Popular YouTuber Rep Sian explains how it affects his life and why he left the church. Shame and guilt was something that even now at 29 years old I still deal with even though realistically I know that in situations that I've happened or things that I shouldn't feel guilt and I shouldn't feel shame for this, but it's unfortunately a part of religious trauma that when you spend more than half your life being told that this is wrong and you should feel bad for this it just you take those guilt and those shameful things and you apply them to different aspects of your life that wouldn't otherwise be applicable. Okay so first we should understand guilt and shame through a biblical lens. In the Garden of Eden as we read in Genesis all things were perfect there was no need to feel shame or guilt for our actions for our bodies for who we were and there was no reason to feel guilt for what we did. But when Adam and Eve sinned against God and sin entered the world the byproduct was the weight of shame and guilt placed on our shoulders. So it's important to know that an aspect of our guilt and shame is properly oriented and is healthy because we have actually sinned. Then we look at Jesus' work on the cross and he takes that guilt and shame on himself. In first John 1 9 it says if we confess our sins he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins and cleanse us of all unrighteousness. However I think what Repsion is talking about moves beyond that. What I think he's talking more about is that guilt and shame is used by people in leadership as a weapon to hold over their congregation for the purposes of behavioral modification. Often this kind of church environment treats its congregants as peasants who I was me and not as sons and daughters of the king. But in all seriousness tremendous hurt can come out of a graceless gospel. When believers are treated as if they're still sinners as if they're still you know worms and and no good and you know okay nobody really cares about you're just sinful trash. If that's how we treat people within the church man people are going to get a totally wrong perspective of who God is. We're going to begin to see him as an overbearing father rather than the loving shepherd who leaves the 99 to find the one lost sheep. In the midst of these kind of graceless church environments and just kind of communities in general many of us feel like we're not measuring up. God doesn't want us and it's almost our duty to sit in the shame we feel. We forget Christ's work on our behalf. You see in too many Christian circles self-condemnation is seen as pious while self-compassion is seen as selfish. Here's what I would have for us if we could begin to realize that self-compassion is simply an overflow of receiving and internalizing the compassion that God has already shown us. Through that we can begin to cast aside the shame and self-condemnation that has been weighing heavy on our shoulders and begin to step into the rest that God has invited us into. Let's talk more about why some Christians are still in bondage to shame. It's that we've often misinterpreted condemnation for conviction. You see when we sin, God convicts us through the Holy Spirit to draw us back to himself. In that instance we may feel guilt but it's all used as a means to draw us back to God in repentance. But it's important to know the difference between conviction and condemnation. The voice of condemnation is accusatory and shames us for thinking that we could ever be loved by God and draws us away from him. It causes us to it draws us into isolation. When we begin to listen to these lies shame begins to rule over us.  We need to recognize what that voice is. It is the evil one trying to get us out of the battle, trying to convince us that we could never be used by God. It's a lie. It's always been a lie and if nobody's ever told you this, that voice is wrong about you. In Christ you are fully loved and accepted and empowered by his power and his presence in your life to fulfill the calling that he has given you. The question truly is, when will you realize it? Thank you so much for watching guys. If you're new to this channel, my name is Isaac David and this is The Daily Disciple where I help you follow Jesus daily. If you got something from this video I'd encourage you to give this video a like and subscribe down below because I'm putting out new videos all the time. I'm able to put out these videos daily because of the people on Patreon that support me on a monthly basis. They help support my mission of helping people follow Jesus daily. If you want to support that mission as well and help support me on Patreon I'd encourage you to head to the link in my bio patreon.com slash daily underscore disciple. It would be a tremendous blessing to me and this ministry and you're helping me reach more people with the gospel with Jesus. Thanks again for watching and I'll see you next time. God bless.


