breaking the man code, why he's emotionally unavailable or can't commit. Today we are gonna break the code. This is gonna be some complicated stuff. You may wanna take notes. So please bear with me because I think you're gonna find this incredibly valuable. So really quickly, I use the word code because I was actually thinking about my son who is currently learning how to be a coder. In other words, he's learning programming, he's learning coding. And just like in the creation of code, we all, all of us human beings have a code associated to us. Now, many of you are familiar with DNA coding and that sort of thing, but I'm gonna dive into this in a much deeper level and how this relates to how a man could be emotionally unavailable, how a man might not be able to commit in a relationship. And I think you're gonna find this very valuable. Okay, so I wanna be candid with everyone. Recently I did a guided psilocybin journey and it took me to a place I can't even begin to describe. So when I share what I'm about to share with you today, I literally went back in time. And so bear with me for a second. So when we think of writing code, like my son shared with me, I was watching it. There's line after line after line after line after line of code, X's and O's, exclamation points, all this kind of stuff in creating code for whether or not you're gonna create a website, whether you're gonna create a video game. And the more complicated the project, the more code that is written and we human beings are no different. We have so much coding within us. Coating, okay, I said coding, but I wanna think about coding, C-O-A-T-I-N-G, because we have so many layers associated with us just like peeling an onion. And today we're going to peel the onion into this code. Okay, so many of you've heard me poo poo, masculine and feminine energy. And part of the reason is because I'm what I'm about to share. So for those that have feel offended by it, I think if you bear with me, you might understand why I do that. So let's start with our coding. You know, it's interesting. I was watching a podcast differentiating between ancestral mating practices versus our current dating environment. So let's go backward in time, six million years, six million years ago, when we were practically apes and that sort of thing. Now, from what I understand, Neanderthals are about 200,000 years ago, but let's go back in time. And this is what happened in my psilocybin journey. I literally through my DNA, I went through every past experience of how I got to where I'm at today. I want you to think about this for a second. You have your mother and father. You have your grandmother and grandfather on each of your sides. They have parents on each of their sides. They have grandmother and grandfathers on each of their sides. And if we just go back in time, we, you know, think of where we evolved. And when we were ape-like, we operated based on instinct, much of what our DNA programming was based on instinct. This is where you get the terminology provider, protector, hunter, gatherer. We didn't have communication skills to the extent that we have today. We operated on instinct, okay? And then once we began developing connections with other animals, we formed tribes with these other animals. We formed tribes. But again, there was no real communication to the extent that we have today. So we operated based on instinct and mating back then was actually something rather violent. And when I mean by violent, there was just basically a lot of promiscuity, sexuality, making babies, babies dying. And the perpetuation of the species kept evolving based on this model of just procreation. And again, I know you've heard it over and over. Men are provider protectors. But we have to, and women are nurturing gatherers, but there's so much more to this than just that base instinct. And so when we started to form tribes, what ended up happening is tribes would rival against other tribes. Now, why is this so important to understand for dating, mating, and relating, and understanding the code of a person? Because this is the code that has been passed down to us generation, generation, generation, generation. And in many cases, many of us have been, depending on where our ancestral tribe was, because of war and survival, we experienced generational trauma, ancestral trauma through this upbringing of who we are today, our DNA of who we are today. So I wanna paint a picture for those of you in the United States. I want you to think back to early 1900, New York, okay? We're gonna talk about dating in early 1900, New York. Do you know that there was basically certain sectors where it was the Italian group, the Irish group, the different factions of people, all kind of congregated in a certain area. And they mated within that area group. What I mean by mated, they basically were, wasn't to the same extent that we have this glorified falling in love and soulmates and sort of things. Back then, we basically mated within the tribe we lived in. And I want you to think back, that goes for millions of years, we mated within our tribe. And within our tribe, there was a level of socialization that happened within our tribe. And so this plays all a part to where we're at today. All of this code that is being written for who we are today is based on all of these experiences through our DNA. You know, it's interesting. I grew up in the 60s and 70s. My parents are from another country, okay? From Turkey, actually. Both my parents are from Istanbul, Turkey. And I knew growing up here, actually, I literally live a mile from the home I grew up in, two miles from the home I grew up in. And I was the only, it felt like I was the only foreign kid. I remember Japanese people that Mike and Kevin lived across the street from me. Two brothers, I had a brother and a sister. And I knew that we were different than everyone else because most everyone else was a wasp. This started to play into my conditioning. I want you to think back to grade school, to middle school, all of the conditioning that happened for you that makes up your personality today. And I grew up very awkward in that period of time. And it was very challenging. I withdrew, I was afraid, I didn't feel liked. And I'm sure many of you felt this exact same way growing up. And not to mention the imprinting of what happened in my childhood from my parents. Witnessing my parents are imprinting plays a huge role. If you follow my channel, you're quite familiar with two books I always talk about. Attached by Amir Levine and Rachel Heller and Getting the Love You Want by Harvelle Hendricks, Helen Hunt. The books I recommend are listed below. Why am I talking about this? Because this plays a role into who we are, our imprinting, our, how we observed our parents is all part of this code that I'm talking about. And many of us have experienced childhood wounds in our upbringing. And I don't mean childhood wounds is severe trauma, although some people have had some really horrific things happen to me. Sometimes a childhood wound could simply be your mother left you at the grocery store alone and you were scared for three minutes. But that three minutes felt like a lifetime in an imprinted on who you are today. How your parents cared for you, imprinted on who you are today. And this reflects the choices we make and how we show up in relationship. And this is why a lot of people can show up emotionally unavailable, can't commit, constipated, if you will, because all of this plays into the code. And then we have our socialization. I said this earlier, but many of us were raised with this blueprint of go to college, get a job, meet somebody, get married, buy a house, start a family. And for many of us in midlife, we've experienced failures. Now, when I say the forward failures, I really wanna replace the word with lessons because for some people our unhappy experiences are lessons to where we are at today. And the question is, have we grown from our lessons? And so all of this code, as I started in this conversation, all of this code that is being written for us has been written, well, is it for us has just been written in our lives reflects who we are today, just like our thumb, our fingerprint, our thumbprint, every one of us is unique. See, we have these grand expectations that men are supposed to be provider protectors because that's our influence from instinctually, but there's so much more to this code of who we are.  And I'm just gonna put this up here to discuss. But as I just started this conversation, first we have our instinct based on our gender. We do have that, that is just part of our DNA. Then there's our biology, many women biologically are different. You know, our pheromones, our hormones, our testosterone, our estrogen, there is differences from a biological perspective for males and females. And that's not gender identity, I'm just talking about the biology of someone. Then as I said earlier, our socialization based on our gender. We've been socialized boys and girls and quite frankly, there's been a lot of trauma for boys and girls. I know I experienced a ton of trauma growing up based on being a boy. And I know women, see, it's funny. Men are socialized to stuff our emotions, stuff our feelings. Violence equals success. I want you to think about the football field. You know, when you tackle someone, that equals success. You know, another thing, I'm gonna go off on a tangent here on football, for example, but you know, it's interesting even in a young age, football promotes dishonesty.  To some degree, we've been socialized even to some degree with dishonesty.  You know, integrity isn't really part of our upbringing as much as you think it is. We're actually, you know, we're socialized in very unhealthy ways as boys and girls. And by the way, for girls, you know, where they're socialized in, beauty equals success. All the little girl beauty pageant.  