What is up Hot Makers? Welcome to Hot Makes right here on Hot Makes and all of the things. I'm Nerdy J. This, my friends, is Shannon. How are you, Shannon? So much excitement. I'm good. I am excited for this week. How are you doing? I'm in the same boat for different reasons, so. Yes, for sure.  Well, welcome to Hot Makes. If you've not been here before, you found us and we welcome you. We got some cool stuff going on. Anything you see Hot Makes wise, there's a link in the description below. Click that link. It'll take you to a Google Doc where you'll find a 100 and six episodes worth of links that we've shown over the last couple years. And we are on episode 106, which is amazing. As always, if you want to help out the show in any way, monetarily, at least not really in any way, but monetarily, there's a PayPal link in the description below along with probably in the chat. And it will notify my phone. We always really appreciate that. Thank you. Thank you so much. We're gonna talk a little bit about that coming up. Also, I think we're everywhere, right? We're always everywhere. We're always everywhere. I know. We're always everywhere, guys. Twitch, Facebook, YouTube, just make sure you're on the main channel. I didn't check today, but I know last week it was, what, like 705-ish? So we're up there. We're inching closer to 1,000, guys. Make sure you're on our main channel, please. Yeah, absolutely. We're getting there. I know we, I mean, for the last couple of months, at least, we've been broadcasting across the world. So like, we're kind of spread, but that's OK. We're usually getting a pretty good audience. Yeah, we're bringing in some new people, you know? Right. Like Jay, good morning. Good morning, Jay. Beaker, 3D Justin is super excited for Murph. I think it's Justin's first one, man. I can't wait to meet you in person along with everybody else. We are going to talk Murph talk. What was that? Except for me. I know, I'm sorry. I'm already seeing it in the chat. I'm sorry, guys. You guys want to know what I'm doing? Yes, let's go over that. I can talk about it, apparently. Let's do it. Yeah, Marvel invited me to be a cosplayer on their red carpet for Thor. So this is something that I've been, like, it's just kind of been in the back of my head is something I wanted to do for like the last, I don't even know, eight or nine years that I've been doing cosplay. So I got this email a couple of weeks ago and I was like, I don't have money for this, but I can't miss this. So it's on like three separate credit cards right now. Because it was like last minute flights, which are really expensive right now. But literally like a two day trip and guys, it's almost the exact same time as the convention. So I get home on like Sunday morning. So unfortunately, yeah, it's on Thursday. I'm staying Friday to see my friend that was there. And that's it. Well, it's going to be awesome. No, I mean, we wish you could be a Murph with us. But I do have to say Marvel inviting you to be on the red carpet for the premiere. All right. That's pretty important to you. I think the community. It's kind of unfortunate, though, because they want Nebula and like, I'm going to have to paint myself blue for like an entire day and I'm not looking forward to that. But you know what, you know who my guest is. Can I tell you? Did you hear this? No. I have a plus one. Listen, I have a plus one because I'm on like the list. OK, like this is fancy. Look, I don't know if it's going to go past this or not. And it might. And that's kind of like the scary thing is now that it might be like a regular thing. But yeah, I had a plus one. And since I'm doing Guardians, I was like, who's a good Star Lord immediately. Yeah. So guys, sinister props, Chris, who's on my stream and who was on here a few weeks ago is going with me. So that's going to be a fun.  I shouldn't have spoiled it. I saw you guys talking like on socials and I was like, oh, this is going to be awesome. No, you know, I didn't know we could talk about it. And then and then he was like, oh, no, everybody else is posting about it. So I was like, all right, cool. Why not? That's so cool. That is super cool. And and while you while you'll be enjoying the marvels, right, we will be hanging out in the very hot Goshen, Indiana. I the last I looked, I'm going to check while we're talking right now. The last I looked, though, it was going to be one warm weekend. And and probably have my so those of you out in the audience, my mom is actually here today. She's sitting right over here hanging out. So if you hear like random talking, it is it's it's actually coming from my room. She's commenting to the show on the side over here, which is awesome. So what do we got here? It looks to be 86 88 and 79 this weekend, which is not what my week's going to be. Yeah, it's it's definitely hot. Thanks, Gary. And also I'm hoping less rain as last year because last year we had some good rain and I'm really hoping less humidity. I was trying to find the humidity, but I can't off the look.  I will take that and 36 on Sunday. I will take that all day. That's not bad.  Steven says 105 in Arizona.  It was so hot and so humid in that building. It's just an open fair building. There's no air. There's no like anything. They just raise the doors and let it fly. You guys are going to make humans and need to skip Marvel for that. Yes.  But it's going to be amazing this year. And there's a lot of people in the chat that are going to be there. And that's what we're going to talk about a little bit this week. I know I've been hanging out this week has been kind of crazy. So we've been doing that with Father's Day and everything else. Happy Father's Day to all the fathers out there. Kids, pets, whatever you want to be a father to. Happy Father's Day to that. I've seen so many of my friends do that where they're like, happy Father's Day to me for my puppy. I'm like, OK, guys, relax. Well, it's going to be super fun. We are going to bring in. We're actually going to have. We're going to talk about Murph in a second here. But before we do that, let me know in the chat if you'll be there, because I'm going to start watching the chat a little closer. I'm curious to who's all going to be there. I know we've been talking about this for weeks. I know a lot of people that will be there, but maybe there's some people I missed. But I know we have some really cool discussion around Murph. We're going to start the show with that today. And then we have like 20 hot makes that I pulled today, which I'm super pumped about. Tripod's Garage says, I'm building. My Murph racer right now. Hey, man, I was supposed to get with Sam before he left. And then yesterday was Father's Day. I totally forgot when I got with him. And then he said when he comes in and he meets up with you, maybe we'll get together over video and something and get mine. I have one. It's in a bajillion pieces back here. And yeah, you know how it goes. You're building one right now. There's a secret, kind of not really secret project going on. And we're going to have some fun at Murph with it. But let's see. I have plain tickets teed up and waiting on a sponsor to finalize. Not sure if I'll be there. Who's staying at what hotels? That's cool. But while we're chatting about Murph though, let's bring in Caleb. Caleb is behind the scenes. He edits my videos on the edge of tech.  I met him at Murph in 2019. And that's how the Caleb and I saga started, right? I don't know if Caleb is here. Caleb with us. Did he come in yet? I can't answer that question. I was sitting here thinking about that. Yeah, let's do it. Where are you at? I thought you were going to pull me in. We were looking at you like, where is your camera? I was waiting for you to pop in. Ladies and gentlemen, I don't know if you've never met Caleb. This is Caleb right here. Thank you. Thank you. He is, like I said, he edits my videos. I met Caleb in 2019 at CME CNC tour. We bonded over cameras of all things. Didn't we have the same model? Or no, you have very similar. You had the better model that I wanted. You upgraded. I've been working out. I've been working. Oh, we're talking about cameras. No, no, no. We need to, oh, I wonder why I'm here every week, like, saying. We should do a, we should do a nerds of Murph, like calendar. Yes. Yes. That would be a lot of fun. We could do it. Calendar with everybody. We're going to get tripoded on that, get Joel in on it. Yeah. I think, let's see, there's a lot of people coming in. Do a group shot of her Christmas card. There we go. We should. We will. Let's do it. Let's, I know last year. You're going to Photoshop me in. Okay. You will. The lighting doesn't match at all. Yeah. It's really fine. Last year, a bunch of people got together and did a big group shot and I missed that. And I was super sad that I missed it. I think we walked in right after it was done. And then everybody was like standing in like a pyramid and stuff. It was really cool. So this year, let's make it happen. I see a lot of people saying they're going to be there. Yeah. Jay in the chat says Canon 90D, which is the one you got. Right. Is that what you're supposed to do? That's what my main camera is. Right there. That's a Canon 90D. This one. This one's an SL three. Because it does the 4K and I can do the 4K on it. But yeah, the main one right there is a Canon 90D. That's okay. That's a good camera. It is. It's pretty old at this point and it doesn't do great in