One second here, so in a net lagging get this hill situated Hey, I was getting ready to go home. Then I forgot That I didn't I don't know if I did a a live for the bless tribe So I said well, let me go on over here and try to do my little live have a little chat a little recap of the week and Boy head on out to every nine then What I always be talking about is how As a provider you have them seasons or where you working Then you have them seasons where you just with your family y'all got to get his thing behind my head My wife put it there because she's about to put me some of that grass on the wall And she's trying to see the level of her, but she won't put my light at so let me see how it is So yeah, that's a good little level. She's gonna have a little light up there My wife my interior designer Well, we got a ways to go still trying to get this thing together.  I shot the video earlier It's a little podcast studio I'm still gonna get my podcast going and just I start them and then something happened I got to get it together before I could just Go on flow with it and then y'all gonna see me branch out into different arenas with them podcast because I work with athletes Man, I've been working with pro athletes since 2010 and college athletes and a lot of people don't know that Because it's confidential work So you're not allowed to say what team you're working with in a lot of cases or what players you're working with You're on a non-disclosure agreement, but I'm gonna be you know doing some podcasts in the space So y'all will see me Because a lot of times you wear different hats, but you don't show all the hats So some people have you in this box and oh you just do this right here and don't even know it's a whole another side or what somebody do So That what we gonna be working on here soon and then Might do me a little something in the space with what my affinity, you know for cars Just to show the young man too that you could have an honest living run honest companies you don't have to Be a scammer or a drug dealer and then also you don't have to play ball or do music Like you could use your other gifts and still live a good life So and there's some young men telling me once they meet me and they see that I'm able to live and You know have fun in life But yet they know I'm serious and about my purpose. They'd be like man, I need to see this like I didn't know Like they they assume that if you Christian or you're a Christian speaker that you Basically in poverty because it's not cool.  What do you give you? But you're gonna be fine. You're gonna be took care of and I want more young men to know that Because we got a lot of people that's doing stuff for the wrong reason A lot of people doing stuff for the wrong reason When if your heart is in place and I remember when I got started because I transitioned into my purpose From being in the streets. And so the only reason you go to the streets is for cloud and for fast money And when I transitioned into my purpose One of the things that I noticed Is that you know, it was like You want to make money? And I was just talking to my dad and we was talking about like these pastors and how so many pastors Are working under the name of God but not living right And not trying to be right and it was shocking for me to get around pastors and to get around quote-unquote devout Christians And they cursing And that just always is a red flag to me because God is sacred And holy and cursing is profane So you can't mix the sacred with the profane So that was the first red flag so I'm like if you're mixing the sacred with the profane And what's coming out of your mouth Is the file in your spirit because it's profane Then what else you got going on behind closed doors? And it got me to wonder and thinking and then we in this place to where We literally are sheep No, we literally sheep we literally following any and everybody And we so desensitized to where Sin is no longer sin to to the people to God it is But to the people sin ain't No longer sin like People seeing people do shady stuff and they're like oh Oh, okay. All right. Well, it's cool. Well, it's all right Like like the buddy who It also also showed you maybe how Little of your audience isn't actually engaged into what you're doing because how buddy has Cheated how buddy cheated on his wife And he was a relationship coach And then people told me That he still got over a million subscribers And I was like, man so it's like What what people don't understand is the devil so so strong We try to minimize The devil and try to make like he ain't got no power. He just weak.  They get new cars They get new clothes And you doing that and you doing it honest and then you don't see them get caught By the police you don't see them get caught. You don't see them get in no trouble That's the thing, you know, you like well, what am I doing? Why am I doing it the right way? So it's kind of like, okay, I changed my life And then I see you know What Chris Brown go through And then boom he get forgiven And back on the tour circuit Biking, you know getting money And then you see what they passed over here do passed over here divorce his wife She didn't cheat on She ain't do nothing to him divorce his wife to get with this other woman Who is the heir to the throne of One of the top three mega churches in the in the country And people just turn a blind eye to it People like I don't care nothing about you breaking your covenant and leaving your wife for a reason That is not included in the bible and going and marrying up financially and socially and Hittest woman is your wife who was with you from the bottom And help you build up and help you build a church And then gave you three kids And then you just up and leave her Just break your covenant like Don't even come to the You know the number one relationship coach in the world Who is faithful to his wife?  You ain't no good. You just gonna divorce your wife She's not gonna see that say that because look at these pastors who divorce in their wife And they're going to get in women who got brands Who got millions who got platforms and then women They got taught that they draws and they're not questioning this man motives They're not questioning like Oh I got more money than his wife I got a bigger platform than his wife I got more upside than his wife I got more, you know this and that than his wife And i'm like They ain't questioning that So it's kind of like if this woman over here And she got her stuff going together And i'm a single man but let's say She's an actress and i'm a film producer And when I look at her and I look at her type And I see that her type that's beautiful as she is That I really ain't her type Because on her level of beauty She can have a man that's over six foot tall.  She got her own mind.  I'm finna be apostle Paul But i'm not finna let no woman With no jazabelle spirit Who got more money than my wife a bigger platform than my wife or She looked like this or looked like that Come over and I know my level And then all of a sudden I forget my level and think this woman really want me for me And so that's how some of the men get tricked and then that's how some of the women get tricked So it's like this right here when you look at a man A man could always date up Because men are providers So that's why you see a lot of men Who look like the bottom of a shoe With a woman who looked like She gorgeous And it's because that man got a bag to his name So because he got that money She will forego his looks Because he could provide So that's why jay-z said in his song.  He's a great personality. So listen I know Like kevin heart wife nico She followed me on instagram but What she might not realize She might have seen kevin for his heart But this the thing There's no other man That's four foot eleven That got a wife that looked like e-nico So well, I think it's eight five four But when he's being picture with people I'd be like Well, here go the thing If air if If even 50% Of five foot four men had a wife that looked like his wife Then more men will have faith and trust in women But when we see The only five foot four men Who got a wife that is that beautiful? Got millions of dollars It just boom It just killed the spirit of these men and then We see how jay-z looked Now it's hard to find somebody who looked like jay-z that is not a common look I got a cousin who looked like jay-z I'm gonna tell you this right now His wife do not look like Beyonce Yeah, what i'm telling you His wife don't look like Beyonce not they don't mean she bad looking She ain't Beyonce though So now my cousin who looked like jay-z had a regular woman That looked like Beyonce now i'm gonna believe that's looks compatible But it's hard.  They say you weren't ugly. You was broke Money make a big difference with women money make a big difference with women See for me, it's not gonna do too much for us.    They could get i know it's called lipo. I just like saying my words wrong They could get lipo. They could get eyebrows done. They could get lashes. They could get that weed put in and a woman could go from With that money a woman could go from this To this There's a big difference With money one could go from this to this a man He really gonna go from this They having this he'll attach to him. That's that's it. That's it So men typically could date up because we providers We could pay the bills And that's why you see a lot of ugly men unattractive men I'm not gonna say ugly or unattractive say looks challenged You see a lot of looks challenged men with women who are not looks challenged But the thing about it is when we're on the outside looking in now we looking down on the one Like now you know you're wrong Now you know good and well that you're wrong Because you know good and well if that man ain't had that money would you have given this man a shot?  I'm just saying a number I ain't saying something wrong with it, but that typically be the link up Or it be a woman who She really not into fixing herself up it typically be a woman who She looked like she from the movie to help and the women in the movie to help actually be looking better When we typically see a man who had those features and looked that way looks compatibility don't become Compatibilizing with his ex That was on the show that I was on and with the woman he went nine it just Because see I it's many black women who look like that young lady on on the housewives We all know women who look like that We don't see women who look like that going and plucking no men that look like high buddy look Who who got a regular job? And we just have to be honest with it. Like I ain't judging nobody.   And if you don't know you look challenge The world and showed you that you look challenge.  I got picked on Got picked on growing up when I went into the locker room when I went to get my helmet They had a million helmets in there they had from the floor to the ceiling of helmets And the whole room had helmets in there and there wasn't a single helmet that fit my head That lady told my daddy she said sir Unfortunately, we don't have a helmet in here for your son.  You don't have dreams. You have movies But see me I knew I looked good though as a kid Meaning I know I had a big head But I had colored eyes.  Oh, you got some pretty eyes So it balanced me out because I'm getting compliments over here But then I was getting critiqued over here But the main person clowning me was my cousin and he's a jokester. So I ain't taking too serious. He said, hey Hey, cut Boy, if you look at the ground, you're gonna tip over I said boy, I'm like, where's he getting these jokes from because he's too young to be making this stuff up I look over He'll duck. Whoa Man, you better put on a turn signal before you look left or right. I used to just be It didn't bother me though It didn't bother me because I got a healthy self-esteem So but I but one thing I know is that Now I could get the prettiest girl in the school But she'll cheat on me with dope boy who got money. She'll cheat on me with the older guy But then before that I was getting just your everyday hood women Just your everyday little hood young ladies one none special And I remember every year there was a there was a girl who she was swole She was swole muscular and she used to come up on me every year Hey, Tony It's you're gonna be my boyfriend this year And she just had too much muscles for me And I just like man this woman looked like this girl like she could pick me up and throw me And I just be like And her brother was big He was real swole.  It was toast.  I was intimidated But she was you know, um She she she was probably a few shade darker than me And so everybody who have brown skin And different shades of brown skin. We all know what that come with We live in America. We all understand colorism. We all know what we've been going through and what everybody Have to deal with so you also have that and When we look at these situations out here We seen a lot of finesse And the reason why people say oh marriage ain't all it is and marriage ain't all of that You know what marriage ain't all of that because people not getting married for love And you got therapists saying don't get married for love you got Life coaches saying don't get married for love you got all these business professionals saying don't get married for love And that's why the divorce rate is what it is because people get married for looks and people get married for business And see me and my wife with everything that we have been through we supposed to have been got divorce We're supposed to have been got divorced. We don't have been through everything We supposed to have been got divorced, but you know why we still together because we got married for love Have we got married for business? We'd have been fired our business partner. We'd have been broke up the business.   You've got to be there for love. All right.  Got a song to go. I said you heard what Morgan said. I said what's your answer to that? She said man She said man, you be you be in the connet Because we was in London stayed at this place called a connot You be in the connot one day then the next day you could play it about me buy out a piece for the boys So yeah, no man Like you be broke every day I'll say So then I have to pretend like I got some money somewhere that she don't know nothing about But I know I be broke.  She knows she about to push too many buttons, but we love each other What we doing today people get married for looks People get married for money to get married for love I want everything that my wife would put on the list and she wanted everything that I would put on the list But we had the core had the core values We had the foundation So everything else you could work with you could work with everything else But see today we're getting this place to where People so finicky People getting so finicky to where they come in and they're like, oh you know She the she let herself go she didn't let herself go And because she doesn't let herself go I'm finna leave her I'm finna leave her. I'm gonna I'm gonna let her go And then the woman oh he he going through a midlife crisis. I'm finna let him go And that's what people are taking do and so And so we have to take in Look at that Like we so finicky That what we just leaving over nothing Irreconcilable difference everything is reconcilable It just your ego Might not be reconcilable your ego might not want to reconcile But everything is reconcilable your ego might not want to reconcile it But then your ego may also want to get to a place to where You don't want to do the work before it gets to out of hand So it started to get out of hand and we keep doing more and more and more and more and then when we doing more and more and more then That's when things start to you know, break down and so We have to look at this thing and really start to evaluate You know, what what are what are we doing? Like what are we are we really in this for love or we in this for something else?  