Hello everyone, welcome to another NARC Survivor live video. In this one I'm going to be talking about how the narcissist hasn't gone anywhere. Please give this video a thumbs up down below. It helps YouTube algorithm and it will get this message out there to other survivors who may be looking for this information. So please do give it a thumbs up down below. But yes that's what we're going to be talking about in this one. The narcissist hasn't gone anywhere and it may look like they've just left you. They've discarded you and now they've rolled off into the sunset with their new supply. They've forgotten all about you. It may look like they're not worried about you anymore. It's like you never even existed. I know they've gone but it is all an illusion. It isn't even real. But they want you to think that it's real. Of course when the narcissist goes they want you to think that they're not coming back but they are coming back because they haven't gone anywhere. And many of you who are watching this right now they may have already come back to you. So I'm sure you will resonate with this information as well. And what I'm about to say will make a lot of sense to you and you will be able to see it, to recognise it that exact moment when they did come back. It's like the narcissist just leaves you. They discard you. They forget about you. And then you have a period of time away from them. In the beginning you experience a lot of suffering.  It was so used all of that stimulation when they were constantly there. And it's like you get addicted to it. It's like any time you do anything you're already anticipating a response. And that response could be positive or negative reinforcement. And you get very used to it which is why when they're no longer there it's like you just need something to fill in the gap. It's like you have this empty space, this void in your life. So in the beginning it can be quite a painful experience when they do leave and you're left on your own. And in fact from my experience especially I remember it was worse. It was a lot worse after they left and they were finally alone. Because we have to remember when we're going through all of these things with them our body and mind just shuts down when numb to all of it.  So of course when they're finally gone and we actually are alone that is when our brains finally begin to process it. Once we finally feel like we're in a safe space and that is the beginning of your healing journey when they finally leave. And it definitely gets worse before it gets better. You may find that it takes you at least a few months before you start to benefit from the separation or the isolation, the self-isolation. Because that's what most of you may desire to do when they are gone. You may become like hermits, you may feel like you just don't fit in with anyone. Because by the end of it you're like an emotional wreck. And I know what that's like.   It makes you feel a lot of shame because those other people may not know all of these things that you've been through. So you get paranoid and you start to think that maybe they think there's something wrong with you. And it just makes you want to isolate yourself. You just want to be alone. And you shouldn't feel bad for that. It's okay. There's nothing wrong with being alone. And in fact, that can be very beneficial for you at the beginning of your healing journey. But also it's good if you do have a support network. People who understand what you went through. But even if you don't have that, it's okay. You've got me. You've got other YouTubers as well who talk about this and understand it. So just know that you're not alone. And I know what it's like. I've been there. I got quite addicted to these videos on YouTube. And I even spoke to a coach as well in the early days of my healing. And it's such an incredible experience. When you're being around the narcissist and they invalidate you so much. And the smear campaign, everyone turns against you. And then suddenly you find someone, a coach, a therapist.  So someone understands. And it makes that painful part of the healing journey a lot easier. But yes, as the title of this video says, they haven't gone anywhere. They may just come back. In most situations they probably will. And I'm going to get into it now. I'm going to explain why. But before I do, please give this video a thumbs up down below. It will help to get this message out there. So that other survivors will see it as well. You begin your healing journey once they've left. You go through the most difficult part on your own. They're not even there to see that. The worst part of it that you went through all of these days and nights you spend alone in your home. Where you just don't even want to go outside. You don't want to go anywhere, especially at night. You just want to barricade yourself in your room. You don't want to see anyone because you're still experiencing the painful effects. And it's hurting you.  Thinking that everyone is able to get you. Or you worry that if anyone else sees your vulnerabilities, if you're at a restaurant or wherever you may be, you fear that it may just be the same situation again where someone else targets you. And you just don't want to go through it. So you'd rather be left alone. And you take a few months to heal. You go through that process on your own. Maybe no one is even there for you. And finally, you start to feel better. You start to feel happier. And then the narcissist comes back. As soon as you start going through the healing process, they can sense it. They sense your energy slipping away from them. And they do not like it. They do not like that separation because they view you as an extension of themselves.  And I think they know. In fact, I'm sure they do. But when you are some time away by yourself, naturally, yes, you do begin to heal. You do begin to get better. And they do not like it when you do that. Because they want you to remain under their control for the rest of your life. Never going off to develop yourself and to heal. They expect you to be laying in the pits, in the rubble where they left you.  It's when they come back to kick you back down again, to put you through the same process, the same cycle all over again. Yes, that is the moment when they come back. When they sense that you are beginning to heal and move on and your energy is slipping away from them. If you don't know by now, the narcissist does not want you to heal. They do not want you to get better. Why do you think they were always there? Of course, anyone would know. If you give a person space, they're going to heal, they're going to get better. Of course, the narcissist knows what they're doing to you. They understand the effects that they're having on you. They know that they're keeping you down. That's the whole point. They can't control someone who is healing and getting better and finding their own independence, which is why as soon as they sense that you are healing, that's when they will come back. I don't know how it sounds. It's like something of a horror movie.  This is actually how it is in real life. This is exactly how it goes. You could have been going through this for years, decades even. All of the things you went through with them, and then you think they're finally gone. They're not coming back.  At the moment, you even try to do that and you try to move on. That is when they come back. I do think some of them see it as a game, especially the malignant narcissist. They're actually toying with you. It's like cat and mouse. They deliberately give you some space sometimes while they go off with their new supply because they already know during that time you're going to recharge. You're going to regain some of your energy and they like that.  In fact, research shows that a narcissist will break up or discard their victim seven times before it's finally all over because they love the thrill of that. Going back and forth, building you up, breaking you down. Yes, they like that. When you get that feeling, you get that idea in your head. Yes, I'm finally free.  I may have been abused for 10 years, 20 years, 30 years, however long it was. But this is it. This is the moment I'm finally free. No more abuse, no more control. You get a few weeks of that if you're lucky and then, boom, the narcissist shows up again. And then a few months go by, the same thing happens again. Another few months, it happens again and again and again. Until you're emotionally crushed, you've given up. You just think, what's even the point? Because you assume they're just going to come back again. Anything you try to do, anything you try to build. It's like two kids on a beach, one child's building a sandcastle just as he finishes it. The other one comes along and kicks it down. Then he walks away. The other child starts building it again. Then he comes back again, kicks it down again. And it's like, how many more times do I have to keep trying to build my life? How many more times is it going to be broken down? And many of you give up. You just think, what's the point? Because you already know as soon as you start doing that, they're going to be back. They're going to destroy it all over again. Because that's exactly what they do. They come back only to sabotage your progress. Because that's what they don't want to see. This is why no contact is so important. You have to cut them out, lock the door and never let them back in. Because that's all they're going to do. They're just going to sabotage you again. And if you're dealing with a smear campaign, sorry to say, but for however long you're dealing with it, that's going to be your life. As I said, the two kids on the beach are building the sandcastle. They kick it down. You start building again, they kick it down again.  