low light. But at work we have a Sony a6500. So I've basically been using that for everything now. That's nice. Lightspeed says he might be there. He has an Airbnb booked. We actually I'm bringing. We're bringing out Caleb. And in the back, you see his lovely girlfriend. She's like, I don't know. She's actually back here. She's working on stickers that we're going to be bringing to the show right now. Yeah. Sarah's coming with us. And Steve, if you were there last year, remember Steve, he's going to be hanging out with us again this year. Boom. Look at that. Hot makes stickers. And so we, I, we, I booked a big Airbnb as well. Right. I booked a big Airbnb as well. I booked a big Airbnb as well. Right in the town there and we're going to have fun. I love staying in the hotel rooms, but when we have so many people coming, it's hard to pay for two or three hotel rooms for the whole weekend. It's cheaper to get an Airbnb. So yeah. I looked out on an Airbnb on the way home too. I ended up finding one that was only like 60 bucks. Weird. That's so weird. That's awesome. So you're going to be in your little Airbnb and I'll be in my Malibu beach house by myself. I mean, that works. Yeah. We're going to have four people in one Airbnb. I love it. Yeah. There will be four. But hey, this year there's three rooms. So last year there was only two main rooms. And Caleb. Caleb and I slept together. We did. There was two twin beds. Let's, let's quit. Yeah. It was like a twin room where there was like a small bed on either side of the room. And he and I were just like four feet away from each other the entire night. It was weird. Yeah. There's the other ones. There you go. I like to see that. And if I have time, I know I have material, but if I have time, I'm going to do some. Shane. We were definitely. We were definitely. We were definitely. We were definitely. We were definitely. We were definitely. We were definitely. We were definitely. Shane. We were definitely getting cracked donuts again this year. If you've not had cracked donuts, you've not lived. We will have those. Hang on. So have a controversial opinion. Oh boy. Oh man. You don't like them. I'm not a huge fan of the Amish crack donuts. I'm not a huge fan of crack. I'm not a fan. She's never had them. So we have to. They are, they are these donut holes that are made by, what is it rise and roll bakery? It's an Amish bakery in town. And they're just like the softest, moistest, like. They are.  They are cake like a soft cake donut dipped in caramel. Yeah. And then sugar cinnamon coated. I love how he knows the exact formula. Yeah. It's amazing. It's amazing. There's a box of those. Look at this. You're going to need to try it. We got the approved. Approve. I sense a little bit of bias there. So, so for those of you watching, trying to get us to give them money. Right. So those of you watching not knowing what Murph is, Murph is the Midwest rep rap festival. It is in Goshen, Indiana. And, and this is their website. It's their Facebook page really. It started like a few, at least a few years ago in a garage at a barbecue. And it's turned into a huge get together now in 2019. That's when I met Caleb the year that the year before 2020 when everything happened, but it was crazy. It was packed where you couldn't even walk. I was so busy and they're in a bigger building now. They were last year as well. So that probably won't happen. But there were last year was kind of slow. I think this year is going to be ridiculous. So this is, they weren't coming last year because they were concerned about travel are all going to show up this year. Yeah. And a lot of people from out of the country are coming. So that's really cool. Is there still a bar? Yes. I am super pumped to meet John. Yeah. Let's see. I need to experience this Nirvana. Yes. Big channel. You do. Oh my God. The Florida area rep rap trade show or farts for short. Yes. I love that. So, um, I will. So a couple of things. Number one, what is it? It's a Midwest rep rap festival. And it's all it is, is a whole bunch of people that love 3d printing come together in one place and there's vendors. You can buy filaments and stuff like that. Um, and it's just a giant 3d printing fest is what it is. And it's absolutely amazing. Um, SLB, I can't wait to come find us. So something to think about. You guys, you guys see us every week. Um, Shannon probably gets this a lot in what she does too. Um, I don't, for the most of you, I know a few of you on here from person and I've seen you, but for most part we don't know who you are. So when you come up to us and say, hi, I love that. Come talk to me. As you can tell, I'm a talker. Right. And I'm going to look at you as a talker or what your YouTube chat and a little bit of this up like it's weird.   And you're like, I really can't tell you. And I feel so bad. For me, it's because they're in cosplay. And I don't know who it is, but just still tell them guys. Remember just remember you see me all the time with my videos. You see us every week right here But we probably have never seen you so come up say hey Jim or Ed's for instance, there's Ed C if he came up and said I'm Ed C I wouldn't I would recognize his name if he came up. Hey like I'm Tim. I'd be like I don't know who Tim is, right? So so come say hi, but introduce yourself so I know who I'm talking about What else can I try to jump in there?  Yes, yeah So we got some awesome Some awesome stuff coming We are gonna try so so you know what it is now We full disclosure you can see by this post. I wasn't gonna mention this but it's right there. I'm gonna do it Oh boy here. We're gonna hang out The Murph crowd the Murph organizers for week for three weeks now I've been trying to sponsor the show. I want to be a sponsor table I want to give back to the community and sponsor the show because I really think it's a great thing to do Trying to give them money. I have zero. I've been trying to give them money with zero response via email Messages and directly chatting on their walls and comments. So we're gonna be there We will have at least one table probably gonna try to have a table if we can get one We will we're gonna have one or two tables Depending on what their space is one for the edge of tech one for hot makes or we'll combine them whatever But we will be there. We will have a table, but they're not getting back to me So I guess I'm not really a sponsor So I'm gonna use that money that we were gonna sponsor with and probably give it to the vendors there who are there You know trying to support the community as well and we'll buy some stuff, but So that's why I'm not on the sponsor list and that's why if you go there We're not gonna be in the sponsor section. We'll probably be I to be fair I'd rather be back in the back tables anyway because that's where all the people are gonna be hanging You know like everybody's tables, but long story short. We tried they're not responding I can't you know, whatever so um dance is getting at Goshen at 10. They don't get keys till noon. They'll start getting um tables and all that stuff at noon and Go from there. I think Yeah, that says it's the midwest you have to use smoke sick. Yeah, yeah That might be that might be so um dance says he's gonna be streaming a bunch of it We are so Caleb and I have been discussing behind the scenes Yes, we would love to discuss with Shannon, but she's abandoning us for Marvel. I mean come on. Yeah Listen, it's marvel and then it's also celebrating the fact that my friend's like destroying cancel culture right now So it's like two big things for me I'm sorry You're something more important than us There you go. There I'll bring some Oreos and some water for you guys. Oh, no, see that's another reason why I don't I want to be there guys So we've had issues in the past with with internet at the Because to barn So like We're gonna try to do a live stream But if we can't we'll pre-record stuff and bring it to you guys the following Monday Hopefully my goal would be to try to live stream and I'm gonna set up all a bunch of cool You know just get with everybody there and just have them come sit like next to me at the table Well, we'll talk I'll bring this camera set up and all that If we can't because the internet sucks there Then we'll we'll film those sections and then we'll put it together and show it either Well, probably not that monday because we don't have time to edit it by monday But maybe I'm gonna try following. I can't guarantee anything because I'm not gonna be getting home until Sometime in the afternoon on monday. So I'll try Yeah, I'm not worried about it. So we'll have fun. I hope my hot spot worked again. Good point. That would be okay Um, but we are gonna try and if it allows us to Yeah No, it's all yeah, it's also in the middle alamish country. So and it's in a big metal building. So yeah But if you allow us, we will also walk around and show some We will show some tables and stuff too, which will be a lot of fun I am gonna make a video for my channel. Um, we're gonna do a little different format this year. Stay tuned I'm not giving out of the way But yeah, it's gonna be a lot of fun Um, I don't know some homeless people that I find that want to stay in here Did you see that? Did you see that little joke in your video? What no, I didn't what I missed one So yeah, no, yeah, you did. So the next when you post that video about murph When people see that video post it pay attention. Yeah pay a close