Hello everybody and welcome to part 10 of the Sophia Code. Today we are going to be covering the key code activation of Kwan Yen. Now as always if this is your first time on the channel welcome I'm really happy you're here. You might want to start with part one though in this reading. So if it is your first time on the channel I will be placing the playlist for the Sophia Code down in the description box below. This is in the playlist titled Understanding the Magdalene. We have since read through Megan Waterson's book on Mary Magdalene where she goes through Mary Magdalene's Gospel and we are also in the middle of going through the Magdalene manuscript. Once we finish this Sophia Code we will be starting a whole other book on Sophia as well which I will keep you guys posted about which book that is. I think I've already talked about it in one episode so that those who want to actually get the book and read along can order it and be prepared. Now with that being said I do understand that money is tight for a lot of people right now. We are all on the same planet together going through this crazy roller coaster together and so it is not necessary for you to purchase this book if it's something that you can't afford with any of the books really because I am reading directly from the material so hopefully that can relieve some stress or anxiety from you guys because this material in my opinion is very very very important and as I've said in many of these episodes especially with the Sophia Code I am reading this the first time with you guys. When we go through the missing books of the Bible I often will read it ahead of time and then prepare it, research it all that kind of stuff but with this material I'm reading it for the first time so that you guys can actually see my genuine reaction to some of this stuff and hopefully we can have more of a human response within this whole group that is reading along with us. All right so Key Code 6, Quan Yan, She of a Thousand Waters. When you practice holding yourself with great tenderness you eventually become whole in your relationship with yourself, trust yourself. It is from this foundation that Corona can then initiate you into a greater depth of compassion available to you as a christened being. Loving yourself with compassion is essential for ascension. Quan Yan speaks. I am Quan Yan and it is with great joy that I reveal myself as Key Code 6 in the Sophia Dragon tribe. My Sophia embodiment title is She of a Thousand Waters for my transmission overflows with the light of Sophia carried within water. My Key Code 6 transmission activates the divine qualities within you that are also holy properties of water. My divine feminine Christ teachings are spring sorfs of Sophia's fluid wisdom, baptizing your awareness to let go and receive the abundant flow of divine love and compassion that is always available to you. When you invoke me as a spiritual guide I overlight your human journey with several rays of Sophia's light that mentor your awareness to give and receive self-love and self-compassion. The first is the Rose Court ray of Divine Mother's love. The second ray is the gentle white light that pierces all darkness and the third is the aqua marine ray of rebirth, courage and divine service. I broadcast the quantum energy of these rays through the light within water which carries the ferocity of my compassion as a gentle mist that soothes your body, heart and mind. In your human journey of self-mastery there is so much to let go of. When you feel drawn to my presence as a mentor this is a sign that you are ready to heal your relationship with suffering. The rays of Sophia's light carried within my water teachings offer a safe sanctuary for you to honor and let go of your greatest wounds, fears and insecurities. You came to experience the sovereign power of your divinity through the vulnerability of your human experience. Your willingness to be vulnerable especially to painful experiences that stimulate personal growth deserves your utmost self-respect, self-compassion and unconditional love. I teach you how to soothe your experiences of vulnerability with patience and to refrain from pressuring yourself to prematurely move beyond unresolved pain. That's really important guys. I'm going to reread that again. She says, I teach you how to soothe your experiences of vulnerability with patience and to refrain from pressuring yourself to prematurely move beyond unresolved pain. The humans do that a lot. I see that in the yoga world a lot. We want to just move through it really quickly or avoid it and that's not good. You really have to settle into pain and suffering and let it run its course through your psyche in order for you to learn from it and then let it go. So I'm really glad she brought that up. The unbalanced mental strategy to banish your hideaway pain to be dealt with at some unknown future juction has never worked nor ever will exactly. When you are authentically present to your healing journey, the innocence of your inner child will assert when it feels acknowledged and safe enough to release the suffering that no longer serves you. This next golden age cycle will be launched by divine feminine leaders who radically embody the wisdom of their own authentic healing journeys through the necessary stages of grief. For each stage of grief is an integral in your recovery from loss, trauma and suffering. Call upon me as a mentor if your divine purpose is to lead others by embodying your own radical self-compassion. Your generation has come to embody the medicine of compassion for healing the heart of humanity. Humanity cannot skip its initiations for learning self-love and self-compassion. It is the only way to reconcile the thousand years spent in self-hatred and self-denial that must be released for humanity to ascend into a new golden age. You have come as a wayshower for thousands to explore compassion for themselves by your own embodied willingness to love yourself completely. Loving yourself includes the compassion of forgiving yourself for the traumas of your paths both in this lifetime and in others. I became a mentor for embodying compassion for my own journey of reconciliation, following devastating events that changed the course of my life forever. Just as Green Natara traveled to Earth from Sirius, I also came to Earth with most of my Ascension training complete and the SARS system known as the Blades. However, I spent a single yet dramatic lifetime on Earth for the fulfillment of my over soul's destiny to become the Golden Dragon Teacher for Humanity's Ascension. As it was my final lifetime of self-mastery, I designed the parameters of my incarnation to begin with the complete amnesia of all my previous lifetimes. I fully committed to this vulnerability that my human experience would offer me for the accelerated growth of my soul. There are many legends about my origin that have sparked the imagination of humanity for centuries. The beginning of my story is simpler than most have told and its unfolding is more magical than most offer. I am here to speak my story beyond cultural and religious context so that we may meet heart to heart in the humanity of my humble beginning.  For long have we waited for this dialogue between you and I as we journey together. May my words soften your heart to receive the compassion that I offer you as an ever available mentor and friend. I share my life with you as one who deeply understands your vulnerable human journey and the willingness that is required to embody self-love and self-compassion. The traumatic origins of Kwan Yen's compassion. When I was born in the black no-thing of Sophia's heart wound my over soul watched a sound wave that momentarily deafened the eyes and ears of lightning filling the heavens with an announcement of my birth. I beheld the glory of my sovereignty and wept tears of joyful gratitude filling the whole universe with the showers of fresh rain. My spirit traveled far across the cosmos of Sophia past star after star writing on the back of a Sophia dragon. Lifetime after lifetime I explored my sovereign power in physical realities preparing myself to one day incarnate in the form of a human girl. Without a pointed hour rose I circled above the waiting earth below coordinating the details of my destiny. I chose a family and a community that lived in northern asian and was born as a girl named Yoshinami a lust jungle forest covered most of the mountainous region that bordered my village. My family lived at a modest ranking in our community's social hierarchy although my parents were always scheming to improve our status and fortune. I was content with the simplicity and beauty of nature as my wealth. If it were not for the constant complaining and expectations of my father I would have remained peacefully content serving my family's well-being as was the custom for the youngest daughter of the family. I tempered the contrast of my family life but often slipping away for periods of meditative silence in the jungle. I knew that an early marriage would be imminent for me if I were to remain in my family's household past the age of 14. I relentlessly pleaded with my parents to send me to serve at the convent of Taoist nuns not far from our village. I argued it would improve our social ranking if they let me go. My only desire was to live in an uninterrupted peace with myself a peace that seemed to endlessly elude my unhappy parents. Over time my request created a great resentment within my father and I was persecuted with beatings to keep my mouth shut. Days before my 13th birthday our village was invaded by a legendary pack of Mongol raiders who ritually drank human blood. Our homes were set on fire for the pleasure of watching them burn. Children were carried away as slaves after their parents were M-U-R-D-E-R-E-D'd before their eyes. Sorry guys I know Quanian story I already know it so there is going to be some censorship of words just because of the platform that we're on. I hope you guys don't mind I am prepared I do know her story so just just be patient as we have to spell out some words because of YouTube. I'm sure Quanian understands. I was not exempt from these torturous acts but also brutally R-A-P-E-D'd and beaten.  Through swollen eyes I saw a flash of spinning diamond light high up a mountain ridge line. My gaze fixed upon the unknown eyes of an angelic looking man who was urging me to flee. Shuttering I attempted to move my body but blacked out. I woke several hours later to crack a lightning.  