Hey friends today, we're hanging out at Disney Springs and it is officially April 2022 So that means new cookies and coffees at Gideon's Bakehouse Along with some new food and drink offerings here at Disney Springs And I decided to come out try a couple of them and just have a beautiful Disney Springs kind of day Anyhoo, let's go do this. I I Absolutely love coming to Disney Springs every single month and checking out all the new offerings And one of the things I've been focusing on are the movies at AMC Now last month they had turning red here and this actually just popped up today for April And it's doctors strange in the multiverse of madness coming May 6th, and I am so excited This is one of the films. I am so pumped to actually see We're gonna head straight back to Gideon to see what the new cookie of the month is and then we're gonna get in line Because we don't know if it's gonna be a standby or a virtual queue So it could be a 30-minute wait or it could be a three and a half hour wait, and that's why I always stop there first It is just around 11 30 a.m. And it's a little bit gloomy out a nice gloomy start to the new month of April And it looks like it rained a little bit. So hopefully we don't get rained on today It is also a run Disney weekend. It's the springtime surprise Last night was the expedition Everest 5k tomorrow morning is the 10k and then Sunday is the tower of terror 10 miler And I'm gonna be doing the 10 miler. I'm so excited, but a little bit nervous and that means we're not gonna be eating a lot We're just gonna be sampling, you know, I mean sample the cookies and coffees one or two bites And then we freeze them and eat them later at our leisure We have officially made it to Gideon's and it looks like they are doing a virtual queue This line right here are for people that already joined the virtual queue and they got called back So the line here is probably about 20 30 minutes And we're gonna actually go up and see what the wait time is for the virtual queue and of course join it All right, I just joined the virtual queue it is a two and a half hour wait two and a half hours Wow, and Disney Springs just opened probably less than an hour ago So within the first hour of it opening it's already a two and a half hour virtual wait now Luckily, we don't have to wait in line for two and a half hours We get to go walk around and explore Disney Springs, but everybody's out today. It's new cookie day It's April 1st, and a lot of people come here just to get that cookie including myself While we wait they gave us the menu and artwork for the month of April and the summoning song of Lydia Lovecraft is on the front there and it looks amazing I love collecting them and I like how they give you like a little backstory to Lady uh, Lady Lydia Lovecraft board as a medium who traveled the country reuniting the living with the loved ones who passed and the cookie itself is a limited edition the toasted coconut Caramel chocolate chip. Oh wow Coconut caramel and chocolate chip cookie all together and it's not like that fake coconut. It is real coconut on there So I am excited In the meantime, we can take a stroll over to Amarads to see if they have anything new for the month of April Sometimes they're a little bit delayed last month. They were celebrating her for National Woman's History Month and This month, I don't know if there's anything going on for April like I don't know I mean, you know, I mean I have to kind of think about that like I don't know But we'll see we'll always check they always have something new every single month at Disney Springs Whether it's themed to a certain thing or just because they have monthly specials Before we make our way over to Amarads I did want to stop into a place that I really don't visit often and that is the coach store Disney just launched a whole entire line of coach Disney products and they're pretty pricey But they look kind of cool. So I thought it'd be fun to show you guys To be honest, I didn't even know there was a coach store here at Disney Springs I really never like went in and checked it out until I saw this New coach line like Disney coach line and it looks good. They have ears. They have bags They have sweaters and hoodies So I thought it'd be fun to show you and show you guys the prices because like I said, it is very very pricey. I Honestly never really noticed that there was a coach store here, but I like the window displays. Look at they got some Retro Walt Disney World stuff and that's kind of what the merchandise is like a nice like selection of retro Walt Disney World merchandise and take a look at this Super super fancy Here's one of these sweaters. I was talking about the 1971 ones. I Like it. I think they have one in the back too like a Sweater here when we pull to the side there See these look so good. I wonder how much they are $350 for this one right here and then $375 for this one right here Wow, they also have a nice little bag right here This one looks cool. I think this is the newest one. I don't know. There's no price tag on there And I'm kind of very cautious when I touch things because I'm guessing it's probably like $500 Oh, I was way off it is $695 $695 for that bad boy right there. So you can definitely see a little bit pricey. Oh, they have t-shirts too. Oh Wow, I didn't know they had t-shirts T-shirts look like they are $175 for the t-shirts. I don't know what this one in the back is. Oh But that castle looks cool that one is nice Definitely a little bit pricey there and the ears they don't have in there They said that they had the ears that ever after and the co-op So we're gonna go check to see how much the ears are the coach ears Okay, so we'll head in the ever after jewelry company and this is where they said they had the ears Oh, yeah, look at a whole line right here a bunch of stuff.  