Hello everybody. Happy Wednesday. Although we're filming this on a Monday I want to clear up some confusion because Monday mystery released today and everybody thought I was back from my vacation I'm not back as you can see. I'm not back. I'm still on vacation But just you guys know Most of the Monday mystery videos are not filmed on Monday Because they're usually filmed many days before because it takes me a long time to edit So so just FYI most of the Monday mysteries are Pre-recorded and I did make an effort to get that one out there for you guys so that it would you would have it for this Monday While I was away speaking of being away as you can see obviously I am not in my normal place because I'm at the beach house in Florida I'm actually filming from the bed. My laptop is propped up on a pillow So if you see my laptop moving, that's why my light is over here So it's not perfectly in front of me like it normally is and as I was telling Stephanie beforehand Just before any comments are mentioned at 39 years old. This is the very first time I have ever filmed from a bed So take take that from what it is, but I'm literally on the bed right now first time I've ever filmed from a bed So all right, so how you doing Stephanie? I'm great you know, it's been a really busy couple of weeks so I'm hanging in there and I Got some help to help me out with my emails so I feel great about that and So if anybody's emailed me they're gonna get an email back soon but otherwise I'm doing wonderful and Yeah That's amazing. Well, you look like you're cold and I'm in here in the 80 degree sunshine. It was hot a couple days ago and then yesterday we had this weird Freak show of hail and then it flurried and then it got warm again And then a flurry it again, and it was drizzling and it was like Okay, like what are we doing here? Like I don't know what's going on But apparently according to some people I've been talking to around United States Our friend Judy up over in Oregon They got hailed to and then Eva our friend Eva today is snowed in Pennsylvania and also hailed So I chalk it up to battle in the heavens You Well down here in Florida I was swimming in the ocean today. I think I got some okay. That's what we're gonna end that okay? Cuz I'm a little jealous Who ever thought of Florida would be the MPV most valuable player in the world basically Thank You governor DeSantis. Mr. DeSantis to me Yes, because here Floridians are like ads over like none of them. Yeah So actually I was at the grocery store yesterday. I had to run in and get Robbie some emergency food and the lady It was a win-dixie, which is a grocery store chain, which we don't have in Atlanta So other places in Georgia, yes, but not Lana, you know, they have those discount cards and stuff But I was checking out lady was like do you have your card? And I was like no, no, no, it's fine And she goes, you know what I'm gonna scan one in for you Anyway, because with mr. B Of course, she said his full name with mr. B as president You're gonna need to save these nickels and I was like, I love Florida That's hysterical I called for oil a couple of weeks ago and I and it went up again And I'm like, are you kidding me and she goes honey? I know I know we need to get this clown out of the White House And I'm like I'm hearing that in Connecticut and then I went to the farm the other day because I get my Get my soap from the farm.  I see where this is going Connecticut's going to the red side now I'm liking it. You can't tell the people you have to show them Oh them which are the military back channel did say that and that is true that goes with free will You know You can't just come in and flip everything if the white hats did that then they would be just as bad as the black Hats because it has to be free. Well collective consciousness. And so they're showing people They're showing them and so just let the tower moment keep crumbling because You know, we've got to show people What the truth is? Illusion so speaking of truths beyond the illusion Today when we're filming obviously, this is gonna be released on Wednesday. I released my mystery Monday over Mel's hole and A lot of people were asking me to ask you which of course I was going to anyway And so that's gonna be the first thing that we're gonna ask the cards about now for those who missed the mystery Monday I will include a link to it down in the description box below so you can watch the full episode But just a brief overview. So Stephanie has an idea of what we're talking about Mel's hole is allegedly a hole in Washington state that's like a bottomless pit now the the Native Americans in the area Said that that this hole was known about for many generations And there was a man named Red Elk who did an interview that talked about how Basically, there's lizard people at the bottom of the hole that want to enslave humanity There was mystical a paranormal phenomenon around this whole somebody claims that they had a Dog that had passed away and they threw the dog the body of the dog in the hole and the dog came back out alive again All right, so there's mystical paranoia around this hole now why it's called Mel's hole Here's where the story gets really interesting is because back in 1997 a Man who called himself Mel called into coast to coast a m with art bell Which as I said in Monday mystery for those who don't know what that radio show was It was like one of the original Alternative media platforms where they spoke about paranormal stuff and he owned the property with this hole And so he called in and that's when this hole became known Globally because he started talking about it He had tried to measure the hole by using fishing wire and weights He got like 80,000 feet down which makes it the the biggest hole in the world if this is true Well after he appeared on art Bell's show the United States government got involved now This is not his real name because no Mel waters. I think he says was last name No Mel waters is registered in this town in Washington as the tax records are owning property So obviously he used a fake name But when the United States government stepped in the story goes from as I understand it They leased the land from Mel and basically sent him to Australia He ended up coming back to America where the story goes He got into a confrontation with a government official and he ended up in San Francisco with two weeks of memory gone All right, and now subsequently people can't find the hole anymore no one can find it so My first question for the cards. It does this hole exists Okay And as she's pulling I'm gonna tell you guys as I said in the Monday mystery a lot of the geologists that work in the state will Tell you it's not possible for this hole to exist because the measurements people are giving and they said the earth to fall in on itself But you know, we know those government officials. They're just a bunch of you know hocus pocus fairy tales So we're not gonna pay attention to what the government says And I literally just pulled the ace of pentacles with it, which is earthbound earthbound, right? Um, yes, it's earthbound. I'm actually getting a lot of pentacles in the reading too. So like for instance page of pentacles um Yeah, they've been working on Getting the word out of They've been working somebody's been working on actually exposing this hole for a while now