CHAPTER 1 Philip Wayman's buoyancy of heart was in face of the fact that he had but recently looked upon Radisson's unpleasant death, and that he was still in a country where the water flowed north. He laughed, and he sang, his heart bubbled over with cheer. He talked to himself frankly and without embarrassment. Asked himself questions, answered them, discussed the beauties of nature and the possibilities of storm as if there were three or four of him instead of one. At the top of the world a man becomes a multiple being, if he is white. Two years along the rim of the Arctic had taught Philip the science by which a man may become acquainted with himself, and in moments like the present, when both his mental and physical spirits overflowed, he even went so far as to attempt poor Radisson's La Belle Marie in the Frenchman's heavy basso, something between a dog's sullen growl and the low rumble of distant thunder. It made him cough, and he laughed again, scanning the narrow sweep of the lake ahead of him. He felt like a boy, and he chuckled as he thought of the definite reason for it. For twenty-three months he had been like a piece of rubber stretched to attention, sometimes almost to the snapping point. Now had come the reaction, and he was going home. Home it was that one word that caused a shadow to flip over his face, and only once or twice had he forgotten and let it slip between his lips. At least he was returning to civilization, getting away from the everlasting drone of breaking ice and the clack-clack tongue of the Eskimo. With the stub of a pencil Philip had figured out, on a bit of paper, about where he was that morning. The whale-bone hut of his last Arctic camp was eight hundred miles due north. Fort Churchill, over Hudson's Bay, was four hundred miles to the east. Resolution, on Great Slave Lake, was four hundred miles to the west. On his map he had drawn a heavy circle about Prince Albert, six hundred miles to the south. That was the nearest line of rail. Six days back Radisson had died after a month's struggle with that terrible thing they called Le Morte Rouge, or the Red Death. Since then Philip had pointed his canoe straight up the Dubont waterways and was a hundred and twenty miles nearer to civilization. He had been through these waterways twice before, and he knew that there was not a white man within a hundred and fifty miles of him, and as for a white woman. Wyman stopped his paddling, where there was no current, and leaned back in his canoe for a breathing space, and to fill his pipe, a white woman, would he stare at her like a fool when he saw her again for the first time? Eighteen months ago he had seen a white woman over at Fort Churchill, the English clerk's wife, thirty, with a sprinkle of gray in her blonde hair, and pale blue eyes. Fresh from the Garden of Eden he had wondered why the half-dozen white men over there regarded her as they did. Long ago in the maddening gloom of the Arctic night he had learned to understand. At Fond du Lac, when Wyman had first come up into the forest country, he had said to the Factor, It's glorious, it's God's country, and the Factor had turned his tired, empty eyes upon him with the words, It was, before she went. But no country is God's country without a woman. And then he took Philip to the lonely grave under a huge lobster spruce, and told him in a few words how one woman had made life for him. Even then Philip could not fully understand. But he did now. He resumed his paddling, his gray eyes alert, his aloneness and the bigness of the world in which, so far as he knew, he was the only human atom, did not weigh heavily upon him. He loved this bigness and emptiness and the glory of solitude. It was the middle autumn, and close to noon of a day, unmarged by cloud above, and warm with sunlight. He was following close to the west shore of the lake. The opposite shore was a mile away. He was so near to the rock-lined beach that he could hear the soft throat cries of the moose-birds. And what he saw, so far as his eyes could see in all directions, was God's country, a glory of color that was like a great master painting. The birch had turned to red and gold. From out of the rocks rose trees that were great crimson splashes of mountain-ash berries framed against the dark luster of balsam and cedar and spruce. Without reason Philip was listening again to the quiet, lifeless words of Jasper, the factor over at Fran Doulak, as he described the day when he and his young wife first came up through the wonderland of the north. No country is God's country without a woman. He found the words running in an unpleasant monotone through his brain. He had made up his mind that he would strike Fran Doulak on his way down, for Jasper's words and the hopeless picture he had made that day beside the little cross under the spruce had made them brothers in a strange sort of way. Besides, Jasper would furnish him with a couple of Indians and a sledge and dogs if the snows came early. In the break between the rocks Philip saw a white strip of sand and turned his canoe in to shore. He had been paddling since five o'clock, and in the six hours had made eighteen miles, yet he felt no fatigue as he stood up and stretched himself. He remembered how different it had been four years ago when Hill, the Hudson's Bay Company man down at Prince Albert, had looked him over with skeptical and uneasy eyes, encouraging him with the words, They are going to a funeral young man, edit your own, you won't make God's house, much less Hudson's Bay. Wayman laughed joyously. Fold him, fold him all, he told himself. We'll wager a dollar to a doughnut that were the toughest-looking specimen that ever drifted down from the coronation golf, or any other golf.  Doughnuts and pie, real old pumpkin pie, and cranberry sauce and potatoes, good Lord, and they're only six hundred miles away, carloads of them. He began to whistle as he pulled his rubber-dunnage-sock out of the canoe. Suddenly he stopped, his eyes staring at the smooth white floor of sand. A bear had been there before him, and quite recently. Wayman had killed Freshmeat the day before, but the instinct of the naturalist and the woodsman kept him from singing or whistling. Two things which he was very much inclined to do on this particular day. He had no suspicion that a bear, which he was destined never to see, had become the greatest factor in his life. He was philosopher enough to appreciate the value and importance of little things, but the bear-track did not keep him silent because he regarded it as significant, because he wanted to kill. He would have welcomed it to dinner, and would have talked to it where it as affable and good-mannered as the big, pop-eyed moose-birds that were already flirting about him. He emptied half of the contents of the rubber-sack out on the sand, and made a selection for dinner. And he chuckled in his big happiness as he saw how attenuated his list of supplies was becoming. There is still a quarter of a pound of tea, no sugar, no coffee, half a dozen pounds of flour, twenty-seven prunes, and jealously guarded in a piece of narwhal skin, a little salt and pepper mixed, and fresh carob-meat. It's a lovely day, and we'll have a treat for dinner, he informed himself. No need of starving, we'll have a real feast. I'll cook seven prunes instead of five.  In the respite he had, while the water heated he dug a small mirror out of the sack, and looked at himself. His long untrimmed hair was blonde, and the inch of stubble on his face was brick red. There were tiny creases at the corners of his eyes, caused by the blistering sleet and cold winds of the Arctic coast. He grimaced as he studied himself. Then his face lighted up with sudden inspiration. I've got it! he exclaimed. I need a shave. We'll use the prune water. From the rubber bag he fished out his razor, a nubbin of soap, and a towel. For fifteen minutes after that he sat cross-legged on the sand with the mirror on a rock, and worked. When he had finished he inspected himself closely. You're not half bad, he concluded, and he spoke seriously now. Four years ago when you started up here you were thirty, and you looked forty. Now you're thirty-four, and if it wasn't for the snow-lines in your eyes I'd say you were a day or two younger. That's pretty good. He had washed his face and was drying it with the towel, when a sound made him look over beyond the rocks. It was a crackling sound, made by a dead stick, stepped upon, or a sapling broken down. Either met the bear. Dropping the towel, he unbuttoned the flap to the whole strobe of his revolver. Took a peep to see how long he could leave the water before it would boil, and stepped cautiously in the direction of the sound. A dozen paces beyond the bulwark of rocks he came upon a fairly well-worn moose-trail, surveying its direction from the top of a boulder. He made up his mind that the bear was dining on mountain ash-berries, where he saw one of the huge crimson splashes of the fruit a hundred yards away. He went on quietly. Under the big ash-tree there is no sign of a feast, recent or old. He proceeded, the trail turning almost at right angles from the ash-tree, as if about to bury itself in a deeper forest. His exploratory instinct led him on for another hundred yards, when the trail swung once more to the left. He heard this off-trickling run of water among the rocks, and again a sound. But his mind did not associate the sound which he heard this time with the one made by the bear. It was not the breaking of a stick or the snapping of a brush. It was more a part of the musical water sound itself. A strange key struck once to interrupt the monotone of a rushing stream. Over a gray hog-back of limestone Philip climbed to look down into a little valley of smooth-washed boulders, an age-crumbled rock through which the stream picked its way. He descended to the white margin of sand and turned sharply to the right, where a little pool had formed at the base of a huge rock. And there he stopped, his heart in his throat, every fiber in his body, charged with a sudden electrical thrill at what he beheld. For a moment he was powerless to move. He stood and stared. At the edge of the pool twenty steps from him was kneeling a woman. Her back was toward him, and in that moment she was as motionless as the rock that towered over her. Along with the rippling drone of the stream, without reason on his part, without time for thought, there leaped through his amazed brain the words of Jasper the doctor, and he knew that he was looking upon the miracle that makes God's country a white woman. The sun shone down upon her bare head. Over her slightly bent shoulders swept a glory of unbound hair that rippled to the sand. Black tresses, even velvety as the crow's wing, might have meant creed or half-breed. But this at which he stared, all that he saw of her, was the brown and gold of the autumnal tintings that had painted pictures for him that day. Slowly she raised her head, as if something had given her warning of a presence behind, and as she hesitated in that birdlike listening pose a breath of wind from the little valley stirred her hair in a shimmering veil that caught a hundred fires of the sun. And then, as he crushed back his first impulse to cry out, to speak to her, she rose erect by the pool, her back still to him, and hidden to the hips in her glorious hair. Her movement revealed a towel partly spread out on the sand, and a comb, a brush, and a small toilet-bag. Philip did not see these. She was turning, slowly scanning the rocks beyond the valley. Like a thin, curving of stone he stood, still speechless, still staring, when she faced him. A face like that into which Philip looked might have come to him from out of some dream of paradise. It was a girl's face. Eyes of the pure blue of the sky above met his own.  