CHAPTER X This night is my departing night, for here and a longer must I stay. There's neither friend nor foe of mine, but wishes me away. What I have done, through lack of wit, I never, never can recall. I help here all my friends as yet. Good night, and joy be with you all. Armstrong's good night. The storm had blown over, but heavy flakes of clouds still comfort the air, and gusts of wind pretended that it might gather again. One reward took this opportunity of giving his first dinner-party. He said it was a necessary return for the civilities they had received, and to Averill's representation that had transgressed the system of rigid economy that so much tormented her, he replied by referring her to Mrs. Pugh for lessons in the combination of style and inexpensiveness. Averill had almost refused, but the lady herself proffered her instructions and reluctance was of no avail. Nothing but demonstrations from which her conscience shrank could have served to defend her from the officious interference so eagerly and thankfully encouraged by the master of the house. Vainly did she protest against pretension and quote the example of the Grange. She found herself compelled to sacrifice the children's lessons to learn of Mrs. Pugh to make the paper flowers that, with bonbons and sweet meats, were to save the expense of good food on the dinner table, and which she feared would be despised by Miss May, nay, perhaps laughed over with Mr. Tom. She hated the whole concern. Even the invitation to Dr. and Miss May, knowing that it was sent in formal vanity, accepted in pure good nature, would bring them into society they did not like, and expose her brother's bad taste, only one thing could have added to her dislike, namely that which all Stoneborough perceived accepting herself and Leonard, that this dinner was intended as a step in Henry's courtship and possibly as an encouragement of Harvey Anderson's liking for herself. Averill held her head so high and was so little popular that no one of thus assurance than Mrs. Ledwich herself would have dared approach her with personal gossip, and even Mrs. Ledwich was silent here so that Averill, too young and innocent to connect second marriages with recent widowhood, drew no conclusions from Henry's restless eagerness that his household should present the most imposing appearance. While the bill of fair was worrying Averill, Leonard was told by Aubrey that his father had brought home a fossil tower of Babel, dug up with some earth out of a new well three miles off, with tidings of other unheard of treasures, and a walk was projected in quest of them in which Leonard was invited to join. He gladly came to the early dinner where he met reduced numbers. The urns' cliffs being at Maplewood, Tom at Cambridge, and Harry in the Channel Fleet, and as usual he felt the difference between the perfect understanding and friendship in the one home and the dread of dangerous subjects in the other. The expedition had all the charms of the Coombs times, and the geological discoveries were so numerous and precious that the load became sufficient to break down the finders, and Ethel engaged a market woman to bring the baskets in her car to the next morning. That morning a note from Richard begged Ethel to come early to Coxmore to see Granny Hall, who was dying. They both loved to their own devices, Aubrey and Gertrude conscientiously went through some of their studies, then proceeded to unpack their treasury of fossils and endeavor to sort out Leonard's share, as to which doubts arose. Daisy proposed to carry the specimens at once to Bankside, where she wanted to see Leonard's prime achiness, and Aubrey readily agreed, neither of the young heads having learnt the undesirableness of a morning visit in a house preparing for a dinner party too big for it. However, Leonard made them extremely welcome. It was too foggy a day for rifle practice, and all the best plate in China were in the school room his only place of refuge. Aubrey was fluttering about in hopes of getting everything done before Mrs. Pugh could take it out of her hands, and the energies of the household were spent on laying out the dining-table. It was clearly impossible to take Gertrude anywhere but into the drawing-room, which was in Demi-Twilight State, the lusters released from their veils, the gayer cushions taken out of their hiding-places, and the brown-holland covers half off. This was the only tranquil spot, and so poor little nab-thought forbidden ground though it was. Even her own home, the school-room, a strange man had twice trot upon her toes. So no wonder when she saw her own master and his friends in the drawing-room that she ventured in, and leaping on a velvet cushion she had never seen before and had never been ordered off, she there curled herself up and went to sleep, unseen by Leonard, who was in eager controversy upon the specimens which Gertrude, as she unpacked, sat down on floor, chair or ottoman, unaware of the offence she was committing. So unmolested, the young geologists stalked, named and sorted the specimens, till the clock striking the half-hour warned the maize that they must return, and Leonard let them out at the window and crossed the lawn to the side-gate with them to save the distance. He had just returned and was kneeling on the floor hastily collecting the fossils, when the door opened and Henry Ward, coming home to inspect the preparations, beheld the drawing-room be strewn with the rough stones that he had prescribed, and ma'ab not only in the room, but reposing the center of the most magnificent cushion in the house. This first movement of indignation was to seize the dog with no gentle hand. She whined loudly, and Leonard, of whom he had not seen, shouted angrily, Let her alone! Then at another cry from her, finding his advance to her rescue impeded by a barricade of the crowded and disarranged furniture, he grew mad with passion and launched the stone in his hand, a long, sharp-pointed belem night. It did not strike Henry, but a sound proclaimed the mischief, as it fell back from the surface of the mirror, making a huge star of cracks unmarked by Leonard, who, pushing sofa and ottoman to the right and left, thundered up to his brother, and with uplifted hand demanded what he meant by his cruelty. Is—is this defiance, stammered Henry, pointing to the disordered room? Look here, Avril, as she appeared at the sounds. Do you defend this boy, and now he has very nearly killed me? Killed you, and Leonard laughed angrily. But when Henry held up the elf-bolt, and he saw its sharp point, he was shocked, and he saw horror in Avril's face. I see, he said gravely, it was a mercy I did not, and he paused. I did not know what I was about when you were misusing my dog, Henry. Shake hands, I am sorry for it. But Henry had been very much frightened as well as angered, and thought perhaps it was a moment to pursue his advantage. You treat things lightly, he said, not accepting the hand. See what you have done? I am glad it was not your head, said Leonard. What does it cost? I'll pay. More than your keep for a year, moaned Henry, as he sighed over the long limbs of the starfish-like fracture. Well, I will give up anything you like, if you will only not be sulky about it, Henry. It was unlucky, and I'm sorry for it. I can't say more. But I can, said Henry with angry dignity, reinforced by the sight of the seemed reflection of his visage in the shivered glass. I tell you, Leonard, there's no having you in the house.  I would as soon have a wild beast about the place. If you don't get the randle next week and get off to the university, to old Axworthy's office, you go at once. Very well I will, said Leonard, turning to collect the fossils, as if he had done with the subject. Henry, Henry, what are you saying? cried the sister. Not a word, Ave, said Leonard. I had rather break stones on the road than live where my keep is grudged, and there's not spirit enough to get over a moment's fright. It is not any one individual thing, began Henry, in a tone of annoyance, but your whole course! There he paused, perceiving that Leonard paid no attention to his words, continuing quietly to replace the furniture and collect the fossils, as if no one else were in the room, after which he carried the basket upstairs. Avril hurried after him. Leonard! Oh, why don't you explain? Why don't you tell him how the stones came there? Leonard shook his head sternly. Don't you mean to do anything? Nothing. But you wanted another year before trying for the scholarship. Yes, I have no chance there. He will not do it. He cannot mean it. I do, then. I will get my own living, and not be a birthing, when my brother cannot forgive a broken glass or a moment's fright, said Leonard. And she felt that his calm resentment was worse than his violence. He will be cooler, and then I will have no more set to him. It is plain that we cannot live together, and there is an end of it. Don't cry, or you won't be fit to be seen. I won't come down to dinner. Yes, you will. Let us have no more about it. Someone wants you. Please, ma'am, the fishes come. Sisters, sisters, come and see how I have done up the macaroons and green leaves. Sisters, sisters, do come and reach me down some calacanthus out of the greenhouse. I will, said Leonard, descending, and for the rest of the day he was an efficient assistant in the decorations, and the past adventure was only apparent in the shattered glass and the stern ceremonious courtesy of the younger brother towards the elder. Avril hurried about, devoid of all her former interest in so doing things for herself as to save interference, and when Mrs. Ledwich and Mrs. Pugh walked in, overflowing with suggestions, she let them have their way, and toiled under them with the sensation of being like dumb-driven cattle. If Leonard were to be in exile, what mattered it to her who ruled, or what appearance things made? Only when she went to her own room to dress had she a moment to realize the catastrophe, its consequences, and the means of averting them. So appalled was she that she sat with her hair on her shoulders as if spellbound, till the first ring at the door aroused her to speed and consternation, perhaps a little lessened by one of her sisters rushing in to say that it was Mrs. Ledwich and Mrs. Pugh, and that Henry was still in the cellar decanting the wine. Long before the hosts were ready, Dr. May and Ethel had likewise arrived and became cognizant of the fracture of the mirror, for though the nucleus was concealed by a large photograph stuck into the frame, one long crack extended even to the opposite corner. The two ladies were not slow to relate all that they knew, and while the antice made Ethel by her story, the niece, with much anxiety, asked Dr. May how it was that these dear, nice, superior young people should have such unfortunate tempers. Was it from any error in management? So earnest was her manner, so inquiring her look, that Dr. May suspected that she was feeling for his opinion on personal grounds, and tried to avert the danger by talking of the excellence of the parents, but he was recalled from his eulogium on poor Mrs. Ward. Oh, yes, one felt for them so very much, and they are so religious, so well-principled, and all that one could wish, but family dissension is so dreadful, I am very little used to young man or boys, and I never knew anything like this.  