My name is Hameen Edwards. I'm the founder of the Boston Inner City Youth Tennis Program. The program is designed to help children in the community learn how to play the game of tennis with learning the fundamental skills and also expose them to tournaments within their region, their USDA New England region. I believe that gives them an opportunity to see why they practice and where they level up to other kids within their age groups. This is the Boston Inner City Youth Tennis Program. We're going to be working on some drills right now. Please feel free. Come on in. Okay, break is over. Break is over. I want everybody on the baseline. We're going to do some easy drills and then we'll get a little bit harder as we go. For those that were out on the injured list, take your time. Put in your full effort, but take your time. I first discovered playing tennis when I was living in the island of Montserrat. There's a gentleman that Mr. Arthurton that took me to the beach. They had tennis courts at the beach and he exposed me to playing with him. From there, my family moved back to Boston, the Boston area. I was playing soccer when I was in Montserrat, but I wanted to play soccer when I came back to Boston. The Sportsman Tennis Club advertised that they had a little soccer program that they would play in the afternoons or early mornings, which sparked my parents' interest to sign me up to sportsmen. From going to sportsmen, I picked up the game of tennis, of course. I played for them for many years until I went to graduate from high school. The training was very rigorous. They made sure you learned. They made sure you got in shape. The reward was being able to see all of the work that you put in actually come to fruition.  It just made you think about yourself on the court and the time you had on the court. It was just a way to just take your mind away from everything. Nice and easy. Swing right through it. Step it on up. Come on, let's go. Step on up. You can do open stands, but you can also close it up at will. Come on, keep it going. You know what I like?  I got exposed to teaching for the community at an early age from the founder that taught me at Sportsman's, Jim Smith's son, Les Smith. He worked for Boston Park and Recreation with Barbara Hamilton at 10-10 Mass Ave. They offered me a position as a supervisor to run a program for the city, which was called Boston Park and Recreation. They told me to get a friend of mine and have him join me to teach throughout the day. I got a good friend of mine, Mr. Starte Brown. They gave us a company car, balls, Gatorade, banner, and rackets. We went to different parts of the community and taught the game of tennis, introduced the game of tennis. I did that for about three years, even on to when I was in college. I would come back up in the summertime and teach. I loved the freedom, the responsibility, the growth that I seen that the kids were having. One thing that got my attention was it was just an introduction. It wasn't a continuation. It was just an introduction to the game of tennis. I felt that I had a lot to offer and I felt that if I could be able to train students and take them on the road and give them that all-around effect, then it would be great for the community. That was one of the reasons why I started the program and it just so happened that we are here today. Boom, shuffle over, come back, get there, hit your shot, shuffle over. You're running to the ball, running to the ball, stepping in, hit your shot, shuffle over, get back in the line. You're going to get two, then next person. Two, next person. Everybody that's waiting, don't wait on the wall. Be ready. It's going to be back-hands. We're working on back-hands for this one. Ready, Aquila? Let's go. Run over, shuffle over, no, you went the wrong way. It's okay, shuffle, no, shuffle in front so you know what you're doing. Run over again. That means you need to, no, shuffle around. I want you to do it right the next time. Ready? Come on. Shuffle around, shuffle around, dig deep into the court. Nice, next person up. Shuffle around, shuffle around, dig deep into the court. Nice, come on, next person up. Out the way Imani, as quickly as possible. Again, start again. Come on, you got to watch the ball. Come on, come on. Let's go. Get there, dig deep into the court.  Next person. I believe tennis helps build confidence. It's a sport where you're independent, you're out there on your own and you have to figure out the strategy of what it takes for you to win a match or how to act when you lose a match. I mean that's just as important as winning too and you're on your own. All you can remember is the coaching, the practice and how you feel out on the court. So I believe tennis brings a sense of independence, confidence. And when a child, what I realize is when children see that they're well on the court, I believe it helps them in the classroom, the mistakes that we make as individuals growing up. You want to try and make corrections as you grow. And there's some roads that I believe I went down that probably wasn't the best roads. But I always came back to tennis. Tennis was that vehicle that helped me to keep moving forward. So I reached a point in my life where I realized that it was probably best me give my attention to the younger generation versus trying for myself to reach higher and higher heights in the game of tennis for myself. So I got satisfaction when I worked for Boston Park and Recreation. I got satisfaction when I exposed students to tournaments and they come back with the trophies. I felt that that was rewarding for me and I felt if I could make children in the community experience some of what I was able to experience growing up in the game of tennis, it would be tremendous. So I'm just thankful to be able to do the work that I'm doing. It's tough when you don't have funding. But I guess the love for the game and the love for the work that you do helps you to see beyond what you don't have and focus on the talents and the skills that are being developed. My name is Hamine Edwards. I'm the founder of the Boston Intercity Youth Tennis Program. You can find us online at www.bicytp.com which stands for Boston Intercity Youth Tennis Program. Feel free to give us a call, reach out, drop in, see some of our practices that our students are doing and look forward to hearing from you.


