Welcome to another live stream and today is July 15th 2019 and we're doing an open discussion on relationships the do's and don'ts of human interaction and we've done a couple of these at least I think live streams the topic has come up in previous live streams no matter what we're talking about that's the reason I haven't sort of every couple of months or so doing a live stream just straight-up relationships just to have a sort of a dedicated time where we can talk about some of these things there's something that came up even yesterday we're talking about personal finance investing and stuff like this and someone mentioned that they had a roommate where the roommate you know isn't doing or didn't clean the kitchen after they were done so dirty dishes would pile up and that is you know no matter who you are if you're friends living together if you're just roommates that you know ended up hello ex how are you doing Nicholas how are you each other love the shirt bro thanks man I got it as a present from my aunt she has she has good taste it's nice nice summary nice summary so rule how are you doing how are you doing hope you're having a fantastic fantastic today is Monday I guess I'm a fantastic Monday Anna how's life you must be at work are you or just getting off work as we're finishing off the thought I had no matter who you're living with one of the things you have to take care of is respect the common space for in that commune really that you're living with either your partner wife husband family siblings friends just people you guys may have encountered each other where one person is renting a room in a house another person's renting another room or multiple other people right the common areas when you're done with them you need to clean up okay if you're done using the living room if you're living with a bunch of people in a house one of the best things that I've seen people do is everybody gets a little box or a box on the ground like a case where they can keep stuff that they use on a regular basis in that box and whenever they're living where they are they bring it on they use it and when they're done they put their crap away right Martin how are you doing I was live going to my girlfriend's parents house for dinner nice what are you taking are you taking some wine did you make any dessert did you say you're gonna take care of the dessert then they must be feeding you well during buying you for dinner I'm assuming you've done that a few times good morning this is a chop good morning I see it ah nice you don't someone's not playing Call of Duty yesterday you were having streaming problems right or it's a communal network come my book Jedi how are you doing good morning it's 1 a.m. here in the UK sorry about the late late stream it's like 5 p.m. here chill time I'm bringing some local cider and ice cream from Fred Myers nice delicious King how are you doing yo yo Flashwood fumble hey it's been a while you usually go live while I'm at work do I Flashwood fumble I'm assuming you're in North America North America our time zone can the United States yeah I've been doing a lot of stuff in the in the morning it's just I get out doing stuff right but slowly I'm going to start kicking into later hours that mineral collection back there really are my stuff alone now you know what we're doing these ones are mine this is stuff I accumulated over a decade of doing geophysics right I posted some pics on gab mines and Twitter where yesterday we gave the rock and rock mineral and crystal collection that we put out a video for we gave most of those a wash bath in the water to clean them gave them some sun and laid the art we're slowly start to lay them out again lot these ones yeah here let me show you one of these this one it's a core sample okay from iron ore deposits basically mineral deposits right rare earth as well I guess from a mine in Canada Sudbury, Ontario and during the 90s it was one of the I think the deepest mine in North America it was crazy active and it's basically minerals formed because of the crater impact and the crater that asteroid that hit it was huge right if you look at the footprint of the spiral the circle from the hit it spans so much area and I believe it was six kilometers down I think so anyway if I recall correct it was a huge operation crazy and this was one of the core samples from way down at the bottom right so that was super cool cider lots of cider love drinking cider now I love a local cider brewed in Lake she land Washington local breweries I'm not Pacific Northwest are amazing bit of a weird question do you watch ASMR videos yourself for relaxation and if so have you watched your own King it's not a weird question I did watch more in the past but since I started creating a lot of ASMR editing a lot of ASMR I don't get a chance to watch too much ASMR however I do watch some I watched some from let me find the other computer I watch it on the main one main computer she's making math videos ASMR I brutalized named I do watch that one thing that gives me ASMR which I get the not that necessary I don't get the tingles but I get the full-on relaxation to is listening to lectures that where the lectures are very it varies on the speaker so certain lectures allow me to really relax 100% I do watch certain my preference is certain types of mathematics physics science related information or how to do things that sometimes in general most of the times are unintentional right so it's not forced where they're talking about a certain topic that I'm interested in and I find myself dozing off coming to going back and stuff it's weird I don't I don't I don't watch role play I'm not really into role play I do appreciate some of the sets that are made or brilliant right fantastic and the lighting and stuff but I'm not really into role play and I do and I used to watch this a lot more was the tapping right on specifically that what do you call it hard covers hard books with the nails tapping twitching and I sort of phase in and out of them and I do watch my own I do watch my own when I'm either trying to remember what I did sometimes I watch it and just got a huge smile on my face and I pass up to my own video watching it which is I don't know if that's weird or not but it is what it is right how you been teacher doing good what did you do today man I I did a whole bunch of stuff in the morning and then before the stream I had some time so I was loading up comic books on eBay right so I loaded up infinitely gotten number one Silver Surfer number 50 and X factor number 63 to 69 on eBay now eBay's listings man they're scammers seriously they got automated things set up to help them generate more money not to your preferences right so the the comics I listed like a couple of days ago the first comments I listed on eBay it automatically was clicking on make an offer right so I would set a minimum price and then make an offer and I had someone make an offer and I went oh make an offer is not supposed to be on so I had to go back and turn them off right and I sent a message to the person I apologize I said you know I didn't mean to do that you know I have to reject your offer because that's the minimum going forward right and then today the three call I had more lined up to list today and the three I was listing today I put the minimum price and there's no tick that I have to untick for the make it offer not to appear so the three that I listed today have the minimum price on it and then it's got to make it offer and I can't turn that off I don't know if it's a glitch I don't know if it's it's them intentionally messing with people to have the make it offer because in the last two or three years I've seen people have a minimum price they want to start off at and then there's a make an offer and that sort of confuses me because usually just say buy it now and make an offer right just doesn't make sense minimum price to make an offer so I've bought some stuff that way I make an offer and people say except and I'm like okay weird why didn't they just price it at the lowest level so I think that's the reason people were doing that because it was there's that glitch that doesn't allow you to take it off so apologies those people are gonna make offers those are sort of my minimum price I might start accepting your video yesterday morning with the black current push is my new favorite video of yours nice awesome Nicholas relax me something serious watched it three times on nice Nicholas I'm glad you like I liked it I loved it actually the way it came out I was doing lots of work and I was just it was early morning and I'm just getting up and doing all this stuff and I got it I want to shoot this video just because of what was going on with the songs like politics builds a little fire under me right so I try to get more done I get a little pissed pissed or I want to do I want to do something I want to contribute that I want to make it in a way where you got a little that would be amazing and then you do it right you guys must have had that right whenever every now and then something comes up and you're like man it's great to do this and then you go I'm gonna go do this and then you do it and it's phenomenal right that that's sort of what happens to me when I start going hey wait a second that rock from afar looks like a giant awesome maybe that's why I grabbed it and they were asking people they brought the core samples those core samples sitting there right and they were like do you anybody want to take a sample I was like yes and it was like a field trip thing that we had done through schools one of our last it was the last project that we had to do right and it was like 10 of us or 8 of us or something and I think two of us said sure take a course now well the rest of people did not know why kicks open door who's got the cider hey Dante how are you doing welcome to the live stream double one negative that's awesome did you run into many fossils doing geophysics yeah some Canada is infested with fossils yeah but not necessarily doing my geophysics during my school day school years university years and some of the projects where I was not necessarily doing geophysics because when you're doing geophysics you're not looking at the rocks right so early on during my education a little bit of training I accumulated my fossils and I had a full on trilobite this big that it was a trilobite fully preserved right and I had a I have friends and their daughter at the time was at my place and she looked at the trilobite plate around with issues like she was loving it the really close friends so I told her she'd take it and she goes she got really excited and while she was getting excited she dropped it and the fossil cracked in half right and we're all like oh my god right because I had that for like 20 years right and then we picked it up and she was really sad she applied I was okay it's your trilobite now right and I looked at it and I went oh look at this the outline of the trilobite you can see it so it turned out to be really cool because