And would such things be likely to happen among any brothers? I should trust not, said the doctor emphatically. I should so like to know in confidence which you think likely to be most to blame. Never was the doctor more glad that Avril made her appearance. He carefully avoided getting near Mrs. Pugh for the rest of the evening, but he could not help observing that she was less gracious than usual to the master of the house, while she summoned Leonard to her side to ask about the volunteer proceedings and formed her immediate court of Harvey Anderson and Mr. Scudamore. The dinner went on fairly, though heavily. Avril, in her one great trouble, lost the sense of the minor offenses that would have distressed her pride and her taste had she been able to attend to them, and forgot the dullness of the scene in her anxiety to seek sympathy and counsel in the only quarter where she cared for it. She went mechanically through her duties as lady of the house, talking commonplace subjects dreamily to Dr. May, and scarcely even giving herself the trouble to be brief with Mr. Anderson, who was on her other side at dinner. In the drawing room she left the other ladies to their own devices, in her eagerness to secure a few minutes with Ethel May and disabuse her of whatever Mrs. Ledwitch or Mrs. Pugh might have said. Ethel had been more hopeful before she heard the true version. She had hitherto allowed much for Mrs. Ledwitch's embellishments, and she was shocked and took shame to her own guiltless head for Gertrude's hopelessness. Oh, no, said Avril, there was nothing that anyone need have minded if Henry had waited for explanation. And now, will you get Dr. May to speak to him? If he only knew how people would think of his treating Leonard so, I am sure he would not do it. He cannot, said Ethel. Don't you know what he thinks of it himself? He said to Papa last year that your father would as soon have sent Leonard to the hulks as to the vintry mill. Oh, I am so glad someone heard him. He would care about having that cast up against him if he cared for nothing else. He must have been a mere threat. Leonard surely has only to ask his pardon. No, indeed, not again, Miss May, said Avril. Leonard asked once and was refused and cannot ask again. No, the only difficulty is whether he ought not to keep to his word and go to the mill if he does not get the randle. Did he say he would? Of course he did. When Henry threatened him with it and talked of the burden of his maintenance, he said, very well I will, and he means it. He will not mean it when the spirit of repentance has had time to waken. He will take nothing that has grudged him, said Avril. Oh, is it not hard that I cannot get at my own money and send him at once to Cambridge and never ask Henry for another farthing? Nay, Avril, I think you can do a better part by trying to make them forgive one another. Avril had no notion of Leonard's again abasing himself, and though she might try to bring Henry to reason by reproaches, she would not persuade. She wished her guest had been the sympathizing Mary rather than Miss May, who was sure to take the part of the elder and the authority. Repentance, forgiveness, if Miss May should work on Leonard to sue for pardon and toleration, and Mrs. Pugh should intercede with Henry to take him into favour, she had rather he were at the vintry mill at once in his dignity and Henry be left to his disgrace. Ethel thought of Dr. Spencer's words on the beach at Coombe, never threatened Providence. She longed to repeat them to Leonard as she watched his stern, determined base on the elaborately quiet motions that spoke of a fixed resentful purpose, but to her disappointment and misgiving he gave her no opportunity, and for the first time since their seaside intercourse held aloof from her. Nor did she see him again during the week that intervened before the decision of the scholarship, though three days of it were holidays. Aubrey, whom she desired to bring him in after the rifle drill, reported that he pronounced himself sorry to refuse, but too busy to come in, and he seemed to be cramming with fiery vehemence for the mere chance of success. The chance was small. The only hope lay in the possibility of some hindrance, preventing the return of either Fordor or Follyott, and in the meantime the maze anxiously thought over Leonard's prospects. His remaining at home was evidently too great a trial for both brothers, and without a scholarship he could not go to the university. The evils of the alternative offered by his brother were duly weighed by the doctor and Ethel in an attempt to be impartial. Mr. Axworthy, though the mill was the centre of his business, was in fact a corn merchant of considerable wealth, and with opportunities of extending his connection much farther. Had his personal character been otherwise, Dr. May thought a young man could not have a better opening than a seat in his office, and the future power of taking shares in his trade. There need to be no loss of position, and there was great likelihood both of prosperity and the means of extensive usefulness. Ethel sighed at the thought of the higher aspirations that she had fostered till her own mind was set on them. Nay, said the doctor, depend upon it. The desk is admirable training for good soldiers of the church. See the fearful evil that befalls great schemes entrusted to people who cannot deal with money-manners, and see, on the other hand, what our merchants and men of business have done for the church, and do not scorn the receipt of custom. But the man, papa. Yes, there lies the hitch. If Leonard fails, I can lay things before Henry, such as perhaps he may be too young to know, and which must change his purpose. Mr. Axworthy's career during his youth and early manhood was guest-app rather than known, but even since his return and occupation of the Ventry Mill, his vicious habits had scandalized the neighborhood, and though the more flagrant of these had been discontinued as he advanced in age, there was no reason to hope that he had so much left off his sins as that his sins had left him off. His great-nephew, who lived with him and assisted in his business, was a dashing, sporting young man of no good character, known to be often intoxicated and concerned in much low dissipation, and as dangerous an associate as could be conceived for a high-spirited lad like Leonard. Dr. May could not believe that any provocation of temper, any motive of economy, any desire to be rid of encumbrances to his courtship could induce a man with so much good in him, as there certainly was in Henry Ward, to expose his orphan brother to such temptations, and he only reserved his remonstrance in the trust that it would not be needed, and the desire to offer some better alternative of present relief. One of the examiners was Norman's old school and college friend Charles Cheviot, now clergyman and an undermaster at one of the great schools recently opened for the middle classes, where he was meeting with great success, and was considered a capital judge of boy's characters. He was the guest of the maze during the examination, and though his shy formal manner and convulsive efforts at young lady-talk greatly affronted Gertrude, the brothers liked him. He was in consternation at the decline of Stoneborough's school, since Mr. Wilmot had ceased to be an undermaster. The whole tone of the school had degenerated, and it was no wonder that the government inquiries were ominously directed in that quarter. It was at a low ebb. Dr. Hoxton seemed to have lost what power of teaching he had ever possessed, and as Dr. May observed the poor old school was going to the dogs. But even in the present state of things Leonard had no chance of excelling his competitors. His study, like theirs, had been mere task work, and though he showed more native power than the rest, yet perhaps this had made the mere learning by rote even more difficult to an active mind full of inquiry. He was a whole year younger than any other who touched the foremost ranks, two years younger than several, and though he now and then showed a feverish spark of genius, reminding Mr. Chevillet of Norman in his famous examination, he was not sustained. There were will and force, but not scholarship, and besides, there was a wide blurred spot in his memory, as though all the brainwork of the quarter before his illness had been confused and had not yet become clear. There was every likelihood that a few years would make him superior to the chosen Randall Scholar, but at present his utmost efforts did not even place him among the seven whose names appeared honorably in the newspaper. It was a failure, but Mr. Chevillet had become more interested in the boy for his own sake, as well as from what he heard from the maize, and he strongly advised that Leonard should at Easter obtain employment for a couple of years at the school in which he himself was concerned. He would thus be maintaining himself and pursuing his own studies under good direction, so as to have every probability of success in getting an open scholarship at one of the universities. Nothing could be better, and there was a perfect jubilee among the maize at the proposal. Aubrey was dispatched as soon as breakfast was over to bring Leonard to talk it over, and Dr. May undertook to propound it to Henry on meeting him at the hospital, but Aubrey came back looking very blank. Leonard had started of his own accord that morning to announce to his uncle his