can go to a movie by yourself and these sort of extra additional benefits are kind of seen as a value reward for independence doing things on your own. And I you know I think that's a good quality I mean it teaches us to be strong and and resilient. But I wonder if in some ways we have become too focused on independence and not enough focus on interdependence. How we're all connected. And I think one of the one of the great benefits of the system of the situation we're facing with the with the with this pandemic and it's not you know there's not many benefits but one is that we're learning how to see how we're connected to each other, because we've been put in situations where we cannot get together, we cannot, you know, socialize, we realize now how much we do depend on other people, and not just on people it goes way beyond that. And one of our bloggers Riley Gibson wrote this article is cool. Alright, I think we get the concept there too. So I, I, I wonder for someone to read Sarah's comment. Unlike that video saying independence prepares them for life challenges I feel like it prepares them for a life of trying to handle everything on your own, and not reach out for help when they need it, not a message I want to send my kids. Yep. Yes, exactly.  I think there's so many different kinds of messages that we get. And sometimes it's very, I mean, especially here is very cultural, but I think there are some kinds of guidance that we provide that are helpful and not. I think the worst one is being the emotional independence that is being promoted like emotional independence can be such a toxic thing. Because we end up like negating our own needs in that. And I think that's one of the most critical things that we can give to our children, especially in each other. Yeah, you know, it's not really talked about but I think that's one of the things that should be discussed when we talk about interdependent interdependence. Justina and I think, you know, connected to that like the idea that, you know, already at toddler hood people are talking about self regulation skills, people of all ages, including me. I need other nervous systems to co-regulate like a lot of the day. That's just normal. What do you think about narratives of independence? I remember. Well, it's still very much part of my life now but it was always this just figure it out. Just figure it out and you can do this. And everyone else is struggling, but you know, you have to do like it was not a choice that you know you can figure it out. I'm still figuring it out. What? What are you talking about? Totally. That resonates with me a lot Cynthia and I think, I think like with anything else, I think about those like early messages that get so hardwired and, you know, they're common. They're really common.  Just do the thing because that's what they were taught as little kids and it's just, you know, it's intergenerationally leading to, I think, really bad impact on mental health for so many of us. When, you know, yeah, we can figure it out. We can do the thing a lot of the time at a cost, at a cost of that internalized, like internalized ableism. We'll talk more about that. And I think it's next week or the week after that's the topic of brain club, but it's just the invalidation. And I see several of you are commenting about gaslighting in the chat. Exactly. And Elizabeth says linked with ideas of independence. I think of the messages that all the elders have internalized, which is quote not be a burden. And I always feel like feeling like a burden is such a gross perversion of how you feel about yourself and how one gives and receives love. I just want to stay with that. Yes. Yes. Right, because if you did not think that you were supposed to be connected to and depend on other humans, if that wasn't the premise. Does that put you at increased risk of thinking that having needs makes you a burden, and then the, all of the impacts of that, that premise. And I think, I, I, I think, um, yeah, I forgot what I was going to say. Steve says, I'm struggling with needing to ask my wife how I did in social situations because I just can't tell right there's so many of us who have grown up, having a social situation and then afterwards getting feedback that like something happened and that was not the way we perceived it, or receive the message that there's like, you know, a right way to have been in that social situation and that's not how we did it. There's all these like levels of what what leads to that. But, you know, quote, if I try to be independent I get the crap of myself at 3am right it's this, you know, rumination of like, did I do it like, or, you know, what we hear from a lot of people is that after a situation happens, people go home and they're like replaying the situation and wondering wondering you know did I did I do the thing.  If you've had an access need to be picking up on all these cues because you're interacting with people who don't mean what they say and say what they mean. And it looks like that's resonating with Amy also. Yeah, sorry, go ahead, Sylvia. Sorry, I was going to jump in and say I've been finding more and more that there's, I'm not being told. And I haven't been told. And I find that like toddlers where they parallel play. I just find myself parallel playing through life. I don't know.  No one will tell you. So you have no way of knowing.  