Before he had uttered a word, before he could rise out of the stupidity of his wonder, the change came. A fear that he could not have forgotten if he had lived through a dozen centuries leaped into the lovely eyes. The half-laughing lips grew tense with terror. Quick as the flash of powder there had come into her face, a look that was not that of one merely startled. It was fear, horror, a great gripping thing that for an instant seemed to crush the life from her soul. In another moment it was gone, and she swayed back against the face of the rock clutching a hand at her breast. "'My God, how I frightened you!' gasped Philip. "'Yes, you frightened me,' she said. Her white throat was bare, and he could see the throb of it as she made a strong effort to speak steadily. Her eyes did not leave him. As he advanced a step he saw that unconsciously she cringed closer to the rock. "'You are not afraid now?' he asked. "'I wouldn't have frightened you for the world, and sooner than hurt you. I'd kill myself.  Relief shot into her eyes at his words. "'Two years? What do you mean?' "'I have been up on the rim of—' "'I mean the Arctic, on a government wild goose-chase,' he explained, and I'm just coming down. "'You're from the north?' There was an eager emphasis in her question. Yes, straight from coronation-golf. I ran ashore to cook a mess of prunes. While the water was boiling I came down here after a bear and found you. My name is Philip Wayman. I haven't even an Indian with me, and there are three things in the world I trade that name for just now. One is a pie, another is doughnuts, and the third.' She brushed back her hair, and the fear went from her eyes as she looked at him. "'And the third?' she asked. "'Is the answer to a question,' he finished.  She stepped out from the rock, and now he saw that she was almost as tall as himself, and that she was as slim as a reed and as beautifully poised as the wild Narcissus that sways like music to every call of the wild. She had tucked up her sleeves, bearing her round white arms close to the shoulders, and as she looked steadily at him before answering his question she flung back the shining masses of her hair and began to braid it. Her fear for him was entirely gone, she was calm, and there was something in that manner of her quiet and soul-deep study of him that held back other words which he might have spoken.   In her look there was neither boldness nor suspicion. Her eyes were clear deep pools of velvety blue that defied him to lie to her. He felt that under those eyes he could have knelt down upon the sand and emptied his soul of its secrets for their inspection. It is not very strange that I should be here, she said at last. I have always lived here. It is my home. Yes, I believe that, breathed Philip. It is the last thing in the world that one would believe, but I do. I believe it. Something, I don't know what, told me that you belong to this world as you stood there beside the rock. But I don't understand. A thousand miles from a city and you? It's unreal. It's almost like the dreams I've been dreaming during the past eighteen months and the visions I've seen during that long maddening night upon the coast, when for five months we didn't see a glow of the sun. But you understand, it's hard to comprehend. From her he glanced swiftly over the rocks of the Cooley, as if expecting to see some sign of the home she had spoken of, or at least of some other human presence. She understood his questioning look. I'm alone, she said. The quality of her voice startled him more than her words.  She swept out a gleaming white arm, still moist with the water of the pool, taking in the wide, autumn-tinted spaces about them.  I'm really alone. That is why you startled me. Why, I was afraid. This is my hiding-place, and I thought... He saw that she had spoken words that she would have recalled. She hesitated. Her lips trembled. In that moment of suspense a little gray ear-mind dislodged a stone from the rock-ridge above them, and at the sound of it, as it struck behind her, the girl gave a start, and a quick flash of the old fear leaped for an instant into her face. And now Philip beheld something in her which he had been too bewildered and wonderstruck to observe before. Her first terror had been so acute that he had failed to see what remained after her fright had passed. But it was clear to him now, and the look that came into his own face told her that he had made the discovery. The beauty of her face, her eyes, her hair, the wonder of her presence, six hundred miles from civilization, had held him spellbound. He had seen only the deep luster and the wonderful blue of her eyes. Now he saw that those eyes, exquisite in their loveliness, were haunted by something which she was struggling to fight back, a questing, hunted look that burned there steadily, and of which he was not the cause. A deep-seated grief, a terror, far back, shone through the forced calmness with which she was speaking to him. He knew that she was fighting with herself, that the nervously twitching fingers at her breast told more than her lips had confessed. He stepped nearer to her, and held out a hand, and when he spoke his voice was vibrant with the thing that made men respect him and women have faith in him. Tell me what you started to say. He entreated quietly.  I think that I can guess. You thought that I was someone else, whom you have reason to fear. She did not answer. It was as if she had not yet completely measured him. Her eyes told him that. They were not looking at him, but into him, and they were softly beautiful as wood violets. He found himself looking steadily into them, close, so close that he could have reached out and touched her. Slowly there came over them a filmy softness, and then, marvelously, he saw the tears gathering, as dew might gather over the sweet petals of a flower, and still for a moment she did not speak. There came a little quiver at her throat, and she caught herself with a quick, soft breath. Yes, I thought you were someone else. Whom I fear? She said then. But why should I tell you? You are from down there, from what you pleased to call civilisation. I should distrust you because of that. So why? Why should I tell you? In an instant Philip was at her side. In his rough, storm-beaten hand he caught the white fingers that trembled at her breast, and there was something about him now, that made her completely unafraid. Why? he asked. Listen, and I will tell you. Four years ago I came up into this country, from down there, the world they call civilisation. I came up with every ideal, and every dream I ever had, broken and crushed. And up here I found God's country. I found new ideals, and new dreams. I am going back with them. But they can never be broken, as the others were, because now I have found something that will make them live. And that something is you. Don't let my words startle you. I mean them to be as pure as the sun that shines over our heads.  And if I could do something to prove this, to make you happier, why I thank God for having sent me ashore to cook a mess of prunes. She released her hand, and stepped back from her. That is why you should tell me, he finished. A swift change had come into her eyes and face. She was breathing quickly. He saw the sudden throbbing of her throat. A flush of colour had mounted into her cheeks. Her lips were parted. Her eyes shone like stars. You would do a great deal for me, she questioned breathlessly. A great deal, and like a man? Yes. A man? One of God's men? She repeated. He bowed his head. Slowly, so slowly that she scarcely seemed to move. She drew nearer to him. And when you had done this, you would be willing to go away, to promise never to see me again, to ask no reward. You would swear that? Her hand touched his arm. Her breath came tense and fast as she waited for him to answer. If you wished it, yes, he said. I almost believe. He heard, as if she were speaking the words to herself. She turned to him again, and something of faith, of hope, transfigured her face. Return to your fire and your prunes, she said quickly, and the sunlight of a smile passed over her lips. Then, half an hour from now, come up to the coolly, to the turn in the rocks. You'll find me there.  Without looking at him again, she sped swiftly beyond the big rock, and Philip's last vision of her was the radiant glory of her hair, as it rippled cloud-like behind her in the sunlight. CHAPTER III. OF GOD'S COUNTRY AND THE WOMAN. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. GOD'S COUNTRY AND THE WOMAN. by James Oliver Kerwood, CHAPTER III. That he had actually passed through the experience of the last few minutes. That it was a reality, and not some beautiful phantasm of the red and gold world which lay quiet and lifeless about him. Philip could scarcely convince himself as he made his way back to the canoe in the fire. The discovery of this girl, buried six hundred miles in a wilderness that was almost a terra incognita to the white man, was sufficient to bewilder him, and only now, as he kicked the burning embers from under the pails and looked at his watch to time himself, did he begin to realize that he had not sensed a hundredth part of the miracle of it. Now that he was alone, question after question leapt unanswered through his mind, and every vein in his body throbbed with strange excitement. Not for an instant did he doubt what she had said. This world, the forests about him, the lakes, the blue skies above were her home. And yet, struggling vainly for a solution of the mystery, he told himself in the next breath that this could not be possible. Her voice had revealed nothing of the wilderness except in its sweetness. Not a break had marred the purity of her speech. She had risen before him like the queen of some wonderful kingdom, and not like a forest girl. And in her face he had seen the soul of one who had looked upon the world as the world lived outside of its forest walls. Yet he believed her. This was her home. Her hair, her eyes, the flower-like liesomeness of her beautiful body, and something more, something that he could not see but which he could feel in her presence, told him that this was so. This wonder-world about him was her home. But why? How? He seated himself on a rock, holding the open watch in his hand. Of one thing he was sure. She was oppressed by a strange fear. It was not the fear of being alone, of being lost, of some happenchance peril that she might fancy was threatening her. It was a deeper, bigger thing than that. And she had confessed to him, not wholly, but enough to make him know that this fear was of man. He felt at this thought a little thrill of joy, of undefinable exaltation. He sprang from the rock and went down to the shore of the lake, scanning its surface with eager, challenging eyes. In these moments he forgot that civilization was waiting for him, that for eighteen months he had been struggling between life and death at the naked and barbarous end of the earth. All at once in the space of a few minutes his world had shrunken until it held but two things for him. The autumn tinted forests, and the girl. Beyond these he thought of nothing except the minutes that were dragging like thirty weights of lead. As the hand of his watch marked off the twenty-fifth of the prescribed thirty he turned his step in the direction of the pool. He half expected that she would be there when he came over the ridge of rock, but she had not returned. He looked up at the coolly end, then at the firm white sand close to the water. The imprints of her feet were there, small, narrow imprints of a healed shoe. Unconsciously he smiled, for no other reason than that each surprise he encountered was a new delight to him. A forest girl, as he had known them, would have worn moccasins six hundred miles from civilization. As he was about to leap across the narrow neck of the pool he noticed a white object almost buried in the dry sand and picked it up. It was a handkerchief, and this too was a surprise. He had not particularly noticed her dress except that it was soft and clinging blue. The handkerchief he looked at more closely. It was of fine linen with a border of lace, and so soft that he could have hidden it in the palm of his hand. From it rose a faint sweet scent of the wild rock-violet. He knew that it was rock-violet, because more than once he had crashed the blossoms between his hands. He thrust a bit of fabric in the breast of his flannel shirt, and watched swiftly up the coolly. A hundred yards above him the stream turned abruptly, and here a strip of forest meadow grew to the water's edge.  She had heard his approach, and was waiting for him, a little smile of welcome on her lips. She had completed her toilet, she had braided her wonderful hair, and it was gathered in a heavy, shimmering coronet about her head. There was a flutter of lace at her throat, and little fluff of it at her wrist. She was more beautiful, more than ever, like the queen of a kingdom as she stood before him now, and she was alone. He saw that in his first swift glance. You didn't eat the prunes, she asked, and for the first time he saw a bit of laughter in her eyes. No, I—I kicked the fire from under them, he said. He caught the significance of her words, and her sudden sidewise gesture. A short distance from them was a small tent, and on the grass in front of the tent was spread a white cloth, on which was a meal such as he had not looked upon for two years. I am glad, she said, and again her eyes met his with their glow of friendly humor.  I can't offer you pie or donuts, but I have a homemade fruit cake and a pot of jam that I made myself. Will you join me? They sat down with the feast between them, and the girl leaned over to turn him a cup of tea from a pot that was already made waiting.  She leaned back suddenly and caught him. The words that were on her lips remained unspoken. The laughter went from her eyes. In a hot wave the blood flushed his own face. Give me if I do anything you don't understand," he begged. For weeks passed I have been wondering how I would act when I met white people again. Perhaps you can't understand.  Can't you understand a little?" A great deal, she replied, so quickly that she put him at ease again. Back there I couldn't quite believe you. I'm beginning now. You are honest. But let us not talk of ourselves until after dinner. Do you like the cake?"  Delicious! he cried instantly. Thinking of it, nothing but bannock, bannock, bannock for two years, and only six ounces of that a day for the last six months. Do you care if I eat the whole of it? The cake, I mean. Seriously, she began cutting the remainder of the cake into quarters. It would be one of the biggest compliments she could pay me, she said. But won't you have some boiled tongue with it? A little candied lobster? A pickle? Pickles! he interrupted. Just cake and pickles, please. I've dreamed of pickles up there. I've had him come to me at nights as big as mountains. And one night I dreamed of chasing a pickle with legs for hours. And when at last I cut up with a thing, it had turned into an iceberg. Please let me have just pickles and cake. Behind the likeness of his words, she saw the truth, the craving of famine. Ashamed he tried to hide it from her.  But she reached over and placed it in his hand. She insisted that he eat the last piece. And the last pickle in the bottle she had opened. When he finished, she said, Now I know, what, that you have spoken the truth, that you have come from a long time in the north, and that I need not fear what I did fear. And that fear, tell me, she answered calmly, and in her eyes and the lines on her face came a look of despair which she had almost hidden from him until now. I was thinking during those thirty minutes you're away, she said, and I realized what a folly it is in me to tell you as much as I have. Back there, for just one insane moment, I thought that you might help me in a situation which is as terrible as any you may have faced in your months of arctic night. But it is impossible.  Will you promise that? To promise that would be lying, he said slowly, and his hand unclenched and lay listlessly on his knee. If there is a reason, some good reason why I should leave you, then I will go. Then you demand a reason? To demand a reason would be, he hesitated, and she added, Unchevorous. Yes, and more than that, he replied softly. He bowed his head, and for a moment she saw the tinge of gray in his blond hair, the droop of his clean, strong shoulders, the something of hopelessness in his gesture. A new light flashed into her own face. She raised a hand, as if to reach out to him, and dropped it as he looked up. Will you let me help you? he asked. She was not looking at him but beyond him. In her face he saw again the strange light of hope that had illuminated at the pool. If I could believe you, she whispered, still looking beyond him. If I could trust you, as I have read the maidens of old trusted their knights, but it seems impossible. In those days, centuries and centuries ago I guess womanhood was next to God. Men fought for it and died for it, to keep it pure and holy. If you had come to me then you would have leveled your lance and fought for me without asking a question, without demanding a reward, without reasoning whether I was right or wrong, and all because I was a woman. Now it is different. You are a part of civilization, and if you should do all that I might ask of you, it would be because you have a price in view. I know. I have looked into you. I understand. That price would be me. She looked at him now, her breasts throbbing, almost a sob in her quivering voice, defying him to deny the truth of her words. You have struck home, he said, and his voice sounded strange to himself. And I am not sorry. I am glad that you have seen and understand. It seems almost indecent for me to tell you this, when I have known you for such a short time, but I have known you for years in my hopes and dreams. For you I would go to the end of the world, and I can do what other men have done centuries before. They call them knights. You may call me a man. At his words she rose from where she had been sitting. She faced the radiant walls of the forest that rolled billow upon billow in the distance. And the sun lighted up her crown of hair in a glory. One hand still clung to her breast. She was breathing even more quickly, and the flesh had deepened in her cheek until it was like the tender stain of the crushed bachnish. The rose instead stood beside her. His shoulders were back. He looked where she looked, and as he gazed upon the red and gold billows of the forest that melted away against the distant sky he felt a new and glorious fire throbbing in his veins. From the forest their eyes turned and met. He held out his hand, and slowly her own hand fluttered at her breast and was given to him. I am quite sure that I understand you now, he said, and his voice was a low, steady, fighting voice of the man, newborn. I will be your knight, as you have read of the Knights of Old. I will urge no reward that is not freely given. Now will you let me help you? For a moment she allowed him to hold her hand. Then she gently withdrew it and stepped back from him. You must first understand, before you offer yourself, she said. I cannot tell you what my trouble is. You will never know. And when it is over, when you have helped me across the abyss, then will come the greatest trial of all for you. I believe, when I tell you the last thing, that you must do, that you will regard me as a monster and draw back. But it is necessary. If you fight for me, it must be in the dark. You will not know why you are doing the things I ask you to do. You may guess, but you would not guess the truth if you lived a thousand years. Your one reward will be the knowledge that you have fought for a woman and that you have saved her. Now, do you still want to help me? I can't understand, he gasped, but yes, I would still accept the inevitable. I have promised you that I will do, as you have dreamed, that Knights of Old have done. To leave you now would be.  