ng like the last of us Uh I guess when there's a lot that you could do with them right like on your side like it's Like cause and effect, right? So if you if there's only like five things you could do But they can have the effect of doing a whole bunch of different things That adds to the apparent complexity of what the mechanics are I would also suppose that the last of us is mechanics are not only simple. They're not Too fantastic like execution wise certainly the second one.   Maybe they shouldn't set off booby traps Of course, I still hadn't gotten the message up to that point.   Yeah, I did everyone did Didn't watch sorry Someone asked in chat rags didn't you didn't mod that out and I said, yes, I did Um Mark brown time to learn nothing I guess I am am Oh, you couldn't learn a lot if you've never played a game before But nothing you wouldn't learn from a games trailer, I suppose We'll just watch the trailers They usually designed for your consumption versus someone just going you can jump in this game if you Oh my god, I can't handle it. Um, how to turn no into I don't I don't know what that's Yeah, I got I got nothing for that one. I don't know where it came from. I don't know what it was That's all I need for my mall or hentai that I'm working on my dosing Oh You went off now and Weird This is stabbing the depth of the stamp is determined by the sharpness of the blade Speed of the thrust another factor is what organ you stab like the brain because the brain controls the body Now you're giving him a lot of I was gonna say this more that's so like yeah That's that's actual information and mechanics and you could learn a lot from that You gotta like that's the that's what's so difficult about making a mark brown video You've got to say as little as possible while sounding like you said something So you got to repeat a lot of words, but like you synonyms make things circular all the times you never actually Compared anything to anything or said anything was anything So it's hard, but he he knows how to do it He's good at writing that no I'm sure I'd call him a good writer because of it though Yep, I am going to sleep now.  He was like Can't do this See that german.   Germania Uh Would you all be interested in an e-fap-centered miltopia playthrough when it comes out on switch still figuring out the roles for everybody? Any request me topia Listen miltopia Is uh miltopia miltopia is with aids and cancer at the same time don't bother to do generously Thank you. What would the answer be if they said like what are the choices for having characters in it? Do they have roles or There's a choice.  Oh that for me too. Yeah I think it's like knight with a sword mage You know Okay, I'll go knight I'll go knight. I'll be a mage. Whatever. There you go chastity mage Right, we'll be a bod. I'm the mage Yeah, I don't think parts are fun that option. It's like a super.   That's just like what we do Hi, you got saved from that massive banana there What? You nearly got bumped you nearly hit that. Sorry that out of context is classic Everyone's talking I think it's because you sound so determined as well I was I was just impressed that you were saved by just getting bumped out of the way of that massive banana All right. I mean the funny thing is if I'd hit the banana, I would have been immune to the lightning. So um Oh, so in a certain sense Yeah You lost.   I saw a lot of people in champion like can you please cover a different video? It's like you have to do it. I have to see what he has to say I'll just cover half a video and be like, oh We've seen all it has to offer. We didn't know he would end up repeating himself twice. That's not Something that we have prepped for Um hrj hormone replace j I There's gonna be something to do with homione for some reason but no get tricked homione Yeah, I guess uh, I might be getting tired. I'm not sure Uh You know that some games let you press buttons or move analog sticks to interact with them cool stuff allegedly Uh, I think you should make a video about that topic Don't go into much more detail than that though. I feel like you've already I'm pretty far into it. Yeah calm down I'm not a race You dumbo should play that ddlc one though.      We don't know if we're to dream quick stab. That's his test I don't have he doesn't have a spinning top or anything like that.  My dick is paralyzed and can't feel a thing I'll know I know I could stab it Weird but effective Bleach is cool.  It's just cool.  Well, they said it's good. It's one in chat said it's pretty bad It's one else said it's okay. Who am I to believe talking about the bleach? Are we talking about the anime?  Oh, yeah, it's honestly It suffers from dragon ball z syndrome where no one ever dies They just get really close to dying so they can come back next time stronger than before and it wouldn't be even cooler It's just like it also it has like four songs in the ost I think oh, well that final damning indictment.  That's awesome.   It's just like oh Nowadays it's like Steven universe my hero academia. I'm sure there's a bunch others that I can't think of But it's just there's just a trend now where it's like unlikely crybaby hero That's just that's just the cliche now Which is so the term crybaby hero that didn't have to catch on people decided on that Is that a term?  It didn't have to add on like if it if it caught on that was something that people I guess decided was okay What's happening? You do cry though.  Yeah, I don't know. I'm like move on. I'm completely lost I had a conversation in my head. I was listening to you and it's gone. I don't know what it was Bleach bad bleach bad. That was the conclusion you you wrong Grugs say that bleach not good and anime What does grug know? Find more than people who write anime Grug knows more than you could I don't know I'm pro grug Pro grug imagine having that position I do have that position. I don't have to imagine Ah, I guess that's yeah fair point I don't see why you're so anti-grug.  I never said I was anti-grug.   Well, let me guess there's some things about grug you're okay with Some things you know I don't have an opinion on gruggle. I said Okay, you said imagine being pro grug and then you're like, I don't have any positions on grug Imagine it. That's all I'm saying.  That's all I was saying. Don't believe Fringy's lies That's so disingenuous when you know that like intrinsically everything is grug. Yeah No disagreement No, sorry. I win. That's how it works. I expertly navigate the expert expert level into your pants. Okay Yeah, all right Mark brown is a can-to horoscopes in video games. He tells you something big that makes you feel good when it's all just nothing He doesn't want a can-to horoscope so No, no, but I agree Yeah Uh Lord tonald of the loak and blessed pipeman cross. Um, I don't know. Have they ever crossed? I don't think they have yet. Maybe one day Maybe I don't know if tonald could understand the pipeman's um power levels if you will They operate on two different dimensions You know we at eFab we like to traverse all dimensions, but I don't want to force anybody to have to go to ones. They're not comfortable with you Wait, wrong way.  You know, that's kind of the yeah, that's the trick, right? Paske tricks Uh, after seeing this mark brown video, I can't help but want to give him money on his patreon probably for the highest donation to you No Oh Stop protect your wallet I I'm almost curious to go to his patreon and see just a little curiosity, but I know what I'm gonna be sad I know I'm gonna have you're gonna be sad. You're gonna be really really sad. Don't do it I kind of do want him to do it. Just see his reaction though. It'd be funny You know, like I is our enjoyment worth turning around I told you not to turn it around Okay, I'm gonna do it just give me a second. I'll tell you Don't just turn around or I would change on going through cars. That's pretty cool I approve of that experience I love games Okay Let's see. Okay. I've loaded the page. I closed my eyes Where can I see his total amount made?  Wow Propag he makes propaganda for Game mechanics The concept of learning you don't actually learn you just think you do and value it Mischievous mark brown's video was like an endless circle of hell. Why more the why we learned a lot You got to talk about all kinds of subjects. It was great Being anti that is being we learned that we learned that movement I mean Kind of summed it up.  Hey, we showed it We showed it Did tonal was his editor. It was wonderful Uh gunflex. I own a 1911 from 1917. Oh Wow, it's very oldy Would that be like uh, the name tonald anyway, huh? Where did you guys come up with the name tonald anyway? Um I that sort of information is that's you're gonna have to go back to if you have like 10 or whatever it is It's fine I don't care that much so much we need to me. There you go. So I'll tweet at at chase the origin of tonal Cream it at him. Thank you Cream into the void Um, but yeah, you know if you have one from 1917. Is that like worth a lot rags or is that it doesn't matter That will probably be worth a lot just because it's super old Is it like uh, can you tell if it went into service anywhere? Then it will probably be Worth a bit more as a collector's item. Yeah, especially that first iteration before they fixed some like um Minor issues with the gun like if you have that first iteration, I'm sure that's worth like a lot um I'm assuming you could tell does it like have stamped on it like when it was made and stuff Yeah, they don't have dates and all that stuff all guns have Uh Dates on them serial numbers Uh, where it was manufactured if it's imported it'll have import marks as well Nido The 1911 it is illegal to uh deface serial numbers as well You cannot do that. That's illegal Michael foreigner said they were wondering what tone was short for Yeah, it goes by toned look the joke is tone isn't a real name. Let's be short for something. Maybe tonald Oh, yeah, just I thought that was I thought those were adding to each other I think it will it's short for toady. It's just you don't expect so it is shortened. Tony seems short enough Well, because Tony is a contraction of anthony, right? I guess uh, he just wanted it shorter Two syllables is too many I'm fine with two you can have two right Pringy, you can have two syllables I well, I mean, of course, I would say I have two syllables Yeah, I agree. That's what I said Yeah, but let's say if I would disagree No, the value of my syllables is great. I'm I'm I'm just expressing you're an example Why would I what I think you'd be against that your name is free? See rags has got one so if I said it's rags you'd be like you might even disagree. How am I supposed to know?   