And the ghosting of like people just disappearing of like, you don't know why I guess it was something I said and did but you still don't know why and so you don't know like what to not repeat, but like maybe you might repeat it anyway because maybe there's not your person and you know all of it Sierra. Your, your sounds not connecting it's doing the thing with your headphone there you go. Sorry, that was my fault. I think that ties back for me to what you were saying about the goal of not being a burden for people I know working in hospice that was like the most common goal for people was I don't want to be a burden to my family and to the family they're like oh no of course we want to keep this person at home we want to take care of them that's our goal and that but disconnect is people don't know I say what they mean is that disconnect those. Oh people aren't telling me that I'm doing something wrong with people also aren't telling me that they want to help take care of me or they want to help be in this interdependent relationship with me. Yes. Right. All that switching to the next video. Okay team. It's all the things project Eve. This is my list of things that have to be done in the next several hours. So, in full transparency. I am having a lot of dissonance. Because I am not asking for help in appropriate ways. And there are barriers to me asking for help, namely, there are barriers I made up. Number one, we work really hard not to inhabit and perpetuate urgency culture. And I feel like it's just me being like hey we got to do that things and do that things need to do right now. Like, I want to not do that to other people so I take it and I keep it, and I feel it like the urgency actually still happening it's just contained here. I also like my impression management of like what people think of me plays out like all day long. So does anyone else experience that we're like it's hard to ask for help because of like the stories that you're telling yourself about about it. What is all three of all three of us. Yeah, yeah. So like, even in a culture where like we like caught like cortically like my cortex knows that this is a team that I can ask for help I am still not asking for help. Like, it like lives. I think it lives in one's nervous system and I think it's I think it's like a trauma response I think it's a trauma response that like dates back to childhood about like all the dysfunctional teams I have ever been part of or like all of the, you know, the like feedback around like you know you're there's something about you functioning on a team that is like not desirable. Right you still have that voice. At least I still have that voice in the back of my head always saying oh well, if you ask for help and people are going to think that you are not able to do it and they're going to think that you're incompetent. And I think there's also at least for me there tends to be a lot of. Oh, well if I ask for help then maybe they won't do it the way that I want it and I just do it myself anyway. And I think that's a really. I think that can be a really hard part about interdependence for at least my flavor of brain where I like, I like things done the way that makes sense to me. And that's I mean that's part of the hard part about collaboration and interdependence. Yeah for me my voice is I don't want to be a burden to others and I don't want to put this on your plate that's already full and I should be able to get enough spoons together for myself to figure it out and not be a burden. Yeah, or there's like the comparative thing like other people would be able to do this other people can figure this out. So what's going on with me that like I'm struggling right now and so it's really easy to just isolate in the struggle, even when you have a team of people that are safe, and have shown you that they will show up and support you it's still like you said it's hard. When, you know, all the way back to family of origin stuff, you know, trying to courtically override that trauma response is really hard. I also think I mean it's actually pretty new in the big scheme of things. Like that. I don't I think this is like the first, like, this is the first interdependent team I've ever been part of, like I don't have any experience, like, actually playing out. It's kind of like, do you remember that time on New Year's Eve, when we screwed up the link for our like our event that was starting in 30 seconds. And like, I like never want to feel that again, and I never want to like recreate that emotional experience like for anybody. But yet at the same time it like, I look at my list and it like kind of feels like that and so I'm like well I just hold on to that and I like keep it. It feels like like I value so much our team that if I have to choose between dividing and conquering and like maintaining the integrity like maintaining the team. Like, I will choose. I will choose the team family every time, which is also kind of dysfunctional. But that's the part of working with it with a team that you, I mean actually like, but also just kind of like working with a team where you really respect everybody and when the, I mean, I think, working in dysfunctional systems and knowing that this is something that I don't want to do this is something that I hate doing that feels really horrible for me to do. It's really hard to put that on somebody else or to ask for help with that because you know it's a miserable task and you know it's something that. I mean that's the reason that we delegate often is because it's something that we don't necessarily want to or is difficult for our brains to be able to do. Well that's really interesting right can we like, let's let's stay with that idea. Because it's interesting that your brain says, I delegate when it's something that is hard for me. Like that makes sense.  My brain says the thing that is hard for me, I will keep and I will suffer through and I will slog through it because I can't imagine being responsible for any of my team members feeling the way I feel about this task. That's what my brain says to, and I find that I will reach out to ask for help. If it's like, really going to severely break my brain, but I won't reach out. If it's only going to break it a little bit. I think one of the helpful things about being in a team where and I think Mel you've been a really good job of this for our organization is very specifically asking people what. Basically like what their strengths are what is easy for them to do what they're able to do well even if it's not easy and having that known to the rest of the team so like. I know that filling out forms and paperwork is something that I don't mind doing and other people on the team don't like doing that so I'm fine. Taking that over whereas making a phone call something that I really hate doing but I know somebody else on the team doesn't mind that so it feels easier to delegate knowing that even though that's something that's really hard for my brain. There might be something that's not as hard for somebody else's brain and it's okay to delegate but you only know that if you ask. We have members of this team who don't hate making phone calls that's new information to me. I think we have members of the team who it doesn't ruin their entire day to make a phone call. There, that's fair. Okay. Maybe not enjoy it, but doesn't I mean I think that like comes back to our like our first team retreat like a year ago when we like reflected on you know what are the things that like come really easy to you.  