I wish I could say something different, but this is just how narcissists get by. They need an extension of themselves. And that is you. But the joke's on there a lot of times because just look how they do. They need excessive control so that they can feel comfortable. And yet we wonder why they stay the same for the rest of their lives. But as you can probably see in my videos, they just keep getting better every year. More detailed and advanced because I do not live a life of comfort and our growth, our development happens outside of our comfort zone. You may experience a lot of success in your life, but we actually learn nothing from success. We learn everything from failure and this is why, often when you come across people who have been involved with narcissists just look at some of the YouTubers on here. I mean, they are incredible people. They're so emotionally strong. They're so intelligent. So self-aware. They're so good at communicating. These things, they learned and experienced from dealing with narcissists a lot of times. Because when you're with a narcissist it's very uncomfortable. And you experience a lot of failure. All of these things can strengthen you and lead to your success. But be careful when you're around narcissists because there is no winning with them. Anything you build just forget about everything they said.  They made you feel like you're not good enough. You need to be better. Become better. Watch what they do. They want you to stay the same and in fact get progressively worse. If you get better, if you improve, if you reach or even exceed their expectations for you, that's when you will see the real problem because it will cause a narcissistic injury. And then they will be after you. Don't forget to give this video a thumbs up down below if this video is helping you. Yes, this is just how it goes. This is just the way that they are. It's like they cannot live with you. But then at the same time they cannot live without you. They most definitely cannot do that. And sometimes I wonder would they do that if they had the opportunity? You know, if there was a way for them to get supply without having to deal with people because just think about the amount of time, energy and effort that goes into it for them to ensnare a source, manipulate and groom them, devalue them to keep them under their control. Just imagine all of that effort. So that's a question, isn't it? If they could, would they just do without us? If they didn't need us for supply and they could just get it? I don't know. Just imagine a vending machine just put the coin in, press the button. There's their narcissistic supply. Would they just do that? Of course, I already know the answer. No. And the reason why is because they like the fact that we are alive. That we're living, breathing, humans. They like that we feel. Yes. They like the expressions on your face. They're watching your reactions. They love it. So they cannot do without people. They cannot do without that at all. I saw some video of how they are. I don't understand introducing, but they already are available. These dolls, these AI robots that these men are using to replace women. It would be great if narcissists could just do that and leave us alone. But no AI robot could ever replace this. They love just a human. They love it when they look and they see the feeling in your eyes. They see your expressions. I'm sure many of you are empaths and you feel a lot more than a normal person does. And they see that, they sense it and it makes them feel alive. They love it in the beginning when you're validating the illusion. You're making them feel good about themselves. You're making them feel desirable, attractive. Like they're the best thing since sliced bread.  They make you feel bad about yourself. They make yourself low that it's so easy for them to do that. If you're an empath, that's what you're wired to do. You're wired to just be whatever another person needs you to be so that you can make them happy. Because that's how you were raised in your childhood. It's like your parents just wanted you to give up yourself to please them, to make them happy. And we just think, that's all I have to do to gain your love, your admiration. Of course, yes, I will do that for you. Whatever you want. Because that's all we really want. Yes, we do want love. We do want to be admired, but not by these narcissists. We do not belong around them. We belong around people who can see us and appreciate us. People who will love us for being us. Because if you are an empath, yes, it's different to narcissists and how they abandoned themselves in childhood and created a false self. It's very different to that. At the core of yourself, you're still there.  And that was one of the very things that they envied about us. So if you're not really you, then why is that still there? Very different to narcissists. They don't even have that part of them anymore. It's gone. But we do. And that is a very important thing. I know what it's like to be abused, to be manipulated, lied to, future faked, gaslit. Yes, I know what it's like to go through that. To go through those things, it was a horrific experience for me. I guess at times I wished I just didn't have feelings at all. That I could just be a robot. Just not feel anything like a narcissist. Just be detached from the pain. Just not have to deal with it. But actually we are very lucky to have that. Because it's kind of like a nerve in the body. We have nerves going throughout our body, through all areas. And some parts of the body, let's say, if you were to stand on a nail and it went through your foot, just imagine that. Just imagine the pain. Of course that would hurt a lot because there are a lot of nerves in your feet. And that is where the nerves end at the soles of your feet. So yes, you might experience a lot of pain if you stand on a nail and in that moment you may wish you didn't have feet. But that's the thing with nerves, painful parts of the body can also be the most pleasurable. And it's the same thing with our empathy and emotions. Yes, you may feel a lot of pain with a narcissist.  Because that's how it works.  But not only do you become sensitive to pain, but you may notice as well you become sensitive to pleasure. So that's interesting as well. I see we have a lot of different people from around the world, in the live chat. That's good to see. Someone from Brazil, an Arabic name, I don't know if you're from Saudi Arabia, an Indian fish, that's an Indian name I believe. It's good to see people from all around the world. This is a multicultural community, of course. I welcome people from all countries, all ages, all walks of life, everyone is welcome here. And of course that also includes lesbians, gays, transgenders. I don't judge everyone is welcome on my channel. And I hope that you all find the information and the support that you need. But yes, believe it or not, the narcissist hasn't gone anywhere. And most likely they will be back. It may look like they've gone. Yes, it may seem that way. But before you know it, they will be back again. And maybe more than once. Usually when they go, it's because they're entertaining a new source. That's usually why, not always, of course. But usually, narcissists cannot live without supply. Aditya Gorto asks if I'm supporting LGBT. I think I did make my personal views clear in a video before. So if people don't know, I will say, I mean, I am very open about my views. I actually do not agree with lesbianism, homosexuality, transgenderism. I don't agree with any of that at all. It's not a part of my views. I stand for heterosexuality, a man and a woman. We are all entitled to our beliefs and I understand.  And that's completely fine with me. You are all welcome on my channel. You are entitled to your beliefs, just as I am entitled to mine. And I equally appreciate and respect people from all walks of life. Whatever you believe in, whoever you are, that doesn't matter to me. I don't believe that any of these things define us. It's just who we are on the surface. There's so much more to us than that.  It's like they mock us, they humiliate us because we're different. And I'm sure as many victims of narcissistic abuse who are gay, who are lesbian, who are transgenders, they've experienced the mockery. And while I may not agree with these things myself and I stand for heterosexuality, I will still get on here and stand up for those people because I respect people's differences. I believe that everyone has the right to live their lives in the way that they choose. As long as it's not harming anyone.  Of course, you know, unless a gay person or a transgender comes in front of me and just flaunts themselves and I make it clear I'm not interested in transgenders.  And of course that is an offence and I wouldn't tolerate that kind of thing from anyone.  That's fine. It doesn't really make any difference to me. We are all people and there's so much more to us than that. Of course, it doesn't define us. So yes, those are my views. Still people are asking about it in the live chat. Do I support LGBTQ? I mean, I've just made it very clear in the last 10 minutes and I can't go into it again. Just play the video back. But yeah, I think that's good for this message. The narcissist will come back in most situations. You can expect that. And you should be ready. You should be prepared for it. Thank you for the donation so what? I appreciate it. But yes, 116 live viewers only 49 thumbs ups. So let's get those thumbs up by hitting that button down below. Let's get this message out there. And I'd love to hear from you. Let me know your thoughts in the comment section down below. I'm sure that you have a lot to say in response to what I've said here in this 48 minute 48 minute video. As the narcissist come back to you. Are you worried about them coming back? Are you prepared? Let me know about your situation in the comments. And don't forget to hit that subscribe button and click the bell icon so that you will receive notifications for my future videos. 