I'm your host, Candace Craw-Goldman. This program was created to assist humans in this rapidly changing world. And its foundation is based upon the late, great Dolores Cannon's work. So thank you, Dolores, for continuing to be here with us. And also thanks to Greg Prescott and Michelle Walling at N5D.com for making this show possible. With humanity's new understanding and acceptance of the quantum world and the role that consciousness plays in shaping both our individual and our collective reality, we have plenty of subject material. I am a full-time practitioner of Dolores's hypnosis method and had the honor and privilege of working with her and alongside of her for several years. You can find out more about my practice of QHHT and my consulting and coaching services at NewEarthJourney.com. And you can also contact me about brand new session and process I'm offering remotely. Call or email about how we can create your own unique quantum healing process. And lastly, before we get started tonight, for those of you looking for a practitioner of Dolores's method of QHHT, you may find a wonderful listing, photo listing, of the people around the world who are practicing at DoloresCannonQHT.com. That's DoloresCannonQHT.com. So if you would like to participate live on the show tonight, you can either join us in the chat room or you can call this phone number in the United States,<PHONE_NUMBER>. That's<PHONE_NUMBER>. And I believe that number works for our Canadian friends as well. And we're going to try to answer as many of those calls as possible. Tonight is December 11th, 2015, and this is going to be a very fun show. I have known my friend Yaron. I'm hoping I'm saying that right. Yaron, he says, to use your uvula when you say that. So although I have read that name for many years, I'm still practicing saying it. Wonderful name. Yaron DeWitt for more than seven years. We haven't had the pleasure of being in the same room at the same time, but maybe someday that will happen. He's one of the kindest and most heart-loving people I've ever known and a wonderful QHT practitioner. His strange looking and sounding name is actually a very common name in this country of origin, the Netherlands. And this is where he started his journey in exploring consciousness. When he was first introduced in 1997 to a meditation technique developed by gifted psychic Reva LaRue. And it opened him up to different layers of his being and helped him manage his energy and be more grounded in his body and on our beautiful earth. He continued as this exploration of consciousness and that led him to study dance and bio and energetics. And he earned a BA in art therapy and MA in spiritual psychology. He's also certified Reiki and of course, quantum healing, hypnosis therapy practitioner. He does EMF balancing and he's also a quantum touch practitioner. Hey, so am I. Your own studied with Dolores Cannon in 2006, which is actually even before I did. And he has since regressed hundreds of people and he now teaches energy medicine tools and processes for empowerment and facilitates past life exploration and meditation and leads meditation groups throughout the Los Angeles area. And he has over 3000 hours of experience studying healing and therapeutic techniques, doing therapeutic work with individuals and groups in the Los Angeles area. And today's show is going to focus on a very special session that your own and I believe I think he had in sometimes in early 2014. But before we start talking about that, I would like to say welcome to my dear friend. Hi, I'm here. How are you? I'm here. Can you hear me? I can't hear you. You ran yourself down to a Starbucks to get a good signal. Is that what you did? I did. Yeah, we just had some technical difficulties and hopefully the sound is coming in clear. I can hear you fine right now. How about you hear me? I can hear you very well and I'm very glad that we chose this way to connect because this is the best sounding audio that we've tried. So welcome and sit back and get ready to chat about all of these amazing things that we're going to talk about tonight. And you know, we're going to talk about this amazing session that you had with a lady named Kathy Bird about her son claiming to be baseball player Lou Gehrig. And we're going to talk about that here shortly. But actually I'd just like to start a little bit by you telling our audience how you got started in all of this, how you learned about Dolores, where you studied with her, et cetera. Will you give us a little background, please? Sure. I'd love to. First of all, thank you for that introduction you just gave me that was very kind. And yeah, I'm so excited to be on the show. So I'm from the Netherlands. Maybe you can detect a little accent. I've been in the States since 2007. And I started with Dolores back in 2006. I found her because I'd say as a kid I was always looking for the unseen, the magic behind the physical world. I just sense that there was more to life than just the physical reality that I was seeing around me. And so I was always interested in the metaphysical and I remember reading a book about out of body experiences when I was like eight years old. And it really sparked my interest. I thought this man is onto something. I think his name was Nelson Monroe of the Monroe Institute. I wrote that book. And so I think it was in 2006 I was visiting a friend and he had some books laying around. And at that time I wasn't reading as much because I was in school and I had to read for school a lot. So I wasn't reading just for leisure. But I picked up this book that looked interesting and it said custodians and it had this picture of an alien on it. And the name said Dolores Gannon. I'd never heard of her before that. So I started reading and she had a little introduction about what she does and my interest was sparked. I was just locked on target. I just devoured the whole book. It made so much sense to me and I was like, oh my God, finally a book that describes experiences of worlds that I've thought out for that I hoped would exist. And this is somebody who sort of reports from those realms. I was so interested. So I think I started reading more of her books and then I looked up her website and lo and behold she was going to come to the Netherlands that year in 2006. At that time you had to be a hypnotherapist in order to take her course. But when I called in they had just sort of changed the requirements that you just have to have experience in working with people for about a year prior to taking her class. And I was currently training to be an art therapist and I had done therapeutic work for people already so I was good to go. So she came to the Netherlands in the Hague in 2006 and so I went and took the class and I was just mesmerized by the knowledge that she had and the stories that she would tell. It was just really, I don't know, I just felt the energy that she just brought with her and it was just, I was just magnetized. It was attractive to her. It was so interesting. And I couldn't wait to start practicing after the course and first my friends volunteered and then I started working professionally and doing sessions on people. Any people were in that class in 2006? And would you tell just a little bit about kind of where it was and what that was like? Was there a translator? I mean give us a little flavor of what that was like. Okay so I was in the Hague in a little room above like an international bookstore. And there wasn't a translator. I think it was mentioned that the class was going to be in English. And so I remember there was a guy from Norway and there was a woman from France. So it was a bit of an international mix of people. So the language was English. And I think there were about 12 of us. I don't quite remember. It was a bit of a rowdy class. It was a lot of talking and people were talking amongst each other. And when I met Dolores back in 2009 when I did level two in Burbank, she remembered that class. And she was concerned because she thought nobody got the information since there was so much talking going on. But yeah, I did get it. That's really interesting. Dolores always had a kind of a quirk about her that it was hard for her, especially with her hearing. It's a little hard for her sometimes to make out people when they had a bit of an accent. Did you find that to be the case at that time? I was wondering about that because I remember looking at her while the sort of the cross talking was going on. And you probably know her expressions a little bit better, but I thought she had preserved that at a certain time. She had that sort of raised eyebrows like something going on here. So yeah, I remember that. And sometimes she did not understand the questions because the accent was a little thick. Yeah. Thank you for giving us a little bit of background about how you found out about Dolores. And I have to say that the way that you describe that about your reaction picking up her books, most of us as practitioners feel that way and many, many of her clients and our own clients who come to see us have that reaction. They pick up her books or listen to her on YouTube and it's that exact same thing. It's like finally somebody kind of has brought it all together and it makes some sense internally. There's a connection and a sense inside of us that what she's speaking is important and about as close to the truth as anything that's ever been talked about or written, etc. So thanks for that. But let's jump right into the amazing story. And by the way, I do see Kathy online. So Kathy will get to here pretty quick. Thank you so much for holding. I want to give you a chance to kind of tell us how this all started. How did you meet Kathy? What was it like when you first started talking to her and kind of give us some background about this amazing session about, you know, Lou Gehrig that you're going to tell us about? How did it all start? Sure. So she was referred to me by a friend of hers that had done a session with me. And so she called me and we talked on the phone and she started telling me about her son and she started telling her when he was, I think, only three years old that he used to be a tall German baseball player. Now, she was raised in church and she had no context for reincarnation, a past life. She had no idea.  And German. German, yeah, a little off, right. But yeah, where did he get that information? So I think more and more details sort of spilled out this little kid that, you know, it was so detailed.   So all these details started spilling out. So she was, I think she was a little alarmed in the beginning, like, what is going on with my kid? And so she had taken him to her pastor in church and, you know, the pastor, the poor guy, didn't know what to do with it. He told her to get an exorcism, actually. Oh, goodness. Yeah, the little boy was demon-possessive, what he thought. So she said, you know, hold up, just let me try something else first. And so she was kind of forced to look outside of her known, you know, her known environment. And at one point, you know, she found out about past live regression. And at that time, she, her kid started telling her so many details that what she was telling her pointed towards that he had had a life as the baseball player, Lou Gehrig, because he was talking about his friend Babe Ruth and that they had a fallout. So, you know, she knew about that name and she's a very avid researcher, so she kind of put one of them together. So finally, she was ready to come see me. So she made the appointment and she came in. And that's one of the amazing stories, you know, unfolded. Wow. I guess that probably brings us right to where we should welcome Kathy to the show. So I'm going to unmute your microphone right now. Kathy, and welcome you to Quantum Healing with Canvas. Thank you so much for joining us this evening. Thank you, Canvas. And thank you, your own, for having me. It's so wonderful that you are coming forth with your name and this story. So many people, other people have some similar stories and they stay very much hidden underground because of backlash or worry about how other people will, you know, take the kind of, you know, presentation of these ideas. And I just want to commend you and honor you for, you know, talking about what's actually happening in your life. It's quite brave of you and it makes, in my opinion, it makes the world a much better place. So I just want to start off by thanking you so much. Thank you for that. It just did take me about how long has it been, at least three and a half years, to really decide to share this with the world. Well, I can see why. Yeah, it has been, yeah. Well, what is your, you know, how would you like to expand on what your own already told us? Is there anything that you would like to talk about, like, you know, what was going on through your mind, and what other people saw, and what they said, and all of that? Yeah, you know what I can do is I'll give you a quick rundown on how, you know, this came to our attention. We had a little boy who was obsessed with baseball, like since the age of two, and he was born into a family with no affinity for baseball. In fact, his father is German and never played before. So we were a little bit confused by it from the very beginning. I took a video of him when he was two years old and put it on YouTube. And a couple weeks later we got an email from Adam Sandler saying that they were desperately searching for this kid to be in a movie. And it was the movie That's My Boy. And a couple weeks later we ended up on an airplane to Boston where we filmed the movie and he had a baseball playing cameo role in the movie. And he just had this very, this aptitude for baseball that was very uncharacteristic of a two-year-old. And what they did in the movie, they digitized him and they made him look better than the adults and made it funny that he was so young. And while we were in Boston, I took him to a baseball game. It was his second baseball game that he'd ever been to and he'd never watched baseball on television. And it happened to be at Fenway Park, which is the big baseball stadium in Boston. Yeah, which is a big one. And it was the Yankees playing the Red Sox. And he had been to one Dodger game before that. So he sees a big picture of Babe Ruth on the wall and he got very, very upset and said, Mommy, I don't like him. He was mean to me. And it was strange to see your toddler having a fit over this big poster but it really, he was so upset by it that we actually had to leave the stadium. I had bought these tickets that were like $300 and we didn't even get to really watch the game because he was so worked up about this. So this was kind of like the first clues. He had some conversations with Adam Sandler where Adam was holding him and he said, oh, you're going to get me tickets when you get older and what team are you going to play for? And he tells Adam, I play Yankees. So there were little hints there on that trip. But when we came home is when he really dove into like insisting that he used to be a tall baseball player. And as Jerome was saying, I would correct him and he would say, no, Mommy, I was tall. I was tall like Daddy. And so finally I started listening. And the one thing that really got my attention and my husband's attention was we were in an elevator one day and he had just turned three years old and at this time still didn't watch television, didn't read. And we're in an elevator and he says, Mommy, this elevator kind of reminds me of a hotel. And we said, yeah, kind of. And he said, when I was a tall baseball player, when I was tall like Daddy, I used to stay in hotels almost every night. And so we kind of looked at each other like, okay. And then I said, well, did you fly on airplanes? And then he looks at us and he says, no, mostly trains. And so we looked up and we were like, wow, Babe Ruth's travel on trains. Every time he would look something up that he would say it would be correct. Like he would say things like, Mommy, when I played baseball, we only played our games during the day because there were no lights on the field. And we'd look it up and there were no lights until the 1940s. And then just every single thing that he would do would prove to be correct. And so finally I originally reached out to Carol Bowman who wrote a story. She's written a book on children's past lives. And this kind of ties into what you were saying about wanting to stay private. She's like a form where parents write about their kids' experiences. And I was really reluctant to do that. I just didn't really want to make a big deal about this. And partially because our son has kind of a big following on the Internet like he's got 7 million views on YouTube for his baseball. And he's got like Fox Sports has written articles on him. But we've never ever ever mentioned anything about these past life memories that he shared with us. So it was kind of a scary thing because he is kind of like already publicly out there. It was even more scary, you know, because if we come out with our story then people know right where to find him. But what we did do when he turned 5, we had Dr. Tucker who is... He's from the University of Virginia. He's an associate professor of psychiatry and neurobehavioral sciences and he heads the Division of Perceptual Studies that was originally founded by Dr. Ian Stevenson in 1967. And so Dr. Tucker and Dr. Stevenson have accumulated 2,500 cases of these children, these children between the ages of 3 to about 6 that have these past life memories, like children from all over the world. And so he came to our house shortly before I met Jerome. He came to our house in February of 2014 and he interviewed Christian, our son's name is Christian, and while he was here, my son said to Dr. Tucker, he said, well, I chose her to be my mother and then she got old. And I was shocked because my son had never said anything about choosing me to be his mother or anything like this. And then we asked him, you know, he asked, where were you when you chose her? And he said in the sky. And then I asked, well, when did you choose me? And he said, well, when you were born. And then just as I, you know, I asked him then, I said, well, what happened in between? Because I was 41 when he was born so I wanted to hear, like, what's heaven like? You know, like, what happened between the time you picked me and the time you were born? And he said, well, I don't remember that. And just as I thought that he was making this up, Dr. Tucker said that many, many, many of these children, like a high percentage of these children bearing these past life memories recall choosing their parents. And many times they can tell you, like, exactly where they were and where the parents were when they chose them. So this was all very new to me. And what led me to your own and the regressions was when Dr. Tucker was leaving our house, I thanked him and it was, you know, it was a very enlightening day that we had. And I said, gosh, I really love that you're so scientific and you don't dabble in this, you know, hypnosis and regression things because I'm a Christian and this seems like a little bit like going to a psychic or a little dark side to me and I'm scared of that. And so what he says to me, this medical doctor says to me, well, actually, some amazing things have come out of past life regressions that are historically factual and really can't be disputed. So what this did is it sparked my interest because my son had been telling me at that point for two years that I was his mother when he was Lou Gehrig. I showed him pictures and he said, mommy, this was you. You were her. And I never really believed him, right? So I thought, hmm, well, maybe if I do a regressions, I can figure out if he's tricking me on this one. So I had your own phone number. My girlfriend had given it to me months before and the minute that Dr. Tucker left, I pulled the piece of paper out. I dialed his number. I called him. I made an appointment for the following week. And that's pretty much where he can take over from here and tell you what happened during our sessions. But without any prompting from him or any anticipation of what would happen, I literally was transported to the life of this woman that my son had been telling me that I was. And I was giving dates and information that there's no possible way I could have known, things that I only could verify through death certificates and it took me months to research, actually. So I'll let your own take over from here. Oh, Kathy, so good to hear, boys. So when Kathy came in, I just immediately liked her and we found out, you know, as we were chatting, you know, the first part of the session, we had a conversation that we were both Germanized and, you know, it was very much a Germanized, sort of tainted conversation, lots of laughter. And we just had a lot of fun with what I remember. And so, and yeah, so we were going through, you know, what the structure of the session was like and she said that she wanted to find out about that past life. So, and she had written, you know, those questions down to be asked to her subconscious.  We just let whatever their subconscious things, appropriate for the person to see, to experience, to let that come forward.  So, yeah, so I take a 3D induction and she starts describing this working-class environment in the last century on the East Coast. And, you know, I just, I kept it very clean, so to say.  I think the first session that we did, she started off sitting on a couch with a little dog. Was it the first session, Kathy? I think so, right? We did it three times. So, we actually have the recordings, and I've written the transcripts. In April and June and November, I believe. Yeah. And so, yeah, they do blur together a bit, but the way I remember is the first session was pretty much kind of the Lou Gehrig's life up until her death. Second one was when you were, when she was in Germany and she came over. Yeah, like childhood and then immigrating to the United States, yeah. Yeah. And then the last one was more detail, like the details about the objects and the items that you were supposed to verify. Right. Right. Yeah. This is really fascinating for me as a practitioner. I've never experienced this before, and I haven't experienced this since, that the same client will go to the same past life. You know, normally I just do one session with somebody, and, you know, they might even go to different lifetimes in one session. If, you know, but Kathy just kept going back to the same, same lifetime, just unearthing more details about it.  So I asked her subconscious why, you know, why were we doing this? Why was this lifetime so important for her? And it kept saying that she is to write, you know, a story about this and get details through the regression that she can verify with still living relatives and friends that have known, you know, the Garrick family. So the story would get more credibility for people that need that.  I'm completely opposite. Like science, we'll do that later. I just want to first get, I don't want to get to the good woo-hoo first, you know, I want to hear about what's possible. And then science, we'll figure that out later.  