attention. There's a little there's a little Snip it in there. Oh, and now I'm gonna have to watch it again. I watched it um It's one of those things where it's like a half second on screen. You got to pause it at the right time I I can't wait. I can't wait. So um, I chose chaos another cool thing that's going on at murph is the fact that Greengate 3d is doing this this really cool giveaway Um, they're gonna have five winners one one of which is a printer. I gave them last year Um, I believe it's an ender 3v2 with a bunch of modifications I can now remember what I gave them last year. I gave away like five or six printers to random people. So um so long story short if you are driving or Know somebody who is or something like that bring your spools. They'll have giant containers, hopefully And they're going to collect spools the person who brings the most spools to recycle Is going to win that printer and then there's going to be four or five other winners at outside of that With filament and all sorts of stuff Now this is super cool The the community is really rallying around this because a lot of people Want a place to drop their spools, which is great And I think that it's going to be a really cool thing to see what a pile of spools they have I know i'm going to try to collect some of mine If you're out there and you're on the way from wisconsin Down to gosin And have spools let me know I might be able to pick them up if you're not going to come and drop them off Or you know do that Um, we'll see it depends on Your six hour drive is going to turn into a 12 hour drive. Yep. Yeah. Well, it's only four It's going to be like vacation. You're just going to like miss the whole thing something bad is going to happen Show up at the very end and everybody's gone Exactly So I got uh, do I win? You've got them like stacked in your arm you're trying to hold them and then you set them down and everybody There's nobody there Does it know as I rented a u-haul truck and we're going to drive the night before and collect spools and then Please replace the wheels on the u-haul truck with spools Nice. So real quick. Justin says I shipped 25 spools not going to be enough to win that. Hey man 25 spools is awesome though. And if you shipped and paid for shipping you are awesome um Let's see Real quick. I just got a notification. I swear. I got a notification from paypal. I did Notification from paypal. It says See you all at mirf andrew Nice. I can't wait. I'm glad you're coming and uh, I can't wait to to see you and We'll see how the day goes. Maybe we'll we'll buy you a frosty kool-aid You know as a thank you for every week He's just going and I just immediately was like, nope Yeah, I hope we get at least like three andrews from the council andrews because I feel like that's enough to call it like If you don't have them then just yell andrew and I'm sure you'll find some Yes That's gonna be awesome. There's no time I'm yelling andrew until somebody answers And film it film it so I can watch this Yeah, they're all the andrews and andrews in the building Have you ever seen impractical jokers? That's what I'm thinking We're running around with looking for Larry But do it with andrew and just collect them all and then take a giant group picture of andrews Even if they're not even aware of what is happening That would be awesome. Joe flin says frosted kool-aid frosty kool-aid. I'm glad he called you out on that I was gonna say a frosty beverage and then you know, I don't I mix stuff up It sounds good Yeah, so post where you're gonna stay your own risk But go for it if you guys want to get together one of the coolest things about these events Is being in the being in the event talking and meeting all sorts of new people or meeting people that you guys only have known from here and then um also Like afterwards going back to the hotel where everybody is staying or a bunch of the hotel's right and that's funny and um And then like everybody's hanging out and taking over like the party room and all that stuff It's so much fun and we're gonna have a lot of fun with that. Um, dan Fingers crossed I get the good stuff Do it Somebody doesn't assemble the assemble the andrews. Wow. There's a lot of a's. I'm not kidding. Somebody do that, please We need it. We will it's it's like if we don't it's not murph Everybody go home I love it. Well, thank you so much green gate though This is gonna be such a cool thing and there's a lot of people have spools that want to be able to recycle them I know chris riley, uh, he also he's like, how many can we bring because he probably has Absolute piles of them and I'm really hoping he I think he's driving I'm really hoping he brings a bunch that'll be cool to see but um, but yeah anything else with murph I know we're gonna have like I said, we're gonna have the tables Um So come say hi. Caleb has shown the stickers that he's working on him and sarah are working on You're supervising the work She's a lot of help Anytime anytime somebody orders something anything hot makes her heads of tech related like she's working on it with me nice Well, and and then if you're in uh, la area, I think And you and you watch the news you might see shannon.  I'm sure I don't know. I I don't know. I don't know It's gonna be awesome. I might make the news if I'm out. I don't know There's a lot. There's a lot that's questionable right now. Let's just be honest a lot of box fans. Yes We might need fans. It's gonna be hot at least show up with just an army of the giant computer case fans that he made Yes, we'll have to ratchet strap them all to the tables, but That would be okay. Um, I think just have a box fan is like a partition between each table So it's just like the entire room is just a cyclone of air basically We could do it. I at least the humidity to be a low and it won't be last year was hotter And one person doesn't shout what if someone parts? Oh, no You know, I have a feeling you could go to the end of that cyclone and just let her rip We'll just take um, we'll just the last fan. We'll just tape a bunch of dryer sheets to it Right something I never thought of shannon when you're in When you're in pittsburgh iron man, if that happens, you're in trouble Yeah, you know the amount of comments that I get on this on tiktok is like Really really very strange And I feel like a lot of y'all need to see a doctor like It's kind of what I've learned Um, because I get that question a lot. Hey guys, by the way, it is a year since that uh, yeah That's why I thought this would be a perfect transition So it's been a year since uh, pittsburgh iron man came out, right? It has and I pulled that off my walk is i'm super excited about it in mind like the ryan and ponjo Be thing in here as well, but uh, yeah, and oh maybe decided it's her turn So as she hits my camera, um, this is the newspaper article that came out a year ago today guys Um, at least in print it was pushed online two days prior, but um And they they talked about it and they quoted, uh Downey's assist late assistant's friend um for half of it Who if you guys are not on my social media is like my best buddy right now and I stupidly asked him to sign it last week when I saw him in person and I was like, hey I'm gonna be a noxious and fangirl for a minute Yeah, so it's it's been a um It's been a year so fun fact That's so cool though Congratulations on it on a year and and look where look where it's brought you you are a co-host on, you know I don't know that that's something to bring It's been I'm gonna be honest. It's been a very very eventful You're not just for myself but from like the people that an hour in my life like in just me being further in the industry as well It's just been crazy. It really has so um ups and downs, but it's been a learning experience if I can Describe it, you know any one way that's probably what I'd say Definitely a learning experience Well, it is sure awesome and it's an it's something to be very proud of and I think I speak for most of the chat We are so pumped for you. We're so pumped that you get to go to the the stuff this weekend and also Let's see some more events Let's get you in that thing. You're like 10 hours. I think no You know I'm glad I don't do our armor at this at the premiere. I'm gonna be honest with you, but Yeah, I Had a management company reach out to me Like and I'm telling you guys this has been an experience. It really has been I had a management company reach out to me this week, right and they're like we want you on board So of course, I'm like, well my friend's a talent manager Let me go talk to him and see what he thinks about you first. So it's been like That's awesome. It's been very weird because like if you would have asked me that a year ago I'd be like, why why would I need a manager? You know what I mean like It makes no sense whatsoever I gotta I gotta come at real quick That is super cool and I'm not trying to jump away, but they're all making jokes about how wet the floor was last year I am I know so That's not like that this year and tripod if you're gonna come Just just bring a flat bottom boat and we'll push you in Dan said to make sure you bring your kayaks. Yeah. Yeah, I saw that but the kayaks might be too too much of a v There's only like, you know, there's much water. So maybe a flat bottom boat. We can just slide in So you have this like convention that's about 3d printing. So we need electricity and it's underwater Oh, you have no idea. Yeah Y'all are not making this sound good There was so much water like well, what happened last year is it got very hot And very humid and all the concrete sweat sweated sweat up all the water and sweated Is it sweated? This is the most chaotic show we've had in a while But it it was yeah airboats and fan. Yeah, we could put we could put a fan on the end of your, you know Hey, there you go. There you go. Could you make just like a pontoon attachment for your leg?  