What's up everybody takedown here welcome back to the channel today. It's another hockey card video And I'm going to be opening up two more packs of pristine goalie cards There is about 11 cards per pack And in each pack you will get at least one jersey card or one auto card So it's win-win for me because I collect the goalie cards And I do like to get to jersey cards and auto cards So let's just open this up and see what we get So the first pack here I will say if I mispronounce any names because I know I'm very terrible and since this isn't all new players some of them I'm unfamiliar with So if I mispronounce any names, just let me know down in the comments It does help me out for future videos in case it come across them again But let's just get right into it. So this one here first up is josh harding That is a panini card. It does look pretty cool. I do like that I don't think I have any that look like that. It's pretty interesting Next up is Greg Numenco Mike Vernon That one does look pretty cool. I do like that one Darren Pupa Probably mispronounced that one a rookie update for Jose Theodore Might have mispronounced that one I do apologize Tom Barrasso I'm glad I didn't pronounce it the way I thought I'm going to leave this one for the end because that is my special card Felix Potvin Roman Terec On nice Patrick Wa If you guys seen my last Surprise packs and my other pristine hockey card videos. I keep finding Patrick Wa I do like getting these cards because I have a small little collection I'm not sure exactly what this is from. Oh 1991 upper decks. So that is pretty one for my collection and Jonathan Bernier Which is another goalie I keep finding all the time and I actually have the same exact card So it is a double but it is pretty nice to get the cards you collect And it is a rookie auto for john moose Pretty cool one What year is this 2011? So a 2011 auto not too bad you guys seen in the last video that I did these hockey card goalie packs That I did get some pretty neat stuff in it. So I'm going to open up the second pack here That one is a nice card for my collection. It does look It looks pretty cool So second pack Let's make sure they're all turned the right way Because they usually tend to be mixed up. Okay, so first card Dominic Uh hasek Jim weights I'm pretty sure I mispronounced that one. Let me know um Tim shove it ale Kirk mclean McLean sorry Don't even know what I said Michael tell this I believe the queue is silent. Let me know. I'm not familiar with that This one is an amazing one. So I'm going to leave that for me. I'm not I'm surprised. I got that one uh chris mason I'm really excited now. I have this card as well in my collection Carrie, uh I always mispronounced his last name. I apologize. I'm not I don't watch him often So I don't really see it but it is a really nice card andy moog Uh rookie updates for Anteer I can't see his last name Uh nitty nitty makey I'm sorry. I barely can see that and pekka rinne So I do like this one too another panini one So pretty much the same cards just different players. That's pretty cool and the special one, which I'm really I'm surprised I got this I didn't I wouldn't have even thought that's something this cool would be in it Uh, but it is a henry linguist Uh, what year is this 1415 sp game used? jersey card That one has to be my best jersey card out of everything I have right now I do have a couple autos I do have a couple other jersey cards for goalies that I'd managed to pick up and I got in other packs before But nothing as cool as this one. This is the best jersey card that I have in my collection I know it's just a white swatch, but That is amazing for me. I've never pulled something of a really Basically of a top goalie in such a good condition. So this is my best card. I pulled out of this pack So I did pull some stuff. You guys know I collect Goalie cards to begin with so this is a nice addition to my collection. That's why I like ordering from uh pristine because I can get Exactly what I want. I can get the Canadian team. I want I collect auto ascenders So I can choose auto ascenders and they send me packs of that or in this case goalie packs. So Amazing additions to my collection. I got a patrick. Wah. I did get an auto card I'm not familiar with the player, but I got an auto card and I got an amazing Jersey card. So I do recommend checking out pristine if you guys have not already done so Uh, I probably will I'll try to leave a link in the description below but I think they're pretty good even though they're repacks you do once in a while find good cards like this one here I'm amazed that I even that it was even in the pack to begin with that They would even put this in something like that just because I don't know to me. That's an amazing card Maybe not everybody will agree with me, but I am going to leave this video here I do I do have more hockey card videos I'm going to be opening up soon like these ones here and more surprise packs from pristine So I will see you guys in the next hockey card video. Please take care. Peace


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He's hot right now Yeah, he's going up. He's going up a lot of people Ain't gonna lie. I gotta tell the truth. So a lot of people like man. He liked the new Cryptmack or something. Yeah, I'm just telling you what they were saying No, I heard I've heard that like that too, but you can't you can't compare the homies to anybody You can't compare Cryptmack to anybody too bro doing this thing And I feel like when somebody comes along with a lot of energy. Yeah They're not used to that bro is very blunt. He say what you know I'm saying whatever come top of his head He's saying that's what the his infectious energy. That's what makes him real. Yeah, man But what you do you was always like this always like this. Yeah, they got videos me I don't know whether how they find all these videos in YouTube. They got a game Yeah, I can't get I was trying to keep up today new video every 20 minutes They got my fights from high school out of me got them They got it and they got videos of me when I was younger and they'd be like man He always been like that. I just always had ADHD and being while and now just been lefty I can't get right now, but it's gotta be crazy like people walking up to you now and they see you everywhere I was like, how's that? How are you dealing with that? Now? I just walk out and I just You know play game when I go smoke a cigarette on the corner of LA and at least three pictures You know I'm saying everybody beefy no horn. I'm a laughter.  Oh, yeah That's my little girl right there or d-baby and uh, and uh, Mexican OT. Yeah, I talk to them I gotta go out there and go get it in one time. So so with the song Yeah, make some tea hard. Yeah, you know, I do you know, that's what you meant When I first met a Houston, he real soft baby, huh? He's just like real soft. Yeah, yeah, yeah, boy hunting with bootleg care They told me is it okay we take lefty or bore hunting the helicopter with with the straps Don't trust me up there out man.  What's changed? What's the biggest change when you came home that you see all the girls had different babies That I'm more babies on he ain't lying. Yeah, my mentality just to like when I was I grew up in there I learned how to shave in there. I learned everything in there when prison But uh, just I came home and just just the way I acting the way I see people body language and just you know Just firm contact and just the way you talk to people and just the way I see and I know how to have Conversation with older people younger people and have more Respecting gratitude towards life and uh, but now since I'm getting famous and I'm getting all this money And and I'm getting the finer things in life.     I'll never leave.  They'll always the hood runs deep We are in that her she runs deep though. Like they could always it's always gonna be around forever I'm from the hood for life. I love my hood around from you. I'm saying that that's my body It's all over my face, but I don't want to go back to the hood fuck that like I like nice You know Wow, what did you think when you came out seeing all these the podcast the bloggers all this stuff going on When it comes to the media, I see I see Everybody's making the money out of it and everybody's eating on it So like everybody has the the promotion is getting their money the media is getting their money the camera guys getting their money The video hyenas are getting their money the rappers getting his money the manager the money's in the music and rapping media Once you get lost into like the LA rap scene like with the blacks and like the Mexicans Like it's a trip and people get lost into it and it's just like that's what we do out here Wow, I gotta go back into the prison like nine years in prison. What was the biggest ride that you was in? What was the craziest thing? Come on now, you know, we're crazy. Yeah, I don't want to speak too much on that But yeah, I participated in a couple of them. You know what I'm saying? I did an indicted interview and I spoke on my prison Experiences, yeah, but yeah, I've been I participated in a couple of them. You know I'm saying that's all I got Yeah It's just it's just something that's cool. You you could ask you could ask me But LA man shit different out here like the homies, you know scene, but yeah, I'll be I'll be I've been in them I don't know all my tattoos all my tats.  That's it. Did we did they ever lock you out down? Yeah, yeah, but they feed you don't lock you down for two weeks now. Okay, cuz I ain't been now I'm talking early 90s early 90s.