I know what god them brought me from So I don't play with god. I I believe in god. I believe in the power god Jesus christ I don't play with it. So when somebody go to talk about jesus they go to talk about god. Hey That one I get serious. So when you go to talk about that, hey, boy, you got a little right But you got to be right.  You got to do differently You can't do like the rapper could do the rapper could lead his woman He he not submitted to god. He he not representing god the ball player who ain't represent god. He could lead his woman But so this is the thing what we have to look at we see people like lebron jane like look at lebron jane His wife is beautiful But every woman knows that If you had a unlimited budget To get all of the skincare That don't mean she wasn't pretty before But people be looking at people with money People people look at my wife And say, oh, she's she beautiful.  So I want you to understand it's like It's somebody got to eat bean and weenies We can't get mad with a body If that's all all they could eat a bread and beans And it's they body start to hold it we can't get mad if I can afford we we can't you can't put me on a pedestal And say oh, well Tony take care of himself better Then this guy over here if this guy came for a dietitian A nutritionist a trainer like I may be paying for so We look at LeBron Jane and he got a beautiful wife But if we take away all the money that's spent on skin care hair care and all of that It's a lot of women Right here in this chat that is just as beautiful That's just as beautiful But so here this man could have anti-women in the world But he tend to hold down with his wife And then we look at a pastor Who's supposed to represent more? Who representing God who talking about God all the time? Bronja ain't gonna never say the name of God But we look at a pastor who talking about God all the time And then the pastor divorce his wife and then go marry a woman who got more money than him more More clout than him more connection to him and a bigger platform than him And then that right there it's like a black eye for the body of christ because it's like how these men In an industry that nobody would care if they got a divorce Nobody would really care if Chris Paul got a divorce if LeBron James got a divorce But he got staying 10 to hold down with a wife and then we got our pastors Who representing Christ who are under a covenant of God?   Where's God in the picture now? If you come out and say my wife cheated on me Okay, the Bible say that's grounds for divorce. All right. I get it. All right. Okay, but if it ain't that Then what else is it There's other things that we still would accept like oh, I'm being disrespected. Yes disrespected McCallum was Was disrespected I was disrespected Okay You you was being hinder the woman let The adversary use her To hinder you from your purpose and your calling and would not let up Okay. All right But that need to be explained That need to be explained because If God is all powerful And God is the almighty then We need to be able to Lean in God Lean on God trust God And the power of prayer And the power of God ought to be able to fix A christian marriage So if we see marriages Well, the people don't never say God They're not representing God They're not giving God no glory For their success And they stay in together Then what they're saying about the body What they're saying about God And that's what we have to realize is we are representation So and that's why I try to get there. I'm not a pastor I don't have no pull up here I ain't been ordained to be no minister I I could want to leave my marriage every day I could go in my marriage and find something to complain about find something to be upset about I could find a woman and see a woman that may have a flat stomach around her booty A brighter smile a longer hair A different color eyes like I could go find that But why am I not doing that? Because I'm representing the Lord And I'm working for the Lord so I have to look and say okay if I believe in God Do I believe God can can fix my marriage? Do I believe God can fix my heart? Do I believe God can inhabit me Come live with me and live in me and work through me So that it taking It taking Shift my marriage It taking transform my marriage. Do I do I really believe that? Or do I just believe in my power And then the thing about it is is we have these Christian leaders who think they untouchable So when they hear me speaking on stuff that they doing and what they representing Then they want to go preach a sermon about don't speak on them and and don't touch not die anointed You're not anointed if you're not leaning in God and you can't trust God to renew your heart Renew your wife heart and fix your marriage That ain't no anointing If you cheating on your wife that ain't no anointing So we we touching no anointing We doing no anointing no harm because ain't none there If you can't lean and trust in God And then it's the thing what I don't like When Christian leaders Plane to represent God But don't let the power of God working their heart working their life working their marriage And then they go pick a wife That don't bit more represent God Then The script club It's like, huh Uncle feud like okay. Where is God in this over here?  It's hard for a man who was him in school Whether it was student government or whether it was basketball football track Baseball It's hard for a man Or maybe even a pro athlete. It's hard for a man who made money Or who had women To come through that season And then go to being an average everyday man So a lot of men become Christian leaders or faith leaders. It might be Muslim. It might be whatever For power for power for recognition and for money But you can't Carnal eyes can't tell the difference So they'll look at somebody like me and say well Tony you got those same things that you say this man over here wanted The fruit looked the same But the root is totally different The fruit might look the same might have the same trappings of life might have platform might have influence the fruit looks similar But the root different the root different so You can have a big orange And you can have a big grapefruit They're gonna taste different. They look similar now, but they taste different And so what you got to understand is Ackee look like eggs. I just happened some acne and salt fish. Ackee look like eggs But it's a bit different between acne and eggs That's the thing the fruit look That in product look similar But people don't get down to the root and that's what you got to realize What's the root of this person desires? You want to be famous you want to be known since I'm gonna tell you the thing about it. I'm gonna tell you the thing about it When you go on my instagram and when I go on instagram, I see people that's on live every day I might go on instagram live once a month.   They every every single person say the same thing Tony you was right You are shy in person Or you are introvert I could talk one on one the reason why I could talk like this on here because i'm not talking to you and talk to the camera You're not in front of me. I could talk in on the stage, but that's because it's my purpose But if you just sit me down around a group of people, I don't say a word Because I don't want to be seen. I don't want to be heard And what I have found what I have found Is that the people who are pure at heart Got the same makeup The people that God really really used and he really intended to use And it's not a front or a fraud that's going to get exposed For the wrong thing the wrong way one day Do not want spotlight That's why when I coach clients And they say to me Tony, I want to help people I want to I want to serve. I want to help people and they say But they say They say Tony I'm shy. I don't like the camera I don't like being seen But I want I want to serve I want to help I say you or who You who God want to use I know a guy that's so loud And he want to be in the front or everything he want to be in the front and center And he been doing this way longer than me And he just cannot build a following He cannot build a following still to this day.  I'm trying to work on myself every day. I'm trying to get better. I fail I fail because I got a temper I got a temper and not in the sense of like throwing stuff or nothing like that, but I tell you like at is is I rip your new one now And I'm just straight like that like last night. I was drinking that drink and it had a roach in it When the man I ain't get loud now, I don't raise my voice But the man came and tried to offer me 25 off. I was at smoky bones He said well, I took 25 off the bill He said I took 25 off the bill for you, sir. I'm so sorry about that happening I say Uh, sir that sir is like what you want. I said sir hold on right quick.   I had a flex on nine That's my flow. That's my red flag. I listen, sir I ain't trying to get no free mail. I said you go out there and see what I'm drove up in I said listen You finna take all this whole bill off of here and I'm gonna leave this young lady a 30 dollar tip Now you don't leave a 30 dollar tip on the 60 dollar order. That's a 50 percent tip But that let him know I ain't trying to run off on the plug But you're not finna play with me.  That's my flaw I said now if you want to eat this roach to show me that it's not a big deal Then we could talk about that 25 percent But I say if you ain't willing to eat this roach that I just was drinking Then you're gonna take that whole bill off He said Okay, all right All right, I'm gonna take the whole bill off. Now.  That's the state the way you look like me 50 years ago.  This was the old day Smash this whole pen in your face and we'll be burning across in your yard tonight So I could tell he had that kind of rage because and I could tell he that type of person because How you finna come off of me 25 percent off of a 60 dollar bill when you see it's a roach floating in my train And so I'm like, come on sir, sir, you sit here. You you looking at the hill The hill was on my wrist. I don't need 60 dollar bill nine So you're trying me like a baseball Y'all know what the base is.  I said, so you're trying me like a baser So she gets what? because I'm like that Because I could say stuff in a way That'll make anybody cry That's why I have to work on myself every day Have to work on myself every day To make sure that I ain't talking like that to my wife to my kids to my loved ones That I'm praying Lord help me bright on my tongue. Help me speak truth What I caused her too much damage And see this the thing So if I see a man who keep going through divorce out of divorce out of divorce Or if I see a man who leave a good woman and go get with a Jezebel or if I see a man who He gets suckered in by Jezebel Or if I see a man who keep talking and he got all the advice For everybody else relationship, but he can't make a relationship work for himself Then I lose all respect Because even if I would say about ministers they say if you can't take care of your home Then you don't need to be standing up in front of nobody And this is the thing what you know, I lose respect for people because here you have a mega pastor Who got all this this big old church and then You're already in a situation where you're not paying enough attention to your daughter To where she get pregnant as an early teen So now she get pregnant as an early teen But then you also take And as an adult you let her marry a man who is divorcing his wife of three kids and his wife ain't cheating on him or do nothing to him If I'm that man I'm shutting that down I'm calling out to my daughter and I'm speaking to her heart And I'm saying listen this ain't no god God is not going to send you Another woman's husband This is not of god. God is not the author of confusion. God's not finna have Your husband be a man Who is leaving his wife? broken and confused Because y'all want to reign in power talking about y'all soul mates That's not of god If I'm that pastor, I'm talking to my daughter and I'm saying listen God ain't nowhere in the midst of this because if you single And you are Focus on the lord and you living like ester or somebody A roof Then god gonna send you a man Who is unattached like boas And if you on your grind He gonna be on his grind if you single in hill He gonna be single in hill If you meet a man who is married And he have to exit that marriage to be with you That's not your husband part blank period If it's your husband, he will have already been divorced And he will be healing a woman should never be dealing with a man and growing feelings for a man who is married And a woman should never be with no man and talking to no man who is separated The man need to be divorced Because god is not in the midst of no handoff No no quick smooth transition from one covenant to the next. That's not the work of god. That ain't how god work That ain't how god work. That's why david had to have uraeus killed so he could have bapsheba because if god is in the midst of Somebody just swapping like that David wouldn't have had to have uraeus killed If god is in the midst of somebody just boop boop just doing what they want to do Boa has wouldn't have had to go to that other man to say hey is you gonna claim this wife? And then that man said man, I'm sorry. I'm scraped bro. You have her and then boy. I'm like, okay boom I'm gonna take off your hand in and we're gonna get these witnesses. We're gonna let everybody know we didn't already talk about it But here we got me and the day Going smooth it now. It's one thing to go through a divorce Anybody could go through a divorce. I could go through a divorce But I'm gonna guarantee you one thing. I'm gonna guarantee you one thing now.   You're not finishing me with another woman within five years And that's what I don't respect by the ill men You're not been to go through no whole marriage and especially when god in the midst and you talk about god And then you go right from a marriage and then boom within two years you married to another woman It's like come on now. Come on now that transition was just two that transition with two flawless. What's going on now?  Before that divorce You had to love bow Before that divorce could guess what if this new marriage was built on faulty ground It ain't gonna last it ain't gonna last and then if not, guess what you'll be going through a second divorce or a third divorce And see that's the thing A lot of the men that's doing this Guess what? I'm gonna tell y'all something Now not and and I want you to think about this.   If you know that you can look online And see every black man that's speaking on love and relationships And you look at the followings of those black men and i'm in the top five But other top five i'm the closest to you at age And you the met me in person You did not see me smoke. You did not see me drink. You did not hear me curse You did not see me looking at other women.  So guess what? That's how I know That's how I know A man heart in the wrong place Because if you not been to call somebody that's gonna get to your blood wrong They're gonna shoot it to your straight They're gonna hold you accountable That's when your heart in the wrong place Because you don't want correction You you want to listen to that? You want to listen to that flesh You don't want correction.    I was at my weekend. I was ready.   He ain't doing right by his health. He ain't doing right. I'ma tell him that I'ma let him know. I'm not gonna call.  