I've actually feel like it's going like we're gonna hear a lot more about it going forward because that's that's a victory Interesting, okay, I Feel like they've been suppressing just how magical the hole is So I feel like it's got actually There's something good about it. That's what I kind of gathered to just intuitively there's good and bad So it's the whole portal. We'll just ask that is that kind of where I'm going with this And while she's pulling guys This is something I've been kind of playing with in my mind as well And I don't know the answer to this because we don't know what our planet actually looks like we don't know You know anything really about what our planet looks like and so I think we have this idea that extraterrestrials off-worlders live on like another galaxy and another planet that could be true There's also a theory that they actually live here with us and they're inter Dimensional so they just live on like ladies would just be on a different dimension or Orion is on a different dimension. I don't know But with stuff like this where you've got stories of lizard people, but also healing stories like with the dog Is it just a portal to different dimensions? Moon with the chariot. I would say that's portal type cards because that's movement and travel and that's Discreteness that's something covered up and it brings it to different worlds Literally, I'm reading that as like the world card isn't but different worlds. So let's say you want to go on vacation to the Pleiades Go to Mel's hole. Yeah. I Don't I hope we don't have to jump through the you know that like flip-flop feeling you get when you like Go on a roller coaster or something like that. I just hope that portals aren't like that because I hate that feeling Yeah, and it's like they've been working on suppressing this information like I said in the pat in the other reading But going No, the bad guys have to surrender I actually think that it's been used for bad originally for good Which I get with a lot of these readings that you know these Monday mysteries that we've been reading on Like something was twisted kind of like the pyramids and Egypt and all that kind of stuff Getting a lot of wants to survive like the knight and the king of ones Which is fire and kind of what I'm thinking about like going to a portal is like something with fire and some Also spellcasting to mm-hmm. Yeah Yeah, so that could be that they've been so Obviously if we hear from the Native Americans that there was some Draco intervention what we know the lizard people that they don't you know If you guys want to watch I do have Brett else interview on my Monday mystery where he talks all about this We all know what enslavement all that kind of stuff. He we all know that but again, yes with the dog being healed That's another positive aspect So I'm assuming so because this was like 20 years ago in 1997 over 20 years ago that the government Stepped in so I'm assuming when the government stepped in it was it was now in the hands of the elite Yeah, and these three cards are definitely saying it's a portal though. Yeah, so now has it been taken over by the good guys My literally split the deck and got eight of wands to the six of wands, which is fast moving Ever since you got that duck price You're like on a roll like my dad. It's literally I only brought two decks with me I brought on my Monday Mystic Monday deck and this but this is literally the one that's been like talking to me the most is this light sears deck I'll put a link to the that was my That was my very first deck that I actually learned on and it's an amazing deck to learn on I actually recommend that one more than the rider wait deck to learn on the the pictures are really telling Pictures they're not the old, you know, yeah, the holographic ones guys I'll put a link down the description box below for this deck If it's something you're interested in Okay, excuse me for my yawning. It's okay one of those days Okay, so it looks like Yes, the white hats did take over I instantly get an ace And actually a struggle to to For them to take over this so They're bringing it back to its original state. I feel like with the seven of pentacles That's because that's like generosity that card And they ended the nefarious stuff But there was a lot of stuff going on underneath there So I wonder if there was I just got a download of possible nephilim even yeah in a gartha That's one thing I don't have and and we've done guys. I've done a huge deep dive on to gartha on this channel before Um and gartha was one of those topics when I first started researching into it I thought it was silly, but then when I was done, I was like, oh, yeah, it totally exists Like there's totally a universe So um and and we know in a gartha. They are just like on planet earth There are both good beings and bad beings both So it's it's a lot like the realms of the third density as earth is And but from what I understand with a gartha like where we go they go too So if we go fourth density positive, they're going to go fourth density positive as well because we're kind of like siblings in that way and um So they but so it makes sense that the drago try to use that because apparently there are drago in a gartha as well Allegedly from what I understand. I've never been to a gartha myself. So So I don't think you have either right Stephanie. That's how we know of and I never know maybe in our dream statement gone there, but So um, all right. Well, um, I'm kind of teetering on asking about melks But I think there's like a loophole here in the consent because I'm pretty sure that wasn't his real name but can we just check one Oh Michael i'm going to ask you to come in and guard the zoom so that known nefarious beings um Try to interfere in our discussion right now They're getting very desperate now. So oh, yeah very desperate um, I think we should also ask and see in the comments that we you can leave this out if you want but Are people saying weird signs in the past four days? No, I have I was texting we were we were talking and um, I'm not going to go into what I got because it could be like intel stuff but um Are people starting to pick up on weird weird signs like numbers and um Where universe is just not letting up with trying to give a message It's in the last three to four days when I was driving down here I got cracked up because I was seeing 11 11 11 11 11 11 everywhere and I was driving And I was in northern florida and I was like laughing and saying to myself I was like, all right guides like this is funny. I don't know what you're trying to tell me But just keep being more specific and I could you not have passed a billboard that was like 11 hamburgers for 11 Dollars and I was just fucking kidding me and then the other day I found out that to rent a house here for a month is 11 000 dollars That's a very high price, but 11 000 and then um, I picked up food the other day And it was 11 dollars was the total and there was a sign at the restaurant saying they were hiring for 11 dollars an hour Like it's and that's a twin flame sign as well, which we know they're the reuniting of twin flames Which we know that's one thing that the dark cult does not want twin flames to physically Unite together because the vibrational connection will change things. So um, That's 3 3 3 I've been saying which is christ consciousness. It's an ascended master number I've been seeing that i'll drive down the road and I will see that on so many dang mount mail boxes or ads or I'll see views on someone's video. That's 3 3 3 um a lot of 3 3 3 and then 1 4 4 so 144 thousand the 11 11 is a big one 17 i've been seeing for the past year and four months and uh 17 means victory But I look more into it not only doesn't mean victory It also means you're on the right sole path like you got it You got all your your cheese crossed and your eyes dotted like you're you're going on the right path So well the 144 connects to 11 11 because that's the 144 thousand is the twin flames for uniting Yeah, the vibration frequency up. Yeah, so and then uh 5 5 5 5 i've been seen everywhere Which I've known for a while and when I first started studying angle numbers the 5 5 5 Repetition used to scare me because it meant like change like like tower moment was coming But now I see it as something really good Like a tower moment is coming for all of us and it's going to bring the change because you can't You know, we've talked about this Stephanie. You can't Carmically you can't go into the old or to the new without releasing the old and burning up the old That's why people will you know people who don't deal with their shit Basically, if we look at an individual like like if you if you have the propensity to like date the same type of guy That's maybe not that nice or maybe cheats on you all that kind of stuff Even though it's a different person Carmically you haven't worked through those issues because you keep attracting the same pattern And so that's the patterns that have to be burnt out basically in order to bring in a new a new value A new pattern and so the 5 5 is as welcome because that means collectively in our collective conscious There's going to have to be a total collapse In order for the new new pathway to come in and that's going to be hard for all of us I'm not even going to like pretend that the matrix crumbling is going to be easy because that's the only thing we know But we're going to have to all go through it together. That's why I love the rom dos quote We're all just walking each other home. So well speaking of christ consciousness Let's move on to the next one because you sent me something this morning about The number 48 and christ consciousness. Do you and you said avas in it to you? Do you want to explain a little bit about that? I know it has to do with like the moving of prana, which we've spoken about many times That's big and eastern philosophy. The prana is the upward rising energy The appana is downward pranic is the sun the solar So serin on the scar sun citations the rising of prana that heats the the heart the blood So do you want to explain more about that? I'll just read. I mean, I I didn't do too much studying up on it I just I saw it and I was like, oh, this is interesting. So I'll just uh briefly read this real quick Christ consciousness is Geometrically of being present around the earth Since the beginning of mankind it is One of the five levels of consciousness that human dna can achieve It is one level above our current one consisting of 46 plus two chromosomes, which is 48 of dna It has fallen down at the collapse of atlantis 13 000 years ago And it came back to life in the year of 1989 This shape is the uh, stelaided, uh Doad Cahedron or the spirit or prana But its energy also combined both the Sorry, these names are a little long here Doad Cahedron and the Ica Shadron Akasha Drone a powerful instrument of the unconditional love love frequency The stelaided Doad Kha Drone of the Christ grid holds the The template of all the preceding uh Templates expressed in the geometric forms It is an expression and model Of the templates the christ grid stimulates us to evolve into conscious awareness with our open hearts and with high levels of impeccably and integrity The christ grid also helps us integrate and harmonize a true group unity The christ grid is a unified collective consciousness Yeah, there was a lot of very very, um Big words in that and i'm familiar and and i'll say so i want to specify as well because i think people are getting confused about this So again when we look at us human beings as a whole We're looking at our physical body and our earth, which is what we call property and sans sanskrit plus our eternal solace Which is what we call parusha. These are two separate things living within the same Entity right and so when we thought when we when we talk about fourth density We're talking about the physical nature for it. We're in third density right now We're at the earth itself as and our physical bodies are moving into fourth density positive Once you get to fourth density the planet either becomes fourth density negative or fourth density positive Third density is polarized now, but the parusha The physical spirit is then worked in dimensions So it's fifth dimension, which is the consciousness So fourth so your body is not going to fit dimension Consciousness because it can't it's nature. It's more. It has mortality to it It's fourth density positive But your consciousness what what lives inside the body and also radiates outside of the body is fifth dimension So I hope that makes sense for you guys I know for westerners That's really hard because they've tried to dumb us down with all this stuff And then the third element is ishvara or god right and so the only thing that really connects to god is your parusha Because the nature the it's just your property. It's just the shakti. It's just the expression of that of that parusha So ishvara is the christ or the god the source that connects through source through into your Awareness and the raw material does say that when we get to fourth density positive planet That we will have a collective memory break a bank that it won't be necessary for each person to live out different experiences Because we'll be able to tap into everybody else's experiences, which we're already kind of doing with what we call empathy Some people can tap in through through this mechanism called empathy, but it's going to be way more powerful In fourth density positive So there's no need for certain lessons to play out Some will still have to play out there will absolutely still be karma And I want to specify that again Because if you think you can just sit around and pick your nose and wait for the white hats to do anything You're going to slow us down Because your karma is not going anywhere. They're trying to block me again. Oh block them out All right archangel michael. Do you think so all the warlocks in which is watching us right now That's the all made it don't work. I was swimming in the ocean today. So Anyway, but that's what I think about you But so everybody has their own work to go through right? So you have to correct Your you have to rebalance yourself karma itself. We always think of karma as being something bad. It's not bad It's just your work, right?  