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Supposed to be my hill. I am Yes, baby. I'm in here It's we gonna be talking to stuff ourselves. So y'all could be here when we talk about That's my channel today's video as you can see it's gonna be the intro to another weekly vlog or the beginning of another We can vlog if you're new here. Hey girl. My name is Keir Jenae. Don't forget to subscribe and join the family before you leave It's 1250 1254 right now today is Tuesday, February 20th, 1254. I just woke up about Maybe like 11 o'clock or so. I do have to work today and tomorrow So I have a lot of stuff to do today before I go to work in about six hours five hours I am supposed to be launching launching this here that you see in my head This is my version here It is going to be obviously tremendously more affordable than right here because right here is expensive So I have to charge, you know the price charge this one The bundles will be starting at like $50 from like a teenage all the way up or whatever I do I think I plan on selling all inches of hair because you know some people do like shorter hair, you know Just whatever so I'm gonna put it on there, but um Yeah, so I have to basically Completely add this to my website before tomorrow like I said I do work today So that it may be a struggle But it shouldn't be too hard because I kind of got my pricing and everything already together It's just I have to just go in and manually type in every single thing and that's what's going to be a lot I do actually need to ship out a Order today. I do have the ship of they want stuff already printed out. So she ordered my straight Raw hair This is the straight raw Vietnamese. So this is what I have on hand She ordered three three bundles. So then that will leave these two I do have one closure available and then three bundles of the raw wavy and Yeah, I'm gonna go ahead and ship her stuff out I did it ship it yesterday because yesterday was a holiday So I believe they wasn't open because I know if the banks not opening post office Probably not gonna be open either I do need to feed prints really quickly and then once I feed him I'm gonna go ahead and run to the post office So that I can get that out the way and then when I come back I will be actually sitting at my computer and stuff and trying to figure out, you know What am I basically still for my brand to launch this stuff tomorrow with this hair? I did not Promoted it all besides me just wearing it and tagging it and saying that it's gonna drop on the 20 21st I do have this video of me unpackaging the hair that I plan on editing today and either posting today or tomorrow to actually Promote and say that you know, it's available I don't have anything on hand So this will not be something that like if you're local you can order and then get it same day It'll take about three days to get to me I did actually find an in-state vendor or she has a warehouse here or whatever. So that's amazing So instead of waiting up to like two weeks 14 days for some hair I only got to wait about three days. So that'd be really really really nice And I do actually plan on doing a big kind of wholesale order as well So I'll probably have a little bit on hand, but yeah, that's kind of what's going on right now I'm about to go ahead and feed him as well as I have not eaten anything at all I kind of want to cook what I call my famous meal so that I can have something to eat for today and tomorrow when I go to work Because I really don't have anything else. I probably cook me like a homemade burger and french fries or something, but We'll see. This is you know farmers dog Not sponsoring anything. He is really liking it like I keep saying this is actually the turkey flavor So I'm gonna go ahead and feed him this and I'm gonna package up this order And then we're gonna go to the post office as well as I'm gonna go to my boyfriend's house this weekend So we do have a sponsor actually for today's video and they did send me over this bit And I'm actually going to give it to my boyfriend to kind of redo his room and stuff especially because he's moving It just fits his whole Aesthetic like my boyfriend love lights in his house room What have you like he got the led lights the puck lights the any type of light he got baby So this bit is really cool I cannot wait to go there Thursday and put this together and show you guys and I'm just ready to set it up and see how it looks He did want a type of like not really smaller bit But smaller bit because the bit that he has now is it takes up a lot of room just simply because of the What is it just the way it's made like it's like a really big frame like yeah, it's a really huge bed frame So I'm I am excited to actually put this new bed up. So yeah, we're gonna be doing that. I'm not going to be vlogging um tomorrow because I probably be sleep all day and today I vlog a little bit until I go to work and I'll probably pick back up the camera on Friday, but I wanted to introduce the vlog which you guys know what we're doing Um, I didn't do anything sunday and monday. I basically sit at my computer and edit it all day And I did kind of revamp my guest room Which you guys should have saw that video on this past thursday so That's that let's get to packing this order really quickly. Um, she ordered a 20 and 222 inches of straight raw vietnamese here um I've been hooked like literally like I said the past two days I've basically just been editing and like just doing content stuff and you know, just all that type of stuff so I've also been stuck on the y'all been seeing the risa tisa. I think it's how you say her name Girl, I've been hooked. I watched all 50 parts It's funny because some of y'all that follow me on tiktok y'all been seeing me in the comments And one girl was like not you in here too. Like yes, baby. I've been there. Um, I started watching I think the day after valentine's day Um, literally got my co-workers on and everything like that is so crazy. Um, and it just kept being you know It just kept me thrown, you know thrown for loop so I really hope that it becomes some type of like movie or she write a book or something And that we can actually maybe hear some of the audio recordings like obviously once you get a check and get paid for it um But yeah girl that that was crazy like I literally watched it in a span of like seven hours I started watching it at 4 a.m. When I was at work Listen to it until about 8 o'clock 8 30 in the morning went to sleep woke up at like one Well woke up at like Yeah, woke up at like one and then finished it within like about like 2 30. So girl It's so good And I was just watching well, let me think of this because I'm watching the live right now The recorded live and people are asking questions that she literally already answered like did y'all not watch the whole videos?   