I'm from the Netherlands, you know, we're kind of a cerebral, rational people. We don't, you know, go for this woo-hoo stuff. But, you know, here I am doing this work and during sessions sometimes I'm thinking like, you know, are people just pulling my leg? What's going on? So my way of questioning is that I asked about really sort of simple, trivial, day-to-day things to see if people can get those details that, you know, they might not know about in their current lifetime. So the same was with Kathy when she described, when I took her to an important date in the last time of Christina Garrick, she described walking over the parking lot, on the parking lot at the Yankee Stadium and she was wearing her beautiful dress because this is the first time that she, you know, had to see there's some play at the Yankee Stadium.  I was wondering what people would eat in those days. So I asked her and she goes, you know, I think we're having some warm nuts. And I asked, is it peanuts? And she goes, no, I think it's chestnuts.  Yeah, I've seen them in California. I've never even seen a chestnut. That's true. Yeah. And then the other funny thing was, it's like, well, what are you drinking while you're watching a game? And she goes, oh, we're having a cola, you know. Who said that? Yeah, which I'm worried that I have never used, yeah. Yeah, so that's really funny.  So, Heinrich, was that a school name? Heinrich, yeah. The other funny thing about that Yankee game, too, was remember when you said like, you said, oh, your son, he's a good player. And I said, he's the new kid, you know, like just words that I wouldn't use. I said, he's the new kid. And then you immediately said, well, how old is he? And I said 22.  There's no way that I knew how old Lou Gehrig was in his first major league game, you know, like even, I would never know when he switched from the minor league to the major leagues. And he was literally 22, his first season for the Yankees. So just a little, and the word cola in my voice, my intonation was different. My English, like, I would say gata and gunna and like all these inflections that I never would use in my real life. Yeah, it was so fascinating. Kathy, that's just, may I ask, what was going on in your, you know, in your mind thinking about all of this? Were you going back and forth? Were you struggling with the concept? Were you, I mean, what was, I can imagine, you know, different scenarios of what might be happening just internally as you're thinking about all this. Can you talk about that a little bit? Well, I would say your conscious mind is always kind of in a battle with your subconscious. It seems like, like, when you're in that state, which I have to say, it felt like five minutes, and it was like two hours or three hours, some, you know, crazy amount of time, but you really feel like it's five minutes, but you're very present.  And another strange thing from that session where my logical mind could not catch up with it until about six months later, because it was so strange, was at the very end of the session, you know, he took me to the end of my life and I said I was in a hospital and I could feel, you know, I described my body. He has a great way of having you be in, you know, I was inside of this body. I could see my hands. I could see my feet. I could see everything in the room.  And I see my family and he says, do you see Lou? And I said yes. And then he said, what does he say to you? And he comes up and he gives me a hug. I said he gave me a hug and he said, I will find you. Okay, so then this was the weird part for me. You were talking like, what is your conscious mind thinking when this is happening? So I'm just like saying these things but not really believing it. All of a sudden, I start crying. And this is me who does not believe in regressions who doesn't believe in the woo-woo. And I have tears, like, slowing down my cheeks, you know? And so he says, I see that you're emotional. You know, what are you feeling? And I say, because he did send me and he's Christian, you know, and I'm crying through it. But I have to say, once I left there, I was like, okay, that's the strangest thing that's ever happened to me in my entire life. And I'm not even sure if I believe it. So I think every time I went back and it would happen again, it gave me more and more proof. And in the very last regression, there was just some amazing things where I brought up information that I was able to verify through people who are still living today that there's absolutely no way I could have gotten this information from the internet, from a book, like it was private information that only their family would know. And I think that's when I was finally convinced that it was all real. You know? I was just really blown away. Oh, go ahead. No, go ahead, Gero. What were you going to say? Yeah, you go. I mean, I was just blown away.  That's what I was familiar with. I didn't even know he was a baseball player. So I found that out during his session. And, you know, I thought the session went really well and I was absolutely happy with the information that we had gotten and the questions that were answered by the subconscious. And then later, Kathy started emailing me just pictures and all these facts that matched what she had told me about during the session. So I was blown away because up until that time, I had not had a client that had a past-life persona whose life could be checked and verified. So that was mind-blowing for me. Right. Yeah, that's what that was, yeah. Yeah. And I have to say, like, one thing, there were little details. Maybe you guys can tell me more about this because you're more familiar. But I got, like, all the numbers seemed to be right, except there was one is that as I was dying, he said, how old are you? And I said, 62. Like that number, 62 came out. And when I researched it later, he was 72 when she passed away. So I always wonder with that one thing. I'm like, why did I have that wrong? You know, is the memory imperfect? There is the information coming through. I mean, it was similar, but it wasn't, like, right on like everything else was. Hmm. Yeah. Well, there's probably a lot of different ways to explain that. I know, you know, we're sort of taught in general when we do this type of exploration to actually not specifically ask for things like that. Addresses, names, exactly, because this engages a part of the brain that's very analytical, very logical, and sometimes contends, not always, but contends to shut down a session. So we kind of shy away from that direct question. And yet, if in a session like that, if the client, you know, offers this information, of course we write it down.   You know, we can't verify the way that you were able to. Right, right. Yeah, I don't get stuck on those numbers so much, because it's, you know, like we kind of just explain it can, it can sort of bring in more of the conscious mind. But yeah, I was just fascinated by what was matching.  Yeah, I went through like the death of these children. I know that was really like heart-wrenching too. To even listen to that recording is almost upsetting when I talk about like my baby dying and when and where and what time of year and how, and that was one where I ordered the death certificate and it was all correct. Yeah, I'm, isn't that amazing?  You know, I've not had anybody who took it this serious and really, you know, put the facts together with what she uncovered in the session that I was just really amazed by it. I have one year on that I haven't even told you about, but this happened recently that I really discovered. I just came back from Bali for the month of November where I actually wrote an entire book on Journey from the beginning up until now and Geron is a big part of that. And on my way, on the plane, on the way to Bali, I watched this movie called The Pride of the Yankees, a movie about Lou Gehrig's life and it's star Gary Cooper, the star of the movie. And in that movie, they have a seat, they have Lou Gehrig retire some baseball and he gives his speech at Yankee Stadium where he says, today I consider myself the luckiest man on the face of the earth and I may have been given a bad break but I have an awful lot to live for.  He's been told that he has less than a year or two to live. Well, one thing that came up when we did our regression was that I talk about my son retiring from baseball and I'm on the field. This was my first regression that we did together. I'm there walking in retire. I talk about how the cameras are hurting my ears. It's very sensory, the sounds, the smells, everything is just so vivid. And so then when he says go to the next significant scene in the life of this woman, then I go forward and my son has passed away and I talk about being very surprised by his death. Like, we had no idea it was coming. You know, I say very specific things that we had no idea that he was going to die. Well, that summer I was able to go to the Baseball Hall of Fame Museum in Cooperstown and because my son was there with two Hall of Fame baseball players, one is Tommy LaSorta and the other one is Orlando Cepeda, who's one of his son is the coach and I took my son's travel baseball team. I was given access to all of the private documents of the Garrick family. Like, I was able to spend, like, six hours. It's really crazy. I was able to spend six hours a day in the Diamati Research Center and the librarians would bring down, you know, bring down a tray to me every day of these documents that were 100 years old that can only be touched with white gloves and they're only really supposed to be accessed by the family of the person. Well, I was able to go through it and I found a letter from Lou Garrick's mother-in-law to his mother and it says, I swear to you on my life that Lou did not know he was going to die until the day he breathed his last breath or something like that. We had never told you and we never told Lou that he was going to die. My daughter never told anybody. So what's truly amazing is that this information that came out of the regression actually kind of changes history as far as everybody else knows. When Lou Garrick gave that speech, he knew that he was going to die but according to the regressions and according to this letter from his mother-in-law, who's his wife's mother, he had no idea he was going to die up until the moment that he passed away. Wow. Oh, my goodness. That's amazing. I wonder you're writing a book. Yeah, and I feel like this stuff that's come through like it's not an accident but it's like a story that's kind of drifting away and people don't really even know who he is. Young kids, you know? So because of that thing through, I feel like a responsibility to share it, you know? Can we ask a question, Kathy?  I guess my question is, did any of those things change for you? Did you find yourself feeling connected to Christina or, you know, did other things begin to seem familiar or did you feel an affinity towards some things that you didn't... or did she always seem like this completely separate persona that, you know, there was a great big line between you? I'm fascinated by this. Well, I'll tell you what it feels like now. Now my son's memories have pretty much dissipated too and he's seven now.  