it was a clean cut so you could see the trilobite the whole trilobite with the sort of a cross-section of the trial it was really cool evening been about lalyans how are you doing how's life if chichou won't say some are he just talks to us it's been a while since we seen you here yeah valiance that's right yeah unintentional is best for me yeah for me too I love unintentional except boxer Chris who bark I always watch his interviews as a very light already I think I've never come across him if you remember King post this in discord in ASMR link to a video of his or something that'd be great that command how are you doing how's life valiance thanks for this prime subscribe I think you've been seven months now you're probably one of our longest thank you for that by the way rotary propulsion is non-trivial it requires a solution in theoretical physics I guess how are you doing how's life theoretical physics I'm good thank you had my law exams on the bus busy working finally have some time for you now wow you finished your law exam on this that's cool how did the exams fair he says he asks chichou how's it going brother Richard doing well man doing well thank you those were some interesting berries I've never picked them either I've never grown black currents right they have a very they're very different than red currents we've had red currents in the yard we've made yet current red current jam and stuff in a previous location my grandmother's house the black currents very different taste cater yo chichou hey Joe hey hey Kater Kater God got any vids by the way kids no no oh my god that's a lot of work matches back for respect to those who have decided to raise children I am too selfish for that in there I did well happy all the hours paid off nice congrats valiance I love dinosaurs thank you chance valiance was the story with the stones behind you they're all basically rock mineral crystals that I've collected over the years I haven't shown these I do plan on making a triple set video for these because I have the cards for the names of these I forgot them all and I have a formula sheets for these so I'm gonna make a triple set I'll try to anyway let's in the in the thing this one's super cool too these are I forget what the names are nice crystals okay I'm not gonna hold this because over time they what do you call it let me pop out the chat that way I'm gonna pop out chat oh so that means I missed a whole bunch of chat games sorry my apologies I forgot to do it all went blank chat I think we're still alive yeah we're still alive but I lost the chats whoops but I'm putting what do you call it comic book board under it because over time it's got other stuff in it so it sort of falls and I don't want it to fall on the computer nice crystals these are quartz same with the other one I gotta get these gone these ones are washed too as you try and make your kids better though it can make you better person to yeah yeah I've seen that happen with parents now I click pop out chat and I can't remember I know the feeling bright burn bright burn if there's one language you would recommend the world to learn apart from English what would it be mathematics without a doubt mathematics everyone should be literate in the language of math more important than English good evening are gonna sigh good evening how are you doing you'll be on my phone in my pocket tonight with my pause while I pack some things before my move oh you're doing a move tomorrow had to retake oh sorry you aren't gonna sigh sorry so you're doing a move tomorrow I don't want to go for a while I did too many moves in the last few years a computer programming language yeah for sure but if you're gonna do good programming language if you don't know mathematics you can't do programming you need to know mathematics to be able to do programming with the math mathematics opens a door for everything almost everything mashu how are you doing good evening chicho beautiful boros tail succulent behind you and this one this is boros tail it's nice we are in another room I brought it here we're gonna repot it give us some fresh soil move actually isn't until next week just getting a head start yeah good good idea are gonna sigh boxes liquor stores have good boxes farmers find alien baby try to teach it to be a good person alien child kills more but that's the ultimate fear for Superman it's like Superman story but you will yeah so Rua there are alternate reality alternate version of Superman stories where Superman goes evil he becomes a tyrant they're pretty cool they're pretty cool still like Jesus do you know how to make triple sack triple sack triple sack triple sack triple sack that's a drink right I've had triple sack but I can't remember what it is I think it's a drink it's like three different things mixed together do do pro how are you doing welcome to a stream red sun is a great soups evil story yeah and injustice injustice is cool I read the first injustice set those are really good I haven't read them I haven't read the last arrest but at some point I like to read more of it multi-billion pound building in London any bank it's a what if soups London and Soviet Russia instead of the USA actually haven't read that one the red sun one I've heard good things about it go Gotham by gaslight that's great first crossover comic is Gotham by gaslight the first crossover comic no is it still waiting for the story of Superman putting that life behind him and opening up I only read a little fantastic for the kid never read comics otherwise yeah fantastic for out of the superior team stuff that's by it was my least favorite really I didn't like the childish banter the family banter I know that was one of the appealing factors of fantasy for but I just wasn't really too into it is there a mosh pit ASMR concert stories video maybe there are stories that I've wanted to share I just haven't got it got around to it and definitely ASMR format is the way to go with some of some could be a little harsh red Sun is the only super my comic I've read wow that I gotta read that we're speeding speeding bullet Batman Superman same character oh man just the storyline is so crazy good I've never read the comics but I've watched the cut scenes from the video games on YouTube yeah the by the way are gonna send amazing story after reading the comics what I did I watched the cut scenes as well it's like an hour 20 minutes of just basically like a movie it's the cut scenes from the video game there's some stuff you won't know what's going on unless you've read the comic or have an idea what what is going on to certainly but that cut scene animation is fantastic fantastic super fun to watch one time was there's one post I made on my blog that references that here let me find that you'll you'll find it interesting if you like that story I called it I called it oh yes down here okay cool injustice guys among us check this out I called it super schooling Superman on totalitarianism Superman and the flash have a discussion about gun control while playing chess and I put this out in 2013 at the time I was what do you call it I was writing some articles political articles by referencing overlaying with some comic book stories I liked one time I was in the mosh pit and got caught cut by a giant glass ball what kind of an idiot takes a bong into a mosh pit and there was glass all over the floor very they are yeah man that people should have prevented that thing like from going into a mosh pit with a bomb usually you take your glasses off unless you really need them right and one of the general rules in the mosh pit is no rains and anything that it can catch someone and cut someone right unless you're going I don't know I don't go to the I guess the blood versions of much was doing I've been in shows and stuff where people are reading they've been hit there's blood on people shirts and stuff but not taking glass into a mosh pit it's crazy I didn't like the FF themselves either but Doc Doom yeah Dr. Doom became my favorite comic book character not just villain yeah Dr. Doom was amazing they they definitely have not done it justice or done injustice in the movies not even close like oh if anything they've done harm right Dr. Doom was fantastic I've been in one mosh pit in my life and spend 90% of it on the after being in the balls so I'm kicking in the balls no no I haven't joined into one since I think the mosh pits I've gone to here a little bit more civil than working I'm sorry if you're in the UK I think there's punk more punk the ones that slap more towards a punk era they're a little bit more harder more towards metal is less so I think first else else worlds comic which one the Red Son or injustice the injustice I think yeah since this streams on is our relationships what's been the most meaningful relationship in your life and what was the least expected thing it taught you the most meaningful relationships in my life are the ones that no longer exist right either through circumstance or through the people passing away and whatnot the ones who are who are who have passed away I would say those are the most meaningful there are also relationships that I've had that for a long time and you know we've gone are you know we've gone different paths and we decide to not stay in contact anymore right even though we agree that if ever the need arises we could always rely on each other right so the relationship that no longer exists are in general the ones that have been the most important to me because it's after the fact you there's a there's certain things that come into play when they're not there right but there are definitely meaningful relationships I have right now that are just as intense but you know there's no missing factor there because I am constantly getting pretty sure they're gonna kick into the why I wish I could have that again right for sure family lovers loved ones it's hard to say there's there's a lot as well as entheogens I won't elaborate on that anymore but that is a relationship that you have to nurture foster grow and work with finally watching Lobo people on comic book forums okay we're trash talking the Lobo right I'm like you guys are out of your mind it was fantastic there were some that were trash talking initially I read it some that the initial reports came off this is Lobo but why is Lobo have an accent of stuff I'm like the accent wasn't matter he's an alien like how do you know he doesn't have an accent how do you know he doesn't have a British accent like so they were trash talking her for no reason which is some one of the things that exist in the comic book world right but for those three episodes fantastic I loved it right could it be better hundred percent right it wasn't a chicho lobo but it was a I appreciate the interpretation of that one it was pretty sweet pretty fun right my gas lights I've watched videos online of it beforehand and thought it looked fun but in the UK they actually throw hands it's like UFC on drugs yeah definitely not from yeah the UK of stuff I've seen is way hard