acceptance of a clerk's desk at the Bintree mill. Avril followed upon Aubrey's footsteps and arrived while the schoolroom was ringing with notes of excation and consternation. She was all upon the defensive. She said that not a word had passed on the subject since the dinner party, and there had not been a shadow of a dispute between the brothers. In fact she evidently was delighted with Leonard's dignified position and strength of determination and thought this expedition to the Bintree mill a signal victory. When she heard what the maize had to propose, she was enchanted. She had no doubt of Henry's willing consent and felt that Leonard's triumph and independence were secured without the sacrifice of prospects, which she had begun to regard as a considerable price for his dignity. But Dr. May was not so successful with Henry Ward. He did not want to disoblige his uncle, who had taken a fancy to Leonard, and might do much for the family. He thought his father would have changed his views of the uncle and nephew had he known them better. He would not accept the opinion of a stranger against people of his own family, and he had always understood the position of an usher to be most wretched, nor would he perceive the vast difference between the staff of the middle school and of the private commercial academy. He evidently was pleased to stand upon his rights to disappoint Dr. May and perhaps to gratify his jealousy by denying his brother a superior education. Yet in spite of this abolition, which had greatly exasperated Dr. May, there was every probability that Henry's consent might be rung out or dispensed with, and plans of attack were being arranged at the tea table were a new obstacle in the shape of a note from Leonard himself. My dear Aubrey, I am very much obliged to Dr. May and Mr. Cheviac for their kind intentions, but I have quite settled with Mr. Axworthy, and I enter on my new duties next week. I am sorry to leave our poor, but it is too far off, and I must enter the Whitford one, yours, L.A. Ward. The boy is mad with pride and temper, said the doctor, and his sister has made him so, added Ethel. Shall I run down to Bankside and tell him it is all bosh, said Aubrey, jumping up? I don't think that it is quite possible under Henry's very nose, said Ethel. Perhaps they will all be tamer by tomorrow, now they've blown their trumpets, but I am very much vexed. And really, added Mr. Cheviac, if he is so wrong-headed, I begin to doubt if I could recommend him. You do not know how he has been galled and irritated, said the general voice. I wonder what Mrs. Pugh thinks of it, presently observed the doctor. Ah, said Ethel, Mrs. Pugh is reading John Avangereau. Indeed, said the doctor, I suspected the wind was getting into that quarter. After Henry does not know his own interest, she was sure to take part with a handsome lad. Why have you never got Mrs. Pugh to speak for him, said Mary? I am sure she would. Oh, Mary, simple Mary, you to be Ave's friend, and not know that her interposition is the only thing wanting to complete the frenzy of the other two. Ethel said little more that evening. She was too much grieved and too anxious. She was extremely disappointed in Leonard and almost hopeless as to his future. She saw but one chance of preventing his seeking this place of temptation, and that was in the exertion of her personal influence. His avoidance of hers showed that he dreaded it, but one attempt must be made. All night was spent in broken dreams of just failing to meet him, or of being unable to utter what was on her tongue, and in her waking moments she almost reproached herself with the discovery how near her heart he was, and how much pleasure his devotion had given her. Nothing but resolution on her own part could bring about a meeting, and she was resolute. She storms the castle in person, and told Avril she must speak to Leonard. Ave was on her side now, and answered with tears in her eyes that she should be most grateful to have Leonard persuaded out of this dreadful plan, and put in the way of excelling as he ought to do. She never thought it would come to this. No, thought Ethel, people blow sparks without thinking they may burn a house down. Ave conducted her to the summer house where Leonard was packing up his fossils. He met them with the face resolutely bent on brightness. I am to take all my household gods, he said, as he shook hands with Ethel. I see, said Ethel gravely, and as Avril was already falling out of hearing, she added, I thought you were entirely breaking with your old life. No, indeed, said Leonard, turning to walk with her in the paths, I am leaving the place where it is most impossible to live in. This has been a place of great, over-great trial, I know, said Ethel, but I do not ask you to stay in it.  A hasty word ought not to be kept. His face looked rigid, and he answered not. Leonard, she said, I have been very unhappy about you, for I see you doing willfully wrong and entering a place of temptation in a dangerous spirit. I have given my word, repeated Leonard. Oh, Leonard, it is pride that is speaking, not the love of truth and constancy. I never defend myself, said Leonard. Ethel felt deeply the obduracy and pride of these answers, her eyes filled with tears, and her hopes failed. Perhaps Leonard saw the pain he was giving, for he softened, and said, Miss May, I have thought it over, and I cannot go back. I know I was carried away by passion at the first moment, and I was willing to make amends. I was rejected, as you know. Was it fit that we should go on living together? I do not ask you to live together. When he reproached me with the cost of my maintenance and threatened me with the mill if I lost the scholarship, which he knew I could not get, I said I would abide by those words. I do abide by them. There is no reason that you should. Why should you give up all your best and highest hopes because you cannot forgive your brother? Miss May, if I lived with you and the doctor, I could have such aims. Henry has taken care to make them sacrilege for me. I shall never be fit now, and there is an end of it. You might. No, no, no. A school indeed. I should be dismissed for licking the boys before a week was out. Besides, I want the readiest way to get on in the world. I must take care of my sisters. I don't trust one moment to Henry's affection for any of them. This is no home for me, and it soon may be no home for them. And the boys' eyes were full of tears, though his voice struggled for firmness and indifference. I am very sorry for you, Leonard, said Ethel much more affectionately, as she felt herself nearer her friend of Kuhn. I am glad you have some better motives, but I do not see how you will be more able to help them in this way. I shall be near them, said Leonard. I can watch over them, and if, if it is true what they say about Henry and Mrs. Pugh, then they could have a cottage near the mill, and I could live with them. Don't you see, Miss May? Yes, but I question whether, on further acquaintance, you will wish for your sisters to be with their relations there. The other course would put you in the way of a better atmosphere for them. But not for six years, said Leonard. No, Miss May, to show you it is not what you think in me. I will tell you that I had resolved the last thing to ask Henry's pardon for my share in this unhappy half-year. But this is the only resource for me or my sisters, and my mind is made up. Oh, Leonard, are you not deceiving yourself? Are the grapes ever so sour or the nightshade below so sweet as when the fox has leapt too short and is too proud to climb? Nightshade? Why pray? My father would tell you I know he thinks your cousin no safe companion. I know that already, but I can keep out of his way. Then this is the end of it, said Ethel, feeling only half justified in going so far, the end of all we thought and talked of at Coon. There was a struggle in the boy's space, and she did not know whether she had touched or angered him. I can't help it, he said, as if he would have recalled his former hardness, but then softening. No, Miss May, why should it be? A man can do his duty in any state of life. In any state of life where God has placed him, but how, when it is his own self-will, there are times when one must judge for one's self. Very well, then, I have done, Leonard. If you can conscientiously feel that you are acting for the best and not to gratify your pride, then I can only say I hope you will be helped through the course you have chosen. Good-bye. But Miss May, though I cannot take your advice, he hesitated. This is not giving me up?  Thank you, he said, brightening. That is something to keep my head above water, even if this place were all you think it. My father thinks, said Ethel. I am engaged now. I cannot go back, said Leonard. Thank you, Miss May. Thank you for listening patiently, said Ethel. Good-bye. And, and, he added earnestly following her back to the house, you do not think the coom day is canceled? If you mean my hopes of you, said Ethel with a swelling heart, as long as you do your duty for, for the highest reason, they will only take another course, and I will try to think of the right one. Ethel had mentally made this interview the test of her regard for Leonard. She had failed, and so had her test. Her influence had not succeeded, but it had not snapped. The boy, in all his willfulness, had been too much for her, and she could no longer condemn and throw him off. Oh, why will not the rights and wrongs of this world be more clearly divided? End of chapter 10. Chapter 11 of the trial. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. Recording by Jennifer Painter. The trial by Charlotte Mary Yong. Chapter 11. The stream was deeper than I thought when first I ventured here. I stood upon its sloping edge, without a rising fear. H. Bonner. It was a comfort to find that the brothers parted on good terms. The elder was beholden to the younger, for the acquiescence that removed the odium of tyranny from the expulsion. And when the one great disturbance had silenced the ephemeral dissensions that had kept both minds in a constant state of irritation, Henry wanted, by kindness and consideration, to prove to himself and the world that Leonard's real interests were his sole object. And Leonard rejoiced in being at peace, so long as his pride and resolution were not sacrificed. He went off as though his employment had been the unanimous choice of the family, carrying with him his dove, his rifle, his fishing rod, his fossils, and all his other possessions. But with the understanding that his Sundays were to be passed at home, by way of safeguard to his religion and morals, the speaking, the care and consideration of his senior, as Henry assured himself and Mrs. Pune, and tried to persuade his sister and Dr. May. But Dr. May was more implacable than all the rest. He called Henry's action the deed of Joseph's brethren and viewed the matter as the responsible head of a family. He had a more vivid contemporaneous knowledge of the axworthy antecedents. And he had been a witness to Henry's original indignant repudiation of such a destiny for his brother. He was in the mood of a man whose charity had endured long and refused to condemn, but whose condemnation, when forced from him, was therefore doubly strong. The displeasure of a loving charitable man is indeed a grave misfortune. Never had he known a more selfish and unprincipled measure, deliberately flying in the face of his parents' known wishes before they had been a year in their graves, exposing his brother to ruinous temptation with his eyes open. The lad was destroyed, body and soul, as much as if he had been set down in Satan's own clutches. And if they did not mind what they were about, he would drag Aubrey after him. As sure as his name was Dick May, he would sooner have cut his hand off and to have sent the boys to coom together, could he have guessed that this was to be the result. Such discourses did not tend to make effle comfortable. If she had been silly enough to indulge in a dream of her influence, availing to strengthen Leonard against temptation, she must still have refrained from exerting it through her wanted medium. Since it was her father's expressed desire that Aubrey, for his own sake, should be detached from his friend as much as possible. Aubrey was the greatest present difficulty. Long before their illness, the boys had been the resource of each other's leisure and coom had made their intimacy a friendship of the warmest nature. Aubrey was at an age peculiarly dependent on equal companionship. And in the absence of his brothers, the loss of his daily intercourse with Leonard took away all the zest of life. Even the volunteer practice lost its charm without the rival with whom he chiefly contended, yet whose success against others was hotter to him than his own. His other occupations all wanted partnership.  He rushed off on Sunday evenings for a walk with Leonard. And though Dr. May did not interfere, the daughters saw that the abstinence was an effort of prudence and were proportionately disturbed when one day at dinner in his father's absence, Aubrey, who had been overlooking his fishing flies with some reviving interest, refused all his sister's proposals for the afternoon. And when they represented that it was not a good fishing day, owned that it was not, but that he was going over to consult Leonard Ward about some gray hackles. But you mustn't, Aubrey, cried Gertrude aghast. Aubrey made her a low mocking vow. I'm sure papa would be very much fixed. How did she, conclusively?  Said Aubrey. As she rhymes indeed, returned the offended young lady. You know it is a very wicked place and papa would be very angry at your going there. She looked at Ethel, extremely shocked at her not having interfered and disregarding all signs to keep silence. Acts worthy, worthy of the acts, said Aubrey, well pleased to retort a little teasing, by the way. Young acts worthy, baiting the trap and old acts worthy, sitting up in his den to grind the unwary limb from limb. Ethel, why don't you tell him not? exclaimed Gertrude. Because he knows papa's wishes as well as I do, said Ethel. And it is to them that he must attend, not to you or me. Aubrey muttered something about his father having said nothing to him. And Ethel succeeded in preventing Daisy from resenting this answer. She herself hoped to catch him in private, but he easily contrived to battle this attempt and was soon marching out of Stoneborough in a state of rampant independence, manhood and resolute friendship, which nevertheless chose the way where he was least likely to encounter a little brown brun. Otherwise, he might have reckoned three and a half miles of cloud field, soppy lane and water meadow as more than equivalent to five miles of good turnpike road. Be that as it may, he was extremely glad when after forcing his way through a sticky clayy path through a hazel cops, his eye fell on a wide reach of meadowland, the railroad making a hard line across it at one end.  Aubrey knew the outward aspect of the place, for the foreman at the mill was a frequent patient of his father's and he had often waited in the old gig at the cottage door at no great distance, but he looked with more critical eyes at the home of his friend. It was a place with much capacity, built like the range by the monks of the convent, which had been the germ of the cathedral and showing the grand old monastic style in the solidity of its stone barns and storehouses.  The house was of more recent date, having been built by a wealthy yeoman of Queen Anne's time and had long ranges of square headed sash windows surmounted by a pediment, carved with emblems of Ceres and Bathas and a very tall front door, also with a pediment and with stone stops leading up to it. Of the same era appeared to be the great gateway and the turret above it, containing a clock, the hands at which pointed to 340. Aubrey had rather it had been four at which time the office closed. He looked round the court, which seemed very clean and rather empty. Stables, barns, buildings and dwelling house not showing much sign of life, accepting the ceaseless hum and crack of the mill and the dash of the water which propelled it. The windows nearest to him were so large and low that he could look in and see that the first two or three belonged to living rooms and the next two showed him business fittings and a back that he took to be lennards. But he paused in doubt how to present himself and whether this were a welcome moment. And he was very glad to see in a doorway of the upper story of the mill buildings, the honest, flowery face of his father's old patient, the foreman, greeting him in the open, cordial way common to all Dr. May's children. Aubrey was at once recognized and the old man came down a step ladder in the interior to welcome him and answer his question where he should find Mr. Ward. He's in the officer there to the left hand as you go in at the front door. But when he looked up at the clock, maybe he would not mind waiting a bit till it strikes four. I don't know whether master might be best pleased at young gentlemen coming to see him in office hours. Thank you, said Aubrey. I did not mean to be too soon hardy, but I did not know how long the walk would be. Perhaps it would have been more true had he said that he wanted to elude his sisters. But he was glad to accept a seat on a bundle of sacks tremulous with the motion of the mill and to enter into a conversation with the old foreman. One of those good old peasants whose integrity and skill render them privileged persons worth their weight in gold long after their bodily strength has given way. Well, hardy, do you mean to make a thorough good miller of Mr. Ward? Bless you, master May, he'll never stay here long enough. Why not? No, nor his friends did not to let him stay. I did hardy. Why, said Aubrey, do you think so badly of your own trade, hardy? But he could not get an answer from the oracle on this head. Hardy continued, he's a nice young gentleman, but he'll never put up with it. Put up with what? Asked Aubrey anxiously. But at that instant, a carter appeared at the door with a question for master Hardy and Aubrey was left to his own devices and the hum and the clatter of the mill till a clock had struck four. And beginning to think that Hardy had forgotten him, he was about to set out and reconnoitre when to his great joy, Leonard himself came hurrying up and heartily shook him by the hand. Hardy told me you were here. He said, well done, old fellow. I didn't think they would have let you come and see me. The girls did make a great row about it, said Aubrey triumphantly, but I was not going to stand any nonsense. Leonard looked a little doubtful and said, well, can you see the place? Oh, come and sit in my room. There is the parlour, but we shall not be so quiet there.  There, said Leonard, the office is here, you see. And my uncle's room is beyond, all on the ground floor. He is too infirm to go upstairs. This way is the dining room and Sam has got a sitting room beyond. Then there are the servants' rooms. It is a great place and horribly empty. Aubrey thought so as his footsteps echoed up the handsome but ill-kept stone staircase with its pants full balusters, half choked with dust and followed Leonard along a corridor with deep windows overlooking the garden and river and great panel doors opposite, neither looking as if they were often either cleaned or opened and the passage smelling very fusty. Puff, said Aubrey. It puts me in mind of the wings of houses in books that get shut up because somebody has been murdered. Are you sure it is not haunted, Leonard? Only by the rats, he answered, laughing.  I'm tired of going at them with a poker and would poison every man jack of them if it were not for the fear of her getting the dose by mistake. Is that what Hardy says you will never put up with? Asked Aubrey, but instead of answering, Leonard turned to one of the great windows saying, there now, would not this be a charming place if it were properly kept? And Aubrey looked out at the great cedar, spreading out its straight limbs and flakes of dark foliage over the sloping lawn, one branch so near the window as to invite adventurous exits and a little boat line moored in the dancing water below. Perfect, said Aubrey, what fish there must lie in the mill-tail? Aye, I mean to have a try at them some of these days.  