Does that make sense? Yeah. Like you have a love and an affinity for that person and that's how my son feels towards Lou Gehrig. I mean, he's in his heart basically. Like if you ask my son, is Lou Gehrig alive today? He would say yes. And then if you say, well, where is he? He would say in my heart. That's kind of the best way to describe it. Beautiful. Yeah. And how about you then? Do you feel that too with Christina? I mean... Absolutely, yeah. Yeah, I definitely do. I definitely do. And how about this? I wonder this. Have things changed for you at all? Again, like, you know, were you an active daydreamer? Did you really remember your dreams? Did you have kind of a... any kind of fantastical life in your own mind? And did that change after all of this? Did it grow? I would say, especially my dreams at night, like what I've really come to the conclusion through this whole thing is that tapping into this subconscious mind is really a gateway to the divine. I really feel that. And I feel that since I had these sessions with Jerome, like what was it, a year and a half ago or so, it's really activated my subconscious mind in a way that even when I'm sleeping at night, I get very vivid dreams, sometimes with messages. And it's just a part of my brain that wasn't really open before. Maybe like a third eye that kind of blasts open, you know? Very interesting. And do you have a title for your book yet? I know you're working on it and you are in... I do. I do, I do, I do. It's called The Boy Who Knew Too Much. The Boy Who Knew Too Much. And we can share with you kind of the big concluding thing. Do you want to share that part, your own about the jewelry? I was just wondering about it because, yeah, I remember, thank you, during this session, it was like a little necklace, I think it was, was it like jade or something that was in it? A jade necklace on a charm bracelet from Japan. Right. And it was something with a bird, right? Yeah, well, I was living with a family. Yeah, I was like, I know this stuff so well because I just got them writing the book, so I know it in and out. So in the very last session, I spent the whole time talking about a family that I lived with in the last couple years of my life. I described the floor plan of their house look like from the outside what my car looked like. I said I would go to the Little League games. I described two children, or I described children that I lived in the house with and the family.  And I go to all of his games and I bring cookies and all the kids come running to my car. You know, this, these things all came out through questions that your own would ask me, but that's basically what came out.  And I said, yeah, I have this trunk with my things in it. And I described some jewelry, and I said I'd like the little girl to have it, but I probably need to give it to her mother to hold on to until she gets older. Well, he had me describe what the jewelry looked like. And then after our session, I was able to go through the research I had done in the summer. I found the name of the family that was getting, the polytheism museum was going to be making copies of pictures to them in 1954 when Christina Garrett passed away. I was able to find these people, and not only did I have the ages right of these children when we calculated, I found them. So the woman who was seven is now a 70-year-old realtor in Connecticut, and the man who was 10 years old in my regression is a 73-year-old pastor. And this pastor was kind of a renowned, amazing man. He would be a really interesting person to talk to too. He worked with Martin Luther King Jr. He worked in Salem, Massachusetts for 16 years as the head pastor of a church where they helped the witches get out of witchcraft. Like a really amazing man. He runs tours to Israel. So I called him with my past life story thinking I was going to get kicked to the curb, but he was really the only person that I could run this jewelry thing by, and I explained to him everything from beginning to end, and I said, so what do you think? And he said, I think it's fascinating. And he said, I can't go along with the reincarnation theory because it's not part of my faith because he's a Methodist pastor. He said, but I can tell you that you described the floor plan of my house perfectly, and I can tell you that my sister did inherit the jewelry you're describing. Oh my goodness. And the most amazing thing, this jewelry has been buried under their house for six years because when they inherited it, it was far too valuable for them to insure. So they kept it. They built a walk-in safe under their house, and their mother just passed away last summer. And so they've never really told anyone that they have this jewelry. So that was when I was convinced. So I was like, okay, this is the information I needed so that I could believe the stuff. Fascinating. Wow. I don't think I knew this. This is new information for me because I was wondering about it. I remember as Christina, you opened a trunk and then there was almost like a metal, like Japanese description. Yep, like a metal from Japan. Yeah, all of these things that I could see so clearly, you know. Did you remember? And they did keep the dog and the bird. They did keep the dog and the bird.  And I said, I think the family's going to keep them for me. Yeah, so guys, I care for animals so much. Yeah. Yeah, you were worried about the dog. Exactly. Yeah, and so this pastor is such a lovely man and he's got stories galore about this woman, Mom, Garrick, and how she started the Little League there in Milford, Connecticut. Yeah. So I can't wait for her to come out. May I ask some questions about the whole concept of Lou Garrick and his illness? Did that come up in the session at all? Trying to think. I know what I kept saying because he said, well, do you know what it is? And I said something with his nervous system but we don't really know. And I kept saying, but he's going to be okay, he's going to be okay. Yeah, exactly. It was just a few words that were mentioned about it, you know, and that's what I remember. And then when we moved further along, it already passed. But it seemed like something that was not, you know, it was very aware, it was very present in her life. Like she didn't know, like, oh, he's going to be fine. Yeah. The funnier thing that kept coming up was the rivalry between the mother and the daughter-in-law. I kept saying, she's a funny lady and then Jerome would ask me, well, where is she now? And I'd say, oh, probably Hollywood. She's a Hollywood type. Right. I kept making fun of her kind of, and then the letter that I found talks about raging fights between the mother and the daughter-in-law. I think it's funny too because I heard you say, well, she's a funny lady. And I had the feeling that you as Christina was sort of, you know, you would hold back and you wouldn't sort of openly talk bad about others.  Yeah, funny how, exactly. Because I've never really said anything mean about her, so you can tell that Christina's kind of a nice person. Right. Yeah, she was very, very nice. So not funny, haha. Yeah. Yeah. Well, I guess some of the questions that I meant about the illness was when you were in the, you know, the F.C. part, the subconscious or the higher self portion of the session, was that talked about at all, the sort of maybe the life plan or the contract between the two of them concerning, you know, the illness and the son dying before the mother? Yeah, well, you know what was interesting about it? I think you're on the most, like, amazing thing that came out was he asked me, like, what's the purpose of you and of Kathy and Christian reuniting in this lifetime? And my higher self, what I said, which is kind of simple and profound at the same time, I said to relive the good times. So it really wasn't even about, like, evolution of the soul. It was really to go, like, eat an ice cream cone, go to a baseball game, like, and it's given me, like, this greater appreciation for just the day-to-day, you know, the wonderful things that life has to offer, you know? Mm-hmm. Because we're here to have fun and experience joy and often we have to be reminded of that. Yeah, that's something I never think of yet. How do some of the people around you who may be aware of, of course now, your story and some of your research and all of that, have you found different reactions to you personally since the stories come out and you're interested in it and you're writing the book and what would some of those reactions be if you care to share them at all? Yeah, well, here's the funny thing. You guys are the first ones to really even hear about it. Like, even the people closest to me don't know this much. Just because of that, it's a little scary.  And we had neighbors, you know, kind of make fun of Christian, my son, about it. And we had a baseball coach, like an opposing baseball coach say, oh, that's the kid who thinks he's Lou Gehrig.  Kind of at the end, the conclusion I come to is because I don't want to influence people to believe one thing or the other. If I say, you know, I can't say with certainty that reincarnation is a fact, you know, as much as somebody can say that it's not a fact, no one really knows the mystery of life, right? And really, my main conclusion at the end of the story is I say the one thing I know for sure now is that love never dies and that the soul is eternal. You know? That's a beautiful realization.  And even just the possibility, right? And the one thing I have to say, even as a Christian, I never knew the history of the Christian church. I never knew that the early scriptures actually talked about rebirth and reincarnation, you know, like so I was able to research that so that's, yeah, exactly, you've studied that. See, it's not something that the average Christian is exposed to the history of church, you know, so I get to put, you know, that's in my journey, a part of my journey and really I go through the Eastern religions, all of it and it, you know, I come to the conclusion at the end that it's okay to be a Christian and have Christian faith and believe in reincarnation. They're not mutually exclusive, you know. Exactly. At least that's most of what our community has also come to the conclusion of, but of course you get to decide as a human being what your belief system is or whatever it is. Right. Yeah, like that's a big job. I don't want that responsibility to tell other people what to think. So Christian's still a baseball player. Yeah, he is. He still has the love of the game and is still interested in continuing to play ball. That's wonderful. Yeah, he plays a lot. He plays five games almost every weekend all year round. Well, it would seem to me that the books that you're writing, I mean, you know, maybe this is something I don't have any right to say, but it seems like it would only be like the first book. You know what I mean? Your son is young and still very interested in ball playing and maybe it's my intuition or maybe it's just because I love stories so much it would seem to me like it's going to be another story at some point in time. That would be interesting to see the end of the story. Whether it's that he doesn't play baseball or continues to play like it's still kind of interesting to see how it plays out. The other interesting thing, he's left-handed too and Lou Gehrig was left-handed and his technique was very similar to Lou Gehrig's. It's changed a bit now, but if you look at the early videos of him when he was two and three and four, Lou Gehrig that's really interesting. Now how about physical characteristics? Is he going to be a tall boy? Do they have the same nose? How about that? I haven't written about this in the book, but they both have these deep, deep, deep dimples. If you see my son, that's all you see is his dimples, and if you look at a picture of Lou Gehrig, all you see is his dimples. It's not something that's really genetically present and not like I have dimples. And then another funny thing is that if you look at the ancestral ties, my husband is an immigrant from Germany. He came here when he was 18. His family is from the exact same region in Germany that Lou Gehrig's family immigrated from, from this area that was called Schleichsteg Holstein, which your own can tell you about because it's near where he's from. But there's also that whole part that's a little bit interesting and kind of strange at the same time too. And what was Lou Gehrig's wife's name again then? The daughter-in-law name? Eleanor. I want to say she passed away in like the 80s. Does your mind wander like mine would? Like, you know, is she reincarnating? Is she a little girl in your son's school right now?  