is the umbrella term that we use in Canada that captures what in the past would have been called assisted suicide and euthanasia.   A big source of the problem with dealing with this issue is that there are differences of opinion about the core values that are at stake. So you have people who for instance believe that sanctity of life is the ultimate value and that will take you to saying you should have no assistance in dying. Others will say autonomy is the key principle. That's the value of respecting people's capacity for self-determination.  Well that takes you to a much more expansive view of what should be available by way of assisted dying. Others are looking at the value of equality and you might think why is that relevant to assisted dying? Well here's the situation. Suicide, attempted suicide, used to be illegal. Then it was made legal. Well that means that people who are able-bodied can end their own lives legally when life has become intolerable to them.  So there's actually an argument that to prohibit medical assistance in dying is to discriminate against those who have physical disabilities. We also have challenges with respect to the evidence and that is that a lot of people claim oh if you allow this if you allow medical assistance in dying we'll slide down the slippery slope and you'll start with competent adults and you'll end up with involuntary or non voluntary assisted dying. I've been writing about this for a while luckily I'm patient because along came the Carter case what is now known as the Carter case and I got involved in that case. I worked on the pro bono legal team helping with the expert evidence in particular trying to bring the people together and the evidence together that we needed to fuel to support the arguments that were being made in court so I worked on that case. Subsequently I am working on the response to the federal legislation that was in response to the Carter case. What I'm trying to do right now is bring individuals together to help articulate an interpretation of the legislation. This is not the challenge to the legislation. This is just how do we interpret it. So let's get doctors and nurse practitioners and lawyers and regulators of doctors and all those who have some say in what it means and in helping people to understand what it means into a room develop a statement an interpretive statement and put it out into the world. I'm also a member of the expert panel that's been put together for the government to look at three remaining issues that they didn't deal with in the legislation.  They understand the nature and the consequences of the decision should they have access to medical assistance and dying. The second issue is should you have access to medical assistance and dying through a request made in advance of loss of capacity and that's the Alzheimer's situation predominantly for a lot of people and quite concerned about that. Right now you can't have access either as a mature minor or through an advanced request and the third group is what about somebody who has a mental illness that is their sole underlying condition. So their natural death is not reasonably foreseeable they don't qualify a subgroup of those don't qualify should they have access to medical assistance and dying so a large group of people have been pulled together to study the evidence on these issues and to report back to the government on the evidence so that the government can then consider the policy question of whether access to medical assistance and dying should be expanded through the legislation through a revision to the legislation. When the federal government put in place its new legislation setting out the framework for assisted dying in Canada it is too narrow. It's narrower than the Springfield Canada decision in Carter. I think it's narrower than the charter requires and what do I mean by that? Well in the Carter decision it said that people have a grievous and irremediable condition that's causing enduring and intolerable suffering should have access to medical assistance and dying. The federal legislation narrowed that by saying you have to have an incurable condition, an advanced state of decline of capabilities, be suffering enduring and intolerable suffering and and this is the kicker natural death must be reasonably foreseeable. There's all kinds of problems with that clause one of them being what does it mean but the other is it it seems to narrow who can have access. So my goal is to help Canada achieve what I think is an absolutely attainable objective and that is for us to have the best system in the world for end of life care. What that means is that patients have their wishes respected whether that be that they get access to aggressive treatment or palliative pain management or medical assistance and dying we can do it we just have to want to.


Hello my name is Dr. Ayushman Virmani and I am presenting my paper on Role of CT and MRI in Rhinoorbital Cerebral Mucormycosis. The contents of today's presentation will be AIM, Introduction, Methods, Results, Discussion, Conclusion and References. The aim of our study was to describe the role of CT and MRI in patients with Rhinoorbital Cerebral Mucormycosis. Rhinoorbital Cerebral Mucormycosis is an acute, fulminant and often lethal opportunistic infection typically affecting diabetic or immunocompromised patients. It clinically presents with symptoms that are non-specific including headache, low grade fever, facial swelling and orbital or paranasal sinus syndrome. The early imaging is helpful in assessing the extent of involvement of this lethal disease which requires prompt and aggressive treatment. Some of late disease of infection remains poor despite treatment. Hence early diagnosis with CT and MRI of Paranasal Sinuses, Orbit and Brick. Fungal culture and sensitivity is highly important for the course of the disease and patient's survival. The CT scan uses X-rays while MRIs use radio waves. Both are relatively at low risk but there are differences that make each one a better option depending on the circumstances. The study was carried out at the department of radio diagnosis in Muzaffar Nagar Medical College and Hospital. The inclusion criteria for patients in our study included the patients between ages 18 to 70 years who had clinical features suggestive of mucormycosis. The patients also had past history of COVID-19 infection and only had Rhinoorbital Cerebral form of mucormycosis. And the patients who were willing to give their consent for study were included in our study. The exclusion criteria included other forms of mucormycosis except Rhinoorbital Cerebral form and patients with past history of COVID-19 infections. We prospectively observed the Plain CT and Catalenium Contrast Enhanced MRI for Paranasal Sinuses, Orbit and Brain for 20 patients with clinical suspicion of Rhinoorbital Cerebral mucormycosis. The ethical approval was obtained for the study from the Ethics Committee of the Institute and written informed consent was taken from the patients or their guardian. All patients underwent non-contrast CT scanning with Siemens Somatom Scope 16-slice CT machine. The CT density was evaluated in non-enhanced images and compared with muscle or brain. MR imaging was done with Siemens Magnetom SN0-115 Tesla scanner. Both T1 and T2 weighted images were obtained as well as T1 weighted images after IV injection of gadopentritate dimaglumine and the dose of 0.1 millimole per kg. The images were evaluated for density, signal intensity and contrast enhancement characteristics. Clinical information about the presentation, management and evolution of the disease was obtained from the medical history in all cases and the data was entered in Microsoft Excel 2010 and statistical analysis was done using IBM SPSS V24.0. In CT, all the patients had mucosal thickening in perinazole sinuses and OSHA's involvement was noted in 30% of the patients. As we can see in this pie chart, the OSHA's involvement of perinazole sinuses is seen in only 30% of the patients while in rest of 70% there is no OSHA's involvement of the perinazole sinuses. Most of the patients had unilateral disease and the most common sinus involved was maxillary sinus followed by ithmoid sinus. The least commonly involved sinus was frontal sinus in only 25% of the patients. The most common pattern of signal characteristics on T2 weighted images was hypointensity followed by heterointense and hyperintense. On post contrast enhancement the most common pattern of enhancement was heterogeneous