Like I understand her saying like so this doesn't happen to other women But like literally this man is crazy like if you if she listens to what has been happening I don't know. That's just crazy girl. So a little brand talk. I am actually about to Really get back into my brand like I feel like would be Weekly vlogging is kind of just taking over if that makes sense And I don't want that to happen like every day. I'm trying to be like but I'm trying to focus on like, okay What am I, you know, I gotta pick up the camera like just you know every day every day stuff I still have to pick up, you know the camera for and it's like, you know, if I don't record it And I won't have anything, you know any footage for this weekly vlog So that's really the problem and I'm trying to figure out Balance as well. I know I talked about that in my q&a like trying to find balance and stuff And I do a pretty good job at it. It's just I've never Weekly vlogged before so that this is a very different situation for me And I just I just don't know, you know, like how to feel I'm trying my absolute hardest to um Figure it out and y'all know I try to post sunday and thursday so sunday Y'all know you're going to get a weekly vlog. Maybe it may be monday here and there but thursday I'm trying to figure out what video To basically post like I did miss I think I missed two thursdays within the past like month month and a half Or like three thursdays So it's kind of like I don't want my channel to just turn into weekly vlogging Like I still want thursdays to be some type of other, you know related content type of vlog or something like that So I am about to try to start back my entrepreneur series vlogs like all of that. I still get a lot of questions about that So I am trying to start that back up Um, just trying to find balance. So maybe this week if I do have time I'll probably start planning out stuff. I may keep that for next week to like I do plan on doing like a full sunday reset So since I'm about to be at work for these two days and I'm going to go to my boyfriend house for two days When I come back, I'll just have to reset everything. So we're going to go like shopping budgeting planning Right now, uh, my content's like just all of that jazz. Like I said, I am launching tomorrow Um with this hair. So I just I just need a few days to just focus on my brand And I do need to order more inventory like I'm almost out of my thank you cards my I need you to move I'm almost out of my thank you cards because I only have three of these left and Since I'm about to start selling Virgin hair as well I need to tweak these a little bit because they say thank you for becoming, you know, raw baby, whatever like that Um, obviously I'm going to be having virgin hair as well So I need to tweak these a little bit and the hair care tips So that's like I just need like two full days just to focus on the brand in March I do have 15 days off coming up. So I am going to utilize All right, I have to kick him out because I cannot think why he's doing that Um, I do have 15 days off coming up in March and I am going to try to utilize those Um, for sure seven of those days I'm going to map out each day and wake up and clock basically treat it like a job Clock in at like 9 a.m Then clock out at five and then just let it be don't do any more content and just have my day Um, because that's the only way, you know, this is gonna work So out of those seven days, I do plan on two of those days being specifically just for my brand and then the other days I'm going to use for Creating content like it'll be youtube stuff. It'll be tick tock instagram like all of that and I really am going to Um dictate everything by the hour like this hour needs to do this this this and this so I am trying to create A strategy. I'm trying to create structure discipline consistency Um, so next month in march, which is, you know, about a week or so away Um, I'm very excited for because I just know the consistency that I have and what I can do That's with the gym content business everything as well as um I just lost my train of thought It was something else about the same I don't know girl, but I'm just I'm just trying to do overall Better at this so when I package this I did post the here and then I'm about to post the Me just packaging it as well I know what I was trying to say it was something about consistency and I was just looking at my tick tock my tick tock I was at like 3,100 Um followers now I'm at 3,500 and I've just kind of been slightly consistent for Since gene we're open to naff and we're 20th and I just been posting like maybe like once or twice Um, maybe like once a week honestly and even that is getting me, you know, some good followers and stuff So I am trying to grow my tick tock why I keep saying I'm trying to get to 10,000 followers So if you would like to go follow me, even if you're out there follow me But um, just trying to get to 10k really so that I can link all of my like content in one little folder Like I'll probably put on the screen what I'm talking about if you go so if you go to somebody page They'll have like basically like the who the enter died Mary She has a little tag up there with all her parts like you can see, you know All the videos that's related to that certain topic if that makes sense like the categories So that is what I'm looking for right everything in here while I'm talking right in my mouth Got to put her package with me here. Um, but yeah I um I've been gaining followers and it's like I really want to be consistent because tick tock I feel like it is so easy to grow on tick tock. You just gotta post like anybody about to follow you And you got two videos on there from you know, 2021 and 2022 like what we following you for like, yeah Your video nice, but it's like we want to see more of that. So that's what I'm trying to do with tick tock if that makes sense So let's get back from Chick-fil-A ship out the order. Um, it is 218. So I think what I'm going to do is just probably Chill before work because like I said, I already already started The um What is it? Mapping out the prices and stuff like that all I got to do is just add pictures to my website and then just plug in the You know prices of stuff. Hopefully my night is not bad tonight and I'm able to actually do some stuff Um, so I'm just going to eat and kind of just relax to work because I am A little bit tired still and I do need to answer respond back to emails and send stuff To companies, you know, just just content behind the scenes email and stuff like that Um, and I do need to slightly kind of clean up my apartment because yeah, it's a little mess Hey, y'all it's thursday. Maybe we're 22nd 3 36 in the afternoon. I just posted a blog Don't mind me. I look a mess. Literally just woke up. Watch my face. Watch my teeth. Do all of that Um because I have to take well because I had to post this video and I worked last night So I got off at seven this morning. So right now what I'm doing is Like I said, I just posted my youtube video. Go check it out right here. Um Yeah, I'm on my laptop right now as you can see and I'm basically writing scripts for my voiceovers I had saw if y'all watch Raven Elise, which I know most of y'all should but Raven Elise her friend Dacia. She has the twin But Dacia she had said that she started seeing growth and stuff like that with her tics or whatever When she started to kind of like write out a script per se um, so not necessarily i'm just like Writing out a whole freaking like story dialogue But me I talk fast and I tend to really when I start talking about something I will be thinking about 10 other things in my head So me trying to hear up and talk about each little clip. It just messes me up So I kind of either write down like a little meaning like obviously I guess a little mini script And then just like little bitty pinpoints that I know I want to hit So with recording the voiceovers, I do use a mic this mic is from one more like 29 30 dollars Um, I was watching who was it all of destiny. She was showing that basically instead of her How can I say this? She basically breaks her voice over into clips. So instead of me talking so this video right now Is a total I'll show y'all it's a total of 19 seconds instead of talking for 19 straight seconds You know, she'll like cut it up into pieces and I used to try to like talk the whole like 1920 30 seconds