Oh, oh, no price. I don't know how much they are We're gonna ask to see how much those ears are but I have to say it is really pretty in here Isn't it? I love it and they're playing like really wonderful Disney music and they have a gigantic mural of the 50th Cinderella castle right there 295 dollars for those ears Which I honestly it's a lot lower than I thought it was gonna be because I'm sure you guys have seen the other ears Like the luxe ones that are like 300 400 500 But 295 in the shirts being like 175 and it's a little bit out of my price, right? I'll stick to my Roosevelt and I do love this Roosevelt, but this is my new shirt This is an iron man one if you guys can tell these are the reactors actually on the shirt. So it's really really fancy Now we have made it to Amor Retz and we can see what Special cake they got going on for the month of April. It looks like the sign just shows the regular 50th celebration cake So I don't know if they have anything special, you know, I mean usually they do but let's take a look see on the other side Yeah, it looks like it's just that we'll still look though. You never know The only thing I see that is kind of new are these desserts right here sunset on mile marker zero key lime tart with graham cracker and Marene looks pretty fancy I Think that's something they actually put together for the springtime surprise Because I did notice on the way in but it wasn't an open so I couldn't show you they had a marathon Drink at club cool. So they're doing a lot of stuff for the springtime surprise this weekend But like I said, I'm gonna be running it. So we're not gonna be getting it and trying it I'm gonna save it for the cookies and the coffees and the cakes that we'll be trying later You know, it's funny. You can look but we can't eat it One thing I definitely needed to do today was Restock on Gracie's pup cups. So I might as well stop in now and Grab them for her and see if they actually have maybe a cupcake for the month of April Looks like the cupcake that they have now is the black forest astrology series And this is being baked from 321 to 43. So it actually ends in two days But kind of interesting and of course they have all of the other amazing cupcakes here But we're here for the little pup cups little Gracie cakes There we go, we just got Gracie her cupcakes. They even put her name. So when they call it out It's gonna be for her and cupcakes. We love our dogs and they deserve sprinkles too. They do Gracie right here Excellent. Thank you You too, I Don't know why it made me giggle so much when he came out He's like Gracie and I'm like, oh, yes right here. I'll pick those up for her I'll give those to the princess Now we're gonna make our way back to Gideon's and it's just about two hours So we're definitely close and went by fast I mean for you guys and went by fast but me and I kind of just kind of lingered around Disney Springs for two hours well, it's our time now and We're in line. They gave us another menu and I got some cupcakes I should have grabbed a bag But I got one of these because the other one might have gotten ruined in my pocket Why did I say it like that in my pocket in my pocket, but I got kind of like to collect them So we want one in pristine condition in my pocket Now that we're in line I found out that they also have a coconut cream cake slice So we might get a couple cookies a couple cake a couple cookie cake or two, you know, I mean it sounds amazing Coconut cream. Oh boy It doesn't look like they have any special cold brews this month So I might have to stick to one of my classics, you know, the peanut butter or the pumpkin chai or the cookies and cream They're all amazing and when you mix them together, it's kind of a really cool experiment But I might just stick to one today It is just about our time and I think we're gonna go inside. Thank you Fancy I get so excited every time I walk in here just so I can smell all the amazing smells They actually sell all the candles too. I have quite a collection that I burned through like I don't keep them I actually burned them and right now I'm still working off my banana bread one, which was one of my all-time favorite cookies Here is a look at the cookie of the month Roasted coconut caramel chocolate chip so it's a chocolate chip cookie with roasted coconut on it And it's infused with caramel, but I don't think they have the Caramel cream cake slice in it looks like they have the rainbow one and this looks amazing This is brand new too. It started I think last month and I haven't tried it So if we don't get the coconut cake, I think I'll get this one to try, but I'm not seeing the coconut cake We got to stick our hand through the flames to grab our cookies And our cold bro. Thank you. See ya. See you next month. I Asked about the coconut cream cake and it's only available Saturdays and Sundays So we couldn't get it today today's Friday, but I got the rainbow crunch cake instead And this is now a part of the regular lineup delicious things await inside here And I can't wait to show you guys Half of the fun is unboxing these little precious beauties today We are gonna be doing an unboxing of the cookies and cake slices at Gideon's and I just love it like it's so fun. Oh Wow This cake looks amazing Lord and it's got gigantic rainbow crunch pieces in there I kind of want to keep it nice and neat though. I don't want to mess up the frosting. Oh my Lord. Oh boy, oh boy, oh boy Now that we got the cake on box.  Wow. This feels so soft already I kind of touched the top of it and I was like, oh boy Look at that. Holy moly. Oh my lord Look at that coconut on there. Look at the coconut that's down there You can put that back on there and why is this cookie so soft something seems so soft about it And I know I'm gonna probably get a bunch of chocolate all over me I definitely have some napkins and I think we're gonna dive into the cookie first cookie then cake cookie Then cake and we're not gonna eat at all. You're gonna just try a little bit a little bit You know, we have to break into the cookie first We're gonna break it in half and I feel like this is just gonna fall apart I feel like it's falling apart already. This might be the softest cookie I've ever gotten from Gideon's and take a look at that. All right, you ready? Here it is. Oh boy It does not have any business falling apart like that. I am full of chocolate. Holy moly. This is gonna be a minute Okay, here we go This cookie is Phenomenal so soft and it has a little crunch with the coconut in there And I think the cookie it's like the traditional chocolate chip cookie But it's infused with caramel and I bet you that's what makes it so soft and I love it This is so good I don't even know if they could do a hot cookie with this because it would be almost impossible to hold I feel like if you did a hot cookie, it would just fall apart. Did you see how it crumbled? Like isn't that mind-blowing and that's how the cookie crumbles. What was that from? I think it was Bruce Almighty And yeah, unbelievable. I loved it It still doesn't beat my favorite banana bread cookie, but it definitely is up there with my favorites It's definitely better than last month and February's actually so I think this is the best cookie since January Enough for the cookie business though. It's time to get down to the cake business and look at that I mean a little of this icing right there.  