That's what you could do to help the process I do it every day Stephanie does it every day. I work on if I can do it Anybody can I face my stuff when stuff comes up I have to face it and work through it because that's how i'm raising my vibration I can't be the white hats can't be responsible for our vibrations We have to be responsible for it alone And so don't sit around your karma is not going anywhere just because we go into fourth density positive our fifth dimension christ conscious Doesn't mean your karma went anywhere. It's still there. It still has to play out So best to go ahead and do that now raise your vibration So we can all move forward. All right, self out of fear. That's one of the biggest ones. Get yourself out of fear move your body Be better And we're gonna do an edit we're gonna do a follow-up episode with a but two about exercise and spirituality soon And um, and i'm excited about that. Um, absolutely And so uh, we all have to we all have to work on ourselves So what do you want to ask the cards about this this post about the the number 48 the dna and This is uh, first ask if it's accurate. Okay for starters Because a lot of these messages that we get in these memes are channeled channeling is that 100 accurate It's just somebody's interpretation from spirit um, like a lot of the manuscript from magdalene There was some stuff in that that I did not resonate with Um, and it was channeled So we can first ask is this accurate and I will say you guys watch the opening into that I he says that the guy who channeled the manuscript even says that like take channeling with a grain of salt Yeah, because and and so you cannot that's why Stephanie always says when she reads her cards take what resonates You should never take if you're Going to a tear card reader that's telling you that their cards are 100 accurate and they're 100 right They're manipulating you They're fooling you no card reader Uh for the positive for the good guys is ever going to tell you that everything's 100 accurate because it's all your perception as the reader So And as a good reader the reader doesn't care if they're wrong. It's just a reading. I mean i'm 100 okay with being wrong I mean if someone's like oh that resonates with me that under Oh, you got it correctly. Okay wonderful, but if if i'm wrong then i'm wrong I've been wrong too many times in my life. I'm pretty used to it. So it's okay Um, and i'm i'm humble about it. So for the most part Um, especially when it comes to tarot readings because again, like I mean I'm just reading the cards and i'm trying to just uh divinely get what i'm getting. Um, the best I can I'm also too if you're reading for a collective It's gonna resonate for some people and it might not for some people and that's perfectly okay 100 this is accurate I get the ace of swords. Keep getting this card rice out of every reading. I've been doing lately. Oh my god. It won't leave me alone um It's actually Something that they're trying to stop The dark one or is that the the payout? Yeah. Um, they're using uh spell castings Uh with words on that I don't normally read the pages swords as a spell cast but because it's Side by side with the tower Um, that tells me that they're doing something with words To get people to get distracted. There's a distraction there um people that are trying to keep reading and then i'll ask the next question. Um I feel like this is going to be dealt with soon though Sometimes this comes off as like a military card for me. Sometimes this can come off as authorities Um, I know swords are words and thoughts Um, but this is like a taken action card. So it will be corrected. But this is absolutely correct What that is. Yeah, so, um, we know that the lyreng group are what we Believe what we in our research is that the lyreng group the lyreng soul group is what carries the house of juda from the bible It's what carries the christ consciousness And a lot of the twin flames are from the lyreng group They're the oldest souls in the galaxy the soul split and so Dealing with the 48 dna strands and they're trying to stop The rising of christ consciousness are these people doing the spell casting with the 48 dna strands trying to stop Are they connected to the coven that's also blocking twin flames right now? Look at i good question Is it the same group? I kid you not.  Would you agree brice? There's a major uplifting of the veil And it's these dark players are going to have a very very hard time keeping their image Very very soon very soon Let's see I just dropped a card Okay, i've heard that i heard that people appreciate when i drop cards by the way apparently it's a favorite amongst these subscribers There she goes again. She's going down Excuse me I Got to tame this lion mane today. Your hair is awesome. I'm going curly guys. Well, I know i'm i'm already curly, but uh The winter time I I straighten my hair and in the summertime. I leave it curled and Let humidity do its thing, you know But i'm trying to not use any product on my hair any heat so Well, if I I I washed my hair every day except I have not washed I'll be honest guys. I didn't watch I was swimming so I like literally came back and like threw makeup on and Um Don't judge me. I will be taking a shower before I go to bed tonight, but uh You're good, brice. I can't smell you from over here pull back today because I was swimming Um, see this is the good thing about zoom.  I mean I'm clean, but I just didn't wash my hair. It's so funny I never think about swimming. Uh Guruji's life. Amma used to talk about goa that way She's like, oh goa much swimming much swimming and so every time I was like, oh, what's swimming? What's swimming? so um Good morning here in india his life Because goa's kind of the resort town of uh one of the resort towns of india All right. I don't know what it is about doing shows with you But it's just like universes like gotta get this out gotta get this out this information um there I think it's all tied together um They're working Together, so it's like it's almost like yeah, but the three of cops is like the same thing They're coming off like wolf and sheeps clothing because I got the sun card. However, I have the moon card all together So that's wolf and sheeps clothing right there And I get the same the the page of swords so the spell casting.  I was thinking about this as well like With great power comes great responsibility. Like I know that's from spiderman and um In the bible it says to who much is given much is expected And I actually really believe in that to who much is given there's a responsibility And people go when people go to card readers, especially On their own. It's usually not because they're happy They're usually I mean at least I mean I I I love card reading. I go to card readings all the time And there are some times I've gone to card readings with friends where there was really no question I had I just wanted to see but a lot of times when I went to card readings It was because I was at like a Crossroads in my life and I needed clarity And so with that comes this vulnerability with people and so I think most people who divine with cards At least most the people I know personally that are friends of mine or people I've used are very well aware Of that they're very well aware of the fact that the person coming to them is desperate And so they take that into consideration and that's when they'll remind you like don't That you know you have the power to do this. This is just what I'm getting. This is you know, you can do this It's it's very it's a very Malevolent bad person that takes that vulnerability and manipulates it and that's where colts CULT's emerge from that kind of behavior. I'm going to be doing a video on colts by the way For those