Member Statements, the Member for Renfrew, Nipissing Pembroke. Thank you, good morning. Speaker, the Christmas parades are back and the world is better for it. All across the valley, communities are getting together to do something that everyone loves, but that's been missing for the last couple of years. In my writing of Renfrew, Nipissing Pembroke, each and every parade is a special experience. That speaks in a very visual way about the people, the organizations, the businesses, and their expressions of community spirit. This past week, and I was able to attend parades in both Cobdon and Pembroke. The Cobdon parade is a daytime parade that brings out people from all around the area and sends out the message that Christmas is near. As the first parade of the season for our area, that is most appropriate. For many years now, the Pembroke parade has been an evening parade and this year's edition was truly spectacular. As many as 70 floats took part in the parade, witnessed by the biggest crowd I've ever seen in Pembroke. The floats and the work that goes into them is something to appreciate and my hat goes off to all those who work so hard to make these parades so very special. But what really is the most wonderful part of the Christmas slash Santa Claus parades is the joy and excitement shown by the children as they anxiously await the arrival of the jolly old elf. As I move along the parade routes exchanging greetings with so many people, it is the reactions of the children that leave the most lasting impression. The joy of children, isn't that what it's all about? I look forward to experiencing more of it this weekend and Merry Christmas to one and all. Member for Michigawa James Bay. Thank you, Speaker. And today I would like to take the time to commend the communities in my writing for the efforts and offering the wonderful activities for its residents. Here are a few events I had the opportunity to attend, just to name a few. Sander de Loisier had their annual craft expo with merchants, artists selling their goods and a visit from Santa. We've been able to see the village, the festivities of the village. I've been able to see Santa. They organized a dinner with music to celebrate businesses and their employees. The second annual winter wonderland parade this past Sunday where many local businesses participated in the floats and gave out candy to children, families along the road. There is a lot more to come with the markets and craft shows in Fouquet and Valrita. Holiday office parties for the communities and also the Festival of Lights in various towns across the writing. It is time to spread some holiday joy and reflect on what we are thankful for this past year. Remember to support your local businesses. This time of year it's difficult for many families and individuals and so let's not forget about our food banks, our angel campaign and our tour drive. I urge you all to be kind, donate where you can, a simple gesture can go a long way. I would like to wish everyone a safe and happy holiday season. Je vous souhaite tous et toutes une belle... I am wishing you all a wonderful Christmas. Member statements to member for Newmarket Aurora. Thank you, Mr. Speaker. Vice to the Chamber to tell you about an event in my writing of Newmarket Aurora which happened earlier this month. The Central York Fire Services invited me to attend their annual recognition ceremony and I had the honor of speaking at this great event and congratulating our community's unspoken heroes. I would like to begin by thanking Chief Ian Lang and Deputy Fire Chief Raquel Volpe for all their great work and encouragement that they provide to the Central York Fire Services team. Thank you to all our firefighters and all our first responders for your selfless commitment and dedication for the safety of our community. During this event, Captain Chris Erie, an expert in ice water, rope and high-angle rescues was recognized for his contributions in leadership and supporting the training of his fellow firefighters and community members by being awarded the Jim Allen Award. This award was introduced in 2018 to honor the Captain Jim Allen for all of his dedication and contributions over his 37-year career. This event was also the first time where the Fire Services awarded wings for their new air division which uses unmanned aerial drones to assist in the firefighting process. I would like to personally recognize the Central York Fire Services for embracing technology to modernize their service and approach to firefighting. To all the firefighters at Central York Fire Services, thank you. Member Statements, the Member for London North Centre. Speaker, the cost of living in Ontario is out of control. People feel it every day and many middle-class families are doing things they never expected. The Feed Ontario report reveals record high food bank use. Since the pandemic, first-time visitors are up 64% with one in three people accessing food banks for the very first time. In its report, Feed Ontario sites precarious employment, underfunded disability supports and unaffordable housing as reasons why middle-class people are turning to food banks in numbers never seen before. They say, and I quote, the reason that so many people must turn to a food bank is because our one strong economic foundation has weakened. In my community of London, average rent jumped 36.9% last year. One in four children are living in poverty and 6,230 individuals and families are on social housing wait lists. Speaker, people are being crushed under the skyrocketing cost of living. Families shouldn't have to turn to food banks to help feed their kids when they work hard for a living. But that is the reality in Ontario right now. The middle class built Ontario because of public health care, because of public education, and because they earned good wages. The forward government is strangling these public systems while more and more people are being pushed into poverty. This government should take Feed Ontario's recommendations, improve the quality of work, improve social assistance, invest in social housing and put people at the centre of policy and program design. To this Conservative government, protect Ontario's middle class, not just wealthy insider donors. Thank you. Member Statements, the Member for Carleton. Today to speak about a constituent of mine from Stitsville, Cara McNulty. Through her advocacy group Life Jackets for Life, she is a tireless and hardworking advocate for children's safety. Her group's goal is to change