Am I a coward If I don't want to kill myself even though I want to because my life is horrendous?
Can I say that I've raped myself? For example, say I get a boner, but I really don't wanna masturbate. But since I have a boner, I do masturbate, even though I really didn't want to. Is this considered raping myself? Because, I mean, one part of me wanted it but the other part didn't want to...