And it's interesting because what I remember about that and like we can go look at it, but like what I remember is when asked in an open ended way what are the things that destroy your day. It was actually kind of hard to answer that question when other people started giving examples and someone's like oh yeah me too that that that destroys my day it does.  Um, so I think there's and like I think that it comes down to like everything comes back to an awareness of access needs and like you don't know what your access needs are. You just know that your days been destroyed. And especially when you like have this narrative of like all the times your days been destroyed and your, your the story you tell yourself about that is that there's something wrong with you. Which is why the day was destroyed because you stuck that also I think plays into this. Absolutely agree with that. And that comes back to I can't remember if it was you, Lizzie or you Sarah who talked about kind of the comparing to people in the in the other people are able to do this and get through their day and other people can whatever work at 12 hour shift why can't I do that other people are able to make a phone call and still go through the rest of their day why can't I do that. People are able to take a shower and like also work after that like, but but then when you like build awareness like you know when you when you when you think about like the all the things project like through the lens of understanding. You know, the shower for example you know with the heat and the temperature and the gravity and the math cells and you know all of it like you're like oh like, obviously that's why it costs an entire day is worth of energy to do that thing. But like, there's so many other thing or you know like when Lizzie and I, like, Lizzie right we have so many examples where we like, like things that break our brain. We're aware, like now I mean a year like a year into this we're aware of like there are certain patterns that break our brain, because it involves shifting between two documents or shifting between two websites and so we have evolved this. This strategy of like well, well we don't do that we don't shift between two websites anymore, and we've evolved these kind of workarounds that like one person's on one website and the other person's on the other. And, you know, I don't know that a year ago I wouldn't have I don't think I would have thought of that. Yeah, I think the first step is understanding you know what drains your battery and that's what all brains belong is helped me to do is to like really reflect on like what really is giving me dopamine and what is draining my battery here. And it takes, you know, understanding that in an interdependent interdependent team like different people are going to have different areas that like you were saying Sierra like that are that are that are work for them or that drain their battery and understanding that like as a basis of, you know, how to function as a team and figuring out those workarounds so that hopefully the battery doesn't get as drained. Slowing down and giving yourself permission to ask and be okay if something drains your battery that you're not a bad person and there's, there isn't something wrong with you that it's okay that your battery gets drained like that. And to not heap shame on yourself is part of the process. Because like there's different buckets of shame. So there's the shame of like, there's something wrong with me that I need help to like, I mean, intellectually, I think that for me is the easiest one to talk myself down from the other ones are much more subtle. It's like, well, if I asked for help. That means something else about me it's not that like I'm, you know, like, so, you know, Sierra gave the example of like if I asked for help, you know, they'll think I'm incompetent like I know you won't think I'm incompetent, because I actually don't think I'm incompetent like what I think you might think about me is that like I'm a micromanager and like I'm a tyrant or I'm a whatever like that, that I actually think is possible depending on how I communicate what I need help with.  I didn't get that one, but I got the, your selfish yourself absorbed. All that matters is you your way of a highway so like anything that comes up that gets to those messages, like that's what that those are my barriers. Like, like, I wonder if we can like, think about are there any like common themes of buckets around the shame, like the shame barriers to interdependence that we could talk about.  I've learned about body doubling through all brains belong you know and and like Lizzie will call me and be like, can you like just be on the phone with me because my eyeballs are going to fall out if I try to do this by myself and I'm like sure. Yeah, but like, I wouldn't have thought to do that before, you know, and this is the first interdependent safety I've ever been on so like I feel okay to call Sarah and say hey my eyeballs are going to fall out. You know, and I know Sarah is not going to laugh at me or think less of me or anything you know. The opposite like I actually like we've talked about this before where it's like, I actually trust people more who are like this is hard for me I need help, or I don't know the answer to this I'm trying to figure it out like that actually builds trust for me with other people. So it's like the authenticity the vulnerability like engenders trust. And yet, it is still hard to ask for help like Lizzie you gave the example of like, well, if it's only going to break my brain a little just stuff it in, you know, like, it's only one like anyway so like what, what is it about that, despite having like cortical awareness that you belong to a team of like people who get it.  