People don't want to look at me as a person who's a victim But now The evidence is overwhelmingly clear. I had this weird thing where I was staring in the mirror Raging narcissist, and I was like feeling like I was seeing other dimensions or feeling changes in myself or something I felt nothing because I'm a sociopath. I'm actually joking right now I'm not actually a sociopath, but the fact that I had to clarify that she was kind of terrifying. So here's my polly Okay Aren't you playing hero right now, I think you forgot what character you're playing It sounds like he got off on having you in your career while he used you to promote hit of the ultimate submission So when you guys call me brave Remember you're just talking to a ghost On February 9th of 2023 it was reported that a lawsuit is being filed against Gregory Jackson Otherwise known as youtuber Onision He told you in that exclusive interview that he doesn't even know the woman who named him in the lawsuit and people may recognize this man He's known by Greg or James Jackson, but he's better known as Onision for using his YouTube channels to recruit solicit and multiple young women She claimed she was by one of the most famous youtubers and his spouse when she was just a team now Onision's YouTube channel banner has a graveyard with his profile picture spelling out the words rest in peace It was gone just boink controversial YouTube ban from patreon after alleged Doxing on young son has been demeriters He's been demonetized Greg has lost and been kicked out of the YouTube Partnership program Greg or Onision continues to claim innocence Why you tried to do the FBI didn't work you tried to do the police didn't work So instead your resorts to the paycheck But does the years and years of evidence documented across multiple social media platforms tell a different story So apparently Onision is being sued if you don't remember Onision is an old youtuber that has had a lot of allegations Chris Hansen was looking into him at one point Throughout the history of YouTube. There's of course been no shortage of creeps on the platform However, there's always existed one champion atop this mountain of weirdos one alpha goober The Thanos of online accused predators. His name is Onision There we go. Oh, I think I said Onision. Oh onion boy It's most experts opinions as well as most viewers opinions that Onision is a dangerous person And that his toxicity should not be justified nor monetized Onision distorted reality targeting the same type of victims over and over again and using the same tactics He victimized himself painted young girls out to be the abusers and used his exes And other relationships as a shield or a way to continue learning more victims into his web But when you suck the life out of so many young women and people Eventually their souls will seek revenge once they've rejuvenated and realized what you've done I mean, he's a he's done a lot of really weird videos Is this somebody who should have a youtube channel in your opinion? No, um, he has like a cult like following And now Onision is so far buried into the ground There's no way he can dig himself back up and out to the surface So let's revel upon the graveyard of the lost soul of the youtuber Onision One of the scariest tales on the youtube platform Before we get into the world of Onision I'm so excited to say that this video is sponsored by rocket money My partner and I have been using rocket money for months now to manage our finances And especially in 2023 Now almost 2024 where did the time go? 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Go to rocketmoney.com Slash cool world happy mind to get started for free. That's rocketmoney.com Slash cool world happy mind or click the link in the video description And thank you so much to rocket money for sponsoring this video I wanted to give a huge shout out to the website life of onion Which is just a massive well of research into the story of Onision with a ton of information that is now wiped from the internet Especially different tweets and recountings of events that I probably wouldn't have been able to find if not for the website life of onion In fact, this website has even more than what we'll be discussing in this video So the link to the website life of onion will be at the top of my research document If you want to learn more about Onision and this topic in general I highly highly encourage you to check out this website specifically Onision recounts his own birth in a journal entry titled umbilical of death I was born silently and blue. My head was 14 and a half inches around and my chest was 13 and a half Now about the umbilical cord. It was wrapped around my neck three times They had to cut it off as soon as I was born. I guess that was easier without movement So it all started when my mom pushed me out of it So when I initially came out I wasn't breathing due to the fact that I had my umbilical cord wrapped around my neck three times Onision was born Gregory James Daniel on November 11th 1985 in Auburn, Washington Onision grew up lower class allegedly due to his father being inconsistent with child support His mother had to work whatever job she could to pay the bills Many of which required hard labor Onision spent most of his childhood living on a farm with his mother and his two sisters The pews at age two I was told I fell off the back of a church chair head of first and smacked my head on the ground My mom ran screaming out of the church blood everywhere Humpty Dumpty when I was seven one of the few stories I can recall occurring before age 11 I went to work with my stepfather He was welding on his and his brother's boat on a cement docking when I decided to be a daredevil I wanted to crawl across the ship's face right in front of the very top window That's when the wind blew on the shores of washington state I lie bumped and not broken falling head first off the boat's lip onto cement all the time trying to save myself By latching onto the chain connected to nothing The chain fell with me and the only way my stepfather had known I fell was by the screams I let out as I rubbed my head in pain through his early childhood Onision detailed two events Where he had suffered traumatic head injuries based on multiple studies traumatic brain injuries are linked to a decline in mental health TBI often results in impairing and persistent mental illnesses such as ADHD aggression Personality change in addition to broad social cognitive and social function impairment early on greg documented an obsession towards Relationships and a tendency towards violence like in his entry first fight around second grade I thought I fell in love with a girl So I spent time with her every day one day a boy had decided to tell me she was his girlfriend He said some nasty things so I asked her if she minded watching me beat him She said she did not so I turned around and began swinging as hard and as fast as I could The recess coach saw us and began screaming like a mad woman to stop when it was over. He was crying I remember smiling greg's obsession with his love life continued and his journal entries become even more dark Like in his entry first kiss when I was 11. I had my first kiss She was gorgeous 15 year old girl named julia. It was someone I'd met at my father's church I recall something very clearly. She said you have the heart of the 15 year old the next year I went back to that cabin we kissed in and found out she loved another Michael by that time she and I had lost touch the news did not hit me until years later By that time they had broken up. Michael is a year younger than I am at age 11 Onision had his first kiss with an older girl He recalled how the older girl pointed out their age difference telling him that he had the heart of a 15 year old Onision was likely being Groomed by someone who was older with more experience and more maturity the next year that same girl Who was now 16 years old began an intimate relationship with another boy who was 11 at that time Journal entry and fatuation of michael's sister at about age 15 I fell for jennifer michael's sister for the longest time.  I liked teaching people about everything in this journal entry Onision recalled having a crush on a girl named jennifer. They both attended his father's church He noted how she was inexperienced with boys falling in love with her purity Onision stated that he likes teaching people about everything into onision's teen years He spent most of his time designing websites graphics and making music And his mother sent greg to live with his father full time who lived in ohio And while greg was living in ohio with his father, he continued with his passion of developing websites Onision first created the website the cries of the crypt or tctc in 2001 The site hosted music pictures and other forms of media on the site onision created a general advice page An unqualified 15 to 16 year old acting as a therapist for random people on the internet shows the ego That was building in gregory who began more and more to think that he knew what was best for others One of the cries of the crypt journal entries read socializing has never stopped bothering me This doesn't include everyone. I know but most people are afraid of the truth afraid of what's going on inside my head So I'm the freak just because I'm not your average teen people anger me Luckily, I can control my actions keeping my straight jacket off Gregory's net name at the time was otacon a mixture of the words odd and otacon a character from the video game series Metal Gear Solid entry three music and emotion help increase my mind's rank And I'm filled with knowledge from far beyond the average I believe I see what none other ever have been through it all but experiencing nothing It's a lot of words without saying much while staying with his father in ohio greg met a girl named christina And greg says he noticed christina because she laughed at everything he said greg says one time at lunch He was trying to get christina's attention when she was talking to her friends But she kept ignoring him when greg was walking away christina asked him where he was going I raised my arm half bent like a switchblast my middle finger high christina found him after school and asked him why he acted the way he did and greg explained to christina that she Disrespected him and that greg was enraged by it when christina asked how she could fix it greg told her to come to school the next day as gothic as possible and she complied But greg's relationship with christina Resulted in an incident between himself and his father where he ended up in juvie greg says one day He wanted to go see christina, but his dad wouldn't let him greg called his dad's wife an f-ing b And according to greg his father started f-ing him and then greg started kicking his father Randy eventually called the police and greg was placed in juvenile hall for the extent of damage that he did to his father But missy on continues to claim that he acted in self-defense in this incident in his entry the story with my father greg goes even further to victimize himself saying my father randy gray is accused of being a Violator a liar a fraud even wicked he tormented me for a short duration when i lived in his house for six months He lied to me so often. He's struck me violently for calling his wife a name a cuss word What have i done to him fought back fought to get home with my sane parent my mother tammy jane from onisian's perspective He was the complete victim of this situation along with several other incidents with his father It seems from early on a pattern starts to emerge where onisian always victimizes himself Or becomes the victim of any given situation Even when he very clearly inflicted harm onto another person The tactic of playing the victim can be a strategy used to manipulate you There are legitimate reasons to feel victimized in your life But there are people who play the victim in order to manipulate you Signs that someone is playing the victim in order to manipulate the other person are they don't take responsibility They try to shift all the blame onto you or some other outside force They don't take in your care and compassion. They often try to get you to do something to fix their pain They're solely focused on their problems and minimize or ignore your needs and feelings and their master manipulators and often Their manipulation is covert onisian claimed. He was being constantly victimized by his father randy and his stepmother Debra, but randy and debra have a much different story According to randy and debra greg was a difficult teenager who did not want to follow any rules I was 19 the last time I talked to this clown We tried to keep our distance because of him being so toxic I told our neighbor if you see anything strange going on in our house Call the police because greg was getting so out of control debra said greg threatened to burn down the house A couple of times when he was going off on some of his tangents randy said Whenever he would get angry and start yelling and cursing and calling us all sorts of names It was just kind of escalating. So I was afraid that there would be a physical altercation And that's why I called the police. I told the officers look I need help Can you explain to greg that he has to listen to his parents and can't do whatever he wants during a road trip to Nashville he was listening to his music and had it up very very loud I said greg please turn your music down and he said he wouldn't do it.  