and peripheral which was followed by homogenous enhancement 15% patients did not show any enhancement on post contrast images. In this non-contrast CT of a 72 year old male, we can see that there is mucosal thickening in the ithmoid air cells and there is a large soft tissue mass causing bony erosion of cribriform plate and involvement of synod sinus with wall destruction. In this T1 post contrast MR image we can see there is hypointense pattern involving left ithmoid sinus. The pattern of in this T2 weighted MR image we can see there is heterogeneous pattern of involvement of the maxillary sinus as pointed by yellow arrow. In this T2 weighted MR image we can see there is hyperintense pattern as of the spinoid sinus. In this T2 weighted coronal image we can see there is mucosal thickening in the left nasal cavity and ithmoid sinus with hypointense contents within it. In this post contrast T1 weighted MR image we can see there is heterogeneous enhancement of pre orbital soft tissue and intra orbital lesion there is patchy heterogeneous enhancement in the left cavernous sinus as well. In MRI all the patients had hypointense lesions in T1 weighted image but the signal intensity characters of T2 weighted image were variable with most common being hypointense followed by heterointense and hyperintense. In post contrast enhancement pattern 15% of patients had non enhancement while 30% had heterogeneous and peripheral enhancement each and 25% had homogenous enhancement. The most common paranasal sinus to get involved is the maxillary sinus in almost 85% of cases and the least commonly involved sinus is the frontal sinus in only 25% of patients. For 30% of patients the OSHA's involvement was noted in CT scan. In our study CT feature of paranasal sinus involvement is the mucosal thickening which is an early manifestation of disease and also a nonspecific finding that may resemble acute or chronic rhinocinositis. Mucosal thickening of sinusitis can be differentiated from mucormicosis by correlating CT finding with clinical picture. This was in accordance with study done by Chan LL et al, Michael Arter et al and Nifn et al. Concluding the rhino orbital cerebral mucormicosis is an acute fatal infection with higher mortality rate due to its rapidly spreading nature. To decrease the mortality rate early diagnosis and intervention is needed. Catalinium contrast enhancement MRI of paranasal sinuses, orbit and brain can detect the early changes in optic nerve, paranasal sinuses and other extra sinus involvement. It also helps to delineate about the extent of disease thereby surgical interventions can be done accordingly and MRI prevails over CT scan in all the aspects that is perineural, base of skull, invasion, intracranial involvement and intraorbital changes detection except for the nauseous involvement for which CT scan is needed. These are my references. Thank you.


This study demonstrated the accuracy and reliability of a new wearable sensor system called INDIP, which was able to accurately measure gate parameters such as cadence, stride length, and walking speed in both controlled lab settings and real-world environments. This system could potentially provide valuable information about gate patterns in different populations, allowing researchers to better understand how gate changes over time and how it relates to other physical and cognitive functions. This article was authored by Francesca Salas, Francesca Salas, Stefano Bertoletti, and others.


And welcome back. Today we're going to talk about permutations and combinations. Actually, what I'm going to do is I'm going to go back one page. One thing that we have to do before we do permutations and combinations is understand a little bit of vocabulary behind them. Now, factorial, this is something we're going to see in the formulas when we use permutation and combinations. Factorial simply means the product of the natural numbers less than or equal to that number. So, for example, this is five factorial, five factorial. There we go. Okay. And it's just an exclamation point. The factorial symbol is just an exclamation point. So, in English, it means one thing and mathematics will mean something totally different. Five factorial simply just means take five times four times three times two times one. Take this number and all the preceding numbers and multiply them together. And in this case, 120. Now, one special case, though, zero factorial is just going to be equal to one. Okay, that's just a kind of a special no. Factorial kind of breaks down, doesn't really work if we only get to zero. So, we just kind of say, oh, special case, zero factorial is just one, just off to the side there, the last trick. Anyway, permutation. So, the difference between permutation and combination breaks down to this. Permutation is a selection of a group of objects in which order is important. So, this would be something like first, second, or third place in a race or something like that. Order is definitely important because whoever gets first, second, and third, say, for example, if Johnny got first and Sam got second and then Phil got third, that's actually different from if Phil got first, Johnny got second and Sam got third. Those are two, these right here, two different events that could happen. Okay, and so for permutations, it takes into account that these two are going to be two different events. On the other hand, combinations is a group of items in which order does not matter. So, for example, if I want to choose three people, let's actually write out the word, if I want to choose three people to say, go get something for me. So, maybe if I'm, okay, so you're probably watching this, you're probably a student. So, if your teacher asks three people to go to the library, three people to go to the library. Okay, so the thing is, if that person could either pick Johnny, Sam, or Phil, Phil, Johnny, or Sammy, or Sammy, John, and Phil. I mean, there's a bunch of different ways that the teacher could pick these three. But the thing is, is that this is all one group. With combinations, order does not matter. So, the thing is, it doesn't matter what order the teacher picks all of these kids in, it's still just going to be one group. It doesn't matter if he picks, if the teacher picks Johnny first, or Phil first, or Sam first, or something like that, it doesn't really matter. It's just a combination of kids that are going to go to the library.  Okay, so permutations, order really does matter. Combinations, on the other hand, order does not matter. So that's the big difference between both of them. Okay, now on to a couple of examples. Okay, this is the number of permutations of N items that are taken R at a time. Alright, so here's the thing. This is permutations. This is a permutase example. This is the formula that we use for permutations. Okay, a little bit different notation here. Permutation for the big P, N is the number of items that are taken at a time. You can think of N as your big group. N is your big group of items of people, of kids, of whatever you're talking about. R in this case is how many you're selecting. Okay, let's put selection. So, I'm not spelling that right. There we go. Spelling is not my strong suit. Here we go. Selection. There we go. Alright, so we're going to go ahead and get to the example. How many ways can a student government select a president, vice president, secretary, and treasurer from a group of six people? Okay, now the first thing you have to ask yourself is, is this a permutation or a combination and why? Okay, now obviously this is going to be a permutation, but we'll go over why. This is a permutation because in this case order does matter. So, I'm going to go back to my earlier group. So, Johnny, Sammy, Phil, and Trevor. Okay, those are the four people that are chosen for president, vice president, secretary, and treasurer. But if I have Trevor, Johnny, Phil, and Sam, so Trevor is now the president. Johnny is the vice president. Phil is the secretary. Sam is the treasurer. That's a totally different group. Yes, the same people were chosen, but again that's a totally different group. So, in this case it does matter what order we choose these kids in. So, in this case since order does matter, this is going to be a permutation. Alright, so what I'm going to do is use this notation. Here's use this little formula to figure out how many different groups can be made. Okay, I have a group of six people. If I choose a president, vice president, secretary, and treasurer from those six people, how many different ways can I do this? Okay, so this is what the notation is going to look like.  