who do follow my channel. Oh look at this. I got this little It looks good. Whoop-de-doo. I'm like alpha alpha Us collectively we're all in a very desperate right now We're all in a very bad situation. And so when you're watching divination any type of diviner Whether they're using numbers or whether they're using cards Whether they claim to be communicating with off-worlders and the one use doesn't matter what it is Don't give them your power Understand that they are human beings just like you and channeling is not spirituality. It's it's channeling It's a spiritual gift, but it's not spirituality And a good channeler will tell you that like you need to go work on yourself Yeah, the answer is lie within you. I'm just showing you what universe is telling me But you are the holder of that power So if you find yourself giving your power your discernment your power over To someone on youtube doing whatever with numbers or cards or whatever You need to step back and question that because they're doing it on purpose And about 90 of the truthers are working for the black cats okay It's for my personal readings to um and bryce knows this personally because I how many times have I read cards on you um And and people can attest to this who have done readings with me I'm very nice to the people I read for but I am also very tough love So if I see something that I know probably universe is trying to correct like With a certain like if you're putting yourself down the whole time you're in you're on the zoom with me I will catch you and tell you what are you doing wrong? Why are you saying that about yourself? Yeah, so I'm like I'm a therapist without being a therapist I was always told I was going to be some sort of therapist too. So go figure never imagined especially in my christian Background my roots. I'd be doing it with tarot, but um you have powers the visit. I don't need to coat things I just don't can't be coat things I tell it how it is, but I mean I respectfully i'm not going to sit there put you down or anything But i'm going to call you out on if you are Negatively spellcasting yourself. Yeah, well, I do that. You know Stephanie. I haven't worked. I'm I'm tough on my students I have to be that's my job is to call out blind spots as a as a teacher I'm tough on my library group that I have that we're all about, you know Learning about spirituality right now and I've been very very tough on them because You know the thing is a good leader is not your friend First through your leader. No. Yeah, um, I mean these these are people I would consider my good friends at this point my soul family, you know what I mean and and you know who they are, Bryce um, but if if I find that there's something that is going on that I'm like, no, this is not right I'm going to call it out because that's just who I am um and plus You know part of I know For being a leader. I have to do what I have to do too I'm going to be very loving about it. But um, but yeah when I do my readings You know If you're sitting there with me and you you're not I can tell when people don't want to work on themselves I will call you out on it Again, I'm very very nice about it.  Okay. That's fine And I will say too like when it comes to Christ consciousness and I've noticed this as well So we've talked about this a lot now one day I will Tell you guys everything that's happened to me with this These death spells cast on me. It's coming from the same group. Um There's been a lot of physical blood. Um, there was one night. I thought I was literally going to lose my life. Um I've gotten to the point where I can't be alone a lot because of the attacks I have to have people around me at all time. Um, and it's physical. It's it's absolutely physical It is coming from a force outside of my body people around me see it too Um, this is summoning and you're filming with Cindy tomorrow Stephanie.  It comes at a price When you are dealing with your own shit Nine times out of 10. It's not spiritual. It's not a d.  So I've seen that a lot of people like blaming issues on Paranormal phenomenon comes from the church too.  Yeah and the A person Who is very spiritually aligned? Will recognize that take ownership of it take accountability for it and say what can I learn from the situation and then Grow from it and release it. That's the way it's supposed to work So this is the perfect time right now and I've been getting this a lot in my readings I've been getting a lot of this intuitively This is the perfect time to get rid of release that karma and really deal with your crap right now because When the time comes and you have to be on the go helping others Do you really want to deal with your own shit while you're helping other people out in the streets crying?   Okay, and I'm an open book. So I don't care talking about myself I'm not perfect.  I couldn't tell you how many times in this particular lifetime I don't know about my others, but I was dating my son's father extremely narcissistic abusive physically mentally emotionally the likes okay and I left him and because I was so desperate to find love and just feel loved I went on to the next best thing that I found. Well, guess what not you Are off from what I had just dealt with because guess what I did not deal with that karmic I did not release the karma from that relationship. I didn't deal with myself. I didn't learn from myself I didn't come face to face with myself I didn't take accountability for sitting there and actually Being in a relationship with this this man So it continued on and then I went to the next narcissist after that and then the next I probably five or six narcissists guys And by the time that I had ended all these things I sat there with my head in between my legs crying to the point of puking Because I hated myself So much and to the point where I probably wanted I Concentrated I never attempted but I concentrated Leave in the planet The only thing that really kept me here was my son in the fact that I was fearful of going to hell because the church but This was the cycle that I kept going round and round and round because I was not dealing with myself And then one day I said nope done And I worked on myself. I did what I had to do. I started eating healthier. I started to work out more Heck, I wouldn't got my nails painted and took care of myself and started to love myself Yeah, and then finally I ended up in a much healthier relationship now due to the Situation that we're in right now with this major divide, you know young souls and old souls and everything, you know I I mentioned this will mark out wouldn't I like I said I'm an open book and I do not care that people know this at this point but You know, I married this particular person and it's it's it's now separating But they had to because that contract is now done and I understand why I'm not going to go into why brice, you know why But here's the weird part. We're still best friends and we still get along and brice knows this And we still live under the same roof at the moment But we're we have deep conversations. We get along we're best friends still But we understand and have an understanding that we're both just going separate ways because we're two different people now And uh, you know, he knows, um, he he's not exactly in agreement with the route I've decided to take in my life, but he understands I