An empty world for ever. I have told you now, but you could not understand and believe, unless I did. I love you. He spoke as quietly and with as little passion in his voice as if he were speaking the words from a book. But their very quietness made them convincing. She started, and the color left her face. And it returned, flooding her cheeks with a feverish glow. In that is the danger, she said quickly. But you have spoken the words, as I would have had you speak them. It is this danger that must be buried, deep, deep. And you will bury it. You will urge no questions that I do not wish to answer. You will fight for me blindly, knowing only that what I ask you to do is not sinful nor wrong, and in the end. She hesitated. Her face had grown as tense as his own. And in the end, she whispered, your greatest reward can only be the knowledge that in living this nighthood for me you have won what I can never give to any man. The world can hold only one such man for a woman. For your faith must be immeasurable, your love as pure as the withered violence out there among the rocks, if you live up to the tests ahead of you. You will thank me mad when I have finished. But I am sane. Off there, in the snow-bird lake-country, is my home. I am alone. No other white man or woman is with me. As my night, the one hope of salvation that I cling to now, you will return with me to that place, as my husband. To all but ourselves, we shall be man and wife, I will bear your name, or the one by which you must be known. And at the very end of all, in that hour of triumph, when you know that you have borne me safely over that abyss at the brink of which I am hovering now, you will go off into the forest and—she approached him and laid a hand on his arm. You will not come back, she finished, so gently that he scarcely heard her words. You will die, for me, for all who have known you. God! he breathed, and he stared over her head, to where the red and gold billows of the forest seemed to melt away into the skies. End of Chapter 3 Chapter 4 of God's country and the woman. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. God's country and the woman by James Oliver Kerwood, Chapter 4. Thus they stood for many seconds. Never for an instant did her eyes leave his face, and Philip looked straight over her head into that distant radiance of the forest mountains. It was she whose emotions revealed themselves now. The blood came and went in her cheeks. The soft lace at her throat rose and fell swiftly. In her eyes and face there was a thing which she had not dared to reveal to him before. A prayerful, pleading anxiety that was almost ready to break into tears. At last she had come to see and believe in the strength and wonder of this man who had come to her from out of the north, and now he stared over her head with that strange white look, as if the things she had said had raised a mountain between them. She could feel the throb of his arm on which her hand rested. All at once her calm had deserted her. She had never known a man like this, had never expected to know one, and in her face there shone the gentle loveliness of a woman whose soul and not her voice was pleading a great cause. It was pleading for herself, and then he looked down. You want to go now? She whispered. I knew that you would. Yes, I want to go. He replied, and his two hands took hers, and held them close to his breast, so that she felt the excited throbbing of his heart. I want to go wherever you go.  I no longer wonder at men fighting for them, as they have sung their stories and books. I have nothing down in that world which you have called civilization, nothing except the husks of murder-topes, ambitions, and the things that were once joys. Here I have you to love to fight for, for you cannot tell me that I must not love you, even though I swear to live up to your laws of chivalry. Unless I love you as I do there would not be those laws. Then you will do all this for me, even to the end, when you must sacrifice all of that for which you have struggled, and which you have saved? Yes. If that is so, then I trust you with my life and my honor. It is all in your keeping. All. Her voice broke in a sob. She snatched her hands from him, and with that sob still quivering on her lips she turned and ran swiftly to the little tent. She did not look back as she disappeared into it, and Philip turned like one in a dream and went to the summit of the bear-rock ridge, from which he could look over the quiet surface of the lake and a hundred square miles of the unpeopled world which had now become so strangely his own. An hour, a little more than that, had changed the course of his life, as completely as the master-strokes of a painter might have changed the tones of a canvas epic. It did not take reason or thought to impose this fact upon him. It was a knowledge that engulfed him overwhelmingly. So short a time ago that even now he could not quite comprehend it all. He was alone, out on the lake, thinking of this story of the woman that Jasper had told him down at Fond du Lac. Since then he had passed through a lifetime. What had happened might well have covered the space of months or years. He had met a woman, and like the warm sunshine she had become instantly a part of his soul, flooding him with those emotions which make life beautiful. That he had told her of this love as calmly as if she had known of its slumbering within his breast for years seemed to him to be neither unreal nor remarkable. He turned his face back to the tent, but there was no movement there. He knew that there alone the girl was recovering from the tremendous strain under which she had been fighting. He sat down, facing the lake.  For the first time, too, the magnitude of his promise of what he had undertaken began to impress itself upon him. He had thought that in asking him to fight for her she had spoken with physical definition of that word in mind. But at the outset she had plunged him into mystery. If she had asked him to draw the automatic at his side and leap into battle with a dozen of his kind he would not have been surprised. He had expected something like that. But this other, her first demand upon him, what could it mean? Shrouded in mystery, bound by his oath of honour to make no effort to uncover her secret, he was to accompany her back to her home as her husband. And after that, at the end, he was to go out into the forest and die for her, for all who had known him. He wondered if she had met these words literally, too. He smiled and slowly his eyes scanned the lake. He was already beginning to reason to guess at the mystery which she had told him he could not unveil if he lived a thousand years. But he could at least work about the edges of it. Suddenly he concentrated his gaze at a point on the lake, three quarters of a mile away. It was close to shore, and he was certain that he had seen some movement there, a flash of sunlight on a shifting object. Probably he had caught a reflection of light from the palmate horn of a moose feeding among the waterlily roots. He leaned forward and shaded his eyes. In another moment his heart gave a quicker throb. What he had seen was the flash of a paddle. He made out a canoe, and then two. They were moving close in shore, one following the other, and apparently taking advantage of the shadows of the forest.  After all, there might be fighting of the good old-fashioned kind. He looked back in the direction of the tent. The girl had reappeared and was looking at him. She waved a hand, and he ran down to meet her. She had been crying. The dampness of tears still clung to her lashes. But the smile on her lips was sweet and welcoming.   But I couldn't cry before you, and I wanted to cry. As you were glad, or sorry, he asked. A little of both, she replied. But mostly glad. A few hours ago it didn't seem possible that there was any hope for me. Now there is hope, he urged. Yes, there is hope. For an instant he felt the warm thrill of her fingers as they clung tighter to his. Then she withdrew her hand, gently smiling at him with sweet confidence. Her eyes were like pure, soft violets. He wanted to kneel at her feet and cry out his thanks to God for sending him to her. Instead of betraying his emotion, he spoke of the canoes. There are two canoes coming along the shore of the lake, he said. Are you expecting some one? The smile left her lips. He was startled by the suddenness with which the colour ebbed from her face and the old fear leapt back into her eyes. Two, you are sure there are two? Her fingers clutched his arm almost fiercely. And they are coming this way? We can see them from the top of the rock ridge, he said. I am sure there are two. Will you look for yourself? She did not speak as they hurried to the bald cap of the ridge. From the top Philip pointed down the lake. The two canoes were in plain view now. Whether they contained three or four people they could not quite make out. At sight of them the last vestige of colour had left the girl's cheeks. But now, as she stood there breathing quickly in her excitement, there came a change in her.  Her hands were clenched. She seemed taller. Back into her cheeks there burned swiftly two points of flame. All at once she put out a hand and drew him back so that the cap of the ridge concealed them from the lake. An hour ago those canoes would have made me run off into the forest and hide, she said. But now I am not afraid.  