My big group of people in this case is six. R is my selection. In this case I'm choosing four people. Okay, four people. I'm choosing a president, vice president, treasurer, secretary, and treasurer. Alright, so that gives me four people. So this is what the math is going to look like. So I'll have six factorial on top, six exclamation point on top, and then I have N minus R, parentheses factorial. So this is going to be six minus four parentheses factorial, which ends up being, which ends up being six factorial over two factorial. Six minus four is going to give me two. Get rid of this example over here. It's going to get in my way. Alright, so now with six factorial and two factorial, I'm going to write this all out. Now, as you get better and better with these permutations and combinations, you won't have to write all this out. You realize here in a moment there's some numbers going to cancel, but that's for when you are more experienced after you go through more examples. So in this case, six times five times four times three times two times one. So that's six factorial. On the bottom, it's going to have two factorial, which is just two times one. Okay, now one thing that you notice is that the twos are going to cancel and the ones are going to cancel. Okay, now this is what I was talking about earlier. Sometimes you're not going to have to write all the numbers because you realize that some of the numbers are actually going to cancel. So in this case, I have six times five times four times three, and then that's it. This is going to tell me how many different choices I have for President, Vice President, Secretary, and Treasurer. So this is going to be 30 times 12. Okay, 30 times 12 is 360 different choices. I have 360 different choices for my President, Vice President, Secretary, Treasurer out of the six people. Okay, so that's an example of a permutations type of problem. Okay, now let's go over a combinations problem. Now let's go over a combinations problem. So the number combinations of N items taken R at a time. So notice that this formula that we have is actually very, very similar to what we had in the last page. Okay, but in this case, we're doing combinations this time. Now N and R are basically the same.  Okay, so this is the number of people you're selecting from or this is the total number of geese or whatever the problem asks for. R in this case is how many you're selecting. So again, your selection. Okay, how many geese you're selecting or how many people you're selecting or whatever the scenario is. Now the only big difference here is we do have this R factorial right here on the bottom that we have this R factorial here on the bottom that changes up our combinations just a little bit. Okay. Alright, so here's our example. The swim team has eight swimmers, eight people on the swim team. Two of them will be selected to swim in the first heat. How many ways can they be selected? Okay, so I got eight people on my swim team. I'm going to select two of them to go into the first heat of a race. Now the first thing you got to ask yourself is this is this going to be a permutation or a combination type of problem? Okay, well, this is actually a combination type of problem because if I have if I have Trevor and Sam on my swim team and they're selected. Well, if I also choose Sam and Trevor, this is actually the same. This is actually only one group. Okay, now Trevor and Sam, Sam and Trevor, it doesn't matter who gets chosen first. Both of them are just going to go into the first heat. So yeah, it really doesn't matter who I choose first. All it matters is that I chose both of them. So again, what what is what combinations takes into account is that these two choices is actually one group. So notice that this R factorial on bottom, that little extra that we have there actually takes care of that for us so that we aren't doing we aren't counting multiple selections as as as multiple choices. These two selections are actually just going to be one group. Okay, so here's the math behind it. So for for a combination type of problem and again order does not matter here. I have my big group which has eight so I'm I have eight swimmers on my team and then two of them I'm choosing two at a time to go into my first heat. So this is what the math looks like. So I got eight factorial on top. On the bottom I have two factorial there's my R factorial there inside the parentheses I still have eight minus two and then factorial. So again, this bottom part that this right here is the same as what we had for our previous problem. The two factorial on the other hand is just a little bit different. So on this case, I have eight factorial on top two factorial on bottom and six factorial on bottom. And these are multiplying together. Okay, let me get rid of this group over here is going to get in my way. Alright, so now what I'm going to do now again, as you get more experience with this, you can probably realize okay, there's some numbers that are going to cancel. But you know what I'm going to write them all out so we can see why they cancel. So eight factorial at eight times seven times six times five times four times three times two times one. And then on the bottom I have two times one. And then all that's two factorial and then I also have six factorial was six times five times four times three times two times one. Notice the sixes and fives and fours and threes and twos and ones are all going to cancel. Again, you might see that beforehand and realize that you don't need to write all of that that might save you some time as you're working through these problems. Okay, but on the other hand, this is eight times seven, which is 56. 56 divided by two is only 28. So there's only 28 different choices, 28 different groups of two kids that I can choose to put into this first heat. Okay, choice says get the grammar right. Alright, there we go. Alright, so that is permutations and combinations kind of put all of them in one video. I know it's a little bit longer, but at least I put all of them in one video. Alrighty, thank you for watching this video on permutations and combinations. And we'll see you next time.


Lever Brothers Company makers of swan the soap with the exclusive super-creamed blend presents Our friend swan with my friend Irma Starring Mary Wilson as Irma and Kathy Lewis as Jane Friendship friendship just a perfect Bland ship when other friendships have been forgot There's will still be hot Why I've got the blues like I never had them before Why because last night we went out on a double date Irma and Al Richard and myself and what is the result now Richard doesn't talk to me Al doesn't talk to Irma the fact is nobody talks Except Irma you can't stop her from talking Jane yes, honey. I didn't mean to start the fight last night Well, you had no business insulting Richard that way When he said his folks came over on the Mayflower You had no right to turn to Mrs. Rhineland and ask her how she enjoyed the trip I'm sorry. Well, you started it, but Richard had no right to tell you that your head was the only vacancy in town That's why I'm glad we walked out when we did I Am through with Richard and I'm through with Al The way he behaved when the fan dancer came on put water on his face So she'd think he was perspiring come over and cool him off I'd rather not recall any of the sordid details We're through with the boys, and it's probably for the best. That's right Jane. This is a man's world, but we can go someplace else You're right, honey. We don't need the boys. We don't need the boys. We can do without them forever Yes, we can do it without them forever What are you thinking about Irma? Jane, how can we get the fellas back? We don't need them Irma. There are plenty of things for two girls to do. What? Well, my heavens we can do things like Well, we can knit and and and we can read and We can knit and and we can read We can knit Here I wonder how we can get the fellas back I don't know Jane But but this should only prove to us that a girl is lost without a fellow. How right you are, honey I wouldn't want to be found any other way You know, I've got an idea You know all men like that domestic touch Irma you and I will cook dinner and we'll invite the boys over You see they'll just be the four of us in a in a warm and friendly atmosphere and who can tell What with this being leap year and with a full stomach a man's liable to say yes