He was gonna leave And so I turned around unbuckled my seatbelt and tried to reach and grab his shoulders to keep him from leaving Debbie was trying to untie his shoes and he was kicking at me broke my glasses and bloodied my nose Passersby called the police randy said and greg was then taken into custody at a juvenile detention center We never saw him take responsibility Except that one time when he's behind bars debba said he was acting like a normal scared kid at that point based on randy And debba's recollection they seemed scared of anisean and after he came home from juvenile detention greg returned to live with his mother in washington Mom people are saying there's something wrong with my brain. That's ridiculous greg good trees don't make bad luck So you calling me crazy? Oh, yeah Living with his mother tammy again onision began developing new websites The first was hybrid eye calm which he made in 2002 to share his literature and music and to advertise His sin within the ink web design company on the site onision wrote his opinion on various topics From the stone age to terrorism The second site that onision developed was metalgearsolid2substance.com The site included information and speculation about the game metalgearsolid2substance Before it hit the shelves in 2010 a person claiming to be a former member of onision's metalgearsolid2substance forum came forward and talked about their experience in tracking with onision I've known onision online for a long time now since before the air force since before he graduated He must have been about 15 when I came across one of his old forums It was a small community before message boards really started booming. I went by many aliases back then He knows who I am very well onision was admin. He ruled with an iron fist He furiously attacked anything different from him even taking administrative action He turned his entire community against him. His behavior was always erratic Oh my god metalgear He would get extremely angry if you ever questioned him criticized him contradicted him etc It became very apparent to all of us early on that he was mentally ill at first his delusions were minor They were totally unrealistic, but he definitely saw himself as above other human beings as time went on The delusions started manifesting in more serious ways. He literally believed in supernatural things Imagine my surprise when I saw those ghost parody videos He was making fun of himself denying his past all the while. Hey, yo, we should do what we should split up We should I'm gonna go cover the bedroom and you cover the uh outside Yeah, this is guy. I'm investigating the ghost and this super crazy chicks house I'm going in the first room. There's nothing in here because ghost I'll lose us Which would all be peachy if you don't understand the extent that his ghost hunting went him his wife and his sister-in-law All became deluded together They would walk around taking pictures of dust orbs and calling them ghosts Collectively mind you not only that but they had a profile section where each of them claimed to have Specific supernatural powers. Many of us got banned for arguing the ghosts were dust orbs He was extremely intolerant. Onision at this time was even developing his own religion This religion was called sykeska sykeska sykeska I don't know if there's a correct way to pronounce that Sorry to all sykeska believers out there for offending the pronunciation and for a very long time Greg held his beliefs in sykeska very seriously and what are these sykeska beliefs? This religion had its very own website in which it claimed its beliefs were the earth creates energy at its center Humans came from the earth and our purpose is to protect the earth and its inhabitants Humans are the most advanced species on earth and they were not meant to kill each other or other species Our bodies are shells used to feed our spirits Hey guys, do you understand the concept of guardian angels? Like they're basically sent from god or everybody has a guardian angel That protects them from demons and stuff. I don't know. There's theories out there that I've heard of I was only taught about guardian angels briefly as a child But I always thought it was cool to have this little protector around me And sykeska is not so different when it comes to guardian angels and the concept except instead of being created And sent to you by god or whatever. It's created by yourself. Um, you can you can have literally a goat As a as a guardian angel or whatever you so choose The disturbing part of greg's religion is an email He sent titled hello margaret in which he tries to recruit this person into his religion by saying Well, some pretty wild things. I'm often a sociopath I find that you described yourself somewhat in this way too If I'm being damaged emotionally to an extreme extent like if someone is breaking up with me Or someone just cheated on me my emotions will shut down And I will begin saying things that I mean but in a stronger sense more blunt sense My ex-girlfriend's sister, which I began to love like family.  I smiled and said she was horrible for saying those things I said she was ugly on the inside that she did not deserve look at me I made her cry many times due to what she said to me in a way This makes me a monster in a way. This makes me a god size deeply I invented a religion one I believe anyone who wants peace hordes not on earth and less discrimination in her lives would follow It follows the philosophy that we all come from the earth It is our true mother and that any hand which hurts it Disrespect it should fall back to it so they may be used to feed those less destructive such as the soil You should see it too Sikeshka most people call me crazy for making it up. So I asked them how their religion came about It's always started by men like me only I am honest. Um, so that's interesting The most cultish parts of the sikeshka belief is a section on what greg believes is the purpose of humans The purpose of humans in the previous sections There have been discussions as to the purpose of humans to assist the logic behind the sikeshkin belief in the meaning of life This purpose was said to work towards advancements of the human civilization To the point in which we are able to protect the mother of our species earth beyond this What is there? Why are we here above yet beside these objectives comes a tremendously unexplored realm Which we humans fortunately have the ability to partake in the divant realm Those equipped with the right knowledge will can travel into the unseen world of divant to assist These savants in forcing away the zoden that at times consumes their post physical realm Existences by controlling and exploring divant We can also eliminate physical realm threats such as bio weapon construction and many more crime related activities Our human shells provide an energy which feeds and supports our spirits while supplying them with a greater potential Than any zoden could ever desire This sounds like some strange sci-fi novel That's somewhat delirious and incohesive mixed with a little bit of Scientology the idea of not harming another living being saving and protecting other creatures Is often something onision brings up as a core identity that he sees within himself Even when his actions throughout his entire history seem so contradictory and so blatantly harmful So why does onision see himself as a savior? It all could relate back to humans ourselves How we often want to protect the world that we're simultaneously destroying Or it could be a mask and a shield to keep everyone even his own consciousness Protected from his true dangerous self with as much work as onision put into his relationships His websites developing entire religions you'd think he'd be some sort of super genius Who was able to excel in school fairly easily, right? Well, it turns out that wasn't the case Onision graduated high school with a 2.54 GPA during greg's last year of high school He met the person that would eventually become his wife sky All right, so most real men watch sports like baseball and football and NASCAR So I've known sky since 2003 she acted like I was a weirdo for talking to her But I kept going back every time I had class with her saying hey sky And other random things to start a conversation like many others I chose her to talk to because she stood out. She had a dark aura around her The school year ended and we did not see each other for quite some time She was logged on to aol one day and I spoke with her She invited me over and I told her that it would be cool to see her again From that point on I would drive out to see her and pick her up on occasion to come over to my house I would play my random tunes in my car and sing along to them on the way Sometimes in a silly voice with a goofy grin on my face bumping her insanely as she smiled yet still seemed removed Onision decided to skip college or maybe had to because of his GPA and spent time Continuing to develop his websites that I manage all those websites I spent like most of my time watching south park and managing that message boards The same year that Onision met sky. He developed the website Mr. Odd, which was like Almost all of his other websites just a way for him to put his thoughts into Basically a website diary But in 2004 Onision updated the Mr. Odd website to include videos and began to host some of his early content Before youtube this cute and sweet little video was created by Mr. Odd.com Thank you, Davey Dacri for sending me the request to There's three embarrassing moments in my life Instead of Saying what they are. I want to show you the embarrassing moments in my life by re-enacting them Come on Most of this content was literally him in sky playing with dolls But it didn't seem like the website building life ended up where Onision had hoped and Onision decided to join the air force To get his life in gear financially in january of 2005 In may of 2005 greg and sky became engaged greg stated that before their marriage He asked sky to sign a prenup and she cried that what's mine is mine and what's hers is hers If I bought it, it's mine. If she bought it. It's hers. If it's a gift that was given to her It's hers. If it was a gift that was given to me. It's mine That's the agreement. I was trying to get before we ever got married But when I attempted to get that agreement back then she sobbed hysterically saying that I didn't really love her because for some reason She is interested in me and my possessions and not just me Now uses this incident as evidence of his claim that sky put on water works Because she was interested in his money As for a prenuptial agreement when we first talked about getting married and as a result the other person cried They said that I must not really love them if I want to get a prenuptial agreement She also had a very obvious interest in her own financial benefit Now with that being said once I requested that we get a divorce She later decided to pursue me for money, which brings us back to that whole prenuptial thing. Wow Now I see why you turned on the water works because Yeah, privates or e ones in the military have so much money that you really need a prenup I know people in the military joke about partners who are interested in that bah money But if you literally wrote about joining the military to get your life and gear financially Why would someone be with you for your money? That makes no sense Greg also created the website america's air force during his time in the air force to Chronicle his life as an airman Greg has claimed about his time in the air force that he joined there But dropped out because they asked him to kill a rabbit But according to a source a lot of his claims of his time in the air force may not be truthful Even though he says he's the most honest youtuber who would have ever guessed found this little nugget of gold on twitter I was in the u.s. Army during the period.  It's pretty pathetic to watch his sub 100 iq try to rationalize his abject failure and manipulate the whole Situation in a way that convinces him. He came out on top Basically, though greg continually claims he was too ethical and moral to be in the air force Others who were in the service with him alongside other military members Say that greg was actually someone who wasn't able to mentally handle the pressure and would often break down and have tantrums after quitting the sarah school greg applied for security police and before training commenced greg and sky married in august 2005 in san antonio, texas while in the military greg continued to work on his websites and towards the end of 2005 greg made his final alias change in the website onision productions in 2004 greg was going by Onison and unision and in 2005 he went by onision Which was basically just a combination of his two previous aliases throughout the early years of using onision online greg gave several explanations of the meaning of the word in 2005 He said you will not find the word anywhere, but where i have placed it. It's me. It's original. It's exciting odd frightful Deep honorable harsh mighty strong. It's something no one can be but he who created it It is i gregory j not one person can say a greater word to my ear to the world It is worthless to my world It is all that truly matters as long as my soul burns when gregory began pursuing a career on youtube He began talking about an onision revolution and began breaking down the word onision as oni meaning one And scion meaning divine community the onision revolution is about making the world a better place Both through laughter and by spreading a message of peace you will find i'm often conflicting with my own beliefs If you view them from afar i'm against harming others in every aspect And yet my sense of humor finds the topic to be humorous when it is hypothetical And onision started producing content on his onision productions website to get the revolution going although as gregory himself pointed out his idea of the word onision was often very contradictory to the content he produced itself Which was very harsh and mean spirited in its comedic content Okay, so i shouldn't say anything about your Weight problem because i have never had a weight problem myself. That's your argument.  I should talk more about earth I mean if you guys have something you want me to talk about specifically about earth, please Onision dot net slash contacts and if it's something that I feel I can actually um help with something I can actually um create change by speaking about he often picked people apart online in mean spirited ways So there's a very strange cognitive dissonance almost immediately going on with onision's mentality and the way that he produced content online What's up guys today? I want to do a video on uh, why are people so stupid pretty not pretty But in the second photo they submitted pretty air semi pretty cute Not pretty semi pretty not pretty not pretty semi pretty kind of pretty Kind of the lower end of semi pretty like almost not semi pretty you why did you post the picture? Why stop it along with his onision's productions website early on greg inconsistently posted youtube videos But would often delete videos that he didn't like in fact almost all of onision's videos from 2006 Have been either privated or deleted but while onision was focused on his brand and production website He was still in the military and going through What seems to be some personal life struggles and well struggles in making friends in january of 2007 Onision wrote a long blog post explaining why he decided that he and sky We're going to stop hanging out with friends completely and only hang out with each other and family three days later Two mutual friends of greg and skies tried to separate them because they believe that greg was bad for sky Greg wrote an entry about this titled you hate others for the love of drama I was going to post something extremely long about how upset i am with two people I know within my personal life who are continuously trying to break my wife and I apart physically and vocally But i'm not going to as I believe it can only cause a greater level of drama Which is exactly what they feed on in fact They probably know i'm talking about them right now and are dialing my number just to tell me and others How wrong i am for my wife and somehow by saying i love her every hour of the day Feeding her full of yummy food trying to make her happy emotionally in other ways putting a roof over her head That in a result of that i'm a bad husband I'm sure you'll continue to call and harass us with drama But just know the world as you see it is different on the other end. We're happy alone. So happy I love my wife so much and you're trying to cut us apart both of you for that I should say more but I won't not now not another moment wasted on you It's important to note that isolation is a powerful tactic used by controlling partners There's many ways in which a controlling partner will isolate their partner from their friends family and loved ones After over a year of volunteering and not being deployed Greg was informed that he would be deployed to south korea Stationed slash deployment from what I understand prior to deployment Greg noted struggling to find purpose in life spending most of his off time playing video games Greg was stationed at osan air force base in south korea But he resented his time there and experienced such turmoil that only a few months after deployment He attempted to end his life But decided to not go through with it in january of 2010 greg uploaded the video I am fallen he says that november 14th of 2007 was the day he tried to end his life A lot of you have been giving me feedback Saying that you respect me for standing up for what I believe in That you think I'm brave For fighting so passionately For the lives of those I care for and those I love I want to let you in on a little secret It's not that I'm