I want to be called out If i'm in the wrong, I want to be called out That's why I talked to my dad and that's why I thank god and my daddy here And that's why I'm trying to get as many hours in with my dad as I can because I know he ain't always going to be here When I call him sometimes man, my daddy telling me son. I don't want to hear It's too much truth. I'm like, oh my goodness man come on man on Out and in my head.  Oh, just hit me Just hit what up I'm just sitting up I'm just like oh Just get hit with true bonds But see guess what when a man don't want to do right He finna call him a real simp Because see me and call me a simp and don't realize Don't realize I'm wanting to really mean you ever gonna meet But see they don't understand that a real man understand that his strength is his gentleness They don't understand that a real man Understand who he is and a real man ain't got the control of woman suppress a woman adult.   She's human.  She said, okay, I'm gonna use it for for tating uniforms I said no get tating uniforms separate.  Hey, God bless y'all for them blessing y'all saying We don't we don't want to hear the truth And so here it is when I see men go through a divorce and they know me personally. I'm in they phone They got my number And then they don't call me they let me know I know you don't want to be married. I know you don't want to do right I know you don't want to be right before God because had you called me You know, I'm finna help you work on that marriage I'm finna help you work on my own that marriage and we finna do everything we can to make that marriage work And if we can't make it work and we didn't throw everything at it in the kitchen sink Then hey We did everything we could do Pray call God into it change your heart Did everything right? If it ain't work, you ain't got complete control can't control everything And this with this the thing that I don't like today is just The state that we in and I'm gonna tell you the state that we hear It's two sides to it So men being turned over to a reprobate mind and women being turned over to a reprobate mind both genders A lot of men today is turning down low It's a lot of men in the closet It's a lot of men who is desiring to have They boot a hole stuffed And yet they want to appear that they like women They want to holler about they looking for a wife But they is watching gay porn And they want somebody to play with their booty hole And outside of that a lot of these men Are gonna have multiple women That's also a sign of a gay man The reason why a man want to have two and three women is because he is trying to fight homosexual urges Because a heterosexual man Want one woman?  It's disgusting.    And he posted screenshots of him and that man Linking up after one o'clock in the morning To get booty hole tow out the frame These men is getting mad Because these men who like men they're not finna be hanging around you And not want to touch something you know how i know that because i'm a man That's why i don't have Women friends because i know as a man if i'm attracted to a woman If we hanging around each other Every day If this i'm gonna want me a piece And it don't matter what i got going on well matt you cannot play with fire So that's why people and then This how this how the devil try to get you to drop your guard. Oh just because somebody Just because i date men don't mean i'm gonna be attracted to you Listen, okay, that might be the case. I might look like the back of a 57 Chevy to you But i'm not finna be all up under you all around you like that the the The play with if you get tempted because It just eventually any woman who'd have been around a man who was attracted to women Eventually what that man do he lean in for a kiss He lean in for a kiss.     Why she put that in the song. Okay for one man He ain't got no booty So what did you talk about and who would you just dating?   So I owe the lord I owe the lord lord. I owe you Because I ain't supposed to be here a clean bill of health Witness the way I was moving lord. I owe you.  That's why I try to tell y'all keep your legs closed Keep your legs closed now And this is the ignorance and see because we them being turned over To a reprobate mind women have been tricked into believing That a man won't wait until marriage for her and that is a lie from the pit of hell Because when I used to tour the world I would call up every man in the room To the front of the room because there would be that few men to where We might have at the most 50 men across the front of the room And I would ask every man I say if you met a woman And she is the woman for you Would you wait until marriage if she want to wait? 90 percent of the men said yes Even though they were already fornicating with a woman that's in the audience The men who said no Were the men who felt like if they said yes They woman would flip the switch on them when they got home and they didn't want to get that cut off And they just had a lot of ego and pride and didn't want to feel like they were buying into the program and so 90 percent of men said yes, and you know how I know that is true because I'm a man And because I had the pick I was able to sleep with men and women And I knew That if I met a woman that I felt like was my wife I will wait as long as she wanted to wait and that's what happened with my wife I waited as long as she wanted to wait because I felt like this is my wife So as long as she would have made me wait, I would have waited because one thing that a man won't we want a one of one We want exclusivity The car just bought is a one of one in the country. That's what men won't we don't want a one Everybody in we want a one on one And they're and I'm gonna tell you honestly. I'm gonna be honest with you The ignorance about us as men Is we go about finding the one the wrong way Because we're not raised right So instead of Just talking to a woman and learning about her character And who she is We try to sleep with her so we end up giving our body away And really don't even want to give our body away It's a test to see if she'll sleep with us because that's how we eliminate who is wife material and who's not It's a vicious game It's a vicious game all this fair and love and war ain't no ain't no ain't no rules ain't nobody playing by no rule That's why I try to tell y'all protect yourself Because don't nobody care about what's right and what's wrong What's smart and what's dumb what's ignorant and what's intelligent don't nobody care about that Don't nobody care that you got a good heart.  Before marriage and then go and meet this person and wait until marriage And then write a book about it or write in facebook post about it and it's because that person required them to wait It ain't fair. It ain't fair. It ain't fun So that's why you can't go in depending on the goodness Of human beings You got to go in with your rules and you got to stand on what you stand on And you got to be willing to walk away and you got to be willing to lose somebody in order to keep them If you ain't willing to lose somebody in order to keep them, you're going to lose them anyways And that's what you got to realize and understand So we is in this world to where we go into this place We so lost we so broken we so hurt people don't know who they are and what you have to realize is a spirit of perversion But see this this spirit it worked well way. So this so the reason why you see so many women That's got a booty hole out They got a thong on with see-through pants on top of it and they twerking That same spirit That's in a woman to make her private parts public is the same spirit that got men wearing Buddhist shorts And can they boot a hole whoa by another man? It's the same spirit. It's the same spirit. It's a spirit of perversion And the spirit is to break down the family The spirit is to cause a influx Of casual sex. It is the same spirit That inhabited Sodom and Gomorrah It's the same spirit that got Sodom and Gomorrah burned to the ground That's why a lot of california burning up.  We are wasteful We are careless and the same way that we treat our environment is the same way that we treating our body It's the same way that we treating our Relationships is the same way we treating everything. That's why the people say how you do one thing is how you do everything Although that's not true, but it is some truth too.  You got to be aware And i'm gonna tell you something that everybody ain't called Everybody ain't called so Listen When i do these help messages I lose every Sponsorship opportunity I got to trust god What you have to realize is like this right up.   You know why? Because I'm pursuing rights I'm pursuing right now I'm offend you. Guess what? I'm offend.   That's me Selling out to God That's me saying Lord.  They did not see the spiritual realm And there were so many it was so many men who was who had platforms who were so excited When this other man Who had a lot of feminine ways would say their name. They would be so giddy. They would do a video by it. They would Oh you said my name And this why men can't be men Because men are so worried about being liked by other men This is why these men can't bring me on their podcast and invite me to their fest Because they know i'm gonna keep it all the way real and they know i'm gonna step on a lot of toes With the truth and the word of god But they worried about connections and association and money And I was hey, I can't knock it You got to get your bag got do what you got to do and if somebody want to carry a message Let them carry their message, but you ain't got the line with the message So I don't spend nobody lying with me I don't need no alliance Because I work for god I work for me And god meaning I work alone with god So I don't need to collaborate I don't need no team Because I work for god and that's why you don't see a man who could say he's doing better than me You don't see a man who could say his family doing better than mine Who could say his wife or kids better than mine who could say he got something ain't got In any era of the work because I work for god and god gonna make sure i'm took care of And and the proof is in the pudding so Men were getting so giddy About having a man Stamping a firm now Because a lot of us a lot of men don't have fathers So when a man was standing up in in the paint Protecting them and chewing women out and putting women in a place men got so giddy and excited about it Yes. Yes speak up for me daddy They were grown men Traveling at the foot of another man And this what men doing today being so worried about being but buddies That men can't stand on manhood that men can't stand on nothing that Simps is calling real men simps And it's like Who the silk if you need the affirmation of another man If you need to be protected and spoke for By another man Who is the simp if you can't call it both way? And so listen When the man started see me I don't have no problem with checking people Because we post to hold each other accountable That's why I tell y'all a lot most women today Have been turned over to a reprobate mind And it's a lot of women who follow me and I come right on here and I let y'all know that A lot of y'all ladies is loose booty And that's why it ain't a lot of marriages going on because you get flipped and tossed in fornication You're going to the script club. You condone the threesome You're doing all kind of foolishness out of desperation. Just like all y'all events Sat down the breath club.   You can come on there talking. You don't believe in marriage. Yeah, come on on here. Come on on here But you've been going up with a with a view of god's view on marriage and family We all right But see guess what That's why you ain't got that. I don't need it. I got to be on my own platform And if it got to be a one-man army, it got to be a one-man army Because sometimes god got to see who he got to send and god. No, he can't he can't send everybody could Come when god had 12 when he had 12 Couldn't trust nobody in the 12 but his son Couldn't nobody carry out the mission but his son Ain't nobody stand beside the son of god 10 told down every single one of them denied god When he went to tarry with the lord and up there praying came back everybody asleep Ain't how one person he could count on That right there go to show you and this was before social media Before the cell phone before the internet before commercial before businesses before big business before marketing Before any distraction Jesus couldn't find one person The stand by him on the word of god 10 told that couldn't find one person That really be in the pain and that's what we see today That's what we see today Is this what we are today? We are christian atheists It is so many christian atheists The where it's a lot of christian want to get on line on youtube and make a living From argon over scripture Just sitting argon over scripture Just argon and the bop tell you not to do that bop tell you not to argon over scripture But just want to sit in argon over scripture And just be a scripture authority And it's like you leaning on your interpretation Just like i'm leaning on my interpretation.  Do not put me on opel. So later made me mad today I know wasn't it the day I was coaching she said tone I had to take out the time to tell y'all to tell you how much you'd have done for me I didn't say nothing. I said thank you but when I tell y'all that I do not want no praise I mean I'm not saying that to sound cute. I see listen if I was in the NBA And not a game you 30 a game And I didn't gave you 30 and 10 I want to praise This my team I put us on my bike and that's why we champions when I'm doing something that's based on me Give me the praise But if I'm doing God's work Playing the game ain't God's work But when I'm doing God's work do not praise me Don't ever say Tony. You're so amazing. Tony. You're so smart.   I can only focus on me. I could pray for my wife I can't control my wife.  You're gonna come after my friend gonna come out the air body But guess what everybody got to know God, but they sell And all I could pray is for a hedge of protection But if somebody got to get snuffed out there's somebody got to get snuffed out because guess what? Every now and then the devil get authorization the snuffed some people out And they become casualties of spiritual warfare just like joe family Joe family got snuffed out by the devil trying to get joe But joe then foe Joe then foe he lost it all But his faith in God he cursed the day he was born He cursed himself. He cursed his life He his friend told him you a you must ain't living right you must ain't doing right.   