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In a world full of so much negativity, I want to focus once again on the positive, even though I would prefer to be COVID negative. That is a positive. There's too much negative news. But you know what's a positive thing? Let's give a shout out to Lew Aske. You know what Lew Aske did? What? He read a Facebook post from Francesca Teal in Massachusetts. She was at the beach and her wedding ring fell off and she couldn't find it and she was begging anybody with a metal detector to go look for it. He spent two days and found it. Well done, Lew. Did he pawn it off? No. Aw man, I would have. Josh! Hey, we'll go back to our tube of rage. Of course. I'm Lew. I'm more like you're the shitter. I get it because British people call it... Wow. That was a stretch. Thank you. Did you warm up before that one? Oh yeah. Uh... Lubricated. Good. Like Ralph and Sopranos. So... Obviously we just reacted to that film by... Say that... Uh... By... Oh yeah. Uh... forgive me. Nacho da Tharum, Nagara Gargaru. And apparently in July they came out with a teaser for the film that we missed. And it's kind of introducing... But we love to be teased. I know. But it's introducing the stars of the film. Oh. So like in terms of like their characters. Got it. Introducing the character. Right. If you haven't seen our reaction to the trailer, please go watch it. We are very excited. Remember when we got the first look of RRR? When they were doing that with the red and the blue? Doing what? They were doing the very, very... It wasn't even teasers. It was just first looks. I think the first thing we saw of them was like this behind the scenes for Ram Charans or Junior NTR's birthday. It may have been. But remember when they did the very first? Like there was the blue one. And then there was the red one. That was the poster. And it was all it was was an image. Like a slight moving image. Like the reveal of what the poster is going to be. It was a lot. Yeah. It was the RRR poster reveal. Yeah. And then there was the musical number that had Raj Mooli in the musical number. I think that was the end song, wasn't it? Yeah. But that was one of the first musical numbers we got. And then came Natu Natu. I listened to that song. And for a single workout. Natu Natu is in my warm-up on running on the treadmill. Here we go. Every workout. What about the sequence that we worked in the morning? Get to your position. It's fun. Love story. No order. No tragedy. It's not just fun. Love is pain. Exactly, bro. I'm also in love. I love her look. Love is pain. He's too. Love is extreme MSX. Universal. Love has the power to generate gender. Yes. Let's talk about that. Superman. In the world, there are many couples who are in love. But here? It happens at different levels. Preach as close as possible, but find your way. This has actor written all over it, man. But obviously, they're doing some theater exercises there. I like that. It has actor and acting class and exercises just oozing all over the place. Love it. Obviously, we haven't seen the film yet, but a very original idea feels like at least, right? Yeah. Especially for Indian cinema, that is just one. It's looking like it's not just gay relationships, but LGBTQ plus all different types of LGBTQ relationships as well, which is not done yet.  And so it's wonderful. It looks like it's a pretty strong statement, too, because everything's rainbow. Right. It looks like they're going to cover everything. They'll have non-binary. They're going to have even people who are... Love her look. Yeah, I do, too. But even the people who are... What starts with an A?  Asymptomatic. Asexual. Yes, asexuality. That's right. It is. It's asexuality. Yeah, but that's a legit thing for people that they literally have zero interest in sex. Yeah. And the normalizing of that for the people that are that way. Yeah, and then... I wonder if we'll go into the pronouns things that... Maybe that's just the hot button thing here.  That it's even a big deal for people.  Right. Like it affects them somehow. Yeah, I don't want to have to say that. And then they'll call their car a female. Right, they'll name their car. Or like all this... Or they'll say they don't believe in pronouns. No, but they'll refer to... You go to school, though, right? And they'll say things like... There was a great example of... Where did Micah... Have you seen Micah? Yeah, they went outside. They? They? You said they went outside? Wow, he's not a... It was just Micah! It's not a he-him. You referred to Micah as a they! Get out of my house! It's so dumb. It's completely idiotic. But yeah, I'm loving the feel of it. And I'm even more happy that we know the director and his quality of work that he likes. I'm so excited for this. This is like the little engine that could. I'm really hoping that this becomes really popular and is as good as it looks. There was a tweet today that I retweeted, but it said that it is getting a US release. That doesn't mean... It's not going to be broad, necessarily. On Your Rocks Home was in one theater and it was, once again, like 50 miles away. Frickin' On Your Rock Kasia. On Your Rock Kasia.  Where was Quinton when we needed him? Why didn't Quinton lift the banner on that thing and show it in his theater? I don't know, man. But yeah, it's... So you never know if it's going to be near us. But I hope it is. Me too. But it's a small film, so you just... You never know. But anyways... Bye, Jaime. Let us know what you thought about this and what should be the next Tamil film that we watch. This one. This one.


So you've never had an orgasm? Out of six. Out of six. Out of six. Sex! Six.  What about seven?  Oh God. Glorella, I need you to meet somebody because there's a woman we all know in this room who had a similar problem. What's funny about that? Oh my God, Gluyla, I really want you to have an orgasm during sex. But we fixed that problem. I can have, I have them a lot when I get hit but not. But I'm talking about during intercourse. I be trying to see like what, like how do you do that? No, that is, it is a big deal though for a lot of women because until we learn like how to teach a guy how to do it. Are you vocal? Like you tell him, this is what you want to do. You're not vocal. You're not vocal. I'm vocal. You telling him what to do? Yeah. Huh. She seemed like she. We gotta get another. But you know, I saw somewhere and said it's on that liver percent chance or a female can't have an orgasm of six. I think once you know how, you could do it all the time. Yeah, but once you know how. It's what you know how. You know how. Come. This book's for you. Okay, then. My wife talks about it, yeah. She talks about it. My wife says she ain't got time to wait no 10 years. She need another book. This conversation that troubles me is that while it does have some sex positive concepts loosely woven in there, like advocate for your pleasure and practice on your own body. Get to know yourself first and then communicate what you have learned to your partners. It also enforces and promotes a very negative harmful mindset that women's sexual pleasure is a problem that needs to be solved and figured out. A problem that is so complex that it could take someone 10 years to uncover. Or furthermore, an entire book that you would have to read in order to get it. But if this conversation was being had with a person with a penis, you wouldn't hand that person a book. You would hand them a business card that said rub the lamp and the genie will come out. Pretty much that simple. And the real truth is for people with all of us, it is also pretty much that simple, but we don't accept that answer as being valid or being enough. And this is not new. And I'm really sad that it's still happening. This video is sponsored by Squarespace. Buy a website, build a website, have an online store and market yourself all in one stunning, easy to use, customizable space that is efficient and awesome. What is your next big idea in 2023? What do you want to make happen? You can make it with Squarespace. And bonus, if you go to squarespace.com slash Shambuni, you can get 10% off the purchase of a website or a domain.  I have kept this seat open for your next big idea. So go to squarespace.com slash Shambuni to make it real, to make it happen, and to make it with Squarespace. As a matter of fact, here is an excerpt from the therapy app Talkspace, an article called How Psychology Stigmatized Female Orgasm. From the 19th to the mid-20th centuries, many psychologists inspired by Sigmund Freud argued that women should only achieve orgasm through vaginal penetration by a man. As a result, until the mid-20th century, psychologists considered women who orgasm from clitoral stimulation, immature, and even prone to psychosis.  Women who could not orgasm this way were often considered frigid, disordered, or automatically assumed to be lesbian, which of course at the time was also considered a mental illness. Freud's contribution to the plight of women's sexual pleasure happened over 100 years ago. And sadly, even though it's been debunked, many, many, many, many times by many experts and many books that we all love, some people still believe it. But if we listen to the work of researcher Dr. Elizabeth Lloyd instead of Freud, this video would not be necessary. Elizabeth Lloyd analyzed 74 years of studies and concluded that amongst orgasmic women when intercourse that was not accompanied by stimulation of the clitoris, just a quarter of the women studied experienced orgasms often or very often during an intercourse. However, the other 75% experienced orgasm with intentional clitoral stimulation. Now, I really hate to hammer a point home, but I recently read Dr. Nita Landry's book called Crash Course for Women and I thought she explained this point in a way that everyone can understand and sink their teeth into. As a fun note, this book is 427 pages long and this topic is addressed on page 14. And then we move on because it's time we moved on. Case in point, the female equivalent of the penis is not the vagina, it's the clitoris.  So much so that most women who masturbate stimulate their clitoris with little or no vaginal penetration even when they are using a vibrator.  Even though in most P and V positions, it's like the male penis is in Texas while the visible part of their beloved clitoris is in Minnesota, getting absolutely no stimulation. Then when 75% of those women do not orgasm from that vaginal penetration, instead of saying, our bad, vaginal penetration works great for a guy's penis, but we gotta switch it up for the ladies. Society makes it seem like those women have anatomically inferior vaginas, but they don't. Malfunctioning female anatomy is not the problem. A lack of understanding of how female anatomy is designed to work is the problem. That wasn't as clean as I wanted it to be. Not as emphatic. Let's try it again. Is the problem. Is the problem. Okay, to help you understand the two-date scientific findings about vaginal penetration orgasms, let's use this chin up bar. So, let's say the ability to do a chin up is like being able to orgasm from vaginal penetration alone. 