the law to require children to wear life jackets on small vessel boats. Just over four years ago, her 11-year-old son, Joshua Steinberg, passed away in a drowning accident. The 26-foot speedboat he was riding hit a wave, and Joshua had removed his life jacket just minutes before the accident. And Joshua's story is not the only one. Hundreds of boat-drowning accidents happen each year. According to the OPP, in 2020, over the last decade, 80% of the people who died in investigated boat-drowning incidents were not wearing a life jacket. These deaths are preventable. And I know that Norm Miller, the former MPP for Parisan, Muscova, introduced legislation in this house in the form of a private members bill in order to make the wearing of life jackets mandatory. That bill never made it through the House. I'm hoping that I can work with members from all sides of the House and all parties to reintroduce Norm Miller's legislation. And Mr. Speaker, on behalf of Cara and every person who have lost a loved one to drowning, whether you are fishing or riding your speedboat, always wear a life jacket. It saves lives. Thank you very much. Member Statements. The Member for Toronto Centre. Thank you, Speaker. Today is the last day where this government can choose to save Connect Clinic, the only virtual clinic in Ontario dedicated to delivering gender-affirming health care. An alternative funding plan could save the clinic, and they are commonly used in academic, northern and specialized health care settings already. Speaker, Connect Clinic checks all three boxes. Tomorrow, 3,500 trans-Ontarians will lose access to life-saving care. And I cannot stress this enough. They will have nowhere to go for this specialized care. Losing virtual health care does not only affect patients in the north or rural areas of Ontario. I've heard from my own constituents in Toronto Centre who are reeling at the loss of virtual health care. My constituent Andrew shared, my partner and I are among 1.8 million Ontarians who don't have a family doctor. We've registered multiple times for the Health Care Connect and contacted doctors' offices with zero responses to date. My partner and I have just found out that we're expecting a baby, so this weekend we booked a virtual appointment to be referred to an OBGYN. If this service is no longer supported after December 1st, we would lose access. Speaker, this government brags about their embrace of innovation, and yet they're throwing away that same innovation that enables virtual care. Funding cuts to virtual health care will not be replaced with all in-person appointments. They'll be replaced with Ontarians without access to health care. I urge this Conservative government to change course. Thank you. Member for Kitchener-Conestoga. Thank you very much, Mr. Speaker. And I'm not sure if he's watching today, but a former friend of ours, still friend of ours, Percy Halfield.  So it's always a pleasure to stand up for my riding. But this morning my statement seems to be rhyming. To as the day before December and all through this house, members got so quiet you could even hear a mouse. And if you're looking for plans to be made, come to Kitchener-Conestoga for a Santa Claus Parade. The floats and decorations have been made with care in hopes that St. Nicholas would soon be there. Elmira this Saturday, New Hamburg on Sunday. Bring the whole family and you'll have a fun day. If you're busy this weekend, there's no need to take fright. As they're parade on December the 9th. And if you still think Santa will never be seen, he'll also be in St. Clements on December 17th. You'll see me or my helpers. I call them my staff and keep an eye out for, or sorry, like Santa's own elves, they work and they laugh. Keep an eye out for Cupid, for Donner and Blitzen, and my new friends MPP's Raidell and Dixon. Look for this jolly old elf with a brightly lit sign propped up by hockey sticks and held together with twine. As I look at the clock, I can see my times tight, so merry Christmas to all and to all again. Thank you. Member Statements, the member for Haldeman, Norfolk. Thank you, Speaker. That's a bit of a tough act to follow this morning. As we embark upon the Christmas season, we all have memories that are stirred by certain decorations, events, foods and drinks. I have fond memories of being bundled up so warm and so tight I could barely move as my entire family made its way into Simcoe to walk through the river of lights at the Simcoe Panorama. My brother and I looked forward to the night, especially when there was enough snow that we could be pulled in our little wooden sleigh. This Saturday night in my riding of Haldeman, Norfolk, the 60-year tradition continues as Simcoe Panorama flips the switch to over 200,000 lights, numerous displays and hundreds of decorated trees. Downtown Simcoe and its parks will be transformed into a magical winter wonderland. Porstron trolley rides, character meat and greets, a festive market and, of course, a cup of hot chocolate await. Speaker, hundreds of volunteers do their part to ensure the muck-long river of lights shines each and every night, but there are also those who work behind the scenes throughout the year to ensure displays are retouched and lights are in working order. The past few years have been difficult for the Panorama, given the challenges the pandemic presented, but this tired-less group of volunteers have soldiered through, and I know they are looking forward to this season for a return to a full sleigh to festivities. Panorama runs from this Saturday, December 3rd until January 1st from 6 to 10 each day.  