I heard the same firm voice speaking from an unknown place within me. Walk to the jungle now and do not delay. In that moment I left everything that I had known far behind me. I ran for my life to hide in a steep sanctuary mountainous jungle. My consciousness fractured and split itself far beyond the boundaries of sanity. Living off wild roots and herbs I became a feral ghost and buried myself deep into the forest of my grief. My body often shook back and forth with cellular memories of unresolved trauma. I could not physically feel my skin whether it was burnt, bleeding, or frozen. In my erratic state terrified to be seen by another I somehow managed to survive alone until the age of 17. So when she talks about the shaking I myself have had a very very traumatic life and I've spoken a little bit about some things. I haven't talked about everything that I've been through in my life and when I was diagnosed with complex post-traumatic stress disorder which from what I understand in a way that my trauma therapist explained it to me, post-traumatic stress disorder PTSD is an immediate reaction that somebody has to one event. So that's why you see a lot of military people have PTSD. Complex post-traumatic stress disorder is PTSD in layers. So it usually children who are heavily heavily heavily abused as children as I was have complex post-traumatic stress disorder especially if a lot of that abuse is mental and emotional and also physical. There was some physical and I what prompted me to go into trauma therapy because I think about trauma sometimes that I found is people who don't have anxiety trauma or any type of PTSD or CPTSD don't actually I think understand the way the human brain works around trauma. I didn't know that I had a trauma disorder. I just thought that what I felt and the anxiety that I felt and the things that were happening to me were normal. I literally thought that it was normal to have horrific nightmares every night. I thought that it was normal to have night tears. I thought that it was normal and for night tears that just means that I actually sleepwalk and run in my sleep. I've been doing that since I was 14 years old. The first time I ever ran in my sleep was when I was 14 and I'm 39. It still happens to me from time to time. I actually have to lock the bedroom door every night when I go to bed because I will run outside the house in my sleep. It still happens even though I've gone through a lot of trauma therapy and I way better than I was. It's still it once you have PTSD or CPTSD. I don't know if it ever really leaves you. It's always kind of there but the shaking. So when I was practicing I would start shaking uncontrollably. It's very noticeable like you just start shaking and that's a sign of trauma. That's a sign that your nerves are super triggered because something is not resolved. You are carrying some type of trauma within you. Now the interesting thing with sleep patterns because I did EMDR therapy which worked amazing for me. Rapid eyelid therapy.  There's truth to that. So when you go to sleep at night there's this connection between your eyes and your brain and your nerves start to move back and forth and it's basically cleansing a lot of the stress of the day. So that's why a lot of times when somebody goes through something stressful they wake up feeling refreshed and they can make better decisions. However if you go through a trauma that's beyond your own understanding your body never goes into REM sleep so it can't actually do that. It can't actually cleanse it for you and so you're holding that trauma constantly in your body and that's why a lot of people is very common for CPTSD victims to sleepwalk to have night terrors to not really get sleep. It's because they can't get to REM sleep because of the things that have happened to them in a way their body is trying to process it. So EMDR therapy actually while you're awake does it for you and that was huge for me but what she's talking about I absolutely relate to because I have experienced this myself. Maybe one day I'll talk more about my childhood and more about everything that's happened to me. So I hope that this will help people who have also been through a lot. If you've had some stuff that you think is normal but is hindering your life I would absolutely suggest finding a trauma therapist not all therapists are bad you'd have to shop around my therapist was amazing and know that you're not alone and know that just because the outside of you might look very put together and fine doesn't mean the inside of you is fine and that trauma isn't going to go away you have to work through it you have to lean into it. I know that for myself sometimes I use humor as a way to kind of dissipate some feelings and some trauma but which is okay but I just want you guys to know that if you are going through this you're not alone and there is a purpose to everything and there is a reason why you have taken on that suffering and that trauma and something that's empowering to me is knowing that you picked it yourself that you decided I made that decision for myself before taking this incarnation that I would go through the things that I went through and it wasn't just from humans I've been it's so funny I watched this this tv show called The Dead Files sometimes at night it's this New York homicide detective in this medium and they go to these houses where people are experiencing like paranormal phenomenon and they show these pictures of people who've been scratched and I always laugh hysterically because it's nothing compared to the way I've been I mean I have a picture of a bruise that I woke up with on the side of my body from a spirit I've been I've had blood drawn from my body from spirits so it's not just humans who I've dealt with I had a lot of humans do horrible things to me authority figures do horrible things to me but I've also dealt with that from the spiritual world as well and so I just really hope that if you're somebody who's like me who's been through that that this will bring you some comfort to know that you're not crazy and you're not alone and your suffering wasn't it hasn't been done in vain right there's a purpose and there's a power there but you have to work through it all right the power of unconditional love and support internalizing my culture social conditioning I judged myself as the worthless orphan of a murdered family and contaminated victim of RAPE carrying this burden of unworthiness broke my heart into a thousand pieces my consciousness dissolved into the black hole of self-hatred consumed by grief it was a mere thread of connection to my body that kept me alive in the greatest hour of my darkness as I was about to end my life a luminescent figure appeared before me about 20 feet away from my crouching body he did not blink nor appear to breathe yet I knew he was alive I could hear the timber of his voice inside my head luckily me to be at peace I instinctively growled for my gut at his telepathic invitation yet remained frozen in place by his somehow familiar radiant continence completely caught off guard by the man's warm glowing eyes I continued to stare into his gaze which completely unnerved the black planes within me I realized that this man had no intention of leaving me alone nor would he come any closer than 20 feet from me creating a silent pathway of communication his awareness guided me to momentarily relax the tension of my body he quietly shared with me that he was a teacher but more importantly a friend it was the first time that I'd heard another human speak out loud in ears the sound of his voice brought hot tears to my eyes shocked I glared back at him and stared started to sway as I often would before passing out steadying me from afar the man's low voice assured me me that he would never touch me or harm me in any way he revealed that he could not leave me but that he would act in every way possible for me to feel honored and comfortable with his guardian presence watching over me I promptly passed out with a direct declaration of his intent I understand that this might be a little personal but I get that so whenever I'm in a new relationship the hardest thing for me to do is to actually sleep like physically sleep beside a man it takes me a while to be able to feel safe enough even if I know in my heart that that man isn't going to hurt me in my sleep my mind and the trauma of what I've been through will not allow me to feel safe enough to sleep beside a man and for a while for a while so I understand that and I know that that drives people crazy but I will be intimate with the man faster than actually sleeping beside a man because I get that I get that that trauma that's there that vulnerability of being asleep is the ultimate place of vulnerability besides someone so I get that I awoke to a small fire crackling nearby there was a wooden bowl of rice a hot cup of water placed at a distance by my right arm I marveled at how far in a cup and bowl had become for me through my half open eyes I faint sleep to study his every movement as he walked through the jungle within every sinew of his musculature he moved without a shadow of fear or a need to control any outcome I could see that everything that was within him was at his attention in order therefore everything outside of this man moved in obedience to his magnetic and peaceful nature in my disassociated state of consciousness I could also see his light force as a radiant light body interfacing with his physique which looked like a golden dragon his chi flowed as water piling high and waves around him as an abundance of accessible energy it seemed to miraculously provide for his every desire occasionally lifting him up in levitation and causing him to have no need for sleep somehow I put together that this man was a living master of light walking in human form for my benefit and that he had come to awaken me from a nightmare I could not escape with these realizations I noticed that I was putting together thought forms of which I was previously incapable of organizing I continue to stare through the fire watching his every movement for a fleeting moment I considered if his presence was already healing my mind and then the demonic memories of my past returned dragging me back into the black hole of my heart catastrophe thinking I do that all the time I have to catch myself because I will do that that's why tomorrow's cancel cancel is so important for me whenever I feel that catastrophe thinking coming I always have to cancel cancel so and so this mysterious holy man my unwanted teacher sat on a large stone flat stone by a waterfall for days months perhaps years and prayerful meditation for me a grief clouded all concept of time all I knew was that he would never leave the only occasion in which he would arise from his meditation was when Sophia directed him to get up and offer me food garments or water blessing as I began acclimating to a silent presence the unexpected sound of his voice occasionally speaking for my benefit would rearrange the universe within me his kind voice would rise in unison with a waterfall offering songs of healing or prayer for my life for my abduct grief arose a deluge of shadowy retaliation and projection anger upon this man who only offered me peace he did not need or want anything from me he simply came to pray for me if possible by my feet feet are very important in spirituality his service of divine love was offered in his full majesty for he came as a soul unified with the totality of light that's shown out from his eyes he was an alphatic embodiment of sovereignty and his presence transmitted the possibilities of that sovereign reality for my fractured mind to consider its return to wholeness this confounded and enraged the intricate web of my suffering state I would yell and curse I would whipper and whine I would lash out in confusion with too many words that didn't even feel like they were mine hiding for days I would refuse the food he would offer me enraged by his patience I would stamp on the altars he built in honor of my true name his divine love beckon unknown territory within me and I howled as a wounded priestess lost in my own night no matter how I retaliated he never reacted to me nor seemed to even see the darkness that consumed me day after day when he looked at me I felt his all-consuming gaze summoning the light within me and I thought that I thought was lost forever in the