And I'm like girl, that's not realistic. So I've been kind of writing down little mini scripts right now I am dropping my virgin hair collection today. So go shop. I do have three bottle deals and stuff like this Then here I got it right now. Um, I didn't my hair. So yeah, but y'all know how to hear it But yeah, so I'm basically writing down a little a little script. I just did this one I'll show you guys this one. All right. This is the one that I just completed if you follow me On tiktok on my business page there. You'll see this, but this is the one I just made Okay, touchdown, and I wanted to show you guys the new addition to ajb beauty collection today is the official Drop of our virgin hair collection. I've had a few customers ask for hd lace wig 613 and more Although my raw vietnamese vendor does offer 613. She doesn't offer the other two things I wanted to have a more affordable option for my babes and kind of feeling low with virgin hair all over again Because it is honestly easier to take care of and we're out here just being completely honest I absolutely love this hair. I've been testing it out for over a month now And I cannot wait for new girlies to try this out. I do have three bottle deals on the site So go check it out ajb beauty collection.com Okay, period and this video is 34 seconds. So I I only recorded Two clips for the 34 seconds. So like I talked for the first half of the video and then I cut it And then I talked for the last half of the video. So this one is 19 seconds Um, I'm kind of just about to try to write my script I may be able to talk straight for 19 seconds 19 seconds with this one if I don't mess up But I may cut this into two as well So I'm just going to write my little script real quick and then I'll come back and talk on here with the voice over Okay, so I wrote a script I don't know how long it's going to take me to say all of this So I'm just going to go ahead and record. I'm going to try to record it in the full 19 seconds And then I may try to split it up and see but I'm just going to talk and see how um How long this little script that I wrote is going to take Pat touchdown and I wanted to show you guys how I tag our new virgin hair collection I do offer my personal package. Okay. See already messed up already messed I just talked so fast y'all y'all know that y'all know that y'all know that And get it from my mom Pat touchdown and I wanted to show you guys how I tag our new virgin hair collection I do offer my personal package and vendor on my site if you are interested these came out absolutely stunning Shout out to my vendor. Okay period. They do go on and come off very easily Do not forget to shop hvbdcollection.com to check this out and to get the package of vendor if you are interested Okay, yeah, I just made up the last part on the fly baby. I don't even know what I'm talking about So let's start from the beginning and see what it sound like Pat touchdown. Okay real loud. I don't know why I've been saying it so loud.  Come on. Let me get it together. Okay, so I'm done with the business talk right now I'm about to try to hear I think it's done because I am supposed to be going to my boyfriend house um Today and I would like to get there Before it gets dark because I got to draw prints off at my at his grandparents house So yeah, I got a lot to do. I'll catch back with y'all up when I'm actually I'll catch you back up with y'all when I'm actually Got myself together in action All right, so as you guys can see I told y'all's gonna pick up the camera later in the day The ring light is killing me right now Um, but yeah, don't mind the hair. You know, I didn't do my hair today I am at Bay house. We're about to put together the new bed for him a little room transformation if you will He's back there opening up again. I'll probably pop on the screen Yes voiceover care probably gonna talk because we're gonna try to hear and get this done As well as we're gonna be talking to stuff ourselves. So y'all could be here when we talk about We supposed to be my hill I am All right, mama the truth y'all didn't see it here charging It says at the top right there. All right there I'm excited So a little bit about the bed. We did order the queen sized bed This comes with the full headboard. It's very sturdy and durable No box spring isn't needed unless you just want to sit a little bit higher This is basically like the rustic wood and steel gray. I absolutely love it These are the little bitty cubbies that go at the end of the bed You can literally store anything in them. He actually stored like some extra blankets But you can do clothes shoes whatever you want It does come with the charger port at the top you guys saw that I absolutely love it because girl We'll put both of our phones up there. You can put an alarm clock. We had our phones there last night It was charging. I put my glasses up there like this extra added storage space is amazing I absolutely love it. He is really enjoying it as well. He likes that it's not too big But it's not obviously too small either It's just the right amount of space and you also have some storage under the bed as well Besides these little pullout drawers. You can also put in other stuff So thank you so much for sponsoring this portion of the video Don't forget to check down below in the description box and hey, I'll update steel here at bay house It is a friday 757 in the afternoon or in the evening. I just cooked us burgers and oh Got me a sprite Just cooked us burgers and homemade potato wedges This is a half a burger because only had three burgers left So I cut half of it so we both got a burger to have each and then potato wedges I am vlogging I'm about to watch me something real quick so I can eat turn on something and then I'll leave tomorrow. I'm gonna leave tomorrow morning I'm up and cleaned up his kitchen and all of that, you know women. We just can't help ourselves at least me So I always just clean up when I'm you know Most times when I'm over here or feel like it. So yeah, about to eat chill He got to go to work tonight. So he's gonna leave me at about 10 30 ish So I'm going to take me some melatonin and I'm going to sleep because if I don't take the melatonin I'm not going to be able to sleep while you're not here So yeah, just want to check in for friday because obviously I'm not going to be vlogging today The bed felt amazing. It was really really nice. Um, I absolutely love it It's it's really cool. Like I'd be putting my phone at the top of it And you can charge your phone like it's it's just all around 10 out of 10 Definitely recommend links and everything will be down in the description box below. I'm about to turn me on a show And yeah, I'll talk to y'all tomorrow when I get back to my house I got a lot of packages from amazon as well who I got a lot of packages from amazon as well And I cannot wait to get home and open them. Um Yeah, we'll talk about tomorrow Yeah, I just got back home from the house um I went to my Amazon dingy amazon whole thing and got my packages. So one package right here, then I got another package right here Then bettix literally delivered this package right here Only they delivered it exactly to my door because it was too mean I saw my ring doorbell It was too mean So why didn't they do that the last time? The last four times. So I'm gonna go ahead and open up These packages, I'm still waiting on four more items to get here. Um, it says it's going to arrive by 9 p.m We're going to see normally when it say arrive by 9 It arrives the next day.  