Hey there lads and ladies. I am Petrifying Pumpkins and welcome back to PS viewer news. We've got some huge bombshells today so let's just jump right in starting with the brand new PS5 details that got released today. So yeah Sony have revealed brand new information about the upcoming PlayStation 5 console including the fact that yes it is called a PlayStation 5. I know you might think that's obvious but it was never confirmed 100% and now it is we know for sure. Also confirmed is that the PS5 will be released in the holiday period of 2020 so you can expect it either in October or November of next year which isn't that far away. So in an exclusive interview with Wired.com Sony revealed other interesting details including the fact that there is ray tracing acceleration in the GPU hardware and that is not a software level fix as some people had feared back when this information first came out back in April. So if you're wondering what ray tracing is I believe it allows for like some really advanced light and techniques and technology and it also can be used for audio implementing audio in new ways in 3D games and it seems to be a big buzzword for the next generation. Hopefully something that's actually worked all this hype that these big companies are putting behind us and not just something that's going to be forgotten about after a year or two. So next Sony went on to talk about the PS5's solid state drive which will offer huge benefits to developers so not only in terms of rapid loading times but it will also free up additional space for developers who'd usually have to implement tricks like duplicating assets and stuff like that. So now they can have more freedom when they're designing their games which is of course super exciting for us gamers we're going to see more detailed worlds perhaps and more unique assets in the world rather than copy and paste and stuff like that. So speaking of the storage the PS5 will allow users to have more control than ever before over how a game installs in their console. Mark Cerny who is the PS5's system architect explained how you can install single player only or just multiplayer or delete single player after you've completed this but keep the multiplayer still on your console if that's what you want to do and considering that the PS5 will include its games coming on 100 gigabyte sized blu-ray discs it could be that we'll be needing to juggle these things around fairly quickly as that solid state drive fills up rather rapidly. So the PS5's new user interface was also touched upon now the main menu will give you much more info about each game that you have include information on multiplayer matches being played currently or maybe if you're playing a single player game talk about maybe how your next mission whatever your next mission is and maybe what rewards you'll get for completeness stuff like that it's going to be interesting to see how developers actually use this feature for example you can imagine what firewall could show you what matches are being played maybe and then you click on okay i want to join this one and i might just shoot you straight in that's just an example. Next up sony we're very eager to talk about the new controller that will be launching with the ps5 so it's likely going to be called a jewelshock 5 if sony is sticking with tradition sony had a prototype on hand to show to wired.com and the first thing wired author pizzerubin asked was is that a microphone as you could see a small hole in the controller and also you have this patent up here that shows how sony's planning on having this like ai assistant built into ps5's perhaps something like alexa or google assistant so you're playing your game you get stuck in a certain part maybe a boss fight maybe an enemy you just talk into your controller how do i defeat this enemy and it'll automatically look it up and tell you if you want help you know which is very interesting and you'd wonder if it could be used in exciting ways like maybe hideo kajima would go to town and something like that however mark sony was not interested in talking about the microphone just yes he did want to talk about adaptive triggers however which will adjust resistance on the fly depending on what you're doing in the game so the examples they gave were if you're drawing the bow back on a bow and arrow there'll be extra resistance on the trigger so it'll actually feel like you're pulling the bow back well kind of if you know what i mean and another example was that an awesome an automatic rifle would feel pulling the trigger and that would feel way different than pulling the trigger on a shotgun and if we ever do get an aim controller too you would imagine adaptive triggers would be amazing for something like that so the new controller will also feature haptic feedback which is supposedly a huge improvement over the current rumble motors that we have in dualshock 4 so haptic feedback will give us different sensations depending on what is happening in the game so for example in Gran Turismo let's say you take your car over the verge of the track so half the car is out in the track the other half is in the rough your hands will feel these two different sensations one of them being smooth the other one being rough you would imagine and all of this stuff just really enhances the immersion which is of course key especially for us ps viewer enthusiasts this is all music two areas so some other details include the new controller using a usb c instead of micro usb it will also have a larger capacity battery and thanks to