All right, here we go I'm going back in Okay, my new favorite cake slice my new favorite cake slice Wow, I Love it.  Oh, I just love it Oh, it's what a combination that goes so good with the coffee Speaking of the coffee, I didn't even get to talk about it But I got the cookies and cream, which is a really good classic and Mixing these oh Much too good All right, you back in the box you go.  Oh boy. There we go back in the box Perfect. Oh wow. I made a big mess out of the top of that. I Am in serious need of a hand wash because I have rainbow frosting and chocolate chips all over it And I don't want to touch the camera So we're just gonna kind of collect our garbage and find the nearest restroom, but I have to say That was good. This is a good month here in April. This is a good good month the coconut coffee or the coconut Cookie is so good. It falls right apart and I love the caramel infusion and I like the backstory a little bit You know what I mean? It is really kind of cool and the rainbow crunch cake is now here to stay and I'm a fan. I'm a fan Now that we've gotten our hands all clean I wanted to stop in to Aaron McKinnon's bakery here And I always like showing this because this bakery itself is always vegan always gluten-free and always delicious And sometimes they have some good monthly specials They do have doughnuts, cinnamon rolls, cookie sandwiches, crumb cakes, coconut mounds, a lot of amazing items even ice cream The most delicious thing I think I've ever gotten in here though was the pineapple upside down cake And I was so shocked when I was just like, wait, I'm like, this is vegan and it's also Gluten-free like I was really impressed Right here is a look at the pineapple upside down cake and I'm telling you it is so amazing They also have strawberry shortcake and they're doing happy autism acceptance month bars This is for the month of April. So that's something we can celebrate happy autism of acceptance and look at those bars back there They look good. They also have the 1971 brownie bars. And like I said, all of this is vegan and gluten-free Some good good stuff here. I Would definitely be walking out with one of those upside down pineapple cake But I already have a cookie and a cake slice that I'm going to be putting in the freezer So I'm at the past but I highly suggest checking that place out and now I think we're gonna make our way to maybe a theme park I think we're gonna bounce out.  I love it like they're so fun just watching dive into the water And if you guys ever want to do those I'll give you a little insider tip make Reservations at the boat house eat inside like have your lunch or dinner there and then on the receipt They give you a $25 off coupon So you're kind of saving because if you plan on eating down here, you'll save $25 I know a lot of people that eat other places and then go get the boat ride, but you might as well save $25 Now we're gonna get moving along like I said I think we're gonna go head to one of the theme parks meet up with some friends because I really don't know if there's much Here like I kind of looked around in April doesn't seem like there's a lot going on But I do want to stop into Disney style see if they got a new merchandise I always like stopping in the Disney style They always have things in here that they don't sell in other places or in the other areas of the parks So you can find like really cool items and you never know you might find something good I might find something good. I might want to buy. Oh boy. Is that a goofy movie? Is that Roxanne? Holy moly That is a Roxanne shirt. I love a goofy movie and I love Roxanne And they also have the nice Tomorrowland collection over here with the people mover And the paging Mr. Mauro socks very fancy there paging. Mr. Mauro. Mr. Tom Mauro I also have to say I think I kind of like this vest Reminds me of like a biker here. Look at and on the backside. I could wear something like this I think it would look really cool. What do you guys think? I can tell you one thing to expect in April and that is for the high humidity days to return You know, it's actually very rainy during April May down here in Florida So whenever there's a lot of rain it gets very humid so humid It's kind of just like hit you in the face like pow so be prepared But now we have successfully made our way to Disney's Hollywood Studios and there's the Tower of Terror I'm so excited for the 10 miler on Sunday And this is gonna be the first to run Disney event where we're gonna be able to run through Galaxy's Edge and Toy Storyland, so it's gonna be a treat There we are hi Alex. Hi Kathy Mark oh, I was going on Alex. Oh, yes, I Love it. Well, I love your hats. Thanks guys. Bye. Oh Thank you. I Love when you get to a park and you have great cast members that give you like a nice welcome and It kind of makes the day start off great First we see two great cast members and now we see Donald and Daisy Welcoming guests as soon as we walk in look at them. Oh Donald just gave her a kiss. Oh, wow Now this is a really good love story happening right here Something special They're hugging they're kissing and good news Disney just announced April 18. We're gonna be able to do regular character meet and greets again So we're gonna be able to hug the characters. So that's really awesome We're just get close and like take a photo together. That's the thing I'm excited for most and is Donald trying to be King Kong Is that what it is King Kong? I don't know what's going on there. He's got the muscles the guns Yes Too good nice. Thanks Donald Whenever the characters are like high up like that I never know if they're kind of like communicating with me because I'm staring at them And especially when I'm looking through the camera and I don't know that there's people like to the left or the right or behind me And it was funny because he was doing that King Kong thing I don't know he's doing like the muscles thing and I don't know if he was talking to me So I was just like is there like a guy over here that's got muscles I don't know what was happening and then I looked and I was kind of by myself So I'm like was that for me? I don't know Well, this is kind of a really cool treat they have a whole bunch of moon night advertisement in Hollywood Studios And I watched the first episode and I'm so excited. What