Well, I kind of joke about it because here I'm trying to write this book to set the record straight because Eleanor Gehrig was the one who did the movie Pride of the Yankees and she painted Lou Gehrig's mother horribly in that movie. And there's a book which is called My Luke and I. She writes about Lou Gehrig's mother and she writes, Mom, Gehrig was no hero. And then she proceeds to, you know, kind of badmouth her. I always joke that I'm going to do my book and then Eleanor is going to come back and get me back. But you can never get the last word, right? That is so funny. It's the fight across lifetimes. Oh my God. You never know, right? Very, very interesting. Well, I'm happy to hear any other thing about the book or any other topics that this has brought forth into your life or your family's life or even, you know, your own, how this has changed you or your practice. What are some of the big conclusions that you've come to? I know that you said, Kathy, you know, to find joy in your life, but I just want to, you know, make sure that we're getting all of the things that you want to say about this tonight. Your own, you want to take that one? Sure.  Like, I was raised in Catholic Church for a little bit, but I didn't have any experience of spirit at all. There was no joy, there was no beauty. It was just very, very boring and repetitive and it just didn't leave any mark. So my parents were raised in post-war Netherlands, which was very, you know, religion was more about discipline and doing what you're supposed to be doing.  So when I was about seven years old, they stopped taking me to church. And when I talked to them not too long ago and I asked them, you know, what do you believe about life? Like, what do you believe about it? And they say, well, we just believe that, you know, you live your life and you're supposed to be kind to people because that's how you live on in the hearts of others, you know, in the good deeds that you do and how you treat other people, which is, I think, really beautiful, but in terms of like, you know, like a past life or, you know, life after lifetime or there's none of that. Like, they completely, you know, they don't believe in anything really. So me, you know, I believe more than they do now because the experience I've had through my clients and Catholic experience is sort of pivotal on that because before, you know, I listened to these people telling me all these wonderful, wonderful stories that, you know, I want to believe so badly and then Catholic comes in and she, you know, she does the same thing and she fact checks and, you know, and everything matches. That was really, it was very sort of consolidating for me and I was lucky that I had another client who also had a past life that was verifiable. So, yeah, I don't know.  So how about we take a couple of questions, okay? That sounds good. Hey, I have a little visitor in my office if you want to say hi to Christian real quick. You want to say, of course. Christian, just say hello. Oh, I guess not. He said, not unless I take him to my Christmas party. He's not wanting to stay with a babysitter. You know, I'm happy to do that. One thing I just want to compliment your own world quickly too is that I think what made our session so successful because I'm guessing you have people that listen, that are practitioners as well, but I think I just felt so safe in his company and I trusted him so much and I think that's what let me really go into that place. Oh, thank you. That's a great compliment. Well, let's go ahead and take a question and see what some of our audience have to say or have questions about. And you are now live, area code 704. You have your hand up for a question. Hello. Hello, everyone. How are you? Hi. Hi. Who do we have tonight? Who are you? My name is Kim. I'm calling from Florida. Hi, Kim. Hi, Kim. Thank you for calling. Hi, Kim. I have a question for Kathy. Since your son is still pretty young, should he have his own QHT session when he gets a little older just to make sure that he doesn't develop the ALS again in this life? You know what? That's a really good question. And I had an interesting thing happen where I was able to meet Wayne Dyer right before he passed away last June and he was writing this book called Memories of Heaven, which is all about children's past life memories and invisible friends and memories of heaven. Well, Wayne had done a regression with this woman, Mira Kelly, who Jerome and I both know well. And she actually came to our house and did a session with my son and primarily to address his breathing issues because he's had asthma since he was a baby. And it was really interesting. I was very reluctant to do it because he's so young. You know, she brought him to a place where he could give his breathing issues back to Lou Gehrig. And I have to say, I've been reluctant to put it in the book because it's so recent. It was only almost a year ago. But he has not had any breathing problems since then. So, you know, it probably wouldn't help to do a little more of that in the future, I think. I think it would be interesting if he had a session when he gets a little older and that way he can write his own book. Yeah, that would be a sequel to your book. I like that. Yeah, that's great. Thank you. Thank you for your question, Kim. Do you have another question? By the way, really quickly, I did want to say that I saw a movie years ago when I was probably 20 and I'm now 54 and that movie about Lou Gehrig, I don't know, it really impacted me and it made me want to become a student of psychology and everything. And now my uncle has been diagnosed with ALS. Oh, you're kidding. Your life has been touched by that. Oh, my goodness. Aww. So, but I do hope to get a chance to read your book when it comes out, so... Aww, thank you so much, Kim. Thanks for calling, Kim. Yeah, well, stay tuned for that. Do you have a publisher lined up and a date and all that kind of stuff, Kathy, or is that all the work? Well, I sent my... Hay House was waiting for my proposal since June when I met Wayne Dyer and I just finished it in November, right before I left for Bali, and I sent it to them. So, there's nothing official, but it's all kind of in the works and then we have a friend. Sure, it's Sony Pictures who's kind of interested in possibly doing a movie on it, too. So, we'll see how that all unfolds next year. Sure. And you're probably... You could play yourself in the movie, wouldn't you? I know. The guy playing me better be cute. Very handsome, because you're running very handsome. Thank you. Well, let's take another question from the audience, shall we? I am turning the mic over to Area Code 780. Hello. Hi, how are you? Hi, and what's your name? I'm Naomi. Hi Naomi, thanks for calling. What's your question? I was just wondering, like, how could you... like, how would I be able to remember any of my past lives on my own? Your own. You want to take that one? Sure. I mean, on your own, I would think it would be helpful to find a practitioner that can help you do that, because it's so much more conducive to your state of mind and being able to get to the details of your past life when you have somebody with you that sort of, you know, holds space for you and knows how to guide you and sort of direct your focus so you can unearth the details of, you know, your past life or past lives. Okay. Naomi, hear me do that remotely too. Like, you could do it remotely. Like, you can even do it on the phone. Like, you don't really have to be with the person, but I think it works much better when you do have a practitioner asking you the questions rather than just the generic pre-recorded thing, because you can't do generic pre-recorded sessions, but I think the one-on-one is much more valuable.  Like, there's, you know, stuff that the body can show, you know, and that the practitioner is aware of and that can be used during a session, you know, like movements or breathing that happens or certain, you know, the eyes that start tearing or different things that can happen during a session or you cannot monitor over the phone. So, like, as Candace knows that, you know, we've been taught by Dolores and so that's what we don't do any long-distance sessions. Ah, that's good enough. Okay, good to know. Yeah, because it's difficult to monitor the body, you know, and also, like, me and Candace, we had some technical difficulties before we started this talk here on the radio. Oh, yeah. And what if, like, the Skype connection, like, falls away and, you know, it's trying to, like, get somebody and stuff like that, you know. Yeah, good point. That's a really good point. Well, you know, these sessions can be very emotional and it's, you know, Kathy, you yourself said how important it was, the trust that you felt with your own as your practitioner and you're probably going to feel safer and trust your practitioner a little better if they're right there in the room with you. And although it's rare, sometimes, you know, very strange things can happen when you are going into that realm. I'm thinking right now of a particular session I had with a woman who she was having a past-life memory of being this woman. She was a slave on a plantation and she was actually a very happy woman. She was older. She felt cared for both by, you know, the plantation owner and she had a big family and she had gotten to be this age where she wasn't working anymore and she was just sitting on the porch. It was actually a very happy life, believe it or not. And she had suffered a stroke. I moved her forward to a particular day and she had suffered a stroke and she was still sitting in her rocking chair on the porch but she was talking about how one part of her body wasn't working anymore and actually in the regression, during the time that I'm looking at her, she starts drooling out of the side of her face that wasn't working anymore. One whole side of her face wasn't moving anymore and so these kinds of explorations, you really are time-traveling.  I can see how you do need a guide there with you exactly like to be at your side. That's fascinating. And Naomi, I will say this and some people are talking about this over in the chat room. Wonderful Lorraine Chisholm who is also a QHHT practitioner mentioned this in the chat room. You can sometimes, just on your own, you can try this. You can try telling yourself before going to bed. You can kind of program a dream. You know, you can program yourself to have a dream about a past life.  You might ask your higher self to give you a dream of a past life when you were very happy, you know, etc. And see where that takes you. Yeah, that's a great idea. That sounds good. Thank you. Thanks for the call, Naomi. Thanks, Naomi. Hi, Naomi. Bye. Have a good night. You too. Thank you. It's really great to have a couple of questions there for you all. Yeah. Were there any more? Thank you. I don't see any more questions at the moment.  