She can't i'm like that man. That's not obvious I'm like this woman just put my name in the same sentence with this man right here I'm like wow What i heard a man say I heard a man say he say God made women What he said he said something That by God made women foolish So that she might love man Or something like that And i say man Because there's so many women being deceived It's so many women That's being talked out of their draws By the pastor By the deacon By the usher by the quad director It's so many women being who claim to be christian being talked out of their draws by a man who claimed to be a christian And that's where we go wrong at playing with God Christian atheists And the reason why Humans are worshiping humans is because You don't really believe in God When people people ask me people ask me they'll say, you know who you're inspired by nobody I'm inspired by Jesus christ because that is the only representation of perfection of righteous perfection That's all i'm inspired by i'm not inspired by a single other man because i'm not Called to look up to a human i'm called to be Like my father in heaven is i'm not called to adulate and admire and goggle over a human But see when you don't have faith When you're struggling in your faith You put a human on a pedestal and you make the human your god So when the human falls you fall See that's why i say The bible is a road map And you got to read the map for yourself So you know how to travel You know how to move But see what we do is we don't open the road map We let somebody else tell us what the road map say So when the devil put blinders on them And they drive in blind They tell us God is doing a new thing He's doing a new thing He no longer condemning you for divorce It's no longer A sin to get a divorce for anything other than fornication It's no longer wrong God understand if you fornicating God understand If you focused on your bag and your money And They blind Because the devil put blinders On But because you ain't read the road map for yourself. You like oh God doing a new thing. Okay. All right. It's 2023 And I see so many People who are spiritually foolish That in my comment sometime when i'm speaking on a principle That they don't realize that principles don't change Even our cover said that Principles don't change really to come from the bible But in order to be famous and to really make it you got to steal from the bible and just pass it off as your wisdom That's what a lot of these authors do That's why I don't read books I remember I was on the show and I offended the people because they brought up Another brother and was like such and such say He read he reads such and such by such and such what book you read and I said I'll read the bible I don't read nobody book And I say but such and such that you just told me by for one why you mentioned another man On my interview To such such what you just told me about be stealing my quotes because he's so worried about reading man Instead of reading god I don't read nobody book I read the holy bible Because all the book is is us Putting our wisdom on paper and a lot of people take god out of I write books, but I don't take god out of what I get from god I'm gonna put it in I got from god and what god expounded upon within me as a speaker minister teacher Then i'm gonna expound on that But what from god i'm gonna let you know this from god and it's the root of And see this the thing People not getting to know god for themselves They're getting to know god through somebody else So they putting somebody else on the pedestal listening to them And never taking again to know god for themselves Because when you get to know god for yourself when you get out of line your spirit gonna get convicted When i'm out of line with my wife when i'm out of line with my sons when i'm out of line in my business When i'm out of line with my family my spirit gets convicted My spirit is sensitive to the holy spirit because i'm seeking the face of god You he cannot idolize Or pedestalize humans That's why i really don't go to concert And to be honest with you that's why a lot of times in church When they say stand up and when they say say amen i don't say none of that because what humans don't realize about humans Is god don't need a human To instruct another human to give him praise God don't need a human To instruct another human to give him praise And god don't have one type of praise God tell us to pray in our closet God tell him not to pray in public like the Pharisees See I was in an airport and i met a young man and he might hear this message, but like i tell you If for me, I have to just speak the truth and anybody could get it. I get it every day I met the young man and he said can we pray and we standing in the airport praying I didn't want to confront him right then and say brother. I don't I don't pray in public But the bible expressly and clearly says do not pray in public Go in your closet and pray But a lot of times we will look like a religious nut because we want to look special We want to sound special later did a coach that she said tony do you pray over do you pray with your clients? I said no Because you don't know me Don't ever ask a human To pray over you Because you don't know If that person prayers Getting past the ceiling You can have somebody pray with you now and you praying And we're two two gathered together In both hearts in the right place, but you can't ask no stranger Try to let nothing you don't know me Don't ask me to pray over you don't know if i'm cheating on my wife You don't know if i'm being on my wife. You don't know if i'm into You don't know if i'm making porn on you don't know what i'm doing. I say i don't ask nobody To pray for me Pray over me because listen God Don't need another human To get a blessing to me God don't need another human to get a blessing to me So I'm not afraid to be leaning on man And thinking that man prayers Is any more special than mine Because I don't know what he or she is doing behind the closed door So if I don't live with you and see how you move behind closed door, I'm not even asking my wife I don't even I don't even pray with my wife And a lot of times people would be confused by that because We pray And we pray prayers But I don't pray with my wife.  I'm catching strays So listen And that's the thing is a lot of time people go to pray and they they want to pray with everybody And they inviting spiritual warfare into their life and they ain't even equipped They ain't even armored for the type of warfare. They just invited because when you go to plan with God And you pray because it's cool and it look cool And you think it's cool. Guess who coming in the the devil Because he could see where your heart is. Okay, right here. Okay. All right. You to talk about God Okay, I'm finished.  Guess what?  So listen, here's the thing about you this thing about you When you live the way I lived When you was the person that I was And then God renews you and you become the person that I'm becoming You learn That the grace of God is real You learn that the power of God is real Listen, I don't believe in fairytales I do not believe in fairytales a later on on on the thing threads I got on that threads that's on instagram and I said you plus God equals all you need and later put in the comments She gonna respond you God is faith I said lord lord have mercy on her Or him whoever was lord have mercy Listen, I don't believe in fairytales I don't believe in fairytales. I don't even celebrate holiday I don't even celebrate holiday man Like and I'm not Jehovah witness, but I don't believe in man-made stuff Yeah, Christmas I you have Christmas, but I ain't celebrating Christmas That's just a day for me to be a blessing to my family I respect and reverence the birth of Christ every 365 days of the year So if that's called Christmas, then I'm having Christmas 365 days.  I'm not giving no praise to the holiday This is the Lord's day. So what you have to realize and understand is that I don't believe in fairy tales God had to show me he real God had to show me he real And it went through no crazy signs and wonders. It was through the redemption Of me going from a savage from a wretch You hear me to who he has me becoming today and I I'm not saying who I am today.  Holy holy talk God is God that listen you are saying I am a spokesperson for God That's what you're saying without saying it You don't have to say it. You ain't got to write it on your forehead But that is what you're saying when you say the name of God and guess what whenever you say that everything You need to start lining up Everything else in the public eye especially Need to start lining up and that's why I try to tell y'all That's why I don't respect the man who's talking about God and then he and then he say he used to be abstinent But he talking about God did this and God did that and God doing this and God doing that but you in fornication So you bringing in the name of God to get Christians in your following Because they might not hear the rest of what you say. They might not analyze what you're saying. But then you talking about your in fornication So if you live in the in fornication So if you're going to say the name of God and you're not married then you need to be an ambassador for abstinence because God is an ambassador for abstinence So if you're going to say the name of God and you're going to have that on your necklace You're going to have that in your mouth. You're going to have that in your bio Then you need to be an ambassador for either abstinence or for faithfulness Point blank pure odd If you're going to say the name of God, then you need to stop cursing Because you need to stop mixing the profane with the sacred And you need to stop talking about God and talking about the power of God But then showing that God ain't got no power for you to stop cursing So how powerful is God if you can't even stop cursing?  What God are you talking about? And that's that's my thing is like this right here.  Hey, I'd be ready to go off. You hear me?   So let me pull that profanity back in And let me hold that right there. Let me not be a hindrance to my brethren You see what I'm saying? We don't trip and fall into sin. That's why the bible says whatever there is temptation The bible says that God tempts no man God tempts no man But whatever we are tempted there is a way of escape So there is a way of escape from profanity There is a way of escape from lasciviousness There is a way of escape from louveness. There is a way of escape from jealousy There is a way of escape from killing from lying from stealing from deceiving from manipulating from gossiping and backbiting There is a way of escape from adultery from masturbation from fornication There is a way of escape from all sin So when we sin We are choosing to sin And when we sin and we do not repent With a repentant heart Now we start to play with God And then what happens is the pastors Who are living in sin Become the spokes persons For grace And all they want to preach about Is grace They don't want to mention when Jesus said go and sin no more They don't want to mention when Jesus said be perfect as my father in heaven is perfect They don't want to mention personal responsibility All they want to talk about is grace And when you just Start to take grace for granted That's when you have that pastor like the man from hill song and the pastor Tdj's other pastor out of Denver And The pastor you know and the other pastors I know When you get too caught up on grace And you think I could go power drive this hill woman And grace gonna cover this willing sin This willing deliberate adultery you telling yourself This Jesus you telling yourself Jesus died on the cross for me to go dive in between their women legs And that's where you got God messed up And that's why and that's what you trying to make a mockery of God That's where you trying to play God like a fool and that's where you about to get exposed Listen, I'm gonna tell you like this right here as a man Do I want to cheat on my wife? Absolutely Every woman just drop they just fill out they tell you know why because that's what the flesh want to do The flesh don't get turned off The flesh the devil don't stop tending you The devil don't stop tending you Do you know why I'm faithful to my wife?   I remember I was doing a seminar I was doing a seminar.  I want you to understand this. I want you to look at this.    Have you ever deceived somebody that you love? I'm not asking you to cap for the comments. I'm asking you to search your heart Have you ever cheated on somebody that you love?  Have you ever cut corners at a job that you love? Love don't make us perfect Love don't keep us faithful Not for things and not for people But when you have a fear And a reverence see what you gotta realize is my wife She don't blow she she don't breathe down my neck So right in this very moment I could be cheating I could almost guarantee That my wife is not watching me on live. I could almost guarantee it. I could almost guarantee it And she might be asleep or she might be folding clothes But I got all more guaranteed that my wife not watching my live and rat night at 11 50 I could be in between me some legs Rat night but guess what I know that even though My wife don't check my phone Even though my wife don't check my phone Look My wife and son is at the house So rat night She and my phone probably don't do not stir If I'm when I'm out like this She literally because I don't I don't be I don't been sitting beside her She get to get ready to the bed and before her head hit the pillow. She's asleep Overhead we got Tucson got 1609. Yo It's 11 50. I'm up here doing the Lord's work So she probably either sleep or she putting the youngest one down and summer stay up a little later She tucking him in or she folding clothes her phone in the room something like that But guess what rat night could be cheap I'ma tell you I love my wife But that's only going to keep me faithful to a certain degree Because guess what You could love somebody You could love somebody now But it's tense idea That'll make you fall if it ain't something bigger than just that Lord now You've got to feel something greater Than the person you with and a lot of people don't understand that a lot of people don't understand that And I try to tell women that but see a lot of times women going to this fairytale the thinking that A man could be faithful to them without a love for God. That's it's impossible And then atheists come so he tried to tell me atheists me and she out so 100% loosely Out so 100% loosely because what is the only thing that could crush a man?  He got a big enough gun a big enough missile a big enough cannon a big enough something To destroy and annihilate entity thing but God So when a man come into the fear and the reverence of God and see this thing is a lot of people don't have faith That's why they don't fear God Because I fear God I'll never divorce my wife unless she divorced God Or unless she divorced me And if she divorced me is for one or two things either I have divorced God and I'm dogging her out Or she has divorced God so she divorced me If she fall in the sin, that's because she's divorced God if I fall in the sin meaning willy Continual sin every man fall short of the glory of God meaning we all gonna have some type of sin Whether that be lust whether that be lying. We're gonna have some type of sin. It might be the lesser sin and sin, but It's different consequences So you could be watching porn But that's not gonna get your std or get you pregnant You fornicating you gonna get a std and or get prayed So it's different consequences. Although both could be seen So that's what I need you to understand now one could defile you spiritually and physically and the other could just defile you spiritually And then eventually it might trickle over to physical So we have to understand this that Here's the thing Right now I could be cheated because don't everybody don't know me But I'm gonna tell you when I was in the world and this is the sad thing about women This is the sad thing about women and and this what men don't understand and this why I do what I do The reason why some men say oh Tonya your your message catered towards women. I'm gonna tell you why The reason why is because when I was in the world I could go in the club and dance with a woman And then whisper in her ear and say let's go to the car And she would go to the car and have sex with me I did that countless times I could meet a woman at walmart at the grocery store Ask her for her number Go over to her house that same night and sleep with her that same night That is why I talk Two women trying to give them the game because when I was able to do that It really started to break me down Like I really started to I really got to the point where I'm like What is a woman and like what what has she been given and like what like how is this happening? Like how is this this woman don't know if I got AIDS? This this woman don't know if I'm Ted Bundy This woman don't know if I'm Jeffrey Dahmer Like this woman don't know me from nobody like what is it That I could sleep with Any woman of any race She could be light skin dark skin white yellow purple green And then