Hey YouTube Right, this is a It's not an in-depth review. It's just my My opinion to this this hunt egg It's the It's a DS 1102 be I Get the best angle when it's angled downwards the camera so you can actually see what's on the What's on the Yeah now I've been living with this now for two months exactly that's how long it's been and I'm not gonna lie a lot of the time. This has been sat on the floor out the way I don't feel confident with it. I think it's maybe because I spoiled myself I Had a rival DS 10 54 Z and that Well, the big difference is between it is This finds it very hard to hold away from Okay, and what I'm gonna do is I've got snippets Where I was starting to take bits of video, you know, I use the frequency at the function generator 50 Hertz and the same way, you know, it's there and it goes down to nothing and it pops back and I've done the firmware updates And You know, I just I just don't feel Confident with this now. This is the same price. Basically. This is 322 pounds sent from China and it gets to you within a week just over a week. So that's pretty good and the wrigel is Is 300 and what it cost me today 331 pounds. I bought a wrigel another wrigel 10 54 Z today. I sold my other one Thinking that this was gonna be a great a great alternative I didn't need more than two channels a lot of the time and I figured that you know, I could I could probably get by We just two channels and the rivals got four of course Sorry, well, that's my messages But Unfortunately, the wrigel has a lot more to offer than this does and the first thing that I found the first thing That I realized that I couldn't do with this Was I couldn't hook up a power supply and check the input AC and the output DC because then they're not isolated and That is a big fail It's a fail on my part too because really I should have I should have double-checked that I Should have double-checked. I Was looking for a multi meter as well and I thought well, maybe this is incorporated multi meter That's gonna kill two birds with one stone, you know But no This is not Really practical for me. I like to play around with my Like solid-state Tesla coil and search and have based up the rival probe just hanging So I could see the waveform and it looked lovely, you know, I go near and it would change and depending on what What you know the lights and what I was doing with it depending on way for me It was nice. It was great for me to experiment and I felt confident with it. The wrigel has four isolated up to a thousand volt And inputs I'm gonna pause this because we got work people doing the The grass and search and I don't know how it's gonna come across on the camera So I'll come back when they're finished Okie dokie, let's carry on. I wonder if I put this on I'd like to do is blot out Reckart and as long as you can still see that now the reason why this Possibly the reason why this is going the way it is is if I just take this off here It's I've still got the probes connected down here to a little choke Basically, I was just I was flapping around with a power supply toroid and put in the smallest capacitors I could across and Using different coils for chokes in in series in line chokes And I'm a slightly big plaster here with a That's I think it's a 560 own load there. It was a 1k 560, but as The ripples are going down to zero. I then put a lower value resistor in just to Add to that load. Okay, so that's still connected to that. I don't know whether that's the reason why that's doing that But if I disconnect This And it won't do that anymore. That's be interesting that that coils Double look at this. I'm just disconnected that look it's not But it's not actually connected to anything at the moment. That's just the coil on the ferro ring With that resistor and capacitor Right anyway So it's charging at the moment and that's a great thing about this. Don't get me wrong There are a couple of good things about it One is it runs From a battery and that's quite good It's not so good that I can't if I'm Using a circuit which is connected to my batteries to my power supply my little solar powered power supply And I'm charging from the same source Yeah, it doesn't like that at all Not isolated inputs, of course It's a big no-no. Now that was my mistake. I showed them Some better research into that Because obviously with the right where you've got that and that makes that a good tool The fact that the waveform on this does jitter about all over the place I don't know jitter's the right word because I know that jitter's a word that's used in this and but it just Flaps it out all over the place Okay, so you don't know Whether it's what you're putting in or whether it's this and that makes life very difficult When you try to observe You know the waveform what's going on? Now I know that that little frequency function generator. I should call it That little function generator up there It's fine. I know it's fine because I'm more idle and I've sat and played with it for absolutely hours And it's a solid as a rock It's great And there's enough people out there as well that I've done little reviews on that particular That's the Jtech FG 085 and they say yeah, great Yeah, it's great. He's not you know overly. He's not got very wide bandwidth. It's But it'll let you sit with one Hertz up to 200k And that's ideal just for playing around It's fine. It's fine. But on this when you put it on, you know, with the square wave, it'll be there It'll be bits missing. Oh, like I said down in the bottom left-hand side of the screen here I will put in Some of the other video that I've been doing and hopefully if I have sorted this out right then you're actually going to get to see This over on this side and all the other stuff will be happening on the left-hand side I'm very new to all this. Okay. I'm very new to all this. I'm new to making videos. I'm new to talking About what it is. I'm doing I'm new to a lot of the equipment, but when I went and bought that rival I Watched video after video. I watched Dave Jones tear one down. I watched the pinions on it I went looking to see, you know, they're the pros and cons of that And there was enough information for me to say, yeah, that's what I want for the money. That's what I want is Some people would say, oh, you didn't need one of those. You've just got into this. Well, yeah But you could say that about a multimeter. Why would I need a multimeter? Why should I just get something that just shows me how a 9-volt battery? What charges on a 9-volt battery? The reason why you're buying a multimeter and you don't know what all the parts or the functions are for but you learn, don't you? And without it, how are you gonna learn? So I sit and play with these things. I sit and play with that that rival I sat and play with and play with Made it a pleasure This like I say I spent a lot of the time just sat down by the side of me because I didn't even want it on here Because it was just depressing I'm sorry to say like that, but it made me think I can't do anything with it That's the stuff I want to do now Okay, oh power supplies that I want to build I want to build a tube power supply But I don't want to blow this up probing I've already had it once where I've got it on the AC on a 12 volt AC and I got the probes on there great I can see it's all but it's flopping about a bit because this thing's Making it flop about a bit and then I try and see the output on the DC side If you want to see sparks coming off your probes, that's a good way of doing it And then this thing will freeze up and then you got to reboot it And then you wonder oh god, I damaged it now.  It's two months out I've got one month if I wanted to push for PayPal, but I haven't I've put it for sale on eBay because I just want to shut up it I bought a new rival today, and it'll be here on Monday And I'm gonna be a lot happier man back to doing some experiments where I can actually hook up You know more than one thing without thinking it's gonna blow the pro bends off or produce. I don't want sparks. I Don't want sparks. I've got lots of things that I want to be able to do Trying to sort out chokes How this flies to notify a ripple and such but anyway So yeah, I don't get me wrong. You know some of this stuff is okay Like that it's easy to get around it is easy to get around. Yeah, you got like a to update It's dead easy. You just put the firmware on a USB chuck it in. It doesn't even matter The USB I used had an operating system on there. It's one that I just use when I'm testing stuff It's a Linux system and if I've got a computer that's failing for some reason I do a hardware check first I'll put the Linux system in everything working great. I know hardware is okay So let's you know if I can't get it just a boot up and I can see from inside there Because I can get these things to happen quick. I can boot up a Linux system on my laptop Then the 30 seconds and it's ready to go So Self-calibration, okay self-calibration. That's good But if you do it more than three times without taking the battery out and leaving it out for 10 minutes and put it back in again I don't want to know keeps going on with an error code So that's a bit of a pain when you don't know and when you talk to the people about it And they don't respond back to you think oh, oh, I've got a problem here But and the battery just get really warm in there as well So I didn't really do a lot with the past file because I didn't really get into doing too much with this I Didn't get into a record sort of things. I don't think I can't I think you need a chip for But like doing there near choir now. This is something else as well So when you go and you start going into this memory by the time you get here things are really Slepping up at 512k One make memory is dead slow.  And maybe that's in my naivety. Maybe you shouldn't be doing it like that And maybe that's what a lot this is gonna turn out to be but I can tell you this I could do all those sort of things with the wriggle and I didn't have a problem this peak thing as well two lines Now that's got nothing going into it Okay, if I just put this across that resistor Now I've got this two line thing going on And I'm not too sure about you know what that's about. Okay, so you get rid of that and again, you just get there the big chunky line If you start putting the longer memory on Why can't you see that? I'm sorry. I haven't got the best camera in the world, but it's be fair I didn't really think I was gonna be doing this sort of thing I put my videos up, I tell you for why because it gives me a record. It means if my computer dies, hard drive just fails, whatever I've always got a Record of my progress on playing with electronics. That's why it's called a lecky fun It's not called I'm trying to teach you something because I'm not Okay, I look for help more than I try and give it I just make these little videos because I can look back Overtime and think huh. Well, that was the first thing you tried That's what you understood then and this is what you understand now and I can try and evaluate me in progress. Okay, it's not about Not about trying to teach anybody anything all my circuits are pretty much copied apart from a few of the little power supply things I'm doing now because I know enough to put together a little standard linear power supplies and put around with resistance it resistors on Variable voltage regulators so I can set the The output to what I want But yeah, of course things are copied. What do you think a year ago? I sent things. I want to get into electronics And start designing No, you show me somebody who can do that show me so So yeah back to this Thing is I'll tell you for why I do that is because I get quite a few thumbs down