do you guys think? Let me know in the comments if you guys are fans of the moon night show I know it's not a very well-known character But it really is a great character and I'm excited to see what they do with the rest of the series Well, that was a quick trip to Hollywood Studios, but as I was in the park I remembered that my friends were actually putting on an ice cream social at a new ice cream parlor my friends the Lost Bros and also my other friend is going to be dressing up as a Mickey waffle mascot And I forgot that I said I was going to go and instead of hanging at Hollywood Studios I kind of felt like I should bring you so I'm going to bring you guys along and have some ice cream and hang out with some friends and Here we are at Kelly's homemade ice cream looks like there's a line wrapping around the building here It's definitely cool. It's like a big ice cream social that we're having and but it's basically between Kelly's And the Lost Bros. They're hosting it and I'm excited Sean you ready to get in your Mickey waffle outfit. That's not me That's not gonna be me inside. Oh, that's not gonna be you the waffle has arrived If you guys don't remember the Lost Bros. Cody and Lex they were actually with us on the pontoon boat and That was a really fun video and I'll put their information in the description below also put Kelly's This is in Windermere. So it's right behind the Magic Kingdom. And yeah, I mean I'm excited to check out a local ice cream shop and just kind of hang out in an ice cream social You know what I mean putting on shoes one at a time Stick your arms in first and then we'll have to There we go. Oh, yes.   There we go There we go Just a waffle walking through a park here I Can't stop I can't stop laughing Let's go it's time This is him You got a duck duck, there we go I'm sorry walk. He's got to go his time here's over. He's got to go home.  Yeah He's got to go. He's got to get up early for breakfast Yeah All right waffles done for this evening. We got to head back now. Watch out. You got a car coming The people driving by just seem this walking down the street Sean had a switch out and this is the event shirt actually and I'll put a link like I said for the loss Bros for their clothing line, but isn't this so fancy look at it Is it a nice popsicle in the summer's Hills up in Pennsylvania? That's the way I scream truck coming down the street on a beautiful weekend. It's probably cooler than the waffle That's your secret identity. Don't tell anyone there might be kids around Now I think we're gonna head on in get in line and try some homemade ice cream. I'm excited It's a hot day and definitely a good way to cool off Here it is and look at some of the flavors. They have rose almond pistachio Nutella swirl rice crispy cream rum raisin Chocolate heat caramel and then those are just the April feature flavors. They have a lot more up there banana pudding. Oh, wow I'm excited. Oh, and they also have a special loss Bros. Menu that I'm gonna show you when we get up there Here is the loss Bros special menu for today And they've got a figment popcorn bucket, which is purple sweet cream ice cream with yellow buttered popcorn on it Look at it right there. They also have a Mickey waffle and bacon So it's like bacon and waffles and waffle churro dippers. So they all look pretty amazing You can actually sample any of the flavors that you want So I definitely want to try the figment popcorn bucket because it's limited just for today But I'm very interested in the rice crispy cream because I love rice crispy treats a little sample little pigment Here's the rice Kris or the the rice Krispy cream and I like that you get to try them and look at You can see rice Krispy's in there. I Love the fact that there's a cold rice Krispy treats in there Oh, yeah Alright here is the figment popcorn bucket doesn't it look so majestic. I really love this. It is really cool Look at them back here making the churros the churro waffles All right, that is some that's an impressiveness right there Fresh waffles with a little cinnamon sugar on it. I like it Don't have anywhere to stand. It is super busy here. So I'm gonna just Kind of wait, maybe I should have scooped it first. I should have scooped it first. Oh I'll lend a hand. Thank you. Look at this.  It's good. It tastes like caramel like caramel popcorn. I like it. I Like the ice cream a lot here. I really like this figment popcorn bucket figment popcorn a bucket, but I Feel like that's a repeat of the pocket Anyhoo, I really like the ice cream, but the rice Krispy cream that was the best I feel like I'm gonna come all the way back out here to get that eventually one day because it was so like good And it reminded me of ample Hills, you know ample Hills before they close down. They have really cool stuff RIP ample Hills RIP On top of all the ice cream you can buy some cool merchandise including a waffly shirt and some waffly stickers So I think I might get a waffly shirt here. You get a random. It's a dollar and you can get a random sticker But I'm all about the shirts Well, this was a lot of fun good ice cream good friends a little waffly here I got a shirt and yeah, this was amazing I will put all the links in the description so you guys can check this out, but I had a great time And it's so fun I'll definitely be back and I'm happy that I brought you guys along with me. So I hope you enjoyed the video I enjoyed making it. I know it was kind of a little bit all over the place Disney Springs Hollywood Studios Kelly's ice cream, but it was a good day. So we'll see you next time. Bye And where's my pretty princess? Oh, is that face give me that face?  You want pop cup? Yes, you do. Oh, yes, you do You good girl. Are you a good girl, huh? You're good girl. You want a cupcake? Oh, huh? Yes, look at that beautiful You