It's sure to make even the grinchiest of members feel the warmth of the season. Merry Christmas to you all. Thank you. Member statements? Member for Essex. Mr. Speaker, Mr. Speaker, I have a good news story from Essex County about long-term care. ARCH, long-term care, operates a 75-bed facility in Tilbury, but the building is old, Mr. Speaker, and they want to build a new one, a new one only 15 minutes down the road in the town of Bell River. It's going to be brand new, state-of-the-art. It'll have private rooms. It'll have 160 beds, twice as many, as the old facility. But of course, Mr. Speaker, the NDP member before me opposed that idea. But because of this government's progressive and compassionate policies, ARCH applied for and received a license to build the new facility in Bell River. And that means the people of Tilbury and Bell River will now have twice as many beds in a state-of-the-art facility that they didn't have before. I want to thank the Minister of Long-term Care for ensuring that the people of Essex County and indeed all Ontarians receive access to quality long-term care that they deserve in a safe, home-like setting when and where they need it. Thank you. Member Statements, Member for Elgin Middle Sex London. Thank you, Speaker. It's my pleasure to rise in the House today and acknowledge an extremely worthwhile organization in my writing, Harvest Hands. Speaker, did you know that close to 50% of all food produced in this country is wasted or lost to landfills? A staggering and unfortunate reality. That is exactly why Jim Cynthia Collins founded Harvest Hands in St. Thomas in 2020. Their mission is to rescue surplus food from retailers, bakers and growers to help feed families. Nutritious, bountiful and perfectly edible food is rescued from landfills, fresh produce, frozen food, packaged in canned goods, all end up in homes throughout Southwestern Ontario. As a non-profit food distribution bank, Harvest Hands' purpose is to help agencies gain access to good food. Funded entirely by donations and volunteer driven, Harvest Hands provides food that feeds over 24,000 families a year in Southwestern Ontario since inception. Harvest Hands has delivered over $8 million, $8 million of food from Windsor through to Oshawa. The distribution network of Harvest Hands serves and comprises more than 80 agencies. Speaker, with Christmas fast approaching, many food banks across this province will face an even greater need for volunteers, food donations to meet increased holiday demand. Waste not, want not, Speaker. Thank you, Harvest Hands, for a job well done. Complete our member's statements for this morning.


I was just thinking, when you go to a puppet show, you see the puppets, you see the puppets of the Mary and Ness, but you don't, if it's one of those shows where the puppeteer is out of sight, you don't see the puppeteer. And that's what the unconscious mind is, it's the puppeteer, and then what seems to be going on the surface of consciousness is the puppet show. And that's why it's so disturbing, because it can be like you're watching a puppet show and going, I don't like that at all. What I'm seeing, I don't really like that, but you don't see the puppet master underneath. And so it seems even doubly scary because you can't seem to control it. And that's what's so good about this movie tonight is Simone, the whole movie shows that something's made up and then it goes out of control, completely out of control, that this character Simone seems to be generated and then is more of a representation of Al Pacino's main character's thoughts. You know, he kind of makes her up, but she seems to take on a life of her own. And so basically the world has been given away. You could say that that's when you look at the world, it's what you gave away, tried to give away. There's a part really back at the back of the text where Jesus says you've got like a two-tier self-concept going on. The dreams that you dream in secret and the dreams that you gave away. Everything on the surface of consciousness is the dreams that have been given away. And then that's just a mass covering over the dreams that you dream in secret, which are really dark. They're really black. They're the death wish. That's why the top tier was made. That's why the whole top tier was made because it didn't want to see what lies beneath. You might remember that there was a movie called What Flies Beneath where Michelle Pfeiffer goes through the whole thing and she's perceiving all these scary things happening, but you think she's got at least one alliance, one dear friend, her love, her life, her husband. And they cast Harrison Ford, which is perfect because he's always a good guy. And it turns out he's not at the end. It's like that Angelique Jolina that you were going to watch for the suspect when he comes out. But that's really so when the mind is upset by what is judging in the forms. It's just, it's projecting and it's afraid of a world that's out of control now. And it's not really acknowledging what lies beneath. It's not really acknowledging the subconscious mind. Tonight's the last Republican debate, so this is the last time that Trump will be on stage. He's having a field day with the down in Las Vegas of all places. The circus moves to Las Vegas. But I just saw a little clip online where there was this award show or some kind of show honoring somebody and it was this Saturday night. They got Tina Fey to come, just said, Lauren Greenfield said, come, just come and we'll have you do something. When she got there, they said, no, we're not really going to have you. Just watch the show, just sit in the audience and watch nothing for you to do. She sat down and then she, when she sat down, she looked right behind her and Donald Trump was right behind her. And she just was like, because she just saw, she's watched a TV and she's always talking back to the TV like, just shut up and no, just leave the Mexicans alone and you know, she's always really going at it. But then when she sees behind, she's just like, oh, hi there.  She said, but then she thought, why do I, why do I am I so cordial when I'm blasting away at home? And it was this, it was a self-concept thing again. She said, we both had the same baby nurse, Donald Trump and her had the both the same baby nurse. And all she could think of is if I'm, if I get into a feud with Donald Trump, then the baby nurse will hate me. So it's the self-concept of concern. She can blast away, people do that all the time with the internet. They just blast all their comments, but if there's some kind of a threat to the self-concept, they feel that it could show them in a bad light, then they kind of cower.  