25% of women can do a chin up. Of those 25%, some can do a chin up only on occasion, and some can do chin ups fairly reliably. This is known as an unassisted vaginal orgasm, and this might have been what Lorela was talking about when she said, I saw somebody say it's only a 11% chance or a female can have orgasm of six. Moving on, 75% of people can't do a chin up in the way that you just saw. Some are just not tall enough to even give it a try. This could be because of the position of their pubic bone, the distance from their clitoris to their vaginal opening, the size of their clitoral hood, since many women who say they can orgasm from penetration while being on top are still just describing external clitoral orgasm because for them, grinding against their partner's pelvic region can get them there, or it could be the size of their skeins gland or lack of skeins glands, lots of different theories. Which brings us to our next point.  This is known as an assisted vaginal orgasm and it's pretty important to call out because the star of this doubleheader show is likely still the clitoris. And oh, what a star it is. 95% of women orgasm from some form of clitoral stimulation, which means if this chin up bar was a high five practice machine, most people would be able to do it. So why aren't we all more focused on celebrating this instead of hyper obsessing over who can and can't do that? Now let's play a game that I just made up called Three Myths and Three Maybes.   That's actually an understatement because the clitoris has 8,000 nerve endings, which is potential for a wows, while the penis glands only has 4,000. You might have heard the term before that everyone is born female. This isn't technically true, but what it's saying is that at a certain point in human development, everyone looks about the same. And then at around the 12 week point in time, that's when differences begin to occur, when the ovaries would descend to start transforming into testicles and when the clitoris would extend to become a penis if the person is going to be assigned male at birth. And this is really important to note because that's essentially it.    Similarly, myth number two, a vaginal orgasm is just better, more superior than a clitoral orgasm. Now this isn't true because you can't measure and weigh experiences against each other or at least I don't know of any kind of mechanism that allows you to do that. Secondly, it possibly could be true because the biggest sexual organ is the brain. So if you go into sex believing that a vaginal orgasm is the top of top, then you're going to equate it to being the most magical experience. But in other studies, a lot of women and people involved us have stated that they are different but not one better or worse than the other. They describe a clitoral orgasm as very intense but very local to the genital region, whereas a vaginal orgasm feels like more of a bodily reaction. And again, not that one is better than the other, they're just different. Kind of like pizza and sushi. Both delicious, both have their times in the sun. And if you had to pick, you probably wouldn't want to. Like that. Let's move on to some maybes. Maybe number one, everyone has the potential to have an unassisted vaginal orgasm. Maybe they can. When we talk about potential, the sky is the limit.  There is still so much that we are learning, not just about ourselves, but about the human experience overall. And because many people can orgasm from sleep or from other arogenous zones, there's always a possibility that some or all people can achieve orgasm in a particular kind of way with some kind of new invention or discovery that we're gonna have down the line. But instead of waiting for that to be the truth, let's bask in the truth right now that many people know what works for them today. And if you know how to orgasm, that's the victory, not how you do it. Maybe number two, if you haven't had an unassisted vaginal orgasm, you just have not been with the right partner. And this is a maybe because the only thing constant in this world is change. So maybe you need to strengthen your pelvic floor. Maybe you need a different position or maybe you need a different partner or maybe you need menopause or childbirth. For me, after giving birth, my vagina, I mean specifically my vaginal canal, was completely different than it was before. And in a positive way, I had a lot more sensations in it. Still unable to have an unassisted vaginal orgasm, but definitely my potential for experiencing pleasure and sensation expanded. So change is a constant. And yeah, maybe there is some truth to the right partner, but I would definitely hate to continue to throw out great sexual partners or dismiss them as not being good enough for something that only 25% of people are gonna consistently have. That's just me. Maybe number three, men prefer women who orgasm from penetration. Maybe, maybe some people prefer to date people who like the exact same food as them. So when they go to a restaurant, they're having the best experience and the other person's having the best experience and they don't have to compromise at all. That's in essence what we're trying to promote when we tell women that this is the way you should orgasm, we're telling them that the way that a man experiences pleasure should also be the way that you experience pleasure, that they shouldn't have to make any alterations or adaptations to pursuing their joy in order to give you yours as well. And who wouldn't want that deal? I think on the flip side, we should also promote another ideology because there are some people who can orgasm from giving oral sex to other people. So we should put it out there that men should learn how to orgasm from giving a woman oral sex and that if they do, then they're a good partner.  And if they don't, well, then they're subpart partners. Maybe that's the truth too. But also maybe there are a lot of men and people with penises out there who find joy in exploration, who find joy in the differences that they have with their partner and like just to give and like to receive. And those activities don't have to have the same beginning, middle, and end. And of those partners, I would proudly say is my partner. As a matter of fact, the only reason I came across this global eclipse is because Jared, my husband's friend who knows of the work that we do and knows of the truth out there, saw that clip, sent it to Jared and said, your wife needs to respond to this. So maybe there are some men who think this way. But I think there's a whole lot of others who welcome our differences. If you've been doing the math and you realize I've only done two myths and three maybes. So here's the final myth.  Something that I say with a smile because it's a part of my story. And my story is one of empowerment and joy and pleasure and expansion and optimization. And so it's a detail in there. Now don't get me wrong, this is a detail that I have severely fought over because of all the conditioning I've talked about in this video, which is why I'm extremely passionate about this topic.  This is also a detail of my life that has caused me to go to a lot of experts, which is not a bad thing, but going to an expert out of a need for an outcome rather than for a joy for exploration are very different circumstances. And when you have a need for an outcome, set yourself up to be disappointed. And my sex life is a lot of things and disappointing should not be one of them because I have a body that is responsive, that is beautiful, and that provides pleasure. And that is something to celebrate. But I will say that in my early 20s, after I discovered that some people could orgasm from penetration alone, I went to a class and I tried to learn how to. Bought a toy, was unsuccessful. Went to another class that offered a one-on-one consultation where an expert actually worked with you to help you achieve this kind of orgasm, didn't work for me. And then I had a coach who told me to stop literally stimulating myself for a month in order to get more sensitivity in other areas of my genitals, and then to try it. And after a month and then a couple more because I really wanted to get this right of frustration, not just sexually because I wasn't orgasming, but with myself because I wasn't orgasming in the way that the course prescribed to, I decided that enough was enough and I was just going to embrace what worked for me. But that isn't actually the real truth because I always kept the door open that maybe there would be a new partner or maybe there would be a new season or a moon tide that would bring this experience to me. And I talk about this in an episode of Lovers and Friends, episode one, not a coincidence, about this book that I read that described having an unassisted vaginal orgasm as getting to the mountaintop of sex. And if you haven't gotten to the mountaintop, that means that you're always existing in the shallows of the meadow. So last year I actually got an O shot which is a injection that you have placed both in your clitoris and also into your G region area to make it larger and more sensitive in hopes of being able to achieve an orgasm from just penetration alone that way. And that did not work for me either.  