on stuff I think people seem to think when they look at my videos I'm supposed to be a tutor or something. I'm telling you everything how it works and everything. No, that's not what it's about That's not what I'm about That's not what I'm about. I'm doing this for me It's just for me to be able to build stuff put it up there. I've got it somewhere safely stored So if I ever need to look back at it is there You know remember my family wants to go and have a look at it they can not that anyone's really interested in my family They're all too busy watching things up as Britain got talent. I can answer that very small portion but the rest of it's Yeah, I take a quick peek at things like YouTube But anyway, that's so the real time and this equivalent time thing. I never really used it and so Equivalency isn't that just like averaging again, I don't know I don't know This place that you can set it all up and persistency is just on auto. It doesn't say off It's just an auto that seems like half when this first comes. It's all bright It's all everything and you can make the battery last longer by turning down your new contrast and the brightness and stuff like that. I Haven't actually done it time for time To see how much difference it makes on these things But you know, there are some and if you want to keep it on and you don't want the menu to keep disappearing And you don't want the backlight to keep switching off and it's going to like a little sleep mode all the time You just put it on limited It lasts for long enough It honestly does it last for long enough if you're sitting around playing for the day You're generally getting enough time out of it, especially if you don't go wandering off and Making phone calls in the other room or making food and stuff without just like switching it off Come back in problem is with that is it says to get it into a optimal running temperature You gotta leave it on 20 minutes So I can work against it slightly What are you gonna say? Yeah, that's all good. So I get rid of that. Um The measurement side of it. Yeah, it's pretty good Not, you know, again because I'm comparing against the rival maybe I should just be comparing against something I can only compare against something that I've had myself Before and I've used You know, now there's lots of functions on the rival and I didn't get around to using all of course and I'll just In a more of a learning stage then and what I am now even though I'm still very much on a learning stage I picked up a book yesterday called vacuum tube amplifier basics And I'm well, I don't know if you can see the bookmark there I'm sort of a third way through Very much in the learning stages me very much in the learning stages with the equipment with the components with the All the information out there and there's a lot of information out there um So, yeah very much on the learning stages But I got plans. I want to do I want to design. I want to do these things. So I'm going to carry on learning to So, you know, you can turn this or you can turn the menu off and you get that bigger Because I feel a vision which is which is great um So in some ways, you know, it's not too bad. But like I said If I've got this set up right and you can see down the bottom left hand side um You'll you'll see how the the waveform sort of jitters about it does make it really frustrating because you don't know When you're doing something and you expect in a waveform Or You think you might be expecting it, but it's all over the place. You think well, is it what I'm doing or is it this? Then you don't need that You You don't need that when you're trying to work, you know when you're trying to figure out what's going on It's hard enough being a complete novice anyway without the equipment that you're using Choking you into a more confusion And the right. Well, that just wasn't the case you connect that up and boom You're nice solid and one of you were doing it was there and you know, you had the confidence This is very hard. I could just phone up jim at wrigel uk. Hey, this is going on blue And he was very very good very very easy to communicate with Great, even if you couldn't get on to it directly within a very short period of time I'd have an email with explanations and stuff and Brilliant this hard work Hard work hard work one try and find information on this Apart from the website, which is basically just trying to sell the products Try and find more information very difficult But how many people out there using these things none and most people are saying they're not very good Anyway, which is again a downside. It was my own fault. I should have done more research But the main reason why I thought I was going to get this was because I wanted to do the The mobile thing everything running From the battery and the wrigel takes like 25 30 watts just Working on standby But this takes the same amount of power According to the specifications of it. It's still sort of use the same amount of power just sat there during that so and You know, I figured I'd need a pure sine wave Inverter and everything to run the rival and blah, but blah, but they're so cheap now You know 500 watt 300 300 watt nominal 500 600 watt peak pure silo inverter 50 quick So cheap cheap cheap a lot cheaper what they use three, you know, sort of 10 years ago when I first looked into buying an inverter When I was doing a bit of traveling With my truck, so You know an opinion from someone who's uh spent 322 pound on this Against what I had No, I don't like this I don't like if the waveforms Uh didn't have that peak thing which really does my head in Maybe somebody can clarify why that does that it's not going to stop me from selling it Because like I said, I've already made the purchase. I phoned up Jim earlier today. Give me another wrigel, please because I've had problems with this And uh, that's been shipped to me but Would I buy one? I mean if you're Clever enough And you know all about these things then probably you might even avoid this anyway But if you're not and you're thinking hey, is that a good investment for the money? I would say spend the extra nine pounds Yeah, and by the wrigel four channels isolated Um From where I sort of tear down a bit. I'm sure it was mentioned that probably a battery pack can be made up for that sort of thing but Yeah, don't don't correct me on that and don't uh Don't think that's any reason to buy that. I'm just it's a good sturdy very popular piece of kit the wrigel where this His main thing for me was the battery and it had a digital multimeter built in But the nice thing about the wrigel is that every when you a wrigel uk if you spend over 200 quid Not including the vat, which I have done today They uh, they send you out a free multimeter as well Yeah So I swing zoom round about So there we go um I said on the bottom left will be some waveforms It's not going to be too expensive extensive, but that is my humble opinion on this Would I buy one again? No, would I suggest to anybody else to buy one? Not really because it honestly does seem if you're going to spend that sort of money um You are going to be better off with the wrigel 1054z And It is a it's a disappointment the only advantage it has really Is uh, it works off a battery That is not enough where you've got waveforms Chained about all over the place and you don't know whether it's what you're doing or whether it's this And it turns out that I know That that function generates fine That it's going to turn out to be this I've got a signal generator In my in my laptop and I have given it a go what I'll do is I'll I'll do that on here as well And I know that that's um That that should be fine and I have used it in actual fact here I've got clip it so that because I I did I did some um some audio stuff with an n1875s And even that was hard It seems like you've actually got to get it down to a certain size and uh a certain period cycles on the screen Otherwise, it's all over the place again And how annoying is that you'd be nice to just have one You know 360 on the screen and it hold it there nice and big nice and clear but nah, this doesn't do it like that You'd have to have a few on there or four or five and have it smaller and then it'll hold it in Come on away you're triggering it Um And you know it's on rising eggs and really that should be fine for them sort of things. I'm not an expert But it was fine on the wrigel That's what I'm saying So there you go. All right. She is watching if you got this far. I hope this has become helpful for anybody please, you know, did you give me a thumbs down because That's what you can do learn fair enough That's your opinion, but if you've got something that you want to add to it Maybe it's what I'm going around put it in the comments It's a lot more helpful not just for me, but for anybody else I was going to watch the video Okay. Cheers guys. Bye. Bye


Well, student loan repayments are set to resume at the end of the month and everyone with student debt is currently clenching their butt cheeks Hoping and praying that Biden will finally do something substantial now We know he's not going to cancel $50,000 worth of student debt, but will he cancel 10,000? Possibly will it be means tested almost certainly But if he's going to do this when is he going to make the announcement? So with this deadline approaching is he coming any closer to figuring out what he wants to do? Even if he's had months to agonize over this decision Well, no because as Politico explains press secretary Karine Jean Pierre said on Tuesday that Biden had not made any Decision on whether to extend the freeze on payments or widespread debt cancellation. You've had Months you've been president now for a very long time. What are you going to do? This crisis isn't going to go away 43 million Americans owe student debt an average of more than 37,000 dollars Are you just going to not do anything now? It's a Biden's credit the White House did meet with student loan activists as Politico explains a range of outside groups working on student loan Cancellation were invited to participate in the event on Thursday So this is an article that was published on Wednesday the White House described the meeting as an opportunity for you to share your Priorities on student debt relief according to a copy of the invitation obtained by Politico Officials from the White House Domestic Policy Council National Economic Council Office of Public Engagement and Office of Political Strategy and Outreach are scheduled to attend the meeting So that's great. I'm glad that they're listening credit words to the problem is that what more needs to be said I mean have student loan activists not been incredibly vocal Cancel it all and if you're not going to cancel it all at least cancel 50,000 and if you're not going to cancel 50,000 at least Fix it so that way the interest isn't growing at such a fast rate that you could never pay it down In fact the amount that you owe increases over time and we'll get to that in a second with some stories from student debt holders But I mean look we can only do this for so long. It's a game at this point. It's it's patronizing It's frustrating how long are we going to do this tap dance?  