to anything Well we call the boys and they're coming over now Irma and I are preparing dinner and Irma is her usual talented self in the kitchen She has baked an apple pie and it's perfect except for one slight error. She forgot to put the apples in it So now she's panicky so she's cut slits in the crust and she's trying to slip in the apples with a pair of tweezers Really Irma yes, Jane forget the pie will you sweetie? It's a total loss. We'll serve the cake I baked All right, I'll get it off the fire escape the fire escape What's my cake doing out there? Well Alex icing so I put some water on it and set it out to free Look sweetie, I appreciate you're trying to help me, but Richard is coming. I'm trying to marry him not poison him You know I want the dinner to be good too after all I want to impress Al You know spring is coming in the spring a young man's fancy turn. Yeah, and when it turns I want it facing me Well, honey if I let you cook this meal he won't be able to turn rigor mortis will hit him after the first bite Suppose you make the cocktails, huh? The Manhattan they're old-fashioned Come in only me Professor Kropatkin Hello, Jane and Irma my two little baby carriages one with a fancy top one a little buggy Why professor excuse me a little joke I picked up from a nurse made My what smells so good such a delicate aroma could only come from one thing Hungarian goulash It's pot roast. How could I make a mistake like that? Maybe the cow is Hungarian? Please Irma don't mention cows cows remind me of milk milk reminds me of butter butter reminds me of a tub And I don't want to discuss Mrs. O'Reilly You know professor there are times when I resent those remarks you make Frankly, I think you'd get more out of Mrs. O'Reilly if you met her halfway Alright, I'll meet her halfway. I'll hold my arms out and tell her to come to me. Oh, that's the spirit But only a one condition if she's on the other side of an open drawbridge Now you see professor, that's what I mean You know, I think it's entirely your fault if you can't get along with it James, right? We had fights with Alan Richard, but we realize we're wrong. So we're giving them a chance to apologize Please girls. I thank you for the consideration But believe me Mrs. O'Reilly is east and kropot skin is west and if I see her coming from the north believe me girls I'm heading south Please girls these are my last words besides the smell of food makes me hungry So I think I'll go back up to my room and open up a can of oyster soup. Oh professor, that's out of season There's no orange soup I'll drink it out of a saucer. There's an orange saucer Isn't it a pity Jane? Sweet old man like the professor. What kind of a life has he got living alone? He has to go up to a lonely room and eat from a can by himself. Yeah It is sad honey. There's nothing as pitiful as a lonely person and I don't want us to end up that way That's why we're giving this little dinner party for the boys tonight Yeah, I wonder why the professor hasn't gotten married in all these years. Oh, I don't know. Maybe hasn't found the right person Yes, or maybe he can't get his father's permission Or my hand me the flower sifter the flower sifter. Yeah, you know that shiny can with the little holes on the bottom Oh that I threw it out because it leaked I Grand I'm glad we haven't any screens in this place you throw them up because he let the air in Come in Hello girls Mind if I drop in for a minute. Oh not at all. Mrs. O'Reilly. You have to excuse us though. You see we're just getting dinner ready Thank you. Oh Girls I get the blues so badly especially on Sunday. You don't know how lonely an old widow can be So let me give you a bit of advice When you get married always treat your husbands kindly if you don't they get even with you.  I have to use all sorts of creams and max factors makeup Have you noticed any difference? I haven't but the professor says I'm getting to look more like max every day Girl believe me the professor is a miserable tempered man Well, Mrs. O'Reilly, you know, I think it's your fault You won't meet him halfway and he's even willing to meet you on a drawbridge You know, Mrs. O'Reilly, you've got to understand that the professor is a very lonely man He's alone in the world and and I don't want to interfere, but that room of his is well now Janie That's not my fault. I try to do me best the best I can in his room Only yesterday I brought up some white sheets for him, but the man's an ingrate because now he says he wants a bed Well, he's probably tired of sleeping on that studio couch No, the professor has a lot of pride but underneath it.  You know, there are times when I think he likes me because Really miss O'Reilly, how do you know or a woman always knows these things are math One time when I was on top of the roof leaning over fixing the clothesline. He nudged me playfully Oh Well, what's the use of dreaming? I think I'll just go back to my room and throw rocks at me. Hope chest Goodbye girls. Gee, Jane. I I feel sad all over again. Why honey? Oh the professor and Mrs. O'Reilly are both so lonely Wouldn't it be wonderful if tonight at dinner when we get our our fellas back We could get them to give it to then we can kill six birds with one dinner The way you're cooking honey, you can get eight to one odds any place Besides, you know where they don't get along I don't think the professor and Mrs. O'Reilly can even sit in the same room without our having to call the police Flowers for Jane Stacy. That's me. Oh Here you are boy. Thanks lady. Oh gee They're from Richard. Oh, aren't they beautiful? And here's a card. Oh Isn't this sweet it says we'll never quarrel again. I'm looking forward to dinner tonight. Love Richard Oh, yes, I wonder what owl bring probably some wax paper so what he can't eat. He can take home You shouldn't pick on Al like that some days going to be a big man honey He couldn't be a big man if he was wearing stilts that boyfriend of yours has more angles in a four-way cold tablet Hello, Jane. Hi chicken. Hello Here chicken candy boy. Oh Look Jane a box of assorted chocolates. Really? Three peanut bars one old nick Two packages of lifesavers This is quite a present diamond Jim Dangerous work. I shook that candy machine till I was blue in the face Look, here's a card for mail. Well, I could kiss you for this Card what does it say? Love is a path between two hearts from which we have never swerved So say those words I belong to here Dine dinner has served Oh Gee Jane isn't he another long fellow? Yeah, but long fellow wrote from suffering Al writes from hunger Don't talk about Al that way Jane Al did that job come through with Craig oil? No chicken, but got him interested in a great deal It's a Derek with a ferris wheel attached. So if you don't strike oil, you can open an amusement park Sounds wonderful. You see what hidden talents. He has Jane hidden. They should be exiles G Jane isn't it wonderful now. I've got Al back and you've got Richard back But I'm still not happy now. What's the matter honey? I keep thinking of the professor and Mrs. Oh rally I can't be happy if I know other people are unhappy. Well, but honey, what can we do about it? Well? I've got a plan. No. No, wait a minute. Irma. No, I'll be right back.  I don't know Al, but I'm afraid she's out on a mercy Aaron She's probably gonna try to get professor Karpotkin and Mrs. Oh Riley down here together. Oh, she ain't got a chance You know, although chickens got a great heart. I don't think she's got much tact. Do you Jane? Well, I'll put it this way Al if Irma had been a diplomat during the Civil War Not only would the north have fought the south, but the east would have slugged it out with the west Al we will you keep an eye on the pot roast while I get the phone, huh? Hello Hello Richard. All your flowers were just beautiful Yeah dinner will be at seven. We're having a pot roast and if Irma accomplishes what I think she's trying to do We may have the police for dessert I'll explain it all to you when I see you. Goodbye Richard How's the roast Al? Fine. Never tasted anything better. Oh All I wanted you to do was just a one. Well, Jean I did it. It's all fixed Irma They're coming for dinner. Yes. I told Mrs. Oh Riley It was a surprise and I couldn't tell her who the fellow was well What about the professor? Well, I told him we had a girlfriend for him Who is a combination of Rita Hayworth and Lana Turner put together? Chicken how could you say that? Well, the two of them put together about as old as Mrs. O'Reilly and way about the same Chicken the professor didn't fall for that did he? Well, he did when I showed him this picture Of course, he doesn't know who it is. Let me see it Irma, who is this? It's Mrs. O'Reilly But this must have been taken when she was 18 years old Jane he's getting a woman not a car. 