I think it still comes back back to the, to the voice in my head that says you're going to be a burden. If you ask too much. Right, I don't want to be too much. And those are the stories that I had I was too much. Right. Too much. Yeah, yeah, from childhood I'm too much. Yeah. Yeah, you have to stuff it. Yeah. And not be too much.  I think a big one for me is the like everybody else is already busy everybody else is already at their limit. You know, how to write how to how to how to ask for that help from people who you know are already approaching burnout or really busy or busy with their kids are busy with their family are busy with work or whatever that looks like and with kind of urgency culture and with kind of over productivity culture, I think it's really rare to find people who don't feel like they're busy and there isn't enough time in the day already. Right. And so I think that goes back to that burden. I'm going to, I'm going to let Gabe in and then like give them an out if they don't want to be part of this. I'm just going to say are we recording. Hi Gabe do you want to be in the tail end of the brain club conversation. Otherwise, can you leave and come back in two minutes. What's happening. We're finishing the brain club recording. Oh, yeah, for the the interdependent. I'm sorry. No, it's okay. If you don't want to be, you want to text me just text you when it's done. Okay. Bye. Anyway. What else do we want to say. The other thing that just, I mean, we'll see if we use this and like, maybe, maybe some kind of meta application of this conversation around like, so it's actually objectively true that I know I can't do all these things. I know that it did get organized to at least like operationalize what are all the things that have to get done. I of course did it in a way that is very difficult for it to be shared because it's on paper. I could like type it out and make it into checklist and in fact I think I will do that. And then it might just be a matter of like, I think what my brain would allow me to do would be to invite others to self select the tasks that would not break their brains. Because actually, many of them are not. They're not terrible tasks. It's just that there's too many of them. I like that system I think allowing people to to self select, especially if you, I mean, I think at that point you need a team who's going to do that I'm going to be willing to help but I think that I think that that increases the pressure of okay what are you having to do the kind of emotional and mental labor of what are the things that this person finds easy to do what can I assign to this person work things that this person finds easy to do and actually taking that off of your plate as well. The people are like people are like in the trenches, they don't maybe they don't even like belong to a team where people talk about this kind of thing. Where do people start think like what you like Lizzie and Sarah what you guys talked about about body doubling I think sometimes finding like that one person who maybe is also struggling or also like you've talked about like has a similar brain as your struggles with similar things as you or whatever that looks like and doing asking for help in a way where you're kind of helping each other like doing bottling or body doubling or creating tasks or just talking through things together I think sometimes that can feel a little bit easier versus hey can you do this for me of hey can you help me do this together or can we work on this thing that we both have to do. That's good advice. I think when I think back up like previous workplaces that like the team dynamics were not like ours are like that is that's a strategy that I think I used a lot because it like on at on first blush it absolutely absolutely appears that quote everyone else can do the thing. And then when you identify like literally anyone else who struggles to do the thing that has like a huge impact, at least for me. And then you like, you know, in real life, like, there's a whole lot of people leave a whole community of people who struggle to do the thing in isolation because you're not the, you're not supposed to be able to do things in isolation all the time like that's the whole point about interdependence. So it was, I personally got a lot out of revisiting revisiting this theme, because even though like intellectually, my cortex knows that these things are true. And the pick of it in the trenches, those over rehearsal neural pathways, they continue to creep up. There are a lot of conversations like this. The idea of being that, that, that, you know, the more passes that you take at these on these themes that next time. You have a different perspective with the idea of being that like, you know, to shift your own narrative of your own self, and what it means when things are hard. So I'm sorry for making you keep your thought in working memory for like a half an hour. But I remember you had your hand up. Do you, do you remember what that was. Let's see what I was going to say this was back when we were talking about cultural differences. And I was just going to remark and how, when I was in my very early 20s, I couldn't move out of my parent's house fast enough. But my husband's family was Sicilian. And his mother wanted to know what was wrong with me and my parents, because I was moving out. And she just didn't understand why a daughter would leave her parents before she was married. And, you know, she thought maybe I hated my parents or something. And it was just not something any of the girls in that family did now I'm 64. And this was the 80s, but they still weren't leaving at in like the early 80s. And it was a huge cultural difference. And I was just pointing out the notions of dependence and interdependence are so culturally bound. And in my family, it's like get out and get away as fast as you can. And his family for the girls anyway it's like, hang around forever until you get married. And in for some of my other friends, like whose families were from India, you know, they definitely spent a lot of time with their families until they moved out. So I think there's definitely a different culture of interdependence with extended families that sometimes with other cultures and I think that can be really good. Sometimes it's bad, because the older generations may not understand neurodiverse kids as much, but sometimes it's really good.   