brave It's that I'm dead november 14th 2007 I had a nine to my school I've changed as a person since that day Because now I feel like no matter what happens to me I made it way further than I should have So when you guys call me brave Remember you're just talking to a ghost I will continue to fight for others So they don't end up like me This was the first time that greg mentioned this story to his youtube fans And if you pay attention to the words that greg says in this video It again identifies a pattern of self victimization Alongside an identity of saviorism a strange duality Coexisting in the way that onision tried to portray himself to the world He acted as if the world was always harming him And yet simultaneously that he was the hero to his own story Who was going to save and help everyone Who do you think they're gonna choose? The person who attempted to kill someone Or the person who decided this is wrong I'm not going to participate It's up to you Depends on what you believe of course But you couldn't be damning yourself for all eternity You worship your laws your documents your machine Something that has an allegiance with you only if you agree with it In your agreeing lies no benefit but in your disagreeing lies punishment I wish upon you life I wish your family happiness However to you I remain your enemy because our philosophies do not align exactly After his breakdown greg was given 30 days of leave And when he returned greg filed for conscientious objector status So that he could be discharged from the air force A couple months later now in 2008 In a fit of frustration and still waiting for his status to be approved Greg stripped down in his boss's office to prove that he's human and not a machine I am a human being equivalent to you Motherfucker So I got down to my birthday suit I'm a human being so I'm going to strip in my birthday suit So I got down to my birthday suit And I'm completely naked Like a lot of the the room around the squadron was that I just got down to my underwear No I took off my underwear too I was completely f***ed Standing at parade rest in front of the chief master sergeant and senior airman who To me And this stun earned him 10 minutes of jail time Fortunately greg had youtube to balance out the negatives in his life Whether it be placebo effect Or whether it be topla Some kind of entity created specifically just to harm me I need your help You must counter this force with positive thought So please Think of me living forever And greg surpassed 100 subscribers in the early months of 2008 And in 2008 Onision started his I'm so series Where he made several music videos about various subcultures of society I'm so deep I'm so gothic These videos didn't hit the algorithm until his gamer song I'm so music video On July 15th of 2008 In just one week the video garnered 630,000 views Which is pretty big for that time period But the video received mixed reception from viewers Some expressed their dislike for the video Calling Onision corny and creepy While others seemed to like the video And throughout this time Onision was still trying to get fired from the military So greg uploaded the video I'm so machine Another song in his I'm so series that criticized the US military Probably hoping that making this video would cause him to get kicked out of the military The I'm so death machine video description reads A anti-war song about the military And anything said negative is not directed at any country But more specifically the governments and armies of countries Please refrain from flaming this video Whatever you have to say about me You likely do not have the information one would need in order to pass judgment You have in your mind I hope this opens some eyes and closes no positive doors I wish the best for the world And yet I'm not willing to condone any kind of violence This is just my stand and is non-negotiable The day after uploading I'm so death machine Greg wrote a blog post about how the video was forwarded to his boss Just as he expected He complains that his work doesn't realize that he's doing more damage than good And that they've fired screw-ups before But when he asked to be let go with no screw-ups on his record They instead torture him with meaningless tasks And a paycheck he doesn't need Eight months after applying for the conscientious objector status Greg was finally discharged And Greg claims he had a meltdown on his way out After he was instructed to pay for a microwave that he never used He allegedly went caveman and yelled at two sergeants On the way out where they were saying This tech sergeant and the staff sergeant were like Well, you gotta pay for this microwave Let's get f***ing raw Let's get f***ing tribal Let's get f***ing caveman over here, okay?  It's because I hate motherf***ers like you After Greg was discharged from the Air Force Greg and Skye moved back to Washington To live with Greg's mother while trying to find a house In a video titled Onision's High School Classmate Comes Forward Full video reaction by Onision Greg revealed an incident where Skye was crying As his mother laughed and screamed in her face He claimed it was due to Skye not wanting to help her on the house My mother and I never had a great relationship Ever My mother, in fact, at one point when Skye was crying Screamed in Skye's face and laughed at her Just like my mom used to scream at me and laugh at me when I cried as a child This really happened It was because Skye didn't want to do chores around the house Because, as I said, Skye was not necessarily the most Skye would sit on the computer and stare at images of flowers all day After the military, Greg began to seriously pursue his YouTube career And Skye was working out of the house and supporting both of them While Gregory stayed home and worked on building his YouTube channel And then when Greg's channel became successful enough to financially support them both Greg asked Skye to quit her job and work for the YouTube channel with him full time By the end of 2008, Onision's channel had grown to nearly 10,000 subscribers And on Onision's main channel, he uploaded mainly comedic skits with the fictional character Chibi Who was a parody of the character Fred Figglehorn Who dominated the YouTube platform at that time If you remember, Onision's earliest controversy came in April of 2009 When he uploaded a video titled Murder Eaters about his stance on vegetarianism He told his audience to unsubscribe if they didn't agree with his viewpoint And agreed with comments that labeled himself righteous because he doesn't murder anything Well, let's see here, we're living beings and we like being alive, right? So if we kill other beings that probably like being alive Hmm, that's not really something that we have to debate now, is it?  Because you grew up consuming meat, you never questioned it Because your family thinks it's okay, your friends think it's okay Of course, why wouldn't you think the same thing? Something tells me you're not special, you're not unique In fact, you're not strong-willed or even remotely aware of the things going on outside your fictional world Out of sight, out of mind, thousands die every day Onision was clearly becoming very comfortable on the YouTube platform With his true personality beginning to show He would berate anyone who opposed his opinions And would guilt-trip people into following his ideologies And unlike the websites that Onision developed during his teen years He had zero control on the feedback he would receive on YouTube So for the first time in his life, Greg was being bombarded by people with opposing views And this included fellow content creators who would upload videos criticizing Onision for his approach and viewpoints Because he can't cope with opposing views Because he can't have an open conversation He found a false DMCA claim And in response, Greg would file several DMCA takedown requests to silence those who didn't agree with him While this rightfully upset many content creators online It went unnoticed by the larger YouTube audience And Onision's consistent upload schedule continued to pay off And in August of 2009, he grew to 28,000 subscribers And created his second channel called Onision Speaks Where he would upload commentary videos And Onision's popularity only increased when he began collaborating with fellow content creator Shane Dawson At the time, viewers were consistently comparing Onision with Shane Dawson on the platform Mainly because the two uploaded pretty similar content Which is basically just problematic comedy skits In November of 2009, Onision uploaded a video titled, Shane Dawson? No Midway through the video, Onision says, Hey look everybody, I have long hair and I'm white I must be Shane Dawson because we're all racist a-holes I must be Shane Dawson because we're all racist a-holes Or maybe you guys actually do look alike In December, Shane reached out to Greg after seeing his videos And the two decided to collaborate Onision uploaded the video Dawson's Freak And then they uploaded two collab videos onto their channels One where Greg pretended to be a Shane Dawson impersonator And another video titled Shane Dawson Fanboy Love Where Greg pretended to be an obsessed fanboy Who paid Shane to appear in his video Early 2000s YouTube is a fever dream I swear But this collaboration helped skyrocket Onision's channel And skyrocketed his subscriber count Putting him on the map in the YouTube community And in the span of two months, Onision gained 100,000 subscribers Onision quickly expanded his online presence And introduced merch to his channel But this was only the beginning Onision had a viral video called, Banana Song I'm a banana Which appeared on the Comedy Central show Tosh.0 as the viewer video of the week What'd you say? At one stage, Tosh.0 reached number one ratings For its time slot among men aged 18 to 24 This specific appearance on season 2, episode 4 Is credited with giving Greg a huge boost in popularity And helping him reach YouTube fame And the Banana Song went on to accumulate over 93 million views You'd think at this point Onision would be pretty happy, right? He had a booming platform, a house He was out of the military and home with his wife Onision wanted more He would continue to chat with his fans And cross multiple boundaries And eventually stumbled onto a fan named Shiloh Who was marked as his next victim Shiloh was born in Abbotsford, British Columbia And from the age of seven She entered multiple singing competitions Eventually Shiloh traveled to Vancouver To work with songwriting and production team Hip Joint Productions Who wrote and produced seven songs on our debut album Picture Imperfect Including the Canadian platin-selling single Operator A Girl Like Me Shiloh signed to Universal Music Canada in 2008 And Universal Republic in early 2009 Canadian pop star Shiloh with us Who's had a number of hits over the years Started in the business very young Double Platinum Great career And her single operator A Girl Like Me Skyrocketed Shiloh's profile Resulting in her being listed as Billboard Canada's number one Emerging talent artist Out of all the people who viewed Onision's banana video On Tosh.0 was the 16-year-old singer Shiloh And then she met Onision After binging through his content Shiloh emailed Greg in April of 2010 Shiloh saw my banana video on TV Anyway, so that's the story guys That's what happened She found me I love you I love you I love you I chew up Shiloh was asking Greg for advice Because she was in a bad relationship According to Shiloh Greg only responded to her email After he learned about her celebrity status At the time Greg considered himself a celebrity Due to all of his televised appearances And likely reached out to Shiloh Hoping that she would increase his profile And Shiloh claims that they talked for eight months Every day around eight to ten hours a day It was between like January and December of 2011 And we ended up talking about like Many much all day All of the waking hours It was starting to bother my mother a lot It took me away from my work a lot And around this time Greg's YouTube channel was growing rapidly Having accumulated over 250,000 subscribers And reaching YouTube's top 100 most subscribed list Skye, Greg's wife at the time Assumed that Greg just had a mentor relationship with Shiloh Until it became obsessive Although Greg was already 25 His friendship with Shiloh slowly became an emotional affair And after months and months of contact with Shiloh Greg began to contemplate leaving Skye, his wife He threatened to divorce Skye in June of 2010 After Skye stated that because of their marriage And all of her work on their YouTube channel That she owned half of Greg's assets After she said this Greg allegedly wrote up a divorce contract Which he gave to Skye in December of 2010 I signed a contract with Skye on the 22nd of December stating that she was entitled to live in this home For two years, so long as she didn't cause any disruptions With free rents, free food, free water, free electricity, etc But it also stated that the home was completely forfeited to me Meaning I own this place now Because she signed a document saying so The document also stated that if she chose not to live in this home That I would give her $1,000 every single month For up to a year And I think it also stated that it'll never exceed 30% of my income Just in case for some reason I cannot afford $1,000 a month This is how Skye describes the incident When he initially came to me with the divorce papers It came out of nowhere He had been talking to Shiloh off and on And she would sometimes be on Skype in the background I thought he was mentoring a kid and giving them advice on videos So it wasn't troubling at first Then he got obsessive After this he took me aside one night and told me the following I'm going to divorce you because I've finally found real happiness I never loved you and was just afraid of being alone If you want me to be happy, you'll let me do what I want Upon which I clearly remember the look on his face Cold as a lizard on ice Dead-eyed and with a smirk He picks up his phone calls Shiloh and says it's done now Now we can be together Turns and walks away locking himself in his room The next day looking like he was high on his own supply He came to me in the afternoon Having printed out a divorce document demanding I sign it He would proceed to follow me around the house For hours at a time screening at me That if I really loved him I would sign the paperwork Eventually after the endless onslaught I gave in as my spirit was quite broken He still refused to let me use our phone She clearly says this was not a mutual decision And she says we didn't have any prior discussions I came in one day and told her to sign them There was no discussion It was clear that I had to sign them or else Or else what? You have to be specific or else what? He made it very clear to me that I had no choice Other than to sign the papers that he presented to me What does that mean?  