medicine of his relentless divine love I became a vessel torn open emptying out the agony of my suffering but yet not but not yet filled with my own holy spirit softening with the water of receptivity unbeknown to my blindfolded awareness the softening of my heart arrived on a warm spring day although overcast the sky was gray with integration no doubt and I awoke that morning feeling softer and did not know why or how a miraculous appearance of white and pink cherry blossoms carpeted the forest floor a strong wind encouraged me to my feet and I felt an unusual energy to watch the man by the waterfall I crept from tree to tree chasing the shadowy path towards the ridge where his silhouette beckoned me watching my teacher's motionless form I witnessed the sky open above him and the sun's arms lift up a rainbow within the waterfall the sight was too beautiful for the nagging voices within me my eyes traced the ground with a sudden rush of shame as I turned to hunker back into hiding tracking the vanishing opportunity of my open heart the man instantly appeared before me his radiant eyes stopped me mid-step for my descent into shame frozen in place I stood beforehand for the first time eye to eye he offered me his hand with such a profound compassion and peace that I watched my own hand lift to be held for the first time in years although radically dangerous to my unconscious defenses the human touch felt electrifying my entire being was starving for a safe communion with another I relented to my soul's hunger and feasted on my grace hand in hand we gently walked to the waterfall and began my first day of healing under the auspicious rainbow in my devastating vulnerability I was humbled beyond comprehension for everything within me needed patience care attention and repair as I slowly learned how to relent and ask for help each day a new strength grew within me the man attached to me as a wounded animal yet spoke to me as an equal it was startling to be treated with such respect after all that had become of me by the hands of other men the raging storm started to settle over a clear still lake within my heart in moments of clarity my eyes would often burn as I remembered the vicious reactions to his past kindness although I did not feel worthy of his unconditional love I knew there was nowhere else to go and successive stages of surrender I let go to be guided by his care I intuitively knew that his ever-present reflection was repairing me to one day clearly see myself again we spent day after day at the waterfall as he taught me about the medicine of water to heal my wounds both seen and unseen I learned the ancient practice of praying and prophesizing over water together we would meditate chant and sing over vessels of water to avoid to to voice our intentions for health for healing specific areas within my body heart and mind I practiced drinking the answers to my prayers every day and watched my body rapidly heal from this alchemy beyond my understanding the man spoke spoke to me of his home a mountain range that bridged the heavens to earth and was the only earthly throne for the divine mother and body meant named Tara he spoke to me of Tara's strength and sovereign power as a liberator inspiring my heart to reach for the heroin within me with patience with patience the man guided me in how to speak the incantations of Tara for invoking my inner savior as to carry me across the sea of my suffering I trusted him as a teacher because he always kept guiding me to a divine feminine power within me it was remarkable to feel his honoring of the feminine after living most of my life subjected to patriarchal punishment as I deep into my meditative practice Tara appeared to me often on the inner planes during one such vision Tara appeared to me in her white emanation and asked that I dedicate myself to embodying the mantra compassion all money potty home although I could not believe her at the time she shared that this mantra was preparing me to become a vehicle of compassion and grace for those suffering from the same disease of self-hatred that I had the man also taught me about my direct connection to Sophia as both my divine mother and divine father's source and how to access the Sophia of my own higher self through meditation he spoke often about a Buddha consciousness that was my higher self living within me which I could always turn to as my inner teacher at in his instructions the man always guided me to seek the living waters of my own divinity inspired by who and what I would encounter within me my meditation practice flourished the man and I sat for hours together counseling with an array of inner Buddhas who came to sit with us and initiate me by the waterfall I learned how to cleanse my entire being with the anointing touch of water accompanied by my prayers and the breath of life the man taught me energy healing techniques for repairing and cultivating Qi within my meridians and chakras on certain days we would travel across mount passages to springs of mineralized water arising from the earth there were teachers who would make mixtures of earth herbs and water to heal my scars and call back the soul fragments of my traumatized consciousness and the grace of his holy water teachings I remembered how to be I returned to an awkward state of clarity consciously capable of resourcing the guiding presence within me I was no longer the ghost that he had found in the jungle awakening a divine feminine Christ embodiment in the grace of this man's immaculate pair as a divine masculine Christ embodiment the space was created for me to explore the full potential of my own divine feminine Christ embodiment in the final year of our meditation practice Sylvia asked me to take up the mantle of a new name that would initiate my consciousness to accept this opportunity to my surprise one autumn afternoon I turned to the man meditating by my side and spontaneously told him that my name was now Quan Yan he smiled peacefully and nodded in acknowledgement he spoke on behalf of my creation thank you for accepting your embodiment of compassion many will save themselves by calling upon the transmission of your name our final days together were not spent as teacher and student or as any other relationship of an of an equity in only seven years I had miraculously activated the Sylvia code within me to radically transform the poison of suffering into a magnificent medicine of my divinity's light and body meant in human form this is how I came to be associated with a totem of white peacock medicine the radiance of my own sovereignty now shine an equal measure to that of the man who came in remembrance of me our inner and outer communion activated heights of divine love that was a true experience of living heaven on earth I felt the soft presence of his peace reflected in everything that I looked upon when I beheld him with absolute trust my experience of physical reality would temporarily dissolve all around me and I would be standing in the realms of light beside him in our joint meditation we were often taken up into the higher cosmic temples for twin flame ascension training with the masters I had a feeling that's where this was going to be honest with you guys to integrate this training we would often silently walk through the forest listening to the voices of water connecting our hearts beyond all-dimensional reality although the shadowy memories of my past occasionally arise the holy spirit of my higher self was abundantly anchored deep within every cell of my body with all of my chakras attuned to remain in alignment with the divine will of Sophia the operating system of the Sophia code had awakened me to embody both the master and teacher within my physical journey with this man who I now knew as my beloved was complete the time had come for this precious holy man to assist my continued development from the higher realms of light my final initiation would include self actualizing my embodiment without needing his presence as someone outside of me working with my beloved on the inner plains would clearly call me into the fullness of my own sovereignty he had been my patient companion throughout the years of recovery in the forest and although I knew it was for our highest evolution as twin flames I did not want him to go I was bereft of the knowledge of his forthcoming departure yet I knew from our training that we were fulfilling the prophecy to meet on earth and birth my embodiment of Kwan Yen together I had helped him in the same way eons ago as we birthed his own embodiment on earth now it was his prayer to go ahead of me to prepare the way for my future journey of teaching healing and divine service for awakening sovereignty within humanity receiving the great commission the moment our physical parting arrived just as quietly as the day that I softened to his care for me as we sat meditating by the waterfalls this unannounced moment made itself known as a silent third presence sitting with us yet I could only minimally engage my awareness with what had arrived to the sudden appearance of an angel before me reality began to spin as my eyes uncontrollably swept over the iridescent gold sheen of expansive white wings I felt unplugged from my willpower to track the man beside me yet a deep stillness came over me and I heard the words let go my awareness surrendered drawn forward by a primordial power an all-consuming focus centered my eyes upon the alabaster face of an angel who spoke to my heart without moving his lips as the angel spoke directly into my soul his unflinching gaze wept with an unending stream of silent tears my inner ears became filled with a symphony of celestial tones bells and angelic voices singing my name over and over again I bowed my heart before the angel and asked to receive the mercy of his message for me the angel of the great commission speaks Quan Yin your heart has become a living base of compassion for this entire planet for every moment that you surrendered and to the darkness of your suffering you now embody the light of wisdom for teaching others how to walk the way back home to their own hearts the alchemical miracle of your great suffering prepared your heart to become a chalice of never ending grace that will pour forth healing waters for the peace of all beings I offer you this holy vessel the face of compassion in honor of how you emptied yourselves of the light of Sophia's compassion could overflow from your heart for it is prophesized that all who are blessed by your healing waters will also awaken to become overflowing vessels of compassion and divine love may the reflective waters of this base bless all who seek your miracles exactly your heart breaks or the more your heart breaks the more the light can come in go forth in love as you have been unconditionally love go forth in remembrance of your own wondrous awakening to the divine love within you as you have been unconditionally served serve those who call upon you by simply pouring forth the wisdom held within your vessel of healing as an embodiment of Sophia's light your higher self is calling you to become like a holy waters that healed you go forth without judgment and move with fluidity flood this world for the same compassion that a great mother has for the suffering of her little child wherever the guiding light within your water directs your mission be brave and follow the current be the grace of Sophia that awakened and nurtured your embodiment as quantity yet be both