For those of us that grew up in midlife in particular, I know that's changing for the current demographic, but certainly for us growing up, we've experienced a lot of trauma growing up based on our gender. And as I said before, our imprinting from our parents, our love attachment style, this all plays into the code of who we are. And now we have to add the age and life experience for a person that's, you know, like, listen, folks, you know, my dating advice or relationship advice isn't geared to a 20 and 30 year old demographic, although they can surely benefit from what I have to say. But for those in our 40s, 50s and 60s and even 70s, you know, you know, divorce plays a role in this job loss, kids, baggage, all plays into the code of who we are and why someone might show up emotionally unavailable or unable to commit, whether it is a man or a woman. And the thing is we have to recognize this and then our culture and our religion plays a part in all of this. And as I said before, we have ancestral trauma based on our tribes growing up and this all plays into the coding, the DNA of who we are. And let's not forget someone's socioeconomic status or their education. That plays a role in our coding. Someone's education, higher education versus struggling with education. Sadly, my son, who's pictured right there, the one who passed away, Connor, he had a learning disability. He struggled, he had dyslexia of some sort. We spent hundreds, if not thousands of dollars trying to help him. And I know that affected him emotionally, deeply into who he is as a person. And certainly, as I said before, our socioeconomic status that we're at, whether we grew up rich, we grew up poor, how that affects us as adults. And then our physical appearance plays a role in all this. You know, not just our physical appearance but also our physical health and our appearance plays a role in all of this decision-making. And so we have to factor in all of this code to understand a person. And then the question becomes, it's no wonder men and women are emotionally unavailable and can't commit. If their code has glitches in it, if their code has glitches, my son was writing a program for a game he created and it wasn't operating properly. And he had to go back to each line of the code to find where the glitch was. And this is what's known as introspective work. Being introspective, looking inside, doing personal development, self-help and spiritual work is where my book was birthed.  A journey of personal development, self-help and spiritual work. The idea is to heal, to begin a healing practice of healing all of this code that's out of glitch, not out of glitch, that has glitches because it's the glitches that makes a person emotionally unavailable, can't commit a poor data, ghosting, disappearing, poor communication skills. We human beings are not very emotionally evolved with respects to our relationship skills and no wonder it is an absolute minefield out there in the dating realm. This requires what I've habitually talked about in my coaching practice, what I talk about in my videos incessantly is practicing what I call radical honesty, laying your cards on the table and the rules of engagement. In fact, right here there's a link to the discovery call with me to see if working with a coach is right for you under jonathanasley.com forward slash coaching. What I teach is the fact is is dating is the art of interrogation. I'm sorry, I'm gonna say this. Dating is a fact-finding mission. It's learning how to decipher the code. That's what dating is, is like, okay, so there's this person that has all this code and we must decipher this code to see if it matches with our own code. And yet we do such a poor job in all of these areas of understanding. So when you're listening advice out there from the manosphere, from the red pill, they're just hyper-focusing on that first baseline code of who we are. That yes, it's based on cave people days. But you know what, we've evolved from cave people days. Do you know cave people days, there was just a lot of promiscuity. There was just a lot of unconsensual sex for millions of years. It's no wonder men are out there designed to spread our seed. But since we've been socialized from some level of morality, meaning our integrity, that's another line of code that's been hopefully introduced into someone's life. We actually can temper those instinctual, those biological needs and operate as a different human being. And I'm here to bring this to your attention because I get it, you getting a lot of dating advice out there.  Do you understand most men's code, most women's code is riddled with dysfunctionality if you've ever seen my chart, emotional maturity, relationship skills. This is not a fact merely an opinion. There's a lot of code out there that's really, really broken and needs some serious fixing. And while I say there's some good code out there called a healthy, I'm being rather generous. Most code has glitches. It's dysfunctional to some degree in their emotional maturity and relationship skills because this hasn't been written into our coding. It hasn't been written into our DNA yet.   It's just impossible to guarantee that. What I'm here to encourage is rewriting your own code to find the glitches in your code to heal those childhood wounds and adult traumas so that it's easier someone to recognize your code and hopefully you meet somebody who's also done the work on rewriting their own code to fix those glitches because we all have those glitches. And I'm here to say when the work gets done, you start becoming more of a magnetic attractor to somebody's code who matches yours because from going back millions of years, it was our DNA that brought us together.  It's not singular to men. Is this sinking in? Is this resonating? Please let me know if it is. I'd like to hear your thoughts on this video to this point, post a comment below. I do my best to read them all within the first 24 hours. As always, if you find value in my videos, please hit that like button right now. Please share this video. 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There's a link in the chat box right now to join the hot seat and talk to me right now. All right, I wanna come back while I'm waiting for questions. And again, if you have a question, write the word question. As I'm waiting for questions, I wanna come back to the psilocybin journey, a guided journey I did. I literally went back in time to when I was, I'm gonna say, I don't think I went back millions of years ago, but I did briefly go back to wherever we began, as beings, wherever we began, where we apes, I don't know. As I was sharing in this video, I went back in time and I actually found myself, I wanna say, in Neanderthal period of time, and I was out alone and I could hear a neighboring, I was by myself and I could hear a neighboring tribe talking by a campfire. And I was feeling this experience of feeling so alone, feeling so alone, because I wasn't part of that tribe. I'm gonna tell you something. I think one of the challenges we all face today in midlife is this feeling of being alone. And I remember sleeping on the ground all by myself, all alone, wanting just some company, wanting someone to connect with. And I think one of the reasons why our dating process is so dysfunctional is because so many human beings just want companionship, they want connection, they want physical intimacy. And yet they're hurting so much on the inside because their code, as I said before, has glitches in it and it makes it very difficult for them to commit. And I was just thinking about how we struggle in the dating marketplace today, because well, I believe most people are good people. I do believe, I genuinely believe most people are good people. I just think their code has glitches in them and that doesn't make them bad people. It's just, you have to understand, we are dealing with millions of years of DNA that's been passed down, millions of years of ancestral trauma, okay? Or millions of years of trauma growing up and then there's ancestral trauma when we were fighting one another for the most part. We're in unique times today where it's relatively peaceful and yet in other parts of the world, that's not the case. Here in the United States, we really have to be grateful for the fact that we live in peacetime and we get the privilege. We get the privilege. This is a privilege watching this video right now. This is a privilege that I get to share my thoughts and my opinions with everyone. And why this relates in the dating marketplace is because one thing I see so poorly is a sense of gratitude. It's so critical. I mean, how judgmental human beings can be. He didn't pay for my coffee. He didn't do this. She didn't do that on the date. We are so critical. We are so radically critical of everybody. It's no wonder it's a clusterfuck out there. We're so radically critical. Is this sinking in? Is this resonating? Please let me know. Sunshine says, Jonathan, Princess Diana's brother, Edward just wrote a book. He's speaking about abuse in boarding school. He realized in the Hoffman process. Wow, folks, I am a big proponent of the Hoffman process. If you can't afford to do it live, I recommend getting the book. This will take you hundreds of hours to complete. Probably not reading the book per se, but to do the work in the book. And yet this can make such a difference. And just like Princess Diana's brother, he realized the abuse he experienced in boarding school. As I shared in the beginning of this broadcast, I don't know about you, but I know growing up, I was bullied, I was so bullied as a kid. I felt so alone. My dad couldn't be there for me. I had a younger brother. My sister had already moved out. I remember being so bullied as a kid. Do you have any idea what that does to someone's psyche, how that code affects me, who I am today? And yet the fact that I am vulnerable, authentic and transparent in my videos, do you know what, I'm actually considered a feminine, which actually feels like an insult. I'm considered a simp by people. Do you know how that affects me as an adult to hear that? Just because I'm willing to share at a baseline level, and yet I'm judged and criticized. And I've had women say that to me, Jonathan, you're too feminine for me. Just because I'm capable of expressing my emotions, I can be vulnerable, authentic and transparent because we've been so socialized that men, it's fascinating ladies. Do you know what is it about? Ask yourself, why am I attracted to jerks? How many of you have experienced that? How many of you have