Yeah, he just fell asleep on my lap, so I don't have to worry about him. Aw, how sweet. Putting him to sleep. Yeah, so I just want to thank you guys because this was like a really, you know, big deal for me to actually talk about this stuff, you know, openly, and you've created a very safe place for me to do that, so thank you for that. Oh. That's just so welcome. Thank you for... Yeah. Thank you for your willingness to, you know, to come on the radio show and share your experiences. So helpful. Thank you. Aw, thank you. Well, we'd like to know, and your own, please let us know as soon as the book is published and how we can get a hold of it, and, you know, we'll combine all of these things together. Maybe, you know, we'll have a YouTube replay of the show, but we can combine it with a blog article that's already gone out and we'll, you know, send out another article when the book is published.  Oh, beautiful. Thank you. The boy who knew too much. Definitely. And Candice and your own, I can send you what I have now, too, if you want to take a little sneak peek. Oh, I would love that. I would love that. Okay, cool. I come from a family that loves baseball, so it would be a lot of fun to do that. Oh, wow. Okay, beautiful. Beautiful, beautiful. It's the first draft, so any suggestions are appreciated. Oh, would be honored. Thank you. Okay, thank you. Bye, Kathy. Bye, people. All right. Thanks, you guys. Thank you. Bye-bye. Bye, Kathy. Thank you. Bye-bye. Okay. Well, your own. You know, this has been such a treat. Just such a treat. I remember when you first told us about your session on our support forum with the other practitioners, and it was, it's been a lot of fun seeing this come together. First, the article, and then, you know, the opportunity to actually speak with your client like this. And even Christian, who came in, and we heard a little voice there a little bit, and got to, and you got to hear even more details about some of the proof that she has found and the connection and the stories with other people. What a fascinating case. I know it's really amazing. Yeah. I'm just, I really blew my mind too, you know. Yeah, it's really fascinating. Well, in the little time that we have left, we've got about 10 minutes or so left in the show. Why don't you tell us a little bit more about your practice there in the Los Angeles area? Oh, and by the way, I just happened to get an email from somebody like yesterday or the day before who was asking me about anyone who practiced in exactly that area. And of course, we've got several wonderful practitioners, and I told her to be sure she listened to the show tonight. Oh. You actually do quite a few workshops where you do group regressions. Is that true? Yes. Thank you for asking me about it.  So I do those once a month, every first Friday of the month, I think in January though, I'm doing it the second Friday because it's just after New Year's, the first one. And I really love doing the group processes because, you know, there's so many different people present towards what people share about their experiences. And so both me and all the participants, we get such a broad view of what is possible in this technique. Like, you know, people go to past lives.   So, yeah, I find those groups really, it's like a little sample session. And the beauty of those groups is as well that it seems to provide a bit of community for people that, you know, there's not a whole lot of mythology out there for people that have had sort of odd experiences, like metaphysical experiences that might, you know, experience, you know, being visited by beings or having a very strong connection to their guides and communicate with them. Or people with a very strong sense of mission. I find that the younger generation, you know, the third wave, as we call them, you know, have such a strong sense of purpose here. And when they come to the groups, then it's like people find community and they find recognition and the way they feel. And that's always a really beautiful thing for me to see. But yeah, so I do those groups once a month, first Friday of the month, and I do meditation every Thursday evening and Sunday morning in the Los Angeles area. So you can find the information on my website. And yeah, I love doing this work. I love to see people open up their minds and waking up and finding out about the beauty, the beauty that we all are at our core. So let me ask you this. I do my fair share of group regressions. I get really busy and sometimes it's a while between them. I don't do it as regularly as you do any more. But do you have like groupies, like people who show up to do them all the time because they just think they're so fun? Or do you have regular influx of new people? Both, actually. Yeah. There's a couple of them, they keep coming back, and then there's others that just new people that come in. Yeah. People do it for various reasons. Mm-hmm. Yeah. And may I ask too? You know, I think I get a lot of repeats, but you know, I'm in a much different place than where you are. You know, there's a lot of people that I don't know about. I'm in a much different place than where you are. You know, there's many more people where you live and a little bit of a different mindset, I think, than where I am here. Right. In Kansas. Although you'd be surprised. You'd be surprised. I remember when we first moved here, the little tiny town where I have my wellness studio right now.  Right.  There's like a couple picnic tables outside of this place, and it's been there for a very, very long time, and it's very, it's very campy, you know. It's a wonderful, very interesting little building. And while we were having our French fries fried or whatever it was we were eating, I remember looking at the papers and, you know, little posters that people attacked to the side of this little lunch shack, shall we say. And I looked at it, and there was a paper describing, Get Together for UFO Watchers. Oh, no, never. And I remember, you know, and I remember looking at that, and I was thinking, you know, I'm going to get in just fine here, just fine. If this little, you know, lunch shack on Main Street can openly talk about a meeting, you know, where some UFO enthusiasts are getting together, we're going to do just fine right here. And that's really what it's ended up being. I've mostly, you know, a lot of people have no idea, and a lot of people have a lot of questions, but I really have not found any negativity at all. People are quite interested. That's so good to hear. I was wondering about that because, you know, I'm wondering, like, where your practice is, like the, because you're in a commercial area, right? Well, yes, but it's a very, very small town. I mean, it's a little suburb, a little bedroom community of the larger town, which is the metro area itself has about half a million people, but I don't know how many people actually live in the little town of Augusta that's just east of it, but it's, you know, it's a small town for sure. I mean, very small town. That is so amazing.  Like, oh my God, where, you know, where did I just land? Yeah. Yeah. Well, my first little time there, I didn't, you know, I didn't put up a sign or anything, but you know what, I actually have a tiny little poster in my window right now, and it's right across the street from the post office, you know, most everybody in town goes to the post office. Post office, right.   And so, do your neighbors know what goes on? You know, they do. The person who has the shop right next door to me is a hairdresser, and she's as kind as can be, and sometimes, you know, they, you know how hairdressers are, they can really have a good time when they're doing hair, and sometimes when she and her girlfriends sometimes get kind of, you know, really laughing, I pick up my phone and text, you know, I'm getting ready to start my session, you know, get your giggles out now, you know.  Not that it really matters, it's never really mattered at all, but it's still, you know, more comfortable that way for me. And so, yeah, you know, there's a lot of people who know what I do, and they ask a lot of questions, and not, you know, a fair number of people, you know, travel in, who just find me another way, you know, for instance, to the radio show. But more and more people from the local area absolutely are interested in coming forward. And something you had said earlier, your own, about, you know, people meeting to have a place to talk about this kind of stuff. And there are a good number of those people who show up who, interestingly enough, will say some things like, you know, I can't talk to my coworkers about this. But they'd be surprised how many of their coworkers are coming and sitting in the same chair saying the exact same thing, that they can't talk to their coworkers about it. It's like, well, you got to start talking. Yeah. Right, yeah, I've, you know, I've had my fair share of people with those people as well.  There is just, I'm imagining, much more available, you know, different groups. You know, there's a couple of practitioners here. There's all kinds of stuff going on. I mean, Los Angeles is a really, really great city for that. It's part of the reason why, you know, I moved here. I, when I came to the States, I really, yeah, this is like the first place that I've ever felt home. It's a wonderful place to be for the reason, you know, that I can do what I'm supposed to be doing here and all the wonderful people that are here. There's such a diversity of people here. And, you know, it's been shown in the sessions as well. It's, yeah, I just, I really love, you know, especially the first part of the session when we get to know somebody is just, you know, it's just really wonderful to find out about people's lives and, you know, the struggle that they've had.  And it's all valuable. And, you know, we're all the same in that. And it's a beautiful thing. And it helps me to be more compassionate towards myself as well and towards others to find out about other people's lives. Because, you know, you might meet somebody in a grocery store and, you know, they might, I don't know, cut in line or something. But, you know, you never know what goes on in their lives. Because, you know, all of us have our struggles and our challenges. Okay, you know, that brings me to something. I'm thinking about you being there. You know, there's a lot of creative people in Los Angeles and Hollywood and all of that. Do you see a fair number of people who are in the movie industry or who are actors? And I wonder too about those people and when they take on roles and characters, you know, how that might be, you know, impacted in a regression. And if you have any thoughts about that. Oh, interesting.  So, you know, I didn't see any differences. It's more, you know, along the lines of, you know, sort of more, you know, people are more, they have a little bit of a conscious mind that needs to be kept out of the way or not or they just go right into it. You know, it's more along those lines. But in terms of like actors, do you mean like it becomes easier for them to take on their past life personas? Well, I wondered that, you know. I wondered if, you know, they could step into another life experience like they might step into a role in a play or in a film or something.  And I wondered if some of those people, you know, might be, I mean, I really don't know. I don't have a lot of theater people in my own circle of friends. And so I just kind of wondered about that. Yeah, it's a very interesting question. Yeah, I haven't seen, you know, usually it's surprising to me, people that do go, you know, completely into the past lives. It might be somebody that you think is sort of type A personality or sort of holds onto their, you know, conscious mind a lot and tell me, there they go. You know, you never, you never know.  