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Hello everyone, welcome to another Narc Survival Live video, not something that I talk about too often but most definitely it is a very important topic and I'm sure many of you resonate with being the real deal and I'm not here to dispute whether or not you are, I mean I've been doing this now for five and a half years, I've spoken to hundreds of clients that I have seen with my own eyes that many of you are successful people, you're intelligent, you're physically attractive and aside from the superficial things you are real and you're authentic, you stand for what you believe in, you're loyal, you're devoted, you're empathetic but if that's not real I don't know what is but yeah I'm not here to dispute that, I mean I'm sure you can identify yourself whether or not you are a real one, I know of myself I believe that I am and I think that it shows in my work that I have been doing and researching for the past six years, pretty much every day, pretty much every day.  You would just get rid of them, you would kick them out the door or you wouldn't even let them in and they know that, that's why they have a false character, that's why they manipulate and exploit you because they're seeking something from you, they're seeking their narcissistic supply, that's where they hide who they really are, otherwise they would just come out and say, yes, I am fake, I'm not what you want or who you need me to be, I'm just pretending so I can get what I want from you. Yeah, they would just come out and say that from the very beginning, if they didn't need anything from you, if they weren't concerned about their narcissistic supply, they wouldn't even waste their time, they'd do it because they're trying to get something from you and you've got to look at it like at some point, it's like if all they really wanted is for you to be the real deal, I mean for a start like attracts like, so if they were really attracted and drawn to you, if they were actually about something, if they were real and authentic, I mean just look at yourself, you consider yourself the real deal, look at everything you've done for them, look at everything you've done to improve their lives, you upgraded them and I constantly remind myself as well of how I am the real deal, all of the millions of people's lives I've changed around the world and a lot of real people gravitate towards me, victims of narcissistic abuse who are just used temporarily for recreational use, that's a typical example of someone who is real, I already know if someone is real because they're not going to be surrounded by fake people for long periods of time, fake people would not be able to exist around them, so typically if someone's real, they're probably going to be alone, they're not going to be surrounded by large numbers of people and I'm sure many of you can relate to that, especially after you've been involved with someone who asks this, you don't want to be involved with anyone because you're just thinking is it just another fake person again trying to manipulate and exploit me, just like the last one and the one before that, because there's been real most people in this world are fake, there's very few people in this world who are real, when you come on this channel it seems like they're raw, but it's because I put myself out there authentically as I've been doing for many years now, so naturally a lot of real people do gravitate towards me, so it seems like there's so many more real people than there actually is in this world, but at the same time there's also a lot of fake people coming onto my channel as well in my live chats, like I said they come around us temporarily, it's like a rat that crawls out the hole in the wall, grabs the cheese and goes back in the hole where it belongs, they know they do not belong around us, they know that, that's why they cannot be around us for long periods of time, and you should be worried about that anyway, you really want some fake knock around you, someone who's just given you a false character, they're manipulating you, the experience you have with them is not even real, they're disconnected from themselves, they're disconnected from their emotions, they tell you anyway I want the same things that you want, at some point people have to wake up and realize everything you saw from them in the beginning or the lies, the revelations, it was just future faking, as I've said it before, if they were authentic, loving, empathetic people as they portray themselves to be, if they cared about you, where are they now? Where are they right now? Why are you feeling the way that you do? Why do you feel anxious? Why do you feel depressed? Why do you feel down? Why are you watching this video right now? If they were really real, if they were authentic, if they actually cared about you like they said that they did, why are you alone? I mean, they said they were looking for the same things as you, they said they were looking for love, commitment, a relationship, intimacy, a connection. If anyone wants that, it's quite clearly you. I mean, you're watching this video right now and I'm sure you've been watching my videos for a long time so if anyone cares about that, it's you. If they're ever going to find anyone in their entire lives who values those things, it's going to be you because you've been watching these videos now for how long? So clearly you care about it, you care about relationships, you care about intimacy and connection and I know that you do because you're watching videos about narcissists and if there's one thing you're not going to get from them, it's that. You're not going to get love, you're not going to get commitment, intimacy, a connection, understanding, someone who cares about you, someone who's real and authentic, you're not going to get any of that and so you're coming to my channel and watching my videos because you're trying to fill a void. You are getting something from me, from watching me in my videos that you were never getting from them but they made you believe that they had it or that they could give it to you but they never did and in the end they always played the same trick. They ghost you, they discard you and then they flaunt the new supply and social media looking like they're having such a great time without you. Now they're giving the new supply everything you wanted, everything that they never gave to you, they do the same thing every time. It's textbook narcissism and again it's fake, it's always fake.  Of course not. It's exactly the same as how it was with you in the beginning. They are being manipulated and it's always going to be like that for them. Again they do not care about love, intimacy or connection. They do not care about relationships, they're not even physically or sexually attracted to people, they don't even view us as people, they view us as objects. It's never love, it's never a relationship, it's always a transaction and although it may be a transaction it's never a mutual exchange, it's never an equal exchange of value.  They're not giving anything to you. You're invested all of your time, effort, energy, money and resources but at the end of it what have you got to show for it?  