been attracted to bad boys? Where do you think that comes from? This comes from our imprinting, our socialization, our upbringing, our beliefs about ourselves. I can go off on tangents, but I just noticed we have another question here. Question from Mums and Sons. Hi, Jonathan. I was seeing a guy for a few months, but he started to ignore me. In fact, sometimes he'd get back to me the next day, but disagreed, anything I sent him, why he says he's interested in them. You know, today we, here's the thing. The minute we have a live body on the hook, you know, from this device, the minute we have a live body on the hook from this device, I think we feel like we have a connection. As I said earlier in this broadcast, people are thirsty for companionship, connection and sex, but their code to be emotionally available, their code to be able to commit might have glitches in it. Because the two of you have not built that bond of safety with one another. Remember I was sharing before I was sleeping alone and I could hear that neighboring tribe. I didn't feel safe to go over to that tribe and just say, can I just sit by your fire pit? Can I connect with you guys? We're so afraid because of all the code that's been written for us. And by the time we get to midlife, we are so riddled with so many code, code glitches, it's no wonder we human beings are rather dysfunctional. So mums and son, I hope that answers your question. My lounge says, people don't like vulnerable people. They think we are weak. Yeah, I'm constantly being judged by those in the man's fear of the red pill community. This guy's a simp. He's a weakling. He's a feminine. Cause these men are stuffing their emotions. And by the way, do you know what stuffing emotions does? It causes health issues. It causes all kinds of mental issues when we stuff our feelings. By the way, if you wanna join the hot seat, I just put a link. I'd love to have a conversation about what we just talked about. Trista's in the house. Do you agree? I've heard women aren't meant to carry men's insecurities, weaknesses and vulnerabilities. And what women really want to know is how he feels about her and how she makes them feel. Okay, great question. It is nobody's responsibility for someone else to carry your insecurities, weaknesses and vulnerabilities. Okay, it's no one else's responsibility to carry that, okay? However, in a healthy relationship, oh, and if you're riddled with insecurities and weaknesses, then it's a good opportunity to shore that up before you're in a relationship with someone. That's not to say we all don't have insecurities and weaknesses and there's gonna be times where we fall down and being with a partner the reason why we partner with someone is if I fall down, you help me up. If you fall down, I help you up and it's okay to be vulnerable as a man. It's okay to have an insecurity. Now that might trigger that ancestral wound for her. And she might need to do some work in that area. Otherwise, she's going to, I get she's gonna lose attraction for that man but trust me, if he doesn't have an outlet for his insecurity, guess what's gonna happen?  So I invite her to work on her area where she might feel like he's less than and he can certainly work on his insecurities, fears and weaknesses through a therapist as well. But we need to be able to share that with our partner. At least that's my opinion anyway. Hey, Sunshine just gave us a $50 super sticker. Well, our goal today is gonna be $100. So we're halfway there. Thank you so much for that love. That's very, very sweet. Revolve says, I've always been attracted to men with feminine mannerisms. Okay, so feminine mannerisms might be, some people think I talk with my hands, that's a feminine mannerism. You know, we all have what we're attracted to. So I appreciate that you're attracted to that. I'm certainly attracted to a woman's femininity, but I'm also attracted to a woman's strength. I think the healthy relationships, I think the healthy relationships we operate from a good perspective of healthy, what's traditionally known as masculine or feminine essences, I think it's good to have a good balance between that, that's just my opinion anyway. Hey, Sunshine just said, love to you Jonathan, feel the love today. I'm embracing that $50 super sticker of love. Thank you so much. Debra says, Jonathan, you're the first sensitive man I've ever come across. Seth is the second, I'm in America for five weeks today. So really quickly everybody, Debra is someone who lives, I believe it's in Bobway. She met a man in the United States. He came out to visit her. Now she's out visiting him as she just stated. So let's see, maybe she'll keep us abreast of this relationship. It's rare that these long distance dynamics from another country works out, but I'm hopeful in her case. And by the way, folks, a broken clock is right twice a day. In fact, isn't that kind of what this is all about? The reality is we're not compatible with most people. Some people get lucky. Those who do the work have a greater chance for success. And that's where my coaching comes into. Schedule a discovery call with me to see if working with a coach is right for you. Hey, again, I'd love it if anyone would join the hot seat today. Let's see what other questions we have in the box today. Bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum, bum. Marlounge says, I went to a party yesterday. It took everything I had to put myself out there. I was the oldest person there. No one gave any interest in me. I felt alone. It just solidified of how alone I am. Okay, this is a perfect example of a genuine feeling. I've gone to parties where I was the only person there. I don't like going to parties by myself because believe it or not, I'm rather shy. I know many of you are probably shocked to hear that, but I'm a rather shy person. I like to be invited into the conversation. I've known my human design is I'm a projector if anyone's familiar with human design. And so I like to be invited in the conversation. I struggle going out by myself doing things. Okay, so anyway, I just thought I'd share that. Can anyone relate to that? Please let me know. Sabrina's in the house. Question, hi, Jonathan. I'm in a long distance relationship. We travel to each other. I just saw him two weeks ago. We have an online group of single people. That's where we met. Oh, so, and so she goes on to say, this group of friends are very close to us, but we haven't been in the group for a month and it's been great. Last night he wanted to go live and talk to the world and the group. And I just got so, oh, tell me what you're gonna say. I got so blank. I'll just wait for you to come back. As you're ready to share that next piece and you're the chat box, I'm just gonna say Irene says, Italian men talk with their hands loudly. I grew up around them in Long Island. Some people don't like the way I yell and I scream in my videos where I rant. It's just, I'm passionate at all. Okay, so Sabrina wants to finish up and say, so triggered when he said, I'm going live on TikTok group and aren't going, are you gonna come? I don't know why the group triggers me. I don't want to say he can't have lady friends. That's not fair. I can't help with my emotional outburst. Okay, he's most likely triggering that territorial protective side of you. Back, let's go back to what I shared in this video. We go back ancestrarily. We go back to our roots. We go back to Neanderthals. We go back to cave people. Okay, the minute we mated with someone, we became very territorial because the, so this person that's going back into the group chat and I have a belief of why he's doing it and I'll share it with you, Sabrina, but he's going back to the group chat triggers you, which is totally understandable. Now let me tell you why I think he's going back to the group chat because the two of you are not physically together because you're in a long, wait, it is a long distance dynamic, right? Yeah, that he needs to fill that void when you're not there and that chat room fills that void. It's folks, when we are doing long distance, it puts so much strain on incessant communication to keep the relationship alive. It takes so much incessant communication to keep that relationship alive. And so he's going out to get other forms of connection, just like if you were in a relationship with someone you lived with, it's good to go out with your friends. It's good to go out, men need to go out golfing with their friends.  Needle point groups, I don't know what you do with your friends. Maybe you go play pickle ball with your friends, but we need to have friends. We need to have socialization. The problem is Sabrina, your long distance relationship puts so much pressure on constant communication to feel safe. And so you're experiencing that. So the question I have for you is how are you gonna take this long distance and shorten it?  