You got me. Yeah It's all over fraud I'd say third place I'm upset. Oh wait.  I don't hate it.  Let's be honest for once. Yeah I'm always honest.  Yeah, generally if the military accepts something it's Generally a a decent level of quality generally Exceptions exist, of course, but yeah, probably it's just like I don't know much about it It's the m1909 What about it? Oh, is that the one he was? Yeah, yeah from 1909 Uh, the spring field because the only one I know was the benign mercy. Um I gotta look that up springfield m1909 Are you spring you mean the springfield 1903? It says springfield m109 from 1909. Oh m109. Let me I am not familiar with that. It keeps trying to It keeps bringing me back to m1903 And the m1909 was the the name or see the hotchkiss So I don't know what yeah, I don't know.  He needs to do something that's more approachable Um, he's too good. You should just yeah do some basics Yeah, do basics for gamers something like that gamer inspired food that people can actually make He's like purchase a frozen pizza on another level I got the frozen pizza now. What is it put it in the oven? Oh my god, what's that? Oh my god. I'm so No, we have to explain to take it out of the box and the wrap They just put it all in they're like I don't understand my house explain it to me like I like mark brown Oh Why would you want to know?  Hi rags Hey If that movie's cornetto trilogy Uh What are those? That's the hot fuzz world's end. Oh Don't know. I don't know if that would work. Maybe Or you spend most of it trying to just commentate about what we think is really good about them, I guess Good work Oh Uh timing tests your timing spider-man You know I'm going to test your timings spider-man You dastard Oh, I want tonals food to become my lawfully wedded wife. I mean I'd be able to get away with it in certain states. I'm not gonna promise anything though His answer for a man Have mike burn fire on Do not know who that is Sixth street fighter reference. Love you, Tony. I mean that's redundant. We all love him Druckmann wrote last of us to explore how far he'd go for his own daughter. I wonder what she'd do Wonder what she did if she now says Joel should have let Ellie die Wonder what she did if he now says Joel should have let let oh, I see what you're saying like He grew up and he hates her so now he wishes she died Something like that is seeping into the other game. It's like, oh Oh, no, it's like too real Best game in 2020. My favorite was tonald hawks Locus skater one and two billion. Oh, no, I totaled hawk It sounds pretty cool Just chase down a bunch of little clown boys on the skateboard Pop off their heads Their blood slicks the wheels and you go faster Because it's about momentum You learn about mechanics while playing this the more blood the less friction which means more momentum Any plans on a Chernobyl praise that series is easily one of the best pieces of media I've ever seen also high rags Hello I love Chernobyl I thought it was really good But I feel like I'm probably not the person to make that video because I don't have a lot of insight or passion for the real life event and I feel like it'd be cool to See how well they did with portraying it and then obviously talk about the storytelling as well um Yeah, this probably videos out there already talking about how good that show is That's good Probably. Yeah, but I really love Chernobyl. I think it's a great show Uh Wash your flower power in the shower, but wash your winky dingus in the sinkus Sound advice. Yeah Nice to live by I think I'm gonna head out. I got some last-minute stuff to do for the end of the night. So thank you for having me Why is that a why does it have to be done before the end of the night? What is it? It's very important. It's dark Because they're coming for me I have to be ready You don't realize I am actually also going to go because mark is my butt, buddy We're actually gonna go have sex.   Thank you.  Do you guys want to talk about your shornals before you go?  It's mark after dark. Uh, that's about it. I made fun of donkey ones. I guess that's the thing It's like my only claim to put didn't you know that he was it was just jokes He was just being oh, that's right. I was just joking though I was criticizing a video that was pure satire of himself And he wasn't you were just joking, right? But it was and he's willing to defend it Even it was a joke All right, and we put him to sleep live on stream Yeah, that's an achievement Yeah, well, I'm glad he had good sweet dreams.  Get out. I'm sorry. I'll go dad. I'll go bye and um I I go on on them youtube parts as I'm known as chase face and If sometimes I like to do a video game and anime reviews My voice is sounding weird now because if people missed it in the intro My mixer broke and I'm waiting for a new one. So in the meantime, I just have the shitty backup You sound like compression Uh, yeah, I guess I sound fine. I just don't sound as Like I normally like to sound more balanced and everything. Anyway, thanks for having me.   That's right. All right Um, all right, you could check the both out links in the description He's eager to zoom out of here. Yeah, these guys These guys are cramp in my style or whatever that means chase has quite the style Uh, yeah, there's a certain yeah Mount jew is ben Shapiro's favorite drink. What's yours? I mean like mountain jew? Yeah Did they only play on world? I've unlocked the parade card. No one likes the parade card Yeah, I don't even know about it and it Seems just a bit too celebratory for me, you know, yeah Um, that's for my favorite drink. You know, I'm a big fan of water Pretty cool And if you get used to it and really enjoy it, you also have the added bonus that is good for you But again used to something else But then You know, what are you guys's favorite drinks and how do you categorize it? Is it the one that you want the most typically or is it the one that you just like to have the most but in moderation? Hmm. I drinks I I really like milk Uh, I like, uh unsweetened tea. It's pretty nice. I enjoy Like a really good smoothie like a strawberry Um milkshake those are really good. I enjoy those Um, I like monster energy drinks those taste those are tasty to me I know that the taste of energy drinks is a divisive subject Yeah, uh, yeah All right after me. I don't know. Um, coke Coke is good. I enjoy coca-cola I like coke. Yeah, do you what how do you feel about pepsi? Ah pepsi is all right, but I prefer coke I feel like coke's got a bit of a stronger taste I don't like how pepsi is just sort of what soda is like not soda Like pepsi is just what cola like sort of almost like default standard cola is which is funny The coca-cola, which is the you know, so the the I don't know the hallmark cola to taste different to the rest of them Yeah I don't know. I just like it I just don't really have any feelings on I'm chill with it. Um metal no chase stop it children are watching I don't know what that's a reference to something happened Oh man. I liked one division.  Yeah, there's stuff in there that we agree with I think yeah I like that wasn't an adventure Now you guys should check out Jacob Geller's Dark Souls 3 is thinking of ending things is a pretty bad video He compares the vibes of Dark Souls 3 to the story of I'm thinking of ending things. Holy shit Dark Souls isn't boring though Yeah I'm thinking of any things was we I think we almost gave up on it Um, we were all thinking about it the problem is one of us individually It was like it's it really happens, but like a story where Um, I'm just waiting for it to be over because I get it already. There's nothing else to um, absolve for me Um, unlike watching uh reviews of it of any kind. It's just like yep Uh, I have more interest in how someone executes a text over a over it subtext. I think that's what's harder Um, I'm I'm more appreciative of it if I can already see where you're going and the text is just a muddled mess because Mundled that's a word No, I'm by it muddled Mundled It's so weird. No, it's like like muddled with the gloves off. It just feels yeah It feels like even more like like it's it's radioactive and it's all muddled up Um Yeah, I don't know certainly not you know when you do that thing We are like it's not for me that film was not for me Yeah, I hated it. It was miserable. It was a miserable miserable movie to watch Um Who's better Katara or Azula looking Katara Azula's barely a character. I'm sorry. She goes nuts at the end all right It was um, the most I learned about it was in the beach episode cocking, I know Uh, Katara on the other hand is all fledged A person I'd like to hang out with in real life as long as she's not trying to kill me Upsides of the holocaust forward by boogie to 1988 Oh He's destroyed his career. Do you remember what he used to get like Everybody thought he was like the best person on the internet. Yeah, that's a great guy It did so much for people you guys might have forgotten But people used to say like he was the mr. Rogers of the internet. He's super friendly Yeah, man, everyone will get along with him.   