He is a friend for you. As the little dog danced delightedly round him and paid Aubrey her affectionate respects, her delicate drawing room beauty did not match with the spacious but neglected-looking room when she issued. It had three great uncurtained windows looking into the court with deep window seats, olive-coloured painted walls, the worst for damp and wear, a small amount of old-fashioned solid furniture, and all Leonard's individual goods, chiefly disposed of in a cupboard in the wall, but Avril's beautiful water-coloured drawings hung over the chimney. To Aubrey's petted homebred notions, it was very bare and dreary, and he could not help exclaiming, well, they don't lodge you sumptuously. I don't fancy many clerks in her majesty dominions have so big an airy an apartment to boast of, said Leonard, let's see these flies of yours. Their mysteries occupied the boys for some space, but Aubrey returned to the charge. What is it that Hardy says you'll never put up with, Leonard? What did the old fellow say? Asked Leonard, laughing, and as Aubrey repeated the conversation, ending with the oracular prediction, he laughed again, but said proudly, he'll see himself wrong then. I'll put up with whatever I've undertaken, but what does he mean? Serving one's apprenticeship, I suppose, said Leonard. They all think me a fine gentleman, and above the work, I know, though I've never stuck at anything yet. If I take to the business, I suppose it is capable of being raised up to me. It need not pull me down to it, eh? There need be no down in the case, said Aubrey. My father always says there is no down, except in meanness and wrong, but as if that mention brought a recollection to his mind, what o'clock is it? I must not stay much longer. I'll walk a bit of the way home with you, said Leonard, but I must be back by five for dinner. I go to rifle practice two days in the week, and I don't like to miss the others, but Sam's often out, and the poor old man does not like being left alone at meals. The two boys were at the room door when Aubrey heard a step, felt the fussiness enlivened by the odor of a cigar, and saw a figure at the top of the stairs. I say, Ward, have you observed Mr. Sam in a rude, domineering voice? Spellman's account must be all looked over tonight. He says that there is a blunder. Do you hear? Very well. Who have you got there? It's Aubrey May. Oh, good morning to you, making a kind of salutation. Have you been looking at the water? We've got some fine fish there if you'd like to throw a line any day. Well, that account must be done tonight, and if you can't find the error, you'll only have to do it over again. Leonard's colour had risen a good deal, but he said nothing, and his cousin ran downstairs and drove off in his dog cart. Is it much of a business? Said Aubrey, feeling extremely indignant. Look here, said Leonard, leading the way downstairs and into the office, where he pointed to two huge account books. Every page in that one must I turn over this blessed night? And if he had only told me three hours ago, I could have done the chief of it instead of kicking my heels all the afternoon. Has he any right to order you about out of office hours and without a civil word either? Why do you stand it? Because I can stand anything better than being returned on Henry's hands, said Leonard, and he has spite enough for that. The thing must be done, and if he won't do it, I must. That's all. Come along. As they went out, the unwieldy figure of the elder, Mr. Axworthy, was seen leaning out of his open window, smoking a clay pipe. He spoke in a much more friendly tone, as he said, going out, eh? Mind the dinnertime. Yes, sir, said Leonard, coming nearer. I'm not going far. Who have you got there? Was again asked. One of the young mays, sir. I was going to walk part of the way back. Aubrey thought the grunt not very civil, and as the boys and ma'ab passed under the gateway, Leonard continued, there is not much love lost between him and your father. He hates the very name. I should expect he would, said Aubrey, as if his hatred were an honour. I fancy there's some old grievance, said Leonard, where he was wrong, of course. Not that that need hinder you or coming over, Aubrey. I've a right to my own friends, but, and so have I to mine, said Aubrey, but you see, added Leonard, I wouldn't have you do it if it vexes your sister. I can see you every Sunday, you know, and we can have some fun together on Saturdays when the evenings get longer. Aubrey's face fell. He had a strong inclination for Leonard's company and likewise for the trout in the mill tail, and he did not like his independence to be unappreciated. You see, said Leonard, laying his hand kindly on his shoulder, it is very jolly of you, but I know they would hate it in the high streets if you were often here, and it is not worth that, besides Aubrey, to tell the plain truth, Sam's not fit company for any decent fellow. I can't think how he came to ask me to fish. Just to so he is master, because he knew the poor old man would not like it. It is one reason he is so savage with me, because his uncle took me without his consent. But Leonard, it must be worse than the living at home ever was. Leonard laughed. It's different being jawed in the way of business and at one's own home. I'd go through a good deal more than I do here in the week to have home what it is now on Sunday. Why? Henry seems really glad to see me, and we have not had the shadow of a row since I came over here.  Aubrey was going to ask what he looked to, but Leonard saw, or thought he saw, a weasel in the hedge, and the consequent charge and pursuit finished the dialogue. The boys parted, and Aubrey walked home, his satisfaction in his expedition oozing away at every step, though his resolve to assert his liberty grew in proportion. Of course, it had not been possible to conceal from Dr. May where Aubrey was gone, and his annoyance had burst out vehemently. The whole round of objugations against the wards, the vintry mill, and his own folly in fostering the friendship were gone through, and Ethel had come in for more than she could easily bear for not having prevented the escrape. Gertrude had hardly ever seen her father so angry and sat quaking for her brother, and Ethel meekly avoided answering again with the happy trustfulness of experienced love. At last, as the tea was nearly over, Aubrey walked in, quite ready for self-defence. Nobody spoke for a little while, except to supply him with food, but presently Dr. May said, not at all in the tone in which he had talked of his son's journey. You might as well have told me of your intentions, Aubrey. I didn't think they mattered to anybody, said Aubrey. We generally go our own way in the afternoon. Oh, said Dr. May, interference with the liberty of the subject, Aubrey coloured and felt he had not quite spoken truth. I could not give him up, Father, he said less defiantly. No, certainly not, but I had rather you only saw him at home. It will be more for our peace of mind. Well, Father, said Aubrey, I am not going there anymore. He told me not himself. And then with laughing eyes he added, he said you would not like it, Ethel? Poor boy, said Ethel, greatly touched. Very right of him, said Dr. May, well pleased. He is a fine lad and full of proper feeling. What sort of a birth has the old rogue given him, Aubrey? Much relieved that matters had taken this course. Aubrey tried to tell only as much as his friend would approve, but the medium was not easily found and pretty nearly the whole came out. Dr. May was really delighted to hear how Sam treated him. If that fellow takes the oppressive line, there may be some hope, he said. His friendship is the worst danger than his enmity when the sisters have been good night. The doctor detained Aubrey to say very kindly, my boy, I do not like to hear of your running counter to your sister. I'm not going there again, said Aubrey, willing to escape. Wait a minute, Aubrey, said Dr. May. I want to tell you that I feel for you in this matter more than my way of talking may have made it seem to you. I have a great regard for your friend, Leonard, and think he has been scandalously used and I don't want to lessen your attachment to him. Far be it from me to think likely of a friendship, especially if one formed at your age. Your very name, my boy, shows that I'm not likely to do that. Aubrey smiled frankly, his offended self-assertion entirely melted. I know it is very hard on you, but you can understand that the very reasons that make me so averse to Leonard's taking this situation would make me anxious to keep you away from his relations there, not necessarily from him. As long as he is what he is now, I would not lift a finger to keep you from him. Have I ever done so, Aubrey? No, Papa. Nor will I, as long as he is what I see him now. After this, Aubrey, is it too much to ask of you to keep out of the way of the persons with whom he has thrown? I will do so, Papa. He wishes it himself. Then, with an effort, he added, I am sorry I went today, I ought not, but, and he looked a little foolish. You did not like taking orders from the girls. No wonder, Aubrey. I have been very thankful to you for bearing it as you have done. It is the worst of home education that these spirits of manliness generally have no vent but mist you. But you are old enough now to be thankful for such a friend and advisor as Ethel, and I don't imagine that she orders you. No, said Aubrey, smiling and mumbling, but Daisy. Oh, I can quite understand the aggravation of Daisy happening to be right, but you must really be man enough to mind your own conscience, even if Daisy is imprudent enough to enforce it. It was not only that, said Aubrey, but I could not have ward thinking I turned up my nose at his having gotten to business. No, Aubrey. He need never fancy it is the business that I object to, but the men make that clear to him and ask him to this house as much as you please. The more thorough he is in his business, the more I shall respect him. Aubrey smiled and thanked his father with a cleared brow, wondering at himself for having gone without consulting him. Good night, my boy.  