it'll be something random like a woman who not even had a tractor who would turn me down It'll be a woman with hairy legs Remember I tell y'all about the woman with the thick tongue I don't I don't really I don't really do that Sorry I really don't do that I was so offended. I'm like girl. You ought to be happy. I'm talking to you I'm thinking that Because she had what she had going on. She's supposed to be thrilled But you know what I found is that the less attract the women was harder to sleep with than to attract the women And then I had to start studying it And the Lord started to show me he said this this is the reason why He said the reason why is because the world has a beauty standard a beauty construct And it's been set in place by the devil Because the devil determines what is beautiful Because God does not judge us by our nose and our eyes and our skin complexion So beauty standards have been set by the adversary For promiscuous and devious reasons So when a woman comes into the world And she is two years old three years old four years old And she is deemed as cute Or beautiful She then becomes a target By those operating under a demonic spirit But because the adversary has set the beauty constructs The demonic spirit, which is a spirit is living within the physical So the physical is viewing things physically because it doesn't understand the spiritual realm And that's why it's being led and controlled by a spiritual realm By a spirit and that's why you have men Sleeping with babies and you have men sleeping with little girls And that's why you have these billionaires and these men with money Who have who are getting 12 and 13 year olds and trading them out on the market And that's why sex trafficking is a thing because of demonic spirits Because in the natural in the natural In the physical it makes no sense whatsoever It makes no sense whatsoever, but in a defiled demonic spirit It makes sense for a grown man to be with a girl So now when a woman is deemed as or a girl is deemed as beautiful She now becomes a target in the physical And see the beauty may be in the eye of the beholder So it don't mean that she is what people say she could be any complexion She could be any size. She could be any height. She could be any weight But if she is deemed beautiful or susceptible Or vulnerable by that spirit She is then attacked in the physical And because she does not have the protection or the knowledge She is not at her own will So what happens is a lot of these women Of all races nationalities size shapes and colors They started to They started to be victimized And they lost their self-worth They lost their self-esteem But a woman who She could be seen as beautiful or she could be seen as less attractive But her spirit Was covered By the holy spirit And she was guarded So because she was guarded And she wasn't Picked out to be picked on She didn't get violated And there's no respect of persons from god The adversary the devil pick and choose But see the reason why a lot of times you see women who were victimized become millionaires Because and and become a voice for god is because god take their pain And turn it into their praise God take their pain what the devil meant to destroy them god to turn their pain into their purpose God used a story for his glory So she no longer is a victim, but she's a victor And see these women they get taken advantage of and before they are redeemed Before they come into the knowledge of god before they are renewed they go through a series of events That continues to take advantage of them over and over and over again So when you meet a woman regardless of what physical package she in it determines It is based on her spiritual state So if her spirit has not been redeemed by the holy spirit by god Then she is vulnerable and she is susceptible And now she becomes Vulnerable to the spirit that's in this man or in this woman And she gets turned out in the physical And then She sleeps with this person. She gives her body to people Because she has not been redeemed. She doesn't know Who's she is She doesn't know who she is So regardless of how beautiful Or how whatever you think she is If she doesn't know who she is And if she doesn't know who's she is Then she will become anybody's And so that's what started to happen Because when i'm telling you that Women are fighting other women over a man So if you have to fight another woman over a man, you are not fighting over a man You are fighting over a grown boy You are fighting over a demonic possessed human Because a man who has been redeemed He's not going to put two women against each other He's not going to do it a man who has been redeemed He's not going to take a woman kindness a woman trust For granted so my wife is at the house and she probably sleep And Is she sleeping? Then she taking um god bless you um for the cash out somebody send me cash or god bless you She taking she's sleeping So right now i could be in me I could be between some legs It's after midnight what they say ain't nothing open after midnight, but might done a drive-thru and some legs So i go belling wind is open too Of a drive-thru and some legs, but why am i not? between no legs Knowing that i literally can go to the bar.  I hate to let y'all know that it's daddy's but some of y'all know it's daddy's because some of y'all have been that woman Repent you know repent don't feel bad. Don't feel bad. I mean feel bad by deny so you can repent But some of y'all have been that woman so you know i'm not lying and if you have not been that woman some of y'all know that one And so it's that easy And everybody don't know me It's a lot of black people that don't know me Even though my facebook was reaching 20 million people a week In 2014 through 2016. It's a lot of black people don't know who I am And so therefore it's a lot of other races who don't know who I am So I could go pick up a woman And sleep with a rat nine tonight Give them rocks on But let me tell you why i'm not doing Because I fear the lord because god Has graced me He has favored me He has redeemed me And when you feel the grace and the favor And the redemption of your creator You do not play with it You do not take it for granted Before I felt it before I accepted it before I realized it. I played with it. I took it for granted I was a liar woman out of cheetahs still a drug dealer everything But after I accepted it Listen here. I cannot play with it. Do you hear me? I cannot play with it Thank you for that blessing god bless you I can't play with it and see this the thing right here Um, somebody sent me a blessing now. See guess what? YouTube they could take and control whatever you do on here So they could take it Say, hey, we don't like that video. We don't like this. How about boom we we we we we shun it down We take it down or we demonetize we doing what we want to do with it. This our network play black This our network play boy. You work for me. That's what you two could say so if everything is cut off then that's when God have to provide So when I see stuff get cut off when I see brand deals get cut off sponsorships get cut off because of the stance that I gotta take But then I see god show up I see god sent a blessing another way When you experience When you live it in the grace and the redemption and the favor of god, you don't play with that Listen, I'm not fit to play with it. So people waiting on me to cheat on my wife.  All that in my past all that in my past Because that's before I came into the grace and the knowledge and the redemption of god When god showed me who I am in him And he showed me what he want me to do And he showed me how he want me to do it And then he provided for me and showed me that i'm gonna take care of you God sent somebody Who don't even believe in him Let me tell you we seen a god bless or somebody said God said somebody who don't even believe in him God sent a multimillion now came to me And said what does it take? For you to go to the next level I told him what it took And anything I asked him for He gave it to me 50,000 hill 60,000 hill 100,000 hill A million hill That's what god did I did not solicit it I didn't go to him I ain't even know he had it I knew who he was I ain't even know he had it listen Let me tell you what was he let me ask you though This the thing though see let me ask you see i'm just telling you about the goodness of god.  How many other speakers have you heard?  I'm gonna give you the lowest interest rate in the world and you pay me I'm about cash and you pay me And when you late on the payments, I'm not worried about it When you miss a payment, I'm not worried about it. I'm gonna talk to you. I'm gonna see what's going on and I'm gonna work with you Now you can't tell me that ain't from god With no strains attached. I ain't have to open no booty hole Because see this what I try to tell you when god send you a blessing He's not gonna send the blessing With sorrow See some some men they'll say yeah, I had a million now coming Uh, offer me a million dollar too But what I had to do for it.   Ain't have to shuck and jive Ain't have to do nothing. Ain't have to beg. Ain't have to grovel. Ain't have to do nothing This man didn't even know He was being used by god He didn't even know it And one day I told him I say, you know that I really rock with the lord Like I'm not one of them people who say lord lord and be playing with the lord I let him know I said my behind the scenes. I said you could put a camera on me 24 hours a day and I live for the lord the worst thing you're gonna see from me Is how I talk to people When I'm mad, I don't yell and I don't curse But I'm very blunt. I'm the bluntest person you gonna meet Just how I just said I ain't have to open the budo Other people might say I didn't have to sleep with anybody. No, I'm gonna be graphic I'm gonna be graphic. I ain't gonna curse But I'm gonna be very descriptive And so I let him know I say You was sent by god He said, you know I can neither confirm nor deny that But I can't say Since I invested in you My life has been a lot better My life has been a lot better and I receive a lot more than I had I said wow And then the next thing I know I could next thing I come to find out His family gave it. They gave a life to christ Then the next thing I find out they go in the bible study every week Like they setting up the bible study they organizing the bible study I said wow Well, look here That's god Because he gotta take and soften the heart of man God to make your enemies your footstool God to put you at ease in that peace with footstool. So if if a human is inhabited by a demon When that human hit a holy spirit, it knows the holy spirit So why do you think that the men who won't bring me on a podcast because they don't want to mess up their alliances because they want to be invited to the party So they don't want to bring a truth teller on a podcast because they they they worried about Ascension they worry about collaboration. They worry about connection. So they don't want to bring a truth teller On a podcast. That's why when I went on when I go on podcast, they want to put me at 30 minutes Because they know I'm gonna tell you like an isl They don't want to bring or they want to edit it down. They want to edit stuff out. That's why I don't really do podcasts like that So But why you think they ain't bashing me? Why you think they ain't saying my name? Because no matter what spirit a person operating from Every demon Know jesus Every demon knows the holy spirit And when a demon don't want to get destroyed when a demon don't want to get cast out a demon ain't gonna call war against the holy spirit So that's why you see a hedge of protection Around those who have sold out to god meaning You're dedicating your life Now what I have to go through is a lot of mental and spiritual agony and warfare I have to go through that But when you have to go through it god give you what you need to get through He gave you what you need to get through And you you find a way to cope to get up to keep the key going to stay up and keep going And you realize and people say man is it hard doing it hard doing that and and and to be honest with you Get a little place to where you say if i'm complaining that's me Because it really ain't all that hard because god then gave me the strength I need to run the race If he gave me the race he gonna condition my heart and mind for it When I feel Unconditioned it's it's because of me It's because of my choices How i'm sleeping how i'm eating how i'm drinking how i'm living like what i'm watching what i'm listening to who i'm talking to If I become unconditioned it's because of me It ain't because of god it ain't because he put more on me than I can bear And so that's what I want you to realize and understand is that A line's been to get drawn in the same And everybody that's used you supposed to be a front liner, but you scared You got to be willing to trust god You got to be willing to trust god see listen and see see We're supposed to walk by faith But god know our faith And he know the limitations of our faith And so god gonna meet us And he gonna give us what we need So when it was time for me to leave my job at 27 years old and retire from working for somebody else so that I could work For god, that's when god sent My angel investor So and see this the thing that the devil don't understand and i'm gonna put y'all on some So when god blessed me My what I could afford changed So now instead of driving a impala I could afford at the same rate Of same proportion of money same percentage of money. I could afford a maserati but What Those who worked for the devil did not know If they didn't know that god sent me an angel investor So young black men and young white men saw The maserati symbol behind my head And at this time the guys who are relationship coaches now They had Know nothing Hey, baby I already told me. Yeah, I called you. Um, are you watching my live? No, oh You put the kids bad. Okay. I I just was making a point. I just let I just let the people know you want to watch my live But I love y'all talk to you What I tell you she put the kids bad What I tell you my wife don't be breathing down my neck So right now I could be his son She okay. Well, she had to hide putting kid to bed You know what she didn't mean giving a piece of the lord because the lord had been walking with me And the lord got me to where I ain't got to take my phone in the bathroom So if she want to go through my phone my phone always be right there always be screen up She she know the code So she know Ain't nothing she could pop up here anytime. She got a key to the office. She coming here She could see if I got some on the desk When it I she could do whatever she want to do But she know and that's what I'm trying to tell you see I could be cheating right now And that's what always make me chuckle when That's what always make me chuckle When I see people in the comments Oh, he doing this for pee tomahawk vagina He doing this to get pee. This is how you get pee. This is how you get more women I'm like, what are you crazy? What are you gonna eat? Don't be good. What if you know my past? You know, I don't need no more women I'll be out of the scene and done I'm through About a hundred jerseys up Like what I look like But it's like they see swole, but you got to realize swole, but it was scrawny Swole by the swole buddy who was cheating on his wife was scrawny with a big head I had a big head, but I also had muscles And I also was the number one Meaning I was the number one Running back in my whole county And we from one of the strongest counties in florida And everybody know florida got speed everybody know florida guys who I ran all over went to the nfl When I started selling drugs and sleeping with two men and women I met a guy that played in the nfl nine years.  