Why are you investing in this relationship? Start to have those deeper questions. And by the way, Sabrina, I think it's important to share your feelings. If this is a genuine relationship, you can share your feelings. But Jonathan, this duct tape, duct tape is the fear of speaking your truth because you might fear he'll end the relationship. But the minute you speak your, by the way, in my book, what the heck is self-love anyway? There's a chapter, chapter nine. By the way, there's a link below to get a copy of my book, chapter nine. If it's sincere and from the heart, Sabrina, you can't say the wrong thing to the right person. Speak your truth to him. And I don't think he's bored. I just think it's just he wants connection and he appreciates the connection with you, but it's too much pressure. The two of you most likely haven't established the deep roots of trust. And without those deep roots of trust, your relationship is hanging on a thin thread. That's why long distance dynamics are risky because there's not regular interaction to build those deep roots of trust. Anyways, that's my two cents on that, Sabrina. I hope that helps. Sabrina goes and says, thank you, Jonathan. This is true. I'm trying to make a game plan and he's interested in moving to me, okay? It's very rare, but I wish you all the best with that. By the way, who wants to join the hot seat? Click that link. I'd love it. Sunshine wants to say, we love the ranch, Jonathan. There's no one better to rant than a Leo. They make you laugh while you realize truth, nothing better. This particular broadcast that I'm talking about, breaking the man code, the code of who we are, folks, by the way, if you understand anything about coding, computer coding, it's line after line after line after line after line after line after line after line of that, we all have code and many of us have glitches in our code. This is what makes us emotionally unavailable or unable to commit. It doesn't make us bad human beings and introspective work, personal development, self-help and spiritual work is to help fix the glitches in the code. By the way, does anyone resonate with what I just said? I wish this part of the broadcast, this fixing the glitches in our code, please share this with other people. Please tell other people about what I just shared. This will help immensely to understand why people are emotionally constipated, why they're emotionally unavailable, why they get triggered, because of all of this ancestral K people, imprinting, socialization, all of this plays a factor. Hey, someone from our Facebook group says, by the way, there's a group where you can have direct access to me on a regular basis, check out the link below to Midlife Love Mastery. I struggle with doing social things alone, looking for meetups to get out socially in the new city. There's an app for those who don't know about it. It's just more fun to do more activities with others than alone. I get it. I struggle doing meetup groups. I struggle going by myself to an event. Some people are great at that. They can do those things. I struggle with it and it's hard for me. I'm just owning. It doesn't make me a bad person. It just makes me a human being. That's all. Live your best life over 50 says, love your video today. Thanks for showing us that men can be vulnerable. You're very welcome. You're very welcome. Trista says, has been the same relationship seem to attract the same type as well. So it's interesting. It's interesting. Many of you know I was in a significant relationship that ended and I gave my heart to this relationship and I'd be lying if I didn't say it hurts or it hurt the ending of a relationship. It doesn't hurt now, but I recognize I revisit the relationship but most of the time just from a place of gratitude. I'm so grateful that she came into my life and helped me in so many different ways. I think I'm sad that it couldn't go the distance. I recognize we weren't a good fit for each other from a long person perspective and a lot of this has to do with our ancestral stuff. I think her being from Columbia, me being Turkish, I think there was a lot of imprinting that played a part in this dynamic of differences. And I think ultimately when she recognized she wanted to go back to her tribe so to speak, I wasn't the right tribe for her and that's okay.  And so if I haven't said that before, which I know I have, I'm just sharing it again. By the way, I'm just pontificating while I wait for questions to pop up in the group. Christina says we broke up because he started disappearing. He still texts me, yesterday we had a hot talk and tonight he said he's not ready for a relationship right now but he can have some fun here and there.  How do I show my boundaries? First off, close your vagina. Close your vagina. Close your vagina. Close your vagina. Close your legs. Okay, how do you establish a boundary? Don't let them physically inside of you. That then you're literally, what's the expression? You're giving the cookie away. Okay, that's one way. Another is to say, look, if you're not ready for a relationship, then I don't wanna interact with you. I don't need another friend in my life. Christina, do you need more male friends in your life? Do you?  I have female friends in my life and I think it's good to have female friends in your life.  You speak up, say, look, I appreciate that you are not ready for a relationship. I am ready for a significant relationship because of that I'm gonna reserve my time for somebody who wants the same thing as me. But I'm gonna say something. I give you a 30% chance you'll listen to my advice. I don't think, by the way, we humans, what's the definition of insanity? Doing the same thing over and over again, I expect different results.  That means you must have experienced it before.      I'm sorry if I'm tough on you, Christina, but this is your big brother speaking to you. Look, if I could be there for you on a first date, I'd have a shotgun pointed at the guy's face and saying, what's your intention with my little sister? I'm here to say you have to be your own big brother right now. Close your legs, don't give them any vagina. Tell them what you want and move on. That's how you set a boundary, okay? You don't need to be friends with a guy who doesn't, listen, I'm telling you, you don't need to collect male friends. By the way, does anyone agree with you? If you agree with me right now, say amen, Jonathan, in the chat box. Say the words amen or if in this section put amen, Jonathan. All right. Brown, Kenita says, thank you for being genuine.  Thank you so much. Sandy says amen, way to go. Folks, you only have yourself to blame when you know the right course of action and you don't do it. It's like, look it, you wanna lose weight but you're eating chocolate cake all day long, okay? Look it, we have control, we do have control. We do have more control than we think. Our choices, our choices, every thought, every action has a consequence.  And then we live in this delusion that we can change someone else's opinion. God, if I sat, listen folks, I am guilty of believing that I could convince a woman to love me, you know? If I just do all the right things, if I ask masculine and I do all the right things, she'll love me. We live in a real delusional world because of everything I just shared in this video, we have to factor all of this in. I'm gonna share something with you ladies and this is something I talk about in my private coaching schedule discovery call with me.  I really didn't know what I want. I wish somebody taught me this. I'm teaching it to you, so take advantage of it. Laura says, amen, Nora says, amen. Karen says, amen. Melita says, Jonathan. Sandy, Sunshine says, amen. Okay, Deborah's in the house. Jonathan, do you think you knew that there was misalignment with you and Marie? I saw them, I've been watching every single one of your teachings for many years. You know, this is the tricky part because in hindsight, I can go back and go connect the dots and I go, oh yeah, misalignment. Oh yeah, misalignment. Oh yeah, misalignment. Oh yeah, misalignment. And she had the same thing too. She had her areas of misalignment as well. You know, sometimes we enter into a relationship to help us figure out that what alignment is. And so by experiencing misalignment, misalignment, misalignment, misalignment, misalignment. And by the way, this wasn't a misalignment of character.   She is a woman of deep character. She has wounds just like I have wounds, okay? I'm gonna say it out loud. I have permission by her to say that. She has her wounds, I have my wounds but it isn't character flaws. She's actually a beautiful person. I think she would say the same thing about me. I think we have to experience misalignment, Deborah, to be able to recognize alignment in the future. And so do we turn red flags into green flags? The main red flag we have to worry about is a person's character. That's the main red flag we have to worry about their character. Our personality differences are healing. It's, you know, I should know better because I do this for a living but I'm human just like everyone else at you. I recognized her wounding and I still loved her through it. And I think she recognized my wounding and loved me through it too. Didn't mean that we were compatible with one another but that's how I suspect is the course of action there. So Deborah, thank you so much for that question. Sandy says, I loved Marie. I think she's a beautiful human being. Christina is back in the house and she says, thank you, Jonathan. I appreciate your answer. It's long distance. I still have feelings for him and he does too but he's not ready. I probably, I should probably move on just don't know how. Tim, I'm gonna call him Tim. Christina goes like this, Tim. I so appreciate the time we've gotten to know together and upon further reflection upon on this relationship I recognize that you've openly admitted you're not in a good place plus we have distance which makes it very difficult to build the deep roots of trust to establish a significant relationship. And because of that I feel it's best for me to move on. And with that said, I truly wish you all the best in your life. Ba dum bum. Christina, it's just as simple as that. You can send it in a text message or you can say it in a telephone call. By the way, the reason why I say text messages sometimes it's easier to say the hard things via text message. We shouldn't discount that sometimes an email, a text message, a letter is the more emotionally safe way to do it because we can get sucked in when it's a telephone call and that's what I just want you to avoid. So Christina, thank you so much. Christa says, amen, Jonathan. You're very welcome. Deborah comes back and says, no, I meant Miss Alignment and wants and desires. Marie is, I think on some level okay, here's the tricky part. For example, this is where I think one of our big misalignment I don't mind sharing this publicly. Marie has a strong desire to see the world, to experience the world, to go to different places, to go to Egypt, to go to Africa, to go to Cambodia, to go to Croatia, to go to Germany, to go to Italy, okay? And I have a desire to do that too. But for her, it's like a predominant desire, okay? For me, I have a strong desire to do the inner journey. See, for me, travel is the inner journey. It's one of the reasons why I did the psilocybin ceremony the other day. And she was interested in it too. But you see, for me, travel is the inner world and for her, travel is the outer world. And while we each wanted a little bit of it, I think she didn't, I wanted to do it full-time in my area. She wanted to do full-time travel in her area. And I think that's where the disconnect was. I think that's where the disconnect, excuse me, that's just one area of disconnect, okay? And I think I'm not a good traveler. I'm just not. And she recognized that and I think she got frustrated with it. And she wasn't really as interested in doing the inner journey as I was and I was getting frustrated. So that was where Sunshine, or excuse me, Deborah, there was a big disconnect and I don't mind sharing that publicly. Revolve says, Marie was absolutely radiant. I miss her on the live streams.  