And I think it's really important the work that I do because I've met so many very fascinating, very interesting people who have all kinds of orgasms, tons of them who have unassisted vaginal penetration orgasms, some of them who have anal orgasms, some of them who have nipple orgasms, some of them who have ear orgasms. In Dr. Neal Landry's book, which again I can't say enough good things about, she talks about a study that found that 95% of women had an erogenous zone which is an area that gets stimulated sexually when it is touched or rubbed, aside from their genitals. And of those 95% of people who had this erogenous zone, 12% could orgasm from that which means some people could orgasm from doing this. My main erogenous zone, aside from my genitals, is the back of my neck. Exploring that is something that I'm really excited about. Will I continue to explore vaginal penetration as well? Absolutely, but will I put an outcome on it in the way that I have in the past? Absolutely not. And videos like the one that I'm talking about or responding to, place the outcome on people. And I'm making this response video in hopes of alleviating and lifting that back off because it's not a burden that you should have to carry. It's not a shame that you should have to live with. Sex is meant to be enjoyed and if you are enjoying it, whether it includes orgasm, multiple orgasms, or a certain kind of orgasm, that's something to be celebrating. Now, as I mentioned at the top of the video too, there's a couple of disclaimers that I wanted to add in here.  I understand that this can be problematic for some people because you don't identify with the word women, but you do have a vulva. And I apologize for that, just a catch-all term that many people understand, but I'm really talking about people with a vulva when I say women. The second disclaimer that I want to use is that not all cis women are going to orgasm. I'm not saying that in this video. There is still five to 10% of people who are considered medically and orgasmic, but mostly those are people who are post-menopausal. And the final disclaimer is that this is not meant to be a knock against Angela Yee or anybody on the breakfast club because they are sharing information that is widespread and widely believed. And also what she might have been talking about was an assisted vaginal orgasm. She just didn't clarify and instead made it seem as if glorillas, that clitoral orgasm from oral sex was nothing and that she should strive to work towards an unassisted orgasm through vaginal penetration, which would be everything. And that's a blank that I can't, the links haven't spoken with her, but yeah, she might have been talking about an assisted vaginal orgasm wherein you're on top and you're stimulating yourself with your fingers while your partner is penetrating you. We gotta figure that out. We gotta figure that out, like how you do it? I think the easiest way is probably if you're on top. Are you an on top type of woman? A little bit, I'm getting tired. Okay. And it may be, but in either case, I hope that this video provided clarification and food for thought. So thanks for watching. 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Oh my god Yeah, I don't know about this one man. Oh my god It says six six six on there Dude, this is already freaking weird Right muddy puddles. Oh No, oh my god Yo, that is kind of freaky Okay, I believe I haven't seen enough. I will see you guys tomorrow All right, so that might have been one of the most disturbing and freakishly frightening pepper pig videos I have reacted to so far Let me know what you guys thought of that in the comments below All right, so for our second one we got out of the world by the world is ending and I'm late for work Oh that is that name is kind of relatable man and the name of the video is called a pepper pig movie final finale parody All right, let's jump into this And the animation is a bit different pepper. I don't want to die. Oh Don't pour George. His presence is already here. Oh my we have to do something. What is that? Parents are already gone George. I Don't want to see like the parents are dead His walk is already in your flesh George. What does that even mean?  Okay, so for these next three videos they're all by horror parody and They all seem to be like a movie related. We got it. We got an it one a check you one and an about one That should be pretty dope All right warning for mature audience on this it contains strong language and violence. Oh Okay, so this is a pennywise one or it help help. Oh my god George What have you done do this seems like his might be pennywise grabbing his arm my hand got stuck help me.  You just left him there This will work. Oh, she really thinks a branch is gonna help him Do George is gone Georgie, where are you do Georgia dead? Oh?   Oh, oh No daddy. He's too dangerous.  All right. It seems like daddy pig.   Why are you just staring? There you go Right this man is creeping very hard. Oh She just dripped over nice Just like any other horror movie, right? Oh great. She's got snatched up the end. Oh Man, that's pretty crazy I like how they factor in like these other movie characters and they make like a little fusion between two worlds Right so the next one is gonna be Chucky strikes back.  You just came out of nowhere. Where's my freaking knife, dude? Chucky just took it bro. Hello daddy pig. Do you remember me? Oh? My god He's out of there man. He just left the family. I'm like I'm out. I Need a weapon. Oh No, you can't stop me He just ran again No, the door is closed. Oh, he's trapped. He's trapped trapped in there, man Please don't hurt me. I wonder why he's chasing after him though like I need a backstory man Wait, he just left. He's gone. I'm free. Oh The door is opening.  Girl, your daddy dead. Maybe he's in the shed. Oh No, dude, there's blood all over the walls daddy. No This is a nice toy.  Where are you little butterfly? Boo, oh So menacing.  You have been bamboozled pepper pig. Oh, he's breaking down the door This man's in plain around Go away you monster He said psych and he went in through the window That was kind of an expecting man did not expect him to jump through the window and get pepper All right, so this one is Annabelle returns. Oh This one should be good because Annabelle's always creepy back at the Peppa's house at the Piggy's house. Oh It seems like it's already going down man Open the door Piggy Peppa. Can't you see it? Can't you hear the knocking all great? Dude, she seems terrified. Oh What is that bro? Please go away. Oh, man, dude, just knock it over or something There's nothing in there. So Annabelle's just playing games right now Why do they always run to the shed man. Oh wow, I don't think that's gonna do anything Of course the window she's in you're in her sight Peppa. Wow. She just knocked that over like nothing Where'd she go? Oh, man, which one is it Peppa? Okay, nothing behind curtain number two Oh She's right there.  That was kind of creepy like the The curtains or whatever you want to come to sheets. They rose back up as if there was something inside of them Alright, and for the last clip that we have is by a pair of nine B-19 animations Peppa Pig horror tale part number one Hey, we got some little rain going on And I got a raise not even moving It's just a sound hi daddy. What are you doing? They look kind of weird hi honey, I'm reading a book. Wow. I would have never guessed that Daddy I want to read two of course. I will honey when I finish reading it But I want to read something now. I'm just so bored If you really want to read something now you can go to the basement there are old books from grandpa Yes, no don't go in the basement. Nope. That's a terrible mistake. Do not do it And there she goes You know something bad about to happen down there and we got the creepy music. It's very cold down here Those must be grandpa's books. Wait, what do you see? She saw something Huh, how did that book get here? I like this one. It has a happy face. Oh Let's see. Let's see show to us Okay, that is not a happy face Peppa Pig that is like a scarecrow face on there and I would not pick that book up I would throw it back on the floor. Oh Man to be continued. Oh come come on man. You can't be doing that. Well, I mean it does say part one So it was just like an introduction to my guest a little series He's gonna make which I can't wait for him to publish more because he has not and Just can't wait for a part two man. We need that part two right now a sap man Alright you guys well that is all the animations we have for now If you guys have any suggestions comment them below drop the link I'll check them out and if you guys enjoyed the video make sure to slap the like And I will see you guys in the next one


I'm Alyssa DeLigarza, public information officer at Cal OES. Creating a first-in-the-state partnership, Cal OES has included the Paula Band of Mission Indians and Paula Fire Department as a partner in the California Fire and Rescue Mutual Aid System. As you know, the agreement was 1950, so 72 years in the making for any tribe. Since 1950, the California Fire and Rescue Mutual Aid System has been the guiding force for emergency response operations across California. And now, thanks to legislation signed by Governor Gavin Newsom, the state is able to bring on tribal partners like the Paula Fire Department. They will pave the way for other tribes to have a much easier time in navigating the agreements, understanding the commitments, and then training and taking over an engine of their own. Adding to an already robust fleet of more than 270 fire engines across over 60 local government partners, the Paula Fire Department has been assigned a Type 3 engine, increasing their capability to respond to incidents locally and across the state. The Paula Band of Mission Indians has an additional fire truck to support their operation and the surrounding communities, so it's a win-win for all of us. It's taken more than 70 years, but this partnership between Cal OES and Paula has added to the state's ability to respond to all hazard events statewide and granted a tribal nation a level of participation they didn't have before. We're accepted, and that has a lot to do with an Indian country as being Indigenous, is being accepted and knowing that we do just as well as job as anybody else out there and being accepted means we have a better partnership and we're able to communicate better on a level of professionalism. And through the hard work and dedication from many people behind the scenes, this historic partnership became a reality. We want to thank everybody for that and OES, the state, the governor, everybody for making this happen. It's really a blessing for us and hopefully other tribes will take advantage of this. To see more from us visit our website news.caloes.ca.gov and follow us on all our social media platforms.