He's the fence. I mean, he's the reasonable person in the middle because if there's one thing I love it's when people think that they're in the middle You're not in the middle. There is no such thing as the middle Well, I don't think I mean this specific middle like in general Well, no, what I would say is it's just like there is no such thing as middle on uh on any sort of topic at all I don't think there's always something that leans a little bit more one way or another and of course middle relative to what?  Yeah, he's do any singular instances. I'd say of um I think the uh that that nazi's and rapist things really are Yeah, I don't think it did him any favors. I like that out of context though.  That's I promise not knowing context is better. Yeah.  Yeah Yeah, like that's but then he's like oh, but actually there's way too edgy for me. I'm I'm holding a gun. That's a usb Man, I get so happy when I'm editing this video and I find the clip just that I've been looking for for ages Just it out of like randomly. Uh, it makes me so happy Oh, I guess like uh gameplay clip you need to know Yeah, so there's a part I And there's a section in the crash video where I'm talking about how I think the other playable characters aren't very good Well, not uh, not bad.  No Oh not annoying at all Like in all of them or just that one None of the doxels games and not um Bloodborne it's Sekiro. Can you pause in that? Do you know bring it? What's that sorry? Can you pause in Sekiro? Uh, I don't think so.  There's a lot of people argue that it helps with the atmosphere. I don't know Sometimes life just sort of you know asks you to do stuff. Yeah Oh, some people think you can pause Sekiro Yeah, there's a lot of them. Okay. Okay.  We can only imagine how he might snap back at that Unless he you'd think he would have picked on all that usually uh has his eyes on chat Um, sorry. I what's that for me? Uh chase All right. Okay. Final Fantasy 7 is kind of booty I don't know much of anything about final fantasy. I've played it Player kusa 7 is the best jrpg of all of them Oh The best one Quite the athlete Uh fringy, if you don't mind mm mmo r mmo s ff 14 Has a free trial that includes the entire base game and the first I'm not playing that game. Sorry I'm not playing final fantasy 14 online. If that's what you're suggesting If they're the same ignore chase about it Oh, okay. I've heard good things about it, but I don't want to yeah No interest And fringy, I would suggest the bravely default series the first game and its sequel are on the 3ds and the second game is on the switch Uh, oh, yeah. Yeah, that just came out, right? I think so anyway So when it's super mario bros movie on efat movies, it'll be an eventually thing Really don't know on that one Final Fantasy 6 is best 9's okay. If you're a fury Name two different games that you think are overrated one that's actually bad and the other that is still pretty good Well, so I think two games that you think are okay No, no, um One that is actually bad that's overrated and one that's still pretty good, but overrated um I think that the last of us is good. It's just overrated.  It's overrated. Definitely And then one that's bad and overrated probably bio-shock infinite. That's like the perfect example Yeah, i'm kind of going towards that. Um It might uh, yeah Like the story just doesn't work the gameplay is very tedious It's functional, but it's tedious, but there are issues with like dying and respawning and Bullet spongy enemies and poorly implemented upgrade systems. Yeah things of that nature I can handyman and nowhere near as interesting to fight as uh big daddies everyone they can just like I have really bad memories of them. They annoyed the hell out of me Yeah, patriots were a bit better I think I can't remember Better that we don't Funny how both came out in 2013. Yeah, that was kind of just the perfect time for them to come out Like I said, I think people were super insecure about just video games as a medium in general Uh, will there be a one division e-fap adam and sitch again? I don't know that they've seen one division, but uh, yeah next week I think we're gonna try and do a one division one. So I gotta rewatch that show by then that's gonna be fun and not sad Yeah, just watching it crumble Well, I'm watching it to get references like I know it's like it's like a corpse now And I'm like well time to find out how it died Does that's the job? Yeah, probe around Warps of what could have been a good show Uh speaking of e-fap movies. Have you considered watching the newest dc animated movies? There's an order to them that makes up the versions universe Um I don't know that we'll be watching that for like e-fap movies or anything I've seen a couple people suggest it The thing about the dcu that's interesting is it like directly contrast with the mcu and then it's just um Sort of mainstream superhero stuff, which is something of a mainstay for e-fap like One of the first things we did was covering like black panther related stuff and it was like yay mcu Um, and we'll continue to shit on new mcu properties as well one division being just the next one So it'll be interesting to see like on record e-faps I'm pretty sure they've only been negative mcu ones like have we done a positive mcu e-fap? Uh, I'm not sure we know I don't think uh, I don't think so We've mentioned them Yeah, we've talked about them But I don't think we've ever done a full e-fap like with the subject being that this film is positive and it's From the mcu. Maybe someone can remind me. I remember that uh, we did in finity war That was before e-fap even started. Um, I think it was You and metal and then I jumped in like where we're just talking about civil war. I think we're mostly positive in that one Was that e-fap? No, it wasn't that was I'm saying probably positive about infinity. Well, yeah, I just don't think we had an episode for infinity war. Um But you know Why is wonder vision a corpse? I thought the finale was pretty good. Oh No, the finale was horrific wait till next week We will give you all of the reasoning why the last episode was a disaster that ruined a lot of things Wonder isn't a lot trouble As a character it was everything Yeah, she's a lot of a lot of trouble as a character legally morally Well, I mean there is legally but that we've just we kind of just forgot about the sycobia records That too, don't worry about it I love how like She's not held accountable She just gets to yeah, she just gets to leave imagine you were invested in the mcu To the degree I guess the we are in terms of like the good stuff in it and they're like, oh man They're like you're gonna make civil war two.    He was just there as a prop So lame when she was like you're going to prison and then he's like Joe and then the next we see him. He's getting taken away in cuffs.  Yeah next week. We'll probably do that One thing I noticed about rewatching Aquaman was the mirror fight scene. It's like bootleg and over edited version of Kingsman Yeah, um, I saw we didn't Talk about but I wanted to mention it, uh the The I don't know how to put it like the how frenetic the action is but the way that they do it by Where the cuts land by zooming into a Or the person moving up to the camera lens so that it covers the whole thing and then you know that sort of thing Very reminiscent of Kingsman Um, but more I guess hilarious in Aquaman the random explosions did not disappoint. That was so fun. No, that's hilarious We tried to recant the plot in that movie.   It's an and then plot. Oh totally. Well, they all are in the dc universe Kind of yeah, I feel like it's more disjointed than some of the others though Like even Wonder Woman 84 you like you kind of know why they're going around doing this stuff Yeah, well, yeah, I guess so yeah, you know why like it's totally nonsense But you know why they're going where they're going We're going to Cairo to see max lord like all right the way they get there is insanity though The biggest flaw with Wanda vision is they try to mimic classic shows This is a great idea, but unfortunately the episodes aren't good in terms of being classic tv shows Which is just so you're wrong that is not the biggest flaw with Wanda vision That's like the only part it's good. Kind of good. Yeah, I agree. I the first couple episodes are really kind of great Dude, the show is awful when it stops being the sitcom world and when they Yeah, when it got into the real world bullshit where nothing nothing made sense in the when things made more sense in the fantasy world You got a problem And when the references were really shallow and just thought provoking like on the radio You hear someone say Wanda needs a like what have you done? What's happening that alone is more interesting to me than everything we see in the real world Absolutely. We were so curious to see what is it? Who are you contacting? Why does Wanda know what does Wanda know what is Oh, man, is there any reason why she doesn't even recognize it? Why does she not know that she created this made up world randomly forget that it's fake? She seems to because there are parts where she references that she knows that this is made up In that last episode she says that she expanded the borders of the false world. It's like oh, so you're aware that it exists Oh, yeah, she and also out of it. I left it in the 80s.   