I recognized that there was some disconnect between us even on that, you know, emotional level between the two of us, but, you know, we had a lot of fun too. I am grateful for the experience. By the way, folks, if you haven't seen, okay, someone write this in the chat box, black mirror, okay, Netflix black mirror season four episode hang the DJ. I'll repeat that Netflix black mirror season four episode called hang the DJ. It is a great illustration of why every relationship happens for a reason. In fact, I coincidentally watched it again this morning preparing for this broadcast. Folks, I've watched it probably two dozen times. There is such each time I pick up something new. I really want to invite everyone to recognize that everything happens for a reason. Everything happens for a reason. And so that's kind of the message in that particular broadcast. So, okay. All right, is there any other questions? Oh, Sunshine wants to say long distance is awful. The ego never sleeps and is greatly activated in long distance.  What he's thinking, doing, feeling you abandon, sell. Wow. By the way, I want to unpack that one for a second, but my coffee mug says, don't make me go all psycho roommate on you. Sunshine, that is a brilliant observation.  What he's thinking, doing, feeling. You abandon self exactly the minute, the minute two people are apart, you don't know what they're doing. This is like when we lived in tribes.  Okay, you lived in tribes, right? You're the mother, you're the woman in the tribe. You're the wife. Okay, let's go back, K-PAP people days, okay? And your husband, we'll call it husband, even though they weren't in that kind of dynamic, went out on the hunt. We didn't know if they were going to come back. Imagine the anxiety. Now she had everybody within her tribe to keep her company, to distract her from this fear that they go out on the hunt, they die getting killed by the dinosaur or the buffalo or the tiger. So we have, that's part, that's where long distance. I should, by the way, someone email me what I just said, Deborah, could you just email me what I just said in our private group because I'm gonna forget this. But this is such a perfect analogy with long distance. It triggers that tribal wound. It triggers that tribal wound that they may not come back. And that's why we have this strong need for constant incessant communication with one another. And that incessant communication is what drives two people away because they don't have their self as you pointed out. You abandoned self, sunshine, that was a great share. Thank you so much. Brown says, Jonathan, I had limerence over someone. Now I want certain certainty, criteria, certain criteria. When you say women know what they want, know what we want, how important is it to stay in our boundaries we set for ourselves?  You have the fantasy of what you want based on this Prince Charming narrative, but you don't know at a granular level who is compatible with you. And men don't know this either, men are winging it. Men are winging it. It's all based on, if a man feels good, he chews you, but that doesn't mean you're in the right relationship for one another. Okay, I can go on and on and about that. Michelle, Nyman, oh, she's in the house, okay. Does long distance count? They work out of the country for two to three months, but then he's home for two or three months. And when he's home, it makes every attempt to spend time with me, although I work a lot. Does long distance count when they work out of the country? You know, ultimately long distance relationships, again, they have difficult, long distance dating has difficulty building the deep roots of trust because trust is built through social activities, hobbies, mutual interests, spending time with family and friends, traveling together, teamwork, building skills, both in our personal and our professional life. So when he's in town, I recognize, but what you really have is a friend with benefits, okay? Because are you building the deep roots of trust? I don't know. You'd have to hire me to do some coaching with you. That then you'll know, okay? And Michelle, I just want you to know you didn't return my call before, okay? All right, Marianne is in the house. Personal question, other than experiencing for the first time going all in with somebody, what do you think you learned about yourself that you might need to do less or more of next time? You know, so because part of what I'm gonna share is private in the sense that I don't want to inadvertently throw Marie under the bus. If I shared what I share, it wouldn't necessarily, it wouldn't translate the way I'd hoped. So to answer that question would be very challenging for me, but I think most important is, okay, but I will answer this, a mutual passion for personal development. Again, I shared before that inner world is so important to me. She was passively interested in it. For me, I need somebody totally in it. Also, a connection with the divine, a connection with spirituality. She comes from a Catholic background, but that's different than those of us who are spiritual, but not religious, okay? So with that sense, I can share that and I feel comfortable in sharing that, okay? All right, hey, Michelle, got it. I'm dealing with a lot of stuff. Please just return, I'm glad to know you're okay, because when you didn't return the call, I was worried you weren't okay. So I'm glad to know you're okay, all right? Patricia says you're so right. Okay, Facebook user group says, isn't all anxious attachment the same as long distance mindset you'd get just described? When you're not with, when they are not with you, you worry that they won't come back. Even if you're married, living together whatsoever, if a person is anxious, they feel insecure about the relationship. You know what, very good point. There is a similarity in long distance dating and that it triggers the anxious attachment style. This comes back to our tribal need to be surrounded by people. And we, most of us who live lives that are solo lives, it makes it difficult. So if you have an anxious attachment style, to become secure, you have to build the deep roots of trust. This is what I talk about in my private coaching, building the deep roots of trust through so, you know, doing social activities, hobbies, mutual interests, spending time with family and friends. That's how you build deep roots of trust. Is this sinking in? I hope so. Hey folks, this particular broadcast was very important to me, breaking the man code, breaking our code, recognizing that we all have code that goes back millions of years. And then a lot of that new code is where a lot of our glitches are. So we can work, it's hard to work on our instinctual code, but we can work on those code that has glitches that happen in our childhood and adult traumas. And that's where I believe we have a greater chance for relationship success. Is this sinking in? Is this resonating? Please let me know if it is. Post a comment below, I'd like to hear your thoughts. I do my best to read them all in the first 24 hours. If you liked this video, please hit that like button. Please share this video. 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If you want to improve your skills, these are some soccer drills you can do by yourself. If you don't know about me, I used to be a huge underachiever, but through obsessive self-improvement, I found my success. Earned a college scholarship, played for my national football team, a YouTube channel with over 100 million views. I've helped players worldwide and I'd love to help you improve faster and achieve more. In different videos, I've shown you how to improve your ball control. We've done footwork drills, dribbling, passing drills. Best thing to do if you don't have a teammate is pass against a wall. Shooting. Instead of just taking one shot, shooting against a wall is going to get more repetitions, unless you have a lot of balls. But what I like to do when I'm practicing by myself is incorporate all of those skills into shooting drills. Just get a ball, maybe I'll go for a little dribble, then I'll come out and I'll strike that ball. I'll just come back again, start like that, pull out of the air, don't like that shot, I'll fix it, better. So always finishing with shooting. For me, shooting is the most important. I need to be practicing shooting every day and when I do, it makes me way sharper in the game. So if you don't have something like this, don't make excuses because what is that? It's a piece of wood. Find something to play with, to be your partner. Okay, but playing your passes and in different patterns of movement. I can work on my footwork, I can work on my ball control. And anytime I have a bad shot like that, so let's say I did that shot, I tried to curl it and it went right in the middle. In fact, do the same shot again and try to fix it. Think about what you did wrong, do something better next time. But after I take all these shots, then I would run, get my ball and now look. Here I can play, it's just like a little thing, but I can play weighted passes. Let's see if I can get these to stop. So my way to pass, kind of play them back to where I would start from. And you can do this quickly if you want fitness, or you can do it slow if you need to recover. If you need to recover, take this time, focus on breathing, come back and go again. So take these ideas and use these soccer drills to practice by yourself. If you like this content, check out the Soccer Success Planner, you can download it for free. There's a link in the description below and for advanced training, check out the Online Soccer Academy.