What is or else? I go no contact I go through my lawyers and keep seeing my counselor I get a job to pay for the lawyers And borrow money from my family to retain them As proceedings go along The court determines that the initial contract he made me sign Is null because all of the above Proven through my counselor Verifying my mental state And the fact that it wasn't notarized proper etc According to Shiloh Greg showed her the divorce papers over Skype And told her he loved her for the first time Shiloh was 17 and Greg was 25 Guy and I separated for very good reasons Okay, we were going to divorce multiple times Prior to us actually divorcing The thing is that everything was kind of okay All right, before we divorced or whatever Like things were getting repaired But then I just I had my limit Because she freaked out like Got really emotional for valid reasons And I was being a dumb ass for not valid reasons I was just focusing on making Shiloh's life better You know, making her feel better about her life It's not a lot of people just tell you everything pretty much About their lives like I do And I think that's because they have a lot more respect For the people around them than I do I mean that's what it comes down to, right? I'm all about letting everyone know What's going on in my life And sometimes stories about other people get into that And Greg quickly after announced his separation From Skye to his YouTube audience Hey guys, something has happened as it waits And I think that all of you should know that it happened Because a lot of you have a significant investment In my life and Skye's life She and I have decided to get a divorce We were married for five years And now it's over So I'm going to end with this She was on stand two The weird contract that Greg drafted up Was eventually thrown out And was replaced with traditional divorce papers Skye initially demanded an alimony payment of $150,000 But Skye and Greg settled out of court for $90,000 Even though over the next few years Greg would make multiple videos attacking Skye For this alimony payment and trying everything he possibly could To get her to go back on making him pay this alimony payment Once I requested that we get a divorce She later decided to pursue me for money Anyway, here they say one of their expenses is a counselor Which they didn't need while we were together But I guess someone saying I want a divorce Could be pretty traumatic Listing utility expenses All these other random expenses Thank goodness we didn't have children together Damn, that's some good healthcare I am requesting according to my financial declaration Relatively nominal support I however do believe that as a result of the business That we have created We did not create the business Literally, this person watched me do it By myself Occasionally I would ask them to act in videos Act And they say that they're entitled to a share of the profits Oh my god, this is why I wanted a prenup But they cried, so I felt bad It's because I care that I'm screwed A nice guy's finished last Shortly after my husband served me with divorce papers I do have expenses for counseling Due to the aftermath of my marriage AKA I left them and they needed to talk to a therapist because I left them Finally free from his marriage Onision drove to Pennsylvania on December 27th, 2010 To meet Shiloh who is currently 17 years old For the first time He chose Pennsylvania because of its lowered age of consent laws But while driving through Montana Greg accidentally hit and killed a deer Which supposedly went against his beliefs Of never harming a living creature But also it totaled his car So he couldn't drive the rest of the way To meet Shiloh in Pennsylvania Hey guys, Onision here The vegetarian Yeah, I just hit a deer Back there That kind of sucks a lot My car is totaled I'm still driving because I'm out in the middle of nowhere Hopefully it doesn't explode or something But I'm just letting you guys know That this kind of changes things a little bit Because I was planning on making a video today But my car is totaled So I need to go buy a new friggin' car And there's some deer back there And like a billion pieces So because his car was totaled Greg bought a ticket for a flight And flew the remaining distance to Pennsylvania Immediately upon entering the hotel room Greg kisses Shiloh and the two have entered He shows up at this hotel room in Pennsylvania I was staying in the hotel by myself He made his way to PA Before he made his way there He had explained to me that we could get in a lot of trouble Into a lot of trouble Yeah, he explained to me we could get in a lot of trouble And then he had to check the state laws before the cake Because of your age Because he knew we were gonna stick together And we had spoken about that And when he showed up He started kissing me immediately And we stuck together within like five minutes Afterward Greg sets up his recording equipment And makes a short one minute video About him kissing the deer The importance of this video is that in the background You can hear Shiloh giggling Thanks guys, bye Shiloh eventually talked about her relationship with Greg on Facebook And she mentioned that on December 28th of 2010 Her and Greg had sex in a state where it was legal And at that time Shiloh was in a weight loss boot camp program in Pennsylvania What's even more disturbing is that while Shiloh and Greg were together in Pennsylvania Shiloh's mom notified the hotel of Greg's presence The hotel staff grew suspicious of an older man locked in a room with a minor And eventually called the authorities When the police arrived They questioned why Greg had camera equipment set up Likely assuming that Greg was recording CP content with Shiloh So the police took their time looking through Greg's computer for any illegal content And further questioned why he was with a minor Unable to find any evidence The police sent Shiloh back home to Canada And Greg home to Tacoma, Washington Roughly two weeks before Shiloh's 18th birthday Greg introduced his audience to Shiloh on April 12th of 2011 And on the day that Greg uploaded their relationship announcement Shiloh created a new YouTube channel called Dracula At this time Greg and Shiloh were living in an apartment together in Canada Waiting for Shiloh to turn 18 Then as soon as Shiloh turned 18 They moved in together into Greg's Washington home In Toronto by January According to Shiloh they moved in together after Shiloh's 18th birthday Because she couldn't leave the country prior without her mother's written consent She also claimed that Greg manipulated her into cutting off her parents from her life Shiloh says she spent the night of her 18th birthday in a hotel So that Greg could fly her out the next morning Which does not sound like the best birthday And Greg began completely isolating Shiloh the same way he isolated Skye Once Shiloh was in Washington She left behind her family, her home, her friends Even her management Resulting in her being dropped from her management She effectively lost the music career that she'd worked to build up And was away from her family in all sense of familiarity Which sounds like such a stressful and scary experience Especially if you worked through so much of your childhood To build up a music career and then basically lose it all overnight After chasing a relationship And how did Shiloh cope with this? It seems like Shiloh coped with this through immersing herself more and more into Gregory's life Getting a Gregory tattoo on the back of her neck Greg claims that he never asked her to get his name tatted I didn't ask her to get that tattoo She actually surprised me with it And I was kind of overwhelmed by it Because believe it or not, I've never asked anyone to tattoo Greg or anything like Greg on their body I did ask another person to get a lily tattoo But that again has nothing to do with me In fact, Greg once claimed that he was against tattoos Though he claims that Shiloh was the person who changed his mind on that On June 21st of 2011 Shiloh wrote on her blog that she was going to get inked with Greg within the next few days But two days later, Greg uploaded the video Shiloh Forgot Me In the video, Greg says he couldn't upload a video that day Due to a strange episode Shiloh had after a fight This video is going to explain exactly what happened I just want you guys to know that I will be uploading a new comedy sketch on Saturday And thank you for bearing with me You're all this Thanks Then Greg shows footage of him filming Shiloh As she's having what appears to be a seizure Shiloh's laying in the bed and is repeating seemingly random and childish phrases Such as I want to make a rainbow Later, Greg decides to edit a video while recording himself And Shiloh wakes up afraid of him Apparently, Gregory did not call the ambulance while she was passed out during this time And decided to instead just edit a video in the meantime And Greg and Shiloh figure out that Shiloh lost three years of her memory After filming themselves catching up looking at friends and family members photos on Facebook Gregory reminded Shiloh that she was vegetarian and gave her vegan cheese Obviously people were upset at this video for a number of reasons First off, for Gregory's decision to not seek medical assistance Many people questioned whether or not this video was real or staged And the implications of that could be spreading misinformation on what to do in general Because you don't just let someone lie there and struggle with the seizure You make sure they have medical help Other criticisms were that Greg was exploiting and profiting off of another person's illness Another weird thing was Greg's weird focus on trying to make sure that Shiloh remembered that she was a vegetarian I don't know if this is true or not But it's interesting that even with years of her memory wiped for that moment Her brain still immediately perceived Onision as a threat Even in that state, she was so traumatized Her brain still knew that Onision was a threat It's heartbreaking The fact that she was back in the mind of herself at 15 years old Just tells how serious and severe the trauma was She was basically back to her mind before being with him Last night I lost three years of my memory I woke up to a strange man who I now know as Greg Thinking I was hurt or violated I did not know where I was or who I was Before Greg showed me proof that I had been with him for this long And he wasn't there to hurt me Later that night I felt close to him Like I had feelings for him I feel love for him That's something I remember You had a medical seizure at one point during your relationship with him He left me crying hyperventilating actually As I was very distraught in the shower He left me there and things started to get really crazy So like I felt all of these tingles in my face And I'm really hyperventilating And then I just kind of conked out in there Now in between the time of how I got from there to beside his desk I'm not entirely sure But that was a grand mal seizure from what I know And it took memory from me I woke up not knowing who he was I had lost a good three years And I've been having seizures ever since to be really honest with you According to Shiloh her memory started to come back And despite this very traumatic incident Greg and Shiloh continued to stay together And continued to post content onto YouTube And on June 30th of 2011 Shiloh uploaded a video titled Bald The next day Shiloh uploaded her blog With a blog post titled Being Bald In the post she confesses that shaving the rest of her hair Made her deeply depressed She says she made a stupid decision But guesses that being bald will give her a fresh start with her hair This initially didn't cause any controversy Until Shiloh eventually came forward to say That Greg had actually forced her to shave her head in their relationship And told her I want you to shave your head because you're a good bitch She says that Greg took her to the bathroom And he shaved her head And Shiloh said she felt ugly and defeminized because of it He told me I want you to shave your head And so he took me off into the bathroom And he shaved my head in the tub That seems controlled To put it like Yeah, and then he made me do a lot of videos While he tried I think I only got one of them out He made me do a lot of videos as bald characters Like the last airbender He wanted me to do Lex Luthor He just spoiled it It sounds like he got off on having you essentially end your career And while he used you to promote him Oh, the ultimate submission And in July of 2011 Shiloh and Greg separated in a massive falling out It's very unfortunate that I have to broadcast this on my main channel But I need the message to get out before Shiloh attempts shutting me down completely Shiloh was trying to contact her mother And Greg called the authorities to their home When the authorities arrived at their home Shiloh threatened to end her life Which led them to take her to a mental care facility Where she was finally able to contact her mother And went back home to Canada My mom had come and picked me up Because he had left me in a mental ward at that point You're shot mentally at this point Wiped out You go to a psychiatric facility Or a psychiatric facility in a medical facility And your mom comes to get this Shiloh, the young woman Meanwhile, Gregory abandoned his home And moved in with a friend in LA Around this time, Greg uploaded a video titled We Broke Up Hey guys, it's the night of July 4th Which is actually technically the morning of July 5th I just want to let all of you know that Shiloh and I are not together anymore A lot of you may not have seen this coming A lot of you may have seen this coming, I don't know This video began what many viewers viewed as a smear campaign against Shiloh Greg probably expected that Shiloh was going to expose Throughout their relationship And was attempting to destroy any of her credibility beforehand While simultaneously weaponizing his fans to harass her Or it could also be that Greg has an inner need To appear as the victor in all of his relationships And his attempts at tarnishing Shiloh's name after the breakup was his way of doing so Following Greg's We Broke Up upload Shiloh revealed to her Dracula website chat That she and Greg were trying for a baby before their breakup And she also mentioned there was a possibility that she could be pregnant Greg's next upload about Shiloh was the video Shiloh Threatened Me Which seemed to be filmed in a hotel room in the video Greg claims that Shiloh threatened to hack and destroy him In the last 24 hours Shiloh has threatened to destroy me Destroy being a quote Shiloh has threatened me in the past In regards to hacking me and in regards to telling people lies about me He also talks about calling the police on her twice Because she was acting hysterical The last 48 hours I've had to call the police on Shiloh twice Both times the police officer sided with me realizing that I was Being the reasonable party And that Shiloh was being hysterical And Greg says that both times the police sided with him Greg further claims that Shiloh was threatening to lie and tell people he abused her For the past two days I've been a prisoner of my own home because of her Because I refused to lift a hand against her So I just had to stand there and listen to her scream at me and put me in corners And afterward Greg uploaded The Truth Which included footage that he recorded before he and Shiloh separated After some debate about the appropriate level of what clips to show from the video The Truth Where Shiloh is extremely upset and even yelling to get the camera off me It's been decided that this video will not feature any clips from Greg's video Because it's clear at least in my opinion That Shiloh was not consenting to being filmed Instead I thought it may be helpful here for context To provide some clips of a psychologist from the channel Live Abuse Free Analyzing that video and the harm of Greg's actions And why it was so dangerous and toxic I think I can make out a slight smile on his face And I think that's because he feels confident that he's coming across as calm And her emotional reaction is making her look a little bit mad I think that's what he thinks and he knows that he's filming this So it looks like a victorious little smile to me The video starts out with the text In the last 24 hours I've been publicly slandered by my ex The