How could you not be the villain after all of this? Yeah, this is very bad what you've done Um, imagine imagine how traumatized some of those townspeople are now Just like having their autonomy stripped away from them. I'm literally saying just let us die Yeah, I don't know why the show went with that because that just adds to it It just makes the look way worse.  It's like a classic Yeah, and the the big thing about it is that we have all this additional context and so we're just waiting for like The other shooter drop and then they have that moment where the guy's choking And you're kind of just staring because you're like what does this mean? What does this mean? Probably the peak of the show means nothing. Yeah Yeah It was aggathor all along.  I don't know.  Well, the problem is hayward is a prop He's a prop that the story uses to justify the protagonist Even though hayward has a lot of accurate points to make about everything. She did take a town hostage I mean, like of course, he should be concerned, but then it turns out that's not the case.  Yeah, moniker is just I believe in good. I will do good moniker is captain marvel. Basically just good Yeah um normally vision grabs his skull and starts cracking it and then says, huh, I thought this would be harder or whatever It's like what why what? Well, shouldn't it be instant? How is it even why isn't he using his laser? If he's honestly controlled by hayward, shouldn't hayward have a protocol in there to be like kill her as fast as possible as quick as possible And the funny thing about it is I wouldn't blame him like if someone was like, wow, you can't just kill her like that I'd be like, I mean, she's like Captured all of these people and she's refusing to let them go. So It's incredibly dangerous and she could at any point expand this borderline to take all of us in controls It's just like, I don't know. She's really dangerous. Yeah That's why it's frustrating that they're like hayward is a villain. It's like dude fundamentally. He's got a really good point But then they were like, she's done. Oh god. What if he isn't villainous enough?   No idea I mean if someone was like, well, they could stop him with their superpower. It's like a warder is right over there So I get to know why he would go for them first, whatever and then they Like they they pull the iron giant thing retries to run away and then he gets stopped before he can get anywhere Except iron giant's a good movie and a good story You see annoying voice lady was like, I'm gonna park really far away and just Well on drive as soon as I realize he's going to randomly decide it is insanely convenient that she was there just in time One division is really bad guys. Like it's actually pretty if we had if I had to get ranked against like films It would be a bad film Well, yeah, the last two episodes like well Is the last episode special kind of bad film Well, I was just gonna say the last episode is probably the worst of the season Um, so if you remove it does the score like go up or just like what I mean Not complete without it. I don't know Well, I the story doesn't function without episode. Well the story doesn't function anyway, but it doesn't Function as the show believes that it does without that episode Um, but I mean if if I were to rank it against like the MCU films, it would be pretty low Yeah, honestly, it'd be like, um, it would be in the iron man three sort of territory I think I'm really tired of seeing my protagonists do horrible things and for the The content to be unaware of it like at least when I am yeah, I don't I don't understand this Like the dceu is fraught with it, but there's just total lack of moral understanding and insight The thing is like marvel for a while was pretty good at not doing that But it's starting to get a lot worse now. I've noticed that absolutely Cheering when she kills her friends um Yeah, fucking. Yeah, god damn and now and yeah, then we got this So it's like what's going to be next in black? Well in like, uh Well, what movies are coming up?  No captain. Well captain marvel very broken Yeah But so is wonder vision And wonder vision destroys things which came before Captain marvel doesn't because it's in isolation Um because like wonder vision it makes a couple lines make not sense in later films Oh, that's yeah, there is that but I guess there's some of it, but it's not like yeah, it's not Ruination, it's just we're gonna try we're gonna recontextualize Avengers to be because of her and we're gonna have a thing that nick said Later be not true about why yeah So it kind of being the reason it makes a couple of things lame, but it's like what's happened here Well, wonder has been damaged as a character Um and vision's death has been sapped of any meaning or value um And yeah Where have the where have the avengers been this entire fucking time? Oh, well, they're busy captain marvel is busy in space. There are other planets Um, so I shouldn't even be around on it. Yeah. Well, dr. Strange, but I have a very good reason for not gotten involved in any of that at any time Well, I mean is this taking place at the same time as uh far from home, right? I think around that time so Maybe he's just unavailable like they said I feel like you could make room for something like this I would I would say it's catastrophic when you help desperately sort of thing Oh, yeah, especially when it gets bigger when it expands and it swallows even more stuff up At what point are you like, okay, this is a I would tell him. Yeah When an avenger was like The cause of it all. Yeah It bothers me. They don't take it more seriously quicker in the in the show Very loose Also, um, I'll be right back. I need these Jojo doesn't have characters and the plot is a joke Chat, what do you think of that opinion? You hate it or do you agree with it? Let's see Throwing an opinion to chat to tear to shreds I need a compilation of Moriarty and Jay Longburn's laughs as there's the most infectious ones don't need much more than their wholesome chuckles Yeah, I could uh could carry you through the worst part of life. I'd say Oh man, lots of people are saying that that criticism of jojo is is on point Oof. Oh boy Some people say it's wrong though a healthy Discussion can now begin in chat. Mola be like, why are we still here just to suffer pretty much with a lot of videos we cover Um, by the time you read this my puppy will likely be sexually mature and she would love to carry rags sans-paparinos to term Right I think I would just rely on rags to do some kind of response to that. I'll have to To imagine what he might have said I'm sure he's thankful in some way Use your imagination guys. Yeah beautiful Uh, watch capital those devs devs videos. I've seen um the first one. I plan to watch more of them This devs was awful. We're out of the movie. We could just watch them. Fuck devs I just want to Just want to share this about mgs3 kojima wanted the sniper boss fight to take irl time two weeks to beat the guy is insane Oh, it's like on the bun Which is worse the original bvs or chris stuckman's version of bv um I can't remember because like the dialogue is really badly written But I can't remember if he tried to change the the the conflict between them in that scene didn't didn't he try to do that Wait, what's that? Sorry. They're asking what's better bvs or bvs with stuckman's injection Um, oh the I would say that stuckman's injection is makes it worse I can't remember if it made it worse. I know that the dialogue itself was really poorly written I just can't remember the dialogue was I don't I don't remember adding anything particularly valuable Um, and it still doesn't fix the fact that it doesn't fix the fact that the battle itself really shouldn't have happened Oh, that's a odd snap next. Yeah, I I know I'm just I I can remember if He tried to flash out like the reasoning behind them hating each other or whatever It's probably pretty bad Uh, suda the painting elephant is an elephant who paints there's a video on youtube. It's a it paints an elephant That sounds oh boy Long man destroys art efab discussing art. I know right there's just so much to destroy. I can't get to all of it That's why I need you guys's help not only the cast but the audience too everyone should destroy some art themselves Uh, can a robot write a symphony? Can you I robot 2004? That's a quote from it. Yeah What if it did like There's a website called waifu labs that creates original waifus from an ai now that is art Well, I'm assuming from how it was categorized today that that wouldn't count right or would it I don't know Procedurally generated could it then count as a form of expression from the well somebody had to create that procedural generation, right? So Yeah, I think that's how it would be categorized. I don't know other thing.  I'm just like whatever Say what you mean like you don't want it to be considered Something that was expressed by another person. You don't want it to be considered a work of skill Like just say what you actually want to say Yeah Uh, if you believe in a creator deity everything is art Uh, all right. Well, we don't so yeah, we gotta do other stuff. We gotta find a different. Yeah I remember when I was watching bvs in the theater and it was a packed house By the end of the film only one guy clapped with genuine glee.  Why would you clap at the end?  