You know, you're right. There are absolutely cultures where belonging to belonging and engaging with your community is is valued. Yeah. And if I was starting to type something in the chat, but I think I lost it. If you just let me say something real quick. You were talking about trying to get providers to have a more holistic view of people. And I spent a couple hours today on the phone with a woman who is who recently figured out she's autistic. And she is trying, she's going through a continuing disability review with social security, trying to make sure that she's medically re approved so that she can continue to get SSDI. And to make a long story short, she has epilepsy PTSD, irritable bowel syndrome, Lyme and recommended spotted disease and a few other things. And she previously had breast cancer, but she survived that. That's not her problem anymore. So she mostly qualified in the past because of the breast cancer. But now she's what she's finding is kind of the combination of the PTSD and the irritable bowels syndrome and all the immune things are really making it difficult for her to deal with kind of the autism stuff, which explains her challenges throughout her entire life. So the point is trying to put this all together to explain to her neurologists, psychiatrists, immunologists and gastroenterologists how this all fits together. And in a way, it explained why she can't work. Right. Right. And Michelle, I think that I would, I would refer you to the all the things from how those you did. Okay. So make an outline. We did. And give this to your providers. Amazing. Oh, I hope that that is. Yes. Thank you for, thank you for, you know, thank you for sharing that. And I think there's just so many people in that situation. It's just very, very, very hard. You know, the healthcare system really, it's the healthcare system that really fragments, it really interferes with clinicians being able to zoom out and see the big picture and see things from a lens where everything's connected to everything. So thank you, Sierra. First off, I want to say I agree. I think that's a really common, a really common place for interdependence to like show up is when people ask for like, hey, you're in this field. What are some of the buzzwords that I can use to like get people to pay attention to me, whether you're networking, whether you're talking to healthcare professionals or whatever that looks like. I also just wanted to bring up something that was in the chat earlier that I thought was a really good point. I'm trying to find who said it so I can attribute the right person. Vicki maybe of that like the, the intersection between interdependence but also having a very specific way you want things done or a very specific way that you need things done for your brain of like, hey, I really want help with this but if it's, if whatever I need help organizing this information but if you put it in a list versus in a table my brain's not going to be able to process that. And like how to how to navigate that and I just wanted to just put that out there to see if other people have info because it's a hard thing for me and everyone else. I want to layer onto that though like and we see this on our team all the time like then you layer on conflicting access needs and we're going to talk about access needs and understanding your access needs and navigating conflicting access needs at next week spring club. But the idea being that if you have the kind of brain that needs a thing this way and someone else's brain needs to produce it in a different way we've figured that that out and you know we can figure that out if ahead of time we knew that. Um, but also how do I assert my access needs without inducing rejection sensitive dysphoria in the other person so rejection this sensitive dysphoria RSD. Um, it's a concept that there are many nervous systems that experience, not just negative feedback but even neutral feedback as painful. It's not a choice.  I mean knowing about it allows me to like match the pattern because that is one of the strengths of many autistic brains is to match patterns. So okay so okay the reason I am reacting in this way is because this is the phenomenon of rejection sensitive dysphoria and then maybe I now have a chance to you know, I can move past it.  Love to invite anyone who hasn't had a chance to share yet in our last couple of minutes anything that's coming to mind. Jenny saying here's to a healthier 2024. Amen. And you know how you get there how you get there you know, Michelle and other spoke of culture right so culture is defined by groups of all kinds and so as being part of this community. This is a culture.  And I forget who I was having this conversation with, and maybe even have been like 10 minutes ago for all I know but just the idea that when you when you do have the experience of being like feeling safe in a group of people in the community. Especially if that's new for you. Then when you're in environments that don't feel like that you can tell the difference now like you can really discern safe, not safe, which allows you to realize that it's not you it's the environment. And that's what makes the difference. I'm just going to read Julia's comment in the chat. I've been in a situation where a friend was helping is okay now did not want to get help and I knew he needed to be healthy and safe I wonder if it's possible to influence a friend to get up. I agree. I agree with the way Chris responded in the chat top situation I'd say that gentle consistent but not overbearing reminders that you care and want them to be well, or a good start.  