This 2009 Dodge Challenger SRT8 is stock number 11919Z. We are here at Summit Automotive in Fond du Lac, Wisconsin, your new and used sports car and Dodge Challenger headquarters. This 2009 Dodge Challenger SRT8 has the 6.1L V8 Hemi motor which pumps out 425 horsepower. This car has been fully safe and inspected by our service shop. Has a fresh oil and filter change, all the fluids have been checked and topped off. It has four brand new tires and it is 100% ready to go. Brilliant black crystal pearls of color. We shoot all of our videos in 1080p, 60 frames per second. So if you have HD capabilities on your computer, tablet, smartphone, or television, turn them on right now because it is definitely your best way to check out the quality and condition of the car before seeing it in person. And if you like the video and want to check out more videos, you can subscribe to our YouTube channel and the lower right hand part of the screen is a button to subscribe. Click that and then click the bell notifications and you will get updated every day we do videos of our amazing inventory here at Summit Auto. This one comes with the 20 inch painted and polished aluminum rims and you may have saw in that clip over the roof. There is an extra set of rims that goes with this car. They will be in the car at time of purchase and I'll show you those in just a second. Comes with the Brembo brakes with the slotted rotors and it has brand new Sumitomo HTRAS tires. These are 245, 40 R20s and you can still see they have the little wear knobs on them from being brand new. Brilliant black crystal pearl, really a cool color. It's got a lot of sparkle metal flake in it and you can see just how much it has there, looks really good in the sun. Front fender, no dents or dings on there and you can see just how nice and glossy that paint is. Comes with the HID headlamps, LED running lights, factory fog lights and the front bumper is in excellent condition. I didn't see any dents, dings, cracks on that and the hood is in very nice condition as well. Comes with the carbon fiber looking stripes on the hood and front grille there. The hood is in excellent shape, didn't see any dents or dings on there. And the passenger side front fender looks really good too, no dents or dings on there. And the passenger side front rim, no scuffs or scrapes. As you go down this side of the car, take note of how clean the body is, how reflective and mirror-like that paint is. We take these HD videos so if you're far away or even if you're close by and just cannot make the trip down but you're still interested in purchasing the car, you can see the car, hear the car and have confidence in the vehicle that you're looking at before you even get here. So when you do get here there's absolutely no surprises and you can make a smart buying decision from the comfort of your own home. Very nice and clean down this side. His back rim is in excellent shape as well and the back tires are brand new too. See little wear knobs on those as well. I told you there was an extra set of rims that comes with this car. They are right here, they are 20 inch by 9 OE wheels and they're like a bronze finish to them and they're in pretty nice shape, at least the ones that are out of the box here. Then it comes with ones in the box as well. So those are included with the car, it also has the original factory springs as you can probably tell. This car has been lowered just a little bit and it does have the original air filter that goes with this car too. So that will all be included with this car when you come to purchase it. Or if you get the car shipped to you. Rear bumper is in great shape as well as the deck lid. This one does have Flowmaster dual rear exhaust. Take a look inside the trunk, right now it's nice and clean and opened up. When you get here it will have those rims in the back here, tire inflator kit and that's where your battery is at as well. Those seats do fold down for extra storage. Really nice if you've got an extra set of rims to haul around with you.  That shuts nice and solidly and as you go around the driver's side just as clean as I pass in his side. No denser dings on the rear quarter. And for full disclosure this back rim is in excellent shape as well. Driver's door looks really good and it does come with heated power mirrors. Inside the SRT package gives you the black leather and suede interior. No rips, no tears on those seats, you get the SRT stitched into the backrest as well as the red backrest leather insert. No wear or rips on there. Comes with the factory floor mats underneath these rubber dodge ones. Auto headlamps, telescopic steering wheel, power windows, power locks, power mirrors and you do get this nice suede insert on the doors. Back seats are in excellent condition as well, no rips or tears back there. It does have the latch child safety system for any child car seats you may want to put back there and you get those red inserts on there as well. We will hop inside and check out the miles and the radio and all that good stuff. You can see that this car has 7,271 miles on it.  Instrument cluster is very nice and clean. Comes with the leather wrapped steering wheel. No major wear, rips or tears on there. Information center controls, cruise controls, more information center controls right there. And this one comes with the AM, FM and serious satellite radio capabilities. It does have a CD player and an Augs jack there. Climate controls right there, heated seat buttons and electronic stability program button as well as your hazard lights. Transmission, keyless entry, remote start, passenger side format and seat are in excellent condition as well. Headliner is absolutely perfect and power sunroof is a nice feature on this car. Up here are your map lights, home link buttons for your garage door security systems and lighting systems and auto dimming mirror. We'll start it up and then we'll take a look under the hood. Starts right up, no check engine lights or anything like that. Flowmaster exhaust sounds good. And I would personally like to thank you for checking out the video today and hopefully from this HD video you've been able to tell just how clean this car is all the way around inside and out. Give your salesman a shout out to the video. If I helped you make a purchase, it does have the HIV headlamps. Under the hood we have the 6.1 liter V8 Hemi motor. The engine bay is very clean, runs very smooth. Once again this car has been fully safe and inspected by our service shop. It has a fresh oil and filter change. All the fluids have been checked and topped off. And this car is 100% ready to go. There's your emission sticker. 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That's the theme from the Sears Radio Theatre. Tonight is a program of adventure with Howard Duff as your host. Here's a preview. Olly, please take it easy. I can't keep up. A great deal older than you are. Yes, you are. But then I'm a great deal younger than you are. There's all balances out. You see that valley ahead of us? Yes, I'm not blind. I'm just tired. The Sears Radio Theatre will begin after this message from your local station. If someone asked me what are the most valuable things we have, I would have to answer books. Because books have not only enlightened us and entertained us throughout our history and theirs, they have also recorded that history for us. 1,000 years ago, there was a great and famous poet-historian named Ferduzzi, a Persian scholar who wrote an astonishing book called the Shanama. That was astonishing about it. For starters, it was nearly 60,000 verses long and it took him 35 years to complete. The Shanama is a history-inverse of the cradle of civilization as reflected in the lives and deaths of its rulers. It is probably the most valuable book anywhere in the world today and any collector would give his soul just for a look at it. It's a massive leather-bound gold leaf volume and its normal home is in the Imperial Museum of, well, what used to be called the Imperial Museum of Tehran. Today, Allah alone knows what they call it. But right now, the Shanama has been on loan to London's Johnsonian Museum and it's on its way back to where it belongs. Pound for pound. It's worth its weight in diamonds. But it might never get there because two upright trusted members of the Museum's security force have decided they're going to steal it. As a matter of fact, they've already found a buyer for it and that's only at the beginning of our story. Radio Theatre, a new adventure in radio listening. Five nights of exceptional entertainment every week brought to you in Elliott Lewis' production of The Sears Radio Theatre. Our story, Shanama by Alan Kayu. Our stars, Lloyd Buckner and Sidney Swire. The Sears Radio Theatre is brought to you by Sears Robot and Company. Now, stealing a priceless manuscript like the Shanama is really not that easy. I mean, it's not your everyday book from the local library. Inside, the guarded walls of a good museum, it's safe. But when it's being carried from point A to point B, it becomes extremely vulnerable. I've got another body, Mary, sir. Yes, I believe I would. What's your name, love? Holly, sir. Oh, do you get to deck the halls at Christmas? I'm afraid I do, sir. And you, sir, the same again? Yes, thank you. Coming right up. Mr. Doyle. What is it? Have you spotted the copper yet? I think it's the fellow in the great soup of the old-school tie about six rows back. Are you sure there really is one on board? Oh, yes, there has to be. I've made a dozen deliveries like this always an undercover man. I can't stop and say something goes wrong. And with a priceless book like this, there might even be more of them. He's not going to get hurt, is he? Why should he? Not unless he starts cutting up. In which case he's liable to finish up when our buddy raises a lump on the bank of his head. One body, Mary? One scotch on the rock. Thank you, love. Ladies and gentlemen, this is your captain speaking. We'll soon be crossing over from Turkey into Iran. If you look down on the left of the aircraft, that lake there is Lake Van in Turkey. And in a few minutes, you'll see also on the left, Lake Ornia in Iran. We're flying at 30,000 feet, and there's