And sometimes, you know, they're, you know, they need a little bit more time to get into it. And other times they just go right away. I just, I didn't find any professions or types of people where I can say, okay, this one's going to go for sure and this one's going to take a little bit of work. Yeah. It's always a surprise, isn't it? It's always a surprise, exactly. So you never know. So how about, you know, why don't we end with this? Have you found your sessions have changed since beginning to practice this method? Gosh, if I've been doing this for about seven and a half years, you've been doing it for about nine and a half or almost ten years, that's amazing. How have they changed in that time for you, if they have at all? Let's give a question. Well, they have changed in that my faith and confidence in the method has grown, you know, so much.    But in terms of, like, subject matter, I'm trying to think. I guess more people that are, like, straight from source or, you know, that haven't been in Earth bodies before. Yeah, there's a few of those. I think you make a really great point, though. You know, when people first take Dolores's class, of course, when you're new at anything, you know, you gain skills and you gain confidence. But what your own was talking about there really makes so much sense about after doing this for a time and then really trusting in Dolores's method, you find that she's given us the tools to handle just about everything and just about anything. If you just, you know, if you as a practitioner really believe that and it becomes easier and easier to believe the more you do this, almost anything that happens in a session and sometimes there can be just, you know, crazy things.  I've seen flashes of light in rooms and orbs floating around and windows and doors closing. And one of the coolest things that happened just, and I don't even think we said anything about this, but dear Michelle Walling, who came here for a session and she actually talked about it on her Thanksgiving show, so she was fine talking about it. But I don't think we remembered to tell the audience about this one. So I was just getting her place ready to do this session, you know, with, we use, normally we use real mattress beds.  And after I do that, and she's getting ready to get in bed, down from the ceiling, high above us comes this little tiny feather and lands right on the pillow, right in the middle of the pillow. Oh my God, so good. Yes, and I've had lots of feathers show up in the doorstep and sometimes on the table or in the floor, you know, in the studio, but I've never, ever had that happen before where I'm getting, you know, I'm getting the bed ready and I'm smoothing out the pillow and just, just like in kind of a forest gump, you know, when that feather kind of flies in. That's beautiful, yeah. And she had an amazing session. It was really, it was really wonderful. Yeah, I really, I mean, I enjoyed... Go ahead. What did you say? I really, I mean, for me, you know, because as a kid, I was always looking for an experience of spirit, of, you know, the unseen world and I feel like right now, you know, this is the closest I'm getting, like, you know, of sort of these other realms of existence and, you know, being from other planets, as you know, like we also get to talk to, you know, ascended masters and alien beings and it's just a wonderful, for me, an experience to have, you have to have an actual experience of these other worlds. I'm really, you know, that's a big part of why I enjoy these sessions so much. They really are enjoyable and they can be a lot of fun for clients and they can be profound and they can be, you know, confirmations of things they already know and they can be incredibly healing and just so many, so many things. I so love this work and I love having relationships with other practitioners and colleagues like you. We've been friends for a long time from afar. Do you ever think you'll pass through and stop by and see me here in Kansas? I would love to, I mean, on my list of things to do in the States is to do a, you know, a cross-country road trip. So, if I, when I do the one, I'll make sure I stop by. Give me a big hug. Okay, well, you can't miss us right in the middle of the country. Usually we're called like the flyover land, right? Right, right, right. Well, this has been so much fun. I always have so much fun talking with you and anybody in the California, the Los Angeles area, you'd be in great hands to speak your own for a session, either his group sessions or visit him to have a one-on-one QHHT session and you wouldn't regret it at all. Please tell us how everyone can find you your own. All right. So, I'm in Northeast Los Angeles. I have my studio in Eagle Rockets between Glendale and Pasadena. I also do outcalls in the area. And my website is Source Energy Therapy. It's hyphenated. You can find it on the website and my phone number is<PHONE_NUMBER>. What else can I tell people? My Facebook page is also Source Energy Therapy. My email is my first name. J is in John, E-R-O-E and it's in Nancy, the number seven, the number one at gmail.com. Okay. Well, this has been a pleasure. This has been a pleasure. And do keep us posted about Kathy in her book, will you? Of course, of course, of course, yes. Thank you so much for having me on your show. Thank you for being the wonderful friend that you are and doing this important work, you know, having the radio show and having people find out about this wonderful material. Thank you as well. Well, we'll be in touch and I'll see you on the forum. All right. Have a good night. All right. Bye-bye. Well, thank you all so much for joining us this evening. I think it's been a really interesting show. I really, quite frankly, I don't believe I've heard of any other case that's had so much evidence to back it up. So it was really great to hear about that, about that today. So once again, you can find out more about me and my practice by going to NewEarthJourney.com. I also have another little radio show every other Tuesday night on BBS Radio, and it's called New Earth Journey. And let's see. I do want to mention that I'm going to be taking the next few Fridays off and spend Christmas with my family. And so we'll be talking to you again then in 2016. And as I leave you all this evening, I'm going to play the beautiful LaTita Teresa's blue music again as we close the show. And you can find her music at LaTitaTeresa.com. Thank you everyone for joining us. Have a good night.


Live from the Austin Convention Center in Austin, Texas, it's theCUBE at Dell World 2014. Here are your hosts, Dave Vellante and Stu Miniman. Welcome back to theCUBE, everybody we're live from Austin in the Austin Convention Center, just coming off the keynotes. Marius Haas is here, he's the president of Dell's Enterprise Solutions, Chief Commercial Officer, great to see you again Marius. Thanks for coming on. Thank you, that pleasure, always is. Yes, so coming off the keynotes, Michael looks sharp, really relaxed. He's been out, saw him on CNBC this morning. And so, private company, year in, how's it going? Things are going very well. When the boss is happy, we're happy. It's a, no, the business momentum is doing very, very well. We're seeing tremendous growth in every region and every line of business. Clearly the value proposition is resonating very well with both our customers and our partners. So, things are good. So, I want to, before we get into the business, I want to ask you about being private. You've worked for obviously some public companies in the past, some very large public companies.  You know, the customers need to feel comfortable. You got to be more transparent, all of that stuff. But, you know, we saw Mark Andreessen come out basically, you know, last year saying how bad it is to be a public company, how onerous it is.  They raised a ton of dough, basically forestalling a public offering. You know, why do companies, why do more companies not do this? Actually, you're seeing some companies. BMC just did it. You expect to see more and, you know, what's the difference to you? Well, the biggest difference is there's a singular focus on creating customer partner value. That's it, right? So, we do not have distractions on having to look at and or provide rationale for why, for example, we're doing certain things in order to just create shareholder value. And an example of what might be happening in some other large companies today where a priority is set on creating shareholder value versus creating customer and partner value. When you're in our mindset today, everything we do starts from the customer on end. The innovation that we invest in, the coverage models that we expand on, singular focus around growing the business by presenting our value proposition in the best way to our customers, to a broadest range of customers as possible. And I think what you're starting to see now is us really coming together, getting that operational engine, executing extremely well. And that's why you see our growth being at a multiple of the market and we're outpacing any of our largest competitors. You think that's cause and effect. You think it's directly related to being private and more focused. There's certain market conditions, certainly very helpful. But the fact that we are outpacing the market at a three to four X certainly indicates that the model we have today, our ability to go extremely agile in decision making certainly helps. Michael was saying that about 20% of his time was freed up. How about you at the executive level? Do you see a meaningful time savings and not having to deal with the street? There absolutely has been. My core focus is obviously spend more time with customers, spend more time with partners and ensure that we're developing the technology that'll create more value. So that really certainly helps me focus my efforts and my attentions in those key focused areas. But our cadence around operational excellence, driving performance, growing at an excess of market but certainly driving profitable growth is still there. So we have our weekly cadence, our monthly cadence and our core focus on total business performance but always starting with a customer. And how about M&A, does that, I mean these days you use your cash to acquire a company. So is, but is there a change in M&A or no? We, because of our business velocity, our cash flow from operations has improved significantly and because of that we have a tremendous amount of flexibility in being able to say, well, what do we do with that cash? All right, do we accelerate our debt pay down? Do we look at potential inorganic moves to augment our portfolio? The nice part about it, we have that optionality and every part of my business, what we're doing today is looking at what is the right build partner buy strategy all with the intent of driving greater innovation out to the market quicker. So you're in no way restricted from an M&A standpoint being private. In fact, you'd argue that you've got more flexibility and freedom because you don't have to justify everything at every turn. All right, let's talk about the business. So walking the floor here last night, I made a note to Stu and I think I tweeted out he's got one of everything in the enterprise. If it's in the enterprise, you have it, right? So talk about the portfolio. What do you think about it?  