His goal was to outshine me and he could not outshine me that game He felt so down about it. I broke for a 90 yard touchdown on them He went to the nfl and played nine years. I went to jail I was setting drugs.  I don't want to see your booty I don't want to see your booty.  This my woman I'm her protector and her provider. So why is you laying your little nasty eyes on my woman booty?   No, this is right here mines And did what the lord gave me and we won so we won that booty my booty Point blank pure odd, but see I could tell a man who was not him When I seal But see women can't see that most women can't see that most women can't see That when a man got to get all of this he'll be here Is a lot of time he hiding that jaw bone He hiding that jaw bone when you got to have that big old beard a lot of time a man is hiding that jaw bone Some wrong with that chin some wrong with that jaw bone When a man got to do all this lift all them weights He compensating for something Like I'm not finna go lift all them weights because it don't make sense It don't make sense. I don't have to lift cars So why some why do I need to be big as a house muscular when I ain't got to lift cars I ain't got to fight bears. So what is all them weights for? I'm finna work out good enough To have a good heart help But I ain't got to have no chest this big and aren't this big Then let me know a man is compensating for something Some something something is under the hood Some going on under the hood But see men know men Women don't know men So when the woman look at this man and he got money he got a platform. Oh, he had some Yeah, he has some now because You don't have the ability as a woman to see that man without his platform and without his money See as a man because I'm not attracted to a man I could look at a man and see him without his platform and without his money and I could tell that he was overlooked In school, I could tell that How he dressed now I could tell that outfits them outfits used to be terrible And he used to get clowned by them shoes. He used to get clowned by them jeans He used to get clowned by the hand-me-downs I could tell how he dressed now if he used to get clowned by his clothes I could tell by how he looked now if he was real scrawny or if he was real small or real You know, sure if he was real Alienated ostracized men know men So that's why you see these men Get a platform and they use the platform to sleep with women and then because men Don't see enough examples of real men because as we're growing up If we honest with it and most men Are going to lie But if we honest with it most men That we meet cheat on a woman We rarely meet faithful men If we meet a hundred men, we may Maybe five to ten of them may be faithful We rarely meet faithful men I remember I remember in college. I had one faithful teammate He was in west Virginia. His girlfriend was in florida. He's a pastor today And But he went on a date with a girl And he called that faithful And and I ain't talked to him about it, but I said this man really think Going on a date out to eat with another girl is faithful to his girlfriend is back home But he he claiming and bragging that he faithful And then do he really think I don't think they went back to the room and did something after that So he tall and muscular It was white guy But other than that out of the 95 players on the team, we didn't have another faithful player if a man was capable of cheating So that's what most men see. So when so when a man see me He had to watch my message long enough and he got to see how much game I give To realize that I'm giving away so much game. It ain't enough room for me to play the game And it's only a wise man that's gonna realize that most of me ain't gonna think that it's a front and it's in that I'm doing it for women because they don't understand that I only looked better when I was younger because I'm not like wine. See my wife like wine. I'm like soda Who with the top left off?  You want somebody that standoffish you want somebody that's looking at you with a side eye But that's exactly who they are trust and that's why they get set up and get robbed and get killed Because they don't put real people in a corner because they don't trust Honest people because they've never seen honest people So here I am building business Now what I'm gonna tell you is I built business from scratch Because the money that I was given was to take care of my life It was to take care of my lifestyle None of it went to business And what went to business it went to projects that didn't make any money It went to like frivolous projects like we were producing documentaries that that I never even aired Never even released So it was like that. We were young and we didn't know what we were doing because my best of two years younger than me But he got it Legally his family got it And so this thing People didn't know that so when the young black men saw me on Twitter or instagram and they saw the maserati symbol Behind my head at that time every speaker who is a speaker right now was broke At that time every speaker who was a speaker right now was not a speaker Every speaker who is a speaker right now was not a speaker When I got started Steve Harvey wasn't even a speaker Steve Harvey hadn't even wrote a hadn't even wrote a book. He wrote his book two years after mine if you notice Eric Thomas just wrote his book. He wasn't on the scene Look, uh, Stephen Speaks went on the scene. Derek Jackson went on the scene. Rob Hill seen one on the scene Keon Henderson went on the scene Torrey Rock one of the DeVon Franklin went on the scene. Nobody was on the scene The largest motivator online was Rev Run They released the top 100 black men online I was working a job making $9.50 an hour before I left that job to go full time Based on my investor I was ranked number 25 out of the top 100 black men on twitter The 24 before me was athletes It was athletes and comedians. It was like LeRon James and Snoop Dogg and it was like that Rev Run None of the speakers that I just mentioned was in that top 100 I my wife printed out the poster and put it in the frame. I got the frame. None of them was in that top 100 So I've been doing this before people started doing before people got they might have been doing it in the hole in the wall They might have been doing it unknown But when I blew up Nobody was doing it And so I say that to say When they seen that Maserati And they seen it Rolex They saw money So men automatically started pandering to women the relationship coaches They started pandering to women not the motivational speakers I think the motivational speakers went to motivation because it's not cool to give away relationship secrets It's not cool as a man. You breaking the man cold. You're breaking the man law And some men just ain't got that in them To stand on that to be that man Some guys is so desperate But they desperate to the point they'll sell a booty hole. So pandering to women They don't mind that Because they'll do worse See the thing about it is I ain't gonna do no worse But I love the Lord some work for the Lord So if the message is on the side of the woman in that season It's on the side of the woman in that season If it's on the side of the man in the next season on the side of the man I'm gonna speak on what God called me to speak on And I can't worry about who get offended. I can't worry about who don't like it I can't worry about who don't like me. I can't worry about it But the thing about it is Is God took care of me He took care of me And I miss spent money and I spent money in ways I shouldn't have spent and I could have stayed You know looking regular and all of that but I ain't do that So when people saw the trappings of success When people saw the trappings of success When I tried to tell you that I was on and I knew people and I was talking to people And I'm me and Charlemagne Charlemagne the god I don't like calling nobody the god, but Charlemagne me and him and little duval was on the three way Both of them Followed me on twitter And this was before they before Charlemagne blew up So the people that voices today I was on the phone with Charlemagne and he said to me a I got a gig coming up. Don't tell nobody I could say it now. He says we're Angela you and DJ envy I knew him before he got the breakfast club And he was talking to me because I was already up Before he got the breakfast club. I was already up as an influencer in the top 100 on twitter So in my following was missy ellie Alisha keys It was individuals that was big He did it was posting my quotes Still on him. He'll just put tg behind it Rev run was stealing my quotes until I called him out. Then he then he quoted me and he added me and it sent me some followers You see I'm saying So I've been doing it, but it's guys that call me Such and such 2.0 talking about slow buddy They'll call me his 2.0 because they didn't even know I existed And didn't realize I've been doing it, but I've been doing it with integrity I never clout chase So slow buddy, he built his brand because he was clout chasing Anytime a celebrity do so. I'm just now 15 years into my brand saying names. I never said names Only if I got say names not because I got to be specific So you could look at the spirit see the spirit. I'm talking about see what I'm addressing You could evaluate it in your spirit you discernment and discretion and then get the lesson That's why I have to say names now. I can't just not say names anymore because the devil gets so loud So I got to say names But if you notice other people who don't mention the name of god, they say names all the time The lawyers the the gossip bloggers the everybody on live They use celebrity names in all of they In celebrity names celebrities and their thumbnails and all of they post and they ain't everybody. They ain't everybody But me I was moving Respectful Then I I want to help everybody. I don't want to call nobody out. But buddy came swole buddy He came and he called everybody name everybody name and he was pointing the finger at everybody But was cheating on his wife I knew it from the jump Because spirits no spirits And I knew he was of no kin. I knew the spirit was of no kin So he never reached out to me the other buddy with with the locks never reached out to me spirits no spirits That they won't that won't mess around I won't mess around because I'm working for god I got to really feel that you all the way in this thing That you all the way in this thing the thing about it is is after I blew up and started being retweeted by all these celebrities People started to see Because the thing is because we growled up Because we grew up in in poverty And we grew up to where you play sports or you sell drugs Like you you either play sports or you do something illegal and that's how you make it as a black man When I blew up as a non-celebrity Black men started to say hey, this is a means of money This is a career There was no such thing as a life coach It was no such thing as a life coach in the black race when I became a life coach in the black race. That wasn't a thing The only certification that was out there was The christian coach certification and it was $2,500 and it started by a white lady That was the only one Then after her tony robbins started one John Maxwell started one As a life coach certification I was the I was the first one to start one in 2013 the first one that I knew of The first one that got you know visibility As a life coach nobody even know what a life coach was still today people ask what is a life coach still today so When I start to blow up men start to look and see This is a means of money Like I could make a living giving advice on relationships What it don't realize is the reason why I was doing it the first four years I was doing it I didn't make no money But they don't realize that because when they saw me I had a Maserati When they saw I had a Rolex like by the time they saw me I had already retired from the workforce at 27 years old I was retired from the workforce and I've been working for for the lord ever since But they saw oprah on the back of my twitter They saw me sitting on oprah. I went on oprah at 25 in 2009 So they saw that and so They thought that oh he became a millionaire because if oprah interviewed him that made him a millionaire I didn't make a dime from oprah because She didn't even put my last name.  It was no promotion for me She said toni had dedicated his life to help other people not make the mistakes. He's made that's all she said She didn't even say toni gaskin She ain't say go get his book what daddy never told his little girl. She ain't say none of that. I made zero dollars from going on oprah And then I sold 70 books from going on Tyro Banks And they showed my book to the world But when you go look at my page on twitter, I had when we had backgrounds It was me sitting on the stage with oprah So when these young black men saw this they like you mean to tell me this man Is my age and he got on oprah And they maybe saw the show or they maybe didn't and he got on oprah giving advice on love and relationships And so it became a means to get money And that's why a single man because I was married from 23 I didn't blow up till I was 27 28 But I have been married since 23 If you notice a lot of these relationship coaches that come out. They're not even married when they start giving advice on relationships We're not even qualified as men Especially men who come from trauma Or from broken homes. We're not even qualified to speak on relationships until we're married And we're faithful in the marriage and we working and growing every day in the marriage We're not even qualified to speak on it because a lot of times we're coming from broken situations Whether it's a broken home or a broken overall family But what they saw was money And so here's the thing What started to happen and it's not just the black race they happen in every race But what started to happen is black men started to see You can make money being a life coach a motivational speaker a relationship coach And a pastor So that's why we have so many fraudulent pastors because I consider being a pastor when I was broke Because it looked like a sweet deal You mean to tell me I could go stand up and use looks and articulation and wit and wisdom and charisma And talk about God and be paid I don't have to go work in the warehouse And keep slaving in the warehouse I don't have to go to school and be doing all this homework I don't have you mean to tell me I could just go stand up And and be praised by man be put on a pedestal by man look good sound good and get money get free donations being a pastor look good I was about to do it and then Thank God God spoke through my wife and said no don't do that. Don't do that Because the motor's wrong and it took God renewing my heart renewing my spirit. But guess what? Everybody had no wife like mine So that's why we see these pastors Who was divorcing their wife or cheating on their wife for no reason? They got into ministry Not for God. They got into it for money And that's why they leave their wife for a woman with more money than them Because they got into what they're doing for money And then when they get into what they're doing for money, they did start to want fame So I stayed from out of the pulpit and from out of them four walls and I say I'm a represent christ outside of four walls because of the stigma that's going to be on pastors because there's so many pastors cheating And leaving or cheating and going through divorces I said, I don't want somebody just because my name is pastor or reverend or bishop to automatically assume I'm in bezeling funds or I'm a fraudster So I'm a represent God from outside of four walls and this is wisdom that God spoke through my wife And then was confirmed in my spirit And so when I met every pastor I met He said to me I want to do what you're doing But the reason why he became a pastor because We didn't know that what I was doing as a black man even exist So I made more money than they made And I got to travel the world as a speaker And I got to be a life coach and I got to create my own schedule And I didn't have to show up anywhere at the same time on the same days But as a pastor they had to show up at the same time on the same day Then it was the monotony and the routine and when your heart is not in it and you got into it for the wrong reason But then you start to see other options That's why we see so many pastors that want to be celebrities and want to be famous and want to be with the athletes And want to be with the rappers and want to be rather people because they got into being a pastor for the wrong reason And so this is what I started to see So that's why I say it's partly my fault For having so many fake relationship coaches so many fraudsters because I was the first one And it was guys that was pastors already like the Miles Monroe and stuff like that, but I had never heard of I had never heard of Miles Monroe I had never heard I heard of Miles Monroe for the first time like Maybe I think when he passed away Is the first time I heard of And it was a young man came up to me and said you remind me of Miles Monroe I've never listened to a Miles Monroe sermon I've never listened to a tdj sermon The most I hear is a minute to five minutes And the reason why I don't listen to people's sermon Is because I don't want to carry anybody else's message And I know how to subconscious mind works So because men who are speakers and teachers A lot of them was studying me and listening to me They would use my quotes and they would forget they would they would forget that that's my quote like me and Trent Shelton fell out because He was using my quote And when I use my quote a young lady accused me of plagiarizing him And when I went to him and talked to him about it, he told me that was his quote But every one of my quotes got blood in It got blood in the ink because I'm a writer.  