So are you going to do it or are you not going to do it sitting on a fence trying to? You know appease everyone isn't going to do anything about this and the problem with the plan that was speculated Hence why I think that you know Maybe it's been postponed is if you only want to cancel $10,000 and you want to means a means test whatever amount you're canceling well The Department of Education doesn't actually have access to people's annual income So how were they supposed to know who qualifies and who doesn't qualify well? You have to create some sort of an opt-in program which takes more time I mean it's easier to just have a universal program where all student debt holders Get a $10,000 canceled But if you're not going to do it that way if you want to do a means test the program Sure, it's better than nothing But if you force people to opt-in and sign up for it not only is that more work not only does that complicate things But you create this opportunity where people who need that cancellation can miss out on this opportunity If they don't have the capacity to fill out said paperwork or know what to do to collect said cancellation So it's it's very frustrating But I want to share this video that was Created by the SDCC now they talked to a bunch of student loan holders and asked them several questions And their stories are just downright Infuriating and it's not like these are unique circumstances This is a very common phenomenon with people who have student debt take a look walking away on commencement day meant I had a diploma in one hand and an invoice for a six-figure student loan debt in the other The loan was originally a $24,000 loan Currently I owe over $45,000 and I've been paying it off for about Six years now. I paid a hundred and three on eighty two thousand dollar debt and it's still want $45,000 that's money that I can't put toward retirement a student loan It's not coming down. It's going up. My debt started off at 33,000. It is now somewhere closer to 200,000 I probably will be paying them till I'm 80 years old at this point graduated in 1998 with twenty nine thousand dollars a student loan debt this year my student loan debt has accumulated to Almost fifty two thousand dollars after paying on it all these years I was able to get rid of this debt It would set me up for a more successful future Counsel all student debt let us do the financial contributions to our economy that we want to do that we're trying to do Present body and we need help ten thousand not really do it bailed out people with money You've held up the big banks, but you won't bail out the everyday person such as myself That last point that that woman made was absolutely devastating. We bail out the big banks We give large multinational corporations bailouts, but when it comes to just everyday Americans Sorry, no bailout for you You get stuck with this debt for the rest of your life and there's no way to discharge it You can't file bankruptcy on your student loans So you can file bankruptcy on other types of debt, but when it comes to student loans Sorry, you can't even file bankruptcy on it Thanks in large part due to Joe Biden's bankruptcy bill that he passed when he was a US senator So he could write this wrong and actually just cancel it all But I mean if this is such a hard decision because it you know could help normal Americans Don't want to do too much for the pubs right and some of these stories are downright insane So one guy said that he graduated in 1998 with $29,000 in student debt He's been making payments all this time for decades now and now he owes $52,000.  This is a catch-22 we will never be able to discharge this debt even if we make our payments every single month The interest rates is perhaps The biggest thing like if Biden were to give us the option to between $10,000 in cancellation and just making the interest rate zero I'd go with that because at least at some point we'd be able to pay it off But at this rate none of us can pay it off and the federal government can do this because they hold 92.7% of all federal student loans So Biden can make this decision unilaterally and say all of these people who hold federal student loans Your interest rate is now zero going forward if you're not gonna cancel anything that would probably be the better option because the interest rates are Absolutely insane. I mean all of these stories It's the same thing one man borrowed 25,000. You know owes 45,000, you know one woman borrowed 33,000 She now owes a hundred thousand almost and that woman in the video couldn't retire Do you understand like something has to be done if you just don't do anything the crisis will only worsen And it's not like a Republican is going to do anything about it So this may be our last chance for a very long time to have anything be accomplished and Biden is dragging his feet Again, I appreciate the meetings with people with advocates who want student debt cancelled But you already know you don't you don't need to do any more research. We don't need to have any more meetings we don't need to have some sort of a commission that Determines whether or not the federal government has the legal authority to cancel student debt You know what you can do and what you should do It's just a matter of will you do this now some stats on student debt that are shocking in q1 of 2020 borrowers owed A combined 1.67 trillion dollars now by q1 of 2022 that increased to 1.75 Trillion so it is growing fast now.  I was able to pay off my student debt things have changed Things have changed the economy has changed. We have multiple generations now millennials gen z gen x even some boomers as we saw in the video who They can't actually live boomers can't retire Millennials and zoomers aren't able to actually live their lives move out of their parents homes because not only is it difficult to find A good-paying job, but they have this debt that will follow them for the rest of their lives that they can never discharge So if Biden actually wants to make a change for the better, he knows what he needs to do The question is does he have the political courage to do what's necessary and we'll have to wait and see now I told you that 43 million americans owe student debt an average of $37,667 Now most of that is owed by people of color And think about this the average is $37,667 so if you owe that now perhaps in 10 years You owe $50,000 because that's the way that this works now This fear-mongering that we've heard prior to the pandemic before student repayments were paused Was that oh my god? Well, we can't we can't stop student loan repayments because that will impact the economy In a negative way because the federal government needs this revenue Well, I mean the federal government hasn't had this revenue now for Two years So that argument is now gone Now we know that biden has the authority to cancel student debt because he's been canceling some student debt In narrow instances trump did it as well and like I want to be charitable here Biden has made some changes, but they're not sweeping enough So for example, he has made it easier to discharge debt if you went to a predatory college And also as the hill explains other proposals include eliminating interest capitalization rates on loans for borrowers in certain instances Making it easier for permanently disabled borrowers to qualify for loan forgiveness And giving borrowers an easier path toward loan forgiveness if they were falsely certified and ineligible for a loan So these are good things. These are improvements, but it's not good enough This is a crisis and if you're just like trying to nibble away at this issue Around the edges you're you're not going to actually cut to the core and address The crux of it. You're not going to Ameliorate this burden that millions of americans have 43 million americans. That is no small number So look biden passed the inflation reduction act And his approval rating jumped a couple of points just having this idea that government is doing something People like that. So imagine if they not only knew that you were doing something, but you did something really well That materially benefits people in a very concrete way immediately I mean, we saw the way that these lives would change my life would change if I didn't have student debt So biden could single-handedly change people's lives forever By canceling student debt that doesn't mean that you don't have to do further reforms And make college and universities tuition-free because if you cancel debt for one generation Then it's just going to accumulate over time with the next generation and you have to stop this So each subsequent generation doesn't have this issue But I mean if he did this he would immediately become a hero to 43 million people my Perception of biden as cynical as I am would change immediately for the better if he did this But the problem is that we all know that biden isn't going to do to do this and I would love to be proven wrong But we know biden we know who he is and what he won't do Again at best we can expect $10,000 means tested and I'll take it. That's better than nothing. I'd qualify for that Let's do it. The problem is it's not good enough. And if we're serious if we want to get serious About getting rid of this issue He knows what needs to be done. I'm tired of talking about it already. I want more action and less talk


Um, Andrew reminds us, well, he was asking about the podcast app and he was having some trouble with it. And he said, really, all I want is to run overcast on my Mac. And then it hit me. I was, because I was typing an answer to him, I'm like, yeah, I know, like, wait, I want that too. But you know what? I can because with, uh, what does Apple call it, uh, a catalyst mode or project catalyst, I guess it's not a mode project catalyst lets you run some iPhone apps and iPad apps on your Apple Silicon based and one Macs. And overcast is absolutely one of those. In fact, overcast now added some features kind of specifically for people running them on the Mac. You can open up multiple windows and do some different things in, uh, overcast, which is a podcast player. It's a great one too. So, uh, I found that very interesting that, uh, you know, they, like, think about that. If you have a favorite app on iOS, go check it out on, on the Mac. It's easy to forget. Now there are some apps which will not run, are built not to run. And it is 100% a decision of the developer. They can check a box or not check a box to allow it to be run on the Mac. There used to be a way using iMazing to slurp the IPA file out of the app store keyed to you. So you wouldn't want to share these. And then, uh, when you double click the IPA file on your Mac, it will offer to install the app. And that's still very true. I tried that with the Facebook app because I know that's one that isn't allowed for download on the Mac in the app store. And it went all the way through the process. And when it got to the end, it said, oh, this app isn't provisioned to run on the Mac. So they've plugged that whole yet again, at least in the latest version of Big Sur. I didn't try it on my Monterey Beta Mac, but I think the same would be true.


Welcome! In this video I will demonstrate remote wipe and action with the next cloud desktop client. We first log into the client with a test account. Now as the name suggests, remote wipe allows users to clean data and user accounts for one or more of their devices. Administrators can wipe all devices and sessions from a particular user. This is useful in case of theft of a device for example, or if the user was a guest account and will no longer have access to next cloud. So now the client is syncing. When it is done, we go to the user settings to initiate the wipe. Alright, the files are here, let's go wipe. The list of active sessions and devices can be seen in the security settings. We simply click the 3.menu and select wipe device. After confirmation, the wipe will start. The next time the client checks for changes, it will instead receive the order to wipe the account and data, and it will do so. As you see, the command came in, the data was wiped. You have a fresh client again, ready to log into a new account. Thank you for watching!