Then you trust me? But surely there is something that you should tell me. Who are they? What your danger is? What am I to do? I am hoping that I am mistaken, she replied. They may not be those whom I am dreading and expecting. All I can tell you is this. You are Paul, Dracamble. I am Josephine, your wife. Protect me as your wife. I will be constantly at your side. Were I alone I would know what to expect. But with you they may not offer me harm. If they do not, show no suspicion. But be watchful. Don't let them get behind you, and be ready always. Always to use that, if a thing so terrible must be done. As she spoke she lay a hand on his pistol. And remember, I am your wife. To live that belief, even in a dream, will be a joy as unforgettable as life itself, he whispered. So low that in turning her head, she made as if she had not heard him. Come, she said, let us follow the Cooley down to the lake. We can watch them from among the rocks. She gave him her hand, as they began to traverse the boulder-strewn bed of the creek. Suddenly he said, You will not suspect me of cowardice if I suggest that there is not one chance in a hundred of them discovering us. Now she replied, with a glance so filled with her confidence and faith, that involuntarily he held her hand closer in his own. But I want them to find us, if they are whom I fear. We will show ourselves on the shore." He looked at her in amazement before the significance of her words had dawned upon him, then he laughed. That is the greatest proof of your faith you have given me, he said. With me you are anxious to face your enemies, and I am as anxious to meet them. Don't misunderstand me, she corrected him quickly. I am praying that they are not the ones I suspect, but if they are, why, yes, I want to face them, with you. They had almost reached the lake when he said, And now I may call you Josephine. Yes, that is necessary. And you will call me. Paul, of course, for you are Paul Dercumble. Is that quite necessary? he asked. Is it not possible that you might allow me to retain at least a part of my name, and call me Philip? Philip Dercumble. There really is no objection to that, she hesitated. If you wish, I will call you Philip. But you must also be Paul. Your middle name, perhaps. In the event of certain exigencies he guessed. Yes. He had still assisted her over the rocks by holding to her hand, and suddenly her fingers clutched his convulsively. She pointed to the stretch of the open lake. The canoes were plainly visible, not more than a quarter of a mile away. Even as he felt her trembling slightly, he laughed. Only three, he exclaimed. Surely it is not going to demand a great amount of courage to face that number, Josephine. It is going to take all the courage in the world to face one of them, she replied, in a low, strained voice. Can you make them out? Are they white men or Indians? The light is not right. I can't decide, he said, after a moment's scrutiny. If they are Indians, they are friends, she interrupted. Jean, my Jean-Cruisette, left me hiding here five days ago. He is part French and part Indian, but he could not be returning so soon, unless they are white. We will expose ourselves on the beach, he finished significantly. She nodded. He saw that in spite of her struggle to remain calm, she was seized again by the terror of what might be in the approaching canoes. He was straining his eyes to make out their occupants, when a low cry drew his gaze to her. It is Jean, she gasped. And he thought that he could hear her heart beating. It is Jean and the others are Indians. Oh, my God, how thankful I am! She turned to him. You will go back to the camp, please. Wait for us there. I must see Jean alone. It is best that you should do this. To obey without questioning her or expostulating against his sudden dismissal, he knew he was in the code of his promise to her, and he knew, by what he saw in her face, that Jean's return had set the world trembling under her feet, that for her it was charged with possibilities, as tremendous as if the two canoes had contained those whom she had first feared. Go! she whispered. Please go! Without a word he returned in the direction of the camp. CHAPTER V of God's Country and the Woman This is a Libervox recording. All Libervox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit Libervox.org. God's Country and the Woman by James Oliver Kerwood CHAPTER V Close to the tent, Philip sat down, smoked his pipe, and waited. Not only had the developments of the last few minutes been disappointing to him, but they had added still more to his bewilderment. He had expected and hoped for immediate physical action, something that would at least partially clear away the cloud of mystery. But at this moment, when he was expecting things to happen, there had appeared this new factor, a Jean, to change the current of excitement under which Josephine was fighting. Who could this Jean be? he asked himself. And why should his appearance at this time stir Josephine to a pitch of emotion, only a little less tense than that roused by her fears of a short time before? She had told him that Jean was part Indian, part French, and that he belonged to her. And his coming, he felt sure, was of tremendous significance to her. He waited impatiently. It seemed a long time before he heard voices and the sound of footsteps over the edge of the coolly. He rose to his feet, and a moment later Josephine and her companion appeared not more than a dozen paces from him. His first glance was at the man. In that same instant Jean Croisette stopped in his tracks and looked at Philip. Steadily and apparently oblivious of Josephine's presence, they measured each other. The half-breed bent a little forward. The lithe alertness of a cat in his posture. His eyes burning darkly. He was a man whose age Philip could not guess. It might have been forty. Probably it was close to that. He was bare-headed and his long coarse hair, black as an Indian's, was shot with gray. At first it would have been difficult to name the blood that ran strongest in his veins. His hair, the thinness of his face and body, his eyes, and the tense position in which he had paused were all Indian. Then above these things Philip saw the French. Swiftly it became the dominant part of the man before him, and he was not surprised when Jean advanced with outstretched hand and said, « Bonjour Philip, I am Jean, Jean-Jacques Croisette, and I am glad to have come. » These words were spoken for Philip alone, and where she stood Josephine did not catch the strange flash of fire in the half-breed's eyes, nor did she hear his still more swiftly spoken words. I am glad it is you that chances sent to us, Mr. Weyman. The two men gripped hands. There was something about Jean that inspired Philip's confidence, and as he returned the half-breed's greeting his eyes looked for a moment over the other shoulder and rested on Josephine. He was astonished at the change in her. Evidently Jean had not brought her bad news.  She came forward quickly and placed a hand on his arm. « Jean's coming was a surprise, she explained. I did not expect him for a number of days, and I dreaded what he might have to tell me. But this letter has brought me fresh cause for thankfulness, though it may enslave you a little longer to your vows of knighthood. We start for home this afternoon. Are you ready? » I have a little packing to do. He said, looking after Jean, who was moving towards the tent. Twenty-seven prunes and « Me! laughed Josephine. Is it not necessary that you make room in your canoe for me? » Philip's face flushed with pleasure. « Of course it is! he cried. Everything has seemed so wonderfully unreal to me that for a moment I forgot that you were my my wife. But how about Jean? he called me Monsieur Weyman. « He is the other person in the world who knows what you and I know, she explained. That, too, was necessary. Will you go and arrange your canoe now?  » She left him to run into the tent, reappearing quickly with a thick rabbit-skin blanket and two canoe pillows. « These make my nest when I'm not working. » She said, thrusting them into Philip's arms. « I have a paddle, too. Jean says that I am as good as an Indian woman with it. » « Better, Monsieur, exclaimed Jean, who had come out of the tent. It makes you work hard to to see her. She is, what you call it, guan-ock-ewen, so splendid, out of the cre you cannot speak it.  « A little later I will tell you about Jean, she's whispered, but now go to your canoe. We will follow you in a few minutes. » He left her, knowing that she had other things to say to Jean, which she did not wish him to hear. As he turned towards the coulis he noticed that she still held the opened letter in her hand. There was not much for him to do when he reached his canoe. He threw out his sleeping-bag and tent and arranged Josephine's robe and pillows so that she would sit facing him. The knowledge that she was to be with him, that they were joined in a pact which would make her, his constant companion, filled him with joyous visions and anticipations. He did not stop to ask himself how long this mysterious association might last, how soon it might come to the tragic end to which she had foredoomed it. With the spirit of the adventurer, who had more than once faced death with a smile, he did not believe in burning bridges ahead of him. He loved Josephine. To him this love had come, as it had come to Tristan and Isolde, to Paola and Francesca, sudden and irresistible, but unlike theirs, as pure as the air of the world which he breathed, that he knew nothing of her, that she had not even revealed her full name to him, did not affect the depth or sincerity of his emotion, nor had her frank avowal that he could expect no reward destroyed this hope. The one big thought that ran through his brain now, as he arranged the canoe, was that there was room for hope, and that she had been free to accept the words he had spoken to her without dishonor to herself. If she belonged to some other man she would not have asked him to play the part of a husband. Her freedom and his right to fight for her was the one consuming fact of significance to him just now. Beside that all others were trivial and unimportant, and every drop of blood in his veins was stirred by a strange exultation. He found himself whistling again as he refolded his blankets and straightened out his tent. When he had finished this last task he turned to find Jean standing close behind him, his dark eyes watching him closely. As he greeted the half-breed, Philip looked for Josephine. I am alone, monsieur, said Jean, coming close to Philip. I tricked her into staying behind until I could see you for a moment, as we are, alone, man to man. Why is it that our Josephine has come to trust you as she does? His voice was low. It was almost as soft as a woman's, but deep in his eyes Philip saw the glow of a strange, lumbering fire. Why is it? he persisted. God only knows, Philip exclaimed. The significance of the question, bursting upon him for the first time. I hadn't thought of it, Jean. Everything has happened so quickly, so strangely, that there are many things I haven't thought of. It must be because she thinks I'm a man. That is it, monsieur, replied Jean, as quietly as before, that and because you have come from two years in the north. I have been there. I know that it breeds men, and our Josephine knows. I could swear that there is not one man in a million she would trust, as she has put faith in you, into your hand, she has given herself, and what you do means for her, life or death, and for you. The fires in his eyes were near at the surface now. What? asked Philip Tensley. Death, unless you play your part as a man, answered Jean. There was neither threat nor excitement in his voice, but in his eyes was the thing that Philip understood. Silently he reached out and gripped the half-breed's hand. For an instant they stood, their faces close, looking into each other's eyes, and as men see men, where the fires of earth burn low, so they read each other's souls, and their fingers tightened in a clasp of understanding. What that part is to be I cannot guess, said Philip. Then, but I will play it, and it is not fear that will hold me to my promise to her.  