way more hardcore than here it I think it's on on called for to be but that's from the punk coming up right punk origin was New York to a certain degree and Ramones I believe they're one of the first ones to be credible the Ramones took a trip to the UK and they did like really small bars and then someone correct me if I'm off on this and then the six pistols saw the Ramones and they're like we're gonna start and then the whole thing took off with the clash and stuff but the clash was around before them I hard punk I just read the comic in the article you linked me to that was awesome that's one of the things I loved about the story the embodiment of the saying you either die the hero or live long enough to see yourself become the villain nice yeah I really like that it's a great series well worth reading well worth reading and you know what I can't even remember if I've read the whole thing or not I think I've read it but I can't remember I just remember snippets of it right and of course the cut scenes I think that's what really sticks with me now the harshest breakups are the best lessons in my experience so yeah with every relationship it's like reading a book but over time eventually you know whether or not you're going to enjoy after reading the first chapter sometimes it does get better sometimes you misjudged it and it just keeps on getting better and better and better and those are amazing as well right but breakups for sure the relationships we're not like we're not the sum of one relationships or totality right all the relationships we've been in and if you learn from your relationships that's where it's at right if you can even the relationships you don't like you learn from each other you grow there's a lot to be said there it's nine episodes now or will be which one but I think Lobo Martin if we're talking about Lobo is Lobo still in it I stopped watching episode 3 because Lobo kills well takes out Brainiac to a certain degree they sold a little flash and I don't think he appears in future Krypton episodes if he does let me know I'll watch those episodes as well I'm not actively following Krypton I hope everyone as well making dinner right now so I can only pop in for a minute or so I'm looking forward to chatting the recorded version later tonight co-co-co hope you have a fantastic dinner twitching Jason what P5 5 6 what are you like two years old kid here this is about relationships man oh Martin you're talking about I talked he's gonna double time out I guess hurt by anything I think no I don't think I don't think what P was hurt by anyone I think what P needs to be loved by someone right on that level and he might be loved by family and stuff but someone that sees him as more than just a child right more than just an infant that type of mentality that type of what you call it interaction that type of behavior requires growth and the only way you get that kind of growth is by fully committing to a relationship of your own choosing with someone else that also feels the same way right it's not you're not just surrounded by relationships you were born into forced into is your growth right so I wish him the best I hope I hope they do get that at some point right I've had a few experiences with entheogens but didn't respect them enough at the time so they taught me harsh lessons yeah those are some of the most amazing learning experiences I'm feeling the call again though and this time I'm going to take some time and effort to respect them our theme 100% 100% I think anyone that has doubted around the magic the agents has the one of the first lessons you learn a few continues for any extent appear any any amount of time is you show respect 100% and it takes commitment it's a hard relationship it's a different and some of the greatest relationships you'll ever ever ever have in your life will be the hardest relationships you've ever had in your life right so entheogens fit into that category 100% hey nice to see the she's she's more love more love it's need some 556 tell you what hopefully someone can show him love in his life that's good aerodynamic when aerodynamic you'd be amazed to the world that this allows you to enter okay really I don't think people really appreciate like for me I took on this look before I was balding I shaved my head right when I had massive hair right I shaved my head and once I shaved I was like oh my god this is and all of a sudden a doorway opened up into certain types of relationships I could get into that I couldn't get into when I had a full set of hair Martin will attest to this working in a bar once you hang out at certain scenes there are certain I'm not gonna be you know apologies for not being political correct or whatever there are certain kinks there are certain fetishes there are certain desires that people have that you can fulfill I've had two relationships but around 60 encounters you were you're in a bar Martin I'm surprised the ratio of relationships encounters is so high I would assume we'd be one for 60 or something to be honest the day she chose born funny too many secrets too many secrets my breakup sucks me majorly because of the time period we're together and I struggled to move on but now it's kind of changed my personality a lot I went from being a one woman man to playing the field for the first time in my life and I'm no longer looking anything serious for the foreseeable future which is new to me haha nice Nicholas it's amazing to explore that realm right there are people who I know I'm pretty sure everybody knows that I've been in one relationship for their whole lives right or majority of their lives and the mindset the lifestyle choices that comes with that are different than the lifestyle choices you can have and it's not that one is better than the other it's just different worlds where you're more open right it's the same level of having children someone trying to raise children as being together and deciding you know not having children together congrats Nicholas I hope you're enjoying it hope you're enjoying your ride stand for your information it is higher ratio but I was being polite once higher ratio but if you're good then that's good man you're lucky I started receiving slightly at 21 and just said to myself no I'm not gonna try hold on to this but it's straight up best thing I ever do yeah for me to have a lot of hair and late teens or and then early 20s I took it off right before and it was amazing it was amazing I never went long air again for your permission is higher yeah that was me from the age of 22 Nicholas yeah that's a long time man that's a long time see yeah silver and I do you cut your own hair I cut my own hair so it saves you ridiculous amount of money free hair cuts every week in the bathroom yeah I don't do every week I do every three weeks or so takes two minutes yeah for me it takes like five minutes right now more hair because it's longer weeks but and it feels good you do it yourself and you're like I like it too highly recommend highly recommend loads of hair at 45 years old I'm so thick I also brought some tea look like cousin it what's it cousin it relationships relationships and relationships go beyond just human beings just one-on-one right it's communal it's family it's business is corporate it's government the way nations relate to each other and stuff and the way you relate to we relate to different levels as well right there's so much to be having a lot of conflict in the world is because people don't understand that relationships take effort to maintain and they need to be nurtured some of these I bought best relationship I have is with my dog oh the fresh touch on the back of your head after putting me putting new bedsheets pillows covers on can't be it yeah and just you feel lighter really you feel really lighter I have a serious thing for redheads sadly I haven't had much success with Martin redheads I think everybody feels the same well a lot of people feel the same redheads are crazy redheads are crazy I think that one is course as well it's different course cool at a different time when you see crystals that are bigger they cool slower and then we see crystals that are smaller they cool faster that would be like a medium cooling down the only downside is the English winters haha that's why I got a lot of twos right what do you call those crystals rocks thanks to show I know crazy story about those the the quartz crystals and stuff there's different course there's different types of crystals here I don't know the names right I forget there's courts and some of them come back to me every now and then but a lot of them and some of them are just straight up rocks like this is just granite I like granite is with my chinchilla and white okay I heard redheads and I have to come back for a second our kid is like everybody comes back for redheads man until it just goes crazy and saying that you got to run away run away I like redheads I get along with the redheads amazing really because I'm triple Gemini or something so we poke each other and it just goes crazy I energy level kicks up just don't piss them off man wow I thought I had a thing for blondes until I met a redhead of work been with her for five years not nice Musa must be must be stressful at times I'm not jealous I'm not that's awesome though that's awesome man I think that's one of the reasons I love Ireland so much right or the Irish the Irish I had a thing for the Dutch they have a I used to watch the pictures of the redhead parade in Holland it's in Holland and yeah in Holland well someone put a guide up on how to make those at home from plastic to give it the same look to be used as an ornament to pass on to a loved one at Christmas the crystals but the dude that made the guy basically gave them a suicide tutorial what it told people to mix plastic and these different chemicals together and use a straw to blow into it it blow into it would form the crystal but what it actually did was inhale the fumes I remember reading about a couple years ago four people died that is the crazy story Silva what did they catch the guy I hope to cut the guy like if you if you said it was a way to kill yourself you know you said what it was if you tell people it's like it's like selling food that is actually poison right it's like selling poison right I hope they cut the guy I found my craving of Babylon are nice oh you find your craving on Babylon 5 really I've watched Babylon 5 I'm pretty sure I watched all of it I remember the character was so long ago I was watching him when he was coming out it was good sci-fi very good sci-fi very underrated Babylon 5 very underrated red head Irish accent hard to beat luckily I'm surrounded with them she chose nice Nicolette's nice it was bleaching and something makes chlorine gas oh man we you area area it blow into it blow into the straw to create crystals but it just makes the reaction to Seattle gas and that would be a brutal death because it goes into your lungs right you heard about it too heard about I've seen it it's a common