Phenomenal pest behavior in this hockey game between Toronto and Detroit. This breakdown is brought to you by DraftKings. We've got Bunting laying the hit right there into the boards. Ref gets in his way. Puck's gonna come to him, makes the pass. Cross check to the back, goes down. Another one goes down, sells it a little bit. Ref says, both of ya. I'm taking both of ya. Now he's got a reputation for flopping a little bit and he's gonna get the call for embellishment. And he's like, what? Why me? Why me? What did I do?   He's like, I didn't even hit you that hard. And he's like, yeah, I'm making you look tougher. I'm making you look tough. And now they're in the penalty box. They're still jawing at each other. And he's like, I've heard about you, man. I've only heard bad things. I've heard bad things about you. I've heard zero good things about you. And he's like, oh, keep going, keep going. All right, cool. And he said, I've never heard a good thing about you. I've never heard a good thing about you. He's like, yeah, well, did you hear about this and this and this? I've never heard that. I've never heard that. What are you talking about? All right, end of the second period, there's a big scrum and Bunting's back on the ice and you're gonna see him come in as the third guy right here, 58, just trying to break it down, gets ready. Raymond comes after him and now they're talking and Raymond's just punching his hand because he's holding his chest protector and he's just punching his arm. Then he throws a little jab there and then runs away. I like that. So, well, let me go back. I like this. Raymond, number 23 on Detroit, is like punching his arm because he's being held. And he's like, stop holding me. I'm gonna punch your arm again. Bam, punch your arm again.  Bam, I'll throw a little jab your way. Bam, right to the chin. Bam, okay. And then after he throws that jab, he just used the ref as a shield and tries to get out of there and Raymond's fired up now trying to get after him and the ref's caught in the middle and that stinks. And then they finally separate and things are going their own way.  So I made it so you can see the feet and their faces. He's like, who's stick is that? Number three on Detroit, he wants that stick.   Go fetch it.  Actually, you know, oh, and then he gets pushed by number 53, which only allows him to move the stick even further, because now he tightens up his feet on the blade and now he's just dragging that thing. And the ref's like, I saw what you did. I saw you, I saw you kick his stick. 10 minute misconduct. So they kick him out of there. And now people are talking. Are the refs being too unfair?  A lot of this, he was the only one of that whole scrum to get a 10 minute misconduct. For kicking a stick, I don't know. His thoughts, he said, obviously I play on that edge and in that role that draws a little bit more attention to myself, and I know that. And I'm okay with that. I've played that way my whole life. I've played that way in every level, even in the American League. I don't plan on changing because it got me here to the NHL. So I just gotta keep playing, keep being focused on playing my game and not worrying about anything else. And I started this breakdown thinking I was gonna rag on bunting because, you know, having a, being called for flopping all the time, that kind of stinks and is a bad reputation. And I come away from the breakdown being a big bunting fan.  Thanks Strapkings for sponsoring this video. I appreciate you as always. And thanks for you guys for tuning in and watching. And if you wanna see more and you enjoy more you can leave suggestions and requests. There's a link below. And also if you subscribe that it helps me out a ton. Thank you. See you later.


Joey the man of the hour how do you feel being on the field incredible it's like we were telling you guys before me my wife got engaged just about 50 yards that way I love Ross said I think it's an underrated stadium and it's awesome being out here I love it thank you for having me of course we're lucky to have you thank you so you know we've talked about a little bit but why are you a Purdue Boilermaker fan so grown up in Indiana especially as a Catholic school kid it was like you're there no-name fan or you're not so I kind of rolled with them for a little bit but I grew out of it and then I met my wife today and she's a Purdue cheerleader and so I was up here for every game I went on the road I was up Purdue all the time Ross say there's like my second home and from that point on I just fell in love with the campus I fell in love with the people I fell in love with the team and I'm rocking black and gold forever you know you visited the Purdue football team earlier this season but like what is all this Boilermaker spirit in this family that we've kind of adopted you as a Boilermaker what does that mean to you man it means the world because obviously like I said I grew up I'm an Indianapolis kid and I went to a small D2 school so I didn't have the big college experience the big college community so the fact that a university as great as Purdue would adopt me take me in allow me to be a fan I mean it just means the world and it makes me and my wife so happy so very thankful and you're a media person yourself how did you get on this track to like your career now yeah so I worked in local media for a while after college and in college being in Indianapolis and then on the side I just kept was like I want to I want to be funny I want to make people laugh and some of my buddy Ben Polizzi who you saw at Chipotle the other day we decided that we were gonna do some you know comedy sketches together and kind of pursue that on the side and we did that for about three years and it was a small following but then I started doing impressions and stuff too and that really popped off and kind of gave me my following and me and Ben still work together thank God and you know every day the goal is still just to make people laugh so that's what we're doing and if that makes people happy then I'll keep doing it and what was it like when you got that call from Barstool surreal I mean I'm talking to Dave Portnoy and I've been following and watching them forever and him forever and all of a sudden he's like yeah come out to New York we got a spot for you oh my I just can't come out there like it's that easy and yeah it's pretty much that easy and you know once he once he saw me and called me and wanted me then I said yes we've been on that journey ever since and it's just a dream come true and you talked about impressions you're very famous for your impressions what would you say your personal favorite impression that you do is you know I try to I try to add to the arsenal a lot I've really enjoyed doing Owen Wilson lately so I added him Jimmy Fallon is a personal favorite of mine you know everybody loves like Nick Saban Colin Cowherd all that Chris Collins worth people like that so I have fun doing all of them I really do I mean when I can get paid to just be a goofball on camera that get much better than that so you know I have fun yeah my personal favorite is Colin Cowherd oh thank you what would you say like after all your fans and stuff what's their number one you know like thing that they gravitate towards yeah I would say either Saban or Collins worth people really have gravitated towards Collins worth a lot they really really request that a lot and like they take to it for some reason I don't know if it's the slide in that I do you know on camera or what but they really seem to like that one so either him or Saban and I always have a soft spot my heart for coach oh you know yeah you just went out to visit them too yeah you know so we got the Ripple Tigers together and that was great so have a soft spot for him yeah what do you think of all these coaches and people that you impersonate you know they all have fun with it too yeah like what does that mean to you that they actually enjoy it well that's the thing is that like I always say the reason that I can impersonate them like I can is because I'm a fan right so I respect them because so much and I watch them so much and listen to them that makes it's where I'm able to pick up on them more so it's never out of like a bad place or disrespect it's all out of good fun and out of respect and I've been really lucky that pretty much everybody has enjoyed it that I've been personated so I've been lucky okay and when we talk about Purdue again who's your favorite Purdue athlete of all time I mean the easy answers drew breeze so I won't say that I got two for you okay one of them is probably lesser known but is near and dear to my heart because he grew up in the same town that I grew up in Jason Werner he was a captain on the 2009 team linebacker number 29 number 24 Jason Werner is my guy and then also I'd say Carson Edwards yeah I mean see Boogie I mean the amount of fun I had watching that guy play is second to none should have been a final four team I won't get into that but you know a lot of the guys on this team right now George Karloftus David Bell is an indie guy so I'm a big fan of them too awesome any predictions for Purdue basketball what do you think oh national title this is the year this is the year they're they're taking it they're taking the big 10 turning they're taking the national championship they have the team to do it they have the coach to do it they have the experience to do it we've been waiting we've been waiting for a long time I think this is the team that's gonna make it to the final four to New Orleans and make it to the national championship I really do I really believe that I love it okay and when we think about all these awesome students at Purdue what advice would you have for them if they want to get into you know media kind of your career track or any type of you know comedy any advice you'd have yeah I'd say a couple things I'd say one you got to find something that you would do for free except people pay to do it so if you enjoy doing it that much that you would do it for nothing eventually it'll pay off and somebody will pay to do it and then second I'd say if you don't have a job right out of school create a job do a blog do a podcast make videos do you know there's so many avenues to create and be creative that if it doesn't work out for you right away because it didn't work out for me right away to create on your own and then eventually you'll make something happen yeah and when you talk about that persistence that you had to keep pursuing this you know not everyone gets to work at Barstool how did how did that change you know the way that you look at life and and how you keep going I think it's just I reflect back on you know where I came from and there you know I have to remind myself a lot of those times where nobody was watching nobody was listening nobody cared I was doing it for free just out of the enjoyment of doing it and then I go back to that place and I say it doesn't matter if I'm at Barstool or working for Purdue or ESPN or SNL or whatever it is you know as long as you're doing it for the good of your heart coming out of that enjoyment then you're gonna be alright so I gotta remind myself of that but that's key it's key I love that yeah what's your favorite sports experience that you've ever had you're a big sports guy yeah yeah so like a live event or I mean beat from Indy the Indy 500 every year is pretty hard to beat I mean you know when they're doing taps and they're doing the national anthem and they're God bless America and then the green flag that's really really hard to beat I mean the Indy 500 is tops but as a fan I probably say when the Cubs won the World Series I wasn't there I didn't make it to Cleveland but I was you know I'm a diehard I have them tattooed on my arm for God's sake right there that's a Cubs tattoo so when they won the World Series that's tops yeah and what was it like growing up in Indiana you know like we always think of big media as in LA and New York what's it like being based in Indiana pretty wild because everybody I went to school with it's like you know that's fine but everybody's like a teacher or an accountant or a lawyer all admirable jobs that are very needed but when I say you know hey I want to be in comedy or I want to be an actor that's not really something that goes over too well you know so very kind of weird but in my heart of hearts how to just keep going for it and follow my dreams and that's what I'm you know continuing to do what's your favorite stadium arena sports venue Indianapolis motor speedway and Wrigley Field and obviously Mackie and Ross a obviously got engaged outside in between them for Lord's sake so yeah big time that's a true Purdue fan getting engaged at Purdue yep right outside the stadium it's kind of unfortunate it's great that we're doing the renovations that are gonna happen but I was joking through I'm like yeah eventually we're just gonna be like a beer stand you know our spot where we got engaged it's gonna be like a beer stand you can you propose that a concession stand but like it was different then I'm Joey Molinero and you're listening to this is Purdue Boiler up