But in this movie, the main character, you know, he's a filmmaker, Victor Taransky, and he wants to get his film made. And his lead actress has a lot of preferences and a lot of wins and a lot of things. And basically, she basically walks out on him, so he wants to get his film made. But it's a whole movie that just shows the making of an image called a vector in this movie, a virtual actor. It's a computer-generated actor and then making an image. And that's like the characters that we're perceiving in this world that seem to be real people. They're like vectors. They're like generated from the unconscious mind just to act out everything. They do a great job. They're following the script. They're doing everything they were programmed to do. They're saying everything. They're doing everything. They're feeling everything that they were programmed to do. But when you come in to try to go to peace of mind and have integrity, then it doesn't seem to work out very well as long as you believe the characters are real. If you see them, it's just thoughts, and you're more likely to just be able to let the thoughts go. But as long as they're external characters doing things to you, acting on you, acting, reacting, responding, with will of their own, with the mind of their own and whatever, then that's the state of sleep where you seem to be at the mercy of external forces and external people. And it's very much like in Solaris when they go to Solaris because they're not whole people. They're just what you gave them. All they are is how you remembered them in the unholy instant. They really have nothing. These figures don't have anything to do with the Christ. They have nothing to do with reality. In fact, Jesus calls them shadow figures. He actually calls people shadow figures, which is acting out the past. Past hurts, past grievances, past ones, past desires. My friend Rested got a song from the Angels called Shadowland. And the Angels, the chorus says, Where nothing lives and nothing dies. Where nothing is, there's only lies in Shadowland.  It's just the images, and it's like a, just a, it's an unreal dance. It's not, it's not really there. That's the lesson I was reading today after I read the text. It's lesson 132 where Jesus comes right out and says, There is no world exclamation point. First, there is no world apart from what you wish. There is no world apart from ideas. And then there is no world exclamation point. All of them are in that lesson 132. So I think it's good that actually this movie is one of the classics. I was telling Nikita, Nikita is going to familiarize herself with this one for teaching purposes. But it's, it's actually a classic because it has so, so much of the dynamics all in the movie. And I would say it's a comedy. You know, this is Pacino comedy at its best. See, there's a lot of movies where like the devil's advocate, he played quite a devil. And then the scent of a woman. The recruit. Yeah. The bad guy. The bad guy. But in this, it's, he's, he's playing a character who's kind of caught where something gets generated and then it goes completely out of control. And then it goes all the way through to the healing. Like Michael was sharing that we're fine with fake dead. Just don't lie about it. Like the Holy Spirit saying to the sleeping mind, I'm fine with fake. Just don't lie about it. Just don't keep it concealed. That's why we have our expression sessions is not to conceal what was made. Because if you conceal it, you believe that it's true. That's why you conceal it. But if you're willing to expose it, then that means you're willing to be shown that it's not real. And that's the end of the guilt. So I think this, yeah, this movie is very appropriate. We really hadn't picked a movie for tonight and then a friend of mine, Shia, who's a singer in New York City, sung at UN in Altoniv, she sent me her version of a Rita Franklin song, Natural Woman. So that's why we're watching a movie. That was a clue from the Holy Spirit.  So you'll see how that gets used at the end. See, that's hilarious. That's part of a concert that Simone does in the film. It's amazing. Okay, so we'll just roll it over to our classics. Even the Angels in the beginning singing here. Your car will be ready in just a minute, Mr. Transky. We gave you complimentary car wash. Really? Yeah, they're cleaning the engine now. So he's making adjustments. He's not telling the truth. And then he's talking to himself and justifying everything. And now at the press, value her privacy. He speaks for her. And, you know, just like we watched the adjustment bureau, now we're going to watch the guilt just go through all these adjustments to try to perpetuate the lie. And then you think of the rest of the song as if, as if there is no world. Some of you have heard that song and Helena did it as well. But there's a line in there, no longer will I try adjusting to a lie. Every time there's struggle going on psychologically or there's guilt or whatever. The guilt is being kept in the unconscious mind and then adjustments are being made, justifications, compromises. The mind is so terrified of the love and the light that it believes that there's an out of control lie. And then there's been thousands and hundreds of thousands and millions of lies on top of the lie. Like in the layers of dreaming and inception, layer upon layer upon layer until you forget that you're dreaming.  And then you go behind or underneath the original lie to find original innocence and spirit and love. So this is a classic movie because he's making movies with this generated character, this image. That's what's happening with these characters. These are characters in the part of a movie. They're being used by the mind and the reason the character seems shaky is because the unconscious mind underneath it is shaky. And now we'll see, you know, you saw him running away from the press. The press is asking his questions. He's talking about privacy. And when he's even there talking to the computer, he's drinking. He has his guilt. He's still perpetuating a lie, but he kind of likes the fame that goes along with it for Victor Teransky. So it's all this pride that's keeping up this game of adjustments. But it's going to get more and more hilarious. I've never seen a movie that shows the dynamics of what's going on in the mind. And then it just carries it out so extremely that you can see it in a humorous way, see what's going on. So watch how he tries to justify and make, he tries to cover himself. Which is really, that's what happens in this world when you try to cover the guilt and hide the guilt and justify the guilt. And it gets into this cycle that seems to be out of control. We're going to see him acting it out for us on the big screen here, showing it to us. Victor! Notice how much he's trying to hide the fact. This is why we have our expressions. Our expression sessions because there's enormous effort to hiding guilt, enormous effort to hiding secrets. The only way they're ever healed is showing to be nothing is exposed. So here we go, another round. Now here comes his ex-wife and all the studio executives demanding, forcing their way into his little studio where he generates Simone. And he's just going to be forced again to either expose or come up with more ingenious ways to hide and protect. Alright, thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. It's like a play. Product placement, it's image placement. You know, as a genius at moving the images around. You know, it's always trying to make things seem real that aren't real. And it's got to do that in order to protect itself from being exposed in the mind. So anything that makes the error real, makes the world seem real, is used by the ego. And it kind of, you could say it's very manipulative to protect itself from being uncovered. And there's a part of Victor, he's acting out representing this desire to be famous, to be known, to have attention, maybe wealth and all the things that go with the world. So he's just acting it out.  