nothing ahead of us but beautiful flying weather. Thank you. Yes, you look nervous. We're almost there. Thank you for the money. Yes. This is what I'm trying to do. Hello? The fellow in the dry suit. He's gone. He went to the Lou Palace just a moment ago. Even cops had to use the Lou once in a while. And the time has come, I think, for the next step in our very worthwhile endeavor. Stewardess. Yes? The same again? No, thank you. But I have a note here for the captain. For the captain? Yes, the pilot. And there's no reason why you should not read it. Oh, my God! The bomb is here in my carry-on. The bomb? Yes, a bomb. Go tell him. Yes, sir. Yes, of course. Well, now we wait. I suppose he can't find the landing strip. You'll find it. I suppose there's no window when we land. Well, that would be a calamity, wouldn't it? But they'll be there. I plan this very carefully, Paris. I'll bring up a little steady unnerve. Yes, yes. Can I have your attention, please, ladies and gentlemen? This is the captain again. We have an emergency situation here. There's nothing wrong with the plane. We're in good shape. Nothing like that at all. It's just that I really hate to tell you this, but I have to. Ladies and gentlemen, we've been hijacked. No, I don't know. Now, there's really nothing to be alarmed about. It happens once in a while. I have instructions to land and offload a passenger. Then it seems we will continue on our happy way again. Please fasten your seatbelts to observe the no smoking sign. No, no, no. We'll be landing shortly. Thank you. Mr. Dallarm, Inspector Fendt is your backup man. I'm not supposed to disclose myself except it's an emergency, but I see exactly that's what we have on our hands at the moment. Don't worry about a thing. I'll be right behind you. And I'm armed, and I'll leave you there. As soon as they land, get on board and order everyone out. Get them out of the way. When they are clear, fire a couple of incendiaries into the fuel tanks. You know where they are. In your wings. I know, I know.  Give him a hand. Keep the passengers covered. Okay. Osmond, you stay with me. The two men are coming with us. They won't like that at all. I don't expect any trouble from them. They're just amateurs.  Your bet. Starts out as a jolly sort of caper. Soon runs out of tragedy. Over here. Mr. Doyle. Mr. Barry. Sizer. Keep those people back. Get them away from here. Okay. Okay. Well, Miss Harper, it's good to see you again. And it's all going splendidly. Mr. Doyle, have you got the book? Well, I'm not exactly carrying sandwiches in my briefcase. But I don't see the other truck that are supposed to be two of them. I'll use this one. I see. And you? I'll use it too. You're coming along with us. The arrangement was you'd have a truck here for us and the money. I'll take the money now if you don't mind. Mr. Doyle, I have three bodyguards. And as you see, they are all armed with machine pistols. I don't think that under the circumstances you can refuse me anything. I can and I will. I made a deal with your father. A tractor take us into town for a quick getaway. He would like to see the manuscript before he hands over so much money. I'm afraid he doesn't quite trust you. Someone coming. You know him? Who is that? Yes. I know him. He's Inspector Penton of Scotland Yard, the undercover man for this delivery. Doyle, for God's sake. He has to know. There's trouble coming about us. You'd better brace yourself for it.  Yes. Well, I've seen your prison pictures. They don't fly to you in the least. I'm Inspector Fenton, Miss Harbourn. We have a huge file at the yard on both you and your father. What are you doing in this neck of the woods? Don't tell me. I already know the answer to that. I don't believe it. You calmly walk into three machine pistols and announce yourself as a cop. Your father, Miss Harbourn, is a thief, a con man, and a fellow going rogue, but he's not a murderer. He would certainly never count it as a killing of a police officer, if only because he knows that he's a very police force in the world after him. We far too circumspect a man for that. So you say your guns don't worry me in the least. So why don't we just discuss the matter like civilized people? Try and work something out. The arrogance of it. You must be mad. Inspector, stay out of this.  Don't worry, Mr. Barry. I've had a great deal of experience with people like this. All they have gone for them really is bluster. When the chips are down, you'll be surprised how quickly they back off. What is it they say, Inspector? The female of the species is more deadly than the male. I'm a great deal tougher than my father. Osmond. I've got it. Try my board, Mr. Doyle, Mr. Baddest. Well, Ms. Harper, I'd say you've made your point. Faisal, Mohammed, the incendiaries. And back to the track, we are moving out. We're alive. Captain, could we all stop walking west from here? Which is what I think the border should be. Oh, madam, that would not do at all. We stay by the plane. I spoke on the radio at Tehran before we touched down. They already have sent out helicopters looking for us. Captain, that poor man killed him. I don't know quite what's going on over there, but they've gone now. We stay by the plane. We wait for help. It won't be too long. Captain, can I have a word with you? What is it, Ollie? In private. All right, over here. Captain, we have to follow on foot. Follow the track. That truck is left.  We have to. There's only one kind of suggestion a skipper has ever got to take from a stewardess, and right now my hands are pretty full. I've got 85 passengers to worry about, and I... I'm not a stewardess. Say again. Well, a stewardess only for this particular flight. I am a police sergeant from Scotton Yard. Here, give my identification. Of course. I came on this trip as backup support for Inspector Fenton, whom you just saw murdered. You're such a good man.  Those two men who went off in that truck were carrying a priceless manuscript to Tehran's museum. Someone is prepared to kill for it. We have to find out. Just who that someone is. And to do that, we follow their tracks for 20 or 30 miles or more in this desolate area on foot. It won't be very far. Why should it be? Obviously, those two men are hijackers, and it's also obvious what's happened. They forced us to land close by wherever it is they are going to dispose of the manuscript. Now, you can't be sure of that. Yes, I can. They have to make their delivery and be out of the country fast before we are found and the whole story comes out. Well, that makes sense. But we still have to stay with the plane. If you don't want to help me out, then I'm following those tracks myself. Somehow or other, I'm going to get a shanama back where it belongs. All right. I'll head over to the copilot. Harry! Yeah, I'm coming, Charlie! Take over here, Harry. I'm going for a stroll in the woods. In the what? Now, when the rescue party gets here, have them follow our tracks and tell them we'd both like a really fancy funeral. Take over, Harry. Yes, yes, sure. Of course, we'll do. Roger. It's just like any other business enterprise. You've got to be good at it, or you're going to be ripped off by the experts. And the trouble with amateurs in crime is, they tend to bite off more than they can chew. When they do that, well, that's when they get better.  Oh, thank you, Miss Harper. Out, everybody, out. Out, Mr. Doyle, Mr. Barry. You remember my father, gentlemen. Mr. Doyle, Mr. Barry, what a great pleasure to see you both again. I'm so glad you made it safely. I hope that briefcase contains the manuscript. Let me say first, Mr. Harper, I don't like the treatment we've been getting one little bit. Our arrangement was for an exchange at the landing strip. A truck to take us back to town? Of course, of course, of course. I felt obliged, unfortunately, to change it slightly. And I must apologize for this miserable cottage, not at all, but I'm accustomed to, and I'm quite sure, not at all, that sort to which you are accustomed, but it will do for our business to get it. If you please, now, Mr. Doyle, the manuscript. No. Not till I see the color of your money. Oh, no, please, I must insist. Yes, you people do have a way of indicating your insistence, don't you? Ah, now we could just take the money as agreed. Beautiful, beautiful. Do you need far, see, Mr. Doyle? No, I do not. Well, of course, as you know, the language of ancient Persian. Let me see now. Hormiz was the son of Kostros, but he had not the strength of his father, nor would he do battle with the Christians. And so he was slain with the acquiescence of his son. This is the stuff of his story, Mr. Doyle. You can show it to nobody. Many collectors, Mr. Bares, are forced to gloat over their treasures in secret. The satisfaction is not in showing. The satisfaction is in holding. No, not even. We'll be on our way. We'll need your help. No, no, no, no money. Would I not be very foolish to pay for something? I already have my hands on. You're trying to murder us also? Well, murder this farmhouse is very isolated, yes, but in the course of time, someone no doubt will pass by and you will be murderous also, you say. There was a Scotland yard man on the plain, Father. To his cost, he interfered. To his cost? You mean? I mean, Father, that he was killed. No, he don't know. In all my years, I've never taken a human life. And it is high time you grew up. These two must be killed, too. No, no, no, Osmond, take them to the cellar. Lock them up till I decide. I decide what is to be done with them. Yes, sir. Doyle, what's going to happen to us now?  Great deal, younger than you are, there's all balances out. You see that valley ahead of us? Yes, I'm not blind, I'm just tired. Lean trees mean water, and in a place like this, water has got to mean a habitation of some sort. I don't know, or a farmhouse maybe. And that might be where the truck went. The tire tracks go off to the right here. Holly, when we get there, what are we going to do? Well, I rather hope you have some ideas about that. I've never believed that all men are just naturally empty-headed. It only seems that way. All your life, Father, you will be haunted by the idea that two men still living know what happened to the Shanama. That is why they must not be allowed to go on living. They won't dare go to the police. They're going to admit they're solid. Since they are not getting paid, I think that is quite possible. The young one, that is especially. Face it, Father, we are playing for very high stakes this time. All I want to do is to get into my little plane, out there, and fly off with my treasure. And I want to go home. No ventilators, no way out except through the door.  