This is what I bought for my desk Is a two pack They're called cord organizers I got five slots in a three slot. So it comes in a pack of two. They're like silicone Seems really sturdy and I'm just going to stick this to my office desk and use these to keep my cords in place It was like five dollars This is oh, okay. Okay. Okay. Okay. This is my picture light You guys already know what that's for And then this is a trunk organizer So when I go back downstairs, I didn't go pick up Prince today. He's still at his grandparent's house I told my mama. I'll go get him tomorrow. Um Just because I have to edit the vlog that y'all watching right now I got to spend all day editing this it is only 12 47 But I really want to my laptop with me down there. So I can already get a jump start on editing But it's cool. It kind of gave me a break. This is everything will be linked in my amazon storefront anything from amazon I always check my storefront and a lot of y'all was asking where stuff was from in my last video My um bedroom transformation always check my amazon storefront because nine times out of 10 It's gonna be from amazon girl and this one I got this one because it was under like 15 20 dollars It wasn't too big because I don't want anything to just take up my entire trunk. But I do like to keep a um I keep a blanket in my trunk. I used to keep a bottle of water I keep my cleaning like car cleaning supplies I keep umbrellas like just all of that type of stuff and I wanted to be in one compartment So right now it's kind of just all over my car So I decided to get a trunk organizer and it looked like you got some yeah Got some pockets here on the side It got two pockets in the front And I specifically wanted this one because if I don't need all of this space in the car You can literally close it like this and make it to be like one little bitty Cubby and I really like that because I'm like, you know, sometimes I may not need This big old thing all the way open. Maybe I just need something like this So I got this for that reason can't wait to put this in my car I am actually looking to get my car detailed. Um, I got my car. My car is a 2022 Kia K5 And I got my car in 21 and I have not Got my car detailed like ever I usually always clean it out and vacuum it, you know, go through the car wash My dad washed my car. My dad. It's actually a detailer Like a professional detailer, but I have not got my car details. So I actually want to get my car detailed, you know Put on my little new stuff in here and maybe refresh my car. All right, so somebody had commented on my Last living-along weekly vlog that I should get a light to go Above that and then that'll be Chef's kiss. I think is what she said or like the perfect addition to it. I had already planned to do that I just had to order it. So this is the one I got. It'll be linked down below my storefront I got a 13 inch. I didn't know if I needed 13 inch or if I needed What was the other one 20 inch? But somebody had a similar picture size like mine And I decided just to go ahead and get the 13 inch obviously because it was cheaper as well So I'm gonna plug this up. It does say this needs to be charged the comments Well, the reviews are mixed reviews like some people say It doesn't stay charged well Some people say I'm like if you don't leave it on all day like I'm not gonna leave my on during the day Like that's pointless. Um, I'm gonna turn it on at night every once in a while just for like, you know The vibes and I'll be on so other than that, you know, I'm not really gonna use it. So that's why I feel like it'll be okay for me How does this go I'm pretty sure this goes oh, I think this may be magnetic girl Yeah So literally you just pop it on and pop it off. I guess obviously because you got to recharge it So it goes like this on the wall and it's gonna hang down. That is super cute I like that So I'm gonna go ahead and let it just charge up. I don't know if it comes charged or if it doesn't come charged I want to go ahead and charge it and then we're gonna unbox my new computer chair Super excited because girl I'm about to start using this chair right now because like I said, I got to eat it all day So I plugged it up over here at my bar and it is definitely dead because it's showing red I assume obviously it's our green when it's charged. So we're going to leave that there unbox my computer chair You know, we don't ever really read directions, but I guess we'll read the directions to see what it's talking about real quick Because who actually reads these? All right, I know how to drill that in the hall turn on light off on the White warm in natural light color temperature switch reduce increase adjust the brightness of 15 30 60 and 120 So I'm always going to put mine on a timer. That's also what someone had recommended in their, um Review obviously people that were saying it was going dead probably left it on all day and all night So, um at night, I'll probably do like 30 minutes to about an hour depending on And then you know, it'll just automatically turn itself off. So this is it super cute I'm going to keep this in the living room because this has absolutely no comfort like it was soft at first for like A few weeks now. It's just horrible. Oh, yes, this feels so much better already So I can lay back and the arms move with it And then I can pull this out Yes, yes, yes I can't scoot it all the way under simply because This actual desk has a little like keyboard attachment there I can definitely take that off But I do like to use that little keyboard attachment for Extra storage, but we'll see if this starts to get on my nerves or not Um, since I can't actually scoot it all the way under So, um, yeah, I'm still trying to figure out how exactly I want my office to actually be So I did get on Pinterest this morning. Don't mind my hair. I gotta take down my sewing today. Um But I did get on Pinterest to try to see how it wants my office to look And honestly, it's kind of hard because like this is a moat tile office So it's like I can't really just lay it out how I would want to if I didn't have all this extra stuff in here Like if it wasn't like housing inventory vanity all of that Then my desk would still be in the middle of the room and then that just be that But I don't know I'm probably going to be rearranging this room again After like cleaning it up and stuff because somebody had mentioned to put the chair facing the wall Like the chair against the wall and then have the desk facing that way. I thought about that, but honestly With this one, I won't be able to do that. Um That's why I didn't put it towards the wall because my new chair I know I'm going to be able to lay all the way back probably my legs up stuff like that So honestly, I may I don't know like I said, I'm going to be switching stuff around Y'all will see the finished product, but I am super heavy with this chair. It already feels amazing. So Editing today would definitely be a lot easier on my back And my freaking arms because this has no arm rest. It's it has cushion, but it's a hard cushion and it's just I don't know. It just sits so low to the ground. It's just not comfortable So this one I am going to keep for now and I'm going to use this as my vanity chair So I'm going to keep that over there to do my makeup in my vanity Um, this chair is a step up from this little stool because I used to sit in this and do my makeup and hair review So I will be sitting this from now on. So yeah, I'm just trying to figure it out Like I said, I didn't want wallpaper But depending on how I switch my room around I may end up. I don't know. Yeah, I don't know We got figured out I am waiting on another package that I wanted to open up and put up with you guys It's some pillowcases and a whole bunch of other stuff, but it's not here yet And I honestly don't know when it's going to be here. I do have these little Stickies to put on my um desk. So I'm going to use the one How many cords don't normally have I have I think I'm just going to go ahead and use the one with the five Slots on here because I be having my charger my laptop charger My ipad charging the mic. So yeah, I'm probably just going to put this one up I'm not going to stick it just yet simply because like I said I'm not sure how my office set up and I want to make sure that I stick this in a place that I You know could keep up with it. I was thinking of maybe sticking this under the desk. So like you can't really See the cords, but I don't know. We'll see I mean, I got it in black so they can match the aesthetics, you know But yeah, I'm liking it. It's really cute. My desk is a mess. So it's not giving the full effect But um, yeah, share tonight at 10 if we recommend you'll be linked down to response below And yeah, it's coming together really nicely