time for talking is over Decide for yourself who is right It then cuts to Greg holding the camera to his face While we hear Shiloh crying and talking on the phone in the background She says she wants to be able to talk Because she feels like she can't be heard by anyone She seems really desperate That's how someone can be when they've been ignored When somebody has ignored them and dismissed them over and over and over again And she's saying that she's talking about how what he says isn't true So that's referring to I think a smear campaign She begins yelling he has a camera on me multiple times She asks Greg why he has a camera on her He replies okay thank you She tells him to get the camera off her Again he replies okay thank you She doesn't want to be filmed while she's in this state While she's really vulnerable She doesn't want his millions of subscribers to see her And he ignores this foundry This is the third time she's asked him to stop filming her And again he ignores her His voice sounds really calm And so he's completely unmoved by her I think this is really creepy She tells him to listen and look at her And says I'm going to seriously tell everybody what you've done to me He tells her I haven't done anything to you And she tells him that he destroyed everything And that she has to go back home and will be kicked out And that she is nothing I believe that he thinks he's coming across as really sane In my opinion he's coming across as quite impinged Because he just has no feeling While she's going through this He certainly doesn't show any feeling He's repeatedly ignoring this foundry You know he's completely ignoring That she doesn't want to be filmed And he's just doing it Because that's what he wants to do And he's doing this in my opinion for narcissistic supply Because he's made this video To get everybody to validate him And tell him what a great guy he is He's in the right And what a crazy girlfriend he's got The screen fades to black With the text the cops show up minutes later What would you like us to do for you? You call I call my sister and she told me we'd get to sleep So just move away I mean it's a good idea Yeah The video did not have the intended results that Greg was after And was met with immediate outrage Most viewers sympathized with Shiloh Meaning Greg's intentions for uploading the video backfired Causing Greg to delete the video I'm not a mental health professional But in my opinion and from my research and knowledge in this Oftentimes when Onision overplays the position of the victim to the public And hyper focuses on the actions of the other person Particularly in moments of high stress Mental instability Or when the other person is breaking down Or just at their breaking point This is an example of reactive abuse And how this tactic works According to impactforwoman.org One of the most common tactics abusers use Is to shift blame for the abuse onto the victim The abuser will claim the victim is the abuser Because of the reaction the victim has What if I'm the one that isn't wrong? What if this is my fault? Because everything was turned around to be a problem with me I was the cause for everything There was no Greg did something wrong You were the one victimized here Yet to Onision's followers You were the bad guy You were attacked Oh he smeared me as much as he possibly could Reactive abuse occurs when the victim reacts To the abuse they are experiencing The victim may scream, toss out insults Or even lash out physically to the abuser The abuser then retaliates By telling the victim that they are in fact the abuser Abusers rely on this reactive abuse Because it's their proof That the victim is unstable and mentally ill The abuser will hold these reactions Against the victim indefinitely Sometimes abusers use this reaction As an excuse to go to the police Or even file for protective orders of their own When asked about the truth in a 2011 live chat Greg said he uploaded that video To prove to the viewers that what he said In the Shiloh Threatened Me video was true And that Shiloh was unstable But that when the majority of viewers hated the video And were sympathizing with her He deleted the video Here's the thing is she publicly said something That was really really hurtful to me And I'm like oh you're gonna say something Probably really really hurtful to me That makes me look bad Okay well here's the video of what really happened Oh you know what it no it wasn't I uploaded it and what happened was Is people really hated it They were totally siding with her And I was like wait did I make a mistake Because everybody was all just totally siding with her I was like why is everyone siding with her I thought I was right And so then I took it down and I was like thinking But I was like I couldn't figure out For the longest time why everyone was siding with her Greg said he regretted putting out the footage But that it was out there so there was no going back Anyway it was a mistake obviously to ever Release that footage into something that I regret But it's out there and there's no going back And then in the midst of all the drama with Shiloh Greg sent a message to his ex-wife Skye Demanding she does not make any decisions Without talking to him first Saying he's just really confused right now Totally lost It's possible he needed someone to validate him After getting so much negative backlash From his experiences with Shiloh And would have probably used Skye To make himself look good and further and validate Shiloh In late July of 2011 Shiloh made a blog post titled winner Where she details out her side of the relationship She said she wants people to know what really happened And doesn't want people to think that she's crazy She also states she was not put in a mental hospital But a domestic recovery crisis center The following is an extremely shortened and condensed version Of what was in the blog post Shiloh claimed that Gregory would constantly complain About her body She said one time she was having heart problems in the shower And Gregory leaned down and asked her If she was sorry for what she did When she would ask for help with her heart problems Gregory would tell her I can't deal with this drama anymore I'm done He turned her against her family and friends He forced her to shave her head He forcefully went through all of her internet accounts He found out that she was getting high on Skype So he threatened to ruin her career by telling everyone After hearing that she refused to leave her room Because she was so scared that he was going to ruin her life So he forcefully removed her So she got hurt and then he called the cops on her The next day he wouldn't listen to her And screamed get the f out of my house He called his family members and told them she was crazy And the cops took her away with a pair of clothes And a piece of paper with her mom's number on it But while Shiloh was left traumatized from that relationship All Greg was left feeling was lonely And ready for a new relationship and a new chapter In August of 2011, Greg had a short lived relationship With a woman named Adrian Adrian found Onision through his content Joined his forums And soon enough they were talking on Skype every night According to Adrian, Greg asked Adrian To be his girlfriend by the third night of them talking Adrian claims he begins saying he loved her On night three of them talking And was already talking about marriage And wanting her to move from Texas To live in Los Angeles with him Talk about as many red flags as possible in one person Greg posted the video I found her to his Onision Speaks channel Where he talks about asking Adrian to be his girlfriend Hey guys, I hope you don't mind the dark lines under my eyes right now And the fact that I'm a little bit stupid at the moment More so than usual It's 5.30 a.m. I've been editing a video all night And talking to my new girlfriend on Skype This relationship would continue in this cycle of very quick Breakups and getting back together All lasting for less than a month until the final breakup All aired out very publicly online Hey guys, I am about to make the most pathetic announcement In the history of announcements right now I'm single again And I laugh because the relationship ended so horrifically Maybe it's like I'm covering up my tears with a smile right now It was just awful It was a train wreck It was the worst After their final breakup Greg suggests that Adrian has FPD's on his Facebook and Twitter And Adrian defended herself on a Google Plus post Adrian and Shiloh briefly became friends After Shiloh read Adrian's Google Plus post about Greg And decided to contact her Adrian and Shiloh started to publicly mock Greg Together on Facebook Mainly for his, at the time, distrust in dating bisexual women Which caused some friction in Greg and Adrian's relationship Since Adrian was bi Shiloh also wrote a blog post summarizing the similarities In her story and Adrian's story But unfortunately this unity between women wouldn't last As eventually Shiloh and Greg got back together And Adrian claims that she believed Shiloh used her To get information out of her to get closer to Greg Many people wonder why Shiloh went back to Greg Placing blame onto Shiloh for going back into the relationship with him But the reality is there's a cycle of DV and a relationship That often repeats itself Where oftentimes after an incident there's a honeymoon phase Where the partner will profusely apologize Promise to change Give extravagant gifts Or gestures that gives the victim hope That the next time will turn out different Especially if they're younger and more naive But abusers often don't change their behavior And the only way out is to leave The problem is leaving is often the most dangerous time for a victim of DV On September 25th of 2011 Shiloh uploaded a video titled STD to her Dracula channel With an identical background to one of Greg's recent videos People became suspicious But were completely convinced that the two were back together When Greg uploaded a video titled Shiloh's back In the video they announced their engagement With Shiloh showing off her ring I'm back It's like that During this time Shiloh had claimed to be pregnant with Greg's child But about a month before her and Gregory got engaged Shiloh posted a photo onto Facebook of a premature baby With the caption, in loving memory of Rogue Rest in peace little man Once Shiloh and Greg became engaged Someone traced the image Shiloh posted of this premature baby And found out that it was stolen That this was actually a photo of a young girl who was alive and well When confronted with this information Shiloh claimed she had no idea of what people were talking about That she had never seen that picture And had no idea how it was uploaded The image was removed and she began to deny ever seeing the picture And Greg made YouTube videos defending Shiloh For uploading a photo of a premature baby that wasn't hers Shiloh allegedly posting premature baby photos And saying it was hers There's a rumor going around that this happened There's people who say they witnessed it And quite frankly I personally don't give a f*** Okay and the reason I don't give a f*** Is like if she did that She immediately removed it after she posted it Okay so that's kind of like her admitting guilt If she did that Which I don't believe she did that She told me she didn't do it Seriously get a life Get a life I mean you're probably like what 40 years old living with your husband Milking him for all his cash Doing nothing all day watching your Mari and Jerry Springer shows And then you go online and you're like Ah who's life can I ruin today F***ing loser Seriously Move on guys Whatever your deal is with Shiloh Drop it This is old news if it even is news But only a few months later Shiloh and Greg announced on October of 2011 That they're expecting again Through their Facebook fan pages They each posted photos of a positive pregnancy test That same day Greg uploaded a video titled My Girlfriend's Pregnant The video featured him announcing the pregnancy By ripping his shirt Bombing on the couch Covering himself in brown liquid And screaming But many people were skeptical of this pregnancy In December Greg uploaded a video titled Shiloh and Greg Nonfiction Because viewers were so skeptical about whether or not Shiloh and Greg's drama was real or fake Hey guys some of my viewers are total f***ing idiots There are skeptics watching this channel They think that my life is totally fake They think that no matter what I say I'm lying Because again they're f***ing idiots Greg claims they just feel this way Because they're biased and hate him because of his views And because they have a bias They hate me because I'm a vegetarian To hate me because I'm against circumcision To hate me because I'm against r*** words Hate me because I'm against Most any form of religion that oppresses others Whatever the reason is They're so bent on not believing me That they deny what's right in front of them So he decided to use an event that happened earlier that day To prove that their drama is all real So let me tell you a story about Shiloh and I Because a lot of people disbelieve anything I say about Shiloh and I Let me tell you a story about something that happened today While providing images to make it undeniable To everybody who's sane watching this That this is indeed factual information Which by the way this event doesn't do All it does is make me incredibly concerned for Shiloh Greg starts the story from this day By saying that he and Shiloh were not on good terms Greg shows footage from his porch security camera He says Shiloh went to leave the house And dropped the key in the drop slot So he could have the keys and so she could not get back in This morning Shiloh and I were not on good terms Because I was being stupid She was being stupid We were just we weren't connecting right Okay, so she left And she put the keys to the house through the drop slot So I would have the keys And so she she couldn't get back in Because she didn't want to get back in Then Shiloh went for a walk And passed out three miles away from the house He guessed it was either from stress or exhaustion But confirmed that Shiloh was okay She walks three miles down the road and passes out Probably from exhaustion or maybe from stress Who knows The point is that she's okay I just want to establish that she is okay The fire department brought Shiloh back to Greg's house To tell him that they were taking her to the hospital So the fire department rolls up And they get her back on her feet And they bring her back here To let me know that they're going to take her to the hospital The ambulance driver returns to the door To tell Greg to talk to Shiloh and the ambulance Because she's refusing treatment And the ambulance driver comes up to me And asks me to go talk to Shiloh I go and talk to Shiloh out of the ambulance And Shiloh refuses medical treatment As I have said, she always refuses medical treatment When she feels she doesn't need it Greg claims he just proved everything He states that he shares all these things So that we, the viewers, can learn from his experiences This isn't some bullshit reality show This is real life There is no director, it's just me and Shiloh Okay? And the reason we share it with you guys Is so you can learn from these things On December Shiloh made a Facebook status saying So we went to go listen to the baby's heartbeat today And she couldn't hear anything So she didn't ultrasound It's the size of a six week old pregnancy And I'm supposed to be 12 weeks Greg uploaded the video update on our baby He explains that the doula could not find a heartbeat And it's safe to assume they lost their baby to a miscarriage