Get the guard in here. All right. We'll jump into the moment the door opens. I'll be right behind you.  He's got a hard head. How do you use a machine pistol? We'll soon find out. And this has to be the bolt, right? Yeah, I think so. So we pull it back like this. Hold on. Keep your fingers away from that. Okay, okay. We're ready now. So let's go. Backstairway there. Close farmhouse down there. Yeah. And that's the truck they were using. Do you see any other? No, just the one. But I like that plane better. A baleica.  Can you fly it? You put wings on a bear sub and I can fly it. And will you marry me, Sergeant Holly? Oh, I don't mean tomorrow or the next day, but just as soon as we find out, we're compacted. Forget it, Charlie. And keep your mind on your work. I mean, here we are lying in fragrant grasses on the slope of a centered hill with a perfume of wild thyme all around us. Charlie, you have quite a way with words, but it's not wild thyme. It's bad. Whatever. And have you any idea of all what to do now? I know exactly what I'm going to do. I'm going to sink. Wake me when the process is over. Over there. And you'll see if there's anybody in it. I don't know. I got him! I got him! You're early. Oh, dear God. Two guns, not just one.  And there's... So what's he running from, I wonder? How should I know? They went there to deliver the shanama, and now he's running for his life. I say something went very definitely wrong. That sounds like a fairly logical deduction.  Yes, I am. Mr. Barrick, over here.  No. But now we have to join forces. I want to know what's going on. But, Holly, he's got a gun, a bloody great machine pistol. Well, it's just what we need, isn't it? So what have we got? Up on top of the hill, we've got a 50-year-old pilot who's fast becoming an amour of a 25-year-old police sergeant. There's also a 20-year-old museum guard up there who's just discovered that the first step over the border into crime isn't always just a jolly caper. And far down below in the hidden abandoned farmhouse in the little green valley, there's the opposition. They're pretty deadly people. What's your name, kid? I mean, your first name. Oh, I'm afraid, uh... I'm afraid it's Tristram, though. Tristram? Well, that has a nice hearty ring to it. But tell me, Tristram, how did you ever get into this thing in the first place? Not the type for life of crime. Well, uh... Dora and I were detailed to make the delivery in Tehran. And, uh... She just took me into it, I guess. Started off as just an exciting adventure, and I never knew it was gonna finish like this. People killed. I killed one of them. Don't worry too much about that. The world's grossly overpopulated anyway. With a gun, I don't even know how to use it. Well, give it to me. I was brought up on these things. Sure. Oh, dear me. You've got it loaded and cocked and ready to fire, and the safety catch isn't even on. There. Not safe. Are we going to sit up here all day just talking? Any minute now, Silas Harper and his daughter will board that train and just take off. We're for Shalama. Well, didn't you say you were gonna think about that? I did. I didn't come up with the answer. Well, in that case, perhaps I'd better tell you exactly what we have to do now. You see where your squeamishness has brought us. They have escaped both of them. All right. Doyle is dead. That's the one I'm afraid of, but it's still out there somewhere. Heading for whatever civilization he can find. And then the whole story will be out. Oh, I find this fascinating. Shalama insists didactically that the first Arab armies entered Persia in the year 633 AD, while the Persians were still at war with Rome. Fascinating. Far work. Oh, don't worry about your young Mr. Barrisillo. Now, there's no way out of this valley except by truck or plane. He'll have more than a hundred miles of desert to cross on foot, and the desert will do what I was slow to do. His blood will not be on my hands. You see how it all works out? We have to leave here now, Father. You have the book. Let us go. No, no, no. We can't reach Istanbul before dark.  We leave first thing in the morning. And through the night, I will continue to enjoy this masterpiece. Even the feel of its parchment in my hands is a delight. Another night in this dreadful place. I will go mad. How can people actually live in such dirty hovels? Dirty hovels?  That is what you are exactly. A spoiled brat. There's something I have to say to you. Yes, sir? You're young. You're big and husky and muscular. But you're still the weak link in the organization. You know that, don't you? I can pull my way, Captain. Good. I'm glad you feel like that. Now, I'll tell you what your job is going to be. I'm going to be pretty busy getting that plane started up. In any aircraft, I don't service myself. I just naturally seem to worry about it. And as soon as I've checked over the plane, I want to burst from that machine pistol straight at the side of that truck where the petrol tanks are. Right. Now, I'll give you back the gun as soon as we sneak up on the aircraft.  After that moment, your job is to look after Holly here. He's going to look after me. She's very precious to me, Crystal. She is? Now, all these hinges are no other trucks. Just the one, Crystal. You're sure about that? Well, when we drove in there, Captain, there was no other transport inside. Not a thing. We've had time in elevation for a very good look, Charlie. Perhaps they're only truck all right. Then without it, and without the aircraft, they're locked up in a jail of their own choosing with a hundred miles of nothing instead of iron bars to hold them there. It's perfect. Yes, it is.  Yes, so they tell me. All right. Let's move on down. It'll be dark in a few minutes. Keep low. Keep undercover. To be asleep. He's a very good-looking man, really. He's very handsome. Crystal, you've got some very strange philosophies. Yes, sir. I wonder what he'll look like in little pieces sailing through the night air. Now, we have to pick up the tail of the aircraft and swing it around 90 degrees for takeoff. There's a cloud coming over the moon. Wait a minute. She's thinking again? Good. I like that. All right. Seven, six, five, four, three, two. Now, pick up and swing. That's it. Well done. She's all set for takeoff. Polly, get that cabin door open and get yourself aboard. Aye, aye, sir. Crystal, here's the gun. Right. Keep it trained on that truck. Uh-huh. Can you see it? A big fish in a little barrel. Right. Now, when I am, you let him have it and then climb aboard. Now, give me a hand up, Polly. It'll only take a minute to get this little birdie ready for flight. I never did like anything less than a wide-body kit. Never mind. This is a great little machine. Okay, here we go. Brates conquered Medea and even subdued Babylonia. Ilona, this work is marvelous. However, don't let it's gone. We are prisoners. Prisoners? Prison is a state of the body, Ilona, not of the mind. I have the shanam. And listen to this. The Arsazid Empire endured for 400 years. But then arose Atazerxes, who was the son of Babek, sovereign of a small state. Ilona, it is marvelous. Father. I have already undoubtedly found the one that got hijacked over Lake Urmia and burned up. Is anyone waiting me? Over. Captain Winthrop, we are reading you loud and clear. Yes, we have found your plane. The passengers are now all on their way to Tehran for unmet transmission. I am approaching Tehran on 232. That's two cross-clairs to land. Who am I talking to? This is Lieutenant Shamhari, Captain Winthrop, of the anti-pushest revolutionary armed forces serving his elevated glory to leaders. You are clear to that. Thank you, Lieutenant. I just one small thing you might like to know. Your shanam, you have heard of the shanam, haven't you? Oh, you skipped it. But it's now in the care of a man named Silas Harper and his daughter Ilona at a farmhouse, exactly 14, that's one, four miles, on a bearing of 093 from where the burned out jet is. And they have no transport of any kind.  I'm coming in now, over and out. I should take care of everything, I think. Charlie, you're marvelous.  Christian, are you prepared to give evidence in court in this case? It will make it a lot easier for you. No use, all the way down the line. Good. We'll do what we can for you. Holly, I want to make a point. I'm listening, Charlie. Now, really? Wouldn't you like a father image for a husband? It could be very comforting for you. You mean a grandfather image, Charlie? Oh, that hurts. Holly, give or take ten years. I'm not a day older than, uh, 39. I'll tell you what we do. When we get back to London, you invite me to dinner, right? And then we'll have coffee at your place or mine. And we'll take it from there, right? Right. Our policy is satisfaction guaranteed or your money back. Erica shops for value. Sean Nama was written by Alan Kayu, produced and directed by Fletcher Markle. Your host was Howard Duff. Our stars were Lloyd Buckner and Sidney Swire. Featured in the cast were Alan Kayu, Antoinette Bauer, Hans Conreed, Richard Peele, Corey Burton and Lou Horne. The music for Sears Radio Theatre was composed and conducted by Nelson Riddle. This is Art Gilmore speaking. Associate director of Sears Radio Theatre is Ken McManus. Sound effects were created by Bud Collison. Mark Trella is production supervisor. And the recording engineers are Joe Wachter and Hal McDonald. The Elliott Lewis production of Sears Radio Theatre is a presentation of CVI. Music 103, KMOX FM, St. Louis, 24 hours a day. CBS News. President Carter is inside the official residence of South Korea's President Park Chung Hee, the Blue House, for official talks which include U.S. troop withdrawals and human rights issues. 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