So  there are basically five people I know who read this blog (hi  mom!)  but for those five people  here I am I don’t write that as a cut to myself  but more to say that I am finally at a point in my life where I can have this little space of the internet and revisit it from time to time  but I am not  under any circumstances  under the impression that this corner of my life  this piece of my life  and how successful it is or is not defines me as a person