He talks about how they were told to not announce their pregnancy Till around 12 weeks But that they announced it early because they were so excited So I'm not going to be a father And Shiloh's not going to be a mother For the time being Or so it appears Then things take a dark turn between Greg and Shiloh Around a week after they announced their miscarriage Greg uploaded a video titled Shiloh has sepsis Greg states that an infection got into Shiloh's blood And that she needed to be rushed to the hospital in Canada Hey guys for the next few days there's not going to be any Anisean uploads Which is very abnormal because I kept to my schedule for years now I'm just making this video to let you all know That when Shiloh was blood tested in regards to whether or not she was pregnant And it concluded that she was going to miscarry unfortunately Results came up that concluded she had sepsis Or has sepsis Now we have to rush her to the hospital in Canada Which she'll be on a plane very soon So I'm going to spend the remainder of time that Shiloh has here With her rather than editing videos like I normally do This video was removed from Anisean's main channel And uploaded to the Anisean archive channel With an added text stating I made the mistake of believing a lie Many viewers felt that this story didn't make much sense And they also questioned why Greg again didn't take Shiloh to a hospital And instead decided to film, upload, and post a video about the situation On December 17th of 2011 Greg uploaded a video titled Goodbye Shiloh And the video was a montage of his and Shiloh's last day together And to the skeptics this video is confirmation that Shiloh didn't have sepsis Because of all the things that the couple did together While Shiloh was apparently dealing with a life-threatening infection Like opening Christmas presents, riding a carousel, shopping, and going to an arcade I'm not a doctor so I really can't say whether or not someone can do all those things While dealing with sepsis Then after taking two days off Shiloh and Greg returned to the internet To see the generally negative reaction to their video And that's when Greg decided to question whether or not Shiloh was being truth I believe that Shiloh was telling the truth when she said she had sepsis And yet none of us have seen any evidence that she actually does In 2015 Shiloh explained to her side of the story Claiming that after they found out she miscarried Greg refused to bring her to the hospital to avoid paying healthcare Instead Greg flew her back to Canada where she was able to receive medical care Shiloh remained in Canada while Greg flew home Shiloh and Greg continued to have pretty mixed messages about their relationship status Sometimes they would act like it's over Other times Greg would announce that Shiloh was going to move back in Only to quickly delete the status or tweet But by February of 2012 Shiloh and Greg's relationship was officially over Greg uploaded a music video on February 4th titled It's Over And this song mostly talks about all the times that Shiloh lied throughout their relationship Can I believe your lies give us 14 tries? What do you care? It's not your heart that dies? No, it's me, it's always me You can lie, control, scream, curse, use I'm another guy Which again in my opinion could be an example of reactive abuse Hyper fixating on all the things that Shiloh has done wrong To ensure the official narrative is that she is the abuser and he's the victim Then a few days after they broke up Greg found out that Shiloh was with someone new and was clearly outraged by it Writing a lengthy blog post concluding that Shiloh had clearly cheated on him He uploaded a video titled The Truth Hurts But So Do Your Lies Where Onesion said that not only did Shiloh cheat on him But she also said mean things about him on her Facebook This gets thrown on my lap though by the way she cheated on you And then on top of that she puts things to Facebook saying mean things about me And it's like okay so you cheat on me, you lie to me And then you say these mean things about me And I'm just supposed to move on like you never betrayed me Before this can all be over I don't want it to all end as if she's somehow The good person in all this He questioned if she was ever pregnant with his child She lied to me about being pregnant with our child She lied about medical conditions He told Shiloh he wanted his $1,700 back Shiloh I want my money back too by the way The $300 that I sent you to get your passport to come home I want that back And then the other $300 that I sent you To get the passport Because you lost or no you got the first $100 stolen and spent the other $200 already And then the $1,100 I sent you I want that back too for the rent That you never even used according to your statements And he begins to dramatically breathe heavier And tells Shiloh to tell her future partners that she's a cheater And in the future when you're with somebody else You better let them know that you're a cheater Let them know who you are and what you do He announces he's going to do his job now and grasps his chest I need to go do my job now so In an attempt to get his money back on February 17th of 2012 Greg arranged to take Shiloh to court on the popular show Judge Judy But the show fell through once the people at Judge Judy realized that Shiloh was not an American citizen This relationship drama while at times very messy and annoying for viewers of Onision's channel garnered him a lot of views You could even say that he profited off of the trauma that was inflicted on to Shiloh And after the relationship was over Shiloh's life was fractured And Shiloh continued to receive an immense amount of harassment and hate Because of how much her toxic relationship was publicly aired online Not only was Shiloh disliked by Onision's fan base But she was also disliked by the people who were anti Onision's as well Shiloh was labeled as crazy, a pathological liar Shortly after the relationship Shiloh deleted all of her Dracula social medias and channels Shiloh claims this is because after Greg uploaded his final goodbye video to her She received around 1500 messages from his fans and around 80% of those Were people telling her to go unalive herself 1500 reaches contacts on social media telling you many of them become herself And that's before I shut the account down I don't I can't even imagine what happened over the last 10 years For years many would bash Shiloh in the comments of her old music videos Calling her psycho or mocking her using quotes from her seizure episodes Such as I want to make a rainbow Shiloh claims she went from making thousands every quarter From her music to $300 a quarter Making thousands in my three month quarter that would come out To seeing it go to like $300 She claimed that because all the major meltdowns she had in her teenage years Were filmed and put onto YouTube by Greg Many people in the music industry saw her as crazy and didn't want to work with her What did he take from you? Dignity Not dignity that I haven't gotten back but dignity Relationships people did not work with me as much I was seen as very crazy Because everything every meltdown I had in my teenage years that was You know memorable that I look back and think wow that was really Something I'll never forget was recorded In a live stream when asked if he felt responsible for the break in Shiloh's music career Greg said if you guys want to blame me for that you can Because I can make a connection as to why Shiloh is no longer singing And my introduction into her life If I could go back and erase that give her a future I would But the key thing is that she never told me me being in her life was going to risk her career And she actually said it was the opposite that everything would be fine Shiloh has repeatedly communicated that it's my fault that our career didn't work out So if you guys want to blame me for that you can because I can actually make I can make a connection as to why Shiloh is no longer singing And my introduction into her life If I could go back and erase that and give her a future I would After witnessing Greg's emotional breakup with Shiloh in late February of 2012 Adrienne sent Greg an email in the email Adrienne says she saw his breakup video And it reminded her of what she went through with one of her axes She says even though what Greg said about her was hurtful and cruel She's apologizing for the hurtful things that she said out of anger Offering friendship and gave him her number So Onision uploaded the video total victory Where Onision claims that he has been the good guy in all of his relationships Because he was the one that ended all of the relationships that he's been in in the past five years Hey guys, I'm thinking of calling this video Onision is a great guy or Onision is innocent Something like that because of the fact that I am It is that every relationship that has ended in my life in the last two years Has been on my terms when it came to the final termination He also claimed that all of the women that hate him do so Only because they were rejected by him Every single person who has a legitimate problem with me right now Who was formerly a friend or a lover was dumped by me That says a lot of good things for all the people who have been supporting me all this time This is some of the most disgusting victim blaming bullshit I've ever heard in my life Onision has an obsession over claiming victory over his former love interests Stating he was the victor of these relationships And could not have possibly been the toxic or harmful one Simply because he was the one who ended the relationship If they had such a big problem with me as they clearly have with me now Why did they stay in the relationship? That logic is very seriously flawed And I feel like only works on very immature people Or naive people who don't understand the dynamics of relationships whatsoever It also shows Gregory's inner need to dominate And be above the people within his personal life Which is a trait of NPD Though I will never try and diagnose Onision in this video But Imma just put that out there For the next few years Greg would continue to talk about his relationship with Shiloh in blog posts And would use his experience with her in comedy videos There was even one time his mother mocked Shiloh in a sketch video by pretending to have a seizure Shiloh would also make random brief blog posts about her relationship with Greg Though often times she would delete them afterwards To avoid backlash from Onision's fandom But when Shiloh found out that Greg was dating a new 17 year old She made a longer than usual blog post about him She said he would tell her it was weird that she was so close to her mom And he had her cut off contact with her dad because he threatened him She says he didn't want her to talk to her friends back in Canada She also believes he has a resentment or hate towards women And she believes this because of his unnatural sexual aggressive nature And one has to wonder where Shiloh would have ended up if she never crossed paths with Greg And was never sucked into his toxic vortex Shiloh is making music again and is undeniably an incredibly talented singer who looks amazing Shiloh has grown and involved out of the dark shadow of Greg's influence And it's incredible to see and know for all of us out there Who have experienced that kind of suffocating evil relationship That true growth and light at the end is possible But Greg would eventually move on to even younger prey Continuing the exact same pattern in cycle And documenting it all online And the next victim was named Kai During the majority of the events that occurred with Greg Kai did not yet identify as a trans man Everything will reflect Kai's current name and pronouns And my team and I will do our best to blur out and censor out Kai's former name and former pronouns Gregory and Kai have legally changed their name to James Jackson and Lucas Jackson And while it's unknown why they've both legally changed their name He'd be assumed that they probably did it to get away from the internet backlash Associated with their former names and the bad reputations Because of Kai being transgender This has been a difficult thing for me to navigate People change their names legally for many reasons Because he is now living a private life It's hard to say if he changed his name to hide his identity and for legal reasons Or if it relates directly to his identity To the best of my knowledge and research The last time Gregory's husband has publicly spoken about this matter He has said that he would like to be referred to as Kai And I would never want to assume someone's preferred or chosen name without them speaking on it Especially if they live a private life just by what their legal name changes been A chosen or preferred name is the use of a first middle and or last name That is different from a person's legal name There are many reasons why someone would use a chosen name Such as a reflection of a gender identity as a nickname Or as a westernized or Americanized name I want to be as respectful as possible of his gender and identity Because it is a separate thing from the darkness of this story Of course I am always learning But because he is now private it makes it a difficult matter to speak to I strongly disagree with dead naming Which is referring to the names someone used before they transitioned And it's important to note that health experts and LGBT advocacy groups Advise adopting transgender people's name and pronouns Even when referring to them prior to transitioning That being said, the time that this legal name change happened was post transition After both Kai and Greg had received a lot of backlash online And both of them changed their legal name This alongside the fact that there's been no public statement Stating that Kai has a different preferred or chosen name Makes me feel like the legal name change was for safety reasons until it's otherwise spoken So I will continue to refer to Greg's partner as Kai As the last it's been publicly addressed That is his preferred name That being said I want to remain as respectful as possible And also any hateful comments towards Kai's gender and identity will not be tolerated Dedicated supporters would sit through hours of Onision content Where he would talk about all of his relationship troubles One of these viewers was Kai Who initially discovered Greg when Shane Dawson Uploaded the video of him and Greg kissing at VidCon in 2011 Now he initially discovered me through a video I did with Shane Dawson while we kissed This video was released on August 6th of 2011 So Kai would have been 16 years old at the time Later that year when Greg was having relationship troubles with his then-fiancé Shiloh Kai would begin tweeting at him almost daily For a few months until Greg eventually contacted him On September 14th, 2011, Kai sent his first tweet to Greg At Onision, I want to put up with your bulls**t Greg This was a response to a now-deleted video Greg posted titled Single Again about his breakup with Adrian Where Greg says I just want to say that Adrian deserves someone way better than me And I deserve someone who wants to put up with my bullsh**t Greg deserves someone who wants to put up with his bullsh**t It's bizarre how true that statement would eventually become Kai tweeted at Greg six more times in September On October 21st, Kai tweeted a list of six celebrities that he would marry And Onision was number three The next day, Greg replied to him That's sweet of you to say And Kai continued to tweet Greg a total of 20 times in December of 2011 Tweeted you a few times, occasionally Kai tweeted at Greg a total of 27 times in January On