And so that's, they're not not knowing your friend and whether that's the situation there's just a lot of a lot of people who the pressure pressure to do the thing makes it literally. It's impossible to do that thing but queuing safety, whatever that looks like in any given relationship, I think is absolutely the first step. So with that, you know, thank you thank you all so much for for being here being part of our community. I know that there's quite a few people who were new tonight so you know we, we, we would love for you to come back. You know, and if you know there's many people who like are in various degrees of getting to know us it all brings belong and put a link in the chat. We know if you've heard things that that resonate with you and you want to get more connected with some of the other programs that we have going on here I'll put a link in the chat. And more about some of the other things we have going on. So, so thank you all so much and we look forward to seeing you next week will be continuing the conversation on access needs.


Ladies and gentlemen, welcome to the video. Today, we're gonna show you and taste test the most protein-packed meals from fast food America. Ways to get jacked while eating out. Let's get it. Today, we're starting with the one and only Home of the Whopper, Flame Grilled. They should sponsor us. They don't. We're gonna try their highest protein meal and hopefully, because I haven't eaten all day and it's one o'clock, I don't order a milkshake or something on accident. Sometimes, sometimes on accident, I say cookies and cream ice cream please and it just happens.  We'll take the hit for you, don't worry. If you guys like this type of video, comment below what you wanna see us try or show you and maybe just because I gotta go eat the best ice cream in fast food or whatever, whatever we might have to do for content sake. No, no, you can't order any extra, we're getting jacked. Could I do two double bacon cheeseburgers please? Okay. And that's it. 9-11, thank you. What are you doing? Is that a steak bro? 9-11? Yeah, 9-11.  Bro, no onion ring, no. 9-1-1. So of all our options here at Burger King, it's obviously not that big of a meal, right? This is under 450 calories and it's around 30 grams of protein, I think like 27. So overall, a decent option. Char grilled. How's the char? How's the char tasting? It's actually probably better than I remember. So are we going drive through fast food burger taste or are we just going like hamburger? Drive through. Right, so if you're in the middle of nowhere, you're in America and you're doing a cross country road trip, you're coming across places like this. In that case, this might be like a seven. Yeah. Right, what you got?  I didn't get a lot of taste out of it. Just give me the lopper and a cup of bacon. You're on the road in the middle of nowhere. You can't roll through in and out and do a protein style, no sauce deal, which is a great option or Chipotle, Chick-fil-A. You can get grilled chicken, all these options. We're talking middle America. What are we dealing with? Are you going to turn into Arnold Schwarzenegger eating this? Maybe not, but it's decent. So sometimes people call me Peyton Manning in the nutrition world and you just have to call an audible. This KFC in particular, they used to have grilled chicken. Really high protein, actually probably the best macros of all fast food ever. It was just grilled chicken, but the issue is they don't make it no more. So you had to call the audible and try the brand new menu, welcome. KFC taste test, the Chiza. So this is just the interlude of the day. We'll get back to health food in a second, but you come to this channel and you know, we love food here and the Chiza's just, it's a must have. It's a must try at 2024, the hot item of the quarter. Let's see it. What's that cheese out?    Like this one looks like a little, I know, but it's hot. Use your napkin. Ow, Abby, it's hot. Yo, I think it's going to bang. This is basically like drive-thru chicken parmigiana. No shot, you disrespect me. Look at it, there's tomato sauce, there's cheese and there's chicken. I'm not even, I guess disrespect. This is the drive-thru chicken parmigiana. Shout out to all my Italians. I thought it was not even Italian. Anybody get it scaled? Got that, we're going to die. You just got us, we just got three death threats, but I just, I could feel it. Yo, the pizza sauce kind of bangs. It's okay. Five. What's our scale now? Cause we're not on the health scale no more. I'm on taste. Just general best thing you're going to order? Yeah, probably six. Next we're going to the golden arches.  Most overrated. Really? Yup. Really. All right then, you don't get any. No McFlurry, no fries. Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. No chicken nuggies. Ladies and gentlemen, the quarter pounder. Very similar odds and nutrition to the Burger King. I think we're around 400, 450 cows, 20-ish fat and 25-ish protein.  Yo, that's way better than I remember. Better than the, better than Burger King? I think it might be. My issue with the Burger King, although it was good, it is what I remembered where it has like a fake grill taste. Like I literally think they put some fake smoke. Yeah. Where this one doesn't have that. And this actually, my memory of McDonald's, like I said, is delicious, but it doesn't taste like beef or chicken. This kind of tastes like beef a little bit. I think it's real. I think they might have real meat. I'm telling you, I think it's real. Dig a bite, dig a bite. Why you keep caressing that shit? No. Whoa, whoa. Bro, he's weird. On the fast food, middle America protein scale, I might give that like a seven and a half, eight. Other than six. This is like a seven. Seven, yeah, that's fair. Again, we're avoiding the Chick-fil-A's in and out. It's one because they're less common and two because they're just probably better. You know, it's a little more expensive. It's a higher quality food. We're looking for middle America. I don't know, this should have $14, Mikey. I know, but