That evening, Ethel had been writing to Cambridge. Tom had passed his examination with great credit and taken an excellent degree, after which he projected a tour in Germany, for which he had for some time been economising as a well-earned holiday before commencing his course of hospitals and lectures. Tom was no great correspondent and had drilled his sisters into putting nothing but the essential into their letters, instead, as he said, of concealing it in flummary. This is a specimen of the way Tom liked to be written to, Stoneborough, February the 20th. My dear Tom, Dr. Spencer says nothing answers so well as a knapsack. Get one at the prices, pounds, shillings and pence. Order extra fittings as required, including a knife and fork. Let us from New Zealand of the 1st of November, all well. I wish Aubrey was going with you. He misses Leonard Ward so sorely as to be tempted to follow him to the Vintry Mill. I suspect your words are coming true and the days of petticoat government ending. However, even if he would not be in your way, he could not afford to lose six months study before going into residence. Your affectionate sister, Ethel Redmay. Tom wrote that he should spend a night in London and come home. When he came, the family exclaimed that his microscope, whose handsome case he carried in his hand, was much grown. And improved too, I hope, said Tom, proceeding to show off various new acquisitions and exchanges in the way of eyepieces, lenses and other appliances of the most expensive order till his father exclaimed, really, Tom, I wish I had the secret of your purse. Fact is, said Tom, that I thought more would be gained by staying at home. So I turned my travels into a binocular tube. Aubrey and Gertrude shouted that Tom certainly did love the microscope better than any earthly thing. And he coolly accepted the interest. Somewhat later, he announced that he had decided that he should be better able to profit by the London lectures and hospitals if he first studied for half a year the one at Stoneborough, under the direction of his father and Dr. Spencer. Dr. May was extremely gratified and really esteemed this one of the greatest compliments his science had ever received. Dr. Spencer could not help observing. I did not think it was in him to do such a wise thing. I never can fathom the road. I hope he was not bitten during his benevolent exertions last winter. Meantime, Tom had observed that he had time to see that Aubrey was decently prepared for Cambridge and further promoted the boy to be his out-of-door companion removing all the tedium and perplexity of the last few weeks, though apparently merely indulging his own inclinations. Ethel recognized the fruit of her letter and could well forgive the extra care in housekeeping required for Tom's critical tastes. May, the cruel expulsion of herself and Gertrude from her 20 years home, the schoolroom and her final severance from Aubrey's studies though of the cost of a pang that reminded her of her girlhood sorrow at letting Norman shoot ahead of her. She gave no hint. She knew that implicit reserve was the condition of his strange silent confidence in her and that it would be utterly forfeited unless she allowed his fraternal sacrifice to pass for mere long-headed prudence. Aubrey's Saturday and Sunday meetings with his friend were not yielded even to Tom, who endeavored to interfere with them and would feign of cut the connection with the entire family treating Ms Ward with the most distant and supercilious boughs on the unpleasantly numerous occasions of meeting her in the street and contriving to be markedly scornful in his punctilious civility to Henry Ward when they met at the hospital. His very look appeared at sarcasm to the fancy of the wards and he had a fashion of kindly inquiring after Leonard that seemed to both a deliberate reproach and insult. Disputes had become less frequent at Bankside since Leonard's departure and few occasions of actual dissension arose. But the spirit of party was not extinguished and the brother and sister had adopted lines that perhaps clashed less because they diverged more. Avril had, in reply to the constant exaltations to economize, resolved to decline all invitations and this kept her constantly at home or with her harmonium. Whereas Henry made such constant engagements that their dining together was the exception, not the rule. After conscientiously teaching her sisters in the morning she devoted the rest of her day to their walk and to usefulness in the parish. She liked her tasks and would have been very happy in them but for the constant anxiety that hung over her lest her home should soon cease to be her home. Henry's devotion to Mrs. Pugh could no longer be mistaken. The conviction of his intentions grew upon his sister first from a mere absurd notion banished from her mind with derision then from a misgiving angrily silenced to a fixed expectation confirmed by the evident opinion of all around her and calling for decision and self-command on her own part. Perhaps her feelings were unnecessarily strong and in some degree unjust to Mrs. Pugh but she had the misfortune to be naturally proud and sensitive as well as by breeding too refined in tone for most of those who surrounded her. She had taken a personal dislike to Mrs. Pugh from the first. She regarded pretension as insincerity and officiousness as deliberate insult and she took the recoil of her taste for the judgment of principle. To see such a woman ruling in her mother's, her own home would be bad enough but to be ruled by her and resign to her the management of the children would be intolerable beyond measure. Too unhappy to speak of her anticipations even to Leonard or to Mary May she merely endeavored to throw them off from day to day to one evening when the days had grown so long that she could linger in the twilight in the garden before her singing practice. She was joined by Henry with a long apprehended I want to speak to you, Ave. Was it coming? Her heart beat so fast that she could hardly hear his kind commencement about her excellent endeavors and the house's unhappy want of a mistress the children's advantage and so on. She knew it could only tend to one point and long to have it reached and passed. Of course she would be prepared to hear who was the object of his choice and she could not but murmur yes and well. And Ave, you will I hope be gratified to hear that I am not entirely rejected. The fact is that I spoke too soon. Avril could have jumped for joy and was glad it was too dusk for her face to be seen. I do not believe that her late husband could have had any stronghold on her affections but she has not recovered the shock of his loss and in treated as a favor granted to her sentiments of respect for his memory not to hear the subject mentioned for at least another year. I am permitted to visit at the house as usual and no differences to be made in the terms on which we stand. Now, Ave, will you may I ask of you to do what you can to remove any impression that she might not be welcome in the family? I never meant faulted Avril, checked by sincerity. You have always been so cold and backward in cultivating her acquaintance that I cannot wonder if she should think it disagreeable to you. But Ave, when you consider my happiness and the immense advantage to all of you, I'm sure you will do what is in your power in my behalf. He spoke more affectionately and earnestly than he had done for months and Avril was touched and felt that to hang back would be unkind. I will try, she said. I do hope it may turn out for your happiness, Henry. For all our happiness, said Henry, walking down to the gate and along the road with her proving all the way that he was acting solely for the good of the others and that Avril and the children would find their home infinitely happier. A whole year, a year's reprieve was the one thought in Avril's head that made her listen so graciously and answer so amiably that Henry parted with her full of kind, warm feeling. As the sage said, who was to be beheaded if he could not in a year teach the king's ass to speak, what might not happen in a year?  Anyway, there was so much gained and Avril, for the time, felt as light-hearted as if Mrs. Pugh had vanished into empty air. To be sure, her own life had, of late, been far from happy but this extension of it was veiled with suppressed ecstasy almost as an answer to her prayers. Ah, Avril, did you know what you wished in hoping for anything to prevent the marriage? She did obey her brother so far as to call upon Mrs. Pugh, whom she found in ordinary mourning and capless, a sign that dismayed her but on the other hand, the lady, though very good-natured and patronizing, entertained her with the praises of King John and showed her a copy of Magna Charter in process of illumination. Also, during her call, Tom May walked in with a little book on drops of water and Avril found the lady had become inspired with a microscopic fury and was thinking of setting up a lens and preparing objects for herself under good tuition. Though Avril was very desirous that Mrs. Pugh should refuse her brother, yet this was the last service she wished the May family to render her. She was sure Tom May must dislike and despise the widow as much as she did and since the whole town was unluckily aware of Henry's intentions, any interference with them was base and malicious if in the way of mere amusement and flirtation. She was resolved to see what the game was but only did see that her presence greatly disconcerted Mr. Thomas May. Henry was wretched and irritable in the velvet paws of the widow who encouraged him enough to give him hope and then held him aloof or was equally amiable to someone else. Perhaps the real interpretation was that she loved attention. She was in all sincerity resolved to observe a proper period of widowhood and not determined whether, when or how it should terminate. Courtship amused her and though attracted by Henry and his good house, the evidences of temper and harshness had made her unwilling to commit herself. Besides that, she was afraid of Avril and she was more flattered by the civilities of a lion cell like Harvey Anderson. Or if she could be sure of what Mr. Thomas May's intentions were, she would have preferred an embryo physician to a full-grown surgeon. At any rate, it was right by her poor dear Mr. Pugh to wait. She'd need not have feared having Avril as an inmate. Avril talked it over with Leonard and determined that no power on earth should make her live with Mrs. Pugh. If that were necessary to forward his suit, she would make it plain that she was ready to depart. Oh, Leonard! If my uncle were but a nice sort of person, how pleasant it would be for me and the children to live there and keep his house. And I could make him so comfortable and nurse him. Never, Avril cried Leonard. Don't let the thing be talked of. Oh, no, I know it would not do with Samuel there. But should we be too young for your old scheme of having a cottage together here? I did not know what the acts were these were like, returned Leonard. But maybe we see them much. I'll tell you what, Av, I've heard them both. Yes, the old man, the worst of the two, say things about women that made my blood boil. Leonard was quite red as he spoke. My father never let my mother see any of the concern. And now I know why. I'll never let you do so. Then there is only one other thing to be done, said Avril. And that is for me to go back to school as a parlour border and take the children with me. It would be very good for them. And dear Mrs. Wood would be very glad to have me. Yes, said Leonard. That is the only right thing, Av. And the maize will say so too. Have you talked it over with them?  