The thing I love about tripod is that he literally will joke around with all day about this It's amazing. Um If you want to I gotta keep keep talking and I'm gonna pull up a picture from last Now I can show you To show you how wet it was Um, I'm talking about the floor not the one from the floor at mirf. Okay Okay. All right, because we were talking a second ago.  Completely different Because this is the pinnacle of your career shannon. Yes Are you telling me the next news paper article? It's all downhill from here. It doesn't get any better. I'm gonna get a manager And the first thing this is gonna be like ditched those people Right now. All right. Hang on.   It's so messy. Yeah, they're so good I think there's our Starbucks Um, you can see the floor You see the floor It is oh, yeah, we're gonna get water. That is water Yes, so bad And that's me about to film uh chep and and joe or chuck and joe And these photos You would think maybe this is like a corner of the building that's not very used This is about as packed as it was last year. Yeah, there were not very many people there Was a corner of the building that wasn't being used Yeah, you know, I think I think the way to promote this is to show, you know, say, oh, there were so many people there But Here's a here's a well-placed googly eye That's a that was a well-placed googly eye from last year Let's do it.  Let's see if I can get it on here. This was you thought I was chaos Whoa.  Yeah, your volume is off All right, hang on. This was uh, this this is a video and it is A glooped together Tug of war rope essentially. It's basically straps and and each of these handles always held on with is butted up 3d gloop Actually, they're like this 3d They were like piece together like this but they put the glue and it was like it was like a strength demonstration for their glue Yeah, it was strength and you can see we got jim carter in there We got jim the the the sly dan from slice engineering. We got i'm trying to see who's all in this but here let's let's just You can probably hear that loud through my stuff, but I mean they're pulling them through and that's how well yeah jim hit the deck At least this was sunday and the floor was kind of dry Um kind of He got up and his shirt was soaked. Yeah So that was that was last year, but we're hoping that doesn't happen as it's gonna be a lot of fun As you can see the lot of shenanigans happen. It's gonna be so much fun It's gonna be more fun than last year even because again, there's probably gonna be way more people there this year Oh from the chat and it sounds like it. Yeah, it's gonna be Just off the top of my head Awesome cosmo. Um just off the top of my head We have uh myself. We have joel telling Um chep is gonna be there again. Um Let's see here john uh john. Yeah from proper printing is gonna be there. Uh, we have, uh Stefan from cnc kitchen. I just lost that. Um sam prentice is coming down. He's gonna be hanging out with tripod Um We got let's see who else is gonna be there's a there's a ton of people That you would know from their videos and stuff like that. Um And and it's just gonna be a lot of fun. So it's gonna be very cool Um to see that i'm hoping i'm hoping uh sam prentice gets on his airplane right now They're they're a little bit nuts out there at at his airport, but Don't tell me that two days before he's in he's in england Yeah I'm bringing two of my mouthy daughters that the community loves. I love it.  Oh, yeah, that's right. Remember that? Yeah But anyways all the murph talk anything else you want to add murph Caleb I know we got some hot makes we want to rock through too No, I'm just excited. We're gonna bring bring home some cool content for everybody and Yeah, for sure. I'll post some stuff while we're there too Definitely, I I'm uh, I think jim Carter is gonna end up hanging out with us at our table at some point too Nice jim Carter. If you guys don't know who he is check out my video, uh last year on the channel He's the guy who had the upside down cme cnc Printer and that was pretty awesome to see he I'm bringing that printer home with me to see What? Yeah Yeah That one. Yep, dude That's Well, I built that printer for him while I was working at cme cnc and it has all of the latest upgrades on it all of which I installed and The light that is like backlighting the Artemis logo that wasn't something that we offered for people But while he was at the shop I was like, hey, I have this light panel. Let's make this thing And I and I installed it for him and then uh, he's got stickers He's got like chap and and yeah, you'll tell me stickers and stuff and while he was there He had me I had some stencils of my last name and he had me spray paint that on the top of the printer So the printer literally has my name on it. So when he was looking to get rid of it He was like it it it's yours. It basically belongs to you already. So wow Holy moly, that's awesome. I didn't know he was trying to get rid of it. Um, well, no because he asked me first Ah, there you go That is so cool I'm I'm little joss. I'm a little joss. He's a great dude. I'm excited to hang out with him Uh, that's a sweet printer too. You already have an arty though, right now. I'll have two Now if you could just start printing on them I'm literally holding a print right here though I'll can't say anything. I have way too many printers that are sitting currently Um, someone asked me if someone earlier in the chat says is any bamboo lab People gonna be there not that I know of but I will have Um, this x1 carbon right here with me. So there will be one on display. So come check it out We're gonna have it printing full speed Um, have some fun with that. All right, you guys ready for some hot makes Yeah Are you gonna? Yeah, no, I'm gonna hang out. All right. Let's do this. I never get to say anything on hot makes All right, it's gentlemen. Let's do some hot makes. Let's go First we got chris travis Because I have brass copper and titanium dice that are 53.33 of the normal percent of the normal size You know what all that matters is we have a banana for scale As the official hot makes banana finally You want a banana? Thanks to uh, uh 3d printing llama. I mean I think llama made this one. Um, You know what I love about the con just the concept of a 3d printed Banana for scale It could be any size it could be any size you could print it You're putting that 100 10 percent. It's not accurate anymore. Oh, it's accurate to the banana We need a banana so that we can see what size the banana for scale I love it. Thank you chris. I love the die by the way that he's got some really cool looking dice here Yeah, no you guys are more focused on the freaking banana than the Actual print About right The free heathen workshop toy maker and trouble maker um This is for an upcoming cosplay Is that a rebreather? a rebreather, um There we go. Let's see if we have any better Pictures there we go. So it looks like for for a cosplay there. Maybe like a face mask. It says a rebreather. So it must be I'm going through their page here to see if there's any pictures of the rest of the cosplay, but I'm not really seeing anything Whatever it is if that's the detail they're going for for the rest of it. It's gonna be cool I'm gonna opt out of commenting on this specific one and that's all I'm gonna say Somebody um that you've said something now. I want to know Okay Um someone real quick my mama like I said she's hanging out with me today Joel finn I'm attending for the first time this year. Would you say saturday is the best day to attend? Absolutely saturday will be I feel like that's the best for any kind of convention, right? 100% um nice work. I'm not sure what what this is. I'm gonna be 100% honest, but it looks cool Next uh speaking to tripod he tagged this a while ago and This is a testing on a machine on stainless steel. So this is a pretty cool thing with a with a fiber laser or or dial lasers do it too, but You know, you can pretty much create colors on stainless steel based on power time all that fun stuff and he explains how it works and All the cool stuff and I need a fiber laser. I just need it in my life Um Let's see here. I like the colors because you wouldn't think that that would like Yeah Come I don't know. You know what I mean because I'm so used to like well I guess we're all kind of used to watching the pretty printer.  Okay. I want 60 speed and I want 50 color I mean 50 power and it should give you pretty close to that every time fiber lasers are funny says Scala teens with a scot. Are you going to be at mirf this year? Um, I mean pumped. I met scott the first year. I went to mirf and 100 honesty. I didn't know who he was and when I met him I showed up at THT and there was a ton of awesome people there And I was brand new into this and then scott was one of them. I didn't know like this is scott, you know by the end of it I knew that I will say that like I love that this community is one of the few communities left that we can still Have that experience with because I remember like joining costuming groups back in high school Tell me about it Yeah, where people like the rpf or or the star wars groups or the ghost message groups or whatever Where you'd have a forum name and you'd meet up with everybody in an event over the weekend And you don't know anybody but then somebody's like, oh, no, I'm boba. Matt. Oh, you're boba.  