That is the north, breathed Jean, and in his voice was the thankfulness of prayer. But another word he stooped and picked up the tent and blankets. Philip was about to stop him, to speak further with him, when he saw Josephine climbing over the bulwark of rocks between them and the trail. He hurried to meet her, her arms were full, and she allowed him to take a part of her load. With what Jean had brought, this was all that was to go in Philip's canoe, and the half-breed remained to help them off.  Philip seated himself near the stern, facing Josephine, and Jean gave the canoe a shove that sent it skimming like a swallow on the smooth surface of the lake. For a moment Philip did not dip his paddle. He looked at the girl who sat so near to him. Her head bent over in pretense of seeing that all was right. The sun melting away into rich colors in the thick coils of her hair. There filled him an overwhelming desire to reach over and touch the shining braids, to feel the thrill of their warmth and sweetness, and something of this desire was in his face when she looked up at him.  He had not noticed fully how wonderfully blue her eyes were until now. Even soft and tender they were when free of the excitement of fear and mental strain. They were more than ever like the wild wood violets flecked with those same little brown spots which had made him think sometimes that the flowers were full of laughter.  Why do you laugh? she asked. Because I am happy, he replied, and sent the canoe ahead with a first deep stroke. I have never been happier in my life. I did not know that it was possible to feel as I do. And I am just beginning to feel my selfishness, she said. You have only thought of me. You are making a wonderful sacrifice for me. You have nothing to gain, nothing to expect, but the things that make me shudder. And I have thought of myself alone, selfishly, unreasonably. It is not fair. And yet this is the only way it can be. I am satisfied, he said. I have nothing much to sacrifice except myself. She leaned forward with her chin in the cup of her hands, and looked at him subtly. You have people? None who cares for me. My mother was the last. She died before I came north. And you have no sisters or brothers? None living. For a moment she was silent. Then she said gently, looking into his eyes. I wish I had known, that I had guessed, before I let you come this far. I am sorry now, sorry that I didn't send you away. You are different from other men that I have known, and you have had your suffering. And now I must hurt you again. It wouldn't be so bad if you didn't care for me. I don't want to hurt you because I believe in you. That is that all, because you believe me? She did not answer. Her hands clasped at her breast. She looked beyond him to the shore. They were leaving. You must leave me, she said then. And her voice was as lifeless as his had been. I am beginning to see now. It all happens so suddenly that I could not think. But if you love me, you must not go on. It is impossible. I would rather suffer my own fate than have you do that. When we reach the other shore, you must leave me. She was struggling to keep back her emotion, fighting to hold it within her own breast.  If you don't, you will be hurt terribly, terribly. And then suddenly she slipped lower among the cushions he had placed for her, and buried her face in one of them with a morning grief that cut to his soul. She was sobbing now like a child. In this moment Philip forgot all restraint. He leaned forward and put a hand on her shining head, and bent his face close down to hers. His free hand touched one of her hands, and he held it tightly. Listen, my Josephine, he whispered, I am not going to turn back. I am going on with you. This is our pact. At the end I know what to expect. You have told me, and I too believe. But whatever happens, in spite of all that may happen, I will still have received more than all else in the world could give me. For I will have known you, and you will be my salvation. I am going on. For an instant he felt the fluttering pressure of her fingers on his. It was an answer a thousand times more precious to him than words. And he knew that he had won. Still lower he bent his head, until for an instant his lips touched the soft, living warmth of her hair.  And under his breath he gave new thanks to God, and to the sun, and the blue sky above. While from behind them came skimming over the water the slim birch-bark canoe of Jean-Jacques Croissant. CHAPTER VI. PART I At the touch of Wayman's lips to her hair Josephine lay very still, and Philip wondered if she had felt that swift, stolen caress. Almost he hoped that she had. The silk and tresses, where for an instant his lips rested, seemed to him now like some precious communion-cup in whose sacredness he had pledged himself. Yet had he believed that she was conscious of his act he would have begged her forgiveness. He waited, breathing softly, putting greater sweep into his paddle, to keep Jean well behind them. Slowly the tremulous unrest of Josephine's shoulders ceased.  She did not speak. She was woman now, all woman, her strength, the bearing which had made him think of her as a queen, the fighting tension which she had been under were gone. Until she looked at him through her tears her presence had been like that of some wonderful and unreal creature who held the control to his every act in the cup of her hands. He thought no longer of himself now. He knew that to him she had relinquished the mysterious fight under which she had been struggling. In her eyes he read her surrender. From this hour the fight was his, she told him without speaking, and the glory of it all thrilled him with a sacred happiness so that he wanted to drop his paddle, draw her close into his arms, and tell her that there was no power in the world that could harm her now. But instead of this he laughed low and joyously full into her eyes, and her lips smiled gently back at him, and so they understood without words. Behind them Ajan had been coming up swiftly, and now they heard him break for an instant into the chorus of one of the wild half-breed songs, and Philip listened to the words of the chant, which is as old in the Northland as the ancient brass cannon and the crumbling fortress rocks at York Factory. O Zee Beeg, black bear, he go to court, he go to court amate, he court to see South, he court to see North, he court to see shores of the Indian Lake. And then in the moment's silence that followed Philip threw back his head, and in a voice almost as wild and untrained as Jean Croissettes he shouted back, O the fur fleets sing on to miscombing, as the ashen paddles bend, and the crews carouse a drooper's house at the sullen winter's end. But my days are gone where the lean wolf runs, and I ripple no more the path, where the gray geese race crossed the red moon's face from the white wind's arctic wrath. The suspense was broken, the two men's voices rising in their crude strength, sending forth into the still wilderness both triumph and defiance. Brought the quick flush of living back into Josephine's face. She guessed why Jean had started his chant to give her courage. She knew why Philip had responded, and now Jean swept up beside them, a smile on his thin dark face. The good virgin preserve us, monsieur, but our voices are like those of two beasts, he cried. True fighting beasts whispered Josephine under her breath, how I would hate almost. She had suddenly flushed to the roots of her hair. What? asked Philip. To hear men sing like women, she finished. As swiftly as he had come up Jean and his canoe had sped on ahead of them. You should have heard us sing that up in our snow hut, when for five months the sun never sent a streak above the horizon, said Philip. At the end in the fourth month it was more like the wailing of a madman. MacTavish died then, a young half-scot of the royal mounted. After that Radisson and I were alone, and sometimes we used to see how loud we could shout it, and always when we came to those last two lines. She interrupted him. Were the gray geese race across the red moon's face, and from the white wind's arctic wrath? Before memory is splendid, he cried admiringly. Yes, always when we came to the end of those lines, the white foxes would answer us from out of the barrens, and we would wait for the sneaking yelping of them before we went on. They haunted us like little demons those foxes, and never once could we catch a glimpse of them during the long night. They helped to drive MacTavish mad. He died begging us to keep them away from him. One day I was awakened by Radisson, crying like a baby, and when I sat up in my ice-bunk he caught me by the shoulders and told me that he had seen something that looked like the glow of a fire, thousands and thousands of miles away. It was the sun, and it came just in time. And this other man you speak of, Radisson? She asked. He died two hundred miles back, replied Philip quietly, but that is unpleasant to speak of. Look ahead, isn't that ridge of the forest glorious in the sunlight? She did not take her eyes from his face. Do you know, I think there is something wonderful about you, she said, so gently and frankly that the blood rushed to his cheeks. Some day I want to learn those words that helped to keep you alive up there. I want to know all of this story, because