Well, you had better get their advice. It is the best thing going, said Leonard, with a sigh that sounded as if he wished he had taken it. But it was not to Avril that he said so. To her, he spoke brightly of serving the time for which he was bound to his uncle, then of making a fresh engagement that would open a home to her. Or better still, suppose Sam did not wish to go on with the business, he might take it and make the mill the lovely place it might be. It was to Aubrey May that the boy's real feelings came out as on the Sunday evening, they slowly wandered along the bank of the river. Aubrey had seen a specimen of his life at the mill and had been kept up to the knowledge of its events. And he well knew that Leonard was heartily sick of it. That the occupation was uncongenial and tedious in the extreme to a boy of good ability and superior education. May that the drudgery was made unnecessarily oppressive was not the point he complained of, though it was more trying than he had expected. That was the bed that he had made and that he must lie upon. It was the suspicion of frauds and tricks of the trade and still worse, the company that he lived in. Sam, Axworthy, hated and tyrannized over him too much to make dissipation alluring. And he was only disgusted by the foul language, coarse manners and the remains of intemperance worked on in violent temper. The old man, though helpless and past active vice, was even more coarse in mind and conversation than his nephew. And yet his feebleness and Sam's almost savage treatment of him enlisted Leonard's pity on his side. In general, the old man was kind to Leonard. But would abuse him roundly when the evidences of his better principles and training or his allegiance to Dr. May came forward. And Leonard, though greatly compassionating him, could not always bear his reproaches with patience and was held back for more attention to him than common humanity required by an unlucky suggestion that he was carrying favor in the hope of supplanting Sam. Old Hardy is the only honest man in the place I do believe, said Leonard. I'll tell you what, Aubrey, I've made up my mind. There is one thing I will not do. If ever they want to make me a party to any of their cheatings, I'll be off. That window and the cedar tree stand very handy. I've been out there to bathe in the early summer mornings, plenty of times already. So never you be surprised if some fine day you hear non-est inventors. And where would you go? Get up to London and see if my quarters salary would take me out in the steerage to some diggies or other. What would your brother say to me if I turned up at the Grange, New Zealand? Say, mention Ethel and see what he would not say. And the two boys proceeded to arrange the details of the evasion in such vivid coloring that they had nearly forgotten all present troubles. Above all, when Leonard proceeded to declare that New Zealand was too tame and too settled for him, he should certainly find something to do in the Fiji Isles where the high spirit of the natives, their painted visages and marvelous headdresses, as depicted in Captain Erskine's voyage, had greatly fired his fancy. And they even settled how the gold fields should rebuild the market cross. And when I'm gone or bring mind, you see to Mab, he said, laughing. Oh, I thought Mab was to act, which intense cat.  Besides, there's the voyage. No, you must keep her till I come home, even if she is to end like Argus.  End of chapter 11.


So let's talk about a different feature of solutions. Solutions that are actually more common than the ones I've been talking about previously. So far I've been careful when I describe a solution to always describe a solution with a molecular solute. If we talk about a sugar water solution, sucrose dissolves in water and I've got as many molecules of sucrose in the solution as I had in the solid that I had to begin with. But for electrolytic solvents, solvents that dissociate into ions when you dissolve them. For example, sodium chloride is an electrolytic solvent, meaning when I dissolve it in water, what I end up with is aqueous sodium ions and aqueous chloride ions. And of course water in the solution as well. Point being that my sodium chloride as a solid has become two different species. Sodium ions and chloride ions in solution. The fact that it dissociates into ions in solution makes it an electrolytic solute. There's two important things to recognize about electrolytic solutes that are very different from non-electrolytes. Those are number one, what we've just been talking about, the fact that the solute dissociates in solution. That changes the concentrations. For example, if I make a .1 molal solution of sodium chloride, if I dissolve .1 moles of sodium chloride in a kilogram of water, I'll end up with a solution that's .1 molal in sodium ions and .1 molal in chloride ions. Altogether that concentration will be .2 molal. So if we think back to the colligative properties and ask ourselves how much the freezing point will depress or how much the boiling point will be elevated in the solution, that may only be proportional to the amount of solute I have, but I have twice as much solute as I thought I had if I was not considering that the fact that the solute dissociates. So certainly important to consider the fact that the solute dissociates to calculate the concentration of these solutions. It's also very important to recognize that in electrolytic solutions, the solutions are almost never ideal. We can almost never get away with treating the solutions as an ideal solution, so we can't actually use many of the expressions that we've developed for colligative properties or for vapor pressure and so on. So to give you an idea of what I mean by non-ideal and how non-ideal these solutions may or may not be, let's consider a few examples that I can give you some data for. So for example, we'll start with a molecular solvent, a non-electrolyte. So again, sucrose, when sugar dissolves in water, we just have sucrose molecules in solution. They don't dissociate into ions. If I prepare a .1 molal solution of sucrose in water, if I, we won't go through the calculations, but if we calculate the mole fraction of sucrose in that solution, sucrose is quite a bit heavier than water, the mole fraction of sucrose in that solution will be much less than .1 moles of sucrose is a pretty large mass of sucrose. So the molar, I'm sorry, the mole fraction works out to be .00180. So about two-tenths of a percent mole-wise, molecule-wise, is sucrose in that solution. So that's the mole fraction. If I were to measure the activity of the sucrose in that solution, turns out the activity is pretty close to that value. So this is not that unideal a solution. The activity of sucrose in that solution is .00179. And that's not something we can compute or predict at least at this point. That's just something that would have to be measured by, for example, measuring a colligative property and seeing, or some property of the sucrose and seeing what activity that gives us. So if we measure the activity of sucrose, that turns out to be pretty close to the mole fraction, which means that the activity coefficient, because the activity is a little less than the mole fraction, the activity coefficient is a little less than 1. So this is a fairly ideal solution. Sucrose is fairly ideal. It has an activity coefficient pretty close to 1. So far so good. But now let's see what happens when I prepare a solution that's let's say .1 molal in an ionic or an electrolytic solute, sodium chloride, for example. If I prepare a solution that's .1 molal and sodium chloride, and I'll skip the intermediate steps, I'll just tell you what the activity coefficient is for this .1 molal sodium chloride solution, so we can judge how ideal it is. The activity coefficient in a .1 molal sodium chloride solution, .778. So if 1 is 100% ideal, fully ideal, this is an activity that's 22 or 23% lower than we'd expect based on an ideal solution. So it's deviating quite a bit from ideality. Even worse, if I go to a solution that's .1 molal in calcium chloride, as we'll see shortly, the fact that this is a plus 2 ion rather than a plus 1 ion makes it much less ideal. The activity coefficient for this solution, or at least for the calcium chloride in the solution, is down to .518. So the activity is barely half what we would expect it to be if we considered the solution to be ideal. So you can see that for these electrolytic solutions, the activity coefficient is very far away from 1. That's very typical, that's very common. So the solutions are very non-ideal. So we're going to have to consider almost always the activity of the solutions when we deal with electrolytes. That raises a couple of questions, which we'll address next. And those questions are, number one, why would this be the case? Why is it the case that electrolytic solutions are so much more non-ideal than non- electrolytic solutions? And number two, if you think about it carefully, what do I even mean when I tell you the activity coefficient of the solution is .778. Remember, I've told you to remember that the electrolytic solutes dissolve, dissociate into two different ions. So we could talk about the activity or the activity coefficient of sodium ions, the activity coefficient of chloride ions. I've just given you one activity coefficient number for the entire solution. This is essentially the activity coefficient of the NACL solute. But what justification do I have for talking about NACL as a single solute when we know it's going to dissociate into two species? So those are two mysteries I'll leave you with right now and we'll explore those a little bit later coming up next.