It's this gym and I approve this message. Um Tripod nice work. Uh, let's see Grafite This was pretty cool. Um, this is a morgan freeman done on the my uh, this is the piapoli phenom painted by grafite I mean I I can't even you know, there's so many busts that are being printed right now and it's insane Because every one of them is so good. We have a texture on that jacket. I 100% I mean like The texture Like there's so much detail Yeah, like boom There's the earring there. They got the I mean the hair earring is printed Oh I think it's actually printed and painted. Yeah, I think it's part of the bust But I don't know we'll have to add it. Maybe he's with us. Let us know if you're with us grafite. Um I let you the painting skills Oh, there's a video down there. It's weird when it's moving That's very uncomfortable I'm in the corner What it reminds me of it reminds me of the original um, Emperor X-Rex back Yoda puppet where like the face is almost completely still But it's moving around Oh my lordy Oh, why would you just drop it in from the corner like that? Killing me killing me. I'm bringing it in Uh, I don't know I mean, it's a good print obviously, but it's just funny that this made that video All right, film and frenzy he's been rocking out doing a ton of testing on that bamboo lab X1 carbon and he is Hands down I will I will fight for this. He is the best person in our community to test multicolor printing period There's no one better in our community that does this um and This was something that he did. I was like last week or so. Uh, maybe two weeks ago. I can't remember Um, this was a castle or I guess you'd call it a castle. It's a tower of cascades. That's what it is 73 hours And that's it 73 hours at 155 scale um, but The colors are absolutely phenomenal use rainbow. Come on good more rainbow for the waterfall. This is the mmu print This is straight off the ams on the ams on the bamboo lab car. Okay, stop machine We're swapping So how does that work? Is it do you have a purge tower or is it swapping? Uh, there is a tower in the background. It also does the purge um, the purge poops out the poop shoot in the back yeah and And yes, and some some will do infill some will do stuff like that too But it is he's doing phenomenal work if you I got this one and I grabbed this one too because if you saw his original manager We showed that I remember seeing that and being like, oh my god remember when we showed that on the show And this is another one that he just printed off this one 36 hours compared to the other one That's a fraction of the time. Um And where did we show this recently? Um on the video I did with the questions Okay, because I was going to say I remember putting these pictures in a timeline. Yeah. Yeah. Um, I did a video Last week. Yeah Yeah, yep But this is phenomenal. I mean look at look at the little just that's just to get all these little hairs and Have to do all these swaps in each layer It's pretty dang awesome. And that's a factory factory piece right off of You know right out of the box and and the cool thing about this is he's given all the feedback and everything back to him And it's gonna help us all You know Need to design a toilet to catch the poop. Yes, do it. Can you do it? I'll print it on the machine I'm in you could call it like the hot seat or whatever you want And I will uh, I will put it on I will put it on that printer. I'll print it and then Yeah, um, oh, yeah, stay tuned after the show for hot nails No, just joking But I told her we need to make it a little bit frenzy Absolutely amazing. Let me know in a chat. You think that's hot because That is just It's sick. All right. We got a lot of these to get through don't wait. This was super cool I love this james brown. I think that said this is um, I mean, you're all in the lago, right? You're all in the lago and This is like the one on the right is the classic Right Now now watch this You know pop it on there No No way. Oh, yeah, we're living in the future We're living in the future guys Look at that. This is insane What is under like the base is what I want to know because you can see the current You know, not the current but like on the I will show you I'll pull back the curtain in a second, but okay. I mean this is this is awesome I'm pretty sure that's an actual There you go Yeah, that's an actual lego brick. I believe the power brick Um those metal contacts. Yeah, there you go. Yeah, that's what I wanted to know Well, not not in there. That's what's in that right But I want to know what's under the base with the black Base lego because you can see the conductors on it. That's what I'm saying. Um, so yeah back in the day lego had like nine volts Powered up. You think it's like original from yeah They have like trains that had a nine volt system and everything and a lot of those A lot of those sets came with bricks that had if you go back up to the original video or even in here You can see a little like exposed metal Yeah, right here and then there were other pieces that had lights and stuff that would plug into that to get power off of it right So I think that's an original brick lego expert, but The sweetest thing is I mean Theoretically and he shows how it's done here too with the different Um, is it playing or is that a burnt out board? Anyways, uh theoretically You could I think it's just a screen or whatever you program into the program, right? You could program it to do Whatever it looks like just a baby screen So can you imagine like the interior controls of a ship or something like that? Yeah, no scroll further down.  Okay. I was gonna say check out this video. Oh, yeah, there's controls on the start How insane is that? Yeah, that's awesome Like that better back under the brick they had uh, they had motor and gear sets that used to use that too And they were cables that brick. Yeah. Nice. Everybody knows about these. There are a lot of people do that. Super cool Hey, by the way, this is phenomenal Nice print and it clips on the old legos. So All right, you're about you're about ready to be blown away again. You ready? This is 3d print, buddy That was a celebration right there This uh, you know, it's all bridging right she does some amazing bridging prints and This is sick Like uh, I don't I mean, how do you I don't know. This is super cool There's the different uh Areas where it has to bridge through Jim. All you have to do is dial in the settings on your printer to get really good bridging And then it's smooth sailing from there See what you did there see what you did there Yeah, I I feel like she needs to be a regular on this. I'm not the only girl that's just like judging you guys I don't even know I don't even know what to say about me.  This is wild as well. Jim's trying to reel us back in. Yeah I mean, I'm just probably we had two minutes and like 10 more to go here. So Anyways, please throw something at him. I love it. So long story short tree print bunny. This is amazing I cannot like in my brain doesn't work like this. I can't look at this and go Yeah, I need some bridging here and here and here to look like that Um Not happen. All right. James our 3d designs just finished my print of the kanobi lightsaber On printables.com by daniel jisavi. I'm just going to go with that That's pretty um I printed original model by jackie wan jackie wan six years ago and these are pictures Next to each other. So I appreciate using the uh, what looks like translucent filament for the bit that's on like the handle Um, that's sticking out of the handle there the like that has the bubbles on it Oh, yeah, that was originally a piece of like a calculator that was in clear acrylic for sure I'm sure chris chris chris was in the chat. Yeah, I was gonna say I know something named chris that has one made of the original Stuff I think um, I may have seen it Andress south next guess who designed the and printed the base for this. This is uh Pretty pretty cool thing. Hopefully my volume is not okay good. Um So this is like five minutes long, but it's a sculpture And I'm just gonna kind of like pop around here Well, uh Dang it volume. I bet you can hear it through mine, huh? Nope There we go I don't want to get busted. We we already been busted once. All right That's exactly what it is. It's it's uh, any for real. Yeah, it's annie from attack on titan Oh Let's cut the nose off I guess That's a pretty dang awesome thing and it looks like andrew our very own andrew made Uh, let's see here the the base for it. Let's see. Does it show? Let's see There we go. I'm guessing this piece here The printed piece here. Oh, yeah, let us know in the chat. Um, because one of our anders Yeah This is andrew south There we go. Yeah, he's a scotland andrew So awesome work, by the way I don't I don't think he'll be there You can photoshop him too. You never know. You never know. All right. What do we got next trevor 3d prince? This is cool reintroducing the great michigan j frog Brought back by 3d printing an elugu official resin Um printer. Let's see here. I gotta I don't know if you remember this from long ago, but um