two, oh, I guess two burgers in and out might be similar. Two burgers in and out cheaper. And then Chick-fil-A Tuesday, which is $13.25. Really? Uh-huh. That's pretty good. My protein's in this? 25 grams. Very similar, that's the Burger King. But the issue with those is like, they're hard to find. I don't know if you've done like really big road trips. The chances that you find at Chick-fil-A is way less than McDonald's or Burger King. Do you guys have a chicken bacon Swiss, by chance? Yes, I remember five. Yeah, can I do two of those? This one sandwiches? Yes, please. Okay. And then four roast beefs. Okay. And? One or two fries? And then two fries, please. Curly or crinkled? Curly, man. Curly. And then small, medium or large? Can I just do two mediums? Two medium, okay? Yeah. It's supposed to be healthy, Mikey. More medium, yeah. Mike, we're cave it all. Thank you. Of course, if you eat it this way. I'm gonna take out a small business loan to pay for lunch. You don't eat all this in one day. I would. Definitely not in one sitting. We're getting our beautiful GM running the gym lunch. So if you guys heard that order, it's not all for us. We're doing the bacon chicken Swiss, which is always a good option.  Chicken breast, in particular, white meat. You get sauce on the side, but we're doing it how they're doing it. And we'll see. I think it's around 30 grams of protein. Cut us eating something crazy. Okay. You got 34 grams?  And this is around 40 grams of protein. Oh, it's slightly fried too. I think the fat on it was like 20 grams. Which isn't that bad for fried. I thought it was grilled. Maybe. Maybe I lied. Do I bet you this is good. Why are you snagging all the fries over there? Is it good? Little fries. Little fries. We ain't got fries.  The other little sweet sauce up top? It's ranch. I don't think so. There's bacon in here too? Bro, we're getting our oink oink in. The lettuce is falling out of my... That burnt me. Yeah, it's a little hot. Oh, God. Fresh. Freshly made. Freshly made. Not bad. It's a situation. It's going out. The lettuce is falling out. Yeah, it's like sliced lettuce or like the... Shredded lettuce. Shredded lettuce. Shredded. The cheese is decent. Sauce is decent.  Let's see what's crispy. Is that a hot? Maybe you should have done that. I don't know what the sauce is. It's almost like a salad dressing. It does look like a salad. It looks like a Dijon mustard kind of thing. It looks like Dijon or honey mustard. But it tastes pretty good because I'm not a big fan of mustard. It's like a little big. I think it's Dijon. You got sauce on your face. That's going to get mean real quick.  Best meme when it's free, good company close. Go support your local Arby's. If I had to rate this, this one doesn't... I mean, none of them really taste healthy, right? Because we're not doing the healthiest option. We're doing the highest protein pack. I'd probably choose this over the others. I'll probably give this an eight. I'll have to drive through fast food. Middle America place. I'm probably giving this like an eight. Okay. What do you think? It's good. Yeah, for high protein. I would get rid of the cheese. Yeah, I might go light sauce or no sauce to his drip and everywhere. I do like this tomato. I got a piece of the chicken and that chicken actually tastes pretty good. It isn't like... I mean, it's a crunchy. It's not soggy breading. Yeah. So it's kind of nice. I think I'd rather have the quarter pounder, to be honest, Mike. Really? Well, you're just pretty good. No, this is good. Yeah, yeah, yeah. Quarter pounder still doesn't taste like meat yet. But there's chicken sauce. Yeah. What do you give him? What's the rating? Official rating. Seven, eight. Ooh, seven, eight. Yeah, dude. Like Chick-fil-A is like an eight plus territory. This is like almost there. Solid. Yeah, it's really good. And Chick-fil-A is, yeah, regular sandwich is so good. He's a hater. No, I was gonna say six, eight, seven. Like six point eight, seven. Yeah, that's good. Six point eight, two. So one thing I've noticed actually, everything goes in waves and trends. There was a trend of fast food making healthy shit, right? Like they had what was called the fresco menu. And although they have some of the items on the menu, they don't have it anymore. So they had like a chicken bowl, like Chipotle that was high protein, we were trying to go that, but they don't even have the fresco menu, which is interesting. Cause I feel like it goes in waves in another five years, although fitness and health is still important. Another five years or so, it'll probably come back within some kind of healthy menu option. But you can still do it. I think we got chicken tacos. Loki, I feel like their tacos are kind of underrated. You said no cheese, right? Yeah, no cheese. But it got cheese, but it's okay. Unless your Chipotle chicken did. Do you do that separate?  It's like a melt. No, yeah.  Yeah, it's just raw cheddar, lettuce, a little tortilla chicken, and it is grilled chicken. So overall, like we're talking, yeah, if we're giving it any kind of health here, this is a decent option.  The basics. Honestly, am I giving it like a eight? You just can't go wrong. Is this the taco or the melt? I think it's the taco. It's the taco. I feel like you just can't go wrong with it. Don't mind this. What's that? I think they just threw a crunch wrap. I think they just threw a crunch wrap. With no sour cream. No sour cream because I'm on a diet. And the lady knew. The lady knew. So she watches your videos. Thanks so much, Taco Bell, for sponsoring this with a crunch wrap. How's your taco, dude? Look, there are hard and soft tacos. I feel like they're kind of timeless. Like they're kind of consistent. And you know what you're getting. The chicken tastes pretty good. Napkin. Napkin. Sauce. Clear. Pretty good, right? What are you giving it? This actually might be my number one option, despite the ratings I gave. Mm-hmm. Hit the melt first. Hit the melt first. Six-five. Isn't the melt not healthy? That's for you, hard. Oh, that's healthy? The melt's actually healthy, yeah. I don't know. I'm delusional now. Let's say a different tortilla. This is more of a pita style. Wow. It's more of a pita style.  