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She's got Mrs. O'Reilly thinking that a young Casanova awaits her and Professor Kropotkin will be down to dinner expecting to meet some glamorous young siren When they find out the awful truth the only siren around will be the one that brings the riot squad I Don't know what to do Irma. How could you have done this? Jane we wanted to bring the two of them together. Oh, yes, but honestly, honey The professor is going to walk in here expecting an 18 year old girl. He will see Mrs. O'Reilly What will you say to it? Gee professor, you're late Chicken nobody was ever that late You know, there's only one thing to do and that's to tell the truth I'll go upstairs and I'll try to girls Excuse my appearance, but I'm getting dressed for dinner And I've been so excited at the thought of meeting a new gentleman that I dropped me mirror How does me hair look? I think you've got it on backwards I mean you're calm look, you know, Mrs. O'Reilly about this gentleman that you're expecting not another word Jane I wanted to be a surprise. Oh, but you see mr.. O'Reilly professor Kapati, please don't mention his name when we're speaking of the finer things in life Oh, dear, I'd better hurry back to me room. Me eyelashes are drying on the window soon And I'm afraid the birds will get at them Oh now Irma there you see how you've misled the poor woman When she seizes the professor her heart will be broken not to mention all the furniture Jane we got to prevent them from killing each other. I don't know why you're both so worried It'll be a candlelight dinner when they come in we'll blow out all the candles All right every man for himself come in Hello everybody. Oh, it's you Richard. Gee. I'm afraid you're not in for a very peaceful meal. What do you mean? Well, you see I originally planned this dinner as a sort of a bury the hatchet thing But it seems that Irma's played Cupid and invited Mrs. O'Reilly and Professor Kropotkin without either of them knowing the other is coming So instead of it being a bury the hatchet party. It'll just be a scalping party Well now Jane I wouldn't be so distressed You know I once read an article by an eminent psychologist who states that the reason so many couples fear romance and marriage is Because they see so many unhappy couples around them What what you mean is that that if the if the four of us pretend to be very happy that the professor and Mrs O'Reilly will forget their hatred and try to copy us exactly But we must put it on extra heavy Jane no quarreling of any sort We must be the epitome of happiness. You understand Irma. Certainly. I'll show them. We're happy When they knock at the door, I'll sit on your lap. No chicken. I'll sit on your lap. I Don't care if you sit on each other's laps, but remember now no quarreling and that goes for all of us Here I am dressed to kill oh quiet Irma Did I say something funny No, it's just that we're all so happy. Well this young lady. I'm going to meet Jane. What's she like? Oh Well, I must say her pictures do flatter her a little. Yes about 40 years Professor that's a nice suit you've got on is it salt and pepper or herringbone? Who knows when you work in a restaurant you pick up everything I'm so excited. I'm shaking like a schoolboy Here comes the truan officer Come in. Hello everybody. Oh Mrs. O'Reilly. How lovely you look. I'm a notch yet Professor what are you doing here? Oh, what's the difference? Richard my sweet it's nice to see your smiling face before me. Happy dear I do nothing but smile when I'm with you beloved right now. Oh, indeed I have never known such happiness since I met chicken every time I look at her I laugh. Yes Well, shall we all have dinner? Oh, yes, just as soon as the young lady hold it hold it What's the matter? I'm getting a little sick Richard is for Jane Al is for Irma and me I'm for the nearest open window Wait professor wait. What is that to wait about Irma? What professor? That picture of that girl you showed me. That was Mrs. O'Reilly taken 40 years ago I don't believe it that much damage couldn't have been done in only 40 years Now just a minute there professor you think you're disappointed. What about me? I expected someone handsome and dashing the only time you ever dashed was when you saw me coming for the rent Now listen to me, Mrs. O'Reilly Now look the two of you now look maybe we did trick you into this meeting But but why not be grown up about it? You're both just wonderful people and and you're lonely Gee, I think you ought to give each other a chance Come on now. Why don't you join us at dinner and you can see for yourself? How happy Al is with Irma and I am with Richard. Come on now. What do you say? Pot road smells pretty good. Well, I'm willing Well, I'll stay Only under condition that I sit next to Mrs. O'Reilly Why professor? If I sit next to her I won't have to face her Fishing dinner and I must say things have been progressing rather nicely so far not one harsh word is passed between Mrs. O'Reilly and the professor Maybe it's because neither of them stopped eating since they sat down But now we're in trouble They finished eating and before they get a chance to start tearing into each other I've nudged Richard and whispered to him to tell a funny story You know as long as we're all sitting here sort of friendly I'd sort of like to tell a little story at sort of risque Oh, don't tell a story in risque tell it in plain English so we can all understand it Irma, why do you always butt in when Richard wants to talk go ahead Richard chicken? Are you gonna let Jane talk to you like that? Well as I was saying Will you please be quiet, please we'd like to hear what Richard has to say. Well as I was saying Why does Richard have to talk maybe maybe my Al has a funny story. Thank you chicken Now this fellow has started. Let him finish. Thank you Jane. Well now it's either a man there What's wrong with my stories? I know funnier ones than he does Good one Al. I haven't told it yet Now this is your last warning you keep still all right. Just a minute Jane Nobody talks to Irma like that when I'm around you get smart with her or not. Now wait a minute Al Don't talk to Jane that way stay out of this Richard. I can handle it myself Yeah, I wish you'd stop telling everybody what to do. That's telling her chicken. She's always picking on you. No, she's not That's pick on you Irma. I think it's for your own good Richard Rhinelander I'm perfectly capable of handling my own arguments. This is a personal affair. Please stay out of it All right, Jane if that's the way you feel about it. Goodbye Probably heard the story anyway All that Richard's a sore head Al that's no way to talk about Richard after all you're not his girlfriend Oh keep quiet Irma Jane. You can't talk to my girl that way.   She hasn't traveled enough to know But I'm gonna tell her that Mrs. O'Reilly Yes, professor It has been a long time since I've had the privilege of escorting a beautiful woman to a dance Are you ready? Folks will announce more top winners of the $100,000 lever fur contest in just a moment But first here's a special word to all the ladies listening if you'd like to make your bath a real pleasure and a real Beauty bath at the same time then the soap to keep handy is swan soap Sure because swan's exclusive super cream blend gives you a wonderful new kind of beauty lather that feels soft and gentle against your skin Luscious swan beauty lather that cleanses so thoroughly then rinses away so completely your skin is left feeling Beautifully smooth and fresh when you step from the tub. 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Thanks to Mrs. O'Reilly and Professor Krippotkin who gave a dinner for all of us tonight So before we went I said to Irma now remember honey Let's not have any quarrels with anyone tonight Just agree with everything the fellow say and Irma took me literally in fact Richard said he thought if he took another bite He choked to death and Irma said oh if that'll make you happy. I'm in favor of it Me Jane Stacey, I don't know if I'm happy or not, but I'm in favor of my friend My friend Irma presented by Swan another fine product of Lever Brothers company was produced and directed by Psi Howard Tonight's script was written by Psi Howard and Park Levy and stars Marie Wilson is Irma and Kathy Lewis is Jane The part of professor Krippotkin was played by Hans Conreed. Mrs. O'Reilly was played by Gloria Gordon Ladies listen, the shortage of fats and oils is still very serious and it's worldwide So please keep on saving every drop of used kitchen fat. 