Thanks for sharing! Your writing helps me to understand the magnitude of the damage done to you and your fellow sexual abuse victims It’s hard to read at times  but I sincerely hope that with every post you write  you feel a measure of victory for reclaiming your voice: placing shame in it’s place – on HIM  and others like him! Keep using your powerful words to take back what was denied to you- your dignity and sense of self-worth… you deserve “beauty instead of ashes  the oil of joy instead of mourning  the garment of praise instead of a heavy  burdened and failing spirit” Isaiah 61:3