Welcome again to the 21 summit. The year is 2020. What a great year. What a great way to end the year. Especially with the speaker that you're about to hear. You know him from the Jesse Lee Peterson show, The Fallen State. Rebuilding the man. His goal is to rebuild the man. Please welcome with a huge applause. With gratitude and thankfulness for Mr. Reverend Jesse Lee Peterson. Good morning. Hi y'all. So what I'm going to do is just tell you. I'm going to tell you briefly about what I do. But then I want to hear from you so that we can try to work this thing out. Because one of the most important, the most important, not one of them, the most important thing that needs to happen is for men to wake up, to overcome the fallen state. And right now men are in a fallen state like I've never seen before. And they don't quite know how to overcome it. I talked to men around the world and it's just pretty sad what they're going through. The suffering and stuff that they have to deal with. So we're going to deal with that today. All right. Excuse me. Got to drink a little water here. So I started a nonprofit organization called Bond. The Brotherhood Organization of a New Destiny. And we are rebuilding the family by rebuilding the man. We're bringing back God's order of God and Christ. It's Christ in man, man over woman, woman over children. And nothing is going to work but that. Nothing.  That order is not there. The order is reversed where women are over men and Satan is over the women and it's just not working. It's never going to work like that. And Christ came and he put things back in order so that men can come back to their natural state of being. Men are the most important creatures on this side of heaven. You represent God. You're his son. Even though you're not hooked up with him right now. You're in a fallen state. You left home. You're out in the wilderness. You're still his son. You just may be a beta son, but you're still his son. And so as soon as you come back to him, that's when your life is going to open up. So I started born as to rebuild the family by rebuilding the man. Bring back that order. And we tutor, we counsel. We have a home for young men that we bring in from around the country that want to move to LA area. We help find jobs. We show them how to invest. And that's easy because what we do is encourage them to say 10% of every dime they make and live off the rest of the money.  So we encourage them to say 10% of the money. All men should own land. You should buy a home. You should prepare yourself for your family.  I also started an entrepreneur academy where we're teaching men how to start businesses ages 15 and up. Because what I noticed after a period was men overcoming that falling state, the real talent come forward and they have major ideas about how to start a business and some of them are already in business but they're struggling so we show them how to overcome that. And I started a credit union because a lot of these guys, they don't have credit or if they have credit, had credit, the mother's messed it up by getting credit in their son's name when they were little kids and they messed up the son's credit. So we started a credit union so that we could loan them the money and they pay back with interest. Those who are in the entrepreneur academy. Whatever you need, we try to meet that need but in a way where you're not hurt by it, you're not going from it because one of the things that you want to be is independent.  You don't need another man to teach you and often ask people, if you have some God teaching you, who is teaching the guy that's teaching you? They never tell you how to find it for yourself. So today I want to show you how to find it for yourself. I've noticed that most men are, and by the way, success over the last 30 years, when I started bond, I had no idea what I was doing, zero idea. It's just that I had all this anger and I didn't know how to overcome that so I asked God one day because I had gone to different churches and all they did was to teach me the scriptures, read the Bible, lift up holy hands. That didn't work. And so finally I asked God to let me see myself because I didn't know myself and he allowed me to see. One day I was just getting dressed in the mirror and I had a quick glimpse of myself from within and I'm like, wow, I didn't know I had all that darkness inside of me. It was like a darkness that was evil inside of me and I had no idea. And then I asked him to let me know how to overcome it and he caused me to realize that I was in a fallen state because I resented my mother who had turned me away from my father.  When they turn you away from your earthly fathers, they turn you away from God. And if you don't love your earthly father, you're never gonna love God. I don't care how many bibles you read. You could read the Bible until the cows come home. You could read the, you could hold up holy hands and quote scriptures. You could go to church Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday. But if you don't love your earthly father, you're never gonna love God. How can you say you love God, who you never see and hate your earthly father? It's not gonna work. If you love men, your earthly father represents God. Even if he's weak, he still represents God. And love, to love him, me, not to hate him. Don't resent him. It doesn't mean you gotta hang out if you don't want to, but just don't resent him. And anyone who don't have anger has love. But if you have anger, you have no love.  You play God, you will never know God. One thing I want to tell you, that no human being can teach you how to be a man. No human being. But what they can do if they have overcome that Father's sake, they can point the way to show you how to become a man. You can't. Cutting out a tree doesn't make you a man. You know what I mean? Pain in the house doesn't make you a man. It just provides an opportunity for you to earn a living. But it doesn't make you a man. And that's why we need fathers in the homes and the fathers should love what's right with ours heart, soul, and might, along with nothing else. Along with nothing else. You should love what's right more than you love yourself, more than you love your wife, more than you love your children, or any physical thing. Because if you don't love what's right more than anything else, that thing or that person will control you. It will control you, or he or she or whatever. But when you love what's right more than anything else, nothing on earth can control you. You can take it or leave it, really.    Good night. You sleep on the couch like a baby, like a virgin, right? And so, but if you love her more than you love what's right, she can control you. She really can. And until you overcome that fallen state, they will control you. You have no other choice. So I'm going to show you today how to overcome that fallen state that you would never, ever, ever, ever be controlling here. I used to be a beta male. I was there. I know what it means to be that way. But I also know what it means to be a free person, to be free, to love what's right, to take it or leave it. Nothing's that important more than what is right. So first, so I want to use this time to try to answer your questions, things that you're dealing with, anything that you want to know. I want to know that. But first, let me ask, how many guys you have anger? Okay. And the rest of you don't, right? Am I right about that? So this is so nice. So everyone who didn't raise their hands don't have anger. Am I right about that? I can't hear you. Yeah, you can talk. I like fellowshiping together. All right. So let me see you guys with the anger again. Oh, see now I see more hands going up. What a mess. What a mess. Let me see the guys that don't have anger. Oh, good. Amazing. So let me ask you, can you go to the mic and tell me how did you overcome your anger right here? Yeah. I want to know how did you overcome your anger? So did you have anger at one time? I did. I mean, I was resentful of my father, you know, from my mostly teenage years, but throughout the years, I've just been able to overcome and forgive and appreciate him for his lack of, you know, leadership in our family. You know, but I mean, I perceive it as that way, but, you know, I'm still going through my journey. I'm not sure if you would call it anger, but, you know, there was certainly some resentment. And so you don't have it at all now? I mean, maybe there's very little of it. I mean, there's still part of me that would wish that, you know, my dad would have taught me how to be stronger, you know, as a man. But I realize that I need to take responsibility of that feeling and just not, you know, putting on him, burning on him. So it's my own journey. Do you still have it at all now? All right, I do, I do. All right, I do, yes, sir. I'm sorry? Yes, sir, I said I do. Still a little bit, yeah. You still have it, right? I still a little bit. But why did you say you had overcome? Well, yeah. I mean, it's a process. It's a process.  So you still have it? I still have it, yeah. Yes, sir. Amazing. So what did your father do to you that caused you to be angry at him? I mean, I would just, I would just, well, I mean, it's, I would hallucinate that he wasn't trying to be supportive of me. I mean, he was, he was there. He worked a lot, but he was there in the household. Right. And he was very loyal to my mother, which I really appreciated. But I'm the only son. And I wish that there were more times that he and I spent more time together.  So, you know, I wish that he taught me more of what it was to be a man. I mean, I was actually just having a conversation with my friend about this, saying that, you know, I think I learned more indirectly from my maternal grandfather how to be a man because he was more like, he was more. He teach you about being a man. My father? Or my grandfather? Yeah. I beg your pardon. My father or my grandfather? You say you learned more from your internal father how to be a man. Oh, I learned more from my maternal grandfather. Yes, sir. And what did he teach you that caused you to be a man? He just, he just, he, you know, there were like a lot of life lessons.  And my, my, and then I kind of, I kind of left my cousin just to kind of fight on his own.   So, you know, those little, those little fleeting memories that. Oh, okay. So what did your father do to you that caused you to be angry at him? He didn't, he didn't really, it's more of a, it's, I think I would say it's more of a, an omission. More than what he did not do versus what he did to me. So he didn't do anything to you? No, sir. I mean, he was very, very loving, very supportive. So why were you angry at him then? I think it was more of his absence, more than anything.  All right. So, yeah. Interesting. Yes, sir. All right. I want to, the guy in the red hat, you said that you don't have anger, right? True. Come to the mic for me. And then, yes, sir, it helps. This fellowship, we're here to help one another. We're not just here to hear Jesse talk. All right. We got, you got to know if I know what I'm talking about, I could be just making up some. You know what I'm saying? You got to know that you know that you know that you know, because if you don't know that you know, you don't know if it's true or not. You know what I'm saying? You're just taking somebody at their word. Whatever, ever, ever, ever, but never. As long as you want this, sir, just take somebody's word. You got to know that you know that you know.  