this and the new haptics it will be heavier than the current dualshock 4 finally blue point games who are kind of famous at this stage now for making remakes and remasters including shadow of the classes which was like one of my favorite games of 2018 so they're confirmed to be working on a ps5 game i'm not sure if it's if it's an exclusive i assume it is an exclusive and i also assume it's probably a remake again maybe legend of dragoon or something like that not to say that it will have viewer support or whatever but it's still worth mentioning it's a very good studio and so that's all the ps5 news which is actually a lot to take in now you may be sad that sony didn't talk and think about veor during this interview but if you like look at what they're showing look at all this technology you can definitely see them applying this stuff to a future ps viewer hardware ps viewer two or new controllers or whatever like you would imagine the new motion controllers whenever they come out that they would have this haptic feedback just for that extra immersion and if maybe even the adaptive triggers too they'd be amazing as well all this stuff would really enhance ps viewer if it was used for that of course they're not talking about ps viewer just yet they're not ready for that yet but when they do get there it might be after launch i assume they'll have all the stuff in there too i also found it interesting that when this wired author was talking about the jewel shock 4 he didn't mention anything about the light bar on top now that's not to say it is gone but the fact that he didn't mention this could could point to it being gone and that if it is gone that's a sign that sony are like done with light based tracking which would also music two areas something that we want to get rid of but of course i could just be jumping the gun here maybe it was there he just didn't mention us so that's it for the ps5 news let me know down below what you think about this information are you really hyped for this time next year you hyped for the ps5 you getting that shit day one let me know below so next up we have the third anniversary of the ps viewer which is coming up on the 13th of october now some of you may remember last year for the second anniversary sony revealed borderlands 2 was coming to ps viewer and this year they've done something similar where they've announced a bunch of ps viewer news so i'm just going to read that out so first up is a game called bonfire and that's coming on october 22nd this title will feature comedian ali wang if that's your thing and it's going to be about surviving on an alien planet now from the description it sounds like this one may be more of an interactive story rather than a fully featured game but keep an eye on us it's coming out very soon next up we have a release date for autica which is harmonics upcoming rhythm shooter and that one's coming on the 5th of november paper beast which is an exploration slash puzzle game that's going to be coming in the early 2020 pixel ripped 1995 which of course we knew was already coming but now we know it's got a release window of spring 2020 also planned for release in spring of 2020 is the room the or a dark matter and that's all the news that playstation had to announce for the third anniversary but that's not all because to help celebrate the third anniversary playstation is doing a sale on both the north american store and the eu store of great ps viewer titles so these titles include skyrim superhouse ace combat seven and more of course that's the from the american store the eu store is also having a sale celebrate the anniversary though the discount and the selection of games may vary from the north american store so i'm going to have a link two links in the description below to each one so you can check out whichever is applicable to you and you can see if you can get any tasty deals there finally sony have revealed the top 10 most popular ps viewer games for both america and europe let's start with america going from most popular to least popular is the playroom viewer at number one number two is playstation viewer worlds number three until dawn rush of blood number four resident evil seven of course number five is skyrim viewer six beat saber seven job simulator ace batman arcom viewer nine super hot viewer and coming in at 10 call of juicy infinite warfare jackal assault viewer experience and then over across the pond here where i am in europe the top 10 was at number one playroom viewer number two playstation viewer worlds number three resident evil seven biohazard number four until dawn rush of blood number five grand tourism of sport number six call of juicy infinite warfare jackal assault number seven skyrim number eight astro bot rescue mission number nine fairpoint and number 10 drive club viewer so it's interesting to see some of the differences between the two of some different tastes between the two continents particularly the mega popular title beat saber didn't even make it the top 10 in europe while big ps viewer exclusives like fairpoint and astro bot didn't make the top 10 in north america so it's kind of interesting to see these different things so myself and decepticon will be going into much more detail on all these topics plus many more topics including all the iron man stuff we haven't even got to talk about yet uh over on our podcast the ps viewer podcast uh which is called touch and tips hopefully we'll get that back up and running soon currently experiencing 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