I'll be super bad Superman's gonna come back. Yeah. I'm so good Hey, Moeller and high rags. Where do you guys rank the Incredibles in your list of top superhero movies?  Incredibles is excellent Do you see that they try to do an Incredibles thing at the end of the last episode of Wanda vision or near the end Wait, did they I got big vibes from Incredibles when um, like the camera is um Sort of closing in on them and they're a team of four as a family and then they will play to fight I was like, oh my god, that's not Not even remotely is good. Well, nowhere near as meaningful because I'm still like wait aren't those things not real I don't understand. Yeah Meanwhile, the two kids have been they've been trying to protect them this whole time and the kids end up saving them Now they're gonna fight as a family. It's just like, oh So much better Who just felt powers, you know somehow Uh for your information your virtual reality discussion is the plot of an early 80s film called brainstorm natalie wood's last film Fair enough Uh question to you all which dc character is your favorite minus john constantine Uh, like just dc comics. Uh in general minds batman. I mean mine's probably gonna be batman. Yeah Pretty damn awesome Uh, but constantine's a good shout Incredibles two is disappointing. Yes, it was. Yes, it was How would you put dark side in a story? Would you change his name and just ignore adaptation arguments? No, I guess I would keep it the same Um, I think people will be able to deal with it. I just you don't have to call it what it is, right edgy shinisms I like you spelt it the normal way too. Also his goal is to strip free will from the universe Oh He sounds so evil um Yeah, I don't know, uh I'm not as invested in Uh the dc universe. I suppose fringy would be the one to ask if anybody as to how to adapt well I guess faithfully while also probably changing some stuff up but of course if I was given the reins to Um a dark side adaptation or at least an adaptation that involved dark side.  Where did the fun go? All right, I just abandoned you there for what was that? I love the idea. This can't be a real comment I'm assuming it's it could be a meme.   We still cover We still do the movies. We still read super chats We still have a good time like there was a bunch of laughing in here this this one Yeah, I this is a rowdy.  Um Who donates money to why again if it's if it's just a joke fair enough if it's for realsies Yeah, I do not know what component is missing now that was there to begin with except different hosts Yeah, I I'm baff if you mean that nirnesty I I am baffled not gonna lie. I'm baffled Maybe they were just so upset by us covering mark brown that they had to vent Like enough of this I'm gonna go ahead and harp that it was a joke I'm gonna hope so Don't people ever want to turn it into a maybe it is a copypasta then All right, you're three people. Is that is that what got it to be a copypasta? Oh, maybe somebody said it in chat and someone super chatted because someone said it in chat. I don't know. Oh, maybe. Yeah, I Who knows?  So this is the worst timing to say that Yeah This one just says that's your opinion. Can we copypasta the second to last super chat?  Yeah, someone else super chat it. Um, have you seen the same? Yeah, oh well it ends in your critique support. So Ah, there you go Have you seen the red light media commentary track on justice league? It's very entertaining I haven't but I have not but I should yeah, that sounds like well We if we ever have to rewatch it, we'll we will rewatch it with that To make a bearable father Where did you learn to critique long man on a farm? Well, I told zod snapped neck and guess what it's unresponsive Oh uninhabitable you might say Um, I think my favorite part of EFAP is how I can show up at the end of a video review Make a super chat take a nap and still not have heard my super chat don't bless Well, there it is Oh Whoa sorry, so I still follow boogie on twitter because it's funny. Um, and uh, He just he just tweeted. I feel like my tweets being fire today to which my first thought is oh boy Let me see what these tweets are Um ugly people like me. You don't want the pandemic to end so we can keep wearing masks Okay, man, all right, that's that's that's fire. That's fire.  No, that's political I'll definitely dodge that one.  Is that a fire sweet? Oh, man Started playing persona five royale.  Oh, man Insightful There is a tweet from gabb which says our way of life must be preserved And there's a painting of a family standing around a barbecue each of them holding guns including the dog.   He's ready. Yeah, look at him Everyone knows don't rob that house You know the dog's got it done.  He just whips it out Back up I did not consent Just did a run of doxels according to race rules while That's the race rule while listening to this efap loving the souls races.  Who knows the fringy would that one interest you? Which one sorry doxels 3 Uh, I'd be on board for that. I because I've actually played doxels 3 so I have a vague sense of where I need to go Yeah, I mean this probably the one I know at least well outside of maybe doxels 2 at this point, but um Probably I mean the fun part is just us all playing it and talking in it. That's the that's the core of it Tonal because they didn't know what name tone was There you go Thank you for the amazing content and keeping me entertained at work. No problem Rags have you heard about the gyro jet handgun? I have what's that? What does it do? It's a little handgun that shoots gyro instead of shooting the traditional Bullets they shoots little little tiny rockets that are self-propelled Uh, is that really expensive or they found a way to make that like Reasonable it is it is not it doesn't have really much of a purpose at all It's like bullets, but worse Oh, it was not a commercial success But when did it happen? It is very cool. This wasn't like I want to say like the 80s. Oh, all right Oh, uh, how big was this thing like was it a handgun?  They sort of there has a little Accelerant in there and it kind of came out of the vent holes and it was a little accelerated a little mini rocket cool Like a worms weapon Most that was for space unfortunately normal guns work in space just fine There you go As far as I'm aware Do you have the e-fap has seen Ridley Scott's first film the duelists? It's my favorite film It's an impressive first outing for scott and probably his best film also favorite australian film um I've heard australian film mad max two Uh, gulipoli I think that is a count crocodile dundee The crocodile hunter Uh I don't know. Yeah those all of them I would I would actually quite recommend watching gulipoli. It's good That was male gibson, uh as well before he was super popular in america. I think that was a year or two before mad max You know weird Yeah And as for a duelist, I know of the movie. I've not seen it though It's the isn't it a movie just about some these two guys who like dueled over many decades over and over again It's the thing that happened iRL and it's a film about it. I think Molo, what is your setup for streams? I use voice meter potato to help with obs audio But there could always be improvements also high-ranked voice meter potato Hello um I use streamlabs obs I don't really know what else Yeah, streamlabs obs good stuff.  There's not much else I need from it Uh than what it provides If anything about it's confusing search for a tutorial there will be one There's a whole industry on making tutorials for streamlabs obs so You'll find them Uh thoughts on the arcom games Last I played them.  I don't I No idea. I guess I was waiting for an answer.  It's amazing I'm not a big chili fan Maybe you will be when you do this Oh, maybe You can pause in demon souls ps5 through photo mode, which deactivates if you get invaded I kind of work like this for the fact that that's a thing.    You're just like, well Sorry, guess I'll lie. Yeah Uh, one of my command rags to play steam wield heist and mutant z year zero Yeah, steam wield heist is really cool. That's a nifty game.  Yeah, it's good Really fun as well fun writing and characters Um and mutant years zero they're both turn based shooters which positioning of your characters is crucial. Yeah Basically, yeah, that's kind of I think it's on my wish list of a game. I need to try and check out Uh detached Hollywood writers don't understand morality. Wow weird I mean kind of Like something about it like it's it's it's a really common trend where they just get morality totally wrong because Like patty Jenkins with the whole the tweet where she's like, oh the rape was a reference. You're like, what is the what the Yeah, it's like, what are you talking about?  How could you possibly conclude?  