January 9th, Kai was worried about not tweeting him I haven't tweeted at Onision in like two days At Onision, sometimes I feel like I miss you Even though we've never met or talked, it's odd Kai was slowly becoming the perfect vulnerable target Who would do and say anything Greg wanted Because of the parasocial bond that was forming in Kai's mind Between himself and Greg After breaking up with his fiancé Shiloh for the last time Greg tweeted out, Soulmate, where are you? On February 12th, 2012 And Kai replied, here So Greg DMed Kai on Twitter You really think you're my soulmate? If so, what makes you feel this way? And Greg and Kai began privately dating that same month Kai was 17 and Greg was 26 And then you were like, how old are you? And I was like, well, I'm almost 18 And you were like, well, I never want to talk Yeah, I totally, yeah, you don't And I was like, mm-mm You ain't going anywhere I still feel deceived I was born in May You were not born in May Well, actually the states we were in didn't even matter Greg first told Kai he loved him around this time over text And Greg proposed to Kai before ever meeting him in person Saying, you know I'm going to marry you, right? Over Skype I'm not even meeting each other in person yet I proposed to him probably the least classy way possible I proposed to him via video over the internet In such a weird way I basically said it like this You know I'm going to marry you, right? So one time I followed his comment on Twitter And then he proposed to me Then in March of 2012, Greg flew down to New Mexico Where Kai was living to see Kai The couple met at a coffee shop and had lunch before visiting a park Where they shared their first kiss And apparently Greg gave Kai a ring when they met in person for the first time So things were pretty swell for a while He clearly indicated he was interested in marrying me And so we finally actually met, I gave him the ring Ignore the fact I put the ring on the wrong finger That didn't actually happen in real life I loved the ring and so did I Greg later confessed that he and Kai had spent within hours of meeting First time Someone's embarrassed Because it's like, say, the first time we hugged, but we didn't have the same day The first time we literally had physical contact We were like in bed with each other hours later I don't want to go into details there In early March of 2012, Greg began wearing a ring And around that time Kai began showing off an engagement ring on social media Eventually because of Greg and Kai's Twitter activity People began to compare Greg's indoor filming locations With Kai's Instagram photos And the rooms were identical Viewers also noticed that Greg was in a different location That wasn't in Washington Eventually, people discovered that Greg was renting a home in New Mexico Apparently, Greg was in New Mexico to be with Kai While waiting for them to finish high school On October 22nd, 2012, six days after Kai turned 18 Kai and Greg officially announced their relationship together in an Instagram post But Kai and Greg each have matching 27 tattoos For the date February 27th, 2012 Which is believed and fairly confirmed to be the day that the two started dating And pretty soon after, Greg and Kai were married through the New Mexico court system On November 14th of 2012 But Greg and Kai never announced their marriage online And even kept it hidden from their family But the internet found out about Greg and Kai's marriage a week later When an ex-friend of Kai's posted about it onto Tumblr But this is how fast they moved Everywhere we started dating By December, we lived together in our own house We have a daughter We're married too We're also married Over the next few years, Greg would reveal even more friction Between himself and Kai's family Doing what he seemed to do with all of his previous relationships Attempting to isolate Kai from his family In April of 2015 It seemed Greg was trying to convince Kai to stop associating with his father Greg indirectly called Kai immoral on Twitter For associating with someone who threatened their significant other And now let's talk about Mr. Grump Mr. Grump wanted to meet me at Olive Garden We'll say that in olive So Mr. Grump is sitting across the table from me at Olive Garden Our conversation was kind of chill at first But then as I started turning red He started getting teary Because Mr. Grump decided to threaten my well-being Despite my relationship with him being legal He also threatened to put me in prison Despite, again, our relationship being totally legal So you threaten to seriously harm me and possibly kill me As well as threaten me in other ways F that guy Because Kai's father had threatened Greg When Kai and Greg had initially started dating Because, obviously, Greg was a fully grown adult in his late 20s Who was dating someone who hadn't even finished high school Greg also regularly attacked Kai's family on social media Revealing private information he learned about the family members from Kai But this didn't stop Kai and Greg from continuing their relationship And even building a family together themselves In June of 2013, Kai announced that he was pregnant With a picture of his baby bump on Tumblr Newest addition to the family coming late December, early January Later that same day, he deleted the image and posted to Tumblr and Twitter Congrats guys, you've officially lost all of your picture privileges Good job Thanks for being extremely rude And Greg and Kai ended up keeping their children completely off the internet As well as hiding all information about their pregnancies Eventually, Kai would post photos about his pregnancies On a YouTube video And Greg made a music video and song for his son And would occasionally reference being a parent But for the most part, they kept their life of being parents hidden from social media Many viewers wondered if Kai was eventually going to create a YouTube channel Initially, Kai was focused on pursuing medicine And wasn't interested in the YouTube platform But in 2015, Kai created a Facebook fan page, a YouNow, and a YouTube account Though throughout Kai's YouTube career, many drama followers theorized That Greg actually ran Kai's account Mainly due to the style of writing used in the videos As well as the fact that the video's titles and descriptions would often misgender Kai Referring to him as wife or girlfriend and using she her pronouns In 2016, Kai and Greg had their second child And Kai hid the pregnancy completely from the internet Though later, Kai would reveal pregnancy photos in a YouTube video I took a lot more pictures during this pregnancy, apparently Obviously I didn't have such horrible self-esteem issues This is a comparison picture with my last pregnancy So on the left, you see me 40 weeks with my first pregnancy On the right, you see me 27 weeks with my second Kai and Greg would also vent tweet about private fights between themselves Kai would usually vaguely or bluntly complain about something Greg said or did Meanwhile, Greg would say he doesn't deserve his significant other Or even talk about how he's verbally or emotionally abusive Then eventually, in their relationship, Kai and Greg decided to try To explore non-monogamy and polyamorous relationships Because this is such a stable relationship Why not add another dynamic into the mix? Of course, non-monogamy and polyamory would be their business If they didn't make it everyone else's business And wouldn't be problematic if Greg's old manipulative actions didn't return In a big way And Kai, now a full grown adult Also participating in the toxic cycles as well The couple's exploration with non-monogamy Started with Kai beginning to date women outside of his and Greg's relationship The first relationship Kai had, or at least the first one he posted about publicly Was with a girl named Billie Kai first noticed Billie on Twitter when a photo of her was retweeted onto his timeline Kai messaged her and asked if she was interested before giving her his phone number She posted the picture and it got retweeted onto my timeline And I tweeted at her to date me later on down the line I saw that she was single So I messaged her and I asked her, you know, are you interested in girls? And I gave her my number At the time, Billie was 18, Kai was 21, and Greg was 30 Kai claimed Greg was the one that pushed them to date Billie And that it was actually Greg's idea in the first place Billie came to visit Kai and Greg in early December of 2015 According to Greg, this was so Kai and Billie could get to know one another Because they planned on dating And while Billie was over, Greg posted tons of Statuses and images encouraging Kai and Billie's relationship Greg posted an image of the two kissing and even called them his OPT Or one true pairing Greg also made a sketch video titled, Onision's Leaves Him for a Woman I'm coming for you Come to me Almost there Wait, what? That's right Oh my god, no This feels so right without whiskers Which is just weird behavior This feeling of someone just capitalizing off of their partner Who's exploring their identity Greg says that during this visit Kai became very upset And even cried because Billie and Greg were spending a lot of time together Rather than Billie concentrating on getting to know Kai Who was initially pretty excited for her to come A girlfriend missed the first flight Her missing that flight on a certain level Confirmed suspicions that this girl didn't really care about Kai felt that Billie might have been there for Greg and not really for Kai But Billie denied this Greg says that one night he, Billie and Kai were about to have a three-way But Kai stopped it If a girlfriend was kissing her lips, I was kissing her neck and vice versa The next day Greg texted Kai telling Kai that he was aroused And asked if he could cuddle Billie They were having a conversation and I said no, I need affection And I said, okay, I'm really aroused And I feel an intensity for cuddling as well I then asked for permission to cuddle with a girlfriend And then followed that with, or you can cuddle me, question mark As you can imagine, I was very upset by that I didn't want to leave the house, so I began to help her pack As I was helping her pack, I told her that That girlfriend and I wouldn't do anything that friends wouldn't do together Conscious or not, I clearly was manipulating After Kai left, Greg gave Billie a body massage And cuddled while watching movies And he says they fell asleep cuddling in Kai's bed The rest of the night we cuddled and watched a movie Greg told Kai about what he did with Billie the next day And according to both of them, Kai broke up with him Kai also posted onto Twitter that Greg left him for Billie And is in love with her That night, Billie opened up a You Now stream When asked why Kai was freaking out, she said, I don't know She says Kai and Greg were okay with the situation until they weren't This is just a theory, but I think subconsciously Kai began to realize and see maybe that Greg used him And encouraged his relationship with Billie in order to lure Billie in And use the exact same tactics that Greg used on Kai when Kai was only 17 Which has to be traumatizing to see play out right in front of you In the live stream, Billie said she thought it was immature Of Kai to instantly post the information to Twitter Even though the internet is his escape Because Kai has a following and needs to understand That what he says takes a toll on people Anybody? Like everyone's a good person, you guys are making it all seem like Or are awful people to say And like you're not a bad person either But like it was kind of immature to like post what you did on Twitter instantly Because the internet is his escape But she needs to realize you have the following And what he says does take a toll on people It seems, in my opinion, after Kai's boundary was clearly crossed Greg continued to try to manipulate the situation behind the scenes To keep Kai in his life Not only because it would reflect poorly on him if they separated But because Kai would become a great tool For luring in younger girls Into what they would slowly define as a thrupple Yeah, definitely correct Use her for sex Then exploit her They did the same thing with Sarah Ultimately with Shiloh To a certain extent with you being there All these young women And we don't even know how many there are out there I mean we've interviewed, you know, a half a dozen Yeah So Kai and Greg announced that they would go to counseling To work on their relationship And Greg immediately started joking about the situation on his YouTube channel Creating a weird prank video, I guess Pretending he separated from Kai again Still allowing the visitation rights Which is great because a dad should be in his kid's life But seriously in the previous videos I kept saying I am not the victim To go and support her But this time I feel a lot more like the victim Allegedly after seeing this prank video Billy thought it was real And told Greg that she was ready for a relationship with him And Greg later showed off this text message in his prank reveal video Remember me sending this text to that woman I cuddled behind my back Well after the recent video I released announcing that we split She decided to contact me yet again She said she wanted to come back out and play video games with me And that I quote I somehow caught feelings for you pretty fast Not sure if it's completely normal But the way you treated me was better than anyone has treated me before So here I am Well that's pretty flattering Which to me feels like this prank video was meant to bait Billy into texting him So that he and Kai could reel Billy back into the toxic relationship In May of 2016 Kai began expressing missing Billy on Twitter Within the next two months Kai began talking more and more about Billy on Twitter And eventually posted a photo of him and Billy kissing For the Twitter hashtag keep kissing A tag for LGBT couples to post kissing photos And six months after the breakup Kai decided to take Billy back Even after all of this I could not get over her I was angry for two months and then I missed her I don't know I kind of thought you know if it's been this long And I'm still missing her There has to be something you know this has to mean something One night at like 2 a.m. this isn't like June so like six months later I couldn't sleep and I just had to text her I told her I wanted closure because I couldn't get over her I was still hurting I couldn't figure out what to do so I wanted some closure or something like that But that just kind of spiraled into us talking again And in June of 2016 Greg uploaded a video of Kai where blue hair can be seen in the background The next day Greg posted a seemingly very random rant Where he talked about how he had multiple amazing three sums With two awesome individuals Greg began referring to their relationship as a menage à trois In September and would continue until the rest of the relationship It was very hard for me to trust that she wasn't after Greg And that they weren't going to betray my trust again and leave me for each other That caused a lot of issues for everybody And I will admit that that's my fault Okay so how did this go from Kai saying that he was uncomfortable with Greg and Billy Even cuddling that this was a boundary they didn't even want to cross To all of a sudden three sums and a menage à trois Like usual I was being kind of put on the back burner I was being ignored and excluded And because of that I got really anxious I got really uncomfortable And during the intimate moment I kind of shut down Because I was feeling so uncomfortable and anxious And that just pissed everybody off again Because my insecurity was getting the best