the snot in my face is just disgusting. the joys of walking outside when it's like negative three. well hello everybody and welcome back to my channel. today is an interesting day. today is actually sunday january 8th but you're not going to see this until friday but i decided to do a series on my channel talking about, you guessed it, financial peace university. today was actually my first class that i attended so i'm going to try, no promises, but i'm going to try to film a video every single week after my class to tell you what the experience was like and kind of what we learned a little bit. i will leave links below in all of these videos for my money talk playlist which deals all with financial stuff. i use the dave ramsey principles as well as i will link the dave ramsey website down below if you decide that you want to search for a financial peace university class in your area. that's how i actually found the place that i am going to as i just typed in my zip code and i found a class so that's as easy as it was. i am not a member of a church, couldn't find it that way. everybody else in my class is actually members of that specific church that i am going to. so first off i want to tell you what was all in this little financial peace university kit. i actually purchased this online. they did have these at my class for purchase if you didn't already have your kit. there was one gal i think that's one been through the class twice. this is our second time around but i wanted to show you what you get in the kit. i actually took it all out already so whatever. okay so the first thing you get is this is an audio library so this has like all the lessons in audio form so if you miss a class or something like that i was told by the instructor today that there is like a unique code which i'm not going to show you the code but you can actually go online and type in your unique code and you're able to download some of the information too on the Dave Ramsey website which is kind of cool. so these are great for a refresher or if you miss a class. you also get this. this is the envelope system. it's almost like a little like check ledger kind of a thing. so you get these. i almost have all the rest of the stuff fall off my lap. as you guys know i use a different type of a system for this but this would be good for some of those like long term things like car maintenance or car replacement fund or some of those things that kind of like those sinking funds that come up during the year. this might be kind of good for that and i might actually use it for that i don't know. you also get this is like a little welcome box thing. i thought it was just like a little welcome thing and then i was like oh wait there's stuff in it because there's stuff inside guys. all right so you just kind of open it up. it's kind of hard to open and it has a little pamphlet and it tells me what to bring today which was nice because i didn't know if i had to bring the whole box or what. i just need to bring a membership workbook and my number two pencil. they do provide you with a pencil an eraser and a sharpener which is kind of nice. i actually didn't use a pencil i used a pen and then there's like this little like a little bookmark and also there are two i think these are stickers probably. this is fpu live like no one else and davramsey.com and this one says financial peace university davramsey.com so that is what was in this little guy. also this is part of our homework is reading some of the chapters in this book. this is all like wrapped with sulfane right now. let me actually rip it off because the glare is really bad. all right so here's the book without the glare. but this is the davramsey complete guide to money. this is the handbook of financial peace university so there was some instruction today to read some of these so i am actually going to do that possibly on my plane ride that i'm going on. actually when you guys see this i'll already be in florida. i'm gonna be back in florida because i am attending a wedding. and then there's also this little folder and it says financial peace forms and there's a whole bunch of stuff in here. let me go through this. oh wow there's a whole bunch of like a progress chart thing. kind of cool huh? kind of cool. all right wonderful. oh yeah and then there's like all the baby steps that are on the back of it too like baby step one, baby step two three four five six seven. if you guys are new at this channel and you're wondering where i am in these baby steps i am on baby step three b. i'm saving for a house down payment. i actually have all of my house down payment right now but i am just pushing more and more towards that goal. and once i actually get a house um then i'll be doing baby step four which will be 15 of my income into investments. so but yeah that's where i am personally but um sounds like a lot of the other people in the class are actually at very different stages which is kind of cool. and then last but not least this is also in your little box. this is your workbook which you need to bring with you every single week. and um yeah i just filled this out has a whole bunch of information in there. and you know just kind of talking about all the different steps. and then also like this is our homework this week so this week i need to register for the online tools which is like that little code i was telling you guys about. i need to complete the quick start budget form which is in the next form back behind here. and then complete the financial reality check. and then the reading assignment is reading the supersaver chapter in this book. also it says extra credit if you are facing debt collectors or considering bankruptcy read credit sharks in suits. it is a chapter in this book as well. so that is what the class was all about this week. um actually the class uh dealt with the baby steps. we watched a video. the video was about 45-50 minutes somewhere in there. um it didn't feel that long at all really. even though i've already been through some of the like basics of Dave Ramsey i feel like i still got something out of it. i mean i listened to his podcast every single day on my commute and um ended up talking to one of the other gals after the class and told her about the podcast. she was unaware that he had a podcast and was going to download it on iTunes when she got home because she actually drives a distance for work as well. so um it kind of works out really great that way. but i kind of made some notes as the class went on. i did realize some things about myself that maybe i didn't actually even know. like i thought i mean we're gonna talk about this more i guess in like some of the future lessons but we're gonna talk about like nerds and free spirits and i think i've come to realize that i'm not actually as nerdy as i thought i was. i think i'm more of a natural spender. there's something like deep inside me that's like motivating me to keep my money because of the sale or not the sale but the impending sale of buying a house um so that's been really motivating for me to kind of keep my money a little bit tighter. so also that's more important even for me to be making sure that i'm on a budget all the time especially once i buy that house because i feel like that's how things can definitely get out of control and i never ever want to feel that way again and if you watch back on my money talk playlist which is down below you'll see a video that's entitled my financial story. i definitely recommend watching that because that talks about all the good the bad and the ugly that has happened in my life for like finances and how i am the way i am and what i do and all of that stuff. um so yeah i don't really think i'm a natural saver like now really thinking about it. i don't really think i am a natural saver but i i love goal setting i think is the best way to describe it. um another takeaway from the lesson this week was when you care enough you can change um that was an interesting lesson because he was kind of talking about you know if you're a child um i'm not a parent but a lot of people in the class are parents you know if your child needed a medicine that was five thousand dollars and you couldn't borrow it from a bank and you had to come up with five thousand dollars real fast could you do it and everyone in the in the audience that he was speaking to in the dvd as well as the entire class was like absolutely but it's about you wanting to care enough to change your habits and i think that was a big eye opener for a lot of people as well as myself. also money is really emotional too um a lot of people don't understand that it's you know 80 behavior and 20 your earnings of what constitutes having a good financial backing um a lot of its behavior driven a lot of it's not going to starbucks and not going to the drive-thru and you know saying no to yourself and being an adult and you know really budgeting out those expenses. the next takeaway i got was we like the results of discipline but we don't actually like to be disciplined um i think that's a big factor is that we love the results we love to see that bank balance go up and up and up and have that financial padding and backing however to actually change our habits is really difficult as human beings and then the next one was everything requires intentionality which means that we need to give every dollar a name have a purpose for everything in making sure that we're not setting ourselves up for not reaching our goals that we want to set for ourselves. so at the end of the class this is just my like little notebook at the end of the class they actually had us sorry i'm like not talking directly to the camera they had us write something down like our takeaway from it since i'm really not in the baby step one or two which i believe most of the class is probably in it asked for like a one minute takeaway it says what jumped out at you for