internet troll but it's dangerous I've never come across it crazy man no idea what makes someone do something like either they haven't been taught that there's repercussions to your actions that there's consequences I'm reading about that coming from Fortran yeah that's where I've seen it from that was like six years ago though at least it's like Joker gas Joker gas at least makes people laugh themselves to death to a certain degree cold inhaling chlorine gas would be extremely painful as well right extremely well Joker gas painful too I don't think those people are laughing I saw a couple threads of people that fell for it not pretty no that would be horrendous my god really so when it comes to this I suppose a question when it comes to this would censorship be an answer or turning over every stone purse my personal preference turning over every stone to find the people responsible for it right what would be the right decision to make politically morally and economically a pretty sure economically it would be a lot less expensive finding people that did this or a person that did this right just put out a million dollar reward chump change compared to implementing a censorship policy right and you catch them find out who they are is this the first time where they they didn't know what they were doing right and are they a kid so depending on their different level of maturity and life experience you punish them accordingly right so censorship will save lives tracking them down is a when may prevent future deaths because it would make it known to be public a million dollar reward put that out the word mouth will go out right people will know about this you say there's a lottery that's like ten million dollars or twenty million dollars every job low goes and buys a ticket pays an extra tax in their lives right you say there's a million dollar reward for finding out who did this you can get a lot of garbage information coming in but that'll let the word out and inform a lot of people and prevent possibly less deaths I've never heard about this it's tripping me up knowledge is power yeah but we've all made mistakes Martin right really I have it be it really suck for it to be my last mistake right just out of ignorance the other one is the boiling glass trip to make trip to cold water so some some exploding people's hands to lots of blood crazy so Rua you're going to fortune a lot you're searching the gore stuff ignorance kills ignorance kills statistic you become a statistic right it's like people putting razors and needles and sweets and chocolates for Halloween my way to combat something like that is to induce the harshest punishment possible and people caught Silda I would agree in hopes it deters others on this level I would agree right so people say punishing people partially doesn't doesn't work it does okay as long this is just right it's for trying you can't avoid it you just have to learn to parse through it for the content you want but for trying now I've gone through it a long time ago I used to go there not as often as some of the other forms but I did the treatment but I went to the politics politics so so you have sub categories that you can go to I didn't come across too much of that when I was going through it little madras nice and juicy and whoever did this or does stuff like this they're not alone the people who do this they must be talking to others that they did did this Martin food food my juice the politics board is different now because of paid shelling oh really one tactic people try to use to get rid of the shells is gore oh I didn't know that so it's unfortunate but yeah well I'm glad I went through it during the period where all this crap wasn't going on only time I ever check that place out is for higher resolution images you can get some really cool desktop wallpapers from there huh Paul has changed a lot no point trusting anyone in there all really you know what keeps us on our toes right staying active diligent and finding different places to go to so you don't live in a bubble I guess but that's a lot of work and this is one of the things psycho chat room that I think this is one of the incentives for me to also live streaming start creating content is because slowly a lot of places I used to go to or deteriorating right corporations were coming in there it was being bought out being paid was shutting down stuff so I just said man just got to keep certain platforms open so I considered this to be sort of a chat form I guess Trump tells foreigners to go back to their to their crime infested poverty-stricken countries I guess if you go to certain cities in the United States certain areas in the United States they're not very well off all you have to do is look at the stats and read days of destruction days of revolt by Chris Hedges aside from that we talked about this a lot in the past I got the runchie-chop are gonna side thanks for popping by have a great night you too you too man sweet dreams who can say what is right to do or not or not to do beside common sense a lot of things are subject to interpretation and what's wrong to you other see it from another point of view don't you think that humans by nature require a higher sentient being which dictates the rights and wrong in order for them to truly adopt those commandments no cater I don't think so I don't think human beings we need a higher higher power maybe we if you want to not call it higher power but alternate experiences so you could do for example just on the simplest most basic front that of something that has been around with us longer than any organized centralized religion would be shamanism right and enthusions would you consider those shamans or those people who consume enthusions and have certain out-of-body experiences are you talking about them reaching a higher sentient being and acquiring experience in a combat incorporating that through daily lives I would call it a higher sentient being we are sentient beings as soon as you say you need a higher sentient being then you're creating a class structure hierarchy where you're a lower life form then another life form and why in the world would be even considered that to be a legitimate place to start thinking about what how the universe came to be like to me that is such a dramatic commitment as opposed to nature life animation animation animating matter so absolutely not yet I said absolutely not in the longer version sometimes I wish I didn't know what I know as someone once said ignorance is bliss but I can't close my eyes now no Martin man I've said this a few times I wish and I don't really but life was a lot simpler when I knew less right but would I go back to knowing less if given the opportunity how long it's the it's much more meaningful the more you know might be harder but the sweet is that much sweeter the bitter is that much more bitter Vanessa how are you doing good evening I have a relationship question concern my boyfriend of three years is finally moving in with me heavy heavy I've been waiting for so long and now I'm getting nervous nervous in what way yeah good question nervous in what way what way Vanessa and you should be nervous moving it together living together as serious business if you weren't nervous I'd be concerned tell you the truth have you ever had a shaman guide you on a trip our theme I've learned the hard way when I was growing up we didn't really encounter it when he shaman guided trips I've done experimentation with friends but no higher teacher guiding us through a trip I have played the role of guiding others through trips but I haven't been guided I couldn't trust myself being high I do something done and I'm not killing myself by accident then you should not do the class you should not do it's not for everyone that's for sure an actual relationship question that this is doubts about the relationship I thought I was Vanessa saying it so good question is it doubts about the relationship not really doubts just afraid we won't like each other full time that is that's what you're living together for Vanessa this is to see if you can live together if over an extended period of time those little things that you and know you about them can you learn to appreciate that they're a part of him and you know maybe you can talk about if they really know you if they don't do certain things are you willing to do those things for them realizing that there are things you don't like doing and they're okay with doing it and they will return that energy right and do things you don't like right like I've met people in a relationship where and this was one of like I remember this right because it really stuck out for me because it was to me it was a perfect definition of what not to do in a relationship right so I was a university and there was a house where I was living by myself in the apartment and bunch of my co-students I guess were living in the house it was like five million house they're all in the same field stuff going through his fourth year and there was a couple that were living together okay and they've been together for a while now since beginning of school starting really and before even right they were a little older and I was there in the living room and we're chatting it off and stuff like this and the the guy came down and I turn to him and say hey listen we're gonna go do this right now if you're getting go on let's go do it man and he goes no no no I can't go do I gotta go do laundry and then her his girlfriend that I knew as well we're all friends well associates I would call friends associates and she came out and she was gonna go do laundry too I go oh you guys both are going to go to do laundry they're like yeah I go do guys both like doing laundry because laundry when you're a student is something that you put off as long as you can right and they're like no we don't like we don't both like doing laundry I go so why do you guys both have to do it you both have to do it they're like no we're just doing it together because we both hate doing it you guys both hate doing something so you're gonna do it together why not one person do do that thing because it only took one person to do it right and the other person could go do something that they love and then later on that'll come back to you right so relationships are really about give and take right don't focus on the negative don't focus on the things that you may take care of that they don't okay focus on the things that the gaps that they're filling right that there's certain things that you didn't like doing and they're doing it isn't that great having them around right and then weigh it out balance it out try to figure out how is this gonna work is this am I comfortable with this is this satisfying is this is this enough for me is this more than I was hoping for right one advice I can give you keep the kitchen clean okay really it takes two seconds to do dishes little bit more but two seconds to do dishes do them I wouldn't go back to knowing less just got to strive to encourage others to find