This is more of a subtle devil. That was more of an overt devil. This is like, this movie is really showing how sneaky and subtle the devil is. Because he's always protecting and protecting and over-protecting and justifying. And that's where this kind of movie can really help you if you start to just take it in and go, wow, how am I trying to justify an identity in the world? How am I trying to be good? Even a spiritual identity, have a good spiritual identity. Please the people, please the characters, please the messengers and to maintain a good identity. You see, that's part of the trick as well, where this is just saying, watch in your mind and your thoughts if you're ever justifying anything. Because he's acting it out in a very subtle way. He's just, again, there was a big point where it could be exposed and he, you know, he says she's always in here and she's a computer. He got that far and then he threw an addict. See, the cover came in just with that word addict. As if she's a real person, still, and now she's an addicted person. The gorophobia, afraid of heights, afraid of germs. He just let them fill in the projection mostly. He said now you're getting it. Now you see how the ego is so clever, it just uses all this evidence to keep it going. So here we go, it's just going to get better and better from here on in too because he's not even close to stopping with all these justifications and all these covers. Just showing the extent of the ego. It's kind of cool, David, isn't it? Because the original idea was to try and control the actors. But it's already so out of control. Yeah, yeah, his own wishes, his own unconscious wishes and desires have come out. And now he hasn't quite, he's been a little bit afraid of the publicity. He's afraid of getting discovered of people finding out what he's been up to. But it hasn't quite got out of control.  But it's going to explode, which makes it even better to show how it's way out of control. And there's no way to, Jesus says in the rules for decision, you have no control over the world you made. This is a great movie for showing exactly what he means by that. Okay, here we go. Comedy Central. We appear to be having some satellite difficulties. There's always an explosion. They're making the Truman Show. They're complaining away. You know, the Truman Show and the light comes down. They say a plane is going by shedding parts. They're always justifying and explaining everything that happens in the Truman Show is if it's a real world, not just a set that's falling apart and they're just actors. So now insufficient memory. Oh, we're having technical difficulties. There's always ego. There's pumping, pumping the mind to say, no, no, it's really, it's really happening.  It's a real world. There's real snow out there. There's real cold. It's real, you know, everything. It's real, real, real to protect itself from being uncovered. We just saw, we saw Meryl Streep in The Giver do the hologram performance and I said get used to it. Well, here it comes again. The hologram performance live at the Hollywood Bowl for the whole universe to watch. This is PR. It's just interesting. I'm just noticing, like, even inconsistencies. She's a gore phobic and all this stuff. Just like, yes, she's very tiring. Yeah, just noticing. He's always justifying.  Now she's going to be out there. But he's always, it's a threat. They were saying, well, we'll take it to the press. We'll take these photos, false photos. So you see, fear will just do whatever it can to cover without any kind of integrity or inconsistencies. Now he's got her out. He's in his little sound booth. He's like the Wizard of Oz, you know, pulling the strings. You know, Toto has to pull the curtain and to expose the wizard. So he's been pretty ingenious at this point that not having the curtain pulled. But that's to come too. We'll see how that all goes. Split mind. You're going to say the same thing all over again. Very profound.  You know, Jesus says in the Course, you never hate your brother for his sins, but only for your own. So it's not talking about personal. It's talking about the mind. It's got a major split going on. It's got a major deception going on. It's trying to be something that God didn't create. So it's got a major authority problem, major hatred and very intense in the mind. And now it's starting to play out in his life where he's starting to feel that he's not so attracted to what he's doing now. He's starting to see what he's been doing. That's the hardest thing when the defense mechanisms of the ego start to get exposed. They tend to get turned on into self-criticism and self-blame. Like, how could I be so stupid? How could I be so foolish to leave God and trick myself to keep playing and to continue to keep playing these games with my identity? The mind starts to turn like into it, like a self-hatred. But then even that, Jesus says, until you are willing to look upon the full extent of your own self-hatred, you will not be willing to let it go. So he's just getting closer now in the movie to the point where he started to get a little more willing to look at his own self-hatred. Because before he was just drinking and justifying and distracting. And now the game has gone on so long that it's like it's starting to get frustrated. He actually still loves his daughter and he still loves his wife. But he's kind of got caught up into this whole Simone thing and now his daughter is even reflecting it. I want the old Victor Transky back. It used to be about the work but now it's about her. So she's reflecting back that he's lost his way.  So we'll see what he tries to do with his hatred here. We'll pause it here because he's actually going to make his first attempt at exposing what's going on.  How does it go? They don't believe you.  