I think I can understand. There is more to it, something after the foxes helped back at you. This, he said, and ahead of them Jean Quissant rested on his paddle to listen to Philip's voice. My seams gaped wide and I'm tossed aside, to rot on a lonely shore, while the leaves and mold like a shroud enfold, for the last of my trails are o'er, but I float in dreams on the Northland streams, that never again I'll see, as I lie on the march of the old portage with grief for company. A canoe! breathed the girl, looking back over the sunlit lake. Yes, a canoe cast aside, forgotten, as sometimes men and women are forgotten when down and out. Men and women who live in dreams, she added, and with such dreams there must always be grief. There was a moment of old pain in her face, a little catch in her breath, and then she turned and looked at the forest ridge, to which he had called her attention. We go deep into that forest, she said. We enter a creek just beyond where Jean is waiting for us, and Adair House is a hundred miles to the south and east. She faced him with a quick smile. My name is Adair, she explained. Josephine Adair. Is or was, he asked. Is, she said. Then, seeing the correlating challenge in his eyes, she added quickly. But only to you, to all others, I am Madame Paul Dracambal. Paul? Pardon me, I mean Philip. They were close to shore, and fearing that Jean might become suspicious of his tardiness, Philip bent to his paddle and was soon in the half-breed's wake. Where he had thought there was only the thick forest, he saw a narrow opening towards which Jean was beating his canoe. Five minutes later they passed under a thick mass of overhanging spruce-bows into a narrow stream so still and black in the deep shadows of the forest that it looked like oil. There was something a little awesome in the suddenness and completeness with which they were swallowed up. Over their heads the spruce and cedar tops met and shed out the sunlight. On both sides of them the forest was thick and black. The trail of the stream itself was like a tunnel, silent, dark, mysterious. The paddles dipped noiselessly and the two canoes travelled side by side. There are few who know of this break into the forest, said Jean in a low voice. Listen, monsieur. From out of the gloom ahead of them there came a faint oily splashing. Otter! whispered Jean. The stream is like this for many miles and it is full of life that you can never see because of the darkness. Something in this stillness and the gloom held them silent. The canoes slipped along like shadows and sometimes they bent their heads to escape the low-hanging boughs. Josephine's face, Jean whitely in the dusk. She was alert and listening. When she spoke it was in a voice strangely subdued. I love this stream. She whispered.  On all sides of us, in the forest, there is life. The Indians do not come here because they have a superstitious dread of this eternal gloom in quiet. They call it the spirit stream. Even Jean is a little oppressed by it. See how closely he keeps to us. I love it because I love everything that is wild. Listen, did you hear that? Moussa! spoke Jean out of the gloom close to them. Yes, a mousse, she said. Here is where I saw my first mousse. So many years ago that it is time for me to forget. She laughed softly. I think I had just passed my fourth birthday. You were four on the day we started, ma Josephine. Came Jean's voice as his canoe shot slowly ahead where the stream narrowed. And then his voice came back more faintly. That was sixteen years ago to-day. A shot breaking the dead stillness of the sunless world about him could not have sent the blood rushing through Philip's veins more swiftly than Jean's last words. For a moment he stopped his paddle and leaned forward so that he could look close into Josephine's face. This is your birthday. Yes, you ate my birthday cake. She heard the strange happy catch in his breath as he straightened back and resumed his work. Mile after mile they wound their way through the mysterious subterranean-like stream seldom speaking and listening intently for the breaks in the death-like stillness that spoke of life. Now and then they caught the ghostly flutter of owls in the gloom like floating spirits. Back in the forest saplings snapped and brush crashed underfoot as caribou or mousse caught the man sent. They heard once the panting sniffing inquiry of a bear close at hand, and Philip reached forward for his rifle. For an instant Josephine's hand flooded to his own and held it back, and the dark glow of her eyes said, Don't kill. Here there were no big-eyed moose-birds. None of the mellow throat sounds of the brush-barrel, no harsh janglings of a godly-colored jays. In the timber fell the soft foot-pads of creatures with claw and fang, marauders and outlaws of darkness. Light, sunshine, everything that loved openness of day were beyond. For more than an hour they had driven their canoes steadily on, when, as suddenly as they had entered it, they slipped out from the cavernous gloom into the sunlight again. Josephine drew a deep breath as the sunlight flooded her face and hair. I have my own name for that place, she said. I call it the valley of silent things. It is a great swamp, and they say that the mousse grows in it so deep that caribou and deer walk over it without breaking through. This dream was swelling out into a narrow finger-like lake that stretched for a mile or more ahead of them, and she turned to nod her head at the spruce and cedar shores with their colorings of red and gold, where birch and poplar and ash splashed vividly against the darker background. From now on it is all like that, she said, lake after lake, most of them as narrow as this, clear to the doors of a dare-house. It is a wonderful lake-country, and one may easily lose oneself, hundreds of lakes, I guess, running through the forests like Venetian canals. I would not be surprised if you told me you had been in Venice," he replied. Today is your birthday, your twentieth. Have you lived all those years here? CHAPTER VI. PART II OF GOD'S COUNTRY AND THE WOMAN. This is a LibriVox recording. All LibriVox recordings are in the public domain. For more information or to volunteer, please visit LibriVox.org. God's Country and the Woman, by James Oliver Kerwood. CHAPTER VI. PART II. He repressed his desire to question her, because he knew that she understood that to be a part of his promise to her. In would he now ask her he could not believe that he was treading upon prohibited ground, and in the face of their apparent innocence he was dismayed at the effect his words had upon her. It seemed to him that her eyes flinched when he spoke, as if he had struck at her. There passed over her face the look which he had come to dread, a swift tense betrayal of the grief which he knew was eating at her soul, and which she was fighting so courageously to hide from him. It had come and gone in a flash, but the pain of it was left with him. She smiled at him a bit tremulously. I understand why you ask that, she said, and it is no more than fair that I should tell you. Of course you are wondering a great deal about me. You have just asked yourself how I could ever hear of such a place as Venice, a way up here among the Indians. Why do you know? She leaned forward as if to whisper a secret, her blue eyes shilling with a sudden laughter. I've even read the lives of Plutarch, and I'm waiting patiently for the English to bang a few of those terrible Lucretia Bourgeois who call themselves militant suffragettes. I beg your pardon, he stammered helplessly. She no longer betrayed the hurt of his question, and so sweet was the laughter of her eyes and lips that he laughed back at her, in spite of his embarrassment. Then, all at once, she became serious. I am terribly unfair to you," she apologized gently, and then, looking across the water, she added, Yes, I've lived most of all those twenty years up here among the forests. They sent me to the Mission School at Fort Churchill over on Hudson's Bay for three years, and after that, until I was seventeen, I had a little white-haired English governess at a dare-house. If she had lived, her hands clenched the sides of the canoe, and she looked straight away from Philip. She seemed to force the words that came from her lips then. When I was eighteen I went to Montreal, and lived there for a year. That is all, that one year away from my forests. He almost failed to hear the last words, and he made no effort to reply. He kept his canoe nearer to Jean's, so that frequently they were running side by side. In the quick fall of the early northern night, the sun was becoming more and more of a red haze in the sky as it sank further towards the western forests. Josephine had changed her position, so that now she sat, facing the bow of the canoe. She leaned a little forward, her elbows resting in her lap, her chin tilted in the cup of her hands, looking steadily ahead, and for a long time no sound but the steady dip, dip, dip of the two paddles, broke the stillness of their progress. Scarcely once did Philip take his eyes from her. Every turn, every passing of shadow and light, each breath of wind that set stirring the shimmering tresses of her hair, made her more beautiful to him. From red gold to the rich and lustrous brown of the ripened winter berries, he marked the marvellous changing of her hair with the setting of the sun. A quick chill was growing in the air now, and after a little he crept forward and slipped a light blanket about the slender shoulders. Even then Josephine did not speak, but looked up at him and smiled her thanks. In his eyes his touch, even his subdued breath, were the whispers of his adoration. Movement roused Jean from his Indian-like silence. As Philip moved back he called. The just four o'clock mature. We will have darkness in an hour. There is a place to camp, and tepee-polls ready to cut on the point ahead of us. Fifteen minutes later Philip ran his canoe ashore close to Jean Quassette's, on a beach of white sand. He could not help seeing that, from the moment she had answered his question out on the lake, a change had come over Josephine. For a short time that afternoon she had risen from out of the thing that oppressed her, and once or twice there had been almost happiness in her smile and laughter. Now she seemed to have sunk again under its smothering grip. It was a ziff the chill and dismal gloom of approaching night had robbed her cheeks of color, and had given a tired droop to