out for themselves yeah what do you think of normies I think I'm a normie like normie I don't know what a normie is like normal what's a normal I don't know I'm normal for a chico I guess that wasn't what's the scale that we're using like normal according to who what I know I you know you say normal in language it comes up but we have to be more specific I wasn't really talking about shamanism nor hallucinogenic substances I am just saying who dictates what's wrong what's right if we are all on the same level as you said so why would I follow anyone's instructions you don't have to follow anyone's instructions but there are certain natural laws right there are certain natural laws don't be a dick and if you're gonna be a dick then you better be ready for the consequences don't do unto others what you do not want them done to you okay really so don't do unto others what you do not want them to you okay and don't do unto others what you would want them to you necessarily if you like whatever pick a kink it doesn't mean everybody's got along that kink if you have certain moral beliefs it doesn't mean everybody else has to have to say moral beliefs okay why does have someone have to make that decision right why isn't that sort of a natural order of things what do you think what do you think what would happen in an animal herd whatever school or whatever it might be where one of the animals goes around smacking everyone else right if they're ridiculously strong and dominant in that plan I guess then maybe they retain that power for a while but at some point they'll get injured and then they'll be taken out so natural order sort of takes over it doesn't have to be dictated to people if that's what you're implying what keeps you up at night what keeps you up at night that's a good question let me think about that what keeps me up at night when I know my computer is processing I I want to know if it's going to be done I want to take a leg on it my my work the work that I do online here but it doesn't keep me up at night I get up at night to check on it have to do it sometimes if I want to get a video out of editing a video you know I edit I edit until I can edit I go pass out and I wake up as soon as I wake up I just go and start editing I don't care what time it is 1 o'clock 2 o'clock 3 o'clock 4 o'clock in the morning if you mean what worries me what some of my worries are let me think about it I want to capitaria earlier last year for nine days for an ayahuasca experience cool that would have been seriously purging so yes it does change things we don't have a place that's one thing Martin great great sort of comment regarding Vanessa moving in together once you have to sleep there that's where your food is that's where your computer that's where you're working that's where your clothes are when you don't have an escape things change in a big way you have to be more take take more care for the other person a lot of for their space a lot of people have that problem of living together and seeing each other full-time exposure of learning things about one another you don't like but that's a common problem you don't have to worry and feel like you're alone or bad about it yeah Normie's Normie's get the sure nice don't like thank you thank you if you do a chichu crystal video search you'll see a larger collection of crystals and minerals go through but chichu is right it's a testing ground it's testing ground oh don't worry I don't plan to I've always known it wasn't for me I have too much of a thrill-seeker risk-taker personality and substances okay cool that's regarding entheogens Nicholas good yeah that's the thing some people think entheogens or cannabis or anything is you know one thing is for everyone one thing is never for everyone sorry can't I know for the end of the stream need to sleep good night don't take thanks for hanging out thanks for participating thank you for contributing thank you for taking care of business hope you're fantastic dreams man our theme you have to find a natural rhythm where you both can do your own thing part of time it just takes time to find out yeah and one thing I know there are people who have they put one day aside a week where they're not hanging out together they get up in the morning they leave home or they stay home but they don't talk to you they don't they don't interact with each other they usually just leave go out to concerts did they do something for themselves well one person could sit there being miserable doing laundry or you could do it together and have some someone to keep you company during it or get up to things that couples get up to yeah you could but long doing laundry is a unless you can turn it into love right oh this is our reading time so you go read together and stuff like this for sure but if the opportunity comes up because the the guy wanted to come but he felt committed that he had to go do laundry with his partner right and some people are okay in that relationship it's just it just wasn't for me it's never been for me right you can do something to free up time for your partner for them to go enjoy something they really want to do right take the burden on a little bit and then there'll be someone there to take the burden on for you give sacrifice but for sure so raw you guys could the couple could go sit down they could go you know it could be their time put the laundry and go around corner and eat some tapas and then come up with the stuff in the dryer and do it read a book talk listen to music together back then the kicker was back then there was no Wi-Fi everywhere right when this happened there was no there was internet online but in the university isn't at home at home you didn't read enough was universities it was just tricky to me find the perfect equilibrium in the relationship I think it's the hardest thing to find very difficult and even when you find it there's hiccups we just goes chaos and then you need to sort of find that common ground again I'm hoping we could find that balance thank you for the advice she chose by this has kept me sure putting your house must be full of comics books that you bought for some reason where did you find those natural laws were so you consider that in nature as something universal which has incorporated laws who put them there that doesn't have to be anyone putting in there and by the way nature is brutal the number one rule to life okay that life is brutal man like a lot of people say I wish I could be a little squirrel a little bunny rabbit and hop around the field man if you were a little bunny rabbit a little squirrel or something like this your paranoia is right because you gotta look up something's gonna eat you you gotta look in front of you something's gonna eat you right there's a reason why rabbits and squirrels and rodents and stuff multiply like mad right life is brutal number one rule life is brutal right that brutality experience introduces those natural laws right if you're walking down a narrow path you keep your eyes open don't close your eyes and start singing and dancing because you're gonna fall off the path and die all right that's a natural law experience logic but in the end it's your instincts that will guide you through yeah regarding relationships are you on medication I as I have the woods medication that's for me I is and drink tea I have the woods that's my happy place yeah me too long walks in the hills nice nice nice whenever you you need to do laundry dishes ironing etc do it together but through on Marvin Gaye sexual healing and it'll turn everything boring boring situation romantic yeah Marvin Gaye is fantastic and I should specify this couple was gonna go do laundry but they didn't have laundry in the house they had to go to a laundry mat right so there was a little bit of that as well I don't know what it stands for surah it's so quiet and peaceful yeah the woods entheogens I think allow me to leave some painful experiences behind and move on and begin again without the weight they showed me a lot of aspects where I needed to work on myself as well 100% Padre Padre Padre Padre Padre Padre Padre 100% one thing entheogens do they reveal your own issues more than anything else in the world okay it's self could be very brutal I guess you're a verbal why do you think there are so many people feel they need a partner to feel complete a programming brainwashing propaganda there is the element of procreation and stuff like this but and the the collapse of communities right there's a few different factors Nicholas but I've known people for a long time and we need that intimacy right and both the physical and the spiritual and the mental and stuff like this sometimes it's easier to have that with one person than to spread that around however as you grow older you realize you can actually be quite intimate with a lot of different people on different levels and you can get very satisfied very satisfied live a very fulfilled life without it one of the other reasons is self-preservation right people have families so they'll have someone to take care of them as they get older which to me is the worst reason to do anything on that level personally I don't say it was the worst reason it's just it's a reason that I don't like because everyone has hot partners and appear complete to them but they only see what those people care to show them in public yeah sexual healing is my jam I was born to love you queen or born to be my jovey I was born to love you queen or born to be my jovey for me I'm gonna decide for that one I have no idea what that means the universe is under no obligation to make sense to anything to you no intrepid how are you doing hey chicho happy to catch the stream on my birthday the perfect get happy birthday intrepid I wish I had a cake here I eat a cake if I knew it was your birthday I would have brought a cake nice I hope you made a good wish when you blew out your candle who says you can't get romantic in a public a laundromat yeah this couple wasn't going to I've always used shrooms to grieve for others or myself odd make how are you doing yeah fun guy they could be a great ally REE is a uh exclamation to express anger towards normies that's gotta be four trend normies get the REE that's funny good to know good to know I've cried a lot in my shrooms feels good though feels fantastic is it true that the nazis gas kids uh yeah they killed all all war machines I've killed kids how they kill them different ways the Turks bayoneted the kids the males raped the females took the took the the ottomans not the ottomans my apologies the ottoman turks the history right they they did that the young turks did that right which one's more horrendous there's so many horrendous acts in life that governments have committed white phosphorus on civilians families in feluja which crimes are worse happy birthday dude for your friend songs to romance songs to romance do that's what it was I'm gonna read that again where is it where is it where is it I was born to love you queen or born to be my baby bonjovi