They doubt what? At the least. They doubt or they attack. When you've put all this energy into this and you try to withdraw your mind from it and go reverse if you've been going forward with the projection. So this is pretty good because he's actually starting to fall in love with Elaine. He wants to come clean and he's going to try to come clean. I did this with my mother one time and it went very similar to this. Years ago. You can watch how it goes with Elaine here as he tries to spill the beans and be authentic. That's right out of the course. What you think you've made you believe is made you. But the mind makes the ego and then forgets and then has a projected the world that's given away in which you seem to be born to parents in which the world, mom and dad, sperm and egg, make you. You see how it's all reversed. It seems like the projection made who you are. But all this stuff about making the ego and doing this whole shift of identity, forgetting your eternal reality and making up a false self, that's all happened in mind. That's been pushed out of awareness. That's the unconscious mind and then the story is mom and dad which country, United States, Russia, everything is backwards. That's why Jesus said who is my father, mother, sister, brother? He does the will of my father and Evan is my father and other sister brother. He saw that the whole linear time of genetics, of generations of everything is all part of the trick to protect the mind from knowing what it is that the Greeks talked about. Know thyself. This is an elaborate trick to guard against accepting yourself as spirit. It's a huge trick. And now he's just said I made her. He's really making his confession and sharing his guilty secret. I made her and she's going Victor. She made you. You are nothing without this actress. You see how it's all flipped around. But these are just acting out on the big screen. Some of the most basic core teachings have a course in miracles. And now he's going to start to get even more frustrated and angry because he's trying to come clean but he's having great difficulty coming so clean because he's condensed himself and everyone around him of the reality of Simone. And it's no different than the mind convincing itself of the reality of a person. And now it's got to go in the other direction. So it gets even funnier now. Now it's just beginning to warm up at this point. There's so much more to come. Like many people if they reach desperation they turn to murder and death or suicide as a way out because he's reached his frustration point. He can't seem to kill her career. He can't seem to come out because he says they'll all have defrauded millions so he's in a place of intense hatred and self-hatred and guilt. So now he kisses the he literally kisses the gravestone not another word. So now he's going to attempt the murder suicide attempt in his case a murder but this is just showing all the options. This movie is even showing how murder and suicide is not an option. That's not going to get you out of the guilt either. So it's just showing everything. It's her body of work Victor, Victor, Victor. The two meeting points, the two thought systems you can't explain. You can't explain this. You can only see it for yourself like in the Matrix. I can only show you the door. I can't walk through it.  Because the world is the belief that there is no spirit. So you can't really convey it. You can just let it come through you and come through you and demonstrate it but you can't really explain it in words. Now he's really reaching his breaking point because he's trying to become as clean as he can and they're going you're disposing of a body of a woman that doesn't exist and the camera, they've got to freeze frame of him dragging it. This is where it gets really hilarious. The freeze frame of that face. Like what do I do? What do I do? And look at the words underneath it. Why don't you just come clean? That's great that we've got subtitles on. That right there is a poster. That's a quantum forgiveness poster right there. Why don't you just come clean, huh? And look at his face. He's just like, what do I do? What do I do? And I don't. Not me. Find the thing. No, there it is. That's why we have our expression sessions. We're fine with fake, just don't lie about it. That's what the spirits keep saying every day. We're fine with fake. In other words, we know it can't bind you forever. Just don't cover it. Just don't bury it. You'll never be free of it if you keep burying it. So that was like the line in the whole movie. In fact, you could stop the movie right there. I've done that with certain movies that I remake. Or just stop it. But that's really like the big people. But it's funny, they do have a funny ending. So we'll watch the final movie. It's truly in the bind.  And the rest, just symbols that people may approach and go, oh, look at this, I like this, I like that. But then nothing is what it seems. We're totally digital. We've gone digital. It says, I didn't know what was wrong with me, but there's nothing wrong. That's why this is a classic. Because it brings your mind back to that still point of realizing that the only guilt or shame or pain is still trying to maintain a lie. And this is just another permission to say, don't do that. You don't need to maintain an image. You don't need to maintain a facade or a mask or an act. I looked that up in the dictionary one time. The act is to impersonate the movement of the act. Very, very deep. It all works together for good. When there's no good movies at the theater that draw us, then we just draw upon the pool of the classics that remind us of what it's all about. It's like a mind rinse. Very profound. There's only one distinction, one tiny tweak in the mind that's required. And these movies are like just boom, just bringing that in. Just everything's funneling to one point. It's great. I couldn't tell what the thoughts were, but I was feeling just amazing. I guess what the movie was just spring forth. Just unsettling fear. Like this shaking. It's like I couldn't even relate to any thoughts. I don't know if it was really bringing it forward. It was a really good rinse. Yeah, it's whatever it takes for the mind to just snap, crackle, and pop. I was watching something on the news on my computer where Melanie Griffith who's married to Antonio Banderas she's like all people in the world seemingly getting older and aging and wrinkling and everything. But the seeming critics have been so vicious about her looks and everything