the vessel and the water be the divine love that holds the atomic structure of these elements together remember that there is no holding with water it is always letting go to merge its shape and function with what it is called it forth yet the miracle is that although transformed to serve a purpose water will always return to its original state for it is holy indestructible and indivisible just as you are with a great mission to quench the hearts of all beings go forth and heal quite yet return to your people and open the temple gates of Sophia Christ conscious for those calling out to you as a teacher bring them the good news of the living waters within them that has the power to heal all wounds and be reconciled to divine love amen the angel handed me the base of compassion anointing me with the kiss of my forehead and palms within the rustle of feathers and celestial tones the angel spoke a final declaration that activated specific sequences of the Sophia code within me for fulfilling my ministry every cell within my body resonated in unison with his celestial frequency activating my embodiment to become a radiant transmission of key code six my awareness ascended into the highest inner temples that I could consciously participate in without passing out I was there that my teacher the man awaited me his hands were actively still holding a powerful pose of redress when he looked at me I became engulfed in a rapturous divine love that was beyond my understanding behind him sat the immortal one Bahamati Babaji the Yogi Christ master and our friend that would appear to us during our meditations the man speaks thank you for the opportunity and great honor to love you unconditionally please know that I am always with you when you complete this incarnation I will be waiting to reunite with you on the other side of your great mission go forth and teach the truth of your unconditional divine love embodying this complete and whole love as an example of what is possible for others to offer themselves you are here to accelerate the reconciliation of many through the vehicle of your compassion be the light of truth for those needlessly suffering for the truth our divine union is always supporting you to fulfill this great mission and you are now called forth to complete I saw the great Bahamati Babaji rise up and take my beloved teacher by the hand facing each other I gasped to witness the man that I had come to love dissolve back into the form of Babaji he often smiled at me raising his right hand in a final blessing over me I watched as the form of Babaji then turned towards a setting sun and simply ascend over the Himalayas as I watched his form disappear over the mountain range my heart lurked forward to race after Babaji only to feel my hands land on the bridge of grass beneath my meditation seat I felt my heart torn between chasing this fading vision and becoming this really aware of a strong wind now swirling around my teacher's body who still sat meditating beside me my eyes fluttered half open pausing to seriously consider if I should leave the inner realms where I would still pursue the vision of Babaji that was rapidly dissolving the pounding water of the nearby falls drowned out the almost imperforable sound of grass unwinding from beneath my teacher's seat I felt the hairs on my neck stand straight up as chills ran down my spine the golden dragon light body of my beloved teacher lifted up his human form to now levitate full lotus asana above the waterfall I felt the spray of charging water mixed with the hot tears of my struggle to grasp his hand one last time before his physical ascension he was deep within the samadhi of bliss just as Babaji had said goodbye my vision my teacher smiled at me raising his right hand with a final blessing he then dissolved dissolved into a thousand drops of water I dove into the falls and refused to leave the touch of its river for three days water was the bridge that connected our hearts and my grief I searched to taste his presence through my memories of our time together in the river I frantically reached out for him within a touchstone of every rocket pebble I floated for hours to soothe the excruciating pain due to my extensive self mastery training I knew that my soul must not become a prisoner to the past again therefore I completely surrendered myself to the necessary stages of grief that arose and wave after wave of feeling the loss I continually poured the light within my base over me taking sanctuary and the compassion for myself my grieving was tortural but brief on the third day another angel appeared in the shores of the river in the skies of a tiny old man carrying a wooden water bucket over his shoulder in all my years within the forest I had never seen anyone other than my teacher he chanted softly under his breath but he had stooped back with his long white brows and beard gazing the ground that he walked upon he did not see or hear me for I knew the river as I knew my own body and I effortlessly hid from his sight I knew the angel's message without a word it was time to return to the world of men women children towns smells death and the struggle for more life my sanctuary must be brought within me now wherever I went it was time I did not know what I was to do or where would go all I knew was that I was to carry the gaze base of compassion given to me by the angel of great commission following the divine guidance of water and offer my teaching for living compassion initiated as a golden dragon teacher of karuna my time in solitude had come to an end I was a young girl no longer I was now a strong sovereign woman with a destiny to fulfill I prepared my body heart in mind the water purification rites that Babaji had shown me in his departing vision although my training was strongly anchored within me my heart still shook in fear at the thought of returning to a world in which people will fully harm one another I would deeply breathe into the vulnerable feeling that would arise at every passing moment my breath centered me with the presence of my higher self guiding me from within I could feel my guardian angels patiently yet earnestly awaiting my choice to follow this guidance to leave the forest and surrender into their care for beginning life anew I was about to step back into the world as both the student and teacher of my own divine feminine Christ embodiment sharing my key code six transmission amidst a world of contrast was the next quantum leap and trusting my relationship with myself my beloved knew that for my training to be complete I needed to live at the edge of my faith every day the night before my departure I called out to the stars fasting for a vision to support me in a heroic journey to come in the soft dark night the wind began to move over my skin and dance through my hair but I was not stirred for my meditation my heart and lips continued to fervorously pray as I gazed at the stars above my eyes were guided my eyes were guided to watch an outline launch from behind the moon and dance his way down the ladder of heaven its muscular arms clutched the wind and leaped towards me in a graceful flight with each spiraling turn the moon flashed off its pearlescent white scales long whiskers cascaded far past six snacks and its violent eyes were lit with magenta flames the white dragon landed before me with such gentleness that my body spontaneously moved from surprise to prostration at the sight of such grace tears of compassion fell from its sparkling eyes which materialized as little diamonds surrounding my bowed head my vision quests have called forth a mighty angel from the cosmos from before me now stood a sophia dragon a familiar voice arose from behind her broad head a rise daughter of moon and water so that the prophecy of this night may be fulfilled my hands were firmly planted upon the earth filled with a trembling of heat and damp sweat I felt my head heavy with trepidation began to slowly rise from its humble resting place upon the ground I called forth the strength within me to witness my answered prayer speak the familiar voice beckoned me again why do you hesitate to look upon the power of that which is within you made manifest to help you for sophia has heard your prayer and answered I felt a rush of molten breath run through the course of my being as the sophia dragon blessed my body with her star dusted breath of life filling me with a radiant pink light her transmission physically levitated my body above the ground and it placed me on my feet to stand with an unknown resource of self-confidence there to my wonder I beheld babaji with his right hand comfortably resting upon the dragon's shimmering throat the sophia dragon bowed its massive head its horns reflecting a full moon's light as it turned to gaze through my eyes and directly into my heart I felt my skin change from stone to water and filled with the fire of the holy spirit all at once I cried out as the body of fear that I had ritualously purified leaped out from my heart and vanished into the night babaji speaks your sophia dragon mother is here to initiate you as the golden dragon teacher of karuna compassion for humanity it is the power of your divine law that has called her forth to stand before your very eyes as one of your merry very many important guides for this great mission ahead of you all the dreams of your past to slip away now beware the illusion of time and death that you have come to dispel for others for you now know that they do not exist remember that as you anoint each heart with unconditional compassion you are anointing your own you have called forth your sovereignty and missed the greatest of pains to now anchor your golden dragon light body at your sacred heart arising as the phoenix of your own heart's alchemy you are now one who is not born of earth or sky but of both and none at all it is safe to embrace yourself as a fully awakened being whose presence awakens others to their sovereignty do not be afraid of fulfilling that which has prophesized over you for all that has already happened go forth as a golden dragon activator of the sophia code and listen only to the holy spirit guiding you from within all will be well for divine love has cleared the path before you in a mighty way quantia teaches the path of corona compassion i offer my story to reveal that all stories of compassion are the same story in a journey back home to the heart water directly taught me about the meaning of corona compassion when i prayed in the water and ingested it the water would flow freely to every darkness that my awareness was too afraid to touch out of shame or guilt it was the water that carried my prayer everywhere i need to reconcile the wounding within me the water was not afraid to go where i needed to go for my healing therefore the medicine of water is an excellent teaching vehicle for revealing the power of corona compassion there is nothing that we have suffered that we cannot heal within ourselves and corona is the medicine of unconditional compassion that is the power to heal us from every suffering the greatest of all suffering occurs when you refuse to have compassion for yourself as you are experiencing any kind of suffering the sanskrit root for compassion is corona my definition of corona is to be so closely held by yourself that no separation can remain within you to refuse yourself this embrace when you are already suffering immensely amplifies the pain that you are already experiencing embodying