her shoulders as she sat silently, and waited for them to make her tent comfortable. When it was up and the blanket spread she went in and left them alone, and the last glimpse that he had of her face left with Philip a cameo-like impression of hopelessness that made him want to call out her name, yet held him speechless. He looked closely at Jean as they put up their own tent, and for the first time he saw that the mask had fallen from the half-breed's face, and that it was filled with the same mysterious hopelessness and despair. Almost roughly he caught him by the shoulder. See here, Jean Quassette, he cried impatiently, You're a man, what are you afraid of? God! replied Jean so quietly that Philip dropped his hand from his shoulder in astonishment. Nothing else in the world am I afraid of, Mishir? Then why, why in the name of that God, do you look like this? demanded Philip. You saw her go into the tent. She is disheartened, hopeless, because of something that I can't guess at. Cold and shivering and white because of a fear of something. She is a woman. You are a man. Are you afraid? No, not afraid, Mishir. It is her grief that hurts me, not fear. If it would help her I would let you take this knife at my side, and cut me to pieces so small that the birds could carry them away. I know what you mean. You think I am not a fighter, or a lady in heaven, if fighting could only save her. And it cannot? No, Mishir. Nothing can save her. You can help, but you cannot save her. I believe that nothing like this terrible thing that has come to her has happened before the world began. It is a mistake that it has come once. The great God would not let it happen twice. He spoke calmly. Philip could find no words with which to reply. His hand slipped from Jean's arm to his hand, and there the fingers gripped. Thus for a space they stood. Philip broke the silence. I love her, Jean. He spoke softly. Everyone loves her, Mishir. All of our forest people call her Lange. And—and still you say there is no hope? None. Even if—if we fight? Jean's fingers tightened about his, like cords of steel. We may kill, Mishir, but that will not save hearts crushed like—see, like I crush these ash-berries under my foot. I tell you again, nothing like this has ever happened before, since the world began, and nothing like it will ever happen again. Steadily Philip looked into Jean's eyes. You have seen something of the world, Jean? A good deal, Mishir. For seven years I went to school at Montreal, and prepared myself for the holy calling of Missioner. That was many years ago. I am now simply Jean-Jacques Crusette of the forests. Then you know, you must know, that where there is life there is hope, argued Philip eagerly. I have promised not to pry after her secret, but to fight for her, as only she tells me to fight. But if I knew, Jean, if I knew what this trouble is, how and where to fight, is this knowledge impossible? Impossible, Mishir. Slowly Jean withdrew his hand. Don't take that way, man, exclaimed Philip quickly. I'm not ferreting for her secret now. Only, I've got to know, is it impossible for her to tell me? As impossible, Mishir, as it would be for me. Our Lady herself could not make me do it if I heard her voice commanding me out of heaven. All that I can do is to wait and watch and guard. And all that you can do, Mishir, is to play the part she has asked of you, in doing that, and doing it well, you will keep the last bit of her life in her heart from being trampled out, if you love her. He picked up a tepee-pole before he finished, and then said, You will do as you have promised. There was a finality in the shrug of Jean's shoulders which Philip did not question. He picked up an axe, and while Jean arranged the tepee-poles, began to chop down a dry birch. As the chips flew his mind flew faster. In his optimism he had half believed that the cloud of mystery in which Josephine had buried him would in time be voluntarily lifted by her. He had not been able to make himself believe that any situation could exist where hopelessness was as complete as she had described. Without arguing with himself he had taken it for granted that she had been laboring under a tremendous strain and that no matter what her trouble was it had come to look immeasurably darker to her than it really was. But Jean's attitude, his low and unexcited voice, and the almost omniscient decisiveness of his words had convinced him that Josephine had not painted it as blackly as she might. She at least had seemed to see a ray of hope. Jean saw none, and Philip realized that the halfbreeds calm and unheeded judgment was more to be reckoned with than hers. At the same time he did not feel dismayed. He was of the sort who have borne in them the fighting instinct, and with this instinct, which is two-thirds of life's battle one, goes the sort of optimism that has opened up raw worlds to the trials of men. Without the one the other cannot exist. As the blows of his axe cut deep into the birch Philip knew that so long as there is life and freedom and a sun above it is impossible for hope to become a thing of charm and ash. He did not use logic. He simply lived. He was alive, and he loved Josephine. The muscles of his arms were like sinews of rawhide. Every fiber in his body was strung with a splendid strength. His brain was as clear as the unpolluted air that drifted over the cedar and spruce. And now to these tremendous forces had come the added strength of the most wonderful thing in the world, love of a woman. In spite of all that Josephine and Jean had said, in spite of all the odds that might be against him, he was confident of winning whatever fight might be ahead of him. He not only felt confident, but cheerful. He did not try to make Jean understand what it meant to be in camp with the company of a woman for the first time in two years. Long after the tents were up, and the birch fire was crackling cheerfully in the darkness, Josephine still remained in her tent. But the mere fact that she was there lifted Philip's soul to the skies. And Josephine, with a blanket drawn about her shoulders, lay in the thick gloom of her tent and listened to him. His far-reaching exuberant whistling seemed to warm her. She heard him laughing and talking with Jean, whose voice never came to her. Further back where he was cutting down another birch, she heard him shout out the words of a song between blows. And once, sought a voice, and close to her tent, she quite distinctly heard him say, Damn! She knew that he had stumbled with an armful of wood, and for the first time in that darkness and her misery she smiled. That one word alone Philip had not intended that she should hear. But when it was out he picked himself up and laughed. He did not meddle with Jean's cook-fire, but he built a second fire where the cheer of it would light up Josephine's tent, and piled dry logs on it until the flame of it lighted up the gloom about them for a hundred feet. And then, with a pan in one hand and a stick in the other, he came close and beat a den that could have been hurt a quarter of a mile away. Josephine came out in the flood-light of the fire, and he saw that she had been crying. Even now there was a tremble of her lips as she smiled to gratitude. He dropped his pan and stick and went to her. It seemed as if this last hour in the darkness of camp had brought her nearer to him, and he gently took her hands and his own, and held them for a moment close to him. They were cold and trembling, and one of them that had rusted under her cheek was damp with tears. You mustn't do this any more, he whispered. I'll try not to, she promised. Please, let me stand a little in the warmth of the fire. I'm cold." He led her close to the flaming birch logs, and the heat soon brought a warm flush into her cheeks. Then they went to where Jean had spread out their supper on the ground. When she had seated herself on the pile of blankets they had arranged for her, Josephine looked across at Philip, squatted, indian fashion opposite her, and smiled apologetically. I'm afraid your opinion of me isn't getting better, she said. I'm not much of a sport, to let you men get supper by yourselves, am I? You see, I'm taking advantage of my birthday. We, my bell princess, laughed Jean softly, a tender look coming into his thin, dark face. And do you remember the other birthdays, years and years ago, when you took advantage of Jean Cressette while he was sleeping? No, you do not remember. Yes, I remember. She was six mature, explained Jean, and while I slept, dreaming of one grand paradise, she cut off my mustaches, they were splendid those mustaches, but they would never grow right after that, and so I have gone shaven. In spite of her efforts to appear cheerful Philip could see that Josephine was glad the meal was over, and that she was forcing herself to sip at a second cup of tea on their account. He accompanied her back to the tent after she had bathed Jean good night, and as they stood for a moment before the open flap there filled the girl's face a look that was partly of self-reproach, and partly of wistful entreaty for his understanding and forgiveness. You have been good to me, she said. No one can ever know how could you have been to me? What it has meant to me? And I thank you. She bowed her head, and again he restrained the impulse to gather her close up in his arms. When she looked up he was holding something towards her in the palm of his hand.  A long time ago my mother gave me this Bible, he said. She told me that as long as I carried it and believed in it no harm could come to me, and I guess she was right. It was her first Bible, and mine. It's grown old and ragged with me, and the water and snow have faded it. I've come to sort of believe that mother is always near this book. I'd like you to have it, Josephine. It's the only thing I've got to offer you on your birthday. While he was speaking he had taken one of her hands and thrust his precious gift into it. Slowly Josephine raised the little Bible to her breast. She did not speak, but for a moment Phillips saw in her eyes the look for which he would have sacrificed the world. A look that told him more than all the volumes of the earth could have told of a woman's trust and faith.  In that moment's silence he heard the throbbing of her heart. She seemed to have ceased breathing, and then slowly, looking straight into his eyes, she lifted her lips to him, and as one who meets a soul of a thing too sanctified to touch with his hands, he