I'm writing books I don't wrote 20 books out of ghost wrote books for Olympians for NFL champions all kind of other champions for TV executives for I don't wrote books for so many people.   Don't carry my message Don't use my quotes.  I ain't finna say it like in mine And so that's what was happening and it started happening. And so it caused a rift So that's why I really at the beginning. It was like everybody was Copying and stealing like it was guys. You know, I'm pretty ricky On the the rb group the guy from that group on spectacular He had a page that was in his name with a verified check His page was hooked up to my page and his page stole every one of my tweets He built his twitter off of all of my content And I talked to him about it.   I don't know nobody like to be stole from the normal But if the people who ain't have nothing Oh, don't everybody.  You're not going to be like, oh, I'm gonna let god get the glory because everybody gifted No, you're going to court And so Tony Robbins was stealing and he got sued And lost the lawsuit for six hundred thousand dollars Because he was quoting a man from his financial book and going on tour. I read this online And going on tour quoting this using this man teaching from his book The man sued him the man wanted six hundred thousand dollar judgment Unless the article was live And so this thing is real because it's ip it's intellectual property This is what's going to feed your kids. Somebody just put it in there. This is what's going to feed your kid This is your master's This is how your kid is going to eat After off your content your copy written content So if somebody's stealing it they infringe it and so the reason why we have so many fakes today Is because whatever god do when god brain clarity the devil brain confusion A lot of people don't realize that when god brain clarity the devil brain confusion So whatever god do the devil is going to emulate And the reason for the emulation is so that the audience is divided So if god sends somebody who is going to be married Who's going to be faithful to their wife and who's going to do everything in their power and through the power of god to Live what they're teaching if god does that The devil is going to raise somebody up Like swole buddy To amass millions of followers But it got millions of followers That was really like followers that's divided from me Because people have to then say i like swole buddy message over tony gaskin's message So it divides the audience But one audience is being led to destruction because they're following a fraud And the other audience is being led to salvation because they're following somebody who doesn't submit it to god But when you're following god truly you're always going to be less popular You're always going to be alienated. You're always going to be separated for excellent separated for greatness separated for righteousness You're going you're not going to be in the cool crowd. You're not going to be linked up You're not going to be tied up like i'm doing an event in new york. I don't know none of the other speakers That's not my event. I'm not putting it on. I don't know none of them the young man who put it on He know me and after he looked at the landscape He came to me and everybody else he got is like people who you know up and coming building a name But I don't know any of them But I know other speakers who they put together their own events and they clicked up and they linked up with other people And one thing I know about eagles is when you become an eagle you really ain't got no flaw Eagles don't flaw So if you got a whole lineup that let me know it's some turkey behavior going on That let me know it's some turkey and chicken behavior going on because you can't find find eagles When you see an eagle you're gonna see an eagle by itself You're not gonna see an eagle with three four five other eagles It the height's too high The journey too lonely But when you see a turkey you're gonna see a turkey in a group And what the turkey is doing the turkey It getting ready to be somebody dinner the turkey getting led to the slaughter So the reason why the thing about it is I meet people But if I meet a man and he cursed That say something to me about his heart because from the from the heart the mouth speaks From the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks So if a man cursed but he claimed to love god and represent god It say too much now if a man cursed I got a homeboy that cursed like a sailor, but he don't claim to be He tell me to my faith Tony, you know how you be talking about grown boy. I'm a grown boy So I'd rather be around him Then be around somebody who say they work and represent god And then living like him He don't claim to be nothing other than himself So you'll see him with me I'll take him to the game sometime because I represent something to him And he could see how i'm living And so when he watching me subconsciously he's seeing like wow like tony really lived is like He up here with this suite at the stadium And when he look around and he see that i'm quiet and i'm an introvert or what have you But he's but he don't see this other speaker or this other speaker or this other speaker with a suite at the NFL stadium But he see me with a suite at my NFL stadium And then he see me what I have and he's he see the life the wife the kids And what god them bless me with to the point that I could live and do that there When he see that it's ministry They say wow, you could do the right thing and still be blessed You could do the right thing and still have And you could have more than other people have who doing it the wrong way And so guess what so when I meet somebody if the man cursed And he claimed to represent god of You know be whatever that already tell me what um, no, no, all right If he's saying the n word That right there let me know like just the n word casually the n word that They call us and if we didn't start calling ourselves if he say the n word, that's another thing That let me know. Okay. All right.   I got a rock by myself I got a rock by myself And I remember it was a brother who was a big speaker, you know one of the top five speakers in the world kept asking me kept asking me His team kept asking me man, let's do something together man. Let's collaborate.  And then I told her and then guess what she got ghosted She got ghosted the event never happened Because it wasn't about working with him. It was about sleeping with him Event never happened because it didn't even make sense for him to align his brand with her And so then when I told her hey, you know with who you're gonna work with ask me to work with him She said Tony Do not do it Because your brand You are gonna ruin your brand. You you are nothing like him So although I had not been around him had not met him He'll go somebody who hadn't dealt with him who was able to say that right now And he confirmed in my spirit what I already kind of felt So I said, all right Because it's certain little signs that you get to know of the certain little signs that you get to know of I don't trust a man that don't that don't pose his wife sometimes I don't trust a man that won't speak on the hardest thing for men to do And that's be healthy and whole in a relationship Making money is not the hardest thing for me to do being consistent being dedicated That's not the hardest thing for me to do being tough. That's not the hardest thing for me to do because men we creatures have it So when motivational speakers only want to talk about Being tough and being motivated and being a go getter. That's a red flag for me Talk to me about how to treat my wife Talk to me about how to represent for my children talk to me about something that really matters Going to get a bag tracers chasing success being a new york times best seller that none of that stuff matters so I got a book deal With simon issues the top five publisher in the world Only god could do it Because ain't even having an agent manager publishes. None of that The agent came and found me And so I signed a six-figure deal I didn't push or promote To be on new york times best seller list. I never mentioned it. I never mentioned it and never came out my mouth so when I see men Want to be on the new york times seller list so bad that they basically twerking on a pole To be a new york times best seller that let me know the motor wrong Why do you care so much about man stamp? Instead of god's approval What do man stamp mean you're not making no more money They don't make no more money have to be a new york times best seller because you know why because brands and companies know that it don't mean nothing Brands and companies know that you can buy your way onto the list Brand and companies know that it's not based off sales. It's based off selection It is a group of people who select it So if they know your boss if they know your manager if they know your publicist if they know your editor They're gonna put you on the list if you sold a decent amount of books But if you sell you don't matter you it's a guy who sold 500 thousand books and did not get put on Did not get put on the new york times best seller list But it's people who sold a thousand books in a two week period got put on the new york times best seller list But the general public don't know that The general public do not know That if you go buy a thousand books you go buy 10 000 books from a retailer yourself That them get counted on the new york in your sales them get counted in your sales And new york times list they know that it was a bulk order But they don't know who it went to they don't know who it was for As far as they know a university bought 10 000 of your books So they still got to respect it And if they know where you come from who you are your your publisher or whoever they could put you on the list So see it's thing like this that I look for And I try to see like okay this person worried about The stamp of approval from god or he learned about being cool for man. He learned about being stamped by man He learned about being invited to the party. He learned about being on the podcast He learned about being a speaker at the fest He learned about that or is he willing to speak the unadulterated truth And to help the people that he is helping Raise influence lead whatever he called it. Is he willing to challenge them in every area of life? If he only willing to just talk about one thing Then That's a red flag Because we can't just be one thing We got to be balanced Because it don't do you no good to be good in business and to be horrible in marriage It don't do you no good to be good in marriage today bad at parenting Good at parenting then you bad in business So we got to be able to when we get our tribe when we get our people we got to be able to touch on everything But see it's a little thing that give it away and let you know who somebody worked for That if you're not praying for wisdom knowledge and discernment Discretion you're not going to see it And so that's why I see so many people They'll put my name in the same sentence with a complete 100 fraud But they can't see it Because they're not praying for discretion. They're not praying for wisdom.   This went way way longer. Well, I've been on here But see that's when that's when sometimes we got to tear That's when sometimes we got to tear with the lord That's when sometimes you got to get this because see this right here what I do the reason why I heard A man say if you can't say something in a short amount of time Then you shouldn't be talking or you can't or whatever and when you can't get it out a little bit When you when you look at the lord and nothing the lord did in no short amount of time Them them them ten signs in that plague them ten them ten signs in that plague that took time When jesus go to the mountain when jesus went to the wilderness all that take time You got to learn how to tear it because he gets what the people who was on here from the beginning and still here That's who god called for a breakthrough People who pop in and pop out They ain't got no breakthrough on their name They ain't got no breakthrough on their name because they're in a microwave society They want everything to happen overnight. They want stuff to come quick. They want to be right there in there You got to be able to tear it for your blessing and see the thing about it is everybody can't go deep See the deeper you go The more people got to pop out of water And so the thing so when you understand that front liners Front liners and spiritual warfare. It's going to be war cries and it's going to be a a coded language And it ain't for everybody. So sometimes you got to go and see and this is what I want you to understand Somebody will say that when you speak in wisdom when you telling the truth you got to be short-winded But yet we'll go to a gossip page And we will listen to gossip or we will listen to sports commentating Or we will listen to politicking or we will listen to financial stuff for two three four five hours I see a guy on youtube who talk about cameras And he do lies for five hours But then when you saying something that actually Matter in life Something that's going to determine your eternity Something that's going to determine your destiny. We want it to be in 60 seconds You can't it can't happen. It can't happen It ain't it ain't enough it ain't enough meat in it And in 60 seconds the devil could poke holes in So you got to be able to boo boo boo boo boo. You got to be able to go through that That's why the Bible got so many books in it. You got to cover you got to hit on we got to touch on everything And that's what people got to realize. So when you see me go live on instagram, you see me go live on hill I got to go need I got to hit on different things because it's different people in different places But the people that's here and the people who able to get through it That's the people who Going to get a breakthrough. That's the people who call to something Because it's wisdom in a multitude of counsel But you've got to be able to tear it.  