If they're really what they say they are, if they're such high value people then what happened with them? You should be doing pretty good by now then. You've been gaslit for a very long time. You've been under a spell, you've been in a trance and it happens to a lot of us and at the end of it we'll have to look at our lives and we'll blame for it all as well. They just leave us in the rubble and it's pit of misery and the destruction after everything they did to us.  They make you feel like it's you like you were never real, you were never the real deal for them. That's why you're watching this video right now because you're wondering will they ever realize that I was the real deal but their narcissism just won't allow them to accept it because then it's like they're to blame and they don't want to do that. It's too weak later and many of them don't even have the means anyway. Do you think they came around you in the first place, they used you as narcissistic supply or for money or resources? If they already had that of their own why would they ever come around you? They cannot or energy from within. They've got to get it from you or from someone else but the odds are they're never going to find anyone like you ever again. It's highly unlikely they're going to find another empath. Only one to two percent of the world's population are empaths and also keep in mind they're not really concerned about that anyway. They're not actively seeking for an empath. They will settle for whatever they can find and as I said like attracts like, water seeks its own level. They're comfortable around people who are like themselves. People get confused they think, oh narcissists seem to be drawn to us so maybe narcissists are attracted to empaths. Water seeks its own level so maybe we are the same because I find myself keep going back to them. I feel like I'm desiring them. I'm longing and yearning for them. No you're not. You're longing and yearning for something that doesn't even exist. The false character of the illusion. You've been manipulated and gaslighted for a very long time. You've been lied to and future faked. You never wanted them. They just reflected back to you your own qualities and virtues. You fell in love with yourself. You never really loved them and I don't want to tell people what they love or what their feelings are but you just got to look back and remember it was all fake. If it wasn't fake where are they now? If they care about you where are they now? If they're loyal, if they devoted how have they gone off with their new supply? If they wanted love intimacy and action why did they not have that with you when in the beginning they presented this character they manipulated you they made you believe that they were about that as well. Doesn't look like they were. Doesn't look like they were at all. So you see they're really not concerned about that anyway. I mean I know we like to think that we're so special. We're impasse. Are they never going to find anyone like us ever again? They were never really attracted to us like attracts like opposites do not attract. What they were attracted to is our energy which they tried to steal for themselves. They tried to use and exploit our empathetic nature rob us of our money and resources they just looked at us as a meal ticket. That's what they were seeking that's what they were attracted to then nothing like us. So yes it's true water does seek its own level like does attract like if not then they would still be with you now. They saw you as something temporary as something for recreational use and that is always how they see as empaths codependents or people-pleasers. We are just something for them to use and exploit. They don't really value or appreciate us. They don't even really see us. They just see us as objects that exist to meet their needs. We're an appliance. We are nothing more than that. We're just something for them to use and then they dispose of us like we're garbage but even then that's just so they can go into the shame they're not really running from us. They're running from a reflection of themselves that they do not like because they know that they're garbage. Of course they know that in the beginning they had to manipulate us and give us a false character and at the end they had to create a false narrative and go off their new supply and put on this show like they're so much happier without you even though that's not even the truth.  When they came around us we were walking on eggshells we couldn't be our authentic selves so we had to be fake around them and that's why we felt so uncomfortable because we couldn't even be ourselves. They capitalized on that that you can be fake all you want the moment you do become real and you present your authentic self you start speaking on the truth confronting them watch what happens then then they're out of there they can't be around you then they can be around you as long as you're willing to be fake and validate the illusion the false character put them on a pedestal worship them even though they've never even done anything for you or they ever did was manipulate lie and exploit you future fake that's all they ever did and they want to be validated for that because they've been successful at their manipulation in the past so in their minds that makes them such great people everything they do is fake everything they do it's a mirage and it's all because they just can't deal with reality reality is against them the truth is against them anything real is against them so when they're around you it feels like you're against them as well because you're real you're authentic they're constantly shining the light on them they're constantly exposing them it's like sunlight to a vampire they don't want to be around that like i said like attracts like water seeks its own level they want to be around people who are fake just like themselves and typically because of that they run into other manipulators corn artist narcissistic people they get manipulated and exploited as well and they go through a lot of things they get used and abused and if you catch up with them later in life just look at how things turn out for them things don't turn out very well they come around us not so much because they like us they kind of like what we stand for and what we're about they see it as a source of power but they just want to take that power for themselves so that they can use it for their manipulation to then elevate themselves that are expense the