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Would you please share what what's he's from Teen Challenge and I would like to ask you What is Teen Challenge? And then we're gonna go into your personal testimony. Absolutely. Well first off real quick that worship was cracking That was some worship that felt amazing. Come on, but Teen Challenge is a faith-based recovery program It's about one year long. It's taking the worst of the worst. Let's be real if you gotta go rehab for a year You got some issues. You got some things to work out. You know what I mean? So it's taking guys that have been there done that ex felons Extra-drug addicts and giving the opportunity to meet Christ. That's the best thing about Teen Challenges We work through different curriculum to learn really about you know Yes, your addiction but most importantly Jesus Christ because he is the one that sets us free. Come on guys Put your hands together for Jesus We're thankful for organizations like this and we will support that So could you please share your personal story? How did you what was the things that you struggled in life? And how did you receive Jesus Christ and then we'll go from there? Definitely. So I struggled with everything under the sun Come on somebody. We all got issues right, but what I struggled with was I'll kind of give you a quick back story When I was about 14 months old my dad died in a drunk driving accident My mom became an addict herself lived under a bridge for several years I was taken away from CPS three different times by the age of five We moved up to Auburn Tacoma Washington area where I'm originally from and we moved in with my aunt my mom's sister and You know, she was gonna get her life, right? And they were gonna help us out well within two weeks my grandpa passed away my dad's dad and my mom was like Well, I'm gonna go back to Oregon. I'm gonna go to the funeral and I'll be back and two weeks later I'd never seen her talk to her again. So I was about 17 years old, but I grew up saying, you know, I'm never gonna do drugs I'm never gonna do this. I'm never gonna do that because I saw what it did to my loved ones It's my family members, but sure enough. I was a sports guy, right? And so my freshman year of high school played varsity football and varsity basketball had a scholarship to go play at Central Washington University and But what comes with that Friday nights house parties things of that nature and having an addictive personality because of my loved ones It was quickly before I was I was full-blown an addiction myself and I lost everything. I had my first go around in high school at that point in time I actually got saved I was looking at a few years in prison and One of the executive directors in Seattle Teen Challenge came and he visited me in Pierce County jail And basically told me about the program and I'm thinking three and a half years in prison one year in Teen Challenge Give me the one year in Teen Challenge. Let's be real and I went to church for the first time ever in my life and that night It was actually the first night. I was in the program and I'm sitting I start crying I'm like, what are you the heck am I crying?   Let's just keep it real, you know what I mean? And so I said I'm trying I sit down I'm trying to hide my face so that way nobody sees me crying right and the pastor's wife comes on stage and she goes Some of you guys are crying and you have no idea why and I'm like, well, that's me You know, I mean like holy cow What's going on here and this lady spoke directly into my life and at that point in time She said, you know the reason you're crying you can't explain right now It's because Christ wants to come into your life You want to have an encounter with you and that day I gave my life to Christ. Oh, how amazing our God is so good That is so amazing, let's go back just for a little bit Would you please share how long were you addicted to drugs and how did it affect your daily life? Yeah, so I was addicted for about three or four years at that point in time and being transparent with you After I got saved I actually started serving in ministry I was doing full-time ministry for about eight years and I had some life experiences happen in and kind of like well I heard the story of Sodom and Gomorrah, right? And they're you know, they're found righteous and they try to set them off to the side and so that way they'd be Okay, but Sarah looked back and when she looked back she turned into a pillar of salt, right? And I kind of had that experience. I was serving God. I was you know found righteous But I found myself starting to look back with envy in my old lifestyle because I was getting burnt out And I was getting frustrated and things that nature so I look back and I started using again And I had relapsed and I used for about a year before I decided. Hey, you know, I need to get focused I need to give my life back to Christ. I tried seeking happiness and business I became vice president of two local businesses was doing really well and mind you I dropped out after my 10th grade year You know what I mean? So I was having opportunities. They were all God-given, but I started thinking it was all me and Turning away from God. And so overall I've used about five years Share about experience your experience coming back. You've been through the program once and how was it for you? Coming back to to the program and kind of like humbling yourself and stuff. What how did you make that like happen? Yeah humbling is huge. Let's keep it real It was extremely humbling that the program that I worked I worked there for two and a half years I was a staff member, you know So coming back and being used to it one way and now it's different and now you're on the other end of it It was very humbling But you know the coolest experience about it was is I realized a lot of flaws that I had even in my leadership And it gave me an opportunity to take a step back Re-evaluate and realize that man God wants to do something radical in my life He has a calling on my life, but these are the things that I need to get right first Here's the character qualities you need to fix addictions just part You know, it's a branch of what you got going on in your life There's root issues at the at the cause and it's helping me find that again Come on. Hallelujah. So amazing That is awesome You know god God is a god of second chances third chances and so on We're so excited to hear, you know, your story and how you came back And I want I just want to point out if you want to receive freedom and you constantly fall never be too too Too too good or too proud to come back to jesus christ, you know It takes take takes a step of humbling yourself And this is when we see god need us and set us free amen And so how long it's been now since you are not using drugs and back with the lord So I uh, it's been about six months since I've been clean um and about five months since I've been back with the lord Wow, that is so awesome. And come on guys. Let's put our hands together for jesus christ Mac we're super excited and happy for you. Would you please share a word of advice to people who might find themselves Addicted to drugs or just constantly going back and forth with that Yeah, first and foremost is hoping jesus christ bottom line. I I don't care what lifestyle you're from what drug you're addicted to There is hope. There is freedom. There is salvation. He breaks every freaking chain that comes across your path. There is power and christ I'm a bottom line and secondly, you know, once we start serving god, we It's easy to get caught up while i'm supposed to be perfect. The truth of the matter is you're not perfect I got humbled real quick and realized that thought I could do it all on my own And you think of shot rock me shot can have been to go and you know And they go into the fire and the hill song has a new song out right now called another in the fire And it's been rocking me. I listen to it every day But it's because even if I even if he doesn't I will still serve him even if he doesn't I'm still gonna get in that fire even if he doesn't I'm still gonna praise god And so my thing to encourage you is if you're going through something whether you just got saved or whether you're saved or not Just realize it man Our god is alive our god as well that he will set you free that he will redeem you So no matter what trials no matter what fires come your path step into that fire and continue to seek god And he's gonna do some miracles. Wow. Come on. Thank you so much. Thank you for watching this content I know this was a blessing to you We would like to ask you to subscribe to our channel and click on the bell on our channel So that each time we upload something you can be notified Don't forget to share this content with your friends and family and on social media We're so thankful to you better is not good enough. The best is yet to come