What's up guys and welcome to one take I'm Gil and tonight I wanted to talk once again about Twin Peaks Unfortunately, I am in a hotel room right now, which means I don't have the same special effects as last time no red curtain No suit and tie and unfortunately, it's a little bit too late for coffee. Actually, you know what? It's never too late for coffee. So we're gonna do this Dougie Jones style If you're unfamiliar with the rumors that popped up a few weeks ago about a potential season 4 of Twin Peaks You may want to check out my other Twin Peaks videos where I discuss those rumors to get caught up Since then there really haven't been many further developments to either reinforce those rumors or make them go away Kimmy Robertson one of the actresses from the show Did say that she doesn't know anything about another season of Twin Peaks But that doesn't really definitively tell us anything one way or the other It really depends on where in the development cycle they are with the season 4 If it's just in the stage where David Lynch, Mark Frost and Showtime are talking about it It's possible that the actors wouldn't yet be in the loop Also, it's true that Mark Frost, David Lynch and Showtime None of them have gone out of their way to squash these rumors And I think it's fairly likely that by now based off of the number of people who have talked about them and reported them online I'm sure that all parties involved have heard about these rumors I also wouldn't read too much into the fact that they haven't commented on them The truth is they may hear rumors like this all the time And so they sort of feel like at least David Lynch and Mark Frost might feel like you know what we always hear These rumors if I shoot these ones down, I have to go out of my way to shoot all of the rumors down So I'm not gonna bother and from Showtime's standpoint. It can't hurt that people are talking about Twin Peaks So they might be saying you know what? We're gonna sit back and let people talk about this Maybe more people will come subscribe to Showtime and check out Twin Peaks to return So we're gonna let that rumor milk keep turning so on the rumor front I'd say really not much has changed what I really want to focus on today is the question Should there be more Twin Peaks? Looking at my last couple of videos I saw a lot of mixed reactions to the very idea of there being more Twin Peaks Some people were like me where they were psyched at the prospect of a potential continuation Other people took the opposite attitude saying we got a definitive Satisfying conclusion with Twin Peaks season 3 and I don't even want any more Twin Peaks So I gave it some thought and wanted to share with you some of my thoughts on whether or not we had a definitive Conclusion whether or not Twin Peaks is even the sort of thing where you can have a definitive conclusion and ultimately Whether or not there should be more Twin Peaks for me I don't look at Twin Peaks as something with a definitive beginning middle and an end I look at Twin Peaks as a big world full of interesting characters a rich mythology and its own unique aesthetic which has evolved over time and Speaks to everything from the unique Score and music of Twin Peaks to just the general look and feel of the show This is a world that Mark Frost and David Lynch have used to tell many interesting stories and explore many different themes From a story plot narrative standpoint to me The only limitation on this world is the limits of David Lynch and Mark Frost Imagination if you look back at the history of Twin Peaks You don't see a series of Storyblocks that each followed naturally from the previous one and ultimately come together to form the ultimate Twin Peaks Story for example if you think back to the Original couple of seasons of Twin Peaks in my opinion There is no way that David Lynch and Mark Frost back then were thinking about Duggy Jones who we saw in Twin Peaks the return So the fact of the matter is many stories have been told in the Twin Peaks world and there isn't one Definitive story arc you can point to and say the entire series has come to a natural conclusion You could say that the original premise of the show was the mystery of who killed Laura Palmer that question was answered in the second season and I know that that was against David Lynch's will but ultimately David Lynch and Mark Frost were able to reinvent the story and with Twin Peaks season 3 Take it in a very different and interesting Direction to me season 3 was a masterpiece and proves that this world can be used to tell very different stories Both in a very successful and artistically interesting way the only risk to Continuing the story is either a it becomes uninteresting and boring and in my opinion That is just not a risk when David Lynch is involved if he comes back to tell more stories The one thing we can say for sure is that it's not going to be what we expect and it's not going to be boring The other risk is that somehow the continuing plot diminishes what we saw before or Somehow contradicts some themes or some statement the show has made previously But I don't really see that as a risk for one Like I said before the show has been used to explore many themes if you look back at the beginning of the show It started out by looking at the far-reaching consequences of one girl's murder or the darkness that hides behind the Idealic scene of a small town or it was a meditation on grief and trauma If you look at the return many of those themes were still there, but you can add into the mix It looks at the dangers of a human playing in the realm of gods When you look at Dale Cooper and his attempts to take matters into his own hands with time travel season 3 also contained some Commentary and some meditation on the idea of nostalgia I'd also say that if you're afraid that Twin Peaks is going to somehow Contradict one of its own themes or break something that came previously. I don't think that's really something You should be afraid of I think that's a fear which stems from the idea That Twin Peaks is this self-contained puzzle which has an ultimate solution And I know there's a four and a half hour video going around on YouTube Which proclaims to have solved all of Twin Peaks and I've started watching that video It's a good video and I do plan to finish it But I don't think Twin Peaks is the sort of thing which can ultimately be solved The fact of the matter is that this is a work of art that's been in progress for over 25 years even if David Lynch and Mark Frost were going into this with definitive ideas of what they're going to say No matter how good Artists they are. I don't think it's possible that they can return to a series 25 years later and be totally consistent with those original ideas Not to mention the fact that Twin Peaks is a collaboration between two people and again I don't think it's possible for their two different unique ideas to meld together into one perfect Solvable puzzle. In fact, I think we've seen some of these contradictions already If you look at the ending to Fire Walk with me in my opinion It ends on a pretty optimistic note with Laura Palmer looking up at angels Then you go to the return which ends in my opinion on a very pessimistic note With Dale Cooper and Laura Palmer seemingly lost in another dimension and the show seems to be making a statement that Good is doomed to fail in its pursuit of defeating evil Now we can argue over the specifics of the plot in both of those instances Fire Walk with me and the return But one thing I think David Lynch communicates unambiguously is mood and he chose to end Fire Walk with me on a positive mood and End the return on a very negative mood when you choose to end a movie or a series Hitting on a particular emotion I think you are trying to say something and the fact that the movie and the series ended on such different notes Tells me that David Lynch and Mark Frost have both changed as human beings over time and To expect them to have totally consistent themes in this 25 to 30 year exploration is Unrealistic and I don't mean that as a criticism all I mean by that is what I said earlier Twin Peaks is a world in some ways It's an artistic tool to explore different ideas Different themes and at the end of the day tell great characters with great stories And I don't think there's a limit to that besides what David Lynch and Mark Frost are willing and Interested in doing so can there be more Twin Peaks without diminishing the original? I think the return definitively tells us that yes there can be more because Lynch and Frost have shown their ability to tell Very different stories in this world, but equally successful Should there be more Twin Peaks to me that all comes down to one question Yes, Twin Peaks is a world that you can use to explore artistic ideas But do we want anyone to pick up that world and play with it besides David Lynch and Mark Frost? I think the answer to that question is no so it all comes down to do they have more ideas in mind Do they want to spend more time in this world? And if the answer to that question is yes, I and I imagine many of you will 100% Renew our subscription to Showtime or wherever the series ends up and we'll be there to watch it And last thing I'll say is that I thought of a great Twin Peaks pun Which I was really hoping to work organically into this video, but unfortunately it just didn't work So now I'm just gonna throw it unnaturally in at the end here So what was Dale Cooper up to for almost the entirety of season three? well as Dougie Jones, he was attempting to Recuperate anyway, those are my thoughts on a potential continuation of Twin Peaks But what are your thoughts if you were opposed to the idea of more Twin Peaks? Have I swayed your opinion at all or do you think I'm getting something wrong somewhere in this analysis? If you're in favor of more Twin Peaks, what would you want to see would you want to see something focused on? Richard and Kerry Page in this alternate reality Or would you want to see David Lynch and Mark Frost somehow return to the Twin Peaks that we know from the original series? Do you think there's even a possibility of more Twin Peaks at this point or do you think that ship has sailed? Leave your thoughts in the comments below and let's get the discussion going Anyway, if you enjoyed this video make sure to hit the like button subscribe to this channel and hit the little bell icon to make Sure you get notifications whenever we make more videos like this one. Thanks for watching