Hello everyone, welcome to another Narc Survival Live video, and this one we're going to be talking about when the narcissist knows they can't play you anymore, because for a certain amount of time they felt like they could play you, they felt like they could pull the wool over your eyes, and see them in a certain way, and believe certain things about them, certain things that they wanted or desired from you, as though they wanted a relationship, a future, maybe marriage or children with you, yeah they made you believe that in the beginning, but that's not what they were really about, they played you, you were for recreational use, for their own amusement and enjoyment, and yes they found pleasure and gratification in that, it made them feel good at your expense, they manipulated you, they used you, they exploited you, for their own selfish interests and needs, and they didn't consider you, they didn't consider your feelings, they didn't consider your needs, it was just all about them, they played you, but at some point you begin to realize that this is not right, this was not what you wanted, you desired something more, you begin to realize your worth, you begin to realize that you are not just someone's little toy, someone's little play thing, that they could just come around and play with whenever they feel like it, you begin to realize that you deserve more, you deserve respect, you deserve so much more than that, yeah that's what you begin to realize, and when you realize that, that is when they know they can't play you anymore, because everything you had with them, it was fake, it wasn't even real, they strung you along, making you believe in this possible future with them, but they were never about that, they were just using you for their narcissistic supply, and even then it still wasn't fulfilling them, they had other sources on the side, and it's because they can't find satisfaction in one person, it's never enough for them, they have a void that can never be filled, and that is how you know that even though it may look like they're moving on, and they found someone else, and they're going to be so much happier without you, it's just a mirage, it's an illusion, they're just deceiving you again, because that is never going to happen, it's never going to be a reality, not just with you but with anyone else who comes after you, they're never going to have that with anyone, and it's because they have a void that can never be fulfilled, they have a false character which they use to manipulate you, and that character cannot generate its own power or energy from within, that's why they had to exploit you, and that is how you know that they are never going to find satisfaction in anyone or anything, they're never going to be happy, but they remember what you wanted, what you desired from them, yes you desired love, you desired a future, maybe relationship, maybe kids, marriage, you desired those things from the narcissist, and they knew that they couldn't give you that, they felt bad about it, but they didn't feel bad for you, it just made them feel like they're a bad person, and then they go off, and it looks like they were to prove to you that they can have that with someone else, when in actuality they are just trying to prove that to themselves, they're trying to prove to themselves that they are not immoral or corrupt, that they are not these broken people who cannot experience love or a connection with anyone, yes that's what they're trying to prove to themselves because the whole point of this disorder is to show that they can be normal, and that they can have something for real, just like anyone else, and in fact not only that, but they can have something better than anyone else, and that's just a comment here for the fact that they know deep down that they can't have anything at all, they can't have anything normal, they can't have anything real, and yes they go around and they blame everyone else, but the truth is it's because of them, it's because of who they are and how they created this false character which they use to manipulate people, and they can't just be real, they can't be authentic, they can't be in the moment, and that is why they could never love you, they could never give you what you wanted, what you deserved, you could never have that from them, but don't worry, we don't think that they can just move on and have that with someone else, they can't, they're never going to have that with anyone, and you should know that by what they had with you, by what you had with them, all they could do is trick you, manipulate you, exploit you, that was all they had to give, they never cared about you, if they did, where are they now, why aren't they still there with you, and that is how you know they're never going to care about anyone else, even after you're gone, even after they've left you, and it looks like that they have moved on, they haven't, it isn't real, it is just an illusion, this is just what happens when they know they can't play you anymore, what else can they do, of course they know they have to move on, when they can't put the world of the rise, when you're no longer susceptible to their manipulation, at that point they have no other choice but to find someone else, because they know you're no longer willing to be their fool anymore, so then they have to move on and find someone who they deem to be a bigger fool, someone who they think is going to be their doormat, someone who when they say jump, they will say how high, which is what you were to them at some point, but now you've begun to catch on to figure things out, to realise that it is all a lie, to realise that there is nothing there but a void and all it does is suck the life out of you, it just makes you miserable and it elevates them at your expense, but you've had enough of it and that is why you're watching my videos, because you realise that you deserve so much more than that, you don't deserve to be treated like a fool anymore, because you're wiser now, you're more knowledgeable, you're not as naive as you were in the beginning, but in the beginning yes you were naive and that is how they manipulated you, if you were aware of what was going on, they wouldn't have been able to do that, so you see what they do is they pray on our innocence, that's what they do when they come around innocent people, they pray on them, they exploit them, that's how you know they're not going to have anything with anyone, all that's going to happen is they're going to be surrounded