for me to be my baby bonjovi for me okay okay okay I don't know if that's gonna work my relationship awesome I saw that lsd it was a moment I truly realized I needed to change I needed to change uh some things in my life which I did and I've only had huge benefits since yeah silva normies you mean monday's the turks were evil the young turks yeah they're the ottoman empire wow they committed some horrendous crimes horrendous crime the japanese interment camps what they did to the chinese oh my god have you read what was taking place pre european world war two declaration and during what the japanese empire was doing to occupy territories insane so you believe that there are laws governing the nature of natural world but you don't believe there is something or someone who put them there mathematics like what do we talk about laws what do you say we say natural law but it's just mathematics chemistry biology this when i eat it it has minerals not whatever it gives me substance i burn that fuel i can animate this body animation animate the body as bill hicks would say some people call giving birth a miracle right and his count was as a damn chemical reaction everybody can give birth to a child the miracle is raising a child properly right don't confuse chemical reactions biology mathematics with laws passed down by a superior being what what if i send you a minimalistic program which follows simple rules and told you it is just come to be or no one has written any line of code code you wouldn't believe me yet something as complex and deep as your universe has come to be without any interpret okay here let's take what you're saying that's a bit of a stretch huh i'm not sure if you did just sharing my thought for sure and this is a legitimate argument right however you're missing something you're missing something extremely it's right in front of you it's like the elephant in the room right and you're pointing to the fern seed in the corner right here's what you're missing are you under the assumption that right now in your existence right you animating this body you are fully aware of who you are what you are what you remember like try to remember what you did a week ago right what if what if what if this whole existence is just a ride right that in your other true form your spiritual being you chose to enter and enjoy this ride for as long as you could right and once your body your biology gives out you actually can see what really took place and the ride that you were on right you're under assumption that you are aware of science we as humanity are aware of everything in the world all the mathematics physics chemistry biology all the interactions in the world and the only way that we can explain for life to exist is for there to be a higher being right that is ridiculous right thousands of years ago humanity used to think there were all of existence was built up of five elements right earth wind fire air and wood i don't know what they were it was a four i don't know and then as we evolve we learn more and more right people should stop let go of the thought that our lives this whole universe is governed by a a being right it doesn't have to be a being maybe we are the beings one of the one of the things we gave an example of which was um grant morrison i took it from grant morrison so i've stolen this from grant morrison speech and this info when he was given a presentation you can look this up i don't know when this was this was in the 2000s i believe okay he said just imagine this just imagine a 2d plane right flat surface two-dimensional right and just imagine taking your hand and putting your hand through this plane right now if you exist in this two-dimensional world then each one of these holes because if you look at it from the top this this finger is going to have a radial pattern this is circle circle circle each one of these holes could be a single individual right but once you're able to leave this two dimensional perspective and look at it from a three-dimensional perspective you realize that all of these individuals that you thought would one person are actually connected to a hand which is three-dimensional which is connected to a larger being right then why is it so hard to extrapolate that because that exists you can imagine that you can visualize this we can do this right why is it so hard to expand that to us right now saying that we live in a four-dimensional world three spatial one time and if we cut this our connection to this time space space time base reality that we are not part of a larger being it doesn't have to be separate from us it could be us right hold on and a great leap forward it's bad for the state to do it to other people but but doing it to your own people thank you one of the longest empires as well as the Turkish empire yeah five hundred years the Japanese yeah the Japanese one the Japanese and the Ottoman empire was crazy they had the slogan the eternal state while we may may don't why physical laws exist it doesn't mean shit oops you are answering the question how not who but because there is no who who assumes this single entity maybe we are the who me and you are who part of the who the finger of the hoop while we may not know why physical laws exist it doesn't mean some being put them there i mistyped earlier and accidentally pressed sentering it's a very unfair state it's a very fair statement only Arabs can afford to live in london i disagree the universe doesn't exist stops existing outside of people's range of perceptions where they are at any given moment is the second best of the oops of the dark web deep conspiracy theories let me read that again the universe doesn't exist stops existing outside of people's range of perceptions where they where they are at any given moment ah this is the yeah approximately you're just perceiving everything right everything's your imagination is flat land right look into that cause yeah flat land great look at that's cause the animated movie fantastic we talked about this before in previous live streams i watched that grab Morrison lecture when he comes on kind of drunk do this mix between genius and absolute yeah love him love him right we have just started to understand this universe of ours space is the next new frontier and i'm just sad i will not be there to see it comes past martin that's why i love sci-fi right that's as close as we can get to it and i agree with you but i think it's going to take so long to unfold that if it was happening 10 years from now i'd be more disappointed but where one is happening is 100 years from now or 200 years from now or something so it's way beyond us maybe we can come on this ride again have another world tech it's understandable that our primitive and tribal ancestors jump to such conclusions of gods and creators though i completely agree with you chitra yeah i saw a little bit of your last book review would you consider doing one for one of robert anton wilson's books maybe permithias writing i have permithias rising i was actually going to start reading it but then i put it on a bookshelf and i got it to other books for sure at some point i'm going to read permithias rising it is here let me get it for you the lunatic trilogy right i bought the whole trilogy in one book and it's new well it's new it's a few months right i don't know when i'll get to it i've done it for i've read robert anton wilson's william rike and hell and i think i've got notes in that so if i don't get to this anytime soon maybe i'll read that again because a quick read and talk about it because it overlaps with william rike as well right but for sure love robert anton wilson don't be sad martin just do what i do and never die just come back for the ride again it they could only be one yeah permithias is a great one i'd be very happy to see that okay i've heard amazing things about this right it's supposed to be trippy the conspiracy world really you know referenced this a lot some people say they can't even understand that like it doesn't make sense and stuff at some point at some point mathematics is just one way to interpret and explain our reality and some natural phenomena in a simpler manner cater mathematics is the most important invention of humanity right on the same level as fire right if there wasn't fire there wouldn't be mathematics right but it's all in steps mathematics is more than just just a just a way to interpret and explain our reality and some natural phenomenons in a simpler manner explain what's going on in the world for sure some natural phenomena in a simpler manner i don't know not some things that we didn't even understand until hundreds of years later where people went oh wow this mathematics means we can make electricity we can understand electricity that's what imagining numbers means oh we can talk about the flow of water mathematics has revealed to us things about this universe that we have no way of measuring or interacting with right mathematics says it's there the mathematics says it's there right but we haven't figured out a way to see it hear it interact with it right it's more than what you just said right universe and the natural laws are some ancient are more ancient than any science just because we comprehend what surrounds us better it doesn't mean it doesn't exist it didn't exist before we started being aware of it cater you need to learn mathematics your your god is mathematics that's what you're referring to when you start talking about god the higher being is the language of mathematics it's math the mathematics the physics comes from the properties of the matter which could be strings of energy vibrating and the vibration deciding what matter is you need to learn math that will reveal a lot of things to you are you sure babies aren't born knowing the difference between right and wrong i don't know that no i don't know that but if we look at nature you see other animals being born and some of them instinctually through their DNA code whatever it is they know the first thing they need to do is stand up mother's milk is there run do this do this right human beings we we're pathetic infants we need serious taking care of nice he's a very interesting character yeah robert anthon will soon love him man one of the greatest regrets i have one of the greatest regrets i have it's not a regret but i wish i was in a different space like if what happened then was happening now right uh i was online at the time when robert anthon wilson i was online before that but i was paying attention a lot at the time robert anthon wilson got sick right and he lived in the united states and his medical bills were piling up and even robert anthon wilson couldn't afford his medical bills in the united states so what he ended up doing their family had a robert anthon wilson page they started putting his library online and selling it and sign books and his tarot cards and stuff like this at the time i was going through downsizing so and i was on ebay then it was like two i can't remember early 2000s mid-2000s and at