But when you know that you know that you know, then you know. So, when you hear speakers up speaking, let it go in one ear and out the other. Don't hold on to anything. Don't hold on to anything. You always want an empty glass. So, just always let words go in one ear and out the other. All right? Don't hold on to anything. Don't hold on to anything. So, you don't have anger. I do not. And how were you able to overcome it? A strong connection to a higher power, a focus on seeing myself, accepting my part in what created anger before, and then forgiveness, and then a sense of just love. Amazing. That's all good. Isn't that like amazing? Okay, come back because you said nothing. Everything you said made no sense. But it's all good, right? But it made no sense. What part of it didn't you understand? What is a higher power? Pardon me? What is a higher power? What is a higher power? It's whatever you choose to put faith in that is outside of you that can bring guidance to you. See how that made no sense? Pardon me? But I understand. It made no sense at all, but it just sound good. And if you're not aware, it feels good. But it won't do anything for you. No, I know it's good. No. How did you become angry? I had a preconceived notion of how I wanted my world to be like happiness and a happy family. And I worked really hard and gave everything I possibly could. And then when the outcome was that I didn't achieve that or I thought somebody took that away from me. Then in that moment, I became very angry because my preconceived notion, my expectation of the relationship went out the window. Are you married? Twice. You've been married twice? And why didn't it work? Because I owned, I contributed to the situation where I was not meeting up to the expectations of my wife and my children. And what was your wife's expectation of you? Good God, man. Amazing. Hell if I know. I love fellowshiping. Hell if I know. And so you didn't know what it was or how do you know you didn't meet up to it? No, no, no. She made that decision the day she walked out. She's like, I'm leaving because you're not living up to my expectation? No, she just left. But how do you know she left because you didn't live up to her expectation? Well, why else would a woman leave? So you're just making that up too? Well, I make up everything. See? How many of you smoke pot? Oh, no. Do you smoke pot? Hell no. Okay. I want to be present. Hell, it's hard enough. That's for sure. Now that's true. Stay off the pot. How about the alcohol? But I'll tell you how to stay off the pot. Don't worry about that right now. We'll get to that. You drink? Hell no. It's hard enough. It's hard enough. What's hard enough? Just stay in present and being able to deal with life as it is.  All right, I'll come back to you. All right. Thank you. Amazing. Let's say I want to tell you the easiest thing in the world to do is to live a life as a man. It is the easiest thing in the world to do. It's a no effort, zero effort. And anyone who's trying to live as a man is a beta. A lot of you are slept makers too, right? I heard. You're just slept makers here? No? You know what a slept maker is? So anybody else here is a slept maker? Is that a no? Is that a no? We don't have any more slept makers, right? It's not one. Okay.  Slept makers? Anyone who has sex out of wedlock is a slept maker.  So you're making sluts. But it'll stop after today, I hope, eventually. So right here, what do you guys say you don't have anger in this second row? Okay, can you come to anybody for me? Isn't this fun? I'm already learning. So you don't have anger? No. No, I don't. And how are you able to overcome anger? Well, like, I had anger early on in my life, you know what I mean? When I was a kid, because my dad left when I was like four years old. And, you know, it was a lot of built up anger. But as I got older, I let go of it because I just accepted the world for what it was. And I actually embraced the fact that my dad left because I felt like it made me stronger at the end of the day. It did make you stronger, you say? Yeah. When he left? No, not initially when he left, but like where I'm at right now.  No. It was once I started, once the growing pains started happening, you know what I mean? At what age did the growing pains start to happen? Like teenage years coming up, you know what I mean? And so as a teenager... That's when my anger, that's when, you know, I had the anger, but I let go of all that. And so what made you angry at him as a teenager? Just not knowing things, you know, knowing things that a father teaches you, you know what I mean? Yeah.  And what did you want your father to teach you?    What is... No, man, like man, like how to be a man.  Man ship. Man ship? Man ship? Yeah. What the... One thing about... Are you a millennial? Nah, come on. How old are you? 31. Yeah, you're a millennial, don't know it. Oh, I'm in that group too? Yeah. Oh, okay.  One thing about millennial, they were cursed in a minute.  I'm like, what the... They occurred, it's the second language. My fault, my fault. Well maybe the first, no problem. I understand it. I don't care.  Yeah, yeah. And what is man ship? I'm saying as far as a mindset, certain skills... What's the mindset that you wanted from your father? I would say accountability, responsibility.  She did, but in a different way. What do you mean? I probably would have learned it. I think it was her delivery that even though she was saying something, I wasn't really hearing it. So you wanted your father to teach you how to read and write or cut down a tree or what? Yeah, that, but also just the basics of being a man. I totally understand that. I'm having fun, but I totally understand. But I ended up learning that later on, you know what I'm saying? And so now you know man ship? I mean, I'm not going to say I'm perfect, but still learning, still growing. But you do know some man ship? Some, yeah. Like what? Like I mentioned man, just being accountable. What are you accountable for? Everything. Like what? Everything that goes wrong, I'm not blaming nobody. Like what? Like for example, like a relationship, like, you know, before I used to point the finger, all that. But now I'm, you know what I mean? Like it's all on me. Are you in a relationship now? No. You've been married before? No. Have you ever been in a relationship? Yes. And so in that relationship, what did you learn? That I messed up. I did a lot of messed up things, you know what I mean? Like what? Isn't this like amazing? We're getting deep. This is so amazing. And because we walk around thinking we know, we really don't know. But when we have to examine ourselves, we really realize we don't know. We just going along with what we heard and believe into it. And whatever you believe into believes in you and it controls you. If you notice, there are a whole lot of people who believe in the Bible, right? Have you heard of people who believe in the Bible? And they can quote the Bible to the cows come home. Am I right about that? But they have nothing as a fruit cane. But they believe in the Bible. But they have no more, no sense. They have no love. They're in and out of different relationships. They're sleeping around with everybody and their mama. But so what did you learn with the last woman you were with? What did you learn from that? I could be a better, how should I say, like right from the beginning. Knowing how to judge. Like, know how to pick the right partner. You know what I'm saying? Because I think that... Pick the right partner? Well, yeah, like... Could you say pick the right partner? Yeah, well, what's up?  It's a man or a woman. A woman. Oh, don't use the word partner. Well, I'm saying like this. Like, after... No, no, what I'm saying is... Don't use the word partner because a partner means two men or two. Or two lesbians. It's a girlfriend or wife. All right? Let's get it right. Oh, come on, man. See, we've been trying to use that word partner now because the homosexuals want you to believe that their thing is right too. So now straight people going partner. What's up? Before we used the word partner, we used to say girlfriend or wife. Remember that? Yeah. Now the guys are saying partner. And so now I'm not sure they were the man or woman. I'm just saying. But anyway, what you learned from the last woman you were with? Ways I could have managed that situation a lot better. That's one quick example. One quick example, they would move on. Like, let's say her being emotional. Me not feeding into it. You what now? Me not feeding into that whole thing, you know what I mean? Yes. So, you know, little things here and there. Right on.  You didn't get married to her. No, no, no.  Yeah, right away. Right away? Yeah. Right away. That's like rolling up a joint and smoking it right away, right? Why did you do that? Because I wanted to. And why? Because I was sexually attracted to her. Why? Because she looked good. And why? I mean, I don't know how far we could go. All the way.  No. And why not?  And why do you regret making her your girlfriend? I mean, I just didn't, I didn't, I didn't better out. Like, I didn't, I didn't really get to know her enough before making her my girlfriend. Right on. If that makes sense. Okay. I appreciate that, man. I'm going to come back to you in a minute. I want to find one other person who has to overcome anger. And then I want to find one that maybe two that are still angry. All right. And so you have no anger now at all. No, I'm good now. You have no anger. No. Zero. Zero. You never get angry.  At the end of the day, you know. So do you ever get angry? Ever? I mean, yeah, it happens every now and then. But now I know how to control it. I know how to control the anger. So you do get angry. Yeah, but I don't live with anger. I don't live with it. But you do get angry. Yeah. So if you don't, if you overcome anger, well, how do you get angry if you don't have anger? I mean, I think it's just a human emotion. Like it's just everybody gets angry. They do? Every now and then. Yeah. Did you know that any male that has anger is a woman? That's crazy. That's crazy. But did you know that? No, I didn't know that. Yeah. Now that you know, what do you think about that? Well, I'm trying not to get angry then. Amazing. So did you have your hand? Okay. Come on. I had to think about it before I came out here, but I don't really think I have anger in me. You don't think you have it? No. You might have it and don't know it? I'm almost positive. I don't. And how did you, you had it at first, right? At one time? I've always been a naturally pretty happy person. So I don't think so. So what now? I've always been a pretty naturally happy person. So I don't think so. So you have never had anger? Not that I can recall. I mean, if you realize like everything comes from some place and you might not be able to make sense of it. What's the point of getting angry at something that you don't really understand? It comes from something. It comes from a place. You go through things in life and it makes sense to you. You don't know that person. No point in getting angry. You try to accept it and move on. And how old are you now? 36.  Maybe stubbed a toe, got mad, hit a cabinet, but I guess I've been always pretty self-aware that I can't control other people. I can control how I feel. So something kind of makes me.  That's it. Bang in my foot? Yeah. But no other person, man or woman, has ever made you angry? Well, they shouldn't. Have any man or woman ever made you angry? I mean, they shouldn't, no. Has any man or woman ever made you angry? Like from then, personally, I'm really thinking about it, no. Like, to be completely honest, if you really know yourself and you realize like I can control how I feel or if my dad punish me for something I did or, and I can't speak for everybody else. I just, my upbringing is different. I've been through a lot. I just never, I had to think about it before I came up here. I just never really felt like, yo, I've been mad at something.  