just this and this. She was on a beach in Hawaii and she just snapped a photo of her legs and posted it on Instagram. And then they started right away. Ooh, ugly. Or those men's legs, you know, they started right in. But she just kind of just like saying, okay, say whatever you want. You could see that I could even see with her with everyone. Everyone's going to the same place of having to see the meaninglessness of beautiful, ugly, of form. Of judging form positively or negatively. What a beautiful case to be a Hollywood actress and then to go through what seems to be the aging process and then have people before where they were complimenting now criticizing and to start all of it just to see that none of it is real. How beautiful. I just have such an appreciation for the spirit just showing us that you can't really judge the form positive or negative. It's so beautiful. And there's no sense of should or ought to or have to. Some guy just wrote to me on Facebook a couple of hours ago just going, David, I just don't get this non-duality stuff. I just can't get it. Should I look for another path? And I just go back to him. I said, yeah, why don't you just go for anything that resonates with you. Love you. He went, thanks. That's it. It's all that. Go for something that resonates with you. Don't try to keep forcing even the word non-dual. You don't have to fit into a philosophy you just have to give yourself over to what really resonates. I think that's part of why that scent of a woman came in because I think the Petino character in that is pretty blunt and uncompromising. Direct. A little bitter. Yeah, he's got a little bit of it. He has a self-concept going. And then there's some bitter. The bitterness is getting washed out. So the bluntness is a good thing. That's how we all seem to end up. She came in talking about scent of a woman, al Pacino, then it kind of shifted over to natural woman, al Pacino. We just kind of followed the breadcrumbs. We don't have scent of a woman. And so I was like, we don't have scent of a woman. We don't have the other movie. Then my friend Shia just said here it was a Dropbox song for you, David, and she sent me. I said, what's this? And I tried to download it and I clicked and finally downloaded it. Natural Woman was the song that I got sent today. I said, I think that's a sign we're supposed to watch. What's this movie? Like, it's just all of life. Just let it drop in. Follow what resonates. Follow what resonates. And let it drop in. Let it make itself obvious. So different from the idea of having to plan out a future. Plan how it's supposed to go, how it's going to work out. That's why our whole programming was all plan, plan, plan. I even have a five-year degree in planning. I went to the university for five years to get a degree in planning and Jesus just laughed like, okay, now you won't ever use that. But yeah, it's whatever it takes to just come back to simplicity. Follow what resonates. Let it be given. And it's amazing, I think, it's all about healing in the mind and clearing the emotions. It doesn't have anything really to do with producing anything or achieving anything in the world or accomplishing anything in the world. It's like a skit, it's a stage. It's a stage for staging and the staging that's going on is healing in the mind. That's what's happening. That's all that seems to be there. That's all that is, I could say, tangible. Everything else seems so important in the world. Did you get it? Is it finished? Was it good? Did you succeed? It cares. That's all intangible. All those things are intangible. They don't have any tangibility, any essence, any substance. Are you happy? Are you peaceful? Are you joyful? Are you free? Tangible. That's essential. That's tangible. It's amazing. It's amazing. We had that a few years ago when Justin was here and they held all those protests that were spreading all around. Occupy and Lisa and Justin went down and filmed, made a little movie. Then it got nominated and was accepted into Sundance and everyone was, and then because of some technicalities it was subsequently rejected from Sundance and I was like, oh, the spirit's just like, did you get it? Did you get it yet? It's not about anything coming out good or right or bad or wrong but the spirit's been very gracious about did you get it? Did you get it with these movies with everything? Thank you all. Thank you.


So first of all, we don't believe the vaccine is the mark of the beast. Let me just put it out there. Okay, it's not a mark of the beast. Could it be maybe one day, perhaps the Antichrist is going to take advantage of that, see how people are easily pushed into that, maybe perhaps. The reason why it's not a mark of the beast, because according to revelation, mark of the beast is a mark that is closely tied to the worship of the beast. Mark of the beast is a mark of loyalty and devotion to the beast. No one is going to take the mark of the beast accidentally. It's going to be willfully, and everyone who will take it will take it knowingly. Okay? This is going to be a willful loyalty to the beast. In fact, before the mark of the beast scripture in Revelation 13, it talks about the seal of the lamb. Come on, now. So we put so much focus on the mark, but Bible actually talks about the seal first. And nobody gets the seal of the lamb an accident. In fact, it's not even physical. The Bible doesn't even say there's any physical mark of that seal of the lamb.  And then the devil, who is not a creator, but a copycat and a duplicator, he comes up with the mark, which most likely will be similar to the seal because devil always perverts what God does. Okay, so please relax. Okay? If you want to take one, that vaccine, you take it. If you don't want to take one, make sure you don't use that. It's mark of the beast. Now, could this be a setup for what's going to happen with the mark of the beast? Probably. So is the chip on your cell phone and on your credit card. It's a setup. Everything is a setup. Remember the end times. It's not end for us. There is no end for us. There is end for the darkness, death, sickness, devil, demons. That's their end, not ours. So Christians, chill. Now, with that said, so that I made one group happy, now let me make the other group happy. My goal is to make both groups a little bit upset and a little bit relieved. Do I encourage vaccines? No. Do I discourage vaccines? No. It's your decision, not ours. It's not our place to tell you who you should vote for. And it's not my place to take what you