Oh, well, how does nobody pick that up? You know what I mean? Like did nobody notice the public seem to This is like what happened. Well, but then there were people who were like men can't get and this is just like God Fix your head Your head is broken Fringy scream nor as loud as you can Immute I guess he's going the opposite direction Uh I feel like current trajectory of media Especially superhero content have become instant gratification before morality. Also 2008 writers strike Um Well, like it feels like it's as bad as when the writers strike happened because Wouldn't necessarily disagree uh the The instant gratification thing I think that's pretty fair people panicked with just a couple of episodes of wander vision not having fights in it Like I can't handle this and it's like, oh Because it didn't have fights in it. Well, not necessarily. I'm kind of being a little bit unfair Maybe but like people saying it's too slow and too boring and I'm not getting any more like plot And I just picture if there were fights in it people wouldn't be saying that Probably like like we were we introduced this spooky witch earlier and in the end of episode one They have this big battle where she fires a purple blob at but wonder wonder falls over and then wonder fires a red blob at her And she falls over. That's very cool. Yeah the way that they shoot their blobs at each other That's very cool. I was on the edge of my seat wondering what the fuck's even happening. It was so cool I was wandering when it would get good Oh boy Watched stargate tv show the other day enjoyed seeing competent military and main characters with morals It's crazy isn't it seeing something like that Imagine a military like a high-ranking military man doing things that are competent Like it would be so cool if they made like anything where that happened It would be nice to see the people who should be the most competent Um GL commentary for tlj gimme GL commentary Oh, good luck Oh Why would it be good luck commentary for tlj gimme? I don't know Do they want us to do a tlj commentary? I don't know I don't know. I'm a little bit confused. I'm also a little bit scatterbrained or meltybrained george lucas Oh george lucas commentary for tlj.  I feel like it'll be really funny I would love to hear what he has to say on tlj um Hello, ask fringy the dark side question, please and rags. All right. We'll ask both of them right now. They're both here so Oh boy, if you were adapting Or had been given the task of adapting dark side Would you maintain his name and the motivation that he wants to take free will from everyone? No, that's dumb. I think I'd keep the name, but I probably would change his motives Yeah, like I would if I was going to keep a part of it. It would be his name But I don't like the name Well, the name is dumb, but like, you know, it's not a huge deal, right? Yeah, I think I would probably keep the name and uh, I would just like try and Hope that it's not too it's not too much of a big deal It's not too distracting and goofiness. Yeah, if someone was like, well, what's the problem with that? I was like, well, I think the average person might be like the villain's name is dark side What I'd be like, yeah, I know um, so maybe you could just Create a new villain and keep parts of but then you're gonna piss off all the comic fans at that point I don't care. Well, I mean, it's up to you. I don't know. It's really. Yeah, I wouldn't I wouldn't really care If my goal overall was to maintain as much immersion and enjoyment as as possible While also doing my standard sort of like narrative structure, then I would if I can avoid pissing off comic fans. I will Yeah might as well Um, yeah, I don't know That motivation is kind of funny to me.  I suppose that's different. Like if you want to enslave the Yeah, he just wants power and control which is like you can work with it, but it's boring.  Yeah, his one's just bad Like interesting isn't the opposite of bad It's so fascinating.  No, fringy. I don't know Feel about that. It was a super chat asking Oh god, man, I don't know. No, sorry. No, I don't feel like it all right now uh What would you what motivation would you give the most powerful villain in the universe something personal? something personal to him something that would make um Him exercise his power in pursuit of some well-informed personal goal Also before crafting it on my end, I'd actually be like, what do you mean he's the most powerful? What does that entail? It'll help me figure out what kind of character he would have, you know And then you have to think of how he lives his life. What stuff does he want? What's out of his reach? You know, what is he willing to do to get whatever thing that he really needs or really desires? Maybe the heroes or All of you scream while slamming Sorry, what's up? Oh, I was just gonna say you can get an ASMR like No, there you go.  I'm not gonna scream it. Why do people want it hurts to scream It hurts to scream. Yeah a little bit. It's definitely uncomfortable for the first few moments Yeah, if you want to classify this discomfort rather than pain, I don't mind that but yeah, it's not it's not a comfy thing to do Yeah Uh What's your bring me best i'm doing okay? You gotta say it's a little gruff you gotta say like yeah, you gotta slam a go. Would you bring me? Would you bring me? Do you see someone to make the artwork of him as a batwoman that was like I did I did see that. Yeah Again, uh, I did I was honest when I was tweeting out about the last episode we watched He was a way better batwoman than batwoman in that episode Absolutely. It was great. It was everything I wanted more and of course the show treats him like a villain It's not fair. Hashtag justice for jacob should I watch crocodile dundee or dances with wolves tonight? I think watching either of them is fine. I don't have a preference. What about you guys? I don't know. I don't Bring you what you're asking. I dance with wolves is probably better, but Wow, then what one sorry? danceable wolves or crocodile dundee um I don't think I've ever seen crocodile dundee.  He's I don't care.  He will. Yeah, he'll take my free will to make me care.  I'm sorry. I don't want to scream anything Well, I mean they wanted to scream specifically as though rags surprised you in your greek love hole Jesus christ One more time Wait, there it is for you scream like rags just surprised you in your greek love hole I don't know what that I don't I need better direction than that No, this is you as an actor you have to You got to work with what you're given and you have to blossom. You have to flourish You have to bring that scene to life You know, I like to think the was playing on screen right now is in relation to efap So it's like the director was yasuki yugi oyagi oyagi. Yeah business assistant directors What else we got here program director for efap was kenji yamamoto These are all the programmers Just got to appreciate all the people that put all the work into efap guys Pointless. Yeah, I'm gonna happen Um, because yeah, we are at the end of the super chance. I will collect stream labs ones and pop them in I am uh I am kaput as the german says Are you guys doing? I mean I'm like it's the middle of the day here, but like I'm I'm cool um To stop because I'm just be working on the crash videos some more I think I'm probably gonna go to sleep or eat something. I don't even know the options are endless Because I haven't had my free will taken from me Yeah, that's right. Dark side hasn't prevailed not that pesky dark side. Is that gonna be insider cut? Is he gonna be like the words that pesky dark side? It might be I need you to get the mother boxes to help me take free will for me Apparently charles bartenday voiced efap, huh? Wow, and diana mustard And in tailor. Wow. Cortana. That's pretty cool How come our names aren't in the special thanks before? Well, he's like japanese people Weird is that a problem? Yeah, I want to be special. Thanks Bill trinen gets a localization credit. I don't get nothing. What's that about? Why a modern efap so short you stop right there eight hours is not short And if it is we spoiled you yeah, he stopped um Yeah, I think I think that's that is just about just right right there Um, yeah, that sounds all right with me. Just thanks for playing. Thanks for watching all of you. We will catch you I think monday will be another gaming wednesday might be a blank one. I don't know what's happening there Maybe we'll do a skipjack hatch up. I don't know but uh Uh, but but uh, you know, I don't even know what's actually coming. What's happening just yet expect more efap stuff All right more on the way um, you guys take care have a good rest of the weekend and You know don't watch wander vision watch something else Watch something better That is the foreshadowing for the next episode Who because someone will be listening to this when they're listening to the the playlist They'll be like, what's the next episode? Oh, it's wonder vision. I'm gonna jump right in if yeah We're gonna drop some subtle clues Yeah Well, maybe not subtle but well if you listened to all of this you would have heard a lot of the criticisms already They will repeat See y'all next time Good night. Bye. Bye. Bye. Bye Bye. Bye everybody Bye dr. Nick. Is he like dead in simpsons cannon he got crushed under us


9-1-1 is a call for the most dire situations, a last-ditch effort to save a life in peril. Whoever answers the call must respond with an urgency and force equal to the severity of the problem. Civil Rights hero and congressman John Lewis recently made headlines when he said he's less hopeful today than he was during the height of the Civil Rights Movement. The promise of America is a better life for the next generation. History shows us that this promise will be broken unless we answer this 9-1-1 call. Today, we are calling 9-1-1 on American democracy. I will walk for just under two months, more than 600 miles. I invite you to join me on this walk. We will demand that Washington passed these three reforms to save American democracy. Number one, protect our right to vote. Number two, make elections secure and competitive. Number three, end political corruption, and when we arrive, we will sit on the steps of the Capitol until our demand is met. If they arrest us, we will pay our bail and we will return. It's time we all come together to walk for this issue that underpins them all. Our democracy is in a state of emergency. We must respond to the 9-1-1 call together. Go to democracy911.us and join me.