Oh, it is similar, though. Cheese, chicken. Mike, you ready for it? 19014 protein. For this wrapper? Yeah. Yeah, so this is similar. Maybe a little more flavorful. The tortilla looks a hair smaller, but it's a little fluffier pita style. This is a little sad. That smells good. Yeah, this is less sad. Here, do you like this? No, I don't like the cow forcing protein. One more bite, and I'm done. Abby's dying. That is better, because you get the sauce in there. And the bread is a little nice change-up, because this tortilla is kind of sad, the regular tortilla. But that pita one, right? That's a good little sauce. Yeah, seven-two. Seven-two? All right. Ooh, it's a little spicy. Yeah, a little kick, but not real. That's a baby cake. Yeah, that's nice. Yeah, it's nice. This is a child cake. Yeah, that's a baby cake.  Let's see if we can get 1,000 likes on the video. Comment below what you want us to taste test or do next. I appreciate you got so much. 3sb.co for all your clothing needs. This cap is currently in stock, but selling out quick. Appreciate you. Selling Mike, we're out of here.


This video is called right triangle trig 3 for the rest of the videos you can see on your note sheet There's six examples left these are very important examples to be able to not only set up but to solve correctly you're going to need a Calculator to do these at this point if you do not have a calculator you really won't have any way of getting these answers correct and Life in geometry class will become very difficult So pause this video now if you need to go find your calculator and make sure it is in the degree mode if you're not sure what a degree mode is make sure you ask your teacher about this in class tomorrow It's very very important many of you your calculators will already be in degree mode just because so hopefully as we go through these Questions when you punch practice punching things in your calculator It will work and you'll get the same numbers as I do if you don't that means your calculator is in the wrong mode Or it's kind of like it's in the wrong language and you'll need to figure out how to get it in the correct place And that will be a question for your teacher because I obviously can't reach through this video and help you So let's look at this first problem. We've got a right triangle and we want to solve for x. We're trying to Looks like x is a side length. We can use so katoa. I'm going to go ahead and Write that down. You should already have that on your note sheet somewhere on this side if you don't Make sure you get it there It looks like what you're going to do to solve for x is you're going to pick one of the triangle one of the angles To be your perspective don't pick the 90-degree angle to be your perspective So let's go ahead and pick the 26 now from the 26 X would be my opposite side where the 43 is opposite my right angle So that would be the hypotenuse so think about it which of my Trig ratios have opposite and hypotenuse as their fraction if you guessed sign You're starting to get the hang of it because the sign is the opposite over the hypotenuse So now we're going to finally do a problem and plug this in our calculator We have the sign of 26 degrees is the opposite which is x over the hypotenuse which is 43 Now the weird thing is is this is just an algebra problem It looks different and looks complicated because we've got this weird sign number in there But just please try to think about this is really just a number so to get x by itself We don't really have to do anything different to get x by itself. I want to get rid of that 43 So I'll multiply both sides by 43 Because remember to get rid of a fraction you take whatever is in the denominator and multiply both sides by it So you have 43 times the sign of 26 equals x So now what you have to do is this is really important is to practice punching things in your calculator To do 43 times the sign of 26. We are going to get x equals 18.9 if you don't get that that's definitely something that you need to practice with your teacher To make sure you get there all right So basically in your calculator do sign of 26 press equal then hit times 43 and press equal again now depending on your calculator the sign of 26 part will be different Depending on what calculator you have so if you're not figuring out how to get 18.9 as your answer when you plug things in your calculator Don't despair but get help if I could reach through the video and help you I promise I would Let's try another example if you had trouble in that last problem figuring out how to use your calculator Try again when you do this one if you're still not getting the same answers as me again Just ask your teacher tomorrow. She will help she or he will help you get The calculator usage part down but for this for kind of for this moment Just make sure that you're practicing setting things up correctly and worry about the calculator part later So in this problem to go from the perspective of the 60 I have 38 as my hypotenuse and x as my adjacent and so when you look at so katoha You can remember that cosine is adjacent over hypotenuse so The most important part of this problem is now setting things up correctly the cosine of 60 Equals x over 38. We're simply trying to get x alone So I've got to take what's in the denominator that 38 multiply by both sides So on the right hand side the 38s cancel so I have 38 times the cosine of 60 Equals x so at this step try to get the answer in your calculator the answer rounds to 19 And see if you can get there what you can try is punching in cosine of 60 press equal Do times 38 press equal again? Hopefully you get to 19 some of you to do this problem You have to do 60 then hit cosine press equal do times 38 and press equal again and see if you get 19 One little side note about this problem is that there's actually another way to solve this if you've noticed It's a 30 60 90 triangle. It's a special right triangle So you actually wouldn't even need your calculator or cosine to do this You could use your n and root 3 and 2 n if you preferred