corona compassion begins with learning how to love yourself first holding all the parts of yourself throughout every present moment in every circumstance it requires softening your heart to accept that the gifts of your own corona compassion is the standard you deserve to experience in your relationship with yourself no one else's opinion is required to acknowledge quantify or qualify your authentic experience of suffering for it to be real for you practicing corona does not require anybody else's approval or participation for you to receive the compassion that you deserve everything happening within you is here to be unconditionally honored by you without needing anybody else's permission to do so corona compassion is taking the time to be present with your authentic experience and be kind to yourself in every way the quantum healing energy of corona takes your awareness directly to the the root belief system of your original wounds so that you may love those places within you that feel abandoned and unloved for that is the magic of corona it is the compassion within you that is willing to love what you believe is unlovable unforgivable are lacking within yourself and the practice of corona compassion your heart becomes your resource for receiving unconditional self love and self acceptance your greatest teacher for learning the importance of corona compassion is your inner child who is also the face of your innocence the voice of your inner child speaks from your heart activating as a guardian angel for your commitment to bestow the corona of self love upon yourself when you are too enamored with social conditioning to give yourself the compassion that you deserve it is your inner child who steps up and to keep you honest sudden feelings of anger disappointment and sadness can all act as messengers from your inner child when you're refusing to give corona to yourself corona is often described as the devoted loving compassion that is the mother has for her child i offer to you that embodiment this definition begins with you becoming the inner mother and father to your own inner child interestingly enough in trauma therapy they tell you that as well to take care of your inner child in the journey of parenting yourself you will come to find that it is in your own innocence that knows the exact words and self loving actions that you need to receive from yourself from healing your deepest wounds when your inner child is honored with corona compassion they will eventually reveal themselves as the phoenix child within you which is key code four four four of the severe code the phoenix child is the invincible embodiment of your innocence that has never harmed in your suffering key code four four four is your own angelic nature that arises again and again from the ashes of the past with the power to unconditionally love yourself and all others with the wisdom of compassion that has survived with you when you practice holding yourself with great tenderness you eventually become a whole in your relationship with yourself you trust yourself emotional safety becomes an established foundation within you these feelings of safety and wholeness within yourself allow for you to reconcile with the truth of your sovereign divinity it is from this foundation that karuna can then initiate you into the great depth of compassion available to you as a christened being to be so closely held by yourself that no separation can remain within you also applies to your interdependent existence with all beings within sofia karuna for yourself eventually generates an overflowing compassion for all beings that you are journeying with across the cosmos when you embody this level of karuna you do not expect anyone to think act or believe what is to your liking in exchange for your compassion christ consciousness honors the universal sufferings of others by honoring all beings as the faces of divinity that deserve your unconditional compassion the piercing light of karuna is too bright to see anything other than a divine love that every sovereign being deserves as a member of one body of sofia christ when karuna compassion overflows from your heart you deeply care about what is important to others because you honor and value what is important to you karuna compassion frees you from all boundaries about why you should or shouldn't give unconditional love it is this authentic arising to unconditionally love others because you now know how deeply to love yourself that heals and uplifts the world with your compassion om mani paddy hum i share the mantra om mani paddy hum which green tara gave to me in the forest of my grief as a vehicle for creating a compassionate relationship with yourself if it feels foreign or impossible to give yourself the karuna or unconditional love that you deserve start here with my mantra allow my support to make it easier for you i am always present when this prayer is spoken the seated power with an om mani paddy hum will soften your heart in unexpected and miraculous ways as it did for me it begins with om which is the sound of creation coming into form om clears your mind of self-hating thoughts and resonates your awareness with a high frequency of truth that you are a sovereign creator mani means the jewel and jewel is you every facet of your whole divine self already exist as you are mani reconciles your awareness to unconditionally accept your perfect divine nature in human form paddy means the lotus as it represents your body awakening as the vehicle for your higher self home is the sound of compassion that clears all your suffering across all your lifetimes by honoring the totality of your true nature as you speak my mantra of compassion made the breath of life passing over the waters of your tongue open your heart to live a lifetime of unconditional divine love and compassion for yourself key code six the kwanyan initiation soothe your awakening with self-compassion i now prepare a ceremonial space within and around me for transformation i call forth a circle of white light shimmering with a silver opulence i am now within its center and thrown upon the blooming petals of a white lotus i am now in ceremony free from the constructs of space and time where instantaneous healing and divine knowing exist above me a full moon glows with a golden radiance stars glitter far across the warm summer night sky behind me as a forest canopy defined by moonlight and quiet shadows before me in the distance i hear the flowing water of a large river the river's continuous movement fills my center with a calm and stillness i peer curiously from my white lotus throne the river magnetizing my heart i breathe in the fresh scent of holy water on the move i breathe out and i relax deeper in the sanctuary of my surroundings the scent of jasmine clears my thoughts from the forest canopy a firefly dances towards me as an orb of piercing white light the firefly spirals and weaves three times in a circle around my throne its light bobs back and forth before my eyes invoking me to now rise up from my lotus throne drawn by its joyful luminous trail i follow the firefly to the river's beckoning shoreline under a full moon the river's landscape easily pours into my awareness crystalline waves of pristine water tumble down from a tall waterfall to my right clear courts crystals rise up from the mossy tiers of rolling earth the river flows at a steady pace illuminating by rippling shades of moonlight i seek my toes into the moss and breathe in deeply i fill the earth respond to my toes with a generous rush of healing energy that fills my legs that fills my legs and easily flows into my first three chakras as a refreshing life force i seek my feet deeper into the earth's welcoming embrace and walk with renewed confidence to the river's edge the firefly continues to bob and weave downstream along a gentle breeze my eyes follow its orb as it disappears behind a sweeping curtain of enormous willow tree the river calls my attention back to my feet upon its shore the river's voice communicates as a feeling intelligence with every sale of my body inviting my awareness to soften and harmonize with my higher self the river asks me to touch its surface with my skin my higher self responds the full body yes to this invitation guiding my awareness to step forward into the water i place my feet into the shallow current of the shoreline the water responds by lapping at my ankles with laughter i remember that the delightful laughter of water is a familiar sound to my heart generally welcomed by the river a deep sense of relief sweeps through me as i now acknowledge and remember my ability to communicate with water the lapping river begins to release wave after wave of unconscious emotional resistance within me which now easily floats downstream my higher self pours its pure essence into the newly cleared space within me in the holy communion offered by the conduit of pure water i now let go to merge my awareness with the all loving presence of my higher self the water invites me to step deeper into its currents i ask the water why the river speaks you have come to be a spiritual ally for the healing and empowerment of your human journey in her eyes you will receive a powerful reflection of your true self allow my waters to safely float you downstream to meet this friend to my surprise the river strong current responds to my trust by gently parting as i step forward within the currents a pathway of minimal resistance swirls open for me to wait through the waters intelligence carefully embraces me as i submerge myself into the river's central current my higher self directs me to let go and lean back into the floating position although my awareness momentarily hesitates i trust the step by step guidance of my higher self and i choose to let go all money potty hum all money potty hum as i lean back i feel my body held by a thousand unseen arms they gently cradle my body's descent as i surrender my awareness to now float upon the river the full moon above illuminates my mind to be still and free of thoughts completely supported by a thousand unseen arms my muscles relax and i begin to drift peacefully downstream upon the river the lapping water softly carries me beyond any senses of time hours seem to pass in but a few moments the gentle breeze is now a distant sound as i float upon the river my awareness travels far within me to a place that i have never touched before with my thoughts it is a warm black space within me that emanates a completely still silence i sigh deeper into the relaxation there is nothing to do in this black space but to rest and be still the voice of the river gently whispers me awake it is time to walk again the thousand unseen arms lift me to stand as my eyes flutter open step by step i navigate across the river's current crossing to the bank of its far shore the night air caresses my skin to instantly dry and drink the water travels deep into my pores all money potty hum all money potty hum all money potty hum before be billows the largest willow tree i've ever seen its waterfalls of long sweeping arms harmoniously sways with a gentle breeze and a quiet dance of shimmering leaves i now see the piercing white light of the fireflies spiraling in and out of view its orb bobs and leaves far beyond the curtain of weeping branches come inside i hear a soft sweet voice beckoning from far within the tree the voice echoes throughout my heart with an unquestionable familiarity i suddenly feel quite