have to do this And I understand he has to go his own way and how healthy is that to be able to I I was the same way I dated one nurses after the other and it comb it ended up with me almost losing my life one night when I've got I had to call 911 and then that put me into trauma therapy Which actually really helped me deal with myself because I was the one that was attracting that And after I went through that period of healing It's when I started dating people that actually showed me what it was like to be loved You know and um, and that was so healing and you can have a relationship that ends romantically And still be really good friends with that person and still and that shows help It's helped me. I understand not doing that too But um, you know, there's that's a healthy self worth because you're not dependent upon that person to give you value You give yourself value. I could live I could be by myself for the rest of my life and I still have a sense of self You know and and I came from actually working on myself and not definitely on a man to validate that for me I was so afraid to be alone.  You can't solve and it's all about you and I noticed for me with my my students like When they're dealing with their shit, whether it's abandonment issues shame guilt fear Jealousy it all boils down to if you keep saying why why and you keep laying it down Always comes to it always comes down to the fact that people don't feel like they're enough And so that's where you have to start is I'm enough Even with your karma you're enough and when you all of a sudden realize that that you are enough I mean, I've been doing that. I was telling Liz and kathrin an episode because I have a study I have um struggled in my life with a body morphic disorder Um story for a different day. I know people make fun of me for that but I I really did struggle with that for a very long time And um, I'm better now. Actually, I feel like I like I feel like I look better at 39 I did at 29 to be honest with you guys, but for the last year So every morning I look in the mirror and I I give myself a compliment Like, you know what you're pushing 40 years old and you have a six pack Now granted I worked for that six pack exercise my ass off every day and and we can get into that with the exercise video, but and I I you know, I'm like, you know what I'm pushing 40 and I look better than 25 year olds You know, I tell myself these things now and it's it helps so much because when you walk out to the world You walk out with confidence and I think I heard a therapist say this once we're talking about narcissists I helped the minded person will understand that they're a special little flower But they also know that everybody else is also A special little flower a narcissist thinks they're the only special little flower Right, so just because you you're giving yourself that love doesn't mean that you're turning into something You're not you're and the more you love yourself the more you recognize the beauty and other people too Right the more you can help other people too You can't help somebody You can't love somebody to the fullest capacity before you love yourself. You have to take care of you You have to nourish yourself with um, you know the way you feel about yourself Food fitness, uh And don't make excuses just do it The thing I do not tolerate in my readings as excuses. I will again I said no No, you're not you're not going to talk like that here. You're going to talk positively about yourself here Yeah, so I feel like almost like a personal trainer and positive spell casting at that You know to some degree when I do my readings too because a lot of my readings You know, if you haven't had one with me a lot of it is also Conversed uh conversation just talking about certain things um And a lot of times I will get but I'm too this I'm too that I'm like and what I'll sit there and go So what did you do wrong? And they'll say oh, I just said I'm this I'm like so What are we gonna say now now to ourselves? I'm this We'll not say to the person who said one to this or I'm to that again. Why? Like we see a lot I see a lot with women, especially who fear abandonment or don't want to be alone They become too needy Okay Why are you needy?  What's going on because it might be that you are picking up that he's cheating but nine times out of ten It's usually your own issue. So let's that why when I had that problem. It was stemming from my childhood. Yeah Why why do you not feel like you're enough? Why do you feel like he's like somehow forgotten about you? Why Why are you thinking this? Why why are you behaving in this pattern because it's going to push him away So you need so I would say to people why so you say you're too needy Well, why let's look at that why and again it boils down to usually people not feeling it there enough Mm-hmm And if you are working out like How you have been having workout, you know opening Those areas of the body what do you call them the bi use of the body that There there's all that energy that's being see It's not a buy you like in New Orleans down there now. I know Buy you The buy you know it's a buy. Yeah, it's a pathway of energy.  You know what it's like It's not fun in the process, but you feel like a freaking million bucks after you do it No excuses just do it You value yourself I would never have a relationship with a man that would not allow me would make me feel guilty about the time I take to work on myself every day Never would be it because that is it's spiritual for me. Yeah, besides the spiritual for me And um and in a tea and the more you work on yourself the more of that self value you have Yeah, you know, so so yeah, so we're gonna get deeper into this with ava on another episode So yes guys work on your karma journal, right? Find the places demanding people to do that Find the places in your life where there's like a little bit of a hiccup like these little issues that we all have them Doesn't mean they're gonna go away overnight, but start to look at them start to deep deep. Why why why do I do this? Why do I have this pattern? We got to change the pattern. All right last question for today We're coming up on tourist season Yep Well, let's see what the bowl Let's see, uh What universe what spirit with god wants to tell us about tourist season If you're okay with it, I'm gonna pull a couple cards But what I would like to do is I got this phenomenal deck of oracle cards and I'd really like to pull from this I'm being led to yeah, all right this deck right here. How beautiful is that? It's gorgeous. Let's do um action pope. There's something magical about this deck Um, and when I post this video, I will actually link it um pulled earth warriors by A lot of fair child what she does like the icis deck and the collie deck and everything like that So I'm gonna pull from that first and then I'll do my tarot.  That was wild. That was why it like whoa These cards are not exactly easy to shuffle Okay, that's interesting. Thank you And what do we need to know? I know You can go first price if you want to finish. All right. Okay.  