Actually, I don't want to give too much of an introduction because he'll speak for himself. In other words, let's say whatever he says, just either accept it or think about it, you don't have to take it as a dog or anything like that. There's no dog. And hopefully, you'll get a great message that will help you on your spiritual journey or in your life journey, whatever you want to call it. So, I can say many thanks, but I've been kind of welcome to have David come up now. So, welcome, David. Here we go. So wonderful to be here. We're going to have a nice chat today and talk about love and God. We'll give you some kinds of good stuff. And I'm always honored to come together with David. And I should say to you that I just go everywhere I go to the patients because when you get together with David Joy, it's really what David will tell you. There's no way you can't. There's no way to change. You're not going to try to convert when you're ready. Fossilize all the ideas. It's a very emotional state of awful presence. And it's just a state of acceptance. And recently, this past year, I was in dialysis with somebody and said, oh, the social is perfect. Then why do I go anywhere? And I said, yeah, that's exactly what I heard. Why do I go anywhere? I've got other people in the party. And I said, oh, that's fine. Especially with other countries. And lots of travel has been spent over the last 12 or 15 years. So I'm happy to be back out of Los Angeles. I started out on my first trip when I got a holiday in the spirit of travel. And Los Angeles was one of the stops on the church trip when I came out from California back in 1991. So I'm just kind of traveling with the United States.  All things else at the end led you, you know, look at it a little bit, feel it. All the beautiful things about this, shining in the light, and trusting that every family will be taken care of and that you don't have to plan for how you can take care of yourself. You just have to be there. Am I in? Do I have a mind? Do I listen? No, I don't. We're just kind of natural. Let's see. And so my journey has been one of learning and trust and our voice spirit, or whatever you like to call it, voice within us, small, still voice within. And we're going to be completely dependent on that intuitive voice and transcend the ego or the voice of fear, doubt, conflict, and war that you like to call it. So that's been my journey. And I have to say that with this transformation consciousness just comes all this joy, this bubbling up joy where you feel like you're just carrying along every day because you're just floating along and you really don't have any expectations so you can't really get disappointed because it's all going further and wherever you find yourself or where it shows up it's part of that profession. So you include everything in it. You're not trying to say, oh, that's not me. You're not trying to reject or exclude anyone. You're just like including everyone in it. And it's also about having no control. You find that when your trust is really strong in this voice that you find that no sense of trying to control a word it's really like you're watching a movie and you're just enjoying it. Welcome. And you're enjoying everything that happens just kind of like you're just watching a movie, or I was recently out of California Scott Moray, I've been standing on the end of the Franciscan Recue Center and I was way up there and they kept showing up with my lunch tables like 10, 12, 100 people and then all of that lunch table and now the very end of the last day we went to the minister, 25-year-old who organized things and they said to we're going to Canada and they were still mad and telling us why can't you just be a little closer than having us in the movie. I just cannot have it. So he was right around the place of play so just in total determination of whether it was a final space or two hours before the end of the play so he didn't say, no, probably he was right around the place of play so he said, hey, you're not trying to do too many things or control anything. I think you're just living in control and then everything you do everyone you meet, everybody you go judge your class by choice and we just had a luncheon before we got there and so we were in class and that's not downstream because the whole question was with that and people are thinking, I'll make sure there's one thing you can take and write it from one of these because all I did was figure it out and people talk about safer sites and safer places, safer pools and I was starting to really get the joy of that it's all about and that who you are around and that we nearly touch the who you are and that everything around you just reflects that well and that's really what this away thing was about. Welcome, welcome. So I just show up at least in the kind of thing that I didn't even plan to talk about where I'm just saying I just am in a state of happiness and joy and generally in these kind of situations people just start asking questions about the state of mind about questions about faith and forgiveness how do you get in touch with grievances and how do I know it's questions about the universe and how do I know it's been in different things medical questions I always say medical questions are great questions it's all perfectly orchestrated so don't go back on anything you don't feel like there's anything to do or whatever just let's try that whatever comes to your heart because I also feel like it's not going to be practical it's not we don't need any more ideologies we've got enough ideologies on the planet right now everyone is going for experience and that's really what the religion is it's not a theology what I'm going to talk about is not about a particular book I'm not an advocate of any particular book but yeah when I travel to other countries and this and that I just let the symbols come in the way of the most popular so I'm invited to a country where they don't talk about Jesus that's fine with me I've done the area of this cashier and one man identified himself as part of the agency it's all about great people I've been meeting other people saying well I'm an atheist but I think if they really got it then this man must be part of it so I'm excited and I don't have anything to do with it and we all part of the line any other media we are we are so I don't think you find yourself unable to make distinctions anymore it's not like you stop that and you just find you're capable so I don't know whether it's believers or non-believers between a believer and non-believer or someone who's believing in God or not there was a book that Jesus dictated called where he said this is from Jesus Christ believe in God and unnecessary for God can be but a number in other words the beliefs of the studies and it doesn't matter whether you have a formal believer or not in the end when you learn to forgive and release all the hatred from your mind regardless of what you believe in you have an experience with God and that's what it meant by I am the father of one I am the beautiful creation of God for faith and eternal change so these gatherings go on and on even though I've been doing them for like 13 years every question seems like the first question and I don't have a clear sense of the past so it's only a brand new week and it's like a child like a sense of wonder what culture I go to or what country I'm in smiles and universal language and there's so much that's conveyed just sharing the joy and the presence of God it really doesn't have anything to do with theology and stuff like that so here I am and you can be welcome thank you Jesus I'm the other plenty of followers who work at the microphone there's a video taken who have a sound so if you have questions or comments let me know if you can make a microphone first