young as though the years of my life have miraculously reversed i look down to witness that i am now standing in my body as it looked when i was seven years old nothing feels unusual about this instant transformation my young body feels perfectly suited to this new present moment i feel the lightness of my little feet and the boldness of my curiosity rambunctiously wrought before to explore the great willow tree weaving through the long golden arms and shiny green leaves i hug tiny handfuls of willow branches carving out a labyrinth of paths along the thick tree keep looking i hear the voice playfully encourage my curiosity this voice is the kindest sound i have ever heard in my intuition honed upon it it is a game of hide and seek swinging through the last layer of burrows i find my way to the open moss of the great willow tree's canopy to center it is mostly dark within the curtailed curse circumference of the inner tree with occasional slants of moonlight peeking through from above i peer into the shadowy sanctuary adjusting my eyes to take in the vast trunk of the great willow tree as so announcing my arrival a choir of cicadas spontaneously lift up their unified voices into the night my little body begins to buzz in harmony for behind the trunk spirals out my friendly firefly whose tiny orbs of light now refocus my perception it is piercing white light begins to quickly expand far beyond its size i feel my heart leap up in a childlike wonder and anticipation i found her ray after ray of new white light emerges from the center of the growing orb and reaches far into the shadows i hear my name repeated softly between the quiet rounds of the mantra being chanted um mani paddy hum um mani paddy hum um mani paddy hum the innumerable rays of white light now draw into a centralized column organizing their particles to reveal the rapidly forming outline of the woman sitting upon a white lotus throne my eyes struggle to adjust to this brilliant scattering into form of her soft body and radiant face her pure white robes are alive illuminated as a full moon above finally my vision adjusts to the piercing white light of her smiling face and welcoming open arms i am absolutely elated to see her smile and run without hesitation into her waiting arms she holds my little baby like a baby bird folding my wings into her tender embrace i close my eyes and all i see is the white light of her pure essence filling my awareness my heart burst with confidence to be held in this invincible arms of her divine love and my innocence delights in her holy reflection of my worthiness um mani paddy hum um mani paddy hum um mani paddy hum she quietly calls my name and my eyes open to peer into the light of her own tendrils of her hair move as raven feathers loose upon the unseen wind her arms maintain a secure embrace around me but she now adjusts my seat upon her lap to allow for a natural flow of conversation to unfold i am so glad you found these she gently offers do you remember who i am yes i broadly smile back you are quant yet my heart burst with happiness to proudly speak her name once again it felt as though a distant age had passed since i was allowed to say her name yes i am her dark eyes peer back at me filled with such an all consuming love it suppresses my understanding even for a confident seven-year-old heart her eyes flicker and a momentary consideration and then resume her steady gaze she draws closer into my eyes i would like to share a story with you tonight like a bedtime story i gleefully ask no it's actually a story to awaken your soul it's not the kind of story intended to put you asleep i pause to consider her unusual offer and ask will the story have a happy ending yes my dear it has the happiest ending of any story ever shared but you will need to be brave at the beginning middle and parts of the end why i curiously demand because this story has a bit in it that you will not want to see or hear then why would i want to hear your story quantian why so that you may be free from fear forever and know that only love is real oh i consider the idea carefully weighing her response on the scales of my heart her reasoning felt distantly familiar i shifted into another glorious peaceful position perched in her arms of pure love well what's the story about i cleared quantian's mouth upturned into a promising smile as she replied it's about a young girl who overcame great pain to grow up and become a beautiful woman whose love healed the whole world i calculate the variables of pain and love to see if they are leveraging my resistance to hearing quantian's story the scales were tipping but i was still not convinced raising an amused eyebrow quantian counter's offers and in the story there's a mighty dragon that becomes the girl's best friend this out all powerful dragon teaches the girl how to devour pain and magically transform into love i steer back at her in silent awe quantian had made an offer that i could not refuse i decided then in there that i must learn everything about this magical dragon okay will you hold my hand when i feel afraid during the story of course i will be holding all of you wherever you may need my help to feel brave okay suddenly my young body is overcome by a tidal wave of tiredness i wildly yawn attempting to hold my eyes open as i happily agreed to bravely hear my story my head unwillingly rolls onto her shoulder and i promptly pass out into a deep state of sleep my consciousness steps out from the form of a young sleeping body to now stand in the form of an adult body witnessing quantian holding my inner child i take a moment to orient myself through the senses of my adult self to the willow tree the distance sound of the river and quantian sitting before me i steer curiously at my seven-year-old body fast asleep in her arms my eyes suddenly feel overcome by the heaviness as i witness deep wounds dark bruises and infested cuts slowly begin to peer across the land state scape of my inner child's little body i look at quantian for my eyes searching hers for an understanding of what i am witnessing unfold before me quantian speaks there are those long forgotten hidden wounds that continue to unconsciously control your awareness with frightful thinking memories both known and unknown to you are surfacing as a map of your past across the body of your inner child to now be healed by the witnessing power of your higher self i peer closer at the wounds they seem to be written as stories compressed into a little body of my inner child emotionally stirred i asked why would anyone hurt an innocent child quantian replies they did not know how to stop what they did the suffering it takes to wound a child in such a way as this or in any way at all is suffering beyond logic as a wild animal bent over in a maddening pain strikes without thought so too the human awareness possessed by suffering cannot stop itself from hurting others suffering exists such as acts of pain upon others without reason for suffering is the true definition of insanity i begin to calculate how many times i had suffered in the past and unconsciously acted out from that suffering i consider now how universal this suffering is within humanity especially how great one must be suffering to actually hurt the little body before me moved by the illumination of compassion i curiously asked how can my higher self heal my little body quantia smiles at me and offers first you must choose to recognize the absolute innocence of your inner child these wounds are artifacts from the insanity of suffering these wounds have absolutely nothing to do with the purity and worthiness of this child's heart at this young age there was nothing this little one could have done to stop what happened to them by the words and deeds of others can you forgive yourself for choosing to be so young in this little body can you forgive yourself for becoming temporarily vulnerable to the insanity of others suffering i look at the young body resting in quantian's arms and realize that i must be willing to forgive myself so that these wounds will lift and heal i decide that i love my inner child too much to resist this self compassion and self forgiveness any longer my inner child deserves to never suffer again and to only know my unconditional love and acceptance i now choose to use my sovereign creative power to free every wound from the past that i see compressed into my little body on behalf of my inner child i call upon my higher self and now command i accept that i hold the golden keys of my heaven on earth i accept that i create my reality by the power of my word my word is good my heart is pure by the loving power of my pure word i call forth and declare blessings of unconditional compassion for myself now by the power of my i am presence i now forgive myself for every experience of suffering in my past by the power of my i am presence i now forgive myself for my unresolved painful memory by the power of my i am presence i now forgive myself for every moment of life lost in the amnesia of my unconscious wounds by the power of my i am presence i now forgive myself for every addiction to unconsciously perpetrate further suffering. By the power of my I am present I now forgive myself for every experience of others as a threat to my innocence. By the power of my I am present I now forgive myself for withholding from unconditionally forgiving myself. By the power of my I am present I now summon and receive the unconditional compassion that I deserve to give myself. By the power of my I am present I now summon and receive the unconditional divine love that I deserve to give myself. By the power of my eye and presence I now summon the cleansing waters of my Holy Spirit to baptize me from the suffering of my past. By the power of my eye and presence I now summon my higher self to atone for every wound. By the power of my eye and presence I now summon a thousand hands in eyes of Sophia to bless my body, heart, and mind for my innocence to be experienced anew. By the power of my eye and presence I now command these wounds seen and unseen, conscious and unconscious, to now be dissolved by the holy water in light of my invincible innocence. By the power of my eye and presence I now summon and welcome my higher self to operate my awareness with radiant self-compassion every day. I declare that my self-compassion creates a new relationship with life that is filled with blessings of happiness, love, joy, peace, and prosperity that I deserve. Quan Yin smiles into my eyes with soft fierceness silently celebrating the pure power of our communion. My young body stirs in Quan Yin's embrace. She lifts a slim jade water vessel above my head of my inner child. Quan Yin tips the vessel forward to reveal to me that it is empty, yet I watch as aqua marine light water is gently sprinkled over my inner child. Emerging from Quan Yin's heart is a ray of piercing white light that connects my heart chakra to hers. This light now extends far out from our hearts, joining us in a large column of light that surrounds both of our bodies. Quan Yin and I have created the unified field of Karuna compassion for my inner child. I cannot perceive where Quan Yin ends and I begin. I am now one with Quan Yin's loving compassion for my young body in her arms. All my body palm a light of Karuna compassion now flows up our spines and throughout our own crown chakras piling high in gathering waves of light above us. Karuna compassion now descends in rapturous waves of healing energy, feeling my young body with medicine. The Karuna compassion travels as the light water of understanding and acknowledgement into every physical and emotional wound of my inner child, honoring a lifetime of surviving the suffering of others. I keep my eyes fixed upon Quan Yin's peaceful gaze to remain focused in our unified field of Karuna compassion. I allow the Holy Spirit of my higher self to do this great work through me and for me, and I let go and remain fully present as the witness and vehicle for this healing empowerment as I silently repeat Quan Yin's mantra.  