If you if he pops this door open Yeah And the song is actually playing right now, which is amazing um In a new one coming he said this gulp sits on top of it and there's a new one coming and you get council member here nice I love it. But yeah, super cool. I love that little frog and I can I remember the commercial I remember the cartoons when I was little and I can just hear every time I see that frog I can hear the song It might be a little young for that, but I Whoa, um, all right, what we got next Uh, this is sir will give you the red dragon by photos mint This was printed at point two on in 36 hours on the bamboo carbon Or x1 carbon. Um, this is an awesome multicolor print by sir will so nice work sir will 36 hours on the bamboo. Yeah, wow, okay It is I mean, it's just it's a fast machine. Um, it is still being Yeah Super cool. Nice job sir will Gotta love that. Uh, the poly tera poly tera army dark red forest green charcoal black and poly light pla gold Um, what do we got next year steven pool? This is super cool. Um, that was a rhyme. I'm poated didn't even know it Um, it's 160 plus parts poly light red Uh poly light silk lime green and axles and gears are made from poly tera charcoal black Of course the tpu 95 is the poly flex. So check this out. He printed the Whole printed rc car. That's cool That is awesome Nice, I like that the uh the lights on top have the poly maker logo. Yeah, for sure. That's fun Cool Very very cool. Nice work on that steven pool. Um Hello my ragtime gal. That's right Abby brown. Wow. Check this out. Uh, the make of my ellipsis vase Was done by the first layer Richard uh over at the first layer. I believe printed this and Um, we popped this open. She says it looks like a rendering this video does. Yeah Um, it does it does this is a real print but Very cool Is that so that's not that's not base mode. That's That's a solid thick walled mmu. Yeah, point to that point one five or printed at point one five um On an mmu the mk3s with mm U2 s if I could talk jeez. Um, so no, it's just a multicolor print. It's not base mode But it is a vase It's a vase mode, but not it's it's eternally in base mode. Yeah. Yeah, uh, super clean. I love it All right, what's next? Oh man. This this was tagged um I think is what one old monster, right? And and they tagged this in this. This is super cool. This is a bead sorter And it's printed Check this out. Oh boy. Hang on. That is super loud in my face here There we go. Um Yeah, when I saw this is I was like a bead sorter Oh Yeah, you know for sorting your beads. Yeah, that's a problem. We all have How do you guys sort your beads? I know this would come in for me one one one But look at I mean like This is pretty dang awesome. That is pretty cool.  Yeah. Yeah. Yeah, one of them multicolor Wouldn't it be cool if it sorted by color? So like Shannon said the one in the front was multicolor for some reason watch I was looking at it and I was like wait, but isn't the point to color? Right. This one was multiple colors. I don't know why but maybe that's uh, like a rejection bin where Oh, that might be or it has a limited number of like you only have so many jars But you have more colors than jars. So that's like the luck over been Maybe yeah, maybe that's the pastel colors Um We're gonna go with that.  Oh you did What do we got next 3d print money this is something that she did as well and this Is awesome. It looks like she has a x1 carbon Rightfully so because her bridging will be amazing on this thing Hopefully right but It has a poop shoot in the back So if when it changes colors it goes over it hits a blade And then it goes to the back and it pulls the color out But there's still the piece that it cut in the hot end It has to purge that and then purge in the new color So every time it does that it dumps it into a shoot it goes flying out the back of the machine Collectively in the community.   Yeet? Oh my god This got sent back like five years ago. It's yeets left and right Chris. Chris confirms. Yes. So So she made something really cool to do with these. This is super Super awesome. Check this out. I'm gonna take that. I'm gonna print some butterflies using some signature bridging Right And then It's gonna be the the color of the butterflies That's creative I know right? I saw this earlier and as soon as you brought it up earlier like the waste of it the material I was like, oh, I hope you put that in there The way they're all kind of irregular and kind of like scribbly looking it looks like a 3d print of like a child's drawing of a butterfly Yeah This is getting deep But I agree with you Man I love this idea. It's creative. It reuses the plastic It's it's very cool to look at. Oh, what do you guys? I mean, we we know what you think it looks like a child's drawing but brought to life But I meant that in a good way. I know you did. Okay. All right I mean if I was gonna draw it it would just look like a stick figure, but it's almost like mixed media Even though it's all 3d printing which doesn't make any sense, but it does Because it's like it's like upcycling. I guess too. Yeah I mean I don't know she's super fair And the little hatches the little things on the you know, it prints the hook to hook on here You know, it would be cool A carousel version where it like moves up and down Oh, yeah That would be pretty awesome 3d print bunny. I see you in the comments. Um, somehow Like motorized the insides and outs. Oh, that will be that will be sick. Um I my my drawings are terrible. I draw very bad, uh, brian brian Uh, who's gonna be the first to print? Yeah That's not okay. Yeah. No, well, let's not Okay, we're not Moving on I think you should in your next video brian. That would be amazing. Um Carousel of butterflies. Absolutely Uh I love it. All right guys that was I think that was it, right? No, that is phenomenal. Oh, jeez. There's more There's two more. I was thinking that's it because the next one's feature shannon Do you want to talk about that one? No, it's staring at me and it's creepy and I I want to get rid of it I why it's a banana. Why would you do that? You were throwing shade on the banana earlier and now you've included a banana in your post What's up? Yeah, I know I know It's just because you ought to go to the next one to see why it's just want to point something out Uh, go ahead unless you can keep talking shannon Um, but I want to point out that this is a marvel I know I know because of who I sent it to Yeah, so I didn't print this for me my friend brad wanted one and he was like print one and I was like fine Your friend brad wanted a marvel banana who's worked in the industry with marvel from time to time. Yeah So I was like, well, I have a spider-man banana. I'm gonna be obnoxious about this. So I don't he never even commented on the banana So like I don't think he even understands the joke here, but it's fine Um, but I printed it because I actually had dynamic Send me some pet G. So like this is my first pet G print. Okay. Like I yeah, looks good. Wait, hang on What are your suits printed in? Uh, pla Yeah Poly tera, I believe it or not, which is like why I'm working with uh poly maker because Nobody believes that because of how fine that that material can be Have you ever had any issues with like warpage and car like if you leave it in the car or something after an event I don't tend to want to wear it if it's that hot The irons man's bust in the passenger steam No, for real like after an event at um pnc park when we did a charity Like kids photoshoot thing there. We went to dinner and I did leave it in the car But I don't wear it when it's that hot Even if it's like indoors like I will not want to do it. So it'll it'll get mushy I just I just don't want to be in it. We could say Uh, that's one one hot. Yeah Oh, no one super banana is one super banana. Well, I put that in there just because I had them and I was like, oh, this is funny Uh, but yeah, dram mix sent me this patchy and I was like fine I'll print one because I need to use this because like I don't know what I'm gonna print with this Right to be completely honest because like I just don't know Um, and then I said I'm assuming that you want me to paint this and he was like, oh, I'll take it as is And then and then I'll let you go ahead and then you painted it A day later, I was like, all right here. I'm done That's awesome Yeah, it's chilling right here and it's staring me down and I don't like it and it's gotta go Into my and it still comes apart Because I didn't I'm not gluing it or I'm just leaving it like this And then I'll let him think he broke it when he figures it out It'll be easier to transport that without gluing it. Yeah that too But you know, it's gonna go into my suitcase guys and because of this premiere, I'm gonna have a nine pound Thor hammer this All my nebulous stuff and we discussed arrow because I still have arrow and I was like, oh It would be really easy to like put the arrows themselves And not ship them in a long box and like put them in my luggage, but we're gonna wait on that one But yeah, so like tsa is gonna be like right white I don't know which is gonna be the weirder thing When they scan that they're gonna be like Is that is that a person? I really don't know but the one thing I will say is I didn't know how to paint I don't paint well. I've never painted well like hand painting And you oh, I did learn that you can gesso prints by the way because I didn't feel like spraying this So I gessoed