How you got there and I say bro when I'm changing my life I stopped listening to music. I stopped watching tv I put in podcasts and I listened to christian motivational podcast For eight to ten hours a day Eight to ten hours a day and then guess what I taught a zoom And that zoom was ten hours long Now I want you to go out and I want you to ask every speaker that you follow I want you to email them in email them from Through their instagram and I want you to ask them. Have you ever done a 10 hour live? Not for no fundraiser Not with no telephone line raising money. I want you to ask them that I want you to ask them that You know what prepared me for that 10 hour live The the work that I put in Serving for 10 hours. I was completely depleted Right now I'm depleted.   So here I was listening for eight to ten hours a day and I ain't gonna tell you now a lot I ain't gonna tell you now a lot. I don't lie I'm honestly too blunt too real And here I was I'm listening eight to ten hours a day Every day for years. It was a year or two or three I stopped counting Just feed myself feed myself feed myself.  You barely get through an hour That if you bring on other guests, you could get through it.  I had to be poured into I had to renew my mind I had to get out all the junk all that rap music all that toxicity all of that Worldly stuff and to be poured into And it wasn't about it wasn't about the men I was listening to I mainly listen to ziggler It wasn't about ziggler. It was about the reps It was about the work because it took dedication. It took consistency. It took discipline. It took humility To listen to somebody else talk for eight to ten hours that take humility And it wasn't even about what he was saying because why he talking God God ministering to me God taking my mind But what his voice doing is this blocking off my subconscious so that I can't be nowhere else And then my conscious mind could go with the lord And then whatever he said the lord could take my mind and take it to the next level Give me something to spin off for for my race for my demographic for my generation Because he was in his 70s or 60 70s or 80s when I listened to him and I was 23 years old So here I am what the lord was saying at eight this man in his 70s But the wisdom that he have in his 70s. I'm giving you at 23 Because I need you to have that level of wisdom for your generation And so that's it. So my oldest client is 73 She's 73 and she's not trying to hit on me.  I'm 73 and you teaching me stuff. I've never heard I tell people all the time You can get knowledge from a book. That's what my wife and my son got You can get knowledge from a book You can get experience from life But wisdom comes from god Wisdom comes from god So what you have to realize Is you got to get to the place to where you could tell it different because see what see what you're gonna notice when the devil says somebody They're gonna need a professional camera and a film crew Because they're there to distract and to get to garner millions of followers to take away from who god sent But god don't want his people to have everybody because everything ain't for everybody So when the devil says somebody what they're gonna need is they're gonna need no cards They're gonna need a professional camera.  It's gonna have to be different God gonna show you that he not finna have you with these seven minute 15 minute videos Because anybody named mama could do that See god got to show that that he could have you Terry That he could have you do more that he could have you go longer That he could give you more that he could give you wisdom on top of wisdom And you're gonna be able to speak and i'ma tell you something People will come up to me and they'll say Tony you remember in chapter 13. I'll say I don't remember nothing I wrote I can't tell you one word in that book because I didn't write it How you think I wrote a 250 page book in six days?  I wrote them books in five days You can't tell me that ain't god now. I don't remember really a word in the book I wrote the outline in five minutes I wrote the outline in five minutes and probably was 20 minutes. I wrote it in my iPhone notes I wrote in my iPhone notes and It might still be in here right here in my notes. I wrote the outline in my notes Then I took you can't even see it because of because of the blur See that right now.  I I've been writing a book for five years Been writing a book for three years. I bet it took my whole year You wrote it by yourself You wrote it by yourself So when you write with the lord He gonna give you what you need And you finna get that thing on about you And so the lord gave me a writing schedule That's why I post the book of the birthday book program to teach other people what lord gave me Because I didn't have a mentor in it. I created my own writing schedule I created my own style my own everything just from what the lord gave me And that book Went to the publisher And they picked that book up and they gave me a six figure deal Six figure advance for them books that I wrote in five days And I remember it was a brother when I talked to the publisher inside of the publisher It was two different imprints that wanted my book One was a white lady one was a black man that it was the editor in charge for those imprints When the white lady wanted to sign me then all of a sudden that made the black man want to sign me The black man had assigned another young african-american author Who he said it took him three years to write his book and he still hadn't released it I said well, I'm gonna tell you the truth I lie to him. I said I'll write my book, you know, about three weeks But it's published ready when I'm done He said He said that's nice. Sorry Wait till I get my hands on it When that man got my book When it came back to me that man had two remarks Now you can't tell me that ain't god That man had two remarks and they made no sense It had no legs to stand on so I wrote a comment right back to him You off the mark that don't make no sense what you talk about And so we just delete the comment because it ultimately what I say goes They didn't publish it the contract say what they say goes But you the author they ain't finna make you publish something that you don't want to say And so I had to refute all of what they were talking about because I say listen, we did this right here. This this somewhere else This somewhere else I'm an african-american male From florida not from new york where the school system better california. I'm from florida school system horrible I sound like i'm from alabama I do not have a college degree. I do not have a mentor I never i'm not an english major For me to write a 250 page book in five days this over all our head Be quiet get out the way let's publish the book And so guess what I'm going by independent and my next book i'm writing is called something else I ain't gonna say the name because devil on hill listening. They've been installed a title And they'll go how ai they'll have chat gpt write it tonight and be publishing tomorrow.  You know i'm going about independent because lord told me What I gave you You went and did that you went and did that You know I looked out for you, but I ain't do What i'ma do for you Because what I got for you ain't for that publisher what I got for you ain't for those people who had a hand in your pocket What god's saying is your blessing for you Your blessing ain't for everybody So what god told me he said go by independent So that your lineage Will own your masters Meaning your children will get your intellectual property not a publisher So that when I touch it and I bless it and your real supporters go buy it You is getting What you deserve from your obedience because see let me tell you about a book publishing deal Everybody won't want so bad and some people just care about being famous so bad and they'll come on here and lie But on a publishing deal the most you're getting from your From your profit Is 20% And then on some type of like ebooks and stuff like that you you'll get up to 25% And then on other little stuff that don't really do much you might get 50% But on your main type of sale you're getting 10% The 15% you're getting 15% to 20% And you don't know if the numbers are right You also don't know if the expenses that they adding into What you owe or or what they considering profit you don't know how much of the expenses they got in there is bogus so If you get a check for $2,000 That means you done got less than 20% of what really the profits were So that Check could could have supposed to been $20,000 But now you got $2,000 Because you wanting to look good and be with a major publisher So the lord gave me the wisdom he said listen You got to lean on me. You got to trust me and stop leaning and trusting their man So what i'm going to tell the front liners the people who call Is at some point you're going to have to trust god At some point you're going to have to trust god At some point you're going to have to stop being a christian atheist And you're going to have to be a real christian And you're going to have to be willing to walk by faith You're going to have to be willing to hear what you're hearing And believe what you hear in front of the Holy Spirit You're going to have to you're going to have to check it now and make sure it's not your frustration talking Make sure it's not your greed talking make sure it's not your jealousy talking Make sure it's not your ego talking because i mean a lot of women and sometimes men but typically it's women Who look down on me? And they cannot figure out How they have a master's degree Or a two master's degree or doctorates And they therapists and psychotherapists and counselors and all of this here and what they earn in a year I earn twice that in a month They can't understand how I built my business model But it ain't me It come from god If I don't have a business mentor And they can't understand it and in a lot of it's a lot of women because most of my audience is women They give me a lot of negative and a lot of pushback a lot of this day and look down They know it's at me because they like Hold on I am educated Huh, you said what? How did you do that? How did you get on Oprah and then you got on Tyra and he got on 700 and you saw how many bucks?  I got a life rough I ain't got to just depend on me. You don't believe in God. What you believe in? All right. Go ahead, buddy This ain't easy as it look man. This ain't easy as it look me economy all the time too Tony man, how you doing it man? How you doing it man? I'm doing it with God You got to stop all that cussing You got to stop all that adultery. You got to stop all that want to cave. You got to stop all that line You got to stop all this deceiving. You got to stop worrying about just money And you got to worry about purpose.    You speaking in god tongues Because if if god inhabit you With the evidence of speaking tongue, you're gonna be renewed The holy spirit don't play like that. The holy spirit don't come and inhabit you and leave you the same We that's how you know when somebody speaking in tongue and Hit they hit him and got to go to the hospital or they get the holy ghost and And then they walk out and tomorrow they cussing somebody out The holy spirit ain't never visit them And that's why I'm spoken to him by probably one time And it was just me and god. I went in church.  So if a man tell me I got that how to evidence because it's on You're not god It was not god And you don't know what god gonna give you the evidence of because he's gonna give everybody the same gift And so because people hear that they be in church playing with god in the I'm the row cc. It's like if you speaking in tongue. I'm not gonna be able to Reiterate what you just said And you not finish say the same thing every Sunday and every Wednesday I know now your rhythm your cadence and the holy spirit can't be tracked like that It can't be put in no box like that. You say shun the room.    You got an insurance heaven's insurance plan You you've got everything that you need with no infrastructure by man With no infrastructure by man You got everything that you need and i'ma grace you and i'ma give you the knowledge i'ma give you the wisdom i'ma give you to understand And that's what I try to tell people It's not as hard because he doesn't let me tell you people who don't surrender to god They ain't working all the way for god.  Like yeah, I ain't just i'm not swimming in money I ain't swimming in money. I'm still late on bills. I still be late on bills now The bill collector on hill watch it now ain't on old nobody right now late on on one of my cardinals I just paid him a day They be on hill. Oh, he'll he'll talk about the bless of the god You need to see that check. Yeah Hey It ain't been 30 days yet The lord might not come when you want it, but he's gonna be there right on time It ain't gonna hit me credit for 30 days late. I'ma get to you on day 29 Wait on it and you need to learn how to tear it the same way I had to learn how to tear So I got to wait on the lord If I mismanage my money the lord still end up covering me and blessing me But I got and I learned a lesson from it. I got to learn a lesson from it But then guess what everybody don't be put on the same plan So my wife and my kid they know on the plan that god gave me And so I have to be able to provide their life and make their life comfortable And that might make my life uncomfortable But I got to trust god lord. You see what they put at me through you see what they're asking me for You see this boy soccer team cost $3,500. You see the uniforms cost $1,000. Lord, you see this trip We got a trip every weekend this month and you see this trip called $1,500 Lord, I need you I'm trying to give my family The best lord. I need you and guess what he show up and he provide and I'ma tell you what I don't know how he do it I don't know how you do it, but the bible say God said in the bible that My ways are not your ways my ways higher than your ways my thoughts are higher than your thoughts So when I'm sitting there my back against the wall and I do not know how in the world God gonna do what he's gonna do and it get done. I'm like my goodness My goodness Sometimes it'll just come out the blue It'll just come out the blue. Hey, we got this right here for you and it might be a brand deal It might be a sponsorship thing. It might be some it might be some type of collaborator.  Yeah, you got you got to make money. Yeah, I got to sell I got I got to see your email about about about the 50% off sale on the courses And I got to trust god to bless it But but I'll I'ma tell you something when my heart is pure When I'm not being greedy God pulls out If I go into a state of greed Or scarcity mindset not necessarily greed, but if I go into scarcity mindset and I try to sell something don't nothing happen God has shown me that he only gonna give me what he got for me At this stage of my walk with him. He only gonna give me what he got for me So that's why when tv shows reach out to me. I used to get anxiety about it. I used to worry about it I used to lose sleep over I don't even be caring right now. I'd be more like me. I don't even I really don't even want the show I really don't even want the deal. I really don't even want this here I really I have no need for it.  I got a coaching session tomorrow um In-person coaching sessions is is coming open I'm opening back up. I just I really don't do it because I don't like dealing with spirits in person but it's