Quan Yin tips her face of compassion for it crystallized waters are sprinkled over my inner child again as she speaks her prayers of purification. Every molecule this water carries Quan Yin's piercing white light into the subtle bodies of my inner child. The perfect water fills every unresolved feeling with soothing relief. Every emotional bruise with a medicine of unconditional love and every agony with a piece that paths in understanding. I watch as the skin of my inner child now heals back into perfect form. My young body deeply drinks in this medicine of light water. Every drop of Karuna compassion is accounted for and perfectly dissolves into this little body. My inner child stirs, rolling over Quan Yin's lap stretching long and yawning into a newly awakened breath. In appreciation, my young born stands up and throws both arms around Quan Yin's neck in a delightful embrace. My inner child's clothing now mirrors the same white light of Quan Yin's limosity. My young self self now turns to face me as my adult self. I am still channeling the light of Karuna compassion through my crown chakra to my inner child's heart. Stepping forward from Quan Yin's lap, my inner child levitates in the air before me. Be at peace. The child whispers and smiles. I am well. I relax the felt with the white light at my crown chakra gently slows down to integrate within my adult body. My luminous inner child walks upon the quantum particles of air between us levitating an eye level now only a foot away from me. My seven-year-old self confidently smiles at me and all I can see is a master of light.  Chanting an ancient blessing over my past and future, the little master before me atones all my previous and possible creations of suffering. As the rising Phoenix, I recognize my luminous inner child as the anointed master who is capable of setting me free to accept the joy of being me. The Phoenix child speaks. In your inner choice to resurrect me with unconditional love, a new pathway for self-compassion was created within your consciousness. Traveling along this neurological pathway, your unconditional love leads directly to a crystalline chromosome that carries key code six within you. How many times have you extended the waters of Karuna of Compassion to others and forsaken yourself the same miracle? The medicine of unconditional love that you healed my body with is also meant for you. You deserve to receive the blessed power of your own Karuna Compassion every day. In this moment, I ordain your adult awareness to the ministry of self-love. I declare that from this day forward, a waterfall of self-compassion will forever flow from your heart to your awareness. I consecrate the space and light within you to be filled with the recognition of your innocence. As the pure innocence of your divinity, I am always with you inside every present moment, baptizing your awareness with your own conscious communion of self-love. I am both the ancient child that knows the secret prayer of your heart and the guardian angel that ensures you receive the answers of these prayers. It is safe to open your heart and be guided by me. Everything you need for loving yourself is within you as me. It is time to accept your divine inheritance to be happy. By the power of your unconditional divine love and Karuna Compassion, I am resurrected as the Phoenix Child arising from the holy flames of your sacred heart. It is by the power of your shared Holy Spirit that I now activate Heat Code 6 within your DNA. My Phoenix Child places both hands on my cheeks and draws our foreheads together again. For a moment, we lightly rest against each other in the third eye communion. Drawing back, my inner child flashes a smile at me surrounded by a great momentum of energy. With arms reaching up towards the sky, my Phoenix Child levitates directly over me with the tiny feet pointing together as an arrow aimed at my crown chakra. Sweeping winds spout around my inner child's body which now began to gently rotate above me. My Phoenix Child sings the songs of Sophia calling forth a blessing to heal and activate my adult body. The curtains of the great willow tree part I see Kvanya and rise from the throne, speaking blessings over me and the tongues of angels. The willow leaves turned into a thousand unscheduled tears of my past and run into a great river behind me. I witness years of my grief wash away in the current as the tree completely dissolves behind Kvanya. Compressed stories of suffering release out of every cell of my body, blowing into the river as directed by my Phoenix Child, tanting above my head with delight. Kvanya steps forward from her white lotus throat to meet me by the river's edge. She holds my hand and invites me to mindfully breathe. With her together, together we ground my energy with the earth as my Phoenix Child continues the corona healing from me from above. In the stillness of Kvanya's gaze, I become deeply still within. She directs me to look at the full moon and asks me to keep my eyes steady upon it. From behind the moon the form of a pearlescent white dragon launches across the sky, moving in the rhythm to the Phoenix Child's chanting for my life. The dragon's radiant body descends in a long spiral from the sky and lands along the river's edge upon the golden claws.   In the presence of the Sophia dragon, I feel my body let go to all resistance to receiving. I turn my head to the abandoned places within me and direct the waves of Karuna compassion rolling through me to now fill these places with unconditional love. The Sophia dragon now takes flight to spar around my Phoenix Child and myself as a DNA helix that connects to the full moon with my crown chakra. The luminous body of my Phoenix Child accelerates to spend faster than the speed of light and dissolves into a thousand drops of water. I receive the baptism of my Phoenix Child pouring as waves of my pure essence directly into my crown chakra. I feel instantly nourished in my entire spine alive as a central channel of piercing light light. The Sophia dragon opens her jaws blowing stardust enlightening through my crown chakra. Her breath of life anoints every cell of my body with an awakened recognition of my own holy spirit. The Sophia code with any lights up as a crystalline chromosome for key code stick is now activated by the Phoenix Child's doable laughter ringing across the great halls of my DNA. Kwanye now places her hand upon my heart. Pink and aqua main healing energy flow through her heart to deeply relax my body and integrate key code six of the Sophia code within me. Kwanye quietly sings on money potty hum. Her voice gently soothes me to easily and gracefully integrate this initiation now. I accept that I hold the golden keys to my heaven on earth. I accept that I create my reality by the power of my word. My word is good. My heart is pure. By the loving power of my pure word. I declare that I am worthy and willing to receive the unconditional carotid compassion of my higher self now and forevermore. By the power of my I am presence that is commanded that this activation of key code six of the Sophia code within my DNA is now accomplished. By the power of my I am presence it is commanded that my awareness be filled with my own divine love and compassion in every present moment. I now integrate this initiation throughout my entire body of all four levels of my being with grace and ease. It is done. It is done. It is done. By the power of the perfect trinity. It is done. The Sophia dragon blows another breath of life over my body. The stardust moves and spirals around me and roots me deeply into the earth beneath my feet. My crown chakra opens as a thousand petal lotus flower. The tip of each petal is bejeweled with an open eye flashing with tiny lightning bolts. My awareness expands in the omniscient vision of my higher self. I simultaneously see in every direction while remaining focused upon the face of my Phoenix child smiling at me from within my heart. With wide open arms my Phoenix child embraces me from within. Quan Yan speaks the ceremonial blessing over me and now sills this empowerment in the light environment of my own Holy Spirit as directed by my higher self. I thank Quan Yan for facilitating the space of initiation and quantum healing. I now wholeheartedly welcome her loving presence as an essential divine feminine ascended nastor into my life. I watch as the entire night scene dissolves and integrates as the strength of Karuna compassion within me. I now close the ceremony with reverence for my true self and the divine love of all that is supporting my eternal success and so it is.


Ladies and gentlemen, the President of the United States. Wonderful honor of introducing to you the spark plug of that new awakening, the President of the United States, Ronald Reagan. Thank you. Thank you very much. Thank you. Thank you, Governor Etienne. Ladies and gentlemen here in the dais and all of you out there, thank you for a most heartwarming reception. It's great to be back. Great to be back in the beautiful state of Oregon and it's great to be back in the proud town of Medford. There's something healthy about this part of the country where so many live close to the land, growing fruit, farming, mining, lumbering. It's a life that produces qualities like character and self-reliance. Indeed, I can think of a few liberal Democrats that I wish could come here to see it and then stay. But no, no, no, wait a minute. You're right. That wouldn't be fair to the people of this good town. But a special greeting to your outstanding Governor, Vic Atea, your fine Senators Mark Hatfield and Bob Peckwood, and to your skilled and dedicated members of the Congress, Bob Smith and Denny Smith. Believe me, we couldn't have accomplished all we have without the help of determined Republicans like Denny and Bob in the House and a Republican majority including Mark and Bob in the Senate. Recently, these fine members of the Congress played a central role in passing a vital piece of legislation, the Timber Relief Bill. The timber industry here in the Pacific Northwest has seen more than its share of hard times and this legislation will enable the industry to gain the full benefits of our economic expansion. For thousands, this bill will mean more jobs, more opportunity, and renewed hope. And I'm happy to tell you that just a few days ago last week, I signed that timber bill into law. You know, Abe Lincoln said that we must disenthrall ourselves with the past and then we'll save our country. But four years ago, that's what we did. We made a great turn. We got out from under the thrall of a government which we'd hoped would make our lives better, but which wound up living our lives for us. The power of the federal government had over the decades created great chaos, economic chaos, social chaos, international chaos. Our leaders were adrift, rudderless, without a compass. Four