this lesson and how can it affect your story um really what david did in the actual like dvd this time is really walked through the baby steps and talked about you know all the different things but really focused on like baby step one which is save a thousand dollars and baby step two which is paying all your debts down like a snowball effect and then three which is three six months of savings so um my one minute takeaway was i want to start scheduling quarterly giving um since i am not a member of a church and i'm not looking to be a member of any kind of religious organization i do want to do something with giving um there is definitely a high correlation between giving and wealth so i think what i'm going to do is in my monthly budget i'm actually going to set aside certain dollar amounts depending on the month and put that towards kind of like my giving fund and then i'll figure out what i want to do from there with the giving money um i could give it away to a stranger i could tip somebody really big if i was at a restaurant i could allocate some of that money to give away some stuff i don't know what i'm going to do with it but i feel like that's important for me to do and to feel good about what i'm doing um and to help somebody else out so i feel like that is the right thing for me to do at this point and to share some of my money i know that's really baby step seven is to be outrageously generous um this is not going to be outrageously generous but it's going to be within my means of what i can do so i feel like that's really important for this uh step in my financial piece journey okay so that is it for week number one of my fpu class i hope you guys enjoyed the video feel free to stay tuned i will be posting hopefully another video for next week uh talking about week two and what we discussed and talked about uh these videos probably won't be as long as this one is just because i wanted to go over everything that was in the kit i know there's like a home study kit you can do too if you live in an area that doesn't have fpu classes or if you feel like you would get enough out of it doing it on your own versus actually going to a class with other people so i am really excited for this new journey um actually a good friend of mine is doing fpu for the first time tomorrow and a bunch of you commented that you've either been through fpu or you're starting to take fpu very very soon on my instagram post when i posted that i was in the class today so that was kind of exciting but anyway all the links to all the things i talked about are going to be down below for you guys if you have any questions feel free to post them below and i'm going to try my best to get back to you feel free to thumbs up this video if you liked it and you want to see more of these fpu class videos and i will be back sharing all of my experiences coming up very soon so that's it for me thank you so much for watching feel free to subscribe and i will talk to you later bye guys


So this is going to be a demonstration of the liver now that brings me to the lymphatic drainage of the liver So for that, I'll have to put back the liver again in its normal location The lymphatic drainage of the liver is closely related to the lymphatic drainage of the diaphragm So we shall divide the lymphatic drainage into three parts the anterior superior surface the posterior superior surface including the very area of the liver and the Inferior surface the anterior superior surface both superficial and deep they all drain first into the anterior diaphragmatic lymph nodes and from there they go into the Parastinal lymph nodes the posterior superior lymphatics both superficial and deep they go through the barrier of the liver and they go through the diaphragm and They go to the posterior media standard lymph nodes, especially on the right side and both these sets of lymphatics in the thorax Continue as the bronchomedias from the trunk the lymphatics from the inferior surface of the visceral surface of the liver They all drain into the first into the lymph nodes around the portahepatus from there they go to the Omental foramine nodes and Then they go to the Serial nodes and they communicate with the cystic nodes, which actually show a little later So this is about the lymphatic drainage of the liver, which is closely related to the lymphatic drainage of the diaphragm Now we have turned the liver and we are showing the Inferior or the visceral surface of the liver and let us take a look at what are the important structures that we can see here We can see this structure here. This is the cut remnant of the inferior vena cable And my instrument has come gone completely through it. This was filled with glottis blood This group that we see here This is the Fossa for the gallbladder in this particular cadaver the gallbladder has been removed Colossusctomy has been done and we can see this is the remnant of the cystic duct and we can see the clip here Where they have inserted the clip on the cystic duct Next we can see This structures in the portahepatus the portahepatus is the region of the liver Where the structures enter and leave the liver since we have reversed it now the orientation has changed That posterior has become anterior and vice versa Let's take a look at the structures that we can see in front of us in the order that we can see them This structure that we have lifted up here. This is the portal way Next after that behind that is the hepatic artery proper and There's an apparent hepatic artery, which I shall mention just now and the third structure that we can see here This is the hepatic duct Normally, this would have been the other way round. So these three structures together Constituted the extra hepatic portal triad. So let's take them one by one The portal vein which is formed by the union of the superior mystery queen and the spleenic vein behind the neck of the pancreas This enters the portahepatus We have completely dissected out the Branches of portal vein in the portahepatus and we can clearly see that this is the right branch of the portal vein And this is the left branch of the portal vein entering Respectively to the right anatomical lobe and the left anatomical lobe and thereafter it will ramify even further Deep inside the liver and it will keep on ramifying To virtually an unlimited extent The left branch of the portal vein Receives the communication from the parambillical veins which are present in the falsiform ligament Which and we can see some of the remnants of the parambillical veins in the falsiform ligament and therefore they constitute a site of portal systemic anastomosis Now we shall retract the portal vein up to show the next structure This is the hepatic artery proper Now in this case we see that the hepatic artery proper is not one but three And all these three are entering into the portahepatus This is the place where the common hepatic artery makes an upward curve and Arising from the place where it makes a curve is this remnant of the artery that we can see here This is the gastrodural artery After the common hepatic artery gives out the gastrodural artery Then the artery continues up as the hepatic artery proper and it enters into the portahepatus And from the hepatic artery proper we can see this artery coming out here This is the remnant of the right gastric artery which runs in the Lesser curvature of the stomach from the right to the left. We see it one more structure here and We can see a clip is attached here This is this remnant of the cystic artery which comes from the right hepatic artery And in this case since the coelasticity has already been done We can see the clip on the cystic artery. So these are the hepatic artery branches which are entering into the portahepatus In this connection, I would like to draw your attention to this unique situation here We have lifted up yet another artery here This is an aberrant or a variant or an accessory right hepatic artery Which is entering into the right anatomical lobe of the liver completely separate from the main hepatic artery This was arising from the Superior mesentric artery. We have removed the liver away just to show you the superior mesentric artery This is the superior mesentric artery and we can see this branch coming out much before the First normal first branch on the superior mesentric artery, which is the inferior pancreatic odenol and the middle coaling This was that aberrant right hepatic artery Which was going all the way across like this where my instrument is tracing and it was entering like this into the Right anatomical lobe of the liver from its inferior surface And that is what we see in this specimen here And I've brought back the specimen again in the field of view to show the right hepatic artery The aberrant right hepatic artery This is when documented in the textbooks and in the literature Some patients do have an aberrant right hepatic artery coming out from the superior mesentric artery So that's about the next structure entering the portahepatus and I have retracted that also and then we can see the third structure This is the common hepatic duct the common hepatic duct is formed by union of the Right and the left hepatic duct and we can see the right hepatic duct here And the left hepatic duct here and they form the common hepatic duct the common hepatic duct then meets with the Cystic duct after that it becomes known as the common bile duct In this case since we have only mentioned the patient had undergone Cholocystectomy, we can see that the cystic duct has also been clipped here and we can see that clip here So therefore this is the first up of the gallbladder, which is empty because this is where the gallbladder was located And this is the remnant of the common bile duct which continues in the hepatodeodontal ligament These three structures, which I described just now They are the parts of the extra hepatic portal tribe and in normal life These three are completely enclosed by a double fold of petroleum, which is referred to as the hepatodeodontal ligament This hepatodeodontal ligament is the right free margin of the lesser momentum Of this hepatodeodontal ligament they get attached to the margins of the portahepatus So therefore the portahepatus itself is Without any peritoneum only the margins have got attachment behind this structure where my finger is located In normal life is the entry to the epiploid foramen or the empomental foramen or bin slow Which leads into the lesser side If you take a look at the orientation of the portahepatus the portahepatus is approximately And this is the fissure for the ligament of venosum, which is approximately longitudinal So therefore the fissure for the ligament of venosum and the portahepatus they make a somewhat L shape The reason why I'm mentioning it is because The fissure for the ligament of venosum Receives the rest of the lesser momentum part of which we have picked up here And that is the hepatogastric ligament So therefore the hepatogastric ligament which is coming out from the lesser coverage of the stomach Goes to the fissure for the ligament of venosum. It is located more in Plane where it has got a right leaf and a left leaf It is more located in a sagittal plane While the hepatodeutonal ligament which is the right component of the lesser momentum Is in a transverse axis and which gets attached to the margins of the portahepatus So that was the second part of the dissection of the liver Stay tuned for the third part of the dissection of the liver. We shall mention the surgical segments