it like with a brush and like canvas gesso. I don't know what that means. What's that mean? It's what you practice like canvas with Like painting painting and I was like, I'm not spraying this right now. So you can do that apparently as a primer, but Yeah, so I said, please stop making me print things that look at me and freak me out after the contour statues now this like I love it Nice Well, I know we're uh like 15 minutes over time. So yeah, is there anything else you want to talk about shannon? Are you good? I'm good. I'm debating on if I want to do a stream of my own later tonight guys or tomorrow Why I've got a pack and that's all I got time for I don't know. Maybe I'll see you guys in a little bit I don't know. We'll see real quick one one last thing. So Battle cry in the comments said put the suits in the passenger seat and drive in the carpool lane Um timmo sullivan you guys remember him? Yep, he did that with his 3po when he was driving out I think he was driving out to see me see in seat or something and he put He put his 3po torso in his passenger seat and put the seat belt on it and drove out that way Yes, oh, I'm seeing the real miss marvel in the comments. Like no, that's not me But guys if you want to win a miss marvel poster I'll be also posting about that soon because disney plus reached out and we're like Hey, do you want to partner with us? So now I have like 85 miss marvel posters Oh, that's awesome. I don't know what to do with so You're into that show I'll be getting a couple away And anything else about uh murph calo No, I'm excited to go and I'm excited to do some filming and I'm excited for I'm excited for her first murph Yeah, and her first crack doughnuts at her first crack. Oh my gosh I'm hungry now And I'm good. You know, I'm now I'm Caleb everybody who's gonna be there. We got four days after today, right? Caleb it's exciting to see you again in person You know, I don't have fun. I can't wait in a promise. I'll shower this time awesome to meet you In person as well and then everyone out there like I said come find us say hi and and please Tell me who you are and if it's not the same as your youtube name Tell me that because that's how I'll probably recognize everybody um Everybody else out there may have a great week. We know we will will probably see you Live on the weekend if we can make it happen. We will post ahead of time and make it happen Um, we will see you guys if anything are we gonna do our normal show next monday? Um, I feel like we'll talk about it. Yeah for now. Yeah, so At the very least Yeah, even if I don't have like the clip show or whatever ready by that episode at the very least Let's just hang out and I'll jump on the show and we can talk about the event And then Shannon are you coming back next? Yeah, I'm coming back to go for night Saturday Yeah, so we're we're all gonna have something cool to talk about so let's just do another show next week and just Sounds good to me and uh everybody else. We'll see you have a great week. Thank you so much for being here Thank you for hanging out. Caleb. It was great to see you on the stream I enjoyed it. Well, I love the shirt too Thanks And we will see you guys uh either this weekend at berf or next weekend on the stream Have a good one everybody. See you later. Later. Bye


I'm going to start my conversation with a story. And it's a story related to two of my own patients. The setting takes place before COVID. So we are still all in person at the Stanford clinics. And I just completed a session with one of my patients and was walking her out to the waiting room to call back the next patient. Both patients are Muslim women. And as one exits, and I call back the other one, I could see the second patient is quite disturbed. She's very anxious. She's trembling, literally. And she's very upset. I think to myself, she must have had a really rough day or a rough week.   And I say to her, you look really anxious. What's happening? How can I help? And when she finally catches her breath, which takes her a few moments, she says, why? And I'm not following. So I say, why what? And she says, why does that woman have to be in this building dressed like that? I mentioned to you, these are both Muslim women.  My second patient who's in my office right at that moment doesn't cover and was quite disturbed by how the first patient looked. And she kept saying to me, why does that woman come into Stanford looking like that? She doesn't belong here. She shouldn't look like that. And on and on, this went very upset. Now, because of confidentiality, patient confidentiality, I can't share any details about the first patient, of why she's there. Although as their psychiatrist, I know them both quite well. And if I could have shared, I would have been able to tell the second patient actually, the reason why she's here is very similar to why you're here. And it has nothing to do with her niqab. In fact, the patient who wore niqab fought really hard to wear that niqab and was the only one in her entire family who covered in that way and was very prideful. But he took a lot of pride in that niqab that she wore and it had nothing to do with why she was in therapy. After some time talking to the first patient and trying to calm her down a bit, and then to ask her questions like, what does it mean to have in this country in America to have freedom of expression, freedom of speech, freedom of being able to wear what you wish and be who you are? What does that mean to you? And it took her a little bit of time and she kind of collected herself a little bit and then she sat back on her chair like this, sighed and said, man, the media has done a number on me too. I think that was probably the first time it really clicked for me. What does internalized Islamophobia actually mean? What is its effect on the mental health and the psychology of even Muslims? Some time into the session, she said to me, you know, if anybody should be standing up for my niqabi sister, it should be me. I'm a Muslim too. I know what Islamophobia feels like, maybe not for hijab, but for other things. I know what that feels like. I should be the one standing up for her. I can't believe I said what I said. In the course of really understanding this and also studying this, one of the things that we attempted to do was to further the literature and the study about it because as academics, many of you here know, but unless it's in the literature and sightable, it doesn't exist. Well, in 2019, we published a book called Islamophobia and Psychiatry, which Dr. Hatem Bazian is the leader author and the first chapter of the book, in fact. And it's been a wonderful connection between his research lab and my own to really figure out how do you bring to light the effect of Islamophobia in all the different domains? My own domain is mental health. That book was really the first attempt to bring clear in the literature, actually in book form, at least, academic citations on exactly how does Islamophobia affect the mental health of those who are experiencing it? And one of the main things that I can tell you in terms of ramifications and beyond anecdotes is to say that the increase of depression and anxiety is high amongst those who have experienced Islamophobia. You've heard this, you've seen the stats and now understand what that may look like, but let me bring it to you kind of a very clear point, I hope, in mental health, those of us in the field when we treat anxiety and depression, one of the things that we worry about the most is the end line. Where is the end of the line that depression and anxiety takes you? What happens when a person starts to feel so down and so unaccepted by the current, either family structure, friend structure, societal structure, community structure, in general, it feels like they no longer belong. They are told that they are foreign, that they don't belong here and that they are a burden or their people are a burden on this society. What happens? Well, in our field, the end of the line that we worry about is very difficult and triggering subjects, but one that I have to bring up. And so I give my trigger warning, but I will talk about suicide for a few moments. But that is the end of the line when a person is so clinically depressed and so down that they cannot see or wait out, they don't see a light at the end of the tunnel anymore. We know that the rates of suicide go up. Now with the ISPU, one of the things that we wanted to study was what are the data points on American Muslims and their mental health, but also on things like suicide, which I consider to be the taboo within the taboo of mental health. In 2019, senior that we published the book, we put some questions related to mental health in the annual Muslim poll. One was related to access to mental health. One was related to mental health in general. And one was very specific to the topic of harm to oneself, suicide. What we received back was alarming anecdotally and clinically, I could tell you that that's what we expected, but not quite to that level. The end results were published in JAMA, the Journal of American Medical Association. Talk to your journal. And there were many who understood the importance of why we did that work and there were others who were quite upset with it. Thought that maybe we were airing the community's dirty laundry. But how else do you start to solve the problems and address it unless you can actually pinpoint it and have