Well, I don't exactly have a diaper on so try to make it a little bit And girls don't do that Poop Just don't poop Don't do that Do that All right. Well, I'm just gonna tell you the bottom of the deck is a ton of pinnacles Which is family legacy which can mean like coming together But okay, you ready for this? I kid you not is telling me a story So I think this is kind of where we are now So the floor of pentacle is like we're holding on to something right so stubbornness But it's coming with the aid of swords So I feel like this is the bad guys You got that too The bad guys are like holding on for dear life to keep us. You see how that girl's like tied up With all the crows around her or ravens or whatever those are around her All right, but then Quickly coming in the aid of wands to the two of wands, which we're looking this girl's looking outside thinking about the future, right? She's looking out of her bedroom and the aid of wands so that what we're thinking about what we're wanting for the future is coming fast To the lover's card to the emperor's card and you see the emperor's card here She's pregnant right with the new and looks like a new earth, right? So this could be individual coming together with your twin to make a baby or this could be the coming together of twins choose to Raise the vibration which we know the coming together of twins is what these people did not want to happen And what they're working really hard not to happen, right? Okay, so after that happens there's going to be a celebration the three of cups Which is a celebration card so those girls are celebrating together To the ace of cups with this which is an earthbound offering to justice Ace of cups Oh, no ace of pentacles. Sorry Pentacles so and this could be so this earthbound, but it's also pentacles. So it could be The redistribution of money That's what I was getting tonight. Yeah to a new and it's coming into justice where justice will be served So I mean i'm assuming that's what they were wanting for tours. That's the spread I got maybe it's just spirit saying Hey, it's okay. It's all cool Everything's gonna be good. So I'm writing right So we're kind of in this I was getting your fourth pentacles kind of matching up with my hangman card And it's also like things we're hanging on to old emotions old programming old Karma we're holding on to and this just needs to be released. We just need to release it We need to walk away from it. Um, this nine of cups is um, something's gonna happen that we Maybe you've been waiting for wishing for because that's what this card is. Um, this is a good card This is a happy card and then it looks like, um I feel like there's gonna be a lot of unity occurring maybe in this tourist season because it as you can see They're kind of in the fields. They're like working together Um as one unit type of a thing And then we have this four of ones which is like a marriage card. It's a celebration card It's also a twin flame card That too so that could go with your lover's card. Sorry my phone started to vibrate right next to the phone. I mean next to the computer there. Um, and uh, we got the sun card So this could be talking about going into the light darkness to light um This could be ascension. This could be um Light codes coming in this could be uh a solar flash from the the central sun Which is also supposed to help shift the planet as well. This could be also solar flashes from a regular sun This could be the lifting of the veil It's what that's what the word guru means darkness to light Interesting so watch for people who say they don't believe in gurus Guru means darkness to light interesting I'm going to read These cards are very interesting Um, these oracle cards and then I got two of them and it's it's just a quick little Blur for each one. So I'm just going to find them here really quick um So this is called the Aka card the sorceress of light So look at look at the colors on these cards. I mean this these cards are just brilliant and this card It says no enemy shall defeat you Nor by night nor by day Not upon the earth nor in the soul. You are divinely protected and empowered You shall fulfill your destiny with joy in your heart and laughter in your belly Play be in nature Feel the freedom of happiness within you Even in this moment These are your sacred powers and with them you shall take every step upon your journey Successfully and nothing shall for your divine destiny Which is what they're trying to do is stop all that. So that was very fitting The other card I got is shakana Time to cross the threshold How freaking weird is that and again you guys can see these cards are just absolutely stunning I'm a girl of color I mean come on look at my personality. It's got all the colors of the rainbow Not not not the twisted rainbow the regular rainbow. Okay And if you look at this is uh number 19 And uh if we're going back to the way the president should be the return will be 19 So let me look and see what number 19 is all about. Oh, I just saw that word magdalene in here I'll have to go into There is a mary magdalene card in here I believe. Um All right Time to cross cross you like that cross the threshold Sometimes I just can't talk I was like girl I'm the one filming from the bed not you Good gravy The threshold appears Bringing uh an ending so complete that it is no longer possible to return to what has been The light of the stars is your faithful guide into this new world New world Hmm As you trust your divine connection Deconstructive forms shall reshape themselves into relevant helpful and beautiful new ways of living thrive and expressing your true self It goes into getting rid of all those old things right trust your Trust in your strangest ideas whoa I think I needed that one Maybe this is a personal card for myself To resonates guys take your resonates Um in strangest ideas in in that which is different inspired or unconventional Hmm. Um, this crossing is healing and furthers the activation of your divine potential Until this deck is magical. Oh my god. I'm gonna start using it in my my readings on my channel. I mean Look at me. This is a beautiful. Look at that card right there. That's that's roaring right there Um, yeah, these are just gorgeous. That kind of reminds me a little bit of ices right there. Um, yeah, they're very like, um they're all like, uh Artwork from all around the world that there's like a lot of Native American characteristics in it too, but I mean this is just gorgeous Um, I saw a tarot reader. Um On youtube using this and it inspired me. So anyways, it's been uh, probably my favorite deck so far But yeah, I just wanted to uh read a couple of those and see what it said, which very fitting, of course So anyway, all right, Stephanie any party? All right. Sorry. I thought there was somebody at my door So I'm like, what's going on? All right, any parting words for audience? Oh, I will put all of her contact If you want to reading with Stephanie, I would put all of her contact information in the description box below Thank you. And just um, I am having an assistant helping me right now I'm not going to say assistant's name. Um, but I have somebody who has uh helped and uh put together a Online booking for me and who is going to be responding to emails for me to assist that person.  I have some people who are uh Volunteering themselves to take over a few of my groups to kind of lighten the workload. Although those groups I will pop in from time to time and say hi Um, so I'm going to only keep like about two groups going forward um And I need to put together new groups in addition to that because they're getting a little large But um, just bear with me guys. Um And always follow your intuition your discernment and only take with what the cards say is uh with a grain of salt and um only what resonates Very important. We love you guys. Keep smiling. Keep working on yourself and we I'm sure we'll all see each other on the other side Yes Bye guys. Bye