I am talking about Bagiche That Bagiche That Bagiche Bring it to us That Bagiche That Bagiche That That garden That garden That garden Tell me quickly I don't understand That Bagiche What was it? Antiquity Antiquity I am so proud of you I am so proud of you Antiquity Why are you saying that? What else? But this is wrong Do you know how much my teacher scolded me? The teacher said Why? Because you didn't sign on the cheque Why didn't you tell me? I used to sign on the cheque Look at me I used to sign on the cheque Signature Correct? Yes Tell me something else One minute Have you cooked food? Yes, I have cooked spinach Spinach? Oh my God Tell me something Tell me I love you so much So much So much So much They weren't in the same building, so I'm guessing they've just hired them. Yeah, that's an easy thing to do. Alright, now the wheels are spinning. Alright, we're going to get Nawaz and Pankaj. Yes. And uh... Swastika. And Zakir Hussain. Yes. And a sketch with us. We'll do a tea sketch with Zakir Hussain. Daj! Yes. Oh, that'd be fun though.  We're going to ask Shahrukh. You want to... I've always asked Shahrukh to do it. He's like... No, he's not... He doesn't want people to know he's in LA right now. He costs a lot as well. It's true. I mean, we keep him here every day when you have yet to use him. It's true. But you're nice to... Thank you. Well, my favorite part is that whenever we're done, and that was sweet of him to do, whenever we're done, he always affirms us with a big, nice, arm out and backs away. It always feels nice at the end of a filming of a reaction. Yeah, it was a really, really good sketch. I enjoyed it. I enjoyed that sketch a lot. Very cute. Is this... And I don't know, did you have a... You didn't have a dad code. Did you? You didn't have stuff that you like secretly did with dad that mom didn't know about? No. Yeah, no, me neither. No, I didn't. My mom and dad were divorced. So, even when my dad was, he was, you know, living with someone that became legally, you know, because of common law, marriage, it wasn't anything. Secret in that regard. No, no. No, but I enjoyed it. Also, I enjoyed it much more than this than I did three idiots. You see, I like, I liked him a lot. I did not.  It was, he had the little lift thing going on and I liked it. I didn't think it was well, but I did enjoy him in this. We should probably explore, because we've actually seen him in one more thing. We did. We didn't realize it. No, we did realize it. And I liked him and then I pointed out, see, I told you he was a good actor because he was the guy who runs the network in PK. PK. Yeah, he runs the network that the woman is the reporter for in PK when he comes up and shows up and I don't remember them. Yeah. Maybe that's what it was. I don't remember. But we've seen him on other things, too. But after three idiots, that was the next thing we saw him in. Excuse me. Anyway, so we do sketch. We do need to start writing some sketches. I agree. We'll tell people we want to interview you. But we also want you to do a sketch with us. Yeah. Well, we could do what would be great is to do a comedy sketch with people that they wouldn't expect or people they do like your DOS or do a comedy. Yeah, that's right. Get the key to come on for the first time. Do something funny, get it in the dress and drag again. Yeah, do the hula.  And she calls us up video phone to ridicule me and it's a freaking big B in drag.  Big B is my mom. So that's some tasty nuts. Tasty nuts, yeah.