data points speaking to it? The numbers that we published were close to 8% of American Muslims in this cross-sectional poll. Compared Muslims, Christians, Jewish people, Hindus, Buddhists, atheists, agnostics all the way across and found that Muslims had a higher rate than any of these groups to report lifetime suicide attempts. That's the attempts of suicide. And this is coming in the context of the previous administration in which there is and was a very explicit Islamophobia. Nothing new, but very explicit in its Islamophobia. At this point, the question becomes, what are the theories behind Islamophobia, behind suicide? There are two. Two main theories that the literature and those who studied suicidologists, which we had a massive convening of suicidologists, those who've published the hundreds of papers on suicide and brought them all together and said there is an issue in this Muslim community regarding this topic and it's really hard to crack. What do you all say? We have a paper coming out on that analysis of there about convening. Two main theories. Number one, when you have an increased sense of burdensomeness, when you feel like a burden or you've internalized that you are the problem. And therefore some of this could happen on an individual level, family level, community level, but for others it's happening on a societal level. And the second theory is an increased sense of lack of belonging, which absolutely matched very much the American Muslim story, especially in the era in which we were studying this. I just said 2019. That was right before the global pandemic. So we are looking at research now on one of the later 2022 annual polls that ask the same questions to see how do Muslims do within and after the pandemic? We're told the pandemic ends next week, apparently. So maybe soon, we'll say after the pandemic. What I could tell you although that paper is not yet published, is that it's definitely more than eight percent. And that is very concerning and very troubling because for me, what it means, and you're going to ask, I know, if I tell you bad news, you're probably going to want to know, well, what is the solution? The solution from the mental health and psychiatric perspective would be get mental health help. So that leads me to the second point that I'd like to make tonight, which is that if the solution is get mental health help, professional mental health help, that a person has internalized that they are inferior. They have internalized that they don't belong. They have internalized that they are foreign. And when they look at the available resources in the current mental health system, they say, it's not for me. I can't benefit. What's the point of going to therapy? You want me to talk about the private matters of my house and household and the way I grew up and my family and my parents? This is so un-Islamic or un, you know, whatever fill in the blank, whatever culture they may come from. Not realizing that actually, and I'm not going to go into a whole big discussion on this because I, as if you've ever heard me speak before, you know I get on my stage and get very excited about talking about the history of mental health in Islam. I shall walk, but there is an incredible connection between Islam and mental health. So despite that heritage, despite the fact that Muslims talk the rest a thing or two or three or four or five related to mental health. And we're the ones who really actually instituted psychiatric cares within their own hospital systems that then spread to the West. That today, Muslims have a very hard time, some have a very hard time accessing mental health. And when you ask why, often the answer is, they won't get me, they don't understand my struggles. They're going to judge me. They will blame me or my religion. And while anecdotally, we've definitely heard such stories, I'm not actually minimizing the reality behind those statements. But a part of it is a form of internalized Islamophobia where someone says, subconsciously, I am foreign, I am different. Therefore that system won't help me. But that simply isn't the case. And so there is much here to look at and to really try to figure out what are these next steps. And I hope in the next part of our panel here, we'll talk about this a little bit more. Because from a mental health perspective, when you dichotomize health and healing to otherness and fullness, there is a real problem in actually trying to bridge the mental health care and support. And now you might realize why when I get on my soapbox, I talk quite a bit about that mental health is part of your Muslim heritage. And now you see why there is some behind that, to bridge the two worlds that typically do not talk to each other much, the mental health world or the medical world or scientific world and the world of religion and faith. I thank you very much for your attention and I look forward to our conversation.


All righty, let's play this in full first. This is a planning pass Thank you, pardon. I forgot to knock Nice It's a good Pierce Brosnan moment there. I like this. It's great. It'll mix with the audio as well I think in this whenever anybody's planning anything where you have a massive move like this. I'd be careful like this is such a huge Distance to cover over one frame That you probably you're gonna if you spline this it's but then you you know you start this in CGDs or your step poses Your character will be like a bit closer to us with a slight shift Maybe the arm lower and then getting to this Because you can't really make this longer because it's tied to music unless of course there's another option but so far as I'm looking at this because It's tied to music. I don't think this might I don't think this is gonna work time-wise Right unless you want to go backwards and you have more of the music and you make the shot longer Although this is all working again. Careful. That's a big move over this amount of frames So even if you start adding more keys Maybe or you take some time out where basically you make this longer and the punch comes right Right when he opens the door It's almost like open pop out as a surprise and you don't have that much time You steal the frames from here when he does this and add it to this moment Here's there's enough time to open the door That's great that I think works really well and I like that it's like a punch and then like it disappears right away That was a big fan of this That's all cool. I like the contrast to coming in like this and then getting into this beg your pardon I love this that it's the implied stepping over of the body. I think that's great. Thank you. Pardon. I forgot to knock That's it. Yeah, it's fantastic. It's really really cool. So let me see you got some questions here in your email So you are mentioning here that this is from James Bond, which That was my first inclination was his peers Brosnan, but then again, he's the other movies But that is such a James Bond the thing to say Thank you pardon. I forgot to knock The length it's too long almost 12 seconds I feel if you get rid of some seconds and might not get to understand I think it's I think it's okay Given what's going on and the action and with the music and everything I think the length is okay Even though I'm always proponent of making shots shorter. I think in this case, it's okay And again, I don't think you don't have enough time to do this So it's since we are starting on something that gets right away into this and opening the door I think there's already action going on you have enough of a surprise here that we're interested in what's going on And then he got that funny moment here and then with the dialogue. I think that's totally fine Let's see that was one to the camera angle. I like the idea that I actually framed on the door me too I think that's all cool and the agent is reacting to the body on the floor off camera me too I love that of course. Maybe I'm putting a lot of air in the frame. No, I think this is all great Personally, I think this works really really well And you're saying here three I think it would be a good idea to add hand gesture with the agent after he hits Boris Oh Maybe something like the hand is hurting, but I didn't find the right place for the exact same the length of the shot Huh, I don't know to be honest. I like this. I like that. It's just character comes out Bam, and then it's just this quick thing of what happened It's this funny surprise and then that's the second moment where we see the character So first the hand then the face. I think it's fine. I think to have this and Then the hand hurting and then the face. I don't know. I think it will be too much I think it will be too convoluted. I think the way you have it is just perfect Yeah, those are your questions and these are my thoughts obviously it is all subjective, but I absolutely Love this. That's my weird check mark or a plus or wherever whatever country you have a six or a one Whatever you have or American one and the European one. I think this is really great. I'm really I'm really excited about this I think the music choice is great. I like that. It's all synced together. You got the little tada and the line at the end Yeah, I think this is awesome. And I would say keep going All right, there's an email you can sign up. You can start whenever you want You can submit whatever you want you get 16 submissions either way like and subscribe would be awesome. All right. Thank you