the time was in the downsizing phase right and i didn't i couldn't accumulate more stuff right and they sold off his a lot of books from his personal collection signed by robert anthon wilson his tarot cards signed by robert anthon wilson one at a time each one was going for like five bucks and stuff the books were going for like nothing chump change right and i couldn't accumulate i wish i was in a state where i could accumulate i would have bought everything right and then they sold everything they didn't raise enough money to pay his bills and what they did they put out a little uh contribute thing on their page saying we need to raise funds to pay uh bob's medical bills we're asking for the community to donate right within two days they closed the donations they said thank you very much we have more than enough to make sure raw is taken care of okay comfortably and they thanked everyone and that was that right to me that is one of the business models that i am following right robert anthon wilson created a lot of content that enforced many people and whatnot i'm not pretending to be on the level of raw but my business plan one of the things and it is definitely related to relationships community and stuff like this is where i've talked about where corporations and centralized power has destroyed our communities my idea is one of the things i'm doing one of the business things that i'm doing is to me this is me showing the society the community that i'm putting in time right i hope i wish i dream that when if i reach that state that would also happen to me right period that is an investment that's relationship that's the whole thing right so i just want to share that because raw is a magical figure where were we nice is very good okay i'm not sure how the university existing before we became conscious of it implies a higher being created created it unless i miss something i i didn't miss anything it's confusion with those who want to power away but i'm pretty sure i'll make you know that right it created itself than us we are star stuff we are star stuff carl sagan i guess morality is a mix between cultural values and natural genetic empathy human babies are so pathetic because we're born extremely prematurely and as a result as a species are neotonic due to human hip size limitations is that what it is suru unrelated but something that i find absolutely ironic is that a a n rand died in government welfare did she i didn't know that i'm annoying the army are some primates usually pregnant for something like 18 months it's a lot longer than humans huh yes and it is still too short birthing chambers could help birthing chambers i'm just excited for when we can grow babies into you what makes sense i'm pretty sure they can already do it i don't know if they're they're not mutations but as i recall if you had no psychological limits a human baby should remain in justice just a station for like two to three years really but we only get 10 months oh i didn't know that there should be were babies are pathetic then you 24 hour care you don't care to wear gossas with mathematics chicho i understand that the mass signifies a big chunk of your life doesn't mean it's the and ultimate science it math is not a science math is the language the science is built on communicates it it is still a tool tool which we use to better irish but 100 i agree with you there but your first thing you don't cure to break losses with mathematics the cure for all illnesses that we have is because of mathematics if the mathematics was not in the forefront we wouldn't have pharmaceuticals we wouldn't have many of these curves we'd have natural remedies herbal remedies and stuff like this right but mathematics has played a serious role in finding a cure for tuberculosis right oh gross that sounds terrible even though it sounds terrible how low sexual what do you think about the relationship in the kama sutra oh allow sorry is who's was yeah is automata held held back your thing so amen kevin for real kevin for reels oh seven nice name the cure for tuberculosis biology biology is inductive logic math is deductive you still need some logic three years tall or trying to escape from all that doesn't sound good what do you think about the relationship in the kama sutra i haven't really studied that i did some tantric stuff just went to a weekend course and i've read some of the stuff but i can't really comment comment on that i guess whatever works for people right i'm kevin for reels oh seven i'm 14 my girl is my world she wants to go all the way and i don't know yeah don't don't your kid really that's my advice and if you here i'll put a test to you right i'm assuming you're living with parents right or a parent or a guardian if you want to go all the way that means you're saying you're mature enough to do that if you're mature enough to do that then you should also be mature enough to talk to your guardians parents parent right so if you think you're ready to do something as an adult then you should also be ready to talk about it with an adult with an adult that you trust not me because i'm a distant i don't know you i don't know your relationship i don't know your surroundings your circumstances right you should maybe talk to your guardians about what it means to go the full distance i guess and what what you have to do like for me one of the discussions i've had with family members i don't have kids on my own but family members that are younger than me that have grown up i've talked to them about sex when they were 14 or 13 or 15 i've given them condoms right i don't know if all parents do this so you have to discuss that with your elders think about it though compare a newborn human to a newborn other animal yeah a human toddler is actually more physically in line with what you'd expect of most newborn animals but it doesn't evolve as fast also imagine pushing out a toddler size baby yikes yeah if i had to carry a baby for three years i think i would get a high high high-sectomy like right now that means no babies please wait please wait martin take martin's advice he's a wise man uh kevin for reels 07 please wait it's why we're all hairless incidentally because we're born so young or my dad gets kind of unconfident talking about it but i understand well mostly hairless yeah kevin for reels take your time man 14 i know you feel like you you own the world you understand what the world is about what life is and stuff like this but i've never met at any 14 year old including myself when i was 14 when i thought i knew what the world was i didn't know shit from shit really as i got older i understood what love was and what the distinction between love relationship and fatuation all the stuff was and it made it more worthwhile the experiences became so so much more so much more now the message is that the hindu religion text kamosutra advocates paying for sex will allow that does it i didn't know that i'll have to look that up i guess any advice i could give about that intrepid let's check it out would be that there is a insane amount of knowledge to be taken in about life experiences between 14 and say 18 so take in everything from an analytic point of view and don't be afraid to be stoic cool and one thing i'm gonna tell you is between 14 19 even before that 10 12 11 to your 18 19 there's so much coming in as intrepid says you need to do a lot of soul searching growing and stuff like this now if you're with someone i've had friends that were dating you know they had partners for a long time during that period they didn't have the same experiences fully as someone who didn't have wasn't in a serious relationship that they had to do everything as partners because as soon as you're with someone else and there are things happening around you that you want to do there's two of you you also have to take that into consideration so right away even though your partner might introduce new experiences to yourself there's less experiences that you can have that you really want to have i'm not sure if i'm making sense but because you have someone else you have to consider then your pathway may not go all you know exactly the way you want it to go you need to compromise is a huge thing my dad didn't mention sex till i was 17 but he will talk if you ask the right questions cool yeah the older generation i think that generation is a kid growing up now hopefully the dialogue is more open you're definitely inspiration to me man thanks for the work you put in it's funny we are talking about relationships i think you and the people that check out your videos are very similar to raw and the people who follow this work i mean look at all the positive discussion we've all had because you've decided to put it all the work yeah thanks thanks padre i i decided to do this a long time ago i like anyone else being heard you know going online initially i consume noise but noise signal to noise ratio was a lot higher there's way less noise back in the 90s when the internet was available now there's a lot more noise so i think hopefully i'm hoping there'll be more stuff like this where people have a place to go to talk discuss grow learn connect do this not noise right it's authenticity that matters and that's always been the case from the original concept of the internet it was about authenticity and raw was authentic right he was for real and there are there've been a lot of people like that bill hicks for real right like straight up uh teres mckinaw for real right so uh i think there's we're we're all mentioned we're we're just entering the golden age right now right we're just coming out of the dark ages really in my opinion and i believe a lot of other people we're all mentioned in 90s or 80s or something like that 90s i think 90s or early 2000s he mentioned that we're just coming out of the dark ages we're just coming out wow just imagine what's coming right brilliant brilliant and how many people will go and spread these ideas with other people it's all connected it's all connected 100 positive discussion about relationship sounds like a normal talker too funny man not that i know what it is it's cracking me up too funny too funny but fun i'm so glad i was born before the internet boom i read a lot of books to understand the world around me yeah i'm glad that i saw the transition i went through both man martin amazing periods where in the 80s grown up as a teenager when you're with your friends it's a phone call they know you call them up hey we're going here you meet and you hang out and people are not getting information from somewhere else everyone's aware of their surrounding and the people there at the moment it was brilliant i wouldn't change it for the world man i wouldn't change it for the world maybe it's nostalgia but it's not it was the noise was not very large you have to you have to put in the work to learn uh there's a lot of propaganda programming and stuff like this so i love this period where we have access to all this information i don't like the noise level right there's a