I'm thinking. We don't have our day. Not that I can reason, not that I can reason, and I'm being honest, not that I can reasonably think of to a point like that. Okay. I want you guys to meet Jesus. No, I don't know like what you, like, I don't know if you mean like, I guess I'm saying like, I mean, if you really look at it and a person really shouldn't affect you that way, if you understand that, I guess I understand, I know other people have reasons for doing what they do. I don't. Were you arranged with both parents? Yes, I was. Are you married? No.  Yes. Murder. You've been angry, but we'll get to it in a minute. Okay. But I appreciate that, though. All right. Thank you. Thank you. I saw another hand somewhere. Yes, sir. Real fast. Did I see your hand? So I've definitely had periods where I have been angry over events that have happened in my life. Right. But what I do know, what I do know now through what life has taught me is that if I'm going to be angry, like, it's an emotion. And so I always, emotions, I always have a choice if I want to feel those things, because the things that happen to me are, I've learned that they're not either good or bad, that they're just, it's just things. So you have a choice. And so I give it meaning. So if I, if I say that it's a bad thing, then, yeah, I can get angry over it. I'm not going to say I've never been angry in my life, but it's through my life experience and also in the past few years, through my stronger connection with God, and I guess that, that it's just brought me to some of that truth. So if I'm here, you're right. Are you saying you do have anger, but you control it? I'm saying that I don't have anger anymore. Oh, you don't have it at all? No. And how are you able to overcome it? Through the experience of when something happens to me over and over and over again, that could make me angry. Right. Realizing that, hey, I have a choice as to how I want to perceive it. And so now when something does happen that potentially could make me angry, I stop for a minute and I say, hey, I can get angry, but that's going to be my choice to get angry. And so do I want to get angry? And I say no. And I was, and what I've come to understand through the experience of doing that is that it just kind of goes away, you know, like whatever, whatever that thing was. So you can be at an argument with someone and then you stop for a minute and say, oh, let me see if I want to be emotional about this or not. Right? Yeah. That's amazing. How did you become angry? In the past? Yes. What made you angry? Lots of different things. What caused you to become angry? People, events, circumstances. Oh, OK. That either somebody doing something to me, an event happening, or me finding myself in some sort of circumstance that I wasn't happy with. Is it normal for a male to have anger? I don't really know the answer to that question. I'm sorry? I don't know the answer to that question. So is it normal for you to have had anger? I believe so. And why is that normal? Actually, I don't know that because I think what I know now is that it's not normal for me now. But you don't know how it happened to you, right? Before? Yeah. Yeah, I do know how.  I didn't know that. Yeah. Isn't that interesting? That's really interesting. I'm very curious to bring you to elaborate on that. So did you know you used to be a woman? I didn't know. He looked down at the private part. That doesn't make you a man. Oh, man. So let me ask, are you married? I'm not. You have sex at a wedlock? Absolutely. Why? Because I like it. What do you like about it? Well, I love women. I love the feminine. You love what? I said I love women and I love the feminine and experiencing that.  The feminine. Oh, the feminine woman. And what do you love about those things? I think it's the counter energy of things that I don't have so being able to experience that. So since you can have sex with yourself, you want to experience it with a woman? Yeah.  No. Do you? No. And so that made you want it. So you're having it. I don't understand why would you like about it? What do you like about sex? What do I like about sex? I mean, where do I begin? At the beginning.  And I mean, and so I'll give you an example. Like it's not even just sex, but for me, like I love nature and I view nature as like there's very feminine aspects of nature.  So when you're surfing, it's like having sex? At times, yeah. Wow. It might mean not to go out there with you.  So listen. Yes. If it wasn't for sex, would you have anything to do with a woman? If it wasn't for sex, would I have anything to do with a woman? Yes. Are you sure? You took forever to think. Okay, so sex for recreation and procreation. I'm sorry? What about procreation and having children? Is that totally taken off the table too then? But that's not why you haven't sex. You were not trying to make a baby. Not right now, not presently. Right. So if it wasn't for sex, would you have anything to do with a woman? Beyond friendship? If it wasn't for sex, would you have anything to do with a woman? I don't know the answer to that right now. Yes, you do. Probably not. I rest my case. Okay, man, that's honesty. I appreciate that. So let me see someone with that. You say you have anger, right? In the mask. You just say, can you come up to the mic for me? Do you mind? All right. And then I want to hear right here. This is like amazing so far. I want to encourage you to start asking questions. Know thyself. If you want to overcome anything, know yourself. Even God said know thyself, right? And 99.999, 0.9. Not all, not all, not all, not all. But 0.9 of people do not know themselves. They have no clue. And that's why you can't, you have not overcome. You got to get to know yourself. So you have anger? Yes, sir. I'm sorry? Yes, sir. And what caused you to become angry? Where did that come from? Well, basically I just came back from a six-month deployment. I was stationed in Africa. You came back from what? A six-month deployment. I was stationed in Africa. Yes, I was in the military. I have been in the military right now. I had a lot of anger dealing with that, because my life was on the line. Yeah. My coach is here. Coach EO, he's my coach. And he got me through those trying times. Right on. Basically dealing with those emotions of dealing with taking somebody's life. Thank God I didn't have to do that. But I had dealt with anger issues in the past, dealing with situations where my parents and other loved ones dealing with the stand-up of myself. Right. Noticing that to deal with those certain emotions, everything that I just don't want to go off of here say. That's right. I do believe in the Most High. Yes, God. But when I read the Bible, I want to interpret it for myself, not for just somebody who just preaches to me. Right. I've been in the church. It's a feel-good type of setting when they go and they speak. But when you go out, you still feel depressed, anger, jealousy, all of that. Do you want to overcome anger? Yes, sir. Do you want to live where you never have to deal with it again? I want to say I want to live with peace. I want to say that I'm a perfect person and say I'm never going to have anger. Do you want to be perfect? No. You don't want to be perfect? I just want to be a man who understands myself and others and not put judgment on others because I don't want to judge other people. I'm not God. I'm not saying that. I'm saying that. I want to be able to look at somebody and realize that they are human just like me with the same issues, the same problems. And the only thing I could do is give my advice from my experience to help that person just to be a helping man. So you don't want to be perfect? You'll never be perfect. You'll always have... But do you want to be perfect? I strive to be perfect, but it's a process. Everything in life is a process. Who told you that? It's a process. I learned that from my own experience. Nobody told me. I learned that growing up, everything is a process. Everything is... You grow to be a better person each and every day. It's not like you're going to this world and say, oh, I'm perfect. This is so good. It's like mind-blowing. It's like, I don't know if you've heard. I don't have an Afro. I have an Amerifor. Right? I don't have African drums beating in my chest. The Amerifor guitar playing in my heart. But like I say to Spain, that's how good this is. I'm an Amerifor. So you don't want to be perfect? As long as I live to do what I have to do each day and I'm at peace with it and just live in my life. Do you want to be perfect? What's perfect? What's perfect to you? You said you was striving to be perfect. No. What did you say about striving? I said I'll never be perfect. I'll never be perfect. Do you want to be perfect? If the most I strive for me to be perfect then I'll want to follow in his ways and know how he can make me perfect. But I am the only one who could be perfect. Do you want to be perfect? I don't know. You don't know if you want to be perfect or not? To be honest, I don't know. I'm telling you, I don't know. You don't know if you want to be perfect? But what's being perfect though? I don't understand. I'm just trying to get a little understanding. You don't know if you want to be perfect or not? I don't know, man. I don't know. I don't know. This makes you want to smoke a joint, right? Anybody have some pot on you? No, I don't smoke pot. I'm just playing. Millennials smoke pot. Like, now they're going normal. So that's why. A lot of guys I work with smoke pot. So you don't know what it is, right? So what last thing did I move on? Do you believe we could be perfect? Being perfect for each individual is different. So if people think they can strive to be perfect then... Do you believe we could be perfect? Do I believe it? Yes. You can be perfect, but you can't do it without God's help. Okay. You can't do it. I appreciate that, man. And I wish you well.  All right? We're going to get you through all this stuff. It's so easy to overcome it just like that. All right? I appreciate it. Any questions for me right now? No, sir. Okay. Thank you, man. I appreciate it. All right. Thank you. You have anger, right?  Oh, yeah. Yeah, definitely. And how did you become angry? When I began, I mean, always started when I was a kid, you know, just... I remember specific times I was a hockey player and learning how to stick handle and actually shoot where I'm trying to aim at.  Just living life as a human, just natural emotions going through my body. Yeah. So I now just started naturally feeling it and I never really thought about it until, you know, the past couple of years that I haven't angered you. Yeah. Yeah. Do you believe a man should be angry? You know, everyone has their own opinion, but me, yeah, I do believe it. You know, it's just... It's normal for men to be angry. I mean, you're saying otherwise, but... You haven't said yet. I just said a man that has anger is a woman, but I just said if it's normal, I'm normal right now. I mean, yeah, it should be normal, you know... For a man to be angry? Yeah, but depends on how you go about the actions. What do you mean?  But it depends on how you deal with the emotions. So, like, if you actually go end up hitting someone because you're in an argument, you know, it's the wrong way of taking it, the other way of taking it, you know, maybe take a couple breaths, step onto the side. When you are angry, is it controlling you or are you controlling anger? Me?  It's controlling you?  Isn't that amazing? It's crazy how it works like that. Do you... Were you raised with both father and mother? I was raised with both.  My father. My father. Did you know before today that any male that had anger is a woman? Well, I don't believe in that just because you said it. That's right. So, no. It's not true. So, you didn't know before today that, even though I said it, you don't know if it's true or not, that any male that has anger is a woman.  