of me and affecting people negatively And whenever a disagreement broke out between Greg and Kai Greg and Billy would still remain in contact Greg would take photos with Billy And even one time recorded a video with Billy cuddled up next to him Which upset Kai There was a big issue with the fact that I was clearly struggling And I needed some reassurance And it said it would just both ignore me and hang out together if they were mad Though Greg and Kai would constantly send Billy home And then invite her back into their house In this consistent toxic cycle By late October Billy and her best friend Ayala visited Greg and Kai At this time Kai's online friend Sarah was living with Greg and Kai All three girls were appearing in Greg's online content at the time But by November 3rd Viewers noticed that Greg and Kai had unfollowed Billy on Twitter On November 9th Greg uploaded the video we broke up again Hey let's bring the third person back And I was just shocked Everyone that I know of was telling me that's a bad idea Including myself But I wound up agreeing to her coming back Because I really liked hanging out, playing video games, etc with that person So the third person came back And we all wound up making love to each other a lot It was pretty insanely awesome Unfortunately my ex-anxiety issues got to her again And gave her the idea that once more that the third person was just there for me And didn't like her at all The last time I talked to my ex about relationships I told her I wanted to be single Because to be blunt I'm emotionally exhausted Why are you guys in a polyamorous relationship If you're not ready to be in a polyamorous relationship Greg claims this point was his breaking point And he told Kai that there would be no more rules and boundaries That sounds like a healthy relationship And that Greg would be able to do whatever he wants Greg believed that the relationship wasn't balanced or a true trinity Because Kai and Billy could do whatever they wanted But Greg couldn't do whatever he wanted to with Billy Greg comes to me and tells me you know This is gonna be a true polyamorous relationship I'm gonna do what I want when it's the three of us And that's that And I said okay Because I kind of took that as he's gonna do what he wants When it's the three of us together And that was fine I wasn't gonna be insecure I wasn't gonna cause a problem Apparently he meant that he was gonna do whatever he wants All the time Meaning they could exclusively do whatever they wanted I was not sure what he meant I expressed to Billy, hey I don't know what he means by this She suggested to me that I should tell her my boundaries So that she could keep a situation in check And that she would respect my boundaries I trusted her with that I tell her look I'm not comfortable with you guys like being exclusive yet And Billy told me of course And the next day he and Billy slept together And was there one thing that happened that made you say to Billy We got to get out of here This is wrong Potentially dangerous I think it was the day after Like Greg had coerced Billy into sleeping with him Even though she very evidently told her that Told him that she was uncomfortable with it Billy she came up to me and she was like Like I tried to tell him more than a couple of times that I was uncomfortable with it And that I would be uncomfortable with it And I think it's a really bad idea But he just kept pushing and pushing And something that Kai has admitted himself Is that Greg is somebody who's really really hard to say no to Because he will just keep pushing and pushing and pushing Or sort of changing the way that he asks until you cave And she came upstairs just absolutely balling in tears But after that happened Essentially everybody in the whole house just started attacking Billy And like they were like getting in screaming fights So Greg like sat us all down and had us sign a contract Essentially agreeing to stay for another week Sign a contract Yeah, he like typed up this contract essentially saying that Like we agreed to stay for a week We agreed to like try to work things out And like keep a piece in the house And be nice to everybody after what I saw Billy go through And after you know the contracts and him trying to force it to get a tattoo I was just like hey Billy like we really need to get out of here Greg said that before sleeping with Billy Billy tried to tell him that Kai might be upset if they slept together Billy did tell me that she thought might be upset She and I slept together He says when Kai came home Greg told him that he and Billy slept together He says that Kai was very upset because in a secret conversation that Kai had with Billy He told Billy not to do anything exclusive with Greg and Billy agreed Specifically told Billy that she was still not to do anything exclusively with me Billy told my that was no problem And according to even told her that if I did pursue having sex with her That she would literally tell me to screw off And I get home the next day and Greg takes me upstairs And he tells me that they had sex And obviously I'm very upset And I tell him that I told her that that was not okay I made my boundaries very clear to her that that was something I did not want to happen So I decided you know this is I can't be with her after this She very clearly cheated on me So I broke things off with her I don't want to see her I don't want to talk to her I want nothing to do with her She gets angry and she goes out into the woods or the backyard I don't really know So we all decided to like sit down and have a talk about what happened How we're going to be civil I'm trying to figure out like how on earth She's trying to justify the fact that she very clearly cheated on me And she's just sitting there all saying oh no It was just too hard to say no This is just putting a lot of pressure onto Billy So it seemed that everyone broke up But of course again they all seemingly got back together And a month later Billy appeared in an uh oh bro gaming video With Greg letting everyone know they were back together And that Billy was once again back in their home Now Billy is an eagle flying through France allegedly But this new cycle didn't last very long And finally there was a final breakup On January 10th 2017 Viewers once again noticed that Greg and Kai Had unfollowed Billy on Twitter The next day Greg uploaded a video Again titled our relationship is over In the video Greg explains that he and Kai are anti-pop But dated someone who was pro-pop He says that they decided to break up with this person Because this person lied about it And clearly prioritized pop more than us Then she tells Greg that she smoked while she was gone And I just said this is my help There's too many warning signs I've been through too much I need to take my out We broke up with her My problem with all of this is not My problem is that she agreed not to And she did it anyway Then Greg tweeted never date a stoner And soon after Billy tweeted Never date an idiot Greg also shared text messages between himself and Billy In the text Greg asks Billy how she could treat Himself and Kai the way she did That she supposedly lied and betrayed them And Billy replied with the now infamous line LOL be mad Which Greg eventually made into merch for himself Because if there's one thing Greg knows how to do really well It's how to capitalize off of the relationship trauma That he puts young girls through It sounds like they're almost trying to drag you into A reality show of some sort Am I wrong there? I mean he definitely Or Greg definitely would post a video every time after Something like this would happen So I definitely think like a little bit was like exploited Billy's friend Ayala joined the twitter fight And revealed some really disturbing details About the relationship between Kai, Greg and Billy Apparently there were stipulations that Greg gave Billy In order for her to be considered to be taken back by Kai and Greg Different conditions Ayala mentioned were that Greg told Billy That she could not see her family for over a year To shave her head to get a tattoo that said I'm a liar To get a fake tan to dye her hair green and shave off her eyebrows Greg replied that he told Billy she wasn't allowed to see Drunk users and called Ayala a lying prick He says she was only upset because that included her But also that would include Billy's family as well Did Greg manipulate and try to control you? Yeah for sure We've heard stories about him shaving girl's heads Did he ever do that to you? No, but he wanted to He wanted to and what's the purpose of this? I mean he told me it was to be able to be forgiven To prove that I love them And I'm sure it was to make me embarrassed Or make me not like myself as much Because I do care a lot about my hair And he very clearly knew that Like I want to be a cosmetologist So it was just one of those like You know just like a jab at you Shave your head Like they asked Billy to quit her job So that they would have like free access To fly her up whenever they wanted Quit her job Yeah so she had a full-time job And they essentially asked her to quit her job So that they could fly her up whenever they wanted Because they weren't satisfied with the fact That they could not pick her schedule essentially They took a very very long time To sort of break Billy down And make her feel really really bad About anything that she had done He asked Billy to shave her head He asked Billy to dial her hair green And get a fake tan to completely remove her eyebrows And also to chain her up in the basement for a week And not something that he brings up frequently Because she blatantly said absolutely not To all of these requests And then he would shame her and be like Oh like you're boring And I can't believe you don't want to do this Crazy things Oh another thing that he tried to do was have her Move to Washington state And not talk to anybody that she knew anymore Like me or her family No one She was not isolating her Yeah he was he was aiming for complete and total isolation He asked her to move out there And not talk to a single person that she knew For an entire year On January 18th of 2017 Greg uploaded the video initially titled It's Over I'm Done By Which he quickly renamed One you lied again Two you committed a crime again Three you got dumped again Four by forever Greg disturbingly reveals a contract He wrote up for Kai and Billy over text messages in this video Here's the contract I proposed I said hey beautiful people Here's our contract we all agreed to One always be honest Two never let jealousy negatively impact our relationship Three never use manipulative language Four never partake in illegal activity Five express all issues that come up directly with the person we have an issue with Six do our very best to stay positive If you agree please respond with I agree And we're all of course very good with this contract This was December 22nd So Billy wound up violating that contract So I dumped her What is anyone else's mind not been blown by this And says that since Billy broke the contract He broke up with her In the video Greg says the only way he and Kai Would take Billy back is if she avoided Illegal users with the exception of holidays Which included her family After I broke up with her we had a discussion And I concluded that considering how many times she had lied to us in the past Again this was definitely not the first offense She had done many things prior That the only way we would take her back Is if she would avoid illegal users for a year With the exception of holidays Now Billy and Ayala will rephrase that and say Oh I tried to keep her from seeing her family And that's because a good portion of Billy's family members are legal users As Billy admits here For just this year you would only see illegal users on the holidays She asked me why I keep warning it like that And I say because this is not about family It is about legal users saying your family distracts from the point He says but my family smokes Well you know what that's not my problem What what Therefore this condition Which may have been made to sound like a reasonable thing Was actually a way to completely isolate Billy From all of her friends and family That she had back in her home state He then tells the audience that he wants to tell them how set Billy's life was Before she threw it all away Greg claims that he was going to buy Billy a car Which to me sounds like future faking Saying that at some unknown date You're going to do some grand gesture for somebody Now let me tell you how set Billy's life was Before she s**t everything away I made it very clear to Billy that I was going to buy her a car He claimed that he was going to teach her how to drive He was going to pay for her cosmetology school Despite her almost being 20 She still doesn't know how to drive So I was going to teach her how to drive I was going to pay for her cosmetology school I was going to pay to fix her teeth Again at some unknown future date He was going to do this thing Greg claims that he paid off her medical debts Hired her to work for him and paid her $10,000 It's my theory that those are all the same thing That just by him hiring her to work for him She was able to pay off her medical debts And he paid her the accumulation of $10,000 Through her working for him Those aren't three separate things That's just my theory Billy's last two text messages to Greg were You're the worst person I have ever met in my life And f**k you What's the last thing you said to them? I'm pretty sure I sent like a In all caps f**k you And then blocked their number And like never spoke to them again But I still get emails It's been like three years And I have like over 20 emails from Greg Saying what? Are they trying to get you back out there? Oh yeah And in reply to this Greg lashed out by tweeting A list of negative experiences That Billy had with her exes That she had told Greg in confidence And some of those were very private Sensitive information That you wouldn't want the general public to know about What's the worst thing he posted about you online? I'm not really like entirely big on like talking about it Right And if you're uncomfortable don't go there I don't want you to have a bad experience But I do want people to know What he's capable of doing You know So as far as you're comfortable Characterizing what he did It sounds like he gained your confidence Got some deep personal information about you And exploited it Is that fair to say?  Do you think that's a fair trade for me Telling you that I f***ed you?  Yeah For sure During all this time Greg was doing other horrific things online To show his true personality It should be noted that Onision had a horrific reaction To the death of Christina Grimmie Who was an influencer who died in a horrific way And was s***ed at a meet and greet Christina was a dedicated Christian And after she passed Greg would tweet mocking God Which was just extremely insensitive at the time And after Christina's death was confirmed Greg accused fans and YouTubers of tweeting fake empathy And being full of s*** As if they just wanted attention Meanwhile, Onision was clearly tweeting for attention In the whole situation Greg has self-published three books Stones to Abigail Which was self-published in 2015 This is Why I Hate You Which was self-published in 2015 And Reapers Creek Which was self-published in 2018 All of these book covers look like a different version of ransom letters His 2016 book review, Age Dwell Needs to be on an FBI watch list Or in a padded cell Onision's book With a quote that reads Magical made-up status you people call a legal adult Yikes And here are some interesting quotes from Onision's books And