person no I can make a microphone I can make a microphone there you go was there a point in waiting for other guys was there a point in your line that you made a total commitment to God the time when you can distinguish that you made a big shift and quit trying to to identify with your conceptual self and make a total commitment to proper guidance and to know your God yeah I think the one which just seemed to be around 1991 when I mean I had a little course and was getting all kinds of mystical experiences and everything but the voice was just saying that in order to remain constantly happy I would have to be completely disidentified from everything in this world and completely identify with God and that would be joyful and happy no matter what the situation but that would not identify with person that they knew or any particular group in the end and I guess beautiful lives around that over the years where I was at a bookstore and I said can I see your course of medical books because all worn out and you can bring the gold medal and worn out with and she just took it and it was reminding me that he was something that I could try to apply as a doctor she was gone she was out for no reason she was gone for about a minute and she came back and put it back in my hand and she said so they lived a few minutes and they needed to have it from everything because if you think about your affiliation with anything in this world you are not even a fan you are kind of a group of a royal brother brother and your junior god and this beautiful state of mind being you really are identified with your source and not identified with the things in this world because all defensiveness means that you are kind of some kind of illusion concept that you think had to be defended or protected and in the end what you realize is your true self your spirit and what you call doesn't mean any defense it just is and it is so beautiful when you begin to open up and identify with that because then you lose all the sense of defensiveness so it was around 191 when I first started applying my name in my life I remember early Gary and Florida I was in this small building and everyone was acting there with the little dogs, Spartans and Lou but Gary and Lou there was a normal moment kind of sitting in front of me and as I just began to talk our 15 seconds in the talk we were still in the middle we were acting in the middle and she was still sounding you know here we go again Lou, let's play any intellectual male role you know what I mean but I think we still look at that Gary and Lou and then at the end there was nothing to address or I don't know if it's continued on but the talk because you know it's kind of like this becomes a trail and you're not identified you're not identified because it's like a brain or a male or an intellectual and Lou and I'm a model manager and she doesn't even get to show up Gary and Lou but if you don't look him and me to anything if you don't take anything personally what you find is that everyone is a role and I say everyone is sweet because when you don't have any judgment that's where they're going to be and I'm so alive and sweet because you've got nothing to defend and you're not trying to promote anything or whatever it says so an answer to your question okay I'll push it alright so do you have any statistics how when would it arrive at that place? I have with forgiveness and judgment and criticism and many reasons to go and I go with a lot and I can see that you really achieve them and like all over you you know just being something and so do you have any steps in any how long it goes that way or is it just through constant medication that we can study? Yes I have a I have a a little bit of a question that's answered questions from all over the world and I get a power I say wow how do you choose to have a power like the man in the formal has been there for me and I'm saying the power is through the spirit when God gave you a means to weigh out who you really are God gave everything in other words the spirit was thinking that it was a voice it was the power so when you might go to a woman and pay attention to that it was a voice there was your interest in having this roofing automatically when you turn into that so maybe what you're looking at is that it's listening to that listening even from the shadows because my videos is a time I only get while I can run not on my own or if it looks out of the air because I've been mentioning the dependency there where people get dependent on all the matter of whether we were aantic or how about something by all of you who are testing hemorrhaging in India finding out about it on the right or the right vortex And what the Lord has taught us is that there is no personal place of life in any more special and any other personal place of life that you live in. In fact, the Lord has taught us that Jesus said that the kingdom of heaven is within you. And the Lord said the word of heaven is actually unnecessary. The kingdom of heaven is you. He said in the native language, you are the one and only. And in order to accept that it seems to be prepared is a path of allowing anything in your mind that is at lawful or doubt to come to the surface. So I always say you have to take the little of that repressed, almost repressed unconscious beliefs. So when people ask you about how they do this, and what is the best way to uncover the ego or expose it or get in touch with it and believe it, I think I also, in the two minutes that I just covered, were silence and delusions. Silence, many of you have heard about the wall, quite a few of you, it is still in your mind knowing in a hundred days you are calm then you are honest or whatever. You know it can seem pretty difficult when the chatter doesn't want to stop. And when you go on, sometimes the chatter even gets louder, like it's saying, you know we're not going to do this, and I'm going to stay in my mind. And other day, relationships are very open because everyone's intuition of need is a reflection of what you still believe in your mind. So this is the mirror effect of whoever's in your mind and you have a kind of irritation, a mind-sense, frustration or whatever. That's a real good touchstone or an end to getting in touch with what you believe. And that's why this is an app that includes and uses relationships instead of the old traditional best, you know, go out to the Himalayan and get away from all the legal, all this, you know, seeming issues and conflicts. You might be looking at it the other way around, so you might as well take an answer and give it a little opportunity and use it to develop a state of thinking of what I'm only saying on the civic notion that I have peace of mind. It's telling you that there's certain scenarios that are basically more reasonable. But it's actually, it's the course that is, you know, the only spot on it is where Asian hatred has become a present model. It takes away the form of mind-space that brings it back to that still point in your mind, which is always there to always go to it. And I would say that you don't get involved in a witch hunt that you want to do. Every day was full of ways. You know, you don't get involved in a witch hunt, where you just give a desire to this, but I don't get peace and joy and love and happiness. That's how I find my job. It's big time. And then I think it would have kind of like, I can't contain the glades of me and the glades of moving forward, the comments. They would just move anything in their way out of it. No, all on the tree was a public tree, but it would stick out that tree like a toothache because it's such a giant matter of light, of light, of light ice.  So a lot of times when you really call on a healer, your life would seem to get worse, experimentally, before it needs to get better. We'll get better with that, you know. Right now she's just saying, you know, between the mind and the theory of mind and all the previous, like, cleaning and trimming, and everything's good. Because of the water and the soap then, and the soap and everything, I straightened the silence and she said, the water gets a lot dirtier before you climb your head with a rinse and clean the hand with a spark of clean. So, as she mentioned, you can hear it in your mother-in-law's journey that when you call on God, it seems to get intense, being more clean than before. I don't think that you're doing something wrong. Just know that the ego is getting crushed up by the tidespace and it's got a good way of doing it.