Oh, no, because I started... Because I learned how to take the proper action of how to get rid of that anger. How do you get rid of it? Well, I fight MMA, so I hit the bag. You hit the bag? Mm-hmm. And then get rid of the anger? Oh, yeah. It melts right away. It's like that's... Does it come back? Does it come back later? Huh? Does it come back later? No, no. Unless something else happens to happen. So, there's something else that can happen to you? I mean, it depends only... It's always like a he said, she said kind of thing. If it's something that is continuously gave me angry, I've removed that situation or that person from my life.  Yeah, I was trying to figure out what you're saying. Sex on what? Out unmarried. Oh, yeah, yeah, absolutely. Do you have unmarried sex? I'm black and slow, so I may be saying it wrong. No, no, no. You're saying it quickly, actually. Do you have unmarried sex? Absolutely. That is so white, huh? Unmarried sex. Yeah, yeah, I do have an unmarried sex.  Yeah, yeah, I do that as well. Why? Why? I mean, I'm a human being. You know, men are attracted to men. I mean, women, men are attracted to women. So you have a partner. No, it's all right. I'm a human. I can make a mistake. Look, see, there's an anger coming out. There's an anger coming out. So he has a partner. No, we're human beings. We're meant to, you know, mingle with females. So why would I not be attracted to females?  Just my body saying, yeah, that's right. Has anything ever come good, anything good ever come out of having sex out of unmarried? Well, I've never been pregnant into a girl, so yeah, it's only been good. I mean, look, there's some issues with the girl later on the road, you know? But nothing crazy, you know? So if it causes problem, every time you have sex unmarried and some type of problem comes as a result, why do you still do it? No, not every time. It only happened, like, you know, two, three times. There was an issue with it. It only happened three times?  All right. Yeah.  No, not really, but I like my sex. You say you banged. You're not having sex.  Yeah, come on, man. Like, you know, it's awesome. It feels good, you know, it's just nice to get, it's kind of like comforting being with a girl too at, like, before and after it. It feels good. It's just nice being around females. You say it feels good, right? Yeah, it feels good, yeah. What is causing you to feel bad that you need sex? What's been, wait, can you say that question again? What is causing you to feel bad that you need sex so you can feel good? Oh, no, nothing. It's just like a bonus. It's that cherry on top, like when you get an ice cream Sunday, you know, you want the hot fudge on top, maybe a couple of strawberries, you know. That's what it is. Life is great for me, you know. I don't have a complaint. Is sex love? Um, sometimes, yes. Sex is sometimes love? Yeah, I mean, should be 100% of time, but what is love? What is love? What is love? What is love? Um, I mean, I never had true love, you know. You never had it? Huh? What did you say? I never had true love, so I can't answer that. And what is true love? I mean, probably a good relationship between two individuals, hopefully a man and a woman where, you know, they help each other out. They kind of solve problems together. They raise children together and they're always able to come out of any situation strong together. Do you want that? I would love that. Okay. Amazing. Amazing, right? Amazing. Amazing. That is like amazing. All right. Any questions for me? Oh, let me ask this one. As a matter of fact, I do have a question for you. Let me ask you this first thing you can ask me. All right. If it wasn't for sex, would you have a say in doing with a woman? Um, you know what? I mean, like, I was trying to think about that when you were asking the other gentlemen. And, um, you know, like I said before, yeah, I would.  I mean, I hope this is on YouTube because my future wife might see this. She might not like it. But, I mean, like I was saying, I like that before and after or just being with that comfort of a female, you know? Um... So if you're not having sex, you still have comfort with a woman? Yeah, you know, it's nice to... It's like a blanket. Yeah, no, it's kind of like, it's kind of like a nice, warm aura, you know?  I mean, when I'm with my boys, we're always doing something. Like, and it's not, you know, we're sitting around, you know, complimenting each other. It's nice when the girl's like, hey, you're looking good.  So when you go around a woman, you're hanging out with your friends.  I mean, I don't feel out of nowhere. I hate, you know, like, if I'm not doing anything, you know, maybe I'll hit up a couple of ladies and be like, hey, who wants to hang out and see what's good. And then it's just a bonus when I'm hanging out with them there. Like, they give me a couple of compliments. It makes me feel good. There's a couple others, but... All right, any questions for me? Yeah, yeah, yeah.  Not anymore. I used to be a major slept-maker. So you're a married man? A major slept-maker. Are you a married man? I'm sorry? No, not now. No, okay. I used to think that I couldn't live without sex. I literally thought if I didn't have sex, I was gonna die. Anybody ever had that bad? No, no. I remember what I would... Is that it for me? Yeah. That's amazing. Thank you. Come on down, slept-maker. I remember, are you proud to be a slept-maker? Me? Uh-huh. I had an award, slept-maker award. No, I'm glad. I'm glad. I used... When I was dating, in order for me to break up with one woman, I had to have another weight in the West Wing. That's how soon as I was about it. Anybody know about that? I just couldn't break up with a woman unless I expected if I cared about her, unless I had another one waiting. You know? So, amazing. How many guys tell women their problems? Wow. Y'all can be earnest? Three, four, five, six, baby! Let me ask the young man in the back, with the red shirt, you know, why do you tell women, go to the mic for me, come on? Look, he got all muscles and everything. Can you imagine a guy with muscle telling a woman his problems? What the... I'm sure the woman's sitting there thinking, what am I supposed to do about it? Why do you tell... What type of problem do you talk to women about, concerning you?  I'm a slut maker, so... Slut maker! I mean, just being honest, but, you know, I would talk to...  I've known since we were kids. Right.  I can hear you at the gym now. Uh! Uh! Uh!  What does that feel like when you're telling a woman your problems? What do you expect to get from it?   I have anger, you know, so... And where'd your anger come from? I would say my childhood growing up. And what happened to your childhood that caused you to become angry? I would say more of my relationship with my older brother. I have an amazing relationship with my father. I talked to him 30 minutes before I came in here. You were angry with your father one time? No. No. I mean... I have an amazing relationship with my father. Oh, you have a good relationship? Yeah. Yeah, sir. Nice. Do you have a good relationship with your mother, too? Yes, sir. Yes. What does that like to have a good relationship?  Um, 90 more now. I'm more geared at towards my father than anything. I would say the past five, six years. Yeah. I try not to tell too much to my mother because I feel like as a son, hey, my dad's going to understand, you know, things I'm going through more emotionally and mentally, even physically, than my mom. Right on. Okay. That's amazing you tell women your problems. Yeah. Who else tell women their problems? Oh, okay. Let me ask this young man here. Thank you, man. And then I want to tell you this and then I take questions. You tell women your problems. Yes, sir. And why? I don't know. Thinking back, I guess, probably has something to do with being raised by a single mom. Okay. You know, just, I guess, just the way I raised.   And are you married? No, no. I wasn't never, never. Yeah. But I wasn't a serious, serious relationship. That kind of changed me as well. Being a serious relationship. Then I kind of, I started becoming more open and started, you know, just let it out. Everything just started telling everything, which I looking back, I think it's been a mistake.  Yes. And why?  Seeing other people who did it. Oh, I mean, not seeing other people. Yeah.  Oh, okay. Do you believe you could be perfect? I think so. Do you want to be perfect? Yes. And why? Why wouldn't I be? What does it mean to be perfect? In your mind? Oh, man. Definitely not having anger or just having control over anger. That's one of them. And just be more caring. Definitely be financially, definitely be financially free and a lot of stuff. Right. Just, just, yeah. Yeah. Amazing. Any questions for me? Not the moment. Probably will come later. Okay. Yes. So let me lay this out for you and then whatever questions you may have. I mean, because I see that we're running out of time. A man has no anger. Any man that has anger is a female. And that's why God said we must be born again. A man cannot have anger because he represents God. And God is perfect love. And in perfect love, there is no fear. There is no doubt. There is no anger. There is no insecurity. There is no worry. You never, ever, ever doubt. You always see what to do in every situation. You see how to overcome it because you represent the father. God and Christ, Christ and man, man over woman and woman over children. And so the women and the children need you to be perfect. And because women, the man came from God and the woman came from the man. So the woman looks up to the man as the man looks to Christ and Christ looks to God. But if the man is looking to the woman, the role is reversed and all you're getting is hell. You're not going to be free. It's not the order and it's never going to work. And what happened is when Adam, during the Adam and Eve syndrome, the story of Adam and Eve, Adam had a perfect relationship with his father. He loved his father. They communicate without words. And when you return to the father, that's what's going to happen to you too. You're going to communicate with the father without words. So Adam loved his father. And then God created the woman from Adam. And the reason he created the woman is because he wanted to keep creating human beings. And without doing it from the earth, he wanted to do it through the woman. It's easier that way. So he set it up where the woman can have babies and things like that. That's why women are having babies. And so what happened was he made Eve for Adam. And so Eve came along and Eve loved Adam who loved her father. And life was amazing. It was perfect. Right? And then along come Satan, the deceiver. And he said to Eve, you know what, Eve? Well, he tried to say to Adam, I'm like, no, get away.   Get out of my house. You're not welcome here. And he said, okay, I'm not going to work on the man because the man has a relationship with God. And he recognized evil and he rejected. And so what Satan did was he went to Eve. He said, you know what Eve? You don't have to listen to Adam. He just says this. He, he want to control you.  You could be equal to women. And so he's like, yeah, he's like, yes. And so she went home and told Adam what Satan has said. Right? And Adam said, no, stay away from evil. It's not good. He's deceiving you. Don't believe it. Right? And he's like, okay, honey, I won't do it. And so another time came about and Eve was out with her girls at the club, her night out.  Her night out with the girls, right? And so Satan saw her at the bar.  And he's like, yeah. Okay, he bought a drink. He's like, you look nice. You're so pretty. You lie to women to get what you want.  