Only one, very few people including myself would not have guessed that, right? The moves and or transitions that are happening in the market today is putting us in a position to be that single partner of choice in all aspects of technology for our customers. And that's an exciting position to be at and certainly resonating not just with a customer community but also with a partner community. We came out and made an announcement yesterday to enhance our partner programs, part of which is now, how do we invest more aggressively in enabling our partners to reach a broader audience? Partners are now in excess of 40% of our total revenue generated through a partner omni-channel strategy. It is growing in nine out of the top 10 markets by more than 10%, double digit growth. So clearly a big wave of momentum that we want to continue to foster and continue to drive. Can you explain to the audience why having a greater mix of channel partners is so important and number one and number two, where you want to take that percentage? Look real simple, what I focus on is what is the 100% of the total addressable market that I can reach? With an omni-channel strategy, you can do that. You can really look at, you take our resources, our partner resources and how do we synergistically go present our value proposition to as many customers as possible? The problem we had that I found when I first got here was we were not reaching enough customers. We had great technology, we were driving great innovation but what we're not doing is getting this message out, the story out about all of the capabilities that we had. Well now what we can do is leverage a much broader ecosystem, a very well educated ecosystem that loves what we're doing. Customers are extremely receptive to the message and the value proposition that we have. We just needed to go out and reach more and more customers in a much broader range around the world and this certainly has helped us do so. I know you're super busy, Stu, you want to jump in here. Yeah, so Marius, I want to dig into that a little bit more, so one of the challenges you've got is you're giving so much choice out there. I mean, on the private cloud environment, there's VMware, there's Microsoft, there's Red Hat, public cloud with Amazon, Google, Azure, Century, Link, Joyant, like 20 of them others. The channel is used to selling like a couple solutions and customers, when you put too much at them, it's the paradox of choice and if they go and they choose one of these, well there's lots of other people selling those so how do you solve the education problem? How do you help people to choose the right solution and I know you want to give them lots of choices so that the end choice is ultimately Dell but how do we help the marketplace where most channel guys, you know, they haven't figured out the cloud and they might sell VMware today and they haven't looked at the old solutions? Well think about it this way, I mean, so a clear part about what we have been doing over the last couple of years is aggressively driving engineered integrated solutions with the key ISVs. You got Microsoft, VMware, SAP, Oracle, Red Hat OpenStack, think about it, those are by far the bigger ones that most all customers are engaging with one way or another. So what have we done? We've aggressively gone down the path of deploying an appliance-based strategy to simplify the go-to-market motion, simplify the adoption and deployment of these solutions inside a customer ecosystem. All right, rapid time to deployment, greater TCO advantage and extremely simplifying that whole process. Partners love it because it's a bundled engineered solution that they're selling. They can spend more time focused on what are the incremental value-added services that they can bring to the table versus purely just doing the integration of those solutions. So that's the value we bring to them. So that helps on the acceleration path but it also helps on what should I be focused on in simplifying the message. On some of the other technologies, what we're finding is there isn't one software-defined storage strategy that is the winner of all. There isn't one software-defined networking strategy that everyone is saying, yep, that's it, we're going to embark on. In both those sections, there are at least three different ecosystems and each one of those that are emerging within the different sectors, different industries. And what we're telling the customers is we can take you down any one of those three paths and we will show you that journey and show you which one is best suited for the specific needs that you might have. For example, the academic environment is very different than a hardcore manufacturing environment. And one is more prone to be able to accept more risk than someone that really needs to make sure that their engine is humming at the most efficient rates possible. So that optionality but yet that guarantee, that warranty, that Dell stands behind the technology is able to support it around 160 countries in the world. That's the comfort level that we bring them but also that future-ready strategy so that we're bringing them through a journey together, not just a point solution and off you go. Very different. And also some of the exciting new announcements we've made today, for example, FX2. By far the industry's highest density converged infrastructure that can be applied to the broadest set of workloads that a customer might be looking at, you've got on a 2U configuration, you've got 16 servers, you got 224 CPU cores, 100 terabytes of storage, six terabytes of memory, you've got 16, 10 gig internal ports of networking and it is by far the industry's leading technology and innovation demonstration of how you bring dense integration into a converged architecture that will drive tremendous value to customers as well but also simplify the notion of what infrastructure do I need to deploy these workloads in a very effective manner? And at a cost that is comparable or lower than anything else there, is that a fair statement or I mean, Michael gave some stats on the all-flash array, less than 25,000, which is sort of a new watermark. There is no doubt that, that's what Dell's known for. Listen, I mean, there is no doubt that in the storage ecosystem, what was a year and a half ago, two years ago, most of the growth was sitting in the 250k and above price points, that has completely changed. The volume of price points sit between 15k and 50k, maybe 80k, and what you've seen Dell been able to do is completely fill out the portfolio. For all the different use cases that customers are looking for, with the latest and greatest technology, so for example, our latest 40, 20 announcement today in all-flash array, that starts at a 25k price point, no one's got it, no one's got anything even close. So absolutely, how do we bring new innovation? How do we take different forms of flash technology embedded into our overall architecture to provide more value to customers and do it so that a small customer, a mid-sized customer and even a large customer all can scale at the rate that they want but all with the fundamental and underlying core technologies that we enable them. You mentioned that Dell is the only end-to-end supplier. It's actually quite astounding. Talk about why that's important. Supply chain, is it, you know, customer touch points? Does that allow you leverage in cost and pricing models? Think about all the above, right? We will by definition will always be the low-cost provider just because of our economies of scale on the procurement side. We will by definition be the largest customer for every hard drive provider, for every memory provider, for every processor provider, and for most of all the components that sit within outside of our infrastructure just because of our size and scale, right? And, you know, you heard also Michael reference today in his keynote, Dell's number one in storage. Terabyte shipped, both internal and external, terabyte shipped in the world, Dell's number one by a long shot. A lot of it is because more and more servers are going out the door, fully configured, a lot of embedded memory technology in order to drive utilization and or application performance within those key workloads, right? That's just, you know, we ship more terrible, we ship a quarter of a million more terabytes than EMC in the first half and almost a million more terabytes than HP in the first half. The examples of how that size and scale and that breadth of our technology certainly provides us a competitive advantage that we then want to translate to customers as quickly as possible. Well, when IBM gave up its PC business years ago, it lost its supply chain leverage. HP was thinking about spinning off its PC business, now it's going to split, it's going to lose its supply chain leverage. Oracle sort of gave up on the low end which makes them a great partner for you. So, to me, it's to a huge advantage what Dell has from a supply chain standpoint. Yeah, Marius, a question I have for you is when we talk to enterprise CIOs, they're really looking to have, you know, strategic, fewer strategic partnerships and have deeper relationships. How's your relationship with enterprise users changed over the last years? Well, I think it's been the one, our engagement at the key ISV level and becoming the partner of choice as a core infrastructure provider for those key ISVs has significantly enhanced our conversations with our partners and with our customers. So, for example, typically the first dialogue almost at any level, but specifically, let's say with the CIO, it starts at the application level. It starts at the business challenges, the business problems they're trying to solve, starts around security, cloud, big data, and so forth. And how does that then translate into the application environment they have because that's what they're spending more time on is how do I deploy these applications to my internal constituents and my external constituents in a cloud-based manner, in a more secure manner, and how to drive better, greater insights from the information that I have within the applications that I have. That's the dialogue, right? And what we've been able to do is now integrate that dialogue very seamlessly with the infrastructure layer, with everything that we're doing, and hence changed it significantly. Hence, you see the great momentum that we now have in the market. Submaris, I want to end this, because we got out of time here, but there's a lot going on in the industry. IBM's given up on the X86 business, HP's splitting up, Symantec's splitting up, you got EMC pressures from the financial world. It's not just in enterprise IT, you got eBay and PayPal, all, every one of those, I think, driven from the financial community. You guys are private. What's happening, and where's it going, and what does it all mean for Dell and its customers? It goes back to your first question. It is beautiful when you don't have those distractions. And trust me, I came from an environment where literally probably took more than five years to optimize, but at that point in time, was a merger of two pretty large-size institutions. Imagine what it's going to take to disaggregate all that, and or the customer disruption that it's going to bring. So we're just ecstatic that we have a solid strategy, a great customer base that continues to expand, and momentum in the market that allows us to just keep going in the right direction, whereas others are going to have to do many different sidesteps here in trying to manage the chaos that has been brought by some of the strategic, or maybe not so strategic decisions they make. Maris Haas, thanks so much for stopping by theCUBE. Congratulations on all the success, momentum, and we'll be watching for next several years, so appreciate it. We're very excited, thank you. All right, keep it right there, buddy. We'll be back with our next guest. It's theCUBE Rely from Dell World 2014 in Austin. Be right back.