the last few hours of summer. So I thought I'd come back out here to the park one last time. See if there's an image or two that I can make for this zine project. Not a lot of pressure to find something today. I'm just gonna kind of stroll along and take it all in. If something does jump out at me, I'll make a photograph. I'm revisiting a spot I was just last time I was here. I noticed this vine crossing. Last time I was here the wind was blowing too much and the leaves weren't holding still enough. I think I'm going to be able to pull this shot off today. I just kind of like the obvious X. Got a little more leaf around it. Feels like the season. Nice transition photo for the season. I have a nice detail shot. Today the air is a little calmer so I'm able to be able to make the photograph. Whether it makes it in the zine, I don't know. I definitely wanted to have another look at that and see if it was something that was going to work for the photograph. I've got to admit I'm a little bit sad the stays come. That means I'm at the end of this project. I think I'm going to miss coming out here to this park with a purpose to make photographs. I always wish there was more time and this project is no exception. I just wish I had another month. Don't feel like I got out here enough. I think that's, I knew that that would be the case. I knew that no matter how often I came out I'd always feel like I don't have enough photos or I don't have good enough photos. I could have drugged this on for years but I made this project have an end for a reason. I wanted to just have a project that was confined to a season. So what I got is what I got. It's a bit of a Steve climb getting up here on the backside of the park. It's nice and quiet up here though. Not nearly as many sightseers. Kind of have it to myself. I don't anticipate this video being very long today. I don't really anticipate finding a lot of photographs. This last week I started laying out the zine and really it would be really nice to get one or two more shots. I'm kind of on that line where it could be a 32 page zine. If I don't get something today to fill in one of the slots then it might end up being a 28 page which means I'd have to give something up. So I'd rather find a couple nice detail shots today or something that I can fit into the 32 page layout. There's not a lot of pressure today to find photos. Since the last time I've been out here things haven't changed that much. I'm not really missing a big change. So whatever I get is just going to be adding to similar photographs. I'm purposely not photographing a bunch of the same types of photos. I've got plenty of forest shots, trees coming out, using the vertical element. I've got plenty of shots along the creek now. Now it's just kind of more enjoying the day just reflecting on this last summer. Reflecting on how this has probably been one of the most productive summers I've had in a long time when it comes to nature photography. It's a good time to start thinking what do I want to do next. Speaking of the future, this is going to be my last zine for a while. This is my sixth zine and I've decided to take a break. I've decided to focus on other things in photography and I'm not going to be working on any more zine projects in the foreseeable future. The thing about zines is for me they're really not a money-making venture. I make no money when I make zines. I don't even break even. Everyone I've done usually costs me money or I might come close to breaking even but I do them because I love them. I do them because I want to see my images in print and I can share them that way. So for me it's been worth the effort and the cost to put these zines together. But there are some things I need to focus on in the future that I'm kind of excited about and I won't get into a lot of that today. I'm just going to be putting more of my efforts into the print, the photographic print and coming up with projects that are based around that. Maybe I do a series of prints. I do a collection of prints and like I said I don't want to go into that too much today. We'll talk about that more in the future but I'm pretty excited about where I'm going with my photography. So that's another reason today is kind of a bittersweet because this is probably going to be my last zine project for quite a while. So I'm just kind of taking it all in today and just kind of just enjoy being out in nature. This is just a nice day, a nice way to end this summer long project. I'm not even sure why this scene strikes me as a photograph. I just like the way this vine maple arches into the frame across these vertical elements in the background. I'm going to make some photographs here because when something kind of grabs your attention sometimes it's good to listen to that voice and take the photograph. I doubt this photograph will make it in the zine but I really do like how the trail kind of cuts through the foliage and then we've got this tree that's fallen across the trail. The bomber is with my 20, there's a little bit too much guy. I don't know how distracting that's going to be. I'll have to kind of look at it when I edit it see if it's too distracting and it might be something I use for something else. This kind of struck me as an interesting photograph. I might try one with my 50. But then with my 50 I've got to get back quite a ways. I really need about 35 right now. You always need another focal length. 35 would be perfect right now. That'll probably be my next lens. I'm looking at a 35 f2 one of the D lenses from Nikon. The older lens but it's supposed to be pretty good. There are times where the jump between 20 and 50 is there's just too much of a jump.  I mean it'd probably make more sense just to buy a wide-angle zoom but I really like working with primes and all I really need is a 35 millimeter to kind of fit in between. We'll see. This won't be the last video in this making a zine series because I'm still going to have to do a reveal to show how the project turned out. So I've still got one more to do. So all that's left to do now is just write an introduction and if there's a couple shots from this outing add those in and strip it off to the printer. So I'm hoping I can get that done within the next week and we'll have something to show you hopefully in about a month or sooner. This channel's five-year anniversary is coming up next month. I can't believe it. I've had this channel that long. So I'll be putting together a little five-year retrospective where we've been on this channel. That'll be a upcoming video. I want to keep an eye out for that. Well almost back to the car. This was a great way to end this zine project. Just a nice relaxing day walking through the park. I don't know what I've got for photos today, probably not a whole lot, but that's all right. Today was just about saying goodbye. So I'm going to end today's video right here. Until next time, thanks for coming along for the ride.


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