lot of people caught up in that noise which is unfortunate and then from my i'm guessing that noise level is going to die down once people experience enough noise they'll be tired of noise and then they'll look for substance right and that's where it's at that's where it's at we're almost two hours these things go so fast man these things go so fast great conversations guys thank you for that talk to your peers was the best way to learn yeah and people have your yeah it was it was amazing i liked it i liked the tumor i liked that a lot man a lot well maybe not your 14-year-old peers pure venture yeah sometimes the 14-year-olds man i know a lot of 14-year-olds right now they're smart man they know more than some like uh some people interact with their adults a lot more than adults they don't have the life experience they don't have the wisdom of the life of time but they know the structure of it right i can't even imagine what they're going to be like as they get older right i also have a trilobite from a course i did at the open university nice is i like trilobites there's so many trilobites around in canada you can go to different quarry rock pits and stuff like this lifestones a lot where you can just dig for your own trilobite you just have to be careful make sure you're not on an overhanging cliff where you dig in here and the rocks can fall on your head just you got to be on slopes and stuff like this you got to be wise about things right you can't just go out and uh you need to do a little research 1983 too i don't know let's drink cheers that's stuges da3 stuges that three stuges that three stuges ah that three stuges that three stuges nice haven't watched a three stuges movie forever man double double barrel shotgun into the earth looking for trilobites what would your input on a scenario like this be a girl who's like a sister to you has been with a pretty mentally abusive guy for years but your best friend is trying to get with her and help her get out of the shitty situation but she's so brainwashed and torn that she doesn't know what to do i would spend more time with her um i've known people that are their partners are horrendous and i can't understand why they're in that relationship but who can explain love right who can explain infatuation or fetish or something because you might not know everything about this person right maybe that person provides them something that they're keeping private right so you don't know everything about that person maybe secretly that is what they desire at that moment right you don't know but if you're finding the relationship has gone dark where there's physical or there's certain dangers taking place then you should be spending more time with them talking about it hey chichou how's it going doing good the three stuges doing good just about to end the stream man we're into two hours replace a boyfriend in that situation with a dangerous addictive drug i have an idea about that don't take sorrows at place unless i read it wrong let's read that again replace a boyfriend in that situation with a dangerous addictive drug and you have you have an idea of how to handle it in a lot of cases the battered partner is the same as an addict sadly yeah i i is this battered in intracut if they uh pretty mentally abusive see there are people that have known that have been in relationships where they want the other person to treat them in a certain way in public or whatever it is and in private you see them they're totally different right so be careful adult relationships are funny subjects right so i would not if it's battered if it's abusive and stuff like that like destructive then sending people down dark paths then you might decide to have a talk but uh for example what was it oh in the in uh comic in the comic book the preacher and in the tv show called the preacher right the there's a situation where this what their their partners man and a woman right and they had a kid they have a son and the way this husband and wife they like to have intimacy is the husband is very rough and it sounds like if you listen to it that the husband is beating on the wife but what's happening really is the wife enjoys the extreme physical as does the husband and there's a little bit of bruising and stuff like this so one person gets involved and says hey listen if you want i can take care of this we can make the husband disappear because the kid went to them and said hey can you help me out my father is beating on my wife and stuff like this and he was an abusive person there's no doubt but the wife enjoyed it so this person goes and talks to this person the wife and says hey listen we can interfere we can make this guy disappear and she's like wow you don't understand i like this we get a kick out of this way he's not really hurting me even though i see bruises you you might see bruises uh he's not her i'm enjoying this i like this hard all right and then he says well your son was doing this he's like oh i'll go talk to him right so it's miscommunication so you really got to be careful you really got to be careful i know that's a what do you call it fictional story but that does happen it is a lot of case-battered that perfect sort of battered mentally yes okay they didn't have a talk intrepid you should have a talk for sure but if the guy is that violent then make sure that mentally anyway that could translate into physical as well so be careful when you step in because that person might start physically abusing this friend or might physically challenge you or your friend or whatever it is trying to tell them and you have to be sure that your friend that wants to go in a relationship with this person is sincere about it right trying to tell them to quit abusive partner is like an intervention trying to tell them to quit a drug that's destroying them yeah most people will not do until they hit rock bottom that's the problem with addictions right a lot of people can't pull out of addiction until they've hit bottom right he would be talking to other girls while they were dating and he stated that he basically only with her for sex maybe she enjoys other women wanting him i'll have to deal with uh domestics impulse but i don't turn my back on either of them in my interacts yeah yeah you don't know where it's gonna go you can't tell like martin will test to this if you hang around bars long enough you see couples that are you're just like what the right you see interactions that are just insane right and then you find out that these two people love each other more than the people that are holding hands and kissing all the time right you're like whoa so hard to tell what a relationship is like intimate relationships is it the decision of activity revoking your right to have offspring means missing out on so much of this life it's not only being selfish and not contributing positively in society i think it's more aggravating to your mental health and well-being in general and it says a lot about this person isn't the decision of actively revoking your right to have offspring means missing out here's the thing cater i disagree i consider children other people's children anybody's kid i consider child to be my responsibility as well that i take care of children in the community right you have everybody's child is everybody else's kid you have to take care of them once you start separating ourselves this is my child that's their child this is global child children need to be protected no matter if you're there your kids your neighbors kids your enemies kids doesn't make a difference right so once you show that love to a child i i agree there's a there's there's a difference when it is your own dna you gave birth to you know i won't say it's exactly the same however the sensation of feeling love and responsibility for children is absolutely brilliant i don't think you have to like you said missing out on that you you get a dose of that maybe not a spicy but you definitely get a dose of it my pleasure nicholas thanks for hanging around oh yeah we're into too taca chicho i'm uh sometimes talk with my fists if they play pop it goes i mean so much thanks for the stream good night you damn normies like having kid in a good thing by default yeah raising a kid is is the magic don't let go shame me sorry okay gang let's call this stream um i'll announce the next few streams uh right in a few days i need to sort of upload these streams that we did and i might cut up a couple of politics out a couple a couple of rants just put them up as singles uh i'm gonna load more stuff on ebay hopefully and take care of some business oh probably in about three days or so i'm gonna announce the next streams we show most likely being about five days the odds are the next stream is going to be us making plum jam possibly might be another in the next set of streams there's going to be one in the kitchen when we're making plum jam 99 we're going to go pick the rest of the plums tomorrow hopefully they're still there they're ripe enough for us to do it three a.m more than that's right wow wow wow today is today's monday it's industry day i don't know monday is usually where service industries have off here so i hope uh you have fantastic dreams if you are off if you're finishing off right now we're going to sleep thanks for being here gang okay plum jam thank you for the conversation for the fantastic conversations okay and i'll see you guys in the next stream bye for now


I'll speak from my perspective as a researcher who works in robotics, machines, and manufacturing systems, but a lot of infrastructure gets developed that is owned by specific entities. You have Boston Dynamics that does really cool robots, for example. They don't release in the public domain how to build their robots. You can buy a robot and use it as a platform, but you can't be the platform. And so at the same time, right now if you look at deep learning frameworks, you have like CMTK from Microsoft or TensorFlow from Google or any of the other ones, like which one is going to be the framework and can you be that framework or do you just have to buy into that system? Are they a monopoly? So if we all have to buy into TensorFlow which is owned by Alphabet and Google, then what does that mean for what direction? What does that mean for the politics of the infrastructure? And I think that in the case of Boston Dynamics, most of their funding came from federal agencies, DARPA or Department of Defense. And so why is that infrastructure owned by them? Why is that platform owned by them? In the case of Google, they're pouring in their own resources to build their own platform. So it makes sense that they want to retain ownership over it. Are there other places where researchers like us can exercise insight into the design of infrastructural systems such that they retain democratic platforms or become democratic platforms? If you are driving for Uber, you have to use the Uber app. Can you also just fork the Uber out of it instead and be the Uber? That kind of idea for AI infrastructure.