by other fake people just like them, people who are contaminated, foul, depraved, corrupt, because those are the only people who are going to tolerate and accept them, just like ourselves, yes we were innocent, we were naive, but we were also real and authentic, once we began to figure them out we wanted nothing to do with them, and that's going to be the same for anyone else who they encounter in the future, anyone else who is real and authentic, anyone else who can generate their own power and energy from within, anyone else like that is not going to want to be around them, which means that they're not going to be able to get their narcissistic supply in the way that they might like, they're not going to be able to extract that power and energy because all that's going to happen is they're going to be surrounded by other fake people like themselves, because anytime that they're around anyone who is innocent or naive, what do they do? They go straight to manipulating and exploiting them, and that's why they're always so miserable, from the point when you begin to catch on and they begin to devalue you, that's when you see who they are beneath the mask, they turn against you, they get very angry, they become very miserable, because they're struggling to extract that power and energy from you, so then they've got to turn against you, they've got to intimidate and coerce you in order to get that out of you, because they can't experience a genuine connection with you, once you begin to catch on and you begin to realise who they really are, beneath the false character, beneath the illusion, and that's how it's going to be for anyone else who they get involved with, it's always going to be the same, it's never going to be any different, whenever they come around something real, all they're ever going to do is try to manipulate it to their liking, to where they can use and exploit it, and other than that all they're going to encounter is other fake people like themselves, people who will reflect back to them how they want to be seen and how they want to feel about themselves, people who validate the false character and support the illusion, as the narcissist does that for them in return for themselves, and that's just how it's ever going to be for them, it's never going to be any different than that, and I guess that is their karma for what they did to you, and not only for what they did to you, but for what they did to everyone before you, that's the price that they have to pay, eternal misery, because they are never going to be happy, they have the chance to have that with you, and what did they do?  When you encounter someone who is innocent, someone who is authentic, you should not try to destroy that, instead you should encourage and support it by recognising the fact that it is empowering you, it's giving you what you want, the energy that you are looking for, but this is what narcissists do, they destroy it, and the reason why is because they're very greedy and insatiable, they have a void that can never be felt, so even though they may encounter something that may be good for them, they misuse it, they destroy it, because no matter what they can never get enough, so they end up ruining it, it's either that or like with us we turn against them, because they turn against us, they devalue us, and then we begin to catch on and figure out who they really are, and then we can no longer be around them and they can no longer be around us, because when they had their chance they blew it, they used us, they exploited us, they abused us, and that's just what happens when they come around anyone who is innocent, real, authentic, powerful, in the end all they do is destroy it, when it could have been something good for them, but then it could not because they have a void that can never be filled, they're insatiable, they can never be satisfied, so when the narcissist knows they can't plague you anymore, they just go and they use the force character on someone else, or they surround themselves by other fake people, other sources of supply, other narcissists, they're enablers of flying monkeys to support this false narrative, and this alternate reality where they can exist as their false character, and that's just how it has to be for them, for the rest of their lives they have to be fake, they have to be meditative, they can't experience anything real, so all you need to know is that you dodged a bullet, you're lucky that you got out because otherwise that would have been your fate, that's all that it would have been for you, you would have had to have gone along with the illusion, you never would have had anything real with them that wouldn't have been any love, a connection, nothing, you never would have had that with them, it would only ever have been manipulation and deception, where you would have had to have validated the false character and the illusion, so don't worry about it, yes they played you, but at the same time they also played themselves, they ruined it for themselves, because when you look at it as the powerful, authentic and real person that you are, and while you may have been quite innocent and naive, they think they got one over on you, they actually missed out on so much more that you could have become and that you could have provided to them, yes they missed out on that, they thought they got one over on you, but you had so much more to give, you had so much more to show them and they missed out on all of that, things that they will never get to see, things that they will never get to have from you, because you had so much potential to be so much more and it's in your empathic nature, I mean of course you would have given that to them, you gave them so much already, if you had more you would have given that too, but because of their greed, their selfishness, because they're insatiable, because they're so impulsive and reckless, they will never get to see that, the world will never get to see that, and so they missed out, they didn't get that from you, and all they can do is just go off with their false character and they may never find anything like that again, and that's just as good as it gets for them, they can never be satisfied, they're never going to be happy, and that's just how it has to be, they made that choice, that's what they wanted, now they have to deal with the consequences, the effects of that choice, and let them do that, don't try to show them that they got it wrong, let them deal with the consequences of their decision, while you, you return to yourself, continue working on yourself, becoming wiser and more knowledgeable, give your attention and focus to a higher power, do good deeds, help people, but also don't allow yourself to be exploited again, protect yourself, preserve your energy for those who can receive it, those who deserve it, but yes, this is what happens when they know that they can't play you anymore, it doesn't get better for them, it's unlikely they will ever find anyone else like you, anyone else who is so loving, so caring, so giving, and even when they find that, if they ever do find anything like that again, you already know what they're going to do, they're going to destroy it, just like what they did with you, they took it for granted, they didn't appreciate it, but you need to recognize your worth and you need to appreciate yourself, realize that you are deserving of so much more, you deserve love, you deserve respect, you deserve someone who will be as loyal and devoted to you as you were to them, someone who can reciprocate that 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