reality is they were never meant to be around us to begin with narcissists and empaths do not match and how do we know this well just look back at how they had to use a false character an illusion they had to manipulate exploit lie and future fake just to get in through the door if they presented who they are and what they're really about for the very beginning you would have kicked their arses out the door immediately you wouldn't have wanted anything to do with them and they know that that's what they have to pretend in order to get their narcissistic supply because yes even they not even they're aware that they do not belong around us they do not belong around real people empaths again it's like that rat crawls out of the hole in the wall grabs the cheese runs right back to the hole where it belongs all of their friends and family are fake they see us they target us they take whatever they can get and then they run right back to their family and friends where they belong other fake people where they feel more comfortable because when they're around you it's like there's this mirror that's constantly in front of them reflecting back who they are it reflects back to them their own insecurities about themselves it triggers their shame it doesn't do that when they're around other fake people because then it's like there's no mirror there or if anything they can both be fake together and they just reflect the illusion back to each other so they all live in constant denial in this delusion and that's just how they prefer they could be around you for a short amount of time as long as you're susceptible because then they can manipulate and gas like you they can make you believe in their lies and delusions and as long as they can do that they will feel quite comfortable around you it's only when you start noticing the cracks in their armor when you start noticing things that aren't right with them maybe you're pressing them you're making demands upon whatever they represent of themselves to be to you and ooh now they've got a turn against you and then they typically go straight to the devaluation making you feel like you're an adequate or something is wrong with you when in fact they already know that it's them they're just in denial it's why when you press and confront them there's a split second window where they self reflect and it causes a narcissistic injury to where they attack and lash out again because there's like layers to it the outer surface they have this denial this armor once you pierce that you pierce the shell and then they're very vulnerable and insecure inside because it's not real it has no foundational structure it's kind of like they just woke up one day and they thought okay this is who i am i'm this because this is effective at getting me what i went from people so i'm going to give this a go and yeah it proved to be effective over time it worked for them so they thought they would just keep doing it and then that's how they constructed their false character but it's not who they really are it's just based on the results and the reactions that they were getting from other people and then after a certain amount of time they began to realize that they can actually do less and less and still get the same results so they don't even have to go so far as to fully commit to someone and be in an exclusive relationship they can get away with more so they really fine-tuned their manipulation to learn people's thresholds and what they can get away with what they have to do or don't have to do to get the result that they want and typically as time goes on it's very different to what you're seeing when they're flaunting their new source on social media it's nothing like that in reality because typically you thought it was bad with you the more sources they move on to they typically get worse and they do less and less and they're also more and more impatient it's like if they were with one source are they putting this act for let's say a couple of years they got so much stuff out of them so much money pleased to stay now with the next source it's like all right i want to get double that triple that in a half the amount of time and then with the next source it's even more but even less that they're giving out that's how it works i mean think about it you really think that they're going to do all this stuff for you and then get a certain amount in return a certain result and then they're going to move on to someone else and think all right okay i'll make double or triple the effort for half the result you really think they're gonna do that of course not that's why the more sources they have they typically do less and less as time goes on and yet they expect more and more so you think it was bad for you and i don't want to invalidate or minimize anyone's experience here but with this concept in mind you should know that it's only gonna get worse for whoever they're dealing with after you it's only going to get even worse for them because typically they're going to do even less they're going to be even more arrogant and entitled based on their past successes so whoever gets with them next is really in for a ride they're really in for a lot of trouble and if they come back to you they hover you you let them back in it's going to be even worse for you the second time around or however many times you deal with them it will just get even worse which is why the best thing you can do is shut that door turn the key make sure it's locked and just never let them back in again because as i've said before all they can do is manipulate and exploit you they can't do anything else everything it's all manipulation it's never real or authentic there's nothing authentic about them nothing there's no foundation or structure they can't show you from their past their journey how they established their character their values their virtues what they believe in they can't show you any of that it's just one day they woke up and decided i'm this because i've seen celebrities be this i've seen it in television movies see my friends that's how they construct this character but it's not even real it's just intended to elicit certain reactions and results from other people that's all that it is so those of you you feel like you're infatuated like you're longing and yearning for them i can tell you that you are longing and yearning for something that doesn't even exist and they know that it doesn't exist they know that they fooled you you already know that and they can look like