You're so smart. You don't care about how smart she is. You just want sex. Right? And so Satan told Eve again, you could be like your husband. He's trying to control you. He's a sexist. He doesn't like you. He's over you, right? And Eve believed it. And the moment Eve believed it, she turned away from her husband. And Satan became her God. She can only believe lies after that. She became emotional. She fell away from consciousness from the voiceless voice of God. And she woke up in her imagination, started believing thoughts and about life being up and down. And she started to believe that emotions are good and you should have it. Because prior to believing in lies, she didn't have emotions. She was, she had a logical mind. And anyone who has a logical mind cannot be emotional because it's the light unto your feet. And so Eve went home. She's like, you know what? I'm independent now. I joined the women's group today. I belong to the National Women Association who hate men. I'm on my own. And Adam was like, no, no, no, don't go. And she said, all right, we got to have sex. And so he had sex. And Eve said, you know what? I want to be free. And Adam believed Eve, long story short. He believed Eve. And the moment he believed Eve, he became his God. And today, the woman is the man's God. And Satan is the woman's God. Thank God Christ came. God loves us so much. He sent away so that we can overcome it. He sent his son. And his son was perfect. No ego and none of that stuff that you all have right now, right? He sent his son. And his son said, my father sent me so I can make a way back. So you can make a way to overcome this stuff. Because prior to that, you had no way to overcome. And so the son said, if you believe me, then you believe into the father because the father and I are one. He's with me. He's in me. I'm his son. And if you believe what I say, you can return to the father as well. And so that's not a way back, right?   But any woman that goes into a man's world is life. And everyone who is born of a woman is dying because of who her father is. She has an ego. She's rebellious. She doesn't want to listen to her husband, right? She hates all men because he represents God. So when you're born through your mother, you take on your mother's identity, the ego, which is anger, which is judgment. And anyone who has anger is judging. You're playing God. Anyone who plays God will never know God. That's why God said, before you enter into the kingdom of heaven within, you must forgive.  And when mothers turn you away from your earthly father, she's turning you away from God. Because through the earthly father, once you love him, you automatically return to the father that's in you.  All your daddy is abusive. Your daddy didn't love you. Your daddy was this. And the moment she put pressure on you to be a certain way who are growing up, you got to do what mama's saying.  You started limiting your head rather from, from logic, from the mindset of God, consciousness, right? You started limiting your head. You started believing in thoughts. And every thought is a lie.  They let you down.  They let you down.  They say, oh, you have HTSD or whatever, right? You have H-H-D-S-S-D-S-T-Ds. I know a lot of guys with STDs, right? Because they don't know how to point you back to the father.  Because they turn you away from your own identity, turn you toward her. And now you think and act and feel like a woman.  Because they hate men.  Because they don't realize in most cases that they're working against God serving Satan. Because Satan hates the image of man. And he's using the woman, your mother, your grandmother, the woman you meet. They're using the woman to destroy the man because he represents love. He represents insight. He represents good. He represents life.  Nobody hates their fathers. They yearn for their father.  But still, that void is still there. You can get all the money in the world. You can hear all the speeches, read all the books, live on the hill. But that emptiness is still there. And what it is ain't longing for the father. And until you stop resenting your father, your father couldn't help himself.  And if you don't overcome your mother, every woman you get involved with is mama.   Don't ask for forgiveness. Don't apologize for anything that you have done because she recreated her image. And all you were doing, you were mirroring image of your mother. And it means you're intersect like this before the wrong time because you're looking for something that was missing. And what is missing is the father.  No woman has love. Women need love from the man who's come from Christ who's come from God. Women do not have love. So they don't have love to give you. That emotional stuff they feel come from hate. When you have anger, it'll awaken your lower nature. That's why when you're mad at your wife, you have the best sex. Or when you make it up, you have the best sex, right? It's that lower nature. But when you don't have anger, you could do it in the right way. A woman would come into your life, you would date her and get to know her. And you would see if this is the right woman that I'd like to be married to.  Because you can see that this is the woman. But because you're looking for mama's love, you can't see what you're getting into. And you end up with the wrong woman.  And the cycle goes from generation to generation.  Don't ask for forgiveness. Just say, hey, I'm sorry for resenting you, for turning me away from my father, for being impatient, for imposing your will on me when I was a kid. And if the mothers apologize, fine, if they don't, that's fine. And never, ever, ever ask anyone for forgiveness because human beings do not forgive. That's why nowhere in the scripture is said go and ask for forgiveness. It says go and forgive and I will forgive you. What do you mean is anyone who has anger, and anger is hatred, is resentment, it just has a new word. It's hatred. And anyone who has hate, judge. They make decisions, they judge, they resent themselves and other people. And God, you are playing God. And when you play God, you would never know God. You would never know him because you think you are God but saying this is your daddy. And so the sin, you know how I said confess your sin and he will forgive you and you can enter in. The sin is not the sex, it's not the drugs, it's not the whatever you're into.  You're not yourself.  That's why it's hard to go to her and tell her the truth about herself. It's hard to disagree.    All women are your God and so you can't stand up to her. But once you forgive your mother, I'm sorry for resenting you for hating you for what you've done. That's what you've been doing, right? And if she says, I'm sorry son, I didn't know what I was doing or I'm wrong, that's nice. And if she doesn't, that's nice. If she fall out and die, you just say, oh mama is dead. Go get the insurance. I don't know about white people but the insurance paper is always in the kitchen right next to the drawer in that drawer by the knives and faucet thing. Go get the insurance.  That's her responsibility.  Your father was not able to do it because they didn't overcome their mother. Nobody told them they had to go and forgive the mother so that they could return to the father. Forgive your father for not protecting you from the mother so they couldn't help it, right? And in that very moment you will change. When you deal with your mother, you're going to wake up right away. She doesn't have to apologize. You forgive her and your life will change and you will come back to your natural state of being. You will be perfect as your father in heaven is perfect. You represent him and you will be as he is. We are a spirit. There are two kingdoms. There's a foster kingdom on the outside in the world and the world going crazy, right? But the New Testament, the New Kingdom is inside of us. Inside of us there's another reality and it's perfect. It's light, it's insight, it's wisdom, it's communication with the father without words. It guides you in every day and so what happens is once you overcome that, your mother, you're going to stop living in your head. You're going to get is a lie and you're going to live by logic that only comes from God, right? And his ways are always perfect, always good and you will be perfect.  You're not a physical, you just live in a physical.  You come from God, you have his nature.  You're going to return inside to his nature.  You will not have anger. You will be able to deal with whatever. You can take it or leave it when the world is going crazy. You won't be a part of it. You'll be in it, but not of it. You won't be freaking out. When the Chinese virus comes, you won't freak out. You will be able to save your money by land and do your thing.   Don't ever date a woman that's older than you. Do not move into her place. You will live to regret it. She will judge you. And never, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, ever, but never tell the woman your problem.  You said, no, I'm not doing that 50 years ago by. And you say, no, I'm not doing that anymore. She's going to say, prove it. And you can never prove that you're innocent to a woman. Because a woman, God is Satan, and she lives off judgment. She gets life from driving you nuts. She gets life from that. If she can make you mad, she feel good.   Or she'll offer you a good meal. She'll make you feel good, and she has control over you. But when you return to your natural self, you're not controlled by emotion. No one can make you feel bad or feel good, because you have perfect love. You can speak up. You love even your enemy. It doesn't mean you hang out with your artist with them. So you got to return to your natural state of being. Right now, you're women. You're not men. It's abnormal for men to be angry. You're not a man's natural state. That's the woman's natural state of being. Because God is the man's God, and Satan is the woman's God, and you feel to bring her out of that. Out of that emotional state so that she doesn't destroy your children. But mothers are turning boys and girls against the fathers.  Look at the black community. I can't even find a real man in the black community. They're just like their mommas. Black Lives Matter. Anybody have heard of it?  Lesbians. I never thought I'd see a day when men would follow lesbians. I knew that they would follow women, but I didn't know they would go down to the lesbians. You know you got to be a beta when you follow a lesbian. Right? But men are subject to women because the woman is your God. But forgive your mother. I'm sorry for resenting you and then God will forgive you and he'll bring you back and the woman will not be your God. The order will come and you're going to operate in the perfect way. That makes sense a little bit? Smoke on it. Well, don't smoke. On to the piehead, don't smoke. I'm playing. But you got to come back to yourself and that's the only way it's going to happen. You got to forgive your mothers and your grandmothers.    So now you got all your ideas and emotions about your father come from her. It's not your hatred. You yearn for your father. You're not hating your father. The father hasn't done anything really. We love the father but it's the mother's hatred. But all that would disappear once you forgive her. God will forgive you. All right? That's all the time. Sorry about your questions. Amazing. Right on. So this last thing go to my silent prayer. Let me just say this. I have a silent prayer dot video on my YouTube channel. And it is.  Bring every thought into... All thoughts alive, right? So go to YouTube silent prayer dot video and give it a try. Still do your hoop of the Holland and praise the Lord and carry on, right? And when you calm down be still and know God. So try the silent prayer dot video on my YouTube channel Thank you.