years ago, we began to navigate by certain fixed principles. Our North Star was freedom and common sense were our constellations. We knew that economic freedom meant paying less of the American family's earnings to the government. And so we cut personal income tax rates by 25%. We knew that inflation, the quiet thief, was stealing our savings. And the highest interest rates since the Civil War were making it impossible for people to own a home or start an enterprise. We knew that our national military defense had been weakened, so we decided to rebuild and be strong again. And this we knew would enhance the prospects for peace in the world. It was a second American revolution, and it's only just begun. But what already has come of our efforts? A great renewal. America is back. A giant, reemerging on the scene, powerful in its renewed spirits, powerful in its economy, powerful in the world economy, and powerful in its ability to defend itself and secure the peace. But now, four years after our efforts began, small voices in the night are sounding the call to go back. Go backward to the days of confusion and drift. All right. And they would have us go back to the days of torpor, timidity, and taxes. Now, my opponent this year is known to you. But perhaps we can gain greater insight into his leadership abilities and his philosophy if we take a look at his record. To begin with, his grasp of economics is well demonstrated by his economic predictions. Just before we took office, my opponent said that our economic program is, quote, obviously murderously inflationary. Now, that was just before we lowered inflation from above 12% to four. Just after our tax cuts, he said the most he could see was, quote, an anemic recovery. That was before our economy created more than 6 million new jobs in 21 months and just before nearly 900,000 businesses were incorporated in less than a year and a half. My opponent said that our policies would deliver a misery index, the likes of which we haven't seen in a long time. And there was some truth in that. You know, you get the misery index by adding the rate of unemployment to the rate of inflation. And they invented that for the 1976 campaign. And they said that Jerry Ford had no right to seek reelection because his misery index was all of 12.6. Now, they didn't mention the misery index in the 1980 election because it had gone up to more than 20. And they aren't talking too much about it in this campaign because it's down to 11. My opponent said that decontrol of oil prices, which is one of the first things we did, would cost American consumers more than 36 billion dollars a year. Well, we decontrolled oil prices and the price of gas went down 8 cents a gallon and they're still headed down. Now, you know, it's just occurred to me that maybe all we have to do to get the economy in absolutely perfect shape is to get my opponent to predict absolute disaster. He says he cares about the middle class. But he boasts I have consistently supported legislation time after time, which increases taxes on my own constituents. Doesn't that make you want to be a constituent of his? No, he's no doubt proud of the fact that he voted 16 times as a United States senator to raise your taxes. And this year he's outdone himself. He's already promised, of course, to raise your taxes. But if he is to keep all the promises he's made to this group and that, we will have to raise taxes by the equivalent of $1,890 per household. That's more than $150 a month. It's like having a second mortgage. And after the Mondale mortgage, we'd be sure to see more than a few foreclosures. His economic plan has two basic parts. Raise your taxes and then raise them again. But I got news for him. The American people don't want his tax increases and he isn't going to get his tax increases. His tax plan would raise our, or would bring our recovery to a roaring halt. But I'll give it this. His plan did give me an idea for Halloween. If I could find a way to dress up as his tax program, I could scare the devil out of all the neighbors. The difference between us is simply this. He sees an America in which every day is tax day, April 15. We see an America in which every day is the 4th of July Independence Day. What we want is to lower your and everybody else's taxes so that your families will be stronger, our economy will be stronger, and America will be stronger. But I'm not finished here. I'm proud to say that during these last four years, not one square inch of territory has been lost to communist aggression. And the United States is more secure than we were four years ago. I know they were complaining because they thought maybe I was speaking too harshly to the Russians, but on the other hand, maybe we got their attention. But there's so much more to say about our opponent. His grasp of foreign affairs is demonstrated by the following. Sometime back, he said the old days of a Soviet strategy of suppression by force are over. And that was just before the Soviets invaded Czechoslovakia. And after they invaded Afghanistan, he said it just baffles me why the Soviets these last few years have behaved as they have. But then there's so much that baffles him. One year ago, we liberated Grenada from communist thugs who had taken that country over in a coup. And my opponent called what we did a violation of international law that erodes our moral authority to criticize the Soviet invasion of Afghanistan. Well, still, I'll say this, his administration did meet out strong punishment after Afghanistan. Unfortunately, they punished the American farmer, not the Soviet Union. My opponent supported the grain embargo and spoke out for it often. He even questioned the patriotism of a senator from his own party when that senator called that embargo just what it was, unworkable and unfair. Now he seems to have changed his tune. He says he privately opposed the embargo. Very privately. As a matter of fact, he has in the last several months claimed that he opposed a number of the administration's policies when he was vice president. But as Jody Powell, who was also in that administration said, quote, I guess I was out of the room every time it happened. After the Sandinista Revolution in Nicaragua, Mr. Mondale praised it, saying, winds of democratic progress are stirring where they have long been stifled. But we know that the Sandinistas immediately began to persecute the genuine believers in democracy and to export terror. They went on to slaughter the Mosquito Indians, abuse and deport church leaders, slander the Pope and move to kill free speech. So why isn't my opponent speaking out now about those winds of democracy? More recently, he failed to repudiate the Reverend Jesse Jackson when he went to Havana, stood with Fidel Castro and cried, Long Live Cuba, Long Live President Fidel Castro, Long Live Che Guevara. I could say of his economic program that he will either have to break his promises or break the bank. But I won't say it because Senator John Glenn, a Democrat, already has said it. I could call his economic program a collection of old and tired ideas held together by paralyzing commitments to special interest groups. But I won't because Senator Gary Hart, a Democrat, has already said that. I could predict that he will create deficits more than twice what they are now. But I won't because Senator Fritz Hollings, a Democrat, has already said that. Now, if on political issues my opponent dares to be wrong on domestic policy issues, he has the courage to be cautious. A line item veto to help control wild government spending. No, he says that's not part of the liberal agenda. Well, as governor of California, I had a line item veto. Your governor has a line item veto. 42 other governors in the United States have a line item veto. And you know something? It works. And it would work at the federal level if we can get him off the dime and get it. He's long opposed enterprise zones to help the most economically troubled neighborhoods in the country. But then a few weeks ago, he said he's for them. Well, if he's for them, why doesn't he ask his friend Tip O'Neill to stop blocking the enterprise zone bill which is buried in a committee of the house of which he is the speaker? This month, an American woman walked in space the first to do so. Catherine Sullivan made history and she returned to a space shuttle in which some of the great scientific and medical advances of the future are being made and will be made. Ours cures for diabetes and heart disease may be possible up there. Advances in technology and communication. And that's why I support the space shuttle. But my opponent personally led the fight against it and called it a horrible waste and tried to keep it from even being put into effect. The truth is that my opponent's campaign, if it were a television show, it would be let's make a deal. You get to trade your prosperity for whatever is behind the curtain. If his campaign were a Broadway show, it would be promises, promises. And if his administration were a novel, it would only have a happy ending if you read it from the back toward the front. Now, I've probably been going on too long here, but the point is we made a great turn in the road in 1980. And we were right to take command of the ship, stop its aimless drift and get moving again. And we were right when we stopped sending out SOS and started saying USA again. Thank you. You talked me into it. And let me say here that the 1984 election isn't just a partisan contest. I was a Democrat once for a great part of my life and I always respected that party. But in those days, its leaders weren't in the blame America first crowd. Its leaders were men like Harry Truman, men who understood the challenges of the times. They didn't reserve all their indignation for America. They knew the difference between freedom and tyranny and they stood up for the one and they damned the other. To all the good Democrats who respect that tradition, I say, you are not alone. You're not without a home. We're putting out our hands and we're asking you and I hope there are many in the crowd. Come walk with us down this new path of hope and opportunity and in a bipartisan way, we'll save this country. Thank you. And now let me say something. I got interrupted trying to say this last night. I ran out of time to the young people of our country.  It's your future that we care so much about. I didn't get a chance to say it last night but my next line was going to be your generation is something special. You're truly something new on the scene. Your idealism and your love of country are unsurpassed and I consider it our highest duty to make certain that you have an America that is every bit as full of opportunity, hope, confidence and dreams as we had when we were your age. All of us, all of us together are part of a great revolution and it's only just begun. We'll never stop. America will never stop. We never give up. We'll never give up on our special mission. There are new worlds on the horizon and we're not going to stop and we all get there together. America's best days are yet to come.  Thank you all very much. Thank for you, you for your wonderful hospitality and the warmth of your greeting. Thank you for your support and God bless, God bless you. Thank you very much. Mr. President, Mr. President, we here in Reagan Country, Southern Oregon would like to show you our affection with a genuine Oregon bear hug and here to present that Oregon bear hug is a Medford Huggy Bear.