there's so much in denial which they are but you've seen it when you confront them when you're speaking about it you've seen that luck in their eyes they know deep down they know they're not real they know this character isn't really who they are why do you think they're always so miserable it's because there's nothing inside of them all they have is a void they can't generate any power or energy from within and that is why they need their narcissistic supply that's why they need these sources that is why they manipulate exploit life huge fake gaslight they have to get these emotional reactions out of for you they have to provoke you so that it fuels them and then they can elevate themselves at your expense you're an external regulator because they can't regulate their own emotions from within all they have is a void inside of them until you feel like you're infatuated with them you feel like you're longing and yearning for them and it's like they can't even sustain themselves let alone you what are they meant to provide to you what are they meant to give to you if they can't even regulate their own emotions if they can't even get anything from within if they have no power or energy from of their own or they have to extract that from you so how can you be longing or yearning for anything or even desiring for them to seek you as the real deal you shouldn't even be concerned about that it's kind of like you're interacting with a robot or artificial intelligence and it's like you're so concerned about what they think about you or how they see you it's just like AI do you really care about what an AI thinks about you or if they value you but you could imagine you're like you're communicator with a chatbot it's just computer coding programming that you're thinking wondering if they care about you if they value you if they think that you're real can you imagine someone else and you're observing that experience that they're having it would look so foolish so weird so strange and yeah that's pretty much it when we're dealing with these narcissists it's the same thing it's just many of us we don't realize it at the time i mean they can be very convincing the master manipulators they will do anything they can to seem normal to seem same to protect their false image to survive emotionally and to get their emotional needs met but they're really not real at all as you should know they're not real i mean like tracks like water seeks its own level so why are they surrounded by other fake people other people like themselves alcoholics drug addicts losers con artists they're around bad people other narcissists other abusers other predators how can they be around those types of people and feel comfortable if they are not alike because you never felt comfortable around them and they never felt comfortable around you because someone who is pure cannot be around someone who is contaminated it's not a good feeling you just want to run away they can fool you for a certain amount of time but when you start to catch on to it you just want to run away from it i think they cannot be around you they cannot be around your purity your light your love because it shines a light on them it triggers them to reflect on their shame or their own insecurities it's like this mirror reflection in front of them it's reflecting back to them who they are and what they're like and what they're really about and yet we wonder why do they rely so heavily on their relation and gaslighting it's so that they get the reflection of themselves that they like and prefer so that they don't have to feel bad about themselves all the time and then they couldn't exist in this false reality but there's nothing wrong with them when they're real even though their their actions and behaviors clearly do not align with anything real or authentic it's just all in their minds so they never really or really want to realize or accept that you are the real deal even though deep down they do know that they're just in denial and that is why if you confront them or you talk about your success your accomplishments or they witness it they hear about it from someone just look at how they react causes a narcissist's injury they want to devalue you and tear you down or point out something wrong with it because they just can't accept it they don't want to believe it it just reminds them that they're not real they're not authentic it's not so easy for them they have to rely on their manipulation they can't just be like how we're beginning just we don't even have to try it's effortless like for me i could just sit here and go on for almost one hour now talking about this based on whatever comes to my mind regarding this topic and as you can probably see from watching this it's effortless the unauthentic is effortless of course it's a lot of hard work when you always have to manipulate and lie and again why do you think they're always so miserable they can't generate their own power and energy from within they're going to have their supply but even then they're never satisfied because it's a void that can never be felt and that is why even though like attracts like and water seeks its own level and they do prefer to be surrounded by other fake fake people like themselves where they feel more comfortable they may still hoofig you they may still stalk and arrest you because you've got that energy that power that like that love that they kind of like but it's not meant for them but it fuels them when they can get that from you yes they want that but when they get it it drains you because they take it and yet all they have is a void they have nothing to reciprocate back to you so guards your assets and i'm not just talking about money i'm talking about your emotional assets your emotional properties your mental bandwidth guard these things or it will be drained out of you they will be sucked into the void all right so that's my message for this topic when the narcissist realizes you're the real deal and i hope you found it helpful if you did as always you can show your support down below by giving it a thumbs up and it's very important because it helps the youtube algorithm to get this message out there to other survivors who may need it so please hit that thumbs up button down below if you enjoyed it it will only take you two seconds and let me know your thoughts in the comment section i read your comments every day hit the subscribe button click all notifications so that you will be 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