Narcissists change you and blame you. If you are involved with a narcissist, whether it's a relationship partner, family member, friend or co-worker, it will change you. This is commonly known among psychologists and therapists. I did is even more damaging if you were dealing with more than one narcissist, such as in your family or at work. The more narcissists you are dealing with, the more damaging it will be to you and the more it will change you. You may lose your sense of self. You may lose your self-worth. You may have difficulty making decisions. You may begin to question reality. You may develop trust issues. It may affect your future relationships. You may avoid intimate connections with other people. You may feel like you have lost control of your life and you may blame yourself. All while the narcissist is changing you and blaming you and you're losing your identity. You're isolating yourself or the narcissist is isolating you. You're experiencing a lot of insecurity, self-doubt and anxiety while you're walking on eggshells to avoid arguments because even the slightest criticism or disagreement will trigger their rage and at the same time you're prioritizing their needs over yours and you're being used and abused because they view people as objects that exist to serve them and they're blaming you for everything that they're gaslighting you which may cause you to doubt your own memory, perception and sanity until you end up blaming yourself and when that happens they can make you tolerant and accept them of anything because they've conditioned you into seeing yourself as someone who is deserving of the abuse when in fact no one deserves to be abused. Abuse is wrong but this is what narcissistic abuse will do to you. They will financially abuse you. They will coerce and guilt-trip you into spending all of your money on them while they will rarely spend any of their money on you because they lack empathy so they don't consider your health and well-being. They deprive you of kindness to the point where it makes you crave it which only causes you to become even more susceptible to their love-bombing and manipulation which they love because it keeps you trapped in a cycle of abuse where they can get their narcissistic supply but the longer you spend in this cycle of abuse the more it will begin to affect your mental, emotional and physical health. You may experience anxiety and depression because you're isolated or because you lost your self-esteem. It can also cause eating disorders, nausea, vomiting, abdominal pain, bloating, irritable bowel syndrome and post-traumatic stress disorder. Narcissistic abuse is worse than cancer and in fact it has also been correlated with certain types of cancer and it can also cause mental illnesses such as generalized anxiety disorder, major depressive disorder, agoraphobia, Stockholm syndrome and suicidal ideation. It can also cause personality disorders in children such as narcissistic personality disorder, borderline, bipolar, sociopathy and even psychopathy but in the end the narcissist will only blame and shame you for anything that happens to you and you will be left to deal with it on your own or if you're dealing with a narcissist that is very high on the spectrum. They may even use the after effects of the abuse that starts me a campaign against you by telling other people that you're crazy or that you're losing your mind which is usually an attempt for the narcissist to defend their own false image of reputation but it may also be to further abuse and incriminate you. Because narcissists can't be satisfied they have these insatiable desires that can never be fulfilled which is why even when you think it's all over and you've jumped over all of the hurdles and obstacles that's often only the beginning of a never ending journey because narcissists gain their false identity and self esteem through scapegoating their victims which means that if the abuse was to come to an end it would threaten their false character which means that the abuse cycle would have to start all over again because it's a cycle a series of events that are regularly repeated in the same order. It's like Ground's Holds Day for the narcissist. Whatever events have happened before will happen again. They may involve a new participant but either way it's still the same series of events and even if you're fortunate enough to have been involved with a narcissist was able to detach and let you go. You may still experience a loss of identity even after the relationship has ended and it will feel like you were a completely different person at the beginning of the relationship to who you've become by the end of it. Narcissists change you. The narcissist will push you outside of the state of a browser or stimulation in which you were able to function in everyday life to the point where you will have difficulty learning focusing and remembering things and you won't relate well to yourself or other people which means that you won't be able to identify with yourself and other people won't be able to identify with you because your nervous system has been altered by narcissistic abuse. There may have been a time when you had passions and interests when you used to enjoy reason or painting and you may have enjoyed the company of other people. You may have had connections. You may have had sudden impulses or inclinations which made you you when you could behave openly naturally and in an uninhibited manner rather than it occurring with an external cause. But once you've experienced narcissistic abuse you lose that natural impulse and tendency and you tend to act in a more planned or forced way as though you've lost the ability to act without outside intervention. It's like you've lost your own free will and in many ways you actually have because you've lost touch with your passions and interests. You've been stripped of your values by being pushed outside of your state of arousal and stimulation because it's affected your ability to function effectively and normally when there was a time when you value authenticity, when you valued learning, when you valued your health. But narcissistic abuse even affects your personality traits and characteristics because you used to have a positive attitude. You were optimistic about situations, interactions and even yourself. You envisioned that expected favorable results.  You used to be passionate and forgiving but you may have also had a low tolerance for toxic and negative behavior and it felt comfortable to begin.   Your quality of being real and true because it's seen as a threat to their false character, to the illusion and their false narrative. They want to turn you against yourself so that your entire existence from the point of being involved with them consists of nothing more than being a lifelong extension of them because if they can stop you from being you, they can get you to serve them. They can trap you in their web and then they can mold you into who they want you to be. You may enjoy reading or painting but the narcissist will shame you for spending time with yourself.  They're deliberately stimulating and giving rise to certain reactions and emotions especially those that may be unwelcome because what you resist persists so it may be very challenging for you to stop these intrusive thoughts. It's like if someone told you not to think of a pink elephant it's likely to link it in your mind and it may even affect you subconsciously and our thoughts and emotions have a profound effect on one another. Thoughts can trigger emotions and our behaviors are strongly influenced by our emotions which is why advertisements and sales people often use emotions to drive by decisions because it's very effective and a victim's inability to inhibit certain thoughts can be worsened during times of stress especially in those who are prone to anxiety or obsessive thoughts. It can even result in the victim doing something immoral or out of character which the narcissist will then use to paint the victim in a negative light but even if you somehow manage to take control of your mind you can't control how your body responds to it because your body is responding to the emotion that is being provoked as a result of their behaviors and there is a huge difference between the mind and the body because your mind knows that what they're doing is wrong but it has less power over your life than your body and even when it comes to your mind it's your subconscious mind that has the control and your subconscious mind is linked to your nervous system so whenever you're being yourself and the narcissist causes you to feel a negative emotion it causes trauma energy to stick to things together that shouldn't be together because the limbic system and the reptilian brain perceives a potential threat so they go into a stress response because you're experiencing something overwhelming or something that you're unable to cope with so the energy from that stress response gets stuck in the system so of your brain because the brain and the body want to avoid any situation like that happening ever again and this happens whether or not the logical mind is aware of it because it's meant to protect you which is why if you're reading or painting and the narcissist glares at you or calls you selfish you may be able to recognize that what they're doing is wrong but your nervous system is going to reach the conclusion that it's bad for you to breed up paints and over time you may become hyper browser hypersensitive due to heightened anxiety to where you may just hear them into the home or driving the car and then you're panicking to hide what you were doing as though you were doing something wrong because you've been taught that it's bad for you to do anything that you love and narcissists are very aware of how their victims respond to the abuse they deliberately traumatize their victims and they're highly receptive to the trauma which they will then use to control you and they will use it to slowly up raise you by frightening or intimidating you anytime that you try to do something that you love even though it makes no sense for them to be angry about it but they despise healthy behavior which is why they will try to isolate you because they can't stand the sight of healthy interactions they like things that are chaotic and dysfunctional they don't want to see anything that is helpful for you and if you have been avoiding healthy interactions or anything that is normal and functional that is a red flag that someone has gained access to your subconscious mind and changed and altered who you are which is something that narcissists typically do the subconscious mind learns through emotion and repetition but they do it covertly it's under the radar and the emotion and repetition fuels our belief it causes us to accept that something exists or is true even though they may never have explicitly said that you can't do something but they provoke the emotion in you anytime that you did something healthy and normal which caused your nervous system to change so it doesn't matter about their words it's the emotion that they're provoking in you because that's what caused you to change it caused your natural state of arousal and stimulation to change where you were once able to function and thrive in everyday life where you once engaged in activity for amusement and enjoyment rather than for a serious purpose that caused you to be worried and afraid but when you're involved with a narcissist whatever makes you who you are becomes associated with arguments, disagreements, abandonment, rejection, fear, anger, guilt, shame and loneliness until what makes you feel comfortable after narcissistic abuse is being nothing of who you really were you just hate being around people and you would rather isolate yourself because being around people feels uneasy and awkward it means you're meant to be yourself when you were taught that being yourself is dangerous so it's just too overwhelming to deal with you feel safer being alone because you feel like you can't trust anyone anyway and you don't feel comfortable laughing or smiling so you may worry that other people won't feel comfortable around you many people lose years of their life to narcissistic abuse where they can't even remember what it feels like to experience peace or joy and even when you're out of the relationship it can take some time for you to return to your normal state of being it's not something that happens overnight because by that point it will feel uncomfortable to you you will feel more comfortable with feelings of anger hatred and resentment because whenever you were happy the narcissist didn't like it and they provoked you and then when you got angry they would calm down and you would finally get a moment of relief from the abuse which caused your nervous system to make abnormal connections where happiness may mean anger and safety may mean being on edge because whenever you're not angry or on edge something bad happens so it teaches you to stay in that unhealthy state of being until it becomes your personality even though it's not really you because they rewired your brain they recreated you to their liking so that it served them when anything that does not serve you is not really you but now when you're trying to be you it feels uncomfortable it feels like there's something wrong with you because the reptilian part of your brain is only concerned for your survival and it's really the perfect set for the narcissist to blame and shame you which is what they will typically do at the end of the relationship once you've dissected everything they've been doing because by that point they're like a deer in the headlights there's nowhere for them to run so that is when they will typically rip off their mask and show you who they are 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