should do when it comes to this issue. Now, one of the reasons there is a hesitancy. With this particular vaccine among people in our church, myself included, it's not because we have a hesitancy toward vaccines overall. It just usually it takes the fastest vaccine that was made from what I've read about is took five years. A vaccine that was produced in five or six months scared the living light sort of people. Even rats didn't have a chance to die from it. I know the moment this video can be flagged. And if you post anything about it, they will say, yes, it's being tested. And who on us? We're the we're the rats in the lab right now. I am not against judging or condemning. This is not a political statement. I'm just stating the facts. Facts don't care about our feelings that this has been developed really fast. Now, I'm glad it's being developed because we at least can go eat and in some places remove our masks. And so to some degree, I'm glad they're pushing really hard and they're working really hard, but we got to be very honest. Most of us in here who are under 35 years of age, according to the statistic is we have a 99% chance survival from this disease. And 90% of us had it, which means our bodies develop immunity. Our body developed these things in them that vaccines supposed to provide. So it just makes it very difficult to say, hey, get another dose of what I technically kind of got last year already by going naturally through that. And so just because people are hesitant toward taking it right now, it doesn't mean that a lot of people will be hesitant completely to take it in the future once it gets perfected and actually gets approved by FDA. So with that said, as a local church, we've had a situation. We're not against vaccines. If that's what you we have people on our board, we have people on our team who take him and God bless your soul. What we're against is when the government begins to mandate it. Now, for those of you who are like, oh my God, this is the anti-vax church. Chill. Hold on for one second. One second. Imagine if everyone was forced to eat peanuts. While majority of the population would be fine, there will be people who would die and be severely harmed if they ate peanuts. Much like the vaccine, not everyone's body is responding well and some people have died. While rare, it is still something that is happening. Mendating this vaccine is a medical tyranny and it can it can and it will kill people while there are tests to see if somebody is allergic to peanuts. There are no tests to see if your body is allergic to this vaccine. With that said, a lot of people passed away who even doctors would say could have survived if they would have had vaccine. And the other side is also true. There are people who passed away the moment they got the vaccine. With that said, why am I saying this? If it's in your conviction that you don't want to take it and you feel like, hey, my body is good. I already am a young person and your work is forcing that. We worked with the attorneys this week and we have a letter that we will give you as a member of the church where legally protects you from being fired at your church, at your church, at your, you're not going to be fired at your church. The legally protects you in your workplace. Again, we offer, we'll only offer that to the members who serve. We're not going to offer that just to anybody because part of the deal there is I have to sign that you serve under the, um, the, um, the preacher, like pretty much you can throw me in jail if it's not true. So I don't want to go to jail. Okay. And so that's why, so people, the moment I posted online, you know, literally how many people reached out, passes reached out and show. And so if you go to a local church that's not here, we can share those documents with you. Uh, we're not going to force it, but if you feel that, Hey, I don't feel comfortable, I have my personal convictions on that as a church, our goal is to protect that freedom and we will provide that letter. I'll sign it, but only to the members who serve the rest of the people who are visiting, uh, joint membership, one of the perks of membership. But the reason why is because we have to be able to actually, you know, say that as, as, as a congregation, we see you serving. We know who you are versus just a random person just coming in. And so with that said, we're praying. I know people who took vaccine, um, and they're doing fine. Um, and I know people who didn't take it and the doctors would tell them if they would have taken it, things would have been better for them. So when it comes to, should you take it, should you not, I think it's your personal decision. It's between you, um, in your doctor, you and you and the Lord and your consciousness, but as a church, our stance is that we don't believe it's the mark of the beast, at least not right now, I asked every person who took a vaccine, I asked them, Hey, did you, uh, pledge your allegiance to the beast? Did there was that like a small print? They're like, no. And so I'm just like, okay, it's, it's not mark of the beast. Okay. And we just personally, I just don't like when it's forced, especially in this kind of a stage for people to get vaccinated against a disease that has a 99% survival rate for somebody of my age. And so that's, that's what we're not for. And not just with the vaccine, with anything, if the government pushes it like that, um, we, we have a God, uh, we Christians and, uh, our government is not our king. We respect it. We pay our taxes. We obey the laws. Uh, but there comes things where they ensued on our freedom that, um, I understand they want to protect us. Uh, there's certain things you're going to have to live with risks. When you get in the car, you have a risk of getting in the car accident. When you get into the airplane, you have a risk of the plane, uh, plane, uh, exploding. When you get married, you have a risk of getting somebody break your heart. When you get kids, you have a risk. Actually, it's not a risk. It's a proven fact. They will break your heart many times. We still do that. And so there's certain risks we live with. And America, what I love the country for is the land of the free and home of the brave. After the COVID, honestly, it seems like it's the land of cowards and home of people who are just scared. And we don't want to lose our freedoms because of pandemic, because of terrorism, we want to lose the freedom because of nothing. We want to be people who are free. We were created to be free.